Monday, July 30, 2018

MONEY IS THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL! LOVE IS THE CURE. BOX A BOX. SUCH DARK THINGS. DO NO HARM! FOR THE LOVE OF ICE CREAM! WAKE UP EARLY--GO TO BED LATE. THE ENGAGEMENT STORE. ALL THE PRESIDENT'S MEN. ALL MY MEN. LIST IS ONE IN THE SAME! SUNDAY SURPRISE. WHO PICKED THIS MOVIE? GATSBY? F. SCOTT FITZGERALD. GRAND TETON. RRRRRRR KENNEDY? AS AN ENGLISH MAJOR, I AVOIDED, READING "THE GREAT GATSBY," BECAUSE ALL I KNEW WAS IT WAS ABOUT, RICH PEOPLE, AND THAT DIDN'T INTEREST ME, BUT THE LOVE STORY, BEHIND, THE MONEY, KILLED ME! SUNDAY SURPRISE WAS SUPPOSE TO BE THE MOVE WE WERE WATCHING. FIFTEEN MINUTES INTO THE SHOW, BEFORE, I REALIZED IT WAS, THE MOVIE VERSION, GATSBY! I NEVER HAD TO READ, FITZEGERALD, FOR A CLASS IN EARLY AMERICAN LITERATURE, AS AN ENGLISH MAJOR. SO? ANY CONNECTION TO THE LAST TWO BLOGS OR SO, ABOUT GRISHAM'S BOOK, "CAMINO ISLAND." THE FITZGERALD MANUSCRIPTS? CONNECTING ME TO JFK? NICE. THE NEW MAGNUM--MEANT TO BE BROKEN. I WAS BROKEN 30 YEARS AGO. YOU ARE JUST RE-BREAKING ME! THERE ARE ABOUT THREE GUYS RIGHT NOW, THAT, I AM "RAW" ABOUT! CRIED, LAST NIGHT, DURING THE MOVIE, AFTER THE MOVIE, AND THOUGHT, I OUGHT TO WRITE A BOOK, AND MAKE EACH MAN A CHAPTER IN MY BOOK! NOT SURE OF THE TITLE. LOL. F*CK LOVE! I CAN'T DEAL WITH IT. GIVE ME THE MOST GNARLY PRESIDENT, THE WORST COURT ROOM BRAWL, A ROW OVER A TOUGH PIECE OF LEGISLATION, OR A FREEZING WINTER NIGHT, IN BUTTE, MONTANA . . . BUT LOVE? TOO TENDER FOR ME. TOUGH GAL. DON'T NEED MUSH. THIS MORNING, AFTER SPENDING SEVERAL HOURS, CRYING! I WAS TOO EMOTIONALLY BURNED OUT TO DO MY ROUTINE, BUS EXERCISES, OR TO HIT THE GYM, AND WHEN, SOME CHICK WALKED BY, WALKING HER DOG, HAD THE INITIALS, IUDM. THE WORDS, "I, YOU DEAD, MURDER!" ALL I COULD SEE IN MY MIND'S EYE, WAS, GATSBY OR LEO, FALLING, BACKWARD IN THE SWIMMING POOL, AFTER BEING SHOT THROUGH THE HEART--SHOT THROUGH THE HEART AND YOUR TO BLAME! CAME TO MIND, AND THE TEARS STARTED TO ROLL AGAIN, DIDN'T STOP ALL THE WAY, TO DOWNTOWN SEATTLE! I HAVE HAD THE 5 FINGER DEATH PUNCH TO THE HEART, OVER THE LAST 6 YEARS! JUST WHEN I RECOVER FROM ONE, THIS EASY LOVER, IS HIT IN THE HEART BY ANOTHER--NOT SURE, IT IS UNPLANNED. THEN, ANOTHER! MY HEART IS SCRAPPED RAW AND BLEEDING. THANK GOD FOR POLICE HARASSMENT! IT KEEPS ME TOO BUSY, TO THINK TOO MUCH, AND EVERYDAY IS JUST SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST! ME, OF COURSE! CONNECT WITH SUMMER. ONPRO! BRIGHTON. OBSTRUCTION OF JUSTICE! TAMPERING WITH A WITNESS, INFORMANT, AND VICTIM! PENALL! BOX A BOX. FULL SUM! DANEILLE MOODIE-MILLS. OSCAR ISAAC. BEN KINGSLEY. PSYCHOPATHS WHO COMMIT FINANCIAL CRIMES, ARE GENERALLY PEOPLE WHO, HAVE WEALTH, WITHIN, THEIR REACH! 25% OF COPS, FIREFIGHTER & MILITARY, THE "HERO PROFESSIONS, ARE PSYCHOPATHS." ACCESS. ACCESS. ACCESS. TRUSTED BY THE PUBLIC! WHO QUESTIONS THE CIA, THE FBI--HOW DARE YOU?, DEA, ATF, NSA, OR THE U.S. MARSHALS? FUCKING NOBODY. WHO BELIEVES A HOMELESS CHICK? NOBODY! EZ MONEY. EZ STEAL. EZ TO CONTAIN. EZ TO MAINTAIN! HOW TO GET OVER HATE? MADISON. FOCUS. CHESS 4 LIFE: LEARN LIFE. IMPROVE CHESS. HAVE FUN. GET RICH, OR DIE TRYING. GATSBY. LOVE NEVER NEEDED THE MONEY, BUT MONEY DESTROYED THE LOVE. MISTRESS. A POSSESSION HE COULD CONTROL. VLADIMIR STANISLAS. THE LAST TYCOON. RUNS IN FEAR OF THE POVERTY HE WAS BORN TO, AND TRIED TO LEAVE, THEN CLINGS TO ALL THE SYMBOLS OF SUCCESS. ONE ROOM CABIN? WHERE DID I GO WRONG. I LOST A FRIEND. HOPE SPRINGS ETERNAL. HE WAS BLAMED FOR EVERYTHING. PROBABLY THE MOST, INNOCENT OF THE GANG OF THE ALLEGED, "MAGNIFICENT SEVEN." BLOG--ONE MORE SONG.

F*CK LOVE!

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