MAKE SOME NOISE. WRITTEN BONES. EZ MONEY. A.N.N.I.H.I.L.A.T.I.O.N. SACAJAWEA PARK. EXPECT EXCEPTIONAL. COCA COLA. KEEP IT REAL. THE ICE MAN. HIT MAN FOR 5 MOB FAMILIES. KILLED OVER 250 PEOPLE. CLAIM TO FAME--KILLED ALL IN A DIFFERENT WAY! FAMILY MAN. CATHOLIC. LOVING FATHER AND HUSBAND. RESPECTED IN COMMUNITY. HOW DO YOU BECOME A "MADE MAN OR WOMAN" IN THE MAFIA? MAKE MONEY. EZ MONEY. THE MORE YOU MAKE, THE FASTER YOU MOVE UP THE CRIMINAL ORGANIZATION. ONE FAMILY STOP SHOP. NO RIVAL GANGS OR MOB FAMILIES. NO GUNS. NO CHANCE OF BEING AMBUSHED BY CAPTAINS OR SOLDIERS IN YOU ORGANIZATION. DOUGH JUST KEEPS ROLLIN' IN. THE GIFT THAT JUST KEEPS GIVING! SUITE RIDE! BET YOU NEVER THOUGHT YOU WOULD GET HUNGRY LOOKING AT A BUS. BRICKYARD. GIRL GANG. GIRL POWER RULES. I AM THE POWER STROKE. FRESH-GRILLED. FRESH-FILLED. FUEL YOUR FUN. HEADED ON DOWN TO FLAVORTOWN. OBSESSION. MURDER. WHAT IF THE CONCRETE JUNGLE ISN'T WILD ENOUGH? CAUGHT UP IN A BAD ROMANCE. --LADY GAGA. YOU ONLY KNOW YOUR LOVER WHEN YOU LET HER GO! DON'T BELIEVE IT . . . THE ENDING MAKES YOUR JAW-DROP . . . WANTED FOR CASH! HAND-CRAFTED DELICIOUSNESS. CAPTAIN MARVEL VS. THE CHARMER. IF YOU GO . . . APPLETON. WISCONSIN. WILDFLOWER WALK. HAUNTED HISTORY. WHAT TRULY DEFINES FAMILY . . . LOVE. "MADE IN MONTANA" TRADE SHOW & FOOD EXHIBITORS REPORT 60% INCREASE IN SALES! QUALITY HEALTH. SAFE. SIMPLE. COMPLIANT. YOUR HOME. YOUR MISSION. GAME OF CAT & MOUSE. DEADLY. DANGEROUS. DELICIOUS. NO OFFICIAL INVITATION TO PLAY. BUT IF YOU ARE NOT READY, YOU DIE! NOTICE EVERYTHING. WHAT IS NORMAL. WHAT IS DIFFERENT. EVERYTHING IS SYMBOLIC. WE DO THINGS SUBCONSCIOUSLY THAT GIVE US OR THEM AWAY. NEVER RULE OUT, GOD INTEL! THANK YOU TO SOME CLEAR PLAYERS, WHO WAREND ME YESTERDAY! MISSOULA SAW CHAIN: (1) THEY DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY, I TURNED MY LIBRARY COMPUTER IN EARLY, ABOUT 20 MINUTES--THREE MEN, AGES, 30 TO 40, NO KIDS, NOT NORMAL LIBRARY PATRONS, DON'T FIT THE NORM, QUICKLY FOLLOWED ME OUT OF THE LIBRARY (A) ONE, LONG HAIRED, ASIAN, ALWAYS KIND OF A CUT ABOVE THE REST; (B) TWO OTHER WHITE DUDES, BOTH, NICE LOOKING, WELL DRESSED, NO BOOKS IN ANY OF THEIR HANDS; (3) THESE TYPE OF MEN, EITHER DON'T GO TO THE LIBRARY, OR GO TO THE LAW OR COLLEGE LIBRARY, OR HAVE KIDS, ATTENDING SUMMER READING PROGRAMS, OR ATTEND READING TIME AT THE LIBRARY. FRIEND OR FOE? EARLY EXIT THROW OFF FED STING OP? OR ARE THEY WELL AWARE OF WHAT IS GIONG ON IN MISSOULA, LITTLE BIG TOWN? GO GRIZ. GO ANYWHERE! THAT IS MORE TRUE NOW THAN, ANY OTHER TIME! THEIR PRESENCE, GOOD OR BAD, LET ME KNOW, I SHOULD BE ON ALERT! (2) SO, NORMALLY, AFTER LUNCH, I LIKE TO CATCH SOME BUS ROUTE INTO TOWN, TO CATCH, EITHER THE 4 BUS TO BONNER, OR THE 12 BUS TO THE SOUTH HILLS, PLACE WHERE THE RUSSIAN MOB WAS, ALLEGEDLY TAKING OVER, WITH 250 FBI AGENTS, COMING IN TO INVESTIGATE. I AM FULL FROM POV. LUNCH, ALWAYS EAT BETTER WHEN I DON'T HAVE ANY MONEY! I AM THERE. AFTER A NICE RIDE ON THE BUS, LEAVING THE DRIVING TO THE MOUNTAIN LINE DRIVERS, I JUST CHILL AND ENJOY THE SCENARY. HOWEVER, (3) ON THE FIRST PART OF THE TRIP CLIMBING THE VERY STEEP HILLS ON THE SOUTHERN PART OF MISSOULA, OVERLOOKING THE VALLEY, THERE WAS THIS GRAY TRUCK, PULLED OVER TO THE SIDE OF THE ROAD, WITH, THEIR RED TAIL LIGHTS FLASHING, AND I BELIEVE, THEY HAD, ORANGE OR YELLOW WARNING LIGHTS ON TOP OF THE TRUCK TOO. I TOOK NOTE OF THE POSSIBLE WARNING OF SOMETHING I SHOULD BE WATCING FOR; (3) AFTER, GOING AROUND ALL THE CURVES AND TURNS, WE EVENTUALLY, COME BACK DOWN, TO THE MAIN ROAD, WHAT IS IT HIGGINS? AGAIN, I LOOK OVER TO THE RIGHT, AND THEIR, PARKED, ON A SIDE ROAD BUT, WELL, IN SEEING DISTANCE, WAS THE SAME GRAY TRUCK WITH RED FLASHING TAIL LIGHTS, AND, THE ORANGE WARNING LIGHTS ON TOP? WHAT THE FUCK? RED TAIL LIGHTS. FAMOUS IS FOLLOWING YOU OR TAILING YOU! WARNING--AFTER TODAY'S BLOG, BETTER WATCH OUT! (4) THE BUS GOES UP AND DOWN, SEVERAL HILLS, AND ON THE WAY BACK DOWN, STREET NAME, I AM NOT SURE, NEAR BARBARA, ALSO SYMBOLIC, BOTH A FRIEND OF KAY'S AND MINE! SINCE CHILDHOOD. BUT THE STREET IS THE ONE WITH THE BUS BENCH AT THE BOTTOM OF IT . . . BUT THIS WAS FURTHER UP THE HILL AND I HAD JUST PASSED, MOOSE CAN ALLEY, I THINK, ALSO, SYMBOLIC, RACHEL'S LAST MARRIED NAME IF "MOOSMAN" OR WAS! IT IS KIND OF A OPEN FIELD, WITH A HOUSE, WITH A TREE LINED, BARRIER, AND PARKED, BACK, A BIT, WAS A WHITE GMC SONOMA, WITH A ORANGE SERVICE LIGHT OR WARNING LIGHT FOR SERVICE, NOT ON . . . NOW, EX-HUB, THE CHICAGO MOBSTER, A SMOOTH CRIMINAL, USED TO DRIVE A MAROON, TRUCK, JUST LIKE THAT ONE AND ABOUT THE SAME AGE! THE COLOR WHITE SYMBOLIZES, PURITY, CLEANLINESS, AND THE THOUGHT CAME TO MY MIND, THAT, COWBOY, ALSO HAS A SMALL WHITE FORD RANGER, PICK-UP, THAT, DOES HAVE AN ORANGE WARNING, LIGHT ON TOP! COULD THERE BE A DOUBLE FOR BRETT? COWBOY, GOES BY AT LEAST TWO NAMES, ON A FAMOUS RODEO CHAMPION, PART IRISH, PART APACHE--I JUST LIKE THE NAME, APACHE HELICOPTERS, I THINK HIS MOM WAS, ALLEGEDLY, CROW OR BLACKFOOT, THAT, JETHOR IVERY CALLS, "FLATHEAD TRIBE" THAT I HAVE NEVER HEARD, REFERRED TO AS THAT? IF YOU CALL HIS PHONE, IT IS LEAVE A MESSAGE FOR MIKE? WHO'S MIKE? MICHAEL C. BENDER. SHELLEY THAT IS, NOT ME! I FIGURED THIS WAS ANOTHER, COP, GRAFTING, SHELLEY, INTO BEING ME, INTO MY LIFE, MY FAMILY TREE, AND TRYING TO KILL ME, TO RID ME OF THE NUISANCE, TAKE THE MONEY AND RUN! DID HE TRY TO KILL ME, WHEN HE TOOK ME DOWN TO HAMILITON, WITH HIS SADDLE BAGS, AND A 15 INCH SHEATHED KNIFE? DID THE MAN OR WOMAN IN THE TRUCK, HEAR, SOMETHING ON SURVEILLANCE? ANYWAY, I TOOK THAT AS A WARNING TO BE ON GUARD, FOR, THESE TYPE OF MEN, YOU HAVE GRINDED, FOR GOOD REASON! (5) SO RIGHT AFTER THAT, I AM LISTENING TO JACK 105.9 AND, THE DJ SAYS, "ARE YOU SURE YOU DON'T HAVE A CONTRACT OUT ON YOU?" GOD INTEL. (6) THE NEXT SONG IS CALLED, "WATCH IT!" MURDER SHE WROTE. I DECIDE, BASED ON THE THREE MEN, WHO FOLLOWED ME OUT OF THE LIBRARY, TO AVOID, THE LIBRARY THE SCENE OF SEVERAL STING OPS, OVER THE YEARS. (7) I AM WAITING FOR BUS #4 TO BONNER, THERE ARE TWO OTHER BUSES, LINED UP, AND THE 4 IS A BIT LATE . . . I AM DANCING TO MY MUSIC, JUST, DIGGIN' ON THE DAY AND THE CHANCE TO TAKE A RIDE OUT TO BONNER. I SEE THIS CHICK THAT LOOKS LIKE A YOUNGER KAY, BROWN HAIR, SLIM, SHORT, AND THE REASON I NOTICED HER, WAS, SHE WAS WITH A LITTLE BOY, HIDDEN IN A LIME GREEN, SWEATSHIRT, HOOD ON, AND SHE WAS KIND OF JACKING HIM AROUND, YANKING ON HIS NECK, PULLING HIM THIS WAY AND THAT. HIS SHIRT SAID, "MAKE SOME NOISE" WHICH I HAD DONE EARLIER, EVEN SUGGESTING THAT, THEY GET BRETT'S SON, INTO PROTECTIVE CUSTODY, BECAUSE, THEY, THE SWARM OR MOB WILL KILL A WITNESS WHO CAN IDENTIFY, ME FROM, KAY, SHELLEY AND RACHEL, THE KEY FEMALE GANG MEMBERS! I THOUGHT, IS THIS THE WAY, KAY TREATED, BRETT'S SON? PROBABLY, SHE NEVER STRUCK ME AS A GOOD MOTHER--ONE DAY, I WENT OVER TO HER HOUSE, AND IT WAS LIKE, 11:00 AM, AND HER TWO SONS WERE SITTING IN THE KITCHEN EATING, COLD CEREAL? YUCK. IT REMINDED ME OF THE ONE DAY, I TOOK MY TWO YOUNGEST SONS, TO A DROP-IN CHILD CARE CENTER, AND THOUGHT THERE WERE PEDIOPHILES, LINING THE WALLS! SCREAM, MY LIVE IN BABYSITTER GOT HER BUS SCHEDULE MESSED UP, AND HAD TO WORK DURING MY FINAL AT COLLEGE, SO, I RACED, TO FINISH THE TEST AS FAST AS I COULD AND RESCUE MY BOYS! ALL THE KIDS WERE EATING COLD CEREAL, AND, MINE NEVER HAD A COLD BREAKFAST, UNTIL, OUR DIVORCE! THAT IS JUST A PERSONAL THING FOR ME--BREAKFAST IS IMPORTANT, AND MY KIDS HAD A HOT ONE, BEFORE, THEY LEFT FOR SCHOOL EACH DAY. I KNOW SOME FAMILIES CAN'T DO THAT, I WAS BLESSED! (8) SO, MY FRIEND, LEE, ONE OF MISSOULA'S MOST NOTORIOUS, CARICATURES, WALKS BY ME WEARING THIS, CRAZY, ALMOST SOMBRERO LOOKING, BLACK COWBOY HAT, BUT WITH THIS PINK, THING STICKING OUT FROM UNDER IT? WHAT IS THAT LEE? HE PULLS OFF HIS HAT, SHOWS IT TO ME, NO, WHAT IS THAT PINK THING UNDER YOUR HAT? LOL. A TOWEL TO MAKE THE HAT FIT! LOL. IT IS DRIPPING HALF WAY DOWN HIS FACE! HE IS A CHARACTER! LEE IS TAKING UP THE LEAD, TO BUS 4, THAT IS PARKED WEIRD? THERE IS THIS HUGE SPACE, BETWEEN, THE FIRST TWO BUSES AND THE #4? STRANGE. ALL THE SUDDEN, THIS VERY SHELLEY, LOOKING, MOUNTAIN LINE, CHICK WITH SHOULDER LENGTH DARK HAIR, WALKIE TALKIE IN HAND, COMES AROUND THE BUS . . . SHE IS LOOKING FOR SOMEONE, I AM RIGHT AT THE END OF THE BUS, AND ALMOST RUN STRAIGHT INTO NOT JUST ONE COP, BUT TWO, WHO ARE ALSO LOOKING FOR SOMEONE? SHIT. LUCKY FOR ME, LEE'S OVERSIZED, BLACK HAT, BLOCKED, SOME OF THE VIEW . . . THIS WOULD BE SOMETHING, SHELLEY, ON MY NAME AND MONEY WOULD DO, TRY TO GET ME ARRESTED, LIKE SHE HAD DONE FOR YEARS. I DDIN'T NOTICE, ANYONE ACTING OUT, OTHER THAN THE KAY LOOK ALIKE! BUT SHE CALMED DOWN TOO. I QUICKLY GET ON THE BUS, AND THE COPS, NOW THREE OF THEM, ARE TALKING TO THIS BLACK DUDE, WHO I NEVER HEARD, OR SAW, WHERE THE CHICK WAS TAKING THE COPS? A COVER-UP? JUST GRAB THE ONE BLACK DUDE AND TALK TO HIM. STAGED! I AM SAFELY ON THE BUS. (9) THERE IS A DUDE, ON THAT ROUTE, WHO REMINDS ME, OF WHO, I THOUGHT, MIGHT HAVE, WARNED ME, AND THE GRAY TRUCK, FOR SOME ODD REASON, I THOUGHT HE MIGHT DRIVE A TRUCK LIKE THAT, WAY BACK TWO YEARS AGO--IF I DON'T HAVE A SIGN OR SYMBOL, I MAKE UP ONE AND GOD USES THAT FROM THAT TIME ON--WE ARE BOTH GOOD, HE HAS BEEN TRAINING ME FOR, 20 YEARS! LIKELY KNEW THE SHIT I WAS GOING TO GET MYSELF INTO IN THE FUTURE, STARTED, EARLY! IT IS ALMOST A SCIENCE! BRETT SAID, MY BRAIN WAS LIKE THE FEDERAL TAX CODE! FED TURNED MOB BOSS! NINJA MIKE IS ONE DUDE, CRAZY ASS ENOUGH, WILD ENOUGH, TURBO TORGUED ENOUGH, TO BE ON MY SIDE, AND, DO SOME AMAZING THINGS! KISSES IF THAT WAS YOU, OR WHOMEVER, WAS PRIVY TO WHAT WAS HAPPENING AROUDN THEM! COVERT OPS FOR SURE! DANGER AROUND EVERY CORNER! MAN OF MY DREAMS, IF TRUE! LOL. I REALLY DON'T EVEN KNOW HIS NAME, NEVER ASKED! LIKE I SAY, I MAKE MY OWN, SIGNS AND SYMBOLS UP FOR THINGS AND GOD, FOLLOWS IT! (10) AS THE BUS PULLS INTO THE COURTHOUSE AND BUS TERMINAL, I NOTICE A COUPLE, WHO LOOKED, LIKE ME AND BRETT, HE HAD HIS ARMS AROUND HER. LOVE IS LOVE. ALL IS FAIR IN LOVE AND WAR! LOL. THEN, I NOTICE, A MAN, WALKNING WITH HIS ARMS AROUND, A YOUNG BOY . . . A SIGH OF RELIEF, THAT, MAYBE BRETT'S BEAUTIFUL SON, IS WITH HIM, OR SOME COP PICKED HIM UP, AND HE IS SAFE. I HAVE HAD MEN, OFFER TO BE A BODY GUARD, EVEN WILLING TO TAKE A BULLET FOR ME . . . I DON'T WANT TO BE RESPONSIBLE FOR TWO OF US! THE WORST THING, BRETT'S BLOOD DOUBLE, COULD DO, IS BE WITH ME, RIGHT NOW! THIS MORNING IN THE NEWSPAPER, THERE WAS A MAN WITH THE LAST NAME, "BIRDWELL" AND I THOUGHT, HE IS SAFE AND GOT AWAY WELL! THERE WAS ALSO A MOTHER AND SON, I THINK, SORRY IF GIRLFRIEND, THAT REMINDED ME OF, RUTHIE, AND BEING REUNITED WITH HER CUTE SON! YOU DID A FINE JOB, GIRL! THEN THIS SONG CAME ON THAT WAS, LIKE, "I REMEMBER YOU . . ." HOW COULD A 5 YEAR OLD REMEMBER, ME? OFTEN BRETT WOULD PLAY WITH, HIM, CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER HIS NAME, OUT IN THE BACKYARD, AND, ME AND RUTHIE WOULD TALK. THE ONLY THING I COULD THINK OF, HIM, REMEMBERING, WAS ME LAUGHING AT HIS CRAZY ASS MOTHER! FUNNIEST MEMORY, YOUR MOM, BOUGHT YOU A BLACK GOLD FISH, AND PUT IT IN A LITTLE GLASS FISH TANK. IT DIED, I THINK, SHE WENT OUT OF TOWN, FOR A DAY OR SO, CAME BACK AND THE FISH WAS FLOATING IN THE TANK ON TOP OF THE WATER, OBVIOUSLY DEAD! I ASKED HER WHAT SHE DID WITH THE FISH, BURIED IT IN THE PET CEMETARY? LOL. NO, I FROZE IT IN THE ICE TRAY. YOU DID WHAT? DO YOU WANT TO SEE IT? SURE . . . SHE ACTUALLY, FROZE THE FISH IN THE ICE TRAY . . . DON'T FORGET IT WHEN, YOU SERVE LEMONADE! LOL. RUTHIE WAS ONE OF THE MOST FUN, COOLEST CHICKS, I EVER MET! YOU GOT LUCKY, BOY! KAY, WAS ANOTHER STORY, EVEN AS A FRIEND SINCE CHILDHOOD . . . SHE HAD A MEAN STREAK IN HER, AND I CAN SEE HER TREATING YOU JUST LIKE THAT BOY IN THE GREEN SWEATSHIRT, WITH THE WORDS, "MAKE SOME NOISE" LIKE SHE IS GOING TO HURT ME OR DID! PAYBACK'S A BITCH, KAY! WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND! NEVER MARRY ANYONE, IF YOU DON'T LOVE THEIR CHILDREN! I SAW THREE, OF MEN, I WAS EITHER MARRIED TO OR ATTRACTED TO, AND, ALL THREE, THERE WAS IMMEDIATE, LOVE, EVEN WHEN THEIR DADDY'S DID ME WRONG--THERE ARE ALWAYS TWO SIDES TO EVERY STORY--LATER THERE WAS THIS SONG, WHERE IS YOUR WHITE PICKET FENCE, YOUR DREAM MAN--I HOPE YOU SCREAM WHEN, YOU SEE MY FACE, WHEN, YOU SEE MY FACE . . . YOU FIND AN NICE GUY WHO WILL TREAT YOU WELL, AND, YOU DO SOMETHING. PROBABLY RIGHT. THEN, THE SONG, I WANT TO PUSH YOU AROUND, I WANT TO PUSH YOU AROUND . . . THEY DID! LOL. BUT, I HAVE A BIG STICK TO BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF THEM BACK! THEY NEVER COUNTED ON THAT! NICE TRY MAKING IT ONE OF YOUR PUSSY CAT GIRLS! NO, JUST ME, WROTE THEM ALL! I WILL WRITE ABOUT THE DREAM, I HAD LAST NIGHT, IT GOES RIGHT IN WITH THIS. OH, I FORGOT TO SAY, THAT WHILE I WAS LOOKING AT THE KAY DOUBLE AND THE FIVE YEAR OLD, BEING, PUSHED AROUND, THERE WAS A CRUMPLED UP, BLACK & WHITE, TISSUE, FROM, NONE OTHER THAN, 5 GUYS BURGERS AND FRIES! THE RUMPLED, TRASH, WAS LEFT ON THE BENCH . . . I THOUGHT, THOSE ASSHOLES, I WROTE ABOUT, ARE NOT GOING TO GIVE ME JUSTICE, SYMBOLIZED BY THE BLACK & WHITE OR COPS, GUYS, AND I FIGURED AS MUCH! THE DREAM WILL REVEAL, ALL THIS, SOON! I HOPE YOU HAD THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE . . . I DID! LOL. YOU DRIVE US WILD, WE'LL MAKE YOU CRAZY. NOT YET, BUT CLOSE AT TIMES! NOW FOR THE DREAM . . . MEET ME IN THE FIRE HOLE BELOW!

KNOW YOUR WORTH!

• in the dream, I was moving in this shitty apartment, just the type I can afford on Social Security, but, with, a billion or so, banking daily from my blog, going worldwide, international delight!  I appeared to be sharing the apartment with some chick, didn't know here, and she was, saying she didn't know if she could, afford, half of the rent for this shitty rat trap, with, a cement shower, so real, low rent!  LOL.
• were were looking through this empty apartment, and there was this, podium, or, a wood, almost, free standing, lectern, or something, with, all these little dogs, and I mean, real, little dogs, beyond the size of a toy, little!  These mini-dogs, started to fall off, and I was trying to keep them, from getting hurt, falling on the floor . . . why do we have all these little dogs in here? where did they come from . . . she didn't have a clue.  Weird.  But, symbolic!  If you get my meaning.  One of the dudes at the Pov, wearing a white cowboy hat, and walking with a walker, has a very symbolic shirt on, that reminds me or may have been the impetus, for this part of the dream, lol, it is a t-shirt, gray, with, tons of small dogs on it, and in the middle of all the dog, there is this, red square or oblong, or whatever a longer square is called--never good at math or geometry! but there is the number "10" in the middle of the red square!  I think you will get my meaning!  How, I symbolized that shirt, and some other dude was wearing it the day, I escaped to Butte . . . seemed, kind of cop-ish, but he had that same shirt on!  He was pretending to be bringing this drunk to the bus station, to catch the bus . . . like right!  Dude was acting drunk, and this guy, walks over to me and says, I NEVER KNEW YOU TOOK A BUS?  He must be confusing me with Rachel, the former, flight attendant!  LOL.  I think I have only taken the airplane, once in all the time, since the bitches and bastards, had all my I.D. stolen, making it impossible to fly, for at least 4 years!  CONTROL!  THEY WANT TO KNOW WHERE I AM AT EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY, WITH 24/7 CONTACT!  IT IS CALLED WANTED FOR MONEY!
• in the next part of the dream, I am taking, a shower, in this, cement, shower!  I was thinking, this is REAL, low rent, district with this kind of shower . . . reminds me of jail . . . some of the Pov rats, actually, like being in jail, over the cold or the heat!  Jack, drunk on his ass one night, without a ride home to East Bonner, called the cops, told them to arrest him, he was publicly, intoxicated.  There response was hilarious . . . WHAT DO YOU THINK WE ARE RUNNING HERE, A MOTEL?  SORRY JACK OLD BOY!  LOL. 

 THIS IS THE KILLER PART OF THE DREAM!

• after I get done with my shower, I start to look around the empty, apartment, with no furniture, and I open, what, I thought, was a cabinet in the kitchen, or bathroom, and, inside, I see, vinyl record covers, that dates me, but they are back in style, hot off the shelves, of retro-cool, funky, old book and music stores!  One the cover, is, Misha Brezinski, one of the main hosts of, the top morning news show, MSNBC, Morning Joe, or Mourning Jo!  She is married, now, to Joe Scarasborough, spelling, but, she has a side business, called, Know Your Worth, seminars, and conferences, for female empowerment.  She also has a book, with the same name, I think.
• the interesting thing was, what she was wearing . . . she had a pure white, leotard on, something, gymnasts or dancers might wear.  She, was in a suggestive pose, with her legs, spread, and her arms behind her . . . suggestive, but not trashy, sexy but not skanky, and there was ONE big album cover, and, four smaller ones with the same, picture of Misha!
• the number of album covers, is also, connected to all the girls, and guys, FIVE GUYS BURGERS AND FRIES!  The large album cover, is symbolic of me, a morning news, anchor of sorts, with a much, larger, readership that, Morning Joe, has viewers, and, I am a female, who empowers, women, and, some say, I am gorgeous.  I am, clean, legally, from, having a rap sheet, and, I am morally clean, safe, simple, and contained, QUALITY HEALTH!  I push, safe and smart, selective, sex!  I am suggestive and, sexy, in my writing but not trampy, and slutty, for the most part, if it's too spicy it is just right!  I read an article about, Helen GUrly Brown, and, in creating, the images, she wanted in Cosmopolitan, she used a very similar balance of, sexy, but not skanky, seductive, but not cheap and trashy, and, the writing was something like that too . . . just enough, to peak your interest, but not too hard core . . . I call my writing, soft porn.
• I found it interesting that, there was ONE big Misha, and four, copies of her . . . very, very, very, symbolic of what has actually happened . . . DON'T BELIEVE HER, IS THEIR CRY, BUT IT IS TRUE!  I also find it interesting, the use of the vinyl or old fashioned, records, because, my son, Elliot, the rocker, just released, a new CD, and I am sure they are fucking wi9th it and stealing that music too . . . on Jack, yesterday and today, there is a saying, generally funny, Can we just go back to when you just stole my music?  FINANCIAL TERRORISM, FRAMING FOR CRIMES, AMBUSHES, AND ATTACKS ON CHARACTER, IS NOT FUN . . . JUST TAKE THE MUSIC, LEAVE ME ALONE!  SAME WITH MY BLOG, BUT INTERESTING THE CONNECTIONS TO MUSIC, MY SON, HIS NEW CD, ALSO BEING, HIDDEN, I AM SURE, BEHIND, CLOSED, CABINET DOORS, SO THE MOB CAN MAKE THEIR MONEY, AS THEY HAVE GOTTEN USED TO FOR 20 YEAR, FROM THIS MOTHER AND SON, GOLDEN ARCHES . . . ADD SECOND SON, RAP AND HIP HOP, DAUGHTER'S BOOKS, GRETA JUST FINISHED, A 350 PAGE NOVEL, READY TO PROOF READ AND, GO TO PRINT, BUT SHE IS SITTING ON IT, PROBABLY BECAUSE, SHE KNOWS IT WILL BE STOLEN, THE SECOND IT HITS THE SHELVES, LIKE NICOLE'S WAS . . . SHE IS DIVORCED NOW, AND NEED THE MONEY!
• again, the wearing of the white, the pure, the clean, the posed, pussy, undercover, sex, but, she, while having a long time affair with Joe, strikes me as that pure, willing to be with a man, but a committed man, not just some one night stand, fly by night affair, but, with someone she can trust, love and share her family with.  Joe sounds, like he knew her father, Dr. Brezenski, may have had him as a professor, really, loved the man, both, supportive of their families, and, were, quite, secretive of their off stage, affair and then, finally announced their marriage, that didn't shock, anyone!  IT'S ABOUT TIME!  LOL.  They are both very family oriented, and protective of their grown, and young kids.

I KNOW MY WORTH . . . FROM THE NEWS, TO A MOTHER, TO AN ATTORNEY, TO A JOURNALIST, OF SORTS, AS SOMEONE WHO INSPIRES MEN AND WOMEN, ALIKE, AND, WHO CONTRIBUTES TO HER WORLD!

BURYING ME, COVERING ME, HIDING ME, STEALING FROM ME, YOU ARE STEALING FROM THE WORLD, AND MORE THAN, THE MONEY, OR THE FAME, OR THE GLORY OF THIS BLOG, IS THE KNOWLEDGE FOR THE POWER OF THE PEOPLE . . . YOU ARE STEALING THAT, NOT ONLY FROM OUR COUNTRY, BUT THE WORLD!

YOU HURT THE WORLD, WHEN, YOU HURT ME!

WE MAY NOT HAVE THE SAME POLITICS--TOUGH SHIT, LEARN TO WRITE BETTER, GET SMARTER PEOPLE ON YOUR SIDE, DO SOMETHING, BUT STEALING IS NOTHING, TO BRAG ABOUT!

HERE IS FOR THE JOY OF THE WORLD

2019 GAMBLE, CARTOON IN THE MISSOULIAN, THIS MORNING.  FIRST CARTOON SECTION, SHOWS, PUTIN, IN THE RUSSIAN CYBERWARFARE HACKING COMPUTER ROOM, WITH THE NEWS THAT, THE U.S. HACKED, THE RUSSIAN ELECTRICAL POWER GRID.  IN THE NEXT SPACE, OR CARTOON SECTION, THERE IS A COMPUTER OR IT PERSON, AND HE IS TAKING ORDERS FROM PUTIN . . . "2020 FOR BIDEN, WE DIDN'T FAIR TOO WELL WITH TRUMP!"

LOL.

WHAT A WONDERFUL, WONDERFUL, WONDERFUL, WORLD THIS COULD BE!

LOVE IS THE ANSWER!

IRAN. U.S.!