REAL DOPPELGANGER. FILTER EASY. SOUR PATCH EXTREME. TAINTED LOVE. I USED TO RUN TO YOU, NOW I RUN FROM YOU. CHARISMATIC FEMALE LEADERS! YOU CAN DO THIS! ROSEBUD WAS A BIKE. CITIZEN CHAIN CYCLERY. SAN FRANCISCO. JANE SEEMORE. LABELS ARE POWERFUL THINGS. T-SHIRT WITH BABY CATS UNDER THE BIG LIGHTS. HOW DO YOU CONTROL A ROCK STAR? BRAGGING RIGHTS. NOT YOURS. GURU OF JOY IS NOT YOU EITHER. F.O.G. IS: FORGIVE. OPTIMISM. GRATITUDE. MEN, WOMEN, CHILDREN ARE THAT THEY MAY HAVE JOY! PUGET SOUND HAS ONE THIRD OF THE NUCLEAR WEAPONS DEPLOYED. BE RESPONSIBLE. AFTER TRUMP WAS ELECTED, OR ALLEGEDLY SO, EVERY TIME I WOULD HEAR HIS NAME, THERE WOULD BE SOME CONNECTION BETWEEN HIS NAME AND "TRUMAN" . . . NOT NECESSARILY, PRESIDENT TRUMAN, WHO DROPPED THE A BOMB OR ATOMIC BOMB, BUT THE INFERENCE TO ME, WAS, THAT, YES, TRUMP, WOULD DO WHAT TRUMAN DID, BUT WITH NUCLEAR! WE ARE FACING, THIS SHIT, BECAUSE OF TRUMP'S ALLEGIANCE TO PUTIN AND RUSSIA, WHETHER THEY HAVE SHIT TO BLACKMAIL HIM WITH, OR, WHETHER, SOME RUSSIAN BANK, LENT HIM BILLIONS OF DOLLARS, WE ARE GETTING IN A PRECARIOUS SITUATION, AS A COUNTRY, BECAUSE OF ONE MAN'S FRAILTIES! THAT IS NOT ONLY, BULLSHIT, IT IS UNAMERICAN, AND UNPRESIDENTIAL! WE DESERVE BETTER! IT IS ONE THING TO GET INVOLVED, AS A COUNTRY, IN A GOVERNMENT, WE THE PEOPLE, NATIONAL SECURITY, MODEL, BUT, TO SHIFT, TO THE BUSINESS MODEL FOR TRUMP AND HIS RICH CRONIES, INCLUDING PUTIN--FUCK NO! ALL YOU REPUBLICANS WITH YOUR FUCKING HEADS IN THE GOP SAND TRAP, AND CAN'T SEE JUST WHERE THIS SHIT CAN LEAD US, ARE TOTALLY STUPID, AND IGNORANT, AS IF WE HAVEN'T BEEN HERE BEFORE! A NUKE IS A NUKE! IT DOESN'T MATTER IF IT IS IN THE HANDS OF AN AMERICAN, OR A NORTH KOREAN, OR A RUSSIAN, THEY ARE ALL MAD MEN! INSANE TO EVEN GET US HERE! WE NEED, A RESPONSIBLE, STABLE, RELIABLE, SANE LEADERS! WE CAN'T HAVE MAMBY PAMBY, LOSER, PARTISAN, TRIBAL IDIOTS, WE TRUST TO DO THE BUSINESS OF AMERICA, INCLUDING BEING A "CHECK & BALANCE" ON THE POWERS OF THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH! WE ARE JUST ALLOWING TRUMP, WHO KNOWS, NOTHING TO PACK THE COURTS WITH IDIOTS WHO DON'T BELIEVE, THE PRESIDENT CAN BREAK THE LAW, NOR THAT HE HAS TO TURN OVER TAPES, LIKE NIXON HAD TO, OR EVEN BE TRIED, FOR SO MUCH, LESS, LIKE CLINTON AND THE LITTLE BLUE DRESS SITUATION! IT WAS INTERESTING, THE OTHER DAY, ATTORNEY, MICHEAL AVENATTI, RAN INTO, TRUMP'S FORMER ATTORNEY, MICHAEL COHEN . . . WITH COHEN, CHANGING FROM TAKING A BULLET FOR TRUMP, TO PROTECTING HIS COUNTRY AND HIS FAMILY, WILLING TO NOW, PLAY BALL WITH MUELLER AND COMPANY, THERE IS SOME SPECULATION, THAT, HE COULD TURN, ON TRUMP IN THE STORMY DANIEL'S CASE ALSO, AND THEREFORE, SIDE WITH DANIELS, WITH AVENATTI, REPRESENTING, BOTH OF THEM AGAINST TRUMP. THE ISSUE OF CONFLICT OF INTEREST CAME UP . . . WHICH IS AN ISSUE, BUT CAN BE RESOLVED, DEPENDING ON WHAT THE EVIDENCE IS AND WHAT THE FACTS ARE, SOME PARTIES, CAN WITHOUT COMPROMISE, ACTUALLY BE REPRESENTED, BY THE SAME ATTORNEY, IF THERE APPEARS TO BE NO CONFLICT BETWEEN, THE PARTIES, WITH A COMMON GOAL AGAINST THE DEFENDANTS, OR TRUMP, IN THIS CASE. BUT WHAT WAS REALLY INTERESTING, IS WHAT, ARI MELBERG, MSNBC TALK SHOW HOST, ALSO AN ATTORNEY, SAID, THAT A FAMOUS ATTORNEY, ONCE SAID TO HIM . . . THAT SOMETIMES THE SITUATION NEEDS TO HAVE AN ATTORNEY! I HAD SEVERAL MONSTER, CIVIL RIGHTS CASES WHERE I REPRESENTED, TWO TO THREE PLAINTIFFS, WHO HAD SUFFERED THE SAME, LOST AND INJURY, BY THE GOVERNMENT AND PROBABLY COULD HAVE HAD A CLASS ACTION LAWSUIT, IF I WANTED TO! THERE ARE CASES, THAT ARE SITUATIONAL . . . WE DON'T KNOW HOW MANY WOMEN, COHEN, FIXED, OR WAS THE FIXER FOR, TRUMP . . . SOME HAVE SAID IN THE HUNDREDS AND OTHERS, SAID, THAT, EVEN WORSE THAN, DANIELS, IS KAREN MCDOUGAL, WHO IS WINING SOME MOTIONS AND HEADWAY, IN HER CASE, AS I RECALL. ANOTHER IMPRESSIVE THING ABOUT, AVENATTI, IS HIS CONDITIONS FOR, REPRESENTING COHEN, THAT HE COME CLEAN, IS WILLING TO BE TRUTHFUL AND HONEST WITH, THE AMERICAN PEOPLE, AND, THEN, TELL WHAT HE KNOWS! KISSES AND LOVES! AN ATTORNEYS, ATTORNEY, AVENATTI! JUST LIKE JENNIFER FLOWERS AND SOME OF CLINTON'S AFFAIRS, AND WOMANIZING, IT WAS THIS THAT ALMOST BROUGHT HIS PRESIDENCY DOWN! TRUMP HAS THESE THINGS AND, TONS OF OTHERS THAT HAVE SO FAR, BEEN SUCCESSFULLY, COVERED UP, AT LEAST FROM THE PUBLIC, BUT, I AM SURE MUELLER AND HIS TEAM ARE SEEING A TON OF IMPEACHABLE STUFF. TOO BAD, THE GOP IN CONGRESS, CAN'T APPLY THE SAME STANDARDS TO TRUMP, AS THEY WOULD HAVE TO PRESIDENT OBAMA . . . THEY WOULD HAVE GONE APE SHIT ON HIM, AND BIT INTO HIS ASS, LIKE A PIT BULL! TRUMP--FUCK, GIVE HIM A MULLIGAN, WE KNEW HE WAS A HOOLIGAN WHEN WE ELECTED HIM . . . WE DIDN'T ELECT HIM! PEOPLE HAVE IN ALL THIS MESS WITH THE RUSSIANS, AND THEIR MEDDLING, REFUSED TO LOOK, AT THE VERY REAL POSSIBILITY, THAT, VOTE COULD HAVE BEEN CHANGED IN THE ELECTORAL COLLEGE! THERE WERE ONLY 5 THAT ADMITTED THEY CHANGED THEIR POSITION . . . AN ILLUSION, AND A FLIP OF THE TOTAL NUMBERS, PREDICTED FOR CLINTON, AND, THE TOTAL NUMBERS, PREDICTED FOR TRUMP! TRADING PLACES! SOMEONE SHOULD GET IN THE LIBRARY OF CONGRESS, OR THE NATIONAL ARCHIVES AND CHECK THE VOTES! I SEE WHAT, THE "EASY FILTER" HACKERS CAN DO TO A COMPUTERS, MUCH MORE COMPLICATED THAT SOME FUCKING, VOTING MACHINE! I WOULD ALSO, CHECK AND MAYBE THEY DID, BUT THE THREE STATES, THAT, ALLEGEDLY TRUMP WON, BY, ONLY, A MERE, 70,000 VOTES IN THREE STATES, TO GIVE HIM THE ELECTORAL COLLEGE VOTES? PRETTY EASY SEEING WHAT I HAVE SEEN, AND THE CAPABILITIES, OF GUCCIFER 0.2, WITH, POSSIBLE TOP AMERICAN HACKERS, USING THEM AS A FRONT! RUSSIANS CAN ALWAYS, TAKE THE BLAME FOR, EVERYTHING . . . WE NEED A WHIPPING BOY, IF IT IS NOT THE RUSSIANS, THEN, WE HAVE THE TALIBAN, THEN, AL QAEDA, THEN, ISIS . . . ALWAYS SOMEONE, TO TAKE THE FALL, FOR, OR FRONT, THE REAL PLAYERS! THESE PEOPLE, I KNOW, WITH $30 MILLION PER DAY, FROM THIS BLOG AND OTHER, SECRIST MONEY, JUST LIKE MONOPOLY MONEY, CAN DO ABOUT ANYTHING! MONEY TALKS WITH TRUMP, PUTIN, KIM, AND THE STRONG MEN . . . HOW DO YOU THINK THEY CAME TO POWER? BE RESPONSIBLE, AMERICANS, NOT JUST, DEMOCRATS AND REPUBLICANS! IT IS THE CONSTITUTIONAL DUTY OF CONGRESS, TO BE A CHECK, NOT JUST ON THE PRESIDENT, BUT ON THE WHOLE FUCKING, EXECUTIVE BRANCH!

SOUR PATCH EXTREME HACKER OF THE DAY!  ALL P.O.S.T., NOT JUST, TALKING, POSTING THIS PARTICULAR, BLOG . . . THE COPS ARE STEALING THIS, AND CLAIMING, THAT THEY ARE THE WRITERS, SO THEY CAN FUND, FUCKS LIKE TRUMP!  PAY PUTIN AND BOYS, AND BRIBE KIM AND HIS CRONIES!

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WATCH ME STRUT MY TUFF!

The night before last, I had a dream, that I am still somewhat, puzzled by, a simple dream with one of my old friends from Ogden, Utah, Janis Vause, best friends from the second we met each other, back in about, 1979 or so, now that should date me, for you young men, who hit on me!  LOL.  Janice was my "doppelganger" or my "self-outside of self" or my "double" much more than a sister, would be, in personality, in leadership skills, in drive, and in physicality.  

All the dream was, was, me and Janis, standing, with each other, and after, having re-acquainted, ourselves with each other, we were in a bedroom, changing, shirts or blouses--now this is so Utah, and not necessarily, Janis, because I haven't seen Janis for 20 years, the last time, I was an assistant attorney general, for the state of Utah, so a long, long time ago.  I would say the few differences in me and Janic, probably come, in her, being, a more committed, wife, and a more devoted, Mormon, than me . . . I started, thinking on my own, at about age, 21, and got into, material and stuff, that, most Mormons would consider, heresy!  LOL.  

I was much, more, tempted, and that is a trait of a "charismatic" male and female, and Janis, heard all my, stories, and, while I was always tempered by my religion, that didn't stop, the men, and didn't stop, having feelings for some of them . . . she disapproved and made it well known to me.  The dream, seems to suggest, some of the issues, I am dealing with now . . . so we are both changing our blouses, and, both being about exactly the same age, as women will do, I just looked at her, boobs, and thought, mine look as good as hers do after all these years, and she has had a boob job!  LOL.  Now, I don't know, if she has or hasn't and that is none of my business, but it is part of the image oriented culture of the Mormon Church, that I don't find so much, elsewhere, other than, in the cop culture, that is just as image oriented and shallow!

Now, I remember, more of the dream, either out the windows, or, just in the background, after, we got dressed or redressed, we were standing in some, smaller, could have even been, Ogden, Utah, but we were near a park, and grassy field, buildings in the background, and in the far distant, there was a cop car, sneaking around the corner, gong really slow . . . that made me feel good, that, they had shrunk is size and women, like me and Janis, had, grown, in fact, we are both, stout women, pioneer stock, strong, and very, active, both were runners, for years, and here is an example of the type of friends we were . . . women strutting tuff . . . 

HOME IMPROVEMENT BOTH INDOORS AND OUTDOORS!

Both Janis and I were always, wallpapering, or painting, or fixing our yards, and Mike, seemed a bit, more into helping Janis with more freedom, as a student, or teaching at the college, than, my husband, Zeke or Richard, who was, a city planner, with, city council, county commission, and planning commission meetings, plus big time church callings, from a very young age . . . daddy, Secrist was a charismatic too . . . all the girls wanted him, in both the high school and the church, guess who got him!  

So, being the one to do the yard, and the housework for the most part, I wanted a bigger front yard, and, I wanted to pull these bushes, out, symbolic, a whole row of them, in the front yard, that would open, my yard up, about, another 5 feet.  I had some, crabgrass in my grass that was driving me crazy, so, I rented a turf remover, machine, and had taken all the grass out and ordered, new turf, to replace the old, previous owners shit that I just couldn't clean up, so I decided to start over.  Zeke was always, busy, or he was home too late in the fall with shorter days, to be able to help me get the fucking bushes out!  

I had borrowed my father's amped up, beefy truck, but I could only keep it for three days, and it was, day three.  Both Janis and me had just had, or fourth children, who were just months old, or actually, it may have been my third and, her fourth?  She had three girls, 1,2,3, that spanned the ages of my two, but we both had new babies.  I called Janis, frustrated, that I needed, Zeke to help me get these bushes out, but he is too busy.  She said, Mike's home, I will be down in a few minutes.  She came, working gloves on, and she took the heavy chain, I had to put around the bushes, that were pretty sizable, me driving the stick truck, and, we hauled ass, between, baby, nursing, and got all, those bushes out!

That, old WWII sign of the woman with her, hair scarf on, and her arm, raised, showing off her muscles, with the words we can do this, was me and Janis, both in home improvements, and in our yards, we both took pride in . . . I cared so much, that I did the people's yards, on both sides of me, to make sure they were up to snuff!  LOL.  I trimmed, hedges, mowed, trimmed, weeded, and planted, babies and took care of the whole yard.  One time, I let Zeke do the yard, and he just mowed, and left the grass clippings on the sidewalk, without edging, or weeding, my ritual, and I fired him!  LOL.  I am sure, he knew exactly what he was doing . . . I will give people a chance, but, if they fuck it up, move or and get out of my way!

Janis was more, my support system than, my own, husband was . . . she saw Mike more, but when, Mike and her, moved to Bowling Green, to get his master's degree, or doctorate, I went through, a three month depression, bad winter weather, inversion, gray cloudy skies, bitter cold, and without my "self-outside-of self!  Pretty bleak.  So, why did I have this dream with Janis in it?  I thought of the strong women, body, structures, and to get a real double, Janis would be much more likely, than, Rachel, who is, 4 inches taller, or Shelley, who is 3 inches taller, and brunette, or Kay, who is not a sister and looks, absolutely, nothing like me, must wear, platform heels, from beach to boardroom, to be tall enough, and she is weak, Sue, not really all that physical, and doesn't look like me or have a personality like me, but Janis!

STRONG WOMEN, BODY, MIND, AND SPIRIT!  JANIS WAS, ALWAYS JUST A BIT, BIGGER THAN ME, IN MY LEAN, RUNNERS, YEARS . . . I WAS A MEDIUM, SIZE 8, FOR THE MOST PART, AND JANIS, A BIT BUSTIER AND LARGER, BONED, WAS A SIZE 10.  IS THE GOVERNMENT TRYING TO BRING JANIS ON BOARD AS MY DOUBLE NOW, THAT I HAVE BURIED, ALL THE OTHER BITCHES?  SHE IS THE ONE PERSON, I WOULD PROBABLY, TRUST, MOST, AS A FRIEND TO TELL THE TRUTH, ABOUT, WHO IS WHO . . . THERE IS ALWAYS THAT LOYALTY TO THE CHURCH, THAT IS A GNARLY, BITCH, THAT WILL, REPLACE, COMMON SENSE, AND LOYALTY TO THE COUNTRY, OR SECULARISM, THAT THE COUNTRY WAS FOUNDED ON, AND MORMONS, ALSO, BELIEVE IN OBEYING THE LAWS OF THE LAND!  THAT 14TH ARTICLE OF FAITH, THAT THEY CONVENIENTLY, CHOOSE TO DISOBEY, WHEN IT IS CONVENIENT!  I WOULD NOT PUT, ANYTHING, PAST, ANY MORMON!  BUT IF I WERE TO BET ON ONE, IT WOULD BE JANIS!  BUT WHO KNOWS?  20 YEARS IS A LONG, TIME, WITHOUT CONTACT!  PEOPLE CHANGE, AND, THERE IS ALWAYS, THAT FEMALE COMPETITION, OR THAT OLD, THING THAT SEEMS TO MOTIVATE EVERYONE, MONEY!  SO FAR, THERE HAS BEEN NO ONE, I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO TRUST!  JACK SHIT NOBODY.  I JUST DID A TYPO, SO FAT . . . I HAVE A FEELING, THAT, THE PHYSICAL LOOKS ARE BEING AN ISSUE . . . BECAUSE EACH TIME, I PICTURE OR THINK ABOUT THAT, DREAM, BOTH ME AND JANIS ARE BARE TO THE WAIST?  THESE FUCKERS ARE AS SHALLOW AS THE COME . . . AND THEY LIE ABOUT MY LOOKS, AND, THEY ARE BLOCKING ME FROM GETTING IN SHAPE THE WAY I DO, THROUGH, EXERCISE . . . OH, SHE IS TOO FAT, AND THEY STAND IN MY WAY, BECAUSE, I LOSE BY, WORKING OUT, NEVER DIET, NEVER HAVE, NEVER WILL . . . THEY HAVE BLOCKED, 6 GYM MEMBERSHIPS AND THEY HAVE BLOCKED ME, STOPPED MY MOMENTUM, AND FUCKED WITH ME AS LATE AS YESTERDAY!  GET IN SHAPE, AND THEN, ACT LIKE I AM TOO LAZY TO DO IT?  FUCK NO, I AM AN EXERCISER!  THEY JUST WON'T LET ME!

THE UNDERAGED, COP TWIT DAUGHTER, IN LA FITNESS YESTERDAY . . . HER IS THE SHIT THEY DO CONSTANTLY . . . LIKE THE FLEAS THAT, KAY AND HER, BASTARDS AND BITCHES, PLACED IN MY TRAMP CAMP, SHE IS AS ANNOYING, AS, ONE OF THE FLEA BITES, NOT TOO PAINFUL, BUT COLLECTIVELY, 10,000 BITES OVER THE LAST THREE YEARS, LIKE A SMALL, NEEDLE IN A SYRINGE, IT STINGS, AND HURTS, THAT IS HOW I FIND THE FUCKERS!  KAY IS SMALL, BUT ANNOYING, AS ARE HER, FUCKING TROOPS, OF COPS, FEDS, THAT KEEP THE LITTLE GIRL IN POWER, PRETENDING TO BE ME!

FIRST, THE SOPHIA'S PLACE REQUEST . . . NEVER, NO MATTER HOW, SMALL, COMPROMISE YOUR STANDARDS . . . SO, SOME ATTORNEY'S DAUGHTER, AND ACQUAINTANCE, AT SOPHIA'S PLACE, CAME UP TO ME YESTERDAY, AND ASKED ME IF I WOULD, PUT IN A REQUEST FOR HER TO GET SOME MASCARA, BECAUSE, SHE IS A RESIDENT, I AM A QUEST, AND RESIDENTS, CAN'T REQUEST STUFF DURING THE DAY, AND SHE FORGOT HER MAKE-UP, AND WOULD I JUST, FILL OUT A REQUEST FORM TO GET SOME MAKE-UP FOR HER, UNDER MY NAME?  NO.  I HAVE MADE A LIFETIME OF DECISIONS PROTECTING MY GOOD NAME AND I JUST REFUSE, EVEN SOMETHING SO SMALL, TO CHEAT OR LIE, TO GET SOMETHING.  I AM SORRY.  SHE SAID, MY DAD, THE ATTORNEY, IS THE SAME WAY AND SHE WAS COOL AND UNDERSTOOD.  OFTEN, I HAVE HAD PEOPLE WHO, WANTED ME TO LIE AND WRITE TO A JUDGE AND SAY THAT THEY ATTENDED, DRUG COURT, WHEN THEY DIDN'T OR DID THIS OR THAT . . . I HAVE, NEVER, COMPROMISED!  MY GOOD NAME IS WORTH EVERYTHING . . . SEE WHAT THE FEDS, WILL DO TO KEEP, USING MY GOOD NAME!

NOW FOR THE SECOND, ANNOYING INCIDENT, YESTERDAY . . . EVERYDAY, I ASK MYSELF, WHAT, JACK ASS BULLSHIT, AM I GOING TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH, TO GO WORK OUT, TODAY?  IT IS EXHAUSTING, TO SAY THE LEAST . . . HARD ENOUGH TO GET THERE, BUT, HAVING FEDS, AND COPS, AND NOW, SWIM LANE FILLERS, BACK, AND SOME  LITTLE COP BITCH, SHOW UP, UNDERAGE, TRYING TO TAKE A LANE, AFTER TWO, ASIAN CHICKS, RAN IN AND LITERALLY, RAN, WHEN, THEY SAW I WAS GOING TO THE POOL, NEITHER ONE, A SWIMMER, SO CLEAR, JUST TO BLOCK ME FROM SWIMMING . . . EVEN HUBBY AND WIFE, PUSSY, SWIM LESSONS, SCREAM, TAKING UP TWO LANES, WITH, HUBBY SWIM COACH, AND SEXUAL DISPLAY, THAT BETTER BELONGS, AT, A PUBLIC POOL THAT IS SO BUSY WITH KIDS, THAT NOBODY NOTICES, OR AT A RESORT, WHERE, PEOPLE ARE RECREATIONAL SWIMMING!  NOT IN A GYM WITH LAP SWIMMING!

OKAY, SO, I WAS JUST NOT IN THE MOOD TO RACE TO THE POOL, AND I DECIDED, THAT, SOONER OR LATER, SOMEONE WILL GET OUT OF A LANE, AND I WAS IN A CHILL MOOD.  AT LEAST FOR A SECOND.  SO, THERE ARE 2 PEOPLE IN THE FIRST LANE, BUT, I KNOW THE ASIAN WHO RACED ME, WAS NO SWIMMER, AND THE OTHER CHICK, WAS NOT EITHER, BUT SHE WAS IN THE FAR LANE AND BUTTED IN AND CAUSING AN ISSUE IN THAT LANE, MAKING THREE, JUST JUMPING INTO THE MIX!

SO, I AM WAITING PATIENTLY ON THE STAIRS, DOING LEG LIFTS, AND CALF EXERCISES, AND SOME, SQUIRRELLY, LITTLE, LIKE FLAT CHESTED, TWEEN, ABOUT, 12 OR 13, COMES, ROMPING OVER TO THE STAIRS, AND PUTS ON HER, SWIM GLASSES, AND ACTS LIKE SHE IS JUST GOING TO BUST RIGHT IN, AND TAKE A SWIM IN THE LANE I AM WAITING FOR . . . I DO NOT DISCRIMINATE, AND I STOPPED HER, AND SAID, I AM WAITING FOR THE FIRST LANE, SO, YOU WILL HAVE TO GO IN THE MIDDLE OR LAST LANE.  SHE, TURNS AND RUNS TO, GET HER DAD!  WHO BRINGS, A STAFF MEMBER.

NOW, I DON'T HAVE THESE RULES MEMORIZED AND I AM NOT SURE I DID ANYTHING BUT THE OLD, LAW SCHOOL SKIM, BUT, I KNOW, THAT KIDS, CAN'T, SIGN CONTRACTS, THEREFORE THIS LITTLE TWIT IS NOT A MEMBER, BUT HER DAD, OR MOTHER MAYBE, BUT SHE IS STILL NOT OLD ENOUGH TO BE IN THE LAP SWIMMING!  I DO REMEMBER, READING SOMETHING ABOUT, FAMILY SWIM, BUT, THIS WAS, ABOUT, 2:00 PM, AND I THINK, THE FAMILY SWIM, IS, SUNDAY, NIGHTS FROM 4:00 TO 8:00 PM, SO ON BOTH FRONTS, THIS FATHER WAS IN ERROR.  THE MAN, JUST SAT AND STARED AT ME, BUT HIS LITTLE BITCH, GOT TO GO IN RIGHT AFTER I DID, SHE SWAM, ONE FUCKING HALF POOL LENGTH, TOOK A SWIM TOP IN, LEFT IT HALF WAY, DOWN THE LANE, AND LEFT!  WHAT THE FUCK . . . I THOUGHT, THIS IS PROBABLY SOME COP, WHO DOESN'T EVEN HAVE A MEMBERSHIP, BUT IS TRYING TO BLOCK MY SWIM, FOR, THAT INSECURE, KAY, AND TRYING, TO GET ME KICKED OUT FOR BEING A BULLY, AGAINST SOME, STUPID LITTLE KID!!!!!!!!!!

THE LITTLE HAG, KAYS, GIRL SIZE, LEFT, BUT, THE STAFF, CHICK, WHO LOOKS LIKE SHELLEY, THE BRUISER, CAME BACK DOWN, ALSO, AS INSECURE AS THEY COME, AND STOOD, ON HER PHONE, I JUST KEPT ON WORKING OUT, AND SHE EVENTUALLY, LEFT.  i AGAIN, THOUGHT THE COPS CAN'T GET ME ON THEIR FUCKING STINK OPS, SO THEY ARE SENDING THEIR DAUGHTERS? WIVES? BUDDIES AND THEIR WIVES? TO JUST BLOCK THE LANES . . . IT IS ALWAYS, GRAND CENTRAL STATION WHEN, I AM GETTING IN?????  THE OTHER NIGHT AFTER MISSING FOR ABOUT A MONTH, FROM THIS SHIT, ON A FRIDAY NIGHT THERE ARE USUALLY, NOBODY, IN THE POOL, EVERYONE IS HOME, OR GETTING READY TO GO OUT!  IT WAS LIKE INTERNATIONAL DAY AT THE LA FITNESS POOL, AGAIN, FOUR PEOPLE, STANDING IN EACH LANE . . . I JUST RAN OVER THEM!  I COULD TELL, NONE OF THEM WERE THERE TO SWIM, JUST TO BLOCK ME FROM SWIMMING, THUS GETTING THIN!

REMEMBER, THE LAPD SWAT, I BLOGGED ABOUT, YESTERDAY, OKAY, THESE BITCHES, THE COP CUNTS WILL BE FURIOUS, THAT, I WOULD COMPLIMENT, THEIR GUYS, WHO HAVE BEEN MY ENEMIES FOR YEARS . . . HEY, I ONLY POUNCE, WHEN, THEY DON'T DO THE RIGHT THING, OR FUCK WITH PEOPLE'S CIVIL RIGHTS, AND SHOOTING SOMEONE WITHOUT CAUSE IS THE WORST KIND OF VIOLATION OF ALL CIVIL AND CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS!  BUT, I MENTIONED THAT THE EMPLOYEES WERE SMART, FOR REQUESTING PROOF, THAT THE COPS WERE THE COPS AND NOT THE SHOOTER, AND THE COPS, KEPT WHISPERING TO THE HOSTAGES, AND ALSO, FLASHED, A FLASHLIGHT UNDER THE DOOR, AS A SIGN, AS THEY TALKED TO THEM AND TOLD THEM WHERE TO GO FOR SAFETY!

SO, I AM THINKING ABOUT, DAD, OR BOYFRIEND, COP DADDY, WHO IS GIVING ME DAGGER LOOKS, WHEN, IT IS HIS LITTLE DARLING I AM SURE, OR GIRLFRIENDS, LITTLE PRINCESS, BUT MY NIGHTMARE . . . AND I TURN TO LOOK UNDER A SERVICE AREA OR CUSTODIAN DOOR, OR CLOSET AND, JUST LIKE THE COPS, IN THE SWAT SITUATION, THERE WAS A LIGHT, SHINING FROM UNDER THE DOOR!  LIKE GOD INTEL . . . YEAH, YOUR IMPRESSION IS RIGHT, THIS WAS A SET UP SITUATION, THAT YOU WERE INTENDED TO GET PISSED AT THE LITTLE BITCH AND THEN, STAFF WOULD GIVE YOU A WARNING OR THROW YOUR ASS OUT!  LOL.

TOO YOUNG WITHOUT A PARENT, AND NOT OPEN, FAMILY SWIM, TIME!

I FIGHT LIKE A LAWYER!  THE FACTS OF THE CONTRACT ALWAYS WORK!

FUCK YOU, DADDY COP!

ANOTHER PROOF, THAT IT WAS A SET UP, THE ELEVATORS, WERE BLOCKED OR OPEN, AND NOT WORKING OR TURNED OFF . . . I AM ONE OF THE FEW, MEMBERS WHO USE THE ELEVATORS!

THEY BLOCKED THE ELEVATORS, SO, THAT I COULDN'T GET OUT OF THE POOL OR GYM WITHOUT, GETTING, SOME STAFF, BITCH, I HAVE NEVER SEEN BEFORE, SHELLEY BRUISER, TRY TO FUCK WITH MY MEMBERSHIP, THIS IS THE DUMB ASS, SO STUPID, SHIT, I PUT UP WITH DAILY, MONTHLY, YEAR AFTER YEAR . . . INSECURE, HAGS, GETTING OLD AND UGLY!  ALL SUPPOSE TO BE ME, AND, LIVING IN THE AREA, I DO, SO THEY CAN CLAIM, THEY WROTE THIS BRILLIANT FUN BLOG . . . THEY ARE ALL TOO BORING TO WRITE THIS STUFF, AND I DON'T DO ANYTHING TO THEM.

I ALMOST FORGOT, YESTERDAY MORNING, JESSICA, PROBABLY, CIA, WAS THROWING A FIT, ABOUT SOME HIGH SCHOOL, ACQUAINTANCE, WHO WAS, MOLESTED BY HER FATHER, AFTER HER MOTHER DIED, YOUNG, BECAUSE THE DAUGHTER, REMINDED DAD OF HIS BELOVED, YOUNG WIFE!  JESSICA, HAPPENS TO HAVE A NOSE, THAT LOOKS, LIKE, THE MOTHER, SO THIS GIRL, HAS A TARGET AND VENGEANCE OUT AGAINST HER, BECAUSE, OF HER, NOSE!!!!!!!  THIS GIRL HAS SOME KIND OF PSYCHO SEXUAL, FETISH THAT, SHE CAN'T GET OFF ON SEX, UNLESS, SHE THINKS OF JESSICA AND HER NOSE THAT LOOKS LIKE, MOMMY!  JESSICA, WAS VENTING AND RANTING AND RAVING, THAT THIS BITCH, HAD RUINED HER LIFE!

I TOLD HER, I COMPLETELY COULD UNDERSTAND, BECAUSE MY FRIEND, FROM 7TH GRADE, IS THE SAME WAY, SPREADING RUMORS, CLAIMING THAT I AM RUINING HER LIFE, WHEN, IN REALITY, SHE IS TRYING TO NOT ONLY, RUIN MY LIFE, BUT BE ME, AND BE MY CHILDREN'S MOTHER, TAKING BILLIONS IN CASES, BLOGGING, AND HOBBY LOBBYING!  SHE IS ALSO, TRYING TO KILL ME, OR HAVE ME KILLED AND FUCKING WITH EVERY ASPECT OF MY LIFE.  JESSICA WAS LITERALLY, SCREAMING WITH FRUSTRATION . . . THAT ONLY SOMEONE WHO HAS GONE THROUGH IT KNOWS, HOW IT FEELS, ONLY, MINE IS A BILLION TIMES WORSE THAN, HERS!

I TOLD HER, WHY WOMEN, LOVE TRUE CRIME SHOWS, BECAUSE, THEY, CAN SAY . . . AT LEAST I AM NOT HER!  MEANING THE CHICK THAT GOT, NOT ONLY TRASHED, BUT, RAPED AND MURDERED TOO!  AT LEAST WE ARE NOT 6 FEET UNDER, WHICH IS EXACTLY WHERE THEY WANT US!

THIS IS HOW, I LOOK AT MY SITUATION . . . I WAS THE "CHARISMATIC" AND THE "CHARISMATIC" MEN, WHO, WERE ATTRACTED TO ME, HATED ME FOR DITCHING THEM.  NOW YOU TELL ME, HOW, OUT OF ALL THE WOMEN IN THE WORLD, THESE MEN, ALL, ENDED UP WITH, EITHER A SISTER, OR ALL MY SISTERS, AND FORMER BEST FRIENDS?  YOU SEE, WOMEN I DON'T KNOW, WOULD NOT HAVE EVEN PHASED ME IN THE SLIGHTEST AND THESE DON'T AS LONG AS THEY, LEAVE, ME ALONE, THEY CAN HAVE THE MEN, I JUST DON'T CARE THAT MUCH!  THESE WOMEN, HOWEVER, CARE ABOUT ME, THEY ARE, ALLEGEDLY ME, BUT ONLY AS FAR AS THEY CAN PULL IT OFF, WITH THE HELP OF THE MEN . . . IT IS LIKE, "CHARLIE'S ANGELS" . . . SURE, SHELLEY, KAY, RACHEL, AND OTHERS, ALL HAVE, FAIR LOOKS, TO ABOVE AVERAGE, AND WITH THE FAKE ACCOUTREMENTS, OF FAKE BOOBS, NIP N' TUCK, AND ALL THAT JAZZ . . . WHILE NOT "CHARISMATICS" THEMSELVES, CAN, RIDE ON, MY PERSONALITY, CAREER, CLAIMING TO BE ME, AND TAKE ALL THAT IS MINE, AND KEEP ME HOMELESS, FAT AND UNATTRACTIVE!

BUT, I AM LIKE, FARRAH FAUCET, OF THE CHARLIE'S ANGELS . . . SURE, JACQUELYN SMITH, WAS A BEAUTIFUL WOMEN, AND KATE, UPDIKE OR WHATEVER HER NAME WAS, BOTH, ATTRACTIVE, BUT, THEY WERE NOT, EVERY YOUNG MAN'S DREAM AND ON A POSTER IN EVERY COLLEGE BOY'S DORM, OR IN ALL THE ADS AND COMMERCIALS!  DO YOU GET MY DRIFT?  THEY ARE JUST NOT IN THE SAME CLASS OF WOMEN, WHEN, I AM THIN!!!!!  THEY ALL KNOW, THAT, EVERYONE OF THEIR, MY FORMER, MEN, WOULD COME CRAWLING BACK TO ME, IF THIN, THE ONLY THING, THAT CAUSED THEM, AND NOT SO, FOR MOST, EVEN THEN, BECAUSE, I LEFT ALL OF THEM, SO THIS WAS PAYBACK!

THIS WAS, "CHARISMATIC VS. CHARISMATIC" BUT, I WAS ALWAYS OUTGUNNED, AND OUT MANNED, OR WOMANED!

THIS MORNING, JANE SEYMORE, WAS, DOING AN INFOMERCIAL FOR SOME SKIN CARE PRODUCT, TO STOP AGING.  SHE LOOKED GREAT, YOUNG, BEAUTIFUL, BUT, AGAIN, SHE IS AN 8, NOT A 10, AND SHE WAS NO, SCHOOL BOYS DREAM, NOR WILL SHE EVER BE, BUT WOMEN, LOVE HER, BECAUSE, SHE IS A BIT, PRETTIER, BUT NOT SO BEAUTIFUL, TO WASH THEM ALL OUT OF THE ROOM!  SHE IS WARM AND HUGGY, BUT SHE IS NOT THREAT, TO MEN, OR WOMEN, THEREFORE, HER MAGNETISM, AND POWER, IS MUTED, AND SHE IS NOT, A "CHARISMATIC" BUT FOR, TAKING ON, WHAT I DO AND WHAT I WRITE, AS FOR KAY . . . THE BETTER THAN AVERAGE GIRL NEXT DOOR, BUT, A KNOCK OUT?  FUCK NO!

CAN YOU SEE KAY MORE?

YESTERDAY, I KEPT LAUGHING ABOUT THE HANDSOME, CHARISMATIC, WEARING THE FLOWER, WREATH ON HIS HEAD, NICE EXPENSIVE SUIT, PANT LEGS, ROLLED UP, AND LITERALLY, YELLING, I DIDN'T GO TO CHURCH TO MEET WOMEN, I WENT TO GO TO CHURCH?  WHEN A MAN, LIKE THIS MEETS A TRUE "CHARISMATIC" WOMAN, HE MAY TRY TO PLAY HIS NORMAL GAMES, BUT, SHE IS GOING TO KICK HIS ASS, OUT THE FUCKING DOOR, JUST LIKE I DID, WITH, ALL THE LINEUP OF MALE, STAR, CHARISMATICS, WHO, AFTER AWHILE, THOUGHT, I WAS LIKE ALL THE OTHER GIRLS, SOMEONE THEY COULD CHEAT ON, AND GET AWAY WITH IT, OR THEY COULD DO WHATEVER AND I WOULD TAKE THEM BACK . . . SO, SO WRONG!

"CHARISMATICS" ARE USED TO CONTROLLING THE GAMES OF LOVE, BUT OFTEN, IF THEY ARE WITH A WORTHY, SAVVY PARTNER, THEY, CAN LOSE CONTROL, THE CONTROL THEY ARE USED TO AND THAT DEVASTATES THEM!  THIS WOMEN, THEY REALLY, LOVE, ISN'T RESPONDING LIKE, OTHER WOMEN, AND THIS HURTS!  OUCH!  I DON'T LIKE, THIS, BEING DONE TO ME, WHAT I HAVE DONE TO SO MANY OTHER WOMEN!  OUCH!

WITH THE RIGHT WOMEN, THEY SOON LEARN, THEY CAN'T, HAVE THEIR CAKE AND EAT IT TOO! OR THEY CAN'T WITH ME!

WOMEN, LIKE ME, TURN THE TABLES, ON MEN, LIKE THAT . . . THEY BECOME THE EMOTIONAL NEEDY ONE, THE CRY-BABY, THE ONE WHO WILL DO ANYTHING TO GET YOU BACK!  LOL.  THE RULES OF THE GAME ARE WON, BY THE ONE, WHO CARES THE LEAST!  EVERYONE, GETS SOMETHING OUT OF A RELATIONSHIP, BE IT, EGO, POWER, ESTEEM, MONEY, PRESTIGE, PRIVILEGE, SEX, LOVE, AND, WHEN, THEY FUCK AROUND, ON SOMEONE WHO HOLDS THE KEYS TO THAT, PERK, YOU CAN SAY, CONTROLS, AND CAN YANK THAT RIGHT OUT FROM UNDER, YOU, LIKE RIPPING A RUG, OUT FROM UNDER YOUR FEET!

PAINFUL STUFF!

"CHARISMATICS" CAN BE TAMED!

REMEMBER, THAT, IT IS NOT ALWAYS, THE LOOKS, OR THE WEALTH, BUT LUCK, CHARM, AND SOMETIMES, LIKE CASANOVA, HE JUST MADE WOMEN, FEEL GREAT AROUND HIM, MADE THEM FEEL DESIRED, AND THEREFORE, HE GOT, ENDLESS SEX, FROM EVERYONE, IN STORES, RESTAURANTS, AND EVERYWHERE . . . THEY DIDN'T WANT, A RELATIONSHIP, WITH HIM, BUT THEY DID WANT SEX!  1500 TO BE LAST COUNT!

MY THIRD HUSBAND, SAID HE DIDN'T GET A DEGREE, HE STUDIED, "WHAT WOMEN, WANT" . . . THAT IS HOW HE GOT, MEL, AS IN MEL GIBSON, OR MEL, AS A SIGN OR SYMBOL OF HIM, BUT HE ALSO, GOT, SID SQUIRREL!  THE REAL ESTATE DEVELOPER!  YOU SEE, MEN, LIKE THIS, THINK THEY HAVE CONTROL, AND MOST WOMEN, WILL GIVE IT TO THEM, AND LET THEM GET AWAY WITH, WHATEVER, BECAUSE THEY ARE CHARMING . . . BUT, EVEN FAT, I KNEW, THIN, THIS MAN WAS PUTTY IN MY HANDS, SO IT DRIVES HIM CRAZY, ME GETTING THIN!

YOU SEE, THESE WOMEN, MY RIVALS, AND THE "FAKES" PUT ALL THEIR EGGS IN THE LOOKS, BASKET, SO, AS LONG AS THEY WERE THINNER, OR BUSTIER, OR WHATEVER, USING ME FOR POWER, AND GETTING AWAY WITH IT, THEY WERE, TOP DOGS . . . I NEVER, PUT ALL MY EGGS IN THE LOOKS, BASKET, IN FACT, THE FAT, DIDN'T REALLY, EFFECT ME MUCH, TO THE CHAGRIN OF THE COPS . . . I WAS SMARTER THAN THEY WERE, AND PROVED IT DAY AFTER DAY, MONTH AFTER MONTH, AND YEAR AFTER YEAR, AS IN YESTERDAY!

I FIGHT LIKE A LAWYER, BECAUSE, I AM ONE!

KAY IS A SHITTY ONE, AND SHELLEY, RACHEL, BRET, SUE, WHOEVER, ARE NOT ATTORNEYS, THEY ARE RIDING ON MY CREDENTIALS!

I AM ALWAYS SURPRISED TO MEET, OR SEE SOMEONE ACTRESS OR ACTOR, INTERVIEWED ON TV, WHO HAS PLAYED THIS POWERFUL, PART IN A MOVIE, AND THEN, IN REAL, THEY COME ACROSS AS INSECURE, UNSTABLE, AND TOTALLY GOOFY, IN LIFE!?

ANY TWO BIT ACTRESS! OR ACTOR!

THE REAL TEST, IS IN THE CLIMB!

GETTING TO BE AN ATTORNEY, IS THE HARD PART, GETTING INTO LAW SCHOOL, TAKING THE CLASSES, PASSING THE BAR, GETTING THE TOP JOBS, AND KEEPING THE JOB, GOING TO COURT, WITH HELP, TWO BIT ACTRESSES DO IT IN HOLLYWOOD, EVERY DAMN DAY, AND DO IT WELL, WE ALL BUY IT!

MAKE THEM START AT THE HARD PART AND SEE WHERE THEY GO . . . SURE KAY IS AN ATTORNEY, BUT, A SHITTY ONE, BUT SHE IS A GOOD ACTRESS, HER FATHER AND HER UNCLE, WERE BOTH, DRAMA COACHES, SO SHE MAKES A GREAT ME . . . BUT, WITH ME IN THE ROOM, SHE IS A FUCKING WALLFLOWER AND SHE KNOWS IT, WE HAVE ALREADY FACED THAT, DRAMA, SHE GOT FIRED, BY HER PARTNER AND MY BOYFRIEND, NONE OF MY DOIING AND I STAYED UP ALL NIGHT, PROBABLY WRITING THE MOTION SHE WAS ASKED TO DO, AND REFUSED, EVEN WON THE MOTION!

IS THIS ALL PAYBACK?  TWO, JEALOUS, ENVIOUS, ANGRY, PEOPLE, BRETT, GOT STUNG, BY THE FAT CHICK, AND KAY, GOT STUNG BY THE ATTORNEY, SO, THEY TEAMED, UP, TO STEAL, EVERYTHING I AM AND HAVE!

I CAN REALLY, RELATE TO YOU, JESSICA!  IT IS MUCH MORE THAN MY NOSE THAT DRIVES THEM CRAZY . . . THE ONE THING ABOUT "BONNIE AND CLYDE" CRIMINAL COUPLES, IS, THAT SEX IS HEIGHTENED, AND, THEY ARE RELIANT, ON THAT OTHER PERSON, FOR THAT PSYCHO-SEXUAL HIGH, SO THEY WANT, TO KEEP THEM, IN THE GAME, BECAUSE, SEX WITHOUT THEM, IS BORING, LIKE THEY ARE!

TALK ALL OVER TOWN!

GET OUT OF MY LIFE!