The Law, is the Law, is the Law--Know Your Rights: GODZILLA. TUXEDO GALLERY. BLOOD DOUBLE. --NEIL MCMAHON. TWICE DYING. --NEIL MCMAHON. SWEET LOVIN'. STICKY SWEET FROM HIS HEAD TO HIS FEET! STRAY WILD HORSES DADDY BREEDERS LEFT BEHIND, COMING OUT OF THE WOODWORK TO BITE DEAD BEAT DADS? YOUR FUTURE LOOKS GOLDEN. COLLEGE TUITION ASSISTANCE! MIDAS. DRIVE OUT HUNGER. COMPENSATION FOR LOST LOVE? FAMOUS SONS RUN? BELIEVE HER. THE WORLD WAS MOVING AND SHE WAS RIGHT THERE WITH IT . . . SHE WAS! IF SHE IS LIVING IN HOMELESS SHELTERS, WHO IS COLLECTING ALL THE MONEY FROM HER BLOG? GOOD QUESTION. THE JIGSAW PUZZLE MURDERS. HAVE YOU SEEN MY DAD LATELY? I BELIEVE HE WAS TRYING TO KILL ME UP RATTLESNAKE CANYON THREE SUMMERS AGO. THEN, SOMEONE LOOKING JUST LIKE HIM WAS STALKING ME AT THE OVERLAND PARK CHURCH, SHELTER, IN BELLEVUE, WASHINGTON. BUT OTHER THAN THAT, I HAVEN'T SEEN HIM, SINCE LEAVING HIM ABOUT THE LAST TIME I SAW YOU--13 TO 15 YEARS AGO . . . YOUR BETTER LOOKING THAT YOUR OLD MAN! SWINK. FREE TO BE MORE. INTERESTING MOB DREAM LAST NIGHT: (1) I WAS IN THIS REALLY NICE HOUSE, VERY LARGE, WELL DECORATED, WITH SOME, LADY, ABOUT MY AGE, A BIT OVER WEIGHT, AND SHE WAS RATTLING AROUND THE HOUSE, AND AS I FOLLOWED HER AROUND THE HOUSE, I SAID, THE MOB IS HERE . . . SHE DIDN'T SEEM TO BLINK AT THAT, AND CONTINUED ON DOING WHATEVER SHE WAS DOING; (2) SUDDENLY, SEVERAL MEN, ALL DRESSED IN TYPICAL MOB CLOTHING, STRAIGHT OUT OF THE 1950'S MOB MOIVES, INCLUDING THE FELT HATS, TRENCH COATS, OR OVERCOATS, THAT WENT BELOW THE KNEES, SUITS AND TIES, CAME BUSTING IN THE HOUSE: (3) I WAS ALARMED, WENT FOR COVER, STOOD BEHIND, A BED, NEXT TO A WALL . . . SHE DIDN'T SEEM BOTHERED AT ALL, NOR CONCERNED; (4) THEY LET LOOSE TWO DOBERMAN PINCERS, WITH GNARLED LIPS, AND TEETH BARED, THAT STARTED TOWARD ME: (5) I THOUGHT, DOGS SENSE WHEN YOU ARE AFRAID OF THEM, AND I AM NOT, SO, I JUST WALKED OUT FROM BEHIND THE BED, AND RIGHT PASSED THE DOGS! (7) THEN, I CONTINUED TO FOLLOW THE CHICK AROUND THE MASSIVE HOME, AND, ALL LINED UP, WERE ABOUT, 10 LONG GUNS, OR RIFLE TYPE GUNS, LEANED AGAINST THE WALL OR CLOSET DOORS. (8) I OPENED A CLOSET AND THERE WERE MORE GUNS, AND I THOUGHT, MAYBE I SHOULD TAKE ONE FOR PROTECTIONS? NA. I PUT IT BACK AGAINST THE WALL. (9) THE END. I HAVE LONG THOUGHT, MOB. WHEN, I FIRST MARRIED BRETT, THE FIRST MOVIE HE SHOWED ME WAS "MORMONS & MOBSTERS!" HE LOOKED ITALIAN OR SICILIAN. WITNESS PROTECTION PROGRAM. THEN, I HAD AN INCIDENT, AT HASTINGS, AND YESTERDAY ON THE BUS, STILL, WONDERING, ABOUT, BRETT MINI, AND WHY HE IS AT THE POVERELLO, I LOOKED UP AT THE STREET AND IT SAID, "HASTINGS" JUST OFF AUTHOR OR UNIVERSITY. THIS MORNING, WHILE AT MCDONALD'S ON MCDONALD STREET, BUS #7, AGAIN I WAS THINKNIG ABOUT THE DREAM AND THE BLOOD DOUBLE, WHO JUST APPEARS, IN FACT, THREE BLOOD DOUBLES, ALL OFFSPRING OF THEIR FAMOUS OR INFAMOUS DADS! WHY? PAYBACK IS A KID LEFT BEHIND, WHILE YOU WERE CHASING, AND CLAIMING, JOANN S. SECRIST'S, KIDS, WERE YOURS? SIX DEEPING THEIR PARENTAGE, TO HIDE, THEM? I ALWAYS WONDERED, WHAT, THEIR KIDS, MY SISTER'S KIDS, KAY'S KIDS THOUGHT, ABOUT, THIS ARRANGEMENT? I WOUJLD BE BITTER TOO! THESE KIDS ARE ALL STUNNERS, LOOK SMART, ARE BEAUTIFUL, AND, SEEM TO BE PROCESSING THE WILD GAME, READY TO JUMP RIGHT IN! ADVENTURE! SO, WHILE, PONDERING ALL THIS, TRYING TO PROCESS THIS WEEK'S EVENTS, OR EVEN THE LAST FEW, WITH THE STAKES OF THE GAME AMPING UP, STARTING, IN YELLOWSTONE, CONTINUING TO BUTTE, AND BEYOND, THIS YOUNG KID, ALL DRESSED IN RED, BOTH PRO BALL SHIRT AND ATHLETIC PANTS, IS RUNNING LIKE CRAZY THIS MORING DOWN THE STREET? WHO CAN BE MORE DAMAGING TO DADDY AND STEP-MOMS, BAD MOMS, THAN, PISSED OFF BABIES? NOBODY. THEIR LIVES ARE IN DANGER. IN THE WILD, FATHERS, OFTEN KILL THEIR YOUNG! BE AWARE OF THAT, THESE MEN, AND WOMEN, ARE OPERATING ON THE LAW OF THE JUNGLE, OR PREDATORS AND PREY! I'M BETTING ON THE KIDS! MY DREAM WOULD INDICATE, THAT, BLOOD DOUBLE, CAN, EASILY, IDENTIFY, GODZILLA AND THE BRIDE OF GODZILLA! HOW DID THEY KNOW ME? WHEN, BABY KENNEDY WAS DROPPED OFF, HE ACTUALLY, GOT OFF THE BUS, AND WENT INTO THE ARMS OF A WOMAN, WHO LOOKS, AN AWEFULLY, LOT, LIKE, THE WOMAN I JUST SAW IN THE DREAM . . . MOB WIVES? KIDS NATURALLY CHALLENGE THEIR PARENTS. INTERESTING NEW DYNAMICS TO THIS GAME. THE POWER OF GODZILLA AND BRIDE OF FRANKINSTIEN . . . SO THE OTHER DAY, WHEN, I WROTE ABOUT, THE SYMBOLISM OF THE APPLES, WITH THE SIMPLE DREAM OF, SOMEONE, HANDING OUT APPLES, OR BLOGS . . . HERE YOU GET THE MONEY FROM 15, YOU 10, ETC. THEN I WROTE ABOUT THE WICKED STEP-MOTHER, IN ONE OF THE FAIRY TALES, PROBABLY ADDED, THREE FAIRY TALES TOGETHER, MY DAUGHTERS, ARE 40 AND 43, SO IT HAS BEEN A WHILE, BUT, THE MIRROR MIRROR, ON THE WALL, HAG THAT KEEPS ASKING THE MIRROR, WHICH, IS THE FAIREST OF THEM ALL . . . FINALLY, GIVES, ONE OF THE PRINCESSES CHEATED OUT OF HER INHERITIANCE BY, THIS BITCH, THEN, THERE IS THE POISONOUS APPLE, I MADE REFERENCE TO, BUT, THAT COUJLD BE, BECAUSE, SNOW WHITE AND THE SEVEN DWARFS, LOOKED MORE LIKE KAY OR SHELLEY, I AVOIDED, PUTTING THOSE TOGETHER, BUT, SOMEONE ELSE, DID NOT . . . SO WITHIN, I SWEAR, A HALF HOUR, I GET ON "ROCKIN ROOSTER MSNBC LIVE STREAM POLITICS" AND, ONE OF THE SO CALLED, NEWS STORIES, WAS, JON STAMOS, OF FULL HOUSE, AND HIS NEW BRIDE OR WIFE, CAITLIN MCHONEY, HAVING A BABY, AND SHOWING, THEIR FAIRY TALE, LIFE, BOTH FANS OF DISNEYLAND AND WORLD, AS BRETT IS, SO IS RACHEL, AND THEY MAKE REFERENCE TO SNOW WHITE AND THE SEVEN DWARFS, TAKING ALL THE ELEMENTS OF MY BLOG AND ADDING THEM TOGETHER, TO MAKE IT LOOK, LIKE, KAY, IS THE BLOGGER! SHE IS BRUNETTE AND I AM BLONDE! SLEEPING BEAUTY, TAKEN OUT OF THE GAME FOR THE LAST 20 YEARS, OR AS IF, I WAS BURIED IN SOME CASTLE, UNTIL MY HANDSOME PRINCE COMES TO WAKE ME WITH A HOLY KISS! PROBLEM WAS ALL THE HANDSOME PRINCES, KISSED THE FROG PRINCESSES! LOL! SO, I AM STILL WAITING, OR AFTER, THEY FELL IN LOVE WITH ME, THE GODFATHER, WITH, 5 OTHERS, UGLY STEP-SISTERS, AND A FEW STRAYS, KAY, BRIBED ALL OF THEM, WITH, MY SONS' MUSIC MONEY, LATER, MY LAW MONEY, AND THEN, IT WENT ON AND ON FROM THERE . . . TO BILLIONS OF DOLLARS AND A WELL ESTABLISH MOB FAMILY, THE "SWARM" MADE UP OF MORMONS, MEN IN BLACK, MOBSTERS, MILITARY, COPS, AND WHOEVER! BABY BRETT MAY BE THE KEY, SOMEONE NEEDS TO BREAK THIS CASE WIDE OPEN! WITNESS PROTECTION! HE IS NO MORE SAFE THAN, ME AND A WHOLE LOT LESS EXPERIENCED! YOUNG! SO THAT WAS EXAMPLE 1, ON THEIR INFLUENCE, WITH MY MONEY, ON STEROIDS, EXAMPLE #2 . . . SO YESTERDAY, I WROTE ABOUT A WHOLE GENERATIONS OF BRIGHT, BEAUTFUL KIDS, ABOUT 20 OF THEM, ALL BEING, RAISED WITHOUT PARENTS, AS, SYMOBLICALLY REPRESENTED, ON THE H & M, STORE POSTER, AT THE SOUTHGAGE MALL . . . THIS MORNING, THAT POSTER WAS GONE! I KNEW THAT WOULD GET TO THE REAL PARENTS OF THE KIDS ABANDONED, BY, THEIR GREEDY, MONEY GRUBBING, JET SETTING PARENTS, USING AND STEALING, MY FAMILY MONEY! NOW THERE ARE JUST TWO PLAIN JANE, SIGNS, THAT SAY, "SALE!" DID THEY SELL THEIR OWN KIDS? PROBABLY. GENETIFICALLY, IT IS IMPOSSIBLE, FOR BRETT AND KAY, BOTH, BROWN OR BLACK HAIR, BROWN TO DARK BROWN, EYES, TO CREATE A KID, WITH RED HAIR, AND BLUE EYES! OH, BUT WE USED, BRETT'S OTHER BASTARD KIDS, ISAAC, SHELLEY'S SON TO BE ELLIOT, AND STEAL, HIS GOD'S REVOLVER, LITTLE BLACK HORSE, FAME! NOBODY EVER KNEW WHO ISAAC'S FATHER WAS, THERE WAS SPECULATION, THAT IT WAS, CHRIS WANLESS, FROM, RENO, NEVADA, SOMEONE SHELLEY WORKED WITH? BUT, THE POINT, I AM TRYING TO MAKE, IS THAT, AS FAST AS I GET EVIDENCE, THEY DESTROY IT! PROTECT BABY BRETT! SPITTING IMAGE OF HIS DAD, EVEN THE WAY, HIS SHOULDERS, SLIGHTLY SLOUCH, THE WAY HE PUTS HIS FEET TOGETHER WHEN HE STANDS, EVEN THE WAY HE FOLDS HIS ARMS, OR PULLS UP HIS SLEEVES! BLOOD DOUBLE, ALMOST PERFECT! HE HAS TO BE ON THE RUN? DID RUTHIE, TELL HIM, TO FIND ME? DID HE READ MY BLOG ON THE INTERNET? IT IS EASY TO FIND ME, AND THAT IS WHY, IT IS SO, DUMBFOUNDING THAT THE FBI, CIA, OVER FINANCIAL CRIMES, JUST CAN'T FIND ME WHEN, STRAY KIDS, RECOGNIZE THEIR FATHER'S, NAMES AND, THE PLACES THEY MIGHT BE, OR WHO THEY HAVE BEEN WITH! I HAVE BEEN AT THE POV, OFF AND ON, FOR WHAT, ALMOST 4 YEARS AND IN MISSOULA, OFF AND ON FOR AT LEAST 5, CAME DOWN HERE, RIGHT AFTER STARTING MY BLOG! THE SHOCKING THING IS, THAT AS, THE MOB, OR THE SWARM, STOLE OVER 2,000 BLOGS, THEY TOOK THE MONEY LONG AGO, BUT, NOW, THEY WANT THE PHYSICAL EVIDENCE, TO PROVE THE BITCH SQUAD OF COP CUNTS ARE ME, LEAVING ME WITHOUT THE PROOF I WROTE THEM! SO HOW DID THEY, FIND ME? OR DID THE MOB SEND THEM? YOUR GUESS IS AS GOOD AS MINE! SOME DUDE FROM BUTTE, EARL SHOLEY LARSON, A MORMON--NO RAISED MORMON, NONETHELESS, AGREES WITH ME, THAT THEY ARE A CULT, SHOWED ME SOME OF HIS ART, AND I HOPE I CAN FIGURE OUT HOW TO PUT HIS PICTURE IN MY BLOG BODY, BUT, THAT MIGHT, PLACE ME WHERE I HAVE BEEN, FOR A LONG, LONG TIME, BUT, I COME AND GO, THAT MAY BE CONFUSING! START ADDING THE PIECES OF THE JIGSAW PUZZLE TOGETHER AND YOU WILL SHE, I AM ME! NICE ARTWORK THIS BOY, FROM BUTTE . . . HE MIGHT EVEN KNOW, SOME OF THE PLAYERS? THE BUS DRIVER, ON ROUTE 11, TO THE AIRPORT, AND LATER, ON BUS ROUTE 1, I SUSPECT OF BEING, EITHER A BUS DRIVER FROM BUTTE, OR AN UNDERCOVER COP, GOT ALL PISSY WITH ME AGAIN TODAY? TRASHING BUTTE COPS TOO CLOSE TO HOME? GO FIGURE, WE STOPPED AT THE BUS TERMINAL, RIGHT NEXT TO THE COP SHOP, IN MISSOULA, AND I STOOD UP, TOOK A MINUTE TO SNAP MY BACKPACK, TOGETHER, AND THIS DUDE, GRUFFLY SAYS, GET OUT SO I CAN CLOSE THE DOOR? THEN HE WAITED, WHAT, 10 MINUTES FOR HIS NEXT RUN, AFTER, HAVING, HIS WINDOWS AND SKY PORTAL OPEN, FREEZING THE SHIT OUT OF ME THE ENTIRE, HOUR RUN? WHAT THE FUCK? COP! ALWAYS, GET PISSED, CONNECTED TO SOMETHING OR SOMEONE I WRITE ABOUT! BUDDIES WITH AND MAYBE WHY THEY ARE THERE, DIRVING THE BUS! TO WATCH ME! SOMEONE OR GOD INTEL, SEEMS TO BE FEEDING ME INFORMATION, THROUGH, THE BOOKS, DISTRIBUTED AT THE POV, IN THE FRONT SMALL, WAITING AREA OR FOYER? SO, AFTER, SEEING BABY BRETT, STANDING, WAITING TO LEAVE THE OTHER NIGHT AT 8:00 PM, WHILE I WAS CRYING FOR HIM, AGAIN, DADDY RICH OFF ME, AND HIS SON IS HURTING AND AT A SHELTER, EVEN MORE DISGUSTING THAN ME BEING AT A HOMELESS SHELTER, BUT, OH, ELLIOT, MY FAMOUS SON IS HIS SON! I FORGOT! PATHETIC! BUT, I GLANCED, OVER AT THIS BOOK, THAT CAUGHT MY EYE, AND THE WORD, BRILLIANT, WAS ON THE BACK, AND THE TITLE WAS "THE BOSS!" BRETT AND HIS BITCH, KAY, AKA, ME, OR MY KIDS, MA, CHECK OUT THE SYMBOLIC NAMES OF, THE AUTHOR OF "BLOOD DOUBLE" AND "TWICE DYING!" LOL. NEIL MCMAHON. OR NAIL MCDONALD'S MA, HONEY! SHE IS SUPPOSE TO BE ME, FOR KID PURPOSES, BUT THE GENTIICS ARE ALL FUCKED UP, IMPOSSIBLE! ELLIOT HAD TWO RED-HEADED, GREAT-GRANDMOTHERS, AND A RED-HEADED, GRANDMOTHER! I THOUGHT OF HUCK FINN, MARK TWAIN, FAME, RED HEADED, MISCHIEVIOUS YOUNG BOY, SAW A YOUNG LAD, PAINTING A WHITE PICKET FENCE, YESTERDAY, THOUGHT OF ELLIOT, AND HUCK! LOL. THE WHOLE TIME I WAS PREGNANT, THERE WAS A NORMAL ROCKWELL, PICTURE OF A RED HEAD, KIDS, OVERALLS, FRECKLES, HOLDING A FROG IN ONE HAND, AND, A YO-YO IN THE OTHER . . . RANDSOM OF RED CHIEF, AGAIN ABOUT A KID, SO, WILD AND CRAZY, THAT EVEN HIS PARENTS, REFUSED TO PAY THE RANSOM, TO THE KIDNAPPERS, AND, SO THE KIDNAPPERS HAD TO PAY THE PARENTS TO TAKE HIM BACK! LOL. I'M GETTING THERE EL! LOL. A MAZ A MA . . . LAST TIME I TALKED TO ELLIOT, A MONTH OR SO AGO, I SAID, EL, I WANT TO SEE YOU WHEN, I COME TO SALT LAKE CITY. MOM, DIDN'T I SEE YOU ABOUT, A WEEK OR SO AGO? NO, SON, IT HAS BEEN, TWO YEARS, LAST CHRISTMAS! I AM SURE, I JUST SAW YOU . . . MAYBE ON SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS! LOL. A LITTLE OF YOU, GOES A LONG WAY, MOM. TRUE. SMILE. POWERFUL PARENTS, POWERFUL DNA, STRONG HERITAGE! NO, BRETT'S, DARLING BOY, IS BRETT'S! I KNEW THIS KID WAS HIS, JUST KNEW IT, WHEN HE WAS FIVE . . . BRETT, SEEMED TO COME ALIVE, WHEN, HE PLAYED WITH RUTHIE'S, ALLEGED, GRAND KID! TOO CLOSE. TOO INTO THIS . . . MONEY TOOK OVER DADDY'S ATTENTION! WHAT IS CONTROLLING ONE FAMILY, WOULD BRING YOU EVERYTHING YOU EVER WANTED IN LIFE? ONE SHOT? WOULD YOU GO FOR IT? PROBABLY . . . HE DID! BRETT MET, MY TWO, DARLING SONS, ONE TIME WHEN, THEY CAME TO VISIT ME AND, MEET BRETT, IN MT. STERLING, UTAH. I COULD TELL, BRETT, LOVED, THEM, JUST LIKE, I INSTANTLY, LOVED, HIS SON . . . LOVE IS LOVE! KIDS ARE A NATURAL EXTENTION OF YOUR FEELINGS FOR THEIR PARENT! REGARDLESS OF WHAT, HAPPENED! NOW, BRETT, CATERED TO MY BOYS, FIXED THEM, LUNCH, A SALAD, WE ALL WENT FOR A HIKE, IN THE BEAUTIFUL MOUNTAINS, TOGETHER, TALKED AND JUST CHILLED . . . CHRIS KEPT US ALL LAUGHING, WHILE, ELLIOT, PICKED UP BRETT'S SIX STRING, ACCOUSTICAL GUITAR, AND PLAYED, AMAZING, STUFF, THAT, BRETT TOOK NOTE OF . . . BRETT, IN 18 MONTHS, ONLY WORKED ON TWO SONGS, "DUST IN THE WIND" AND, ONE I HEARD, YESTERDAY, AND ABOUT CRIED, AFTER SEEING THAT POSTER OF KIDS, LEFT WITHOUT PARENTS, DURING THIS WAR . . . "LANDSLIDE IS BRINGING ME DOWN." CHILDREN GET OLDER, AND I'M GETTING OLDER TWO . . . WHEN, YOU SEE MY REFLECTION IN THE SNOW COVERED, MOUNTAINS, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH . . . I ALWAYS THINK OF BRETT AND ME, I HEARD THAT SONG DAILY! SO HE KNEW HOW GOOD ELLIOT WAS, RIGHT OFF THE BAT! WITHIN, DAYS OF THAT, I HEARD, OF A KID, WHO SOMEONE, TAPED, JAMMING IN HIS BEDROOM, AND THEY PUT IT ON THE INTERNET AND THE KDIS, GOT, LIKE, 350,000 HITS IN ONE DAY! BRETT LISTENED TO NPR, AND THAT IS WHERE I HEARD THAT BIT OF NEWS, THAT LED ME TO BELIEVE, THAT, HE PUT ELLIOT, ON THE INTERNET, TO TEST HIS PREY, AND HE WAS A HIT! BRETT ALWAYS CONTRIBUTED TO NPR. GODZILLA? THE BULIDING OF A MOB STRUCTURE, FROM THE GROUND UP: (1) ISAAC, POSSIBLE BASTARD SON OF BRETT, TOO! ELLIOT'S CLOSEST COUSIN, USED TO PLAY IN HIS FIRST BAND, THEY SHARED MUSIC AND FRIENDS, AND WHEN, ELLIOT'S LEAD SINGER FOR, HIS BAND, PARALLAX WAS, MYSTERIOUSLY, KILLED, IN THE PROVO, DEATH CAVE, INCIDENT, BACK IN 2004, ELLIOT'S LITTLE BAND WAS JUST STARTING TO TIP THE SCALES OF FAME, KICKING OUT A NEW CD, EVERY TIME I SAW HIM! I ALWAYS THOUGHT THE COPS WERE BEHIND THOSE FOUR MURDERS, IN THE CAVE! BOTH ELLIOT AND CHIRS WERE SUPPOSE TO BE WITH, THE FOURSOME, DUDE FROM RENO, NEVER WENT IN? CONNECTION TO SHELLEY? THIS WAS LATE AFTER A CONCERT, THANK GOD, ELLIOT AND CHRIS, IS BRO FAN, BIGGEST SUPPORTER, WITH, ELECTRONIC MUSIC OF HIS OWN, STOLEN, RIGHT OFF THE COMPUTER, COULD HAVE BEEN JUST AS LUCRATIVE OR MORE, THAN, ELLIOT'S MUSIC, BECAUSE, CHRIS NEVER PLAYED CONCERTS, NOR MARKETED, NOR, SHARED IT WITH ANYONE, BUT HE DID ONE SONG AND I WAS SHOCKED WHO GOOD IT WAS! DALLAS, MY SON-IN-LAW, AN ATF AGENT, AND FORMER, FIREMAN, GOT ALL DEFENSIVE, WHEN, I SAID, COPS AND THE FIREFIGHTERS, KILLED THOSE FOUR KIDS AND PROBABLY, INTENDED TO KILL CHRIS AND ELLIOT! WHY WOULD A DUDE FROM GEORGIA, BE PISSED AT ME, SAYING THAT? BECAUSE HE WAS INVOLVED IN THE DEAL, WITH SHELLEY AND THE COPS, RIGHT FROM THE GET-GO! HE ALSO WANTED TO WRITE A BOOK ON THE TRAGEDY, CONNECTED TO HIS BROTHER-IN-LAW. I REMEMBER THE EARLY DAYS, PUTTING, TWO AND TWO TOGETHER, WITH DALLAS GOING APE SHIT, OVER, READING THE STACK OF MUSIC REVIEWS ON EL'S BAND, GOD'S REVOLVER, THAT EVENTUALLY, WAS, HARD ROCK BAND OF 2008, WITH THREE WORLD WIDE, MUSIC MAGAZINE, INTERVIEW, SUDDENLY CANCELED AS DALLAS, SAT OUT IN HIS CAR, FOR TWO FUCKING HOURS, AND THAT SAME DAY, ME TELLING MY FATHER, THE GODFATHER, WITH GRANDSON, ISAAC, ALREADY, TOURING THE WORLD, WITH ELLIOT'S BAND'S MUSIC, DIFFERENT TITLE, DIFFERENT SONG TITLES, BUT, GRANDPA, SAYING, "I'VE HEARD ENOUGH, JO!" NOW WHY WOULDN'T A GRANDFATHER WANT TO KNOW ABOUT SUCH A BIG DEAL? BECAUSE, IS OTHER GRANDSON, WAS, ALREADY, PROMOTING THE MUSIC AND THE MOB WAS, RAKING IN THE CASH! MORMON NETWORK MARKETING, WORLD, WITH COPS AND, PYRAMID SCHEMES, FUNNELING, THE MUSIC, THROUGHOUT THE WORLD AT THE DROP OF A MONEY MAKING HAT! DIRTY DEEDS! WHEN, I MENTIONED TO GRANDMA, THE MOB, CONSIGLIER, ALL SHE SAID IN REPSONSE, TO ME SAYING THAT ISAAC WAS TOURING ON ELLIOT'S BAND, MUSIC, WAS, YOU HAVE TO PROVE IT! TAHT IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING FOR THE LAST 13 YEARS, AFTER LEAVING, BRETT, SEEING HE WAS IN CAHOOTS WITH, SHELLEY, MY DAD, KAY, AND OTHERS, STEALING MY SONS' MUSIC! I REMEMBER, SEEING THE WORLD NEWS IN 80 SECONDS, AND HEARING ABOUT A BAND, PLAYING IN KOREA, THAT WAS SO POPULAR, THAT, THE COPS, WERE SPRAYING, THE SCREAMING KIDS DOWN, WITH, HOSES, LIKE THEY DID IN THE RACE RIOTS IN THE 60'S! I REMEMBER THE BAND, BEING CALLED, "EXIGENT OR EXIGENCE" AND I CALLED CHRIS, TO TELL HIM, THAT, I WAS SURE IT WAS ELLIOT'S BAND'S MUSIC, AND SHELLEY, USING ISAAC, AS ELLIOT, HE KNEW ALL THE SONGS, AND ALL THE BAND MEMBERS, BUT COPS WERE MAKING UP, A BOY BAND WITH THEIR KIDS, USING LAZARS AND LIGHT SHOWS, TO COVER THE FRAUD! CHRIS SAID, ELLIOT'S, MUSIC LABEL, IS WITH "EXIGENCE OR EXIGENT RECORDS, OUT OF KAYSVILLE! EVERYTHING IS SYMBOLIC, COMMUNICATING WITHOUT COMMUNICATING! KAY, BRETT'S LITTLE HONEY, AFTER, I LEFT HIM, DUE TO HIS FLIRTING AND THE TWO WANTING ME TO WATCH, "BIG LOVE" ON MORMON POLYGAMY, WERE THEY MARRIED BEFORE ME AND BRETT? WAS THIS ALL A SET UP? TO GET THE MUSIC, OR THE RESUME? LIKELY. I CAN ONLY SPECULATE, BUT, I HAVE CONNECTED THE DOTS, FOR YEARS, TRYING TO SAVE, MY FAMILY, AND OUR FORTUNE! (2) SHELLEY, HER SON, JESSE, AND HIS WIFE, TIFFANY, AT THAT SAME TIME, BRETT MET, MY BOYS, EL'S NEW CD, FROM GOD'S REVOLVER, CAME OUT, AND, I LEFT BRETT, TO MOVE IN WITH SHELLEY, BECAUSE, I WAS SURE, HE AND KAY, IF NOT SHELLEY TOO, HAD SOMETHING GOING ON, AFTER, A PLANNED WEEKEND, GET TOGETHER, BETWEEN, ME AND KAY, GIRL'S WEEKEND, AND BRETT, WAS SUPPOSE TO GO WITH HIS FRIEND, HE NEVER WAS, ALLEGEDLY ABLE TO GET A HOLD OF, ENDED, UP DISGUSTING ME, SEEING, BRETT AND KAY, FLIRT, AS IF I WAS A FLY ON THE WALL . . . DEATH NAIL TO OUR MARRIAGE WAS, "YOU CAN PARK YOUR BOAT IN MY GARAGE ANYTIME YOU WANT TOO . . . ." FUCK, YOU, TWO! I KICKED, BRETT OUT OF MY FAMILY REUNION, FOR EASTER, WHERE HE ALLEGEDLY MET, ALL MY FAMILY, OR HE ALREADY KNEW THEM FROM SHELLEY . . . FIRST TIME I INTRODUCED, BOTH KAY AND SHELLEY, TO BRETT, THERE WAS THIS FEEL OF FAMILIARITY, BETWEEN, ALL OF THEM, KAY SAID, "HOW WELL DID YOU KNOW YOUR HUSBAND BEFORE YOU MARRIED HIM?" A DAY . . . I LEFT WITH HIM AND NEVER WENT BACK TO SHELLEY'S HOUSE! YOU LIVE A DIFFERENT KIND OF LIFE, WHEN, YOU HAVE BEEN TOLD, YOU ARE DYING! HE WAS HOT, I WANTED SEX BEFORE I DIED, SO, SURE . . . STAY, SURE! LOL. HE HAD A HARDON FOR THREE MONTHS STRAIGHT, UNTIL HE BEGGED FOR RELIEF, AS HE LAY ON THE BED WITH HIS DICK STICKING STRAIGHT UP IN THE AIR, RIGHT AFTER SEX, HE SAID, I HAVE TO GET SOMETHING DONE . . . LOL. KAY WAS, A RELIEF TO HIM! NO, I THINK, HE WAS ORDERED TO GO CHEAT, AND BREAK UP, THE CONNECTION, BECAUSE, SHORTLY AFTER THAT, HE WENT TO UTAH STATE, TO TALK TO SOMEONE, SURE HE WENT TO SEE HIS OLD GIRLFRIEND, TWO OF THEM, WHO TAUGHT IN THE THEATER DEPARTMENT, CONNECTION TO THE LITTLE THESBIAN, KAY? MAYBE. A BAG OF CHEETOS, BLEW IN THE YARD, OUTSIDE, AND THE FAR AWAY, NEIGHBORS, DOG, A BIG, WHITE, MALAMUT, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, WERE IN THE YARD AT THE SAME TIME, REMEMBERED, SECOND HUSBAND'S ADVICE, NEVER BE FLATTERED BY A MAN WHO WANTS TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU, BECAUSE, ALL MEN ARE LIKE DOGS, IN HEAT! CHEETOS BAG + STRAY NEIGHBOR'S DOG, CHEATER! THINGS WERE NEVER THE SAME AFTER THAT! I WAS JOB TO HIM? FBI OR CIA? AFTER, MEETING JAMES KENNEDY, HE FELL FOR ME, LIKE A CHILD! LOL. I REMEMBER SEEING HIM, DOWN, BY THE BUS TERMINAL, SCREAMING AT SOMEONE, AND, I THOUGHT, SOMEONE IS WATCHING US THROUGH, SURVEILLANCE, AND CAN SEE THE CHEMISTRY, AND HAS ORDERED HIM OFF THE CASE! HE APPEARED TO ME TO BE FIGHTING, TO KEEP SOMETHING? I STARTED TO SEE PATTERNS, WITH THE TUXEDO GALLERY! OR DID A FORMER, JEALOUS LOVER, OR HUSBAND, GET HIM BUMPED? KENNEDY WAS SHOT, THE NIGHT, WE BOTH SAID WE LOVED EACHOTHER, AND I HAD BEEN GETTING SIGNS, FOR, A WEEK, A TRUCK, WITH, AN ORANGE, FOR SMART, OVAL, "M/ME" OR "MURDER ME!" I HAD, THREE LOVE INTERESTS, KILLED, SAW THEIR DOUBLES . . . KEPT NOT WANTING TO LEAVE, BUT, KNEW IF I DIDN'T HE WAS DEAD! FINALLY, AFTER HE TOLD ME HE LOVED ME AND I DITTOED, HIM, I KNEW HE WAS A DEAD MAN WITH SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS, SO I LEFT, HE WAS SHOT THAT, NEXT NIGHT! DRIVE BY? I DON'T THINK SO, A WARNING SHOT! THE OTHER DAY, AFTER GETTING BACK FROM BUTTE, WITH ALL THE SHENANIGANS, ALL THOSE IRISH, HOOLIGANS, AS I GOT OFF THE BUS, NEAR THE POV, THAT TRUCK, THAT, WARNED ME TO LEAVE, BUTTE, AND KENNEDY, CUT ME OFF AT THE CIRCLE, ON NONE OTHER THAN, "SCOTT" AND "TOOLE" BOTH SYMBOLIC STREETS, SCOTT IS RACHEL'S YOUNGEST SON, AND, MY OLD BOSS, FROM THE UTAH AG'S OFFICE, MARK NASH, LIVED IN TOOLE, UTAH! ONE THING I WILL SAY ABOUT, THE CIA, OR WHOM EVER IS SENDING THESE TIMELY MESSAGES, GOD OR, WHOMEVER, IS RIGHT ON, ALL THE TIME! PROBABLY, INNER COMMUNICATIONS, IN THE AGENCY, OR THE COMPANY, OR THE SWARM, OR MOB . . . BRETT USED TO SIT, IN A CHAIR, WITH NOTHING, BUT 2,000 ACRES OF FARMLAND, AND ONE HOUSE, OR TWO, LATER, WITH A SINGLE, ROAD, AND, AS THE RARE TRAFFIC DROVE UP THAT ROAD, BRETT WOULD HAVE A ROLLING DIALOGUE, ABOUT, WHAT WAS BEHIND HIS HEAD, AND GOING ON IN THE BACKGROUND! SOMEONE IS TELLING HIM, IN HIS EAR, WHAT IS GOING ON! WITH BOTH, BRETT AND MILES, WHEN, I NOTICED, SURVEILLANCE, RED, BEAMS, OR REFLECTIONS, THEY WOULD JUST BLOW THEM, OFF . . . NORMAL PEOPLE WOULD BE FREAKED OUT! BRETT COULD FIND ME ANYWHERE, ANYTIME, IN THE WHOLE VALLEY? I WAS ON A BIKE? COP! FED! MORPHED INTO THE MOB! ALL FALLING TOGETHER . . . REFLECTIONS. THE SMART THING THEY DID, WAS, EACH TIME, I STARTED TO GATHER, MOMENTUM, AND CREDIBILITY TO GET SOMEONE TO LISTEN TO ME, THEY WOULD KNOCK THE SHIT OUT OF ME AGAIN! FOUR TIMES, I RECREATED MYSELF, AND FOUR TIMES, THEY FUCKED ME OVER! I AM ALL THEY DO! I AM WORTH A FORTUNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TOP MONEY, MOBSTERS, THE ONE I WROTE ABOUT, THE OTHER DAY, FRANZES, MADE, 1 TO 6 MILLION PER WEEK, I MAKE, PROBABLY, FROM WHAT I SEE, A BILLION PER DAY, WITH ADVERSTISEMENTS, AND, CLOTHING, SHOES, ETC. PLUS, BOOKS, ETC. THEY COUNT ME IN WITH MY SONS' MUSIC!

Wednesday, June 19, 2019

GODZILLA. TUXEDO GALLERY. BLOOD DOUBLE. --NEIL MCMAHON. TWICE DYING. --NEIL MCMAHON. SWEET LOVIN'. STICKY SWEET FROM HIS HEAD TO HIS FEET! STRAY WILD HORSES DADDY BREEDERS LEFT BEHIND, COMING OUT OF THE WOODWORK TO BITE DEAD BEAT DADS? YOUR FUTURE LOOKS GOLDEN. COLLEGE TUITION ASSISTANCE! MIDAS. DRIVE OUT HUNGER. COMPENSATION FOR LOST LOVE? FAMOUS SONS RUN? BELIEVE HER. THE WORLD WAS MOVING AND SHE WAS RIGHT THERE WITH IT . . . SHE WAS! IF SHE IS LIVING IN HOMELESS SHELTERS, WHO IS COLLECTING ALL THE MONEY FROM HER BLOG? GOOD QUESTION. THE JIGSAW PUZZLE MURDERS. HAVE YOU SEEN MY DAD LATELY? I BELIEVE HE WAS TRYING TO KILL ME UP RATTLESNAKE CANYON THREE SUMMERS AGO. THEN, SOMEONE LOOKING JUST LIKE HIM WAS STALKING ME AT THE OVERLAND PARK CHURCH, SHELTER, IN BELLEVUE, WASHINGTON. BUT OTHER THAN THAT, I HAVEN'T SEEN HIM, SINCE LEAVING HIM ABOUT THE LAST TIME I SAW YOU--13 TO 15 YEARS AGO . . . YOUR BETTER LOOKING THAT YOUR OLD MAN! SWINK. FREE TO BE MORE. INTERESTING MOB DREAM LAST NIGHT: (1) I WAS IN THIS REALLY NICE HOUSE, VERY LARGE, WELL DECORATED, WITH SOME, LADY, ABOUT MY AGE, A BIT OVER WEIGHT, AND SHE WAS RATTLING AROUND THE HOUSE, AND AS I FOLLOWED HER AROUND THE HOUSE, I SAID, THE MOB IS HERE . . . SHE DIDN'T SEEM TO BLINK AT THAT, AND CONTINUED ON DOING WHATEVER SHE WAS DOING; (2) SUDDENLY, SEVERAL MEN, ALL DRESSED IN TYPICAL MOB CLOTHING, STRAIGHT OUT OF THE 1950'S MOB MOIVES, INCLUDING THE FELT HATS, TRENCH COATS, OR OVERCOATS, THAT WENT BELOW THE KNEES, SUITS AND TIES, CAME BUSTING IN THE HOUSE: (3) I WAS ALARMED, WENT FOR COVER, STOOD BEHIND, A BED, NEXT TO A WALL . . . SHE DIDN'T SEEM BOTHERED AT ALL, NOR CONCERNED; (4) THEY LET LOOSE TWO DOBERMAN PINCERS, WITH GNARLED LIPS, AND TEETH BARED, THAT STARTED TOWARD ME: (5) I THOUGHT, DOGS SENSE WHEN YOU ARE AFRAID OF THEM, AND I AM NOT, SO, I JUST WALKED OUT FROM BEHIND THE BED, AND RIGHT PASSED THE DOGS! (7) THEN, I CONTINUED TO FOLLOW THE CHICK AROUND THE MASSIVE HOME, AND, ALL LINED UP, WERE ABOUT, 10 LONG GUNS, OR RIFLE TYPE GUNS, LEANED AGAINST THE WALL OR CLOSET DOORS. (8) I OPENED A CLOSET AND THERE WERE MORE GUNS, AND I THOUGHT, MAYBE I SHOULD TAKE ONE FOR PROTECTIONS? NA. I PUT IT BACK AGAINST THE WALL. (9) THE END. I HAVE LONG THOUGHT, MOB. WHEN, I FIRST MARRIED BRETT, THE FIRST MOVIE HE SHOWED ME WAS "MORMONS & MOBSTERS!" HE LOOKED ITALIAN OR SICILIAN. WITNESS PROTECTION PROGRAM. THEN, I HAD AN INCIDENT, AT HASTINGS, AND YESTERDAY ON THE BUS, STILL, WONDERING, ABOUT, BRETT MINI, AND WHY HE IS AT THE POVERELLO, I LOOKED UP AT THE STREET AND IT SAID, "HASTINGS" JUST OFF AUTHOR OR UNIVERSITY. THIS MORNING, WHILE AT MCDONALD'S ON MCDONALD STREET, BUS #7, AGAIN I WAS THINKNIG ABOUT THE DREAM AND THE BLOOD DOUBLE, WHO JUST APPEARS, IN FACT, THREE BLOOD DOUBLES, ALL OFFSPRING OF THEIR FAMOUS OR INFAMOUS DADS! WHY? PAYBACK IS A KID LEFT BEHIND, WHILE YOU WERE CHASING, AND CLAIMING, JOANN S. SECRIST'S, KIDS, WERE YOURS? SIX DEEPING THEIR PARENTAGE, TO HIDE, THEM? I ALWAYS WONDERED, WHAT, THEIR KIDS, MY SISTER'S KIDS, KAY'S KIDS THOUGHT, ABOUT, THIS ARRANGEMENT? I WOUJLD BE BITTER TOO! THESE KIDS ARE ALL STUNNERS, LOOK SMART, ARE BEAUTIFUL, AND, SEEM TO BE PROCESSING THE WILD GAME, READY TO JUMP RIGHT IN! ADVENTURE! SO, WHILE, PONDERING ALL THIS, TRYING TO PROCESS THIS WEEK'S EVENTS, OR EVEN THE LAST FEW, WITH THE STAKES OF THE GAME AMPING UP, STARTING, IN YELLOWSTONE, CONTINUING TO BUTTE, AND BEYOND, THIS YOUNG KID, ALL DRESSED IN RED, BOTH PRO BALL SHIRT AND ATHLETIC PANTS, IS RUNNING LIKE CRAZY THIS MORING DOWN THE STREET? WHO CAN BE MORE DAMAGING TO DADDY AND STEP-MOMS, BAD MOMS, THAN, PISSED OFF BABIES? NOBODY. THEIR LIVES ARE IN DANGER. IN THE WILD, FATHERS, OFTEN KILL THEIR YOUNG! BE AWARE OF THAT, THESE MEN, AND WOMEN, ARE OPERATING ON THE LAW OF THE JUNGLE, OR PREDATORS AND PREY! I'M BETTING ON THE KIDS! MY DREAM WOULD INDICATE, THAT, BLOOD DOUBLE, CAN, EASILY, IDENTIFY, GODZILLA AND THE BRIDE OF GODZILLA! HOW DID THEY KNOW ME? WHEN, BABY KENNEDY WAS DROPPED OFF, HE ACTUALLY, GOT OFF THE BUS, AND WENT INTO THE ARMS OF A WOMAN, WHO LOOKS, AN AWEFULLY, LOT, LIKE, THE WOMAN I JUST SAW IN THE DREAM . . . MOB WIVES? KIDS NATURALLY CHALLENGE THEIR PARENTS. INTERESTING NEW DYNAMICS TO THIS GAME. THE POWER OF GODZILLA AND BRIDE OF FRANKINSTIEN . . . SO THE OTHER DAY, WHEN, I WROTE ABOUT, THE SYMBOLISM OF THE APPLES, WITH THE SIMPLE DREAM OF, SOMEONE, HANDING OUT APPLES, OR BLOGS . . . HERE YOU GET THE MONEY FROM 15, YOU 10, ETC. THEN I WROTE ABOUT THE WICKED STEP-MOTHER, IN ONE OF THE FAIRY TALES, PROBABLY ADDED, THREE FAIRY TALES TOGETHER, MY DAUGHTERS, ARE 40 AND 43, SO IT HAS BEEN A WHILE, BUT, THE MIRROR MIRROR, ON THE WALL, HAG THAT KEEPS ASKING THE MIRROR, WHICH, IS THE FAIREST OF THEM ALL . . . FINALLY, GIVES, ONE OF THE PRINCESSES CHEATED OUT OF HER INHERITIANCE BY, THIS BITCH, THEN, THERE IS THE POISONOUS APPLE, I MADE REFERENCE TO, BUT, THAT COUJLD BE, BECAUSE, SNOW WHITE AND THE SEVEN DWARFS, LOOKED MORE LIKE KAY OR SHELLEY, I AVOIDED, PUTTING THOSE TOGETHER, BUT, SOMEONE ELSE, DID NOT . . . SO WITHIN, I SWEAR, A HALF HOUR, I GET ON "ROCKIN ROOSTER MSNBC LIVE STREAM POLITICS" AND, ONE OF THE SO CALLED, NEWS STORIES, WAS, JON STAMOS, OF FULL HOUSE, AND HIS NEW BRIDE OR WIFE, CAITLIN MCHONEY, HAVING A BABY, AND SHOWING, THEIR FAIRY TALE, LIFE, BOTH FANS OF DISNEYLAND AND WORLD, AS BRETT IS, SO IS RACHEL, AND THEY MAKE REFERENCE TO SNOW WHITE AND THE SEVEN DWARFS, TAKING ALL THE ELEMENTS OF MY BLOG AND ADDING THEM TOGETHER, TO MAKE IT LOOK, LIKE, KAY, IS THE BLOGGER! SHE IS BRUNETTE AND I AM BLONDE! SLEEPING BEAUTY, TAKEN OUT OF THE GAME FOR THE LAST 20 YEARS, OR AS IF, I WAS BURIED IN SOME CASTLE, UNTIL MY HANDSOME PRINCE COMES TO WAKE ME WITH A HOLY KISS! PROBLEM WAS ALL THE HANDSOME PRINCES, KISSED THE FROG PRINCESSES! LOL! SO, I AM STILL WAITING, OR AFTER, THEY FELL IN LOVE WITH ME, THE GODFATHER, WITH, 5 OTHERS, UGLY STEP-SISTERS, AND A FEW STRAYS, KAY, BRIBED ALL OF THEM, WITH, MY SONS' MUSIC MONEY, LATER, MY LAW MONEY, AND THEN, IT WENT ON AND ON FROM THERE . . . TO BILLIONS OF DOLLARS AND A WELL ESTABLISH MOB FAMILY, THE "SWARM" MADE UP OF MORMONS, MEN IN BLACK, MOBSTERS, MILITARY, COPS, AND WHOEVER! BABY BRETT MAY BE THE KEY, SOMEONE NEEDS TO BREAK THIS CASE WIDE OPEN! WITNESS PROTECTION! HE IS NO MORE SAFE THAN, ME AND A WHOLE LOT LESS EXPERIENCED! YOUNG! SO THAT WAS EXAMPLE 1, ON THEIR INFLUENCE, WITH MY MONEY, ON STEROIDS, EXAMPLE #2 . . . SO YESTERDAY, I WROTE ABOUT A WHOLE GENERATIONS OF BRIGHT, BEAUTFUL KIDS, ABOUT 20 OF THEM, ALL BEING, RAISED WITHOUT PARENTS, AS, SYMOBLICALLY REPRESENTED, ON THE H & M, STORE POSTER, AT THE SOUTHGAGE MALL . . . THIS MORNING, THAT POSTER WAS GONE! I KNEW THAT WOULD GET TO THE REAL PARENTS OF THE KIDS ABANDONED, BY, THEIR GREEDY, MONEY GRUBBING, JET SETTING PARENTS, USING AND STEALING, MY FAMILY MONEY! NOW THERE ARE JUST TWO PLAIN JANE, SIGNS, THAT SAY, "SALE!" DID THEY SELL THEIR OWN KIDS? PROBABLY. GENETIFICALLY, IT IS IMPOSSIBLE, FOR BRETT AND KAY, BOTH, BROWN OR BLACK HAIR, BROWN TO DARK BROWN, EYES, TO CREATE A KID, WITH RED HAIR, AND BLUE EYES! OH, BUT WE USED, BRETT'S OTHER BASTARD KIDS, ISAAC, SHELLEY'S SON TO BE ELLIOT, AND STEAL, HIS GOD'S REVOLVER, LITTLE BLACK HORSE, FAME! NOBODY EVER KNEW WHO ISAAC'S FATHER WAS, THERE WAS SPECULATION, THAT IT WAS, CHRIS WANLESS, FROM, RENO, NEVADA, SOMEONE SHELLEY WORKED WITH? BUT, THE POINT, I AM TRYING TO MAKE, IS THAT, AS FAST AS I GET EVIDENCE, THEY DESTROY IT! PROTECT BABY BRETT! SPITTING IMAGE OF HIS DAD, EVEN THE WAY, HIS SHOULDERS, SLIGHTLY SLOUCH, THE WAY HE PUTS HIS FEET TOGETHER WHEN HE STANDS, EVEN THE WAY HE FOLDS HIS ARMS, OR PULLS UP HIS SLEEVES! BLOOD DOUBLE, ALMOST PERFECT! HE HAS TO BE ON THE RUN? DID RUTHIE, TELL HIM, TO FIND ME? DID HE READ MY BLOG ON THE INTERNET? IT IS EASY TO FIND ME, AND THAT IS WHY, IT IS SO, DUMBFOUNDING THAT THE FBI, CIA, OVER FINANCIAL CRIMES, JUST CAN'T FIND ME WHEN, STRAY KIDS, RECOGNIZE THEIR FATHER'S, NAMES AND, THE PLACES THEY MIGHT BE, OR WHO THEY HAVE BEEN WITH! I HAVE BEEN AT THE POV, OFF AND ON, FOR WHAT, ALMOST 4 YEARS AND IN MISSOULA, OFF AND ON FOR AT LEAST 5, CAME DOWN HERE, RIGHT AFTER STARTING MY BLOG! THE SHOCKING THING IS, THAT AS, THE MOB, OR THE SWARM, STOLE OVER 2,000 BLOGS, THEY TOOK THE MONEY LONG AGO, BUT, NOW, THEY WANT THE PHYSICAL EVIDENCE, TO PROVE THE BITCH SQUAD OF COP CUNTS ARE ME, LEAVING ME WITHOUT THE PROOF I WROTE THEM! SO HOW DID THEY, FIND ME? OR DID THE MOB SEND THEM? YOUR GUESS IS AS GOOD AS MINE! SOME DUDE FROM BUTTE, EARL SHOLEY LARSON, A MORMON--NO RAISED MORMON, NONETHELESS, AGREES WITH ME, THAT THEY ARE A CULT, SHOWED ME SOME OF HIS ART, AND I HOPE I CAN FIGURE OUT HOW TO PUT HIS PICTURE IN MY BLOG BODY, BUT, THAT MIGHT, PLACE ME WHERE I HAVE BEEN, FOR A LONG, LONG TIME, BUT, I COME AND GO, THAT MAY BE CONFUSING! START ADDING THE PIECES OF THE JIGSAW PUZZLE TOGETHER AND YOU WILL SHE, I AM ME! NICE ARTWORK THIS BOY, FROM BUTTE . . . HE MIGHT EVEN KNOW, SOME OF THE PLAYERS? THE BUS DRIVER, ON ROUTE 11, TO THE AIRPORT, AND LATER, ON BUS ROUTE 1, I SUSPECT OF BEING, EITHER A BUS DRIVER FROM BUTTE, OR AN UNDERCOVER COP, GOT ALL PISSY WITH ME AGAIN TODAY? TRASHING BUTTE COPS TOO CLOSE TO HOME? GO FIGURE, WE STOPPED AT THE BUS TERMINAL, RIGHT NEXT TO THE COP SHOP, IN MISSOULA, AND I STOOD UP, TOOK A MINUTE TO SNAP MY BACKPACK, TOGETHER, AND THIS DUDE, GRUFFLY SAYS, GET OUT SO I CAN CLOSE THE DOOR? THEN HE WAITED, WHAT, 10 MINUTES FOR HIS NEXT RUN, AFTER, HAVING, HIS WINDOWS AND SKY PORTAL OPEN, FREEZING THE SHIT OUT OF ME THE ENTIRE, HOUR RUN? WHAT THE FUCK? COP! ALWAYS, GET PISSED, CONNECTED TO SOMETHING OR SOMEONE I WRITE ABOUT! BUDDIES WITH AND MAYBE WHY THEY ARE THERE, DIRVING THE BUS! TO WATCH ME! SOMEONE OR GOD INTEL, SEEMS TO BE FEEDING ME INFORMATION, THROUGH, THE BOOKS, DISTRIBUTED AT THE POV, IN THE FRONT SMALL, WAITING AREA OR FOYER? SO, AFTER, SEEING BABY BRETT, STANDING, WAITING TO LEAVE THE OTHER NIGHT AT 8:00 PM, WHILE I WAS CRYING FOR HIM, AGAIN, DADDY RICH OFF ME, AND HIS SON IS HURTING AND AT A SHELTER, EVEN MORE DISGUSTING THAN ME BEING AT A HOMELESS SHELTER, BUT, OH, ELLIOT, MY FAMOUS SON IS HIS SON! I FORGOT! PATHETIC! BUT, I GLANCED, OVER AT THIS BOOK, THAT CAUGHT MY EYE, AND THE WORD, BRILLIANT, WAS ON THE BACK, AND THE TITLE WAS "THE BOSS!" BRETT AND HIS BITCH, KAY, AKA, ME, OR MY KIDS, MA, CHECK OUT THE SYMBOLIC NAMES OF, THE AUTHOR OF "BLOOD DOUBLE" AND "TWICE DYING!" LOL. NEIL MCMAHON. OR NAIL MCDONALD'S MA, HONEY! SHE IS SUPPOSE TO BE ME, FOR KID PURPOSES, BUT THE GENTIICS ARE ALL FUCKED UP, IMPOSSIBLE! ELLIOT HAD TWO RED-HEADED, GREAT-GRANDMOTHERS, AND A RED-HEADED, GRANDMOTHER! I THOUGHT OF HUCK FINN, MARK TWAIN, FAME, RED HEADED, MISCHIEVIOUS YOUNG BOY, SAW A YOUNG LAD, PAINTING A WHITE PICKET FENCE, YESTERDAY, THOUGHT OF ELLIOT, AND HUCK! LOL. THE WHOLE TIME I WAS PREGNANT, THERE WAS A NORMAL ROCKWELL, PICTURE OF A RED HEAD, KIDS, OVERALLS, FRECKLES, HOLDING A FROG IN ONE HAND, AND, A YO-YO IN THE OTHER . . . RANDSOM OF RED CHIEF, AGAIN ABOUT A KID, SO, WILD AND CRAZY, THAT EVEN HIS PARENTS, REFUSED TO PAY THE RANSOM, TO THE KIDNAPPERS, AND, SO THE KIDNAPPERS HAD TO PAY THE PARENTS TO TAKE HIM BACK! LOL. I'M GETTING THERE EL! LOL. A MAZ A MA . . . LAST TIME I TALKED TO ELLIOT, A MONTH OR SO AGO, I SAID, EL, I WANT TO SEE YOU WHEN, I COME TO SALT LAKE CITY. MOM, DIDN'T I SEE YOU ABOUT, A WEEK OR SO AGO? NO, SON, IT HAS BEEN, TWO YEARS, LAST CHRISTMAS! I AM SURE, I JUST SAW YOU . . . MAYBE ON SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS! LOL. A LITTLE OF YOU, GOES A LONG WAY, MOM. TRUE. SMILE. POWERFUL PARENTS, POWERFUL DNA, STRONG HERITAGE! NO, BRETT'S, DARLING BOY, IS BRETT'S! I KNEW THIS KID WAS HIS, JUST KNEW IT, WHEN HE WAS FIVE . . . BRETT, SEEMED TO COME ALIVE, WHEN, HE PLAYED WITH RUTHIE'S, ALLEGED, GRAND KID! TOO CLOSE. TOO INTO THIS . . . MONEY TOOK OVER DADDY'S ATTENTION! WHAT IS CONTROLLING ONE FAMILY, WOULD BRING YOU EVERYTHING YOU EVER WANTED IN LIFE? ONE SHOT? WOULD YOU GO FOR IT? PROBABLY . . . HE DID! BRETT MET, MY TWO, DARLING SONS, ONE TIME WHEN, THEY CAME TO VISIT ME AND, MEET BRETT, IN MT. STERLING, UTAH. I COULD TELL, BRETT, LOVED, THEM, JUST LIKE, I INSTANTLY, LOVED, HIS SON . . . LOVE IS LOVE! KIDS ARE A NATURAL EXTENTION OF YOUR FEELINGS FOR THEIR PARENT! REGARDLESS OF WHAT, HAPPENED! NOW, BRETT, CATERED TO MY BOYS, FIXED THEM, LUNCH, A SALAD, WE ALL WENT FOR A HIKE, IN THE BEAUTIFUL MOUNTAINS, TOGETHER, TALKED AND JUST CHILLED . . . CHRIS KEPT US ALL LAUGHING, WHILE, ELLIOT, PICKED UP BRETT'S SIX STRING, ACCOUSTICAL GUITAR, AND PLAYED, AMAZING, STUFF, THAT, BRETT TOOK NOTE OF . . . BRETT, IN 18 MONTHS, ONLY WORKED ON TWO SONGS, "DUST IN THE WIND" AND, ONE I HEARD, YESTERDAY, AND ABOUT CRIED, AFTER SEEING THAT POSTER OF KIDS, LEFT WITHOUT PARENTS, DURING THIS WAR . . . "LANDSLIDE IS BRINGING ME DOWN." CHILDREN GET OLDER, AND I'M GETTING OLDER TWO . . . WHEN, YOU SEE MY REFLECTION IN THE SNOW COVERED, MOUNTAINS, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH . . . I ALWAYS THINK OF BRETT AND ME, I HEARD THAT SONG DAILY! SO HE KNEW HOW GOOD ELLIOT WAS, RIGHT OFF THE BAT! WITHIN, DAYS OF THAT, I HEARD, OF A KID, WHO SOMEONE, TAPED, JAMMING IN HIS BEDROOM, AND THEY PUT IT ON THE INTERNET AND THE KDIS, GOT, LIKE, 350,000 HITS IN ONE DAY! BRETT LISTENED TO NPR, AND THAT IS WHERE I HEARD THAT BIT OF NEWS, THAT LED ME TO BELIEVE, THAT, HE PUT ELLIOT, ON THE INTERNET, TO TEST HIS PREY, AND HE WAS A HIT! BRETT ALWAYS CONTRIBUTED TO NPR. GODZILLA? THE BULIDING OF A MOB STRUCTURE, FROM THE GROUND UP: (1) ISAAC, POSSIBLE BASTARD SON OF BRETT, TOO! ELLIOT'S CLOSEST COUSIN, USED TO PLAY IN HIS FIRST BAND, THEY SHARED MUSIC AND FRIENDS, AND WHEN, ELLIOT'S LEAD SINGER FOR, HIS BAND, PARALLAX WAS, MYSTERIOUSLY, KILLED, IN THE PROVO, DEATH CAVE, INCIDENT, BACK IN 2004, ELLIOT'S LITTLE BAND WAS JUST STARTING TO TIP THE SCALES OF FAME, KICKING OUT A NEW CD, EVERY TIME I SAW HIM! I ALWAYS THOUGHT THE COPS WERE BEHIND THOSE FOUR MURDERS, IN THE CAVE! BOTH ELLIOT AND CHIRS WERE SUPPOSE TO BE WITH, THE FOURSOME, DUDE FROM RENO, NEVER WENT IN? CONNECTION TO SHELLEY? THIS WAS LATE AFTER A CONCERT, THANK GOD, ELLIOT AND CHRIS, IS BRO FAN, BIGGEST SUPPORTER, WITH, ELECTRONIC MUSIC OF HIS OWN, STOLEN, RIGHT OFF THE COMPUTER, COULD HAVE BEEN JUST AS LUCRATIVE OR MORE, THAN, ELLIOT'S MUSIC, BECAUSE, CHRIS NEVER PLAYED CONCERTS, NOR MARKETED, NOR, SHARED IT WITH ANYONE, BUT HE DID ONE SONG AND I WAS SHOCKED WHO GOOD IT WAS! DALLAS, MY SON-IN-LAW, AN ATF AGENT, AND FORMER, FIREMAN, GOT ALL DEFENSIVE, WHEN, I SAID, COPS AND THE FIREFIGHTERS, KILLED THOSE FOUR KIDS AND PROBABLY, INTENDED TO KILL CHRIS AND ELLIOT! WHY WOULD A DUDE FROM GEORGIA, BE PISSED AT ME, SAYING THAT? BECAUSE HE WAS INVOLVED IN THE DEAL, WITH SHELLEY AND THE COPS, RIGHT FROM THE GET-GO! HE ALSO WANTED TO WRITE A BOOK ON THE TRAGEDY, CONNECTED TO HIS BROTHER-IN-LAW. I REMEMBER THE EARLY DAYS, PUTTING, TWO AND TWO TOGETHER, WITH DALLAS GOING APE SHIT, OVER, READING THE STACK OF MUSIC REVIEWS ON EL'S BAND, GOD'S REVOLVER, THAT EVENTUALLY, WAS, HARD ROCK BAND OF 2008, WITH THREE WORLD WIDE, MUSIC MAGAZINE, INTERVIEW, SUDDENLY CANCELED AS DALLAS, SAT OUT IN HIS CAR, FOR TWO FUCKING HOURS, AND THAT SAME DAY, ME TELLING MY FATHER, THE GODFATHER, WITH GRANDSON, ISAAC, ALREADY, TOURING THE WORLD, WITH ELLIOT'S BAND'S MUSIC, DIFFERENT TITLE, DIFFERENT SONG TITLES, BUT, GRANDPA, SAYING, "I'VE HEARD ENOUGH, JO!" NOW WHY WOULDN'T A GRANDFATHER WANT TO KNOW ABOUT SUCH A BIG DEAL? BECAUSE, IS OTHER GRANDSON, WAS, ALREADY, PROMOTING THE MUSIC AND THE MOB WAS, RAKING IN THE CASH! MORMON NETWORK MARKETING, WORLD, WITH COPS AND, PYRAMID SCHEMES, FUNNELING, THE MUSIC, THROUGHOUT THE WORLD AT THE DROP OF A MONEY MAKING HAT! DIRTY DEEDS! WHEN, I MENTIONED TO GRANDMA, THE MOB, CONSIGLIER, ALL SHE SAID IN REPSONSE, TO ME SAYING THAT ISAAC WAS TOURING ON ELLIOT'S BAND, MUSIC, WAS, YOU HAVE TO PROVE IT! TAHT IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING FOR THE LAST 13 YEARS, AFTER LEAVING, BRETT, SEEING HE WAS IN CAHOOTS WITH, SHELLEY, MY DAD, KAY, AND OTHERS, STEALING MY SONS' MUSIC! I REMEMBER, SEEING THE WORLD NEWS IN 80 SECONDS, AND HEARING ABOUT A BAND, PLAYING IN KOREA, THAT WAS SO POPULAR, THAT, THE COPS, WERE SPRAYING, THE SCREAMING KIDS DOWN, WITH, HOSES, LIKE THEY DID IN THE RACE RIOTS IN THE 60'S! I REMEMBER THE BAND, BEING CALLED, "EXIGENT OR EXIGENCE" AND I CALLED CHRIS, TO TELL HIM, THAT, I WAS SURE IT WAS ELLIOT'S BAND'S MUSIC, AND SHELLEY, USING ISAAC, AS ELLIOT, HE KNEW ALL THE SONGS, AND ALL THE BAND MEMBERS, BUT COPS WERE MAKING UP, A BOY BAND WITH THEIR KIDS, USING LAZARS AND LIGHT SHOWS, TO COVER THE FRAUD! CHRIS SAID, ELLIOT'S, MUSIC LABEL, IS WITH "EXIGENCE OR EXIGENT RECORDS, OUT OF KAYSVILLE! EVERYTHING IS SYMBOLIC, COMMUNICATING WITHOUT COMMUNICATING! KAY, BRETT'S LITTLE HONEY, AFTER, I LEFT HIM, DUE TO HIS FLIRTING AND THE TWO WANTING ME TO WATCH, "BIG LOVE" ON MORMON POLYGAMY, WERE THEY MARRIED BEFORE ME AND BRETT? WAS THIS ALL A SET UP? TO GET THE MUSIC, OR THE RESUME? LIKELY. I CAN ONLY SPECULATE, BUT, I HAVE CONNECTED THE DOTS, FOR YEARS, TRYING TO SAVE, MY FAMILY, AND OUR FORTUNE! (2) SHELLEY, HER SON, JESSE, AND HIS WIFE, TIFFANY, AT THAT SAME TIME, BRETT MET, MY BOYS, EL'S NEW CD, FROM GOD'S REVOLVER, CAME OUT, AND, I LEFT BRETT, TO MOVE IN WITH SHELLEY, BECAUSE, I WAS SURE, HE AND KAY, IF NOT SHELLEY TOO, HAD SOMETHING GOING ON, AFTER, A PLANNED WEEKEND, GET TOGETHER, BETWEEN, ME AND KAY, GIRL'S WEEKEND, AND BRETT, WAS SUPPOSE TO GO WITH HIS FRIEND, HE NEVER WAS, ALLEGEDLY ABLE TO GET A HOLD OF, ENDED, UP DISGUSTING ME, SEEING, BRETT AND KAY, FLIRT, AS IF I WAS A FLY ON THE WALL . . . DEATH NAIL TO OUR MARRIAGE WAS, "YOU CAN PARK YOUR BOAT IN MY GARAGE ANYTIME YOU WANT TOO . . . ." FUCK, YOU, TWO! I KICKED, BRETT OUT OF MY FAMILY REUNION, FOR EASTER, WHERE HE ALLEGEDLY MET, ALL MY FAMILY, OR HE ALREADY KNEW THEM FROM SHELLEY . . . FIRST TIME I INTRODUCED, BOTH KAY AND SHELLEY, TO BRETT, THERE WAS THIS FEEL OF FAMILIARITY, BETWEEN, ALL OF THEM, KAY SAID, "HOW WELL DID YOU KNOW YOUR HUSBAND BEFORE YOU MARRIED HIM?" A DAY . . . I LEFT WITH HIM AND NEVER WENT BACK TO SHELLEY'S HOUSE! YOU LIVE A DIFFERENT KIND OF LIFE, WHEN, YOU HAVE BEEN TOLD, YOU ARE DYING! HE WAS HOT, I WANTED SEX BEFORE I DIED, SO, SURE . . . STAY, SURE! LOL. HE HAD A HARDON FOR THREE MONTHS STRAIGHT, UNTIL HE BEGGED FOR RELIEF, AS HE LAY ON THE BED WITH HIS DICK STICKING STRAIGHT UP IN THE AIR, RIGHT AFTER SEX, HE SAID, I HAVE TO GET SOMETHING DONE . . . LOL. KAY WAS, A RELIEF TO HIM! NO, I THINK, HE WAS ORDERED TO GO CHEAT, AND BREAK UP, THE CONNECTION, BECAUSE, SHORTLY AFTER THAT, HE WENT TO UTAH STATE, TO TALK TO SOMEONE, SURE HE WENT TO SEE HIS OLD GIRLFRIEND, TWO OF THEM, WHO TAUGHT IN THE THEATER DEPARTMENT, CONNECTION TO THE LITTLE THESBIAN, KAY? MAYBE. A BAG OF CHEETOS, BLEW IN THE YARD, OUTSIDE, AND THE FAR AWAY, NEIGHBORS, DOG, A BIG, WHITE, MALAMUT, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, WERE IN THE YARD AT THE SAME TIME, REMEMBERED, SECOND HUSBAND'S ADVICE, NEVER BE FLATTERED BY A MAN WHO WANTS TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU, BECAUSE, ALL MEN ARE LIKE DOGS, IN HEAT! CHEETOS BAG + STRAY NEIGHBOR'S DOG, CHEATER! THINGS WERE NEVER THE SAME AFTER THAT! I WAS JOB TO HIM? FBI OR CIA? AFTER, MEETING JAMES KENNEDY, HE FELL FOR ME, LIKE A CHILD! LOL. I REMEMBER SEEING HIM, DOWN, BY THE BUS TERMINAL, SCREAMING AT SOMEONE, AND, I THOUGHT, SOMEONE IS WATCHING US THROUGH, SURVEILLANCE, AND CAN SEE THE CHEMISTRY, AND HAS ORDERED HIM OFF THE CASE! HE APPEARED TO ME TO BE FIGHTING, TO KEEP SOMETHING? I STARTED TO SEE PATTERNS, WITH THE TUXEDO GALLERY! OR DID A FORMER, JEALOUS LOVER, OR HUSBAND, GET HIM BUMPED? KENNEDY WAS SHOT, THE NIGHT, WE BOTH SAID WE LOVED EACHOTHER, AND I HAD BEEN GETTING SIGNS, FOR, A WEEK, A TRUCK, WITH, AN ORANGE, FOR SMART, OVAL, "M/ME" OR "MURDER ME!" I HAD, THREE LOVE INTERESTS, KILLED, SAW THEIR DOUBLES . . . KEPT NOT WANTING TO LEAVE, BUT, KNEW IF I DIDN'T HE WAS DEAD! FINALLY, AFTER HE TOLD ME HE LOVED ME AND I DITTOED, HIM, I KNEW HE WAS A DEAD MAN WITH SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS, SO I LEFT, HE WAS SHOT THAT, NEXT NIGHT! DRIVE BY? I DON'T THINK SO, A WARNING SHOT! THE OTHER DAY, AFTER GETTING BACK FROM BUTTE, WITH ALL THE SHENANIGANS, ALL THOSE IRISH, HOOLIGANS, AS I GOT OFF THE BUS, NEAR THE POV, THAT TRUCK, THAT, WARNED ME TO LEAVE, BUTTE, AND KENNEDY, CUT ME OFF AT THE CIRCLE, ON NONE OTHER THAN, "SCOTT" AND "TOOLE" BOTH SYMBOLIC STREETS, SCOTT IS RACHEL'S YOUNGEST SON, AND, MY OLD BOSS, FROM THE UTAH AG'S OFFICE, MARK NASH, LIVED IN TOOLE, UTAH! ONE THING I WILL SAY ABOUT, THE CIA, OR WHOM EVER IS SENDING THESE TIMELY MESSAGES, GOD OR, WHOMEVER, IS RIGHT ON, ALL THE TIME! PROBABLY, INNER COMMUNICATIONS, IN THE AGENCY, OR THE COMPANY, OR THE SWARM, OR MOB . . . BRETT USED TO SIT, IN A CHAIR, WITH NOTHING, BUT 2,000 ACRES OF FARMLAND, AND ONE HOUSE, OR TWO, LATER, WITH A SINGLE, ROAD, AND, AS THE RARE TRAFFIC DROVE UP THAT ROAD, BRETT WOULD HAVE A ROLLING DIALOGUE, ABOUT, WHAT WAS BEHIND HIS HEAD, AND GOING ON IN THE BACKGROUND! SOMEONE IS TELLING HIM, IN HIS EAR, WHAT IS GOING ON! WITH BOTH, BRETT AND MILES, WHEN, I NOTICED, SURVEILLANCE, RED, BEAMS, OR REFLECTIONS, THEY WOULD JUST BLOW THEM, OFF . . . NORMAL PEOPLE WOULD BE FREAKED OUT! BRETT COULD FIND ME ANYWHERE, ANYTIME, IN THE WHOLE VALLEY? I WAS ON A BIKE? COP! FED! MORPHED INTO THE MOB! ALL FALLING TOGETHER . . . REFLECTIONS. THE SMART THING THEY DID, WAS, EACH TIME, I STARTED TO GATHER, MOMENTUM, AND CREDIBILITY TO GET SOMEONE TO LISTEN TO ME, THEY WOULD KNOCK THE SHIT OUT OF ME AGAIN! FOUR TIMES, I RECREATED MYSELF, AND FOUR TIMES, THEY FUCKED ME OVER! I AM ALL THEY DO! I AM WORTH A FORTUNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TOP MONEY, MOBSTERS, THE ONE I WROTE ABOUT, THE OTHER DAY, FRANZES, MADE, 1 TO 6 MILLION PER WEEK, I MAKE, PROBABLY, FROM WHAT I SEE, A BILLION PER DAY, WITH ADVERSTISEMENTS, AND, CLOTHING, SHOES, ETC. PLUS, BOOKS, ETC. THEY COUNT ME IN WITH MY SONS' MUSIC!

Dirty Deeds Done Dirt Cheap

If you're havin' trouble with the high school head
He's givin' you the blues
You want to graduate but not in 'is bed
Here's what you gotta do
Pick up the phone
I'm always home
Call me any time
Just ring
36 24 36 hey
I lead a life of crime

Dirty deeds, done dirt cheap
Dirty deeds, done dirt cheap
Dirty deeds, done dirt cheap
Dirty deeds and they're done dirt cheap
Dirty deeds and they're done dirt cheap

You got problems in your life of love
You got a broken heart
He's double dealin' with your best friend
That's when the teardrops start, fella
Pick up the phone
I'm here alone
Or make a social call
Come right in
Forget about him
We'll have ourselves a ball

Dirty deeds, done dirt cheap
Dirty deeds, done dirt cheap
Dirty deeds, done dirt cheap
Dirty deeds and they're done dirt cheap
Dirty deeds and they're done dirt cheap

If you got a lady and you want her gone
But you ain't got the guts
She keeps naggin' at you night and day
Enough to drive ya nuts
Pick up the phone
Leave her alone
It's time you made a stand
For a fee
I'm happy to be

Your back door man

Dirty deeds, done dirt cheap
Dirty deeds, done dirt cheap
Dirty deeds, done dirt cheap
Dirty deeds and they're done dirt cheap yeah

Dirty deeds and they're done dirt cheap

Concrete shoes, cyanide, TNT
Done dirt cheap
Neckties, contracts, high voltage
Done dirt cheap

Dirty deeds
Do anything you wanna do
Done dirty cheap
Dirty deeds
Dirty deeds
Dirty deeds
Done dirt cheap

Source: Lyricfind

Songwriters: Angus Young / Malcolm Young / Ronald Belford Scott

MOB LANDMARKS

Shelley lived in a house, in Logan, that former, FBI agent, who was involved in taking down, Baby Face Nelson, Chicago mobster, lived in, at the time, she told me I needed to find and new place . . . that was like telling a 5 years old, fresh poisoned, to find an apartment . . . I met, Brett, later that day, while standing out in front of Albertsons--he took me for a ride, to see, his families, 23 acres, farm in Mt. Sterling, and, wanted me to stay . . . I did for 18 months, I believe it was a setup!
- same time as, Elliot's band, was, getting ready to release, God's Revolver hit, Little Black Horse . . . Elliot and Chris, came with Isaac, to visit me and I heard the new CD, let me hear that again, THE FUCKING DOORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO GOOD!
- Shelley, Jesse, Tiffany, after, I left, Brett, a year and a half later, were burning, tons of CDs, with the word, "BANDIT" on all of them. Jesse and Tiffany were doing bank runs, every fucking night! Brett was dropping in now and again, but, I think, he rehooked up with Shelley . . . the Pep Boyz, kicked in, and the money started to roll, Shelley was making trips to Las Vegas, hooked in with the mob, and bikers, down there
- Shelley' family started to apply for credit cards and bank accounts, like crazy, and probably on MY GOOD CREDIT, Shelley had my driver's license, and, my social security card(s) back, in about, 2005 or 6!
- the interesting thing about them, and that, time period, was, Shelley and Brett, seemed to be in cahoots with the cops! All mobsters have dirty cops on the payroll, always!
- significant warnings, through, God Intel, "Mormons and Mobsters"; "I Married the Mob"; "I Married an Axe Murderer" . . . Hastings, tried to stop me and Brett from checking something out, Brett go furious, and they said because he had that, movie, but, Brett denied it, I took it as a warning, that he might kill me, was on guard, all time! "Ned Lloyd"; Joann Going Down" and "Stewart Bliss" . . . always a meaning behind, the titles
- I SERVED TWO PURPOSES: (1) THE COPS WERE SCARED SHITLESS OF ME, BECAUSE OF KILLING ASSET FORFEITURE, AND GETTING 9 FEDERAL AGENTS AND ATTORNEYS, FIRED, AS GENERAL COUNSEL FOR THE UTAH MEDICAL ASSOCIATION, STOPPED, FRAUD UNITS, NATIONWIDE, AND THE FEDS NEVER RECOVERED! (2) I HAD THE GREAT RESUME, AS A CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY, KAY WAS, JUST A TORTS ATTORNEY, LAW I COULD DO IN MY SLEEP! AS THE MOB GREW, SHELLEY COULDN'T HANDLE, THE LEGAL SHIT, SO THEY BROUGHT KAY IN! IT WAS VITAL THEY HAD AN ATTORNEY, ON BOARD, BECAUSE, NOBODY ELSE HAD THE EARNING CAPACITY I DID AND DO! USE HER FOR THE BLOGGING TOO!
- often, as, I wrote my blog, and at times, concerned about, where the locator, showed me, always, posted, PACIFIC TIME, unless, it posted, CHICAGO TIME! I was mostly in the Mountain time zone, until, late, 2016, but, I did go to Seatac, in 2013, when, I started the blog, missed, Elliot, started to write about his band and music, while in Seatac, that is when the MOB, had to deal with, the COPPER RED HEAD, FLAME, MY ROCKER, and bump, dip shit, cop cunt kid, Isaac, punk ass fucker, out, then, they brought in DEXTER, James Kennedy's, version of Elliot! The Irish mob contribution, and probably, doing it to this day . . . he, grafted in, meeting me at the Pov, several, years ago . . . just like Brett's kid, I noticed, him, swipe snow off a bumper, one day, and it reminded me so much, of, a standard, move, Elliot used, when, playing his guitar . . . same hair, same build, said he was a poet, and musician, said, I reminded him of his mother . . . HE WAS SUPPOSE TO BE ELLIOT, ON STAGE, WITH LIGHTING, NOBODY WOULD KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BACK THEN! NOW EL, HAS HIS HEAD SHAVED AND A BIG BURLY BEARD, OR HIS PICTURE, DOES, FROM ABOUT TWO WEEKS AGO!
- it was interesting, to hear that ex-mobster, after, looking up the CIA H.I.V.E. hacking program, that they, the CIA, can hack, and make it look, like another country, hacked, like, HELLO, RUSSIA! He is the one, who advises kids to stay out of the Mob, because, you will end up dead, or in prison . . . if you were to read my blog and his words, we are both on the same side on cops, on the Constitution, and on corruption, and he is the one who looks, like Brett, I am, like, watch, Brett turn, states, evidence and get off scott-free, and, be a preacher, after all this shit, he and his mobster buddies and friends, ex-sisters and ex-former, friends, too, but, the MOB LOVES ME, BECAUSE, I PROTECT THEIR RIGHTS TOOOOOOOOOO, FROM DIRTY, FEDS, WHO CHEAT TO GET WINS! THEY DON'T NEED TO BECAUSE THEY HAVE SO MANY TOOLS AT THEIR DISPOSAL, AND THEY, WILL LOSE THE FAITH AND CREDIBILITY OF THE PUBLIC! WHAT DO YOU THINK WOULD HAPPEN, IF THEY, THE PUBLIC, KNEW, COPS WERE BEHIND, STEALING, MY SONS' MUSIC, MY DAUGHTER'S BOOK MONEY, AND, EVERY FUCKING DIME I HAD MADE IN THE LAST 20 YEARS, INCLUDING STEALING MY IDENTITY?
Take the Money and Run

Steve Miller Band (DEAD BEAT DAD, ISAAC, GOT A CHICK FROM THE MILLER BEEF BLUE RIBBON FAMIY PREGNANT . . . SYMBOLIC OF WHO TOOK THE MONEY AND RAN!

Hoo-hoo
This is a story about Billy Joe and Bobbie Sue
Two young lovers with nothin' better to do
Than sit around the house, get high, and watch the tube
And here is what happened when they decided to cut loose
They headed down to, ooh, old El Paso
That's where they ran into a great big hassle
Billy Joe shot a man while robbing his castle
Bobbie Sue took the money and run

Hoo-hoo-hoo, go on, take the money and run
Go on, take the money and run
Hoo-hoo-hoo, go on, take the money and run
Go on, take the money and run

Hoo-hoo-hoo, billy Mack is a detective down in Texas
You know he knows just exactly what the facts is
He ain't gonna let those two escape justice
He makes his livin' off of the people's taxes
Bobbie Sue, whoa, whoa, she slipped away
Billy Joe caught up to her the very next day

They got the money, hey, you know they got away
They headed down south and they're still running today
Singin' go on take the money and run

Go on, take the money and run
Hoo-hoo-hoo, go on, take the money and run
Oh lord, go on, take the money and run
Hoo-hoo-hoo
Hey, yeah, go on, take the money and run, yeah (yeah)
Hoo-hoo-hoo, go on, take the money and run
Oh lord, go on, take the money and run, yeah (yeah)
Hoo-hoo-hoo, go on, take the money and run, oh lord

Source: Lyricfind

Songwriters: Steve Miller

Take the Money and Run lyrics © Sailor Music

Counting Stars

OneRepublic

Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars
Yeah, we'll be counting stars

I see this life
Like a swinging vine
Swing my heart across the line
In my faces flashing signs
Seek it out and ye shall find
The old, but I'm not that old
Young, but I'm not that bold
And I don't think the world is sold
I'm just doing what we're told
I, feel something so right
Doing the wrong thing
I, feel something so wrong
But doing the right thing
I could lie, could lie, could lie
Everything that kills me makes me feel alive

Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
Baby I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
But baby I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be, we'll be counting stars

I feel the love
And I feel it burn
Down this river every turn
Hope is a four letter word
Make that money
Watch it burn
Old, but I'm not that old
Young, but I'm not that bold
And I don't think the world is sold
I'm just doing what we're told
I, feel something so wrong
But doing the right thing
I could lie, could lie, could lie

Everything that drowns me makes me wanna fly

Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
Baby I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
But baby I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars

We'll be, we'll be counting stars

Take that money and watch it burn

Sink in the river the lessons I learned

Take that money and watch it burn
Sink in the river the lessons I learned

Take that money and watch it burn
Sink in the river the lessons I learned

Take that money and watch it burn
Sink in the river the lessons I learned

Everything that kills me makes me feel alive

Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
Baby I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
Baby I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be, we'll be counting stars

Source: Lyricfind

Songwriters: Ryan Tedder

Counting Stars lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC

BRETT AND I, USED TO SIT OUTSIDE ON WARM, SUMMER, NIGHTS, WATCH THE STARS AND SATELLITES, GO BY, MAKE LOVE UNDER THE STARS . . . GOOD LOVIN' GONE BAD! THIS SONG ALWAYS, REMINDS ME OF HIM.

The Law, is the Law, is the Law--Know Your Rights

Wednesday, June 19, 2019

Dirty Deeds Done Dirt Cheap

Take the Money and Run

Counting Stars

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