COLD HIT! GUARDIAN OF THE FLAME . . . GATOR RETREAT. A CRUEL & SHOCKING ACT . . . FROM "THE BAD LIEUTENANT" TO "RUSSIAN VS. IRISH MOB" BOTH NICHOLAS CAGE, TO "THE LEGEND OF ST. PATRICK" . . . "TRAMPS LIKE US--BABY WE WERE BORN TO RUN!" --LYRICS THAT FIT! FAMILY MURDERED ON JOSEPHINE STREET. THE DIE IS CAST. INSPIRE--RETIRE. MOTHER IS DEAD. JESUS. SURRENDER, SURRENDER, BUT DON'T GIVE YOURSELF AWAY! EVERY WORD YOU WRITE, IS EVERY BREATH I TAKE. STARTING WITH THESE THREE MOVIES, THERE SEEMED TO BE A COMMON THEME TO THE INTELLIGENCE UPDATES I WAS GETTING, ALMOST CONSTANTLY, THROUGH SYMBOLIC NAMES, LIKE "DISTRICT ATTORNEY, JEREMIAH GOODHUSBAND (QUOTE I WROTE YESTERDAY: 'THE HEART IS DECEITFUL ABOVE ALL THINGS AND DECEPTIVELY WICKED. WHO CAN KNOW IT?' FROM THE BIBLE BOOK, JEREMIAH 17:9), INTERESTING NAME FOR THE D.A. IN THE "BAD LIEUTENANT" WITH A WITNESSES NICK NAMED, GOTCHA ALL! BETWEEN THE LEGAL MAFIA, THE COPS, AND THE MOB, BEING REMINDED THAT I AM NOT DEALING WITH A, NICE LITTLE MOBEY, MOBEY, IN THE MOVIE "RUSSIAN VS. IRISH MOB" VERY BRUTAL AND VIOLENT, SCARY THOUGHT, IF THEY ACTUALLY DID EVER GET ME; EZ MONEY, MONEY & MUSIC . . . MOVING ON TO WHAT I FELT INSPIRED TO DO, TWO YEARS AGO, BUT FOR EGO, LOVE OF POLITICS AND THE LAW, GO TO WORK FOR JESUS . . . BLOG ON THAT. RELIGION THE WAY I PRACTICE IT, IS NOT THAT CONTROVERSIAL, BECAUSE, I DON'T BELONG TO ANY ONE RELIGION, JUST A DISCIPLE, CALLED MUCH THE WAY, ST. PATRICK, JOSEPH SMITH, MOHAMMAD AND THE DALI LAMA, THROUGH PERSONAL INSPIRATION AND REVELATION, BUT I WAS JUST NOT READY YET, OR DIDN'T WANT TO, NEEDED TO SPEND SOME TIME IN THE BELLY OF THE BEAST . . . BUT, WHEN EVERY DAMNED MOVIE, SONG, MESSAGE, AND BLOCKED OUT EMAILS, WITH SOME STRANGE, STAMP-LIKE TEXT BOX, ON EVERY ONE OF THE EMAILS, THIS MORNING, SOMETHING IS UP (JUST HAD MY WHOLE BLOG SHUT DOWN, HAD TO RE-ENTER MY GOOGLE ACCOUNT--NSA PROTECTING, FAKE, JOANN/SHELLEY--I WAS WRITING ABOUT, HER BEING FAR OVERPAID, NON-ATTORNEY, PLAYING ME! BLOG STOLEN, STOPPED, ERASED! . . . PROBABLY BECAUSE I REVEALED THE SECRET MOVEMENT, BY THE SUPER MOB, TO FORM AN "AMERICAN EMPIRE!" ACTUALLY, I AM SITTING AT THE UNIVERSITY OF MONTANA LAW LIBRARY, WHERE, IN APRIL OF 2014, AFTER WRITING ABOUT, 150 BLOGS, I WAS GOING TO QUIT WRITING AND TURN THE COUNTRY OVER TO MY DAUGHTER, GRETA--BLOGGER, NEWLY ACCEPTED TO LAW SCHOOL, HERE!, NOW, ALL FOUR, OF MY FOUR SQUARES, ELLIOT, THE BABY A LITTLE WILDER, AS IN ROCK STAR, "THE DITCH & THE DELTA" AND "GOD'S REVOLVER" FAME, AND RETIRE FROM WRITING . . . BUT, AS I TOOK A BATHROOM BREAK, DISGUSTING AS THAT IS, TO THE TRUMPSTER, I FEEL YOUR PAIN OR FULL BLADDER, HILLARY, BUT I CAME BACK TO FIND, A STACK OF BLANK WHITE COMPUTER PAPER WHERE I WAS SITTING (JUST TYPED "SUIT?" . . . FEDS WANT ME TO WRITE MORE? MAYBE, GOOD TRAINING, FREE!) AND THAT, IN THIS MYSTICAL MIND, OF MINE, ADDED BY FINDING ANOTHER STACK OF SIMILAR PAPER, IN MY DRAWER AT HOME, TO INDICATE, THAT, I HAD MUCH MORE TO WRITE ABOUT, AND THAT HAS PROVEN TO BE THE CASE! FORCED RETIREMENT? NOT REALLY . . . I WAS GOING TO QUIT, SEVERAL MONTHS AGO, CHANGE, START A NEW BLOG, NOT SO CONTROLLED, OR DIVIDED WITH AT LEAST 5 OTHER VERSIONS, POSSIBLY HUNDREDS, SAME WRITER, SAME MATERIAL, SAME PICTURE, SAME BIOGRAPHY, AND NOT SUCH A DAILY FIGHT WITH THE NSA OR WHOMEVER THEY GIVE ACCESS, THE MORMON MAFIA. IT HAS BEEN A BATTLE EVERY DAY, AS HAS MY PHONE . . . WENT TO CHANGE MY PIN# AS I DO EVERY MONTH, TO BLOCK THE MOB FROM TAKING THE ONLY SMALL AMOUNT, I HAVE TO LIVE ON, AND, ONCE AGAIN, THEY HAD MESSED WITH THE NUMBERS . . . I WOULD HIT, 8 AND THE PHONE WOULD SHOW A 5, OR A 3 AND IT WOULD SHOW A 7 . . . I HAVE EVEN HAD MY NON-TALKING PHONE, READ BACK MY LAST TEXT TO ME, OR I HAVE HAD ENCRYPTED MESSAGES? I HAVE HAD TO BATTLE OVER JUST KEEPING A GYM MEMBERSHIP, WITH STALKING, INTIMIDATION, HARASSMENT, NOT BY STAFF, BUT, STRANGE OCCURRENCES, STING OPS, FBI LOOKING PEOPLE, HITS AT THE SWIMMING POOLS, SLASHED SWIMMING SUIT, IN LOCKER AT THE POV., AND BIZARRE SHIT, FOR THE LAST 4 YEARS, FROM HELENA CLUBS TO LAS VEGAS! THE FACE OF FEAR . . . FEAR THIS . . . I AM STARTING TO LOOK, LIKE, I HAVE, UP UNTIL 2000 WHEN I GOT POISONED; "THEY" DON'T WANT ME LOOKING LIKE "MYSELF!" LOL! ANYWAY, THIS WILL BE MY LAST BLOG, AS "BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK"; BUT DON'T RULE OUT THE FACT THAT I STILL HAVE A "FIRE IN MY BELLY FOR POLITICS," WITH THIS PRESIDENTIAL YEAR ON US . . . NOR, THAT I WILL DO A BIG TIME SINNERS, RELIGIOUS BLOG, SINCE, IN THE WORDS OF THE ROLLING STONES . . . ALL COPS ARE CRIMINALS, AND ALL SAINTS ARE SINNERS! I JUST HAD TO GET THAT LAST JAB IN, ONE MORE TIME . . . YOUR GONNA MISS ME WHEN I'M GONE! LOL! OH, GLENN FREY, OF THE "EAGLES," DIED, YESTERDAY. THIS MORNING ON THE "BRIAN AND CHRIS" MORNING SHOW, CLASSIC ROCK, SOME CALLER, IN MOURNING, ASKED THAT THE SONG OF THE EAGLES, "NEW KID ON THE BLOCK" BE PLAYED, SO WHEN GLENN, WALKS THROUGH THE PEARLY GATES OF HEAVEN, DAVID BOWIE, AND OTHER RESENT ROCKERS, FROM THE OLD GUARD, WILL KNOW, OF THE LONG LINE OF ROCKERS THAT AGE, WHERE DEATH, IS PENDING . . . SHOCKING WHEN THESE GUYS ARE IN MY GENERATION!, BUT, GLENN IS THE LAST, SO FAR THIS WEEK, TO DIE, OF THE GOLDEN AGE OF ROCK, TO ENTER HEAVEN, BEING THE "NEW KID ON THE BLOCK," PLAY ON THE WORDS! GOOD STUFF, THOSE EAGLES "KICKED IT OUT" OVER THE YEARS! OH, ANOTHER FUNNY THING, AND SPOT ON, SOME CEO OF A COMPANY, WAS JUST DISCOVERED TO HAVE EMBEZZLED, $500,000 HE STOLE FROM THE COMPANY, PAYING AN OVER PRICED, "PALM READER!" I HAD TO LAUGH, BECAUSE, WANNA BE, MOB WIFE, AND NON-ATTORNEY, SISTER, SHELLEY, USED TO BE A PSYCHIC CARD READER PROFESSIONALLY, PALM READER AND INTO CRYSTAL BALLS, WITCH CRAFT, TAROT CARDS, AND NOW SHE IS "SATAN" HERSELF. I CAN'T KILL THE DEVIL, OR HIS SHE-DEVILS, BUT, I CAN STOP ONE OF THEIR, MULTIPLE STREAMS OF INCOME, ON THIS BLOG, BY CUTTING OFF MY HEAD AT THE NECK, SO TO SAY, I CAN ELIMINATE, MEDUSA, OR GET RID OF ALL THE SNAKES, THAT ARE FEEDING OUT OF MY BRAIN, AND TAKING CREDIT, AS ALL PSYCHOPATHS DO, AND ALL THE CREDIT THEY CAN GET, FOR WRITING WHAT I WRITE, AND THEN BLAST IT OUT ON OTHER VERSIONS, UNDER OTHER NAMES, OR MANIPULATED AND CONTORTED VERSIONS OF MY BLOG, COULD BE HUNDREDS, FUCK, FROM WHAT I SEE, HITS ARE IN THE BILLIONS . . . ADD DARK WEB, DEEP INTERNET, YOU COULD HAVE A PRIVATE TAKEOVER OF THE WORLD, PLUS EL'S BAND MONEY, ETC., LAST FRONTIER, THIS INTERNET, AND I HAVE TAKEN BLOGGING TO NEW HEIGHTS, AS MY SON'S BAND, UNDER OTHER NAMES TOO, HAS! SCRIPTURES SAY, YOU HAVE TO LOSE YOUR LIFE, TO FIND YOUR LIFE. THAT WHAT PROFIT IT A MAN, IF HE WINS THE WORLD, AND LOSES HIS OWN SOUL. CORN, MUST FALL TO THE GROUND, BEFORE THE FULL EAR CAN APPEAR . . . I'M FALLING, KIDS, YOU HAVE TO TAKE UP THE MANTLE, FIGHT ON . . . JUST MULTIPLES MY EFFORTS, TRAINED TO MY TASTE. BOTH JOSEPH AND MOSES, HAD TO BE TRAINED IN THE COURTS OF PHAROH AND EGYPT, BEFORE THEY COULD SERVE THEIR OWN PEOPLE, SET THEM FREE! ST. FRANCIS OF ASSISSI, AND ST. PATRICK, GAVE UP THEIR FAMILIES TO SERVE GOD, HERE ON EARTH, SO . . . THEY SAY, THERE IS NOTHING NEW, IN HEAVEN AND ON EARTH, SO . . . I BID A FOND, FAREWELL, WITH ALMOST 800 BLOG ENTRIES! AND EACH ONE A FIGHT, TWICE, BLANKED OUT TODAY, SO THE BATTLE CONTINUES, AND I AM AS WAR TORN AND WEARY, AS THE U.S. TROOPS ABROAD! I DOUBT MY DOUBLES, WILL BE BRAVE ENOUGH, TO WRITE, ON THIS SITE, BUT, THEY PROBABLY DID WHAT THEY DID WITH MY SON'S MUSIC AND BANDS, SAME STUFF, DIFFERENT TITLES, DIFFERENT BAND NAME . . . WHAT THE FUCK, EVER! THANKS FOR READING . . . . JUST A FEW LAST PARTING WORDS . . . ON SOLUTIONS . . . THERE IS THIS FUN, GIFTED, COLORFUL, ARTIST, AT THE POVERELLO CENTER, MISSOULA, MONTANA, WHO HAS, AFTER 27 YEARS, RAISING HER SON, STARTED PAINTING AGAIN, AND SHE NEEDS MONEY, SO, IF YOU ARE SERIOUS ABOUT WANTING PEOPLE TO WORK, TO GET OF THE PUBLIC DOLE, THEN WE NEED A BUYER, TO MATCH THE TALENT OF THIS WOMAN, WHO IS 'KICKING IT OUT!" AT THE POV., WHERE YOU CAN CALL AND MAKE AN OFFER! THERE IS ALSO, A YOUNG GAY MAN, A CAMPUS CRUSADER, WHO JUST HAD HIS BOOK BANNED FROM THE STEVENSVILLE, MONTANA, PUBLIC LIBRARY . . . SEVERAL BLOGS AGO, I PUT A PICTURE OF HIS BOOK AND THE PURCHASE INFORMATION . . . ONE READER, SAID, THIS IS A VERY GENTLE BOOK, SO NOT THAT RACY, BUT, IT MAY SAVE SOME YOUNG PERSON'S LIFE, STRUGGLING WITH THE SAME THING, AND I THINK, THAT CLINTON, IS BECOMING A CIVIL RIGHTS AND GAY CELEBRITY, EVEN, MARIE OSMOND, OF THE DONNY & MARIE SHOW, IS TWEETING HIM AND ENCOURAGING HIM . . . HER SON, STRUGGLING WITH SIMILAR ISSUES, COMMITTED SUICIDE! NONE OF US, WANT TO BE ALONE, IN YOUR LIFE CHALLENGES, AND JUST KNOWING THAT OTHERS HAVE CROSSED THIS PATH BEFORE, IS HELPFUL. I WILL CUT AND PASTE HIS WEB CONTACT OR SITE, IF I CAN . . . MAY BE, WHY I HAVE THOSE STRANGE, TEXT BOXES, STAMPED ON ALL MY EMAILS? I GOT THE PAINTINGS OFF MY EMAIL, SO I SHOULD BE ABLE TO GET HIS INFORMATION TOO . . . WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER!

The Princess and the Frog

This is so cute, and reminded me of The Princess and the Frog fairy tale . . . there are three bright, colorful pictures, magical and fun, that could be purchased together in a threesome, or individually, because each one, would lighten up any wall, especially, in some little princess of yours, bedroom!

I Have Only Had Four "C's" In My Entire School Career

This picture reminds me of my first "C" grade, I had ever had, that was both, funny and tragic to me.  I had a communications class, as a sophomore at Bountiful High School, Bountiful, Utah, and we had to give a speech, long before, I became adept, at public speaking, now, I can speak to thousands and not blink an eye, nor prepare, and going into court, was like, where is my audience?  Court was a step down for me, having spoken to full states public employees, or governor's conferences, statewide accountants, and being the keynote speaker, for 1300 kids, interested in a profession in the medical field.  So, to give, those of you, who fall into the category of, having the most common fear, of all, public speaking, are not alone, this little story, brought to my mind, the catacombs of my memory, and dusted off the cobwebs, reminding me of my very humble roots, as a public speaker.  So, I was given a speech assignment, and as I pondered on what to give a speech on, my baby sister, Tiffany's, bean bag, frog, was laying on the floor in front of me, and that reminded me of a story, I had read her, The Princess and the Frog, and I decided, since, I believe, it was close to Valentine's Day, that a romantic story, of finding true love, that I too, have longed for, my whole fucking life, but, not a swearing person at that time, decided this would be fun, and a change from, some of the boring topics the teacher had been disgusting, like, the Mei Lye, Massacre that took place during the Vietnam War.  Needless to say, the teacher was not amused, nor entertained by my props, and antics.

The roots of the clown, where starting to show, as early as this class.  I started tell the story of the beautiful princess, searching for true love, and her knight in shining armor, and how she wandered into the forest, and sat by a small pond, and while I sat, acting out the story, as if it were a play, reminding you this was a speech class, not a theater class . . . but, I secretly, tied, the bean bag, frog to my ankle, and as I was leaving the pond and the sitting position, as in the story, the frog, attached to my ankle, appears, and shows up, just right, for the frog, wearing a crown, to yell to the princess, before she leaves, to come kiss him, and he will turn into a prince.  The class, busted up into hysteria, laughing, pounding the desk, and cracking up, over, seeing this rather dead, looking toy, although green and in the shape of a frog, tied to my ankle under my, stylish, long, empire or granny dress, that day.  And as I denied, that a frog, could be a prince, nor my true love, playing to the audience and taking, editorial license, in amping up the dialogue, between the princess, me, and the frog, the class, nearly lost control, with me, also, getting out of control, trying not to laugh, during my very romantic, interlude with the frog.  As I was enjoying the attention, the joking and fun atmosphere, I glanced over at my very, no, nonsense speech teacher, probably thinking I was making a mockery of her class, and noticed, that she was not laughing at all!  LOL!  So, I wrapped it up and concluded, turning the frog into a prince, with just one little kiss!  Just one kiss, and you'll be mine, a one track mind . . . rock lyrics!

A cruel and shocking act . . . giving me a "C!" when everyone, enjoyed my speech so much!  I was not laughing when I got my grade!  LOL!  Funny now, but, depressing then.  That was not my final grade, just one of several speeches, but I got serious really fast . . . later went on to debate, not taking it a whole lot more serious, but, being more selective on my subject matter!  Crazy ass, even back then!  LOL!  The thing that makes it even more funny, and I was just reminded, and remembered, my teacher's name, I believe, although, I tried to block it from my mind, after that grade, but, I have another negative connotation with her name, NOW . . . Ms. Buttars!  Kay Burningham Brown Buttars! Scream, then, my friend, now, a total emissary, or enemy!  Forged, and got credit, with others, have to have multiples to confuse and protect, the bitches from discovery and prosecution, all under my name, but with 6 brains, coming out of my head!  Very interesting Watson!  For the intellectually curious, I got a "C" as a junior in Chemistry, and also, a "C" as a freshman, in a premed Physiology calls at Utah State University, and luck to get that . . . Shelley is the biologist, I am into the HUMANITIES!  I also, got a "C" in a communications class, for a similar reason, not, doing what the professor told me, and I was straight "A" by now, but I was told that I was to present an oral rendition of an annotated version of a poem, and again, being the housewife, going through college, and close to a Christmas, I decided to present, for this children's literature class, my great-grandmother's poem, called, Old Santa Claus!  I was pissed that, 10 years or so, later, I made the same mistake, and this time, I was much more into being the perfect student, Honored Humanities, Outstanding English Major!  SCREAMMMM, but I ended up getting an "A" out of the class, as I did in all classes at that point in my college career.

These 3 paintings . . . not really created with paint, but every artist, has their signature, she would not let me reveal, her secret, for making these fun pictures, but, that is something for you to ponder on, but, they look a bit, crazy right now, because, they are leaning in the window, behind glass, of the office at the Poverello, but if you can, be part of her solution, make an offer, and she won't refuse.

If You Have a Money Problem, and You Have Money . . . You No Longer Have a Problem!

Clinton, The Gay Guy Who Had His Book Banned, Is Going to Be On a National Gay News Program and Interviewed.  While Gays, Now Have the Right to Marry Whom They Love, That Doesn't Mean that People, Understand, Accept, Or Still Don't Discriminate Against These PEOPLE!

I ought to finish, a blog off, that was originally, going to teach people about there rights, found, mainly in the United States Constitution, and the 14th amendment, is the biggie for discrimination, can't deny, due process and equal protection, due to age, race, religion, sex or gender, disability, and I am going to add, weight! Just this morning in the Missoulian, there was an article, coming out of Governor Bullock's Office, extending, anti-discrimination to include, again, gender, pregnancy, and something else, and every day, in the classified, somewhere, there is an anti-discrimination, text box and reminder to people, landlords and employers, that they can't discriminate against people!  

Anyway, several web addresses for more information, on Clinton, and his book, plus the news program he will be speaking at, I will post, if I can.  I just want to say, in closing, and ending on a very, evolved, just with this one man, Clinton, out of all the people, in the Poverello, staff included, Clinton, is probably my very favorite person . . . didn't start that way . . . and exposure is everything, and I would say, half the Pov. residents feel the same way, he is a kick, into civil rights, smart, fun, entertaining, cute and always happy, and some trucker dude, called him, Twinkle Toes, this morning . . . he rolls with what God and life have dealt him, and he is cool as hell!

Gay News Radio link.....http://gaynewsradio.org/guests_2016/

 http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00TM7UG4W/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_udp_awd_wYbMwbZFH9J39

LIVE, LAUGH, LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HUGE ASS, HUGS AND KISSES TO MY READERS!

Blocked the NSA 791 Times . . . It Has Been War!!!