AMERICA THE BEAUTIFUL. LET IT SHINE ON! OH, HEAVEN SHINE DOWN ON ME! SWORN IN STEAL. SEDUCTED BY MADDNESS! BRILLIANT EARTH. GEORGETOWN UNIVERSITY IS SPONSORING A DEBATE ON CLIMATE CHANGE, FOR THE PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATES. YOUNG VOTERS HAVE FELT LEFT OUT OF THE PROCESS OF ELECTING A PRESIDENT, WITH HUGE CONCERNS FOR GLOBAL WARMING AND CLIMATE CHANGE ISSUES. SO, YEAH, THEY WILL HAVE THEIR DAY! THIS IS WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT, WHEN, I SAY, JUST DO IT! THEY ASKED FOR APPROVE FROM THE DNC, AND PEREZ SAID NO. CANDIDATE JAY INSLEE, FROM MY OTHER HOME STATES, WANTS ALL CANDIDATES TO JOIN HIM ON FIGHTING FOR THE ISSUE--NOW, YOUNG PEOPLE ACROSS THE COUNTRY, ARE CHEERING THIS MOVE BY, AND I CAN'T REMEMBER THEY NAME AND GROUP, STARTED BY A CHICK NAMED, MONICA, AND IT IS GO! SEXPLANATIONS. WANT. WILL. WON'T. CONSENT. ATTORNEYS VERSION, MOST LIKELY FOR SEXUAL HEALING ONLY. LOL. JUST KIDDING. MONTANA RUNS WILD! MARATHON. MUSIC. FARMER'S MARKET. FUN DOWTOWN. PLAYFUL CITY MISSOULA. SEX CAMPAIGN BUS MEANDERING THROUGH THE THRONGS OF VISITORS, TOURISTS, MARKET GOERS, AND CROWD. THINK CRITICALLY. EXPLORE CREATIVELY. LIVE ETHICALLY. THE COMPUTER HAS A FUNNY WAY OF TELLING THE TRUTH. LIBRARIAN IS A BLACK & WHITE THINKER. SOPHISTICATED THINKING. I HAVE HAD ALMOST 6 YEARS OF EXPERIENCE, WHERE THE COMPUTER DID ANYTHING BUT TELL THE TRUTH! HACKERS, TOOK OVER MY BLOG FROM 9 DAYS, AFTER I STARTED IT, AND THE COMPUTER HAS BEEN LYING EVER SINCE! PACIFIC TIME ZONE. EDIT CONTROLS IN "THEIR" HANDS. AUTHORIZATION PORTALS SHOW MY IP NUMBER AFTER WHOMEVER. I HAVE LITERALLY TURNED ON MY "LOCATION" AND BEEN IN ST. GEORGE, UTAH, HEADING TO MONTANA AND SEEN, MY LOCATION IN CHICAGO TIME ZONE! WITH A LITTLE CLICK OF THE BUTTON, THE COMPUTER CAN MAKE THIS BLOG SEEM TO COME OUT OF ENGLAND! SO, DON'T GIVE ME THE PAT ANSWER, THAT FUNNY LITTLE COMPUTERS CAN'T LIE, OR BETTER YET, THOSE IN CHARGE OF THE COMPUTERS, CAN'T LIE, OR CHANGE THE ENTRY OF DATA CONTROLLING THINGS LIKE THE THREE HOUR COMPUTER USE, WITH A DOLLAR FOR OVERDUE COMPUTERS. SO, ALLEGEDLY, YESTERDAY, WHEN, I CHECKED OUT A COMPUTER, WHICH I DO ALMOST DAILY, AT THE MISSOULA COUNTY LIBRARY, THE STAFF PERSON AT THE DESK TELLS ME I HAD A LATE FEE OF $1.00 FOR BEING 9 MINUTES LATE ON THE 17TH? SO, FOR DAYS, ALMOST 11 DAYS, NOBODY TOLD ME I HAD AN OVERTIME CHARGE? INTERESTING. NOW, I KNOW, THAT, IN THIS GAME OF STOLEN IDENTITY, THERE IS THE GAME OF MIX, MATCH AND ATTACH. THERE ARE ALSO OTHER TECHNOLOGICAL GAMES, LIKE, MAP INTEGRATION, AND LOCATIONS MIXING, AND, BURNER PHONES, AND LIBRARY CARDS, THAT, CAN BE ISSUED TO TWO PEOPLE AT ONCE, PARTICULARLY, SOMEONE WHO, UNDER MY NAME, MAY HAVE CONTRIBUTED, A SHIT LOAD OF MY BLOGGING MONEY TO THE NEW LIBRARY! THESE THINGS HAPPEN ALL THE TIME, PEOPLE LIE AND COVER, THEIR ASSES, BECAUSE THEY ARE "PART OF THE COMMUNITY!" DID SHELLEY COME IN ON MY CARD, LIKE, SHE HAS USED MY DRIVER'S LICENSE, AND, CHECK OUT A COMPUTER ON A BURNER CARD, WITH THE SAME NUMBER, AS, ALSO IN SOCIAL SECURITY CARD USE, AND MEDICARE OVERAGE . . . OH, SHE IS YOU . . . NO SHE IS NOT! THEIR GOAL, WORTH ABOUT A BILLION A DAY, IN BLOGGING MONEY, IS TO GIVE ME ALL THE PAIN, FROM THEIR ACTS, AND THEM TAKE ALL THE GAIN FROM MY WORK. TODAY IN THE MISSOULIAN, THERE WAS AN ARTICLE ABOUT THE POVERELLO CENTER SEWER BACKING UP. AGAIN. LIKE THOSE LOSER PEOPLE AT THE POV. JUST CAN'T KEEP THEIR SHIT CONTAINED! THINK CRITICALLY. EXPLORE CREATIVELY. LIVE ETHICALLY. NOW, THERE ARE A LOT OF PEOPLE WHO OPPOSED THE PLACEMENT OF THE POVERELLO IN THE CENTER OF TOWN. THERE ARE THOSE STORE OWNERS, WHO CAME AFTER IT WAS BUILT, AND WANT THE HOMELESS OUT OF TOWN, OR AT LEAST AWAY FROM THEIR ESTABLISHMENT OF BUSINESS. THERE ARE THOSE WHO HAVE ISSUES AGAINST ME, POLITICALLY, RELIGIOUSLY, MORALLY, SOCIALLY, AND PHILOSOPHICALLY. THERE ARE THOSE MEN, WHO HAVE TORTURED ME FOR YEARS TO PROTECT THEIR PUSSY! THERE ARE THOSE WHO WANT ME FOR PUSSY, AND I REFUSE TO BE CATEGORIZED, IN THAT CLASS OF WOMEN. IT IS LIKE LOOKING AT KAMALA HARRIS, AND NOT SEEING HER STUNNINGLY COOL ATTACK ON FRONT RUNNER, JOE BIDEN, BUT SEE HER FOR TITS AND ASS, PERIOD. THAT IS WHERE THESE MEN, FROM CENTRAL POWER STATION WANT TO PUT ME! NO! FIRST THEY WANT ME DEAD. IF THEY CAN'T GET ME DEAD, THEY WANT ME IN JAIL, AND IF THEY CAN'T GET ME IN JAIL, THEY WANT ME DESTITUTE AND WITHOUT SHELTER, OR FOOD . . . THEN, I MIGHT BE WILLING TO BE PUSSY, RIGHT? RIGHT. THE FIRST SEWER MALFUNCTION, CAME THE DAY AFTER, I GOT TO MISSOULA AND CHECK INTO THE POV.? COINCIDENCE? MAYBE, BUT MAYBE NOT. I FOUND IT ODD, BECAUSE, I SNEAKED OUT OF UTAH AND THESE FUCKING CONTROL FREAKS WHO THINK THEY BOUGHT THREE WOMEN, AND GOT ME FREE, ARE SORELY MISTAKEN, AND THINK THEY HAVE THE RIGHT TO ALL I MAKE, TO ALL I DO, TO MY CHILDREN, AND TO CONTROL AND CONTAIN ME, IN ALL WAYS THEY CAN--10,000 ABUSIVE BOYFRIENDS IS ABOUT WHAT I HAVE! AFTER, I WAS BACK IN TOWN, A TRACKER FOR THE U.S. MARSHAL SERVICE, SHOWS UP AT THE POV. WE HANG OUT, TAKE SEVERAL RIDES TOGETHER, HE COOKS DINNER AT THE RANCH, WE GO SHOPPING, AND HE STOPS BY SOMETIMES TO EAT, BECAUSE HE TOO HAD BENEFITED FROM THE POV. WHEN HE WAS HAVING TO GO TO THE DOCTOR, SEVERAL TIMES A WEEK, BACK A YEAR AGO. NOW HE IS A LIFE TIME REPUBLICAN, SO WE DIFFER DRASTICALLY ON POLITICS, AND I HAVE FOUND IN MY TRAVELS, DUE TO COPS, AND THIS SHIT, THAT, THE REPUBLICAN AREAS, TREAT THEIR HOMELESS TERRIBLE. ONE OF MY FRIENDS, JUST GOT BACK FROM BILLINGS, AND, THIS CHURCH RUNS THE SHELTER, AND, THE WOMEN, WERE LIKE FORCED LABOR SLAVES, THEY HAD TO WORK, 40 HOURS A WEEK OR GET KICKED OUT! MOST ARE IN SCARY SITUATIONS FEELING, VERY SCARY MEN, ONE SUSPECTS HER EX-HUSBAND OF BEING A SERIAL KILLER, FOR THE LAST 30 YEARS AND HE DESTROYS HER CREDIT, HER WORK OPPORTUNITIES, AND BASICALLY MAKES HER LIFE A LIVING HELL! I KNOW IN KALISPELL, THEY HAVE A THREE VISIT POLICY, AND THEY WILL ONLY TAKE IN PEOPLE THEY THINK ARE EMPLOYABLE. WELL, IF I AM BEING WRONGLY ACCUSED OF, WHATEVER, I AM STILL NOT SURE AFTER, 24.7 AND 7 YEARS, ON THE RUN, AND ONCE THE COPS KNOW I AM IN TOWN, THEY START THE CAMPAIGN TO FRAME ME OR GET RID OF ME, WHERE DOES THAT LEAVE ME? I HAVE HAD, HOUSING DENIED, JOBS, BLOCKED, AND BEEN CHASED ACROSS 50 STATES! SOMETIMES BEING THE MOST READ BLOGGER IN THE WORLD, MAKING A SHIT LOAD OF MONEY, REGARDLESS OF WHERE THAT MONEY ENDS UP, AND IN WHO'S HANDS, YES, COMPUTERS, LIE, BECAUSE THE HACKERS, PUT, INTERNAL SHIT ON THE COMPUTER, TO AUTOMATICALLY DO WHATEVER! THAT MAKES I LOOK, LIKE THEY ARE WRITING THE BLOG AND I AM THE THIEF, WHICH IS A BOLD FACE FUCKING LIE. I AM RIGHT AT THE COMPUTER, WRITING THIS BLOG AT THE MISSOULA LIBRARY. WITH ALL OUR SUPER DUPER, SPY SHIT, I THINK THE OLD GUMSHOE, JUST GO SEE IF SHE IS ON THE COMPUTER, REGARDLESS OF WHAT THE COMPUTER SAYS WOULD BE WISE! IT REMINDS ME OF MR. U.S MARSHAL, COMING TO PICK ME UP, AT TARGET, AFTER I HAD GONE TO PICK UP A FEW THINGS. I WAS LOOKING FOR SOME MUSK PERFUME, THAT IS MY ONLY PERFUME THAT I ADD TO FRESH BODY SPRAY. I AM LOOKING THROUGH ALL THE COSMETIC AISLES, AND, FINALLY, I GRAB SOME DUDE WHO WORKS THERE. HE GETS HIS ALLEGEDLY TRUSTY, ELECTRONIC DEVICE, OUT AND TAKES ME TO SAY, AISLE 15. I LOOK DOWN THE AISLE, AND, KNOW THAT IT IS ALL, MEN'S DEODARENT, AND OTHER, THINGS LIKE RAZORS, AND HAIR STUFF, WHATEVER, BUT ALL MEN'S STUFF, AND I SAID, IT IS OBVIOUS, THAT THE PERFUME IS NOT HERE. WE WALK AROUND AGAIN, AS HE IS MESSING WITH HIS DEVICE, AND AGAIN, TAKES ME TO THE AISLE THAT, WE JUST LEFT. AGAIN, THIS IS NOT WOMEN'S PERFUME. WELL, THE DEVICE, JUST KEEPS SENDING ME TO AISLE 15. NEVER MIND! UP IN KIRLAND CROSSING, THIS KID WAS STANDING, RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE BUS HE NEEDED, TO SEATTLE. HE IS LOOKING AT HIS COMPUTERIZED SMART PHONE, AND LOOKING PUZZLED, AS ALL NEW RIDERS ON THE METRO ARE. HE ASKED ME ABOUT THE BUS TO SEATTLE. IT IS RIGHT THERE. HE LOOKS AT HIS DEVICE, MY PHONE DOESN'T SAY THE BUS IS HERE. WELL, STOP LOOKING AT YOUR FUCKING DEVICE, AND LOOK AT THE LIGHTED, NAME ON THE DAMNED BUS . . . I AM JUST A GRUMPY OLD LADY! LOL. WHAT, CAN'T YOU READ? HE GIVES ME A DIRTY LOOK AND GOES BACK TO HIS DEVICE. YOU ARE GOING TO MISS THE BUS, YOU IDIOT, IT IS RIGHT THERE! OH. HE GETS ON. SO FUNNY, COMPUTERS, CAN AND DO AND WILL LIE, AND IF, STAFF AT THE LIBRARY ARE DOUBLE DIPPING ON SHELLEY'S PAYROLL ON MY MONEY, WORKING FOR THAT NEW LIBRARY, I AM FINANCING THROUGH HER, THEN, GIVING ME FOUR EXTRA MINUTES, NOW, DOESN'T ALWAYS TRANSLATE INTO THE EXTRA MINUTES BEING COUNTED OR CLOCKED IN ON THE COMPUTER! I HAVE HAD STAFF SAY, TAKE AN EXTRA 9 OR 10 MINUTES, BECAUSE IT IS SO CLOSE TO CLOSING TIME, THAT, WHATEVER. OKAY. SO DID THEY COUNT, THAT LATE TIME. I SAID TO THE CHICK, YESTERDAY, THAT, IF THE STAFF, TELLS US ONE THING AND THE COMPUTER SAYS SOMETHING DIFFERENT, WHO DO WE RELY ON? SHE HAD NO COMMENT. LOL. FUNNY HOW PEOPLE CAN FUCK UP THE MOST HONEST OF LIBRARY PATRONS! SHIT. THINK CRITICALLY. EXPLORE CREATIVELY. LIVE ETHICALLY! IN OTHER WORDS, DON'T FUCKING LIE! THEN TRY TO CHARGE ME LATER! FUCK. SHE HAS "MY" MONEY, I FUCKING DON'T! SO, BACK TO THE POVERELLO, AGAIN! EARLIER IN THE WEEK JUST ABOUT THE TIME WE ARE GETTING READY TO REOPEN, THE WATER IS TURNED OFF? ALLEGEDLY, FOR ANOTHER SEWER BACKUP, AND NOW AGAIN, ALL THE FOOD IS CONTAMINATED? WHAT THE FUCK? EVERYONE HAD TO STAY OUT UNTIL 9:00 PM, LAST NIGHT. IT IS THE END OF THE MONTH, SO THOSE OF US ON SOCIAL SECURITY, RAN OUT OF MONEY BY THE 15TH, IF WE ARE LUCKY! LOL. THE PLUMBER IS CALLED IN AND THE PROBLEM SEEMS MINOR. WE ARE BACK IN BUSINESS, EARLIER THIS WEEK, AND AGAIN OUT YESTERDAY. I SAID, WE ARE BEING SABOTAGED! PERIOD. THIS IS TOO WEIRD AND MY FRIENDS, ALL OF US, HAVE BEEN THERE FOR A SUBSTANTIAL AMOUNT OF TIME OFF AND ON, DUE TO, EX-HUSBANDS, OR ME COP SHIT, POLITICAL, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH, IN RUSSIA, I WOULD BE DEAD, HERE TOO, BUT THEY JUST CAN'T SEEM TO GET ME! I AM SMARTER. THREE OF US TALK YESTERDAY, AND, WE ALL THINK SOMETHING SEEMS SUSPICIOUS. NOW, I AM AT RISK EVERY MONTH, ON PAY DAY, BECAUSE, THEY KNOW, I AM A FLIGHT RISK. THIS MONTH, I AM GOING TO UTAH, FOR MY U.S. FOREST SERVICE DAUGHTER, WHO GOES ON ALL THE BIG FIRES, IN THE WESTERN STATES! I AM SURE, AS HAS BEEN THE CASE FOR YEARS, THAT THEY WANT ME DEAD, SO THEY CAN STEAL MY SOCIAL SECURITY MONEY, AND, BE DONE WITH ME AS A RISK, FOREVER! SHELLEY HAS BEEN TRYING TO GET MY ENTIRE LIFE, FOR THE LAST 20 YEARS! SOCIAL SECURITY IS THE LAST VESTIGE OF PROOF, THAT CONNECTS ME TO KIDS, AND MY EMPLOYMENT AS AN ATTORNEY AND PROFESSOR, AND ALL THE GOODIES THAT GO WITH THAT! JUST LIKE THE MORMON 2X BISHOP, THAT OFFED HIS WIFE, AND BROUGHT ON THE MISTRESS, AND SENT HIS ADOPTED, UKRAINIAN DAUGHTER, HOME, SO, NEW "PERFECT NANNY" COULD, STEAL HER BIRTH CERTIFICATE, AND DOCTOR IS, 20 YEARS OLDER, AND TAKE HER AMERICAN SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBER, ETC., SO, THAT GYPSY JILLIAN WILSON, COULD, GET RID OF HER SORTED PAST, AND TAKE OVER SOMEONE THAT IS CLEAN AND FRESH WITHOUT WARRANTS AND BACK DEBTS! WHAT DO YOU DO IF THE TWO IDENTITIES, HAVE CO-EXISTED, AND, SHELLEY, IS OLD ENOUGH, TO RETIRE AT 65, BUT SHE HAD WORKED UNDER MY NAME, AND SOCIAL AND I AM STILL ALIVE COLLECTING. THINK CRITICALLY. EXPLORE CREATIVELY. LIVE ETHICALLY. SHE IS NOT ME! SHE IS A FRAUD, LOVE HER OR NOT, SHE NEEDS TO BE SENT TO PRISON! OLD SPIES WHO USE TAX PAYERS MONEY, PROGRAMS, AND I AM SURE, SHE IS THE "STRAWLADY" BETWEEN, RUSSIA AND AMERICA, PUTIN AND TRUMP, PERIOD! BET MY LIFE ON IT! I CLEANSE HER! MY LIFE PROTECTS HER, MY CAREER, AND HISTORY, KEEPS COPS IN LINE FOR HER! THEY FEAR ME, NOT HER! WELL, HERE IS THE SIMPLE THINKER, SHE HAS THE MONEY AN ATTORNEY WOULD HAVE IF THEY HAD DONE ALL THAT YOU HAVE DONE . . . I HAVE BEEN TELLING YOU AND IT IS VERIFIABLE, THAT, THEY STOLE AND STEAL MY BLOG DAILY, AND HAVE SINCE THE GET-GO! FUCK, HOW HARD IS THAT TO SEE? MY LIFE FITS MY BLOG PERFECTLY AND HER LIFE DOESN'T FIT AT ALL! TRUTH MAKES REASON STARE! I FORGOT TO TELL YOU, THAT, DURING THE POVERELLO SHUT DOWN, FOR THE FIRST TWO WEEKS, ME AND COWBOY, U.S. MARSHAL, WERE AT THE OXFORD, GETTING BREAKFAST, AND HE IS A LIFELONG REPUBLICAN. NOW FOR SOME REASON, WITH ALL RIGHTS, LIKE ABORTION, IT IS ONLY A RIGHT TO A REPUBLICAN IF THEY NEED IT! THE POVERELLO IS ONLY NECESSARY, AS LONG AS HE NEEDED IT FOR HIS SURGERIES AND RECOVERY, RIGHT? SO, HE TELLS ME, THAT THE POV. IS GOING TO BE SHUT DOWN. NOW FIRST OF ALL, WHY WOULD HE BE PRIVY TO THAT INFORMATION IN THE FIRST PLACE? I HAVE BEEN AROUND SINCE DAY ONE, AT THE POV. AND HAVE FRIENDS WHO HAVE BEEN THEIR TOO, WE TRIP AROUND THE COUNTRY, AND ALL LOVE THE FACT, THAT THE POV., SITUATED, THANK GOD IN A MAJORITY DEMOCRATIC, COUNTY, MORE CHRIST-LIKE, WE CAN COME BACK WITHOUT LIMITS, AND RESTRICTIONS, BECAUSE, OF THINGS OUT OF OUR CONTROL, WE HAVE BEEN PREVENTED FROM GETTING PERMANENT HOUSING AND HAVE BEEN BLOCKED FROM JOBS . . . HELLO, YOU HAVE TO HAVE A SOCIAL SECURITY CARD TO GET A JOB! THE UGLY TRUTH ABOUT TIMESHARE . . . THERE CAN ONLY BE ONE JOANN S. SECRIST! SHELLEY IS NOT ME! THEY WANT TO BREAK UP THE CONTINUITY, IN MY LIFE, AS THEY HAVE WITH EVERYTHING TO STEAL IT! NOW, WHILE "I" WAS IN YELLOWSTONE, AND I CAN TALK ABOUT PAM, BECAUSE SHE IS GONE, BUT SHE, FOR THE MOST PART, IS NOT WELL LIKED BECAUSE SHE IS RUDE AND TREATS PEOPLE LIKE SHIT AND ACTS PUT OUT IF SHE HAS TO DO HER FUCKING JOB! SO, I MENTIONED PAM, AND COWBOY, SAID, OH, SHE'S A GOOD GAL? THAT IS THE FIRST PERSON, EVER WHO HAS SAID THAT. COP PLANT? PROBABLY, SHE ACTS, LIKE ONE! ON THE PRIVATE PAYROLL TO FUCK WITH ME, INTERCEPT CRITICAL MAIL, LIKE LETTERS FROM SOCIAL SECURITY AND OTHER GOVERNMENT INFORMATION, LIKE HEALTHCARE . . . THAT IS FEDERAL FELONY SHIT! FOR BOTH SHELLEY AND PAM. SO, WHY DOES COWBOY LIKE HER . . . HE IS FOR SHELLEY , AS ARE ALL, OLD TIME COPPERS WHO KNOW MY LIFE AND HISTORY AND THEY ARE ALL BENEFICIARIES OF MY WEALTH, WITH SHELLEY AS ME! BUT, THEN, BACK TO THE DINNER AT THE OXFORD, COWBOY, GOP MINDSET, LIKE I SAID, NOW THAT HE DOESN'T NEED THE SERVICES, SAID, THAT ALL THE HOMELESS SHELTERS ACROSS THE COUNTRY ARE GOING TO BE CLOSED? AGAIN, HOW THE FUCK WOULD HE KNOW? WHAT EXTENT WOULD THEY, THE REPUBLICANS, THE MORMONS AND THE COPS GO TO STOP ME . . . FASCISM, UNDER THE BUSH ADMINISTRATION WHERE ALL THIS SHIT COMES FROM AND AGAIN UNDER TRUMP IS, "DO WHATEVER IT TAKES WITH, NO EXCEPTIONS AND NO LIMITS!" IN THEIR MINDS, THAT INCLUDES MURDER! THEY ALL THINK THEY ARE COMPLETELY IMMUNE, AND NO DOUBT THEIR FUCKED UP, BUSH, U.S. ATTORNEYS, TOLD THEM, THEY ARE, BUT CASE LAW AND THE SUPREME COURT, BEGS TO DIFFER! NOT ONLY ARE THEY GUILTY OF ESPIONAGE AND SEDITION FOR THIS SHIT WITH RUSSIA, BUT, THEY ARE NOT IMMUNE, WHEN, CRIMES ARE INVOLVED! PERIOD! NO DOUBT, BAR WAS BROUGHT IN, AND THE PARDONS, IN ANTICIPATION OF SAVING EVERYONE WHO STOLE BILLIONS IF NOT TRILLIONS OF DOLLARS FROM MY SINGLE FAMILY SOURCE, SO NO PROBLEMO, RIGHT, WRONG, IF THERE ARE GOOD COPS AND PROSECUTORS! HALF A LIFETIME OF LIES, DOESN'T NOT A TRUTH MAKE. LYING ASS HACKERS, AND COMPUTER PROGRAMMERS WHO TAINT AND FIX THE COMPUTERS, SO THEY REFLECT, MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY AS SHELLEY'S, IS TOTAL BULLSHIT AND ALTERNATIVE FACTS, AND REALITIES ARE NOT GOING TO HOLD UP WELL IN COURT! I AM A FUCKING MEMBER OF THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT BAR, AND THEY LET PUSSY CATS, BE ME, WHO ARE NOT EVEN ATTORNEYS, OR THEY ARE SHITTY ATTORNEYS, NOT WROTH THEIR WEIGHT IN SHIT, LET ALONE GOLD, LIKE I AM! THIS MORNING COME TO FIND OUT, AS ME AND MY FRIENDS WERE DISCUSSING THE MESS, IT CAME OUT THAT, THE PLUMBERS, SAID THAT, A PILLOW HAD BEEN CUT UP AND FORCED DOWN THE TOILET! YOU DON'T THINK THE POVERELLO HAS BEEN SABOTAGED? IT WOULD MAKE A LOT OF PEOPLE HAPPY, IF IT CLOSED DOWN. LET'S KEEP SABOTAGING, THE PLACE, UNTIL IT IS NO LONGER, FEASIBLE OR FINANCIALLY, BENEFICIAL TO THE COMMUNITY, SO WE CAN, SHUT IT DOWN, SO SECRIST, AND ALL THE LOSERS FROM THE POV. HAVE TO LEAVE. WE HAVE HEARD RUMORS FROM DAY ONE THAT IT WAS INTENDED TO BE FOR VETERANS. WELL, GUESS WHAT, I AM A VETERAN, EVERY BIT AS MUCH, AS THE VETS UPSTAIRS! 25 YEARS OF DOMESTIC BATTLES, INCLUDING THIS ONE! FIRST WE HEARD THAT, THE INSURANCE WAS GOING TO PAY FOR EVERYTHING, PROBABLY, SABOTAGED RIGHT FROM THE GET GO! THEN, THEY NEEDED DONATIONS FROM THE COMMUNITY TO COVER, UNEXPECTED COSTS, SO THE UNITED WAY, DONATED, $10,000 AND I THANKED THEM IN MY BLOG, NOW, WITH TWO EXTRA MALFUNCTIONS OF THE SEWER, AGAIN, HAVING TO THROW OUT ALL THE FOOD, SO, THE COMMUNITY AGAIN, HAS TO FORK OUT TIME, MONEY, AND RESOURCES, MAYBE THIS TIME, WE CAN GET THE POV. SHUT DOWN, IT HOUSES, THAT SECRIST WHO ENLIGHTENS THE WORLD! FUCK. I PROMOTE LOCAL EVENTS AND BUSINESSES, THE RAINMAKER! HAVE DONE THIS FROM THE START WITH THIS BLOG, AND HAVE LIKELY, INCREASED THE STANDARD OF LIVING IN MONTANA, IN ADDITION TO PUMPING NATIONAL PARKS, PARTICULARLY, YELLOWSTONE AND GLACIER LOCATED IN MONTANA, SAVED, WATER RIGHTS ON THE FLATHEAD, ETC. ON AND ON, SO, STAYING AT THE POV. FOR PROTECTIONS, IS WELL EARNED AND DESERVED! GET MY BILLIONS FROM THAT BASTARD AND BITCH, AND SEE WHAT I CAN REALLY DO. JUST THROWING MONEY AT SOMETHING, DOESN'T CHANGE THAT ENTITY AT ALL! I INSPIRE THE REAL CHANGES! THEY JUST THRIVE OFF WHAT I DO AND WRITE! SO, AGAIN, WHO WAS PAID, TO PUT A CUT UP PILLOW DOWN THE TOILET AT THE POVERELLO, IS THE REAL QUESTION. I KNOW THERE IS A MEETING EVERY WEEK, AT THE IMAGINE BREWERY EVERY WEEK, TO GET THE POVERELLO CLOSED DOWN. OR SO I HAVE HEARD. GUESS WHO PROMOTED, YOU JOINT? I DID. WHEN YOU FIRST OPENED, I DID THE GOOD NEIGHBOR POLICY, CHECKED OUT THE PLACE, WROTE ABOUT THE OLD WORLD, DECOR, THE BIG DISTILLERY IN THE BACK, THAT YOU CAN SEE, ABOUT THE COLORFUL GARDEN AREA, AND THE COOL DECK. YEAH, I AM STILL AT THE POV. BRETT, KAY, SHELLEY, AKA, ME, NONE OF THEM, PROMOTED, YOU OR TIA'S! GET A CLUE WHO IS DOING YOU ALL A FAVOR, AND ONCE I WROTE ABOUT YOU, THAT PLACE STARTED HOPPING, AND HAS EVER SINCE . . . CREDIT WHERE CREDIT IS DUE. WHO KNOWS THE DIFFERENCE, I MADE OR DIDN'T MAKE, BUT THAT HAD BEEN A DAILY THING WHEREVER I HAVE BEEN, IN THIS COUNTRY, STATE BY STATE, CITY BY CITY, I HAVE BUILT UP THE COMMUNITY! SO A LITTLE FOOD AND SHELTER, IS WELL, WORTH IT TO THE COMMUNITY, I AM NOT A FREE LOADER, AND I WOULD MATCH MY RESUME TO ANYONE IN THIS FUCKING UNGRATEFUL STATE! SHIT! I WOULD PUT MY RESUME, OVER THE PRESIDENT AND MOST OF THE PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATES! BUT FOR THE GOVERNMENT TRYING TO CONTAIN ME BACK IN THE DAY, I COULD HAVE BEEN PRESIDENT! I KNOW THE CONSTITUITON AND THE GOVERNMENT AS WELL AS ANYONE, TONS BETTER THAN THE PRESIDENT! BE CAREFUL WHO YOU PISS OFF! I AM FUCKING PROUD OF HOW I GOT IN THE POVERELLO! I HAVE BEEN GRATEFUL FOR EVERYTHING, MISSOULA, MONTANA HAS DONE FOR ME, BUT THAT, SAME, GRATITUDE, HAS NOT BEEN SHOWN, BACK, NOTHING BUT, HURT, ANGER, PAIN, AND MISERY, HAS BEEN MY PAY FOR ALL MY GOOD DEEDS, AND FOR HER SHIT, LIES, FRAUD, TERROR, MURDER, NOTHING BUT PRAISE AND PROTECTION! IT IS UTTERLY DISGUSTING FROM COPS, THE COMMUNITY, THE CHURCH, MORMON, AND THE REPUBLICAN PARTY . . . YOU HAVE DRIVEN ME TO BE A DEMOCRAT! EASY. LET ME JUST TELL YOU ONE ONE MAN, WHO JUST LOST HIS WIFE, IN SPOKANE, AND, MOVED TO MISSOULA . . . THE DUDE'S FATHER WAS A RAGING ALCOHOLIC, HE BEAT BOTH HIS MOTHER AND HIM, MERCILESSLY, PUSHED HIS MOTHER FROM THE CAR, AT SPEEDS OF 80 MILES PER HOUR, THREE TIMES, WHILE SHE WAS PREGNANT! BRUCE, RAN AWAY FROM HOME AT AGE, 4! HE GOT SKILLED, AND, LEARNED HOW TO REBUILD SEMI-TRUCK ENGINES, GOT MARRIED AND HAD FOUR KIDS. I AM NOT SURE WHAT EXACTLY GOT HIM HERE, BUT IT COULD HAVE BEEN A MEDICAL BILL, THAT PUSHED HIM INTO BANKRUPTCY. HE HAS ONLY BEEN HERE A WEEK OR SO, AND HE HOOKED UP A TRUCK, PARKED OUT IN BONNER, FULL OF RE-BARB, HE IS ALSO A LONG HAUL TRUCK DRIVER, AND HE WENT TO THE DMV, TO GET SOME ICC NUMBER FOR THE TRUCK AND IT DIDN'T MATCH, WHAT WAS ON THE TRUCK; THEREFORE, DUE TO BEING ETHICAL, THE DEAL IS OFF, THAT HE COULD HAVE MADE A TON OF MONEY, GOING FROM, MONTANA, TO NEVADA, AND DOWN TO ARIZONA. I AM GUESSING, BECAUSE, HE LIKES ME, THE DEA, OR SOME FUCKING COP FUCKED WITH THE TAGS ON THE TRUCK, THE OTHER TRUCK, IN NEVADA, OR WHEREVER HE HAS TO PICK IT UP, IS OKAY BUT HE CAN'T GET THERE, DUE TO THIS MESS! THEY FUCK WITH ANYONE WHO IS A FRIEND OF MINE, MANY HAVE DIED, AND, PROBABLY A LOT MORE THAN, I EVEN REALIZE . . . THE COPS ARE AFRAID THAT THESE PEOPLE WILL TESTIFY, OR TELL THE TRUTH, SO THEY EITHER FUCK WITH THEIR LIVES, OR THEY, KILL THEM! HE STRIKES ME AS A STRAIGHT SHOOTER, AND COULD NOT BE BRIBED! SO THAT MEANS, TO EITHER, FUCK HIS LIFE UP, OR STOP HIM FROM MAKING MONEY. I THOUGHT OF GOING WITH HIM, IN HIS TRUCK, CATCHING A RIDE TO OVERLAND, NEVADA, WHERE I AM JUST AN HOUR FROM MY DAUGHTER'S HOUSE IN ST. GEORGE, UTAH, SAVES ME $250 OR MORE DOLLARS ON A BUS! DO YOU THINK, THEY MESSED HIM UP BECAUSE, THEY MIGHT LOSE CONTROL OF ME? I DO! THIS IS ALL THE TIME, I AM ALL THEY DO! EXCEPT SPEND MY MONEY. WHO WOULD YOU RATHER HAVE AS YOUR NEIGHBOR, OR LIVE IN YOUR COMMUNITY, A MAN, WHO, FOR ALL INTENTS AND PURPOSES, SHOULD BE IN PRISON, GIVEN HIS SHITTY, LIFE, TO THE AGE OF 4. HIS FATHER THREW HIM THROUGH, A SLIDING GLASS DOOR, BECAUSE HE SHOWED HIM A PICTURE HE DREW! THE KID WAS IN THE HOSPITAL FOR TWO FUCKING MONTHS! SOME OF THE PEOPLE IN THE POV. ARE THE SALT OF THE EARTH, THE BEST IN HEAVEN AND EARTH . . . ,

I GOT FUCKING HACKED, THE CURSOR WENT RIGHT BACK TO THE START OF THE TITLE . . . 1:21 PM!  DO COMPUTERS LIE, YOU FUCKING CUNT, COP UNDERCOVED BITCH AT THE DESK, MAKING ME LOOK, BAD, WHEN, I HAVE BEEN TURNING MY COMPUTERS IN 20 MINUTES EARLY!  FUCK YOU, BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LESSON FOR THE DAY OR SUNDAY . . . JUDGE NOT THAT YE BE NOT JUDGED!

MOST PEOPLE, ARE ONE TO TWO PAYCHECKS FROM BEING HOMELESS . . . YOU MAY WANT TO CONSIDER, THE TIMES WE ARE IN WITH TRUMP AND THE LOSERS, YOU CALL THE PILLARS OF YOUR COMMUNITY, WHO WANT TO GET RID OF 80% OF YOU!

KEEP THE POV. OPEN AND INVESTIGATE WHO PAID, SOMEONE TO FUCK THE PLUMBING FROM START TO FINISH!

RED, WHITE & GRILL! JULY 4TH! TRAGEDY & TIME. EVOLVE OR SURRENDER! FORMER PRESIDENT JIMMY CARTER: DONALD TRUMP IS NOT A LEGITIMATE PRESIDENT. G20. TRUMP IS WITH PUTIN, AND SOME MEMBER OF THE AMERICAN PRESS POOL ASKED ABOUT TRUMP TELLING PUTIN TO STOP MEDDLING IN OUR ELECTIONS. SIMILING HE TURNS TO PUTIN AND SAYS, "DON'T MEDDLE IN THE ELECTIONS." PUTIN IN A CLOSED DOOR SESSION WITH TRUMP AND RT TV, SAID, YES. YES. YES. PUTIN HAS BEEN PUTTING MALICIOUS MALWARE INTO OUR POWER GRIDS FOR YEARS! I LOVED HEARING RICK STENGAL, I BELIEVE FORMER CIA? AUTHOR, BUT HE SAID, ALL AMERICANS SHOULD BE OUTRAGED BY TRUMP'S PERFORMANCE AT THE G20 FOR TWO REASONS: (1) PUTIN IS THE VERY FOREIGN POWER WHO DID MEDDLE IN OUR ELECTIONS! HE HAS NOT SHOWN SIGNS OF STOPPING AND OUR OWN PRESIDENT, IS MORE CONCERNED ABOUT FORGING A JOCULAR RELATIONSHIP WITH PUTIN, THAT, LISTENING TO OUR OWN INTELLIGENCE AGENCIES, ALL 17 THAT STARTING BACK IN MARCH OF 2016, BOTH THE CIA DN THE FBI WERE ALERTED TO THE RUSSIAN INTERFERENCE! NATIONAL SECURITY IS NOT A JOKE, MR. PRESIDENT, MR. COMMANDER-IN-CHIEF! FUCK. (2) THE ONLY THING A PRESIDENT DOES TO BE SWORN INTO OFFICE AS PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES IS TO THE CONSTITUTION, TO UPHOLD THE LAW TO HIS "BEST" ABILITY! IN FAITHRULLY ENFORCING THE LAWS OF THIS COUNTRY! OUR FIRST AMENDMENT, PROVIDES THE RIGHTS OF A FREE PRESS, NOT ONLY HAS TRUMP MET WITH PUTIN AT LEAST 5 TIMES WITHOUT THE AMERICAN PRESS POOL EVEN AWARE THAT THE TWO WERE MEETING AND WITH RT TV NEWS IN THE ROOM, AS AMERICANS GET THE NEWS 2ND HAND, FROM RUSSIAN SOURCES! PUTIN IS ALSO, PERSONALLY RESPONSIBLE FOR THE DEATHS OF SEVERAL RUSSIAN JOURNALISTS, IN VIOLATION OF INTERNATIONSL LAW! PROBABLY THE RUSSIAN CONSTITUTION TOO! THIS IS NO FUCKING JOKE, YOU CLOWN OF A PRESIDENT! GOD? WE KEEP AMERICA MOVING! STAYING COOL WHEN THINGS GET HEATED. DOG EAT DOG. --CHRIS LYNCH. BILL INVESTED IN HIMSELF. SWINK. JILL STEIN GOT MORE VOTES IN THE THREE RUST BELT STATES THAT ALLEGEDLY PUT DONALD TRUMP, OVER THE TOP BY A MERE 1% OF THE VOTE TO STEAL THE BIG ELECTORAL COLLAGE VOTES, THAT PUT HIM, OVER THE TOP OF HILLARY CLINTON! SUSPICIOUS? SURE AS SHIT TO ME! MALWARE IN OUR SYSTEM FOR YEARS, PUTIN'S RUSSIA, WHO WAS PERSONALLY, EMBARRASSED BY HILLARY, AS SECRETARY OF STATE, TELLING THE RUSSIAN PEOPLE, THAT, THEY GOT NEITHER A "FREE OR FAIR" ELECTIONS, WITH PUTIN VIOLATING THEIR RUSSIAN CONSTITUTION WITH A TWO TERM LIMIT ON PRESIDENTIAL TERMS. IN THIS LAST, PUTIN'S 4TH ELECTION, THERE WAS A RUSSIAN EQUIVALENT TO ME, BOTH AN ATTORNEY, AND A JOURNALIST OR BLOGGER, WHO, WAS THREATENED AND JAILED, HE WAS PUTIN'S OPPONENT IN THE ELECTIONS, WHERE, PUTIN, OF COURSE DONED, 96% OF THE VOTE, HE WAS THE FUCKING ONLY ONE OF THE TICKET AS A CANDIDATE! JOKING WITH HIM, TRUMP? BUT TRUMP WOULD LIKE THAT, BEING THE ONLY ONE ON THE TICKET! FAVORS AUTHORITATIVE, TYRANNICAL, DESPOTIC, FASCIST LEADERS! NO THANKS! OH, BY THE WAY, JILL STEIN, GREEN PARTY, I THINK, WAS ACTUALLY WITH, GEN. MICHAEL FLYNN, AT THE SAME DINNER, THAT GOT HIM FIRED FROM THE OBAMA ADMINISTRATION! DID PUTIN COOPT STEIN, TO SPLIT THE DEMOCRATIC VOTE MORE, TO MAKE SURE THAT HILLARY LOST? PROBABLY! I THINK RUSSIA FLIPPED THE ELECTORAL COLLEGE VOTES, BECAUSE THEY WERE THE TOTAL OPPOSITE, THAT WAS PROMISED, OCTOBER 11, 2016, WHEN I WENT OUT ON A LIMB IN THIS BLOG, AND CONGRATULATED, MADAME PRESIDENT CLINTON! SHE WAS ROBBED! THE EMALE SCANDAL! SHIT, CAN'T WE GET BEYOND SEXISM? IT SOUNDS LIKE THE AFTER DEBATE COMMENTS THAT THE FIRST NIGHT, ELIZABETH WARREN, SHINED, AND THE SECOND NIGHT, KAMALA HARRIS, WAS THE STAR! GET REAL. WE BETTER EVOLVE OR SURRENDER! AGE WAS AN ISSUE, BETWEEN BERNIE SANDERS AND JOE BIDEN, VERSES SOME OF THE YOUNGER, CANDIDATES, LIKE MAYOR PETE, WHO, WILL BE PRESIDENT TRUMP'S AGE, IN 2054! JUST TO PUT THINGS IN PERSPECTIVE! BOTH TRUMP AND BIDEN OR SANDERS, ARE ALL GOING TO ALMOST BE OCTEGENARIANS! I AM TORN BETWEEN, THE EXPERIENCE OF THE AGED, AND THE FREE, WILD, ENERGY AND POWER OF THE YOUNG! NEW THOUGHTS, NEW INSIGHTS, NEW TECHNOLOGY THEY ARE FAMILIAR WITH, AND, EXPANSIVE VOTER BASES! THERE ARE 15 MILLION UNREGISTERED VOTERS! THEY DON'T THINK THEY ARE PART OF THIS COUNTRY YET? WHY? EVOLVE OR SURRENDER! WE NEED THE CONFIDENT AND THE POWERFUL! AGE TENDS TO TAKE THAT AWAY A BIT! TRUMP IS JUST ARCHIE BUNKER! IN FACT, I HAVE SEEN, MORE PEOPLE, OLD MEN, IN PARTICULAR, THAT, HAVE BEEN WATCHING THE OLD "ALL IN THE FAMILY" . . . IS THAT WHAT IT WAS CALLED? I NEVER WATCHED! I KNOW IT WAS A SATIRE ON GRUMPY OLD MEN, AND THEIR GENERATIONAL DIFFERENCES WITH THE YOUNGER GENERATION, LIKE, HIS SON-IN-LAW AND DAUGHTER. EDITH JUST WENT ALONG WITH WHATEVER, ARCHE SAID. THAT EXPLAINS THE TRUMP WIN, IF IT WERE LEGITIMATE! THINK FRESH. THINK NEW. THINK COOL! ALL WE HAVE DONE WITH TRUMP IS SPEND A SHIT LOAD OF MONEY ON HIS FUCKING D.C. HILLBILLIES, TRAVELLING AND GLOBE TROTTING, SPENDING A FORTUNE ON THAT AND THE SCANDALS, THAT HAVE DOGGED THE TRUMP ADMINISTRATION FROM THE GET-GO! THAT IS WHAT, NO EXPERIENCE GIVES US! NO THANKS! ROADKILL CAFE! THE UGLY TRUTH ABOUT TIMESHARE. SERIOUS. CANCEL YOUR TIMESHARE LEGALLY. LIVE TO SAVE. WE'VE GOT THIS! THAT AMERICA DO YOU WANT? SENATOR, JAMES EASTLAND'S? STEALING THE SPOTLIGHT. LUXURY SHOUJLD BE LIVED IN. PUNK ROCK. THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT, BLOCKED, TRUMP;S COMMERCE DEPARTMENT FROM ADDING THE CITIZENSHIP QUESTION TO THE 2020 CENSUS. KISSES. JUSTICE KAGAN, WAS PISSED THAT ANOTHER DECISION THAT WAS HANDED DOWN FROM THE HIGH COURT, WAS THAT THE COURT SAID THEY HAD NO JURISDICTION OR ROLE IN DECIDING THE ISSUE OF GERRYMANDERING BY THE STATES. I CAN'T SAY, THAT I AGREE OR DISAGREE. ON THE ONE HAND, STATES ARE SOVERIEGN ENTITIES, AND THE PEOPLE GAVE THE STATES POWER AND THEREFORE THE STATES GAVE THE FEDERAL GOVERNMENT POWERS, BUT THE POWERS EXPRESSED IN THE U.S. CONSTITUTION! 10TH AMEMDMENT. HOWEVER, THE JURISDICTION OF THE COURT, IS TO HEAR CASES, INVOLVING CONSTITUTIONAL ISSUES, FEDERAL QUESTIONS, AND WHEN, THE COURTS OF APPEALS, HAVE SPLIT DECISIONS, IN THE LOWER COURTS, TO FINALLY, PUT, AND ISSUE TO BED! AS I UNDERSTAND THE GERRYMANDERING ISSUE, IS THAT, THE MAJORITY PARTY, IN A STATE, GETS TO REDISTRICT, THEIR STATES, VOTING DISTRICTS TO FAVOR THEIR PARTY. NOW THAT SEEMS, BOTH CONSTITUTIONAL AND UNCONSTITUTIONAL, ON ITS FACE . . . ME HAVE MAJORITY AND MINORITY PARTY LEADERSHIP IN THE CONGRESS, SO, CAN THE STATES DO THE SAME THING? PROBABLY. I THINK WHAT HAPPENED, WAS, THE REPUBLICANS, GOT OUT, AND TOOK OVER, STATE LEGISLATIVE HOUSES, AND STATE OFFICERS, WHILE, THE DEMOCRATS WERE BASKING IN THE WIN OF THE FIRST BLACK, PRESIDENT, OBAMA! AFTER THEY TOOK OVER, THEY, REDISTRICTED, IN FAVOR OF THEIR PARTY. DEMS, THE LESSON, THE SUPREME COURT IS SAYING IS, WAKE UP, YOU CAN'T TAKE A NAP, FOR 8 YEARS, AND THEN, CRY FOUL ON SOMETHING THAT HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR YEARS, FOR BOTH PARTIES! SNOOZE, YOU LOSE! THAT IS POLITICS! SORRY, I KNOW ON ANY GIVEN BLOG, I HAVE HALF THE COUNTRY PISSED AT ME, BUT, THE LAW IS THE LAW, IS THE LAW . . . KNOW YOUR RIGHTS! USE THEM OR LOSE THEM! I WOULD SAY, THAT WAS PROBABLY, THE RIGHT CALL, BUT I CAN UNDERSTAND, JUSTICE KAGAN'S, FURY, BECAUSE, THERE HAVE BEEN STATES WHO HAVE, BEEN EXTREMELY UNSPORTS LIKE, AND EVEN DEVIOUS ON THEIR REDISTRICTING, AND THAT IS, "SHOCKINGLY UNCONSTITUTIONAL!" TOUGH CALL, BUT, THAT IS WHY THEY ARE THERE. THEY ARE MAKING RULINGS FOR DECADES FROM NOW, WHEN THE DEMOCRATS PULL THEIR HEADS OUT OF THEIR ASSES, AND, REALIZE THAT STATE POLITICS, MATTER, NOT JUST THE FEDERAL ELECTIONS! I SWING BOTH WAYS, AND ALL THE LAW AND THE SHOTS LIKE I SEE THEM! DON'T KILL THE MESSENGER! WE HAVE AN ELECTION COMING UP, GET OUT THERE, AND TAKE THE STATE LEGISLATURE AND TOP POSITIONS BACK, THEN, YOU CONTROL THE GERRYMANDERING OR REDISTRICTING! WE SEE DIRTY DEEDS AND PLAY AND BOTH SIDES! YOU CAN'T ARGUE WITH SUCCESS! I KNOW IN WHITEFISH, MONTANA, MANY DEMOCRATS THREW UP THEIR ARMS AND MEMBERSHIPS IN PARTY POLITICS, UP IN THE AIR, BECAUSE THE DEMOCRATS LOOKED AT THEIR MEETINGS AS SOCIAL PARTIES, RATHER THAN, GETTING OUT AND TAKING BACK THEIR DISTRICTS AND LOCAL ELECTIONS! SOME HAVE REJOINED, 20 YEARS LATER, HOPING TRUMP, HAS ACTIVATED, REAL PARTY POLITICS, NOT SOCIAL MEETINGS! FORDPASS. BUILT TO KEEP YOU GOING! IT'S JUST BETTER. ONLY PAY FOR WHAT YOU NEED. I WASN'T GOING TO WRITE TODAY, SO, A SHORTY. I AM INTELLECTUALLY, CURIOUS, AND I HAVE TO KNOW, HOW, GOVERNMENTS OPERATE AND MAKE SENSE OF WHO IS UNDER WHAT, DEPARTMENT OR AGENCY. YESTERDAY, I JOKED ABOUT, SEEING THE "FEDERAL WILDLIFE OFFICER" AND MAYBE THIS IS MORE WHERE MY MIND IS, BUT, I THOUGHT, OF THE FUNNY EXPLANATION, OF PARTY COACH, JOKED ABOUT BEING UNDER THE U.S. DEPARTMENT OF EDUCATION, TEACHING COLLEGE STUDENTS ON THE CAMPUS "WILDLIFE!" IT LOOKS LIKE THEY HAVE A REAL JOB, THAT IS BENEFICIAL TO THE COUNTRY, IN PROTECING AND TAKING CARE, OR MANAGING OUR PUBLIC LANDS! THANK YOU. THIS MORNING IN THE MISSOULIAN, THERE WAS A PICTURE OF A BIG BROWN GRIZZLY, ON SOME FALLEN LOGS IN THE FOREST . . . GUESS WHO TOOK THE PICTURE? THE U.S. GEOLOGICAL SURVEY! I MET THOSE GUYS! I WILL EVENTUALLY, GET WHO THIS FEDERAL SYSTEM ALL WORKS TOGETHER1 I TOOK "NATURAL RESOURCE MANAGEMENT" IN LAW SCHOOL, AND MY DAUGHTER WORKS FOR THE U.S. FOREST SERVICE, SO, SLOWLY BUT SURELY I WILL GET THE FOUNDATIONS AND CONCEPTS, ALL IN ONE NICE NEAT LITTLE PACKAGE THAT MAKES SENSE, AT LEAST TO ME! LEARN ABOUT SOMETHING EVERYDAY! I TRY TO HELP YOU ON THAT GOAL. SOME COOL SONGS.

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18 Years

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Daughtry ( /ˈdɔːtri/) is an American rock band from North Carolina, formed and fronted by American Idol season 5 finalist Chris Daughtry in 2006. Their self-titled debut album was released in 2006. The disc reached number one for two non-consecutive weeks on the Billboard Top 200, outsold Idol winner Taylor Hicks's debut album, sold more than four million copies and was named the number one selling album of 2007 by Billboard. Their album is also the fastest-selling debut rock album in Soundscan history. The first single from the album, "It's Not Over", was the eighth most played song across all formats on U.S. radio in 2007, and their second single from the album, "Home", was the tenth most played song in the U.S. of 2007. The band's second album, Leave This … more »

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Sit down with an old friend
Like time it never stopped
From the cradle to the coffin
We drink until we drop
Yeah, we grew up on the same street
Small town under the hill, yeah
But dreams get lost and buried down
Deep inside the soil there, yeah

All day all night
Keep pressing rewind
All day all night
I remember
All day all night
Keep pressing rewind
All day all night
I remember

We were young, we were wild
We were halfway free
We were kids on the run
On a dead-end street
Looking back in the rear view mirror
You know the view used to be much clearer
But we'll laugh and we'll cry
Till there's no more tears
Yea tonight can we just hold on to those 18 years
18 years

Some ran down the highway
To chase away their ghosts
Some frozen in the same place
This time inside their bones
Remember throwing TVs off the overpass onto the tracks, yeah
But the trains roll on through the small towns and never looked back, and yeah

All day all night
Keep pressing rewind
All day all night
I remember
All day all night
Keep pressing rewind
All day, tell me do you remember

We were young, we were wild
We were halfway free
We were kids on the run
On a dead-end street
Looking back in the rear view mirror
You know the view used to be much clearer
But we'll laugh and we'll cry
Till there's no more tears
Yea tonight can we just hold on to those 18 years
18 years yeah

Can we just hold on?
Can we just hold on?
Can we just hold on (To those 18 years)
Can we just hold on?
Can we just hold on?
Can we just hold on?
18 years, 18 years, yeah

We were young, we were wild
We were halfway free
We were kids on the run
On a dead-end street
We were building a bridge
Out of broken dreams
We were crashing like cars
When we were 18

We were young, we were wild
We were halfway free
We were kids on the run
On a dead-end street
Looking back in the rear view mirror
You know the view used to be much clearer
But we'll laugh and we'll cry
Till there's no more tears
Yea tonight, can we just hold on to those 18 years

Can we just hold on?
Can we just hold on?
Can we just hold on (Oh yeah, those 18 years)
Can we just hold on?
Can we just hold on?
Can we just hold on?
Oh those 18 years

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Written by: MARTIN JOHNSON, CHRIS DAUGHTRY, SAM HOLLANDER
Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
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Like A Rock

Bob Seger

Stood there boldly
Sweatin' in the sun
Felt like a million
Felt like number one
The height of summer
I'd never felt that strong
Like a rock

I was eighteen
Didn't have a care
Working for peanuts
Not a dime to spare
But I was lean and
Solid everywhere
Like a rock

My hands were steady
My eyes were clear and bright
My walk had purpose
My steps were quick and light
And I held firmly
To what I felt was right
Like a rock

Like a rock, I was strong as I could be
Like a rock, nothin' ever got to me
Like a rock, I was something to see
Like a rock

And I stood arrow straight
Unencumbered by the weight
Of all these hustlers and their schemes
I stood proud, I stood tall
High above it all
I still believed in my dreams

Twenty years now
Where'd they go?
twenty years
I don't know
sit and I wonder sometimes
Where they've gone

And sometimes late at night
When I'm bathed in the firelight
The moon comes callin' a ghostly white
And I recall
recall

Like a rock. standin' arrow straight
Like a rock, chargin' from the gate
Like a rock, carryin' the weight
Like a rock

Lihe a rock, the sun upon my skin
Like a rock, hard against the wind
Like a rock, I see myself again
Like a rock

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Songwriters: BOB SEGER

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CHICAGOLAND. LET THOSE KIDS GO! SKY BOX LIVE. THE FURIES! INDIAN GAMING. TO LIVE HEROICALLY. LOVE WINS. ACE PAINT STUDIO. DREAM BIG. THE PERFECT MATCH. NATURAL GROCERS. THE STRANGER SHE LOVED. FINAL ACT. DEATH NOTIFICATION. THE STRENGHT IS REAL. SO, YESTERDAY, AFTER WRITING MY "FUZZY WUZZY WAS A BEAR BLOG" I WAS WALKING BACK TO THE POVERELLO FROM THE BUS UP ON SCOTT CIRCLE, AND WHILE SITTING AT THE "BIKE DOCTOR" OF MISSOULA, MT, ON THEIR LITTLE FLOWER BOX, THERE IS A SPACE THAT FITS MY ASS PERFECTLY, SO I ALWAYS SIT AND PONDER THE TRUTHS OF THE UNIVERSE FOR A FEW MINUTES TO DECOMPOSE FROM THE DAY, AND LOW AND BEHOLD, I SEE FOR THE SECOND TIME IN MY LIFE, A GRAY TRUCK, WITH A COP SHIELD ON THE PASSENGER DOOR, AND, THEN, AGAIN, I NOTICE, A COP, I AM UNFAMILIAR WITH, "FEDERAL WILDLIFE OFFICER." AFTER THE CONFUSION WITH THE U.S. GEOLOGICAL SURVEY WORKING FOR THE U.S. FOREST SERVICE, UNDER THE DEPARTMENT OF AGRICULTURE, I THOUGHT, WHO DOES THIS GUY WORK FOR AND HOW DOES HE BEST FIT INTO THE FEDERAL PICTURE, OF GOVERNMENT BURACRACY? THEN THE THOUGHT CAME TO ME, WITH AS MUCH SENSE AS SOME OF THE REST OF THE FEDERAL ORGANIZATIONAL CHART, THAT HE PROBABLY WORKS FOR THE U.S. DEPARTMENT OF EDCUATION! LOL. PARTY. WILDIFE. COACH? GET IT? LOL. I AM GOING TO HAVE TO DO THE NERD THING AND GOOGLE THAT DUDE! INTERESTING. SO, THE FIRST 10 OF THE EXPANSIVE LANDSCAPE OF THE DEMOCRATIC 2020 PRESIDENTIAL HOPEFULS, DEBATED LAST NIGHT. AFTER ALL THE HOOPALA, I MISSED IT! I WAS AT THE LIBRARY, IN THE AFTERNOON, WATCING TRUE CRIME, AFTER A QUICK TRIP TO BONNER BY BUS, TO CHILL AND LOOK AT THE GORGEOUS MOUNTAINS, PINES, AND RIVER, PARTICULARLY BEAUTIFUL IN THE MISTY RAINY WEATHER . . . SO THE PLAN WAS, TO GET SOME NEWS, PRE-DEBATE CHIT-CHAT FROM THE NEWS PROS, WATCH SOME TRUE CRIME, ON I.D. NETWORK, GO BACK TO THE POV. GET DINNER, ALWAYS GOOD, THEN, I HAD ALREADY TOLD THE STAFF THAT I WAS CHECKING OUT, UNTIL, ABOUT 10:30 PM, TO WATCH THE DEBATES BACK AND THE LIBRARY, ON THE LAPTOP, SEEING THE FEDS, FRIED 8 OF MY OWN LAPTOPS AND CHROMEBOOKS, THEN CATCH THE 9:33 PM, BUS 1, BACK TO THE POVERELLO, AND I GOT A BED! GLORIOUS DAYS ARE HERE AGAIN. I LOST MY BED WHEN I TOOK OFF TO UTAH, VIA, YELLOWSTONE AND BACK, SO I HAVE BEEN SLEEPING ON A MAT FOR THE LAST MONTH, ALMOST . . . SO, AHHHHHHH. SLEEP WONDERFUL SLEEP. SO, WHILE I WAS WAITING FOR THE BUS TO DINNER, OUTSIDE THE LIBRARY WITH TWO LIBRARIANS, THIS CONSTRCUTION TRUCK, WHITE AND I FORGOT TO WRITE DOWN, WHAT WAS WRITTEN ON THE SIDE, PULLED UP, TOOK ONE LOOK AT ME, AND DASHED AROUND THE NEW LIBRARY CONSTRUCTION SITE, AND, THEN BARRELED, THE OTHER WAY, GOING TOWARD THE UNIVERSITY OR MADISON AVENUE, SOMETHERE . . . THEN, I REMEMBERED, THAT, MY LIFE REALLY IS NOT SAFE, ANYWHERE, RIGHT NOW, PARTICULARLY AFTER THE ART OF WAR, OVER MY BLOG YESTERDAY! FUCK? AM I CRAZY TO THINK I CAN LIVE A NORMAL LIFE? WELL, I CAN'T. I WAS READING IN THAT BOOK, "CHICAGO" ABOUT A JOURNALIST, LOOKING INTO SEVERAL MOB KILLINGS OR SHOOTINGS, AND, HE WENT TO A WHORE HOUSE, TALKED TO THIS MADAME, AND, WANTED TO SEE IF SHE HAD SOME INFORMATION, BECAUSE ONE OF HER GIRLS, WAS, ONE OF THE DEAD MAN'S, MISTRESS OR FAVORITE WHORE . . . EVEN HE WAS THREATENED, AND TOLD, THAT IF HE WROTE ANY OF THIS DOWN, HE WOULD BE KILLED, SO WHERE DOES THAT PUT ME, WITH A BLOG THAT GARNERS ABOUT A BILLION A DAY, BEHIND ALL THE CONSTRUCTION, FROM UTAH TO VEGAS, TO MISSOULA, TO SEATTLE AND BEYOND, TO THE WORLD'S LARGEST CONSTRUCTION COMPANY BEING RUN OUT OF ARLEE, MONTANA? YOU HAVE TO BE SHITTING ME! THAT APPEARED TO ME TO BE A WARNING THAT THERE WAS SHIT PLANNED FOR ME, WHEN, I CAME BACK AND NIGHT, WITH FEWER PEOPLE AROUND TO WATCH THE DEBATES ON THE LIBRARY'S COMPUTERS! NOT SUCH A GOOD IDEA! SO I GOT MY TRUSTY, CHEAP ASS, RADIO, AND TUNED INTO NPR, HAPPY DAYS, THEY WERE DOING PRE-DATE COVERAGE, BUT THEY DIDN'T COVER THE DEBATES! SCREAM!!!!!! SO I WILL HAVE TO WATCH ALL THE POLITICAL PUNDITS, DO THEIR ANALYSIS OF THE DEBATES AND CATCH THE LIGHTLIGHTS! WHATEVER. I KNOW MOST OF THE CANDIDATES ANYWAY, SO, THERE PROBABLY WASN'T MUCH NEW, I WAS GOING TO HEAR, BUT I WAS DISAPPOINTED, TO SAY THE LEAST. BUT I GOT A GREAT HOT SHOWER AND GOOD NIGHT'S SLEEP, SO, THAT WAS GOOD! PRETTY LOW KEYED DAY, I DO HAVE TWO CASES, THAT OR OF NOTE AND INTEREST, AND THE ONE, CALLED "THE PERFECT NANNY" IS A PERFECT RENDITION OF THE MORMON MALE AND THEIR PSYCHOLOGY, AND, IT STINKS! THIS CASE WAS COVERED ON NANCY GRACE SHOW, SHE IS A FORMER PROSECUTOR AND COVERS ALL THE DIRTY LAUNDRY TYPE CASES, AND 20/20 OR SOMEONE PICKED UP THE STORY, AND INTERVIEWED THE DAUGHTERS OF THE MURDERED MOTHER, THIS WAS A VERSION OR WENT MORE INTO THE BACKGROUND OF THE COUPLE, BUT IN TRUE, JEALOUSY FASHION, SOMEONE CUT OFF THE LAST SEGMENT OF THE SHOW, AND, ON THE NEXT ONE TOO, "FINAL ACT" . . . I WAS LIKE, WHY THE FUCK WOULD SOMEONE, THINKING ORIGINALLY, THE TV SHOW, BUT WHY WOULD THEY, THEN THE THOUGHT CAME TO ME, THAT THE HACKERS WHO WANT TO STOP ME FROM, DOING COVERAGE OF THE CASES, HEY, WHAT DOES SOMEONE DO, WHAT THEY WERE TRAINED TO DO! NOW THE FRAUD BROADS WERE NOT TRAINED AND I AM SURE THERE IS A BIG ASS DIFFERENCE BETWEEN, A PROFESSIONAL IN THE FIELD WRITING, AND HACKERS THAT JUST STEAL WHAT I DO, OR AT LEAST CLAIM THEY ARE ME! FUCKING PATHETIC, OR MEN, WHO SAY THEY ARE TRAINING COPS AND PROSECUTORS WHEN, IT IS REALLY ME AND HAS BEEN OFF AND ONE FOR YEARS, ON THE CONSTITUTION FOR ALL, ALMOST 6 YEARS! GROW THE FUCK UP! GOD? SO A FEW SONGS, THEN, RIGHT INTO THE CASES . . . A MORMON FEMALE ATTORNEY'S OPINION AND INSIGHTS, INTO, LAW ENFORCEMENT, IN THE BEEHIVE STATE! PRIESTHOOD PERROGATIVE, PROTECTION, PRIVILEGE . . . TO KILL YOUR OWN WIFE? TWO SMART DAUGHTERS, ONE A MEDICAL STUDENT, REFUSED TO DROP THE CASE, AND LET HER DAD AND HIS "PERFECT NANNY" GET AWAY WITH, THE MURDER, AND LATER, IDENTITY THEFT, BANK AND CREDIT CARD FRAUD, AND SOCIAL SECURITY FRAUD, IF NOT, ALTERING GOVERNMENT DOCUMENTS! IT MATTERS WHO IS AT THE TABLE, PARTICULARLY IN MORMON UTAH! FUCK! SO LET'S DO IT TO IT, ALRIGHT . . . . MEET ME IN THE FIRE HOLE BELOW! OH, I ALMOST FORGOT FOR THE THIRD DAY IN A ROW! "KIDS EAT FREE" AT THE LIBRARY! 11:30 AM TO 1:00 PM. HOW GREAT! MOM, KIDS CAN CATCH THE BUS FREE, THEN, IF THEY GO TO THE LIBRARY, A GREAT PLACE FOR THEM TO HANG OUT, TEENS ROOM AND ALL, NOT SURE OUT THE AGES, BUT, THEN, RATHER THAN HAVE TO STOP, AND CATCH A RIDE BACK TO ON THE BUS, BEFORE THEY ARE READY, THEY CAN JUST GET LUNCH! PERFECT! SHORT DREAM I HAD LAST NIGHT, VERY SYMBOLIC OF WHAT HAPPENED IN THE HACK WAR! I WAS GETTING MY HAIR CUT, AND IT DIDN'T APPEAR TO BE VOLUNTARY, OR IT WAS NOT HOW I WOULD HAVE HAD MY HAIR CUT, AND I HAVE BEEN BUTCHERED TWICE IN THE LAST TWO YEARS, SO, NOW, I JUST LET IT GO WILD! BUT IN THE DREAM, SOMEONE WAS CUTTING, MY HAIR, LIKE, PIXIE SHORT, BUT, THEY STOPPED, AFTER DIONG ONE SIDE ALONE? NOW, MY BLOG, YESTERDAY WAS CUT OFF ABOUT, HALF WAY THROUGH IT! IF YOU HURT ME, YOU HURT BEARS! OR A PERSON, WHO COULD HAVE BEEN WARNED, WHAT TO LOOK FOR, OR HOW TO AVOID A SITE-CONFRONTATION WITH A GRIZZLY! JEALOUSY THAT YOU DIDN'T WRITE THE BLOG IS ONE THING, BUT, STEALING THE INFORMATION THAT SHOULD GO OUT FREE, MIGHT STOP THE VERY PEOPLE, WHO, READ MY BLOG, FROM GETTING INFORMATION FROM THE U.S. FOREST SERVCIE! SORRY THAT THE REPORTERS DIDN'T COVER, MORE OF THE GOOD COMMITTEE MEETING! I KNOW THERE IS SOME ANIMOSITY WITH THE FOREST SERVICE, OP ED ARTICLE, ON THEY DIDN'T KEEP THEIR WORD, ON EITHER ROAD CLOSUSES OR OPENING ROADS TO CUTTING TIMBER . . . I AM NOT INVOLVED IN THAT FIGHT, BUT, PROTECTING PEOPLE AND BEARS, I AM! LIVING WITH NATURE IN A CONNECTIVE WAY, IS COOL--SO ARE GRIZZLY BEARS! I AM PERSONALLY, NOT YET READY, TO BE PERSONALLY RESPONSIBLE, FOR, RUNNING INTO A GRIZ, SO, I STAY OUT OF BEAR COUNTRY, FOR RIGHT NOW, I AM UNPREPARED! LOL. THEY SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME, SEEING THEM UP CLOSE! I AM NOT SURE WHAT I WOULD DO, REGARDLESS OF WHAT, I OUGHT TO DO . . . BEAR SPRAY IS NOT ENOUGH, I I WOULD BE ARRESTED FOR KILLING ONE WITH A GUN! LOL. SO, FOR RIGHT NOW, I AM COOL RIDING THE BUS TO BONNER AND BACK, AND, HEARING COOL BEAR ENCOUNTER STORIES FROM, FELLOW MONTANANS! SO, AFTER I WAS LEFT, IN MY DREAM SITTING IN THE BUTCHER CHAIR, MASQUARDING AS A BEAUTY PARLOR, IT WAS NOT IN THE DREAM, EITHER, BUT, SOME TYPE OF INSTITUTIONALIZATION! I GOT UP TO FIND THE HAIR STYLIST, OR WHOMEVER WAS CUTTING MY HAIR. I WALKED IN THIS REALLY BLEAK, INSTITUTION, LARGE BUIDLING WITH NOTHING IN IT REALLY, BUT, A FEW PEOPLE, WITH SIMILAR HAIR CUTS, OF ALL LENGTHS, BUT CUT ONLY ON ONE SIDE? PERHAPS, INDICATING, A "ONE-SIDED" STORY IS ALL YOU HEARD ON THESE PEOPLE? THEY PLACE WAS GRAY WALLS, NO FURNITURE, AND, LOOKED ALMOST LIKE SOME, ABANDONED, BUILDING, ALSO, VERY SYMBOLIC! IN THE NEXT SEGMENT OF THE SAME DREAM, INTERESTINGLY, MEG RYAN, THE MOVIE STAR OF TONS OF ROMANTIC COMEDIES, CHICK FLICKS, TOOK ME WITH HER, AND WERE DISCUSSING, TEACHING AT A UNIVERSITY, AND I SAID, THAT, I HADN'T TAUGHT FOR ABOUT 7 YEARS . . . I TEACH THE WORLD EVERYDAY, SO? I MUST HAVE BEEN THINKING FORMAL UNIVERSITY TEACHING, A PROFESSOR, LIKE I WAS A THREE UNIVERSITIES, AND WE WERE IN A SETTING, AGAIN, VERY, UNIVERSITY LOOKING, BUT WITH NO STUDENTS, BUT OLD TIME UNIVERSITY, LIKE, ME TEACHING IN ONE OF THE BUILDINGS, THE TALMAGE BUILDING ON PRESIDENTIAL CIRCLE, AT THE UNIVERSITY OF UTAH, WHERE I DID TEACH FAMILY LAW. IN THIS ROOM, LARGE, WITH A FEW DESKS AND TWO CHAIRS, THERE WAS, A SHEET OR CURTAIN, BETWEEN ONE PART OF THE ROOM AND THE OTHER, WHERE THE TWO CHAIRS WERE . . . THE THOUGHT CAME TO MIND, THAT, BEHIND THE SCENES OF MY BLOG, IS A ROMANTIC COMEDY, SLASH, TRAGEDY TO SOME EXTENT! THE CAR, GREEN SUBARU, THAT LOOKS, LIKE IT BARELY MADE IT OUT OF "MARSHALL CANYON" A REAL CANYON, ACROSS FROM THE GOLF COURSE IN EAST MISSOULA . . . BUT WITH ALL I HAVE BEEN THROUGH, I HAVE BARELY SURVIVED, ALL THIS SHIT! NOW THE OTHER DAY, RIDING THE BUS FROM BONNER, OR THAT AREA, TO MISSOULA, A GROUP OF TEENS, GOT ON THE BUS. INTERESTING MIX, ONE VERY BEAUTIFUL YOUNG GIRL, LONG DIRTY BLOND HAIR, WEARING A RED AND GRAY STRIPPED SWEATER, CUT OFFS, AND, SHE WAS WITH, 5 GUYS, BURGERS AND FRIES! THE MIXTURE OF THE GIRLS AND BOYS, WAS, ALMOST, IDENTICAL, TO THE FIVE MEN, I AM TALKING ABOUT, WHO LOVE AND HATE ME ALL AT THE SAME TIME, SOME HAVE SEEN ME FOR TWENTY YEARS! YOU COULD TELL, ALL THE BOYS, LIKED THE GIRL. THE ONE SITTING NEXT TO HER, WAS TOO AFRAID TO TALK TO HER, FROZEN TO HIS SEAT, SHE WAS NEXT TO THE WINDOW, THE CUTE INDIAN BOY WAS, RAPPING AND SHOWING OFF, THERE LONG HAIRED, SKATER, LOOKING DUDE, WITH "LOSER" ON HIS BACK, WAS TEXTING, BUT, IN THE THREE SITTING ON THE BACK BENCH WHERE WAS SITTING, THEN THERE WERE TWO OTHERS, ALL HEALTHY GOOD LOOKING KIDS, LOVIN' ON LIFE, AND I THINK ENAMOURED WITH THE YOUNG BEAUTY, WHO WASN'T SAYING ANYTHING . . . SOME COWBOY ROAD INTO TOWN, SCORED A HOT WAITRESS AND ROAD OFF INTO THE SUNSET! LEAVING ALL THE MOMS AND KIDS IN THE TRAILER PARKS! VERY BEAUTIFUL KIDS! YOU ARE TO BE COMPLIMENTED, AND WELL BEHAVED FROM WHAT I SAW! FUN TO WATCH, THE DYNAMICS OF THE CREW! LOL. OH, SHIT, I FORGOT THE SECOND DREAM I HAD. ONCE THE ROMANITC COMEDY WITH ME AND MEG RYAN, QUEEN OF FUN CHICK FLICKS, LIKE, "WHEN HARRY MET SALLY" OR "SLEEPLESS IN SEATTLE" OR "YOU'VE GOT MAIL . . .", THE DREAMSCAPE TOOK A MORE SINISTER VISION . . . IN THIS SECOND, OR PERHAPS, THIRD PART OF THE DREAM, I WAS IN THE OCEAN, HANGING ONTO A SMALL, BOAT, AND ALL THE SUDDEN, OUT OF THE DEEP BLUE SEA, THERE WAS A GREAT WHITE SHARK THAT CAME AT ME, ABOUT, 60 MPH, AND RIPPED ME IN HALF, SENDING MY BLOOD ALL OVER IN THE WATER! IT WAS, MORE DRAMATIC THAN THE NIGHT SCENE, WITH THE FIRST "JAWS" WHERE THE GIRL TAKES A LATE NIGHT SWIM, AND, THE SHARK GETS HER IN HIS MOUTH, AND FLIPS HER BACK AND FORTH LIKE A RAG DOLL! WAS THAT MY FATE WAITING FOR ME LAST NIGHT, WHEN, THE ALARM, FROM THE WHITE CONSTRUCTION TRUCK, RIPPED AROUND THE BLOCK, WHILE I WAS WAITING FOR THE BUS . . . PLANNED ON ME STAYING AT THE LIBRARY, I BELIEVE . . . WENT TO ALERT, THE PLANNERS OF THE ATTACK, THAT, I WAS LEAVING. THERE WAS ALSO, A RED JEEP CHEROKEE, MY SIGN THAT, I HAD ANOTHER GREAT ESCAPE! I LEFT THE LIBRARY, WITH ABOUT, 20 OR SO MINUTES LEFT ON MY COMPUTER TIME, THAT MAY HAVE THROWN OFF THE STINK OP, PLANS! THAT WAS PRETTY MUCH IT! TIMES ARE CHANGING . . .

The Warrior

Patty Smyth

You run, run, run away
It's your heart that you betray
Feeding on your hungry eyes
I bet you're not so civilized

Well, isn't love primitive
A wild gift that you want to give
Break out of captivity
And follow me stereo jungle child
Love is the kill
You're heart's still wild

Shooting at the walls of heartache bang, bang
I am the warrior
Well, I am the warrior
And heart to heart you'll win
If you survive, the warrior, the warrior

You talk, talk, talk to me
You're eyes touch me physically
Stay with me, we'll take the night
As passion takes another bite
Oh, who's the hunter, who's the game
I feel the beat call your name
I hold you close in victory
I don't want to tame your animal style
You won't be caged
In the call of the wild

Shooting at the walls of heartache bang, bang
I am the warrior
Well, I am the warrior
And heart to heart you'll win
If you survive, the warrior, the warrior
I am the warrior

Shooting at the walls of heartache (shooting at the walls of heartache)
The warrior
I am the warrior
And heart to heart you'll win
Heart to heart you'll win
If you survive, the warrior, the warrior

Shooting at the walls of heartache
I am the warrior
Yes, I am the warrior
And victory is mine

Shooting at the walls of heartache
I am the warrior
Shooting at the walls of heartache bang, bang
I am the warrior

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Nick Gilder / Holly Knight

The Warrior lyrics © Music & Media Int'l, Inc, BMG Rights Management

The Times They Are A-Changin'

Me First and the Gimme Gimmes

Come gather 'round people
Wherever you roam
And admit that the waters
Around you have grown
And accept it that soon
You'll be drenched to the bone.
If your time to you
Is worth savin'
Then you better start swimmin'
Or you'll sink like a stone
For the times they are a-changin'.

Come senators, congressmen
Please heed the call
Don't stand in the doorway
Don't block up the hall
For he that gets hurt
Will be he who has stalled
There's a battle outside
And it is ragin'.
It'll soon shake your windows
And rattle your walls
For the times they are a-changin'.

Come mothers and fathers
Throughout the land
And don't criticize
What you can't understand
Your sons and your daughters
Are beyond your command
Your old road is
Rapidly agin'.
Please get out of the new one
If you can't lend your hand
For the times they are a-changin'.

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Bob Dylan

The Times They Are A-Changin' lyrics © Audiam, Inc

THE PERFECT NANNY

• this case, just makes me sick . . . it is soooooo, Utah, males, their psychology, spiritual wifery, their image orientation, their shallowness, stupidity, family, values, it is all right in this case, so it brings in the FBI, CIA, NSA, and all the heavily manned, government organizations, that rely on Mormons to fill positions, that use foreign languages!  GOD THIS CASE IS SOOOO BAD, BUT SOOO, MORMON ILLUSIONS, SHIT, THAT GOT ME WHERE I AM!
  
  OF COURSE THE FUCKING, HACKERS, NSA, MORMON, FUCKS, AT THE LEHI NATIONAL SECURITY AGENCY, 30,000 FUCKING CYBER SPIES, IN UTAH, ARE FREAKED OUT BY ME WRITING THIS ONE . . . TOO FUCKING CLOSE TO HOME!  THEY ARE BLOCKING THE "BULLETS" OR MY SIGNATURE STYLE, SO, THAT THEY CAN MORE EASILY STEAL, AND FIX IT TO LOOK THE LOSERS STYLE OF SLOW STUPID MORMON BITCHES, AND BASTARDS!
  
  THE LONG AND SHORT OF THIS, YOU ARE NOT GOING TO GET ME FIGHTING FOR HOURS, ON THIS ONE . . . NO, YOU CAN WATCH IT, YOU KNOW MY FEELINGS ON IT!  BASICALLY, A ATTRACTIVE YOUNG MAN AND WOMEN, MEET, I THINK AT SOME MORMON YOUNG, EVENT, AND ELOPE . . . DUDES ALREADY, SHOWING SIGNS OF "POWER AND CONTROL" OVER THIS BEAUTY!  SO, THEY HAVE FOUR KIDS OF THEIR OWN, PERFECT FAMILY, THEN, THEY ADOPTED FOUR GIRLS, ONE FROM THE UKRAINE, HE PROBABLY DID A MISSION THERE OR SOMETHING!
  
  THE GUY, CLAIMS TO BE A DOCTOR AND LAWYER, GOT TO BE THE BEST OF THE BEST FOR THE MORMONS, TO HAVE BRAGGING RIGHTS OVER, YOU, LIKE THEY WANTED OVER ME, BUT, I WAS A DEMOCRAT AND AFTER THEY FUCKED ME, AND POISONED ME, I GOT FAT, SO THE IMAGE WAS GONE . . . WORTHY OF MURDER IN THE STATE OF SILICONE BARBIES!  PLASTIC SURGERY CAPITAL OF THE WORLD, OVER HOLLYWOOD, AND LAS VEGAS, GO FIGURE!
  
  SO, DAD, STARTS TO HAVE A MELT-DOWN, AT 50, MALE MIDLIFE CRISIS, AND HE STARTS WORKING OUT, GETTING IN SHAPE, AND WIFE, STARTS TO BELIEVE HE IS HAVING AN AFFAIR, BECAUSE HE IS ACTING SO WEIRD AND REALLY GETS INTO HIS LOOKS AND PHYSICALITY.  SO HE GETS A BRIGHT IDEA, THAT HIS, DROP DEAD GORGEOUS WIFE, OF 50, NEEDS TO GET A FULL BLOWN, FACE LIFT AND PROBABLY A BOOB JOB TO BOOT, DIDN'T SAY.  HUBBY IS DOC, SO HE, TAKES OVER AND PRESCRIBES, HIS WIFE'S MEDS FOR HER!  A FEW DAYS AFTER SHE GETS HOME, SHE ALLEGEDLY DROWNS, IN THE BATHTUB IN THE COUPLE'S BEAUTIFUL HOME? 
  
  JUST BEFORE, THE MURDER, OF THE WIFE, SHE CONFIDES IN HER ELDEST DAUGHTER, WHO IS A MEDICAL STUDENT, AND SAYS, THAT IF SHE DIES, FROM THE SURGERY, DON'T LET IF BE HER HUSBAND.  YOUNGEST DAUGHTER, IS, CALLED, BY DAD TO GO IN AN CHECK ON MOM IN THE TUB . . . LITTLE GIRL SCREAMS, MOM IS UNDER THE WATER.
  
  NEIGHBORS ARE CALLED TO HELP HER OUT OF THE TUB, AND, COPS ARE CALLED, THIS TWO TIME BISHOP, WOULD NOT KILL HIS HOT WIFE, RIGHT?  NOT AFTER ALL THAT MONEY AND EFFORT TO MAKE HER EVEN MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN, SHE ALREADY WAS.  THE MURDERS IS CALLED AN ACCIDENTAL DROWNING, BY THE COPS AND THE MORGUE.
  
  OF COURSE, DAD HAS TO GET A NANNY FOR THE KIDS, AND HE, GETS, GYPSY JILLIAN WILSON, WHOM THE OLDEST DAUGHTER, HAD HEARD OF, SO SHE QUESTIONED THE NOT SO MOURNING DAD, WHO JUST WANTED THE FUNERAL TO GET OVER WITH, AS THE PERFECT NANNY WAS, SITTING AT THE BACK OF THE FUNERAL IN THE MORMON CHURCH!  CURRENT POLICY, IS THAT, MEN, CAN'T HAVE MORE THAN ONE WIFE, WHILE THE WIFE IS ALIVE, SO, OF COURSE IT MAKES SENSE, THAT TO HAVE ANOTHER, WIFE HE HAD TO KILL THE FIRST ONE . . . WITH IN 90 DAYS DAD HAVE GONE OFF THE DEEP END, AND, HE IS GOING TO MARRY THE PERFECT NANNY WHO WAS TAKING CARE OF THE KIDS AND DEAR OLD DAD TOO!  FUCK.  THE KIDS TRIED TO STOP DAD, AND THEY GAVE HIM AN ULTIMATUM, THAT, IT WAS HER OR THEM, HE CHOSE THEM . . . EVEN THREATENED TO GET HIS DAUGHTER, KICKED OUT OF MEDICAL SCHOOL!
  
  THE TWO OLDEST DAUGHTERS ARE LIKE FUCK THIS SHIT AND THEY START THEIR OWN, INVESTIGATION INTO DAD, AND HE IS NOT WHO HE HAS ALWAYS CLAIMED TO BE, AND THEIR WHOLE PERFECT MORMON LIFE WAS A LIE, AND BASED ON LIES!  THE STRANGER THEIR MOTHER LOVED!  THEY FOUND OUT THAT HE BRIEFLY SERVED IN THE MILITARY, BUT YEARS AND YEARS, LATER HE WAS COLLECTING $3,000 PER MONTH, FROM THE U.S. GOVERNMENT?  
  HE LIED, ON HIS TRANSCRIPTS FROM, MEDICAL SCHOOL AND LAW SCHOOL, SO I AM NOT SURE, THAT HE EVEN HAD A DEGREE IN MEDICINE OR LAW, BUT HE BRAGGED ABOUT IT AND WAS LARGE IN ANY CROWD WITH HIS CREDENTIALS!  WHEN, HE MURDERED HIS WIFE, HE HAD SOME LUCRATIVE APPOINTMENT BY THE GOVERNOR, OF UTAH, TO BE OVER, SOME, LARGE MEDICAL FACILITY, MAKING A SHIT LOAD OF MONEY . . . WAS HE EVEN QUALIFIED, OR WAS THIS A CASE OF "CATCH ME IF YOU CAN . . . " THAT THE MONEY AND RUN!  THE LATER!
  
  DADDY AND THE PERFECT NANNY, WHO WAS, NOT EVEN CLOSE TO AS PRETTY AS, HIS PERFECT WIFE, DECIDED TO SEND, THE ADOPTED, DAUGHTER FROM THE UKRAINE, BACK HOME FOR THE SUMMER, WHILE DADDY AND NANNY, STOLE HER IDENTITY, HER SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBER, AND CREATED A WHOLE NEW IDENTITY FOR GYPSY WHO WAS IN BIG TIME DEBT, WITH, CREDITORS AND FAMILY HUNTING HER DOWN TO PAY THEM!  THEY GOT A HOLD OF DAUGHTER'S BIRTH CERTIFICATE, AND CHANGED THE DATE OF THE GIRL'S BIRTH, FOR NANNY, TO 20 YEARS OLDER, PUTTING, HER BIRTH DAY ON, THE DAY, OF THE FIRST WIVES FUNERAL!
  
  GYSPY'S MOTHER AND FATHER, SAID SHE WAS A PSYCHOPATH, AND SHE ATTACKED THEM, BIT HER MOTHER, ALMOST LEAVING TEETH MARKS, AND THEY SAID, SHE WAS MORE THAN CAPABLE OF MURDERING SOMEONE WITHOUT THINKING . . . SHE BLAMED, THIS VERY SMART NEW, NOT SO NEW LOVER!  THEY HAVE BEEN SEEING EACH OTHER FOR YEARS!!!!!!!
  
  THE OLDEST DAUGHTERS, FINALLY GOT TO PLEASANT GROVE, UTAH, COPS AND INVESTIGATORS TO LOOK BACK INTO THE CASE, AFTER THEY HAVE GONE TO THE GOVERNOR, AG'S OFFICE AND OTHER LAW ENFORCEMENT OFFICERS AND PROSECUTORS!  FINALLY, THEY WERE ABLE TO GET, DAD AND THE PERFECT NANNY, ARRESTED AND CHARGED FOR STEALING THE IDENTITY OF THE UKRAINIAN DAUGHTER, WHO WAS FOUND IN DEPLORABLE CONDITIONS, IN THE UKRAINE!  THEY BROUGHT HER HOME.
  
  NOW AS I RECALL, THE DAUGHTERS AND THE COPS, FINALLY WERE ABLE TO UNCOVER, SOME OF THE FACTS, BUT THE FIRST INVESTIGATION, DIDN'T TAKE PICTURES OR SAVE EVIDENCE, JUST LISTENED TO THE GOOD TWO TIMES BISHOP, RIGHT!  BUT, SOME NEW COPS ON THE CASE, WITNEY AND, SOMEONE ELSE, DECIDED THE TUB WAS NOT BIG ENOUGH FOR THE WIFE TO HAVE DROWNED OR DIE THE WAY DAD SAID!  AS I RECALL, THEY DID SOME BODY, PLACEMENT, AND, NOTHING MATCHED THE WAY, DAD SAID SHE DIED, AND THE FOUR YEAR OLD YOUNGEST DAUGHTER, WAS A WITNESS AGAINST DAD, I THINK, AND AS I RECALL, FINALLY, DEAR OLD DAD, WENT TO PRISON FOR THE DEATH OF HIS WIFE!  SOOOOOO  UTAH!  SCREAM!  NOW YOU KNOW WHAT I HAVE BEEN UP AGAINST!  ADD D.C. MORMONS TO THAT MIX!  FUCK.  CURRENT MORMON SCRIPTURE, EVEN SAYS, THAT IF A MAN FINDS 10 VIRGINS, NOT ASSIGNED OR CLAIMED BY ANOTHER MAN, HE CAN TAKE THEM AND THE WOMEN, IF THEY REFUSE TO BARE THE VESSELS OF THE CHILDREN OF MEN, THEY ARE DAMNED, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT . . . CHECK OUT DOCTRINE AND COVENANTS, 132, THAT WAS THE SCRIPTURE THAT, THE MAN WHO MARRIED ME AND MY FIRST HUSBAND IN THE TEMPLE, TOLD US TO STUDY AND READ . . . DROVE ME OUT OF THE CHURCH!  LOL!  THANK GOD!
  
  

  THE ART OF WAR! 

GRIZZLY. A BEARS, BEAR! BLOOD STRUGGLE. I RAN WITH GRIZZLY BEARS! REBELUTION. QUEEN OF FEAR. REMEMBER, YOU ONLY GET WHAT YOU GIVE! WORK WITHOUT LIMITS! CUT IDENTITY THEFT. ADVANCED IMAGE. SPY THRILLER. MOMTANA UPTOP! THE FUTURE'S SO BRIGHT I GOTTA WEAR SHADES . . . DISCOVER THE DIFFERENCE. THE END OF A PARTNERSHIP? SIX POINTS PROS. LIKE I'M NOT A PRO? RIGHT. ALL CLOWNS. NO COWBOYS. LET THE COWBOYS RIDE AGAINST THE WIND! TIME IS A RODEO. I RODE THE BULLS & COWS 25 YEARS! ADD TO YOUR READING LIST, "THE ART OF WAR" BY SUN TZU. DID I READ ALL THESE BOOKS I AM SUGGESTING? FUCK YEAH, ABOUT, 30 TO 35 YEARS AGO. THEY WORK. SMILE. SWINK. "THE NAKED & AFRAID" FOR THE CLOTHED AND AMBITIOUS. FIRST DEMOCRATIC PRIMARY DEBATE WITH THE FIRST 10 PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATES. 9 EASTERN TIME AND 7 MOUNTAIN TIME. NBC. MSNBC. TELEMUNDO. GET SOME SKIN IN THE GAME! PICK YOUR WINNER AND FIGHT LIKE HELL FOR THEM! SHOULD BE TOP TV VIEWING. LAST NIGHT, LATE BREAKING NEWS, HOUSE JUDICIARY, CHAIR, GERRY NADLAR, AND HOUSE INTELLIGENCE COMMITTEE, CHAIR ADAM SCHIFF, GOT A LETTER FROM SPECIAL COUNSEL, IN THE RUSSIAGATE PROBE, FROM ROBERT MUELLER, LEAD PROSECUTOR, THAT HE AGREES, UNDER PROTEST, SO HOSTILE WITNESS, TO COME TESTIFY BEFORE BOTH COMMITTEES IN CONGRESS, IN HONOR OF THE CONGRESSIONAL SUBPOENA! THE RULE OF LAW. GOOD CALL, BOB. DON'T BE BOB NOXIOUS! DO IT RIGHT. TRUMP'S DIRECTOR OF CBP, CUSTOMS BORDER AND PATROL, SANDERS IS STEPPING DOWN IN LIGHT OF ALL THE RECENT CRITICISM OVER THE TREATMENT OF CHILDREN, AT THE SOUTHERN BORDER. TRUMP SAID, THE KIDS IN THE KIDDIE PRISONS AND CAGES, DON'T EVEN NEED TOOTH BRUSHES AND SOAP! COMING FROM A MAN WHO JUST HAD THE TAX PAYERS, PAY FOR HIS ENTIRE EXTENDED FAMILY, TO GO TO ENGLAND! FUCK. PRIORITIES, PLEASE. AFTER CANCELING THE IRAN NUKE DEAL, AFTER 13 YEARS OF WORK, BY A TWEET, NONETHELESS, TRUMP PUT SANCTIONS ON IRAN . . HOW DO YOU NEGOTIATE WITH A KNIFE AT YOUR THROAT? UGLY AMERICANS. WE BREAK THE DEAL AND MAKE IRAN PAY FOR OUR CANCELATION OF A CONTRACT, THAT IRAN WAS KEEPING? FUCKED UP FOR SURE! SENATOR, MARK BLUMENFELD AND 200 OTHER MEMBERS OF CONGRESS, JUST GOT A FAVORABLE RULING, ON THEIR LAW SUIT AGAINST THE PRESIDENT, ON HIS VIOLATIONS, DAILY, VIOLATIONS OF THE EMOLUMENTS CLAUSE, THE MOST PRE-EMPTIVE ANTI-CORRUPTION CLAUSE IN THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION! YAHOO! CLEANING THE SWAMP ONE CABINET MEMBER AFTER ANOTHER, STRAIGHT TO THE PRESIDENT! YOUR WISH IS OUR COMMAND, PREZ. DEMS. A SMILE IS ALWAYS ON THE MENU. SUNBEAM. OF MONSTERS & MEN. 100 BAD DAYS. 100 GOOD STORIES. 100 GOOD STORIES MAKES YOU INTERESTING AT A PARTY. NO, I AIN'T AFRAID OF YOU! YOU HAVE TO FIGHT FOR YOUR RIGHT TO PARTY! REBEL JUST FOR KICKS NOW! THE STRUTS. YOUR BODY TALKS! DEFICET FINANCE TAX CUTS. CLASSIC SWING CLASSES. THINGS ARE CHANGING. CLIMATE CHANGE IN WASHINGTON, D.C.? ABOUT TIME. BOO WOO! MONTANA ONLY RANKED, 12TH IN PATRIOTISM, AMOUNG THE 50 STATES? YOU LOVE THE ONES YOU SERVE . . . I GUESS MILITARY SERVICE WHERE MONTANA SHINES, SUPREME, 1ST OR 2ND PER CAPITA, WAS CONSIDERED, SO WHAT WERE THE OTHER CATEGORIES? PRESIDENTIAL HOPEFUL, GOV. STEVE BULLOCK, LEFT OUT OF THE FIRST DEBATES, FLEW A "PRIDE" FLAG AT THE MONTANA CAPITOL, LAST WEEKEND IN CELEBRATION OF THE GAY PRIDE PARADE. REPUBLICANS, CAN YOU BELIEVE, ARE SAYING THAT, BULLOCK, IS DOING IT TO GET VOTES FROM THE MORE LIBERAL CANDIDATES, WARREN, SANDERS, AND BUTTIEGEG? I HAVE FOLLOWED, THE GOV'S MOVES FOR A LONG TIME, AND THEY ARE RIGHT DOWN THE LINE WITH THE DEMOCRATIC PARTY! PERIOD. NO SHAME! YOU DON'T CRITICIZE PRESIDENT TRUMP, WHO, CALCULATES EVERY MOVE, TO THROW RED MEAT TO HIS RABID BASE! FUCK? EYES ROLL. BULLOCK WAS, MALICIOUSLY LEFT OUT OF THE FIRST DEBATE, BUT HE WILL BE FRESH FOR THE SECOND! THAT MIGHT WORK IN HIS FAVOR! CHEATERS, DO WIN, BUT THEY DON'T LAST! WATCH & LEARN. ONE MISTAKE CAN TAKE A CANDIDATE COMPLETELY OUT OF THE RUNNING. ASK, RUBIO, JED, AND OTHERS IN THE FIELD OF 16 GOP CANDIDATES. OH, BEFORE, I FORGET, MUELLER IS TESTIFYING, JULY 17, 2019, STARTING AT 9:00, NOT SURE, BUT PROBABLY, ET SO, EARLY HERE IN MOUNTAIN TIME. MIDWEST AND PACIFIC FIGURE OUT YOUR OWN TIME ZONE! LOL. YOU BETTER VERIFY ALL OF THESE TV TIMES! YOUNG HEARTS BE FREE TONIGHT. TIME IS ON YOUR SIDE. DON'T LET THEM PUT YOU DOWN, PUSH YOU AROUND OR CHANGE YOUR POINT OF VIEW! TONS OF NEW VOTERS! SMART VOTERS! TECH SAVVY VOTERS! YAHOO! IT'S NOT TOO LATE TO REGISTER FOR THE MISSOULA, MONTANA, MARATHON, WORLD'S MOST BEAUTIFUL RUN! JUNE 30, 2019! IT IS FUN! I HAVE WATCHED THOUSANDS COME THROUGHT THE BIG ASS BLOW UP GATES! ALWAYS THE COOLEST T-SHIRTS, IT ALMOST MAKES ME WANT TO RUN MYSELF, BUT, SOMEONE WOULD HAVE TO PEEL ME OFF THE PAVEMENT, AFTER ABOUT THE FIRST MILE! LOL. KEEP ON A ROCKIN' ME BABY! RADIO STATIONS, ROCK THE CHEERLEADERS FOR THE RUNNERS! LAST LEG, RUN ACROSS THE HIGGINS STREET BRIDGE! A FUN TIME FOR ALL! I HAVE WANTED TO RUN A MARATHON SINCE, I SAW THE SALT LAKE MARATHON, WORKING IN AT THE HOTEL UTAH, SAVING MONEY FOR COLLEGE, AS A WAITRESS . . . SOME MOM WITH 4 KIDS WON! THEY SAY OLDER WOMEN, DO BETTER ON THE LONG RUNS, THAN MEN, WE JUST NATURALLY HAVE MORE BODY FAT, THAT MAKES US FEMALE! MALES MAY RUN FASTER, BUT THEY ARE FINDING, THAT WOMEN, ARE KICKING MEN'S ASSES IN THE NEW, LONGER THAN, MARATHON RUNS, SOME ARE LIKE 100 MILES, AND WOMEN ARE EATING IT UP! FAT IS A FEMININE ISSUE! WE HAVE DOUBLE THE BODY FAT, THAN, MEN, AND THEY HAVE TWICE THE MUSCLE THAN WE DO . . . SO, RUNNERS ARE STARTING TO SHOW THE ADVANTAGES TO BOTH! GOOD LUCK, WILL BE WATCHING YOU ALL RUN YOUR ASSES OFF! GOOD NEWS AND BAD IN THE TOURIST INDUSTRY IN MONTANA, WE FLATLINED SO FAR THIS YEAR, ON THE NUMBER OF TOURISTS, BUT THE ONES WHO ARE STAYING ARE SPENDING MORE MONEY! ALWAYS GOOD FOR THE LOCAL ECONOMY! BREAK THE BANK! KISSES. CRAZY ASS DREAM, BUT ALWAYS, ALWAYS, SYMBOLIC! I THINK MY DREAMS LAID OUT LINE UPON LINE, AND PRECEPT UPON PRECEPT, WILL SOLVE MY CASE! SO, I WALKED IN SOME KITCHEN, MINE, EVEN THOUGH I AM HOMELESS, AND THERE WAS THIS PIZZA JUST SITTING NEAR A STOVE, WITHOUT A PIZZA PAN, UNDER IT. I LEFT AND CAME BACK LATER, AND IT WAS MASSIVE, IT HAD GROWN, EXPONENTIALLY, SO BIG IT WAS HANGING OFF THE COUNTER! I THOUGHT, HOW AM I GOING TO GET THAT IN THE OVEN, THAT WAS HEATING UP BELOW? THEN, THE HEAT, FROM BELOW, STARTED TO COOK THE PIZZA RIGHT ON THE COUNTER! THE MOD SQUAD? WHAT IS MORE SYMBOLIC OF THE ITALIAN MAFIA, THAN CHICAGO PIZZA! MY BLOG IS PIZZA STARTED FROM SCRATCH! MY DESIGN FROM START TO FINISH, BUT NOT YET! THE LOCALS, ARE GETTING BETTER AT THE FEDS GAMES, WITH TOOLS, EQUAL TO, AND, THEY ARE TAKING DOWN THE MOB! SO WAY COOL! TURN UP THAT HEAT! LEGENDS RIDE! LET THE COWBOYS RIDE AGAINST THE WIND! IT TOOK A WHILE, BUT, YOU GOT THERE! I THINK THE PIZZA GROWING, INDICATES, THE SPREAD OF THE MOB, TO THE MORMON MAFIA, TO THE RUSSIANS AND ALL THE OTHERS, AMERICAN MAFIA, THE HELL'S ANGELS, AND BEYOND! THERE IS PLENTY OF MONEY FOR EVERYONE! INCLUDING, THE BLUE BROTHERHOOD, SORRY TO SAY! ONE SHOT? GOOD LUCK. HOPPED UP AND TRICKED OUT LOCALS! NEW GENERATION OF COPS! YAHOO! SEEMS LIKE I HAVE WAITED A LIFETIME FOR THIS MOMENT! THERE IS A "GREEN" SUBARU OUTBACK, PARKED, RIGHT OUT OF "MARSHALL CANYON" ON THE ROAD TO BONNER, NEAR THE GOLF COURSE, AND I THOUGHT, IF THAT IS NOT SYMBOLIC ENOUGH . . . REMEMBER, YESTERDAY'S SIGN FROM THE MOB COLLECTIVE, "GREEN SAVAGE!" GUESS WHO DID THIS TO ME? YOU GOT IT, THE U.S. MARSHALS! I TOLD YOU, THE AMTRAK COPS STARTED TO TRACK ME AND T-BONE ME, 7 MONTHS BEFORE, I EVER EVEN RODE ON THE TRAIN? THEY HAVE HARASSED ME FOR YEARS, IN WHITEFISH AND SPOKANE, AND OTHER PLACES. SISTERS FRAMED, BY BEING STOWAWAYS, AND USING MY ID, WITH AMTRAK COPS WHO TURNED IT OVER TO THE MARSHALS WITH JURISDICTION? I TALKED TO SOME AMTRAK EMPLOYEE, UP IN SEATTLE, AND HE TOLD ME, THE U.S. MARSHALS AND THE AMTRAK COPS, HAVE, 10 YEARS TO GO AFTER SOMEONE FOR PROSECUTION! NICE PLAN, FRAME ME BEFORE, I EVEN RIDE THE TRAIN, AND THEN, ALLOW MY SISTER, TO GO FREE? SHE FUCKED ALL OF THEM, AND I WOULDN'T LET THEM TOUCH ME! PATHETIC MEANS OF DETERMINING WHO GETS JUSTICE AND WHO DOESN'T! THE MANTRA FOR SUBARU IS "LOVE" . . . OH, THEY LOVED ME ALMOST TO DEATH! LOVE ME OR I WILL DESTROY YOU! I WANT TO PUSH YOU AROUND, I WANT TO PUSH YOU DOWN, AND THEY DID! IT'S BEEN A 7 YEARS CYCLE OF TERROR . . . TIME IS A RODEO, COWBOYS, I BEAT YOU! STILL SIINGLE, STILL UNBREAKABLE, AND STILL STANDING! FREE AS A BIRD! YOU TRIED 24/7 TO GET ME, FOR WHAT, MY SISTERS, FRAME JOB? YOU LET HER BE ME! LOSERS. AXIOS IS GOING AFTER, TRUMP LOSERS, AND APPOINTEES! SHE'S A DUMB ASS, BUT SO ARE ALL OF YOU! ALL CLOWN. NO COWBOY. LET THE COWBOYS RIDE AGAINST THE WIND! I HAVE FAITH FROM THE FIRST, THAT IF, BOTH ME AND THE COUNTRY WERE SAVED, IT WOULD BE THE COWBOYS WITH A CODE OF HONOR! YAHOO! LIKE WILLY AND WALLEN, SAID, SOMETIMES BOYS, YOU HAVE A DRAW A LINE IN THE SAND, GATHER UP THE MEN, AND ROUND-UP THE BAD GUYS . . . WHISHEY FOR MY MEN, BEER FOR MY HORSES! LUCKY'S MARKET! KISSES, HUGS, LOVES! NOW, FOR, TRASHING THE PRESS, THAT I COMPLIMENTED YESTERDAY. MY BRAIN IS NOT GIVING ME THE SILENT TREATMENT, LIKE IT DID YESTERDAY, SITLL MUSTERED, SOME, SARCASM AND POLITICAL HOKEY POKEY! I ATTENDED THE REGIOINAL INTERAGENCY GRIZZLY BEAR COMMITTEE MEETING, AT THE HOLIDAY INN, YESTERDAY, ALL FOUR HOURS OF IT, AND ENJOYED IT IMMENSELY, LEARNED, AND GREW FROM IT! I WAS SHOCKED, THIS MORNING WHEN, THE WHOLE ARTICLE ON THE MEETING WAS ABOUT, "BEAR BAITING!" WHAT THE FUCK? THAT WAS BARELY MENTIONED IN THE PUBLIC COMMENT SECTION OF THE MEETING, IN WHAT THE LAST 5 OR SO MINUTES, NEVER, DID THE PERSON, EXPLAIN TO US, WHO ARE NEW TO THE AREA, WHAT, "BEAR BAITING" EVEN WAS . . . I MEAN, I COULD IMAGINE, BUT, I DID LEARN IT FROM THE NEWSPAPER, BUT NOT THE MEETING, THAT WAS PROFESSIONALS, NOT THE WARM FUZZY WUZZY, BEAR STORIES, I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE! LOL. I THOUGHT, MY GRAND KIDS LOVE, BEAR STORIES, AND PICTURES, I AM GOING TO GET SOME GREAT NEW, STORIES! LOL. "BEAR BAITING" WAS THE CLOSEST i GOT . . . THESE GUYS ARE NOT YOUR LOCAL YOCALS, TALKING, A MOOSE GETTING KILLED BY A GRIZ BEAR IN YOUR BACKYARD! LOL. I DID GET SOME GREAT STUFF THOUGH, MAKING ME A MORE EDUCATED, CITIZEN AND I WAS ABLE TO PLUG IN SOME, FEDERAL GOVERNMENT, AGENCY, CONNECTIONS, LIKE, I ASKED, THE REPRESENTATIVE FROM THE U.S. GEOLOGICAL SURVEY, WHAT ROCKS HAD TO DO WITH BEARS? LOL. HE GAVE ME THE OVERLAY OF THE AND I MIGHT GET THIS WRONG, DEPARTMENT OF AGRICULTURE, WHERE THE U.S. FOREST SERVICE IS, NOT IN THE DEPARTMENT OF INTERIOR WHERE I THOUGHT IT WAS, UNTIL, I TALKED TO ANOTHER INFORMED FIREFIGHTER . . . MY DAUGHTER, WHO WORKS FOR THE FOREST SERVICE, LEFT ME IN THE DARK, JUST, LET ME RAMBLE ABOUT, HER BOSS, RYAN ZINKE, AND, PRUITT AND THE CREW, ALL GONE WITH THE WIND NOW! MY QUESTION WAS, WHAT DO TREES HAVE TO DO WITH AGRICULTURE? WE DO PLANT THEM AFTER A FIRE, OR TO RESTORE A FOREST, BUT? ABOUT AS CLEAR TO ME AS ROCKS AND BEARS! LOL. SO THIS IS THE EXPLANATION, I GOT, THAT, THERE ARE BIOLOGISTS AND GEOLOGISTS, AS THE SCIENTIFIC ARM OF THE DEPARTMENT OF AGRICULTURE . . . HE EXPLANED, THAT THE BIOLOGISTS, WORK WITH ALGAE AND ALL THAT, STUFF FOREST FOLAGE AND FAWNA, SO, THERE IS SOME CONNECTION WITH, THE BEARS, AT LEAST BY PLACEMENT, IN THE FOREST, AND FINALLY, THE DUDE, SMILING SAID, ACTUALLY, WE DON'T UNDERSTAND IT OURSELVES! HONESTY IN GOVERMENT! LOL. NOW I DON'T FEEL SO BAD. ROCKS ARE CONNECTED TO WATER AND BOTH SHOW UP IN THE FOREST, THAT SOMETIMES BURNS, TREES AND BEARS . . . THAT IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I CAN GET YOU! LOL. MEET ME IN THE FIRE HOLE BELOW, AND I WILL WRITE DOWN, SOME OF MY NOTES, OF INTEREST TO ME, AND, GO BEYOND, ECOSYSTEMS, STORAGE CONTAINERS, ELECTRONIC FENCES, AND, TO THE MORTALITY RATE OF BEARS! THERE ARE MANY REASONS, THAT, BEARS ARE KILLED, THEY ARE A NATIONAL TREASURE, WE, NEED TO LEARN TO DO CONSERVATION, RECREATION, AND RANCHING AND FARMING, LIVING WITH THE BEARS, NOT JUST KILLING THEM OFF . . . WE ENCROACHED ON THEIR TERRITORY . . . NOW I JUST LOST THE COWBOYS! I PISS SOMEONE OFF EVERY DAY, SO, BEAR WITH ME ON THIS . . . THE U.S. FOREST SERVICE, CHIP, WHO WORKED WITH, BRAD TREAT, A PARK RANGER, WHO WAS, KILLED BY A GRIZZLY ONE MORNING NEAR, GLACIER NATINOAL PARK, ENTRANCE, WAS RIDING HIS BIKE WITH A FRIEND, GOING DOWN A MOUNTAIN TRAIL, AND RAN, STRAIGHT INTO A GRIZZLY BEAR MAMA! HE WAS DOING JUST WHAT HE LOVED AND WANTED TO DO AND THE MAMA GRIZ WAS PROTECTING HER YOUNG . . . HEAD ON COLLISON! BRAD DIED. BUT HIS WIDOW, SENT A MESSAGE TO THE IGBC, TELLING THEM IN ALL THEIR POLICY MAKING AND PROCEDURES, THAT THERE IS AN AGENDA OUT THERE, TO, TRY TO LIMIT PEOPLE'S ACCESS TO THE FOREST BECAUSE OF THE CHANCE OR RISK OF RUNNING INTO A GRIZZLY BEAR, OR TO LIMIT THE BEAR ROAMING RANGE . . . SHE SAID, NEITHER HER NOR HER HUSBAND WOULD EVER SUPPORT, THAT, SHE RUNS EVERYDAY, IN THE TRIALS, THAT ARE WHERE GRIZZLY ROAM AND LIVE, AND SHE, SAID, PEOPLE NEED TO BE ABLE TO RECREAT, HIKE, BIKE, ETC., BUT THEY NEED TO TAKE FULL RESPONSIBILITY, TO BE SAFE, OR TO BE AWARE OF THE RISK OF MEETING A GRIZZLY BEAR ON THE TRAIL, SHE DID THE OTHER DAY! SHE PUSHED FOR A COMPROMISE AND TWO WEEKS AFTER HER HUSBAND WAS KILLED BY A GRIZ MOM, THERE WAS A NEW TRAIL, OPENED UP FOR RUNNERS, BIKERS, AND HIKERS, TO SHOW, THAT HER AND HER HUSBAND, WERE GRATEFUL FOR THE CHANCE TO LIVE IN THIS BEAUTIFUL AREA, AND MINGLE WITH THE BEARS! GREAT LETTER, WISH I HAD A COPY OF WHAT SHE HAD TO SAY. YEARS AGO, WHEN, I WAS IN KALISPELL, I HAPPEND IN ON A MEETING, BETWEEN THE TWO GROUPS, SPONSORED BY THE U.S. FOREST SERVICE, I BELIEVE IF MEMORY SERVES, AND THERE WAS, LIKE A WAR, WITH THOSE WHO WANTED TO EXPAND RECREATION TO RACE TRACKS AND MORE AND MORE ENCROACHMENT ON GRIZZLY BEAR TERRITORY, AND, OPEN ACCESS TO ROADS THAT HAD BEEN CLOSED FOR CONSERVATION BY THE FOREST SERVICE, AND IT WAS NICE TO SEE, THAT PEOPLE WERE COMING TO A COMPROMISE, REALIZING THAT IT WAS NOT IMPOSSIBLE TO DO BOTH, TO RECREAT AND CONSERVE THE FORESTS AND THE WILDLIFE THAT SHOULD BE ABLE TO LIVE FREELY IN THEIR HABITAT, WE ARE THE INTRUDERS ON THEM, AND WE CAN COEXIST, IF WE ARE SMARTER, WITH NATURE AND HER, TREASURES! THERE WAS SO MUCH AT THE MEETING, I HOPE, I CAN DO SOME JUSTICE TO THE BEAR MORTALITY RATES AND HOW WE AS CITIZENS, NEED TO BE AWARE OF HOW WE THREATEN AND KILL GRIZZLY BEARS THAT ARE JUST IN RECOVERY, I THINK, THEY WERE JUST LEFT ON THE ENDANGERED SPECIES LIST, VOTED ON IN THE SENATE WITH THE NATIVE AMERICANS, OR INDIANS, AS I LIKE TO CALL THEM, PUSHING FOR PERMANANT PROTECTION, FROM CONGRESS. I AM WELL AWARE THAT RANCHERS AND FARMERS ARE AT WAR WITH THE GRIZZLY BEARS TOO! THEY LOOK AT THEIR CATTLE, ALMOST LIKE THEIR OWN, KIDS, AND WHEN, A BEAR COMES AND KILLS ONE OF THEIR FAMILY, THEY ARE PISSED AND WANT TO KILL ALL THE BEARS! THIS IS THEIR LIVELIHOOD, AND THE PRICE OF CATTLE OR BEEF HAS DROPPED WITH THE TRUMP TRADE WAR WITH CHINA, SO EACH COW, CALF, BULL COUNTS! THERE IS EVEN A SECRET CARCUS DISPOSAL SERVICE THAT COMES OVER AND PICKS UP THE BODIES OF THE SLAIN CATTLE, OR WHAT IS LEFT AFTER THE BEAR GETS ITS FILL, SO NOBODY, KNOWS, THAT THE RANCHER HAS LOST, ONE OF HIS CATTLE! HE SAID, MEN, FEEL THE NEED TO PROTECT THEIR FAMILIES, AND, THE CATTLE ARE JUST AN EXTENSION OF THAT, ROLE! THOSE ARE REAL MEN! I READ THIS ARTICLE WHILE I WAS IN YELLOWSTONE, OR WEST YELLOWSTONE, EARLIER THIS MONTH, AND, IT GAVE ME SOME INSIGHTS TO, THE CHALLENGES THE BEARS, GIVE RANCHERS AND FARMERS! THIS ONE MAN, INTERVIEWED, HAD LIVED ON THAT RANCH, SINCE HE WAS 4 YEARS OLD, LOVED IT, AND SAID THAT THE PEOPLE, LIVING AROUND HIM, WOULD RATHER, HAVE THE BEARS AND GET RID OF HIM! NOT NECESSARY. HE CAME UP WITH THE IDEA OF STORING HIS CATTLE FEED, IN STORAGE CONTAINERS, BIG ONES! HE SAID, SINCE HE STARTED USING THE STORAGE CONTAINERS, THE BEAR HAVE BEEN STAYING AWAY AND THE CATTLE HAVE BEEN SAFER. COMPLICATED ISSUES, THAT, THE U.S. FOREST SERVICE AND OTHERS HAVE TO DEAL WITH . . . COMPETING, INTERESTS, LIVELIHOODS, AND, LIFESTYLES! WE CAN ALL GET ALONG! KNOWLEDGE IS POWER! IF YOU DON'T KNOW YOUR LOSE, HOW CAN YOU FIND YOUR WAY HOME? SO, HERE WE GO . . . I AM SURE THE U.S. FOREST SERVICE, WILL SCREAM, BECAUSE, I WAS TAKING NOTES AND DONT' HAVE THE ACTUAL DATA THAT THEY WERE GIVING ON THE MORTILITY RATES IN THE YAAK, THE SELKIRK, AND THE YELLOWSTONE, ECOSYSTEMS, ALL HAD COMMITTEES TO INVESTIGATE THE REASONS, BEARS WERE DYING OR BEING KILLED. THERE WAS ALSO A CHICK, WHO RUNS THE WEBSITE FOR INFORMATION, EDUCATION AND OUTREACH, AND I AM GOING TO GIVE OUT HER NAME AND CONTACT INFO, BECAUSE, THIS INFORMATION NEEDS TO GET OUT TO THE PEOPLE AND LAW ENFORCEMENT, WHO HAVE AND PLAY A CRITICAL ROLE IN THE GRIZZLY PROTECTION!

FUZZY WUZZY, WAS A BEAR, UNTIL FUZZY WASN'T!

They say, 'You can't know what a man will do under pressure.'  I tell you, you know exactly what'll do; what he was trained to do! --Chicago, by David Mamet

Missoulian Cartoon, Op Ed Page, 6/25/2019

• wife, standing in the door of the couple's home . . . There's a bear in the closet 
• husband with a "I LOVE (HEART) MONTANA shirt on . . . Edith, this is Montana, now just go get my sweater!
• just the other day, in Montana, news, someone found, a black bear, taking a nap in their utility closet!  REAL LIFE IN MONTANA!  I LOVE MONTANA TOO! 

PRIORITIES OF THE SUBCOMMITTEES FOR REDUCING FUTURE GRIZZLY BEAR MORALITIES OR DEATHS! 

• Selkirk Cabinet--Yaak Subcommittee--Rodney Smoldon
• Northern Continental Divide Ecosystem--Randy Arnold
• Yellowstone Ecosystem--Tricia O'Connor

List priority issues and recommendations, 2012 to 2018, with an increase in mortality or death 

• auto accidents--big uptick in this area . . . law enforcement and the Montana Dept of Transportation have been contacted to get some input and feedback
• on highway 93, the tribes have been, a great help and have made major contributions in keeping agencies informed of the griz deaths and accident related incidents
• I am not sure what, the NCDE is, but, they are also involved--government ABC soup!
• malicious poaching, kills, trophies, secret hunts . . . 
• hefty fines and prison time for this stuff, criminal
• some Indians, just got charged for having killed some mountain lions, took trophy pics and put on social media!
• agency removal or management removal . . . when, a bear is a nuisance, the U.S. Forest Service or Game and Fish Cops will remove the bear, to a safer place . . . one public comment person, said, but they come right back again!
• shooting related, hunters, malicious kills, and the cause is not always clear
• need for education and information (YOU CAN SEE MY GRAPHICS, STOPPED!)
• recreation related incidents; i.e., Brad Treat's incident in reverse!
• mistaken identity . . . black bear hunting season, get a young grizzly instead--what to look for
• protection and safety, this is when, you come face to face, in your own, yard, or out, camping, and, shoot to kill, or be killed . . . self preservation and self-defense type kills
• site-related conflict, is much the same as the one above
• property protection, like the rancher, protecting his cattle, sheep, horses, etc.
• some of the committees, in various ecosystems, are clustering or clumping related categories together, to make for easier, education, information and outreach, with community, and other, involved, entities

INFORMATION, EDUCATION, AND OUTREACH!

• like, I said, I came to the meeting thinking, that, I would come out with a bunch of new bear stories for my grand kids!  LOL.  I blanked out the title of the meeting, the INTERAGENCY, AND JUST THOUGHT IT WAS A MEETING ON LOCAL BEAR ISSUES!  LOL.
  
  
  I THOUGHT AS AN ADDITION TO THE OUTREACH PROGRAM, THAT, THE PROFESSIONALS, COULD SET UP A LOCAL, OR LOCAL BEAR COMMITTEES, TO TRACK LOCAL SITE-RELATED INCIDENTS, TALK ABOUT THOSE, AND THE SOLUTIONS, TO EVERYDAY, BEAR SIGHTINGS, AND WHAT TO DO ABOUT IT!
  
  
  SOME PEOPLE ARE USING PEPPER SPRAY, INSTEAD OF, BEAR SPRAY . . . WHEN, I FIRST CAME TO MONTANA, I THOUGHT, BEAR SPRAY WAS A "GAG GIFT!"  LOL.  YOU ARE BATTLING THE IGNORANCE OF NEW COMERS!
  
  
  SOME SUGGESTIONS I HAVE HEARD, AT THE CONFERENCE ARE: (1) BEAR RESISTANT, STORAGE CONTAINERS, GARBAGE CANS, ETC.; (2) ELECTRIC FENCES AROUND PROPERTY OR STORAGE AREAS; (3) REMOVAL . . . THE NON-PROFESSIONALS, SAY, (4) PEE ON EVERY FENCE POST, AND THAT KEEPS THE BEARS OUT; (5) MAKE LOUD NOISES TO STOP SITE-RELATED CONFLICTS, AND WE NEED MORE, PEOPLE PRACTICAL IDEAS, THAT OLD TIMERS, HAVE!
  
  
  I AM GOING TO BE GONE TO UTAH FOR TWO MONTHS, THE HEIGHT OF THE BEAR CONFLICT TIME, SO, I AM GOING TO GIVE YOU THE MONTANA FISH, WILDLIFE AND PARKS, IEO PERSON CONTACT INFO:
  
  
  Kim Annis
  Bear Management Specialist
  FWP Libby Office
  Office: (406) 293.4161 x207   Cell: (406) 291-1320
  E-Mail: kannis@mt. gov.
  385 Fish Hatchery Road, Libby MT  59923
  
  

FUCKING WITH MY BULLETS AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

CONFLICT AND MORTALITY REVIEW

• talking about the "expanded recovery" population of bear
  HACKERS, NSA, LOSERS, ARE FUCKING WITH MY CURSOR, SO I CAN'T WRITE THE WAY I WANT TO . . . FUCKING ASSHOLES!  $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
  • see above this title, before, they started to fuck with my delivery and bullets!
  MOTHERFUCKERS JUST STOLE MY BLOG, BLANKED ME OUT, AT 10:03 AM!
  WILL NOT ALLOW ME TO UNDERLINE, STOLE, THE INFORMATION SO THEY CAN CLAIM, THAT THEY WROTE IT, AND ATTENDED THE MEETING!
  
  LYING SACKS OF SHIT!
  YESTERDAY THERE WAS A PICTURE ON THE COVER OF THE MISSOULAIN, AND, THERE WAS A VERY RACHEL, LOOKING, WOMAN, KISSING HER HUSBAND, WITH THE "MISS MONTANA" IN THE BACIKGROUND, SUBLIMINAL, INFORM AND FEED, ON, WHO, SOME WANT TO BE ME, THE DUDE FROM THE U.S. GEOLOGICAL SURVEY, HAD A COLORFUL SHIRT ON WITH THE LABEL ON THE OUTSIDE, "TWINLIFE!"
  
  FUCK IT IS!
  
  NONE OF MY STUPID SISTERS, WHO WOULD MISS THE WHOLE FUCKING POINT OF THE MEETING, IF THEY COULD EVEN SIT THROUGH, IT, OR TAKE NOTES, OR HAVE THE FOUNDATIONAL BACKGROUND TO WRITE THE SLIGHTEST THING ABOUT IT, PROBABLY TOLD THE JOURNALIST AND PHOTO DUDE, TO, WRITE ABOUT, "BEAR BAITING" BECAUSE THAT IS ALL THEY ARE SMART ENOUGH TO UNDERSTAND . . . I USED TO WORK FOR THE GOVERNMENT, AND, THAT IS WHAT WE DID, HAVE MEETINGS, THIS IS NORMAL FOR ME . . . A FLIGHT ATTENDANT, NOT SO  MUCH!
  
  WHAT A PATHETIC JOKE!
  LOL.
  LOSERS. 
  
  NOW, THEY ARE CONTROLLING THE UNDERLINING, THE BOLDING, AND THE ITALICIZED GRAPHIC ARTIST IN ME . . . MY BLOG, MY LIFE, MY WORK!
  FUCK YOU, DUMB ASSES!
  
  STOLEN AGAIN AT 10:09 AM!
  FUCKING PIGS!
  U.S. MARSHAL SERVICE, ASSHOLES, LOSERS, STINK TO HIGH SHIT! 
  
  I JUST NOTICED THAT THE SHITHEADS, TOOK OFF, MY ABILITY TO "VIEW" AND "SIGN-OUT" OF MY OWN, FUCKING BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  SCREAM!
  
  YOU HAVE TO FIGHT FOR YOUR RIGHT TO PARTY, MOTHERFUCKERS!
  FUCK MY KIDS IF THEY ARE WITH YOU!
  
  THIS IS MY BLOG, NOT THEIRS!  DON'T COUNT ME IN WITH MY SON'S MUSIC, I HELPED BUILT UP!
   BUT FOR ME, HE WOULD NEVER HAVE BEEN A GUITAR PLAYER!
  
  I BOUGHT HIM HIS FIRST, GUITAR, RED, ELECTRIC GUITAR . . . GOD HATES, UNGRATEFUL PEOPLE, SO DO I!  INCLUDING KIDS!

JEEESSSSUUUUSSSS CHRIST . . . DENY YOUR GOD! THE WOMAN IN THE BOX. VELVET REVOLUTION. BORN TO BURN. MY BRAIN IN GIVING ME THE SILENT TREATMENT TODAY. AIN'T NO LOVE IN THE CITY . . . YEAH, THE POV. CHICK. TWO STINK OPS. NOT ON COMPUTER ROLLS OR CHORE LIST. COMPROMISE. SMILE. IF YOU THINK I'M SEXY, JUST REACH OUT AND TOUCH ME, COME ON BABY LET ME KNOW . . . I DON'T WANT TO BE ANYTHING BUT WHAT I AM! BRING ON THE MERCY. PATRIOT'S SHOUT! HOORAY! YOU DON'T HAVE TO HAVE A FORMAL EDUCATION TO BE EDUCATED. ROAD WARRIORS, SOCIAL JUSTICE SOLDIERS . . . JUST READ! SOME SUMMER READING: (1) THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION. OH, IS THAT WHERE WE FIND THAT! YES. (2) ARISTOTLE'S ESSAY ON "VIRTUE." (3) PLATO'S "REPUBLIC." (4) "THE PRINCE" BY MACHIAVELLI. (5) KING HENRY V, BY SHAKESPEARE. GET SOME DISCUSSION GROUPS TOGETHER AND LEARN TO THINK MORE! DO IT YOURSELF. THE OTHER NIGHT, AT THE POVERELLO, WHILE STANDING IN LINE, LEWIS, ONE OF THE STAFF AND VERY WELL READ, STARTED TALKING ABOUT HIS PHILOSOPY ON VARIOUS TOPICS. HE STARTED GIVING US HIS IDEAS ON PRISON REFORM. NOW, YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE AN ATTORNEY, OR A COP, OR A JUDGE, OR A PRISON GUARD'S SON OR DAUGHTER, TO LEARN ABOUT THE ATROSITIES IN THE AMERICAN PRISON SYSTEM, WITH THE TOPPING ON THE CAKE, BEING, PRIVITIZATION OF THE PRISON SYSTEM, OR MAKING MONEY ON HUMAN MISERY! APPAULING, AND, I BELIEVE, PRESIDENT OBAMA AND U.S. ATTORNEY, ERIC HOLDER, DECIDED TO PUT OUT AN EXECUTIVE ORDER AGAINST THE PRIVATE PRISON CONTRACTS! NOW OUR CURRENT "VULTURE CAPITIALIST" PRESIDENT, WHO IS ALL ABOUT THE MONEY, REGARDLESS OF THE HUMAN MISERY, CASE IN POINT, THE SOUTHERN BORDERS, AND NOW THE PUSH TO RAID CITIES, AND SEPARATE THE KIDS FROM THEIR PARENTS AND GRANDPARENTS OR FAMILIES! GOOD ON THE LOCAL COPS, WHO KNOW THEIR JOBS! LET ICE OR THE IMMIGRATION AND CUSTOMS ENFORCEMENT DO WHATEVER THEY ARE GOING TO BUT, THE COPS ARE SAYING, IT IS OUR JOB TO PROTECT THE HEALTH, SAFETY AND WELFARE OF ALL PEOPLE IN OUR COMMUNITIES! THEY WILL GO ABOUT THEIR NORMAL ROUTINE, AND LIKE THEY ALWAYS DO, IF THEY TAKE SOMEONE INTO CUSTODY, THAT IS AN ILLEGAL ALIEN, THEY CONTACT ICE; HOWEVER, THEY ARE NOT GOING OUT OF THEIR WAY, NOR SHOULD THEY, TO PAMPER THE PRESIDENT IN HIS FEEDING THE RED MEAT TO HIS BASE, TO USE AS A POLITICAL PLOY! PRESIDENTIAL PLAY BOOK, SHOWS THAT, THE SITTING PRESIDENT'S POLLS AND RATINGS GO UP WHEN THERE IS A CRISIS, SO TRUMP CREATED ONE, AND WHEN, WE ARE LOOKING AT GOING TO WAR, SO TRUMP CANCELLED THE IRAN NUKE DEAL THAT TOOK 13 YEARS AND TWO FORMER PRESIDENTS, TO PUT IN PLACE! DUPLICITY. DON'T FALL FOR IT! TRANSPO. MURDER SHE SOLVED. ANYWAY, SOME GOOD READING FOR THE SUMMER AND GET THAT MIND TRAINED TO THINK OUTSIDE THE BOX, AND REALIZE THAT YOU CAN START YOUR OWN, SOCIAL JUSTICE REFORM AND FIGHT THE RIGHT WAY, OUTSIDE OF POLITICS AND IN THE ARENA OF CONSTITUTIONAL, CIVIL AND HUMAN RIGHTS! DON'T LET ANYONE DISUADE YOU FROM DOING IT YOURSELF! THERE IS SO MUCH ROOM FOR IMPROVEMENT, THAT THERE IS NOT A SINGLE CITIZEN WHO SHOULD STAND ON THE SIDELINES AND BITCH AND MOAN, AND NOT DIG IN AN HELP! PAID OR NOT PAID! I THINK, WHEN, OUR LIVES ARE SAID AND DONE, ALL WE WANT TO KNOW IS THAT WE LEFT OF FOOTPRINT ON THE WORLD, THAT IT IS A BETTER PLACE BECAUSE WE LIVED! THAT IS NOT HARD TO DO! THIS MORING, A TRUCK RAMBLED DOWN BROADWAY IN MISSOULA, WHILE I WAS WAITING FOR BUS 14, TO UPTOWN . . . NOW, IT WENT BY TWICE AND IT IS NOT THE TYPE OF TRUCK TO DO THAT . . . IT WAS, I THINK, A SERVICE TRUCK, CEMEMT, OR SOME TYPE OF BIG TRUCK WITH THE "GREEN" WORD "SAVAGE" ON IT! TWICE IN WHAT, 2 TO 5 MINUTES . . . THAT IS MESSAGE TIME! I READ TRUCKS, BILLBOARDS, LICENSE PLATES, ADVERTISEMENTS, FOR THE FUN, ENTERTAINMENT, AND FOR MESSAGES! THAT WAS AN INTENDED, MESSAGE, AND IT WANTED TO MAKE SURE I READ IT! AFTER, ALMOST 6 YEARS OF DAILY BLOGS, IT IS NOT HARD TO KNOW, THAT I DO THIS! SO THEY ARE PLAYING ON THAT IDIOSYNCRASY OF MINE! HOW DOES GOD, THE UNIVERSE, PROVIDENCE, OR A HIGHER POWER, COMMUNICATE WITH MEN AND WOMEN, THROUGH SIGNS, DREAMS, SYMBOLS, PICTURES, ANALOGIES, PARABLES, ETC. THERE ARE MANY WAYS, AND I LEAVE MYSELF OPEN TO ALL OF THEM! NOBODY TOLD ME WHEN TO RUN, NOBODY TOLD ME WHEN TO HIDE, NOBODY TOLD ME WHEN THE COAST WAS CLEAR! I USED, ALL THE HELP AVAILABLE TO ME! BEAT THEM ALL! NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER OF CLEAN ENERGY! GOD JUDGES US ON THE INTENT OF OUR HEARTS! THE LAW DOES TOO! TO HAVE A CRIME, YOU HAVE TO HAVE THE "INTENT" + "SOME ACT THAT FURTHERS THAT INTENT" + "MOTIVE" = CRIME! FOSTER LOVE! THAT TAKES EVIL INTENT OUT THE GAME! BEAUTIES FOR YOUR GARDEN! YOUR MIND IS LIKE A GARDEN . . . IT CAN BE FULL OF HEALTHY FOOD, PLANTS, AND FLOWERS, OR IT CAN BE FULL OF WEEDS! IT IS YOUR CHOICE! WE ARE WHAT WE READ! WE ARE WHAT WE THINK! WE ARE WHAT WE DO! EVEN IN WAR, LOVE YOUR ENEMIES. DO GOOD TO THOSE WHO DISPITEFULLY USE YOU. VENGEANCE IS MINE, SAITH THE LORD. I WILL MEET YOU IN THE BATTLEFIELD. I CAN'T TELL YOU HOW MANY PEOPLE, WITHOUT, PLANNING ON BEING, THE LEADER OF A MOVEMENT, JUST END UP AT THE SPEAKER'S PODIUM! MANY ARE CALLED BUT FEW ARE CHOSEN! LIKE I SAID, THE SCRIPTURES HAVE BEEN MY COMFORT AND MY INSPIRATION THROUGHOUT MY ENTIRE LIFE! THERE IS GREAT WISDOM IN THE BIBLE, PARTICULARLY IN THE NEW TESTAMENT! THERE ARE STORIES OF GREAT WARRIORS BEING BROUGHT DOWN BY A SHEEP HERDER, AND JUST A LAD! THERE ARE STORIES ABOUT A WOMAN, ENTICING A MAN, TO HER TENT, ONLY TO RUN A LARGE IRON NAIL THROUGH HIS HEAD, SAVING HER FELLOW COUNTRYMEN! THERE ARE TROJAN HORSE STORIES, OF, GETTING THE ENEMY TO RELAX, TO DRINK SOME WINE, AND TO JUST TAKE IT EASY FOR A NIGHT, AND THAT IS WHEN THE OPPOSITION TAKES OVER! JUST REMEMBER, THE WORD IS MORE POWERFUL THAN THE SWORD! THE SWORD CAN ONLY KILL ONE PERSON AT A TIME, THIS BLOG REACHES THE WORLD! THE WORD! THERE IS POWER IN THEM THEIR WORDS! NO SURPRISES, THERE IS ANOTHER SCANDAL PLAGUING THE WHITE HOUSE . . . WE HAVE SEEN, AT LEAST 13 TRUMP APPOINTEES, GET SHIT CANNED FOR SPENDING GOVERMENT DOLLARS BEYOND THE RULES, OR FOR HAVING INVESTMENTS, THAT ARE, CREATING A CONFLICT OF INTEREST, NOW, AXIOS JUST CAME OUT WITH A STORY, ON THE 20 YEAR OLDS, AND I AM NOT SLAMMING, 20 YEAR OLDS, BECAUSE, THEY HAVE DONE AMAZING THINGS WITH GUN CONTROL AFTER THE MARJORY DOUGLAS HIGH SCHOOL SHOOTINGS, BUT, AT THE REPUBLICAN NATIONAL CONVENTION, THERE WERE KIDS, VOLUNTEERS FOR THE GOP WHO WERE LOOKING THROUGH, FACEBOOK, GOOGLE, AND WHATEVER SOCIAL MEDIA FOR TRUMP TO FILL HIS CABINET WITH, AND THE VETTING PROCESS WHEN TO SHIT! NOW WE ARE PAYING THE PRICE, THEY ARE FINDING, TONS OF PEOPLE WHO, NEVER WERE EVEN REMOTELY QUALIFIED TO DO THISE TOP GOVERNMENT JOBS, AND LIKE NO OTHER PRESIDENT, TONS OF POSITIONS HAVE BEEN LEFT UNFILLED, AND WITH INCOMPETENT LEADERS OVER THE ENTIRE AGENCY OR DEPARTMENT! WE SEE THEM COMING INTO TESTIFY BEFORE CONGRESS AND THEY ARE LIKE ALMOST BRAIN DEAD, AND, DON'T KNOW JACK SHIT ABOUT THE VERY AGENCY THEY ARE RUNNING! COPS MASQUARADING LIKE TOP DOGS IN THEIR FIELDS? I KNOW SIX LADIES, AND SEVERAL MEN, RELYING ON MY CREDENTIALS TO GET THEM THROUGH THE DOOR, BUT, WHAT ABOUT DOING THE JOB? THEY JUST WANT THE NOTORIETY, AND ACCLAIM AND THEY WANT ACCESS TO GOVERNMENT PROGRAMS FOR THEIR PERSONAL INTERESTS OR THOSE OF THEIR FRIENDS, THE COPS, OR THE MILITARY, GOVERNMENT CONTRACTORS, AND FUCK THE PEOPLE WITH THE IDEA THAT OUR TAX DOLLARS ARE THEIR PERSONAL BANK ACCOUNTS! LIKE I SAID, MY SISTERS ARE IN JOBS, IN POSITIONS, THAT THEY COULD EVEN GET THEIR NIPLES THROUGH THE DOORS ON, AND WALKING IN, WITH MY NAME AND CREDENTIALS, FORMER JOBS, EXPERIENCE, DEGREES, LICENSES, AND HONORS AND AWARDS, GETTING THEM, PLUM AND CHERRY JOBS, SO HIGH, THAT, IT SHOCKS THE CONSCIENCE, TO SEE WHERE THEY ARE, RIGHT BEHIND OR UNDER TRUMP! TOTALLY INSANE! SO, THANKS AXIOS FOR RATTING OUT THESE PEOPLE AND GETTING RID, OF THEM HOPEFULLY! KISSES! THANK GOD FOR A FREE PRESS! WHERE WOULD WE BE WITHOUT THEM? MORE SWAMPY THAN WE ALREADY ARE! I KNOW MONTANA IS CLEANING HOUSE AND CATCHING PEOPLE, DOING ALL KINDS OF THINGS. ONE OF MY FRIENDS, USED TO WORK FOR THE DEPARTMENT OF HIGHER EDUCATIONS AND THE STUDENT LOAN DEPARTMENT, SHE IS MUCH, LIKE ME AGAINST, FRAUD, WASTE AND ABUSE OF GOVERNMENT MONIES, SO NOT VERY POPULAR AROUND PEERS AND BOSSES! BUT, SHE SAID HER FORMER BOSSES WOULD TAKE A TRIP TO BOSTON, FOR TRAINING AND TAKE THEIR WHOLE FAMILY, ALL EXPENSES PAID . . . AH, TRUMP, HIS ENTOURAGE, ON STATE BUSINESS, JUST FOR HIM AND MELANIA TO GO, AND THE WHOLE FUCKING TRUMP CREW GO ALONG WITH ALL THEIR, SECRET SERVICE? JUST HOW MUCH DID THAT COST TAX PAYERS? TRUMP SPENT MORE MONEY ON TRAVEL AT OUR EXPENSE, IN THE FIRST TWO MONTHS OF OFFICE, THAN THE WHOLE OBAMA ADMINISTRATION DID IN 8 YEARS! I THINK THE FIRST DEMOCRATIC PRIMARY DEBATES ARE EITHER TONIGHT OR TOMORROW NIGHT, SO START NOW IN DECIDING WHO YOU ARE VOTING FOR! I THINK THAT, ANYMORE, IT IS NOT SO MUCH, REPUBLICAN AGAINST DEMOCRAT, BUT CORRUPTION VS. UNCORRUPTION! WE HAVE REACHED THAT POINT IN THIS COUNTRY! HISTORY SHOWS, THAT ALL GREAT CIVILIZATONS, HAD ABOUT A 200 TO 300 YEAR, GOOD RULE OR REIGN IN THE WORLD, THEN, IT IS ALL DOWN HILL FROM THEIR ON OUT! THERE IS NOT NEED FOR THE LIMIT IF WE FOLLOW THE TRUE AND TRIED PRINCIPLES, CONCEPTS, LIBERTIES, RIGHTS, AND FREEDOMS THAT HAVE MADE THIS COUNTRY GREAT, ALL THE WAY ALONG! WE ARE SLIPPING IN THE WORLD RATING SYSTEMS! STOP THE FREE FALL! CATCH THEM NOW BEFORE THEY ARE MORE AND MORE ENTRENCHED! OH, YESTERDAY, THERE WAS THE COOLEST, GOOGLE, ART, ON THE UPCOMING, FIFA WOMEN'S WORLD CUP SOCCER HELD IN FRANCE, FOR 2019 . . . THERE WAS A FLAG, IN THE BACKGROUND, FOR THE U.S.A. WOMEN, AND THE STATUE OF LIBERTY KICKING A GOAL! SO COOL. I TRIED TO LIFT IT OFF THE GOOGLE HOMEPAGE, BUT I COULDN'T, TRIED TO FIND IT IN THE GOOGLE STORE, BUT, IT WAS NOT THERE, TRIED TO FIND IT IN THE POSTERS FOR THE 2019 WORLD CUP, NOT THERE EITHER! AMAZING ART AND SO, FUCKING AMERICAN!!!!!! LOVED IT! GOOD LUCK TEAM U.S.A.! I REMEMBER, SEEING MY FIRST, COLLEGE FEMALE, SOCCER GAME, AND I WAS SHOCKED AT HOW GOOD THEY WERE! I THOUGHT, THAT WERE RUNNING IN FAST MOTION! EVERY BIT AS ENTERTAINING AND ACTION PACKED AS THE MEN'S SOCCER! THEY HAVEN'T BEEN FAIRING AS WELL AS THE WOMEN'S TEAM IN RECENT HISTORY! MY DAUGHTER, HAS BEEN WATCING, THE GAMES LEADING UP TO THE WORLD CUP . . .SHE IS A REAL SOCCER MOM! A BIG TIME FAN! SCREAMS WHILE SHE IS TALKING TO ME ON THE PHONE FOR THE HOME TEAM! JUST A NOTE, I GOT OFF THE NEWS, ON THE PLANNED RAIDS, ON SANCTUARY CITIES, TO SEPARATE FAMILIES AND MAKE LIFE IN AMERICA HELL FOR IMMIGRANTS WHO ARE DOING NOTING DIFFERENT THAN ALL OUR ANCESTORS DID, INCLUDING TRUMP'S, COMING TO AMERICA, FOR A BETTER LIFE, THAN THEY HAD IN THEIR OLD COUNTRIES . . . "SUNLIGHT IS THE BEST DISINFECTIVE." --SUPREME COURT JUSTICE, BRANDISE ON THE DISTAIN HE HAD FOR GOVERNMENT AGENCIES AND DEPARTMENTS THAT WOULD FUCK WITH THE RULE OF LAW AND THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION! CONGRATES TO JUSTICE KAVANAUGH, ON WRITING THE MAJORITY DECISION AND NOW I CAN'T REMEMBER THE CASE, BUT, DOING WHAT THE RULE OF LAW AND THE CONSTITUTION, SAID, NOT THE FEDERALIST SOCIETY, OR THE HINKLEY INSTITUTE TOLD HIM TO WRITE ON THE CASE! YEAH! IF WE LOSE OUR HUMANITY, WHAT, ELSE WILL SLIP, IN THIS COUNTRY. A COUNTRY IS JUDGE BY THE WAY IT TREATS ITS MOST VULNERABLE CITIZENS, OR AS THE SCRIPTURES SAY, TO TREAT THE GUEST OR VISITOR IN YOUR COUNTRY WELL! BUT THE WAY WE TREAT CHILDREN, AND THE ELDERLY, OR THE DISENFRANCIZED, SAYS A LOT ABOUT US AS A NATION! YEAH, THEY USED ME TO GET WHERE THEY GOT, THEN, CHANGED THEIR MINDS TO THEIR SHIT! DUPLICITY! NOTHING BUT LIES AND DECEIT! THOSE BRIGHT SHINY OBJECTS WE CALL, BOOBS! LOL. HOW PATHETIC. SEPARATE THE BEDROOM FROM THE BOARDROOM GENTLEMEN! FUCK. WE HAVE A COUNTRY TO RUN, NOT A BORDELLO! FUCKIN' PIMPS. COUPLE OF SONGS THEN, A COUPLE OF CASES, WITH A DIFFERENT TWIST! IF I CAN READ MY NOTES, BASICALLY HAVE TO GO FROM MEMORY . . .

"Broken Man"

I’ve done a little living
Things I ain’t proud of
And my best intentions
They all turn to dust

I’ve burned some bridges
Learned some lessons
Made me who I am today
Somewhere between a sinner and a saint

I get lost, I get found
Lose my way, but I turn around
Hit my knees, lift a prayer once again
Ask for mercy, ask for grace
Then I do the best I can
And I thank God He loves a broken man

I got a few children
And a wife I love
Their eyes are watching
Oh, and I don’t want to mess this up

I’ve come so far from the man that I was
Still I’ve got so far to go
Just holding to the one thing that I know

Oh, I know I get lost, I get found
Lose my way, but I turn around
Hit my knees, lift a prayer once again
Ask for mercy, ask for grace
Then I do the best I can
And I thank God He loves a broken man

Somehow I’ve seen Heaven
Use the mess I’ve made
To bring me from the ashes
And show me I can change
Oh, even I can change
I get lost, I get found

I get lost, I get found
Lose my way, but I turn around
Hit my knees, lift a prayer once again
Ask for mercy, ask for grace
Then I do the best I can
And I thank God He loves
I thank God that He loves

I thank God He loves a broken man 

I Don't Want To Be

Gavin DeGraw

I don't need to be anything other than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other than the birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going is knowing where I'm coming from

I don't want to be anything
Other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking around rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one to notice?
I can't be the only one who's learned

I don't want to be anything
Other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking around rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

Can I have everyone's attention please
If you're not like this and that
You're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain, the crust of creation
My whole situation made from clay to stone

And now I'm telling everybody

I don't want to be anything
Other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking around rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I don't want to be
I don't want to be
I don't want to be

I don't want to be

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Gavin Degraw

I Don't Want To Be lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc

MURDER SHE SOLVED.  TRUE CRIME OUT OF CANADA!

• again, I like to point out cases that have something unique, in them, that makes, cops, tipsters, and others, look at things different than they might have before . . .
• in this case out of Ottowa, Canada, a 23 year old, philosophy major, decided to take some time off from school and an internship.  She took a bike ride on a well traveled, bike, running and walking path, got abducted, by a younger man, taken in the bushes, and murdered.  It took the community, only 6 days to find her body, which is pretty amazing.  That first 48 hours really counts, while evidence, bodies, and tips are hot!
• there is a real sad part of this, case, well, the murder, but, there was a 16 year old girl, who saw, the young woman, and, a young man on his bike also, fighting, after she heard a scream from the bushes . . . she thought it was just a lover's quarrel, but she followed them for a while, even picked up her phone, and was going to call police, then, decided against it, even after she heard the girl scream for a second time!  She, most likely, could have saved this young woman's life, had she just gone ahead and called the cops!  No foul, no problem, right?  It would not have hurt . . . . see something SAY SOMETHING!  Had it been a lover's quarrel, the couple could have cleared it up immediately!
• the girl did, however, make a good identification of the man, after she heard the girl had been murdered right where she last saw the two fighting.
• apparently, there was at least, one other girl, on a bike that this dude tried to get to go with him into the woods!  Now how he lured the victim, into the woods, is another story, the detective, figured, and she was gorgeous, that, he talked to her and asked her if she wanted to go for a bike ride, or to go talk, or do whatever, and when, the girl got down there, he likely, put the moves on her, and when she rejected him, he attacked her, and went ballistic, and, it appeared that, she tried to escape, being a good swimmer, jumped into the water, on her bike, and, he followed her in, and killed her.  The divers found her bike, but not her body in the river.  After a composite sketch of the man, came out, another girl came forward, and, the body was later found, after, an extensive search by cops and search and rescue, plus citizen volunteers, but she had algae from the river, in her lungs, but, after she was dead, he took the body, and dumped it, on land, but treated her naked body, with less respect that most people treat their dogs!  He just threw here down, no sexual assault, but covered her with bushes and sticks!
• the girl was particularly low risk living, she was a good student, a responsible employee, and she had a steady boyfriend, who was cleared immediately, so no, other men, making the suspect, list, wide open!  She didn't have anything weird in her financial life, nor, in any other area, as normal, good girl, as you could find!
• eventually, after thousands of people seeing the sketch, the cops got a call from a man, admitting that he killed her, and he didn't mean to.  Then, some lady, said that looked like her grandson or son . . . the cops had interviewed the dude, but, the killer had a very distinctive, TATTOO of a winged bird, on his arm, that was very noticeable, from, the witnesses or the intended other victims . . . this is key, because, this young man, who lived in the town, the cops got the call from the killer, was also where this young man was from, and I believe, he was not much more than, just out of high school.  But, he didn't have that, very key, winged bird tattoo, and that stumped the cops!  They had him strip his shirt off, and, sure enough, he didn't have that tattoo, but everything else, fit, but they had to release him.
• again, their path led to this young man, so they gave him a polygraph test and he failed, it miserably.  The cops brought in a hopped up, investigator, who started to grill him, and, at first the kid wasn't giving up anything, and he knew they didn't have anything on him.  Eventually, the investigator, relaxed, and, changed tactics, and, he started to act, more like a father figure, to the kid, and, the dude, even said, we know you killed, her, and, I think, at this point they didn't have the body, I think . . .  but, he started to draw a picture, of the whole thing, the incident, from start to finish, meeting her, where he took her, and then, down by the river, in the water and out, to where the body was.  That put him, at least at the scene of the crime, so they charged him and booked him.  They were still worried, knew they needed the confession, but, sometimes that is not even enough, so they called, some of his ex-girlfriends, and, the girlfriend, was able to give them that missing piece of information or evidence, that, would cover the defense attorneys, argument, that, sure someone may have told this dude, about how he killed the girl and where he put the body, but that gnarly, tattoo, still created, at least in the American criminal justice system, reasonable doubt, but then the girlfriend, told them, that the kid, loved to use, fake, stick on tattoos!
• when someone is booked into jail, they ask them if they  have any IDENTIFYING MARKS ON THEIR BODY, OR IF THERE ARE ANY "TATTOOS" AND OTHER BIRTH MARKS, THAT DISTINGUISHES THEM FROM SOMEONE ELSE!
• I HAVE NEVER THOUGHT OF SOMEONE USING A "FAKE" TATTOO, THAT MIGHT IMPLICATE OR POINT THE FIGURE AT A DIFFERENT SUSPECT!  PART OF THE FRAMING PROCESS!  EASY ENOUGH TO DO!  CONSIDER WRAPS, FOR SLEEVE TATS, TOO!
• OH, MAYBE I ONLY WATCHED ONE CASE, YESTERDAY . . . THERE WAS ONE, MAN NAMED BRETT, WHO KILLED HIS WIFE, AFTER HE FOUND OUT, THAT SHE WAS MEETING UP WITH HER OLD HIGH SCHOOL BOYFRIEND, INTENT ON DIVORCING HIM . . . THE PRIVATE INVESTIGATOR ON THE CASE, PLAY ALONG WITH HIS GAMES TO FRAME THE OLD BOYFRIEND, ON HIS WIFE'S DISAPPEARANCE, BUT SHE WAS SMART ENOUGH TO SEE THAT . . . SHE PLAYED ALONG AND HAD HIM TAKE HER TO THE PLACE, HER HUSBAND, THOUGHT THE BODY MIGHT BE, AND AS THEY NEARED THE BODY, HE STARTED TO HAVE A MENTAL BREAKDOWN, OBVIOUSLY, NOT AS COOL CALM AND COLLECTED, THE CLOSER THEY GOT . . . HE THEN, ASKED HER IS SHE WAS NERVOUS, BEING THERE WITH HIM?  IF THE OTHER DUDE DID IT, WHY SHOULD SHE BE SCARED OF HIM?  AS THEY APPROACHED, THIS PLACE, THERE WAS ONE OF HIS WIFE'S RUNNING SHOES, AND HE FREAKED, OUT, HIS EYES, GOT BIG, AND, HE DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING, SHE KNEW SHE WAS WITH A KILLER . . . SHE TOOK HIM BY THE FACE AND, SAID, BRETT, BRETT, IT'S OKAY, YOU ARE OKAY, WE HAVE FOUND THE BODY!  THE WHOLE TIME SHE WAS WIRED, AND THE COPS AND DETECTIVES WERE LISTENING!  HE ENDED UP GETTING LIFE IN PRISON WITH NO CHANCE OF PAROLE . . . AFTER HE WAS IN PRISON, AND THIS WAS HER FIRST CASE, SO GUTSY, THE PRISON GUARDS, ASKED, HER IF SHE HAD ANYTHING TO SAY TO BRETT . . . SHE SAID, YEAH, HOW DID IT FEEL TO BE TAKEN DOWN BY A WOMAN!?  I GUESS HE WAS VERY SEXIST, AND DEGRADING ABOUT WOMEN!  PAYBACK "IS' LITERALLY, A BITCH!  LOL.
  
• COOL CRIME-STOPPER, TO PASS ON TO THE LOWER 48!  THANKS! 

Have a Nice Day

Bon Jovi

Why, you wanna tell me how to live my life?
Who, are you to tell me if it's black or white?
Mama, can you hear me? try to understand
Is innocence the difference between a boy and a man
My daddy lived the lie, it's just the price that he paid
Sacrificed his life, just slavin' away

Oh, if there's one thing I hang onto
That gets me through the night
I ain't gonna do what I don't want to
I'm gonna live my life
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice
Standing on the ledge, I show the wind how to fly
When the world gets in my face
I say, have a nice day
Have a nice day

Take a look around you; nothing's what it seems
We're living in the broken home of hopes and dreams
Let me be the first to shake a helping hand
Anybody brave enough to take a stand
I've knocked on every door, on every dead end street
Looking for forgiveness
What's left to believe?

Oh, if there's one thing I hang onto
That gets me through the night
I ain't gonna do what I don't want to
I'm gonna live my life
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice
Standing on the ledge, I show the wind how to fly
When the world gets in my face
I say, have a nice day
Have a nice day

Oh, if there's one thing I hang onto
That gets me through the night
I ain't gonna do what I don't want to
I'm gonna live my life
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice
Standing on the ledge, I show the wind how to fly
When the world gets in my face
I say, have a nice day
Have a nice day
Have a nice day
Have a nice day
Have a nice day

When the world keeps trying, to drag me down

I've gotta raise my hands, gonna stand my ground
Well I say, have a nice day
Have a nice day
Have a nice day

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: John Shanks / Jon Bon Jovi / Richie Sambora

Have a Nice Day lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Warner/Chappell Music, Inc, Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.

HAVE A NICE DAY!

CAT IN A BOTTLE. WEB ON WHEELS. WOW! I CRIED FOR MADDER MUSIC & FOR STRONGER WINE! --ERNEST DOWSON. INVENTED INDIAN. LEGEND'S RIDE. I NEED BLOOD IN THE CUT! IRISH-ISH. WHO NEEDS LUCK WHEN YOU HAVE CHARM. LITTLE MISS, LITTLE MISS, CAN'T BE WRONG . . . REAL MACON. REC-CON. RECREATION & CONSERVATION. FORT MISSOULA. JULY 19 TO 21. CAMPING. BREW. KIDS ACTIVITIES. VENTORS. OUTDOOR LIVING AT ITS BEST! NOTES ON A SCANDAL. WHAT WAS SHE THINKING? I'M GONNA GO WEST, I WANNA BE A COWBOY, BABY! BUTTE URBAN BLIGHT! NEW INTERNATIONAL AIRLINES? DUPLICITY. FISH FRY. MOUSETERPIECE. FINISH RIGHT. APPROXIMATE CAPACITY FILLED IN MONTANA--10% AT BEST! FOREVER POWER TRAIN WARRANTEE. THE TRUE MEASURE OF SUCCESS IN LIFE ISN'T MONEY, FAME OR POWER . . . IT'S THE LAUGH LINES. THE SWEET SMELL OF SUCCESS! GIANT PENGINS INVADE TOKYO. GREEN GRASS. ROLLING HILLS. FRESH AIR. OPEN 7 DAYS A WEEK! I WANNA BE A COWBOY, BABY! SMILE. BIG BIRD TOO LARGE FOR SESAME STREET. A KNIGHT IN SHINING DOUBLE-SIDED GLAVANIZED STEEL. DO ONE THING. DO IT WELL. THESE LITTLE PIGGIES WILL LIVE FOREVER. MAKE A FEW DISCOVERIES OF YOUR OWN. NOW IT'S YOUR TURN TO EXPLORE. NOBODY TOLD YOU WHEN TO RUN. NOBODY TOLD YOU WHERE TO HIDE . . . SIMPLE MAN. INTERAGENCY GRIZZLY BEAR COMMITTEE MEETING. TUESDAY, 1:00 TO 5:00 PM. DOWNTOWN HOLIDAY INN. SARCASM. IT'S WHAT I DO. CHICAGO. IT'S INTELLIGENT, TOO. TRUFIT. GIRLS OF SHRED TEAR UP MABASH SKATE PARK. I WISH MY OLDER CAT WAS MORE PLAYFUL. ONE IN 6 BILLION. MATTHEW 5:13. YOU ARE THE SALT OF THE EARTH. IF THE SALT SHALL LOSE ITS FLAVOR, WHO THEN, SHALL BE THE SALT OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. YOU ARE THE SHALT OF THE EARTH, IS A COMPLIMENT. IN REMBRANT'S FAMOUS PICTURE OF THE LAST SUPPER, JUDAS ISCARIOT, HAS A SILVER GLASS OF SALT, TURNED OVER ON THE TABLE, INDICTING TO CHRIST THAT, HE REFUSED TO BE THE SALT OF THE EARTH! WE THROUGH SALT OVER OUR SHOULDERS, FOR GOOD LUCK, LOT'S WIFE, TURNED INTO A PILLAR OF SALT, FOR TURNING BACK AND LAMENTING ALL THAT SHE WAS LEAVING! NEVER LOOK BACK! GOOD STUFF! THANKS TO MATT HAS HIS WIFE, DOING OUTREACH TO THE POVERELLO, 2ND SATURDAY OF THE MONTH, THEY TEAM WITH BURGER KING, TO GIVE OUT HAMBURGERS AND BACKPACKS, SOCKS, OR CAMPING PACKS--HE CAME AND GAVE ME AND FOUR OTHERS, A RIDE TO CHURCH! KISSES. I USED TO WALK THE 3 MILES TO AND BACK. GOT OUT OF THE HABIT OF CHURCH! MISSOULA--PACK THAT PLACE,OR THE CHURCH OF YOUR CHOICE--REGULAR CHURCH GOERS ARE HAPPIER PEOPLE! SCRIOPTURES SAY TO FELLOWSHIP WITH THE SAINTS! FRESH LIFE CHURCH. GOD & BIBLE FOR IDIOTS. NEW "U-VERSION" APP. BIBLE.COM. 300 MILLION HITS OR RESULTS ALREADY. WHERE DO I START? I'M NOT SURE WHAT AN APP IS, SO I GOT A FREE "START" BIBLE FROM MATT, AND ANYBODY WHO ATTENDS CHURCH, GETS THAT GIFT AND A WELCOME GIFT! FUN GROUP! CAMPUSES IN ALL MAJOR MONTANA CITIES, EVEN ONE IN UTAH, SPOKANE, WASHINGTON, I THINK OREGON, AND, NORTH OR SOUTH DAKOTA? ALSO A PODCAST AND RADIO SHOW. I AM OLD SCHOOL. BY THE BOOK! WERE I TO ATTRIBUTE MY SUCCESS TO EITHER MY KNOWLEDGE OF THE SCRIPTURES AND GOD OR TO MY CREDENTIALS AND LAW DEGREE AND LICENSES, FOR SPY SHIT--GOD AND SCRIPTURES, LIKE IF YOU SET A TRAP FOR SOMEONE, YOU WILL FALL IN IT YOURSELF! I THINK THERE WAS A STINK OP AT THE POV. THIS MORNING, RIGHT AFTER I LEFT. 5 MINUTES, DOWN THE ROAD, FIRE ENGINES, SURROUNDED THE POV. COPS TOO? THERE WAS NOTHING GOING ON WHEN I LEFT, MINUTES EARLIER. COULD THOSE INDIANS, OR INJUNS, AS I CALL THEM, A TERM OF ENDEARMENT, SAVE, THAT DRUNK, WHITE MAN, DRINKING BUDDIES, LIFE, AS THEY ROUNDED THE RUSSELL STREET BRIDGE, AT 3:00 AM IN THE MORNING, SEEING A BODY FLOATING, ON HIS BACK--FUCK YEAH! A GOD DAMNED MIRACLE IF YOU ASK ME. THAT DUDES, TIME WAS NOT UP! SCRIPTURES SAY, THAT EVERY HAIR OF YOUR HEAD IS NUMBERED, AND ONLY GOD KNOWS THE TIME OF YOUR DEMISE! BETTER TO HAVE 12 JURORS DECIDE YOU FATE, THAT, 6 PALBEARERS! RIGHT? LOL. I WOULD ATTRIBUTE THE SUCCESS OF THIS BLOG, TO THE CREDENTIALS, AND MY BIOGRAPHICAL INFORMATION. SURE WE WILL LISTEN TO A FORMER, UTAH AG, OR A STAFF ATTORNEY, FOR THE DIVISION OF AGING, OR THE GENERAL COUNSEL FOR THE UTAH MEDICAL ASSOCIATION, OR THE CO-AUTHOR OF THE AWARD WINING MANUAL OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE 101, FOR PROSECUTORS AND LAW ENFORCEMENT, OR FUCK YEAH, THE CHICK WHO PUT TOGETHER THE 4 PRONG, PLAN ON AFGHANISTAN, THAT, PRESIDENT OBAMA AND SECRETARY OF STATE, HILLARY CLINTON FOLLOWED, LOWERING THE NUMBER OF TROOPS OVER THEIR, FROM 150,000 TO 15,000! BLAH, BLAH, BLAH. YOU HAVE TO FIGHT FOR THE RIGHT TO PARTY! THERE IS NO SHORT CUT TO SUCCESS! BUTRICK CONSTRUCTION . . . FALLING LIKE FLIES. SAFETY IS NO ACCIDENT. WE THROW THE BEST PARTIES . . . EYEBALLS ROLL. GOOD ARTICLE IN THE OPINION OR OP ED PART OF THE MISSOULIAN: THEY USED TO IMPEACH A PRESIDENT FOR LYING. SO? TRUMP HAS ALLEGEDLY HIT THE 10,000 LIES SINCE HE WAS ELECTED, IN 2016. SO? HAVE WE SLIPPED THIS FAR MORALLY? DUPLICITY. EXAMPLE OF DUPLICITY, IN MY MIND, THEN, I WILL PUT THE DEFINITION DOWN BELOW. SO YESTERDAY IN THE NEWSPAPER, JARED KUSHNER, ALLEGED, HARVARD BUSINESS DEGREE, TRUMP SON-IN-LAW, WONDER BOY, CURE ALL FOR THE WORLD, LIKE RIGHT . . . IS TRYING OUT HIS(?) PEACE PLAN ON ISRAEL AND THE PALESTINIANS, WHO ARE NOT ON BOARD, OR KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THE PEACE PLAN? WHAT THE FUCK. THE TRUMP ADMINSTRATION IS THROWING, $50 BILLION AT THE PALESTINIANS, FOR PROSPERITY? WE COULD USE THAT MONEY FOR AMERICAN PROSPERITY! TRUMP SAID IT IS FROM PRIVATE AND PUBLIC FUNDS? OR COMING FROM MY BLOG, 50 DAYS WORTH? RIGHT. MY MONEY IN THE HANDS OF COPS! REMEMBER THE THREE AND FOUR STAR GENERALS WHO TRACKED ME DOWN, AT THE POVERELLO HOMELESS CENTER, AND AT MCDONALDS, WHERE I USED TO WRITE MY BLOGS, NOW ABOUT 4 YEARS AGO--THEY DREW THE TOP TIER LEADERSHIP OF THE NEW WORLD ORDER, THE NEW ORDER, THE NEW GEOPOLITICAL ORDER, OR TYRANNY, AS, HAVING CIA LEVEL INTELLIGENCE OFFICERS, WHO JUST ARE MORMONS WHO KNOW A FOREIGN LANGUAGE, AND, ALPHA BRAVO MARINES . . . BEST IF BOTH! PRESIDENTS, CONGRESS OR PARLIAMENT, THE SUPREME COURTS, EVEN THE PENTAGON, AND THE CONSTITUTION, OF COURSE, THAT WOULD, PREVENT, THIS TYPE OF SHITTY, TAKE OVER, DONE THROUGHT, DUPLICITY, AND DECEPTION, WOULD NEVER ALLOW, THIS TYPE OF INFLITRATION, MIX, MATCH & ATTACH, THAT IS USED TO TRY TO FORM A DIFFERENT AMERICA, THAN THE FOUNDING FATHERS, ENVISIONED, AND, THE LOYALTIES OF THESE ENTITIES, ARE FOREIGN, AT BEST, FROM TAKING AN OATH TO THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, CONSTITUTION! THIS STINKS OF THEIR SHIT! MY BLOG FUNDS, MY RIDE IS THEIR PRIDE, SO THEY CAN STEAL AT WILL, DO THEIR, SECRET WARS, PRISIONS, AND BLACK OPS, BUILD THEIR WAR MACHINES, AND TRY TO TAKE OVER THE WORLD, WITHOUT, YOU OR I AGREEING OR KNOWING WHAT THE FUCK IS GIONG ON! JARED'S SHIT IS THIS IN MOTION! THEY JUST DON'T WANT THE COUNTRY WATCHING OR UNDERSTANDING UNTIL IT IS A DONE DEAL! FUCK YOU PIGS! SHIT. IF YOU CAN GET EVERY COUNTRY TO SIGN ON TO YOUR FUCKING BULLSHIT,T HEN, FINE, BUT IF NOT, FUCK YOU, CIA, MILITARY, AND THAT BITCH KAY, PRETENDING TO BE ME, TO STEAL ALL THE DOUGH! STUPID BITCH, NEVER, EVER, COULD DO ONE HALF OF WHAT I HAVE DONE, NOR EARN A FUCKING DOLLAR! HER LAW PRACTICE IN SALT LAKE CITY, UITAH WAS GOING UNDER, $10,000 PER MONTH, WHEN THE MOB, BOSS, MY THIRD HUSBAND, BRETT TODD STUART, WITH HIS FUCKNIG GOONS, STILL HANGING AROUDN THE POVERELLO, AS LATE AS LAST NIGHT, ONE IN THE CORNER, NEW YORK MOB, ONE DIRECTLY IN FRONT OF THE DOOR, CHICAGO, MOBSTER! STILL TRYING TO COMPLETE THE HIT, GENERALLY THREE DAYS, GET FIVE DAYS AT THE POV, WITHOUT BEING SIGNED INTO THE PROGRAM TO GET HOUSING! THERE IS A SURVEILLANCE CAMERA, THAT WAS RIGHT OVER MY BACK, LAST NIGHT, ABOUT, 7:40 PM. I STARED DOWN THE NEW YORK DUDE, AND HE GOT UP AND WALKED AWAY, ABOUT, 8:00 PM, AND, MR, GOON FROM CHICAGO, TAHT PROBABLY KILLED, HIS TWIN OR LOOK-ALIKE, WOULD LOOK AT ME, THEN, HEARD ME TELLING MY FRIEND, ABOUT THEM, SO HE GOT UP AND LEFT UNTIL CHECK IN! INTERESTING DREAM LAST NIGHT. THE ONLY PART I CAN REMEMBER, WELL, WAS, ME BEING WITH MY KIDS AT AN AMUSEMENT PARK, AND MY DREAM INDICATED IT WAS, "SIX FLAGS" OUTSIDE OF CHICAGO, WHICH, I DID, TAKE MY KIDS TO BACK, IN THE SUMMER OF 1992, PROBABLY COULD GET VERIFICATION ON MY BANK CARD AT THE TIME--NOT AS MUCH FUCKING WITH IT, BACK IN THE DAY! HOWEVER IN THE SUMMER OF 1992, ELLIOT WAS, 8 YEARS OLD, OR SO AS I RECALL, AND MY KIDS, RAN THE CITY OF CHI TOWN, WHILE I WORKED AT AMERICANS UNITED FOR LIFE, INTERNSHIP, IN CHICAGO. HOWEVER IN THE DREAM, ELLIOT WAS, A TODDLER, ABOUT THREE YEARS OLD WHEN, WE WENT TO DISNEYLAND, BACK AFTER I GRADUATED FROM, WEBER STATE UNIVERSITY, IN 1986, AS AN ENGLISH MAJOR, COMMUNICATIONS, MINOR. BUT THE WEIRD THING ABOUT THE DREAM, WAS THAT, THE STRETCH OF ROAD, I WALKED WITH ELLIOT TO GET TICKETS, SEEMED TO BE A DEJA VU' EXPERIENCE IN THE DREAM, SO TAKING, ELLIOT'S AGE, MY ROCK STAR, THE DITCH & THE DELTA, GET VINYL, OR DONATE TO THE MOB, EAR CANDY LOCALS, ESP IN PAPER, TODAY, MUSIC SHOP, MUSICIANS, IN MISSOULA FOR 40 YEARS, COOL, ON THE HIP STRIP! BUT, THE DREAM APPEARS TO PUT, BOTH DISNEYLAND, AND, SIX FLAGS, TOGETHER, IN ONE DREAM. IN THE DREAM, AFTER GONIG DOWN THE ROAD, WITH TRACKS, SO WE MUST HAVE TAKEN THE "L" FROM DOWNTOWN CHICAGO, TO WHEREVER SIX FLAGS IS, THAT WAS 25 YEARS GO, BUT THERE WERE RAILS IN THE DREAM, WE CROSSED THEM, AND WENT TO THE PARK, IN THE DREAM, AT THAT POINT, THERE WAS A KIDDIE RIDE, OF A TRAIN, CHOO-CHOO TRAIN, FOR KIDS, BRIGHT, COLORFUL, AND, MORE LIKE YOU MIGHT SEE, AT, LAGOON, IN FARMINGTON, UTAH, AMUSEMENT PARK? NOW, THIRD HUB, BRETT'S FAVORITE PLACE ON EARTH, BESIDES, HALF MOON, BAY, WHERE KAY USED TO LIVE, WAS, THE EPTCOTT CENTER, AT DISNEYWORLD . . . I STARTED TO LOOK BACK, AND SEE, IF I PERHAPS, MET, A MOBSTER, WHILE I WAS IN CHICAGO FOR 3 MONTHS, 1992: (1) BABY SISTER, RACHEL, LIVED IN THE SUBURBS, IN SHUMGERG, ILLINOIS, AND THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME, SOMEONE ASKED IF ME AND HER WERE TWINS--I THOUGHT, SHIT SHE IS FOUR INCHES, TALLER, PREGNANT WITH MATT, HER OLDEST SON AT THE TIME, AND FUCK, DO I LOOK THAT BAD? LOL. PLANTING THE SEEDS OF TODAY? MAYBE. I HAVE WONDERED WHERE ALL THIS STARTED, AND THAT IS THE LIKELY PLACE, VERY PRESTIGIOUS INTERNSHIP, PARTICULARLY FOR UTAH, BECAUSE, THE AUL, THE LARGEST PULBIC INTEREST & EDUCATION FIRM IN THE NATION, USUALLY, ONLY RECRUITED, HARVARD, STANDFORD, YALE, TO TEIR LAW SCHOOL CANDIDATES . . . THERE WAS A RAIN STORM, IN PROVO THE DAY, ONE OF THE AUL ATTORNEYS, HELD A RECRUITING MEETING, AND, I JUST HAPPENED IN, AND DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON, BUT THE DUDE, LIKED MY COMMENTS AND INVITED ME TO COME TALK TO HIM! I ASKED HIM WHAT HE WAS LOOKING FOR, BY WAY OF STUDENTS, AND HE TOLD ME, THEY RECRUITED AT ALL 150 LAW SCHOOL, TWO SLOTS, BUT TOP 10 AND LAW REVIEW . . . I STARTED LAUGHING AND SAID, THEN, YOU WILL LIKE MY SWEATSHIRT, IT SAID THE TOP 10 REASONS, I WAS NOT TOP 10! THEY WERE REALLY FUNNY. THEN, I CALLED ME TO OFFER ME THE JOB, SIGHT UNSEEN FROM THE REST OF THE ATTORNEYS, AND IT TOOK ME SOME TIME, AND MY KIDS, ENCOURAGING ME TO TAKE THE JOB! SO WHO DID I MEET? RACHEL LINED ME UP WITH, A DUDE, WHO TOOK ME TO THE ARLINGTON DERBY OR HORSE RACES? BOOKIE? DON'T REMEMBER HIS NAME, DIDN'T REALLY LIKE HIM, BUT HE TAUGHT ME A LOT ABOUT HORSES AND RACING! (2) MY BEST BET, WOULD BE, I TALKED TO SOMEONE, DARK HAIR, SMART, OUT ON OLIVE PARK, LOOKING BACK AT THE CITY . . . WE TALKED POLITICS, HE SAID, IF YOU THINK UTAH GETS, BAD WITH MORMONS AND NON-MORMONS, THINK ABOUT, THE COMPLEXITY OF POLITICS IN CHICAGO, WITH THE ITALILAN SECTION, CHINESE, NORWEIGN, GERMAN, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH, ABOUT, 13 DIFFERENT NATIONALITIES, MAKING UP THE POLITICAL STRUCTURE OF CHICAGO OR ILLINOIS. WE TALKED FOR SOME TIME . . . DID HE FOLLOW MY CAREER? I AM SURE I WOULD HAVE TOLD HIM WHY I WAS IN CHICAGO. WHO WAS THAT? (3) THE THOUGHT CAME TO MIND THIS MORNING AT ABOUT, 2:30 AM, AFTER, I HAD THE DREAM AND COULD NOT GO BACK TO SLEEP, THAT, PERHAPS, JAMES KENNEDY, WAS THE BLACKHAWK, NHL, HOCKEY, PLAYER, WHO PICKED ME UP AT THE DANCE CLUB, AND THREW ME OVER HIS SHOULDER, WANTING TO TAKE ME TO ANOTHER PARTY, SOMEWHERE ELSE, GIONG IN HIS LIMO! I REFUSED TO GO--SAFETY IS NO ACCIDENT! I LOST ONE OF MY EARRINGS, ON THE DANCE FLOOR, A LION IN A CIRCLE OF GOLD, DANGLY EARRINGS, MY FAVS., TOLD HIM, I WOULD GIVE HIM MY NAME AND NUMBER, IF HE FOUND MY FAVORITE EARRINGS, HE DIDN'T WANT TO LOOK AND TOLD ME HE WOULD BUY ME A PAIR OF DIAMOND EARRINGS IF I WENT WITH HIM. WHEN, I SAID NO, THAT, I WOULD GIVE THE BAR TENDER, MY NAME AND NUMBER AND HE COULD GET IT FROM HIM . . . WHICH HE REFUSED TO DO, THAT WAS INCASE HE FOUND MY EARRING AT CLOSING, AND THEN, DUDE COULD COME BRING IT BACK TO ME . . . AT THAT HE PICKED ME UP AND THREW ME OVER HIS SHOULDERS--DUDE WAS ABOUT, KENNEDY'S HEIGHT, AND, WAS BUILT, TOO. I WAS TOO AFRAID TO GO ON A DATE IN THE CITY, THAT I DIDN'T KNOW, NEVER DATED ANYONE! (4) OR WAS IT THE BLACK, PRO FOOTBALL, PLAYER, FBI AGENT, WHO WALKED BEHIND ME, THE FIRST DAY IN CHICAGO, AND TOOK ME TO LUNCH AT O'MALLEY'S, KISSED ME, AFTER LUNCH! I WAS, ANTI-INTER-RACIAL DATING AT THE TIME, BUT FOR LUNCH, LOL. HE KISSED ME AND I WAS SHOCKED, TOOK ME OFF GUARD, BUT BY THE TIME I GOT BACK TO THE OFFICE, AND HE CALLED FOR A DATE, I GOT MY BERRINGS TOGEHTER, AND, POINT BLANK, SAID, I DIDN'T BELIEVE IN IT! A CONSTITUITONAL LAW DEGREE, AND, 20 OR SO YEARS OF LAW, CHANGED ALL THAT . . . DID HOWARD PRYOR, COME BACK, TO FIND ME? I WAS FAMOUS BY THAT TIME, IF ANYONE, FOLLOWED MY CAREER, MY $356.7 MILLION DOLLAR SECURITIES CIVIL RIGHTS, LAWSUIT, CAME OUT OF NEW YORK INVESTMENT FINANCIAL NEWS, AND THE STORY WAS RUN IN ALMOST EVERY NEWSPAPER IN THE COUNTRY . . . NO, WHITTLE KAY, AKA, ME, DIDN'T DO THE CASE, SHE IS AN AMBULANCE CHASER! SHE COULDN'T HAVE WRITTEN, PAGE ONE! (5) DID SOMEONE MEET MY KIDS, OR ME AND MY KIDS, WE WERE TRIPPING ALL OVER CHICAGO, GOING TO MUSEUMS, AND, THE WHITE SOX BASEBALL GAME, TASTE OF CHICAGO, WHATEVER, 4TH OF JULY CELEBRATION, I THINK, AND I WAS MORE CHATTY BACK IN THE DAY . . . KIND OF RUDE, NOWDAYS, DON'T WANT TO BE BOTHERED, GETTING OLD, I GUESS! THE NUMBER ONE COMMENT, I GOT ABOUT MY FOUR BEAUTIFUL KIDS, WAS, THEY ARE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL KIDS I HAVE EVER SEEN. IT LOST IT'S IMPACT, AFTER AWHILE . . . BUT FOUR OF FOUR, ALL SMART TOO, WAS, RARE! I REMEMBER SEEING, A FAMILY LIKE THAT, IN MISSOULA OR SEATTLE, A FEW MONTHS AGO, AND, THE FOUR KIDS WERE ALL SO STUNNING, I HAD A HARD TIME KEEPING MY EYES OFF THEM, AND I REMEMBER, THINKING OR WONDERING IF THAT WAS THE WAY PEOPLE FELT THEN, THEY SAW ALL MY KIDS, TOGETHER? PROBABLY. OF COURSE THEY GET THEIR GOOD LOOKS FROM MOM! LOL. NO, THE EX, IS A HANDSOME DUDE, TOO! (6) SHELLEY HAD MOB CONNECTIONS, HER BOSS, ALAN WOLFSON, GOT SENTENCED, I BELIEVE TO LIFE, FOR SECURITIES FRAUD, AND HER EX-HUSBAND, DAVID YEMAN, ALSO, GOT AT LEAST TWO YEARS IN THE NELLIS PRISON, IN LAS VEGAS, OR OUTSIDE VEGAS . . . SHELLEY MADE A CAREER OF SAVING HER OWN, ASS, AND TURNING STATES EVIDENCE ON OTHERS! ALAN WAS, SALT LAKE CITY, MOBSTER . . . PROBABLY WHERE BRETT CAME IN, OR KAY? MY FATHER HAD MOB TIES, SO DID SOME OF MY CLIENTS, LIKE SHANE MICHAEL CLARK. WHO KNOWS, BUT THAT MAY GIVE THE GOOD COPS SOME LEADS! STRANGE TIMES WE LIVE IN WITH TRUMP AS THE MOB'S HANDPICKED, PRESDIENT, GOAL OF THE NEW YORK MOB, BACK IN 1985, THE CASTELLANO FAMILY, WHO WANTED TO CONTROL THE NEW YORK SKYLINE, WHICH INCLUDED, TRUMP TOWERS, TO LEGITIMIZE THE MOB, AND, THEN TO PUT A MAN IN THE WHITE HOUSE! ON ELECTION EVE, I WAS WATCHING, YOUNG TURKS WITH MY DAUGHTER, AND HER HUSBAND, AT THE TIME, AND AS EARLY AS, 5:30 PM, THE MAIN TURK, CENT? OR WHATEVER HIS NAME IS, CAN'T SPELL, TURKISH, OR WHATEVER! LOL. HE HAD BEEN WATCHING ELECTIONS FOR 20 YEARS AND REPORTING ON THEM, AND BY, THAT EARLY TIME, HE SAID, SOMETHING IS WRONG, SOMETHING IS WRONG . . . THIS CAN'T BE! THIS IS ALL FUCKED UP! HE LOOKED AT THE ELECTORAL COLLEGE MAP, AND SAID, NO, THIS IS WRONG! THE FIRST PERSON, HE HAD, SPEAK, AFTER THE WIN, WAS, REPUBLICAN STRATEGIST, NONE, OTHER THEN, ALEX CASTELLANO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO FIGURE! I DID THAT RESEARCH ON THE MOB, YEARS AGO! SO WHERE ARE WE NOW? LET TALK DUPLICITY . . . COACH. IT'S NOT THE MOB OR BRETT, OR KAY, OR SHELLEY, IT HAS BEEN ME ALL THE LAST, ALMOST 6 YEARS! FOREVER POWER TRAIN WARRANTEE! MEET ME IN THE FIRE HOLE BELOW . . .

du·plic·i·ty

/d(y)o͞oˈplisədē/

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noun

noun: duplicity

1. 1.

   deceitfulness; double-dealing.

   
   

   "the president was accused of duplicity in his dealings with Congress"

   synonyms:

   deceitfulness, deceit, deception, deviousness, two-facedness, double-dealing, underhandedness, dishonesty, falseness, falsity, fraud, fraudulence, sharp practice, swindling, cheating, chicanery, trickery, craft, guile, artifice, subterfuge, skulduggery, treachery, unfairness, unjustness, perfidy, improbity; More informalcrookedness, shadiness, foxiness, dirty tricks, shenanigans, monkey business, funny business, hanky-panky; informaljiggery-pokery; informalmonkeyshines; informalcodology; archaicknavery, knavishness, management "his conscience would not allow him to enter into duplicity"

   antonyms:

   honesty

2. 2.

   archaic

   doubleness.

   Simple Man

   Lynyrd Skynyrd

   Mama told me when I was young
   "Come sit beside me, my only son
   And listen closely to what I say
   And if you do this it'll help you some sunny day"

   "Oh, take your time, don't live too fast
   Troubles will come and they will pass
   You'll find a woman and you'll find love
   And don't forget, son, there is someone up above"

   "And be a simple kind of man
   Oh, be something you love and understand
   Baby be a simple kind of man
   Oh, won't you do this for me, son, if you can"

   "Forget your lust for the rich man's gold
   All that you need is in your soul
   And you can do this, oh baby, if you try
   All that I want for you, my son, is to be satisfied"

   "And be a simple kind of man
   Oh, be something you love and understand
   Baby be a simple kind of man
   Oh, won't you do this for me, son, if you can"

   Oh yes, I will

   "Boy, don't you worry, you'll find yourself
   Follow your heart and nothing else
   And you can do this, oh baby, if you try
   All that I want for you, my son, is to be satisfied"

   "And be a simple kind of man
   Oh, be something you love and understand
   Baby be a simple kind of man
   Oh, won't you do this for me, son, if you can"

   Baby, be a simple, really simple man
   Oh, be something you love and understand
   Baby, be a simple, kind of simple man

   Source: LyricFind

   Songwriters: Gary Rossington / Ron Van Zant

   Simple Man lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
   
   

   10,000 LIES TO THE AMERICAN PEOPLE!

   • my case is, replete with duplicity!
   • black and white thinker, will, could, never scratch the surface of this case, ever!
   • this is one of the big deficiencies of having the majority of FBI and CIA, NSA, or otherwise, federal agents over, financial crimes, they are two black and white in their thinking, and they are actually for, the corruption, the deceivers, the liars, the doubleness, the skulduggery, and games, totally! 
   • this is ALL THE CIA IS, IS DUPLICITOUS AND DECEITFUL! 
   • THEY TAKE AN OATH TO THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, BUT ARE LOYAL TO EVERYTHING BUT, THE CONSTITUTION OR THE UNITED STATES?
   • CIA agents, Mormon missionaries, all Republicans are globe trotting, behind the scenes, fixing things for Trump, and, going for their version of world peace, through, trickery and double dealing!  Mormons spend, two years of their lives, the most formative, years beyond the home, in a foreign country, and they serve the people, make critical connections with American Embassies and U.S. Consulates, and, they grow to love that country, and sometimes, more than their own country!  WE love the People, we serve!  If you volunteer your money and resources to another country, for two years, and, never do the same for your country, your loyalties are with that other country, or those people you served.  Now what happens, when there is a conflict between, the country, you served and the one, you have not served?  Right, you go with the one you love!  Same with people . . . you see, the men, involved, in the duplicity of me, actually, are rooting for the women, they love, and have served, for years and years, almost 20 or more, starting in Chicago!  I know the game, and I can see right through it, right off the bat, but I keep hoping that, one of the federal agents will be loyal to the country, and to the person who fights for this country and the oath of office we all took, and, does what is right for US, the USA!  BUT THAT WOULD BE CONTRARY TO HUMAN NATURE!  WE LOVE THE ONES WE SERVE!  THAT IS WHY PARENTS LOVE THEIR KIDS AND KIDS LOVE THEIR PARENTS, OR GENERALLY DO!
   • here again, is scripture, you can't have two masters, you will run from the one and cleave to the other!  You can't serve, God and Mammon or Man at the same time!  They are all about MONEY, and MAN . . . make America great again?  What the fuck, for who?  that is regression, not progression to the PREAMBLE OF THE CONSTITUTION!
   • love of money, is the root of all evil, scripture . . . the only time Christ got humanly pissed, was, when, he THREW THE MONEY-CHANGERS OUT OF THE TEMPLE . . . HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!  SYMBOLIC OF MORMONS IN THE TEMPLES!
   • how can we function as a nation, with a President and law enforcement, or the executive branch, fighting for something, that is Anti-American, or for Russia, or China, or Venezuela?  You have to pick up the duplicity of the former, director of the CIA, Mike Pompeo, now, Secretary of State!  He pulls in the loyalty of the CIA, and then, does, their bidding, around the world for this new geopolitical order, or the Bush, New Order, or the New World Order, from the 1930's!  This stuff is not new, but it is, ANTI-AMERICAN!
   • we saw this same duplicity, in Trump's recent trip to visit with the Queen, of England, almost, pretending to be the American King, bringing his whole fucking family, at tax payers, dollar, to England?  What the fuck?  Nobody has done that before?  WHY, to show the Queen that he is King and President, in HIS OWN MIND?  No, you are either the President or nothing in, America . . . their are not TITLES OF NOBILITY, as per the United State Constitution!  NONE.  Trump, should have to pay for the trip for the whole fucking family, and their clothes if tax payers bought those too!
   • we see the duplicity in Congress!  If violation of the EMOLUMENTS CLAUSE, AND ALL THE OTHER, SHIT, RUSSIA, NORTH KOREA, CHINA, BACK CHANNELS FOR KUSHNER, AND, THE TRUMP TOWERS MEETING, OR CALLING FOR RUSSIA TO GET HILLARY'S EMAILS OR TO LOCK HER UP, AND NOT HIM?????? FUCK . . . THEN WHAT THE FUCK IS AN "IMPEACHABLE OFFENSE" TO NANCY AND CHUCK????????????????????  GOD!
   • we see duplicity in our GOP controlled state legislatures . . . this country is ONE PERSON, ONE VOTE!  WE HAVE VOTER SUPPRESSION!  WE ARE TRYING TO STOP PEOPLE FROM VOTING--WHAT THE FUCK?????  WE HAVE GERRYMANDERING, AND VOTER GAMING GOING ON!  WE SHOULD BE ENCOURAGING THE VOTE, NOT DISCOURAGING THE VOTE . . . THAT IS DOUBLE MINDEDNESS!
   • WE MUST GET BACK TO FAIR PLAY, TO STRAIGHT TALK, TO REALITY, TO FACTS, EVIDENCE, THE RULE OF LAW . . . OR THIS COUNTRY IS FUCKED!  I LOVED SEEING, HONG KONG AND, NOW, THE CHECZ, IN PRAGUE PROTESTING TO GET RID OF THEIR BILLIONAIRE, PRIME MINISTER, AND FIGHTING FOR DEMOCRACY!  OUR EXECUTIVE BRANCH SHOULD NOT BE AGAINST OUR SYSTEM OF GOVERNMENT!  THEY NEED TO CHANGE OR MOVE TO ENGLAND OR RUSSIA, OR CHINA!  WE DON'T NEED THEM, THEY ARE TOO GOOFY, TALKING OF DISNEYLAND, TO RUN THIS COUNTRY, OR TO EVEN POLICE IT!  NOT TO MENTION TRYING TO POLICE THE WORLD, FUCK??????

   
   

   I Wanna Be a Cowboy

   Boys Don't Cry

   Riding on the range,
   I've got my hat on,
   I've got my boots dusty.

   I've got my saddle
   On my horse.
   He's called... T-t-t-t-t-trigger
   Of course.

   I want to be a cowboy
   And you can be my cowgirl
   I want to be a cowboy
   And you can be my cowgirl
   I want to be a cowboy

   Riding on the chuck wagon,
   Following my man.
   His name is Ted,
   Can you believe that?
   Camping on the prairie
   Plays havoc with my hair.
   Makes me feel quite dirty,
   Though we all do sometimes

   I want to be a cowboy
   And you can be my cowgirl
   I want to be a cowboy
   And you can be my cowgirl
   I want to be a cowboy

   Looking like a hero,
   Six-gun at my side,
   Chewing my tobacco.
   Out on the horizon,
   I see a puff of smoke.
   Indians on the warpath,

   White man speak-em with forked tongue.
   Or not.

   I want to be a cowboy
   And you can be my cowgirl
   I want to be a cowboy

   My name is Ted,
   And one day I'll be dead yo, yo.

   Source: LyricFind

   Songwriters: Jeff Seopardi / Brian Chatton / Nick Ramsden / Nick Richards

   I Wanna Be a Cowboy lyrics © Peermusic Publishing
   
   

   Sex and Candy

   Marcy Playground

   Hangin' round downtown by myself
   And I had so much time
   To sit and think about myself
   And then there she was
   Like double cherry pie
   Yeah there she was
   Like disco superfly

   I smell sex and candy here
   Who's that lounging in my chair
   Who's that casting devious stares
   In my direction

   Mama this surely is a dream
   Yeah mama this surely is a dream
   Yeah mama this surely is a dream

   Hangin' round downtown by myself
   And I had too much caffeine
   And I was thinkin' 'bout myself
   And then there she was

   In platform double suede
   Yeah there she was
   Like disco lemonade

   I smell sex and candy here
   Who's that lounging in my chair
   Who's that casting devious stares
   In my direction

   Mama this surely is a dream
   Yeah mama this surely is a dream
   Yeah mama this surely is a dream

   I smell sex and candy here
   Who's that lounging in my chair
   Who's that casting devious stares
   In my direction

   Mama this surely is a dream
   Yeah mama this surely is a dream
   Yeah mama this surely is a dream
   Yeah mama this must be my dream

   Source: LyricFind

   Songwriters: John K. Wozniak

   Sex and Candy lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc