COOL-LUSION! INSTITUTE OF LEARNING & BRAIN SCIENCE. GET THAT HOME! HELP US DISCOVER WHAT CHILDREN THINK, FEEL AND LEARN! C.J. BOX. BOX, A BOX. NEW FOR KIDS. FLESH WOUND. EDUCATED. THE BIGGEST PENCIL IN THE WORLD. CHEAP-O-AIR. AMUSEMENT PARK ABANDONED AND LEFT TO DECAY. BARBARA UNDERWOOD. "LITTLE WOMEN." --LOUISA MAY ALCOTT. UNDER THEIR THUMB. IDENTITY CRISIS. HEART STOPPING LETTER. ABOUT TIME. ABOVE THE LAW. COHEN'S UNNAMED EXECUTIVE--II--BETTING ON ONE OF THE GIRLS! SHELLEY OR KAY. HIGH SCHOOL OF THE DEAD. CY VANCE. ELIE MYSTAL. TRAINING. PROLONG. FIND MORE JOY. ROCK THE SCHOOL YEAR. THE FACE. SURFER. FALL MAKEOVERS. CULT COMICS. BEST BARS. TRUST THE KIDS. ESSENTIAL BAKING. A1 PIANO. JUST ONE TRIP. ENTERPRISE. ROOM & BOARD. TEMPESTA COFFEE. SME ELECTRICAL CONSTRUCTION. I AM A STEWARDSHIP PARTNER. FRANK COLUCCIO CONSTRUCTION. REAL ESTATE IS THE #1 WAY TO LAUNDER MONEY. MANAFORT, TRUMP, RUSSIANS = RUSSIAN MONEY + SHELL COMPANY + CASH PURCHASE = CRIMINAL ENTERPRISES AND THE MOB! RUSSIA OWNS TRUMP! AMERICAN PROPHETESS--I CALLED BOTH MOB CONTROLLED PRESIDENT + WATERGATE II! FUZZY WAZZY WAS A BARE! BEAT SURGERY MUSIC WORKSHOP. V-CHIP SON'S BANDS, FROM, PARALLAX, TO MARALOKA, WORST FRIENDS, GOD'S REVOLVER, AND NOW, THE DITCH & THE DELTA! WORLDWIDE DEBUCHA OR DEBAUCHLE! CBS MORNING SHOW, THE BAND BY THE NAME PLAYED WITH A FEMALE BASS GUITARIST, WHO LOOKED LIKE SHELLEY . . . WITH A BLUE WORLD MAP IN THE BACKGROUND, ALL BAND MEMBERS HAD, ON SUNDAY DRESS, HER IN A SHIRT AND BLOUSE OR JACKET, NYLONS, AND PUMPS, ALL GUYS WEARING, SUITS AND TIES, AND ALL MARRIED! DOESN'T ROCK FOR ME . . . GIVE ME THE STONES, MICK JAGGAR, BOUNCING AROUND THE STATE, ROCKIN' IT AT 70+ OR MY SON ROCKIN' THE STAGE IN "IRON FUCK!" WHAT I SAW IN THE NEWS, REMINDED ME OF A REPUBLICAN MORMON, IDEA OF FUN AND MUSIC. IT DIDN'T EVEN ROCK IT AS MUCH AS THE FRESH LIFE CHURCH BAND, IN KALISPELL, MONTANA AND OTHER CAMPUSES! FUCK? BORING. CALL ME LITTLE MARY SUNSHINE, BUT SERIOUSLY? THE SONG THE BAND SANG WAS, "THIS DARKNESS WILL NOT LAST FOREVER!" OR SOMETHING CLOSE TO THAT! LET'S HOPE NOT! THE PERFECT STORM, ARE YOU READY FOR IT? ARE YOU PREPARED? I WILL GO WHERE YOU DON'T WANT TO GO! I WILL SAY WHAT NOBODY WANTS TO SAY! WHY? BECAUSE IT IS THE TRUTH! WHY IS THIS THE MOST READ BLOG IN THE WORLD? BECAUSE PEOPLE TRUST ME AND WHAT I SAY! THERE IS A RATOINAL BASIS TO THE WAY I PRESENT THE LAW, THE CONSTITUTION, THE ANALYSIS OF THE GOVERNMENT, THE COUNTRY, PROTECTING OUR EVERYDAY! IT IS REAL. NOT CANDY COATED, AND DRESSED UP IN SUNDAY BEST--JUST DEALING WITH REALITY, BEFORE IT DEALS WITH US! CIDER PRESSING PARTY! IT IS INTERESTING, THE NAMES, AND PEOPLE IN THE PRESS LATELY. MORE AND MORE, PEOPLE ARE GETTING, FED UP WITH THIS TV PRESIDENT, HIS MOB TACTICS, HIS BULL SHIT RHETORIC, HIS GAMING, AND HIS LYING . . . IF HE'S TALKING, HE'S LYING! I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS MOMENT FOR 20 FUCKING YEARS! I HAVE BEEN SHOCKED, HORRIFIED, DEPRESSED, IN DENIAL, AND STUNNED, BY, THE LACK OF ETHICS, INTEGRITY, NOBILITY, HONOR, AND HONESTY, AND HOW, THAT JUST DIDN'T SEEM TO BOTTHER ANYONE, FROM, THE BETRAYAL I WENT THROUGH, UNLIKE CHRIST WHO ONLY HAD, JUDAS AND PETER, BETRAY HIM, THERE WAS NOT A PERSON, WHO DIDN'T BETRAY ME, FROM THE CLOSEST, TO THE MOST PROFESSIONAL ORGANIZATIONS, AND NOBODY SEEMED, THE LEAST BIT BOTHERED, BY THE CORRUPTIONS, THE FRAUDS, THE MISFEASANCE, THE MALEFEASANCE, THE DISGRACE, THE CHEATING, THE STEALING THE COMPLETE VIOLATION OF THE LAW! IT WAS AS IF I WAS LIVING IN A LAND OF ZOMIES, WHO SCREACHED WHEN THERE WAS TRANSPARENCY, OR SUNSHINE, OR OPEN MEETINGS AND TRUTH! THEY WOULD COVER THEIR EYES AND SEEK THE DARKNESS, AS PREFERRED, OVER, REASON AND LIGHT. YESTERDAY AFTER, I FINISHED MY BLOG, THE SCREEN SAVER, HAD, A WORLD, WITH A RAY OF LIGHT, HITTING THE HORIZON, AND SHINING, OVER THE ATMOSHERE, AND IT SAID, "YOU ARE THE LIGHT!" I BELIEVE THIS BLOG HAS BEEN, THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD, IN A WORLD OF DECAY, OR KAY! SHIT, CUTE, LITTLE ASIAN, LOOKING, ATTORNEY, SCHOOL GIRL, BITCHES, WITH, A TOTAL LACK OF UNDERSTANDING OF THE WAY THE GOVERNMENT, STATES, LOCAL, GOVERNMENTS, AND THE THREE BRANCHES OF GOVERNMENT WORK, OR THE BALANCE OF POWER, OR THE COURTS, IS A VERY, VERY, VERY SCARY THING, TO WATCH AND SEE THINGS GOING DOWN, FIGHING LIKE HELL TO SAVE AND BRING THINGS BACK TO JUST ZERO! GET LOST IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION! IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW FAST OR HOW FAR YOU ARE GOING, AS LONG AS YOU ARE GOING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION! SHIT? I HAVE BEEN PUTTING THE BREAKS ON FOR, 25 YEARS AND FIGHTING EVERYONE WHO SHOULD HAVE BEEN ON MY SIDE! WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE? SOME SAID A NEW OATH, A HIGHER OATH, THE CONSTITUTION IS DEAD, OR, THERE IS A NEW WORLD ORDER, OR GOD IS DEAD AND DARWIN RULES . . . SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST, YET, GOING BY THE RULES OF, THE GREATEST AMOUNT OF GOOD, FOR THE GREATEST AMOUNT OF PEOPLE, IF, THE MONEY, OR THE POWER, FOR THE DEGRESS AND TRAINING WERE, NOT THEIRS, BUT, SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST, WHEN, THEY FELT THEY COULD WIN OR OVER POWER, OR SAW THEMSELVES AND PREDATORS AND ME AND MINE PREY! YOU CAN'T HAVE IT BOTH WAYS! YOU ARE MOVING IN ONE DIRECTION OR THE OTHER! LIFE IS NOT A STAGE, AND WE ARE NOT ALL ACTORS IN YOUR PLAY, KAY! THIS WOMAN, IS SICK, FUCKED UP, CRAZY AS SHIT AND BAT ASS, DUMB! CUTE, BUT DUMB! I THINK THE DREAM I HAD LAST NIGHT, A SERIES OF THEM, WILL BE GRAPHIC ENOUGH, FOR MEN, AND POINTED ENOUGH, THAT, IF YOUR MEMBER OFFENDS YOU, CUT OFF THAT MEMBER, BECAUSE IT IS BETTER TO GO INTO HEAVEN, MAMED, THAN TO NOT GO TO HEAVEN AT ALL, OR TO LIVE IN HELL, FOR THE REST OF ETERNITY! PRETTY SHOCKING STUFF, BUT, RIGHT ON THE MONEY AND POINT. I AM PERFECTLY JOANN. THE "LITTLE WOMEN" ARE NOWHERE TO CLOSE! A CAREER THAT FITS THE BODY. THE BODY OF EVIDENCE AND PROOF IS RIGHT HERE! WHERE I LIVE. MY MEANS OF TRANSPORTATION. MY TASTE IN MEN. MY SINGLE STATUS. MY PASSION FOR THE LAW. MY LACK OF INTEREST IN MONEY, FAME, ACCLAIM . . . JUST WANT THINGS TO WORK THE WAY THEY ARE SUPPOSE TO WORK! MY LOVE OF COUNTRY, CONSTITUTION, AND FAMILY, IS HIGHLY APPARENT. THERE IS NOT ONE THING, THAT IS INCONSISTENT WITH, ME, AND MY STORY, AND MY LIFE! THERE IS A COLORFUL SMALL QUILT, THAT, IS IN THE PATTERN OF LARGE COLORFUL PUZZLE PIECES, THAT NEATLY FIT TOGETHER, BUT, LIKE A PUZZLE, WHEN, WE START ONE, THERE ARE JUST UNCONNECTED PIECES OF THE PUZZLE . . .BUT LITTLE BY LITTLE, EVERYTHING STARTS TO FALL INTO PLACE, AND MAKE SENSE . . . IT ALL ADDS UP! FRONT RUNNER. BOLD & BUBBLY! GOBOLDLY. HERE IS THE DREAM. SETTING THE STAGE OR BACKGROUND, FOR THE FINALE!

FORMER "ACTING" SOLICITOR GENERAL, "NEAL KATYAL." OR IN SYMBOLIC TERMINOLOGY, "NAIL . . . CATCH YOU ALL!"  I CAN'T MAKE THIS STUFF UP!  GOD OR THE CIA?  THE CIA THINK THEY ARE GOD--COMMUNICATING WITHOUT COMMUNICATING? OR VERBALLY, BUT, SPEAKING TO THE WHOLE GANG?  THE MAT SITUATION . . . WHAT DO WE DO? A SOLICITOR GENERAL, IS LIKE THE 10TH MEMBER OF THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT, THEY, OFTEN REPRESENT, THE GOVERNMENT'S POSITION ON HOT TOPICS AND ISSUES BEFORE THE COURT, OR THEY MAY SPEAK FOR THE PRESIDENT, AND HIS VIEWS.  FORMER, SOLICITOR GENERAL, REX LEE, IS A MORMON, AND ENDED UP, PRESIDENT OF BRIGHAM YOUNG UNIVERSITY, IN PROVO, UTAH, ALSO ONE OF THE CHARTER MEMBERS OF, THE FIRST GRADUATING CLASS, OF STUDENTS, FROM THE J. REUBEN CLARK, LAW SCHOOL, WHERE, BOTH ME AND KAY GRADUATED FROM.  ME BEING THE FAMOUS LAW GRADUATE, AND KAY, BEING THE ACTING ME!  GOD? WHAT THE FUCK!  HOW DO YOU GET A BETTER ROLE, THAN, BEING ME?  FOR A WOMAN, YOU CAN'T!  A WOMAN DOESN'T GET BETTER . . . SO, WHY?  DO WE HONOR AND RESPECT, DANIEL DAY LEWIS, WHO PLAYED ABRAHAM LINCOLN, OR IS THE GREAT MAN, THE REAL MAN? OR WOMAN?  SHE WAS CONTROLABLE, BECAUSE, SHE DIDN'T DO THE FEATS OF ASTONISHING, EXCELLENCE, MEN WERE NOT THREATENED AND WOMEN, NOT CHALLENGE, NOR IS HER, BEAUTY OR LACK THEREOF, AND ENVIABLE THING . . . ALL OF THE ABOVE WERE TRUE FOR ME.

THIS MAN, REAL OR FAKE, TOOK THE TOTAL, NORMAL, REACTION, THAT SHOULD BE WHAT EVER AMERICAN SHOULD FEEL, NOT ONLY IN MY CASE, BUT IN THE CASE OF DONALD J. TRUMP, HORROR, UNSPEAKABLE, FEAR, AND DISGUST . . . HE SAID, THAT MEMBERS OF THE DEPARTMENT OF JUSTICE ARE LEAVING BY DROVES, BECAUSE, THEY REFUSE TO WORK UNDER THE DIRECTION OF A MAN, SO, LOSER, SO STUPID, AND SO IGNORANT OF THE RULE OF LAW, THE UNDERSTANDING OF EVEN HIS JOB, AS DIRECTOR OF THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, LET ALONE UNDERSTANDING THE OTHER BRANCHES AND THEIR DUTIES AND RESPONSIBILITIES . . . WE ARE HAVING A SLOW EXODUS OF ALL GOOD, HONEST, RESPONSIBLE, NOT ONLY MEMBER OF THE DOJ, BUT OF THE FEDERAL GOVERNMENT, IN GENERAL!  WE CANNOT, LET A MAN, LEAD WHO IS BEHIND US!

THIS MAN IS MORALLY, REPREHENSIBLE!  KAY IS TOO. SO IS RACHEL, SO IS SHELLEY, AND I DON'T CARE IF, FUCKING MUELLER AND COMEY BROUGH THEM IN AS ME, BACK IN THE LAWLESS BUSH, CHENEY DAYS OF THE FIRST, FUCKING BULLSHIT, PATRIOT ACT FUCKS!  YOU ARE FUCKING WITH THE LIVES OF 330,000,000 AMERICANS!

THIS IS NOT GAME, THIS IS NO JOKE!

WHOVER, OR WHATEVER THIS MAN WAS DOING, HE WAS SPEAKING THE TRUTH, FOR ONCE!  THE MEN AND WOMEN, BEHIND TRUMP, ARE NOTHING BUT THUGS, LIKE HE IS, THEY ARE MOBSTERS, GANGSTERS, BRUTAL, AND WORTHLESS TO THE COUNTRY!

PERIOD.

JUST ONE TRIP!

I THINK, THIS, MAN, WAS ADDRESSING THE ISSUE, OF THE "BELLEVUE POLICE" . . . An International Accredited Agency!

THIS MAY BE THE ONE, FUCK UP, THAT FINALLY, EMBARRASSES, THE MEN, BACKING THESE WOMEN, THE MOST, GOING RIGHT TO THEIR BASE, THE COPS, OR EXPOSING A PRIVATE PAID POLICE FORCE, USING, THE BELLEVUE COPS AS A COVER, TO SCARE ME, AND TO BLAME THEM . . . THIS IS THE WAY THEY OPERATE EVERY DAY!  BUT IT ALSO, SO SYMBOLIC OF THE SHIT THEY HAVE PULLED FOR YEARS, SOUNDING, OFFICIAL, WITH NO SUBSTANCE BEHIND WHAT THEY ARE DOING OR SAYING!

I THOUGHT, MAYBE I AM WRONG, SO, YESTERDAY, I GOT ON THE INTERNET AND CHECKED, TO SEE IF THERE WAS SOME, NEW, FANDANGLED, AMPED UP, HYBRID, COP ACCREDIDATION, THAT I WAS UNAWARE OF, I HAVE BEEN OUT OF THE LOOP FOR YEARS, SO MAYBE . . . 97% OF THE TIME I AM RIGHT, AND THE OTHER 3% OF THE TIME, I DON'T CARE!  I LIKE TO STAY UP ON COP SHIT, SO, I PULLED UP, BELLEVUE POLICE DEPARTMENT, NOTHING THERE, DEA OR DRUG ENFORCEMENT AGENCY OR ADMINSTRATION . . . NO SPECIAL ACCREDIDATION THERE . . . I DID, HOWEVER, FIND, THAT CLARK COUNTY, FIRE DEPARTMENT IN NEVADA, DID GET SOME, INTERNATIONAL ACCREDIDATION, FOR, BEING ABLE TO HELP WITH INTERNATIONAL FIRES?  SEEMS LIKE A LONG WAY TO GO . . . NOW, MY SON-IN-LAW, IN ST. GEORGE, WAS A FIREMAN, AND MY DAUGHTER IS GETTING A SPECIAL ACCREDIDATION IN FIRE, WORKING WITH THE ARIZONA STRIP, AND THE BLM IN ST. GEORGE, UTAH . . . IS THIS SOMETHING AND IDEA, THAT SOMEONE, STOLE, FROM CLARK COUNTY AND DECIDED, TO CROSS APPLY IT TO, THE COPS IN BELLEVUE?  WHAT IS THE CONNECTION BETWEEN, THE HYLANDS, THE FIREFIGHTING FAMILY, WHO MIGHT, KNOW ABOUT THIS, ACCREDIDATION, AND BELLEVUE?

RACHEL OR SHELLEY!

BINGO.

GOOD JOB, MAYOR, THE CITY OF BELLEVUE DID HAVE A FINANCIAL ACCREDIATION, THAT LOOKED, INPRESSIVE, ONLY 14 CITIES, BUT, I THINK THAT WAS IN THE STATE OR NATION, HAD THIS, ACCREDIDATION ACKNOWLEDGEMENT, BUT COPS?

MIX, MATCH AND ATTACH?

COPS WORK FOR THE MAYOR, SO?

FINANCIAL ACHIEVEMENTS AND LAW ENFORCEMENT ACHIEVEMENTS?

NA.

SOOOOOOOOOO . . . JUST WHAT I SUSPECTED, SOME FRAUDULENT, BULLSHIT, TRYING TO MAKE THE COPS, SPECIAL, SOMETHING SO RACHEL!  SCREAM, SO SHELLEY, SCREAMMMMMM, SO NOT COP!!!!!! OR AT LEAST WHEN I WAS TRAINING THEM, SO FOOFOO, PRISSY, SO, PINK!

MOST COPS ARE PRETTY NO-NONESENSE, TYPE GUYS, BLACK AND WHITE, WE DID IT, OR WE DIDN'T DO IT!

EITHER THAT, OR FAKE COPS, WHICH IS RIGHT, DOWN THERE LINE, FAKE BITCHES, FAKE, EX COPS, ALL FITS . . . IT ALL ADDS UP!

ADDICTION.

LET'S ALL BE COPS!  LET'S ALL BE ATTORNEYS!  COVERGIRLS CAN BE ANYTHING WE WANT TO BE!

NOW, ALL THAT YOU SEE, THESE FUCKING CUNTS HAVE, MONEY, LIMOS, STATUS, BILLIONS, ARE MINE!  ASK THEM TO PROVE, OTHER THAN CLAIMING, MY BLOG, CASES, WATERMILL, LOBBYING, AND FAMILY, AND NO, THEY ARE NOT ME, THAT IS THEIR COVER, TO STEAL MY BILLIONS, IF NOT, TRILLIONS, BY THE NUMBERS I SEE . . . THEY COOK THE BOOKS, THEY ARE BOOKIES, AND THEY OPERATE A CRIMINAL ENTERPRISE!

DREAMSCAPE #1:

SIMPLY, THAT ME AND MY KIDS WERE GOING TO GET TOGETHER.   NOW THE LAST TWO MONTHS, I HAVE SENT MY KIDS, MONEY FOR A BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION, AT LAGOON, AN AMUSEMENT PARK!  REFER TO TITLE.  EVERYONE WAS ON BOARD, THEN, THE WHOLE DAMN FAMILY PLANS BLEW SKY HIGH . . . GUESS WHO, KAY! OR THE OTHER MOTHERS!

BUT, NICOLE AND HER KIDS, CAME TO SEE ME, AND I WAS MORTIFIED, SENT, ANOTHER, KID, EMERGENCY FUNDS, BROKEN, AIR CONDITION, ETC. AND I AM NOT SURE, THAT, THEY WERE NOT SABATOGED, BECAUSE OF GOING TO LAGOON, AND WHATEVER THESE FUCKS DO, ON A CONTINUAL BASIS TO KEEP THEIR THUMB ON MY KIDS, TO GET AT ME . . . BUT, I DIDN'T HAVE FOOD OR CANDY, AND I HAVEN'T BEEN AROUND, GRACEY AND YURI FOR YEARS, NOR NICOLE!  SO, HERE THEY ARE AND I HAVE NOTHING, CAN'T EVEN ORDER A PIZZA!

THE COOL THING WAS, THEY DIDN'T SEEM BOTHERED AND THEY WERE RUNNING AND HAVING FUN WITH, I THINK, GRETA'S KIDS, BUT SHE DIDN'T PLAY AS BIG A PART IN THE DREAM.

THE INTERESTING THING ABOUT, NICOLE, IS SHE, HAS BEEN GONE AND THE ONE THE MOST IN THE "MORMON BUBBLE" OF FAMILY, CHURCH, AND THE REPUBLICAN PARTY . . . TRUMP DIGS COAL!

I REMEMBER THINKING, MAYBE I CAN TAKE THE KIDS TO LA FITNESS, THAT IS FREE AND FAMILY CAN COME ON SUNDAY AFTERNOONS . . . I PULLED SOME, BOTTLED, KALE, OR SOMETHING FROM THE FRIDGE . . . YUCK.

WHOEVER WAS THERE, ALL SEEMED FINE.

I RAISED MY KIDS SIMPLE.

THEY HAVE NEVER EXPECTED MUCH, BY WAY OF FINANCIAL MEANS . . . I REMEMBER, NICOLE GETTING ON HER DAD, AND SAYING MOM, WILL SPEND HER LAST DIME TO COME SEE ME, AND THE KIDS IN WASHINGTON, D.C., AND YOU?

SHE KNOWS WHY I DON'T HAVE ANY MONEY, RIGHT NOW, MY LITTLE MONEY . . . SHE MIGHT BE GETTING THE LARGER PICTURE TOO . . . WE SHOULD BE ROLLING IN CASH!

CRIMINAL ENTERPRISES AND FAMILY THUGS HAVE IT!

DREAMSCAPE #2:

LATELY, MY GOD INTEL, HAS BEEN, GIVING ME THE IMPRESSION, THAT, MY KIDS, WERE INDUCTED, INTO THE WORLD OF SPIES, FBI, CIA, RIGHT AFTER, ME AND THEIR FATHER GOT A DIVORCE!  I HAVE SEEN, BRETT, AND CHRIS, LOOK-ALIKES, INDICATING THAT, THEIR RELATIONSHIP IS LONG AND FAST.

THE THOUGHT HAS ALSO COME TO ME, THAT, GIVEN THE CHURCH'S, BACKCHANNEL, TO THE INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY, VIA, MORMON MISSIONS, THAT, MY CHILDREN'S FATHER, RICHARD CLIFTON SECRIST, ENVY OF BOTH, INTEL, COPS, AND MILITARY, FOR MY KIDS . . . FRUIT DOESN'T FALL FAR FROM THE TREE, BOTH PARENTS, MASTER'S DEGREE, PROFESSIONAL AS YOU GET, FATHER, AND ATTORNEY MOTHER, BUT, UNBROKEN AND UNCONTROLABLE!  THAT IS WHERE KAY COMES IN, SHELLEY, RACHEL, THEY DON'T KNOW ENOUGH, TO ROCK THE BOAT, I CONTROL THE BOAT, BECAUSE, I KNOW MORE THAN THE BOYZ DO . . . OLD GAL RULES AND ROCKS!

ZEKE OR RICHARD, SPEAKS, FLUENT DUTCH, HE HAD, BIG CONNECTIONS, WITH, HIGH DIPLOMATS, AS MORMON MISSIONARIES TEND TO DO . . . COULD HE HAVE BEEN CIA, ALL THE WAY ALONG, OR INDUCTED LATER, OR PULLED IN AFTER, I BECAME A TARGET, WHEN, MY KIDS WERE WAY SMALL?

THAT WOULD MAKE SENSE, WHEN, RACHEL, AND ALL THE SISTERS, SAID, IF YOU GET A DIVORCE AND YOUR KIDS, BECOME FAMOUS, ALL ARE, NOW, BUT, AT 5, 8, 10, AND 13, WHO WOULD SUSPECT, BUT, GENES, BLOODLINES, AND PARENTS?  PREDICTED? IF KIDS ARE FAMOUS, I DON'T GET CREDIT?  WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU SAYING, I RAISED THE KIDS!  KIDS PERSONALITIES, ARE FORMED BY AGE 5, AND I WAITED, YEARS, DYING IN MY MARRIAGE, ON THE DAY, I BROUGHT ELLIOT INTO THE WORLD, AND ZEKE DIDN'T SEEM ENGAGED OR EVEN, INVOLVED IN NOT JUST THE LAST BIRTH, BUT ANY OF THE BIRTHS?  HE HAD A TEEN LOVE, WHO HE GOT PREGNANT, HER NAME WAS JOANNE, AND WE LOOKED ALIKE, DID I GET, PUNISHED FOR THEIR SINS . . . FUCK, I WAS  A VIRGIN?

A COMMON THEME: PUNISHED FOR GREATNESS AND GOODNESS!

SO, FOR THE SHOCKING PART OF THIS DREAM . . . NOW ZEKE OR RICHARD, FATHER, ALL THE SUDDEN SHOWED UP, IN THE DREAM WITH THE KIDS . . . HE PULLED OUT HIS DICK OR COCK OR PENIS AND, TOOK A KNIFE, AND STABBED HIS DICK!  I TOLD THE KIDS TO STAND BACK . . . NOW YESTERDAY, I WROTE, GOOD-BYE, MR. PECKER!  ANOTHER NAME FOR A DICK!  THAT IS ALSO THE NAME OF ANOTHER, TRUMP ASSOCIATE, OWNER, OR CEO OF THE NATIONAL ENQUIRER, WHO IS  NOW COOPERATING WITH, SPECIAL COUNSEL, ROBERT MUELLER.

NOW, WHEN, I WAS COMMENTING ON THE MANAFORT TRIAL, I SAID, REFERRING TO JURIES AND HOW THEY MAKE THEIR DECISIONS IN A TRIAL, ON THE GUILT OR INNOCENCE OF A PERSON, IS, "LIKE WATCHING THE WAY SAUGAGE IS MADE" YOU DON'T WANT TO KNOW WHAT GOES INTO IT!

SO ZEKE IS CUTTING DICK, NO BLOOD, BUT THE INSIDE, I COULD SEE, AFTER HE CUT AND CUT, ON HIS PENIS, AND THROUGH THE WHOLE, IT LOOKED LIKE "SAUSAGE" . . . AND I SAID, IS THIS TURNING YOU ON?  IT WAS SO BIZARRE AND HE JUST, KEPT, STABBING HIS DICK, AND NO, IN PAIN, BUT, FURIOUS AT HIS PENIS?

I HAD A DREAM, TO GET A DIVORCE, WITH NO REASON, BEHIND IT . . . MIKE WAS A THOUGHT, BUT, I HAD WEATHERED, 5 YEARS OF AN EMOTIONAL AFFAIR, I FOUGHT, EVER STEP OF THE WAY, SO WHY THE DREAM . . . I HAVE OFTEN WONDERED, IF, ZEKE, WAS ON THE VERGE OF AN AFFAIR, OR EVEN IN ONE, WHEN, I HAD THE DREAM . . . SO WHILE I WAS FIGHTING, FOR OUR MARRIAGE AND FAMILY, HE WAS, GIVING IN?  HE CRIED WHEN, I ASKED FOR ONE, BASED, SOLELY ON THE DREAM, BUT THE VERY NEXT DAY HE TOOK HIS SECRETARY TO LUNCH???????????  DID GOD JUST WARN ME, TO GET OUT, WHILE I WASN'T SHAMED, WITH A PENDING AFFAIR?

YESTERDAY, I ALSO, MENTIONED, THAT, WHAT APPEARED TO BE, AURORA, SEATTLE COPS, AT THE LA FITNESS, AURORA . . . WHEN, I COME, THERE ARE LIKE JUST A FEW PEOPLE, AND WHEN, I AM, THERE AWHILE, THERE ARE TONS OF VERY COP LOOKING ME . . . BUT, THEY WERE WEARING THE "EVOLVE" AND, PROGRESSION OF MEN, FROM, APES TO MEN, AND BACK TO APES, AS IF TO SAY, WE KNOW, WE ARE SORRY, NOW TEACH US A BETTER WAY, WE GET IT!

THAT FITS THE DREAM I HAD WITH EX-HUBBY, AND FATHER OF FOUR, ENVY OF ALL DADS . . . SUCCESS HAS A THOUSAND FATHERS!  BLUE BLOODS WANT MY KIDS . . . ALL SMART, ALL BEAUTIFUL, AND ALL, FAMOUSLY GOOD!

BUT LOOK AT WHO THERE MOTHER IS!

LOL.

DREAMSCAPE #3:

IN THIS DREAM . . . A FEMALE IN A WHITE SHIRT, WITH NO BRA, WAS, WALKING ALONG IN SHAME, COVERING HER BREASTS WITH HER ARMS.

YESTERDAY, I WROTE ABOUT, MEN, BEING SO STUPID TO BE SWAYED BY BOOBS, OR FOR BEING MEN!  LOL.  SAYING AND THE BOOBS ARE FAKE TO BOOT?  WHO CAN YOU PUT THAT, OVER, ALL MY CONTRIBUTIONS, AND PREFER, DUMB ASS BITCHES?

SEPARATE THE BEDROOM AND THE BOARDROOM . . . TWO DIFFERENT VENUES, TWO DIFFERENT, GAMES, AND, THE TWO ARE NOT THE SAME! IF THESE WOMEN, HAD THEIE NORMAL, MOM, BOOBS, DIDN'T HAVE THEIR "MOMMY MAKEOVERS", THEY MIGHT LOOK WORSE THAN ME!

SON!

HERE IS THE PATTERN OF THE MEN, WHO, WANT, MEN TO LEAVE THEIR WIVES, SO, THEY ARE COMPROMISED . . .  LIKE ZEKE MAY HAVE BEEN, TEMPTED BY THE FRUITS OF ANOTHER!

RELATIVELY GOOD MARRIAGE TO A GREAT MARRIAGE, BUT, LIKE ALL, THEY, DO HAVE THEIR ISSUES AND DIFFERENCES, BUT OVERALL, PRETTY DAMNED GOOD.  NOW, I THINK, THERE WAS A WAR ON LOVE AND FAMILY, IN OUR CASE . . . GRANDPA, COMPETING WITH ME?  DESTROY ALL!  WHICH IS SAD, SEEING THEM GO AFTER GRETA'S MARRIAGE NOW!

TRUST THE KIDS!

THEN, THEY PLANT SOME HOT HONEY TRAP, WHO, BASICALLY, AND IT SEEMS TO BE THIS EASY, HAS BIG BOOBS, PERIOD, AND, THAT IS ALL, PROBABLY NOT EVEN AS PRETTY, OR AS ACCOMPLISHED, BUT, GRANDPA, WANTS WHAT, THAT PERSON HAS, TO ADD TO HIS COLLECTION OF, WHATEVER . . . LIKE MY DAUGHTERS, MILITARY CAREERS, PERFECT FOR POLITICAL PROWES . . . GIVE IT TO THE MORMON MUFFINS, WITH THE BIG ASS BOOBS!!!!!!!!!!!!  THEN, NORMALLY, SAD HUBBY, WILLING TO WORK THINGS OUT, IS, CAUGHT IN, A WEAK, MOMENT, GIVES IN, FALLS, OR WANTS TO FALL . . . WHEN, IN REALITY, THEY ARE GIVING UP, 80% FOR THAT GOD ALL IMPORTANT 20%, NEW FLESH, NEW SEX!  IT ALL GETS OLD, AND ALL GOES STALE, IN ABOUT A YEAR, FOR EVERYONE . . . MARRIAGE IS A BUSINESS . . . WANT ROMANCE, HAVE AN AFFAIR, BUT, YOU MAY LOSE, A REALLY GREAT WIFE OR HUSBAND IN THE PROCESS!

BIG RISK!

I PROBABLY ONLY KNOW THE TIP OF THE ICEBERG, BUT, THESE SEGMENTS, CLEAR UP SOME STUFF!

GOD INTEL, IS ALWAYS CONFIRMED.

SO I AM AWAKE, AND GOING OVER THE DREAMS IN MY MIND, AGAIN, LOOKING AT WHAT ZEKE IS DOING IN HIS MY DREAM, AND, THE "SAUGAGE" PENIS, STABBING AND CUTTING, WITH NO BLOOD OR NO PAIN, AND WONDERING IF THIS IS SEXUAL, OR WHAT THE FUCK?

DAPHANI, WHO, WAS TRAPPED IN A YOUTH,  CONCENTRATION CAMP, IN UTAH, AS A TEEN, WITH, HORROR STORIES, AND EVEN THIS MORNING, WANTED ME TO LOOK INTO THIS RANCH, FOR TENS, WHERE THERE WAS ABUSE, SEXUAL AND PHYSICAL, THAT KEEPS GETTING AWAY WITH SHIT, JUST CHANGING A NAME OR SO, WITH, KIDS ON SURVIVAL, SOCIAL MEDIA CHATROOMS AND BLOGS, FACEBOOKS, ETC., BUT, ALL THE SUDDEN SHE STOPS TALKING, WHILE I AM WONDERING IF ZEKE WAS A COP, OR FED, ALL THE WAY ALONG . . . COULD BE, WITH DADDY, IN THE OSS OR CIA!  RECRUIT, USING, HOT TITS, AND ASS!

BUT, DAPHENY, ALL THE SUDDEN SAID, OH HERE IS MY FUZZY!  I JOKED AND SAID, FUZZY WAZZY . . . THEN, I THOUGHT OF THE REST OF THAT FREUDIAN SLIP, WAS A BEAR OR BARE!  HE WAS A COP, THE KIDS WERE INDUCTED EARLY!

I HAVE A FRIEND, WHO WAS, TAKEN OUT OF SCHOOL AT 7 AND TRAINED AS A SNIPER, BECAUSE HER GRANDPA WAS, SHE SAID, "CHARLIE BROWN" AND BOTH HER AND HER HUSBAND WERE CIA ASSASSINS!

MR. PECKER, CAN GET YOU IN A WHOLE LOT OF SHIT, JUST LIKE TRUMP'S FRIEND, PECKER . . . REALLY, YOUR PECKER CAN BE YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE, AS CAN THIS FRIEND OF TRUMPS, NOT TO MENTION HIS BOOKIE!

BOUGHT A BOOK. BOUGHT A BOOM!

BOMBSHELL!

P.S., THERE WAS AN AD, I SAW, RECENTLY, WITH A YOUNG HANDSOME HUSBAND, CARRYING HIS WIFE, OR SO, I THOUGHT, ON HIS BACK, SMILING AND HAVING A GREAT TIME . . . THE CAPTION SAID, SOMETHING LIKE . . . LIFE YOUR WAY!

GET REAL!

P.S., JUST SOME AFTERTHOUGHTS!

• MEN HAVE AFFAIRS TO "AVOID" INTIMACY . . . WOMEN HAVE AFFAIRS TO "GET" INTIMACY!
• THERE IS A TRENCH COAT, LAYING ON THE LADIES CHAIR NEXT TO ME!  LOL.  ZEKE OR RICHARD, FIRST HUB, WORE A TRENCH COAT, OUR WHOLE MARRIED LIFE?  SPY?  
• AFTER I ASKED FOR A DIVORCE, EX. HAD A SHORT, 2 MONTH MARRIAGE, THAT ENDED IN DISASTER . . . SHE WAS INTERESTED IN COMPETING WITH ME!  WHEN, I WASN'T INTERESTED IN CAT FIGHTING OVER EX, SHE STARTED AFTER MY NEW BOYFRIEND, AND LATER, WHEN, I WAS IN LAW SCHOOL, ONE OF MY FRIENDS, WAS LIKE A TA, IN SOME COMMUNICATIONS CLASS, UNDERGRAD AND HE WAS MY RACQUETBALL PARTNER . . . NOT GOOD LOOKING AT ALL, BUT SMART, AND SHE STARTED TO GO AFTER HIM!  JEANINE GOLIGHTLY, IS A LOCAL, NEWSCASTER IN PROVO, UTAH OR SHE WAS . . . HER DEAL WAS WITH ME!  I DON'T CAT FIGHT!  ASK BRETT, JERRY, FRANK, MIKE, JACK, JAMES KENNEDY, OR ANYONE . . . MEN ARE LIKE TROLLEY CARS, ONE COMING AROUND THE CORNER EVERY TEN MINUTES!  LOL.
• BOTH ZEKE AND I GOT, REMARRIED, 13 YEARS, AFTER THE FACT, HIM TO HIS CURRENT WIFE, ROCHELLE, WHO, IRONICALLY, WORKED, FOR THE PROVO POLICE DEPARTMENT?????  CONNNECTING THE DOTS, AND HE DID SO, RIGHT, OR MARRIED, RIGHT AFTER, I GOT POISONED, AND MARRIED MY BOYFRIEND OF, WHAT, 7 YEARS . . . WHOM, I AM SURE, WAS A HONEY TRAP AND COP, LOOKING BACK!
• I MET JERRY LEE OWENS, AFTER MY FIRST YEAR OF LAW SCHOOL, AT BYU, AFTER GETTING THE TOP SCORE IN CONSTITUTIONAL LAW, AND HE SPENT, YEARS TRYING TO TELL ME THAT THE CONSTITUTION WAS DEAD!  REALLY?  20 YEARS LATER, LARGE PART, DUE TO ME, IT ROCKS, AGAIN!  THIS WAS ALL, ALLEGEDLY, PRE-PATRIOT ACT!  
• I THINK THE CIA, TRIED TO RECRUIT, ME, BACK IN THE MID 80'S, OR AT LEAST CAME TO MY CLASS AND NOBODY ELSE'S . . . MOMMY BEAR, WOULD NOT, BUT WAS INTERESTED, BUT MOTHERHOOD, RESPONSIBIILITES, TOOK PRECEDENCE!  THE CIA WAS WATCHING MY KIDS, THROUGH, GREEN BERIT, CIA, HEAD OF THE CHILD AND FAMILY DEVELOPMENT DEPARTMENT, AT WEBER STATE UNIVERSITY, HIT ON ME, LAST CLASS IN UNDERGRAD, OBSESSED WITH ME AND MY KIDS, KNEW ALL ABOUT US, HE FOLLOWED ME TO PROVO, UTAH, AND I SWITCHED FROM FAMILY STUDIES TO LAW SCHOOL, WITH A STINT WITH A MASTER'S IN ANCIENT SCRIPTURE STUDIES . . . SHELLEY HAD TWO YEARS OF FORMAL COLLEGE, RACHEL A P.E. MAJOR, KAY, POLY SCI AND LAW, BUT NO FOCUE, BUT FOR GETTING THROUGH ON SEX . . . NO MATCH FOR AN ATTORNEY, WHO FOCUSED ON CON LAW, AND WORKED IN THE GOVERNMENT!  SUE WAS A HISTORY MAJOR AND LIVED IN HISTORIC PLACES . . . AGAIN, NO MATCH FOR THIS GAL, EVEN WITH, MEGGIE THE NANNY CONSTITUTION GIRL!  LOL.  SHE DOES HAVE BIG ASS PINK BOOBS WITH, BLUE VEINS IN THEM . . . SEE WHY THEY ALL  HATE ME, COLLECTIVELY, THEY CAN'T EVEN COME CLOSE IN ANY AREA, TO BEAT ME, DADDY NEITHER . . . THE DAUGHTER HE WAS COMPETING WITH, SAVED HIS OWN PROFESSIONS!  THE WALL STREET BOYZ AND GIRLZ . . . SHELLEY JUST TURNED STATES EVIDENCE, SAVE HER AND DADDY . . . DADDY'S LITTLE CRIMINAL, TRAINED BY THE BEST, HIM!

SUMMER FAMILY STORY TIME!

LOVE MOM!

KISS.