THE STORY IS SO PROPULSIVE! WILD HARE! IT'S HER! MONTANA UNTAMED. BABY BOOM. BISON OR BUFFALO CAN BE SEEN, YELLOWSTONE, GLACIER, AND, THE BISON RESERVE UP NEAR HOT SPRINGS! SEX & VOODOO. BLACK MAGIC. DARK ARTS. SYMBOL OF FIRE = JEALOUSY. COLD BLOOD. WEB OF LIES. WHO ROLLED TOD MCQUIDE? SHE'S THE ONE WHO LED THE MAD DOG TO THE FIGHT! MORE GUILTY. HUNGER FOR CASH. IF YOU DON'T HAVE THE FACTS ON YOUR SIDE, OR THE LAW, OR POLICY, OR PROCEDURE--YOU ATTACK THE PERSON! DANGEROUS DOUBLE LIFE. THE CHOICE. DEAD IN THE WATER. WE LIVE IN WATER! GREAT FLOORS. CARPET BROKER. WHO'S LIFE FITS THIS BLOG? KAY? NO. SHELLEY? NO. RACHEL? NO. SUE? NO. MARCIE? NO. TIFFANY? NO. ALL THE MEN? FUCK NO! JOANN S. SECRIST, J.D.? FUCK YEAH! SO, PUT MY FUCKING 2,000 BLOGS BACK! IN THE NEWSPAPER THIS MORNING, THERE WAS AN ARTICLE ABOUT A NEW PROGRAM THE MONTANA AG'S OFFICE AND LOCAL LAW ENFORCEMENT, IN MISSOULA, INSTITUTED AFTER THE CRIME RATE AND VIOLENT CRIMES ROSE, 43% OR SO, IN THE LAST FEW YEARS. THE PROGRAM IS CALLED "PROJECT SAFE NEIGHBORHOOD" AND THE IMPACT OVER A YEAR'S TIME, HAS BEEN AN 18.5% DROP IN VIOLENT CRIMES! IN A STATE THAT MANY THINK SHOULD BE CALLED, "BOOZE & GUNS MONTANA" THAT IS A REMARKABLE SUCCESS! THE PICTURE, HAD LAW ENFORCEMENT AND THE MONTANA AG, SPEAKING WITH, A TABLE FULL OF GUNS LAID OUT, MOST RIFLES, AND LONG GUNS . . . NOW, IF THERE IS ONE THING, MONTANANS LOVE MORE THAN GUNS, IS THEIR BOOZE! LOL. NOW, I WAS READING ON THE BUS, DOING THE OLD, LAW SCHOOL, BLITZ READ, NOT GETTING THE DETAILS, SO, I AM WONDERING IF THERE IS SOME GUN FOR CASH EXCHANGE? I HAVE BEEN GONE TWO YEARS, ALMOST, SO, I AM NOT SURE. BUT, KNOWING SOMETHING ABOUT THE LOCAL CULTURE, AT LEAST THE POVERELLO CENTER, ZOO WITHIN ZOOTOWN, I THINK GUNS WOULD BE SACRIFICED FOR MONEY FOR BOOZE! LOL. DRINKING IS A PROBLEM IN THE STATE, TOO, SO I SHOULD NOT JOKE ABOUT THAT, BUT . . . NOW, SOMETIMES, JUST THE ACCESSIBILITY, TOWARDS, GUNS, CAN CREATE THE VIOLENT INCIDENT. "BUT FOR" THE CLOSENESS OF A WEAPON OF MASS DESTRUCTION, THE MURDER, THE VIOLENCE WOULD NOT HAVE OCCURRED! NOW, I HAVE "ALMOST" BECOME "COMFORTABLY NUMB" TO HAVING MY BLOGS, ONE AT A TIME STOLEN, OR RIPPED RIGHT OFF THE COMPUTER, WHILE I AM WRITING IT, AND MOST TIMES, IT IS SOME OF MY BEST WORK! TAKE THE 4TH OR 5TH OF JULY, LAST YEARS, JUST A FUN, 4TH, COOL MOOD IN SEATTLE, FUNNY BACKYARD BBQ STORIES ABOUT DAD, LIGHTING EITHER HIS HAIR OR HIS HANDS ON FIRE, COOKING BURGERS, OR BEING THE LATE NIGHT HERO, LIGHTING OFF FIREWORKS, FOR ALL THE NEIGHBORS IN THE CUL DE SAC, OR SOME NEW CITIZEN CHAINING HERSELF TO THE STATUTE OF LIBERTY, OR SOME WOMAN, NOW WHAT DID SHE DO, IT WAS HILARIOUS AS I RECALL, SOMETHING WITH COPS! LOL. BUT, I WAS SO ANGRY THAT DAY, TO HAVE, MY HEART AND SOUL RIPPED OUT, ON THE DAY THAT SYMBOLIZES, FREEDOM, RIGHTS, LIBERTIES, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH, THAT I COULD HAVE GONE CRAZY AND HAD I HAD, ACCESS TO A GUN, WITH THOSE LYING, FUCKING BITCHES AND BASTARDS, NEARBY, I WOULD HAVE KILLED THEM! SO WITH, OVER 2,000 BLOGS RIPPED OFF, IN THE LAST, FEW MONTHS, THE RAGE IS RIGHT THERE UNDER THE SURFACE READY TO BLOW, BIG BLUE SKY HIGH, HERE IN MONTANA, WITH SOME DUDE, ASKING ME AT BREAKFAST, HOW I WAS DOING, HAVING ME VENT AND RAGE THE NIGHT BEFORE ABOUT, REALIZING THAT NOT ONLY ARE THEY STEALING MY BLOGS, BUT TAKING AWAY THE JOY OF MY READERS AND THE KNOWLEDGE, I AM PASSING FROM ONE GENERATION TO ANOTHER, THE RIGHT KIND OF COMMITMENTS TO THE COUNTRY, GOD, AND FAMILY, MAKING ME SEE, RED, IN A RUSH AND CRUSH OF ANGER, THAT I HAVE NEVER KNOWN BEFORE! THIS IS MY WORK, MY BLOG, FROM THE FIRST WORD, TO THIS THAT I AM WRITING RIGHT NOW, TO BE DONE WITH AS I SEE FIT, AS THE OWNER OF THIS INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY! SO THIS DUDE, WHO SHOWED UP, A FEW DAYS AGO, AND MADE THE INITIAL CONTACT, LIKELY A FED, ASSASSIN, OR A MEMBER OF SOME COLUMBIA DRUG CARTEL, WHO, KEEPS, SHOWING UP EVERYWHERE I AM? BUT, HE GOT THE BRUNT OF MY ANGER THE NIGHT BEFORE, AND THE NEXT DAY, I THOUGHT, I WAS COMFORTABLY, NUMB, UNTIL HE PUT HIS ARM AROUND ME AND ASKED ME, AND I EXPLODED, IN AN EARLY MORNING RAGE, THAT, I EVEN SAID, I AM ABOUT READY TO GO OUT AND BUY AN AK47, AND START BLOWING OFF THE HEADS OF THE FBI AND THE CIA, DEA, AND THE NSA, FOR ALLOWING THESE FUCKING BITCHES AND BASTARDS TO HAVE THEIR WAY WITH MY BILLION DOLLAR BLOG! I THINK I SHOCKED HIM! LOL. SEVERAL TIMES THROUGHOUT THE DAY, HE TRIED TO APPEASE ME, BUT, I WAS STILL PISSED OFF! I HAVE A PISTOL TEMPER, DON'T NEED A GUN, BUT THEY TOOK AWAY MY STICK TO BEAT THEIR FUCKING ASSES WITH. AFTER, I UNLOADED ON HIM, HE WALKED BY AGAIN, AND, I SAID, LET ME TELL YOU HOW I FEEL . . . WHAT IS SOMEONE TOOK ALL THE BONES AND MUSCLES OUT OF YOUR BODY, AND LEFT YOU A LUMP OR BLOB, OF FLESH, LAYING ON THE GROUND, INCAPABLE OF DOING ANYTHING? HOW WOULD YOU FEEL? THIS IS THE ONLY PROTECTION I HAVE, AND ALL MY WOUNDS AND ATTACKS ARE DEFENSIVE IN NATURE! THIS WOULD HAVE BEEN THE MOST POSITIVE, BLOG, IN THE WORLD, TEACHING, LOVE, PEACE AND CRABS! LOL. JUST KIDDING, THAT WAS ON THE BACK OF SOME DUDE'S SHIRT AT THE POV. A HIPPIE TIE-DYE! SERIOUSLY, I HAVE THOUGHT OF GETTING A GUN, AND PEOPLE HAVE ENCOURAGED ME TO GET ONE, BUT, I KNOW MY TEMPER . . . TO THINE OWN SELF BE TRUE! THE UN-EXAMINED LIFE, IS NOT WORTH LIVING . . . KNOW YOURSELVES! I WOULD HAVE MURDERED HUNDREDS BY NOW, HAD I HAD THE OPPORTUNITY, AND THEY DESERVE IT TOO! EVEN IN THE BOOK OF ROMANS, THAT I HAVE BEEN FEATURING, IN THIS BLOG, THEY ARE DESCRIBED PERFECTLY, AND EVEN THE APOSTLE PAUL, AN ATTORNEY, SAID, THEY DESERVE TO DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LIKE THE ESV VERSION, OVER THE KING JAMES, BECAUSE IT IS SO, MUCH, CLEARER, AND DOESN'T BEAT AROUND THE BUSH! SO, WHATEVER THE CITY OF MISSOULA IS DOING, IS WORKING. JUST KEEP, KAY, SHELLEY, FRANK, AKA, ALAN, OR BRETT AROUND ME, OR RACHEL, OR JAMES, AKA, JETHRO, OR COWBOY . . . I WASN'T SURE, BUT I HAVE NOW! I WILL KILL THEM, BECAUSE, LAW ENFORCEMENT, THE MONTANA, UTAH, OR WASHINGTON, ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICES WON'T DO ANYTHING, AND THE FUCKING FBI, CIA, NSA, DEA, DIA, AND ALL THE ALPHABET SOUP, AGENCIES, ARE IN ON IT AND OVER FINANCIAL CRIMES, OR FACILITATING THEM! BIGGEST HEIST IN WORLD HISTORY, AND, NOBODY CAN SEE IT? GOOD FUCK? IN THE LAST TWO DAYS, I HAVE HAD, EVEN YOUNG, I WOULD SAY, EITHER COPS OR AGENTS, ACCOST ME, SAYING THIS OR THAT, LOSING IT WHEN, I DON'T EVEN KNOW THEM, NOR CARE TO KNOW THEM . . . ONE MADE A COMMENT, AND AT FIRST, I THOUGHT SHE WAS, ANGRY AT HER BOYFRIEND, WE WERE IN THE LINE, FOR DINNER AT THE POV. AND SHE UNLEASHED, A WITCH, BITCH, I HAVE NEVER QUITE SEEN BEFORE!? I LOVED IT WHEN SOME DUDE, A BIT HEAVY SET, DON'T KNOW IF SHE WAS TALKING TO ME OR HIM, BUT SHE CALLED SOMEONE A FAT ASS? HEY, I CAN WEIGH, 116, AND JUST BE SMALLER VERSION OF ME! SO FUCK, YOU, YOU LOOK LIKE SOME SKELETON FROM AUSHWICH DEATH CAMPS! I THOUGHT, I COULD TAKE THAT LITTLE TRAMP, AND THROW HER SORRY ASS AGAINST THE WALL AND, JUST LIKE A SKELETON, SHE WOULD BREAK IN A THOUSAND BONES! HOSTILE, HOSTILE, HOSTILE! SO THIS DUDE, AND SHE ALLEGEDLY GOT IN HIS FACE, SAID SHE GOT RIGHT UP TO HIS FACE, AND, SO WHEN SHE WALKED AWAY IN HER RAGE, HE THREW A FORK AT HER! LOL. I THANKED HIM, FOR DOING THAT, SHE DESERVED IT! NOW PRIOR TO THAT TIME, HER AND HER BOYFRIEND, AND THEY LOOKED, LIKE THIS, LOVELY, CUTE, YOUNG, BACKPACKING COUPLE, MAKING OUT, IN THE DINING ROOM, LOVING ON EACH OTHER, AND ONLY SHOWING UP FOR DINNER--AGENT TEAMS TO THIS TOO! LOL. BUT I THOUGHT, MY SON, CHRIS, LIKELY MARRIED TO A CIA AGENT, FROM BULGARIA, NEEDS SOMEONE LIKE HER, SO TENDER, SO NICE, SO LOVING AND WILL GO CAMPING . . . MY SON, MARRIED HIS GIRLFRIEND OF 7 YEARS, BECAUSE, SHE FINALLY WENT CAMPING WITH HIM--ONE FUCKING TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SCREAM! BUT AFTER HER RUDE, OUTBURST, THAT SOUNDED, LIKE SHE WAS CUTTING INTO HER, BOYFRIEND, WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO HURT THIS LITTLE GIRL NEXT? FAT ASS . . . MAYBE SHE WAS TALKING TO THE DUDE, BUT THE FORK WAS COOL JUST THE SAME . . . THE ENTERTAINMENT IS FREE, AT THE POV . LOL. I SAT AT A TABLE AND WATCHED THE REST OF THE DRAMA PLAY OUT! CHICK WENT BALLISTIC ON THE DUDE AND HE WAS NOT BACKING DOWN EITHER! SEVERAL MORE COOL CHARACTERS, STOPPED THE PENDING FIGHT . . . CHICK WOULD HAVE BEEN NAILED, GNARLY LITTLE BITCH! AFTER THE INCIDENT, SHE CAME UP TO ME AND SOME FRIEND, JUST TALKING, HAD HER HAIR IN A BUN (SHE'S DONE) AND ACTED ALL FRAYED AND TIRED, ASKING US FOR A TYLONAL, OR ADVIL, OR SOMETHING FOR A HEADACHE . . . I BET, QUITE THE SCENE, LOST HER COOL, GOOD NO GUNS HERE EITHER! BUT THE BOOK NEXT TO ME BACK IN THE MESS HALL, WAS, "THE PASSAGE" OR THAT WAS THE DAY, THAT TWO DUDES, MEMORIAL DAY, SAID I LOOKED, NO OLDER THAN 38 . . . PASS AGE? YEAH, I CAN PASS FOR THAT, EASY! I LOOKED AT HER WEATHERED, SOUR FACE, AND THOUGHT, SHE IS JEALOUS, OF MY ALLEGED, AGE, AND SHE LOOKS, AT LEAST 60! THE SUN WILL KILL YOU EVERY TIME! SHE IS SO SKINNY . . . WHO WANTS A BAG OF BONES, IN BED? SHE IS PROBABLY ONE OF THOSE 250 FBI AGENTS, BROUGHT IN ALLEGEDLY FOR THE RUSSIANS TAKING OVER THE SOUTH HILLS, THAT PUT, 6 STINK OPS ON ME THE FIRST DAY THEY WERE IN TOWN, AND I RATTED THEM OUT! THEY ALL CAME TO PICK OUT THEIR PROPERTY OVER IN EAST MISSOULA! WHAT, SHELLEY, KAY, IN JAIL? YOUR HEROINS, YOU THOUGHT WERE ME? FOOLS! SOME CHICK, RAGING BEFORE SHE HIT THE POV. RANTING, RAGING PROFANITIES, SWEARING AND CURSING, BLASTED THROUGH THE FRONT DOOR OF THE POV., LAST AFTERNOON, EARLY EVENING, WHILE I WAS READING AND WAITING TO PICK UP CIG BUTTS, AND I AM WINNING THAT BATTLE, BACK TO THE LOWER 40, AND, COUNTING, SOME ARE FEELING GUILTY WITH THE ONLY NON-SMOKER IN THE PLACE, PICKING UP ALL THEIR BUTTS . . . MUCH, LIKE ALL THE BITCHES AND BASTARDS, LIVING OFF MY NAME, FAMILY, RESUME AND BLOG! AGAIN, SHE, NEVER SEEN HER BEFORE IN MY LIFE, RUNS, IN AND DOES, AND EXORCIST, TURN OF HER NECK, AND, SPEWS, VENOM, ON ME, CALLING ME A FAT ASS . . . NO, BITCH, THAT IS BAD ASS TO YOUR SORRY ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKING COP CUNTS . . . THE THOUGHT CAME TO MIND, I CAN FIX A FAT ASS, BUT YOU CAN'T FIX UGLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL. THEN, MR. UNDERCOVER COP AGENT, CRAZY BATMAN NUT JOB, WHO IS TAKING ALL HIS ANGER FOR, THIS CHICK IN SEATTLE, OUT ON ME, THE ONE WHO THREATENED TO KILL HER, FOR, $1700 WORTH OF CAR REPAIRS, THAT HE KEEPS, RAGING TO ME ABOUT, AND IT SOUNDED LIKE A FEW, HOURS OF TIME AND ADVICE, I GIVE FREE! SO, HE SITS DOWN BY ME, AND GIVES ME THE FACTS, AND HOW HE STILL IS GOING TO KILL HER . . . NOW, HE CAME IN WITHOUT HIS PINK SUNGLASSES, AND HIS COAT WAS COVERING HIS "SAN FRANCISCO" GRAY AND PURPLE SHIRT, I WROTE ABOUT THE DAY BEFORE! HE DITCHED THE GRAY AND LESS GRAY, BEANNIE HAT TOO! MURDER YOU! THIS IS CALLED "TRANSFERRED ANGER!" I WAS IN SEATTLE, THEREFORE, IF HE CAN'T FIND HER, HE WILL KILL ME, TO SATISFY HIS BLOOD LUST FOR HER . . . OR DID MILES, SEND HIM? SO, LATER, AS I SAID, I WAS SITTING IN THE FOYER, OR RIGHT BEHIND THE FRONT DOOR, WHEN, LUNATIC FRINGE CHICK, RAGED THROUGH AND VERBALLY ASSAULTED ME . . . NOW I HAVE BEEN FAR FATTER THAN THIS, AND NOBODY HAS, DONE ANYTHING, BUT TREATED ME WITH RESPECT, MALE AND FEMALE, SO, WHY THINNER, ARE THE KNIVES AND GUNS COMING OUT? FIRE = JEALOUSY! SO, MR, KILLER, SEATTLE CHICK DUDE, FLASHES INTO THE SMALL ENTRY WAY TO THE POVERELLO, BRANDISHING A "BOX CUTTER!?" HE TURNS AND SOME OTHER DUDE IS SITTING THERE, READING TOO! HE TURNS AND RUNS! OH? SO, A 15 INCH, HIDDEN, SHEATHED KNIFE ON A SUNDAY DRIVE, UNDER SADDLE BAGS? SCREAMING LOONY CHICKS? NOW A BOX CUTTER? EVERYTHING IS SYMBOLIC! TINDER BOX. C.J. BOX. CHATTER BOX. COMPLAINT BOX! JOE BOXER! I USE THAT AS SLANG FOR COMPUTER! OR BLOG! MY BOX! THERE WAS A DOMESTIC VIOLENCE CASE, BACK IN THE 90'S WHEN I WAS AT THE UTAH AG'S OFFICE, WHERE A HUSBAND, IN THE DARK, ATTACKED HIS WIFE, WITH A BOX CUTTER, AND SLASHED HER OVER 400 TIMES! I WAS A GRAPHIC ARTIST, AND WE HAD, TOOLS, SIMILAR TO BOX CUTTERS . . . "EXACT-O KNIVES" . . . SAVING THE BOSS LADY, WHO YOU ALWAYS THOUGHT WAS ME? WHITTLE KAY, NOBODY DOESN'T LIKE SARA LEE! LEE'S GIRLS? LIKELY. ALL AS UGLY AND MOODY AS SHE IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THESE LUNATICS, ARE RAGING WORSE THAN, I AM, FOR, REALIZING THAT THEY WERE DUPED, BY KAY, SHELLEY, RACHEL, THE COP MATRONS, AND THEY HATE ME, WHEN THEY LOVED THEM FOR BEING ME, FOR WRITING THE BLOG, THEY LOVE TO READ, FOR DOING THE CASES, THE CON LAW ANALYSIS THE WATER COMPACTS, AND ALL, THEY LOVE THEM FOR, IS ALL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVERYTHING! ATTACK ME? THAT IS SHIT ASS SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW, I LOVE THE ISRAELIS FOR, A FEW THINGS AND THAT IS NOT BASED ON RELIGIOUS, GOD'S CHILDREN'S GROUNDS, IT IS THEIR ABILITY TO JUST GET THINGS DONE . . . A FUCKING 6 DAY WAR? HOW COOL IS THAT? NOW, PRIME MINISTER, BENJAMIN NATANYAHU, OR HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT, MISSED A DEADLINE OF PARLIAMENT, AND FAILED TO PUT TOGETHER SOME GOVERNMENT FORM OR ORDER, SO THEY JUST, DISBANDED, THEMSELVES, NOW FORCING A NEW ELECTION! LOL. YOU HAVE TO LOVE THAT! WE HAVE A PRESIDENT, A BIDDY OF BEBE'S, WHO SPENT MEMORIAL DAY, GOLFING IN JAPAN, RATHER THAN HONORING OUR FALLEN SOLDIERS? ISN'T HE COOL? FUCK NO! THE FALLEN SOLDIERS ARE! OUR CONGRESS, CAN'T DO JACK FUCKING SHIT TO THIS JOKER, MAKING HIS, FORMER, WHITE HOUSE EMPLOYEES, LIKE COUNSEL, DON MCGAHN, REFUSE TO OBEY THE CONGRESSIONAL SUBPEONA TO APPEAR IN CONGRESS FOR HEARINGS . . . WE GO DEADLLINE AFTER DEADLINE, MISSING, DEMANDS FOR TAX RETURNS, AND AN UN-REDACTED, COPY OF THE MUELLER REPORT THAT WAS PREPARED FOR CONGRESS, NOT THE WHITE HOUSE! READ, NEAL KATYAL, FORMER, SOLICITOR GENERAL OF THE UNITED STATES, RULES FOR THE SPECIAL COUNSEL, MUELLER AND TEAM! THE REPORT, IS TO GO TO CONGRESS! WHERE THE SHIT ARE THE CONGRESSIONAL COUNSEL, THE WHITE HOUSE COUNSEL, THIS IS NOT OPTIONAL, SO????????????? IMPEACH THE MOTHERFUCKER, HIS IS NOT ONLY UNFIT FOR OFFICE, HE HAS DUMB ASSES, SHELLEY, KAY, AND RACHEL, TWO OF THE THREE, ARE NOT ATTORNEYS, JUST RIDE ALONG AS ME, JUST LIKE RUSS WHITLOCK, IN "DEAD EYE" IS PRETENDING TO BE, COURT GENTRY, IN THE BOOK, FORMER, MILITARY AND CIA, SPECIAL OPS, AND MOST BAD ASS ASSASSIN IN THE WORLD, RENOWN FOR HIS SKILLS, TAKING HIS PLACE, MAKING $25 MILLION TO KILL THE PRIME MINISTER OF ISRAEL! ANY COINCIDENCE THERE? THESE BITCHES ARE BOWLING ALL BABES, AT BEST AND AT WORST, GOVERNMENT WHORES! GET REAL. EXPERIENCE THE DIFFERENCE. EXPECT EXCELLENCE! THE LITTLE BITCH KAY, IS A TORTS ATTORNEY WHO ALMOST FLUNKED, HER TORTS, CLASS, WITH, MR. RAY JAY DAVIS, WHOM, I WAS, HIS RESEARCH AND SMALL WRITING SECTION, TEACHER'S ASSISTANT FOR TWO FUCKING YEARS, AND, COULD HAVE SAVED HIM FACE, TELLING HIM, HIS WATER LAW, LAW REVIEW ARTICLE, DIDN'T FIT THE WAY, CASE LAW SUGGESTED! I THINK THAT WAS IN THE 1992 OR 93 OHIO LAW REVIEW? I GUESS, PROFESSOR DAVIS WAS TOO OLD, OR UNINTERESTED IN FUCKING KAY, TO HELP HER PASS HER TORTS, CLASS! LOL. I NEVER HAD TO USE SEX TO GET ME ANYWHERE . . . THERE IN LIES THE PROBLEM! I THINK THIS WHOLE THING, PUTTING INFERIOR WOMEN, IN AS ME, MEN, ARE TRYING TO FORCE ME, INTO ABJECT POVERTY, SO I HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE BUT TO TURN TO A MAN, FOR RELIEF! OH, BY THE WAY, I AM PRETTY SURE THE GIRLZ AND BOYZ CLUB IS UP TO NO GOOD, AND GOING TO INTERCEPT MY GOVERNMENTS BENEFITS CHECK, COMING IN 1 TO 3 DAYS. I NEED TO INVENT HELP! NOW, THERE WILL BE A CHECK NUMBER ON THE SOCIAL SECURITY CHECK FOR $1261 AND SOME CENTS, ISSUED BY THE U.S. TREASURY. (2) THERE IS A ROUTING NUMBER, TO MY BANK, FIRST SECURITY BANK, THAT SHOULD DEPOSIT THAT CHECK INTO MY ACCOUNT, HERE IN MISSOULA, MONTANA; (3) NOW, SOCIAL SECURITY HAND DELIVERED, OR THE FEDS, HAND DELIVERED AND LETTER, I JUST HAPPEN TO HAVE AS EVIDENCE, AND THERE WERE TWO, HAND DELIVERED, ALONG WITH A BANK STATEMENT, $0.00, NEW ACCOUNT, I AM SURE, ONE OF THE LETTERS, "LET HER" WAS INTENDED FOR SHELLEY, TO PICK UP, AS IF SHE WERE ME, AT THE POV . . . CHECK TO SEE IF THEY HAVE ME LISTED, AGAIN, AS, JOANN SOUTHWICK, SHELLEY TOOK BACK HER MAIDEN NAME, SO SHE COULD MORE EASILY, FUCK WITH MY NAME! SO THE LETTER, WAS DATED, ON THE LETTER, NOT, THE POST MARK, BECAUSE THERE WAS NONE . . . MAY 24, 2019, NBC# 19T2430B56981-HA, COMING FROM, WESTERN PROGRAM SERVICE CENTER, P.O. BOX 2000, RICHMOND, CALIFORNIA 94802-1791 . . . THAT SHOULD BE IN MY COMPUTER RECORD, FROM SOCIAL SECURITY. I RIPPED UP THE SECOND LETTER! NEW STAFF, DELIVERED IT TO ME WHILE PAM, SAT, IDLY BY! LOL. SUREPAYROLL! BULLET, YOU WILL RECEIVE $1,261.00 FOR MAY 2019 AROUND JUNE 3, 2019. LAST WORDS IN THE LETTER ARE TO BRING THIS WITH ME TO THE SOCIAL SECURITY OFFICE, "THIS WILL HELP US SERVE YOU MORE QUICKLY WHEN YOU ARRIVE AT THE OFFICE. NOW SHELLEY WILL NOT HAVE ONE OF THESE, BUT I DON'T WANT THE HASSLE OF DEALING WITH THIS SHIT, OVER AND OVER AGAIN, AND HAVING TO CHANGE BANKS, OR CREDIT UNIONS BECAUSE THE FUCKING CUNTS HAVE BURNED THROUGH, BILLIONS, AND THE ONLY THING LEFT OF ME, IS MY SOCIAL SECURITY, THAT SHELLEY HAS BEEN TRYING TO GET FOR THE LAST, 19 YEARS! MONTHLY! SORRY SHIT BAG, SISTER, YOU DON'T GET TO BE ME . . . CABBAGE PATCH DOLL SHOE SALESLADY! LOL. FOLLOW THE MONEY, AND YOU WILL FIND THOSE DESPERATE FOR CASH! INTERESTING THAT THE LETTER WAS WRITTEN, IN CALIFORNIA, ON MAY 24, 2019, AND THE POV. STAMP, WAS, MAY 24 2019 . . . WOW, U.S. POST OFFICE, ROCKS, SAME DAY, DELIVERY? I EVEN GOT IT EARLY AFTERNOON! THE FIRST SECURITY BANK STATEMENT, WAS MAILED, MAY 17, 2019, OR WRITTEN THEN? IT HAD THE SAME, MAY 24, 2019 DATE STAMP ON IT . . . TOO BAD, ATTORNEYS, LIVE BREATHE AND DIE BY TIME STAMPED, COURT DOCUMENTS, LOSERS! FUCK? I HAVE TO WATCH EVERY DAMNED THING! (4) EVERYTHING IS SYMBOLIC . . . THERE IS A "PC5" RANDOM, LITTLE NUMBER, OR MARKING, JUST TO THE RIGHT OF THE ADDRESS . . . I BELIEVE, THERE ARE AT LEAST, 4 OR 5 OTHER WOMEN, COLLECTING, SOCIAL SECURITY DISABILITY UNDER MY NAME! I BELIEVE THEY ARE ALSO, GETTING REDUCED OR FREE MEDICARE TOO! WHEN, I WAS SIGNING UP FOR, THIS OR THAT, I ONLY DO PART A, I GOT NOTICES, ON PART B FOR PRESCRIPTIONS, SHELLEY, UNDER MY NAME, BUT JOAN, ON THE SCRIPS! I GOT REQUESTS FOR INFORMATION ON INSURING KIDS UNDER THE AGE OF 26, FOR CHIPS, CHILDREN, HEALTH INSURANCE PLANS! ALL MY KIDS ARE BEYOND, THAT AGE TO BE COVERED, BUT SHELLEY, RACHEL, KAY, SUE AND TIFFANY HAVE KIDS, THAT PROBABLY DID QUALIFY AT THE TIME . . . TAX PAYER'S MONEY, SO, WHATEVER!? YOU SEE, COPS, FEDERAL AGENTS, ARE NOT ABOVE THE LAW, NOR ARE PRESIDENTS, BUT THIS IS THE "UNITARY EXECUTIVE" CREW, OF SHIT BAG, CATS RATS, OF PATS, OR EXPATRIATS, WHO THINKS THEY ARE TNETITLED TO ALL THE SPOILS OF THE GOVERNMENT, BECAUSE THEY SERVED . . .WELL SO DID I, AND STILL AM!!!!!!!!!!!!! STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE, MY FAMILY, MY BLOG, MY CASES, MY MONEY, YOU GOD DAMNED FUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (5) LAST TIME, THEY FUCKED, WITH MY BANK ACCOUNT WAS, YES, IN STINKY ST. GEORGE, UTAH, BUT, AT LEAST I GOT MY FIRST CHECK, WITHOUT A HITCH . . . HOWEVER, AFTER SHELLEY AND KAY PAID SOMEONE TO STEAL MY BACKPACK BACK IN WHAT, LATE, 2016, DECEMBER, CANCELLED, WHATEVER BANK I WAS WITH THEN, PAID, MARY, TO STEAL, FORMER, SISTER OF THE WARDEN AT THE WOMEN'S PRISON, I HOPE I GOT FIRED, AND A FORMER, CORRECTIONS OFFICER, AT THE UTAH STATE PRISON WHILE I WAS AN ASSISTANT AG, OR, MAYBE AS A DEFENSE ATTORNEY . . . BUT I TOOK A QUICK TRIP UP TO SEATTLE, AND BACK, SET UP, A BANK ACCOUNT, AT SOUND COMMUNITY BANK, PISSED THE SHIT OUT THE CONTROL FREAKS, THE MEN, WHO DEFEND THE BITCHES, AND, SO, WHEN MY FIRST CHECK UNDER MY NEW ACCOUNT WAS, EXPECTED, IT DIDN'T COME! OH, WE HAVE TO GO THROUGH YOUR OTHER BANK, CANCELLED, THEY HAVE TO REJECT IT????? MODERN ERA OF ELECTRONIC TRANSFERS, INSTANTANEOUSLY, BUT MOST THESE BASTARDS AND BITCHES, WANT THE LEEWAY, OF OLD SCHOOL ROBBERY, AND BANKING, PRACTICES . . . I CAUGHT THEM BY, CALLING SOCIAL SECURITY, AND GETTING THE ROUTING, NUMBER OF THE BANK AND THE NUMBER ON THE CHECK, ITSELF, AND THE BANK, COUGHED IT UP, ASAP! SO, JUST TO AVOID THE SCARE, AND TERRORIZING THE BANK, LET'S WATCH THIS FROM THE GET GO! WHO KNOWS WHO'S ON THE PAYROLL AND WHO IS NOT? I AM GENERALLY, OTHER THEN MY BLOG, THEIR LAST CONCERN! I GOT THESE LETTERS THE DAY AFTER I TRASHED SOCIAL SECURITY FOR THE SEND TO THE OLD BANK, WHO JUST ROBBED ME LAST MONTH OF, $515.60, AND LET THEM REJECT MY CHECK, WITH RACHEL, SALIVATING AND SLOBBERING OVER THE CASH! FUCK NO! I CHANGED ACCOUNTS, 20+ DAYS, EARLY AND THE RULES, JUST SAY, 10 DAYS! SO THERE SHOULD BE AND THE LETTER INDICATED, NO TROUBLE, FOR THE JUNE PAYMENT, OTHER THAN, COP FUCKING WITH IT! I KNOW THEY ARE GOING TO TRY TO KILL ME, BECAUSE, RACHEL IS ME . . . NEVER, THAT STUPID HAG, BITCH, COULDN'T EVEN WRITE AN EMIAL, LAST, I WAS WITH HER! LOL. DUMB ASS COWBOY SHIT FACE SHE IS WITH, BRANDISHING, 15 INCH SWORDS, TO KILL ME IN HER HONOR! DUMB PAIR OF LOSERS! TOO BAD, I AM PRETTIER THAN SHE IS! LOL. LAST I SAW HER ASS DRAGGING, FAT LEGS, PUFFED UP FACE, SHE WASN'T LOOKING TOO HOT! LOL. THOSE FAKE TITS, MAKE UP FOR A HOLE LOT OF UGLY! LOL. SO ANYWAY, SOMEONE, STAY ON THAT, CHECK AND WATCH TO SEE IF THERE ARE OTHERS, CUT ON MY NAME AND SOCIAL SECURITY GOING TO ANYWHERE U.S.A.! OR TO ANOTHER BANK, OR AN OLD ACCOUNT, THAT IS SUPPOSE TO BE CLOSED AND EVERYWHERE FROM WELLS FARGO TO SOUND COMMUNITY, TO FIRST SECURITY BANK! REMEMBER, CREW, BEST BANKING PRACTICES . . . DON'T PLAN ON THESE INCOMPENTENTS, KILLING ME ANY TIME SOON, THEY HAVE BEEN TRYING FOR 20 FUCKING YEARS! TELLING DREAM, THAT SHOULD SLAM THIS ON HOME FOR ME . . . .MEET ME IN THE FIRE WHOLE BELOW!

FUCK, THEY ARE GETTING SO GOOD AT HACKING, THAT, AS I CLICK THE PUBLISH ORANGE BUTTON, ON THE COMPUTER, THEY HAVE ALREADY, STOLEN THE BLOG, AND THE CURSOR IS BACK TO THE START OF MY TITLE!  SCREAMMMMMMMMMM! 8:26 AM . . . TOO EARLY FOR HACKING!  YOU, SEE, THEY KNOW THE BLOG I AM TALKING ABOUT, FUN, FUN, FUNNY, AND FULL OF COLORFUL, COOL AMERICANA!  THEY ARE TOO LAZY, STUPID, LACK HISTORY, OR FOND MEMORIES TO WRITE THIS STUFF, SO THEY LAY IN WAIT, TO STEAL MY WORK, MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY, REAL, AND PERSONAL BY WAY OF MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU, MOTHERFUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  HACKED AGAIN, 8:33 AM, LOOKING UP THE SPELLING OF CUL DE SAC, WITH THE HELP OF THE LAW SCHOOL LIBRARIAN HER AT THE U OF M, LAW SCHOOL!  NO, I AM NOT SHELLEY!  BARF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 9:12 AM HACK--PROTECTING AND AGENT, COP, ASSASSIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  SCREENS, FILTERS, EDITS, ALL WHILE I AM WRITING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE POWER OF DREAMLAND, THE SUBCONSCIOUS, OR GOD, WHICH EVER SUITS YOUR FANCY!

•  so there is this chick, at the Poverello right now, tall, blond, works in the kitchen, cute, short A-line cut, thin, good worker, but there is something inside, that tells me, she is a surrogate for Rachel, being at the Poverello, to confuse and delude, law enforcement . . . an new chick showed up in line, last night, who could be a Shelley, surrogate . . . this is who they do it, being, in several places at once . . . surveillance, back of Pov. at check out time, between 8:00 PM, and 8:45 PM . . . there is one, camera, right, to the right of the back door, leaving the Pov. . . . Rachel, surrogate was wearing pink shirt and black pants, I think, and Shelley, chick, was wearing, a black sweater or jacket, and a black and white, blouse, and black pants, shoulder length, brunette hair
• now, for the last, week or so, since, getting lucky and getting a bed, upstairs, where I don't have to fight for a sheet and blanket each night, with no pillow, I have had this, light pink, allegedly fitted sheet, that, comes off each night, when, I toss and turn, leaving the blue mattress exposed, and blankets on the floor each night . . . 
• so, two nights ago, I was in line, and this is symbolic too, this husband, threw, back, a gold, very nice, fitted, bottom sheet, that is probably a queen size, but, with the nice, fitted, elastic, corners, and, extra material, it fits, nicely, over the bed, and then some, and stays almost in place, and so do the green flat sheets and the cute, white and blue, with colored flowers, quilt, stay in place . . . so that is the foundation for the dream.  I looked at the nice, queen size, sheets, as, symbolic of the gold, I should have, and the life like a queen, that has been stolen from me, and, this is a good omen, getting rid of the pink stink, I associate with, the girlz, pussy cat club, who replaced me, THEY DON'T FIT, THE STORY, THE BLOG, THE LAW, THE CONSTITUTION, OR THE TOUGHNESS!
• THE FIRST SEGMENT OF THE DREAM . . . IT WAS SIMPLE . . . THE CHICK, WHO IS THE RACHEL, SURROGATE, IN REAL OR IN MY MIND, SNEAKS OVER IN THE NIGHT, AND WHILE I AM IN BED, SNAKES, OR STEALS, THE GOLDEN SHEETS THAT ARE ON MY BED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• this dream, took place about, 2:20 AM . . . I could not go to sleep, so, I got up and went to the bathroom about that time.  When there is a dream that is significant I always wake up and, can't go to sleep, lay there thinking . . . but dozed, off now and then, after checking the time on my phone, because I was going to get up!  LOL.
• now the interesting thing about the dream, is that, the brazen, character, of the person, just coming, right while I am in bed, and stealing my sheets . . . could that be any more symbolic of the last, month, theft?  Taking my money, after I took cash, to not leave an electronic footprint and get out of town, without notice, then, to have someone track me, and charge, a credit card, with an extra .9, added, after the credit union or someone, allowed the bitches and bastards to add, OVERDRAFT PROTECTION, which to me, is hideous, at best, I just want my card to stop giving, when, I no longer have cash, or money in the bank . . . that protects me, and I don't overspend, when, my money is gone, it is fucking gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I suffer, as I have all month, holes in my pants, even stitched them, yesterday, check video, tape of Pov. when, I got, needle and thread!  The pants are so thread bare, that, after I fixed them, the material around it tore!  I spend all my money, running from these fucking fools!
• the sign, you are dealing with a pack of psychopaths is that, they have NO EMPATHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  THEY GOT AWAY WITH STEALING, BILLIONS, AND GOT HALF MY CHECK LAST MONTH, SO, TAKE IT AGAIN . . . JOANN DOESN'T NEED CLOTHES, A DIET COKE, OR TO EAT OFF CAMPUS, RIGHT . . . FOOD AND BOARD IS WHAT WE WANT HER TO HAVE, SO, WE CAN CONTROL EVERY FUCKING THING SHE DOES, NOT GYM MEMBERSHIPS, NO FARMERS MARKET, NO FUN, THINGS TO DO, NO TRIPS TO KALIPSPELL OR GLACIER, OR UTAH TO SEE, HER, OUR KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• THE SECOND SEGMENT IN THE DREAM IS STRATEGIC, AND THERE IS AN ATTEMPT TO MAKE, RACHEL AND THE GIRLZ, LEGAL . . . I KNOW, WE WILL GRANDFATHER THEM IN TO BEING HER, JOANN!
• this is soooooo, Shelley, untrained, legal thinking.  She has picked up the term, probably from when, I did a property seminar or presentation, to help her get, her feet into her own, business, of mortgage refinances, after leaving her job, of what, one month, when, she was living with me, being taken care of by me, and so were two more generations of her kids and grand kid, too . . . generally, to grandfather something in, is used in zoning, type issues . . . like, if the city council, or the planning commission, decides to rezone, a particular, neighborhood, for more student housing, or against student hosing and wants to keep, that area, to protect, home owners, property values, they will, change the zoning to, totally single family dwellings, and prohibit, multi-family, dwellings, or roommate or apartments in that particular area.  However, there may be a home, or homes in the area, now, being zoned, for single family dwellings that, have been, used, for, renters, or students, that has been around for so long that it is UNFAIR, to change their, permits, and refuse to allow, them what has been allowed for SOOO LONG . . . are you, seeing the sister, who has been, dealing with zoning and building permits, for years, with my money, building, and building and over building, who would run into these property rights terms and then, applying them to herself, and Kay, Rachel, and the rest of the galz, that were LET TO BE ME and RUN A MUCK,. as me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• they have ALL been her for soooo long, that, it would be UNFAIR, to not allow them to continue to break, what, 30 felony, laws, before noon, each day, being me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• well, we are all grandma's now, and grandpa's think, we have earned the right to be JOANN, so they can continue to be married to the second or third, coolest, MUSCLE GIRLFRIEND OR WIFE, IN COP WORLD, FOR THE LAST 20 YEARS!
• you see, it wasn't enough, for cowboy, or Jethro, or Mike, or James to be, just a cowboy, he had to be JETHRO IVERY, two time world champion all-around, champ, U.S. Marshal, who hunted down the UNI-BOMBER, took down, Dallas, the redneck who was poaching and then shot and killed, two, fish and game cops, or, just killed a baby rapist . . . now, would it be true?
• or, is, cowboy just doing what, Rachel, and Shelley, and Kay, and Sue, and Tiffany, and whomever, god only knows, is me . . . so much, cooler to say, you were married to or dated, or fucked, JoAnn S. Secrist, J.D. right, with all her history!
• come on, if these women are soooo hot, and soooo cool, why do you need to have them be me?????? Haven't they proven, their worth, or have they proved they are WORTHLESS, WITHOUT BEING ME??????????
• GRANDFATHERING, THEM INTO BEING ME, NO MATTER HOW LONG THEY HAVE  GROWN ACCUSTOMED TO BEING ME, IS ILLEGAL, EVEN IF I AM DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• STUPID DEA FUCKS . . . . . . . . . BUNCH OF DUMB ASS JOCKS, AND JILLLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• THIRD SEGMENT, I CAN'T REMEMBER, KNEW, I SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN UP AND WRITTEN IT DOWN . . . SHORT TERM MEMORY LOSS, FROM WHAT THEY DID TO ME BACK IN 1999 TO 2000!  IT WAS RELATED TO THIS, BUT, I JUST CAN'T REMEMBER . . . THESE ARE THE MOST TELLING PARTS, AND I WILL PROBABLY REMEMBER THE REST, LATER, AT LUNCH OR SOMETHING!  LOL.

I WAS GOING TO WRITE ABOUT TWO COOL CASES, THAT I WATCHED, YESTERDAY, ON, I.D. NETWORK, TRUE CRIME, AND OTHER, RELATED, CASES, "COLD BLOOD" . . . GIVES YOU SOMETHING TO WANT TO READ TOMORROW!

I DROPPED IN THE HITS AND RESULTS, DUE TO THE MASSIVE, DATA SUCK, AND FUCK, OF STEALING, OVER 2,000 BLOGS, PEOPLE, BING READ, THESE . . . THEY ARE FAST AND FUN, INSIGHTFUL, AND ENTERTAINING, AND YOU ARE SMARTER BY SUNDAY FOR READING THE BLOG!

GET SOME AK-47'S OUT AND BLOW SOME FUCKING FEDERAL COP HEADS OFF, IF YOU WANT MY BLOG BACK!  THEY PUT, SOME OF THE LESS, READ, BLOGS, BACK ON YESTERDAY, SO AT LEAST I HAVE SOME PRESENCES ON THE WEB, THE WEB OF LIES, WHERE THEY ROB AND STEAL AT WILL!

PISSES ME OFF . . . THE REALLY SICK THING ABOUT, PEOPLE WHO STEAL MONEY . . . BEHIND EVERY GREAT FORTUNE IS A CROOK, OR CROOKS AND COPS IN THIS CASE, IS THAT, THEY ALWAYS WANT, SOMETHING, SOMEONE ELSE CAN'T HAVE . . . MY SON'S MUSIC, MY CASES, MY BLOG, SOMETHING, THAT SOMEONE CAN'T ACCESS, WITHOUT, GOING TO GREAT LENGTHS!  IT IS LIKE PAYING, MILLIONS FOR RUTH BABE'S BASEBALL, SIGNED, OR PAYING FOR, THE BEATTLE'S, FIRST VINYL ALBUM, SHIT LIKE THAT!

YOU SEE, I WOULD HAVE MADE A FORTUNE, FOR, JUST COLLECTING THE ONE PENNY FOR EACH HIT, MORE MONEY THAT, THE WHOLE U.S.A. COULD HAVE SPEND IN A LIFETIME, I WANTED YOU TO HAVE IT FREE, AND GOOGLE AND YAHOO, AND, GO DADDY, AND BING COULD PAY ME! OR NOT!

BUT THE LAST THING I WANT IS FOR SOME GREEDY ASS, GOLD DIGGING, WHORES AND WHORE MONGERS, TO STEAL, WHAT, YOU DIDN'T NEED TO SIGN UP FOR, HATE THAT SHIT, AND, THEN, THAT EDUCATIONS, TEACHING, LEARNING, WAS ALL AVAILABLE AT THE CLICK OF A MOUSE!

THERE WAS A NOVEL, AND NOW A MOVIE, OF LATE, CALLED, "THE NAME OF THE ROSE" AS I RECALL, FROM, 30 YEARS AGO, READING IT . . . BUT, SOME OF THE MONKS OR THE RICH, OR SOMEONE, THE MEDEVIL GOVERNMENT, OR THE CHURCH, DIDN'T WANT PEOPLE TO HAVE ACCESS TO THE LIBRARY OR THE WRITINGS OF BRILLIANT, PHILOSOPHERS, SCHOLARS, SO THEY BURIED, THE TEXTS OF THE BOOKS, SO, ONLY A SELECT FEW, COULD ACCESS THE MIND TRUST, ON GOODS, AND KNOWLEDGE!

RIGHT AFTER I POSTED YESTERDAY, A CULLIGAN'S TRUCK WENT BY, WITH FOUR BOTTLES OF COLORFUL WATER, AND THE MANTRA OR THE TAG LINE ON THE TRUCK WAS, LIKE "RESERVE RESOURCES" OR IT REMINDED ME OF A RESERVE, BANK ACCOUNT, SO WHEN, I STOPPED WRITING, THEY HAD A RESERVE OF CASH, SAVED UP, TO TIDE THEM OVER, WHEN, THERE WAS NO LONGER, MONEY OR MIND POWER, GUSHING, INTO THE UNIVERSE!

THEY WANT TO GO BACK TO THE DUMBING DOWN OF AMERICA, SO THEY CAN HAVE THEIR WAY WITH YOU!

PEOPLE, CONGRESS, THE COURTS ARE GETTING TOO SMART!

THERE ARE SEVERAL BATTLES, RAGING RIGHT NOW, WITHIN THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH OF GOVERNMENT, HERE IN MONTANA, BETWEEN THE GOVERNOR, WHO, DIDN'T OR DID, SIGN SOMETHING, AND, SOME OTHER, ENTITY IN THE GOVERNMENT, THOUGHT I WOULD REMEMBER, IT BUT, CAN'T, SHOULD KNOW, IS TRYING TO STOP, THE GOV'S VETO, OR SIGNING OF THE BILL, BECAUSE OF TIME ISSUES!

TIMELINES MATTER!

EXECUTIVE VS. EXECUTIVE BRANCH, CONSTITUTIONAL LAW BATTLES!

FOUR PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATE HOPEFULS, ARE MAKING, GUN CONTROL ISSUES, PART OF THEIR PLANS . . . HARRIS, O'ROURKE, BUTTEGIEG, AND, WARREN, I BELIEVE?

SMART PEOPLE, BATTLING SMART PEOPLE!

CON LAW IS THE HARDEST LAW TO PRACTICE IN AND UNDERSTAND . . . THAT IS WHY WE HAVE THE SUPREMES!

FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT!

HAVE A GREAT DAY!

GOOD I DIDN'T HAVE A SEMI-AUTOMATIC WEAPON ON ME WITH WEEK!

I KNOW MYSELF.

DO YOU KNOW, YOURSELF?

COOL.

MR. LEGS . . . HOT SHERIFF?  LOL.  IT'S 5:00 SOMEWHERE . . .  BUS, 1, 4:57 PM?
MOUNTAINEER LEGS!

THIS IS A FUCKING DISASTER! NO SHIT! NUTS4NUTS. I'VE GOT THE NUTS! Y'ALL NEED JESUS! UNLEASH THE BEAST. RATTLE'N ROLL! LITTLE BIG TOWN. LONGHURST. FROM DAY ONE. WE GRIND MEAT. EXPECT EXCEPTIONAL. HALO. DEFEATER? EMPTY DAYS. SLEEPLESS NIGHTS. FAKE COWBOY. CIA! RIVER CITY BREW. FIVE ON BLACK. IF IT'S NOT BROKEN--IT'S JUST BRUISED. NASH. LUCKY'S MARKET. SPEEDY GLASS. DRIVING ON THE RIM. DON'T BUY GREEN BANANAS! EVERYTHING. EAT FISH. IN WATER WE LIVE. BLESS YOUR HEART. JUN. JUL. AUG. FUN FOR EVERYBODY! SUMMER READING PROGRAMS! TIME TO IMPEACH. EXTREMELY UNSTABLE UN-GENIUS! MUELLER REITERATES TODAY, HE DISAGREES WITH WITH U.S. AG. BARR'S ANALYSIS THAT THE MUELLER REPORT EXONERATES TRUMP! IF IT HAD, THE REPORT WOULD HAVE SAID SO! FUCK? STEADY MARCH TOWARDS IMPEACHMENT. REPUBLICAN CONGRESSIONAL REPRESENTATIVE, AMASH, GOT A STANDING OVATION AT A TOWN HALL, AMONG REPUBLICANS, FOR SAYING THAT THE TIME HAS COME TO IMPEACH TRUMP! IT IS A POLITICAL PROCESS! WE HAVE ALL THREE TRADITIONAL ELEMENTS IF NOT MORE, OF THE ARTICLES OF IMPEACHMENT: (1) ABUSE OF POWER; (2) OBSTRUCTION OF JUSTICE; AND (3) REFUSAL TO ATTEND HEARINGS AND PRODUCE DOCUMENTS, THAT ARE REQUESTED BY CONGRESS AND THE COURTS! HACKED 2:48 PM. PREDICTABLE! STUPID FUCKS! SIGN PRO: PERFECT TO THE LETTER. EARLENE FOWLER. DEAD EYE: (1) MY NAME IS ALI HUSSEIN. THIS NAME WAS AKIN TO "JOHN SMITH" IN IRAN, AND RUSS FIGURED IT WAS PHONY. THEY SHOOK HANDS. "COURT GENTRY." THAT REMAINS TO BE SEEN, ALI SAID WITH A SMILE, AND HE HELD WHITLOCK'S HAND FOR A LONG MOMENT. (2) RUSS WAS COMFORTABLE WITH THE QUESTIONS BECAUSE HE HAD READ COURT'S DOSSIER; HE KNEW IT BACKWARD AND FORWARD. AND THERE WAS ANOTHER REASON FOR HIS COMFORT, RUSS HIMSELF HAD LEAKED A TINY PORTION OF GENTRY'S FILE TO IRANIAN INTELLIGENCE MONTHS EARLIER, SO THAT HIS ANSWERS WOULD COINCIDE WITH THEIR KNOWLEDGE. (3) RUSS HAD READ ABOUT THIS MISSION IN COURT'S DOSSIER, BUT HE DID NOT KNOW WHERE IRAN CAME BY THE INFORMATION. "I APOLOGIZE," RUSS SAID. "I AM, AS YOU KNOW, NO LONGER A MEMBER OF THE CENTRAL INTELLIGENCE AGENCY, BUT I REMAIN A PATRIOT. I LOVE MY COUNTRY, AND I AM NOT HERE TO COMMIT TREASON BY GIVING CLASSIFIED INFORMATION TO A FOREIGN INTELLIGENCE AGENCY. (4) I WILL DO IT FOR TWENTY-FIVE MILLION DOLLARS. BEFORE YOU TELL ME YOU DON'T HAVE THIS KIND OF MONEY, I KNOW YOU AND THE INTELLIGENCE AGENCIES AF THE WEALTHY GULF STATES WOULD FIND IT WORTHWHILE, AND CERTAINLY WORTH . . . WHAT? A HALF HOUR OF CRUDE PRODUCTION TO PAY TO DECAPITATE THE NATION OF ISRAEL. (5) THEY WANT TO KNOW WHY THE WORLD'S GREATEST ASSASSIN WOULD COME, ALONE, TO BEIRUT. . . . THEY ARE NOT CONVINCED YOU ARE WHO YOU SAY YOU ARE. (6) RUSS KNEW WHAT WAS COMING NEXT, AND HE ALSO KNEW IT WAS GOING TO BE A PROBLEM. THEY WANT TO KNOW ABOUT KIEV. ALI HUSSEIN WAS IMPRESSED, EXACTLY. IF YOU ARE THE GRAY MAN, THEN YOU KNOW THAT THERE WERE IRANIANS PRESENT DURING THE EVENT IN KIEV THREE YEARS AGO. OF COURSE I KNOW. AND THEY WERE NOT JUST IRANIANS. THEY WERE QUDS FORCE OPERATIVES. RUSS'S EYES NARROWED. FRIENDS OF YOURS, MAYBE? ARE YOU ASKING ME FOR A COMPLETE AFTER-ACTION REPORT OF MY KIEV OPERATION? IT WOULD SETTLE ANY DOUBTS AS TO YOUR IDENTITY. I NEVER KISS AND TELL. HUSSIEN SEEMED DISAPPOINTED. THEN YOU MUST ALLOW US TIME TO INVESTIGATE YOU AND YOUR PROPOSAL. I CAN'T TELL SOME STRANGER THAT HE HAS IRNA'S BLESSING TO TARGET THE PRIME MINISTER OF ISRAEL. YOU CAN SEE HOW THAT COULD ULTIMATELY BE VERY HARMFUL FOR IRAN, SHOULD SOMETHING GO WRONG. . . . WHO COULD MAKE THE PROMISE OTHER THAN THE GRAY MAN? (7) RUSS IGNORED THE HALF-DOZEN MEN WITH GUNS EXACTLY AS HE WOULD HAVE IMAGINE COURT GENTRY WOULD IGNORE THEM, AND HE LOOKED AT HIS WATCH WITH AN ANNOYED OR BORED EXPRESSION EVERY FEW MINUTES. CORRECT. TWENTY-FIVE MILLION DOLLARS, DEPOSITED INTO A NUMBERED ACCOUNT AT A BANK IN DUBAI.

JUST HACKED, 3:15 PM, 5/29,2019, I AM ON  MISSOULA COUNTY LIBRARY, LAPTOP #13, MOUNTAIN STANDARD TIME, NOT PACIFIC . . . THAT IS PROGRAMMED IN TOO!

THIS SHIT IS STANDARD, CIA, AND, CONTRACT, FORMER CIA, AGENTS, BEHAVIOR . . . STEALING, POWERFUL, CONNECTED, PRESTIGIOUS, RICH, CREDENTIALED PEOPLE'S IDENTITY--THEN KILLING THEM, AND STEPPING INTO THEIR RICHES, POSITIONS, USING THEIR, POWERS, THAT WERE LONG EARNED AND RIGHTEOUS, WHO CAN GET THEM PLACES THEY COULD NOT ORDINARILY GO!

I GET MYSELF PLACES!

THIS IS A FUCKING DISASTER!

AUTHOR, MARK GREANEY, TRAINED WITH THE CIA AND THE MILITARY!  HE KNOWS HOW THEY OPERATE! 

IF IT'S TOO SPICEY, IT'S JUST RIGHT! AFTER POSTING, I RAN INTO THE LEAD CHEF AT THE POVERELLO HOMELESS SHELTER . . . HE ASKED ME IF I POSTED THE NEED FOR SPICES, AFTER THE SEWER MALFUNCTION, WE ARE STILL SUFFERING FROM. I TOLD HIM, I DID, BUT, "THEY" HAVE CUT OFF MY BLOG AND DON'T KNOW WHERE OR WHO OR WHAT NAME THEY ARE NOW POSTING MY WORK ON! ANYWAY, WE NEED ALL KINDS OF COOKING SPICES, HERBS, GARLIC SALT, EVEN SALT AND PEPPER, FOR COOKING! SOUPS, ARE A MAINSTAY AT THE POV, AND MUCH, LOVED AND WANTED! MANY PEOPLE DON'T HAVE TEETH, TO CHEW, SO, THEY GET THEIR HEALTH AND NUTRITION THROUGH THE SOUPS . . . GENERALLY SPICED AND FLAVORED TO PERFECTION! SUGAR AND SPICE AND EVERYTHING NICE--PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE . . . LIVE GENEROUSLY AND EITHER DROP OFF YOUR OLD SPICES, OR PURCHASES SOME LARGE CONTAINERS AT COSCO OR WALMART!

WE LOVE THE SUPPORT WE GET FROM THE COMMUNITY, AND WE WERE 100% DEPENDENT ON YOU!

HOPEFULLY THIS GETS OUT THROUGH SOME OF THE SITES, THAT THE THIEVES HAVE NOT DISCOVERED AND INTO THE COMPUTERS OF SOME OF OUR OLD DONORS, OR, NEW ONES WOULD BE GREAT TOO!

THESE COOKS, MOST MILITARY TRAINED, ARE UP BEFORE THE CRACK OF DAWN, EVEN BEFORE ME, AND I AM, AN EARLY RISER, AND WORK UNTIL WAY AFTER DINNER IS SERVED, PUTTING OUT ENOUGH FOOD FOR 500 MEALS PER DAY!

THE DUDE THAT ASKED ME, IS NOT SOMEONE, WHO EVEN SAYS MUCH, SO I WAS, HOPING MY LAST REQUEST GOT OUT BEFORE THE GOVERNMENT, SHUT ME DOWN!  FOR WHAT REASON, I HAVE NO IDEA . . . PROBABLY AFRAID THAT, FOREIGN LEADERS WILL LISTEN TO ME MORE THAN THE PRESIDENT, OR JOHN BOLTON, SECRETARY OF DEFENSE!

THAT WOULD PROBABLY BE WISE, SEEING THAT, TRUMP JUST SIDED WITH NORTH KOREA'S DICTATOR, KIM JONG UN, AND TRASHED, HIS, LIKELY RIVAL, V.P. JOE BIDEN CALLING HIM, "LOW I.Q.?"

LOL.

NOW THAT IS COMING FROM THE PEANUT GALLERY IF I EVEN HEARD IT!

WE EXSPICIALLY, NEED YOUR HELP!

KISSES. HUGS. LOVES!

TINDER BOX! ACT OF WAR. WHERE RIVERS CHANGE DIRECTION. I FEEL THE SEASONS CHANGING BENEATH ME, UNDER THE FLOOR. SHE IS BRAIDING THE WATERS OF AIR INTO THE PLAITED MANES OF HAPPY COLTS. THEY CANTER, WITHOUT MAKING A SOUND, ALONG THE SHORES OF MELTING SNOW. --JAMES WRIGHT, FROM "MARY BLY." EVERYTHING. SHORT ROUND. SERVANTS OF JESUS: TRAINED TO SERVE BY JESUS. SET FREE HEAVEN! MEMORIAL DAY BBQ WAS SO GOOD ON THE MISSOULA COUNTY COURT HOUSE LAWN. IT REMINDED ME OF THE FIRST TIME I DROVE THROUGH MISSOULA, SAW THE COURT HOUSE, TREE LINED, NOW NOT SO MUCH SO, BUT, LOVED THE DUSTY BUT LUSH, WESTERN TOWN! I GUESS YOU CAN SAY, LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT! THE VFW 289 I THINK, PUT ON A NICE, SHORT AND SWEET SERVICE TO HONOR THOSE WHO HAVE SERVED AND FALLEN, IN OUR ARMED FORCES THROUGHOUT THE YEARS, ALMOST A CENTURY OR MORE NOW . . . THE GUN SALUTE WAS COOL, BUGLE, PLAYING TAPS, PRAYER READ BY A LADY FROM THE CONGO WANTING TO THANK SERVICE MEMBERS FOR RESCUING HER AND HER FAMILY FROM, POLITICAL AND MILITARY UNREST IN THAT COUNTRY, AS OUR TROOPS HAVE DONE ALL OVER THE WORLD! THE DAY WAS BALMY, COOL, WITH, GRAY AND WHITE CLOUDS DRAPING OVER THE MOUNTAINS OF VERDANT GREEN . . . A PERFECT BACKDROP FOR A RESTFUL, FUN, FILLED, YUMMY EVENT, FROM THE MENTAL AND SPIRITUAL FOOD TO THE ACTUAL BBQ ITSELF. SHORT ROUND, IS WHAT THE HOMELESS CALL THE LADY WHO COORDINATES ALL THE FOOD EVENTS, FROM BBQ'S ON SPECIAL OCCASIONS, TO FEEDING, THE HOMELESS, ON MONDAYS, WEDNESDAYS AND FRIDAYS, HANDING OUT SHIRTS AND SOCKS! HER DAUGHTER, WEARING A "BEAUTY" SWEAT-SHIRT, SAID, TRY AS THEY WILL TO GET THIS ROUGH AND TOUGH CROWD, TO CALL "SHORT-ROUND" BY HER NAME, THEY JUST WON'T DO IT! LOL. GENERALLY PEOPLE LIKE TO EAT AND RUN, BUT THAT WAS NOT THE FEEL YESTERDAY . . . PEOPLE, INCLUDING MYSELF, HUNG OUT FOR HOURS AND ENJOYED THE GUITAR PLAYER, THE CONTINUAL STREAM OF GREAT FOOD, THE SMELL OF BBQ COALS, AND REAL BEEF PATTIES ON THE GRILL! I COULD SMELL THE FLAMES, GRILL AND HAMBURGERS COOKING FROM A BLOCK AND A HALF AWAY! IT REMINDED ME OF OLD BACKYARD BBQ'S WHEN I WAS A KID! MEMORY LANE. FUN CONVERSATIONS WITH VETS, FRIENDS, NEW FRIENDS, EVEN GOT ONE DUDE WHO TOOK THE SINGLE RED ROSE OFF THE MEMORIAL OF THE SOLDIER FROM WORLD WAR I, WHO HANDED IT TO ME, SAID, THEY DON'T NEED IT, BUT A PRETTY LADY DESERVES IT. I HAVE SERVED THIS COUNTRY IN MY OWN WAYS, MORE DOMESTIC, SERVING FOR THE LASTS, 20 YEARS, BATTLES OF UNKNOWN WARS, CARRIED OUT IN THE COURTROOMS, LEGISLATURES, AND ON THE STREETS, IN CASES, LEGISLATION, WATER COMPACTS, NOW BLOGS, FIGHTING FOR THE SAME RIGHTS, FREEDOMS, LIBERTIES, PRINCIPLES, CONCEPTS, AND CONSTITUTION, THAT ALL THE SERVICE MEMBERS HAVE FOR DECADES OR MORE! LIFE IS ALWAYS INTERESTING, WHEN, YOU FIGHT ON THE DOMESTIC FRONT, THERE ARE NO CLEAR LINES OF FRIENDS OR ENEMIES, NO DEMILITARIZED ZONES, NO FRONT LINES, AND THE GOALS AND OBJECTIVES ON EITHER SIDE, ARE NOT ALWAYS AT ODDS WITH EACH OTHER, BUT, NOR ARE THEY ALWAYS IN HARMONY WITH EACH OTHER. I AM READING THIS BOOK I HAVE MENTIONED, CALLED, "DEAD EYE" A GRAY MAN SERIES, BY MARK GREANEY, AND COURTLAND GENTRY, HAS EXPERIENCED, MANY OF THE SAME THINGS THAT I HAVE . . . I FORGOT MY BOOK, LEFT ALL MY NOTES, AND QUOTES, IN THE WINDOW SEAL AT THE POV. BUT, I KNOW THE GENERAL CONCEPTS, AND IDEAS, BY HEART, BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN LIVING THEM FOR THE LAST, 20 YEARS, AND EVEN, WHILE CELEBRATING, MEMORIAL DAY FOR THOSE WHO HAVE SERVED AND THOSE WHO HAVE FALLEN, I BELIEVE THERE WAS AN ATTEMPT ON MY LIFE . . . NOW HOW, YOU SAY, CAN THAT BE, IN OPEN DAYLIGHT, WITH SO MANY PEOPLE STANDING AROUND? IT IS SUBTLE, AS SUBTLE AS THE LINES THAT DISTINGUISH, THOSE FOR ME AND THOSE AGAINST ME, AND IT IS SHOCKING ON BOTH SIDES. LET ME START WITH THE FUNNY SIDE . . . ONE OF THE REASONS I LOVE, MONTANA SO MUCH, IS BECAUSE, THERE ARE SO MANY, CARICATURES, OR CHARACTERS, WALKING AROUND, WHO COULD BE RIGHT OUT OF A MOVIE! LOL. SO THIS INCIDENT, DATES BACK A FEW DAYS, AND WAS PICKED UP, AT THE PICNIC OR BBQ. NOW, THIS MAN HAS TO BE THE MOST SECURE, MALE IN HIS MASCULINITY, BECAUSE, HE WEARS, PINK SUNGLASSES, SPORTS A FULL BUSHY BEARD, WEARS A GRAY AND MUTED WHITE, BEANNIE, WAS WEARING, A GRAY T-SHIRT, WITH PURPLE LETTER, WITH THE WORD, "SAN FRANCISCO" ON IT, BLACK PANTS, HIKING BOOTS, AND HE IS RIDING A TURQUOISE GIRL'S BIKE! THIS DUDE SERVED 20+ YEARS IN THE MILITARY, IS VERY MASCULINE LOOKING, IF NOT CRAZY! LOL. SO, A FEW DAYS AGO, THIS DUDE, IS TALKING TO ME, ALWAYS, OR AS OF LATE WHILE I HAVE NO MONEY, EITHER GIVES ME A DIET COKE, OR, GIVES ME HIS SPARE CHANGE, SINCE THE FUCKERS TO TAKE THIS BLOG AND BILLIONS, ALSO GET ACCESS TO MY BANK ACCOUNTS, AND SOCIAL SECURITY MONEY, WHICH IS A FEDERAL CRIME, BUT FUCK, WHO CARES, WE ARE THE GOVERNMENT, RIGHT! BUT, HE MENTIONED THAT HE WAS GOING TO SEATTLE. OH, I LOVE SEATTLE. HE SAID, I HATES SEATTLE. WHY? BECAUSE, I DID $1700 WORTH OF WORK FOR THIS WOMAN, FIXING THIS OR THAT AROUND HER HOUSE OR CAR, AND SHE DIDN'T PAY ME! SO I AM GOING TO KILL HER. YOU CAN'T DO THAT! WHY DON'T YOU TAKE HER TO SMALL CLAIMS COURT? YOU DON'T WANT TO GO TO PRISON FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE! NO, I DO. I HAVE LIVED A LONG, GOOD LIFE, AND I DON'T CARE, I AM GOING TO KILL HER, FOR NOT PAYING ME! SCREAM. STILL THOUGHT HE WAS JUST JOKING. SO, HE SHOWS UP AT THE BBQ, ASKS IF HE CAN PARK HIS BIKE, NEXT TO ME . . . SURE. SO, HE COMES BACK MENTIONS, COWBOY SHOWING UP AT THE POVERELLO THE OTHER DAY. OH, YEAH, WE WENT FOR A NICE RIDE, DOWN TO HAMILTON, BUT, I MUST BE LISTENING TO YOU TOO MUCH, BECAUSE HE HAD HIS SADDLE BAGS, SITTING ON THE CONSOLE OF THE FORD RANGER, AND I FOUND A 15 INCH KNIFE IN A SHEATH, SITTING UNDER IT, AFTER, HE TOOK A SHORT DETOUR OFF THE ROAD, BETWEEN SOME BUILDINGS? I AM THINKING OF THE SYMBOLISM . . . IF YOU BAG COWBOY, I AM GOING TO KILL YOU!? OR, WELL, I CAN'T THINK OF WHY ELSE, DUDE WOULD BE RIDING AROUND WITH ME, WITH THESE ITEMS IN THE FRONT SEAT, OTHER THAN, I BELIEVE FOUR MEN, WHO, I HAVE LIKED IN THE PAST, HAVE BEEN MURDERED, SIMPLY FOR SHOWING AND INTEREST IN ME, AND I TOLD HIM, THIS LAST TIME I WAS AT THE RANCH. HE DIDN'T SEEM BOTHERED AT THE TIME, BUT, PERHAPS, NOW HE IS OR SHOULD BE. SO, MR. PINK GLASSES, SAYS IN RESPONSE TO THAT, "THERE IS VIOLENCE IN THIS COUNTRY, EVERYDAY, AND FOR GOOD REASON." ARE YOU STILL PLANING ON KILLING THAT WOMAN FROM SEATTLE? SHE IS IN LAS VEGAS, STAYING IN A $1,000 PER NIGHT, SUITE WITH GOLD TOILETS, AND I AM SITTING HERE AT A FREE BBQ! WHO'S BENEFITING? WELL ME WHO'S THE BETTER OFF? I KNOW THE FEELING! HE IS JUST SO MATTER OF FACT ABOUT THIS MURDER. STOP HITTING ON ME, I LOVE MY MAN, HE IS A SCARY VETERAN? THAT WORKS IN SOME SITUATIONS, COWBOY IS A TWO TIME PURPLE HEART, DECORATED, MARINE! I ASKED, COWBOY WHAT HE HAD THE KNIFE IN THE TRUCK FOR, PARTICULARLY UP, PLACED UNDER, THE SADDLE BAGS, CONCEALED, BETWEEN ME AND HIM? OH, JUST IN CASE IN NEED, TO USE IT, OR NEED IT IN THE MOUNTAINS OR ON THE RANCH. MMMMM. IT WASN'T HERE LAST TIME I RODE IN THIS TRUCK? MEN. DON'T GET THEM, DON'T UNDERSTAND THEM, AROUND THEM ALL MY LIFE! BUT, I CAN RELATE TO THE PINK SUNGLASSES DUDE, TOO COOL TO TAKE THEM OFF A NIGHT! LOL. READ BELOW, AS, MY BLOG IS LIFTED DAILY NOW, AND NO LONGER SHOWS UP ALL OVER THE FUCKING WEB, ANYMORE LIKE IT HAS FOR THE LAST, ALMOST 6 YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK. ALL THEIR GAIN, ALL MY PAIN! I DO THIS FOR THE EDUCATIONS, ENTERTAINMENT, UNDERSTANDING, AND FUN, OF THE WORLD, FOR GOD SAKE! HOW CAN ANY GROUP BE SO FUCKING SELFISH, SELF-CENTERED, GREEDY, TO STEAL WHAT CAN CHANGE THE WORLD, AND DENY, THE JOY? I JUST DON'T GET IT? BUT, I HAVE NEVER BEEN MATERIALISTIC, GREEDY, NOR SELFISH! NOW THIS IS WHERE, THINGS START TO GET DICEY. SO I NOTICE THIS DUDE, TRYING TO LOOK HOMELESS . . . BELIEVE ME, THERE IS A BIG DIFFERENCE BETWEEN, SOME FEDERAL AGENT WHO GROWS A BEARD, AND DRESSES, YUPPIE, COOL, HOMELESS AND THE REAL MCCOY! NOW I HAVE NEVER HAD ANYONE GUESS ME AS HOMELESS, BUT, STILL, BEING ONE, I CAN TELL! IT IS ALMOST LIKE BEING AN ATTORNEY, I CAN TELL THE FRAUDS, THE COPS WHO WANT TO PRESENT THEMSELVES AS ATTORNEYS OR THE PRIVATE INVESTIGATORS, WHO WRITE BRIEFS AND DO EVERYTHING BUT, GO TO LAW SCHOOL, TAKE THE BAR AND DO ALL THE HARD WORK, THEY JUST WANT THE TITLE AND ACT AS IF THEY EARNED A LAW DEGREE . . .SHELLEY, RACHEL, SUE, DAD, BRETT, JAM,ES, AND ALL THE OTHER FRAUDSTERS, MILES, ALLAN, FRANK, AND GANG, AND JUST BECAUSE, I MAKE IT LOOK EASY, DOES'NT MEAN YOU COULD EVER DO IT, LAZY ASS, MOTHER FUCKERS WHO CAN'T WRITE ON OF THESE BLOGS, MAKING BILLIONS! THEM SPENDING IT ON CIA, FUCKED UP BULL SHIT OPS, GAMING AROUND THE WORLD, KILLING PEOPLE WITH BLACK OP PRISONS, WORKING OUTSIDE THE BOUNDARIES OF THE LAW, AND FUNDING OF CONGRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T AGREE WITH YOU OR YOUR POSITIONS! SOMEONE HAS THE SAME TOOLS, AND CAN STOP THIS, BUT BENEFITS TOO MUCH, FROM STEALING! SO, THERE IS THIS FEDERAL LOOKING, ALLEGED, HOMELESS GUY, PREPPY, HOMELESS, SITTING LISTENING TO EVERY WORD I AM SAYING . . . UNTIL, HE NOTICED ME, NOTICE HIM. NOW THE DUDE WITH THE BIKE AND WHO GAVE ME THE ROSE IS AN INTERESTING POSSIBLE "PROP" TO IDENTIFY ME. ARE YOU STARTING TO SEE THE CHANGE OF EVENTS, AND PLAYERS. PUT THE ROSE ON THE STATUE OF THE FALLEN SOLDIER, LIKE WE WANT HER TO BE, SOCIAL WARRIOR AND JUSTICE SOLDIER! I HAD NEVER SEEN THE BIKER DUDE WHO GAVE ME THE ROSE, BEFORE EITHER, FEDS CRASHING THE MEMORIAL DAY BBQ FOR THE HOMELESS, APPEARED SO . . . MUCH LIKE THE KISS OF JUDAS, ON JESUS CHEEK, GIVING ME A SINGLE RED ROSE, AND ACT OF TREASON, SEEING THAT, I HAVE FOUGHT, FOR WE THE PEOPLE, FOR 20 YEARS, AND TAKEN MY OATH TO THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, TAKEN, 5 TIMES, PROBABLY AS SERIOUS AS ANYONE IN THE HISTORY OF THIS COUNTRY, AND ALL BUT, FOR THE INCOMPETENCY OF THE GOON SQUAD, FOLLOWING ME AND TRYING TO KILL ME FOR THE LAST 20 YEARS, TOO, I WOULD AND EASILY COULD HAVE PAID THE ULTIMATE PRICE FOR, MY SERVICE JUST LIKE THE FALLEN SOLDIERS OF ALL THE WARS! THEN, THE THIRD, GUYS, IN THE PARTY CRASHER'S GOON SQUAD, APPROACHES ME. WE TALK, WARS, STATUES, VETERANS, MARINES, AND, LOW AND BEHOLD, HE IS ONE TOO! SO SURROUNDED BY MARINES, THINKING KILLING ME BY FELLOW SOLDIERS, IS SOMEHOW MORE NOBLE? EVENTUALLY, HE SAID, I BET YOU INTIMIDATE A LOT OF MEN. I DO. THEN, HE SAID, THERE WAS SOMETHING, I NEEDED TO KNOW ABOUT MEN . . . THEY NEED TO THINK THEY ARE IN CHARGE? THAT CAME IN RESPONSE TO ME SAYING SOMETHING, ABOUT, HUSBANDS AND WIVES, MEN AND WOMEN, ARE A TEAM, WORKING TOGETHER, MUCH LIKE SHORT ROUND AND HER BIKER, VET HUSBAND, SERVANTS OF JESUS! THEN, HE TRIED TO CORRECT ME. LOOK, MEN NEED TO BE IN CHARGE. I SAID, LOOK, TAKE ME AND COWBOY . . . HIS EXPERTISE IS ON THE RANCH, RAISING CATTLE, AND I KNOW NOTHING OF THAT. HE IS ALSO, OR HAS, WORKED WITH THE U.S. MARSHALS, GOES AFTER SOME REAL BAD GUYS, LIKE THE UNI BOMBER, OR THE DALLAS CHARACTER WHO SHOT THE TWO GAME WARDENS, OR THE BABY RAPIST, WHO HE SHOT 4 WEEKS AGO. I WILL DEFER TO HIM IN ALL THOSE AREAS, OR OTHERS I SEE THAT HE IS COMPETENT IN, AND HE IN TURN, SHOULD, DEFER TO ME, IN THE LAW, OR POLITICS, OR GOVERNMENT, ETC. HE IS BETTER IN THE KITCHEN THAN I AM! EVERYONE HAS THEIR AREAS OF EXPERTISE, AND I AM JUST SIMPLY NOT GOING TO FOLLOW OR DEFER TO SOME DUMB ASS, THAT IS NOT SMARTER THAN I AM IN SOMETHING! HE SEES THIS IS A LOSING BATTLE. SO HE ASKS ME WHERE I AM LIVING? AT THE POVERELLO, AND I TELL HIM OF MY TALES OF WOE, TRYING TO GET HOUSING IN SEATTLE, THREE TIMES TOP OF THE LIST, AND WHEN, THE COPS, OR A SISTER THE COPS FUCK, WANTS, MY PLACE AT MY RATES, THE GIG VANISHES! JUST LIKE THE INSIDERS, RENTAL, I HAPPENED ON, JUST LAST WEEK, WAITING AT THE BUS STOP, SOME CHICK WHO WORKS AT FRESH MARKET, ASKED IF I WAS THE LADY WHO HELPED HER FIND THE DETOUR BUS ROUTE, THE OTHER DAY. YEAH THAT IS ME, SORRY I WAS SO RAUNCHY WITH YOU, IT WAS LUNCH TIME AND I COULDN'T UNDERSTAND, IF YOU WORKED AT FRESH MARKET, HOW YOU COULD NOT KNOW, WHERE THE STREET NEXT TO THE MARKET IS ON THE OTHER SIDE OF BROADWAY IS? I DON'T DO STUPID WELL! LOL. IT WAS LIKE, SERIOUSLY, YOU WORK THERE AND YOU DON'T KNOW, THE RAMP, THAT GOES UP TO THE STREET FROM THE MARKET, THAT IS EXACTLY WHERE THE BUS STOP IS! SHE WAS NICE AND SHE OVERHEARD ME AND SOME OTHER POV CHICK, TALKING RENTALS, AND SHE MENTIONED THAT SHE WAS MOVING TO DETROIT, MICHIGAN OR SOMEWHERE, AND SHE WAS LEAVING HER APARTMENT. GREAT LOCATION, GREAT PRICE, PERFECT, FOR WHERE I LIKE TO HANG OUT IN MISSOULA, BREAK ESPRESSO, PEAK, WORDENS, DEL TACO, ETC. SO WE TEXT, TEXT, TEXT, I CALL THE LANDLORD, AND SHE IS SUPPOSE TO CALL ME TO GIVE ME A TIME TO SHOW ME THE PLACE . . . NEVER CALLS, NEVER CALLS, NEVER CALLS??????? SHE SEEMED EXCITED FOR ME TO GET THE PLACE? FUCK, SHELLEY WILL STEAL IT OUR FROM UNDER MY FEET, AS USUAL! SO, FINALLY, I GIVE UP, NOT GOING TO BOTHER, SOMEONE, ABOUT RENTING, AND NOT SURE I DON'T HAVE TO GO BACK TO UTAH, TO HELP MY DAUGHTER, TO GET THROUGH, FIRE SEASON, WITH THREE YOUNG BOYS AND LOSER, NAVY SEAL DAD, NO MONEY OF COURSE, AS HE BANKS ON WHAT HE SHOULD BE PAYING HER FOR CHILD SUPPORT! NOT ALL MEMBERS OF THE MILITARY ARE HONORABLE, NOBLE, OR STAND UP GUYS, CASE IN POINT! GET THE UTAH ASSISTANT ATTORNEY GENERALS ON HIS FAT ASS, AND HE WILL PAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL. I KNOW THEM PERSONALLY, AND USED TO BE IN THAT DIVISION, BUT DOING HEALTH CARE AND INSURANCE COLLECTIONS, RATHER THAN, CHILD SUPPORT COLLECTION! THESE ATTORNEYS ARE RABID BEASTS . . . 20 YEARS OF PAYBACK, UNDERCOVER FUCKING COPS, DALLAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BANKING ON ME AND ELLIOT FOR 20 YEARS! DUDE WAS SENT, TO INFILTRATE MY FAMILY AND FUCK WITH IT, BIG TIME AND HE DID! NOW TIMES ARE CHANGING AND I AM GOING TO FUCK YOU BACK, ASSHOLE . . . FORGET THE FINE PRINT UP HERE IN THE TITLE, SHELLEY, KAY, GIRLS AND BOYS CLUB, ARE TRYING TO SAVE THEIR FALLEN SOLDIER, DALLAS, ENEMY FROM DAY FUCKING ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO TO THE BIG ASS PRINT, BELOW! DALLAS LOOKS TOO OLD, BALD, FAT, STUPID, FOR EVEN ME, LET ALONE MY BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER, MOTHER FUCKER!!!!!!!!!! SO, THIS MAN, MARINE, WHO, THINKS I AM TOO YOUNG, TO REMEMBER VIETNAM, WHERE HE FOUGHT . . . NO ACTUALLY,, I MARRIED A VET, THE WRONG ONE, THE GOVERNMENT DIA, LOOK-ALIKE, SO NO, I AM NOT TOO YOUNG TO REMEMBER VIETNAM, MY ERA! OH, I THOUGHT YOU WERE 38 OR YOUNGER! MR. PINK SUNGLASSES, SHOULD HAVE A PINK CADILLAC, TOO, LOL,, PIPES UP IN SHOCK, IF SOMEONE ASKED ME IF YOU WERE 38 I WOULD BELIEVE THEM! THANKS FOR THE COMPLIMENT, BUT, NO THE FRAUD, BROADS, OR BOWLING ALLEY BITCHES, WHO HAVE PROSTITUTED THEMSELVES, TO THE LOSERS, STEALING THIS BLOG, DON'T GET MY KIDS, CAREER, LAW DEGREE, LICENSE, AND HONORS AND AWARDS AND HOPEFULLY SOMEONE WILL GET THEIR FUCKING LOSERS ASSES IN PRISON, SOON! GOD? PATHETIC. SO, HE SAID, HE CAN HELP ME, GET AN APARTMENT, IF I JUST GO TO HIS HOTEL WITH HIM? AH, NO. THAT DOESN'T SOUND LIKE YOU WANT TO HELP ME, FUCK ME, BUT, NOT HELP ME, KILL ME, BUT NOT HELP ME. I TELL HIM NO. THAT DOESN'T REGISTER WITH HIM, HE ASSUMES I AM LEAVING WITH HIM? WHERE DID YOU NOT HEAR, NO! I DON'T WANT YOUR HELP! DUDE, MARINE, LOOKS, MEAN AND PISSED. SHORTLY AFTER THAT, SOME LADY AND HER HUSBAND, SHOWS UP LOOKING AT THE STATUE OF THE WWI WARRIOR, AND SHE I MISSING AN ARM! GOD INTEL, THIS GUY WOULD HAVE CUT OF THE HAND THAT FEEDS, THE CIA AND MARINES, THE TOP TIER OF THE NEW WORLD ORDER? WAS THAT WHAT THE OTHER MARINE, AND I ALWAYS FORGET THEY ARE IN ON THIS SHIT, BUT IS WHAT WHAT COWBOY WAS GOING TO DO TO ME, CUT OFF MY ARM? U.S. MARSHAL! PROBABLY, BUT, AGAIN, I AM TOO CUTE TO KILL, AND STILL CUT ENOUGH TO FUCK! BIG DELIMMA FOR MEN! LOL! DON'T DARE LOOK UP WHO TO SPELL, DILEMNA? SHELLEY IS THE READER, NOT ME! SHE LIVED THROUGH BOOKS, I LIVED LIFE! SO THAT WAS BIZARRE. BUT TYPICAL, AND AS, I BASKED IN THE SUN RAYS, OFF AND ON, THAT MAN'S FACE, SEEMED SOMEWHAT FAMILIAR TO ME, TAKING ME BACK ABOUT, 4 YEARS, TO AN INCIDENT I HAD AT THE AQUATIC CENTER, IN MISSOULA, WHEN, I USED TO SWIM EACH DAY, ONE OF MY 8 FITNESS PROGRAMS, THAT THESE FUCKS, JEALOUS SHITS, FUCK WITH . . . THERE WAS ALWAYS, A STINK OP, GOING ON, JUST LIKE A LA FITNESS, THIS LAST YEAR IN SEATTLE, OR FUEL FITNESS, OR CAPITAL CITY GYM IN HELENA, PLANET FITNESS IN VEGAS, ETC.! MOST OF THEM, I LIKE JESUS, COULD READ, LIKE A BOOK, AS I DID THIS ONE. SO, NOT UNLIKE, YESTERDAY, THERE HAD BEEN, NO BUSES RUNNING, SOME HOLIDAY, OR BIG EVENT IN MISSOULA, AND I LEFT THE FESTIVITIES AND DECIDED TO HIT A LAST NIGHT SWIM, OR LAST MINUTE SWIM, THE POOL WAS CLOSING AT 6:00 PM, THAT NIGHT. I WALKED FROM DOWNTOWN, ALONG THE RIVER, AND GOT TO THE POOL, HAPPY TO SEE ALL THE FAMILIES AND KIDS WERE STILL AT THE FUN DOWNTOWN! YEAH, SWIMMING POOL TO MYSELF. THEN, TWO, COP LOOKING FAMILIES, CAME, JUST THE WAY THE DUDES, DEALT WITH THEIR WIVES AND KIDS, COP LIKE, BOSSY, BORDERLINE MEAN, SO I NOTICED THEM! I WAS WEARING A BLACK AND WHITE POCKA-DOT, SWIMSUIT. SO THIS, OLDER, MARINE, LOOKING DUDE, A BIT, SHORT, BUZZ CUT, HIGH AND TIGHT, HAIR STYLE, JUST LIKE THE DUDE YESTERDAY, COMES AND GETS IN THE HOT TUB! HE IS SCOPING THE PLACE, LIKE, HE IS DOING SURVEILLANCE FOR A VICTIM OR ANOTHER ASSASSIN. FINALLY, SOME YOUNG GIRL AND HER LITTLE BROTHER COMES IN, AND SHE IS WEARING A SMALLER PRINT, BLACK AND WHITE POCK-ADOT, SWIMMING SUIT, SHE HAS BLOND HAIR, AND ALL THE TIME, THIS DUDE WAS SCOPING OUT THE JOINT, I WAS IN THE WATER, SO MY HAIR, PROBABLY LOOKED LIGHT BROWN, OR DARKER, AND HE NEVER SAW MY SWIMSUIT! I SEE THIS OLD DUFFER, GET OUT OF THE WATER AND GO OVER TO THE YOUNG GIRL. HE HAD PROBABLY BEEN TOLD THAT I LOOKED YOUNGER THAN, I AM . . . TRUE, BUT THAT IS RIDICULOUS! SHE WAS, LATE TEENS, EARLY TWENTIES! MAYBE A YOUNG LOOKING MOTHER? CERTAINLY, NOT, A WHAT 60 YEAR OLD! LOL. PAYS, IN THIS BUSINESS TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF, OR BE BLESSED WITH YOUNG GENES! THEY CAN NEVER QUIT, FIGURE OUT WHO I AM! ON THE BUS TODAY, THERE WAS A SIGN, THAT SAID, "PLEASE HELP US SEE YOU!" LOL. I MEAN REALLY, I HAVE WONDERED IF I AM INVISIBLE OR SOMETHING, TAKE ON THE IMAGE OF CHRIST OR SOMETHING? LOL. COPS STANDING RIGHT OVER MY HEAD, LOOK RIGHT PAST ME!? PERFECT. I THINK THEY HAVE FIGURED IT OUT, FINALLY, HAVE BEEN LEAVING ME ALONE, OR, TRYING TO LULL ME INTO COMPLACENCY, AND FALL INTO SOME COP TRAP! LOL. AUTO DIDACTIC, ALWAYS KNOW! HONED IN SUPERIOR SKILLS! PROFESSIONAL! DON'T EVER THINK THAT, CLIMBING AND SCRATCHING, CLAWING YOUR WAY, TO THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT, IS NOT LIKE WAR, OR AN ACT OF WAR! LOL. YOU LEARN A SHIT LOAD OF STUFF, SKILLS, AND SMART SHIT! STEALING YOU WAY TO THE TOP, YOU MISS OUT ON THE GLORY OF THE CLIMB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO, AS I AM LOOKING AROUND, THE POOL, WATCHING FOR WHAT APPEARS TO BE A HIT, WITH A MAN, WHO LOOKED A LOT LIKE THE DUDE, WHO TRIED TO GET ME TO HIS APARTMENT, OR HOTEL, WAS, GETTING TO THE TIME THE POOL SHOULD CLOSE, IN NOTICED THE COPS AND THEIR FAMILIES ALL GETTING OUT, THE YOUNG CHICK AND HER BROTHER, OR KID, WERE STILL IN THE POOL, TALKING TO THE MARINE OR COP! I GOT OUT, UNNOTICED, OR SO I THOUGHT . . . GOT IN THE SHOWER, AND ALL THE SUDDEN, HEARD THE SWIM SUIT RINGER, OPEN, AND NOT SHUT! THE SOUND IS LOUD AND OBNOXIOUS! IT JUST KEPT, GOING AND GOING, THEN, SOMEONE POUNDED ON MY SHOWER, DRESSING ROOM DOOR, AND BENT THE LOCK, BLOCKING ME FROM GETTING OUT, BUT FOR A SMALL OPENING, AT THE BOTTOM, OF THE DOOR, SOLID, METAL, AND, WITH, LATCHES OF STEAL! I HAD TO EVENTUALLY, CLIMB UNDER THE DOOR! I SHUT THE LID ON THE BLASTED, ANNOYING MACHINE, THAT COULD COVER A SOUND OF A SHOT GUN, BLAST! TEAM A, ASSASSINATES, TEAM B, CLEANS UP THE MESS! EASY CLEAN UP, IN A TILE SHOWER . . . REACH OVER THE DOOR, SHOT ME, AND, BLOOD CAN BE JUST WASHED, DOWN THE DRAIN, AND, THE SCENE IS CONTAINED, AND THERE IS NOBODY BUT THE YOUNG GIRL AND BOY, NEVER WOULD HAVE NOTICED ANYTHING . . . BUT ONE THING WAS STRANGE, THE DOOR TO THE POOL HAD BEEN LOCKED, ALSO, MAYBE BLOCKING THE GIRL FROM COMING IN THE LOCKER ROOM? DID SOMEONE SAVE ME, OR DID, I BLOCK THE KILL, OR WHAT THE FUCK? THE NEXT MORNING, I GOT IN MY LOCKER AT THE POV. AND, MY BLACK AND WHITE POKE-A-DOT, OH, THERE WE GO, HAD BEEN SLASHED, THREE TIMES, ONE FOR EACH STINK OP THAT FAILED! THE SLASHERS AND THRASHERS, LEFT THEIR, MARK, SHOWING THE ANGER AND RAGE, AT ME AND TAKING THAT OUT ON MY FUCKING SWIMMING SUIT? LOL. IT IS GETTING TIME FOR LUNCH, I WANTED TO, MENTION, JUST A FEW THINGS, I STARTED AND GOT WAYLAID, FROM THE BOOK, AND THE SIMILARITIES, WITH ME AND THE MAIN CHARACTER, COURTLAND OR COURT GENTRY, SYMBOLIC OF ME AND THE COURT: (1) THIS DUDE WAS A HIGHLY TRAINED, MILITARY, MARINE, I THINK, DID SPECIAL OPS, WAS TRAINED AND RECRUITED BY THE CIA, AND HAD SPECIAL TACTICAL TRAINING THERE TOO . . . KIND OF LIKE ME, NOT YOUR AVERAGE JO ATTORNEY, FOR SURE, PROFESSOR, BLOGGER, AND SO MUCH MORE, LOBBYIST, ETC.! (2) HE WAS OVERLY GOOD AT HIS SKILLS, JOB, AND ON HIS ASSIGNMENTS, FIRST WITH THE MILITARY AND LATER WITH THE CIA, UNTIL, THEY PUT OUT A "SHOOT-TO-KILL" ORDER ON HIM? HE NEVER COULD FIGURE OUT WHY, HE LOVED HIS COUNTRY, SERVED IT WITH HONOR AND DID SO WITH THE CIA TOO! THIS MORNING, LOOKING IN THE DIARY PRODUCTS, THERE WAS SOME YOGURT, AND IT WAS CALLED, OR SAID, "TOO GOOD!" I BELIEVE, BELIEVE IT OR NOT, THAT, BOTH ME AND COURT, WERE JUST TOO FUCKING GOOD AND WHATEVER WE DID! (3) HE WAS "IMPOSSIBLE GOOD AT PHYSICAL TYPE STUFF" FIGHTING THE BAD GUYS, AND TAKING DOWN, DOUBLE DIGIT, CASUALTIES, AND NOT GETTING HIT HIMSELF! DITTO! (4) HE SAID, HE DID NOT KNOW WHY, HE WAS BEING CHASED AT SOME POINT, BUT HE JUST KNEW HE WAS . . . SAME HERE, NOT REASON, NO CRIMES, NO WARRANTS, UNLESS BOGUS, FRAMED OR WHATEVER, TOTALLY LAW ABIDING! AS WAS THIS CHARACTER, PROBABLY BASED ON A REAL SOLDIER! (5) THERE WAS ONE INCIDENT IN KIEV, THAT, COURT WAS SO, GOOD THAT THE REST OF THE TEAM DIDN'T BELIEVE, IT WAS EVEN HUMANLY POSSIBLE FOR HIM TO HAVE DONE WHAT HE DID! DITTO! I TOOK NOTES ON THE RUN, WROTE THIS BLOG, FOR 5.5 YEARS, ON THE RUN, WITH STINK OPS, ALMOST EVERY FUCKING DAY, FROM MCDONALD'S, TO THE LAW SCHOOL, WITH, 8 COMPUTERS FRIED, AND ALL PHONES, TRAVELING, AT LEAST 6 WESTERN STATES, AND, WRITING ALMOST, EVERYDAY, NEVER EVEN MISSING FOR, CHRISTMAS AND HOLIDAYS! SAME WITH THE $357.6 MILLION SECURITIES CASE, GOING TO THE U.S. SUPREMES, WHO, I BELIEVE, NOT ONLY STOLE MY WORK AND RESULTS, BUT COPIED, FOR THE MOST PART, AND CASE, I WAS WAITING FOR THEM TO COME OUT WITH TO HELP ME! MY "BRILLIANT" BRIEF, WORDS OF MY CLIENT, WITH A MBA, CAME OUT 10 MONTHS BEFORE, U.S.A. VS. JONES, USING MY CREATIVE INTERPRETATION OF THE 4TH AMENDMENT! NOW JUSTICE NEAL GORFUCK IS ON THE U.S. SUPREME COURT? ANY CONNECTIONS TO MAKING THE CASE, "UNPUBLISHED" AND "NON-PRECEDENT" SETTING? MY BRIEF IS BETTER THAN, THE U.S. SUPREME COURTS, BECAUSE, LIKE AN ALGEBRA EQUATION, THEY GOT THE ANSWER RIGHT, BUT DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO MAKE THE ARGUMENTS, FIT THE SOLUTION OR FINDING IN THE CASE! SHHHHHH! NOBODY BUT ME, THE WRITER, THE RESEARCHER, THE ATTORNEY, THE PERSON WHO TOOK THE CASE, FROM, THE FIRST IDEA, TO BEING STOLEN, WOULD KNOW! TOO GOOD! SO GOOD, IT'S GONE . . . JUST LIKE MY BLOG!!!!!!!!! (6) NOW, COURT CAN ONLY, WORK, AS A CONTRACTOR AND HIT MAN FOR PRIVATE, GOVERNMENT CONNECTED FIRMS, BEING PAID BIG BUCKS TO BREAK NECKS AND KILL! HE HAS NO COUNTRY, HAS NOT HOME, CAN'T EVER STOP AND WELL NEVER, BE, SAFE, UNTIL THEY KILL HIM! ONE OF THE REASONS, FOR THE "SHOOT-TO-KILL" ORDER, IS THAT HE IS CAUSING TROUBLE IN THE INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DO YAH THINK?????? GOD? WHO WOULDN'T WANT SOMEONE LIKE HIM AND ME ON THEIR TEAM? FUCK? STUPID IS AS STUPID DOES! IT HAS TAKEN, 6 TO 10 WOMEN AND PROBABLY THAT MANY MEN, OR MORE TO DO WHAT, I DO, OR STEAL WHAT I DO AND TAKE CREDIT FOR MY WORK AND I AM GOING HALF SPEED, AT BEST, EFFORTLESS! I AM A PROFESSIONAL, IN THE HIGHEST SENSE OF THE WORD! SO WAS HE. THE ORDER SAID, TO SHOOT HIM AND WHEN HE IS DOWN, SHOOT HI AGAIN, UNTIL THE SON OF A BITCH NEVER MOVES ANOTHER MUSCLE! DITTO! (7) ANOTHER MAN, WHO LOOKED LIKE COURT AND WAS TRAINED LIKE COURT, RUSS, CAME AND HELPED HIM AGAINST, 8 MEN FROM THE GOVERNMENT CONTRACTORS WHO WERE HIRED BY THE CIA, TO KILL COURT, SO THE AGENCY OR THE "COMPANY" DIDN'T GET BLAMED, OR CONNECTED TO THE KILL! BETWEEN THE TWO MEN, THEY TOOK OUT AT LEAST, 6 OF THEM, MAYBE 7. RUSS WAS INJURED, AND COVERED FOR COURT, WHO DIDN'T TRUST HIM, JUST LIKE I TOLD THE DUDE YESTERDAY, I DON'T TRUST ANYONE, EVEN MY OWN, KIDS! RUSS, WANTED TO USE, COURT TO SET UP SOME NEW COMPANY, TO COMPETE FOR THE BIG BUCKS, AROUND THE GLOBE, DOING THIS KIND OF SHIT, TAKING OUT WORLD LEADERS AND BAD GUYS, ALLEGEDLY, BUT COURT DIDN'T TRUST HIM AND RIGHTLY SO . . . (8) RUSS, INJURED, FINDS HIMSELF WITH SOME INTELLIGENCE AGENT, FROM MOSSAD, THE ISRAELI INTEL, ARM, AND, HE DOESN'T HAVE A PASSPORT, AND IS, WORRIED HE MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO PASS THROUGH CUSTOMS, WITH TWO COPS, EYEING HIM AND CALLING IN TOP SECURITY OR INTEL GUYS . . . WHEN IN A TOUGH SPOT, RUSS, NOT HIS REAL NAME, INVOKES THE NAME OF "COURT" TO GET THROUGH, BECAUSE, COURT'S NAME IS FAMOUS AROUND, WORLD SPIES, FOR ALL HIS HAS DONE AND IS NOTED FOR . . . IT IS KIND OF LIKE SHELLEY, GOING UNDER COVER, AS ME MEETING WITH, KIM JONG UN, AND ME SEEING HER IN THE FIRST TRIP, AND ALERTING, KIM THAT THE LADY, HE SEES AND THE BLOGGER HE LOVES, ARE NOT ONE IN THE SAME WOMEN, AND HE IS BEING, FOOLED BY TRUMP, WHO IS BEING FOOLED BY SHELLEY, OR THIS GOON SQUAD, OF FUCKERS! THEY HAVE ALTERIOR MOTIVES, FOR WHATEVER, THE COUNTRY, NEEDS, THEY ARE SPECIAL INTERESTS, LIKE THE MEN LIKE COURT AND RUSS, WORKING FOR CONTRACTORS, ACTING ON BEHALF OF GOVERNMENT AGENCIES WHO CAN'T DO THIS SHIT! SO THE USE OF A WORLD FAMOUS NAME AND ASSUMING THEIR IDENTITY, TO GET PLACES AND IN DOORS . . . THE BIG READ! FROM PUTIN TO TRUMP, TO ANGELA, TO THERESA, AND BEBE! DON'T FOOL YOURSELVES! NOW I DON'T KNOW WHERE, MY BLOGS ARE GOING, OTHER THAN INTO SOME PRIVATE, COMPUTER, BEING DENIED TO THE PUBLIC THE INTENDED BENEFICIARIES! (9) RUSS, TELLS, COURT THAT HE CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHY THE CIA WANTS HIM DEAD EITHER, A TOTAL PATRIOT, LOVES THE COUNTRY, FIGHTS FOR THE COUNTRY??????????? ME NEITHER! I LEFT THE BBQ, HEARING THERE WAS ANOTHER, BBQ AT ST. FRANCIS XAVIOR CHURCH, BUT AT 4:00 PM, RATHER THAN, THE REAL TIME, RIGHT AFTER THE OTHER BBQ, BEING TOLD THIS BY, SOME DUDE, I SUSPECT OF BEING, IN THIS CROWD, OF LEACHES, ON THE NON-GOVERNMENT, GOVERNMENT, "SHOOT-TO-KILL" LIST--I DON'T MEET ANYONE BY ACCIDENT, ALL IS PLANNED, SAM CAN'T REMEMBER HIS LAST NAME, SOMETHING, SUSPICIOUS, SOUNDING, SEEING HIM EVERYWHERE I GO, TOLD ME ABOUT THE BBQ, WANTED ME TO GO WITH HIM . . . AH, NO! I WILL MEET YOU THERE . . . 4 HOURS AFTER THE BBQ? BUT, I DITCHED HIM AND WENT IN THE PAWN SHOP ACROSS FROM THE COURT HOUSE, TO KILL SOME TIME . . . . AS I LOOKED THROUGH THE VIDEOS, ALL THE ONES OF THOUSANDS THAT JUMPED OUT AT ME, WERE "KILL ZONE" OR "DEAD-RING" OR ALL THESE TOP SUPER-DUPER TRAINED, MILITARY OR COP TYPES, HIRED TO DO THE DIRTY WORK OF THE GOVERNMENT, WITH, QUESTIONABLE MOTIVES AND MONEY SOURCES! YEAH, LONG HAIRED, INDIAN DUDE, IS ONE OF THEIRS, I JUST KNOW IT, MET ME THE FIRST NIGHT IN TOWN, BEEN HANGING AROUND EVER SINCE . . . ALL THERE WERE AT THE BBQ AT THE CHURCH, WERE WINDOW WASHERS? USE SERVICE PERSONNEL, FOR COVER FOR AGENTS . . . WAITING FOR ME? NOT FLATTERED! DON'T KNOW HOW LONG I WILL KEEP WRITING, AND THAT MAY BE THE GOAL, BECAUSE, THEY ARE STEALING IT ALMOST AS I WRITE IT, SO???????????????????????? WHAT IS THE THRILL FOR ME IF, WE THE PEOPLE NEVER GET IT? I DON'T WANT THESE BUTTFUCKING FAGGOTS AND MOGGOTS, TO GET MY MONEY AND FUND SHIT I DON'T WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOT ONLY ARE MY ENEMIES, HACKING MY BLOG, BUT THEY HAVE BLOCKED IT FROM ALMOST EVERY SITE ON THE INTERNET, AFTER BEING THE TOP 3 TO 10 ON EVERY SITE, ALMOST WITHOUT EXCEPTIONS, NOW ALMOST CAN'T FIND IT, BUT FOR A FEW, STRAGGLER BLOGS THAT WERE SO BIG, THAT THEY DIDN'T NEED TO BE UNDER MY TITLE OR BLOGSPOT, STOOD BY THEMSELVES, BUT, AFTER THE LAST 1,000 BLOGS, WERE STOLEN, FOLLOWED BY ANOTHER, 1142 OR SO, ROUGHLY 2,000 BLOGS AND THAT FOLLOWING 50 OR SO EARLIER IN THE YEAR, THE BLOG IS ALMOST  COMPLETELY GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I BELIEVE, THE HACKERS, SHELLEY, KAY, BRETT, JAMES, MY FATHER, MORMON CONTROLLED, NSA, CIA, FBI, DIA, DEA, AND ALL THE ALPHABET SOUPS, AND THE MARINES, ARE GOING TO AFTER STEALING THE BLOGS AND ALL THE INITIAL MONEY, I MAKE, THEY NOW ARE GOING TO MARKET BOOKS, UNDER, MY NAME AND SELL THE BLOGS, IN BOOK FOR, TO DOUBLE THEIR PROFITS, WITHOUT ME GETTING A FUCKING RED PENNY!  THE CURSOR, WENT BACK TO THE START OF THE TITLE, SO, THAT IS A CLEAR SIGN TO ME THAT IT HAS BEEN HACKED, AND, I HAD A HARD TIME FINDING, A SITE WITH MY BLOG, AN UNKNOWN, FOR THE LAST 5.5 YEARS!

THEY ARE ROBBING YOU . . . I ALREADY KNOW THIS STUFF!  THEY WANT TO MAKE YOU PAY FOR WHAT I FREELY, GAVE TO YOU FOR NOTHING!  GOD ONLY KNOWS, WHAT NAME, TITLE, BLOGSPOT, OR BOOK TITLE, THEY WILL MARKET IT UNDER . . . ONE OF THE 1,000 NAMES, WHO GET BANK OFF ME, FOR PLAYING THEIR FUCKED UP LITTLE GAMES TO FUND BLACK OP CIA GIGS AROUND THE GLOBE . . . THEY ARE UP TO NO GOOD!  THEY NEED TO BE DISBANDED AND START OVER, LIKE THEY DID WITH THE OFFICE OF STRATEGIC INTELLIGENCE AND SERVICES!  THEY ARE ALL ABOUT SELF-INTERESTS OBVIOUSLY, THE BUSINESS SIDE OF AMERICA!  FORGET THE RIGHTS, LIKE THIS, BOLD FACED, THEFT OF INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY!

HACKED AGAIN, FUCKING 9:11 AM, THIS TELLS ME THIS IS AUTO HACKING!  PROGRAMMED IN, TO HACK, EVERY WORD I LOOK UP, OR SPELL CHECK, OR, IF I GO TO THE BODY OF THE BLOG!  FUCKING DISGUSTING, NOW THEY ARE TAKING, AND STEALING, EVEN THE JOY, I GET OUT KNOWING, HOW MANY READERS I GET ON HOME MANY, SITES, ON HOW MANY SEARCH ENGINES, ALL OF THEM, AND USED TO BE ON EVERY GOD DAMNED SITE, ON THE INTERNET, TOP, 3 AT LEAST!  OH, BUT WE ARE GOING TO STAMP OUT HUNGER, AND CURE CANCER, AND, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH, AS THEY JET SET AROUND, THE GLOBE, DOING ALL KINDS OF ATROCIOUS AND MURDERS, TAKING AT WILL WHAT THEY WANT!  FUCKING LOSERS CAN'T WRITE ONE OF THESE BLOGS AND I DO IT EFFORTLESSLY!  THAT IS CALLED A PROFESSIONAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HACKED AGAIN, THEY TRY TO PROTECT THEIR OWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 9:57 AM!

PROTECTING, FORMER SON-IN-LAW, FUCKING BASTARD ASS, FAGGOT, SPARTAN WARRIOR!  I TOLD OU ONCE AND I WILL TELL YOU AGAIN, I WILL TAKE EVERYTHING YOU HOLD NEAR AND DEAR, AND, GUESS WHAT, THAT TIME HAS COME . . . ADD YOUR FREEDOM TO THAT, FUCKER!  WANT SHELLEY OR SUE SHIT FOR YOUR MOTHER-IN-LAW, GOOD, BECAUSE, I NEVER WANTED YOUR SORRY ASS IN THE FIRST PLACE, KNEW YOU WERE A FUCKING COP THE FIRST SECOND, I LAID EYES ON YOU!  LOOKS, SMELLS, ACTS, DOES PROTECTIVE SWEEPS, LOOKS IN DRAWERS, CUPBOARDS, CLOSETS, NO BOUNDARIES, STEALS, LIES, CHEATS . . . YEAH, THAT'S A COP OF THAT ERA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE STEEL KISS. CLEARER SKIN. BODY OF PROOF. NEUROTRIBES. RIDE'EM COWBOY. COWGIRL TUFF CO. WRESTLING MAKES ME HAPPY--YOU, NOT SO MUCH. LOL. MOBASH SKATE PARK. CRY OUT FOR IMPEACHMENT. IN PLAIN VIEW. THE PSYCHO CIRCUS! SMASH-MALLOW COOKIE DOUGH. CHOBANI GIMMIES CHOCO CHUNK COOKIE DUNK YOGURT CRUNCH! JULIAN ASSANGE IS A HACKER NOT A JOURNALIST. THE CHUCK TODDCAST. CHARLIE SAVAGE. NEWSTRACKR. BEYOND POLITICAL CALCULATION. CONSISTENT ABUSE OF POWER. OBSTRUCTION OF JUSITCE. NEW POWERS TO U.S. AG BARR TO OVERRULE THE CIA? DETERMINE WHAT IS CONFIDENTIAL OR NOT, WHAT VIOLATES NATIONAL SECURITY OR NOT? THERE IS A CONSISTENT PATTERN OF ABUSE OF POWER STARTING WITH THE FIRING OF FBI DIRECTOR JAMES COMEY TO CALLING FOR AN INVESTIGATION INTO THE INVESTIGATORS, STARTING IN HELSINKI, WITH PUTIN! HELSINKI POLARIS! TO THIS LASTEST TRUMP STUNT! BEFORE THE CIA WAS FORMED, THERE WERE SPIES AND INVESTIGATORS, OR SPECIAL AGENTS, IN ALL BRANCHES OF THE MILITARY, NOT LAW ENFORCEMENT PER SAY, BUT UNDER THE OFFICE OF STRATEGIC INTELLIGENCE SERVICE. ALL THOSE INDIVIDUAL BRANCHES OF SPIES IN EACH BRANCH OF THE MILITARY WERE THEN, DRAWN TOGETHER UNDER THE "CENTRAL INTELLIGENCE AGENCY! THE DEFENSE INTELLIGENCE AGENCY, UNDER THE DIRECTION OF DAN COATS, THE DIRECTOR, IS A MUCH MORE TRADITIONAL, CONSISTENT, AND LOGICAL PLACE FOR THE NATIONAL SECURITY ISSUES TO BE LOOKED AT. AGAIN, WHEN THE FBI GETS IN HOT WATER, THE INVESTIGATION HAS BEEN DONE BY THE CIA, AND VIS VERSA, WHEN THE CIA IS IN QUESTION, THE INVESTIGATION IT TURNED OVER TO THE CIA, OR HAS BEEN BEFORE! THE ATTORNEY GENERAL IS A UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, ARTICLE III, JUDICUARY BRAT, NOT A LAW ENFORCEMENT, DUDE . . . HE IS AN OFFICER OF THE COURT, NOT AN OFFICER OF THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, LIKE HE IS TRYING TO BE! THE U.S. AG IS TO SERVE AS A CHECK, ON THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, FOR THE UNITED STATES AND WE THE PEOPLE, NOT TO ACT LIKE THE PRESIDENT'S PERSONAL ATTORNEY, HE SERVES, THE GREATER PUBLIC GOOD, NOT THE INDIVIDUAL INTERESTS OF THE PRESIDENT, WHO WORKS FOR WE THE POEOPLE, IN THE PEOPLE'S HOUSE! REP. AL GREEN (D. TX) SAID, THE PRESIDENT WAS NOT EXONERATED OF COLLUSION OR CONSPIRACY BY MUELLER, HE JUST COULD NOT BE CHARGED AND TRIED LIKE AN INDIVIDUAL CITIZENS, BECAUSE, IF HE WERE A CITIZEN, OVER 800 FORMER U.S. ATTORNEYS GENERALS, SAID THEY WOULD CHARGE THE PRESIDENT WITH OBSTRUCTION OF JUSTICE AND HAVE FOR MUCH LESS! NANCY PELOSI, SPEAKER OF THE HOUSE OF REPRESENTATIVES, SAID WE, AS A NATION, NEEDED A TRUMP FAMILY INTERVENTION! SHE PRAYED FOR THE PRESIDENT AND FOR THE COUNTRY! IN TURN, OUR, PLAYPEN PRESIDENT, TOOK THE VIDEIOS OF NANCY PELOSI, AND USED TECHNOLOGY TO SLOW DOWN THE TAPE AND MAKE IT LOOK LIKE NANCY, WAS SLURRING HER WORDS; HOWEVER, THAT HAS BACKFIRED, BECAUSE, SHE LOOKED MORE PRESIDENTIAL THAN HE DID. REMEMBER, MR. SO-CALLED, PRESIDENT, SHE HAS THE POWER TO REMOVE YOU FROM OFFICE. YOU CAN'T DO THAT TO HER!D THAT MAKES HER FOR POWERFUL THAN YOU ARE! YOUR MISOGANY, MAY COME RIGHT BACK AND BITE YOU IN THAT FAT ASS OF YOURS! IT IS TIME TO IMPEACH! IF CONGRESS FAILS TO DO SO, THEY LOOK LIKE A "TOOTHLESS PAPER TIGER" SENDIND OUT SUBPOENA AFTER SUBPOENA, WITHOUT FOLLOWING THROUGH, ON THEIR CONDITIONS AND THREATS! YOU ARE WORKING WITH A MAN-BABY PRESIDENT, WHO HAS NEVER BEEN TOLD "NO" IN HIS LIFE! TRUMP IS BRILLIANT IN THE SENSE, HE DEFLECTS, PROJECTS, AND DISTRACTS, AWAY FROM THE REAL ISSUE, TRYING TO GET PEOPLE TO LOOK THE OTHER WAY, WHILE HE CONTINUES DOWN THE PATH OR CORRUPTION AND OBSTRUCTION OF JUSTICE! THERE IS GREAT PICTURE OR RENDITION OF WHAT IS GOING ON IN WASHINGTON D.C., AS DEPICTED ON THE COVER OF THE NEW YORKER MAGAZINE. THERE IS A SKETCH OF THE PRESIDENT, SITTING ON ONE OF THOSE OLD SHOE SHINE WOODEN STANDS, WITH, SENATOR, LINDSAY GRAHAM, U.S. AG. BARR, AND SENATE MAJORITY LEADER, MITCH MCCONNELL, AT HIS FEET, SHINING HIS BOOTS! TRUMP IS NOTHING MORE THAN A THUG IN $1,000 PAIR OF SHOES! HE IS JUST LEAVING FOR A MONTH OF MEETINGS WITH THE WORLD LEADERS, AND AFTER TWO AND A HALF FUCKING YEARS, OF BEING PRESIDENT, HE STILL DOESN'T KNOW WHAT THE PROPER PROTOCOL IS, FOR THE WAY THE PRESIDENT IS TO REPRESENT US IN THE WORLD! HIS BASE MAY THINK IS CLOWNY CUTE, TO MISBEHAVE, PUSH OTHER WORLD LEADERS OUT OF THE LIMELIGHT, BUT THE REST OF US DON'T, HE IS A BORE, AND BROODY OLD MAN, AND A BULLY! HIS MAXIMUM STONEWALLING AND MAXIMUM STALLING "IS" HIS POLITICAL MOVEMENT! HIS PRESIDENCY WAS ALL ABOUT MAKING MONEY, AND HAVING INFLUENCE AROUND THE WORLD! HE IS SO STUPID, HE IS NOW, SAYING THAT, THOSE WHO DID THEIR JOBS, AND INVESTIGATED, AND YES, SURVEILLED HIS PRESIDENTIAL CAMPIAGN, DUE TO 251 CONTACTS WITH THE RUSSIANS, ARE "TREASONOUS!" HE IS LAUGHABLE AT BEST, AND KNOWS, LITTLE TO NOTHING ABOUT, THE CONSTITUTION, NOR THE TERMS IN THAT DOCUMENT, THE SUPREME LAW OF THE LAND, AND CHOSES, TO REMAIN IN IGNORANCE, TO WHAT TREASON MEANS . . . IT IS GOING TO WAR AGAINST THE PEOPLE OF THE UNITED STATES, OR GIVING AID AND COMFORT TO THE ENEMY! RUSSIA AND CYBERWARFARE HAVE AND ARE THE GREATEST THREAT TO OUR DEMOCRACY AND NATIONAL SECURITY! IF NANCY PELOSI AND THE DEMOCRATS, FAIL TO IMPEACH, THEY ARE LIKELY TO TAKE THE POLITICAL HEAT, FOR NOT DOING SO! ABOUT, 75% OF THE DEMOCRATS, WANT IMPEACHMENTD, THAT SAME NUMBER WANT TO HEAR FROM MUELLER, AND ABOUTD 63% WANT TO HEAR FORMER WHITE HOUSE, COUNSEL, DON MCGAHN, TESTIFY BEFORE CONGRESS! IF YOU HAVE TO LOCK, TRUMP AND BARR, PLUS, MUELLER AND MCGAHN, ALL IN THE NATION'S CAPITOL JAIL, THEN FUCKING DO IT! THIS IS BIGGER THAN THE TRUMPS, THAN THE BARRS, THAN THE MUELLERS AND THE MCGAHNS! THIS IS ABOUT PROTECTING THE OTHER, 330,999,000 OF US, FROM RUSSIAN INTERVENTION AND NATIONAL SECURITY RISKS! EVEN J.W. VERRETT, FORMER, TRUMP TRANSITION TEAM MEMBER, AFTER READING THE MUELLER REPORT, IS MORE THAN CONVINCED, THAT WHAT TRUMP DID WAS AN IMPEACHABLE OFFENSE BY ANYONE'S STANTARDS! THE REPUBLICAN MEMBERS OF THE HOUSE, ARE STARTING TO BREAK RANK, TOM SOMEONE, CAN'T FIND HIS NAME IN MY NOTES! THERE ARE THOSE WHO WANT THE HOUSE TO JUST START THE PROCEEDINGS, LIKE REP. SETH, OH, MY HELL, THE PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATE, WHO CHALLENGED, NANCY PELOSI AS SPEAKER OF THE HOUSE . . . WE NEED TO START IT TO HAVE ACCESS TO MORE DOCUMENTS, TESTIMONY, MATERIALS, AND EVIDENCE, THAN WE HAVE NOW AND TO EDUCATE THE AMERICAN PEOPLE, AS TO THE INFORMATION IN THE MUELLER REPORT, SO AS TO BRING THEM ALONG WITH US, ON THIS! OR, WE AS A NATION ARE GOING TO FIND THAT TRUTH DOESN'T MATTER ANYMORE! TECHNOLOGY MOVES SO QUICKLY, THAT, THINGS LIKE THE VIDEO OF NANCY PELOSI WILL BE BELIEVED BY MANY WITHOUT EVER HEARING THAT IT WAS DOCTORED, BY THE TRUMP PEOPLE! JUST LIKE THE INCIDENT, THAT TOOK PLACE, DURING THE 9/11 ANNIVERSARY OF THE PLANES HITTING THE TWIN TOWERS, WHEN, CLINTON HAS BEEN OUT IN THE SUN ALL AFTERNOON, WITH A HEAVY JACKET ON, AND ALMOST FAINTED, FROM HEAT STROKE, AS SHE GOT IN HER LIMO . . . TRUMP WEAPONIZED HER HEALTH AGAINST HER! THIS MAN IS A DANGER TO ALL OF US! TRUMP IS "SELF-IMPEACHINGF" AND HE IS ALSO, "TREASONOUS!" FORMER, U.S. AG, PAUL BUTLER, SAID, IF YOU WANT TO SEE, AN EXAMPLE OF TREASON, LOOK, AT WHAT, JARED KUSHNER DID, RIGHT AFTER TRUMP WAS ELECTED, OR EVEN GOT THE NOMINATIONS, HE TRIED, TO SET UP BACK CHANNEL COMMUNICATIONS WITH THE RUSSIANS, DIRECTLY TO THE KREMLIN, SO THAT, THE COMMUNICATIONS BETWEEN THE TRUMP WHIITE HOUSE AND THE PUTIN, KREMLIN WOULD GO UNDETECTED, BY THE VERY PEOPLE, THE INTEL COMMUNITY, ALL 17 OR SO AGENCIES, WHO HE IS NOW, GIVING, TRUMP STOOGY, BARR, THE POWER TO OVERSEE! TRUMP IS ALLOWING RUSSIANS IN THE FRONT DOOR, AND WHEN THAT CLOSES, HE IS LETTING THEM THROUGH THE SIDE DOOR, AND BEFORE THAT TRIED TO LET THEM THROUGH THE BACK DOOR! I AM READING, "DEAD EYE" BY MARK GREANEY, A GRAY MAN NOVEL. I AM GOING TO LIFT SOME DIRECT QUOTES FROM THE BOOK, THAT SO EFFECTIVELY, SHOWS, NOT ONLY THE LIFE I HAVE BEEN LIVING THE LAST 7 YEARS, SINCE, SISTER, SHELLEY AND THE OLD BUSH BUTTFUCKERS, INCLUDING MUELLER, BARR, COMEY, ROSENSTEIN, AND OTHERS, WHO WORKED, WITH PRESIDENT, GEORGE W. BUSH, DID, THERE ARE 24, COUNTING, BARR, OF "W'S" FORMER, STAFF AND INSIDERS! GO WATCH THE MOVIE, "VICE!" THAT IS THE FIRST TIME I HEARD THE TERM, "UNITARY EXECUTIVE" AND YOU CAN SEE ALL THE BUSHIES, FROM RUMSFELD, TO THE OTHER CLOWNS, INCLUDING DICK CHENEY, PUSHING FOR MORE AND MORE POWER, AS HE DID AS VP! I THINK YOU WILL FIND, THIS NOT ONLY ENTERTAINING, BUT INTERESTING, IN LIGHT OF MY SISTUATION, STARTING WITH THE BUSH ADMINISTATION AND CONTINUING ON, THROUGHOUT THE OBAMA ERA, AND NOW, TRUMP, PICKING UP EXACTLY WHERE, THE BUSHIES, LEFT OFF AND, TRUMP STARTED! THIS IS ALL ABOUT MONEY, FOR THESE REPUBLICAN, ASSHOLES! JUST A FEW MORE THINGS BEFORE I START, THAT, ARE OF INTEREST, AND NOT SO UNRELATED, TO THIS TOO . . . . THIS UNITARY EXECUTIVE IDEA, IS, NOT JUST ABOUT MONEY, FOR COPS, MILITARY, BUT ABOUT SEX! I GOT A KICK OUT OF TWO YOUNGER MEN, WAITING IN LINE FOR LUNCH AT THE POV. TODAY, AND I TRIED TO TAKE NOTES ON THEIR CONVERSATION, WITHOUT THEM, NOTICING, BECAUSE ALL THESE TRUMPIES, AND FORMER BUSHIES HAVE THE SAME MENTALITY! TENNESSEE WHISKEY: WELL, I GREW UP FAST & I GREW UP MEAN. UTAH KOOL-AID: WELL, I GREW UP SLOW AND I GREW UP NICE! "COP TOWN" --KARIN SLAUGHTER. SERVANT OF BONES. AVG. JOE'S. KC & THE SUNSHINE BAND. AMERICAN MUSIC FESTIVAL. MASSIVE TALLINK FERRY TERMINAL. TOOMPEA. HELSINKI POLARIS. BAY OF TALLINN. 202 AREA NUMBER, LEFT CODE ON MY ANSWERING SERVICE? THAT IS WASHINGTON, D.C., AREA CODE NUMBER? TOTAL CONTROL. PERSEC. ON KOOLI STREET. HOW DO YOU KNOW HE WOULD GO TO ESTONIA? CASH DRAW. YOU DON'T ALWAYS GET WHAT YOU WANT--BUT YOU GET WHAT YOU NEED! IN THE MOMENT--"I'M YOUR WHORE." OKAY, SO, I AM SITTING THEIR READING AND TWO YOUNG, FAIRLY HANDSOME, BUT LOSER DUDES, START TALKING ABOUT WOMEN. I AM JUST A FLY ON THE WALL. WHAT HAPPENED TO ALL THE GOOD GIRLS WHO WOULD DO BAD THINGS? NOW ALL WE HAVE IS ALL BAD GIRLS WHO WILL DO BAD THINGS. POV. LOVE! LOL. I HAVE THIS CRUSH ON THIS GIRL RIGHT NOW . . . ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS TELL THEM HOW MUCH THEY ARE ADMIRED. THAT USUALLY WORKS. BUT WITH HER, I AM NOT SURE. I AM A FISHERMAN OF WOMEN. SHE IS A BIG FISH! I DON'T THINK THE NORMAL IS GOING TO SEAL THE DEAL WITH HER. I AM GOING TO HAVE TO TRY SOME NEW LINE, GET SOME NEW BAIT, AND USE SOME NEW LURE TO BRING HER IN! LOL. WOMEN JUST WANT ENCOURAGEMENT. THEY WANT TO SIT AROUND AND TALK ABOUT WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE WORLD. THAT 'S IT. HEY, I AGREE WITH THEM. I'M MORE ABOUT: GET. START. GO. GOAL. HEY, WHY ARE YOU WALKING AWAY? YOU CAN'T HANDLE A LITTLE MAN TALK? THEN SOMEONE COMES BACK AND SAYS HE KNOWS WHAT IS FOR LUNCH. THE GUY ON THE OTHER SIDE OF ME, SAYS, PLEASE, PLEASE, TELL ME IT IS PUSSY. JUST SOME PUSSY. I AM THINKING, JUST IGNORE THERE ARE SOME WOMEN, HERE, DUDE! THEN HE SHOWS ME THAT, VIDEO HE LOVES, OF THE "AGENT ORANGE" STYLE MUSIC VIDEO, OF THE BAND, IN THE MOMENT, CD, "I'M YOUR WHORE." HELL, I CALLED, MADONNA UP AND TOLD HER I HAD A CRUSH ON HER, SINCE I WAS LIKE 7, AND WILL SHE GO ON A DATE WITH ME? LOL. MEN! TALKING ABOUT GOOD GIRLS, I HAD A DREAM LAST NIGHT, THAT GOES RIGHT ALONG WITH THAT: (1) MY MOTHER AND I ARE OUT IN HER GARDEN. SHE GREW A GARDEN VARIETY OF KIDS, WITH ALL 8 OF US. I AM OF THE AVERAGE GARDEN VARIETY GOOD GIRL. SHELLEY, RACHEL, SUE, WEEDS! WHILE IN THE GARDEN, I ASK MY MOTHER IF I CAN WEAR SOME OF HER CLOTHES, I THINK; HOWEVER, (2) WHAT IS STRANGE ABOUT THAT IS I PICKED OUT, EXACTLY WHAT I WAS WEARING, BACK, IN 1999, WHEN, I TESTIFIED, BEFORE, THE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE, IN THE LARGEST ROOM, IN THE UTAH STATE CAPITOL BUILDING, WITH THE FOUNDING FATHERS, PAINTED IN A LARGE MURAL, ON THE WALL BEHIND THE COMMITTEE, WITH ABOUT 2,000 COPS, STANDING ROOM ONLY, WATCHING AS I SHUT DOWN THEIR, ALLEGED, COMPROMISE ON ASSET FORFEITURE, A RUSSIAN, NOTION, THAT ALL PROPERTY, BELONGS TO THE STATE, IN A COMMUNIST SYSTEM . . . GREAT, ALL COPS, REGARDLESS OF THE 4TH, 5TH, 6TH, 9TH, AND 14TH AMENDMENT RIGHTS, CAN STEAL ANYTHING THEY WANT FROM ANYONE, WITHOUT PROBABLE CAUSE OR DUE PROCESS! SO, I WAS WEARING, A CRISP, STARTCHED, WHITE, SHOULD CUP, BLOUSE, A FORM FITTING, NAVY BLUE SKIRT, WITH A SLIT IN THE LEFT, SIDE, JUST ENOUGH, MMM, TO MAKE IT PROFESSIONAL, BUT SEXY, NAVY BLUE NYLON STOCKINGS, AND NAVY BLUE PUMPS, BUT WITHOUT THE NAVY, WHITE, LIGHT BLUE, GRAY, CHECKERED, JACKET; BIZARRE, THE CURSOR, IS GOING, BACK AND FORTH WITHOUT ME MOVING IT, UNCONTROLLABLE! TOTAL CONTROL. (3) NOW THE DREAM, JUMPS UP TO NOW DAYS, BUT I AM WEARING THAT SAME THING, BUT MY HAIR IS LONG, LIKE IT IS NOW, AND I AM SUPER THIN, LIKE I WAS MOST OF MY LIFE, BEFORE THE FUCKING DEA, STARTED FUCKING WITH ME! AND BLOCKING ME FROM GOING TO THE GYM, OR HEALTH CLUBS, ALL 8 OVER THE LAST FEW YEARS! SONG: I WAS SO MUCH, OLDER THEN, I'M YOUNGER THAN THAT NOW! SEEMED TO BE WHAT THE DREAM WAS SAYING. (4) SO IN THE DREAM, ME AND SOME GUY, NOT SURE WHO HE WAS, OR IS, AND MYSELF, WERE, ALMOST LIKE YOUNG LOVERS, WALKING ALONG, THE SIDEWALK, IN SOME TOWN, SHADY, LANE, BEING FLIRTY AND ROMANTIC, BUT, CLEAN CUT, AND, RESPECTFUL, ALMOST LIKE GETTING TO KNOW EACH OTHER; (5) ACROSS THE STREET, WAS THIS DUDE, GOOD LOOKING, SHIRT OFF, HANDSOME, TAN, HARRY CHEST, LOOKING SOMEWHAT LIKE I REMEMBER, A JOHN F. KENNEDY, JR. SHORT HAIR, FIT, NAKED TO THE WAIST, AND, SITTING UNDER SOME TREES, WATCIHNG ME AND, THIS OTHER GUY. IN THE MOMENT, "I'M YOUR WHORE" . . . SEEMED TO FIT, AND THE CHICK SINGING, LOOKED, LIKE, MORE WHAT THIS DUDE WOULD WANT, OR DID, BUT, SEEMED A BIT JEALOUS OF THE INNOCENCE, THE YOUNG LOVE, THAT WAS STARTING TO TAKE PLACE BEFORE HIS EYES, BUT FROM A DISTANCE! YOU CAN'T ALWAYS GET WHAT YOU WANT, BUT YOU GET WHAT YOU NEED! WE ALL HAVE DIFFERENT NEEDS AT DIFFERENT TIMES. I AM GETTING LESS AND LESS INTERESTING IN THE NEWS, THE LAW, POLITICS, ETC., AND, WANT LOVE, ROMANCE, SOMEONE TO HOLD, AND I AM OPEN RANGE! IF EVERYONE WILL LEAVE ME ALONE, I WILL GET LIKE I WAS IN THE DREAM! LAST NIGHT, I WALKED DOWN, THE HILL, TO THE POV FOR DINNER, ABOUT, 6:00 PM. FUCK. I NOTICED, FIRST ONE POLICE CAR, THEN A COP TRUCK, AT THE END OF THE PARKING LOT, I THOUGHT, DON'T RUN, THEY COPS ARE GETTING TO KNOW, WHO YOU ARE, AND THAT YOU ARE NO THREAT TO THEM . . . YOU JUST WROTE, ABOUT, MHP, OFFICER, WADE PALMER, SHOT IN THE FACE TWICE AND THE NECK AND ENCOURAGED, CITIZENS TO BE NICE TO THEIR LOCAL COPS! MAYBE THEY ARE MAKING AMENDS TO, AND LEAVING ME ALONE! THEN WHEN I GOT IN THE POV. THERE WERE TWO MORE SQUAD CARS, IN FRONT, DIDN'T KNOW WHAT FOR . . . APPARENTLY THERE WAS SOME, GIRL CAT FIGHT? I DON'T THINK ANYONE GOT ARRESTED, BUT THE POV. KIDS, CLUB, WERE PISSED ABOUT HER NOT GETTING ARRESTED. DON'T SWEAT THE SMALL STUFF, AND MOST OF THE TIME IT IS ALL SMALL STUFF! PEACE FOR ONCE? NICE. THEN, LATER, WHILE WE WERE ALL, STANDING, IN LINE FOR CHECK IN, ABOUT, 8:30 PM, ANOTHER MPD, AND VAN, THINK THAT BELONGS TO THE CHIEF OF POLICE, PULLED IN, BUT, AWAYS AWAY . . . AGAIN, NO ARRESTS, AND SOME CHICK, NEXT TO ME SAID, IF THAT WAS 6 MONTHS AGO, I WOULD BE RUNNING! PERFECT. JUST THIS AFTERNOON, AT THE BUS TERMINAL, A FAMILY, WAS COMING BACK FROM THE FARMER'S MARKET, AND, STOPPED, TWO ADULT COUPLES, AND ABOUT, 4 KIDS . . . ALL THE SUDDEN, A COP TRUCK, CAME PULLING IN THE WRONG WAY TO THE BUS TERMINAL. THE DAD, AND DAD'S GET A KICK OUT OF TERRIFYING THEIR KIDS, OR MINE DID, WITH MOVIES, LIKE JAWS AND PSYCHO, BUT THE DAD, YELLED TO HIS SONS, RUN, OR THE PO,LICE MAN IS GOING TO TAKE YOU AWAY TO JAIL! TWO, 7 OR 8 YEAR OLD BOYS, RAN FOR COVER, BEHIND SOME PILLARS! LOL. I KNOW THE FEELING DUDES! THE YOUNGEST LITTLE GIRL WAS CRYING! LOL. OFFICER, PAT, GOT OUT, NICE LOOKING, FRESH MARKET, GREAT SIZE FOR ME! LOL. SORRY, OFFICER, I AM SURE, YOU ARE PROBABLY MARRIED, LIKE THEY ALL ARE! JUST A THOUGHT! FUN. NICE TO START, THINKING ABOUT COPS AS THE GOOD GUYS, AGAIN. THERE WAS AN INCIDENT IN SACRAMENTO, JUST YESTERDAY, HITTING THE NEWS, SOME 12 YEAR OLD BLACK, KIDS, WAS STOPPED BY THE SECURITY GUARD, AT A NEIGHBORHOOD, CARNIVAL? I AM ALWAYS, NOT QUITE GETTING THE FACTS RIGHT, BUT, HE WAS NOT STEALING, HE WAS NOT ASKING FOR MONEY, LIKE SOME SAID, HE WAS, GUILTY OF GOING TO THE NEIGHBORHOOD CARNIVAL BLACK, I GUESS! VIDEO OF THE COPS PUTTING A "SPITTING MASK" ON THE KID, TO COVER HIS MOUTH, FROM YELLING AND SPITTING AT COPS, HAS GONE VIRAL, AND, NOW, THE FAMILY HAS A LAWYER, TO SUE, OR SOMETHING . . . DON'T SWEAT THE SMALL STUFF . . . IT WAS A BIT, STRANGE THE "SPITTING MASK" COVER-UP, BUT, I HAVE DEALT WITH, BRATZ, NOT SAYING HE WAS, BUT A BIT, MOUTHY AND BELIGERANT, BUT SERIOUSLY, OFFICERS? LOL. THE MOM, WAS, NOT REALLY, PISSED, BUT SHE SAID, THE COPS NEEDED TO WORK ON THEIR RELATIONTSHIP WITH KIDS, BECAUSE THEY ARE AFRAID OF THEM . . .CASE IN POINT! THE TWO BOYS AT THE BUS TERMINAL TODAY, DID NOTHING WRONG, BUT RAN LIKE THE DICKENS! LOL. COMMUNITY POLICING. OKAY, NOW, FOR, BITS AND PIECES OF "DEAD EYE" . . . LIFE IN THE FAST LANE, THE TYPE OF DUDES, AFTER ME, BUT, WRESTLING MAKES ME HAPPY, YOU, NOT SO MUCH! LOL. I DON'T THINK, 20 YEARS AGO, THE DEA, OR THE SPECIAL OPS, OR THE BUSH, COP AND MILITARY TRAINED, HAD ANY IDEA, SOME FEMALE ATTORNEY, COULD CAUSE THEM SOOOOO MUCH TROUBLE! LOL. IF THIS GUY WERE NOT MALE, THE WAY HE DISAPPEARS, I CAME BY NATURALLY. THE THINGS WE DO FOR LOVE . . . . SONG ON MY MIND . . . .

The Things We Do for Love

10cc

Too many broken hearts have fallen in the river
Too many lonely souls have drifted out to sea
You lay your bets and then you pay the price
The things we do for love, the things we do for love

Communication is the problem to the answer
You've got her number and your hand is on the phone
The weather's turned and all the lines are down
The things we do for love, the things we do for love

Like walking in the rain and the snow
When there's nowhere to go
And you're feelin' like a part of you is dying
And you're looking for the answer in her eyes
You think you're gonna break up
Then she says she wants to make up

Ooh you made me love you
Ooh you've got a way
Ooh you had me crawling up the wall

Like walking in the rain and the snow
When there's nowhere to go
And you're feelin' like a part of you is dying
And you're looking for the answer in her eyes
You think you're gonna break up
Then she says she wants to make up

Ooh you made me love you
Ooh you've got a way
Ooh you had me crawling up the wall

A compromise would surely help the situation
Agree to disagree but disagree to part
When after all it's just a compromise of
The things we do for love, the things we do for love

Songwriters: Eric Stewart / G. Gouldman

The Things We Do for Love lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Schubert Music Publishing Inc.

SWEETHEART, DO YOU THINK YOU COULD TAKE OUT A RUSSIAN, AMERICAN, SPY, MOBSTER FOR ME?  THE THINGS WE DO FOR LOVE!

LOL.

A HYPOTHETICAL: LET'S SAY, I AM RIGHT, ABOUT, MY BLOG MONEY, STOLEN BY THE DEA, SISTER, BUSHIES, FBI, CIA, TYPES, BUT TIED INTO THE RUSSIAN MOB . . . AFTER BEING HERE AND STARTING MY BLOG, BASICALLY, IN MISSOULA, ONLY A WEEK OR TWO IN KALISPELL, AND I START TO TAKE BRAGGING RIGHTS TO THE MOUNTAIN LINE TRANSIT, SO COOL, FREEDOM, LOVE THE BONNER TRIP, #4, CAMPING WITHOUT CAMPING, JUST MAKES ME HAPPY.  SO, SISTER, WANTS TO MAKE IT SEEM LIKE, SHE IS THE ONE RIDING THE BUS, SO SHE CAN, CLAIM, SHE WROTE MY BLOG . . . SHE HAS THE MONEY, HAS STOLEN ALL MY MONEY, GARDEN VARIETY WEED, FROM MOM'S, GARDEN VARIETY OF ALL KIDS OF KIDS, BUT, SHE IS GOING TO CARRY MY LOVE FOR THE BUS, ONE STEP FURTHER . . . SHE HATCHES A PLAN, THAT, THE MERCHANTS, AT THE MALL, ARE GOING TO BE THE ALLEGED, DONORS, FOR THREE YEARS OF FREE BUS FARE, SO, THAT PEOPLE WITHOUT MONEY, OUR HOUSE BOUND, CAN, GET TO THE MALLS, AND OTHER SHOPPING IN MISSOULA FREE!  GREAT!  SO, THE "MERCHANT DELIVERY" IS ACTING LIKE A MONEY LAUNDERING, "STRAWMAN OR WOMAN" OR A "PASS-THROUGH-VEHICLE" AND, THE MONEY COMES FROM THE MOB, EVEN RUSSIAN-AMERICAN MOB, BUT ALL ARE HAPPY WITH THE DEAL, SO NOTHING IS SAID.  I BRING IT UP IN "MY" BLOG, TO MAKE A POINT.  THEN, THE MOB, WORRIED, THAT THEY WILL BE DISCOVERED, GOES ON THE OFFENSIVE, MUCH, LIKE TRUMP, AND THEY HIRE, A LARGE TRUCK, WITH THE WORDS, "MERCHANT DELIVERY" TO SUBLIMINALLY, REMIND, PEOPLE OF THE MONEY LAUNDERING SCHEME, THEY NEVER KNEW ABOUT IN THE FIRST PLACE.

THAT IS KIND OF WHAT HAPPENED WITH THE TRUMP/PUTIN, RUSSER THING!

TEAM MUELLER, LEFT OUT THE AMERICAN MIDDLE OR STRAWMEN, AND WOMEN, WHO MADE, THE TRUMP PRESIDENCY, ALL POSSIBLE, STARTING WITH, STEALING ALL MY CASES, GETTING TO KNOW TRUMP, THROUGH, ATTORNEYS, REPRESENTING OTHER CLIENTS, LIKE FOX NEWS, CNN, AND TRUMP . . . EVERYONE THINKS, SHELLEY IS ME, AND THE CIA, OR A MOB VERSION OF THE CIA, ARE BROKERING THE DEAL, ALL BACK IN THE FALL OF 2011, ABOUT THE TIME, THE RUSSIANS, STARTED LOOKING FOR AMERICAN ASSETS, FOR RUSSIAN INTERESTS . . . A PRESIDENT WILL DO.

SID IS NO ORDINARY SPY! OR MOBSTER!

•  Despite the slight inconvenience, Sid knew that no one would dare attack him with a small army of soldiers at the ready--well, sort of ready--to respond to any threat.
• Sidorenko enjoyed spending his time at his desk counting his money.  He had entered the underworld originally as an accountant for a large crime boss in the early nineties before taking over the reins of his own Bratva a few years later, and he still spent his days, or more precisely his nights, looking over the meticulously maintained ledgers of his various enterprises.
• He slurped a sip of his sugary-sweet tea, and then, with the reed-thin finger, he scanned down a printout ledger showing receipts from his prostitution and human trafficking concerns in the Czech Republic.
• A hang glider?  It's him! Sid interrupted, his voice tight with tension.
• Sidorenko had thought of this moment for a log time. . . . He heard no footsteps, but he knew the Gray man was out there, approaching in the impenetrable darkness.
• Gentry shot Gregor Sidorenko through the forehead.  Blood sprayed across the portrait of Stalin behind him as his head snapped back. . . . Court hadn't come all this way to listen to Sid talk.  The Gray Man stepped past the desk and fired a second round into the Russian mob boss; the body jerked and blood sprayed, twinkling in the firelight.
• Hope in one hand, shit in the other.
• Court sprinted for the door, reloading his pistol with a fresh magazine from his chest rig as he advanced on the danger.
• C'mon, Court, old buddy.  I sure as shit hope you have an exfil planned that's cleaner than your infil.
• Fucking Sid, Court muttered under his breath.
• There were claps of amazement i the room.  This team had been tracking Gentry for months with no joy, and now they had a fix on his position.
• Sid's skinheads had dogs, but they were untrained, and Court wore a silver-lined base layer that shielded 90 percent of his body's natural odors, cloaking him to a scent tracker.  Frostbite.
• Court appreciated the gesture, but he didn't know this bastard.  For all he knew the tea was pure poison.
• Helsinki Polaris . . .
• More importantly, he'd done it.  He'd ended Sid Sidorenko and removed the most passionate and headstrong of those hunting him.
• Let him think he is the brains of the operation; I don't give a shit.  The only thing I care about is getting a picture of Court Gentry's ugly mug in a pine box when this is all said and done.
•  . . . Metsada, to finish the job.
• Yanis was Metsada, in control of the operators and her link to the Operations Department, and she was his link to the Collections Department.
• Together they had chased terrorists, hit men, and nut jobs all over the globe.  
• for more than five years Ruth had been serving on this task force, fist as a support officer, and then as a targeting team leader.  Ruth had become the best targeter in the Collections Department.
• No one sitting at the ouotdoor cafe around them had any idea they were witnessing the ending of the perfectly choreographed assassination across the street.
• Never gets old, Ruth said, no happiness or levity in her voice now.  Yanis noticed this. 
• You hate when it is over.
• Ruth added, What i hate is the day after.  When I don't have anything to do.
•  . . . Viru Gates . . .
• I've got you.  I've fucking got you.
• His quarry was highly skilled, and he was conducting an SDR, a Surveillance detection run.  He would begin a complicated ballet of subterfuge, ducking into shops, leaving through random exits, turning in different directions and generally making himself impossible to follow without his tail losing him or revealing himself.  Dead Eye could stick behind a lot of seasoned pros as they carried out SDRs and remain invisible doing so.  But not Court.  Russ knew the only way to keep the Gray Man in sight was to get close to him and stick like glue, and if Russ did that, the Gray Man would immediately light on to the fact that he was being followed.
• And that would be that.
• How did you know he would go to Estonia?
• Yes.  I determined what his best course of action would be, taking into account all of his training.  I decided he wasn't gong to sit on that boat for two days for reasons of PERSEC. . . . He doesn't speak Estonian, but he knows Russian, and you can get by in Estonia in Russian.  Less easily so in Finland.
• He will like it here.  He'll see the crowds, the tourists, the negligible police presence, the abundance of little places to sleep and eat, the plentiful transport options out of town via rail, road, and sea, and he'll park his ass right here for a couple of days.  That's what  I'd do, so that's what he'll do.
• You are not to take him down on your own.  the word from the Russians is Gentry killed eight men at Sid's house.  Wounded several more.  As impressive a that is, there were fifty-some-odd armed personnel on the property.
• Good.  And then, If you are waiting for me to say I am impressed with your ability to discern his every move, I am.
• Gentry is easy for me to read.  he and I are one and the same.
• When Court was operational, his training taught him to sleep with his clothes on and keep everything he owned ready to snatch and run if he had to bug out at a moment's notice.  And since Court was virtually always operational, he had been living this way for years.
• It felt good to get the Russian mafia off his ass; it let him concentrate on the main threat to him.  The United States of America.  For five years Court had been on the run form the CIA after a shoot-on-sight order was placed on him by his Langley masters.  He did not know why they wanted him dead; he only knew they had sent wave after wave of men after him, and he did not expect that to change any time soon.
• The CIA's manhunt for him had kept him out of the USA for the past half decade, living off the net, in the third world mostly, taking contracts for hire to fund his run.  He'd worked for a string of handlers and benefactors double-crossed him, to Sid, the Russian mobster whom Court had double-crossed and now killed.  He'd also double-crossed a Mexican drug cartel boss along the way.
• But now he was a man without a country, an expatriate assassin for hire.

SOME TIMES IT IS HARD TO TELL, WHO, IS THE ENEMY AND WHO IS A FRIEND!  THIS STUFF SHOULD SOUND FAMILIAR TO MY FAITHFUL READERS . . . 7 YEARS WORTH!  TRIED TO KILL ME 20 YEARS AGO.  KILL ME ONCE, SHAME ON YOU, KILL ME TWICE, SHAME ON ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVERBOY . . . GOD TOLD ME, YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO KNOCK OFF MY HUSBAND FOR ME, SO ME AND YOU CAN BE TOGETHER!

• hubby, and his wife, high school sweethearts, married a long time, happy, for the most part, with two kids, decide at his insistence, that, they are going to start swinging and mixing it up with the neighbor couple, her best friend, since both of them know the couple.  The wife, is upset and really doesn't want to do this, share and mix and match, sexually.  Hub, keeps pushing and pushing, and some speculated that the hub and the best girlfriend, were already having an affair, so, he was just pushing to make, it okay, without upsetting her hub and his wife, particularly with, being friend and neighbors.
• hot wife, decides to get a small job at the grocery store, handing out samples of food, and she meets a much, younger man, who is a firefighter, religious and the two, start, confiding in each other and she tells him about, her husband's idea, and that he is pushing her to do things sexually, she doesn't feel comfortable with.  The young man, starts to share his religious beliefs with her and they strike up, not only a friendship, sharing the scriptures, but, they start having a romantic affair.
• one day, the husband, who works for the railroad, is shot, two times and dies.  The wife appears to the detectives to be truly upset by the tragedy.  However the detectives, notice a man in the surveillance tapes, walking away from the scene of the crime, wearing a trench coat, but they could tell the height and size of the man.  They also noticed a motorcycle, leaving the scene of the crime, and going to a nearby convenience store.  Come to find out that this is the young, firefighter, preacher, dude, the wife is good friends with.  The cops get a warrant and, they put surveillance and wiretapping on the couples phones.
• come to find out, the two were having an affair, there was a substantial amount of insurance money, plus the pension for a widow of a train employee.  The surveillance tapes, have plenty, to go on, and it appears that, he killed the husband, for the woman, to get her out of the kinky sexual activities, but also so the two of them could be together!  As the heat is on the couple, the two turn on each other . . . she claimed he did this all on his own, and he claimed, she put him up to it.  The dude got a clear attack of conscience and admitted to the whole thing, and, he got off easier, that the older, woman, who, was seen as manipulating the younger man to do her bidding.  Both got time, for their crime, he got less, for coming clean and she got more for refusing to take any responsibility for her part in the murder of her husband.
• LESSON.  COUPLES YOU ARE JUST INVITING IN TROUBLE, IN YOUR MARRIAGE OR PARTNERSHIP, LOOKING FOR SOMEONE ELSE TO BRING SOME SPARKS IN YOUR LOVE LIFE, YOU MIGHT JUST FIND, THAT, YOUR PARRTNER DIGS SOMEONE BETTER THEN YOU!!!!!!!
• THE YOUNGER MAN, SAID HE DID IT BECAUSE, SHE SAW DIVORCE AS SO HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  SO MURDER IS BETTER?  I BELIEVE IT COMING FROM A RATHER STRICT MORMON BACKGROUND, AND I HAVE SEEN IN WITH CATHOLICS, BOTH WHO HAVE THEIR RELIGION, AS WELL AS THEIR CULTURE, CONTROLLING THEM.  DIVORCE IS MUCH SIMPLER, AND DIVORCE IS NOT THE WORST THING THAT CAN HAPPEN TO YOU, BUT, I WOULD GUESS PRISON MIGHT BE!  SMART SEX IS ALWAYS GOOD!  MARRY SOMEONE FOR WHO THEY ARE, NOT, FOR LUST, OR SEX, OR THEIR BODY . . . THERE IS ALWAYS, SOMEONE WHO CAN DO MORE FOR YOU.  LOVE THEIR SOUL, WHAT THEY BELIEVE, AND FOR WHO THEY ARE AS A PERSON, THAT DOESN'T GROW OLD, THAT JUST APPRECIATES!
• ADVERSITY DOESN'T CREATE CHARACTER, IT REVEALS IT!  GET TO KNOW THE PERSON YOU WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH, UNDER, EVERYDAY, AVERAGE LIFE STRESSORS!

 THE FERRIS WHEEL AND THE MURDER!

• loving couple, decide to go to Las Vegas, and tie the knot, at the White Chapel.  The chick, is excited to share some news with her lover, boyfriend, before they get married.  She is pregnant with some other man's baby, but, they are in love and she doesn't think he is going to care that much.  By profession, she is a stripper, and the two are a great match, other than the other man's baby . . . eyes roll.  
• that night, boyfriend, takes off, and he meets up with a new chick after a night of drinking, leaves his lover, on the eve before their wedding day, takes the chick, on the LV big wheel of fortune, and, they get naked, have wild sex, and when he gets off, without clothes, cell phone videos, capture the strange event on camera, and it is all over the news!  She is pissed, that he would cheat, but, he was mad, about the baby, so she forgives him.
• again, this is one of those, cases where someone interrupts me at the library, so the facts may be sketchy, but, I think, she danced that night, and has, $2,000 in cash, from her tips, and some dude, she works with, says he will drive her and her soon to be husband, he points to a car, and his brother is waiting in the car.  Dude driving who doesn't know her, never met her soon to be husband, pulls out a gun and demands the money.  He then, turns the gun on the soon to be husband, and shoots him, killing him.
• chick is hysterical and claims she had nothing to do with the murder of her lover and soon to be husband.  Some, dude's mother, some think, due to the Ferris Wheel, event, his cheating, her fury, she, used her tip money from dancing, to have her co-worker at the dance club, with his brother, murder her fiance', in revenge for his foolish and cheating antics?
• definitely possible . . .   THERE IS A LOT, FUCKED UP IN THIS STORY . . . CRIME OF PASSION?  CO-WORKER HOT ON HOT BODY CHICK?  STOP THE WEDDING?  MOM OF THE MURDERED SON, IS CONVINCED THAT HIS GIRLFRIEND WAS IN ON THE MURDER?
• THE LINE BETWEEN LOVE AND HATE IS THIN, DID SHE CROSS IT WITH THE BABY NEWS? AND LATER HE CROSS IT WITH THE WILD FERRIS WHEEL SHOW ON THE NEWS?  YOU HAVE A DEAD BODY, THE BRO WAS CHARGED, DID HE DO IT FOR THE MONEY, BUT FOR WHO, OR DID HE JUST TAKE IT ON HIMSELF, FOR A ROBBERY . . . THAT'S WHAT WE PAY THE COPS FOR . . . TO FIGURE OUT ALL THE FACTS, LOOK INTO THE BACKGROUNDS, THE MONEY, THE MOTIVES, THE INTENT, THE POSSIBLE SIDE SHOWS?  BABY DADDY?

PLAYPEN STYLE DEFENSIVE . . . BOTH FROM THE WHITE HOUSE AND THE STRIPPER!

TRUMP UNIVERSITY!

PLAYING WITH HEARTS AND PASSION ARE, TO SAY, DANGEROUS, AT BEST!

SOME SUNDAY FOOD.

THE APOSTLE PAUL, ATTORNEY, SPEAKS IN ROMANS CHAPTER 7 OF THE LAW!

PERHAPS, OUR NUMBER ONE LAW ENFORCEMENT OFFICER, U.S. AG, BARR, AND HIS CLIENT, TRUMP, HEADING RIGHT TO "SELF-IMPEACHMENT" WITH TRADITIONAL ARTICLES OF IMPEACHMENT, ABUSE OF POWER, OBSTRUCTION OF JUSTICE AND, REFUSING TO TURN OVER DOCUMENTS, APPEAR FOR TESTIMONY, AND, ADHERE TO THE DEMANDS OF CONGRESS, A CO-EQUAL BRANCH OF GOVERNMENT.  OH, BEFORE I FORGET, A JUDGE JUST STRUCK DOWN, A MISSISSIPPI, BAN ON ABORTION!

KISSES.

THE LAW IS THE LAW, IS THE LAW . . . KNOW YOUR RIGHTS!

Romans 7 English Standard Version (ESV)

Released from the Law

7 Or do you not know, brothers^[a]—for I am speaking to those who know the law—that the law is binding on a person only as long as he lives? ² For a married woman is bound by law to her husband while he lives, but if her husband dies she is released from the law of marriage.^{[b] 3} Accordingly, she will be called an adulteress if she lives with another man while her husband is alive. But if her husband dies, she is free from that law, and if she marries another man she is not an adulteress.

⁴ Likewise, my brothers, you also have died to the law through the body of Christ, so that you may belong to another, to him who has been raised from the dead, in order that we may bear fruit for God. ⁵ For while we were living in the flesh, our sinful passions, aroused by the law, were at work in our members to bear fruit for death. ⁶ But now we are released from the law, having died to that which held us captive, so that we serve in the new way of the Spirit and not in the old way of the written code.^[c]

The Law and Sin

⁷ What then shall we say? That the law is sin? By no means! Yet if it had not been for the law, I would not have known sin. For I would not have known what it is to covet if the law had not said, “You shall not covet.” ⁸ But sin, seizing an opportunity through the commandment, produced in me all kinds of covetousness. For apart from the law, sin lies dead. ⁹ I was once alive apart from the law, but when the commandment came, sin came alive and I died. ¹⁰ The very commandment that promised life proved to be death to me. ¹¹ For sin, seizing an opportunity through the commandment, deceived me and through it killed me. ¹² So the law is holy, and the commandment is holy and righteous and good.

¹³ Did that which is good, then, bring death to me? By no means! It was sin, producing death in me through what is good, in order that sin might be shown to be sin, and through the commandment might become sinful beyond measure. ¹⁴ For we know that the law is spiritual, but I am of the flesh, sold under sin. ¹⁵ For I do not understand my own actions. For I do not do what I want, but I do the very thing I hate. ¹⁶ Now if I do what I do not want, I agree with the law, that it is good. ¹⁷ So now it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells within me. ¹⁸ For I know that nothing good dwells in me, that is, in my flesh. For I have the desire to do what is right, but not the ability to carry it out. ¹⁹ For I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is what I keep on doing. ²⁰ Now if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells within me.

²¹ So I find it to be a law that when I want to do right, evil lies close at hand. ²² For I delight in the law of God, in my inner being, ²³ but I see in my members another law waging war against the law of my mind and making me captive to the law of sin that dwells in my members. ²⁴ Wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death? ²⁵ Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, I myself serve the law of God with my mind, but with my flesh I serve the law of sin.

Footnotes:

1. Romans 7:1 Or brothers and sisters; also verse 4
2. Romans 7:2 Greek law concerning the husband
3. Romans 7:6 Greek of the letter

English Standard Version (ESV)

The Holy Bible, English Standard Version. ESV® Text Edition: 2016. Copyright © 2001 by Crossway

GRIZZLY FIREPLACE. LOCAL IS DELICIOUS. CONFIDENCE IS BEAUTIFUL. THIS GIRL LOVES HER PACKERS. LOVE TO BURN. BORN TO BURN. PISSY BUS DRIVER THIS MORNING. MUST BE UNDERCOVER COP! LOL. ANOTHER BOTCHED STINK OP BY THE COPS! YESTERDAY, I HAD THE PROCESS SERVER FOR THE MISSOULA COUNTY SHERIFF'S DEPARTMENT, WATCHING ME AT MCDONALD'S . . . SURE SOMETHING WAS GOING ON THEIR TOO! PLANNING TODAY'S COP DROP DEAD SHIT? NOW IS THE DEPUTY WAS SMART, HE WOULD HAVE LOOKED OVER MY SHOULDER, AND NOTICED MY BIBLE, OPENED TO THE BOOK OF ROMANS, WITH A LARGE BLOCK BOX WITH THE BOOK IN THE NEW TESTAMENT. THERE ARE TWO SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS SITTING RIGHT OVER MY HEAD, OR AT LEAST CLOSE ENOUGH TO SEE WHAT I WAS DOING IF YOU ZOOM IN! NOW I CAN'T BE KAY OR SHELLEY, BOTH COFFEE DRINKERS--HAD A LARGE DIET COKE! THEY DESERVE TO DIE, ASSHOLES! BY LAW AND BY GOD'S LAW! SO, THIS MORNING, I GET OUT OF BED, BY ABOUT 4:30 AM, HAVING A TEXT STORM WITH MY DAUGHTER NICOLE, WHO HAS BEEN LIVING BACK EAST EMERSED IN THE REPUBLICAN CHURCH, AND SO FULL OF SOUTHWICK FAMILY BULLSHIT, THAT SHE IS SCREAMING, THIS CAN'T BE TRUE, IT IS NOT TRUE, YOU KNOW IT IS NOT TRUE! NO YOU JIUST CHOSE THE WRONG SIDE DARLIN'! SO, I GOT BREAKFAST, AND, HEADED OUT THE DOOR, WITH THREE STOOGES, ONE I SUSPECT IS A DEPPUTY SHERIFF, THE DUDE WHO GAVE ME ONE OF THE STUD DIAMONDS I STILL WEAR, FROM ABOUT TWO YEARS AGO! HE THOUGHT I WAS 40, ME AND MY FRIENDS, OFFERED TO PULL OUT MY I.D. TO SHOW HIM! HE HAS ANGER ISSUES, SO MOST LIKELYI A COP, JUST LIKE THE PISSY BUS DRIVER, WHO PICKED ME UP AT THE STOP ACROSS OF FRESH MARKET, AFTER TWO SHERIFFS, AND THREE MPD, SQUAD CARS ALL WENT SCRAMING DOWN THE STREET. THERE ARE TWO BIG ASS SECURITY CAMERAS ON THE BACK SIDE OF THE POVERELLO CENTER YARD, AND MUCH LIKE THE STINK OP THE OTHER MORNING, YOU CAN LIKELY SEE THIS ONE TOO! SO, I AM GUESSING FROM, THE REACTION OF THE BUS DRIVER, LIKE LAST TIME, THAT, HE KNEW, BY MY PRESENCE THAT, IT WAS THE WHAT, 3,000 BOTCHED, COP STOP, FROM, WASHINGTON D.C., TO WASHINGTON STATE, FROM DURANGO, COLORADO, TO MISSOIULA AND KALISPELL, MONTANA, I MEAN? HAVE YOU EVER STOPPED TO THINK, THAT YOU ARE ON THE WRONG SIDE TOO? WILD GAME PROCESSING. THE PEOPLE YOU HAVE BEEN BELIEVING ARE THE LEGITMATE ONES, ARE ALL JUST BEACH, SURF, SKI AND GOLF BUMBS! I DO ALL THE BLOGGING, LOBBYING, WATER COMPACTING, AND LEGAL CASES, THAT THEY CLAIM TO DO . . . THEY JUST STEAL, AND THEY DESERVE TO DIE! I MOST LIKELY, OR MYMONEY, IN SHELLEY'S HANDS, PAID FOR THE THREE YEARS FREE RIDES ON THE MOIUNTAIN LINE, AFTER WRITING ABOUT IT IN MY BLOG! SHIT, SHE NEVERE RIDES IT? LOL. I DON'T HAVE A CAR, DUMBASSES, SHE DOES! FUCK? TOOKYOU! I AM THE GOLDEN GOOSE THAT LAYS THE DAILY GOLDEN EGGS! MY KIDS ARE JUST AS SHOCKED AS YOU ARE . . . BUT, YOU HAVE HAD ALL THE EVIDENCE OVER THE 6 EYARS, I HAVE BEEN, ALL OVER THE STAT4E OF MONTANA, DITCHING AND DODGING YOUR BULLETS! GOOD GOD? RUSS'S: WE MEET BY ACCIDENT? FUCK NO. I HAVE HAD A CADRE OF CADS OVER THE YEARS, FROM KENNEDY TO MR. COWBOY, AND BEYOND, ALL WORKING FOR THESE BITCHES, OR ON MY MONEY, PAYROLL, PAID TO FUCK WITH ME AND MOST WANT TO FUCK AND FUCK ME! I DON'T KISS AND TELL. I DIDN'T KISS HIM! LOL. MOST FOR EGO SAKE WILL WANT TO IMPRESS THEIR COP SHIT FRIENDS, AND, MAKE THEM THINK OR TELL THEM THEY HAD SEX WITH ME . . . THEN THEY ARE PISSED WHEN I TELL THE TRUTH! HE WAS A PERFECT GENTLEMAN, AND I WAS A PERFECT LADY, FIT FOR THE VCITORIAN ERA! I AM MORE LIKELY THAN NOT, UNTIL I TRUST SOMEONE, TO NOT EVEN KISS THEM . . . SEX IS A LONG WAY DOWN THE ROAD! I MAY JOKE ABOUT SEX, BECAUSE IT SELLS, BUT, ASK ANY GUY I AM WITH, IF THEY EVEN EVER KNOW I LIKE THEM, THIS GAL IS NO EASY MARK! MR. WASHINGTON GRUB HUB! REJECTION IS WORTHY OF DEATH, TO THESE FUCKERS! LOVE ME OR I WILL DESTROY YOU. THEY DON'T WANT TO TAKE THE TIME TO ACTUALLY, BOND, GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER, BECAUSE, I AM SO GOOD AT GHOST BUSTING, THAT, THEY FEAR ME! PAPA MURPHY'S . . . YOU KNOW MURPHY'S LAW . . . IF ANYTHING CAN GO WRONG, IT WILL GO WRONG! TEACHING AMERICA . . . TEACHING THE WORLD! KING FOR A DAY OR TWO WITH ME! BUT WHAT IS A QUEEN WITHOUT A KING? MORE POWERFUL. IF I HAD TO WAKE UP TO THAT GNARLY BUS DRIVER, NOW, THE RIDES ARE FREE, SO GET THIS, HE PICKS ME UP, AN HOUR EARLIER THAN, I NORMALLY GO FOR A SPIN AROUND THE AIRPORT, LOVING TO WATCH THE MORNING SUN RISE OVER THE CITY, AND WATCH THE SHOPS, AND COMMUTERS, WAKE UP AND GET THEIR DAY ROLLING. I AM WAY TOO EARLY FOR THE LAW SCHOOL, AND I DON'T WANT TO HANG AROUND THE POV., WIHT THE MEN'S DORMS STILL CLOSED, THERE ARE BODIES IN EVERY NOOK AND CRANNY! SO, I BLAST OUT THE DOOR, ASAP! I SEE THE SHERIFFS AND THE COPS, ALSO PISSED, DRIVING LIKE LUNATICS, CITIZEN'S ARREST, AND, SO, THE BUS, PICKS ME UP, NEAR FRESH MARKET. I STAY ON THE BUS, HATE THE ONES I HAVE TO HIKE UP FOUR STAIRS TO GET IN, AND THE FIRST THING OUT OF THIS ONRY, FUCKER'S MOUTH, JUST AFTER I NOTICE, WE ARE NOT ON ROUTE 11, BUT ON ROUTE 3, HE SAYS, WARNING ME, THERE IS ONLY ONE LIKE RIDE OR CIRCUIT, ON THE BUS . . . WHATEVER. SO, I ASKED, IS THIS ROUTE 11 NOW? YES. OH, GOOD THAT IS THE ONE I WANT, PLEASANT, EVEN AFTER HIS RUDE OUTBREAK, ACTING LIKE I SPEND MY DAY ON THE FUCKING BUS! I IGNORE IT AND THEN, HE SAYS, AFTER I SAY, I WANT TO GO TO THE LAW SCHOOL, KNOWING THAT THIS TIME, RATHER THAN, GOING ON A ROUTE 3, IT TURNS STRAIGHT INTO ROUTE 1, GOING TO THE LAW SCHOOL, GETTING ME THERE JUST IN TIME FOR THE LIBRARY TO OPEN . . . SO OBVIOUSLY, I AM THE BLOGGER! THEN HE SAID, NO, YOU CAN'T RIDE ON BUS 1, YOU SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN OFF, AND GOTTEN ON ROUTE 1 NOW . . . THAT IS TOO EARLY, FOR ME TO GO TO THE LAW SCHOOL. WELL, YOU CAN'T GO THE FULL ROUTE ON THIS BUS, BECAUSE YOU GOT ON, AT THE FRESH MARKET, SO THAT IS WHERE YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE TO GET OFF! WHAT DOES IT MATTER? NO ANSWER. SO, FUCK HIM, RATHER THAN, GET OFF WHERE THE MOTHRERFUCKER, WANTED TO FORCE ME TO GET OFF, I GOT OFF, LONG BEFORE THAT, OVER BY BARNES AND NOBLE AND MY VERY NOBLE, BANK, FIRST SECURITY, WHO PROTECTED ME FROM, THE FRAUD BROADS, AGAIN, LIKE THEY HAVE IN THE PAST, WITH ANNA, CANCELLING MY DEBIT CARD, TO THE DISMAY OF THE FUCKING THIEVES, PISSED, CHICK, DEA, BITCH, SLAMMING HER FAKE CANE AND DOORS, ALL DAY, YESTERDAY! LOL. THEN, ANNA ALSO, BEING MY PERSONAL BANKER, WHILE AT THE TELLER, NOT WANTING TO BOTHER, HER, RUSHED TO THE TELLER'S WINDOW, AND SAID SHE HAD ANOTHER CUSTOMER, BUT SHE WOULD BE RIGHT WITH ME . . . SHE HANDLED THE CHANGES, AS EFFICIENTLY AS SHE DID SETTING UP THE ACOUNT, AND, SHE EVEN GAVE ME THIS BEAUTIFUL, FIRST SECURITY . . . HOME IS WHERE THE HORSE IS, COVER FOR MY NEW DEBIT CARD, AND GAVE ME THIS OTHER, FIRST SECURITY COOL, CARD HOLDER FOR MY OTHER CARDS, THAT I KEEP IN MY BLACK RUNNER'S JACKET, FORMERLY, SECRET ZIPPER THAT SOMEONE HAD TO BE WATCHING ME ON SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS, TO TELL THE DEA BITCH, JUST WHERE TO FIND IT A WEEK OR SO AGO! OH, MY GOD, I FEEL SO GOOD TO BE BANK IN COMPETENT, BANKING HANDS, NOT SOME SMALL ASS, SOUND COMMUNITY BANK, OR SOME UTAH ASS, AMERICA FIRST, SOUNDING LIKE STUPID TRUMP'S CREDIT UNION, THAT ALLOWS MY SPENDY SISTER, TO GET INTO AND CHANGE THE ACCOUNT, I SET UP, STEALING ALMOST HALF OF MY MONTHLY CHECK! I CAN ACTUALLY RELAX, AND FINANCIAL TERRORISM, NEVER HAPPENED AS LONG AS, I HAVE BEEN WITH FIRST SECURITY. I STARTED WORKING AT 16 AND BANKED WITH THEM, HAD THEM, WHEN, I GOT MARRIED, AND, THEN, WELLS FARGO TOOK OVER OR MERGED, BACK IN ABOUT 1988, OR SO, AND I HAVE HAD SHITTY SERVICE FROM THEM EVER SINCE FROM THIS LOCAL BRANCH, DECLINING, MY ACCOUNT, ONE DAY AFTER, I DEPOSITED AND SET UP THE ACCOUNT, ALL FOR SHELLEY RIGHT, OR RACHEL, OR KAY . . . I WENT STRAIGHT TO THE BANK AND CANCELLED MY ACCOUNT! I TOOK ME 10 MONTHS TO CLOSE AN ACCOUNT IF IT WERE EVERY CLOSED, IN ST. GEORGE, UTAH WHEN I WAS PRACTICING LAW, THEN, I HAD SECRET SECOND ACCOUNTS, AND TRY, FROM ST. GEORGE TO PAROWAN, TO HELENA TO FIX, AND EVENTUALLY CLOSED THAT ACCOUNT! NOW, I CAN STILL GO TO AN ATM AND PUT IN MY CARD, AND PIN NUMBER FOR AMERICA FIRST CREDIT UNION, AND THE DUDE WOULD NOT CLOSE MY, SAVINGS ACCOUNT WITH A FUCKING DOLLAR IN IT? REMEMBER, THEY JUST ADDED, A .9. TO MY ACCOUNT, AND THEY ARE KEEPING IT OPEN FOR ONE OF THE LOCAL, REPUBLICAN CHURCH GALS! SHIT. THANKS, FIRST SECURITY AND YOU HAVE THE COOLEST LOGO OF THE COLORFUL HORSE AND FUN, ADS, LIKE, HOME IS WHERE THE HORSE IS! KISSES. A BANK IS NOT A BANK, IS NOT A BANK, BELIEVE ME, I HAVE SEEN THOSE WHO SERVE THE LOSERS, THE LIARS, THE THIEVES AND THOSE WHO DON'T! BIG DIFFERENCE! SO, IT WAS FUN, TO JUMP OFF THE BUS, AT THAT CORNER OF HEALTHY AND HAPPY, AND THANK THE GRUMPY BUS DRIVER, AND MOURN FOR HIS POOR WIFE, HAVING TO WAKE UP TO THAT BEAST EVERY MORNING, CELEBRATING THEIR 30TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY? WHAT IS SHE BRAIN DEAD? YUCK. DUDE ACTS LIKE I AM, CHEATING HIM OUT OF GAS, OR PUTTING WEAR AND TEAR ON HIS TIRES, OR, SOMEHOW PUTTING EXTRA POUNDS ON THE BUS . . . YOU BETTER PRAY AND HOPE TO GOD, THE TRUTH, DOESN'T COME OUT, BECAUSE IW OULD FIRE YOUR SORRY, MEAN ASS! I COULD, FINALLY GET THE STATEMENT I AM LOOKING FOR . . . THE BILLIONS AND I WILL OWN, SEATTLE, MISSOULA, ST. GEORGE, AND A SHIT LOAD OF OTHER CITIES! PROBABLY RICHER THAN, BEZOS AND GATES, AND BELIEVE, ME, I AM LOYAL, TO THOSE WHO, WERE LOYAL TO ME, AND THEY HAVE BEEN FEW AND FAR BETWEEN! I THINK THE DRIVER WAS SHOCKED, THAT ONE OF MY FRIENDS, ACTUALLY A FORMER, COP, MARINE, WHO WAS RIDING ON THE BUS, TURNED AROUND AND TOLD ME HE JUST GOT HIS HOTSHOT FIRE FIGHTER'S, CERTIFICATE! COOL. HE WAS ALSO, THE DUDE, WHO, HAD THE GREAT PICTURE I THINK, I PUT IN MY BLOG, OF HIM, STANDING IN A RIVER, HOLDING A PRIZE SIZE FISH, IN HIS HANDS, AS HIS WIFE, TOOK HIS PICTURE, RIIGHT AS A GRIZ CAME UP BEHIND HIM WITH HIS MASSIVE HEAD, DUDE STILL SMILING . . . HE TURNED AFTER HIS WIFE SCREAMED AND THREW THE FISH AT THE BEAR! COOLEST PIC, I EVER SAW! I WAS JUST RHINKING ABOUT IT THIS MORNING, AND TOLD, COWBOY, WITH SOME AWESOME, GRIZ TALES OF HIS OWN, ABOUT THAT PICTURE AND MY FRIEND! I HAVE FRIENDS, DATING BACK TO THE OLD POV DAYS! SHIT, JACK AND ANNIE ARE IN TOWN, BUT, PERHAPS, BOTH ARE WORKING WITH THE COPS . . . ANNIE, SEEMED TO BE, WHEN, I FIRST SAW HER BACK IN TOWN. SHE SAID, YOU ARE AN ATTORNEY, IN FACT, YOU ARE A JUDGE! I SAW YOU ON TV. I THOUGHT, ONE OF MY FORMER, STUDENTS, OR UNDERCLASSWOMAN, AT BYU, IN MY SMALL SECTION TORTS, CLASS, LORI FAULK, I BELIEVE, BECAME A JUDGE, A FEW YEARS AGO, AS I RECALL. WE BOTH HAVE LONG GOLDEN ASH BLOND HAIR, BOTH HAVE RATHER THIN FACES, AND I THOUGHT, ANNIE MIGHT HAVE MISTAKEN, ME FOR HER? SO I ASKED, ANNIE WHAT THE JUDGE LOOKED, LIKE FROM, OREM, AND SHE SAID, SHE WAS FAT, HAD, HAIR, CUT SHORT, JUST UNDER HER CHIN, AND I AM THINKING, YOU ARE LOOKING RIGHT AT ME? WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING? I THINK SHE MUST HAVE BEEN PAID, TO, SAY, RACHEL, WHO HAS A MUCH, FATTER FACE, IS ME, TO CONFUSE, THE LISTENING SURVEILLANCE TEAMS OF FBI AGEINTS, RO THE SHERIFF'S DEPARTMENT, WHO, SHOULD BE AFTER, THAT BITCH! JUST LIKE ST. GEORGE, UTAH, PD, WHO ARRESTED ME FOR A BOGUS WARRANT, ALL ABOUT THE EGO, GOING PUSH ME AROUND, LIKE I DO THEM, IN MY BLOG, NASTY ASS, COUNTIES, IRON AND WASHINGTON, WHO BOTH TOOK MY PROPERTY, INTELLECTUAL, REAL, PERSONAL, AND JUDGES WHO WERE JEALOUS OF MY RISE TO FAME AND ACCLAIM, WHILE THEY SAT IN BLACK DRESSES, GETTING BORED, BUT, AFTER BEING ARRESTED AND ME LOOKING HOT, FOR MY WASHINGTON COUNTY, MUG SHOT, GOOD HAIR DAY, THEY WHISKED ME OFF TO IRON COUNTY, FOR THEM TO GET THEIR REVENGE, ALL ILLEGALLY, UNILAWFULLY, UNCONSTITUTIONALLY AND CRIMINALLY, WHATEVER FLOATS YOU FUCKING BOAT, BUT, WA COUNTY WOULD NOT, LET ME KEEP MY PLASTIC ID CARD FROM, ONE NIGHT IN JAIL, AFTER HEARING ME TALK TO THE DAUGHTER OF A SLAIN, FEMALE, SHERIFF, I BELIEVE, GOT SHOT BY MALE DEPUTY SHERIFFS! I WAS GONE IN A NEW YORK SECOND. SO, WHEN UP AT IRON COUNTY, THEY TOOK THIS HIDEOUS I.D. PICTURE, OF ME WITH MY FACE DISTORED, AND EXTENDED, TO MAKE ME LOOK FAT FACED LIKE RACHEL AND SHELLEY AND KAY, NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT! I HAVE THE FINER FEATURES, LIKE MY MOTHER, THE BIG GIRLS, SHELLEY, SUE, AND RACHEL ALL HAVE BIG, FACES LIKE MY DAD! THIS INCIDENT WITH ANNIE REMINDED ME, OF THAT PICTURE AND THE DISTORTION OF THE FACTS, TO MAKE SOMEONE BELIEVE, I AM OTHER THAN WHO I AM! TWISTED SISTERS PAYROLL, FUCKING WITH ME ON MY MONEY! WHATEVER. BUT, ANNIE HAS KNOWN ME FOR AT LEAST 6 YEARS, DATING BACK TO THE OLD DAYS AT THE OLD POV. SHE PRIDES HERSELF IN BEING A FORMER, DEPUTY SHERIFF, WITH COPS AND MILITARY IN HER FAMILY! SO . . . NOT A FAR STRETCH, THAT SHE MIGHT BE USED BY THE COPS TO FUCK ME! BUT SHE IS FUNNY. I TOLD HER ABOUT, MY RIDE AND DINNER, WITH COWBOY. SHE SAID, SARCASTICALLY, AND MADE, MOTIONS, TO MIMIC HER WORDS, TELL ME WHEN YOU RIDE THAT COWBOY. I JUST WANNA KNOW WHEN, YOU RIDE THAT COWBOY, AND SHE TAKES HER ARMS AND DOES SOME MOTION, LIKE GITTY-UP! LOL. THEN SHE SAID, I HAVE HAD TWO COWBOYS IN MY DAYS, ONE FROM NEW JERSEY, AND ONE FROM WYOMING. I PREFER TO RIDE A HORSE! LOL! I REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME SHE TOLD ME ABOUT THE WYOMING COWBOY, HE HAD NEVER BEEN BROKEN, AND HE WAS 51 YEARS OLD. SOMEONE DARED HER TO BREAK THE BOY IN AND HAVE SEX WITH HIM FOR THE FIRST TIME. LOL. SHE SAID SHE FELL ASLEEP! SCREAMING FUNNY! SHE SHOWED ME THESE FINGER, OR STICK FIGURES, OF HER POSITION AND THE COWBOY'S POSITION. SHE SAID ALL HE CARED ABOUT WAS HIS, HORSE AND HIS DOG! LOL. RIDE'M COWBOY, AS SHE SACHES OFF! SO FUNNY. I SAID, HEY, I SAW, NEAL, TODAY OVER BY THE UNIVERSITY, SHE SAID, OH, I AM OVER, BRAD PITT, NEAL DOESN'T LOOK LIKE HIM ANYMORE AND I CAN'T FIGURE OUT WHY I EVEN LIKED HIM . . . IT MUST HAVE BEEN LUST, YEAH, LUST, THAT IS IT. I SAID, NO, HE USED TO TAKE YOU DOWN TO THE RIVER. SHE GIVES ME A SOUR, LOOK, LIKE DON'T REMIND ME. HE IS GAY NOW, SO, ANNIE IS ABOUT AS LUCKY IN LOVE, AS I AM! I SAID, WELL, YOU HAD FUN, DIDN'T YOU? YEAH! THE FIRST 20 YEARS, IN MISSOULA, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH, SHE HAD SOME COMPARISON, TO SOMETHING, THEN, THE SECOND, AND SHE ROLLS HER EYES! OH, I FORGOT, ONE OF HER, THOUGHTS, SHE SAID, ALL HER BOYFRIENDS, MARRY HER FRIENDS, DITTO, AT LEAST NOT, HER SISTER! SHE SAID, YEAH THAT COWBOY, IN WYOMING, BOUGHT MY BEST FRIEND A CAR, AND MARRIED HER . . . HEY, I BROKE YOU SHE YELLS! LOL. I WISH I HAD A RECORDING OF ANNIE'S VENTS, SO FUNNY, FROM FAMILY, TO MEN, HILARIOUS! A COOL, GRIZ STORY, FROM, MR. COWBOY RODEO STAR. SO, I WAS RAISING, HIS SON, AND, AN INDIAN GIRL, WHO, HE BROUGHT HOME, ONE, DAY, SAYING SHE HAD NOWHERE TO GO FOR THE WEEKEND. HER PARENTS HAD LEFT HER, AND GONE DRINKING, AND WHEN THEY SHOWED UP TO PICK HER UP, THEY WERE SO DRUNK, COWBOY WOULD, NOT ALLOW HER TO LEAVE, SO THEY SAID, FINE THEN YOU KEEP HER! HE ADOPTED HER, THEY NEVER CAME BACK, AND HE WORKED, 6 YEARS, AND PUT HER THROUGH, HARVARD MEDICAL SCHOOL! SHE LUCKED OUT! BUT, WHEN, HIS KIDS WERE YOUNG, HE HAD A BIG SPREAD, BRED, RAISED, AND SOLD, HORSES, ON HIS $20 MILLION DOLLAR RANCH. ONE DAY, A GRIZ CUB, ALMOST GROWN, WANDERED INTO HIS YARD, AND LUMBERED AROUND THE YARD, LOOKING FOR FOOD, AND BERRIES. COWBOY HAD JUST BEEN FISHING SO HE TOOK OUT A FISH AND THREW IT TO THE BEAR, WHO MADE A FAST MEAL OF IT. THAT BEAR SHOWED UP EVERY YEAR FOR THE NEXT 5 YEARS! HE ALWAYS HAD A FISH TO GIVE THE BEAR, AND WARNED THE TWO KIDS, TO NEVER GO OUT IN THE YARD, IF THE GRIZ WAS IN IT! SO, ONE MORNING, EARLY, BEFORE DAYLIGHT, COWBOY, TRIES TO PUSH THE DOOR OPEN, AND HE CAN'T MOVE IT--HE TRIED AGAIN, LIKE WHAT THE HELL? HE PEEKED AROUND THE DOOR, AND THERE WAS THAT GRIZ, JUST, LAYING ON THE BACK PORCH, SLEEPING! LOL. HE FINALLY, CALLED THE FISH AND GAME WARDENS, AND TOLD THEM, THE BEAR WAS GETTING TO BE A NUCANCE, SO THEY CAME, TRANQUILIZED IT, AND FINALLY, THE BEAR, WAS ASLEEP. BEFORE THEY PUT IT IN THE TRAILER, THEY WEIGHED AND MEASURED IT . . . 14 FEET LONG! 1700 POUNDS! WHAT HAS THIS BEAR BEEN EATING? COWBOY ADMITTED THE WAS AND HAD BEEN FEEDING IT FISH FOR YEARS! I WAS SHOCKED, BECAUSE, THE FAMOUS, UTAH, LEGEND, BEAR, OLD EPHRIAM, STOOD JUST 11 FEET TALL, CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT HE WEIGHED, BUT, HIS SKULL WAS SAID TO HAVE BEEN, LIKE, 3/4 QUARTERS LARGER THAN, THE AVERAGE GRIZZLY BEAR! THE SKULL WAS IN THE SMITHSONIAN, UNTIL, THE LAST, FEW YEARS AND IT WAS MOVED, BACK TO THE BRIDGERLAND MUSEUM, THAT SITS BETWEEN, IDAHO AND UTAH, WHERE THE OLD BEAR ROAMED AND TERRORIZED RANCHERS AND FARMERS, KILLING, 150 SHEEP IN ONE NIGHT! THE MAN WHO SHOT THE BEAR, STANDING IN A RIVER, DOG BARKING, TURNED TO FIND THE BEAR ON HIS HIND LEGS, READY TO POUNCE ON THE HUNTER, TURNED AND WAS FAST ENOUGH TO GET A SHOT OFF! BUT LIKE, JESSE JAMES AND BUTCH CASSIDY, KILLING A LEGEND, IS ALMOST MORE HEARTBREAKING THAN, THE GOOD IT DOES! THERE IS ONLY ONE LEGEND . . . LEGENDS ARE MADE NOT BORN. LEGENDS AREN'T MADE ON CONFERENCE CALLS! MY GRANDSONS STILL LOVE TO HEAR, THE STORIES OF OLD EPHRIAM THE BEAR. IT WAS INTERESTING, THAT THE MOVIE WITH, TOM SELLECK, WRITTEN BY LOUIS LAMOR, HAD A SALOON OR HOTEL, IN THE TOWN, CALLED THE "EPHRIAM!" HEY WE, WERE JUST TALKING ABOUT THAT! OKAY, SO, I HAVEN'T BEEN WATCHING THE NEWS, LATELY, BECAUSE, IT APPEARS SOMEONE HAS BEEN MESSING WITH THE COMPUTERS, HERE AT THE LAW SCHOOL AND AT THE LIBRARY, WHERE I USE THE COMPUTERS, TURNING OFF, CONNECTOR, DEIVICES, FROM WITHIN, TO SHUT OFF THE SOUND, SO I CAN'T USE MY EARBUDS, TO LISTEN. THEY DID IT TO ONE OF THE COMPUTERS HERE AT THE LIBRARY, SO I COULD ALWAYS MOVE TO ANOTHER ONE, BUT YESTERDAY, THEY FUCKED THAT ONE TOO! EARLY OUT. THEN, AT THE LIBRARY, I WOULD, MESS AROUND, AND GET IT TO WORK, BUT NOT AFTER, BLASTING THE SOUND ALL OVER THE LIBRARY TO TEST IF THIS OR THAT WAS WORKING, STAFF COULDN'T EVEN FIGURE OUT WHAT WAS WRONG. I FINALLY HAD TO SIT AND LISTEN, TO IT WITHOUT THE EARBUDS, BECAUSE, THEY WOULD BLOCK IT, UNTIL, I WOULD, TAKE THE HEADPHONES OUT, AND THEN, I COULDN'T EVEN TURN OFF THE COMPUTER, OR SHUT IT DOWN! I WAS A NUCANCE TO THE LIBRARY, AT THAT POINT. I DID, LISTEN, SO QUIETLY, WITHOUT HEADPHONES, THAT, I COULD BARELY HEAR THE NEWS, SO, AFTER READING ANOTHER FEW SCRIPTURES, SOME MORE IN ROMANS, HIT ME AS GOOD LAST NIGHT, SO I WILL PUT SOME OF THE TEXTS, FROM MY SCRIPTURE STUDY, IN . . . TEACHING AMERICA . . . TEACHING THE WORLD! PAUL WAS THE GREATEST MISSIONARY OF HIS TIME, BUT WITH THE INTERNET, I CAN HIT UP THE WHOLE WORLD, SIMULTANEOUSLY! AMAZING! THOSE WHO HAVE EARS TO HEAR, EYES TO SEE, HEARTS TO FEEL . . . LIFT UP YOUR LIFE TO A BRIGHTER FUTURE! THE SCRIPTURES AND GOD, HIS SON, ARE MY STRENGTH, MY JOY, MY LIFE! MEN ARE THAT THEY MIGHT HAVE JOY! INTERESTING, I HAD A DREAM LAST NIGHT, THAT I WAS, BACK IN SOUTHERN UTAH, I THINK OR A DESERT, WITH, LIKE TWO COUPLES, I SEEMED TO BE WITH SOME, MAN, WHO, SEEMED TO BE MY PARNTER OR HUSBAND AND I HAD KIDS, BUT NOT SURE IF THEY WERE MY KIDS, AND THEN, THERE WAS THIS OTHER COUPLE AND THEIR KIDS. WE WERE OUT IN THE DESERT, THAT LOOKED ALMOST MORE LIKE, ARIZONA, THAN, UTAH, BUT, UP ON THE DISTANT HILLS, THERE WERE COYOTES, AND ONE OF THEM, WAS, MASSIVE, ALMOST THE SIZE OF A HORSE? THERE SEEMED TO BE, SUAGARO CATCUS? IT COULD HAVE LOOKED, ALMOST LIKE, THE BARREN HILLS, OUR MOUTAINS, OUTSIDE OF LAS VEGAS TOO? BUT THE KIDS WERE OUT PLAYING, AND, THE COYOTES, JUST ONE OR TWO, TURNED INTO MANY, AND THEY STARTED TO COME TOWARD THE KIDS . . . BOTH SETS OF PARENTS, OR, ADULTS, TWO MALES AND ME AND ANOTHER FEMALE, WERE YELLING FOR THEM TO HURRY, GET AWAY, AND COME RUN TO THE HOUSE FOR PROTECTION! THE KIDS WERE HAULING ASS, AND WITH THE PACK OF COYOTES, GAINING SPEED, WE WERE ALL RELIEVED, TO SEE THAT ALL THE KIDS MADE IT TO THE HOUSE. AGAIN, THE SCENARY WAS STARK, AND BARREN, THERE WAS A BLACK, SUV, BUT IT HAD BEEN, COVERED WITH SOME GRAY, SILK, OR MATERIAL, VEHICLE COVERING. IT REMINDED ME OF SOME BLACK SUV, THAT MIGHT BE PART OF A PRESIDENTIAL MOTORCADE? A CADILLAC OR CHEVY? I THINK, IN THE DREAM THERE HAD BEEN A SAND STORM, BEFORE THE COYOTES, STARTED TO SHOW UP AND CHASE THE KIDS. I SAID, THAT WAS SMART, TO COVER THE VEHICLE, WITH, THAT TO PROTECT IT FROM THE SAND STORM. WE ALL WENT INTO A REALLY NICE HOUSE, THAT APPEARED TO BE A HOUSE WE ALL SHARED, BOTH FAMILIES? IT WAS A REAL MODERN LOOKING HOUSE, ALMOST, LIKE A FRANK LLOYD WRIGHT HOUSE? I KNOW THAT IS OLD, BUT HE DID MODERN LOOKING STUFF. ONCE INSIDE, WE WERE ALL, RELIEVED TO BE SAFE, AND I REACHED OUT TO THE OTHER MAN, NOT THE ONE I APPEARED TO BE WITH, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY, BUT, IN A THANKFUL WAY, HUGGING, THE MAN WITH DARK HAIR, WEARING A RED T-SHIRT. THEN, ALL THE SUDDEN, MY PARENTS, DICK AND HELEN, SOUTHWICK, ALONG WITH TIFFANY, I THINK AND A FEW, KIDS, SHOWED UP . . . I HAVEN'T TALKED OR SEEN MY FAMILY FOR YEARS, ALMOST SIINCE LEAVING, UTAH! THAT SCRIPTURE MUST HAVE GOTTEN TO THEM, THE ONES IN ROMANS, THAT THESE TYPES OF PEOPLE WHO KNOW GOD, BUT LIVE IS SHITTY WAYS, COMMITTING ALL KINDS OF CRIMES AND SINS, DESERVE TO DIE . . . IT SEEMED THEY WERE COMING HOPING FOR SOME TYPE OF REUNION OR FORGIVENESS, COVERING THEIR ASSES IN ALL THAT THEY HAD DONE TO ME OVER THE YEARS! THAT WAS THE END OF THE DREAM. I HAVEN'T PROCESSED WHAT IT MEANS, OTHER THAN, WONDERING WHAT THE COYOTES, HAD TO DO WITH IT? WE ALL KNOW THAT, COYOTES, ARE THE MEXICANS, SOME DRUG, HUMAN BODY, TRAFFICKERS, THAT SMUGGLE LATINOS, THROUGH THE BORDER, INTO THE UNITED STATES! THEY ARE THE ONES WHO SMUGGLE DRUGS, AND ALL SORTS OF THINGS, THROUGH THE PORTS OF ENTRY! WHAT THAT WOULD HAVE TO DO WITH MY KIDS, A LOVER OR HUSBAND, I AM NOT SURE; HOWEVER, THAT CONNECTION BETWEEN MY EXTENDED FAMILY, TRUMP, AND THE BORDER POLICY, WITH MY MONEY BEHIND TRUMP . . . THAT KIND OF MAKES SENSE, THE COVERED, BLACK, GOVERNM,ENT LOOKING, SUV, THE DESERT, MY KIDS, AND FEAR OF THEM . . . YEAH, I CAN SEE THAT, AND ME BEING EXTREMELY GRATEFUL TO SOMEONE THAT MIGHT HELP MY KIDS . . . THEY WERE MUCH, YOUNGER IN THAT DREAM . . . BUT THAT MAY INDICATED THE TIME THAT THEY HAVE BEEN SUBJECTED TO THIS TYPE OF CARTEL, MOB, MAFIA, GOD SQUAD, BULL SHIT, TERRIRIFED, EVEN TO THINK TO AGREE WITH ALL THAT HAD BEEN DONE TO THEIR MOTHER. NICOLEJ'S TEXTING, ALMOST SEEMED DESPERATE TO AGREE THAT, NONE OF WHAT I KNOW, FACTUALLY WITH EVIDENCE IS TRUE . . . LIKE SHE CAN'T BELIEVE, HER PARENTS, OR SHE TOO IS GOING TO SUFFER FOR DOING WHAT SHE HAD TO DO TO SURVIVE IN THE CLIMATE SHE WAS FORCED INTO BECAUSE OF THE MONEY, THE FAME, THE GAME, THE, POWER, THE PRESTIGE, THE PERKS, AND, THE POSSIBLE PUNISHMENT IF I AM RIGHT! WHICH I AM . . . . THAT DREAM MAY BE OF HELP TO SOMEONE, SOMEWHERE! SO FOR THE NEXT COUPLE OF CHAPTERS, IN THE BOOK OF ROMANS . . . GREAT STUFF, BEST PSYCHOLOGY BOOK, EVER WRITTEN! JESUS CHRIST SUPER STAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I FIRMLY BELIEVE, THE ONLY, REASON, I AM HERE TO WRITE THIS, IS FOR HIS GLORY, USING ME AND MY BLOG, TO SEND HIS MESSAGE TO THE WORLD! DRINK IT UP! DRINK AND TOAST TO A BRIGHTER FUTURE! THINGS GO BETTER WITH CHRIST!

Romans 4-6 English Standard Version (ESV)

Abraham Justified by Faith

4 What then shall we say was gained by Abraham, our forefather according to the flesh? ² For if Abraham was justified by works, he has something to boast about, but not before God. ³ For what does the Scripture say? “Abraham believed God, and it was counted to him as righteousness.” ⁴ Now to the one who works, his wages are not counted as a gift but as his due. ⁵ And to the one who does not work but believes in^[a] him who justifies the ungodly, his faith is counted as righteousness, ⁶ just as David also speaks of the blessing of the one to whom God counts righteousness apart from works:

⁷ “Blessed are those whose lawless deeds are forgiven,
    and whose sins are covered;
⁸ blessed is the man against whom the Lord will not count his sin.”

⁹ Is this blessing then only for the circumcised, or also for the uncircumcised? For we say that faith was counted to Abraham as righteousness. ¹⁰ How then was it counted to him? Was it before or after he had been circumcised? It was not after, but before he was circumcised. ¹¹ He received the sign of circumcision as a seal of the righteousness that he had by faith while he was still uncircumcised. The purpose was to make him the father of all who believe without being circumcised, so that righteousness would be counted to them as well, ¹² and to make him the father of the circumcised who are not merely circumcised but who also walk in the footsteps of the faith that our father Abraham had before he was circumcised.

The Promise Realized Through Faith

¹³ For the promise to Abraham and his offspring that he would be heir of the world did not come through the law but through the righteousness of faith. ¹⁴ For if it is the adherents of the law who are to be the heirs, faith is null and the promise is void. ¹⁵ For the law brings wrath, but where there is no law there is no transgression.
¹⁶ That is why it depends on faith, in order that the promise may rest on grace and be guaranteed to all his offspring—not only to the adherent of the law but also to the one who shares the faith of Abraham, who is the father of us all, ¹⁷ as it is written, “I have made you the father of many nations”—in the presence of the God in whom he believed, who gives life to the dead and calls into existence the things that do not exist. ¹⁸ In hope he believed against hope, that he should become the father of many nations, as he had been told, “So shall your offspring be.” ¹⁹ He did not weaken in faith when he considered his own body, which was as good as dead (since he was about a hundred years old), or when he considered the barrenness^[b] of Sarah's womb. ²⁰ No unbelief made him waver concerning the promise of God, but he grew strong in his faith as he gave glory to God, ²¹ fully convinced that God was able to do what he had promised. ²² That is why his faith was “counted to him as righteousness.” ²³ But the words “it was counted to him” were not written for his sake alone, ²⁴ but for ours also. It will be counted to us who believe in him who raised from the dead Jesus our Lord, ²⁵ who was delivered up for our trespasses and raised for our justification.

Peace with God Through Faith

5 Therefore, since we have been justified by faith, we^[c] have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ. ² Through him we have also obtained access by faith^[d] into this grace in which we stand, and we^[e] rejoice^[f] in hope of the glory of God. ³ Not only that, but we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, ⁴ and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, ⁵ and hope does not put us to shame, because God's love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us.

⁶ For while we were still weak, at the right time Christ died for the ungodly. ⁷ For one will scarcely die for a righteous person—though perhaps for a good person one would dare even to die— ⁸ but God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. ⁹ Since, therefore, we have now been justified by his blood, much more shall we be saved by him from the wrath of God. ¹⁰ For if while we were enemies we were reconciled to God by the death of his Son, much more, now that we are reconciled, shall we be saved by his life. ¹¹ More than that, we also rejoice in God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have now received reconciliation.

Death in Adam, Life in Christ

¹² Therefore, just as sin came into the world through one man, and death through sin, and so death spread to all men^[g] because all sinned— ¹³ for sin indeed was in the world before the law was given, but sin is not counted where there is no law. ¹⁴ Yet death reigned from Adam to Moses, even over those whose sinning was not like the transgression of Adam, who was a type of the one who was to come.
¹⁵ But the free gift is not like the trespass. For if many died through one man's trespass, much more have the grace of God and the free gift by the grace of that one man Jesus Christ abounded for many. ¹⁶ And the free gift is not like the result of that one man's sin. For the judgment following one trespass brought condemnation, but the free gift following many trespasses brought justification. ¹⁷ For if, because of one man's trespass, death reigned through that one man, much more will those who receive the abundance of grace and the free gift of righteousness reign in life through the one man Jesus Christ.
¹⁸ Therefore, as one trespass^[h] led to condemnation for all men, so one act of righteousness^[i] leads to justification and life for all men. ¹⁹ For as by the one man's disobedience the many were made sinners, so by the one man's obedience the many will be made righteous. ²⁰ Now the law came in to increase the trespass, but where sin increased, grace abounded all the more, ²¹ so that, as sin reigned in death, grace also might reign through righteousness leading to eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.

Dead to Sin, Alive to God

6 What shall we say then? Are we to continue in sin that grace may abound? ² By no means! How can we who died to sin still live in it? ³ Do you not know that all of us who have been baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into his death? ⁴ We were buried therefore with him by baptism into death, in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, we too might walk in newness of life.

⁵ For if we have been united with him in a death like his, we shall certainly be united with him in a resurrection like his. ⁶ We know that our old self^[j] was crucified with him in order that the body of sin might be brought to nothing, so that we would no longer be enslaved to sin. ⁷ For one who has died has been set free^[k] from sin. ⁸ Now if we have died with Christ, we believe that we will also live with him. ⁹ We know that Christ, being raised from the dead, will never die again; death no longer has dominion over him. ¹⁰ For the death he died he died to sin, once for all, but the life he lives he lives to God. ¹¹ So you also must consider yourselves dead to sin and alive to God in Christ Jesus.
¹² Let not sin therefore reign in your mortal body, to make you obey its passions. ¹³ Do not present your members to sin as instruments for unrighteousness, but present yourselves to God as those who have been brought from death to life, and your members to God as instruments for righteousness. ¹⁴ For sin will have no dominion over you, since you are not under law but under grace.

Slaves to Righteousness

¹⁵ What then? Are we to sin because we are not under law but under grace? By no means! ¹⁶ Do you not know that if you present yourselves to anyone as obedient slaves,^[l] you are slaves of the one whom you obey, either of sin, which leads to death, or of obedience, which leads to righteousness? ¹⁷ But thanks be to God, that you who were once slaves of sin have become obedient from the heart to the standard of teaching to which you were committed, ¹⁸ and, having been set free from sin, have become slaves of righteousness. ¹⁹ I am speaking in human terms, because of your natural limitations. For just as you once presented your members as slaves to impurity and to lawlessness leading to more lawlessness, so now present your members as slaves to righteousness leading to sanctification.
²⁰ For when you were slaves of sin, you were free in regard to righteousness. ²¹ But what fruit were you getting at that time from the things of which you are now ashamed? For the end of those things is death. ²² But now that you have been set free from sin and have become slaves of God, the fruit you get leads to sanctification and its end, eternal life. ²³ For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Footnotes:

1. Romans 4:5 Or but trusts; compare verse 24
2. Romans 4:19 Greek deadness
3. Romans 5:1 Some manuscripts let us
4. Romans 5:2 Some manuscripts omit by faith
5. Romans 5:2 Or let us; also verse 3
6. Romans 5:2 Or boast; also verses 3, 11
7. Romans 5:12 The Greek word anthropoi refers here to both men and women; also twice in verse 18
8. Romans 5:18 Or the trespass of one
9. Romans 5:18 Or the act of righteousness of one
10. Romans 6:6 Greek man
11. Romans 6:7 Greek has been justified
12. Romans 6:16 For the contextual rendering of the Greek word doulos, see Preface; twice in this verse; also verses 17, 19 (twice), 20

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