The Law, is the Law, is the Law--Know Your Rights: SNEETCHES. DRAMATIC RESULTS. TASTE THE HOT! JUNK THE JUNK! I'M NOT YOUNG; I'M JUST FUN! SAVES WOMEN TOO. HEALING FROM DOMESTIC VIOLENCE. SERVICE YOU CAN TRUST. ENTRANCE CONTROLS. NAKED. AMAZON. CLICK-IT OR TICKET. BUS. CLICK. LA FITNESS. CLICK. LIBRARY CODE. CLICK. DEBIT CARD. CLICK. HARD TO TRACK? FUCK NO! POWER YOUR SMILE. IT'S WHY WE TRAVEL. COLLETTE. OCEAN BEAUTY. SEAFOOD. DECIDE. PAIR 'EM UP. TONY'S FINE FOODS. NOT. TRUE WORLD FOODS. YOUR WORKPLACE TRANSITION PARTNER. 25 YEARS GUARANTEE. BLOODWORKS. ADAPTIVE. ARTWORK ON INTERSECTION OF YALE. HOWELL. EASTLAKE . . . 6 TO 8 BLACK & WHITE 14 FOOT STRIPED STICKS, WITH AN LARGE ORANGE, LIKE DOUBLE HALF CIRCLE. IF I WERE TO PUT MY LIFE IN ART, THAT MIGHT BE WHAT I WOUJLD DESIGN. INDICTATIVE OF THE WORM HOLE ESCAPE AT LA FITNESS, BELLEVUE, WA. THE OTHER NIGHT. LA FITNESS BALLARD, WAS NOT LOOKING ANY BETTER, YESTERDAY . . . THE BALOOBA WHALE, DOING SLOW MO SUMERSAULTS, SPRED EAGLE, WITH, SCARY ASS, HAIR, STARTING AT HER PUSSY BUTT AREA, IN A LARGE TRIANGLE, GOING IN A POINT TO HER KNEES??? GUINNESS BOOK OR WORLD RECORD SHIT. CIRCUS FREAK? WOW. CAN YOU IMAGINE SOME DUDE, ATTEMPTING TO MAKE LOVE, AND FINDING THAT? SHE DIDN'T NEED A BRASILLIAN, BUT THE FULL SOUTH AMERICAN! LOL. NOW, I HAVE SAID, THAT YOUR RIGHTS, STOP AT THE END OF YOUR NOSE. I AM MODIFYING THAT, TO, YOUR RIGHT STOP AT THE POINT, YOU ARE GOING TO GROSS SOMEONE OUT! I MEAN. SHE HAD TO HAVE KNOWN THAT WAS WEIRD? TO EMPHASIS, THAT WITH, THE WATER AEROBICS, TO SHOW IT OFF? YIKES! I DON'T WANT TO BODY SHAME ANYONE, BUT, SERIOUSLY? I AM STILL SHOCKED! LOL. I MIGHT HAVE SEEN HER ON THE BUS, SHE IS A RATHER, LARGE WOMAN, KIND OF LIKE MY SISTER, SHELLEY, IF FACT, I WONDERED IF THERE WAS SOMETHING SYMBOLIC I NEEDED TO LEARN FROM THAT, CHICK . . . WANTING A PAIR OF BALLZ? TO BE A MAN? IN BOTH, THE MOB WORLD AND, MOST LIKELY IN THE COP WORLD, SOMEONE EARNS THERE STRIPES, BY THE AMOUNT OF MONEY THEY BRING IN, OR THE SIGNIFICANCE OF THE DRUG KING PIN, OR SERIAL KILLER WITH 35 KILLS UNDER HIS BELT, LIKE TED BUNDY. SO SHELLEY, STARTING WITH MY SON'S MUSIC, GETTING HER CLAWS INTO BOTH, SON'S MUSIC, THEN, GOING FOR MY CASES, LOBBYING, WATER COMPACT, AND FINALLY THIS BLOG, IS HUGE ASS SHIT, WITH NO REAL, THREAT TO THAT EMPIRE, WITH PAID COPS, BRIBED PUBLIC OFFICIALS, OR STAFF, AT EVERY CORNER, OR USING THE HOMELESS, WHO NEED MONEY ALL THE TIME! EASY PREY, RIGHT? SHE ALWAYS TOLD ME SHE NEEDED TO DEVELOP, "MULTIPLE STREAMS OF INCOME" TO RETIRE SAFELY. NO, SHE JUST DECIDED TO BE ME, THROUGH, HOOKING UP WITH, THE MOB, THE BIKERS, THE COPS, THE PROSECUTORS, THE JUDGES, AND THE READY MADE SYSTEM OF PERSONS, WHO ALREADY HATED ME! EASY PICKIN'S! PERMIT HOLDERS. TRUBLUE . . . MORMONS, REPUBLICANS, COPS OF ALL FLAVORS AND SIZES, FAMILY, TAKING A PROBLEM OFF THE BACKS OF AGED PARENTS, AND FAMILY MEMBERS, A 35 YEARS DRAG ON EVERYONE, SINCE HER DIVORCE. MY MOTHER THANKED ME, FOR, NEVER, PUTTING MY DIVORCE, ON THE REST OF THE FAMILY, OR ANYONE . . . I JUST TOOK CARE OF BUSINESS, OR WE DID, MY EX, AND I. HEALTHY PEOPLE. HEALTHY PLANET. PLANET FITNESS. JUDGMENT FREE ZONE! MORT'S CABIN. 14 CARROT CAFE'. E-CLIPS. SUN DELIVERY. TRANSIT. COIT. JEFFERY BEELER. I HOPE TO GOD, SOMEONE SAW THE MORMON GOD SQUAD, PARKED, IN MASS, UNDER THE SURVELLANCE CAMERAS, 2ND FLOOR, BELLEVUE LIBRARY, AT ABOUT, 1:00 AM. NEW BATTERY SYSTEM. NOW OF ABOUT 10, ALLEGED, MISSIONARIES, I WOULD SAY, ABOUT, FOUR, MAYBE WERE REAL MISSIONARIES, AND THE OTHER, 6 OR MORE, WERE, TRANSITIONAL PLAYERS, FROM MISSIONARIES, TO FBI AGENTS, WHO PARK THEIR ASSES, DAILY, AT THE BELLEVUE PLAZA . . . PLAYZA MISSIONARIES . . . HOW HARD CAN THAT BE, WHITE SHIRTS ARE STANDARD, EVERY SUNDAY WEAR, FOR MORMON MALES. NOW WHAT WOULD GIVE THEM AWAY? I THINK THE FIRST THING I NOTICED, WAS, THE SHEAR NUMBERS. NORMAL IS, 2 OR A PAIR OF MISSIONARIES, ON THEIR "P" DAY, OR THEIR PREPARATION DAY, WHEN, THEY GET A BREAK FROM, TRACKING OUT NEW MEMBERS OR POTENTIAL MEMBERS, TIME TO DO LAUNDRY AND TOUCH BASES WITH HOME, THROUGH, EMAILS, AND OTHER TECH DEVICES. BUT 10 MISSIONARIES, TOGETHER OR MORE? FUCK NO! THE SECOND CLUE, WAS, THEIR BODIES! LOL. WANNA TALK ME. WANNA TALK "IMAGE?" FUCK, I AM ALMOST 64 YEARS OLD. WHAT IS YOUR EXCUSE? ALMOST ALL THE MAN-BOYZ, WERE OVER-WEIGHT! LOL. ALL HAD BOUNCHES ON THEM, GUTS, BUTTS, BUDGY FACES? I MEAN, THESE DUDES ARE SUPPOSE TO PASS, AS, 18 TO 19 YEAR OLD BOYZ? OH, HELL NO! THOSE ARE AT LEAST, 30 YEAR OLD BODS, DAD BODS, WITH A MORMON MUFFIN, COOKING UP A STORM! THIS IS EXACTLY WHY, THE FOUNDING FATHERS, PUT, THE FIRST AMENDMENT, "ESTABLISHMENT CLAUSE" IN, WITH A WALL OF SEPARATION BETWEEN "CHURCH & STATE!" MORMONS HAVE NO TROUBLE MIXING, THE TWO, AND IF THE CHURCH IS GOING TO LOOK BAD, OR THE MORMON FBI, OR CIA, THEY, LIKE THEIR MUSLIM COUNTERPARTS, WILL, STRAP A BOMB TO THEMSELVES, SYMBOLICALLY, AND TAKE ONE IN THE ASS FOR THE CHURCH! DON'T FOOL YOURSELVES! HOW DO I KNOW THESE THINGS? I WAS ONE FOR, NEARLY, 56 YEARS! HOW DO I KNOW MALE BODIES? EVERY YEAR AS YOUNG, NEWLYWEDS, OR WITH A FEW KIDS, IN OUR OGDEN, UTAH WARD, OF NEWLYWEDS AND NEARLY DEADS, THE MARRIED MEN, WOULD CHALLENGE THE UNMARRIED MEN, TO A FALL FOOTBALL GAME. YOU COULD TELL, FROM, TWO BLOCKS AWAY, WHO WAS WHO, WHICH TEAM WAS WHICH! THE WIVES, USED TO LAUGH, BECAUSE, WHILE THE HOT YOUNGER CROWD, WAS IN FAR BETTER SHAPE AND LOOKED, GREAT, TANS AND ALL, THE BEEFIER, MARRIED MEN, WHITE, WITH FARMER'S TANS, ALWAYS WON THAT GAME! HAPPY MARRIED PEOPLE, ALWAYS PUT ON, AN AVERAGE OF 25 POUNDS FOR MEN, AND 16 FOR WOMEN, AFTER THEY TIE THE KNOT! IS THE REVERSE OF THAT TRUE? PEOPLE WHO KEEP THEIR FIGURE AND PHYSIQUE, ARE NOT HAPPILY MARRIED? MAYBE. STAYING IN SHAPE FOR THE NEXT PARTNER? POSSIBLE. THAT COMES, ACTUALLY, FROM, A MORMON CHURCH STUDY! I LEARNED THAT, TAKING A WEIGHT MANAGEMENT CLASS, WITH MY FIRST BOYFRIEND, AFTER MY DIVORCE . . . HE GAINED ABOUT, 25 POUNDS AND I GAINED ABOUT, 16! LOL! HE WAS PROBABLY THE MOST FUN, GUY, I EVER DATED, OR STALKED ME UNTIL I DID DATE HIM! NEVER WOULD ADMIT HE WAS MY BOYFIREND! I DROVE HIM, SO CRAZY, HE ENDED UP IN THE PEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL. I AT LEAST GOT RID OF HIM, UNTIL, I WAS READY TO GRADUATE FROM LAW SCHOOL, AND THOUGHT, I WOULD HAVE TO WEAR A BULLET PROOF VEST, ACROSS THE GRADUATION LINE! LOL. HE TOOK ME TO CALIFORNIA, ONCE, DISNEYLAND, AND ALL THE JAZZ, AND ON OUR WAY HOME, IN A MOTEL, HE SAID, WELL, I ONLY HAVE 24 HOURS LEFT. FOR WHAT, I SAID. TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU. YOU ARE NOT HAVING SEX WITH ME! OH, YEAH, HE STARTED CHASING ME AROUND THE ROOM, WE WERE BOTH LAUGHING, SCREAMING, AND HE RIPPED MY SHIRT OFF, AND CARRIED ME IN THE SHOWER, HE AND I BOTH . . . WE GOT KICKED OUT OF THE MOTEL, FOR BEING TOO LOUD! LOL. SAFE AGAIN! CRAZY, FUN, CHASING ME ON THE BEACH, TRYING TO GET AWAY FROM HIM! LOL. WE STOOD IN LINE FOR DISNEYLAND, AND DECIDED, THAT JUST HANGING OUT WAS MORE FUN! WE MUST HAVE BEEN HAPPY, BECAUSE WE BOTH PUT ON THE REQUISITE, WEIGHT, FOR HAPPY MARRIED COUPLES . . . I GUESS, THAT, THE LATE NIGHT, MOZERELLA CHEESE STICKS, AND KEYLIME PIE, AT 3:00 AM, DIDN'T HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH IT! LOL. TALKING ABOUT, HAVING VERTIGO, LAST WEEK, THE FIRST TIME I GOT IT, SO, BAD, I WAS DATING, PAUL, OR HANGING OUT, WITH HIM; HE HAD NEVER BEEN MARRIED, BUT I HAD NEVER BEEN SICK, LIKE THIS, THE ROOM, SPINNING, UNDLESS I WAS PREGNANT! LOL. I WAS SO, SICK AND THE ROOM SPINNING, THAT I HAD TO HANG ONTO THE WALLS TO THE BATHROOM, JUST LIKE I DID, WHEN, I WAS PREGNANT WITH MY FIRST DAUGHTER, GRETA . . . I CALLED PAUL, AFTER MAKING OUT, HE LAYING ON ME, AND SAID, I DON'T KNOW HOW THIS HAPPENED, BUT, I AM PREGNANT! I WAS SERIOUS. HE ALWAYS THOUGHT, I HAD FOUR KIDS, BY EMACULATE CONCEPTION BECAUSE I WAS SO INNOCENT! HE SAID, KNOWING MY LUCK, I WOULD GET A GIRL PREGNANT AND NEVER HAVE SEX, WITH HER! HE RUSHED TO THE STORE, ALL EXCITED, PICKED UP, ICE CREAM AND PICKLES! THE STANDARD FARE FOR, A PREGNANT WOMAN, CRAVING SOMETHING TO EAT. THAT DAY, AS MY STOMACH, SETTLED, AND I NO LONGER FELT, DIZZY, OFF BALANCE, I SAID, I DON'T THINK I AM PREGNANT AND HE WAS ALL DEPRESSED! LOL. I WAS, 34 YEARS OLD AND HE WAS, ABOUT, 26, NEVER MARRIED, AND VOTED MR, CASSANOVA, FOR HIS MORMON WARD! LOL. FUNNY MEMORIES WITH THAT GUY! BUT, SO YESTERDAY, I WASN'T PAYING MUCH ATTENTION, TO THE CREW OF WHITE SHIRT, MOBSTERS, BUT, I DID KEEP AN EYE ON THEM, JUST INCASE, THEY TRANSITIONED INTO FBI AGENTS! I WAS WATCHING THE NEWS, MY ADDICTION, AND SUDDENLY, I NOTICED, THAT, THERE WERE ABOUT 10, IN A LARGE CIRCLE, AND MOVING, AS A GROUP, CLOSE AND CLOSER TO ME . . . I LOOKED UP, AND GAVE THEM THE EVIL EYE, LIKE, YOU BETTER NOT MOVE ANY CLOSE TO ME, DUDES! I HAD MY SHOES OFF, AND WAS DEEPLY ENGROSSED, IN MY PLEASURE . . . BUT, THEY SOON, SEPARATED, AND SLOWLY DISPERSED, THROUGHOUT THE SECTION OF THE LIBRARY, SEVERAL ON COMPUTERS, OR ALLEGEDLY SO, ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE PARTITION, SOME, STILL HANGING TOUGH, AT THE END OF MY ROW, WOW, BIG WILD RAIN STORM, OUTSIDE, LOOKS, LIKE HAIL OR SLEET! AMAZING RAIN STORM OUTSIDE! BUT, AS I KEPT MY EYES ON, THE WHITE SHIRT CREW, THEY, GOT THE HINT, THAT I WASN'T GOING TO PUT UP WITH ANY MONKEY BUSINESS . . . PERHAPS, THE FAKE JOANNS, WERE LESS, TROUBLE THAN, THIS, FORMER, ASSISTANT ATTORNEY GENERAL FROM, NON-OTHER THAN, MORMON CHURCH HEADQUARTERS, SALT LAKE CITY, UTAH! HOWEVER, MORMONS ARE SNEAKY, I THINK, THEY JUST DISPERSED, LONG ENOUGH, I THINK, TO CALL IN, RECRUITS OR COPS! I CAN'T REMEMBER, WHY, I DECIDED TO LEAVE EARLY, BUT, I WANTED TO STAY AND FINISH, WATCHING, AT LEAST ONE OTHER NEWS PROGRAM! ERROR ON THE SIDE OF SAFETY. STORM CLOUDS APPEARED TO BE GATHERING! THIS CONSPIRACY IS WIDE AND IT IS DEEP, IT STARTS IN UTAH AND GOES TO WASHINGTON, D.C. AND ALL THE WAY TO RUSSIA . . . WHO DO YOU THINK, IS CONDUCTING TOURS, UNDER, "LOADSTAR.COM" FOR THE RUSSIANS? I WILL GIVE YOU, ONE FUCKING GUESS? RETURN MISSIONARIES! THERE ARE THREE GROUPS OF PEOPLE WHO, SURVIVED AND THRIVED, UNDER THE 2008, GREAT RECESSION . . . JEWS, MORMONS AND ASIANS! MORMONS TAKE CARE OF THEIR OWN! DON'T FOOL YOURSELVES, IT IS OFTEN, "US AGAINST THEM" MENTALITY! OVER THE YEARS, STARTING IN, 2012, WHEN I FIRST, LEFT OR WAS RAN OUT OF UTAH, WHEN, MITT BOY, WON, THE REPUBLICAN PRESIDENTIAL NOMINATION, THE MORMONS BIG CHANCE, IN AMERICA, TO SHOWCASE THE CHURCH, AFTER BUYING A COMPTER, AND HAVING, IT FRIED IN LESS THAN, THREE DAYS, AFTER THE PURCHASE, I STARTED TO USE, THE MONTANA STATE ATTORNEY GENERAL OR LAW LIBRARY, ACROSS FROM THE STATE CAPITOL BUILDING. NOW THERE WAS A STATE LIBRARY, JUST ACROSS THE HALL, FOR REGULAR FOLKS. WHY ARE FOUR MORMON MISSIONAIRES, USING THE LAW LIBRARY FOR "P" DAY? THAT IS NOT NORMAL! THEY WERE LIKELY AGENTS, DISGUISED AS MISSIONARIES, WATCIHNG ME THROUGH, THE COMPUTER, AS TO WHOM, AND WHY, AND WHERE I WAS WRITING TO. THAT WAS BEFORE, I STARTED MY BLOG! THEY ARE ON MY ASS, RIGHT FROM THE GIT-GO, IN MONTANA, TO STOP ME FROM, GROWING BIG, LIKE I TEND TO DO, WHEREVER I GO! THE CREAM ALWAYS, RISES TO THE TOP! THERE IS ALWAYS ROOM AT THE TOP! I JUST SAW AND AD, ON THE LIBRARY HOMEPAGE, "LIFE AFTER HIGH SCHOOL" . . . FUCK, THAT IS WHEN IT JUST STARTS TO GET GOING AND GET REAL FUN! I HAD TO TAKE THE LONG WAY TO BELLEVUE, THINKING I WOULD GET OFF, AT THE MCGREGOR HOUSE, WHERE I CAN GET COMPUTERS IN THE U-DISTRICT, AND A FREE LUNCH, BUT FOR NOT KNOWING WHERE THE HELL I WAS . . . BUT, I TRAVELLED ON RT. 70 FROM DOWNTOWN, TO THE U-DISTRICT ON THE UNIVERSITY OF WASINGTON CAMPUS! IT FELT SO MUCH LIKE HOME TO ME . . . HOW MANY FALLS DID I EITHER START COLLEGE, OR TEACH COLLEGE? I WAS ON THE 12 YEAR PLAN, WITH FOUR KIDS, AND FOUR COLLEGES, THEN, STARTING MASTERS DEGREES, AND LAW SCHOOL, THEN, TEACHING AT THREE OF THEM! II STARTED YOUNG, THREE YEARS OLD, BEING A PROP FOR MY GRANDMOTHER'S CHILDREN'S LITERATURE CLASSES, AS ALL HER GRANDKIDS WERE! OR THE ONES BORN, AT THAT TIME . . . GRADUATING TO HANGING OUT WITH, STARSKY, FROM, STARSKY & HUTCH FAME, A SHAKESPEARIAN ACTOR, PERFORMING ON THE FLAT STAGE, NOT THE REPLICA OF THE "GLOBE THEATRE" IN ENGLAND. WARM FUZZY FEELLINGS, BUT GLAD I AM NOT A STUDENT OR TEACHING! STRESSFUL TIMES TOO! CISCO. JOEY. BOCONCEPT. FRIENDS ARE WORTH MORE THAN MONEY. SCHOLASTIC BOOK FAIRS. SHELLEY IS A LITTLE FORMER, GUMDROP AND SCHOLASTIC BOOK SALESLADY, NOT AN ATTORNEY . . . WHAT A PATHETIC JOKE! LOL. BUT FOR, AN ARMY OF COPS, PROSECUTORS, JUDGES, MORMONS, FAMILY, AND REPUBLICANS, THIS NEVER COULD HAVE HAPPENED, NEVER SHOULD HAVE, NEVER, WAS IN THE STARS FOR HER, AND SHE SHOULD GO TO PRISON, AS WELL AS EVERY FUCKING, CON ARTIST, MOBSTER, MORMON, REPUBLICAN, COP, FBI AGENT, CIA ASSET, ETC. SHE IS A FUCKING CRIMINAL, THE GOVERNMENT DOESN'T GET TO JUST STEAL A LIFE, A LAW CAREER, A FAMILY, BECAUSE, THEY WANT THE "HOUSE" BUT NOT THE OWNER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THOUSANDS OF FELONIES HAVE BEEN COMMITTED AGAINST ME, OVER 20 FUCKING YEARS! I SAW A T-SHIRT, TAKE THAT AS A "GOD INTEL" MESSAGE . . . IT WAS SOMETHING LIKE, "STARTED BACK IN 1993" AND THAT WAS THE YEAR, I GRADUATED FROM BYU, LAW SCHOOL, SO THAT WOULD BE ABOUT RIGHT! HOWEVER, I THINK, RACHEL, OR SHELLEY, OR SOMEONE, WAS USING MY UNDERGRAD CREDENTIALS, BEFORE TAHT . . . THEY WERE OFF THE CHARTS AMAZING, TOO! I FIRMLY BELIEVE, NOW, IN RETROSPECT, THAT, MICHAEL BRIMLEY, WAS, AN AGENT, AND, I WAS THE TOP GRADUATE, IN BOTH THE ENGLISH DEPARTMENT AND THE COMMUNICATIONS DEPARTMENT, WHERE WE WERE BOTH HONORED, AS OUTSTANDING ENGLISH MAJORS, AND HONORED HUMANITIIES, STUDENTS . . . WHY THE MALE AND FEMALE? I THINK, THAT, THEY KNEW, I WAS, TOP STUDENT IN BOTH, BUT, MIKE WAS ONE OF THEIRS, AND THEY, WANTED THAT DISTINCTION FOR HIM, SO THEY GAVE IT TO BOTH OF US! I WAS ALREADY ON THE CIA, RADAR SCREEN AT THAT TIME . . . BUT FOR FOUR KIDS, I MIGHT HAVE, APPLIED! I HAD, TWO, SOLID, "A'S" IN TWO THREE HOUR CLASSES, THAT, THE AUTHORITIES, WITHIN THE ENGLISH DEPARTMENT AND THE ADMINISTRATION REFUSED, TO ADD, THOSE "A'S" TO MY OVERALL, GPA, BEFORE I EVEN GRADUATED, OR RECIEVED THE AWARDS! WHY? SOUR THEN SWEET. JUST YESTERDAY, OR SUNDAY, WE SAW, SERINA WILLIAMS, TENNIS GREAT, TAKE ON A REF, SAYING THAT, YOU WOULD NEVER HAVE CALLED THAT ON A MALE TENNIS PLAYER! TOP PLAYER FOR WHAT, 20 YEARS NOW? OR RIGHT UP THERE! YOU SAVE WOMEN, TOO. I HAD THIS DREAM, LAST NIGHT, WHERE I WAS WITH MY GRANDSON, THADDEAUS WOLFE HYLAND, LOVE THAT NAME, SUPREME COURT MATERIAL, PLAYING WITH HIM, WHILE, GRETA WAS MEETING WITH A JUDGE, ON WHAT I THOUGHT WAS A TRAFFIC TICKET . . . I NOTICED A HIGH NUMBER OF WOMEN, AND KIDS, IN THIS WAITING ROOM . . . THERE WAS A PART, WHEN, I LEFT, TO GO TO THE BATHROOM, NOW I HAVEN'T WORN A DRESS OR SKIRT FOR 20 YEARS, AT LEAST . . . HILLARY PANTSUITS FOR ME, SO IF YOU SEE, AN ATTORNEY, CLAIMING TO BE ME ,AND SHE IS WEARING A SHIRT, OR DRESS, KNOW, THAT IS NOT ME! NEVER! BUT IN THE DREAM I WAS, WEARING ON, AND CAME OUT OF THE RESTROOM, AS THE JUDGE WAS COMING AROUND THE CORNER . . . MY SKIRT WAS STUCK OR TUCKED IN MY UNDERWEAR OR TWISTED, BECAUSE, IT SEEMED THAT MY BARE, ASS WAS EXPOSED, AS I TRIED TO GET IT UNTWISTED, BEFORE THE JUDGE, GOT TO ME AND SAW MY BAD ASS! I ONLY SAW THE BACK SIDE, OF THE JUDGE, BUT, IT STRUCK ME, AS JUDGE, SHUMATE, WHO IS A 5TH DISTRICT OR WAS A JUDGE, DOWN IN ST. GEORGE, UTAH . . . SHUMATE, KNEW ME FROM, MY UTAH PROSECUTION COUNSEL DAYS, SO WAY BACK, WITH THE UTAH ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICE, CRIMINAL ENFORCEMENT DIVISION . . . HE STUCK UP FOR ME, AFTER, I WAS, POISONED, OR WHATEVER, GOT PICK'S DISEASE, AND TOLD THE HEARING ROOM, WHERE RACHEL, A SHOCK TO ME, AND MY PARENTS WERE TRING TO TAKE MY DRIVER'S LICENSE, AND FORCE ME ONTO MEDS, WHICH I DIDN'T WANT TO TAKE . . . SHUMATE, SPOKE UP AND SAID, MS. SECRIST IS LIKELY THE SMARTEST PERSON IN THIS ROOM, INCLUDING MYSELF! THERE WERE SOMETIHNG LIKE 27 PROFESSIONALS FROM, LAW TO MENTAL HEALTH, TO PSYCHOLOGISTS, AND WHATEVER, WITH MY PARENTS AND RACHEL, AGAINST ME?????? WHY DID MY FATHER, GO APE SHIT, WHEN, I WANTED TO GO TO LAW SCHOOL? WAS RACHEL ALREADY OR HAD USED MY UNDERGRAD DEGREE, HONORS, DISTINCTIONS, SCHOLASTIC ACHIEVEMENTS, ALREADY, LONG BEFORE LAW SCHOOL? I GRADUATED FROM WEBER STATE UNIVERSITY, IN 1986? DID IT START THERE? RACHEL WAS A PHYSICAL EDUCATION MAJOR? NOT TO HEADY STUFF! SHE HAS NO ADVANCED DEGREE . . . DID DADDY SPY, WANT TO MAKE, SOME OF HIS OTHER DAUGHTERS, EXPERIENCE, WHAT I HAD? HIS FAVORITES? MY FATHER WAS NOT SHY ABOUT WHO HE LIKED AND DIDN'T LIKE IN THE FAMILY! TIFFANY WAS NOT, JEALOUS, NOR, DRIVEN, AS A RIVAL SISTER, TOO MANY YEARS BETWEEN US . . . RACHEL, HOWEVER, WAS ALWAYS, YOUNGER, 7 YEARS, ALWAYS IN MY SHADOW, ALWAYS COMPARING HERSELF TO ME . . . WHY NOT JUST BECOME ME? MY GRADES AND ACHIEVEMENTS WOULD HAVE OPENED DOORS FOR HER, THE LIKES HER OWN, NEVER COULD! HER ONE CROWNING ACHEIVEMENT FOR MY FATHER, WAS, BEING ASKED BY UNITED AIRLINES, TO REPRESENT THEM, AT A WASHINGNTON, D.C., WHERE SHE WAS BASED, FUND RAISER, FOR THEM . . . WERE THE PLANS, THE SEEDS, THE PLOTS, HATCHED THERE? THEY HAD THE POWERFUL, SENATOR HATCH, ON THE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE, AND THE WHOLE FUCKING MORMON DELEGATION, ALL MORMONS, ALL REPUBLICANS, AND I WAS NEVER CLEARLY, DECLARED, ONE OF THE OTHER . . . I VOTED, PERSONS, NOT PARTIES, ISSUES, NOT PLATFORMS! THEY WANTED TO CLAIM, ALL I HAD DONE FOR THE MORMON CHURCH . . . BIG TIME INTO, IMAGE, AND ACHIEVEMENTS, WHERE I HAD BOTH, BUT, RACHEL WAS THE LITTLE BITCHER AND MOANER TO DADDY! DADDY'S GIRL IF YOU WILL . . . I DIDN'T GIVE A RAT'S ASS ABOUT MY DAD, BY ABOUT AGE, 3, WHEN HE BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF ME, FOR WHATEVER REASON, AND I WAS BLACK AND BLUE, SHOULDERS TO KNEES . . . STILL TRYING TO BEAT THIS GIRL! HE JUST ADDED A BUNCH OF MEN, WHO, WANT TO BREAK ME TOO! I AM SURE THAT RACHEL HAS AMPED HER GAME UP, TO BE ME . . . BUT SHE IS SO FAR FROM BEING ME, THAT IT IS EVIDENT, BY THE FACT, THAT SHE IS STILL COMPETING WITH ME . . . THE REASON, THAT MY DAUGHTER IS ON THE WALLS OF LA FITNESS, TEN FEET TALL IS BECAUSE, SHE IS A RAVING BEAUTY, LIKE HER MOM! PERFECT FACE I & II, BUT I GIFTED HER WITH BETTER GENES THAT MY PARENTS DID . . SHE HAS A PERFECT BODY TOO! PERFECT DAUGHTER, TO BOOT! MY EXCELLENCE JUST SPREAD TO THE NEXT GENERATION, AND DADDY COULD NOT TAKE THE HEAT, AND COMPETITION, SO HE JUST TRIED TO STEAL THE KIDS! SAD. WHEN, GRETA AND NICOLE WERE LITTLE, ONCE I ASKED THEM, WHAT THEY THOUGHT GOD LOOKED LIKE . . . GRANDPA . . . AND HE IS THE ONE BEHIND, ALL THEIR GRIEF! THEIR MOTHERS, AND THEIR BROTHERS! AS THE DREAM PROGRESSED, AT ONE POINT, AND GRETA WAS TAKING SO LONG, AND, UNDER THE CLOTHES OR SOMETHING, THE WORDS, "YOU SAVE WOMEN TOO" SHOWED. NOW THE OTHER NIGHT, MY ROOMMIE, HAD A BOOK, SITTING AT THE BOTTOM, OF A PILE OF BOOKS, "HEALING FROM DOMESTIC VIOLENCE" AND THE THOUGHT, CAME TO MIND, IS GRETA HIDING, DOMESTIC VIOLENCE FROM ME? ADD THE DREAM AND THE BOOK, AND THE JUDGE, AND THE ANSWER IS YES! THE SECOND SHE BROUGHT DALLAS AROUND, I KNEW HE WAS A COP, AND I KNEW, SHE HAD BEEN LINED UP . . . PAIR'EM UP, WITH COPS! I HAD TWO, GORGEOUS, DAUGHTERS, BOTH MILITARY TRAINED, MODEL, MATERIAL, TRAVELLED TO 19 TO 23 COUNTRIES, SPECIAL MISSIONS IN D.C., BAHRAIN, AND SAUDI ARABIA, THEN, ALSO, THROW IN BEING A LINGUIST, AND YOU SEE THE CHARACTER OF THE DAUGHTERS . . . I BELIEVE THE GOVERNMENT, DID A PERSONALITY MATCH, WITH, MY DAUTHERS AND HAD TO GET MEN, WHO WERE FAR OLDER THAN THEY WERE, BOTH, HUBBIES ARE 8 YEARS THERE SENIORS TO HANDLE THEM! GRETA, STOOD, FACE TO FACE, TOE TO TOE WITH, MR. ATF, ALCOHOL, TOBACCO AND FIREARMS HAS FOUGHT, AND FOUGHT, AND WHILE HE HAS BEEN HIDING A FEDERAL PAY CHECK TO FUCK MY FAMILY, OVER, SHE HAS HAD THREE CHILDREN, FINSISHED AN UNDERGRAD AND MASTER'S DEGREE, AND SUPPORTED THE FAMILY! ONCE DALLAS SAID TO ME . . . JO, LOOK AT ME . . . LIKE I AM SUCH A STUD . . . AND REFERRED TO A FEW WOMEN. DALLAS, HAVE YOU LOOKED AT GRETA LATELY, OR EVER? JUST DAYS BEFORE THAT, GRETA AND HER THREE, DARLING, LITTLE BOYS THEN, WERE MEETING ME AT A VETERAN'S DAY PARADE, IN ST. GEORGE, UTAH, RIGHT AFTER SHE AND DALLAS HAD MOVED THERE . . . THE FALL COLORS WERE ALL DISPLAYED, LEAVES TURNED, BUT, THE MOST GORGEOUS OF ALL, AND AS SEEN ON, THE FACES OF 6 MEN, I THINK THEY WERE PAINTERS, TAKING THE TIME OFF FOR THE PARADE, ALL, WITH MOUTHS, GAPING OPEN, SAW, THIS AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL WOMAN, CHEAP SUNGLASSES, THIN, FIT, LONG HAIR, LIGHT BROWN, GLOWING IN THE NOVEMBER SUNSHINE, ABOUT DOWN TO HER ELBOWS, PURPLE COAT, LEVIS, TIGHT AND COOL LOOKING, WITH TWO LITTLE BOYS, HANDS ON ONE SIDE OF THE STROLLER, AND THE OTHER IN THE STROLLER . . . PROUD MAMA . . . THERE WAS NOT ONE OF THEM, FROM ALL I KNOW ABOUT MEN, WHO WOULDN'T GIVE THEIR EYE TEETH FOR A CHANCE TO BE WITH HER! DALLAS SHUT THE FUCK UP! SHE HAD PROTECTED THAT ASS, WHO HAS BEEN PAID TO FUCK WITH OUR FAMILY! STARTING WITH ELLIOT'S MUSIC, ON TO ME! I TOLD YOU, JUST BEFORE IT HAPPENED, THAT, ALL THE RATS, WERE ABANDONING SHIP, TO MAKE IT LOOK, LIKE THEY WERE NOT INVOLVED IN THIS WHOLE FUCKING, CONSPIRACTY AGAINST, ONE FAMILY! ;FUCK THAT MOTHERFUCKER! HE, LEFT GRETA, WITH THREE MONTHS, HOUSE PAYMENTS DUE, TOOK HER BOYS, WHILE SHE WAS FIGHTING FIRES, ON A TWO WEEK VACATION, THEN, MOVED ALL HIS SHIT OUT, THAT SHE HAS TRIED TO GET RID OF FOR 18 OR MORE YEARS, BOUGHT A 10 ACRE MINI-RANCH, AND A NEW TRUCK . . . THE HOUSE IS IN HER NAME, SO HE HAD NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT . . . HE FUCKED HER CREDIT BEFORE, THAT, BY NOT PAYING . . . OH, AND THE AIR CONDITIONER ON THE HOUSE, IN 100 DEGREE PLUS WEATHER WAS OUT TOO . . . HE PROBABLY SABOTAGED IN, BECAUSE HER MOTHER WAS WINNING! IF THAT IS THE TYPE NAVY SEALS, DOUBT HE IS ONE, BUT, IF IT IS, THE SEALS ARE LOSERS! SHIT, A MAN? HARDLY. MEN, WHO ARE REAL MEN, PROTECT, PROVIDE, AND USE THEIR STRENGHT, NOT TO FIGHT TO BE THE TROPHY WIFE, BUT TO BE THE MAN, AND PROTECT, A FRECOUS, FAMILY! DALLAS HAS USED, THE KIDS, TO THREATEN AND CONTROL GRETA FOR YEARS . . . I TOLD HER TO GIVE THEM TO HIM . . . GIVEN HER JOB, HAVING TO LEAVE FOR WEEKS, FOR BIG FIRES . . . HE NEVER CALLED HER BACK! THAT WAS JUST A TOOL, TO THREATEN AND CONTROL HER! I AM GUESSING HER, GRANDPA WHO IS THE SAME TYPE MAN, PROBABLY GAVE HIM THE MARCHING ORDERS TO DUMP HER, ALTHOUGH, SHE HAD ALREADY ASKED HIM OR TOLD HIM, SHE WANTED TO BE SEPARATED . . . A REAL MAN, WOULD HAVE FORGONE THE VACATION AND PAID FOR THE HOUSE PAYEMENT, BUT IT IS IN HER NAME SO WHO CARES RIGHT? THESE FUCKERS ARE ALL ON THE OPPOSING SIDE, AND HAVE BEEN FOR, ALMOST 20 YEARS. I SAW THE COP, I SAW THE PROTECTIVE SWEEPS OF THE HOUSE, I SAW HIM SHOOT, AND I ALSO, SAW HIM TRY HIS SHIT ON ME . . . WRONG GRANDMA, WRONG MOTHER-IN-LAW! THIS BASTARD, HAS TERRORIZED HER, FINANCIALLY, EMOTIONALLY, AND THREATENED, AND I AM NOT SURE, PHYSICALLY, BUT, EVERY WAY POSSIBLE . . . GRETA'S UNCLE, TIFFANY'S HUSBAND, WHEN, SHE WAS VISITING, ONE NIGHT, WITH TIFF, HER AUNT, DAVE, SNEAKED INTO HER ROOM, AND PUT HIS HAND UP HER PAJAMA'S . . . SHE HAD JUST BROKEN UP WITH DALLAS, WAS DAVE USED TO, FRIGHTEN GRETA, WHICH IT DID, AND SEND HER RUNNING TO THE ONLY MAN, OR FRIEND SHE HAD AT THAT POINT IN COLORADO . . . THE POLICE CHIEF, DIDN'T DO ANYTHING TO HIM, EVEN MY FATHER, AND MOTHER, TOOK DAV'E'S SIDE, NOT GRETA'S . . . WHICH I AM SURE, THEY ARE DOING RIGHT NOW! BUT SUE SAID, SHE WOULD NOT LET, SARAH, NOW IN ON IT TOO, GO TO THANKSGIVING WITH DAVE THERE, MY FATHER SAID, FINE, AND STUCK WITH DAVE! I AM NOT SURE THAT WAS NOT AN ORCHESTRATED, EVENT, TO KEEP GRETA WITH DALLAS, TO CONTROL ME! IT WAS NOT LIKE IT WAS HARD, DUTY, PRETTIEST GIRL, BY ANYONE'S STANDARDS!