COWBOY WISDOM: SOUND'S LIKE HE'S GOT A $1,000 SADDLE ON A $50.00 HORSE. DEATH2LIFE. RING OF FIRE. --JOHNNY CASH. TOY STORY2. MY MONEY. STILL CHEAP! LIE TO ME. --J.T. ELLISON. "THEY APPEARED TO BE THE PERFECT COUPLE . . ." MY MOTHER MYSELF: A DAUGHTER'S (SON'S) SEARCH FOR IDENTITY. THIS IS US. FALLING INTO PLACE. PURE POLITICS: WE HAVE TO HAVE THE WALL! 2 MILLION HISPANICS. HE PANICS. THEY WORK IN YOUR BEEF SLAUGHTER AND BUTCHER SHOPS. WHITES WILL NOT DO THE WORK! THEY ARE THE LANDSCAPERS AND HOUSEKEEPERS AT ALL TRUMP PROPERTIES. WHITES WILL NOT DO THE WORK. CLEAR CHOICE. NEW TEETH COST $12,000, AS HE PUTS CASH DOWN ON A HALF A MILLION DOLLAR RANCH? DIDN'T YOU JUST MAKE $45,000 ON TRAPPING THE IDAHO BABY RAPIST? SO? HEY, YOU CAN GET NEW TEETH FOR $855 IN MEXICO! BUT YOU WOULD HAVE TO GIVE UP YOUR LOYALTY TO TRUMP AND YOUR BIGOTRY! NO COMMENT. LOL. BLACK AND WHITES! THINK CRITICALLY. EXPLORE CREATIVELY. LIVE ETHICALLY. PRO ON THE GO! PRIMITIVE MAN. PRETTY DEADLY. IN PRAISE OF YOUNGER MEN! FEDERAL WILDLIFE OFFICER. JUST THINK I MELTED IN TO YOU, ON THE #1 BUS EXPERIENCE. MEN ARE LIKE TROLLY CARS. ONE COMING BY EVERY TEN MINUTES! MR. CUDDLES. 6 CHICK NUGGETS. YOU THIS MORNING? LOVE YOUR WAYS. CASUAL. CHILL. COOL. EVERYTHING IS SYMBOLIC. EXPOSED YOUR ACHILLES HEEL WITH YOUR SLIP ON DENNIS SHOES. I READ EVERYTHING! NEVER IN MY LIFEF HAVE I FELT SO COMFORTABLE. ALMOST FELT LIKE PUTTING MY ARM THROUGH, YOURS AND PUTTING MY HEAD BACK ON YOUR SHOULDER. FALL INTO ME! OKAY. YOU. BOUNCE BACK IN THREE WEEKS. HIM, OLD SCHOOL, THREE MONTHS! MAYBE. REBEL WILSON ON THE COVER OF "INSTYLE" MAGAZINE. PERFECT PITCH. SMART MEN, SEE THE POTENTIAL. YOUR SMART. THEY WILL JUST TRY TO STOP ME FROM GOING TO THE GYM AFTER I LEAVE THEM! KISS. PERSONALITY AND BRAINS, BIGGEST TURN ON. WILDLIFE PERFECTLY FINE WITH THE RIGHT GUY. COULD TELL YOUR LAID BACK STYLE BY THE WAY YOU REACTED TO ME MOVING YOUR PROPERTY TO THE SEAT. THE WAY YOU DIDN'T MIND CLIMBING OVER ME, PUTTING YOUR BACKPACK UNDER YOUR FEET. THANKS FOR PRETENDING YOU WERE ASLEEP, WHILE I SEXUALLY ASSAULTED YOU WITH MY EYES! LOL. FORGOT KILLERS ON THE ROAD. BRAINS A SQUIRMING LIKE A TOAD! SURVEILLANCE. SIT UP AT ATTENTION! LIE TO ME. THEY BUILT A LIFE ON LIES. SUTTON AND ETHAN MONTCLAIR'S IDYLLIC LIFE IS NOT AS IT APPEARS. THE COUOPLE SEEMS MADE FOR EACH OTHER, BUT THE TRUTH IS UGLY. CONSUMED BY PROFESSIONAL AND PERSONAL BETRAYALS AND FINANCIAL WOES, THE TWO BOTH LOVE AND HATE EACH OTHER. AS TENSIONS MOUNT, SUTTON DISAPPEARS, LEAVING BEHIND A NOT SAYING NOT TO LOOK FOR HER. ETHAN FINDS HIMSELF THE TARGET OF VICIOUS GOSSIP AS FRIENDS, FAMILY AND THE MEDIA SPECULATE ON WHAT REALLY HAPPENED TO SUTTON MONTCLAIR. AS THE POLICE INVESTIGATE, THE LIES THE COUPLE HAVE BEEN SPINNING FOR YERS QUICKLY UNRAVEL. IS ETHAN A KILLER? IS HE BEING SET UP? DID SUTTON HATE HIM ENOUGH TO KILL THE CHILD SHE NEVER WANTED AND THEN HERSELF? THE PATH TO THE ANSWERS IF FULL OF TWISTS THAT WILL LEAVE THE READER BREATHLESS. PUBLICITY & MARKETING CAMPAIGN. ADVANCE UNCORRECTED PROOF NOT FOR SALE. SEE IF ANY OF THESE CHAPTER TITLES RING A BELL? WE FIND A BODY. SOMETHING'S MISSING. DID SHE, OR DIDN'T SHE? THERE ARE CRACKS IN EVERY MARRIAGE. BEAUTY AND THE BEAST. DISCOVERIES ARE MADE. A TWIST OF THE KNIFE. AND THEN THEY WERE THREE. THE FRIENDS COME A-CALLING. BURN ALL THE LAWYERS. THE TANGLED WEBS WE WEAVE. SIDS, OR NOT TO SIDS. THE STRANGE CASE OF THE MISSING WIFE. THE POLICE ARRIVE. GLORY DAYS. TELL ME YOUR SECRETS. WHAT'S REALLY GOING ON HERE? THE INVESTIGATION BEGINS. READ ALL ABOUT IT. THE FIRST BREAK. IN WHICH WE RECEIVE A CLUE. VOICES, I HEAR VOICES. ANOTHER DAWN IS DAWNING. LIFE AS WE KNOW IT HAD ENDED. FRANCOPHILES IN FRANKLIN. STOP THE MADNESS. SHE WHO KNEW HER BEST. AN UNEXPECTED SURPRISE. A VIDEO IS WORTH A THOUSAND WORDS. GOOD TIMING, OFFICER. A TRAIL EMERGES. I HEAR YOU'RE MISSING A WIFE. A CORROSIVE BEAST. LET'S GO FOR A DRIVE. TAKE A WALK ON THE WILD SIDE. THE TIES THAT BIND. BLACKMAIL, OR HOW DOES YOUR GARDEN GROW? WHEN ALL YOU KNOW IS FALSE. A CHANGE OF HEART. I'M COMING HOME, I'M COMING HOME. THAT MAN IS LYING THROUGH HIS TEETH. A CRY, BUT NOT FOR HELP. THE GREEN GRASS ACROSS THE WAY. A CHALLENGE IS GIVEN. THE NEWS, THE DAMNING NEWS. NOT EVERYTHING IS AS IT SEEMS. LIVE FROM A CRIME SCENE. AND NEVER THE TWAIN SHALL MEET. NOW THE WORLD KNOWS. NOW, ISN'T THAT ODD? SUTTON. PROLOGUE. ELLE EST ARRIVE'. NOT EVERYTHING IS AS IT SEEMS. A BIT OF BACKSTORY. THE GHOST OF PAPA. WE MEET A FRIEND. AND SO IT BEGINS. HELLO, MY NAME IS . . . A BABY IS BORN. CAFE' AU LAIT IN BED. AN AFFAIR TO REMEMBER. PAST LIVES REVEALED. MURDER, SHE WROTE. THOSE SACRED HEARTS. AN APPOINTMENT MISSED, A DISASTER AVOIDED. SECRETS AND MONSTERS. AMERICAN WOMAN. THE HEADLINES ARE GRABBING. RISE AND SHINE. WHEN THINGS GO SIDEWAYS. AN ARREST IS MADE. SOMETIMES, YOU GET WHAT EXACTLY YOU WANT. EVERYONE. LIAR, LIAR, PANTS ON FIRE. AIN'T NO REST FOR THE WICKED. ADMIT IT. ONCE A JUVIE, ALWAYS A JUVIE. HAZE ON THE SEINE. THROUGH A GLASS, DARKLY. POISON IVY. LEAN ON ME. THE TRINITY. LEAVIN', ON A JET PLANE. SHINE A BRIGHT LIGHT IN THE CORNERS. HOME IS WHERE THEY HAVE TO TAKE YOU IN. TRUTH WILL OUT. YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN. ADMISSION OF GUILT. BE SHRIVEN. THE RECKONING. DEATH, AND REBIRTH. JUST WHEN YOU THINK IT'S OVER. AUTHOR NOTE. READ BETWEEN THE LINES. LYRICS FROM THE SONG: ONE SHOT.--MABEL. THEN TWO VERY SYMBOLIC AND TELLING DREAMS: (1) DAUGHTER NICOLE; (2) POVERELLO & OLD BOSS, UTAH PROSECUTION COUNCIL, CRIMINAL ENFORCEMENT DIVISION, UTAH ATTORNEY GENERAL OFFICE, MARK NASH.

One Shot

Mabel

I'ma make one stop for you, for you
And you only got one shot, don't ignore, yeah
'Cause I'm so choosy, choosy, yeah, yeah
Mans say I'm too bougie, bougie, yeah, yeah
So I'ma give you one shot, go ahead, pour it

You know that I feel ya
Say you wanna get familiar
But I got tunnel vision, tunnel vision
I like what I see but that don't mean I'm with
Oh Lord, no, no
I need something, real, yeah

Flashing your wrist on your rollie, rollie
Like your time is precious
Talking to me, say you show me, show me
Boy, you better

So I'ma make one stop for you, for you
And you only got one shot, don't ignore, yeah
'Cause I'm so choosy, choosy, yeah, yeah
Mans say I'm too bougie, bougie, yeah, yeah
So I'ma give you one shot, go ahead, pour it

But you only got one shot
Gotta give me all you got
So I'ma make a little time for you
But babe you only got one shot, one shot

I wanna get to know ya
It's so hard to ignore ya
But no, I never make bad decisions, bad decisions
I don't need your hands to catch the rhythm
Oh Lord, no, no
We got something for sure, yeah

Holding your chain like it's holy, holy
I'm a blessing, blessing
Still talking to me, say you show me, show me
Boy, you better

So I'ma make one stop for you, for you
And you only got one shot, don't ignore, yeah
'Cause I'm so choosy, choosy, yeah, yeah
Mans say I'm too bougie, bougie, yeah, yeah
So I'ma give you one shot, go ahead, pour it

And you only got one shot
Gotta give me all you got
So I'ma make a little time for you
But baby you only got one shot, one shot

You stay right there
I'll be right back
Turn this one shot into a night cap
Too much talking
Why you like that?
You only get one shot so baby, where you at?
You stay with me, gotta pay attention
'Cause we have a good thing if you learn your lesson
I'ma make sure that you don't forget it

I'ma make sure that you don't regret it

So I'ma make one stop for you, for you
And you only got one shot, don't ignore, yeah
'Cause I'm so choosy, choosy, yeah, yeah
Mans say I'm too bougie, bougie, yeah, yeah
So I'ma give you one shot, go ahead, pour it

And you only got one shot
Gotta give me all you got
So I'ma make a little time for you
Baby you only got one shot, one shot

Songwriters: Mabel McVey / Jordan Day Reid / Kelly Kiara

One Shot lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC

CLEAR POLITICS. CLEAR CHOICE.  A DAUGHTER'S SEARCH FOR IDENTITY.  SHE IS AS CONSERVATIVE AS I AM LIBERAL!  WILL IT ALL COME OUT IN THE WASH?

• this dream was actually quite simple . . . I lived in a big house, clean, nice, furnished, and kept up.  However, each time, everything was done, Nicole, my arch, conservative, active, Mormon, Republican daughter, who has lived, under the care and supervision of, the Southwick, sister, Sue and Kevin shit or Schmidt, family, for 20 years, while living back east, would come in a mess the house up?
• Sue is one year younger than I am, and, we have, kind of always been rivals, from debate, to her wanting to be an attorney.  Sue used to assign, every sister, a slot, in the family pecking order . . . I was the pretty one.  I always bucked the pretty social butterfly label, and struggled to have it all, brains, beauty, social status, education, good grades, standing in the church, great kids, and the list go on and on.
• Nicole was in the military, when I was practicing law, so she never saw, much of the attorney, professor, business owner, online professor, and she was brought home, after I was told I was going to die and she, might not be done with her service, before I was dead.
• the Southwick sister, pecking order, got it's nose out of joint, when, I decided to get divorced and go to law school, as did my father, screamed at me for hours, and the sister club, promised me if I got a divorce, and gave my kids to their father to go to law school, if my kids ever got famous, look for all our brand names, I would not get credit for being their mother . . . HELLO!?
• President Obama's father, never met him, until he was 10, and only once, and nobody, said he was not partially, responsible, for the genetic, make up of a brilliant, lawyer and world leader!  GET FUCKING REAL.  It was not as if, I abandoned my kids!  They were with me more than with the father they lived with, every weekend, and beyond, still closer to all of them!  Chris hates both of his parents!  LOL.  Can't say I blame him. 

In the book, MY MOTHER MYSELF, I read, the first paragraph or page, and, it sounded very familiar, to me, the very intelligent mother, said, or told her daughter, I am not good at this mother thing, so if you ever, need to find someone that you can bond to, do so . . . I won't be offended.

• but, daughter, sabotage, or lying about her parentage, I take issue with, and, fucking with my great house, messing it up, just as I get it cleaned, or straightened out, is just plain and simply WRONG!  My parents have done me totally wrong, have put hits out on me, to save, more favored, sisters, and I still don't lie about who my parents are!  All my wounds are defensive . . . I have never purposefully, hurt, any of my kids, only done what is best, given the situation, which, admittedly has been hard, but I have seen kids, from, totally, alcoholic, abusive, parents, love and support them . . . so what gives?
• I was like, what is up with that, Nicole?  Back to the dream . . . at first I didn't say anything, but the pattern started to get annoying.  I would go to various parts of my very nice home, and, just, as soon as I got things, back in shape, Nicole would come and mess it up again!
• generally, actions like this, come from deep hurt, and are triggered by the least offense . . . recently, I wrote something, positive about, Greta, being, qualified, to be, Secretary of Interior, and sent a group text, to all four of my kids, thinking, they would be supportive and like seeing, their big sister, who is just going through a divorce, complimented, and, that men, are lining up to meet her, just by me talking to them.  I don't favor, on child over another, never have, never thought this would bother, her or her brothers, who benefited greatly from their big sister's love and care, and I know, the bruising, seen and unseen, a divorce, can cause . . . just wanted to build her up, because, she deserves it!
• NOTE, THE PINK STINK, TEXT BOX, BLOCKING ME FROM, PUBLISHING OR POSTING, BECAUSE, THEY WANT ME TO CLICK, FOR THEIR ENTRY IN TO FUCK THIS BLOG, SO THAT NICOLE, AND MY KIDS, CAN'T GET THE TRUTH, JUST HAPPENED, AND, THEY ARE ON THIS BLOG, AS THEY ALWAYS HAVE BEEN, FROM, DAY TWO!
• so the next thing, I get from Nicole, is, some stupid ass, thing about, text etiquette?  My home schooling daughter, is lecturing her mother, on texting?  I have written for the U.S. Supreme Court, for statewide doctors associations, taught, at three colleges, and have, started, master's degrees in family and human development, and, ancient scripture studies . . . so?  Is she jealous of my relationship with Greta?  She joins, in with all the kids, none of us, like these group, texts . . . I told them all the fuck off!  LOL.  My god, my parents, didn't even call me once, for two years while I was living in Tucson, Arizona, when she was born, not even to congratulate me for having a baby!  I didn't hate them, so where is all this venom, coming from, and what has Sue and Kevin, been telling her?  My father, wrote on letter, group, letter, and, it was about me coming to visit, and to me, too!  LOL.  but, I was glad to know my dad, at least thought of me once in two years!  Let's say it is in my DNA . . . we tend to parent kind of like our parents, parented us!  My parents were on bad, until, I was pitted against, the family welfare case, Shelley . . . we love those we serve, and everyone in the family served, Shelley and her crew, of misfits!
• anyway, I will leave the dream analysis, to her, or to you psychologists out there!  LOL.
• I'm a pretty with it mom, attorney, professor, blogger, and, do everything well . . . the proof is in my work, from my kids, to my billion dollar blog!
• FIND OUT WHO HER BOSSES ARE IN LANGLEY OR QUANTICO!  FUCK!?  NICOLE HAS BEEN IN D.C., PLENTY LONG ENOUGH, TO HOOK UP WITH MY ENEMIES, AND GET PAID BY THEM . . . THE FRUIT DOESN'T FALL FAR FROM THE TREE . . . SHE EVEN WRITES A LETTER TO A CONGRESSMAN OR COUNTY COMMISSIONER AND THEY WANT TO HIRE HER!  LOL.  HER JOB WITH LOUDON COUNTY, VIRGINIA, WAS ALMOST IDENTICAL TO ONE OF MY JOBS WITH THE UTAH ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICE! 
• OF ALL MY KIDS, SHE IS PROBABLY THE MOST LIKE ME!  THAT SHOULD EXPLAIN, A LOT!  LOL.  RABID ABOUT POLITICS!  MILITANT EVEN WITH HER MORMON YOUNG WOMEN . . . I HAVE BRAGGED ABOUT HER TOO, AS I HAVE ALL MY STELLAR KIDS . . . THE BOLD LOOK OF KOHLER!  LOL.  LITTLE  QUEENIE, STOP MESSING WITH YOUR MOTHER'S HOUSE!  I DIG ON HER, BUT SHE PISSES ME OFF!  LOL.  SHE COULD BE JEALOUS OF ME BEING AROUND, GRETA IN THE LAST 20 YEARS, WHILE SHE GOT SUE!  LOL!  THE PINK STINK LINE IS BACK!  THEY FILTER, EVERYTHING FROM MY KIDS, SO THEY DON'T KNOW JACK SHIT!  SHE HAS NO IDEA, JUST HOW COOL HER MOTHER IS!  LOL.
• I am almost afraid to call her, need to first ask her if there are any phone call etiquette's, I need to know about?  FUCK THE FBI or CIA . . . lame ass shits, learning from your MOTHER!

THIS NEXT DREAM, MIGHT, HELP MY LITTLE FEISTY DAUGHTER, KNOW HER MOTHER!  FIRST PICTURE OF NICOLE, AS A TWO MONTH OLD, LOOKING "LIKE LITTLE ROCKET GIRL," GREEN JAMMIES, BODY, STRAIGHT, HEAD ERECT, ON A 45 DEGREE ANGLE, FROM HER BODY, STICKING HER TONGUE OUT, AT ME AND HER DAD!

LOL.

VERY SYMBOLIC AND APPROPRIATE!

• now, my readers, if they can find my blog, anymore, don't know where it is coming out, but, Mr. Cuddly, Federal Wildlife Officer, must have found it and read it, somewhere in the web, used to be everywhere, or he must have paid close attention to my dossier, to be able to find me at McDonald's, with my cell phone battery out . . . even more handsome with his double glasses off!  I am very aggressive in the law, but, in love, not so much . . . take that for what it is worth!  Just grab me by the arm, hit the back roads somewhere, and get me tongue-tied and twisted!  We already broken the ice, kind of . . . 
• so, my readers, know that there has been a sewer or Sue Her, malfunction at the Poverello Center, really the only place, I find safe, in my condition, as a government, mafia, family, GOP, Trump, rat!  Case in point, Yellowstone!  But, several weeks ago, actually, the day, I got back in town, making me extremely suspicious, the sewer backed up at the Pov. shutting down, the kitchen, and the entire downstairs, until, Daylight Disaster Cleanup, repairs everything.  They do, clean up and restoration, and from what I hear, the remodel is going to take some time, with, the need to yank out some of the walls in the men's dorm, and bathrooms . . . these conditions at the Pov. seemed to be the background for the dream.
• SOMEONE IS CONNECTING, MY PAST WITH MY PRESENT!  MY OLD BOSS, MARK NASH, FROM THE UTAH AG'S OFFICE, WAS IN THE DREAM AND IN CHARGE OF THE REMODEL, AND IT WAS SOME, REMODEL!
• this reminds me of something my other, smart alack son, Chris, said once, when I tried to get him to be more positive, by watching the movie, YES, MAN! He is a grumpy old man, at age, 37, he was, about, 35 then . . . he said, Mom, just because, I watch a movie, is not going to make me, positive, and he made reference, giving me a dig, about living in a homeless shelter!  Lol.  I responded by saying, I live in a mansion, that costs, $5 million, with, 168 slaves or butlers and housekeepers, who cook, clean, wait tables, and do yard work!  TRUE!
• in the dream, a group of well dressed men, Mark, heading up the project . . . the ceilings in the kitchen were raised to about double, the non-existent, cupboards, at the Pov. now had, massive, wood covered, cupboards, including, matching fridge and freezer, there were ornate like, Roman architectural pillars, and someone was painting, all the scrolls, and, whatever, in bright, green, yellow, pink and red, colors . . . I was taken back, by the time and effort for a homeless shelter, turned palace!  LOL.  I asked the painters, why, they were doing the pillars so colorful, and he said, because, you are colorful, like someone finally discovered, that the blogger, attorney, professor, lobbyist, is really, at the POV., not in some palatial palace, bought on MY MONEY, and not earned, by the OWNER!   
• THE RICH ONE, OR SHOULD BE RICH, CHICK, LIVES, AT THE POV. MAKE IT FIT FOR A QUEEN! AND THEY WERE!  THE PLACE WAS LIKE TWICE AS BIG . . . IF I EVER GET MY MONEY, THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT I WOULD DO!  MAYBE NOT SO, PALATIAL, BUT, LARGER, WITH MORE ROOM, MAYBE, BETTER ACCOMMODATIONS, BUT THEY REALLY DO A PRETTY GOOD JOB, NOW!  
• there seemed to be a bike race, or some biking event with the remodel, BIKES FOR SHELTER?  All the bikers, took off, going down, this steep, hill, like one might find in San Fransisco or even in Butte, Montana!  I broke, all the bones in my ankle, but for the femur, standing still on a bike, up in Logan, by a water treatment plant, about 10 years ago, so, in the dream, I was a bit, hesitant to go down the really steep hill, and I took, and less steep, and more gradual, incline, or grade of hill!  I took some side street, more gradual.
• if someone has finally, connected me to my PAST, and Mark, retired by now, I am sure, always, a good guy, golf buddy, cool boss, non-sexist, advanced me, right off the bat, put me out in front, assigned me to be on domestic violence committees with top people, judges, attorneys, giving me the manual project, pushing me in front of crowds going trainings, and whatever, even wanting me the first issue of the UTAH PROSECUTOR, to say, I was going to be the NEXT ATTORNEY GENERAL!  He said, you would make a great one, but, my fear is, that you would never make it the full four years!  He read me well!  I would give a job, and offered, one every year to the day, for my time in and out of the AG's office, everything I had, then, once the creative side was over, I would be bored!  Wherever I was in the state, there was the HOT TOPIC!  UTAH DIVISION OF AGING, SAID, WE WATCHED WHAT HAPPENED WHEN, JAN HIRED YOU AND STOLE YOU FROM MARK!  Mark was never threatened, jealous, never, stopped me from advancing, was always, behind me 100%!  I had to laugh at cowboy, he can't stand this chick his boss, at the ranch, or himself, hired, who got great recommendations from, her old boss, but doesn't seem to have even the basic understanding, of ranching, cows, cattle, the market, but does, understand, accounting and the books!  Cowboy said, her old boss just gave her a glowing reference, to bet RID OF HER!  LOL.  I would imagine that is how Shelley got advanced, pretending to be an attorney, or me . . . she's great, to get rid of his problem and make it someone else's, problem!  She is likable, more so than, I am, but, that comes with the territory, I have attitude, she is a humble church mouse, because, she never did what she claimed to have done!  I DID, ALL AND MORE!

IT'S ALL DOWNHILL FROM HERE!

"THEY" HAD ME SOOOO BURIED, THAT NOBODY COULD FIND ME!

LOVE BURGER KING SLOGANS: (1) ANGRY WHOOPER; AND (2) THE STACK KING!

STACKED THE DECK OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN AGAINST ME . . . EVEN HAD MY OWN DAUGHTER(S) AND SON(S) SO CONVINCED, I WAS, THIS HORRIBLE PERSON, THAT SHELLEY OR RACHEL, OR SUE, WERE FAR MORE WORTHY OF MY RESUME, CREDENTIALS, HONORS, AWARDS, MONEY, PRESTIGE AND POWER, THAN, I WAS, THE ONE WHO ALWAYS, EARNED, AND WAS "NEVER" GIVEN!

FUCK?.