SAY IT LOUD! BRAVE LIKE ME. SUPERFORMANCE. TURN TO THE NERDS. NERDWALLET. KNOW THE FACTS. POWER YOU CAN TRUST. SIMPLE OPERATION. I HAVE COPD. VETO PROOF MAJORITY. NO SIGNATORY AUTHORITY! FOLLOW THE MONEY. A STUNNER IN FLORIDA. ALL BEDS ARE ON SALE. SLAVISH TODDY. STRONG SUPPORT. RELIEVE PRESSURE. DANGEROUSLY COMFORTABLE. SEASON OF FEAR. CAT PUNISHER. UNCLE ALLAN. GOOD LOOK--LIKE THE CAT BURGLAR. YOU WANT A BEER? WE CAN PLAY A GAME OF WHO'S THE REAL MOTHER? GIVE ME A REASON . . . SQUIRREL ON HIS HIND LEGS, AIMING A RIFLE OUTWARD. SO LET'S PLAY A GAME. WHO DO YOU THINK IS KIRSTEN'S MOTHER, SENTRA OR HER TWIN SISTER, ELIZABETH? ELIZABETH WARREN OR ELIZABETH WILLIAMS? SENTRA WAS AN INTERIOR DECORATOR, WORKS OUT OF HER HOME ON RUSSIAN HILLS. . . . BUT THE REAL QUESTION IS; WHY WAS SHE PRETENDING TO BE HER SISTER? . . . THE WORD "NUTS" SPRINGS TO MIND. MAYBE IT'S A GAME THEY PLAYED WHEN THEY WERE YOUNG, BUT--YEAH, BUT THIS IS NOTHING TO JOKE ABOUT. MAYBE SENTRA BOLGER WAS GOING FOR EXACTLY THE SHOCK AND RAGE WE WERE TREATED TO FROM HER SISTER. . . . TELL ME COOP, WOULD YOU MARRY ME IF I HAD A KID WHOSE FATHER WAS TED BUNDY? NOT IN A MILLION YEARS. ME EITHER. . . . THEN WE WE LOOKED SHELL-SHOCKED. "KIRSTEN BOLGER? YOU THINK SHE MURDERED MY WIFE? BUT WHY? . . . MAMA, COOL WHIP. . . . SHE CALLED YOU BECAUSE SHE IS AN UNBELIEVEABLY CRUEL BITCH. AN FBI TRILLER--"SPLIT SECOND." --CATHERINE COULTER. ENGINEERING TOMORROW, TOGETHER. SMART STOCK. TRUST. THEY TAKE HER CHILDREN. THEY TAKE HER MONEY. THEY TAKE HER LIFE. TIMING IS EVERYTHING. THE LAW IS ABOUT DEFINITIONS & HAIRSPLITTING, BUT, THESE GUYS AREN'T PLAYING BY THE LAW! QUEEN JUNGLE. BIG MONEY. SO MANY WAYS MONEY HAS MADE ITS WAY FELT. BOSTON, MA. NO HOPE OF INVESTIGATION & INDICTMENT. SAFETY GETS US ALL HOME SAFE. SUCCESS IS GETTING THERE TOGETHER. LOVE WINS THIS FIGHT. WAR ON FAMILIES, LOVE, HERITAGE. RUSSIAN HILLS. THEIR INFLUENCE IS EVERYWHERE, NOT JUST IN THE TRUMP ADMINSTRATION. "THE FINALE." MOVIE ABOUT, HITLER'S TOP MAN, FOUND IN ARGENTINA . . . FOR THE LOVE OF COUNTRY. OPEN IN THEATERS TODAY. JUST AS TIMELY, AS, IT WAS AFTER, WWII! IF YOU DON'T LEARN FROM HISTORY, YOU WILL FOREVER REMAIN A CHILD. SHELLEY TO RACHEL, WANT TO RULE THE WORLD . . . WHO WOULD WANT TO . . . ME! SHELLEY LOOKED FOR A CAREEER WITH POTENTIAL, YOUR MOTHER'S! INTERESTING CONVERSATION WITH, A FRIEND, MASTER'S DEGREE, OR POSSIBLE PH.D. IN LIBRARY SCIENCE . . . STARTED WITH, ROMANCE NOVELS, TURNED TO ARGUMENT OVER, THE FACTS . . . I WAS THERE, YOU WERE NOT! THE AUDACITY OF PEOPLE, WHO, THINK, THEY KNOW, YOU, BETTER THAN, YOU KNOW YOURSELF, OR YOUR CIRCUMSTANCES, WHEN ALL IS A MATTER OF FACT! UNDERCOVER FOR SISTERS! COULD NOT HAVE BEEN MORE EVIDENT! DEFENDING THE INDEFENSIBLE . . . I WOULD NOT MORE, TELL YOU, ABOUT YOUR LIFE, THAN, FLY TO THE MOON, SINCE I WAS NOT THERE . . . SO, WHO COULD, EVEN QUESTION SOMETHING THAT HAPPEND WHEN, THEY DIDN'T KNOW YOU FOR THE NEXT, 5 YEARS? A SPY, WHO HAS FOLLOWED YOUR LIFE, READ YOUR, DOSSIER, OR IS PAID, TO FUCK, WITH YOU. I WOULD NOT EVEN BE PRSUMPTUOUS ENOUGH TO ARGUE WITH HER, WHAT SHE DID YESTERDAY, LET ALONE, THINKING, THAT BECAUSE I DIDN'T CALL A REPORTER, WHEN, MY CAR BLEW UP, OR THE TIRES BLEW AT 80 MPH, THAT IT DIDN'T HAPPEN? BIG GIRLS LIKE ME, HANDLE THINGS ON THEIR OWN. MEET ME IN THE FIREHOLE! THIS REMINDS ME OF, SOME COP SISTER, FORMER, CORRECTIONS OFFICER, TELLING ME, THAT MY CLITORIS DIDN'T GET CUT OFF? LIKE WHAT THE FUCK, DID YOU EVER TRY TO PERFORM ORAL SEX ON ME? HAVE YOU SUCKED ME? ARE YOU MY DOCTOR, EXAMINED ME? SO? THEN, FROM WHAT AUTHORITY DO YOU QUESTION MY BODY???????????? FUCK? PROLOGIX? DO YOU? FUCKING AMAZING. I WOULDN'T SPECULATE OR QUESTION, YOU MAKING A COMMENT ON YOUR HANGNAIL? WHY? BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW JACK SHIT ABOUT YOUR FUCKING TOENAIL!

WHY IS IT, THAT SO FEW WOMEN, ARE ACTUALLY, ALLOWED TO BE GROWN UPS?  PROLOGIX, BECAUSE, YOU DON'T NEED TO ASK!

SPLIT SECOND

Me and my acquaintance, have not seen each other for awhile, so this morning, at Mary's Place, where we were both there for the hot breakfast, we catch up on a few things, and I go back to reading this book.  So how's the book, and I had just hit a part, where the lead F.B.I., female agent, has just, discovered, the remains of her, grandfather, in her grandmother's upstairs attic, after, learning from her father, who just died that, her grandmother had murdered her grandfather, and he had, helped, her, obviously, move the body upstairs, and put freshener cakes, on his remains in a trunk, with a white towel over, him, left to decay, and stay in the house for the last, 22 years.  I told her, I was somewhat disappointed, that, as skilled, as powerful, as, competent, and strong as a woman, gets, for some reason, when, something happens, she crumbles into the arms of some big strong man, when, something like a body, she, had been expecting, but, was surprised, nonetheless, finds.

The man, her partner on the phone, then tells her, he will be right over, come out of the house, and she does--without a coat, of course, so, her knight in shining armor, can, offer his to her, he calls, a cavalcade of cops, to come, help with this grizzly discovery, and all the men, rush to her, aid, and at one point, they even say, one of them, pointed with a cop finger for her to go back in the house, cold, but with the coat of the last cop, wrapped around her shoulders, but too stupid, to come in out of the cold at her own volition?  I am like come on?  Then, some man, said, okay, when she refused his invitation or his direct command that she stay at his house, that tomorrow you can be miss, with it all, and have it together, but tonight, come cuddle with the big boy, and get your comfort? or it is his?  LOL.  I have been reading Grisham, Coulter, Rule, and other crime writers and my cases are better than all of these . . . yeah, neither one of us, were into, the romance novels and they are all too predictable.  

I am so sick of reading, any, book, about, female, characters, who eventually, succumb, to, the weak, frail, incompetent, females that we all are, of course . . . then, I added, you know, I think this is the point, that all these fucking male cops, want to get me to, so I, get so uncomfortable, so, harassed, so, minimized, and demoralized by their treatment of me, that, I crumble in one of their arms for comfort!  NEVER!  I proceeded to tell her, that I had run into, a former, lover, boyfriend, who, even mentioned, something like, if you had just moved in with me, none of this would have happened, as if he knew or had something to do with, this shit, when, I told him, that, I was still going through, the same old shit with cops harassing, intimidating, threatening me, and, so forth, just like yesterday, at the Bellevue Library, and I know what normal is and what normal is not . . . totally geared up, handcuffs hanging, gunned out, cops, stalking the patrons of the library is just not, an everyday event!  Especially two of them! with a backup, squad car, Internationally Accredited Agency, of course, or cops with no jurisdiction, waiting just minutes, outside the library after I booked it out, to my chariot of fire, bus, to safety in downtown, or Greenwood!

Then, this friend, spy, cops, whatever, starts to question that?  I have been to that library almost, three times or more a week for over a year, and I know, what is an is not normal, and that is not normal.  She gives me some, I don't believe you act?  I told her about, the cops driving by me, like sharks, across from Sophia's Place, where she comes sometimes, but not often and how my acquaintance, was shocked, that cops circled us, 5 times in 10 minutes, while we wanted for the bus, and after I wrote about it, this person, suddenly as a witness is banned from Sophia's Place, on sealed, records, from, over two years ago?  And the chick who told me about the drones circling, the Hammond House, suddenly, is banned too?  Come on?  As her skepticism grew, so did my pissed off-ness, grow!

I mentioned, the 26 dead bodies, the blown up truck tires that almost killed me, but for my skilled, recovery, from the new tires, blowing when, I hit, 80 miles per hour . . . I find it hard that that was not reported to the paper or the cops . . . the COPS DID IT!  I didn't report it to anyone.  Big girls handle things themselves!  I got my truck to the side of the road and drove on the rims, to the nearest, tire and auto shop in Parowan, Utah and paid, to have a new tire put on!  Grown up girls, know who did it to her, and therefore, don't make the mistake of, crying on some dudes shoulder, who got the benefit of the hit on you!  Again, her, cynicism, grew, and I am like, there were bodies, on the town park, and I saw them, and the cops doctored, the pictures, to cover for the fucking Mr. Interpol who killed her . . . I saw the body before it was covered by the sheriffs!

YOU DON'T LIVE MY LIFE, AND YOU CAN'T UNDERSTAND IT, HANG WITH ME FOR A WHILE AND MOST PEOPLE, CAN SEE, THIS SHIT IS JUST NOT NORMAL, AND SHE IS NOT BEING PARANOID!  Most people, want to believe that cops are good, that the criminal justice field is filled with, noble, honest people . . . that prosecutors and judge are all good, and don't, threaten or charge, unless they have the facts to prove, the charges, or don't act in bad faith, when, they know, the timeline, matches, a sister, driving, because you are in jail for an attitude adjustment and cancelation of insurance, matches my facts . . . people want to believe, that the legal system, particularly is not used as a battering ram to protect the guilty and punish the innocent, but in my experience, that is not true!  YOU DON'T LIVE MY LIFE . . . SHE DECIDED TO LEAVE!  LOL.

I GO WHERE PEOPLE DON'T WANT TO GO!

I WILL SAY WHAT PEOPLE DON'T WANT TO HEAR, AND SOME DON'T WANT YOU TO KNOW!

SAY IT LOUD!

SHE IS ALSO, IN DENIAL, AND HAS BEEN, FROM A YEAR AGO, WHEN, HER EYES ABOUT BUGGED OUT OF HER HEAD, WHEN, SHE SAW, THE NUMBER OF HITS TO MY BLOG . . . MOST PEOPLE DON'T HAVE A WORLDWIDE STICK, TO HIT COPS AND PROSECUTORS AND JUDGES WITH . . . THAT PUTS ME IN A TOTALLY DIFFERENT CATEGORY OF PERSONS, THAN, THE REGULAR JOE, OR MY SISTERS, THE FAKE JO'S, WHO HAVE NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT, BECAUSE THE COP ARE ALL ON THEIR SIDE, THEY LOVE THE CLEAVAGE, AND LOVE TO COMFORT THE HEAVING BREASTS AS THE WOMEN, CRY AFTER I CRUCIFY THEM ON THIS BLOG!

THESE FUCKED UP CHICKEN SHIT MEN, WHO, PUSH, THESE WOMEN, OUT TO PROTECT THEM, REMIND ME OF THE CHICKEN SHIT, ISIS, PROBABLY CREATED BY THEM, WHO PUSH WOMEN AND CHILDREN, IN THE FOREFRONT, TO TAKE THE FIRE AND HEAT, EVEN BULLETS, AND GRENADES!

MR. PUNISHER CAT, IS A FUCKING, ABSOLUTE BASTARD, WHO IS SO CHICKEN TO TALK TO ME, HE, USED TO HAVE TO RECORD, WHAT HE WANTED TO SAY AND THEN, LEAVE ME ALONE WITH THE RECORDING!

THESE ARE NOT MEN!

OR NOT MEN AS I KNOW THEM, BUT SOME OF US, HAVE GROWN UP, AND WE HAVE BEEN ADULTS FOR A LONG, LONG, LONG TIME AND IT NEVER CROSSED OUR MINDS TO HAVE MEN DEFEND US, OR PROTECT US, NOR TO CRY IN THEIR SLEAVES!

I DON'T DO THAT SHIT, I AM AN ADULT!

WE DON'T ASK FOR PERMISSION!

JUST DO IT!