Thursday, August 29, 2019

LOOK AT THESE OUTRAGEOUS FACTS! A HISTORY OF CRAZY KINGS. SCHILLING. HAVE A BEARY GOOD DAY. DISCOVER SPACE WITH SNOOPY. SIP & SCAN. CREATE YOUR OWN FANMATE FOOTBALL EXPERIENCE. GO SEAHAWKS! BLOODLET. ABRUPT EDGE. BITTERROOT FLOWER SHOP. REMOTE CONTROL VIEWING. CROSSWORD PUZZLES OR ENTERTAINING NEWS AND TRUE CRIME? LAUGHING GRIZZLY. WELCOME MOOSE. PINK GRIZZLY. LIVE PD. PLAYSTATION. BOZEMAN. SECRET SETTLEMENTS. ATTORNEY, MATTHEW MONFORTON. BRIT LONG. VICIOUS RUMORS! MANUFACTURED OUTRAGE! GRIPSTRONG VINYL. TWO FEATHER RED CAP. THE SINS OF THE FATHERS SHALL BE UPON THEIR CHILDREN UNTO 7 GENERATIONS. AVENGED SEVENFOLD. R.B.G. TOUGH AS NAILS. NOTORIOUS FOR GIVING ADVOCATES A HARD TIME! SIGNING HIS DEATH CERTIFICATE. MCDONALD'S. EAVESDROPPING ON TWO ELDER GENTLEMEN: (1) SHE DELIBERATELY LIED TO LIVE OFF HER SISTER! (2) WELL, MY WIFE IS A COP; (3) THAT DOESN'T MAKE IT RIGHT; (4) TWO WRONGS DON'T MAKE IT RIGHT. (4) I'M GOING GOLFING! (5) DON'T LEAVE MAD. (6) I'M NOT MAD. (7) YOU CAN'T TELL FALSEHOODS! (8) SEE YOU TOMORROW. INTEGRITY VS. JUSTIFICATION & RELATIVITY. A DIFFERENT FORM OF JUSTICE. KISS. ONE LOOKED, MORMON. OTHER LOOKED NON-MORMON--SHORTS AND T-SHIRT. THANKS! GOD IS WATCHING YOU FROM A DISTANCE! THEY PUT MY BODY UP FOR SALE! FUNNY STATEMENT FROM A STODGY BRIT: "WE ARE GLAD TO SEE AMERICA HAVE TO DEAL WITH PRESIDENT TRUMP. GOD KNOWS WE HAVE HAD OUR OWN FAIR SHARE OF CRAZY KINGS!" LOL. FIVE YEARS AGO, YESTERDAY, PRESIDENT OBAMA, DARED, WEAR A BEIGE OR TAN SUIT. REPUBLICANS WENT APE SHIT. CALLED HIM A MARXIST AND SAID THAT HE HAD A PICTURE OF CHAIRMAN MAO ON HIS WALL, AND ALL SORTS OF TERRIBLE THINGS ABOUT HIM ON FOX NEWS AND CONSERVATIVE TALK SHOWS. NO OUTRAGE ON TRUMP? JUST THIS WEEK: (1) SELLING EMOLUMENTS, AT THE G7 SUMMIT WITH OTHER WORLD LEADERS, TRYING TO GET NEXT YEARS SUMMIT, HELD AT HIS TRUMP INTERNATIONAL DORAL RESORT! RICHARD PAINTER, FORMER, WHITE HOUSE ETHICS COUNSEL FOR PRESIDENT, GEORGE W. BUSH, SAID THAT ALONE IS ENOUGH TO GET HIM IMPEACHED! IT IS ILLEGAL AND UNCONSTITUTIONAL TO MAKE MORE THAN, $10.00 AS PRESIDENT, BY MEANS OF PROFITS, PERSONAL GAIN, AND BENEFITS! NOW, OUR #1 TOP DOG, LEGAL EAGLE, AND LAW ENFORCEMENT OFFICER, U.S. AG, WILLIAM BARR, WANTS TO PAD TRUMP'S WALLET TOO, BY THROWING A $30,000 PARTY FOR SOMEONE, AT ONE OF TRUMP'S RESORTS! THE RULE OF LAW, RULES, NOT, A CRAZY ASS PRESIDENT! SHIT? (2) PARDONS FOR FEDERAL GOVERNMENT EMPLOYEES, WHO BREAK THE LAW AND TAKE MONEY FROM FEMA OR THE FEDERAL EMERGENCY MANAGEMENT ACT, I BELIEVE TAKING FROM PUERTO RICO, AND, PUTTING THE MONEY TO BUILDING HIS WALL. THERE HAS NOT BEEN ONE FOOT OF SOUTHERN BORDER WALL, BUILT, WHILE TRUMP HAS BEEN IN OFFICE! PERIOD. CONGRESS HAS NOT APPROPRIATED FUNDS FOR THE WALL, AND IT IS UNCONSTITUTIONAL FOR THE PRESIDENT, THROUGH EXECUTIVE ORDER TO FUND THE WALL WITHOUT CONGRESS APPROVAL AND MONEY TO DO SO! HIS AIDS TOLD HIM, YOU JUST CAN'T TAKE THE PROPERTY, IT HAS TO GO THROUGH "EMINENT DOMAIN" PROCEEDINGS! ANY CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY WORTH THEIR SALT KNOWS THAT. BILL OF RIGHTS, 5TH AMENDMENT, THE GOVERNMENT CAN'T TAKE LIFE, LIBERTY OR "PROPERTY" WITHOUT DUE PROCESS OF LAW, AND THE PEOPLE WHO LOSE THEIR PROPERTY GET, JUST COMPENSATION, THAT THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT, HAS HELD TO BE "FAIR MARKET VALUE!" NEAL KATYAL, FORMER, DEPUTY U.S. SOLICITOR GENERAL, WHO HAS ARGUED, AT LEAST 33 TIMES BEFORE THE HIGH COURT, SAID THIS COULD BE CONSIDERED, BRIBERY AND HIGH CRIMES AND MISDEMEANORS! TRUMP DID TAKE AN OATH, TO "FAITHFULLY" EXECUTE THE LAWS AND TO THE BEST OF HIS ABILITY, LOW BAR, TO UPHOLD THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION! THIS IS CORRUPTION AND SELF-DEALING! (3) LET'S ADD, "BIRTHRIGHT CITIZENSHIP" CHANGE IN THE LAW, VIA, VIOLATING THE 14TH AMENDMENT OF THE U.S. CONSTITUTION! ALL "NATURALIZED" CITIZENS, BORN IN THIS COUNTRY, ARE CITIZENS, AND HAVE DUAL CITIZENSHIP, IN THEIR STATE AND THE UNITED STATES! TRUMP, WHAT A CLOWN. SHHHHH. CRAZY, THINKS HE IS THE "SUPREME LAW OF THE LAND!" "THIS IS MY LAND!" FUCK YOU. THIS LAND IS OUR LAND, THIS LAND IS YOUR LAND! YOU WORK FOR US! FIRED! (4) RIGHT ALONG THE LINE OF A CRUEL, UN-AMERICAN, DICTATOR, TRUMP, AGAIN, THROUGH EXECUTIVE ORDER, THINKS HE CAN, DEPORT ALL SICK CHILDREN, WHO ARE STILL IN ILLEGAL STATUS, AS CITIZENS, BUT HERE LEGALLY, DOING EVERYTHING RIGHT! GOTTA LOVE ATTORNEYS, WHO, FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT, AND DO WHAT IS RIGHT . . . THIS IS AN INTERESTING, TWIST, BUT NOT REALLY, BECAUSE, THE IRISH KNOW HOW DISCRIMINATORY, THE UNITED STATES WAS AGAINST THEM AND OTHER IMMIGRANTS. THIS IS SO COOL, BUT, RONNIE MILLAR, OF THE IRISH IMMIGRATION CENTER, IS JOINING WITH, MY HEROES, THE ACLU, HEALTH CARE PROFESSIONALS, AND, OTHER ENTITIES, LIKE COLLABORATIVE CHURCHES AT THE BORDER, TO STOP THIS INSANITY AND CHALLENGE IT IN COURT! GOD, LOVES THE COURTS, THE ALMOST "SILENT" BUT "POWERFUL" CO-EQUAL BRANCH OF THE GOVERNMENT, CURRENTLY THE ONLY, BRANCH, ARTICLE III, TO BE STOPPING TRUMP'S MADNESS! ONE MOTHER, WITH A 16 YEAR OLD SON, WHO HAS, CYSTIC FIBROSIS, SAID, MY COUNTRY DOES NOT HAVE TREATMENT FOR THIS CONDITION, AND BY GOING BACK, I AM SIGNING MY OWN SON'S, DEATH CERTIFICATE! HURRICANE DORIAN IMPACT! GOOD GOD, AMERICA HAS ALWAYS, BEEN A REFUGE FOR, HUMANITARIAN EFFORTS, NOT ONLY IN THIS COUNTRY, BUT WORLDWIDE! FUCK! I HOPE TO GOD THIS IS IT! A WEEK . . . QUEEN ELIZABETH APPROVED PARLIAMENT SUSPENSION OVER BREXIT. PUTIN IS SMILING, HE HAS PUPPET #1 IN AMERICA, AND NOW, BORIS JOHNSON, PUPPET #2 IN BRITAIN! CRAZY MONARCHS! WHAT DO THEY KNOW! RUSSIAN BOTS, AND SYSTEMIC, CAMPAIGNS TO UNDERMINE, BOTH AMERICAN A OUR ALLIES, MINDS. FOOLS! GOING BIG ON TROLLS! CHAIN SAW. CONGRESS OR THE HOUSE OF REPRESENTATIVES, JUST GOT ITS, 135TH, REPRESENTATIVE, TO SUPPORT, IMPEACHMENT? GOOD GRIEF! A TAN SUIT? ANIMAL ADVOCATES! IF NOT TRUMP, WHO? CRINKLE CUT. I MAY BE OLD, BUT I AIN'T DESPERATE! A JURY CONVICTS, SENATOR, TESTER ( D. MT.) NEPHEW'S KILLER! MUCH, LIKE THE CASE, I TALKED ABOUT YESTERDAY, THE KILLER CALLED, THE SELF-DEFENSE, AFTER CREEPING, IN THE NEPHEW'S BEDROOM, WHERE HIS 8 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER, WAS IN BED WITH HIM, STABBED HIM, USED AN "MAUL HAMMER" ON HIM, AS HE TRIED TO CRAWL FROM THE BEDROOM, GET HELP, CALLING FOR SOMEONE TO TAKE HIM TO THE HOSPITAL. THE 19 YEAR OLD, KILLER, THEN, I BELIEVE, 17, TOLD THE LITTLE GIRL, TO BE QUITE, BECAUSE HE WAS GOING TO GO KILL DADDY! THE DEFENSE, VERSION OF THIS, WAS THAT, THE 17 YEAR OLD, WAS GOING OVER TO THE HOUSE OF A MAN, HE BELIEVED TO BE ABUSING HIS FORMER GIRLFRIEND OR SOMEONE HE DATED, TO CONFRONT HIM AND TELL HIM, TO STOP IT. HE CLAIMED THAT, THE SENATOR'S NEPHEW, CAME TO THE DOOR WITH, THE MAUL HAMMER, THEY GOT IN A CONFRONTATION, AND, THE FIGHT, A BLOODBATH, WITH BLOOD SPLATTER, AND EVIDENCE OF THE SLAYING WAS ALL OVER THE HOUSE. THE LITTLE 8 YEAR OLD GIRL, NEVER ONCE, IN WHAT TWO YEARS, CHANGED HER STORY, AND THE JURY BOUGHT HER VERSION OF THE EVENTS! LOOK, EVERYONE, IS, GIVEN THE RIGHT, TO SELF-DEFENSE. WHEN, SOMEONE, ATTACKS YOU WITH A DEADLY WEAPON, OR YOU ARE IN FEAR OF IMMINENT, HARM, YOU ARE, IN MOST STATES, GIVEN THE LEGAL RIGHT, TO DEFEND YOURSELF TO THE SAME EXTENT OF POWER, THAT THE PERSON ATTACKING YOU HAS! GUN FOR GUN. KNIFE FOR KNIFE, MAUL HAMMER FOR MAUL HAMMER! WE HAVE TO REMEMBER, THAT, THIS YOUNG, BUCK, SAVING HIS GIRLFRIEND, FROM, ALLEGED ABUSE, CAME TO THE HOUSE OF THE ABUSER! IN CIVIL LAW, THERE IS A THEORY OF "COMING TO THE NUISANCE!" PERHAPS, GOING TO LAW ENFORCEMENT AND REPORTING THE ABUSE, MIGHT HAVE BEEN BETTER, BUT OUR HOMETOWN, TEENAGE HERO, BELIEVED HIS 17 YEAR OLD GIRLFRIEND AND TOOK IT UPON HIMSELF, TO "TAKE CARE OF THE PROBLEM" AS HE BRAGGED TO HIS FRIENDS! THAT DOESN'T SOUND LIKE SELF-DEFENSE TO ME . . . APPARENTLY, THE JURY DIDN'T THINK SO EITHER! AFTER WRITING ABOUT THAT, CASE FROM YESTERDAY, FROM, CALGARY CANADA, I BECAME INCREASINGLY, MORE AND MORE CONVINCED, THAT, SELF-DEFENSE, HAD NO, GAME IN THAT CRIME! ALL THE EVIDENCE, SUGGESTED, OTHERWISE! IF SOMEONE SHOWS UP AT YOUR HOUSE, WHICH, FALLS UNDER THE "CASTLE DOCTRINE" OR A MAN'S HOME IS THEIR CASTLE, EVEN WITHOUT, A THREAT, THEY, CAN LEGALLY PROTECT THEIR FAMILY AND PROPERTY, AND NOW STAND YOUR GROUND, LAWS, MAKE THAT EVEN A MORE SOLID, RIGHT! HOWEVER, IF SOMEONE SHOWS UP AT YOUR HOUSE, TO SIMPLY, ASK, YOU, WHY YOU LEFT, THEM AT THE BAR, THAT NIGHT, AFTER DAD, DROPS YOU OFF AND BOTH BOYS, GIVE MONEY FOR MORE BOOZE, AND, TWO SEVERED, ARMS, NO BODY, AND TONS OF EVIDENCE, TO THE CONTRARY, SUGGEST, THAT, NOT ONLY WAS THERE NO RIGHT TO CALL, THE LEGAL DEFENSE OF, SELF-DEFENSE, BUT, THIS WAS OUTRIGHT, COLD BLOODED MURDER! PEOPLE, WHO GET INTO AN ALTERCATION, AND ARE IN FEAR OF THEIR LIVES, DON'T GO TO SUCH, GREAT LENGTHS, TO CONCEAL THE EVIDENCE, FROM THE COPS, NOR HAVE THEIR GIRLFRIEND, MAKE UP AN ALIBI FOR THEM,, THEY SIMPLY, CALL THE COPS, TELL THEM WHAT HAPPENED, AND, TAKE IT LEGALLY FROM THERE! THE FACTS, SHOULD, INDICATE, THAT THERE WAS A SERIOUS, THREAT TO LIFE AND LIMB, THEREFORE, THAT PERSON WHO WAS ATTACKED, BY THE OTHER PERSON, DID WHAT, ANY "REASONABLE" PERSON IN THAT, POSITION, MIGHT HAVE DONE! KILLED THEIR ATTACKER! THEY DON'T, RENT A TRUCK, AND BURN THE EVIDENCE! THEY DON'T RIP UP THE CARPET, AND FLOOR BOARD, A TRY TO CLEAN THE PLACE, FROM TOP TO BOTTOM, INCLUDING, GETTING RID OF ALL THE CIRCUMSTANTIAL EVIDENCE. SEASONED COPS AND PROSECUTORS, KNOW THIS STUFF! IT COULD HAVE BEEN A SIMPLE AS, WE GOT DRUNK, SMASHED, GOT IN A FIGHT, AND DUDE, PULLED A KNIFE ON ME, SO I HAD TO DEFEND MYSELF, FROM HIS FURY OVER, LEAVING HIM AT THE BAR, ON A COLD WINTER, NIGHT, AND I FEARED FOR MY LIFE, DIDN'T HAVE TIME OR THE CHANCE TO CALL THE COPS, HAD TO DEFEND MYSELF, AND THIS WAS THE RESULT! THAT IS BELIEVABLE! I AM STILL BOTHERED, BY THE FATHER'S PART IN THE WHOLE, MURDER . . . I CAN SEE, PICKING UP MY SON AT THE BAR, ON A WINTER NIGHT, EVEN TAKING HIM TO A FRIEND'S HOUSE, FOR, THE PARTY TO CONTINUE, GOING TO GET BOOZE ON THEIR MONEY, BUT, REFUSING TO TESTIFY, TO BE INTERVIEWED, UNTIL YOU ARE FORCED OR ARRESTED, SEEMS, A BIT BIZARRE TO ME? THE COPS, HAD A GUT FEELING, THAT, THERE MIGHT HAVE BEEN ORGANIZED, CRIME INVOLVED, GIVEN THE GRUESOME, TYPE OF MURDER, AND OF A FRIEND? DAD DIDN'T GIVE A RAT'S ASS? THE MOTHER WAS BESIDE HERSELF WITH GRIEF! I STRONGLY BELIEVE THERE IS MUCH, MUCH, MORE TO THIS STORY, THAN EVEN CAME OUT IN THE EVIDENCE AND TRIAL. I KNOW THE FEMALE DETECTIVE, WHO, THE PROGRAM IS NAMED AFTER, OR SHE WAS PART OF, LIKE THE MISSOULA COUNTY SHERIFF'S DEPARTMENT WILL IN "PD LIVE" WAS, SO EXCITED, THAT, THE HOMICIDE TEAM WAS ABLE TO PUT TOGETHER, THE "CHAIN OF EVENTS" THAT LED TO A CONVICTION OF THIS, ALLEGED, BEST FRIEND. I LOOK AT IT MORE AS THE PROSECUTORS' FAULT, BECAUSE, THEY KNOW, OR SHOULD KNOW THE LAWS ON "SELF-DEFENSE" . . . NOW MAYBE, I AM ASSUMING THAT BRITISH "COMMON LAW" THE BASIS FOR OUR AMERICAN JUDICIAL SYSTEM IN ITS ROOTS, IS SIMILAR, PARTICULARLY, ON THE "CASTLE DOCTRINE" BECAUSE, WE DON'T HAVE CASTLES IN THIS COUNTRY, WE HAVE HOMES, FOR THE MOST PART! PERHAPS THE ELEMENTS OF THE SELF-DEFENSE STATUTE IS DIFFERENT THAN, OUR AMERICAN UNDERSTANDING OF THE LAW AND THAT LEGAL PRINCIPLE? I ALSO, THINK THAT IF, THEIR SELF-DEFENSE IS LIKE OURS, THEN, WHY DIDN'T THE KID, TELL, HIS FRIEND'S MOTHER, WHO KNEW, THE KILLER WELL, WHERE THE REST OF THE BODY WAS? EVEN SERIAL KILLERS, WILL, TELL THE COPS, WHERE THEY BURIED THE VICTIMS, MAYBE TO GET A LIFE SENTENCE, RATHER THAN THE DEATH SENTENCE, BUT, I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE, SOMEONE WHO REALLY, BELIEVED, THAT KILLED SOMEONE IN SELF-DEFENSE, WOULD REFUSE, HIS BEST FRIEND'S MOTHER SOME RELIEF, FROM THE PAIN, OF JUST WANTING TO PUT HER SON'S BODY, TOGETHER AND GIVE HIM A PROPER BURIAL? NONE OF IT MAKES ANY SENSE TO ME! I AM CONCERNED, THAT A KID, WHO COULD, SO BRUTALLY, DISPOSE OF HIS FRIEND'S BODY, ONLY GOT, 18 YEARS! HE MIGHT, BE, 38 WHEN, HE GETS OUT. TO ME, SOMEONE, LIKE, I SAID, WHO DISMEMBERS A BODY, IS OF A DIFFERENT SORT, OF PERSON, THAT THE REST OF US ARE! ALL OF US ARE CAPABLE OF MURDER, BUT FEW, DISMEMBERING OUR VICTIMS! THEN, REFUSING SOME, COMFORT AND RELIEF, FOR A WOMAN, HE KNEW WELL AND WAS GRIEVING THE LOSS OF HER ONLY SON! MET ME IN THE FIRE HOLE BELOW, FOR A BRIEF, BUT THOUGHTFUL DISCUSSION, ON, "CHAIN OF EVIDENCE" TYPE, CRIMES, LIKE THIS . . . WHERE, THERE IS SEVERAL, LOCATIONS, THAT ALL NEED TO BE TIED TOGETHER, TO COMPLETE THE PICTURE, OF WHAT REALLY HAPPENED IN THIS CASE OR WHATEVER CASE . . .

FORGIVE AND FORGET, OR HATE WILL EAT YOU ALIVE!

CRIMES, THAT, SAY, HAVE A ONE DAY, TIME SPAN, ARE EASIER, TO FORGIVE, THAN, SAY, ONE THAT SPANS, 20 YEARS, AND CONTINUES, EVERY FUCKING DAY!  A 20 YEAR CRIME, HAS, MANY LOCATIONS, AND MANY PLAYERS!  WITH RELENTLESS PURSUIT, AND NO REPRIEVE, IT IS, NOT ONLY HARD TO FORGIVE, BUT NEARLY IMPOSSIBLE!

IT IS ALL RELATED, AND IT IS ALL, EVIDENCE, AND IT COVERS, NOT ONLY THE NATION, BUT THE GLOBE!

GOOD LUCK, COPS AND PROSECUTORS!
I AM YOU BEST RESOURCE!

I THINK IN THE CALGARY CASE, FROM, THE DAY OF THE MURDER, TO THE CONCLUSION OF THE GATHERING OF THE EVIDENCE, IT TOOK, A SUM, TOTAL OF 10 DAYS!
THAT IS FAST AND THEY DID A GREAT JOB; HOWEVER, THIS CASE IS, AN INTERNATIONAL, ORGANIZED, CRIME, SCHEME, THAT, SPANS, DECADES, WITH, TONS OF DEAD BODIES, AND A SHIT LOAD OF MONEY!  NOT TO MENTION, FAME, FORTUNE, PRESTIGE, POWER, AND INFLUENCE!

IT IS IMPOSSIBLE, TO SEE, THE FULL EXTEND OF A CRIME, THAT SPANS, DECADES AND AS MANY LOCATIONS, WITHOUT, GOING FROM A TO Z!

"THE TOTALITY OF THE CIRCUMSTANCES" INVOLVED, IS A MUST, AND TO LEAVE OUT, ONE, CRITICAL CIRCUMSTANCE, IS TO POSSIBLE, BLOW THE CASE!

HOW DO YOU CONNECT THE DOTS?

THE RESULT MAY BE DIFFERENT, IF YOU DON'T, CONNECT ALL THE DOTS!

"SHE LIED TO LIVE OFF HER SISTER!"

WHAT A GREAT, SUMMATION OF THE CASE!

THAT IS WHY, IT CAUGHT, MY EAR.  HOWEVER, THIS CRIME, IS DEEP AND WIDE, WITH LAYER, UPON, LAYER, AND COVER-UP, UPON COVER-UP, AND LIE, UPON LIE, FROM, SOME, RATHER, CREDIBLE PEOPLE!

THAT DOESN'T MAKE IT RIGHT!

I WAS STRUCK, BUT NOT SURPRISED, THAT THE LITTLE GIRL, IN SENATOR, TESTER'S NEPHEWS, MURDER TRIAL, NEVER, ONCE, CHANGED HER TESTIMONY!

THAT IS A KEY TO THE TRUTH!

I JUST SAW A TRUE CRIME EPISODE, WHERE THE HUSBAND AND HIS WIFE, WERE TAKING AN ANNIVERSARY, TRIP TO SOME, FOREST AREA, THAT HAD EMOTIONAL, IMPACT FOR, THE COUPLE, BECAUSE, THEY TOOK THEIR FIRST DATE THERE . . . WELL, HE PUSHED HER OFF THE CLIFF!

THE PARK RANGERS, INTERVIEWED THE MAN, WHO RAN TO THEM FOR HELP, AS HIS WIFE'S ALMOST DEAD BODY, LAY, 200 FEET BELOW THEM . . . HE CHANGED HIS TESTIMONY, EACH TIME HE TOLD THE STORY, AND, THE STORIES WERE NOT EVEN CLOSE!

DAH, HE KILLED HER!

EVEN SHOCK AND TRAUMA, DON'T EXPLAIN, THREE DIFFERENT, VERSIONS OF THE SAME SET OF FACTS!

WITNESSES, WHO TELL THE TRUTH, NEVER, EVER, CHANGE THEIR, FACTS . .  SURE, MEMORIES, FADE, AND, THERE ARE SOME FACTS, THAT, HAVE LITTLE DIFFERENCES, BUT, THE OVERALL PICTURE OF THE EVENT, OR EVENTS, THAT SURROUND THE CRIME, STAY, RELATIVELY THE SAME!

WHEN YOU ARE LOOKING A  COMPLICATED, CRIME SCENE, THINK OF, A LITERAL, "CHAIN OF EVIDENCE OR FACTS", TAKING YOU FROM ONE LINK, TO THE NEXT LINK, IN THE CRIME, FROM A TO Z!

WE TALK OF "WEAK LINKS IN A CHAIN" . . . DON'T BE IT, IN YOUR PROFESSION, OR YOUR JOB, OR YOUR, CHAIN OF COMMAND!

PROSECUTORS AND COPS HAVE TO LINK ARMS, WORK TOGETHER, TO GET ALL THE FACTS, AND THEN MAKE A CASE!

AS AN ATTORNEY, I RELIED, TOTALLY, ON MY CLIENTS, VERSION OF THE FACT, BECAUSE, GUESS WHAT, I DIN'T KNOW THE FACTS, BUT THE PERSON, WHO HAS THE CASE, EXPERIENCED THE CRIME OR CIVIL ACTION, DOES KNOW THE FACTS . . . DON'T TRY TO SOLVE A CRIME WITHOUT THE PERSON INVOLVED!

NO COP OR PROSECUTOR IS THAT GOOD!

THE COPS GATHER THE EVIDENCE AND THE FACTS, WITNESSES, AND SO FORTH, BUT THE PROSECUTOR, KNOWS THE LAW, AND IT IS ONLY, TOGETHER, THAT A CASE CAN BE WON!

REMEMBER THE ABDUCTION OF THE 8 YEAR OLD, CASE, WHERE THE MOTHER, SAW THE VIDEO AND RECOGNIZED THE FEMALE, WHO CONVINCED HER LITTLE GIRL TO GO WITH, THE CHICK'S BOYFRIEND AND HER, SO HE COULD, DO TO HER, WHAT, HER, MOTHER ALLOWED, MEN TO DO TO HER WHEN SHE WAS LITTLE!  THE MOTHER, TOLD THE COP, IN 4 DAYS, WHAT, TOOK THEM, 104 DAYS, TO FIGURE OUT ON THEIR OWN!

THEREIN LIES THE DIFFERENCE!

WHY DO I THINK I WAS GOOD ENOUGH, FOR EVEN THE BEST ATTORNEYS TO ENVY?
BECAUSE, I FUCKING, LISTENED TO MY CLIENTS, TELL THEIR STORY, AND I STOPPED, THEM, IN PROCESS, AND GRILLED THEM ABOUT THE FACTS AND THE DETAILS, UNTIL THEIR STORY, BECAME MY  OWN, AND PART OF ME, SO I OWNED THE STORY, MYSELF!

I REALIZED THAT I COULDN'T DO IT WITHOUT THEM, AND THEY COULD NOT DO IT WITHOUT ME!

UNLESS I GOT THE GOVERNMENT BY THE BALLZ, AND, SQUEEZED, AND MY CLIENTS, CAVED, AND TOOK DEALS, WITHOUT GOING TO TRIAL!

SECRET SETTLEMENTS!
CUT ME OUT!

SOMEONE PUT MY BODY FOR SALE, AND SOMEONE BOUGHT IT, AND FIGURED THEY HAD A RIGHT TO ME!

UN-AMERICAN AND UNCONSTITUTIONAL! 

FAIR MARKET VALUE
BILLIONS!

JUST A NOTE ON HYBRID, GANGSTERS WHO WERE FORMER COPS AND PROSECUTORS, NOW, MOB BOSSES, AND THEIR WIVES . . . FROM MY STUDIES, AND PERSONAL, UNDERSTANDING, IS THAT: (1) FIRST, THE WIFE OF A MOB BOSS, CAN NEVER LEAVE HIM; (2) THE UNDERSTANDING IS, THAT, HE CAN DO WHAT HE WANTS, WITH WHOM HE WANTS, FROM, SEX, TO MISTRESSES--HE CAN BEAT HER, BUT, IF SOMEONE TOUCHES, OR ROUGHS THE WIFE UP, HE PROTECTS HER AT ANY COST! (3) THE EGO OF A MAN, PARTICULARLY OF THIS, HYBRID, TYPE, WHO, HAS EXPERIENCED, POWER, ON BOTH SIDES OF THE LAW, CAN'T HANDLE, A WIFE, LOVER, LOVE INTEREST, WHO WAS BETTER, THAN, THE REPLACEMENT, AND WILL DO ALL IN HIS POWER, TO PROTECT, HIS EGO, THEREFORE, IN ADDITION, PROTECT, THE NEW WIFE, LOVER OR GIRLFRIEND!

A MUSCLE CHICK LIKE ME, IS HARD TO REPLACE!
NEAR IMPOSSIBLE!

THEY WANT TO PUT ME OUT OF "THEIR' MISERY!

NORMAL MOB OR ORGANIZED CRIME, MOBSTERS, GANGSTERS, TAKE, WHAT, 10% OF THEIR VICTIM'S PROFITS, THESE GUYS WANT, 110%.

I HAVE NO RESPECT FOR THE MOB, BUT, AT LEAST THEY, HAD SOME, CLASS, SOME LIMITS, TO WHAT THEY COULD AND COULD NOT TAKE . . . THESE GUYS, NOT SO MUCH!

YOUR FRIEND, IN THE COP SHOP, OR THE STATE AND FEDERAL PROSECUTORS, OFFICES, MIGHT, BELONG TO THE WORLD, LARGEST, CRIME ORGANIZATION!

THAT IS HARD TO TAKE, AND, FEW, WANT TO ADMIT THAT!

PEOPLE LEAVE THE ROOM AND WANT TO SUFFER IN COMPLETE AND UTTER, DENIAL!

NOT OUR FRIEND OR COLLEAGUE AT JUSTICE OR THE FBI, OR THE CIA, AND OTHER ALPHABET SOUP AGENCIES!

PEOPLE WORKING FOR THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH WOULD, "NEVER" DO THAT!

THAT MENTALITY, IS THE PROBLEM!

BELIEVE. 

Wednesday, August 28, 2019

SMURFIT. A RADICAL RETURN. CATASTROPHE TO TRIUMPH. LET THE SUNSHINE. WOW. THE MORNING SUN OVER THE SHINY HILLS OF EAST MISSOULA, WAS SPECTACULAR THIS MORNING! SO BEAUTIFUL! BUSES PACKED: (1) 5:35 AM TO AIRPORT, FULL OF COLLEGE AGE STUDENTS, WITH BIG ORANGE BACKPACKS, AND GEAR, LOOKED LIKE A TOUR OF SOME TYPE, YELLOWSTONE TO GLACIER, STOPPING AT MISSOULA FOR SENT OFF? FUN! ZIP INTO SUMMER FUN. JUST A FEW DAYS LEFT. (2) FAV TRIP OF ANY DAY, TO BONNER AND BACK, FULL OF STUDENTS, COMMUTERS, AND JUST FOLKS ON THE MOVE TO GROCERY SHOP OR WHATEVER; (3) #1 HEADING TOWARD THE UNIVERSITY, YEAH, THE STUDENTS ARE BACK, ENERGY AND EXCITEMENT IN THE AIR AND ABOUT TOWN! COOL. FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THINGS SPARKLING. SMART WATER. 100% NATURAL BLISS 100% OF THE TIME! EVERYBODY LOVES HUMANS. LOVE TO WATCH THE CITY WAKE UP AND GET ROLLING! COMFORT AND PROTECTION. WE CAME. WE COMIC--CONQUERED. COMIC CON. SACRED LIES. A MYSTERIOUS CULT. 2 DEAD BODIES. SHE SURVIVED. NICK OFFERMAN. ENERGIZE. FANTASTIC BEASTS. SNUBBED, BUT LOVED. THE RUMORS ARE TRUE. SMILE, YOU'RE ON . . . . PUT TWO AND TWO TOGETHER AND YOU COULD SAVE. MISSION: IMPOSSIBLE--FALLOUT. WORST WAYS TO BE DROPPED BY A SPY. NO NOSE CAN RESIST. THAT SMELL. OOHH, THAT SMELL THAT SURROUNDS YOU. REAL MEAT. SHERMICHAEL SINGLETON. GOP STRATEGIST. ALWAYS BE MY MAYBE. SMILE. STRAW. VERY BAD MEN. JUSTICE SERVED: MURDEROUS AFFAIRS.INTERESTING ONE, JUST BECAUSE OF THE NORMALCY OF THE PLAYERS: (1) THE VICTIM HUSBAND, AN ACCOUNTANT IN GILLETTE, WYOMING; (2) THE SCHOOL TEACHER WIFE, WHO IS FOUND, RUNNING TO COPS ALONG, A HIGHWAY, WEARING NOTHING BUT HER BLACK BRA AND PANTIES, CLAIMING, THAT HER HUSBAND HAD BEEN ATTACKED BY SOME LARGE MAN WEARING OVERALLS, AND COWBOY BOOTS, WHO SHOT HIM, AND TOOK HER; (3) THE PRINCIPLE OF THE HIGH SCHOOL, WHOM THE WIFE WAS HAVING AN AFFAIR WITH FOR THE LAST, 4 FUCKING YEARS! THE MAN IN THE OVERALLS WAS MADE UP, IN THIS ELABORATE SCHEME OF THIS PRIME AND PROPER SCHOOL TEACHER, MOTHER OF TWO! THE PRINCIPLE, TRIED TO TALK HER INTO JUST DIVORCING HER HUSBAND, BUT SHE WAS AFRAID, HE WOULD FIGHT FOR CUSTODY OF THE KIDS, SO SHE PREFERRED HIS DEATH? GOOD GRIEF, NOW THE KIDS LOST BOTH MOM AND DAD! ARE YOU CLOWNS THINKING THESE AFFAIRS OUT? THE PRINCIPLE HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH THE SHOOTING, IT WAS THE WIFE! 25 TO LIFE! GOD HOW STUPID. JEFF EPSTEIN IN BACK IN THE NEWS AGAIN, AND, TRUE TO MY BLOG YESTERDAY, WHEN THERE IS A DEAD BODY, START AND HOMICIDE, EVEN IN A JAIL, A VERY SCARY PLACE, IN DEED, BECAUSE, IT IS SO ISOLATED AND SECLUDED, AND IF SOME, LIKE TRUMP, OR OTHER POWERFUL, WEALTHY MEN, WERE AFRAID, JEFF WOULD TALK, WHO KNOWS WHO COULD BE PAID TO KILL HIM, APPARENTLY, THE AUTOPSY REPORT CAME BACK, AND, THERE ARE INJURIES, INCONSISTENT WITH HANGING, LIKE, SOME OF HIS OTHER NECK MUSCLES WERE BROKEN! AS IN STRANGULATION, THEN, TIE THE SON-OF-A-BITCH UP, AND HANG HIM! HIS VICTIMS, MAY NOT HAVE HIM TO BLAME FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO HAVE THEIR DAY IN COURT AND HAVE HIM, PAY FOR HIS SINS, AND CRIMES, BUT SOMEONE, MADE HIM PAY! YOU MAY HAVE LOST YOUR VIRGINITY, BUT HE LOST HIS LIFE! SOMEONE BETTER INVESTIGATE WHAT HAPPENED IN THAT JAIL. ON OF EPSTEIN'S VICTIMS, WAS, A 14 YEAR OLD GIRL, WORKING AT MARALOGO, WHEN SHE WAS RECRUITED . . . WONDER WHO OFFERED, OR SUGGESTED THAT GIRL, BE OFFERED UP ON THE RICH GUYS, SACRIFICIAL ALTER OF VIRGINS? MMMMMMM! GOOD ON THE JUDGE, WHO, ALLOWED THE VICTIMS TO EITHER SPEAK FOR THEMSELVES, OR ALLOW THEIR ATTORNEYS, TO SPEAK FOR THEM. SAD STATE OF AFFAIRS, PROMISES OF FAME, FORTUNE, OPPORTUNITY, CONNECTIONS WITH THE RICH AND POWERFUL, AND ALL THEY GOT WAS RAPED AND SEXUALLY ASSAULTED. VERY BAD MEN! LOOK, I BELIEVE, THAT GLORIA ALLRED, AND, LISA BLOOM, FEMALE ATTORNEYS, GET MOST OF THESE HIGH PROFILE CASES, YOU CAN CERTAINLY FIND, SOME, ESCAPE CLAUSE ON THE LAW, TO GO AFTER AND ATTACH, VICTIMS, REPARATIONS, AND RESTITUTION, FROM EPSTEIN'S ESTATE! WHEN THERE IS A WILL, THERE IS A WAY! I ALWAYS LOOK FOR THE CONSTITUTIONAL ARGUMENTS FIRST . . . WAS JEFF ACTING AS AN ARM OF THE GOVERNMENT, OR MEN, HIGH IN THE GOVERNMENT? 4TH AND 14TH AMENDMENT ISSUES COME TO MIND. YOUNGER GIRLS ARE A SUSPECT CLASS, AGE IS LISTED, AS ONE OF THE PROTECTED, CLASSES, UNDER THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION . . . DEAD PAN, WIN, IF YOU CAN CONNECT IT TO A RIGHT, A PROTECTION, AN ARGUMENT, ALSO, UNDER THE 5TH, FOR TAKING THEIR, LIFE, LIBERTY AND PROPERTY, OR THEIR DREAMS OF THEIR FUTURES, AND WHAT THEY COULD HAVE ACCOMPLISHED, HAD THIS SHIT NOT HAPPENED TO THEM. BE A CAN DO LAWYER! KISSES. DOING A GREAT JOB LADIES! WHICH LEADS ME INTO THE TOPIC OF THE DAY, CREATING A "HOSTILE ENVIRONMENT" AS PER, SEXUAL HARASSMENT! I THOUGHT THIS WAS ALONG THE LINES OF THE THEME OF THE DAY, VERY BAD MEN . . . LET ME GIVE YOU THE FACTS, AND I AM NOT SUGGESTING THAT THIS MAN, IS A VERY BAD MAN, BUT, SEX TRAFFICKING, AND USING WOMEN, UNTIL THEY FEEL THAT THEY ARE USED UP, WHICH IN EPSTEIN'S CASE, MIGHT HAVE BEEN, AT THE RIPE OLD AGE OF 20! BUT I AM GOING TO WRITE SOME QUOTES FROM, THIS BOOK I AM READING, "EXTREMELY DANGEROUS" AND LET YOU SEE, WHAT UKRAINIAN, STREET KIDS, BORN ON THE POOR SIDE OF KIEV, TURN INTO, GIVEN THE FACT THAT OUR OWN, PRESIDENT, HAS DEEP CONNECTIONS WITH THEM AND, HE WAS ALSO, FRIENDS OF EPSTEIN'S, WITH CONNECTIONS TO A SPECIFIC YOUNG GIRL, PRETTY, I AM SURE! SO, YESTERDAY, AFTER THE DETECTIVES LEFT, I GOT MY LUNCH AT THE POV., SAT DOWN, BY MYSELF, WHICH IS EXACTLY THE WAY I LIKE IT! (1) I GET THIS WILD, WAVE, FROM THIS DUDE, IN LINE TO EAT, AND I DON'T KNOW HIM FROM ADAM, OR SO IT SEEMS. ARE YOU WAVING AT ME? WHATEVER. NOT TOO SOCIABLE. YOUNGER PEOPLE AT THE POV. ARE, WORRIED ABOUT CLIQUES, POPULARITY, AND, FITTING IN, LIKE IN ANY SOCIAL SITUATION, BUT, ME, FUCK NO! (2) HE GRABS HIS FOOD, AND RACES OVER TO SIT DOWN BY ME! SILENT SCREAM. I JUST WANT TO EAT AND RUN! THANK YOU. HERE WE GO . . . SMALL TALK I DON'T CARE ABOUT. OH, I DO REMEMBER YOU. I DIDN'T NOT RECOGNIZE YOU BECAUSE, YOU LOST 180 LBS., BUT BECAUSE, YOU WERE GENERALLY, UNREMARKABLE, AND, EASILY FORGOTTEN. (3) THE ONE THING I HATE, AND LIKE ABOUT THE POVERELLO CENTER, IS THAT, EVERYONE, EVEN PEOPLE YOU HAVE NEVER TALKED TO, THINK, YOU ARE FRIENDS, JUST BECAUSE, THEY SAW YOU ONCE AT THE POV.! LOL. WHILE I MIGHT BE FRIENDLY AT THE POV., PLEASANT, COURTEOUS, AND, AGREEABLE, DOESN'T MEAN THAT I EVEN WANT TO KNOW YOU OUT OF THE POV! LOL. SO I CAN'T PLACE WHEN OR HOW LONG AGO, I MET THIS GUY, BUT, WHO CARES, RIGHT? HE TELLS ME HE IS WAITING FOR HIS WIFE. THE STORY IS STARTING TO COME BACK, OH, YEAH, YOU WERE THE ONE WHO . . . BLAH, BLAH, BLAH. GOOD, HE'S MARRIED AND HOPEFULLY, LEAVING SOON. I BASICALLY, EAT THERE, WHEN, I DON'T HAVE MONEY, AND SLEEP THERE, BUT I AM GONE BY 5:00 AM, AND GENERALLY STICK TO MYSELF, FOR MY OWN, SANITY. (4) SO, HE LOOKS AT ME AFTER THE GENERAL, OH, YEAH, I REMEMBER, YOU, SHIT, GOES ON, AND, THEN, HE SAID, "YOU ARE GORGEOUS!" "OH, MY GOD, SO BEAUTIFUL!" "LOOK AT YOU!" ENOUGH ALREADY. THANKS. ME AND YOU OUGHT TO GET TOGETHER. AREN'T YOU MARRIED. DIDN'T YOU JUST TELL ME YOU WERE WAITING FOR YOUR WIFE? YES. BUT . . . SHE LEFT ME . . . CAN'T SAY I BLAME HER. BUT SHE IS COMING TO PICK YOU UP, RIGHT? PLEASE, GOD . . . LOL. WHAT ARE YOU DOING TONIGHT? PICKING UP CIGARETTE BUTTS, AND TAKING A SHOWER, WHAT I DO EVERY NIGHT. LOL. OH, THAT GOD FOR CHORES! (5) I RAPIDLY FINISH MY LUNCH AND HIT THE ROAD, LIKE I ALWAYS DO, BUT DIDN'T SIT FOR A FEW MINUTES TO TAKE A BREATHER! (6) NO!!!!!!! DUDE COMES AND PLOPS HIS ASS, ACROSS FROM ME AT DINNER! FUCK. I THOUGHT YOUR WIFE WAS PICKING YOU UP? SHE NEVER CAME, I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED. NOW HE IS, TURNING THE "CAVE MAN" ON ME, HE STARTS, ACTING LIKE SOME ASSHOLE, MAN, SWEARING, CURSING, PISSING, BITCHING AND MOANING . . . DIDN'T YOU SAY YOU HAD AN APARTMENT? OR HOUSE? WHY ARE YOU HERE? HE REMINDED ME OF THIS BIG ASS, GRUMPY, BEAR, THAT I WAS GOING TO HEAR, ROAR, AT ANY MINUTE! DON'T EAT THE DESERT, JUST DESSERT! LOL. I AM TRYING TO BE NICE, TO THIS GUY, BUT I AM ABOUT TO BLOW A GASGIT! PLEASE GOD, TELL ME THIS FUCK IS NOT STAYING THE NIGHT--I'M A REALLY GOOD WOMAN! THIS DUDE IS NOT EVEN IN MY LEAGUE! SHIT, I AM USED TO GUYS WHO ARE 10'S! AT LEAST! LOL. THOSE PROGRESSIVE ADS, CAME TO MIND, FUNNY SCENARIOS, ABOUT TURNING INTO YOUR PARENTS, CAME TO MIND, HIS GRUMPY OLD MAN, AND THE WAY HE ACTED WITH HIS WIFE, NOW THIS DUDE, THINKS HE HAS ACHIEVED, GRUMPY OLD MAN STATUS! (7) I GET HAPPILY ABOUT MY BUSINESS--I WOULD LEAVE THE FUCKER IF HE WAS MY HUSBAND TOO! LOL. DO MY CHORE, YELL A FEW OBSCENITIES AT THE SMOKERS, WHO ARE SO LAZY ASS, TO BE ACTUALLY, SITTING RIGHT ON THE SOMEWHAT LARGE, ASH TRAY, A COFFEE CAN, AND CAN'T HIT THE CAN! OR WHAT REALLY IRKED ME, WAS, THE MAIN YARD, GETTING EVER FUCKING CIG BUTT, OFF THE GRASS, AND PUTTING A BIG ASS, COFFEE, CAN ON EACH OF THE NEW PICNIC TABLES, THAT ARE GETTING A LOT OF ENJOYMENT AND USE, THANKS TO THE DONOR, BUT, EVEN THAT, DIDN'T STOP THESE LAZY FUCKERS, FROM, PUTTING THERE BUTTS, IN THE CAN, AND ON ONE OF THE TABLES, THEY HAD MOVED IT OFF, ONTO THE GROUND, SO, THEY CAN FLIP THEM ALL OVER THE PLACE, WITHOUT, FEELING GUILTY! MY GOAL, IS TO GET EVERY DAMNED, CIGARETTE BUTT, OFF THE GROUND AT ONE TIME, FROM ALL PARTS OF THIS RATHER NICE YARD, SO PEOPLE CAN SEE HOW COOL THE PLACE IS! BUT IF I HAVE TO KEEP RETURNING TO THE SAME FUCKING SECTION, I DID THE DAY, BEFORE, THEN I CAN'T GET INTO THE BUSHES, AND HIDDEN, SMOKING JOINTS, THAT PEOPLE HAVE RIGGED UP! TOOK MY SHOWER, AND, GOT TO BED, JUST SAW THAT GUY, AND AVOIDED HIM, LIKE THE PLAGUE! (8) WHO IS UP WITH ME AT 4:00 AM, MR. LUMBERING, GRUMPY BEAR! SCREAM! IT'S MORNING, AND MAYBE HE WILL JUST GET SOMETHING TO EAT AND GO TAKE A SHOWER. NO, HE IS PISSING ALL OVER MY CEREAL ALREADY! HE OPENS HIS ARMS WIDE AND SAYS, LIKE IT IS HIS PERSONAL HOUSE, AND FOOD, THERE YOU GO SWEETHEART, HELP YOURSELF TO ANYTHING YOU WANT! NOW THIS DUDE IS PROBABLY HALF MY AGE, SO? WHAT THE FUCK? I DO MY NORMAL ROUTINE, GO GET A CHAIR, IN THE ENTRY WAY, NICE, QUIET, NORMALLY THE ONLY PERSON, THERE FOR A WHILE, PEACE, COMFORT, AND, SANITY . . . GET OUT BEFORE THE MONKEYS WAKE UP AND ALL HELL BREAKS, LOOSE! THAT IS FROM AN INDIAN, WHO, I BELIEVE, IS A COP, WHO, IS A GOOD FRIEND, BOTH HIM AND HIS WIFE, BUT, WHEN, HE CAME TO EAT, WITH ME YESTERDAY, I WAS GOING TO TELL HIM ABOUT, THE DUDES ON CALIFORNIA BRIDGE, AND STARTED IT WITH, THE GOVERNMENT PROBABLY, SET ME UP. HE SAID, I DON'T BELIEVE, THAT GOVERNMENT STUFF, AND I AM LEAVING AND HE ATE IN THE OTHER ROOM. ONLY AN UNDERCOVER COP WOULD BE THAT TOUCHY! HE LOOKS LIKE A FED, HAS MORMON ROOTS, LIVED IN UTAH FOR A WHILE, SMART GUY, COOL WIFE, BUT BOTH COULD BE FEDS. SO, OTHER THAN A FEW OTHER EARLY RISERS, WHO WANT TO GET UP AND OUT BEFORE THE MONKEYS, GET UP, AND RATTLING AND ROLLING, GENERALLY PEACEFUL, BUT THAT MAY BE BECAUSE, I AM ALWAYS GONE, BEFORE THE MADDENING CROWDS GET UP! LOL. SO, I LIKE TO GET SOMETHING TO EAT, WHEN, I DON'T HAVE MONEY, OTHERWISE I AM, AT MCDONALD'S, BURGER KING, OR THE OXFORD FOR BREAKFAST, AND SOMETIMES, LIQUID PLANET, GREAT FOOD THERE TOO! BUT, I RARELY SPEAK BEFORE I LEAVE, UNLESS PRESSED TO! (10) SO THIS GUY, CIRCLES AROUND, LOOKING FOR, SOMEONE TO BUG THE SHIT OUT OF, AT, 4:15 AM . . . HE LOOKS THROUGH THE GLASS, AND, HE ALMOST JUMPS TO SEE ME, IN PUTTING ON MAKE-UP, BRUSHING MY HAIR, ETC., AND HE WALKS IN AND JUST STANDS THERE AND STARTS, TO SAY SOMETHING, AND I SAID, LOOK, IT'S TOO EARLY, I JUST LIKE TO ROLL INTO MY MORNINGS, GET READY, GET SOMETHING TO EAT, AND, ROLL ON OUT OF HERE, WITHOUT, INCIDENT. OH. HE TURNS AND LEAVES. THAT IS NOT THE END OF IT! (11) I CAN'T REMEMBER IF I ATE FIRST, OR PUT MY MAKE-UP ON FIRST, BUT, WHATEVER, WHEN I GOT MY FOOD, AND I BELIEVE, I LOOKED, DIDN'T FEEL HUNGRY, GOT READY, THEN, DECIDED, I BETTER, GET SOMETHING TO EAT, OR WHATEVER, SO I AM LOOKING OVER, THE YOGURT, AND HE COMES UP AND PUTS HIS HAND ON MY BACK ABOUT THE LEVEL OF MY BRA, AND HIS TOUCH ABOUT SET ME INTO SPACE! I DON'T EVEN KNOW THIS GUYS, NAME, I HAVE NOT LET GUYS, I LIKE TOUCH ME, AND HAVE NOT BE TOUCHED FOR, 2.5 YEARS! AND THIS FUCKING SACK OF SHIT, FEELS, HE CAN TOUCH ME!!!!!!!! SCREAM AND FEEL LIKE BEATING THE SHIT OUT OF HIM! WHAT THE FUCK? THIS IS THE TYPE OF LIVING OR WORKING SITUATION, THAT STARTS TO CREATE, IF NOT CREATES, A HOSTILE WORKING ENVIRONMENT, WHERE, YOU CAN'T GO GET A DRINK WITHOUT SOME ASSHOLE, CALLING YOU SWEETIE, OR, TOUCHING YOUR BACK! IT GETS ANNOYING AND STARTS TO MAKE EVERYDAY, ROUTINES, UNBEARABLE . . . THIS IS LESS THAN 24 HOURS! I AM JUST TELLING YOU MEN, WOMEN, ARE NOT WAITING WITH BAITED BREATH, TO, HAVE YOU COMPLIMENT THEM, ON THEIR DRESS, OR THEIR LOOKS, NOR DO THEY WANT TO ENGAGE IN SMALL TALK, NOR, BE BOTHERED, AT EACH AND EVERY EVENT OF THE FUCKING DAY! THAT IS WHEN YOU WILL GET INTO TROUBLE! I MEAN, WHO THE FUCK, DO YOU THINK YOU ARE, TO TAKE LICENSE, AND TOUCH MY BODY? SO I CAN ONLY IMAGINE, WHAT THOSE LITTLE GIRLS, FELT LIKE, BEING TOUCHED, BY FUCKING OLD, DIRTY WHITE, RICH GUYS, AND EPSTEIN, WHO TRICKED THEM INTO, STRIPPING DOWN, TO UNDERWEAR, OR WHATEVER TO SEE IF THEY WERE BUILT RIGHT FOR, SOME FAKE MODELING JOB, OR, WHATEVER THE FUCK, OR TO GIVE HIM AND MASSAGE! THAT BRINGS TO MIND, GRETCHEN CARLSON, ONE OF THE FIRST WOMEN, AT FOX TO SUE, THAT SEXUAL, UGLY, OLD PREDATOR, ROGER AILES, WHO, PULLED DOWN HIS PANTS AND SHE SAID, THIS INFLAMED RED DICK, HANGING OUT HIS PANTS, CHASED HER AROUND THE ROOM, ASKING HER HOW BAD, SHE WANTED THE JOB OR THE TV SHOW!

AUTO HACK, YOU FUCKS, GET YOUR OWN, LIFE AND STORIES, SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!  I DIDN'T FUCK THESE, FUCKERS, SO THEY STEAL MY SHIT FOR, THE BITCHES, THEY DO FUCK!  GOD?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

VERY BAD MEN

  • excerpts from, the book I am reading, Extremely Dangerous . . . Never Play it Safe . . . 
  • "I think it is now time for you to visit your dear friend, Ludmilla," Zhoglo said, slowly and deliberately.  "You will be offering her a very lucrative contract.  To provide sexual entertainment for myself and, incidentally, for my employees, during our sojourn here in Seattle. . . .
  • "And I want Solokov," Zhoglo went on, almost dreamily.  "I want him to watch what I do to the pretty Rebecca.  Just as she will watch what I do to her precious little brother and sister. It's all about watching, you see, Pavel.  They watch Ludmilla and you.  They watch us.  We, in turn, watch them, watching us.  And we push them around the game board as we see fit.  You see, eh?  How the game is played?" . . .
  • "I do.  That has nothing to do with this," Vor sighed.  "this is a separate matter.  Not for their ears.  Find me a girl.  Extremely beautiful. Blonde, if possible.  Fresh and innocent looking.  Under twenty.  Intelligent enough to play an amusing charade for us. . . .
  • "Not that I have anything against whores, of course.  My own mother was a whore, or so I was told.  And of, yes.  That reminds me.  Speaking of mothers and whores, Mikhail, would you open that video conferencing connection again? . . . "
  • Zhoglo, shoots one of his men in the head . . .
  • This same thought, in all the men's heads--he could see it as if it were stamped in neon on their foreheads.  This could be me.
  • He made sure that these moments were public.  His men needed to know what would happen if they failed him.  If they did not give their best, and more than their best, in his service.  Each of those men were desperately grateful to be in his good graces right now.  Eager to please, to ingratiate himself.  Each would bring any hint of betrayal to him, and lay it at his feet, like a cat bringing a dead rodent to its master.
  • Just as it should be.  Everything in its proper place.  The boundaries that he established kept these men safe, supported their families, gave their world structure.
  • He was, after all, responsible for sustaining his slice of a vast shadow economy.  Without him, tens of thousands would starve and die.
  • Fear was a useful tool.  He had learned that as a child on the streets of Kiev.  A leader had to be cruel and ruthless.  To use fear like a surgical instrument to remove rot before it spread and killed.  It was his responsibility to wield that tool.  Indeed, it was his sacred duty.
  • And if he also enjoyed it, well . . . who would begrudge a burdened, hardworking man of business an occasional small pleasure? 

IF YOU THINK, FINDING, TWO DEAD BODIES, WITH NO I.D., IS HARD, TRY FINDING, ONE SEVERED ARM IN A BLACK GARBAGE BAG, IN A DUMPSTER!

COLLEGE HUNKS, THIS BUD'S FOR YOU!

MURDER SHE SOLVED: TRUE CRIME

  • this true crime story, comes to us, via, our beloved, neighbors, to the north of us, in Calgary, Canada!
  • okay, so this, homeless dude, is searching for, some food or other, dumpster diving, treasures, when, he sees a what appears to be a hand, sticking out of a garbage bag!  He contacts, police, and they come, to discover that sure enough, it is the hand of a young male, and they start to dig through the rest of the garbage bin to see if there is a body, or other body parts, that might help them identify this person.  I believe they did find, another severed, arm.  The first one had been pulled out of the socket, and, the second one had been cut.  Every person, can be driven to the point of murder, but it takes a particular person, to dismember someone!
  • NOW, the question the cops had to ask themselves, do both of these arms, belong to one person, or more than, one?  Do we have a serial killer, or is there a single incident?
  • the arms had, distinctive tattoos, on them, so they checked their records, to see if the kid had any run in's with the law, and he had been booked and these tats were marked as someone's, that might lead to the identity of the vic.
  • the tattoos were very distinctive, with Gallic legacy, skulls, etc., and they found that both arms, belonged to a Chad Larkey.
  • sorry my hackers are fucking with the font size and the spacing!  FUCK 'EM!
  • at this point in the investigation, the police decide to hold back on information, they called, crucial details that only the killer would know.
  • apparently, the kid had been at a local bar, and called his father to pick him up.  James Lackey, didn't want to talk to the cops, something, as a parent, of a homicide victim is very rare, so they put him down as a suspect, as being one of the last people to have seen, Chad.  The detectives, finally, threatened, dear old dad, with an arrest, and he eventually came in, and he told them, he just picked, his son up and took him to someone's, condo, and, they gave him some money to go get some, booze or mix, or something like that.  When he returned, nobody answered the door, so he left and that was the last time he saw his son.
  • the cops then, wondered if, this kid was involved in some, organized crime, and, looked for a motive, and the identity of the murderer.
  • they found out that the condo was owned by a Dean Comanda, who was actually a friend of Chad's.  He was taken to the station and questioned, claimed he had been with, Chad, but he left with his girlfriend and had not seen, the young man since.
  • I believe this was a tip from someone who read about the murder, and they called and said that, they had rented out a saw, and found, when it was returned that it had not been cleaned, and it still had, hair and blood on it.  It ended up being, animal hair and blood.  So, start over . . .
  • now, if you have a tip, and that one might have lead to something, make sure that, it has a connection to the case or the person, or might lead somewhere . . . no wild goose chases, cops don't have time, but in my defense, cases have been solved by mediums, tips have come, via dreams, from people closest to the victims, so don't completely ignore a tip, if it makes some rational sense, and might, be a lead, like this one, could have been . . . one arm was severed!
  • then the cops got a call from a rancher, who found, a burn pile, on his property.  He found, cutlery, or knives, and, there were footprints, and tire tracks.  As the detectives were leaving, they noticed something blowing away in the wind, and they grabbed it.  It was a receipt, from a 7 Eleven store.  The time stamp showed, that it came from two weeks before the murder.  Dude bought a phone.  It belonged to Dean Comanda!  In Dean's phone records, they found, a call to a Uhaul truck rental place.  That brings the detectives back to the burn site, and the tracks, lead them to where the truck had been dumped and it also had been burned!
  • this gave the cops, probable cause, enough, to suspect that Dean Comanda was the killer.  They got a warrant to search his condo or apartment.  When they got inside, they took pictures, because, the carpet and baseboards had been removed, and there were cleaning supplies, and, the place, looked, like their might have been a murder, and they suspected, that the bathroom was the sight of the dismemberment!  Sure enough, as the cops crawled around looking for evidence of blood splatter, they noticed some blood under the toilet!  Sure enough, it was a match to the victim's blood.
  • as they searched further, they found, a box of clothes, with some pants, that had, what appeared to be blood stains on them.  When, they tested that blood, it was, Chad's blood, also.  So now, they can, place, Chad, and his killer, Dean, together, so they find him, and arrest both Dean and h is girlfriend, who provided a "false alibi" for him.
  • the detectives, then speculated on what they thought happened, given the evidence that they had collected to that point.  They suspected, that the two friends went to the bar together and for some unknown reason, Dean, left, Chad, without a ride home?  Then Chad called his dad, and, he picked him up, and took him to Dean's house, and, the two got into a fight, over Chad, being left, on a cold winter night without a ride home!  The fight got deadly, and, Dean pulled a knife and likely stabbed, Chad, and killed him, then, didn't know what to do with the body, so he cut it up and distributed body parts all over the place.  Dean refused to tell the detectives, either what happened and where the rest of the body was!  These guys had been best friends, I believe, since they were young.
  • this is an interesting twist to the story, Chad's mother was of course, told and contacted, she asked if she could talk to Dean, having had him in her home, and, she knew him well, but she wanted to ask him, why, and where the body was.  The detectives, said it was one of the most gut wrenching, things they had ever heard . . . Chad's mother, pleaded with him, to just let her put her son's body back together, so she could bury him.  Her pleas were to no avail, he refused?  Was there more to the story?
  • Dean pleads not guilty, claiming self-defense?  Maybe, or maybe not?  Who gets that pissed over being left? and where does giving Chad's dad, money for drinks fit in?  I would, have argued, as a  prosecutor, that, all appeared to be okay with, Chad, or sending his dad, away to get drinks, looked, like the party was going to continue at his friend's house, so where did the killing come in, and, over such a stupid thing, as a ride?  I guess, that, the fact, that when the dad returned, and nobody, came down, to get the booze, they might have gotten into it by then, or, Chad was already dead, but why?  I think there is more to the story, like why did he leave him? did his girlfriend call, when, Chad was in the bathroom, so he just took off and left him?  I think there is more going on there, than, meets the eye . . . Chad was a real good looking kid, had trouble with the law, but, was there an element of jealousy . . . a ride?  If I were pissed at a friend, I sure as shit, would not have gone back over to his house!  I would have had my father take me back home.  They had already been drinking, so why more booze?  Why was the dad so, sketchy?  I know, everyone had a temper, but, seriously, get in a fight to the death over it?  I think there was some rage in Dean, that was hidden, or just came out when, Chad, just questioned him, as to why he left him?  Hackers, changing fonts, again!
  • Dean Comando, was found guilty of manslaughter, I believe, he got, just 18 years, or something?  What about the mutilation of the body, no body found, and refusing to tell the rest of the story?  HE GOT OFF LIGHT, THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN, 25 TO LIFE WITH NO PAROLE, BUT WHAT DO I KNOW?

Tuesday, August 27, 2019

GHOST WAR. SECRET SOLDIER. REVOLUTIONARY WORD SERIES. GREEN HANGER. THE GOLDEN SCALES. WIRED TO SERVE! KELLY ALSIP. THE GOOD, THE BAD, AND THE REAL UGLY! STICK TO BEING MEN! TWO DRAG QUEENS, DRESSED AS COLLEGE KIDS, FLANKED ME ON BOTH SIDES AS I CAME OUT OF THE LAW SCHOOL YESTERDAY. NEW SURVEILLANCE TECHNIQUES OR HIT MEN, DRESSED IN DRAG AS WOMEN? HOLY WARS. THE TASTE OF INK. ROAD TO MURDER. 7XH. TRIPLE OPTION. HOT MEN EVERYWHERE. COPS SCOPING OUT THE POV. THIS MORNING BEFORE 5:00 AM? PD LIVE. BIG FISH PRODUCTIONS IS COMING TO THE MISSOULA COUNTY SHERIFF'S DEPARTMENT TO FILM THEIR SHOW. I BELIEVE, IT IS SHOWING ON SATURDAY NIGHT, A & E, FROM 4:00 TO 7:00 PM. VERIFY IN THE MISSOULAIN TO MAKE SURE. JUST IN TIME FOR TWO FRESH POSSIBLE HOMICIDES IN THE CITY. DETECTIVES, START WITH EVERY DEAD BODY, AS IF IT WERE A HOMICIDE THEN WORK BACK TO AN ACCIDENT OR SUICIDE. THE WAY THE BODIES WERE FOUND, ONE UNDER A TREE IN THE RIVER, AS I RECALL, STAGED TO LOOK LIKE AN ACCIDENT. THERE IS A TREE SPLIT ON BUS ROUTE 12, DURING THE LAST STORM, BUT HIGHLY UNLIKELY. I DON'T KNOW THE AREAS OF MISSOULA WELL ENOUGH TO HAVE A CLEAR PICTURE IN MY MIND OF WHERE THE BODIES WERE FOUND. THESE TYPES OF CASES, ARE EXTREMELY DIFFICULT TO EVEN START. I WAS THINKING IF I WERE ON THE CASE, I WOULD START, WITH THE CLOTHING, THE PERSONS WERE WEARING, WORK ATTIRE, OR SOCIAL, BAR AND CLUB TYPE CLOTHING. THAT MIGHT GIVE YOU AN IDEA OF WHERE TO START INVESTIGATING. WE DO WHAT WE ARE! KILLERS DO TOO! SOME CLOTHING IS SYMBOLIC, MAY GIVE AGE, TYPE OF PERSON, ACTIVITIES THEY LIKE, OR AT TIMES, EVEN REVEAL WHAT HAPPENED, AS I HAVE FOUND THAT "EVERYTHING" IS SYMBOLIC, WHETHER THE KILLER OR PERSON IS CONSCIOUSLY AWARE OF WHERE, EVEN THE BODIES WERE FOUND, OR SUBCONSCIOUSLY BEING DRIVEN BY INSTINCTS. PRIMAL FORCES. MAKE SURE YOU COMB THE CRIME SCENE FOR, EVEN PIECES OF PAPER, THAT MIGHT BE RECEIPTS, SO MUCH CAN BE TOLD ON SOME SIMPLE PIECE OF PAPER, A BANK OR STORE ATM MACHINE. LOOK FOR SOME ELECTRONIC FOOTPRINT. SURVEILLANCE, CAMERAS, MIGHT SHOW THEM WITH THE PERSON WHO MURDERED THEM. YOU ALREADY DID THE STANDARD, DUE DILIGENCE, OF SENDING STUFF TO THE STATE CRIME LAB AND THE MEDICAL EXAMINER. SOMEONE KNOW SOMETHING. BE A CRIME-STOPPER AND CRIME-SOLVER! MOST CASES OF THIS NATURE, WITHOUT CONTEXT, OR A LOCATION FOUNDATION, LIKE WORK OR HOME, ARE EXTREMELY HARD TO INVESTIGATE OR SOLVE! TIPS ARE GREAT AND COP SHOPS RELY ON THEM ALL THE TIME. IF YOU SAW SOMETHING SAY SOMETHING! BE A GOOD CITIZEN. DETECTIVES WELCOME THE CALLS AND FOLLOW UP ON THEM, IF THEY APPEAR TO BE LEGITIMATE, SOMETIMES EVEN FOLLOW DREAMS, HUNCHES, AND, SUSPICIONS. II WATCHED A TRUE CRIME SHOW YESTERDAY FROM CANADA, WHERE A LITTLE 8 YEAR OLD GIRL WAS ABDUCTED. THE MOTHER, WHO WAS A METH USER AND RATHER FUCKED UP AT THE TIME WAS THE LEAD SUSPECT IN THE CASE, FOR SOME TIME, BUT FOUR DAYS AFTER HER DAUGHTER'S DISAPPEARANCE, SHE TOLD THE COPS, WHO SHE THOUGHT MIGHT HAVE DONE IT. ONE DRUGGIE KNOWS ANOTHER DRUGGIE AND MOTHER'S INTUITION TOLD HER THAT IT WAS THIS CERTAIN GIRL. IT TOOK ANOTHER 104 DAYS, FOR DETECTIVES TO TRACK DOWN A SURVEILLANCE CAMERA, THAT SHOWED THE FEMALE ABDUCTOR, AND TO IDENTIFY HER, AND TO FIND THE BODY. THINGS ARE NOT ALWAYS AS THEY APPEAR TO BE. COPS TEND TO BE BLACK AND WHITE THINKERS, FOR THE MOST PART, WHICH IS GOOD FOR MOST, PARTS OF THEIR JOB, BUT HOMICIDE IS NOT ONE OF THEM. DON'T PREDETERMINE WHO YOU THINK IS THIS OR THAT, OR WHO HAS THIS OR THAT, OR SHOULD HAVE THIS OR THAT, OR LOOKS LIKE THEY ARE THIS OR THAT. CASE IN POINT. FISH WINDOW CLEANING! GOOD LUCK. LIGHTNING DOES STRIKE, BUT, A TREE FALLING ON THIS PERSON AND KILLING THEM, IS HIGHLY UNLIKELY! SOMEONE PROBABLY TOOK A DEAD BODY, AND PLACED IT THERE TO LOOK LIKE AN ACCIDENT. I DON'T KNOW HOW MANY HOMICIDES, WERE DETERMINED SUICIDES BY COUNTY ATTORNEYS, TAKING POLICE OFFICER'S, FIRST AND INITIAL CALL, OF WHAT HAPPENED TO THE PERSON. THINK CRITICALLY. EXPLORE CREATIVELY. LIVE ETHICALLY. CULTURAL TREASURE: YESTERDAY, DURING LUNCH AT THE POVERELLO CENTER, SEVERAL GUYS, WERE TALKING ABOUT THIS OLD VIETNAM VET'S, BROKEN DOWN TRUCK, AND I AM SAYING SOME OF THE VEHICLES IN THAT PARKING LOT, ARE SCARY, MUSCLE ON STEROIDS, OR REAL BEATERS, BUT, I THINK, THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT THIS OLD DUDE'S, FUEL INJECTORS BEING MUCKED UP, OR THAT IS WHAT I GATHERED IN THEIR CONVERSATION. THE VET IS FROM BACK EAST, AND THE TWO HELPERS, WERE LOCAL! I HEARD, USING PAPER CLIPS? VASELINE? BLOWING THROUGH THEM, NOT TEN TIMES, BUT FIVE TIMES? SPITTING ON THEM, AND ALL KINDS OF OTHER STUFF, INCLUDING ADDING, FUEL INJECTION CLEANER TO THEIR GAS TANK. THAT WOULD BE MY RECOMMENDATION AND USE A BIT MORE EXPENSIVE REPUTABLE GAS STATIONS. SOMETIMES JUST AN ISSUE OF BAD GAS, OR A BAD BATCH OF GAS, AT YOUR REGULAR GAS PUMPS! FUNNY. HERE IS A POT SMOKER'S DREAM CASE. IN SWEDEN, THEY STILL HAVE PRETTY TOUGH MARIJUANA LAWS, AND, GETTING CAUGHT WITH AN OUNCE, OR ANYTHING, CAN LAND YOU, 6 MONTHS IN JAIL. SO THIS DUDE WAS CAUGHT, WITH AN OUNCE WHILE IN THE PARK. THE COPS SMELLED IT AND CAME OVER AND SEARCHED HIM, OR DID HE JUST TAKE IT OUT OF HIS POCKET, VOLUNTARILY, BUT, AS THE BAGGIE OF POT WAS SITTING SOMEWHERE, EITHER IN THE COPS CONTROL OR THE POT SMOKERS, A SEAGULL, SWOOPED DOWN, AND ABSCONDED WITH THE EVIDENCE. THE COPS LET THE GUY GO, FOR FEAR OF NOT BEING ABLE TO PROVE THE CHARGES AGAINST HIM. THERE WERE A LOT OF HAPPY, SEAGULL FRIENDS, THOUGH. LOL. SAVED BY THE BIRD! CATTLE NOT CONDOS, IS THE MANTRA FOR RUBY VALLEY, NEAR BUTTE, MONTANA, RANCHERS AND CONSERVATIONISTS, RARELY ON THE SAME SIDE, FOUND COMMON GROUND AND GOALS, TO KEEP DEVELOPERS OUT OF THEIR PRISTINE VALLEY. COMPROMISE WORKS. WE ALL GIVE SOME AND WE ALL GET SOME! KISS. KEEP THAT BEEF COMING! SMILE. KEEP THE STATE BEAUTIFUL. LOVE. SOME OF THE RANCHERS HAVE BEEN IN THE VALLEY OR THEIR FAMILIES FOR OVER 100 YEARS! WE LIKE GREEN! GREEN IS THE MOST RESTFUL COLOR. AHHHHHH. LOSE PARADISE AND PUT UP A PARKING LOT? NO THANKS! WHAT ELSE IS GOING ON? PRESIDENT TRUMP, NOW HAS, A REPUBLICAN PRIMARY CHALLENGER! YEAH, MAYBE TWO OF THEM, OR ACTUALLY THREE, IF BILL WELD, IS STILL IN THE RACE . . . FORMER, REP. JOE WALCH (R. ILL.) ANNOUNCED HIS CANDIDACY FOR PRESIDENT YESTERDAY. HE IS DOING IT AS A MEANS OF REDEMPTION FOR HELPING PUT TRUMP IN THE WHITE HOUSE! REPENTANCE IS GOOD! REDEMPTION EVEN BETTER! MARK SANFORD, NOT SURE WHO HIS IS, BUT HE IS, STRONG ON, FISCAL RESPONSIBILITY, THE MARKET, THE DEFICIT, AND FINANCES. GOOD TOO! WALSH IS MORE OF AN IDEOLOGUE. COMPETITION IS ALWAYS GOOD! ROUGH HIM UP A BIT BEFORE THE GENERAL ELECTIONS. WIN IF YOU CAN AND IT WILL BE A WIN/WIN, EITHER WAY! NEW FACES TAKE US NEW PLACES! DEMS PRIMARY IS HEATING UP TOO. FIGHT HIGH OR LOW? HOW MUCH WILL THE VOTER TAKE, OR WANT? DEPENDS ON WHERE YOU ARE AT, I WOULD GUESS, AND WHAT YOU WANT IN A PRESIDENT! THAT VARIES, STATE TO STATE, AND COAST TO COAST, FROM RURAL TO URBAN. OH, I ALMOST FORGOT, OUT OF THE COURTS IN OKLAHOMA, JUDGE THAD BALKMAN, ORDERED, JOHNSON & JOHNSON TO PAY, LIKE, $527 MILLION IF FINES, FOR CONTRIBUTING TO THE OPIOID CRISIS AND EPIDEMIC! GREAT! LOVE U.S. CONSTITUTION, ARTICLE III, POWERS! FAST WAY TO HOLD, CORPORATE AMERICA, AND AMERICAN GREED IN CHECK! IT IS THE JOB OF THE GOVERNMENT AND ALL ITS, BRANCHES OF GOVERNMENT, AND OFFICERS TO PROTECT, THE CITIZENS OF THIS COUNTRY IN THEIR HEALTH, SAFETY AND WELFARE, NOT TO CATER TO VULTURE CAPITALISTS, THAT WOULD SACRIFICE THEIR OWN KIDS FOR A DIRTY BUCK! SHIT. STOP PUMPING, OPIOIDS, LIKE THEY ARE CANDY! WATCH, THE 2014, FILM, "SIDE AFFECTS" WITH JUDE LAW! SHOWS YOU WHAT DOCS ARE PAID TO PUSH, DRUGS ONTO TRUSTING, PATIENTS! I SEE PEOPLE AT THE POV. LITERALLY WITH 16 DIFFERENT, PILLS! THESE ARE PRESCRIBED, MEDS! MY SON, SAID, MOM, YOU ARE THE ODD BALL OUT, EVERYONE IS ON MEDS THESE DAYS. THAT IS HOW HARD THE BIG PHARMA'S ARE PUSHING THE SHIT! YEAH, BERNIE SANDERS AND ELIZABETH WARREN AND OTHERS FIGHTING THESE BASTARDS AND GOOD ON THE WASHINGTON POST FOR FORCING THE DEA, OR THE DRUG ENFORCEMENT AGENCY ADMINISTRATION TO MAKE, THE NUMBER OF OPIOID, DATA, COLLECTED, PUBLIC! A TOWN IN VIRGINIA, OF LIKE 4,000 PEOPLE, WERE GETTING WHAT, 12 MILLION PILLS, PUSHED TO THEIR AREA? THIS DATA REVEALS, THE POPULATION OF THE CITY OR TOWN, AND THE NUMBER OF OPIOIDS, OR PRESCRIPTION DRUGS BEING PUSHED TO THAT CITY. I KNOW IN UTAH, THERE WERE MORE DRUG OVERDOSES, AND DEATHS, LIKE 450, LAST I WAS THERE, 7 YEARS AGO, NOT FROM STREET DRUGS BUT FROM, PRESCRIPTION DRUGS! YOUR BODY IS NOT A TESTING GROUND FOR, FUCKING DRUG COMPANIES! I LOVE THE NAME THAD. MY GRANDSON'S NAME IS SO, DISTINGUISHED TO ME, THADDEAUS WOLFE HYLAND! THE SECOND MY DAUGHTER, WHO TOOK GREAT PAINS TO NAME ALL HER KIDS, READING NAME BOOKS AND ORIGINS, NAME HER THIRD SON THIS, AND, BEING THE ATTORNEY, I AM, I IMMEDIATELY THOUGHT, HE IS GOING TO BE A JUDGE SOME DAY, MAYBE EVEN A JUSTICE OF THE SUPREME COURT WITH A NAME LIKE THAT. I WOULD READ, NAMES, LIKE "LEARNED HANDS" AND, NOW, I CAN'T REMEMBER THE JUDGE'S NAMES, BUT MANY OF THEM, HAD NAMES THAT FIT JUDGES! PERFECT. I HAVE ANOTHER CONNECTION WITH, OKLAHOMA, BACK IN MY UTAH ATTORNEY GENERAL DAYS, I WAS INVITED TO DO "ANGER MANAGEMENT" TRAINING, TO 750 PUBLIC EMPLOYEES, STAYED AT THE EMBASSY INN AS I RECALL, BACK, MID, 90'S. ANYWAY, GREAT RULING JUDGE, HOPEFULLY, OTHERS WILL FOLLOW SUIT! WITH THE CORPORATE WELFARE THAT TRUMP AND THE GOP IN CONGRESS GAVE TO BIG BUSINESS, WHO ARE SEEING RECORD PROFITS, THEY SHOULD NOT BE ALLOWED, TO PREY ON CITIZENS, AND RUIN THEIR LIVES, HEALTH, FAMILIES, AND CITIES! CITIES, INCORPORATE TOO! THIS SHIT IS COSTING CITIES A FORTUNE TO FIGHT! START TAKING BACK SOME OF THE BIG PHARMA'S PROFITS, AND MAKE THEM FUND YOUR OPIOID, ADDICTIONS, AND REHAB PROGRAMS! SOME GUY IS BEING SENTENCED FOR JOINING ISIS, IN NEW YORK. NOT COOL. THE RAIN FORESTS IN THE AMAZON ARE ON FIRE! BACK IN THE 70'S WITH THE NEW SAVE THE EARTH MENTALITY, PEOPLE WERE ALWAYS TRYING TO SAVE THE RAIN FORESTS, FROM, BEING, PLOWED UNDER BY DEVELOPERS, OR THOSE HARVESTING THE TREES, KILLING OFF THE WILDLIFE. NOW, WERE ARE LOSING THEM TO WILD FIRES? IN THE RAIN FOREST? YOU STILL BELIEVE, GLOBAL WARMING AND CLIMATE CHANGE, ARE NOT RESPONSIBLE? SERIOUSLY? THAT IS SCARY. ONE OF THE WETTEST PLACES ON THE PLANET IS ON FIRE? WOW. DO SOMETHING! LUCKILY, 10 COUNTRIES, MANY OF THEM AT THE G7 SUMMIT, THIS WEEK, ARE GOING TO PITCH IN AND HELP BRAZIL PUT OUT THEIR FIRES! TROPICAL TRUMP, OR THE PRESIDENT OF BRAZIL, IS LEARY OF THE HELP AND WHAT STRINGS MIGHT BE ATTACHED? HOPEFULLY NONE! I AM GLANCING AT SOME OF MY HEN SCRATCHING, AND SEE THE REASONS, JOE WALSH IS RUNNING AGAINST TRUMP, CLIMATE DENIER MIGHT BE ONE OF THEM, BUT THAT WAS NOT ON JOE'S LIST OF TRUMP IS REASONS: (1) AS PRESIDENT TRUMP IS RECKLESS; (2) HE IS CRUEL; (3) HE CONSTANTLY LIES . . . JUST IN THE NEWSPAPER THIS MORNING, TRUMP IS CALLING THE G7 SUMMIT A "LOVEFEST?" IT IS GOOD ALL THE WORLD LEADERS ARE GETTING ALONG, BUT, THEY HAVE DRASTIC DIFFERENCES, IN THEIR POLICIES, WITH REGARD TO ISSUES LIKE IRAN AND CLIMATE CHANGE! MACRON, GOD BLESS YOU, IS TRYING TO GET, TRUMP TO TALK TO IRANIAN LEADERS, FRANC IS MUCH, CLOSER TO IRAN, MISSILES, NUKES, THAT AMERICA IS, SO IT IS A BIT MORE OF A PROBLEM, CANCELLING THE IRAN NUKE DEAL, AND, NOW THE RUSSIAN ARMS RACE TREATY! FUCK! KEEP WORKING ON HIM PREZ.! (4) WALCH IS NOT MINCING WORDS, ABOUT TRUMP, HE IS A PSYCHOPATH, AND YES, HE FITS THAT TO A TEE; (5) HE IS A SOCIOPATH, TRUE, NARCISSISTIC, TRUE AGAIN, AND (6) EVERY TIME HE ACTS, HE PUTS HIS PERSONAL OR FAMILY INTERESTS OVER THAT OF THE UNITED STATES INTERESTS! TRUE! PERFECT LIST! (7) MANY IN THE PARTY WOULD LIKE TO SEE A CHALLENGER TO TRUMP! MEMBERS OF CONGRESS, SHOULD NOT FEAR THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES, LIKE THEY DO A MOB BOSS, BUT A MOB BOSS WITH ALL THE SKILLS AND TALENTS OF THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, LIKE THE FBI AND THE DEPARTMENT OF JUSTICE, NOT TO MENTION, ALL THE COPS, FROM THEIR AREAS . . . THE DUDE IS SCARY WITH HIT LISTS, AND SHIT, DON'T YOU THINK I CAN FEEL AND KNOW WHERE SOME OF MY THREATS ARE COMING FROM? ARE YOU KIDDING! OH, HERE IS A TRICK, THE NSA, DOES, TO COMPUTERS I USE, TO MAKE IT LOOK, LIKE, SISTER, SHELLEY IS ME, THAT IS TRUMP'S FUCK BUDDY, BACK DOOR, SECRET DRIVEWAY CHICK, BACK CHANNEL, BANK GIRL, USING MY MONEY ON SOMEONE I WOULD NEVER VOTE FOR IN A BILLION YEARS, AT BEST! BUT, THIS IS THE POWER OF THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH . . . I WROTE LAST WEEK ABOUT, THE "HP" COMPUTER, THAT STAFF AT THE LIBRARY WANTED ME TO TRY, I THINK TO GET MY LIBRARY CARD, LOGGED IN, ON SHELLEY'S NEW HOME COMPUTER, THEN, THEY HAD ME, USE A SAMSUNG, ALL NEW COMPUTERS THAT HAVE SINCE DISAPPEARED. SO, I THOUGHT, WELL, I WILL, LOG IN ON THE DESK TOP COMPUTERS, DOWNSTAIRS IN THE LIBRARY. THESE COMPUTERS ARE, LISTED, BY EARLY AMERICAN WRITER'S NAMES. SO, THE FIRST TWO TIMES, I LOGGED IN, I GOT, NONE OTHER THAN, MARY SHELLEY'S! I WAS LIKE FUCK, THIS IS ALL SYMBOLIC, SHE WROTE FRANKENSTEIN, AND SHELLEY, IS MARRIED, THROUGH PROXY, TO FRANK, OF INTERPOL, MAKING HER THE BRIDE OF FRANKENSTEIN, USING MY NAME AND MY MARRIAGE CERTIFICATE! I WAS JUST ABOUT TO REQUEST THAT I BE LOGGED IN AS A GUEST AND NOT USE MY LIBRARY CARD, THAT SENDS ME TO THE SYMBOLIC, NAMES ON THE COMPUTERS. SO, ON THE THIRD TIME, I GOT, AUSTIN, FOR JANE AUSTIN, OF "PRIDE AND PREJUDICE"FAME, BUT, SHELLEY FREQUENTS, AUSTIN, TEXAS WITH FRANK! THE FOURTH TIME, I GOT, CATHER, AS IN WILLA CATHER, "CAT HER" OR CIA HER, VERSION OF JANE AUSTIN, OR PRIDE AND PREJUDICE! THE FIRST TIME I WAS WITH BRETT, HE READ ME, THE BOOK, CALLED SOMETHING LIKE THE "JANE AUSTIN BOOK CLUB!" CUDDLED UNDER HIS ARM, AND HE MESSED WITH MY MIND AND STIMULATED MY BODY! NICE AFTERNOON READ! LOL. LOOK, AS I SAID FOR CLUES, FROM, COMMUNICATING WITHOUT COMMUNICATING, THROUGH SIGNS AND SYMBOLS! THE ISSUE OF TWINS, IS ANOTHER ASPECT OF MY CASE, IF YOU DON'T HAVE ME AND RACHEL, STANDING, SIDE BY SIDE, AND THERE HAS BEEN SOME TIME, THAT HAS PASSED, BETWEEN SEEING EITHER HER OR ME, OR, EVEN TOGETHER, WE HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED TWINS! IF THIS IS THE CASE, THEN, LOOK, CLOSER! NOW, THERE IS A SET OF SISTERS, I BELIEVE, AT THE MACKENROTH REAL ESTATE OFFICE OR FIRM, ON THE ADVERTISEMENT OF THE MOUNTAIN LINE, BUS, BOTH ARE BLOND, WEARING MATCHING WHITE DRESSES, AND BOTH SMILING. AT FIRST GLANCE THEY LOOK, EXACTLY ALIKE, BUT IF YOU LOOK CLOSER, AT THE DETAILS OF THE FACES, THEY ARE TOTALLY DIFFERENT, MIGHT NOT EVEN BE SISTERS? SOMEONE TRYING TO BE A TWIN OR STEAL AN IDENTITY, MIGHT, START TO DRESS, JUST LIKE THE PERSON THEY ARE TRYING TO BE! THE LAST TIME I SAW, SISTER, RACHEL, IN ST. GEORGE, UTAH, A YEAR OR SO AGO, SHE WAS, DRESSED JUST LIKE ME, AND THE WAY, I HAVE LOOKED FOR YEARS, BEING HOMELESS! ALL BLACK, HAT, YOGA PANTS, EXERCISE GEAR, BLACK SHIRT, BLACK PANTS, AND, WHATEVER SHOES! SHE HAS LIKELY, AT TIMES, CURLED HER HAIR TO LOOK, NATURALLY CURLY, LIKE MINE . . . HERS IS NATURALLY STRAIGHT AND SHE COLORS IT MORE PLATINUM BLOND, MINE IS A GOLDEN ASH BLOND! SO OUR OVERALL, LOOKS, MY LOOK EXACTLY ALIKE, BUT SHE IS 4 INCHES, TALLER THAN I AM, TAN, AND HAS MASSIVE BIG FAKE BOOBS! THOSE ARE PRETTY DISTINGUISHING DIFFERENCES! YES, I HAVE BOOBS, BUT, SHIT, SIZE 44 DD? FUCK NO. I AM 5.7" TO 5'7.5" . . . THAT IS A HUGE ASS DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE TWO OF US, AND I HAVE A VERY PLUMP ASS! AS IN BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK, BLOG! RACHEL'S HAS BEEN LIFTED, SUCKED, AS HAS HER TUMMY BEEN TUCKED, AND THIGHS NIPPED AND TUCKED, AS WELL AS BLOWING UP HER CHEST, AT LEAST 3 TIMES, LAST I KNEW, BUT, AS THE HIPS GROW, ALONG COMES THE NEW BOOB JOB! LOL. MUCH LIKE MY RESUME, EVERYTHING ON ME IS REAL, AND IF I LOSE, AN INCH OR TWO, THAT COMES FROM MY OWN, EFFORTS, NOT DONE IN SOME, FUCKING, PLASTIC SURGEON'S OFFICE, IN A FEW HOURS! SHIT. I AM A NATURAL BEAUTY, RACHEL, SHELLEY, LAB CREATED, KAY MAYBE TOO! IN MY FACE, I HAVE A SHARPER IMAGE, LOOK SMARTER! I KNOW, "DOUBLE VISION" CAN BE HARD TO DISTINGUISH, BUT, LOOK CLOSER. THERE IS A DUDE FROM, INDIANA, AT THE POV. RIGHT NOW. FOUR YEARS AGO, I WOULD SAY HIS BROTHER, WAS AT THE POV. BOTH LOOK SONS OF ANARCHY, OR STURGIS BIKER TYPES, BOTH GOOD LOOKING, BUT, THERE ARE DIFFERENCES, MUCH, LIKE WITH ME AND MY SISTER, I BELIEVE, PHIL #1 WAS BIGGER, BUT, THAT WAS FOUR YEARS AGO, THEIR EYES ARE DIFFERENT, BUT, SHIT THEIR MANNERISMS AND WALK ARE ALMOST IDENTICAL, BUT I AM GUESSING BROTHER COP DOUBLE? I AM RIGHT ABOUT 97% OF THE TIME AND THE OTHER, 3% I DON'T WORRY ABOUT! I AM 7 YEARS OLDER, AND IT IS CONFUSING, BECAUSE PEOPLE GUESS ME AS, 20 YEARS YOUNGER, SO SHE, INTRODUCES, ME AS, THIS IS MY SISTER, JOANN, AND NO SHE IS NOT MY LITTLE SISTER! LOL. THIS DOUBLE TROUBLE IS REALLY SCARY AND USED A LOT! I WAS SHOCKED, AT HOW MUCH, EITHER I LOOKED LIKE SISTER, SHELLEY, OR SOMEONE DID PHOTO SHOP, AND PUT MY HAIR ON HER HEAD!? ON MY IDENTIFICATION CARD, HER DRIVER'S LICENSE, UNDER MY NAME, MY ADDRESS, MY SOCIAL, MY SIGNATURE, BUT, I DON'T HAVE A DRIVER'S LICENSE, BUT I DO NOW . . . SHE IS NOT ME, HAD, PEOPLE STEAL MY GOVERNMENT I.D. FROM DRIVER'S LICENSE, TO SOCIAL SECURITY CARDS, MEDICARE, TO MY BAR ASSOCIATION PICTURE I.D., RIGHT OFF THE BAT, IN MONTANA! I HAVE NOT, USED, THE NAME, "SOUTHWICK" FOR 44 YEARS, ON ANYTHING I HAVE DONE! WHEN, I FILLED OUT THE DMV INFORMATION FORM, TO GET MY I.D., AND EVEN REPLACE IT, THEY TOOK WHAT SHE HAD, FILLED OUT, NOT WHAT I DID, AND PUT IT WITH MY PICTURE!!!!!!!!!! WHEN I QUESTIONED THEM ABOUT IT, THEY, JUST SAID, WHATEVER . . . . YOU HAVE TO PAY FOR ANOTHER, CARD THEN. GENERALLY, DON'T WANT TO WASTE MY LIMITED RESOURCES, AND THOUGHT, LIKE NOW, THAT THIS INFORMATION MIGHT COME IN HANDY, WHEN, SOMEONE STARTED TO BELIEVE THE ATTORNEY, PROFESSOR, LOBBYIST, BLOGGER, RATHER THAN THE WELL POSITIONED THIEF, MADE RICH ON HER, CRIMES, WITH HELP FROM WAY HIGH IN THE GOVERNMENT, IF NOT THE PRESIDENT, HIMSELF, USING MY MONEY TO BANK HIS FIRST CAMPAIGN! THE CIA AND SOMEONE WENT AS ME, BACK IN 2011, TO SETTLE A CASE WITH THE LAS VEGAS REVIEW JOURNAL, WHO JUST HAPPENED TO BE THE "ONLY" NATIONAL NEWSPAPER, TO ENDORSE TRUMP . . . DOESN'T THAT STRIKE YOU AS ODD, THAT IS THE NEWSPAPER, I SUED, OR SENT A "CEASE & DESIST" LETTER TO, AND THE ATTORNEYS WERE TRUMP'S ATTORNEYS, ALSO, THEN, SHELLEY ENDS UP, WITH TRUMP IN SAUDI ARABIA, WITH A PRESS PASS FOLLOWING JARED KUSHNER, AS HE BECAME A SUSPECT OR PERSON OF INTEREST IN THE COMEY INVESTIGATION? OR SEEING THIS POOR DIVORCED WOMAN, AT ALL THE TRUMP MAGA RALLIES? YOU'VE COME A LONG WAY BABY WITH MY NAME AND ID, NOT TO MENTION THE MONEY! GET REAL! FAST. THE MOB IS IN CHARGE OF THIS COUNTRY! I REMEMBER, MY FATHER, TELLING ALL OF HIS CHILDREN, TO NEVER DEAL WITH THE MOB, AND THEY HAD CONTRACTED HIM WHEN HE WAS HAVING FINANCIAL DIFFICULTIES, BACK IN WHAT, THE LATE, 60'S, EARLY 70'S. HE SAID BECAUSE, IF YOU DO, THEY WILL COME AFTER YOU, AND WANT POSSIBLY WHAT YOU ARE UNWILLING TO GIVE IN RETURN FOR THE MONEY, AND FAVORS, THEY GAVE YOU. I LISTENED, OBVIOUSLY. SHELLEY ON THE OTHER HAND, AND DAD, BECAUSE, THE MORMON MOBSTERS! MIXED WITH MORMON, EXECUTIVE BRANCH, LAW ENFORCEMENT, FROM FBI TO CIA AND STARTED BEING THE REPUBLICAN CHURCH, AND THE KINGDOM BUILDERS, OR CONSTRUCTION, MOGULS, THAT TRUMP WOULD LOVE TO DEAL WITH . . . COWBOY WHOM, I AM SURE, USED ME TO BRING OR WEAVE, SHELLEY, IN AS ME, AFTER I LEFT, THAT 15 INCH SHEATHED KNIFE UNDER HIS SADDLE BAGS, DIDN'T BODE WELL WITH ME, AFTER HIT MAN AND COPS HAVE TRIED FOR YEARS TO BRING ME DOWN, NOW WITH SHELLEY IN KAHOOTS WITH THE PRESIDENT, BUT HE SAID THE DUDE HE ALLEGEDLY WORKS FOR, IS THE THIRD RICHEST MAN IN THE COUNTRY , BUT JUST DOESN'T WANT, TO BE ON THE LIST WITH, BEZOSE AND GATES! MOB USES CONSTRUCTION COMPANIES, TO HID THEIR MONEY LAUNDERING AND MOB ACTIVITIES, TRYING TO LOOK LEGIT! I WOULD BET, THE CONSTRUCTION COMPANIES, FROM SEATTLE, UTAH, AND MONTANA, ALL MAKE UP WHAT HE IS REFERRING TO THE LARGEST CONSTRUCTION COMPANY IN THE WORLD OR THE UNITED STATES! THAT IS HOW DEEP I GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY STARTED WITH MY SONS' MUSIC, MOVED TO MY CASES, ONTO, MY WATER COMPACT WORK, THEN, ONTO MY BLOGGING, DAUGHTERS' BOOKS, AND, WE ARE THE FAMILY, THAT JUST KEEPS ON GIVING, AND THEY ARE THE FAMILY MEMBERS WHO JUST KEEP ON TAKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.S., IT HAS BEEN ABOUT 4 HOURS SINCE I POSTED, BOTH THE TITLE AND WHAT IS BELOW THIS POST-SCRIPT, BUT SOME THINGS HAPPENED DURING LUNCH, I NEED TO ADDRESS: (1) I WROTE YESTERDAY ABOUT A DREAM I HAD, THAT MY DAUGHTER CALLED  ME AND TOLD ME THAT GRANDPA HAD BEEN PICKED UP A HALF HOUR AGO.  ON BUS #1 OUTBOUND, AT ROUGHLY 10:15 AM, I GOT ON THE  BUS, AND SOMEWHERE AFTER THE MALL, SOME DUDE GOT ON WHO LOOKED SO MUCH, LIKE MY FATHER, BUT SMALLER, AND DRESSED MORE CASUAL THAN HE NORMALLY DID, HAWAIIAN BUTTON DOWN SHIRT, SANDALS, LEVIS ROLLED  UP AT THE BOTTOM, AND A RED BALL CAMP WITH TWO FEATHERS STUCK IN IT, AND SUNGLASSES, LIKE THE ONES HE ALWAYS WEARS! IS HE THERE TO IDENTIFY ME?  I HAVE NOT SEEM HIM IN ABOUT 7 YEARS, SO, HAS HE BEEN PUTTING OUT HITS ON ME, BASED ON WHAT I LOOKED LIKE, 7 YEARS AGO?  KEEP THAT IN MIND.  HE IS 88 YEARS OLD, I AM DITCHING OUT ON A FAMILY PARTY, IN BRYCE CANYON, ALLEGEDLY FOR MY MOTHER, BUT  COULD BE ANOTHER ATTEMPT TO KILL ME!  MIGHT BE EVIDENCE THAT RELATES TO THE TWO BODIES FOUND, IN THE LAST TWO DAYS.  (3) DETECTIVES, TWO SHOWED UP AT THE POV., WITH A PICTURE OF SOME, BLOND CHICK.  STAFF SAID THEY HAD NOT SEEN HER, OR KNEW OF HER?  I SAID TO SOME OTHER CHICK, LOCAL I BELIEVE, DID YOU HEAR ABOUT THE TWO MURDERS OR DEAD BODIES THAT WERE MENTIONED IN THE NEWSPAPER TODAY?  SHE SAID, YEAH, I HEARD ON THE STREETS, THAT THE WOMAN'S FACE HAD BEEN SO BADLY BASHED IN, THAT THEY COULD NOT RECOGNIZE HER.  I SAID WHO TOLD YOU THAT . . . SHE SAID SHE WAS NOT GOING TO REVEAL HER SOURCES.  IN THE NEWSPAPER, IT MENTIONED THAT ONE OF THE BODIES, MIGHT HAVE BEEN THERE SINCE, MAY OR JUNE--THEY, A MYSTERIOUS CULT HAVE BEEN TRYING TO KILL ME SINCE, 20 YEARS AGO!  BUT, THE SEX OF THE PERSON WAS UNDETERMINED, IT WAS SO DECOMPOSED.  BUT NEITHER, BODY WAS, SAID TO HAVE BEEN MALE OR FEMALE.  IS IT POSSIBLE, THAT, A HIT MAN OR WOMAN, MADE A MISTAKE ON IDENTITY?  KILLED THE WRONG PERSON TWICE, THEREFORE MY FATHER IS IN TOWN TO IDENTIFY?  NOW, I AM NOT SURE WHAT A MAN, WHO IS 6'3" LOOKS LIKE, AFTER 7 YEARS AND, BEING THAT OLD, COULD HE SHRINK, THAT MUCH? OR WAS IT NOT HIM?  THAT MAY BE A LEAD TO FOLLOW UP ON.  IF NOBODY FILED A MISSING PERSON REPORT, THAT PROBABLY MEANS THEY MIGHT HAVE BEEN HOMELESS, SEEING THAT MOST OF THESE PEOPLE AT THE POV, ARE DISENFRANCHISED FROM THEIR FAMILIES, FOR ONE REASON OR ANOTHER.  HINT. HINT. HINT.  SURE, MY FATHER WOULD KILL ME FOR A BILLION DOLLARS AND THE FEAR OF GOING TO JAIL, HE DID IT FOR MUCH LESS!  MY SISTERS ARE OBEDIENT, AND DO WHAT HE SAYS . . . I NEVER DID, AND I AM THE OVERACHIEVER!  IT IS POSSIBLE THAT, MY EX, IS HERE LOCALLY, WHO LOOKS LIKE SIMON GITTANY!  FROM THE AUSSIE TRUE CRIME I WROTE ABOUT YESTERDAY.

POSSIBLE LEADS FOR THE DETECTIVES ON THE CASE . . .  CHECK TO SEE IF THE DEAD WOMAN IS MY SISTER, SHELLEY, SOMEONE, MAY HAVE ACTUALLY, FIGURED OUT WHO I AM, AND KILLED HER, OR THOUGHT SHE WAS ME, VIA, DEA, AND KILLED HER RATHER THAN ME!  I HOPE SO . . . FINISH THIS 20 YEARS OF SHIT!

COLLEGES ALL OVER THE COUNTRY, HAVE STARTED, "RAPE SEASON" ON!!!!!!!!!!!

PREDATOR NATION RIGHT NOW!

GENERALLY, SPEAKING, MEN, PREY ON WOMEN, AS IN STALKING, RAPE, AND MURDER!

CREATE SOME DORM RULES, FOR SAFETY!

KNOW WHERE YOUR ROMMIES ARE AND WHO THEY ARE WITH!

FRIENDS, DON'T LET FRIENDS, GET TOO DRUNK, OR LEAVE THEM ALONE WITH A ROOM FULL OF MALES, FRAT RATS, OR, JOCKS!

GIRLS, IF YOU ARE SLAMMING WHISKEY SHOTZ, YOU ARE GOING TO BE DRUNK FASTER THAN YOUR MALE, FRIENDS, OR BOYFRIENDS, OR NEW PICK UP!
THAT MEANS YOU ARE NOW VULNERABLE FOR WHATEVER, SOCIAL MEDIA SHIT, AND, WHATEVER, COMES INTO THEIR LITTLE PREDATOR SICK MINDS!

COLLEGE HUNKS, PROTECT YOURSELF TOO!
EVERYONE NEEDS TO BE SMART!
PISSED CHICK CAN CALL RAPE TOO!

DON'T SEND NAKED PICS OF YOURSELF . . . MOST OF YOUR DATES, OR BOYFRIEND, NOW, MAY NOT BE THE HUSBAND OF TOMORROW!

MEN, SHOWING YOUR DICK, IS NOT SMART EITHER!

STAY THE FUCK OUT OF BEDROOMS!
STAY DRY IF YOU CAN!
EVERYTHING IS NOT BETTER WET!

KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN MAKING LOVE TO SOMEONE YOU LOVE AND JUST SEX!

SOME SAY SEX IS GOOD WHEN IT IS GOOD, OR WHEN IT IS BAD . . . ARE YOU SERIOUS?
WHEN YOU GET A STD OR HIV, OR, PREGNANT, OR, WHATEVER?
NOT SO GOOD!

HAVE FUN, BUT BE CAREFUL!

DON'T GO DOWNTOWN, TO THE BARS AND CLUBS, TOGETHER AND LEAVE ONE OF YOUR GIRLFRIEND OR EVEN GUY FRIENDS, I HAVE SEEN BOTH, DISAPPEAR AND BE MURDERED, BEING LEFT, WITHOUT ANYONE KNOWING WHERE THEY ARE!

YOU ARE YOUR BROTHER'S KEEPER, AND YOUR SISTER'S AND YOUR FRIENDS, AND BOYFRIENDS, AND, YOUR ROOMMATES, KEEPER!

HAVE A GREAT TIME THIS YEAR!
ERROR ON THE SIDE OF SAFETY!

ONE NIGHT CAN RUIN YOUR FUTURE YOU WORKED SO HARD TO START HERE AT COLLEGE!

IT IS POSSIBLE TO HAVE FUN AND NOT DRINK?  I DID IT!

REMEMBER, THAT, GRADES ARE IMPORTANT, BUT, SO IS SOCIAL LIFE, AND FUN!

ALL WORK AND NO PLAY, MAKES JACK AND JILL, BORING!

KEEP UP YOUR HEALTHY HABITS OF SLEEP, GOOD FOOD, REST AND RELAXATION MIXED IN WITH, YOUR STUDIES!

THERE ARE "NO" SHORT CUTS TO SUCCESS!

SUCCESS IS WHEN, OPPORTUNITY MEETS PREPARATION!

GO TO THE FOOTBALL AND EXTRACURRICULAR ACTIVITIES, THEY MAKE YOU MORE INTERESTING AND FUN!

MEET NEW FRIENDS!

YOU ARE THE CAPTAIN OF YOUR SHIP!
DON'T FUCK IT UP!

HAVE A GREAT YEAR!

YOU ARE OUR FUTURE!
WE LOVE YOU!
KISSES, HUGS, LOVES!

YOU ARE THAT YOU MAY HAVE JOY!

MAKE EVERYDAY, GREAT!

BE HAPPY!

EVERYTHING WILL ALL WORK OUT!

LOVE MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND!

SERVICE IS THE KEY TO HAPPINESS!

SMILE MORE!

LOVED TEACHING AT THREE UNIVERSITIES!

 LOVED SEEING THE LIGHTS GO ON . . . I GOT THIS!

COOL.

Saturday, August 24, 2019

DOGHUNK. EVILCAUGHT. PROPHETSTOWN. CAT-SCRATCH-FEVER. SCAREDY CAT. HELLCAT. HELLGATE KNIGHTS. HYSTERICAL. CINDERELLA HANGING WITH THE POV. RATS, GUTTER SNIPE, DRUGGIES, AND GHETTO GYPSIES! YOU GOT THE EVIL STEPS! HYSTERICAL. THINK CRITICALLY. EXPLORE CREATIVELY. LIVE ETHICALLY. TIT-AN MACHINERY: (1) STINK OP PLANNED FOR SATURDAY MORNING, BEFORE 6:00 AM; (2) MOST CREATIVE HIT MAN, AFTER DITCHING OUT OF THE POV. SEEING THE LOCAL DEA OFFICER PEEK AROUND THE CORNER IN THE ENTRYWAY TO SEE IF I WAS STILL THERE, WITH COWBOY WHO JUST BOUGHT A RANCH, IN ARLEE, STAYING AT THE POV., RUNNING AROUND LIKE A CHICKEN WITH HIS HEAD CUT OFF THE LAST DAY OR SO, HOOKING UP WITH A KAY, LOOK-ALIKE, MR. WEAVER, RETURNING FROM INDIANA, I WALKED OVER TO CALIFORNIA BRIDGE, TO DO SOME GENERAL BUS EXERCISES, WATCH THE SUN COME UP OVER THE CLARK FORK RIVER, EAT A SANDWICH, AND READ, BUT, I NOTICED THIS THING, LUMBERING, BEAR LIKE, FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE RIVER, BROWN FUR LOOK, BARELY BEING SEEN OVER THE BRIDGE, BUT, WALKING A LOT LIKE A BEAR WOULD--WHAT THE FUCK? POSSIBLE. SO I WATCHED, AND I BELIEVE WHEN I DIDN'T REACT OR RUN, THE DUDE, FINALLY PULLED THIS FUR LIKE BLANKET UP OVER HIS HEAD AND WALKED THE OTHER WAY ON THE BRIDGE TOWARD, BROADWAY; (3) I AM LISTENING TO MY MUSIC, STILL EARLY, ROCKIN' OUT, AND STRETCHING, OR OTHERWISE DISTRACTED, WHEN, ALL THE SUDDEN MY PEACEFUL MORNING, THIS LARGE DUDE, STANDS OVER ME AND SAYS, DO YOU HAVE ANY TOILET PAPER? NO. HE STANDS THERE GLARING AT ME, AND SAID, NO NAPKINS. NO. STILL STANDING OVER ME, I SAID, LOOK, WALK DOWN THAT ALLEY, FOLLOW IT TO THE POVERELLO CENTER, JUST ACROSS THE STREET THERE ARE BATHROOMS THERE. STILL STANDING THERE . . . I SAID, LOOK, I AM ENJOYING MY MORNING, GO OVER THERE! HE SAID, "GIVE ME A BREAK." I SAID, NO GIVE ME A BREAK! HE SAT THERE ON THE OTHER, OUTCROPPING, FOR A FEW MINUTES, THEN, SLOWLY AND I MEAN SLOWLY WALKED OVER THE BRIDGE, BUT HE PACED BACK AND FORTH, LOOKED LIKE HE WAS COMING BACK, ONLY ME AND HIM, AT THIS POINT, I TOOK OUT MY PHONE, TO CHECK THE TIME, SO HE MIGHT THINK I WAS CALLING THE COPS. HE THEN, WENT DOWN BENEATH THE BRIDGE. TOOK A SHIT OR SOMETHING? THOUGHT HE WAS GONE, AND AGAIN, HE WAS SNEAKING BACK OVER TO WHERE I WAS SITTING! SHIT! HE WENT BACK TO THE OPPOSITE OUTCROPPING OVER THE RIVER, AND WAITED . . . I GOT UP AND LEFT! YES, GIRLS, I COULD HAVE STAYED AND DEMANDED MY PEACE, BUT, THIS FUCK WAS, TWICE MY SIZE. ALWAYS ERROR ON THE SIDE OF SAFETY, EVEN IF IT IS UNFAIR. (4) SO IF THAT WAS NOT ENOUGH, I STARTED BACK TO THE POV. FOR LUNCH, HATE SATURDAY BUS SCHEDULES, BY THE TIME THEY COME, LIKE 10:15 AM, THE MORNING IS HALF SHOT, IT IS TIME FOR LUNCH, NO TIME TO BLOG, SO I TOOK A RIDE OUT TO BONNER, MY SANITY DRIVE, JUST TO GET SOME FRESH AIR AND GREEN! ON THE WAY BACK, ON BUS 1, TAKING THE LONG WAY TO THE POV. , THIS DUDE I HAVE KNOWN FROM THE POV. FOR YEARS, HE JUST EATS THERE, BUT LIVES IN BONNER, GETS ON THE BUS, NEAR, THE SOURCE FITNESS, WHERE I BELIEVE HE HAS A MEMBERSHIP. HE DOESN'T LOOK AT ME. STRANGE, WHATEVER, DOESN'T ACKNOWLEDGE ME, SO, I FIGURED HE WAS IN A PENSIVE MOOD. WE BOTH GET OFF THE BUS AND HE BEELINES IT TO THE POV., I TAKE MY TIME, WHEN, I NEAR THE GATES TO THE YARD AT THE POV. THAT I NORMALLY CUT THROUGH TO GET TO THE DINING AREA, WAS, CHAINED, SHUT? I GLANCED DOWN THE PARKING LOT, AND THERE IS NOT JUST ONE COP, BUT ANOTHER ONE BEHIND THEM, AND NO APPARENT DISTURBANCE, BUT IT COULD BE JUST ENDING, OR A FIGHT BROKE OUT? ENTERTAINMENT IS FREE, BUT WHEN I NOTICED, KEVIN, I THINK THAT IS HIS NAME, HAS A MOHAWK, OLDER DUDE, FIT, TAN, SMALL, SHAVED HEAD, BUT FOR THE CROP OF BLOND HAIR ON TOP, WAS, JUST STANDING OUTSIDE THE BACK ENTRANCE OF THE POV.? HE IS USUALLY, FIRST OR SECOND IN LINE, AFTER, THE HANDICAPPED, WHEEL CHAIRS, AND CANES, SO? IDENTIFIER? I BELIEVE HE HAS BEEN INVOLVED IN A STINK OP BEFORE. THIS IS NOT LOOKING GOOD. i WENT AROUND THE CORNER, AND, SAT FOR A SECOND OR TWO ON THE CEMENT GARBAGE CAN. A SHERIFF TOO? BIG TIME, HUH? SO, I WENT OVER TO THE CLARK FORK MOTEL AND SAT FOR A SECOND, THEN I SAW THE CHIEF OF POLICE, ROUND THE CORNER TO THE BACK OF THE POV., CHANGED MY HAT FROM RED TO GREEN! LOL. JUST IN CASE. SEEMS LIKE THERE WERE AT LEAST, 6 OR 7 COPS VEHICLES, IN LESS THAN ABOUT 5 MINUTES! FUCK LUNCH! I WALKED OVER TO THE BUS SHELTER ACROSS FROM FRESH MARKET, AND TALKED TO SOME DUDE. ONE JUST CAME BACK FROM LUNCH AT THE POV., HE THOUGHT THE COPS WERE THERE FOR SOME CHICK, AND SAID THE FIRE DEPARTMENT AND EMT WERE THERE . . . I NEVER SAW EITHER ONE OF THEM? BUT, I THOUGHT, IT MIGHT BE CLEAR . . . WE WATCHED THE ALLEY AND THE FRONT OF THE POV. NEAR, TIA'S TAMALES, BUT NEVER SAW THEM LEAVE--MUST HAVE GONE OUT THE BACK WAY? NOW TO FINALIZE MY DAY, NO SURPRISE, THAT YES, IT WAS AN ALL DAY, WE ARE GOING TO GET THIS INNOCENT BITCH, IF IT KILLS US! THE DUDE AT THE FRONT DESK WHO LOOKS, LIKE A COP, AND HAS BEEN INVOLVED IN MANY STINK OPS OVER THE LAST TWO YEARS WHEN, I DROP IN TOWN, JUST MINUTES AFTER I CAME THROUGH THE FRONT DOOR, WENT OUT THE DOOR, LOOKING PISSED AND FRUSTRATED, LOOKED BOTH WAYS, LIKE HE WAS LOOKING FOR SOMEONE, BUZZED INTO THE DINING AREA WHERE I WAS, GLARED AT ME, AND WALKED ON . . . ALL ADDED TOGETHER, THE COPS, FEDS, PLANTS, DEA, AND WHATEVER, ARE STILL GOING AFTER ME???????? CRAZY ASS FOOLS. MOB IS SLIPPING RIGHT THROUGH THEIR FINGERS, IN FACT, DIRECTING THE OPERATIONS, AND THEY ARE GOING AFTER ME? WHAT THE FUCK EVER! GOD? 7 SENIORS, 1 FEMALE, AND 6 MALES, WERE ARRESTED FOR HAVING AN ORGY IN THE PARK. ONE BY ONE, THEY WERE PULLED IN FRONT OF THE JUDGE FOR THEIR ARRAIGNMENT, TO PLEAD, INNOCENT OR GUILTY. AS EACH ONE STEPPED IN FRONT OF THE JUDGE, HIS HONOR, CHOKED BACK THE ACID REFLEX, AND, GAGGED, COUGHED, DRY HEAVED, AND FINALLY, AFTER EACH AND EVERYONE OF THEM, PLEAD, NOT GUILTY, HE TURNED AND LEANED OVER HIS GARBAGE CAN, AND BARFED! LOL. AFTER LUNCH, THINKING ABOUT THIS TORRID SCENE OF SENIOR CITIZENS, ON PUBLIC DISPLAY, CHUCKLING, TO THINK OF THE KEY PLAYERS IN THIS, SHIT SHOW, WE ARE DEALING WITH, TO THIS SECOND, SHELLEY, FRANK, JACK, MICHAEL, TONY, JERRY, AND COWBOY, ALL CAME, VIVIDLY INTO MIND . . . AN ORGY WITH THIS CROWD, WOULD MAKE ME VOMIT TOO! LOL. AND THE TOWN, CHOSE THEM OVER ME? LOL. SIMPLY AMAZING. I AM ON THE "CATHER" OR WILLA SIBERT CATHER COMPUTER, AT THE MISSOULA COUNTY LIBRARY, DOING WHAT, MAKES THE MONEY, SHELLEY GIVES TO BUILD THE NEW LIBRARY, ACROSS THE STREET . . . DO YOU FUCKING REALIZE IF I QUIT, YOUR FUNDING, AT LEAST FROM THE BIG DONOR, SHELLEY, STOPS TOO? SHE IS A NOTHING BURGER! I HAVE DONE, ALL THAT YOU HONOR HER FOR? I MAKE ALL THE MONEY, SHE AND FRANK AND OTHERS, STEAL IT AND DISTRIBUTE IT AS IF IT IS THEIR OWN. WHY? BECAUSE, OF LATE, I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO GET ANYONE TO BELIEVE ME OR EVERYONE IS SO FUCKING CORRUPT, THEY, WANT ME OUT OF THE WAY, SO THEY CAN USE MY WELL EARNED, AND DESERVED, MONEY, UNENCUMBERED, AND WITHOUT GUILT! ORDER TO KILL? WAS THAT WHAT THIS WAS ABOUT TODAY? THIS IS NOT UNCOMMON IN MY LIFE OVER THE LAST 7 FUCKING YEARS, SHIT THEY TRIED TO KILL ME, BACK, 20 YEARS AGO! THE MAGNIFICENT 7, MINUS, THE RIGHT WOMAN! CLOWN SHIT FROM WHAT I SEE. 20 YEARS AND YOU CAN'T PULL THIS SHIT OFF? LOL. EITHER TOTALLY INCOMPETENT, OR COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY STUPID. WHICH DO YOU PREFER, TO DESCRIBE THIS CREW OF LEACHES, AND LOSERS? BREAKIN' THE CHAINS AROUND ME! BREAKIN' THE CHAINS! OFF WITH THEIR HANDS! OWN HANDS PRODUCTIONS! WHATEVER YOU BRING IN YOUR HOME, OR YOUR TOWN, MATTERS! ACTIVITY KEY. KILLER MOTIVES: THEY JUST WANTED TO CONTROL HER! POP POLAR. IMPOSSIBLE WHOPPER IS HERE! WE WISH YOU WERE HERE. I AM HERE. I HAVE BEEN HERE! OFF AND ON FOR THE LAST 7 YEARS! RADON SOLUTIONS. MISSOULA SLAVIC CHURCH KID'S CAMP. ALL WE KNOW IS ALL WE KNOW. THIS MUST BE JUST LIKE LIVING IN PARADISE. I DON'T WANT TO GO HOME . . . LUCY, YOU'VE GOT SOME 'SPLAINING TO DO. CREEPY CRAWLY FASCINATING FUN! THE VIDEOS! WHAT WOULD MAKE MY KIDS, TURN ON ME, AFTER A LIFETIME OF LOVE? SHELLEY OR THE LAZY CATS, TAKING TWO VIDEOS OUT OF CONTEXT! ALWAYS GET THE FACTS, FROM A TO Z BEFORE MAKING A JUDGEMENT, PARTICULARLY IF IT APPEARS TO BE THE TOTAL OPPOSITE OF WHAT YOU KNOW ABOUT YOUR MOTHER! PORN QUEEN STAR, #1, RIGHT AFTER, THE NOVEMBER 6TH OR 7TH 2012, PRESIDENTIAL ELECTIONS, BETWEEN MORMON MITT AND PRESIDENT OBAMA, THAT VERY NIGHT, HAVING WATCHED, OR HEARD THE OUTCOME, EARLY, ON, ME AND, JACK, SHELLEY GOES WITH ALL THE MEN, AFTER I REJECT THEM, OR SHE KNEW THEM AND THEY USED THEM TO SET ME UP! SO, JACK IS PISSED, ABOUT THE ELECTION, LIFE TIME REPUBLICAN, HE IS THE ONLY PERSON, I KNOW IN KALISPELL, MONTANA, MET HIM, DAYS BEFORE THE ELECTIONS, WE ATTENDED, A BIPARTISAN, WINE AND CHEESE, AFFAIR, TO WATCH THE ELECTIONS RESULTS AT THE CHILDREN'S MUSEUM, BUT, WE GOT IN A HEATED DEBATE, BEFORE GOING IN, AND HE WAS AFRAID I WOULD MAKE A SCENE IF, PRESIDENT OBAMA LOST, AS HE PREDICTED, AND PLANNED. I KNEW AND HAD WORKED, WITH SENATOR, TESTER, AND HIS CREW, EVEN HAD THE WHOLE OBAMA, ADMINISTRATION ON MY PERSONAL EMAIL, SO, NO HEARING THAT PREZ. O WON, AND MITT, WHO, ALONG WITH THE MORMONS, MOBSTERS, AND, MEN IN BLACK , PLUS DOWN LINE COPS, WERE LIKELY TO BE PISSED, NOT ME! I LEFT JACK IN THE CAR, GOT UP THE STAIRS, AND SOME, LADY, HEAD, BOWED, MAYBE CRYING, SAID, PRESIDENT OBAMA WON. GREAT! $118 MILLION DOLLARS OF MINE, WAS STOLEN FOR MITT'S CAMPAIGN, I AM THRILLED, I STARED DANCING UNDER THE SINGLE LIGHT BULB ON THE LANDING OF THE STAIRS! JACK WAS PISSED, AND, AFTER FIGHTING OVER THE ELECTIONS FOR AN HOUR OR TWO, MY CAR, WAS LOW ON GAS, AND I WAS LOW ON FUNDS, AS NORMAL, DRIVING BACK AND FORTH TO UTAH, FINISHING MY CASES, SPENDING ABOUT $1,000 PER MONTH ON GAS. WE PULLED AROUND THE CORNER, TO THE PARK, ACROSS FROM THE RED LION, AND THE CAR DIED! JACK VOLUNTEERED, TO GO GET SOME MONEY FOR GAS, AS, I JUST SAT THERE GLOATING OVER THE ELECTIONS, NOT EVEN WORRIED ABOUT MY CAR, WHICH WAS PARKED NEAR THE INTERSECTION OF THE MAIN STREET, BUT, KALISPELL, SIDEWALKS ROLL UP AFTER, 8:00 PM, SO, I WAS NOT WORRIED, NOT EVEN WORRIED AS SOME OFFICER, CAME, PULLED BEHIND ME, AND, WE TALKED ELECTION STUFF, HE WAS JUST AS HAPPY AS I WAS, WE TALKED SHOP, AND FINALLY, HE SAID, I AM GOING TO PARK BEHIND YOU, UNTIL YOUR FRIEND COMES WITH THE GAS . . . JACK NEVER SHOWED! POOR LOSER, FORMER, FOOTBALL COACH, BUT, I WAS SO HAPPY, THAT I WASN'T EVEN UPSET, WHEN THE OFFICER SAID HE HAD TO HAVE MY CAR TOWED. THE TOW TRUCK DRIVER WE NICE, AND HE SAID, HE WOULDN'T CHARGE ME A SHIT LOAD, SEEING HE WAS OUT IN COLUMBIA FALLS, WHICH, I DIDN'T KNOW THEN, WAS, A BIT OUT OF THE NEIGHBORHOOD. THE NEXT DAY, I FOUND JACK AND RIPPED HIM A NEW ONE. INTERSECTION WITH THE RUSSIAN MOB . . . SO, WE WERE LOOKING FOR, WHATEVER, AND THIS MASSIVE, 6'7" DIMETRI WITH A RUSSIAN ACCENT, FINDS, JACK AND REMINDS HIM, HE IS IN FACT, HIS SON-IN-LAW! OH. NOW, I DIDN'T GET A CHECK FOR ABOUT, ANOTHER, WEEK OR SO, SO, MY CAR, WAS GOING TO BE IMPOUNDED, FOR A WHILE. JACK NEEDED SOME PAPERS HE LEFT IN MY CAR, AND, I LOOKED AT THE IMPOUND AND FEES, AS HIS FAULT, SO . . . DIMETRI WHO WANTED TO HELP JACK, PAID FOR THE IMPOUND FEES, OF $150.00. DIMITRI TOOK OVER JACK'S LIFE FOR A FEW DAYS, BUT, AS THE NOVEMBER, WEATHER IN KALISPELL, STARTED TO TURN COLD, ME, WITH NO WHERE TO LIVE, LATER, RENTED FROM, A CLIENT'S KID, ON OREGON STREET, BUT AT THE TIME, I WAS SLEEPING IN MY CAR, SO, BEFORE, THE CAR WAS OUT, I WAS, FUCKING FREEZING! I BELIEVE THIS WAS ON PURPOSE, THIS WHOLE FUCKING THING, PLANNED, TO TRY TO COMPROMISE ME! SO, JACK GOT A ROOM, PAID FOR BY DIMETRI, AT THE COMFORT INN, NEAR THE MCDONALD'S, ME, JACK AND NOW, SAM, HAD, DIET COKE AND COFFEE AT EACH MORNING. JACK PROMISED ME, THAT HE WOULD GET TWO ROOMS, NO FUNNY BUSINESS. SO, I SHOWED UP, AND, HE SMILED, AS THE WINTER, WIND BLEW, OUTSIDE, AND SAID, I DREW YOUR BATH FOR YOU? YOU WHAT. I LOOKED IN THE ROOM AND THERE WAS ONLY ONE BED! WHAT THE FUCK. JACK? I WON'T TOUCH YOU. THE BATH DOES SOUND GOOD. TV ON, JACK SAID, "IF YOU THINK FOR ONE SECOND, I AM GOING TO SLEEP WITH A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN, IN THE SAME BED AND NOT TOUCH HER, YOUR CRAZY. WE MESSED AROUND A BIT, NOTHING MUCH. QUICK-N-DIRTY SURVIVAL! CAR WAS STILL NOT OUT, YET. DIMETRI IS MOVING ME TO THE BLUE AND WHITE MOTEL . . . YOU CAN STAY WITH ME AGAIN IF YOU WANT. 20 BELOW ZERO OR A WARM MOTEL ROOM? A GIRL HAS TO DO WHAT SHE HAS TO DO, WITHIN REASON! LOL. I KNEW I WAS BEING TRACKED AND I WAS UNDER SURVEILLANCE, SINCE LEAVING, UTAH, AND THE HEAT WAS ON ME, FROM, THE SECOND, I TALKED, AT THE WHITEFISH, MEETING, IN OCTOBER, OF 2012, ABOUT, THE FBI RAIDS ON THE MEDICAL MARIJUANA GROWERS, NOT KNOWING, THAT, A BUNCH OF THEM WERE WAITING SENTENCING, AND THE ACLU, WAS, CONDUCTING THE MEETING, SHOWING THE WAR OVER MEDICAL MARIJUANA . . . JACK, PICKED UP ON ME, THE FIRST BUS RIDE I TOOK, AFTER PARKING MY CAR, IN THE WALMART PARKING LOT, WITH, FOUR COP CARS, SCANNING THE PARKING LOT, LOOKING LIKE THEY WERE LOOKING FOR SOMEONE . . . ME, PROBABLY! JACK PROMISED IF I WAS WITH HIM, I WOULD BE SAFE? TO PROMISE SOMETHING LIKE THAT, HE HAD TO BE MOB OR BRASS ASS COP, OR FED! FIRST NIGHT, NOTHING MUCH, BUT, I THOUGHT, THERE WAS SURVEILLANCE, JUST THE WAY THE TV LIGHT WAS ON, AND, JUST THE WHOLE THING, BUT, ICE ON THE PUMPKIN, OUTSIDE WAS NOT TOO, INVITING! IN THE MORNING, I NOTICED, TWO WHITE VANS, PARKED ON BOTH SIDES OF OUR ROOM, A MONTANA, COMPANY, BUT THE VANS, HAD UTAH LICENSE PLATES ON THEM! SCREAM. MITT'S MONSTERS ARE ON ME EVEN UP HERE. THE NEXT NIGHT, HOWEVER, JACK, WHO HAD BEEN RATHER TAME, THE NIGHT BEFORE, WANTED ME TO SWITCH, SIDES OF THE BED . . . HE IS A LARGE MAN, AND, PROBABLY BLOCKED ANY VIEW OF ME! QUICK-N-DIRTY SURVIVAL! NOTHING MORE THAN, MY BACK, WAS EVER EXPOSED TO THE VIDEO, THAT I THOUGHT MIGHT BE HAPPENING, BUT, WASN'T EXACTLY SURE, BUT HE LEFT THE BATHROOM DOOR LIGHT ON, AND, WE CHANGED SIDE, SO I WAS SURE TO KEEP THE SHEET OVER ME! SO IF IT WAS RAUNCHY, SOME OTHER, PORN STAR, MIGHT HAVE BEEN ACTING MY DOUBLE! OLD MORMON, BYU, CHURCH UNIVERSITY SAYING, "STAY MORAL, GO ORAL!" WHATEVER. 20 DEGREES BELOW ZERO IS LESS INVITING, BUT NOT MUCH, AND I DID LIKE HIM AT FIRST! I THOUGHT IF THESE JACK ASSES ARE WATCHING, I AM GOING TO MAKE THEM ALL JEALOUS! TWO BLOW JOBS ON HUSBAND, THAT WAS MY EXPERIENCE. I DID ONE AND HE KEPT BEGGING, FOR MORE, SAYING HE WAS GOING TO HAVE TO MARRY ME, AND, WHATEVER, BLATHER HE WAS SPOUTING, I THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY, THAT IF HE WAS A SEX TRAINER, FOR THE FBI OR THE CIA, HE WAS LOOKING THE FOOL NOT ME! LOL. PRO REVERSED THE STING, MAKING HIM, THE LOSER! THERE WAS NOT A DAMNED THING, ANYONE COULD HAVE SEEN, OTHER THAN, MY HEAD, WITH MY BACK COVERED WITH, SHEET! SO????? DID THEY BUD OVER IT? MAKE IT MORE STEAMY? THEY DID THAT WITH, MY SPEECH, TO THE FEDERATION OF REPUBLICAN WOMEN, AT THE MONTANA STATE CAPITOL. VIDEO TRICKS? SHELLEY IN THE LEADING ROLE, GOT REAL DOWN AND DIRTY WITH A WIG, AND COSMETIC, AND NAME GAMES? SHE WAS WITH HIM, AFTER I WAS, JUST LIKE WITH JERRY, TONY, MICHAEL, AND COWBOY. NOW THIS MIGHT SHED SOME LIGHT ON , THE CURRENT SITUATION. COWBOY HIT ON ME, A YEAR AND A HALF AGO, I BELIEVE AROUND CHRISTMAS, BUT I TOOK OFF TO SEATTLE. WE CONNECTED AGAIN, A FEW MONTHS, LATER, BUT THERE WAS, NO BIG, DEAL BETWEEN US. WHEN, I CAME BACK, IN MAY OR SOMETHING, HE SHOWED UP, AGAIN, AND WE, HAD DINNER TOGETHER, AND TOOK THE RIDE, WENT SHOPPING, THAT IS IT! NO BIG DEAL. BUT I GOT THE GUT FEELING THAT, SHELLEY WAS LURKING, IN THE BACKGROUND SOMEWHERE, SO THAT, THE LIPTRIX, COULD START, AS THEY HAD WITH ALL THE MEN, SINCE MY DIVORCE, FROM, JERRY TO BRETT, AND NOW FOLLOWING ME UP TO MONTANA! SHE WAS THE ONE WHO, WENT TO THANKSGIVING, DINNER IN PENNSYLVANIA, AND I BELIEVE WAS THE STOW AWAY! I GET BLAMED! I WENT TO UTAH! LEFT JACK AT THE CASINO, ALONE, DIDN'T EVEN TELL HIM, I WAS LEAVING! SHELLEY IS THE LIKELY PORN STAR, NOT ME! (2) NOW, MILES AND I MET, IN MAY OF 2013, SO NOT A FLY BY NIGHT RELATIONSHIP BY ANY MEANS. HE IS THE "ONLY" MAN, IN ALMOST, 12 YEARS, SINCE LEAVING HUSBAND #3, THAT I HAVE HAD SEX WITH, AND MAYBE, LESS THAN, MAYBE, 5 OR 6 TIMES, THERE IS A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN, MAKING LOVE AND HAVING SEX, OR BETWEEN, HAVING SEX WITH SOMEONE YOU LOVE, AND JUST HAVING SEX! WE DID AND STILL DO CARE DEEPLY ABOUT EACH OTHER . . . THERE FORE EACH OTHER, OVER THE YEARS, WHEN, NEITHER ONE OF US, HAD ANYONE ELSE TO RELY ON! I BELIEVE HE WAS LIKELY FORCED TO VIDEO, HE WAS BEING FOLLOWED FROM, SPOKANE, TO SEATTLE AFTER, WE MET . . . MY COMPUTERS ARE HACKED ALL THE TIME, WATCHED AND MONITORED, AND MY PHONES, TEXTS, OF LOVE, MIGHT LEAD THEM, TO HIM, AND BLACKMAIL HIM FOR THIS OR THAT? ONE TIME, HE TOLD ME HE WAS MEETING ME IN 5 MINUTES, AFTER HE GOT OFF WORK, I WAS AT MCDONALD'S WRITING MY BLOG, BUT, THEN, HE CALLED ME, AND SAID HE WAS IN TACOMA? WHAT THE FUCK? THE LAST TIME WE WERE WITH EACH OTHER, WAS THE NIGHT, THAT OUR LOVE MAKING, SESSION, PRETTY, MUCH, FOLLOWED A PREDICTABLE PATTERN, LIKE MOST PEOPLE, I AM NOT THAT ADVENTURESOME NOR EXPERIENCED, AND, DON'T EVEN KNOW, WHY WERE WERE HAVING SEX, OTHER THAN, WHO WAS COMPLAINING!? LOL. BUT WE HAD NOT SEEN EACH OTHER FOR 4 YEARS. DID HE GET MARRIED? HE WANTED ME TO MOVE IN WITH HIM? I GOT A GUT FEELING THAT, NO MAN IN HIS RIGHT MIND WOULD TURN DOWN, CASUAL SEX, UNLESS, HE HAD, SOMEONE ELSE IN TACOMA? ON WEEKENDS HE WOULD SAY HE WAS GOING TO VISIT HIS BROTHER TO DO MUSIC . . . . TWICE I GOT UP TO GO DROP IN FOR SOME EARLY MORNING DELIGHT, BUT, I SAW, YOUNG BLACK CHICKS, WITH BABIES, BEFORE, REACHING THE PINK ELEPHANT ON DENNY, WHERE MILES, LIVED, ON JOHN! I ALWAYS STOPPED, AND WONDERED ABOUT THAT, MCDONALD'S INCIDENT. I DON'T DO MARRIED PEOPLE! I DON'T THINK, THAT WOULD HAVE STOPPED, MILES, I THINK WE BOTH, LOVE EACH OTHER TO THIS DAY. I THINK OF THAT SONG, LET'S GET IT ON . . . HOW CAN IT BE WRONG IF WE LOVE EACH OTHER? I COULDN'T DO THAT TO HIS WIFE, IF HE HAD ONE! LAST TIME, I HAD SEX WAS WITH HIM, MARCH OF WHAT, 2017. I JUST DON'T SLEEP AROUND! JUST BEFORE, I STOPPED SEEING MILES, HE TOLD ME THAT, SOME, BLOND, WITH BIG BOOBS, WAS HANGING AROUND HIS APARTMENT PLACE . . . HERE WE GO AGAIN, RACHEL! SCREAM. CIA KISS AND TELL GAMES, OR VIDEIO SUBSTITUTE FOR THE STAR OF MY LIFE AND MOVIE? WAS HIE IN ON IT? HE TOLD ME THAT HE WAS ABOVE THE CIA, WHEN, I MET HIM! I STARTED TO NOT TRUST HIM, THEN, THE NIGHT, HE SEEMED TO BE PLAYING TO THE CAMERAS, THEN, THE INFRARED MARKS IN THE ALLEY, THIS AND THAT, AND I STOPPED SEEING HIM OR TAKING HIS PHONE CALLS! HE IS NOT THE FIRST GUY TO BE BOUGHT, BY THE MOB! I WOULDN'T DOUBT IT HE WAS, WITH, RACHEL, KAY AND SHELLEY, AT ONE TIME OR ANOTHER! THEY HAVE MY MONEY. MONEY CAN'T BUY YOU LOVE. BASED ON HIS PHONE CALLS OVER THE LAST FEW YEARS, UP TO AN INCLUDING THE LAST FEW MONTHS, HE MISSES, THE LOVE, NOT THE SEX. SO, PAINTING ME LIKE A WHORE, SHOWING MY KIDS WHO KNOW LITTLE OF WHAT I HAVE DONE UP IN MONTANA AND WASHINGTON, SURE, I CAN SEE, THEM, FREAKING OUT, AND BEING DISGUSTED, BY, WHAT THEY MIGHT HAVE BEEN TOLD WAS ME! ME? NOT SO MUCH. I AM WORTH, MORE THAN A FUCKING BLOW JOB! MILES, IT WAS LOVE. HE HAS TO ANSWER FOR WHAT HE DID? I WOULDN'T PUT BLACKMAIL, BEYOND THE GIRLS, NOT FOR ONE SECOND, WIFE IN TACOMA? I BET HE LOVES HER AND MIGHT HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR MUCH LONGER THAN I KNOW? MISS HIM. SOB.

Friday, August 23, 2019

LAUGHING LIKE A LUNATIC. GOOD MEDICINE. HUMOR IS THE BEST MEDICINE! HAPPY STATE. CURE YOURSELF! DAILY DUMBASS: (1) MAN FINDS HORNETS NEST UP UNDER THE EAVES OF HIS HOUSE. (2) MAN TRIES TO GET RID OF THE NEST USING FIRECRACKERS! WHEN THAT DOESN'T WORK, (3) MAN GETS UP IN HIS UPSTAIRS BEDROOM WINDOW AND BLOW TORCHES THE NEST, THE THIRD TIME WAS THE CHARM; HOWEVER (4) HE CAUGHT HIS ROOF ON FIRE TOO--BUT HE DID GET RID OF THE HORNESTS NEST! (5) THIS MAN SHOULD NOT SEEK A CAREER IN PEST CONTROL! LOL. CRIMESTOPPERS UPDATE: (1) THE TWO CASES I MADE REFERENCE TO YESTERDAY, (A) THOR CHRISTIANSEN, THE THREE WOMEN HE KILLED DESERVED IT BECAUSE THEY LAUGHED AT HIM, OR MADE FUN OF HIS PUDGY BODY AS HE TRIED TO SEXUALLY ATTACK THEM, AND (B) ROBERT ELMER KLEASON, REAL TEXAS CHAINSAW MASSACRE OF THE TWO MORMON MISSIONARIES . . . IN BOTH CASES, THESE MEN HAD DUEL PERSONALITIES. THEY WERE NICE AND CORDIAL WITH PEOPLE, WHEN THINGS WERE GOING WELL, BUT IF SOMEONE CROSSED THEM THEY WENT BESIRK! IN THE TEXAS CASE, ONE OF THE COPS, IN ON THE INVESTIGATION AND INTERROGATION, SAID, THE CHANGE WAS SO DRASTIC THAT IT SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF HIM! THAT SHOULD TELL YOU SOMETHING ABOUT BOTH THE WIVES, WOMEN, AND WHAT THE MISSIONARIES MUST HAVE EXPERIENCED AT THE HANDS OF THESE MEN! IT WAS REPORTED THAT THEIR EYES, CHANGED, DARK. IN THE LATER CASE, THERE WAS SOME SUSPICION THAT AT LEAST ONE OF THE ALIASIS, WAS ACTUALLY A SPLIT PERSONALITY, AND A CONSTANT, THE NICE GUY, I GUESS. AS FAR AS ALIASIS GO, IN THIS BONNIE AND CLYDE, CRIME SPREE I HAVE BEEN CAUGHT UP IN FOR YEARS, LOOK FOR KAY BURNINGHAM WHATEVER, AISAN IN SEATTLE AND INDIAN IN MONTANA. SHE HAS A FLAT ROUND FACE, LIKE SOME OF THE ASIANS AND INDIGENOUS PEOPLE OF MONTANA . . . PROBABLY AT ONE TIME USED A BRITISH ACCENT, FROM MY TAKE OF THINGS ACROSS THE YEARS. SLIPPERY. SMOOTH CRIMINALS AND OPERATORS. CEDAR CREEK HAS LONG OUTLASTED ITS USEFULNESS. FORCE OF NATURE: (1) TWO MOUNTAIN LIONS HAD TO BE KILLED, GETTING TO FAMILAIR WITH NEIGHBORHOODS, NEAR WHERE FAMILIES AND CHIDLREN WERE--ONE SHOT BY A HOME OWNER, THE OTHER SHOT BY FISH AND WILDLIFE COPS; (2) YELLOWSTONE TOURISTS, ON THE CASPER, WYOMING SIDE, WENT TO LOOK AT MOOSE, AND GOT CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF A BISON STAMPEDE, AND, GOT THEIR VEHICLE RAMMED BY THE BUFFALO! MOOSE RUT SEASON IS IN OCTOBER! I SAW TONS OF MOOSE IN JACKSON HOLE, BACK IN 2012, AND AS PEOPLE WERE LOOKING AT THE MOOSE FAR AWAY, I DECIDED TO PULL OFF AND ALMOST WAS RUN OVER BY A BULL MOOSE AND HIS HONEY, DEAR! BEING RAMMED BY A BISON IS MUCH LIKE BEING RUN INTO BY A CAR OR TRUCK! BE CAREFUL OUT THERE . . . DANGEROUS BEAUTY AND WILD LIFE. THERE WAS A GREAT SUGGESTION ON THE DISTANCE YOU SHOULD STAND OR STAY AWAY FROM PARTICULAR ANIMALS--LET ME SEE IF I CAN REMEMBER, OR YOU CAN GO LOOK IN THE MISSOULIAN TODAY . . . SO FOR BISON, ELK, DEER, MOUNTAIN SHEEP, YOU SHOULD STAY, LIKE 50 YARDS AWAY, AND FOR BEAR AND WOLVES, STAND AT LEAST, 100 YARDS AWAY. MY SON, ELLIOT, AND HIS GIRLFRIEND OF THE TIME, RACHEL, HIKED GRAND TETONS, AND CAME UPON A LIVE BEAR KILL! I WAS UP AT TWIN LAKES, JUST OUTSIDE OF YELLOWSTONE, ON THE JACKSON SIDE, AND, I TOOK A SHORT WALK ALONG THE SHORE OF THE LAKE, THAT, TURNED INTO MUD AND STICKS REAL FAST, TURNED BACK, IN JUST MINUTES AND THERE WAS LIVE BEAR SCAT! THAT IS BEAR SHIT FOR THOSE WHO ARE UNFAMILIAR WITH THE TERMS, OR IT WAS BIG FOOT! DON'T KNOW WHICH WOULD BE WORSE TO RUN INTO! CLOSE ENCOUNTERS OF A DANGEROUS KIND! I TOOK BUS #4 TO BONNER, THIS MORNING TO LOOK AT THE MORNING MIST, THE RIVER, THE PINES, AND THE LOVELY LACEY CLOUDS, STRETCHED OVER THE VALLEY, AND AS WE HIT BONNER WE HAD TIME TO WAIT, SO, WE JUST SAT THERE, AND I ALMOST COULD SWEAR, I SAW A BLACK GRIZZLY OR BLACK BEAR, RIGHT ABOUT THE PLACE MY FRIEND, WOKE, TO FIND A GRIZ, STANDING NEAR HIS TENT. BEAR COUNTRY IS OFTEN MORE REMOTE, BUT WE JUST DON'T KNOW, WHAT CLIMATE CHANGE IS DOING TO WILDLIFE, YET. IT HAS TAKEN ME 10 YEARS, STARTING WITH THE PRESIDENTIAL ELECTIONS, BACK IN 2008, TO FINALLY, GET SICK AND TIRED OF POLITICS! LOL. FROM WHAT I COULD TELL FROM MY ATTENTION SPAN OF YESTERDAY, THERE WAS AN ARTICLE IN THE WASHINGTON POST, I THINK, BY, RICK WILSON, WHO HAS BEEN AROUND FOR SOME TIME, IN THIS WORLD OF D.C., ABOUT, TRUMP GOING SENILE OR HAVING DEMINISHED MENTAL CAPACITY. HE SAID, THAT, BEFORE, THERE WERE STAFF, GENERALS, AND OTHER LONG TIMERS, WHO COULD PUT THE REIGNS IN ON THE MAN, BUT, NOW, WITH JUST, YOUNGERSTERS, FAMILY, AND A FEW OTHER STAFF, TRUMP IS JUST BEING TRUMP . . . THE RACISM, THE PREJUDICE, THE SEXISM, THE WHITE NATIONALISM, WHITE SUPREMACIST SHIT AND ALL, ARE GOING UNCHECKED, AND IF HE DOESN'T HAVE A FEW TALKING POINTS, HE GOES OFF THE LEASH! THIS VERY, EVERY SCARY BUSINESS! STUDENTS IN INDONESIA, CLASHED WITH POLICE, OVER RACISM IN THAT COUNTRY. IT IT JUST SO NOT COOL! PEOPLE ARE PEOPLE, LBACK AND WHITE, AND ALL THE COLORS IN BETWEEN! GET OVER IT. IF YOU HAVE HAD FRIENDS OF DIFFERENT RACES, YOU START TO BECOME COLOR-BLIND, TO THE COLOR, AND, THERE IS JUST NOTHING DIFFERENT BETWEEN YOU AND THEM AFTER YOUR FIRST, BAPTISM INTO HUMANITY, LOVE, AND PEACE! SENSELESS DEATH AND CARNAGE, BECAUSE OF RACIAL DIVIDES! MOVEALONG.ORG! MOTHER'S INTUITION . . . TRUE CRIME MOVIE, BASED ON TRUE EVENTS, A MOM, REAL ESTATE AGENT, ATTORNEY HUSBAND, HAVE JUST MOVED TO A NEW AREA, THEY ARE IN VARIOIUS STAGES OF UNPACKING, GETTING FAMILIAR WITH NEW WORK SITUATIONS, AND GETTING THEIR TWO KIDS IN SCHOOL, A 15 YEAR OLD GIRL, AND A 7 YEAR OLD BOY. THE PARENTS, LEAVE, ON DAY, AND, LEAVE THE TWO HOME TOGETHER. EARLIER IN THE WEEK THEY FOUND A MISSING CAT, DEAD IN THEIR DRIVEWAY. THEN THE DAY THE KIDS WERE HOME ALONE, THERE WAS A BIRD THAT LOOKED, LIKE IT FLEW INTO THE WINDOW, AND DIED. BIG SISTER DIDN'T WANT HER BABY BROTHER, TO SEE, SO SHE TOLD HIM SHE WOULD BE RIGHT BACK. WHEN SHE GOT BACK IN THE HOUSE, FROM BURYING THE BIRD, HER BROTHER WAS MISSING. THERE HAD BEEN A GOTH KID IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD, WHO TRIED TO PICK UP ON HER, AND, LATER, TRIED TO MAKE PASSES AT SCHOOL. HE MADE THE COMMENT, IF YOU DON'T REMEMBER, ME FROM SCHOOL, YOUR NOT ALONE, NOBODY DOES. HINT. SCARY. I REMEMBER BRETT, SAYING, "YOU WOULD NEVER HAVE LOOKED TWICE AT ME IN HIGH SCHOOL. I WAS IN THE PARKING LOT CROWD." THE THOUGHT CAME TO ME, DID HE GO TO BOUNTIFUL HIGH SCHOOL WITH ME AND I SOMEHOW, REJECTED HIM AT THAT TIME? DID SHELLEY AND KAY, MORE FAMILIAR WITH THE PARKING LOT CROWD, HOOK UP WITH HIM, LATER TO SET THIS HOLE THING UP? BOTH SHELLEY AND KAY MADE, STRANGE, FAMILLAR COMMENTS, WHEN, I INTRODUCED THEM, TO BRETT: SHELLEY SAID, "SOOOOO THIS IS YOUR NEW HUSBAND, HUH?," AND THEY DISAPPEARED INTO THE KITCHEN, ACTING LIKE OLD FRIENDS. (2) WHEN KAY MET HIM, SHE SAID, "HOW WELL DID YOU KNOW YOUR HUSBAND BEFORE YOU MARRIED HIM?" SHE ACTED JEALOUS OF HIS ATTENTION TO ME, BUT, DOMINATED THE CONVERSATION WHILE SHE COOKED, TALKING ABOUT A CASE SHE HAD, REPRESENTING A CLIENT, AGAINST THE UNIVERSITY OF UTAH MEDICAL CENTER, WHERE BRETT USED TO WORK? OPPOSING COUNSEL, ENDED UP DEAD! SHELLEY WAS A NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOR, TO THE OLDER BROTHER, A DENTIST, OF THE ATTORNEY, BRUCE JENSEN, AND HE INHERITED ALL OF HIS MOTHER'S ESTATE . . . GAVE THESE THREE THE IDEA, OF DOING THE SAME TO ME? PROBABLY. BRETT AND KAY, THEN ARRANGED FOR A GIRL'S WEEKEND BETWEEN TWO OLD FRIENDS, HOWEVER THE FRIEND, BRETT WAS TO STAY WITH, COULDN'T BE REACHED . . . CONVENIENTLY. THE COMMON LINK BETWEEN ME AND SOMEONE IN THE PARKING LOT CROWD, BACK IN HIGH SCHOOL, IS THAT, SHELLEY WAS FRIENDS WITH, TIM BROWN, SONE OF A LOCAL DOCTOR, AND, KAY LATER, MARRIED TIM! I HAD NOT SEEN KAY FOR 20 YEARS, BY THE TIME, SHE CALLED AND WORKED OUT A DINNER DATE, WITH, NONE, OTHER THEN, ONE OF SHELLEY'S, FORMER, BIOLOGY PROFESSOR, BRUCE BUGSBY, I BELIEVE, IF MEMORY SERVES! NOW IN THIS TRUE CRIME MOVIE, I BOUNCED BACK AND FORTH BETWEEN, RELATING TO THE MOTHER, PROTECTING HER SON, AND THE DAUGHTER, ALSO PROTECTING HER LITTLE BROTHER, BUT DEALING WITH A FATAL ATTRACTION, FROM THE DARK SIDE! TO MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT, BOTH THE MOTHER AND THE DAUGHTER, FEEL THAT, THIS DUDE FROM NEXT DOOR, AND HIS, LOSER MOTHER, WAS BEHIND THE KIDNAPPING OF THE 7 YEAR OLD. TO COMPLICATE THE STORY, THE COP WHO WAS ON THE CASE, HAD, KILLED, THE OLDER BROTHER OF THIS KID, BY CHOKING HIM TO DEATH, PRETTY TIMELY, EXCESSVIE FORCE, SEEING THE COP GOT FIRED IN A ILLEGAL CHOKE-HOLD, JUST THIS WEEK, IN NEW YORK, BUT, THE GOTH, SAID, HE WAS BEING FRAMED BY THE COP, WHO KILLED HIS BROTHER, AND LOST EVERYTINGN HE HAD IN A CIVIL LAWSUIT, MY SEPCIALITY, IN CIVIL RIGHTS, 1983 CASES, AGAIN A CONNECTION. BUT THE MOM AND DAUGHTER, ARE FIESTY AND TOUGH, THEY SEE THE COPS LET THIS KID GO, AND THEY KNOW HE TOOK THEIR SON AND BROTHER. THEY TOOK MATTERS INTO THEIR OWN HANDS, KIDNAPPED THE KID--I WOULD NOT RECOMMEND THIS, BUT, IT WAS COOL, AND SOMETHING I MIGHT DO, LACKING JUDGEMENT AT THE TIME AND GOING FOR PASSION, BUT THEY PUT HIM IN A CAGE AND BASICALLY, DEPRIVE HIM OF FOOD AND WATER, HE IS JUST IN HIS UNDERWEAR, BEING KEPT AT A VACANT HOME, THAT, MOM LISTED, AND SHE IS NO WILTING FLOWER, HER DAUGHTER WAS A BIT MORE SYMPATHETIC, WHICH ALMOST COST THEM, THEIR LIVES, AND THEIR SONS, FUTURE TERROR, SEEING THIS KID WANTED TO TORTURE HIM, AS IF HE WAS A STEP-BROTHER AND DO TO HIM, WHAT HIS BROTHER DID TO HIM! SOUNDED LIKE, ANIMALISTIC, DEPRAVITY, AND BUTTFUCKING! NO SURPRISES HERE! SOME SIMILARITIES. THESE CRUEL MEN IN MY CASE, HATE LOVE! I THINK THEY WERE RAISED IN HOMES OF ABUSE, AND THEIR MOTHERS, WERE NOT THERE FOR THEM, AS WAS THE CASE IN THIS TRUE CRIME MOVIE, AND THEY WERE JEALOUS OF A MOTHER WHO REALLY DID CARE FOR HER KIDS AND ATTENDED TO THEIR NEEDS AND WELL BEING, ENOUGH TO PUT HIM THROUGH HELL TO FIND OUT WHERE HER SON WAS! HIS OWN MOTHER, WAS SHOCKED, TO FIND THE KID, WAS HIDDEN, AT SOME ABANDONED, HOUSES, OR SHACKS, WITH, DEAD DOLLS HANGING IN THE TREES, AND, APPARENTLY, BACK IN THE DAY, WHEN, THIS KID WAS BEING, TORTURED BY HIS BROTHER, THERE WERE DEAD ANIMALS AND HJE WAS LEFT FOR LONG PERIODS OF TIME WITH THE ANIMALS . . . NO SURPRISE HE KILLED SMALL ANIMALS, THEN, TURNED TO KIDS, LATER PROABABLY TO BEING A SERIAL KILLER! HINT. HINT. HINT. THESE MEN, BRUTAL AND CRUEL, COULD BE ANYWHERE FROM ROUGE, MEAN ASS CIA AGENTS, OR STRAIGHT OFF DEATH ROW . . . AND I HAVE SEEN, FBI BRING SOME REAL ASSHOLES OFF DEATH ROW, TO DO THINGS THEY COULD NOT GET AWAY WITH DOING THEMSELVES, FOR WHAT, CIVIL RIGHTS, CASES AND GOVEERMENT LIABILITY! HELLO! I HAVE SEEN THE SWEET SIDE OF THESE MEN, AND, EXPERIENCED THE HORROR AND TERROR OF THEM TOO! ANYWAY, IN THE END, THE YOUNG GIRL IS THE ONE WHO FINDS THE MISSING KID, AND IT IS THE MOM, WHO, TAKES ON THE DARK BOY, PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY STRONG, WHO FIRST HITS DAD ON THE HEAD, THEN, MOM BATTLES, THEY GET THE KIDS OUT OF THE BASEMENT, AND, THE KID GOES AFTER ALL OF THEM, AND IT IS THE MOM WHO PICKS UP A HATCHET AND BURIES IT IN THE KIDS FOOT MAKING HIM, DROP HIS FIRE IRON, FIRE POKER! THE ALL AMERICAN FAMILY IS BACK TOGETHER AGAIN. THANKS TO MOM AND DAUGHTER, BREAKING THE RULES A BIT AND GETTING RIGHT TO THE BOTTOM OF THE SHIT AND FINDING THE SON AND TAKING ON THE BAD GUY AND HIS MOTHER, WHO WAS A BITCH TOO! IT APPEARED THAT, THE SON, EITHER, WAS TRYING TO FRAME HIS MOTHER FOR THE MISSING SON, OR, IN THE MOVIE, THEY SAY THAT THE COP, PLANTED THE EIVIDENCE OF KIDDIE KIDNAPING OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT ON MOM'S COMPUTER, GETTING HER ARRESTED, BUT THE COP OFF THE CASE AFTER THEY DISCOVERED THAT SOME, PROGRAM HAD BEEN PUT ON MOM'S COMPUTER! THERE ARE GOOD MOMS AND THEIR ARE BAD MOMS! MOVIE ON "BAD MOMS." HOPEUFLLY, NONE OF YOU LADIES ARE ASPIRING TO BE ONE OF THEM! MICHAEL R. BLOOD. SMOKIN' HOT. TEACHER, DON'T GIVE ME NO RULES, EVERYBODY KNOWS THAT SMOKIN' AINIT ALLOWED IN SCHOOL. SMOKIN' IN THE BOYS ROOM! I KEEP GETTING ONE OF MY SURVIVING, BLOGS, THAT IS ENTITLED, "STOP THE MALE PISSING CONTEST" . . . LOVER'S TRIAGLE? PUT IT TO REST. OKAY, NINJA MIKE! ALL SHE WANTS TO DO IS DANCE AND MAKE ROMANCE! LOL. TWO TICKETS TO PARADISE, PACK YOUR BAGS AND LEAVE TODAY! THERE WAS A GUY ON THE BUS 11, TO THE AIRPORT THIS MORNING, HE WAS BUILT ALMOST JUST LIKE, MIKE, DON'T KNOW HIS REAL NAME, BUT THAT WILL DO . . . I THOUGHT, PERFECT FIT! TNT. I'M HARD TO HANDLE. I'M MORE EXPERIENCED WITH MEN, THAT, I LEAD ON. TWO DANGEROUS PEOPLE. PURE ADRENALINE RUSH! ARE YOU OF AGE, SO THAT IF I DROP IN, YOUR WORK, SOMEOME WON'T CALL THE COPS? LOL. COLLEGE HUNKS. COURAGE ON THE LOOSE! FUNNY, YOUR CONFIDENCE LEVEL, PUT YOUR MUCH OLDER IN MY MIND? GENERALLY A GOOD, JUDGE OF MEN AND CHARACTER. LEFT ME SPEECHLESS AND THAT IS HARD TO DO! LEFT MY PURCHASE OF MY FAV. CARROT CAKE AND DIET COKE, ON THE COUNTER . . . UH, DO YOU WANT THESE? OH, YEAH. SO TONGUE TIED AND TWISTED, I RAMBLED ABOUT THE FIRE DEPARTMENT CLOCK BEING WRONG, AND ME GOING TO MONTANA, BUT I WOULD BE BACK, LIKE YOU WOULD CARE! 10 HOUR TRIP ALL I DID WAS THINK OF YOU, SPENT, $250 ON A ROOM AT THE RED LION, PROBABLY, A STAGED PRICE, TO FUCK ME OVER, THEN, TURNED AROUND AND TOOK THE BUS RIGHT BACK TO WASHINGTON, THINKING ABOUT YOU! STILL DON'T KNOW YOUR STATUS. JUST CURIOUS. I LIKE A GUY, UNTIL SOMEONE COMES ALONG AND BUMPS THEM OUT OF THEIR SPOT, PLENTY OF GUYS, PLENTY OF ATTEMPTS, PLENTY OF CHANCES . . . STILL STUCK ON, "BECAUSE THEY WORK HERE!" LOL. OH. SOME SONGS, I HEARD LAST NIGHT . . . IS THIS WHY I AM NOT INTERESTED IN POLITICS, ANYMORE . . . MAYBE . . . .

Easy Livin'

This is a thing I've never known before
It's called easy livin'
This is a place I've never seen before
And I've been forgiven
Easy livin' and I've been forgiven
Since you've taken your place in my heart
Somewhere along the lonely road I had tried to find you
Day after day on that windy road I had walked behind you
Easy livin' and I've been forgiven
Since you've taken your place in my heart
Waiting, watching
Wishing my whole life away
Dreaming, thinking
Ready for my happy day
And some easy livin'
Somewhere along the lonely road I had tried to find you
Day after day on that windy road I had walked, walked behind you
Easy livin' and I've been forgiven
Since you've taken your place in my heart
Easy livin' and I've been forgiven
Since you've taken your place in my heart
Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: Ken Hensley
Easy Livin' lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
 
 

She's All Mine

Doors open when she smiles
She moves mountains with her might
She's all mine
She's all mine
She's that Fort Worth Texas girl
She's every girl in the world
She's all mine
She's all mine
The Devil tells me lies
Most every night
I don't wander through the darkness
She's my light
She's an angel with no disguise
Lord knows I've made her cry
But she's still mine
She's all mine
If it can be done son, she can
She makes me a better man
She's all mine
She's all mine
The Devil tells me lies
Most every night
I don't wander through the darkness
She's my light
She might tell you it's not that hard
That's her lie
If there's one thing to hold against her
It is I
The Devil tells me lies
Most every night
I don't wander through the darkness
She's my light
She might tell you it's not that hard
That's her lie
If there's one thing to hold against her
It is I
Doors open when she smiles
She moves mountains with her might
Source: Musixmatch
Songwriters: Cody Jinks
She's All Mine lyrics © Late August Publishing

Thursday, August 22, 2019

I GOT MUCKED UP! THE KNUCKLEHEAD ERA. --HARLEY DAVIDSON. NO PLACE OF SAFETY. SNEAK: IN-GAME ENERGY. STOTAN!: A CROSS BETWEEN A STOIC & A SPARTAN. DENNIS GORSKI. TONY FOX. KINGSOLVER. PRODIGAL SUMMER. SNAP-ON. OFFICIALS PROMISE SPEEDY CLEAN-UP. --SOPKIN. THE BRIAN & CHRIS "DAILY DUMBASS SHOW": (1) A FAMILY IS DRIVING DOWN THE FREEWAY AND THROWS A DIRTY DIAPER OUT AND IT LANDS ON THE WINDOW OF A HIGHWAY PATROL CAR! LOL. NOW AT FIRST GLANCE, I THOUGHT, HOW STUPID AND LITTERING ALWAYS IS! HOWEVER, SYMBOLICALLY, THE ANALOGY OR THE FIGURATIVE MESSAGE IS PERFECT--SHELLEY, BRETT, KAY, ALLAN, AKA, FRANK, RACHEL, JAMES, ETC., THE COP MOB, TOOK A DIRTY BABY, SYMBOLIZED BY THE SHIT, AND THREW IT AT THE COPS, AS IF IT WERE NOTHING TO FOOL AND, MOCK THEM, BY BRINGING A "FAKE" DIRTY BAND, RATHER THAN THE ONE CLAIMED, THAT OF MY BABY, GOD'S REVOLVER, MARALOKA, NOW "THE DITCH & THE DELTA!" YEAH HE IS MINE TOO! LEGACY = REPUTATION + QUALITY WORK OR PRODUCT. YOU JUST CAN'T STEAL THAT! EVENTUALLY, THE TRUTH WILL BE KNOWN. THE RIVER OF TRUTH TENDS TO RUN TOWARDS JUSTICE! (2) 911 WHAT IS YOUR CALL ABOUT--THERE IS A MAN CARRYING A WOMAN, AND HE LOOKS LIKE HE IS GOING TO THROW HER OVER A BRIDGE OR SOMETHING. HE HIT HER HEAD ON SOMETHING AS HE WAS CARRYING HER, AND HE APPEARED TO BE UNDRESSING HER TOO? COPS ARE DISPATCHED TO THE SCENE, TO FIND A MAN CARRYING A LIFE-SIZED SEX DOLL HE FOUND IN THE DUMPSTER OF A RESTAURANT! LOL. THE MAN HAD NOT DONE ANYTHING ILLEGAL, BUT THE COPS ENCOURAGED, HIM TO TAKE HIS NEW TOY HOME AND KEEP IT OUT OF THE PUBLIC VIEW! LOL. CULTURAL TREASURES: THE HOGDSKISS FAMILY WAKING UP TO FIND 6 NOT-SO-SMALL BEARS, RESTING IN THE COOL GRASS ON A HOT SUMMER DAY! THE HODGSKISS'S TOOK THEIR BARN DOOR OFF, BECAUSE A GRIZ CAN RIP A DOOR OFF LIKE IT IS NOTHING. I WAS ON THE BUS READING, BUT, I THINK, THEY FOUND AN ADDITIONAL 3 BEARS, LOUNGING IN THEIR BARN TOO! FRONT COVER OF THE MISSOULIAN IS PRICELESS! I WAS JUST THINKING OF NEEDING TO GET BACK UP THE GLACIER NATIONAL PARK AGAIN THIS YEAR, THEN, THOUGHT OF THE HIKING TRAILS CLOSED, DUE TO BEAR SIGHTING . . . I THOUGHT I NEED ANOTHER, JOLT, IN THE HEART OR OLD TICKER, TO SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF ME FOR ANOTHER, 7 YEARS! LOL. FUZZY WUZZY WAS A BEAR! SCREAM. THE MONTANA SAYING IS, JUST MAKE SURE YOU CAN RUN FASTER THAN THE PERSON YOU ARE WITH! LOL. IS IT GLOBAL WARMING AND CLIMATE CHANGE, THAT, IS CAUSING THIS INCREASE IN GRIZZLY BEAR ACTIVITY, LOWER DOWN IN THE MOUNTAINS? A FEW YEARS AGO, DUE TO SOMETHING IN THE WEATHER PATTERN, THE HUCKLEBERRIES UP RATTLESNAKE CANYON, DIDN'T PRODUCE LIKE THEY NORMALLY DID, AND THIS IS A MAIN STAY, FOR FOOD, IN THESE PARTS FOR GRIZ, SO A WHOLE FAMILY OF GRIZZLY BEARS, MOVED DOWN INTO THE LOWER PARTS OF THE CANYON, AND AS I RECALL HAD TO BE REMOVED, BY THE FISH AND GAME WARDENS AND COPS. ANOTHER GRIZ WAS HIT BY A CAR, SOMEWHERE NEARBY. DO SOMETHING! MONTANA IS THE "TREASURE STATE" AND GRIZZLY BEARS ARE A TREASURE AND COOLER THAN SHIT! BUT, THEY WILL SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF YOU WHEN YOU SEE ONE FOR REAL UP CLOSE AND PERSONAL! BETTER UP FURTHER IN THE MOUNTAINS IN THE SUMMERS WHEN FAMILIES ARE OUT CAMPING, FISHING AND HIKING! THEY TEND TO HIGHER GROUND. A NOT SO CULTURAL TREASURE, IN MUSSELSHELL COUNTY, SOMEONE POACHED AN ELK, JUST SHOT IT, AND LEFT IT TO ROT! SO NOT COOL, AND ILLEGAL TOO! ELK ARE A TREASURE ALSO. I WILL NEVER FORGET, MY TWO CLOSE ENCOUNTERS, WITH, MASSIVE BULL ELK, ONE IN UTAH, NEAR MY CABIN, NEAR CEDAR BREAKS, SO MAJESTIC, JUST WALKING ALONG THE ROAD, AT NIGHT, STATELY, PROUD, AS IF HE OWNED THE WHOLE MOUNTAIN, WITH ANTLERS SO BIG, THEY HAD TO BE, DOUBLE HIS BODY SIZE OR SEEMED ABOUT 6' ABOVE HIS BODY. AS FAR AS I COULD SEE, HE HAD, FUR SO DARK, IT LOOKED BLACK ON TOP OF BROWN! IT WAS AWESOME AND DIDN'T MOVE A BIT FOR ME, AS MY TRUCK APPROACHED IT! THE ONE I SAW, NEAR YELLOWSTONE, ANOTHER NIGHT ESCAPADE, WAS JUST AS MASSIVE AND MARVELOUS TOO. DON'T USE THESE AMAZING ANIMALS FOR TARGET PRACTICE! SAD PICTURE TO SEE THIS ANIMAL, SLUMPED IN THE HIGH DESERT GRASS! BETWEEN THE DAILY DUMB ASS, KNUCKLEHEADS, AND ELK, THE "MARSHAL TUCKER BAND" COMES TO MIND, AS WELL AS THE "MUSIC'S IN ME" . . . "ELK IS ONE OF THE SIGNS AND SYMBOLS, THAT I USE TO REPRESENT MY SON, EL OR ELLIOT, SO, THIS IS ALMOST AGAIN, AND OBJECT LESSON OF WHAT THE DIAPER REPRESENTS, THEY, THE MOB, COPS, MILITARY AND A COLLECTIVE OF WHATEVER, MORMONS, REPUBLICANS, MEN IN BLACK, DID EXACTLY THAT TO MY SONS' MUSIC, CHRIS'S TOO, BUT HE NEVER PLAYED IT LIVE, JUST RECORDED ON HIS ELECTRONIC KEYBOARD AND COMPUTER, EASY PREY FOR, SPECIALLY TRAINED SPIES, AND SHIT! THEY KILLED THE MAJESTIC ELK, AND LEFT HIM TO ROT! THEN THEY BROUGHT IN THE DIRTY BAND, TO FOOL YOU! THE WORLD! AND MAKE S HIT LOAD OF MONEY! BUT IT LACKS THE HEART AND SOUL OF AN ARTIST AND AMAZING GUITAR PLAYER! THE BEST! I WANT TO PUT A FEW SONGS, IN, BECAUSE, THEY SO OFTEN EXPRESS WHAT I WOULD WRITE MYSELF, AND SEND A MESSAGE THAT HITS HOME. THEN, THERE ARE TWO CASES OF KILLERS AND EXTREMELY BRUTAL, EVILLY CRAFTY MEN, JUST LIKE THE ONES WHO MY FAMILY HAS BEEN DEALING WITH, SO, CRAFTY, THEY ARE SCARY AND HAVE ELUDED THE COPS FOR YEARS, PLAYING THEM THE FOOLS! SORRY, AS YOU CAN SEE, DOWN BELOW, THESE FUCKING HACKS, ARE MESSING WITH THE COMPUTER, SONGS ARE BURIED UNDER SONGS AND THEY ARE NOT ALLOWING ME TO WRITE ABOUT THE TYPES OF MEN, THAT YOU ARE DEALING WITH, BUT, I WILL GIVE, COPS AND PROSECUTORS, OTHERS WORKING ON THE CASE, A HEADS UP, ON WHAT I STRONGLY SUGGEST, YOU WATCH, SO YOU KNOW WHAT AND WHO YOU ARE DEALING WITH. IT MIGHT BE WELL WITH YOU, TO WATCH BOTH PROGRAMS YOURSELF . . . YOUTUBE,COM, I.D. NETWORK TRUE CRIMES: (1) THOR CHRISTIANSEN WEB h264 "UNDERBELLY" . . . BUT THEY DESERVED IT . . . THOR SAID OF THE THREE DEAD WOMEN HE KILLED! YOU ARE DEALING WITH A DIFFERENT MINDSET, THAN YOU ARE USED TO DEALING WITH, FUCKED UP BRAINS! (2) THE "REAL" TEXAS CHAINSAW MASSACRE KILLER, BACK IN 1974, MENTAL PATIENT, ROBERT ELMER KLEASON, JOINED THE MORMON CHURCH, AFTER PARKING HIS TRAILER, BEHIND A TAXIDERMY SHOP, IN TEXAS. THERE HE LEARNED HOW TO SKIN AND BUTCHER, DEER AND OTHER ANIMALS, AND HOW TO DISCARD THEIR REMAINS. AFTER BEING ARRESTED FOR "BUFFALO WRESTLING" HE WAS TRIED AND JAILED, THINKING HIS NEW CHURCH OUGHT TO PAY FOR HIS ATTORNEY, HE STARTED A RAMPAGE AGAINST THE CHURCH, THOUGHT THEY SHOULD HAVE DONE MORE. THE BISHOP SAID, EARLY ON, THEY CONSIDERED, PEOPLE THEY BAPTIZED, INTO THE CHURCH, THEIR RESPONSIBILITY, BUT AFTER A WHILE, THEY COULD SEE, THERE WAS SOMETHING WRONG WITH THIS MAN. HE STARTED TO WRITE MANUSCRIPTS, ABOUT ALL THE DEER HE HAD KILLED, AND HIS PASSION FOR GUNS, AND, THAT HE WANTED BLOOD, NOT JUST TOOTH PASTE AND WHATEVER THE CHURCH PROVIDED FOR HIM. THE BISHOP ADVISED, ALL WARD MEMBERS TO STAY AWAY FROM THE LITTLE TRAILER AND MR. KLEASON, BECAUSE, HE WAS SCARY AND, HE COULD NOT BE CONSIDERED AND SAFE PERSON TO BE AROUND, AND VISITS WERE TOO RISKY. NOW TWO, YOUNG MORMON MISSIONARIES, WERE TOLD TO STOP THEIR WEEKLY DINNERS WITH THE MAN, AND THEIR VISITS. THE BOYS, MARK FISHER AND GARY DARLEY, DECIDED FOR ONE LAST TIME, TO IGNORE THE WARNINGS, AND, THEY WANTED TO JUST, VISIT AND LET THE MAN, KNOW THEY WERE NOT COMING ANY MORE . . . NOBODY EVER SAW THEM AFTER THAT LAST VISIT TO THE TRAILER, BEHIND THE TAXIDERMY. SEARCH WARRANTS, WERE ISSUED AND, THE WATCHES, NAME TAGS, AND SEVERAL OTHER ITEMS WERE FOUND, IN THE TRAILER, BUT THERE WERE NO BODIES, FOUND. SOME, SUSPECTED, THAT, ROBERT, DID WHAT HE HAD DONE TO SEVERAL OTHER VISITORS TO HIS PLACE, WHERE HE HAD A SMALL TARGET PRACTICE FIELD BEHIND HIS TRAILER, AND HE WAS A GREAT MARKSMAN, BUT, HE WOULD SEND THE VISITOR, DOWN TO RECOVER THE TARGET, AND WHEN THEY WOULD TURN AROUND, THE GUN WAS POINTED AT THEM--HE ALWAYS HAD A WICKED, SMILE ON HIS FACE, LIKE HE WAS IN CONTROL OF THEIR DESTINY, AND THE GUNS MADE HIM ALL POWERFUL. DID THE BOYS, GO GET THE TARGETS AND GET SHOT? DID HE DO WHAT HE DID TO OVER 1,000 WHITETAIL DEER, BRAGGING THAT HE COULD CUT THEM UP, AND PUT THEM IN SMALL CONTAINERS, BUT NEVER, LEAVE BODY PARTS OUT FOR SOMEONE TO FIND AND SEE? THIS WAS A HIGHLY CIRCUMSTANTIAL CASE, NO BODIES, BUT, WITNESSES AND HIS OWN, WRITINGS THAT, BOTH SCARED THE JURY AND MADE THEM FEAR FOR WHAT HAPPENED TO THE BOYS! HE WAS CONVICTED, OF DOUBLE MURDER CHARGES AND SENTENCED TO DEATH. THE CASE WAS APPEALED ON, GROUNDS THAT THE SEARCH WARRANT WAS FAULTY, SO THE CONVICTION WAS THROWN YOU. PROSECUTORS WERE AFRAID TO TRY HIM A SECOND TIME, AFRAID HE WOULD GO FREE, SO THEY CHARGED HIM WITH, OLD CHARGES, SHOOTING A MAN IN THE FOOT, THREATS WITH GUNS, AND OTHER, THINGS LIKE THAT. BUT HIS SENTENCE WAS NOT LONG. WHILE HE WAS IN PRISON, HE, JOINED SOME WORLDWIDE, SINGLE'S SITE, AND STARTED TO WRITE TO SOME WOMEN IN ENGLAND, NONE, OTHER THAN A POLICE MAN'S WIDOW! SCREAM. HE SAID HE WAS, EVERYTHING FROM THE CIA, TO A WAR HERO, TO THE KOREAN WAR, AND, DID THIS AND THAT WITH MILITARY HONORS, ETC. HE DID THIS IN TEXAS TOO, AND HIS LIES WERE SO MANY, THAT FEW COULD KEEP UP WITH HIS HIGH TAILS, AND VERIFY ANY OF THEM, SO THEY JUST ACCEPTED THEM AS TRUE, HE KILLED, THE MEMORIALIZED, CUBAN, REVOLUTIONARY, AND HE WAS AT THE BAY OF PIGS, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH! SO WHAT WAS TO BE A VISIT TO THIS WIDOW, TURNED INTO HIM SHOWING UP WITH, BOXES OF HIS STUFF, AND SHE COULDN'T GET RID OF HIM, BUT HE WAS CHARMING AND PEOPLE SEEMED TO GENUINELY LIKE THE MAN, SO SHE MARRIED HIM, AS HE SPORTED HIS MILITARY HONORS, AND MEDALS, A DASHING MAN. SOON HE TOOK OVER HER HOUSE, WITH, 47 GUNS, THREATENED TO KILL HER IF SHE EVER LEFT HIM, ONE TIME BEATING HER SO BAD, THEN REFUSING HER MEDICAL ATTENTION, THAT SHE, HUNKERED DOWN IN HER HOME FOR 5 YEARS, FEARING THE SIGHT OF HIM, AND HIS GUNS, HE CALLED HIS CHILDREN! HIS BABIES. HE JOINED LOCAL HUNTING CLUBS, BUT ENDED UP POINTING GUNS IN PEOPLE'S FACES AND SAYING IF HE WERE BACK IN TEXAS, THAT HE WOULD BLOW THEIR HEADS OFF. MEN CALLED HIM, CRAZY BOB. OR NUTTY YANK! THE COPS DID NOTHING. THEY NEVER CHECKED THIS MAN'S BACKGROUND, ON ANY OF THE TIMES HE WAS BROUGHT TO THEIR ATTENTION. THE HUNTING CLUB, PROTECTIVE MEN, STARTED TO WONDER ABOUT HIS, MEDALS, AND IF THEY WERE REAL, AND THEY WERE LOOKING FOR ANY REASON UNDER THE SUN, TO KICK HIM OUT OF THE HUNTING CLUB BEFORE, HE DID KILL SOMEONE. THEY WROTE TO NEW YORK, WHERE, HE ALLEGEDLY GOT THE HONORS, AND, THEY CONFIRMED THAT HE WAS NEVER A WAR HERO NOR DID HE, LEGITIMATELY GET THOSE HONORS! BUT, NEW YORK DIDN'T CHECK HIS RECORDS IN TEXAS, SO THEY MISSED THAT HE WAS ACTUALLY CONVICTED OF MURDER OF THE TWO YOUNG MISSIONARIES IN TEXAS! SCREAM. FINALLY, A FRIEND OF HIS WIFE, WAS SO WORRIED ABOUT HER ONCE CHEERY, HAPPY GO LUCKY, FRIEND, THAT, SHE CALLED HER COMPUTER SAVVY SON, AND ASKED HIM TO DO SOME RESEARCH ON THE MAN, HUSBAND OF HER BEST FRIEND. HE DID, AND, HE SAID IT WAS SHOCKING FIRST TO FIND OUT THAT HE HAD NEVER BEEN CHARGED WITH SHOOTING A MAN, IN THE FOOT, AND SEVERAL OTHER VIOLENT INCIDENTS . . . BUT FINDING THAT HE HAD BEEN ACTUALLY CONVICTED OF MURDER, TWICE OVER, AND, THE JUDGE LET HIM OUT ON BAIL PENDING AN NEW TRIAL, GENERALLY WHEN HE FLED THE STATE OR COUNTRY, TAKING UP A NEW LIFE, AND NEW ALIAS, AS HE HAD DONE IN ENGLAND, BUT THE SHOCKING DETAILS OF THE KILLING WERE HAUNTING AND BEYOND SCARY FOR THE FORMER WIFE OF A BOBBY OR COP! THE FRIEND TOLD HER OF THE MURDERS AND THAT SHE WAS LIVING WITH A MURDERER, AND, THE WIFE TURNED, A GASTLY GRAY, AND STARTED TO WEEP UNCONTROLLABLY, AND HER FRIEND SAID SHE HAD TO LEAVE HIM. SHE SAID, NO HE WILL KILL ME AND YOU TOO! THIS GUTSY WOMAN WAS NOT THREATENED AND SHE CAME UP WITH A PLAN OF ESCAPE FOR HER BEST FRIEND, SUFFERING GRATELY UNDER THE HANDS OF THIS BRUTAL AND BLOODY MAN. EVENTUALLY SHE GOT AWAY AND GOT TO A SHELTER, 50 MILES FROM HER HOME. WHEN THE COPS CAME IN A RAIDED THE HOUSE, THEY CONFISCATED, 47 GUNS, AND THE MAN WEPT FOR 5 HOURS UNCONTROLLABLY, AS EACH GUN WAS FOUND AND, LOGGED INTO THE POLICE RECORDS AND INVENTORY! HE CRIED MY BABIES, MY BABIES. EVEN THEN, THIS MAN WHO HAD ESCAPED DEATH ROW, WAS AGAIN, RELEASED BY THE COURTS, TO THE SHOCK OF ALL THE NEIGHBORS, EVEN WITH THE MURDER, ON HIS RECORD. HE TOOK OVER HIS WIFE'S HOME, AND LATER, MARRIED ANOTHER WIFE, HIS 5TH, AND, HE PLANNED ON SKIPPING THE COUNTRY, BEFORE TRIAL, AND SHOWED UP AT THE DOCKS, WITH HIS EX-WIVES, FURNITURE! I KNOW HOW THAT FEELS! THEY STILL HAVE IT! COPS HAVE SEEN IT, AS I HAVE DESCRIBED IT, AND THEY ARE STILL GOING AFTER ME? GOD? FINALLY, WITH NEW EVIDENCE IN THE CASE, OF THE TWO DEAD MORMON MISSIONARIES, ROBERT ELMER KLEASON, WAS, EXTRADICTED BACK TO THE UNITED STATES AND TEXAS, BUT HE ESCAPED AGAIN, HE DIED AT AGE 70 OF A HEART ATTACK! A BAND-SAW WAS DISCOVERED IN THE TAXIDERMY SHOP, THAT HAD, HAIR AND FACIAL TISSUE, ON THE BLADE! IT APPEARED THAT ROBERT, DISCARDED THE BODIES AS HE HAD 1,000 WHITETAIL DEER, AND, BECAUSE OF THEIR HEADS, AND THE FEAR OF BEING DISCOVERED, AS HUMAN, HE, LIKELY TOOK THE HEADS OF THE BOYS, AND CUT THEM, INTO PIECES, SO THAT THEY WOULD BLEND IN BETTER WITH ALL THE ANIMAL PARTS! MAYBE THIS WILL ENCOURAGE ALL YOU LITTLE, FORMER MISSIONARIES, NOW, SERVING IN THE FBI AND CIA, NSA, DEA, AND OTHER FEDERAL COP SHOPS TO LOOK CLOSER AT THESE CHARACTERS AND WOMEN, WHOM I HAVE, WRITTEN ABOUT, I GUARANTEE, THEY HAVE GOTTEN AWAY WITH, AT LEAST 26 MURDERS, BEFORE I LEFT UTAH, AND IT HAS BEEN, 7 YEARS WITH BILLIONS OF DOLLARS AT STAKE! KILLERS ON THE RUN! FINALLY, THE FINAL TARGET? WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO CHECK MY BODY AFTER I DIE, AND SAY, OH, THAT IS JOANN SECRIST, THERE IS THE TOOTH SHE WROTE ABOUT AND WE FOUND HER TOOTH IN HER BACKPACK JUST LIKE SHE SAID! FUCK. WHAT DOES A LAWYER WEAR? ANYTHING SHE DAMNED WELL PLEASES. WHERE DOES AN ATTORNEY LIVE? WHEREVER SHE CAN LIVE AND STAY ALIVE LONG ENOUGH, TO SEE THAT JUSTICE IS DONE FOR HER SONS' MUSIC, AND DAUGHTERS' BOOKS! FUCK? WHAT DOES AN ATTORNEY, LOOK LIKE . . . WHATEVER SHE LOOKS, LIKE! GOD ALMIGHTY. "FAKE IT 'TIL YOU MAKE IT?" THEY ARE ALL "FAKES!" WE JUST DID WHAT THE PRETTY LADIES TOLD US TO DO . . . IGNORANCE IS NOT EXCUSE OF THE LAW! DO YOUR DAMNED JOBS! STOP GOING AFTER ME WHEN MEN AND WOMEN, LIKE THIS ARE ON THE LOOSE! SHIT? FUCKING AMAZING THAT I AM STILL BEING SET UP AND FRAMED AND HAVE 3 STINK OPS, JUST, TWO DAYS AGO! WHAT I DO HELPS COPS, TRAINS COPS, AND PROSECUTORS, I WRITE STUFF THAT IS GOOD AND UPLIFTING AND LAW ABIDING, FUCK WHAT ARE YOU GOING FOR? MONEY. MONEY. MONEY. I GIVE YOU TIME, DATES, PLACES, AND YOU DO WHAT, BELIEVE THEM? BLINDED BY GREED? SHIT. 7 YEARS? ARE YOU EVEN SEEING ME NOW? IF I AM WRITING ABOUT THE POV. I AM AT THE FUCKING POV. IF I AM WRITING ABOUT LOCAL NEWSPAPER ARTICLES, AND QUOTING SHIT FROM LOCAL RADIO SHOWS, WHERE THE FUCK DO YOU THINK I AM? THEY ARE THE CLICK AND MOUSE, GANG, PRETENDING TO BE IN MISSOULA OR WHEREVER I AM, WHEN THEY ARE IN NEW YORK OR TEXAS, OR ENGLAND. YOU SEE ME? WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH THAT? TOO CUTE TO BE SMART? TOO FAT TO BE AN ATTORNEY? WHAT DOES AN ATTORNEY LOOK LIKE? WHAT THEY LOOK LIKE! GOD? WHATEVER . . . . I AM HELPING YOU ALL I CAN, STOP GOING AFTER ME! I AM RIGHT NOW, AT THE LAW SCHOOL ON THE UNIVERSITY OF MONTANA CAMPUS! LIES. LIES. LIES. COVERING FOR, THE FRAUD BROADS? SHIT ONE OF THE SMARTEST LAW PROFESSORS I HAD, WAS, A BIG ASS WOMAN, AND COOLER, SMARTER, THAN SHIT, SHE FUCKING, SUBTRACTED, POINTS FOR THE WRONG ANSWERS, AND 27 LAW STUDENTS SCORED BELOW ZERO! THEY WOULD HAVE DONE, BETTER TO HAVE WRITTEN THEIR NAMES, AND WALKED OUT OF THE TEST! LOL. GUESS WHAT, SHE TAUGHT ME PROPERTY LAW THAT BENEFITS ME TO THIS DAY! WHICH BRINGS ME TO, A POSSIBLE, LEGAL, ESCAPE CLAUSE ON THE STINT, OR TRICK, JEFF EPSTEIN, PLAYED, SIGNING HIS, $577 MILLION ESTATE, OVER TO WHATEVER, MAKING HIS WILL AND TRUST, ALMOST UNTOUCHABLE. THINK, THERE IS A LEGAL PRINCIPLE THAT, CRIMINALS, CAN'T BENEFIT FROM THEIR CRIMES! PRISONERS CAN'T WRITE BOOKS OR SELL THEIR STORIES; THEREFORE, WHILE EPSTEIN WAS IN JAIL AND WORD OF ALL THESE LAW SUITS, FROM HIS VICTIMS, WHO WERE GOING AFTER HIS ESTATE, CAME TO HIS ATTENTION, HE CONTACTED, HIS ATTORNEYS, AND CHANGED HIS WILL AND TRUST TO PROTECT IT FOR WHOMEVER, OR WHATEVER . . . THAT IS BENEFITING FROM HIS CRIMES, AND, KEEPING THE COURTS AND VICTIMS FROM, HOLDING HIM FINANCIALLY AND LEGALLY, LIABLE FOR HIS CIVIL AND CRIMINAL CHARGES! OPEN THE FUCKING ESTATE, HE CAN'T, BENEFIT, NOR HIS CRONIES, BENEFIT FROM HIS CRIMES AND THEY WERE THESE GIRLS! NO, I AM NOT AN ATTORNEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHIT. IS WHITTLE KAY TEACHING LAW SCHOOL, HERE, DOES THIN MAKE YOU SMART? I AM WAY SMARTER NOW, THAN, AT THE TIME THESE FUCKS, STARTED TO GO AFTER MY RESUME, LIFE, KIDS, CREDENTIALS, TO BOLSTER, THAT DUMB ASS BITCH, AND SHELLEY OR RACHEL TEACHING, FUCK, THAT IS THE MEN COVERING THEIR ASSES! MY KIDS, WILL NOT RECOGNIZE THE SONG, "MOTHER" BECAUSE I AM NOT THAT KIND OF MOTHER! I LET THEM GROW UP! RACHEL, SHELLEY, KAY, MOBSTER WIVES, KEEP THEM BABIES AND THEY HAVE TO STEAL FROM, MY KIDS AND ME, TO BE FUCKING ANYTHING WORTHWHILE! CHARMING. DRESS WELL. FAKE IT TIL THEY MAKE IT? THEY ARE NOT REAL ATTORNEYS, IF THEY ARE THAT SHALLOW AND LAME! SHIT, I DIG, GOING TO COURT AGAINST THE TOP LAW FIRM, ONE OF THE PARTNERS, BECAUSE, THAT IS ALL THEY DARE, SEND AGAINST ME, WEARING FLIP FLOPS, AND, WHAT I AM WEARING NOW, BUT WITH A JACKET, NOTHING SPECIAL AND BEING LAUGHED AT, DUDE SAYING, HE HEARS I AM THE BEST ATTORNEY, IN PAROWAN! THEN, TURN AROUND AND BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF HIS ARGUMENTS, AND HIS, CASE, LEAVING HIM, HIDING HIS HEAD IN HIS $1,000 BRIEF CASE, IN SHAME, AT WHO I AM, AND WHAT I HAVE DONE, AND HOW HE DIDN'T STAND A CANDLE TO ME, IN HIS ARMANI SUIT! THAT IS REWARDING TO ME. BEATING THE FUCKING FEDS IN THE POVERELLO? FUCKING JACKED UP FUN FOR ME! I AM THE SAME IN A MANSION AND SUIT OR IN A HOMELESS SHELTER, AND, EATING, SACK LUNCHES! WHO DO I NEED TO PROVE ANYTHING TO? YOU? FUCK NO. FUCK OFF!

HACKED NOW, BEFORE, I CAN EVEN HIT "PUBLISH!"  POACHERS, LIARS AND THIEVES!  YESTERDAY, AT THE NEW, BUILDING SITE OF THE MISSOULA LIBRARY, NEXT TO THE OLD ONE, THERE WAS A NEW ADDITION, A BIG, BALD, DUDE, WITH BLACK GLOVES, DRESSED IN A BLACK AND RED, UNIFORM, IT SEEMED, LOOKING LIKE HE WAS, A MOB SECURITY GUARD OVER THE PROPERTY . . . WHAT, I CAUGHT, THE FUCKERS, PLAYING TRICKS AND GAMES, ON THE "HP" AND "SAMSUNG" COMPUTERS, NOW ALL THE PERFECTLY FINE, DELL COMPUTERS ARE BACK, SO THEY ARE GOING TO TRY TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE I AM SOME, JOANN MCVEIGH, AND BLOW UP THE LIBRARY?  LOL.  TYPICAL.  EVEN THOUGH, THAT MIGHT, INDICATE, WHO'S MONEY IT IS, BEHIND THE LIBRARY, I AM GLAD TO SEE IT, GLAD THERE ARE PEOPLE AT WORK, GLAD TO ENHANCE THE LEARNING AND GROWING OF THE COMMUNITY, WITH A GREAT MEETING SITE!  I JUST WANT JUSTICE, AND THE RIGHT PEOPLE, GETTING THE RIGHT, TO THEIR PROPERTY, NOTHING IS GOING TO BE TAKEN AWAY BUT THE CRIMINALS!

BAD ASS MEN, PROTECT, PEOPLE, PLACES AND THINGS, AS THEY HAVE ALWAYS DONE!

New Missoula Family Crisis Center, Ground-Breaking, Yesterday . . . glad to see an equal number of men, with the women!  This is to help victims and families of domestic violence!  A subject, near and dear to my heart, having worked, in the area of years, and wrote the model manual for the nation, back in 1996!  Thank, the YWCA and the Missoula Interfaith Coalition or Cooperative . . . tribal members of the Salish-Kootenai Indian Tribe, blessed the efforts!


BIGGER. BADDER. MEANER.
IF YOU FAIL, MEN, THEN, WOMEN, HAVE TO DO IT!
YOUR TRADITIONAL ROLE!
HUNTERS. GATHERERS.
KNUCKLEHEAD ERA . . . MEN, PUSHING WOMEN AND CHILDREN OUT IN FRONT OF THEM TO PROTECT THEM!
UNNATURAL!

I HAVE BEEN SHOCKED, AS I HAVE GONE THROUGH THIS 20 YEAR ORDEAL, MAGNIFIED, AND ON STEROIDS, IN THE LAST 7 YEARS, HOW MEN, MILITARY TRAINED, COP TRAINED, WITH AMPED UP RESUMES, BRUTALLY HANDSOME AND MANLY HAVE COWARD, AND FAILED TO HELP ME! OR MY SONS AND DAUGHTERS!  THEIR EXCUSE?  THEY ARE TRYING TO KILL ME . . . WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK THEY HAVE BEEN TRYING TO DO TO ME AND MY FAMILY?
FUCK?  WE HAVE BEEN A ONE STOP FORTUNE SHOP FOR YEARS!
NO PROTECTION.  TOTAL PROTECTION FOR THE "FAKES" THE "LIARS" THE "FRAUDS" . . . A CRAZY PROTECTIVE FENCE AROUND THEM, ALMOST IMPENETRABLE!  THIS MORNING ON BUS #11, SOME CHICK GOT ON, WEARING A WIG AND PLATFORM BOOTS . . . HINT, THAT IS KAY!  DISGUISED!  THESE PEOPLE ARE CRAFTY, TO EVILLY CRAFTY, SCARY MEAN AND CRUEL! BUT LIKE MOST PSYCHOPATHS AND SOCIOPATHS, THEY ARE CHARMING, SWEET, BUT DEADLY!  DO YOU GODDAMNED FUCKING JOBS!  SHIT.  SOLVE MY OWN CASE TOO? FUCK.
Magic Power
Something's at the edge of your mind, you don't know what it is
Somethin' you were hopin' to find but your not sure what it is
Then you hear the music and it all comes crystal clear
The music does the talkin' says the things you want to hear
I'm young, I'm wild and I'm free
I got the magic power of the music in me
She climbs into bed, she pulls the covers overhead and she turns her little radio on
She's had a rotten day so she hopes the DJ's gonna play her favorite song
It makes her feel much better, brings her closer to her dreams
A little magic power makes it better that it seems
She's young now, she's wild now, she wants to be free
She gets the magic power of the music in me
If you're thinkin' it over but you just can't sort it out
Do you want someone to tell you what they think it's all about
Are you the one and only who's sad and lonely, reachin' for the top
Well the music keeps you goin' and it's never gonna stop
Never gonna stop
Never gonna, never gonna, never gonna stop
The world is full of compromise, and infinite red tape
But the music's got the magic, it's your one chance for escape
So turn me on - turn me up - it's your turn to dream
A little magic power makes it better than it seems
I'm young, I'm wild and I'm free
I got the magic power of the music in me
Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: Gil Moore / Mike Levine / Rik Emmett
Magic Power lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group

Mother
Mother do you think they'll drop the bomb
Mother do you think they'll like the song
Mother do you think they'll try to break my balls
Ooooh aah, Mother should I build a wall
Mother should I run for president
Mother should I trust the government
Mother will they put me in the firing line
Ooooh aah, is it just a waste of time
Hush now baby don't you cry
Mama's gonna make all of your
Nightmares come true
Mama's gonna put all of her fears into you
Mama's gonna keep you right here
Under her wing
she won't let you fly but she might let you sing
Mama will keep baby cosy and warm
Ooooh Babe Ooooh Babe Ooooh Babe
Of course Mama's gonna help build the wall
Mother do think she's good enough for me
Mother do think she's dangerous to me
Mother will she tear your little boy apart
Oooh aah, mother will she break my heart
Hush now baby, baby don't you cry
Mama's gonna check out all your girl friends for you
Mama won't let anyone dirty get through
Mama's gonna wait up till you come in
Mama will always find out where
You've been
Mamma's gonna keep baby healthy and clean
Ooooh Babe Ooooh Babe Ooooh Babe
You'll always be a baby to me
Mother, did it need to be so high.
Source: Musixmatch
Songwriters: ROGER WATERS
Mother lyrics © Warner Tamerlane Pub Corpo/B/o Muziekuitgeverij Artemis Bv, Roger Waters Music Overseas Ltd
Can't You See
I'm gonna take a freight train, down at the station
I don't care where it goes
Gonna climb me a mountain, the highest mountain
Jump off, nobody gonna know
Can't you see oh can't you see
What that woman, she been doin' to me
Can't you see, can't you see
What that woman lord been doin' to me
I'm gonna find me a hole in the wall
I gonna crawl inside and die
'Cause my lady now, mean ol' woman lord, never told me goodbye
Can't you see oh can't you see
What that woman lord she been doin' to me
Can't you see, can't you see
What that woman lord been doin' to me
I gonna buy me a ticket now, as far as I can
Ain't a-never comin' back
Ride me a Southbound
All the way to Georgia now
Till the train run out of track
Can't you see oh can't you see
What that woman, she been doin' to me
Can't you see, can't you see
What that woman, she been doin' to me, oh lord
Can't you see oh can't you see
What that woman lord she been doin' to me
Can't you see oh can't you see
What that woman, she been doin' to me
Can't you see (oh she's such a crazy lady) can't you see
What that woman (what a woman) she been doin' to me
Can't you see (lord I can't stand) oh can't you see
What that woman, oh she been doin' to me
Can't you see (I'm gonna take a freight train) can't you see
(I'm down at the station lord) what that woman (ain't never gonna go back) been doin' to me
Can't you see oh can't you see (gonna ride me the southbound)
(All the way to Georgia) what that woman (till the train run out of track) been doin' to me
Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: Toy Caldwell
Can't You See lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Spirit Music Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Tommy's Toy Box Music

Mother do you think they'll drop the bomb
Mother do you think they'll like the song
Mother do you think they'll try to break my balls
Ooooh aah, Mother should I build a wall
Mother should I run for president
Mother should I trust the government
Mother will they put me in the firing line
Ooooh aah, is it just a waste of time
Hush now baby don't you cry
Mama's gonna make all of your
Nightmares come true
Mama's gonna put all of her fears into you
Mama's gonna keep you right here
Under her wing
she won't let you fly but she might let you sing
Mama will keep baby cosy and warm
Ooooh Babe Ooooh Babe Ooooh Babe
Of course Mama's gonna help build the wall
Mother do think she's good enough for me
Mother do think she's dangerous to me
Mother will she tear your little boy apart
Oooh aah, mother will she break my heart
Hush now baby, baby don't you cry
Mama's gonna check out all your girl friends for you
Mama won't let anyone dirty get through
Mama's gonna wait up till you come in
Mama will always find out where
You've been
Mamma's gonna keep baby healthy and clean
Ooooh Babe Ooooh Babe Ooooh Babe
You'll always be a baby to me
Mother, did it need to be so high.
Source: Musixmatch
Songwriters: ROGER WATERS
Mother lyrics © Warner Tamerlane Pub Corpo/B/o Muziekuitgeverij Artemis Bv, Roger Waters Music Overseas Ltd
PROVIDENCE OR THEM JUST FUCKING 



WITH MY COMPUTER . . . THE LATER

Magic Power


Something's at the edge of your mind, you don't know what it is
Somethin' you were hopin' to find but your not sure what it is
Then you hear the music and it all comes crystal clear
The music does the talkin' says the things you want to hear
I'm young, I'm wild and I'm free
I got the magic power of the music in me
She climbs into bed, she pulls the covers overhead and she turns her little radio on
She's had a rotten day so she hopes the DJ's gonna play her favorite song
It makes her feel much better, brings her closer to her dreams
A little magic power makes it better that it seems
She's young now, she's wild now, she wants to be free
She gets the magic power of the music in me
If you're thinkin' it over but you just can't sort it out
Do you want someone to tell you what they think it's all about
Are you the one and only who's sad and lonely, reachin' for the top
Well the music keeps you goin' and it's never gonna stop
Never gonna stop
Never gonna, never gonna, never gonna stop
The world is full of compromise, and infinite red tape
But the music's got the magic, it's your one chance for escape
So turn me on - turn me up - it's your turn to dream
A little magic power makes it better than it seems
I'm young, I'm wild and I'm free
I got the magic power of the music in me
Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: Gil Moore / Mike Levine / Rik Emmett
Magic Power lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group

Magic Power
Something's at the edge of your mind, you don't know what it is
Somethin' you were hopin' to find but your not sure what it is
Then you hear the music and it all comes crystal clear
The music does the talkin' says the things you want to hear
I'm young, I'm wild and I'm free
I got the magic power of the music in me
She climbs into bed, she pulls the covers overhead and she turns her little radio on
She's had a rotten day so she hopes the DJ's gonna play her favorite song
It makes her feel much better, brings her closer to her dreams
A little magic power makes it better that it seems
She's young now, she's wild now, she wants to be free
She gets the magic power of the music in me
If you're thinkin' it over but you just can't sort it out
Do you want someone to tell you what they think it's all about
Are you the one and only who's sad and lonely, reachin' for the top
Well the music keeps you goin' and it's never gonna stop
Never gonna stop
Never gonna, never gonna, never gonna stop
The world is full of compromise, and infinite red tape
But the music's got the magic, it's your one chance for escape
So turn me on - turn me up - it's your turn to dream
A little magic power makes it better than it seems
I'm young, I'm wild and I'm free
I got the magic power of the music in me
Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: Gil Moore / Mike Levine / Rik Emmett
Magic Power lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group

Wednesday, August 21, 2019

CARNIVAL ROW. MAKE A BETTER WORLD. CROSSOVER EXCITEMENT. TAKE A WALK ON THE WILD SIDE. RIDE A WILD PONY. BAD COMPANY 'TIL THE DAY I DIE! WALK LIKE A CAMEL. CATCH HER IN THE RAW. THE POWER OF WE. JENNY'S GOT A GUN. WHAT DID HER DADDY DO? GOT THE BUMPER CROP? OLD WALLET. NEW WALLET. THE SOLSTICE PLATFORM. I GET MONEY FROM NEITHER WALLET. PHYLLIS J. WASHINGTON. WE FEEL THAT THE DOUBLE IS YOU, THEREFORE SHE IS YOU. A SEPARATE SORT OF TRUTH? BOLD FACED LIE! DEPARTURE FROM REALITY IS SICK! FLOSS LIKE A BOSS. FACT IS IN MY MOUTH. 4TH TOOTH TO THE RIGHT IS MISSING. IF THAT DOESN'T PERSUADE YOU, THEN, I HAVE THE TOOTH IN MY BACKPACK AS PROOF! I WRITE THE BLOG, CARRY THE BIG STICK! SHE DOES BUMPER TO BUMPER SERVICE. MEN GRABBING BREASTS AND PINCHING PUSSY IS COMMON PRACTICE. 2X2 PHIL. STINK OP AFTER STINK OP. THREE YESTERDAY. BIG ASS COP WALKS THROUGH THE POV. RIGHT AFTER LUNCH, BALD, STANDARD GOVERNMENT ISSUE FOR COPS, YELLOW STRIPPED SHIRT, KHAKI PANTS, AND WHEN, I NOTICED THE SHINY BADGE ON HIS BELT, HE TOOK HIS LEATHER NOTEBOOK AND COVERED IT UP? BUS SHIT IN THE MORNING TOO! NORMAL ROUTE #11 DRIVER MISSING THIS MORNING. FIND OUT HE WAS AN UNDERCOVER COP? PISSY ASSHOLE! ANOTHER PISS HEADED COP ON BUS ROUTE #1. WHEN I DIDN'T GET OFF, AS EXPECTED AT THE MISSOULA COUNTY LIBRARY, PLANS CHANGED, I SAW A RED SUBARU OUTBACK, FOR SALE IN SOMEONE'S DRIVEWAY, BARELY NOTICEABLE FROM THE BUS. I JUST WANT AN OLDER TRIP AROUND THE MOUNTAINS CAR, I CAN THROW OUT A SLEEPING BAG IN AND TRAVEL, AGAIN! BLOCKED FOR 7 YEARS OF DRIVING! DRIVING IS FREEDOM! I DO HAVE A DRIVER'S LICENSE ATTACHED TO MY MONTANA STATE I.D., BUT IT IS NOT MINE! TRACK THE BITCHES AND PROBABLY MORE THAN ONE IS USING IT, AND I GET BLAMED ON ALL THEIR FUCK UPS AND TICKETS! HERE IS THE NUMBER ON LINE #5 OF MY I.D., AND I THINK THAT IS THE DRIVER'S LICENSE NUMBER OF THE FRAUD BROADS: DO 201802231611147040C. SEEING THAT IT WAS, 94 DEGREES IN THE AFTERNOON, I WANTED TO TAKE ONE MORE TRIP AROUND THE CITY, TO WHERE I COULD SEE THE CAR FOR SALE, AND, THEN, GO CHECK IT OUT IN THE MORNING BEFORE IT GOT HOT! SO, WHEN WE PULLED INTO THE BUS TERMINAL, THIS BLOND, YOUNG MAN, WITH SUNGLASSES ON, APPROACHES ME ON THE BUS, NEVER SEEN THE DUDE DRIVING BEFORE, SO? HE SAID, DIDN'T YOU GET ON THE BUS AN HOUR AGO. YES. WELL YOU CAN ONLY DO ONE LOOP. AS IF HE IS PAYING FOR THE RIDE! I SAW A CAR I WANTED, DOWN ON THE STREET IN FRONT OF THE UNIVERSITY I WANTED TO CHECK OUT. HE ACTED ALL AGGRIEVED, AND PUT OUT, AND SAID, WELL JUST THIS TIME. NOW, PEOPLE WHO HAVE CARS, DON'T UNDERSTAND, HOW HARD IT IS TO DO SIMPLE STUFF LIKE THIS, ON A BUS . . . EVEN TAKING A SECOND TRIP KNOWING THIS ASS WIPE WAS PISSED FOR GOD DAMNED NOTHING OTHER THAN FUCKING THE COP STINK OP PLANNED FOR ME AT THE LIBRARY, I STILL GOT OFF ABOUT A HALF A MILE TOO SOON, AND HAD TO BACKTRACK, CROSS THE STREET, GO BACK TO THE STATION, THEN, TURN AROUND AND TAKE ANOTHER BUS ALL THE WAY AROUND AGAIN, TO HIT THE RIGHT PLACE THE CAR WAS BASICALLY HIDING IN THE OWNER'S DRIVEWAY. NOW LIKELY, THE COPS OR MY ENEMIES, BAD COMPANY, WILL BUY THE CAR, ASAP, LIKE THEY HAVE ANY CAR I EVEN VENTURE OUT TO TAKE A LOOK AT THE PRICE! OR TO GET THE NUMBER! THIS US TOTAL POWER AND CONTROL OVER THE REAL BANK, SO THEY CAN CONTINUE TO HARASS AND FIGHT FOR MY LIFE AND PROPERTY! OH, I FORGOT THE GOOD PART, SO THIS FUCKER, BUS DRIVER, GETS OFF AFTER, REAMING ME OUT, IN FRONT OF EVERYONE WHO KNOW THE BUS IS FUCKING FREE, AND HE STARTS MADLY TEXTING AND TEXTING, JUST LIKE THE OTHER BUS DRIVERS, THE LAST TWO MORNINGS, EVEN SO MUCH AS STOPPING THE BUS AND HIDING BEHIND BUSHES, AND WHATEVER! I THINK THERE WERE STINK OPS, EARLY MORNING RUN ON THE BUS, LUNCH, EARLY AFTERNOON, AND POSSIBLY LAST NIGHT, I WENT TO THE LIBRARY AT ABOUT 4:50 AM, CHECK MY LIBRARY CARD NUMBER, GOT ONE OF THE OLD DELL COMPUTERS, ALL THE NEW SAMSUNG, AND THE ONE HP COMPUTERS ARE GONE? WHAT'S THAT ALL ABOUT, ALL THE BUMPER STOCK BABES, WITH BUMPER TO BUMPER SERVICE ARE GETTING COMPUTERS WITH MY MISSOULA LIBRARY CARD, PUNCHED IN? PROBABLY. BILLIONS OF DOLLARS, AND TOTAL ROCKIN' RESUME! THE PROBLEM WITH LAW SCHOOL GRADES! SIGN IN THE LAW SCHOOL HERE, AT THE U OF M, "WELCOME CLASS OF 2022!" WOW, ALMOST 30 YEARS, SINCE I GRADUATED FROM LAW SCHOOL! GOOD LUCK! VERIFY. NOW THERE WAS SOME, FBI LOOKING DUDES ON THE BUS, AND WAITING, AS IF A LOST STUDENT, NEAR THE DR. ROBERT C. CURRY HEALTH CENTER, WEST SIDE, RED SHIRT, TALL, SHORTS, SANDALS, AND ACTING BUSY WITH HIS CELL PHONE, NEAR THE PLACE WHERE THE BIG STICK WAS NEXT TO THE BIG ROCK, OF COURSE THE EVIDENCE IS DESTROYED, ASAP! THEY JUST GET THERE BEFORE THE COPS DO! MAN, I LOOKED, LIKE THE GROUND CREW, SLAUGHTERED THE GRASS AROUND THE ROCK! CIRCLE AFTER CIRCLE, DIRT SHOWING THROUGH THE GRASS!? PISSED, THE WHOLE UNIVERSITY WAS FOOLED BY THESE CLOWNS? I LOVED WHAT MY PROFESSOR, FEARED BY ALL, RAY JAY DAVIS SAID, AFTER THE FIRST SEMESTER LAW SCHOOL GRADES CAME OUT AND GROWN MEN, WERE CRYING IN THE HALLS . . . GRADES DON'T MEAN A DAMN! THE "A" STUDENTS WORK FOR THE "B" STUDENTS, AND THE "B" STUDENTS, ARGUE IN FRONT OF THE "C" STUDENTS. THE AUTHOR OF THIS BOOK, FLUNKED MY TORTS CLASS! HE HAS MADE MORE MONEY THAN ALL HIS CLASSMATES! ME TOO. BUT, I'M FEMALE, RIGHT, I DON'T DESERVE THE FRUITS OF MY LABORS. I FIGURED OUT THIS COP SHIT GAME, THE FEDS ARE PLAYING ON ME. THEY SENT THEIR HOTTEST, COPS, ALL FORMER, NFL AND NBA PLAYERS, OR NOTED IN SOME AREA OF EXPERTISE, GENERALLY, SPORTS, OR THE NBL, MEN, USED TO SPORTS GROUPIES, AND CHEERLEADERS, BEGGING FOR THEIR ATTENTION. THEY LOOK AT ME, AND THINK, I AM GOING TO FUCK YOU OR FUCK YOU, AND YOU HAVE 15 MINUTES TO DECIDE. THAT'S IT, I AM FOR THE CHEERLEADERS, AND GROUPIES, WHO SERVE BUMPER TO BUMPER! NO THANKS. I AM AS MUCH A ROCK STAR AS THEY ARE! STONES, ARE MORE VIABLE NOW, SKILLS DIDN'T DIMINISH WITH AGE, THEY IMPROVED, BUT THE SONG, "UNDER MY THUMB" COMES TO MIND OF WHERE THESE MEN THINK WOMEN SHOULD BE, AND TO ME, THAT SONG, I'LL NEVER BE YOUR BEAST OF BURDEN, BUT AM I STRONG ENOUGH, RICH ENOUGH, I HAVE EYES TO SEE . . . COMES TO MIND! LOL. I DON'T JUMP TO ANYONE'S TUNE, AND I AM THE SAME, YESTERDAY, TODAY AND TOMORROW, DON'T JUMP TO ANYONE'S TUNE BUT MY OWN! NOT NECESSARILY, MY WAY OR THE HIGHWAY, BUT, I AM CERTAINLY, NOT GOING TO BLEED FOR YOU BABY! I WILL HOWEVER SHOVE A BASEBALL BAT, UP YOUR ASS, AND SEE HOW MUCH YOU ENJOY BLEEDING FOR ME! LOL. GOD, WHO TO THEY THINK, THEY ARE? THAT MAY WORK WITH, THE JILLS OF THE WORLD, BUT JACK, BACK OFF ME! NOTHING BUT DUMB JOCKS TO ME! LOL. I MAKE MORE MONEY THAN ALL OF YOU PUT TOGETHER, SO . . . . WHAT DO YOU SAY TO THAT. I HAD ONE, JOCK, ACTUALLY, NAMED, JACK, WHO SAID, IF YOUR BLOG MAKES SO MUCH MONEY, WHY DON'T YOU HAVE IT . . . IF I HAVE A CAR, AND SOMEONE STEALS IT, DO I HAVE IT? NO! IF SOMEONE STEALS MY WALLET, AND, I REPORT THAT TO THE COPS, DO THEY ASK, WHERE IS YOUR WALLET YOU WANT US TO FIND OR CATCH THE ROBBER? NO. WHY, BECAUSE THE FUCKING CAR OR WALLET ARE NO LONGER IN MY CONTROL, IF I EVER GOT IT IN THE FIRST PLACE, WHICH, I DIDN'T . . . THEY WAITED UNTIL THE CASES, WERE ALL BUT DONE AND SENT IN THE CIA, REPUTABLE COP SHOP RIGHT, WITH A "FAKE" BITCH, TO SAY SHE IS ME . . . EVERY COMMUNICATION TO THIS POINT IS ELECTRONIC, OR THROUGH E-FILING! THEY DON'T KNOW ME FROM ADAM OR EVE! THE CIA USES ME TO GET MONEY, USES THE GIRLS TO PLAY THAT THEY ARE ME, AND THEY GET PLACES, THEY NEVER COULD GET EVEN AS THE CIA! WHERE DO YOU THINK SHELLEY AND TRUMP MET? YOU GOT IT, MY CASE, AGAINST THE LAS VEGAS REVIEW JOURNAL! THE ONLY FUCKING NATIONAL REPUTABLE NEWSPAPER IN THE COUNTRY TO ENDORSE DONALD J. TRUMP, PART OF THE SETTLEMENT DEAL? PROBABLY. MAKE A BETTER WORLD! FUCK? I DID ALL THE WORK THEY, MOVED IN LIKE A BUNCH OF VULTURES, AND, BROUGHT IN LITTLE KAY, WHO IS AN ATTORNEY, TO MOP UP THE DETAILS AND CLOSE THE STEALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ELI STOKOLS. THE PROBLEM WITH GRADES . . . PREPARING FOR A FUTURE THAT IS UNPREDICTABLE! NOW, SINCE LAW SCHOOL, IS STARTING AND I HAVE ALREADY SEEN, THREE BRIGHT EYED AND BUSHY TAILED, FEMALE LAW STUDENTS, I WILL SAY, THAT, MALE STUDENTS, USED TO SAY, TO ME, YOU MUST HAVE BEEN, BORN UNDER A LUCKY STAR? I NEVER KNEW QUIT WHAT THEY MEANT . . . UNPREDICTABLE FUTURE . . . BUT, NOT SURPRISES, I WOULD THINK! I WAS THE LEGAL WRITING ASSISTANT AND RESEARCH ASSISTANT FOR A HARVARD LAW GRAD, TAUGHT AT COLUMBIA, ETC., WAS ASKED BY TWO OTHER PROFESSOR TO BE THEIR RESEARCH ASSISTANCE, GETTING TOP GRADES OR PERFORMING IN THEIR CLASSES, WAS, SELECTED, OUT OF 150 LAW SCHOOLS FOR A PRESTIGIOUS INTERNSHIP WITH AMERICANS UNITED FOR LIFE IN CHICAGO, AT THE SAME TIME I WAS ON THE JENNY JONES SHOW, IN CHICAGO, MEETING MY COLLEAGUES AT AUL, THE WEEK THEY WERE ALL THE FOCUS OF NEWSWEEK MAGAZINE, FOR, THEIR EFFORTS IN FIGHTING, FOR PRO-LIFE ISSUES! I WASN'T BORN WITH A GOLDEN STAR, THEY JUST NOTICED A STAR WHEN THEY SAW HER! I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THEY WERE BRAGGING RIGHTS MATERIAL ON MY RESUME, UNTIL, 2009, WHEN, I SAW, SUPREME COURT JUSTICE, SONIA SOTOMAYOR, GO THROUGH, 3 DAYS OF SENATE CONFIRMATION HEARINGS, AND, AMERICANS UNITED FOR LIFE, WERE EXPERT WITNESSES WHO GOT TO GRILL HER ON HER POSITION ON ABORTION, WITH ME HAVING BEEN, AT AUL, THE LAST TIME ROE VS. WADE WAS CHALLENGED IN, THE SUMMER OF 1992, IN CASEY VS. PLANNED PARENTHOOD! I GET MYSELF PLACES! I DO THINGS THAT GET ME NOTICED! PUBIC SERVICE IS A GREAT WAY TO GET YOURSELF NOTICED. NO GRADES, DON'T PREDICT AN UNPREDICTABLE FUTURE, BUT, THERE MUST HAVE BEEN OTHER SIGNS! THE YEAR AFTER I GRADUATED, ME, AND STEVE YOUNG, THE SAN FRANCISCO 49ER'S, QUARTERBACK, DURING THEIR SUPER BOWL CHAMPIONSHIP, WERE BOTH SELECTED TO SPEAK TO THE NEW ENTERING CLASS OF WHATEVER . . . SO NO, THE SPOTLIGHT, HAS BEEN ON ME, AND NEVER LEFT, SINCE I GRADUATED FROM LAW SCHOOL, BUT I HAVE BEEN BURIED AND HIDDEN, FROM SIGHT, AND AS YOU CAN TELL, MY APPEARANCE WITH SPORTS HEROES IS NOTHING NEW EITHER! HI STEVE! KISS.

THE NEWS IS THE NEWS IS THE NEWS . . . SICK OF HEARING AND WRITING ABOUT TRUMP, OTHER THAN DEFECTIONS FROM THE REPUBLICAN BASE, IN LEAVING THEIR SUPPORT OF THE PRESIDENT!

  • spotlight is on women, for, this coming election.  New Wall Street Journal polls, show, white non-college educated men, and some college educated, are still strong for and in support of Trump, among non-college, educated, white males, 72%; however, among, white college educated women, living in the suburbs, with children, about that same number, 73% are not in support or going to vote for Trump.  The news commentators, and political pundits, looking at the contrast and comparison, between, males and females, is drastic . . . the Democrats need to go for among, all segments of the population the BIG TENT PARTY, white non-college, educated, women with kids!  They are right about where they were in 2016, just above 50% one way or the other!
  • white upper middle class women, are deflecting from Trump . . . yesterday, one of the leaders of the New Hampshire, LOG CABIN GROUP OF GOP WOMEN, Jennifer Horn, said, when, she became a politician and after, still in politics, that if she ever had to explain her vote to her CHILDREN, she would, not vote, that way!  TRUMP, HAS REACHED THAT POINT WITH HER . . . ON RACISM, HIS TREATMENT OF THE FOUR CONGRESSWOMEN, AND SHE WAS ONE ONCE, ETC.!
  • Rep. Susan Wild (D. PA) is of the freshman class, of the largest, group of females sworn into Congress, because, people, women, in the suburbs, the soccer moms, wanted to make a statement, against Trump, against his policies, sent, women, who represent their views, and to be a CHECK AND BALANCE TO THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH . . . OUT OF CONTROL FOLKS!  THAT IS THE CLOWN ASS GROUP OF SHITHEADS I AM DEALING WITH!
  • both Senator, Elizabeth Warren, fast gaining on front runner, Joe Biden, passing progressive, Bernie Sanders with her solid plans, and Senator, Kamala Harris, are moving up in the polls and getting a lot of cash for their campaigns!
LADIES, IT MATTERS WHO'S IN THE ROOM!
YOUR VOTE, IS YOUR VOICE!

"REAL" BAD ASS WOMEN, PROTECT, THE VULNERABLE, THEIR CHILDREN, THE ELDERLY, THEIR OWN SEX FROM, THINGS LIKE GUN VIOLENCE, MOMS AGAINST GUNS, MADD MOTHERS AGAINST DRUNK DRIVERS, ETC.  TONS OF GOOD STUFF WE NEED TO DO, BUT THERE IS NOT BETTER VOICE THAN, THE PRESIDENCY AND CONGRESS, OR EVEN THE COURTS!

TRUMP, REFUSED, OR LOOKED OVER, A GREAT, AND LAWFUL, RIGHTED, CANDIDATE, TO LEAD, OR BE DIRECTOR OF NATIONAL SECURITY, SUE GORDON--THE LAW IS THE LAW, IS THE LAW, AND THAT BASTARD, STILL APPOINTED AN UNQUALIFIED, BY FAR, COMPARED TO HER, MAN OVER HER!

IF THIS DOESN'T ANGER YOU TO THE PIT OF YOUR GUT, SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH YOU!

I AM READING THIS BOOK AND IT MIGHT INSPIRE YOU, TO VOTE DIFFERENTLY, WHITE NON-COLLEGE EDUCATED WOMEN, WHO WILL BE SOME OF THE MOST VULNERABLE WITH A MAN LIKE TRUMP IN OFFICE FOR FOUR MORE YEARS--JEFF EPSTEIN, A CLOSE FRIEND, OF TRUMP, IN EPSTEIN'S LITTLE BLACK BOOK, 14X, NOT A BOOK FROM HIS PAST, BUT, CURRENT, AFFAIRS, WITH TRUMP, BEING ACCUSED, BOTH, BACK IN 2016 OF RAPING A 12 YEAR OLD, UNTIL SHE BACKED DOWN, SO RIGHT IN THE FRAME WORK OF, AN EPSTEIN HOOK UP, WITH YOUNGER GIRLS FOR TRUMP, AND OTHER RICH AND POWERFUL MEN, BUT, THREE OF THE RAPE VICTIMS, JUST FILED SUIT, AGAINST THE EPSTEIN ESTATE, TWO WERE "17" YEARS OLD AT THE TIME OF THE RAPES, AND, ONE WAS, 20 YEARS OLD!

THERE IS A SCENE IN THIS BOOK, CALLED, EXTREME DANGER, BY SHANNON MCKENNA . . . WHERE, A WOMAN, WHO GOES TO A MAN'S HOUSE, SOMEONE INVOLVED IN GUN SALES, DRUGS AND SEX TRAFFICKING LIKE EPSTEIN WAS, HAPPENED TO SHOW UP, TO GET HER KEYS, AND GLASSES, AT A TIME THAT THE RUSSIAN MOB, HELLO, TRUMP, MITCH MCCONNELL, AND SHE WAS FORCED TO COOK FOR THE MOBSTER, AND, ALSO, TO PERFORM SEX, IN FRONT OF CAMERAS, FOR THE ENTERTAINMENT, OF THE FOUR MALES, WATCHING!

NOW, THIS COMES ON THE HEELS OF, HER BEING DRAGGED OUT OF A SWIMMING POOL WHERE SHE WAS SKINNY DIPPING, WITH PERMISSION OF HER FRIEND, WHO HAD THE PERMISSION OF THE PREVIOUS OWNER, BUT WAS CAUGHT, ON CAMERA, BY A MAN, FORMER, MILITARY, CAUGHT UP IN MAKING MONEY ON SEX TRADE, AND TRAFFICKING!  SHE WAS DRAGGED, NUDE, CHAINED TO A STAIR CASE, AND OF COURSE, SHE IS TURNED ON BY THIS, AND THE TWO, END UP, GOING TO HAVE SEX, BUT FOR A CONDOM . . . THIS IS WHY I BELIEVE THIS BOOK IS WRITTEN BY A MAN!  ONLY IN HIS DREAMS AND SHE HAD THE NICEST, TITS, LUCIOUS BODY, AND, OF COURSE, HE HAS A MASSIVE DICK!
SHE THROWS AWAY HER "GOOD GIRL" IMAGE, AND, HAS THE SEX OF A LIFETIME!

SO, AFTER, THE BOYZ CLUB WATCH, THE DUDE MAKING LOVE, AND HE IS UNDERCOVER, SPEAKS UKRAINIAN, THE MOB BOSS, WALKS OVER TO HER, AND GROPES HER BREASTS, THEN, GRABS HER PUSSY, AND PINCHES, UNTIL HIT HURTS!  HE, THEN, ASKS, THE MAN, AGENT, MAYBE, WHERE HE PLANS ON GETTING RID OF HER BODY, AFTER THEY ALL USE IT?

IS THERE ANY DIFFERENCE, BETWEEN THE WAY OUR PRESIDENT, EPSTEIN AND, THIS MAN THINKS?
FUCK NO!

I HAVE BEEN DEALING WITH MEN IN THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH FOR 20 FUCKING YEARS, THIS IS EXACTLY THE WAY THEY THINK!

IN GOD'S HONOR, I AM TELLING THE TRUTH!

WHY DO YOU THINK, WOMEN, SO INFERIOR, TO ME, ARE BEING PROTECTED, PROMOTED, GIVEN JOBS, IN THEIR DREAMS, THEY COULDN'T QUALIFY FOR?
IT IS ALL ABOUT POWER, PUSSY, PERKS!
THIS IS HOW PUTIN, AND HIS MEN, CAME TO POWER IN RUSSIA . . . AMERICAN MEN, COPS WANT TO IMITATE HOW, HE DID THIS . . . BUT THEY RAN STRAIGHT INTO ME!

IT MATTERS WHO IS IN THE ROOM!

BAD ASS WOMEN, PROTECT, OTHER WOMEN, PLUS WHO THEY CAN!

THIS IS LIFE OR DEATH, IN SOME INSTANCES!

YOUR VOTE IS YOUR VOICE!

DON'T VOTE FOR TRUMP BECAUSE YOUR HUSBAND IS!

MOST MEN WOULD READ THAT AND THINK COOL CHICK, SHE COOKS, AND LETS ANYONE FUCK HER IN FRONT OF OTHER DUDES, WHAT COULD BE MORE OF A TURN ON, RIGHT!

I BELIEVE, I HAVE BEEN WITH MEN, LIKE THIS, WHO HAVE, ACTUALLY, VIDEO TAPED ME, OR OUR SEX, OR CLOSE TO SEX . . . I COULD TELL, AND I DID WHAT A PRO WOULD DO, I TURNED THE TABLES ON THE MEN, MADE THEM BEG, PLEAD, CRY FOR MORE, MORE, MORE . . . THEN, IN ONE CASE, I THANKED HIM FOR THE EX EDUCATION AND, LEFT, SLAMMED THE DOOR, AND NEVER LOOKED BACK, AND THE OTHER, NEVER SAW HIM AGAIN SEXUALLY, EVER AFTER!

I DID WHAT I DID, TO MAKE, THEM LOOK WEAK, NOT ME!

I AM SURE THE MEN WATCHING WERE JEALOUS AND SHIT, AND THOSE TAPES WILL NEVER SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY!

THE MEN, MIGHT BE EMBARRASSED, BUT NOT ME!

ONE FOLLOWED ME AROUND FOR YEARS, BEGGING ME TO MARRY HIM, AS HE DID THAT NIGHT!

THE OTHER CALLS ME INCESSENTLY TOO!

FUCK YOU TWO!

LOOK BACK AT MY BLOG . . . GUESS WHO PROTECTED, THE YOUNG BLACK FEMALES, IN THE R. KELLY CD, BACK ABOUT, 5 TO 6 YEARS AGO, THE COVER HAD, YOUNG, 12 TO 14 YEAR OLD GIRLS, WEARING NOTHING BUT BLACK LACE PANTIES, ALL, LAYING ALL OVER, R. KELLY.

RIGHT AFTER MY BLOG SLAMMING HIM, FOR HIS IRRESPONSIBLE TREATMENT OF THESE YOUNG AND UNDERAGE GIRLS, HE STARTED TO HAVE LEGAL PROBLEMS, FROM HIS SEXUAL ACTIVITIES!  

IT MATTERS WHO WROTE THIS BLOG AND WHO GETS FUCKING CREDIT!

BUMPER TO BUMPER SERVICE GALS, SHOULD NOT!  BUT THEY ARE USING MY NAME AND CREDS!
FIX IT!

THREE SONGS: (1) JANIE'S GOT A GUN; (2) SWEET EMOTIONS; AND (3) THIS IS NOT ABOUT LOVE . . . READ BETWEEN THE LINES!  P.S., I HAD TO DO THEM IN THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION, BEING BLOCKED, OF COURSE, BY, YOU GOTTA BLEED FOR MY BABY . . . WHICH GUN WOULD YOU HIRE?
Ain't Talkin' 'Bout Love
I heard the news baby
All about your disease
Yeah, you may have all you want baby
But I got somethin' you need, oh yeah
Ain't talkin' 'bout love
My love is rotten to the core
Ain't talkin' 'bout love
Just like I told you before, yeah before
You know you're semi-good lookin'
And on the streets again
Oh yeah, you think you're really cookin' baby
You better find yourself a friend, my friend
Ain't talkin' 'bout love
My love is rotten to the core
Ain't gonna talk about love
Just like I told you before, before
Before, before, before
Ain't talkin' 'bout love
Babe, it's rotten to the core
Ain't talkin' bout love
Just like I told you before, before
I been to the edge
And there I stood and looked down
You know I lost a lot of friends there baby
I got no time to mess around
So if you want it, got to bleed for it baby
Yeah, got to, got to bleed, baby
You got to, got to bleed, baby
Hey, got to, got to bleed baby
Ain't talkin' 'bout love
My love is rotten to the core
Ain't talkin' 'bout love
Just like I told you before, before, before
Ain't talkin' 'bout love
Don't wanna talk about love
Don't need to talk about love
Ain't gonna talk about love
No more, no more
Hey, hey, hey
Hey, hey, hey
Hey, hey, hey
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Songwriters: Alex Van Halen / Edward Van Halen / David Roth / Michael Anthony
Ain't Talkin' 'Bout Love lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc
Sweet Emotion
Sweet emotion
Sweet emotion
Sweet emotion
Sweet emotion
You talk about things that nobody cares
You're wearing out things that nobody wears
You're calling my name but I gotta make clear
I can't say baby where I'll be in a year
When some sweet hog mama with a face like a gent
Said my get up and go must've got up and went
Well I got good news, she's a real good liar
'Cause the backstage boogie sets your pants on fire
Sweet emotion
Sweet emotion
When I pulled into town in a police car
Your daddy said I took it just a little too far
You're telling me things but your girlfriend lied
You can't catch me 'cause the rabbit done died
Yes it did
You stand in the front just a shakin' your ass
I'll take you backstage, you can drink from my glass
We're talking about something I can sure understand
'Cause a month on the road an' I'll be eating from your hand
Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: Steven Tyler / Tom Hamilton
Sweet Emotion lyrics © BMG Rights Management
Janie's Got a Gun
Dumb, dumb, dumb, honey what have you done?
Dumb, dumb, dumb it's the sound of my gun
Dumb, dumb, dumb, honey what have you done?
Dumb, dumb, dumb it's the sound
Janie's got a gun
Janie's got a gun
Her whole world's come undone
From lookin' straight at the sun
What did her daddy do?
What did he put you through?
They said when Janie was arrested they found him underneath a train
But man, he had it comin'
Now that Janie's got a gun she ain't never gonna be the same
Janie's got a gun
Janie's got a gun
Her dog day's just begun
Now everybody is on the run
Tell me now it's untrue
What did her daddy do?
He jacked a little bitty baby
The man has got to be insane
They say the spell that he was under the lightning and
The thunder knew that someone had to stop the rain
Run away, run away from the pain yeah, yeah yeah yeah
Run away run away from the pain yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Run away, run away, run, run away
Janie's got a gun
Janie's got a gun
Her dog day's just begun
Now everybody is on the run
What did her daddy do?
It's Janie's last I.O.U.
She had to take him down easy and put a bullet in his brain
She said 'cause nobody believes me
The man was such a sleaze, he ain't never gonna be the same
Run away, run away from the pain yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah
Run away run away from the pain yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Run away, run away, run, run away
Janie's got a gun
Janie's got a gun
Janie's got a gun
Everybody is on the run
Janie's got a gun
Her dog day's just begun
Now everybody is on the run
Because Janie's got a gun
Janie's got a gun
Her dog day's just begun
Now everybody is on the run
Janie's got a gun
Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: Tom Hamilton / Steven Tyler
Janie's Got a Gun lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, BMG Rights Management
Sweet Emotion
Sweet emotion
Sweet emotion
Sweet emotion
Sweet emotion
You talk about things that nobody cares
You're wearing out things that nobody wears
You're calling my name but I gotta make clear
I can't say baby where I'll be in a year
When some sweet hog mama with a face like a gent
Said my get up and go must've got up and went
Well I got good news, she's a real good liar
'Cause the backstage boogie sets your pants on fire
Sweet emotion
Sweet emotion
When I pulled into town in a police car
Your daddy said I took it just a little too far
You're telling me things but your girlfriend lied
You can't catch me 'cause the rabbit done died
Yes it did
You stand in the front just a shakin' your ass
I'll take you backstage, you can drink from my glass
We're talking about something I can sure understand
'Cause a month on the road an' I'll be eating from your hand
Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: Steven Tyler / Tom Hamilton
Sweet Emotion lyrics © BMG Rights Management