ON THE EDGE OF 17. I GOT A BLESSING THAT SAID, THE HOLY GHOST WOULD DIRECT ME THROUGH DREAMS, AS TO THE PATHS I SHOULD FOLLOW IN LIFE, AND, THAT MY NAME WOULD GO DOWN FROM GENERATION TO GENERATION FOR GOOD! ALMOST 50 YEARS AGO, I GOT THAT BLESSING . . . I SEE DEAD PEOPLE. 6TH SENSE. TO LEARN MORE WITHOUT COST! TO THINK ABOUT. RISE OF THE ROCKET GIRLS. AMERICAN PAPER CONVERTING. EAT. PRAY. LOVE. EARLY WORLD. WHO REALLY CONTROLS THE WORLD? PURPLE RAIN. DRIVING THE WIRELESS REVOLUTION. FROZEN FANTA ORANGE. METAPHYSICAL SIDE OF LIFE. RIGGOLLETTO. YOU CALL. I RESCUE. TRANWEST. RYDER EVER BETTER. SEE EASTGATE WAY. FISHING LESSONS. TAKE THE LEAP. BELIEVE. RAY GAY BAR. YOU CAN'T SHAKE ME, CAUSE YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MY BABY. WORLD IN HAND. WORD IS MORE POWERFUL THAT THE SWORD. GET IT? GOOD. U.S. WAR LORD. JOHN BOLTON, NOW FORMER NATIONAL DEFENSE SECRETARY, QUIT THE TRUMP ADMINISTRATION. BATTLE OF THE EGOS. BOLTON CLAIMS HE QUIT. TRUMP CLAIMS HE FIRED. HE SAID. HE SAID. POMPEO & PENCE SOUL SURVIVORS? SECRETARY OF STATE, MIKE POMPEO, WILLING TO KISS THE GOLDEN RING--"YOU HAVE TO KEEP TRUMP HAPPY EVERY SECOND!" ON THIS ONE POINT, I HAPPEN TO AGREE WITH TRUMP, I AM SICK OF AMERICA GETTING INVOLVED IN ENDLESS WARS, THAT GET US FUCKING NOTHING, BUT BROKE! WHAT DOES WAR PROVE? THAT TWO STUPID SIDES, CAN'T NEGOTIATE OR REACH A DIPLOMATIC AGREEMENT? COME ON, MAN. THE LAST THING THE WORLD NEEDS IS ANOTHER SENSELESS WAR. GOVERNMENT CONTRACTORS HAVE MADE ENOUGH MONEY EVEN ON TRUMP, TO ROCK THE RUN ON THE WHOLE WORLD! SHIT! WE ALREADY HAVE THE STRONGEST MILITARY IN THE WORLD. WHAT ARE WE GOING FOR, SECOND PLACE? WHATEVER. REALLY HAVE NOT BEEN FOLLOWING POLITICS TOO MUCH, BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN BLOCKED BY THE NSA AND GANG, FEDS, FROM GETTING ACCESS TO MSNBC, MY FAV. NEWS SOURCE. I HAVE TO ACTUALLY WORK TO GET MY NEWS NOW, AT LA FITNESS. IF I DON'T DO THE STATIONARY BIKE, I CAN'T WATCH TV! LOL. PERHAPS, I WILL GET RID OF MY LOVE HANDLES ON MY KNEES! LOL. EVERY FREEDOM, THESE SHITS TAKE AWAY FROM ME, ACTUALLY, BRINGS ME CLOSER TO MY GOALS. EVENTUALLY, I WILL GET BACK AT LEAST MY HOT 7 BOD! LOL. FEAR OF FEARS! SHE'S BACK! BELLEVUE COPS AND DETECTIVES WERE TRACKING ME TODAY. SAW THE DETECTIVE, GRAY, CROWN VIC, WITH THE SPOTLIGHT, COMING AROUND THE CORNER OF OLD NAVY, PULL UP IN A PARKING SPOT IN FRONT OF TARGET, UNTIL HE SAW ME SEE HIM, THEN, HE DID A YOU TURN, AND DITCHED OUT OF THE PARKING LOT AS I WENT INTO BURGER KING. MR. FULLY LOADED, WAS THAT YOU? SMILE. THAT IS WHAT I GOT YESTERDAY. SMART CODING SCHOOL. HOT AND DELICIOUSLY JUICY. SCOPING ME OUT OF THE BOSS? MAYBE. BETTER BE CAREFUL COPS, I MIGHT RUIN YOUR WHOLE SEX LIFE IF YOU ARE NOT CAREFUL! LOL. YOU MAY HAVE WISHED YOU LEFT, ME ACCESS TO THE NEWS AND POLITICS, NOW I AM IN YOUR PERSONAL LIVES! PAY BACK MAKES YOU THE BITCH! LOL. FUNNIEST DEFENSE FOR A RAPE CHARGE. MONTANA BOY, ACCUSED, BY FRIEND, HUBBY, SHARING A MOTEL ROOM. THE CHICK IS A BIT JUICY LIKE ME, AND WHEN, SHE ACCUSED THE STRAY DUDE OF RAPE, HE SAID, MY DICK ISN'T BIG ENOUGH! LOL. THERE CAN BE TRUTH TO THAT. ME AND THIS SAME CHICK, WERE HAVING GIRL TALK ONE NIGHT, AFTER I HAD WRITTEN ABOUT, "PEYRONNIE'S DISEASE" OR BETTER KNOWN AS THE I FELL DOWN THE TELEPHONE POLL, DEFENSE, AND MY DICK GOT BENT! THIS MORNING, AT BK, THERE WAS THIS, 6'4" HUSBAND WITH A 4'5" ASIAN WIFE--LONG TIME MARRIAGE, I COULD TELL, MAYBE DATING BACK TO VIETNAM ERA? BUT, DUDE, DON'T YOU SWALLOW HER AND HOW CAN SHE ENTERTAIN YOU? THAT REMINDS ME OF SEEING ONE OF THE LOS ANGELES RAMS, NFL PLAYERS, WHAT WERE THOSE TWO BROTHER'S NAMES, WHO BOTH PLAYED FOR THEM, AND I REMEMBER SEEING ONE OF THEM WITH THEIR WIFE, AND THOUGHT THE SAME THING . . . HOW DOES THAT WORK? CALL ME INTELLECTUALLY CURIOUS OR SEXUALLY CURIOUS? BUT SERIOUSLY? JUST WONDERING. BUT, THIS BEING CRITICAL OF BODIES OR NOW REFERRED TO AS, "BODY SHAMING" CAN CUT BOTH WAYS, GENTLEMEN . . . SO THIS CHICK AND I ARE TALKING AND LAUGHING, TELLING SECRETS OF OUR OWN, SEXUAL CONQUESTS, AND EXPLOITATION, AND SHE HAD NEVER HEARD OF "PEYONNIE'S DISEASE" BUT SHE SAID, NOW THAT YOU MENTION IT, ONE TIME I HAD TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL AFTER HAVING SEX WITH MY BOYFRIEND. WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO TO THE ER? SHE SAID, AFTER HAVING SEX, SHE FELT, LIKE SOMETHING WAS LEFT IN HER, OR WONDERED IF THE CONDOM, WAS, STILL INSIDE HER? THEY PULLED OUT FOUR CONDOMS! LOL. PENCIL DICK, WAS SO SMALL, THAT, A TROGAN HORSE COULDN'T KEEP IT ON HIM. HE WAS NOT THE MODEL FOR THE TROJAN MAN! LOL. THIS SHIT ABOUT, HER BOOBS ARE NOT BIG ENOUGH, OR HER, ASS IS TOO BIG, OR WHATEVER THE ISSUES ARE, CAN BE TURNED RIGHT AROUND ON YOU. THEY THINK IT, I SAY IT! MY GOAL IN LIFE IS TO EVEN THE SCORE BETWEEN MEN AND WOMEN! MUST BE IN THE NAME, "JO" "ANN" A NAME THAT INCLUDES BOTH A MALE AND FEMALE NAME! I HAVE TO MAKE SENSE OF THE SEXES AND WIN THE BATTLE OF THE SEXES! LOL. THIS YEAR'S "GLOBAL CITIZENS" CONCERT, THAT IS RAISING MONEY TO END POVERTY WORLDWIDE, LOFTY GOAL, BUT PERFECT, HAS THE SLOGAN, #SHEISEQUAL! WE SURE FUCKING ARE! WE HOLD UP HALF THE SKY FELLOWS. HURRY, TURN HER NEWS, MSNBC, BACK ON! SMILE. WE ARE GETTING PERSONAL, AREN'T WE. ANYWAY, SOME RAP UP ISSUES, I THOUGHT OF YESTERDAY, AFTER I GOT DONE WRITING MY BLOG, COVERING THE THREE CASES, PARTICULARLY, THINKING OF THE VIDEO TAPING GOING ON IN LAW ENFORCEMENT, OF SECRET SEXUAL EXPLOITATION OF UNSUSPECTING VICTIMS . . . YOU HEARD ME VICTIMS, AND THE POSSIBLE CONNECTION WITH THE COP RAPIST, WHO GOT AWAY WITH HUNDREDS OF RAPES, OF WOMEN, BECAUSE H IS FELLOW OFFICERS ALWAYS HANDLED THINGS, EXTRAJUDICIOUSLY, OR WITHOUT GOING TO THE NORMAL CHANNELS, OF INTERNAL AFFAIRS OR TAKING A REPORT AND WITNESS STATEMENT AND TURNING THEIR FELLOW OFFICER, PARTNER OR NO PARTNER, INTO THE PROSECUTOR'S OFFICE TO BE CHARGED WITH THE CRIMES! WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE FEMALE DISPATCH OFFICER, THAT SHE DIDN'T TURN HIM IN EITHER? I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT THE TV REPORTER OF THE TRUE CRIME, CALLED THIS MAN, OR COP, "SARGENT SADIST?" SOMETHING LIKE THAT. BUT THE THOUGHT CAME TO MIND, THAT, AFTER THE FIRST TIME THIS CHICK, HIS, GIRLFRIEND, OR EX, TURNED HIM INTO THE COPS, AND THEY JUST HANDLED IT BY CALLING HIM AND BASICALLY, ALERTING HIM HE HAD A PROBLEM, DID THE COP COME BACK, BRUTALLY RAPE AND BEAT HER, AND WAS IT CAUGHT ON HIDDEN CAMERAS IN HER HOME, FOR HIS BUDDIES TO WATCH WHAT HAPPENS TO WOMEN, WHO, REPORT HIS ACTIONS? WAS HE WEARING A BODY CAMERA? RAPE IS LESS OF A SEXUAL CRIME AND MORE OF A POWER AND CONTROL CRIME! REMEMBER HE HAD BEEN CALLING AND TEXTING HER, OVER 300 TIMES A DAY! GOD ONLY KNOWS WHAT HE DID TO HER. SHE WAS BLACKED OUT, AND WOKE TO HER SON CRYING ON THE STAIRS! THIS SHIT HAS TO STOP! THE LAW IS THE LAW, IS THE LAW . . . #SHE IS HIS EQUAL. WE ARE ALL CREATED EQUAL UNDER THE LAW IN THE UNITED STATES, AND HOPEFULLY THIS NOTION IS SPREADING WORLD WIDE! MEN USING THEIR SIZE AND POWER, TO CONTROL WOMEN, IS OUTDATED AND ANTIQUATED! THERE WAS AN INTERESTING INTERVIEW WITH, AUTHOR, LIZ PLANK, ON AN NEW BOOK SHE WROTE, CALLED, "CONSIDER THIS" AND EXTENSION OF HER OLD BOOK, "FOR THE LOVE OF MEN" . . . BUT SHE WAS INTERVIEWED BECAUSE OF THE THESIS OF HER BOOK, DEALING WITH MEN, AND THE GUN CULTURE IN AMERICA. SHE SAID, THAT, MOST OF THE SHOOTERS IN THE 200+ SHOOTINGS IN THE LAST FEW YEARS, ARE WHITE MALES, BETWEEN THE AGE OF 20 TO 30, AND THEY SEE, THIS USE OF GUNS, AS A MASCULINITY EXTENSION. SHE BRINGS UP THE NOTION, THAT, WE, AS AMERICANS ARE MORE COMFORTABLE, WITH A LITTLE BOY HOLDING A GUN, SOMETHING THAT KILL SOMEONE, THAT WE ARE WITH A BOY WHO PLAYS WITH A DOLL, OR NURTURING A SYMBOLIC HUMAN! WE HAVE FROWNED ON MEN WHO LIKE TO COOK OR SEW? I LOVE MEN WHO COOK, BECAUSE, I HATE TO, HAVEN'T COOKED SINCE 1989, WHEN, THE YEAR I GOT A DIVORCE AND STARTED, OR WAS ACCEPTED TO LAW SCHOOL. ONE NIGHT, AT MY EX-HUSBAND'S HOUSE, I WAS MAKING SOME CLAM CHOWDER AND BURNED THE SOUP . . . HE SAID, JO, STICK TO THE LAW, YOU DO IT BETTER! LOL. I WAS AN AVERAGE COOK, NUTRITIOUS, AND BASIC, BUT, I ABSOLUTELY, LOVE A MEN WHO CAN COOK! MOST OF THE MEN I HAVE DATED OR MARRIED, HAVE BEEN, MEN WHO COOK! THAT IS THE WAY TO MY HEART TOO! ISN'T THAT OBVIOUS? I LOVE IT WHEN MY GIRLS, CALL ME AND ASK FOR AN OLD FAMILY RECIPE, BUT, WHEN, MY BOYS, CALL ME AND ASK FOR THAT CARROT CAKE, COOKIE RECIPE, OR HOW TO MAKE CREAMED EGGS ON TOAST, I AM THRILLED! SO, CONSIDER WHAT THE STATEMENTS ARE ARE SAYING TO OUR SONS, OUR GRANDSONS, OR OUR DAUGHTERS FOR THAT MATTER. I HAVE TWO DAUGHTERS AND COULD NOT BE MORE PROUD, THAT THEY SERVED THEIR COUNTRY IN THE MILITARY! I DON'T KNOW IF I WOULD HAVE BEEN AS BRAVE AS EITHER ONE OF THEM, PUTTING ON A UNIFORM, GOING TO BOOT CAMP, THEN, BEING STATIONED OVERSEAS, AND TRAVELLING AROUND THE WORLD, AT TIMES ALONE! BOTH MY SONS AND DAUGHTERS WERE GIVEN THE FREEDOM TO BE WHO AND WHAT THEY WANTED, REGARDLESS OF THE SEX! MY EXTENDED FAMILY, WHO AT THE TIME WERE HORRIFIED THAT I WOULD, "ALLOW" MY DAUGHTERS TO JOIN THE MILITARY, NOW WANT TO CLAIM THEM AS THEIR OWN KIDS! FUCK NO. YOU CAN'T SHAKE ME, CAUSE YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MY BABIES! IT WAS THEIR LIVES, AND THEY HAVE THE RESPONSIBILITY AND DUTY TO MAKE IT GOOD AND DETERMINE THEIR OWN COURSE IN LIFE! MY SONS ARE BOTH MUSICIANS, ALSO FROWNED UPON BY GRANDPA AND MA, WHAT GOOD IS THAT? THEY ARE NOT STARVING MUSICIANS, THEY BOTH ARE FUCKING, MILLIONAIRES, ON PAPER, BUT FOR, THE MONEY BEING IN THE WRONG HANDS, BEING TAKEN BY THE VERY PEOPLE WHO TOLD ME TO STOP DRIVING THEM TO CONCERTS, AND TO THEIR BAND PRACTICE OF FINANCING, THEIR GUITARS, AND MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS! I HAVE ONE REGRET, THAT, WHEN, CHRIS SAID HE WANTED TO BE A COMEDIAN, I DIDN'T SUPPORT THAT AS MUCH AS I DID, EL'S MUSIC! I AM SURE, THAT, AT THE TIME, I THOUGHT ROCK STAR, WAS SOMETHING OBTAINABLE, AND, BEING A COMEDIAN, SEEMED SO REMOVED? WHY? I DON'T KNOW. HE IS FUNNY. I AM SURE HE LIVENS UP ANY WORK PLACE, WITH HUMOR AND STYLE! MR. FUNNY GQ! HE IS THE MODEL MAN! WHICH BRINGS ME TO JUST A STATEMENT OF TWO ON DREAMS, AS A FOLLOW UP ON, THAT CASE, OF THE MOTHER, WHO WAS ACCUSED OF KILLING HER BABY SON, BY THROWING HIM IN THE SNOW . . . OH, THE SAME FEMALE EXPERT, THAT ACTUALLY, DID LOOK AT THINGS LIKE, FROST BITE, AND DECOMPOSITION, BEFORE, SUPPORTING THE SHERIFF'S CONCLUSION THAT THE BABY WAS DEAD, BEFORE HE GOT THERE, ALSO, SAID THAT THE MOTHER, WOULD NOT HAVE HAD TIME, TO GO IN THE BANK, MAKE HER DEPOSIT OR WITHDRAWAL, THEN, DRIVE TO THE SPOT THE BABY WAS FOUND, RETURN TO RUN IN THE BANK, AS AN ALIBI, REPORTING THE CHILD MISSING! #SHE WAS SUPERIOR TO THE MALE EXPERT, WHO JUST REPORTED OR MADE HIS REPORT TO SUPPORT THE SHERIFF'S STATEMENTS, THAT THE BABY WAS ALREADY DEAD . . . WHEN, THE FEMALE EXPERT RELIED ON FACTS, SURROUNDING THE ELEMENTS, THE SNOW, THE TEMPERATURE, AND, THE NORMAL COURSE OF DEATH, OF A BABY THAT WAS IN THE SNOW! THERE WAS A STUDY DONE, BACK ABOUT 10 YEARS AGO WHEN I WAS IN THE THROWS OF MY CRIMINAL LAW PRACTICE, HAVING SUED THE IRON COUNTY CRIMINAL JUSTICE SYSTEM, FOR THREE PLAINTIFF'S, AND THE ACLU OR THE AMERICAN CIVIL LIBERTIES UNION, SAID, THAT, IN 10% OF THE CASES THE STATES, CRIME LAB, DOCTORS, THE EVIDENCE TO SUPPORT THE CLAIMS OF THE COPS AND PROSECUTORS, OR DESTROYS, THE EVIDENCE THAT, WOULD EXONERATE THE DEFENDANT! SAD STATEMENT OF AFFAIRS! CLEAN UP YOUR SIT, LAW ENFORCEMENT. SHAME ON ANY JUDICIAL BRANCH, OFFICER OF THE COURT, PROSECUTOR, WHO LETS, COPS, DETERMINE, WHETHER THERE IS SUFFICIENT EVIDENCE TO PROCEED ON A PROSECUTION, OR WHETHER THEY SHOULD DECLINE, PROSECUTION! THAT IS THE TAIL, WAGING THE DOB! PROSECUTORS, DON'T WORK FOR THE COPS, AND THE JUDGES WORK FOR THE PROSECUTOR, YOU ALL HAVE A CRITICAL ROLE TO PLAY IN THE JUSTICE SYSTEM THAT SHOULD BE FAIR TO ALL! IT IS NOT HOW MANY SKINS A PROSECUTOR CAN HANG ON THE WALL, SO THEY CAN BE A JUDGE SOME DAY! PROSECUTORS ARE THE "GATEWAY" TO JUSTICE! JUDGES ARE THE ARBITERS OF JUSTICE OR THE OVERSEERS! THEY MAKE SURE THE PROCESS, IS THE PROCESS THAT IS DUE, AND, THAT THERE IS EQUAL PROTECTION FOR ALL! WE ARE ALL CREATED EQUAL UNDER THE LAW, BUT WE DON'T ALL HAVE EQUAL OPPORTUNITIES IN LIFE! THERE ARE NOT TWO JUSTICE SYSTEMS, ONE FOR "THEM" AND ONE FOR "US!" THAT IS JUST NOT THE WAY IT WORKS! WE BELIEVE IN JUSTICE FOR ALL, BLACK, WHITE, MALE, FEMALE, JEW, GENTILE AND EVERYONE ELSE. THE GOAL OF THE NEW WORLD ORDER OR THE NEW ORDER, OR THE NEW GEOPOLITICAL ORDER, WAS TO RULE WITH BLOOD AND HORROR OVER THE EARTH, WITH, CIA, KGB, LEVEL INTELLIGENCE, AGENTS, ALONG WITH THE ALPHA BRAVO MARINE, LEVEL OF MILITARY, TO ENFORCE AND DEFEND THAT BASE, OF LEADERSHIP, ABOVE ALL NATIONS, OVER ALL PRESIDENTS, COURTS, AND LEGISLATIVE BODIES, EVEN OVER THEIR PENTAGONS! FBI LEVEL WAS MIXED IN WITH THE LOWER LEVEL, AND HOPEFULLY, THEY ARE HELPING TAKE THIS SHIT DOWN! I CAN'T HELP BUT THINK THAT COMEY AND MUELLER, BOTH, FORMER FBI DIRECTORS, BOTH, DID THE RIGHT THING WITH, THE BUSH ADMINISTRATION, AND ENFORCED, U.S. AG, ASHCROFT'S OBJECTION, TO THE NEW BUSH POLICIES ON WATERBOARDING AND TORTURE, WRITTEN BY TWO MORMON ATTORNEYS! WITH THE TRUMP REVAMPING OF THE OLD BUSHIES, FROM WILLIAM BARR, TO 23 OTHERS, OLD DRAG ALONG'S FROM PREVIOUS ERAS AND PRESIDENCIES, ONE THAT HATED THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, HATED THE BILL OF RIGHTS, TRIED TO GET RID OF BOTH, AND ALL YOUR CIVIL RIGHTS, WERE THEY, TO PAY HOMAGE TO THAT OLD ORDER, SET UP BY THE BUSHES? IF THEY REPENTED FOR DOING THE RIGHT THING, REJECTING THE PRESIDENT'S, ASININE, UN-AMERICAN, UN-CONSTITUTIONAL, AND UN=TREATY LIKE, TORTURE PLANS, FOR BLACK OP CIA PRISONS, AND, CAMPS, WAS THIS "LOYALTY" OATH, THAT, TRUMP DEMANDED FROM COMEY, A TEST, TO MAKE UP FOR YEARS, PRIOR TO THAT, WHEN, THE TWO MEN, UPHELD THE LAW, NOT THE PRESIDENT? WERE THEY GOING TO BE BROUGHT INTO THE UPPER SANCTUMS OF LAW ENFORCEMENT, AS ELITES, AGAIN, WITH THE MILITARY? MAYBE. TO ME, IT APPEARS SO. WHILE COMEY WAS FIRED, HE ALSO FUCKED, HILLARY CLINTON, #SHE WAS SUPERIOR, BY FAR, TO TRUMP AND PUTIN! THUS, PUTTING, THE COP'S MAN IN THE PRESIDENCY. MUELLER, LIKE I SAID, MUCH TO DO ABOUT NOTHING, ON THE RUSSIAN MEDDLING, EVEN WITH TRUMP GLOATING AND JOKING WITH PUTIN, AT THE G20 CONFERENCE, PALLING AROUND WITH TERRORISTS, LIKE KIM, AND MSB! THERE ARE TWO VISIONS OF THE WORLD, AND, AN ORDER. THERE IS THE POLICE STATE, THAT BUSH, OBAMA AND, TRUMP, WANTED, WITH STANDING ARMIES, AND, A NEW RENDITION OF HITLER'S SS MEN, TRUMP EVEN TRIED TO DO A MILITARY SHOW OF FORCE, IN D.C. ON THE MALL ON THE 4TH OF JULY, ONE EVEN PUTIN THOUGHT SUCKED, BUT WHO CARES WHAT PUTIN THINKS, RIGHT! IF YOU LOOK BACK OVER THE LAST FEW DECADES, THIS MOVEMENT BY COPS AND MILITARY HAS BEEN IN EXISTENCE, YOU CAN SEE THE MILITARY COUPES, TRYING TO OVERTHROW, SYRIA, EGYPT, TURKEY, AND OTHER, PRESIDENTS, OF COUNTRIES AROUND THE WORLD! THANK GOD FOR STRONG LEADERS! KISS. I THINK THE THREE AND FOUR STAR GENERALS, FROM NEW YORK AND ARIZONA, WHO CONTACTED ME ABOUT FOUR YEARS AGO, SAW THAT I HAD THE INSTRUMENT OR THE TOOL, THE INTERNET AND A WORLDWIDE, AUDIENCE, AND BROUGHT THE SECRET CIA, MILITARY PLANS, FOR THIS NEW GEOPOLITICAL ORDER, TO ME AND WROTE IT ALL OUT ON MY YELLOW LEGAL PAD, SO I COULD GET THE WORD OUT TO THE OTHER WORLD LEADERS WHO WERE TARGETS! PLAN FOR POLICE STATE OR PEOPLE OVER EVERYTHING! THIS POLICY WILL UNDERLINE, EVERYTHING FROM GLOBAL WARMING, TO GLOBAL CITIZENS, AND ENDING POVERTY AROUND THE WORLD, TO SEEING THAT SHE IS EQUAL! THE CHOICE IS YOURS! THE DIFFERENCE OF THESE TWO PLANS, REMINDS ME OF ANOTHER WAR, ONE FOUGHT IN HEAVEN, BEFORE WE EVEN CAME TO EARTH, FOUGHT IN THE BATTLE GROUND OF OUR PRE-MORTAL LIVES, WHEN WE LIVED WITH GOD THE FATHER, AND HIS TWO SONS, SATAN AND JESUS! SATAN WANTED TO FORCE SPIRITS OR GOD'S CHILDREN, TO BE GOOD! JESUS ON THE OTHER HAND, WANTED TO GIVE THE CHILDREN OF GOD, THEIR, FREE AGENCY, TO MAKE THEIR DECISIONS ON THEIR OWN, GIVING THEM THE RIGHT TO FAIL, AND ALSO TO BE REDEEMED! A THIRD OF THE HOSTS OF HEAVEN, FOLLOWED SATAN'S PLAN AND WERE CAST OUT OF HEAVEN. GOD REJECTED, THE PLAN OF FORCE, OF COERCION, OF POWER AND CONTROL, OVER THE SOULS OF MEN, FORCING THEM TO DO AND BE GOOD. GOD ACCEPTED, JESUS'S PLAN, TO ALLOW PEOPLE, THE FREEDOM TO MAKE THEIR OWN CHOICES, GIVING THEM THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE GOOD OR BAD, AND UP TO THE ELEVENTH HOUR OF THEIR LIVES, HE GAVE THEM THE RIGHT TO REPENT AND MAKE THINGS RIGHT, JUST BY ACCEPTING HIM AND HIS GIFT OF SWEET GRACE! THE WORD IS MORE POWERFUL THAN THE SWORD! MEET ME IN THE FIRE HOLE BELOW. I DON'T GET PAID, FOR THIS BLOG. MY BANK AND BEEN, BARRED, BANNED, AND STOLEN, BUT, I DO GET PAID, EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE . . . LET ME TELL YOU HOW . . . ME AND GOD HAVE A DIFFERENT, MEASURING STICK, THAN MAN. FOR GOD SAYS, MY WAYS ARE NOT MAN'S WAYS, AND THE NATURAL MAN IS AN ENEMY TO GOD!

I GET PAID IN-KIND . . . OR THOUGH OTHER MEANS, THAN ACTUAL, MONEY PAYMENTS.

TWO EXAMPLES OF SUCH PAYMENTS!

• the government, stopped my daily bread, or pay, by stopping my easy access to the news, on library computers!  But each day, I could, write my blog and there was instant, money in my mental bank account, letting me know, I am read, heeded, persuade, encourage, and prod, those in power, or those who vote for those in power, or those who can implement the changes and bring the arguments to light!  I could literally, post, by 11:00 am, turn on the news by afternoon, and, either my "attention getter's, in my titles, were being, used by the news, or my arguments, used by experts, or, political pundits, and, often, the very words, I used, in phrases, were reiterated, for my consumption, letting me know, I am being heard, and often from around the world, and not just of late!
• for the most part, I don't like people, to know, I wrote the blog, that might have contained, statements, they made to me, or, I might comment on something that might come back to bite me in my very large and ample asset, lol, so many people, even those most close to me, including my kids, don't know I was the one who wrote the blog, often theirs were filtered, so they didn't get the good stuff about them, always, love, or sometimes, loving reprimand, and how well do your kids know you in the first place . . . mom, write about a brand of whiskey, or having sex with a black man, or, whatever?
• every once in a while, I love hearing, that someone, I know is reading my blog, and most know, I don't want to be noticed, or even given credit, but damn-it, this shit takes some time, and some thought, most just flows out of me, off the top of my head with a few, words, from anywhere . . . recently, a few brave souls, most are afraid they are going to be added to the "JoAnn S. Secrist" political friend hit list, and, fear being targets, shot, or to lose everything they have!
• maybe, God, providence, the universe, serendipity, or an unseen force, notices, my spirits, drop, sometimes, as passions are quailed, and, powers are blocked, as they have been lately, more so than ever before . . . one friend, said, well, perhaps, if you had not written about President Trump so much--that is my first amendment right, to write whatever, and I have been doing it forever!  He is the fucking president, he is not over the legislative or the judicial branch, and it is my duty to keep a "balance of power" and a "check and balance" over the executive as, it is for them, over me, and they take that to the fringe or extreme! if not to the 8th amendment violation of cruel and unusual punishment!  
• so recently, a dude, from Missoula, named, Josh, dared whisper, to me, I love your blog!  Shhh, thanks!
• Sean, and I hate to ruin his bad boy, tough guy image, by this, but, he just point blank, said, you write that, blog on the constitution, right?  Yeah.  I never know if they are going to want to kill me or thank me?  LOL.  At any given time, it could be both, either, or they agree!  But then, he said, I read it every day, and it is some of the best stuff on the Internet!  KISSES!
• this one, I kind of feel guilty about, it came from the chick who, moved my mat twice, thought I was, selfish, and, woke me to her naked boobs, then, sat her very ample ass, on my lap, on the bus!  LOL.  We have since gotten to know each other and, she said this to me this morning . . . now she is from immigrant roots, from, Romania, probably CIA, they like this combo, speaks the language, and was born in America . . . but we talked for a while, the other morning, and she had to go to court, so I told her, what, public defenders were good for, and when to use them, and when, not to, and how to proceed through the court process, she was not too familiar with.   So, this morning, she, thanked me and said that the information, I gave her, gave her a clear, plan, by which to proceed through the issue at hand.
• then, she said, she talked to her, Godmother, from, I am guessing, Romania, she said, from somewhere, Hungary, or somewhere, otherworldly, but she said, and she kept, kind of apologizing, because it was of a spiritual nature, and she didn't want to seem strange, or make me discount what she was saying, but, she said, the second, that, she mentioned my name and what I do and have gone through, this, GODMOTHER, said, There are people, all over the world, praying for this woman.  She said, she not only has, people praying for her, but God is watching over her, and, I thanked her, but she said, now listen to me, and I don't want to sound crazy, but this older woman, and they are both in touch with kin all over the world, said, not only is he watching over her, but, THERE ARE ANGELS WITH DRAWN SWORDS, PROTECTING HER LIFE!

I GOT ON THE BUS, AND CRIED!

METAPHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF WHAT I FEEL, DAILY!

NO ONE, CAN TELL ME, GOD DOESN'T EXIST, AND, THAT HE DOESN'T KNOW OUR NEEDS ON A DAILY BASIS!

WE JUST HAVE TO LEARN HOW HE COMMUNICATES WITH MAN!

SOMETIMES HE USES OTHER PEOPLE, TO SEND US A MESSAGE WE NEED TO HEAR, AND OTHER TIMES, HE SENDS US DREAMS, AND PROMPTINGS!

THIS WOMAN, KEPT SAYING, DON'T THINK I AM WEIRD, OR THAT I HEAR VOICES, BUT, I HAVE THIS REOCCURRING FEELING, OR THOUGHT, I FEEL I NEED TO TELL YOU!

WE ARE HIS EYES, HIS MOUTHPIECE, HIS HANDS, AND HIS HEART!  TRUE DISCIPLES, WHO MEET THE NEEDS OF MANKIND!

AS, THAT CASE IS OPEN, ON THAT BABY FOUND IN THE SNOW, TO ADD SOME VALIDITY, TO THE WOMAN'S DREAM, THAT THE JURY CLEARLY SAW, BUT COPS, DIDN'T . . . I HAVE HAD A DREAM, FIRST, YEAR, AFTER, WORKING AT THE UTAH ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICE.  I GOT KILLED ON TAXES THE FIRST YEAR.  RIGHT AFTER, I GOT THAT ALL TAKEN CARE OF, BEAT THE LARGEST LAW FIRM IN SALT LAKE, ON ONE OF THEIR SPECIALTY AREAS OF LAW, HELPING A SEASONED ATTORNEY, WHO WAS SURE HE WAS GOING TO BE DISBARRED, BUT, MAKING ENOUGH TO PAY MY TAXES, THAT YEAR.  I WOKE, AS I DO, FROM, DREAMS, THAT ARE MEANINGFUL, AND NEED ATTENTION, COMING RIGHT OUT OF REM SLEEP, OR THE DREAM STATE, TO COGNITIVE REALITY, AND A STATE OF BEING AWAKE . . . I DREAMT, THAT I WENT TO ST. GEORGE, UTAH, STOPPED IN ON THE BOULEVARD, AND ASKED SOMEONE ABOUT, A NEW CONSTRUCTION OF HOMES, AND THEY POINTED, TO THE GENERAL VICINITY, OF, WHERE THIS NEW ENCE DEVELOPMENT WAS, SEEING I DIDN'T KNOW, MUCH, MORE ABOUT THE AREA, THAN, MAIN STREET AND BLUFF STREET, EVEN GOING THERE FOR YEARS FOR EASTER.

I CALLED IN TO MY OFFICE, TOOK SOME VACATION TIME, AND DROVE TO ST. GEORGE, STOPPED AT A GAS STATION, THAT WAS ABOUT WHERE THE PLACE I STOPPED IN MY DREAM WAS, OVERLOOKING, THE VALLEY, AND THE CITY HOUSES, BELOW, AND, THE DUDE, POINTED ME IN EXACTLY THE DIRECTION, OF THE GUY IN THE DREAM AND, I DROVE, STRAIGHT, TO THIS NEW, MOON RIVER, ENCE DEVELOPMENT AND TO MY SURPRISE, THE MODELS, WERE EXACTLY LIKE THE HOUSE, I SAW IN THE DREAM!  I BOUGHT THE HOUSE IN LESS THAN TWO HOURS AFTER BEING IN TOWN!

COULD A MOTHER, HAVE A DREAM, SHOWING HER WHERE HER BABY SON'S BODY, OR WAS, WHEN HE WAS STILL ALIVE?  FUCK YEAH!  REMEMBER THE BLOOD SPLATTER CASE?  SHE HAD A DREAM OF BLOOD BEING ALL OVER THE PLACE . . . COPS FOUND, SMALL BLOOD DROPLETS ALL OVER THE HOUSE, TO THE GARAGE!

LAST NIGHT I HAD DREAMS WITH, KELLY AND MIKE VAUSE, OLD NEIGHBORS FROM WHEN, MY KIDS WERE YOUNG, IN OGDEN, MAYBE THEY READ, MY BLOG WHERE, I PUT THE WORDS TO THE SONG, "I'M COMING HOME?"  JANICE, WIFE AND MOM, OF THESE TWO, GENERALLY SHOWS UP IN MY DREAM?  SHE WAS MY SELF-OUTSIDE OF SELF, LOVED HER, DEARLY, AND DIED WHEN, MIKE TOOK HER AND HER FAMILY TO OHIO, TO BOWLING GREEN TO GET HIS PH.D.!  I WAS DEPRESSED FOR THREE MONTHS!  MIKE WANTED TO TAKE ME TO DINNER, AND KELLY, EVEN SAID, SO YOU ARE COMINNG HOME?  CUTE!  KISS.  I HOPE JANICE IS WELL!

I WAS ACTUALLY, RIDING IN THE CAR WITH MY MOTHER, AND, SISTER, RACHEL?  STRANGE.  I LOOKED OVER AT RACHEL, AND SHE WAS, TOO TAN, AND I NOTICED, A TATTOO ON HER BOOB, OR THE TOP OF HER BOOBS AND CHEST?  JAMES KENNEDY THE BIKER, BRANDING HIS BITCH?  LUCKILY I HAD THE WHERE-WITH-ALL, TO SEE THE WRITING ON THE WALL WITH THAT DUDE, WHEN THE FIRST THING OUT OF HIS MOUTH, IS BRAGGING ABOUT, ONE OF HIS BIKER BUDDIES, PUTTING A DOG COLLAR ON HIS WIFE, PUTTING HER NAKED IN HIS DOG KENNEL, THEN SHOOTING HER? OR TELLING ME ABOUT, THE DUDE, TELLING  HIS OLD LADY, TO LET THE WHOLE BIKER GANG, RAPE HER, ON THE POOL TABLE!

I SAID, DO YOU SERIOUSLY, THINK I WOULD THINK THAT IS COOL?  HE LOOKED AT ME, LIKE THAT WAS THE FIRST PERSON WHO DIDN'T THINK IT WAS COOL.  ONE OF MY CLIENTS, TOLD ME THE HELL'S ANGELS, ARE THE AMERICAN MAFIA.  LIKE MOB, BOSSES, THEY CAN TREAT THEIR WOMEN, LIKE SHIT, PASS THEM AROUND, ORDER THEM, LIKE A DOG, TREAT THEM LIKE PROPERTY, BUT IF YOU MESS WITH THE WIFE, THEY WILL KILL YOUR ASS!

HE NEVER MENTIONED ANYTHING, LIEK THAT AGAIN, AND I THOUGHT, WAS THAT PART OF HIS COVER?

GOOD LOOKING, HOT BOD, BUT, THAT THOUGHT, OF HOW, HE WOULD TREAT A WOMAN, NAGGED ME AND KEPT ME AT A DISTANCE . . . YESTERDAY, TODAY AND TOMORROW!

DO YOU STILL HAVE TEETH, RACH?

POOR BABY.  CAN'T IMAGINE.

I KNEW THE SIGNS TO WATCH FOR!

AT FIRST, SOME CHICKS, LIKE THE "PROPERTY IDEA" OR THE "50 SHADES OF GRAY" BUT EVENTUALLY, THEY START TO FEEL USED AND ABUSED!

INTERESTING.

SORRY.

THE DELIGHTFUL PART, WAS, MY 6 YEAR OLD GRAND-DAUGHTER!  SHE CAME RUNNING IN AND JUMPED ON MY LAP, AND SAID, GRANDMA, MOM IS BEING MEAN TO ME!  SHE HAD TWO LITTLE FAIRY QUEENS OR LITTLE WINGED DOLLS.  I HAVE WONDERED, IF MY IN-LAWS, ARE ALL AGENTS, INFILTRATING, MY FAMILY? OR VICTIMS OF MY CONSPIRACIES.  IS KAT FOR THE CATS (CIA)?  SHE HAS BEEN AWFULLY, NON-EXISTENT SINCE, CUTIE GIRL, WAS BORN?

IF ANYONE COULD CONVINCE ME TO COME BACK HOME TO UTAH, IT WOULD BE HER! I HAVE BEEN GONE FOR 7 YEARS, AND SHE IS ONLY 6 YEARS OLD, BUT SHE LOVES, GRANDMA!  LOL.  TO THE CHAGRIN OF HER, MOTHER AND FATHER, MAYBE!  LOL.  ON HER BIRTHDAY, SHE SAID, TO ME IN WASHINGTON, GRANDMA, I AM NOT GOING TO OPEN MY BIRTHDAY PRESENTS, UNTIL YOU GET HERE!  KISSES.  NO, GO AHEAD, I WILL BE DOWN, BUT, NOT THAT SOON.

THEN, SHE, INVITED ME TO COME TO CHRISTMAS WITHOUT ASKING HER PARENTS!  LOL.  BETTER ASK MOM AND DAD, FIRST.  SO CUTE.  WHEN, WE GOT TOGETHER THIS SUMMER, AS A FAMILY, THIS LITTLEST, DARLIN' OF THE GRAND-KIDS, WAS, HANGING ON MY ARM, AS HER DAD WAS PULLING HER OUT THE DOOR, AND SHE KEPT SAYING, "I LOVE YOU, GRANDMA, I LOVE YOU!"  PRECIOUS.

CUTE THAT SHE WOULD COME TO ME IN A DREAM!  CATS OR NO CATS, SHE LOVES ME!

SMILE. AS DO HER, COUSINS!

MOB FAMILY MIGHT BE ABLE TO BLOCK ME FROM MY GRAND KIDS, BUT THEY CAN'T BLOCK THEM FROM COMING TO ME IN MY DREAMS!

THERE IS A PHYSICAL AND METAPHYSICAL WORLD THAT WE ALL LIVE IN.  OFTEN WE THINK OF OURSELVES AS HUMANS, IN THIS PHYSICAL RELM, AS, PHYSICAL BEINGS HAVING A SPIRITUAL EXPERIENCE, RATHER THAN, SPIRITUAL BEINGS, HAVING A PHYSICAL EXPERIENCE!

I SEE DEAD PEOPLE.

OLD PROFESSOR GROVE, MY DEPARTMENT HEAD, AT WEBER STATE UNIVERSITY, HAD A SON, GO INTO PARAPSYCHOLOGY, AS A MAJOR, HE WAS USED BY COPS, AND THEY USE THESE PSYCHICS TO SOLVE CASES, DIRECT WHERE THE BODIES ARE, MORE THAN, THESE BLACK AND WHITE THINKERS, MIGHT LEAD US TO BELIEVE!

REMEMBER THE DETECTIVE IN THE SHOW, "MEDIUM?"

I'M TALKING THAT STUFF!

SOME OF US ARE SUSCEPTIBLE TO THAT ESP TYPE STUFF AND SOME ARE NOT!

MY PROFESSOR, TOLD ME, THAT THERE WAS A WOMAN, BACK IN THE EARLY DAYS OF UTAH, PIONEER, WHO TOOK TWO OF HER CHILDREN TO THE RIVER, PROBABLY THE WEBER RIVER, TO GET A BUCKET OF WATER, WHEN THE SPRING RUN-OFF WAS AT ITS HIGHEST POINT, AND, THE TWO WERE PLAYING AND WHILE MOM WASN'T LOOKING, THE TWO WERE SWEPT AWAY BY THE CURRENT!

THE UNIVERSITY OF UTAH, WOULD, YEARLY, TAKE THEIR PARA-PSCHE STUDENTS, TO THAT RIVER, AND THEY WOULD SAY, THAT SOME COULD SEE THE WOMAN, STILL IN MOURNING OVER H ER KIDS, WALKING THE BANKS OF THE RIVER, CRYING . . . THAT WOULD SUPPORT THE PAPER, I WROTE ON GHOSTS, HUMANS, WHO HAD UNRESOLVED, ISSUES, IN THE PHYSICAL WORLD, MAKING IT HARD FOR THEM TO PASS, TO THE SPIRIT WORLD, AFTER THEY DIED.  SOULS, CAN GET CAUGHT, BETWEEN, THE WORLD OF THE LIVING AND THE WORLD OF THE DEAD!

THERE WAS ALSO A YOUNG BRIDE, WHO, GOT IN A DEADLY AUTO ACCIDENT, THE DAY OF HER WEDDING, AND, SOME STUDENTS, AND OTHERS, COULD, SEE HER, IN HER WEDDING DRESS, WALKING BACK AND FORTH, ACROSS THE BRIDGE, ON PINE VIEW RESERVOIR, AND THE DAM BELOW.

ONE CASE, A MEDIUM, OR PSYCHIC, SOLVED, A MURDER, WAS, OF A WOMAN, TAKEN, FROM A 7 ELEVEN, STORE, NEAR THE OGDEN AREA.  I THINK THIS WAS MY PROFESSOR'S SON, WAS PUT IN A ROOM, GIVEN JUST A BAG, OF THE MISSING WOMAN'S BELONGINGS, FOUND ON THE SITE, SHE WAS LAST SEEN.  HE SAT ALONE IN A ROOM, AND GOT A VISION, OR A THOUGHT, COME TO HIS MIND, THAT, THIS WOMAN WAS KIDNAPPED BY TWO, MID-EASTERN LOOKING MEN, MAYBE STUDENTS, TAKEN TO A LARGE RED BARN, AND FORCED UP AGAINST THE BARN, NEAR, SOME, WATER COMING  OUT OF A PIPE OR SPIGOT.

SURE ENOUGH, THE COPS, SEARCHED THE AREA, AND FOUND THE WOMAN'S, RED WORK JACKET AND, THAT LED THEM TO HER BODY.  SHE HAD BEEN SEXUALLY ASSAULTED AND MURDERED!

SOME OF US, GET IT AND OTHERS OF US DON'T!

MY DREAMS HAVE HELPED ME SOLVE MY OWN CASE, NOW, ARE COPS GOING TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT?

I KNOW, IT IS MUCH, HARDER TO PROVE, THAN JUST CLAIM!

SO TRUE.

BUT DO SOMETHING!