KITTY CLOTHESLINE & PET FOOD DRIVE. TIBBY & THE CIRCUIT RIDERS! CARA BLACK--"MURDER ON THE LEFT BANK." THE CITY IS MORE THAN HUMAN. ROCK ME UP TO 125 . . . I CAN'T DRIVE 55! LOL. STOP SLOW ZONE. SOUND SUSTAINABLE FARMS. GET'EM DELIVERED. DOORDASH. THE TIME HAS COME . . . HOW DO WE SLEEP WHEN OUR BEDS ARE BURNING? IT'S TIME TO PAY THE RENT. IT BELONGS TO THEM, GIVE IT BACK! THE WRIGHT BROTHERS. 43RD JUST OFF FREMONT, SEATTLE TO GREENWOOD, SCRUBS ON THE RIGHT HAND SIDE--IN THREE FACES, WITH HUGE ASS NOSES! KISS! SO MUCH WEED AND NO WHERE TO SMOKE IT? CODING. TEST. WHAT DOES WEED REPRESENT? RUNNIN' DOWN A DREAM . . . YOU NEVER CAME TO ME, WORKING ON A MYSTERY. RUNNIN' DOWN A DREAM! HE'S NOT BALANCED. HE'S NOT FAIR OR BALANCED. HE'S INSANE! NOT LOL. NORMAN THE ARTIFICIAL MAN, IS A PSYCOPATH! REMEMBER, NORMAN BATES, FROM THE MOVIE, "PSYCHO?" YEAH, SLASHER SHOWER SCENE. DEAD MOM IN THE BEDROOM AT THE TOP OF THE HILL, TOP OF THE STAIRS? REMEMBER THE ROCKING CHAIR SCENE? THAT NORMAN BATES! MIT OR THE MASSECHUSETT INSTITUTION OF TECHNOLOGY, CREATED AN "ARITIFICAL INTELLIGENCE," THAT IS A FUCKING PSYCHO! THEY PUT THIS "AI" IN FRONT OF VIOLENCE, DEATH, MAYHEM, MURDER, AND ALL THE SHIT ONE CAN FIND ON THE INTERNET, NOW DAYS. THEN, THEY COMPARED, NORMAN, TO THE PREVIOUS "AI" TO SEE WHAT THE DIFFERENCES WERE, IF ANY . . . THEY DID THE ROSCHACH INK BLOT PSYCHOLOGICAL TEST, AND WHEN, THE NORMAL, FED, "ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE" WERE SHOW THE INK BLOTS, THEY SAW FLOWERS, UMBRELLA'S, BUTTERFLIES, HAPPY STUFF. HOWEVER, NORMAN, GIVEN THE SAME INK BLOTS, SAW, A MAN WITH HIS FACE SHOT . . . A MAN WHO HAD SHOT HIS WIFE! THIS IS ONE SCARY DUDE. GO SEE THE NEW MOVIE, "UPGRADE" THAT I WROTE ABOUT LAST WEEK! ARE WE PLAYING WITH FIRE, PLAYING GOD? OVER IN DUBAI OR SOME ARAB COUNTRY WITH A SHIT LOAD OF MONEY, THERE WAS A FASHION SHOW . . . THE NEW DESIGNER CLOTHES WERE NOT MODELED BY WOMEN OR MEN, BUT DRONES, CARRIED THE NEWEST FASHION? HOW FUCKING BORING! LOL. NEW IS NOT ALWAYS BETTER, AND NOT ALWAYS AND IMPROVEMENT. TO ME THE "ARNOLD APPLICATION" TO THIS, IS, THIS IS SOOOOO, SO SCARY, AND COULD BE USE FOR DIABOLICAL PURPOSES--SEE "UPGRADE!" WHILE THE DUDE IS JUSTIFIED, IN BEING PISSED ABOUT HIS WIFE BEING MURDERED, AS COLLATERAL DAMAGE, SEEING REVENGE, WITH A PSYCHO MACHINE, WHO WAS THE ONE WHO ACTUALLY SELECTED YOU, AND MURDERED YOUR WIFE, THEN TAKES OVER YOUR CONTROL OF YOUR BODY, AND LITERALLY, SLAUGHTER'S PEOPLE, WITHOUT SENSE OR CONTROL, GOING WAY BEYOND, WHAT, YOU AS A HUMAN BEING WOULD DO? FUCK NO! THIS ALSO, HAS IMPLICATION, TO WHAT WE ALLOW, OR NEED TO MONITOR, AND I AM A BIG PROPONENT OF THE RIGHT TO PRIVACY EVEN FOR KIDS, BUT THIS MAY, AS IF WE DIDN'T KNOW THIS ALREADY, TIP THE SCALES, TOWARDS, "V-CHIPS" EVEN IF YOU HAVE TO BLOCK MY BLOG FROM YOUR KIDS, TEENS! LOL. YOU GET THE GOOD WITH THE BAD, READING ME! THE TWO MOVIES, THAT, CONVINCED ME, THAT, ME AND MY EX-HUSBAND, NEEDED TO SWITCH, OUR VERY AMICABLE DIVORCE, WERE "PSYCHO" AND "SILENCE OF THE LAMBS!" IN THE FIRST MOVIE, THE MOTHER SON, RELATIONSHIP WAS TOO CLOSE, TO THE POINT OF CRAZY! IN THE SECOND, THE SCENE, WHERE FBI AGENT, JODY FOSTER, INTERVIEWS THE MOTHER, AND SHE SEES, THE SUSPECTED, SERIAL KILLERS ROOM, WITH THE OVER BEARING, RELIGIOUS MOTHER, BIBLE THUMPING, AND THE LITTLE BALLERINA JEWELRY BOX, NEAR THE BED? SCREAM. HERE, YOU TAKE THE KIDS, I AM GOING TO MINIMIZE THE DAMAGE THAT I MIGHT HAVE ALREADY DONE! SERIOUS! AN UNINVOLVED, FATHER, MIGHT BE A ZERO, ON THE SCALES OF 10+ OR 10-, BUT, AT LEAST, THEY ARE NOT GOING IN THE PSYCHO ZONE! LOL. CHRIS HAS ALREADY SHOWN SIGNS OF RESISTING RELIGION, WHEN, HE KICKED HIS SUNBEAM TEACHER, IN SUNDAY SCHOOL, AND THEY MADE ME HIS TEACHER! LOL. ELLIOT, A MAZAMA. LOL. RELIGION IS RELIGION. WHATEVER. LOL. THE WRIGHT BROTHERS! CHURCH--ME WE AND THE HOLY SPIRIT. SOME DAY, THE ONLY ONE YOU GAVE AWAY, WILL BE THE ONE YOUR WISHING FOR. I WOULD NOT SAY, I GAVE MY KIDS AWAY, BECAUSE, I WAS WITH THEM, EVERY WEEK ABOUT, 2 TO 3 AFTERNOONS, AFTER SCHOOL, AND ON EVERY WEEKEND, I WOULD PICK THEM UP AND TAKE THEM TO MY BOYFRIEND'S HOUSE, TO PLAY AND HANG WITH, HIS TWO SONS, AND HALF OF MIDWAY AND HEBER CITY, UTAH . . . FUN TO HEAR, CHRIS, LAST TIME I WAS IN UTAH, ADMIT, THEY HAD A PRETTY FUN CHILDHOOD AND GROWING UP YEARS! I DID HAVE A DREAM LAST NIGHT, THAT SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME . . . NOW, I AM SURE, THAT, THIS ONE BUS STOP, SHELTER POSTER, HAD SOME BARRING ON MY DREAM . . . FIRST, THERE IS POSTER ON A BUS, THAT SHOWS A WOMAN, WHO LOOKS LIKE A YOUNG SHELLEY, SISTER, PRETENDING TO BE ME FOR, VERY OBVIOUS REASONS, WITH A VERY YOUNG, GIRL, WHO LOOKS MORE LIKE GRETA, THAN, HER OWN DAUGHTER, ALEX . . . ON THE POSTER, THE MOM, IS PAINTING, WITH THE LITTLE GIRL WATCHING HER, AND THE AID SAYS . . . FIND WHERE YOU BELONG. THEN THE SHELTER, BACKDROP, SOMEWHERE IN KIRKLAND, SHOWED, A NEST WITH TWO BLUE EGGS IN IT. THE THOUGHT CAME TO MIND, THAT, BOTH SHELLEY AND GRETA, OLDEST CHILDREN, ARE "NESTORS." GRETA SETS HER AUTOMATIC COFFEE MAKERS, ANOTHER BONDING ISSUE, FOR 5:00 AM, ROLLS OUT OF BED, COZIES UP WITH HER COFFEE AND EITHER HER COMPUTER OR HER BOOKS! THE KIDS, SENSE WHEN, MOM IS UP AND THEY COME IN ONE BY ONE, AND COZY WITH MOM, FOR SOME CUDDLING TIME! SHELLEY WAS NOT SO MOTHERLY, NOT AT ALL, BUT, ONCE SHE BECAME ME, SHE STARTED TO BE A BETTER MOTHER, OR AT LEAST AUNT, FOR MONEY, IS MY GUESS . . . SHE DOESN'T DO ANYTHING UNLESS IT BENEFITS HER! BELIEVE ME. GRETA HAS A LOT OF HER FATHER IN HER, AND HE IS ALSO, A NESTOR, A READER, MORE QUIET, AND PEACEFUL. IF I COULD, I WOULD BE OUTDOORS ALL DAY, EVERYDAY AND I ONLY GO BACK TO SLEEP. HOMES THAT FIT YOUR LIFESTYLE? I NEED A BED! DINNER INCLUDED? IDEALEASE! HOMELESS SHELTER! I HAVE A NEED TO NEST, ABOUT, ONCE OR TWICE A MONTH, LIKE TRYING TO WATCH THE NBA GAME, WITH PIZZA, AND A BOOK THAT, IS TAKING ME A MONTH, TO EVEN GET INTERESTED IN! ALTHOUGH, I JUST HIT THE PART, THAT, THE CRUSTY OLD JUDGE, ARRESTS TWO ATTORNEYS, HE WANTED TO GET RID OF, ON A CASE! LOL. BEEN THERE, DONE THAT! LOL. ONE REMINDS ME OF MILES! SCREAM, LAUGH! THIS RICH WHITE DUDE, IS DYING OF CANCER, CUTS HIS KIDS, TOTALLY OUT OF HIS WILL, CUTS ALL HIS EX-WIVES, AND LEAVES, CLOSE TO $20 MILLLION TO HIS HOUSEKEEPER, LETTIE! THE NAMES, LIKE THAT ONE, IS SO SYMBOLIC, IT KILLS ME . . . THE BLACK MEMPHIS ATTORNEY, WHO IS TAKING OVER THE CASE, FROM, LOCAL, YOUNG ATTORNEY, JAKE BRIGANCE, WHO IS NAMED IN THE WILL, HAD NEVER MET THE DUDE, SETH, WHO DIED, BUT, HE HAD FOUGHT, FOR A BLACK, DUDE, BEFORE, EVEN GETTING HIS HOUSE BURNED DOWN BY THE LOCAL CLAN . . . SOUNDS LIKE ME AND THE COPS! BUT, THE COCKY, SASSY ATTORNEY'S NAME IS, GET THIS, "BOOKER SISTRUNK!" LOL. NOW THOSE WHO ARE INTERESTED IN POLITICS, WILL KNOW, OR HAVE HEARD OF, DEMOCRAT, "SENATOR COREY BOOKER" . . . SISTRUNK, THE HOT SEX, WE HAD, I AM SURE, IS NOW, SUPPOSE TO BE SHELLEY! NO ANAL, FOR THIS GAL, BUT, BACKDOOR MAN, FUCK YEAH! LOL. THERE IS ANOTHER NAME, WILLIAM DAFOE. MYANO. SALLY BEAUTY. THERE WAS A TIME, WHEN, MILES WANTED ME TO COME, SEE HIM AND HELP HIM WITH SOME LEGAL WORK, AND HE WAS GOING TO HELP ME, SET UP MY BLOG, TO GET PAID . . . WE NEVER GOT TO THAT PART! SO, AS USUAL, WITH THE SEX OUT OF THE WAY, LIKE A CHORE, THAT HAD TO BE COMPLETE, SO MILES COULD SPEAK, WE GOT INTO THIS FIGHT . . . FUCK OR FIGHT . . . I SAID, YOU OUGHT TO BE AN ATTORNEY. HE STARTED TO GET ALL SARCASTIC, AS IF, THERE WERE BUGS, SURVEILLANCE OR CAMERAS, ALL OVER THE PLACE . . . OH, YOU THINK, I SHOULD BE AN ATTORNEY, HUH? YEAH, YOU ARE ONE OF THE FEW PEOPLE, WHO, WILL ACTUALLY ARGUE WITH ME, AND I HAD HIM, PINNED, BEHIND THE COUCH, WITH MY FINGER IN HIS CHEST! I THOUGHT, HE COULD, AND I KNEW, HE WAS WORKING UNDERCOVER, AND SUSPECTED, THAT THE CHEF, BRO. WAS GONE AND I WAS DEALING WITH THE COP BRO. OR HE MIGHT, EVEN ACTUALLY, BE AN ATTORNEY? BUT, JUST THE TONE, MOOD, AND SARCASM, MADE ME THINK, HE COULD BE A YALE LAW GRAD, AND I WOULDN'T KNOW IT! OH, WELL, I HAD HIM PINNED AGAINST THE WALL, HE DIDN'T HAVE ME UP AGAINST A WALL! LOL. WE WENT HARD AT EACH OTHER! HE WAS MY SPARING PARTNER. HOWARD, WAS MUCH TOO NICE FOR ME! PERFECT HUSBAND, IF I HAD MILES TO SPARE WITH! LOL. MILES ALWAYS TOOK THE 5TH, LEAVING ME TO WONDER, DID HE OR DIDN'T HE? LOL. WHAT FUN FIGHTS! LOL. THAT WAS CHRISTMAS OF 2013, RIGHT AFTER I HAD STARTED MY BLOG! THE GOAL TO GET ME UP TO SEATAC, BEFORE, THAT, SPOKANE, WAS, REALLY, SEX, NOT LEGAL, NOT COMPUTER AND BLOGGING HELP! HE JUST TOLERATED THE FIGHTING! MR. MASTER CHEF, WHO I MET ON THE AMTRAK, NEVER IN THREE DAYS, FOUGHT WITH ME? MR. COP, NEVER COOKED ME A MEAL! LOL. WHIPLASH . . . MEET ONE WHO WANTS ME TO MOVE TO STRATTON, MARYLAND, OR SOMEWHERE OUTSIDE D.C., BY AN HOUR, AND THE NEXT THING I KNOW, THE TEXT GO FROM LOVING AND SEXTING TO, SHORT, CURT, AND SPACED. MR. CHEF, USED TO RESPOND TO A TEXT, IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT, 4:00 AM, WHEN, I THOUGHT HE WAS ASLEEP! NEXT THING I KNOW, THE MILE III, TURNED TO MILES II, OR REVERSE, AND LIVING IN WASHINGTON, D.C., OR OUTSIDE, BECAME WASHINGTON STATE! I FIGURED, TWO IDENTICAL TWINS, BUT, HEY, I LOVE TO DEBATE AND ARGUE . . . SPARING PARTNER! OKAY WITH ME! LOL. SO, THE BOOK, ONLY IN THE CHARACTERIZATION, AND PICTURING, MILES, AS A CIVIL RIGHTS ATTORNEY, REPRESENTING THIS BLACK HOUSEKEEPER, DEMANDING HIS RIGHTS, BEING A TOTAL ASSHOLE IN COURT, WAS A PERFECT, RENDITION OF THE SECOND DUDE, I MET! THE PROBLEM WITH, IDENTICAL TWINS, IS, THEY SHARE THE SAME DNA, SO IF ONE, LIKES YOU, SO DOES THE OTHER . . . CHEMISTRY! THAT WILL NOT RING TRUE, FOR, SISTERS, WHO ARE PATTERNED AFTER, TWINS, BUT, WITH NO SHARED DNA! SEATTLE STAGED TO SELL & DESIGN! LIFE IS GOOD! HOPELINK. PRATT. DEA STILL FOLLOWING ME, COPS, IN TUNNELS, ON THE STREETS, SHERIFFS, RUBBING THEIR NOSE, TO INDICATE TO THE BUS DRIVER, THAT HE KNOWS, I AM ON THE BUS . . . SEE MR. DEA, RIGHT OFF THE BUS, 550 BELLEVUE TO SEATTLE, BAY 2, I BELIEVE, STANDING RIGHT THERE . . . CHANGED, OH, NO, I WAS ON, 255 FROM KIRKLAND, TO SEATTLE, THAT IS RIGHT, I HAD TO LEAVE GREEN LAKE LIBRARY WITH A BLOCKED, BLOG, SO I COULDN'T WRITE ABOUT THE GAME, I RENTED A ROOM, AT THE WALLINGFORD INN, SPECIFICALLY, FOR, ON THE ONE NIGHT A MONTH, I WANTED TO NEST WITH FUCKING COPS, ON MY ASS, EVERYWHERE! THE MORE BEEFY, JAMES KENNEDY, YOUNGER, DUDE, BUT THICKER, STANDING, RIGHT WERE, I WOULD GO UP, TO GET TO 5TH AND PINE, GENERALLY, I GO TO 3RD AND PINE, BUT, I NOTICED THAT HE TOOK OUT HIS CELL PHONE, TRYING NOT TO BE NOTICED . . . GOTCHA DUDE . . . TOOK OFF, UP THE IMMEDIATE, ESCALATOR, RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME, SO HE CALLED, CHANGED PATTERNS, SO, I KNEW, THERE WAS A TRAIL ON ME . . . TOOK THE MONORAIL ELEVATOR, WHOOOPS, FORGOT ABOUT THAT ONE, RIGHT, TO 5TH, DITCHED THROUGH, NORDSTROMS, NOT EXPECTED, AND HIT, PINE, TO 3RD, SEEING, FIRST UNDERCOVER, AGENT LOOKING GUYS, THEN, SHERIFFS, NEAR, THE TUNNEL EXIT, GOING FROM THE TUNNEL TO 3RD, WHERE I NORMALLY COME OUT OF . . . SORRY DUDES, THEY WERE LOOKING, AT THE TUNNEL STREET EXIT AND I CAME FROM TWO BLOCKS BELOW! HIT THE BUS, ALMOST JUST RIGHT, AND SAVED BY MY CHARIOT OF FIRE, ONCE AGAIN! AND MY KIDS WONDER, WHY, I DON'T COME SEE THEM MORE . . . I AM, FUCKING BARELY STAYING ALIVE . . . MAKING SURE, I DON'T GET CEMENT BOOTS ON MY FEET, AND GET THROWN, INTO ELLIOTT BAY!! LOL. ALL FUN AND GAMES, UNLESS THEY CATCH ME! WORTH, BILLIONS TO GET RID OF ME! SO BACK TO THE DREAM . . . IT WAS A SIMPLE ONE . . . GRETA WHO IS SWEET TO THE CORE, IS BEING TORN UP BY THIS SHIT, AND HAS, SOME TYPE OF, PROBABLY, STRESS RELATED, ISSUES OR ILLNESS . . SHE ACTED, WAY DIFFERENT LAST TIME I SAW HER, DYED HER HAIR DARK, DIDN'T SEEM OR ACT HERSELF? SHE DIDN'T OFFER, AND I DIDN'T ASK. SECRISTS HAVE THIS TENDENCY, TO HANDLE THINGS ON THEIR OWN . . . I ASKED HER FATHER, WHY HE NEVER SEEMED, PRESENT, WHEN, I HAD A BABY . . . I COULD STAND TO SEE YOU IN PAIN! THAT KIND OF MADE SENSE, FOUR KIDS LATER, AND A DIVORCE FOR BEING, NON-PRESENT, AND THEN, STROKING A FUCKING CAT, THROUGH, PREGNANCY, WITH FOUR KITTENS, AS I STOOD AT THE DOOR, JUST HOME FROM THE HOSPITAL WITH ELLIOT! WOULD TO GOD HE WAS THAT ATTENDANT TO ME . . . BUT, AS SOON AS HE TOLD ME, I COULD SEE IT, AND I AM SOMEWHAT LIKE THAT WITH MY KIDS! THIS THING, PARTICULARLY THE LAST 7 YEARS, SINCE BEING FORCED, ALMOST KILLED, BEFORE LEAVING UTAH, WORRIED SICK ABOUT THEM, AND GRAND KIDS, TO THE POINT THAT I DIDN'T DARE, CALL THEM, FOR THE FIRST YEAR, IT WAS SO BAD, WANTING TO KEEP THEM, SAFE, EVEN IF I WASN'T. GET'EM DELIVERED. DOORDASH! SO, IN THE DREAM, GRETA, IS FINALLY, LETTING ME KNOW THAT SHE IS DISTRESSED, OR EVEN SICK, AND THAT MAKES SENSE . . . SHE IS NOT HER MOTHER, NOT A WARRIOR, EXCEPT AGAINST HER HUSBAND, DALLAS! THE NAVY SEAL, WHO IS TWICE HER SIZE AND HER FIGHTS, HAVE, STARTED TO WEAR AND TEAR ON HER, AND I AM CONVINCED, THAT HE IS A SPY, WITH HER CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE, GETTING TORN, THIS WAY AND THAT! SO, IN THE DREAM, THE NEXT THING, I KNOW, AFTER GRETA, REVEALS, THAT, THIS WHOLE MESS IS GETTING TO HER, OR SOMETHING IS . . . AND SHE, AS A DAUGHTER, HAS BEEN, MY RIGHT ARM PERSON, LOVER HER DEARLY, BUT, ALL THE SUDDEN THERE IS THIS "WALL OF SEPARATION" BETWEEN ME AND HER . . . I CAN HEAR HER ON THE OTHER SIDE, BEHIND THE WALL AND I CAN'T GET TO HER! I AM FREAKING OUT AND POUNDING ON THE WALL! I WOKE UP, AND I WAS LIKE, I AM CATCHING THE FIRST BUS OUT OF TOWN! I SAW A BILLBOARD, THAT SAID, "HOPE, CLOSER TO HOME!" THAT MORNING SARAH, HAD GIVEN, PAPERWORK, TO ME, FOR HOUSING! I DIDN'T FILL IT OUT! MY PLAN WAS TO GET IN SHAPE . . . BE THE MOM, THEY, HAVE ALWAYS KNOWN AND LOVED, THEN, GO BACK IN JULY, FOR CHRIS'S BIRTHDAY! BUT, IF NEEDED, AND SHE WOULD, NEVER, SAY, NOR EVEN ASK, THAT IS JUST THE WAY, WE SECRISTS ARE . . . STUBBORN, AND SHE IS THE WORST, AND WILL BEAR OUR PAIN, IN SILENCE! THEN, I REMEMBERED, A, "JERRY STEINFIELD" THAT SHOWED THE OTHER DAY, AND IT WAS JUST, HIS UNCLE WHO MOVED, CLOSE TO HIM . . . HE WAS TELLING JULIE AND GEORGE, THAT, HE LOVED HIS UNCLE, BUT NOW HE HAS TO GO TO LUNCH, MEET HIM FOR DINNER, AND HE WILL WANT HIM TO DROP IN AND EVEN WORSE, HIS UNCLE WILL DROP INTO TO SEE HIM! LOL. HE SAID, I REALLY, LIKE MY UNCLE, 5 STATES AWAY . . . I AM NOT, YOUR COME TO DINNER, ON SUNDAY TYPE MOM, I THINK ABOUT MY KIDS, AND GRANDKIDS ALL THE TIME, SO I DON'T FEEL, LIKE I AM NOT WITH THEM . . . THAT IS CALLED A MOTHER! BUT, I KNOW, THEY NEED LOVE AND HELP, SOMETIMES, BUT WOULD NEVER, EVER ASK! THERE IS A GREAT AD, A YOUNG NEIGHBOR GIRL, ASKS, MR. ELLIOT, ABOUT HIS INTERNET PASSWORD . . . I HEARD THAT AS, MISSED HER, ELLIOT . . . DID HE TURN TO RACHEL, OR SHELLEY, OR KAY, TO HAVE A MOTHER FIGURE AROUND? MAYBE. TOO STUBBORN, TO CALL AND SAY, I MISS YOU MOM, COME HOME! I HAD A DREAM, SEVERAL MONTHS AGO, THAT I SHOULD MOVE BACK HOME, THE TIME HAD COME . . .. NORMALLY, I JUMP ON A DREAM AND FOLLOW IT, BUT, UTAH? WHAT WOULD HAPPEN. BETTER TRY IT OUT! I DID THE BLITZ OF THE STATE, STARTING IN LAS VEGAS, BY ST. GEORGE, THE SECOND DAY WITH GRETA AND KIDS, FOR TRISTAN'S BIRTHDAY, THE BLACK AND WHITE COPS WERE ON MY TRAIL, AND BY THE TIME I HIT, PROVO, THE COPS, OR MORMON MAFIA, WERE FUCKING WITH THE BUS SCHEDULES, AND BY THE TIME I HIT SALT LAKE, THE GOVERNOR, NAMED AS A DEFENDANT IN MY $357.6 MILLION SECURITIES LAWSUIT, HAD THE WHOLE FUCKING, HIGHWAY PATROL OUT AFTER ME . . . SURVEILLANCE AND EAVESDROPPING ON MY CONVERSATIONS WITH ELLIOT . . . LET'S MEET FOR DINNER OR LUNCH AT THE RIO GRANDE! EL HAD TO WORK, LATE, I DIDN'T DARE, STAY IN THE STATE LONGER, AFTER SEEING WHAT WAS HAPPENING ON THE STREETS, LIKE COPS WAITING AS THE LIGHT RAIL ARRIVED, PARKED OUT IN FRONT OF THE GREYHOUND BUS TERMINAL, COPS ALL OVER THE STREETS, BETWEEN THE BUS AND THE RIO GRANDE . . . FUCK. DELAYED LUNCH WITH FEDS, AND HIGHWAY PATROL, ALL OVER THE FUCKING PLACE . . . UH, NICE TO BE ABLE TO SEE YOU SON, BUT FUCK, THESE GUYS ARE GOING TO KILL ME AND I WIIL NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN, ANYWAY! IT'S BEEN REAL, CATCH YOU NEXT TRIP, OR BETTER YET, YOU COME TO SEATTLE! LOL. THAT WALL OF SEPARATION, HAS BEEN, BUILDING AND BUILDING, OVER THE YEARS, STEALING, PHONES, NUMBERS, COMPUTERS, INTERCEPTING TEXTS, BLOCKING PHONE CALLS, SO I DON'T THINK GRETA WANTS TO TALK, TOTALLY OUT OF THE NORMAL FOR HER, AND HER, NOT GETTING ME CALLING HER BACK! THE BEST WAY TO STOP THIS COMPLETE INSANITY, AND IDENTITY THEFT, IS TO MOVE BACK . . . START LOOKING FOR A STUDIO! TARGET DATE, JULY 28TH, AND NO ONE TELL WHERE I AM LIVING . . . FROM WHAT, I AM SEEING, I DON'T NEED GLASSES, READING GLASSES, NOR TO DYE, OR TOUCH UP MY ROOTS, ANY MORE, SO, I CAN BLEND IN WITH THE CAMPUS COEDS, JUST FINE! LOL.! THERE ARE SOME BENEFITS, FROM, BEING CHASED, 24/7! STRONG, ALWAYS CHARGED, AND ALWAYS READY! THIS GAME IS GETTING BORING! APATHY, IS GOING TO KILL ME FIRST! OVERTIME! YOU HAVE HAD, FUCKING 6 YEARS OF FREE TRAINING, BY THE FUCKING BEST! YOU OWE ME, A TRILLION, BUT I WILL TAKE, 10 BILLION! LET'S GET THIS STARTED! IT'S TIME TO PAY THE RENT, YOUR BEDS ARE BURNING, AND IT IS, OURS! FUCK YOU STOOGES! ANOTHER GREAT AD, NOT SURE WHAT IT IS ADVERTISING, BUT LOVE THE AD . . . OLD BLACK, SHERIFF, COMES THROUGH HIS OFFICE DOOR, AND THROWS THE KEYS, THAT LAND PERFECTLY ON THE KEY HOLDER, ON THE WALL . . . TOOKUS! THESE, PSYCHOPATHS, TOOK YOU! YOU BOUGHT THERE, STAGED, DESIGNED, BULL SHIT, HOOK LINE AND SINKER! NOW DO THE RIGHT THING, FOR ONCE! TO ERROR IS HUMAN, TO FORGIVE, DIVINE! LET'S GET-R-DONE! ONE MORE AD, SPARKED MY ADMIRATION AND ATTENTION THIS MORNINNG, SO FUN, A FORD MUSTANG COMMERCIAL! MEET ME IN THE FIREHOLE BELOW!

HOT GIRL POWER!  

HOT, YOUNG BLACK TEACHER IS LEAVING SCHOOL, ELEMENTARY, IT APPEARED . . . COOL AFRO, STYLIN' CLOTHES . . . GOOD-BYE MS. SO AND SO . . . SEE YA, SWEETIE.  IN THE PARKING LOT OF THE SCHOOL, ANOTHER ADORING STUDENT, SAID, HER GOOD-BYES TO HER TEACHER, KIDS THAT AGE LOVE THEIR TEACHERS!  SEE YA, SWEETIE.  NEXT, YOU SEE, THE HOT TEACHER, PULL UP TO THE STOP LIGHT, AND SOME, HOT WHITE DUDE IS IN THE CAR, NEXT TO HER, AND SMILES AT HER . . . SHE HAS HER, COOL, COP GLASSES ON, AND UNDER HER BREATH, SHE KICKS HER BRIGHT YELLOW/GOLD MUSTANG IN GEAR, AND SAYS . . . "SEE YA, LATER, SWEEETIE!" AND RACES OFF!  NEXT YOU SEE HER, PARK, AT SOME STORE AND GET OUT, CALM, COOL AND SINGLE!  LOL.

LOCAL DATING, SCENES, MIGHT, SHOW THE TWO, EYEING EACH OTHER, AND NODDING TO MEET EACH OTHER AT THE LOCAL, HAPPY HOUR . . . A FEW DRINKS, AND TO THE APARTMENT, MAKING OUT, RIPPING EACH OTHER'S CLOTHES OFF, DREWN ON THE FLOOR, AND HOT, PASSIONATE SEX!

THE MYSTIQUE, THE THRILL OF THE HUNT, THE ANTICIPATION, THE GAME IS OVER, OR WILL BE SOON!

THEY ALWAYS WANT THE ONE WHO GOT AWAY!  RIGHT.  FAMILIARITY, BREEDS, CONTEMPT!  GET YOUR HOOK IN, SINK IT DEEP, AND MAKE SURE, THAT, THE HOOK, STAYS, LONG, BEFORE, YOU, HOP IN BED!  BETTER YET, LIKE BEYOUNCE' SAID . . . IF YOU LIKE IT PUT A RING ON IT!

FREE WOMEN, DOESN'T MEAN, GIVE YOURSELF AWAY, FREE!

LOVE IS A GAME!  PLAY IT!  THE GAME OF LOVE!  I HAVE FOUND, THAT, IF YOU SHORT CIRCUIT IT, SKIP STEPS, JUMP THE GUN, OR LET THE GUN JUMP YOU . . . YOU ARE BOTH, CHEATING YOURSELVES OUT OF A REAL, RELATIONSHIPS, REAL LOVE, AND REAL COMMITTED SEX, WITH THAT ALL POWERFUL, TRUST FACTOR, THAT AS HUMANS, WE ALL NEED AND MUST BE ABLE TO RELY ON!

THE MORNING AFTER PILL, DOESN'T WORK, TO GET RID OF AN UNWANTED, SEX PARTNER!

WHAT WAS FUN, THE NIGHT BEFORE, WHEN, YOU WERE DRUNK?  IS NOT ALWAYS, THE SAME BUZZ, THE NEXT MORNING, AND WILL LEAVE YOU HALLOW, UNFULFILLED, AND PISSED AT YOURSELF OR THE OTHER PERSON!

THE SCRIPTURES, SAY, A GOOD WOMAN IS HARD TO FIND . . . IT DOESN'T SAY, THAT A GOOD MAN, IS EVEN HARDER, TO NEARLY IMPOSSIBLE!  LOL.

THERE ARE NO, SHORT CUTS TO SUCESS, NOT IN YOUR EDUCATION, YOUR CAREER, YOUR LOVE LIFE, AND SURELY, NOT IN YOUR MARRIAGE!

A THOUGHT ALONG THESE LINES . . . I SAW SOME, CUTE, MARRIED, BLACK CHICK, ON THE BUS, WITH, BRAIDED HAIR, AND IN A BUN, TWISTING HER WEDDING RING, ON HER FINGER, AND LOOKING DISPONDENT.  THE THOUGHT CAME TO MIND, BY SIGN, OR SYMBOL, COULD THIS BE THE WIFE, OF ONE OF THE "CHICK MAGNET" DUDES, I HAVE SEEN, IN THE LAST FEW DAYS?

LOOK, IF YOUR MAN, YOUR BOYFRIEND, OR YOUR HUBBY, SHOWS UP IN THIS BLOG . . . IT IS JUST, GIRL WATCHING BOYS AND BOYS, WATCHING A GIRL, THEY, THINK, MIGHT BE THE AUTHOR OF THIS BLOG . . . JUST A HUNCH . . . IT IS EASY TO FIND ME!

NONE OF THE DUDES, THAT I HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT, AND I MEAN, 100%, DID ANYTHING, WRONG, OR INAPPROPRIATE, OUT OF CHARACTER, FOR JUST, DUDES WITH BUDDIES, LAUGHING, JOKING AND COMING TO THE GYM!  I COULD TELL, THEY WERE A "CUT ABOVE THE REST" OF THE DUDES ,THAT FREQUENT THE GYM, AND WHEN, THE LEFT, THEY, WAVED TO SOME GUY, I SUSPECT OF BEING A SPY, OR WORKING WITH, MILES!  LOL.  HE IS THE ONE WHO SHOWED UP ON MISSOULA, AROUND THE HUMAN BODY TRAFFICKING CONFERENCE!

IF THE HOT CHOCOLATE, WEARING THE "BAD HAIR DAY" IS YOUR MAN, AND YOU TWO, LOOKED LIKE, MAYBE, HE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING EITHER, HE MAY HAVE BEEN, DARED, TO SEE IF I WOULD WRITE, OR TO SEE, IF I WAS THE ONE WHO, WAS AT THE GYM, AND WROTE ABOUT THE THREE FRIENDS?

JUST LIKE PEOPLE, LOVE SEEING THE SEAHAWKS, OR SOME SPORTS FIGURE, THEY, ARE CURIOUS AS TO WHO I AM, PARTICULARLY GIVEN THE STORY, LINES, NOT STORY LINES, WITH ALL THE IDENTITY THEFT AND WHEN, I SEE SOMEONE, WHO, MIGHT HAVE SOME PULL, WITH COPS, OR EVEN BE UNDERCOVER, I AM GOING TO WRITE ABOUT THEM, SINGLE THEM OUT, SO THEY KNOW, FOR SURE, THE CHICK WHO WE SAW AT LA FITNESS, WAS HER, SHE WROTE ABOUT US!

THE NEXT DAY, ABOUT, 6 YOUNG ROOKIE LOOKING, MORMON COPS, APPEARED TO COME IN, AND, ALL STOOD RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!  THEY WERE ALL CLEAN CUT, EASY, NEW, RECRUITS, TO ANY LEVEL OF COPS, BUT, COPS HAVE BEEN MY NEMISIS, FOR YEARS, AND SO HAVE MORMONS, SO, WHEN, SOME TATTED, BRAIDED, HOT BODIES, COME THROUGH, THE GYM, AND THEY MIGHT, JUST MIGHT, BE WORKING, FOR, SOMEONE, A FED, OR SOMEONE ELSE ON MY CASE, I WANT, THEM TO KNOW, THAT, FUCK YEAH, I AM GOING TO WRITE ABOUT YOUR ASSES, LIKE IT OR NOT . . . THEY ARE TRYING TO KILL ME HERE!

SOS!

MEN, JUST A NOTE TO YOU . . . SO MUCH OF LOVE AND ATTRACTION IS CHEMISTRY, NOT LOOKS, BOOBS, ASSES, BUT, IT IS ALL IN THE SPIT! THE SMILE, THE GOODNESS, THE KINDNESS, THE LOVE!  TITS AND ASS, ARE WHAT YOU USE, TO IMPRESS YOUR LOSER, FRIENDS, BUT NOT WHAT YOU WANT TO TAKE HOME, TO MAMA!

IF YOU HAVE A CHICK, YOU ADORE, EVEN IF SHE IS NOT THE HOTTEST, OR, THE ONE, ALL THE GUYS GO APE SHIT OVER, THINK DEEPER, THE MOTHER OF YOUR KIDS, THE ONE WHO WILL GROW OLD WITH YOU, THE ONE, WHO WILL NURSE YOU WHEN, YOU ARE SICK, THE ONE, WHO WILL, BE WITH, YOU DAY IN AND DAY OUT, NOT JUST FOR SEX!  WE ARE TALKING, 24/7, FOR, HOPEFULLY, ALL YOUR MORTAL DAYS, IF YOU, SHOULD BE THAT LUCKY!

A WARNING TO ALL YOU HOT 10'S, MALE AND FEMALE, BUT THIS TO THE  MALES, BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE EXPERIENCE WITH CHICKS, NOR EVER WANT IT . . . WHAT I HAVE FOUND, IS, THAT, THE HOTTER YOU ARE, THE  MORE CHOICES, YOU  HAVE . . . THAT IS A BLESSING AND A CURSE!

TOTAL TEMPTATION!

YOU HAVE TO THINK, WITH THE RIGHT HEAD, THE ONE ABOVE YOUR WAIST!  96% OF THE MEN, WHEN SOME HOT, PLANT, FOR THE STUDY, WALKED UP AND PROPOSITIONED THEM FOR SEX, AND MEN, I BELIEVE, FOR THE MOST PART, NEED IT MORE THAN, WOMEN, AND THAT, DRIVES THEM, TO PURSUE WOMEN, WHICH IS A GOOD THING, AND MORE APPRECIATED, EVERY YEAR TO ME!  WOMEN, ONLY FELL, WITH A HOT, GIGGOLO, OR WHATEVER THEY CALL HIM, THESE DAYS, WERE TEMPTED, 63% . . . BOTH TO ME, ARE SHOCKINGLY, HIGH!  BUT, I WAS RAISED MORMON, WITH, DIFFERENT VALUES . . . I HAVE THE PERSONALITY OF A HOOKER, BUT MY RELIGIOUS BELIEFS, KEEP ME GROUNDED!  I DIG MEN, I DON'T NEED TO KNOW THEM, TO WANT SEX WITH THEM . . . BUT, MY BELIEFS, KEEP ME, FROM DOING THAT, AND THE FEW TIMES, I HAVE, PARTAKEN OF THE FORBIDDEN FRUIT WITH, TWO MEN, IN CLOSE PROXIMITY, I HAVE, THAT, NEXT MORNING, HANG OVER, FEELING, LIKE, WHY THE FUCK DID I DO THAT?

PRESIDENT OBAMA, CALLED IT, AND HE CAN TALK, THE CURRENT PRESIDENT, NO, CALLED IT, OUR HIGHER ANGELS . . . WE NEED TO RELY ON OUR HIGHER ANGELS, TO STAY, OUT OF THE DANGER ZONE!  I JUST RECENTLY, TOLD MY STUD, ROCK STAR, SON, TO WATCH, THAT OLD, 70'S MOVIE, "FATAL ATTRACTION!"  TO MY SURPRISE, HE HAD ALREADY, SEEN IT?  BUT, HE MENTIONED THAT, THIS CHICK WAS, LIKE STALKING HIM, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, SOME REASON, I TOLD HIM, TO BE CAREFUL, AND WATCH IT!

EVEN JUST GIVING SOMEONE A RIDE HOME, CAN BE A PROBLEM . . . I WAS WATCHING, FORENSIC FILES, AND SOME YOUNG WOMAN, WITH, SOME, TERMINAL ILLNESS, AN ARTIST, WHO RARELY LEFT HER HOME, BUT FOR AN OCCASIONAL DRINK, MET A FRIEND AT A LOCAL BAR, THE GIGGLING GATOR, AND THEY GOT IN A FIGHT OVER, SOMETHING AND HER, MALE FRIEND LEFT, LEAVING HER THERE ALONE, MEN, SOMETIMES, WE NEED PROTECTION, MAKING IT TO OUR CARS SAFE, AND THIS IS ONE, WHERE, A FRIEND WAS SORELY NEEDED!  BUT, THERE WAS A FIGHT OUTSIDE, SOME BIG, HEAVILY, TATTED, JUST OUT OF PRISON, DUDE, WAS MIXING IT UP WITH, OTHER DRUNK MEN, IN THE PARKING LOT.  LATER, YOU SEE, SWEET ARTIST CHICK, INNOCENT, GO OVER AND TALK TO THE BRUISER, KILLER DUDE . . . THE CASE WAS SOLVED, THROUGH, CONTINUOUS SURVEILLANCE, LIKE I HAVE SUGGESTED ON ME . . . SO, SHE STRIKES UP A CONVERSATION, WITH THE MEAN, GUY, AND HAD SHE KNOWN OF THE FIGHT, BEFORE SHE CAME OUT, I AM SURE, SHE NEVER WOULD HAVE TALKED TO THE MAN . . . THE DETECTIVES ARE DYING, WATCHING THE SURVEILLANCE . . . SHE OFFERS, THIS MAN, AND ANOTHER MAN, A RIDE HOME.

DUE PARTLY TO HER ILLNESS, AND HER BIT OF DRINKING AND PROBABLY BEING PRESSURED BY THESE MEN, TO FIND HER CAR, SHE LEADS THEM, A FEW BLOCKS AWAY . . . ONE MAN, GETS, PISSED, AND REALIZES, THIS CHICK, DOESN'T KNOW WHERE HER CAR IS, AND HE LEAVES, HER WITH THE BAD ASS.  THE NEXT THING YOU SEE, IS, THIS MAN, ATTACKING HER, LATER, BARELY SEEN, BY VIDEO, THROWING HER BODY, OVER A FENCE, AND LEAVING.

LATER HE COMES BACK WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND, GETS THE ALMOST DEAD OR DEAD, GIRL, AND BURIED HER, IN  HIS MOTHER'S BACKYARD!

NO GOOD DEED, GOES UNPUNISHED!  MALES LEAVING A BAR ALONE, HAVE BEEN RAPED, AND MURDERED TOO, FOR TAKING A STRANGER, AND EVEN A FRIEND, HOME!

ALWAYS ERROR ON THE SIDE OF SAFETY!

I AM NOT EXPERT, BUT I DID TEACH, FAMILY LAW, AND I HAVE SEEN, CRIMINAL LAW FROM, ALL ANGLES, PROSECUTION, DEFENSE, AND CIVIL RIGHTS . . . I AM A TRUE CRIME BUFF, SO, JUST A WORD TO THE WISE, BE CAREFUL OUT THERE . . . DON'T PUT YOURSELVES IN A DANGEROUS SITUTATION!

NOW YOU KNOW, THAT NORMAN IS REAL!

HAVE A GREAT, SAFE, WEEKEND!

LOVE A COP, DON'T GET MURDERED TONIGHT!

SMILE.