BRILLIANT EARTH. BLACK CAT! MR. WUFFLES! THIS IS THE P.S., I HAVE BEEN BLOCKED, 5 TIMES, TRYING TO WRITE! MEN ARE THREATENED, WOMEN ARE JEALOUS! KAREN WAS PISSED THAT MEN WERE COMING UP HI-5ING ME, WATCHING ME DANCE TO THE MUSIC, WHILE SHE MOVED HER HANDS IN A SNAKE DANCE! THE MOTHERFUCKER HACKERS ARE, BLOCKING ME, OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND I TRY TO PUT THE TRUTH! MR. WUFFLES. LET DELICIOUS COME TO YOU. HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER. ON THE DEVIL'S WINGS. THE WORLD IS A VAMPIRE. UNDER THE GRAVEYARD WE ARE ALL ROTTEN BONES . . . I DON'T WANT TO BE MY ENEMY! DEFY REALITY. DETRIMENTAL RELIANCE. EFFORTLESS STYLE. DYNAMIC PERFORMANCE. SEATTLE SEAHAWKS! WOW. CLOWNEY. PURE BRUISING MUSCLE! LOVE IT! JUST IN TIME, JOSH GORDON, LANDS SOME CRITICAL BALL CATCHES, AS LOCKET NURSES A CONCUSSION! RUSSEL MUSCLE! HITS ROOKIE, HOLLISTER. TRUST. WILDEST GAME! JUNGLE BALL. SECONDARY IN MOTION. A TASTE OF HOME. SEATURKEYS DROP SEATURDS ON THE GOLD DIGGERS, WHO GOT THEIR SHOVELS BURIED IN THE DIRT! 5 SACKS ON GAROPPOLO? NICE. MAKING MINCE MEAT OF THE 9ERS QB. LOL. JUST LIKE THEY DO TO OTHER TEAMS. WHERE WAS RICHARD SHERMAN? DIDN'T WANT TO STOKE THE RIVALRY? INTERESTING. HAWKS KICKIER MADE UP FOR LAST WEEKS MISSES! TORN DOWN THE GOAL POSTS WITH TWO CRITICAL KICKS, ALL EYES ON JASON MYERS! WE ALL WINCED, REMEMBERING, LAST WEEK. GAINING OUR CONFIDENCE BACK! HUGS. HUGE KICKS! SMILE. PRESSURE. PURE PROFESSIONALISM UNDER INTENSE STAKES. YOU PULLED IT OFF! SURVIVORS, ALWAYS FEEL LUCKY! WE DO! HAD SOME POST GAME ACTION OF MY OWN. BRAGGED ON THE NEW HOT SPOT IN DOWNTOWN BELLEVUE. SAM'S TAVERN. GREAT PLACE. BUT FOR MY LUSH FRIEND, WHO SNEAKED OUT NOT PAYING HER DINNER AND BOOZE BILL! SCREAM. PERHAPS THE SOLUTION IS EARLIER DELIVERY OF THE MEAL TICKET! A DRUNK MIGHT NOT REMEMBER IF THEY PAID FOR NOT! SHE WAS SOUSED! I THOUGHT SHE WENT IN THE RESTROOMS. I HAD TO ASK FOR MY BILL. PAID. EVEN LOANED, FRIEND A $20. WAS THIS A SET UP? SEEMED TO HAVE THAT SMELL TO IT? JULIE IS OUR CONSUMMATE SEAHAWKS, JUNKIE, AT THE EMERGENCY WOMEN'S SHELTER. HER AND A FEW GALS, WERE GOING TO MEET AND GO SOMEWHERE NEW IN KIRKLAND, A DELI. I SAID I WAS GOING WHERE I WENT LAST WEEK, TO SAM'S TAVERN. WROTE ABOUT IT IN MY BLOG. 10X THE PATRONS, STANDING ROOM ONLY! ALWAYS THE RESULT OF MY ADVERTISING! SO, THE REST OF THE GALS, ALLEGEDLY GOING TO CELEBRATE THE BIRTHDAY OF, FROM WHAT I CAN, SURMISE, ANOTHER NEW DOUBLE, WHO HAS SET ME UP ON SEVERAL OCCASIONS! SOME CHICKS AND DUDES HAVE LOVERS IN EVERY CITY AND PORT. I HOWEVER, HAVE DOUBLES, IN EVERY CITY, PORT, STATE AND DC! MIX. MATCH. ATTACH. NOW, WE ALL DECIDED TO MEET AT SAM'S BY 4:00 PM, TO GET A TABLE AND, TO WATCH THE PRE-GAME SHOW. I HIT, LA FITNESS, JUST AROUND THE CORNER FROM, THE TAVERN, AT ABOUT, 12:30 PM. DID THE UNIVERSAL MACHINE WEIGHT CIRCUIT UPSTAIRS, DID A SET OF FREE STANDING WEIGHTS, THEN, WHEN, IT WAS ONLY, 2:00 PM, I DECIDED, TO HIT THE SWIMMING POOL, THINKING THAT THERE WAS PLENTY OF TIME, TO SWIM FOR AN HOUR, GET DRESSED AND PUT NEW MAKE-UP ON, FOR THE GAME. WELL, IT DIDN'T WORK OUT THAT WAY! I LEFT, LA FITNESS, AT ABOUT 4:50 PM, FIGURED, THE PRE-GAME WOULD BE INTERESTING, BUT, GETTING MORE EXERCISE, BETTER. LET DELICIOUS COME TO YOU! LOL. SAM'S TAVERN WAS PACKED! I WAS HAPPY BECAUSE THAT IS A NORMAL RESULT OF ME FEATURING A NEW JOINT OR EVEN AN OLD ONE, THAT MIGHT BE FORGOTTEN, AFTER, A WHILE, BUT IS WORTH NOTING AND TO REMIND, LOCALS, THAT IT IS STILL THERE WITH GREAT FOOD, OR WHATEVER. I WAS IMPRESSED AT THE CHANGE, TO SAY THE LEAST! DJ KEYBOARDS AND MUSIC MIXERS, WERE JUICED UP MORE TOO! MY BELLEVUE LADY TRAMPS, WERE UP AT THE FRONT TABLE, WITH GREAT SEATS! WHAT MORE CAN A GAL ASK FOR THAN, A HOT PLACE TO WATCH THE GAME,GOOD LOOKING MEN, MR. LIME GREEN SEAHAWKS, LYNCH 24. OH, YEAH. YOU CAN CRUSH ON ME ANY TIME! LOL. I HAD A BLT, BASKET OF FRENCH FRIES, AND A DIET COKE THAT THE WAITRESS KEPT FULL, AT LEAST 5 DIFFERENT TIMES. I DID NOTE WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN A TABLE OF COPS, SITTING IN THE BOOTH NEAR US, WITH ALL THE DUDES, SITTING DOWN, AND ALL THEIR WIVES, GIRLFRIENDS, AND CHICKS, STANDING? NO CHIVALRY, LAST NIGHT! WHAT'S UP WITH THAT? BUT THERE WERE A SHIT LOAD OF GUYS AND GALS, CONNECTED TO THAT TABLE, SOME, TAKING, PICTURES OF US, BEHIND THEIR BACKS! SEVERAL OF THE GALS WHO WANTED TO SHARE A SALAD, CAME OVER AND JOINTED OUR TABLE, SINCE SOME OF THE SEATS WE SAVED FOR POSSIBLES, DIDN'T SHOW! THE MUSIC BUMPED AND ROCKED, SO FUN, WHILE WE ALL HAD HEART ATTACKS WATCHING OUR TEAM! SCREAM. BUT FUN. FUN. FUN. A FORMER, PRESIDENT OF BANK OF AMERICA, WHO IS AND HAS BEEN A HIGH-ROLLER, IN THE SEATTLE AREA, WHO HAD DATED, JUDGES, ATTORNEYS, AND POWERFUL MEN, WAS SEATED NEXT TO ME, WITH, THE THREE OTHER, SHALL I SAY, ASSOCIATES, WERE FIRST ACROSS THE TABLE FROM, ME AND, CINDY, THEN, ONE MOVED NEAR ME, THE OTHER TWO ACROSS THE TABLE. CINDY GOT A BURGER, AND ENOUGH DRINKS TO RUN HER BILL UP TO $64.00, MINE WAS, $14.00, ROUGHLY. KAREN PAID WITH A CREDIT CARD, I PAID WITH CASH, AND CINDY, DIDN'T PAY AT ALL. I WAS HANGING OUT SOAKING IN THE AFTERGLOW, NOT IN ANY HURRY TL LEAVE THE FUN PARTY ATMOSPHERE, AND WAITING FOR THE AFTER GAME, INTERVIEWS, THAT YOU COULDN'T HEAR ANYWAY! THE WAITRESS, ASKED ME WHERE MY BUDDY WAS. IN THE RESTROOM, THE CUTE YOUNG WAITRESS, SAID, IF SHE DOESN'T PAY, THEN, I HAVE TO PAY HER BILL. I KNEW SHE GOT A THOUSAND DOLLAR CHECK FROM SOME OLD BOYFRIEND TO HELP HER OUT, WITH HER IMPOUNDED CAR, THE REASON, SHE IS AT THE EMERGENCY SHELTER! CINDY OWNED, KAREN, SOME MONEY, AND SHE MUST HAVE PAID HER BACK, BECAUSE, SHE HAD MONEY AND, WAS, ENJOYING DINNER. I GENERALLY DON'T LOAN MONEY NOR ASK FOR ANY. I CHOSE TO SUFFER! BEFORE THE GAME, I HAD ABOUT $200 IN MY BACKPACK. $20 FOR ME, $20 FOR DEBBIE, NO, I AM NOT GOING TO PAY, $100.00 FOR THE GAME! KAREN CAME AND SAID, IF CINDY IS NOT THERE, THE WAITRESS IS GOING TO MAKE SOMEONE OR US PAY FOR THE BILL. I'M, NOT EVEN WORRIED, I COVER MY EXPENSES AND I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR SOME DRUNK LADIES, BILL, I HARDLY KNOW! LOL. KAREN AND THIS CHICK, I DIDN'T KNOW DITCHED OUT ASAP. I STOOD AT THE TABLE, STILL THINKING, THAT, CINDY WOULD SHOW UP TO SETTLE HER BILL. THEN, THE WAITRESS, AGAIN ASKED ME WHERE SHE WAS? I THINK IN THE RESTROOM OR I DON'T KNOW. FINALLY, I WAS JUST STANDING THERE ALONE AND DECIDED TO LEAVE, BECAUSE THE BUSES ARE ON HOLIDAY OR SUNDAY SCHEDULES, AND I AM NOT SURE WHEN THEY LEAVE. I WALKED PASSED THIS FUN GUY, I REMEMBERED FROM LAST WEEK, I THINK A FRIEND OF THE DJ, WE DOUBLE HIGH-FIVED, EACH OTHER AND, TALKED SOME SMACK ABOUT ALL THE HYPE OVER THE 49ERS AND PREDICTIONS. WAS HE A COP TRYING TO STOP ME FROM LEAVING? OUTSIDE, ALL THE SUDDEN, I AM ACCOSTED BY THE WAITRESS! WHERE IS YOUR FRIEND? I HAVE NO IDEA. YOU WERE DRINKING WITH HER ALL NIGHT, WHERE IS SHE? I WASN'T DRINKING WITH HER ALL NIGHT, BECAUSE, I DON'T DRINK! YOU SAW ME, AND BROUGHT, REFILLS, ABOUT 5 TIMES. SHE SAID NOTHING. SOME DUDE COMES OUT, AND STARTS ASKING ME WHERE SHE IS? SURELY YOU HAVE HER NUMBER IN YOUR PHONE? SURELY, I DON'T. THEN, IN MY TRUE, AUTHENTIC, BUT SYMPATHETIC TONE, SAID, I AM SORRY, I DO'NT REALLY KNOW ANY OF THESE WOMEN, FOR GOOD? WE ALL JUST KNOW EACH OTHER FROM THE WOMEN'S SHELTER. I DON'T EVEN KNOW HER LAST NAME. BUT I KNOW SHE GOT HER CAR IMPOUNDED, YESTERDAY, BUT SHE DOES HAVE MONEY. THEN, THE WAITRESS SAID, SHE WAS GETTING THE MANAGER. WHATEVER, THAT DOESN'T CHANGE THE FACT, THAT I PAID FOR MY BILL, AND I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS WOMAN''S BILL. I HAVE STRONG LINES OF DEMARCATION BETWEEN ME AND SOMEONE ELSE, AND THAT BENEFITS THEM FROM PRIVACY BREACHES, AND INVASION OF THEIR PERSONAL AND INTIMATE SPACE! THAT ALSO COVERS, BEING HELD RESPONSIBLE FOR THEIR ACTIONS! THAT IS THE FUCKING THING, I HATE MOST ABOUT COPS, WHO ARE INTRUSIVE, INVASIVE, VIOLATE 4TH AMENDMENT RIGHTS, OR PERSONAL BODY SPACES, JUST COPPING A FEEL, AND CHECKING YOUR I.D, WHEN, THERE IS NO APPARENT REASON, OR PROBABLE CAUSE THAT A CRIME HAS BEEN COMMITTED. I TOLD THEM TAME OF SAM'S TAVERN EMPLOYEES OR UNDER-COVER COPS, THAT THEY SHOULD CALL THE COPS! TURN HER ASS IN! PUT HER ASS IN JAIL. BUT, I AM, NOT IN ANYWAY, RESPONSIBLE FOR HER INVOLVEMENT WITH YOUR EMPLOYER. SORRY, I TOLD THEM WHERE THEY COULD FIND HER, THAT I WOULD TALK TO STAFF,,AND, IF SHE CAME BACK TO THE CHURCH, WE SLEEP AT, I WOLD, TRY TO GET THE MONEY, BUT I AM NOT PAYING HER BILL. SORRY. WHY DOESN'T THIS WHOLE THING, PASS THE SMELL TEST TO ME? IT GETS WORSE. SO, CINDY IS NOT TO BE SEEN, BUT NEITHER IS KAREN AND THE OTHER CHICK. THE GAL WHO BORROWED THE $20.00, SIMPLY SEEMED INTERESTED IN HAVING A BEER AND GETTING SOMETHING TO EAT AND LEAVING. SHE IS FROM ROMANIA, A BABY TO THE SEAHAWKS AND FOOTBALL. REALLY, THOUGHT IT WAS FUN, BUT SHE JUST WANTED TO GET BACK, SHE HAS ISSUES WITH CINDY. I AM STARTING TO SEE WHY. TWO NIGHTS AGO, DEBBIE'S PROPERTY WAS IN CINDY'S CAR, AND, CINDY WAS DRUNK, REFUSED TO GIVE HER ACCESS TO THE PROPERTY AND THE COPS WERE CALLED! YEAH, THAT IS CINDY, NOT ME! CINDY IS TALL, LIKE RACHEL, MY SISTER, DOUBLE, WHO YOU ALL THINK IS ME! BOTH GALS ARE, 5'11" AND TALL! THIS CINDY HAS, A SHORT "A-LINE" HAIR CUT, WAS WEARING A GREEN ALMOST KNEE LENGTH, RAIN-COAT AND BLACK PANTS. THERE WAS REALLY NOTHING THE SAM'S CLUB, EMPLOYEES COULD SAY. I BARELY KNOW ANY OF THESE LADIES! SEVERAL GUYS CAME UP AND MIXED IT UP A BIT WITH ME, AM I RESPONSIBLE FOR THEIR BILLS TOO? OR THE DJ'S FRIENDS, WHOM, I GOT TO KNOW LAST WEEK, BECAUSE HIS GIRLFRIEND WAS A DUD, AND SO HE COULD TELL I WAS INTO THE GAME AND WE BOTH WERE INTO IT . . . SHE WAS JUST THERE TO LOOK GOOD! HOW ABOUT ME COVERING THE DJ'S BILL WHILE WE ARE AT IT? FUCK? NOW THE BUSES, AFTER 8:00 PM, ONLY COME ONCE PER HOUR, SO, KAREN AND THIS OTHER CHICK, SHOULD BE WAITING OVER AT THE BUS TERMINAL. THEY WERE NOT? CINDY WASN'T ANYWHERE EITHER? BY THE TIME I GOT BACK TO THE CHURCH, I WAS TOO STOKED TO HAVE SOMEONE TO DISCUSS THE GAME WITH, THAT, TOOK OVER, AND IT WAS LIGHTS OUT ANYWAY. KAREN, WHO CLAIMS TO NOT HAVE A PHONE, WAS ON A PHONE, BECAUSE I COULD SEE, THE REFLECTION ON THE PARTITION WHERE SHE SLEEPS. NOW THE CIRCUMSTANTIAL EVIDENCE, ON THIS IS IMMENSE. THE ONLY BUS TO THE SHELTER, NOTHING. DID THEY GET A TAXI OR AN UBER? POSSIBLE. I WILL ASK KAREN IN THE MORNING. I USUALLY BOUNCE OUT BEFORE THE HEN HOUSE STARTS TO MOVE, ABOUT, 5:22 AM, TO MCDONALD'S! I THOUGHT, I OUGHT TO GET BREAKFAST, AND SAVE SOME MONEY, FOR THE LAST OF THE MONTH. BUT, I WANTED TO GET MY HANDS ON A NEWSPAPER, FOR GAME COVERAGE! NOW KAREN, NEVER LEAVES, BEFORE ABOUT, 7:00 AM, ON THE MORNINGS I AM THERE, SHE IS ALWAYS THERE! SHE WAS GONE BY SIX! I WAS SHOCKED TO SEE HER UP, HER BED GONE AND SHE WAS OUT THE DOOR! NEVER, EVER! SHE IS OBSESSED WITH, TRYING TO MAKE ME AND HER, INTER-CHANGEABLE, LIKE, ALL THE OTHER, HOLA BITCHES! DID SHE THINK I GOT ARRESTED LAST NIGHT? THE PROOF IS IN THE PUDDING. SHE HAS TRIED TO MIX US, SINCE TWO YEARS AGO! THE COPS THINK I AM YOU, AND YOU ARE ME. SHE GOT BANNED FROM THE KING COUNTY LIBRARIES, THE WHOLE FUCKING SYSTEM! SHE USED TO TRY TO GET ME, TO, USE HER LIBRARY CARD, NUMBER, AND PLAY A JOKE ON THE COPS. WHAT FOR? KAREN'S DAD WAS AN ATTORNEY, HERE, IN WASHINGTON. SHE HAS BEEN TO JAIL, FOR A FEW THINGS AND IS CURRENTLY, TAKING CLASSES TO SUFFICE THE JUDGE FOR SOME CHARGES, AND SHE IS UNDER PROBATION, FOR THE NEXT, YEAR OR TWO. NO THANKS! THAT SOUNDS, LIKE SHELLEY, WANTED, WARRANTS, RACHEL, DUI, KAY, GOING IN THE LEGAL QUAGMIRE, TO THE TUNE OF $10,000 PER MONTH, OF COURSE, THESE WOMEN, ARE GOING TO WANT TO USE THE CARD THAT IS WELCOME IN ALL 50 STATES! I PAY ALL MY BILLS AND, DON'T GET ARRESTED! JUST BECAUSE COPS DON'T LIKE ME, DOESN'T MEAN I HAVE DONE ANYTHING WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO, HERE WE STAND. NOT MY GIG! ESSENTIAL BAKING! SEE THE GAME IS TO PRETEND, I NEVER EXISTED IN THE FIRST PLACE, THAT EVERYTHING FROM MY KIDS TO MY CAREER, TO MY MONEY, ARE, ALL THE CREATION OF SOMEONE ELSE OR AT LEAST NOT ME! KAREN HAS NEVER EVEN HAD KIDS! TOP BLOGGER. EVERYONE'S CRAFT! ATTORNEY, SURE! WHY IS THIS LITTLE DIDDY, ABOUT JACK AND DIANE, RELEVANT, TO THE COUNTRY AND THE WORLD, SEATTLE, BELLEVUE, KIRKLAND, MISSOULA, ST. GEORGE, AND SALT LAKE CITY, UTAH? MEET ME IN THE FIRE HOLE BELOW. P.S., KAREN KLIENSMITH OR HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT, CLAIMS THERE ARE TWO KARENS, WITH SAME NAMES AND BIRTHDAYS. HER BIRTHDAY WAS ALLEGEDLY, TODAY! WHEN, I MET HER, SHE TOLD ME SHE WAS 50, THEN, CHANGED IT TO 60! SHE IS ALLEGEDLY TURNING, 63. MAYBE. OR TO CONFUSE WHO SHE IS. ADDING TO THE STINK OP, BOTH, KAREN AND CINDY, HAVE CHARGES, AGAINST THEM. COPS GETTING THEM TO TURN ON ME, OR SET ME UP, WITHOUT CHARGES OR CRIMES, TO SAVE THEIR OWN ASSES, OR TO GET LIGHTER CHARGES? JULIE WAS THE PERSON, WHO WANTED TO GO EARLY TO THE PRE-GAME. I LIKE THAT, BUT, I WANTED TO GET A GOOD WORK IN DONE TOO. WHY DIDN'T JULIE EVER COME? SHE WATCHED THE GAME WITH ASHLEY, A STAFF MEMBER WHO IS FOR THE SAINTS. SO THAT WAS SQUIRRELLY. KAREN ACTED ALL PISSED THAT I GOT THERE JUST AS THE GAME STARTED. WHERE WERE YOU? WAS THE TABLE OF COPS, WAITING FOR ME TO SHOW? THEIR WIVES CAME LATER? IS SHE ME, AND THE COPS ARE GOING TO ARREST ME AS HER? IU-PATH. SHE HAS BEEN TRYING TO MIX US UP, FOR YEARS NOW! I LOVE LIFE. LOVE FOOTBALL, LOVE GOOD FOOD, LOVE FUN MUSIC AND PLACES, THAT COMBO OF ELEMENTS, AND, THE NSA JUST THREE TIMES, STARTED THIS BLOG, OR HACKED, THIS BLOG, SO I DON'T GET THE TRU

LESS PLASTIC. FANTASTIC!  DO YOU REALLY NEED THAT STRAW?

KISW LOCAL RADIO.  KISS "W."  "HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER"

• this morning on the KISW radio show, the two male talk show hosts, were talking about the top 10 characters who were ended from a popular TV series.  I have never seen the show, How I Met Your Mother, but the title always interested me, and after the show this morning, I thought, was this ANOTHER, TV show, like movies, books, commercials that are based on my life or my stories from this blog?
• I don't know the plot at all, but from what I could gather, is that, there were the main characters, that were near and dear to the viewing audience; however, by the time the mother, came on the scene, without time to develop her character, or even really anything about her, nobody cared if she died, because she really was not a loved character that people knew.  WOW.
• then, it sounded like, there was someone else, that people THOUGHT, was this male character's mother, and people were hoping for her, and people were disappointed, when, they found out who his real mother was, only because, nobody got to know her.  I thought, everything that these CIA and TV moms do, is all what I did, in fact that are ME!  They are just actresses who play that they are me, just like Daniel Day Lewis, playing Abraham Lincoln.
• much like MOTHER EARTH, I have been here all knowing, all pervasive and all doing, but, nothing has been attributed to me, and even if I get the chance to prove that, people, tend, not to believe, the 800 pound gorilla, is really in the room, with them, and always has been!
• a night or two ago, I had a dream that, I was going up to Midway, like I did for so many years, and I was with my 2nd husband, who, met me, after my first, year of law school, and we dated, for years, seeing each other, off and on, until, I started dating others.  However, Jerry came back into my life, when, I got poisoned, and wanted to save me, but I was not the hot shot, assistant AG, anymore, nor the professor, and, I was suppose, to, allegedly be dying.  But anyway, in this dream, actually, while I was here at the Bellevue Library, asleep, before I heard the beep of some tracking device . . . in the dream, I told Jerry, as we rounded, up the canyon, just passed, Provo, into the canyon, I kind of missed this place.  Then, I looked up on the mountain, one that had a few local Utah, vegetation, but mainly, dried, yellow, June grass or weeds, on the mountains.  But there was this massive, display of Petunia flowers, a popular, Utah, flower that grows well in the deserts of Utah.  There were very, almost homemade, gardens, of mainly red, flowers, that, in cursive, said, 'THANK YOU!" but, I couldn't tell what the rest of the lettering said, but there were purple and gold or yellow flowers, in the other, words, but the thing that struck me, also, was there was a large, MOOSES head, like one some hunter might hang on their wall, and laced in the rack, on the moose, was a large string of pearls.
• this was very symbolic.  Rachel's second husband's name, was KAYE MOOSMAN, so a moose has always been a sign or symbol of Rachel, and when my mother, took a trip to China, she brought all her daughters back and string of pearls.  Mine are long gone, but, Rachel, had hers and really liked, pearls.  I am not sure I ever wore my pearls.
• then the next day, while watching, the 20 year anniversary, of MSNBC, Chris Matthews of Hardball, he had snap shots of people, he knew well, or political figures, and, among those, people, former, President Obama's, U.S. Attorney General, Loretta Lynch.  But she looked, more like a former, employee, that I supervised at the Utah Attorney Generals Office, long retired I would imagine, but an Hispanic woman, a survivor of domestic violence, and worked with me, on the Utah AG's community programs, and each year, I would ask, her, don't dare, name her, or she could be murdered, but, I would have her come speak to my University of Utah, family law classes, when, we were covering domestic violence, in class.  I thought, this person, would, be a great person to interview, having worked with me for years, only, about 18 months, was I her boss.  I haven't thought of her for years, ever!  Why did Loretta Lynch, look so much, softer, sweeter, like, B?  Loretta was wearing a teal dress, like God Intel, saying, you have friends, who are willing to come forward for you, to tell, who is and who is not, ME!
• all Mormons, Republicans, cops, feds, and people in St. George, would never, dare, speak the truth, kids included!  26 people dead?  Good luck!
• 7 years, is the number of completion.  I was shocked, going to Utah, this time, that, I almost missed it as HOME.  UTAH MISSES ME, I AM SOOO MUCH MEANER THAN THESE LITTLE MORMON GIRLS!  LOL.  YOU HAVE BRAGGING RIGHTS TO ME.  THERE ARE PROBABLY MORE PEOPLE, WORLDWIDE, WHO HAVE INVESTIGATED OR ENTERTAINED, BOTH MORMONISM AND UTAH, AS THE PLACE, THIS BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK CAME FROM!  While the Washington State Fair was going on, and I had been somewhere, coming back into the state, there was a bus poster of the fair, with a little girl with blond hair, cowgirl hat and petting her horse or some animal . . . I always, pushed, state fairs, in Utah, Montana and Washington!  The poster said, CELEBRATE YOUR STATE!  
• I had been writing some pretty good stuff, in my blog, and just getting back into town, and there seemed to be a message, from Washington State, that, they had benefited from my life, work, education, training, law degree and licenses, that I got earlier in my life, in Utah!  Did they celebrate my state?  It has taken Utah, longer to miss this native daughter, with the constant question, How did a girl like you, get to be a girl like you?  TOUGH ENOUGH, TO NOT ONLY SURVIVE, ALL THIS SHIT, BUT TO THRIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

• MUCH, LIKE, MOTHER EARTH, THAT GROANS UNDER THE WEIGHT OF MAN, SHE IS ALWAYS THERE, WE HAVE ABUSED HER, USED HER, AND HURT HER, BUT, SHE WAS THERE ALL THE WAY ALONG . . . STILL IS.  MY DAUGHTER, RECENTLY TOLD ME, SHE JUST WANTED ME TO BE HER MOM.  BUT I AM SOOOO, MUCH, MORE . . . TO DENY THAT, IS TO AID THE OTHERS, WHO HAVE, TRIED TO KILL ME, JAIL ME, ONE, TWO, PUNCH!  UNTIL MY CHILDREN, CAN ADMIT, SEE ME, AND KNOW ME, THEY CAN HAVE THE OTHER MOTHERS!  THEY LOVE THANKSGIVING AND CHRISTMAS, SHOPPING, COOKING, GIFTING!  COOL.  I LOST THAT, TO ME, SUPERFICIAL STUFF, WHEN, YOU WERE ALL LITTLE CHILDREN.  SCHOOL, LAW SCHOOL, EXAMS, WORK, TEACHING, GRADING, THEN, LIVING A LIFE OF MERE, SURVIVAL . . . THEY SEEM SO TRIVIAL, TO WHAT I DEAL WITH EVERY DAY.  PERIOD.  I AM GRATEFUL EVERY DAY, JESUS LIVES.  THAT'S IT.  I HAVE BEEN FORCED OUT OF MY LIFE, MY FAMILY, MY CAREER, MY STATE, ETC.  I HAVE BEEN ALONE FOR YEARS . . . YOU HAVE BEEN AWAY FROM ME FOR YEAR, AND THAT IS THE FAULT OF THE KILLERS, AND YOU CELEBRATE WITH AND RESPECT THEM.
• I CAN'T GO THERE . . . WHEN I MET YOUR MOTHER?  HAVE YOU MET ME YET?  NO.  TO KNOW ME IS TO LOVE ME.  LIKE A TOUGH OLD WARRIOR, VET, OF DOMESTIC WARS, YOU LOVE THEM FOR THEIR SERVICE AND SACRIFICES!

THE PERILS OF PLASTIC!

THAT WAS THE TITLE OF A "TIME MAGAZINE" COVER, OR THE TITLE OF ONE OF THE ARTICLES IN THE MAGAZINE, WITH THE COVER PICTURE OF MS. NINA CHANG . . . AN ATTRACTIVE TOP SECURITY ADVISER IN THE STATE DEPARTMENT, WHO, IS CONNECTED WITH SECRETARY OF STATE, MIKE POMPEO, AND IS SEEN AS A SENIOR SECURITY ADVISER, AND WAS JUST, BEING LOOKED AT FOR ANOTHER TOP POSITION, UNTIL SOMEONE GOT SUSPICIOUS THAT HER MARVELOUS RESUME, DIDN'T SEEM TO MATCH, HER REAL TIME, PERSONALITY OR LACK OF PROFESSIONALISM?

COME TO FIND OUT THAT, MS. CHANG (SEE HANG), LIED ABOUT, BEING A HARVARD GRADUATE, DIDN'T EVEN HAVE A SECURITY CLEARANCE, SHE PUT DOWN THAT SHE WAS, SOME GRADUATE OF SOMETHING THAT SOUNDED IMPRESSIVE, BUT, IT WAS A FOUR DAY SEMINAR THAT ANYONE COULD CLAIM, AND SHE HAD, MANY DISCREPANCIES ON HER RESUME, THAT WAS, TOTALLY, EMBELLISHED AND REALLY, NOT ACCURATE!

THE STATE DEPARTMENT WAS JUST GETTING READY, TO PROMOTE HER OVER SOME, BILLION DOLLAR PROJECT OVERSEAS!

HOW?

POWERFUL MEN, GREASING THE WHEELS FOR THESE PLASTIC BARBIES, THAT THEY, FUCK!

IS THIS POMEO'S "TAKE A HONEY TO WORK" BABE?

MEET YOU OVERSEAS, WHEN I AM, THERE ON OFFICIAL U.S. BUSINESS, BUT DON'T YOU WORRY YOUR LITTLE, PRETTY HEAD ABOUT THIS BILLION DOLLAR DEAL AND JOB!?

HINT. HINT. HINT. THE PLASTIC IS ELASTIC!

WHEN, YOU SEE SOMEONE, IN A TOP POSITION, WITH FAKE BOOBS, THEY DIDN'T GET THERE, ON THEIR OWN!  THIS IS THE BUSH, MORMON, TRUMP, REPUBLICAN, MEN IN BLACK, MODEL OF BEING QUALIFIED FOR ANY JOB!

BIG DADDY WILL COVER AND CARRY YOU!

INCOMPETENCE IS NOT TO BE WORRIED ABOUT.  YOU WERE NOT HIRED FOR YOUR COMPETENCE! NOR YOUR EXPERIENCE, OR TRAINING, OR DEGREES . . . IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT, YOU DID, IT IS WHAT, WE CAN CONVINCE OTHERS THAT YOU DID!

DON'T YOU KNOW, LYING IS OKAY?  THE SUPREME COURT, SAID, COPS COULD LIE!

THIS IS NOT THE TYPE OF LIE THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT!

IT IS IN THE FURTHERANCE OF SOLVING CRIMES, EXPEDITIOUSLY, THAT ALLOWS FOR, SAY, LIKE TELLING ONE, CO-DEFENDANT, IN A MURDER CASE, THAT THE OTHER, DUDE, RATTED YOU OUT, WHEN, IN FACT HE DIDN'T, OR TELLING THEM, THAT THEY FOUND THE MURDER WEAPON, WHEN, THE HAD NOT!

IT IS NOT IN COMMITTING A CRIME, LIKE AIDING AND ABETTING, FAKE BITCHES, TO TAKE THE PLACE OF THE REAL PERSON!

I KNOW 6 WOMEN, RIGHT NOW, WHO ARE EMBELLISHING THEIR RESUMES AND INCLUDING MINE, AS PART OF THEIRS!  THEY ARE ALL WITH, MEN, I HAVE REJECTED AND MENTIONED IN THIS BLOG . . . BUT, OBVIOUSLY, THIS IS A RAMPANT AND RAGING, PROBLEM, IN THE STATE DEPARTMENT, THE FBI, THE CIA, AND ALL GOVERNMENT AGENCIES!

WHY DO YOU THINK, EVERYONE UNDER THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, WANTS, A "UNITARY EXECUTIVE" WITH NO OVERSIGHT FROM CONGRESS OR THE COURTS!

PACK THESE TWO OTHER BRANCHES WITH YES MEN AND WOMEN!

YEAH, REP. ELIJAH CUMMINGS, WIDOW, IS GOING TO TAKE UP HIS FIGHTS, AS HERS, BECAUSE, THEY ALREADY WERE.  SHE IS NOT JUST A PRETTY FACE!  SHE IS HAVING A DOUBLE MASTECTOMY, BECAUSE OF THE FEAR OF BREAST CANCER, HER MOTHER AND SISTER DIED OF!

WOMAN OF SUBSTANCE!

I HAVE BEEN DOGGED, OR NAGGED, IN MY MIND, BY A SCENE FROM, THE MOVIE, "APOCALYPSE NOW!"

THERE IS A COMMANDER, WHO IS TREATING VIETNAM, LIKE A TOURIST ADVENTURE FOR HIS BOYS AND TROOPS!  HE DID WIN A LOT THOUGH, BUT HE RISKED HIS MEN'S LIVES TOO. HE WAS LATER, FOUND DEAD, IN THIS SCENE I AM ABOUT TO TALK ABOUT, BECAUSE, THE MEN, WERE SO ENTHRALLED WITH, THESE PLAYBOY BUNNIES, THAT THEY DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THERE COMMANDER WAS DEAD!

THE CIA ASSASSIN, TOOK THIS DUDE OUT, ON HIS WAY TO THE REAL TARGET!

BUT IN ONE POINT IN THE MOVIE, THE USO TOURS THAT ENTERTAINED THE TROOPS, SENT THREE PLAYBOY BUNNIES, ALL WEARING LITTLE SKIMPY COWGIRL OUTFITS AND HATS!

AT ONE POINT, THE CROWD GETS OUT OF CONTROL, AND THE MEN, START TO GO ON THE STAGE TO TRY TO GRAB THE WOMEN!  A HELICOPTER COMES DOWN, WITH A ROPE AND THE GIRLS JUMP ON THE ROPE AND ARE AIR LIFTED TO SAFETY, WITH TONS OF SOLDIERS, HANGING ON THE ROPE AND THE GIRLS, THEN, DROPPING.

LATER THE ASSASSIN, USES THE WOMEN, TO DISTRACT THE TROOPS, AND TO GET A PLATOON, UNDER THE COMMAND OF THIS NOW DEAD MAN, TO TAKE THIS BOAT UP THE RIVER TO CAMBODIA WHERE, THE TARGET IT AT.

THERE ARE A LOT OF SHOTS OF  PERFECT BOOBS IN THIS SCENE . . . ONE YOUNG, BUCK, IS WITH, THE BLOND, AND IT IS HER WORDS, THAT, ARE HAUNTING ME, AND, THIS IS HOW, THESE TYPE MEN, GET WOMEN, TO ALLEGEDLY SERVE THEIR COUNTRY, IT IS YOUR DUTY, TO PERFORM THIS SEX ACT, ON ANY MAN, WHO IS SERVING OUR COUNTRY.

SADLY THE GIRL, RATHER INNOCENT, GETTING INTO WAY MORE THAN SHE BARGAINED FOR, IS BEING FONDLED LIKE A BARBIE DOLL, AS SHE IS TRYING TO TELL THIS SOLDIER, HOW SHE FEELS ABOUT BEING USE, BEING JUST A BODY AND, HOW SHE REALLY WANTS, SOMEONE TO LOVE HER, AND SHY DON'T MEN LISTEN TO HER, AS HE CONTINUES TO DO JUST WHAT HE WANT WITH AND TO HER.  BUT SHE STATES, THAT, THEY TOLD HER TO DO THIS AND THAT, AND SHE FELT IT WAS DISGUSTING AND TO  HAVE A RIBBON BETWEEN HER LEGS, PRECURSOR TO THONGS, ORIGNINATING FROM THE VIETNAM, PLAYBOY BUNNIES?

WHILE THIS YOUNG DUDE IS TRYING TO HAVE SEX WITH HER, THE TWO KNOCK OVER THE COFFIN OR THE BOX, THAT THE COMMANDER IS DEAD, NAKED IN . . . HE TOOK THE GIRLS FOR HIMSELF, FIRST!

THE CONVERSATION IS SAD, FOR MEN AND WOMEN.

BACK TO THE CURRENT SITUATION, WITH THIS VERY LESS THAN QUALIFIED, FEMALE, WORKING WITH BILLIONS OF DOLLARS OF TAX PAYER MONEY, WITH, LESS THAN, THE CREDENTIALS, NECESSARY FOR THE POSITION, EVEN BEING PROMOTED, WITHOUT ANY QUALIFICATIONS OR SECURITY CLEARANCE . . . THESE SAME MEN, WHO STARTED THIS SHIT IN VIETNAM ARE THE ONES, WHO DESTROYED MY LIFE AND REPLACED ME WITH, PLASTIC BARBIES, WHO WILL DO WHATEVER, SEXUALLY, THEY WANT FROM BUTT-FUCKING TO, BEING ME, THEIR SISTER AND FRIEND, AND, WEARING WHAT MEN WANT, LOOKING AT IT AND SELLING IT AS BEING PATRIOTIC??????  YOUR DUTY???????

I AM SERIOUS.

CAN YOU SEE, ME, OR SALLY YATES, OR DR. FIONA HILL, WITH BIG ASS FAKE BOOBS?

I HAVE WORKED IN GOVERNMENT, HAD TOP JOBS, AND, HAD MEN, SLIPPING OFF THEIR WEDDING RINGS WHEN, I WALKED IN THE DOOR, BUT NEVER, EVER, EVER, DID, I USE MY BODY, MY SEXUALITY, OR, LOWER MYSELF, TO GET SOMEWHERE WITH A MAN'S HELP!

THERE NEEDS TO BE PEOPLE, LIKE  WHOMEVER, RAISED THE EYE-BROW ON THIS CHICK, AND DO IT ACROSS THE BOARD!

THERE IS A WAR ON INTELLECTUALS!

 FOR QUALIFIED, COMPETENT WOMEN, TRUMP AND BOYS ARE TRYING TO GET WOMEN, BACK ON THE COUCH, TO APPLY FOR TOP JOBS, JUST LIKE THEY DID, MAKING AMERICA GREAT AGAIN, WILL TAKE ON THE FLAVORS OF THE "GENTLEMAN'S CLUBS" AGAIN!

TOYLET PAPER, MY BLOG!

THIS IS HAPPENING RIGHT, NOW!

KEEP YOUR EYES AND EARS, PEELED FOR THIS SHIT!

THERE IS A GREAT NEW MOVIE, MADE BY INDIAN, AS IN THE COUNTRY OF INDIA, OR MUSLIMS, THAT, IS CALLED, "THE WARRIOR QUEEN" AND THERE IS A NAME ATTACHED TO IT, AND THE MOVIE IS BASED ON A TRUE STORY!  SWORD WELDING, FEMALES, WHO WERE MOTHERS, SISTERS, WIVES, AND WARRIORS!

SOME MAN ASKS, WOMEN WHO FIGHT LIKE MEN?  WOMEN WHO FIGHT BETTER THAN MEN!

I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE IT!

MS. NINA CHANG, CAN BE SEEN ON TODAY'S, MSNBC, ANDREA MITCHELL, REPORT!  9:00 AM, PT!

THE CHICK IS PRETTY BUT . . . TOTALLY, NOT QUALIFIED FOR THE TOP JOBS IN THE GOVERNMENT!

For What It Is Worth

Buffalo Springfield

There's something happening here
What it is ain't exactly clear
There's a man with a gun over there
Telling me I got to beware

I think it's time we stop, children, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down

There's battle lines being drawn
Nobody's right if everybody's wrong
Young people speaking their minds
Getting so much resistance from behind

It's time we stop, hey, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down

What a field-day for the heat
A thousand people in the street
Singing songs and carrying signs
Mostly say, hooray for our side

It's s time we stop, hey, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down

Paranoia strikes deep
Into your life it will creep
It starts when you're always afraid
You step out of line, the man come and take you away

We better stop, hey, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down
Stop, hey, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down
Stop, now, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down
Stop, children, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Stephen Stills

For What It Is Worth lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc