CRUNCH-ATIZE ME CAP'N. ANYTIME IS GO TIME! ROOM FOR POSSIBILITIES. 10. YOUR TURF. YOUR TIME. THE NATURE FIX. YOUR BRAIN ON NATURE. TALK TIME CLASS. WORLD OF PURE IMAGINATION. DON'T BE SLEEPLESS IN SEATTLE. I DON'T INTEND TO BE. GRANT CARDONE. ONE STOP ENTREPRENEUR SHOP. THE 10X RULE. BE OBSESSED OR BE AVERAGE. COMPASSIONATE. CHALLENGING. INCLUSIVE. HOW YOU MOVE IS WHO YOU ARE. TIPBOX. HOT MIC. BEAUTIFUL & BRILLIANT MESSY DEMOCRACY AT ITS FINEST YESTERDAY IN 40 MINUTES OF SILENCE IN CHAMBER WHILE SENATOR JEFF FLAKE (R. AZ), STANDING TALL, TAPS SENATOR, CHRIS COONS (D. IL.), ON THE SHOULDER, AND TAKES POWER OUT OF THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, AND TAKES CONTROL OF THE SENATE CONFIRMATION HEARING FOR SUPREME COURT NOMINEE, JUDGE BRETT M. KAVANAUGH, AFTER TWO RAPE VICTIMS, STOP HIM, IN THE SENATE ELEVATOR, WHERE THEY CRIED, AND SAID, SO, YOU ARE GOING TO MAKE WHAT HAPPENED TO ME NOTHING, NOT COUNT? PUTTING A RAPIST ON THE SUPREME COURT, DISCREDITS, ALL WOMEN, IF YOU VOTE FOR THAT MAN. DON'T EVER SAY, THAT ONE PERSON, CAN'T MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN OUR POLITICAL PROCESS AND CHANGE THE LANDSCAPE OF HISTORY . . . HERE IS THE RUNDOWN OF WHAT HAPPENED, YESTERDAY, RIGHT BEFORE THE GOP WAS GOING PUSH THE NOMINEE, THROUGH THE SENATE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE, AND ONTO THE FLOOR OF THE SENATE FOR A VOTE TO CONFIRM: (1) WHILE JUDGE KAVANAUGH, OF THE D.C. CIRCUIT COURT OF APPEALS, WAS, PUT ON THE SHORT LIST FOR CONSIDERATION FOR SCOTUS, PROFESSOR, CATHERINE BLASEY FORD, WHO HAD BEEN, SEXUALLY ASSAULTED BACK IN HIGH SCHOOL, WHILE, BOTH WERE ATTENDING BOY AND GIRL PREP SCHOOLS, DECIDED THAT IT WAS HER "CIVIC DUTY" TO AT LEAST LET HER SENATOR KNOW, WHAT HAPPENED TO HER, IN THIS AGE OF #METOO; (2) SENATE JUDICIARY MINORITY CHAIR, SENATOR, DIANNE FEINSTEIN, HAD A LETTER FROM FORD, FOR SOME, 31 DAYS,, I BELIEVE, WITH THE REQUEST THAT, THE LETTER REMAIN CONFIDENTIAL--AT SOME POINT, I THINK, DR. FORD'S ATTORNEY, CONTACTED, THE SENATOR AND TOLD HER TO RELEASE THE LETTER AND PUT IT ON THE RECORD; (3) SENATOR, GRASSLEY, THE MAJORITY CHAIR OF THE SENATE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE, AND OTHER GOP WERE BOUND AND DETERMINED THAT THEY WERE GOING TO RUSH THIS NOMINEE THROUGH THE PROCESS TO A VOTE, ASAP, TO GIVE TRUMP ANOTHER SUPREME COURT JUSTICE, AND RED MEAT TO THE REPUBLICAN BASE, WHO ELECTED, TRUMP, SPECIFICALLY, FOR, THIS, AND THEY WANTED TO DO IT BEFORE THE NOVEMBER MID-TERM ELECTIONS; (4) DEMOCRATS & REPUBLICANS WERE LOCKED IN A HEATED BATTLE OVER THIS NOMINEE, GIVEN HIS EXTREME VOTING RECORD, SOME OF HIS IDEAS, LIKE AN "IMPERIAL PRESIDENCY" AND NOW, IN LIGHT OF THESE SEXUAL ASSAULT ALLEGATIONS; (5) THE SENATE SCHEDULED A HEARING FOR BOTH THE VICTIM, MS. FORD, TO TESTIFY, AND FOR BRETT, TO TELL HIS SIDE OF THE STORY; (6) SOME OF THE DEMOCRATIC SENATORS, WERE SHOCKED, AT THE TEMPERAMENT OF THE POTENTIAL NEW MEMBER OF THE HIGHEST COURT IN THE LAND--HIS OUTBURSTS AND EVASIVE ANSWERS, AND EVEN SNARKY RESPONSES, TURNING BACK, QUESTIONS THEY ASKED, HIM, ON THEMSELVES; (7) IN SPITE OF ALL THE SENATE CHAMBERS DRAMA, REPUBLICANS, DEFENDED THEIR MAN, AND WITH, VITRIOLIC ANGER, AND HATE SPEWING, VENOM, DECRIED THE VERY THOUGHT, THAT THIS MAN'S, REPUTATION, FROM HIGH SCHOOL COULD HURT HIS CHANCES, ON A SEAT ON THE HIGH COURT . . . THEY THOUGHT THEY HAD THE NUMBERS TO "PLOW" THROUGH THIS PROCESS, AND GET THEIR MAN; (8) WOMEN, NATIONWIDE, WERE ANGERED, MARCHED IN THE STREETS, AND MANY WENT TO THE NATION'S CAPITAL, STORMED THE HALLS OF THE CAPITOL BUILDING, AND, STARTED, LOBBYING, FOUR, POSSIBLE SWING VOTES, OF REPUBLICANS, IN BLUE STATES--THE HIT LIST WAS, FLAKE, MURKOWSKI, COLLINS, AND MANCHIN; (9) BY 6:30 PT, I HEARD THAT, FLAKE WAS VOTING FOR, KAVANAUGH, IN SPITE OF THE GUT WRENCHING STORY, OF PROFESSOR FORD, AND I WAS DUMB FOUNDED, AS, WERE SEVERAL RAPE VICTIMS, WHO BEFORE THE SENATE SESSION, STARTED THE DAY THE VOTE WAS TO BE TAKEN, BY 1:30 PM, ET, WITH SOME PROCEDURAL, HOUSEKEEPING ITEMS, TO FINISH, BUT DUE TO THE EMOTIONAL ENCOUNTER, OF THE TWO RAPE VICTIMS, WHO STOPPED, SENATOR FLAKE, AND HELD THE DOOR TO THE ELEVATOR DOOR OPEN, WITH CAMERAS ON THEM, FORCED, SENATOR FLAKE TO HEAR THEIR CRIES AND ASK FOR HIM TO REPRESENT THEM! (10) IN AN ACT OF PROFILES IN COURAGE, SENATOR FLAKE, DID, REPRESENT THESE LADIES, AND ALL THE RAPE VICTIMS IN THIS COUNTRY, WITH OVER 1 IN 3 WOMEN, BEING SEXUALLY ASSAULTED, SAID HE JUST COULD N'OT PROCEED, WITHOUT AN FBI INVESTIGATION, INTO THE FORMER CHARGES, AND NOW THE NEW WOMEN, COMING FORWARD, TO TELL THEIR STORIES! SOB. TO WATCH, SENATOR FLAKE, STANDING TALLER, AND STRONGER, THAN, I HAVE EVER SEEN HIM, HE TOOK THE POWERS OF HIS OFFICE, AND THE RARE, POWER PLAY TO REACH ACROSS THE AISLE, AND TAPE A MAN, HE TRUSTED, FROM, WHAT WE HAVE ALMOST SEEN, IN RECENT YEARS, AS THE ENEMIES CAMP, AND SIMPLY WITH THE GRACE AND DIGNITY OF A SENATOR, TAPPED, COONS, ON THE SHOULDER, AND THE TWO MEN, REPRESENTING BOTH SIDES, AND, SHOWING, THAT, THEY ARE FINALLY GETTING IT, WORKED OUT A DEAL, MEETING THE BOTTOM LINE EXPECTATIONS OF VICTIMS, TO HAVE AN FBI INVESTIGATION, INTO THE ALLEGATIONS, FOR ONE WEEK, POSTPONING THE VOTE, IN THE SENATE, LEAVING, BOTH GRASSLEY AND FEINSTEIN, IN THE DARK, WITH THE SENATE, STANDING STILL FOR 40 MINUTES, WHILE THE DEAL WAS STRUCK BY THE TWO FRIENDS, WHO SATISFIED, BOTH SIDES, BY BACKING THE PRESIDENT, SERVING AS A CHECK ON HIS POWERS, THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH POWERS, AND HIS NOMINEE, AND FLEXED, SOME MUSCLES, FOR THE SENATE, AS ONE OF THE CHECKS AND BALANCES, STOPPING THE SUPREME COURT NOMINEE, WHO WOULD SIT AS A ALLEGED, CHECK FROM THE OTHER, CO-EQUAL BRANCH, TO ASK THE PRESIDENT WHO SAID, THE FBI DOESN'T INVESTIGATE SCOTUS NOMINEES, MAKING HIM, DO A 180 DEGREE TURN OF EVENTS, AND THE SENATE GOT THE WHITE HOUSE TO ORDER AN FBI INVESTIGATION OF THIS TRUMP NOMINEE! PURE POLITICAL MAGIC! SENATOR'S FLAKE AND COONS, DEMONSTRATING, WHAT WE HAVE ALL BEEN LONGING FOR, AND THAT IS TO WORK TOGETHER, TO MAKE THIS COUNTRY FUNCTION AS, IT IS SUPPOSE TO DO, WITHOUT A CONSTITUTIONAL CRISIS, JUST USING THE TIME TESTED, TOOLS, THAT THE FOUNDING FATHERS, HAVE PROVIDED! WITHOUT ONE PLAYER, IN THIS CHAIN, OF NOW, LEGENDARY FIGURES, THE WOMEN OF THIS COUNTRY, THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN RAPED, AND SEXUALLY ASSAULTED, WOULD HAVE BEEN PUSHED, ONE MORE TIME, TO THE BACKGROUND OF THE POLITICAL ARENA, WITH, MUCH, FEWER, WOMEN, OCCUPYING SEATS OF POWER, IN THE HOUSE AND THE SENATE, OR THE WHITE HOUSE OR ON THE SUPREME COURT! THAT IS, A STELLAR EXAMPLE, OF, OUR "REPUBLICAN" FORM OF GOVERNMENT, OR OUR "REPRESENTATIVE" FORM OF GOVERNMENT IN ACTION! THESE WOMEN, FOUND THE RIGHT SENATOR, A PIVOTAL, PLAYER, AND VOTE, HIT THE RIGHT CORDS, REFUSED TO ALLOW THE SENATOR, TO CLOSE THE DOORS OR GO TO CHAMBERS, WITHOUT LISTENING TO THEM! THANKS TO ALL THE KEY DEMOCRATIC PROCESS PLAYERS, FROM, THE SENATORS, TO THE VICTIMS, TO THE PROTESTERS, WHO WERE CHANTING, "NOVEMBER IS COMING. NOVEMBER IS COMING! NOVEMBER IS COMING!" THIS IS THE WAY, A DEMOCRACY WORKS! THESE ARE ALL "PEOPLE" IN A GOVERNMENT OF THE PEOPLE, BY THE PEOPLE, AND FOR THE PEOPLE! ON THE LIGHTER SIDE OF THINGS, SENATOR, FLAKE, HAS, TAKEN ON TRUMP, FROM THE GET-GO, AND HE HAS PAID, POLITICALLY, BUT IN ONE OF TRUMP'S TWEETS, BACK IN THE EARLY DAYS OF HIS PRESIDENCY, WHEN, THE GOP, STILL,, FROM LINDSEY GRAHAM, TO, OTHER, MEMBERS OF THE REPUBLICAN PARTY LEADERSHIP, LIKE, MITCH MCCONNELL, FLAKE DARED, RISK HIS, SEAT IN THE SENATE, TO SPEAK HIS MIND . . . BUT TRUMP, SAID, THAT SENATOR FLAKE, FROM ARIZONA, WAS A "NON-FACTOR!" LOL. GUESS, THE GOOD SENATOR, SHOWED THE PRESIDENT! LOL. BACKED HIM, OFF, AND GOT AN FBI INVESTIGATION! THAT IS WHAT THESE GUYS ARE FOR! THIS WILL BENEFIT, JUDGE KAVANAUGH, IF THE INVESTIGATION FINDS, NOTHING OF NOTE OR MERIT, AND THE CLOUD, CAN BE LIFTED, FROM HIS TENURE ON THE COURT! HOWEVER, IF, THERE IS, REASON, TO PAUSE, AND, LOOK INTO THESE ALLEGATIONS, MORE, THEN, THE SENATE HAS DONE THEIR JOB, AND PROTECTED THE INTEGRITY OF THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT! BUTTING HEADS, IS THE NAME OF THE GAME, AND WE ALL SAW IT HAPPEN THIS WEEK! FOR A CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY, THIS WAS, SHEAR, MAGIC! I DON'T CARE WHO WINS, THIS OR THAT BATTLE, I JUST WANT, ALL THE PLAYERS TO SHOW UP, AND DO THEIR FUCKING JOBS! POLITICS IS, SMART PEOPLE ON ONE SIDE, BATTLING, SMART PEOPLE ON THE OTHER SIDE, AND COMING TO A COMPROMISE, TO MEET THE NEWS OF THE AMERICAN PEOPLE! AN AMAZING SPECTACLE TO WATCH, IN DEED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUST A FEW, RELATED, EXAMPLES: (1) MY JUDICIAL ROLE MODEL, MY UNCLE, JUDGE, SHERMAN A. CHRISTENSEN, WHO SERVED, FOR 25 YEARS, AS A FEDERAL JUDGE; (2) I FOUND A REPUBLICAN, RAPE VICTIM, A FEW NIGHTS AGO, HER STORY; AND, (3) I FORGOT, AND I CAN'T READ MY NOTES, SCRIBBLED, ON MY METRO BUS SCHEDULE, BETWEEN, TIMES, IN BORDERS, AND, ON EVERY INCH OF THAT, PAPER! MAYBE I WILL REMEMBER, WHAT IT IS, I WANTED TO SAY! NOW, I REMEMBER, AN INCIDENT THAT HAPPENED TO ME LATELY, IN BEING A RESIDENT IN HAMMOND HOUSE WOMEN'S SHELTER, WITH, MORE RAPE VICTIMS, THAN, I WANT TO COUNT! THE REASON FOR MANY, WOMEN, WHO ARE HOMELESS, IS RAPE!

THE JUDGE

My Grandmother, Southwick's side of the family, was, very very distinguished, and accomplished, with, a father as a judge, several brothers who were judges, and a brother who was an FBI agent, she was a dean of women, and also, an English professor.  I would not say, that I was, born with a silver spoon in my mouth, but, I was blessed to come from a long line of, very prominent, and professional people.  Uncle Sherm was one of those family members, I learned to love and appreciate, and hopefully, got, some of my ideas of the character and nature of what a judge is like.  While the only memory I have of my great-grandfather, THE JUDGE, is of him at a Christmas party, when, I was, about 6 years old, he took his cane, being very old, and hunched over, pointed that stick in my face, and said, You got those blue eyes from me!  That is my total recollection of the man.  I believe that I got a hell of a lot more, from, my great-grandpa, and his children, a love and passion for the law!

HARD CORE, INTEGRITY!

I was, the only, Christensen, grand-child, as far as I know, who was, asked to sit in on, a small, family scholarship, that was given each year, at Brigham Young University, J. Reuben Clark Law School, even before, I was, either a law student or an attorney.  The first several times, I went, I just sat back and watched, the children, of Sherman A, Christensen, great-grandpa, interview, 12 or so, candidates, for the very prestigious, but small, scholarship, with, like I said, judges, professors, FBI agents, and attorneys, doing the hard work.  One year, my grandmother called me, and said, none of her siblings or their spouses, could make it to, the interviews, and would I accompany her, and participate, in the process . . . WHAT?  It was, that, day, that, I came to the attention of several law professors, who were well familiar with the family, the skills and talent, that, led, to me, after having a dream one night, being, what is unheard of, getting accepted to law school, in about two hours, without, applying, nor with having taken the LSAT, or, having letters of recommendations!  TRUST YOUR DREAMS AND THE TIMING!

I believe, if memory serves, I believe I was still in law school, when, Uncle Sherm, retired from the federal bench, and I was able to get more acquainted with that great man!  The Judge, took an interest in me, now, with a common, love for the law . . . I found out from several of my professors, that my great Uncle, was, checking up on my grades and progress, while in law school.  Uncle Sherm, moved, from Eagle Gate Apartments in Salt Lake City, Utah, where, I visited him, a few times, and enjoyed his stories, of his victories and defeats, as an attorney, a judge, and later, a federal district court judge.  His walls were hung with, pictures of him, and his, beloved wife, Lois, with Presidents, Supreme Court Justices, and, Members of Congress!  At one point, I was invited, to a cousin's dinner, with, that generation of Christensen's, again, two removed, from this group of amazing people, so very honored.  Uncle Sherm was at the head of the table, as the oldest brother, of the crew, and he started to go on, talking about me and his time with me, always, so gracious . . . that pissed my grandmother off, and she, stood up, slammed her hands on the table, and in a rather loud voice, said, She's MY grand-daughter, Sherm!  I was flattered to say the least.

HIS BOOK OF POETRY THAT HE WITHDREW FROM SALE, FROM PUBLISHER, DESERET BOOK!

One time, when, I visited, the JUDGE, he had boxes of books, on his gorgeous apartment, that were filled with recently published, poetry, the Judge had written over the years.  I asked him, why, he had all these books on his floor?  He told me, that, Lois, had, written, a story for the Reader's Digest, and, at one point, she had been questioned by, the Digest, of, having taken, some, line or something, for her story, from someone else.  The magazine, later, put out, an apology, small, just a paragraph, in their next Reader's Digest, monthly, issue, and, both Lois and Sherm were mortified!  So, around that same time, when, Uncle Sherm's collection of poetry, finally, got printed, after years of compilation, and collection, then, printed, and ready or I believe it was even in the book stores, already, in fear, that he had, taken or borrowed, or picked up a line, from someone or somewhere, he actually, purchased, ALL THE BOOKS RIGHT OFF THE SHELVES AND IN STOCK!  What?

I was an undergraduate English major, and I was, so shocked, mad, because the quality of the poetry was amazing and from a judge?  Come on, Uncle Sherm, you have to sell these, and let people, know your thoughts as a judge and man, of letter and stature!  He was so, sad and shaken, by his wife's experience, that he, refused, and I was furious, and did all I could to get him, to go give those back to the Deseret Book Store, and others, who carried the book, and let people, know your mind and see, into the mind of a judge!  I don't think, I ever convinced him, but, hopefully, his children, after he died, did, allow that fine book of poetry, to be available for the public to read, and glean, some insights, into, the life, love, and law, as this good, great, and gracious man experienced it!  I was heart broken, but he would not budge!

THE EPITOME OF AN IMPARTIAL JUDGE . . . HE OVERTURNED HIS OWN, LOWER COURT DECISION, WHEN, HE GOT MORE FACTS, AND THE CASE, WAS ARGUED, BY DIFFERENT ATTORNEYS, WHO KNEW MORE AND WERE EXPERTS IN THE FIELD!  HE WAS EXTREMELY PROUD, OF THAT, AND HELD THAT, AS A STAR ON HIS JUDICIAL SERVICE!

THAT IS WHAT A GOOD JUDGE LOOKS LIKE!

KISSES. HUGS. LOVES. SOB.

I HOPE IN SOME SMALL WAY, I HAVE MADE THIS MAN PROUD!  GRANDMA AND GREAT-GRANDPA TOO

THE REPUBLICAN RAPE VICTIM!

I have to get off the computer, sharing time, as Sophia's Place . . . but, I was talking over dinner with a resident of, Hammond House, Shelter for Women, in Greenwood, Washington.  She told me she was from, Arkansas, did she know, the Clinton's?  Yes, she liked Bill, but didn't like Hillary, much, to professional and seemed stuck up.  Then, I asked her if, she had kids, having just, introduced me to, her lesbian lover, on the bus, to Greenwood . . . yes.  How old?  Five.  Is the child with daddy?  No, a cousin.  Where is dad?  I HOPE HE IS BURNING IN HELL!  WOW.  Not the reaction I was expecting.  WHY?  BECAUSE I WAS A VICTIM OF RAPE.  WHY DIDN'T YOU GET AN ABORTION?  I WOULD HAVE . . . I DON'T BELIEVE IN IT!  OH.  WAS IT A STRANGER RAPE?  NO, HE WAS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS!  SHIT?  WAS HE DRINKING?  SHE JUST SHOOK HER HEAD, END OF SUBJECT . . . I HOPE HE BURNS IN HELL!

IF I NEED TO BE MORE SENSITIVE TO RAPE VICTIMS, WHAT DO MEN NEED?

Living at Hammond House, is, to me, kind of like a college dorm.  I leave early, have money, and, either watch TV or read, rarely mix it up much.  However, me and my roommie, have known each other for, about a year and a half, since I have been kicking around, Seattle, so we are somewhat, close.  One night, we started talking about men, stories, and somehow, I started to tell her, about, an attempted rape, while I was in college, as a freshman.  I didn't think anyone else was listening, but soon, staff, came rushing in and told me I COULD NOT TELL THAT STORY, BECAUSE THERE ARE TOO MANY VICTIMS OF RAPE IN THIS PLACE!  I was shocked, and, learned to be more sensitive, even as a woman, who had not experienced rape, learning that many of the women, had been raped, and most of them were NOT OVER IT, and, were still dealing with their issues!  OH?

They have hired a few male staff, specifically, to introduce, men, into some of these women's lives, and it is going over hard, for, many of the women, in there, even though the men, are trained, to be sensitive, and, totally aware of the issues!  It is a long and hard road, back for these women, to ever trust men, again, and not see them as their enemies.  I have had, to learn, almost through, experience, as to what rape might entail.  A year, ago, I had a bit, rough, sex with someone, I have known for years, and love, and he loves me . . . he was just a bit, rambunctious, more than normal and the sex, lasted, longer, then, normal, in more positions, and, when, I couldn't walk for two weeks, thought, that, he broke my old plumbing, I started to understand and look at RAPE, in a whole new light!  

I am sure that, this was even holding back what he could do!  He is, slighter built, and I am solid, so, what about someone, half my size?  What about, the use of his full power, or rage, or, control?  We need to be patient, and, talk, train, teach, and learn, what, these women, have been through!

I STARTED, LOOKING A COCKTAILS, AS POTENTIAL, DANGEROUS WEAPONS!

AND MINE WAS A LOVING ENCOUNTER!

SHIT!

MAYBE THIS MESSY DEMOCRACY AND PROCESS, OVER THIS SUPREME COURT NOMINEE, IS WHAT THE NATION NEEDS, TO START, AN OPEN, HONEST, LOOK AT SEXUAL ASSAULT AND RAPE IN THIS COUNTRY! 

LOVING DAY. GREAT DAY, BETTER LAY. DEMOGRAPHIC CLIFF. AN END OF EVIL. HEATMISERS. RICK & MORTY. EYE CATCHING. STINK OP AT LA FITNESS--TWO OF THE THREE STOOGES, ALMOST RAN INTO EACH OTHER AS I EXITED THE GYM, AFTER SEEING, ONE FEMALE COP, AND TWO OTHER MALE COPS IN THE POOL OR HOT TUB. I STOPPED TO TAKE A BREATHER, LOOKING AT THE FALL LEAVES, AND ACROSS THE PARKING LOT, AT THE DOXA CHURCH, WHEN, I HEARD A YELL, FROM SOME MAN, THAT, REMINDED ME OF ANOTHER SUCH, YELL, WHEN, COPS FOUND OR THOUGHT THEY FOUND ME, OR MY TRAMP CAMP, IN AN OLD SUBURBAN, IN MISSOULA, SHOOK THE VEHICLE, WHILE I PLAYED DEAD, CAME BACK LATER WITH A TOW TRUCK, ONLY TO FIND THAT I HAD LEFT, AND THE DOOR WAS UNLOCKED--A PIERCING MALE YELL--LIKE THAT JUST AROUND THE CORNER FROM THE BELLEVUE CONNECT PLAZA. ESCAPING THE JAWS OF HELL, THERE ARE TWO PATHWAYS, COMING UP AND DOWN, TO THE PLAZA AND LA FITNESS ENTRY, WITH JUST A FEW TREES, IN THE MIDDLE SECTION PLANTERS--I HAD CROSSED OVER, AND SHIT, THERE WAS A COP, WALKING DOWN THE PATH, I HAD JUST LEFT, AND IN BEHIND HIM, GOING UP THE HILL, I NOTICED THE BIG BLOCK LETTERS ON THE BACK OF TWO UNIFORMED COPS, JUST A FEW FEET AWAY, "POLICE!" SHIT AGAIN. I JUST KEPT WALKING. WHEN, I HIT, BLAZING BAGELS, AND LOOKED ACROSS THE STREET, THERE WAS ANOTHER COP, AND A BLUE, SEATTLE PD, POLICE VEHICLE, LEAVING, RIGHT AT THAT SAME TIME? OUT OF YOUR JURISDICTION GENTLEMEN? THERE WAS ALSO, A STINK OP, PLANNED FOR DAYS, THAT I WATCHED, UNFOLD, YESTERDAY: (1) THERE HAS BEEN CONSTRUCTION ON SOME NEW APARTMENTS, BEHIND, SOPHIA'S PLACE, HOUSED, IN ST. LUKE'S LUTHERAN CHURCH, WITH LITTLE THREAT, JUST MEN, LOOKING A GIRLS AND GIRLS LOOKING AT GUYS, WITH A FENCE SEPARATING THE TWO; (2) THE LAST FEE DAYS, THERE HAVE BEEN, WHAT I WOULD CALL, FBI OR CIA OPERATIVES, PRETENDING TO BE CONSTRUCTION WORKERS, WATCHING MY COMINGS AND GOINGS, THE TIMES, THE BUSES, AND SITTING IN, VERY CONSPICUOUS PLACES; (3) THEN THE DAY BEFORE LAST, AS I ENTERED, THE PATHWAY BETWEEN, SOPHIA'S PLACE, AND THE TEMPORARY FENCE, PUT UP FOR CONSTRUCTION AND SAFETY PURPOSES, THESE TWO MEN, AGENTS, DRESSED LIKE CONSTRUCTION WORKERS, ALMOST RAN INTO ME ON THE PATH--DUDES, THE CONSTRUCTION GUYS ARE ALL COLOR CODED UP, WEARING GREEN OR ORANGE, T-SHIRTS OR VESTS, YOU HAD NEITHER! LATER ON THAT DAY, PROBABLY TRYING TO SEE IF I WAS STILL THERE, THE SAME TWO, DRESSED THE SAME, CAME IN, AND THERE WAS SOME ANNOUNCEMENT, I DIDN'T LISTEN TOO, BECAUSE I WAS ENGROSSED IN WRITING MY BLOG! (4) SO YESTERDAY, AFTER WRITING A FURIOUS BLOG ABOUT THE KAVANAUGH CONFIRMATION HEARINGS AND RAPE, I FINISHED, WAY EARLY, AND WENT OUTSIDE, ABOUT AN HOUR BEFORE LUNCH, TO ENJOY THE SUNSHINE AND FALL LEAVES, ALL RED, GOLDEN, AND ORANGE, WHEN, A BLACK, SUBURU OUTBACK PULLED UP, AND SOME DUDE, AGAIN, NOT DRESSED IN THE COLORS OF THE REST, OF THE MEN, BUT, AT LEAST, PUTTING ON A HARD HAT, KEPT STARING OVER AT ME, SITTING ON A LOG BENCH, NEAR A BBQ, THEN, ANOTHER OUT OF THE ORDINARY, EVENT TOOK PLACE, A CATERING TRUCK PULLED UP, "BRANK'S BBQ" APPEARED TO BE SERVING LUNCH? I THOUGHT THE NAME OF THE BBQ PLACE WAS CURIOUS, GIVEN THAT FRANK OF INTERPOL, MY 4TH HUSBAND, IS AND HAS BEEN BURNED BY ME, LATELY, AND SHELLEY, HIS ONSITE, LOVER, I HAVE ALSO BBQED! CIA COMMUNICATION WITHOUT COMMUNICATING, TO SURVEILLANCE AND SKY COPS--TWO CAMERAS, RIGHT WHERE I WAS SITTING, TO VERIFY . . . THEN, IN ALMOST AN ERIE, QUIET, GATHERING, THE LUNCH WAS DISTRIBUTED, AS IF, SOMETHING WAS UP . . . ABOUT THAT TIME, THIS CHICK, NAMED, SHAY, WHOM I AM SOMEWHAT, FRIENDS WITH, WHO IS ALSO, FRIENDS, GOOD FRIENDS WITH BELLEVUE PD, CAME AROUND THE BUSHES, LOOKING LIKE SHE WAS MOTIONING, TO THE DUDE IN THE SUBARU, THAT, I WAS THE PERSON HE WAS LOOKING FOR? OR SHE WAS POINTING TO SOMEONE, AND THEN, WHEN, I WOULD LOOK AT HER, SHE WOULD PULL HER HANDS BEHIND HER HAIR, AND RUN, UP THE PATHWAY, TO THE FRONT OF THE CHURCH OR WHERE SOPHIA'S PLACE IS. RIGHT ABOUT THAT TIME, I NOTICED, AN AMERICAN FLAG, ACROSS THE STREET THROUGH THE TREES, AND WITH NO WIND, THE TREES, IN FRONT OF THE STREET AND FLAG, STARTED TO SHAKE--I TOOK THAT AS, THE BUSH BOYZ ARE HIDING IN THE BUSHES OUT FROM, AND YOU NEED TO EAT LUNCH, ASAP, AND GET THE FUCK OUT, BUT NOT YOUR NORMAL ROUTE TO BELLEVUE, BUT DOWN THE STREET TO KIRKLAND AND GET OUT AS FAST AS YOU CAN. AS GOD OR FATE WOULD HAVE IT, SOME, LADY DROPPING OFF DONATIONS, CAME IN WITH A BOX, OF STUFF . . . YAHOO, AFTER WOOFING DOWN, MY FOOD, IN RECORD TIME, I JETTED OUT OF THE BUILDING AND UP THE PATH, WHERE HER, SUBARU, WAS STILL IN FRONT OF THE PATHWAY, WITH THE BACK DOOR STILL UP, FOR THE DELIVERY. I DIDN'T LOOK BACK, JUST WALKED QUICKLY DOWN THE STREET. DO I KNOW FOR SURE THAT THERE WAS A STINK OP? YES! I AM THAT GOOD! SO IS MY INTEL MAN, GOD! I ALWAYS REGRET IT WHEN, I DON'T FOLLOW THE PROMPTINGS! BEELINE. BULL DOG. THIS IS POSSIBLE, PROBABLE, MAYBE, POSSIBLY . . . REAL MEN DON'T RAPE. THEY DON'T NEED TO! SENATE LEGAL ROCK STARS: SENATOR, SHELDON WHITEHOUSE AND SENATOR, AMY KLOBACHAR! THE LAW IS THE LAW IS THE LAW! DUE PROCESS HAS NOT BEEN FULFILLED! WE MIGHT HAVE TO PUT UP WITH THIS KAVEMAN CLOWN, FOR 40 FUCKING YEARS ON THE BENCH, AND THE SENATE CAN'T WAIT, A WEEK FOR AN FBI INVESTIGATION, EVEN RECOMMENDED BY THE AMERICAN BAR ASSOCIATION, TO SEE THAT DUE PROCESS AND THE RULE OF LAW ARE RESPECTS? LEGAL FLUNKIES, SENATOR MIKE LEE, SENATOR, TED CRUZ, AND FOR SURE, GUMPY II, A RAVING, RABID, LUNATIC, SENATOR LINDSEY GRAHAM, WITH THE SHINY HEAD, THE NEW, SENATOR, ORRIN HATCH . . . SHOE SHINE BOYS IN THE SENATE CHAMBERS, MISS AND HIT YOUR LACK LUSTER, HEADS AND BRAINS? FUCK. LAWYERS? HELL NO! COULD HAVE FOOLED ME! NIPPON EXPRESS. BREAKS ARE GOOD. KITKAT. TRY MY BOWLS. EMERALD CITY FOOTBALL. KEEP THE LOCAL 12'S GAME DAY READY! HOT-N-READY! STAY ON THE GAME . . . A REMATCH WITH THE WASHINGTON BOYZ CLUB . . . LOVE THE MEN HERE! LOL. CORTIZONE--FEEL THE HEAL. EVERYONE GETS THEIR 15 MINUTES OF FAME. LEGENDS, LAST A LIFETIME! GO FOR LEGENDARY STATUS! BEAUTIFUL DREAMERS. THE HOUSE OF IMPOSSIBLE BEAUTIES. NORTH OF HAPPY. BEHOLD THE PALE HORSE. IN CRIMINAL LAW, IT TAKES MOTIVE + INTENT + AN ACT = A CRIME. JUST BECAUSE JUDGE, BRETT M. KAVANAUGH, COULDN'T GET IT UP THE NIGHT, HE PINNED, MS. FORD TO THE BED, AND COVERED HER MOUTH, WHILE HE ATTEMPTED TO DISROBE HER, TO RAPE HER . . . DOESN'T MEAN, BY LEGAL STANDARDS, THAT, HE DIDN'T INTEND TO RAPE HER! COULDA, WOULDA, COULDN'T DOESN'T CLEAR HIM OF RAPE CHARGES IN MARYLAND! THERE IS NO STATUTE OF LIMITATIONS, AND HAD HE BEEN JUST ONE YEAR OLDER, HE COULD, HAVE ALSO BEEN CHARGED WITH, STATUTORY RAPE IN MOST STATES! "INTENT" IS EVERYTHING IN THE LAW! IN THE CASE OF, IMPEACHMENT FOR COLLUDING WITH THE RUSSIANS TO GET DIRT ON HILLARY CLINTON--IT DOESN'T MATTER THAT, THE COLLUSION DID OR DIDN'T HAPPEN, BECAUSE, THE JUNE MEETING IN TRUMP TOWERS, WAS CLEARLY "THE INTENT TO COLLUDE" TO ACCOMPLISH THAT END!

KEEP IN MIND--I AM A CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY, WITH A RESUME, FROM HEAVEN FOR PATRIOTS, AND FROM HELL FOR, TRAITORS AND ONE WORLD ORDER FREAKS!

I HAVE COMMITTED NO CRIMES!  MUSEUM QUALITY FRAMING!

I HEARD, PRESIDENT TRUMP, GIVING, A SPEECH, IN FRONT OF WORLD REPORTERS, PROBABLY FROM U.N. COUNTRIES, NEWS AGENCIES.  THIS CAME ON THE DAY AFTER, I WROTE, AND SLAMMED, TRUMP, FOR SPENDING, $706 BILLION LAST YEAR, AND ANOTHER, LIKE $718 BILLION THIS YEAR, SO WE HAVE NICE NEW SHINY, JETS, TANKS, AND MILITARY EQUIPMENT, WHEN THE REST OF THE WORLD, IS FOCUSED ON CLIMATE CONTROL, TRANSPORTATION, EDUCATION, HEALTH CARE, CRITICAL INFRASTRUCTURES, LIKE UTILITIES, BRIDGES, AND ROADS . . . FOR WEEKS, THE BRIDGE NEAR THE BELLEVUE LIBRARY, CLOSED AND THE BUSES WERE DETOURED, BECAUSE THE BRIDGE WAS UNSAFE, AND NEEDED TO BE REPAIRED . . . ALL OVER THE SEATTLE FREEWAYS, I CAN SEE, FORMS AND FRAMES, WHERE, THE CITY AND COUNTY ARE STARTING TO REPAIR FREEWAYS AND BRIDGES, BECAUSE, THEY ARE ALL OLD AND CRUMBLING!

IT WAS, THAT PRESS CONFERENCE, THAT, TRUMP, SEVERAL TIMES, TOOK HEAT FROM REPORTERS FOR, ISSUES CONNECTED, EITHER TO THE KAVANAUGH, HEARINGS, OR HIM, ACCUSING, NOW CHINA, OF, TRYING TO FUCK THE 2020 ELECTIONS FOR HIM, OR MAYBE HE WAS TALKING ABOUT, 2018, MAKING HIM, LOOK BAD, THAT HE CAN'T CARRY THE GOP CONGRESS OR SENATE?

BUT, ON TWO OR THREE TIMES, WHEN HE WAS DEALING WITH ISSUES, I WROTE ABOUT IN MY BLOG, THAT I AM SURE, CAUSED HIM GRIEF, WHICH, I AM ENTITLED TO DO, UNDER THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, AMENDMENT 1 OR THE FIRST AMENDMENT, FREEDOM OF PRESS AND INTERNET, HE RESPONDED, WITH THE WORD:

"KILLER" OR IMPLYING "KILL HER!"

THIS WAS THE DAY, BEFORE, THE TWO STINK OPS YESTERDAY, AND IT IS NOT THE FIRST TIME, MY BLOG HAS BEEN CAUGHT IN THE CROSS HAIRS OF, THE PRESIDENT, NOR THE LAST, FOR SURE!

WE DO NOT HAVE A MONARCH, A KING, A DESPOT, A AUTOCRATIC LEADER, AND, I HAVE EVERY RIGHT, TO SPEAK MY MIND, TO JUST, THE LEADER OF, ONE BRANCH OF GOVERNMENT, THAT OF THE "EXECUTIVE BRANCH!"

TRUMP IS NOT OVER THE JUDICIARY, EVEN IF HE MAKES THE NOMINATIONS, HE IS NOT OVER THE CONGRESS, EVEN THOUGH, THE CHICKEN SHITS IN CONGRESS, EVEN THOSE, RETIRING, ARE DERELICT IN THEIR DUTIES TO PUT A CHECK AND BALANCE ON THE PRESIDENT, OR THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, I AM A FOUR TIMES, SWORN OFFICER OF THE COURTS, OR ARTICLE III, OF THE JUDICIARY . . . I AM, THE CHECK AND BALANCE, AS I SEE, IT RIGHT NOW, IN THE CURRENT CLIMATE WITH, A LACK, LUSTER, MAJORITY, IN THE HOUSE AND SENATE, AND WITH, THE COURT BEING PACKED WITH, LOSERS, LIKE, GORFUCK AND KAVEMAN!

I AM JUST DOING MY JOB!  I TOOK AN OATH TO THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, TO NO BRANCH OF THE GOVERNMENT, WHILE WORKING FOR ONE OF THEM, TO BALANCE THE OTHER TWO!

I HAVE SAID, OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN, THAT, WITH THE ELECTION OF DONALD J. TRUMP, AND ALL THE SHIT SURROUNDING HIS, ALLEGED, ELECTION, THAT THIS IS THE "HOSTILE TAKEOVER" OF AMERICA!

EVERY INSTITUTION IS UNDER ATTACK, FROM, THE INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY, TO THE PRESS, TO, THE COURTS, AND ADMINISTRATIVE AGENCIES!

WAKE UP AND SMELL THE COFFEE!

I DRINK DIET COKE!

EVEN KAVANAUGH, AND GORFUCKS, APPOINTMENTS OR NOMINATIONS, THAT HAVE BEEN NOTHING MORE, THAN, RUBBER, STAMPED BY THE LAME ASS, SENATE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE, THROWING ALL THOUGHT, ALL LAW, ALL SENSE AND TRADITION OUT THE DOOR, INCLUDING FBI INVESTIGATIONS OF THE FACTS, TO "PLOW" THESE CANDIDATES, BOTH, LACKING AND NOT SATISFYING, MEMBERS OF THE SENATE JUDICIARY, NOR THE PUBLIC, AND JUST, PUSHING THEM THROUGH, BECAUSE THEY HAVE A MAJORITY?

THEN TAKING A STELLAR CANDIDATE, THAT WAS EVEN SUGGESTED BY ORRIN HATCH OF UTAH, AS A GREAT MAN AND JUDGE, WAS DENIED EVEN A HEARING, WITH, FUCK, 10 YEARS MORE ON THE FEDERAL BENCH THAN EITHER ONE OF THESE TWO CLOWNS, WHO, IRONICALLY, BOTH WENT TO, THE "GEORGETOWN PREP SCHOOL?"  BOTH CLERKED FOR JUSTICE KENNEDY, AND, GORFUCK AND KAVEMAN, WERE IN A GROUP OF 5 MEN, ALL WHOM CLERKED AT THE SAME TIME, FOR JUSTICE KENNEDY?  THE KAVE SAID OF, GORE, THAT, "HE DIDN'T HAVE SHARP SHOULDERS, OR ELBOWS?"  THERE ARE EVEN MORE, COMMONALITIES, THAT, PEOPLE, SENATORS, OUGHT TO KNOW ABOUT, LIKE A LITTLE, "ENTITLED" GROUP OF CLERKS, WHO, THINK THEY, SHOULD REGARDLESS OF RAPE AND NOT BEING ABLE TO GARNER, 60 VOTES IN THE SENATE, CHANGING 100 YEARS OF RULES, TO GET THAT FUCK PASSED, CONFIRMATION, BOTH LACKING IN LEGAL ACUMEN, IF THEY EVEN ARE REAL JUDGES?  THAT IS NOT THE GORSUCH, I REMEMBER, SEEING, SITTING IN ON THE 10TH CIRCUIT, WHEN, MAGICALLY, MY ORAL ARGUMENTS, ON A $357.6 MILLION DOLLAR SECURITY CASE, AGAINST THE STATE OF UTAH, WASHINGTON II, WAS, SCHEDULED FOR THREE FUCKING MONTHS, THEN, CANCELLED? WITH MY LAW PRACTICE AND HOME, BEING, FOLDED UP AND SEIZED THE DAY BEFORE I WAS TO FLY TO DENVER TO ARGUE IN THE 10TH CIRCUIT?

JUSTICE GORFUCK, WAS REFERRED TO AS THE "JUDGE FEEDER!"  HE WAS ALSO, SUPPOSE TO BE, SCHOOLED IN,  SECURITIES, CIVIL RIGHTS, AND ADMINISTRATIVE LAW . . . ALL THE ELEMENTS, I NEEDED IN A JUDGE, WHO SURELY WOULD HAVE, SEEN, THE VIOLATIONS BY THE DEPARTMENT OF COMMERCE, THE DIVISION OF SECURITIES, AND, THE OVERSIGHT, OR LACK OF, FROM THE AG'S OFFICE AND THE GOVERNOR!

MY CASE WAS STOLEN, WITH GORFUCK'S KNOWLEDGE, AND GIVEN, TO A COP CUNT, WHO IS SO STUPID, SHE COULDN'T HAVE WRITTEN THE FIRST LINE OR EVEN THE FUCKING, THREE COUNTS AGAINST THE STATE!

SHE HAS BEEN A TRIAL ATTORNEY, FOR 10 TO 15 YEARS LONGER THAN, ME, BUT SHE WAS FIRED, FIRED, FIRED, IN THE ONLY CASE, I SAW HER ARGUE, IN FACT, IN FRONT OF MY GREAT UNCLE, JUDGE, CHRISTENSEN!

I FINISHED THE MOTION, SHE PROBABLY REFUSED TO DO, THAT WON THE CASE FOR HER AND MY ATTORNEY, BOYFRIEND AT THE TIME, WHO FIRED HER AND ASKED ME TO WRITE THE MOTION AND BRIEF, WHICH I DID, AND NEVER HAD A CLASS IN CIVIL OR TRIAL WORK, EVER, IN LAW SCHOOL!

FUCK I WON THE LARGEST LAW FIRM IN SALT LAKE, ON A SPECIALTY, AREA OF LAW, PATENT LAW, ON A HIGHLY TECHNICAL, AUDIO, INVENTION AND PATENTS . . . UNDER, ANOTHER ATTORNEYS, NAME, WHO SUED, JUST SO I COULD PAY MY TAXES, THE FIRST YEAR I WAS, WORKING FOR THE ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICE!

I HAVE A HISTORY OF SUCCESSES THAT ARE UNPARELLELED, AND SHE HAS NOTHING TO DISTINGUISH HER AS AN ATTORNEY, OTHER THAN, FUCKING POWERFUL MEN, I DITCH  AND LEAVE, DANGLING!

THE MORE I PROVE, WHO I AM, THE MORE, THE COPS, DOUBLE, DOWN, TRIPLE DOWN, AND QUADRUPLED DOWN, ON ME, JUST LIKE THE SENATE, DID TO PROFESSOR OR DOCTOR FORD!

THIS CIA AND MILITARY, NEW ORDER, STARTING, WITH ANCIENT ROOTS, WAY BACK, AT THE SAME TIME, THE FOUNDING FATHERS, DECLARED INDEPENDENCE, FROM, KING GEORGE, HAS BEEN SIMMERING, BOILING, AND COOKING FOR, HUNDREDS OF YEARS, JUST WAITING FOR THE CHANCE TO FUCK, AMERICA, AND BRING IN THIS NEW ORDER, THE BUSH TEAM, OF PRESIDENTS, TALKED ABOUT AND PUT, MEASURES INTO ACTION, LIKE THE PATRIOT ACT THAT DOESN'T, REPLACE, ON WORD OF THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, SO, SOME FUCKED UP COP EXCUSE FOR GOING AFTER ME, OR TRYING TO SILENCE, ME, LIKE BUSH AND CHENEY DID, IS NOT GOING TO WORK!

I AM GOD'S 12TH PLAYER ON THE FIELD!

I JUST HAPPEN TO HAVE, A BILLION READER BLOG, WORTH, PROBABLY A COOL TRILLION, IF NOT MORE, OVER THE 5 YEARS OF SERVING MY COUNTRY, NON-STOP, WRITING DAILY, WHILE THE FUCKS BEHIND, GORFUCK AND KAVEMAN, STEAL, KILL, MAIM, AND MURDER, GOING AFTER ANYONE WHO, DARES, SUPPORT FOR SIDE WITH ME!

WE ARE LOSING TO THE PSYCHOPATHS, AND TRUMP IS ONE OF THEM, AND ALL  THE PEOPLE BEHIND HIM ARE TOO!

THEY CARE FORM AMERICANS, ABOUT AS MUCH, AS, HITLER'S SS MEN, EISHMAN, DID FOR THE 6 MILLION JEWS, HE ORCHESTRATED THE KILL FOR . . . THINK IT CAN'T HAPPEN AGAIN?

THINK, IF THE GOP, PARTICIPANTS, GET CONTROL OF ALL THREE BRANCHES OF THE GOVERNMENT, THAT IS IT!  WE ARE SEEING HOW TIED OUR HANDS ARE, WITH A GOP CONTROLLED, HOUSE AND SENATE . . . IT SUCKS, BECAUSE, THEY ARE ALL, BEHIND THIS A BEING BRIBED AND PAID, TO DO IT!

THE LOSERS, WHO, PAY THEM, ARE USING MY MONEY!

AS SENATOR, AMY KLOBACHAR, SAID, THIS MORNING, IN HER, VERY, SMART, VERY CALCULATED, VERY, PROSECUTOR, LIKE, TESTIMONY, THAT NONE OF THIS IS NORMAL, NONE OF THIS FOLLOWS, DUE PROCESS AND THE RULE OF LAW, IT IS NOT THE WAY THE SENATE NOR THE UNITED STATES WORKS, AND THE ONLY BRANCH OF PROTECTION WE HAVE IS . . . "WE THE PEOPLE!"

THIS IS A GOVERNMENT FOR US, BY US, AND OF US!

IT IS NOT FOR, CORPORATE WELFARE AND CRONY CAPITALISTS, TRUMP'S FRIENDS!  IT IS NOT, AS SENATOR AMY SAID, FOR THE RULING PARTY!

IT IS FOR US!

TRUMP HAS BEEN TOUTED AS THE ENEMY OF AMERICA!

YOU BETTER START, LISTENING TO THE SNAKE, HE EVEN ADMITTED HE IS, DON'T DRINK THE SNAKE CHARMER'S OIL, BECAUSE, YOU WILL, LOSE EVERYTHING YOU HOLD NEAR AND DEAR TO YOU AND WHAT WE LOVE AS AMERICANS!

THANK GOD, WORLD LEADERS READ THIS BLOG AND LAUGHED, AT TRUMP!

I WANT TO PUT A WORD IN, FOR A YOUNG MAN, LIAM, A SOPHOMORE AT LAKE WASHINGTON HIGH SCHOOL, IN KIRKLAND WASHINGTON . . . THIS 16 YEAR OLD, NEW, WHO MITCH MCCONNNELL IS, HE MADE HIS BEST "TURTLE" IMITATION OF THE SENATE MAJORITY LEADER!  LOL.  I HAVE CALLED HIM THAT MYSELF, HE KNEW, ALL THE POLITICAL SATIRISTS, WANTS TO BE A COMEDIAN . . . WATCH OUT, STEVEN COLBER, HE IS GUNNING FOR YOUR JOB A FEW YEARS FROM NOW!  WHEN, I TOLD HIM, I HAD JUST WRITTEN A BLOG, ON KAVANAUGH, HE SAID, DON'T LET ME, GET INTO THAT, AND A FRIEND OF MINE HAD JUST SAID, WELL, HER ACCUSATION COMES 30 YEARS, DOWN THE ROAD, AS IF THAT, MEANS IT DIDN'T HAPPEN . . . BUT, I THINK HE READS MY BLOG, HE SAID, I EVEN HATE HIS NAME!  LOL.  THE NAME OF MY THIRD HUSBAND, BRETT, WHO IS A SERIAL RAPIST AND KILLER, WHO BROUGHT THAT BITCH KAY, AND SHELLEY, RACHEL, SUE, ETC. IN, TO TRY TO RAPE ME, FINANCIALLY, EMOTIONALLY, INTELLECTUALLY, PSYCHOLOGICALLY, FAMILIAL, AND IN EVERY WAY, BUT, FOR PHYSICALLY, BECAUSE I LEFT HIS SORRY ASS!

HE AND HIS, ILK OF COPS, DO IT EVERY FUCKING DAY, THEN, CLAIM THEM AND THEIR BITCHES WRITE THIS BLOG!

WHAT A FUCKING JOKE!

WERE ARE TOTALLY, ON THE OPPOSITE SIDE OF THIS SHIT!

I AM PRO-AMERICA, THEY ARE LOSER, ANTI-AMERICANS!

THEY LOVE RUSSIA AND ANYONE BUT AMERICA!

THEY WANT OUR RESOURCES AND MONEY, POWER, AND WORLD STATUS, UNTIL THEY CAN FUCK US, AND GIVE IT TO SOMEONE ELSE!

I PROMISE, IF YOU DON'T, VOTE THESE FUCKERS OUT OF OFFICE, AND CALL YOUR SENATORS, ON THIS KAVANAUGH VOTE . . . THE HIGH COURT WILL NOT ONLY BE CORRUPTED, BUT COMPROMISED AND, EVERY FUCKING VOTE, WILL GO, 5 TO 4, CONSERVATIVE, BECAUSE, THESE MEN ARE NOT MEN OF CHARACTER, NOR SHOULD THEY, EITHER ONE OF THEM BE, ON THE COURT . . . AND LOOKING TO THE FUTURE, I AM GUESSING THEY ARE GONIG TO PUT, KAY BURNINGHAM, AKA, JOANN S. SECRIST, UP AS A UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT JUSTICE IF THEY CAN GET RID OF ME, THE REAL, ME!

THE ONLY PERSON QUALIFIED TO BE ME, IS ME!

GET SOME SKIN IN THE GAME!

MICHAEL MOORE, DOCUMENTARY FILM PRODUCER, SAID, EVERY THINKING AND RATIONAL PERSON, NEEDS TO GET OUT IN OCTOBER, AND GET THEIR NEIGHBORS TO VOTE!

CONTROL YOU VOTE, CONTROL YOUR VOICE!

IT IS ALL WE HAVE!

YOU CAN FIND YOU SENATOR'S NAMES IN THE GOVERNMENT SECTION OF YOUR LOCAL PHONE BOOKS!

EACH STATE HAS TWO!

THE WAY THIS WORKS, IS, THE SENATE JUDICIARY WILL VOTE, TODAY, AND MOST LIKELY SEND, KAVANAUGH, ONTO THE FULL SENATE FOR A CONFIRMATION VOTE . . . THERE ARE MANY, GOOD SENATORS, WHO WILL DO THE RIGHT THING, REGARDLESS OF PARTY!  NO MATTER WHAT THE COST!

THERE ARE THE LOCAL, CLOWNS, LIKE GRAHAM, HATCH, GRASSLEY, LEE, AND OTHERS, WHO ARE NOTHING MORE THAN, TINKLING, GLASS, AND SHINY SYMBOLS, OF THIS BULL SHIT FRAUD, AND PLOWING THROUGH, AN UNFIT PRESIDENT AND UNFIT, SUPREME COURT JUSTICE . . . BUT THERE ARE THOSE, QUIET, SILENT, THOUGHTFUL, SENATORS, WHO HAVE WATCHED THESE PROCEEDINGS AND KNOW, THERE HAS BEEN A BREACH OF JUSTICE! WITHOUT AN FBI INVESTIGATION!

THEY ARE AFRAID!

THAT SHOULD TELL YOU SOMETHING . . . WE HAVE TO PUT UP WITH THIS FUCKER, FOR 40 YEARS?

THE SENATE CAN'T STOP THIS FOR THREE DAYS?

SOMETHING IS NOT RIGHT, IS WRONG!

EYE CATCHING!

IT'S OUR COUNTRY, YOUR SENATORS, YOUR JUSTICE!

MAKE YOUR VOICE HEARD!

EVERY EMAIL, TEXT, CALL, COUNTS!

KEEP THEM SHORT!

GOOD LUCK.

TRAIN RAPE. I AM NOT BEHIND JUDGE KAVANAUGH 100%, I AM BEHIND HIM, 10,000%! --TRUMP. AS THE THIRD VICTIM OF THE POTENTIAL NEW JUSTICE OF THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT, IS BEING CONSIDERED? NOW WE HAVE SPIKED PUNCH AND GANG RAPES . . . WELL, BACK IN THE 80'S, WE DIDN'T CALL IT RAPE. A FUCKING RAPE IS A RAPE! GOOD GOD. A BETTER YOU. A BETTER ME. TWO OLD DUFFERS, ON THE STATIONARY BIKES, AT LA FITNESS THIS MORNING, FROM, 9:10 AM TO 9:30 AM, WERE WATCHING CNN AS PROFESSOR OR DOCTOR, CHRISTINE BLASEY FORD, WAS TESTIFYING IN FRONT OF THE SENATE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE, OR SORT OF, WITH THE SENATORS, YOU AND I ELECTED, OR DIDN'T VOTE FOR, BUT GOT ELECTED, SIT BY, 11, STODGY, WHITE, BORING, CHICKEN SHIT, SENATORS, MOST HAVE BEEN ATTORNEYS, THAT MAY BE OR SHOULD BE A CRITERIA TO SIT ON THE COMMITTEE, I KNOW THERE ARE SEVERAL FORMER PROSECUTORS ON THE DEMOCRATIC MEMBERS OF THE SENATE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE, BUT, THEY, HIRED SOME FEMALE ATTORNEY TO DO THE QUESTIONING FOR THEM? NOW WHAT ARE THEIR SALARIES? WHAT SHOULD BE THE CRITERIA FOR, A SITTING JUSTICE OF ANY COURT IN THE LAND? A VERY LOW BAR! JUST "GOOD BEHAVIOR!" FUCK, IF THE CAVEMAN, CAN'T, EVEN MEET THAT, AND IT APPEARS BY MY STANDARDS AND I AM A MEMBER OF THAT HIGH BAR, THEN HE OUGHT NOT TO BE SITTING ON THE, HIGHEST COURT, AND AS TRUMP PUT IS, THE MOST ENVIED, POSITION IN THE COUNTRY? WE ARE GOING TO GIVE THE KAV A FREE PASS, ON THE COURT? FUCK NO! WE ARE NOT. I WAS SO FURIOUS AS I HEARD THE FACTS OF THE THIRD VICTIM, COMING FORWARD, DOING HER CIVIC DUTY, AND RATTING OUT, SOME ASS FUCK, WHO MIGHT, BE ON A COURT, THAT WE ALREADY KNOW, IS A FUCK UP, DRUNK, GROPER, PUNCH SPIKER, AND TRAIN RAPIST! IF ALL YOUR BIDDIES, JUMP OFF A CLIFF, DOES THAT MEAN YOU FOLLOW? THAT TO ME GOES TO THE MAN'S CHARACTER . . . HE IS A FOLLOWER! HE CAN'T THINK FOR HIMSELF. NOR IS HE GOING TO BE ABLE TO STAND UP AGAINST, THE MAN WHO NOMINATED HIM, IF, PUSH COMES TO SHOVE, AND TEAM MUELLER, FORCES THE WITCH HUNT, FURTHER AND DEMANDS, OR SUBPOENA'S THE PRESIDENT, TO ANSWER TO MUELLER, OR TO SOME GRAND JURY, THAT MIGHT, JUST INDICT HIM, OR TO ANSWER, TO CONGRESS, THAT "CO-EQUAL" BRANCH OF GOVERNMENT, WHO JUST CAN'T SEEM TO GET THEIR MOORING AGAINST, THE PRESIDENT AND DO THEIR FUCKING JOB, AND PUT HIS ASS IN CHECK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK? I THOUGHT, WHAT WE NEED, IS, IVANKA TO GET TRAIN RAPED . . . HORRIBLE AS THAT THOUGHT MAY SEEM, IT MIGHT JUST, GET THROUGH TO THIS SHOCK JOCK, PRESIDENT, AND HIS GOP COLLEAGUES ON THE SENATE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE, THAT THIS IS NO HIGH SCHOOL, OR COLLEGE BOYS, PRANK OR PRIVILEGE, TO GET GIRLS DRUNK, AND THEN, GANG OR TRAIN RAPE THEM? FUCKIN' A, DICK WADS?????????????????? SHIT. YOU JUST DON'T GET IT. I GUESS NO REPUBLICAN WOMEN GET RAPED? MY DAUGHTER, THANK GOD, SHE WAS COHERENT ENOUGH, AT A PARTY SIMILAR TO, THE ONE DESCRIBED IN THIS LAST VICTIM'S STATEMENT, TO THE NEW YORK TIMES OR AT LEAST, COMING OUT OF ATTORNEY, YEAH, YEAH, YEAH, MICHAEL AVENATTI'S, CLIENTEL, I AM SURE HAVING TO BE ENCOURAGED, HELPED, AND PROTECTED TO COME FORWARD WITH THIS CLAIM! BUT, MY DAUGHTER, FINDING HERSELF, A BIT DRUNK, NOW, I AM NOT SURE, BY HER OWN HAND, OR BY THAT OF HER FELLOW MALE PARTY GOERS, FOUND HERSELF, UNDER A MALE AT THE PARTY, TRYING TO FORCE HIMSELF ON HER! SHE FOUGHT HIM OFF AND CALLED ME RIGHT AFTER THAT! FUCK I WAS, A FUCKING ASSISTANT ATTORNEY GENERAL, OVER THE STATE'S PROSECUTORS, AND TRAINING, COPS, AND I DIDN'T THINK OF HAVING HER REPORT THAT TO THE COPS! THANK HEAVENS, SHE HANDLED IT! MY SON, HOWEVER, WAS MOLESTED BY A NEIGHBOR AND I DID REPORT THAT! IS BUTTFUCKING, MALE RECRUITS, TO FRATERNITIES, OKAY? IS IT OKAY AS A HAZING FOR THE CIA TO RAPE MALE RECRUITS? THIS HAPPENS TO MEN TOO! WHAT IS THE SENATE AND THE PRESIDENT NOT GETTING ABOUT THIS . . . THIS IS VIOLENCE AGAINST WOMEN, PARTICULARLY AND TO MEN TOO. JUST THIS MORNING, AT THE GYM, THERE WAS SOME SONG, THAT A MALE ARTIST WAS SINGING, AND, IT SAID, "I AM FEELING LIKE JUST A BODY!" WE HAVE TO END SEXUAL ASSAULT, RAPE, AND VIOLENCE, PERIOD, AGAINST ANYONE! THIS IS JUST NOT OKAY. TO PUT A MAN, NOW, SUSPECTED, OF THIS SHIT, ON THE HIGHEST COURT IN THE LAND IS TO "TRAIN RAPE OR RAPISTS" AND TELL EVERY YOUNG MAN IN THE COUNTRY, AS LONG AS YOU ARE GOING TO CHURCH, PLAY SPORTS, AND GET GOOD GRADES, YOU CAN DO WHATEVER IN THE FUCK YOU WANT TO WHOEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD, WHERE IS THIS COUNTRY, GOING? WHO ARE OUR ROLE MODELS? THE PRESIDENT GOT LAUGHED, AT BY OTHER WORLD LEADERS AT THE U.N. SPEECH THE OTHER DAY . . . THIS SHIT IS WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IN MEETING WITH, JAPAN'S LEADER, SHINTO ABE, HE DEFENDED, A RAPIST AND MOLESTER? DOES THIS HAPPEN IN OTHER COUNTRIES, WITH MEN, WHO ARE MORE RESPECTABLE THAN, TRUMP? I DOUBT IT! TRUMP IS UNFIT, DUE TO HIS GROPING AND EVE RAPE, THAT IS WHY HE IS SO, DEFENSIVE OF KAVANAUGH, BIRDS OF A FEATHER, FLOCK, AND FUCK, WHEN THEY SHOULD NOT! THIS IS TOTALLY, NOT IN "GOOD BEHAVIOR!" NOT EVEN CLOSE IN MY BOOK! THERE ARE TONS OF BOYS, WHO TURN INTO MEN, WHO PARTIED IN HIGH SCHOOL AND COLLEGE, BUT THEY DIDN'T RAPE OR MOLEST WOMEN! WHAT ARE WE GOING TO TOLERATE NEXT? MURDER? STOP OBJECTIFYING WOMEN, OR MEN! WE HURT, WE FEEL, WE BLEED, WE DIE!!!!!!!!!!!! WE GET YOUR DISEASES. WE GET STUCK HAVING YOUR FUCKING BABIES, WHEN, WE WERE RAPED AND THAT IS WHAT THOSE OLD RUST BUCKETS, ON THE SENATE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE AND THE PRESIDENT AND NOW, A UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT JUSTICE, WANTS? LOOK AT THE REALITY OF RAPE . . . UNLIKE, WHO WAS THAT FUCKER, WHO, SAID, WOMEN, CAN'T GET PREGNANT WHEN THEY ARE RAPED? ARE YOU KIDDING ME? WHAT ARE YOU THINKING. OH, BE FORCEFUL, ROUGH HER UP A BIT, RAPE HER IF YOU WANT, BECAUSE THE MORE VIOLENT YOU GET, THE LESS, LIKELY SHE IS TO GET PREGNANT? WHAT FUCKING ROCK DID YOU CLIMB OUT UNDER! THESE OLD COOTS, PROBABLY MY AGE, AND I JUST CAUGHT, THE LATE DIALOGUE ON THE TWO OLDER MEN, SOUNDED AND LOOKED, LIKE THEY WERE PROFESSORS, SCARY THOUGHT, SINCE I HAVE BEEN ONE AT THREE UNIVERSITIES, FOR, 7 YEARS . . . BUT THEY WERE SAYING WE ARE JUST OLD SCHOOL, AND I GUESS IT IS HER CIVIC DUTY, LIKE, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH, LET THE LITTLE WOMAN HAVE HER SAY, THEN, VOTE THE STUD IN ANYWAY! SHIT IF HE CAN GET THROUGH LAW SCHOOL, AND ALL THE WAY TO THIS POINT, HE DESERVES TO GET HIS LIFE TIME GOAL OF BEING A SUPREME COURT JUSTICE? YOU HAVE TO BE KIDDING ME? THEN , THEY LOOKED AT ME, WHEN, THEY SAID, SLAPPING EACH OTHER OF THE BACKS, I GUESS WE ARE JUST DINOSAURS, AND I WAS THINKING, AND NEED TO DIE OFF, SO WE CAN ENTER AN AGE OF ENLIGHTENMENT, AND RESPECT, WOMEN, AS WE HAVE MEN, FOR CENTURIES!

HOW TO HANDLE DANGEROUS DOGS!

DRINK. EVOLVE. MUSCLE MILK!

OR DIE, OLD CODGERS!

SHIT.

WHAT DO YOU FUCKING NOT GET?

DO WE NEED AN IVANKA RAPED?

MAYBE.

FUCK.

ON THE WHEELS OF LEGENDS. COVER MOUTH. THERE IS A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE FAMOUS AND THE LEGEND. BEAUTYREST GREENWOOD QUEEN. PIG OUT. DINE OUT. FUND MEALS. TO ROOT OUT HUNGER! SEPTEMBER 26, 2018. PHINNEY NEIGHBORHOOD ASSOCIATION'S HOT MEAL PROGRAM. GRAYBAR. HOW TRACKING PROTECTION WORKS. OH. THANKS. BUT FRENCH FROGMAN IN LA FITNESS HOT TUB, ABOUT 3:00 PM-ISH? FROG HAS BEEN INVOLVED IN SEVERAL HIT ATTEMPTS OR STING OPS . . . I SAW HIM COME IN, AND, HE IS ABOUT 5'5" SMALL BUILD, BALD, BUT FOR THE FRYER TUCK LOOK, FRINGE HAIR, BROWN, HE WAS WEARING A BLACK OR WAS IT RED? SWIMSUIT. I WAS GOING TO SKIP THE HOT TUB ALTOGETHER, SEEING HIM ARRIVE, THEN I THOUGHT, NO, I AM GOING TO TRY TO COMPLETE MY STRETCHING ROUTINE, AND HEAD ROLLS. I GOT IN, AND HE WAS, BLOCKING OR IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FAR END, SO I COULD NOT GET IN ONE OF THE CORNERS, WHERE I SIT, AND STRETCH MY LEGS, PUTTING THEM ON THE BENCH, AND REACHING MY TOES . . . HE WOULD KNOW MY ROUTINE, BECAUSE HE HAS TRIED TO DISARM ME OR NOT ALARM ME BEFORE, BUT, BEEN AGGRESSIVE. PHYSICALLY, I COULD TAKE HIM, BUT, WE ALL KNOW THAT, NOW DAYS, ALL HE HAS TO DO IS TOUCH YOU WITH SOME POISON AGENT, THE NEW ASSASSINATION, TOOL, AND YOU ARE A GONER! SO, I GOT ABOUT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DISTANCE FROM THE STAIRS TO THE END OF THE HOT TUB, SO, NOT WITHIN, REACHING DISTANCE . . . HE HAD HIS BACK TO ME, BUT AS SOON AS I STARTED TO DO MY HEAD, CIRCLES, AND TURNS, HE STARTED, COPYING ME, AND MOVING INTO THE CENTER OF THE HOT TUB, CLOSER AND CLOSER! I JUST GOT UP AND LEFT! THE STRANGE THING IS, ANOTHER, DUDE, WHO I HAVE SEEN BEFORE, AND WHO HAS BEEN INVOLVED, BLACK DUDE, HAD ONLY BEEN IN THE POOL, MAYBE, FROM THE TIME, I GOT OUT, BECAUSE I WAITED FOR HIM, TO SWIM BY BEFORE I CROSSED OVER THE PLASTIC BLUE & WHITE LANE DIVIDERS, BUT HE STAYED AT THE FAR END OF THE POOL; HOWEVER, WHEN, I GOT OUT OF THE HOT TUB, AND WENT TO THE SHOWERS, BOTH ME, QUICKLY GOT OUT, OF THE POOL AND THE HOT TUB AND DISAPPEARED! ONE TO THE DRESSING ROOM, AND THE OTHER UP THE STAIRS, I BELIEVE . . .I WAS JUST TRYING TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE DUNGEON, WITH POSSIBLE THREE MEN, FROM WHAT I COULD TELL, WHO COULD HAVE BEEN, INVOLVED. THERE HAD BEEN, ANOTHER MAN, STRANGELY POSITIONED, IN THE HOT TUB, WHO CONCERNED ME AND STRUCK ME AS A TEAM PLAYER, OLDER MAN, GRAY HAIR, JUST THE TYPE, YOU MIGHT DISMISS, AND NOT NOTICE, BUT HE GOT UP AND LEFT, BUT TO WHERE, I DIDN'T KINOW? TRACKS ON ME THIS MORNING TOO. HOPE GOOD GUYS? I NEVER KNOW. IF PROTECTION? WOOHOO! IT IS ABOUT TIME. CAN YOU IMAGINE, WHAT LEX LUTHER COULD DO WITH A WORLDWIDE AUDIANCE, AND THE TRUST THAT MY READERS HAVE IN ME? SLOWLY COOK THE FROG IN THE BOILING WATER! LOL. POETIC, ISN'T IT? THAT GUY IS AN ANGRY, PISSED OFF LITTLE FRENCH MAN! RACHEL HONEYMOONED IN PARIS, AND CONCEIVED HER FIRST CHILD THERE TOO, STEPHANIE, NOT GRETA! THAT FAKE AS SHIT, MOAB, ANGEL'S ARCHE, IN FRONT OF THE ORACLE AND EBAY BUILDING, WHERE THE FBI AGENT RACED, TO AFTER HE COULDN'T FIND ME, IS THE ARCH THAT IS ON THE UTAH LICENSE PLATES! ANY CONNECTION? A VISIBLE SIGN AND SYMBOL OF MORMON CONTROL OF BELLEVUE? I WOULD BE PISSED, BECAUSE IT IS SO OUT OF SORTS, AND OUT OF PLACE, IN THE LUSH, GREEN, NORTHWEST! BUT RACHEL DID LIVE HERE, BACK, 15 OR MORE YEARS AGO! I AM KIND OF LIKE, ARCHITECT, FRANK LOYDE WRIGHT, BOTH ARCHITECTURE AND THE ART OF A BUILDING OUT TO FIT INTO THE ENVIRONMENT AND THE LOCAL SCENERY! THIS IS AN EYE-SORE, AND DOESN'T BELONG! PERIOD. THAT ALONG WITH THE MACY'S SIGN, HAVE BOTH BOTHERED ME FROM THE GET-GO, HANGING OUT IN THESE PARTS. NATURAL DIRECTION! I KIND OF GET THE FEELING, THAT, MUCH LIKE MY LAST DAYS, IN LOGAN, UTAH, AS A FRESHMAN, AT UTAH STATE UNIVERSITY, AFTER I HAD OFFENDED, ONE BRO IN EACH FRATERNITY, THAT, I BETTER LEAVE, OR BE RUN OUT OF TOWN ON A RAIL! LOL. SORRY IF I AM OFFENDING ANYONE, WITH EITHER, ISSUE, BUT REALLY NOT. SMILE. NOW, EACH TIME I GOT USE THE RESTROOMS, AT SOPHIA'S PLACE, TWO WORDS, JUST TWO OF THEM, ON THIS SIGN, HANGING THERE, ALWAYS, JUMP TOGETHER AND SKIP, ALL THE STUFF IN BETWEEN . . . "PLEASE . . . APPLICATORS" OR IN MY LINGO, PLEASE GIVE US, IDEAS OR THOUGHTS, WHETHER CONSTITUTIONALLY, OR OTHER WISE, THAT, WE CAN TAKE THE LAW OR THE RULE OR THE PRINCIPLE OR THE CONCEPT, THEN SEE HOW YOU APPLY IT! I WAS READING, PATRICIA CROMWELL'S BOOK, "BLACK NOTICE" AND I CAME ACROSS A CHARACTER, WHO REMINDS ME OF EITHER SHELLEY OR KAY, USING SEX, BODY, TO WIN, FAVORS, WITH COPS, SO THEY WILL DO THEIR BIDDING, GETTING IN THE POSITIONS IN THE FIRST PLACE, USING MY CREDENTIALS, AND WORK HISTORY, ONLY TO USE SEX, TO COZY UP TO THE POWER PLAYERS, MOVE UP THE CHAIN OF COMMAND FAST, THEN, COMPROMISE, UNDERLINGS, WITH SEX, USING THOSE ENCOUNTERS, TO CURRY FAVORS, TO CONTROL THE MEN, AND TO THREATEN THEIR WIVES OR SUPERIORS, THUS, GETTING AWAY WITH A ARMY OF MEN, COPS, DOING THEIR BIDDING! I READ THIS PERFECT SECTION, THAT, EXEMPLIFIES, WHAT I HAVE BEEN SAYING SINCE THE FIRST OF THE BLOG, OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN, BECAUSE, I HAVE BEEN A VICTIM OF THEIR ANTICS, AND, SO HAVE, I BELIEVE, MANY, OTHER WISE GOOD COPS . . . WE KEEP SAMPLES! THIS IS HOW WE PIN THEM DOWN . . . KEEP THE BEDROOM AND THE BOARDROOM OR WORKROOM, SEPARATE AND DISTINCT, BECAUSE, NOTHING CAN COMPROMISE YOU FASTER! THERE WAS A NEWS TITLE, THAT, SANDRA BULLOCK, WHO HAS PLAYED A FEMALE COP, IN MANY SHOWS, BETTER LOOKING AND YOUNGER, BY FAR, BUT SHE DOESN'T HAVE THE AMPED UP, SHINY BOBBLES, HER BOOBS, SHE USES, BUT IT SAID, SHE HAS LONG, RELIED ON HER, BOYFRIEND AS HER SOURCE . . . SHELLEY, HAD FUCKED UP TO POWERFUL MEN, AS HAS KAY AND RACHEL, AND THAT, HAS GIVEN, THEM, ALL THE LEVERAGE, TO GET IN POSITIONS OF POWER, TO COMPROMSE THE TROOPS, AND THEN, BOTH THE MEN AND THE WOMEN, CAN USE THE COPS, MALE AND FEMALE TO DO WHAT THEY WANT THEM TO DO OR TO PAY THE PRICE! I AM GOING TO COPY, VERBATIM, PATRICIA'S WORDS . . . FREE WORLDWIDE ADVERTISEMENT, AND YOU CAN TELL, THAT SHE, HAS DEALT WITH WOMEN, LIKE THIS AND THE MEN, WHO, DO THEIR BIDDING . . . IN THE BOOK, KAY SCARPETTA, THE MEDICAL EXAMINER, IS BEING TARGETED, BY THIS NEWLY CREDENTIALED, CHICK, AND SHE IS GOING AFTER, THE WOMAN, WHO HAS BECOME A LEGEND IN THE FIELD OF FORENSICS AND MEDICAL EXAMINATION . . . BUT WEAK, FROM GRIEF WHEN, HER BOYFRIEND AND COMPANION IS KILLED.

THIS BOOK, COULD HAVE BEEN THE INSPIRATION FOR TEAM SHELLEY AND THE DEA . . . IT WAS WRITTEN, OR COPYRIGHTED IN 1999, THAT IS THE YEAR I WAS POISONED BY BIG SIS, AND THE FEDS, GAVE HER THE RIGHTS TO BE ME, AND SO MUCH OF THIS SOUNDS, SO, FAMILIAR, THAT IT IS SCARY!

     "Imagine how I felt when it all stared," he innocently said.  "See, Detective Anderson (Shelley's first married, name!) called me a couple of months ago, said she was new and wanted to ask me questions about the M.E.'s office, about our procedures, and could I meet her at the River City Diner for lunch.  That was when I got on the road to hell, and I know I should've said something to you about her call.  I should've told you what I was doing.  But you were teaching classes most of the day and I didn't want to bother you, and Dr. Fielding was in court.  So I told Anderson I'd be glad to help her out."

     "Well, it's pretty obvious she didn't learn anything."

     "She was setting me up," he said, "and when I walked into the River City Diner, I couldn't believe it.  she was sitting in a booth with Deputy Chief Bray, and she told me she wanted to know all about the way our office runs, too."

     "Who did?"

     "Bray did."

     "I see.  Big surprise," I said.

     "I guess I was really flattered but nervous, too, because I didn't understand what was going on.  I mean, next thing, she's telling me to walk back to the police headquarters with her and Anderson."

     "Why didn't you tell me all this at the time?" I said as we drove toward Fifth Street to pick up 1-95 South.

     "I don't know . . ."  His voice trailed off.

     "I think you do."

     "I was scared."

     "Might it have anything to do with your ambition of becoming a police officer?"

     "Well, let's fact it,: he said.  "What better connection could I have?  And somehow she knew I was interested and when we got to her office, she closed the door and sat me across from her desk."

     "Was Anderson there?"

     "Just Bray and me.  She said that with my experience I might think about becoming a crime-scene technician.  I felt like I'd won the lottery."

     . . .

     ""I have to admit I was in a dream after that and lost interest in my job, and I'm sorry for that," he said.  "But it wasn't until two weeks later that Bray e-mailed me . . . "

     "Where did she get your e-mail address?"

     "Uh, she asked for it.  So she e-mailed me and said she wanted me to drop by her house at five-thirty, and that she had something very confidential to discuss with me."

     "And I'm telling you, Dr. Scarpetta, I didn't want to go.  I knew something bad was going to come out of it."

     "Such as?"

     "I halfway wondered if my be she was going to hit on me or something."

     "Did she?  What happened when you got to her house?" I asked.

     "Gosh, this is really hard to say."

     "Say it."

     "She got me a beer and moved her chair real close to the couch where I was sitting.  She asked me all kinds of questions about myself like she was really interested in me as a person.  And . . ."

     A loaded-down logging truck pulled in front of me and I sped around it.

     "I hate those things, " I said.

     "Me too." Chuck said, and his shoe-licking tone was making me sick.

     "And what?  You were telling me?" I said.

     He took a deep breath.  He got very interested in the trucks bearing down on us and the men working with mounds of asphalt on the roadside.  It seemed as if this stretch of 1-95 near Petersburg had been under construction since the Civil War.

     "She wasn't in a uniform, if you get what I mean," he resumed with overblown sincerity.  "She, well, she had on a business suit, but I don't think she was wearing a bra, or at least the blouse . . . you cold sort of see through it."

     "Did she ever try to seduce you, make any overture at all beyond how she was dressed?" I asked.

     "NO, ma'am, but it was like maybe she was hoping I would.  And now I know why.  She wouldn't go for it, but she'd hold it over me.  Just one more way to control me.  So when she got me my second beer, she got down to what she wanted.  She said it was important I know the truth about you."

     "Which is?"

     "She said you're unstable.  Everybody knew you'd lost your grip, those were her exact words, that you were almost bankrupt because you're a compulsive shopper . . . "

     "Compulsive shopper?"

     "She said something about your house and car."

     "Why would she know anything about my house?"  I asked, realizing that Ruffin knew about both, among many other things.

     "I don't know, " he said.  "I guess the worst thing, though, was what she said about your work.  That you'd been screwing up cases and the detectives were beginning to complain except for Marino.  He was covering up for you, which was why she was going to have to do something about him eventually."

     "And she certainly did," I said without a trace of emotion.

     "Gee, do I have to go on?" he said.  "I don't want to say all these things to you!"

     "Chuck, would you like a chance to start over and undo some of the damage you've done?" I set him up.

     "God, if only I could, " he said, as if he really meant it.

     "Then tell me the truth.  Tell me everything.  Let's get you back on the right track so you can have a happy life," I encouraged him.

     I knew the little bastard would turn on anyone if it was in his best interest.

     "She said one of the reasons she'd been hired was the chief, the mayor and city council wanted to get rid of you but didn't know how," Ruffin went on as if the words, caused him pain.  "That they couldn't because you don't work for the city, the governor basically ad to do it.  She explained to me it's like when a new city manager is hired because people want to get rid of a bad police chief.  It was amazing.  She was so convincing, I was sucked in.  Then, and I'll never forget it, she got up from her chair and sat next to me.  She looked into my eyes.

     "She said, 'Chuck, your boss is going to ruin your life, do you understand?  She's going to take down everyone around her, especially you.'  I asked her why me?  And she said, 'Because you're a nothing to her.  People like her may act nice, but deep down they think they're God and have contempt for minions.'  She asked me if I knew what a minion was, and I said I didn't.  She told me it was a servant, Chuck."

     "I know, I know!"

     I believed some of his account was true.  Most of it was self-serving and slanted, I was sure.

     "So I started doing things for her.  Little things at first, " he went on.  "And every time I did one bad thing, it got easier to do the next.  It's like I got harder and harder inside and talked myself into believing everything I was doing was justified, even right.  Maybe so I could sleep at night.  Then the things she wanted got big, like the e-mail, only she got Anderson to give me those assignments.  Bray's too slippery to get caught."

     "What things, for example?" I said.

     "Dropping the bullet down the sink.  That was bad enough."

     "Yes, it was," I said, holding in my contempt for him.

     "Which is one of the reasons I knew something really big must be on her mind when she sent me the page about meeting her at Buckhead's last night," he went on.  "She said not to say a word to anyone and not answer her back unless there was a problem.  Just to show up.  Period.

     "I was scared to death of her by then, " he said, and that part I certainly believed.  "she had me, you know.  I was dirty and she had me.  I was so scared of what she night ask me to do next."

     "And what might that have been?"

     He hesitated.  A transfer truck swerved in front of me and I tapped my brakes.  Bulldozers were moving dirt on the embankment, and dust was everywhere.

     "Screw up the Container Man case.  I knew that was coming.  She was going to get me to tamper with something to get you into so much trouble that it was over for you.  And what better case then one with Interpol and everything?  With all the interest?"

     "And have you done something to compromise that case, Chuck?" I said.

     "NO, ma'am."

     "Have you tampered with any cases?"

     "Other than the bullet, no, ma'am."

     "You realize of course you would be committing a felony if you altered or destroyed evidence?  Do you realize Bray's heading you toward prison and probably even setting you up for it so she can get you out of the way after she's finished with me?"

     "Deep down, I don't think she'd do that to me, " he said.

     He was nothing to her.  He was a flunky who didn't have sense enough to avoid a trap when he found one because his ego and ambition got in the way.

     "You're sure about that, " I said.  "Sure Bray wouldn't make you the fall guy?"

     He wavered.

     "Are you the one who's been stealing things in the office?"  I hit the matter head-on and asked.

     "I have all of it.  She wanted me to do . . . to do anything I could to make you look like you couldn't run the office.  It's all at my house in a box.  Eventually I was going to have it in the building somewhere so someone would find it and return the stuff to everyone."

     "Why would you let her have this much power over you?" I asked.  "So much that you would lie and steal and premeditate tampering with evidence?"

     "Oh, please don't let me get arrested, go to prison, "he said in a panicky voice that would win him no acting awards.  "I have a wife. A baby on the way.  I'll commit suicide, I promise I will.  I know lots of ways to do it."

     "Don't even think such a thing," I said.  "Don't ever say that again."

     "I will.  I'm ruined, and it's all my fault.  Nobody else's."

     "You're not ruined unless you choose to be."

     "It doesn't matter anymore," he muttered, and I was beginning to fear he might be serious.

     He was constantly licking his lips, and his words were sticky because his mouth was so dry.

     "My wife wouldn't care.  And the baby doesn't need to grow up with a father in prison."

     "Don't you dare send your body to me," I told him angrily.  "Don't you dare have me walk in and find you on one of my tables."

     He turned to me, shocked.

     "Grow up," I said.  "You don't just shoot your brains out when things turn to shit, do you hear me?  Do you know what suicide is?"

     He stared wide-eyed at me.

   "It's getting in the last pissed-off word.  It's a big there," I said.

IF YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN COMPROMISED, DON'T

IF YOU HAVE BEEN, STOP, DOING IT AND GET SOME HELP!  IT IS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD, BUT YOU CAN COMPLICATE YOUR POSITION FURTHER, IF YOU CONTINUE DOWN THAT PATH!

NEVER BE SO AMBITIOUS, THAT YOU, MUST COMPROMISE, WHO YOU ARE, AND WHAT YOU BELIEVE, TO GET WHAT YOU WANT!

HERE IS WHERE CHRIST COME IN . . . REPENTENCE MEANS, SIMPLY TO CHANGE, DIRECTIONS . . . START GOING IN THE OTHER DIRECTION!

THIS IS A BAD SITUATION TO BE IN, BUT, SERIOUSLY, EVERYTHING, AS I HAVE FOUND, OUT CAN GET WORSE!

THERE IS NOTHING LIKE OPERATING WITH A CLEAN SLATE!  EVERYONE IS ENTITLED TO A SECOND CHANCE!

WE ARE ALL HUMAN, WE ARE ALL YOUNG, WE ARE ALL INEXPERIENCED AND MAY FACE, PEOPLE WHO ARE MUCH, OLDER, MORE MANIPULATIVE AND TEMP US, THREATEN US, TRAP US, TRICK US, LIE TO US, AND THAT IS WHERE THE RUB COMES IN!

TRUST NO ONE AND FOLLOW YOUR GUT!

WALK TO PREVENT SUICIDE!

50% OF THE CHILDREN OF A SUICIDE PARENT, END UP, COMMITTING SUICIDE THEMSELVES!

SOBERING THOUGHT!

DON'T DO IT!

NO JOB IS WORTH IT, NO MARRIAGE, NO GIRLFRIEND OR BOYFRIEND, NO HOUSE OR APARTMENT, AND, THERE IS NO SHAME, IN HITTING THE BOTTOM AND CLIMBING OUT OF A WHOLE!

IT DOESN'T MATTER WHO FAR YOU FALL, BUT HOW HIGH YOU BOUNCE BACK UP!

EVERYTHING IN LIFE IS A LEARNING EXPERIENCE!

WE ARE ALL DOING OUR BEST!

WE ARE WHERE WE ARE.

START FROM WHERE YOU ARE, AND CHANGE TO A POSTIVE DIRECTION!

THERE WAS ONLY ONE PERFECT MAN, AND THAT WAS THE SON OF GOD!

PERIOD.

THE REST OF US, JUST BUMBLE AND STUMBLE OUR WAY THROUGH LIFE, DOING THE BEST WE CAN WITH THE CARDS WE ARE DEALT!

LOVE YOURSELF!

FORGIVE YOURSELF!

YOU CAN ONLY LOVE SOMEONE ELSE AS MUCH AS YOU LOVE YOURSELF!

KISSES. HUGS. LOVES.

YOU WILL SURVIVE!

PEOPLE LOVE YOU!

P.S., WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE FAMOUS, AND THE LEGEND?

NICE DISCUSSION QUESTION . . . I WOULD SAY, THAT, A LEGEND, IN ANY FIELD OF STUDY OR PROFESSION IS SOMEONE, WHO ON A CONSISTENT BASIS, CALLS THE SHOTS RIGHT, DOES THE RIGHT THING, AND MOVES IN THE RIGHT DIRECTIONS!

THEY ARE JUST, A FEW NOTCHES, UP THE RUNG, FROM, THE AVERAGE PROFESSIONAL IN THEIR FIELD, BE IT LAWYER, COPS, DOCTOR, TEACHER . . . WHO, ALL DO A PRETTY GOOD JOB, BUT THERE IS JUST SOMETHING, THAT GOES ABOVE AND BEYOND WITH THIS PERSON.

WHEN I THOUGHT OF THIS, WHAT CAME TO MIND, WAS, "DETECTIVE JOE: HOMICIDE DETECTIVE" WHO HAS SOLVED, LIKE 350 MURDER CASES, AND NOW HAS HIS OWN TV SHOW.

THEY ARE CONSISTENTLY BETTER THAN THEIR COLLEAGUES IN THE SAME FIELD.  A CUT ABOVE THE REST.

THERE IS SOMETHING SURE ABOUT YOU BABY . . . WHEN YOUR HAND IS ON MY HEART, I REALLY FEEL IT!

GENERALLY, THEY ARE VERY, AUTHENTIC PEOPLE.

QUIET LIFE.

NEVER SEE, NOR SOUGHT THE LIMELIGHT OF BEING FAMOUS--JUST DID A GREAT JOB, AT THEIR JOB!

GOOD ROLE MODELS.

THE BEATLES ALSO COME TO MIND . . . ALWAYS DOING NEW CREATIVE INNOVATIVE MUSIC, AND THEIR SPOUSES, WERE NOT TROPHY GIRLS, BUT, REAL SOULMATES, LIKE YOKO ONO AND LINDA MCCARTHY.

NOTHING FLASHY.
BUT REAL.

DON'T TOUCH THE DRIVER! JOYRIDE. DREAMBOX. JOBOX. JUDD & BLACK BURN! BEAUTIFUL FALL WEATHER. GOD IS WITH YOU EVERY DAY. WELCOME TO YOUR NEW LIFE. US BANK PLAZA. DILLIONS COFFEE ROASTER. TITAN ELECTRIC. BELLEVUE CHRISTIAN SCHOOL. JESUS CHRIST CAME TO FREE US, NOT CONTROL US, OR SET LIMITS ON US. THE RULES OF MAGIC. THE RULES OF HAPPINESS. CHRIST WARNS US. HE GUIDES US. HE PROTECTS US. HE LOVE US. BUT HE FREES US! ANOTHER STINK OP, BLOCKING ME FROM GETTING TO LA FITNESS AGAIN! THERE WERE AT LEAST, 10 AGENTS, MOSTLY OF MINORITY DESCENT, TO, I GUESS, TAKE THE HEAT OFF THE MORMON AGENTS . . . THERE WERE ASIANS, TWO FROM INDIA, A MIDEASTERN LOOKING MUSLIM, AN OLDER WHITE GUY, WHO STOOD BY ME, FOR A FEW SECONDS, AT THE BUS, OUTSIDE THE LIBRARY, THEN, LEFT, TWO BLACKS AT THE GYRO EXPRESS, DRIVING A SHINY NEW RED SHELBY MUSTANG, SO, THE WRITING WAS ON THE WALL . . . I WAS GOING TO TRY THE TRICK THAT WORKED, A FEW TIMES LAST WEEK--HIT THE BUS AT THE LIBRARY, THEN, RIDE IT STAYING ON AT THE TRANSIT CENTER, THAN, STOP REQUESTED, ON THE BACK SIDE OF LA FITNESS, SO I CAN GO DOWN THE ALLEY, AND THROUGH THE PARKING GARAGES, AND SOUTH HALL, TO THE ESCALATOR, UNSEEN, BY THE BELLEVUE PLAZA SPIES, AND RATS. BUT DUE TO AN OVER-ABUNDANCE OF AGENTS, ALL BETWEEN, 25 TO 35, FIELD AGENT AGES, I GOT OFF AND ALMOST RISKED IT, BUT THEN, THERE WAS A BELLEVUE COP, RIGHT THERE AS A GOT OFF THE BUS! I DECIDED TO BLOW OFF THE GYM, AND HIT THE 550, SAME BUS I JUST GOT OFF, AND HEAD TO SEATTLE AND BELLEVUE! BUT HERE IS WHERE THE CONFIRMATION PART COMES IN REPLACING THE, ALLEGED, PARANOIA . . . I TURNED, TO WRITE SOMETHING FOR MY BLOG, MAYBE NOTING THE AGENTS, PLACEMENT, AND WHATNOT, AND THIS MAN, COMES RUNNING, DOWN THE STREET, WITH A TOTALLY, PANICED AND CONCERNED LOOK ON HIS FACE, LIKE THE BOSS IS GOING TO KILL US . . . HE RUSHES RIGHT PAST ME, TO GLANCE DOWN THE ALLEY, DOESN'T SEE ME, OF COURSE, AND HE RUNS DOWN THE ALLEY THAT, TURNS, BEFORE YOU GET INTO THE BACK SIDE, THROUGH A TWO CAR PARKING PLACE, NEAR THE BACK DOORS . . . SEVERAL MINUTES LATER, WITH A SERIOUSLY DISTURBED LOOK ON HIS FACE, HE RACES, UP THE STAIRS, NEAR THE BUS STOP, THE BUILDING ABOVE, POTBELLY SANDWICHES, THAT HOUSES, I BELIEVE, ORACLE AND EBAY, THE ONE WITH THE VERY STUPID, "FAKE" LOOKING, ANGEL ARCH, THAT IS NOT IN AN ARCH, BUT A SQUARE, JUST SITTING THERE AS ART, I GUESS . . . BEING FROM, UTAH, AND MOAB, AND HAVING BEEN TO ARCHES, MANY TIMES, THAT IS A REALLY BAD, REPLICA OF THE REAL THING . . . JUST LIKE, THE GUYS AND GALS, WHO ORDERED THIS LASTEST STINK OP, ARE, VERY POOR REPLICAS OF ME! IT'S HARD TO BE ME! ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE, AS THEY ARE FINDING OUT! THERE WAS A GREAT SIGN, GOD INTEL, ON THE FREEWAY, YESTERDAY, AFTER THAT BOTCHED, OP, TO STOP ME FROM GETTING IN SHAPE, INDICATING, THE OLD GALS ARE AGING RAPIDLY, AND OUT OF SHAPE THEMSELVES! PERFECT! SMILE. THEY ALLEGEDLY REPREESENT ME? FUCK NO! I SAW A "SULLIVAN SPRAYING & PAINTING" TRUCK THAT HAD, A LARGE BLACK PAINT GUN, WITH A BRILLIANT ARRAY OF PRIMARY COLORS, SHOOTING OUT OF THE GUN . . . I AM THE BLACK SPRAY GUN, THAT YOU THINK IS MILES, AND, I CREATE ALL THE BLOGS, THE COLORFUL, FUN, CRAZY COOL, BLOGS THAT ARE ON ALL KINDS OF SUBJECTS, ALL MIXED INTO ONE, FROM POLITICS TO RELIGION, SEX TO FAMILY, LOVE TO HAPPINESS . . . THE GUNS OR COPS, WHO SO BADLY WANT TO BE ME, AND HAVE MADE MANY, MANY ATTEMPTS, INCLUDING THE LATEST, BRINGING IN MY DAUGHTER, TO BE ME, AND SHE IS LEARNING THAT IS HARD TO BE ME, TOO, AFTER TAKING THE LSAT, LAW SCHOOL DOESN'T LOOK AS EASY AS MOM MADE IT SEEM . . . BUT, THE BEST I CAN SUMIZE, FROM THE WAY, THESE JACK ASSES, ARE DIVING UP MY BLOG, AND CATEGORIZING IT, IS THAT, EACH PERSON, FILLS AN OPEN SPACE, AS THEY SEE, IT, AS I ADD NEW TOPICS, OR SUBJECTS, THERE IS ROOM FOR ANOTHER JOANN, OR THEY ADD ANOTHER COLOR, BASED ON THE SUBJECTS I WRITE ON . . . THE PRIMARIES, REPRESENTED IN THE TRUCK COLOR SRAY, OF RED, ORANGE, BLUE, DARKER BLUE, PURPLE AND GREEN, I BELIEVE, HAVE, SO MUCH MONEY, THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH IT, AND THEY ARE GETTING TIRED, MANAGING ME, AND TRYING TO CONTAIN ME, AS I YOUNG, AND THEY OLD! THERE IS SOMETHING MAGIC ABOUT THE "LAW OF ATTRACTION" THAT MY MONEY, OR WHERE THE CIA CLOWNS, HAVE LAUNDERED MY MONEY, MONEY NOBODY ELSE SEES, ENDS UP, LANDING IN MY LAP. BY WAY OF EXAMPLE. THREE WEEKS AGO, OR SO, I ATTEMPTED, TO ESCAPE, THE COP CONTAINMENT ON ME, THAT MAKES IT EASY TO STEAL, CONTROL, AND MANIPULATE, THE SITUATIONS, OR THE ROUTINE THAT I FREQUENT EACH DAY, AND MAKE IT LOOK, LIKE THEY ARE ME THROUGH, CHEAP TRICKS, LYING AGENTS, PAID STAFF AT KEY PLACES, THROUGH, FUCKING WITH, NEW CONTACTS OR FRIENDS, EMAILS, ONCE THEY KNOW THEM, AS WAS THE CASE, YESTERDAY, WHEN, SOME CHICK, WHO I HAVE BEEN GETTING TO BE MORE AND MORE FRIENDS WITH, HER DAD IS AN ATTORNEY, SO SHE UNDERSTAND THIS LEGAL STUFF AND SHE IS A BLOGGER, ALSO ON SKETCHY POLITICA STUFF, TERRORIST, AND CONSPIRACIES, BUT, I RARELY, USE MY EMAIL, AND HAVEN'T FOR YEARS, BUT EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE, I GET ON, KNOWING THAT, THE BITCHES, WHO THINK OR WANT YOU TO BELIEVE THAT I WANT THEM TO REPRESENT ME? YUCK! HAVE ACCESS, ACCESS, ACCESS, TO FUCK WITH, ME OPENLY AND FREELY! SO YESTERDAY, SHE BITES MY HEAD OFF, AND I AM LIKE WHAT--WE ARE SITTING NEAR EACH OTHER ON THE COMPUTERS, AT SOPHIA'S PLACE, SHE SAID AFTER WHAT YOU WROTE ABOUT ME ON YOUR BLOG . . . I NEVER WROTE ANYTHING ABOUT YOU ON MY BLOG? OH. I SAID, THERE ARE THOSE WOMEN, TRYING TO PRETEND TO BE ME, MIXING, TECHNOLOGY, BLOGS, GMAILS, AND WHATEVER, WHO WOULD GET ON, SEEING ME AND YOU HAVE BEEN TALKING A LOT LATELY AND START TO FUCK WITH YOU, ANY WAY THEY COULD. I GUESS SHE GOT SOMETHING ON HER EMAIL. THEN, SHE THOUGHT FOR A MINUTE AND SAID, OH, YEAH, I DID GIVE YOU MY EMAILS, SO YOU COULD WRITE THAT LETTER OF SUPPORT, RECOMMENDATION, TO HELP HER GET ON SOCIAL SECURITY DISABILITY, BASED ON SEEING HER, LEG, SWOLLEN, ALMOST A THIRD BIGGER ON THE RIGHT SIDE, THAN ON THE LEFT, AND, SEEING HER HAULED OFF IN THE AMBULANCE THIS SUMMER, TO HAVE HER SHOW ME A LARGE, SCAR, FROM HER OPEN HEART SURGERY. I SAID, I AM JUST HERE TO HELP YOU, NOT HURT YOU, OR I WOULD NONT HAVE TAKEN THE TIME, TO GET THE FACTS, AND WRITE A LETTER FOR YOU . . . I WAS WORRIED, ABOUT THEIR ACCESS, HAVING HAD, LEGAL HELP FOR MILES, EITHER NOT MAKING IT TO HIM, OR, SOMEONE ELSE GETTING THE CREDIT, FOR MY WORK, SENDING HIM, IN EXACTLY THE RIGHT DIRECTION, AFTER RESEARCHING, WASHINGTON STATE FAMILY LAW AND FATHER'S RIGHTS! THAT IS WHY, I DIDN'T FORWARD, THE LETTER TO YOU, SEPARATE FROM THE HEARING OFFICER, OR YOU LAWYER, OR WHOMEVER YOU HAD ME, SEND THE LETTER TO! SO, THE OTHER DAY, SOME CHICK, WAS HELPING ME TRY TO FIND A WAY, TO PAY FOR MY TRIP BACK TO UTAH, EARLY, BEFORE, WAITING, UNTIL I GET, MY MONEY, AFTER THE FIRST OF THE MONTH . . . SHE HAD SOME, SECRET, POSSIBLY, BRITISH, GROUP, WHO DOESN'T ADVERTISE, ONLY OPERATES, ONE DAY A WEEK, WHO JUST WANT TO HELP? OR LAUNDER MONEY, BUT THIS WOMAN, HAS, HELPED, SEVERAL PEOPLE, GET IN CONTACT WITH THESE PEOPLE, WHO WILL PAY FOR YOUR TRAVEL, TO WHEREVER, AND PAY THE FIRST, TWO MONTHS RENT, AND ALL I NEEDED TO DO, WAS GET A RENTAL AGREEMENT, PRICE THE TICKETS, TO FLY, AND, THEY WILL HAVE ME OUT OF HERE IN 24 HOURS! SO, VERIFY, VERIFY, VERIFY, I FOUND A UTAH RENTAL AGREEMENT, WANTED TO BE STATE SPECIFIC, TO FOLLOW, LANDLORD TENANT LAWS, AND, GET THIS GROUP, TO COVER MY COSTS. BUT, THE FREE, FORMS, I FOUND, PUT SOME BLOCK UP, THAT I HAD TO PAY, A MINIMAL AMOUNT, THAT WHEN, YOU HAVE NO MONEY, YOU CAN'T, RIGHT, BEFORE, THEY WOULD ALLOW ME TO FINISH THE REST OF THE 6 PAGE, FORM, ONLY BEING ON THE 1ST PAGE . . . I JUST FELT, THEY WERE BLOCKING ME! I ALSO, BELIEVE, THIS IS MY MONEY, AT LEAST, BEING USED TO HELP SOMEO OF THE PEOPLE, I FEEL ARE MORE WORTHY OF MY MONEY, THAN, SOME CORPORATE, VULCAN CONSTRUCTION COMPANY, GETTING THEIR BUSINESS OR BEING THEM, USING MY MONEY! BUT, THIS CHICK TOLD ME, IF I COULDN'T GET A LEASE OR RENTAL AGREEMENT FORM, SHE WOULD GET ONE FOR ME. SO, LAST NIGHT, SHE COMES IN, ACTING LIKE SHE HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH ME, AND KIND OF AVOIDING ME? I SAID, I FOUND, A RENTAL AGREEMENT, AND I AM JUST GOING TO FINISH FILLING IT OUT. NO COMMENT? I ACTUALLY, DID THE ONLINE, FORM RIGHT, AND GOOD FOR ME, I STARTED AN ACCOUNT, USING MY EMAIL, WHICH IS PROBABLY WHAT ALERTED, THE LOSERS, THAT, I WAS, NOT ONLY GOING HOME, BUT GOING TO THEIR, MONEY LAUNDERING SHOP, BRITISH COVER, LIKE THE RUSSIAN COVER, TO GET HELP GETTING HOME, TRYING TO GET SOME OF MY OWN, MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO, THIS MORNING, MARY, STAFF, WAS ASKING ME WHAT I WAS UP TO, AND I TOLD HER, I WAS TRYING TO GET MONEY GOT GET HOME, SEEING MY DAUGHTER'S NOT SO PERFECT MARRIAGE, IS NOT GOING TO BE A PERFECT DIVORCE EITHER, AND SHE NEEDS ME TO COME HOM,E, AND FILL IN FOR WAHT HER HUSBAND SHOULD BE DOING! I TOLD HER THIS CHICK WAS HELPING ME. WHO? NOW, THIS WOMAN HAS BEEN HERE OVER A YEAR, SO, I AM SAYING HER NAME AND STRIKING ZEROS, UNTIL, I FINALLY, GAVE A DISCRIPTION, OF HER HAIR, STILL NOTHING, THEN, I GAVE THE MOST TELLING, DISCRIPTION, FRUSTRATED THAT, MARY DIDN'T KNOW WHO THIS LONG TIME RESIDENT WAS . . . I SAID, SHE HAS BULL LEGS, WHICH IS THE TRUTH AND JUST THE FACTS! JUST LIKE LINDA DOES AND IF SOMEONE WAS FRUSTRATED THAT STAFF DIDN'T KNOW WHO I WAS, AFTER OVER A YEAR, THEY MIGHT SAY, SHE HAS A BIG ASS! LOL. WHICH IS TRUE! BLACK CHICKS ARE JEALOUS OF ME! MEN HERE DIG IT! LOL. NEW LIFE? LOL. NEXT THING I KNOW THIS CHICK COMES IN, AND I START TO TRY TO TELL HER I HAVE THE FORM SHE SAID I NEEDED . . . DON'T TALK TO ME, I HEARD YOU, YOU TWO-FACED, WHATEVER, PROBABLY BITCH . . . TALKING BAD ABOUT YOU. NO, I WASN'T, I WAS TRYING TO DISCRIBE YOU. DON'T TALK TO ME, I KNOW WHAT YOU WERE DOING. WHATEVER. I KNEW, THAT, LIKE THE $189 MONEY CARDS, THAT, EVERY CHICK IN SPOKANE GOT, ADDED TO THEIR FOOD STAMPS, OR EBT CARDS, OR A GIFT, FROM SOME, FOUNDATION, EVERYONE, WOULD GET THE BENEFIT OF MY MONEY, BUT FOR ME! IT IS YOU WHO IS GIVING THE MONEY, YOU CAN'T APPLY FOR THE MONEY! I AM SURE, THE MOTHERFUCKERS, ON ME 24/7, THE CONTAINMENT TEAM, OF, ALLEGED MOMS, ARE FREAKING OUT, THAT THE REAL MOM IS HEADING TO HER DAUGHTER'S RESCUE, AFTER, TELLING HER HUSBAND OF 18 OR MORE YEARS, TO FUCK HER OVER, AND TANK HER, FINANCIALLY! THESE GUYS, HAVE, NO, SHAME, NO GAME, AND ARE LAME ASS IDIOTS, WHO HAVE TAKEN THIS GAME, BEYOND, EVEN ALL THEIR GAME ASS INTELLIGENCE, COMMUNITY OF MORMON ASSHOLES! THIS BLOG, STILL KICKS THE SHIT OUT OF ALL OF THEM, WORLDWIDE! THEY MAY GET THE MONEY, BUT I HAVE THE POWER! THEY CAN, HAVE ACCESS, AND EDIT, BUT, OVER-ALL, I CONTROL! IT IS LIKE THE TWO MICE OR RATS, MAKING THEIR WAY THROUGH A MAZE, THE ONE CUTTING THE PATH IS FINE, AND THE ONE FOLLOWING IS LIKE THAT AGENT, FREAKING OUT WHEN HE COULDN'T FIND ME GOING THROUGH THE ALLEY, THEY LIVE DAILY OF BEING FOUND OUT, OF BEING INAUTHENTIC, AND THE LIARS THEY ARE! HAVING STOLEN, BILLONS OF NOT TRILLIONS OR MORE! I HAVE NOT FEARS, I HAVE NO WHERE TO GO BUT UP! THEY HAVE NO WHERE TO GO BUT DOWN, AND TO PRISON, OR EVEN WORSE, DEATH, USING, TOP SECURITY PRISM SYTEMS, DOING ESPIONAGE AND SEDITION, THEY ARE FIGHTING FOR THEIR VERY LIVES! SOME WOULD SAY, I AM MEAN, FOR WRITING ABOUT THEM TRYING TO FUCKIG KILL ME? ARE YOU SHITTING ME? THEY ARE, REALLY, SINCERELY TRYING TO FUCK MY ASS AND KILL ME! I MAY JOKE ABOUT IT, BUT, THE BATTLE IS REAL! IT HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR, 20 YEARS! I AM ENERGIZED BY IT, AND THEY ARE JUST GROWING OLD! I AM SICK OF IT, BUT WHAT IS THE ALTERNATIVE FOR ME, DEATH? TAKING IT IN THE ASS FOR THEIR CRIMES? BEING SET UP, TO BE THEM, AND HANG FOR THEIR SHIT, USING MY NAME AND ALL MY IDENTIFICATION PAPERS, BEING ALLOWED BY SECRET SPIES, WHO ARE FUCKNG THE BITCHES, IN THE ASS, ALREADY? THE MEN ARE NOT MEN, THEY KEEP ALLOWING THE WOMEN, TO TAKE IT FROM ME, IN THIS BLOG, AND THEN THEY COMFORT THEM, AND DOUBLE DOWN ON ME, THE CHICKEN SHITS THAT THEY ARE! I HAVE NOTHING BUT CONTEMPT FOR THE FBI, AND THE CIA, AND ALL THE ALPHABET, SOUP, AGENCIES, WHO HAVE, NOT PROTECTED ME, FROM FINANCIAL CRIMES, BUT, DONE THE FINACIAL CRIMES AND ARE SO STUPID, THEY CAN'T DISTINGUISH, ME, FROM THE WOMAN, WHO IS THEIR BOSS? FUCK? ALL THIS DANCE? SHE IS INCAPABLE OF THAT, KIND OF, MENTAL ACUMEN! ALL ATTORNEYS ARE NOT CREATED EQUAL, AND A TORTS ATTORNEY WITH A POLITICAL SCIENCE DEGREE, UNDERGRAD, IS NOT MATCH FOR SOMEONE WHO SCORED #1 IN HER CON LAW CLASS, FOCUSED ON EVER COURSE IN LAW SCHOOL, NOT COLLEGE, ON ANY AREA, THAT MIGHT INTERSECT WITH THE UNITED STATES CONSITUTION, THEN, WORKING IN THE UTAH ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICE, AND TOUCHING, EVERY ASPECT OF, CRIMINAL, CIVIL, ADMINISTRATIVE, SECURITIES, AND CONSTITUITONAL LAW, TO EVEN WRITE THE BROCK VS. HERBERT, CASE, WITH A WHOLE NATION OF SECURITIES ATTORNEYS, AND PLANNERS, GRATEFUL, THAT SOMEONE TOOK THE BULL BY THE HORNS, AND TOOK IT TO THEM! I AM THE LITTLE GOLDEN GIRL, STARING DOWN THE WALL STREET BULL, AND MANY MANY MORE BULLS, IN MANY AREAS! A MERE ATTORNEY, AMBUALANCE CHASER, IS NOT MATCH, SHELLEY WHO, GOT HER TITS CAUGHT IN THE SECURITY JUGGERKNOT, IS NO MATCH, REBECCA, ANNIE, KELLY ANNE, SUE, RACHEL, NOW, GRETA, ARE NO MATCH FOR ALL THAT I HAVE DONE, AND ALL THAT I HAVE LEARNED AND ALL THAT I HAVE EXPERIENCED . . . GRETA HAS THE GREATEST CHANCE OF PULLING IT OFF, AS A DOUBLE, BUT, A MASTERS IN NATURAL RESOURSE MANAGEMENT IS NO MATCH FOR, CONSTITUITONA LAW AND EXPERTIES IN OUR POLITICAL SYSTEMS, AND I WOULD NOT BE FOOL ENOUGH, TO THINK FOR ONE SECOND, THAT I COUJLD PULL OF BEING HER, WITH ALL HER EXPERIENCE, KNOWLEDGE, SPECIALIZED TRAINING, COMPUTER SKILLS, FIREFIGHTING EXPERIENCE AND HAVING TOUCHED EVERY ASPECT OF THE DEPARTMENT OF INTERIOR, AND ENVIRONMENTAL ISSUES . . . WOMEN, ARE NOT, INTERCHANGEABLE! FUCK? WHAT THE FUCK ARE MEN, MEN, MEN, SEX, SEX, SEX, THINKING? I CAN' BEAT ALL OF THEM, IN EVERY AREA TOO! THAT IS THE BIG PICTURE OF EVERYTHING, HAVING EITHER TOUCHED, THE LAW, MY AREA OF STUDY, EITHER THROUGH MY VARYING, GOVERNMENT JOBS, OR THROUGH WORKING WITH, NON-GOVERNMENT ASSOCIATIONS, OR THROUGH PRIVATE PRACTICE, AND HAVING TOUCHED, EVERYTHING IN ALL THREE BRANCHES OF GOVERNMENT, OVER THE PAST, 25 YEARS, EITHER AS A LAW STUDENT, OR AS A PRACTICING ATTORNEY, EVEN MISSING THE 8 YEARS, THEY TRIED TO KILL ME THE FIRST TIME, AFTER, THAT, MY INTELLECTUAL CURIOSITY, REIGNS, MY DRIVE, I HAVE TO KNOW, I HAVE TO UNDERSTAND, AND I AM WILLING TO WRESTLE WITH THE LAW, THE COURTS, LISTEN TO SUPREME COURT CONFIRMATIONS, OR HEARINGS, ETC. MOST PEOPLE WILL NOT DO THAT, WITHOUT BEING PAID! CASE, IN KAY! SHE COULDN'T NOT DO IT! WHY DO I SCARE, A PET, LIKE KAY, BROUGHT ON AS EYE CANDY, AND TITS AND ASS, FOR WORKING STIFFS? BECAUSE, I REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, KNOW MY STUFF! KAY, RELIED ON SEX, TO GET HER, THROUGH LAW SCHOOL, TO WIN A CASE OR GET A CUT OF THE ACTION, OR TO PRETEND, NOT REPRESENT ME! I NEVER NEEDED A DOUBLE, DON'T NOW, MY WORLD, IS NOT RULED BY WEIGHT CHARTS, NOR, PEER, FEELINGS AND ATTRACTIONS, MY PLAYGROUND IS MY MIND, THE HIGHER, PLEASURES . . . ENDLESS, JOY, PLEASURE, THRILLS, AND SPORT, THROUGH, THIS WORLDWIDE BLOG . . . WHO THE FUCK, CARES WHAT A BLOGGER, AN AUTHOR, LOOKS, LIKE . . . ANNE RULE? STEPHEN KING? EVEN OLD FAT COPS . . . WHY DO WE CONTINUE, ON MSNBC, TO CALL ON, MEN, LIKE FORMER, FBI NEGOTIATOR, JIM KAVANAUGH? OR MALCOMB NANCE? BECAUSE, WHILE OLDER AND FATTER, THAN, WHEN THEY STARTED AS COPS, THEY FUCKNG, KNOW THEIR SHIT! I DO TO! YOU NEED ME, NOT KAY, RACHEL, SHELLEY, SUE, TIFFANY, GRETA AND THE GIRLS, CLUB! GETSMART. SMARTSIGN. LOOK AT THE CASES, SIGNATURES AND THAT WILL TELL YOU, WHO HAS SIGNATORY AUTHORITY! MY KIDS DON'T GET TO SAY WHO IS ME! THEY DON'T GET TO CONTROL AND OWN, MY WRITING, AND BLOGGING . . . THEY DON'T HAVE SIGNATORY AUTHORITY! SEVERAL MONTHS AGO, OR EVEN A EYAR AGO, I TRIED TO TURN, THIS WORLD WIDE AUDIENCE OVER TO THEM, TO WRITE ABOUT, THEIR, SPECIFIC AREAS OF EXPERTISE . . . NONE TOOK THE BAIT? SO WHY, WOULD THEY BE THE ONES, TO DETERMINE WHO IS AND WHO IS NOT THE WRITER OF THIS BLOG? THEY HAVE NO RIGHT! AS FOR MOTHERHOOD, HINT, HINT, HINT, THAT IS DETERMINED BY DNA, AND RIGHTFUL, GUARDED, WITH A "CHAIN OF EVIDENCE" BEING PROTECTED, AND MAKING SURE THAT, THERE IS NOT, THE "FRUIT OF THE POISONOUS TREE" CONTAMINATING, THE DNA TESTING WITH AN AUNTS, DNA, THE CLOSEST TO A SISTERS AS YOU CAN GET . . . THAT DOESN'T CHANGE THE FACT, IF WE CAN, AMP UP OUR GAME AS COPS, PROSECUTORS, JUDGES, FEDS, TO ACTUALLY, DEAL WITH THE FACTS, MAKING THE FUN AND GAMES OVER . . . NO MORE, GAMES, ANIMATION, FILMS, MUSIC, CONSTRUCTION, AND WORLD WIDE TRAVEL, HANGING WITH THE RICH AND FAMOUS, AND IT IS TIME TO ARREST, CHARGE, TRY, AND INCARCERATE OR EXECUTIVE THESE FUCKERS WHO USE THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT SPY SHIT, GEAR, PRISM, SYSTEMS AND DEEP DARK INTERNET, TO COMMIT CRIMES THEY NEVER, EVER THOUGH, ANYONE WAS, SMART ENOUGH TO FIGURE OUT! I SAW AN AD OF A BEAUTIFUL, YOUNG WOMAN, LOOKING LIKE SHE WAS DOING RESEARCH OR STUDYING SOMETHING, AND IT REMINDED ME OF MY VERY BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER, GRETA OR NICOLE, AND THE TAG LINE IS #I AM IN IT TO MAKE BEAUTIFUL THINGS. #TO MAKE IT TOGETHER. FINE. MAKE BEAUTIFY WITH YOUR OWN, MONEY, COOL, SATISIFYING, AND FUN! IT IS CALLED A CRIME TO USE OTHER PEOPLE'S MONEY, IN PLACES THAT THEY DON'T WANT, AGREE WITH, OR EVEN KNOW, THAT, YOU HAVE STOLEN! MY BLOGGING MONEY IS NOT TO BE CONTAINED, COUNTED UNDER THE TABLE OF MY SONS' MUSIC, OR MY DAUGHTERS' BOOKS! THAT IS CALLED, CRIMINAL ENTERPRISES, HIDING THE TRUTH OF WHO, WHERE, WHAT, WHY AND HOW, THE MONEY WAS OBTAINED! JUST SAYING TOP COPS AND TOP SPIES ARE DADDY AND MOMMY, DOESN'T CLEANS THE SINS, OR, FIX THE CRIMES. A CRIME IS A CRIME, IS A CRIME . . . I KNOW THE LAW, KIDS! YOU ARE NOT, EXEMPT FROM THE LAW! I LOVE WHAT, BILLIONAIRE, WARREN BUFFET SAID, AFTER HE, REFUSED TO GIVE HIS MONEY TO HIS KIDS . . . JUST BECAUSE YOU WERE BORN FROM THE RIGHT WOMB, DOESN''T ENTITLE YOU, TO DAD'S OR MOM'S MONEY!

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DIAMOND STUD IN MY PANTS. ENTERTAINING ANGELS? THE 10 BIGGEST MISTAKES. BAD BUS DRIVER. BEYOND THE LIGHTS. ACRE KNEES. PRISONERS. REAL PEOPLE STORIES MADE BY A REAL PERSON ABOUT REAL SITUATIONS. HEAD ON PARKING ONLY. TOUGH LOVE IN AUBURN. NO KID HUNGRY. HANGRY. BENEFIT LIFELONG. PACIFIC COAST. THE FARM. THE FAMILY. THE FUTURE IS YOURS TO CREATE. NEW STUDY OUT TODAY, MENTIONED ON KOMO NEWS, THAT, YOUNG PEOPLE ARE MORE OPTIMISTIC ABOUT THE FUTURE, THAN THEIR OLDER COUNTERPARTS. SMILE. THRIVE YOUR WAY. A STRONGER OUTLOOK ON LIFE. MAVERICKS. DOUG IBOLD, A.C.E. 49. I WISH RAIN WISE. YOU NEED . . . ME. JANE EYRE. GLORY BEE. LY. CHEAP TRICKS. POP SUBS. SWITCH. ENERGIZER. STILL GOING? OVERSIZED SUNGLASSES ON PINK BUNNY. THAT CAN'T BE HIS MOM. LOOK WHO HIS REAL MOM IS. BRAIN POWER! BENEFIT LIFELONG. THE INSTINCT TO SURVIVE IS THE STRONGEST OF ALL INSTINCTS. ADD KIDS TO THE EQUATION AND EVEN MORE SO . . . PROVERBS 16:3 "COMMIT YOUR WORK TO THE LORD, AND YOUR PLANS WILL BE ESTABLISHED." CLEAN AS NEW. BEST PLUMBING. MONARCH PLUMBING. YOU CAN JUDGE A TREE BY ITS FRUIT. THE FRUIT DOESN'T FALL FAR FROM THE TREE! WHERE ARE THEIR "REAL" KIDS? BEYOND THE LIGHTS! MADE FOR TV FAMILIES. RUSSIAN STATE MENTALITY . . . KIDS BETTER RAISED BY THE STATE! FUCK THAT SHIT! EVEN IN, FAMILY LAW TRENDS . . .COURTS ARE STARTING TO GIVE KIDS BACK TO PARENTS WHO HAVE EVEN TERMINATED THEIR PARENTAL RIGHTS, OR THE STATE COURTS HAVE, FOR BEING UNFIT, BECAUSE, EVEN IN SPITE OF, ABUSE, NEGLECT, AND ABANDONMENT, KIDS, STILL PREFER THEIR OWN PARENTS, TO FOSTER, ADOPTIVE, OR OTHER SOLUTIONS. DNA IS POWERFUL AND CAN'T BE EXTRACTED FROM, THE PERSON OR CHILD! WHAT IS MINE IS MINE! WHAT IS THEIRS IS THEIRS! SURVIVAL IS KEY! THINGS ARE GOOD IN THE HOOD. NOT SO GOOD WITH MOM. BUT WHO DO THEY TURN TO, WHEN, THE GOING GETS TOUGH? THEIR TUFF MUDDER! TOUGH LOVE. WATCH ME STRUT MY TUFF! WHEN, OLDEST DAUGHTER, GRETA, LANDED, THE FIRST NIGHT IN BOOT CAMP, SHE HAD SOME 7 FOOT TALL, DI OR DRILL INSTRUCTOR YELLING IN HER FACE AND SHE BUSTED OUT LAUGHING, AND SAID . . . YOU ARE NOTHING COMPARED TO MY MOTHER! DROP IT AND GIVE ME 30 PUSH-UPS, SOLDIER! LOL. GET UP. GET DRESSED. CLEAN YOU ROOM. COME TO BREAKFAST. DID YOU DO YOUR HOMEWORK? GET YOUR BACKPACK. GO TO SCHOOL! NO IT IS NOT A SNOW DAY! NICE TRY. OH. MY KIDS WERE RAISED IN THE MILITARY! LOL. ONE MORNING, WHEN, I HAD, A CHORE TO CLEAN THE RESTROOMS, AT HAMMOND HOUSE . . . SOME CHICK WAS GIVING ME LIP, AND I PUT HER IN HER PLACE IN NO UNCERTAIN TERMS AND LANGUAGE. YOU KNOW, THAT YOU ARE TO BE OUT OF THE RESTROOMS, AT 7:00 AM. NOT 7:15! YOU CAN DO MY CHORE FOR ME IF YOU WANT! SURE. I'LL GET STAFF. ANOTHER CHICK, RAN AND HID BEHIND THE SHOWER CURTAIN. WHEN I RIPPED OPEN THE CURTAIN, SHE SAID, "I'M GLAD YOU'RE NOT MY MOM." I SAID: "IF I WERE YOUR MOM, YOU WOULDN'T BE IN THE SHOWER HIDING!" I AM CLOSE FRIENDS WITH BOTH GALS, NOW. THE BATHROOM NAZI STRIKES AGAIN, I AM NOT DIFFERENT IN MONTANA AT THE POVERELLO, THAN, I AM AT HAMMOND HOUSE . . . WHEN, I HAVE A JOB TO DO, I FUCKING DO IT! IF MY NAME IS GOING TO BE ON SOMETHING, EVEN THAT, ALLEGEDLY, INSIGNIFICANT, IT IS GOING TO BE GOOD! MY KIDS, PICKED UP THOSE SAME TRAITS! YOUR DAUGHTER, IS EVERY BIT AS BEAUTIFUL AS YOU SAID SHE WAS. MY KIDS DON'T DISAPPOINT. WHAT THEY LACK IN AGE, THEY MAKE UP IN DESIRE . . . I WANT RAIN WISE. HACKED, THE SECOND, I POST . . . I POST BEFORE I AM DONE, IN FEAR OF HAVING THE ENTIRE BLOG RIPPED OFF IN FRONT OF MY FACE, SO THE FUCKERS WHO, HAVE SMALL, PINK BUNNY HEADS AND EARS, DON'T STEAL THE GOOD ONES, AND MAKE A BOOK OF THE BEST AND FUNNIEST! THESE CLOWNS, ARE SMALL, PUNY, NINCOMPOOPS, WHO COULDN'T DO ONE OF THESE BLOGS. THE DANGER, EVEN IN SUBSTITUTING MY OWN DAUGHTER, AND ALLEGING SHE IS ME, IS THAT, SHE IS PLENTY SMART ENOUGH, SHE EVEN LOOKS, A LOT LIKE ME, SHE CAN LEARN THE LAW, BUT, SHE CAN NEVER, EVER, EVER, MAKE UP, FOR THE EXPERIENCES, NOT IN MY CAREER, NOT ON THE ROADS OF THIS COUNTRY, NOT IN THE COURTS! SHE CAN HAVE HER OWN, AND FAR EXCEED HER MOTHER'S ACCOMPLISHMENTS, AND WILL, BUT REPLACING ME, FUCK NO! GRETA HAS A PICTURE OF ME, TAKEN AT MY LAW SCHOOL GRADUATION, IN 1993, DO THE MATH AND I WENT LATE, SHE GRADUATED FROM HIGH SCHOOL, THE SAME YEAR, AS I RECALL, I GRADUATED, FROM LAW SCHOOL. BUT SHE HAD, MY PICTURE HANGING ON HER WALLS . . . EVERYONE THOUGHT, SHE WAS ME. WE ARE THE SAME HEIGHT, AT THE SAME AGE, PROBABLY THE SAME WEIGHT, SHE ALWAYS HAD BETTER GENES THAT I DID, BUT, OUR HAIR COLOR, WITHOUT ME LIGHTENING MINE TWO SHADES, IS VERY CLOSE, WE BOTH HAVE WAVY HAIR, HER TEETH ARE BETTER THAN MINE TOO . . . BUT, IF YOU WERE TO STAND ME AND HER SIDE BY SIDE, AT THE SAME AGE . . . HEY, PRETTY DAMNED CLOSE! THE PROBLEM IS, WE HAVE TOTALLY DIFFERENT, LIVES . . . YOU CAN'T DUPLICATE THAT, EVEN BETWEEN MOTHER AND DAUGHTER! I HAVE A FEELING THIS, MAN ABOUT TOWN, ESCORT, IS THE SAME DUDE, WHO WAS THE MODEL, FOR THE LA FITNESS, SWIM TEAM, GRETA BEING THE FEMALE, AND ROSS BEING THE MALE . . . DUDE THAT GRABBED MY BUTT, IN THE SWIM POOL, A FEW MONTHS AGO? LOL. MISTAKEN IDENTITY, OR, CONFUSING, THE NEW SWITCH HIT GIRL? MY OWN DAUGHTER! THESE ARE THE SAME OLD, TRIED AND SOMEWHAT, SUCCESSFUL, TOOLS AND GAMES THE COPS HAVE BEEN PLAYING WITH SISTERS, AND FRIENDS . . . DUDE PICKS ME UP, EVEN MARRIES ME TO GET TO THE KIDS . . . GET THAT HOUSE, FOR OBVIOUS REASONS! SMART MOM, SMART KIDS, SMART DAD, SMART KIDS! LONG CAPE COD. FATHER SPY? GRANDPA SPY? SURE! MAKES SENSE, LOOKING BACK, AT SISTA CLUB, COMMENTS, MAKING GOOD ON THEM . . . IF YOUR KIDS EVER GET FAMOUS, YOU DON'T GET CREDIT? WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU SAYING, STUPID BITCH! NATURE AND NURTURE! I WAS NOT A ERRANT PARENT, TO MY KIDS, AND KNEW WHEN TO HOLD'EM AND WHEN TO FOLD'EM! KEEP YOUR FUCKING STUPID HANDS, STUPID BRAINS, AND STUPID FAKE MARRIAGES, AND FAMILIES AWAY FROM MINE! SOCCER MOM, FLIGHT ATTENDANT IS NOT MATCH FOR A MAMA KODIAK GRIZZLY! FUCK? THE ENERGIZER BUNNY, AD ON THE METRO BUSES, IS GREAT AND PERFECT, SYMBOLIC SIGN, FOR, A SMALL BRAINED PINK BUNNY, BOOBS AND ALL, COULD, NEVER, HAVE TRAINED, THESE SON GLASSES, OVER-SIZED AND OUT PACING, THE ALLEGED, TV MOM! NOT EVEN CLOSE ON, REAL MOM! NEVER LET YOUR KIDS BEAT YOU! NOW FOR SOME FUN STUFF THAT HAPPENED, YESTERDAY, AND THE DAY BEFORE . . . REMEMBER, I WAS GOING TO DO SOME SUNDAY SCHOOL, YESTERDAY, ALONG WITH THE DREAM INTERPRETATIONS? I FORGOT THE SUNDAY SCHOOL PART, BUT DREAMS ARE THE GOD INTEL, WE NEED FOR OUR LIVES, BUT, THIS INCIDENT IS WORTH MENTIONING, IN ORDER OF THE HAPPENINGS. NOW, I DON'T CARE IF YOU ACCEPT JESUS CHRIST AS YOUR SAVIOR, I DO; HOWEVER, THERE ARE TONS, AND TONS OF TRUTHS, FROM BOTH, A LOGICAL PERSPECTIVE AND A PSYCHOLOGICAL PERSPECTIVE, THAT CAN MAKE YOU A BETTER PARENT, A BETTER FRIEND, A BETTER SPOUSE, A BETTER EMPLOYEE, SO TAKE THIS STUFF FOR ALL IT IS WORTH! THRIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!

DRIVER.  SEAHAWKS WON, 13 TO 24 OVER THE COWBOYS!  DRIVER.  STORM WON . . . BLAH, BLAH, BLAH . . . DRIVER, MIAMI WON, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH, BUT SOMEONE GOT HURT AND HAD TO BE TAKEN TO THE HOSPITAL. DRIVER, DRIVE, DRIVER!  SCARY THOUGHT IF I AM SUPPOSE TO BE THE BUS DRIVER!  LOL.  DRIVER, I GOT KICKED OUT OF THE HOUSE, FOR WATCHING FOOTBALL ALL MORNING!  LOL.

This experience is just too precious, to not write about!  LOL.  I took a chance, that, the Seahawks, game was playing at LA FITNESS, yesterday, wanting to watch the game but having no money, left, to hit RIDGE PIZZA, or, some sports bar, so, I thought, I will swim first, and get some exercise done, and blow off the first half, and then, go on the stationary bikes, to watch the second half.  I got up, there, with plenty of game left, the score was at the time I hit the bike, 4 to 24, as I recall.  I do 20 minutes, on the bike, but figured, I could, stay on the bike for the rest of the game.  That is all conditional on, what is going on, and how I am feeling.  I am usually, ready, to stop after 20 minutes regardless!  LOL.  I never really push myself, and people watching me exercise, may even say, she is just playing.  Pretty much.  I figure, prologix, that if the Bowflex, can change your body in 14 minutes a day, then, lifting, the lightest weights, for just 10 reps, is good.  That is kind of my attitude, over all, take the path of least resistance and fuck, my brain is my playground, the body, is just something I am working on . . . too much, effort, fuck that shit!  LOL.

So, while I am on the bike, this, young black dude, walks by me, not just once, not just twice, but, probably, 10 times in 20 minutes?  What the fuck is he doing?  Attracted, doesn't seem that way, not strutting, like the men, who are, or flexing the muscles he didn't have . . . what is this guys deal?  I am always hoping, that if I change up my routines, the cops, or the robbers, or the killer orca pods, will leave me alone or at least I can complete a full, day's planned exercise routine, having missed the last two days, either due to getting into the news, or too inconvenient, or just didn't want to!  So, about the time I stopped, and this dude, went by, and this was, probably, about, between 4:00 when, I started, or a bit earlier, not looking at the clock for a few minutes, and, thinking I would rush through the short circuit, then, hit the bus, I noticed this dude, going by for the 10th time, but I was, just letting the heart rate go back to normal . . . he walked over to the next like section, and disappeared, I think, realizing, that I was now watching him.  

I looked at the stationary bike machine, and for some reason, the button, and I never use them or set the workout, I just start peddling, but, I noticed the "Quick Star" button, and that seemed, a God Intel, and grabbed my water container, and backpack, and ditched out, before he came back around the corner.  Sure enough, there were two women, who looked totally out of place, in the alley, acting like they were, discussing, business plans or lunch, then, there was a car and dude, just around the corner, and I thought, good call, GOD!  FUCK, there is, other than when there is a stink op planned, NEVER, or rarely anyone in that, alley, never ever!  Even more rare on a SUNDAY, LATE AFTERNOON WITH A SEAHAWKS GAME GOING ON!  I TOOK THE 4:50 BUS, I JUST DID A TYPO, BUSH!  LIKELY SUSPECTS, MOTHERFUCKERS!  CHURCH.  GOOD THERAPY UNDER PRESSURE TO SWEAR!  CHARIOT OF FIRE, SOUNDER, 550 FROM BELLEVUE TO SEATTLE . . . OH, WHAT A RELIEF IT IS, TO GET ON THE BUS, ON CERTAIN DAYS!

I GOT A EMPLOYMENT STATUS UPGRADE FROM, PASSENGER TO BUS DRIVER!  THE BAD BUS DRIVER!  LOL.  AS WE NEARED, DOWNTOWN, AND I STARTED TO SEE, SEAHAWK FANS, GOING TO ALL THE TRANSIT, SITES, SOUNDER, METRO AND LIGHT RAIL, DOWN BY THE CENTURY, I REMEMBERED THE GAME?  I BLURTED OUT, WHO KNOWS THE SCORE?  THIS, YOUNG, SOMEWHAT, MENTALLY CHALLENGED, YOUNG MAN, BEHIND ME, SAID, I GOT IT, I GOT IT . . . AND HE STARTED TO LOOK, ON HIS SMART PHONE . . . WHO'S CHALLENGED, AGAIN, I USE A SIMPLE FLIP PHONE STILL!  SO, HE YELLS THE SCORE AND EVERYONE IS HAPPY, INCLUDING ME, BUT HE GOES ON AND ON, AND EVERY TIME, I TRIED TO LOOK AWAY, OR GET BACK INTO MY NORMAL, DON'T BUG ME MODE, HE WOULD, CALL ME "DRIVER" AND TELL ME SOMETHING ELSE THAT HAPPENED IN THE WORLD OF SPORTS!

I WAS SOMEWHAT FLATTERED, BUT, I KEPT THINKING, IF I WERE THE DRIVER, THE BUS WOULD BE IN TROUBLE!  PEOPLE AROUND ME, WERE SNICKERING, AS I PAID ATTENTION TO HIM, AND ASKED HIM, EVEN MORE QUESTIONS . . . NOW, SOME, SUPER SLUTH, CAN LISTEN TO THAT CONVERSATION, WITH THAT YOUNG MAN, OR THEY CAN READ OR HEAR THIS BLOG, IN SIMUL-CAST, AS I AM WRITING IT, AND KNOW THE STORY, IF THEY ARE ASKED TO PASS THEMSELVES OFF AS ME, USING, AUDIO SCIENCE, BUT, TO HAVE HAD THAT EXPERIENCE, WITH SOMEONE SO, INNOCENT, SO FUN, SO, COOL, THRILLED ME, AND EVERY TIME HE CALLED ME "DRIVER" I GOT A BUZZ!  NOW MATTER, HOW, AWESOME THE SPY SHIT AND DEVICES ARE, JUST BEING THERE, AND INTERACTING WITH THIS EXCITED, SPORTS NUT, IS, PRICELESS IN AND OF ITSELF!  WONDERFUL SON, I CAN SEE WHY YOU KICKED HIM OUT OF THE HOUSE!

TOUGH LOVE, CREATED, A FUN, FUN, FUN, BUS RIDE FOR SEAHAWKS AND SPORTS FANS ON THE BUS!  I HAVE NEVER, SEEN SOMEONE SO, EXCITED, ABOUT SPORTS, IN MY LIFE . . . HE LOVES THE STORM, BUT, THE SEAHAWKS ARE BIGGER, YOU KNOW!  YEAH, I KIND OF GET THAT, BUT THE STORM, WON, I BELIEVE THEIR LAST GAME BY HE SAID, 84 POINTS!  NATIONAL CHAMPS, THREE YEARS IN A ROW? AND, I DIDN'T KNOW THIS?  NEW FAN!  I BETTER GET UP ON THE SEATTLE REIGN FC, TOO!  PROGRAMMED FOR MALE SPORTS, NOT FEMALE SPORTS.  #METOO!  SCREAM.  CHANGE!

FUN DAY. SIMPLE COOL. IN SPITE OF "QUICK POUR CAP!" STINK OP!

SUNDAY SCHOOL ON MONDAY!

SCRIPTURE. DIAMOND STUD IN MY PANTS. ANGEL. PLANS REVEALED.

Proverbs: 16:3 "Commit your work to the Lord, and your plans will be established."

That scripture is engraved on a plaque, inside, the Woodland United Methodist Church, Greenwood, where the Hammond House in located.  The other day, I thought, you ought to read that scripture again, just going up the stairs.  Trust you instincts.  I didn't do it that night, but the next day, Saturday, morning, I did, and thought, now that is timely.  I haven't heard from my daughter, as to how thing are going with her, divorce, separation, or if she needs me, or not, and couldn't get a read, as to what was going on, working things out, going through with the divorce, and, wanting to stay in Seattle, only going, out of love, for my daughter, and grand kids, diggin' on my life here, handsome men, in a routine, love the bus, Seahawks, pro sports, love Greenwood, dig on surrounding communities, and activities, over all, just happy with my nitty gritty dirt life, just the way it is.  Things could be better, but, things could also, be worse!  I was reminded of, the Lords, in my mind, wanting me to do, less politics and more religion, giving people more hope, guidance, or, good advice, for just a better life.  I left, not thinking much more about, anything.

THE DIAMOND STUD IN MY PANTS . . . DON'T GET EXCITED, THIS IS NOT DIRTY, JUST CURIOUS, PUZZLING, AND, INTERESTING SYMBOLISM, FOR SURE, WITH HISTORY!

So, I figure, I still have enough, money on my debit card, to go to Kirkland, where there is no soda tax, and get, a cheap, McDonald's breakfast, and Diet Coke makes the meal!  I do psychological bathroom, breaks, whether I need them or not, that comes form, being raised in a family of 8 kids, who, always, the second we got in the car, said, MOM, I NEED TO GO TO THE BATHROOM! right as we got in the car.  So, it is ingrained in my mind, to go to the bathroom, generally when, I get somewhere and just before leaving, whether, I need to go or not.  So, I hit, McDonald's, and, hit the restroom, and go out, order, and sit . . . OUCH!  What the hell is that?  Ouch!  Do I have a spider in my pants?  There is something, sharp, hard, and, causing me pain, in my pants, actually, right at my butt!  Symbolic of bad ass con law chick!  

By this time, I am freaking out, what the hell is in my pants?  I can't shake it out, can't, seem to get it to drop out, or, nothing, seemed to get it out of my pants, moving down my leg!  Scream!  Finally, no matter what it was, I decided to get brave, and get this, sharp object out of my pants!  NO WAY?  IT WAS, ONE OF MY DIAMOND, STUD EARRINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  HOW???????  HOW COULD I GO, FROM, GREENWOOD, TO DOWNTOWN, TO THE TUNNEL, TO KIRKLAND AND NOW, WALK INTO MCDONALD'S, AND NOT LOSE THE STUD, IF, IT WAS NOT SECURE IN MY EAR LOBE?  NO WAY!  HOW DID IT GET CAUGHT IN MY PANTS????????????  THIS CAN'T BE REAL?  THEN, I THOUGHT OF THE SYMBOLISM, OF A STUD . . . NEW STUD, CAUGHT ON MY ASS? OR BLOG?  FUN THOUGHT.  SORRY NOT DIRTY, JUST THE FACTS, DUDE.

HISTORY TO THE FIRST STUD IS FUN, TOO . . . SO THIS YOUNG, STUD, IRONICALLY, COMES IN, THE POVERELLO SHELTER, WHOM, I HAD NEVER SEEN, OR I WAS JUST BACK IN TOWN.  HE WALKS UP TO ME, AND, ASKS ME IF I WANT A DIAMOND STUD, EARRING?  SURE.  I DIDN'T KNOW THAT STRINGS WERE ATTACHED.  I SAID, YOU MAY WANT TO GIVE THAT TO SOMEONE, YOU LIKE, OR YOUNGER.  I AM 63 YEARS OLD, OLD ENOUGH TO BE YOUR MAMA.  NO, YOU ARE NOT.  YES, I AM!  I DON'T BELIEVE YOU.  MOST DON'T.  MY FRIEND, SAID, JOANN, SHOW HIM, YOUR I.D.  HE JUST LOOKED AT ME SUSPICIOUS.  LATER THAT, NIGHT, I WAS DOWN IN THE BASEMENT, TALKING TO COWBOY, ANOTHER, SUITOR, WITH ABOUT, 30 MEN, SITTING AROUND JUST HANGING OUT, WAITING FOR CHECK IN TIME . . . STUD, COMES OUT OF THE RESTROOM, HAVING JUST SHOWERED, AND HE YELLS, WHY, DO YOU LIKE "SO AND SO?" NOT COWBOY, BUT SOME OTHER HOT IRISH STUD . . . WHO WAS SITTING IN THE CORNER, WATCHING ME AND COWBOY, SMILING!  I WAS LIKE, SHIT, THIS IS NOT, GOING TOO WELL OR REAL WELL, DEPENDING ON HOW YOU LOOK AT IT.  OH, DEXTER.  TOO MANY MEN, TOO MANY NAMES!  LOL.  HE'S ONE, I WILL NOT SOON FORGET!  SO, THIS GUY, LIKE, LAMENTING THE FACT, THAT HE WANTS TO BE WITH ME, AND, WHY AM I WITH OTHER GUYS, WITH ONE SITTING NEXT TO ME, THE MORE AGE APPROPRIATE OF ALL, AND DEXTER, JUST LAUGHING . . . SAME COP SHOPS? WAS MY FIRST THOUGHT, HOW DO THEY KNOW EACH OTHER?  LARRY, SCOTT AND DAVE, HIGH SCHOOL REVISITED?  HE GOES ON, WHILE I AM TRYING TO TELL HIM,  THAT THERE ARE ALL THESE YOUNG CHICKS, GOOD LOOKING, AND, FUN, SEXY, AND MORE HIS AGE.  HE IS HEARING NONE OF THIS.  COWBOY, AND DEXTER, ARE GETTING A KICK OUT OF HIM, AND HE IS NOT LEAVING!  HE STARTED TO GUARD ME, LIKE I WAS HIS PRISONER!  THERE IS A SMALL, DAY ROOM OFF THE KITCHEN AND DINING ROOM, SET ASIDE FOR WOMEN, AND HE WOULD POST, HIMSELF, OUTSIDE THE DOOR, OR PACE, BACK AND FORTH, AND MY FRIENDS WERE GETTING WORRIED . . . HE'S GOING PSYCHO ON YOU!  WELL, I AM NOT GIVING HIM BACK THE SINGLE STUD!  LOL.  IF I DIE, AND THE STUD IS MISSING, HE DID IT, HE KILLED ME.  THEY DIDN'T THINK THAT WAS FUNNY!  LOL.  I HAD GROWN ACCUSTOMED TO THIS NEW ADDITION TO MY SINGLE PAIR OF EARRINGS, STARS, AND I WAS, NOT, AFTER ASKING HIM ONCE IF HE WANTED THEM BACK, AND TRYING TO TELL HIM TO GIVE THEM TO SOMEONE HIS AGE, TO WHICH HE SAID, NO . . . BUT, ONCE I CALLED HIM A CLOWN, LOL., AND HE GLARED AT ME, AND SAID . . . DO YOU LIKE THAT EARRING?  YES.  OKAY.  LIKE DON'T CALL ME A CLOWN AGAIN, OR ELSE!  LOL.

THE PARTY IS EVEN HEATING UP, MORE IN SEATTLE, BELLEVUE AND KIRKLAND, WITH ME DROPPING WEIGHT!  DECIDE!  I AM GETTING MESSAGES FROM MEN, ON THEIR WORKOUT SHIRTS!

IT MIGHT BE A GOOD TIME TO LEAVE TOWN . . . THESE GUYS ARE COMPETITIVE, SERIOUS, AND, LOOK, LIKE, I BETTER CHOSE ONE OF THEM, OR THEY ARE ALL GOING TO HANG ME FROM THE RAFTERS AT LA FITNESS, SO BELLEVUE PLAZA, CAN WITNESS, THIS BITCH WHO MADE US CRAZY!

ANGEL?  WHERE DID THAT CHICK COME FROM?  WHERE DID SHE GO?  COMMIT TO THE WORK OF THE LORD, AND YOUR PLANS WILL BE REVEALED.  AFTER A MONTH AND A HALF OF WONDERING IF IT IS WISE TO GO TO UTAH, TO GET INVOLVED, OR, GOING BACK AND FORTH, ALL THE SUDDEN, GRETA, SENDS ME A TEXT, AFTER I SENT A FORWARD TO ALL KIDS, REMINDING THEM, TO WISH NICOLE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AND THAT THERE AIN'T NO MOUNTAIN, HIGH ENOUGH, THERE AIN'T NO RIVER WIDE ENOUGH, TO KEEP ME FROM GETTING TO THEM, OR BABE . . . TOLD THEM, I WOULD BE THERE SOON.  GRETA SENDS ME A, "ARE'NT YOU COMING, MOM!?" TEXT.  PLANS WILL BE ESTABLISHED!  PERFECT.  SAME DAY, PLANS, YES, I AM COMING!  COOL.  ALL HELL, JUST BROKE LOOSE, THAT DAY, AND NOW, SHE NEEDS ME TO COME, HELP WITH THE KIDS, SOON TO BE EX, IS GOING AWOL!

SO, I GET DONE WITH, TALKING TO GRETA, AND MAKING PLANS, WALK ACROSS THE STREET, FROM KIRKLAND, MCDONALD'S, TO WAIT FOR THE BUS.  I AM DOING MY BUS STOP, STRETCHES, AND OUT OF NOWHERE, THIS YOUNG BEAUTY, CLEARS HER THROAT, SO NOT TO SURPRISE ME, AND SHE ASKS, ME, OUT OF THE BLUE, WHAT MY OPINION OF THE FUTURE IS, HOPEFUL, DISMAL, OR WHATEVER . . . OH, VERY HOPEFUL, NORTH AND SOUTH KOREA, JUST SIGNED A PEACE AGREEMENT AND I BELIEVE THE REST OF THE WORLD, WOULD FOLLOW SUIT!

WE THEN, DISCUSSED, SHARED SCRIPTURES, AND, SHE GAVE ME A TRACT, THAT I FIGURED WAS, A JW, OR JEHOVAH WITNESS TRACT, BUT SHE NEVER SAID A THING, NEVER GAVE ME A "WATCH TOWER" NOR MENTIONED, EVEN JEHOVAH?  MORMON AGENT? OR ANGEL?

THE SCRIPTURES, SAY, WE WILL ENTERTAIN, ANGELS, AMONG US . . . USUALLY, JW'S, PROSELYTIZE, IN PAIRS, NO DUDE? NO OTHER TEAM PLAYER, NO WOMAN? NO HOMES? NO CAR? WHEN THE BUS CAME, I GOT ON, AND SHE JUST DISAPPEARED, BUT I DIDN'T SEE WHERE SHE WENT?

THE TRACT, SHE GAVE ME, IS REAL SIMPLE, AND, ASKS QUESTIONS WE ALL WANT TO KNOW ABOUT.  I THINK, OR TOOK THAT AS, GOD, TELLING ME,  THIS IS WHERE TO START, TO DO MY WORK!

SHE TOLD ME OF A WEBSITE, AGAIN, NEVER MENTIONING, THE NAME OF THE CHURCH.  I WAS ACTUALLY, WAITING FOR A "WATCH TOWER" DIG RELIGIOUS STUFF, BUT SHE NEVER OFFERED, BUT, I THOUGHT, WHY, REINVENT THE WHEEL, IF THE JW'S HAVE ALREADY, DONE THE WORK, AND, LAID OUT THE PLAN, THEN, AT LEAST THAT IS A STARTING POINT?

I KNOW THE SCRIPTURES WELL, HAVING STARTED A MASTER'S IN ANCIENT SCRIPTURE STUDIES, WOMAN OF ALL, STUDIES, BUT, WHERE TO START?  I WAS CLUELESS.

I AM SURE, THAT MY CHURCH WITHOUT WALLS, WILL BE, LIKE NO OTHER INTERPRETATION, ANY CHURCH WOULD EVER GIVE.  MORE LIKE PRACTICAL ADVISE, FOR LIVING THE ART OF FINE LIVING!

JUST GOOD ADVICE.

I TOLD, THIS YOUNG ANGEL, TO ME, THAT, I BELIEVE, THAT THE BIBLE IS THE BEST, PSYCHOLOGY BOOK EVER WRITTEN.

TOP 10 ON NEW YORK TIMES, LIST, SINCE THEY STARTED IT!  THAT SHOULD SAY SOMETHING.

INTERESTING, PROGRESSION OF EVENTS.

LOVE THE DIAMOND STUD, IN MY PANTS!  LOL.  I RAN INTO, A FORMER, ROOMMIE FROM HAMMOND HOUSE THIS MORNING, HOT MOUTHED, BOSTON CHICK, WHO'S BROTHER HAS PICTURES OF HIMSELF WITH, THE MOB BOSS FROM BOSTON, FORMER, FBI INFORMANT FOR 25 YEARS, TOUGH GIRL, ATTITUDE AND CHICK, LAST ONE FROM BOSTON, COUCH SURFING, FRIEND'S GIRLFRIEND, WAS, SENT TO WARMSPRINGS, FOR BEATING UP, 30 COPS OVER THE YEARS!  MY KIND OF CHICKS!

MY FRIEND, SAID, ALL THE PEOPLE, IN SEATTLE AREA, ARE NICE, QUIET, DON'T TALK ON THE BUS, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH, WE EASTERNERS, WE SAY WHAT WE THINK AND LOUD!  SHE SAID, I HAVE ONE THING ON MY MIND, WORK, WORK, WORK, AND GETTING IN SHAPE AND GETTING A DICK BETWEEN MY LEGS!  LOL.  LIKE I SAY, MY KIND OF GAL!

SHE IS THE AUDIENCE, I AM LIKELY TO REACH WITH, MY CHURCH WITHOUT WALLS, FUN, CRAZY, COOL, INTERPRETATION, OF ANCIENT SCRIPTURES!

VERIFY, VERIFY, VERIFY, SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS . . . SHE JUST MOVED TO BELLEVUE, I WAS WAITING FOR METRO, 249, TO SOPHIA'S PLACE, WHERE I AM RIGHT NOW, JUST GETTING READY FOR LUNCH!

GOD BLESS THE WILD ONES!

KISS. COLORFUL. FUN!

TRUSTAGE. KISSLOCK. LINGERING STENCH. POW! PHYSICS ON WHEELS. GAMES. ANIMATION. FILMS. STEAL THE STARS. THE DOOBIE BROTHERS. HOTSTAR. HOTSTAR. SIMPLY DELICIOUS. OUR DAILY DELIGHT. SET YOUR OWN COURSE. COMPLETE CARE. REDBULL. UNRULED. INTERGOTHAM. IT'S NEVER TOO LATE TO TAKE YOUR SHOT. GET DIRTY. ZILLOW. FIND YOUR WAY HOME. REDHOOK WAREHOUSE SECTION. SAVING IS A BEAUTIFUL THING. NATURE MAKES US BETTER. HOT-N-READY. TASTE THE WILD! THE COOL KIDS. TEMPTATIONS. CAT'S CAN'T RESIST. MY SON. MY SAVIOR. SLOWBURN. MADMAX. FURY ROAD. LIFE CAN CHANGE IN A SECOND. SOME THINGS YOU CAN'T FORESEE. LEVERAGE. LET'S BE DOCTORS AGAIN. NEW AMSTERDAM. COMPREHENSIVE EASY TO USE PROTECTION. BLACKMAIL. MR. & MRS. MARSHALL. A MILLION LITTLE THINGS. SMOOTHIES. NATURAL BALANCE. FUN SIZE. ON STAGE. COPS KIDS O.D. HOPE. NEW MOON. MOLESTATION. DAWN OF A NEW AGE. PICK AS SIDE. THE GIFTED. ANSWER THE CALL! LIVE ALIVE. SWORDFISH. MAN ABOUT TOWN ESCORTS. REPUTATION IS EVERYTHING IN MY BUSINESS. GO. GET. REWARDED. NOBODY LIKES TO BE STUCK ON HOLD. #INITTODISCOVERZIONS. IT MUST BE DIFFICULT TO SEE THE MONSTERS OUT THERE, OTHERS DON'T SEE. I WAS NOT ABOUT TO PAINT A BULL'S EYE ON A GOOD COP. REGISTER TO VOTE. PARENT MAP. BACK TO SCHOOL. TWO COUSINS. FISH. HUGE MONEY IN BARELY LEGAL TEENS. MACY'S. WE ALL HAVE A DUTY TO STOP WHATEVER MIGHT LEAD TO SEX TRAFFICKING OF YOUNGER WOMEN. VERY CUTE BLACK UNDERAGE FEMALE, WEARING A WHITE DRESS, SUNDAY SHOES, AND AN OLDER SUIT, WITH NO HEAD, BUTTONING UP HIS JACKET? SUGGESTS, THIS SHIT TO ME . . . WHO AND WHAT, DOES, THAT, OTHERWISE, WINDOW COVER, SAY, OR GIVE IN SUBLIMINAL MESSAGES . . . I DON'T HAVE A DIRTY MIND, I AM JUST TRAINED IN STREET AND PORT CRIMES! THAT HAS BOTHERED ME, SINCE THE FIRST TIME, I CAME TO SEATTLE AND CREEPS ME OUT, EVER SINCE--WHEN, LAST NIGHT, LAW & ORDER: SPECIAL SEX CRIMES UNIT, DID AN EPISODE OF YOUNG GIRLS BEING ABDUCTED, BY USING A RUSE OF HAVING NEW PUPPIES IN THE BACK OF A VAN, THEN, HAVING A PARTY WITH A CLOWN, THEN, SPECIAL DRESS UP DAY, PLAYING PRINCESS FOR KIDDIE PORN FILMS, AND THE NEXT DAY, SEX AND DEATH . . . THIS GOOD CITIZEN IS GOING TO JUST BRING IT TO MANAGEMENTS MIND, WHO SEES IT AS NOTHING MORE THAN AN AD FOR SUNDAY BEST. THERE IS ALSO, A RACIAL COMPONENTS, THAT SUGGESTS, THAT LITTLE BLACK GIRLS ARE JUST THERE FOR THE TAKING, AS WE KNOW THEY WERE IN THE DEEP SOUTH, PLANTATION AND SLAVE DAYS! AVOID THE VERY APPEARANCE OF EVIL AND CRIME! IT'S A VILLAGE WE ARE SAVING! FOLLOWED BY STAR. IT DOESN'T HAVE TO MAKE SENSE. JOINT PAIN COULD MEAN JOINT DAMAGE. SHE DIDN'T ASK TO DO PORN, SHE WAS FORCED TO DO IT! ON SET. A MILLION LITTLE THINGS. INTERGOTHAM. THE PERFECT HAPPY HOUR! ADMIT NOTHING. DENY EVERYTHING. THIS IS HOW WE PIN THEM DOWN. CAPE FEAR RIVER. PORT OF SEATTLE IS THE NUMBER ONE PORT IN THE COUNTRY, MAYBE WORLD, FOR IMPORTING, DRUGS, SEX, LABOR, AND OTHER ILLEGAL TRADE OUT OF ASIA AND RUSSIA! IT TAKES A VILLAGE TO SAVE A VILLAGE. SAVING IS A BEAUTIFUL THING! IT'S DREAM INTERPRETATION TIME! SINCE IT IS SUNDAY, SOME SUNDAY SCHOOL! SMILE. YOU CAN TAKE THE GIRL OUT OF CHURCH, BUT YOU CAN'T TAKE THE CHURCH OUT OF THE GIRL. TRAIN A CHILD UP, IN THE PATHS THEY SHOULD TAKE AND THEY WILL NOT DEPART FROM THEM . . . CRITICAL YOUNGER YEARS! BIBLE TRUTHS. SIMPLE TRUTHS. GET. GET. GOT!

MICRO TO MACRO DREAM

30 OF 35 YEARS BACK . . . 5 YEAR OLD SON, RED HEAD CUTIE, CALLS ME, CRYING, WITH SOAP IN HIS EYES . . . CAN'T GET IT OUT . . . HURRY HOME!

A simple dream, loaded with meaning.  Elliot is the one who first, actually, brought up, divorce to me and my husband . . . mom and dad, are you getting a divorce?  No, why would you ask?  He, left for school.  It is healthy, to fight, mix it up, get into it, and blend, two people's lives, into one . . . that is called marriage and actually, sort of the definition of marriage, between two people, who, then, become, for all intents and purposes, one entity, working for the good of the family.  We never, argued, until the day, Elliot, lit a flame to the raging emotional fires underneath, that through, spontaneous combustion, in one fell swoop, ended our marriage, eventually, but in rapid decline.  There was nothing big, no monumental issues, just, as I used to describe, it, more like Chinese torture, one drop of water a day, in the center of my forehead!  

Being the cold analytical bitch that I can be, and was more so, back in those days . . . life tends to beat you up and humble you a bit as time roars, on, but, I was, somewhat, learned in, family and human relations, having started a master's degree, in just that, wanting to be a marriage and family therapist, until, me and my professor, discovered that I was not therapist material, and was more akin to giving advice, as in being an attorney, much, more, suited to my personality--my husband, after I had done a genograph, a tool used, to chart out, what you know about, four generations or more of you ancestry, which is becoming very hip today to look into, I had, designed, a four generation, thing, based on personal knowledge, and genealogy, of both my husband's family and mine, and decided that our marriage, and we, as a couple were, just a victim of family patterns!  It happens!

ACCUSED OF BEING, TREATED, JUST TWO LAB RATS, TO BE DISSECTED, AND ANALYZED, WITH NOTHING LESS THAN, A SCALPEL, AND KNIFE, LOOKING AT WHO WOULD BE BEST TO TAKE THE KIDS, BASED ON: AGES OF THE CHILDREN, MOTHER'S CONTRIBUTIONS TO WHAT AGE, AND A FATHER'S CONTRIBUTIONS, PERSONALITY, INCOME, FUTURE INCOME, NESTING INTERESTS, PROPENSITY TO STAY HOME AND BE THERE, PASSED BEHAVIORS AND CONTRIBUTIONS, AND OUTSIDE INTERESTS AT THE TIME . . . AND OF COURSE, I WAS THE ONLY ONE TO HAVE A SAY!  LOL.  FIRST, I WAS DECIDED THAT I WOULD HAVE CUSTODY AND KEEP THE HOUSE, UNTIL, I HAD A DREAM TO GO TO LAW SCHOOL, THAT CAME DURING THE 90 DAY WAITING PERIOD, THEN, WE JUST FLIPPED, EVERYTHING THE OPPOSITE WAY, AND HE TOOK THE CAKE!

I TOOK FAMILY AND RELIGIOUS HEAT, BUT, WE DID WHAT WE THOUGHT WAS RIGHT FOR "OUR" FAMILY AND "OUR" CHILDREN, WITHIN THE LAW AND THE PARAMETERS, OF LOGIC, REASON, RATIONAL BASIS, AND HOPES OF CHILDREN'S SURVIVAL AND FUTURE.  WE DID NOT WANT THE KIDS TO HAVE ANY PRESSURE, TO CHOOSE, OR TO HAVE TO TAKE SIDES, WE NEVER TOLD THEM, MUCH OF WHY, WE JUST DID WHAT WE THOUGHT WAS BEST, FOR US AND OUR KIDS!

MODEL HOME. MODEL DIVORCE. NO ATTORNEYS. NO COURTROOM DRAMA.  NO HATE. NO FIGHTS. FRIENDS WITH KIDS IN COMMON, BOTH WORKING FOR THE "BEST INTEREST OF ALL INVOLVED" . . . WE BOTH DID OUR PARTS WITHOUT EVEN DISCUSSING, ANYTHING . . . IT WORKED; HOWEVER, THAT DIDN'T LEAVE, CHILDREN, POSSIBLE VICTIMS, OF THOSE WHO WOULD, DESTROY AND LAY IN WAIT, TO DESTROY, WHAT WAS AN ALMOST PERFECT DIVORCE!  PARENTS WHO STAYED TOGETHER FOR THE CHILDREN. OR DIVORCED SISTERS, WHO, CREATED A LIVING HELL FOR THEMSELVES, AND THEIR CHILDREN, AND DUMPED THEIR SHIT ALL OVER THE EXTENDED FAMILY!  MY MOTHER, PAID ME A HIGH COMPLIMENT--THANK YOU, FOR, TAKING CARE OF BUSINESS, AND NOT INVOLVING ANYONE IN YOUR DIVORCE.  THE KIDS TURNED OUT GREAT, AND, RELATIONSHIPS WITH ME, AT LEAST, WERE GREAT . . . IN SPITE OF, TRADITION, COMMON PRACTICES, AND EVEN, NO CHURCH ATTENDANCE AND NOT WORRYING ABOUT, KIDS, WHO, WERE FREE TO BE, OR NOT TO BE, WHO THEY WANTED TO BE . . . GORGEOUS MILITARY DAUGHTERS, AND HOT ROCK AND HIP HOP, RAP, STAR SONS!

ADD TO THAT, A ROCKIN' CAREER, AND LATER, A FUCKING FORTUNE?  OH, FUCK NO!  LIKE LOBSTERS IN A TANK . . . WHEN ONE STARTS TO CLIMB OUT OF THE MESS OF THEM, THE OTHERS, CLAW THEM DOWN!

SOAP IN YOUR EYES, CAN, BE HARMFUL, CAUSE IRRITATION, AND CREATE THE SENSATION OF BLINDNESS . . . WHITEWASHING, OR DETERGENT, OR DETERRENT, CAN DAMAGE, THE EYES.  PLEASE MOM, GET HOME SOON!

THE TRUTH SHALL SET YOU FREE!

THE SECRISTS ARE JUST A BRANCH ABOVE THE REST!  WE UPSET THE APPLE CART . . . TO THE OUTSIDE WORLD, WE HAVE IT ALL, EVEN WITH OR WITHOUT THE MONEY.  ACCORDING TO THE SOUTHWICK, MORMON BUBBLE . . . MY KIDS ARE STILL THE COOL KIDS!

WE DID WHAT WE THOUGHT WAS BEST . . . NOT THE SIMPLEST, OR THE EASIEST, OR WHAT WAS EXPECTED, BUT, ALL THINGS CONSIDERED, BEST, AND IT WORKED . . . TO THE ENVY, OF THOSE WHO, IN MY FATHER'S WORDS, STAYED THE COURSE, AND DID THE MORMON THING . . . DEFECTORS MUST PAY!

IS ANYTHING MAKING SENSE?

GOOD.

GET THE IRRITANTS OUT OF YOUR EYES!

FRESH WATER WORKS WELL!

KISS.

ELLIOT WAS YOUNG, BUT ELLIOT IS BRILLIANT!

ROUGH STUFF . . . MANIPULATED, NOT BY YOUR PARENTS!  ALTHOUGH, ON THE BUS, THE OTHER DAY, WONDERING, HOW, ANY OF THIS COULD HAVE HAPPENED, I SAT BY SOME DUDE, NEVER MET, ON THE BUS, PACKED BUS . . . WENT CLEAR TO THE BACK, AND SAT, ON THE BACK BENCH, LAST SEAT, AND THE DUDE ACTED A BIT BUGGED THAT, I WOULD, TAKE THE 5TH SEAT, AND, MAKE THE OTHER 4 A BIT, UNCOMFORTABLE AND CLOSE . . . IT'S RUSH OUT DUDE AND, I WAS RIGHT OUT OF THE POOL, WET HAIR, SO, CHLORINE SMELL, MAYBE, BUT CLEAN . . . HE MELLOWED OUT, BUT, AGAIN, I WAS THINKING ABOUT, HOW, OUR FAMILY, STILL, AMAZINGLY, IN TACT, GOT HERE . . . JUST AT THAT MOMENT, THIS MAN, GOT UP, TURNED TO GRAB HIS BACKPACK, AND GLARED AT ME, AND HE LOOKED, LIKE MY EX-HUSBAND, NOT AS GOOD LOOKING, BUT, A SIMILAR, LOOK AND HAIR, ALL GREY, BUT, AS I WATCHED HIM, WALK OFF THE BUS, AND WALK AWAY . . . HE WAS LIMPING, ON HIS, RIGHT FOOT . . . HE WAS HURT, AND THAT MOST LIKELY, PASSED TO, OF COURSE, MY SONS' WHO, MIGHT HAVE, FELT EQUALLY, ABANDONED AND LEFT, EVEN THOUGH I WAS WITH THEM ALL THE TIME AND I THINK THEY HAD MORE FUN, WITH BOYFRIEND AND HIS SONS!  FUN, FUN, TEEN YEARS . . . ALL WAS WELL, UNTIL, THE GOVERNMENT, THROUGH FAMILY GOT INVOLVED!

DREAMS GIVE ME A CHANCE TO CLEAR UP, ISSUES, WITH KIDS, WITHOUT, DEALING WITH THE PAIN, UP CLOSE AND PERSONAL.

COMPASSIONATE. CHALLENGING. INCLUSIVE.

WE WILL SURVIVE!

TOO DAMNED STUBBORN NOT TO.

YOUR WORDS, SON.

LOVE.

DIFFERENT KIND OF MOM!

BLESSED, WITH COOL KIDS, WHO HANDLED, AND STILL HANDLE LIFE, WITH DIGNITY, GRACE, AND CLASS!

THE LAST DREAM, THE MACRO DREAM, I CAN ONLY ASSUME, HAD TO DO WITH, POSSIBLY, A GREAT WORLD EVENT, THAT OF NORTH AND SOUTH KOREA, SIGNING A "PEACE AGREEMENT!"  WHAT WOULD I HAVE TO DO WITH IT . . . BLASTING THE INFORMATION ALL OVER THE WORLD!

CELEBRATE!  

CHALLENGE OTHER COUNTRIES TO FOLLOW SUIT!

HOW REFRESHING, TO THOSE IN THE PATH OF WHAT COULD BE DESTRUCTIVE, HARMFUL, AND DAMAGING . . . CHANGED TO, ENLIGHTENMENT, PROGRESSIVE ACTION, AND LOVE . . . BOTH COUNTRIES WILL BENEFIT, AS WILL, 

EVERYONE!

IN THE DREAM, I WAS, AT A VANTAGE POINT, OF, SOMETHING LIKE A BLIMP, OR IN SOMETHING, VERY HIGH OFF THE GROUND, SO, IT WAS A AERIAL VIEW OF WHAT, IN MY MIND'S EYE, WAS, BRITISH, OR EUROPEAN UNION LEADERS, IN AN ORCHESTRATED, CHOREOGRAPHED, BUT, SEEMINGLY, SPONTANEOUS, CELEBRATION, WITH TONS OF BRASS, EACH, PERSON, DANCING ON STAGE HAD A BRASS INSTRUMENT, SO, TOP BRASS, ASSES, IN A GOOD SENSE OF THE WORD . . . DANCING, PLAYING, PEOPLE, HAPPY AND CELEBRATING!

THE BRITISH ARE GENERALLY, PORTRAYED AS, RATHER, BORING, STOIC, NON-EMOTIONAL, AND IN CONTROL, IF NOT MANNERED AND REFINED, COMPARED, TO THEIR, AMERICAN WILD CHILDREN, PROGENITORS, OR PROGENY, MIGRATING ACROSS THE POND! OR THE UNREFINED, LOUD, ROWDY, REBEL, UGLY AMERICAN ATTITUDES!

LOL.

AND PROUD OF IT!

AS PRESIDENT TRUMP, BRAGS OF CONGRESS, APPROPRIATING, $780 BILLION, LAST YEAR, AND $780 BILLION THIS YEAR TO BUILD UP THE AMERICAN MILITARY COMPLEX, GOD ONLY KNOWS WHAT FOR?  THE REST OF THE WORLD, IS, MOVING TOWARDS, PEACE, CLIMATE CONTROL, FREE TRADE, AND SHARING, SUCCESS, BUSINESS, AND TECHNOLOGY SECRETS.

PRESIDENT EISENHOWER, WARNED, AMERICANS, AGAINST, THE BUILD UP, OF THE MILITARY COMPLEX!

WHAT IS TRUMP DOING?

USING AMERICAN TAX DOLLARS TO PROTECT, BUSINESS INTERESTS, AROUND THE WORLD?

WE WANT A PEOPLE MODEL, NOT A GOVERNMENT MODEL . . . GOVERNMENT OF THE PEOPLE, BY THE PEOPLE, AND FOR THE PEOPLE!

YES, WE NEED, BUSINESS, BUT THAT IS NOT THE PURPOSE OF THE GOVERNMENT . . . IT IS TO PROTECT PERSONS AND PROPERTY, NOT REIGN BLOODY, TERROR AROUND THE WORLD!

WE DON'T NEED THE NIXON, KISSINGER, MANTRA OF AMERICAN POWER, CARPET BOMBING CAMBODIA, JUST TO DEMONSTRATE, AMERICAN POWER?

NO.  JUST BE CAUSING TROUBLE, CONFLICT, AND DAMAGE, ANYWHERE, NO MATTER, WHAT OR WHO, OR WHY, TO SHOW AMERICAN MIGHT?

THAT IS NOT MAKING AMERICA GREAT AGAIN . . . THAT IS OLD MEN, THINKING IN OLD WAYS, AND FUCKING, TAX PAYERS, AND THE WORLD OVER!

RESIST!

THIS MORNING ON CHUCK TODD'S, MEET THE NATION, THERE WAS SOME MAN, WHO WROTE A BOOK, CALLED, "ENEMY OF THE PEOPLE" AND HE WENT ON, AND DESCRIBED, THE SIMILARITIES BETWEEN, THE 1040'S UNDER HITLER, AND HIS SS MEN, AND WHERE, WE ARE TODAY, UNDER TRUMP, AND HIS ICE MEN . . . ICE IS GOING INTO, STATES, LIKE NORTH CAROLINA, AND, REQUESTING, VOTER REGISTRATION LISTS, SO THEY CAN INSPECT THEM TO SEE IF, THERE ARE ILLEGAL ALIENS, REGISTERED TO VOTE?

THEY CAN'T!

THIS IS JUST FASCISM!

ARE WE GOING TO HAVE TO SHOW PAPERS, TO TRAVEL ROADS, LIKE THEY DID IN HITLER'S TIMES?

THIS MAN, SAID, DON'T, THINK, AND MANY HAVE WARNED, THAT, THIS CAN HAPPEN TO AMERICA, AND DEMOCRACY ALSO!

RESIST!

REGISTER TO VOTE!

THERE ARE SOOOOOO MANY CURRENT AUTHORS WHO HAVE HAD POSITIONS IN THE GOVERNMENT, WHO, SAY, THIS IS NOT NORMAL!

SOME FORMER, PROSECUTOR, NAVY JAG OR JUDGE ADVOCATE GENERAL, MILITARY COURTS, COMMENTING ON, THINGS, LIKE, FIRING ROSENSTEIN, WHO HAD A RATIONAL RESPONSE, OF LOOKING AT THE 25TH AMENDMENT AS WE ALL WERE, EVEN AMOROSA, SAID, THE WHITE HOUSE STAFF HAS A JOKE, #TFA . . . TIME FUCK AT, TO INVOKE THE 25TH FOR THE PRESIDENT BEING "UNFIT" TO SERVE AS PRESIDENT . . . I THINK, ANYONE SERVING, WITH THE CHAOS, AND CRAZY SHIT, COMING OUT OF THE WHITE HOUSE, IS OR WOULD BE, DERELICT IN THEIR DUTIES, TO THE COUNTRY, TO NOT CONSIDER THAT, AMENDMENT AND SOLUTION, RIGHT NOW!

BUT THIS JAG, MADE A PROFOUND, STATEMENT IN MY MIND, AND IT IS MILITARY . . . ANYONE RECEIVING A LAWFUL, ORDER FROM THE PRESIDENT, HAS AN OBLIGATION TO FOLLOW THAT ORDER, BUT, ON THE OTHER HAND, AND EQUALLY, AS VALID, AND POWERFUL, ANYONE, RECEIVING, AN UNLAWFUL, ORDER, BASED ON ABUSE OF POWER, FROM THE PRESIDENT, IS, UNDER THE OBLIGATION TO REFUSE, THAT ORDER!

ON A PANEL OF EXPERTS, THE OTHER DAY, ON THE NEWS, MSNBC, THE CONTRIBUTORS WERE SAYING THAT, THERE ARE TWO AMERICAS . . . WHO SAID THAT WAY, WAY BACK, EVEN AT THE START OF THIS BLOG, 5 YEARS AGO, AND THE PRESIDENT IS NOT, DOING THE NORMAL, EXPECTED, AUTHORIZED, AND PREDICTED, SIDE OF THE TWO!

THIS PERSON WENT ON TO SAY, THE PRESIDENT IS AN ENEMY OF AMERICA OR THE STATE, AND THE BIGGEST THREAT, RIGHT NOW!

FEAR.

CAPE FEAR RIVER.

RESIST.