ELECTION TO ELECTION, AND A WHOLE SHIT LOAD OF MONEY IN BETWEEN!
Local Cops Lay Low, Feds Take Over at Pov.
So Saturday morning, foiled a sing op, Ms. Magoo style, going to catch the bus, 6:45 AM, only to remember, that the bus doesn't leave on Saturdays until, fuckin' 10:15 AM, not going to wait on that one, so headed down the street, to return for lunch, figuring one sting op, for the day was enough, hanging out after lunch, which I never do, just didn't feel like hiking over to the bus stop, and digging the true crime shows that have recently cropped up on my computer. As the afternoon, wore on, by about 3:30 PM, I started to notice, guys, I have sensed were uncover feds, start to co-mingle, come in and out, one sitting behind me, the identifier, the others, wearing shirts, that said, EVENT STAFF, going and out, again, not looking like your typical homeless dude, too good looking, nice body, which of course I would notice, just sitting taking in all the activity, in the room, after zoning out for a few hours, so unlike me! The dude sitting nearest to me, has been involved in several, and I was somewhat alarmed to see him sitting behind me, wearing his bright orange shirt, my sign for smart . . . this is the smart woman . . . making me, start to take note, but, still just watching the room and my crime shows. I was kind of pissed, and sick of this relentless pursuit, but, not willing to give in, nor ignore what to most people would seem normal, but to me, more trained, being completely abnormal in a very normal way.
All of the sudden my Puerto Rican princess comes sashaying her skinny ass, into the room, waves, says she is looking for someone, and she will be back in a minute, responded to by me with a nod, take your time, I'm in the middle of my program . . . all the sudden, Mr. Louisiana, wearing the orange shirt, B-lines it out of the room. Good. Relief. Luz, who became my friend, last year, who has lived in her car, had several residents, and now, finally found a fit, out in the amazingly gorgeous, area of Florence, in the country, having hooked up an in-laws apartment, behind a woman's house, with a large yard, chickens--one black chicken, has a plumb ass, and Luz said that it reminds her of the cocky, sassy black chicks in New York, geese, ducks, garden, and great open space, with snow capped, pine covered, green ass mountains, with variety and grandeur, right outside her door, a landscape to live a life time, to live by and wake up to each morning, with stars, crickets, and silence, surrounding her little abode and sanctuary. A delightful and cheery place, for sure, beautiful sunsets, peace, and stillness . . . priceless! But, Luz, comes back and plops her sorry skinny ass excuse for a butt, down right where the dude in the orange shirt had been, and says, do you want to come with me, out to Florence? She told me her sister, Josephine, just died and she needed some company . . . I reminded her that she mentioned a girl slumber party, several weeks ago . . . well, just come now, you can get away . . . little did she know what was brewing at the Pov., and I said sure, packed up my shit, and we loaded, Shane, a former resident of the Poverello, into her car, got gas, beer, and Diet Coke and headed out for the 16 miles of shear natural beauty! AHHHHHHH, fresh air, floods of memories, of husbands and houses, passed . . . gardens, chickens, mountains, nature!
BARNES AND NOBLE, 5 STAR RATING BOOK . . . START EDITING LUZ'S BOOK, "MYSTERIOUS WAYS" HER ACCOUNTS OF BLACK MAGIC, VOODOO, A FAMILY DESTROYED, WHEN PANDORA'S BOX OF EVIL IS OPENED, FINDING GOD, LIFE SAVING EVENTS, SURVIVING CANCER, DRUG DEALS GONE BAD, SHOOTINGS, ABUSE, 9/11, ETC.
Luz, dropped out of school, was married off by her abusive mother, who married her off, at age 15, to a 16 year old neighbor boy, who ended up being an abusive husband, escaping, to live on the streets, of Brooklyn, so writing this book, has been a challenge to say the least. Luz, finished her book, I believe in 2009, yanked immediately, 12 chapters, and she then republished the book in 2011, when she re-read the book and realized she sent the publisher, an unedited version of her book, mixing up flash drives, or travel drives, or they mixed the versions up, horrified, she wanted to second shot at the book. When I met her a year ago, she had two published copies of her book, but she refused to let me read it, and told me to wait until she got the revised version completed. So, throughout the year, I have seen her trying to write her book, freezing, sitting in a car, with some new contraption, computer that she could get juiced off her car, to broken down cars, failed living arrangements, until she finally, landed a hook up with vocational rehab, who helped her make a business plan, guide and money to complete the re-write of her book. She wanted to change the cover, fix the stories, do this and that, and she finally, got the copy ready for the printer, but she wanted me to edit the book, before the paid editor, nervous with her grammar and writing skills, but with killer, good stories, and good ideas, obviously, but she was still struggling with her introduction, so we hit the book ASAP!
Ms. Trehan, is a giver in this world, worried that her guests are comfortable, serving, giving food, comfort and she is notably a very grateful person. As she tried to thank me for coming, in her time of sorrow and need, I thanked her for saving me from possible disaster, from what I saw cooking at the Poverello, and hearing the song, You must have been sent from heaven above, for the second time, in just a short time, I assured her, it was my pleasure, and my gratitude too, because, I could tell something was up, and always wanting to error on the side of safety, not sticking around to see, if I am correct in my feelings or not, but, generally getting divine confirmations, either through a sign, or song, which, being sent from heaven above, seemed to indicate, God using me to help and comfort her--her to save and rescue me, getting me out of town, in fucking minutes, and with the element of surprise, just, sat down, told me she was depressed, why, and saying I'll meet you in the car . . . Shane was injured in an accident, crossing highway 93 back in 1998, when he was 22, so while with some use of his legs, he is wheelchair bound, for the most part. Luz, like me, values being good for her word, as I do, and she promised Shane, to get him out of town, as soon as she finished her book . . . she finished, June 2, the day before her birthday, but with her sister's death, she just didn't want to be alone. Luz is a 66 year old, good hearted woman, God fearing and loving, while and crazy, and we, while being raised so different, have through, some bizarre, paths, and God's hand, ended up in the same place, one as a high school drop out and the other as a highly educated member of the United State's Supreme Court Bar! Go figure! LOL! But our core values are the same . . . hers, coming from black magic and tragedy, and mine coming from a somewhat privileged white, boring, but secure, stable, Mormon home, almost all the way across the country!
Two Juicy Older Women, Young at Heart, Kickin' It and Sharing Endless Stories, Hot, Sexy, Cool, Dangerous, Up All Night!
I am a driven, task oriented, pusher, who once I sink my teeth into a project, want to get it, rip it up, tear it up, and then be done with it! I jump on the computer, Luz, tells me that I am the only person, she trusts to touch her baby, her pride and joy, her book. I am honored, and don't want to take license with her book, so I go gently, changing a semi-colon to a comma, or adding an expressive, fresh adjective, taking short paragraphs, combining thoughts, and ideas, into one, still short, but longer paragraph. Luz, on the other hand while grateful for the help, said we have two weeks to get this done, so relax. She loaded me with Diet Coke, so I was ready for bear, and going to pull my legal brief, marathon, getting the whole thing done in a straight shot, non-stop, knock-it-out, attitude. Just like with my clients, I am 10 steps ahead of my clients, and going faster than she wants, so, we chill out, and I give up on my plans for an all nighter
24 HOUR BREAK . . . NEW THOUGHTS, NEW ADDITIONS
Should you ever find yourself the victim of other peoples bitterness, smallness or insecurities, remember, things could be worse . . . You could be them!
Lawyers - Criminals: I Forget the Difference
I can't remember exactly where I was going with yesterday's news, so I just dropped it. I just got done watching two Very Bad Men, episodes, and I thought they were worth mentioning and going into rather than going down the path I was going. I hope that you will see this type of personality type, traits, warning signs, con jobs, involving handsome devils. I have been fortune, in of the fact that I have an education, that allowed me to see the signs, penetrate the surfaces of the created personal persona and hopefully minimize the impact, that others will or could have, when they encounter, men, and women, of this nature and personality make up . . . they can become anything either you or they want them to be . . . Catch Me if You Can . . . type people, but only for a while and when the persona, starts to crumble, the person, goes through a transition, and becomes, like another personal altogether, and the woman or man, who originally gave them a chance, loved them, believed in them and helped them, they, now lacking in their belief, or seeing through the facade, become the target of rage, hatred, vehemence, focus, obsession even, and they will go after that person, relentlessly, for causing them pain, rather than moving on, as more normal people do, releasing the object of the pain, former love, and get on with life, a new love, that will perhaps be even better for them.
I am going to kind of skip over the first one or just mention it briefly and them spend a bit more time on the second one, and hopefully shed some light, given the fact that I have just gone through the last 10 years, last four, the worst, while this man, who was, I believe, not only a serial rapist, but a serial killer, then proceeding to try to do everything, in his power, or his friends power, or those people under his influence, whether personal and professionally, in sort of the Ted Bundy and Charles Manson, charm and charisma, plus almost a cult leader, with people looking at the man to be almost a god in stature and his abilities that were nothing more, than right, relying on the brains, intelligence, motivation, education, degrees of another person, then creating a new persona, for themselves based on the model, insight, personality, and persona of the person of their choice, going to the point of trying, not only to trash the other person, to have access to what they have, but to go after them to the point of death, murder, without exception for children, family, or even grandchildren to fulfill their need for acceptance, social status and perceived persona, that they have created themselves and believe themselves now to be, only to fall short of what they claim they can do, without the proper training, education, background, being an football field wide, but only a inch deep, in the area they are trying to pull off, being like and having an expertise in, however, not only following themselves, and others for a while, in the long run, the cracks in the persona, start to show through.
Actually, I just now wrote the analysis I want you to see and understand, possibly to save you time, money, pain, heartache, frustration and anger, if not outright anger!
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