ANCIENT MESOPOTAMIA. GREAT COURSES PLUS . . . THE CHICK PERFECT SHOW! ERIC GARNER LESSON! WOMEN OF SUBSTANCE. HAPPY SCHOOL YEAR! GET READY TO LIGHT UP THE YEAR. FAMOUSLY YOU REWARDS! BEEN DOING COWBOY SHIT ALL DAY. SLEEPER PICK. THE HUNGER GAMES. BUG-GETA. SNAIL & SLUG KILLER! NOW, MY SOCIAL SECURITY? ONLY IN THE WORLD OF MARVEL COMICS, CAN IRON MAN PASS HIS POWERS, SKILLS, KNOWLEDGE, INTELLIGENCE AND UNDERSTANDING TO A MUCH YOUNGER SPIDER MAN, OR ANY OTHER SUPER HERO FOR THAT MATTER. DOESN'T HAPPEN IN THE REAL WORLD! THOSE ARE INTANGIBLE THINGS, THAT CAN'T BE PASSED FROM PERSON TO PERSON. LAST NIGHT, I WAS WATCHING THE TV SHOW, "YELLOWSTONE" AND AT ONE POINT, KEVIN COSTNER WAS STANDING ON HIS FRONT PORCH, ON HIS MONTANA RANCH, WITH HIS DAUGHTER, AND SHE MADE THE COMMENT, I BELIEVE ABOUT SOME OF THE MEN IN THE BUNK HOUSE, RANCH HANDS, THAT HE WAS A "CRUEL MAN" . . . AND COSTNER RESPONDED, "THEY ARE ALL CRUEL MEN." SISTER, RACHEL, APPEARED SITTING ABOUT THREE SEATS UP, BEHIND PRESIDENT TRUMP . . . IN THE FIRST RALLY ON THE NEWS YESTERDAY, SHE WAS WEARING A "MAGA" HAT, HER HAIR LONG STRAIGHT AND BLOND, BUT WHAT I NOTICED, IS SHE DIDN'T SMILE? EVEN AT CROWD RISING WHATEVER AT TRUMP'S COMMENTS. SHE WAS WITH A MAN WEARING A JOHN DEERE GREEN BALL CAP OR FARMER'S HAT. THEN IN THE NEXT CLIP, SHE WAS AGAIN, WEARING A "MAGA" HAT, "MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN," BUT THIS TIME, SHE HAD HER HAIR COLORED JET BLACK, PULLED BACK INTO A PONYTAIL. AGAIN, THE SAME, STOIC FACE, NO SMILE, NO OUTWARD SIGN OF EMOTION? WOULD HER SMILE REVEAL HER FAKE TEETH OR MAKE HER MORE RECOGNIZABLE? OR IS SHE A "TROPHY WIFE" WHO IS DENIED THE RIGHT TO SMILE, A "PROP" FOR A RICH MAN, AND MUCH LIKE FIRST LADY, MELANIE TRUMP, SHE IS THERE FOR "EYE CANDY" TO SIMPLY STAND, BEHIND HER MAN AND SHUT THE FUCK UP! THE MODERN STEPFORD WIVES! I WOULD BE BETTE MIDLER, WHO THROWS A REALITY WRENCH IN THE MALE GAME OF CREATING THE PERFECT WIFE! LOL. AFTER WATCHING, "YELLOWSTONE" MISSING MONTANA TO MY VERY SOUL, HURTING FOR THE BEAUTY OF THE STATE, I COMMENTED TO MY DAUGHTER, ABOUT, THE DUDE, "COWBOY" I WAS SEEING BEFORE I LEFT MONTANA . . . IN TRUE COWBOY FASHION, JETHRO CALLED ME, I MISSED THE CALL, CALLED HIM BACK AND SAID, I'M IN UTAH FOR A FEW MONTHS--HE DIDN'T BOTHER TO CALL BACK. LOL. I THOUGHT, AND THERE WAS AN OBVIOUS ATTRACTION BETWEEN US, RIGHT OFF THE BAT, BUT, ALL HIS METAL WAS EXPOSED AT THE TIME, AND I THOUGHT, OR EVEN TOLD HIM, YOU WILL BE DEAD, NEXT TIME I COME BACK TO MONTANA, ON MY WAY TO SEATTLE. LOL. HE LOOKED AT ME AND LAUGHED, I'M NOT GOING TO BE DEAD! HE WASN'T AND HE WAS IN MUCH BETTER CONDITION, THAN WHEN I LEFT HIM A YEAR OR SO EARLIER. BUT I THOUGHT, IN REALITY, HE IS MY AGE, BOTH OF OUR LIVES WOULD BE BETTER WITH EACH OTHER IN THE OTHER'S LIFE . . . SO? I STARTED TO FANTASIZE WHAT OUR LIVES WOULD BE LIKE TOGETHER? THE FUN LONG SUNDAY DRIVES, TO SOME OF THE MOST BEAUTIFUL COUNTRY, JUST AN AVERAGE SCENE IN MONTANA, STOP AT A TACK OR COWBOY STORE IN LOLO, BUT THEN, I REMEMBERED THE 15 INCH KNIFE, ON THE CONSOLE BETWEEN US, HIDDEN UNDER HIS COWBOY SADDLEBAGS? OH, FUCK NO! HE KNEW FAR TOO MUCH ABOUT, THE LAYOUT, IN HAMILTON, WHERE A COP WARNED ME, ONE NIGHT IN 2012, LEADING ME BACK TO MISSOULA, ONLY TO FIND THE FREEWAY, LINED WITH, COPS, ALL PULLED UP IN TRUE MILITARY PRECISION, TO THE WHITE LINE, LOOKING LIKE THEY WERE JUST WAITING FOR ORDERS, TO T-BONE ME, THEN, AS FIRST RESPONDERS, CLAIM THAT I FELL ASLEEP AT THE WHEEL, AND HAD A BAD ACCIDENT . . . JUST LIKE HAPPENED TO THE FORD TAURUS, THE NEXT NIGHT, THAT, I SWITCHED, WITH, THEM DRIVING TO "MY" DEATH, ME SAFE, LEAVING AN HOUR LATER, ONLY TO FIND THE DECOY CAR, UPSIDE DOWN, IN THE MERIDIAN, OR THE GRASSY AREA BETWEEN THE FREEWAY LANES, WITH 15 COP CARS, LIGHTS, FLASHING. COWBOY WAS JUST GETTING THE REST OF THE STORY, FROM ME! I WAS REPORTED AS DEAD . . . DEA? THEY HAVE BEEN TRYING TO KEEP ME OFF THE RADAR FOR THE LAST, 7 YEARS, AS IF I DIED! NOW, GOING AFTER MY SOCIAL SECURITY BENEFITS? GIVE IT TO KAY AS A "GIFT CARD?" THIS WOMAN, IS NOT WORTHY TO KISS MY ASS! NOR ARE THE DEA! NEITHER IS COWBOY. SHE IS SIMPLY, AND NEVER WILL BE ME. PERIOD. HOMELESS SHELTER IS FINE! NOW THEY ARE TRYING TO CONTROL ME, AND KEEP ME, AT MY DAUGHTER'S HOUSE, A BEAUTIFUL PRISON, BUT A PRISON JUST THE SAME, IF I CAN'T LEAVE. THEY ARE NOW TRYING TO MAKE HER, ME TOO! HOW DO WE HIND MOM, AND ONLY SHOW, DAUGHTER? CAN'T PASS IT DUMB ASSES! THESE SAME MEN, BACK WHEN, I HAD $700 MILLION IN CASES AGAINST THE GOVERNMENT, #2 IN THE NATION FOR CIVIL RIGHTS DEFENSE, TRIED THE SAME CRUEL GAMES, HUNGER GAMES, TO KEEP SHELLEY, MY SISTER, HIDDEN, SO THEY COULD KILL ME, AND PEOPLE WOULD ONLY THINK THERE WAS ONE WOMAN IN THE HOME, NOT TWO! CRIMINALS, KEEP DOING THE SAME THING, UNTIL THEY GET CAUGHT . . . IT SORT OF WORKED, BUT NOT REALLY. I'M STILL HERE, WITH THE LARGEST BLOG, EVEN AFTER BEING KILLED, ON THE WORLDWIDE WEB! IT THRILLS ME, THAT, MY POWER, HAS NOT WANED, ONE BIT, SINCE THEY HI-JACKED, 2000+ BLOGS, EVEN, DISAPPEARED, OVER 100 RIGHT OFF MY BLOG, DON'T EVEN HAVE, THE BRILLIANT TITLES, ON MY OWN LIST, JUST LOOKED, ALL BLOGS MISSING FROM JANUARY 1, 2019, TO MAY 2019. EXPERIENCE THE DIFFERENCE. THERE IS NO JOANN, 1,2,3,4,5,6, OR MALE "JO'S." I WROTE ALL OF THE BLOGS, NO MATTER WHERE THEY ARE OR WHERE THEY SURFACE, OR FROM WHAT IP ADDRESS THEY COME FROM . . . THEY EVEN DENIED ME, MY LEGACY FOR MY KIDS AND GRAND KIDS! THEY ARE ALL "CRUEL MEN!" IF THEY ARE EVEN MEN AT ALL. REAL MEN ARE NOT THREATENED BY A WOMAN, PARTICULARLY ONE, SUPERIOR TO ALL OF THEM! THAT IS WHAT THEY FEAR. SHE MIGHT INSPIRE, WOMEN, GIRLS, EMPOWER THEM, AND, THEN, WE HAVE, MORE HILLARY CLINTONS, MORE JOANN S. SECRISTS! FUCK. AFTER ALL WE DID TO KILL THEM? WHAT ARE THEY AFRAID OF. REAL MEN, SIMPLY, DIG WATCHING COOL, POWERFUL WOMEN, AND, DON'T COMPETE, JUST SUPPORT AND WATCH THEM GO. HAVEN'T YOU EVER HEARD, THE STATEMENT, IT DOESN'T MAKE YOU LOOK BETTER, TO MAKE SOMEONE ELSE LOOK BAD. ALL MY ATTACKS ARE SELF-DEFENSE, THEY HAD NO RIGHT TO BE IN MY LIFE, THEY NEVER HAD TO HAVE MY ABUSE, OR VICIOUS BLOGS . . . THESE ARE STILL SELF-INFLICTED WOUNDS, ON THEIR PARTS! LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE, STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE, DISENGAGE, YOUR NAMES AND FACES, SHIT ASS CAREERS, WITH MINE! YOU CAN'T BE ME, ANY MORE THAN, SPIDER MAN IS SAVVY AND SKILLED ENOUGH, TO USE IRON MAN'S POWERS! HE USED, THOSE POWERS FOR PERSONAL GAIN, OR ADVANTAGE IN HIS PERSONAL LOVE LIFE! AH, IF THE SHOE FITS, WEAR IT! THERE IS A NEW ADVERTISEMENT, FOR A NEW MOVIE, THAT ALSO IS INSPIRED FROM MY LIFE, AND I THINK EVEN FROM THE CREATORS OF "THE HUNGER GAMES" AND IT IS CALLED, "THE HUNT!" THERE IS A STATEMENT IN THE MOVIE TRAILER, THAT SAID, SOMETHING LIKE, ONLY THOSE WHO ARE LIKE APPROVED OR WANTED, ARE ALLOWED TO LIVE . . . THE REST OF YOU HAVE TO FIGHT TO SURVIVE . . . NEWSFLASH THIS IS REAL! TOTALLY UNAMERICAN, TOTALLY, INHUMANE! REAL, NONETHELESS! I'M LIVING IT, BUT, ALL AGAINST ONE! ALL FOR ONE! HINT, IT IS NOT ME . . . BUT THEY WORSHIP, KAY FOR BEING ME, STEALING ALL JOANN, AND GIVING IT TO KAY, SHE CAN'T STAND ON HER OWN, NOR CAN RACHEL, OR SHELLEY, BUT THAT MAKES, THE MEN, FEEL NEEDED, GIVES THEM THE HARD DICK FROM YEARS PASSED, STILL, MAKING WOMEN, AUDITION ON THE PRODUCER'S COUCH, TO BE GIVEN THE STAR ROLE IN "MY" MOVIE, OF WHICH, I HAVE SEEN, IN AT LEAST 11 MOVIES, NOW . . . BUT IT IS NEVER, A FEMALE, CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY, WHO BEATS, MARINES, SEALS, COWBOYS AND COPS! I BEAT EVERYONE WHO TRIED TO BEAT ME! STILL STANDING, STILL SINGLE, STILL HAPPY! I WILL GET THIS SOCIAL SECURITY THING FIGURED OUT BY MONDAY, HAVE TONS OF EVIDENCE . . . WILL PASS IT ON TO THE SOCIAL SECURITY INSPECTOR GENERAL, ACTUALLY, WILL SHOW IT TO YOU ALL! THERE ARE NO OTHER JOANN S. SECRISTS,, J.D.'S! ONLY ONE BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK, AND ONE BLOG WRITER, AND ONE PROFESSOR, AND ONE, HOBBY LOBBYISTS . . . THEY JUST KNOW HOW TO STEAL, HAVE SMART TECHNOLOGY OR MY MONEY BUYS THE BEST! EXPERIAN. IMPROVE YOUR CREDIT IMMEDIATELY! THESE TERRORIST ATTACKS ARE ALL STAGED! REMEMBER, LAST YEAR IN HAWAII? GOVERNMENT ALARMS WENT OFF, "INCOMING MISSILE" . . . "TAKE COVER!" OR HOW ABOUT THE SCARY MEXICAN "CARAVAN." HOW DO YOU COVER, THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH OR THE PRESIDENT, FROM A REALLY BAD, NEWS, DAY OR DAYS? HAVE A TERRORIST ATTACK! TWO IS EVEN BETTER! YOU SEE, TRUMP AND THE COPS, WHO SUPPORT HIM, DON'T CARE ABOUT SEEING, PEOPLE KILLED BY WHITE SUPREMACISTS! OR SHOT BY WHITE NATIONALISTS, BECAUSE, THEY ARE ALL THOSE THINGS! SO IS THE PRESIDENT! TWO SHOOTINGS, CAN TAKE OVER THE NEWS CYCLES, FROM, THE PRESIDENT, CALLING PUTIN AND OFFERING TO SEND OUR FIREFIGHTERS TO RUSSIA, WHILE, TRASHING THE FIRES IN CALIFORNIA, LAST YEAR, BLAMING THE U.S. FOREST SERVICE, NOW THE BEST IN THE WORLD, FOR, NOT RAKING THE FOREST, EVEN BLAMING THEM FOR ALL THE MONEY, THESE FIRES COST AMERICANS . . . JUST RAKE YOUR FOREST, PUTIN, IT'S NOT GLOBAL WARMING, THAT IS A "HOAX" JUST LIKE "COLLUSION" WITH RUSSIA! FUCK. THE COPS, THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, LOVE THESE SHOWS OF COP MILITARY POWER . . . EL PASO, A LONE GUNMAN, ORIGINALLY, IN DILLARD'S DEPARTMENT STORE, ALL SYMBOLIC, THEN, MOVED TO WALMART? NOW WHAT IS BETWEEN, DILLARD'S, WHERE RACHEL, AKA, ME, USED TO WORK IN LOGAN, UTAH, VERIFY HER TAX RETURNS . . . BAD ASS CON LAW CHICKS DON'T DO DILLARD'S COUNTER WORK! GET A FUCKING CLUE! I DON'T EVEN WEAR A DRESS! RACHEL SOLD THEM! THE COPS, BOD SQUAD, HAD TO MOVE THE SHOOTER, TO WALMART, FOR WHAT IS IN BETWEEN, THE MALL AND WALMART, WITH A FOCUS ON THE BIG "HOOTERS" OWL! EVEN THE PLACES, THESE TERRORIST ATTACKS ARE STAGED AT . . . THE GARLIC FESTIVAL, ONE OF RACHEL'S FAVORITE FESTIVALS, I THINK, HELD IN OREGON . . . I ATTENDED THAT FESTIVAL WITH HER, STAYED AT HER EX-HUSBAND'S FAMILY CABIN OR TRAILER! WHAT POSSIBLY COULD, "EL PASO" STAND FOR IN CODE FOR COPS? MY ROCK STAR SON, "ELLIOT" FOR "EL" AND "PASO" OR HE PASSES ON MOM, AND CHOOSES, "HOOTERS" OR RACHEL WITH THE THREE FAKE BOOB JOBS! FANTASTIC LESS PLASTIC! LOL. "DAYTON," OHIO . . . DAY TON! I HAD RAGING HOT HITS ON MY BLOGS, THE LAST FEW DAYS! TONS OF MONEY! THEY STEAL THE MONEY! WHAT DO LAW ENFORCEMENT GAIN FROM THESE TERRORIST ATTACKS? TONS. EXTRA HOURS ON THEIR PAY CHECKS! SHOW OF FORCE. FULFILLING THEIR "HERO" COMPLEXES? ONE GUN MAN? VS. 200 COPS, + FBI, DEA, AFT, AND OTHER LAW ENFORCEMENT? ONE FUCKING GUNMAN. WELL RACHEL AND THE GIRLS, JUST SEE, COPS AS BEING PAID TOO DAMNED, LOW, SO THEY WILL FAKE THESE HOMEGROWN, TERRORIST ATTACKS, BUT, THE "MAGA" WEARING RED HAT CLUB, LOVE GUNS, LOVE VIOLENCE, LOVE COPS . . . THIS IS THE HUNGER GAMES, A DISPLAY OF ALL THE NEW TOYS, THE CAMO, IT MAKES THE PEOPLE, BELIEVE, THEY NEED MORE AND MORE COPS . . . SHOOT THE SCHOOLS, GET COPS, SHOOT UP THE CHURCHES, GET COPS, NOW SHOOT UP THE MALL AND WALMART, GET COPS . . . HOW DO YOU EXPONENTIALLY, GROW THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH SO EVENTUALLY YOU CAN, TAKE OVER AMERICA????????? JUST KEEP HAVING THESE TERRORIST ATTACKS. DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING SIMPLE, EASY IT WOULD BE TO STAGE ONE OF THESE ATTACKS? GOD. ALL THESE COPS, CANT TAKE DOWN A SINGLE GUNMAN? THE POLICE CHIEF, SAID, HE JUST HAD A RIFLE . . . HELLO, HE BOUGHT IT ALLEGEDLY IN NEVADA! VERIFY. WHERE ARE THE BODY CAMERAS, WHERE ARE THE SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS, OF THE SHOOTER! ON THE ALLEGED, ATTACK, IN CALIFORNIA, AT THE GARLIC FESTIVAL, THREE COPS, ALLEGEDLY TOOK DOWN THE SHOOTER, WHO WANTED, SUICIDE BY COP . . . A REPORTER, PROBABLY READING THIS BLOG, ASKED THE LEAD COP, IF THE THREE COPS WHO TOOK DOWN THE ALLEGED, SHOOTER, WAS WEARING OR HAD THEIR "BODY CAMS" ON? THE CHIEF, STUMBLED, AND SAID HE DIDN'T KNOW? HE WOULD HAVE TO CHECK ON THAT . . . KAY, DID WE HAVE, OUR BODY CAMERAS ON? OH, NO, ALL THREE HAD MALFUNCTIONS? GOD THAT BITCH IS STUPID . . . YOU, COPS, ARE IN LOVE WITH ME, IN HER, FUCKING SKIN! REPORTERS NEED TO DEMAND, THE VIDEO FOOTAGE FROM, DILLARD'S AND WALMART . . . THEY BOTH HAVE THEM! NOW THE PRESIDENT CAN BLAME, CONGRESS, FOR NOT PASSING HARSHER GUN CONTROL MEASURES . . . KAY WOULD BE AGAINST, GUNS, ONLY WANTS THE COPS TO HAVE GUNS . . . THINK, BIG PICTURE, IF YOU WANT TO TAKE OVER AMERICA, OR THE WORLD . . . TAKE AWAY THE GUNS!!!!!!!!!!! SECOND AMENDMENT HAS GUNS TO PROTECT THE STATES, FROM, TYRANNY! WHERE ARE WE RIGHT NOW? WE HAVE A LEADER WHO WANTS, BEGS, PLEADS, CRIES, TO BE A TYRANNICAL, DICTATOR, WITH AUTHORITARIAN, TENDENCIES, WALKS, AT HIS RALLYS, LIKE, MUSSOLINI! ONE OF THE BEST THINGS THAT CAME OUT OF THE BI-PARTISAN, SENATE INTELLIGENCE, REPORT, WAS, THAT, RUSSIA REALLY DOESN'T WANT TO TAKE OVER OUR ELECTIONS, THEY JUST WANT TO DESTROY OUR FAITH IN OUR DEMOCRATIC SYSTEM OF GOVERNMENT! THESE ATTACKS DON'T HAVE TO BE REAL, THEY JUST HAVE TO MAKE ALL OF US BELIEVE THEY ARE REAL! WE ALL HOLD OUR HANDS UP AND LIKE LEMMINGS WALK OUT OF THE MALLS, OR THE WALMART! THESE ATTACKS, AND ALL THE FOCUS FROM THE NEWS, JUST, GIVES THE IDIOTS, A CHALLENGE TO TOP THE LAST TERRORIST, AND THEY FUEL, NERO'S PLANS TO BURN ROME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL THIS JUST STOKES, THAT, BASTARD IN THE WHITE HOUSE, EGO! IF I CAN'T LIVE AND DICTATE FOREVER, I WILL JUST, BURN AMERICA, AND MAKE IT DIE WITH ME, AND THE CIA! I AM WATCHING THE 2012, TV SHOW, THE NEWSROOM, ON THE RISE OF THE TEA PARTY . . . I WAS THERE! THAT SHOW IS EVEN BETTER NOW, WITH THE TEA PARTY FREEDOM CAUCUS, NOW THE EXTREME RIGHT, PRESIDENT, EVEN BETTER AND MORE, APPLICABLE, TODAY, THAN, BACK IN 2012, WHEN THIS SHIT STARTED TO TAKE ROOT! THESE FUCKERS WANTED TO USE ME AS A LEGITIMATE FRONT FOR THEIR POLITICAL MOVEMENT, FROM, LOCALS, TO GLENN BECK, THEY WERE TAKING MY EMAILS, ANSWERING MANY QUESTIONS, ON CONSTITUTIONAL LAW, AND LEARNING, BUT, NOT ALWAYS WITH THE RIGHT SLANT ON THINGS, THE FBI WAS, ACTUALLY, TELLING, MY FRIEND AND COLLEAGUES AT THE TIME, TO TAKE MY NAME OFF THE LENGTHY, SMART, CON LAW LEGAL ANALYSIS, AND TOLD TO PUT THEIR OWN, NAMES OR SOMEONE, ELSE'S, PROBABLY RACHEL'S OR SHELLEY'S, THE, NEW STEPFORD WIVES! THEY CAN'T CONTROL ME! TOO SMART FOR THAT! PLUS, I GET MYSELF PLACES, DON'T NEED THEM! FOR THE MOST PART, DON'T WANT THEM. THAT TROUBLES THEM, MEN LIKE THESE, WITH HERO COMPLEXES, AND SEE WOMEN AS PUSSY, PROPS OR PERKS! I AM JUST NOT THEIR CUP OF TEA, BUT LITTLE KAY IS! SHE CLINGS TO BRETT, I SHIT CAN HIM! AS FOR COWBOY, I COULD HAVE LOVED, YOU, OR KENNEDY, OR SO MANY OTHERS, JUST BECAUSE YOUR A MAN AND I'M A WOMAN, BUT FOR SO LONG THEY HAVE STOLEN CREDENTIALS, TO BEEF UP THEIR OWN, REALLY PRETTY GOOD, CREDS, BUT WHY? I WAS IN LOVE WITH A BUS DRIVER/CIA AGENT, IN KALISPELL FOR FOUR YEARS, NEVER EVEN KNEW HIS LASTS NAME, WENT FAITHFULLY, ON MY TRIP TO MECCA, JUST TO PLANT MY ASS ON SOME OBSCURE, BUS BENCH, TO SEE HIM, ALMOST TURN HIS HEAD, IN TRUE LINDA BLAIR, STYLE, EXORCIST, HEAD TWIST, TO SEE IF THAT WAS REALLY ME . . . IT WAS! WORTH THE TRIP! OR TO GO IN KEN'S GROCERY STORE, JUST TO HEAR HIS VOICE ON THE INTERCOM SYSTEM! DID THE BOYS, CLUB, BLOCK MY SOCIAL SECURITY CHECK, BECAUSE, I GOOGLED, GREYHOUND TICKETS, FROM ST. GEORGE, UTAH, TO SEATTLE, WASHINGTON? PROBABLY. STOP CONTROLLING MY LOVERS, OR ME, I WILL BE WITH, WHOM, I CHOSE, AND IT WILL, VERY UNLIKELY BE, THE DUDED THAT FUCKED ME OVER AND SAID, KAY OR RACHEL, OR SHELLEY, WERE ME! I HAVE THIS SIXTH SENSE, WHEN, I DETECT, A LIE, AND LOYALTY TO ANOTHER, CAUSE, OR WOMAN, OR TEAM! GHOSTBUSTER! NO, I COULD HAVE LOVED ANYONE OF THESE MEN, JUST AS MEN, NOT AMPED UP, SUPERHEROES WHO WERE THREATENED BY A FEMALE EQUIVALENT WHO DIDN'T, DOESN'T NEED THEM! JUST EQUAL TO EQUAL. I HAVE SAID THIS BEFORE, THAT, MY DREAM RELATIONSHIP IS THE AMAZON QUEEN, FIGHTING THE KING OF THE SPARTANS, ALMOST TO THE DEATH, IN WARRIOR AGAINST WARRIOR FASHION, THEN, AFTER HE ALMOST SLICES OFF HER ARM, CARRIES HER AWAY TO LOVE . . . . CHEATING DOESN'T COUNT. I HATE CHEATERS, MANIPULATORS, LIARS, CONTROLLERS, ABUSERS, AND SO SHOULD YOU . . . SEE THROUGH THESE TERRORIST ATTACKS, THEY ARE TRAINING EXERCISES, FOR THE COPS, AND TO SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF YOU AND ME, AND TO CONDITION US TO DO THEIR WILL, TO BE PROTECTED, WHEN, THERE WAS REALLY NO ENEMY AT THE GATE. OH, I THINK I GOT SIDE-BARRED, IN THE SENATE INTEL REPORT ON RUSSIA . . . DID I WRITE THIS? WHATEVER. THE RUSSIANS JUST WANTED ENOUGH PRESENCE, IN OUR DEMOCRATIC ELECTORAL, VOTING PROCESS, TO MAKE US THINK THEY "COULD" MANIPULATE THE VOTE OR MACHINES . . . THEY HAD THE CAPABILITY, EVEN THREATENED IF HILLARY WON, THEY WOULD, BUT TRUMP, KNEW, THEY ALREADY, RIGGED THE VOTE FOR HIM, SO IF HILLARY WON, IT HAD BEEN TRULY RIGGED, BY ANOTHER SOURCE OTHER THAN, AMERICAN-RUSSIANS, WORKING TO PUT THE WORLD VULTURE CAPITALISTS AND HIS BABY VULTURES IN THE WHITE HOUSE, FOR ALL THEIR FINANCIAL GAIN AND BENEFIT! IT IS THE "ILLUSION" THAT COUNTS, THE "ILLUSION' THAT RUSSIA CAN MANIPULATE AND CONTROL OUR ELECTIONS IF THEY WANT TO, THE "ILLUSION" THAT SHELLEY OR KAY OR RACHEL OR SUE ARE ME, OR THE "ILLUSION" THAT, THESE WHITE TERRORISTS ARE A RISING POWERFUL FORCE IN AMERICA, MORE THAN JUST IDIOTS AND NUISANCES! A SINGLE GUNMAN, A RIFLE? GET THIS "NO BODIES" ARE BEING REMOVED, UNTIL, THE CRIME SCENE IS CLEARED . . . IF THERE IS ONE GUNMAN, AND HE IS IN CUSTODY? THERE WAS NEWS FOOTAGE, SHOWING A PERSON, LAID DOWN, UNDER A BENCH, ALLEGEDLY AT WALMART, BLOCKING THE VIEW OF THE CAMERA MAN OR LADY, APPEARING TO BE LAYING ON THE GROUND WITH THEM, BUT THE DUDE OR LADIES BODY WAS BLOCKING THE VIEW, BUT WE DID HEAR, 18 SHOTS, RING OUT . . . NO SCREAMS, NO ONE RUNNING, JUST, 18 SHOTS? THIS COULD HAVE BEEN STAGE, AND WE ARE SUPPOSE TO BELIEVE, THIS WAS THIS TERRIFYING 21 YEAR OLD GUN MAN, THAT THE LOCAL, STATE AND FEDERAL COPS JUST COULD NOT TAKE DOWN, THAT NO ARMED TEXAN, COULDN'T TAKE DOWN, THAT NO WOMAN, COULD HAVE JUMPED ON AND SAVED SOMEONE'S LIFE? PEOPLE RISE TO THE OCCASION! NO ONE TOOK THIS KID, KID, KID, DOWN, UNTIL, THE LATEST REPORT OF CASUALTIES, STARTING WITH, 1 DEAD AND 18 INJURED, TO 18 DEAD . . . NO, THAT IS NOT ENOUGH, LET'S ROUND IT OFF TO AN EVEN 20 DEAD AND 20 INJURED, IS I THINK WHAT THE REPORT SAID TODAY. THIS IS A FUCKING JOKE! WE ARE ALL BEING PLAYED, EVEN THE PEOPLE, RUNNING, DIDN'T LOOK SCARED . . . THEY ALL HEARD SHOTS, BUT, NOBODY EVER SEES THE SHOOTERS. SOME OF US ARE OLD ENOUGH, TO REMEMBER, THE REAL, SHOOTING, THE REAL, COLUMBINE SHOOTERS, THE REAL CARNAGE, THE REAL SHOTS OF STUDENTS, BLOODIED AND HANGING FROM SCHOOL WINDOWS! IN MASS HYSTERIA, SITUATIONS, PEOPLE, THINK, THIS OR THAT, BUT, RARELY ARE THEY RIGHT, THEY HAVE MERELY BEEN CONDITIONED! TAKE ME GOING TO THE GYM, LET'S SAY AN OLD LOVER, DOESN'T WANT ME TO GET IN SHAPE FOR NEW DUDE, BECAUSE, HE IS STILL JEALOUS, AND DOESN'T SEE IT AS FAIR, THAT HE LIED, AND SAID, I WAS RACHEL OR KAY OR SHELLEY, AND NOW, MORE AND MORE PEOPLE ARE DISCOVERING THE TRUTH, AND IN THE PROCESS, I AM GETTING IN BETTER AND BETTER SHAPE, LOOK, THINNER AND YOUNGER THEN, EVEN YOUNGER SISTERS! DADDY IS RUNNING OUT OF GIRLS . . . SISTER TIFFANY STOPPED BY TO INVITE ME TO ANOTHER, SOUTHWICK DEATH CAMP, AT BRYCE CANYON, DIDN'T GET TO PUSH ME OFF THE PRINCESS CRUISE, 20 YEARS AGO, LET'S TRY PUSHING HER OFF THE STEEP CANYON WALLS IN A HIKING ACCIDENT, NO THANKS, BUT TIFF IS 14 YEARS YOUNGER, AND TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH, HER FACE, LOOKS, OLDER THAN, MINE, MORE WRINKLES AND SHE HAD PUT ON WEIGHT. THERE IS LOCAL AD, ABOUT SOMETHING ON "BLUFF" STREET, AND, AFTER BEING CONDITIONED NOT TO GO TO LA FITNESS, WITH COPS, ASSASSINS AND AGENTS, ALL OVER THE FUCKING PLACE, WITH, STAGED, COPS STINK OPS, AT THE SUMMIT, EARLY ON, WITH THREE AGENTS IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD, AT BEST, I STOPPED WORRYING, AND JUST GO, TO THE GYM. YOU NEED TO DO THAT TOO! YOU ARE BEING CONTROLLED, MANIPULATED, AND CONDITIONED, SO ALL THE COPS HAVE TO DO, IS GET YOUR GUNS, AND TELL YOU TO RAISE YOUR HANDS AND YOU DO IT! MINE IS A LITTLE SKETCHIER, THEY HAVE FALSELY INCARCERATED ME, FOR NOTHING, BUT TO STEAL, MY BIG ASS CASES, WORTH MILLIONS AND TONS OF RESPECT! DON'T TAKE THE BAIT! NOW, I BASICALLY JUST ENJOY, THE GYM, REGARDLESS OF WHAT FORMER LOVER IS WORRIED ABOUT, THE NEW GUY GETTING, THAT HE DIDN'T, AND THEY ALL KNOW EACH OTHER! WATCHED ON SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS . . . TOO BAD, TO ME PRIVATE IS PRIVATE, INTIMATE IS NOT TO B SHARED WITH, THE BOYZ CLUB, THEN, I JUST PLAY TO MAKE THE VIEWERS, JEALOUS, AND OBVIOUSLY IT WORKED! YOU ARE BEING PLAYED! CONGRESS IS BEING BLAMED, TO TAKE THE HEAT OFF THE PREZ, FOR WITHDRAWING, FROM THE INF OR THE INTERMEDIATE-RANGE NUCLEAR MISSILE FORCE TREATY, BETWEEN, THE UNITED STATES AND THEN, THE SOVIET UNION, SIGNED BETWEEN REAGAN AND GORBECHEV, BACK IN 1987! SOME, PERSON, ON THE NEWS IN THE KNOW, SAID THAT WAS LIKE TRUMP WRITING OUT A BIG BLANK CHECK FOR THE RUSSIANS . . . CAN'T LIFT THE SANCTIONS FOR YOU PUT, BUT, CAN, DITCH OUT OF THE TREATY THAT BINDS BOTH OF US, THE TOP TWO ARMS DEALERS IN THE WORLD! MANUFACTURE, NUCLEAR WEAPONS TO SELL TO IRAN, NOW THAT, I HAVE CANCELLED THE IRAN, NUKE DEAL . . . HAVE AT IT, THE IRANIANS WILL PAY! FUCK. DITCH THE BASTARD, BEFORE, WE ARE IN A TOTALITARIAN, DICTATORSHIP, WITH, NO GUNS, TO ASSAULT, ROGUE COPS AND MILITARY TRYING TO PUT IN THEIR OWN, ORDER, OF COPS FOR COPS, OF COPS! BITCH COPS, CUNT, AND COCKHOLD COPS! THAT IS A SHAKESPEAREAN TERM OR ART FOR A MAN, WHO HAS A CHEATING WIFE! WHAT'S GOOD FOR THE GOOSE IS GOOD FOR THE GANDER IN AN EQUAL SOCIETY! POLYGAMY TOO, THE BIG MORMON RECRUITING TOOL! JOE SMITH MAN-SPEAK!

WHAT WE CAN LEARN FROM THE DEATH OF ERIC GARNER, BEING CHOKED BY FIVE NEW YORK CITY COPS, USING A CHOKE HOLD, THAT HAD BEEN BANNED BACK IN 1993!

I CAN'T BREATHE. I CAN'T BREATHE. I CAN'T BREATHE. I CAN'T BREATHE. I CAN'T BREATHE.

HE'S DEAD.

THIS IS WHAT, THE COPS ARE DOING TO ALL OF US! TO ME. TO MY SON. TO AMERICA!

I HAVE GONE THROUGH THE PROCESS OF CHOKING THE LIFE OUT OF ME!

• HEALTH ATTACK
• TAKE ME OUT OF THE WORK FOR AND THE LAW WHERE I AM DAMAGING TO THE MISSION
• SHE'S BACK . . . OH, HELL NO!
• FALSELY INCARCERATE HER!
• TAKE HER LAW PRACTICE
• TAKE HER TRUCK AND CAR
• TAKE HER HOMES AND CABIN
• TAKE HER FAMILY
• TAKE HER CASES
• TAKE HER I.D. AND BLOCK ANY ATTEMPT FOR HER TO GET IT BACK!
• TAKE HER SOCIAL SECURITY, HEALTHCARE, GO AFTER SHELTERS AND RESCUE MISSIONS
• GO AFTER UNAPPROVED LOVERS
• STOP HER FROM GOING TO THE GYM
• STOP HER FROM RIDING ON THE BUS
• STOP HER FROM TAKING AIRPLANES, TRAINS, SHUTTLES
• TRY TO KILL HER OVER AND OVER AGAIN
• PUT AGENTS IN THE PARK, ACROSS THE STREET, NEXT DOOR, PUT CAMERA AND RECORDING DEVICES IN HER HOME
• HAVE 24/7 CONTACT, CONSTANT CONTACT!
• DON'T LET HER MAKE A MOVE WITHOUT OUR APPROVAL
• SHIT, SHE GOT AWAY, SHE IS WHERE, IN YELLOWSTONE? POCATELLO? WHAT, BACK IN MISSOULA?  WHAT THE FUCK!  NOW UTAH!
• TAKE HER SOCIAL SECURITY!
• STRIP HER OF ANY IDENTIFIABLE JEWELRY, HATS, MY MT LOVE HAT IS NOW MISSING!
• CONTROL HER EATING, WHAT SHE WATCHES, WHERE SHE GOES!
• THIS IS NOTHING MORE THAN, DOMESTIC VIOLENCE BY COPS! 10,000 ABUSIVE BOYFRIENDS!
• AND YOU DON'T BELIEVE, THAT I AM WHO I AM?  LOL.  WHAT A FUCKING JOKE . . . SHELLEY AND RACHEL ARE AT "MAGA" RALLIES, WITH TRUMP!
• I BARELY MADE IT TO THE GYM YESTERDAY!
• WHO HAS MY BLOGGING MONEY?  CERTAINLY, NOT ME!
• NOW MY DISABILITY MONEY?
• THEY FEAR ME!
• WIPE OFF ANY TRACE OF 5 MONTHS OF BLOGS?  DAMAGING TO WHO?
• FUCK THE PRESIDENT, I AM PRESIDENT XI (SHE)
• THEY ALL KNOW IT!
• NOW THE SMART THING TO DO, IS DITCH ALL THE BITCHES, AND BASTARDS, AND BRING ME IN WHERE I CAN, BE THE MOST HELP TO THE COUNTRY, WHICH IS ABOUT EVERYWHERE!
• I HAVE SOUND ADVISE!
• I MAKE SENSE!
• I KNOW THE CONSTITUTION
• I KNOW HISTORY
• I KNOW THE RULE OF LAW OR I AM SMART, EDUCATED, AND LEGALLY TRAINED ENOUGH, WITH THE EXPERIENCE, TRAINING, AND CREDENTIALS, TO FIGURE THIS SHIT OUT!
• WHY SO STUPID?
• MY MIND IS WORTH, FAR MORE THAN, MY BLOG MONEY!
• SMART IS AS SMART DOES!
• I AM DYING FOR EVEN A DIET COKE!
• THEY ARE CHOKING ME!
• KILLING ME!
• JUST LIKE COPS DID ERIC GARNER!
• THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, THE DEPARTMENTS, THE AGENCIES, ARE FLEECING AMERICA, BY USING TERRORIST ATTACKS, AND ALL, TO GET FREE TRAINING, AND EXTRA PAY, FROM TAX PAYER DOLLARS!
• WE ARE DYING!
• IMPEACH
• 15 OR 18 ATTACKS BEFORE TRUMP, 250 AFTER, TWO JUST YESTERDAY!
• THEY ARE NOT EVEN GOOD AT STAGING THIS SHIT!
• COPS HAVE SURVIVED ON COP SALARIES, FOR HUNDREDS OF YEARS . . . DID YOU SEE ALL THAT GEAR, SHIT, AMPED UP VEHICLES?
• ONE SHOOTER?
• GOD.

HELP FOR THE SOCIAL SECURITY INSPECTOR GENERAL GODS, IN FOLLOWING THE MONEY!

• I am pretty sure, I earn, my paltry, $1261.00 per month, with a daily blog worth billions!
• I am to get my benefits, by the 3rd of each month . . . when the 3rd falls on the weekend, I am suppose to get paid, by the Friday before, didn't happen, nor did getting paid on the 3rd
• each government check has a tracking number . . . follow the money, where did my check go? a secret double account, with, First Security Bank, in Montana?  They said, they didn't receive the check as of Saturday afternoon . . . track to burner accounts, connected to my name, and my account . . . I don't need even a savings account!  I made that call, to my bank, Aug. 3, Sat, 11:44 am, 05 min. 26 sec. 14067283115, verify . . . I would not have called, had I received, MY CHECK! CHECK!
• Saturday morning, at Mr. D's, Chevron, 1946 S. River Road, I checked my bank account, on the ATM machine . . . still, $1.82 left from last month check
• Saturday night, after going to the Summit Fitness, I stopped by Maverik, 1349 E. 1450 S., St. George, Utah at 18:14:59 or about 6:15 pm, to check to see if my GOVERNMENT BENEFITS, check, had come . . . this is what I live on, "I CAN'T BREATHE!"  There was still $1.82 in my account . . . no deposit!
• MAVERIK, SAME STATION AT 6:15 PM, I PURCHASED A DIET COKE FOR $1.64 . . . VERIFY!
• AS OF THIS MORNING, NO DEPOSIT OF GOVERNMENT AND IT DOES, BENEFIT, YOU OUGHT TO HIRE ME TO BE THE GOVERNMENT SUPER NANNY!
• NOBODY ELSE GETS THIS SHIT!
• SERIOUSLY.
• FIX IT AND TRACE WHO GOT THE MONEY AND ARREST THEM FOR SOCIAL SECURITY FRAUD, A FEDERAL FELONY!
• A GIFT CARD TO THEM, LIFE TO ME!
• I CAN'T BREATHE AND I AM DYING FOR  DIET COKE!
• GIVING MY MONEY TO MY DAUGHTER, DOESN'T COUNT EITHER!
• YES, SHE IS HOT!
• IRON MAIDEN CAN'T PASS HER POWERS, KNOWLEDGE, SKILLS, GIFTS, TO HER DAUGHTER, OR SPIDER LADY.

SORRY, DICKHEADS!