PART MERMAID. GUESS WHAT--I'M STILL HOT! SO HOT. LYRICS? WE'RE ALL MAD IN OUR OWN WAY. BETTER TO SCREAM OUT, THAN THE FADE AWAY. ALL THESE DETERGENTS, AND YOU STILL DO ME DIRTY. 1998 BLOGS AND COUNT DOWN TO 2,000. THEN, SUMMER READING. RUNNING OUT OF STEAM! SOMEONE DOESN'T WANT ME TO GET HOTTER & JUICIER. SOMEONE GOT INTO MY BACKPACK, AGAIN THE OTHER NIGHT, VITAMIN SUPPLEMENTS PUT BACK ON WRONG SIDE OF MY BAG . . . LIKELY LOOKING FOR MY NEW MP3 PLAYER . . . ROCK MY RUN, FUN--EXERCISE LONGER AND HARDER. OH, NO, OH, MY MR. WIZARD, SHE'S GETTING HER GAME BACK! KNOCKING DOWN 20 YEARS OLDS? LOL. ELIJAH. GRILLING ME ON HOW MUCH I WANT TO LOSE? AND YOUR BUSINESS? LOL. CUTE AND YOUNG. DON'T FEEL BAD, SEATTLE PD, THE FEDS ARE NOT ANY BETTER AT CATCHING ME, THAN, YOU ARE! LOL. ANOTHER STINK OP AT LA FITNESS YESTERDAY. THEY SEEM TO BE LEAVING ME ALONE SWIMMING, BUT MANIPULATED THE AFTERNOON, BY EMPTYING OUT THE HOT TUB? I AM A CREATURE OF HABIT. THAT WOULD FORCE ME OUT OF THE POOL AREA, AND BACK UP TO THE SMALLER UNIVERSAL GYM WORKOUT ON THE 3RD FLOOR, WHERE THE DUDES WERE ALL WAITING, ONE LAYING RIGHT, AS I WALKED OUT OF THE ELEVATOR . . .YEAH, YEAH, YEAH, I KNOW, I NEED TO USE THE STAIRS, THOSE LOVE HANDLES ON MY KNEES WOULD MELT AWAY FASTER, IF I USED THE STAIRS . . . I WAS TIRED. SO, THIS AGENT, WAS ALMOST BLOCKING ME FROM GETTING OFF THE ELEVATOR, LAYING RIGHT, SMACK, DAB, IN MY WAY AND THE PATH OUT OF THE LIFT, TO THE TRAINER, SMALL UNIVERSAL AREA OF THE GYM. DUDE WAS, MID-EASTERN AMERICAN, ABOUT 6'2" WEARING HIS HAIR IN SHAVED AT THE BOTTOM, PONY TAIL AT THE TOP, ONLY NOTICED, HIS BRIGHT ORANGE SHOES, BECAUSE I ALMOST HAD TO TRIP OVER THEM TO GET OUT OF THE ELEVATOR! POINT GUARD, ALERT. SHIT, I HAVE NEVER SEEN LA FITNESS, THAT BUSY, EVERY EXERCISE BIKE WAS OCCUPIED, AS WERE MOST TREADMILLS? STRANGE. GOOD, I DIDN'T WANT TO DO THE STATIONARY BIKE ANYWAY! LOL. SO, I WAS BASICALLY, FORCED OVER TO THE UNIVERSAL OF ONLY ABOUT, 10+ MACHINES, AND SOME I DON'T DO. AGAIN, TONS OF AGENT AGE YOUNG MEN AND WOMEN, WHAT DID THEY DO, SEND THE WHOLE, FBI FIELD OFFICE HERE IN BELLEVUE, TO SEE THEM, TAKE OR TRY TO TAKE ME DOWN? THE LAST DEFENSE? DREAM ON. I PARTICULARLY, NOTICED, SOME DUDE, ON THE STOMACH CRUNCH MACHINE, DRESSED IN ALL BLACK, SHORTS, SEEMED GLASSES, BLONDE HAIR THINNING, BUT NICE BOD, WITH PARTNER, WEARING ROYAL BLUE SHIRT, BROWN HAIR, LOOKED, YOUNGER, BLACK SHORTS, I THINK . . . HINT, HINT, HINT, WHAT, SEEMED ODD, IN ADDITION TO TOO MANY PEOPLE IN THE GYM, ON A GREAT DAY TO BE OUTSIDE, FOR THE TWENTY-SOMETHINGS IN THE GYM, WAS, THAT, TRAINERS, USUALLY, DON'T DO THE FULL REPS WITH THE CLIENT--THAT WAS WHAT IT APPEARED TO BE TO ME, BUT, LOOKING BACK AFTERWARD, TRAINERS, WEAR, LONG PANTS. TOO MANY PEOPLE, DUDE IN THE WALKWAY? SOMETHING IS NOT RIGHT. JUST AFTER 6:00 PM, I WAS GOING TO USE BABY RED WEIGHTS, LIGHT LIFTING, ARM FIRMERS! AH, FORGET IT. LUCKILY, I BROUGHT MY BACKPACK UP WITH ME FROM THE WOMEN'S LOCKER ROOM, BECAUSE, I WAS DOING LIGHT STUFF AND TOO LAZY, TO WALK BACK DOWN STAIRS! SOMETIMES, BEING A LAZY GIRL WORKS! THE ART OF DELAY AND THE ART OF EARLY EXIT! GRABBED MY BACKPACK, AND OUT, GONE! NOW FOR THE PROOF. BEFORE I WENT IN, I WANTED TO CHECK HOW MUCH MONEY I DIDN'T HAVE, IN MY FIRST SECURITY BANK ACCOUNT, AND THE PROCESS TOOK FOREVER. HINT, HINT, HINT. DOUBLE OR SECRET ACCOUNTS CONNECTED? THEY ARE ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS, PLANNING ON KILLING OR JAILING ME, OR AT LEAST CONTAINING ME AND ACCESS TO BEING ME! THE TRANSACTION WAS "DECLINED?" IF I HAVE NO MONEY, IT GENERALLY, JUST SAYS, INSUFFICIENT FUNDS, NOT ACTION DECLINED. TRY AGAIN LATER? HAPPENS EVERY TIME, I TRY TO USE THE ATM AT THE BOTTOM OF THE STAIRS, FROM, LA FITNESS, PUTTING ME, RIGHT, AT THE PLACE, I AM SURE, AFTER THE FIRST DAY, WAS CHANGED, TO RACHEL, AKA, ME, AND JAMES KENNEDY'S ACCOUNT . . . THE DAY, AFTER, I SIGNED UP, SEPTEMBER 8, 217, I BELIEVE, ALL THE LA FITNESS VIP'S SHOWED UP, AT THE GYM, AND WALKED ALL OVER THE PLACE . . . ADD THAT, AFTER, I STARTED EXPERIENCING, FINANCIAL TERRORISM, LAST, NOVEMBER, ABOUT THE TIME, I STARTED GETTING IN SHAPE, HORROR OF HORRORS, THE GALS, BIGGEST FEAR, AND THE DUDES, WORST NIGHTMARE . . . OLD WET DREAMS BACK? BUT, THE FACT, THAT, MY SOUND COMMUNITY BANK ACCOUNT, WAS, FUCKED WITH, SO MY DECEMBER PAYMENT WAS LATE, BUT WHEN, I WENT TO PAY FOR THE BACK PAY, WITH CASH, IT HAD ALREADY BEEN PAID? THEN, AFTER REACTIVATING MY ACCOUNT, MY PAYMENT DATE WAS CHANGED FROM, THE 8TH OF THE MONTH TO THE 6TH OF THE MONTH? WHY? WHY NOT LEAVE IT THE SAME? I PAID FOR THE MISSED MONTHS, SO, WHY NOT JUST PICK UP, WHERE IT LEFT OFF? WHY IS MY DAUGHTER, ON THE WALLS, STANDING 10 TALL? SHE IS THE MAIN MODEL? OTHER THAN HAVE A PERFECT BODY, HOW WOULD SHE CONNECT WITH, LA FITNESS? PRETENDING TO BE RACHEL'S AND JAME'S KID? AKA, JAMES KENNEDY WITH JOANN SECRIST, PERHAPS! MARCHIE'S NURSERY? FUCK NO! HE IS NOT WITH ME, KIDS ARE A PACKAGE DEAL, ASSHOLE. NO WONDER HE REFUSED TO LOOK AT ELLIOT'S MUSIC VIDEOS, HE WAS FUCKING HIS MOTHER AND HIM OVER, AT THAT TIME--WHO KNOWS NOW? BUT, FOR THE PROOF, THAT I EVEN PICKED OUT THE RIGHT AGENTS, KEY MEN IN THE GAME TO TRY TO GET ME OUT OF THE WAY OF MY OWN, LIFE! FUCK. BUT WORTH BILLIONS! WITH ME OUT OF THE WAY, THE FEDS GET THE KIDS, THE TARGET, THE MUSIC, THE BOOKS, THE MONEY, THAT THEY ARE CLAIMING IS JUST PART OF THE MUSIC STASH, AND THE BLOG, IS COUNTED UNDER THE TABLE, AS PART OF THE ROCK STAR OR HIP HOP STAR MONEY, AS IS NICOLE'S BOOK! BUT, I LEFT, EARLY, GOT DOWN THE STAIRS BEFORE THE TWO, WORK OUT TEAM, REALIZED IT, AND I WENT TO THE ATM MACHINE, ALWAYS, TENACIOUS, AND WENT BACK, TO CHECK MY BALANCE . . . FIXED IT, ABOUT $15.00, ENOUGH FOR BREAKFAST FOR THE NEXT TO DAYS! BUT, THE CLOWN, FED TEAM, HURRIED INTO THE ELEVATOR TO THE PARKING LOT? NEWSFLASH, ASSHOLES, I DON'T DRIVE! THE BUS IS MY TRANSPORTATION! I CAUGHT BOTH THEIR ASSES, JUST AS THEY HIT THE ELEVATOR! SO, I GO THROUGH THE BUILDING, TO CUT THROUGH TO THE BUS, NEAR, NONE OTHER THAN, BANNER BANK, AND WASHINGTON FEDERAL . . . WHERE MY BANNED MONEY IS, WITH THE FEDS, ALL IS SYMBOLIC . . . JUST AS I LEFT, THE DUDE, WHO WAS LAYING IN THE WAY OF THE ELEVATOR, WAS IN A CONVERTIBLE, RED, I BELIEVE, DITCHING INTO THE PARKING LOT, TO THE NEXT BUILDING. I THOUGHT, WHAT WAS THE PLAN? STICK A GUN IN MY BACK, SNAP MY NECK, HIT ME WITH SOME QUICK POISON? THIS GUY WAS TO GO GET THE GETAWAY CAR? HE WAS IN THE BACK ALLEY, PARKING, PARKING, PARKING . . . THEN, OUT, TO THE STREET. MY CHARIOT OF FIRE CAME WITHIN SECONDS, BUT THE PRIOR BUS BROKE DOWN? STOPPING THE GETAWAY VEHICLES FOR ME? SO, I WAITED FOR THE NEXT 550 BELLEVUE TO SEATTLE! RIGHT AFTER I LEFT, THE BUS STOP, A VAN WENT BY, "SUDDATH" OR SUDDEN DEATH? THEN, RIGHT BEFORE, WE HIT THE TUNNEL, THE BUS I WAS ON, BROKE DOWN, AT LEAST FOR A FEW MINUTES? STRANGE? TRYING TO GET SOMEONE IN PLACE, OR THERE FASTER ON THE BUS, OR WHATEVER? ANYWAY, THREE OF THREE, DUDES, I THOUGHT, WERE IN ON THE STING OP, WERE ALL SEEN, WITHIN, SECONDS, AFTER I LEFT, LA FITNESS! BEYOND A COINCIDENCE! ALL DEEP IN THEIR WORKOUTS? DITCHING OUT IN THE MIDDLE? NA. POSSIBLE MONEY LAUNDERING, DREAM, LAST NIGHT . . . TWO SEGMENTS: (1) ME GETTING INTO A SEMI-TRUCK? RED TRUCK WITH TRAILER? 18 WHEELER? 18 YEARS SINCE, I WAS POISONED. LONG HAULER? (2) A CHECK, THE CARBON COPY, AND THE LAST TIME, I WROTE A CHECK, WOULD HAVE BEEN, ABOUT 18 YEARS AGO! IT WAS WRITTEN OUT TO ISAAC ANDERSON, SHELLEY'S RAT ASS SON, AKA, ELLIOT! IT ALL FITS. RIGHT AS ELLIOT'S BAND WAS TAKING OFF, AND MY LEGAL CAREER ROCKING, EVEN TAKING OUT FEDS, THE BIG EXCHANGE HAPPENED! AT FIRST, IT WAS JOANN, PLAYED BY SHELLEY; GRETA, PLAYED BY SARAH SCHMIDT; NICOLE, PLAYED BY MEGGIE SCHMIDT OR SHIT; CHRIS, PLAYED BY JESSE ANDERSON; AND ELLIOT, PLAYED BY ISAAC. I THINK THIS STINK OP, FAMILY FEUD, STEAL THE REAL HOT CAREERS, MILITARY CAREERS, AND MUSIC, STARTED, WAY, WAY BACK, BEFORE, 1999, GOING BACK, I BELIEVE, TO THE MINUTE, I ANNOUNCED THAT I WAS GETTING A DIVORCE, AND ALL THE SISTERS, SAID, IF YOUR KIDS, EVER GET FAMOUS, YOU DON'T GET CREDIT? WE ARE THERE, FOLKS! SO, HOW DID MY SISTERS' KNOW MY KIDS WOULD BE FAMOUS? FUCK, ELLIOT WAS ONLY 5 YEARS OLD? GRETA WAS ONLY 13? BLOODLINES? ROYAL BLOODLINES? PROBABLY. WHEN, BRETT AND I FIRST GOT MARRIED, BEFORE HE EVEN MET, MY KIDS, HE SAID, YOUR KIDS ARE AN ASSET TO YOU? HOW WOULD YOU KNOW? AGENT! IF YOU START ADDING THE DOTS TOGETHER AND CONNECTING THEM, WE ARE RIGHT HERE, RIGHT WERE WE ARE . . . BUT, THE BIG PLUS, IS THE MOTHERLODE IS 7X WHAT ANY OR ALL, BABY LOADS ARE! MY KIDS ARE FREE TO LOVE WHO THEY WILL, WORK FOR WHO THEY WILL, USE THEIR MONEY, FOR WHAT AND WHERE, WITH WHOM THEY WILL . . . AS FOR MY MONEY? FUCK NO! INCLUDING MY MONEY, BILLIONS IF NOT TRILLIONS, IN MY KIDS MONEY, OH, HELL, NO, FUCK NO! EVEN THOUGH, I DID IT TO GIVE TO THEM, I DID NOT, HAVE NOT, NEVER OFFERED IT, TO THEM, AND TO JUST TAKE IT, IS BEING JUST AS BAD AS THE FUCKING, MOTHERFUCKERS, THEY ARE HANGING OUT WITH! ABSOLUTELY NOT GETTING ANYTHING, UNTIL, I GIVE IT! YOU KNOW, IF MY FAMILY, HAD SAID, JOANN, YOU ARE GOOD AT MAKING MONEY, BUT TERRIBLE AT USING IT, SPENDING IT, OR DISTRIBUTING IT, BUT, WE WOULD BE GLAD TO DO THAT FOR YOU . . . I WOULD HAVE SAID, SURE, AND PROBABLY, LET THEM DO WHAT, THEY THOUGHT, A BENEFIT TO MANKIND, NOT THEMSELVES! OR TO COPS! OR TO TRUMP! EVEN MILES, BENEFIT, THE BLACK POPULATION, SURE, ANYTHING YOU WANT, JUST LET ME KNOW! BUT, PRIDE, ACCESS, AND AMERICAN GREED, KICKED IN, AND THEY DECIDED TO JUST TAKE IT WITHOUT PERMISSION, WITHOUT, AGREEMENT, WITHOUT, AUTHORIZATION! I HAVE THE MIDAS TOUCH, THEY DON'T! EVERYTHING I TOUCH, TURNS TO SOLID GOLD, AND THEY ARE ALL ON IT, LIKE FLIES ON SHIT! THEY ALL WANTED TO BE RICH, BUT, I LAID, THE FOUNDATION TO MAKE MEGA BUCKS AND DID. JUST THIS MORNING, ON YAHOO, TOP THREE SLOTS, FOR HITS, 7,100,000 HITS, IN .19 SECONDS! THE SLOTS ARE ASSIGNED ACCORDING TO THE NUMBER OF HITS! TIMES THAT SNAP SHOT OF .19 SECONDS, AND TIMES THAT BY ALL THE SITES ON THE INTERNET, AND TIMES THAT BY, ALL THE SECONDS IN AN HOUR? HOURS IN A DAY? WE ARE TALKING, EVEN AT A PENNY PER HIT, MILLIONS FOR EACH BLOG! I KNOW THEY HAVE, SITES THAT TAKE COMMENTS, I DON'T. I KNOW THEY HAVE KNOCK OFF SITES, ALL MY WRITING, THAT SELL ADVERTISEMENTS ON CLOTHES, AND GOD KNOWS, WHAT. I KNOW THEY HAVE TAKEN, THE BEST OF MY EMAILS, BEFORE THE BLOG AND MADE BOOKS OF THE BEST OR FUNNIEST BLOGS, AND HAVE CATALOGED, ALL ALMOST 2,000 OF THEM INTO SUBJECT MATTER AND CONTENT, AND OTHER SECTIONS! I HAVEN'T DONE THAT ON ANY OF THEM! THEY STARTED TAKING COMMENTS, EARLY ON . . . I NEVER HAVE. THEY PROBABLY CHARGE, I NEVER HAVE! I AM FROM THE NUMBERS I HAVE SEEN, PROBABLY THE RICHES, WOMEN, EVEN OVER MEN, TOO, IN THE WORLD! THE LAST FRONTIER! IT TAKES A LOT IF YOU WANNA ROCKIN' ROLL . . . I THINK, MY SON, HIT THE BIG TIME ON HIS FIRST CD, WITH GOD'S REVOLVER, LITTLE BLACK HORSE, CD, AND THE ROCK GODS, DIDN'T THINK THESE YOUNG UPSTARTS, WHISKEY SLAMMING, KIDS, ELLIOT, JOHN, TREY, REID, ADAM, DESERVED, TO HIT THE BIG TIME AS HARD ROCK BAND OF 2008. NOR DID I HAVE THE RIGHT, TO HIT THE TOP OF THE LEGAL FIELD, WITH MY BROCK SECURITIES CASE, OF $357.6 MILLION, ON THE FIRST CASE I EVER FILED, WITH NO EXPERIENCE AS A TRIAL ATTORNEY. THIS IS CRUEL POLITICS. FAMILY JEALOUSY. ST. JAMES, IF JEALOUS TOO. SECRIST IS A BIGGER NAME THAN, A KENNEDY, RIGHT NOW . . . I WAS THE ONE, WHO REVIVED, THE KENNEDY LEGACY! SHIT, NO ONE WAS QUOTING THEM, AND WRITING ABOUT THEM, BACK WHEN, I STARTED, TO BLOG ABOUT IT, NOW, THERE ARE MEMORIALS, BOOKS, AND DOCUMENTARIES, 50 YEARS LATER! RACHEL, WAS TWO FUCKING YEARS OLD, WHEN, PRESIDENT KENNEDY WAS SHOT! THEY ARE PLAYING AGE GAMES, KID GAMES, AND CAREER, GAMES! I-5 SEEMS TO BE AN OPTION! ANYONE BUT HER! IF I GET MY MONEY AND MY FAMILY, THEY SEE ME AS A HOG?????????????? IF I DID IT, I AM NO HOG, I AM JUST GETTING WHAT I EARNED AND WHAT I DESERVE! 100% RETURN ON MY MONEY!

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I ADD INSTABILITY TO THE MIX!

KIDS, YOU ARE SHARING, WITH HUNDREDS, WHAT IS ALREADY YOURS . . . THEY ARE NOT DOING YOU ANY FAVORS!  THEY ARE THE SLACKERS, THEY ARE THE LOSERS, THEY CAN'T PULL THIS OFF IN 20 YEARS OF TRYING, AND EXTREME PUNISHMENT, IN THE LAST 6 YEARS!

YOU WANNA TALK, THE 7 LAYERS OF SLOBBERING TEETH, IN STEPHEN KINGS, "IT" OR PENNYWISE?  THAT IS SYMBOLIC OF ALL THE LEVELS OF COPS, FROM TOP TO BOTTOM, WHO HAVE BEEN STANDING OVER YOUR MOTHER, SLOBBERING, WITH SALIVA DROPPING ON MY HEAD, WITH ARMS HANGING AS LONG, AS I AM TALL, COVERING, ME COMPLETELY!

TELL ME WHO IS SMARTER . . . A WOMAN, WHO, ON THE RUN, 24/7, GO AND DO, BLOGGING, MADE A FORTUNE, WITH, ALL LEVELS, OF TEETH, FANGS, CLAWS, OF LAW ENFORCEMENT, SURROUNDING HER, WATCHING EVERY MOVE, FOR 6 FUCKING YEARS, ON THE COMPUTERS, ON PHONES, IN MY BANK ACCOUNTS, STUDENT LOANS, HEALTHCARE, SOCIAL SECURITY, EVERY ASPECT OF MY LIFE, AND THEY STILL CAN'T BRING ME DOWN, FIGHTING SINCE, 9 FUCKING DAYS AFTER, REALLY, 2 DAYS, AFTER THEY DISCOVERED, I WAS USING, JOBESSCO, ON MY EMAIL, CONTROLLING MY BLOG, FIGHTING ME EVERY DAY, FOR CONTROL, TO LINK, SHUT DOWN, OR STEAL, BLOCK, BLACKOUT, AND DO WHATEVER TO STOP ME OR STEAL . . . WHO, IS SMARTER?

I FIGURE, IT IS ABOUT, 4,386 FOR JOANN. O FOR THE COPS, PROSECUTORS, JUDGES, LEGISLATORS, ATTORNEY GENERAL, AND THE PRESIDENT!

MEET YOUR MOM!

FUCK.

YOU WANT, ACE COMIC CONS?

YOUR, DUMBER THAN, I EVER IMAGINED?

YOU ARE LOSING IT!

IT IS NOT OVER UNTIL THE FAT LADY SINGS!

TWO MORE BLOGS!

YOU'RE GONNA MISS WHEN, I AM GONE!

THEY ARE BORING AS SHIT!

GOD?