PAPER MASK. HEAT EMERGENCIES. WE FREE THE CHILDREN. HEARTBREAK TO HAPPINESS. ALL RIGHTS. IT IS A HOUSE. LEAN & TOUGH. FLAWLESS COLORS. INSTANT & PAINLESS. STEALS & DEALS. ROCK OUT WITH YOUR HAWK OUT! ONE NIGHT IN BANGCOCK WILL MAKE A STRONG MAN STUMBLE . . . I CAN FEEL THE DEVIL WALKING NEXT TO ME! MINTMOBILE. WITH ALL RIGHTS RESERVED! FUCK LOVE WITH AN AMERICAN IS HARD ENOUGH--ADD THE CULTURAL DIFFERENCES, AND AGE, IT IS NEARLY IMPOSSIBLE! MY MORNING. I DON'T NEED TO TRAVEL THE WORLD IN HOPES OF FINDING LOVE, THE WORLD FINDS ME, AND SO DO FOREIGN MEN, RIGHT THERE WITH THE AMERICANS! DON'T EVER STOP! SO, THIS VERY NICE LOOKING YOUNG MAN, WAITING FOR THE BELLEVUE BUS, COMES AND ASKS IF HE CAN TAKE THE PLACE WHERE MY BACKPACK IS SITTING. SURE. IT WAS CROWDED, TOURISTS, WAITING FOR THE LIGHT RAIL, SO PERFECTLY NORMAL. SOMETIME LATER, WHEN, THE BUS STILL HAD NOT COME, THE MAN ASKED ME, IF I WAS TAKING THE 550 TO BELLEVUE. YEAH, IT SHOULD BE COMING SOON. HE INFORMS ME THAT HE WAS FROM CUBA, AND HERE AS A GLASS FITTER, AND, WAS WORKING WITH AN IRANIAN. HE KNEW HOW TO INSTALL GLASS, BUT THE IRANIAN, KNEW THE BUSINESS SIDE OF THE DEAL. HOW DO YOU COMMUNICATE? IN BROKEN ENGLISH? YEAH. COOL. MY SON-IN-LAW IS CUBAN. WAS HE BORN IN CUBA, A REAL CUBAN OR A NATURAL BORN CITIZEN BORN, AFTER, HIS FAMILY LEFT CUBA. YOU KNOW, I NEVER, ASKED AND HE MAKES HIMSELF, PRETTY SPARSE, WHEN, I AM AROUND. I SAID, HIS FAMILY SPENT, 2 YEARS ON A CAR, SO? HE HAS A LARGE FAMILY, THAT SPANS, DECADES, SO, NATURAL OR BORN IN CUBA, I AM NOT SURE. WE CUBANS, LIKE TO FUCK, A LOT, WATCH TV, AND EAT. SMILE. WE HAVE LARGE FAMILIES. HE GETS CLOSER TO ME, AND SAYS, YOU ARE SO, FRESH AND YOUNG LOOKING. NO, ACTUALLY, I AM OLD. I AM 63. I DON'T BELIEVE YOU. WELL, THAT DOESN'T CHANGE THE FACTS, THAT, I AM 63, AND MY YOUNGEST SON IS OLDER THAN YOU ARE . . . HE TOLD ME HE WAS 30, SOMEWHERE IN THE CONVERSATION. HE TOLD ME HE WAS HERE WORKING TO SEND MONEY, HOME. OH, WIFE, PARENTS? GOOD MAN. TO PUERTO VALLARTA, MEXICO. TO A LAND OWNER, AND HE IS STUMBLING A BIT, BANK? MORTGAGE? NO. BUYING LAND? YES. NICE. SOMEHOW, THAT CONVERSATION GOT FROM, BUYING LAND, TO LANDING ME AND MY PHONE NUMBER? HE FINALLY, BOUGHT THE OLDER WOMAN, DEAL, TRUTH, AND SAID, I WANT YOU, FOR YOUR EXPERIENCE. OH, NO, I AM SURE, I HAVE NOTHING TO TEACH YOU. YOU ARE PROBABLY, MORE EXPERIENCED THAN I AM. OH, HE ASKED ME IF I HAD A HUSBAND. NO. WIDOW. OH, I'M SORRY. NO, I AM THE HAPPY WIDOW, MY HUSBAND WAS A MEAN ASS MARINE, AND I AM GLAD HE IS GONE! LOL. OH. I HAVE HAD FOUR HUSBANDS. WHICH ONE WAS THE BEST SEX? WELL, PROBABLY THE THIRD, BUT THE SECOND WAS THE MOST FUN . . . SEX IN CHICKEN COOPS, OR ON THE WASHING MACHINE AND DRYER. WE HAD FUN SEX, WE WOULD DRIVE DOWN THE ROAD, AND HE WOULD HAVE HIS HAND DOWN MY SHIRT, AND GET A HARD ON, AND START, YELLING, WHAT AM I GOING TO DO? THEN, WE WOULD PULL OVER ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD AND HAVE SEX! DID HE SUCK PUSSY? I DON'T LIKE THAT . . . I KIND OF LIKE FACES WHERE FACES SHOULD BE. I LIKE FACE TIME. OH? SHE PROBABLY LIKES THAT . . . WHY DON'T YOU GO PICK HER UP? NO, SHE DOESN'T DO ANYTHING FOR ME. WELL, I DON'T WANT A HUSBAND OR BOYFRIEND. I DON'T WANT TO BE YOUR HUSBAND OR YOUR BOYFRIEND, JUST YOUR BOY TOY. I DON'T WANT ONE OF THOSE EITHER. LOL. COME ON. NO. ANYWAY, I AM ON MY WAY TO LA FITNESS, I DON'T WANT A MAN, AT LEAST UNTIL, SEPTEMBER, 14. OH, I DON'T CARE, I WANT TO MAKE ALL THIS, SHAKE! LOL. THE CONVERSATION EVEN GETS WORSE. I SAID, YOU NEED TO GET SOME, LITTLE SEXY, HOT LATINA, MAMA, I HAVE HEARD THAT THEY SLAP AND BITE YOU! LOL. HE DIDN'T COMMENT. DO YOU KNOW WHAT A LONE DUCK IS? BLANK STARE. IT IS SOMEONE WHO WANTS TO BE ALONE! LOL. HE SAID, LOL, I HAVE A TINY LITTLE PENIS . . . AND HE HOLDS HIS FINGERS TO ABOUT, 4 INCHES . . . THEN, YOU REALLY NEED TO FIND SOME TINY, SMALL GAL! HE SAID, NO, I WANT TO JUST TICKLE YOU! NO! LOL. THEN, HE STARTED TO LAUGH, NA. I AM NOT TINY. HE PROBABLY THOUGHT I WAS AFRAID OF COCK? LOL. ACTUALLY, I HANDLE THE BIG BOYS! LOL. GIVE ME YOUR PHONE NUMBER. NO. WHAT, LET'S HANG OUT TODAY. NO. WHY? NO. NOW, I DECIDED TO TURN INTO THE CHURCH LADY, BECAUSE I AM GOING TO CHURCH. I WILL COME WITH YOU. NO. JUST GIVE ME YOUR PHONE NUMBER. NO! THE BUS COMES, I AM RELIEVED, AND HE TRIES TO GET ME TO STAND IN LINE WITH HIM. NO. I STAY AT THE FRONT OF THE LINE AND NOTICE THAT, THERE ARE TRANSIT COPS ON THE BUS . . YEAH, YOU HAVE BEEN DRINKING, YOU BETTER, BE CAREFUL! GOOD. I SAT ON THE BENCHES AT THE FRONT OF THE BUS, HE SAT, ON THE FIRST ROW OF SEATS FACING FORWARD! HE WAS ALONE, AT LEAST UNTIL WE HIT, MERCER ISLAND! SOME OLDER LADY GOT ON AND SAT BY HIM! I WAS HOPING SHE WOULD! I LOOKED OVER AND SMILED AT HIM. LOL. I MADE MY EYES, LOOK, LIKE, THERE IS A HOT OLDER WOMAN, NEXT TO YOU! LOL. HE LAID BACK AND TRIED TO PRETEND HE WAS ASLEEP! LOL. NOT THE TYPE OF OLDER GRANDMA HE WAS LOOKING FOR! LOL. GOTTA LOVE OR HATE MEN, FOR, ALWAYS, GIVING IT THAT OLD COLLEGE TRY, TO PICK UP ON ME! IF 80% OF THE MEN, HIT ON JUST 20% OF THE WOMEN--#1 THERE ARE GOING TO GET REJECTED, WHAT, 5X MORE, THAN, IF THEY HIT ON THE MORE AVAILABLE, 80% OF RECEPTIVE WOMEN! THE HOT ONES CAN BE BRUTAL. I ALWAYS THINK OF MY SINGLE SON, ELLIOT, 35, AND TRY TO REMEMBER, THIS MUCH YOUNGER MAN, MIGHT BE, LIKE MY SWEET SON, AND, BEING REJECTED, HURTS! THAT TENDS TO MAKE ME A BIT NICER, THAN, I NORMALLY AM. NOW THAT I AM GETTING HIT ON BY THE SAME, OR YOUNGER, SET OF MEN, AS HE IS! LOL. HE WOULD DIE. EL, DO YOU THINK I AM HOT? NOT. LOL. HE SAW SOME OLD PICS OF ME AND HIS DAD, IN HIGH SCHOOL AND HE AT LEAST THOUGHT I WAS HOT IN HIGH SCHOOL I'M REVERSIBLE! FAT TO THIN. LESS HOT TO HOTTER. OLDER TO YOUNGER! THIS IS WHY I LIVE 4 STATES AWAY! THE KIDS CAN'T SEE ME PLAY! LOL. THE DUDE, GAVE ME ONE MORE, TRY, AFTER, I STARTED LAUGHING AND SAID . . THAT WAS ONE HOT MAMA, SITTING NEXT TO YOU, WHY DIDN'T YOU HIT ON HER? LOL. NOT FUNNY. HE ASKED ME ONE MORE TIME, WHERE I WAS GOING . . . IT DOESN'T MATTER, NOT WITH YOU! NO. I SAID TO CHURCH, SOPHIA'S PLACE IS HOUSED IN A CHURCH, SO TECHNICALLY, NOT A LIE, BUT, HE DIDN'T SEEM AS INTERESTED . . . MUST HAVE SOBERED UP A BIT, ON THE RIDE, FROM DOWNTOWN TO BELLEVUE! LOL. CRAZY LIFE. EVERYDAY IS AN ADVENTURE! LOL. I DECIDED TO MODIFY MY FORMULA, FROM YESTERDAY, AFTER I HAD, THREE EX-LOVERS SYSTEMS, STALKING ME AND BLOCKING ME FROM, DOING MY WORK OUT AT LA FITNESS . . . SO WORRIED THAT I AM GOING TO GET THIN, AND BE 10X HOTTER, THAN, WHEN I WAS WITH THEM, OR THAN, THERE CURRENT WIVES AND GIRLFRIENDS ARE! THE ONLY TIMES, I SEE, COPS, ACTUALLY, BELLEVUE COPS, IN THE LIBRARY, JUST LIKE THE FAKE FEDERAL SECURITY GUARD IS WHEN, THEY HAVE A STINK OP, PLANNED FOR ME . . . SO, SYSTEM NUMBER (1) BOTH BELLEVUE AND SEATTLE PD; (2) MILE'S MUSLIM MAFIA; ONE IN BLAZING BAGEL; ONE OUTSIDE THE BAGEL SHOP, WALKING ON THE BALCONY, OVER LOOKING, BOTH THE ALLEY PARKING LOT AND LA FITNESS, IT SEEMS LIKE THERE WERE THREE? (3) KENNEDY'S NETWORK OF PAID PRIVATE COPS: (A) ONE WAS, RAPIDLY, GOING UP AND DOWN, WHERE THE SOUNDER AND METRO BUSES WERE GOING; (B) ONE CAME IN AN PURCHASED, 6 BAGELS--NO CHICK OR KIDS? DONUTS FOR BAGELS; AND (C) ONE, POSTED, DOWN, IN THE BACK ALLEY, WALKWAY BEHIND, LA FITNESS, WATCHING ME, TO SEE WHICH WAY, I WAS GOING TO THE BUS OR THE FITNESS CENTER . . . COPS, COPS, PRIVATE COPS, MAFIA, WHATEVER, ALL ONE IN THE SAME TO ME! THEY WOULD KILL ME AT THIS WEIGHT . . . WHAT WOULD THEY DO TO ME, ACTUALLY THIN AND TWICE AS CHISELED? YOU HEAR OF THOSE MODELS, WHO GET SOMEONE ATTACK THEM ON THE STREETS, OF NEW YORK AND SLASH THEIR FACE WITH A KNIFE? SOMETIMES IT HURTS TO BE BEAUTIFUL, EVEN 100 POUNDS, OVER THE WEIGHT CHART! COME ON, JUST LET ME GET IN SHAPE . . . I WAS BLOCKED, 5 DAYS, LAST WEEK AND AGAIN, YESTERDAY . . .THIS IS MY "LIBERTY" RIGHT, UNDER THE CONSTITUTION! JEALOUS NEW AND OLD LOVERS, AND THEIR FUCKING GIRLFRIENDS AND WIVES . . . SHIT! I JUST WANT TO GET IN SHAPE. BUT I AM STARTING TO SEE WHY I DIDN'T CARE! I CAN'T STAND, BEING A BITCH, EVERY DAY TO DITCH SOME DUDE! ONCE WHILE IN LAS VEGAS, VISITING MY COUSIN, EDWARD, MY DANCING BUDDY, WE WERE AT, THE BLUE MARTINI, TOTAL HOT SPOT, GREAT FUN, GOOD CROWD, BOTH SEX, STOPPING BY, AFTER WORK, FOR HAPPY HOUR, AND ONE NIGHT, I SAW THESE TWO, VERY BEAUTIFUL WOMEN, BOTH, CLASSY, AND MODESTLY DRESSED, SITTING, LITERALLY, SURROUNDED BY MEN, ABOUT, 6 OF THEM, ALL GREAT LOOKING . . . I WALKED BY TO GO TO THE RESTROOM, AND THE BLONDE, SO TOTALLY, HOT, BY ANYONE'S STANDARDS, GRABBED MY HAND, AS I WALKED BACK TO THE DANCE FLOOR, ALWAYS, PREFERRING TO DANCE TO MY OWN, BEAT, AND ALONE, JUST FEEL THE MUSIC, IN EVERY PART OF MY BODY, DOING WHATEVER, WHEREVER, WITHOUT JUDGEMENT OR, PARTNER . . . I FELT A BIT STRANGE, BUT, WENT WITH IT, BECAUSE, I RESCUED HER! SHE WANTED TO DANCE, BUT NOT WITH ONE OF THE GUYS! SHE TRIED TO GET ME UP ON THE PLATFORM WITH HER . . . NO, I AM NOT IN, SHOW-OFF CONDITION, RIGHT NOW, BUT, I WILL PROTECT YOU . . . SHE, HAD, LONG BLONDE HAIR, NATURAL AND BEAUTIFUL, TIGHT, BUT MODEST JEANS ON, WITH A EXPENSIVE LOOKING, GRAY SWEATER, FORM, BUT NOT FORM, FITTING, TIGHT, JUST ENOUGH, TO GIVE AN OVERALL, SUGGESTION OF WHAT WAS UNDERNEATH, SHE WAS THE BEST DANCER TOO . . . SHE FACED THE WALL, ALL EYES IN THE HOUSE WERE ON HER, AND DID ONE OF THE SEXIEST DANCES I EVER SAW, FUCK, I WAS TURNED ON, AND I DON'T HAVE A LESBIAN BODY IN MY BODY, ALWAYS, GUY CRAZY! SHE WAS FIT, AGILE, MOVED, PERFECT TO THE MUSIC, AND WOULD HAVE TURNED ON, FUCKING ANYONE! LOL. I TOTALLY UNDERSTOOD, HER DILEMMA, SHE JUST WANTED TO BE LEFT A LONE TO BOGGIE . . . THAT WAS PROBABLY A RARE TREAT FOR HER! THE DARK HAIRED BEAUTY, NEVER LEFT HER SEAT, SHE SEEMED MORE INTERESTED IN THE MEN AND ALL THE ATTENTION WITH, HER EQUALLY, HOT, FRIEND, OUT OF THE WAY! SO, FOR REFORMULATING MY EQUATION OF YESTERDAY--BODY FOR BODY--UWIN. BRAIN FOR BRAINS--IWIN! THERE WERE PROBABLY, COUNTING COPS, AT LEAST, 10 COPS, FORMER, COPS, OR PRIVATE COPS ON MY ASS, STARTING RIGHT IN THE LIBRARY, AFTER I WROTE MY BLOG, TO ROCKIN' ROLL MCDONALD'S WERE THE COPS, LIKE SHARKS WERE STARTING TO GATHER, FOR THE FEEDING FRENZY . . . I'M OUT OF HERE! SOME HOT CHOCOLATE, COP, HAD THAT SAYING ON HIS SHIRT . . . "DON'T EVER STOP!" THEY NEVER DO! 100% TRACK, INTIMIDATE, HARASS, TRY TO DOMINATE, BULLY, AND, CHASE ME! THIS IS UNAMERICAN. UNWORTHY OF COPS, OLD, NEW, PAID! IT IS UNCONSTITUTIONAL! BUT, THAT IS WHAT THEY ARE TRYING TO SAY . . . EITHER I AM THE EXCEPTION, OR, THIS IS A NEW WORLD, AND WE DON'T FOLLOW THE CONSTITUTIONAL PROTECTIONS, OF YESTERYEAR . . . EITHER ONE, IS FUCKED UP! WE DIDN'T SIGN UP FOR THIS AND EVERYBODY OUGHT TO BE SCREAMING ABOUT THIS SHIT . . . THE SLIPPERY, SLOPE IN THE LAW, THE GATEWAY, IF THEY ARE DOING THIS TO A BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK, LIKE ME--WHAT WILL THEY DO TO YOU! I HAVE TOOLS, FROM THE BIGGEST STICK IN THE WORLD, TO BATTER THEM BACK, PUSH THEM, BACK, AND, EVENTUALLY, IF I WANT, I CAN SUE THE SHIT OUT OF THEM . . . TESTING ME? YOU CAN'T AFFORD, THIS LAWSUIT . . . IT AIN'T NO, $15 MILLION . . . FUCK, I MAKE AT LEAST, 2X THAT EACH DAY! TAKE A LOOK AT YOUR SKYSCRAPERS, YOUR REMODELING, YOUR NEW HOUSING . . . THAT IS ALL, A RESULT OF THIS BLOG! BELIEVE ME, YOU DON'T WANT TO STOP ME FROM WRITING AND TURN THE TABLES AND SUE YOU, INSTEAD! I AM A HAPPY CAMPER, LOVE TO SEE AMERICA BACK TO WORK, DIG THE SKYLINE AND HOUSING, LOVE THE FACT THAT, PEARL JAM IS CONING TO, SEATTLE DOING A BENEFIT FOR THE HOMELESS LIKE ME . . . SAVES ME A TRIP TO, MISSOULA, WHERE JEFF ARMET AND BACKUP DRUMMER, BONGO, A GOOD BUDDY OF MINE, WERE GOING TO SNEAK ME IN BACK STAGE, AUGUST 12, WASHINGTON, GRIZ STADIUM! STAY COOL. STAY PROTECTED . . . I DON'T KNOW IF I COULD, PUSH, WHAT HAPPENED TO ME, YESTERDAY, TO THE POINT OF THINKING IT WAS JUST COPS PROTECTING ME! KNOCK IT OFF! YOU WILL LIKE THE RESULTS! LET ME GET IN SHAPE . . . IF I WERE GUILTY OF A CRIME, DO YOU SERIOUSLY, THINK, I WOULD BE, COMING BACK AGAIN AND AGAIN, TO WORK OUT, AND SWIM? FUCK NO. I HAVE NOTHING TO FEAR, BUT I HATE, TO RISK, THE IDENTITY THEFT, BECAUSE, YOU HAVE KNOWN THE FAKE SHITS, LONGER THAN, I HAVE BEEN IN THE STATE! SOME OF THESE COPS ARE YOUR BATMAN AND HEROES . . .BUT THAT DOESN'T CHANGE, FACTS, EXAMPLES, STATISTICS, DATES, TIMES, PLACES, AND ALL THE EVIDENCE, TO THE CONTRARY, "MUST POINTER" AS BOTH THE CRIMINALS, AND THE BLOGGER ATTORNEY, PROFESSOR, AND MANUAL, WINNER, OF AWARDS, DATING BACK TO UTAH ATTORNEY GENERAL DAYS, NOT TO MENTION, LOBBYING FEATS, AND OTHER RARE ACCOMPLISHMENTS, AGAINST COPS . . . IT IS MY JOB, AS A SWORN, OFFICIAL AND "OFFICER" OF THE COURTS! ALSO A MEMBER OF THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT . . . I DON'T NEED ANOTHER ATTORNEY, OTHER THAN MAYBE BACK UP, TO SUE THE SHIT OUT OF YOU CLOWNS. I DON'T THINK EITHER ONE OF USE WANT TO GO THERE, SURELY, FORMER, U.S. ATTORNEY GENERAL, JENNY DURKAN, IS WELL AWARE OF WHAT THIS SHIT DOES TO A CITY, COUNTY, STATE, OR NATIONAL BUDGET! SO NOT COOL AND SO FAR, TOO MUCH WORK FOR ME TO DO FOR MYSELF, SO LET'S NOT PUSH IT ACROSS SOME, LINE, THAT WAS, SO CLOSE, TOO CLOSE, JULY 5TH, WHEN, MY 4TH OF JULY, INDEPENDENCE DAY, BLOG WAS STOLEN, RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE . . . HAS HAPPENED TONS OF TIMES, PROBABLY, THE BLOGS, THEY, COLLECT AND PUT IN A BOOK TO SELL, MARKET, AND PRETEND, THEY WROTE, ALWAYS THE BEST AND THE BRIGHTEST! I FIGURE, THERE ARE ABOUT, 50 OR SO, STOLEN, FRESH, HOT OFF MY PRESS! THEN, GIVEN TO THE "BARKBOX" OR GIVEN TO THE DOGS, BOX, AND CREDIT . . . COPS, OR POST, CHECK THE IP NUMBER OF THE HACKERS, BELOW, POST ID, IS NOT JUST, THE ORDER AND NUMBER OF THE BLOG, BECAUSE, THEY NEVER COME IN NUMERICAL ORDER! DON'T BE FOOLED, THAT ALL THE COPS AND THEIR CUNTS, EVERYONE'S CRAFT IS BLOGGING . . . ORGANIZED SPACES . . . ALL COME FROM THIS ONE BLOGGER, SITTING, RIGHT HERE IN BELLEVUE, AT 11:21 AM, 7/15/2018, ON COMPUTER, NUMBER 2, WHICH IS STRANGE AND MAYBE A SET UP, TO CONFUSE . . . THE ACTUAL COMPUTER, SAYS, COMPUTER, #4, BUT THE SIGN ON THE WALL, SAYS, COMPUTER #2, BUT IT IN POSITION, #4 OR 5? THIS IS THE TYPE OF SQUIRREL SHIT, THAT THESE FUCKS DO, TO KEEP, YOU DAZED AND CONFUSED . . . THEY WILL TELL YOU, YOU ARE GOING AFTER, SHELLEY, OR RACHEL, OR KAY, WHILE IT IS ME ALL THE WAY ALONG . . . CONSTANT, PRESSURE, BEING, HUNTED, CHARGED, FOR THEIR, SHIT . . . I DON'T HAVE ANY CHARGES, THEY JUST WANT TO LEARN, HOW, I GET OFF, THEIR CRIMES, SO, THE CATS OR CIA, CAN LEARN, THE LAW FROM ME! NO THANKS, I DON'T GET ANYTHING OUT OF THIS . . . SISU. BATTERIES DELIVERED & INSTALLED! I'M A HAPPY PERSON, I JUST WANT TO LIVE. I HAVE A VERY UNCOMPLICATED LIFE, AND I LOVE IT, BROKE, OR NOT! SEATTLE LIVING ABOVE & BEYOND! THE ART OF FINE LIVING, ON A POVERTY BUDGET! I SHOULD BE A FUCKING BILLIONAIRE, BUT, WHEN, LEFT ALONE, I AM LIKELY, HAPPIER, THAN, ALL OF THEM, EVEN WITH MY MONEY AND PARTYING DOWN, ON THE PORTS OF PUERTO VALLARTA, MEXICO! THEY HAVE THE FUCKING NIGHTMARE OF MANAGING MY MONEY, WITH ALL THE HEADACHES, AND SHIT, THAT GOES WITH BUSINESS . . . I JUST GET A THRILL OUT OF KNOWING, THE AMERICAN FLAG IS BEING FLOWN IN THE WORK AND CONSTRUCTION SITES! THAT IS MY REWARD! BET MR. CUBA WAS A COP? PROBABLY HAD, CUBAN, OR IMMIGRANT PARENTS! KNOWS THE LANGUAGE, AND THE CULTURE! YEAH, I'M THE PRUDE, NOT THE "THRILL RIDE" THE OTHER CHICKS ARE, THAT YOU COPS, THINK, ARE ME! JUST THINK OF PROTESTS, LIKE THE WHOLE CROWD, SAYING, I'M TRAYVON MARTIN. I'M TRAYVON MARTIN. I'M FREDDIE GRAY. I'M . . . THERE ARE A "LOTUS!" MALES AND FEMALES, CLAIM TO BE ME! THE NEW COVER OF "WIRED" MAGAZINE, THERE IS A KID, WHO , LOOKS, LIKE, WELL NOT REALLY, BUT HIS SMILE REMINDS ME OF ELLIOT, MY ROCKER SON, WITH A JACKET OPEN, AND A HUGE SMILE, BARE CHESTED UNDERNEATH THE JACKET, HE IS HOLDING OPEN, AND THE WAY, THE BOTTOM STICKER, IS SET, THE WORDS, ARE "E WANTS TO BE ME!" LOL. SOOOOOOO MUCH POLITICAL CLOUT! SOOOOOO MUCH POWER. SOOOO CAN CONTROL AND INFLUENCE, THE WORLD, STAGE AND SCENE! SOOOOOO MUCH COOLER THAN, MONEY! ASK TRUMP! GREAT FUN! NOW, I AM A REBEL JUST FOR FUN! LIKE I SAID, YOU GUYS, TAKE THE MONEY, KEEP THE NIGHTMARE OF ALL THE CONSTRUCTION, AND BUILDING, PROPERTY MANAGEMENT, REAL ESTATE, ETC. JUST KEEP AMERICA WORKING, THE FLAGS FLYING AND I AM COOL, WITH IT! SURE I WANT MORE OF MY DOUGH, BUT, FUCK, I AM HAPPY, EVERY FUCKING DAY! I CAN SEE MY SON, LYING ABOUT, WHO I AM, TO KEEP ME WRITING, SO HE CAN LEARN, THE LAW, THE CONSTITUTION, THE MALE/FEMALE STUFF, MOM KNOWS, AND GET A PIECE OF HER MIND, TO GET PEACE FOR WHAT HAPPENED TO BOTH OF US, ALMOST SIMULTANEOUSLY, JUST FOR THE KNOWLEDGE, SAKE, AND TO STAY CONNECTED AND CLOSE! THE WIDE CIRCUMFERENCE OF LOVE! SIGN ON THE BUS . . . CONNECT BETTER, WITH A BIG COMPUTER! I CAN SEE THAT! SMILE. NOW FOR SOME, "FUCK LOVE" TRAINING . . . THAT IS THE TITLE OF THE BOOK, "F*CK LOVE" ONE SHRINK'S SENSIBLE ADVICE FOR FINDING A LASTING RELATIONSHIP. BY MICHAEL I. BENNETT, MD AND SARAH BENNETT. I FOUND THIS BOOK AT HAMMOND HOUSE, AND I COULD TELL, IN THE INTRODUCTION, THIS WAS A GREAT BOOK, AND ONE THAT, THE BLOGGER, OPRAH, BOOK CLUB, OF THE INTERNET, THIS IS PERFECT! SO PRACTICAL, SO MY LANGUAGE, SWEAR WORDS AND ALL! NOT ONLY DID, I WORK WITH DOMESTIC VIOLENCE AND SEXUAL ASSAULT, AND YES, HUSBANDS CAN RAPE A WIFE, I TAUGHT FAMILY LAW AT TWO TOP TIER, UNIVERSITIES, AND STARTED, PRIOR TO LAW SCHOOL, A MASTER'S DEGREE, IN FAMILY AND HUMAN DEVELOPMENT, AND, NEXT TO THE BOOK, I READ BACK IN THE DAY, "INTIMATE PATTERNS IN LOVE & MARRIAGE" I CAN TELL, THIS IS, SO GOOD . . . THE THEME, IS, YOU NEED TO LOOK, MORE, AT MARRIAGE, LIFE PARTNERS, OR WHATEVER, IN A BUSINESS MODEL, RATHER THAN, AT THE NORMAL, WAYS, . . . TIME FOR LUNCH, BE BACK IN A FEW! MEET ME IN THE FIRE HOLE BELOW!

HACKERS ARE PROBABLY IN PUERTO VALLARTA, MEXICO RIGHT NOW!

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ACRINOMY

So, after my ordeal with all the cops, non-cops, and private cops, I was fucking exhausted, so, I ate dinner, and wanted to read, which means, I will be asleep, in about, 5 minutes, flat!  LOL.  Not a reader, not used to staying in, but, getting worn out, just trying to get to the gym, for god sake!  As of late, I have just made it one time, in a week!  Scream.  When you switch, buses, it is not as if, you are just getting off one, and jumping on the next one . . . there are blocks in between, the bus stops, or a half hour to an hour wait, if you are in some, less populated area, it is hot, and, some stops, don't have shade, or a seat, so, last night I was, tired!  I fell asleep, seconds after, my head hit the pillow.

STRANGE, 9:00 PM, WAKE UP CALL?

Now, I have done stranger than strange things, before, jumpy, and read to run, at all hours of the night, but this was not one of them, but, it was, bizarre to say the least.  I normally, at least need 4 hours of sleep, a night, to fell refreshed and alive.  Last night, I woke up, with what I thought, was the first, rays of light, early morning . . . two women, were sitting on their beds, near me talking, so, I thought, the three of us are generally, the early risers, so, with the lights still off, I thought it must be, just before, 5:00 AM.  I got out of bed, put on my clothes, got my shoes, and grabbed my make-up, like I do every morning, to get ready to roll out by about, 5:00 to 7:00 AM, each morning.  I walked out in the hall, and the lights were on in one of the dorm rooms, women, were walking and talking in the halls, and the TV room was still, full?  What is everyone doing up this early?

It took me, until, I sat down, to realize, that, it wasn't morning, it was, still night, and early night!  LOL.  What the hell?  I went into see what was on TV.  A movie had just started, with the star of TV, Empire, don't know, most modern, black or what, actors, names, but, I was interested, because, the movie, was about, the main character and her, relationship with her husband, dating at the time.  Her tone was sarcastic, telling the story, in both real time and, telling it, as it progressed, and in looking back at her life.  She was all star, struck and starry eyed, about some, dude, she took home, to meet her sisters and their, boyfriends, later, husbands, kind of, all in the neighborhood type, family affair.  Basically, the mother of three daughters, with a flake for a husband, worked, and earned, a legacy for her, daughters, and upon her death, left them, a small fortune, a very nice house, and some cash in the bank.

WHAT WAS I THINKING?

All the way through the story, this chick is in love with this man, who, is showing promise, as an electrical engineer, but, with his father in prison, and his mother dead, living in a trailer.  After sleeping with the man, and going through, almost, $350,000, and buying the man a car, and putting hm, through school, she catches the man, cheating with some chick and the girl, goes ballistic . . . ,boy, you ain't seen crazy yet.  She takes her Jeep and rams his trailer, several times, sending both occupants, him and his, night fling, scrambling for safety, but leaves her in the hospital, unable to ever have children as a result of this incident and accident.  The more her money, goes, the less interested in, her, he is, until they are merely, sharing a house together, that he talks her into, getting a second mortgage, to finance his electrical invention, that is going to make them both, rich, and famous, with boats, helicopters, a mansion, etc.

TWENTY YEARS AND COUNTING, HOUSE READY TO BE FORECLOSED ON, AND DUE TO A TEEN CRIMINAL RECORD, NOBODY, WANTS TO TALK TO THE ELECTRICAL ENGINEER, WITH A WIFE, SUPPORTING HIM, WORKING TWO JOBS!

The family steps in to rescue the sister and the family home.  About, that time, Robert, the husband, finds out, the chick he slept with, fortuitously, works for some, big shot, company, who invests, in this type of electrical invention, and she promises to get hubby, old bow, an interview . . . after only a coffee, together, she leaves, her, wallet, in the family business, truck, food delivery, that Robert is now, working for, because, the bros and sistas, have, taken out a loan, on the business to bail out baby sister and her husband, from, under water in the house . . . he gets a call, delivering a large, seafood, order, to one the family trucking companies, best and most lucrative clients, but, he can't deliver the food, in traffic, and runs to the call, to promote his electrical  invention, that will blow up the world of home and business power, making billions, and dreams come true!  At home, wife shows up with the red wallet, of the chick who set up the interview, but was also the chick, he had the affair with, that meant nothing, before they were married . . . she attacks him, as he is racing to the interview, with his experiment and equipment, at the same time, the bros. and sistas, show up, to shame him, for leaving their truck and losing their client!  He takes the bus.

Robert is offered, $800,000 for his invention and life's work . . . he turns them down.  The family, is still, at the house when, he returns with what he thinks is good news, that someone is at least interested.  When she finds out, wife, that he turned down, the money, while they are losing the house, and the family company is losing the best client, she decides to divorce him.  He begs her not to, and, tells her, he never had an affair again, after that first time he hurt her.  She orders him out of her, house, and reminds him, what crazy looks like. He leaves, and goes to some homeless shelter, and gets a job as a dishwasher.  She starts to date, old bow, but is bored, but sees, ex-hub, and again, reaffirms that he is no good.  After awhile, wife starts missing sex with her husband, and says, when, Devon is finished, that is it.  Eventually, Roberts gets a call back from, Prescott Industries or whatever it was called, and offers, him, $75,000,000 for the invention!  Dude, shows up at work, with roses, new clothes, and, an offer to make all their dreams come true . . . she isn't falling for any of it!  Chick doesn't believe him, and still wants a divorce, this changes nothing!

"K" . . . "KILLIAN" . . . STRANGE WRITING ON THE MOVIE WALLS, WHERE THE WIFE WORKED!

Now, about the time, hubby is out of the home, and his old former flame, and now, soon to be first lady, she finds, Robert, prior to the good news, washing dishes, and living in the shelter.  Lady brings him, over to her house, and notices, his, body as he is getting in the tub . . . I am not sure she noticed, but I did!  LOL.  Eventually, the two start having a fling again.  As the time wears on, eventually, either she, works on her boss, or he decided, that a man's life work for 20 years and a college degree, was worth, so much more than, just the $800,000, and, he is offered, a piece of what will turn into billions, to turn over the invention, and let the company bear the risks, of the new electricity, that can revolutionize the world of electricity.  Overnight the former, loser, in his wife's words, becomes, an instant winner.  He really is a good man, and, really does love his wife . . . he goes over to her, and hands her a check for, $10,000,000 and the mortgage free title on her mother's home, she inherited and risk to fund his life's work and dreams.  She is shocked.  Her family is shocked, and it is strange what money will do for someone, who has been the charity case, for the family, for years, seen as the devoted wife, and chump . . . wife, recites, all the cheating the husbands have done, on the sistas!  LOL.

In Robert's visit to the office, of his ex-wife, to give her the check, I noticed, a "K" on the wall, just an initial, at first, as the screen, expanded, over the next few minutes of the movie, I could see, the whole, word attached to the "K" . . . ironically, and seeming more personal, than, the movie, or any of the names in the movie, was, the word, "KILLIAN" . . . SO, KAY, SAYING "KILL I ANN! OR JOANN!"  That made me think, like I already was, about, Brett, Miles, and some of the other men in my life, who, might have had, exchanges with, Kay, like I think both of them have!  I had just written about, some of them, in yesterday's blog, and made reference to Kay, I think?  I write so much, and have so much fun, taking pot shots, at all these people, who have, used, abused, and reused me, and tried to take 110% of my life, including my life from me, for Kay Baby, platforms, beach to boardroom, to make up for the extra 3 inches, I reign over her!  I believe, that my, last, apartment was stolen, for Kay, so, that Miles, and her, can rendezvous, both meeting at Whole Foods, which is two blocks from, his apartment and now, two blocks from hers . . . JUDD AND BLACK!  Interesting, mental gymnastics, to get to Miles, as Robert and his life's work . . . it is my life's work, stolen by him, and Kay, not, the other way around . . . I may be the other woman, but, I am the one worth the fortune, and the life's work, to get, to 63, and able to write this blog so easily!  Kay, nor, Miles, nor any of the ones, taking my money, could write a fucking one of them!


So, back to the movie . . . ex-wife, decides to drop in and visit her now, very rich, husband, and finds his, taste in apartments, skyscraper, cool, overlooking the city, very, accepting, and she is sure, that he is going to be more than, willing to take her back, and she mentioned that she had been doing some thinking.  She opens, her, coat and dress, to expose, some very sexy underwear . . . he is backing up and telling her to leave, but she, knows, him and starts to play him, until his, old flame and new fiancé comes walking out of the backroom, reading for some, night out on the town, dressed to kill.  This is where real crazy starts, to kick into gear!  Wife decides she is entitled to half of the $75 million, and, another, several million, she put into his business, with interest . . . the judge laughed her out of the court, saying that, the man, was the most generous man, he had ever seen in court, ever, and closed the case.  The ex, took out a restraining order, against the ex, which she didn't abide by for, 2 minutes, or even out the doors of the courtroom!

MOTHERFUCKERS ARE STOPPING MY CURSOR, FROM, MOVING . . . PROOF IS IN THE PUDDING, TRYING TO STEAL AND EDIT THIS BLOG TO PROTECT THE GUILTY, AND FUCK THE INNOCENT!

THAT OLD BALL AND CHAIN, ANCHOR . . . GALE FORCE, OR "GAL FORCE?"  KAY HAD A 22 FOOT SPEED BOAT, IN HER GARAGE, WHEN, HER AND BRETT, HUBBY, #3, SET UP A LITTLE GIRL'S WEEKEND, BETWEEN ME AND KAY, IN WHICH, THE PLAN WAS, FOR BRETT TO MEET UP WITH, HIS FRIEND, A HAIR STYLIST FROM SALT LAKE CITY, UTAH, AND THE BOYS WOULD DO THEIR THING, AND ME AND KAY, COULD REMINISCE ABOUT, THE GOOD OLD DAYS, OF HIGH SCHOOL!  IN REALITY, THE BACK CHANNEL, PLANNING BETWEEN THE TWO . . . I WAS STILL IN THE, GOING TO DIE MODE, SO DIDN'T CARE, DIDN'T WANT TO WATCH, THESE TWO FOOLS, NOT FOOLING ME, FOR ONE FUCKING SECOND!  HAVE HIM!  I DON'T NEED TO CAT FIGHT!  THE ONE LINE THAT KILLED, MY THIRD MARRIAGE, FOR GOOD, WAS, "YOU CAN PARK YOUR BOAT IN MY GARAGE, ANYTIME?"  BRETT WAS PRETENDING TO BE, KAY'S, FIANCE, AND DOING FUCKED UP, ROLE PLAY, TRYING TO HELP KAY DECIDE IF SHE SHOULD MOVE TO LOGAN, OR NOT?  I COULD, OF COURSE SEE RIGHT THROUGH THE WHOLE SET UP WEEKEND, AND WAS NOT BUYING ANY OF IT, AND SHIT CANNED, BRETT, THAT WEEKEND, AT EASTER!  IT STILL TOOK A FEW MONTHS, TRYING TO GET RID OF HIM, GRACEFULLY, BUT, GET RID OF HIM, THAT WEEKEND, I DID, THEN, WORKED ON THE LOGISTICS OF A MORE PERMANENT, END, TO THE RELATIONSHIP!  MILES WAS EASIER TO GET RID OF, AT LEAST, DIRECT CONTACT, BUT, IT IS THE COVERT SHIT, THAT IS DEADLY!  I STILL, HAVE ALL THESE FUCKERS IN MY LIFE . . . THE GOAL IS TO FUCK ME AND FUCK ME, OR FUCK MY KIDS!  AH, NOBODY BACKS MY BABIES INTO A CORNER!  PERIOD!  I AM NOT A KAY, OR SHELLEY, OR, RACHEL, OR SUE . . . MY KIDS, IF I WERE TO ANALYSE MY LIFE, ARE PROBABLY, TO THIS POINT, THE LOVES OF MY LIFE!  THAT SEEMS HARD TO BELEIVE, GIVEN THE OUTCOME OF THIS STUFF, BUT, THAT WAS NOT MY FAULT . . . TOO MUCH, MONEY, TOO LITTLE PROTECTION, WITH, ALL THE PLAYERS, COPS OR CUNTS, OF COPS!  OH, MAMA, I'M AFRAID OF THE LONG ARM OF THE LAW . . . .

KAY, THE ANCHOR BABY!  LOL.  HEY, I AM SINGLE, THE HAPPY WIDOW, AND FREE AS A BIRD!  NEVER WAS, NEVER WILL BE, NEVER COULD BE, THREATENED BY, HER!  LOL.  WHAT A FUCKING JOKE!

NOTE: THEY GOT SMART AND LET ME, CHANGE THE CURSOR!  The little, now, ex-wife, sits in her home, with all that money, and stews, and stews, a hot mess, much like Kay, used to be, at that age, now just an aging, old lady . . . but, she, looks at facebook, and she plots, and schemes, so Kay!  She gets, furious, seeing that this woman is getting everything, her, HUSBAND, she still, figures him as her husband, is giving the other lady!  She starts obsessing, and cutting out their wedding planning pictures, she stalks them, goes and finds the wedding dress of the LADY, and, pores acid on the dress . . . the cool, fiancé, just gets another dress, not too worried about money.  New lover had plenty of it!  LOL.  But, the picture of the boat, was what really, sent, crazy into going TOTALLY NUTS!  The new couple, are on their yacht, and enjoying the evening stars, with, captain and servants, to meet their every need.  Wife is pregnant and she wants to get some sleep.  She notices that, her wedding dress is gone?

CRAZY, HOT MESS, SHOWS UP ON THE BOAT, WEARING HER, RIVAL'S WEDDING DRESS . . . HOLDING A GUN, TO HER, EX-HUBBY'S CHEST!  SHE IS LAMENTING WHY, HE WOULD DO THIS TO HER?  YOU DID THIS TO YOURSELF, THERE WAS NOTHING I COULD DO!  SHE SHOOTS HIM, AND SHE STARTS, SHOOTING, AND YELLING FOR THE STAFF TO JUMP SHIP!  SOOOOOO KAY, CRAZY BITCH.  THE NEW WIFE COMES UP, TO FIND HER HUSBAND SHOT, AND HE WARNS HER TO RUN . . . HE GETS, JUST CLOSE ENOUGH, AS CRAZY IS ABOUT TO GO BALLISTIC ON WIFE II, THAT, HE, KNOCKS HER THROUGH THE GUARD RAIL INTO THE WATER BELOW!  YOU THINK THE BITCH IS DEAD . . . NEW WIFE, RUNS TO GET HELP, ON THE BOAT, USED FOR COMING AND GOING TO THE YACHT.

TAKING CONTROL OF MY CONTROLS, CRAZY ASS BITCH, ALWAYS WATCHING ALWAYS WAITING, TO EDIT, STUFF THAT IS DAMAGING TO THE HAG, NOT, EVEN HOT ANY MORE, JUST USED AND ABUSED, AND CRAZY AS EVER!  LEAVE THIS BLOG ALONE!  THIS SHOULD REMOVE, ALL DOUBT ON THE "PAPER MASK" THAT BITCH WORE TO BE AND PRETEND SHE WAS ME, FOR THE LAST, AT LEAST, 12 YEARS OR MORE!  BRETT'S TAKE A HONEY TO WORK EXCUSE FOR AN ATTORNEY! AKA. ME!  LOL.  CLOWN CIA SHIT!

FORGET FORMAT . . . THIS IS THE MORMON CULT, COP, GOP, LAME EXCUSE FOR ME!  GOD?  WHAT AN EMBARRASSMENT.  TO MAKE A LONG STORY, SHORT, THE EX, GETS AN AXE, AND COMES AT HER EX-HUB, AND TRIES TO CHOP HIM, UP . . . SHE IS STANDING IN THE ANCHOR OF THE BOAT, AND THE ANCHOR STARTS TO FALL OFF THE SHIP, AND CATCHES HER IN IT, AND THE WEIGHT OF THE ANCHOR, SO IRONIC, SO SYMBOLIC, PULLS THE BITCH OFF THE YACHT WITH THE HEAVY CHAINS . . . SYMBOLIC OF THE WEIGHT OF JUSTICE, TAKING DOWN, HER AND THE REST OF THE CREWISH, CULT, OF FUCKED UP, ALLEGED, HOT MESSES!  WHAT A NUTBAG, JOKE.

THIS IS WHY, I RECOMMEND, YOU, ALL READ, THE BOOK, "F*CK LOVE!"  THE AUTHORS, HAVE SOME CHARTS AT THE FIRST OF THE BOOK, THAT TELL YOU HOW, TO DO SOME, "DETECTIVE" STUFF, TO GET, THE LOW DOWN, OF THE PERSON, YOU MIGHT, BE ATTRACTED TOO!  THERE IS ONE LINE, THAT IS SO, KAY AND BRETT . . . Do your research by talking to his friends and relatives, not just about him as a person, but how he treated his prior girlfriends.  Then immediately lose the resume or phone number of the candidate if your research shows that his charisma often lets him get away with bad spending habits, or beauty blinds people to his brushes with the law, or he's a great communicator who often uses his skills to try to talk his way out of a problem with drugs or alcohol so severe that it can be perceived without a cup of pee!

In my own defense, I was, still in the, I'M DYING PHASE, GOING TO DIE WITHOUT, HAVING MY FAIR SHARE OF SEX . . . NORMALLY, I WOULD HAVE AVOIDED, SOMEONE LIKE THIS AND ALL OTHERS AFTER THAT, TOO DAMNED SMART!  BRETT EVEN SAID, YOU WOULD NEVER HAVE LOOKED AT ME IN HIGH SCHOOL, PART OF THE PARKING LOT CREW . . . NO, I WOULD NOT HAVE!  HE WAS DEAD RIGHT.

KAY, SHELLEY, BRETT, MILES, RACHEL ARE ALL, AS CHARMING AND CHARISMATIC, AS YOU CAN GET, FOR A CULT!  JUST WHAT MORMONISM IS.  THIS MORNING WHILE AT ROCKIN' ROLL, MCDONALDS, WATCHING FOR SIGNS, MY FAVORITE, WHITE VAN, WENT BY, PROBABLY, ROUGHLY, 7:30 AM, OR SO, BUT IT SAID . . . "WELCOME TO A DIFFERENT PLACE" . . . I HAVE RELIED ON THAT, AS A GREAT, INTRODUCTION TO A BETTER PLACE, NOT SO CONTROLLED BY ONE RELIGION OR ONE PARTY, OPEN, WANT JUSTICE AND WANT TO GET THINGS RIGHT!  THAT WAS A WELCOME SIGN!  I HAVE USED IT TO ENCOURAGE ME ON SEVERL OCCASIONS, WHEN, I HAVE SEEN IT, PASS BY!  THERE IS A SURVEILLANCE CAMERA, RIGHT, IN FRONT OF THE FOOD JOINT, IT WAS GOING TOWARD, PIKE'S MARKET, ON PIKE, ON 3RD!

EVERYTHING IS SYMBOLIC, I JUST GOT A DIET COKE AT, BLAZING BAGELS, THE NAME ON IT IS, "ASHLEY" . . . KAY LIVED UP IN JEREMY RANCH, OUTSIDE OF PARK CITY, WERE, THERE ARE TONS OF QUACKING ASH . . . ASHLEY, OR ASH LIE!  THERE IS ALSO, AN ASHLEY HOME FURNISHINGS . . . DOES SHE ALSO HAVE MY, FURNITURE FROM, ST. GEORGE, TO GIVE SOME CREDIBILITY TO HER CLAIM OF BEING ME?  PROBABLY SOME WITH EACH BITCH!  TEAL COACH, STEER HORNS, OLD RANCH FURNITURE, WITH WHITE WOOD, AND LIGHT TAN LEATHER, WITH, STEER HORNS, STITCHED IN THE BACK OF THE LOW SITTING, CHAIR . . . COWBOY STYLE!  CUSTOM MADE, MOST OF IT, SO NICE STUFF, WAY BETTER, THAN, KAY'S SHIT, RACHEL'S SHIT, AND LIKE MOST SERIAL KILLERS AND PSYCHOPATHS, THE THRILL IS IN "TAKING" WHAT I HAVE, NOT IN HAVING ALL MY MONEY, IN THE FIRST PLACE IT IS USING, WHAT, I BOUGHT AND PICKED OUT, PIECE BY PIECE, WITH LOVING CARE! 

MY HOUSES ARE A WORK OF ART TO ME!  SO ARE MY KIDS!

ANYWAY, I RECOMMEND THE BOOK AND IT CAN SAVE YOU, SOME REAL HEARTACHE, IN LIFE, WHICH, A BAD PARTNER CAN CAUSE . . . DUE TO DYING, I HAVE HAD, MANY, INCLUDING, POTENTIAL, LOVERS, WHO ARE IN THE GAME TOO . . . NO, I NEVER GAVE RACHEL MY FURNITURE, THE WASHINGTON COUNTY, SHERIFF'S TOOK ALL OF IT, ALLEGEDLY, FOR SOME, SQUIRRELY, LAWSUIT, RACHEL AND SHELLEY OWED FOR, THAT THEY NEVER TOLD THEIR ATTORNEY SISTER WHO WAS FIGHTING, EVERYTHING FOR?  OH, JUST THAT SMALL, $33,000 JUDGEMENT, THAT GOT MY FURNITURE, STOLEN, FOR THEM . . . NICE TRY, COULD SEE RIGHT  THROUGH,  JEALOUS AND CRAZY!

I HAVE GREAT TASTE TOO!  THIS SHIT, FUCKING WITH THE SERVER, JUST, INTERUPTS THE FLOW OF MY BLOGS, AND CHANGES THE WHOLE TUNE AND MOOD, OF THE WRITING TO, PISSED!

BUT YOU GET MY PICTURE!  KAY IS A MISCHIEF, MAKER, OF THE WORST KIND . . . I WILL GET INTO THE SPECIFICS, SOME DAY.

THE OTHER DAY, IN FRONT OF MCGRAW CARPET OUTLET, JUST ACROSS THE STREET FROM, HAMMOND HOUSE AND THE METHODIST CHURCH, RIGHT OFF THE CORNER OF, GORGEOUS GEORGE'S MEDITERREANIAN RESTAURANT, THE OWNER HAD A BEAUTIFUL, BLACK, 1991, ALMOST PERFECT, MERCEDES, FOR, $4100, A STEAL OF A DEAL . . . WE TALKED, HE WAS COMPLETELY HONEST. ON ALL THE ISSUES WITH THE CAR, SO APPRECIATED, NO SURPRISES HE KNEW ABOUT, AND TOTALLY HONEST WITH WHY, HIS WIFE WANTED HIM TO SELL IT . . . HE TOOK ME FOR A RIDE, PERFECT, BEST RIDE I HAD IN EVEN A NEW CAR, FOR YEARS, NICE, TIGHT, TURNS, AND JUST BEAUTIFUL . . . CLASSY CAR, OLDER BUT CLASSY!  I WENT TO THE LIBRARY AND TOLD HIM, I WOULD THINK ABOUT IT . . . I THOUGHT HOW COOL, TO GET MY WEIGHT OFF, GET BACK INTO DRIVING, SINCE I HAVE HAD MY LIBERTY, BLOCKED, BOTH BY THREATS, CARS BLOWING UP, AND, WITH SHELLEY AND OTHERS, USING MY  NAME AND STEALING MY I.D., I HAVE BEEN STOPPED FROM GETTING A DRIVER'S LICENSE, AND WHEN, I TRIED, THEY FUCKED ME WITH, SHELLEY'S, USE OF MY FORD TRUCK, AFTER I CANCELLED MY INSURANCE AND REGISTRATION, I WANTED THAT BITCH CAUGHT, KNEW, FRANK OF INTERPOL, WAS, TAKING MY CAR TO KEEP ME IN THE STATE, SO THE COPS, WHOM I SUED COULD, FUCK ME OVER . . . I WANT MY LIFE BACK, MY LIBERTY BACK, MY FREEDOM BACK, ALL RIGHTS RESERVED, FOR ME, BY ME AND OF ME . . . THIS IS MY LIFE, I ONLY GET TO LIVE IT ONCE, NOT WILLING TO SHARE!  YOU SHOULD CARE!  I SERVE, EVERYONE, EVERY FUCKING DAY, FOR THE LAST, 20 YEARS . . . PASSIONATE KISSES, FOR ME, IS WHAT SHOULD BE, HAPPENING, NOT FUCKING ME, OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

I DECIDED, WHILE AT THE LIBRARY, THAT I WOULD PAY $1,000 PER MONTH, STAY AT THE SHELTER, PAY THE CAR OFF, BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE ON THE RADAR, MORE THAN, I HAVE TO . . . LIVE, LIKE SHIT, ON LIMITED INCOME, AND THEN, GO SEE MY KIDS, BACK THE WAY, THEY GREW UP, WITH ME, AND IN A CAR, THAT IS REFLECTIVE OF WHO THEIR MOM IS!  I KNEW THIS WAS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE, AND JUST LIKE, THE LAST, 20 YEARS, OR WHENEVER THEY CAN STOP ME FROM DRIVING, OF COURSE, THE CAR WAS GONE!  EVERY CAR, I EVEN LOOK AT, OR TAKE THE PHONE NUMBER, IS BOUGHT WITHIN, HOURS, OF ME LOOKING . . . I AM IN JAIL, WITHOUT BARS!!!!!!!!!!!  I HAVE A PERFECT  DRIVING RECORD AND I AM BEING, PENALIZED, FOR THE CRIMES OF THE GIRLZ, CULT, CLUB, AND THEY ARE PROTECTED BY THE "SANCUTARY CHURCH" OR INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY, PREDOMINENT RELIGION, EVEN IN D.C., THE MORMON CHURCH!  THEY ARE SO PREDICTABLE, SHELLEY, I JUST ALMOST WROTE, BELL, ONE OF MY LABELS, FOR THE LITTLE ELEMENTARY SCHOOL BOOK, SALESLADY, GUMDROP BOOKS, AND SCHOLASTIC . . . CHECK HER TAX RECORD, ASSHOLES, GOD?????????????  SHE IS NOT ATTORNEY, SHE IS A DUMB ASS, THAT READS, ALL THE TIME!  SHE IS A PREMIER HACKER AND THE COPS, LOVE HER, FOR STEALING ALL MY MONEY AND DISTRIBUTING IT TO THEM, TO BUY THEIR LOYALTY, JUST LIKE TRUMP, SHE DEMANDS, LOYALTY, AND GIVES FREE LAYS!