NUCLEAR NIGHTMARES. MERRY & BRIGHT. DECK THE HALLS. JOY TO THE WORLD. LET EARTH RECEIVE HER KING. OH, LITTLE TOWN OF BETHLEHEM. SILENT NIGHT. HARK THE HERALD ANGELS SING . . . GLORY TO THE NEW BORN KING! WELL, IT IS HERE! IT'S CHRISTMAS. BUT THE BEAT GOES ON. NEWS UPDATES: (1) FOYA OR FREEDOM OF INFORMATION ACT BRINGS NEW LIGHT TO THE TIMELINE OF IMPEACHED PRESIDENT TRUMPJ'S CALL WITH UKRAINIAN PRESIDENT, ZELENSKY. FROM WHAT I GATHERED, THERE WAS A TEMPERARY HOLD ON THE $391 MILLION IN MILITAYR AID TO THE UKRAINE BEFORE THE ALLEGED, "PERFECT" PHONE CALL; HOWEVER, "90 MINUTES" AFTER THE "FAVOR" THOUGH, TO LOOK INTO INVESTIGATING FORMER, V.P. BIDEN, TRUMP DIRECTED, OMB OR OFFICE OF MANAGEMENT AND BUDGET TO STOP THE RELEASE OF THE FUNDS TO THE UKRAINE! TWO CAREER DIPLOMATS, ONE FROM THE LEGAL DEPARTMENT, THE OTHER OVER THE NOW, DEBUNKED, WORRIED ABOUT THE VIOLATION OF THE FEDERAL IMPOUNDMENT CONTROL ACT, THAT BASICALLY DENIES THE PRESIDENT, ACCESS TO MONEIES, CONGRESS HAS ALREADY APPROPRIATED FOR THIS OR THAT. AFTER THE TWO CAREER EMPLOYEES QUIT, RATHER THAN BREAK THE LAW, TRUMP SENT ONE OF HIS OWN MEN, MICHAEL DUFFY, WHO PUT THE HOLD ON THE FUINDS! (2) THE ACTIONS THE UNITED STATES, TAKES, NEVER HAPPEN IN A VACUUM. YESTERDAY, PRESIDENT PUTIN, OPENED, HIS DREAM BRIDGE, IN AZOV, THAT CONNECTS, MAINLAND, RUSSIA TO CRIMEA, THE LAND, THAT WAS STOLEN FROM THE UKRIANE BACK IN 2014, I BELIEVE. THE BRIDGE IS 12 MILES LONG ACROSS THE LAKE OR OCEAN PENNISULA, AND PUTIN TOOK AN ELECTRIC TRAIN OVER THE BRIDGE, BUT NOW, UKRAINIAN BOATS AND SHIPS, ARE OFTEN TOO LARGE TO MAKE IT THROUGH THE SMALL AREA UNDER THE BRIDGE, MAKING GETTING THE SUPPLIES THE COUNTRY NEEDS, MUCH MORE DIFFICULT AND WITH THE BRIDGE CONTROLLED BY RUSSIA WHO THEY HAVE A "HOT" WAR GOING ON, PROBABLY NOW, NOT JUST AT THE BORDER, BUT, A FIGHT OVER WATER ACCESS! FUCK! (3) LAST WEEK, AFTER THE HOUSE IMPEACHED, TRUMP, CT OR CHRISTIAN TODAY, ONE OF THE LARGES, EVANGELICAL MAGAZINES, RE-ENFORCED THEIR OPINION, THAT TRUMP SHOULD BE REMOVED FROM OFFICE, IN ADDITION TO BEING, IMPEACHED! 200 MEMBERS OF THE CLERGY, FROM ALL OR A NUMBER OF DIFFERENT FAITHS, JOINED IN ENDORSING THE ARTICLE WRITTEN BY MR. GALLIS! ON MSNBC, REV. BAKER, I THINK, A CONTRIBUTOR, ON THE NEWS SHOW, SAID, TOO OFTEN, THE EVANGELICALS, HAD SUPPORTED, TRUMP OR GOP AGENDAS OR PROGRAMS, AND POLICIES, ON TAXES AND ABORTION, AND IN DOING SO, FAILED, TO SUPPORT, THE DOCTRINES OF THE GOSPEL OR THE WORD! YEAH! THE CHURCHES, LOVE JESUS MORE THAN, THEY LOVE TRUMP! PERFECT. THERE IS GONIG TO BE A BIG CONFERENCE, ON MEETING THE NEEDS OF THE POOR. THE MISSION OF OUR SAVIOR, WAS TO THE WIDOW, THE FATHERLESS, TO CLOTH THE NAKED, FEED THE HUNGRY AND, VISIT THE SICK AND LONELY! CHRIST HIMSELF, WAS HOMELESS, WHEN, HE SAID, BIRDS HAVE NESTS, FOXES HAVE HOLES, BUT I HAVE NO PILLOW TO LAY MY HEAD! CHURCHES HAVE THE PROFESSIONAL CALLING TO "HEAL THE SOULS OF MANKIND!" SUPPORT YOUR LOCAL AND NEIGHBORHOOD CHURCHES . . . THEY CAN GO WHERE COPS CAN'T AND SHOULD NOT GO! CHRISTMAS MASS IS BEING HELD, AT MANY LOCAL CHURCHES, AND, ALL ARE INVITED! CROSS OF CHRIST IS ACROSS THE STREET FROM WHERE I AM LOCATED, CHRISTMAS EVE SERVICES ARE AT 7:00 PM, FROM WHAT I COJULD SEE FROM THE BUS--VERIFY! LOL.(4) VOTER SUPRESSION IS IN FULL SWING, IN STATES, LIKE WISCONSIN, AND, GEORGIA, VOTER REGISTRATION PURGING, WITH STATES, TAKING OFF, FROM 200,000 TO OVER A MILLION REGISTERED VOTERS, NAMES! TRUMP ONLY WON, WISCONSIN BY ABOUT 24,000 VOTES, TO GET THE ELECTORAL COLLEGE VOTES, SAME IN MICHIGAN AND PENNSYLVANIA OR THE OTHER RUST BELT STATES. THE GOVERNOR, IN GEORGIA ONLY WON, STACI ABRAHAMS, BY ABOUT THE NUMBER OF VOTES THAT WERE PURGED FROM THEIR VOTER REGISTRATION ROLLS! THIS IS A BIG DEAL! THE GOAL OF THE FOUNDING FATHERS WAS, "ONE PERSON. ONE VOTE!" THEY NEVER INTENDED, NOR DREAMED OF PREVENTING PEOPLE FROM VOTING????? THAT CHANGING DEMOCRAPHICS! SCARES THE SHIT OUT OF WHITE PRIVILEGED MALES! WHITES ARE STILL IN THE M AJORITY, BY 60%, SO? LAST NIGHT, ON THE CHRIS HAYES, SHOW, ALL IN, ON MSNBC, BEN WIKLER, WHO IS SOMETHING IN THE STATE, FIGHTING THIS PURGING, OF VOTERS, NAMES AND ADDRESSES, FOR WHAT MISSING, A VOTE ONE YEAR? IS NOT WORRIED. HE SAID THAT, WHAT THIS LIST OF PURGED VOTERS DOES, IS GIVE THE DEMOCRATS, AND OTHERS FIGHTING FOR PEOPLE'S RIGHT TO VOTE, SO THEY CAN GO CONTACT THEM IN PERSON, GET THE RE-REGISTERED, AND, TELL THEM WHAT IS GOING ON! HE WAS ALL SMILES, HAPPY, GETTING GREAT RESULTS, BECAUSE, WHEN PEOPLE HEAR THIS SHIT, THEY, ARE PISSED!!!!!! HE SAID THEY ARE MORE THAN GLAD, TO GET TO THE POLLS AND VOTE! LOL. SCRIPTURE--SET A TRAP FOR SOMEONE, AND YOU WILL FALL IN THE SNARE YOURSELVES! LOL. I LOVE IT! BEN SAID, "ANY VOTER HAS THE POWER TO CHANGE HISTORY!" HE SAID, FEAR IS REPLACED BY HOPE & RIGHTEOUS ANGER! I LOVE IT! THE PURGERS, ARE FORCING, PEOPLE TO GET SKIN IN THE GAME! WIKLER SAID, IN 2018, ALL THIS SAME, TYPE OF GAMES AND SUPRESSION WERE GOING ON, AND THEY WERE ABLE TO GET OUT THE VOTE AND DEFEAT, GOVERNOR, SCOTT WALKER. HE SAID, HAVE AT IT! NOW THAT IS AN OPTAMIST! HE WAS ALL SMILES! (5) YOU GOTTA LOVE, HOUSE SPEAKER, NANCY PELOSI, GAMING, THE GAMERS, MOSCOW MITCH AND LYIN' LINDSAY! MITCH AND CREW, WERE TRYING TO MAKE PEOPLE BELIEVE, THAT, BECAUSE, NANCY, WANTS TO FORCE, THE BOYZ CLUB IN THE SENATE TO HAVE A FAIR TRIAL, WITH WITNESSES, EVIDENCE, DOCUMENTS, ETC., THAT, THE SCUTTLE IS THAT, THE HOUSE REALLY, DIDN'T "IMPEACH" THE PRESIDENT! LOL. GRAHAM SENT, NANCY A TWEET, THAT SAID, SHE COULDN'T BE THE SPEAKER OF THE HOUSE AND THE SENATE MAJORITY LEADER TOO! OH, YEAH? WATCH HER! GUESS, WHO IS IN LINE FOR PRESDIENT, IF ADAM SCHIFF, FINDS OUT V.P. CHOIR BOY, PENCE IS A DIRTY AS HIS BOSS? YOU GOT IT, NANCY PELOSI BECOMES PRESIDENT! LOL. WE WILL GET OUR FEMALE PRESIDENT ONE WAY OR ANOTHER! BETTER GET HOPPING, MITCH, AND GOP SENATE LEADERS! I AM SEEING POWER, POWER, POWER, FORCING YOU TO GET YOUR HOUSE IN ORDER! 70% OF WE THE PEOPLE WANT THIS TRIAL, WITH, ALL THE WITNESSES, EVIDENCE, DOCUMENTS, AND, FACTS! THAT WOULD INCLUDE, THE TESTIMONIES OF FORMER, NATIONAL SECURITY ADVISER, JOHN BOLTON, SECRETARY OF STATE, MIKE POMPEO, OMB ACTING DIRECTOR, WHO HELD THE FUNDS, MICHAEL DUFEY, THE TWO CAREER, EMPLOYEES, WHO QUIT RATHER THAN BREAK THE LAW! ETC. DURING, BILL CLINTON'S IMPEACHMENT TRIAL, THE DEMS AND REPUBLICANS, ACCEPTED, THE RULES OF THE TRIAL AND VOTED THEM IN UNANIMOUSLY! LET'S GET HER DONE! 65% OF REPUBLICANS WANT A FAIR AND OPEN TRIAL! IF HE IS INNOCENT, WE NEED TO KNOW! THIS IS HOW WE FIND OUT! PELOSI AND CREW, AS TIME GOES ON, MIGHT, PUT MORE ARTICLES OF IMPEACHMENT ON THE BOARD! THE PRESS IS GOING AFTER, THE FACTS, FOR THE HOUSE AND FOR THE AMERICAN PEOPLE! TIMELINES MATTER, EVEN FOR 90 MINUTES! MAGICAL SIGNS, OUT THE DOORS THIS MORNING: (1) A JACK RABBIT, DARTED FROM THE LAWN TO THE BUSHES! CUTE LITTLE WHITE COTTON TAIL! I AM NOT THE PLAYBOY BUNNY THE GOP WANTED ME TO BE! HINT. (2) FIRST SIGN OF THE DAY, WRITTEN ON BUS SHELTER, WOODEN RAIL: "IMPEACH TRUMP!" (3) STARBUCKS COFFEE CUP CAUGHT IN THE CORNER OF THE SHELTER, BETWEEN THE NUTS & BOLTS! SHELLEY THE COFFEE GAL. YOU SEE, IF SOMEONE CAN JUST PROVE, THAT SHE, STEPPED IN MY CASE AGAINST THE LAS VEGAS REVIEW JOURNAL, AND SETTLED IT WITH THE CIA, OR SOMEONE POSING AS THE CIA, ALONG WITH BEING AIDED AND ABETTED, STEALING, ALL MY CASES, AND KILLING 26 PEOPLE, AND SHE IS TRUMP'S SECRET SISTER, WIFE, WITH MELANIA, MORMON OR MORON STYLE . . . MY RIB ACHED, YESTERDAY, EVERY TIME I THOUGHT OF THE TWO TOGETHER! ADAM AND EVE, PARTAKING OF THE FORBIDDEN FRUIT? MOST LIKELY. BUT, HIM TAKING ILL GOTTEN GAINS, FROM SHELLEY, AKA, ME, BUT NOT ME, AND A DREAM WILL COME IN LATER TO HELP WITH THAT, TOO, THEN, USING MY MONEY, AGAINST MY WILL AND WISHES, TO PROMOTE BOTH MITT ROMNEY IN 2012, AND, TRU,MP IN 2016, USING, ROTTEN MONEY, DARK MONEY OR DIRTY MONEY, FROM START TO FINISH, IS A VIOLATION OF CAMPAIGN FINANCE LAWS! HELLO, SDNY! OR FEDERAL PROSECUTORS IN LAS VEGAS, NEVADA! SHELLEY CONNECTED WITH TRUMP, THROUGH, MY LEGAL WORK, THEN STOLE THE MONEY, BY BRIBING, MY CLIENT, VIOLATION OF THE RULES OF ETHICS TOO! THOM VAIL, OF, HENDERSON, NEVADA, WAS ALSO A MARINE, ONE OF THE SUSPECT CLASSES OF THE MASSES AND ASSES, BEHIND THIS SHIT SHOW, TO GET SHELLEY, OR GOP INSIDERS, INTO POLITICS, USING ME AND MY NAME AND REPUTATION, TO DO SO!!!!!!!!!! SOMEONE SAID THAT, MAR-A-LAGO, OVER THE HOLIDAYS, IS LIKE, A SHOPPING LIST OF DIRTY PLAYERS, IN THE UKRAINE DEAL WITH, RUDY, AND OTHERS ON THE GUEST LIST . . . WATCH WHERE SHELLEY IS OR WHERE THE ROGER'S RABBIT, IS, RACHEL, OR KAY IS? I AM IN BELLEVUE, AT SOPHIA'S PLACE RIGHT NOW, WILL BE AROUND FOR THE HOLIDAYS! I PUT MY KIDS UP FOR ADOPTION, FOR THEIR OWN PROTECTIONS, BETTER, BE WITH THE MOB, THAN, DEAD! WAIT UNTIL YOU HERE THE DREAM I JUST HAD, IT WILL MAKE TOTAL SENSE, NOW! THE KIDS ARE NOT SAFE! MY ENEMIES MAKE FOR A "SAFE HAVEN" FOR THEM! WELL, WHY NOT, GET RIGHT TO THE DREAM, NOW . . . . MEET ME IN THE FIRE WHOLE BELOW!

HOLIDAY GRAPES

GLASS JAW. EASILY TO CREATE A DOODLE VIDEO! THE BULWARK. SUPER NUTTY COFFEE CLUSTERS. FUNNY CAT VIDEOS. BURN AFTER READING--CIA CLUSTER FUCKS.

MITCH MCCONNELL IS A CLEAR AND CONVINCING PRESENT DANGER TO THE CONSTITUTION--BY REFUSING TO HOLD LEGITIMATE IMPEACHEMENT TRIAL. --THE BULWARK MAGAZINE

Cotton Tail Bunny + Impeach Trump + Starbucks Christmas Coffee Cup Caught in Corner of Bus Shelter, near Transit Center + Building behind, LA Fitness, across the street, with Orange Penthouse or Suite at the TOP (orange smart) + "W" on the Opposite Side of the Building = President George W. Bush, and all the President's Men, through, three Presidencies, have USED me, for, their credibility, cover for their UNCONSTITUTIONAL ACTS, their crimes, sins, secret CIA wars, black ops, black prisons, etc., using Secrist Family Dollars!

MY VISIT FROM A WHITE NATIONALIST OR WHITE SUPREMACIST AT THE BELLEUVE LIBRARY, ON COMPUTER 202, ME ON 203, YESTERDAY? ROUGHLY 4:00 TO 7:00 PM . . . DUDE NEVER TOUCHED THE COMPUTER IN THREE HOURS, HAD SOME, AMPED UP, GAMEY LOOKING, CELL PHONE, SHIT THAT LOOKED, MORE LIKE FLOW CHARTS, ANCESTRY OR GENEOLOGICAL CHARTS, OR ORGANIZATIONAL CHARTS?

HE ASKED ME ABOUT MY LUNGS, SAID, I PROBABLY HAD, "WALKING PNEMONIA" BECAUSE IT SOUNDED LIKE IT HURT TO BREATH.

DUDE WAS SPOTLESS FROM HEAD TO FOOT, EITHER EXTREMELY CLEAN, OR HAD EVERYTHING NEW, PARTICULARLY NOTICED, HIS "WHITE" BOAT SHOES?  INTERESTING FOR THIS TIME OF YEAR?  WE DO HAVE BOATS AROUND HERE, BUT, FOR CHRISTMAS?  HE HAD, GEAR THAT LOOKED, LIKE A SLEEPING BAG, OR HE WAS TRYING TO LOOK, HOMELESS?

WAY, WAY TOO CLEAN!

ONE OF WASHINGTON STATE LEGISLATOR, MATTHEW THOMAS SHEA'S BOYZ?  REPRESENTATIVE WANTS, AN "CHRISTIAN ALTERNATIVE GOVERNMENT!"  HE IS BEING LOOKED AT AS A "DOMESTIC TERRORIST" FOR HIS WORK, WITH, CLIVEN BUNDY OF NEVADA, STATE MILITIAS, AND, STATES THAT IF THEY, THE GOVERNMENT DOESN'T YIELD TO THEM . . . THEY NEED TO KILL THEM!  SHEA HAS BEEN STRIPPED OF ALL HIS POWERS IN THE LEGISLATURE AND ON COMMITTEES, MEMBERS OF THE LEGISLATURE WANT HIM IMPEACHED.

THERE HAS BEEN THIS "MODERN LANGUAGE BIBLE" HANGING AROUND, SOPHIA'S WAY, LATELY . . . A FRESH LOOKING GREEN COLOR, THAT CAUGHT MY ATTENTION.

I AM SURE MY HISTORY, DATING BACK, TO THE TIME, I WAS, TAKEN OUT OF THE GAME, OF LIFE, POLITICS, AND THE LAW, IN THE END OF 1999, BY THE BUSHIES AND SHELLEY, GIVING ME SOME TIME FRAME ON THIS DREAM, BRINGING ME FULL CIRCLE, TO TODAY, WITH, INCIDENTS, WITH THE BOYZ FROM THE MOUNTAINS, AND OTHER MILITIA TYPE GROUPS, BACK TOGETHER, GIVING INSIGHTS TO THE BIG PICTURE SCHOOL, THAT, I HAVE BEEN, ENGAGED IN FOR SOME TIME!

I BELIEVE, WHITE NATS, NEO-NAZIS, WHITE SUPREMACISTS, HAVE PLAYED A MUCH LARGER, PART IN MY LIFE, THAT PREVIOUSLY THOUGHT!

THIS DREAM INDICATES THAT!

THE JUXTAPOSITIONS OF THE TIME, AND AGE OF MY SON, ME, OVER THE 20 TO 22 YEARS, IS BOTH, FASCINATING AND WILL FLESH IN, SOME OF WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH, ALONG WITH MY KIDS!

• in the dream, I was in a house, don't know where, who's, why, but, my niece, Meg or Margarette Schmidt, or Constitutional Law Girl, she is an attorney, and I believe she focused on Con Law too, and probably at the direction of the Bushies, with the sole intent, on her taking my place, in being one of the top civil rights defense attorneys in the nation . . . a sister, or cousin, or niece or nephew for every Secrist HONOR!
• Meg's hair, was, cut short, and it looked, almost old lady, 50's!  She has bright red hair, or copper, but her brothers' both have brown hair . . . Elliot, is my red-headed son.  Hair will come to mean a lot, to this white nat crowd!  Meg also had glasses on.  In my symbology, or personal, symbols, short hair, has come to be sign of "cutting someone off" from whatever it was they were suppose to be doing . . . like taking my place!  She also had a pair of glasses on, which, means, in my sign language, that, she sees, how smart I am!  Now the interesting thing is, that I have been smart, since, fucking day one!  My undergrad is filled with, scholarships, honors, awards, and great grades, so, where is this hard earned, respect coming from?  I think because I had a dream and got into law school, at BYU, within 2 hours, somehow, made my relatives, think that, I just got in law school, because, I am cute?  WTF?  She is just briefly in the dream.
• while in this house, in a room, that is dark, I see this small light, coming from underneath, a closet door.  I walk over, closer to the door, only to see that the light had disappeared or I could no longer see the light.  So, I opened the door, and, there lying on the floor, was this blond, man, with blue eyes, and coming out of the top of his head, was, short, wisps of hair, that, appeared to be, in the shape of tire tracks!  My eyes, followed the hair tracks, and, they either ended, or went up a wall, to this, bizarre scene, of a human nest, made out of blond hair, from the dead woman, who was, laying naked, breasts, exposed, extremities, or limbs, draped, out over the circular, wagon wheel, light fixture, that hung by, several large, chains from the ceiling.  My first thought, is that I am a witness to a murder, because she appeared to be DEAD!  I thought, that this blond man was her husband and, he killed her, but, he also, looked to her for enlightenment, as symbolized by the light fixture and being up in the air, or above his head, giving the look of worship to some, degree?
• the woman, in the nest made of human hair, hers, was very fresh, young, breasts were that of a young, woman, and her flesh, was, ample and smooth.  She almost looked, like she was asleep, in the hanging light?
• I then, walked through the door, and, went into this other room, only to find, my son, Chris, sitting, looking drugged between, two, dark haired men, or brown and black, and he had his hands, behind his back, head slumped, down, as if dead, drugged, or asleep, and these men, kept, like running their hands, through, his think, blond, head of hair, as if to ruffle it, or flash their fingers through it, as he barely hung onto life, or lucidness.
• at the time, I was taken out of the game of life and politics and law, by "W" and his men, in preparation for the Patriot Act, and all that shit that went with it, as the boyz, put, Shelley, also a white nat bitch, along with her Nazi collecting son, Jesse, Chris was living with me, in Salt Lake City, Utah, going to East High School.  All the rest of my kids, attended high school in Orem or Provo, Utah.  Easy to verify.  Do it now!  Before "they" get their hands on it and change everything!  In this part of the dream,  Chris, was about, 17, or the age he was, when he was living with me; however, in the dream, he looked, more like a backwood, boy from the sticks!  Maybe a Kansas or Tennessee, white nat's kid, wearing, a plaid, flannel shirt, and Levis, of some sort, rather than the surfer, look, of a kid into skateboarding and rap!  His hair was, short and beautiful, like it was, when he was younger . . . he used to have almost angel, white hair, tan skin, and brilliant blue eyes!  In first grade, his teacher had a crush on him, he was sooo beautiful and sweet!  At this time, as MY kid, Chris, either had, long, hair to his shoulders, or a buzz cut for summers, or the Skinhead look!  He wore baggie pants, more like gangsta rappers he loved!  So this was a younger, Chris, that, I had never seen . . . but the adoration these older men had for his blond, fine, hair, constantly, messing with it, even as he appeared almost comatose, was weird to say the least.  Then, I thought, of all three of us, Me, the blond dead woman, the older young man, on the floor, with his hair, touching the blond, short cut, tracks, of the woman in the human nest of hair, hers, and then, the young, Neo-Nazi version of Chris, would all be,  Hitler's dream team, of blonds, with blue eyes, or the super-race of humans!
• then I thought, more on the dream, and realized that, the young man, and the boy, were both, Chris, my son, and, I was, having like an out of body, experience, being the woman in the dream, as well as the DEAD, lady in the light fixture!  And someone, was connecting, the man, Chris, now, 38, to the boy, Chris, then, 17, and, seeing that, he was, mine, connected to the alleged, dead woman, who was still ALIVE!  The dude sitting next to me in the library, with the amped up, genocharts? making the connections?  I had written that I was, or am, 65 years old, but, look more like early 40's, some have even guessed, I am still in my 30's . . . in the dream, at first I thought, the man on the floor, and the woman in the wagon wheel, nest, were married, and he killed her!  But, looking back, on it, now, someone is linking, my son,  who looks, the same age as his mother, lol, through, their blond hair and brains, or the light!  At, 10, Chris was with me, in Moab, Utah, at a Utah Prosecution Council, conference, and we were riding in a state van, with the Great Seal of Utah on the side and Chris said, "I feel like I'm the President."  That year in school, he was voted most likely to be an attorney and to succeed!  Twenty years, later, I had a dream that he was, standing in the White House, where they have the press conferences, and the only ones in the room, were me, him, and, it seems, like someone was sitting next to me, and an official looking man, came over and whispered in my ear, that, your son will be president someday.  Chris was looking very official standing and speaking behind the podium, but the word, "President" had replaced the U.S. Seal, and the word, occupied this longer, piece of wood, that indicated to me, that he might be president of more than, just the United States . . . there is a song, that, has lyrics to He is a new world kind of man . . ."  I always thought more of that song applying to Elliot, more liberal, but, maybe?
• Trump, has the blond, fake hair, fake tan, and, he is fat and old.  Every time I heard, Rex Tillerson's, name, I thought of T-Rex, or AB, Absolute Bastard, who hooked up with Shelley, after I left his sorry ass, so he could, claim my kids as his own!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Frank is his, Interpol, code name . . . he is German, as racist, bigoted, and, sexist as they come, also a Bushie!  My kids are his, dream kids . . . but, they, are not his!  Knowing him, they, probably don't have a choice.  I remember asking Chris who he voted for, and he said, Trump, because I had no choice?  I just thought, he, was, thinking it was, being fiscally, responsible, which he is, to vote, conservative?  But after that dream last night, I thought, of the drugged state, the two old men, my history, with the white nats, AB, Shelley, her connection with Trump, and Shelley's bragging rights, would be mine, her kids are bald, fat, but white nationalist!  All four of my kids are thin, smart, beautiful, and cool!  Every cop, brass ass military, and spy, dream crew!
• finding the FOUNTAIN OF YOUTH, DID ME, NO GOOD . . . JUST LIKE THE WOMAN IN THE NEST, OF HAIR, MY COLOR, HER FRESH BEAUTY GOT HER KILLED, AND, CHRIS, WAS, IN THE "CLOSET," TO EVEN BE, TRACKED TO HER OR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I TOLD CHRIS, AFTER I HAD THE DREAM, OF HIM BEING PRESIDENT, TO, JUST STUDY MY BLOG AND HE WOULD BE TOTALLY PREPARED TO BE PRESIDENT!  JUST LIKE A GAY MAN, HAS TO HIDE, HIS, SEXUALITY, CHRIS HAD TO BE IN THE "CLOSET" AS TO THE BRAIN AND MOTHER HE AS CONNECTED TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• WE LOOK THE MOST LIKE, EACH OTHER, PARTICULARLY WHEN, I AM THIN, BOTH, VERY CHISELED FACES, BLOND, BLUE-EYES, AND THERE IS NO MISTAKING, WHERE HE COMES FROM!  ELLIOT IS THE SPITTING IMAGE OF HIS DAD, GRETA A GOOD MIX OF THE TWO PARENTS, AND NICOLE, LOOKS MORE LIKE HER, GREAT-GRANDMA, ULRICH!
• THE PLAYBOY BUNNY, RACHEL, HAS TWO SONS, BOTH WITH, FAT FACES, OR WIDE, LIKE HER FACE, OR MY FATHER'S FACE . . . CHRIS IS THE COLORING OF HIS GRANDPA, BUT, HE HAS THE VERY NARROW FACE, THAT MY FATHER DOESN'T HAVE, BUT, I HAVE, WHEN, THIN!  THE BIG SISTER, GIRLS, SHELLEY, SUE AND RACHEL, ALL HAVE LARGER FACIAL FEATURES . . . THE SMALLER SOUTHWICK SISTER, ME, MARCIE AND TIFFANY, HAVE MORE MOM'S FACIAL STRUCTURE OR THINNER, FACES.  RACHEL'S BOYS, HAVE BROWN AND BLACK HAIR, SO THE WHITE NATS, DON'T SEE THE SAME, TYPE OF SUPER RACE, HITLER DID, IN THE GENES!  EVERYONE KEEPS TRYING TO FOIST, SHELLEY, OR RACHEL'S KIDS ON ME--SCREAM!  I LOVE YA, NIECES AND NEPHEWS, HATE YOUR MOMS, BUT, YOUR GREAT, BUT THEY DON'T LOOK ANYTHING LIKE ME!  NOR DOES MY RED-HEAD, LOOK, LIKE SUE SCHMIDT'S CREW, AND HER SONS, BOTH HAVE BROWN HAIR!
• RICHARD'S SONS, HAVE, BLOND HAIR AND BLUE EYES, BUT THEY ARE NOT AS GOOD LOOKING AS, CHRIS, OR THE REST OF MY KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!  LOL.  TIFFANY HAS BLUE-EYED, AND BLOND KIDS, BUT, AGAIN, DNA IS A STRONG THING, AND THEY DON'T HAVE THAT, POLITICAL, KILLER, WARRIOR SIDE, OF THEM, LIKE MY KIDS DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• THE GENETIC COMBO OF RACHEL, AND KENNEDY, IS CLOSEST TO ME AND ZEKE, BUT SHELLEY, AND FRANK, OR MAYBE THE REASON FOR SHELLEY AND TRUMP, IS TO GIVE SOME GENETIC,  CONTRIBUTION, TO CHRIS COMING FROM THAT LINE?  BEAVIS AND BUTTHEAD OF TRUMP'S GENES, WELL, AND IVANKA . . . DON'T SEE ANYTHING EMERGING OUT OF THE PREZ. OR SHELLEY'S LINE EITHER.  MINE, ALL FOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  NATURALS!  TWO DAUGHTERS IN THE MILITIARY ALREADY?  TWO MUSICIAN SONS, WORTH A SMALL FORTUNE, AND MOM, TOP BLOGGER, ATTORNEY, PROFESSOR, FUCK YEAH!  WE JUST NEED TO GET RID OF HER POLITICS!  SHE IS TOO CONSTITUTIONAL!

CHRIS, IS LIKE A BLOND, BLUE-EYED, OBAMA!  LOL.  SMART, HANDSOME, FUNNY, TALL, THIN, AND LOOKS GOOD IN EVERYTHING!

MR. GQ!

JUST DON'T GET A "GLASS JAW" OF THE BUSHIES, DRUGGING, BRAINWASHING, KEEPING UNDER LOCK AND KEY . . . WITH FRA\GILE EGOS, AND VINDICTIVE HEARTS!

LEARN TO HANDLE REJECTION!

DON'T MAKE BUSINESS AND POLITICS PERSONAL!

SEPARATE THE BOARDROOM, FROM THE WAR ROOM, AND THE SITUATION ROOM, AND DON'T TAKE A HONEY TO WORK!

IN OTHER WORDS, BE, PRESIDENT ITAL!

MY KIDS ARE NOT SAFE!

THEY ARE IN THE HANDS OF WHITE NATIONALISTS, WHITE SUPREMACISTS, AND NEO-NAZIS!

THE CONSTITUTION HEALS ALL THAT SHIT!

OH, I THINK, THAT BACK, 20 YEARS AGO, WHEN, CHRIS LIVED WITH ME AND I WAS POISONED, BY THE BENEFICIARY, SHELLEY, I BELIEVE, THAT, THE FBI, THE GOVERNMENT, ALL THE PRESIDENT'S MEN, FROM THREE ADMINISTRATIONS, SAID THAT I WAS DEAD, JUST LIKE THAT, WOMAN, HANGING IN THE NEST MADE OF HAIR! OR THEY SAID, I WAS, WITH ALZHEIMER'S, OR SOMETHING?

GOD ONLY KNOWS WHAT THESE FUCKS HAVE COME UP WITH NOW?

I HAVE EXPERIENCE WITH THE WHITE NATS, SUPREMACISTS, AND NEO-NAZIS . . . BACK, IN ABOUT 2008, AFTER 8 YEARS OF BEING IN A TOMB, THEN, COMING BACK TO LIFE, WITH THE FBI, TELLIN G PEOPLE TOP PUT THIER NAMES ON MY LENGTHY EMAILS, WITH LONG, EXPLANATIONS, OF CONSTITUTIONAL QUESTIONS AND ISSUES, BEFORE, IS STARTED MY BLOG, I HAD, DEMOCRATS, REPUBLICANS AND CONSTITUTIONALIST CONTACT ME ABOUT, BEING INVOLVED IN THEIR PARTIES, OR QUAI-PARTIES, ABOUT THE TIME, THE TEA PARTY STARTED, BUT AS MY NAME AND POPULARITY STARTED TO GROW AGAIN, SO DID THE ANIMUS AGAINST ME, START BACK!

BUT, A LOT OF CONSTITUTIONALLY ORIENTED, MILITIA, AND TEA PARTIERS, STARTED TO HOLD, "
UTAH LIBERTY CONVENTIONS" WHERE THEY MET, AND WANTED TO TAKE TIMES BACK, TO PRE-CONSTITUTION ERA, AND EVEN ENTERTAINED, A NEW CONSTITUTION!  AT THE FIRST CONVENTION, I DIDN'T ATTEND, AND HEARD THAT IT WAS, A BIG FIGHT, AND FACTIONS, WARRED AGAINST EACH OTHER, AND MANY PEOPLE LEFT, STORMED OUT, ETC.

I ATTENDED THE NEXT ONE, AND, I TOOK MY TRUSTED, COPY OF THE CONSTITUTION, TO THE LIBERTY CONVENTION, THAT HAD NO INTENT ON EVEN ENTERTAINING, ANYTHING FROM OR PART OF THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION?????  AS THEY FOUGHT OVER THIS AND THAT, I WOULD, RAISE MY HAND, AND, SAY, WHAT ABOUT THIS?  THERE WAS ABSOLUTELY NO INTEREST, WHATSOEVER?????  I WAS LIKE, WHAT KIND OF A GROUP IS THIS?  THEN, SOMEONE TOLD THE PERSON IN CHARGE, NOT TO CALL ON ME, BECAUSE, I WAS A CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY?
WHAT THE FUCK?  I SOUGHT OUT PEOPLE, I THOUGHT, MIGHT SEE THINGS, LIKE I DID, BUT THERE WAS NOBODY!
I CALLED, MY FRIENDS, AND SOME OF THEIR HUSBANDS WERE ATTORNEYS, AND BEGGED THEM TO ATTEND THE NEXT, CONVENTION WITH ME, BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO B HUNG BY THE RAFTERS OF THE OLD STATE CAPITAL BUILDING IN FILLMORE, UTAH, ALONE!
LOL.
I MET "STORMIN' MORMON" A RADIO TALK SHOW PERSONALITY, AND SAID, CAN YOU BELIVE THESE PEOPLE, THEY DON'T EVEN BELIEVE IN THE U.S. CONSTITUTION?  HE SAID, WELL, I AM OPPOSED TO THE 15TH AND 17TH AMENDMENTS!
WHAT THE FUCK?
LOL.

BY THE 3RD UTAH LIBERTY CONVENTION, I WAS ASKED TO DO A TRAINING ON, VERIOUS ASPECTS OF THE CONSTITUTION, AND, BY THE END OF MY LESSON, PEOPLE WERE HAPPY, HUGGING EACH OTHER, WE STARTED TAKING PICTURES, LIKE WE WERE ALL FAMILY!
THIS IS THE BEAUTY OF THE CONSTITUTION!
IT BINDS US TOGETHER AS AMERICANS!

IT IS ALREADY A COMPROMISE; THEREFORE, EVERYONE GETS SOMETHING AND EVERYONE GIVES UP SOMETHING!
WE LIVE IN A DIVERSE, COUNTRY, WITH MANY, ISSUES, MANY, PEOPLE, MANY RELIGIONS, MANY PREFERENCES, ETC.

WE ARE SEEKING A "MORE PERFECT UNION" OF ALL THESE PEOPLE, CREEDS, RELIGIONS, NATIONALITIES, AGES, SEXES, ETC.

WE DON'T NEED TO RE-INVENT THE WHEEL!
OUR PIONEER FOREFATHERS AND MOTHERS ALREADY DID THAT!

WE ARE FIGHTING FOR THE SOUL OF AMERICA, FOR OUR REPUBLIC!

YOU NEED PEOPLE WHO GET THIS STUFF!
WHY WOULD YOU WANT ME DEAD?
DEA?

TO MY DEAR, DEAR, DEAR, DEAR, CHILDREN, WHOM I AM EVEN AFRAID TO CALL FOR CHRISTMAS WITH THE DEA, CLAIMING THEY ARE THEIR PARENTS, AND FOR SAFETY PURPOSES . . .  MERRY CHRISTMAS!

IF SOMEBODY LOVES YOU, WON'T THEY ALWAYS LOVE YOU?

ONE OF THE GREATEST THINGS, GRETA EVERY SAID TO ME, WAS . . . MOM, THROUGH ALL OF THIS, I ALWAYS KNEWE YOU LOVED ME!

DITTO FOR ALL FOUR!

I KNOW YOU ARE ALL UNDER TREMENOUS PRESSURE!

I WILL FIND A SAFE WAY HOME FOR ALL OF US!

JUST NEED A LITTLE TIME!

BE WISE AS A SERPANT. GENTLE AS A DOVE!

LOVE WILL FIND ITS WAY HOME!