Tuesday, May 21, 2019

GRIZZLY FIREPLACE. LOCAL IS DELICIOUS. CONFIDENCE IS BEAUTIFUL. THIS GIRL LOVES HER PACKERS. LOVE TO BURN. BORN TO BURN. PISSY BUS DRIVER THIS MORNING. MUST BE UNDERCOVER COP! LOL. ANOTHER BOTCHED STINK OP BY THE COPS! YESTERDAY, I HAD THE PROCESS SERVER FOR THE MISSOULA COUNTY SHERIFF'S DEPARTMENT, WATCHING ME AT MCDONALD'S . . . SURE SOMETHING WAS GOING ON THEIR TOO! PLANNING TODAY'S COP DROP DEAD SHIT? NOW IS THE DEPUTY WAS SMART, HE WOULD HAVE LOOKED OVER MY SHOULDER, AND NOTICED MY BIBLE, OPENED TO THE BOOK OF ROMANS, WITH A LARGE BLOCK BOX WITH THE BOOK IN THE NEW TESTAMENT. THERE ARE TWO SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS SITTING RIGHT OVER MY HEAD, OR AT LEAST CLOSE ENOUGH TO SEE WHAT I WAS DOING IF YOU ZOOM IN! NOW I CAN'T BE KAY OR SHELLEY, BOTH COFFEE DRINKERS--HAD A LARGE DIET COKE! THEY DESERVE TO DIE, ASSHOLES! BY LAW AND BY GOD'S LAW! SO, THIS MORNING, I GET OUT OF BED, BY ABOUT 4:30 AM, HAVING A TEXT STORM WITH MY DAUGHTER NICOLE, WHO HAS BEEN LIVING BACK EAST EMERSED IN THE REPUBLICAN CHURCH, AND SO FULL OF SOUTHWICK FAMILY BULLSHIT, THAT SHE IS SCREAMING, THIS CAN'T BE TRUE, IT IS NOT TRUE, YOU KNOW IT IS NOT TRUE! NO YOU JIUST CHOSE THE WRONG SIDE DARLIN'! SO, I GOT BREAKFAST, AND, HEADED OUT THE DOOR, WITH THREE STOOGES, ONE I SUSPECT IS A DEPPUTY SHERIFF, THE DUDE WHO GAVE ME ONE OF THE STUD DIAMONDS I STILL WEAR, FROM ABOUT TWO YEARS AGO! HE THOUGHT I WAS 40, ME AND MY FRIENDS, OFFERED TO PULL OUT MY I.D. TO SHOW HIM! HE HAS ANGER ISSUES, SO MOST LIKELYI A COP, JUST LIKE THE PISSY BUS DRIVER, WHO PICKED ME UP AT THE STOP ACROSS OF FRESH MARKET, AFTER TWO SHERIFFS, AND THREE MPD, SQUAD CARS ALL WENT SCRAMING DOWN THE STREET. THERE ARE TWO BIG ASS SECURITY CAMERAS ON THE BACK SIDE OF THE POVERELLO CENTER YARD, AND MUCH LIKE THE STINK OP THE OTHER MORNING, YOU CAN LIKELY SEE THIS ONE TOO! SO, I AM GUESSING FROM, THE REACTION OF THE BUS DRIVER, LIKE LAST TIME, THAT, HE KNEW, BY MY PRESENCE THAT, IT WAS THE WHAT, 3,000 BOTCHED, COP STOP, FROM, WASHINGTON D.C., TO WASHINGTON STATE, FROM DURANGO, COLORADO, TO MISSOIULA AND KALISPELL, MONTANA, I MEAN? HAVE YOU EVER STOPPED TO THINK, THAT YOU ARE ON THE WRONG SIDE TOO? WILD GAME PROCESSING. THE PEOPLE YOU HAVE BEEN BELIEVING ARE THE LEGITMATE ONES, ARE ALL JUST BEACH, SURF, SKI AND GOLF BUMBS! I DO ALL THE BLOGGING, LOBBYING, WATER COMPACTING, AND LEGAL CASES, THAT THEY CLAIM TO DO . . . THEY JUST STEAL, AND THEY DESERVE TO DIE! I MOST LIKELY, OR MYMONEY, IN SHELLEY'S HANDS, PAID FOR THE THREE YEARS FREE RIDES ON THE MOIUNTAIN LINE, AFTER WRITING ABOUT IT IN MY BLOG! SHIT, SHE NEVERE RIDES IT? LOL. I DON'T HAVE A CAR, DUMBASSES, SHE DOES! FUCK? TOOKYOU! I AM THE GOLDEN GOOSE THAT LAYS THE DAILY GOLDEN EGGS! MY KIDS ARE JUST AS SHOCKED AS YOU ARE . . . BUT, YOU HAVE HAD ALL THE EVIDENCE OVER THE 6 EYARS, I HAVE BEEN, ALL OVER THE STAT4E OF MONTANA, DITCHING AND DODGING YOUR BULLETS! GOOD GOD? RUSS'S: WE MEET BY ACCIDENT? FUCK NO. I HAVE HAD A CADRE OF CADS OVER THE YEARS, FROM KENNEDY TO MR. COWBOY, AND BEYOND, ALL WORKING FOR THESE BITCHES, OR ON MY MONEY, PAYROLL, PAID TO FUCK WITH ME AND MOST WANT TO FUCK AND FUCK ME! I DON'T KISS AND TELL. I DIDN'T KISS HIM! LOL. MOST FOR EGO SAKE WILL WANT TO IMPRESS THEIR COP SHIT FRIENDS, AND, MAKE THEM THINK OR TELL THEM THEY HAD SEX WITH ME . . . THEN THEY ARE PISSED WHEN I TELL THE TRUTH! HE WAS A PERFECT GENTLEMAN, AND I WAS A PERFECT LADY, FIT FOR THE VCITORIAN ERA! I AM MORE LIKELY THAN NOT, UNTIL I TRUST SOMEONE, TO NOT EVEN KISS THEM . . . SEX IS A LONG WAY DOWN THE ROAD! I MAY JOKE ABOUT SEX, BECAUSE IT SELLS, BUT, ASK ANY GUY I AM WITH, IF THEY EVEN EVER KNOW I LIKE THEM, THIS GAL IS NO EASY MARK! MR. WASHINGTON GRUB HUB! REJECTION IS WORTHY OF DEATH, TO THESE FUCKERS! LOVE ME OR I WILL DESTROY YOU. THEY DON'T WANT TO TAKE THE TIME TO ACTUALLY, BOND, GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER, BECAUSE, I AM SO GOOD AT GHOST BUSTING, THAT, THEY FEAR ME! PAPA MURPHY'S . . . YOU KNOW MURPHY'S LAW . . . IF ANYTHING CAN GO WRONG, IT WILL GO WRONG! TEACHING AMERICA . . . TEACHING THE WORLD! KING FOR A DAY OR TWO WITH ME! BUT WHAT IS A QUEEN WITHOUT A KING? MORE POWERFUL. IF I HAD TO WAKE UP TO THAT GNARLY BUS DRIVER, NOW, THE RIDES ARE FREE, SO GET THIS, HE PICKS ME UP, AN HOUR EARLIER THAN, I NORMALLY GO FOR A SPIN AROUND THE AIRPORT, LOVING TO WATCH THE MORNING SUN RISE OVER THE CITY, AND WATCH THE SHOPS, AND COMMUTERS, WAKE UP AND GET THEIR DAY ROLLING. I AM WAY TOO EARLY FOR THE LAW SCHOOL, AND I DON'T WANT TO HANG AROUND THE POV., WIHT THE MEN'S DORMS STILL CLOSED, THERE ARE BODIES IN EVERY NOOK AND CRANNY! SO, I BLAST OUT THE DOOR, ASAP! I SEE THE SHERIFFS AND THE COPS, ALSO PISSED, DRIVING LIKE LUNATICS, CITIZEN'S ARREST, AND, SO, THE BUS, PICKS ME UP, NEAR FRESH MARKET. I STAY ON THE BUS, HATE THE ONES I HAVE TO HIKE UP FOUR STAIRS TO GET IN, AND THE FIRST THING OUT OF THIS ONRY, FUCKER'S MOUTH, JUST AFTER I NOTICE, WE ARE NOT ON ROUTE 11, BUT ON ROUTE 3, HE SAYS, WARNING ME, THERE IS ONLY ONE LIKE RIDE OR CIRCUIT, ON THE BUS . . . WHATEVER. SO, I ASKED, IS THIS ROUTE 11 NOW? YES. OH, GOOD THAT IS THE ONE I WANT, PLEASANT, EVEN AFTER HIS RUDE OUTBREAK, ACTING LIKE I SPEND MY DAY ON THE FUCKING BUS! I IGNORE IT AND THEN, HE SAYS, AFTER I SAY, I WANT TO GO TO THE LAW SCHOOL, KNOWING THAT THIS TIME, RATHER THAN, GOING ON A ROUTE 3, IT TURNS STRAIGHT INTO ROUTE 1, GOING TO THE LAW SCHOOL, GETTING ME THERE JUST IN TIME FOR THE LIBRARY TO OPEN . . . SO OBVIOUSLY, I AM THE BLOGGER! THEN HE SAID, NO, YOU CAN'T RIDE ON BUS 1, YOU SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN OFF, AND GOTTEN ON ROUTE 1 NOW . . . THAT IS TOO EARLY, FOR ME TO GO TO THE LAW SCHOOL. WELL, YOU CAN'T GO THE FULL ROUTE ON THIS BUS, BECAUSE YOU GOT ON, AT THE FRESH MARKET, SO THAT IS WHERE YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE TO GET OFF! WHAT DOES IT MATTER? NO ANSWER. SO, FUCK HIM, RATHER THAN, GET OFF WHERE THE MOTHRERFUCKER, WANTED TO FORCE ME TO GET OFF, I GOT OFF, LONG BEFORE THAT, OVER BY BARNES AND NOBLE AND MY VERY NOBLE, BANK, FIRST SECURITY, WHO PROTECTED ME FROM, THE FRAUD BROADS, AGAIN, LIKE THEY HAVE IN THE PAST, WITH ANNA, CANCELLING MY DEBIT CARD, TO THE DISMAY OF THE FUCKING THIEVES, PISSED, CHICK, DEA, BITCH, SLAMMING HER FAKE CANE AND DOORS, ALL DAY, YESTERDAY! LOL. THEN, ANNA ALSO, BEING MY PERSONAL BANKER, WHILE AT THE TELLER, NOT WANTING TO BOTHER, HER, RUSHED TO THE TELLER'S WINDOW, AND SAID SHE HAD ANOTHER CUSTOMER, BUT SHE WOULD BE RIGHT WITH ME . . . SHE HANDLED THE CHANGES, AS EFFICIENTLY AS SHE DID SETTING UP THE ACOUNT, AND, SHE EVEN GAVE ME THIS BEAUTIFUL, FIRST SECURITY . . . HOME IS WHERE THE HORSE IS, COVER FOR MY NEW DEBIT CARD, AND GAVE ME THIS OTHER, FIRST SECURITY COOL, CARD HOLDER FOR MY OTHER CARDS, THAT I KEEP IN MY BLACK RUNNER'S JACKET, FORMERLY, SECRET ZIPPER THAT SOMEONE HAD TO BE WATCHING ME ON SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS, TO TELL THE DEA BITCH, JUST WHERE TO FIND IT A WEEK OR SO AGO! OH, MY GOD, I FEEL SO GOOD TO BE BANK IN COMPETENT, BANKING HANDS, NOT SOME SMALL ASS, SOUND COMMUNITY BANK, OR SOME UTAH ASS, AMERICA FIRST, SOUNDING LIKE STUPID TRUMP'S CREDIT UNION, THAT ALLOWS MY SPENDY SISTER, TO GET INTO AND CHANGE THE ACCOUNT, I SET UP, STEALING ALMOST HALF OF MY MONTHLY CHECK! I CAN ACTUALLY RELAX, AND FINANCIAL TERRORISM, NEVER HAPPENED AS LONG AS, I HAVE BEEN WITH FIRST SECURITY. I STARTED WORKING AT 16 AND BANKED WITH THEM, HAD THEM, WHEN, I GOT MARRIED, AND, THEN, WELLS FARGO TOOK OVER OR MERGED, BACK IN ABOUT 1988, OR SO, AND I HAVE HAD SHITTY SERVICE FROM THEM EVER SINCE FROM THIS LOCAL BRANCH, DECLINING, MY ACCOUNT, ONE DAY AFTER, I DEPOSITED AND SET UP THE ACCOUNT, ALL FOR SHELLEY RIGHT, OR RACHEL, OR KAY . . . I WENT STRAIGHT TO THE BANK AND CANCELLED MY ACCOUNT! I TOOK ME 10 MONTHS TO CLOSE AN ACCOUNT IF IT WERE EVERY CLOSED, IN ST. GEORGE, UTAH WHEN I WAS PRACTICING LAW, THEN, I HAD SECRET SECOND ACCOUNTS, AND TRY, FROM ST. GEORGE TO PAROWAN, TO HELENA TO FIX, AND EVENTUALLY CLOSED THAT ACCOUNT! NOW, I CAN STILL GO TO AN ATM AND PUT IN MY CARD, AND PIN NUMBER FOR AMERICA FIRST CREDIT UNION, AND THE DUDE WOULD NOT CLOSE MY, SAVINGS ACCOUNT WITH A FUCKING DOLLAR IN IT? REMEMBER, THEY JUST ADDED, A .9. TO MY ACCOUNT, AND THEY ARE KEEPING IT OPEN FOR ONE OF THE LOCAL, REPUBLICAN CHURCH GALS! SHIT. THANKS, FIRST SECURITY AND YOU HAVE THE COOLEST LOGO OF THE COLORFUL HORSE AND FUN, ADS, LIKE, HOME IS WHERE THE HORSE IS! KISSES. A BANK IS NOT A BANK, IS NOT A BANK, BELIEVE ME, I HAVE SEEN THOSE WHO SERVE THE LOSERS, THE LIARS, THE THIEVES AND THOSE WHO DON'T! BIG DIFFERENCE! SO, IT WAS FUN, TO JUMP OFF THE BUS, AT THAT CORNER OF HEALTHY AND HAPPY, AND THANK THE GRUMPY BUS DRIVER, AND MOURN FOR HIS POOR WIFE, HAVING TO WAKE UP TO THAT BEAST EVERY MORNING, CELEBRATING THEIR 30TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY? WHAT IS SHE BRAIN DEAD? YUCK. DUDE ACTS LIKE I AM, CHEATING HIM OUT OF GAS, OR PUTTING WEAR AND TEAR ON HIS TIRES, OR, SOMEHOW PUTTING EXTRA POUNDS ON THE BUS . . . YOU BETTER PRAY AND HOPE TO GOD, THE TRUTH, DOESN'T COME OUT, BECAUSE IW OULD FIRE YOUR SORRY, MEAN ASS! I COULD, FINALLY GET THE STATEMENT I AM LOOKING FOR . . . THE BILLIONS AND I WILL OWN, SEATTLE, MISSOULA, ST. GEORGE, AND A SHIT LOAD OF OTHER CITIES! PROBABLY RICHER THAN, BEZOS AND GATES, AND BELIEVE, ME, I AM LOYAL, TO THOSE WHO, WERE LOYAL TO ME, AND THEY HAVE BEEN FEW AND FAR BETWEEN! I THINK THE DRIVER WAS SHOCKED, THAT ONE OF MY FRIENDS, ACTUALLY A FORMER, COP, MARINE, WHO WAS RIDING ON THE BUS, TURNED AROUND AND TOLD ME HE JUST GOT HIS HOTSHOT FIRE FIGHTER'S, CERTIFICATE! COOL. HE WAS ALSO, THE DUDE, WHO, HAD THE GREAT PICTURE I THINK, I PUT IN MY BLOG, OF HIM, STANDING IN A RIVER, HOLDING A PRIZE SIZE FISH, IN HIS HANDS, AS HIS WIFE, TOOK HIS PICTURE, RIIGHT AS A GRIZ CAME UP BEHIND HIM WITH HIS MASSIVE HEAD, DUDE STILL SMILING . . . HE TURNED AFTER HIS WIFE SCREAMED AND THREW THE FISH AT THE BEAR! COOLEST PIC, I EVER SAW! I WAS JUST RHINKING ABOUT IT THIS MORNING, AND TOLD, COWBOY, WITH SOME AWESOME, GRIZ TALES OF HIS OWN, ABOUT THAT PICTURE AND MY FRIEND! I HAVE FRIENDS, DATING BACK TO THE OLD POV DAYS! SHIT, JACK AND ANNIE ARE IN TOWN, BUT, PERHAPS, BOTH ARE WORKING WITH THE COPS . . . ANNIE, SEEMED TO BE, WHEN, I FIRST SAW HER BACK IN TOWN. SHE SAID, YOU ARE AN ATTORNEY, IN FACT, YOU ARE A JUDGE! I SAW YOU ON TV. I THOUGHT, ONE OF MY FORMER, STUDENTS, OR UNDERCLASSWOMAN, AT BYU, IN MY SMALL SECTION TORTS, CLASS, LORI FAULK, I BELIEVE, BECAME A JUDGE, A FEW YEARS AGO, AS I RECALL. WE BOTH HAVE LONG GOLDEN ASH BLOND HAIR, BOTH HAVE RATHER THIN FACES, AND I THOUGHT, ANNIE MIGHT HAVE MISTAKEN, ME FOR HER? SO I ASKED, ANNIE WHAT THE JUDGE LOOKED, LIKE FROM, OREM, AND SHE SAID, SHE WAS FAT, HAD, HAIR, CUT SHORT, JUST UNDER HER CHIN, AND I AM THINKING, YOU ARE LOOKING RIGHT AT ME? WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING? I THINK SHE MUST HAVE BEEN PAID, TO, SAY, RACHEL, WHO HAS A MUCH, FATTER FACE, IS ME, TO CONFUSE, THE LISTENING SURVEILLANCE TEAMS OF FBI AGEINTS, RO THE SHERIFF'S DEPARTMENT, WHO, SHOULD BE AFTER, THAT BITCH! JUST LIKE ST. GEORGE, UTAH, PD, WHO ARRESTED ME FOR A BOGUS WARRANT, ALL ABOUT THE EGO, GOING PUSH ME AROUND, LIKE I DO THEM, IN MY BLOG, NASTY ASS, COUNTIES, IRON AND WASHINGTON, WHO BOTH TOOK MY PROPERTY, INTELLECTUAL, REAL, PERSONAL, AND JUDGES WHO WERE JEALOUS OF MY RISE TO FAME AND ACCLAIM, WHILE THEY SAT IN BLACK DRESSES, GETTING BORED, BUT, AFTER BEING ARRESTED AND ME LOOKING HOT, FOR MY WASHINGTON COUNTY, MUG SHOT, GOOD HAIR DAY, THEY WHISKED ME OFF TO IRON COUNTY, FOR THEM TO GET THEIR REVENGE, ALL ILLEGALLY, UNILAWFULLY, UNCONSTITUTIONALLY AND CRIMINALLY, WHATEVER FLOATS YOU FUCKING BOAT, BUT, WA COUNTY WOULD NOT, LET ME KEEP MY PLASTIC ID CARD FROM, ONE NIGHT IN JAIL, AFTER HEARING ME TALK TO THE DAUGHTER OF A SLAIN, FEMALE, SHERIFF, I BELIEVE, GOT SHOT BY MALE DEPUTY SHERIFFS! I WAS GONE IN A NEW YORK SECOND. SO, WHEN UP AT IRON COUNTY, THEY TOOK THIS HIDEOUS I.D. PICTURE, OF ME WITH MY FACE DISTORED, AND EXTENDED, TO MAKE ME LOOK FAT FACED LIKE RACHEL AND SHELLEY AND KAY, NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT! I HAVE THE FINER FEATURES, LIKE MY MOTHER, THE BIG GIRLS, SHELLEY, SUE, AND RACHEL ALL HAVE BIG, FACES LIKE MY DAD! THIS INCIDENT WITH ANNIE REMINDED ME, OF THAT PICTURE AND THE DISTORTION OF THE FACTS, TO MAKE SOMEONE BELIEVE, I AM OTHER THAN WHO I AM! TWISTED SISTERS PAYROLL, FUCKING WITH ME ON MY MONEY! WHATEVER. BUT, ANNIE HAS KNOWN ME FOR AT LEAST 6 YEARS, DATING BACK TO THE OLD DAYS AT THE OLD POV. SHE PRIDES HERSELF IN BEING A FORMER, DEPUTY SHERIFF, WITH COPS AND MILITARY IN HER FAMILY! SO . . . NOT A FAR STRETCH, THAT SHE MIGHT BE USED BY THE COPS TO FUCK ME! BUT SHE IS FUNNY. I TOLD HER ABOUT, MY RIDE AND DINNER, WITH COWBOY. SHE SAID, SARCASTICALLY, AND MADE, MOTIONS, TO MIMIC HER WORDS, TELL ME WHEN YOU RIDE THAT COWBOY. I JUST WANNA KNOW WHEN, YOU RIDE THAT COWBOY, AND SHE TAKES HER ARMS AND DOES SOME MOTION, LIKE GITTY-UP! LOL. THEN SHE SAID, I HAVE HAD TWO COWBOYS IN MY DAYS, ONE FROM NEW JERSEY, AND ONE FROM WYOMING. I PREFER TO RIDE A HORSE! LOL! I REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME SHE TOLD ME ABOUT THE WYOMING COWBOY, HE HAD NEVER BEEN BROKEN, AND HE WAS 51 YEARS OLD. SOMEONE DARED HER TO BREAK THE BOY IN AND HAVE SEX WITH HIM FOR THE FIRST TIME. LOL. SHE SAID SHE FELL ASLEEP! SCREAMING FUNNY! SHE SHOWED ME THESE FINGER, OR STICK FIGURES, OF HER POSITION AND THE COWBOY'S POSITION. SHE SAID ALL HE CARED ABOUT WAS HIS, HORSE AND HIS DOG! LOL. RIDE'M COWBOY, AS SHE SACHES OFF! SO FUNNY. I SAID, HEY, I SAW, NEAL, TODAY OVER BY THE UNIVERSITY, SHE SAID, OH, I AM OVER, BRAD PITT, NEAL DOESN'T LOOK LIKE HIM ANYMORE AND I CAN'T FIGURE OUT WHY I EVEN LIKED HIM . . . IT MUST HAVE BEEN LUST, YEAH, LUST, THAT IS IT. I SAID, NO, HE USED TO TAKE YOU DOWN TO THE RIVER. SHE GIVES ME A SOUR, LOOK, LIKE DON'T REMIND ME. HE IS GAY NOW, SO, ANNIE IS ABOUT AS LUCKY IN LOVE, AS I AM! I SAID, WELL, YOU HAD FUN, DIDN'T YOU? YEAH! THE FIRST 20 YEARS, IN MISSOULA, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH, SHE HAD SOME COMPARISON, TO SOMETHING, THEN, THE SECOND, AND SHE ROLLS HER EYES! OH, I FORGOT, ONE OF HER, THOUGHTS, SHE SAID, ALL HER BOYFRIENDS, MARRY HER FRIENDS, DITTO, AT LEAST NOT, HER SISTER! SHE SAID, YEAH THAT COWBOY, IN WYOMING, BOUGHT MY BEST FRIEND A CAR, AND MARRIED HER . . . HEY, I BROKE YOU SHE YELLS! LOL. I WISH I HAD A RECORDING OF ANNIE'S VENTS, SO FUNNY, FROM FAMILY, TO MEN, HILARIOUS! A COOL, GRIZ STORY, FROM, MR. COWBOY RODEO STAR. SO, I WAS RAISING, HIS SON, AND, AN INDIAN GIRL, WHO, HE BROUGHT HOME, ONE, DAY, SAYING SHE HAD NOWHERE TO GO FOR THE WEEKEND. HER PARENTS HAD LEFT HER, AND GONE DRINKING, AND WHEN THEY SHOWED UP TO PICK HER UP, THEY WERE SO DRUNK, COWBOY WOULD, NOT ALLOW HER TO LEAVE, SO THEY SAID, FINE THEN YOU KEEP HER! HE ADOPTED HER, THEY NEVER CAME BACK, AND HE WORKED, 6 YEARS, AND PUT HER THROUGH, HARVARD MEDICAL SCHOOL! SHE LUCKED OUT! BUT, WHEN, HIS KIDS WERE YOUNG, HE HAD A BIG SPREAD, BRED, RAISED, AND SOLD, HORSES, ON HIS $20 MILLION DOLLAR RANCH. ONE DAY, A GRIZ CUB, ALMOST GROWN, WANDERED INTO HIS YARD, AND LUMBERED AROUND THE YARD, LOOKING FOR FOOD, AND BERRIES. COWBOY HAD JUST BEEN FISHING SO HE TOOK OUT A FISH AND THREW IT TO THE BEAR, WHO MADE A FAST MEAL OF IT. THAT BEAR SHOWED UP EVERY YEAR FOR THE NEXT 5 YEARS! HE ALWAYS HAD A FISH TO GIVE THE BEAR, AND WARNED THE TWO KIDS, TO NEVER GO OUT IN THE YARD, IF THE GRIZ WAS IN IT! SO, ONE MORNING, EARLY, BEFORE DAYLIGHT, COWBOY, TRIES TO PUSH THE DOOR OPEN, AND HE CAN'T MOVE IT--HE TRIED AGAIN, LIKE WHAT THE HELL? HE PEEKED AROUND THE DOOR, AND THERE WAS THAT GRIZ, JUST, LAYING ON THE BACK PORCH, SLEEPING! LOL. HE FINALLY, CALLED THE FISH AND GAME WARDENS, AND TOLD THEM, THE BEAR WAS GETTING TO BE A NUCANCE, SO THEY CAME, TRANQUILIZED IT, AND FINALLY, THE BEAR, WAS ASLEEP. BEFORE THEY PUT IT IN THE TRAILER, THEY WEIGHED AND MEASURED IT . . . 14 FEET LONG! 1700 POUNDS! WHAT HAS THIS BEAR BEEN EATING? COWBOY ADMITTED THE WAS AND HAD BEEN FEEDING IT FISH FOR YEARS! I WAS SHOCKED, BECAUSE, THE FAMOUS, UTAH, LEGEND, BEAR, OLD EPHRIAM, STOOD JUST 11 FEET TALL, CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT HE WEIGHED, BUT, HIS SKULL WAS SAID TO HAVE BEEN, LIKE, 3/4 QUARTERS LARGER THAN, THE AVERAGE GRIZZLY BEAR! THE SKULL WAS IN THE SMITHSONIAN, UNTIL, THE LAST, FEW YEARS AND IT WAS MOVED, BACK TO THE BRIDGERLAND MUSEUM, THAT SITS BETWEEN, IDAHO AND UTAH, WHERE THE OLD BEAR ROAMED AND TERRORIZED RANCHERS AND FARMERS, KILLING, 150 SHEEP IN ONE NIGHT! THE MAN WHO SHOT THE BEAR, STANDING IN A RIVER, DOG BARKING, TURNED TO FIND THE BEAR ON HIS HIND LEGS, READY TO POUNCE ON THE HUNTER, TURNED AND WAS FAST ENOUGH TO GET A SHOT OFF! BUT LIKE, JESSE JAMES AND BUTCH CASSIDY, KILLING A LEGEND, IS ALMOST MORE HEARTBREAKING THAN, THE GOOD IT DOES! THERE IS ONLY ONE LEGEND . . . LEGENDS ARE MADE NOT BORN. LEGENDS AREN'T MADE ON CONFERENCE CALLS! MY GRANDSONS STILL LOVE TO HEAR, THE STORIES OF OLD EPHRIAM THE BEAR. IT WAS INTERESTING, THAT THE MOVIE WITH, TOM SELLECK, WRITTEN BY LOUIS LAMOR, HAD A SALOON OR HOTEL, IN THE TOWN, CALLED THE "EPHRIAM!" HEY WE, WERE JUST TALKING ABOUT THAT! OKAY, SO, I HAVEN'T BEEN WATCHING THE NEWS, LATELY, BECAUSE, IT APPEARS SOMEONE HAS BEEN MESSING WITH THE COMPUTERS, HERE AT THE LAW SCHOOL AND AT THE LIBRARY, WHERE I USE THE COMPUTERS, TURNING OFF, CONNECTOR, DEIVICES, FROM WITHIN, TO SHUT OFF THE SOUND, SO I CAN'T USE MY EARBUDS, TO LISTEN. THEY DID IT TO ONE OF THE COMPUTERS HERE AT THE LIBRARY, SO I COULD ALWAYS MOVE TO ANOTHER ONE, BUT YESTERDAY, THEY FUCKED THAT ONE TOO! EARLY OUT. THEN, AT THE LIBRARY, I WOULD, MESS AROUND, AND GET IT TO WORK, BUT NOT AFTER, BLASTING THE SOUND ALL OVER THE LIBRARY TO TEST IF THIS OR THAT WAS WORKING, STAFF COULDN'T EVEN FIGURE OUT WHAT WAS WRONG. I FINALLY HAD TO SIT AND LISTEN, TO IT WITHOUT THE EARBUDS, BECAUSE, THEY WOULD BLOCK IT, UNTIL, I WOULD, TAKE THE HEADPHONES OUT, AND THEN, I COULDN'T EVEN TURN OFF THE COMPUTER, OR SHUT IT DOWN! I WAS A NUCANCE TO THE LIBRARY, AT THAT POINT. I DID, LISTEN, SO QUIETLY, WITHOUT HEADPHONES, THAT, I COULD BARELY HEAR THE NEWS, SO, AFTER READING ANOTHER FEW SCRIPTURES, SOME MORE IN ROMANS, HIT ME AS GOOD LAST NIGHT, SO I WILL PUT SOME OF THE TEXTS, FROM MY SCRIPTURE STUDY, IN . . . TEACHING AMERICA . . . TEACHING THE WORLD! PAUL WAS THE GREATEST MISSIONARY OF HIS TIME, BUT WITH THE INTERNET, I CAN HIT UP THE WHOLE WORLD, SIMULTANEOUSLY! AMAZING! THOSE WHO HAVE EARS TO HEAR, EYES TO SEE, HEARTS TO FEEL . . . LIFT UP YOUR LIFE TO A BRIGHTER FUTURE! THE SCRIPTURES AND GOD, HIS SON, ARE MY STRENGTH, MY JOY, MY LIFE! MEN ARE THAT THEY MIGHT HAVE JOY! INTERESTING, I HAD A DREAM LAST NIGHT, THAT I WAS, BACK IN SOUTHERN UTAH, I THINK OR A DESERT, WITH, LIKE TWO COUPLES, I SEEMED TO BE WITH SOME, MAN, WHO, SEEMED TO BE MY PARNTER OR HUSBAND AND I HAD KIDS, BUT NOT SURE IF THEY WERE MY KIDS, AND THEN, THERE WAS THIS OTHER COUPLE AND THEIR KIDS. WE WERE OUT IN THE DESERT, THAT LOOKED ALMOST MORE LIKE, ARIZONA, THAN, UTAH, BUT, UP ON THE DISTANT HILLS, THERE WERE COYOTES, AND ONE OF THEM, WAS, MASSIVE, ALMOST THE SIZE OF A HORSE? THERE SEEMED TO BE, SUAGARO CATCUS? IT COULD HAVE LOOKED, ALMOST LIKE, THE BARREN HILLS, OUR MOUTAINS, OUTSIDE OF LAS VEGAS TOO? BUT THE KIDS WERE OUT PLAYING, AND, THE COYOTES, JUST ONE OR TWO, TURNED INTO MANY, AND THEY STARTED TO COME TOWARD THE KIDS . . . BOTH SETS OF PARENTS, OR, ADULTS, TWO MALES AND ME AND ANOTHER FEMALE, WERE YELLING FOR THEM TO HURRY, GET AWAY, AND COME RUN TO THE HOUSE FOR PROTECTION! THE KIDS WERE HAULING ASS, AND WITH THE PACK OF COYOTES, GAINING SPEED, WE WERE ALL RELIEVED, TO SEE THAT ALL THE KIDS MADE IT TO THE HOUSE. AGAIN, THE SCENARY WAS STARK, AND BARREN, THERE WAS A BLACK, SUV, BUT IT HAD BEEN, COVERED WITH SOME GRAY, SILK, OR MATERIAL, VEHICLE COVERING. IT REMINDED ME OF SOME BLACK SUV, THAT MIGHT BE PART OF A PRESIDENTIAL MOTORCADE? A CADILLAC OR CHEVY? I THINK, IN THE DREAM THERE HAD BEEN A SAND STORM, BEFORE THE COYOTES, STARTED TO SHOW UP AND CHASE THE KIDS. I SAID, THAT WAS SMART, TO COVER THE VEHICLE, WITH, THAT TO PROTECT IT FROM THE SAND STORM. WE ALL WENT INTO A REALLY NICE HOUSE, THAT APPEARED TO BE A HOUSE WE ALL SHARED, BOTH FAMILIES? IT WAS A REAL MODERN LOOKING HOUSE, ALMOST, LIKE A FRANK LLOYD WRIGHT HOUSE? I KNOW THAT IS OLD, BUT HE DID MODERN LOOKING STUFF. ONCE INSIDE, WE WERE ALL, RELIEVED TO BE SAFE, AND I REACHED OUT TO THE OTHER MAN, NOT THE ONE I APPEARED TO BE WITH, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY, BUT, IN A THANKFUL WAY, HUGGING, THE MAN WITH DARK HAIR, WEARING A RED T-SHIRT. THEN, ALL THE SUDDEN, MY PARENTS, DICK AND HELEN, SOUTHWICK, ALONG WITH TIFFANY, I THINK AND A FEW, KIDS, SHOWED UP . . . I HAVEN'T TALKED OR SEEN MY FAMILY FOR YEARS, ALMOST SIINCE LEAVING, UTAH! THAT SCRIPTURE MUST HAVE GOTTEN TO THEM, THE ONES IN ROMANS, THAT THESE TYPES OF PEOPLE WHO KNOW GOD, BUT LIVE IS SHITTY WAYS, COMMITTING ALL KINDS OF CRIMES AND SINS, DESERVE TO DIE . . . IT SEEMED THEY WERE COMING HOPING FOR SOME TYPE OF REUNION OR FORGIVENESS, COVERING THEIR ASSES IN ALL THAT THEY HAD DONE TO ME OVER THE YEARS! THAT WAS THE END OF THE DREAM. I HAVEN'T PROCESSED WHAT IT MEANS, OTHER THAN, WONDERING WHAT THE COYOTES, HAD TO DO WITH IT? WE ALL KNOW THAT, COYOTES, ARE THE MEXICANS, SOME DRUG, HUMAN BODY, TRAFFICKERS, THAT SMUGGLE LATINOS, THROUGH THE BORDER, INTO THE UNITED STATES! THEY ARE THE ONES WHO SMUGGLE DRUGS, AND ALL SORTS OF THINGS, THROUGH THE PORTS OF ENTRY! WHAT THAT WOULD HAVE TO DO WITH MY KIDS, A LOVER OR HUSBAND, I AM NOT SURE; HOWEVER, THAT CONNECTION BETWEEN MY EXTENDED FAMILY, TRUMP, AND THE BORDER POLICY, WITH MY MONEY BEHIND TRUMP . . . THAT KIND OF MAKES SENSE, THE COVERED, BLACK, GOVERNM,ENT LOOKING, SUV, THE DESERT, MY KIDS, AND FEAR OF THEM . . . YEAH, I CAN SEE THAT, AND ME BEING EXTREMELY GRATEFUL TO SOMEONE THAT MIGHT HELP MY KIDS . . . THEY WERE MUCH, YOUNGER IN THAT DREAM . . . BUT THAT MAY INDICATED THE TIME THAT THEY HAVE BEEN SUBJECTED TO THIS TYPE OF CARTEL, MOB, MAFIA, GOD SQUAD, BULL SHIT, TERRIRIFED, EVEN TO THINK TO AGREE WITH ALL THAT HAD BEEN DONE TO THEIR MOTHER. NICOLEJ'S TEXTING, ALMOST SEEMED DESPERATE TO AGREE THAT, NONE OF WHAT I KNOW, FACTUALLY WITH EVIDENCE IS TRUE . . . LIKE SHE CAN'T BELIEVE, HER PARENTS, OR SHE TOO IS GOING TO SUFFER FOR DOING WHAT SHE HAD TO DO TO SURVIVE IN THE CLIMATE SHE WAS FORCED INTO BECAUSE OF THE MONEY, THE FAME, THE GAME, THE, POWER, THE PRESTIGE, THE PERKS, AND, THE POSSIBLE PUNISHMENT IF I AM RIGHT! WHICH I AM . . . . THAT DREAM MAY BE OF HELP TO SOMEONE, SOMEWHERE! SO FOR THE NEXT COUPLE OF CHAPTERS, IN THE BOOK OF ROMANS . . . GREAT STUFF, BEST PSYCHOLOGY BOOK, EVER WRITTEN! JESUS CHRIST SUPER STAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I FIRMLY BELIEVE, THE ONLY, REASON, I AM HERE TO WRITE THIS, IS FOR HIS GLORY, USING ME AND MY BLOG, TO SEND HIS MESSAGE TO THE WORLD! DRINK IT UP! DRINK AND TOAST TO A BRIGHTER FUTURE! THINGS GO BETTER WITH CHRIST!

Romans 4-6 English Standard Version (ESV)

Abraham Justified by Faith

4 What then shall we say was gained by Abraham, our forefather according to the flesh? 2 For if Abraham was justified by works, he has something to boast about, but not before God. 3 For what does the Scripture say? “Abraham believed God, and it was counted to him as righteousness.” 4 Now to the one who works, his wages are not counted as a gift but as his due. 5 And to the one who does not work but believes in[a] him who justifies the ungodly, his faith is counted as righteousness, 6 just as David also speaks of the blessing of the one to whom God counts righteousness apart from works:
7 “Blessed are those whose lawless deeds are forgiven,
    and whose sins are covered;
8 blessed is the man against whom the Lord will not count his sin.”
9 Is this blessing then only for the circumcised, or also for the uncircumcised? For we say that faith was counted to Abraham as righteousness. 10 How then was it counted to him? Was it before or after he had been circumcised? It was not after, but before he was circumcised. 11 He received the sign of circumcision as a seal of the righteousness that he had by faith while he was still uncircumcised. The purpose was to make him the father of all who believe without being circumcised, so that righteousness would be counted to them as well, 12 and to make him the father of the circumcised who are not merely circumcised but who also walk in the footsteps of the faith that our father Abraham had before he was circumcised.

The Promise Realized Through Faith

13 For the promise to Abraham and his offspring that he would be heir of the world did not come through the law but through the righteousness of faith. 14 For if it is the adherents of the law who are to be the heirs, faith is null and the promise is void. 15 For the law brings wrath, but where there is no law there is no transgression.
16 That is why it depends on faith, in order that the promise may rest on grace and be guaranteed to all his offspring—not only to the adherent of the law but also to the one who shares the faith of Abraham, who is the father of us all, 17 as it is written, “I have made you the father of many nations”—in the presence of the God in whom he believed, who gives life to the dead and calls into existence the things that do not exist. 18 In hope he believed against hope, that he should become the father of many nations, as he had been told, “So shall your offspring be.” 19 He did not weaken in faith when he considered his own body, which was as good as dead (since he was about a hundred years old), or when he considered the barrenness[b] of Sarah's womb. 20 No unbelief made him waver concerning the promise of God, but he grew strong in his faith as he gave glory to God, 21 fully convinced that God was able to do what he had promised. 22 That is why his faith was “counted to him as righteousness.” 23 But the words “it was counted to him” were not written for his sake alone, 24 but for ours also. It will be counted to us who believe in him who raised from the dead Jesus our Lord, 25 who was delivered up for our trespasses and raised for our justification.

Peace with God Through Faith

5 Therefore, since we have been justified by faith, we[c] have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ. 2 Through him we have also obtained access by faith[d] into this grace in which we stand, and we[e] rejoice[f] in hope of the glory of God. 3 Not only that, but we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, 4 and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, 5 and hope does not put us to shame, because God's love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us.
6 For while we were still weak, at the right time Christ died for the ungodly. 7 For one will scarcely die for a righteous person—though perhaps for a good person one would dare even to die— 8 but God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. 9 Since, therefore, we have now been justified by his blood, much more shall we be saved by him from the wrath of God. 10 For if while we were enemies we were reconciled to God by the death of his Son, much more, now that we are reconciled, shall we be saved by his life. 11 More than that, we also rejoice in God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have now received reconciliation.

Death in Adam, Life in Christ

12 Therefore, just as sin came into the world through one man, and death through sin, and so death spread to all men[g] because all sinned— 13 for sin indeed was in the world before the law was given, but sin is not counted where there is no law. 14 Yet death reigned from Adam to Moses, even over those whose sinning was not like the transgression of Adam, who was a type of the one who was to come.
15 But the free gift is not like the trespass. For if many died through one man's trespass, much more have the grace of God and the free gift by the grace of that one man Jesus Christ abounded for many. 16 And the free gift is not like the result of that one man's sin. For the judgment following one trespass brought condemnation, but the free gift following many trespasses brought justification. 17 For if, because of one man's trespass, death reigned through that one man, much more will those who receive the abundance of grace and the free gift of righteousness reign in life through the one man Jesus Christ.
18 Therefore, as one trespass[h] led to condemnation for all men, so one act of righteousness[i] leads to justification and life for all men. 19 For as by the one man's disobedience the many were made sinners, so by the one man's obedience the many will be made righteous. 20 Now the law came in to increase the trespass, but where sin increased, grace abounded all the more, 21 so that, as sin reigned in death, grace also might reign through righteousness leading to eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.

Dead to Sin, Alive to God

6 What shall we say then? Are we to continue in sin that grace may abound? 2 By no means! How can we who died to sin still live in it? 3 Do you not know that all of us who have been baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into his death? 4 We were buried therefore with him by baptism into death, in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, we too might walk in newness of life.
5 For if we have been united with him in a death like his, we shall certainly be united with him in a resurrection like his. 6 We know that our old self[j] was crucified with him in order that the body of sin might be brought to nothing, so that we would no longer be enslaved to sin. 7 For one who has died has been set free[k] from sin. 8 Now if we have died with Christ, we believe that we will also live with him. 9 We know that Christ, being raised from the dead, will never die again; death no longer has dominion over him. 10 For the death he died he died to sin, once for all, but the life he lives he lives to God. 11 So you also must consider yourselves dead to sin and alive to God in Christ Jesus.
12 Let not sin therefore reign in your mortal body, to make you obey its passions. 13 Do not present your members to sin as instruments for unrighteousness, but present yourselves to God as those who have been brought from death to life, and your members to God as instruments for righteousness. 14 For sin will have no dominion over you, since you are not under law but under grace.

Slaves to Righteousness

15 What then? Are we to sin because we are not under law but under grace? By no means! 16 Do you not know that if you present yourselves to anyone as obedient slaves,[l] you are slaves of the one whom you obey, either of sin, which leads to death, or of obedience, which leads to righteousness? 17 But thanks be to God, that you who were once slaves of sin have become obedient from the heart to the standard of teaching to which you were committed, 18 and, having been set free from sin, have become slaves of righteousness. 19 I am speaking in human terms, because of your natural limitations. For just as you once presented your members as slaves to impurity and to lawlessness leading to more lawlessness, so now present your members as slaves to righteousness leading to sanctification.
20 For when you were slaves of sin, you were free in regard to righteousness. 21 But what fruit were you getting at that time from the things of which you are now ashamed? For the end of those things is death. 22 But now that you have been set free from sin and have become slaves of God, the fruit you get leads to sanctification and its end, eternal life. 23 For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Footnotes:

  1. Romans 4:5 Or but trusts; compare verse 24
  2. Romans 4:19 Greek deadness
  3. Romans 5:1 Some manuscripts let us
  4. Romans 5:2 Some manuscripts omit by faith
  5. Romans 5:2 Or let us; also verse 3
  6. Romans 5:2 Or boast; also verses 3, 11
  7. Romans 5:12 The Greek word anthropoi refers here to both men and women; also twice in verse 18
  8. Romans 5:18 Or the trespass of one
  9. Romans 5:18 Or the act of righteousness of one
  10. Romans 6:6 Greek man
  11. Romans 6:7 Greek has been justified
  12. Romans 6:16 For the contextual rendering of the Greek word doulos, see Preface; twice in this verse; also verses 17, 19 (twice), 20
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