DO YOU EVEN HAVE A BOYFRIEND? THE BETTER QUESTION IS, DO I WANT A BOYFRIEND? ACTUALLY, ALL THE MEN, YOU AND SHELLEY HAVE BEEN WITH, ARE ALL MY OLD REJECTS! BITCH! LOL.
Simple dream . . . I was in one car, going right, and at a "Y" in the road, a split, Rachel and Shelley, old buddies, co-conspirators, former, waitresses, for Courtyard Marriott, in their, very poor years, before, becoming me, they did, large conventions, waitressing, together, in Salt Lake City, Utah . . .verify, taxes! FUCK, this is cop work 101! Shit. I am trying to be more religious and not swear, but, seriously, come on, man! It seems with all the high tech, PRISM, system, spy shit, the cops have gotten, progressively, more lazy and inept, do the GUMSHOE! that means, go and check things out in person, fuck, 5 years of blogging and the money is still gong to them? Whatever . . . now for the last, 6 years to 20 years, these hags have been, being ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They are the Bush, Pat Rat's answer to me . . . Shelley has shit against her, now Rachel does, they have to obey, or go to prison! I, on the other hand, am, squeaky clean, and don't owe them jack shit, so I never had obeyed, never will and will never need to! THEY CAN'T CONTROL ME AND BIG GIRLS DON'T ASK!
When I said, all the RATS in the Trump orbit are abandoning ship . . . now, remember, the one world order or the new order, or the world order, we first heard about, under POPPY BUSH, former, CIA director, has two prong heads, one is the CIA level, agents, from all countries, and the other, is, an Alpha-Bravo Marine, head. Look at who is in the Trump administration! Mike Pompeo, was, formerly, CIA director, turned, Secretary of State, and, then we have, all the generals, Kelley, Mattis, did have McMasters, Dunford, etc. I believe, that, the CIA, and their bitches, all Mormons and all Republicans, are doing all in their power, to fix Trump's stupidity from behind the scenes with secret trips, meetings, Helsinki, and also, both in front and behind Trump, are the generals . . . all benefit, from a new geo-political order, and they, can push their agendas, yank papers, and letters, and lead, a man, who knows, nothing about, either the military, or the government, the way they want!
SHELLEY, RACHEL AND KAY, WITH MY FATHER AND ALL THE MEN, BECAUSE THEY ARE KNOWN, ARE OPERATING FROM BEHIND THE SCENES . . . CIPHERS . . . NOBODY ASKS, WHO THESE WOMEN ARE? WHAT THEIR CREDENTIALS ARE? OR CHECKS IF THEY ARE REAL OR NOT? WHY THE CIA? IT IS 85% MORMON! THEY ARE MOST LIKELY TO PROTECT THE GIRLZ CLUB! MILITARY IS ALSO, EQUALLY, INFILTRATED WITH MO'S, SO, CHECK THEIR MILITARY LANGAUGE TRAINING CENTER IN MONTERAY, CALIFORNIA, AS LUCK, OR FATE WOULD HAVE IT, I MET THE WIFE OF, ONE OF THE MEN, IN THE MILITARY, WHO, CAME TO UTAH, TO CHECK OUT THE MORMON MTC, AND WAS STAYING IN PARK CITY, UTAH, WHEN, I LIVED THERE FOR A FEW MONTHS! STRANGE HOW, I ALWAYS GET THE RIGHT INFORMATION!
SAME OLD WEIRDO SISITERS! LOL. THE BOYFRIEND THING IS HILARIOUS . . . MEN, ARE NO BIG DEAL TO ME, LIKE TROLLEY CARS, ONE COMES BY, EVERY TEN MINUTES . . . I HAVE MORE MEN, NOW, OLD AND FAT, THAN, THEY EVER HAD IN THIER ENTIRE LIVES!
Case in point . . . two weeks ago, I was in McDonald's rock-n-roll, downtown, and old bow, Miles, walked in, looking hot, and came and gave me a big ass hug! I need your help . . he used race baiting to get me to have sex in the first place, only one I have had sex with, in like 12 years! LOL. We do have chemistry, so, the lure is the law, we both love, and, the bait, but, sex is the motive, to get me to his new apartment in Capitol Hill! I know the man! LOL. We talked, and I gave him a few tips, the law is about, definitions and hair splitting, you can win a case with just the definitions . . . the first section of a particular section of the code is always the definition section, always, see if the class of persons, or issues, or the situations that, the legislature was trying to address, are the same, as the ones, you are dealing with! Now, I know, that Miles, has been with, the cop cunts, Kay, Shelley and Rachel, no doubt about it . . . don't dig being manipulated! used, or confused!
I am a forgiving, person, easy like Sunday morning, even touched his face, tenderly, where his slightly, scruffy, but stylin' beard is turning grey. I will meet you at the library, safe place, right . . . just call me, he says. NO! She doesn't say. I have to trust someone, have to! I don't! Trust him. How do you say you are going to meet me, at McDonald's in 5, and then, call me from Tacoma? Wife? Kids? Girlfriend? I have been gone a long, long time, four years, since we,. saw each other, until, December of 2016! A lot can happen, in that time, and I felt that it did . . . double dipping may be okay, in the CIA, but, not with me . . . no reason for it! On my side! Later that day, Miles calls me, glad to see you, want to see you, blah, blah, blah . . . don't call him back! Temptation, once attracted, always attracted, but what I need and want are two different things! We have different agendas and goals!
I loaned my phone to Peppermint Patty, She bought a new ZTE Chinese phone and some of the features didn't work . . . U.S.A. made is best! Cheap, Chinese labor, bad products! No Chinese assassins or China doll assassins please, been there done that! LOL. Thanks for letting me take the phone, no, thank you for taking care of MILES FOR ME! Both laugh, she has known about, Miles, since the day I met her, and how I got to Seattle! We met outside, Angeline's, on 3rd, Christmas Day Night . . . come to Trinity Church . . . na. This is where it all started. But, boyfriends? Nah. When one cop misbehaves, they all suffer! LOL. The September, 14, Diet Coke date, I was aiming for . . . that has been extended, to at least, after Thanksgiving! LOL. They blocked me, from going to the gym, or made me cut my workout short, by at least half!
INSIDE THE SOUTHWICK SISTER, RIVALRY, BUBBLE, OF MORMONS, REPUBLICANS, JEALOUSY, ENVY, AND DREAMS . . . GOD WOULD NEVER, TELL YOU TO GET A DIVORCE! HE WOULD NEVER, TELL YOU TO GO TO LAW SCHOOL! REALLY? WHY NOT? PERHAPS, DADDY SECRIST WAS AN AFFAIR WAITING TO HAPPEN, AND, GOD WAS PROTECTING THIS VIRGIN AT MARRIAGE, FROM THE EMBARRASSMENT, OF THE CHEATING, OR FOR FIGHTING HER OWN, EMOTIONAL AFFAIR, FOR 5 YEARS, ONLY TO HAVE, THIS CLOWN, CHEAT ON HER, WITH HIS SECRETARY! LOL! AS FOR LAW SCHOOL . . . HOW THE FUCK DO YOU ARGUE WITH SUCCESS??????
ALMOST A STEAL! I AM GENIUS! THE NSA, OR SISTERS, ON NSA TOOLS, ARE GETTING MORE AND MORE JITTERY, ABOUT, STEALING, BECAUSE THE WRATH OF MY FURY, FROM STEALING IT RIGHT OUT FROM INFRONT OF MY FACE, LIKE THEY HAVE DONE, HUNDREDS OF TIMES, PISSES, ME OFF SO MUCH, THAT, I WOULD KILL THEM IF I SAW THEM!
LOOK, YOU CLOWN ASS HO'S, YOU WANTED TO BE ME, AFTER ALL THE HARD WORK, ALL THE TESTS, ALL THE HOT JOBS, ALL THE CASES, ALL THE PROFESSORSHIPS, ALL THE WATER COMPACTS, AND LOBBYING, AND BLOGGING WERE DONE, YOU FUCKING WANTED MY NAME, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH . . . IN THE DREAM, THEY ACTED THE SAME STUPID BITCHES THEY WERE 20 YEARS BEFORE ALL THIS HAPPENED, WORKING IN POLITICS, IN THE LAW, WITH THE DOJ, AND IN THE WHITE HOUSE . . . THEY NEVER GOT SMARTER, NEVER GOT COOLER, NEVER LEARNED A FUCKNG THING!
LOL.
PATHETIC!
YOU, SEE, I HAVE DONE, 30 OR 40 AMAZING THINGS, THAT, JUST ONE, WOULD BE A "GOLD STAR" EVENT, BY ANYONE'S STANDARD, SO, TAKING MY RESUME, CAREER, AND DIVIDING IT BETWEEN, 6 WOMEN, AND AN EQUAL NUMBER OF MEN, IS NOTHING AND LEAVES THEM ALL WITH CAREER, BRAGGING RIGHTS, FAR BEYOND, WHAT THEY EVER DID, THEMSELVES . . . TOP REQUESTED, FBI, CIA, MAKE BELIEVE, LIFE! MINE!
YOU WANT MY LIFE? LIVE WHAT I LIVED! HAVE ASSASSINATION ATTEMPTS, DO THE SCHOOL TIME, GET THE JOBS, YOUR FUCKING SELVES, GO TO UNDERGRAD THEN, LAW SCHOOL, ACTUALLY, TAKE THE LSAT AND BAR EXAM, GET FOUR BAR LICENSES, UP TO AND INCLUDING THE U.S. SUPREME COURT BAR! FUCK, THERE IS NO, SHORTCUT TO SUCCESS AND YOU CAN'T ARGUE WITH IT!
IT IS PATHETIC AND DISGUSTING TO THINK THAT A BUNCH OF LOSER MEN, ALL THREATENED, AND WORRIED, ABOUT, ME, PUTTING THE OLD, CONSTITUTIONAL, BALL AND CHAIN ON THEM, THAT THE PAT ACT JUST TOOK OFF, OR BEFORE, IT GOT PASSED, KNOWING I WOULD DO ALL IN MY SUPER POWERS TO STOP IT, JUST TOOK ME OUT OF THE GAME, TO SOLVE THEIR PROBLEM, BUT, THE RESUME, WAS JUST TOO FUCKING GOOD TO WASTE, AND NOT CONTROL! SO, THE GIRLS, WERE THE SOLUTION!
TAKE YOUR TOP MAN, AND TAKE HIS RESUME AND GIVE IT TO A FLUNKY, STUPID, LITTLE OR BIGGER, BROTHER!
TRY THAT ONE ON FOR SIZE . . . YOU DON'T LIKE IT EITHER! I HAVE BEEN EXPECTED TO DEAL WITH, INHUMAN, SUFFEREING, AS HAS MY FAMILY, BECAUSE OF THIS FUCKING LIE!
I HAVE SMART KIDS . . . YOU BETTER WATCH OUT!
LISTEN TO HIS SONG, "ANONYMOUS!" FROM HIS, "THE DITCH AND THE DELTA" HIVE IN DECLINE, CD!
I DON'T OWE, THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, THE PAT RATS, THE COPS, A GOD DAMNED THING, NEVER DID, NEVER WILL . . . I AM OF THE ARTICLE III, BRANCH OF GOVERNMENT, AND MY JOB IS THE CHECK EXECUTIVE BRANCH POWERS, JUST LIKE I AM DOING WITH TRUMP AND HIS BITCH, SHELLEY, AND ALL THE COPS AND THEIR CUNTS!
I THINK, THIS WAS A CIA, GET OUT NOW, LETTER, "COMMUNICATING WITHOUT COMMUNICATING" TELLING ALL THE GENERALS, THE STAFF, AND THE COPS, KEYSTONE, TO GET THE FUCK, OUT, TRUMP IS GOING DOWN, WE CAN BE HEROES, OR VILLIANS!
JUMP SHIP!
QUICKLY, BEFORE LUNCH, AT SOPHIA'S PLACE . . . I HAD, ANOTHER DREAM, WITH, A VIKING LOOKING BLOND, ONLY WEARING A LOIN CLOTH, BUILT, BEAUTIFUL, LONG HAIR, STRONG, WEARING BOOTS, AND HE LIFTED UP, THE BACK OF AN "A1 PIANO" TRUCK, ONE I SEE ON PHINNEY/GREENWOOD AVENUE, ALL THE TIME, REMINDING ME OF MY SECOND DAUGHTER, NICOLE, WHO PLAYS INTO THIS DREAM LATER . . . NICOLE, WAS, AND IS A GIFTED, KID, AS THEY ALL ARE, SHE HAD PIANO LESSONS, AT BYU, FROM A PROFESSOR OF MUSIC, JUST LIKE, I DID WHEN I WAS YOUNG . . . SHE LOVED, HER TEACHER AND PIANO, BUT AS DIVORCE WOULD HAVE IT, THINGS CHANGE . . . BUT NICOLE, A DREAM CHILD, CONTINUED TO PRACTICE THE PIANO, FOR A GOOD YEAR, AFTER, WE STOPPED, HER LESSONS! SO, THE LITTLE GIRL ON THE BACK OF THE TRUCK, REMINDS ME OF HER!
THE VIKING DUDE, AND THERE IS A BUS AD, "HUNTING SERVICES" WITH A BLOND, VIKING, THAT REMINDS ME OF SOMEONE, AND OF, THE DREAM, CHARACTER . . . BUT HE LIFTS, UP THE BACK DOOR OF THE TRUCK, WITH COBWEBS, BREAKING AS HE RAISES THE BACK, TO EXPOSE, ALL THESE, RED BOOKS, THAT HE, HAD READ, AND KEPT!
I BELIEVE THAT STARTING WITH MY FAMOUS CASES, $357.6 MILLION SECURITIES CASE, FOLLOWED BY, $56.7 MILLION, IRON COUNTY CORRUPTION CASE, MAKING ME #2 IN THE NATION FOR CIVIL RIGHTS DEFENSE, ALONG WITH THE EMAILS, THAT WENT WITH EXPLAINING THE CASES TO MY CLIENTS, SOME, LONG, LONG EMAILS, WERE PUT IN BOOKS AND MARKETED, UNDER MY NAME, AS WERE THE BEST AND BRIGHTEST, FUNNY BLOGS!
SISTERS DID THE BOOK SIGNINGS . . . DOES THIS MAN, HAVE, COPIES OF ALL THE STOLEN, "INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY" THAT I CAN ONLY GUESS EXIST?
HE HAS ALL THE PROOF TO LOCK THEM AWAY FOR LIFE!
PERFECT!
THERE IS A SKETCHY, PART OF THE DREAM, CONNECTED I BELIEVE, TO THIS ONE . . . BUT, THERE WAS A CONNECTION WITH ME AND THE MAN, WHO, I THINK THE DREAM REPRESENTS, SO BEAUTIFUL, HE ALMOST MADE ME CRY, WHEN, I FIRST SAW HIM . . . WE TALKED, SOME, BOTH A BIT SHY, BUT, HE SEEMED TO HAVE ABSORBED, MY BLOGS AND KNEW ME WELL! WHICH WOULD FIT, THE DREAM.
HE SAID, I REMINDED HIM OF HIS MOTHER, AND HE REMINDED ME OF MY SON, ELLIOT, ONE TIME HE MADE THIS, JUMP AND SWOOP, REMOVING, SNOW OFF THE BUMPER OF A CAR, THAT LOOKED SO MUCH, LIKE A MOVE, ELLIOT HAD MADE, PERFORMING ON STAGE WITH HIS BAND! IS HE A DOUBLE FOR ELLIOT? HE IS A MUSICIAN AND POET? HE IS IRISH, KENNEDY? SO THIS IS HOW, THEY ARE ACTING LIKE MY KIDS, ARE, WORKING WITH THEM, WITHOUT, ACTUALLY, USING THEM, AND HOW THEY ARE KEEPING ALL THE MONEY! ON STAGE, THIS GUY, WOULD BE THE SPITTING IMAGE, BUT BLOND, BUT WITH LIGHTING, HE COULD LOOK LIKE HE HAD RED HAIR! SAME CURLY TYPE HAIR, SAME LENGTH, SAME BUILD! EL IS A BIT BIGGER RIGHT NOW. "WE RUST." I KNOW THE FEELING!
BUT THERE WAS THIS, SEXUAL COMPONENT, BUT, I WAS REALLY RESERVED, HIS BODY, YOUNG, AND BOYLIKE, IN THE DREAM, NOT SO, BUT YOUNG IN REAL TOO . . . I WAS, STROKING HIS NAKED BODY, NON-SEXUALLY, THINKING, HE IS SO, YOUNG!
I DO HAVE LINES, EVEN IF I WRITE, OTHERWISE!
I SAW, A HALLOWEEN, CANDY, CONTAINER, WITH, A GREEN HERMAN MUNSTER, GROWLING . . . "CHILD'S PLAY!" MAKING ME THINK OF MR, HOT, TRANSIT COP, AND HIS FUNNY, MR. WOODY, RESPONSE TO MY BLOG, AND A HARD ON! LOL.
THESE IS THIS SONG, CALLED, "I AM THE MAN" . . . IT REMINDS ME OF ALL THESE YOUNGER MEN, WHO BY ALL RIGHTS, MIGHT BE, IN THEIR 40'S, ME 60'S. SO THEY ARE KIDS, TO ME, WHO ARE FAMOUS, HAVE DONE AMAZING THINGS THEMSELVES, AND ARE PISSED THAT I LOOK AT THEM AS KIDS! LOL. THEY ARE MY KIDS AGES! I JUST DON'T LOOK, OLD! TOWARDS IMPRESSIONISM!
THE LYRICS CRACK ME UP . . . I HAVE MONEY IN THE BANK, A HOUSE ON THE RIVERFRONT, A CAR, AND SKIN IN THE GAME . . . I AM THE MAN, YOU AINT GOT NOTHING ON ME BABY!
LOL.
MAYBE.
YOU SEE, I GET, THESE UNDERCOVER, COPS, MOSTLY FAMOUS AND FEDS, AS GROCERY BOYS, OR DITCH DIGGERS, IF THAT ISN'T SYMBOLIC, LOVE ELLIOT'S MUSIC, TOO! THEY KNOW THE TYPE OF UNDERWEAR I HAVE ON, BUT I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THEM, SO IT IS UNFAIR, BOTH WAYS!
I ALWAYS ERROR ON THE SIDE OF SAFETY, DON'T NEED JAIL BAIT!
LOL.
IT WOULD TAKE A REAL, PROGRESSIVE, MAN, IN HIS FORTIES, TO BE WITH SOMEONE MY AGE, EVEN THOUGH, MOST PEOPLE WOULD NEVER GUESS, THERE ARE SIGNS OF AGE, THEY WOULD HAVE TO DEAL WITH.
I AM A REALIST!
SO, LATER IN THE NEXT DREAM, I AM STANDING WITH, WHOM, I THOUGHT WAS NICOLE AND CHRIS . . . BUT, CHRIS DIDN'T LOOK, LIKE CHRIS, HE LOOKED MORE, LIKE A YOUNGER VERSION OF, DEXTER . . . RUDDY FACE, WIDER, BEEFIER, BUT, HE WANTS TO READ THE SCRIPTURES!
NOW, IN BOTH THESE DREAMS, THE KIDS ARE, MUCH YOUNGER THAN IN REAL LIFE, BUT, IT WAS LIKE BOTH, NICOLE AND CHRIS, OR SOMEONE, SAID, THEY WANTED TO READ THE SCRIPTURES, OR I TOOK IT, THAT THEY WISHED, AS A YOUNG PERSON, THEY HAD READ THE SCRIPTURES MORE!
YOU ARE NOT DEAD, START READING!
THAT IS HOW I LEARNED!
PERSONAL STUDY, AND MUCH OF IT, LATER, IN LIFE, WITH KIDS, OR EVEN AFTER.
I HAD READ THE SCRIPTURES, SINCE I WAS YOUNG . . . BUT, I WAS THE ACCEPTION TO THE RULE IN THE SOUTHWICK FAMILY!
I THINK MY PARENTS, GOT US UP, ONE WEEK, TO READ THE SCRIPTURES BEFORE, SCHOOL, BUT, ME AND RICHARD, WHO ENDED UP AN INSITUTION OR SEMINARY TEACHER, OF RELIGION, BOTH, GOT UP WITHOUT PARENTS AFTER WE MOVED, AND FINISHED THE BOOK OF MORMON, OURSELVES, HE WAS IN 2ND GRADE AND ME 4TH!
BUT, THAT VALIDATED, THE FACT, THAT PEOPLE ARE HUNGERING AND THIRSTING, FOR MORE HOPE, MORE LIGHT, AND MORE GOD!
THIS IS A START!
I WILL BE AN ORGAN DONOR, AND GIVE ME HEART TO JESUS!
YOU TOO!
HE IS THE WAY, THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE!
AMEN.
LOOK, YOU CLOWN ASS HO'S, YOU WANTED TO BE ME, AFTER ALL THE HARD WORK, ALL THE TESTS, ALL THE HOT JOBS, ALL THE CASES, ALL THE PROFESSORSHIPS, ALL THE WATER COMPACTS, AND LOBBYING, AND BLOGGING WERE DONE, YOU FUCKING WANTED MY NAME, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH . . . IN THE DREAM, THEY ACTED THE SAME STUPID BITCHES THEY WERE 20 YEARS BEFORE ALL THIS HAPPENED, WORKING IN POLITICS, IN THE LAW, WITH THE DOJ, AND IN THE WHITE HOUSE . . . THEY NEVER GOT SMARTER, NEVER GOT COOLER, NEVER LEARNED A FUCKNG THING!
LOL.
PATHETIC!
YOU, SEE, I HAVE DONE, 30 OR 40 AMAZING THINGS, THAT, JUST ONE, WOULD BE A "GOLD STAR" EVENT, BY ANYONE'S STANDARD, SO, TAKING MY RESUME, CAREER, AND DIVIDING IT BETWEEN, 6 WOMEN, AND AN EQUAL NUMBER OF MEN, IS NOTHING AND LEAVES THEM ALL WITH CAREER, BRAGGING RIGHTS, FAR BEYOND, WHAT THEY EVER DID, THEMSELVES . . . TOP REQUESTED, FBI, CIA, MAKE BELIEVE, LIFE! MINE!
YOU WANT MY LIFE? LIVE WHAT I LIVED! HAVE ASSASSINATION ATTEMPTS, DO THE SCHOOL TIME, GET THE JOBS, YOUR FUCKING SELVES, GO TO UNDERGRAD THEN, LAW SCHOOL, ACTUALLY, TAKE THE LSAT AND BAR EXAM, GET FOUR BAR LICENSES, UP TO AND INCLUDING THE U.S. SUPREME COURT BAR! FUCK, THERE IS NO, SHORTCUT TO SUCCESS AND YOU CAN'T ARGUE WITH IT!
IT IS PATHETIC AND DISGUSTING TO THINK THAT A BUNCH OF LOSER MEN, ALL THREATENED, AND WORRIED, ABOUT, ME, PUTTING THE OLD, CONSTITUTIONAL, BALL AND CHAIN ON THEM, THAT THE PAT ACT JUST TOOK OFF, OR BEFORE, IT GOT PASSED, KNOWING I WOULD DO ALL IN MY SUPER POWERS TO STOP IT, JUST TOOK ME OUT OF THE GAME, TO SOLVE THEIR PROBLEM, BUT, THE RESUME, WAS JUST TOO FUCKING GOOD TO WASTE, AND NOT CONTROL! SO, THE GIRLS, WERE THE SOLUTION!
TAKE YOUR TOP MAN, AND TAKE HIS RESUME AND GIVE IT TO A FLUNKY, STUPID, LITTLE OR BIGGER, BROTHER!
TRY THAT ONE ON FOR SIZE . . . YOU DON'T LIKE IT EITHER! I HAVE BEEN EXPECTED TO DEAL WITH, INHUMAN, SUFFEREING, AS HAS MY FAMILY, BECAUSE OF THIS FUCKING LIE!
I HAVE SMART KIDS . . . YOU BETTER WATCH OUT!
LISTEN TO HIS SONG, "ANONYMOUS!" FROM HIS, "THE DITCH AND THE DELTA" HIVE IN DECLINE, CD!
I DON'T OWE, THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, THE PAT RATS, THE COPS, A GOD DAMNED THING, NEVER DID, NEVER WILL . . . I AM OF THE ARTICLE III, BRANCH OF GOVERNMENT, AND MY JOB IS THE CHECK EXECUTIVE BRANCH POWERS, JUST LIKE I AM DOING WITH TRUMP AND HIS BITCH, SHELLEY, AND ALL THE COPS AND THEIR CUNTS!
I THINK, THIS WAS A CIA, GET OUT NOW, LETTER, "COMMUNICATING WITHOUT COMMUNICATING" TELLING ALL THE GENERALS, THE STAFF, AND THE COPS, KEYSTONE, TO GET THE FUCK, OUT, TRUMP IS GOING DOWN, WE CAN BE HEROES, OR VILLIANS!
JUMP SHIP!
QUICKLY, BEFORE LUNCH, AT SOPHIA'S PLACE . . . I HAD, ANOTHER DREAM, WITH, A VIKING LOOKING BLOND, ONLY WEARING A LOIN CLOTH, BUILT, BEAUTIFUL, LONG HAIR, STRONG, WEARING BOOTS, AND HE LIFTED UP, THE BACK OF AN "A1 PIANO" TRUCK, ONE I SEE ON PHINNEY/GREENWOOD AVENUE, ALL THE TIME, REMINDING ME OF MY SECOND DAUGHTER, NICOLE, WHO PLAYS INTO THIS DREAM LATER . . . NICOLE, WAS, AND IS A GIFTED, KID, AS THEY ALL ARE, SHE HAD PIANO LESSONS, AT BYU, FROM A PROFESSOR OF MUSIC, JUST LIKE, I DID WHEN I WAS YOUNG . . . SHE LOVED, HER TEACHER AND PIANO, BUT AS DIVORCE WOULD HAVE IT, THINGS CHANGE . . . BUT NICOLE, A DREAM CHILD, CONTINUED TO PRACTICE THE PIANO, FOR A GOOD YEAR, AFTER, WE STOPPED, HER LESSONS! SO, THE LITTLE GIRL ON THE BACK OF THE TRUCK, REMINDS ME OF HER!
THE VIKING DUDE, AND THERE IS A BUS AD, "HUNTING SERVICES" WITH A BLOND, VIKING, THAT REMINDS ME OF SOMEONE, AND OF, THE DREAM, CHARACTER . . . BUT HE LIFTS, UP THE BACK DOOR OF THE TRUCK, WITH COBWEBS, BREAKING AS HE RAISES THE BACK, TO EXPOSE, ALL THESE, RED BOOKS, THAT HE, HAD READ, AND KEPT!
I BELIEVE THAT STARTING WITH MY FAMOUS CASES, $357.6 MILLION SECURITIES CASE, FOLLOWED BY, $56.7 MILLION, IRON COUNTY CORRUPTION CASE, MAKING ME #2 IN THE NATION FOR CIVIL RIGHTS DEFENSE, ALONG WITH THE EMAILS, THAT WENT WITH EXPLAINING THE CASES TO MY CLIENTS, SOME, LONG, LONG EMAILS, WERE PUT IN BOOKS AND MARKETED, UNDER MY NAME, AS WERE THE BEST AND BRIGHTEST, FUNNY BLOGS!
SISTERS DID THE BOOK SIGNINGS . . . DOES THIS MAN, HAVE, COPIES OF ALL THE STOLEN, "INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY" THAT I CAN ONLY GUESS EXIST?
HE HAS ALL THE PROOF TO LOCK THEM AWAY FOR LIFE!
PERFECT!
THERE IS A SKETCHY, PART OF THE DREAM, CONNECTED I BELIEVE, TO THIS ONE . . . BUT, THERE WAS A CONNECTION WITH ME AND THE MAN, WHO, I THINK THE DREAM REPRESENTS, SO BEAUTIFUL, HE ALMOST MADE ME CRY, WHEN, I FIRST SAW HIM . . . WE TALKED, SOME, BOTH A BIT SHY, BUT, HE SEEMED TO HAVE ABSORBED, MY BLOGS AND KNEW ME WELL! WHICH WOULD FIT, THE DREAM.
HE SAID, I REMINDED HIM OF HIS MOTHER, AND HE REMINDED ME OF MY SON, ELLIOT, ONE TIME HE MADE THIS, JUMP AND SWOOP, REMOVING, SNOW OFF THE BUMPER OF A CAR, THAT LOOKED SO MUCH, LIKE A MOVE, ELLIOT HAD MADE, PERFORMING ON STAGE WITH HIS BAND! IS HE A DOUBLE FOR ELLIOT? HE IS A MUSICIAN AND POET? HE IS IRISH, KENNEDY? SO THIS IS HOW, THEY ARE ACTING LIKE MY KIDS, ARE, WORKING WITH THEM, WITHOUT, ACTUALLY, USING THEM, AND HOW THEY ARE KEEPING ALL THE MONEY! ON STAGE, THIS GUY, WOULD BE THE SPITTING IMAGE, BUT BLOND, BUT WITH LIGHTING, HE COULD LOOK LIKE HE HAD RED HAIR! SAME CURLY TYPE HAIR, SAME LENGTH, SAME BUILD! EL IS A BIT BIGGER RIGHT NOW. "WE RUST." I KNOW THE FEELING!
BUT THERE WAS THIS, SEXUAL COMPONENT, BUT, I WAS REALLY RESERVED, HIS BODY, YOUNG, AND BOYLIKE, IN THE DREAM, NOT SO, BUT YOUNG IN REAL TOO . . . I WAS, STROKING HIS NAKED BODY, NON-SEXUALLY, THINKING, HE IS SO, YOUNG!
I DO HAVE LINES, EVEN IF I WRITE, OTHERWISE!
I SAW, A HALLOWEEN, CANDY, CONTAINER, WITH, A GREEN HERMAN MUNSTER, GROWLING . . . "CHILD'S PLAY!" MAKING ME THINK OF MR, HOT, TRANSIT COP, AND HIS FUNNY, MR. WOODY, RESPONSE TO MY BLOG, AND A HARD ON! LOL.
THESE IS THIS SONG, CALLED, "I AM THE MAN" . . . IT REMINDS ME OF ALL THESE YOUNGER MEN, WHO BY ALL RIGHTS, MIGHT BE, IN THEIR 40'S, ME 60'S. SO THEY ARE KIDS, TO ME, WHO ARE FAMOUS, HAVE DONE AMAZING THINGS THEMSELVES, AND ARE PISSED THAT I LOOK AT THEM AS KIDS! LOL. THEY ARE MY KIDS AGES! I JUST DON'T LOOK, OLD! TOWARDS IMPRESSIONISM!
THE LYRICS CRACK ME UP . . . I HAVE MONEY IN THE BANK, A HOUSE ON THE RIVERFRONT, A CAR, AND SKIN IN THE GAME . . . I AM THE MAN, YOU AINT GOT NOTHING ON ME BABY!
LOL.
MAYBE.
YOU SEE, I GET, THESE UNDERCOVER, COPS, MOSTLY FAMOUS AND FEDS, AS GROCERY BOYS, OR DITCH DIGGERS, IF THAT ISN'T SYMBOLIC, LOVE ELLIOT'S MUSIC, TOO! THEY KNOW THE TYPE OF UNDERWEAR I HAVE ON, BUT I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THEM, SO IT IS UNFAIR, BOTH WAYS!
I ALWAYS ERROR ON THE SIDE OF SAFETY, DON'T NEED JAIL BAIT!
LOL.
IT WOULD TAKE A REAL, PROGRESSIVE, MAN, IN HIS FORTIES, TO BE WITH SOMEONE MY AGE, EVEN THOUGH, MOST PEOPLE WOULD NEVER GUESS, THERE ARE SIGNS OF AGE, THEY WOULD HAVE TO DEAL WITH.
I AM A REALIST!
SO, LATER IN THE NEXT DREAM, I AM STANDING WITH, WHOM, I THOUGHT WAS NICOLE AND CHRIS . . . BUT, CHRIS DIDN'T LOOK, LIKE CHRIS, HE LOOKED MORE, LIKE A YOUNGER VERSION OF, DEXTER . . . RUDDY FACE, WIDER, BEEFIER, BUT, HE WANTS TO READ THE SCRIPTURES!
NOW, IN BOTH THESE DREAMS, THE KIDS ARE, MUCH YOUNGER THAN IN REAL LIFE, BUT, IT WAS LIKE BOTH, NICOLE AND CHRIS, OR SOMEONE, SAID, THEY WANTED TO READ THE SCRIPTURES, OR I TOOK IT, THAT THEY WISHED, AS A YOUNG PERSON, THEY HAD READ THE SCRIPTURES MORE!
YOU ARE NOT DEAD, START READING!
THAT IS HOW I LEARNED!
PERSONAL STUDY, AND MUCH OF IT, LATER, IN LIFE, WITH KIDS, OR EVEN AFTER.
I HAD READ THE SCRIPTURES, SINCE I WAS YOUNG . . . BUT, I WAS THE ACCEPTION TO THE RULE IN THE SOUTHWICK FAMILY!
I THINK MY PARENTS, GOT US UP, ONE WEEK, TO READ THE SCRIPTURES BEFORE, SCHOOL, BUT, ME AND RICHARD, WHO ENDED UP AN INSITUTION OR SEMINARY TEACHER, OF RELIGION, BOTH, GOT UP WITHOUT PARENTS AFTER WE MOVED, AND FINISHED THE BOOK OF MORMON, OURSELVES, HE WAS IN 2ND GRADE AND ME 4TH!
BUT, THAT VALIDATED, THE FACT, THAT PEOPLE ARE HUNGERING AND THIRSTING, FOR MORE HOPE, MORE LIGHT, AND MORE GOD!
THIS IS A START!
I WILL BE AN ORGAN DONOR, AND GIVE ME HEART TO JESUS!
YOU TOO!
HE IS THE WAY, THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE!
AMEN.
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