PAW ENFORCEMENT. SEVENTH GENERATION. PSYCHO BUNNY. MONTANA OTTOMAN. DARK ROCA. GUINEA PIGS. GUILT FREE? SPARKLING POLAR? STRAWBERRY LEMONADE. CIA GAMES--CAN WE FLIP TOP ATTORNEY, IN COUNTRY, FOR FLIGHT ATTENDANT WITH HELP OF COPS AND PROSECUTORS? NO. SELTZER. WITH ESSENCE OF FRESH LEMON. IT'S ALL ABOUT BEING GRATEFUL! REAL MADRID. RONALDO, MASSI, POSEE? WE'RE NOT GONNA TAKE IT. NO, WE'RE NOT GONNA TAKE IT, ANYMORE. LOOK, BOY SOCCER PLAYERS--YOU HAVE TO DO MORE THAN LOOK GOOD IN YOUR SHORTS, TO BE NAMED, SPORTS ILLUSTRATED, SPORTSPERSON OF THE YEAR! WHAT, MEN HAVE TO SHARE TOP HONORS WITH WOMEN NOW IN SPORTS, SCIENCE, MATH, POLITICS, AND WORLD CONTRIBUTIONS? IT IS ABOUT TIME! WHEN, DID ITALY HOST THE WORLD SOCCER CHAMPIONSHIP LAST? THERE WAS A AD, THAT SHOWED, YOUNG GIRLS, IN SHORT, SCHOOL UNIFORM SKIRTS, HIGH HEELS, OR PLATFORM SHOES, TONS OF MAKE-UP, FLASHING THEIR PANTIES, AS THEY KICKED, RAN AND FOUGHT FOR THE BALL. I REMEMBER BEING FURIOUS, SEEING THE SEXUALIZATION OF TOP FEMALE ATHLETES! JUST ON THE NEWS TODAY, SOME, 24 YEAR OLD FEMALE, MARRIED, PUT A 70 FOOT PENIS IN CHRISTMAS LIGHTS ON HER HOUSE! AT FIRST EVERYBODY THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY, BECAUSE, YOU COULDN'T TELL WHAT IT WAS, UNTIL YOU LOOKED CLOSER AT IT. THEN, EVERYBODY THOUGHT, IT DIDN'T BELONG IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD, AND KIDS SHOULD NOT SEE IT! SHELBY GASH, JUST THOUGHT IT ADDED SOME FUN TO THE SEASON. FEMALE BODIES HAVE LONG BEEN DRAPED, EXPOSED, FLAUNTED, AND, EVEN MADE FUN OF, AT WOMEN'S EXPENSE! IT IS NOT UNTIL MEN ARE SUBJECT TO THE SAME CRITICISM AND RIDICULE, DO THEY GET IT! OH, YOU OBJECT TO RAPINO BEING MADE IN THE U.S.A., WHEN SOCCER HAS BEEN AROUND THE WORLD FOR A LONG LONG TIME? OUR GIRLS, DID WIN THE WORLD CUP, I REMIND YOU! I WATCHED THE GAME AND IT WAS AMAZING! THE ARENA WAS TOTALLY SOLD OUT, AND YOU COULD NOT HAVE GOTTEN A BETTER GAME! DEAL WITH IT! AS FOR, GRETA THUNBERG, BEING NAMED, TIME PERSON OF THE YEAR, SHE TOOK, CLIMATE CHANGE, THAT HAS BEEN ON THE BACK BURNER WORLDWIDE, FOR DECADES, GETTING WORSE WITH EVERY ONE OF THEM! SURE OTHERS, LIKE FORMER, AMERICAN V.P. AL GORE, BROUGHT IT OUT OF THE SHADOWS, AND, AT LEAST, INTO THE MINDS OF YOUR AVERAGE WORLD CITIZENS, BUT, YOUNG, GRETA, BROUGHT A PASSION, AL DID NOT, AND, NOW, THERE ARE TONS OF NEW START UP, CLEAN AIR, WATER, OCEANS, AND OTHER, NON-PROFIT ORGANIZATIONS, STARTING EVERYDAY! LIKE I SAID THE OTHER DAY, NOBODY OWNS AND ISSUE, BUT BE GRATEFUL, THAT, SHE SCREAMED LOUD AND LONG ENOUGH TO GET SOME TRACTION, IN BOTH HER COUNTRY AND AT THE U.N.! THERE IS NOT NEED FOR JEALOUSY, JUST ACTIONS, AND FORWARD MOVEMENT! I DO WHAT TO SAY, SOMETHING TO YOUNG WOMEN, WHO ARE IN THE MATH AND SCIENCES, THAT STUDIES HAVE FOUND, THAT, WOMEN ARE JUST AS GOOD AT THESE AREAS OF STUDY, AS MEN, BUT, WOMEN, DON'T TEND TO BRAG OR PROMOTE THEMSELVES AS MUCH AS MEN DO, SO THEY ARE OFTEN SEEN AS BEING LESS INTERESTED, NOT A MOTIVATED, OR JUST LOOKED OVER ALTOGETHER! THAT CAN BE TRUE IN MANY AREAS OF STUDY, PARTICULARLY, IN PROFESSIONS WHERE, IT IS STILL CONSIDERED, A GENTLEMAN'S PROFESSION LIKE THE LAW. NOW, I NEVER, EVEN KNEW THERE WERE AWARDS, OR HONORS, ATTACHED, TO MOST OF THE THINGS I DID, AND THAT IS NOT WHY I DID THEM, SO OFTEN, EVEN WHEN I LEARNED OF GETTING AN AWARD, LIKE IN WASHINGTON, D.C., FOR MY DOMESTIC VIOLENCE MANUAL, UNDER THE VIOLENCE AGAINST WOMEN ACT, AT A LUNCHEON, WITH PRESIDENT CLINTON, I JUST LET MY PARTNER, A MORE SENIOR ATTORNEY, FORMER PROSECUTOR, GO INSTEAD OF ME. I WAS ONTO OTHER THINGS, AND DID IT MORE TO HONOR HER YEARS OF SERVICE, ONLY TO HAVE HER, TAKE A MANUAL, THAT I DID 75% OF THE WORK INCLUDING GETTING THE GRANT, ON, AND, WITHIN A FEW YEARS, MY NAME HAD EVEN BEEN TAKEN OFF, THIS MONSTROSITY, SHE REPLACED, A USER-FRIENDLY, MANUAL, THAT ALL AREAS OF DISCIPLINE, COULD UNDERSTAND, AND TURNED IT INTO, A LEGAL NIGHTMARE, THAT ONLY ATTORNEYS, PROSECUTORS, COULD USE--IF THEM, EVEN? CASE IN POINT, WHEN, I CAME BACK FROM THE DEAD, AND REALIZED WHAT THESE RAIDERS OF THE LOST ARCH HAD DONE TO MY MANUAL, PROBABLY, ONE OF THE MAIN REASONS, FOR THE AWARD, IT WAS USER-FRIENDLY FOR ALL, I LOANED, A COPY, OF MY OLD MANUAL, THAT WAS SITTING IN MY DAD'S GARAGE, FOR 10 YEARS TO THE WASHINGTON COUNTY, PROSECUTORS OFFICE OR COUNTY ATTORNEYS, OFFICE UNDER, BELNAP, AND, WHEN, I WENT BACK TO GET IT BACK, THEY TRIED TO PASS OFF, A COPY OF KRIS'S MANUAL, THAT WAS NOW, ABOUT 3 INCHES OF NON-FRIENDLY, LEGALESE! NO THANKS. THEY NEVER, GAVE ME BACK A COPY OF MY MANUAL! SCREAM! SOMEONE STEALS EVERY PIECE OF EVIDENCE, OF ALL THE WORK I HAVE DONE, AND, TAKE CREDIT FOR IT, NOW BEING USED, BY COUNTRIES, AND ADAPTED TO HUMAN BODY TRAFFICKING! ONCE, I SAW, NATIONAL GEOGRAHPIC'S "THE PSYCHOPATH NEXT DOOR" AND REALIZED THAT PEOPLE, ACTUALLY, WILL TAKE CREDIT FOR WORK THEY "NEVER" EVEN TOUCHED OR HAD ANYTHING TO DO WITH, I STARTED, GOING ON THE OFFENSIVE, IN THIS BLOG, RATHER THAN, BEING IN SHOCK, BELIEVING THAT NOBODY, PARTICULARLY FAMILY MEMBERS, WHO BE SO, LOSER, TO STEAL CREDIT FOR MY HARD, EARNED, AND HONORED WORK?????? BUT, THAT IS ONE OF THE TRUE MARKS OF A PSYCHOPATH, THEY ARE ALWAYS AROUND TO TAKE CREDIT, AND NEVER AROUND TO DO THE WORK!!!!!!!!!!!! GROW YOUR MONEY. GROW YOUR COMMUNITY! IT IS ALL ABOUT BEING GRATEFUL! THIS IS WHERE, BLUE ON BLACK, OR COPS ON ME, IS DOUBLY OFFENSIVE TO ME--NOT ONLY DID I DO THE WORK TO EARN THE MONEY, BUT DID ALL THE WORK OF GOING TO LAW SCHOOL, TAKING THE BAR AND GETTING TOP JOBS, GOING ON TO THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT AND THEN WRITING THE WORLD, MOST READ, BLOG, MAKING, OR SHOULD BE MAKING, A SHIT LOAD OF MONEY, THEY GO AFTER ME?????? AS LATE AS TWO FUCKING NIGHTS AGO? I AM SICKER THAN A DOG, BEEN POISONED, TWICE, IF NOT MORE, SINCE, THANKSGIVING, AND OF COURSE MY BODY IMMUNE SYSTEMS ARE WEAK, TO NON-EXISTENT, AND YOU ARE GOING AFTER ME? WHAT ABOUT THE CRIMINALS WHO POISONED ME AS IN "HOMICIDE" DICKHEADS?????????? DOES THAT MAKE ANY SENSE? THE THIEVES WORTH, MORE THAN THE PRODUCER THE CREATOR, THE MONEY MAKER? GO KILL GATES AND BEZOS? FUCK NO! IT THIS A RANOLDO OR MASSI, ISSUE? BECAUSE, I AM A WOMAN, I AM NOT ENTITLED TO MAKE MORE THAN, BOTH, BEZOS AND GATES, PUT TOGETHER? I SEE THE NUMBERS! I HAVE A GOOD UNDERSTANDING OF HOW FUCKING MUCH, I SHOULD BE MAKING! OH, SHELLEY, RACHEL, KAY, BRETT, ALLAN, FRANK, JAMES, WILL ALL, PAY US ON THE SIDE, TO FUCK YOU OVER? GOOD GOD, MAN? LAW ENFORCEMENT? START SEEING WOMEN, AS EQUALS, ABLE TO EARN JUST AS MUCH, IF NOT MORE THAN OUR MALE COUNTERPARTS! I AM AT, SOPHIA'S PLACE, AND ALL IN NEED IS A BRAIN, LEGALLY, BRAINED, SOME CREATIVITY, SOME IDEAS, ON WHAT TO WRITE ON, AND A COMPUTER . . . NO OVERHEAD, NO EMPLOYEES, NO CADRE OF ATTORNEYS, NO BUILDINGS, JUST SHEAR, PROFIT! SO, I AM SMARTER THAN BOTH GATES AND BEZOS AND DON'T HAVE THE NIGHTMARES THEY HAVE--IT THAT IT? SOME BUS DRIVER, THE OTHER MORNING, ASKED ME, NOT SEEING ME AS HOMELESS, BECAUSE THEY NEVER DO, "WHY DON''T THESE WOMEN JUST GO GET JOBS?" IF YOU HEARD SOME OF THE NIGHT TERRORS, OF RAPE, INCEST AND GOD ONLY KNOWS WHAT, YOU MIGHT HAVE SOME MORE SYMPATHY FOR THEM. IN ADDITION TO THAT, THIS IS HOW FRAGMENTED THEIR LIVES ARE, EVEN THOUGH, THIS AREA, FROM SEATTLE, TO BELLEVUE AND KIRKLAND, DO A GREAT JOB, ON PROVIDING, FOOD, SHELTER, AND, CLOTHING, IT IS HARD TO JUST GET A SHOWER, TO TAKE AND COORDINATE A BUS, TO GET TO A JOB, AND HOPEFULLY, GET THEIR ON TIME! WE ARE UP BY 6:30 AM. SOPHIA'S PLACE, OPENS AT 8:00 AM. THEN YOU COMPETE FOR SHOWERS, I GO TO LA FITNESS, WITH ABOUT, 40 TO 50 WOMEN, OR MORE, DROP-INS, THEN, TO WASH YOUR CLOTHES FOR THE INTERVIEW, IS ANOTHER, CHALLENGE, AND BY THE TIME, YOU GET ALL YOUR SHIT TOGETHER, THE DAY IS SHOT! I FIGURE, IT TAKES ME ALL DAY TO DO ABOUT 2 ERRANDS, AND THAT IS IF I AM NOT FUCKED, WITH, LIKE MY SUMMIT FITNESS, THAT OVERCHARGED ME BY ABOUT $400 FOR, THREE MONTHS AND A FEE, THAT WAS TO BE CUT OFF, AS OF AUGUST, FOR KIDS GOING BACK TO SCHOOL! THEN THE DUDE ASKS ME WHICH, ACCOUNT TO PAY ME BACK ON? I ONLY HAVE ONE CARD, CREDIT BACK THE SAME CARD, YOU TOOK THE MONEY OFF? DAH? OH, YOU HAVE ME PAYING FOR SHELLEY, RIGHT? THAT COMPLICATES EVERYTHING . . . JUST LIKE, GOING TO SOCIAL SECURITY, VERIFYING MY ADDRESS, ONLY TO FIND OUT, THAT IT HAD BEEN CHANGED, WITHIN TWO FUCKING WEEKS! MOB SHIT! PRESIDENT TRUMP SHIT! COP SHIT! RELENTLESS AND FUCKING MADDENING! REMEMBER, I AM THE LAB RAT, FOR PSYCHOLOGICAL, FINANCIAL, INTELLECTUAL, EMOTIONAL TERRORISM! RIGHT, BECAUSE, THAT IS WHAT OUR GOVERNMENT DOES TO SOMEONE WORTH, BILLIONS, JUST LIKE, THAT OLD KGB FUCKER, PUTIN AND HIS CRONIES, THAT TRUMP IDOLIZES, WITH SHELLEY, FILLING IN AS ME, BEING THE MIRACLE MONEY MAKER, RIGHT? GOD? JUST WHEN, YOU THINK, EVERYTHING I GOING TO BE ALRIGHT!? IT IS DAILY SHIT ON ME . . . IF HONEST, I OWN, THE NEW SKYLINES OF THESE THREE, CITIES! BUT THERE ARE SO MANY COPS ON THE TAKE AND ANYONE CAN BE BOUGHT, THAT, I HAVE TO FIGHT ALL OF THEM, MYSELF! THE COST OF SHELLEY, BEING SUBSTITUTED IN BY THE BUSH FUCKS? THE ROSIE RESULT? IMPEACHMENT! I MAY NOT GET PAID, IN THE WAY, I WOULD LIKE TO, BUT, POWER IF DO HAVE! PERFECT! SHELLEY AND TRUMP ARE TWO PEAS IN A POD, BOTH STUPID, DON'T KN OW JACK SHIT ABOUT GOVERNMENT, FOREIGN AFFAIRS, COURTS, OR EVEN THE MAKE UP, OF THREE BRANCHES OF GOVERNMENT! THEY ARE USED TO DOING THINGS LIKE THE MOB DOES . . . CASE IN POINT, RUDY, STILL OVER IN THE UKRAINE, WHILE HIS CLIENT, THE PRESIDENT, IS GOING THROUGH, IMPEACHMENT PROCEEDS, NOW, WITH THE HOUSE, DEBATING, ARTICLES OF IMPEACHMENT, WHILE CIRCUS BOY IS DOING THE SAME THING THAT LED TO HIS CLIENT'S IMPEACHMENT? IS THAT STUPID OF WHAT??????? LOL. IS SHELLEY, NON-ATTORNEY, RUDY'S, LEGAL COUNSEL? OR IS IT THE FLIGHT ATTENDANT, RACHEL, OR THE AMBULANCE CHASER, KAY? THINK OF THE BOOK, LATER THE MOVIE, "CATCH ME IF YOU CAN . . . ." THESE FUCKS FAKING BEING, ATTORNEYS, DOCTORS, PILOTS? DO YOU WANT THEM TO "FAKE" FOR YOU? NOR SHOULD WE WANT THEM RUNNING THE COUNTRY . . . NO THE, BITCH IS NOT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FIND HER SORRY ASS, YOU DUMB, ASS SHITS! GOD? CLOWN SHIT TOO! THANK GOD FOR MY LITTLE JEWISH CHRISTIAN GIRL'S BLESSING OF PROTECTION THE OTHER MORNING. SOME ONE PUT EXTRA TIME ON THE COMPUTER AT THE LIBRARY, NORMALLY, 3 HOURS, WHICH SHOULD HAVE STOPPED AT 6:40 PM, EVEN BEFORE, RACHEL MADDOW SHOW, ENDED, BUT IT KEPT ON GOING . . . I AM ADDICTED TO THE NEWS, SO, I AM SURE THIS WAS THE LURE, TO GET ME TO STAY, AT THE LIBRARY LONGER, SO THE COPS COULD PUT THEIR PLAN TOGETHER. I EVEN CONSIDERED, STAYING ON THE COMPUTER AND TAKING THE LATER BUS BACK TO THE JEWISH SYNAGOGUE, ON 4TH, BUT, I WASN'T FEELING ALL THAT GREAT, WITH A COLD COMING ON, ON TOP OF THE TWO POISONINGS, HAIR FALLING OUT ALL OVER THE PLACE, SO, I DECLINED, TAKING THE COMPUTER, FOR ANOTHER HOUR, OR SO. NOW, SOME DUDE, CAME AND SAT DOWN, NEAR ME, DIDN'T NOTICE HIM AT FIRST, UNTIL I GOT UP TO GO???? IF LOOKS COULD KILL, THIS WAS IT? I HAD WRITTEN ABOUT RUSSIA THAT DAY, AND HE LOOKED THE STEREOTYPICAL, MEAN ASS RUSSIAN--OBVIOUSLY, GIVING ME THE EVIL EYE! SO MUCH SO THAT, I THOUGHT, HE MIGHT, GRAB ME OR SOMETHING. I DIDN'T WANT TO ACT ALARMED, AND, REALLY, JUST KIND OF TOOK MY TIME! I HIT THE RESTROOMS, WAITED, JUST IN CASE THERE WAS CAUSE TO WORRY ABOUT THIS ASSHOLE, SITTING NEXT TO ME! GOT A GUT FEELING TO PUT MY HOOD FROM MY BLACK COAT OVER MY OTHER BALL CAP. SO I BUNDLED UP, SNAPPING THE BUTTONS CLEAR UP TO THE NECK, COVERING MY RED AND BLACK SCARF, OR SEAHAWKS SCARF--IT WAS A FEW DAYS AGO, SO? THEN, I WALKED OUT IN FRONT OF THE FISH BOWL WINDOWS IN FRONT OF THE LIBRARY, AND THERE WAS THIS DUDE, WHO LOOKED, LIKE HE WAS DOING A STAKEOUT ON ME . . . HE WAS STANDING THERE SMOKING, AND I ALWAYS, OR DID, ALWAYS CUT THROUGH THE GANDHI, STATUE, THEN, ACROSS THE STREET TO THE NEW BUS SHELTER--THANK YOU--SO NICE TO HAVE A STOP, COVERED, AND THAT IS CLOSER TO THE BUS SIGN! BUT, IT HAD NOT BEEN, TWO SECONDS, ACROSS THAT STREET WHEN, FOUR MOTORCYCLE COPS, ALL IN FORMATION, UNIFORMS, AND LOADED FOR BEAR, DROVE BY? FOLLOWED BY ONE MORE MOTORCYCLE COP? WHAT THE FUCK? IT HAS BEEN A LONG, LONG TIME, SINCE, I HAVE EVEN SEEN A UNIFORM COP IN BELLEVUE, OTHER THAN IN A CAR, SO????? I START CONNECTING THE DOTS, AS THESE GUYS, GLARE AT ME, BUT, IT IS HARD TO SEE, WHEN SOMEONE HAS A HOOD ON THEIR COAT, WHO IS WHO--JUST ANOTHER HOMELESS CHICK OR JOANN SECRIST, HOMELESS CHICK?, TWO ENTIRELY DIFFERENT THINGS. THE COPS SCOWLED AT ME, AND DROVE ON, THANK GOD, BUT, ONE BROUGHT UP THE REAR? DID THAT SHITHEAD, UP STAIRS, GET PISSED AT ME FOR LEAVING, BEFORE, THE ENTIRE, MOTORCYCLE SQUAD, COULD GET THEIR SHIT TOGETHER? THE ADVANTAGE OF CYCLES OVER SQUAD CARS, IS THE PROXIMITY TO THE BUILDING, RIGHT? I HAVE SEEN, SEVERAL OF THEM, BACK A YEAR OR SO, PULL RIGHT UP TO THE FRONT DOOR! IT WAS OBVIOUS FROM, THIS, BASTARD'S LOOK, THAT HE WAS AGGRAVATED, AT SOMETHING, LIKE "JUMPING THE GUN?" THE ART OF SURPRISE OR THE ART OF DELAY--I DID BOTH! THE BUS WAS LEAVING, AT 7:45 PM, AND THE COPS, PROBABLY DROVE BY AT ABOUT, 7:40 PM. SO, LATE FOR UPSTAIRS, AND UNSUSPECTING, AT, 7:40 PM, BUT, THEY AT LEAST LOOKED OVER AT ME! DARK NIGHT, DARK COLORS! BLUE ON BLACK. OH, THAT REMINDS ME, THAT VERY DAY, I PUT A REFERENCE TO THAT SONG, "BLUE ON BLACK" BUT I HAD NEVER LISTENED TO THE LYRICS . . . AS I WALKED PASSED THE STAKEOUT DUDE, THAT SONG CAME ON, AND THE LYRICS, WERE "HOLY SHIT" A FIT . . . YOU SLIPPED THROUGH MY HANDS, YOU ARE A DEAD MAN WALKING? I REMEMBERED THE YOUNG WOMAN'S BLESSING IN THE MORNING, AND I WAS GRATEFUL SHE GAVE THAT TO ME AND IT LIKELY PROTECTED ME! THE NEXT NIGHT, A SIMILAR INCIDENT HAPPENED, I WAS EXHAUSTED, SICK, AND TIRED, ONLY WATCHED, NEWS FOR ONE HOUR, AND, WENT OVER TO TAKE A NAP, FELL DEEP INTO A TRANCE, AND SLEPT LIKE A BABY, AFTER BEING UP COUGHING, THE NIGHT BEFORE, SO A NEEDED RELAXING NAP. AGAIN, WHEN, YOU ARE HOMELESS, YOU RARELY GET TO DO THIS! THANK GOD, BELLEVUE LIBRARY, ALLOWS PEOPLE TO SLEEP! I RARELY DO, BUT, THAT NIGHT, I HAD NOT CHOICE! SOOO TIRED. AT ABOUT 8:22 PM, I WOKE UP GROGGY, AND, NEEDING TO HIT THE RESTROOMS, AFTER A DAY OF SLAMMING DIET COKE, AND ADD COUGHING TO THAT FULL BLADDER THING, AND YOU GET THE PICTURE . . . RUN! I PUT MY HEAD DOWN, AND, DASHED TO THE BATHROOM, AND JUST AS I ROUNDED THE CORNER, DOWN, A SMALL HALL, WITHOUT FULL VISION, MY BALL CAP OVER MY FACE, AND LOOKING BACK, MAYBE SAVED ME TOO . . . BUT I NOTICED THIS MAN, GOING FULL BORE ON, TO THE AREA I HAD JUST LEFT!? ALL I SAW WERE KEYS! SOMETHING TOLD ME, HE WAS RUSHING UP TO WHERE I WAS, AND IT WAS ABOUT ME--BUT HE COULD NOT HAVE SEEN MY FACE! PROTECTION AGAIN! THIS WAS RIGHT NEAR THE WOMEN'S RESTROOMS, BEFORE YOU GO DOWN THE LITTLE HALL! AGAIN, I WENT OUT, UNSURE OF THE BUS, HAVING RARELY IF EVER CAUGHT THE 8:45 PM, 226 BUS, TO THE SHELTER, JUST GUESSING, BUT, I HIT THE EXACT SAME AREA NEAR THE FRONT OF THE LIBRARY WHERE THE LITTLE PEACEFUL GARDEN, WITH GANDHI STANDING GUARD, OVER THE WARY SOULS WHO FREQUENT THE LIBRARY, AT TIMES. AGAIN, THAT, SONG, "BLUE ON BLACK" CAME ON AGAIN! WHAT? SO IT WAS, A STINK OP! AGAIN, YOU SLIPPED THROUGH MY HANDS, YOU ARE A DEAD MAN WALKING . . . REDISCOVER THE SOURCE . . . THE DEA? ORIGINAL BATTLE OVER ASSET FORFEITURE, STARTED BACK IN 1997, SO A COLD 22 YEAR WAR! I ALWAYS FORGET ABOUT THESE GUYS, THE UNDERBELLY AND MEAN OF THE MEANEST, OF COPS, MOST DIRTY AS SHIT! OH, GET THIS. I WROTE THAT DAY, THE FIRST DAY, THAT ALL I NEEDED TO BEAT THIS POISON SHIT WAS, TO DROWN IT IN ABOUT THREE 42 OZ. OF DIET COKE! GUESS WHAT, THAT NIGHT, ONLY ABOUT, 7:30 PM, MCDONALD'S LOBBY WAS CLOSED? WHAT THE FUCK? WITH CHICK SITTING IN THE RESTAURANT? 10 OR MORE PEOPLE OUTSIDE TRYING TO GET IN? TWO NIGHTS EARLIER, I GOT HOT CHOCOLATE, WHILE I WAITED FOR THE BUS TO COME, THAT GOT ME TO THE SHELTER, LATER, THAN, WHAT I WAS, AT THAT TIME. SO, READING BETWEEN THE LINES, THE COPS, WATCH, WHAT, TIME I LEAVE THIS OR THAT, 24/7 CONTACT, AND, PROBABLY FIGURED, THAT I WAS HEADING TO THE OLD WATERING HOLE, MCD'S, SEEING THAT THE LIBRARY WAS CLOSED BY 6:00 PM, AND I WAS COMING FROM, KIRKLAND, I BELIEVE, SO MCDONALD'S AND A FRESH DIET COKE WERE IN MY LINE OF SIGHT! PUSHING THE POISON? YOU BET! SO, AS FAR AS I KNOW, SOME, COP STINK OPS GO UNDETECTED OR DON'T REGISTER, OR THEY ARE NOT CLOSE ENOUGH TO BOTHER WITH, BUT, LAST SATURDAY, PROBABLY THE SAME NIGHT, MCDONALD'S WAS CLOSED, I DOZED OFF AT THE MALL, NEAR, HALF PRICE BOOKS, AND STARBUCKS. UNBEKNOWN TO ME, TWO OF MY FRIENDS, CAME UP AND SAT DOWN, NEAR ME, SEEING I WAS ASLEEP, THEY, JUST WATCHED MY STUFF. ALL THE SUDDEN, THIS, DUDE, A SOCCER FAN, OR SOMEONE FROM A COUNTRY, THAT, SOCCER IS BIG IN, CAME OUT OF THE STORE, HALF PRICE BOOKS, WALKED OVER TO ME, STILL SLEEP, AND, RAN HIS HANDS OVER MY FACE TO SEE IF I WAS ASLEEP!? THAT WOKE ME UP AND HE SAID, "YOU CAN'T SLEEP IN THE MALL?" HE'S NOT SECURITY! HE DIDN'T HAVE A UNIFORM OR ANYTHING TO DESIGNATE THAT HE HAD ANY POWER WHATSOEVER OR JACK SHIT ANYTHING! MY FRIENDS WERE PISSED, AND MORE CONFUSED THAT I WAS, THAT THIS YOUNGER MAN, DID THIS TO ME . . . THERE IS A SURVEILLANCE CAMERA RIGHT OVER THE INDIAN RESTAURANT, NEAR WHERE I WAS, NEAR COLD SMOKE. IT IS SO EASY TO KILL SOMEONE. POISON IS THE NEW ASSASSINATION! SO MUCH, LESS, MESSY THAN, SHOOTING OR STABBING SOMEONE, RIGHT? IT IS EVEN WORSE FOR ME, BECAUSE, 20 YEARS AGO, I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH A TERMINAL BRAIN DISEASE, SO ALL AUTHORITIES, OR THOSE DOING THE AUTOPSY, HAS TO DO IS ATTRIBUTE IT TO ME FINALLY SUCCUMBING TO THE DISEASE, OVER 2 DECADES LATER? NAH. A SMALL SYRINGE, FULL OF AIR OR WATER, CAN, PUT THAT IN YOUR BLOOD STREAM AND VEINS, AND KILL YOU, OR GIVEN YOU A BRAIN EMBOLISM, AND KILL YOU ARE DO SOME MAJOR DAMAGE, OR HE COULD, EASILY HAVE PUT MORE POISON ON ME, TOPICALLY! IN THE LAST YEAR OR SO, RUSSIA HAS POISONED, A FATHER SPY, AND DAUGHTER, AND, IN BRITAIN, ANOTHER SPY, WHO DID DIE! THIS IS NOT JOKE! BLUE ON BLACK AGAIN?

COPS ARE LIKE SPIKS! OR WETBACKS!  IF YOU PICK A FIGHT WITH ONE COP, YOU PICK A FIGHT WITH THE WHOLE TOP TO BOTTOM, EVERY FLAVOR, COP, UP AND DOWN, THE CHAIN OF COMMAND IN THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, INCLUDING THE TOP, DIRTY DOG, THE PRESIDENT, AND SECOND TO HIM, THAT FUCKING, OLD BUSHIE, HINT. HINT. HINT. BILL BARR!

NEW ALARM ATTACHED TO THE DOOR OF MCDONALDS, OR IT SEEMS, A BUZZ OR ALERT GOES OFF EACH TIME I HAVE LEFT THE CROSSROADS MCD'S, THE LAST TWO DAYS!
WTF?

START WATCHING?

THIS IS ALL RELATED--I AM WATCHING THE HOUSE OR REPRESENTATIVES, DEBATES ON ARTICLES OF IMPEACHMENT . . . AGAIN, WHY DID TRUMP'S ATTORNEYS, RIGHT AFTER THE CALL, TELL, IT OR COMPUTER PEOPLE TO PUT THAT CONVERSATION IN THE "CONFIDENTIAL" OR "TOP SECRET" FILES, WHERE NOBODY COULD GET ACCESS TO IT?

THAT SHOWS GUILT!
CONSCIOUSNESS OF GUILT!

Blue on Black

Kenny Wayne Shepherd

Night
Falls and I'am alone
Skin
Yeah chilled me to the bone
You
Turned and you ran
Oh yea
Oh slipped
Right from my hand
Blue on black
Tears on a river
Push on a shove
It don't mean much
Joker on jack
Match on a fire
Cold on ice
As a dead man's touch
Whisper on a scream
Doesn't change a thing
Doesn't bring you back
Blue on black

Blind
Oh now I see
Truth
Lies and in between
Wrong
Can't be undone
Slipped
From the tip of your tongue

Blue on black
Tears on a river
Push on a shove
It don't mean much
Joker on jack
Match on a fire
Cold on ice
As a dead man's touch
Whisper on a scream
Doesn't change a thing
Doesn't bring you back
Blue on black

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Tia Sillers / Mark Selby / Kenny Shepherd

Blue on Black lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Universal Music Publishing Group