THE MADONN-WHORE SYNDROME . . .
MALE FAILURE TO INTEGRATE, ALL FAUCET OF A FEMALE LIFE, AND THE MOVIE, MADE FOR TV, "LADY JAYNE KILLER!" NEWSFLASH, A WOMAN, CAN BE THE HOT MAMA, AND THE KILLER ATTORNEY, OR WORD ASSASSIN, REPRESENTED BY TWO WOMEN IN THIS MOVIE!
Traditionally, the Madonna-Whore Syndrome, tends to be applied, to men, who, see women, either, as the Madonna, or the Virgin Mother, or the Whore of all the Earth, of Babylon, in the Book of Revelations, a new father, seeing his hot, wife, going from, a tiger in the bedroom, even for years, becoming a mother, or swollen with child in belly, does what men, do and that is compartmentalize, women, into one category of the other, and possible this is why, abortion is such a big issue for men, that they see themselves as protecting the mother or Madonna, and if that baby is aborted, they are supporting the Whore? An abortion, tends to have no, ramifications for a male, generally, because, he doesn't wear, a basketball, under his shirt advertising that he had sex, once upon a time! The daddy can be completely concealed, protected, and nobody know, unless the mommy, wants that fact and connection known, and so often that, gives the men, a get out of pregnancy, free card, that then, is a go straight to jail, card for the women, as seen, that, in an interview with, MSNBC, Hardball, Chris Matthews, when he asked Trump, who has been pro-choice, and I wonder way, and how many, abortions, he might know of personally, as men, know and pay for, when he said, that women, who, have abortions need to be punished? Like they did this to themselves? Like, often, it isn't the man, pushing, prodding and paying for the procedure! What are women, earthworms, and procreate alone?
Shit . . . but, two of my sisters, to some extent, suffered this phenomena with their spouses, both married, but, noticing a stark and drastic difference, in the way, their husbands, not only looked at them, but, expressed their sexuality, or lack thereof, after having a baby! LOL. One sister, said, that when she was very advanced, in pregnancy and could not get out of the bath tub herself, living in an old home, without a shower, she had to call to her husband to help her very, protruding, body and oversized, tummy, and when, he went to pull her out of the water, he turned his head, away, so he didn't have to look at her, in this, sensitive and in his mind, compromised, condition! Somehow, men are able to divorce themselves, from being fully, participating and complicit in this activity, that eventuated this pregnancy and baby! My other sister, said, her husband, and maybe it changed, but I doubt it, because, they divorced, shortly after their child was born, but she said, I may be stupid once but, I sure as hell, will not be stupid twice, meaning this baby, had such a profound effect on daddy, that he could ever see, his wife as a sexual being again! Well, this compartmentalization, is both a good and bad trait . . . women, tend to dovetail, therefore they can multi-task, and do, mothering, work, taking care of the home, almost simultaneously, also, doing the mothering, in the midst of all this. Men, on the other hand, tend to be very task oriented, and when they are at work they are totally at work, and home doesn't enter the picture, and then, when they are at home, work, is separate, and they can focus on the family. Men and women are different, but the connection to abortion, is something psychologists need to explore, in light of this syndrome.
LADY JA'Y'NE KILLER
SEXY DYNAMIC FEMALE ASSASSIN, TAKES ON MOB, FBI, COPS, ICY COLD, MEETS UP WITH MOTHER AND SON, GOING ON THE RUN, DUE TO SON, TRYING TO HELP MOM, WHO IS $3,000 BEHIND IN HOUSE PAYMENTS, DUE TO A RECENT DIVORCE, CHEATING HUSBAND, LEAVING THEM, HIGH AND DRY! HER FAULT, I SUPPOSE?
This to me, was a delightful, expression of two sides of my personality as, portrayed, by two very different, but similar women, in and of the fact that, they were willing to do what they needed to do, fearlessly, to protect what they loved, one, money, and the other, her son. I like to watch movies, with strong females, seeing myself, as one, and when there are several, see if I identify with one, more than the other, or none, and in this case, both! But, as I watched the female focused film, pitting, first, a female assassin, who worked for the crime syndicate, as a hit women, very pretty, very cool, and he loved to play with her victims first, and generally, that was, very willing, sex, play, that she never needed to complete, because she got the men, in compromised situations, tied to bedposts, waiting for sex games of one type of another, as she, calmly, and coldly, murdered them, absconding with mob money, without turning back or thinking twice, which I can relate to for real . . . attorney, first, lover second! After killing a couple of dudes, for the mob, she decided to keep the million dollars herself and stiff the mob, who sends, three goons, after her. This women who has killed, 20 men, now 22, is on both the local cop's radar, seeing her calling cards and M.O., on this recent victim, she has the FBI, being on their top ten list of MOST WANTED, and now, she is the desire of the mobsters, whom, she has used and abused, calling her and referring to her, what was that, nuclear atomic weapon between her legs! LOL! With more than a few men, falling prey to her feminine, but cruel ways! LOL! I dug the hell out of her . . .
It was funny, when, the Lady Killer, was, in the train station, cool as cool, can relate, to having three mobster goons, after her, to retrieve the money and kill her, she calmly, steps into an alcove, and when one of the men, come, looking in the phone booth, she, guts him, her second victim of the day, leaving the other two scrambling to find, her, as she hooks up with, a feisty mom, who, is on the run from the law, because the son, trying to help mom, pay the house payments, gets involved with some local, street gangs and drugs, as a delivery boy, gets the shit beat out of him, now the gang leaders, thinks he took the money, rather than being beat up. After the mother, finds out, due to a drive by shooting, that almost kills her and her son, she decides that calling the cops, or staying to deal with drug kingpins, she and her son, are going to go stay with her mother in Texas . . . but for some reason, as they go to get on the train, to leave, with the killer standing behind them in line, they find out there is a problem with their tickets, purchased, but, not showing up in the system, sounded, way too familiar, so, they, decide they are going to drive to Texas, and under pressure with a million dollars, the killer, seeing the two goons, walks out with the pair, mom and son, and tell, them, that her sister is in the hospital, in Texas, and could she pay them, gas and expenses to go with them to Texas . . . but on the way, she decides to come clean with the mother and son, she tells them she is a hit women, for the mob, she has killed, 20 people, and there are mobsters, after her for taking a million dollars, after telling them, previously, that she was an actress, and for a moment, they believe her, then, start laughing, joking about it . . . the adventure is fun, kind of a, growing up for the son, who thinks the killer is hot, and she, is tempting him, chides him on not having sex yet.
THE MADONNA-WHORE, CAN BE ONE IN THE SAME WOMEN, ALL WRAPPED UP IN ONE, NICE LITTLE PACKAGE . . . FUN STUFF!
The car breaks down, the three stay in a out of the way, remote, motel, while the mob goons are gaining speed, and while the cops, on the payroll of the mob, are looking for the three two, with an inside cop, on the mob payroll for 10 years, they expect some help, that when, the cops, hear about where the lady killer and the mom and son, are, they will be the first to know. The movie is fun mix, of the interplay between, these two strong women, and who, they are seen, by the mob, the son, the cops, the FBI, who is playing both sides. It is almost comedic, but the Lady Jayne Killer chick dies, at the end, but she takes about, 5 more dudes with her, before, succumbing to the kid, the mom and the FBI agent, in recovering or exchanging the kid for the money! I was, interested, in the mother's name, in this situation of the saintly mother, with a name, Emily Shaw . . . a truck, with SHAW, just went by, and the reason that is so significant, it, that, Emily is the name of my sister, Rachel, who is being promoted, by the MEN'S JOURNAL as me, the good mother. SHAW, was the name of one of the CIA agents, who were in Dallas, Texas, when, President Kennedy was assassinated, and accused, by District Attorney, Jim Garrison, in real and in the Oliver Stone, movie, JFK, with great speeches and good legal scenes, and the threat of a DA willing to go to the mat to figure out who the killers were, he knew the bull shit, "one bullet" theory of the government, Warren Commission was a cover-up, and he thought that SHAW, and two others, were standing, behind the green, traffic sign, across from the grassy knoll, were, many people chased, one of the shooters, in what appears to have taken about 8 shots, but it made me think of the CIA, wanting desperately, for Rachel, to be my kids mother, they couldn't handle me being the attorney, they hate, the professor, the manual writer, the legislator, now the blogger, and also the mother of the cool kids, they have eyed, since they are young, especially, rocker, Elliot Taylor Secrist, of God's Revolver and now the Ditch and the Delta! The mother thing, almost pushes it over the top for these guys, from cops to prosecutors, to family to mob! This cannot be the same woman, so they fragment, me into fractions of myself!
There is a scene in the movie, where the mob goons, find, out where the women, son, stole the money to help his mother, and took off, but, were they were staying to get their car fixed . . . and as the gun slinging, starts, between the killer and the three men, as they approach, the motel, with the killer, protecting the mother, behind her, the men, underestimating her skills, as men are known to do, one said, I always did like her, as she is gunning him down, and the other agrees! LOL! She eventually kills all of them, and leaves the mother in the desert, after a fight, with the Lady Killer going after the money, which means the son, who has gone home, and mom, hooks up with an FBI agent, playing undercover, for 20 years trying to catch this woman killer, who killed his partner, years before, now playing her lover and ally, in getting the million dollars. At this point, the mother doesn't know who she can trust, or not, the FBI agent, says he has to call the cops, and he calls the killer, partners, and someone calls the local cops, the one on the payroll, of the mob, teaming with the mob, to go after the kid! The Lady Killer, shoots, the cop and the mobster, she is suppose to collect the money for, and she takes the kid, calling the mother, to exchange the kid for the cash . . . the FBI agent, is at gun point by mom, as they go to a refinery, to end this thing, once and for all . . . between, the mom, with a gun, the FBI agent, with a gun, and the kid, eventually, the killer, gets shot, by the mother, and falls on a spike . . . the FBI agent, and is pissed, he wanted to try the killer of his partner . . . the mom and son, get together, decide to sale their home, with the drive by, and two dead men, reminders, but, there is an FBI reward for the Lady Jayne Killer, so they will be fine and the FBI agent has it for the hot mama. She is a good mom, and just wants to spend time with her son. THE GOOD MOTHER!
I thought of the irony, of the name, the CIA version of me, reminiscent of Rachel, the not so good mom, and someone who, without, any concern for her kids, got divorced in the same day, and remarried, 4 hours, later, without any waiting time . . . not quite the, independent, mother, like me, almost 25 years single, with a few, weak interludes, but, liking being single, more, always with a focus on my kids, never leaving them, for a man! Kids are forever, men, come and go. The mother thing, seems to be the worst, part of the men to rectify, that, someone could do it all! Fuck, I was a housewife for about 20 years, taking 4 kids, 4 colleges and 12 years to get my undergrad, putting my husband, through, undergraduate school and graduate school, then, finishing myself, to go on to law school. There is a time and season for all things . . . in the very Republican minds, that I a dealing with, it appears that, they wanted me to suffer, either, for having kids, and not having a career, or for having a career, and getting an abortion in preference for the four living, breathing kids, I had at the time, I started, working at the Utah Attorney Generals Office, at the time, I got the abortion, with no contest between, the four kids I could see, and who needed me, and the zygote, an egg and a sperm, just joined . . . with $500 per month law school loans, and an irresponsible, partner, who talked me into unprotected sex, and I am not so sure, being told to, cop shit! I am convinced, that the CIA, who recruited at my English class, and with men who knew, not only everything about me, but my kids, long before, all this stuff started to happen, didn't have their eyes on our family, from way, way back, especially the kids!
I mentioned to this chick, who appeared to be FBI undercover in the Pov. doing a psychological make-up on me, with two degrees, masters, and I told her, I had a dream that my son would be president, being somewhat taken back by the dream, but, looking back, when he was 10, riding in the van, actually, picking up, one of my law professors, I had scheduled to speak to prosecutors and cops, at a conference in Moab, taking my two sons, with me, driving a state van, with a state of Utah sticker, and Chris saying, I FEEL LIKE THE PRESIDENT! But, when, I told, this chick about the puzzeling dream, but not after thinking about it, she said, almost pissed, WELL LOOK WHO HIS MOTHER IS! I thought, she knows more than she is showing, and has the FBI or the CIA, inducted my son, into the agency or company, and she sees, the natural? They say, the best attorneys, are the ones who had attorney parents, and I find that is true, but, that maybe true for spies too . . . my father, was a special agent for the Air Force, when I was born, precursor to the CIA, formerly, still around, I believe, the Office of Strategic Intelligence . . . all my sibs were born in Utah, I was born, symbolically, on a Navy base with my father a secret agent! That is cool to me and probably explains the differences, in loyalty, me to the country, my family to the Mormon church!
WOMEN ARE COMPLEX BEINGS, WITH MANY FACES, AND MANY INTERESTS, MOTHERHOOD IS ONE, AND PROBABLY THE MOST REWARDING, BUT CERTAINLY, NOT THE ONLY INTEREST! WHY MEN, CAN FULLY ACCEPT, A GREAT FBI AGENT, A FATHER, A PROFESSOR, A NATIONAL SPEAKER, WRITER, ETC., AND FATHER, BUT THEY CAN'T SEE WOMEN IN THE SAME LIGHT, IS SHOCKING TO ME, AND TO FRAGMENT MY LIFE, DIVIDING IT BETWEEN 6 TO 10 WOMEN, BECAUSE, YOU CAN'T BELIEVE, ONE WOMEN, DID IT ALL, IS DISGUSTING, AND IS "ALTERNATIVE FACTS" USING "ALTERNATIVE FEMALES" TREATING, US, AS, INDISTINGUISHABLE AND INTERCHANGABLE, THAT IS PATHETIC AND IMMATURE, IF NOT, RAGINGLY JEALOUS AND ENVIOUS, YOURSELVES!
ONE SHOP STOP FAMILY!
PLAY IT SAFE!
PLAYLAND SERVICES!
SAFE AND SMART SEX, IS SENSIBLE!
SEAN HANNITY, NEW SEXUAL ASSAULT CHARGES! FAMILY VALUES?
FRENCH ELECTIONS, FUCKING 69% TURNOUT FOR VOTE! SO COOL . . . THAT WAS FOR A PRIMARY, AND WE CAN'T GET 40% FOR A GENERAL ELECTION?
QUOTE FROM A COFFEE CUP, AT THE POV. . . . I MAY BE FAT, BUT YOU ARE OLD, AND I CAN DIET! LOL!
HAVE A GREAT DAY, IN THE HOOD!
COMMUNICATING WITHOUT COMMUNICATING . . . ARTICLE ON NEWSFEED, ABOUT LADY GAGA . . . TWO VERY SYMBOLIC NAMES, HER TOUR OR ALBUM, SKIM READ, COACHELLA OR CO-A-SHELLA, KIND OF LIKE "SEYCHELLES ISLAND" WHERE BLACKWATER, ERIK PRINCE AND EMERITS PRINCE, TRIED TO SET UP, "BACKCHANNEL COMMUNICATION" FOR TRUMP AND MOSCOW, WHO IS DROPPING THE BALL ON THAT? THEN, THERE WAS, STEFANI JOANNE ANGELO GERMANATTO, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT . . . STEPANIE IS RACHEL'S OLDEST, DAUGHTER, OF COURSE, MY NAME, SHE IS USING, "JOANNE" OR SHE IS ALLEGEDLY ME, FUCKING WRONG, THEN, JAMES "ANGEL" KENNEDY, AND GERMANATTA, OR I AM GUESSING, FRANK, AKA, AB, ABSOLUTE BASTARD, DECIDED, THAT RACHEL WAS TO BE ME, HOOKING WITH KENNEDY OR A LOOK-A-LIKE, AND NOT JUST TITS AND ASS "TA" . . . BUT LADY GAGA, OR DIVA, OR STAR . . . I HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT GAGA'S RAPE AND SEXUAL ASSAULT VIDEO, ON CAMPUS SUPPORT FOR VICTIM'S, USED HER SONGS, PERIODICALLY, AND HER NEW CD, NAMED, JOANNE, NOT FOR ME, BUT FOR HER FRIEND, BUT SYMBOLIC!
I AM A POLITICAL AND BLOGGER STAR!
RACHEL, NOR FRANK, INTERPOL, COULD NOT WRITE ONE OF THESE BLOGS, BUT THEY TAKE CREDIT FOR ALL OF THEM! THAT IS WHY, LOOKING THROUGH YOUR PRISM PROGRAMS, TRACK MY INTERNET ISP'S, CONNECTING ME, TO MY COMPUTER, TO THE SERVICE PLACE, TO BURGER KING, TO MY SOUND COMMUNITY ACCOUNT, AND HERE WRITING MY BLOG, TODAY! EASY, VERIFY, VERIFY, VERIFY . . . OR YOU ARE TYING TO PROVE THE OPPOSITE OR "ALTERNATIVE MEN JOURNAL FUCKED UP FACTS!" IF YOUR CHICKS ARE SO COOL, USE THEIR NAMES, THEIR CREDENTIALS, AND THEIR KIDS!
FUCK?
POSTING THIS, AT 9:49 AM, MOUNTAIN TIME, 4/24/2017 . . . OH, REMINDS ME, THERE IS A PRESIDENTIAL LECTURE SERIES, EVENT TONIGHT AT THE UC, AND I AM NOT SURE WHAT THE TOPIC IS, BUT I THINK IT WAS ON SYRIA?
ALWAYS GOOD, ALWAYS SMART!
COMMUNICATING WITHOUT COMMUNICATING . . . ARTICLE ON NEWSFEED, ABOUT LADY GAGA . . . TWO VERY SYMBOLIC NAMES, HER TOUR OR ALBUM, SKIM READ, COACHELLA OR CO-A-SHELLA, KIND OF LIKE "SEYCHELLES ISLAND" WHERE BLACKWATER, ERIK PRINCE AND EMERITS PRINCE, TRIED TO SET UP, "BACKCHANNEL COMMUNICATION" FOR TRUMP AND MOSCOW, WHO IS DROPPING THE BALL ON THAT? THEN, THERE WAS, STEFANI JOANNE ANGELO GERMANATTO, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT . . . STEPANIE IS RACHEL'S OLDEST, DAUGHTER, OF COURSE, MY NAME, SHE IS USING, "JOANNE" OR SHE IS ALLEGEDLY ME, FUCKING WRONG, THEN, JAMES "ANGEL" KENNEDY, AND GERMANATTA, OR I AM GUESSING, FRANK, AKA, AB, ABSOLUTE BASTARD, DECIDED, THAT RACHEL WAS TO BE ME, HOOKING WITH KENNEDY OR A LOOK-A-LIKE, AND NOT JUST TITS AND ASS "TA" . . . BUT LADY GAGA, OR DIVA, OR STAR . . . I HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT GAGA'S RAPE AND SEXUAL ASSAULT VIDEO, ON CAMPUS SUPPORT FOR VICTIM'S, USED HER SONGS, PERIODICALLY, AND HER NEW CD, NAMED, JOANNE, NOT FOR ME, BUT FOR HER FRIEND, BUT SYMBOLIC!
I AM A POLITICAL AND BLOGGER STAR!
RACHEL, NOR FRANK, INTERPOL, COULD NOT WRITE ONE OF THESE BLOGS, BUT THEY TAKE CREDIT FOR ALL OF THEM! THAT IS WHY, LOOKING THROUGH YOUR PRISM PROGRAMS, TRACK MY INTERNET ISP'S, CONNECTING ME, TO MY COMPUTER, TO THE SERVICE PLACE, TO BURGER KING, TO MY SOUND COMMUNITY ACCOUNT, AND HERE WRITING MY BLOG, TODAY! EASY, VERIFY, VERIFY, VERIFY . . . OR YOU ARE TYING TO PROVE THE OPPOSITE OR "ALTERNATIVE MEN JOURNAL FUCKED UP FACTS!" IF YOUR CHICKS ARE SO COOL, USE THEIR NAMES, THEIR CREDENTIALS, AND THEIR KIDS!
FUCK?
POSTING THIS, AT 9:49 AM, MOUNTAIN TIME, 4/24/2017 . . . OH, REMINDS ME, THERE IS A PRESIDENTIAL LECTURE SERIES, EVENT TONIGHT AT THE UC, AND I AM NOT SURE WHAT THE TOPIC IS, BUT I THINK IT WAS ON SYRIA?
ALWAYS GOOD, ALWAYS SMART!
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