- the government, stopped my daily bread, or pay, by stopping my easy access to the news, on library computers! But each day, I could, write my blog and there was instant, money in my mental bank account, letting me know, I am read, heeded, persuade, encourage, and prod, those in power, or those who vote for those in power, or those who can implement the changes and bring the arguments to light! I could literally, post, by 11:00 am, turn on the news by afternoon, and, either my "attention getter's, in my titles, were being, used by the news, or my arguments, used by experts, or, political pundits, and, often, the very words, I used, in phrases, were reiterated, for my consumption, letting me know, I am being heard, and often from around the world, and not just of late!
- for the most part, I don't like people, to know, I wrote the blog, that might have contained, statements, they made to me, or, I might comment on something that might come back to bite me in my very large and ample asset, lol, so many people, even those most close to me, including my kids, don't know I was the one who wrote the blog, often theirs were filtered, so they didn't get the good stuff about them, always, love, or sometimes, loving reprimand, and how well do your kids know you in the first place . . . mom, write about a brand of whiskey, or having sex with a black man, or, whatever?
- every once in a while, I love hearing, that someone, I know is reading my blog, and most know, I don't want to be noticed, or even given credit, but damn-it, this shit takes some time, and some thought, most just flows out of me, off the top of my head with a few, words, from anywhere . . . recently, a few brave souls, most are afraid they are going to be added to the "JoAnn S. Secrist" political friend hit list, and, fear being targets, shot, or to lose everything they have!
- maybe, God, providence, the universe, serendipity, or an unseen force, notices, my spirits, drop, sometimes, as passions are quailed, and, powers are blocked, as they have been lately, more so than ever before . . . one friend, said, well, perhaps, if you had not written about President Trump so much--that is my first amendment right, to write whatever, and I have been doing it forever! He is the fucking president, he is not over the legislative or the judicial branch, and it is my duty to keep a "balance of power" and a "check and balance" over the executive as, it is for them, over me, and they take that to the fringe or extreme! if not to the 8th amendment violation of cruel and unusual punishment!
- so recently, a dude, from Missoula, named, Josh, dared whisper, to me, I love your blog! Shhh, thanks!
- Sean, and I hate to ruin his bad boy, tough guy image, by this, but, he just point blank, said, you write that, blog on the constitution, right? Yeah. I never know if they are going to want to kill me or thank me? LOL. At any given time, it could be both, either, or they agree! But then, he said, I read it every day, and it is some of the best stuff on the Internet! KISSES!
- this one, I kind of feel guilty about, it came from the chick who, moved my mat twice, thought I was, selfish, and, woke me to her naked boobs, then, sat her very ample ass, on my lap, on the bus! LOL. We have since gotten to know each other and, she said this to me this morning . . . now she is from immigrant roots, from, Romania, probably CIA, they like this combo, speaks the language, and was born in America . . . but we talked for a while, the other morning, and she had to go to court, so I told her, what, public defenders were good for, and when to use them, and when, not to, and how to proceed through the court process, she was not too familiar with. So, this morning, she, thanked me and said that the information, I gave her, gave her a clear, plan, by which to proceed through the issue at hand.
- then, she said, she talked to her, Godmother, from, I am guessing, Romania, she said, from somewhere, Hungary, or somewhere, otherworldly, but she said, and she kept, kind of apologizing, because it was of a spiritual nature, and she didn't want to seem strange, or make me discount what she was saying, but, she said, the second, that, she mentioned my name and what I do and have gone through, this, GODMOTHER, said, There are people, all over the world, praying for this woman. She said, she not only has, people praying for her, but God is watching over her, and, I thanked her, but she said, now listen to me, and I don't want to sound crazy, but this older woman, and they are both in touch with kin all over the world, said, not only is he watching over her, but, THERE ARE ANGELS WITH DRAWN SWORDS, PROTECTING HER LIFE!
I GOT ON THE BUS, AND CRIED!
METAPHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF WHAT I FEEL, DAILY!
NO ONE, CAN TELL ME, GOD DOESN'T EXIST, AND, THAT HE DOESN'T KNOW OUR NEEDS ON A DAILY BASIS!
WE JUST HAVE TO LEARN HOW HE COMMUNICATES WITH MAN!
SOMETIMES HE USES OTHER PEOPLE, TO SEND US A MESSAGE WE NEED TO HEAR, AND OTHER TIMES, HE SENDS US DREAMS, AND PROMPTINGS!
THIS WOMAN, KEPT SAYING, DON'T THINK I AM WEIRD, OR THAT I HEAR VOICES, BUT, I HAVE THIS REOCCURRING FEELING, OR THOUGHT, I FEEL I NEED TO TELL YOU!
WE ARE HIS EYES, HIS MOUTHPIECE, HIS HANDS, AND HIS HEART! TRUE DISCIPLES, WHO MEET THE NEEDS OF MANKIND!
AS, THAT CASE IS OPEN, ON THAT BABY FOUND IN THE SNOW, TO ADD SOME VALIDITY, TO THE WOMAN'S DREAM, THAT THE JURY CLEARLY SAW, BUT COPS, DIDN'T . . . I HAVE HAD A DREAM, FIRST, YEAR, AFTER, WORKING AT THE UTAH ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICE. I GOT KILLED ON TAXES THE FIRST YEAR. RIGHT AFTER, I GOT THAT ALL TAKEN CARE OF, BEAT THE LARGEST LAW FIRM IN SALT LAKE, ON ONE OF THEIR SPECIALTY AREAS OF LAW, HELPING A SEASONED ATTORNEY, WHO WAS SURE HE WAS GOING TO BE DISBARRED, BUT, MAKING ENOUGH TO PAY MY TAXES, THAT YEAR. I WOKE, AS I DO, FROM, DREAMS, THAT ARE MEANINGFUL, AND NEED ATTENTION, COMING RIGHT OUT OF REM SLEEP, OR THE DREAM STATE, TO COGNITIVE REALITY, AND A STATE OF BEING AWAKE . . . I DREAMT, THAT I WENT TO ST. GEORGE, UTAH, STOPPED IN ON THE BOULEVARD, AND ASKED SOMEONE ABOUT, A NEW CONSTRUCTION OF HOMES, AND THEY POINTED, TO THE GENERAL VICINITY, OF, WHERE THIS NEW ENCE DEVELOPMENT WAS, SEEING I DIDN'T KNOW, MUCH, MORE ABOUT THE AREA, THAN, MAIN STREET AND BLUFF STREET, EVEN GOING THERE FOR YEARS FOR EASTER.
I CALLED IN TO MY OFFICE, TOOK SOME VACATION TIME, AND DROVE TO ST. GEORGE, STOPPED AT A GAS STATION, THAT WAS ABOUT WHERE THE PLACE I STOPPED IN MY DREAM WAS, OVERLOOKING, THE VALLEY, AND THE CITY HOUSES, BELOW, AND, THE DUDE, POINTED ME IN EXACTLY THE DIRECTION, OF THE GUY IN THE DREAM AND, I DROVE, STRAIGHT, TO THIS NEW, MOON RIVER, ENCE DEVELOPMENT AND TO MY SURPRISE, THE MODELS, WERE EXACTLY LIKE THE HOUSE, I SAW IN THE DREAM! I BOUGHT THE HOUSE IN LESS THAN TWO HOURS AFTER BEING IN TOWN!
COULD A MOTHER, HAVE A DREAM, SHOWING HER WHERE HER BABY SON'S BODY, OR WAS, WHEN HE WAS STILL ALIVE? FUCK YEAH! REMEMBER THE BLOOD SPLATTER CASE? SHE HAD A DREAM OF BLOOD BEING ALL OVER THE PLACE . . . COPS FOUND, SMALL BLOOD DROPLETS ALL OVER THE HOUSE, TO THE GARAGE!
LAST NIGHT I HAD DREAMS WITH, KELLY AND MIKE VAUSE, OLD NEIGHBORS FROM WHEN, MY KIDS WERE YOUNG, IN OGDEN, MAYBE THEY READ, MY BLOG WHERE, I PUT THE WORDS TO THE SONG, "I'M COMING HOME?" JANICE, WIFE AND MOM, OF THESE TWO, GENERALLY SHOWS UP IN MY DREAM? SHE WAS MY SELF-OUTSIDE OF SELF, LOVED HER, DEARLY, AND DIED WHEN, MIKE TOOK HER AND HER FAMILY TO OHIO, TO BOWLING GREEN TO GET HIS PH.D.! I WAS DEPRESSED FOR THREE MONTHS! MIKE WANTED TO TAKE ME TO DINNER, AND KELLY, EVEN SAID, SO YOU ARE COMINNG HOME? CUTE! KISS. I HOPE JANICE IS WELL!
I WAS ACTUALLY, RIDING IN THE CAR WITH MY MOTHER, AND, SISTER, RACHEL? STRANGE. I LOOKED OVER AT RACHEL, AND SHE WAS, TOO TAN, AND I NOTICED, A TATTOO ON HER BOOB, OR THE TOP OF HER BOOBS AND CHEST? JAMES KENNEDY THE BIKER, BRANDING HIS BITCH? LUCKILY I HAD THE WHERE-WITH-ALL, TO SEE THE WRITING ON THE WALL WITH THAT DUDE, WHEN THE FIRST THING OUT OF HIS MOUTH, IS BRAGGING ABOUT, ONE OF HIS BIKER BUDDIES, PUTTING A DOG COLLAR ON HIS WIFE, PUTTING HER NAKED IN HIS DOG KENNEL, THEN SHOOTING HER? OR TELLING ME ABOUT, THE DUDE, TELLING HIS OLD LADY, TO LET THE WHOLE BIKER GANG, RAPE HER, ON THE POOL TABLE!
I SAID, DO YOU SERIOUSLY, THINK I WOULD THINK THAT IS COOL? HE LOOKED AT ME, LIKE THAT WAS THE FIRST PERSON WHO DIDN'T THINK IT WAS COOL. ONE OF MY CLIENTS, TOLD ME THE HELL'S ANGELS, ARE THE AMERICAN MAFIA. LIKE MOB, BOSSES, THEY CAN TREAT THEIR WOMEN, LIKE SHIT, PASS THEM AROUND, ORDER THEM, LIKE A DOG, TREAT THEM LIKE PROPERTY, BUT IF YOU MESS WITH THE WIFE, THEY WILL KILL YOUR ASS!
HE NEVER MENTIONED ANYTHING, LIEK THAT AGAIN, AND I THOUGHT, WAS THAT PART OF HIS COVER?
GOOD LOOKING, HOT BOD, BUT, THAT THOUGHT, OF HOW, HE WOULD TREAT A WOMAN, NAGGED ME AND KEPT ME AT A DISTANCE . . . YESTERDAY, TODAY AND TOMORROW!
DO YOU STILL HAVE TEETH, RACH?
POOR BABY. CAN'T IMAGINE.
I KNEW THE SIGNS TO WATCH FOR!
AT FIRST, SOME CHICKS, LIKE THE "PROPERTY IDEA" OR THE "50 SHADES OF GRAY" BUT EVENTUALLY, THEY START TO FEEL USED AND ABUSED!
INTERESTING.
SORRY.
THE DELIGHTFUL PART, WAS, MY 6 YEAR OLD GRAND-DAUGHTER! SHE CAME RUNNING IN AND JUMPED ON MY LAP, AND SAID, GRANDMA, MOM IS BEING MEAN TO ME! SHE HAD TWO LITTLE FAIRY QUEENS OR LITTLE WINGED DOLLS. I HAVE WONDERED, IF MY IN-LAWS, ARE ALL AGENTS, INFILTRATING, MY FAMILY? OR VICTIMS OF MY CONSPIRACIES. IS KAT FOR THE CATS (CIA)? SHE HAS BEEN AWFULLY, NON-EXISTENT SINCE, CUTIE GIRL, WAS BORN?
IF ANYONE COULD CONVINCE ME TO COME BACK HOME TO UTAH, IT WOULD BE HER! I HAVE BEEN GONE FOR 7 YEARS, AND SHE IS ONLY 6 YEARS OLD, BUT SHE LOVES, GRANDMA! LOL. TO THE CHAGRIN OF HER, MOTHER AND FATHER, MAYBE! LOL. ON HER BIRTHDAY, SHE SAID, TO ME IN WASHINGTON, GRANDMA, I AM NOT GOING TO OPEN MY BIRTHDAY PRESENTS, UNTIL YOU GET HERE! KISSES. NO, GO AHEAD, I WILL BE DOWN, BUT, NOT THAT SOON.
THEN, SHE, INVITED ME TO COME TO CHRISTMAS WITHOUT ASKING HER PARENTS! LOL. BETTER ASK MOM AND DAD, FIRST. SO CUTE. WHEN, WE GOT TOGETHER THIS SUMMER, AS A FAMILY, THIS LITTLEST, DARLIN' OF THE GRAND-KIDS, WAS, HANGING ON MY ARM, AS HER DAD WAS PULLING HER OUT THE DOOR, AND SHE KEPT SAYING, "I LOVE YOU, GRANDMA, I LOVE YOU!" PRECIOUS.
CUTE THAT SHE WOULD COME TO ME IN A DREAM! CATS OR NO CATS, SHE LOVES ME!
SMILE. AS DO HER, COUSINS!
MOB FAMILY MIGHT BE ABLE TO BLOCK ME FROM MY GRAND KIDS, BUT THEY CAN'T BLOCK THEM FROM COMING TO ME IN MY DREAMS!
THERE IS A PHYSICAL AND METAPHYSICAL WORLD THAT WE ALL LIVE IN. OFTEN WE THINK OF OURSELVES AS HUMANS, IN THIS PHYSICAL RELM, AS, PHYSICAL BEINGS HAVING A SPIRITUAL EXPERIENCE, RATHER THAN, SPIRITUAL BEINGS, HAVING A PHYSICAL EXPERIENCE!
I SEE DEAD PEOPLE.
OLD PROFESSOR GROVE, MY DEPARTMENT HEAD, AT WEBER STATE UNIVERSITY, HAD A SON, GO INTO PARAPSYCHOLOGY, AS A MAJOR, HE WAS USED BY COPS, AND THEY USE THESE PSYCHICS TO SOLVE CASES, DIRECT WHERE THE BODIES ARE, MORE THAN, THESE BLACK AND WHITE THINKERS, MIGHT LEAD US TO BELIEVE!
REMEMBER THE DETECTIVE IN THE SHOW, "MEDIUM?"
I'M TALKING THAT STUFF!
SOME OF US ARE SUSCEPTIBLE TO THAT ESP TYPE STUFF AND SOME ARE NOT!
MY PROFESSOR, TOLD ME, THAT THERE WAS A WOMAN, BACK IN THE EARLY DAYS OF UTAH, PIONEER, WHO TOOK TWO OF HER CHILDREN TO THE RIVER, PROBABLY THE WEBER RIVER, TO GET A BUCKET OF WATER, WHEN THE SPRING RUN-OFF WAS AT ITS HIGHEST POINT, AND, THE TWO WERE PLAYING AND WHILE MOM WASN'T LOOKING, THE TWO WERE SWEPT AWAY BY THE CURRENT!
THE UNIVERSITY OF UTAH, WOULD, YEARLY, TAKE THEIR PARA-PSCHE STUDENTS, TO THAT RIVER, AND THEY WOULD SAY, THAT SOME COULD SEE THE WOMAN, STILL IN MOURNING OVER H ER KIDS, WALKING THE BANKS OF THE RIVER, CRYING . . . THAT WOULD SUPPORT THE PAPER, I WROTE ON GHOSTS, HUMANS, WHO HAD UNRESOLVED, ISSUES, IN THE PHYSICAL WORLD, MAKING IT HARD FOR THEM TO PASS, TO THE SPIRIT WORLD, AFTER THEY DIED. SOULS, CAN GET CAUGHT, BETWEEN, THE WORLD OF THE LIVING AND THE WORLD OF THE DEAD!
THERE WAS ALSO A YOUNG BRIDE, WHO, GOT IN A DEADLY AUTO ACCIDENT, THE DAY OF HER WEDDING, AND, SOME STUDENTS, AND OTHERS, COULD, SEE HER, IN HER WEDDING DRESS, WALKING BACK AND FORTH, ACROSS THE BRIDGE, ON PINE VIEW RESERVOIR, AND THE DAM BELOW.
ONE CASE, A MEDIUM, OR PSYCHIC, SOLVED, A MURDER, WAS, OF A WOMAN, TAKEN, FROM A 7 ELEVEN, STORE, NEAR THE OGDEN AREA. I THINK THIS WAS MY PROFESSOR'S SON, WAS PUT IN A ROOM, GIVEN JUST A BAG, OF THE MISSING WOMAN'S BELONGINGS, FOUND ON THE SITE, SHE WAS LAST SEEN. HE SAT ALONE IN A ROOM, AND GOT A VISION, OR A THOUGHT, COME TO HIS MIND, THAT, THIS WOMAN WAS KIDNAPPED BY TWO, MID-EASTERN LOOKING MEN, MAYBE STUDENTS, TAKEN TO A LARGE RED BARN, AND FORCED UP AGAINST THE BARN, NEAR, SOME, WATER COMING OUT OF A PIPE OR SPIGOT.
SURE ENOUGH, THE COPS, SEARCHED THE AREA, AND FOUND THE WOMAN'S, RED WORK JACKET AND, THAT LED THEM TO HER BODY. SHE HAD BEEN SEXUALLY ASSAULTED AND MURDERED!
SOME OF US, GET IT AND OTHERS OF US DON'T!
MY DREAMS HAVE HELPED ME SOLVE MY OWN CASE, NOW, ARE COPS GOING TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT?
I KNOW, IT IS MUCH, HARDER TO PROVE, THAN JUST CLAIM!
SO TRUE.
BUT DO SOMETHING!
