BUCKING HORSE SALE. SUN-KISSED GOODNESS. FISH--REEL FUN! HOLLOWMAN/MEN. PILLOW PETS. PENETRATING THE CIA (CATS), SPOOK, BRIDGE OF SPIES! DREAM COUPLET: (1) BIG CATS--FEMALE LIONS, TIGERS (ROGUE CATS), MOUNTAIN LIONS--LYS--LYONS!, RUNNING LOSE OVER FIELDS, GRASSLANDS, MOUNTAINS . . . I AM TRYING TO PROTECT SELF AND YOUNG, IT SEEMS, AND AGAINST MY BETTER JUDGEMENT AND WISHES, DADDY BEAR, SECRIST, GRABS A RIFLE AND SAYS HE IS GOING TO TAKE OUT THE CATS! IF YOU CAN DECIPHER THE CODE, THE SYMBOLISM, THE ROLES AND THE RELEVANCE, THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT AND WHO IT WOULD TAKE TO STRAIGHTEN THIS MESS OUT, IN A NEW YORK SECOND! A SALIENT POINT--NO MALE LIONS, WITH MANES, OR THE CIA CAT KINGS, ARE NOT IN ON THE GIG, TIGERS, DON'T BELONG IN THE COLOR SCHEME OF THINGS--ORANGE AND BLACK STRIPES--REST BEIGE OR TAN, MAIN DUDES, UNAWARE OF THIS HOLLOWMAN/MEN GAMES, THE TROUBLE WITH NO SEPARATION OF CHURCH AND STATE, AND 70% PLUS CIA ASSETS, MORMONS BECAUSE OF MO MISSIONS AROUND THE WORLD AND LANGUAGE SKILLS--DANGER, DANGER, WHEN MITT BOY WAS RUNNING FOR OFFICE, AND I HAD A $357 SECURITIES CASE, AGAINST THE STATE OF MORMON, THAT HAD GOALS OF A MORMON PRESIDENT FOR THE WORLD! ONE FUCKING SCARY THOUGHT! DREAM (2) WICKED ATTRACTION, FEMALE EQUIVALENT TO HOLLOWMAN, IS, "ONE FOR THE MONEY, KAY BABY (BURNINGHAM, BUTTARS, AKA, SECRIST/STUART/STEWART (HAVE THE NSA PULL UP, MS. BURNINGHAM'S OLD HOMEPAGE, QUICKLY UNDER CONSTRUCTION FOR MONTHS, AFTER I DISCOVERED THAT SHE WAS WITH MITT ROMNEY, MARCH 27, 2012, THE DAY AFTER MY SECURITIES CASE WAS DOUBLE DOCKETED, WITH THE WIN AND THE MONEY GOING WITH THE FORGER, AND THE TERMINATION OF THE CASE AND THE LOSS (BUT ONLY TO ME, NOT THE NATION OF FINANCIAL PLANNERS AND WEALTH MANAGERS, WHO MAKE BIG ASS REPUBLICAN DONATIONS), GOING WITH THE BRILLIANT ATTORNEY, ME, WHO DID THE CASE AND SAVED IT AS LATE AS MARCH 9, 2012, FOR A FEDERAL HEARING, THE STEAL AND DEAL TEAM DIDN'T COUNT ON ME FILING ON MY WAY TO BEING SWORN IN TO THE U.S. SUPREME'S BAR ASSOCIATION, BEING PULLED OUT OF THE GRAND COUNTY JAIL, IN ON "CONTEMPT FOR COURT" CHARGES, WITH LITTLE VERY "AVERAGE" ATTORNEY, THE CIA ANSWER FOR ME, KAY BABY UNABLE TO FINISH THE CASE! OR MY ASS WOULD HAVE BEEN IN FEDERAL DETENTION, FEMA CAMP PRISON! THANK GOD FOR HER INCOMPETENCE! AND GREED! . . . KAY, THE LITTLE BALLERINA, IS SEEN FROM AN AREAL SHOT, HOVERING ABOVE A HIGH SCHOOL GYMNASIUM, WHERE KAY GOT STUCK, LIKE A HIGH SCHOOL FOOTBALL PLAYER, GOING BACK OR STAYING IN THEIR GLORY DAYS! LOL! THE LAST TIME, KAY, COULD BE CONSIDERED AN EQUAL. SHE SURE AS HELL WASN'T AS AN ATTORNEY, THAT IS WHY IT TOOK AN ARMY OF LIARS, NATIONWIDE, TO PROTECT HER SORRY FLAT ASS--CERTAINLY NOT THIS "BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK ATTORNEY". . . HIGH SCHOOL CHUMS, UTAH LEGAL COMMUNITY, SOUTHWICK FAMILY--SUCCESS NOT AS UP CLOSE AND PERSONAL, WITH KAY WEARING IT, AND SHE REALLY DIDN'T DO THE STUFF I DID, SO FAMILY FRIENDLY PAL, PALPABLE TO HAVE AROUND, NIXING SIBLING RIVALRY, JEALOUSY AND ENVY, PLUS DADDY WANNA BE ATTORNEY, IN A VERY MATERIALISTIC FAMILY, WITH THE SISTER, WHO CHASED DREAMS AND THE MONEY FOLLOWED, HAVING HEARD AT A VERY YOUNG AGE, IF YOU DO WHAT YOU LOVE, THE MONEY WILL JUST NATURALLY FOLLOW, AND IT DID, IT JUST NEVER LANDED IN MY HANDS . . . THE HARD THING IS NOT MAKING IT, IT IS PROTECTING IT AFTER YOU GET IT, AND IN MY CASE, THE FALSE FLAG CATS, MADE SURE THE MONEY NEVER LANDED IN MY HANDS, THAT WOULD JUST BE TOO MUCH TO BEAR, ON TOP OF THE HEIGHTS, BREADTH AND DEPTH OF THE LEGAL FEATS--MANY AGAINST COPS AND GOVERNMENT, I WAS ABLE TO ACCOMPLISH, EVEN WITH 8 YEARS BEING STOLEN FROM MY LIFE, ADD FUCKING KICIN' KIDS, AMERICAN'S #1 FAMILY, AND IT IS A RECIPE FOR DISASTER, IN A PRESIDENTIAL ELECTION YEAR WITH, MITT AND HIS MORMON MUTTS, WITHIN STRIKING DISTANCE OF OCCUPYING THE MOST POWERFUL POSITION IN THE FREE WORLD! TEMPTATION, TEMPTATION, TEMPTATION, FUELED BY A WICKED ATTRACTION, SEX, DRUGS AND ROCKIN' ROLE, OVER THE TOP--OH, KAY AND MITT WERE ON A BBC DOCUMENTARY, "A MORMON PRESIDENT FOR THE WORLD" AS IF SHE DID THE BIG ASS CASE, THAT SAVE THE SECURITIES DONORS ACROSS THE NATION--LOL! IN THE DREAM, KAY IS WEARING HER LITTLE LEOTARDS, AND BALLET TIGHTS! LOL! SHE IS DOING SOME TYPE OF EXERCISE ROUTINE, OR DANCE--ONE IN A CROWD, LIKE JUST THE AVERAGE DANCER TOO! . . . SHE USED TO BE THE BOUNTIFUL HIGH SCHOOL, MANDENELLE'S DRILL TEAM DANCE CHOREOGRAPHER, HER LAST BIG HURRAH, BEFORE HITTING THE REAL WORLD! I HAVE NOTED, OVER THE YEARS, WHERE PEOPLE FEEL COMFORTABLE, SOME PEOPLE STOP AT HIGH SCHOOL, AND TOTALLY LOCK INTO THAT CULTURE, NEVER REALLY STRAYING FAR FROM THEIR ROOTS; OTHERS, WILL HANG WITH THEIR FRATERNITY OR SORORITY OR COLLEGE CHUMS FOR COMFORT, OVER THE YEARS, THEN I SAW LAW SCHOOL TO BE VERY MUCH LIKE HIGH SCHOOL, IN AND OF THE FACT, YOU HAVE A CLASS OF LAW STUDENTS YOU BELONG TO, AND THEY SEEM TO HANG TOGETHER, HAVE REUNIONS, ETC., AND THEN IN THE LEGAL FIELD, THERE IS A GROUP, THAT BECOMES, BAR ASSOCIATION GROUPIES, AND THEY VIE FOR HONORS AND AWARDS CONNECTED WITH THE STATEWIDE BAR ASSOCIATION, AND THEN THERE ARE OTHERS, WHO NEVER STOP, AND THEY SCALE THE HEIGHTS OF THE UNITED STATES LEGAL SYSTEM, AND BEYOND, USING THEIR SKILLS AND KNOWLEDGE, TO BETTER HUMANITY AND THE WORLD BEYOND, FROM WHAT I CAN TELL. I WILL MENTION, I HAVE NEVER BEEN BACK TO A HIGH SCHOOL REUNION, NOR A LAW SCHOOL REUNION, NEVER HUNG OUT AT THE BAR SOCIAL FUNCTIONS, BARELY PARTICIPATED, AND JUST KEPT ON CLAWING AND SCRATCHING MY WAY UP TO THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT LEVEL, WITH OR WITHOUT MY CLIENTS, WITHOUT PAY, AND THEN EXPANDED INTO TRAINING, THE NATION AND WORLD, ABOUT THE LAW, THE CONSTITUTION, RIGHTS, FREEDOMS, AND LIBERTIES! AND IT HAS BEEN A GLORIOUS CLIMB, AS EXHILARATING AS CLIMBING MOUNT EVEREST! OR BETTER, BECAUSE THAT HAS TO END! MONEY . . . EH? WHO CARES, IT WAS THE JOURNEY THAT COUNTED! THERE IS NO SHORT CUT TO SUCCESS AND EVERY FUCKING INCH OF THE BATTLE IS WORTH THE FIGHT! MY FATHER USED TO TELL ME, THERE IS ALWAYS ROOM AT THE TOP! AND THERE IS, PEERLESS! I WAS READING IN THE SCRIPTURES THE OTHER NIGHT, AND THERE WAS THIS OUTLINE OF A STEP BY STEP, CLIMB TO, SAY SELF-ACTUALIZATION OR HAVING A CALLING AND ELECTION MADE SURE, AND IT SAID, "I AM POOR, AND HAVE MADE MANY RICH!" AND THAT IS FUCKING TRUE . . .

 God Has Hovered Over Your Life Always

It is interesting, that as I was reading, the scriptures, last night, after attending nightly, devotional or chapel, attacking the Gideon Bible Reading List, like I would a legal brief research project, and talking to the man, chaplain who comes each night, realizing, that I don't just have an average, understanding of the scriptures--which this man, said he could clearly see, when he suggested, I read the scriptures chronologically, rather than reading the list, as I pointed out to him, but, having read, in a very condensed time period, 30 years ago, the Bible, twice, back to back, reading the Gnostic Gospels, Dead Sea Scrolls, Apocrypha, Josephus, the Code of Hamerobi (Ham her rob i!), and several other, books, with roots in ancient text and scripture, realizing that perhaps, this nagging feeling, that it is time, well, two years ago, according to God's time, with me dragging my feet, saying, that politics are my passion, and I am not a member of the clergy, nor am I trained in the seminary, so basically ignoring the promptings, giving a bit of lip service and blog time, here and there, but, as for really jumping in and teaching, I have not.  I did, however, consider, going to divinity school, or into the seminary, before going to law school, but, after another housemate, here at the Montana Rescue Mission, for Women and Children, here in Billings, looking at me and saying, you know a lot about the scriptures, don't you.  I think for the first time, I thought, God is right, I really don't have a common understanding of the gospel, nor of the Bible, and perhaps it is time, to venture, more away from the law and politics and go the next step, to lasting freedom, liberty, and rights, that of the ways of my master, Jesus Christ, always, always, amazing the shit out of me, that he always did the right thing, at the right time, and to the right person, and in the right amount, and to the right extent . . . that is pure genius, and only the Son of God could do that!

The timing on this reading list, covering, in the first recommended readings, significant historical events, and at the time this song, came to my consciousness, during my reading--just that one line, making real time, and the reading of the miraculous events surrounding the Savior's birth, when the angel appears to Mary, telling her, she was chosen above, all other women, to be the mother of Christ, being highly favored by the God . . . and right at that time, I sneezed, three consecutive times, my sign, that God, is pointing out, 'tis you, 'tis you, 'tis you.  I don't think I sneezed for years and years, and as things have intensified, out of the blue, no cold, no cough, no runny nose, I started to sneeze, and very key and poignant times . . . NSA took its spell check, and won't play ball anymore, protecting, Kay Baby, who is so far from being a scriptorian, it is not funny, nor are the rest of the pillow pets!  Perhaps that is why, God is urging me to leave, hot topic and controversial politics, and go to religion, where these bitches, don't have a prayer of a chance of pulling of, being me, because, I could Bible bash with any fucking CIA, returned missionary--in English of course, and they sure as hell, don't even get the 10 Commandments, like Thou shalt, not lie, kill, or steal . . . can't covet, etc.  

Basically, I am taking it out of the government arena, and taking it into God's arena, where I am, heads and tails above any of the fraud broads, most of them, never having graduated from, Mo Church, high school seminary, where I took 5 years, rather than the normal required 4, and even spoke at graduation ceremonies, when I was a junior, with the four years already under my belt without even having attended my senior year . . . always the over achiever!  LOL!  I really do, swearing aside, hunger and thirst for righteousness, love the scriptures, dig the philosophy, seeing the scriptures, especially Christ's teachings in the New Testament, as perfect; however, I opened the Bible the other day, and it fell, open to the Book of Proverbs, and I swear, I could write a blog, on each and every verse, in this section of scripture . . . amazing thoughts, insights and understanding of human nature.  As advanced as we get, humans don't change, each new baby, comes out of the womb, with all the possibility for greatness, or all the potential to bring tragedy and human demise with it. I will try my best, to bring out the better side of mankind, the good, the clean, the smart, the wise, and teach, you through some of the life stories and experiences I have had, as I have used in teaching the law and politics, or the Constitution, and with just as much, passion.

Bible is Not Kids Play . . . Raunchy, Rowdy, Rude, Crude!  LOL!  But Good!  

This stuff, the Bible is not kids play, let me tell you, the first time I read it, I put it down, when, Noah fell asleep, naked and his son, Ham . . . go figure, saw his father, and laughing, went and got, Shem and whatever the other dudes name was, to show them their father's nakedness and Ham was cursed, the other sons covered their father's nakedness.  When Lot's daughters, leaving their country for the wilderness, didn't have husbands, they schemed to get their father drunk, and sleep with him, to have babies!  What the fuck? Or when, Diana, sister of the 12 brothers of the 12 Tribes of Israel was raped by some neighboring village idiot, she barely dragged her body, to the steps of her brother's house, he, if I remember, and this will take a refresher course for me, but, he, after she died, cut her body up, in 12 pieces, and dropped the parts on the porches of his brothers, and they went to the village and killed, like 155,000, as I recall, including, men, women and children, and I can't recall, if this is the time, that God told them to wipe out and kill all the cattle too!  That shows the way, God looks at the seriousness of rape!  I would think twice about that one!

I am seeing the lying, sack of shit, CIA fuckers, with the aid and help of the NSA fucks, going in and out of this blog, so they can steal it for Kay Baby, and say, as they have with this blog, all what 810 blogs, that she is the writer of this also . . . nice, just steal it, keep the money, and claim the fame!  Like I said, there is no new human behavior under the sun, still, stealing, killing and coveting this blog, on scripture now!  LOL . . . the JOY is in the journey, Kay, get, it dumb ass, flat ass BITCH!  GOD! even this, that hag would lay claim to!  Fucking blood suckers!  That is WHY spell check is turned off! so they can steal it, and fix the spelling errors . . . they have pride in performance, not the knowledge it takes to write a blog like this . . . Kay is not chosen by God, she may be by loser Shallow Hals in the CIA, covering their sorry asses!

Three Pictures at the Salvation Army, Old Mo Church Building, In Kalispell, Montana . . . Boys Picking Apples, Blonde Girl Reading the Scriptures, and The Lamb and the Lion, Laying Down Together!

All three of these pictures have significance and understanding to my life . . . the first picture, is of two young boys, picking apples, on a fall day--the simple pleasures of life, kids, and growing up healthy--the way I raised my kids, as I recall, as you walk down the hall to the kitchen and serving area, of the church, the place that kept me alive, fat and happy, over many years, starting back in 2012, or shortly thereafter, the Salvation Army Church, last year fed over, 30,000 hot meals, serving breakfast, and lunch, Monday through Friday, and they are delicious, nutritious good meals, if you are ever hungry!  The second picture, is of a young girl, probably about 12, with blond hair, a red dress, white collar, reading a Bible or the scriptures . . . I started young, and about at that age, or even younger.  The first time I read the Bible, and not the Book of Mormon, which, I read with my younger brother, who actually did end up teaching religion classes or seminary and institute for the Mormon Church, as a professional, but when I was in fourth grade and he was in second grade, I would wake him up, and together, we, finished, reading the Book of Mormon, that our parents started, trying to get all six kids at the time, out of bed to read scriptures in the morning . . . I think they did it for a week or so, and I picked up the ball and me and my little brother, read it.  I have no idea how the two of us did it, but maybe the rest of the sisters didn't want to?  At, three years old, Richard, packed my mother's makeup kit, and started out the door of our family home in Bountiful, on Woodland Lane, and my mother asked Richard where he was going . . . he said, on a mission!  LOL!

Both of us, were religious from a very young age, and perhaps that is how the two of us, continued to read, long after, my parents quit, but, that scenario, seemed to play out, throughout, both out our lives.  I find it significant that, the Salvation Army is in an old Mormon Church house . . . everything is symbolic, while not still, considering myself, Mormon, now Christian, and very much, part of God's Army, or Salvation Army, seeing my mission, not only working with the scriptures and churches, but having partaken of the fruits of the labors and services for the poor, while making many rich, I have an up close, understanding, of homelessness, and the powerless, and can be a voice for these people, much in the way, the Apostle, Paul, my hero, and one of the reasons, and the agent, God uses to convince me, that, yes, you are a woman, schooled in the letters of the law, but, just as Paul, became the greatest missionary, protected, in some ways, because of his Roman citizenship and the demand for his rights, he was able to go further and be, more effective than his less connected brothers and the other disciples in the gospel, very much needed and acted as a free agent, for Christ, not one of the appointed, 12 apostles, but a self proclaimed apostle and disciple, coming along after Christ was dead, being a persecutor of Christians, and well known in that role . . . I read some from Paul's letters to the Corinthians, when I mistakenly confused that, or in God's time, didn't make a mistake, thinking I was actually, reading from the list, Chronicles!  God moves in mysterious ways!

The last picture on the wall, is of the lamb and the lion, laying down together . . . symbolizing peace.  Kind of interesting, given the dream I had, with the lack of lions, with manes, or the King of Beasts, or of Cats, now among the Cats, or CIA, who participated in this bull shit game of doubles and charades, these last 4 years. I believe the artist on this picture, took this idea for the work, from the Book of Revelations, when John the Revelator, remember the song?, but, he speaks of the end of times, and later of the second coming of Christ, and how, in those days of 10,000 years of peace, when Satan, or the dragon is bound, never to hurt the people of the earth again, that is a time, when the lamb and the lion shall lay down together in PEACE!  One of the things that I have been pushing in this blog!  Kay and the false flag cats, would push war, remember the CIA, seeing themselves above the U.S. President, their fucking BOSS, and over the Pentagon, FBI, Constitution, and only under the Alpha Marines or Bravo Navy . . . what a bunch of clown ass idiots! That new world order, is as fake and full of shit, as Kay Baby, and her Hollowman/men!

MAKE PEACE HAPPEN . . . WE CAN DO THIS WORLD!

P.S., the significance of dreams in the scriptures and in our own lives, cannot be underestimated.  Noted scholars and psychologists have said, that we ignore our dreams at our own expense.  In the Mormon Church, there is something called a patriarchal blessing, kind of an inspired outline for your life, in mine, and I have read many, the Holy Ghost will direct you through dreams as to the paths you should take in life; I followed a dream in whom I married, in going to law school, being accepted, merely several hours after I had the dream, with no application, no letters of recommendation, no LSAT or law school admittance tests, with barely any work on my part, other than following the dream.  I purchased a home, down in St. George, Utah, the same day I had a dream, about looking for homes, and finding one, on the first directions, right to a home, that looked, exactly like the one in the dream and one that I could afford, with little down.

Several times in my scripture reading last night, I read, how, Joseph, the father of, well step-father, of Jesus, was told to take Mary, who was pregnant at the time, out of Nazareth and go to Bethlehem, to protect, her special baby, from the King, who was threatened by the prophecy of a male child, being born, who would be the King of Kings . . . leaving Rachel, mourning for her child, seeing that all babies under a certain age, living in Jerusalem, or wherever, I will have to pay more attention, and bring my scriptures with me, to make sure that my memory is right, but you get the point.  Dreams have been used, over and over by God to direct, not only his apostles and his prophets, but to direct, individuals like you and I.  That is why this dream or dream couplet, is so significant to me.  After I could tell that the NSA was on my blog, AGAIN, I decided to end it without, doing a bit more interpretation on the dream, that connects, me somewhat back to reoccurring dreams, that I had for over 30 years, starting when I was a young child, that of being chased, tracked and hunted by lions, large cats . . . and things have not changed.  After writing my blog, which is my daily routine, I usually, watch some true crime episodes, on whatever, or as of late, watch movies, based on true events, as I did today, watched one, I had previously watched, but that had added significance, today, in light of the dream . . . so here you go!

Wicked Attractions, Rebels With a Deadly Cause

In this scenario, there are two deadly couples, three of the foursome, had been to prison, where connected to the Blood and Cripes, street gangs, the fourth young woman, was from a very strict upbringing and had been, brought up, in a nice home, with loving parents, while hooking up, with kids, who came from rough backgrounds, and abusive step-father, making up the brother and sister of the gang, and the third, I believe, was a step-brother, with both or all of the kids, being severely treated and the girl sexually abused by this hideous man.  So, it was interesting, that a good girl, would be attracted to the threesome of bad actors and characters, but she was . . . breaking her parent's hold on her, testing her wings, and going for the bad boys, whom she knew her parents would not approve of.  I think, when you have lived a very sheltered and straight life, there is an attraction for the other side, possibly stronger than, normal, because, it is the unknown, the element of surprise and difference, and we all know, opposites attract!  This foursome, goes on a drug induced, robbery and killing binge that left an rather up scaled community, in total fear, with 15 unsolved murders, and the gang still on the loose.  Most of there victims, were middle age, either married men and women, pretty well off, and having money in the bank . . . they let a young couple go, after taking their money and jewelry, plus their car.  One guy got away, and helped the police, solve the murder spree mystery.  The thing that fascinated me about this case, was the ending analysis by Dr. Armstrong, at the end, telling the different things that attracted the couples, not only to each other, but, girl on girl, girl on boy, boy on boy and, girls with boys, adding to an explosive and dangerous group of people, dragging in, a good girl gone bad . . . 

MYRIAD OF COMBINATIONS, THAT FORMED THIS DEADLY ATTRACTION OF TWO COUPLES AND HOW THOSE SAME DYNAMICS PLAY OUT IN MY CASE

You could basically call these, a twosome of twisted lovers, thinking they could rob, murder and kill, I think at least 5 people, thinking, that when all was said and done, they could ride off into the sunset and live happily ever after!  At first the girls, were seen, as not playing such a key role in this mayhem, but as the trial went on, the sexual component, with two powder keg guys, and the girls serving as the matches, cheerleaders, egging the guys, on, being turned on by their ruthlessness, made them, not just accessories to the murders, but the court and jury, found them, as equal players in this killing spree.  They found that without the girls, none of this would have happened.  While all bad actors, and with the ring leader, who loved to shoot and kill, he had previously, been a bad ass, but he was not a killer, but with the cheerleaders, and the good girl, turned bad, he could tell she was taken with him, simply because he was a bad boy, making him worse.  Little miss good girl, hooked the gang up the guns, from her father's gun collection, at her home, where she let them in to rob her father, taking all his arsenal of guns and weapons.  Going after middle aged women, some married for 30 years, and some well off, provided the expensive wedding rings, the former good girl, was wearing when the cops arrested her outside a restaurant, leading the cops to the rest of the gang.

Wicked Attractions Every Which Way

• brother, sister and step-brother, all bound by physical and sexual abuse . . . this was their world, and when one of the victims, looked like the abuser, the boys made him, jump in a dumpster, after taking all his cash out of his ATM account, and then, shooting him full of bullets, because he looked, like or reminded the shooter of the father or step-father . . . their whole world had been brutal, but no excuse, plenty of kids, don't end up serial killers
• then, you had the sexual relationships, between the two girls and the two guys, fueled by drugs, excitement, money, amped by adrenaline and sex
• the guy on guy attraction, that old machismo or macho male image, puffing up for each other, being badder than bad, all to impress the other guy
• add the cheerleaders, to the bad boy image, and they just got worse and worse, more and more brutal . . . and in my case, I believe, some of these guys are government hit men, mafia hit men, and the cheerleaders, former, good girls, attracted to the bad boys, fuel that same fire, and the male on male, showing off, all became part of the gang mentality, like a pack of wolves, ravenous, and again, big time fueled by drugs, all are marijuana smokers, the guys at least, then you have the rockin' roll, element, not just listening to it, but actually making up a fake band, and playing either the rock stars or their parents, all over the world, with a shit load of money, sex, sex and more sex, being the cool kids, the hot mamas, the managing mavens, with the bad boys, who were the ruthless enforcers, and the cheerleader squad . . . I believe Kay was a high school cheerleader, and I know, Rachel wanted to be one, and then you take a former bad boy, my father, who I believe was attracted to this wild crowd and got a kick, totally out of the money, and, doing in on the back of his most challenging daughter, and her son, and family, made it even more electrifying and bad, to see if these former and current spies and bad boys could get away with it, buying them political accesses, power, and putting them in with the top of the Mormon Church and the government, run by Mormons, and the love of the Bushes and hatred for the United States Constitution!
• again, you have Kay and Brett at the center of this, both from broken homes, I know, Brett's dad was abusive and hard core on him, and Kay was her daddy's darling, but, I am not sure why her parents divorced, back in the day, that most people didn't divorce, but, this TV gang, didn't have adult supervision, didn't have anyone to step in and care for them, or protect them.  I know, both were close to their parents; however, I know Brett's mother was a playgirl and maybe Kay's was too . . . birds of a feather.  I do know that, Kay and her sister and brother, had to find for themselves a lot, while mother worked, and I know, that Brett being the baby, was basically raised by his two sisters and his grandparents.  The gang, represents, family to the four, and I know that Kay was jealous of my family, as was Brett, and I was never much of an integrated part of my family, being a child of the community, church and God, more than a true Southwick, born in California, rather than Utah, more loyal to the country, than the Church, hated Bush a family favorite, as were the Patriot Act supporters, my bitter enemies . . . so family, means loyalty, and so I was an easy target, push out of the family, bring in Kay as me, and Brett as my husband, aka, through Kay, and they get the families they always wanted . . . Brett using Kay, and Kay using Brett, to right, whatever wrongs, they both, as psychopaths decided needed to be fixed, and a more than willing, set of sisters and brothers, always in my shadows, and the thought of me, being rich on top of being an attorney, professor, with kick ass kids and a rock star, on top of that, proving that, following my dreams, both literally and figuratively was, nothing more than deliciously, informed decision making, making them all envious!
• the bad boys, needed followers, cheerleaders and a former spy, former bad boy, former rebel, and a Bush loyalist, perfect, and the fact that their bitter enemy, this bad ass con law chick, had a family of sisters, made it even more appealing and once again, that deadly combination of drugs, sex and rockin' roll, with just one, woman, to get out of the way, was EASY! add the Mo Church, Mitt Romney, $357 million securities case, two clients, who were also, connected to the spy world, through parents, or whatever, staunch Republicans and Mormons, and sitting on a gold mine . . . just swap the celebrity for the meter maids!  LOL!  I had put on 100 pounds, therefore, in this very image conscious church, once I WON THE CASE . . . the work horse was relegated to the pasture, and the show horses were brought in to take my place for photo ops, press interviews, and of course taking the money . . . the CIA, got involved in bribing my clients, and stealing all the case, cutting deals and getting steals, fucking easy as 1,2,3 or A,B,C.  $80 billion spy budget to follow and track one female attorney, who has no money, no car, no home, no job, keeping her in homeless shelters, making it nearly impossible to get traction and credibility, but for this blog, that has hammered the shit out of them, but I just had to use a librarian to show me a trick, because, this blog was blocked, as the NSA frantically worked to fix the blog, protecting the bald bitch Kay and the other cheerleaders, Shelley who wants to be one of the guys, cheered on by baby sisters and brother, extended family, doing all in her power to fuck me, with all the cops world cheering her on . . . she worked hard for MY money, and gave you all a cut, what is not to like?  Aimless Shelley, needed followers as much as the bad boys . . . she had relegated, the oldest child spot, to me, being buried in her books, and so, this second child, not only got the attributes of the second wild child, and free spirit, she took on all the responsibilities of the older child, and got the over-achieving, attributes of the eldest child, by proxy; therefore, at about age 50 something, when Shelley could not bare it anymore, once again, little sister, rises, and she blows a gasget, right about the time, Elliot and God's Revolver is coming out with their first CD, JoAnn, me is going to the United States Supreme Court, with three hot, law making cases up on appeal, and the murder count starts growing, and growing, and the cases start to get stolen, and all hell breaks loose, with the Utah State Bar Association, SWAPPING THE CELEBRITY ATTORNEY, for a fucking NON-ATTORNEY, then to cover their crimes, as I spread to Montana, they followed me with the Mo mafia, and the crimes grew exponentially!

Be A Crime Stopper and FUCK THESE GUYS!  God Almighty?