HIGHLY CREATIVE . . . EROTIC SEX AND CONSTANT DANGER! CAN COST YOU! STALKERSIDENTIFIED.COM. CYBERSTALKING. COOL NEW BUSINESSES STARTING UP WITH, MUSCLE MEN, WITH BOXING GLOVES, PISSED AT STALKERS, THE "INVISIBLE CRIME" AND TAKING THEM ON, ISSUE BY ISSUE, POINT BY POINT! YEAH! MY HEROES! SHIT, I COULD HARDLY, LOGIN TO MY GOOGLE ACCOUNT TODAY! THEY HAVE STOLEN, BILLIONS OVER 6 YEARS, HAVE HACKED ME DAILY, AND NOW HAVE CHOKED OFF ME FROM MY OWN BLOG! THESE GUYS ARE GOING TO DO EVERYTHING TO THE FUCKING HACKERS, THAT THEY DID TO THEIR VICTIMS! PERFECT! RIP'EM UP. TEAR'EM UP! IT IS "MY" FUCKING PROPERTY. ONE OF THE FIRST BLOGS I HAVE DID WAS ON CYBERWARFARE! IT WAS A MASSIVE HIT AND A BLOG THAT HAS BEEN STANDING ON ITS OWN, UP UNTIL, THESE FUCKS, STARTED TO BLOCK ME FROM MY OWN ACCOUNTS! THEY DIVERTED MY ACCOUNT, 9 DAYS OR SO, AFTER I STARTED WRITING AND THEY KNEW IT WAS GOING TO BE A MONEY MAKER, LIKE EVERYTHING ELSE I HAVE DONE! I WILL GIVE YOU HALF OF ALL YOU RECOVER FROM THEM, AND, IF YOU HAVE THE POWER, PUT OUT, DEATH WARRANTS ON THE MOTHERFUCKERS! I AM NOT THAT INTO MONEY, BUT I AM INTO JUSTICE! THIS IS CALLED, SELF-DEFENSE! THEY HAVE USED LETHAL FORCE AGAINST ME FOR 20 YEARS, NOW LET THEM FEEL THE HEAT AND PRESSURE OF DAILY DEATH THREATS! I LOVE IT! I WAS THINKING OF ANOTHER, TYPE LAWSUIT, THAT, ATTORNEYS, OUGHT TO START LOOKING AT, AND THAT IS FUCKING FEDS AND COPS WHO, VIDEO TAPE, THERE SEXUAL ENCOUNTERS AND EITHER SHARE THEM WITH THEIR BUDDIES, OR THEY, MARKET THEM, IF THEY ARE WITH, A CELEBRITY. I KNOW MY SISTERS AND OTHERS, HAVE TAKEN ON MY CELEBRITY AND PRESENCE, IN PUBLIC, BUT THESE FUCKERS KNOW EXACTLY WHO I AM AND CONTINUE TO GO AFTER ME, NOT THE CRIMINALS, WHO ARE THEM! BELIEVE ME, I AM EXTREMELY GENEROUS! JUST GET THEM! THIS CALLS FOR VIGILANTE SOURCES, BECAUSE THE FUCKERS WHO DID THIS ARE, LAW ENFORCEMENT, MIXED WITH MOB, FAMILY AND MILITARY! THERE IS NO OTHER COURSE OF ACTION, I HAVE TRIED THEM ALL, GIVEN, EVERY DETAIL, DATES, TIMES, PLACES, FACES, AND CRIMES . . . FUCKING NOTHING! THIS JUST CAN'T BE ALLOWED TO HAPPEN IN A SOCIETY RUN BY THE "RULE OF LAW!" YOU MAY SAVE THE COUNTRY IF YOU CATCH THEM AND BRING THEM TO JUSTICE, WHICH IS DEATH! THAT IS WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO ME, I AM JUST SMARTER THAN THEY ARE. I LOVED YOUR AD, "THEY ARE SMART, BUT WE ARE SMARTER!" OH, FUCK YEAH! I AM WELL AWARE OF EVERY DAMNED THING THEY HAVE DONE TO ME, I JUST COULDN'T GET HELP OR TRACTION, BECAUSE I WAS GOING AGAINST THE VERY PEOPLE WHO WERE CHARGED WITH THE LEGAL AND CONSTITUTIONAL DUTIES, TO PREVENT, FINANCIAL CRIMES. NOBODY SUSPECTED THE CIA, MAIN CULPRITS, BECAUSE, THEY DON'T DO DOMESTIC CRIME INVESTIGATIONS! FUCK THEY WERE DOING THE CRIMES! YOU NEED SOME BRAINIAC, WHO CAN RECONSTRUCT MY BLOG ENTRIES, AND IT IS ALL THERE! I JUST NEED SOMEONE WITH THE WHEREWITHALL, TO, DIG THIS STUFF UP, THAT THEY STOLE, AND LIKELY, PUT TOGETHER BOOKS, AND AFTER THEY MADE MONEY, NOT ON MY SITE, BUT ON THEIR "CUT'N UP" SITES, STARTED DAYS AFTER, I STARTED THIS BLOG, THE HISTORY WAS THE PLACE THAT I FOUND WHERE THE ACCOUNT WAS REDIRECTED, TO I BELIEVE ,MANY OTHER ACCOUNTS, WHO GOT CREDIT AND THE MONEY FROM, MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY AND WORK! THIS BLOG HAS BEEN ABOUT A FULL-TIME JOB, FOR, 6 YEARS! BETWEEN THE WRITING, THE NOTE TAKING, THE NEWS WATCHING, IT ALL ADDS UP! NOT TL MENTION THE TRAINING ASPECT OF IT, FOR, GOVERNMENT AND LAW ENFORCEMENT, OF ALL THREE BRANCHES OF GOVERNMENT! I HAVE BEEN TO THE TOP IN ALL THREE BRANCHES, FROM, GETTING NATIONAL AWARDS, IN THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, TO GOING THE THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT, IN THE JUDICIAL BRANCH, TO BEING EXTREMELY EFFECTIVE, ON BOTH THE STATE AND NATIONAL SCENE IN THE LEGISLATIVE BRANCH! I AM NOT A COP CUNT! PRETENDING TO BE AN ATTORNEY! THE LAST THREE DAYS, WHILE AT THE ST. PETER'S UNITED METHODIST CHURCH, I HAVE HAD, COPS, SCOPING OUT THE JOINT. YESTERDAY MORNING AFTER SEEING, THE CHUCK NORRIS, K-9 UNIT DOG, SNIFFING OUT THE CHURCH PROPERTY, A STRANGE PLACE TO WALK A DOG! THEN, YESTERDAY MORNING, AT 4:00 AM, I JUST GOT A FEELING, FROM THE REACTION OF STAFF, WHEN, I GOT UP TO GO TO THE BATHROOM, THAT THERE WAS A STINK OP PLANNED, AGAIN, RE-ENFORCED, BY, STAFF, ACTING SHOCKED WHEN, I BOOKED IT OUT THE DOOR AT 5:00 AM! I ASKED MY FRIEND, CARRY, WHO HAS KNOWN ME FOR YEARS, IF THERE WAS ANYTHING STRANGE, THAT HAPPENED, AFTER I LEFT IN THE MORNING? YEAH, TWO COP CARS SHOWED UP . . . PULLED IN AND LOOKED AT HER, OR GOT THE SIGN FROM THE STAFF THAT I WAS GONE, AND THEY LEFT! AGAIN THIS MORNING, I GOT THAT OLD GUT FEELING I HAVE THOUSANDS OF TIMES IN THE LAST, 7 YEARS, THAT SOMETHING WAS UP. I BOOKED IT OUT THE DOOR, BEFORE, 6:00 AM, PROBABLY ABOUT, 5:30 AM, I WAS GOING TO GO HIT THE BRIGHT GREEN SHUTTLES, AT EASTGATE AND GO HIKING, TO LAKE SOMAMISH, OR WHATEVER, AND GET BACK IN TIME FOR BLOGGING AND LA FITNESS! I WAS TIRED OF WAITING ON ONE SIDE OF THE STREET, SO I SAT DOWN, ACROSS THE STREET AT THE BUS STOP, AND WHEN, IT CAME OVER THE HILL FROM CROSSROADS MALL, I DECIDED, JUST MOVING WAS, A SMART THING AT THAT TIME IN THE MORNING. ON THE BUS, LESS THAN, A SECOND, THERE WAS A COP SUV, GOING UP NEAR THE CHURCH, WITHOUT ANY LIGHTS ON TOP FLASHING. SNEAKY. WHEN, I TOOK MY BAG OF BLANKETS AND MAT, OUT TO THE POD, OR THE TRAILER, IN THE PARKING LOT, THERE WAS A MAN, WHO WAS BEING EXTREMELY LOUD, DRUGGIE, OR COP? WERE THEY THERE FOR HIM? HE WAS PROBABLY ONE OF THEM! IT IS RELENTLESS! FEAR IS NOT A PLAN THAT LOOKS GOOD ON ME! I AM NEVER AFRAID, JUST CAUTIOUS! I WOULD LOVE, SOMEONE, TO DO TO THEM, WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO ME . . . ISN'T THAT THE GOLDEN RULE? SURE! GET MY GOLD BACK FROM THEM. I LOVE THE LINE FROM MY FAVORITE ATTORNEY MOVIE, "LINCOLN LAWYER" AND MATTHEW MCCAUNAHEY, SORRY DON'T DARE LOOK UP SPELLING WILL GET HACKED! BUT HE IS STANDING IN COURT, WITH ONE OF HIS BIKER CLIENTS, WHO WAS CAUGHT WITH DRUGS OR POT, AND, HIS ATTORNEY, SAID, WHILE THEY WERE STANDING IN COURT, THAT HE NEEDED TO PLAY HIM. THE DUDE SAID, "I HAVE THE MONEY." MATT, SAID, "YEAH, THAT IS THE PROBLEM, YOU HAVE IT, AND I DON'T!" HE LEAVES HIM IN JAIL, UNTIL HE GETS PAID. AS OUR STAR ATTORNEY, LEAVES IN HIS BLACK, LINCOLN CONTINENTAL, THE BIKER'S FRIENDS, IN HIS BIKER GANG, PULL UP ALONG SIDE OF THE CAR ON THE FREEWAY, THEM ON THEIR HOGS, AND, THEY HAD, ATTORNEY, MCCAUNAHEY, AN ENVELOPE STUFF WITH MONEY, AND SOME EXTRA TOO, TO GET THEIR BUDDY OUT OF JAIL! THAT IS THE PROBLEM HERE TOO, THEY HAVE MY MONEY, AND I DON'T HAVE IT, AS THE ONE WHO EARNED IT! ALL THE CONSTRUCTION, AROUND, UTAH, MONTANA, AND WASHINGTON, LIKELY, IS MINE, BEING LAUNDERED! AGAIN THIS MORNING, AS I CRUISED THE CITY OF BELLEVUE, WITH NEW BUILDINGS GOING UP AT AN ALARMING RATE BY ANYONE'S IMPRESSION, WITH NEW, BUILDINGS ON EVERY CORNER, REGARDLESS OF NEED AND GROWTH PATTERNS, OR EVEN PERMITS, I WOULD GUESS, THAT, LIKE ONE BUILDING EVERY FEW YEARS, MIGHT, IN A NORMAL GROWTH PATTERN GO UP, BUT, WITH MY MONEY IN THE ECONOMY, IT IS BEYOND BOOM STREET! FOUR AND FIVE BUILDINGS ON THE SAME BLOCK! THEY CAN'T BUILD THINGS FAST ENOUGH, TO GET RID OF ALL THAT I MAKE, DAILY, BETWEEN THE BLOG, ITSELF, THE ADS, THE SHOES, THE CLOTHING, THE WHATEVER, BOOKS, THE TRAINING MANUALS, WITH, INFORMATION, I WANTED TO BE "FREE" TO THE PEOPLE AROUND THE WORLD, THEY ARE GOING TO MAKE THE MONEY, FROM THE BLOG, THEN, TAKE AWAY, THE INFORMATION, TO A BETTER LIFE AND GOVERNMENT AND THEN, MARKET, THE BOOKS AND MAKE MORE MONEY OFF ME! RACHEL AND SHELLEY, BOTH USED TO LIVE HERE, SO, THEY ARE TRYING TO BE THE BIG SHOTS, AS IF THEY ARE ME, AND THE COPS, HAVE TO KNOW ABOUT THIS! THERE IS NO WAY IN HELL, THEY CAN'T, AFTER I HAVE BEEN HERE FOR ALMOST THREE YEARS, OFF AND ON! I WRITE ABOUT WHERE I AM, JUST IN CASE THEY ARE SUCCESSFUL, IN KILLING ME, WANTED FOR CASH, SO MY KIDS, OR SOMEONE, WHO CARED, MIGHT KNOW WHERE TO START, LOOKING FOR MY BODY! SOUNDS SAD, RIGHT, BUT TRUE! I HAVE BECOME A "PIN NUMBER" TO MY FAMILY, THE COPS, THE GOVERNMENT AND THE MOB! YESTERDAY, I BRIEFLY WROTE, ABOUT THE "TURPIN" FAMILY, WHO, GREW MORE AND MORE STRANGE AND SECRETIVE, TAKING ON A NOCTERNAL EXISTENCE, WITH MOM AND DAD, EXERTING MORE AND MORE CONTROL OVER THE KIDS! "TURN PIN" HAS CREATED THAT IN MY FAMILY, WHO, IF PLANS WENT AS, THEY WERE SUPPOSE TO, ARE ALL, AT BRYCE NATIONAL PARK, EAST OF CEDAR CITY, FOR AN ALLEGED, SIBLINGS, AND PARENTS, REUNION, BECAUSE MY MOM IS NOT GOING TO BE AROUND MUCH LONGER? BOTH HER PARENTS, LIVED INTO THEIR LATE, 90'S! SHE WAS SWIMMING, A MILE A DAY, 7 YEARS AGO, LAST I SAW HER? BUT THE MORE MONEY, I MAKE, THAT THEY STEAL, THE MORE AND MORE BIZARRE MY FAMILY GETS! MOB FAMILIES ACT JUST LIKE THIS, WITH A CLOSE CIRCLE OF FAMILY AND FRIENDS, THEY KEEP THINGS CLOSE TO THE CHEST, AND, SHARE WITH ONLY THOSE THEY TRUST! A FAMILY TAKES ON THE WEIRD, CHARACTERISTICS OF BEING A "CULT" IN AND OF ITSELF! THEY ARE ALL AT THEIR LITTLE RETREAT, IN BRYCE CANYON, FROM SEPTEMBER 4 TO THE 7TH. ONE THING, CRIMINALS DO, IS THEY ALWAYS GO HOME! I NEVER GO HOME! NOT WITH MY EXTENDED FAMILY. KIDS AND GRANDKIDS, YEAH, I DON'T EVEN CONSIDER THESE FUCKERS MY FAMILY ANYMORE! DO I MISS THEM? FUCK NO. i NEVER EVEN THINK ABOUT THEM. THEY ARE NO MORE, THAN A PIMPLE ON THE ASS OF THE UNIVERSE TO ME! I WOULD EXECUTE THE WHOLE CREW OF THEM, AND THEIR FUCKING SPOUSES, ALL MARRIED, I BELIEVE, AT THE TIME THEY, PICKED UP ON ME, TO "WEAVE" ME AND THEM, BACK TOGETHER, EACH TIME I SEPARATE FROM THEM! IT IS A SICK, SYMBIOTIC, RELATIONSHIP FOR THEM! I AM LIKE THE MOTHER-SHIP, AND THEY ARE THE POD, EGGS, THAT CAN'T SURVIVE WITHOUT ME! THEY SUCK THE LIFE BLOOD AND ESSENCE, OUT OF EVERYTHING I DO OR WHEREVER I GO! I AM LIFEBLOOD TO THEM! IF THEY DIED, IT WOULD BE ALL GAIN FOR ME. IF I DIED, IT WOULD BE ALL DRAIN FOR THEM! YOU DON'T CUT OFF THE ROOTS OF THE TREE, AND THE BRANCHES AND LEAVES, SURVIVE! STUPID! I REMEMBERED THE DREAM, OR SEQUENCE, I FORGOT, THE OTHER DAY . . . FUNNY, IT IS THE PART OF THE THREE PART DREAM, THAT I FOCUSED ON IN THE MORNING, BUT, I BELIEVE IT IS VERY INSIGHTFUL, AT THIS POINT, MORE SO THAN, IT WOULD HAVE BEEN THE OTHER DAY! OH, THEY ARE ALSO, CUTTING ME OFF FROM ALL NEWS SOURCES, OR AT LEAST FROM, MSNBC! ROCKIN' ROOSTER IS BLOCKED, MY MAIN SOURCE. I CAN STILL GET IT AT THE FITNESS CLUB, AS LONG AS I PEDDLE THE STATIONARY BIKES! PERHAPS THEY ARE TRYING TO GET ME IN SHAPE, BUT I DOUBT IT, THEY HAVE FUCKED WITH, ALL GYM MEMBERSHIPS, AND TAKE THEM OVER AS IF THEY ARE ME, THE OWNER OF THE MEMBERSHIP! THAT HAS HAPPENED, AT ALL FITNESS CLUBS, SINCE, I STARTED GOING TO THEM, BACK, 7 YEARS AGO, WITH FUEL FITNESS IN HELENA, MONTANA! DREAM . . .

HACKED, NEED I EVEN WRITE THIS, IT IS A DAILY OCCURRENCE . .  FUCK THESE BASTARDS AND BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MS. MODESTY?

• I used to have dreams when, a child, of getting up, dressed and ready to go to school, and, someone, throws a rock at me and my clothes all fall off!  LOL.
• in this dream, the setting is simple, I am sitting there stark, assed, naked, in a small, like doctors, examination room.  I am sitting on those gray slabs of leather, with the tissue paper, on them.  The people in the room, are significant, because, of, all the family members, who are probably, not involved, in this shit, with the rest of the crew, are present, Marcie, and Mark Nelson.  Marcie, however, has blonde hair, pulled up in a bun, and, straight, cut bangs, unlike I have ever seen her.  She is thin, and always, was in shape, took good care of herself, and looked, about the way she always did.  Mark, looked like he did, the sports, couple, with, their own, independent, wealth, leaving them, out, because, they were not hungry for, money, always, had it always will!  
• Marcie and Mark are probably, the least political of the family too.  Mark would be up to speed on issues, but I doubt, Marcie would care or see, what is going on in the country, as affecting her or her family, so, therefore of little interest to her.
• the other two people, who might have been in the room, and, they, either faded in and out, or didn't play a prominent role, in the dream, but, my daughter, Greta, might have been there, and, my sister, Sue, could have been there too.  That's what happens when I don't write things down.  
• very uncharacteristically of me, I was just sitting there naked, on the slab, and, Marcie and Mark, might, with him being a dentist in the medical field, treat it as if, I were just any patient, sitting, in an examining room?  The whole, me, naked, is symbolic, I believe, or exposed, or finally, viewed, in who I am?  Or it may be revealing on who they see me as?  What is interesting to me, is we are all just talking, and I thought, maybe I ought to get dressed?  Then, I noticed that, I had, some, slobber, or drool, dried, that had run down, the side of my mouth and chin?  That one piece of information, indicated to me, that, these four people, might be seeing me, as I was, back, 20 years ago, when, I was first diagnosed, with Pick's Disease, and it would indicate, that they thought, perhaps, that I never, recovered from it, never, practiced law, again, never went to the U.S. Supreme Court, never blogged, never, did anything professionally, since, being originally, diagnosed, years and a lifetime ago!
• the reason, I believe, that takes me back, is that, naked, I was, the same, thin, size, I was, before, all this shit happened to me, about 140 lbs.  That to me is a marker, or indicator, of the time period.
• Marcie and Mark, plus Sue, have been around me the least of all family members, not involved in me going back into the practice of law, now around when, I had, $700 million worth of cases, and it might not be real to them.  Sue lived back east, and, M and M, just were not that into the Southwick family.  Greta is the one who surprises me.  She was around, when, I reactivated my law license, and she saw first hand, my rise from the dust, to the heights of the law, even considered going to law school herself!  I think after she took the LSAT, or the law school entrance exam, she realized, that law school, was going to be no lark, and mom, made it look easier than, it really was!
• Mark and Kevin, whom I believe, was and has been extremely involved, in this heist of my money, was a Mormon bishop, in Mitt Romney's stake back in Massachusetts, with both, Sue and Kev, being very POLITICAL, probably next in line, after me.  Sue has a poli sci, minor, I think . . . history, major, political science, minor.  Sue, was the family, liberal, in her younger years and was going to, campaign or did, in college for Birch Bye, or some Democrat for president.
• STAY ONE. PLAY ALL!  I do believe, that particularly, Greta, fading in and out, probably is where, she is . . . from Shelley, to all the sisters, all have played me and, Greta is likely, the new heir apparent and not too comfortable, doing this to mom and being her perfect replacement!  Of everyone, she knows me best, is smart enough, but unschooled in the law, but, a quick study and raised around an attorney, mom, the type of kids, who make the best attorneys!  I WOULD BELIEVE, THAT, ALLAN, AKA, FRANK, OF INTERPOL, LIKELY, PUT HER UP TO THIS, AND CAPITALIZED, ON ME, LEAVING, AFTER, THE KIDS GOT BACK IN SCHOOL, OR BEFORE . . . HE WAS ALWAYS TAKEN WITH HER BEAUTY AND CLASS!  
• often, I leave, a place, specifically, to be NAKED, or to be exposed, for who I am, not being weaved, mixed, blended with, what 10 other women and many men too!  My blog that particular day, was, I believe, the one I wrote on the Bellevue Library, after setting a new, pin number, for the computers.  It was the next day, that the library system was shut down, so, I am sure, the fuckers, could, put, all the tricks and whistles, hacks and autohack, programs, on the new password!
• as for the drool, at times, I will wake from sleep, or from a nap, at the library or wherever and have a small, crusty, bit of drool, running from the corner of my mouth, to my chin, but, to be sitting there, in plain, day, with that?  Or, here is my EGO, no small thing, that, me naked is worth drooling over!  THE HOMELESS CHICK, WHO IS THE "MUSCLE GIRLFRIEND" OF THE CENTURY?  If let alone, I will be back to the size I was, before all this shit happened!  I GUESS YOU COULD SAY, I HAVE GONE FULL CIRCLE, BACK TO, THE REAL ME, EXPOSED, AND LOVELY!  PERHAPS, JUST SITTING THERE, HEALTHY, TALKING, NO EMBARRASSED, BUT, EXPOSED, SHOWS, THAT, SOON, ALL WILL BE RESTORED, BACK TO THE WAY IT WAS BEFORE!

THIS HAS BEEN A LONG, ARDUOUS, EXTREMELY, TAXING, FIGHT, JUST TO BE ME!

THE ATTORNEY

THE PROFESSOR

THE LOBBYIST

THE BUSINESS OWNER

THE FOREIGN POLICY EXPERT

THE BLOGGER

MOST IMPORTANT, MOTHER OF THE FOUR HOTTEST KIDS, IN THE WORLD!

I CAN'T BELIEVE, WE ALL SURVIVED!

THAT WAS NOT THE PLAN!

GRETA AND I LAUGHED, THE LAST TIME, WE WERE TOGETHER, AND SAID, YOU NEVER WANT TO KNOW, OR MEET YOUR, HEROES!

SOMETIMES, THE "REAL" IS, LIGHT-YEARS, BETTER, THAN THE ACTORS, THE FRAUDS, THE BITCHES AND BASTARDS, WHO, TRIED TO BE, THE HERO, STEAL YOUR LEGACY, AND PRESENT THEMSELVES AS YOU!

THEY CALL ME A HOG?

WHAT ABOUT, BILL GATES, JEFF BEZOS, WARREN BUFFET, AND OTHERS, WHAT ABOUT OPRAH, OR ADELE, OR J LOW?

WHY SHOULD I BE DENIED, ALL OF WHO I AM AND HAVE ACCOMPLISHED?

SO, I WENT FROM DOING IT ALL, TO GETTING CREDIT FOR NONE, AND ALMOST, MIGHT STILL, BE KILLED?

WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT ALL ABOUT?

NOTHING BUT, ABJECT, JEALOUSY, CAN, EXPLAIN, THIS, STUPIDITY!

#SHEISEQUAL! IF NOT SUPERIOR!

#WITHHERFORHER!