MISS ME MORE! INCHIN'S BAMBOO GARDEN. BELLEVUE SQUARE. READY SET BLOW! KIZUKI. UNTOLD EMPIRE. AND NOW WE HAVE EVERYTHING. ON MOTHERHOOD BEFORE I WAS READY. ANOTHER BROOKLYN. --JACQUALINE WOODSON. WU ASSASSINS. WHENEVER YOU SEE THE SAME PERSONS TWICE WHO WAS MENACING TO YOU THE FIRST TIME, BET ON THEM BEING THEIR TO ATTEMPT TO TAKE YOU OUT AGAIN! SATURDAY AT THE REDMOND LIBRARY, THIS MAN CAME IN WHO I SWEAR I SAW IN THE MISSOULA LIBRARY, A DAY OR TWO BEFORE, I FIGURED THE TIME WAS RIPE TO LEAVE AGAIN. I NOTICED HIM, SITTING ON THE OTHER SIDE OF MY DESK OR CAROL, IN THE LIBRARY. SOMETHING ABOUT THE WAY HE LOOKED AT ME, AS IF HE KNEW I WAS THE ONE HE WAS LOOKING FOR. FRIEND OR FOE? WITH DOUBLES, OFTEN, THERE IS A FAMOUS ONE WHO DOESN'T SHOW UP UNTIL LATER, AFTER THE YOUNGER, LOOK-ALIKE, STANDS IN TO SEE THE REACTION I HAVE TO THEM. IF FAVORABLE, THE REAL DUDE, THE BIG SHOT, THE LEGEND, SHOWS UP. THIS GUY STRUCK ME AS A POSSIBLE "REAL" GUY FOR, MR. HOTSHEETS, IN SEATTLE. I WASN'T SURE. RAMBO POSSIBILITIES. TNT TORK. SO I NEVER WROTE ABOUT HIM. WITH SO LITTLE AID AND HELP OVER THE LAST 7 YEARS OF TERRORIST ATTACKS, I DON'T WANT TO RUN A FRIEND AWAY! SO, SHORTLY AFTER I GOT MY BLOG DONE ON SATURDAY, THIS SIMILAR LOOKING DUDE, WEARING A GREEN T-SHIRT, LEVIS, SAME, STYLE SALT AND PEPPER HAIR IN A PONY TAIL, SAT DOWN, DIRECTLY ACROSS FROM ME, MINUS THE DESK. HE SEEMED FRUSTRATED WITH THE COMPUTERS, THEY WERE NOT PERFORMING THE WAY THEY WERE SUPPOSE TO, AND HE WAS GETTING PISSED. I WAS JUST LEAVING, SO, I JUST SHRUGGED MY SHOULDERS, AND THOUGHT, GOOD RIDDANCE OF YOU ARE, HERE TO FUCK WITH ME--I'M OUT OF HERE. I WAS PRETTY SURE, HE WAS THE SAME DUDE, BECAUSE HE HAS A UNIQUE LOOK AND, A DISTINCT, ERA ATTACHED TO HIS LOOKS. I GOT SOME RED VINES AND ROASTED ALMONDS, "SMART SNACKING!" PAID ON MY CREDIT CARD, JUST IN CASE SOMETHING HAPPENED TO ME, SOMEONE MIGHT BE ABLE TO TRACE MY MOVEMENTS AND ELECTRONIC FOOTPRINT. I WALKED OUT INTO THE OPEN CLEAN, REDMOND AIR, AND I WAS PLEASANTLY SURPRISE THAT THERE WERE NO COPS, IN MASS, CRUISING UP AND DOWN THE SEEMINGLY SMALL STREETS AND TOWN. I THOUGHT, MY INVENTED, BOYFRIEND, WORKED, AND, THEY ARE SCARED TO COME AFTER ME! LAST TIME I WAS HERE, LIKE IN FEBRUARY, THE RPD WAS OUT IN MASS, WITH THE COP WELCOME OR NOT WELCOME WAGON. NO TREATS OR SNACKS IN THIS BASKET! LOL. SPOKE TOO SOON. COP 1. COP 2. COP 3. COP 4. FEMALE COP 5. COP SIX. COP SEVEN? WHAT, SWAPPING THE DONUT SHOP FOR POTBELLY SANDWICHES? LOL. WHAT DID THESE FUCKS HAVE PLANNED FOR ME, WHEN, I SO, RIGHTLY, EXITED, THE LIBRARY ABOUT 20 MINUTES BEFORE MY THREE HOURS COMPUTER TIME WAS UP. PERHAPS, MR. TORK INSIDE WAS TO EMAIL THE COP TEAM? IS THAT WHY HE WAS SO FRUSTRATED THAT IT DIDN'T WORK, BLOWING THE GAME OR FAME, MIX, MATCH AND ATTACH? PROBABLY. I BELIEVE IT WAS THAT SAME NIGHT, THAT, THE STRANGE DUDE, NON-ASSUMING OR SO HE SEEMED FOR ABOUT 45 MINUTES, TRIED TO ACT, NONCHALANT, AND APPROACHED ME FROM BEHIND, WHILE I WAS DOING LEG LIFTS, WITH MY HANDS ON THE BIG LIGHT POST, AND WATCHING HIM IN MY PERIPHERAL VISION. SO, THE DUDE WHO CAME OUT OF NOWHERE, THEN, DISAPPEARED INTO NOWHERE, SHOWS UP SUNDAY, AT ABOUT DARK, OR ROUGHLY, 7:40 PM, WHEN I HAD THE BUS DROP ME OFF, AT THE BUS SHELTER, JUST BELOW THE CHURCH, RATHER THAN THE NORMAL STOP, ABOVE THE CHURCH, WE ARE NOT ALLOWED ON PROPERTY UNTIL, 8:00 PM. THERE IS A BENCH AT THIS SHELTER. I GET OFF THE BUS AND ALMOST RUN HEAD ON, INTO THE SAME DUDE FROM THE NIGHT BEFORE, ALMOST KNOCKED HIM OVER! WHAT THE FUCK? THAT WAS HIM, MILES FROM WHERE HE HAD BEEN THE NIGHT BEFORE, AND DISAPPEARING WITHOUT TAKING THE BUS. WAS HE STALKING THE CHURCH GROUNDS? THREE DAY CONTRACT ON THE HIT? I THINK HE WAS SHOCKED TO BE THAT CLOSE TO ME, AND HE JUST KEPT ON GOING DOWN THE ROAD! MINUTES AFTER THAT, SOME DUDE IN A SILVER TRUCK, AGAIN, GOOD GUY OR BAD, PULLED INTO THE APARTMENT COMPLEX, NEAR THE BUS SHELTER, WITH HIS LIGHTS, ON THE GREEN BUSHES, AT THE TOP OF THE CIRCLE OR WHATEVER, THEN, HE PULLED, AROUND, AND PUT HIS LIGHTS DIRECTLY ON ME IN THE SHELTER, SEEMING TO EITHER BE CHECKING OUT WHERE I WENT, OR IF PROTECTOR, SEEING IF I WAS OKAY? I WAS NOT SURE. THEN, HE TURNED AND PEELED SOME RUBBER, OUT OF THE DRIVEWAY AND WENT UP THE STREET, A BLOCK OR TWO, THEN, I THINK IT WAS THE SAME TRUCK CAME BACK DOWN, BY THE BUS SHELTER? NOW THE INTERESTING THING ABOUT THIS DUDE, IS THAT SOMEONE HAD TO HAVE SURVEILLANCE OR A LISTENING DEVICE, MAYBE KAREN WAS WIRED, WHO KNOWS, THESE DAYS AND WITH AN "UNTOLD EMPIRE" AT STAKE? BUT, I TOLD KAREN ABOUT THE DUDE, WHO TRIED TO SNEAK UP ON ME AND, DO GOD KNOWS WHAT? SOMEONE MUST HAVE HEARD, BECAUSE, "THEY" TRIED TO SEND A DECOY, OR A GUY WHO WAS ABOUT THE SAME HEIGHT, BUT WEARING A BLACK FELT HAT, RATHER THAN THE FISHING HAT, BUT HE HAD A FUCKING MASSIVE, JET BLACK BEARD! THE OTHER GUY WAS MORE MY COLORING, LIGHTER, BROWN TO BLONDE AND NO FACIAL HAIR! HE WAS A BIT TALLER AND MORE SLIGHTLY BUILT! BOTH, DID HOLD THEIR CELL PHONES, EXACTLY THE SAME. I WATCHED HIM WALK OFF THE BUS, AND HE WAS STOCKIER! WU ASSASSINS! RELENTLESS FUN AND GAMES! HOTBALLS AT THE GYM. I HAVE A LION IN MY POCKET, BABY, AND IT IS READY TO ROAR! OKAY, WHO SENT THE BOD SQUAD OF HOTS, TO MY CAUGHT? 'EXAN'S? SERIOUSLY, I AM FLATTERED, BUT, I AM SURE THIS, IS A PAID, STAFF! FOUR HOTTER THAN HOT, YOUNGER, PUMPED UP DUDES, ALL, STRUTTING THEIR STUFF IN FRONT OF ME, FOLLOWING ME, AND OUTRIGHT DOING THEIR EXERCISES JUST YARDS AWAY, OR STANDING, IN THE CORNER, OF THE ZUMBA ROOM, IN THE ONLY PLACE I COULD SEE HIM? I THOUGHT ARE THESE THE SEAHAWKS, WORKING OUT? THEY SURELY WERE NOT THE NORMAL LA FITNESS GUYS. TEMPTING ME? JOHNNY COME LATELY, THERE'S A NEW KID IN TOWN? SOME BEEF CAKE, DUDE, STOPPED ME GETTING OUT OF THE SWIMMING POOL, LAST NIGHT, AND SAID, WAIT, I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU SWIMMING HERE BEFORE? HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN COMING TO LA FITNESS? OFF AND ONE FOR 2 YEARS. HOW ABOUT YOU? I HAVE BEEN COMING FOR 17. I AM THINKING, AGENT, AGENT, AGENT, I GOOGLED, LA FITNESS, TO SEE WHEN, MY VERY PERFECT, LOOKING DAUGHTER, THE MODEL FOR ALL THE SWIM POOL AND EXERCISING, WALL COVERINGS, DID THIS AND DIDN'T TELL HER MOTHER, UNTIL, I SAW HER GLORY ALL OVER THE WALLS OF MY GYM IN BELLEVUE? THE DUDE THAT GRABBED MY ASS, ONE DAY IN THE SWIMMING POOL, PROBABLY THOUGHT, I WAS GRETA. SAME DUDE AS THE CHRISTMAS TREE, LIGHT, SCREWER INNER? THE MALE MODEL FOR THE SWIMMING POOL, OVER THE HOT TUB? CIA GAMES TO SEE IF THEY CAN FUCK JOANN #1, AND JOANN #2, THE DAUGHTER? SORRY CHARLIE, NO GO! SOME OF US, VERIFY, THE FACTS, BEFORE WE ACT THE FOOL, TRYING TO PICK UP ON SOMEONE, WHO KNOWS YOU ARE FUCKING LYING. JUST BACK FROM TEXAS, MIGHT BE A CLUE! OLD BOWS, JEALOUS OF POSSIBLE NEW ONE? GET OVER IT! (S)CHILLING & WILD CIDER: AN APPLE A DAY JUST GOT A WHOLE LOT MORE INTERESTING! SORRY GENTLEMEN, I AM "CLOSED FOR REMODELING!" LOL. KEEP MOVING. NATURE IS THE BEST COSMETIC SURGEON! OH, I CAN LOOK SOOOO MUCH BETTER THAN THIS! JUST ROUNDING THE CORNER, TO MY OLD LOOKS! WE ALL HAVE A LION IN OUR POCKETS, BABY, READY TO ROAR! AS I LEFT, LA FITNESS, PONDERING ON THIS OLD, BUT NEW PHENOMENA, I WONDERED, COPS? COULDN'T BE THE SEAHAWKS, THEY ARE IN PITTSBURG. HOW ABOUT THEM, HAWKS!!!!! DID JUST WHAT I ASKED THE TO DO, BEAT THE STEALERS! VERY SYMBOLIC TO ME! GREAT WIN. DOUBLED, LAST WEEK'S WIN! LOL. SEAHAWKS WON THE FIRST GAME BY ONE POINT, AND THEIR SECOND GAME BY TWO! PATRIOTS, HAVE THE EASY SCHEDULE FOR THE SEASON! THE FIRST TWO SIGNS, OR BANNERS, I SAW, ON THE "STEALER'S" SIDE, WERE, MASSIVE, "STEELERS" SIGN, WAS THAT IN RESPONSE TO MY GAMING THEIR NAME? SECOND SIGN I SAW, WAS, "FURY!" THEY DID COME OUT AMPED UP FOR THE GAME, BUT, HAWKS OUTLASTED THEM! I WISH I WOULD HAVE MET YOU BEFORE. I WOULD HAVE SAVED SOME FACE. NOW THAT THE SMOKE'S GONE AND THE AIR IS CLEAR, THOSE WHO WERE RIGHT THERE HAVE A NEW KIND OF FEAR . . . THAT'S WHY I SAY HEY, GOOD SHOT! AMEN. WHAT A GOOD SHOT MAN. NICE SHOT. HOW SMART! TASTIER: IT'S JUST BETTER! PERFORMANCE HAS MANY FLAVORS. NOT MUCH GOING ON IN THE NEWS. WAR WITH IRAN. GM WORKERS ON STRIKE. STATES AG'S GOING AFTER BIG PHARMAS, FOR RESPONSIBILITIES FOR OPIOID EPIDEMIC. TRUMP'S BLACK AMERICAN IS QUITTING THE GOP, AND RUNNING FOR CONGRESS! GREGORY CHEADLE. GOOD LUCK! I DON'T CARE WHICH SIDE OF THE POLITICAL AISLE YOU ARE ON, JUST DO SOMETHING! U.S. SUPREME COURT CAVEMAN, OR KAVANAUGH, A VERY CONTROVERSIAL NOMINEE, TO THE HIGH COURT, SURELY, NOT MY FIRST PICK, IS BACK IN THE NEWS WITH MORE ALLEGATIONS OF SEXUAL MISCONDUCT, BUT WITH A TWIST, THE VICTIM, DOESN'T REMEMBER, BUT, A MALE WITNESS IS COMING FORWARD TO SUBSTANTIATE THE COLLEGE SEXUAL ASSAULT. CONGRESSIONAL WITNESS, KRISTINE BLASE FORD, TESTIFIED ABOUT AN ATTEMPTED RAPE, BY THE CAV, AND A FRIEND. AS SOON AS THE FEMALE ATTORNEY, WORKING FOR THE SENATE JUDICIARY, BEING USED TO QUESTION, FORD, GOT TO THE DETAILS OF THE ASSAULT, THE REPUBLICAN SHITHEADS, LIKE LINDSAY GRAHAM AND OTHERS STARTED TO SCREAM FOUL! FORD SAID SHE HAD, 50 OTHER WOMEN, WHO COULD TESTIFY, AS TO THE SEXUAL MISCONDUCT OF OUR NOW, JUSTICE ON THE HIGHEST COURT IN THE LAND. THE DEMOCRATS WERE BLOCKED FROM GETTING BOTH TO HIS RECORD AS A SEXUAL PREDATOR, AND HIS RECORD AS A COURT OF APPEALS, JUDGE! FBI ONLY DID A WEEK INVESTIGATION TO ONE OF THE TOP POSITIONS IN THE COUNTRY AND NEVER EVEN INTERVIEWED, EITHER FORD OR KAVANAUGH? SHODDY WORK AND, SO EVIDENCES, THE SHITTY, CULTURE OF THE FBI, WITH A PREDOMINENCE OF MORMONS AND REPUBLICANS, WHO REFUSED TO DO A FULL, BACKGROUND INVESTIGATION, FOR FEAR IT MIGHT, TURN UP, EVIDENCE OF "BAD BEHAVIOR" THAT WOULD CONSTITUTIONALLY, PROHIBIT CONGRESS FROM APPROVING HIM! LOOK, WE GET IT THAT TRUMP, RAN ON THE PROMISE TO PUT CONSERVATIVES ON THE SUPREME COURT, BUT SCUMBAGS, ARE A DIFFERENT STORY. WE WERE IN NO RUSH, TO DO A GOOD JOB! WELL, JUSTICE KAVAUNGH IS KEEPING THE "#METOO MOVEMENT ALIVE AND WELL! THE FEDERAL GOVERNMENT, WHERE THE MONEY IS FOR NOTHING AND THE CHICKS FOR FREE! THIS IS THE CULTURE, I AM DEALING WITH IT EVERYDAY! PINK PUSSY IN THE POOL. WHILE WE ARE ON THE TOPIC, LET ME SHOW YOU, THIS SHIT IN LIVING BREATHING COLOR! LAST NIGHT, SOME DUDE, WITH A VERY, AVERAGE, BODY, TO WEAK, BUT AN ATTRACTIVE FACE, COMES IN AND, ALL LANES ARE FULL, WITH TWO SWIMMERS EACH IN THEM. I AM ABOUT FINISHED, AND THE GUY, GETS A CHAIR AND PUTS HIS CLOTHING ON IT, AND WAITS FOR US TO GET OUT OF A LANE SO HE CAN GET IN. I GET OUT AND HIT THE HOT TUB. DUDE GETS IN THE WATER, NEAR THE STAIRS? NO LAPS FOR THIS GUY. THEN, I HEAR HIM, CALL SOME CHICK'S NAME. AN ATTRACTIVE, FEMALE, COVERED IN A TOWEL OVER THE LOWER PART OF HER BODY, WALKS TO THE CHAIR HER BOYFRIEND, I AM ASSUMING OR HUSBAND, IS, SAVING FOR THE TWO OF THEM TO PUT THEIR CLOTHES ON. SHE IS WEARING A BLACK, BIKINI OR TWO PIECE SWIMMING SUIT TOP. MOST SERIOUS SWIMMERS, WEAR, ONE PIECE SWIMSUITS, THE THOUGHT COMES TO MIND, PUSSY. SURE ENOUGH, SHE DROPS HER TOWEL, AND SHE IS WEARING, HOT PINK, BIKINI BOTTOMS. NICE FIGURE, BUT, NEW BOOB JOB. THE GUY, TELLS HER TO LOOSEN HER HAIR? 50 SADES OF BLUE POOL WATER? SHE HAS A BUN OR CLIP IN IT AND DOESN'T SEEM LIKE SHE WANTS TO TAKE HER HAIR DOWN. AGAIN, HE PUTS HIS HANDS UP ON BOTH SIDES OF HIS HEAD AND MAKES THE ACTION OF TAKING HER HAIR OUT AND SHAKING IT, LEAVING IT LONG AND SEXY? BOTH HAVE SWIM GLASSES ON, AND SHE SEEMS MORE, WORRIED ABOUT HER HAIR GETTING CAUGHT IN THE RUBBER, GOGGLES, THAN, BEING SEXY FOR HIM! LOL. SHE FINALLY PUTS HER HAIR IN A PONYTAIL, COMPROMISE. THIS ABSOLUTELY FLOORED ME . . . SHE IS STANDING LIKE I DO, WHEN, I DO MY WATER EXERCISES, NOT TOO DIFFERENT THAN MY BUS EXERCISES, BUT THESE ARE NOTHING COMPLICATED, NOR IS THERE REALLY A FORM TO THEM! HE, WAS LITERALLY, GOING UNDER THE WATER, WITH GOGGLES, AND WATCHING HER LEGS AND BUTT, THEN, HE WOULD COME UP AND CRITIQUE, HER FORM? YOU HAVE TO BE SHITTING ME? I THOUGHT, WOMEN, ARE THEIR OWN WORST ENEMIES, THAT THEY WOULD PLAY THESE FUCKING GAMES WITH MEN, LIKE IDIOTS, AND MEN, EVENTUALLY HATE THE CREATURE THEY CREATED, IN MONITORING HER EVERY MOVE, WORKING HER TO GET THE IDEAL BODY FOR HIM, WHEN HE IS FAR FROM IDEAL! I REMEMBER GOING TO A WEDDING, CEREMONY, PERFORMED IN THE SALT LAKE TEMPLE. THE MAN PERFORMING THE CEREMONY, GENERALLY, GAVE SOME FATHERLY ADVISE FOR THE NEWLY WEDS, THAT WOULD HELP THEM, IN THEIR NEW VENTURE OF HAVING A LIFE TOGETHER. HE TURNED TO THE GROOM AND SAID SOMETHING TO THE EFFECT, THAT HE NEEDED TO BE PATIENT WITH HIS WIFE'S SHORTCOMINGS, BE LOVING AND KIND. SHE TURNED TO THE GROOM AND SAID, IF I DIDN'T HAVE THESE FAILINGS I WOULD HAVE MARRIED A BETTER MAN THAT YOU! LOL! COME ON, KIDS, DO WE HAVE TO PLAY THESE SEX GAMES, WITH EACH OTHER? FUCK, I SWEAR BETWEEN, THE CHURCH OF THE REPUBLICANS, TRUMP AND THE BOOK, 50 SHADES OF GRAY, WE HAVE, ACTUALLY, MADE AMERICA SUCK AGAIN! WE HAVE TAKEN MEN AND WOMEN, IN THEIR PROGRESS, BACK, TO THE 1950'S, AND TO WOMEN, APPLYING FOR, THE LEAD ROLE IN A MOVIE, BY, PERFORMING SEX ON THE COUCH WITH THE PRODUCER! I AM LIVING, BREATHING, COLORFUL PROOF THAT THAT OLD PRACTICE IS STILL IN PLAY! WHAT WAS EVEN MORE SHOCKING, WAS, THAT, I GOT UPSTAIRS AFTER PUTTING MY WATER TOOLS AND TOYS AWAY, TOOK A SHOWER, AND WENT UP TO THE WOMEN'S LOCKER ROOM, TO GET DRESSED, AND THIS CHICK WAS ALREADY OUT OF THE POOL, DRESSED AND HANGING OUT OF HER, GRAY SWEATER, WITH HER NEW CLEAVAGE! THAT WAS NO WORK OUT! AGENTS, AGENTS, AGENTS! DID THEY WANT TO KNOW WHAT I THINK. WELL, LET ME PUT IT THIS WAY, THERE WAS A BREAST CANCER, FUND RAISER IN MISSOULA, BEFORE I LEFT, CALLED, "BURPIES FOR BOOBIES!" CHRIS & BRYAN, MORNING SHOW, WITH THE "DAILY DUMBASS" SAID, WE LOVE BOOBIES, AND I THOUGHT, I WOULD HOPE TO GOD, FOR THE MEN AND THE WOMEN, THEY ALLEGEDLY LOVE AND MARRIED, THAT, THEY, LOVE THE WOMEN ATTACHED TO THE BOOBIES! HAPPY WIFE, HAPPY LIFE! BEING USED AND ABUSED, THOUGHT ONLY AS A SEX OBJECT, OR PUSSY, CAN SOUR A RELATIONSHIPS REALLY FAST! WHEN THEY ARE TIRED OF THE TOY, THEY GO BACK TO THEIR SENSES AND START LOOKING FOR A WOMAN, OF SUBSTANCE LIKE MYSELF, WITH CHARACTER, SKILLS, PERSONALITY, ETC. BOTH SEXES, SHOULD NOT SELL THEMSELVES, SHORT AND BUY THIS SHIT! A SONG, CALLED, "I MISSED MYSELF MORE" CAME TO MIND. JUST A NOTE ON THE 2020 PRESIDENTIAL ELECTIONS, JUST A COMMENT, JOE BIDEN, AND KAMALA HARRIS, GOT INTO IT A BIT ON THE DEBATE STAGE THE OTHER NIGHT, OVER HER SAYING THAT SHE COULD, DO THIS OR THAT BY "EXECUTIVE ORDER." BIDEN, SAID, NO, BY THE CONSTITUTION, YOU CAN'T DO THAT. WHO IS RIGHT? THAT DEPENDS ON THE ISSUE, THE TOPIC THE SUBJECT, THAT THE EXECUTIVE ORDER IS ADDRESSING. THE 10TH AMENDMENT, GIVES UP DIRECTION ON THIS DISPUTE . . . THE FEDERAL GOVERNMENT, REMEMBER, IT WAS CREATED, BY THE PEOPLE, OF THE PEOPLE, AND FOR THE PEOPLE, FIRST MAKING STATES, THEN, THE CENTRAL GOVERNMENT, WITH GOVERNMENTS TO SERVE THE PEOPLE. THOSE POWERS THAT ARE EXPRESSLY GIVEN TO THE FEDERAL GOVERNMENT, OR THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, ARE WITHIN THEIR POWERS, TO DO, THROUGH, EXECUTIVE ORDER, WITH SOME POWERS AND RESPONSIBILITIES, IN BETWEEN, OR FALLING IN THE CRACKS BETWEEN THE VARIOUS, BRANCHES OF GOVERNMENT, EXECUTIVE, LEGISLATIVE AND JUDICIAL! THIS IS WHAT I LOVE ABOUT, BIDEN'S EXPERIENCE, 8 YEARS IN THE OBAMA ADMINISTRATION, WITH PREZ. O, BEING JUST AS WILLING AS TRUMP TO SIGN EXECUTIVE ORDERS. JUST THE ATTORNEY GENERAL OF TEXAS, ALONE, CHALLENGED, OBAMA'S EXECUTIVE ORDERS, 50 TIMES OR MORE, IN THE 8 YEARS. I BELIEVE TRUMP, TRUMPS THAT BY NOW, WITH HIS TRAVEL BAN, AND ACTIONS ON THE SOUTHERN BORDER! BIDEN IS RIGHT IN CAUTIONING ANY NEW PRESIDENT, HIMSELF, A GOOD REMINDER, OF HOW MANY TIMES THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH WAS PUT IN CHECK BY THE COURTS, OR BY CONGRESS! I THINK TRUMP IS UP THERE SOMEWHERE AROUND, 70 CHALLENGES, CONSTITUTIONALLY FOR HIS EXECUTIVE ACTIONS, WITH MANY OF THEM, FALLING OUTSIDE THE PREVIEW OF HIS POWERS, AS EXPRESSLY, GRANTED IN THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION! LOOKING TO THE RIGHT SOURCES, FOR THE ANSWERS! HARRIS IS RIGHT, DEPENDING ON WHICH POWERS AND WHO IS THE BRANCH, WHO IS EXPRESSLY ASSIGNED THAT ROLE! ALL OTHER POWERS ARE RETAINED FOR THE STATES AND THE PEOPLE! GOOD ISSUE TO DISCUSS. I SEE TRUMP, WITH A SHIT LOAD OF PEOPLE, PUSHING THIS OR THAT, EO, AND, HIM, JUST SIGNING IT A GRINNING FOR THE PHOTO OP! DOES HE EVEN KNOW WHAT HE HAS SIGNED? MY VERY REPUBLICAN, SEAHAWKS FAN, GAME AND BREAKFAST OR LUNCH, BUDDY, SAID THAT, SHE WAS A REPUBLICAN, DON'T NEED TO DEFEND, BECAUSE SHE WAS FOR LIMITED GOVERNMENT, OH, LIKE, THEM, GETTING INVOLVED IN OUR DECISIONS OVER OUR OWN BODIES? WELL, NO, OR YOU LIKE TRUMP LIFTING, REGULATIONS OR ROLLING BACK, FOR SMALL WATER TRIBUTARIES, THAT LEAD TO BIGGER ONES, ON CLEAN WATER ACTS, AND OTHER PROTECTIONS AGAINST, POLLUTION IN OUR STREAMS AND DRINKING WATER SUPPLIES? HE WANTS TO MAKE IT EASIER FOR FARMERS TO COW TIP THEIR DEAD OR DECAYING, CARACUSES, INTO THE STREAM ON THE FARM RATHER THAN, PAYING THE EXTRA COSTS, TO HAVE SOME SERVICE COME PICK THEM UP? EWWW, NO, THAT IS SICK. YEAH, OR DO YOU WANT, CRUDE OIL SPILLS, IN YOUR, RIVERS, THAT LEAD TO THE LARGER BODIES OF WATER THAT ARE TURNED INTO OUR DRINKING WATER? WELL. WELL!!!!!!!!! REPUBLICAN TEND TO DO ANYTHING TO FACILITATE BIG BUSINESS, AND FAIL TO BALANCE, PEOPLE ORIENTED ISSUES, LIKE CLEAN WATER, AIR, AND POLLUTION! NOT TO MENTION, THINKING, CLIMATE CHANGE IS A FUCKING HOAX! WELL, HE DID TO THAT, AMERICA DREAM TAX, THAT BENEFITED ONLY THE RICH. SO WHAT IS IT YOU LIKE ABOUT THE GOP? HARD TO THINK OF SOMETHING. I KNOW . . .

Miss Me More

Kelsea Ballerini

I retired my red lipstick 'cause you said you didn't like it
I didn't wear my high heel shoes
'Cause I couldn't be taller than you
I didn't wanna lose my friends, but now it's hard to even find them
It's what you wanted, ain't it?
It's what you wanted

I thought I'd miss you (when it ended)
I thought it hurt me (but it didn't)
I thought I'd miss you
I thought I'd miss you

But I miss me more
I miss my own beat, to my own snare drum
I miss me more
Miss my own sheets in the bed I made up
I forgot I had dreams, I forgot I had wings
Forgot who I was before I ever kissed you
Yeah, I thought I'd miss you
But I miss me more (I miss me more)

I put on my old records that I hid in the back of the closet
And I turn them up to ten
And then I played them all again
I found my independence
Can't believe I ever lost it
What you wanted, ain't it?
It's what you wanted

I thought I'd miss you (when it ended)
I thought it hurt me (but it didn't)
I thought I'd miss you
Yeah, I thought I'd miss you

But I miss me more
I miss my own beat, to my own snare drum
(I miss me more)
Miss my own sheets in the bed I made up
I forgot I had dreams, I forgot I had wings
Forgot who I was before I ever kissed you
Yeah, I thought I'd miss you
But I miss me more (I miss me more)

I thought I'd miss you
I thought it hurt me
And I'd wanna kiss you
I thought I'd miss you

But I miss me more
I miss my own beat, to my own snare drum
(I miss me more)
Miss my own sheets in the bed I made up
I forgot I had dreams, I forgot I had wings
Forgot who I was before I ever kissed you
And I thought I'd miss you
But I miss me more
(I miss me more)
(I miss me more)
(I miss me more)

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Brett McLaughlin / Kelsea Ballerini / David Hall Hodges

Miss Me More lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Audiam, Inc

RELIGIOUS FACTOR. ENDLESS SHRIMP! THE STORY OF A FACE. SPEED IS THE KEY! RAMBO: LAST BLOOD. SPICED TO DELIGHT! TORK. IT IS DELICIOUS. KEN'S MARKET HOTSHEET SPECIALS. THE MAIN ATTRACTION. FORTUNE'S FOOL. THE PLOT TO KILL HITLER. THE CODE FELLOWS. RELAX THE BACK. SPAGHETTI MINUS THE GO-AND-GHETTI. GUITAR CENTER. HORSE-E. IT'S NOT ME. IT'S A PHOTOGRAPH. SWEET TREATS. MAMA'S BABY, IN THE HEART OF EVERY SCHOOL GIRL. BLACK VELVET IN THAT LITTLE BOY'S SMILE. DEFENSIVE DRIVING. MOVING BILLIONS OFFSHORE TO PROTECT WEALTH. $1 BILLION IN WIRE TRANSFERS FOR THE SACKLER FAMILY. MOM'S PLACE. WHO KILLED MARILYN MONROE PODCAST. YOUR CANDLE BURNED OUT LONG BEFORE YOUR LEGEND EVER DID. ROCKET MAN. I WOULD HAVE LIKE TO KNOW YOU, BUT I WAS JUST A KID. WEST CAMPUS. WESTERN UNION. DIGITAL IMAGING. TASTIER. LUCKY DOG ON THE AVENUES. PUMPKIN SPICE. I'M HERE TO MAKE THE BIGGEST DIFFERENCE IN YOUR LIFE. SERVICE ENTRY. ENDLESS SHRIMP. 99 RED BALLOONS GO BY. TOO MANY STARS. HOW TO PAY. WHAT TO PAY. SIGMASIX. SHE SAID. HOT BOX SMOKE SHOP. IMPOSSIBLE WHOPPER? MONICA LOPEZ. GRANDMA LIKES ME BEST. FEED ME! OKAY. MY BLOG IS KIND OF LIKE THE JERRY SEINFELD FORMAT. MAKING SOMETHING OUT OF NOTHING OR EVERYDAY STUFF FUNNY. CRAZY GRANDMA STORY. SO, LAST WEEK, I TOOK $40.00 OUT OF THE BANK TO SET ASIDE TO SENT MY GRAND-DAUGHTER, HER BIRTHDAY PRESENT. NOW TO MOST OF YOU AND ME IN DAYS GONE BY, THAT IS NOT A LOT OF MONEY, EITHER TO LOSE OR TO SEND FOR A BIRTHDAY. TIMES CHANGE. SO, AFTER A BRUTAL DAY ON THE COMPUTERS, STARTING WITH, A TOTAL COMPUTER MELTDOWN, OR IS IT THE WANNA BE BLOGGERS, BEING BRUTALIZED MY MY BLOG, WHO WANTED TO KILL THE STORY OF THE DAY? SO THE COMPUTERS ARE DOWN, AT THE LAKE HILLS LIBRARY, ONE OF MY NEW DIGS! CUTE AND BRIGHT. LOVE THE SETTING AND THE COLORS AND IT IS ON THE BUS ROUTE AND CLOSE TO LA FITNESS. I LIKE TO DO THINGS JUDICIOUSLY AND NOT WASTE TIME AND EFFORT. YOU COULD CALL IT LAZY, OR WORKING SMARTER NOT HARDER! FINALLY, THE COMPUTER GETS GOING, AND, I WRITE PART ONE OF MY BLOG--BEFORE I HAVE FINISHED, THE INTERNET BLANKS OUT AGAIN, AND, MY TITLE IS IN CIRCLEVILLE HELL, OR SPIN CYCLE AND WILL NOT "POST" OR "PUBLISH!" HERE WE GO AGAIN, WHAT DON'T THESE FUCKERS WANT BROADCAST, OVER THE WORLDWIDE, "DAILY PLANET?" JONES & IBRAHIM, PLLC. ATTORNEYS AT LAW? CODE FELLOW. MARRIED ASIAN OR ACTRESS? SO, I HIT THE BUS, AND END UP AT THE BELLEVUE LIBRARY--SAME PROBLEM--INTERNET IS DOWN? WHAT THE FUCK. I GET ON MY LIBRARY ACCOUNT, AND, IT IS STILL IN LKL MODE OR APPEARING TO BE LOGGED INTO OR CONNECTED TO THE LAKE HILLS LIBRARY? PEOPLE LOVE BLOGS ABOUT MY LIFE AS MUCH AS THEY DO ABOUT PIG TALES, SO WHEN, THE BLOG INCLUDES BOTH, LIKE THE DETECTIVE AND THE DAD, BLACK DOGES MINI-FAN? PERFECT. LOL. PEOPLE WANT TO KNOW. THERE WAS THIS MOVIE OUT ABOUT, A FEW MONTHS AGO, CAN'T REMEMBER THE NAME, BUT IT IS ABOUT THIS CHICK WHO IS GETTING HER MASTER'S DEGREE IN ENGLISH, AND SHE HAS BEEN WORKING ON A NOVEL FOR LIKE 10 YEARS. EVENTUALLY, SHE GOES TO ONE OR HER OLD PROFESSORS, WHO SAID, DID YOU EVER THINK, THAT PEOPLE MIGHT BE MORE INTERESTED IN YOUR LIFE, THAN THE NOVEL YOU ARE WRITING? THAT SEEMS TO BE THE CASE, SO I MIX IT UP . . . TRY TO WATCH SENSITIVE MATERIAL, DON'T WANT TO SCARE THE HELP, BUT, FUCK, IT IS HARD, LIKE I SAID, TO KNOW WHO IS FRIEND AND WHO IS FOE? I COVER MY ASS FIRST AND YOUR ASS SECOND. JUST THE WAY IT HAS TO BE. COPS HAVE THE BLUE BROTHERHOOD AND SISTERHOOD, PLUS NATIONWIDE SUPPORT BEHIND THEM. I HAVE MY BLOG! PERIOD AND THAT IS ALL I HAVE HAD TO PROTECT ME FOR THE LAST 7 YEARS OR THE 6 I HAVE BEEN WRITING, AS OF SEPTEMBER 21, DATING BACK TO 2013! I CAN'T REMEMBER WHY I GOT OFF ON THAT TANGENT, OH, YEAH, THE COMPUTERS APPEARING TO BE PROTECTING THE DETECTIVE TRACKING ME AND, HIS ALLEGED, FATHER, OR HIM IN DISGUISE! IN-HOUSE TUTORING FROM THE DRAMA COACH? PROBABLY. IT WAS THE SHUFFLE THAT KILLED YOU, DUDE! LOL. SO, AFTER A FEW MINUTES, THE COMPUTERS AT THE BELLEVUE LIBRARY ARE BACK UP. THAT SYMBOL IS VERY TELLING, "BEL." SCHOOL BUSES AND SHELLEY, BEING THE GUMDROP ELEMENTARY SCHOOL, BOOK SELLER. THAT FOR AN ATTORNEY? GOOD GOD? WHAT ARE THE CODE FELLOWS THINKING? OR WHAT ARE THEY THINKING WITH!? LOL. IT IS HIGHLY APPARENT, THE HEAD BELOW THE WASTE! LOL. THERE IS AN AD ON TV, FOR "FAST SIGNS" AND THE FIRST SHOT OF THE AD, IS SOME, CHICK, LOOKING LIKE SHELLEY, WITH BIG ASS BOUNCY BOOBS, FOLLOWED BY A TALL BLONDE AND RED HEAD, WHO ARE BOTH FLAT OR NOT GENETICALLY MODIFIED BY THE PLASTIC SURGEON! COMMUNICATING WITHOUT COMMUNICATING. WASN'T MOM'S PLACE, IN LAW ENFORCEMENT TO TRAIN? WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH, BOOBS, OVER BRAINS? LOL. SEEMS TO BE THE TICKET! SO, I GO TO LOG INTO MY BLOG, WHICH IS GETTING HARDER BY THE SECOND. THEY HAVE TOTALLY, BLOCKED ME FROM MY BLOG, BUT FOR A FEW SNEAKY WAYS I HAVE FIGURED OUT HOW TO GET ON STILL! GO HAWKS. BEAT STEALERS! VERY SYMBOLIC GAME FOR ME! BEAT THEIR SORRY ASSES FOR ME, WILL YOU? MIGHT BE THE ONLY JUSTICE I EVER GET! SO, MORE THAN ONCE IN THE LAST WEEK, I HAVE BEEN FORCED, TO EITHER CHANGE A PASSWORD OR GO THROUGH THE "GOOGLE SECURITY" SHIT, BUT THIS TIME, I ACTUALLY, CLICKED IN AND SAW WHAT, ACTIVITY BROUGHT THE SECURITY THREAT. REMEMBER, LAST WEEK, WHEN, I SAID, SOMEONE LOGGED INTO MY GOOGLE BLOGGER ACCOUNT, IN KIRKLAND, WHEN, I HAVE NOT BEEN THERE FOR MONTHS! UNTIL THE DAY AFTER! THEN, I LOGGED IN AND OH, WAIT A MINUTE, I WAS NOT AT THE LAKE HILLS LIBRARY, I WAS, AT THE KIRKLAND LIBRARY, AFTER GOING TO BREAKFAST AT "GEORGE'S!" WHY WAS THE LKL ON, MY BLOGGER ACCOUNT OR LIBRARY ACCOUNT? THAT IS FOR THE SKY COPS TO FIGURE OUT! THAT IS IF THEY ARE ON, THE SIDE OF THE VICTIM OF IDENTITY THEFT, NOT SUPPORTING THE BIG BOUNCY BOOBS, OF THE THIRD TIER!? BUT, THERE WERE SEVERAL OTHER, LOCATIONS, NOTED, OF SOMEONE, LOGGING IN EITHER MY BLOGGER ACCOUNT, OR LIBRARY ACCOUNT--BOTH PISS THE SHIT OUT OF ME, AND ARE CRIMES! THERE WAS ONE IN "BURIEN" AND ANOTHER, IN CASCADE-FAIRWOOD, WA, SEPTEMBER 4 AT 9:22 AM. THE DATE AND TIME OF THE KIRKLAND BREACH OF SECURITY, BLOGGING IN, WAS ON THE 3RD, AT 12:00 PM. I HAVE NEVER BEEN IN EITHER BURIEN OR CASCADE-FAIRWOOD, WASHINGTON. THERE IS A BIT OF INTEL FOR YOU TO FOLLOW UP AND TRACK, THROUGH VIDEO SURVEILLANCE, WHO WAS IN THE LIBRARY AT THAT TIME. LITTLE WIFEY-POOH? THE LAW, IS THE LAW, IS THE LAW . . . I KNOW MY RIGHTS, DO YOU!? DO YOU AGREE WITH JUSTICE FOR ALL? THEN DO YOUR FUCKING JOB! I HAVE NO RIVALS! FUCK. SO, IF SOMEONE IS BUILDING A CASE AGAINST "THEM" MY DOUBLE TROUBLES, THERE IS SOMETHING TO FOLLOW UP ON! NOW I AM GOING TO GIVE YOU SOME MORE, CONNECTED TO THE BIRTHDAY MONEY, COPS, DELAYED BUS, AND, A SNUFFED, MONTHLY ORCA REGIONAL BUS PASS! OH, BUT FIRST, I ADD TO THE BOTTOM OF THE BLOG, ABOUT THE DETAILS OF THE BURGER KING, INCIDENT WITH, THE FATHER SON DUO, OR, BETTER KNOW AS THE "HONEY TRAP" OR "LIPTRIX!" THEY SEND THE LOVER TO COVER! OH, I SAW, JOANN KAY, NOT JOANN S. SECRIST! TOO SMART FOR YOUR BEST, RAMBO! AGAIN, THE BLOG FIRST, TOTALLY, DISAPPEARED, MAKING THE COMPUTER, TOTALLY REBOOT, WHILE I WATCHED MY WORK AND BLOG GO DOWN THE TUBES, DIDN'T CHECK TO SEE IF THE WHOLE THING WENT THROUGH . . . IF THERE IS NO BOTTOM PART OF THE LAST BLOG, THEN, THEY STOLE THAT TOO, WHEN THE COMPUTER WENT INTO SPIN CONTROL . . . THAT WAS SOMETIME, THURSDAY AFTERNOON! THE SAME DAY, ALL THIS OTHER COMPUTER SHIT STARTED, BUT IS NOT NEW, JUST ANOTHER, ATTEMPT TO STEAL THE BLOGS AND BILLIONS OR TO PROTECT, SOMEONE! AFTER ALL DAY BEING FUCKED UP, I THINK I BAGGED ON LA FITNESS, AND, DECIDED TO TAKE A LONG RELAXING RIDE TO REDMOND, WHERE I AM RIGHT NOW! ON COMPUTER, 208, ONE OF THE 2 HOUR COMPUTERS. WHAT IS MY IP ADDRESS SHOWING YOU? WHERE AM I SUPPOSE TO BE? MARYSVILLE? THIS IS HOW THEY DO IT, BABY! I REALLY GO THERE AND THEY, CLICK A MOUSE AND GET PEOPLE TO LIE AND COVER FOR THEIR STUPID ASSES! THEY ARE JUST HELPING ME, HELP YOU BUILD A CASE AGAINST THEM AND THEY ARE GIVING, ME MORE AND MORE EVIDENCE AGAINST, THEM, FOR YOU, DEAR PROSECUTOR! I PICK UP THE B-LINE, DOWNTOWN, IN BELLEVUE, AND MY OLD BUS PASS, WITH, THE NUMBERS, 30, AND ABOUT 4 "8'S" AND, A "5" AS I RECALL. i AM SOMEWHERE NEAR, MICROSOFT TERRITORY, AND A BLACK, TRANSIT COP, GETS ON THE BUS, AND STARTS CHECKING BUS PASSES, AND SCANNING THEM. FINE, THAT IS TO BE EXPECTED. I GO ALL THE WAY TO THE REDMOND, TRANSIT CENTER, WHICH IS LITTLE MORE THAN, TWO BUS SHELTERS, NEAR "CHAAT INDIAN RESTAURANT." I MERELY WALK ACROSS THE STREET AND GET ON THE B-LINE RAPID RIDE, BACK TO WALGRENS WHERE I AM TRANSFERRING TO BUS 226, ACROSS THE STREET NEAR A PARK, I THINK. BUT ON THE WAY BACK, SOMEWHERE, WE PICK UP, THE PREVIOUS, TRANSIT COP, AND, A NEW, BLACK DUDE TRANSIT COP, WHO IS, STANDING RIGHT BEHIND ME ON THE BUS, NEAR THE SECOND EXIT, AND THERE IS A SECURITY CAMERA, RIGHT OVER MY HEAD, SO EASY TO VIEW AND SEE, THAT HE SCANNED MY CARD, TWICE! SO, HE FIRST, ASKS TO SEE MY REGIONAL BUS PASS. OK. THEN, HE IS TALKING TO SOME DUDE, WHILE THE CHICK, IS GIVING SOMEONE TICKETS, FOR NOT HAVING THEIR BUS PASSES. I HAVE HEARD, HORROR STORIES, ABOUT PEOPLE DITCHING AND DODGING THE IRS, AND CHILD SUPPORT, BUT, BEING CAUGHT, ON THE METRO OR THE SOUNDER, OR THE RAPID RIDE WITHOUT THEIR PASSES, OR CLICKING IN THEIR MACHINES! THE TICKETS ARE $150.00! SO THE DUDE, GETS DONE BULLSHITTING AND, ASKS TO SEE MY REGIONAL BUS PASS, AGAIN! WE ARE TALKING ABOUT, 5 MINUTES. I REMIND HIM THAT, HE ALREADY CHECKED MY CARD! NO I DID NOT. YES, YOU DID! EXASPERATED, AND THINKING, I WONDER IF SOMETHING IS UP, LIKE IT ALWAYS IS, I GIVE HIM MY CARD. OF COURSE, I PASS, BUT DID HE ZAP MY CARD, THAT SECOND TIME, TO ENTRAP ME, BY SNUFFING, OUT WHAT WAS LEFT, AFTER THE FIRST BITCH, ZAPPED ME, THEN, HE DID, AND THEN, AGAIN?????? I SWEAR, I AM GOING TO RUIN, THE ENTIRE, EXECUTIVE BRANCH SEX LIFE! LESBIANS, INCLUDED! LOL. THINK I CAN'T? YOU MAY WANT TO CHECK THE DATE, I WROTE ABOUT, THE PERCENTAGES OF AMERICANS, WHO SUPPORT BACKGROUND CHECKS AND "RED FLAG" LAWS! THE DAY AFTER, 145 COMPANIES, LED BY WALMART, WROTE A LETTER TO CONGRESS, ABOUT, THEM, PASSING SOME LEGISLATION, TO HANDLE ALL THE SCHOOL AND OTHER SHOOTINGS IN THIS COUNTRY, TODAY, NASCAR, SHOCKED THE NRA AND GUN MANUFACTURERS, BY REFUSING TO ALLOW, SEVERAL FIREARM ADS, DURING THE NASCAR RACES! THAT IS RESPONSIBLE, ACTIONS, ON THE PARTS OF CORPORATE AMERICA, AND ENTERTAINMENT! WHERE IS CONGRESS! OH, I GUESS, KAY OR SHELLEY WROTE THESE, OR RACHEL, RIGHT! FUCK WRONG, I WROTE THEM AND HAVE BEEN FOR THE LAST 6 FUCKING YEARS, THEY WERE SO BUSY, STEALING THE MONEY AND WIRE TRANSFERRING IT OFFSHORE, THAT THEY FAILED TO SEE THE POWER I WAS AMASSING WORLDWIDE! FUCK YOU! PUT IT BACK, IT IS MINE! SO, I GET OFF, AT WALGREENS, AT EXACTLY, 7:59 PM, WHEN BUS 226, IS JUST ROUNDING THE CORNER, TO GO UP TO ST. PETER'S CHURCH, WHERE THE EMERGENCY SHELTER IS! SCREAM. AT THIS TIME OF NIGHT, THERE IS AN HOUR BETWEEN EACH OF THE BUSES! I CROSSED THE STREET, AND, STARTED TO DO MY "BUS STOP EXERCISES" THAT KEEP ME FROM GOING BAT SHIT CRAZY! I DID THE HALF HOURS WORTH, BUT, I STILL HAD, ANOTHER, HALF HOUR OR SO. NOW THERE WAS SOME DUDE, THERE WAITING FOR THE BUS TOO, OR HE CAME OUT OF NOW WHERE. HE WAS WEARING A HAT, AND LOOKING INTENTLY AT HIS CELL PHONE. I WAS DOWN THE STREET, 50 YARDS, TO STAY AWAY FROM HIM, JUST IN CASE. BUS, 24* WENT BY, AND THE GUY DIDN'T GET ON THE BUS? WHAT IS HE UP TOO? HE KEPT LOOKING AT HIS PHONE, AND SLOWLY STARTED TO MOVE TOWARDS ME. I WAS DOING SOME, LEG LIFTS, BUT KEEPING MY EYE ON THIS CREEPER, WHO IS INCHING, CLOSER AND CLOSER TO ME? LIKE WHAT THE FUCK? WHAT BUS IS HE WAITING FOR? THAT ONE JUST LEFT AND THIS ONE IS ABOUT, A HALF HOUR AWAY FROM COMING, SO? HE SEES ME AND BACKS OFF, THEN, WHEN, HE THINKS I HAVE GONE BACK TO MY EXERCISES, HE STARTS TO CREEP BACK, CLOSE TO ME AGAIN! I TURN, AND KEEP MY EYE ON HIM . . . THAT PARK IS TOTALLY, EMPTY, BECAUSE IT IS GOING TO RAIN, AND, THERE IS NOBODY, LEFT ON THE STREETS! FINALLY, WHEN, HE CAN SEE, HE IS NOT GOING TO BE ABLE TO PULL WHATEVER HE HAS PLANNED OFF, BECAUSE, I HAVE MY EYES IN THE BACK OF MY HEAD ON HIS STUPID, MUG AND PHONE, WONDERING WHAT THE FUCK, HE SLOWLY, WALKS DOWN THE STREET AND DISAPPEARS INTO THE NIGHT? WTF? SO, LIGHTNING IS STARTING TO CRACK IN THE SKY, AS THE DARKNESS STARTS TO FEEL PERVASIVE AND I CAN SMELL AND FEEL THE STORM, MOVE IN, BUT, I LIVE STORMS, AND GIVE UP ON THE EXERCISES, HAVING DONE ALL II CAN THINK OF TO DO. I START DANCING TO MY CHEAP RADIO! ALL THE SUDDEN, A BLACK AND WHITE, SUV, IS COMING DOWN THE STREET, ON THE OTHER SIDE!? THE RAIN IS JUST STARTING TO FALL. PLEASE DON'T TELL ME THIS FUCKER IS GOING TO DO THE TYPICAL COP, BULL SHIT AND RE-ROUTE THE BUS, MISSING ME, JUST AS THE STORM IS COMING? ALL THE SUDDEN THERE IS A DOWN POUR OF RAIN! THE BUS SHOULD BE HERE, OR SHOULD BE COMING? WHERE THE FUCK IS IT! THAT BASTARD, DID, DELAY OR RE-ROUTE THE BUS! SCREAM. DO I RUN FOR COVER UNDER THE TREES UP THE STREET AND RISK MISSING THE BUS, BECAUSE THERE ARE NO LIGHTS? OR STAY AND GET TOTALLY DRENCHED? THIS IS ELDER ABUSE! REPORT THAT MOTHERFUCKER! I DECIDE TO LOOK AT THE TIME, AND IF THERE IS STILL A FEW MINUTES, RUN FOR COVER, UNDER THE PROTECTION O F THE LEAVES, THAT BLOCK SOME OF THE RAIN. FUCK. I ALWAYS, KEEP MY BATTERY OUT OF MY CELL PHONE, AND I CAN'T FIND IT. THAT FUCKING, BOOK, "EXTREME DANGER" IS BLOCKING ME FROM, BEING ABLE TO GET MY HAND IN THE POCKET TO CHECK THE BATTERY, OR SEARCH FOR IT. EARLIER I HAD PUT IT IN THE WRONG, POUCH, BUT IT WAS NOT THERE! FUCK? WHAT TIME IS IT? FINALLY, FRUSTRATED, I DECIDE, I AM JUST GOING TO THROW THE FUCKING BOOK AWAY, PAPERBACK AND I HAVEN'T PICKED IT UP IN A WEEK! I TOSS IT IN THE TRASH, NEARBY! GOOD, BUT I STILL CAN'T FIND MY BATTERY????? GOOD SIGN, SOME, DUDE, WITH GROCERY BAGS, IS WALKING TO THE BUS STOP, SO THERE MUST BE A BUS COMING SOON! ANOTHER CHICK TOO! GREAT, I HAVEN'T BEEN RE-ROUTED AND LEFT HERE ALL ALONE! I WAS ALL WET, AND, IT WAS RAINING A BIT, BUT, AT LEAST, I WOULD NOT OR IT APPEARED I WOULD NOT MISS THE BUS! LUCKY FOR PEOPLE PREPARED FOR THIS WEATHER! HE GAVE ME SOME, MOON BLANKET, MADE OF MYLAR, THAT TIN FOIL STUFF! AH, PROTECTION FROM THE COLD AND IT WORKS TOO, TRAPS THE HEAT IN! JUST ABOUT THE TIME THE RAIN ENDS AND THE BUS COMES, 20 MINUTES LATE? EVEN IN 5:00 TRAFFIC, THE BUS IS NOT THIS LATE! I BET, THE COP TOLD THE DRIVER TO HOLD OFF, AND WAIT TO SEE IF THERE WERE OTHER PEOPLE BESIDES ME, WHO WERE TAKING THE BUS, THAT COLD, WET BLUSTERY NIGHT! THANK GOD THERE WERE, OR I AM GUESSING THE BUS WOULD NOT HAVE COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ATTEMPTED MURDER? PROBABLY. WHO WAS THE DUDE? THIS NEXT SEGMENT, WILL PROVE THAT, IT WAS "ATTEMPTED HOMICIDE" BUT WHAT IS NEW? SO WE GET HOME OR BACK TO THE CHURCH, I HAVE CHILLED TO THE BONE! PLUS, I HAD, A LARGE, GLASS OF DIET COKE, SHORTLY BEFORE BED TIME SO, I AM GOING TO BE UP ALL FUCKING NIGHT! FREEZING AND DEAD TIRED! I AM LAYING ON THE FLOOR ON A MAT, AND THINKING ABOUT WHAT I NEED TO DO THE NEXT DAY? FUCK!!!!!!! I THREW AWAY $40.00 AND, MY GRAND-DAUGHTER'S BIRTHDAY MONEY! SHIT! NOW, I AM, TOTALLY, RESPONSIBLE, AND TAKE MY CHORES AS SERIOUS AT THE CHURCH AS I TOOK MY MULTI-MILLION DOLLAR CASES! HOW AM I GOING TO GET UP, STAY UNTIL, 7:30 AM, AND GET DOWN THE HILL TO THE GARBAGE CAN, BEFORE THE PARKS & RECREATION, GET TO DUMP THE TRASH? FUCK. IT IS 4:00 AM, HAVEN'T SLEPT MUCH, BUT, MY CHORE AND WHAT TO DO, ARE WEIGHING ON MY MIND. THANK GOD, I ASKED STAFF, IF I COULD, WIPE OFF THE TABLES, EARLY, SO I COULD GO RETRIEVE, THE BOOK AND THE MONEY! SHE WAS TOTALLY COOL, SAID, DON'T WORRY ABOUT YOUR CHORE, THE MONEY IS MORE IMPORTANT, GO WHEN, YOU NEED TO, GO . . . YEAH, 5:22 AM, OFF AND RUNNING. YEAH, THE BOOK IS ALL DRY, SURVIVED BETTER THAN ME, AND THE MONEY IS STILL IN THE BOOK. I PUT IT THERE SO THAT IT WOULD NOT GET FUCKED UP AND WRINKLED, BEFORE I GOT TO SENT IT! OH, WHERE MY MONEY, GETS TO GO! LOL. RELIEF, OR AT LEAST FOR A MINUTE OR TWO. NOW, WENT I GOT ON THE BUS, MY BUS PASS, WAS MALFUNCTIONING! IT TOOK ME THREE HITS OR TAPS, TO GET IT TO BARELY, CLICK. NORMALLY, BEFORE THE THREE SNUFFS OF THE TRANSIT COPS, 1/3, 1/3, 1/3, WITH JUST ENOUGH JUICE ON MY CARD, TO GET ME A HIT IN THE MORNING . . . PROBABLY NOT THE PLAN! I TOOK BUS, 226, TO GET THE MONEY, AND, TOOK, BUS, 245, TO MCDONALD'S, I NEEDED TO REWARD MYSELF, AND, CHILL OUT, TOO EARLY FOR A WORK OUT, AND THE LIBRARY IS NOT OPEN, AND, I NEED A COKE ON ROCKS! LOL. WHEN, I PICK UP, THE BUS, MY FUCKING CARD IS NOT HARDLY WORKING AT ALL. NOW THIS IS EMBARRASSING TO SAY THE LEAST! IT WORKED FINE, UNTIL THOSE FUCKING DAMN TRANSIT COPS, FUCKED IT UP! I TOLD THE BUS DRIVER AND HE IS FOREIGN AND LOOKS AT ME, LIKE, YEAH, RIGHT . . . .REALLY! I PROMISE. NOW, ONE OF THE THINGS THAT MAKES PEOPLE THE MOST ANGRY, IS HAVING AN IMAGE OF WHO THEY ARE, AND SOMEONE ACCUSING THEM OFF THE OPPOSITE VIRTUES, LIKE, DOUBTING ME ON HAVING A REGIONAL BUS PASS. I AM PISSED! THIS IS GOING TO BE THE FIRST ORDER OF BUSINESS WHEN I GET TO SOPHIA'S PLACE, IS WHAT THE FUCK, HAPPENED TO MY REGIONAL ORCA, OR KILLER WHALE, BUS PASS? FIRST, I GOT A RECORDED MESSAGE, THAT THERE WOULD BE A 27 MINUTE WAIT! WHATEVER, THIS IS WORSE THAN CALLING SOCIAL SECURITY, FEDERAL, LINE! THE RECORDER, CHICK, ALEXI, KEPT TELLING ME, MY CALL WOULD BE ANSWERED IN THE ORDER IN WHICH IT CAME, BUT I COULD HANG UP, AND THE CALL WOULD BE IN THE QUE, AND WHEN THERE WAS AN AVAILABLE, REPRESENTATIVE, THEY WOULD CALL ME. NO, I DON'T TRUST THEM! I WILL HOLD. NOW, PEOPLE WHO KNOW ME, WILL NOT BE SURPRISED, THAT I CAN SEE THESE MASSIVE, LUXURY CONDOS, OFFICES, MOTELS, HOTELS, AND CONSTRUCTION ALL OVER THE PLACE, AND BEING BUILT, BY "ME" OR UNDER "MY" SIGNATURE, AND MONEY, AND I AM NOT GOING CRAZY WITH, THE REVERSE OF GREED! FRANKLY, I AM GLAD TO SEE PEOPLE WORKING, AND, NEW LIFE IN THE CITY, EVEN IF IT IS MONEY, LAUNDERED. THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT I AGREE WITH THE WAY, THEY GOT MY MONEY AND ARE USING MY GOOD NAME AND BRAND, TO BROKER ALL THESE DEALS! BUT, IF YOU START TO FUCK WITH, MY SOCIAL SECURITY AND MY BUS PASS, ORCA, PASS, I WILL FUCK YOU BACK, BIG TIME, THAT IS HITTING ME WHERE IT REALLY HURTS! I AM A SIMPLE PERSON WITH SIMPLE WANTS AND NEEDS, BUT THIS, IS RAW AND PERSONAL! THIS IS SURVIVAL, WE ARE TALKING AND GOES TO LIFE, LIBERTY AND PROPERTY! BILLIONS? I HAVE GOT IN MY HANDS, NOR GOT A TASTE FOR MONEY, FAME, OR ALL THAT GOES WITH WEALTH, SO . . . IT IS ALMOST UNREAL, EVEN THOUGH, I KNOW IT IS REALLY MINE! SO, FINALLY, THIS CHICK, REPRESENTATIVE, GETS ON THE LINE. I TELL HER WHAT HAPPENED, AND SHE TELLS ME, THAT, MY CARD, AND ACCOUNT, ARE A MESS, WITH, LIKE FOUR OTHER NUMBERS ON THE ACCOUNT!!!!! LIKE THAT IS ANY SURPRISE, WOULD TO GOD, CHECKING SOCIAL SECURITY AND MEDICARE WERE THAT SIMPLE! RIDERS, LEACHES, AND LOSERS, ALL OVER MY LIFE! I GOT EXCITED WHEN, SHE TOLD ME THIS AND HOPEFULLY, WHEN, I NEED THE FEDS, TO LISTEN TO MY PHONE CALLS THEY WERE LISTENING! BECAUSE, HERE IS A CASE IN A NUTSHELL! THEN SHE ASKS ME FOR MY NUMBER A THIRD TIME? DID SOMEONE, POST A NOTE ON THE COMPUTER, LIKE THEY DO AT SOCIAL SECURITY? THEN, SHE SAID, WELL, IT SHOWS THAT YOU HAVE NOT HAD AN ACTIVE CARD, OR PASS, SINCE, THE 28TH OF SOME MONTH, I THINK, I JUST ASSUMED, AUGUST. I SAID, I PURCHASED A $36.00 REGIONAL BUS PASS, THE SECOND I GOT OFF THE BUS AND TO THE SOUNDER LIGHT RAIL, MINUTES, LATER, PAID WITH CASH! AUTO HACK ACTIVATED, OF COURSE! EACH TIME I HAVE TO CLICK FOR MORE TIME, ON THE COMPUTER, THE CURSOR GOES RIGHT BACK TO THE START OF MY TITLE, WHEN, THE HACKERS ARE ON, WITHOUT THEM ON, IT GOES RIGHT BACK TO WHERE I WAS, AT THE TIME, LIKE HERE! I HAD TO BUT THE CURSOR ON BLUE OR WHATEVER AND RUN THROUGH THE BLOG TITLE TO FIND THE END! SO, I TOLD THE CHICK, I HAVE BEEN USING THIS PASS, FOR THE ENTIRE MONTH OF SEPTEMBER AND IT IS GOOD UNTIL THE END OF THE MONTH! WE ARE AT WHAT THE 12TH? OR 13TH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHELLEY, ON THE 13TH, YOUR TRUE IDENTITY, IS EXPOSED, ON YOUR FUCKING BIRTHDAY? GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ANYWAY, YOU MIGHT FIND A REAL, INTERESTING, SPOTTED, TIMELINE OF ACTIVITY ON MY CARD, NEW NUMBER, STARTS WITH A 5! IS THIS ANOTHER, ATTEMPT AT "MIX, MATCH AND ATTACH? THIS IS THE SECOND CARD, I HAVE HAD TO REPLACE! THERE ARE AT LEAST, 4 OTHERS, USING MY CARD ACCOUNT! EXPECTED. BUT CAN LAW ENFORCEMENT BE SMART ENOUGH, OR FAST ENOUGH, TO GRAB THE EVIDENCE BEFORE THE CROOKS ERASE IT?

I MADE THE MISTAKE OF TELLING SHELLEY ABOUT, THE LEGAL CONCEPT OF "FIRST IN TIME" OR "90% OF THE LAW IS POSSESSION!"  WHAT THESE FUCKS ARE TRYING TO DO, IS TAKE OVER, THE "FIRST IN TIME" ACCOUNT AND FORCE ME TO AN NEW ACCOUNT OR LATER, ACCOUNT NUMBER!

KILLER MOTIVES!

BLOGS WORTH A BILLION A PIECE?

IT IS NOT JUST THE PENNY PER HIT, BUT THE SHOE AND CLOTHING ADS, THE ADSENSE, A ND WHATEVER ELSE THEY HAVE ADDED TO ALL THE ACCOUNT, THAT ARE UNDER THE "PENUMBRA" OF MY NAME AND BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK, WITH, GOD ONLY KNOWS, HOW MANY VERSIONS AND "EVERY ONE'S CRAFT!

SO MANY GREAT BLOGGERS?

NO, THERE IS ONLY ONE!

ME.

LAST NIGHT, I WOKE WIDE AWAKE, AT 3:30 AM, WITH, THE "3% RELIGIOUS PSYCHO FACTOR" ON MY MIND!

MORMONS ARE THE "COP CHURCH" AND, THESE, LOSER FUCKS, SEE THEMSELVES AS THE "KINGDOM BUILDERS" . . . I MY MIND, "THE KINGDUMB LOSERS!"  I HAVE THE "MIDAS TOUCH" THEY DON'T.  I CAN JUST SEE THEM, HUMBLY, SPEAKING TO CHURCH GROUPS, ABOUT, HOW BLESSED THEY ARE???  LOL.  NO, THE WOMAN WHO GOT THE ABORTION, IS THE "BLESSED ONE!'

RELIGIOUS CONVICTION CAN, COVER, FOR A WHOLE LOT OF SHIT, SOMEONE WANTS TO JUSTIFY, AND, RATIONALIZE, IS OKAY TO DO . . . WE ARE GIVING PEOPLE JOBS, OR MAKING MONEY FOR MORMONS, WHO ARE GOING TO CONVERT THE WORLD TO MORMONISM, WHILE THEY THEMSELVES ARE AND NEVER HAVE BEEN ACTIVE IN THE CHURCH, UNLESS IN NEED!

WELL, SHE GOT AN ABORTION!

GUESS WHAT, ABORTION IS LEGAL!

WHAT YOU ARE DOING IS NOT!

YOU COMMIT WHAT 10 FEDERAL FELONIES, EACH, TIME YOU FUCK MY BLOG, AND STEALING, TAKING MY PROPERTY, FROM PERSONAL, TO REAL, TO INTELLECTUAL, EVEN BUS PASSES TO COVER YOUR IDENTITY, AND STEAL MINE?  I TOOK, BUS, 249, AT 2:01 PM, PICKED UP THE 255 TO SEATTLE, RIGHT AFTER THAT, AND THAT BUS TOOK ME, TO 5TH AND JACKSON, 3 BLOCKS FROM, THE ORCA BUS OFFICES, WHERE, I AM SURE, THAT YOU CAN, PICK ME UP ON SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS!

THEY USED THE SAME PIC FROM MY OLD CARD, SO AS NOT TO TAKE THE THINNER FACE, ALL THE GALS, KAY, SHELLEY AND RACHEL, HAVE FATTER FACES THAN I DO!

THERE WERE THREE INCIDENTS, YESTERDAY, THAT I AM SURE, WEIGHED ON MY MIND, YESTERDAY, THE FUCKED UP BUS PASS, SEEING, WOMEN PROTESTING THE PLANNED PARENTHOOD OFFICE IN BELLEVUE, LIKE 4 OF THEM, AND SOMETHING, MY FRIEND, KAREN SAID AT BREAKFAST THE OTHER DAY . . . I WILL GO IN REVERSE ORDER, KAREN IS A RABID REPUBLICAN, AND WE ARE EATING BREAKFAST, AND, SHE SAID, CAN YOU IMAGINE, US TWO EATING TOGETHER AND BEING FRIENDS.  I DIDN'T KNOW WHO SHE WAS TALKING ABOUT, BUT WENT ALONG WITH HER, UNTIL I REALIZED, SHE WAS TALKING ABOUT US?  WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS, SINCE THE GET-GO!  WE HAVE OUR POLITICAL DIFFERENCES, BUT, SHE IS THE DAUGHTER OF AN ATTORNEY, WAS A BLOGGER, FIGHTS COPS, AND WE HAVE MORE IN COMMON, THAN OUR POLITICS, AND I AM NOT REALLY, ANYTHING, BUT OF LATE AND BECAUSE OF MY VERY REPUBLICAN FAMILY, RELATE TO THE LEFT OF THE DEMS, MORE!  IT IS REPUBLICANS WHO DID ALL THIS SHIT TO ME AND CONTINUE TO PULL SHIT!  OH.

NOT ONLY DID WE SHARE BREAKFAST, BUT WE, SPLIT IT RIGHT IN TWO . . . SHE HAD SHIT I WANTED TO EAT AND I HAD STUFF SHE WANTED, LIKE STRAWBERRY CREPES!  WE SPLIT THE TICKET RIGHT IN HALF.

WOULDN'T THAT BE NICE IF WE COULD DO THAT POLITICALLY?

I ASKED HER ON HER VIEWS OF ABORTION OR SHE BROUGHT IT UP, AND, AS I THOUGHT, ABOUT IT, IT WAS SCRIPTURE, I READ THE MORNING, I GOT UP AND GOT ONE . . . ALL THINGS ARE PURE TO GOD, IT IS YOU WHO ASSIGNS THE PURITY OR IMPURITY TO THEM.  HAD I DROPPED THE BIBLE OPEN TO SAY, THE 10 COMMANDMENTS, THOU SHALT NOT KILL, I MIGHT HAVE HAD A DIFFERENT, CONCLUSION TO MY PREGNANCY, THAT I FELT WAS A PLOY TO TRAP ME, JUST LIKE WOMAN, CAN TRAP A MAN!  STOP THIS TOP IN HER CON LAW, BECAUSE WE SEE SHE IS GOING TO BE HARD TO HANDLE!

I SAID, LOOK, YOU NEVER HAVE TO HAVE AN ABORTION, NOR DO ANY REPUBLICANS, WHICH IS TOTALLY A FALLACY, IF NOT A BOLD FACED, HYPOCRITICAL LIE, THEY HAVE THEM, PROBABLY, AT ABOUT THE SAME RATE AS, DEMOCRATS DO!  REPUBLICAN MEN ARE ALWAYS, IN THE HOT SEAT FOR SEX SHIT! ABORTIONS! SCANDALS!

WE ARE WIRED FOR SEX, WHY DON'T WE KEEP LAWS THAT GIVE PEOPLE, THE FREEDOM THEY WANT, AND LET THE OTHERS, KEEP THEIR BABIES?  NOBODY IS FORCING YOU TO HAVE AN ABORTION, BUT, YOU MIGHT GET CAUGHT, WITH LIFE COMING AT YOU FAST, IN THE FUTURE AND WANT THAT PROTECTION AND FREEDOM!

AN ABORTION IS NOT MY PREFERENCE FOR BIRTH CONTROL!  THE MAN WHO TRAPPED ME, NOT ONLY TOLD ME TO GET OFF BIRTH CONTROL, BUT, SAID HE WAS IN THIS REPENTANCE, THING, THAT HE WAS NOT EVEN HAVING A COKE!  THEN, THE LAST NIGHT I WAS GOING TO SEE HIM, HAVING WARNED HIM, FOR YEARS THAT I WOULD ABORT IF HE EVER GOT ME PREGNANT, HE BEGGED FOR SEX, JUST ONE LAST TIME?

I LOOK AT THIS AS NO DIFFERENT THAN, MY 4TH, 5TH, 6TH, 9TH, AND 14TH AMENDMENT RIGHTS.

IT IS A FORGIVABLE SIN IN THE MORMON CHURCH, SO WHY DID MY FATHER, MUTILATE MY BODY, WHICH IS A CRIME?

WHY DOES MY VERY MORMON REPUBLICAN FAMILY, BREAK ALL 10 COMMANDMENTS AND WAVE THEM, AS IF, THEY ARE OF NO MERIT AT ALL?

I HAVEN'T BROKEN ANY LAWS, AND THEY HAVE BROKEN, THOUSANDS, AND ALL SCRIPTURE AND COMMANDMENT!

I HAVE BEEN PUNISHED FOR 20 YEARS, FOR EXERCISING MY RIGHTS, AND THEY HAVE NOT BEEN PUNISHED, FOR BREAKING EVERY LAW IN THE BOOKS?

WHY?

WE ARE GOVERNMENT BY THE "RULE OF LAW" . . . SINCE WHEN DID IN IT NOT APPLY TO LAW ENFORCEMENT AND THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH OF GOVERNMENT, AND THE MORMONS?

BECAUSE IT IS THE CHURCH OF THE COPS! THEIR SANCTUARY CHURCH!

WE CAN'T HAVE EVERY MAN A LAW UNTIL THEMSELVES!

POLYCLINIC!

A SHOCKING CASE, I HAVE BEEN WANTING TO COVER FOR WEEKS: (1) A VERY RELIGIOUS GAL, WITH A GOOD HEART, WORKING AT, I BELIEVE, KENT STATE UNIVERSITY AND TIED INTO WORKING WITH STUDENTS, WHO ARE RE-ENTERING THE WORKFORCE, THROUGH, JAIL OR PRISON PROGRAMS, HAD JUST BROKEN UP WITH, HER MAN OR HUSBAND WHEN, SHE MET, SOME DUDE OUT OF THE JAIL!

SHE DID NOT JUDGE HIM AND DID ALL IN HER POWER TO HELP HIM, GET RE-ESTABLISHED IN LIFE.  THE TWO FELL IN LOVE, AND THEY BOTH HAD A PASSION FOR MUSIC, AND, GOSPEL RAP MUSIC, IN PARTICULAR.  I THINK THEY EVENTUALLY, GOT MARRIED, OR AT LEAST MOVED IN TOGETHER, AND CONTINUED TO WORK ON A CD, AND GO TO CHURCH, VERY ACTIVE IN THEIR CHURCH, BOTH OF THEM!

THEN, ONE DAY, A FRIEND OF THE CHICK'S, HADN'T SEEN HER, AND SHE DIDN'T SHOW UP FOR WORK?

THEY FOUND HER IN THE BASEMENT OF THE COUPLE'S HOME, WITH HER HEAD IN A BUCKET, NEXT TO HER, BEHEADED BODY?

WHO COULD DO THIS TO THIS WONDERFUL WOMAN, SO CARING AND SYMPATHETIC TO ALL?

THERE WERE THOUGHTS OF HER LIVE IN BOYFRIEND, BUT HE HAD A ROCK SOLID ALIBI.  HER EX? ANOTHER DUDE SHE LIKED BEFORE, SHE MET THIS LAST MAN?

AFTER RUNNING THE GAUNTLET OF EXHAUSTING, ALL LEADS, THE TRAIL, CAME BACK TO THE HUSBAND OR LIVE IN LOVER!  NOW, NOBODY AT THE CHURCH, WOULD EVER HAVE THOUGHT, NOBODY, CONSIDERED, HIM, AT WORK, OR AMONG FRIENDS, BUT, SOME DUDE IN JAIL, WITH, I THINK THE FORMER, LOVER, SAID, DUDE WAS INTO DRUGS, AND OWED PEOPLE!

AFTER LOOKING INTO THE MAN'S FINANCES, THEY LEARNED THAT HE HAD GONE THROUGH ALL HER SAVINGS, AND, HAD SPEND, FAR MORE THAN, SHE KNEW, AND SHE WAS STARTING TO QUESTION WHAT WAS GOING ON, AS THEY PUT MONEY, INTO THE MUSIC CD? 

ONCE THE COPS, FIGURED OUT THAT, THERE MIGHT HAVE BEEN, FINANCIAL MOTIVES FOR THE BE-HEADING, AND MURDER, THEY CALLED THE MAN, BACK IN, WHO ONCE QUESTIONED, ALL THE SUDDEN, STARTED USING THE BIBLE AS AN EXCUSE!  SHE WAS THE DEVIL!  THE SCRIPTURES SAID, THAT THE ONLY WAY TO STOP THE DEVIL WAS TO CUT ITS HEAD OFF!

SO I CUT OFF HER HEAD, BECAUSE, SHE  WAS THE DEVIL!

NOW PEOPLE THINK, THAT, BECAUSE I HAVE HAD AN ABORTION, LEGAL, IN ALL WAYS, A ZYGOTE, THE SIZE OF A BEAN, ONE MONTH ALONG, THAT, SHELLEY WHO WAS PREGNANT AND RACHEL, AT THE SAME TIME, WHO, HAVE LIKELY, ASSASSINATED MEN, NOT TO MENTION, ALL THE I.D, THEFT AND BILLIONS, NOW OFFSHORE, DESERVE MY BLESSINGS?

SHE IS THE DEVIL?

FATHER HAVING ME FEMALE CIRCUMCISED?

JUSTIFYING, ALL THIS?

WTF?

READ, ROMANS 14:14 . . . MY EYES FELL RIGHT ON THAT SCRIPTURE THAT MORNING!  PEOPLE WHO KNOW ME, KNOW I HAVE READ AND FOLLOWED THE SCRIPTURES ALL MY LIFE!

I READ THE SCRIPTURE IN CONTEXT . . . THIS APPLIES TO EVERYTHING, IN LIFE, WAS REFERRING TO EATING PORK, BUT, IT GOES TO ALL THINGS--IF YOU CAN DO IT, WITHOUT FEELING IT IS WRONG, GO AHEAD, OR IF YOU THINK YOU WILL CAUSE SOMEONE TO FALL, DON'T DO IT, OR, IF YOU CAN'T DO IT IN FAITH, THAT YOU WILL NOT BE PUNISHED OR FALL BECAUSE OF IT, GO AHEAD!

AMAZING GRACE!

SOPHISTICATED THINKING!

SLIMY SERIAL "SARGENT SLEEZY" WAS THE NAME OF THE "COP RAPIST" I TALKED ABOUT IN THE LAST TWO BLOGS! COP SHOPS--NOW THAT I AM THINKING ABOUT IT, YOU MAY WANT TO CALL IN RANDOM BODY CAM CHECKS TO MAKE SURE YOUR OFFICERS ARE NOT EXPOSING YOUR DEPARTMENTS TO LAWSUITS, FOR VIDEO TAPING THEIR SEXUAL EXPLOITS! THINK LIABILITY! THINK ATTORNEY SHARKS LIKE ME! SMILE. THAT SHOULD PUT THE FEAR OF GOD IN YOU! LOL. MOSCOW MITCH, NOW THAT CONGRESS IS BACK IN SESSION, DO YA THINK YOU COULD GET TO THE BUSINESS OF RUNNING THE COUNTRY? TWO PRESSING MATTERS. BILLS ORIGINATED IN THE HOUSE TO PROTECT OUR ELECTIONS AND DEMOCRACY. IN ADDITION TO THE HOT TOPIC OF GUN CONTROL, WITH, RECENT POLLS SHOW THAT: (1) 89% OF AMERICANS WANT BACKGROUND CHECKS FOR FUTURE GUN OWNERS; AND (2) 86% OF BOTH REPUBLICANS AND DEMOCRATS SUPPORT "RED FLAG" LEGISLATION GIVING EITHER FAMILY MEMBERS OR COPS THE OPTION TO HOLD A HEARING TO SEE, IF THIS PERSON IS A THREAT TO EITHER THEMSELVES OR TO THE PUBLIC IN OWNING OR HAVING A GUN. THE SENATE IS ALSO A HOUSE REPRESENTING THE PEOPLE, NOT JUST THE HOUSE OF REPRESENTATIVES, BUT TWO SENATORS FROM EACH STATE TOO. DO NOT ABDICATE CONGRESSIONAL RESPONSIBILITIES FOR MAKING LAWS, OR PASSING BILLS TO GO TO THE PRESIDENT'S DESK--THAT CREATES A "UNITARY EXECUTIVE" AND NO MAN ON THE PLANET IS SMART ENOUGH TO BE THAT! , AND LEAVE IT TO WHETHER HE WILL SUPPORT IT OR SIGN IT OR NOT! LET TRUMP TAKE THE HEAT FOR HIS OWN, DECISIONS AS PRESIDENT OF ALL THE PEOPLE IN THIS COUNTRY. TO ME, THIS IS A NO BRAINER, WITH ABOVE 86% OF THE COUNTRY WANTING BOTH OF THESE LAWS THE DEMOCRATS IN THE HOUSE HAVE LAID BEFORE THE SENATE TO PASS INTO LAW FOR, WE THE PEOPLE. KIDS ARE BEING KILLED EACH AND EVERY DAY WE WASTE! GIT-R-DONE! COPS WANTED ME TO STAY OUT OF WHAT'S LEFT OF THEIR SEX LIVES! LOL. ROCKIN' ROOSTER MSNBC LIVE STREAM POLITICS IS BACK. LET THE PREZ. TAKE THE HEAT! LOL. 13 MEMBERS OF THE NEW YORK FIRE DEPARTMENT LEGACY CLASS, ARE CHILDREN OF FIREFIGHTERS WHO DIED ON 9/11. ONE NEWLY SWORN IN FIREFIGHTER IS THE SON OF A NEW YORK COP WHO DIED, ALSO ON 9/11 JUST DOING THEIR JOB, PROTECTING THE HEALTH, SAFETY AND WELFARE OF THEIR CITIZENS! GREAT LEGACY. GOOD DNA! KISSES. PARTY CITY. HOT BOX SMOKE SHOP. TIMETABLE SYMBOL. SLICES ON "YOUR" SOFA. GRANDMA LIKES ME BEST. GOTTA LOVE THOSE HORNY COLLEGE HUNKS. LOL. FIT RITE. NO PRIVATE SOCCER LESSONS. RESCUING YOU FUELS ME. SIGMASIX. SPIFFY BIFFY. BEASTY BOYZ. YOU HAVE TO FIGHT FOR YOUR RIGHT TO PARTY! SMILE. I'M GONNA FOR THAT UPTOWN GIRL . . . SHE'S LOOKIN' FOR HER DOWNTOWN MAN. I'D FIGHT FOR YOU . . . YEAH, I'D DIE FOR YOU. YOU KNOW IT'S TRUE, EVERYTHING I DO, I DO IT FOR YOU . . . P.S., NOW I AM GETTING ABOUT EVERY 100 WORDS ON THE NEWS! SCREAM. YES. I WAS THE ONE WHO WROTE ON THE "RED FLAG" LAWS AND LEGISLATION! THINK . . . "YOU HAVE BEEN DECEIVED!" AND NOT BY ME! OH, SKY COPS, AS I STARTED TO LOG IN TO THE BELLEVUE LIBRARY SYSTEM TONIGHT, IT SHOWED, WHERE I HAD WRITTEN MY BLOG, EARLIER, AT THE LAKE HILLS LIBRARY, ALSO A PART OF THE KING COUNTY LIBRARY SYSTEM, I LOVE! HOWEVER, WHEN, I TRIED TO LOG INTO "GOOGLE BLOGGER LOGIN" ONCE AGAIN, I HAD TO TRY TO GO THROUGH, GOOGLE'S SECURITY MAZE! SCREAM. THEY WANTED ME TO CHANGE MY PASSWORD AGAIN, IN LESS THAN A WEEK! LUCKY FOR ME, SOMETHING MALFUNCTIONED AND I WAS ABLE TO GET IN WITHOUT CHANGING THE PASSWORD, SO THAT THE FUCKING HACKERS, CAN'T CLAIM, THAT THIS BLOG IS ONE OF THEIRS! FORCING ME TO GET A NEW ONE, MAKING IT LOOK LIKE I AM THE HACKER, INSTEAD OF THEM! THE SECURITY CHECK ALSO SHOWED ME, ON SEPTEMBER 9, 2019, LOGGING IN ON THE KIRLAND LIBRARY--I HAVE NOT BEEN THERE SINCE, MONTH AGO, BEFORE, I LEFT, THE SEATTLE AREA, BACK IN JULY! NO, YOUR TRAINER, IS RIGHT HERE IN BELLEVUE, WASHINGTON, EAST COAST, TEACHERS, WASHINGTON, D.C., AND THEN, THEY TURN AROUND AND TRAIN YOU! I AM THE TRAINER'S TRAINER! FUCK THE MIDDLE MEN AND WOMEN, AND JUST GET ME DIRECTLY, I AM MUCH MORE INTERESTING AND FUN! A UNIVERSE OF STORIES. I MAY NOT BE AS DEEP AS SOME IN ONE PARTICULAR AREA OF THE CRIMINAL AND CIVIL JUSTICE SYSTEM, BUT, I HAVE THE WIDEST, CONCEPTUAL FOUNDATION, HAVING BEEN ON ALL SIDES OF THE SPECTRUM, FROM PROSECUTION TO CRIMINAL DEFENSE, TO CIVIL RIGHTS TO CIVIL FAMILY LAW PRACTICE AND PROFESSORSHIP! ONE CALL MAKES IT ALL! CLOWNS IN THE CIA ARE ME! USE ME! ABUSE ME! THEY HAVE SMART TECHNOLOGY, NOT SMART PEOPLE . . . YOU ARE GETTING MY MATERIAL, NOT ORIGINAL STUFF FROM THEM, BUT RIGHT OUT OF MY BLOG AND MIND! CHILD OF MINE . . .WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE? THEY CAUSED THE PAIN IN YOUR BLUE EYES! THINK OUTSIDE THE BOX! LITERALLY. THEY KEPT YOU IN THE DARK AND I HAVE HAD TO GUESS WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU, AND HAVE FOUGHT FOR 15 YEARS TO PROTECT YOU FROM THE PEOPLE WHO STOLE YOUR MUSIC, THAT OF YOU, YOUR BROTHER, AND YOUR SISTERS' BOOKS! STAND BY ME!

Respect

Aretha Franklin

What you want
Baby, I got it
What you need
Do you know I got it?
All I'm askin'
Is for a little respect when you get home (just a little bit)
Hey baby (just a little bit) when you get home
(Just a little bit) mister (just a little bit)

I ain't gonna do you wrong while you're gone
Ain't gonna do you wrong 'cause I don't wanna
All I'm askin'
Is for a little respect when you come home (just a little bit)
Baby (just a little bit) when you get home (just a little bit)
Yeah (just a little bit)

I'm about to give you all of my money
And all I'm askin' in return, honey
Is to give me my propers
When you get home (just a, just a, just a, just a)
Yeah, baby (just a, just a, just a, just a)
When you get home (just a little bit)
Yeah (just a little bit)

Ooh, your kisses
Sweeter than honey
And guess what?
So is my money
All I want you to do for me
Is give it to me when you get home (re, re, re, re)
Yeah baby (re, re, re, re)
Whip it to me (respect, just a little bit)
When you get home, now (just a little bit)

R-E-S-P-E-C-T
Find out what it means to me
R-E-S-P-E-C-T
Take care, TCB
Oh (sock it to me, sock it to me, sock it to me, sock it to me)
A little respect (sock it to me, sock it to me, sock it to me, sock it to me)
Whoa, babe (just a little bit)
A little respect (just a little bit)
I get tired (just a little bit)
Keep on tryin' (just a little bit)
You're runnin' out of fools (just a little bit)
And I ain't lyin' (just a little bit)
(Re, re, re, re) when you come home
(Re, re, re, re) 'spect
Or you might walk in (respect, just a little bit)
And find out I'm gone (just a little bit)

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Otis Redding

Respect lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc, Universal Music Publishing Group, BMG Rights Management

ON THE EDGE OF 17. I GOT A BLESSING THAT SAID, THE HOLY GHOST WOULD DIRECT ME THROUGH DREAMS, AS TO THE PATHS I SHOULD FOLLOW IN LIFE, AND, THAT MY NAME WOULD GO DOWN FROM GENERATION TO GENERATION FOR GOOD! ALMOST 50 YEARS AGO, I GOT THAT BLESSING . . . I SEE DEAD PEOPLE. 6TH SENSE. TO LEARN MORE WITHOUT COST! TO THINK ABOUT. RISE OF THE ROCKET GIRLS. AMERICAN PAPER CONVERTING. EAT. PRAY. LOVE. EARLY WORLD. WHO REALLY CONTROLS THE WORLD? PURPLE RAIN. DRIVING THE WIRELESS REVOLUTION. FROZEN FANTA ORANGE. METAPHYSICAL SIDE OF LIFE. RIGGOLLETTO. YOU CALL. I RESCUE. TRANWEST. RYDER EVER BETTER. SEE EASTGATE WAY. FISHING LESSONS. TAKE THE LEAP. BELIEVE. RAY GAY BAR. YOU CAN'T SHAKE ME, CAUSE YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MY BABY. WORLD IN HAND. WORD IS MORE POWERFUL THAT THE SWORD. GET IT? GOOD. U.S. WAR LORD. JOHN BOLTON, NOW FORMER NATIONAL DEFENSE SECRETARY, QUIT THE TRUMP ADMINISTRATION. BATTLE OF THE EGOS. BOLTON CLAIMS HE QUIT. TRUMP CLAIMS HE FIRED. HE SAID. HE SAID. POMPEO & PENCE SOUL SURVIVORS? SECRETARY OF STATE, MIKE POMPEO, WILLING TO KISS THE GOLDEN RING--"YOU HAVE TO KEEP TRUMP HAPPY EVERY SECOND!" ON THIS ONE POINT, I HAPPEN TO AGREE WITH TRUMP, I AM SICK OF AMERICA GETTING INVOLVED IN ENDLESS WARS, THAT GET US FUCKING NOTHING, BUT BROKE! WHAT DOES WAR PROVE? THAT TWO STUPID SIDES, CAN'T NEGOTIATE OR REACH A DIPLOMATIC AGREEMENT? COME ON, MAN. THE LAST THING THE WORLD NEEDS IS ANOTHER SENSELESS WAR. GOVERNMENT CONTRACTORS HAVE MADE ENOUGH MONEY EVEN ON TRUMP, TO ROCK THE RUN ON THE WHOLE WORLD! SHIT! WE ALREADY HAVE THE STRONGEST MILITARY IN THE WORLD. WHAT ARE WE GOING FOR, SECOND PLACE? WHATEVER. REALLY HAVE NOT BEEN FOLLOWING POLITICS TOO MUCH, BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN BLOCKED BY THE NSA AND GANG, FEDS, FROM GETTING ACCESS TO MSNBC, MY FAV. NEWS SOURCE. I HAVE TO ACTUALLY WORK TO GET MY NEWS NOW, AT LA FITNESS. IF I DON'T DO THE STATIONARY BIKE, I CAN'T WATCH TV! LOL. PERHAPS, I WILL GET RID OF MY LOVE HANDLES ON MY KNEES! LOL. EVERY FREEDOM, THESE SHITS TAKE AWAY FROM ME, ACTUALLY, BRINGS ME CLOSER TO MY GOALS. EVENTUALLY, I WILL GET BACK AT LEAST MY HOT 7 BOD! LOL. FEAR OF FEARS! SHE'S BACK! BELLEVUE COPS AND DETECTIVES WERE TRACKING ME TODAY. SAW THE DETECTIVE, GRAY, CROWN VIC, WITH THE SPOTLIGHT, COMING AROUND THE CORNER OF OLD NAVY, PULL UP IN A PARKING SPOT IN FRONT OF TARGET, UNTIL HE SAW ME SEE HIM, THEN, HE DID A YOU TURN, AND DITCHED OUT OF THE PARKING LOT AS I WENT INTO BURGER KING. MR. FULLY LOADED, WAS THAT YOU? SMILE. THAT IS WHAT I GOT YESTERDAY. SMART CODING SCHOOL. HOT AND DELICIOUSLY JUICY. SCOPING ME OUT OF THE BOSS? MAYBE. BETTER BE CAREFUL COPS, I MIGHT RUIN YOUR WHOLE SEX LIFE IF YOU ARE NOT CAREFUL! LOL. YOU MAY HAVE WISHED YOU LEFT, ME ACCESS TO THE NEWS AND POLITICS, NOW I AM IN YOUR PERSONAL LIVES! PAY BACK MAKES YOU THE BITCH! LOL. FUNNIEST DEFENSE FOR A RAPE CHARGE. MONTANA BOY, ACCUSED, BY FRIEND, HUBBY, SHARING A MOTEL ROOM. THE CHICK IS A BIT JUICY LIKE ME, AND WHEN, SHE ACCUSED THE STRAY DUDE OF RAPE, HE SAID, MY DICK ISN'T BIG ENOUGH! LOL. THERE CAN BE TRUTH TO THAT. ME AND THIS SAME CHICK, WERE HAVING GIRL TALK ONE NIGHT, AFTER I HAD WRITTEN ABOUT, "PEYRONNIE'S DISEASE" OR BETTER KNOWN AS THE I FELL DOWN THE TELEPHONE POLL, DEFENSE, AND MY DICK GOT BENT! THIS MORNING, AT BK, THERE WAS THIS, 6'4" HUSBAND WITH A 4'5" ASIAN WIFE--LONG TIME MARRIAGE, I COULD TELL, MAYBE DATING BACK TO VIETNAM ERA? BUT, DUDE, DON'T YOU SWALLOW HER AND HOW CAN SHE ENTERTAIN YOU? THAT REMINDS ME OF SEEING ONE OF THE LOS ANGELES RAMS, NFL PLAYERS, WHAT WERE THOSE TWO BROTHER'S NAMES, WHO BOTH PLAYED FOR THEM, AND I REMEMBER SEEING ONE OF THEM WITH THEIR WIFE, AND THOUGHT THE SAME THING . . . HOW DOES THAT WORK? CALL ME INTELLECTUALLY CURIOUS OR SEXUALLY CURIOUS? BUT SERIOUSLY? JUST WONDERING. BUT, THIS BEING CRITICAL OF BODIES OR NOW REFERRED TO AS, "BODY SHAMING" CAN CUT BOTH WAYS, GENTLEMEN . . . SO THIS CHICK AND I ARE TALKING AND LAUGHING, TELLING SECRETS OF OUR OWN, SEXUAL CONQUESTS, AND EXPLOITATION, AND SHE HAD NEVER HEARD OF "PEYONNIE'S DISEASE" BUT SHE SAID, NOW THAT YOU MENTION IT, ONE TIME I HAD TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL AFTER HAVING SEX WITH MY BOYFRIEND. WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO TO THE ER? SHE SAID, AFTER HAVING SEX, SHE FELT, LIKE SOMETHING WAS LEFT IN HER, OR WONDERED IF THE CONDOM, WAS, STILL INSIDE HER? THEY PULLED OUT FOUR CONDOMS! LOL. PENCIL DICK, WAS SO SMALL, THAT, A TROGAN HORSE COULDN'T KEEP IT ON HIM. HE WAS NOT THE MODEL FOR THE TROJAN MAN! LOL. THIS SHIT ABOUT, HER BOOBS ARE NOT BIG ENOUGH, OR HER, ASS IS TOO BIG, OR WHATEVER THE ISSUES ARE, CAN BE TURNED RIGHT AROUND ON YOU. THEY THINK IT, I SAY IT! MY GOAL IN LIFE IS TO EVEN THE SCORE BETWEEN MEN AND WOMEN! MUST BE IN THE NAME, "JO" "ANN" A NAME THAT INCLUDES BOTH A MALE AND FEMALE NAME! I HAVE TO MAKE SENSE OF THE SEXES AND WIN THE BATTLE OF THE SEXES! LOL. THIS YEAR'S "GLOBAL CITIZENS" CONCERT, THAT IS RAISING MONEY TO END POVERTY WORLDWIDE, LOFTY GOAL, BUT PERFECT, HAS THE SLOGAN, #SHEISEQUAL! WE SURE FUCKING ARE! WE HOLD UP HALF THE SKY FELLOWS. HURRY, TURN HER NEWS, MSNBC, BACK ON! SMILE. WE ARE GETTING PERSONAL, AREN'T WE. ANYWAY, SOME RAP UP ISSUES, I THOUGHT OF YESTERDAY, AFTER I GOT DONE WRITING MY BLOG, COVERING THE THREE CASES, PARTICULARLY, THINKING OF THE VIDEO TAPING GOING ON IN LAW ENFORCEMENT, OF SECRET SEXUAL EXPLOITATION OF UNSUSPECTING VICTIMS . . . YOU HEARD ME VICTIMS, AND THE POSSIBLE CONNECTION WITH THE COP RAPIST, WHO GOT AWAY WITH HUNDREDS OF RAPES, OF WOMEN, BECAUSE H IS FELLOW OFFICERS ALWAYS HANDLED THINGS, EXTRAJUDICIOUSLY, OR WITHOUT GOING TO THE NORMAL CHANNELS, OF INTERNAL AFFAIRS OR TAKING A REPORT AND WITNESS STATEMENT AND TURNING THEIR FELLOW OFFICER, PARTNER OR NO PARTNER, INTO THE PROSECUTOR'S OFFICE TO BE CHARGED WITH THE CRIMES! WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE FEMALE DISPATCH OFFICER, THAT SHE DIDN'T TURN HIM IN EITHER? I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT THE TV REPORTER OF THE TRUE CRIME, CALLED THIS MAN, OR COP, "SARGENT SADIST?" SOMETHING LIKE THAT. BUT THE THOUGHT CAME TO MIND, THAT, AFTER THE FIRST TIME THIS CHICK, HIS, GIRLFRIEND, OR EX, TURNED HIM INTO THE COPS, AND THEY JUST HANDLED IT BY CALLING HIM AND BASICALLY, ALERTING HIM HE HAD A PROBLEM, DID THE COP COME BACK, BRUTALLY RAPE AND BEAT HER, AND WAS IT CAUGHT ON HIDDEN CAMERAS IN HER HOME, FOR HIS BUDDIES TO WATCH WHAT HAPPENS TO WOMEN, WHO, REPORT HIS ACTIONS? WAS HE WEARING A BODY CAMERA? RAPE IS LESS OF A SEXUAL CRIME AND MORE OF A POWER AND CONTROL CRIME! REMEMBER HE HAD BEEN CALLING AND TEXTING HER, OVER 300 TIMES A DAY! GOD ONLY KNOWS WHAT HE DID TO HER. SHE WAS BLACKED OUT, AND WOKE TO HER SON CRYING ON THE STAIRS! THIS SHIT HAS TO STOP! THE LAW IS THE LAW, IS THE LAW . . . #SHE IS HIS EQUAL. WE ARE ALL CREATED EQUAL UNDER THE LAW IN THE UNITED STATES, AND HOPEFULLY THIS NOTION IS SPREADING WORLD WIDE! MEN USING THEIR SIZE AND POWER, TO CONTROL WOMEN, IS OUTDATED AND ANTIQUATED! THERE WAS AN INTERESTING INTERVIEW WITH, AUTHOR, LIZ PLANK, ON AN NEW BOOK SHE WROTE, CALLED, "CONSIDER THIS" AND EXTENSION OF HER OLD BOOK, "FOR THE LOVE OF MEN" . . . BUT SHE WAS INTERVIEWED BECAUSE OF THE THESIS OF HER BOOK, DEALING WITH MEN, AND THE GUN CULTURE IN AMERICA. SHE SAID, THAT, MOST OF THE SHOOTERS IN THE 200+ SHOOTINGS IN THE LAST FEW YEARS, ARE WHITE MALES, BETWEEN THE AGE OF 20 TO 30, AND THEY SEE, THIS USE OF GUNS, AS A MASCULINITY EXTENSION. SHE BRINGS UP THE NOTION, THAT, WE, AS AMERICANS ARE MORE COMFORTABLE, WITH A LITTLE BOY HOLDING A GUN, SOMETHING THAT KILL SOMEONE, THAT WE ARE WITH A BOY WHO PLAYS WITH A DOLL, OR NURTURING A SYMBOLIC HUMAN! WE HAVE FROWNED ON MEN WHO LIKE TO COOK OR SEW? I LOVE MEN WHO COOK, BECAUSE, I HATE TO, HAVEN'T COOKED SINCE 1989, WHEN, THE YEAR I GOT A DIVORCE AND STARTED, OR WAS ACCEPTED TO LAW SCHOOL. ONE NIGHT, AT MY EX-HUSBAND'S HOUSE, I WAS MAKING SOME CLAM CHOWDER AND BURNED THE SOUP . . . HE SAID, JO, STICK TO THE LAW, YOU DO IT BETTER! LOL. I WAS AN AVERAGE COOK, NUTRITIOUS, AND BASIC, BUT, I ABSOLUTELY, LOVE A MEN WHO CAN COOK! MOST OF THE MEN I HAVE DATED OR MARRIED, HAVE BEEN, MEN WHO COOK! THAT IS THE WAY TO MY HEART TOO! ISN'T THAT OBVIOUS? I LOVE IT WHEN MY GIRLS, CALL ME AND ASK FOR AN OLD FAMILY RECIPE, BUT, WHEN, MY BOYS, CALL ME AND ASK FOR THAT CARROT CAKE, COOKIE RECIPE, OR HOW TO MAKE CREAMED EGGS ON TOAST, I AM THRILLED! SO, CONSIDER WHAT THE STATEMENTS ARE ARE SAYING TO OUR SONS, OUR GRANDSONS, OR OUR DAUGHTERS FOR THAT MATTER. I HAVE TWO DAUGHTERS AND COULD NOT BE MORE PROUD, THAT THEY SERVED THEIR COUNTRY IN THE MILITARY! I DON'T KNOW IF I WOULD HAVE BEEN AS BRAVE AS EITHER ONE OF THEM, PUTTING ON A UNIFORM, GOING TO BOOT CAMP, THEN, BEING STATIONED OVERSEAS, AND TRAVELLING AROUND THE WORLD, AT TIMES ALONE! BOTH MY SONS AND DAUGHTERS WERE GIVEN THE FREEDOM TO BE WHO AND WHAT THEY WANTED, REGARDLESS OF THE SEX! MY EXTENDED FAMILY, WHO AT THE TIME WERE HORRIFIED THAT I WOULD, "ALLOW" MY DAUGHTERS TO JOIN THE MILITARY, NOW WANT TO CLAIM THEM AS THEIR OWN KIDS! FUCK NO. YOU CAN'T SHAKE ME, CAUSE YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MY BABIES! IT WAS THEIR LIVES, AND THEY HAVE THE RESPONSIBILITY AND DUTY TO MAKE IT GOOD AND DETERMINE THEIR OWN COURSE IN LIFE! MY SONS ARE BOTH MUSICIANS, ALSO FROWNED UPON BY GRANDPA AND MA, WHAT GOOD IS THAT? THEY ARE NOT STARVING MUSICIANS, THEY BOTH ARE FUCKING, MILLIONAIRES, ON PAPER, BUT FOR, THE MONEY BEING IN THE WRONG HANDS, BEING TAKEN BY THE VERY PEOPLE WHO TOLD ME TO STOP DRIVING THEM TO CONCERTS, AND TO THEIR BAND PRACTICE OF FINANCING, THEIR GUITARS, AND MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS! I HAVE ONE REGRET, THAT, WHEN, CHRIS SAID HE WANTED TO BE A COMEDIAN, I DIDN'T SUPPORT THAT AS MUCH AS I DID, EL'S MUSIC! I AM SURE, THAT, AT THE TIME, I THOUGHT ROCK STAR, WAS SOMETHING OBTAINABLE, AND, BEING A COMEDIAN, SEEMED SO REMOVED? WHY? I DON'T KNOW. HE IS FUNNY. I AM SURE HE LIVENS UP ANY WORK PLACE, WITH HUMOR AND STYLE! MR. FUNNY GQ! HE IS THE MODEL MAN! WHICH BRINGS ME TO JUST A STATEMENT OF TWO ON DREAMS, AS A FOLLOW UP ON, THAT CASE, OF THE MOTHER, WHO WAS ACCUSED OF KILLING HER BABY SON, BY THROWING HIM IN THE SNOW . . . OH, THE SAME FEMALE EXPERT, THAT ACTUALLY, DID LOOK AT THINGS LIKE, FROST BITE, AND DECOMPOSITION, BEFORE, SUPPORTING THE SHERIFF'S CONCLUSION THAT THE BABY WAS DEAD, BEFORE HE GOT THERE, ALSO, SAID THAT THE MOTHER, WOULD NOT HAVE HAD TIME, TO GO IN THE BANK, MAKE HER DEPOSIT OR WITHDRAWAL, THEN, DRIVE TO THE SPOT THE BABY WAS FOUND, RETURN TO RUN IN THE BANK, AS AN ALIBI, REPORTING THE CHILD MISSING! #SHE WAS SUPERIOR TO THE MALE EXPERT, WHO JUST REPORTED OR MADE HIS REPORT TO SUPPORT THE SHERIFF'S STATEMENTS, THAT THE BABY WAS ALREADY DEAD . . . WHEN, THE FEMALE EXPERT RELIED ON FACTS, SURROUNDING THE ELEMENTS, THE SNOW, THE TEMPERATURE, AND, THE NORMAL COURSE OF DEATH, OF A BABY THAT WAS IN THE SNOW! THERE WAS A STUDY DONE, BACK ABOUT 10 YEARS AGO WHEN I WAS IN THE THROWS OF MY CRIMINAL LAW PRACTICE, HAVING SUED THE IRON COUNTY CRIMINAL JUSTICE SYSTEM, FOR THREE PLAINTIFF'S, AND THE ACLU OR THE AMERICAN CIVIL LIBERTIES UNION, SAID, THAT, IN 10% OF THE CASES THE STATES, CRIME LAB, DOCTORS, THE EVIDENCE TO SUPPORT THE CLAIMS OF THE COPS AND PROSECUTORS, OR DESTROYS, THE EVIDENCE THAT, WOULD EXONERATE THE DEFENDANT! SAD STATEMENT OF AFFAIRS! CLEAN UP YOUR SIT, LAW ENFORCEMENT. SHAME ON ANY JUDICIAL BRANCH, OFFICER OF THE COURT, PROSECUTOR, WHO LETS, COPS, DETERMINE, WHETHER THERE IS SUFFICIENT EVIDENCE TO PROCEED ON A PROSECUTION, OR WHETHER THEY SHOULD DECLINE, PROSECUTION! THAT IS THE TAIL, WAGING THE DOB! PROSECUTORS, DON'T WORK FOR THE COPS, AND THE JUDGES WORK FOR THE PROSECUTOR, YOU ALL HAVE A CRITICAL ROLE TO PLAY IN THE JUSTICE SYSTEM THAT SHOULD BE FAIR TO ALL! IT IS NOT HOW MANY SKINS A PROSECUTOR CAN HANG ON THE WALL, SO THEY CAN BE A JUDGE SOME DAY! PROSECUTORS ARE THE "GATEWAY" TO JUSTICE! JUDGES ARE THE ARBITERS OF JUSTICE OR THE OVERSEERS! THEY MAKE SURE THE PROCESS, IS THE PROCESS THAT IS DUE, AND, THAT THERE IS EQUAL PROTECTION FOR ALL! WE ARE ALL CREATED EQUAL UNDER THE LAW, BUT WE DON'T ALL HAVE EQUAL OPPORTUNITIES IN LIFE! THERE ARE NOT TWO JUSTICE SYSTEMS, ONE FOR "THEM" AND ONE FOR "US!" THAT IS JUST NOT THE WAY IT WORKS! WE BELIEVE IN JUSTICE FOR ALL, BLACK, WHITE, MALE, FEMALE, JEW, GENTILE AND EVERYONE ELSE. THE GOAL OF THE NEW WORLD ORDER OR THE NEW ORDER, OR THE NEW GEOPOLITICAL ORDER, WAS TO RULE WITH BLOOD AND HORROR OVER THE EARTH, WITH, CIA, KGB, LEVEL INTELLIGENCE, AGENTS, ALONG WITH THE ALPHA BRAVO MARINE, LEVEL OF MILITARY, TO ENFORCE AND DEFEND THAT BASE, OF LEADERSHIP, ABOVE ALL NATIONS, OVER ALL PRESIDENTS, COURTS, AND LEGISLATIVE BODIES, EVEN OVER THEIR PENTAGONS! FBI LEVEL WAS MIXED IN WITH THE LOWER LEVEL, AND HOPEFULLY, THEY ARE HELPING TAKE THIS SHIT DOWN! I CAN'T HELP BUT THINK THAT COMEY AND MUELLER, BOTH, FORMER FBI DIRECTORS, BOTH, DID THE RIGHT THING WITH, THE BUSH ADMINISTRATION, AND ENFORCED, U.S. AG, ASHCROFT'S OBJECTION, TO THE NEW BUSH POLICIES ON WATERBOARDING AND TORTURE, WRITTEN BY TWO MORMON ATTORNEYS! WITH THE TRUMP REVAMPING OF THE OLD BUSHIES, FROM WILLIAM BARR, TO 23 OTHERS, OLD DRAG ALONG'S FROM PREVIOUS ERAS AND PRESIDENCIES, ONE THAT HATED THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, HATED THE BILL OF RIGHTS, TRIED TO GET RID OF BOTH, AND ALL YOUR CIVIL RIGHTS, WERE THEY, TO PAY HOMAGE TO THAT OLD ORDER, SET UP BY THE BUSHES? IF THEY REPENTED FOR DOING THE RIGHT THING, REJECTING THE PRESIDENT'S, ASININE, UN-AMERICAN, UN-CONSTITUTIONAL, AND UN=TREATY LIKE, TORTURE PLANS, FOR BLACK OP CIA PRISONS, AND, CAMPS, WAS THIS "LOYALTY" OATH, THAT, TRUMP DEMANDED FROM COMEY, A TEST, TO MAKE UP FOR YEARS, PRIOR TO THAT, WHEN, THE TWO MEN, UPHELD THE LAW, NOT THE PRESIDENT? WERE THEY GOING TO BE BROUGHT INTO THE UPPER SANCTUMS OF LAW ENFORCEMENT, AS ELITES, AGAIN, WITH THE MILITARY? MAYBE. TO ME, IT APPEARS SO. WHILE COMEY WAS FIRED, HE ALSO FUCKED, HILLARY CLINTON, #SHE WAS SUPERIOR, BY FAR, TO TRUMP AND PUTIN! THUS, PUTTING, THE COP'S MAN IN THE PRESIDENCY. MUELLER, LIKE I SAID, MUCH TO DO ABOUT NOTHING, ON THE RUSSIAN MEDDLING, EVEN WITH TRUMP GLOATING AND JOKING WITH PUTIN, AT THE G20 CONFERENCE, PALLING AROUND WITH TERRORISTS, LIKE KIM, AND MSB! THERE ARE TWO VISIONS OF THE WORLD, AND, AN ORDER. THERE IS THE POLICE STATE, THAT BUSH, OBAMA AND, TRUMP, WANTED, WITH STANDING ARMIES, AND, A NEW RENDITION OF HITLER'S SS MEN, TRUMP EVEN TRIED TO DO A MILITARY SHOW OF FORCE, IN D.C. ON THE MALL ON THE 4TH OF JULY, ONE EVEN PUTIN THOUGHT SUCKED, BUT WHO CARES WHAT PUTIN THINKS, RIGHT! IF YOU LOOK BACK OVER THE LAST FEW DECADES, THIS MOVEMENT BY COPS AND MILITARY HAS BEEN IN EXISTENCE, YOU CAN SEE THE MILITARY COUPES, TRYING TO OVERTHROW, SYRIA, EGYPT, TURKEY, AND OTHER, PRESIDENTS, OF COUNTRIES AROUND THE WORLD! THANK GOD FOR STRONG LEADERS! KISS. I THINK THE THREE AND FOUR STAR GENERALS, FROM NEW YORK AND ARIZONA, WHO CONTACTED ME ABOUT FOUR YEARS AGO, SAW THAT I HAD THE INSTRUMENT OR THE TOOL, THE INTERNET AND A WORLDWIDE, AUDIENCE, AND BROUGHT THE SECRET CIA, MILITARY PLANS, FOR THIS NEW GEOPOLITICAL ORDER, TO ME AND WROTE IT ALL OUT ON MY YELLOW LEGAL PAD, SO I COULD GET THE WORD OUT TO THE OTHER WORLD LEADERS WHO WERE TARGETS! PLAN FOR POLICE STATE OR PEOPLE OVER EVERYTHING! THIS POLICY WILL UNDERLINE, EVERYTHING FROM GLOBAL WARMING, TO GLOBAL CITIZENS, AND ENDING POVERTY AROUND THE WORLD, TO SEEING THAT SHE IS EQUAL! THE CHOICE IS YOURS! THE DIFFERENCE OF THESE TWO PLANS, REMINDS ME OF ANOTHER WAR, ONE FOUGHT IN HEAVEN, BEFORE WE EVEN CAME TO EARTH, FOUGHT IN THE BATTLE GROUND OF OUR PRE-MORTAL LIVES, WHEN WE LIVED WITH GOD THE FATHER, AND HIS TWO SONS, SATAN AND JESUS! SATAN WANTED TO FORCE SPIRITS OR GOD'S CHILDREN, TO BE GOOD! JESUS ON THE OTHER HAND, WANTED TO GIVE THE CHILDREN OF GOD, THEIR, FREE AGENCY, TO MAKE THEIR DECISIONS ON THEIR OWN, GIVING THEM THE RIGHT TO FAIL, AND ALSO TO BE REDEEMED! A THIRD OF THE HOSTS OF HEAVEN, FOLLOWED SATAN'S PLAN AND WERE CAST OUT OF HEAVEN. GOD REJECTED, THE PLAN OF FORCE, OF COERCION, OF POWER AND CONTROL, OVER THE SOULS OF MEN, FORCING THEM TO DO AND BE GOOD. GOD ACCEPTED, JESUS'S PLAN, TO ALLOW PEOPLE, THE FREEDOM TO MAKE THEIR OWN CHOICES, GIVING THEM THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE GOOD OR BAD, AND UP TO THE ELEVENTH HOUR OF THEIR LIVES, HE GAVE THEM THE RIGHT TO REPENT AND MAKE THINGS RIGHT, JUST BY ACCEPTING HIM AND HIS GIFT OF SWEET GRACE! THE WORD IS MORE POWERFUL THAN THE SWORD! MEET ME IN THE FIRE HOLE BELOW. I DON'T GET PAID, FOR THIS BLOG. MY BANK AND BEEN, BARRED, BANNED, AND STOLEN, BUT, I DO GET PAID, EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE . . . LET ME TELL YOU HOW . . . ME AND GOD HAVE A DIFFERENT, MEASURING STICK, THAN MAN. FOR GOD SAYS, MY WAYS ARE NOT MAN'S WAYS, AND THE NATURAL MAN IS AN ENEMY TO GOD!

I GET PAID IN-KIND . . . OR THOUGH OTHER MEANS, THAN ACTUAL, MONEY PAYMENTS.

TWO EXAMPLES OF SUCH PAYMENTS!

• the government, stopped my daily bread, or pay, by stopping my easy access to the news, on library computers!  But each day, I could, write my blog and there was instant, money in my mental bank account, letting me know, I am read, heeded, persuade, encourage, and prod, those in power, or those who vote for those in power, or those who can implement the changes and bring the arguments to light!  I could literally, post, by 11:00 am, turn on the news by afternoon, and, either my "attention getter's, in my titles, were being, used by the news, or my arguments, used by experts, or, political pundits, and, often, the very words, I used, in phrases, were reiterated, for my consumption, letting me know, I am being heard, and often from around the world, and not just of late!
• for the most part, I don't like people, to know, I wrote the blog, that might have contained, statements, they made to me, or, I might comment on something that might come back to bite me in my very large and ample asset, lol, so many people, even those most close to me, including my kids, don't know I was the one who wrote the blog, often theirs were filtered, so they didn't get the good stuff about them, always, love, or sometimes, loving reprimand, and how well do your kids know you in the first place . . . mom, write about a brand of whiskey, or having sex with a black man, or, whatever?
• every once in a while, I love hearing, that someone, I know is reading my blog, and most know, I don't want to be noticed, or even given credit, but damn-it, this shit takes some time, and some thought, most just flows out of me, off the top of my head with a few, words, from anywhere . . . recently, a few brave souls, most are afraid they are going to be added to the "JoAnn S. Secrist" political friend hit list, and, fear being targets, shot, or to lose everything they have!
• maybe, God, providence, the universe, serendipity, or an unseen force, notices, my spirits, drop, sometimes, as passions are quailed, and, powers are blocked, as they have been lately, more so than ever before . . . one friend, said, well, perhaps, if you had not written about President Trump so much--that is my first amendment right, to write whatever, and I have been doing it forever!  He is the fucking president, he is not over the legislative or the judicial branch, and it is my duty to keep a "balance of power" and a "check and balance" over the executive as, it is for them, over me, and they take that to the fringe or extreme! if not to the 8th amendment violation of cruel and unusual punishment!  
• so recently, a dude, from Missoula, named, Josh, dared whisper, to me, I love your blog!  Shhh, thanks!
• Sean, and I hate to ruin his bad boy, tough guy image, by this, but, he just point blank, said, you write that, blog on the constitution, right?  Yeah.  I never know if they are going to want to kill me or thank me?  LOL.  At any given time, it could be both, either, or they agree!  But then, he said, I read it every day, and it is some of the best stuff on the Internet!  KISSES!
• this one, I kind of feel guilty about, it came from the chick who, moved my mat twice, thought I was, selfish, and, woke me to her naked boobs, then, sat her very ample ass, on my lap, on the bus!  LOL.  We have since gotten to know each other and, she said this to me this morning . . . now she is from immigrant roots, from, Romania, probably CIA, they like this combo, speaks the language, and was born in America . . . but we talked for a while, the other morning, and she had to go to court, so I told her, what, public defenders were good for, and when to use them, and when, not to, and how to proceed through the court process, she was not too familiar with.   So, this morning, she, thanked me and said that the information, I gave her, gave her a clear, plan, by which to proceed through the issue at hand.
• then, she said, she talked to her, Godmother, from, I am guessing, Romania, she said, from somewhere, Hungary, or somewhere, otherworldly, but she said, and she kept, kind of apologizing, because it was of a spiritual nature, and she didn't want to seem strange, or make me discount what she was saying, but, she said, the second, that, she mentioned my name and what I do and have gone through, this, GODMOTHER, said, There are people, all over the world, praying for this woman.  She said, she not only has, people praying for her, but God is watching over her, and, I thanked her, but she said, now listen to me, and I don't want to sound crazy, but this older woman, and they are both in touch with kin all over the world, said, not only is he watching over her, but, THERE ARE ANGELS WITH DRAWN SWORDS, PROTECTING HER LIFE!

I GOT ON THE BUS, AND CRIED!

METAPHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF WHAT I FEEL, DAILY!

NO ONE, CAN TELL ME, GOD DOESN'T EXIST, AND, THAT HE DOESN'T KNOW OUR NEEDS ON A DAILY BASIS!

WE JUST HAVE TO LEARN HOW HE COMMUNICATES WITH MAN!

SOMETIMES HE USES OTHER PEOPLE, TO SEND US A MESSAGE WE NEED TO HEAR, AND OTHER TIMES, HE SENDS US DREAMS, AND PROMPTINGS!

THIS WOMAN, KEPT SAYING, DON'T THINK I AM WEIRD, OR THAT I HEAR VOICES, BUT, I HAVE THIS REOCCURRING FEELING, OR THOUGHT, I FEEL I NEED TO TELL YOU!

WE ARE HIS EYES, HIS MOUTHPIECE, HIS HANDS, AND HIS HEART!  TRUE DISCIPLES, WHO MEET THE NEEDS OF MANKIND!

AS, THAT CASE IS OPEN, ON THAT BABY FOUND IN THE SNOW, TO ADD SOME VALIDITY, TO THE WOMAN'S DREAM, THAT THE JURY CLEARLY SAW, BUT COPS, DIDN'T . . . I HAVE HAD A DREAM, FIRST, YEAR, AFTER, WORKING AT THE UTAH ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICE.  I GOT KILLED ON TAXES THE FIRST YEAR.  RIGHT AFTER, I GOT THAT ALL TAKEN CARE OF, BEAT THE LARGEST LAW FIRM IN SALT LAKE, ON ONE OF THEIR SPECIALTY AREAS OF LAW, HELPING A SEASONED ATTORNEY, WHO WAS SURE HE WAS GOING TO BE DISBARRED, BUT, MAKING ENOUGH TO PAY MY TAXES, THAT YEAR.  I WOKE, AS I DO, FROM, DREAMS, THAT ARE MEANINGFUL, AND NEED ATTENTION, COMING RIGHT OUT OF REM SLEEP, OR THE DREAM STATE, TO COGNITIVE REALITY, AND A STATE OF BEING AWAKE . . . I DREAMT, THAT I WENT TO ST. GEORGE, UTAH, STOPPED IN ON THE BOULEVARD, AND ASKED SOMEONE ABOUT, A NEW CONSTRUCTION OF HOMES, AND THEY POINTED, TO THE GENERAL VICINITY, OF, WHERE THIS NEW ENCE DEVELOPMENT WAS, SEEING I DIDN'T KNOW, MUCH, MORE ABOUT THE AREA, THAN, MAIN STREET AND BLUFF STREET, EVEN GOING THERE FOR YEARS FOR EASTER.

I CALLED IN TO MY OFFICE, TOOK SOME VACATION TIME, AND DROVE TO ST. GEORGE, STOPPED AT A GAS STATION, THAT WAS ABOUT WHERE THE PLACE I STOPPED IN MY DREAM WAS, OVERLOOKING, THE VALLEY, AND THE CITY HOUSES, BELOW, AND, THE DUDE, POINTED ME IN EXACTLY THE DIRECTION, OF THE GUY IN THE DREAM AND, I DROVE, STRAIGHT, TO THIS NEW, MOON RIVER, ENCE DEVELOPMENT AND TO MY SURPRISE, THE MODELS, WERE EXACTLY LIKE THE HOUSE, I SAW IN THE DREAM!  I BOUGHT THE HOUSE IN LESS THAN TWO HOURS AFTER BEING IN TOWN!

COULD A MOTHER, HAVE A DREAM, SHOWING HER WHERE HER BABY SON'S BODY, OR WAS, WHEN HE WAS STILL ALIVE?  FUCK YEAH!  REMEMBER THE BLOOD SPLATTER CASE?  SHE HAD A DREAM OF BLOOD BEING ALL OVER THE PLACE . . . COPS FOUND, SMALL BLOOD DROPLETS ALL OVER THE HOUSE, TO THE GARAGE!

LAST NIGHT I HAD DREAMS WITH, KELLY AND MIKE VAUSE, OLD NEIGHBORS FROM WHEN, MY KIDS WERE YOUNG, IN OGDEN, MAYBE THEY READ, MY BLOG WHERE, I PUT THE WORDS TO THE SONG, "I'M COMING HOME?"  JANICE, WIFE AND MOM, OF THESE TWO, GENERALLY SHOWS UP IN MY DREAM?  SHE WAS MY SELF-OUTSIDE OF SELF, LOVED HER, DEARLY, AND DIED WHEN, MIKE TOOK HER AND HER FAMILY TO OHIO, TO BOWLING GREEN TO GET HIS PH.D.!  I WAS DEPRESSED FOR THREE MONTHS!  MIKE WANTED TO TAKE ME TO DINNER, AND KELLY, EVEN SAID, SO YOU ARE COMINNG HOME?  CUTE!  KISS.  I HOPE JANICE IS WELL!

I WAS ACTUALLY, RIDING IN THE CAR WITH MY MOTHER, AND, SISTER, RACHEL?  STRANGE.  I LOOKED OVER AT RACHEL, AND SHE WAS, TOO TAN, AND I NOTICED, A TATTOO ON HER BOOB, OR THE TOP OF HER BOOBS AND CHEST?  JAMES KENNEDY THE BIKER, BRANDING HIS BITCH?  LUCKILY I HAD THE WHERE-WITH-ALL, TO SEE THE WRITING ON THE WALL WITH THAT DUDE, WHEN THE FIRST THING OUT OF HIS MOUTH, IS BRAGGING ABOUT, ONE OF HIS BIKER BUDDIES, PUTTING A DOG COLLAR ON HIS WIFE, PUTTING HER NAKED IN HIS DOG KENNEL, THEN SHOOTING HER? OR TELLING ME ABOUT, THE DUDE, TELLING  HIS OLD LADY, TO LET THE WHOLE BIKER GANG, RAPE HER, ON THE POOL TABLE!

I SAID, DO YOU SERIOUSLY, THINK I WOULD THINK THAT IS COOL?  HE LOOKED AT ME, LIKE THAT WAS THE FIRST PERSON WHO DIDN'T THINK IT WAS COOL.  ONE OF MY CLIENTS, TOLD ME THE HELL'S ANGELS, ARE THE AMERICAN MAFIA.  LIKE MOB, BOSSES, THEY CAN TREAT THEIR WOMEN, LIKE SHIT, PASS THEM AROUND, ORDER THEM, LIKE A DOG, TREAT THEM LIKE PROPERTY, BUT IF YOU MESS WITH THE WIFE, THEY WILL KILL YOUR ASS!

HE NEVER MENTIONED ANYTHING, LIEK THAT AGAIN, AND I THOUGHT, WAS THAT PART OF HIS COVER?

GOOD LOOKING, HOT BOD, BUT, THAT THOUGHT, OF HOW, HE WOULD TREAT A WOMAN, NAGGED ME AND KEPT ME AT A DISTANCE . . . YESTERDAY, TODAY AND TOMORROW!

DO YOU STILL HAVE TEETH, RACH?

POOR BABY.  CAN'T IMAGINE.

I KNEW THE SIGNS TO WATCH FOR!

AT FIRST, SOME CHICKS, LIKE THE "PROPERTY IDEA" OR THE "50 SHADES OF GRAY" BUT EVENTUALLY, THEY START TO FEEL USED AND ABUSED!

INTERESTING.

SORRY.

THE DELIGHTFUL PART, WAS, MY 6 YEAR OLD GRAND-DAUGHTER!  SHE CAME RUNNING IN AND JUMPED ON MY LAP, AND SAID, GRANDMA, MOM IS BEING MEAN TO ME!  SHE HAD TWO LITTLE FAIRY QUEENS OR LITTLE WINGED DOLLS.  I HAVE WONDERED, IF MY IN-LAWS, ARE ALL AGENTS, INFILTRATING, MY FAMILY? OR VICTIMS OF MY CONSPIRACIES.  IS KAT FOR THE CATS (CIA)?  SHE HAS BEEN AWFULLY, NON-EXISTENT SINCE, CUTIE GIRL, WAS BORN?

IF ANYONE COULD CONVINCE ME TO COME BACK HOME TO UTAH, IT WOULD BE HER! I HAVE BEEN GONE FOR 7 YEARS, AND SHE IS ONLY 6 YEARS OLD, BUT SHE LOVES, GRANDMA!  LOL.  TO THE CHAGRIN OF HER, MOTHER AND FATHER, MAYBE!  LOL.  ON HER BIRTHDAY, SHE SAID, TO ME IN WASHINGTON, GRANDMA, I AM NOT GOING TO OPEN MY BIRTHDAY PRESENTS, UNTIL YOU GET HERE!  KISSES.  NO, GO AHEAD, I WILL BE DOWN, BUT, NOT THAT SOON.

THEN, SHE, INVITED ME TO COME TO CHRISTMAS WITHOUT ASKING HER PARENTS!  LOL.  BETTER ASK MOM AND DAD, FIRST.  SO CUTE.  WHEN, WE GOT TOGETHER THIS SUMMER, AS A FAMILY, THIS LITTLEST, DARLIN' OF THE GRAND-KIDS, WAS, HANGING ON MY ARM, AS HER DAD WAS PULLING HER OUT THE DOOR, AND SHE KEPT SAYING, "I LOVE YOU, GRANDMA, I LOVE YOU!"  PRECIOUS.

CUTE THAT SHE WOULD COME TO ME IN A DREAM!  CATS OR NO CATS, SHE LOVES ME!

SMILE. AS DO HER, COUSINS!

MOB FAMILY MIGHT BE ABLE TO BLOCK ME FROM MY GRAND KIDS, BUT THEY CAN'T BLOCK THEM FROM COMING TO ME IN MY DREAMS!

THERE IS A PHYSICAL AND METAPHYSICAL WORLD THAT WE ALL LIVE IN.  OFTEN WE THINK OF OURSELVES AS HUMANS, IN THIS PHYSICAL RELM, AS, PHYSICAL BEINGS HAVING A SPIRITUAL EXPERIENCE, RATHER THAN, SPIRITUAL BEINGS, HAVING A PHYSICAL EXPERIENCE!

I SEE DEAD PEOPLE.

OLD PROFESSOR GROVE, MY DEPARTMENT HEAD, AT WEBER STATE UNIVERSITY, HAD A SON, GO INTO PARAPSYCHOLOGY, AS A MAJOR, HE WAS USED BY COPS, AND THEY USE THESE PSYCHICS TO SOLVE CASES, DIRECT WHERE THE BODIES ARE, MORE THAN, THESE BLACK AND WHITE THINKERS, MIGHT LEAD US TO BELIEVE!

REMEMBER THE DETECTIVE IN THE SHOW, "MEDIUM?"

I'M TALKING THAT STUFF!

SOME OF US ARE SUSCEPTIBLE TO THAT ESP TYPE STUFF AND SOME ARE NOT!

MY PROFESSOR, TOLD ME, THAT THERE WAS A WOMAN, BACK IN THE EARLY DAYS OF UTAH, PIONEER, WHO TOOK TWO OF HER CHILDREN TO THE RIVER, PROBABLY THE WEBER RIVER, TO GET A BUCKET OF WATER, WHEN THE SPRING RUN-OFF WAS AT ITS HIGHEST POINT, AND, THE TWO WERE PLAYING AND WHILE MOM WASN'T LOOKING, THE TWO WERE SWEPT AWAY BY THE CURRENT!

THE UNIVERSITY OF UTAH, WOULD, YEARLY, TAKE THEIR PARA-PSCHE STUDENTS, TO THAT RIVER, AND THEY WOULD SAY, THAT SOME COULD SEE THE WOMAN, STILL IN MOURNING OVER H ER KIDS, WALKING THE BANKS OF THE RIVER, CRYING . . . THAT WOULD SUPPORT THE PAPER, I WROTE ON GHOSTS, HUMANS, WHO HAD UNRESOLVED, ISSUES, IN THE PHYSICAL WORLD, MAKING IT HARD FOR THEM TO PASS, TO THE SPIRIT WORLD, AFTER THEY DIED.  SOULS, CAN GET CAUGHT, BETWEEN, THE WORLD OF THE LIVING AND THE WORLD OF THE DEAD!

THERE WAS ALSO A YOUNG BRIDE, WHO, GOT IN A DEADLY AUTO ACCIDENT, THE DAY OF HER WEDDING, AND, SOME STUDENTS, AND OTHERS, COULD, SEE HER, IN HER WEDDING DRESS, WALKING BACK AND FORTH, ACROSS THE BRIDGE, ON PINE VIEW RESERVOIR, AND THE DAM BELOW.

ONE CASE, A MEDIUM, OR PSYCHIC, SOLVED, A MURDER, WAS, OF A WOMAN, TAKEN, FROM A 7 ELEVEN, STORE, NEAR THE OGDEN AREA.  I THINK THIS WAS MY PROFESSOR'S SON, WAS PUT IN A ROOM, GIVEN JUST A BAG, OF THE MISSING WOMAN'S BELONGINGS, FOUND ON THE SITE, SHE WAS LAST SEEN.  HE SAT ALONE IN A ROOM, AND GOT A VISION, OR A THOUGHT, COME TO HIS MIND, THAT, THIS WOMAN WAS KIDNAPPED BY TWO, MID-EASTERN LOOKING MEN, MAYBE STUDENTS, TAKEN TO A LARGE RED BARN, AND FORCED UP AGAINST THE BARN, NEAR, SOME, WATER COMING  OUT OF A PIPE OR SPIGOT.

SURE ENOUGH, THE COPS, SEARCHED THE AREA, AND FOUND THE WOMAN'S, RED WORK JACKET AND, THAT LED THEM TO HER BODY.  SHE HAD BEEN SEXUALLY ASSAULTED AND MURDERED!

SOME OF US, GET IT AND OTHERS OF US DON'T!

MY DREAMS HAVE HELPED ME SOLVE MY OWN CASE, NOW, ARE COPS GOING TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT?

I KNOW, IT IS MUCH, HARDER TO PROVE, THAN JUST CLAIM!

SO TRUE.

BUT DO SOMETHING!       

THE LITTLE CHURCH MOUSE IS BRAVE. SWEET GRACE. HI. CONNECT WITH KING COUNTY METRO. THE JUSTICE HOUND OR THE MIRAGE FACTORY? LOVINGLY & OFTEN. #WEAREWATCHING. YOU'VE GOT ME FEELING EMOTIONS DEEPER THAN EVER BEFORE . . . FOR YOUR EYES ONLY! IMAGINATION IS KING. BANNER BANK. BANK OF AMERICA. GOLD BOND. SIGNATURE RESIDENCY. EVERYTHING. MAKE A HOME WITH STRANGERS. PLAYTEX. LOVE IT? TRY IT ON. IMAGINATION STATION. BURNING & LEARNING. RUFFLES HAVE R R R RIDGES. 7 YEARS UNDER THE BRIDGE LIKE IT NEVER HAPPENED. SERVE PRO. 21 DAYS OF BEAUTY. THE POSSIBILITIES ARE BEAUTIFUL. CREEP IT REAL. POWERED BY CANDY. SO, DARLIN' STAND BY ME. LONG TIME MARRIED COUPLE CAME TO BREAKFAST AT BURGER KING THIS MORNING . . . HOW DOES LONG TIME MARRIAGE WORK? BOTH GIVE A LITTLE, GET A LOT! I NOTICED HIM OPEN THE CAR DOOR FOR HER. REMEMBERED, SHE SERVED HIM. HE PAID. MARRIAGE IS MADE ON RESPECT & LOVE. NICE TO SEE. GOOD EXAMPLE! KISSES. WE NEED TO SEE MORE OF IT. LOVE THAT IS. LOVINGLY & OFTEN. SO MUCH FOR, IF IT'S NOT ROUGH, IT'S NOT FUN! MIX IT UP! MEN USED TO GET TURNED ON BY SEEING A WOMAN'S WRIST OR ANKLE, BY CHANCE! HAVE WE GONE TOO FAR? MEN IN THEIR 40'S NEED THE LITTLE BLUE PILL? WE HAVE GONE TOO FAR. HARMFUL & OFFENSIVE TOUCHING. I WAS THINKING ON THE TREND WITH COPS, PARTICULARLY AND OTHERS, WHO VIDEO TAPE THEIR SEXUAL EXPLOITS, EVEN WITH THOSE THEY LOVE. BORED, PATROL WATCHES ON THEIR SQUAD CAR COMPUTERS? FOR YOUR EYES ONLY! FOR YOUR CONSUMPTION ONLY. I SUGGESTED, POSSIBLE, LAWSUITS, TO ADDRESS THIS TYPE OF BEHAVIOR. A LAW SCHOOL CASE, THAT BY ANALOGOUS COMPARISON, SEEMED TO BE A STARTING POINT FOR CREATIVE ATTORNEYS, LIKE MYSELF! THIS SEEMED A SIMPLE CASE, THAT, AT FIRST, HIT ME AS A BULL SHIT CASE, AND SO STUPID TO SUE SOMEONE OVER. THERE WAS A GRADUATION PARTY OR SOMETHING ALONG THAT LINE. THERE WERE TWO PUNCH BOWLS, LABELED AT THE PARTY. ONE FOR DRINKERS WITH ALCOHOL. THE OTHER WAS LABELED, NON-ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGE. APPARENTLY, SOME, JACKASS AND FRIENDS, DECIDED, TO PLAY A PRACTICAL JOKE ON THEIR NON-DRINKING FRIENDS AND SPIKED THE PUNCH. THAT ENDED UP A SERIOUS LAWSUIT! NOW, I CAN'T REMEMBER IF THIS WAS, A CIVIL OR CRIMINAL CASE, BUT THE EVENTUAL FINDING OF THE COURT WAS, THAT, THE OFFENDERS, SPIKING THE PUNCH, ACTUALLY, CONSTITUTED, AN "ASSAULT & BATTERY" BY THE MEANS OF A "HARMFUL & OFFENSIVE TOUCHING." SOME MIGHT ARGUE, THAT, IS NOT AN ASSAULT, NOR DID THE PRANKSTERS, COMMIT A BATTERY. MAYBE NOT IN THE TRADITIONAL SENSE OF THE WORD, BUT THROUGH THE DEFINITION, AND THE LAW IS ABOUT, HAIR SPLITTING AND DEFINITIONS, IT DID. WAS THERE A TOUCHING. THE ALCOHOL, THESE KIDS, SPECIFICALLY, WANTED TO AVOID, WAS ADDED WITHOUT THEIR KNOWLEDGE, TO THE PUNCH BOWL,THAT THEY THOUGHT THEY COULD TRUST, TO BE WITHIN THEIR MORAL AND ETHICAL, IF NOT LEGAL STANDARDS. THAT WAS VIOLATED, BY THOSE WHO ADDED THE LIQUOR TO THE PUNCH BOWL! THAT, ALCOHOL, DID, TOUCH, THEM, AND, IT WAS "HARMFUL & OFFENSIVE" TO THEM. NOW THERE MAY HAVE BEEN, MORE THAT HAPPENED AS A RESULT OF, THAT STATE OF DRUNKENESS, THAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN A RESULT OF THE UNSUSPECTED, TOUCHING, THAT COULD HAVE ENDED IN COMPROMISED MORALS, EVEN SEXUAL ASSAULT OR RAPE! HOWEVER, I AM SURE, THAT RAPE CHARGES WOULD HAVE BEEN FILED. BUT IF YOU GET A PARTICULARLY RELIGIOUS PERSON, AND YOU, VIOLATE THEIR, CODE OF CONDUCT, YOU ARE RUNNING AFOUL OF NOT ONLY VIOLATING, THEIR FREEDOM OF RELIGION, BUT, TAKING AWAY, THEIR PRIVACY, OR RIGHT TO PRIVACY, AND OTHER, CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS, THAT WOULD TAKE THIS FROM, A POSSIBLE, TORT, OR "WRONGFUL ACT," LAWSUIT, TO EVEN, A CONSTITUTIONAL ARGUMENT, BRINGING IN THE BIG GUNS, OR THE SUPREME LAW OF THE LAND UNDER THE BILL OF RIGHTS, THAT HAVE BEEN APPLIED TO BOTH CRIMINAL AND CIVIL ACTIONS. IT HAS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I TOOK WHATEVER, LAW CLASS THAT, CASE CAME OUT OF, BUT, IT SEEMS, LIKE A REMEMBER, THAT, THERE IS A DISTINCTION BETWEEN, "ASSAULT," THE TYPICAL, CRIMINALS LAW TERM OF ART, AND, "BATTERY" BEING MORE AKIN TO CIVIL? I COULD BE WRONG ON THAT, BUT GENERALLY, I AM NOT! LOL. IN LUMPING THESE TWO ACTIONS, OR VIOLATIONS OF WHATEVER, TOGETHER, THE JUDGE, COVERED HIS ASS AND SET UP A NEW, STANDARD OF REVIEW. REMEMBER, THAT, IN CRIMINAL AND CIVIL LAW, WE ARE LOOKING AT THE "REASONABLE MAN OR WOMAN" STANDARD. SO SOMEONE FROM THAT SAME CLASS OF PERSONS, RELIGIOUS, OR SOMEONE, OF SIMILAR FAITH OR PRINCIPLES, IF THAT PERSON OR CLASS OF PERSONS, WOULD BE OFFENDED BY THIS TOUCHING, THEN, THE OFFENDERS ARE IN VIOLATION OF THE LAW, BE IT, CRIMINAL IF A PROSECUTOR SHOULD SEE IT THAT WAY, OR CIVIL, THAT IS AN ACTION THE PERSONS, THEMSELVES CAN BRING. HOW MUCH MORE "HARMFUL & OFFENSIVE" TO A PERSON, WHO IS BOTH MODEST AND MORAL, WHO IS COMPROMISED, BY VIDEO TAPING, A SEX ACT, THAT, THEY THOUGHT WAS, AN ACT OF LOVE BETWEEN THEM AND THIS OTHER PERSON? BIG TIME LAWSUIT, BOYZ AND GIRLZ! YOU MAY TRY TO ARGUE THAT IT IS ALL FOR ACADEMIC REASONS, WE NEED TO GET SOME IDEAS, AS SPIES, FOR, DEALING WITH HONEY TRAPS OR BEING ONE OURSELVES. SORRY, WON'T WASH IN THE COURT OF LAW, NOR COURT OF PUBLIC OPINION. FEW PEOPLE, WOULD, AGREE WITH THIS TYPE OF BEHAVIOR PARTICULARLY FROM LAW ENFORCEMENT, HELLO!? THIS IS AGAINST THE LAW. JUST THIS WEEK, SOME REPORTERS, OR NEWS PEOPLE, WANTED TO COME TO BOTH SOPHIA'S PLACE, DAY CENTER, FOR WOMEN, AND, THE EMERGENCY, NIGHT PROGRAM, FOR HOMELESS WOMEN, WHERE I AM CURRENTLY STAYING, AT THE ST. PETER'S METHODIST CHURCH. EVEN, TO JUST, FILM US WALKING IN THE CHURCH OR THE DAY CENTER, TO HAVE OUR MUGS ON VIDEO, THE NEWS AGENCY OR REPORTERS INVOLVED, HAD TO GET A RELEASE FOR SIGNED BY EACH OF US, TO PUT US ON CAMERA! THAT WAS WITH OUR CLOTHES ON, AND NO, INDICATION OF WHO WERE ARE! SO, EXTEND THAT ANALOGY TO THE SITUATION WE ARE REFERRING TO! BIG TIME VIOLATION OF ALL KINDS OF RIGHTS, OPENING, DEPARTMENTS AND AGENCIES, UP TO BIG ASS LAW SUITS! TO QUOTE SCRIPTURE, "YOUR BODY IS A TEMPLE" OF GOD, IF YOU SO BELIEVE IN HIM OR HER! ANY TEMPLE IS CONSIDERED, SACRED AND FOR ENTRANCE INTO MOST TEMPLES OF FAITH, THAT ARE CERTAIN RULES, ONE MUST FOLLOW! EXPOSING THE INNER SANCTUMS OF THE TEMPLE TO FUCKING ANYONE, IS COMPLETELY, OUT OF WHAT, MOST PEOPLE WOULD EVEN CONSIDER, NORMAL, AND, MIGHT EVEN LOOK AT THAT ACT OF VIOLATION, OF TRUST AS, SICK AND DEPRAVED, TO SAY THE LEAST, IF NOT A CHARGE FOR THE COPS AND PROSECUTION TO LOOK AT, AND IF NOT THE CRIMINAL, WHO WOULD BLAME THEM FOR A CIVIL ACTION? I THOUGHT, IT COULD EVEN BE VIOLATION OF THE 4TH AMENDMENT, IF DONE BY COPS, IT IS, AN "UNREASONABLE SEARCH & SEIZURE!" DID YOU GET A WARRANT? PERMISSION TO SEARCH & SEIZE? DID HE OR SHE KNOW THAT THEY WERE GETTING INTO WHEN THEY WENT HOME WITH YOU THAT NIGHT? BIG TIME SHIT! AS YOUR ONLINE, COUNSEL, I WOULD ADVISE, ALL COP AGENCIES, LOCAL, STATE AND FEDERAL, TO KNOW THAT SHIT OFF, BY CUSTOM, TRADITION, OR FOR ENTERTAINMENT. YOU ARE OPENING YOURSELVES AND YOUR COP SHOP TO MASSIVE LAWSUITS! A WORD TO THE WISE. JUST DON'T DO IT! THE REVERSE OF NIKE! EASY TO REMEMBER. THERE WERE COPS ON MY ASS, THE DAY I WROTE ABOUT THIS, AND THERE WERE ALSO FEDERAL, BLACK SUV'S CRUISING THE STREETS, THE DAY I POSTED THAT FACT ON MY BLOG, THAT, "WEAREWATCHING!" I REMEMBER, SEEING, AN FBI AGENT, A SUPPOSEDLY GOOD, CATHOLIC, MAN, MARRIED WITH KIDS, EVEN VIDEO TAPING SEX WITH HIS WIFE, AND PIPING IT THROUGH TO HIS BUDDIES ON THE NIGHT SHIFT, WHO WANTED TO BE ENTERTAINED. THIS MAN, WAS ALSO, SELLING, TOP SECRET MATERIALS, TO THE RUSSIANS! HE WAS, EXECUTED FOR HIS BAD DEEDS, KIDS! IN ADDITION TO COMMITTING, ESPIONAGE AND SEDITION, AGAINST THE GOVERNMENT, WHEN HIS WIFE FOUND OUT, HE WAS ALSO, PUNISHED FOR DOING THAT TO HER! HOPEFULLY, THERE ARE STILL GOOD AGENTS, WHO DON'T DIG THIS TYPE OF SHIT AND GAMING! IT IS ONE THING, AND STUPID, STILL, TO SEND PICTURES OF YOURSELF, NUDE TO YOUR LOVER OR SPOUSE, BUT AT LEAST, YOU ENTERED, THAT KNOWINGLY WITH, FULL KNOWLEDGE OF THE RISKS, AND POSSIBLE EXPOSURES ON THE INTERNET, SHOULD THINGS GO BAD, FROM BREAKING UP, TO CHEATING! JUST THE OTHER DAY, ON ONE OF THE LOCAL, RADIO SHOWS, HERE IN SEATTLE, I THINK IT WAS THE SARAH MORNING AND DONNY BONADUCCI, SHOW, SOME REALTOR TOOK PICTURES OF A HOUSE HE WAS LISTING, AS A REAL ESTATE BROKER, AND, BY ACCIDENT, HE POSTED, ONE TOO MANY, PICTURES AND, HE LISTED, WITH HIS REAL ESTATE COMPANY, A PICTURE OF HIM AND A VERY MUCH YOUNGER GIRL, ENGAGED IN A SEX ACT! WHOOOOPPPPPSSSS! THAT SHIT CAN GET YOU FIRED! ASK ANTHONY WIENER OF THE WIENER CLUB! NOW FOR THREE CASES, OF TRUE CRIME, ONE RIGHT DOWN THIS LINE OF COP RATIONAL! FUCK? THIS CASE COMES TO US FROM AKRON, OHIO, AND OFFICER, ERIC PAUL. I AM AT THE LAKEHILLS LIBRARY, AND I AM ON A TIMED COMPUTER, SO I HAVE TO CLICK THE MOUSE EVERY FEW MINUTES, SO, I AM GOING TO DO A DOWN AND DIRTY RENDITION OF THESE THREE, CASES IF I AM NOT TIMED OUT!

DISPATCH: IS IT OFFICER, ERIC PAUL?  

YES.  HE HAS DONE THIS TO "HUNDREDS" OF WOMEN?  WHAT?  NO ONE IN THE DEPARTMENT, TOOK THIS GUY TO TASK?  OFFICERS WHO GOT THE CALLS, SAID THEY WOULD HANDLE IT, AND DIDN'T . . . THEY CALLED HIM, AND HE "DOUBLED DOWN," ON THE TARGET OR WOMAN, WHO RATTED HIM OUT!

• so in this case, it is a cop, who, was an officer of the law, and also, taught, classes at the local, community college, on criminal justice!
• this victim in this case, had, a few, bad relationships, before, one that resulted in an unwanted, or wanted, pregnancy, depending on which parent, you talk to . . . 80% of women, killed while are pregnant, are killed for being pregnant!  And Trump wants to punish the women?  We are punished enough!  FUCK!  The chick, very pretty, decides to go back to college and make something of herself, and decides to go into criminal justice as her field of study . . . 
• her professor is this cop, and they start seeing each other, in and out of class, start having a relationship.  For awhile, the two get along, great, her son, is attached to the cop and she feels safe, with him, after, a few, violent relationships, before.  As time progresses, dude, starts getting more and more possessive, and, controlling, wants to know, where, when, why, with whom, and, for how long, she is going here and there, when she is not with him!  He started to text her or call her, sometimes, between, 300 and 500 times a day!
• he would often, get suicidal on her, when, she said, this was just not working for her.  He used his service weapon, on several occasions, to threaten her and, point to his head, by means of suicide, if she broke up with him.  Eventually, the two, seemingly, air minded adults, realized they were bringing out the worst in each other and agreed to break up.  The cop moved on, met another girl, who took his attention of this chick, at least as long as she was not dating someone, else . . . which is eventually, going to happen, right!?
• so the young attractive, lady, meets some guy at church, who is in a similar situation as she is, raising kids, and, really just wanting some companionship, that eventually, develops into a full blown, romance.  So, the cop's relationship did not go as well, and he broke up with this new girl, and, wanted back with his ex!  The new guy was fully appraised of the situation, and warned.  Now the new guy, looks like he could take on the cop, and give him a run for his money, but, taking all the cops, is quite another deal . . . 
• so, one night, the couple is relaxing at I think, his home, and, ex boyfriend, cop calls, the chick, and demands to see her.  She politely said, no, I have my boyfriend, and, his kids, over here with my son too.  The cops shows up, and keeps calling the ex, demanding to see her!  The new dude, calls 911, and says that this crazy dude, is, banging on the doors, and, threatening to some in, and, trying to get to him, her and their children, whom they are trying to protect.  The dispatch, said, she would send the cops, immediately.
• when the cops, find out that it is Paul, they freak out, and, they tell the chick, and her new man, that, they will handle this.  Eric had taken off when, they called the cops.  They never reported the incident, because one of the cops, had previously been, the cop's partner!  THAT SHOULD NOT MATTER!  THE LAW IS THE LAW, IS THE LAW . . . KNOW YOUR RIGHTS!
• sometime, after that, the cop, demanded the chick meet with him, and she let him come over.  he brandished his gun, threatened her and himself, again, and, this time, he pushed her over, and pulled her pants down, and brutally, raped her, beat the shit out of her and all she could remember was him choking her, before she passed out and his mean, eyes, looking into her face!  When she came to, she could hear her son, crying on the bottom, step, holding his teddy bear . . . she had no idea what he saw, and, how long he had been standing there!  She was even more scared and didn't report this, incident, that came back to bite her later, and, hurt her case against him, when, he finally, was arrested!
• in true, narcissistic behavior and patterns, when, someone, like this man, cop, gets away with this shit, he started to think he was totally above the law and had been for a long time, and he got more and more aggressive with the new man and her, threatening to kill, the kids and both of them, now.  You are not doing your buddies any favors, when, you cover their shit!  So, one night, and I think it is around, Christmas, the two are enjoying a quiet night at home with the kids and together, and dude calls, oh, the guy, even had, his elderly father with him, sitting on the couch.
• the cop shows up after the phone calls are ignored or she dismisses him.  He starts looking in the windows, kicking against the door, and, pounding on the sides of the house, wanting the pair to break up the night, and let him be with her, just to talk to her.  I actually think the elderly father, was, alone on the couch, and the man and woman, were off, at the store or something.  This time, when the kids reported this cop's actions, to their parents, the chick, goes directly to the cop shop, and, says she is not going to leave, until this cop is arrested!  The guy, goes home to protect the family and his father!  Again he calls 911, in fear for his kids lives.  Dispatch asks him if he has a gun to protect himself and the kids?  NO.  This might be the right time to get a fucking gun.  I am sure the thoughts went through his head, that, there are amped up charges for killing a cop!  He was protected before, so why wouldn't he be now.  Would charges be reversed, with him going to jail, rather than, the crazy ass cop?  Very possible, with friends willing to cover his ass and not report.  If they are the ones dispatched to the scene, anything could happen!  He had reason to worry.
• I think the chick, refusing to leave the cop shop, was want eventually, got the cop finally arrested.  She basically, forced, the other cops to arrest this guy, she carried with her, selfies she took after he raped her at gun point!  Here is where the rub comes in, because she failed to report the rape, and, like all rapes, it was her word against, his, and we give cops a lot of credibility, and the fact that he was also a professor, didn't help her either, but, at least he got some time . . . only four years!  
• she continued to live in fear, hearing that, he was bragging about the rape, to fellow inmates, and, the thoughts of, having a hit put out on her was, very real!
• professionals do their fucking jobs, regardless of who the other, party or the arrestee is!

SOMETIMES IT HURTS TO BE BEAUTIFUL.  19 YEAR OLD NURSING STUDENT, GOING TO TAKE, EXAMS, ENDS UP DEAD!  BRO WAKES TO HEARING YELLING, GOING ON, IN THE GARAGE, THINKS IT IS HIS SISTER AND HER BOYFRIEND FIGHTING.  HE CALLS, HIS MOM, AND, SAID, THAT, SIS AND CHAD, JUST, TOOK OFF INTO THE WOODS.  MOM SAID THAT IS NOT CHAD, OR WHATEVER HIS NAME WAS, BUT THE ABDUCTOR WAS WEARING CAMOUFLAGE, JUST LIKE BOYFRIEND, ALWAYS DID.  MOM INFORMS, SON TO CALL THE COPS, THAT IS NOT CHAD!  IT WAS UNLIKE, THE TOP NOTCH NURSING STUDENT, TO MISS EVEN A DAY OF SCHOOL, LET ALONE EXAMS, AND CHAD WAS HUNTING WILD TURKEYS WITH FRIENDS THAT WEEK. THE MOM, A SCHOOL TEACHER, HAD HER SON, TRACK HIS SISTER'S CELL PHONE, AS IT, LEFT THE HOUSE AND MOVED, MILES AWAY, AND FINALLY DROPPED OUT OF SIGHT, NEAR, A KNOWN SEX OFFENDER'S HOUSE.  THE COP ON THE CASE, WAS WELL FAMILIAR WITH THIS DUDE, AND HE, GOT "TUNNEL VISION" ON THE CASE AND WAS TAKEN OFF THE CASE, SEEING ONLY THE BACKWOODS, DUDE, WHERE THE PHONE SERVICE STOPPED.  THERE WAS BLOOD FOUND IN THE GARAGE, AND, THE GIRL, MUST HAVE PUT UP A FIGHT, BECAUSE, THE DNA, AT THE SCENE OF THE CRIME DIDN'T MATCH THAT OF THE FORMER SEX OFFENDER, BUT IN THE INTERVIEW WITH THE COP, WHO WAS, BUMPED FROM THE CASE, BECAUSE HE COULDN'T SEE ANYONE ELSE, SAID THIS MAN REFERRED TO HER SIMPLY AS A BODY, A GOOD BODY, AND WHEN, YOU DON'T HAVE A BODY, YOU DON'T HAVE ANYTHING.  FINALLY, AND MAN, GATHERING GINSENG IN THE FOREST, DISCOVERED THE GIRL'S BODY.  WHEN INTERVIEWED THE MAN, SAID, THERE WAS SOMETHING IN A BUCKET, BUT, DUE TO HER FAMILY, HE WAS NOT GOING TO TELL IT ON THE NEWS, WHAT HE FOUND.  HE SAID ALL HE COULD THINK OF WAS HIS OWN DAUGHTER'S LIFE, ENDING IN SUCH A TRAGIC WAY.  LATER, THREE MEN WERE APPREHENDED, IN THE DEATH OF THE GIRL.  THEY NEVER SAID, WHAT THEIR PUNISHMENT WAS, OR SENTENCING, BUT, I AM SURE THEY GOT, 25 TO LIFE FOR FIRST DEGREE MURDER.  THE MOTHER SAID, SHE NEVER KNEW, PEOPLE, LIKE, THESE MEN, EVEN EXISTED, UNTIL HER DAUGHTER WAS TAKEN RIGHT FROM THE HOME, THE DAY OF HER TESTS!  FAMILIES WANT CLOSURE, TO PUT THEIR LOVED ONES TO REST.  THE MAN, WHO FOUND, HER, PLACED, A BOUQUET OF FLOWERS, IN THE WOODS WHERE HE FOUND HER BODY, FOUR YEARS LATER, HE STILL CRIES, EACH TIME HE VISITS THE PLACE HE FOUND HER.  THE IMPACT OF MURDER, ON A FAMILY, IS DEVASTATING, AND HAS A RIPPLE EFFECT FOR YEARS, IF FOREVER . . . THAT'S WHY I RUN.

THE BABY IN THE SNOW

• this case is a particularly interesting one for me, seeing that the timing, on opening the case, one based on a mother's dream, about where her baby's body would be found, was misconstrued, by the cops, as meaning that she had to be the killer, because, otherwise, she would mot have known where the boy's body was . . . God moves in mysterious ways--why not give a grieving mother, a dream of where to find the boy!
• this case has pretty simple facts . . . mom and her two young sons, one about three and the baby, 11 months old, go to run family errands, and, their last stop was at the bank, back in 1990, and, at the time, the mom, left the 11 month old, in the car seat asleep, as she took the 3 year old, for a quick, run in the bank to make a withdrawal.
• WHEN SHE CAME BACK, JUST MINUTES LATER, THE BABY WAS GONE!  THE SEAT BELTS WHERE THE BABY WAS, WERE STILL, IN PLACE, AND NOT UNDONE?  THE EPISODE DIDN'T SAY IF THE BABY WAS OLD ENOUGH TO WALK, BUT MANY 11 MONTHS OLD, DO?  MOM RUNS BACK IN THE BANK, AND REPORTS THE CHILD MISSING!
• the alarm goes out and the cops start to immediately search for the baby.  They don't have much luck, but the next day or so, the mom, comes to the sheriff, and reports that she knows where her son's body is, because she saw the place in a dream.  The mother, directs the cops, almost straight to the spot, but for one wrong turn.  Sure enough, there in the snow, is the blue, snow suit the baby was wearing, and his little body, somewhat covered in new fallen snow.  The cops arrest the mother and charge her with the murder of the baby.
• it took two years for the case to come to trial.  Her husband believed her, but most the people in the town, thought she must have dropped the baby off before, going to the bank, so she could go report, the baby missing, after the short, trip in and out of the bank.  The sheriff, said, he knew the baby was dead, because he had seen many dead bodies in his day and there was not need to see if he was still alive!
• THE CASE GETS WILD, WITH THE EXPERTS.
• the prosecution, calls, a man who is the head of forensic psychology, to testify as to the timing of the death of the child.  This man was, nationally known, and top in his field.  The mother had a great lawyer, who did his homework and he had a female, attorney, assistant, who, was also working the case, named JOANN, blond, too, but they did some research into this alleged, expert and found that, he had, in the past, created, his findings based on the facts reported on the case, so basically, just reinforced what the cops and prosecutors said!  The prosecutor about died, out of 44 cases this man had served as an expert witness, in 21 of the cases, he just mimicked in his report, what the prosecution and their witnesses claimed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Scream!
• it that were not bad enough, the defense got a female expert witness, who, not only said, that was wrong, the time of death, but, she said, the time of the babies, death, may have been after the mother, showed the sheriff where the body was . . . the sheriff carried the little boy, who didn't have many freeze burns, on his fingers, and toes, or nose, and, the cops, laid the small baby's little body, in the snow for four hours, and, later he was in the body bag!  The expert medical examiner, said, and she was of great reputation and, prominence in her area too, said, she felt the baby was still alive in the body bag!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  So the timeliness of the dream, of the mother, might have saved the baby's life, had the sheriff, listened to her, and tried to resuscitate the baby when they found him in the snow! WE ALL KNOW WHAT "ASSUMING" DOES, IT MAKES AND ASS OF YOU AND ME!
• then, contrary to most, defense attorney's advise, the mother wanted to testify in her own behalf.  She corrected, some of the facts that the sheriff had said, like, she didn't take them directly to the sight, but she had them back track, on several roads, and, she went over the evidence.  THE JURY NOT ONLY BELIEVED HER, BUT, UN-BE KNOWN TO THE SHERIFF AND THE PROSECUTOR, THE JURY, MEMBERS, KEPT IN CONTACT WITH THE WOMAN, WHO WAS, ACQUITTED OF ALL CHARGES, UP, TO THIS POINT, NOW, 30 YEARS LATER, WHEN, THE CASE IS GOING TO BE REOPENED!
• THE COPS' "TUNNEL VISION" ONLY SEEING THE MOTHER, AND BLAMING HER DREAM, SEEING HER AS THE ONLY POSSIBLE KILLER, WAS WRONG, AND IT WAS WRONG FOR THE STATE'S ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICE TO JUST CLOSE THE CASE, AFTER, THE MOTHER WAS, FOUND INNOCENT OF THE MURDER, NEVER LOOKING INTO HOW MIGHT HAVE TAKEN THE BABY.  THERE WAS SOME SPECULATION, WITH A RE-EXAMINATION OF THE CASE, THAT, HER TWIN BROTHER, HIS WIFE, AND HER OLDER BROTHER, MIGHT HAVE TAKEN THE BABY TO TEACH HER A LESSON, NOT TO LEAVE THE BABY IN THE CAR WHILE SHE WENT IN THE BANK!  IN THEIR WITNESS STATEMENTS, THEY REPORTED BEING, EXTREMELY CRUEL TO HER, AND, OFTEN PICKING ON HER . . . SHE THOUGHT, THAT, HER FAMILY MEMBERS MAY HAVE TAKEN, THE BABY, AND WHEN, COPS WERE IMMEDIATELY DISPATCHED TO THE SCENE OF THE MISSING BABY, THEY WERE IN TOO DEEP, SO THEY TOOK THE BABY BOY OUT AND JUST DUMPED HIM IN THE SNOW AND LEFT HIM, TO DIE!
• THE MOTHER APPEARED IN DISGUISE, TO TALK TO THE TV CHANEL, AND SHE IS THRILLED THAT THE CASE IF GOING TO BE OPEN AGAIN, AS A COLD CASE, AND, HOPES THAT THE REAL KILLERS OR KIDNAPPERS WILL BE BROUGHT TO JUSTICE FOR THE CRIME THEY COMMITTED!

THIS MOTHER'S DREAM, MIGHT, ACCORDING TO ONE EXPERT, MIGHT HAVE SAVED HER BABY'S LIFE!

FOR 30 YEARS, THE TOWN FOLKS, ALL THOUGHT SHE GOT AWAY WITH MURDER!

SLOWLY AS MORE AND MORE FACTS, START TO COME TO LIGHT, AND SURFACE, FROM THE NEW INVESTIGATION, PEOPLE ARE STARTING TO CHANGE THEIR MINDS!

30 YEARS OF BEING JUDGED WRONGLY BY, HER COMMUNITY!

MOTHERS DO HAVE DREAMS OF THEIR CHILDREN!  THE LAST TWO NIGHTS, I HAVE HAD DREAMS, ONE WITH JUST GRETA IN IT AND THE OTHER, WITH, BOTH CHRIS AND GRETA!

THE SHORT VERSION: (1) FIRST DREAM, THE "DROP SPOT" FOR, MY LIFE, WAS, A DUMP SITE, AT THE GREAT SALT LAKE, THE INLAND SEA!  ME AND GRETA WERE, AT WHAT APPEARED TO BE ALMOST A DUMP, OF A BUNCH OF DISCARDED GARBAGE.  ON TOP OF THE PILE OF WOOD, AND, OTHER SHIT, THERE WAS AN OLD DILAPIDATED, BOOK SHELVE (SIGN OF SHELLEY'S LIFE, BEING DROPPED, HERE, AND SHE TOOK UP MY LIFE AND IDENTITY?) I WAS KIND OF TIRED, DEPRESSED, NOT WANTING TO DEAL WITH ALL THIS SIFTING AND, WHATEVER, THIS MESS WAS GOING TO TAKE.  BUT GRETA, ON THE OTHER HAND, WAS FRESH, AND READY TO RUN.  I LOOKED AWAY, AND, SHE HAD MOVED THIS EXTREMELY HEAVY, BOOK CASE, SPLINTERS AND ALL, UP A STAIRCASE, THAT, LED TO NOWHERE?  IT WAS LIKE CEMENT, UP AND DOWN, THROUGH, ALMOST JUST A FRAME OF A DOOR.  I WAS SHOCKED, THAT SHE COULD MOVE IT BY HERSELF?  WHEN, I LEFT, UTAH FOR MONTANA, I STOPPED BY THE CAPITOL BUILDING WHERE I USED TO HAVE AN OFFICE, WHERE THE LT. GOV. OFFICE WAS, AT THE TIME AND, PUT MY NAME IN AS A WRITE IN CANDIDATE, AGAINST SENATOR HATCH, AS I WAS LEAVING . . . WAS THIS THE POWERFUL MAN, WHO BROKERED THE DEAL, TO EXCHANGE ME FOR SHELLEY, OR KAY OR RACHEL?  MORE REPUBLICAN TYPES, OR AT LEAST CONTROLLABLE MORMON WOMEN, NOT A THREAT TO HIM? (2)(A) THIS DREAM WAS, WILD, BACKWOODS, AND BIZARRE, HAD TWO EX-HUSBANDS, WHO HAD TO HAVE GONE ALONG WITH THIS SHIT FOR THE EXCHANGE TO HAVE HAPPENED!  I CAN'T REMEMBER THE WHOLE THING REAL WELL, BUT WE WERE AT 2ND HUSBAND'S HOUSE, JERRY OWEN, AND CHRIS, MUCH YOUNGER, AND MYSELF, WERE GOING TO FIND, FIRST HUB, ZEKE, TO GET A CAR?  HE WAS ABOUT THE AGE HE WAS, IN HIGH SCHOOL, WHEN, THIS WOULD HAVE HAPPENED AND ABOUT THE TIME, THEY MIGHT HAVE LIED, ABOUT, WHO WAS WHO, ME FOR SHELLEY, BOTH PISSED, FOR ME LEAVING THEM? (2)(B) IN THIS NEXT PART OF THE DREAM, ALL TAKING PLACE IN THIS, LIKE SHANTY TOWN, BACKWOODS, REDNECK, PLACE, IN THIS SEGMENT, ME AND MAYBE CHRIS, WERE LOOKING THROUGH, SLATS, IN A WINDOW, THAT APPEARED TO BE BOARDED UP, BUT WITH LARGE GAPING, SPACES BETWEEN, THE FLAT WOODEN, PIECES, BLOCKING FULL VIEW OF THE OUTDOORS.  THIS RED, PICK UP TRUCK, FULL OF MEN, AND A WASHING MACHINE IN THE BACK, WERE DRIVING DOWN THE DUSTY DIRT ROAD, AND, LOL, WE SAID, HIDE, THOSE ARE "REPUBLICANS!"  SCREAMING FUN?  LOL.  WE WERE LIKE JEWS HIDING FROM THE NAZIS OR SOMETHING . . . THEY ARE REPUBLICANS!????? (2)(C) THEN IN THIS LAST SEGMENT, I WAS WITH MY OLD BOSS, FROM THE UTAH PROSECUTION COUNSEL, MARK NASH, HE WAS DRESSED LIKE AN OLD COWBOY, WHICH IS IS, AND, WALKING WITH A LIMP?  EVENTUALLY WE WERE, SITTING AT A PICNIC TABLE, WITH GRETA, AND I TURNED TO HER AND SAID, GUESS WHO IS TAKING YOUR JOB? ME!  THE REVERSE OF WHAT, I THINK, SHE WAS PUSHED OR BRIBED INTO, BEING ME, TAKING CREDIT FOR ALL MY WORK OVER 20 YEARS!  SHE SAT WITH HER MOUTH AGASP, AND, DIDN'T SAY A THING.  IT SEEMS LIKE I SAID, SOMETHING LIKE, HOW DOES IT FEEL?  GRETA IS VERY ACCOMPLISHED AND BY THE TIME SHE IS 20 YEARS OLDER, LIKE I AM, SHE WILL HAVE, DONE MORE THAN ME, IN HER CAREER, AND SHE HAS ROCKED HER LIFE, SO FAR . . . BUT BEING ME?  NA.  I ACTUALLY, COULD, PROBABLY TRANSITION BETTER TO HER JOB, THAN, HER TO MINE!  THE REASON I SAY THAT, IS, NOT UNLIKE THE LAW, GRETA SHARED HER DEGREE, STUDIES, AND MASTER'S IN NATURAL RESOURCE MANAGEMENT, WITH ME, AS I DID HER IN THE LAW!  BUT, I HAVE ACTUALLY, HAD A CLASS IN LAW SCHOOL, ON NATURAL RESOURCE MANAGEMENT, THAT COVERED A TON OF THE ISSUES, THAT I HAVE HEARD HER TALK ABOUT OVER THE YEARS!  NOT SO MUCH ON FIRE, BUT, MORE THAN SHE HAS HAD OF THE LAW!

FRANK OF INTERPOL, THE MASTER MONSTER, BEHIND THIS, USED, "COMPETITION TO FUEL THE FIRE!"

GRETA IS MORE COMPETITIVE WITH ME, THAN I WOULD LIKE TO THINK!  LOL.  WHEN SHE CALLED ME, AT THE UTAH AG'S OFFICE, MY FIRST YEAR, SHE SAID, GUESS WHAT I DID MOM?  I JOINED THE NAVY FOR FOUR YEARS!  YOU WHAT?  I WANTED TO DO MORE THAN YOU!

I REMEMBER BEING SHOCKED THAT, I WAS IN COMPETITION WITH MY SWEET DAUGHTER?

IT'S IN THE DNA!

NEVER LET YOUR KIDS BEAT YOU, UNLESS THEY DO FAIR AND SQUARE!

I LOVE YOU DARLIN'!

KISS.

JUST MOTHER'S INTUITION, SUBSTANTIATED THROUGH, VISUAL FORM OR DREAMS! 

MOTHER'S HAVE SPECIAL POWERS!

SMART MOM, SMART KIDS!

HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER!

SMILE. 

 

FRAME YOUR LIFE WITH FAITH. A-ROD & J'LO. IT'S HARD TO WALK AWAY FROM LOVE. IT MAY NEVER COME AGAIN. I'LL GET HIM HOT AND SHOW HIM WHAT I GOT! THE EAGLES HAVE LANDED. PEOPLE OVER EVERYTHING! FIGHT CANCER WITH STRATEGY. ONE FOR ALL! IT'S ALL IN MY NAME. ALL OF IT IS HERE! FEEL THE NOISE! THUNDER DOWN UNDER. THUNDER CLAP! 2,000 LIGHTNING STRIKES. SEAHAWKS WIN BENGALS! WHAT DO THEY CALL YOU IF YOU PASS THE BAR EXAM BY ONE POINT? AN ATTORNEY! 21 TO 20 IS STILL A WIN! GO HAWKS! KISSES. DR. TUTORING. IN-HOME TUTORING. YOU TARZAN. ME JANE. YOU BE GOOD TO ME. I'LL BE GOOD TO YOU. YES. IT IS THAT SIMPLE! IF I COULD, I'D CATCH A FALLING STAR, HANG IT OVER YOU, SO I WOULD KNOW WHERE YOU ARE. SMILE. DID YOU EVER DREAM OF BEING KING, THEN BECOME ONE? BABY, IF I COULD CHANGE THE WORLD. I'D BE YOUR UNIVERSE. I'D BE THE SUNSHINE IN YOUR WORLD. BAND-AIDS DON'T FIX BULLETS HOLE. YOUR LOVE WAS ALWAYS ENOUGH FOR ME. SUN HALO. NATURAL PHENOMENA. A RAINBOW THAT ENCIRCLES THE ENTIRE CIRCUMFERENCE OF THE SUN! EXTRASLICE. NERDS TO GO. KEEP ON SUCKING. WE TASTE WITH OUR SUCKERS. FROM LANGLEY TO BUCKLEY. I FEEL SO RIGHT DOING THE WRONG THING. I FEEL SO WRONG DOING THE RIGHT THING. CONFLICT OF INTEREST. PARADOX? TAKE THAT MONEY AND WATCH IT BURN. TAKE THAT MONEY, THE LESSONS I'VE LEARNED. DOUCHE BAG. LOL. FUN CONVERSATION I OVERHEARD, THIS MORNING AT MCDONALD'S CROSSROADS. CUTE HUBBY AND YOUNG WIFE, WITH SMALL SON, A FRIEND, AND HISPANIC MOM, ALL MEETING OVER BREAKFAST. TALKING ABOUT BRO-IN-LAW? WIFE IS TRYING TO DEFEND SOMEONE, HUSBAND, IS RIPPING ON. DUDE LEAVES HIS PREGNANT WIFE IN A SHELTER, AND, WE ARE SUPPOSE TO LISTEN TO THE DOUCHE BAG? LOL. I SECOND THAT MOTION AND OBJECTION! DURING THAT TIME, THE SON, IS TRYING TO GET DAD'S ATTENTION. DAD. DAD. DAD. WHAT?! LATER HE KISSED HIM, AND TENDERLY TALKED TO HIM, BUT DURING THE IMPASSIONED, DOUCHE BAG RANT, DAD WAS NOT SO PATIENT! LOL. LATER, WIFE SAID, DID YOU EAT HIS HASH BROWNS? LOL. DIFFERENCE BETWEEN DADS AND MOMS--ONE WILL SACRIFICE FOR HER KIDS, DADS DON'T REALLY THING ABOUT IT. HE WAS EATING A PANCAKE. YEAH, HE ATE IT! NOW HE WANTS HIS HASH BROWN, YOU ATE. LOL. LATER, SOMEONE TOLD A JOKE, AND DAD, SAID, I CAN TELL YOU ARE AN AMERICAN, BECAUSE ONLY AN AMERICAN WOULD GET THAT JOKE! LOL. NEW BORDER CROSSING CHECK POINTS, WHEN, TRUMP'S NEO-NAZIS TAKE OVER . . . YOU EITHER GET OUR AMERICAN HUMOR OR YOU DON'T! WHAT IS THE PASSWORD FOR ENTRY? LOL. DIG ON MODERN DAY PARENTS AND COUPLES. I ABOUT DIED WHEN, MY DAUGHTER, NEWLY MARRIED, 20 YEARS AGO, REFERRED TO HER HUSBAND AS DUDE! LOL. CARRY ON. OH, WHAT FUN, PARENTS HAVE IN STORE FOR THEM! SMILE. SOME OF US, TRULY NEED CHURCH. I DECIDED, YESTERDAY, AFTER ATTENDING DOXA CHURCH, BECAUSE OF THEIR NEW MURAL ON THE OUTSIDE OF THE BUILDING, GIVING, THEM A DEFINITE NEW CURB-APPEAL, AND AFTER SINGING THE FIRST SONG, BEING BROUGHT TO MY KNEES, AFTER, WANTING THE NEW CYBERSTALKERS & STALKERSIDENTIFIED.COM, TO KILL EVERYONE I KNOW, THAT, MISSING ROUGHLY TWO YEARS OF CHURCH, HAS DONE ME NO FAVORS! NOR THE PEOPLE I KNOW! LOL. SO, LAST WEEK, WHEN I GOT IN TOWN, THE DUDE AT LA FITNESS, SIGNED ME UP, TRIED TO GO OVER A FEW DETAILS WITH ME, THAT I ALREADY KNEW, LIKE A FEW CHANGES IN THE MEMBERSHIPS. THEN HE STARTED TO GO OVER SOME ISSUES LIKE, BEING COURTEOUS AND, TREAT OTHERS AT THE FITNESS CLUB WITH RESPECT. BLAH. BLAH. BLAH. THEN, HE STOPPED AND PAUSED, AND SAID, "YOU LOOK LIKE A NICE PERSON?" IT SEEMED TO BE PUNCTUATED WITH A QUESTION, RATHER THAN A PERIOD. WHAT DOES THE WORD, "IS" MEAN, IS CRITICAL TO AN ATTORNEY. I DID'T STOP TO ASK HIM, WHY HE PAUSED ON THAT, NOTE, BECAUSE THE GUY DIDN'T KNOW ME FROM ADAM? SO, I STARTED BY DEFENDING MY POSSIBLE CHARGES, AND SAID, THE ONLY PERSON, I HAD ANY ISSUES WITH, OVER THE TWO YEARS, WAS THIS 12 YEAR OLD GIRL, WHO DROPPED IN THE POOL ON A SUNDAY AFTERNOON, 2 HOURS BEFORE, FAMILY TIME WAS SCHEDULED, AND TOOK MY LANE! HEY! GET OUT OF MY LANE, I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR A LONG TIME FOR THIS LANE. SHE GOT OUT OF THE POOL, LEAVING, ALL HER POOL TOYS, AND BROUGHT HER DAD, DOWN, TO STAND NEAR THE POOL, TO TRY TO INTIMIDATE ME. DIDN'T WORK, I FELT VERY SELF-RIGHTEOUS, AND KNEW THAT WAS THE RULE, NO KIDS, UNTIL, FAMILY OUR FROM 4 TO 8, ON SUNDAY AFTERNOONS! THAT WAS BACK WHEN, I CARED ABOUT WHAT THE RULES WERE! LOL. I WAS GLAD I TOOK THE TIME TO READ THEM, SO I COULD GIVE THIS LITTLE, LINE CUTTER, A PIECE OF MY MIND, BACKED BY THE RULES OF THE CLUB! NOW, I JUST HAD THE ONE OFFENSE, PRIOR TO THE FEELINGS I WAS HAVING THIS WEEK. SO, ON SATURDAY, I GOT THE LA FITNESS, CHECKED TO SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE WERE IN THE POOL. THERE APPEARED TO BE THREE, ONE IN EACH LANE. NOW MY DREAM IS, NOT ONLY TO HAVE A LANE TO MYSELF, BUT, TO HAVE THE WHOLE FUCKING POOL TO MYSELF! LOL. WELL, I WILL WAIT. SO AFTER DOING THE WEIGHTS, AND THE KETTLE BALL, PERFECT EXERCISES, I WAS ABOUT TO BAG, SWIMMING, IF THE POOL WAS FULL, AND I HAD TO WEIGHT FOR A LANE. OH, GREAT, THERE ARE ONLY TWO PEOPLE IN THE POOL! YAHOO. AN EMPTY LANE! BY THE TIME I GOT MY SWIMMING SUIT ON, AN ATHLETIC EXPERIENCE IN AND OF ITSELF, THERE WERE FUCKING, FULL LANES, SEVERAL PEOPLE IN THE HOT TUB, AND, A FEW THAT CAME JUST SHORTLY AFTER ME. I GOT IN THE HOT TUB FIRST, AND, WATCHED FOR A BREAK IN THE FLOW OF NEW SWIMMERS! MY FOES ARE BACK AND TRYING TO BLOCK ME FROM SWIMMING, THE MAIN, POWER PART OF MY ENTIRE WORK OUT! THIS IS JUST NOT NATURAL! THIS IS A FUCKING SATURDAY AFTERNOON, WITH FEW OTHER PEOPLE IN THE ENTIRE, GYM! PERIOD. NOW, I DON'T NATURALLY, DISCRIMINATE AGAINST ANYONE, BUT FOR, TONS OF ASIAN FISH, ON SHELLEY'S, OR KAY'S OR RACHEL'S, FUCK, HER SWIM, CALL LIST ASAP! I AM NOT PARTIAL TO THE LATINO, WHO WAS WAITING IN THE HOT TUB, WHO LATER LOOKED LIKE HE JUST LOST A $30,000 HIT PAY OUT, FOR, TAKING ME UNDER, IN THE POOL! I FOOLED THEM. I WORE, MY BLACK, BALL CAP, WITH MY SPECIAL, EXERCISE, MP3 PLAYER, ATTACHED, IN A MAKE SHIFT, GHETTO BLASTER, TAKING ME FROM A NORMAL, WORK OUT OF AN HOUR, TO UP TO TWO AND A HALF HOUR, ROCKIN' WORKOUTS, WHEN, I CAN! NOW, I HAD, I THOUGHT FULLY CHARGED, MY MPC PLAYER, SMALL TURQUOISE, AND PURPLE, PLAYER, THAT I HAVE USED BEFORE, WHILE I WAS AT THE BELLEVUE LIBRARY, WRITING MY BLOG. IT WAS CHARGING, SO, WHY, ONCE I GOT IN THE POOL, THERE WAS NO JUICE, IS NOT A MYSTERY, BUT EXPECTED SHIT, TO AGAIN, FOIL MY ENJOYMENT AND BLOCK MY WORKOUTS! ONCE, AN ATTRACTIVE, ASIAN, GRANDMA, GAVE ME HER LANE, WE WATER WIENIE WORK OUT, WATER AEROBICS QUEENS, STICK TOGETHER, WE KNOW THAT OUR EXERCISES ARE JUST AS VALID AS SOME, LAP SWIMMER, AND WE NEED IT MORE! LOL. BUT, I FINALLY, GAVE UP ON MY DEVICE, THAT SEEMED TO HAVE HAD THE JUICE DRAINED OUT OF IT, ONCE I PUT IT ON THE COMPUTER AND THE DEVICE, SIGN CAME UP . . . NEVER CHECKED IT AGAIN, BUT THIS IS HOW, STUPID AND PETTY THESE BITCHES AND BASTARDS ARE! UNBELIEVABLE. BUT THE DUDE IN THE HOT TUB, GLARED AT ME, AS IF LOOKS COULD KILL, LIKE I TRICKED HIM, AND CHEATED HIM OUT OF MY DEATH! WHAT'S UP WITH YOU DUDE. NOW THAT WAS NOT ALL. I SAFELY HAD MY LANE, AND NOTHING, NOBODY WAS GOING TO TAKE ME OUT OF IT, NOR CUT MY WORKOUT SHORT, ONCE I TOOK THE TIME TO GET UNDRESSED AND IN A SWIMMING SUIT! BUT THAT DIDN'T STOP, TWO MEN, ONE LOOKED, INDIAN, FROM INDIA, NOT A NATIVE, AND THE OTHER, FROM SOME, MID-EASTERN COUNTRY, AND BOTH, STOOD, RIGHT NEAR MY LANE, WITH ANOTHER, PERSON, ALSO SWIMMING, AND PUT THEIR HANDS ON THEIR, HIPS, LIKE, IF WE WERE IN OUR COUNTRY, A WOMAN, WOULD, YIELD HER TIME TO A MAN! WELL, FUCK YOU ASSHOLES, IN THIS COUNTRY, #SHE IS EQUAL! BOTH WERE SKINNY LITTLE DICK HEADS, WITH PENCIL DICKS, SO, ANYONE, WHO OBSERVED THIS, SITUATION, WOULD DEFINITELY VOTE FOR ME TO STAY IN THE POOL, BECAUSE, I NEED THE WORK OUT MORE THAN, SOMEONE, THE FUCKING WIND COULD BLOW DOWN, WITH A LIGHT, SUMMER BREEZE! LOL. NOW THE INTERESTING THING ABOUT, MOST OF THESE ON THE PAYROLL, ON CALL, BASIS, IS THEY ARE NOT WORTH THEIR SALT OR SHIT AS SWIMMERS! JUST LIKE THE LITTLE 12 YEAR OLD, POACHING ADULT TIME, IN THE POOL, THESE FUCKERS, SWIM, A FEW LAPS, STAND THERE, AND TALK, OR DO FUCKING JACK SHIT NOTHING, TAKING UP SPACE, AND JUST PISSING PEOPLE OFF! SOME ARE GOOD FOR 4 LAPS, NOT EVEN WORTH, MORE THAN, BLOCKING A LANE. ONCE I AM IN, THE MASSES, SEEM TO TAPER OFF! I MEAN, DRAMATICALLY! IF THESE BITCHES WANT TO GET IN SHAPE, GO FOR IT, BUT DON'T STOP ME FROM, DOING IT! 7 YEARS OF THIS JEALOUS SHIT? MALE AND FEMALE! I HAVE NO PROBLEM WORKING OUT, 6 TO 7 DAYS A WEEK FOR SEVERAL HOURS! I PAID FOR, ALL LAST YEAR, BETWEEN, THE SUMMIT IN UTAH AND LA FITNESS IN BELLEVUE, AND PROBABLY GOT, A TOTAL OF LESS THAN, 10 TIMES WITHOUT, BEING HARASSED, AND FISH PACKING THE LANES, JUST ENOUGH, TO TRY TO STOP ME! THIS IS SUCH, LOW LEVEL, ACTIVITY AND MINDSETS, I CAN'T BELIEVE, THESE PEOPLE GET ANYTHING DONE, EVER! FUCK? SO, THAT STARTED ME, RECOGNIZING THE NEED FOR SOME REDEMPTION. SUNDAY MORNING, AT ST. PETER'S, CONFIRMED THAT I WAS BECOMING, EVERYTHING I HATE IN PEOPLE! LOL. THERE IS THIS CHICK, WHO, YELLS, CRAZY SHIT, ALL THE TIME, EACH AND EVERY NIGHT. COME TO FIND OUT, SHE IS AN ATTORNEY! OR WAS ONE! NO WONDER, THAT, GAVE ME NEW INSIGHT INTO HER PAST! LOL. WHAT WAS SHE A FIGHTER, LIKE ME? THEY FINALLY GOT TO HER? SHE WENT NUTS, LIKE THEY ARE TRYING TO MAKE ME GO? BUT, THE COMMENTS, ARE ALWAYS, FUNNY. SOME CHICK IN RESPONSE TO THE ANNOYING OUTBURSTS, SAID, AS HE LAY ALMOST UNDER HER COVERS WITH THE LIGHTS JUST BEING TURNED OFF . . . SOMEONE NEEDS TO GIVE THAT WOMAN AND EXORCISM! LOL. LAUGHTER IS THE BEST MEDICINE! THE FOLLOWING MORNING, CHRISTINE, AND I WERE TALKING. NOW MOST PEOPLE DON'T TAKE THE TIME TO KNOW HER . . . A VERY SMART, SAVVY, CHINESE LADY, WHO, HAS SOME, LANGUAGE, LIMITATIONS, BUT SHE COMES FROM A DISTINGUISHED FAMILY, IN CHINA, HER FATHER WAS A REVOLUTIONARY AND PROFESSOR, WAS JAILED, AND, I AM NOT SURE, MIGHT HAVE BEEN MURDERED FOR HIS PARTICIPATION IN PROTESTS AND TRYING TO MODIFY THE GOVERNMENT. WE TALKED ABOUT RIGHTS AND OTHER COUNTRIES, WANTING, THE RIGHTS WE HAVE IN AMERICA. I ASKED HER ABOUT, HONG KONG AND WHAT SHE THOUGHT ABOUT THAT. SHE SAID, I TAKE THE POSITION OF MY GRANDMOTHER, SHE SAID, THE TIGER, FIGHTS THE TIGER, AND THE MONKEY, WAITS. THEN THE MONKEY RULES! THAT IS PRETTY DAMNED SMART THINKING, WHEN YOU THINK OF IT! IT IS ALWAYS, SCARY WHEN, THERE ARE THREE CANDIDATES, LIKE A ROSS PEROT, WHO PLAYS, FROM, BEHIND, BUT, WAS ABLE TO SWAY THE ELECTIONS, BACK WHEN, BILL CLINTON WAS RUNNING AGAINST, WHO WAS IT POPPY BUSH? PRETTY TIGHT RACE, AND, THOSE WHO WERE GOING TO VOTE FOR PEROT, DID WHAT HE SAID AND THREW THEIR WEIGHT TO CLINTON! ME MIGHT HAVE WON ANYWAY, BUT THE MONKEY, RULED IN A WAY. WE SAW THAT WITH, BERNIE, AND JILL STEIN, WITH STEIN, TAKING THE NUMBER OF VOTES, TRUMP WON, IN THE THREE RUST BELT STATES, THROWING THE ELECTION TO TRUMP, RATHER THAN, GIVING, HILLARY THE CORONATION THAT WAS EXPECTED. STEIN WAS ALSO WITH, TEAM PUTIN, RIGHT THERE ALONG WITH, FORMER, NATIONAL SECURITY ADVISER TO TRUMP, MICHEAL FLYNN, WHO WAS FIRED FROM THE OBAMA, ADMINISTRATION FOR ATTENDING THAT DINNER IN MOSCOW, WITH RT NEWS OR RUSSIAN NEWS! CONNECT THE DOTS. IN REFERRING TO THE PROTESTS IN HONG KONG WITH, MAINLAND CHINA, AND THE COMMUNIST PARTY, CHRISTINE SAID, THIS TIME, IT IS THE LION FIGHTING THE TIGER, AND, THE MONKEY WILL RULE AGAIN. IT WILL WAIT IN THE WINGS, AND TAKE THE SPOILS. THERE ARE THREE CHALLENGERS, WITHIN THE RANK AND FILE OF THE GOP, TO GIVE TRUMP A PRIMARY CHALLENGE. BILL WELD, MARK SANFORD, AND, THE FORMER, TEA PARTY MEMBER, TOM, SOMETHING, REPENTING FOR PUTTING HIM IN OFFICE! WHO WILL THE TIGERS BE? THE LION? WHO THE MONKEY? COOL IDEA, AND VERY, VISUAL FOR ME. IT ALSO REMINDS ME OF THE SIGNS AND SYMBOLS OF THE CHINESE CALENDAR AND YEARS. THE YEAR OF THE RABBIT OR THE HORSE OR THE MONKEY. SO, OUT OF THE BLUE, THIS, RELIGIOUS FREAK, WHO IS THE ANTITHESIS OF JESUS CHRIST OR A DISCIPLE, ALL THE SUDDEN, STARTS IN ON, CHRISTINE? BUT SHE IS TALKING, RELIGION AND CHURCH, AND CHRISTINE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT SHE IS TALKING ABOUT, AND, THE PASTOR IS TRYING TO ACCOMPLISH THIS, AND BLAH, BLAH, BLAH. STAFF TRIES TO PULL HER OFF HER RANT! SHE CHALLENGES, STAFF? HOPE SHE HAS A PLAN B!? THEN, SHE STARTS CALLING ALL OF US DEMONS, AND TALKING ABOUT, US WEARING, OTHER SUITS, AND, SKINNY CHICKS, PRANCING AROUND, LOOKING CUTE? THIS WOMAN, IS A CARICATURE RIGHT OUT OF THE MOVIES TOO, BUT ONE, LIKE, DELIVERANCE, OR THE SHINING OR MISERY! LOL. I WAS LAUGHING AS SOME OF THE CHICKS, TRIED TO GET HER OFF, HER RAGE, AND RANTS, PROTECTING, CHRISTINE WHO WAS OFF THE HOT SEAT, PUTTING ANY TARGET ON IT. SOMEONE, SAID, GET OUT SWINE! LOL. THIS LADY WALKS LIKE A POLAR BEAR, AND HAS THIS STRANGE BUN ON HER HEAD THAT BOBBLES AS SHE WALKS, THAT IS A SIGHT ON NORMAL CALM DAYS! LOL. IT JUST GOT MORE AND MORE FUNNY. HERE WE GO, THE COPS ARE GOING TO HAVE TO ESCORT HER OFF THE PREMISES! I DIDN'T GET ANY PREMONITIONS, OR, GUT FEELINGS TO TAKE OFF, IN THE WEE HOURS OF THE MORNING, BUT I SHOULD HAVE! LOL. I SAID, THE MORE MISERABLE IT GETS, THE MORE FUNNY IT ALL GETS TO ME! SO, I WAS JUST IN THIS SARCASTIC MOOD. TOO BAD, SARCASM DOESN'T BURN CALORIES! LOL. NOW, PRIOR TO THIS, THERE WAS THIS CHICK, WHO, TOOK IT UPON HERSELF, TO PUSH ME OUT OF MY #1 SELECTED SPOT, TWO DAYS IN A ROW? LIKE, IF YOU WANT TO CROWD IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ACTION, AND LAND IN FRONT OF THE FAN, OR NEAR THE CHURCH PEW, TO USE IT TO GET UP IN THE NIGHT, OR TO SIT ON IN THE MORNING, THEN, JUST FUCKING GET THERE EARLY! JUST LIKE I DO! FUCK? SO, I TOLERATED THAT, SLIGHT. THEN, AFTER, TRYING TO SOLVER HER ISSUES, WITH HER, ARGUING WITH ME, ON EVERY SOLUTION, I FINALLY SAID, DON'T MAKE YOUR PROBLEMS, MY PROBLEMS! LOL. KAREN WATCHED FROM ACROSS THE ROOM, LAUGHING AT MY RESPONSES, BEING CALLED SELFISH? YOU HAVE TO BE SHITTING ME? LOL. I AM THE WRONGED PARTY HERE, AND YOU, DEAR ARE, THE INSECT, WHO, HORNED IN ON ME AND MY MAT, PLACED, RIGHT WHERE IT WAS BY STAFF, AND MOVED IT OVER TWO DAYS IN A ROW! SO IF THAT WAS NOT ENOUGH, I WOKE UP, AT ABOUT, 4:00 AM, AND, WHO WAS UP WITH ME? YOU GOT IT, THE LADY WHO CALLED ME SELFISH, AND, THOUGHT I WAS A DEGENERATE, FOR NOT, MOVING OR JUMPING WHEN SHE WANTED ME TO JUMP! YOU HAVE TO BE KIDDING ME, SHE IS UP AT THE SAME TIME, AS ME . . . WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT? SHE DOESN'T HAVE CLOTHES ON?!!!! BIG ASS BOOBS, ARE ALL I SAW, IN THE PHONE LIGHT, SHE WAS BLASTING ALL OVER THE PLACE! A NUDIST ON TOP OF THAT? IT IS AGAINST THE RULES, TO STRUT YOUR STUFF, ROUND, THE OTHER WOMEN, IT MAKES, US UNCOMFORTABLE! IT IS ONE THING IF SHE HAD A GOOD BODY, OR EVEN GOOD BOOBS, BUT . . . LOL. WHEN THE LIGHTS CAME ON, I HEARD THE STAFF, SAY, "WHERE ARE YOUR CLOTHES?" LOL. THIS NAKED JAYBIRD, PULLED, A SIMPLE BLANKET OVER HER VERY LARGE, BOD, AND, WENT TO GET BREAKFAST? THE AUDACITY? LOL. THESE BLACK CHICKS, CRACK ME UP. THEY DON'T OVER-REACT, JUST, SEEMED, LEGITIMATELY CONCERNED ABOUT HER HAVING LOST HER CLOTHING? LOL! WHATEVER. ME AND KAREN DECIDED WE WOULD GO TO CHURCH, AFTER A MORNING LIKE THIS. I DECIDED, I NEEDED IT. ALL THE HOMELESS CHICKS, NOTICE, I AM NOT INCLUDING MYSELF IN THAT, MIX, BECAUSE, NO BODY HAS EVER GUESS ME AS HOMELESS, BECAUSE, I ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS, PUT ON MAKEUP, AND, I ONLY HAVE A BACKPACK! SIMPLICITY. TONS OF BELONGINGS, BAGS, AND SUITCASES, JUST WREAK OF SAYING, HEY, EVERYBODY, "I AM HOMELESS!" NOW THE BUS DRIVER, WAS GREAT, KIND, PATIENT, WHILE I WAS GETTING MORE AND MORE, IMPATIENT, WITH ALL THE COMMOTION, AND BAGGAGE, HANDLING, AND SUCH. MS. NAKED, WAS THE WORST! AS, LUCK, HERS, NOT MINE, WOULD HAVE IT, THERE WERE NO MORE SEATS, LEFT, BY THE TIME SHE WRESTLED, ALL HER STUFF, ON THE BUS, UNDER THE BENCHES, AND, WHERE THE FUCK ELSE SHE WAS PUTTING IT. NOW, HER ASS, IS SITTING ON MY SEAT! OF COURSE! LOL. KAREN IS LOOKING AT ME FROM, HER SEAT, ALONE. SHE MADE IT A POINT, TO, SAY, AND SHE NEVER EVEN LOOKED AROUND AND ACKNOWLEDGED YOU. THAT WAS THE LEAST OF MY ISSUES WITH HER, I WAS READY TO SCREAM ABOUT THE TIME, SHE AND HER CREW, GOT OFF, THE BUS, GOING TO IHOP! LOL. YES. CHURCH, IS NECESSARY AFTER A DAY LIKE THIS, BEFORE, I KILL SOMEONE! LOL. BUT, THE SEAHAWKS WERE PLAYING AND LIFE WAS GOOD, SO. WE WALK OVER TO DOXA CHURCH, AS KAREN IS TELLING ME, THAT, DOXA WAS ESTABLISHED FOR, ASIANS AND HAWAIIANS? THAT'S STRANGE, I NEVER, THOUGHT OF IT, LIKE THAT, BUT SAW IT MORE AS A COOL, UPTOWN, FUNKY, HIP CHURCH, FOR, YOUNG PROFESSIONALS AND THEIR FAMILIES, SEEING THE SKYSCRAPERS, SURROUNDING THE AREA. WE WALK IN THE CHURCH, AND, A COPS IS WALKING IN WITH ME. BOTH, CHRISTINE AND KAREN, TOLD ME COPS LIKE THAT CHURCH. NEITHER ONE HAVE EVER GONE THERE? SO WHO GAVE THEM THIS INFORMATION? WHY IS THIS BELLEVUE COP, SHOWING UP AT THE EXACT SAME TIME AS ME AND KAREN? HE WALKS IN THE DOOR, AND TALKS TO SOMEONE, NAMED TIFFANY. I HOPE THAT IS NOT MY SISTER, TIFFANY? I THOUGHT YOUR FAMILY REUNION, WAS IN BRYCE CANYON. IT IS, OR SO I THOUGHT, HOPE THE FAM IS HAVING FUN! LOL. SO, I HIT THE RESTROOMS, WHILE KAREN GETS COFFEE, RIGHT AS WE ARE SITTING DOWN, CHRISTINE RUSHES IN WITH A COP IN TOW, AND SLAMS, TWO APPLES, A BAG OF HALF OPENED CEREAL, AND SEVERAL OTHER ITEMS. THIS IS NOT CHRISTINE'S CHURCH, SO, IS SHE AN IDENTIFIER? WHAT THE FUCK. WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS, OR SO I THOUGHT FOR, A FEW YEARS? SHE SAID SOMETHING ABOUT, NOT BEING ABLE TO BRING A BACKPACK IN . . . DID YOU FOLLOW US? THIS IS NOT YOUR CHURCH, SO? I JUST PASSED THE ITEMS OVER TO THE COPS, WHO CALLED, CHRISTINE, LIKE, CAROLINE OR SOME OTHER NAME, SAYING THAT, HE KNEW HER FOR YEARS? REALLY? GOT THE WRONG NAME, OFFICE. HE SEEMED CHEERFUL ENOUGH, UNTIL AFTER THE DELIGHTFUL, INFORMATIVE, MESSAGE AND WONDERFUL, SONGS! HE POSTED HIMSELF, AT THE RESTROOM DOORS. NOW ANYONE WHO KNOWS ME OR HAS READ THIS BLOG, KNOWS, THAT, GOING TO THE BATHROOM, BEFORE, DOING ANYTHING, IS PSYCHOLOGICAL FOR ME, HEARING MY MOTHER'S VOICE FROM, MY CHILDHOOD, YELLING TO HER EIGHT CHILDREN, TO MAKE SURE YOU GO TO THE BATHROOM BEFORE YOU LEAVE! INEVITABLY, SOMEONE, NEEDED TO GO THE SECOND WE GOT IN THE CAR! THE OFFICER ACTED LIKE HE NEVER SAW, OR MET ME BEFORE, ME, OR NEVER HAD THAT EXCHANGE, EARLIER IN THE DAY. THERE IS AN ESCAPE ROUTE, IF HE, IS REALLY THERE FOR ME! HE WAS STANDING AGAINST THIS WALL, THAT, WAS, LIKE FREE STANDING, OR STOOD OUT, IN FRONT OF BOTH THE MEN AND WOMEN'S, RESTROOMS, WITH A RED COVERED, CHURCH, BENCH OR PEW, SO, I JUST SLIDE OUT, WHERE, THE MEN'S RESTROOM WAS, BEHIND HIM . . . MET UP WITH KAREN WHO WAS GETTING MORE COFFEE! THERE WERE TONS OF PEOPLE, IN THE FOYER, NOW, SO, I DIDN'T PAY ANY ATTENTION TO THE COP, AFTER THAT! BUT THE MESSAGE WAS GREAT, AND, MY MOOD, OVER THE LAST FEW DAYS, SEEMED TO IMPROVE, FROM, WANTING, THE MUSCLE MEN WITH FIRE AND LIGHTNING, COMING FROM THEIR BOXING GLOVES, TO KILL MY 20 YEAR STALKERS, AND CYBERSTALKERS, TO, JUST BEING HAPPY TO BE BACK AT A COOL CHURCH. I DON'T NOW, PUSH OR, ENDORSE ANY PARTICULAR RELIGION, IF ANY AT ALL, BUT, THEY HAVE PROVEN THAT PEOPLE ARE, HAPPIER, WHO ATTEND, REGULAR CHURCH! I OFTEN ATTEND THOSE MOST CONVENIENT! INTERESTING THAT FOR TWO YEARS, I THOUGHT OF GOING TO THAT CHURCH, BUT IT TOOK THE BRIGHT, COLORFUL NEW, MURAL ON THE NORMAL, BORING, BROWN, PAINT, TO ENTICE ME TO THE PLACE OF WORSHIP! THERE ARE SOME COOL THINGS GOING ON THERE, AND, PLUGGING, INTO A CHURCH, GIVES YOU A SUPPORT SYSTEM AND, A STARTING PLACE! KAREN WAS, WRONG ON THE CHURCH, AUDIENCE, THERE WERE BLACKS, WHITES, ASIANS, LATINOS, AND ALL RACES AND NATIONALITIES! HELLO WORLD. HELLO CHURCH! SEVERAL SONGS AND A DREAM OR TWO. REAL INTERESTING ONE THIS MORNING, GOING FROM A DREAM STATE, RIGHT INTO A REAL STATE OF BEING AWAKE, AND STILL FEELING THE SAME, EMOTIONS! ST. FRANCIS, CATHOLIC POPE, BLESSED, A BENCH, WITH A BRONZE CARVING OF A HOMELESS MAN, UNDER A BLANKET . . . UNTIL YOU NOTICE HIS HANDS AND HIS FEET ARE PIERCED WITH THE MARKS OF THE NAILS HE WAS HUNG FROM ON THE CROSS, TO PAY FOR OUR SINS. JESUS SAID, BIRDS HAVE NESTS. FOX HAVE HOLES. I HAVE NO PILLOW BY WHICH TO LAY MY HEAD. THE SCRIPTURES ALSO SAY, WE ARE ENTERTAINING, ANGELS AMONG US. TO SOME IT IS GIVEN TO BE RICH. TO OTHERS TO BE POOR. WE WILL BE JUDGED ON HOW WE RESPOND TO BEING ONE OR THE OTHER. I WANT TO THANK, THE KIND BUS DRIVERS, WHO, STOP, RIGHT AT THE PARKING LOT OF THE CHURCH, ENTRANCE, RATHER THAN, GOING A BLOCK ABOVE IT, OR A BLOCK, BELOW THE CHURCH, BECAUSE, THERE ARE NO SIDEWALKS, AND, THOSE WHO HAVE TONS OF SHIT, OR EVEN ME, BEING, BEAT AND TIRED BY THE END OF THE NIGHT, ARE GRATEFUL FOR THAT, SMALL, ACT OF KINDNESS, GETTING US, RELAXED AND RESTING A BIT FASTER, THAN, IF WE HAD TO WALK THAT EXTRA BIT, THAT, IS ALMOST EXHAUSTING AFTER, BEING ON YOUR FEET OR ON THE GO ALL DAY LONG. THANKS TO THE DONORS. TWO WONDERFUL LADIES, SERVED A DELICIOUS MEAL TO US, LAST NIGHT, VEGETARIAN ENCHILADAS, PURPLE CABBAGE SALAD, WATERMELON TOO. SO YUMMY. I WASN'T HUNGRY, BECAUSE, I ATE, A BOWL OF CLAM CHOWDER AT IVER'S SEAFOOD, BEST IN SEATTLE AREA, BEFORE, CATCHING THE BUS, BUT THE FOOD WAS SOOOO GOOD, I JUST HAD A O HAVE ANOTHER, HALF! STAFF, ALSO, TREATED US LAST NIGHT TO ICE CREAM SUNDAYS, FOR, OBEYING THE RULES, AND MAKING LIFE, FOR THE NEIGHBORS, A BIT BETTER! THANKS TO THE NEIGHBORS! WE ARE NOT THE MOST WANTED, CREW, IN TOWN. BUT THANKS FOR YOUR TOLERANCE, AND OF COURSE THE CHURCH, THAT SPONSORS, THE HOMELESS. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO IS IN YOUR CHURCH, PARTAKING OF YOUR FOOD, AND SERVICES. THAT CHICK, WHO WAS BUGGING THE SHIT OUT OF ME IN THE MORNING, STARTED TALKING TO ME, AND SHE IS FROM, ROMANIA, HER FAMILY, WERE IMMIGRANTS, AND SHE, FOUGHT, FOR THE RIGHTS OF THE ELDERLY AND AGAINST, SEX AND LABOR TRAFFICKING IN CALIFORNIA, BEFORE, FLEEING AN ABUSIVE HUSBAND! THE SECRET LIVES OF ALL OF US, ARE INTERESTING AND DIVERSE. IT MATTERS HOW YOU GOT HERE, OR NOT! I AM DAMNED PROUD OF THE PATH I CHOSE, THAT LEAD ME STRAIGHT TO SEATTLE AND SURROUNDING AREA! I LOVE IT! IF I WERE TO DO IT ALL AGAIN, I MOST LIKELY WOULD, DO IT JUST THE WAY, I DID! TOUGH. BUT NO REGRETS. MOST OF THIS WAS OUT OF MY HANDS. I JUST RESPONDED IN KIND. THERE IS A SONG, THAT MADE ME FEEL BETTER ABOUT WHAT I PUT MY KIDS THROUGH, AND WHAT THEY, PUT ME THROUGH . . . IT IS CALLED, I THINK, "I'M COMING HOME."

You Were J.D's Friend?

Yes, I Was His Friend . . . SOB.

I don't know how this writing got red, but, whatever.  In this dream, someone, died, and it seemed to be someone named, J.D., I think, or that was the name, that, came to mind, in the dream.  I had all these pages and verses, underlined in a book and I was going to write something that seemed appropriate for this man, who lived and died, probably without much ado from anyone.  As I got to his stuff, his remains, there were just a few blankets, and, a board game.  I started to open the book and look at the passages, and, changed my mind, closed the books, and decided to just let him rest in peace.  Then, I took his blankets and folded them in a pile, and put them on top of the board game.

There were three other men, or homeless men, sitting, around, where this dude's, last days and nights were spent, and, as I folded the blankets and stacked his stuff, one of them, said, So, you were J.D's friend?  All I could say, was, yes, I was J.D.'s friend.  Then, I started to cry.  What was strange, was, the tears were running freely down my cheeks, and my nose was running, and, I reached a place of cognitive reality or wake, and thought for a second . . . who was this I am crying over?  I don't know anyone named, J.D.?  I am not even in Montana, where, I am near, men, in a homeless situation?  In Seattle, the men and women, are very separate and the two, at least where i have been, rarely meet.

I continued to cry for this unknown soul.  I thought of the statistics, of most homeless people, dying, between the ages of 35 to 45, when living, hard core on the streets.  Then, I thought of, me living for 7 years in this situation, not by choice, but by force, and, being, harassed, chased, intimidated, and, pushed and shoved.  I am, almost 65 in about, 3 months, so I have, long out lived, the statistics, but, I didn't start in the streets, at that age, and, I am, as healthy, or more so, than, more people my age, look, about 20 years younger than, I have a right to, so?  I thought, did this, J.D. represent, my law degree, of having a juris doctorate?  Did the significance of the board game, under the blankets, represent, the end of this, fucking, game, I have been forced, into without notice, or recall, or even a voice or choice?

I AM BOARD OUT OF MY FUCKING MIND . . . EVEN THE SWIM GAMES, ARE THE SAME . . .OVER AND OVER AND OVER, THE SAME SHIT!  WHATEVER TEST I AM SUPPOSE TO HAVE, BEEN PUT THROUGH, I PASSED WITH FLYING COLORS, SURVIVED AND THRIVED!  SO WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE?  I AM FINALLY, GOING TO BE COMPENSATED FOR 20 YEARS OF SERVICE TO MY COUNTRY?  I WOULD HOPE SO . . . IS THIS RED, THAT, POPPED UP, FROM, WHATEVER SOURCE, SYMBOLIC OF FAMOUS WRITING?  IT SHOULD, LONG, LONG TIME WRITING!  OR IT IS THE TRAINING?  

WHAT HAPPENS WHEN, YOU TAKE WOMEN, WHO SHOULD HAVE BEEN ON THE STREETS, AND TAKE SOMEONE WHO WOULD NEVER HAVE LANDED ON THE STREETS, AND SWITCH PLACES WITH THEM, TO SEE, IF YOU CAN PULL IT OFF, AND STEAL, ALL THAT THIS PERSON, EARNED, AND GIVE IT TO YOUR FUCK BUDDIES?  IT SHIT A "MY FAIR LADY" IN REAL . . . A HENRY HIGGINS, WHO TOOK THE GUTTER TRAMPS, AND TURNED THEM INTO THE REFINED, ATTORNEY, PROFESSOR, LOBBYIST, BLOGGER, MOTHER, AND, THE GAME WAS TO SEE, IF THAT COULD BE A SEAMLESS, PAINLESS STEAL, WITH OUT ME KNOWING?

YOU FAILED.  I KNEW EVERY MOVE YOU MADE, ALL THE WAY ALONG!  THERE IS ANOTHER SONG, I HEARD TODAY, AND IT WENT SOMETHING LIKE, "ONE DAY YOU WILL ACCOMPANY ME . . ."  BUT WILL I WANT TO?  I HAVE IMAGINED, BEING, BACK ME, AFTER, 20 YEARS OF SHIT, GAMES, LIPTRIX, LASER SHOWS, DRAMA, STAGED SHIT, FOR WHAT? AND BEING, INTRODUCED, TO THE CIA AGENTS, OR THE FBI, OR THE FEDS, WHO CHEERED MY 1243 PERFECT SCORE, THEN, ASKING ME TO SAY A FEW WORDS.  I COULD ONLY THINK OF TWO I WOULD, WANT TO SAY--

FUCK YOU!

Coming Home

Dirty Money

I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the world I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away
All the pain of yesterday

I know my kingdom awaits
And they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the world that I'm coming

I'm back where I belong
Yeah I never felt so strong
I'm feelin' like there's nothing that I can't try
(I'm back, baby)
And if you with me put your hands high
(Put your hands high)

If you ever lost a life before, this one's for you
(And if you with me put your hands high)
And you, and you and you and you
(Your dreams are filled, you're rapping with the best)

I hear The Tears Of A Clown
I hate that song
I always feel like they talking to me when it comes on
Another day another dawn
Another Keisha, nice to meet ya, get the math, I'm gone

What am I 'posed to do when the club lights come on
It's easy to be Puff, but it's harder to be Sean
What if the twins ask why I ain't marry their mom?
(Why Damn!)
How do I respond?

What if my son stares with a face like my own
And says he wants to be like me when he's grown
Shit, but I ain't finished growin'
Another night the inevitable prolongs

Another day, another dawn
Just tell Keisha and Teresa I'll be better in the morn'
Another lie that I carry on
I need to get back to the place I belong

I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the world I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away
All the pain of yesterday

I know my kingdom awaits
And they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the world that I'm coming

A house Is Not A Home, I hate this song
Is a house really a home when your loved ones are gone?
And niggas got the nerve to blame you for it
And you know you woulda took the bullet if you saw it

But you felt it and still feel it
And money can't make up for it or conceal it
But you deal with it and you keep ballin'
Pour out some liquor, play ball, and we keep ballin'

Baby, we've been living in sin 'cause we've been really in love
But we've been living as friends
So you've been a guest in your own home
It's time to make your house your own, pick up your phone, come on

I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the world I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away
All the pain of yesterday

I know my kingdom awaits
And they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the world that I'm coming

Ain't No Stopping Us Now, I love that song
Whenever it comes on it makes me feel strong
I thought I told y'all that we won't stop
We back cruising through Harlem, Viso blocks

It's what made me, saved me, drove me crazy
Drove me away than embraced me, forgave me
Forgave from all of my shortcomings, welcome to my homecoming
Yeah it's been a long time coming

Lot of fights, lot of scars
Lot of bottles, lot of cars
Lot of ups, lot of downs
Made it back, lost my dog
(I miss you Big)
And here I stand, a better man
(A better man)
Thank you Lord
(Thank you Lord)

I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the world I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away
All the pain of yesterday

I know my kingdom awaits
And they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the world that I'm coming
Coming home
Home

Source: Musixmatch

Songwriters: GRANT ALEXANDER / HAFERMANN HOLLY / CARTER SHAWN / COLE JERMAINE A

Coming Home lyrics © WB Music Corp., Universal Music - Z Songs, M Shop Publishing, Carter Boys Music, Hotel Bravo Music, Universal Music-z Songs, Universal Music Z Songs, WB MUSIC CORP, W B MUSIC CORP, SONGS OF UNIVERSAL, INC., WB MUSIC CORP OBO CARTER BOYS MUSIC, UNIVERSAL MUSIC-Z SONGS OBO M SHOP PUBLISHING, UNIVERSAL MUSIC-Z SONGS OBO HOTEL BRAVO MUSIC, M. SHOP PUBL.

HIGHLY CREATIVE . . . EROTIC SEX AND CONSTANT DANGER! CAN COST YOU! STALKERSIDENTIFIED.COM. CYBERSTALKING. COOL NEW BUSINESSES STARTING UP WITH, MUSCLE MEN, WITH BOXING GLOVES, PISSED AT STALKERS, THE "INVISIBLE CRIME" AND TAKING THEM ON, ISSUE BY ISSUE, POINT BY POINT! YEAH! MY HEROES! SHIT, I COULD HARDLY, LOGIN TO MY GOOGLE ACCOUNT TODAY! THEY HAVE STOLEN, BILLIONS OVER 6 YEARS, HAVE HACKED ME DAILY, AND NOW HAVE CHOKED OFF ME FROM MY OWN BLOG! THESE GUYS ARE GOING TO DO EVERYTHING TO THE FUCKING HACKERS, THAT THEY DID TO THEIR VICTIMS! PERFECT! RIP'EM UP. TEAR'EM UP! IT IS "MY" FUCKING PROPERTY. ONE OF THE FIRST BLOGS I HAVE DID WAS ON CYBERWARFARE! IT WAS A MASSIVE HIT AND A BLOG THAT HAS BEEN STANDING ON ITS OWN, UP UNTIL, THESE FUCKS, STARTED TO BLOCK ME FROM MY OWN ACCOUNTS! THEY DIVERTED MY ACCOUNT, 9 DAYS OR SO, AFTER I STARTED WRITING AND THEY KNEW IT WAS GOING TO BE A MONEY MAKER, LIKE EVERYTHING ELSE I HAVE DONE! I WILL GIVE YOU HALF OF ALL YOU RECOVER FROM THEM, AND, IF YOU HAVE THE POWER, PUT OUT, DEATH WARRANTS ON THE MOTHERFUCKERS! I AM NOT THAT INTO MONEY, BUT I AM INTO JUSTICE! THIS IS CALLED, SELF-DEFENSE! THEY HAVE USED LETHAL FORCE AGAINST ME FOR 20 YEARS, NOW LET THEM FEEL THE HEAT AND PRESSURE OF DAILY DEATH THREATS! I LOVE IT! I WAS THINKING OF ANOTHER, TYPE LAWSUIT, THAT, ATTORNEYS, OUGHT TO START LOOKING AT, AND THAT IS FUCKING FEDS AND COPS WHO, VIDEO TAPE, THERE SEXUAL ENCOUNTERS AND EITHER SHARE THEM WITH THEIR BUDDIES, OR THEY, MARKET THEM, IF THEY ARE WITH, A CELEBRITY. I KNOW MY SISTERS AND OTHERS, HAVE TAKEN ON MY CELEBRITY AND PRESENCE, IN PUBLIC, BUT THESE FUCKERS KNOW EXACTLY WHO I AM AND CONTINUE TO GO AFTER ME, NOT THE CRIMINALS, WHO ARE THEM! BELIEVE ME, I AM EXTREMELY GENEROUS! JUST GET THEM! THIS CALLS FOR VIGILANTE SOURCES, BECAUSE THE FUCKERS WHO DID THIS ARE, LAW ENFORCEMENT, MIXED WITH MOB, FAMILY AND MILITARY! THERE IS NO OTHER COURSE OF ACTION, I HAVE TRIED THEM ALL, GIVEN, EVERY DETAIL, DATES, TIMES, PLACES, FACES, AND CRIMES . . . FUCKING NOTHING! THIS JUST CAN'T BE ALLOWED TO HAPPEN IN A SOCIETY RUN BY THE "RULE OF LAW!" YOU MAY SAVE THE COUNTRY IF YOU CATCH THEM AND BRING THEM TO JUSTICE, WHICH IS DEATH! THAT IS WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO ME, I AM JUST SMARTER THAN THEY ARE. I LOVED YOUR AD, "THEY ARE SMART, BUT WE ARE SMARTER!" OH, FUCK YEAH! I AM WELL AWARE OF EVERY DAMNED THING THEY HAVE DONE TO ME, I JUST COULDN'T GET HELP OR TRACTION, BECAUSE I WAS GOING AGAINST THE VERY PEOPLE WHO WERE CHARGED WITH THE LEGAL AND CONSTITUTIONAL DUTIES, TO PREVENT, FINANCIAL CRIMES. NOBODY SUSPECTED THE CIA, MAIN CULPRITS, BECAUSE, THEY DON'T DO DOMESTIC CRIME INVESTIGATIONS! FUCK THEY WERE DOING THE CRIMES! YOU NEED SOME BRAINIAC, WHO CAN RECONSTRUCT MY BLOG ENTRIES, AND IT IS ALL THERE! I JUST NEED SOMEONE WITH THE WHEREWITHALL, TO, DIG THIS STUFF UP, THAT THEY STOLE, AND LIKELY, PUT TOGETHER BOOKS, AND AFTER THEY MADE MONEY, NOT ON MY SITE, BUT ON THEIR "CUT'N UP" SITES, STARTED DAYS AFTER, I STARTED THIS BLOG, THE HISTORY WAS THE PLACE THAT I FOUND WHERE THE ACCOUNT WAS REDIRECTED, TO I BELIEVE ,MANY OTHER ACCOUNTS, WHO GOT CREDIT AND THE MONEY FROM, MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY AND WORK! THIS BLOG HAS BEEN ABOUT A FULL-TIME JOB, FOR, 6 YEARS! BETWEEN THE WRITING, THE NOTE TAKING, THE NEWS WATCHING, IT ALL ADDS UP! NOT TL MENTION THE TRAINING ASPECT OF IT, FOR, GOVERNMENT AND LAW ENFORCEMENT, OF ALL THREE BRANCHES OF GOVERNMENT! I HAVE BEEN TO THE TOP IN ALL THREE BRANCHES, FROM, GETTING NATIONAL AWARDS, IN THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, TO GOING THE THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT, IN THE JUDICIAL BRANCH, TO BEING EXTREMELY EFFECTIVE, ON BOTH THE STATE AND NATIONAL SCENE IN THE LEGISLATIVE BRANCH! I AM NOT A COP CUNT! PRETENDING TO BE AN ATTORNEY! THE LAST THREE DAYS, WHILE AT THE ST. PETER'S UNITED METHODIST CHURCH, I HAVE HAD, COPS, SCOPING OUT THE JOINT. YESTERDAY MORNING AFTER SEEING, THE CHUCK NORRIS, K-9 UNIT DOG, SNIFFING OUT THE CHURCH PROPERTY, A STRANGE PLACE TO WALK A DOG! THEN, YESTERDAY MORNING, AT 4:00 AM, I JUST GOT A FEELING, FROM THE REACTION OF STAFF, WHEN, I GOT UP TO GO TO THE BATHROOM, THAT THERE WAS A STINK OP PLANNED, AGAIN, RE-ENFORCED, BY, STAFF, ACTING SHOCKED WHEN, I BOOKED IT OUT THE DOOR AT 5:00 AM! I ASKED MY FRIEND, CARRY, WHO HAS KNOWN ME FOR YEARS, IF THERE WAS ANYTHING STRANGE, THAT HAPPENED, AFTER I LEFT IN THE MORNING? YEAH, TWO COP CARS SHOWED UP . . . PULLED IN AND LOOKED AT HER, OR GOT THE SIGN FROM THE STAFF THAT I WAS GONE, AND THEY LEFT! AGAIN THIS MORNING, I GOT THAT OLD GUT FEELING I HAVE THOUSANDS OF TIMES IN THE LAST, 7 YEARS, THAT SOMETHING WAS UP. I BOOKED IT OUT THE DOOR, BEFORE, 6:00 AM, PROBABLY ABOUT, 5:30 AM, I WAS GOING TO GO HIT THE BRIGHT GREEN SHUTTLES, AT EASTGATE AND GO HIKING, TO LAKE SOMAMISH, OR WHATEVER, AND GET BACK IN TIME FOR BLOGGING AND LA FITNESS! I WAS TIRED OF WAITING ON ONE SIDE OF THE STREET, SO I SAT DOWN, ACROSS THE STREET AT THE BUS STOP, AND WHEN, IT CAME OVER THE HILL FROM CROSSROADS MALL, I DECIDED, JUST MOVING WAS, A SMART THING AT THAT TIME IN THE MORNING. ON THE BUS, LESS THAN, A SECOND, THERE WAS A COP SUV, GOING UP NEAR THE CHURCH, WITHOUT ANY LIGHTS ON TOP FLASHING. SNEAKY. WHEN, I TOOK MY BAG OF BLANKETS AND MAT, OUT TO THE POD, OR THE TRAILER, IN THE PARKING LOT, THERE WAS A MAN, WHO WAS BEING EXTREMELY LOUD, DRUGGIE, OR COP? WERE THEY THERE FOR HIM? HE WAS PROBABLY ONE OF THEM! IT IS RELENTLESS! FEAR IS NOT A PLAN THAT LOOKS GOOD ON ME! I AM NEVER AFRAID, JUST CAUTIOUS! I WOULD LOVE, SOMEONE, TO DO TO THEM, WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO ME . . . ISN'T THAT THE GOLDEN RULE? SURE! GET MY GOLD BACK FROM THEM. I LOVE THE LINE FROM MY FAVORITE ATTORNEY MOVIE, "LINCOLN LAWYER" AND MATTHEW MCCAUNAHEY, SORRY DON'T DARE LOOK UP SPELLING WILL GET HACKED! BUT HE IS STANDING IN COURT, WITH ONE OF HIS BIKER CLIENTS, WHO WAS CAUGHT WITH DRUGS OR POT, AND, HIS ATTORNEY, SAID, WHILE THEY WERE STANDING IN COURT, THAT HE NEEDED TO PLAY HIM. THE DUDE SAID, "I HAVE THE MONEY." MATT, SAID, "YEAH, THAT IS THE PROBLEM, YOU HAVE IT, AND I DON'T!" HE LEAVES HIM IN JAIL, UNTIL HE GETS PAID. AS OUR STAR ATTORNEY, LEAVES IN HIS BLACK, LINCOLN CONTINENTAL, THE BIKER'S FRIENDS, IN HIS BIKER GANG, PULL UP ALONG SIDE OF THE CAR ON THE FREEWAY, THEM ON THEIR HOGS, AND, THEY HAD, ATTORNEY, MCCAUNAHEY, AN ENVELOPE STUFF WITH MONEY, AND SOME EXTRA TOO, TO GET THEIR BUDDY OUT OF JAIL! THAT IS THE PROBLEM HERE TOO, THEY HAVE MY MONEY, AND I DON'T HAVE IT, AS THE ONE WHO EARNED IT! ALL THE CONSTRUCTION, AROUND, UTAH, MONTANA, AND WASHINGTON, LIKELY, IS MINE, BEING LAUNDERED! AGAIN THIS MORNING, AS I CRUISED THE CITY OF BELLEVUE, WITH NEW BUILDINGS GOING UP AT AN ALARMING RATE BY ANYONE'S IMPRESSION, WITH NEW, BUILDINGS ON EVERY CORNER, REGARDLESS OF NEED AND GROWTH PATTERNS, OR EVEN PERMITS, I WOULD GUESS, THAT, LIKE ONE BUILDING EVERY FEW YEARS, MIGHT, IN A NORMAL GROWTH PATTERN GO UP, BUT, WITH MY MONEY IN THE ECONOMY, IT IS BEYOND BOOM STREET! FOUR AND FIVE BUILDINGS ON THE SAME BLOCK! THEY CAN'T BUILD THINGS FAST ENOUGH, TO GET RID OF ALL THAT I MAKE, DAILY, BETWEEN THE BLOG, ITSELF, THE ADS, THE SHOES, THE CLOTHING, THE WHATEVER, BOOKS, THE TRAINING MANUALS, WITH, INFORMATION, I WANTED TO BE "FREE" TO THE PEOPLE AROUND THE WORLD, THEY ARE GOING TO MAKE THE MONEY, FROM THE BLOG, THEN, TAKE AWAY, THE INFORMATION, TO A BETTER LIFE AND GOVERNMENT AND THEN, MARKET, THE BOOKS AND MAKE MORE MONEY OFF ME! RACHEL AND SHELLEY, BOTH USED TO LIVE HERE, SO, THEY ARE TRYING TO BE THE BIG SHOTS, AS IF THEY ARE ME, AND THE COPS, HAVE TO KNOW ABOUT THIS! THERE IS NO WAY IN HELL, THEY CAN'T, AFTER I HAVE BEEN HERE FOR ALMOST THREE YEARS, OFF AND ON! I WRITE ABOUT WHERE I AM, JUST IN CASE THEY ARE SUCCESSFUL, IN KILLING ME, WANTED FOR CASH, SO MY KIDS, OR SOMEONE, WHO CARED, MIGHT KNOW WHERE TO START, LOOKING FOR MY BODY! SOUNDS SAD, RIGHT, BUT TRUE! I HAVE BECOME A "PIN NUMBER" TO MY FAMILY, THE COPS, THE GOVERNMENT AND THE MOB! YESTERDAY, I BRIEFLY WROTE, ABOUT THE "TURPIN" FAMILY, WHO, GREW MORE AND MORE STRANGE AND SECRETIVE, TAKING ON A NOCTERNAL EXISTENCE, WITH MOM AND DAD, EXERTING MORE AND MORE CONTROL OVER THE KIDS! "TURN PIN" HAS CREATED THAT IN MY FAMILY, WHO, IF PLANS WENT AS, THEY WERE SUPPOSE TO, ARE ALL, AT BRYCE NATIONAL PARK, EAST OF CEDAR CITY, FOR AN ALLEGED, SIBLINGS, AND PARENTS, REUNION, BECAUSE MY MOM IS NOT GOING TO BE AROUND MUCH LONGER? BOTH HER PARENTS, LIVED INTO THEIR LATE, 90'S! SHE WAS SWIMMING, A MILE A DAY, 7 YEARS AGO, LAST I SAW HER? BUT THE MORE MONEY, I MAKE, THAT THEY STEAL, THE MORE AND MORE BIZARRE MY FAMILY GETS! MOB FAMILIES ACT JUST LIKE THIS, WITH A CLOSE CIRCLE OF FAMILY AND FRIENDS, THEY KEEP THINGS CLOSE TO THE CHEST, AND, SHARE WITH ONLY THOSE THEY TRUST! A FAMILY TAKES ON THE WEIRD, CHARACTERISTICS OF BEING A "CULT" IN AND OF ITSELF! THEY ARE ALL AT THEIR LITTLE RETREAT, IN BRYCE CANYON, FROM SEPTEMBER 4 TO THE 7TH. ONE THING, CRIMINALS DO, IS THEY ALWAYS GO HOME! I NEVER GO HOME! NOT WITH MY EXTENDED FAMILY. KIDS AND GRANDKIDS, YEAH, I DON'T EVEN CONSIDER THESE FUCKERS MY FAMILY ANYMORE! DO I MISS THEM? FUCK NO. i NEVER EVEN THINK ABOUT THEM. THEY ARE NO MORE, THAN A PIMPLE ON THE ASS OF THE UNIVERSE TO ME! I WOULD EXECUTE THE WHOLE CREW OF THEM, AND THEIR FUCKING SPOUSES, ALL MARRIED, I BELIEVE, AT THE TIME THEY, PICKED UP ON ME, TO "WEAVE" ME AND THEM, BACK TOGETHER, EACH TIME I SEPARATE FROM THEM! IT IS A SICK, SYMBIOTIC, RELATIONSHIP FOR THEM! I AM LIKE THE MOTHER-SHIP, AND THEY ARE THE POD, EGGS, THAT CAN'T SURVIVE WITHOUT ME! THEY SUCK THE LIFE BLOOD AND ESSENCE, OUT OF EVERYTHING I DO OR WHEREVER I GO! I AM LIFEBLOOD TO THEM! IF THEY DIED, IT WOULD BE ALL GAIN FOR ME. IF I DIED, IT WOULD BE ALL DRAIN FOR THEM! YOU DON'T CUT OFF THE ROOTS OF THE TREE, AND THE BRANCHES AND LEAVES, SURVIVE! STUPID! I REMEMBERED THE DREAM, OR SEQUENCE, I FORGOT, THE OTHER DAY . . . FUNNY, IT IS THE PART OF THE THREE PART DREAM, THAT I FOCUSED ON IN THE MORNING, BUT, I BELIEVE IT IS VERY INSIGHTFUL, AT THIS POINT, MORE SO THAN, IT WOULD HAVE BEEN THE OTHER DAY! OH, THEY ARE ALSO, CUTTING ME OFF FROM ALL NEWS SOURCES, OR AT LEAST FROM, MSNBC! ROCKIN' ROOSTER IS BLOCKED, MY MAIN SOURCE. I CAN STILL GET IT AT THE FITNESS CLUB, AS LONG AS I PEDDLE THE STATIONARY BIKES! PERHAPS THEY ARE TRYING TO GET ME IN SHAPE, BUT I DOUBT IT, THEY HAVE FUCKED WITH, ALL GYM MEMBERSHIPS, AND TAKE THEM OVER AS IF THEY ARE ME, THE OWNER OF THE MEMBERSHIP! THAT HAS HAPPENED, AT ALL FITNESS CLUBS, SINCE, I STARTED GOING TO THEM, BACK, 7 YEARS AGO, WITH FUEL FITNESS IN HELENA, MONTANA! DREAM . . .

HACKED, NEED I EVEN WRITE THIS, IT IS A DAILY OCCURRENCE . .  FUCK THESE BASTARDS AND BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MS. MODESTY?

• I used to have dreams when, a child, of getting up, dressed and ready to go to school, and, someone, throws a rock at me and my clothes all fall off!  LOL.
• in this dream, the setting is simple, I am sitting there stark, assed, naked, in a small, like doctors, examination room.  I am sitting on those gray slabs of leather, with the tissue paper, on them.  The people in the room, are significant, because, of, all the family members, who are probably, not involved, in this shit, with the rest of the crew, are present, Marcie, and Mark Nelson.  Marcie, however, has blonde hair, pulled up in a bun, and, straight, cut bangs, unlike I have ever seen her.  She is thin, and always, was in shape, took good care of herself, and looked, about the way she always did.  Mark, looked like he did, the sports, couple, with, their own, independent, wealth, leaving them, out, because, they were not hungry for, money, always, had it always will!  
• Marcie and Mark are probably, the least political of the family too.  Mark would be up to speed on issues, but I doubt, Marcie would care or see, what is going on in the country, as affecting her or her family, so, therefore of little interest to her.
• the other two people, who might have been in the room, and, they, either faded in and out, or didn't play a prominent role, in the dream, but, my daughter, Greta, might have been there, and, my sister, Sue, could have been there too.  That's what happens when I don't write things down.  
• very uncharacteristically of me, I was just sitting there naked, on the slab, and, Marcie and Mark, might, with him being a dentist in the medical field, treat it as if, I were just any patient, sitting, in an examining room?  The whole, me, naked, is symbolic, I believe, or exposed, or finally, viewed, in who I am?  Or it may be revealing on who they see me as?  What is interesting to me, is we are all just talking, and I thought, maybe I ought to get dressed?  Then, I noticed that, I had, some, slobber, or drool, dried, that had run down, the side of my mouth and chin?  That one piece of information, indicated to me, that, these four people, might be seeing me, as I was, back, 20 years ago, when, I was first diagnosed, with Pick's Disease, and it would indicate, that they thought, perhaps, that I never, recovered from it, never, practiced law, again, never went to the U.S. Supreme Court, never blogged, never, did anything professionally, since, being originally, diagnosed, years and a lifetime ago!
• the reason, I believe, that takes me back, is that, naked, I was, the same, thin, size, I was, before, all this shit happened to me, about 140 lbs.  That to me is a marker, or indicator, of the time period.
• Marcie and Mark, plus Sue, have been around me the least of all family members, not involved in me going back into the practice of law, now around when, I had, $700 million worth of cases, and it might not be real to them.  Sue lived back east, and, M and M, just were not that into the Southwick family.  Greta is the one who surprises me.  She was around, when, I reactivated my law license, and she saw first hand, my rise from the dust, to the heights of the law, even considered going to law school herself!  I think after she took the LSAT, or the law school entrance exam, she realized, that law school, was going to be no lark, and mom, made it look easier than, it really was!
• Mark and Kevin, whom I believe, was and has been extremely involved, in this heist of my money, was a Mormon bishop, in Mitt Romney's stake back in Massachusetts, with both, Sue and Kev, being very POLITICAL, probably next in line, after me.  Sue has a poli sci, minor, I think . . . history, major, political science, minor.  Sue, was the family, liberal, in her younger years and was going to, campaign or did, in college for Birch Bye, or some Democrat for president.
• STAY ONE. PLAY ALL!  I do believe, that particularly, Greta, fading in and out, probably is where, she is . . . from Shelley, to all the sisters, all have played me and, Greta is likely, the new heir apparent and not too comfortable, doing this to mom and being her perfect replacement!  Of everyone, she knows me best, is smart enough, but unschooled in the law, but, a quick study and raised around an attorney, mom, the type of kids, who make the best attorneys!  I WOULD BELIEVE, THAT, ALLAN, AKA, FRANK, OF INTERPOL, LIKELY, PUT HER UP TO THIS, AND CAPITALIZED, ON ME, LEAVING, AFTER, THE KIDS GOT BACK IN SCHOOL, OR BEFORE . . . HE WAS ALWAYS TAKEN WITH HER BEAUTY AND CLASS!  
• often, I leave, a place, specifically, to be NAKED, or to be exposed, for who I am, not being weaved, mixed, blended with, what 10 other women and many men too!  My blog that particular day, was, I believe, the one I wrote on the Bellevue Library, after setting a new, pin number, for the computers.  It was the next day, that the library system was shut down, so, I am sure, the fuckers, could, put, all the tricks and whistles, hacks and autohack, programs, on the new password!
• as for the drool, at times, I will wake from sleep, or from a nap, at the library or wherever and have a small, crusty, bit of drool, running from the corner of my mouth, to my chin, but, to be sitting there, in plain, day, with that?  Or, here is my EGO, no small thing, that, me naked is worth drooling over!  THE HOMELESS CHICK, WHO IS THE "MUSCLE GIRLFRIEND" OF THE CENTURY?  If let alone, I will be back to the size I was, before all this shit happened!  I GUESS YOU COULD SAY, I HAVE GONE FULL CIRCLE, BACK TO, THE REAL ME, EXPOSED, AND LOVELY!  PERHAPS, JUST SITTING THERE, HEALTHY, TALKING, NO EMBARRASSED, BUT, EXPOSED, SHOWS, THAT, SOON, ALL WILL BE RESTORED, BACK TO THE WAY IT WAS BEFORE!

THIS HAS BEEN A LONG, ARDUOUS, EXTREMELY, TAXING, FIGHT, JUST TO BE ME!

THE ATTORNEY

THE PROFESSOR

THE LOBBYIST

THE BUSINESS OWNER

THE FOREIGN POLICY EXPERT

THE BLOGGER

MOST IMPORTANT, MOTHER OF THE FOUR HOTTEST KIDS, IN THE WORLD!

I CAN'T BELIEVE, WE ALL SURVIVED!

THAT WAS NOT THE PLAN!

GRETA AND I LAUGHED, THE LAST TIME, WE WERE TOGETHER, AND SAID, YOU NEVER WANT TO KNOW, OR MEET YOUR, HEROES!

SOMETIMES, THE "REAL" IS, LIGHT-YEARS, BETTER, THAN THE ACTORS, THE FRAUDS, THE BITCHES AND BASTARDS, WHO, TRIED TO BE, THE HERO, STEAL YOUR LEGACY, AND PRESENT THEMSELVES AS YOU!

THEY CALL ME A HOG?

WHAT ABOUT, BILL GATES, JEFF BEZOS, WARREN BUFFET, AND OTHERS, WHAT ABOUT OPRAH, OR ADELE, OR J LOW?

WHY SHOULD I BE DENIED, ALL OF WHO I AM AND HAVE ACCOMPLISHED?

SO, I WENT FROM DOING IT ALL, TO GETTING CREDIT FOR NONE, AND ALMOST, MIGHT STILL, BE KILLED?

WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT ALL ABOUT?

NOTHING BUT, ABJECT, JEALOUSY, CAN, EXPLAIN, THIS, STUPIDITY!

#SHEISEQUAL! IF NOT SUPERIOR!

#WITHHERFORHER!