THANKS LION'S CLUB, ST. PAT'S; COMMUNITY HOSPITAL AND WALMART, FREE EYE GLASS RECYCLE! CARDBOARD CONTAINERS WITH OLD READING GLASSES . . . THANKS! I RAID FOR YEARS!
Living the way, I do, well, even when I live a normal life, which has not been for about 4 years, I am constantly losing or misplacing my cheap reading glasses, of ten wondering if I had expensive prescription eye wear, if I would be more responsible and careful, with my glass or plastic eyes, that help me read and write my blog . . . I can see, but can't read or write on my computer, very handicapped when I don't have glasses, or money to buy new ones, at least once a month, so, I am particularly, grateful to the efforts of these organizations or store, that has these, cardboard box, displays, where people can drop off their old glasses, so that people, like me, who, always time losing my glasses when I have two weeks before, I get money, leaving me feeling helpless and stranded, in non-intellectual land, until I get another pair. There is a box in the break and snack room, at the St. Patrick Hospital, my first stop, today . . . I think I took the one pair, last week when I got to town, but the sunglasses were still there, so, I have new shades--smile! Then, my next stop, in search of free glasses, was either Missoula Community Hospital, where I thought, I saw, another display, and switched the glasses I got at St. Pat's, for a more stylin' pair of glasses, I thought at the competition, Community Hospital, but they didn't know of this project, so the blue box, I remember, must be at bus #7 Walmart, but the Community Hospital, did have some reading glasses that people had left, a good supply, so they lent me some . . . thanks, so if you enjoy this blog, thank these organizations for keeping me in reading glasses! YOU GOTTA LOVE IT! SMILE! DIGGIN' ON COOL PEOPLE WHO THINK OF THINGS LIKE THIS!
LOBSTER BOY FREAK SHOW MURDERS! SCREAM!
I am always shocked at what true crime episodes, pop up on my YouTube recommended viewing . . . we are finally, getting to the abnormal psychology, of my Evil Kin! Now, I do have experience with carnies, the people who travel with the carnivals, going to small town U.S.A., when I came home from one of my great escapes from Kalispell, Montana, and returned to the trailer, I was couch surfing, at, paying to come and go, crashing on the couch when Kali, was safe, always having somewhere to lay my wearing head, after going anywhere from Seattle to Vegas . . . so before, I left, one November, I came back, to find, that the boys, my three male roommates, had, two carnie friends, a husband and wife, team, that provided a naked maid, taking my place, keeping the trailer clean and orderly, even going the second mile, having sex with all three roommies, something I didn't provide . . . I was the church lady, who finally got two of the three heretics to church, Fresh Life Church, only to find out that in my ONE month escapation, I came back to total spiritual deprivation, orgies, and the three of them, sure, that I was next, for the naked maid! LOL! FUCK NO! They all thought it was worth a try. But, this, rather nice, but twisted couple, providing their own sideshow, hubby getting off on other guys wanting his wife, until that green monster of jealousy, raged, when she started to prefer, Kansas redneck to the carnie boy, and after cleaning the trailer, and she did a great job, and I was grateful . . . the uniform was a bit sketchy, however! LOL!
I can't help it, I have lived a pretty sheltered life, but nothing prepared me for the Lobster Boy! This poor kid, was born into a family, of over 150 years of kin born with this disorder, that created a genetic blend of hand and feet, that had two digits or fingers, whatever, that looked, like huge ass lobster claws . . . his parents, decided to make money on his claws or hands, symbolic of my blogging hands?, and so they put this poor kid in the carnival, traveling show of freaks, not watched for their talent, but for their deformities! Even the way, the episode was filmed is scary! SCREAM! LOL! But the overall theme, was family members, using family members to fatten their pockets, putting them on display, for people to pay, to see them, not caring what the damage it to the one family member, or in this case, it became the next generation of family members, who were exploited for money reasons, not caring at all about feelings, circumstances, as if they were objects, rather than people with hearts, minds, and emotions . . . eventually, creating monsters, who used their deformities, to even get away with MURDER!
LOBSTER BOY, USING MONEY AND CLAWS TO HIS ADVANTAGE!
This boy, carrying the genetic deformity, was viewed as a money making machine for his father and mother, putting the boy, on the stage in the carnival, by the ripe age of 5 years old! Often, if the carnival was passing through town, the parents pulled the boy out of school, to perform in the freak shows, making needed money, putting bread and food on the table of his family. Eventually, the family, joined the carnival and traveled the U,S.A., making quite a bit of money, but the poor boy was being scared emotionally, as he made a lot of money, eventually, creating the crazed, money, power hungry abuser, he grew into, controlling his wives, using his own children, who had the deformity, also, wanting to control his other child, who, wanted to get married to a very nice young man, by the time she was 15 years old, so she could get away from this horrid life, that she was involved with, but not a member of, because she didn't have that gene, and was not useful to the family, to make money, but stuck in the sideshow shadows . . . the day before the wedding, with the daughter, telling her father that she was pregnant, the con, conning the con man, to get out of his control, and the abuse she saw, perpetrated on her mother, who was being totally controlled and manipulated by this man, whom she met and fell in love with, seeing his carnival lifestyle as a fun escape from her own, violent home and father, going straight into the arms and family circle of the evil kin, who used and abused people for financial gain, that soon included her own children, born with the disability, other than the normal daughter who wanted to marry to leave the whole mess, but her father, Lobster Boy, who often used his massive upper body strength, and crushing powerful claws, to grab other men's balls, until he controlled them, laughing and enjoying his infliction of pain, on others, got into it with his soon to be, son-in-law, arguing that, this daughter was his, with the young man, defying him, and telling the father, he loved his daughter, and she was now going to be his . . . so the father, grabbed a shot gun, and shot the 17 year old kid, twice in the back, as he left the room, leaving the father, basking in his glory, smiling as the boy stumbled to his death, in the front yard, leaving his daughter devastated, losing her knight in shining armor, willing to marry someone from this freak show family, and save her, by taking her away, in the arms of love!
Lobster Boy with his powerful claws, got on the stand and used the same charm, he used to win, the girl's mother in love, the first time, but turning into a fucking monster, after that, claiming that due to his disability, the boy attacked him and he had to shoot him in self defense! Ah, jury folks, he was shot in the back leaving! He was convicted, but, the judge didn't think, he was fit for the prison conditions, so they just put him on probation as I recall, and basically, let him go, because he played the freaky claws as a defense, making the jury feel sorry for his pathetic life . . . he walked away a free man, and became, twice as cruel and abusive, often grabbing his wife by the neck, with the powerful claws, almost choking the life out of the wife, threatening, that he killed once, and he could kill again, and he would get away with it. At that time, there were three children in the family, the oldest daughter was normal, but the next two children a girl and a boy, were born with the father's family, disease, and both were now money makers for the father, who put his young daughter on the stage by age three! The son was the spitting image of the father, with all the same deformities and the family curse or blessing, depending on which way you looked at things . . . after the father got off the murder rap, mom took the kids, who were terrified of this monster, often hiding in the closet, while the mother took their beatings for them, and she got the kids . . . no, Lobster Boy, filed for divorce and got the kids, I believe, that, it was later, when the second wife was being abused, and another kid was being exploited, that the kids ran to their mother.
THE SICK AND PERVERTED DANCE OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE CYCLES . . . WIFE #ONE GOES BACK TO LOBSTER BOY!
Hopefully, I am getting this right, but it is worth the scare to watch, but, the wife, gets back with the monster, because, believe it or not, there is a co-dependency, in domestic violence relationships, a sick love, a need, and pathetic dance, that comes with the tapes from both childhoods, of abuse and depravity, bringing the two back together, like some unseen force of nature, to dance the same dance again! But, the woman gets back with her former lover and husband for a short period of time . . . and of course the same cycles of abuse start AGAIN, no surprise, but back in those days, they didn't know as much about domestic violence, they didn't have my manual, yet . . . LOL . . . but, the old claw boy, started his dirty power and control shit on his wife, but this time, the son, was a bit older, and was not having it, watching what was going on . . . 80% of the boys under age 20 are in prison for killing their mother's abuser . . . so, this 17 year old kid, seeing what his mother is going through, talks with her about the need to kill the freak, it needed to be done. I think, mom, suffering from, all the issues women, who are abused suffer from, PTSD, post-tramatic stress disorder, and the psychological battering, along with financial power, control and dependency, especially back in those days, the the mother relies on the son, to protect her. He needs to remove the connection between, the mother and son, so they get a friend, a 17 year old hit man, they paid to kill the husband, Lobster Boy! He gets him . . . the irony is, that the monster, killed a 17 year old groom, and he was killed by a 17 year old boy.
Mom got off, due to all the years of abuse, but she saw her son, who was charged and convicted of setting up the murder, as her hero, a knight in shining armor, seeing that he saved the family, and did the noble, honorable thing, setting the family free from this fucked up nightmare of a man! Pretty freaky and strange episode, and whomever filmed the thing, made the man so sinister, but I bet the actor, couldn't compare to the real deal! The trouble with domestic violence and the family dynamics, is that generally, young boys and men, will identify with their mothers, and hate their abusers, however, later as they become more mature, they start to identify with the man, more and more, and they become the monster their own fathers were, and become everything they HATED in their role-model! GET OVER THIS MEN!!!!!!!!! OR WOMEN, IN THE RARE CASES, OF WOMEN ABUSING MEN! Could be evening things out a bit, in modern days, women are not as dependent and they become the abusers, if they are dependent financially. And here in Montana, the gun toting mamas, have guns to even the score, so, if the abuse gets out of hand, there is usually, a hubby killing! So, not good all the way around! GOAL--NO EXCUSE FOR ABUSE!
GET A GRIP ON YOUR ANGER . . . REMEMBER, THIS IS ABOUT POWER AND CONTROL OVER YOUR VICTIM! IF YOU LOVE YOUR SONS, SET A BETTER EXAMPLE, AND IF YOU LOVE YOUR DAUGHTERS, THEY WILL BE ATTRACTED TO MEN, LIKE DADDY DEAREST! WE MULTIPLY DOMESTIC VIOLENCE AS TIME GOES ON, IF ONE GENERATION OF EVIL KIN, DOESN'T CARE ENOUGH TO STOP IT! LOVE ALWAYS TRIUMPHS OVER HATE AND ANGER . . . PRACTICE CONTROL!
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