Saturday, October 31, 2015

GIRL IN THE BOX. SIMPLE MAN (LYNARD SKYNARD). NAIL'EM! STRANGE DREAM ABOUT ROPES . . . NOT A GIRL SCOUT, NOR BOY SCOUT? DUDE WITH HARLEY DAVIDSON SHIRT, KICKS CHAIR, PUSHES TABLE, AFTER WALKING PAST ME TWICE? WOMAN, LAYING LIKE A DOOR MAT, AT THE FOOT OF A BIKE, ON FRONT, CIRCLE WITH FIRE ON BACK! GOT THE BOOBY PRIZE, SORRY CHARLIE! LOL! PARENTS, NEVER, NEVER, EVER, NAME YOUR CHILD, FIRST, MIDDLE, AND POSSIBLY CONSIDER EVEN CHANGING YOUR LAST NAME IF IT IS, WAYNE! BACK IN THE EARLY 1980'S WHILE IN AN ENGLISH CLASS, I WROTE A RESEARCH PAPER ON THE "POWER OF A NAME." IN SOME OF THE MATERIAL I READ, IT SAID, THAT 17 OF THE MOST NOTORIOUS SERIAL KILLERS, HAD THE NAME, "WAYNE" IN IT! JUST THIS MORNING AND I BELIEVE, LAST NIGHT TOO, THERE WERE MURDERERS WITH THE NAME, "WAYNE!" EVEN IF IT IS A FAMILY NAME, DON'T USE IT . . . TOO MUCH CONNECTION WITH THE TWISTED MINDS OF SERIAL KILLERS OR MURDERERS, FOR SOME REASON? AVOID AT ALL COSTS, FOR YOUR CHILD'S SAKE! THERE IS A POWER IN A NAME, OR IN THE BIBLE, GOD WOULD NOT HAVE BOTHERED, TO CHANGE THE NAME OF SARIAH TO SARAH, OR ABRAM TO ABRAHAM, OR STRUCK THE FATHER OF JOHN THE BAPTIST, DUMB, FOR WANTING TO NAME HIM, SOMETHING OTHER THEN JOHN! AND MARY WAS TOLD, TO NAME HER SON, JESUS, AND THEN THERE WERE A LISTS OF WORDS CONNECTED WITH, THAT NAME: WONDERFUL, COUNSELOR, EMANUEL, SAVIOR, BEAUTIFUL . . . SO, TAKE THE JOB OF NAMING CHILDREN, SERIOUS, BECAUSE, IT IS. MY FATHER, WANTED TO NAME ME A BOY'S NAME, BECAUSE HIS FIRST CHILD WAS A DAUGHTER, AND HE WANTED A SON, SO HE NAMED ME "JO", BUT MY MOTHER INSISTED, THAT, DUE TO THE FACT THAT I WAS AND AM A GIRL, HE NEEDED TO ADD A FEMININE NAME TO THAT, SO HE ADDED, "ANN." IN LIGHT OF THIS NAME, MADE UP OF COMPONENT PARTS OF A MALE NAME, WITH A FEMALE NAME, I HAVE ALWAYS, WANTED TO RECONCILE THE RELATIONSHIPS OF MEN AND WOMEN . . . BEFORE LAW SCHOOL, I WANTED TO BE A FAMILY AND MARRIAGE THERAPIST, AND WHILE DOING RESEARCH FOR A PAPER IN MY MASTER'S PROGRAM, I NOTICED THAT THERE WAS AN OVER ABUNDANCE OF AUTHORS, IN THE AREA OF MARRIAGE TYPE BOOKS, WITH THE NAME, JOANN; HOWEVER, IN THE AREA OF CHILD DEVELOPMENT, THERE STILL WERE MANY JOANN'S, BUT, THEY SPELLED THE NAME, WILL ALL LOWER LETTERS, RATHER THAN THE TWO SEPARATE AND DISTINCT, NAMES, STARTING WITH CAPITAL LETTERS! VERY INTERESTING, WATSON! LOL! EVEN IN LAW, I STARTED MY CAREER, BIG TIME IN DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, A LEGAL EXPRESSION OF THIS NAME FULFILLMENT, OF HELPING OR HAVING MEN AND WOMEN, GET ALONG . . . EASES MY SOUL! AT THE CORE OF WHO I AM, AND POSSIBLY, THE REASON, THIS FRAUD BROAD, FAKE BOOBS, TAKING MY PLACE, SUCH LOWER LEVEL WOMEN, BEING THROWN IN MY FACE, BOTHERS ME, BEYOND, POSSIBLY WHAT, SAY, A MARY, WOULD FEEL! LOL! PSYCHOLOGY, CRIMINOLOGY, SOCIOPATHS, PSYCHOPATHS, PSYCHOANALYSIS, ALL OF THESE THINGS, AND STUDIES FASCINATE ME . . . WITH ABUSE OF WOMEN, IN PARTICULARLY, BOTHERSOME, PROBABLY, BECAUSE, SOCIETY HAS PUT THEM, WOMEN, LIKE MY NAME, BEHIND MEN, AND THAT DOES NOT WORK FOR ME! GIVE NAMES A GOOD THOUGHT, GET A BABY NAMING BOOK, GIVE YOUR CHILD, THE BEST SHOT, NAME, AND CHANCE TO SUCCEED. ANOTHER THING I REMEMBER, IS THAT, PLAIN, MALE NAMES, LIKE, MARK, JOHN, LUKE . . . OLD BIBLE NAMES, LOL! SEEM TO DO BETTER IN SCHOOL! STAY AWAY FROM BIZARRE SPELLINGS, AND NAMES, MOON ZAPPA, AH, NO! BE CREATIVE, USE CUSTOMS, TRADITIONS, FAMILY NAMES, IF THE PERSON, WAS A WORTHY PERSON, AND AVOID, FAMILY NAMES, THAT HAVE TONS OF SKELETONS IN THE CLOSETS, YOU DON'T KNOW, WHAT DEEP, PSYCHOLOGICAL ISSUES, YOU ARE PUTTING IN THE SUBCONSCIENCE OF YOUR CHILD'S MINDS, TO SURFACE, YEARS LATER! MY DAUGHTER, GRETA, AND HUSBAND, DALLAS, SPENT TONS OF TIME, WROTE UP, THEIR THOUGHTS ON EACH CHILD'S NAME, LOOKED AT CUSTOM, GEOGRAPHICAL ROOTS, AND HERITAGE, COMING UP WITH KAEL, TRISTAN, AND THAD . . . THADDEUS WOLFE HYLAND, SOUNDS LIKE A FUTURE, U.S. SUPREME COURT JUSTICE! AND HE ARGUES ABOUT EVERYTHING, VERY CALMLY AND RATIONALLY! LOL! AND HE IS JUST TURNING 7, NOVEMBER 14, AND GRANDMA, IS COMING TO UTAH FOR HIS BIRTHDAY AND THANKSGIVING! OVER THE RIVER AND THROUGH THE SNOW, TO THADDEUS HOUSE I GO! LOL! THAT IS ONE LITTLE BOY, WHO, PREFERS GRANDMA'S SOFT WATERBED BODY, TO MOM'S VERY THIN, ATHLETIC, BONY BODY, TO CUDDLE UP ON, AND WATCH VIDEOS! LOL! BONDING MOMENTS WITH THAT LITTLE BOY! FROM AS EARLY AS HE COULD WALK, HE, WOULD COME OVER ON FAMILY VIDEO NIGHTS, FIRST TRY TO CUDDLE WITH MOM, AND THEN SILENTLY, SO SHE DIDN'T NOTICE, COME OVER TO GRANDMA, MUCH SOFTER, LIFT UP THE COVERS, AND SNUGGLE UP, TIL HE FELL ASLEEP! I LOVE MY GRANDMOTHER'S AND GRANDFATHER'S ATTITUDES ABOUT WEIGHT . . . GRANDMA, WHO WAS ADORED BY ALL, SAID, "WE JUST PLANNED ON GETTING FAT!" LOL! PART OF BEING A GRANDMA! MY GRANDFATHER'S COMMENTS, ON MY YOUNGER YEARS, RUNNING FETISH, SAID, "WHO WANTS TO CLIMB IN BED WITH A BAG OF BONES?! LOL! DITTO! THAT WAS 30 YEARS AGO, THIS IS NOW! LOL! GOOD APPROACH TO AGING, AND THEY ALL LIVED INTO THEIR MID-NINETIES! NICE . . . AND, BEFORE I FORGET, IF YOUR NAME IS "WAYNE" AND YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR LEGAL NAME, NOT HARD, LOOK UP STATE COURT FORMS ONLINE, AND THERE SHOULD BE EASY TO FILL OUT, FORMS, YOU CAN SUBMIT WITHOUT AN ATTORNEY, MANY JUDGES READ THIS BLOG, AND IF YOU TELL THEM THE ASSOCIATION WITH SERIAL KILLERS AND MURDERERS, THEY WILL GLADLY GRANT YOUR WISH OF A DIFFERENT NAME, AND IF NOT, BLAME THEM! HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

SIMPLE MAN

This was the first song, I heard, when I put my radio, on . . . and every time, I heard it, generally, when I am on a walking trail, or somewhere without a convenient place to write, I wished, I could convey, that message, to people, men, after dealing with, such a fucked up mess, for the last, 15 years, and mostly, either because of the lust for money, deviant, female fantasies, that are not founded, nor supported in reality, and never can be, and with minds, complicated enough to commit serial killings without being detected for years, and dealing with people, who are overly ambitious, complicated, demented, deranged, deviant, psychopathic liars, sociopaths and psychopaths, in agencies, filled with similarly thinking people, who are predatory in nature, void of conscience, know, no right or wrong, prey on the vulnerable and the weak, and their targets, are not in that class of people, they manipulate, devise, create, control, and cover, the plain and simple facts, to make, things as complicated, as possible, to go undetected, and unnoticed, getting a way, with murder, and millions, in the process!  I am appreciating the simple man, more and more, thanks, for just being men!

I thought, that I would take the wisdom of this song, not only for my own sons, who were raised to be simple men, smart, but with a simple lifestyle, and take the words of the writer, Lynard Synard, if he is the author, and steal, with credit, the words of his mother, or of the writer of the song's mother!  The lyrics, that I finally, just looked up, on YouTube, were not in a form to cut and paste, so I wrote them down, law school, note taking style, probably missing, many of the words, but the meaning will be conveyed, not only to my own children, sons, and son-in-laws, but for any of my readers, who find, an interest in the title, and who venture in to the juicy details of the longer, blog.  Words of Wisdom, for the ages of man/woman:

Mama told me, when I was young . . . sit beside me, my only son.  Listen closely to what I say, this will help you, some, some day.  Oh, take you time, don't move too fast . . . Troubles will come, and they will pass.  Find a woman, and you'll find love.  Don't forget, there is someone, up above.  Baby, be a simple kind of man.  Oh, I want you to do this if you can.  Forget your lust for rich man's gold . . . all you need is in your soul.  All I want for you it to be satisfied, be a simple kind of man or be something, you can understand.  Oh, won't you do this, if you can, son, if you can . . . follow your heart and nothing else.  Oh, won't you do this for me son, if you can.

I also, found, it interesting, that the background pictures, behind the lyrics, were of mountains, streams, grassy meadows, and the sky and pines, Montana, looking landscapes, and I truly, believe, that, there is peace, sanity, sanctity, and grounding, that takes place in nature, gets men and women, children, away from life's worries and troubles, that as the song, states, will come and go . . . this too, shall pass . . . take life slow, it too shall pass.  It is strange, that, no other birthday, has affected me more than the 60th.  I have breezed right passed, the 30, 40, 50th, and then the 60th, kind of hit me, like, I am on the downhill side of life, and that has been a sobering thought.

I don't feel 60, can pass for 35, but the bold reality, is, that, life moves on.  They say, the first part of your life, you look forward, and the last you look backward.  I have bucked, tradition, history, and even reality, retaining that old, high school, invincibility, much longer than most, which has worked to my advantage, and perhaps, my disadvantage.  But, I am grateful, that, my daughter, Greta, put the breaks on law school, for the second year in a row, that, while turning 40 this, year, I have often told her, life is long, you don't need to cram, kids, school, work, family life, husband, in a few years, spread it out!  Slow down, and she did . . . but, in true fashion, of her genetic make-up and DNA, she is bored after just a week or so, back from wild land firefighting and she is trying to write and get inspired to do something with her time, now that all the kids are back in school!  LOL!  I feel your pain, your struggles, and your dilemma!  LOL!  That's my girl, and she is amazing! to say the least!

Trail of Evidence

A county sheriff, just came through McDonald's, acting like he was a Grizzly Security, guy, even going back to get the cash, perhaps, so he could validate and verify, who the blog writer is--me, or lie about, who is here, favoring the cop chicks, covering their asses, who are pretending to be me, but, it is me, hanging out, here at McD's, about 3 to 4 days a week, having breakfast, breakfast desert, and a continual stream of Diet Coke, so if I do end up dead, probably at the hands of cops, it will take my body, 3X longer than the normal person, who drinks, coffee, or other drinks, to look like shit, with the average body, rotting, in just three days, and with sun, faster!  LOL!  I see that as a good thing, not a negative, vanity, vanity, vanity, even in death!  LOL!  I am always shocked, that the person, has only been dead, say three days, and they are already a mess and sometimes, cops can't even determine, even the sex of the person, cadaver!  What is up with that, I don't want flies or their larva on me, the way the cops determined the time of death, in a case, I watched this morning, so I am taking false preservatives, found in Diet Coke, so that, I have heard, it takes up to 10 days, for someone like me to start into a decomposed state, or a delayed, start of rot or rigamortis! LOL!  At least, I will look better to the cops, dead, for longer, that my rival, Joannnnnnnssssss! this JoAnn, will look, the same in death as in life, at least for about, two weeks, and I would say, longer, than, even most, DC drinkers!  LOL!

Pissed of Cops?  Perhaps . . . Kicking the Chair I Was On, Then Pushing Table, in a Pissed Off Way?  Strange Behavior, Strange Dream!

It is almost, like I am in some competition, with, cops, them numbering in the hundreds of thousands, given all the levels, and flavors, against, little old me, but my blog, does even the score a bit, and they hate it, and they love it, sometimes love, don't feel like it should . . . make it hurt so good!  LOL!  The more the cops, hate me, the more fun it is for me to write about them!  And I am sure, they hate, me getting into their arena, of crime, writing about it, and helping them, solve crimes!  LOL!  I guess the tables have turned, and the intimidated, has become the intimidator! and I love it.  Remember, boyz and girlz, I started MY legal career, as staff attorney, for the Utah Prosecution Council, Criminal Enforcement Division, in the Utah Attorney Generals Office with an office over looking the Salt Lake Valley, in UTAH!  I know this shit! I trained cops and prosecutors, throwing in judges, social workers, doctors and others in the area of domestic violence and sexual assault!  YOUR BITCHES, were flight attendants, biologists, history and English teachers, average ambulance chasing attorney, or below average, but connected, criminal defense attorneys, all turned ME!  I know this shit, can be of help, to you and your rank and file, they can not!  Or they are limited to what they watched on TV . . . you my want them, but YOU NEED ME!  Sorry, Charlies Angels have their limits, I have Unlimited Tools at my finger tips . . . you can bit the BULLET, deal with it, or you can, shove my foot, mouth, blog, training, education, experience, former jobs, up your sorry asses!

Last night, I had dinner at Taco Johns, and for a while, I watched the news, and Sandra Bullock, a way prettier, Shelley, sign, or look, sort of in a long shot sort of way, look-alike, about 20 years ago, maybe? was on, promoting her new movie, Our Brand in Crisis! and from what I could tell from the interview, but no sound, was, it is based, in Washington, D.C., and there is some election in Chile, that is going on, and this suspense thriller, has something to do with government, intrigue, and with our government, agents, trying to influence, the elections in Chile!  I am sure, you want to envision, Shelley this way, dark haired beauty, and hazel eyes, but the last time I saw her, she didn't look like this, and never has, but keep up the image, of the hot chicks, NOT!  But, her brand, cop brand, is in fact, IN CRISIS! they are all, pretty little liars, which doesn't seem to bother, law enforcement much, like stealing identity, attempted homicide, poisoning, theft of billions of dollars, cases, blogs, legislation, water compacts, and everything, these fucking, PSYCHOPATHS, including MURDER, did to pull this stunt off, is not a CRIME?

One of the Undercover, Pissy, Cops, Who Was Sitting With the Cop, Who Kicked the Chair and the Tables, Just Came into McDonald's!

They are so concerned about the cover-up, and seem to have little concern for the truth, the evidence, the proof, and the crimes!  What a bunch of dozers!  Good God?  There is so much, more than proof, that the evidence is OVERWHELMING, but they, SEE NO EVIL?  Okay, there are a few things, that I want to give, a good cop, if there is one, remember, one bad apple can spoil the whole bunch, and this seems to be the trend, along with killing your wives!  But, don't let this little, former assistant attorney general, fuck with you stupid fucked up minds!  Your Utah idols, are sociopaths and psychopaths, serial killers and murderers . . . that should bother you?  And if it doesn't, you should get your sorry ass, out of law enforcement!  This is not a beauty pageant, with the swimsuit, competition, nor it is who is best in bed, or who you prefer to kick your sorry asses, this is about, real crime, real time, and real killers!  GET IT? Got it, GO SOLVE THE CRIMES . . . I am here to help!  The winner of this alleged, competition, that I have been in, unwillingly, is not about pussy, not about hot ass, not about boobs, not about your fucking cocks, and getting them titillated and stroked, it is about, the LAW, for god sake and these fuckers have broken the law!

Okay, so the cop, sitting behind me, probably, as cops, go, a famous asshole, with a tempter to match, so bad, I hate even dealing with him, a civil rights suit, waiting to happen, just came through the doors, he immediately went up to the front counter, to tell the help, that he is having a meeting, and not to worry?  Like they give a rat's ass, about who is here, and what the fuck they talk about.  I would guess from his positioning, he is trying to intimidate me, never waved, or said hi, with his pretend, sickening sweetness of the last few days, at the Poverello Center . . . his bull shit attitudes, anger, hostility, and whatever, cops shit, gives him away.  Check out surveillance, local cops, may not know him, or recognize him, could be a fed, or brought in from another jurisdiction, and I am two tables or booths ahead of him, without looking back, because, I hate this motherfucker, so bad, I can't stand looking at him, even when he is trying to make, conversation, which is always, negative, to say the least, or bitching and moaning about this or that, about this person, or that person!  YUCK the FUCK!

Anyway, he and the other, piss head, cop, were sitting, at a table in the dining area, and I was, tired and generally, like to sit by myself, and so, I found a chair, that was in a corner, between the dining area and the front desk, where the restrooms and the drinking fountains are, had some grapefruit juice and a tangerine, getting up the gumption to head down the road to McDonald's, the clean, well, lighted place, I like to write my blog, where I know the staff and it is always, fun to come say hi!  So, I noticed this, new guy, and I liked his shirt, probably why, I noticed him . . . I love the fire symbolism, and on the back of his brown, or rust/brown, shirt, looked new, he had a black, circle with fire, coming out from the perimeters of the circle, and on the front, he had a Harley, motorcycle, and a blonde bombshell, in a red bathing suit, laying at the base of the motorcycle, looking more like a door mat, for the biker to step off of.  At first, it made me think of James Kennedy, and the way, Rachel, would probably, act, letting him, walk all over her, given the
stories that Kennedy, tried to impress me with of bikers tough guys, abusing their wives, biker bitches and motorcycle mamas, not cool!  And, I let him, know it, in no, uncertain terms!

Mormon, Utah, Cop, Sting Op Avoided!  I'm Back, Not At McDonald's But, Good Food Store, LOVE IT!  Good Food!  Healthy Food!

Okay, where was I, before, I was so rudely, surrounded by cops, robbers, undercover feds, and had to pack up my computer, shit, and leave!  Scream, there is nothing, I hate more, almost, than being interrupted, while I am writing my BLOG!  But, having some, Mormon WAGON MAFIA, sting op and fake arrest, under the guise of actual cops, would piss me off even more!  LOL!  So, for the millionth time in the last 4 or more years, I see them, all line up . . . the cop, I can't stand from the Pov., formerly the sheriff, pretending to be a Grizzly Security guard, like, I can't notice the difference between your patch and the security patch, I have looked at for the last three years, and your's of course, caught my eye!, then this Jap chick, who no more looks like up line, Mac and Cheese, or McD's, management, but has shown up, on several occasions, dressed to the 9's, acting like a Ronald McDonald big shot!  LOL!  She looks, more, OSS, big shot, government shit, big shot, not your normal Asian, let alone, McD's!  Although, the chick who always, talks to me, who showed up, about the time, I planted my ass back in Missoula, after a week, hiatus in Kalispell, with all the Annie/Phone drama, finally got her theft, sorted out and fixed, did, the other day, dismiss the Jap as someone she had known from her younger years, when her sister used to work at McD's . . . or rather, she is telling cops and investigators, that, I am, my sis, protecting the lying hag ass fuckin' bitch!  That is much more like it, as with the fuckin' bought and paid for sheriff, on MY MONEY, nonetheless, Shelley, the psychopathic bitch from hell, did work hard for MY MONEY, to distribute to you FOOLS!

So, while expecting the kicking, table punching and chair kicking, dip shit, cop, who was hanging with the bald fuck, I mentioned up above, yeah the one, who acted much, like his heroes, temper tantrum Al, Frank, aka, Allan, aka, AB or Absolute Bastard, whom I had to teach, much like a misbehaving two year old, who was more mature, who I would not put up with that shit, and kicked his ass out of my truck, on more than one occasion, 15 miles from civilization, and every time he misbehaved, threatened his ass, back on the road, until, he got used to and conditioned, that mama, wife, is not going to put up with baby shit, from a 63, allegedly, old man, or baby?  This guy, was much of that ilk, cop, temper tantrums!  And you wonder why the cops, preserve, protect and defend the fake chicks . . . this mama, don't dig assholes!  LOL!  So, bald ass, kept acting nervous, going in and out of the bathroom . . . yes, I have been known to leave, like a ghost, and it is Halloween, so even more of a chance, and I have left, several times, on this fuck, both at the Poverello Center, where I am staying, for new readers, and also, have ditched out on him and another ass, Larry, whom got all defensive as if he had first hand knowledge, to the CIA, initiation, getting butt fucked by you up line!  LOL!  Not my kind of guys, try Rach and the girlz, Shelley, she'll take it in the ass, that is why she gets to be ME!  LOL!

So, the next thing, I notice, is, some suit, very out of place, on a Saturday, in McD's with all the moms, dads and kids, looking more, like he just got out of a Mormon conference weekend, priesthood meeting, with my fucking father!  LOL!  I guess I didn't notice . . . shhhhh shhhhh, Mormons, are going to be the only ones in Heaven, so shhhhh, shhh, don't let them know the rest of us, heathens are here!  LOL!  So, Jap bitch, checks one more time, counter help, comes back, acting, like she is tired, for the 10th time in one, morning, and bald ass cop, finally, while still on pins and needles, sees his other, undercover cop, making up the sting op crew, and about that time, I smile, and throw the play book off, and unplug my computer, and hit the road, looking them all in the dirty ass, eyes, letting them know, I can read you like a book, like Shelley the book worm, the alleged, smart one?  LOL!  Four years trying to catch me . . . the liars, modeled after the movie and book, Catch Me if You CAN . . . but, they can't catch ME!  LOL!

Mo Shit, Symbolism and Dreams . . . That All the Bitch Squad Scoffed at Twenty Years Ago, When I Went to Law School, Now, Jealous as Hell, so Envious, They All Want To Not Only Be Attorneys, but Dream of Being ME!  LOL!

I walk out, and look for the next Internet connection, and start toward Del Taco, that I have not only crashed at, on the run at night, fighting to get a blog out, after tons of similar sting ops, but, the place is closed!  I did, however, notice the license plate on the white, SUV or truck, in the parking lot, it said, LSTMRDR . . . Or LAST MURDER, the phonetic interpretation of this word.  And, I thought, disgusted as usual, that the revelation that both, Brett Todd Stewart and Frank, Interpol or Texas Ranger, are both serial killers, in their past lives, would be met with a reprimand, and slap on the hand, saying, now, not more murders, bad boys, this is your last murder!  While, I, being victimized by serial killers, still using cops, Mo fucks, missionaries, FBI, CIA, NSA, and others, am relentlessly tracked, stalked, plotted against, with murderous intent, and, LAW ENFORCEMENT is on the two serial killers sides, because, they too, the cops, are psychopaths, and like the documentary said . . . the psychos are winning, and so it appears!  But, to reaffirm my Intel, from God, there was a sticker, on the other car in the parking lot, that said, GULL SKI . . . seagals are the Utah state bird, they saved the Mo's from total destruction, by the Mo locus or grasshoppers who threatened the very survival of the early settlers . . . indicating to me, that since, SKI, one of my signs for Brett, since he is a big time skier, is obviously, SKI, that is the get out of jail, serial killer card!  

The other day, on a true crime, which everything done to me, is . . . there was a name that caught my attention . . . PAWLOSKI . . . Pa Love Ski!  And, I am sure the old fucker does, Shelley alone could not pull this bull shit off, but with Brett's energy, bringing Kay Baby on board, and all the undercover cops, adding the FBI, CIA, and other MO FUCKS, like the NSA, Brett, probably doubling as a MO BISHOP, while doing his serial killing, would be right up, my serial killer, father's line!  But in rapid, fire, signs and symbols, vehicles with Utah license plates, went by, out of state cops, so the local cops, other than the Mo contingency, like the sheriff this morning, probably under orders to leave me the fuck alone, at this point, but, in Moland, there is no separation of church and state, it is all one and the same, being the root of the problem!  But, a yellow Avenger or Dodge Turbo, whatever, the cops, all drive now . . . they have branched out, a bit, but a yellow car, with black strips, symbolic of cop hell! and it should be, allegedly law enforcement, going after the victim of this shit, and helping further the CRIMINALS . . . they know god-damned well, I am at the POVERELLO CENTER!  They know, I hang out at McD's, and that, is why their fucker, when I got up, not earlier, in an obvious act of aggression and anger, violently, threw the chair I had been sitting on, just seconds after I got off of it, and threw it into the center of the floor, to my shock, and then, took the cart that the tables were on, and kicked and pushed them as far as his, stupid, scrawny arms, didn't seem strong enough to do much damage to!  LOL!

I think, these fuckin' boyz, are finding out, as Kennedy is, they have been DUPED, by a bunch of, not even pretty little liars, JUST LIARS!  LOL!  And I FUCKING LOVE IT!  Rachel's oversized tits, to not mean a bigger brain, or even traces of a brain at all, or she would have been to smart to have tried to pull this shit off, even though, it was 1 against thousands, Shelley is a DUMB ASS BITCHIN' WHORE!  Good God, do you seriously think for one second, any divine entity, would aid and abet a LIE?  What church were you raised in, the MORMON CHURCH?  MUST HAVE BEEN . . . fuckin' wipe there asses off the face of the planet for this shit!  SIMPLY AMAZING . . . and the problem, when 70% of the United States Alleged, Intelligence or Counter-Intelligence Community is made up of one religion, only representing, fucking 1% of the American population?  We have a representative form of government, get a fucking clue . . . 

Symbolism is Even Deep in Hollywood, The Typical Brunette, Bullock, Same Name as Governor Bullock, Is Blonde in the Movie, "Our Brand is in Crisis!"

Yeah, the smart chick, contrary to popular belief, or unpopular belief in this case, is blonde, like me, because I am the attorney, little Ms. Bullock, the brunette, is the fucking, god-damned ACTRESS, you've been DUPED, MONTANA!  Just tell the Mo hit squad, the cops, the feds, Montana is full, but I heard North Dakota is a nice place!  I am sure, if I had gone to N.D. they would have followed me, or followed me everywhere . . . fuck, it was worth a BILLION DOLLARS!  Go figure dumb asses, sorry all semblance of civility, is gone after this BULL SHIT, and all the BULLOCKS of the world, bought the BULLOCK actress the brunette, as the smart chick, not the BLONDE SMART ONE, and I am not talking the one, prostrated, on the floor, at the foot of a biker, dude, being a door mat, but she does have a SON NAMED, MAT!  Symbolic names!  My sons are Christian and Elliot . . . as in, yeah, bands, Parallax, God's Revolver, Maraloka, THE DITCH AND THE DELTA, and WORST FRIENDS . . . Kay? Barbara? Debbie? Jan? Janis Vause . . . jealousy, jealousy, envy, envy, naughty, naughty, should have gone to school, when I tried to get you there, Janis . . . I have done everything and more than Mike, professor at 3 universities, attorney, business owner, and going from small claims to the U.S. Fucking, Supreme Court!  DIG IT, you lying HAGS!

GIRL IN A BOX . . . True Crime Show

So, when I got to Good Food Store, here on bus 2 route, after the aborted sting op at McDonald's, I got a very healthy, yummy salad, and while I was eating, I did what I normally, do, not waste time or brain power, and turned on whatever, was recommended to me, through, YouTube, and this show came up, about, serial killers, totally on topic, with the cover-up and hand slapping of two, if not many, more serial killers, including my father, who may not have actually pulled the trigger, but ordered the hits, many of which, have been directed at me, but, dad, remember, only the righteous shall prosper . . . and soon, I will get my money back and your ass at 85, will be getting butt fucked, maybe by Brett, in prison!  I remember, Brett taking me to some guys, house, a gay guy, nothing wrong, but one who wanted to go back to prison, because he liked getting butt fucked, cell mates?  So, birds of a feather fly together . . . you have all the gay, caballeros teaming on missions for two years, sleeping only with each other, and then going into the CIA and FBI, continuing those sexual experiences from their best two years?  I can connect the dots, can't you?

Basic Plot . . . True Case, Girl Held Hostage for 7 Years!

This husband and wife team, pick up a hitch hiker, who wants to get to Red Bluff, to visit a friend, for her birthday.  The teen, has made it over 300 miles, by the time the Hookers, the name of the couple, pick the girl up.  They take her to a back road, and pull out a knife, the guy, threatens to kill her, if she doesn't do everything he tells her to do, including, putting this wooden box, with a place for her head, and latches, to keep this monstrosity on her head.  They get back to the Hooker resident, and for the next 7 years, the husband, rapes, sexually molests, beats, tortures the victim, until, the wife, and her start, being allowed to go to church, and then, finally the victim, stands up to her abuser and leaves!  One of the ways, this girl is put under control, is through the abuse, fear of being sold into white slavery and signing a contract, that she will do whatever she is told, for fear, of being sold, on the open market, in an organization, called, ironically, enough, the Company . . . one of the terms used for the CIA!  Makes me wonder, if there is not a connection, same M.O., same types abuse of women, same objectification, and sexual torture, using, psychological tools of isolation, indoctrination, and humiliation, to keep their captives and victims under control.  I started to notice that Brett started to use this and other techniques on me, and, so, I left!

While I was watching this episode, as is the case, when God, wants me to recognize, that I was, in sort of the same, situation, in a way, I sneezed, several times, which is his way of indicating, pay attention, this is you . . . tis you, tis, you, and so, with interest, I noted, the story, and the characters, along with the names that were fucking telling as hell!  And in the sick trailer, that the girl was tortured in, there was an S on it, indicating, Secrist, and the girl, through, brain washing, torture, and time, came to suffer, from the Stockholm Syndrome that has been associated with hostage/captor situations, from Patty Hurst to kidnappers, even the Elizabeth Smart case, in Utah, where the 15 year old, was kidnapped, by a painter, who was working on the house, was kept, just miles from her home, seen in public all the time, and repeatedly raped, she never told anyone, or brought any attention to her captors, became part of their family, in a way, and thus was the case, here, and the jury, had to decide, if the girl was actually a willing participant, in this case, of coercion or consent?  

List of Real Players and Names, Very Interesting!

  • kidnapped girl, Colleen Stan, this actually, had several levels of interest for me, I met James Kennedy, who could be, CIA, a bad one, though, or that is what I thought, he could not keep his story straight, how many kids, nor how many wives!  LOL!  But, Stan was one of the workers at the Butte Rescue Mission where I met Kennedy, so that has developed into a connection, that has become associated with James.  I wondered, if James was friend or foe, bounty hunter, or assassin? Or actually a Kennedy, just staying off the grid, which is understandable.  However, I have wondered, if he is a cop, was to set me up, like many other, men in the Company, or the CIA, being one of the pretty boys, like Brett, Phil, Allan or Frank, and was there to appear to be with me, then switch, me out for a double, or one of the fraud broads, like telling me to meet him in Durango, Colorado, but, I will give him credit, I got poisoned, could he have been the one who poisoned me, or was it the cook, Brett, jealous, because, someone, didn't want me to go to Durango, Kay's old state, and most likely a hang out, and so, a double, was sent, after I told Kennedy, I was not coming, then changed my mind, but after getting poisoned, actually went to Kalispell, where I thought I was going to die, for two weeks!  But, Col, one of my symbols for CIA, due to the fact, that I call my second daughter, Nicole, Cole for short, and then, Leen or lean, could indicate, Rachel, being thinner, and seemingly, the CIA, protected, preferred and allegedly, the mother of, the thin kids, MINE, rather than the reality of her fat boys, the mother of Matthew and Scott!  And in light of the Harley Davidson, bike shirt, with the blonde cartoon like character, with a red bathing suit on, laying down, as if a door mat, that is much more Rachel than ME, LOL, however, she is playing she is ME!
  • husband and wife team, very interesting name, Cameron and Janice Hooker, which is interesting in light of the fact that, I took the MMPI a personality test, when I was still married to Richard Secrist, and I had the personality profile of a hooker, higher energy levels than the charts allowed, which might come in handy for a hooker, and but for my Mormon or religious beliefs, would be fucking everything that walked!  LOL!  Pretty much describes me.  And, interestingly enough, I have thought over, the fact, that Brett, might in deed, have been, or even said he was a serial killer, and there was plenty of evidence he was . . . thus, camera on husband, or former husband, Brett, who I have put the camera on, since watching all these killers, with one wife, actually being charged with her husband's crimes, after he shot himself or got shot by cops!  But, Janice, was a former victim of the husband's, also, tortured, raped and sexually assaulted, and later married and had a child by him, but also the one, who went to her pastor, and told him of the abuse, and in exchange for her immunity, she gave the cops, the full story!  Janice and Colleen the captive, after she was under the control of Cameron, who got 104 years for his crimes, even though, there were plenty of times, the teen could have left, but, after the years of abuse and control, she was psychologically a captive, regardless of chains, that had been removed, when Cameron thought the girl was under his control, the case was complicated by the fact that, the teen, had even written him, love letters, visited her family, and took loving pictures with her abuser . . . brain washed!  Oh, I think, one of the reasons, that I didn't feel threatened, was, unlike many other, women, picked up by guys, later to reject, the sexual advances, I thought I was going to die, and thought, hot guy, why the hell not, and had tons of sex, and was completely fine with staying out on the farm, and by the time, I left, I think, Brett was in love with me! And the power had shifted!  LOL!  I could not get enough sex, nothing kinking, weird, no whips and chains, he was the one begging for a reprieve, and broke the intimacy, by going back to an old girlfriend, men avoid intimacy through an affair, and women have affairs to get intimacy, when lacking from a partner!  Interesting dynamics at play here, a happy, 5 year old, in a woman's body, and digging sex, 24/7 . . . what was there to kill?  One thing I did want to mention, was that girls, could have disappeared, while I was with Brett, because, they were, psychopaths, don't need sleep, they are always on the prowl, and each night, before going to bed, Brett would give me a melatonin pill, to make me sleep better . . . normally, I sleep like a rock, my ex, said, someone could some in a rape me and I wouldn't even wake up!, so, knocking me out, on top of my already killer sleep, would have given Brett the night stalker, tons of time, to go out on the town!  Sorry, honey, wondered, but, surety, didn't come, until I started watching all these crime shows, and you and Kay Baby, have gone after me for YEARS!  Pay back is always a BITCH, LIKE SHE IS . . . I also, believe, that Kay, murdered her father, for financial reasons, strange almost admissions, guilt, and I believe she tried to knock off Lisa, to get more inheritance, poisoning her, much, like Shelley did me, and relishing in her rival, gaining weight . . . Kay was jealous of Lisa, not young, but later, when she was happily married, to her high school sweetheart, very active in the Mormon Church, two good sons, and I believe, she was a good mother and wife, housewife.  Body count, getting bigger and bigger, the more true crime shows I watch, putting two and two, together!
    • Cameron, had Colleen, sign an Indentured Servant Agreement or Contract, with the Company . . . I believe, that, these dip shits, decided, that due to me efforts to stop asset forfeiture and doc fraud units, later, same units, different professions, financial planners, that, both me and my son, Elliot, became, slaves, indentured servants!  Under the Utah Constitution, there is NO slavery, no servitude, no indentured servants, and no debtor's prison!  Your fucking attitudes, belong, back before the CIVIL WAR . . . and they do, because, polygamy, along with slavery are the TWIN RELICS OF BARBARISM!  I should be fucking HONORED for upholding my OATH, YOU SIRS are INSECTS!  FUCK YOU!
    • Cameron, or Brett, actually, lived with his mother, Donna Christiansen, dead or deceased husband's name was, Dee, live, on, I believe, 4th or 5th west, between 4th to 6th south, Logan, Utah . . . Brett and I, were not suppose to be living out, on the 23 acres, because the health or building inspectors, due to the lack of running water, said it was a health risk.  But, the farm, could serve as a love shack, for Brett, and he could claim, he lived with his mother.  Which, after I left, and Dee died, who didn't get along with Brett, nor did Brett get along with his father, nor his step-mother, and the farm, was a family dispute, with dad, putting it in his new wife's name, to keep it away from Donna, but, it was to be divided with the kids, with the exception of Brett!  I think.  The horse barn, turned straw bale house, Brett and I lived in, I believe is still there . . . and Deborah, is using it as a storage shed, but there may be evidence of blood, in cracks of the floor, or using that stuff you spray under black light lamps, and the scrubbed blood, shows up.  
    • I think, that Brett, Shelley, Kay, my father, would say, that I let, them, through Brett, use my name, my resume, have access to son's music . . . nothing could be further from the truth! I left Brett, he was with Shelley and Kay, both who would be into kinky, sharing shit, and when I left, or Shelley threw me out, after Brett came over drunk, crying, telling me he loved me, trying to make love to me, with Shelley inches from us . . . Brett, was or has the crazy switch, I believe, that, very possible, if I had, rejected him, while out, early, I may have seen a very different, side of Brett!  Brett was a sexual predator, got fired for sexual harassment, showed signs of violence, throwing girlfriends furniture out of the second floor window in Salt Lake City, Utah . . . and he has relentlessly gone after me, for leaving him! using the other women, always, of course, the women who would hurt the most, sisters, friends, women, I know!
    • Colleen Stan, was held captive for 7 years, and it had been about 7 years, since I left Brett . . . whom I never thought of, until, a year and a half later, at Valentine's Day.
    • Just because I didn't file a lawsuit, against all of these people, was first, because, I was in denial, don't think like this, thought that law enforcement would get them, because it was not just a civil issue, but fucking CRIMINAL, with prison penalties!  And if I were to sue, I would have to file in UTAH, in the same, courts, with TED STEWART, the Wellsville spelling of the Stuart, family name, leaving me thinking, related to Brett, because, once his mother, made the statement, that Brett was born with a silver spoon in his mouth? rich grandparents!
  • Christine McQuire, was the prosecutor, just in symbolic terms, Christine was the name of Shelley's closest cousin, so that symbolizes, Shelley, who, is trying desperately to be ME, to say, she was the staff attorney to the Utah Prosecution Council, blah, blah, blah . . . thus the cops, sheriff there to support, the cops, the feds, a billion reasons, plus JAIL, if she is discovered and all the rest will go down to, who knew, and without a doubt, 700 fucking blogs, show, she is a fraud, her life was filled with plastic surgery, bad relationships, babies out of wedlock, cabbage patch, shit jobs, warrants, bills, and escapism!  My was GREAT RESUME, wwe are as different as WHITEY BULGER, the Boston Mob Boss and his brother, the LAWYER, PROFESSOR AND UNIVERSITY PRESIDENT!  The Company, just tried to switch the tables, to minimize the damage and bring recognition to the FUCKING MO CHURCH, plus steal MY SON'S MUSIC, and give it to the real WHORE, SHELLEY, with Isaac as BRETT'S Son, the cad of Logan, would not have missed the WHORE OF LOGAN!  didn't after I left him, and he got with Shelley, a SECOND TIME!  Just like Sandra Bullock, is the actress, Shelley is the actress, the blonde Shelley is playing, is ME, the smart chick, Bullock is playing is BLONDE!
  • Rolland Papendick . . . Roe Land, Pa Pen Dick, End!  I had the abortion, back in the first week of me being assigned or hired as the staff attorney for the Utah Prosecution Council, Criminal Enforcement Division, Utah AG's Office!  Shelley came to me, because he had a DEAD, BLACK AND WHITE RAT, symbolizing, cops, and ratting to them, which was the step, that got her, back with them, to help them turn on ME!  Roe v. Wade, 1973, I dig the freedom, of having the option and not afraid to exercise that right, as Shelley didn't do, Tyrone Southwick is her son, that along with Emily Hickey, and Tipper Nelson, the triplets, would have been, quads had I gone through with the baby!  If you want to know the rock bottom, truth of this, sting op, switch, is that, the abortion, that my family knew nothing about, for 7 fucking years, until Shelley, biologist, poisoned me!  Pa, or Dick's, lies, end, Shelley didn't write one fucking blog entry, never was an attorney, let alone ME, with the shit load of great jobs, honors and awards, but, I am sure, that Shelley got her job or inroads into the feds, using gaming, tricks, and daddy's ploys, to giver her credit, for getting his dick out of a sling with the SEC at the same time she cleared her OWN sorry ass name, and turned in DAVID YEMEN and ALAN WOLFSON!  Shelley is great and stealing, lying, acting, pretending, and for that, she wins as the WORLD'S BEST CRIMINAL, with the Sopranos, RICHES, and serial killers, her mind feeding for years!  World's best attorney, at least in the Southwick crew, being the only attorney of note, in this generation . . . Meg Shit, aka, Nicole, is a housewife with a law degree, worked as a nanny, so she could stay with George and Nicole!  Sarah and those twins, you know, Nicole, on the other hand, is an attorney, who is a housewife!  LOL!  She eats, sleeps and dreams politics, and if her husband, wasn't envious or afraid she might get noticed, and leave him, worried, other guys will see his beautiful secret, he keeps her home schooling her two children . . .  George's idea . . . turn about if fair play, ask Dallas!  LOL!
  • this crime, ironically, again, happened in Red Bluff . . . my symbol for fame, power, fortune, energy, hot, is red, the color . . . Bluff, Shelley, Rachel, Sue, Tiff, Marcie, Kelly, Kay, Annie, are all pretending to be RED HOT, or the hot ass writer, attorney, and now crime writer, JoAnn S. Secrist, J.D., but, they are a BLUFF!  LOL, a creation of big Al or AB, or FRANK! Interpol, that should give you a clue, serial killer extraordinaire!
  • Al Shamblin . . . Allan or Al is a SHAM, burn his ass, he is Lyin'
  • Debbie King . . . juror, symbolically, not the attorney, she is nothing more than a member of the public, probably married to either FRANK or Jack the Ripper, Strode KING!  All old retired fuckers, I rejected, all who said if I was with them, they would protect me from cops, either MAFIA or RETIRED AND EXTREMELY DANGEROUS!
  • Greg Lefevre . . . TV Reporter, Greg Erickson, attorney, boyfriend, liar to cover, Kay's fuckin' ass, former partner, in shitty law!
  • Donald Lundy . . . Don, Shelley's first husband, Lund . . . stands for Lund Mortuary, Y, You . . . Anderson, fraud, Shelley, Isaac, Don, all frauds, are in the MORGUE! or DEAD!

THE END



Friday, October 30, 2015

GAME TIME GOLD! KILLER TRUCKERS, HUNTING HUMANS . . . WORLD'S GREATEST DAD! FRIGHTGEIST . . . MURDER MADE US FAMOUS . . . HE FIGHTS DIRTY, AND AS DIRTY, AS DIRTY GETS! A HALLOWEEN SPECIAL: WICKED ATTRACTION: COUPLES WHO KILL (BRETT & TRAVIS, JAMES?); DEADLY WOMEN: I LOVE YOU TO PIECES . . . LYDIA TRUEBLOOD (KAY--I WOULD CHECK KAY'S FAMILY, FATHER GARY'S DEATH, YOUNG, STRANGE, REMEMBER KAY, REACTING VERY BIZARRE ABOUT HIS UNTIMELY DEATH, RELISHING SISTER, LISA'S STRANGE DISEASE (SHELLEY GET THE IDEA FROM KAY? FOR MY STRANGE DISEASE, WEIGHT GAIN--LISA ALSO HAD IT? DEATH SENTENCE?) AND OMYMA OR IN RECOGNITION, OH, MY MA! (KAY AND SHELLEY TYPE WOMAN)--THE WOMAN WHO ATE 185 POUNDS OF HER 300 POUND HUSBAND! IN THE NATIONAL GEOGRAPHY MAGAZINE, THOSE WHO HAD FACTS AND STATISTICS ON THE ARTICLE, "THE PSYCHOPATH NEXT DOOR" OPENING A WORLD OF UNDERSTANDING FOR ME, MUST HAVE BEEN, CANADIAN CRIMINOLOGISTS OR PSYCHOLOGISTS, BECAUSE THEY PROJECTED FROM THEIR OBSERVATIONS THAT 1 TO 2% OF THE CANADIAN POPULATION, ARE PSYCHOPATHS, OR HAVE PSYCHOPATHIC IDEOLOGIES. I WOULD PROJECT, A SOMEWHAT HIGHER PERCENTAGE, FOR THE GREEDY AMERICANS, THEIR, MORE AVARICE NEIGHBORS, SOUTH OF THEIR BORDERS, AND AN EVEN HIGHER NUMBER OF THOSE WITH PSYCHOPATHOLOGIES, WITHIN THE VERY IMAGE CONSCIOUS, GOLD DIGGING, OPPORTUNISTS, IN THE MORMON POPULATION, GIVEN THE ABNORMALLY HIGH, PERCENTAGE OF MY BIRTH FAMILY, EXTENDED FAMILY, FRIENDS, HUSBANDS, LOVERS, CLIENTS, AND THEIR MORMON ASSOCIATES, WHO ARE CONSUMED WITH GREED, ARE PREDATORY IN NATURE, AND PREY, ON THE LEAST MATERIALISTIC MEMBERS OF THE FAMILY, WHO ARE ALSO THE BIGGEST MONEY MAKERS, WITH THE HIGHEST EARNING POTENTIALS (THAT IS WHY, KAY, SUBSTITUTED FOR ME, IS SO CRITICAL, SHE IS THE ONLY LAWYER, IN THE CREW, WHO HAS DONE TRIAL WORK--AND WHY ISAAC WITH CONNECTIONS TO ELLIOT'S BANDS, IN TWO OF THEM, BUT NOT THE MONEY MAKERS, ARE CRITICAL TO THIS PREDATORY VENTURE), AND WHO HAVE MAXIMIZED, OR HAVE USED THEIR TALENTS, SKILLS AND EDUCATION, TO EARN ABOVE AND BEYOND, THEIR EARNING POTENTIALS, IN THE AREAS OF MUSIC AND THE LAW; HOWEVER, BEING STOPPED BY THE PREDATORS, JUST SHORT OF REALIZING LIFE TIME DREAMS, AND REALIZATIONS, WITH MORMON RUN MOB, MUG MEN AND WOMEN, AND MEN IN BLACK, MAKING UP 70% OF THE ALLEGED COVERED AGENCIES, IN THE FBI, CIA, NSA, DIA, AND OTHER, VERY MORMON DOMINATED AGENCIES! THE VERY INSIDERS, WHO, WITH THERE IS A FINANCIAL CRIME, ARE THE ONES TO INVESTIGATE, CHARGE, PROSECUTE, AND TRY THE, OFFENDERS, BUT, MORMONS, MUCH LIKE MUSLIMS, WILL DIE ON THE SWORD FOR THEIR RELIGION, AND THAT TAKES PRECEDENCE OVER ALL ELSE, INCLUDING THEIR JOB, THE TAX PAYERS MONEY, AND THEY, WITH NO SENSE OF SEPARATION OF CHURCH AND STATE, MIX, FUNDS, ACCESS, PROGRAMS, SPY GEAR, WITH AN OPPORTUNISTIC ATTITUDE, THAT, ALL IS WELL, FURTHERING THE MORMON AGENDA, MERGING THE BUSH DOCTRINES OF ONE WORLD ORDER, THE PATRIOT ACT, VISIONS OF A WORLD PRESIDENT, WHO WAS TO BE MORMON . . . AND DON'T FOOL YOURSELVES, THEY WILL MORPH AND ADAPT TO CONTINUE WITH THAT, TO THEM GODLY VISION OF THE DESTINY OF THE EARTH . . . COUSIN, EDWARD IS PROBABLY NEXT, WITH MORMON MISSIONARY CONNECTIONS IN JAPAN, A FORMER JAPANESE WIFE, AMERICAN WIFE, NOW BLACK GIRLFRIEND, AND SORT OF WIFE--VERY MUCH TO FURTHER HIS POLITICAL AGENDA, HE TOLD ME, CHILDREN OF INTERNATIONAL EXPERIENCE AND NAME RECOGNITION, IN JAPAN, AT LEAST! THEY WILL JUST, TURN THEIR JIHADIST/GOVERNMENT VIEWS, ON ITS HEAD, AND GET A LESS, MORMON, MORMON! LOL! THE CRITICAL FUNDING AGENTS, ARE ME AND MY SON; THEREFORE, REPLACING US, WITH MORE GREEDY, CHARACTERS, WITH, NOT THE SAME, ARTISTIC AND LEGAL DRIVES, BUT, AT LEAST WITH THE COVERT, SPECIAL OP, LYING, POTENTIAL, TO TRY TO PULL OFF, THE SUBSTITUTION, WITH THE IDEA, THAT, ONLY THE RIGHTEOUS SHALL PROSPER, BOOK OF MORMON SCRIPTURE, BUT, THERE IS NO, FASCIST LIMIT OR EXCEPTION, JUST HOW THEY PROSPER, AS LONG AS THEY LOOK, APPEAR, ACT, PLAY, THAT THEY ARE RIGHTEOUS, IN THIS VERY MATERIALISTIC, IMAGE CONSCIOUS, SMALL, BUT POWERFUL CHURCH, WHO HAD INFILTRATED AMERICAN LEGAL SYSTEMS, COP AGENCIES, MILITARY, AND OTHER WASHINGTON, D.C. ORGANIZATIONS, AND ENTITIES, TO FURTHER THE MO AGENDA, NOT ONLY IN AMERICA, BUT IN THE WORLD--THAT OLD MOTTO OF IMPERIALIST AMERICA, EXPANDING, BY DIVINE RIGHT! MUSLIMS AND MORMONS, BRITISH WHO DON'T GIVE A RAT'S ASS ABOUT RELIGION, WILL RULE, AND THE M & M'S, CAN BOUND TOGETHER, FOR POLYGAMY! I PROMISE, THIS IS ABOUT, POWER, PUSSY AND PERKS! I KNOW THESE PEOPLE, KNOW WHAT MAKES THEM TICK, AND WHILE A MO, MAY NOT LITERALLY, STRAP A BOMB ON THEM TO GET THEIR SHARE OF VIRGINS, THEY WILL FIGURATIVELY DO THE SAME, FOR THEIR, VERY MALE, ORIENTED BELIEFS, WITH WOMEN WHO WOULD BE TIED TO A POLE, THROW GRAPEFRUIT, TO GET THIN, BY THE MEN, THEY SERVE, AND PANDER TO! WOMEN WHO LOVE TO BE ABUSED! SHELLEY, KAY, RACHEL, ALL HAVE ABUSE IN THEIR MARRIAGE AND DATING BACKGROUNDS! THE MEN AND WOMEN, ARE ALL CO-DEPENDENT ON EACH OTHER, TO PULL THIS TOTAL SHAM OFF! LOL! I'M TOO HEALTHY FOR THIS SHIT! LOL! I HAVE NEVER RELIED ON A MAN TO GET ME FUCKING SHIT! I DO IT MYSELF, AND POLYGAMY, FUCK THAT SHIT, ILLEGAL, UNCONSTITUTIONAL, BIGAMY IS UNLAWFUL IN ALL 50 STATES, AND OVER MY DEAD BODY, WILL IT EVER CHANGE, NO MATTER WHO MANY MORMONS AND MUSLIMS, I HAVE TO TAKE DOWN IN THE PROCESS! GET A COPY OF MY, "UTAH CONSTITUTION AND FUN FACTS" IF YOU CAN . . . ARTICLE I, SECTION 22, I BELIEVE, SINCE IT HAD, AS UNCONSTITUTIONALLY, DISAPPEARED FROM THE UTAH CONSTITUTION, FORBIDDING POLYGAMY "FOREVER," MUCH IN THE SAME WAY THE SALISH--KOOTENAI WATER COMPACT, GOT PASSED, WITHOUT 2/3 VOTE OF BOTH HOUSES, AND IN THE CASE OF POLYGAMY, IT ALSO HAS TO GO TO A VOTE OF THE PEOPLE, AND THE UNITED STATES HAS TO APPROVE THE CHANGE, WHICH THEY, WILL FUCKING NEVER DO, SO THE UTAH, MALE, HEIRARCHY, THE PRIESTHOOD, WINK, WINK, JUST UP AND CHANGED IT, HOPING, NOBODY WOULD NOTICE, JUST LIKE THE WATER COMPACT, THE MO SHITS FROM UTAH, CAME TO MONTANA, TO SHOW HOW TO ILLEGALLY, AND UNCONSTITUTIONALLY, UNLAWFULLY, CRAM THIS DOWN THE THROATS OF THE CITIZENS, GIVING THE INDIANS BACK, LAND, RIGHTS, AND ACCESS, THEY CEDED OVER TWO CENTURIES AGO, MAKING, THEM, "INDIAN AGENTS" AS MENTIONED IN THE FRONT PAGE ARTICLE OF THE NEWSPAPER, YESTERDAY, MISSOULAIN, "SHARING THEIR KNOWLEDGE" . . . OR DOES THAT KNOWLEDGE BELONG TO OTHERS, USING THE INDIANS AS "STRAW MEN" AGENTS IN ALL COVER-UPS AND CRIMES! THIS IS FEDERAL DRIVEN, JUST LIKE THE FIGHT OVER MEDICAL MARIJUANA, WITH HOMELAND SECURITY AND THE DEPARTMENT OF JUSTICE PUSHING THE REFORMS, GOTTA KEEP THAT ASSET FORFEITURE, WITH FEDS ABLE TO COLLECT 20% OF THE BOOTY IN THE STATE, LEAVING THE PREDATORY COPS, A WHOPPING 80% OF THE LUTE, DEVIOUS VENTURES, WITH POWER, MONEY, AND ACCESS AT ITS ROOTS, USING THE MO CHICKS, MY DOUBLES, TO USE AND ABUSE, MY NAME, BEING SEEN AS A CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY, WHO BITTERLY OPPOSED THE WATER COMPACT, SEEING THE LIGHT, AND GOING ALONG WITH THE REASONABLE SOLUTION . . . FUCKING, SHIT, HELL NO! THAT WAS LIKELY, SUE SHIT, MY SISTER, SPORTING MY HAIR DO, BLONDE AND A NEW EYE JOB, WHILE CLAIMING TO BE ON THE MORMON COVER, MISSION IN TURKEY! THIS IS SO FUCKED UP, YOU CAN'T BELIEVE IT! IT IS ALMOST LAUGHABLE IN ITS RIDICULOUSNESS . . . THOSE UNDER THE ETERNAL MORMON BUBBLE, ONLY FEED EACH OTHER'S INSANITY, AND NEVER GET A REALITY CHECK, OTHER THAN THIS BLOG, TO ALTER GAME PLANS, WHEN DISCOVERED!

Dirty Is, As, Dirty Does!

I wanted to clear some, possible, and potential, covers for the opposition, that would lend credibility, to the family lies . . . yesterday, I mentioned, Francine Gianni, in connection, with the Dixie Leavitt, political machine, with 50 years in the Utah Legislature, a family friend, a boyhood chum, of my father, having grown up in Cedar City, the hot bed, of a ton of connections, and someone, with, a full intent to protect, Shelley, if not the whole crew, seeing, she herself will go down, as she should have, back, when I sued, on the Brock securities case, with Francine, being named defendant, in my $357 million lawsuit, against the state of Utah, the Governor, the Attorney General, Francine as the Director of the Commerce Department, a political appointment by none other than Mikey Leavitt, former Utah Governor, shared, Shelley's birth date, the heir apparent, to have the divine right, to be me, as the Cedar City, connection, to make, not only the securities case, disappear, into oblivion, but also, standing in my shoes, as the attorney, non-attorney, on the Cheek, Iron County Corruption case, $56.7 million, making that county the most corrupt, and it still is, county in America, at the time I filed the lawsuit, against my father's hometown!  But, I remember, at the time, with no, idea of the connections, having been taken out of the game, back some, almost 10 years earlier, that Shelley, knew Francine Gianni, nor, why she would know her, but, Shelley, early on in the Brock case, asked me why, I was suing my friend?

First of all, I never considered Francine a friend, just an acquaintance, who worked on me, for a short time, on elder fraud issues, having, at the time, been over Consumer Affairs, for Governor, Mike Leavitt, later, appointed by President Bush, over the federal, Department of Health and Human Services, and another, local boy made good, Scott Burns, former county attorney, Iron County, also, had been a member of the Utah Prosecution Council, when I was their staff attorney . . . so all in the family!  LOL!  But, even, if, Francine, had been a good friend, I unlike others, would treat her, just the same, as any other, government director, who was an overseer of the Division of Securities, with the overzealous investigators and prosecutors, who had not been brought in check, either through a legislative audit, nor my 10 attempts to resolve the issue with multiple government agencies, entities, the governor's office, and the attorney generals office, the Utah State Bar, filing ethic charges against the attorneys involved, for violation of their oath, and as state officials acting under color of law . . . when all else failed, I sued, and sued, the parties, who had fiduciary, responsibilities, and supervisory charges, over these people!  None of which were working, nor were they willing to do anything, the bring about changes, and often, I have found, when working with government agencies, nothing speaks, other than, LIABILITY!

I don't play games, like Shelley does, nor like many government entities, including, those elected by the people to do otherwise . . . I don't just do what is politically astute, but do what is the law . . . thus the name for this blog, the law, is the law, is the law . . . know your rights, which, everything the Brock and Cheeks cases were about!  Shelley would not understand, doing things the right way, for God sake, she, lied her way, conned her way, and bribed her way into MY LIFE, MY LAW PRACTICE, MY CASES, AND EVEN IS TRYING TO CLAIM, MY CHILDREN AND GRANDCHILDREN!  LOL!  WHAT a BITCH!  So, needless to say, me and my sister, allegedly, do not, function, as one, nor do with think alike, nor do we operate alike . . . I am not a fucking PSYCHOPATH!  I am NOT responsible for the SINS OF MY SISTER, nor does she get credit for the NOBILITY OF MY LIFE!  GOOD GOD!

Wicked Couple Revelation: Brett, Travis, and James!

So, last night, and some of these true crime episodes, hit home, and this process, once, knowing, what the character traits of psychopaths, are, broadening my understanding, of exactly who I have been dealing with, who I now am dealing with, and what combinations, looking in retrospect, created the position, I was in then, and now.  I was watching, Wicked Attractions: Couples Who Kill, and at first the names, of the two, men involved in a very murderous trip, killing people, to get to the birth of the new baby, and hospital of one of the guys involved, so, again, showing the psychopathologies, that are evident, in no empathy, remorse or sympathy, for their victims, and killing, to see birth, probably with little concern, other than the sexual gratification of one of the men involved, who was not even the father of the child, but had barely met the pregnant girl, whom he was in contact with.  

But, the names, struck me as interesting, as they always do, from a symbolic nature, Tom Nelson = CIA Nail Son! (Brett could charm himself, into the FBI or CIA, but, there was a connection, with Alamo, Isaac's, sub band, for God's Revolver, and Scotland--I always wondered, if Brett, who never swore, went on a Mormon mission to Scotland?, with Glasgow, Scotland and Glasgow, British Columbia, doing underground revolver music) and the guy, looked, very much, like Brett.  The other guy, the male, fatal attraction, and co-murderer, was, Jamie Cheek!  James, comes along later, with that actual name, which, also caught my attention, given the fact, that both, Travis Braun, one of the three plaintiffs, in my Cheek civil rights suit, against, Iron County, had a similar reaction, to Elliot's, second, God's Revolver CD, first with SONY, that was never named, nor released, as least from Elliot's prospective, having allegedly been the only GR band member, to do the remix, Sony wanted! as James Kennedy . . . both, being way into music . . . neither one of them, allegedly, close to me, would listen, comment, or watch Elliot, and his band, God's Revolver!

Brett, back, in 2005/06, during the real estate boom, was, laundering money, with signs of symbolic strip malls, and architectural, buildings, that I recognized, from the magazines, around the Mt. Sterling farm . . . I actually met, Brett, outside of Albertson's Grocery Store, on 400 South, in Logan, when he stopped, to purchase an Architecture Digest, and often, he would show me the style he thought were cool, interesting, modern, and something he would like to build, later, after leaving him, finding, evidence, that he had in fact, not only named them, very symbolic names, but, chosen designs and materials, that very much, were his taste, in architecture!  This was several years, after leaving Brett, and seeing, Shelley, once, visiting in St. George, wearing a gold, topaz, ring, very much, like the one, I had worn for 20 years, since my father had given us, all the girls, rings, of semi-precious gems, with the size, according to how much he liked you! LOL! But, I knew that Shelley and Brett hooked up, like attracted to like, during the Bandit CD days, at exactly the time, I left Brett and moved in with Shelley, and the Shelley, Isaac, Jesse, Tiffany, money show, bank runs, mad rush to get credit cards, and tons of new bank accounts, going to Sand Point Idaho!  When I commented on the ring, and it being like mine, Marcie, sarcastically said, IT IS YOUR RING!

Shelley, was playing the gangsta chick, and refused to look or talk to me, as if to say, You are dead to me! And she seemed to now, be queen bee, who had always been the family welfare case!  I already knew, she and Brett hooked up, and I figured, that when I kicked, Brett out of the family, Easter vacation, he went straight to Kay's waiting arms!  LOL!  The really great thing, about, family, thinking you are dying of a brain disease, concocted by them, with poison, either made by Shelley, who seemed most interested in my condition, or the government, who had reason, seeing I had taken out 9 federal agents, and hit their fraud units, on medical up coding on government health insurance payments and bills!  It was about that time, also, that all the building in St. George, Logan, and Park City, Utah, seemed to be going up at a break neck pace, money laundering the proceeds from God's Revolver's, first hit, that they were hard rock band of the year, in 2008, so the money, was mounting, from early, 2006 when the CD first came out, and Shelley was pirating it! and fucking Brett, with the plans, I believe of saying, Shelley was me, and with Brett, weaving the two lives together, right along with Kay, entering the family mix too!

So, Travis, One of My Clients, a Music Promoter, Planning an Outdoor Concert, is Not Interested, In My Connections, as His Attorney, Getting God's Revolver, My Son's Band, to Play at a Concert?  Why?

Travis comes from a family of 10 children, his father was an owner of a book store, having written several books on happiness and the U.S. Constitution, man after my heart, as was Travis, who at the time, I met him, was in jail, in Washington County, having personally tried to sue Cedar City's Finest, 6 cops, who tased him, while he was having a seizure, later kicking the shit out of him, and charging him with about 16 charges, from resisting arrest, to disorderly conduct, having passed 5 of 6 field sobriety tests, the cops had to come up with something, so, they raided his house, used, flash-bangs, blew out his glass windows and doors, searching for the allegedly, hot lamps and indoor marijuana grows.  But, a mysterious, silver, revolver, was allegedly found, while the cops searched the home, in what one of the volunteer firefighters, called the most egregious, violation of civil rights, they had ever seen, having been called to accompany, the raid, even cutting up Travis's new bed mattresses!

Travis was tough, refused to bend, teamed with me, we beat the federal firearms and communications fraud charges, that lacked evidence, and by this time, in about, 2011, Travis and I were, good buddies, with Travis getting arrested, the first night, he was going to move in my, Bloomington home, with Shane, close on  his heels, with both men, wanting to be my private investigators, and roommates, because, they were both going through divorces, due to pressure, from their criminal and civil cases.  By, 2011, I had moved to Parowan, Utah, and Travis lived in Cedar City, but to be noted, he was living in a trailer, outside, his parents' storage unit, where they lived with younger sisters, and grand kids, there all the time.  I was helping Travis, almost constantly, from 2010, to about 2012, again, with Travis, needing a place to live, and me offering, him to move in, and work off rent, so he could get back in school.  When Misty and Dennis Cheek, started playing politics, first wanting me to train, Kelly Ann Booth, whom they were using on the criminal case, wanting me to take it, but I was heading to the 10th Circuit Court of Appeals . . . Misty said, she hated the Brock case, because it was my first priority, over all the fucking free work, I did for Haylee, Travis and Shane!

Haylee and Shane, against Shane's wishes, the Cheeks, I believe to let Kelly, train under my, and get a take of the $56.7 million, in exchange for lower or lesser attorney's fees, that they were into about a half a million by that time, went with Kelly, after I had done much of the work!  I didn't need Kelly, didn't want her, and I didn't need, a Little JoAnn, is what they called her!  Travis, on the other hand, was totally loyal to me, knew I had, helped him for almost 2 years, non-stop!  So, I was totally, shocked, when, Travis, was planning an outside concert, with his brothers, all of whom had either planned concerts in the past, and who had played in bands, and were getting back to their old lifestyle, with Travis, living out in the wilds, on some property of one of his brothers, getting out of Cedar City, as he said, and I didn't blame him, by this time, Travis had been fighting the law, either with or without me, for 5 fucking years, and as we would get rid of one case, they would throw something else at him, using cops from the U.S. Marshals to local cops!  At, this time, I was under fire too, getting my truck sabotaged, being grounded, having cops, surrounding and getting into my house, stealing flash drives and whatever, so I think, Travis, was like shit, what now?  So, the music thing was a big puzzle to me?  I believe, that Travis, had been contacted, to join the crew, and work on the music side of things.  

Common Bonds: Music, Pot, Money!  James too!

I always used to say, that my case was about, drugs, sex and rockin' roll! with the homecoming queen, Haylee, the football star, Shane, and the town rebel, Travis! who was trying to legalize marijuana use, and doing it himself.  I was always, telling Travis, to let me help him, going through the legislature!  He felt like it was his right to do, right now, with or without the law, it was his body, and he should be able to do with it what he wanted . . . I agree, but, I told him, I would defend him once, but if he got caught after, I warned him, since it was illegal, still, that I would not defend his use, until it was legal, and I would help him with that! One of the elements that needs to be seen as a common thread, with at least all the guys involved, in this case, is pot, marijuana, weed, whatever you want to call it!  Every cops, clients, husband, and lover used it, which is bizarre to me, but, maybe, since, I believe, in a person's, body as their property, therefore, entitled to protection by due process, government takings, and had a history, of fighting to protect, real, personal and, intellectual property, even for drug users, that was the connection.  But the constitutional connection was not, satisfying addictions!  Teaming with Brett, the men, get dames, drugs, and dough!

Basically, he offered more!  LOL!  Travis was a hustler, he was a scrapper, he was tough, and often, as with Shane, I wondered if the cops would give up fighting him and recruit him!  But, the music thing, seemed to be the dead give away . . . I gave Travis, one of the new CDs, and he never, listened to it, or he was jealous, or he had other plans, or he had been contacted . . . I even told him, Elliot was connected to all the bands in Salt Lake City, Utah and I could hook him up with all the bands, having a Utah approach, with him, looking at a national or global approach to the music.  I gave him Elliot's phone number, did everything to facilitate this hook up, musically speaking, that would have benefited, both parties, and there was not response . . . he offered me more!  You had a young, handsome, go getter, much, along the lines of Brett, coming from poor roots, but hungry and eager, to make a name for himself!  I don't think, Travis, normally, would have bailed on me, but, Brett was hitting his soft spots, money, promise of women, power, music and pot!  Deadly combination, and the merger was made, with a wicked attraction, Travis knew the ropes, who was who, who to go to, not only in the police department, but, with the county attorney . . . his family was known, his brother owned a book store in town, and the Braun boys were way into the music scene!

Hunting Humans . . . World's Best Dad!

In another episode, called, Killer Truckers, a cop saw, a truck, pulled over to the side of the road, and when he got up, to do a routine, check on the truck and driver, he noticed a girl with handcuffs on, and a horse bit in her mouth!  Come to find out, this truck driver, had been killing women, for 40 years, starting when he was about 18, and had never been noticed or connected to any of the crimes, claiming about 500 murders a year on the highways of America!  But, one of the things, that the cops, who interviewed the man, and me, found interesting, was that he had a baseball hat, with the saying, World's Greatest Dad, on it, and how, ironic, that hat was, in connection with a serial killer!  But, one such victim, that started a nationwide, truckers, investigation, was a young, honor student, who had scholarships, to major universities, but had a side show, of being a Lot Lizard, what girls who service, truck stops are called, prostituting herself out, to earn money for school.  Her nude body, was found, thrown over the overpass, just off a freeway, she had been bound and gagged, half in and out of a stream.  Her name, again, struck me as strange . . . Casey Jo Pipestem = Kay See, Jo, Pipe Stem!  

The first day, I met, Brett, he took me for a walk up by the gas, pipeline, above the old, Mt. Sterling, Stuart/Stewart farm . . . the U.S. federal district court judge, on the Cheek case, was Judge Ted Stewart, the Wellsville Stewarts, all spelled their names, different than Brett, indicating to me, either he was trying to confuse me with a different spelling, or he was undercover, and using another version of his name, but, I always wondered, after my first introduction to Kelly Ann Booth, who stole the Cheek case, after me, even doing work for an entire, year and several months, if, Brett was related to the judge on the case; therefore, he was being, bribing Misty and Dennis Cheeks, and the ones who insisted on bringing in Booth!

Once with Brett, there were many signs, connected to the pipeline, right after going with Brett there, the first day, like, he talking to me about, a serial killer in the Oregon/Washington area, seeming to way more than he should about the man and his crimes.  There was the incident at Hastings Book and Video store, where the clerks would not allow Brett to check out a video, that Brett insisted he didn't have, called, I Married an Ax Murderer, while, I later found out it was a comedy, I always, wondered why the clerks had made such a big deal and about the symbolic title?  Were they warning me, had they seen many girls with this same guy, and later they were listed as missing?  Brett's cousin, Margo, worked across the street, as a Texaco Manager, and when talking to her, I would always, see, pictures of missing girls, from the area, and wondered, after leaving Brett, if he had killed them.  On trip into Logan, the first night, I introduced Brett to Shelley, on the back of the local newspaper, I read the words, The Ice Man Cometh!  At Shelley's house, I asked her what she was reading, and she said, The Ice Man! and she and Brett seemed to know each other.  Later, when watching fireworks, Brett, turned to me and said, I am the Ice Man!  I started laughing and just brushed it off, and joked about it . . . maybe not a joke!

I remember, Brett, say to me, before I ever introduced him to my children, Your children are an asset . . . CIA speak? FBI, speak, referring to people as ASSETS!  Behind my back he contacted all my children, at a time, I was not, getting together with them much, due to, reading that it was easier, on kids, to have their parent's die, that divorce, and I thought, now, I am putting them through both, divorce and death, so the less contact, the easier it is going to be on them, the less they are around me.  But, Chris and Elliot, were always good to come visit, and that is where Brett met the boys and learned just how good, Elliot played the guitar, and he also, learned that Chris, was the child, most likely, at least at that point, to help, me, if I needed help, and was the first one, the fuckers went after, charging him falsely, and then racking up $10,000 worth of attorney fees, then dropping the charges, the day before trial, not because of a plea bargain, because, he, Kay and Shelley were using the system to harass him!  Did Brett, need my children, as a cover for his serial killing?  World's Best Dad!  I couldn't even get him to call his son, in Arizona, for his birthday!  A rock star, two daughters in the military, and math genius?  I bet he knew a shit load more about them than I did!  They were his cover! plus, politically powerful, on a national basis!

Travis Was A Lynch Key for Brett . . . Travis, Brett, James, All Country Boys, Country Boy Energy!

One of the things that shocked me about this episode, was that, the guy named, Tom Nelson, was a mentor, the old, the badder, the trainer of the younger, more impressionable guy, Jamie Cheeks, much as would the case be with Travis, in his 40's and Brett, probably 10 years his senior.  But, at one point, the men in the real story, both, dyed their hair, the same color, they wanted to even look alike and they said, that, authorities believed, from the statements of friends, that there was a romantic, attraction as well!  I strongly believe that Brett, was bisexual, and went, both this way and that, which, probably was to his advantage, not only in luring women, but in luring men, as well!  All Brett's friends, were, gay, at least all the ones, that Brett introduced me to.  I remember, many times, Brett commenting, as if he was gay, or that was the sex he was having, that being with a female, was right, clean, and the way sex was suppose to be, as if, I thought, there was any other way.  There was always, a lighter, spot, on Brett's sweats, near the rectum or anus, where they might have been discharge.  Again, I was not worried about much, I was suppose to die, still!  LOL!

Both of the men, in the crime episode, looked so much like Brett and Travis . . . now, there is nothing gay, or gay appearing in either Brett or Travis, but, as with the men in the show, Tom had been dismissed from the military for mental health reasons . . . I can't see, Brett, making it through, military training, while fit, tons of energy, and whatever, there was something, not internally strong about him, and he always looked great, going, even to the store?  When you, seriously believe, there is nothing right or wrong, that opens the door, for tons of stuff that, you and I would not do, but that might be to the advantage of a partnership, not only bonding in music, pot, women, but bonding with each other!  And I am just speculating.  Jamie, was, kicked out of the Marines, basic training for using POT!  So, with the men, the attraction, the pot, the murders, and looking, like Brett and Travis, and just filling in, wholes, gaps, and conjectures, wondering?  I am not labeling, just making observations, and then, you look at the Spartan element, of the CIA, take over, and play for military control, in this new structure, the guy from Princeton, where James, I believe graduated, since two of his daughters, he told me attended, giving the presentation on the charismatic and militarization of the modern leaders, and he mentioned, but didn't explain, the sexual component, in the equation.

I am just speculating, so please, don't assume that there is any truth to what I am saying, just making observations that might add to the strength and understanding of a case, or looking into the mindset of the psychopaths, you and I am dealing with, or the young investigator, might want to factor into the mess, but, Brett, Travis, and James . . . who, in the real story, comes in, is not really, part of the murdering pair, but is a friend, who seems, into the same stuff, as James does . . . the pot, the swinging, but all three of these men, are, the type of men, that would be of value, being, totally masculine, and therefore attractive to women, but, beautiful, in a general sense, therefore, they have universal, appeal to both sexes, drawing honey, from both sides, as would Elliot! Chris! every bit as beautiful in a general sense, just attraction wise, to both sexes, and in a spy, sense, invaluable, now days!  But, James, made a comment to me, leading my mind, in this way, he was telling me about the hot springs in Durango, trying to get me to come, or go down there, when he left, but he said, I washed my pussy.  I thought, your pussy and my pussy are two very different things!  I didn't respond, and once again, he said, I washed me pussy . . . whatever?  Just some, commonalities, that seem, to make sense, in all this bull shit!

Deadly Women: Love You To Pieces!  Common Bonds Here Too?

Often, people, who have common goals, common enemies, common jealousies, and common personality traits, bond in strange ways, as Shelley and Kay, might have.  And just as in the case, above, with the men, Shelley and Kay, may have a wicked attraction, to each other, understanding each other, dealing with younger sisters, getting rid of them as rivals, and having a fascination, with sex, murder, money, power, and domination, in a bizarre twist of submission.  Playing Freud!  LOL!  Looking at the murderess, in the Love you to Pieces, series of three women, with the first one, looking just like Kay Burningham, aka, JOANN, but with Kay, being, just like the woman/girl in the episode, not necessarily homely, but, the girl next door, but, somehow, she learned to use sex, charm, to get what she wanted . . . not in high school, but later, probably in law school, she kissed some professor who lost his job, while she was at BYU law school!  Kay had been a virgin, up until she was 28 years old, and during law school, I believe, because of this incident, she was told by a psychologist or a therapist, that it was abnormal, to be her age, and told her she needed to go have sex!  Maybe, she learned, with the professor, that, while average in looks, added to her looks, brains, and it became a deadly combination, that with her charm, she could control men, with her sexuality, which, I believe, Shelley, came to later in life too . . . with men, using her, and abusing her, as with Kay, and then, in anger and control, turning the tables, and in the same sense, being a dominatrix and the dominated, in this strange, abnormal combination of psychopaths, who were attractive, smart, and hungry for power, with vulnerable prey!  Me and my son . . . Shelley and family already all over me and dad Secrist, clearing the way, to go after Elliot and  his music, later, to discover, Chris's music too, with two older sisters, either in the military or later compromised by insiders! as the boys have been too, well, men now!

Neither Kay, nor Shelley, early on, seemed to have many boyfriends, but later, seemed to be the female fatale' sparking devotion, deadly commitment, and loyalty, using sex as the bait, and their brains, both being smart, and sometimes a rare commodity, in the psycho world of spies!  New peers, with a common goal!  In an earlier, true crime show, there were two young girls, who formed a bond, so close, so intense, with both girls, deep in fantasy play, books, war of thrones, type stuff, that, they eventually, bonded, as they played, and got so carried away, in their own little world, that, when one of the girls, parents, announced that they were getting a divorce, and she was going to live with relatives, the two girls, devastated at the thought of parting, that they plotted and murdered one of the girl's mothers!  Both Shelley and Kay, were first children, with sister, coming, almost within a year, of their reign as oldest children, depriving them of time with their parents!  While Lisa and Kay, children of divorced parents, were constantly at each other's throats, and in charge of their younger, brother, Kyle, who Kay claims to get along with, but I wonder, and it seems like Kay was happy when Lisa got a rare, disease, puffed up, weight wise, which kind of changed the look of Lisa, and Kay saw it as a payback or something, because Kay had gained weight, while she was a cheerleader at BYU, and had to check herself, into the LDS Hospital Psych Ward, back in about 1975 or so . . . did Lisa laugh?  But, both Shelley and Kay, are devious, jealous, enough, to bring harm to others!

Lydia Trueblood . . . Charmed Men, Married Them, Killed Them!

Lydia, looks a lot, like Kay, while, average, looking, somehow, learned to get whatever she wanted from men!  Again, I think, in Kay and Shelley, this is a learned skill, one that smart women, well read women, ambitions women, with average looks, but intelligent, can learn to use, against men, for revenge, to blackmail, to use, to abuse, but also, to further their own, selfish and ambitious desires, for position, wealth, power and money, beyond, what they are entitled to, or deserve, but due to the sex, they are able to play, powerful men, many of whom, I rejected, as being the person, who brought the attention of this level of men, to the family, leading to friends, expanding, as the need grew, exposing, not only Mormon bred and grown, women, who, are a rare combination, and from the same time, and place in history, of the cross, from the traditional woman to the new feminist, creating a conflicted and bizarre, hybrid, if you will, that would not be present in the non-Mormon world, where it was fine, to just, forget motherhood, and pursue careers, but with Mormons always conflicted and tortured, if you will, over the two very different spheres of the 50's and the aggressive, women of the 90's, free of that conflict and juxtaposition in gender challenges, as opposed to ambitions! men, don't seem to have this as much, maybe more now.  But, that element alone, may have, caused deep seeded resentments, with me, because, I waited to go to law school, until my children were all in school, giving them a more sure foundation, and taking the educated and calculated risk of giving custody, while very shared, to my ex-husband, alleviating, much of the financial, battle, single women face, being paid, 55 cents for every dollar in Utah, where you are cherished, and put on a pedestal, and don't need money! NICE, Mormon male, shit, to deprive women, of equal pay!

Out in the parking lot, I noticed a black and white, bumper sticker, that said, I Love Colorado, and, I am sure, that Shelley, would prefer, Kay, ten times to me, she is not threat, and they are sister's in crime!  While on the one hand the ambitions, career minded, Kay and Shelley, who risked their children, for careers and men, for that matter, neither of which I was willing to do, paid a high price for their choices!  Kay, hired Hispanic maids, as housekeepers and for child care, early on, when she was with Tim Brown, and her son, Christopher, not Christian, like my oldest son!  I don't know how that son turned out, life is not over, but I would guess there is some guilt there, seeing that Kay, divorced, and dragged Chris, through an affair with an attorney in California, that she not only left, his father for, but the same man, she left, David, for, some 10 years, later, leaving, Danny, her second son, in the care of Mr. Buttars.  Shelley, on the other hand, once, given living quarters, in the Zion's Towers, and being told, I think with Alex a baby, that she could stay there, but her two young, son's, Jesse and Isaac, could not, leaving them, basically, living on the streets!  Later, when Shelley, pregnant with Alex, fathered by her stock broker, but engaged to David Yemen, either was allowed, in David's home, but again, the kids were not, or they were married, but, Shelley and the kids, could not be in the house!  Dave lived up in Jeremy Ranch, were, Kay and David lived . . . hooked up again, Shelley and Kay, with Tim Brown, Bountiful boy in common, as former husband and friend?

I, thought taking heat, from family, and friends, avoided, through, smart choices, giving them to ex-hub, not depending on child support or alimony, going to law school, actually, the breeding ground, for family, threatening, way early on, that if my kids, ever accomplished anything in life, I could not take credit?  WHAT THE FUCK?  Like I didn't raise them the first 15 years, the formative years, was home with them, drove Elliot and Shelley's son, Isaac, and she never did, and rarely did Don, and Shelley, or somehow, Kay, or Rachel, or Sue, should be my children's mother . . . no, divorced or not, I was with my children, almost every weekend!  On the one hand, I enjoyed, both single and married life, for 13 years, because, neither, Zeke/Richard, nor I, got remarried and continued a friendship, with kids in common!

We never burdened anyone, and basically, didn't involve or discuss, family issues, or plans with extended family members, and with our kids for that matter, we were just both, smart, rational, partners, who still had mutual responsibilities, and were engaged in a worthy pursuit, of raising, well adjusted children!  I believe, Susan, Marcie and Tiffany, and to some extent Rachel, who was a flight attendant all those years, but a guilty one, who spoiled her children, which I never did, were all jealous, that, I pursued a career in law, which Sue, had wanted to do, living through Meg, her daughter, but, angry, bitter, jealous, on the other hand, doing the devoted, Mormon mom thing, but, giving up her own desires and goals!  Tiffany was lucky enough, to see which older sister's were happy and which ones were not, and tried to balance the two worlds of motherhood and career, very much, while going to school, sided, on the mom side with six kids!  But, I was kind of in the middle, and I think the sisters were hoping that either one shoe or the other, I would fail at . . . I did neither, both me and my children, who were carrying on family traditions of excellence, caused envy!

Twenty Years of Creating Their Own Reality!  LOL!

Zeke/Richard, and I, long before our divorce, opted out of the very judgmental, materialist, Mormon family, of my birth, protecting our young, ones, from the family gossip, the cruel, comments, of the experimental teenage years, where we allowed our children, the freedom and opportunity, of exploring, goals of music, not telling our son, he could never make a good living, or telling, Chris the skater, he could not be sponsored, or refusing to let the girls go in the military.  I think, two quite, liberal, open minded parents, felt the world was our children's oyster, and they had unique dreams and visions of what their lives should be, separate and aside from their parents' visions, the Mormon Church, prescribed route, of boy scouts, missions, temple marriage, and kids, leaving, these choices up to the kids, and facilitating, their individual passions and goals, stepping in with little advice, but, backing them up, in their decisions, defending the choices, from the burdens, notions, and Mormon controls, social structuring and valued perspectives.  I think, that due to this, separate reality, living, growing, loving and granting our children, freedom, if was filtered through the Mormon, rose colored glasses, that, somehow, my children, were left on their own, to fend for themselves, while I was off, dancing, dating, and walking on the wild side, which could not have been further from the truth.

A psychological phenomena, shared by humans, is the fact that, when there are a few bits of information, we tend to fill in the gaps, and make up a reality that makes sense to US! we may be close, or right on, or we may be light years off the mark.  As I tried to indicate, above, that there is reason for me to believe, this or that based on this or that statement, or observation, and, all I am simply doing, is, connecting the dots, trying to make sense of the, revelations, looking in retrospect, back on different, snapshots of my life, those of my children, loved and adored, with parents, who both, while not negligent, are hands off type parents, that will be there if possible, but don't interfere, unless, safety, home, children and grandchildren are at risk of crimes, violence, or wrong doing, by a very, brutal, situation, that makes up the perfect storm, I find, me and my family, in!  Having challenged the very highest offices and agencies, in both, state and nation, if not local too, with men, who are power, hungry, have access, connections, to lock me up for life, at the drop of a hat, to cover up the crimes of others!  The Mormon Church, with my money, my sons' money, with my children's choices, making almost, a perfect, coverage of political and religious spectrum, bringing in Mormon and non-Mormon alike, with me in the middle, kids going from the most liberal to the most conservative and the philosopher king, and moderate conservative, with daughters who are both military, mothers, scholars and beautiful, making up a unique view of women too!  I remember meeting Dallas, Greta's husband for the first time, and him, telling me he never knew, that women, like Greta, existed, and passing it on to new, bro-in-law, George, Nicole's husband, that, these, Secrist women, are thoroughbreds, and need to be handled with care!

Military, Special Missions, Linguist, S.E.R.E. School, Mother, Wife, Home- Schooler, Political and Constitutional Scholar!

After seeing the true crime episode of the two girls, who murdered the one girl's mother, and several other, teen revenge shows, perpetrated, against one parent or the other, and having a dream of Nicole with Elliot in the background, and make-up, being the focal point of the dream, my sign for needing to make up, with Nicole and maybe later, Elliot, I called Nicole.  She laughed when I told her, that with her living back east, I don't get to work through issues that arise in every thirty year old's life, when they assess where they are, in regards to where they wanted to be, in their minds, goals, or designs, for their life, and that, if she had anything, she had to discuss, let me know, and if she wants to bash me in the head, at some point, lol, we both laughed, that I would like to know before hand!  LOL!  Nicole told me, that she really didn't have much to say, and was happy with her life, but, she also had a dream, and said, that she was alone in a building, and, it seemed that the rest of the family was present, but not talking to her!  Then she qualified or interpreted that to be the frustration, at living so far away, and feeling disconnected to her immediate family.  She was mad that Chris and Elliot, didn't call her more, and that, last summer, when she made the effort to get with them and take them to dinner, they never continued the connections, made at that time . . . Chris did say, he needed to spend more time with Nicole!  I reminded, Nicole, that, both the boys were raised by their dad, and she knew how hard it was to keep any relationship going with him . . . Greta lives, 30 minutes drive and has not seen her father in three years!  She understood, having written off, Zeke, last year!  LOL!

I told her, when all was said and done, the one thing I could say, with every parent, failing in one aspect or another, given the set of circumstances they are handed, given marriages, careers, personalities of children, etc., that, I felt proud that, I had released, four, beautiful, smart, good citizens, into the world, who are just starting to make, the contributions to society, that, I think will leave the world a better place.  And she said, she agreed.  My kids, had it tough, in some ways, but they had freedom to chose their course in life, more than most children do, and the right to make right or wrong choices, learning young, that they are ultimately, responsible for their lives, for their choices, and they get credit for their success, joy, and also their failures, that, parents, at some point, are no longer to blame!  No body comes with an instruction book, I have seen great kids come from horrible homes and horrible kids come from great homes.  I also heard that, there has to be some tragedy, in life, to be famous! that, conditions that are too tough, or tough soft, create their own set of problems, so, I sought, to make them famous, not necessarily creating issues, but, on the other hand, not protecting them from the natural consequences of life, and living . . . and they all continue to RISE!

Never Get In a Power Struggle With Teens . . . Parent's Peril!

I heard this advice, probably in an education class, or parenting class, that, even though you are the adult, you need to control kids, and try to protect them, from harm, danger, or bad company, if, a child, especially willful, like Nicole was, the wildest, by far, young, but the most, compliant, with Mormon Church rules, and teachings, could, have been, much, like the teens, in three episodes, I watched last night, where, three teen girls, when crossed by, even loving parents, ended up murdering one or the other parent!  A kid, can always, runaway, use drugs, be with the boyfriend or girlfriend a parent doesn't like, and they can, if forced, into a power struggle, just to get even, pay back, or prove, they are in charge of their own lives, get even; therefore, it behooves a parent to avoid the power struggle, with the ultimate, win, sometimes, being suicide! Sure, all of my kids, did this or that, I would not have approved of, that is youth, that is experimentation, that is testing limits, spreading wings, that is normal and generally, the reason, for teenage rebellion, to break from the parental bond, and if they don't, sometimes you get stuck with kids forever, which I was not going to do, seeing Richard or Zeke's younger brother, Brian, who was coddle, protected, and rarely worked, never leaving home, but for maybe a year!

I see all the pit falls, the challenges, the power struggles that can create, deadly situations and choices, and I am grateful, for the insights I got in college classes, or church classes, or just picked up, here and there, and the minimal amount of conflict, going through, literally, horrendous times, being manufactured, and created, to destroy, me and my family, and thank, God, that, all are well, and survived, maybe with money, gone, houses, taken, that would have provided shelter, and safety, comfort and holiday, cheer, but, at least, all are alive, well, have beautiful families, and will, have the guts, balls, toughness, that it takes to do, something on note in this beautiful world of ours!  Even with Elliot's band, perhaps, he would not have been ready, he struggled with whiskey, and maybe, could have been susceptible to worse, to drugs, wild women, and even death, which, often, goes hand in hand, with money, and rockin' roll!  So, maybe for the better, or we discussed the possibility of El going to law school, which would thrill me to no end, if all my kids, at their own time, took an interest, in this still, noble, career, in spite of all the shit, I have been through, and the challenges that has brought, not only to them, but on them!  The tap roots, go deep, and they are all stellar, individuals, and whatever they want to do with me, it great and they have done well with their FREEDOM!  I stand in awe, at the marvelous choices they have all made and are continuing to make, putting family above all . . . Nicole, said, the good thing about, her parents, divorce, is she knows, she never wants a divorce.

I am sure, that being close to Sue, or Shelley, Rachel, or talking to grandparents, there have been regrets, but, you can't judge, a man or women, happy, until the day their die!  I am sure there were many lonely hours, but, that time, is what Elliot, used to play his guitar, or Chris, his electronic music!  I can guarantee, that had I been, married to Zeke, there is no way on God's green earth, I would have been driving, the three band members, Elliot, Tyler, and Isaac, over 300 miles . . . I would have been going to movies, dinner, or social outings with their father!  All the fun at Jerry Owen's, while not a great, husband, and I knew that, was an amazingly, fun, family oriented, man, and good for my kids, giving them, I think a better teenage years, that had they been with me and Zeke, who was much more sedate, and home bound! with lower energy!

Enough, Psyco Babble!  The World is Built On Optimism . . . Invest in this BEAUTIFUL World!






R (THIS IS ALL I HAVE LEFT OF A GREAT TITLE! I AM PATIENT AND THIS IS IMPORTANT, SO I WILL RE-WRITE IT, HOPING SOME GOOD FED IS WATCHING AND NOTING WHAT IS HAPPENING!). . . YOU CAN ALWAYS TELL, WHEN I HAVE HIT THE MARK, ON MORMONS, THEIR LYNCH MOB OF FEDERAL AGENTS, THEIR LYING BITCHES AND BASTARDS, WITHIN THE VERY AGENCIES, THEY ALL OVER LOAD . . . BECAUSE THE FUCKERS, ERASE THE MOST TELLING, OF THE TRUTH, ABOUT THE MORMON MOBSTERS, WHO PLAN ON TAKING OVER THE WORLD! FUCKING DISGUSTING . . . THERE IS FREEDOM OF SPEECH, MY FIRST AMENDMENT RIGHT, EVEN IF IT TAKES DOWN THE MORMON AGENTS, ALL 70% OF THEM IN THE FBI, CIA, NSA, DIA, AND OTHER ALLEGED COVER AGENCIES!

Thursday, October 29, 2015

FAKE DOG TAGS--DEFENSE INTELLIGENCE AGENCY (SECRET DIA, SCANNERS OF BLOGS)--SPECIAL OP! LOL! WELL, AT LEAST JAMES KENNEDY, GETS BETTER AIRPORT PARKING! MARRIED THE BOOBY PRIZE, THE FORMER FLIGHT ATTENDANT! LOL! NOT HOT ATTORNEY, ME! TOO BAD, SO SAD! LOL! THE LAST FEW BLOGS, CHECK TO MAKE SURE YOU ARE NOT GETTING THE RE-WRITES--MO "V-CHIP" CLOWN SHIT, NOT AS COLORFUL & FUN! SEE PREVIOUS BLOGS FOR EXPLANATION! COMPUTERIZED COPY OF THE ORIGINAL TEXT, THEN SUGGESTED RE-WRITES . . . PROBABLY TAKING ALL OFFENSIVE LANGUAGE OUT--JUST 4 LETTER WORDS, REFERENCES TO "BANDIT" LIARS, OR, THAT MY SON IS ELLIOT--BAND, "THE DITCH & THE DELTA" IS MY SON, AND THAT I AM THE, ONE AND ONLY, JOANN S. SECIRST, J.D., BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK! LOL! AND DIGGIN' TAKEN THE PRETTY LITTLE LIARS AND THEIR PARAMOURS DOWN! BETTER KNOWN AS THEIR PIMPS OR JOHNS! ANAL SEX CHAPS! LOL! DIRTY COPS: (1) JERRY OWENS; (2) BRETT TODD STUART/STEWART; (3) FRANK, AKA, ALLAN REX BESS, AB, ABSOLUTE BASTARD; (4) JACK OR JOHN KING STRODE (WARE); (5) CIA AGENT REPRESENTING JUDGE ROBERT ALLISON, KALISPELL, MT., MICHAEL WILLIS, MICHAEL MCCLINTOCH; (6) TONY OSTHEMEIER; (7) HOWARD PRYOR; (8) MILES THORNTON III; (8) ERNEST (BUS DRIVER, KALISPELL, MT.); AND SAMSON (BUS DRIVER--WHITEFISH, MT.); AND (9) JAMES "GATLIN" KENNEDY, AMY COWMAN, SOLD OUT, WITH ANNA MARIE (RACHEL MARIE) HARTMAN, ALLEGEDLY ME, NEWS ANCHOR, OR WRITER OF THIS BLOG! LOL! I WOULD RATHER KICK A DIRTY COP'S ASS, THAN SUCK HIS DICK, LIKE THE GIRLZ COP, GOVERNMENT WHORES WOULD! SORRY DARLIN' . . . HATE LIARS! NFL, RICH, KENNEDY, DOESN'T MATTER TO ME, ALL LIARS, SAME CLASS OF SHIT!

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