LUXURY SOUL. BIG CROWD. BIG WIN. SOUNDERS! 3 TO 0. TORONTO. SMILE. SEAHAWKS BEAT THE 49ERS 9 OF THE LAST 10 GAMES. 3 OF 4 SPORTS WRITERS PREDICT THE 9ERS? THE BEST PREDICTOR OF THE FUTURE, SAY, TONIGHT, MONDAY NIGHT FOOTBALL, IS THE PAST! I GIVE THE HAWKS, A 90% CHANCE OF BEATING THE GOLD DIGGERS! SEATTLE THE CITY OF STARS! MAKE IT HAPPEN, SEATTLE! I THINK THE SEAHAWKS HAVE WON THEIR LAST 10 GAMES ON THE ROAD TOO? LOVE THE ALLEGED "UNDERDOG" STATUS! KICK THEIR ASSES! DAVID. ONE SHOT TO THE HEAD AND GOLIATH TAKNED! WILL BE WATCHING. MAY THE GODS OF THE SEAS BE WITH YOU, SAIL HIGH ABOVE THE CLOUDS, WITH THE WIND UNDER YOUR WINGS! KISSES. NOW FOR THE BIG NEWS OF THE DAY! OH, YEAH, "THIS IS NOT CUBA, NOR VENEZUELA. THIS IS BOLIVIA, AND BOLIVIA IS RESPECTED," A CROWD FROM THE CAPITAL SHOUTED! DAMN RIGHT! WITH PEOPLE LAYING ON THE GROUND IN FRONT OF THE PRESIDENTIAL PALACE, AND A COFFIN BURNING ON FIRE TO SYMBOLIZE THE DATH OF THE MORALES GOVERNMENT! WE ARE CELEBRATING THAT BOLIVIA IS FREE! THAT IS A COUNTRY, WHO KNOWS HOW TO DRAIN THE SWAMP! AFTER COPS JOINED THE ANTI-GOVERNMENT PROTESTERS, THE COUNTY'S TOP MILITARY CHIEF WENT ON NATINAL TELEVISION TO CALL ON MORALES TO STEP DOWN. MORALES, HIS VICE PRESIDENT, HIS SENATE PRESIDENT WHO WAS NEXT IN LINE, ALL RESIGNED. AS THE LEADERSHIP CRISIS ESCALATED, TWO GOVERNMENT MINISTERS IN CHARGE OF MINES AND HYDROLI-CARBONS, THE CHABER OF DEPUTIES PRESIDENT AND THREE OTHER PRO-GOVERNMENT LEGISLATORS ANNOUNCED THEIR RESIGNATION. IN ADDITION, THE HEAD OF BOLIVIA'S SUPREME ELECTORAL TRIBUNAL STEPPED DOWN AFTER THE RELEASE OF THE OAS FINDINGS. THE ATTORNEY GENERAL'S OFFICE SAID IT WOULD INVESTIGATE THE TRIBUNAL'S JUDGES FOR POSSIBLE FRAUD! FUCKING AMAZING! WE COULD ALMOST WIPE THE SLATE CLEAN, ADDING U.S. AG, BILL BARR TO THE LIST, BECAUSE HE IS CORRUPT RIGHT ALONG WITH THE REST OF THE LEADERSHIP IN THIS COUNTRY! BOLIVIA IS TAKING CARE OF BUSINESS! PERFECT. WHILE AMERICANS, HIDE BOOKS ABOUT THE TRUTH ABOUT TRUMP, IN CONSERVATIVES IDAHO LIBRARIES, AND, SUPPORTER, SLASHED, THE TRUMP MAN-BABY BLIP, AT A COLLEGE FOOTBALL GAME . . . LIBERALS SHOWED UP TO PROTEST TRUMP'S APPEARANCE, SO HE DID THIS OUT OF RESPECT FOR THE PREZ. SERIOUSLY, DUDE? YOU PUT AN 8 INCHE STAB WOUND IN TRUMP. YOU SHOULD BE CHARGED WITH SYMBOLIC ATTEMPTED HOMICIDE! LOL. THE HOUSE IS BICKERING ABOUT WHAT APPROACH TO TAKE WITH THE IMPEACHMENT HEARINGS! AS HEARINGS START ON WEDNESDAY, ALL THE PUBLIC WANTS IS THE TRUTH! DON'T CANDY-COAT IT, OR TRY TO SIMPLIFY THINGS! FUCK, BACK IN THE NIXON IMPEACHMENT HEARINGS JOHN DEAN, JUST SAT A AND READ, HIS MEMORIALIZED, JOUNRAL ENTRIES, AND PEOPLE WERE MESMERIZED! THIS IS A BIRDS-EYE VIEW OF NOT ONLY THE WORKINGS OF THIS ADMINISTRATION, BUT, A LOOK AT A FAILED FOREIGN POLICY, WHERE TRUMP'S ALLEGIANCES ARE, AND IT IS NOT WITH THE NATIONAL SECURITY OF HIS COUNTRY, BUT THE PETTY, BENIGN, SELF-INTEREST, HE HAS OPERATED WITH, FROM THE FIRST DAY OF HIS PRESIDENCY! JUST LET IT RIP. THE CAREER PROFESSIONALS, WILL DO WHAT THEY HAVE ALWAYS DONE--PROTECT THE COUNTRY AND OUR NATIONAL SECURITY, WHAT THE PRESIDENT'S NUMBER 1, JOB IS! DR. FIONA HILL. THAT'S JUST PURE PROFESSIONALISM. NO SHOW-BOATING AND GRAND-STANDING. DR. HILL WAS ALL ABOUT PROTECTING NATIONAL SECURITY AND DISPELLING, GOP CONSPIRACIES THAT, CONTRADICTED, 17 INTELLIGENCE AGENCIES, REPORTS, AND SHE TRIED TO DISSUADE, THE REPUBLICAN MEMBERS OF THE COMMITTEE SHE WAS TESTIFYING BEFORE, LAST WEEK, TO STICK TO THE SITUATION AT HAND, NOT TRY TO MAKE OR DEFLECT, THE FACTS AND ATTENTION FORM, TRUMP AND HIS CALL TO UKRAINIAN PRESIDENT, ZELENSKIY, IN THE "THIS FOR THAT" OR "QUID PRO QUO" REQUEST FOR A FAVOR, BEFORE, GIVING, THE UKRAINE, THE MONEY CONGRESS ALREADY, ALLOCATED, AND TURNING OVER THE WEAPONS, AGREED UPON TOO, TO FIGHT, THE RUSSIANS! "PURE PROFESSIONALISM. tHAT'S WHAT SURVIVAL IS ALL ABOUT. AT THE CORE OF THE PILOT'S PROESSIONALISM WAS GTHE FACT THAT HE THOUGHT OF HIS TEAMMATES IN THE DIREST OF EMERGENCIES. HE WAS NOT A VICTIM. MADELINE AMY SWEENEY, A FLIGHT ATTENDANT ON AMERICAN AIRLINES FLIGHT 11 ON SEPTEMBER 11, 2001, DEMONSTRATED THAT SAME SORT OF PURE PROFESSIONALISM AS SHE SAT IN THE REAR SEAT AND CALMLY REPORTED OVER THE PONE WHAT WAS GOING ON INSIDE THE PLANE THAT WAS ABOUT TO HIT THE NORTH TOWER OF THE WORLD TRADE CENTER. AS HER FLIGHT SERVICE MANAGER HEARD HER DISCRIBE A PASSENGER HAVING HIS THROAT SLIT, THE POSTION OF THE HIJACKERS, AND OTHER IMPORTANT INFORMTOIN THAT WOULD NEVER HAVE GOTTEN OUT OTHERWISE, HE COUJLD NOT HELP BUT BE IMPRESSED BY HER REMARKABLE CONTROL. LIKE THE FIGHTER PILOT WHO EJECTED, SHE WAS WHAT PETER LESCHAK CALLS, 'A PLAYER--A FIGHTER AND HELPER FROM BEGINNING TO END.' IT IS ONE THING TO SAY IT, ANOTHER TO DO IT, AND YET ANOTHER STILL TO DO IT IN THE CLUTCH OF MORTAL RISK." --DEEP SURVIVAL BY LAURENCE GONZALES. WHO LIVES. WHO DIES. AND WHY. NATIONAL SECURITY IT AT THE HEART OF THE ANSWER TO THOSE QUESTIONS! NO GAMES. NO TRICKS. NO POSTURING. PURE PROFESSIONALISM. WE THE PEOPLE WOULD APPREACIATE THAT AT THIS POINT IN OUR HATIONS HISTORY. FORMER, TRUMP AMBASSADOR TO THE U.N., NIKKI HALEY, ACTUALLY, BELIEVES THAT, BECAUSE, TRUMP WAS UNSUCCESSFUL, IN HIS "SHAKE-DOWN" OF A FOREIGN LEADER, WHO NEEDED AND WAS PROMISED OUR AID, WHO HAD SOMEONE WHO WAS, A "PURE PROFESSIONAL" AND RELEASED THE FUNDS, ANYWAY, DOESN'T ABSOLVE THE PRESIDENT OF THE FACT THAT HE SOUGHT FAVORS, JUST LIKE HE DID AGAINST CLINTON, FROM FOREIGN POWERS, THAT IS AGAIST THE LAWS OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, AND HE DOES THIS SHIT WITH, IMPUNITY! I AGREE, WHOLE-HEARTED, WITH ACTOR, ROBERT DENIRO, WHEN HE SIMPLY SAID, THE PRESIDENT BROKE THE LAW, PUT OUR COUNTRY AT RISK FOR PERSONAL GAIN AND INTERESTS, HE NEEDS TO BE HELD ACCOUNTABLE FOR THOSE CHOICES AND HIS ACTIONS. PERIOD. WE ARE EITHER A COUNTRY, GOVERNED BY THE RULE OF LAW, OR WE ARE NOT! THIS IS A TEST TO CONGRESS! TO THE GOP! TO THE AMERICAN PUBLIC. IN ORDER TO HAVE A WELL ORDERED, SOCIETY, WE MUST HAVE AN AGREED UPON SET OF LAWS THAT THE MAJORITY OF PEOPLE AGREE WITH, AND FOLLOW THOSE LAWS! 98% OF THE PEOPLE IN AMERICA, BELIEVE IN THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, THE OTHER 2% ARE TRUMP AND HIS CRONIES! FUCK! THE U.S. FEDERAL DISTRICT JUDGE, OVER THE ROGER STONE, TRIAL, I THINK IT IS STILL, JUDGE AMY BERMAN JACKSON, IF YOU CAN BELIEVE, THIS, HAD TO ORDER, THE JURORS IN THE ROGER STONE, TRIAL, NOT TO WATCH THE GOD-FATHER, WHILE THEY WERE SITTING ON THE JURY! CALL TO DUTY, IN THIS WORLD OF MOBSTERS, AND, GANGSTERS, TRUMP'S CLOWNS! THERE IS NOT A PROFESSIONAL IN TRUMP'S INNER CIRCLE, STARTING WITH, IVANKA AND JARED, TO WILLIAM BARR, AND MIKE POMPEO! SHIT? WE KNOW WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE WHEN WE SEE IT! SOMETHING LIKE DEPUTY DIRECTOR OF THE U.S. ATTORNEY GENERAL'S OFFICE, SALLY Q. YATES, AND DR. FIONA HILL, TAYLOR, GEORGE WHATEVER, AND OTHERS, ALL WHO ARE JUST TELLING IT LIKE IT IS! SHOW ME SOME TRUTH!

THANK YOU TO ALL YOU, VETERANS, BOTH OF FOREIGN AND DOMESTIC WARS!

THE GREAT MAJORITY OF YOU, WHO FOUGHT, PUT ON UNIFORMS, SERVED WITH HONOR AND DISTINCTION, SERVED, WITH 

PURE PROFESSIONALISM!

A CERTAIN NOBILITY!

IT IS IMPORTANT THAT CONGRESS, CONDUCTING THESE IMPEACHMENT HEARINGS, DOES SO WITH THE SAME DISTINCTION, HONOR AND SERVICE, THAT OUR MEN AND WOMEN, IN ARMS, HAVE SERVED, OR THEIR SERVICE TO NATOINAL SECUIRTY, WILL BE MADE A MOCKERY OF, AND, THEIR DIGNITY, DIMINISHED!

PEOPLE, SPILT BLOOD, FOR THIS COUNTRY, SACRIFICED, LIFE AND LIMB, WERE BRAVE, COURAGEOUS, HUMANE, EVEN HUMANITARIAN, IN THEIR DUTY, AND THEIR TREATMENT OF ALLIES AND ENEMIES ALIKE.

TODAY IS VETERAN'S DAY.

WEDNESDAY, MARKS THE STARTING OF, HOLDING, THEIR "COMMANDER-IN-CHIEF" WHOM THEY HAVE TO FOLLOW, AT TIMES INTO DIRECT BATTLE AND CONFLICT, RELYING ON HIS JUDGEMENT, BELIEVING IN HIS FOREIGN POLICY AND MILITARY STRATEGY.

THE ISSUE OR QUESTION IS: IN LIGHT OF WHAT HAPPENED, IN THE UKRAINE, WITH RUSSIA, BENEFITING FROM, HIS ACTIONS, IF WRONG, CAN WE TRUST THIS MAN, TO CONTINUE TO BE, THE "COMMANDER-IN-CHIEF" OR OUR MILITARY, ARMED FORCES, AND THE LEADER OF OUR COUNTRY?

TO TREAT THIS PROCESS, WITH ANYTHING BUT, "PURE PROFESSIONALISM" IS TO PUT OUR NATIONS SECURITY AT RISK, AND OUR PRECIOUS ALLIES AND FRIENDS WHO DEPEND ON US, AT RISK ALSO.

THIS IS A SERIOUS, UNDERTAKING--THREAT IT WITH THE UPMOST CARE AND CONSIDERATION.  TO ATTEMPT TO MISLEAD, CONSPIRE, REDIRECT FOCUS, AND PLAY POLITICS WITH THIS PROCESS, IS NOTHING MORE THAN, TOTAL AND MALICIOUS, MALFEASANCE AND MISFEASANCE IN OFFICE!

IF YOU, ON EITHER SIDE, CANNOT BE OBJECTIVE, OPEN TO THE TRUTH, FOLLOW THE FACTS, OR REFUSE TO ENTERTAIN THE TRUTH, WHEREVER THAT TRUTH MAY LAY, NEED TO RESIGN OUR POSTS, NOW!

I WANT TO REMIIND, NIKKI HALEY, AND OTHERS, WHO ARE DEFENDING THE PRESIDENT FOR FUTURES IN POLITICS, THAT, BREAKING THE LAW, CRIMINAL IN THIS CASE, CONSISTS OF TWO ELEMENTS: (1) THE MENS REA, OR HAVING THE REQUISITE, MENTAL INTENT AND STATE, TO COMMIT THE CRIME IN QUESTION, AND (2) THE ACTUS REA, OR TOOK ACTIONS TO FURTHER THE COMMISSION OF THIS CRIME OR QUID PRO QUO, OR ASKING FOR THIS IN RETURN FOR THAT, OR, IN THE WORDS OF ONE, FORMER, U.S. FEDERAL ASSISTANT ATTORNEY GENERAL OR FEDERAL PROSECUTOR, WHO SAID, JUST TAKE THE "QUID PRO QUO" AND THROW IT IN THE TRASH, BECAUSE, THIS IS NOTHING MORE, THAN, ONE OF THE TWO HIGH CRIMES AND MISDEMEANORS, SPECIFICALLY, AND, INTENTIONALLY, MENTIONED IN THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, ARTICLE II, THAT, SECTION, ABOUT IMPEACHMENT FOR THE FOLLOWING REASONS, CALLING, FOR IMPEACHMENT WHEN, THERE IS EITHER, "TREASON" OR "BRIBERY" . . . HE SAID, THIS IS A CLEAR CASE OF "BRIBERY!"

WE DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT, WHAT A "HIGH CRIME AND MISDEMEANOR" IS, BECAUSE THE ONE THAT WE ARE DEALING WITH, IS EXPRESSLY, SPELLED OUT FOR US, NO QUESTIONS TO ASK!

WE JUST NEED THE FACTS, EVIDENCE, WITNESS STATEMENTS, TO CONFIRM WHAT THE PRESIDENT HIMSELF, ADMITTED TO.

PERFECT.

HAPPY VETERAN'S DAY!

COOL "WRITING PROJECT OFFERS 'TRANSFORMAIVE' THERAPY FOR SEATTLE-AREA VETERANS TROUBLED BY THEIR EXPERIENCES" --The Seattle Times, Monday, November 11, 2019

In honor of Veterans Day, The Red Badge Project, is hosting Women Veterans Reading at 7 p.m. Monday at Hugo House in Seattle.

But for, this blog, I would have lost my fucking mind, having gone through what, I have been through the last 7 years!

I vent, rant, rave, scream, in writing, so others don't have to listen, to me, go crazy!

Every once in a while, someone, watching me read the newspaper, will ask me how things are going, before, I have written my daily beast blog, and, they never ask again, and if they, brought the newspaper, that day, like during the Kavenaugh, confirmation hearings with, Blase' Ford, they got more than an earful and even staff, came to attention, never hearing me go off that way!

PTSD!  

ON STEROIDS!

JUST LAST NIGHT, AFTER WRITING MY BLOG, AND WATCHING SOME NEWS, I CRASHED, HAVING BEEN UP AND GONE EARLY EACH MORNING.

I FELL ASLEEP, SITTING IN ONE OF THE LOUNGE CHAIRS, ON FLOOR ONE OF THE BELLEVUE LIBRARY, FACING A SMALL TABLE AND AN ASIAN CHICK.  I WOKE, TO, THIS CHICK, PICKING MY BOOK, DEEP SURVIVAL, OFF THE FLOOR, WHERE IT DROPPED, FROM MY CHEST, AS I DRIFTED INTO SLEEP.  STILL IN A SLUMBER, AND A STUPOR, I NOTICED A SMALL, BEEPING, SOUND, LIKE, AN ALARM, ON A WATCH.  MY READING BUDDY WAS LOOKING, AROUND HER PURSE, BACKPACK AND BOOK BAG, LOOKING FOR, THAT, SOUND.

I NOTICED IT TOO, BUT WAS TOO WIPED OUT, TO PAY MUCH ATTENTION TO IT!

SOMETIME, LATER, I ACTUALLY, CAME BACK TO CONSCIOUSNESS, AND HEARD THAT, BEEPING, SO SLIGHT, THAT, YOU ALMOST COULDN'T HEAR IT.  I TURNED TO MY LEFT AND COULD HEAR IT, ENOUGH, THAT I THOUGHT, SOMEONE HAD PUT AN ELECTRONIC BUG IN MY EARRING OR COAT!  SOME TRACKING DEVICE OR SOMETHING.  IF I LOOKED, RIGHT, I COULD STILL HEAR IT BUT NOT AS STRONG.  I ASKED THE WOMAN, IF SHE HEARD WHAT I HEARD, AND SHE SAID, YES, AND I ASKED IF THAT WAS WHAT SHE WAS LOOKING FOR, THE SOURCE OF THE SOUND . . . YES.

FINALLY, REALIZING THAT, IT WAS PROBABLY, SOMETHING, SOMEONE, MAYBE THIS MAN, ON THE EARLY MORNING BUS, PLANTED ON ME, WHILE I WAS SITTING IN FRONT OF HIM, OR WAS IT THE "SHAPRIE" DOUBLE POINT PEN, SOME DEA AGENT, STOPPED ME AND FOLLOWED ME AND ASK IF IT WAS MINE?  HE SAID I KICKED IT ON THE BUS.  AH, NO, I DID NOT!  I HAD MY EAR-PLUGS IN, BUT, I WOULD HAVE NOTICED, IF I KICKED SOMETHING ON THE GROUND OR IT, GOT UNDER MY THREAD-BARE, BOAT SHOES, I LOVE AND DON'T WANT TO REPLACE.

FEDS ALWAYS MAKE THE FIRST CONTACT.  WHEN, I TOLD HIM NO, HE ASKED IF I WANTED THE MARKER-PEN COMBO?  AT FIRST I SAID, NO, BUT, THEN, I JOKED THAT, WELL MAYBE, I GO THROUGH PENS, LIKE TOILET PAPER!

DID SOMEONE PLANT A TRACKING DEVICE ON ME IN THE BUS, AND THAT WAS THE RECEIVER?

GET SMART

NEW TECHNOLOGY ALL THE TIME!

RETRACING MY STEPS OF THE DAY: (1) 6:04 AM, BUS NEVER SHOWED, RT. 226 . . . PUTTING PLANTING AGENT ON THE BUS ON NEXT GO AROUND?  THERE WERE TWO MEN, ON THE BUS.  I SAT, IN FRONT OF SOMEONE WHO LOOKED, LIKE HE WAS A CONSTRUCITON WORKER BECAUSE HE HAD AN ORANGE, VEST, THAT ROAD CREWS WEAR.  HOWEVER, I FELT, CREEPED OUT BY THE GUY AND ALMOST MOVED, WITH THE THOUGHTS, THAT THIS DUDE COULD, REACH UP AND SLIT MY THROAT, AND BY THE TIME, HE GOT OFF THE BUS, NEXT STOP, I WOULD BE TOAST AND NOBODY, INCLUDING THE BUS DRIVER WOULD KNOW WHO HE WAS.

DID HE PLANT SOMETHING ON ME?

(2) BUS 245 ON A SUNDAY MORNINNG, CAME, 15 MINUTES LATE?  AGAIN, TODAY, BUS 245, THAT PICKS UP, ALMOST IN FRONT OF MCDONALD'S CAME, 10 MINUTES EARLY?  SO THREE BUSES, IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS, FUCKING THE SCHEDULE? OR PAID TO FUCK ME?

AFTER I LEFT UTAH WITH, EVERYONE TO THE NEIGHBORHOOD DOG, PLAYING, JUDAS ISCARIOT, OR PUTTING THE KISS OF JUDAS, ON MY CHEEK, THEN, GOING TO MONTANA . . . THE THING THAT TAUGHT ME TO TRUST AGAIN, WAS THE BUS SCHEDULE, WHERE, THE BUS CAN BE LATE, BUT NOT "EARLY!"

PUNISHMENT DOUBLE-DOWN!

(3) WALKING TO THE B LLINE WHERE, MR. DEA, UNDERCOVER, DUDE, WAS WAITING . . . MAKES IDENTIFYING ME, EASIER, CHICK WALKING TOWARD THE BUS!  EASY.

(4) THE BEEPING, "WATCH ALARM" MAY BE, VERY SYMOBLIC, ALTOGETHER!  I KNOW, MY GUYS ARE KEEPING A WATCH OUT ON ME, BUT DID THEY SEE, BOTH THE DUDE ON THE BUS, THE BUSES, AND THIS DUDE, SURE YOU COULD STILL PULL THE SURVEILLANCE TAPES, RIGHT NEAR THE BELLEVUE TRANSIT CENTER, ONE ON THE BUS, 10:20 AM OR SO, ALL THE WAY DOWNTOWN.  THEN DUDE FOLLOWED ME, STOPPED ME, NEAR STARBUCKS, THEN AGAIN, NEAR THE SILVER FISH AND FLOWER DISPLAY, THEN, AGAIN, SITTING ON THE BENCH, ACROSS FROM, THE OLD, BLAZING BEGALS!

SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS, RIGHT THERE, UNDER THE BIG BUILIDING, THAT CAUGHT ALL OF THAT INCIDENT!

AFTER THE FACT, I THOUGHT, SHIT, HE WAS HOT!  WHAT WAS I THINKING!  ME MENTIONED THAT, THE LIBRARY WAS, JUST TWO BLOCKS AWAY, WAS HE INVITING ME TO WALK?  TOO LAZY.  DON'T YOU HAVE TO TAKE METRO.  NO, THE SOUNDER, TAKES ME RIGHT TO THE FRONT STEPS OF THE LIBRARY!  THE PATH OF LEAST RESISTENCE!

LOL.

I TOLD THE ASIAN CHICK, THAT, THE SOUND WAS LIKELY ON ME . . . I TOLD HER I WOULD LEAVE HER TO HER PEACE!  I AM SURE THE WHOLE TIME I WAS ASLEEP WITH MY MOUTH OPEN AND MY HEAD BACK OVER THE CHAIR, SHE WAS GOING NUTS . . . OR SHE PLANTED THE DEVICE?

POSSIBLE.

I WENT IN THE RESTROOMS, RIGHT ABOUT, 6:00 AM.  I NEVER HEARD THE SOUND AFTER THAT?

I THOUGHT, THIS SEEMED TO BE THE OPPOSITE OF A "MOTION SENSOR" ACTIVATED, DEVICE . . . I AM RARELY, STILL, AND, IF IT WAS PLANTED IN MY COAT, OR ON IT, THEN, I WOULD BE TOO ACTIVE TO HEAR IT.

I CAN GO ON, WEEKS IF NOT MONTHS OF ABOUT 6 HOURS OF SLEEP OR LESS, BUT, THEN, I CRASH, BIG TIME!

I DID THAT YESTERDAY!

WHEN I GOT BACK TO FRIENDS AND THE CHURCH, I TOLD THEM ABOUT THE BEEPING, SOUND AND THE THOUGHT, THAT IT MIGHT BE AN ALARM OR TRACKING DEVICE?

(5) MY FRIEND OF ROMANIAN DESCENT, LOOKED AT THE "SHARPIE" WITH TWO POINTS, AND, SHE SAID, IT DIDN'T LOOK NORMAL TO HER!  SHE HAS WORKED WITH HOMELAND SECURITY, AND OTHER STATE DEPARTMENT OFFICIALS AND IS INTO GOVERNMENT INTRIGUE, AND AFTER, HEARING ABOUT MY DAY, SHE TURNED ME ONTO THE NEW, AMAZON MADE FOR TV, SERIES, "JACK RYAN" SERIES, CIA, TOM CLANCY STUFF, AND TRAILER!  MY WORLD!  LOL.

(6) DURING DINNER, SOME OF US WERE TALKING, AND, I MENTIONED THAT, THE MOB MIGHT BE RIGHT OUTSIDE THIS DOOR . . . SOME CHICK OPENED THE DOOR TO THE OUTSIDE AND THERE SITTING RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE DOOR, WAS, A CHRYSLER 300, OR MOB LOOKING CAR!  MY DAD USED TO HAVE A BLACK, 300!

THAT SEEMED PRETTY SYMBOLIC TO ME!  A WOLF AT THE BACK DOOR!

(7) THERE WAS A DUDE, SITTING BEHIND ME IN THE CROSSROADS, MCD'S, I NOTICED RIGHT BEFORE THE BUS WAS TO COME . . . HE LOOKED AGENTISH, BALD, DRESSED NICE, TOO NICE FOR MCDONALD'S!

MMMMM

HE HAD A BIG BREAKFAST, AND THAT WAS, RIGHT BEFORE, I WALKED OUT TO GET THE BUS, AFTER READING THE NEWSPAPER.  I WENT TO CATCH THE BUS AT 7:50 AM, BUT THE BUS WAS NOT SCHEDULED UNTIL 8:11 AM.  IT WAS COLD, SO I WENT BACK IN THE FAST FOOD JOINT, TO FINISH READING AN ARTICLE I DIDN'T GET READ.  AT 8:00 AM, I DECIDED THAT, GIVEN MY LUCK OR THE MANIPULATION OF THE BUSES, BY ENEMY FORCES, LATELY, I BETTER GET OUT THERE EARLY!  THE BUS, BUZZED BY WITHOUT EVEN BLINKING AS I WAVED THEM DOWN, AND THEY WERE 10 MINUTES EARLY, AN OFFENSE THAT THEY CAN GET FIRED FOR!?

I THINK THEY ARE TRYING TO STOP ME FROM GOING TO THE LA FITNESS, TO WATCH THE NEWS, AT KELSEY CREEK, OR STOP ME FROM GETTING ON A COMPUTER, LIKE THEY DID, LAST MONDAY!  MAKING ME WAIT, UNTIL, WHATEVER TIME, I CAN GET THE BUS, AND GET BACK UP TO THE LIBRARY . . . LAST WEEK, THE FIRST TIME I WENT TO, SOPHIA'S PLACE AFTER GETTING BACK IN TOWN, THE COMPUTERS WERE ALL DOWN, ALL 5, BUT STAFFS WERE NOT.  AS I LOOKED AT ALL THE LOGISITCS, IT WAS MERELY TURNED OFF, IT SHOWED I WAS HOOKED UP ON THECOMPUTER, BUT, WE COULD NOT ACCESS THE BLOG! IT KEPT SHOWING THAT WE WERE OFF LINE?  THEN, I WAS TOLD THE NEXT DAY, MONDAY, OR TUESDAY, IT STILL WASN'T WORKING? BUT IT WAS!

THE DUDE FROM HUMANA, IS HERE, FOR QUESTIONS ON MORE BENEFITS FOR SOCIAL SECURITY? AFTER, SENDING ME A LETTER, ON NOVEMBER 5, 2019, ABOUT, CHARGING ME, FOR, PLAN B, I HAVE NEVER HAD NOR WANT.

I FOUND IT CURIOUS, THAT, HIS BUSINESS CARD, HAD HIS NAME LISTED ONLY AS "ANTHONY P.?"  WHY NOT THE LAST NAME?  HE SAID HE REPRESENTED A LOT OF HEALTH CARE PLANS AND COMPANIES?

HE TOLD ME, I WAS GOING TO HAVE TO PAY, THE PENALTY FOR NOT HAVING HEALTHCARE?  WRONG.  HE TRIED TO IMPLY, THAT I HAD TO HAVE, ANOTHER PLAN BESIDES THE FREE, OR WELL, MEDICARE, THAT PAYS FOR 80% OF WHATEVER, THAT I HAVE ONLY USED, $400 WORTH, OVER, 19 YEARS!

ALL OF THIS IS CONNECTED: (1) A FEW MONTHS AGO, I KEPT GETTING, LETTERS, THAT, I OWED, $79.00 FOR ARREARS, ON MY UNITED HEALTHCARE PLAN . . . THAT I DON'T HAVE!  THIS WAS FOR PART B.  I IGNORED THE LETTERS, AND TRASHED THEM.  HOPING THAT, THE BITCH, KAY WOULD BE CAUGHT AND SENT TO PRISON FOR SOCIAL SECUIRETY FRAUD, FOR THE LAST 20 YEARS!  FELONY! (2) THEN, I CHANGE MY ADDRESS TO BELLEVUE; (3) THE NSA, TRIED TO STOP MY FULL SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBER, AND FUCKED WITH, OTHER SHIT WHILE ATG THE OFFICE NEAR BARTELL DRUG! (3) SO IT DIDN'T SURPRISE ME THAT THIS ANTHONY P. SHOWED UP; (4) I DON'T DO ANYTHING WITH HIM, AND I KNEW HE WAS TRYING TO THREATEN ME, FOR KAY!  THEY WANT IT TO LOOK LIKE WE ARE ONE IN THE SAME PERSONS, FOR THE LAST, 15 YEARS.  KAY TURNED 65 LAST WEEK, AND IF SHE HAS BEEN WORKING UNDER MY NAME, SOCIAL, AND BIRTHDAY, SHE IS IN DEEP SHIT, WITH NO RETIREMENT, BECAUSE, SHE LIKELY DID NOT, PAY TAXES, AND HAS BEEN WORKING AS IF SHE IS ME SINCE HOOKING UP WITH BRETT!

SOMEONE NEEDS TO CHECK MY WELLS FARGO BANK, FOR THE OVERDRAFT OF THE LA FITNESS FEES! AND CHECK, THIS SHIT, AT SOCIAL SECURITY AND THE MEDICARE PART B SHIT!

DON'T THINK AGENT, ANTHONY, IS GOIG TO GIVE ME THE STRAIGHT SHIT, ON HIS BOSSES, FUTURE RETIREMENT ON MY NAME . . . THEY JUST KEEP THINKING THEY WILL JUST KILL ME, RATHER THAN, SQUARING UP WITH ME AND PUTTING  HER UGLY, BALD, FLAT, ASS FACE, IN PRISON!

SPORTS WRITERS, ON THE SEAHAWK'S GAME TONIGHT . . . THE BEST, PREDICTOR OF THE FUTURE IS THE PASTED, WE BEAT THE 49ERS, THE LAST, 9 O0F 10 MEETINGS!

YOU HAVE YOUR HEADS UP YOUR ASSES!

BUT FOR ADAM SOMEONE!

GO HAWKS!

CAN'T WAIT FOR THE GAME!

GOOD LUCK!

KISSES.