TRUST YOUR GUT! PURPLE DRAGON. SONS OF THUNDER. STAY WILD MOON CHILD. WATCH RAVENOUS BABY ON YOUTUBE. COLD BREW. DONUTS. AND JOKES. AIN'T NOTHING BUT A PARTY. PARTY. PARTY! HINT. MY STOLEN BLOG BY ANOTHER MOTHER! FIGURE THAT OUT AND YOU HAVE THE BATTLEBOX FIGURED OUT! BILLIONS. FUCK ASPHALT. OWNER OF THE BROKEN HEARTS. OWNER OF THE LONELY HEARTS. GLOBE INTERVIEW WITH, COUNTRY, STAR, MIRANDA LAMBERT--"I'M A HEARTBREAKER." I JUST AM WHO I AM. FIRST MARRIAGE SHE BROKE UP, WAS BLAKE SHELTON, SEXIEST MAN, ALIVE, BACK A YEAR OR TWO AGO. NOW, ANOTHER, MAN, INTRO BAND FOR LAMBERT IS LEAVING HIS WIFE FOR MIRANDA. HER FAULT? MAYBE. MAYBE NOT? HE IS I LOVE WITH THE COUNTRY SINGER. SHE'S HOT. SONS AND DAUGHTERS, DON'T THINK OF THEIR MOTHER, AS HOT! NOT AS A HEARTBREAKER, WIDOW MAKER! SEX WITH A BLACK MAN? NO. WRITING ABOUT, SEX? NO. NOT MY PRUDISH MOTHER. THE OTHER DAY, I WAS SITTING WITH, TWO NEW CHICKS TO THE SOPHIA'S PLACE, HOMELSS CHICK SCENE, BOTH CUTE AND OUT OF THEIR ELEMENT, LIKE ME . . . COMING OUT OF SOPHIA'S PLACE, HOUSED IN THE ST. LUKE'S LUTHERAN CHURCH ON BELLEVUE WAY, YOU HAVE TO WALK, UPHILL, GENERALLY, A GOOD STEEP INCLINE AND CLIMB, FOR ANY PERSON, LET ALONE, SOMEONE OVERWEIGHT, BUT STILL CUTE . . . THESE TWO CHICKS, DID WHAT MOST OF US DO, AT TIMES . . . WHEN, WE THINK THE BUS IS COMING ON THE OTHER SIDE, WE BOLT ACROSS THE STREET AND TRY TO FEND OFF WAITING FOR ANOTHER HOUR, AND WE ARE CROSSING ON A VERY FULL STOMACH! SO, THESE YOUNG, 30 SOMETHING CHICKS, CROSS, AND ALMOST GET MOWED DOWN BY A CAR THAT, HAD THE RIGHT-AWAY, BUT, IN CURTESY, COULD HAVE AT LEAST SLOWED DOWN, WHICH IT DID NOT, AND SPEED UP, HONKING THE HORN! ONE OF THE CHICKS, FLIPPED THE MOTORIST OFF, AND SWORE OR SAID SOMETHING OBSCENE! LOL. THEN, WHEN, SHE WAS ME SITTING THERE, SHE SAID, OH, I WOULD "NEVER" DO THAT IN FRONT OF MY KIDS! I SPOKE UP OUT OF THE SHADOWS, "THE SECRET LIVES OF MOTHERS!" LOL. WE ALL HAD A GOOD LAUGH. WE HAD LIVES BEFORE MOTHERHOOD, AND SOME OF US, CUT WAY, WAY BACK, TO BE GOOD MOTHERS, BUT THAT MOON CHILD IS STILL, THERE! IN SOME WAYS, WE ARE COMPLETE STRANGERS TO OUR CHILDREN. THEY SAY, THAT, WHEN, YOU ARE MOST LIKE YOURSELF, AND PROBABLY THE HAPPIEST IS BEING LIKIE YOU WERE IN HIGH SCHOOL, AFTER, CUTTING THE APRON STRINGS, DITCHING DEAR OLD MOM AND DAD, AND ARE FREE, TO DRIVE, MOVE OUT, AND BASICALLY, DO WHATEVER IN THE HELL YOU WANT! THAT IS THE CLOSEST YOU WILL COME TO BEING THE TRUE YOU! AS CIRCUMSTANCES AND COPS WOULD HAVE IT, I HAVE BEEN FORCED, INTO, LIVING, A WILD, FREE LIFE, WITH FEW RESPONSIBBILITIES, SO, WITH THE SKILLS I HAVE, THEY SEE ME AS A MENACE TO SOCIETY, AND A HOMEGROWN, TERRORIST! THE SECRET LIVES OF MOTHERS! LOL. MY KIDS ARE HONEST, AND WOUJLD, GIVE A FAIR AND BALANCED, EVALUATION OF ME . . . IT WOULD NOT BE SUGAR COATED, WITH, FLOWERS, CANDY, AND GLOWING REPORTS OF THE TRADITIONAL, MOTHERHOOD VIRTUES; HOWEVER, IN THE AREA OF GOD, COUNTRY, FAMILY, AND APPLE PIE, THEY MIGHT SAY, BUT, SHE INSPIRES, EMPOWERS, TRAINED, ENCOURAGED, AND SUPPORTED, WHATEVER WE WANTED TO DO, AND WHATEVER WE WANTED TO BE! I AM A DIFFERENT KIND OF MOTHER! EVEN THIS LASTEST, FIASCO, WITH, EVERY TOP COP BRASS ASS, AND MILITARY, LEGEND, WANTING TO CLAIM, MY BEAUTIFUL MILITARY TRAINED, DAUGHTERS, AND MY ROCK STAR AND HIP HOP STAR, SONS, ALL BRIGHT, ALL BEAUTIFUL, ALL LAW ABIDING, AND ALL GROUNDED AND COOL . . . U+COOL . . . I AM SOMEWHAT GLAD, TO ALLOW, SOMEONE, AN AUNTIE, OR A SURROGATE WIFE, MOTHER, TO DO THE 4TH OF JULY, BBQ OR, THE CHRISTMAS, AND SUNDAY DINNERS, SHOPPING I HATE, AND AS FOR BIRTHDAYS AND OTHER OCCASSIONS, JUST NOT SOMETHING , I WORRY ABOUT, ALL THOSE VERY MOM, THINGS TO DO . . . I AM HAPPY TO GIVE TO SOMEONE ELSE! JUST NOT MY BAG! THERE IS THIS COMMERCIAL OF A COUPLE, OLDER, RETIRED, GRANDMA AND GRANDPA, COOKING A BBQ IN THE BACK YARD, FOR FAMILY, EVEN LOOK, LIKE SUE AND KEVIN, THE ULTIMATE, PARENTS . . . THE SLOGAN, FOR WHATEVER THE PRODUCT IS, THEY ARE SELLING IS . . . EASY EXCHANGE . . . THERE IS A TANKER, TRUCK, WITH THE OWNERS, NAME, "KEVIN ADVANTAGE" HERE IN SEATTLE . . . MY EX, ZEKE, A FRIEND OF KEVIN'S, LATER BRO IN LAW, HAS BEEN MARRIED TO A WOMAN, 22 YEARS YOUNGER, FOR LONGER, THAN, ME AND HIM, WERE MARRIED NOW, WHO, DEMANDED HE BE DAD TO HER KIDS, AND FREAKED OUT, IF SHE EVEN SAW, MY CAR, AND COMPETED FOR FATHERLY AFFECTION, FROM MY DAUGHTERS WHO WENT TO THE SAME HIGH SCHOOL AS HER! TOUGH STUFF! WITH, MY EX, HE TENDED TO BE LOYAL, TO WHOM, HE WAS HAVING SEX WITH. PERIOD. SHE WAS HIS FUTURE, ME AND THE KIDS WERE HIS PAST! SO, AUNT SUE AND UNCLE KEVIN, ARE EASY, SUBSTITUTES FOR PARENTS, THEY RELISH THAT ROLE! THE GOVERNMENT, FAMILY, AND COPS, TOOK OUT BOTH THEIR PARENTS, TO DO THIS SPECIAL OP, TO STEAL OUR KIDS, AND THE ONLY ONE, STILL FIGHTING IS THEIR MOTHER! YOU CAN TAKE MY DEGREES, MY LAW LICENSES, MY RESUME, MY CREDENTIALS, MY CASES, MY LEGISLATIVE VICTORIES, EVEN MY HUSBAND OF THE LAST 5 YEARS, THIS BLOG, I WAKE UP TO EACH MORNING . . . ALTHOUGH YESTERDAY, THEY STEAL, RIGHT OFF THE COMPUITER, LEAVING ME, GUT PUNCHED, AND DIZZY, REELING, FROM THE SHOCK, THAT A COUNTRY, I FIGHT SO HARD, TO PRESERVE, CAN, JUST WILLY, NILLY,, HIJACK MY BLOG, AND CLAIM IT IS THEIRS, AND TO EVEN MAKE THE THEFT MORE STINGING, IT WAS A FUN, REALLY FUN, 4TH OF JULY, "CELEBRATING THE 4TH IN YOUR OWN, STYLE": (1) LADY SUING FOR SWALLOWING A BBQ BRISTLE; (2) DAD WHO GOT HIS HAND AND FACE, BURNED SETTING OFF HIS OWN, FIREWORKS, WITH, SARCASTIC, GOOD SAM NEIGHBORS, WHO, SARCASTICALLY, ON LOCAL, KIRO NEWS, SAID, THAT IS WHY WE LEAVE IT TO THE CITY . . . THE FIREWORKS! LOL. NOT, THE AVERAGE HERO TALK--ANYONE WOULD HAVE DON THE SAME THING TO SAVE THEIR NEIGHBOR SHIT! LOL. SMART PEOPLE, DON'T RISK THEIR HANDS AND FACE! LOL. SO SEATTLE MENTALITY! LOL. LOOK YOU SCHMUCK, GET A GRIP, WE HAVE PUT WHAT'S LEFT OF YOUR, HAIR, OUT, FOR THE LAST, 3 YEARS! BUT, DEAR OLD DAD, THERE IS ALWAYS, NEXT YEAR TO BLOW YOUR FACE OFF, AND LOSE YOUR OTHER HAND! LOL. (3) THE LADY WHO TIED HERSELF TO THE STATUE OF LIBERTY, FIGHTING COPS, SAYING SHE WILL NOT GET DOWN, UNTIL THE CHILDREN ARE RETURNED TO THEIR PARENTS, IN TEXAS AT THE BORDER CROSSINGS AND DETENTION CENTER; (4) MR. AMERICAN FLAG, SUNGLASSES, "CHECK OUT MAN" AT KEN'S MARKET, AND HIS "CHECK OUT CREW!" LOL. AMERIANA AT ITS BEST! FUN STUFF, COOL STUFF, LIKE THE CIA, DRY BODY SURFER RECORD DUDE, WHO I AM GUSSING WANTED ME TO ASK FOR HIS NUMBER, AFTER HE TOLD ME OF HIS FAME, AND HIS FEATS OF BRAVERY, LAND CRUISE RECORD, BY SAYING, I WILL BE LEAVING NOW . . .OK, SEE YA. THEN HE WOULD NOT GO . . . I HAVE TO USE THE RESTROOM . . . OKAY, LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT, THE DROP BOARD I INVENTED, THAT REVOLUTIONIZED, THE DRY LAND, LOOSH. I HAVE TO GO TO THE BATHROOM! WELL, WHY DON'T YOU EAT, BANANAS, FISH OIL, AND WATCH THOSE TRANS FAT . . . AND, THAT DIET COKE IS POISON! LIST DICKHEAD . . . THE ONLY REASON, I EVEN LISTENED TO YOU, IS BECDAUSE BOTH OF MY SONS, WERE SKATERS, AND ONE IS STILL A SNOWBOARDER, AND THEY WILL, DIG THAT I MEN YOU! I REALLY DON'T CARE! LOL. NEVER TOUCH THE DRIVER! LOL. CIA HOSTILITY, AND, GINA HASPEL, YOUR NEW DIRECTOR IS DOG ASS UGLY, SO DON'T TALK ABOUT ME, ASSHOLE . . . DON'T LET THE DOOR HIT YOUR SKINNY, TOO SKINNY, LITTLE ASS AND YOUR CROCKED, LEG, GETTING OUT THE DOOR! NO, THIS WAS NOT MY COOL BLOG! LOL. YES, I AM STILL PISSED! NOW, CALL ME CRAZY, BUT, I WOULD, THINK, THAT, SOMEONE, IN THE CIA, WHO, REFUSED, TO GIVE ME HIS SOURCES OF INFORMATION, ON CIA BLACK MARKET MAFIA, AND THE CIA INVOLVEMENT IN THE OPIUM, AND HEROIN, TRADE, WOULD, REGARDLESS OF MY LOOKS, BE IMPRESSED, THAT, I KNEW, EVERYTHING AND MORE THAN HE DID, ABOUT AFGHANISTAN! FUCK, I WROTE THE FUCKING POLICY, BACK, IN 2009, THAT THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES AND SECRETARY OF STATE, USED, AND WE DIDN'T HEAR ANYTHING FROM, THAT PART OF THE WORLD FOR ABOUT, 8 YEARS, AND TROOPS WERE REDUCED, BY, 100,000 . . . THERE WAS NOTHING I DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT THE SKULL & BONES, OTHER SEC RET SOCIETIES, IN FACT, I KNEW MORE THAN, YOU . . . ALL I DID, WAS ASK YOU YOUR SOURCES, AND YOU GOT, PISSED AND EXPECTED ME TO TRUST YOUR FUCKING EYE? I DON'T KNOW YOU, NOR DO I KNOW, THAT YOU ARE RELIABLE, OR NOT TRYING TO GIVE ME MISINFORMATION, AND LIKE THE "GLOBE" TAKING WHAT I WROTE, BACK IN 2014, ON MY BLOG ABOUT THE KENNEDY ASSASSINATIONS, AND WRITING THE TOTAL OPPOSITE, OF EVERY DAMNED THING MY RESEARCH AND WRITING FOR A FEW WEEKS, INDICATED? NO, THAT WAS NOT ENOUGH TO IMPRESS THIS ASSWIPE . . . YOU HAVE A FUCKING BAG FULL OF KILLER, SHIT, HIDDEN IN YOUR JACKET, THAT I THOUGHT, MUST HAVE BEEN, PERMANENT DISFIGUREMENT, OF SOME RACING, MOUNTAINS, AND CRASHING INTO 10,000 POUNDS OF METAL! I MEAN, WHO THE FUCK, IN THE CIA, AND FBI, THE DEA, THE NSA, THE AFT, MAYBE NOT SO MUCH, BUT, SURELY THE DIA, WOULD NOT BE FUCKING IMPRESSED AS SHIT WITH A WOMAN, LIKE ME, WITH CREDENTIALS, LIKE ME, AND CLIMBING THE HIEGHTS AND DEPTHS OF THE LEGAL SYSTEM, FAST, NOT SO UNLIKE REACHING THE TOIP OF MOUNT EVEREST, BUT WITHOUT A TOUR GUIDE AND SURPA TO CARRY MY SHIT! WHAT IS NOT TO LIKE? MALE/FEAMLE SHIT ASIDE, WHAT IS NOT AS FUCKING IMPRESSIVE AS YOUR, RACING CAREER? THIS DUDE, GOT IN MY FACE AND SAID, WHAT I HAD BEEN THROUGH, WAS, NOTHING COMPARED TO WHAT HE HAD BEEN THROUGH, MY STORY, WAS, NOTHING, TO HIS! OH, REALLY, THEN, HE LEFT AND DIDN'T TELL ME, BECAUSE THERE ARE FEW, IN ALL, CLASSES OF THE INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY, WORLDWIDE, AND IN MILITARY CIRCLES, WHO HAVE DONE MORE AND HAD, MORE DONE TO THEM, INCLUDING, 4 OR 5 POISONING, THAT THE WORLD MARVELLED, AT THE FORMER, KGB SPY AND HIS DAUGHTER, WHO WERE HOSITALIZED . . . FUCK, I RODE A BUS, FROM, BUTTE, MONTANA, TO KALISPELL, BECAUSE, I DIDN'T HAVE I.D., THAT WAS STOLEN AND I WAS DENIED GETTING NEW I.D., SO I WENT THERE TO DIE, BACK IN, MARCH OF 2015! I WAS IN THE SUPER 8 MOTEL, FOR FUCIKING 5 DAYS, TOO SICK TO EVEN GO DOWN TO THE COKE MACHINES! I WANTED SOMEONE TO BE ABLE TO INDENTIFY ME, IF I DIED! DO YOU SERIOUSLY, THINK I AM WORRIED ABOUT COOKING MY KIDS, CHRISTMAS DINNER??????????????? FUCK ASPHALT . . . MY SON'S SONG FROM HIS, BAND, "THE DITCH & THE DELTA" HIVE IN DECLINE CD! SHIT, FOR THE LAST 6 YEARS, NON-STOP RELENTLESS ATTACKS ON MY LIFE! FUCK LAGOON, LAST TIME I CAME TO, UTAH, BY THE TIME I WANTED TO HAVE LUNCH WITH MY SON, THERE WAS HALF THE UTAH HIGHWAY PATROL, AND FEDS, WAITING . . . LAST NIGHT AT LA FITNESS BALLARD, THERE WERE THREE COPS IN THE POOL, AND SEVERAL MORE, STRETCHING OUTSIDE THE LOCKER ROOMS, ONE AT THE FRONT DESK AREA, AND NEAR THE ELEVATOR, AND SEVERAL OUTSIDE! I GOT OUT THROUGH A FUCKING "WORMHOLE!" AND YOU ARE GOING TO JUDGE ME ON MY BOOBS, OR MY ASS, OR MY SIZE???????????????? WHAT THE GOD DAMNED FUCK IS FUCKING WRONG WITH YOU . . FUCK ASPHALT! LOVE THAT! PERFECT! I UNDERSTAND THE DAILY, HOLIDAY, AND, NEEDS TO BE NURTURED, LOVED, CODDLED, BUT THIS MOM, CAN'T DO THAT RIGHT NOW . . . I HAVE, BUT FOR MY BLOG EVER, TRASHED, THEIR EXTENDED FAMILY, KNOWING THEY ARE FILLING IN SOME NEEDED LOVE AND ATTENTION, BUT FOR THE WRONG REASONS, MONEY, BUT EVEN THAT, I AM WILLING TO LET THEM, DO WHATEVER, FOR WAHTEVGER REASON, BECAUSE, I KNOW, I CAN'T! BUT IT IS THEIR, MORMON, REPUBLICAN, COP, MOB, SYSTEM, THAT PUT, THEM, IN THIS SITUATION, NOT ME! I WOULD BE THERE, I WANT TO BE THERE . . . BUT, CAN'T YOU SEE THE RISK??????????? THEY FUCKING WANT ME DEAD! NO JOKES, NO HUMOR, NO, LEEWAY, NO, EXCEPTIONS, THEY HAVE DECIDED THEIR, TOTALLY, INSECURE, UNSTABLE, LACK LUSTER, BULL SHIT, COP CUNTS, GET TO "STEAL" EVERYTHING, ALL THE BRAGGING RIGHTS, MY KIDS HAVE . . . FORCING ME INTO, TOTAL POVERTY, WHEN, OUR FAMILY, WOULD ROCK THE WORLD FINANCIAL SCENE, SO THEY HAVE TO DEAL, WITH THEIR BEAUTIFUL, SMART, COOL, FUN, MOTHER, IS FORCED TO LIVE HOMELESS! LAST WEEK, I JUST, GOT THE FOURTH, SEATTLE APARTMENT, STOLEN, AND THE TIDY CAT, CIA, DID WHAT THEY DO BEST, MAKING CAT VIDEOS, THAT ACCOMPLISH NOTHING, BUT ENTERTAIN THE TROOPS, MAKING THEM, FEEL CLEVER, AND SO, COOL--NOT! I AM SURE, GIVEN THE LOCATION, SOUTH UNION, TWO BLOCKS, FROM, WHOLE FOOD MARKET, ON THE SOUTH, OR OPPOSITE, TWO BLOCKS ON THE NORTH, WHERE MILES, LIVES, WITH WHOLE FOOD MARKET, ONE OF HIS HANGS, WHERE WE HAVE GONE TOGETHER, AND I HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT, IS WHERE, KAY IS GOING TO LIVE OF WHATEVER CIA FLAVOR, CHICK OF THE MONTH, IS GOING TO LIVE . . .BASED ON CIA, COMMUNICATING WITHOUT COMMUNICATING, AFTER I FILLED OUT ALL THE PAPERWORK, SO, THEY HAVE MY SIGNATURES, ON BOTH, THE INITIAL, AND NOW, THE APARTMENT SPECIFIC, "CASCADE" WITH THE PEA PATCH, SINCE I LOVE AND HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT GARDENS, BEING THE #1 HOBBY, AND APPLAUDED, FIRST LADY, MICHELLE OBAMA, FOR HER BOOK ON GARDENING, SOUTH LAWN OF THE WHITE HOUSE, AND HER, PLOY FOR NEIGHBORHOOD GARDENS, THIS IS THE PERFECT, COVER FOR WHITTLE KAY, AND MILES . . . NO, I AM WITH, JOANN SECRIST, NOT, GAMES, AND INITIAL GAMES, JOANN S. SECRIST, SO THEY DON'T APPEAR TO BE LYING WHEN, THEY ARE LYING OUT THEIR ASSES FOR THE LAST YEAR! I HAVEN'T SEEN, MILES, OR TALKED TO HIM, AND THAT IS ON PURPOSE, BECAUSE I KNEW HE WAS DOING THIS SHIT, WHEN, I STARTED TO DITCH HIS SORRY ASS! BETTER BOOBS! GOD? HER KIDS, SHE CAN'T STAND, BRATS, WERE RAISED BY, HER AND ILLEGAL ALIENS, SHE PROBABLY DIDN'T CLAIM ON TAXES, OR TAKE TAXES OUT, ALL U7NDER THE TABLE SHIT . . . SHE IS A LAW BREAKER--I AM NOT! BUT, AFTER LEAVING, SARAH, WHO ALMOST MADE IT SOUND LIKE A REAL,THING, THAT I MIGHT, ONCE I GET THE PAPERWORK DONE, MIGHT GET TO MOVE IN, AND IT WAS PERFECT FOR ME, JUST LIKE I REQUESTED--ALL I NEED IS A BED--SO, EXCITED, COOL, GREENARY ALL OVER THE PLACE IN THE MIDDLE OF A "CEMENT JUNGLE!" BUT WITH A FUCKING GARDEN AND PARK, JUST ACROSS THE STREETS AND LOCATION, LOCATION, LOCATION . . . BUT, ONCE I FILLED OUT THE PAPERWORK, AND WALKED TO THE BUS, I KNEW, SEEING THAT JOHN, STREET WAS, RIGHT, THERE, WITH WHOLE FOODS MARKET, IN BETWEEN, THAT, KAY AND MILES WERE USING ME TO GET HER CHEAP HOUSING, LIKE, HAPPENED FOR RACHEL, IN KIRKLAND, AND SHELLEY, IN GREENWOOD AND ALL HAVING ACCESS, TO KEEP, COPS AND OTHERS, CONFUSED, WITH, THOSE CHEAPER THAN, HOTELS, "LOVE SHACKS" AND SO FUN . . . KIRKLAND, EVEN USING, MY FURNITURE TO COVER BETTER, WITH, SECRET DRIVEWAYS, TO STOP EXPOSURE . . . YOU SEE, WITH THE KIRLAND APARTMENT, I NEVER SIGNED, THE APARTMENT, PAPERWORK, SO THAT WAS, PROBLEMATIC! ON THE GREENWOOD, AND CASCADE, THEY MADE SURE, THAT THIS TIME, AROUND, ALL AROUND THE CITY FUN . . . I, WAS THE RESPONSIBLE, PARTY, RIGHT . . . THEY CAN FUCK OUT ON THE RENT, THE LEASE AND SPLIT, LEAVING ME HOLDING THE BAG, RIGHT . . . ALL KINDS OF ADVANTAGES, ALL GREAT PLACES AND ALL RECUDED, RENT, BECAUSE OF MY, 18 YEAR OLD DISABILITY! COOL, LATER, KILL JOANN, AND AS THEY HAVE BEEN TRYING, STEAL HER SOCIAL SECURITY, CONNECTING HER KIDS, AND, ALL HER, YEARS OF WORKING, SINCE THE GIRLS HAVE BEEN WORKING OFF THE GRID, USING MY NAME, THEREFORE, THEY DON'T GET SOCIAL SECURITY, SO THE BOSY ARE SETTING THE GIRLS UP FOR RETIREMENT GECAUSE THEY ARE BLOWING THROUGH MY MONEY SO FUCIKING FAST AND THEY WANT, TO CLAIM MY BLOG, TOO! GETTING PAID FOR GAMING! HACKING IT GETTING BETTER AND BETTER! CURSOR DIDN'T GO B ACK TO THE START, BUT THE P.O.S.T. PIN NUMBER, AND HACKING, IS AT THE TOP! TOP BLOGGER IN THE WORLD, SINCE THE FIRST DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAKIE IT KAY! CIA FINANCIAL CRIMES, FBI OVER FINANCIAL CRIMES, OUR GALS! OUR PRODUCE GUYS! ALL P.O.S.T., IT IS ALL RIGHT IN THE DAILY, HACKERS, INFORMATION, THAT IS SENT THROUGH THE DEEP WEB AND DARK INTERNET, SET UP FOR THE SECRET MESSAGES OF THE CIA, TO AVOID SPY RINGS! BUT, AFTER LEAVING THE APARTMENT TOUR, IN TRUE, I CAN READ YOU LIKE A BOOK STYLE, BUT, DON'T GIVE A RAT'S ASS . . . I WAS IN THE BUS SHELTER, WAITING FOR RT, BUS 70 TO THE U-DISTRICT, LOOKING AT THE PARKING LOT IN FRONT OF ME, THINKING WHAT A GREAT LOCATION, THIS, APARTMENT IS FOR, DOWNTOWN, EVENS, LIKE, THE FOURTH OF JULY, AND OTHER, FUN BIG CITY STUFF . . . ALL THE SUDEEN, LIKE CLOCK WORK, A WHITE VAN, WITH, "JUDD & BLACK" COMES IN, AND TURNS AROUND . . . ALL FOR AERIAL SURVEILLANCE, AND THE CAT VIDEOS, LIKE LOOK HOW, CLEVER, NOW COOL, HOW, WE USED JOANN AGAIN, WITHOUT HER NOTICING US! NO, I DIDN'T CARE ENOUGH TO WRITE ABOUT IT . . . YOU EDIT THESE OUT ANYWAY! ACCESS, ACCESS, ACCESS . . . THE BEST, FUNNIEST, WITTIEST, MOST POLITICAL AND THE GREATEST HITS, ARE ALL, JUST RIPPED, RIGHT OFF THE BLOCK WITHOUT, ME EVEN POSTING, LIKE YESTERDAY! BUT, MY FIRST REACTION, WAS, OKAY, ASHLY JUDD, THE SISTER, THE SHORT, THINNER, OF THE JUDD SISTERS, AND OF THE BAND, THEY HAD WITH THEIR MOTHER, IS GETTING THE APARTMENT SO SHE CAN BE CLOSER TO BOYFRIEND, DA, CIA, CHEF, MILES! I GUESS I AM, WYNONA JUDD, AND KAY, IS, THE MUCH, LITTLER, KAY! READ THEM LIKE A BOOK! I FIRST SAW THAT, PRINT COMPANY, THEY DIDN'T THINK OF THE DEEPER, COMMUNICATIONS, THAT OF COPYING ME, WHILE SHE IS TRYING TO BE ME, KAY IS REVEALING, EXACTLY WHAT THEY ARE DOING . . . EVERYTTHING IS SYMBOLIC, AS IN "PRINTING" . . . "BLUEPRINTS" . . . BUT, WHEN, MY LAST TRIP TO MONTANA, WAS, REROUTED, THROUGH, WENACHEE, RATHER THAN, THE NORMAL ROUTE, GIVING THE HARLEY DAVIDSON, CREW, TIME TO GET TO MONTANA FIRST, ONCE THEY NOTICED, OR THEIR SPIES AT THE BUS TERMINAL, ALERTED THEM TO MY ESCAPE, NOT ESCAPE . . . REALLY, JUST TRY8ING TO DITCH, MY TAILS, AND THE COPS, WHO WERE TURNING UP THE HEAT . . . GET OUT OF TOWN,, GENERALLY BLOWS OVER IN THREE DAYS! LOL. REMEMBER, THE TWO RATS, OR MICE, AND THE MAZE, EXPERIEMENT . . . IT WAS THE MOUSE, WHO FOLLWED THE OTHER, MOUSE THROUIGH THE MAZE, THAT WAS THE MOST TRAUMATIZED! LOL. I JUST DO WHAT I DO, WHEN, I NEED TO . . . IT IS THE CIA, TAILS, THE GIRLS AND THE BOYS, CLUBS, WHO ARE, WATCHING ME 24/7, AND HAVE TO FOLLOW! THEY TAIL ME, I DON'T SHADOW THEM! THEY ARE GETTING PTSD, FOR, ALL THE, BORN TO RUN SHIT, I DO! LOL. I AM NOT TIRED, THEY ARE BURNED OUT, AND PISSED! EVENTUALLY, I WIN! I WON A LONG, LONG, LONG TIME AGO, BY, CONTEST STANDARDS, THE COPS JUST REFUSE TO ADMIT, THAT I BEAT, ALL OF THEM! ALL LEVELS, ALL CHICKS, ALL GUYS, AND ALL T RAILS, TAILS, SPECIAL OPS, STINK OPS, AND BLACK OPS! FUCK ASHPALT! GOD, ME AND MY SON, THINK ALIKE! JUDD & BLACK, FUCK ASPHALT! LOL. NOW FOR SMART MEN, AND DUMB MEN, MEET ME IN THE FIRE HOLE BELOW . . . WHY, I DIDN'T QUIT ON MY BLOG! PAYED FOR PLAYING GAMES, MAKING VIDEOS, DEALING IN DRUG, SEX, AND ROCKIN' ROLL! ACTUALLY, MY GOD INTEL, TOLD ME AND I COULD FIGURE, AND FEEL THAT THE AGETN, YESTERDAY OR ASSET, MR, CIA, SKATEBOARDER, MIKE, WAS, ONE OF THE GOOD GUYS, WE HAD GOD IN COMMON, HE SEEMED ON THE RIGHT SIDE OF THE CIA BLACK MARKET MAFIA, SHIT, AND, HE PROBABLY DIGS WHAT I HAVE DONE OVER THE YEARS . . . WAITING FOR THE BUS, SOUNDER, THE GOD INTEL, A TRUCK, THAT SAID, "QUALITY PLANT . . ." NEVER START, TO LECTURE SOMEONE WHO TOOK, 12 TRIPS, TO GET TO THE FINTESS CENTER, THE OTHER DAY WITH CIA BLOCKING ME, OR, AS IN YESTERDAY, 10 BUS TRIPS, FUCK YOU ARE EXHAUSTED BEFORE YOU GET TO THE GYM, AND WITH COPS, WATCHING AND PLOTTING WHILE YOU ARE IN THE GYM, FORCED TO LEAVE EARLY, IT IS DOWN RIGHT, A MIRACLE, THAT I EVEN TRY! SHIT, POLICE ESCORTS, WOULD BE MORE APPROPRIATE! FUCK? WE JUDGE YOU ON YOUR WIEGHT, THEN, FUCK, YOUR ATTEMTPS TO GET TO THE GYM????????? THAT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE. I HAVE BEEN, THIN, BEEN A RUNNER FOR 10 YEARS, AND EXERCISED ALL MY LIFE, WEIGHT, 116 LBS. AFTER TWO KIDS, 140, WHEN, THE GOVERNMENT TOOK ME OUT . . . AND FORCED FED ME, MEDS THAT MAKE ANYONE FAT! WITH AN 80 LB., WEIGHT INCREASE IN ONE YEAR! THAT WAS ON PURPOSE . . . NO ONE KNEW ME FAT! MY KIDS ARE NOT USED TO SEEING ME FAT, BUT FOR THE LAST 20 YEARS NOW, 10 FUCKED UP, AND THE LAST, EITHER, PRACTICING LAW, OR ON THE RUN, EATING TO STAY WARM OR EATING TO STAY COOL . . . FUCK WHERE DOES A HOMELESS PERSON GO, IN THE HEAT OR THE COLD? I AM LUCKY, THAT NOBODY, THINKS I AM HOMELESS . . . I HAVE PEOPLE, COMPLAIN ABOUT THE HOMELESS TO ME, SO, I AM LUCKY TO BE ALLOWED TO SIT IN MCDONALD'S ALL DAY IF I WANT, AND NOBODY CARES . . . LAW ABIDING CITIZEN, BLOGGER EXTRAORINAIRE! MCDONALD'S STAFF LOVE ME! I GIVE THEM BUSINESS, AND BRAG ABOUT THEIR PROGRAMS AND TRAINING MAKING LATER, CEO BUSINESS LEADERS, OR THEIR COLLEGE ADMISSIONS, AND ENTRANCE HELP . . . THEY LOVE ME, EVEN WROTE ABOUT THEIR MISSOULA, MONTANA, BANDANA CREW, "TOO MUCH, MCDRAMA!" LOL. AFTER, MY BLOG GOT STOLEN, AND I WAS, LIKE, GUT PUNCHED, AND EVEN FELT, LIKE THE WIND OR AIR HAD BEEN KNOCKED OUT OF ME, THEN, TO SEE THE SECURITY GUARD, AKA, FED AGENT, OR COP, WALKING DOWN THE BACK STAIRS TO THE ENTRANCE TO THE LIBRARY, ONLY THERE ON STINK OP DAYS, TALKING ON HIS, SECRET, MESSAGE, DEVICE, I KNEW I HAD TO GET OUT . . . I WAS SO, PISSED ON TOP OF THE STEAL, NOW THE AMBUSH, CUTTING ME OFF FROM THE NEWS, THAT, I COULDN'T BRING MYSELF TO WATCH, YESTERDAY, SICK TO MY STOMACH, THAT I LIVE IN A COUNTRY, THAT ALLOWS, COPS TO STEAL WITH EASE, BILLIONS AND NOBODY CARES?????????????????? FUCK ASPHALT! I SAT IN THE RESTR0OOMS, SO HOT AND PISSED, THAT LUCKILY, I TOOK MY CAP OFF, TO COOL DOWN, SAT ON THE THRONE, FOR, 10 MINUTES, WAITING FOR THE CHICK AGENTS, SPYING OVER THE BATHROOM STALLS, ART OF DELAY, AND NO HAT . . . WORKED, HEARD THE SIRENS, OUTSIDE, LATER . . . MY CHARIOT OF FIRE, WAITING, SOUNDER 550 BELLEVUE TO DOWTOWN, SEATTLE . . . BUT AFTER, I GOT OFF THE WHITE THRONE, THINKING ABOUT THE LAST STEAL, OF NONE OTHER THAN, MY 4TH OF JULY, INDEPENDENCE DAY, BRILLIANT, FUN, VIEW OF, AMERICANA, STOLEN, HUNDREDS, WONDERING, WHAT, HOW, WHEN, CAN YOU, REACT, TO THAT . . . BREAK THE MACHINE, THROW THE COMPUTER, SCREAM IN THE LIBRARY . . . I JUST SAT AND STEWED . . . WHEN I CAME OUT OF THE STALL, I LOOKED IN THE MIRROR, MY CHEEKS WERE, SO RED, AND I TIRED TO RUB OFF WHAT I THOUGHT WAS, TOO MUCH BLUSH, BUT IT DIDN'T RUB OFF . . . THEN, I LOOKED AT THE REST OF MY FACE AND IT WAS, TOTALLY RED TOO! I THOUGHT, AFTER ALL THE FRAMING, ALL THE STEALLING, ALL THE RUNNING, I HAVE NEVER, EVER SEEN MY FACE THIS RED AND PISSED! I AM "COMFORTABLY NUMB" FOR THE MOST PART, BUT, THIS, ONE ACT OF THEFT, STEALING, MY GIVING, MY INTELLECTUAL PRO-PERTY THAT I AM FREELYT AND WILLINGLY SHARING WITH COPS, CITIZENS, ELECTED OFFIC8IALS, VOTERS, AND THE WORLD, GIVING DAILY, EVERY FUCKING DAY, AND THEY STEAL, THE "IINDEPENDENCE DAY" BLOG????????????????? BUT, LOOKING AT MY FACE, I THOUGHT, OF ALL THE CARTOONS, THAT, I WAS AS A KID, AND THEIR, RENDIDTIO OF MAD, PISSED OFF, CHARACTERS . . . I NEVER THOUGHT, TURNING RED AND HJAVING YOUR FACE BLOW UP, COULD, BE REAL?????????? I GUESS, IN ALL THIS, MY SUPERIOR COPING SKILLS, HAD, STOPPED, PREVENTED, OR ELIMINATED, THIS PHENOMENA. INTERESTING. JUST TO SAY, "FUCK ASPHALT" TO MIKE THE SKATEBOARDER, AND HIS, TRANS FAT SHIT . . . I WENT TO "THE RED MILL BURGER JOINT, USED MY CARD, VERIFY, $20.00 WITH TIP ROUNDED UP, AND GOT A BACON, BLUE CHEESE, BURGER, FIRES, WITH SPECIAL SAUCE, AND A BOYSENBERRY SHAKE, JUST TO PISS OFF THE CIA, AND ALL T HEIR STUPID, "WEIGHT CHARTS!" THE COPS HAVE THEM, THE FEDS HAVE THEM, AND THE MILITARY, HAS THEM . . . PERHPAS, MORE APPROPRIATE FOR THE INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY, WOULD BE, INTELLIGENCE CHARTS! YOU CAN'T BEAT ME! LOL. SO YOU REDUCE ME TO THE "ONLY" FUCKING AREA, YOUR, ASSETS, SHINE IN . . . NOT BECAUSE IT HELPS, BUT, FOR SEX GAMES, HONEY TRAPS, IS YOUR PHYSICAL HEALTH, AND THAT IS IN QUESTION . . . REDEFINE, FIT! OBVIOUSLY, I AM, MORE FIT FOR THE JOB, THAN, YOUR OWN, AGENTS, BECAUSE THEY7 CAN'T FUCKING GET ME! DEATH BECOMES HER, BUT, ASSASSINS, CAN'T GET HER, OUR TOP HIT MEH, FALL IN LOVE WITH HER . . . SHIT, I AM A NATURAL! GOD, I AM TRAINING YOU! GOD? FUCK ASPHALT! STAY WILD MOON, CHILD! BOOMBERS, THE HIPPIE PARENTS OF MILLENNIALS, AND GEN-XERS, ARE SO MUCH ALIKE, IT IS NOT FUNNY! SONS OF THUNDER! THEY WANT TO CHANGE THE WORLD, SAVE THE WORLD, SO SAVE MOM! LOL! THE GIRLS ARE ENTRENCHED IN, LOOKING GOOD, AND WEIGHT MANAMGEMENT, JUST LIKE THEIR THIN, MOTHER, WITH STILL, BAD LEGS, TAUGHT THEM . . . THAT DIRLL SAREANT IN THE HOME, THEY WERE BORN TO! LOL. WHO DO YOU THINK, TAUGHT YOU, NUTRITION? YOUR MOTHER, WHO, DIDN'T EVEN, USE, RED MEAT, BECAUSE IT WAS BAD, FOR 6 FUCKING YEARS! OR THE MOTHER WHO NEVER ALLOWED, ANYTHNING BUT A HOT BREAKFAST, BEFORE SCHOOL . . . NO COLD CEREAL UNTIL AFTER THE DIVORCE, ONE OF THE DOWNSIDES OF DAD'S BREAKFAST, WHO HAS TO RUN TO WORK! WHO DID YOU SEE, RUN EACH MORNING? IT WASN'T SUE, NOT SHELLEY, NOR RACHEL, NOT KAY! FUCK KAY'S WHOLE WORLD IS GONE WITHOUT SEX, THAT IS HOW SHE GOT AHEAD . . . I AM, THE "DEEP PURPLE MACHINE HEAD! . . . PURPLE DRAGON, FIRE BREATHING, AND DEADLY! KAY, SHE IS A PUDDY CAT AND PUSSY! ;FUCK, AND CANDY, FOR COPS! NOT ME, NEVER! WHY, I DIDN'T QUIT MY BLOG . . .

CUT, PASTE AND HACK TIME!  9:47 AM, SOPHIA'S PLACE!  7/6/2018 . . . DATE AND TIME GAMES . . . THIS BLOG HAS ALWAYS, BEEN, ATTACHED TO PACIFIC TIME, WHERE KAY, LIVED, THIS, IS JUST A YEAR, THING FOR ME . . . ALL MY BLOGS WERE, BUT FOR A FEW, MADE IN MOUNTAIN TIME . . . SO, WHO, WANTED IT TIMED TO PACIFIC?  MILES?  HE WAS THE FIRST TO KNOW ABOUT MY BLOG, HE WAS THE ONE WHO TOLD ME, ABOUT MAKING MONEY, HE WAS THE ONE WHO GOT ME UP, FIRST TO SPOKANE, THEN, TO SEATTLE, SEATAC, AND CONTACTED ME AGAIN, AFTER NOT SEEING HIM FOR 4 YEARS?  WHY, ROCKING THE CHARTS, LUTHER BURBANK PARK, WITH, MS. PARK CITY, UTAH, KAY?

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MEN'S HEALTH. HAVE A HEART. MEN ARE BACK. READY TO LEARN!  WHEN THE STUDENT APPEARS, THIS SOCRETES, WILL TEACH . . . WHEN YOU WANT TO LEARN, AS MUCH, AS, A STUDENT, WITH HIS HEAD, HELD UNDER WATER, UNTIL, HE COULD FIGHT NO MORE . . . I WILL, TEACH!

REACHING A TURNING POINT . . . EDUCATION, MORE, THAN, SEX!  KNOWLEDGE IS POWER . . . BETTER CARE. BETTER LIVES. BETTER TOGETHER!

 YOU ALL CAN'T FUCK ME ANYWAY!

 HOW DO I KNOW . . . YOU HAVE BEEN TRYING!  NOT THE TYPE OF FUN, FUCK, BUT, THAT OTHER, NASTY, STEAL, TRACK, AMBUSH, FUCK!

SO, SMART MEN, AND STUPID MEN . . . I HAVE WRITTEN, SOME WILL HEED, MY WORDS, AND THERE IS "NOTHING" THAT TURNS ME ON MORE, THAN, A MAN, WHO LISTENS!  LEARN LOUD, YOUR WIVES, GIRLFRIENDS, LOVERS, FEEL THE SAME WAY!

 I HAVE SAID, I NEED, UNTIL, SEPTEMBER 14, BEFORE, I AM READY, TO EVEN GET A DIET COKE WITH SOMEONE!  DON'T MEET ME IN THE SWIMMING POOL, DON'T WEAR SPEEDO TYPYE SWIM GEAR, AND NEVER WAIT UNTIL I GET OUT OF THE POOL, SO YOU CAN SEE MY LEGS . . . I AM SURE, ALL THE THREE GUYS, "KILLER POD OF COPS" AFTER SEEING MY LEGS, ARE ALL ABOUT . . . GOING FOR THE KILL . . . HOWEVER, THE SWIM COP, JUST SEEING MY FACE, KEPT STARING AT ME, STILL HOT, EVEN AT 63, GOING ON, 35!  I JUST LOOKED STRAIGHT FORWARD, AND IGNORED HIM . . . HE MUST HAVE, NOT GOTTEN THE MEMO!  I EVEN SAID, IN THE BLOG, THE INDEPENDENCE DAY, BLOG, THAT, THE THREE MEN, TWO COPS FROM THE FALL, AND ONE CIA, MR. MUSCLES, WHO COULDN'T SWIM . . . I AM CUBE SMART, ALL SIDES OF THE RUBRICS CUBE AND JUST AS COLORFUL . . . THAT, NOT THESE MEN, THEMSELVES, BUT MEN IN GENERAL, WERE MAKING ME SICK!  I ALMOST VOMITED.  I AM A VERY MODEST, PERSON, HATE, TO BE, THE CENTER OF ATTENTION, AND, DON'T WANT ANYONE SEEING ME, INCLUDING MY OWN, KIDS, IN A SWIMSUIT, EVEN WHEN THEY WERE YOUNG, I NEVER GOT IN A SUIT, BUT FOR A WATER SLIDE ONCE!  GRAND KIDS INCLUDED!  LOL.  BAD LEGS SINCE BIRTH . . . GAVE MY GIRLS, AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL LEGS, MARRYING THEIR FATHER!  RRRRRRRRRR!

NOW, HERE IS A SMART MAN . . . SO MANY PEOPLE, IN SEATTLE READ MY BLOG, SO MANY HOT MEN, AND SOME, WHO ARE SMART IN THE WAY, THEY MONITOR MY PROGRESS . . . GUESS WHAT, KIDS, I AM STILL HOT!  LOL.  SO, A WEEK OR SO AGO, A FRIEND, I HELPED WITH HER CHORE, WANTED ME TO GO TO "DIVA ESPRESSO" IN GREENWOOD, TO GET, ME A DIET COKE, TO THANK ME . . . I AM NICE!

AS WE WERE LEAVING, THIS VERY, MR. HOT, LOCAL, DARK, NICE, AND STOCKY, BEARD, AS I RECALL, CAUGHT MY EYE, WE, LOOKED IN EACH OTHER'S EYES . . . THEN, HIS, EYES, WENT TO MY KNEES!!!!!!!!!  LOL.  I THOUGHT, HE READS MY BLOG, DIDN'T MAKE A BIG DEAL, BUT, DID, CHECK, TO VERIFY!  YES, SHE NEEDS THE FEW MONTHS!  LOL.  MOST DUDES, JUST LOOK, AT FACES, SMILES, AND DON'T KNOW, THAT BLACK COVERS A MULTITUDE3 OF SINS!  LOL.  WOMEN, KNOW THAT, SO, LATER IN THE DAY, WHEN, DUMB ASSES, COME TO THE POOL TO DO THE SAME THING, WEARING, SPEEDOS, AND WAITING TO CHECK OUT MY UGLY LEGS, EVEN AT 116 LBS. MAYBE THE REASON, I HAVEN'T CARED . . . I AM JUST A SMALLER SIDE OF, THE SAME LOOK . . . GREAT IN CLOTHES, SHIT IN SWIMWEAR!  LOL.  BELIEVE ME, THE POOL, IS THE LAST PLACE, YOU WANT TO MEET ME!

 LATER THAT DAY, MR. PINK PANTS, DESIGNER, SHOPPER, KINGS, TRIES TO PICK UP ON ME, AFTER, MY SWIM, NO MAKE-UP, AND HE EVEN HAS, PINK, SHOPPING, BAGS, TELLING ME, HE IS TOUGH ENOUGH TO WEAR, PINK!  DUDE, YOU HAVE THE WRONG SISTER!  I HATE SHOPPING, DON'T CARE IF I WEAR, DESIGNER, CLOTHES, AND WOULD NEVER WEAR, PINK!  LOL!  I AM NOT YOUR TYPE!  RACHEL? KAY? SHELLEY?  BASICALLY, ALL WOMEN, BUT FOR ME!  FUCKING HATE IT!

 FUCK ASPHALT!  LOL.  READ AND LEARN!

 

ANOTHER, SEATTLE SMART MAN, SAME THING, EQUALLY, HOT, PROBABLY, GOING OUT OF HIS WAY, TO CHECK ME OUT, I AM GUESSING, PROBABLY A COP, FED, MEETS EYES, AGAIN, IN THE CROSSWALK, OUTSIDE, MCDONALD'S, ROCKIN' ROLL, ON 3RD AND PIKE . . . VERY GOOD LOOKING, EYES MEET, EYES GO TO THE KNEES!  LOL.  VERY SMART . . . I CAN GET RID OF THAT SHIT, BUT, THAT IS A PROBLEM AREA, FROM YOUNG . . . WHEN THE GOVERNMENT TOOK ME OUT, I WAS IN KILLER SHAPE, EVEN HAD MY SLIP, DROP TO MY ANKLES, TALKING TO MY BOSS AT THE UTAH MEDICAL ASSOCIATION!  SO THIN, DIDN'T SEE IT DROP, UNTIL HE SAID . . . JOANN, AND NODDED TO MY ANKLES!

I PROMISE, I WILL BE A VERY DIFFERENT PERSON, PSYCHOLOGICALLY, BY SEPTEMBER!  THERE IS FUCKING NO, REASON, TO JUMP THE GUN, OR WANT ME TO JUMP YOUR GUN, NOW . . . WE MIGHT HIT IT OFF, NOW, AND I COULD CHANGE LATER!

 EVEN WIVES, WHO LOSE WEIGHT, SOMETIMES WANT TO DUMP THAT, EXTRA WEIGHT, THEIR HUSBAND . . . THAT LED TO ONE WOMEN'S DEATH, BY HUBBY!

JUST WAIT.  I HAVE SO MANY MEN, NOW, BUT THAT IS NOTHING NEW FOR ME!  THIS IS WHERE, MEN, LIKE, BRETT, MILES, KENNEDY WAS, PRETTY COOL, PERFECT BODY, MAN, DIDN'T SEEM TO CARE, WAS SO, TURNED ON SITTING BY ME, I THOUGHT, HE WAS GOING TO HAVE A HEART ATTACK, OR HE WAS JACKING OFF!  LOL!  THERE WAS A SONG, THIS MORNING, ABOUT, SOME, GUY, SINGING ABOUT LOVE, AND HE SAID, SHE WROTE ABOUT, WHEN, WE FIRST MET . . . YOU WILL FALL IN LOVE, WITH MY WORDS!  I MIND FUCK MEN.  THEN, I KEEP THEM FOREVER, REGARDLESS OF WHETHER I AM WITH THEM OR NOT!  I WANT, YOUR HEART, YOUR MIND AND YOUR SOUL!  SHE CAN HAVE, THE DAILY GRIND!  FUCK.  I HAVE THE BEST PART OF ALL OF YOU!

 I'M A HEARTBREAKER!

MY DREAM. FIRST SIGN ON THE STREETS?  PERFECT BOOBS, ONLY, FROM SOME, GIRLIE MAGAZINE! FUCK ASPHALT!  THESE BOOBS, HAVE GIVEN, SUCK TO YOUR FAVORITE ROCK STAR, YOUR FAVORITE, HIP HOP, BEATS, AND TWO, FEMALE SOLDIERS, WHO, SURVIVED, BOOT CAMP, FOUR YEARS, RE-UPPED, AND DID SPECIAL MISSIONS, INCLUDING, SEAR SCHOOL, THE POW TRAINING CAMPS, THAT MOST SOLDIERS, DARE NOT GO THROUGH!

 FUCK, ASPHALT . . . NOT THE KIDS!

THE DREAM, BIZARRE, SO NOT ME, MUST BE RACHEL!  LOL.  $50,000 OFF A MASTER CARD, BUYS, GREAT BOOBS . . . NURSING MOTHERS, DO WHAT, GOD INTENDED THEM FOR!  ALL YOU DARWINISTS, PREDATORS, LOOK AT THE BEASTS . . . THEY NURSE THEIR YOUNG, AND DON'T PUT PLASTIC, IN THEIR CHEST, UNLESS THERE IS A DAMNED GOOD REASON; I KNOW A FEW!

NOW, I THINK THIS WAS INSPIRED BY ONE OF THE COPS, WHO GOT IN THE HOT TUB WITH ME . . . MEN, RIGHT NOW, FEEL, HOT AND COLD, TOWARD ME.  SO THIS GUY, GETS IN THE POOL, BLACK AND WHITE, TEAM, BLACK DUDE, ON LOUNGE BEHIND ME . . . I AM IN ONE CORNER, DOING, MY HEAD, NECK, LEG, WRISTS, AND STRETCHES, WITH MY EYES, HALF CLOSED, JUST INCASE, THIS COP, TRIES WITH HIS VERY LONG ARMS AND ONLY ARMS, LENGTH FROM ME, GRABS AT ME, WITH HIS BUDDIES, BEHIND ME AND IN THE POOL, WAITING OUTSIDE, AND IN THE LOBBY, FOR BACK UP, MAKES ONE MOVE!  BUT, AT ONE POINT, HE LOOKS, AT MY SWIMMING SUIT, REALLY, CHECKING OUT MY BOOBS . . . NOTHING TO BRAG ABOUT, BUT, I HAVE NEVER HAD ANYONE COMPLAIN--DOES THAT SOUND, FAMILIAR TO YOU MEN?  WE CAN PLAY THOSE FUCKED UP, BODY GAMES TOO, DON'T FOOL YOURSELVES!  LOL.  THIS MORNING ON AN AD, THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT, OVERSIZED PROSTRATES!  GOD, WE AGE, WE CHANGE, OUR BODIES CHANGE, AND WE ADAPT!  SERIOUSLY, I CAN RIP YOU A NEW BODY TOO!  THERE IS ALWAYS, SOME DUDE, BETTER, MORE HANDSOME, STRONGER, SEXIER, AND IN BETTER SHAPE!  FUCK ASPHALT!  LOVE THAT TITLE, EL . . . LIKE MOTHER, LIKE SON!  LOL!

UNTIL, I STARTED DEALING WITH COPS, AND THE CRIMINAL JUSTICE WORLD, AND SISTERS, WITH THEIR 3RD BOOB JOBS, BEING SUBSTITUTED AND GIVEN MY CREDENTIALS, I NEVER, HAD, ONE COMPLAINT, MOST MEN, I DEALT WITH, WERE SMART, DOCTORS, LAWYERS, PROFESSORS WERE MY WORLD!  THESE ARE THE THINKING SET!  BOOBS?  WHAT ARE THEY?  THIN?  DO YOU CARE?  I WAS ALWAYS IN THE 96% OF WOMEN, TO THESE MEN, HOT AND SMART!  BOOB SIZE?  WHAT THE FUCK?  NEVER?  THAT PAPER YOU WROTE WAS AMAZING, THAT CASE YOU WON, THAT, KILLER LEGISLATIVE TRICK, YOU KICKED THE SHIT OUT OF COPS, NATIONWIDE, SOOOO FUCKING COOL!  THAT WAS MY CROWD FOR THE FIRST, 46 YEARS, UNTIL, COPS DECIDED, FUCKED UP, SICK, SISTER, SHELLEY, DESERV ED MY LIFE!  THEN, THAT WAS SO SUCCESSFUL, WE DECIDED, 6 WAS BETTER THAN 1, AND EVENTUALLY, EVEN MEN, WANTED TO BE ME AND CLAIM MY WORK, MY LIFE'S WORK!  ALL MY BOYFRIENDS, DATES, LOVERS, SAID, "IF YOU EVER GET A BOOB JOB, I WILL BREAK UP WITH YOU!"  THAT DIDN'T MOTIVATE ME ANY, MORE THAN, GET A BOOB JOB . . . I WILL DO, WHAT AND WHEN, AND IF I WANT, AND BOOBS, WERE NEVER AN ISSUE!  FUCK ASPHALT, I LOVE MY BODY, EVEN, FAT! LOVE COMFORTA AND FOOD, MORE THAN MEN . . . CHOICE . . . MIKE THE SKATEBOARDER, OR THE BACON BLUE CHEESE BURGER, FRIES AND DIET COKE, AT, RED MILL, ROCKIN' THE 70'S FAVES?   BURGER PLEASE!  LOL.

KNOW, WHAT, LIES BELOW, BEFORE YOU DIG!  CALL, 811, BECAUSE, 911 IS FUCKED UP!  LOL!

I AM JUST DIFFERENT THAN OTHER WOMEN . . . FRANK, MR. INTERPOL . . . "I HAVE NEVER, BEEN MISTREATED BY A WOMAN, LIKE YOU BEFORE!"  800 WOMAN, AND NOBODY COMPARES.  AMP UP YOUR GAME DUDE, STOP HANGING WITH BAR FLIES AND MALL RATS . . . YOUR DEALING WITH AN ATTORNEY!

EASIER TO MAKE SHELLEY ME, THAN ME, LIKE FRANK . . . PIMPLE DICK!  LOL!  SO WORTH IT TO FUCK, MR. 007!  LOL.  I LIKE GIRL CHEERLEADERS BETTER THAN FOOTBALL STARS!  GIRL POWER!  FEMINIST, NOT LESB!  LOL.

SO, THE DREAM, INSPIRED BY THE COP, WHO CHECKED OUT MY BOOBS--NOT THE CHICK I MET!  RACHEL.  HE KEPT, RUBBING HIS EYES, AND SPLASHNG WATER ON THEM . . . SURELY, THERE ARE TWO!  YEAH, JAMES MADE RACHEL ME TOO!  BRETT MADE KAY ME TOO, AND DADDY, MADE ANYONE HE COULD ME . . . MOON CHILD, REBEL WITH A CAUSE, PURPLE DRAGON!  MORMON MUFFINS, GET YOUR LIFE AND MONEY!

 IN THE DREAM AND SO NOT ME, DIDN'T LOOK, LIKE, ME, AND THE ACTIONS, SURELY, NOT ME . . . IT APPEARED TO BE A SWINGING TYPE SITUATION, SOMEONE, MUCH, PROUDER OF THEIR BODY, BOOBS, AND WHATEVER, THAN ME . . . SO, TWO MEN, TWO WOMEN, ONE WHO LOOKED, LIKE KAY, SMALLER, AND BROWN, HAIR, NON-EXISTENT, FOR THE MOST PART.

EVERYONE COMES IN LAUGHING, PARTY. PARTY, GLOBAL PARTIES, AIN'T NOTHING BUT A PARTY!  PAID TO PLAY GAMES, I DO THE HEAVY LIFTING!

EVERYONE, STRIPS DOWN, TO BEING TOPLESS!  AS THE BLONDE, NOT RACHEL, BUT, MORE HER THAN ME . . . SEEMED TO BE BOTH, INTERESTINGLY ENOUGH, BUT LOOKING LIKE NEITHER, BOOB THING, SO, SHE STARTS TO UNBUTTON HER BLOUSE, AND THERE ARE AMPLE, BOSOMS, FLOWING OUT OF THE BRA!  MIX, MATCH AND ATTACH, I WEAR, NOTHING BUT BLACK BRAS, AND THE CHICK HAD, A BLACK BRA ON, SO, MIXING MO'S . . . RACHEL WEARS, BEIGE, AS I RECALL, AND TWICE THE SIZE, AND I WOULD NEVER TAKE OFF MY SHIRT, IN THE LIGHTS, AND SURELY NOT WITH, OTHERS IN THE ROOM, AND MY LOVER OR HUB WOULD BE LUCKY, TO EVER SEE ME UNDRESSED AT ALL!  YOU CAN TOUCH MY ELBOWS, ANKLES, NECK, HANDS AND FACE, AND IF YOU CAN FIGURE OUT HOW TO HAVE SEX WITH ME, UNDER THOSE CONDITIONS, SURE, WE DON'T NEED TO WAIT, THAT EXTRA 2.5 MONTHS, TO SEPTEMBER!  LOL.  SOMETIMES, LESS IS MORE!  IN THE VICTORIAN ERA, LOVE IT, MEN, GOT TURNED ON, IF THEY SAW, ACCIDENTALLY, A WRIST OR AN ANKLE!  WE NEED PUSH BACK!  NOT PUSH UP!

I THINK, THE NEXT MOVES, TURN, WHAT, APPEARED TO BE, SORT OF ME, INTO, RACHEL, SO, ALL ARE UNDRESSED TO THE WAIST DOWN, THE THREE, OTHERS ARE A BLUR, IN THE DREAM, DIDN'T SEE THEM AT ALL, BUT, THE BLONDE, HAS, THE STRANGEST, NIPPLES, I HAD EVER SEEN, THEY POINTED DOWN, AND LOOKED, LIKE, THE NIPPLES ON A BABIES BOTTLE!  LOL.  THE STRANGE TYPE NIPPLES, I USED, WHEN, MY KIDS WERE YOUNG, NOT THE OLD, ONES THAT ARE, LIKE MY MOTHER'S GENERATION, BUT ONES THAT WERE CREATED TO BE THE SHAPE OF A MOTHER'S NIPPLES, WHEN, A CHILD IS GIVING SUCK!  I NURSED, FOUR KIDS, ELLIOT, FOR 9 MOUTHS!  THERE HAS ALWAYS, BEEN SOME FEAR, THAT THESE FUCKIN' CIA, FBI TYPES WHO SHARE THEIR SEX VIDEOS WITH THEIR FRIENDS, SIMPLE PUT, MY BOOBS, WHO NURSED, UP ON A SCREEN, AND ALL THE PLASTIC MALIBU BARBIES, AND SAID, TAKE A VOTE!  I CAN ONLY IMAGINE, HOW, WOMEN, OF SUCH, INFERIOR, SKILLS, I AM TALKING LEGAL, WRITING, AND SPEAKING SKILLS, COULD EVER, REPLACE ME, WHERE COMPLETE, BRILLIANT IGNORANCE COULD BE, GLAMORIZED, PARTICULARLY, BY THE "ALLEGED" INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY?  THAT IS THE DETERMINING FACTOR?  EYE CANDY, WHEN, I AM COOLER, SMARTER, AS CREDENTIALS, IF NOT MORE THAN, THE MEN, BOOBS?  IT WAS CONFIRMED BY, THE GIRLIE MAGAZINE . . . WE DON'T CARE WHO TRAINS, AS LONG AS THE CAT VIDEOS ARE GREAT!  NOT LOL.  DOWNRIGHT SCARY, IN FACT, SHELLEY, IN SAUDI ARABIA? IN NORTH KOREA, AS ME, WHO WROTE THE OBAMA POLICY ON AFGHANISTAN??????  SCREAMMMMMM. THIS IS NOT ABOUT SEX!

I WAS TAKEN BACK BY THE STRANGE NIPPLES ON THIS WOMAN, JUST BEAMING, AS IF, THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG!  NOW, THAT IS MUCH, MORE, RACHEL'S PERSONALITY, WOMEN WITH, BREAST AUGMENTATION, ALMOST, ACT, AS IF THEY ARE NOT ATTACHED TO THEIR BOOBS AND THEY ARE NO LONGER, PART OF THEIR BODIES?  I HAD COLLEGE, GIRLS, SPORTING NEW BOOBS, LIFTING UP THEIR SHIRTS, WANTING ME TO FEEL, NOW REAL THEY FELT??????? AH, NO THANKS, BUT THEY LOOK GREAT!  FAKE AS SHIT!  LOL.  RACHEL EVEN HAD HER, NIPPLES, PLACED HIGHER . . . BUILT TO SUIT, THREE BOOB JOBS, ORDERED BY HER, MALE PARTNER?

I WOKE UP . . . MS. MODESTY, NEVER, THAT IS ONE, MY KIDS, COULD, FOR SURE, VERIFY!  I WAS THE JUNIOR HIGH CHICK, WITH THE TOWEL, WRAPPED FIRMLY AROUND HER, BODY, STICKING, ONE ARM, IN THEN, A LEG AND THEN THE OTHER SIDE!  LOL.  SECRIST, GET IN THE SHOWER!  AH. NO!  I WAS VERY POPULAR, AND THE TEACHERS, LOVED ME, CLASS OFFICER, STUDENT BODY, CHEERLEADER, AND STUDENT OF THE MONTH, SMART AND CUTE, VALENTINES' QUEEN, THREE YEARS STRAIGHT . . . COUNTER-CULTURE PERSONALITY BY HIGH SCHOOL, WON EVERYTHING!  LOL.  MY MOTHER, USED TO SAY, EVERYTHING CAME SO EASY TO YOU . . . PAY BACK, SIBLING REVENGE?  NO, I JUST SAID, YES, TO MORE THINGS, AND HAD TO WORK JUST AS HARD AS THE NEXT GIRL TO GET THE WIN!  DON'T FOOL YOURSELVES . . . WHO SAYS, ALL THE TIME . . . THERE ARE NO SHORTCUTS TO SUCCESS . . . ALWAYS EARNED, NEVER, EVER GIVEN!

YOU GOT THE WRONG GIRL!  I DON'T CHEAT!  NEVER HAVE, NEVER NEEDED A MAN, DIDN'T AUDITION ON THE PRODUCER'S COUCH, NEVER FUCKED, OPPOSING COUNSEL, NOT THE JUDGES, EITHER, JUST, DID IT ALL, MYSELF!

SHOCKINGLY, UGLY, STANDARDS, AND SO, BLATANTLY, UNCONSTITUTIONAL . . . NO CRIME, NO DUE PROCESS, NO EQUAL PROTECTION, BOOBS THAT NURSED, FOUR, BABY GENIUSES . . . NO POINTS THERE, RIGHT?  FUCK ASPHALT!

GOD, FORGIVE THEM.

THE REASON, I CHANGED MY MIND . . . WHILE COMING BACK FROM, BALLARD LA FITNESS, AND NOT TAKING NOTES, TO ADVERTISE LOCAL, BUSINESSES TO THE WORLD, THE ONLY PLACE THAT I LOOKED, WAS AT THE GREEN SIGN, NEAR, FRED MYERS . . . IT IS ON THE FRONT OF A BUILDING, A SIGN, OF THE STATE OF WASHINGTON, WITH A HEART ON IT, THAT INDICATED, PEOPLE IN THIS STATE, LOVE MY BLOG . . . THEY THINK LIKE ME . . . ACTUALLY, I THINK THE PLACE IS CALLED, "HAVE A HEART" AND THERE WERE TWO MEN, AN OLDER MAN, WITH A YOUNGER MAN, MAYBE, FATHER AND SON?  BUT, THAT NAGGING FEELING, I CALL, GOD INTEL, SAID, WE ARE HERE, WE WANT TO KNOW HOW TO LOVE, TO DEAL WITH, WOMEN, WE WANT TO LOOK AT THEM, BEYOND THEIR BODIES, TO THEIR, HEARTS, THEIR MINDS, THEIR SOULS, AND BE PARTNERS, WHO, ACTUALLY, REALLY, REALLY, LOVE THEM.

WHEN THE STUDENT, IS READY, THE TEACHER COMES!

 SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT.

HAVE A GOOD ONE, LUNCH AT SOPHIA'S IS ON . . . BYE.