BLAST YOU IN THE ASS! INITIATION? COME ON. HYATT HOTEL CHAIN IS NO LONGER, SHOWING PORN IN ROOMS, OR TO ORDER TAKE IN! NOW THAT IS SOCIALLY CONSCIOUS! GOOD FOR YOU! I AM SICK OF WATCHING 20/20, 48 HOURS, DATELINE, COLD CASE, FBI FILES, AND SEEING SOME, GENERALLY MALE ASSHOLE, JUST PICK UP SOME GIRL, OR FOLLOW HER, GET SOME KID IN THEIR CAR, GO RAPE AND TORTURE THEM, THEN THROW THEM AWAY LIKE A PIECE OF TRASH, THAT WAS MERELY ON THE EARTH TO GIVE THEM SEX ONCE!!!!!!! FUCK YOU IN THE ASS IN PRISON, OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN, TIL YOU BLEED FROM EVERY PORE IN YOUR BODY, IF YOU THINK IT IS SO COOL! GOOD GOD! AND SOME ASSHOLE RADIO ANNOUNCER, SAID, YEAH, LIKE YOU CAN'T GO TO SOME OTHER INTERNET SITE, AND GET PORN? WELL, SOMETIMES, MOVEMENTS START SOMEWHERE AND THE IDEA CATCHES ON! WHEN I READ THE NEWSPAPER YESTERDAY, IN THE OPINION SECTION, AND THERE WAS A CARTOON, WITH SOME GUY LOOKING AT A PLAYBOY MAGAZINE, CAN'T REMEMBER THE PICTURE, BUT THE CAPTION SAID, SOMETIMES COMPETITION IS GOOD, AND ANOTHER GUY HAD A COPY OF THE SPORTS ILLUSTRATED SWIMSUIT EDITION, AND THE SWIMSUIT WAS FROM THE ROARING 20'S!!!!!! THE BABE WAS WELL COVERED WITH AN UMBRELLA--LOWER THE LEVEL OF SKIN CANCER! LOL! PROMOTERS OF PORN, SOFT OR HARD CORE, ASK YOURSELF, WHAT THIS IS TELLING MEN ABOUT WOMEN? WHAT IS IT TELLING WOMEN ABOUT THEMSELVES? ABOUT THEIR BODIES? WHAT ROLE MODEL IS THIS SETTING FOR YOUNG WOMEN AND MEN? IS THIS GOING TO INCREASE OR DECREASE THE MURDER RATE IN AMERICA? WOMEN, DON'T LET YOURSELVES BE FODDER FOR SOME COCKS MOMENTARY ENTERTAINMENT, TO USE AND ABUSE, THEN TRASH YOUR ASS WHEN A BETTER BODY COMES DOWN THE ROAD! THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES MEN AND WOMEN STAY TOGETHER, IS LOVE! FUCKING SOMEONE IN THE ASS IS ABOUT AS IMPERSONAL AS IT GETS, AND IT SEEMS TO BE A TREND, A VERY BAD ONE! HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT, THAT IF WE GO BACK, BACK OFF SEXUAL EXPLOITATION, WE NEED LESS AND LESS TO GET TURNED ON BY . . . VICTORIAN ERA, AN EXPOSED WRIST, WAS ENOUGH TO DRIVE A MAN WILD! IN OUR SICK SOCIETY, BASED ON LOOKS, BODIES, SEX, NOTHING LASTS ANYMORE, OR IF IT DOES, IT IS CONSIDERED BORING, THEN THE CHEATING STARTS, OR THE USING, AND FROM WHAT I SEE, THE GREED, THE PERSON IS ONLY WORTH AS MUCH AS THEIR INSURANCE POLICY! TERRIBLE! SEX, AND THE DESIRE, IF NOT CHECKED, GOES FROM SEX, TO KINKY SEX, TO S&M, THEN TO SEX WITH ANIMALS OR YOUNG CHILDREN, THEN IT CAN EVEN GO INTO BONDAGE, TORTURE, AND SNUFF FILMS, VIDEO TAPING THE MOST DEPRIVED, SICK, ABNORMAL SEX, THAT DEBASES HUMANS, TO LESS THAT OBJECTS! STOP OBJECTIFYING WOMEN, AND STOP LETTING MEN OBJECTIFY YOU! I LOVE SEX, BUT I RESPECT MYSELF ENOUGH, LOVE MYSELF ENOUGH, NEVER, NO MATTER HOW MUCH I LIKE THE GUY, TO BE PUSHED BEYOND ANY LIMITS I AM NOT COMFORTABLE WITH, AND IF THAT MEANS LOSING HIM, SO BE IT! MEN ARE A DIME A DOZEN, YOU WILL GET SOMEONE BETTER, THE NEXT TIME! MEN, AS I WROTE IN MY BLOG YESTERDAY, HAVE THAT AS A TOP PRIORITY, THEREFORE, THE WOMEN ARE IN CONTROL, AND CAN SET THE PERIMETERS OF WHAT IS ACCEPTABLE IN THE RELATIONSHIP . . . YOU DON'T NEED SEX AS MUCH, WOULD RATHER EAT, SO, USE THE POWER YOU HAVE! BUT WOMEN, GENERALLY, WILL GIVE SEX, TO GET LOVE! NOT TO BE USED AND ABUSED, LIKE SOME, INANIMATE OBJECT WITH NO FEELINGS, EMOTIONS, HURT AND PAIN. I SAW THIS TRUE CRIME SHOW, OF A BEAUTIFUL COLLEGE FRESHMAN, BIG TIME CHRISTIAN GIRL, A GREAT GIRL, WHOM EVERY ONE LOVED, WHO HAD AN EQUALLY GOOD LOOKING AND WONDERFUL, BOYFRIEND, WHO INTENDED ON MARRYING THIS GIRL. SHE WENT TO PLAY PRACTICE, AT THE COLLEGE, AND HER BOYFRIEND ASKED HER TO STOP BY THE CONVENIENCE STORE, AND PICK HIM UP SOME CHIPS AND SODA, BEFORE COMING OVER TO HIS APARTMENT. HER PARENTS HAD TOLD HER TO GO TO THE MOST WELL LITE GAS STATION OR STORE, NO DARK PARKING LOTS, WHICH IS EXACTLY WHAT SHE DID. EVERYTHING FROM THIS GIRL'S REFUSAL TO GIVE THIS GUY A RIDE, TO HIM FOLLOWING HER, WAS RECORDED ON TAPE, FROM THE REJECTION TO THE PARKING LOT, WHERE HE DRUG HER LIFELESS, ASSAULTED BODY, OUT OF HER CAR, WHERE HE THREW HER BODY, INTO SOME BUSHES, AND THE NEXT THING YOU SEE, IF THIS HUGE, FIRE EXPLOSION, ALL CAUGHT ON TAPE! BUT FOR 90 MINUTES, WHEN SHE WAS BEING SEXUALLY ASSAULTED, RAPED, AND MURDERED, BEFORE THE FIRE! WHAT A WASTE OF A PRECIOUS LIFE, A GREAT GIRL, WHO COULD CONTRIBUTE SOME MUCH TO THE WORLD! A TRAGEDY, AND SOCIETY GETS THE KID WHO DID THIS TO HER, NOT A GOOD EXCHANGE! MAN/WOMAN ARE THAT THEY MIGHT HAVE JOY! NOT MISERY, DEPRAVITY, RAPE, MURDER! A MAN AND WOMAN IS WHAT THEY THINK ABOUT! EVENTUALLY, YOUR WORLD WILL MANIFEST WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT! MAKE IT GOOD! WE ALL RISE AND FALL TOGETHER! AT THE END OF THE TRIAL, WITH THIS YOUNG MAN, WHO SEEMED TRULY DEVASTATED BY WHAT HE DID, CRYING AS THEY HAULED HIS ASS TO PRISON FOR LIFE, BUT, AS THE PARENTS OF BOTH KIDS, CROSSED IN THE HALL, THE MOTHERS EMBRACED, IN A LOCK OF LOVE AND UNDERSTANDING, MAKING GROWN, SEASONED COPS CRY! THE MOTHER OF THE MURDERED GIRL, KNEW THE MOTHER OF THE BOY, WOULD SUFFER, EVEN MORE THAN SHE WOULD, THE FATHER ALSO HUGGED THE WOMAN. LIFE IS TOUGH ENOUGH, WITHOUT, COMPANIES, LIKE HYATT, MAKING PORN ACCESSIBLE WITH THE DROP OF A FEW DOLLARS, NO, HYATT'S ACTIONS WILL NOT STOP SOME TRAVELING BUSINESS MAN, FROM GETTING ON THE INTERNET, BUT THEY ARE BASICALLY, SAY, AS A COMPANY, "WE WILL NOT HAVE BLOOD ON OUR HANDS, FOR CONTRIBUTING TO THE OBJECTIFICATION OF WOMEN, AS SEX OBJECTS, WITH NO FEELINGS! TO BE USED AND ABUSED BY MEN FOR THEIR PLEASURE! I BELIEVE IN KARMA, WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND, AND YOUR THOUGHTS WILL LEAD YOU DEEPER AND DEEPER INTO DEPRAVITY! I HAVE HEARD THAT PORN IS THE HARDEST ADDICTION TO BREAK. I RUINS FAMILIES, MARRIAGES, THE ROCK BED OF SOCIETY. YOU WANT TO CURB THE CRIME RATE, STOP THE PRODUCTION, MARKETING, EASY ACCESS, AND DISTRIBUTION OF PORN! ONE BAD MOVE, CAN RUIN YOUR WHOLE FUCKING LIFE . . . IS IT WORTH IT?

Confusion Between Fantasy and Reality . . . Makes Victims!  On Both Sides, Men and Women!

I just wanted to mention, this also, along these lines, that CVS Pharmacy chain, did a similarly responsible thing with cigarettes, by saying that their whole mission and goal is to promote health, and selling cigarettes behind their check out counters, is contrary to their goals, and to good public policy, therefore, they decided to strip all their stores of their cigs, and further, sell of the cancer sticks!  Thank you to socially conscious, and responsible companies, who would put, health, sanity, safety, respect for human life, above, fucking, American greed!  Creative minds, can take their marketing skills for one product or another and put that energy into another product, that actually is good, or to movies that are inspiring that lift the human soul. Lately, in Hollywood, more and more movies, are starting to show, just the average Joe and Jane, rising to great heights of humanity, doing super hero things, in a real life situation, as in Bridge of Spies, where an average insurance attorney, is called to negotiate peace or something like that, between America and Russia . . . sorry, I haven't been to many movies, lately, but, I have seen the adds, and it seems that the real life story, is filled with excitement and is a thriller.  Life can be amazing, live it!  Don't waist it!  It is too good!

My Roommate, Dave, After One Month of Porn!

Dave is the son of one of my clients, whom I first met, up in Kalispell, Montana, who I used to pay to rent his couch, when I was in town.  There were three guys, who lived at Dave's, rented rooms, while I just couch surfed, when I was in town.  In the fall of 2013, I would come and go, and I was still trying to finish up my cases and clients, in Utah, that seemed like a never ending project.  But, these guys were great, fun and we all got along well, and they were very respectful of me, and would often offer to help me, if I was cleaning out the fridge, or doing the dishes, because, I was the one, who had a higher standard of cleanliness, than the boyz club, but they were really great to keep it clean while I was around.  It would suffer a bit, when I was gone for a week or two.  But, due to the heat being on me, as it was all the time, back in the day, and when I write a blog that pisses the cops off now, but back in the day, I had a few months, that, I don't think the cops knew where I was hanging out, and Dave's nice trailer, was in kind of a secluded, little berm, down, between Kalispell and Evergreen, and I am not sure, really which city limits, it is actually, in, therefore the cops may have been confused also . . . and it seems that if a cop vehicle came in the park, it was a sheriff just to be careful.  LOL!  But, Dave was a fun friend, always liked hanging out with me, and he was kind of like a son to me, and it was because of me, telling my client, his living situation was not good where he was at, too, isolated, so she took my advice and moved him in town, with better access to stores, friends.  But we were, good friends and have fun.  He was in his early 30's, and we kind of had a mother-son, healthy relationship, because, I was there to actually, sort of protect him from his mother, controlling and domineering.

So, one time, the heat was on, and I booked it out of town for a few weeks, and at one point, Merl, one of the other roommates, said, Dave is having a meltdown, he is not doing well with you gone.  He said, that all Dave was doing, was looking at porn on his computer, doing raunchy dating services, and Dave, who is very good looking and personable, fun, is on disability, and looks so normal, that it is hard to realize, that sometimes he has struggles he would not or others would not have.  But, I told Merlin, that I would be back soon, and he told me to hurry, that there was a downhill spiral going on, and he thought, I could stabilize Dave, if I were there.  Before I left, Dave was regularly going to church with me, and he was wanting to get out and get a job, makes some more money, and get his life going.  Roger, left, because he could not stand the changes in Dave, over such a short period of time. I asked, Merl what was going on, and he said, Dave is so into porn, that he can't tell what is real and not real!  He thinks these women on the Internet, are taking off their clothes as his command.  Roger and Merl, kept telling Dave that, they are not, doing this for him, and have no connection to him, and they are doing this for everyone, who pays to see them.  He just would not believe them.  I didn't realize, what porn could do to someone, I had never been around it.  Although, one of my brother-in-laws, was into porn, and one night, came in my daughter, who was staying with her aunt and put her hands up under her shirt, while she was sleeping!  Family troubles, poor sister, poor daughter, poor porn freak, bad shit comes from this fucking shit!

Dave Actually Pinched Me, To See If I Was Real?

I came home to a total disaster, the house was in shambles, a naked female maid, carney and her husband were hanging out, and she was doing all of them, with her husband watching!  What the hell . . . well the Church Lady is back, so, let's get this place, back under control.  Well it was a lot easier to get the house cleaned, than for the souls to get cleaned up, after a few weeks of total debauchery and depravity, the other guys, were game for the free, dirty sex.  I was not up for the changes, in personalities, the make up of, these new guys, who were so far, changed, that, I soon left.  But, me and the maid, who put her clothes on, with me there, and the boyz club, telling me, your next!  OH, FUCK NO!  What the hell are you thinking?  So, in less than one month, the whole chemistry, the dynamics of the place had changed.  Sweet Dave, had turned into a domineering bully, wanted money, probably for his porn habit, and started taking rent, then treating everyone like shit, trying to get them out, while keeping their money.  The change was shocking!  To say the least . . . and conspiracy central, made this gal, think the government put them up to, to get me destabilized again, like when they took my two house, something really bad was going on here when I got home.

After getting the house back in order, Dave was still spending too much time on the porn sites, but I was gone most of the time, as I am, wherever I live, just not a home body, million dollar home or shelter, need a pit stop, not a home or an apartment!  Just the Gypsy in me!  LOL!  This wild ass trait started about, in 5th grade for me, and only changed, for the 20 years, that I was focused on my children.  Game back, when they seem to be doing okay.  But the shocker, came, when on night, Dave was looking at porn and tried to get me, on the couch, to come over and look at this shit.  I will never, ever, forget the sight he showed me, it was of a guy, butt fucking a girl for the first time, pulling her hair, while she was bent over screaming!  I could not believe it, and I was totally disgusted to say the least!  Dave, next time, you will move into bestiality, hard core, if that wasn't hard core, I don't know what is, but you will be fucking chickens and sheep!  And I just, sickened by the changes, kind of laughed it off, but, that image is seared into my brain, never to leave!

But, sometime after that, Dave, looking very spacey, came over to me, and I was asleep, but he grabbed my arm, lifted it up, and pinched me really hard.  I turned as said, Dave, what the hell are you doing?  I am just seeing if you are REAL!?  What?  And at that time, I had not watched all the true crime stories, but, I thought, is Dave, slipping into such a stupor, with all this porn, that, one night, I am going to wake up with him, standing over me, with an ax or something, some transfer of anger towards his mother, and Norman Bates, is going to HACK he to death?  Seriously, Dave is one of the nicest, sweetest, kind, fun guys, I know, and this was the change in just three, plus weeks, so imagine what this is doing to the men, in your life?  What are they thinking, what risk are you in, what damage is their aura doing to your family, to your children . . . the lucky ones are the ones who get caught, by a wife or someone who cares . . . because, having worked at the Utah Attorney Generals Office, just about the time, that ICAC or Internet Crimes Against Children, started going, where cops were tracking Internet traffic to catch kiddie porn kings and queens, women are not exempt either, but generally it is men, but, I sat in meetings, and they are ruthless, when they see, kids being used and abused sexually.  One episode will RUIN your life!  Change!

Porn is Not Only the Addiction of Deranged Minds . . . Pennsylvania Attorney General, Law License Suspended, She Promises to Rat Out, Judges, Prosecutors, Cops, Other State Officials on PORN RING!

These are the fucking people who are allegedly suppose to be stopping crimes, not creating them, good hell, what are they thinking.  But, as I remember, it was a guy, from Pennsylvania, who, I was hanging out with, who actually, asked me how I felt about having sex in the anus, or butt fucking?  I was so disgusted, I could not believe, he would even think, or suggest it.  I said, absolutely NOT, but I have some gay friends I will line you up with . . . best of both worlds, I was the cover for his gay life?  Ah, NO!  I have lived a very sheltered life, and frankly, I was thinking that the last time I heard of anal sex, was a friend of mine, from Utah, a 40 year old virgin, basically, who did have sex a few times in high school, then went on a Mormon mission, but he always felt guilty about him and his girlfriend, taking each others, virginity.  So, as a very successful, and prominent business man, very handsome and cool, grew out of high school, insecurities, to actually, one of the Salt Lake City, Dating Scene Kings, where I ran into him, or he ran into ME! again, after high school, others had warned him about me, lol!  Enter at your own risk!  LOL!  But, he told me, that he was shortly married, because when he got home from his mission, his old girlfriend, had gotten into a very abusive marriage, now she was getting a divorce or was divorced, and due to what he felt he did to her, in high school, he wanted to marry her and take care of her, making up for past, damage he felt he did . . . I am sure it was mutual, many times, young men, lose their virginity to horny older women, girls, and I am sure, that this couple who dated all through high school, it was probably a mutual thing.  

But, he married her, and I believe, in the Salt Lake Temple, a church wedding.  And when they went on their honeymoon, in the Caribbean or some tropical place, Puerta Rico, somewhere, but, the second they hit the hotel room, she stripped off her clothes, and laid down on her stomach, and told him to do anal sex on her! He was so shocked he didn't know what to do, but he refused, with the suggestion almost making him sick. He was a really good, guy, and he never planned on having sex outside of marriage, determined, will be the word, but, sex happens, sometimes, lol, so this woman, he married, to repent, so to say for his high school years, they had sex once a year, for three years, so a total of three times, they slipped, which will happen, sex is easy, male and female bodies are meant to fit together like a hand in a glove, nice.  So, this thing can go both ways, but, guessing, that this chick, had been broken in by her abusive husband, and eventually gave in, or she thought that my friend would want it that way, but, she was wrong.  I think he was so upset, that she even suggested it, that he started to think, annulment!  Their marriage didn't last long, she got stone ass drunk . . . a no, no for a Mormon Temple bride with a very straight laced husband!

Brain Shot . . . Grandmother Gets Off Scott Free, Shooting Porn Addicted, Son-In-Law, Making Her Daughter Do Stuff He Learned on Computer, Porn Sites!

When I was a newly wed, and never in anyone else's bed, but hubby, my boss, told me, of the shock he had, when some Grandmother in his neighborhood, had blown her son-in-law, away with a shot gun, after coming to visit and hearing the horror stories of the sexually abusive acts, contortions, depravities, and torturous sex acts, that her daughter's husband, of a long time, had been subjected her daughter to over the years.  And like most abuse women, especially women, who are strapped down with a ton of kids, and being financially, totally dependent on her husband for his support, in a culture that doesn't see divorce as an option, or is at least frowned on, this mother, took matters in her hands to protect her daughter from this monster, who had used and abused her sweet daughter, under the guise of the priesthood, none the less, and she just got one of his guns, one she knew would take care of the problem, and blew a fucking whole right through him, damned the consequences, her daughter would be free!  My kind of gal . . . nobody is going to fuck with my daughters or sons, if I can help it, know about it, and I WILL DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!

I am all about justice, and would hope that I could be controlled enough to let the law handle this, but, sometimes, there are passions, hatred, anger that surpass, human understanding, and that protective mother or father bear, comes raging out, and does whatever is fastest to relieve their child of the shit someone else is putting them through . . . believe me, I know how this woman feels, and I would do this, if I could, to the fuckers who have stolen my son's music, and fucked his tours, web sites, and done if for YEARS, and their involved with the cops, and that is part of the problem with my hatred, that the VICTIMS are targeted and the CRIMINALS, their buddies, sitting next to them, are stealing profiting, and denying the deserving parties from the fruits of their labor.  Believe me, I have felt the rage, the passion the anger, and the vigilante justice! I just haven't acted, or had the opportunity, but believe me, the thoughts, of taking these people, and executing them after torture, is totally there, so I understand this woman, and so did the prosecutors and cops in Utah . . . but this was 40 years ago when they were REAL COPS AND PROSECUTORS, JUDGES . . . now they are like the Pennsylvania septic and shit pool!  Now they are just on the take!  YUCK!

THE COURTS FOUND THIS HUSBANDS ACTS SO HEINOUS, THEY ALMOST FOUND IT TO BE JUSTIFIABLE HOMICIDE . . . you can kill someone's soul, which is akin to MURDER!

KUDOS TO HYATT HOTELS . . . WE, AS MEMBERS OF THE DECENT PUBLIC NEED TO SUPPORT, COMPANIES, LIKE THIS AND CVS, WHO SACRIFICE MONEY FOR LIVES, HEALTH, PROTECTION OF WOMEN, AND MEN FOR THAT MATTER!

KISSES, HUGS, KISSES, HUGS!!!!!!!!!!