KICKIN' RANCH FREAK! DARE GREATLY. A LITTLE MORE DONE. A LITTLE MORE FUN! TRUTH. IT DEMANDS OUR ATTENTION! PRIDE! GOOD NIGHT STORIES FOR REBEL GIRLS! THE DAUGHTERS OF SMOKE & BONE. RED MOON RISING. EMPIRE OF DUST. YOU'RE PERFECT JUST THE WAY YOU ARE--WE JUST WANT TO FINE TUNE YOU! LOL. JIFFY LUBE SERVICE? OIL CHANGES FOR LIFE, HUH? SWINK. DARE GREATLY. TACO CAT. I'VE GOT 9 LIVES CAT SIZE. KEEP ON SUCKING. PLEASE. I WANT IT AND I NEED IT . . . I'M ADDICTED TO YOU! HEARTBREAKER. OH, IT'S WHAT YOU DO TO ME . . . I'D WALK TO YOU IF I HAD TO. BACKSTAGE PASS. SUNSET. TOO SCARED TO TURN THE LIGHT ON . . . I'M A NIGHT CRAWLER. GET OUT OF MY WAY, YES, I'M A NIGHT CRAWLER, WHEN YOU TURN OUT THE LIGHT. BARANOFF'S BAR & GRILL. ROSIE'S ROOM. WE COULDN'T HAVE THAT COULD WE? FUCK NO. SMILE DIRECT CLUB. PLEASE. WELL, OKAY. I JUST GET PISSED AND THING I WILL NEVER WRITE ANOTHER BLOG. BY NOON, I HAVE FORGOTTEN WHAT I WAS REALLY THAT PISSED ABOUT? LOL. I HAVE TO GO 125 . . . I CAN'T DRIVE 55! DO WHAT YOU LOVE. BETTER TOGETHER. I LOVE TO WRITE. YOU LOVE TO READ. SWEET. I'M ADDICTED TO YOU TOO! THIS NIGHT CRAWLER WAS OUT BY 4:00 AM. BREAKFAST AT NORTH STAR. LITTLE DIPPER. EARLY BIRD SPECIAL! COOL WAITER. REMEMBERED MY ORDER FROM TWO WEEKS AGO! I FEEL LOVED, AT NORTH STAR AND PETE'S EGGNEST! THE COPS STILL DON'T LIKE ME IN GREENWOOD! LOL. SO, THAT, "PIG IS STAR" WAS A CHILD'S BOOK, PUT OUT BY THE GREENWOOD LIBRARY ON DISPLAY, PROBABLY IN RESPONSE TO MY EARLY MORNING BLOG, OR COINCIDENCE . . . LIKE YEAH, AND I GOT, DONUT STAR, FROM THE EARLY MORNING NEWS! LOL. TAKING IT A BIT PERSONALLY, HUH? LOL. LOOKED TO ME LIKE A STING OP JUST MINUTES AFTER I LEFT THE LIBRARY! LOL. SO, THIS IS HOW IT WENT DOWN . . . I WAS READING MY BOOK, "SYCAMORE ROW" BY JOHN GRISHAM, THOROUGHLY ENJOYING, THE CHARACTERS AND DESCRIPTIONS OF THE ATTORNEYS IN THE BOOK, RELATING ALL OF THEM, TO SOME ATTORNEY OR SOMEONE, PERSONALITY, I KNOW, WHO, WOULD, IF IN THAT SAME SITUATION, ACT IN A SIMILAR WAY! LOL. I HAVE BEEN HELD IN "CONTEMPT OF COURT" BUT I WAS NEVER ARRESTED AND HAULED OFF TO JAIL BY JUDGE NOOSE'S ORDER, WHILE I WAS ARGUING IN THE COURTROOM. I DID COME CLOSE, HOWEVER, ONCE ARGUING MY SISTER'S HUSBAND'S "PROTECTIVE ORDER" AGAINST HER, THEN, HUSBAND . . . ALLEGEDLY, A 20 HEARING, THAT TOOK, 9 AND A 1/2 HOURS! FINALLY, THE JUDGE WAS SO PISSED, THAT HE TOLD ME AND MY BROTHER-IN-LAW'S ATTORNEY, TO GO IN A ROOM, AND WORK SOMETHING OUT! LOL. WHEN WE CAME BACK TO THE COURTROOM, SOLVED THE PROBLEM, WITH LITTLE FANFARE, I TURNED AROUND, AND TWO DEPUTY SHERIFFS, ACTING LIKE THEY WERE COURT, BAILIFFS, LOL, WERE STANDING DIRECTLY BEHIND ME! I WAS SHOCKED TO SEE THEM, THERE, AND SAID, THANKS FOR NOT ARRESTING ME. THEY BOTH, LOOKED AT ME LIKE, HAD IT BEEN UP TO US, YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN ARRESTED, ABOUT 8 HOURS AGO! LOL. I DID SPEND, 9 DAYS, IN SOLITARY CONFINMENT, FOR "CONTEMPT FOR COURT" AND REFUSING TO TRAVEL TO A HEARING, THAT WAS SCHEDULED, A MONTH AFTER I APPEALED A CASE, WITH THE JUDGE, HAVING NO JURISDICTION OVER ME! HE VIOLATED, AT LEAST 30 LAWS, IN ARRESTING ME FOR APPEALING HIS CASE! THERE IS NO LIMIT TO A JUDGE'S EGO! LOL. NOR MINE. THEN, WHEN WE GOT TO COURT, HE DIDN'T EVEN HEAR THE "CONTEMPT ISSUE" BUT, ASKED ME ALL ABOUT WHERE MY VALUABLES WERE KEPT, LATER, TEAMING WITH THE COPS I SUED FOR $56.7 MILLION, WHO ROBBED ME OF ABOUT $20,000 + THE 9 DAYS IN JAIL! NOT IN VERY "GOOD BEHAVIOR" EVEN FOR AN EGOTISTIC JUDGE IN SOME SMALL ASS COUNTY, WHO WAS NOT USED TO HAVING HIS CASES APPEALED! DO'NT KILL THE MESSENGER! I HEARD AND MET WITH THE LAST ATTORNEY, WHO APPEALED A CASE IN HIS COURT, AND HE GOT DISBARRED, SO I CONSIDERED MYSELF LUCKY, OTHER THAN, HE OR HE ALLOWED, MY GOVERNMENT DOUBLE TO TAKE CREDIT FOR MY BRILLIANT, NEW 10 PRONG TEST, THAT IS LIKELY THE LAW NOW, IN DETERMINING THE ISSUE OF ALIMONY AND COHABITATION! THE TWO PRONG TEST, DIDN'T MEET, MODERN DATING STANDARDS AND WAS FUCKING FEMALE OR MALES, OUT OF ANY ALIMONY, THEY, IN MOST CASES, WELL DESERVED! I MISS COURT! IT WAS ALWAY, TNT, WHEN, I CAME . . . FUN, FUN, FUN . . . YOUNG ATTORNEYS, AND COPS WOULD COME TO WATCH, IF NOT 5 COUNTIES OF COPS, SURROUNDING THE COURT HOUSE AND DRIVING OR SCARING AWAY, WOULD BE SUPPORTERS! I PICKED UP A NEW BOOK, ON DISPLAY AT THE GREENWOOD LIBRARY, YESTERDAY, FORMER, SECRETARY OF STATE, UNDER PRESIDENT BILL CLINTON, MADELINE ALBRIGHT, CALLED, "FASCISM." IN THAT BOOK, IN A FASCIST REGIME, RIGHT HERE IN AMERICA, THERE IS NO CONSIDERATION FOR A PERSON, OR ATTORNEYS, RIGHTS . . . THEY DO WHATEVER IN THE FUCK, BENEFITS, THE GROUP, OR THE GOVERNMENT, OR THE CRIME SYNDICATE WHO OPERATED AND ORCHESTRATED, THIS BULL SHIT, "CONTEMPT ORDER" A MONTH AFTER THE JUDGE, IN A DISTRICT COURT, AND ANY JURISDICTION OR POWER OVER THE CASE AT ALL! IT IS ALL ABOUT ME. CONTAIN ME AND TAKE CREDIT, FOR EVERY BIT OF MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY! WE BANNED YOU! YOU CAN'T BAN ME OR MY BANK, OR MY KIDS, MUSIC OR THEIR BANK! ASSHOLES. IF YOU WANT A LOOK, FROM, MS. ALBRIGHT'S BOOK, YOU CAN GET A GOOD VIEW OF WHERE, TRUMP IS TRYING TO TAKE US. ONE OF THE ELEMENT OF "FASCISM" IS THAT, THE LEADER OR PRESIDENT, WANTS, THE ROLE FOR LIFE! WE JUST SAW, PRESIDENT XI OF CHINA, GET HIS LEGISLATIVE BODY, TO GIVE HIM, THE PRESIDENCY FOR LIFE. PRESIDENT, VLADIMIR PUTIN, IS ON HIS FOURTH TERM OF OFFICE, WHEN, THE RUSSIAN CONSTITUTION, HAS TERM LIMITS ON THE PRESIDENCY, OF TWO TERMS OF OFFICE, JUST LIKE IN AMERICA! PRESIDENT ERDOGAN OF TURKEY, IS RIGHT THERE, AFTER A MILITARY COUPE, WE SEE IT IN SYRIA WITH ASSAD . . . AND ON AND ON! I JUST GOT HACKED, AT 8:43 AM, 6/10/2018. BY FASCISTS! VENEZUELA. EGYPT. ALL THE COUNTRIES THAT TRUMP WANTS TO BE SEEN WITH, HAVE FASCISTS, DESPOTS, UNDER AUTHORITARIAN, TYRANNICAL, AND DESPOTIC REGIMES. PRESIDENT GEORGE W. BUSH, JOKINGLY, SAID HE WANTED TO BE A DESPOT, BECAUSE GETTING ANYTHING THROUGH CONGRESS WAS SO HARD! PERFECT. THAT IS WHY, WE HAVE THE SYSTEM WE HAVE, OF CHECKS AND BALANCES, SEPARATION OF POWERS, AND DIVISIONS OF RESPONSIBILITIES . . . WE DO NOT, AND I EMPHASIZE, WE DO NOT WANT, ONE MAN OR WOMAN, WITH THAT MUCH POWER! PERIOD! FUCK, TRUMP, CAN'T SPEAK MORE THAN, 150 WORDS! SHIT! KING ME? FUCK THAT SHIT! EVEN SOMEONE SMART, LIKE PRESIDENT OBAMA, SCHOOLED IN CONSTITUTIONAL LAW, TOYED AROUND WITH A STANDING ARMY OF 250,000 BOOTS ON THE GROUND IN AMERICA! AH, NO! SOME SAID, THAT, THE GOVERNMENT WAS GOING TO TRY TO GO INTO MARSHALL LAW, BEFORE, PRESIDENT OBAMA WENT OUT OF OFFICE, TO KEEP HIM, IN OFFICE . . . WE DO MISS YOU, HOWEVER! BUT NO TO EVEN A GREAT PRESIDENT! STOP SECOND GUESSING, YOURSELF, PRESIDENT OBAMA . . . SOME PERSON, FEMALE WRITER, REFERRED TO THE WORD, "BEKNIGHTED" IN DESCRIBING YOU, IN YOUR COMMENT, IN YOUR NEW BOOK, CAN'T REMEMBER THE NAME, BUT, AFTER TRUMP WAS ELECTED, THE FORMER, PREZ. IN HIS NORMAL, CONTEMPLATIVE MANNER, OF SELF-EXAMINATION, IN SEEING TRUMP, IN OFFICE, WONDERED, IF HE, WAS NOT, 10 TO 20 YEARS, AHEAD OF HIS TIME, OR TOO PROGRESSIVE? AH, NO. TRUMP JUST BROUGHT OUT THE NEADERTHAL IN ALL MEN, UNLEASHING A SIDE OF AMERICA, WE THOUGHT WAS LONG PUT TO REST, LIKE THE WHITE SUPREMACISTS OF THE NEW, NATIONALISTS, OR THE KKK REARING ITS UGLY HEAD, WITH XENOPHOBIA, HOMOPHOBIA, RACISM, SEXISM, AND ALL KIND OF, WHAT WERE THOUGHT TO HAVE BEEN, GONE, BURIED, AND DEAD, LONG AGO, BACK! I GET THE BIGGEST KICK OUT OF WATCHING THE NEWS CASTERS, REACT TO DONALD J. TRUMP, AS IF ANYONE, NORMAL, EDUCATED, INTELLECTUAL, OR SOCIALLY ASTUTE, CAN MAKE SENSE OF HIS "MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN" THOUGHTS, THAT TAKE US BACK, NOT JUST 70 YEARS, BUT, DECADES BEYOND THAT . . . WHEN, ONLY, WHITE, FAT ASS, STODGY, RICH MEN, CONTROLLED, THIS COUNTRY! NO THANKS, WE CAN JUST PRAY TO GOD, THEY ALL DIE OFF! NOW, A FASCIST PRESIDENT OR REGIME, WOULD PUT OUT AN EXECUTIVE ORDER, FOR A DEATH WARRANT . . . NO, THAT BELONGS IN THE PHILIPPINES!, UNDER, PRESIDENT DUTERTE . . HACKED AGAIN, AT 8:57 A,M . . . WHAT'S WRONG, SHELLEY, KAY, CAN'T WRITE THIS SHIT, SO YOU STEAL IT TO STAY IN YOUR POSITIONS, YOU ARE NEITHER QUALIFIED FOR, AND ARE A JOKE EVEN TOUCHING FOREIGN POLICY, PRETENDING YOU ARE THE ONE WHO WROTE THE FOUR PRONGED PLAN, FOR AFGHANISTAN, BACK, UNDER PRESIDENT OBAMA, WHO PROBABLY IS GETTING A FEEL, THAT HE WAS DEALING WITH THE CLOWNS, AND DOUBLE SHITTERS! ANYWAY, A PLUG FOR MADELINE ALBRIGHT, AND SHE IS TOTALLY, ALL BRIGHT! I WRITE THIS BLOG TO TRAIN MY CHILDREN! I DON'T WANT SOME BITCH ASS AUNT, OR ALLEGED, STEP-FATHER, WHO HAS NO CLAIM, ON MY CHILDREN, TRAINING, THE BRILLIANT MINDS, ME AND THEIR FATHER, RICHARD CLIFTON SECRIST, GAVE BIRTH TO AND RAISED! FUCKERS, MOTHERFUCKERS! FASCISTS! THIS IS EXACTLY THE SHIT I AM TALKING ABOUT . . . NOR REGARDS FOR LIFE, LIBERTY, AND PROPERTY, AND KIDS, ARE CONSIDERED, TO A CERTAIN AGE, PROPERTY OF THE PARENTS, UNLESS UNFIT . . . YOU DON'T TAKE KIDS IN THEIR LATE 20'S OR EARLY 30'S, AFTER, THEY HAVE TURNED OUT, AND CLAIM, THAT YOU, RAISED THEM, TRAINED THEM, OR BROUGHT THEM INTO LIFE, DUMBASSES, SKI BUM, PRISON INMATES, ASSASSINS, AND FUCKER, GENERALLY! FUCK NO! THIS IS FASCISM, YOU ARE SEEING. JUST LIKE KIM JONG UN, OVER IN NORTH KOREA, WHO, SEES A BRIGHT CHILD, OR HIS SECOND IN COMMAND, CODE:CHEF, WHO JUST MET WITH, OUR, ALLEGED, SECRETARY OF STATE, POMPEO, FORMER, CIA LEVEL SPIES, WHO, WAS THE MASTERMIND BEHIND, THE THEFT OR HACKING OF THE 150 COUNTRIES, BACK, A FEW YEARS AGO, BUT THEY TAKE THE KIDS OUT OF THEIR HOMES, AND PUT THEM, IN COMPUTER TRAINING CAMPS, AND THEN, THE GOVERNMENT USES THEM, FOR THEIR PURPOSES! THESE ARE THE MEN, LEADERS, AUTOCRATS, DESPOTIC AND TYRANNICAL LEADERS, WHO TRUMP, PREFERS TO OUR OWN ALLIES AND FRIEND, IN WESTERN CULTURES! WANNA TALK HORROR STORIES FROM, THESE COUNTRIES, THIS MORNING ON THE RADIO, THERE WAS A TALK SHOW ON, THIS MONTH AS "PRIDE" MONTH . . . THE SUBJECT OF DACA OR DREAMERS CAME UP, AS A PROJECT FOR THE PRIDE FOUNDATIONS, THAT CELEBRATE, LBGQT AND OTHER RIGHTS, WITH THE TRADITIONAL, RAINBOW FLAG . . . BUT, THE ISSUE OF THE PERCENTAGE OF DACA OR DREAMS THAT ARE GAY, IS IN THE TENS OF THOUSANDS OF THE 800,000 IN THE COUNTRY . . . IF SOME OF THEM, GO BACK TO THEIR COUNTRIES, THAT THEY, NEVER REMEMBER EVEN LIVING IN, THEY, AS GAYS CAN BE KILLED! MURDERING A GAY PERSON, IS OKAY, SAY IN GUANA, THAT IS NOT A DACA COUNTRY, BUT, THOSE ARE THE TYPES OF ISSUES, THAT, THEY ARE DEALING WITH, IN SOME COUNTRIES! SCARY SHIT! THERE ARE 31 STATES, THAT STILL DON'T RECOGNIZE GAY RIGHTS, AND EVEN IF SOMEONE TALKS ABOUT THEIR GENDER PREFERENCE, THEY CAN BE FIRED, FOR NO REASON FROM THEIR JOB! A FEW OF THE STORIES, THIS MORNING ON A SEATTLE, A DREAM BUBBLE OF LIBERALISM, SO, THIS STUFF SEEMS FOREIGN TO SEATTLE PEOPLE, OF DIFFERENT GENDERS, RACES, AND NATIONALITIES! BUT, IN ONE STATE, A GAY COUPLE, MARRIED IN ANOTHER STATE, TOOK THEIR 6 DAY OLD BABY TO THE HOSPITAL AND THE DOCTOR, REFUSED TO TREAT IT? WHAT HAPPENED TO THE HIPPOCRATIC OATH? I WAS GENERAL COUNSEL TO THE UTAH MEDICAL ASSOCIATION, THERE WERE LAWS AGAINST PATIENT DUMPING, AND THE HIPPOCRATIC OATH, OF "DO NO HARM!" HOW DOES THIS FIGURE INTO, REFUSING TO TREAT A BABY? GOD? I KNOW AMAZON, WAS THINKING OF SETTING UP AND NEW HEADQUARTERS IN ARIZONA, AND I AM JUST GUESSING, WHAT, THIS PERSON WAS REFERRING TO, BUT, THERE IS SOME SAYING, TO BOSSES, THAT, IF WE CAN'T BE US, WE WILL NOT GO OR MOVE WITH THE COMPANY! SOME GUY ON THE TALK SHOW, SAID, WHEN, HIS BOSS, ASKED HIM, TO MOVE WITH THE EXPANSION OF THEIR FAST GROWING COMPANY, IF THIS MAN COULD MOVE TO TEXAS . . . NO, I JUST DON'T FEEL AS A GAY MAN, THAT I WOULD BE TREATED FAIR IN THAT STATE! THINK, THINK, THINK! I WAS GLAD TO HEAR, HOWEVER, A GAY ATTORNEY'S TAKE, ON THE RECENT SUPREME COURT CASE, INVOLVING THE BAKERS, WHO JUST COULDN'T, OUT OF RELIGIOUS FREEDOM, BAKE A FUCKING CAKE FOR, A GAY COUPLE, LIKE, PLEASE . . . WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH YOUR FUCKING RELIGION? GOD? GOD IS LOVE, DIP SHIT! BUT THE COURT, TO THEIR CREDIT, SAID, THAT, ANY BUSINESS THAT IS OPEN FOR BUSINESS, IN A COMMUNITY, SHOULD, SERVE, THE ENTIRE COMMUNITY, WHATEVER THAT COMMUNITY CONSISTS OF! GREAT! I FEEL BETTER, IN LIGHT OF THE 14TH AMENDMENT, WITH DUE PROCESS AND EQUAL PROTECTION UNDER THE LAW! CIVIL RIGHTS HAVE BEEN, EXPANDED, FROM GOVERNMENT DEALINGS TO THE PRIVATE SECTOR! IF, YOU ARE OPEN FOR BUSINESS, YOU SHOULD SERVE, EVERYONE, IT IS THE LAW! IF, YOUR RELIGION PREVENTS YOU FROM, SERVING, THEN, PUT A SIGN OUT, ON YOUR BUSINESS DOOR, WE DISCRIMINATE AND REFUSE TO SERVE GAY PEOPLE, SO THOSE OF US, WHO ARE NOT GAY, CAN MAKE SURE WE DON'T PATRONIZE YOUR FUCKING BAKERY! GOD? GOD IS LOVE! EVOLVE . . . MY STORY ON EVOLVING, OR GROWING IN MY CAPACITY TO LOVE! TRUE RELIGION! JUNE IS PRIDE MONTH . . . THERE ARE OVER A MILLION PEOPLE, WHO COME, TO ONE EVENT OR ANOTHER, IN SEATTLE, TO CELEBRATE PRIDE! THE SPONSORS OF THE PARADE AND OTHER EVENTS, PROMISED THAT THEY WERE FAMILY FRIENDLY. THE BEST WAY TO TEACH YOUR KIDS, TOLERANCE, IS TO START EXPOSING THEM, WHEN, THEY ARE YOUNG! MY DAUGHTER, NICOLE, ASKED FOR A BLACK BARBIE DOLL, BECAUSE, WE HAD A GREAT MAILMAN, WHO WAS BLACK! EVERYDAY, WHEN, HE DELIVERED THE MAIL, EITHER ME OR THE KIDS, JOKED WITH HIM! HER PARENTS, WERE A BIT TAKEN BACK, WHEN, SHE WANTED A BLACK BARBIE, BUT WE GOT HER ONE! THAT WAS, ABOUT, 35 YEARS AGO, AND A SOURCE OF PRIDE TO ME, AS A PARENT TO THIS DAY! LOVE MY LITTLE PROGRESSIVE/CONSERVATIVE DAUGHTER! LOL! MY KIDS, HAVE ACTUALLY, TAUGHT ME, ABOUT, TOLERANCE, EVOLVING, AND LEARNING TO LOVE WITHOUT JUDGEMENT! LOVE YOU. KISSES. HUGS. LOVES.

'EVOL'VE OR LOVE!  GOD IS LOVE!  I JUST CAN'T UNDERSTAND, REFUSING TO SERVE, ALL OF HIS CHILDREN, AND CALL IT "RELIGIOUS FREEDOM" . . . TO ME, THAT IS TAKING THE IDEA OF GOD IN VAIN!

UNCLE BRIAN SECRIST

My first exposure to what we thought, were gay, children, and that should be a hint, children, came, from, two neighborhood, kids, Kent Hayes and Brian Secrist, who ended up, being my brother-in-law, someone I loved dearly and miss.  SOB.  As kids, we knew, that, Brian and Kent, were just a bit different, now, Kent came out in a big way, when, he was, a young man, went to Hollywood, and pursued an acting career.  Brian, never came out, and I am not sure, if he, is or is not, but we knew, that, these boys, didn't like sports, didn't rough-house, and, we just kind of thought.  Maybe, Brian, came out, but, I left the family, a bit early, due to divorce.  Brian never got married, I know he had a date, but just one, some girl, I think he met in Germany.

Brian had an extremely close relationship with his mother, but his father died, when he was very young.  Judge not that yea, be not judged!  Because of Brian, I told myself, that, I would, always, love my children, no matter what, their gender preference is.  My mother-in-law, was a loving, quiet, sweet lady, who, graciously, accepted, whoever, for whatever reason, and loved Brian, tenderly, all his very short life.  SOB.  Brain, died, at the young age, of I think, only 43 years old, we found out, that he had, all his life, a whole in his heart.  That, may have not just been, a physical hole, but, he died, young . . . years before, his mother passed away.  Were we quick to judge?  Probably, there was a reason he didn't play out in the yard, or in the neighborhood.  Was he gay?  Didn't matter.

WHERE YOU GOING SON?  TO THE GAY PRIDE PARADE IN SALT LAKE.  OKAY, I HAVE PREPARED ALL MY LIFE FOR THIS . . . SO, DO YOU HAVE ANYTHING TO TELL ME?  LOL.  YOU BIGOT MOM!  SLAP.  ME CRYSTAL AND SO AND SO, ARE GOING.

Thank God for my kids, they, prepared me to be a constitutional law attorney!  LOL.  With each racist, sexist, whatever statement, I made, they, called me a BIGOT!  LOL.  THANK YOU!  KISSES!  What can I say, I was raised in a very closed, society, with little diversity . . . in law school, I was the diversity!  Chicago was probably my coming out, in the world, summer, back in 1992 . . . although, I was, never, mean, or, cruel, or really, discriminatory, by nature, I lacked, exposure, and involvement with other cultures, races, nationalities, and whatever.  I did, however, venture into one of the earlier, gay pride, parades, in Chicago, and, I wouldn't want my kids to see, that, I was shocked . . . so I was glad to hear, the changes and making them, family friendly.

Through my kids, daughters, joining the military and having friends of all, races, religions, and through marriage, I have EVOLVED, and gratefully, so!  I have had close friends, who were gay, but, again, judge not, who were raped, by two older, step-brothers, with a cruel father, and a very sweet and cherished mother . . . can you blame her, for turning to women, for comfort and love?  I can't.  For every gay person, there are that many reasons, and many are biological, they were just born that way!  My mother, was a health teacher, and she said there was actually, even physical differences in the length of the brain stem of a gay person.  But even if they just do it as a choice, can't we love them as human beings, who need love, respect, friends, a place to live, a job?

EXPOSURE HAS HELPED, BREAK MY SOCIAL BARRIERS . . . DATING TWO BLACK MEN, WAS THE BEST THING THAT EVER, HAPPENED TO ME!  IF LADY JUSTICE IS COLOR BLIND, SO SHOULD BE BE!  THESE MEN, HELPED ME, GO BEYOND, THE COLOR OF THE SKIN, TO THE CONTENT OF THE CHARACTER, JUST LIKE, DR. MARTIN LUTHER KING JR. DREAMED OF IN HIS AMAZING SPEECH, THAT I HAD STUDIED AS A COMMUNICATIONS, MINOR IN COLLEGE!  I CAN HONESTLY SAY, I LOVED, LOVED, BOTH MEN!  THE OTHER DAY, I WAS, EATING IN A ROOM, OF WHITE AND BLACK WOMEN, I TOOK NOTE, WHO, I WAS SITTING WITH, OUT OF A ROOM FULL . . . HAVING A GREAT DISCUSSION AND FUN, WITH TWO INTELLIGENT, BRIGHT, WOMEN, WITH TONS IN COMMON!  I HAVE OFTEN WONDERED IF MY CIVIL RIGHTS WERE SO VIOLATED, THAT, I CAN RELATE, ALMOST MORE TO BLACKS, THAT WHITES, WHO HAVE HAD NOTHING, TAKEN FROM THEM, NO RIGHTS, TRAMPLED ON . . . BECAUSE, I SURELY RELATE!

NOW, I AM CROSSING THE TRANSGENDER BARRIERS . . . IT IS SIMPLY, GETTING TO KNOW SOMEONE, BEFORE WE JUDGE THEM!

ONE OF THE BEST, STATEMENTS, IN THAT, MSNBC SPECIAL ON "EVERYDAY RACISM IN AMERICA" THE SAME DAY, AS STARBUCKS, DID THEIR TRAINING, WAS THE FIRST MAN, A BLACK MAN, WHO SAID . . . I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO KNOW WHO I AM, BEFORE THEY WALK TO CROSS THE STREET, WHEN, I COME ALONG, OR GRAB THEIR PURSE TO PROTECT IT, OR SUSPECT ME OF BEING A SHOPLIFTER, WHEN, I COME TO YOUR STORE, OR, BEFORE YOU JUDGE ME, PLEASE, JUST GIVE ME A CHANCE!

I AM PROUD, THAT, SEATTLE IS A LITTLE BUBBLE, OF WHAT, I WANT FOR ALL AMERICA . . . ONE THAT ALL NFL PLAYERS, WANT TO STAND, AND CELEBRATE, THE "REAL" AMERICA, ONE THAT, IS THE IDEAL, JUST, COUNTRY, THAT, DOESN'T SHOOT DOWN, BLACK MEN, WHO ASK FOR HELP WITH A CAR, OR SELL A CIGARETTE, OR, REACH TO GET THEIR PROOF OF INSURANCE AND REGISTRATION . . . ONE WHERE WE DON'T FEAR EACH OTHER, DON'T JUDGE EACH OTHER, AND WE NO LONGER, EVEN SEE COLORS, RACES, NATIONALITIES, DIFFERENCES . . . THAT IS A MORE PERFECT UNION, THAT IS DOMESTIC TRANQUILITY, THAT IS JUSTICE FOR ALL, COMMON DEFENSE, AND GENERAL WELFARE, WITH, OPPORTUNITIES, OF LIBERTY FOR, ALL MEN, WOMEN, AND CHILDREN, WITH LIBERTY OR ALL OF US, AND PROSPERITY FOR ALL OF US . . . THAT IS WHY, OUR FOUNDING FATHERS, FORMED, THIS UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, THIS EXPERIMENT, THIS IDEAL, THIS UTOPIA, THAT, SEEING MYSELF, EVOLVE, GOING FROM, ALL WHITE, MORMON, REPUBLICAN, UTAH . . . TO SOMEONE, WHO TRULY, HAS ALMOST, REACHED A POINT, ALMOST, WHERE, I JUST SEE, PEOPLE, WHO, NEED LOVE, A SMILE, A GOOD WORD TO HELP EASE THEIR CHALLENGES!

FUN CONVERSATION, THE OTHER DAY, AT LA FITNESS . . . REMEMBER THE CHALLENGE I HAD, TRYING TO FIND AN XXL SWIMMING SUIT IN SEATTLE WITH TONS OF ASIANS, FIT WOMEN, WHO, STAY IN SHAPE . . . JUDGE NOT, IT MATTERS HOW I GOT HERE . . . BUT, I HEARD SEVERAL ASIAN LADIES, LAUGHING AND JOKING, THAT, THEY DON'T LIKE THE SPINNING CLASSES, BECAUSE, THE BIKES, HURT THEIR ASSES OR BUTTS, BECAUSE THE MACHINES ARE MADE FOR, TALL AMERICAN GIRLS! THEN, ONE CLARIFIED AND SAID, WELL, I AM AMERICAN!  LOL.  I SAID, CONSIDER IT PAYBACK, FOR ME, TRYING TO FIND, A SWIMMING SUIT IN SEATTLE WITH ALL YOU TINY ASIAN CHICKS!  I HAD TO GO TO MONTANA, TO GET A SWIMMING SUIT THAT FITS, AMERICAN THIGHS!  THEY ALL STARTED TO LAUGH, WE JOKED THAT, PEOPLE NEED TO TAKE, THE "MELTING POT" OF AMERICAN INTO CONSIDERATION ON SOME OF THESE THINGS.  I EVEN THOUGHT, SOMEONE NEEDS TO MAKE AND ASIAN GYM, THEN, I THOUGHT, NO, THEN, I WOULD NOT HAVE HAD THE DELIGHTFUL, FUN CONVERSATION WITH THESE WOMEN!

WE WILL WORK IT ALL OUT!

EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OKAY!

PARTY ON!

GOOGLE, JAMES BROWN, "LIVING IN AMERICA!"

WE WILL GET THERE!

EVOLVE OR JUST LOVE!

SMILE.