Monday, March 28, 2016

PRO SHOP SWEEP. FEEL GOOD . . . WASH IT (HACKING ACCESS). STERILIZED WIPING RAGS. BREAK-UP(S) NIGHTMARE! A FACE TO DIE FOR (1992) I LOVE YOU . . . BUT I LIED. THE OTHER WIFE. TRUMP TO INTERNET HACKING OF SEXTING: SOMETHING NEW--MEN ARE MAKING WOMEN PAY FOR HURTING THEIR BROS. THE PROBLEM IS, YOU THINK YOUR BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE--SOMEONE HAD TO EXPOSE YOU! TREATING MEN LIKE A NEUTERED DOG OR A PUPPY FOLLOWING YOU AROUND! THE PERFECT MARRIAGE. THE PERFECT DIVORCE. THE PERFECT CAREER. THE PERFECT KIDS. THE PERFECT ROCK STAR SON. THE PERFECT CASE. THE PERFECT WATER COMPACT ANALYSIS. THE PERFECT POSITION ON MEDICAL MARIJUANA, ABORTION, WILD HORSES AND BURROS. THE PERFECT BLOG. LOOKING AT MY LIFE IN A DIFFERENT WAY, THROUGH MOVIE THERAPY. A CLOSER LOOK AT THE WAR ON WOMEN, THE BATTLE OF THE SEXES, EVISCERATION OF A FEMALE ATTORNEY, ELECTIONS WITH THE FIRST FEMALE PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATE, UNDERSTANDING MALE PSYCHOLOGY . . . FROM BOYFRIENDS, TO HUSBANDS, TO EX-HUSBANDS, TO FRIENDS! SHOCKING REVELATIONS TO ME, AS I WATCHED, "BREAK-UP NIGHTMARE" WHILE NOT DIRECTLY ON POINT, OR A PERFECT CORRELATION, SOME OF THE THINGS, THAT WERE BROUGHT OUT IN THIS "TRUE CRIME" MOVIES, HIT ME SO CLOSE TO HOME, AND HELPED ME BETTER UNDERSTAND, THE LAST, 16 YEARS OF MY LIFE. THE MOVIE ENDS WITH A TEXT: "THIS WILL NEVER END BITCH!" AS I WATCHED THIS MOVIE, IT DAWNED ON ME, THAT WHAT APPEARED, ALWAYS TO BE, A BATTLE OF THE PATRIOT ACT BOYZ, MAINLY, AND THEIR GIRLZ, MAN IN REALITY, BE NOTHING MORE, THAN, A HATRED FOR A WOMAN, AND THE EFFORT TO TOTALLY ERASE HER LIFE, IN ITS TOTALITY! FROM BIRTH TO SYMBOLIC DEATH! VERY INTERESTING . . . THE CLOSER I CAME TO PROVING MY CASE, AND WHO IS RESPONSIBLE, THE "MORE" I WAS ATTACKED? NOW, IT MAKES SENSE . . . MEN HAVE AFFAIRS TO AVOID INTIMACY, THEY MINIMIZE A WOMAN, GET A LITTLE SOMETHING ON THE SIDE, A SECOND WIFE, BUT, PERHAPS, IN REALITY, IT MAY BE DIFFUSING THE HURT! WOMEN, HAVE AFFAIRS FOR THE TOTAL OPPOSITE REASONS, GENERALLY, TO GET INTIMACY, WHEN THEY ARE LACKING IT AT HOME, IN A RELATIONSHIP, OR IN A MARRIAGE. WITH A NAME, LIKE "JOANN" A MALE AND A FEMALE NAME, THERE IS SOMETHING IN ME, THAT, IS FOREVER, TRYING TO FIGURE OUT, WHAT IS UP BETWEEN MEN AND WOMEN, AND WHY? THIS IS ONE OF THOSE ATTEMPTS--WE CAN'T FIGHT SOMETHING, WE DON'T UNDERSTAND! KNOWLEDGE IS POWER!

Making Women Pay For Hurting Their Bros.!

Rather than going gracefully into, equality of the sexes, seeing that as the mature, manly, grown-up thing to do, there seems to be, a backlash, that has been coming, for years, perhaps, 20 or so, years, but it has been festering for awhile, and for some reason, Donald Trump, seems to epitomize, the old male, the man of yesteryear, who could have his cake and eat it too, could be the playboy--and grace the cover of Playboy, have the beautiful wife, the children, the money, be the real estate mogul, the rich, the famous, replacing, older versions of the same wife, and getting a new one, when the previous wife lived past her shelf life, divorcing, without any ramifications, even while, he, the male, has weathered, the years, no better, he still has his "huge" dick, and he can score the younger, foreign beauty, of course, who speaks, little English, is his cheerleader, doesn't demand, anything, other than to be taken care of, the envy of male colleagues, who have wives who are doctors, lawyers, professors, business tycoons, senators, and even potential presidents, threatening a country of males, with a First Dude, bands, who sing, songs, like, American Woman, get away from me . . . remember that song?  Men, maybe on a subconscious level, just want the American woman, to go silently into the night, and leave, white, male, cronyism, right where it had been for centuries, and shut the fuck up, get back in the kitchen, have those babies, and let us control, women, the way, we always have!

Lately there has been a lot of suggestion, that Donald Trump, has issues with strong women, and that appears to be the case, we have Megyn Kelly, an attorney, beautiful, smart, being called a bimbo, and references to her bleeding from all the orifices, of her body, eyes, included; then, Carly Fiorina, former CEO of Hewlett Packard, and rather than attacking her record, he attacks her face, saying, look at that face--would anyone vote for that face?  Onto attacking Hillary Clinton for taking a bathroom break? maybe, perhaps getting a drink of water?  Maybe, Melania Trump, is around the Donald, so rarely, that he doesn't think she is real, doesn't go to the bathroom, nor gets drinks!  Is this the ultimate, objectification of women, the shit that gets, women, raped, sexually assaulted, beaten and murdered, every fucking day? and we are going to tolerate this, women, female voters?  The recent statistics, say that women of both, sides of the isle, Republicans and Democrats alike, have a 74% unfavourable rating, when it comes to Trump, so what the fuck is wrong, and why is he still winning?  Are the electronic polls rigged?  Is George Soros, billionaire, who owns, most of the voting machines, programming the Trump wins in to the computers, who tally the vote? What the fuck is going on?  And, now, we have Trump, putting side by side, pictures of Heidi Cruz, in an unflattering picture, and a 16 year old, picture of Melania, who now has botox lips, hips and ass--she doesn't still look like she did 16 years ago, and I am guessing, but, is this for the males, who are stupid, enough, in this backlash society, to vote, on what the Young Turks, are referring to as, Lookism?  

Is this sending, men and women, alike, a message, that Trump has the super model wife; therefore, he has the bigger dick than, Ted Cruz; therefore, he should be the winner . . . because, that is fucking what, I am experiencing in my life, men, generally, men, I have rejected, across the board, want to erase me with inferior, dumber, women, who are really, not as pretty, but, are thinner, perhaps, but, there is like this, look thing going on, and it seems to be taking root, as if the man with the bigger dick, must have the prettier wife . . . not to mention, Melania, would dump, Trump, like a hot rock, just like his Republican party wants to do, if he wasn't worth a shit load of money!  Come on . . . pretend, Mr. Trump, that if some younger version, of the formerly, hot, male super model, Fabio, came along, she would be gone in a New York second!  LOL!  In my own, situation, I put up current, 61 year old pictures of myself, and my ex-husband, puts up, 40 year old pictures of Kay Burningham, the alleged, hot, ha! replacement . . . fuck, she was nearly bald, last time I saw her 10 years ago, so I can't imagine what she looks like NOW!  LOL!  The silicone Barbies are all fine and dandy, if you want nothing more than cheerleaders . . . a companion, someone fun, smart, into what you are into, then look somewhere else!

Men, Thank God for Unanswered Prayers . . . Be Careful What You Pray for--You Might Get It!

I saw this movie, called, A Beauty's Revenge: Midwest Obsession, about a Dairy Princess, who had her pick of men, but one day, one pushed it too far, and she was fighting this dude off, and made it to the road, only to have, a local, hunk, who was a dairy farmer, already with a girl friend, pick this chick up, and from that point on, she became what he wanted, dressed the way she thought, men, would want her to dress, cooked for him, followed him, but, this man, loved his girlfriend, who was smart, and whom he fought with, over, his way of life, as opposed to what she wanted to do with hers, which was more than, getting married and working the dairy farm, having 2.5 kids, and being his wife.  Be careful, men, you might just get what you pray and ask for!  LOL!  Eventually, this psycho bitch, who saw the girlfriend of two years, eventually the fiance, as cutting in on her territory, with, the target of her sick obsession, and she tries to kill her, kills the farmer's best friend, then later, does, kill this dude's fiance, taking her ring, off the dead young woman!  You seriously want some crazed chick, who will do whatever, whenever, never argue, look perfect, and never challenge, fight, or demand from you?  Boring, boring, boring!  You can tell this guy, is programmed, to think that this is the type of woman he should want, but, eventually, he is sickened by her, and she ends up the rest of her life, in fucking prison, because, of her murderous plots to get him!

I don't know many men, who want a fucking door mat! or someone they can walk all over, or who does, everything they want them to do?  This is beyond, pathetic!  But, now, we have this phenomena, of this backlash, this hatred, this misogyny, I have not seen for a long time, probably, since the early, 90's when I got accepted to law school.  I figured the woman's movement, happened, in the 70's, when I was a young mother, home with a baby, and depressed as hell, thinking life had passed me by, and dreaming of being an attorney, who could tell the stodgy old, brethren who ran the Mormon Church, that all men, would not be satisfied, being farmers, so they could be down on the farm with their wife and their children, only seeing family members, and limiting contact with other women, so they couldn't have affairs, or whatever . . . and, therefore, extrapolating, that same advice, and analogy, to women, some of us, need an audience, we need something outside the four walls of our homes, to express who we are, to fulfill our dreams and desires.  I thought, I was going to lose my mind, in the younger years of my children's lives, and thank God, I had a very liberal and forward looking husband, who told me, one day, while he found me, depressed, laying face down on the bed, saying, If marriage and kids are the way to go, then why am I so depressed?  He simply said, you have many talents, and gifts, that you need to develop and express, and you can't do it at home . . . and this, grown up man, mature man, father of my four beautiful children, did not feel threatened, and put his mouth and time, right where he said he would, and he filled in the gaps, at home, while I attended college, and later law school!  Ninety percent of your success in life, depends on who you marry!

I believe that to be particularly true for women, but also, applicable to men!

Men Jealous of Other Men!

In this movie, a young teenage couple, take nude pictures of each other, believing, that, they are in love forever, and will never, ever break up . . . very foolish, and it seems, that females, as in the movie, are more vulnerable, than males, when it comes to sexting, because, and this will date me, but, I believe, the female body, with two, areas, connected with sex, the breasts and the pussy, there is twice the danger, in being exposed, even if it is just a few bra less shots, thinking, they are for, boyfriend's eyes only!  Women, are not as visually stimulated, and therefore, the male anatomy, while functional, is not as much of a turn on for women, as nude pics of a female are, and tend to be more mentally connected to this particular guy, that the chick has an emotional attraction for, but that is not true for men.  So, the girlfriend is pissed when she sees, that the nude pictures of her, are on her boyfriend's phone, but there are other girl's pictures too!  She demands he take them down, and he jokes that, they never had an exclusive relationship, which is news to her . . . and that should be a lesson, girls!  He is thrown out of the house, by the girl's mother, when she finds out what the young couple are fighting over.  Boyfriend vows to, get revenge on girlfriend, for being treated like that . . . next thing you know, there are the alleged, erased, nude pictures of this beautiful young girl, posted all over the internet and end up on this guy revenge site, so of course, girlfriend, believes that it is her pissed off ex.

Some guy, this young, beauty, works with, comes to her aid and comfort, when in reality, he turns on his girl friend, when, she realizes, that her problems are from, Internet hackers, who are in violation of federal laws, when hacking into boyfriend's phone . . . he ends up getting arrested, loses his scholarship, and all kinds of horrible things happen, like he tried to take his life.  But, guys from this revenge, bro site, start to stalk the girl, go after her mother, post more and more of her pictures online, cops get involved, mom gets let go from her job, these assholes, put cameras in the girl's mother's bedroom, they break in the house, photo shop, family pictures, making them look dirty, and it goes and on, the family female attorney, gets ran over, the daughter, has an intruder break in the house, and spray paint her in the face, almost causing her to go blind, the words, whore, are painted on the garage, a van chases her and her mother . . . and eventually, even the best guy friend, when, his pretty young friend, tried to protect, her innocent boyfriend, turns on her, kidnaps her, and takes her to a shack, where he has blown up, sized, pictures of those that were posted on the Internet and now, he is going to rape her . . . but for her mother, he would have!  Pretty fucking scary stuff . . . and it gave me, new insights, into, why men, who may not even know, my ex-husbands, my old boyfriends, or even guys, I have a casual interest in, have, gone, after me, my family, and even murdered any man, who dares to like me, defend me, or even talk to me!

Breaking Up is Hard to Do . . . But a Woman Is Entitled to It!

Here again, is this old fashioned, notion, that a woman, is a man's property, and is not able to break up at will with someone, she no longer sees, fits her situation, or has offended her, or she simply has grown tired of, or she doesn't see the relationship working.  It is as if, there is this, extraction of several centuries, of thinking, and gains, for women, have just disappeared, or been erased from, men's minds, and we have gone back, to archaic, honor killings, for fathers, and women, being, burned on the funeral pyre of their husbands, as if they are part and parcel of a man, his property, and therefore of no worth, unless with a man!  I mean seriously, and I have seen this new phenomena, with ancient roots, that, even men in society, elected officials, city councils, mayors, along with cops, sheriffs, that if a woman, doesn't have a husband, whatever she owns, is fair game for, men to steal, because, first, there is no man to protect her, and if they want it, they are entitled to it, and she is somehow, not worthy of owning property, especially in my case, where I was making more money, living in a better home, throwing parties, for hundreds of people, showing off clients and artist friends, displaying art, food and music, for 250 people, without a husband, making men feel insecure, and uncomfortable, in their own shoes, worried that their wives, Mormon wives, might get the idea that, they could make it without a man, and here was living, breathing proof, right in their own, neighborhood, and town, and the men-folk, are not going to stand by and see a single female attorney, beat them, every which way but loose!

In these men's minds, I didn't deserve, even my disability insurance, from being general counsel, of the Utah Medical Association, because, I made more than, my aunts and uncles, mother and father, who worked many more years than I did, even though, I had an earning potential, far greater than any of them by far; I didn't deserve to win a house in a law suit, like, male attorneys to all the fucking time, I couldn't be a female and kick the living shit out of government agencies, male, Patriot Act boys, and for sure, I couldn't make, an income of, a quarter of a billion dollars, in a year, going to the U.S. Supreme Court, fuck, Mitt Romney was more worthy of my MONEY THAN I WAS!!!!!  The whole thing is so fucked up . . . it is called, jealousy, envy, hatred, misogyny, and going back to the days, when women, could not own property, and their husbands were the recipients of their wife's income, when she did work!  I mean, I have defended, Muslims, just in the past, few weeks, in my blog, and I defend their rights to their religion, as long as it is not, offensive and violates, the laws of the United States, as I feel the same way with FLDS and polygamy, but, there seems to be, this, mentality, that is coming with the immigrants, or with the head-dress, that, I am, offended by, an unspoken, silence, that seems to be creeping into our society, with the backlash!  I don't deserve, my house, my truck, my furniture, my art, my law practice, my cases, my blog, even my kids!  LOL!

Women Participating in the Female Bashing

So, there is this pattern, that seems to be emerging.  First, the cops, feds, my father, men in general, have this solution to me, just keep her flat on her back, fucking her, and maybe she would be nicer.  We will break her to the point, she is so, down and out, that she will welcome, being with a man, who, can then, be her knight in shining armor and save her from all this abuse, mistreatment, threats, terror, and then, we can validate, a man's existence, which, JoAnn, has eviscerated, by rejecting, every man, that has been hand selected, through the FBI dating game, we have sent, smart men, rich men, famous men, and she has rejected all of them, and generally, over all she refuses to have sex with them, we have sent lesbians, and she just thinks she is too superior for sex; therefore, we need to just erase her, and give, all credit, money, honors, career, kids, grand kids, blog, cases, legislation, and whatever the fuck she does, to other women, whom we feel are more worthy of our admiration, than JoAnn.  Here comes the Lookism . . . but, only after, they forced me to take pills, or meds, when there was nothing wrong--first they went after the LOOKS, so they could guarantee a win--nude pictures, after weight gain, and then a total focus on LOOKISM . . . sabotage any memberships to a gym, 6 or 7, because we all know, that, everyone of us would drop the substitute, in a New York Second! if she gets thin!

Here is the pattern: (1) FBI Dating Game line up; (2) an attraction--but it is generally only skin deep, because, there is a bottom line, ideological difference, dealing with cops and a bad ass con law chick, that is so deep, that, all the attraction in the world, is not going to erase, the inner gut workings of my psyche! (3) super cops rejected, on the premise, that, I am not going to venture, into affairs of the heart, when I fucking know, that deep down, we are wired, absolutely the opposite and therefore, this will NEVER WORK! (4) After being rejected, these egotistical men, who have been embarrassed, in front of their colleagues, many who have been attracted and wondered, if they could be the guy to break me, get my heart, and many, going back 20 years, when I was, hot as hot, and thin, and doing everything, so, it is a challenge, that, the male ego, just can't resist, being positive, that they are the one guy, so hot, so cool, so attractive, that I will not be able to resist; (5) there bros. are watching with baited breath, and they see the attraction, watch it, I would assume, and when the rejection comes, it comes with a fury and not in the silence and privacy of a normal relationship, but it is loud and messy, with all the bros. using that surveillance capacity, to spy, on every conversation, on every act of intimacy, and exposed for the masses of asses, who are stupid enough to watch, and generally with me, smart enough to figure they are watching the cameras, and since men are more out of control, in sexuality, and more vulnerable, I exploit them, pissing off their bros. even more, making them even more angry; and (6) due to the humiliation, they go right for the women, who can hurt me the most, not women, I don't know, not women, who live in another state or across town, but sisters, best friends, and when you have 5 sisters, so, that covers a lot of guys, then, moving on to female attorneys, and then going after daughters, to fuck them over . . . onto kids, grand kids, and using every power tool, in the hands of cops, feds, family, state, and church, to go after me, trying to break me to the point, I will cry UNCLE AND GIVE IN TO MEN, giving them meaning to their lives!

TYT--What Are We Going to Do, When Donald Trump, Says that Chancellor, Angela Merkel, German Leader, is a Fat Pig?  HUH?  Think?

This woman, is one of the major players, and leaders in the free world, a star players, she has been involved, in the issues with Russia, in the Ukraine, Crimea, in Syria, taking in refugees, easing their banishment, and denial from other countries . . . and, men are worrying about, what? her hair, her looks, her weight, her age? good GOD, men, are you fucking insane?  Trump is the biggest LOSER, totally a fucking joke, to put it mildly, and the WORST THING TO HAPPEN TO AMERICA . . . if fact, even back in the old days, men did not act like this, and if they did, they SHUT THE FUCK UP!  Women, if there was EVER a time, that you needed to fucking, ditch your party labels, and vote for WOMEN, anyone but TRUMP, it is NOW, for God sake.  It is like, erasing, fucking centuries of work, fight, vote, protection, laws, fairness, that will go down the tube, in a vote!  Words, matter, women, show that butt fucking faggot, Trump, what women can do to his lead!  Give him a lose as a statement, from this second to the end of his campaign, if you value, daughters, women, wives, and your sons, husbands, who have fought, as valiantly right along with women, to see that you succeed, and have rights, laws, protection from domestic violence, rape, sexual assault . . . 

Donald Trump, Is an Insult to All Decent Men, and a Danger to All Women, Daughters, Wives, Girlfriends, and Female Leaders in This World!

A VOTE FOR TRUMP, IS A VOTE FOR AN ASSHOLE!

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