Sunday, June 9, 2019

STINGER. BRIDGE & IRON. RED KEYS. THE RED HOT EMPRESS. THE DEVIL'S FEAST. SUMMER SIPS YOU CRAVE. MAKES GOOD MORNINGS BETTER. HANDS DOWN DELICIOUS. MALE PROTOTYPES: (1) WARM FUZZIES; (2) COLD PRICKLIES; (3) WARM PRICKLIES; AND (4) COLD FUZZIES. STOLE THESE TERMS FROM MY AUNT ALTHEA, OR ALI, WHO JUST DIED. THOUGHT THEY WERE MOST APPROPRIATE, AFTER THE LAST WEEK, GOING FROM MISSOULA TO IDAHO FALLS TO YELLOWSTONE BACK TO IDAHO FALLS TO POCATELLO AND BACK TO MISSOULA! PINK STINK LINE IS UP! HACKERS ARE AWAKE! HELLO. I WON! I THINK THE STAFF AT THE POVERELLO TRIED TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE I NEVER LEFT LAST WEEK--MY BED WAS NEVER CLEARED OF LINEN AND BEDDING, AND MY CHORE TO PICK UP CIGARETTE BUTTS, WAS NO REPLACED? WHY? WHO'S PAYING THEM? SHELLEY! THE DEVIL'S BITCH! NOW, I THINK IT IS EASY TO SEE, THE GENERAL CATEGORIES OF MEN. IN ONE DAY, I WENT FROM WARM FUZZY I DIDN'T KNOW, TO COLD PRICKLY IT DID! BUT FOR ONE LUCID MOMENT, I ALMOST ROLLED CLOSER TO MR. WARM FUZZY, PUT MY ARM ACROSS HIS STOMACH, NUZZLED MY NOSE INTO HIS NECK, POSSIBLY EVEN KISSED HIM! LOL. RIDE A WILD PONY! THE FLIP SIDE OF THIS, STORY, MIGHT BE EVEN MORE FUN THAN WHAT I HAVE TOLD YOU SO FAR . . . MR. WARM FUZZY, MIGHT, ACTUALLY HAVE BEEN A COP, CALLED FROM GOD KNOWS WERE, TO BRING DOWN THE RED HOT EMPRESS! IN RETROSPECT, THAT WHOLE THING MIGHT HAVE BEEN STAGED, AND BACKFIRED! LOL. LIKE I SAID, GENERALLY, ALMOST EVERY PASSENGER, HAS THEIR OWN SEAT, UNLESS THEY DON'T WANT TO, SO? WHY SO FULL? AND FULL OF PRETTY HOT YOUNG, 25 TO 35 YEAR OLD MEN--NOT YOUR NORAMAL BUS CLIENTEL. NOW, THE PLAN, WAS, THAT COWBOY, OR U.S. MARSHAL, TRACKER, DUDE, PICK ME UP FROM THE BUS TERMINAL IN MISSOULA. HOWEVER, THE COP SITTING NEXT TO ME, DIDN'T PLAN ON ME FALLING INTO HIM! LOL. HE WAS FROZEN STIFF! LOL. THE INDENTIFIER, MR. SKATER DUDE, PROBABLY POINTED ME OUT, AFTER, I FELL ASLEEP ON IMPACT, AFTER, THREE SOLID NIGHTS OF SLEEP DEPRIVATION, WORRIED, THAT SOMEONE WAS GOING TO STEAL MY I.D., WHAT, MIGHT HAVE BEEN THE GOAL, THE FIRST NIGHT IN YELLOWSTONE WHEN I WENT TO SHOWER, MONDAY MORNING. NO SHOWER EITHER. MR. SWAMP COOLER BREAKING AND ENTERING IN MY WINDOW, MIGHT HAVE BEEN GIVING EASY ACCESS, TO ME DURING THE NIGHT, HIT, ASSASSINATION, KIDNAPPING, WHATEVER. SO WHY DIDN'T HE WAIT TO INSTALL, THE DEVICE UNTIL I WAS OUT OF THE ROOM? STRANGE, INDEED. PINK STINK PUSSY GALS ON MY BLOG, WITH PINK TEXT BOX! 2:04 PM. I SWEAR, I WAS ASLEEP, SECONDS AFTER MR. WARM FUZZY, TOOK HIS PLACE, BEING LAST ON THE BUS? DIDN'T STRIKE ME AS THAT TYPE OF GUY. ONCE I CAME TO MY SENSES, AND RESISTED, MR. SNUGGLE BEAR, LOOKING AT THE RED EYES, GLARING AT ME THROUGH THE SECURITY CAMERA, CLOSEST TO ME . . . NEVER SEEN THAT TYPE OF CAMERA, LOOKED MORE LIKE THE MOVIE "THE FLY" WITH ALL THESE RED DOTS I COULD SEE IN THE SURVEILLANCE CAMERA. NORMALLY, YOU SEE, JUST A DARK COVER OVER THE CAMERA, BUT CAN'T SEE RIGHT INTO THE LIGHINT AND INTERNAL GUTS OF THE DEVICE! HIGHER TECH THAN, NORMAL? THE BIG TAKE DOWN! WORTH BILLIONS IF NOT TRILLIONS TO GET RID OF ME! EVIL EMPIRE TAKES OVER THE WORLD! WHY DID I FEEL SO DAMNED COMFORTABLE WITH MY BUDDY SLEEPING NEXT TO ME? I HAVE BEEN ON SLEEP DEPRIVATION FOR YEARS, AND YEARS . . . WHY CRASH INTO HIM? I FELT MORE COMFORTABLE WITH HIM, THAN MY OWN, FOUR HUSBANDS, BY FAR? STARTING TO FORM AN IDEA OF WHO HE MIGHT BE? I ALWAYS ERROR ON THE SIDE OF SAFETY. I BLITZED THE BUS, JETTED OUT TO THE BUS STOP SIGN, RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE JEFFERSON LINES BUS TERMINAL. THERE WERE ABOUT 10 GUYS, AT LEAST, PLUS, MR. NEW YORK MOBSTER, WHO JUST STOOD THERE LOOKING AT ME LIKE, THAT WASN'T THE PLAN! YOU WERE SUPPOSE TO CALL COWBOY, AT THE THUNDERBIRD, TO COME PICK YOU UP, TO TAKE YOU TO TARGET? ALL THE COPS JUST KIND OF MILLED AROUND, LOOKING AT ME DOIING MY STRETCHES, WAITING FOR THE CITY BUS, THAT COMES EVERY 15 MINUTES, SO I CAN BOLT, TO SAFETY! THE SECOND, MR. WARM FUZZY, SHOWED UP AT MCDONALD'S THE NEXT DAY, QUANTUM PHYSICS, DIDN'T EVEN NEED TO LOOK AT HIM, AND I KNEW IT WAS HIM? SO FAMILIAR? WHY? WHO IS HE TO ME? SOMETHING FAMILIAR. MMMMM? SO TODAY, I WAS WAITING FOR MY ORDER, AND, THOUGHT AGAIN, WAS THAT REALLY HIM? LOOKED DOWN, AND THE FLOOR WAS WET! LOL. IT WAS LIKE GOD SAYING, YEAH, IT WAS HIM, AND, HE REACTED TO YOU, JUST LIKE YOU THOUGHT HE DID! LATER, AGAIN, THINKING ABOUT HIM, FOR THREE SOLID DAYS NOW, I WAS AGAIN, WONDERING IF, I WAS MISTAKEN, AND, I CAME OUT OF THE RESTROOMS, AND THERE WAS A CAUTION SIGN, WITH A PUDDLE, WET FLOOR! LOL. IT WAS HIM! THEN, I THOUGHT OF THE PROTOTYPE FOR A "COLD PRICKLY" IN SUCH CONTRAST TO THE "WARM FUZZY" CALLING ME, WAITING FOR ME, YELLING ABOUT THE WALL, THE MEXICANS, WHATEVER. WHEN, I FIRST CAME TO MONTANA, AND TOOK A TRIP ON AMTRAK, THERE WAS A PARK RANGER, OR RETIRED, FOREST SERVICE DUDE, WHO TOLD US STORIES, ABOUT, THE WILD WEST, AND TWO CHARACTERS, CALLED, JOSEPHINE THE OUTLAW, WHO BREWED MOONSHINE ON THE OUTSKIRTS OF GLACIER NATIONAL PARK, BY SOME POND, THE LANDMARK, FOR THE TRAIN'S CONDUCTORS, TO STOP, TO SIGNAL, TO JOSEPHINE, THAT, THEY WANTED TO BUY SOME OF HER MOONSHINE. ALLEGEDLY THERE WAS SOME U.S. MARSHAL, WHO WAS SUPPOSE TO ARREST HER FOR KILLING THREE MEN, AND FOR SELLING ILLEGAL MOONSHINE . . . HE FELL IN LOVE WITH HER, AND JOINED HER, IN HER CRIMINAL ENTERPRISE, WAS THE ONE WHO, MET THE TRAINS AND CONDUCTORS AND SOLD THE STUFF TO THEM! LOL. NOW THE ROMANTIC SIDE OF ME, BEING CALLED, JOSEPHINE, BY MY FATHER, OF AND ON SINCE I WAS YOUNG, BROUGHT, THIS OUTLAW, HOME TO ME, AND, THE FANTASY, 7 YEARS AGO, WAS, TO MEET A U.S. MARSHAL, TO FILL THE ROLE OF THE LOVER. COWBOY? MAYBE. UNTIL THE WALL! TRUMP! MEXICANS! ALL COLD PRICKLIES TO ME! FUCK THAT SHIT, FUCK THIS GUY! I HAVE HAD, TWO STINK OPS, SINCE, GETTING BACK IN TOWN, TWO DAYS AGO . . . LAST NIGHT AT THE LIBRARY, CAUGHT, SOME BIG ASS DUDE, DRESSED, IN A WHITE SUNDAY OR DRESS SHIRT, AGAIN, DOESN'T FIT THE NORMAL LIBRARY PATRON, AND AS I SAW HIM SLINK, INTO THE STACKS OF BOOKS, SLOWLY, I TURNED FOR THE FIRST TIME IN ABOUT, 4 HOURS, JUST IN TIME TO CATCH, THE CHIEF OF POLICE, SUV, PULL INTO THE PARKING LOT, SO, I PACKED UP MY SHIT, AND TURNED IN MY COMPUTER, ONLY TO SEE THE MALE LIBRARIAN, LOOK AT ME PISSED, AND RACE INTO THE RESTROOM, PROB ABLY TO CALL OFF THE STINK OP! I GOT OUTSIDE, WAS NOT THERE MINUTES, WHEN, SOME CIA OR FBI AGENT LOOKING DUDE, STARTED TO HEAD INTO THE LIBRARY, WEARING A GREEN BALL CAP, AND A BLUE JACKET . . .IT WAS FOUL WEATHER OUTSIDE. HE CAME BACK, AFTER I CROSSED THE STREET, DIDN'T SEE HIM AGAIN, UNTIL, HE WAS TAKING A PICTURE, OF THE CAR PARKED IN FRONT OF HIM, OR SO HE TRIED TO COVER, BUT I THINK HE WAS TAKING A PICTURE OF MY ASS, OR SOMETHING? I WAS, STANDING NEAR THE TREE, DANCING TO MY CHEAP RADIO WITH NEW EAR BUDS! WHEN I TURNED, HE, MOVED THE CAMERA UP, TO TAKE A PICTURE OF A BLACK JETTA STATION WAGON! SMOOTH MOVE EXLAX! IN TRUE GOD INTEL, FASHION, AN OLDER RED JEEP CHEROKEE CAME ROLLING DOWN THE STREET, INDICATING TO ME, A GREAT GET-AWAY! THOUSANDS OF THEM! GIVE IT UP! HELL, NO, IT IS WORTH, BILLIONS TO THE COPS, WELL WORTH IT! THERE WAS A RED BEAT UP CHEVY SUBURBAN, LIKE THE WHITE ONE RACHEL AND CHRIS HICKEY, HAD IN UTAH, PARKED OUT FRONT . . . SIGNING RACHEL IS THE FAMOUS CHICK FROM UTAH. THE THOUGHT CAME TO ME, THAT, I BET, KENNEDY, CUT A DEAL WITH PRESIDENT TRUMP, ALL OF THE SAME, WHITE NATIONALIST, BIGOTED, SHIT, TO KILL ME, IN EXCHANGE FOR A PARDON FOR DOLLY PARTON! I BET. SO ALL THE DIRTY ASSES, WHO, STOLE BILLIONS, THE COPS, THE MEMBERS OF THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, GET PARDONS? THAT IS NOT THE WAY IT WORKS! EACH PERSON IS TO HAVE SPENT 5 YEARS OF THEIR SENTENCES BEFORE, THEY CAN BE COMMUTED! I AM THE VICTIM HERE, NOT, THAT BITCH, SO OUT OF HER LEAGUE, BUT FOR SEX! "THEY" ARE BLOCKING ME FROM PUBLISHING, AT 2:36 PM! MOTHERFUCKERS! THEN, TODAY, ALL THE SUDDEN, MCDONALD'S STARTED TO FILL UP, WITH DUDES, LIKE THE ONE WHO, TRIED TO PICK UP ON ME, MEMORIAL DAY, PREVIOUSLY, TRIED TO KILL ME AT THE AQUATIC CENTER, MR. MARINE! AND FRIEND, THEN, A DUDE ASKED ME WHERE A PLUG IN WAS . . . AFTER I LEFT, HE LEFT? THERE WERE ABOUT 6 DUDES, ONE POSSIBLE WIFE LOOKING CHICK, PROBABLY AND OLD AGENT OR COP, ALL, LOOKING GEARED AND READY TO DO SOMETHING. IN TRUE GOD FASHION, SOME DUDE RAN ACROSS THE PARKING LOT, INDICATING, TIME TO RUN! I IGNORED IT THE FIRST TIME, SOMEONE DID, BUT THE SECOND TIME, WITH, THIS MANY POSSIBLE, SHIT HEADS, IN THE FOOD ESTABLISHMENT, ERROR IN THE SIDE OF SAFETY . . . SURE ENOUGH, SECONDS AFTER, I GOT UP, TO LEAVE, AND WAS OUT THE DOOR, HEADING TOWARD, THE STRIP MALL, NEXT DOOR, A COP STARTED TO PULL INTO MCDONALD'S, SAW ME, AND DID A "U" TURN, AND, BLASTED DOWN THE STREET! SMILE. THANKS, GOD! BETTER THAN ALL THE LISTENING DEVICES, COACHES, AND STUPID, STOOGES WHO LISTEN TO THESE CLOWNS! KEEP IN MIND, I MAKE THE BIG BUCKS, THESE DUMB ASSES DON'T! THEY MAY HAVE FLOWN IN ALL THEIR TOP DOG, COPS, OF ALL FLAVORS AND SIZES, BUT, THEY FORGOT THE MALE, ACHILLES, HEEL, FEMALE ATTRACTION! I AM STILL HOT, SHE IS NOT! LOL. DRAGGIN' ASS, GETTING OLDER . . . I AM STILL YOUNGING! LEAVE ME ALONE FOR THREE MONTHS, JUST LIKE I REQUESTED LAST YEAR AND SEE WHAT I CAN DO! FUCK. CAN IT BE THAT HARD? LOG HISTORY, OF STRINGING MEN ALONG . . . PAPA KNOWS BEST . . . THIS DAUGHTER IS HIS REAL TROPHY WIFE, PARTICULARLY FOR COPS! RACHEL, SHELLEY, KAY, ARE JUST BUSHIES, SUBSTITUTES, EACH TIME I REJECT ONE OF THEM! THE DEVIL'S MEN! THEY MAY BE GOOD COPS IN OTHER AREAS, BUT THEY ARE DIRTY AS SHIT, IN MY CASE! THINK, BILLIONS, DUMB ASSES, STOLEN, HIJACKED, YANKED, BLOCKED, REDIRECTED, REDISTRIBUTED! I HAVE A DEVIL OF A TIME EVEN GETTING INTO MY BLOG THIS MORNING! THE KNOWLEDGE AND THE FUN, ARE WORTH WAY MORE THAN THE MONEY HONEY! NONE OF THESE BITCHES AND BASTARDS, COULD WRITE ONE! YOU WILL QUICKLY NOTICE A DECLINE IN THE QUALITY, ENTERTAINMENT, LEGAL AND CONSTITUTIONAL KNOWLEDGE PASSED ON . . . . SO, "WARM PRICKLIES" . . . THERE ARE GUYS, WHO AT FIRST ARE CAUTIOUS, SLOW, COME ACROSS, AS GUARDED, DISINTERESTED, AND THAT MAY BE FROM, BEING HURT IN THE PAST, LIKE ME OR SON, ELLIOT . . . MOST OF THOSE REJECTIONS WERE PAID FOR! JUST BECAUSE, YOU ARE RECIEVED, COLDLY, AT FIRST, DOESN'T MEAN, PERSISTENCE, WON'T PAY OFF, IF YOU, JUST HANG IN THERE, PASSED, ALL THE EMOTIONAL BAGGAGE, AND SHIT, FROM, THE PAST! THEN, THERE ARE THE OPPOSITE OF THAT, THE "WARM PRICKLIES!" I WOULD PUT ALL MY LAST THREE HUSBANDS, IN THAT CATEGORY. THEY START OUT WARM AND CHARMING, UNTIL, THEY GET YOU UNDER THEIR THUMB, OR SO THEY THINK. THAT SONG BY MICK JAGGAR AND THE ROLLING STONES, BY THAT NAME OR TITLE, "UNDER MY THUMB" IS PRETTY DISGUSTING, A WOMAN, THEY COULD NEVER GET, IS NOW UNDER HIS THUMB? SHE LOOKS DOWN, HE CAN CHEAT, AND SHE OBEYS? WHAT THE FUCK, KIND OF RELATIONSHIP IS THAT? SURELY NEVER, GOING TO GET INTO THAT TYPE OF RELATIONSHIP! COWBOY ON THE ONE HAD, PRESENTS THIS ROMANTICIZED, IDYLLIC, VERSION AND VISION OF THE OLD WEST, HORSES, RANCH, OPEN SPACES, MOUNTAINS, LOG CABIN TYPE LIVING, FRONT PORCH, PEACE A SOLITUDE. THAT WOULD BE IDEAL, RIGHT, AFTER, YEARS OF BEING CHASED, HARASSED, FUCKED WITH, HOMELESS, ETC. THEN I STARTED TO THINK ABOUT IT, ISOLATION, STRANDED, NO TRANSPORATION BUT FOR HIM, LONELY, NO FRIENDS OR CONTACTS, BUT FOR HIM AND WHO HE WANTS ME TO BE AROUND . . . BEEN THERE, DONE THAT ONE . . . HATED IT! BRETT, STRANDED ME OUT IN MT. STERLING, 8 MILES FROM TOWN, WITH NO CAR OR TRUCK, JUST 2,000 ACRES OF FARMLAND, WITH JUST HORSES, FOR FRIENDS? I FINALLY, LEFT HIM, WITH SURVEILLANCE ON THE HOUSE, NEXT DOOR, AND ON EVERY SEVERAL HOUSES, STARTING MILES AWAY, SO HE COULD GO DO WHAT HE WANTED, BUT COME HOME, WHEN, I NEARED THE HOUSE . . . YOU WILL JUST HAVE TO DEAL WITH MY FLIRTING. NO. I DON'T THINK SO. THEN, I TOOK A WALK ONE DAY, AND HE ACCUSED ME OF HAVING SEX WITH THE FARMER? WHAT FARMER? ISOLATION IS NOT FUN, IT IS ABUSE AND CONTROL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO THANKS. THE POV IS FINE! I WOULD RATHER LIVE UNDER A VIADUCT, THAN, ISOLATED WITH SOME, ASSHOLE, COLD PRICKLY, OR WARM PRICKLY! NOW THAT I AM SAFE BACK IN MISSOULA, AND DON'T HAVE TO DEPEND ON, THE SALT LAKE EXPRESS, DRIVERS, THE MANIFEST FUCK UPS, TICKET GAMES, ETC., LIKE I DID FOR A WEEK, I CAN TELL YOU, ABOUT, A MAN, THAT IS SO TYPICAL OF, THE WARM PRICKLY, MORMON MALE! SO, I GET TO BUTTE BUS TERMINAL, AROUND 2:00 AM, SATURDAY NIGHT, AND SOME, SHUTTLE RIDERS, GOING FROM SALT LAKE TO BUTTE, GET OFF THE SHUTTLE, AND STARTED, TALKING ABOUT THEIR CRAZY ASS, SHUTTLE DRIVER, WHO, GOT PULLED OVER, ISSUED A TICKET, FOR, IRRATIC DRIVING, AND SPEEDING. I WAS GLAD I DIDN'T HAVE THAT SHUTTLE DRIVE--THEN, AT ROUGHLY, 5:20 AM, I REALIZED, THAT, I DID, IN FACT, HAVE THAT SAME SHUTTLE DRIVER! HE WAS EATING, AND DRINKING, WHILE DRIVING, MEANERING IN AND OUT OF HIS LANE, DIDN'T SEEM AT ALL PHASED BY HIS PREVIOUS TRIP AND GETTING TICKETS! I THOUGHT, THIS GUY IS TOO OLD, TO BE DRIVING ANYWAY, HE LOOKS LIKE MY DAD'S AGE! 89! SO, WE MAKE IT TO IDAHO FALLS, I HAVE A LAYOVER, AND THE DRIVER IS WAITING FOR HIS, SPELL OFF DRIVER. HE, MAKES SOME COMMENT, TO ME, AND I AM, LIKE, PLEASE, DON'T COME TALK TO ME! LOL. NOT ONLY TOUCH ME NOT, BUT TALK, NOT TO ME EITHER! SURE ENOU=GH, HE COMES OVER, AND, WE START TALKING. COME TO FIND OUT, HE, IS THE STEP-FATHER, OF AN ATTORNEY, LARRY, CAN'T REMEMBER HIS LAST NAME FROM, ST. GEORGE, UTAH. MORMONISM IS A SMALL WORLD. HE WAS MARRIED TO LARRY'S MOM, WHO WAS, 10 OR MORE YEARS OLDER THAN HIM . . . TO MY SURPRISE, HE IS MY AGE, NOT MY DAD'S AGE, READY TO DIE! LOL. SCREAM. SO, DUDE, SHOWS ME, HIS CURRENT GIRLFRIEND OR SOMEONE HE WANTS TO DATE . . . SHE IS, PRETTY AND ONLY ABOUT 42, A CATHOLIC, FROM, SOMEHWERE BACK EAST OR MIDWEST. NOW, THIS GUY, IS, LESS THAN, AVERAGE, LOOKING, WEARING TOTAL DORK CLOTHES, BALD, SCRUFFY, BASICALLY, UNKEPT, IN MY MIND, SAID HE WENT DOWNHILL, AFTER HIS WIFE DIED . . . I CAN SEE THAT! LOL. NOW, I AM KNOCKING DOWN, HOTTIES, 20 YEARS YOUNGER THAN, ME, AND WHEN IN SHAPE, THE BEST LOOKING DUDES IN THE GYM. SO THIS CLOWN, SAYS, SOMETHING LIKE, WELL, YOU ARE A LITTLE, WELL . . . I WAS LIKE, YOU HAVE TO BE SHITTING ME . . . I WOULDN'T TOUCH, YOUR UGLY HAIRY, ASS, WITH MORE HAIR, THAN, YOUR HEAD, IF YOU WERE THE LAST MAN ON EARTH, AND, NEEDING, CPR! LOL. THIS IS YOUR MORMON MALE! SO OUT OF TOUCH, WITH REALITY, WHO IS AN WHO IS NOT OBTAINABLE, BUT WITH, UNREALISTIC STANDARDS FOR WOMEN! ARE YOU SEEING MY CONNECTIONS TO MORMOM MALES IN THE FBI AND CIA? WHEN ARE MEN, GOING TO STOP, MAKING WOMEN, INTERVIEW, ON THE PRODUCER'S COACH? FUCK. I HAVE NEVER HAD ONE PERSON, IN ALL 7 YEARS, EVEN GUESS ME AS HOMELESS, BUT THIS MAN, IF SOMEONE SAID HE WAS HOMELESS, I WOULDN'T QUESTION, AND HE THINKS IN SOME ALTERNATIVE UNIVERSE HE CAN GET THAT, PRETTY CUTE, 42 YEAR OLD? I THINK NOT. BUT, MEAN IS WRITTEN ALL OVER HIS FACE, BUT, HE STARTS OUT, MR. NICE GUY, ONLY TO USE HIS, UGLINESS, TO DO WHAT, MAKE ME THINK HE IS SOME HOT COMMODITY? NEVER. THT CHICK IS GOING TO DIE WHEN, SHE SEES HIM FOR REAL. OLD COPS, NEVER, GROW UP! THERE IS THIS OTHER ONREY, BASTARD, RETIRED, COP FROM NEW YORK, WHO, IS JUST THE SAME, WELL, NO, HE DOESN'T EVEN TRY, HE IS A COLD PRICKLY, FROM THE START. LEARN TO WORK, SMARTER, MEN, NOT HARDER! MR. WARM FUZZY, BECAUSE, I CAN FEEL, HE IS SWEET, COULD, HAVE ME AT ANY TIME, WITH ME, MAKIG THE MOVES! EASY. PERIOD. ALL I HAVE DONE, IS THINK OF HIM, DAY AND NIGHT! PINK STINK, IS BACK, TRYING TO STEAL THE BLOG, BEFORE, YOU REALIZE, I AM SIINGLE, AND NOT HOOKED INTO ANY OF THESE FUCKING, COLD PRICKLY COPS! I HAVE BEEN MARRIED TO COWBOY, TWICE BEFORE! EVERYTIME, I SEE, COWBOY, NOT SURE IF HE IS JETHRO OR MIKE, AS HE ANSWERS HIS PHONE MESSAGES, AS . . . DID HE KILL, THE REAL, TWO TIME, WORLD RODEO, ALL AROUND, CHAMP? TAKE HIS PROPERTY, LIKE SHELLEY, KAY, RACHEL, SUE, AND OTHERS ARE TRYING OR HAVE TAKEN MINE, LEAVING ME, IN HOMELESS SHELTERS, WHILE THEY ENJOY THE FRUITS OF MY LABORS? SOME, DUDE, WEARING ALL COWBOY, GEAR, OLD WITH A WALKER, CAME TO THE POV. LAST NIGHT . . . THE FIRST THOUGHT, I HAD, WAS, IS THIS THE REAL, WORLD RODEO CHAMP, WHO WAS ROBBED, BY THE COPS, LIKE, I WAS, LIKE HOPE CARLTON WAS, A REAL PLAYMATE, AND OFFERED THE ROLE ON BAYWATCH, BEFORE, PAMALA ANDERSON? TRUE TO THE TV SERIES, "RICHES" WITH MINNY DRIVER, DID SHELLEY, SO LOVED BY COPS, WATCH ALL THE EPISODES, OF "RICHES" AND "SOPRANOS" AND LEARN ALL THE TRICKS, TO STEAL, LIVES, FORTUNES, FAME, POWER, MONEY, AND PRESTIGE, BRIBING THE COPS, WITH, THE ENTICEMENT, OF MONEY, AND TAKING OVER THE WORLD? I THINK SO!

SOME DOWN AND DIRTY CASES . . . BEFORE, MY TIME IS UP, AND MY BLOG IS STOLEN!  THEY ARE EDITING MY  POST TO PROTECT THE GUILTY!


SOMETHING UNIQUE IN EACH CASE!

CHANDA

  • I am not referring to my notes, because, hackers are on my ass, but I hope, I can do some justice, to these cases . . . so sad, but, I can relate, all too well!
  • in this case, there is a young couple, dating, but the dude is abusive, and the chick, has tried to leave him, many times.  He parents, Joe and Donna whatever, encouraged her and tried to help her get away, but, either she would go back, or he would, entice her back.
  • one day, at his house or a family cabin by the lake, and I had Bongo and Jill, both pesty, interrupting me through all the cases, so, ?  They were partying with another couple at the lake, but, after drinking some time, the other chick, leaves, pissed at her boyfriend
  • sometime between, her friend leaving and, an hour or so later, when, boyfriend, calls 911, he claimed that he found, Chanda (See Hand Da!) laying on the front porch, having been beaten and bleeding, and almost dead.  Now, rather than, call, 911 immediately, boyfriend, runs to his, grandfather's place, who is the sheriff, or to his uncle's place,, or step-father, who is a prominent, criminal defense attorney!??????
  • by the time the ambulance, arrives, Chanda is dead!  There are about, 21, family members of the boyfriends in the house, almost acting like, it is a family reunion, playing cards, drinking, watching TV, etc.?  The EMT's, can't figure out why, the boyfriend's family is acting so strange, but, they don't question, with grandpa the sheriff.
  • the parents are called to the funeral home, not the morgue, to identify the body of their daughter?  They are like why is the body, at the funeral home?  We want the medical examiner, to look at the body, and do an autopsy . . . well, the dude at the morgue is not a medical examiner and not trained to do autopsies.  The parents, notice, tons of bruising on their daughter, and try to push, for, someone, a state's medical examiner, but they are denied.  Nobody, really interviews, the family members, and, it is suspected, later by experts, that, Chanda, was alive, for at least an hour, laying, dying on the front porch, and could have lived, had, the EMT or emergency, personnel, been called to the scene earlier.
  • the parents, buried, their daughter, at the highest spot on the top of the cemetery, hoping that some day, they could get the body exhumed, and re-examined or an autopsy done.
  • sorry, the sun is shining, right, in the window, and I can't see, nor can I remember, because there is another case, that is sort of like this with a guy, shooting his wife, soon, to be ex, in the head, twice, because she discovers, he is cheating on her with someone from dispatch, and he is a cop, and his, dad or someone close is also a cop . . . on both cases, you have the blue brotherhood, protecting the likely suspect, and in the case with Chanda, a criminal defense attorney, and cop relative, are at the scene of the crime, while she is dying.  I can't remember, which case, but in one of the cases, a private investigator, gets a hold of inculpatory evidence, that, clearly showed, that, Chanda, had been severely beaten, and there was blood, all over, several rooms, before the body was, moved to the front porch,, before, they allowed, her to die, as she cried for help!  In one of the cases, someone, anonymously, delivered, a manila folder, with pictures of the crime scene, that showed, the investigators, didn't do their jobs, didn't take pictures, or test, gun powder residue, in the other case, everything was done, strangely, and, seemed to be protecting the men, either directly, or indirectly, connected to the cops!
  • 18 years after, Chanda was buried, the parents, got someone willing to re-examine the case of their daughter's death.  I think, her death had been ruled, a suicide, and was promptly closed!
  • pictures of the crime scene, all the blood on the walls, scenes of a fight, pictures of bruises, and the medical examiner's autopsy, showed, that, Chanda, died, after being severely beaten, and left to die!
  • prosecutors, could not charge the boyfriend with murder, because she was not dead, at the time, he carried her body to the front porch; however, the prosecutors, were looking at, not only his and the other party attender's duty, to get her medical help, as soon as possible, charging the boyfriend, with assault and battery, domestic violence, and other bodily harm, statutes, but, like in the Freddy Gray, case, of the 6 cops, who, arrested him, for looking at them, 3 blacks, and 3 white officers, who were charged with his murder, for, basically, being less than, human beings for driving passed, at least two hospitals, while he was, choking and gasping for breath . . . the statue was something like, inhumane treatment of someone in their care and custody!  AS A PROSECUTOR, I WOULD HAVE CHARGED EVERY SINGLE PERSON AT THAT PARTY, WHO DIDN'T CALL FOR  MEDICAL EMERGENCY, UNTIL SHE WAS DEAD, WITH, MURDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1  POSSIBLY, SECOND DEGREE, OR NEGLIGENT HOMICIDE, OR MANSLAUGHTER, BUT SURELY SOMETHING!  THE FAMILY IS PARTYING WITH BLOOD ON THE WALLS, AND, A DYING GIRL ON THE FRONT PORCH?

ANNA ANASTASIA.  SIMILAR TO THE PREVIOUS CASE, THIS CHICK, WAITS AND HOUR, AFTER ALLEGEDLY FINDING HER HUSBAND, WITH A GUN SHOT TO THE HEAD.  WHEN COPS ARRIVE, THEY SEARCH THE HOUSE, AND FIND, A HORROR SCENE FROM, HALLOWEEN, OR FRIDAY THE 13TH!  THE HUSBAND'S, LIVE IN, 25 YEAR OLD GIRLFRIEND, IS CUT IN LIKE 22 PARTS, OR STABBED A TOTAL OF 42 TIMES, AS HEAVY METAL MUSIC IS PLAYING IN A DIRTY, BASEMENT.  TO MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT, ANNA WAS TOTALLY CALM, BEING INTERVIEWED BY THE COPS, WHILE SHE GAVE DNA EVIDENCE, AND WHILE SHE TOOK AND MISERABLY FAILED, A LIE DETECTOR TEST!  APPARENTLY, HUBBY OF MANY YEARS, AND FATHER OF 5 CHILDREN, MET THIS HOT 25 YEAR OLD, AND ALL THREE WERE IN A THREESOME, UNTIL, THE WIFE, PUT THE KIBOSH, ON THE DEAL AND WANTED, CHICK TO MOVE OUT AND HUBBY, SAID NO AND STILL FORCED HER INTO SEX SHE DIDN'T WANT.  ANNA, PUT HER 13 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER, AND HER BOYFRIEND, UP TO, MURDER, THE DAD AND THE GIRLFRIEND.  NOW, IN A WAY, I CAN CHEER, ANNA, LIKE I DID, LORETTA BOBBIT, AS A WOMAN, BUT AS AN ATTORNEY, NO . . . NOR DO I CONDONE, KILLING THE STUPID, BIMBO . . . WHICH I AM SHOCKED, THE CRIME DIDN'T HAPPEN, IN THE REVERSE . . . SLAUGHTER THE DUDE WHO, REFUSED TO GIVE UP, LITTLE MISSY, AND ALSO, REFUSED TO LEAVE THE HOUSE!  HE IS THE ONE, WHO CONTRACTED, IN MARRIAGE, AND THE ANGER SHOULD HAVE BEEN DIRECTED TOWARD, HIM, NOT THE DUMB ASS BITCH, HE BROUGHT WITH HIM, TO THE  NEW HOUSE, AFTER THE WIFE, REFUSED, TO PLAY THE SEX GAMES ANYMORE!  NOW THE THING THAT WAS INTERESTING ABOUT THIS CASE, IS THAT, ANNA, OR THE 13 YEAR OLD, PLACED, A GUN, NEAR THE HEAD HUBBY, THAT WAS NOT USED IN THE MURDER, ALLEGED, SUICIDE, ONE WAS A .45 AND ONE, A .366, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT.  COPS WERE STUNNED, WHEN, THEY FOUND, A BULLET THAT MISSED THE HUSBAND'S HEAD, LODGED, NEAR A BIBLE, IN SOME FURNITURE.  THE COURTS AND JURY, FOUND ANNA, THE MOST GUILTY, BECAUSE, COPS FOUND, TEXT OR EMAIL EVIDENCE, THAT, PLANNED THE MURDER, AND SHE OFFERED THE 13 YEAR OLD KID, A PLACE TO STAY IN HER HOME--HE HAD A ROUGH CHILDHOOD.  KILLING SOMEONE, IS NO SOLUTION.  HE GOT, TWO LIFE SENTENCES, WITHOUT A CHANCE OF PAROLE, SAME WITH ANNA, FOR ORCHESTRATING, THE DEAL.  THE DAUGHTER, WAS, 13, AND I THINK, SO DISTRAUGHT OVER HER DAD'S DEATH, THAT, THE JUVIE COURTS, WENT, LIGHT ON HER.  BOYFRIEND WAS THE SAME AGE, BUT TRIED AS AN ADULT AND GOT AN ADULT SENTENCE.  3 PEOPLE IN PRISON, 2 DEAD, 4 KIDS WITHOUT PARENTS, AND OLDER SISTER!

SEX PLAY IS NO GAME!

MATT.

THIS IS YOUR TYPICAL, OR SO IT SEEMS, JEALOUS HUSBAND, WHO FINDS OUT HIS, HOT SUCCESSFUL WIFE, OF 7 YEARS, IS LEAVING HIM, FOR A GREAT NEW JOB AND A NEW MAN!  DUDE HAS TWO KIDS, FROM A PREVIOUS MARRIAGE, NONE HERS!  WIFE IS MAKING LAST MINUTE PREPARATION FOR, HER HOT JOB INTERVIEW, WHEN, SHE MEETS UP WITH, HUSBAND, WHO DISCOVERS HER, TEXT MESSAGES, TO A COWORKER SHE IS HAVING AN AFFAIR WITH.  LATER, HE PUTS, A GPS TRACKING DDIVICE, EITHER ON HER PHONE OR HER CAR?  INTERFERENCE!  SCREAM.  WHAT MAKES THIS CASE UNIQUE, IS, THAT AFTER, THE DUDE, MURDERS HIS WIFE, HEPUTS THE GPS TRACKER DEVICE IN HIS OWN, POCKET, AND FAILS TO TURN IT OFF!  THE COPS CAN SEE A CLEAR TRAIL OF HITS OFF CELL TOWERS, GOING THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION, OR IN REVERSE OF THE CRIME SCENE WHERE, WIFE IS FOUND IN THE TRUCK OF HER CAR DEAD!  ANOTHER TWIST TO THE STORY, IS THAT THE COPS FOUND OUT THAT, MATT SMITH WAS, NOT MATT SMITH, BUT HAD BEEN, HIDING HIS PREVIOUS LIFE AND CHARGES, BUT THEY GOT THE GUY, AFTER HE GOT THE SYMPATHY OF THE COMMUNITY, BUT DIDN'T PARTICIPATE IN THE SEARCHES FOR HIS WIFE'S BODY, OR HALF HEARTEDLY DID, BUT, THE CROCODILE TEARS, LOOKED, MOFE LIKE CROCK TEARS, TO THE COPS!  HE GOT LIFE!




Saturday, June 8, 2019

COWBOY WISDOM: SOUND'S LIKE HE'S GOT A $1,000 SADDLE ON A $50.00 HORSE. DEATH2LIFE. RING OF FIRE. --JOHNNY CASH. TOY STORY2. MY MONEY. STILL CHEAP! LIE TO ME. --J.T. ELLISON. "THEY APPEARED TO BE THE PERFECT COUPLE . . ." MY MOTHER MYSELF: A DAUGHTER'S (SON'S) SEARCH FOR IDENTITY. THIS IS US. FALLING INTO PLACE. PURE POLITICS: WE HAVE TO HAVE THE WALL! 2 MILLION HISPANICS. HE PANICS. THEY WORK IN YOUR BEEF SLAUGHTER AND BUTCHER SHOPS. WHITES WILL NOT DO THE WORK! THEY ARE THE LANDSCAPERS AND HOUSEKEEPERS AT ALL TRUMP PROPERTIES. WHITES WILL NOT DO THE WORK. CLEAR CHOICE. NEW TEETH COST $12,000, AS HE PUTS CASH DOWN ON A HALF A MILLION DOLLAR RANCH? DIDN'T YOU JUST MAKE $45,000 ON TRAPPING THE IDAHO BABY RAPIST? SO? HEY, YOU CAN GET NEW TEETH FOR $855 IN MEXICO! BUT YOU WOULD HAVE TO GIVE UP YOUR LOYALTY TO TRUMP AND YOUR BIGOTRY! NO COMMENT. LOL. BLACK AND WHITES! THINK CRITICALLY. EXPLORE CREATIVELY. LIVE ETHICALLY. PRO ON THE GO! PRIMITIVE MAN. PRETTY DEADLY. IN PRAISE OF YOUNGER MEN! FEDERAL WILDLIFE OFFICER. JUST THINK I MELTED IN TO YOU, ON THE #1 BUS EXPERIENCE. MEN ARE LIKE TROLLY CARS. ONE COMING BY EVERY TEN MINUTES! MR. CUDDLES. 6 CHICK NUGGETS. YOU THIS MORNING? LOVE YOUR WAYS. CASUAL. CHILL. COOL. EVERYTHING IS SYMBOLIC. EXPOSED YOUR ACHILLES HEEL WITH YOUR SLIP ON DENNIS SHOES. I READ EVERYTHING! NEVER IN MY LIFEF HAVE I FELT SO COMFORTABLE. ALMOST FELT LIKE PUTTING MY ARM THROUGH, YOURS AND PUTTING MY HEAD BACK ON YOUR SHOULDER. FALL INTO ME! OKAY. YOU. BOUNCE BACK IN THREE WEEKS. HIM, OLD SCHOOL, THREE MONTHS! MAYBE. REBEL WILSON ON THE COVER OF "INSTYLE" MAGAZINE. PERFECT PITCH. SMART MEN, SEE THE POTENTIAL. YOUR SMART. THEY WILL JUST TRY TO STOP ME FROM GOING TO THE GYM AFTER I LEAVE THEM! KISS. PERSONALITY AND BRAINS, BIGGEST TURN ON. WILDLIFE PERFECTLY FINE WITH THE RIGHT GUY. COULD TELL YOUR LAID BACK STYLE BY THE WAY YOU REACTED TO ME MOVING YOUR PROPERTY TO THE SEAT. THE WAY YOU DIDN'T MIND CLIMBING OVER ME, PUTTING YOUR BACKPACK UNDER YOUR FEET. THANKS FOR PRETENDING YOU WERE ASLEEP, WHILE I SEXUALLY ASSAULTED YOU WITH MY EYES! LOL. FORGOT KILLERS ON THE ROAD. BRAINS A SQUIRMING LIKE A TOAD! SURVEILLANCE. SIT UP AT ATTENTION! LIE TO ME. THEY BUILT A LIFE ON LIES. SUTTON AND ETHAN MONTCLAIR'S IDYLLIC LIFE IS NOT AS IT APPEARS. THE COUOPLE SEEMS MADE FOR EACH OTHER, BUT THE TRUTH IS UGLY. CONSUMED BY PROFESSIONAL AND PERSONAL BETRAYALS AND FINANCIAL WOES, THE TWO BOTH LOVE AND HATE EACH OTHER. AS TENSIONS MOUNT, SUTTON DISAPPEARS, LEAVING BEHIND A NOT SAYING NOT TO LOOK FOR HER. ETHAN FINDS HIMSELF THE TARGET OF VICIOUS GOSSIP AS FRIENDS, FAMILY AND THE MEDIA SPECULATE ON WHAT REALLY HAPPENED TO SUTTON MONTCLAIR. AS THE POLICE INVESTIGATE, THE LIES THE COUPLE HAVE BEEN SPINNING FOR YERS QUICKLY UNRAVEL. IS ETHAN A KILLER? IS HE BEING SET UP? DID SUTTON HATE HIM ENOUGH TO KILL THE CHILD SHE NEVER WANTED AND THEN HERSELF? THE PATH TO THE ANSWERS IF FULL OF TWISTS THAT WILL LEAVE THE READER BREATHLESS. PUBLICITY & MARKETING CAMPAIGN. ADVANCE UNCORRECTED PROOF NOT FOR SALE. SEE IF ANY OF THESE CHAPTER TITLES RING A BELL? WE FIND A BODY. SOMETHING'S MISSING. DID SHE, OR DIDN'T SHE? THERE ARE CRACKS IN EVERY MARRIAGE. BEAUTY AND THE BEAST. DISCOVERIES ARE MADE. A TWIST OF THE KNIFE. AND THEN THEY WERE THREE. THE FRIENDS COME A-CALLING. BURN ALL THE LAWYERS. THE TANGLED WEBS WE WEAVE. SIDS, OR NOT TO SIDS. THE STRANGE CASE OF THE MISSING WIFE. THE POLICE ARRIVE. GLORY DAYS. TELL ME YOUR SECRETS. WHAT'S REALLY GOING ON HERE? THE INVESTIGATION BEGINS. READ ALL ABOUT IT. THE FIRST BREAK. IN WHICH WE RECEIVE A CLUE. VOICES, I HEAR VOICES. ANOTHER DAWN IS DAWNING. LIFE AS WE KNOW IT HAD ENDED. FRANCOPHILES IN FRANKLIN. STOP THE MADNESS. SHE WHO KNEW HER BEST. AN UNEXPECTED SURPRISE. A VIDEO IS WORTH A THOUSAND WORDS. GOOD TIMING, OFFICER. A TRAIL EMERGES. I HEAR YOU'RE MISSING A WIFE. A CORROSIVE BEAST. LET'S GO FOR A DRIVE. TAKE A WALK ON THE WILD SIDE. THE TIES THAT BIND. BLACKMAIL, OR HOW DOES YOUR GARDEN GROW? WHEN ALL YOU KNOW IS FALSE. A CHANGE OF HEART. I'M COMING HOME, I'M COMING HOME. THAT MAN IS LYING THROUGH HIS TEETH. A CRY, BUT NOT FOR HELP. THE GREEN GRASS ACROSS THE WAY. A CHALLENGE IS GIVEN. THE NEWS, THE DAMNING NEWS. NOT EVERYTHING IS AS IT SEEMS. LIVE FROM A CRIME SCENE. AND NEVER THE TWAIN SHALL MEET. NOW THE WORLD KNOWS. NOW, ISN'T THAT ODD? SUTTON. PROLOGUE. ELLE EST ARRIVE'. NOT EVERYTHING IS AS IT SEEMS. A BIT OF BACKSTORY. THE GHOST OF PAPA. WE MEET A FRIEND. AND SO IT BEGINS. HELLO, MY NAME IS . . . A BABY IS BORN. CAFE' AU LAIT IN BED. AN AFFAIR TO REMEMBER. PAST LIVES REVEALED. MURDER, SHE WROTE. THOSE SACRED HEARTS. AN APPOINTMENT MISSED, A DISASTER AVOIDED. SECRETS AND MONSTERS. AMERICAN WOMAN. THE HEADLINES ARE GRABBING. RISE AND SHINE. WHEN THINGS GO SIDEWAYS. AN ARREST IS MADE. SOMETIMES, YOU GET WHAT EXACTLY YOU WANT. EVERYONE. LIAR, LIAR, PANTS ON FIRE. AIN'T NO REST FOR THE WICKED. ADMIT IT. ONCE A JUVIE, ALWAYS A JUVIE. HAZE ON THE SEINE. THROUGH A GLASS, DARKLY. POISON IVY. LEAN ON ME. THE TRINITY. LEAVIN', ON A JET PLANE. SHINE A BRIGHT LIGHT IN THE CORNERS. HOME IS WHERE THEY HAVE TO TAKE YOU IN. TRUTH WILL OUT. YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN. ADMISSION OF GUILT. BE SHRIVEN. THE RECKONING. DEATH, AND REBIRTH. JUST WHEN YOU THINK IT'S OVER. AUTHOR NOTE. READ BETWEEN THE LINES. LYRICS FROM THE SONG: ONE SHOT.--MABEL. THEN TWO VERY SYMBOLIC AND TELLING DREAMS: (1) DAUGHTER NICOLE; (2) POVERELLO & OLD BOSS, UTAH PROSECUTION COUNCIL, CRIMINAL ENFORCEMENT DIVISION, UTAH ATTORNEY GENERAL OFFICE, MARK NASH.

One Shot
I'ma make one stop for you, for you
And you only got one shot, don't ignore, yeah
'Cause I'm so choosy, choosy, yeah, yeah
Mans say I'm too bougie, bougie, yeah, yeah
So I'ma give you one shot, go ahead, pour it
You know that I feel ya
Say you wanna get familiar
But I got tunnel vision, tunnel vision
I like what I see but that don't mean I'm with
Oh Lord, no, no
I need something, real, yeah
Flashing your wrist on your rollie, rollie
Like your time is precious
Talking to me, say you show me, show me
Boy, you better
So I'ma make one stop for you, for you
And you only got one shot, don't ignore, yeah
'Cause I'm so choosy, choosy, yeah, yeah
Mans say I'm too bougie, bougie, yeah, yeah
So I'ma give you one shot, go ahead, pour it
But you only got one shot
Gotta give me all you got
So I'ma make a little time for you
But babe you only got one shot, one shot
I wanna get to know ya
It's so hard to ignore ya
But no, I never make bad decisions, bad decisions
I don't need your hands to catch the rhythm
Oh Lord, no, no
We got something for sure, yeah

Holding your chain like it's holy, holy
I'm a blessing, blessing
Still talking to me, say you show me, show me
Boy, you better
So I'ma make one stop for you, for you
And you only got one shot, don't ignore, yeah
'Cause I'm so choosy, choosy, yeah, yeah
Mans say I'm too bougie, bougie, yeah, yeah
So I'ma give you one shot, go ahead, pour it
And you only got one shot
Gotta give me all you got
So I'ma make a little time for you
But baby you only got one shot, one shot
You stay right there
I'll be right back
Turn this one shot into a night cap
Too much talking
Why you like that?
You only get one shot so baby, where you at?
You stay with me, gotta pay attention
'Cause we have a good thing if you learn your lesson
I'ma make sure that you don't forget it

I'ma make sure that you don't regret it
So I'ma make one stop for you, for you
And you only got one shot, don't ignore, yeah
'Cause I'm so choosy, choosy, yeah, yeah
Mans say I'm too bougie, bougie, yeah, yeah
So I'ma give you one shot, go ahead, pour it
And you only got one shot
Gotta give me all you got
So I'ma make a little time for you
Baby you only got one shot, one shot
Songwriters: Mabel McVey / Jordan Day Reid / Kelly Kiara
One Shot lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC

CLEAR POLITICS. CLEAR CHOICE.  A DAUGHTER'S SEARCH FOR IDENTITY.  SHE IS AS CONSERVATIVE AS I AM LIBERAL!  WILL IT ALL COME OUT IN THE WASH?
  • this dream was actually quite simple . . . I lived in a big house, clean, nice, furnished, and kept up.  However, each time, everything was done, Nicole, my arch, conservative, active, Mormon, Republican daughter, who has lived, under the care and supervision of, the Southwick, sister, Sue and Kevin shit or Schmidt, family, for 20 years, while living back east, would come in a mess the house up?
  • Sue is one year younger than I am, and, we have, kind of always been rivals, from debate, to her wanting to be an attorney.  Sue used to assign, every sister, a slot, in the family pecking order . . . I was the pretty one.  I always bucked the pretty social butterfly label, and struggled to have it all, brains, beauty, social status, education, good grades, standing in the church, great kids, and the list go on and on.
  • Nicole was in the military, when I was practicing law, so she never saw, much of the attorney, professor, business owner, online professor, and she was brought home, after I was told I was going to die and she, might not be done with her service, before I was dead.
  • the Southwick sister, pecking order, got it's nose out of joint, when, I decided to get divorced and go to law school, as did my father, screamed at me for hours, and the sister club, promised me if I got a divorce, and gave my kids to their father to go to law school, if my kids ever got famous, look for all our brand names, I would not get credit for being their mother . . . HELLO!?
  • President Obama's father, never met him, until he was 10, and only once, and nobody, said he was not partially, responsible, for the genetic, make up of a brilliant, lawyer and world leader!  GET FUCKING REAL.  It was not as if, I abandoned my kids!  They were with me more than with the father they lived with, every weekend, and beyond, still closer to all of them!  Chris hates both of his parents!  LOL.  Can't say I blame him. 
In the book, MY MOTHER MYSELF, I read, the first paragraph or page, and, it sounded very familiar, to me, the very intelligent mother, said, or told her daughter, I am not good at this mother thing, so if you ever, need to find someone that you can bond to, do so . . . I won't be offended.
  • but, daughter, sabotage, or lying about her parentage, I take issue with, and, fucking with my great house, messing it up, just as I get it cleaned, or straightened out, is just plain and simply WRONG!  My parents have done me totally wrong, have put hits out on me, to save, more favored, sisters, and I still don't lie about who my parents are!  All my wounds are defensive . . . I have never purposefully, hurt, any of my kids, only done what is best, given the situation, which, admittedly has been hard, but I have seen kids, from, totally, alcoholic, abusive, parents, love and support them . . . so what gives?
  • I was like, what is up with that, Nicole?  Back to the dream . . . at first I didn't say anything, but the pattern started to get annoying.  I would go to various parts of my very nice home, and, just, as soon as I got things, back in shape, Nicole would come and mess it up again!
  • generally, actions like this, come from deep hurt, and are triggered by the least offense . . . recently, I wrote something, positive about, Greta, being, qualified, to be, Secretary of Interior, and sent a group text, to all four of my kids, thinking, they would be supportive and like seeing, their big sister, who is just going through a divorce, complimented, and, that men, are lining up to meet her, just by me talking to them.  I don't favor, on child over another, never have, never thought this would bother, her or her brothers, who benefited greatly from their big sister's love and care, and I know, the bruising, seen and unseen, a divorce, can cause . . . just wanted to build her up, because, she deserves it!
  • NOTE, THE PINK STINK, TEXT BOX, BLOCKING ME FROM, PUBLISHING OR POSTING, BECAUSE, THEY WANT ME TO CLICK, FOR THEIR ENTRY IN TO FUCK THIS BLOG, SO THAT NICOLE, AND MY KIDS, CAN'T GET THE TRUTH, JUST HAPPENED, AND, THEY ARE ON THIS BLOG, AS THEY ALWAYS HAVE BEEN, FROM, DAY TWO!
  • so the next thing, I get from Nicole, is, some stupid ass, thing about, text etiquette?  My home schooling daughter, is lecturing her mother, on texting?  I have written for the U.S. Supreme Court, for statewide doctors associations, taught, at three colleges, and have, started, master's degrees in family and human development, and, ancient scripture studies . . . so?  Is she jealous of my relationship with Greta?  She joins, in with all the kids, none of us, like these group, texts . . . I told them all the fuck off!  LOL.  My god, my parents, didn't even call me once, for two years while I was living in Tucson, Arizona, when she was born, not even to congratulate me for having a baby!  I didn't hate them, so where is all this venom, coming from, and what has Sue and Kevin, been telling her?  My father, wrote on letter, group, letter, and, it was about me coming to visit, and to me, too!  LOL.  but, I was glad to know my dad, at least thought of me once in two years!  Let's say it is in my DNA . . . we tend to parent kind of like our parents, parented us!  My parents were on bad, until, I was pitted against, the family welfare case, Shelley . . . we love those we serve, and everyone in the family served, Shelley and her crew, of misfits!
  • anyway, I will leave the dream analysis, to her, or to you psychologists out there!  LOL.
  • I'm a pretty with it mom, attorney, professor, blogger, and, do everything well . . . the proof is in my work, from my kids, to my billion dollar blog!
  • FIND OUT WHO HER BOSSES ARE IN LANGLEY OR QUANTICO!  FUCK!?  NICOLE HAS BEEN IN D.C., PLENTY LONG ENOUGH, TO HOOK UP WITH MY ENEMIES, AND GET PAID BY THEM . . . THE FRUIT DOESN'T FALL FAR FROM THE TREE . . . SHE EVEN WRITES A LETTER TO A CONGRESSMAN OR COUNTY COMMISSIONER AND THEY WANT TO HIRE HER!  LOL.  HER JOB WITH LOUDON COUNTY, VIRGINIA, WAS ALMOST IDENTICAL TO ONE OF MY JOBS WITH THE UTAH ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICE! 
  • OF ALL MY KIDS, SHE IS PROBABLY THE MOST LIKE ME!  THAT SHOULD EXPLAIN, A LOT!  LOL.  RABID ABOUT POLITICS!  MILITANT EVEN WITH HER MORMON YOUNG WOMEN . . . I HAVE BRAGGED ABOUT HER TOO, AS I HAVE ALL MY STELLAR KIDS . . . THE BOLD LOOK OF KOHLER!  LOL.  LITTLE  QUEENIE, STOP MESSING WITH YOUR MOTHER'S HOUSE!  I DIG ON HER, BUT SHE PISSES ME OFF!  LOL.  SHE COULD BE JEALOUS OF ME BEING AROUND, GRETA IN THE LAST 20 YEARS, WHILE SHE GOT SUE!  LOL!  THE PINK STINK LINE IS BACK!  THEY FILTER, EVERYTHING FROM MY KIDS, SO THEY DON'T KNOW JACK SHIT!  SHE HAS NO IDEA, JUST HOW COOL HER MOTHER IS!  LOL.
  • I am almost afraid to call her, need to first ask her if there are any phone call etiquette's, I need to know about?  FUCK THE FBI or CIA . . . lame ass shits, learning from your MOTHER!

THIS NEXT DREAM, MIGHT, HELP MY LITTLE FEISTY DAUGHTER, KNOW HER MOTHER!  FIRST PICTURE OF NICOLE, AS A TWO MONTH OLD, LOOKING "LIKE LITTLE ROCKET GIRL," GREEN JAMMIES, BODY, STRAIGHT, HEAD ERECT, ON A 45 DEGREE ANGLE, FROM HER BODY, STICKING HER TONGUE OUT, AT ME AND HER DAD!

LOL.

VERY SYMBOLIC AND APPROPRIATE!

  • now, my readers, if they can find my blog, anymore, don't know where it is coming out, but, Mr. Cuddly, Federal Wildlife Officer, must have found it and read it, somewhere in the web, used to be everywhere, or he must have paid close attention to my dossier, to be able to find me at McDonald's, with my cell phone battery out . . . even more handsome with his double glasses off!  I am very aggressive in the law, but, in love, not so much . . . take that for what it is worth!  Just grab me by the arm, hit the back roads somewhere, and get me tongue-tied and twisted!  We already broken the ice, kind of . . . 
  • so, my readers, know that there has been a sewer or Sue Her, malfunction at the Poverello Center, really the only place, I find safe, in my condition, as a government, mafia, family, GOP, Trump, rat!  Case in point, Yellowstone!  But, several weeks ago, actually, the day, I got back in town, making me extremely suspicious, the sewer backed up at the Pov. shutting down, the kitchen, and the entire downstairs, until, Daylight Disaster Cleanup, repairs everything.  They do, clean up and restoration, and from what I hear, the remodel is going to take some time, with, the need to yank out some of the walls in the men's dorm, and bathrooms . . . these conditions at the Pov. seemed to be the background for the dream.
  • SOMEONE IS CONNECTING, MY PAST WITH MY PRESENT!  MY OLD BOSS, MARK NASH, FROM THE UTAH AG'S OFFICE, WAS IN THE DREAM AND IN CHARGE OF THE REMODEL, AND IT WAS SOME, REMODEL!
  • this reminds me of something my other, smart alack son, Chris, said once, when I tried to get him to be more positive, by watching the movie, YES, MAN! He is a grumpy old man, at age, 37, he was, about, 35 then . . . he said, Mom, just because, I watch a movie, is not going to make me, positive, and he made reference, giving me a dig, about living in a homeless shelter!  Lol.  I responded by saying, I live in a mansion, that costs, $5 million, with, 168 slaves or butlers and housekeepers, who cook, clean, wait tables, and do yard work!  TRUE!
  • in the dream, a group of well dressed men, Mark, heading up the project . . . the ceilings in the kitchen were raised to about double, the non-existent, cupboards, at the Pov. now had, massive, wood covered, cupboards, including, matching fridge and freezer, there were ornate like, Roman architectural pillars, and someone was painting, all the scrolls, and, whatever, in bright, green, yellow, pink and red, colors . . . I was taken back, by the time and effort for a homeless shelter, turned palace!  LOL.  I asked the painters, why, they were doing the pillars so colorful, and he said, because, you are colorful, like someone finally discovered, that the blogger, attorney, professor, lobbyist, is really, at the POV., not in some palatial palace, bought on MY MONEY, and not earned, by the OWNER!   
  • THE RICH ONE, OR SHOULD BE RICH, CHICK, LIVES, AT THE POV. MAKE IT FIT FOR A QUEEN! AND THEY WERE!  THE PLACE WAS LIKE TWICE AS BIG . . . IF I EVER GET MY MONEY, THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT I WOULD DO!  MAYBE NOT SO, PALATIAL, BUT, LARGER, WITH MORE ROOM, MAYBE, BETTER ACCOMMODATIONS, BUT THEY REALLY DO A PRETTY GOOD JOB, NOW!  
  • there seemed to be a bike race, or some biking event with the remodel, BIKES FOR SHELTER?  All the bikers, took off, going down, this steep, hill, like one might find in San Fransisco or even in Butte, Montana!  I broke, all the bones in my ankle, but for the femur, standing still on a bike, up in Logan, by a water treatment plant, about 10 years ago, so, in the dream, I was a bit, hesitant to go down the really steep hill, and I took, and less steep, and more gradual, incline, or grade of hill!  I took some side street, more gradual.
  • if someone has finally, connected me to my PAST, and Mark, retired by now, I am sure, always, a good guy, golf buddy, cool boss, non-sexist, advanced me, right off the bat, put me out in front, assigned me to be on domestic violence committees with top people, judges, attorneys, giving me the manual project, pushing me in front of crowds going trainings, and whatever, even wanting me the first issue of the UTAH PROSECUTOR, to say, I was going to be the NEXT ATTORNEY GENERAL!  He said, you would make a great one, but, my fear is, that you would never make it the full four years!  He read me well!  I would give a job, and offered, one every year to the day, for my time in and out of the AG's office, everything I had, then, once the creative side was over, I would be bored!  Wherever I was in the state, there was the HOT TOPIC!  UTAH DIVISION OF AGING, SAID, WE WATCHED WHAT HAPPENED WHEN, JAN HIRED YOU AND STOLE YOU FROM MARK!  Mark was never threatened, jealous, never, stopped me from advancing, was always, behind me 100%!  I had to laugh at cowboy, he can't stand this chick his boss, at the ranch, or himself, hired, who got great recommendations from, her old boss, but doesn't seem to have even the basic understanding, of ranching, cows, cattle, the market, but does, understand, accounting and the books!  Cowboy said, her old boss just gave her a glowing reference, to bet RID OF HER!  LOL.  I would imagine that is how Shelley got advanced, pretending to be an attorney, or me . . . she's great, to get rid of his problem and make it someone else's, problem!  She is likable, more so than, I am, but, that comes with the territory, I have attitude, she is a humble church mouse, because, she never did what she claimed to have done!  I DID, ALL AND MORE!
IT'S ALL DOWNHILL FROM HERE!
"THEY" HAD ME SOOOO BURIED, THAT NOBODY COULD FIND ME!
LOVE BURGER KING SLOGANS: (1) ANGRY WHOOPER; AND (2) THE STACK KING!
STACKED THE DECK OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN AGAINST ME . . . EVEN HAD MY OWN DAUGHTER(S) AND SON(S) SO CONVINCED, I WAS, THIS HORRIBLE PERSON, THAT SHELLEY OR RACHEL, OR SUE, WERE FAR MORE WORTHY OF MY RESUME, CREDENTIALS, HONORS, AWARDS, MONEY, PRESTIGE AND POWER, THAN, I WAS, THE ONE WHO ALWAYS, EARNED, AND WAS "NEVER" GIVEN!
FUCK?.
 
 


 


 

Friday, June 7, 2019

PROFESSIONAL SECRETS. SERIOUS COIN. FREE TO BE ME! BUY THREE GET ONE FREE! GHOST RIDERS IN THE SKY: (1) ELECTRIC COWBOY (NICHOLAS CAGE) SKULL ON FIRE RIDING CHOPPER; (2) RODEO KID COWBOY (SAM ELLIOT) MAN AND HORSE ON FIRE . . . TEAMING UP TO TAKE DOWN THE DEVIL TREE! RIDERS ON THE STORM. GENIUS LYRICS OF JIM MORRISON OF THE DOORS. THINK CRITICALLY. EXPLORE CREATIVELY. LIVE ETHICALLY. MADE FOR ALL. NO SHINE. ALL ME. SHEAR SMOOCH. HOT TRENDS. ASPIRE HIGH SCHOOL. YOUR MOBILE BEAUTY ADVISOR. #FASTFASHION. SIDEBAR: YOGA PANTS FOREVER. I BOUGHT A PAIR OF CHAMPION BLACK YOGA PANTS, AT TARGET YESTERDAY, ALONG WITH OTHER SUNDRY ITEMS, WHILE COWBOY WAITED IN THE TRUCK, CALLING ME EVERY FIVE MINUTES, WHILE I WAS TRIPPING TO PULL UP MY NEW PANTS, DITCH MY OLD ONES THAT WERE NO LONGER DECENT TO WEAR, AFTER STITCHING THEM UP ABOUT 4 TIMES, WHILE IN YELLOWSTONE . . . MY LAST PANTS, WERE CHEAP CHINESE YOGA PANTS, FROM WALMART, THAT ONLY LASTED ABOUT THREE MONTHS, WHEN, MY TARGET PANTS, WILL LAST A YEAR OR MORE! BUT, I BOUGHT, LONGS, RATHER THAN REGULARS, BECAUSE THE LAST PAIR WERE TOO SHORT AND FIT STRANGE--NOTHING TO DO WITH THE OWNERS, PLUMP BOD! LOL. SO I FIGURED, THAT THE LONGS, WITH THE EXTRA FLUFF ON MY BODY, WOULD, FILL IN THE EXTRA 4 INCHES, OF LENGTH, SO, THAT WAS ABOUT RIGHT. NOT SO. NOW, I HAVE FOUR INCHES, OF LENGTH, AND MY FLUFF IS DOING NOTHING TO HOLD THEM UP! SCREAM, I AM WALKING ON THE EXTRA! SO, IN TRUE, CIA FASHION, COPIED FROM MY #FASTFASHION, HOMELESS STYLE, NEVER HAD ANYONE GUESS ME AS HOMELESS, BALCK ALWAYS CLASSY AND FRESH, NO SO WITH OTHER COLORS . . . BUT, THROUGH THE MISSOULIAN, FRONT PAGE ARTICLE, SHOWING A BLONDE AND A BRUNETTE, WEARING ALL BLACK, BUT, LOOKING TALL, DUE TO WALKING ON STILTS. NOW IN THIS MIND, SUSPICIOUS OF THE MISSOULIAN, BEING USED TO SEND, EITHER FALSE, OR TRUE INFORMATION, SUBLIMINALLY, THROUGH THE NEWSPAPER, SYMBOLISM AND SIGNS, ME PURCHASING THE SIZE "LONG" PANTS, THAT, WOULD BE WHAT BOTH SISTERS, RACHEL AND SHELLEY, BOTH RESPECTIVELY, THREE TO FOUR INCHES TALLER THAM MYSELF, I BELIEVE, THE MESSAGE TO THE PUBLIC WHO MOST LIKELY KNOW THE TWO, AND NONE KNOW ME, IS THAT, I AM TALLER THAN BOTH SISTERS, WHICH IS "FAKE" NEWS! IN THE SOUTHWICK FAMILY, THERE ARE THREE BIG SISTERS, AND THREE LITTLE SISTERS! THE TALLER ONES GOT MY FATHER'S GENES AND THE SMALLER GOT MY MOTHER'S GENES WHO IS, ONLY 5'4". MY FATHER IS 6'3" SO, BETWEEN THAT AND MY MOTHER'S 5'4", WE ALL FALL INTO ONE OF THE TWO CATEGORIES, THE TALL GALZ, AND THE SHORTER GALZ. SHELLEY, RACHEL, AND SUE ARE THE BIG MOOSES! ME, MARCIE AND TIFFANY, ARE DAINTY AND PETITE, WITH A LITTLE MEAT! LOL. SO, MY CREDIT CARD, MAY BE MISLEADING! THESE REPLACEMENT PANTS, ARE TOO FUCKING LONG, JUST AS ANNOYING AS BEING ON THE HIGH WATER SIDE OF THE LAST PAIR OF PANTS! NO, I AM NOT ONE OF THE AUNTS! MOTHER OF THE MODERN DAY DOORS, ELLIOT, AND THE DITCH & THE DELTA BAND! HE IS NOT, A SON OF THE DELTA FORCE MARINES, OR INTELLIGENCE MACHINE! JUST ONE MEAN MOTHER! LOL. WHAT TO DO WITH SENSITIVE MEN. I HAVE ZERO TOLERANCE! LOL. COWBOY AND THIS MEAN MACHINE, ARE A CLASSIC MATCH! PRIMITIVE MAN VS. SOPHISTICATED LADY! LOL. PRETTY DEADLY. TOTAL CONFIDENCE. MAGICAL ESCAPE. SINFUL COLORS. OUTRAGEOUS NAILS. ALMAY SMART SHADE. FREE TO BE ME! STITCHES: WE MAKE YOU LOOK GOOD! WERE ARE YOU? LOL. I HAVE THE YELLOWSTONE NATIONAL PARK OLD GEYSER HAT ON! OLD FAITHFUL. BUT, OF COURSE, COWBOY DIDN'T NOTICE! LOL. THE DEVIL TREE. IT IS FUNNY, LAST WEEK I WROTE ABOUT THE DREAM I HAD, AND I FORGOT THE THIRD SEGMENT OF THE THREE PART DREAM, NOW, CAN'T REMEMBER THE FIRST TWO PARTS, BUT THE THIRD ONE CAME TO ME . . . IF YOU ARE A BIBLE THUMPER, YOU KNOW THE SYMBOLISM OF THE GRAFTING OF THE "OLIVE TREE" . . . THERE ARE SEVERAL SCRIPTURES THAT STATE, THE FRUIT DOESN'T FALL FAR FROM THE TREE! A GOOD TREE, CAN'T PRODUCE BAD FRUIT, NOR CAN A BAD TREE PRODUCE GOOD FRUIT! HOWEVER, THE LORD, ALLOWS, FOR GRAFTING OF OTHER BRANCHES, INTO THE GOOD TREE. SO WITH THAT IN MIND, THE DREAM MAKES SENSE . . . I REMEMBER, FAMILY BEING IN THE DREAM . . . BUT, IN THE LAST PART OF THE DREAM, IT SAID, SOMETHING LIKE, IF YOU KILL THE OLIVE TREE, OR THE SOURCE OF LIFE, BOTH THE NATURAL BRANCHES AND THE GRAFTED BRANCHES WILL DIE, BECAUSE, THE SOURCE IS THE SOURCE! SO, TAKE THIS BLOG, FOR INSTANCE, MADE FOR EVERYONE, TO INSPIRE, TO GUIDE, TO LEAD, TO TRAIN, TO ENTERTAIN, TO EDUCATE, TO GIVE JOY, AND TO MAKE YOU THINK, OR PISS YOU OFF! THINK CRITICALLY. EXPLORE CREATIVELY. LIVE EITHICALLY. THE GOOD FIGHT! NOW, THREE MONTHS AGO, THE MOB, OR "THEY" THE COMBO OF MOB, MORMONS, MEN IN BLACK, MILITARY, TRUMP FANS, WHOEVER, THIS "SWARM" CONSISTS OF, IN ANGER, OR IN HAST, CUT OFF, 1142 OR SO, OF MY BRILLIANT BLOG, TO KEEP FOR THEMSELVES, DENYING ALL OTHERS THE ENJOYMENT OF THE FUN, KNOWLEDGE, AND POWER, THAT MY BLOG TENDS TO GIVE . . . YOU COULD SAY, I AM THE GIVING TREE! THEN, ABOUT THREE WEEKS AGO, ANOTHER, 1,000 WERE LIFTED, OFF MY SITE, AND, WENT TO A SITE, THAT THE "SWARM" COULD CONTROL, RATHER THEN, THE PIZZA MADE FROM SCRATCH, WITH EVERY WORD, THROUGHT, AND ORIGINAL DELIVERY, MINE, I WAS STRIPPED OF ALL OF THESE BLOGS, I WROTE! NOW, IT IS HARD TO EVEN FIND MY BLOG, AT ALL . . . I WAS THE TOP 3 TO 10 BLOGS, ON EVERY FUCKING SITE ON THE WEB, FOR 5.5 YEARS! NOW, I AM ALMOST NON-EXISTENT. THE JOY IS DWINDLING FAST, FROM, WRITING, BECAUSE, THERE IS NO EVIDENCE, EVEN OF WHERE THE WRITING IS ENDING UP! BEFORE, I GOT THE PLEASURE OF, SEEING MY BLOG, LISTED OVER EVERY FUCKING, LEAD SITE, ON THE INTERNET, WITH MILLIONS, EVEN TO BILLIONS OF HITS OR RESULTS, IN NO TIME AT ALL, LIKE IN FRACTIONS OF SECONDS! NOW, I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE THE BLOGS ARE REGISTERING, BUT THEY ARE WORTH ABOUT A BILLION PER DAY! THIS IS NOT ONLY THE MOST DESPICABLE ACT OF PIRACY, BUT, THEY ARE KILLING, THE VERY TREE THAT GIVES THEM NOURISHMENT, AND LIFE! THEY HAVE GRAFTED INTO MY TREE, MIXED WITH MY BRANCHES, OR KIDS, LIVED, SUCKED, AND DRAINED ME DRY, LEAVING NOTHING FOR ME TO ENJOY, MYSELF! I AM SURE MY SON, FEELS EXACTLY, THAT SAME WAY ABOUT HIS MUSIC. AS LONG AS THERE IS SOME, ENJOYMENT AND PLEASURE FROM OUR ART OUR WORKS, OUR TIME AND EFFORT, BOTH, MOTBHER AND SON PRODUCE; HOWEVER, TAKE ALL FORMS OF CONNECTION TO OUR WORK, AND WE DIE . . . AND SO DO YOU. PATHETIC. SAD. DISTURBING. ILLEGAL. UNCONSTITUTIONAL. CRIMINAL. WHERE IS THE FBI AND CIA? THE NSA? THEY ARE GETTING BOUGHT OFF, BRIBED, AND PAID, TO STEAL, EVERY WORD, THOUGHT, AND IDEA, AND MAKE IT TOOK LIKE THE GALS ON STILTES ARE DOING THE WORK, BECAUSE THEYA RE SPENDING THE DOUGH! I AM SO BURIED, THAT, YOU CAN'T EVEN FIND, MY ELECTRONIC FOOTPRINTS ANYMORE! THIS IS A LOSS TO THE WORLD! PERIOD. THE MOST READIEST BLOG IN THE HISTORY OF MANKIND, AND THEY ARE STEALING IT, AND BURYHING THE WRITER? I REMEMBER SEEING A POSTER OF MY SON, BLUE T-SHIRT, COPPER RED, GOLDEN HAIR, DOWN OVER HIS FACE, YELLOW ELECTRIC GUITAR, DARK PANTS, AND THIS WAS A POSTER, BACK WHEN, HIS BAND, GOD'S REVOLVER, WAS, HARD ROCK BAND OF THE YEAR, MAGNUM MAGAZINE, AND AT THE BOTTOM OF THE SITE, THE 3 POINT, FONT, COUNTING, NUMBERS, WERE GOING SO FAST, BUT THE NUMBERS WERE ASTRONOMICAL, AND TURNING OVER IN THE HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS, AND MILLIONS, IF NOT BILLIONS, SO FAST, THAT, IT BLEW MY MIND . . .. THIS WAS BACK IN 2008 OR SO, WHEN, ELLIOT HAD THREE WORLD WIDE MUSIC MAGAZINE, INTERVIEWS THAT WERE ALL KILLED, BY GRANDPA AND NOW, EX-HUB, OF GRETA, DALLAS! ELLIOT'S NATIONWIDE MUSIC TOUR WAS INTERFERED WITH, AND, HIS BUS, AND THIS IS VERY SYMBOLIC, DIED IN WASHINGTON, D.C.! MCDC! MURDER SEE, D.C.! COPS, WHO ARE ALLEGEDLY OVER, FINANCIAL CRIMES ARE THE ONES PERPETRATING THE CRIMES, AND STEALING THE MONEY, AND ONCE THEY STOLE, SON'S, SONS', MUSIC, THEY JUST ADDED THE MOM'S BLOG, RIGHT INTO THE COUNT WITH THE STOLEN, MUSIC, AND MONEY! THIS IS ASSET FORFEITURE ON STERIODS, ALL RUSSIAN, TYPE BULLSHIT THAT MADE, A RUSSIAN, COP, NOT ONLY PRESIDENT TWO TERMS LONGER THEN HE CONSTITUTIONALLY SHOULD BE, BUT ONE OF THE RICHEST MEN IN THE WORLD! AND WE CAN'T GET RID OF TRUMP, WHO IS WITH PUTIN, BACKED BY COPS AND MILITARY, GOING DOWN THE SAME PATHS, AS PUTIN DID . . .ALL SPIES AT THE CIA AND KGB LEVEL, KNOW EACH OTHER, AND WANT TO RULE THE WORLD, ALONG WITH MILITARY MIGHT . . . THAT IS WHY IT IS SO CRITICAL, THAT, THE MONEY, FROM THE NATURAL OLIVE TREE, GETS, AND NURISHES, THE GRAFTED, IN BRANCHES. BUT THEY KEEP KILLING THE TREE AND THE NATURAL BRANCHES . . . THEN, WHO FUNDS THE CIA BLACK OPS, TORTURE CHAMBERS, AND BUILDS THE WARSHIPS? THE MONEY IS DRYING UP, RAPIDLY. THEY LOST, ABOUT, $6,000,000,000, JUST BY ME, NOT WRITING LAST WEEK . . . NO WONDER THEY WANT TO KNOW WHERE I AM EVERY FUCKING SECOND OF THE DAY AND NIGHT, I AM THE GOLDEN GOOSE, THE MONEY MAKER! TAYLOR SWIFT OF BLOGGING! I PRODUCE MY OWN, MUSIC AND WRITE MY OWN WORDS! I AM FUCKING WORLD FAMOUS, BUT NOBODY, KNOWS MY FACE, BUT THEY DO KNOW ALL THE GIRLZ CLUB, SPENDING MY MONEY, AROUND THE GLOBE AND TAKING CREDIT FOR MY BRAINS, IN WASHINGTON, D.C, GIVING, THE CIA, BRAGGING RIGHTS TO ME? BUY THREE, GET ONE, THE REAL ONE, THE SMART, ON FREE, THE MONEY MAKER FREE . . . AND NOBODY, EVEN KNOWS SHE EXISTS! NOW IN THIS GAME OF, MIX, MATCH AND ATTACH, THE LAST PHASE OF THE STEAL HAS TAKEN PLACE! THERE IS THIS PROCESS OF GRAFTING, WOMEN, INTO THIS, OLIVE TREE, BY MEN, WHO WANT, TO TAKE CREDIT FOR ME, BE MARRIED TO THE ULTIMATE MUSCLE GIRLFRIEND OR WIFE, BUT THEY CAN'T CONTROL ME, OR I DON'T WANT THEM, OR AFTER SEEING THE SAME PATTERNS OF CRIMINAL BEHAVIOR, WORTHY OF RICO CHARGES AND VIOLATIONS, FOR MOB TYPE ACTIVITY, I HAVE ZERO TOLERANCE FOR COPS, AT WHATEVER LEVEL! THIS WEEKEND OR MY LITTLE TRIP, REAFFIRMED THAT ONE MORE TIME! THIS WILL LIKELY BE THE LAST BLOG I WRITE, I AM JUST, SEEING THE LAST EMBERS OF DESIRE TO WRITE . . . JUST LIKE THEM, STEALING MY $356.7 MILLION SECURITIES, CASE, OR FUCKING, JUDGE, MICHAEL G. WESTFALL, ALLOWING, SHELLEY WIG AND ALL TO BE ME IN COURT, TO START ESTABLISHING THE FACT THAT, SHE IS ME! THIS IS DIRTY FROM, PARENTS TO JUDGES, EVEN U.S. SUPREME COURT JUDGES . . . FRAUD, FAKES, LIARS, CHEATERS, LOSERS, ARE THE ORDER OF THE DAY . . . EVERYBODY LOVES, SHELLEY, RACHEL, AND KAY, SO, WHY SHOULD WE DEAL WITH YOU? BECAUSE, I AM ME! THEYA RE NOT ME! THEY DIDN'T DO THE FAMILY, THE LAW SCHOOL, THE TOP JOBS, THE AWARD WINNING MANUALS, THE UNIVERSITIES, THE CASES, THE LOBBYING, THE WATER COMPACT, THE BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY, QUITE, SIMPLY, ARE NOT ME! COPS, KIDS, AND CLOWNS, DON'T GET TO DECIDE, WHO GETS TO BE ME AND THAT IS LEGIONS . . . I GET MYSELF PLACES, SO THEY USE ME, TO GET THEIR ASSES, INTO PLACES, THEIR NIPPLES, COULDN'T GET THEM! TRY THE GIRLS, WITHOUT ME! NOTHING BURGERS! IF THEY ARE SOOOOOOO GREAT, EXTRACT ME FROM THE EQUATION! THEY WILL GET YOU NOTHING, BUT, MAYBE YOU CAN BUTTFUCK THEM, ALL YOU FAGS, MAGGOTS AND QUEERS, HIDING BEHIND ME, THROUGH THEM! FUCK? NOW, TO TRAIN, NEW SPIES AND ASPIRING, POL,ITICAL ACTIVISTS, BEFORE, I DIE ON THE VINE, OR THEY DO . . . I STILL HAVE ALL THE KNOWLEDGE, BUT KNOWLEDGE, GAINED AND NO SHARED, DIES WITH THE OWNER, BUT REMEMBER, THE NATURAL AND THE GRAFTED BRANCHES DIE TOO . . . EVEN GOD CAN'T UPSET, NATURAL LAW AND IS BOUND BY IT! YOU ARE NOT GODS, BUT SELF, WORSHIPPING, ASSHOLES, BASED ON ALL I AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CRAZY ASS BITCHES AND BASTARDS! THE DEVIL TREE. --JERZY MIKE KOSINSKY!

MAGICAL ESCAPE

  • readers know, that my daughter, has recently gone through a divorce . . . this escape, started, about three weeks ago.  FAMILY FIRST, with me.  Not so with most women, sisters, friends, included, men, first, sacrifice the kids for your own, security.  Now, I had a bed, at the Pov. and I had a job that I liked, picking up cigarette butts is a challenge, when, you are the only non-smoker, in the building, but the one who loves a nice yard!  LOL.  Now, my daughter's ex, is not known for making plans, and he is suppose to have the kids, all summer, long.  Now, I am not about, to let my personal, ambitions or a possible, new bow, take precedence over my grand kids!  Clear distinction, from, my parent's DEVIL TREE!  They are grafting into the GOOD TREE!  So, is Dallas coming to take the kids?  I don't know.  Well, keep me informed.  A week, ago, and I love my little nitty gritty dirt life, but, first things, first . . . so, have you heard from Dallas?  No. Well, you know my money goes fast, so, if I don't hear, I will most likely, have it spent, and you will have to wait until, next month.
  • so over the course, of, the last week, since, Memorial Day, the box knife, killer, and the Colombian drug cartel dude, are getting dicier and dicier, while the cops have backed off . . . but, I am, liking cowboy, at least for the time being . . . I know if I can just get three months in Utah, or three months here--if I am here, he is not going to notice the drastic change, so, that will romantically, make all the difference in a new romance--better to disappear for three months, and come back, after calving season, branding and summer bull sales . . . so, is Dallas taking the kids?  I still don't know.  FUCK!  Last Friday, I get paid, two days, early, never happens . . . now, I don't want to sign up for swimming or the gym, until, I know, where I am spending the summer. Makes sense, right?  So, I have money in my pockets, and ants in my pants!  I decide to stay, for once, and, play this out . . . it is about, 8:00 pm, Friday night.  Mr. Box Cutter, shows up, in front of the Pov. where I had been sitting for about, and hour, waiting for check in, and also, another friend of mine, I have known since the old Pov. days, shows up, just off the boat from, Oregon, we tramp trip together, meeting up, everywhere from, this bus stop to the Pov.  Now with, the woman, hater, box killer, standing there, I said, so, seeing that is pay day, or near, are you still going to Seattle to kill that lady who owes, you $1700?  I don't even know here address, but I would kill you, for 50 Pecos!  Okay, so this dude, hates his mother, and he, doesn't care who he kills, or he has a contract out on me, from the mob, or the military or my family!  This is all on Pov. surveillance tapes!  Gladly, I understand, that, after I wrote about this dude, showing up in the foyer, last week, brandishing the box cutter, so symbolic, of my calling my blog, a box . . . until he noticed, another reader, that, the Pov. staff, took the box knife away from him!  It is policy, that all knives and weapons be turned in!  GOOD.  This dude, acts, crazy, everyone ignores, him, but again, last night, he came and sat down with me in the front foyer, and, that is after, showing up, and asking me where I had been, at dinner!  The dude is 20 years plus in the military, this is a costume, or disguise, perfect for a killer, under cover, nobody would suspect, and he always wears, hats and glasses!  Shave the beard, and ditch the crazy clothes . . . could be a great looking, guy, with great credentials!
  • generally, I don't tell ANYBODY, I am leaving . . . most at danger, leaving and coming!  But, I thought, I am sick and tired of sneaking out, didn't want to do my chore, and didn't want to wait in line, and even in an era of Trump, I am still, white, over the age of 21, and free . . . oh, but I forgot the sexism!  So, I tell  Pam and Anna, that I am leaving, need to get up and get my shit, and, then, I am out of here, thinking, I am leaving for the summer, or forever! Someone was watching in the surveillance camera, over the front desk, or someone at the front desk, on payroll, alerted, opposing forces, in this war, to be, ME!  "They" want complete and utter control over me at all times, because, the GIRLZ, all look bad, when, I show up, in say, YELLOWSTONE, and they are still in Missoula!  I call the Yellow Cab, after getting my shit, make-up, upstairs.  I don't report to anyone!  Not, a husband, not a boyfriend, not my kids--dyer consequences, and danger, from all fronts!

ME AND THE DEA!  JEFFERSON BUS LINES!  A 7 MAN ESCAPE!  3 HOURS OF TERROR!  JUST KIDDING, I AM SMARTER THEN, 7 COPS! BUT NO JOY RIDE, EITHER!

  • meanest looking bus ticket clerk, I have ever seen.  I am going to have to route you though DENVER?  Look, I have taken this trip about 50 times in the last, 7 years, and, I have never had to go through DENVER!  HIT. HIT. HIT!  NO.  Just give me a ticket to Butte, and I will try to get a ticket to St. George, Utah, there . . . I just happen to have that ticket, still, never used it, because, I NEVER WENT TO ST. GEORGE, UTAH!
  • dude, hooks me up with a ticket to Butte, Montana.  Now, when, I came in, the whole lobby was empty.  When I turn around, there is, dip shit, suspected of being a cop, or on the payroll, the dude who gave me one of the fake diamond studs, who thought this made me his girlfriend, back in December, of, whatever year, the same time I met, cowboy, and, Baxter, long haired, dude, farm boy from, Minnisota, so a while ago.  I thought, you left?  He didn't say anything, the day of the bus trip, last Friday.  I decided this was the IDENTIFIER!  So, I decided to make it look, like I was, leaving, to go across the street, to ditch dip shit!  Now, if you are not, on the HIP STRIP, Higgiins, or at some club, or bar, in Missoula, the rest of the town, rolls its sidewalks up by about, 8:00 pm, so it is deader than, dead, near the bus terminal.  I fake, walk to the streetlight, and go sit behind the bus station, to chill and kill some time, until, the 11:15 pm, bus leaves.
  • all the sudden, this, fake, homeless, dude, with a strangely, staged, cart, or grocery, chart, filled, with shit, comes around the corner.  He said, DON'T be afraid, I HAVE A CONTRACT???!!!!  Then he got right up, near the cement table, I was sitting at, and started to pick up garbage!  So, he is implying that he has a contract to pick up shit, at the station?  Na, I have been around this place for years, the ticket taker does it all!  He has a contract on me!
  • at the same time, to distract me, or something, this real, beater, DEA, looking, truck, with a Pizza Hut, red hat sign, on the top, starts, slowly up the street with NO HOUSES!  Newsflash agents, anything out of the ordinary, like, looking for an address to deliver pizza, with no houses, only businesses, most closed, but for the station, you should have at least, tried to act like you were delivering to the bus boyz!  No, this idiot, slowly drives up the street, backs, back to close to me, stalls, like he is waiting for the two dudes inside and Mr. Clown Contract guy, to get into place!  This is not looking good, could have two blind side me from behind, and two, in front . . . I AM FUCKING OUT OF HERE.
  • as I gather up my shit, beater truck, tries to position himself, between me and the other side of the street,  looking like, he could easily, be, planning a hit or shot at me, acting like he was going to the corner, but basically, parking, about 20 yards short of the corner, to turn either, right or left and, he, had NO FUCKING TRAFFIC to wait for, dead, dead, dead!  I could read his mind, and, crossed, far behind his vehicle, close to the business, but heading towards the Broadway Inn.  He sees that I am out of reach . . . but had I not trusted my instincts, I could have walked to the end of the corner, and been hit with a bullet, easy!  Witnesses all on their side!  So, I waited to make sure, he was gone, and, the clean up man, across the street were, contained; however, another dude, showed up out of NOWHERE?  As I approached the sidewalk, this, new guy, comes walking, on the sidewalk, right where I would have crossed!  No thanks, another one . . . I waited, until he was clearly, beyond, reaching me, and then, Jaywalked across the street!  So that is 5 guys burgers and fries, already.
  • I decide for security camera purposes, I am going to walk, close to the motel, kind of under the radar.  I sit down, on one of the benches, turn to check around me, and notice, this, Columbian drug cartel, looking, long haired, dude, jumping back, behind, near the STILL RESTAURANT, or the STEAL RESTAURANT, all things are symbolic!  I got a kick out of reading a new article on Ta Ta Swift, putting out her 7th album, and each detail, she is looking at as symbolic, from, 61 stars, to, palm trees, etc.  NO, Kay, living on the Pacific Coast, is not me, YOU HAVE NEVER MET ME!  But, everything is symbolic, and Taylor is picking everything just, right, for the unnamed album, with fans, fascinated and joining in on the code reading!  I see the due, longer, dark hair, and he knows it . . . there were several guests coming in too . . . even wondered if they were in on the stink op!  KILL HER BEFORE SHE GETS OUT OF TOWN!
  • I ditch in the motel, just act like a guest and go straight to the place where breakfast is served in the mornings, where the pool can be seen, and where several, moms from Butte, softball moms, in town for their daughters, games, and tourney, the next day, members of the BUTTE CHAOS!  White Hall Warrior, behind this shit?  Possible.  Protect, PUSSY!  Don't worry about, the real, PRIZE AND MONEY MAKER, DATING YOUR DAD!  LOL!  The mom's club is watching, yeah, the NCAA college softball playoffs, between, the WASHINGTON HUSKIES, and, the OKLAHOMA UNIVERSITY, I think . . . fluffy chick pitcher, so good, on Huskies!  Shit, she pitched, a game with 16 fucking, strike outs, and an average of throwing the softball, larger than a hardball, 71 mph!  She was sooo good, as were all the girlz . . . you've come a long way, baby, since, my time, just starting women's team sports, my senior year, 1973!  THESE GIRLS, WERE EVERY BIT, AS GOOD AND FUN TO WATCH AS PRO BASEBALL!  GIRL POWER!  FUN. FUN. FUN.
  • now for the 7th guy, looked, normal, undercover cop, wearing, green, casual dress shirt, Levis, standard, cop hair, bald, average build, trying to look, like he was just blending in with dad's and mom's, of the girl's softball tourney.  HERE IS THE CLINCHER . . . he came in the dining, TV area, and asked me where he could get some water?  DUDE, if you are, a guest, you have water in your ROOM! or you can get it from the BAR!, or you can, buy some at the front desk!  FRAUD ALERT, COP COMES UP!  He came in three different times, because, the GHOST, disappears without warning.  Must have cops on the prowl!  He kept acting nervous, like he was checking to see if I was there, and if he team was on their way!  I had, placed my backpack and coat, on the floor near me . . . that would have been part of the description of me from, the bus terminal.  Add, all the different, men, together, and see, the SWARM!  From cops to drug cartel?  The third time this dude, came to see if I was still there, and turned, I ditched in the restroom!  Someone, probably him, grabbed the door handle, to see if I was in there, or it could have been a swimmer, but most of the parents took the kids to their rooms!  It is about, 10:45 pm, by this time, a half our, final mile!
  • I head out into the parking lot, slide long, the STEAL RESTAURANT, to the patio, then, the kitchen, see the bus pull in!  YEAH!  I hit the rocks, on the side of the parking lot, hide under the pine trees, and, cross the street, only to find, DIP SHIT, waiting . . . he sees me and literally, runs, to the front desk to tell, mean, ass dude, I am leaving!  Again, I ditch, to the back of the bus terminal, go around back and, look, to see when the bus is leaving!  The door to the bus is open, and I make a run for it, to find, DIP SHIT, standing in line . . . booked on same trip, to watch me?  FUCK!  The damned bus driver, said, he needed another, 20 minutes to get the bugs off the bus windows??????????????????  I DON'T THINK HE IS GOING TO KILL ME ON THE BUS!  HE PARKED HIS ASS, NEAR THE FRONT OF THE BUS, BECAUSE, I ALLOWED HIM, TO GO FIRST!  LOL.  I WENT TO THE BACK . . . HE MOVED BACK BY ME!!!!!  SCREAM.  LUCKY FOR ME, MR. ANAL, RETENTIVE, DIDN'T LIKE THE MUSIC, NEAR ME, SO HE MOVED, UP . . . MUST HAVE THOUGHT, I WAS GOING TO DENVER!  LOL.  HE LEFT OF THE BUS TO BILLINGS, WHILE I STAYED, ON IN BUTTE, FOR SALT LAKE SHUTTLE!  LOL.  HE WAS SWEARING AND CARRYING ON LIKE HE USED TO AT THE POV!  GOOD LOOKING GUY, BUT HE IS CRAZY, BAD TEMPER!  MEN DON'T COMMUNICATE VERY WELL!  LOL.  MISSED THE PART, THAT I REFUSED TO GO TO DENVER!  LOL.
  •  I hit, Idaho Falls, before, I dare, text my daughter, to tell her, I am just going to come, in June, not wait until July . . . oh, mom, Dallas, is coming to pick up the kids, I don't need you until, JULY!  Great, so, my exercise program, is fucked again!  Wait, I remember, that, YELLOWSTONE AND JACKSON HOLE ARE RIGHT UP THE STREET FROM SHAKA's!  Cool summer!  Here is where, the blood hounds, lost my trail and scent!  I purchased a ticket, in Butte, to go the rest of the way to Utah, St. George, so, I told the chick at the ticket counter, that, while the cost, to go to Yellowstone, was, only $40.00, and my ticket to St. George, was, $49.40, perhaps, we could trade, straight across!  I was going to have a 7.5 hour layover in Salt Lake, anyway, so, plans change, but, this will be more fun, that the heat in St. George, but I did want to stop and see, son, Elliot, go to dinner or breakfast, but . . . shit happened, and, it was beyond, my control!  Dallas probably read, me call him a DEAD BEAT dad, in my blog on Friday, so he decided, to use some of his federal cop salary, to keep the Utah AG;s office off his ass!  GOOD CALL, DUDE!  LOL.  They probably saw that I was on my way, so, they TOLD, Dallas what to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  REAL FATHERHOOD!  Are you man enough??????  SILLY ME, TO THINK THIS IS THE END OF IT!  COWBOY PICKED UP THE TRAIL, WHEN, HE CALLED . . . YOU ARE WHERE?  THE BEAUTY OF A HONEY, TRAP, YOU TELL THEM WHERE YOUR ARE, AT ALL TIMES!  LOL.  FRIEND OR FOE?  BETTING, FOE, RIGHT NOW!  OH, WELL, ANOTHER ONE BITES THE DUST!  LIKE FATHER, LIKE SON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  LOL.  AGE-WISE, I AM, RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE . . . GO WITH OLD FAITHFUL, MAYBE, PROBABLY, MARRIED, DOING WITH FOR HIS SON!  NOT ELLIOT, KENNEDY!  ELLIOT TAYLOR (SWIFT) SECRIST, IS THE SPITTING IMAGE OF HIS FATHER, NOT HIS MOTHER . . . THAT WOULD BE GRETA!  WE LOOK ALIKE, AS MUCH AS YOU AND YOUR DAD, OR ELLIOT AND HIS DAD, ZEKE, OR GRETA AND ME!
  • from, Idaho Falls, there is a shuttle bus, change, at the American Inn, in Rexburg, ID., so I am guessing there is surveillance, cameras . . . I got on the computer, someone was watching, and, was looking for extended stays, or youth hostiles, in Yellowstone.  I also, re-posted my blog, there, new computer, new, breath of fresh air!  That was about, 3:00 pm, Mountain Time, Rexburg, ID. not Pacific time zone, where the blog shows!  I have seen as mush as a 16 hour delay, to make it look like Kay Baby, posted MY BLOGS! or I have seen, my computer, location, moving towards, Chicago, while I am in Utah, or Montana!  Smart technology, real stinky people!  So, I put an electronic footprint down!

MORMON GOD-SQUAD KICKS IN AT THIS POINT!  DRIVER, GETS ON, AND JOKES ABOUT, COPS, OR SHERIFFS, AND I SAID, DON'T TELL THE YELLOWSTONE, SHERIFF, I'M IN TOWN, FIRST THING OLD SHERIFF, OR SAME, DID, 7 YEARS AGO, WHEN, I DID THE SAME LOOP, WAS, PARK BEHIND ME AT THE GAS STATION, IN WEST YELLOWSTONE, WAY BACK, IN 2012!  HE JOKED, SAYING, A REGULAR HUH?  YEAH.  HE RECOMMENDED, I STAY AT THE "MADISON HOTEL" . . . COMMUNICATING WITHOUT COMMUNICATING!  THE HEAT IS ON!

  • the young man at the desk, seemed, star-struck and could hardly speak?  He must have met Rachel, her ex-Moosman, Kay's, parents, used to run the campsite in West Yellowstone, for 20 years, so, perhaps, at some point, Rachel and Kay, or even Rachel, aka, me, and James Kennedy, stayed there, with Rachel, thinking, she, owned the place!  When, I was going to work at MACK's INN, back in 2012, (JOB AT MACK'S INN, ENDED, EVEN WITH A CONTRACT, BECAUSE, THE CON LAW PROFESSOR FROM HARVARD, WAS EXCITED TO ME, THE ATTORNEY, WHO DID THE SECURITIES CASE, THAT THE NATION WAS WATCHING!), that would have put me and Rachel, in mixed, maps, just like, later in 2013, our maps, were mixed, and she took credit for all my fun, stories and my job at Swiftcurrent, while I was blocked from even going to get my property, back in the day, when, DALLAS, team player, with cops or a cop, called, along with Kay Reilly, both needed me to come back to UTAH, for, legal help . . . mix, match and attach, as Shelley, was, grafted in there, and Rachel, grafted in in East Glacier National Park.  Someone just sneezed, ISSUE, or she TIS YOU!  FUCK, SHE IS, TOO STUPID, UGLY, AND, FUCKED UP TO BE ME,. SICK ASS KIDS, AND, SHOP EASY!  JUST SONNY BOY'S TYPE!  LOL.  HE STILL DREAMS OF BEING WITH ME, OR HE WOULD BE HAPPY WITH, RACHEL, JUST LIKE SHE IS WITH HER NAME AND KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    CURSOR GAMES STARTING, CAN'T GET A BULLET, NOR MOVE THE CURSOR, PROTECTING, PUSSY, AT ALL COSTS, AND EMBARRASSMENT!  KENNEDY!  BULLET WON'T ALIGN WITH THE ONES ABOVE . . . DRIVES THIS GRAPHIC ARTIST CRAZY, WHEN, THEY DO THIS, PERFECTIONIST!

    • I asked, about, Yellowstone tours, and some lady, from, Island Park, Utah, or from Utah, gave me, two brochures, One from, Yellowstone and Teton Tours, I believe, Alpen, and one, from, Yellow Van Lines, or another tour company.  Any Mormon is suspecious to me, because, Rachel, Shelley, Kay, Sue, and the Mo's,. or Mo aligned, think, that, the alleged GOOD GIRLS, should be me, whether they are or not, they want bragging rights to ALL I HAVE DONE, but not to ME!  HOW IN THE FUCK, DO YOU SEPARATE ME FROM MY LIFE . . . ONLY, MEN AND MO'S COULD DO THAT!
    • I immediately book a tour, for lower loop of Yellowstone with, Alpen Tours, and book, just after that, Salt Lake Express, return trip, to Shaka's in Idaho Falls, ID. for Tuesday morning, 9:00 am return!  Tour was for Monday, at 1:00 pm!  Me and the reservation chick, allegedly at Three Bears Motel, across the street, did the reservations, after hours for the Alpen Tours, or she was, inducted to take reservations, but she told me about the Bison Stew, and told me if I liked it to come tell her . . . very nice, nothing about cancelling the tour!
    • Cowboy, went to the Pov. to take me to dinner, on Sunday, called to see where I was . . . Interesting comments from friends, she is came in with a dazed look on his face, asking where I was, he walked and out, looked, pissed!  MASTER TRACKER, MR. MARSHAL, LOST HIS, ALLEGED, POSSIBLE GIRLFRIEND?  TOTAL SHOCK WHEN, I TOLD HIM WHERE I WAS . . . EXPLAINED, ABOUT GRETA, AND KIDS, DALLAS, AND WHY I WAS THERE.  OH.
    • in these old hotels, your room, doesn't have a bathroom, or shower, in it, I was in Room #8, and the bathrooms and shower were down the hall, all the way.  The old doors, originals, so cool, are loud and you can hear if the door of your neighbor opens, so, the FBI, return missionary squad, came out into the hall, each time, I tried to get out without notice, so they knew my comings and goings, could even see where I was going . . . one dude, said, oh, we run into each other again, for the THIRD FUCKING TIME!  I meet no one by accident!  I fell asleep, at roughly 7:00 pm, after talking to cowboy--up all night, the night before, on the bus!
    • I started to stir by about, 5:00 am, laid in bed, loving having a real bed, and it reminded me of my favorite, love scene, I wrote about yesterday--perfect, almost!  Window in same spot, cowboy, meets the criteria, maybe, when winter comes, we can come back?
    • I leave to take a shower, about, 6:00 am, wanting to get to breakfast, by, 7:00 am, at the Timberline next door.  When I come back and go to get something out of my backpack, I find my billfold, out of where I had put it, the slot where I keep my cell phone, now, a level higher, without the rubber band, open, with two pens, symbolic, placed or left, between all my cards, ID, etc., and I must have scared them, off, or they were lazy and sloppy, not putting things back where they found them, obvious, someone, came in my room, while I was in the shower down the hall!  I am thinking they  were looking for, my bank card, to steal, to cover their asses on everything from the bus tickets to the motel, the tour, and the return trip, to dinner!  THE SLIPPERY SLOPE OF ASSET FORFEITURE, MADE COPS, ALL THIEVES!  THERE ARE NO BOUNDARIES, NO WARRANTS, NO PRIVATE PROPERTY RIGHTS, JUST PREDATORS!  IN THE DEA'S MIND, RACHEL IS ME, ALL I DO, SHE GETS, OR ONE OF THE GIRLZ, MARRIED TO THE MOB! OR MORMONS, OR WHATEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I WAS FURIOUS!  LAST TIME SOMEONE STOLE MY ID, WELL, TWO TIMES AGO, THIS IS ABOUT THE 4TH TIME, FIRST THE WORST, IT TOOK ME 4 YEARS TO GET IT ALL BACK!  I LUCKED OUT, I HAD, PUT MY DEBIT CARD, IN A SMALL, ENVELOPE, WITH THE FIRST SECURITY BANK, HORSE ON IT . . . THANK YOU, BANK, GOT IT, ALL, THIS TIME, UNLIKE, AMERICA FIRST BULLSHIT MORMON ASS CREDIT UNION, THAT GAVE, HALF TO RACHEL AND THAT IS ONLY, BECAUSE, I DREW MOST OUT IN CASH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  AT LEAST THE OLD TIME MOBSTERS, TOOK 10%, THIS NEW, SWARM ON COPS, MOB, MORMONS, REPUBLICANS, AND MARINES, TAKE, 110% OR MORE IF THEY CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  NO HONOR AMONG THIEVES!
    • after breakfast, I walk in the Madison, mad my son, hotel, and the Mormon clerk, husband and wife team, or agent, inform me the tour that afternoon, had been cancelled, no driver, and I was the only one on the tour?  So, why didn't the lady, tell me, there was a possibility, that, the tour would be cancelled.  Here is an insider, agent, he said, they tried to call you, but, your phone either was not on, or, something . . . well, I put the phone, under my pillow, so I would not be traced!  Surveillance!  Room was bugged before I got there!  Dude tried to act nice, and one more time, my heart, sank, because, all last month, I had no money, and no fun, because of this lying ass bitch sister, trying to steal all my money, now, I can't even go on a fucking tour?  You have to be shitting me . . . I am sure, SHE, the galz, went, on the tour, in my name and my place . . . not too far, to drive from Missoula, straight shot!  I was pissed, disappointed, looking forward, to going, now, what?  FUCK!  They get MY gain, and I get all the pain!  MOB!  The guy tried, to schedule another tour, but most leave early.  Then, the dude, stuck to me like glue . . . lying!  He suggested I go to the Wild Bear and Wolf Museum, something Rachel would like more than, seeing the animals in the wild!  IMAX Theater, her thing too!  NO THANKS TO BOTH!  I asked where the library was, and the dude, tried to walk me there?  He wanted to know where I was going, why and when?  FUCK OFF!  I didn't tell him, I didn't want to see animals, in a box!  FUCK.  The wife, later, got defensive, and said, well, there are rescued animals, and it is a positive thing . . . really, be locked in jail, injured and see if that is s good thing?  They were pissed, that I didn't go where they suggested, what sheriff or agents, waiting?  LIKELY!  I got a newspaper and read the YELLOWSTONE STAR THAT I QUOTED, IN YESTERDAY'S BLOG, NOW ON THEIR SITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  RACHEL, IS REALLY, SARAH PALIN, DRILL BABY DRILL, SHIT, BITCH!  
    • breaking and entering?  what the fuck?  I go back to the hotel, bored, depressed, pissed, decided, I was tired, read the rest of the paper, got a USA TODAY too, after going to THE GUSHER, FOR PIZZA, WITH A STORM, ROLLING IN!  Now the law, on landlord tenant, is that, when, you rent, or lease, or in this case, get a room, for a few days, the manager, landlord, or hotel clerk, is to turn over the quiet enjoyment of that room, for the specified, period of time, and that was until, the next morning, at standard time, 11:00 am.  So, I am laying on the bed, and, I thought, I heard, the agents, or missionaries, say, housekeeping, but I was not sure, didn't answer or move, noticed that dude, was attempting to make a move to put, an air cooler in the window? WHAT THE FUCK?  I guess, the call by the house keeper was to see if I was in the ROOM!  He, yelled something and I picked up the curtains and he about had a heart attack--I bet, going in my room, without permission!  I was pissed, after, already having someone with KEYS, hello, break in my backpack, and look through my shit!  AGAIN?  I yelled, give me five minutes, fuck??????  I am going to lunch, so have at it, and I felt, like saying this an invasion of my privacy, and rights, dumbass! from Mormondumb!  LUNCH WAS AMAZING, PIZZA PERFECT, STORM, SO MAYBE, CLOUDS COVERED THE PARK, MAKE THE BEST OF IT, AND THOROUGHLY ENJOYED, JUST CHILLING IN THE PIZZA JOINT!
    • when, I returned, the air conditioner was in the window, and the cord, was, laying, out, unplugged, surprised again?  Dude, was in the hall, upstairs, and said, you scared me to death, when, you were in the room!  IT IS MY ROOM!  I was like, why don't you wait, until tomorrow?  I will be gone, you do maintenance when the ROOM IS EMPTY!  IT IS THE LAW, but Mormons and the DEA, are ABOVE THE LAW!  I CAN'T REMEMBER WHERE I WENT, BUT, TO THE BATHROOM, AND, THE CORD, HAD BEEN, PLACED BEHIND THE DRESSER, AND, WAS PLUGGED IN?  SO THAT WAS THREE FUCKING TIMES IN ONE DAY, SOMEONE GOT IN MY ROOM WITHOUT PERMISSION????????  TOTAL INVASION OF PRIVACY AND RIGHTS . . . YOU BOUGHT HER DUDE, NOT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    • CLUSTERFUCKS, I BETTER CALL TO MAKE SURE, THE SALT LAKE EXPRESS IS COMING TO PICK ME UP AT THE HOTEL, AS PLANNED.  GOOD I CALLED, NO, THEY PICK UP AT THE VISITOR'S CENTER?  NICE.  LEFT IN YELLOWSTONE, COPS KILL ME, AND RACHEL, TAKES OVER, JUST LIKE SHE TRIED, IN GLACIER PARK, 7 YEARS AGO, COMPLETE CYCLE, CRIMINAL ENTERPRISE!
    • autodidactic or I always know!  I got a gut, feeling, that, based on going to breakfast, yesterday, at 8:00 am, the stupid, little MORMON agents, would, try something stupid, today, before, I leave . . . didn't see them, much, but, I heard someone, stirring at about, 2:30 am, when, I got up to go to the restroom . . . then, I thought, I heard someone, out on the roof?  I tested, someone, at that time?  I turned on the light, and after I turned it off again, thought I saw, feet, or shadows, outside the door?  I finally, decided, the pitter-patter, was, just the rain?
    • not long after, I left for breakfast, at before, 7:00 am, I noticed, cops across the street, but it is the cop shop, but, it just struck me as strange, too early for most people, and several dudes, who looked, like undercover, pissed off feds, walked by, looking in the Timberline Cafe, next to the Madison!  THEY ARE MAD AT ME, FOR, GIVING BIRTH AND RAISING A ROCK STAR, NOT RACHEL, AND KENNEDY THE LIARS????????????????  GO FIGURE!  OH, COPS WON'T GET THEIR FUCKING CUT, IF I WIN? OR IF ELLIOT WINS?  FUCK YOU!
    • needless to say, it was very touch and go, stop and go, park my ass, watch for God Intel, watch flashing, road work signs, motel manager, dude, even tried to give me a ride . . . I stopped, before, leaving, and, took a secret tunnel, from the cafe to the hotel, decided, I needed to make up for debit card, games, on room fees, and bought, a new Yellowstone hat, Diet Coke, and Snickers bar . . . dude acted PISSED!  LOL.  WHOOPS!  Blew it!  Start over!
    • I got to the visitor's center, early, so as not to be left, needed to catch driver before, he took off, and left me all together!  He acted pissed!  There was some, older dude, showed up, wearing, navy blue, "Y" or BYU Cougar gear . . . he was the point guard from what I thought, even lingered, while I was sitting at the bench in front of the center, so as not to miss, the shuttle, driver, likes to come early and take a walk?  Looked totally MORMON!  I WOULD HAVE PICKED YOU UP AT THE MADISON . . . I BET YOU WOULDN'T!  I DIDN'T WANT TO FALL IN THE MIDDLE.  FIRST, MADISON, THEN, VISITOR'S CENTER, THEN, MADISON AGAIN . . . OH, FUCK NO!
    • back at the American Inn, Rexburg, I looked up, Allegiant Airlines, to check flights, for next month!  New shuttle driver, total mo, too, listened to everything, I said.  Now there was a lady from, Virginia, on a trip with her grandson . . . old agent?  Sharp, pretty 74 year old, liked, sitting by me and talking all the way back to Shaka's in Idaho Falls . . . then, she went on to Salt Lake City, to allegedly catch a plane, back home, in Virginia?
    • twice, the Salt Lake Express, who, never asks for tickets, just put your name on the manifest, through the computer, and the driver has to just check your name . . . thank god, I wrote down two confirmation numbers, because, back in Idaho falls, or going from the American Inn, to Rexburg, a driver in training, said, I was not on his list, or this was not the right shuttle, and I said, check the list . . . oh, you are not on the list once, but THREE TIMES??????  Rachel, Shelley and Kay, took a vacation, integrated maps, technology, and trying to confuse, law enforcement!  Oh, that was when, I took off to POCATELLO! to the Roadway Inn, another slip!  I GOT THREE DAYS, TOLD MY DAUGHTER, I DIDN'T KNOW WHERE THE SHELTER WAS, DIDN'T THINK THEY HAD A GOOD BUS SYSTEM, NEEDED, NEW PANTS, TOP PRIORITY, HAD TO PAY A CAB TO ANOTHER TOWN, TO CHUBBUCK?  FUCK NO!  EVEN THE LIBRARY WAS, A MILE OR TWO FROM THE HOTEL!  I TOLD MY DAUGHTER, I WAS, GOING NORTH OR SOUTH, SHE HAD THREE DAYS TO DECIDE, IF SHE NEEDED ME, BUT I HAD TO COME NOW!  I DIDN'T HAVE ENOUGH MONEY, TO STAY, WHERE I WAS AT . . . SHE SAID SHE WOULD BE FINE, SAID, I AM STAYING THE SUMMER, IN MISSOULA OR ST. GEORGE, UTAH . . . MY GOAL IS TO GET IN SHAPE, FUCK, ANOTHER WASTED MONTH OF MONEY AND TIME!  GOOD.  IN SOME THINGS, I AM, BLACK AND WHITE, ALL OR NOTHING, SHE IS IN SHAPE, AND NEEDS TO COMPROMISE, NOT LEAVE ME HANGING HERE!  OKAY, MISSOULA IT IS!
    • FUN AND GAMES NOT OVER YET . . . I HAD A WHAT, 12 HOUR, WAIT, UNTIL, 7:30 SHUTTLE TO IDAHO FALLS . . . THE SCHEDULE SHOWED, LIKE A 12:40 SHUTTLE, A 5:30 PM, SHUTTLE, AND A 7:30 PM, WAS NOT EVEN ON THE POSTER I GOT?  I TALKED, THE, ABOUT, 2:30 PM, NOT SCHEDULED, EITHER, TO TAKE ME TO IDAHO FALLS, WHERE, I AT LEAST HAD A PLACE TO SIT AND READ OR EAT, NOT ON THE GRASS FOR, THE NEXT, 10 HOURS!  FUCK.

    ARE YOU FEELIN' LUCKY?  WOOH . . .  EYES BULGING OUT OF SIGNS ON SHAKA'S DOOR, BOTH SIDES?  SHOULD I?

    AGAIN, AFTER WAITING ALL DAY, WITH COP, AFTER COP, PARKING AND  LEAVING, SHERIFF, SLOWING DOWN, AND GOD ONLY KNOWS WHAT WAS GOING ON BEHIND MY BACK, WITH SEVERAL SKETCHY LOOKING, DUDES, WHO, APPEARED TO BE LOOKING FOR SOMEONE, ABOUT, FOUR DIFFERENT TIMES, I WENT TO GET ON THE SHUTTLE, LATE, ABOUT, 10:00 PM, NOT ON THE MANIFEST, BOTH TIMES, HAD, CONFIRMATION NUMBERS, SO, PROOF, BUT NO TICKET, THEY NEVER ASK FOR . . . BUT, ME AND THE DRIVER, GOT DOWN AND DIRTY, ON THE TRIP TO SHAKA'S, THE FIRST, TRIP ON THE WAY THERE . . . HE SAID, YOU ARE NOT ON THE LIST . . . WELL, I BETTER BE . . . HE STARTED TO LAUGH, AND SAID, GET ON WHEN, I OFFERED MY CONFIRMATION, NUMBER, BUT THE LAST DRIVER, AN OLD ASSHOLE, NEW YORK CITY, RETIRED, COP, WAS PISSED!

    SECOND, GOD SENT, WAS, SOME DUDE FROM THE POV. A LITTLE SKATER DUDE, WHO WENT HOME, TO CALIFORNIA, ALLEGEDLY WITH WARRANTS, HIS DAD SAID, BUT WHEN, THE COPS SAID THERE WERE NO WARRANTS, STORY OF MY LIFE, BOGUS, BULLSHIT, HARASSMENT WARRANTS, WITH NO UNDERLYING CRIMES, JUST PISSED COPS . . . BUT, HIS DAD, KICKED HIM, OUT OF THE HOUSE PERMANENTLY, FOREVER, FOR "NOT" HAVING WARRANTS?  REWARDING, BAD BEHAVIOR, BUT NOT GOOD?  STRANGE?  SOUNDS, LIKE MY DAD!  GOOD GIRL, LOSES, ALL . . . BAD GIRLS WIN EVERYTHING, I WORKED FOR, RAISED, DID?

    FUCK?

    NEVER KNEW THERE WERE TWO ASSHOLE DADS, SAME BUS, ALMOST TO FATHER'S DAY?  LOL.

    FUNNY WHO, SKATER BOY, FUN KID, WENT ALL THE WAY TO CALIFORNIA, WHILE I WENT TO YELLOWSTONE, POCATELLO, AND, HOPPED, SHUTTLES, TO END UP, TOGETHER AGAIN?  VERY STRANGE?

    IDENTIFIER?

    MIGHT HAVE SAVED MY LIFE . . . COWBOY, WAS, AT THE THUNDERBIRD HOTEL, MISSOULA, SIGNED ON A NEW HOUSE, IN ARLE, MONTANA, WANTED TO SEE ME . . . OH, HOW SWEET, UNLESS YOU WERE THE ONE BEHIND ALL THIS, BREAKING AND ENTERING?

    I NEED TO GO TO TARGET.  I WILL PICK YOU UP FROM THE BUS . . . OH, NO YOU WILL NOT, I THOUGH, BEFORE, ANYBODY, KNOWS I AM BACK IN TOWN?  NOT AFTER THAT JOANNE IN THE ISJ, OR THE IDAHO STATE JOURNAL, WAS MURDERED BY HER BOYFRIEND, AND FOUND, YEARS LATER IN A SHALLOW GRAVE?  FUCK NO, I PLANNED ON, JUMPING THE BUS, RIGHT OUTSIDE, JEFFERSON LINES, GET SUPPLIES FOR THE NEXT, YEAR!  LOL.  MY YOGA PANTS WERE INDECENT BY THIS TIME . . . STITCHED, AT LEAST 4 TIMES, AND SO THREAD BARE, I HAD TO GET SOME NEW PANTS, A MUST! 

    THERE APPEARED TO BE A POSSIBLE, STINK OP, JUST OFF THE BUS, TONS OF AGENT LOOKING DUDES, INCLUDING MR. CUDDLY, I WAS SITTING NEXT TO!  LOL.  SO THE BUS WAS CROWDED, AND I HAVE NEVER HAD TO SHARE A SEAT WITH ANYONE FOR, ABOUT, 7 YEARS, IF THAT . . . WHY SO CROWDED?  LAST DUDE ON THE BUS, LUCKY, GOOD LOOKING, HOT, BUILT, WOULDN'T LOOK ME IN THE EYES.  SMILE.  I WAS SO TIRED, THAT I CRASHED, AND ALMOST ON HIS SHOULDER!  LOL.  DIRTY OLD LADY!  I KIND OF WOKE UP, A BIT, STILL GROGGY, BUT AWARE ENOUGH, THAT, AFTER NOT BEING WITH  A MAN FOR, WHAT, THE LAST, 13 YEARS, FOR THE MOST PART, OR AT LEAST BEING CUDDLY WITH ONE, THIS FELT, GOOD!  OH, SO, HANDSOME TOO, LIKE THE LEGS, NICE, GLASSES, DOUBLE, OR SO IT LOOKED, RED, GLASSES OVER, GLASSES?  STRANGE, AGENT?  MAYBE.  THEN, I NOTICED THAT, THERE WAS A SURVEILLANCE CAMERA, ALMOST RIGHT OVER MY HEAD . . . THIS MOB BOYFRIEND SHIT, IS, AFFECTING ME, CAN COWBOY SEE, ME, ALMOST ON THIS DUDE'S LAP?  HIS BOSS?  SHIT.  I SIT UP STRAIGHT, AND TOTALLY IGNORE, HOT CUDDLE BUG, YOUNG'UN!  LOL.  HE FELT SO WARM, COZY, AND I AM A TOUCH, ME NOT, SO, INTERESTING, FOR EVEN ME . . . SURPRISE HE DIDN'T SQUIRM?  APPEARED FROZEN.  YES, I AM THE FAMOUS ONE!

    LOL.

    IT'S ALL IN THE ATTITUDE!

    CONFIDENCE IS BEAUTIFUL!

    I RUSHED RIGHT OFF THE BUS, TO THE BUS STOP!

    MAN THAT LOOKS, LIKE A LOT OF BEEF, YOUNG, HANDSOME, TONS, NOT YOUR NORMAL BUS RIDERS!

    AGENTS!

    CLEAR.

    THEY GATHERED QUICK, BUT I GOT TO THE BUS STOP FAST, BREAKFAST!

    LITTLE SKATER BUDDY, MIGHT HAVE BEEN, THERE ON PURPOSE, OR GOT, HIS WARRANTS DROPPED, FOR RATTING ME OUT?

    GIVE HIM THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT!

    IN BUTTE, WITH A FOUR HOUR LAYOVER, HE BROUGHT SOME DUDE, WHO, COULD, EASY BE A HIT MAN FOR THE MOB, GIVING ME HIS TALES OF WOE, WIFE DIED, IN AUTO ACCIDENT, WIPED HIM OUT, NO PLACE TO GO, MEETING WITH PEOPLE IN LAKE SIDE, BUT WOULD NOT LEAVE ME ALONE, UNTIL, I GOT, COLD AND WONDERING!  TOTAL GANGSTER, LOOK AND VOICE!  PORTO RICIAN! FROM, NEW YORK, GOING TO LAKE SIDE, TO A FAMILY OF 10 ADOPTED KIDS?

    IF TRUE, YOU WILL HAVE NO, TROUBLE FINDING, THE FAMILY, EVERYONE WILL KNOW THEM . . . MORMONS!  WARD HOUSE IN MIDDLE OF TOWN!  SHELLEY'S CREW, MOB MEN!

    I ONLY HAD ONE, BOYFRIEND, AT MY SCHOOL, PEST CONTROL, THE REST WERE AT OTHER HIGH SCHOOLS, SO, IF I WANTED TO SEE THEM, I WOULD GO TO THEM, AND THEY SAY, YOU ARE THE MOST LIKE YOURSELF, THE WAY YOU WERE IN HIGH SCHOOL!  LOL.

    I CALLED COWBOY, TOLD HIM, I WAS AT TARGET, NEEDED ABOUT, A HALF HOUR, TO SHOP, CHANGE CLOTHES, DO A MEXICAN SPIT BATH, THEN, PICK ME UP, OUTSIDE, SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS, 9:00ISH?  BUT, HE CALLED ME, WITHIN, 15 MINUTES, WAITING FOR ME . . . WHAT THE HELL, POSSESSIVE . . . I DITCHED MY ONE DAY, BOUNTIFUL HIGH, BOYFRIEND, BECAUSE, HE WAITED BY MY LOCKER, TO WALK ME TO CLASS . . HATED THAT, DROPPED HIS ASS!

    I WAS FEELING THE SAME WAY ABOUT COWBOY, CALLING ME, WITH MY YOGA PANTS, ON THE FLOOR, FUMBLING FOR THE FOOT HOLES, WHILE TRYING TO ANSWER THE PHONE!

    LOL.

    I HATE TO BE PUSHED OR PRESSURED! 

    WALKING THE LINE WITH ME, COWBOY!

    AS SOON AS I GOT IN THE TRUCK, I TOLD HIM, ABOUT SKATER BOY, ALL HE SAID, IS THAT IS NOT SO RARE . . . REALLY?  HUNDREDS OF MILES, HOPPED SCHEDULES, DAD KICKING HIM OUT?  ARE YOU THE MARSHAL OVERSEEING THIS WHOLE OPERATION FROM START TO FINISH?

    THAT IS FUCKING BIZARRE!

    SORRY YOU DIDN'T GET TO MURDER ME THIS MORNING!

    LOL.

    BREAKFAST AT NOT TIFFANY'S, BUT THE OXFORD, AND HE WAS A BIT PISSY . . . I DON'T NEED THIS!

    NOW YOU ARE GOING TO TAKE THE CATTLE, OR RACHEL AND THE GALZ, TO HIGHER PASTURES FOR TWO WEEKS? OR IS THAT WASHINGTON, D.C.?

    WHATEVER, GET OUT OF MY HAIR, FOR AT LEAST TWO WEEKS, I NEED TO RETHINK THIS BOYFRIEND, THING!

    I HAD HIM DROP ME OFF AT THE LAW SCHOOL, SO I COULD WRITE MY BLOG . . . RIDERS ON THE STORM, LEAD ME TO "GHOST RIDERS IN THE SKY" WITH NICHOLAS CAGE, AND SAM ELLIOT, AND THE DEVIL, BRET, ALL FRIENDS, ALL IN ON THIS, FUCK JOANN, LITERALLY AND FIGURATIVELY!

    BUT, THEY ARE NOT THAT LUCKY!

    LOL.

    SO, HERE IS THE GRAFTED, FAMILY, OR BRANCHES, IN THE NATURAL OLIVE TREE, OR ME, THE PEACE MAKER, THEY KEEP, BRINGING IN MORE AND MORE, NEW BRANCHES INTO MY TREE . . . NOW ABOUT, 6 TO 10 WOMEN, AND GOD KNOWS HOW MANY MEN!

    FAMILY TREE IS GETTING PRETTY DAMNED, DEADLY AND CROWDED!

    SO, LOOK-ALIKES, FATHER AND SON, ARE MIXING, ROLES, AND DOUBLES FOR EACH OTHER.  I MEET KENNEDY, FOUR YEARS AGO, IN BUTTE, HE MIXES, MATCHES AND ATTACHES, TO SHOP EASY GIRL, RACHEL, MY DOUBLE . . . BUT, THEY CAN'T GET RID OF MOM, ATTORNEY, KODIAK, MAMA BEAR, SO, BRING IN COWBOY JERZY MIKE KOSINSKI, D.C. COP MOB, BOSS, DADDY, OF ELLIOT, MIX, MATCH, AND ATTACH, HOOK UP WITH REAL MOM, WHILE BABY, CAGE, PLAYS HOUSE WITH, RACHEL, OR ALLEGEDLY ME, DAD WILL TAKE CARE OF, THE OLD GRAY MARE AND, RETIRE HER TO ARLE, NEVER TO BE SEEN AGAIN, WHILE SHELLEY, AKA, ME TOO, IS HIDDEN, ON THE RANCH, KILL JO, AND ALL THE GIRLZ, GET TO BE HER, AND ALL THE BOYZ, GET TO BE MARRIED TO MUSCLE, QUEEN, ATTORNEY, MOM, EXTRAORDINAIRE, AND EVERYONE LIVES, FAT, HAPPY AND RICH, ON JOANN'S SPOILS, PAYING HER BACK FOR TAKING THE CASH COW, ASSET FORFEITURE, KILLING THAT LEGISLATION, THAT STARTED THIS 20 YEAR WAR, AGAINST ME AND MINE!  NOW, HIS AND HERS!

    FUCK THAT SHIT!

    KENNEDY SANG, TO ME ONE NIGHT IN BUTTE, RESCUE MISSION . . . I SHOULD HAVE BEEN A COWBOY!

    OH, HOW ABOUT GOOD OL' DAD!

    NICE TRY.

    NEITHER ONE OF YOU NEED CRY!

    LOL.

    THINK, OLD FAITHFUL, HAS A WIFE!

    COUNT ME OUT!

    HAPPY TRAILS TO YOU!

    NOBODY GETS TO BE ME!

    SMIILE.

     

     

Saturday, June 1, 2019

PIMP FACTORY. CIA. DELIVERING EXTRAVEGANCE & INDULGENCE. MOOSE CAN GULLY. Z-BRA. TROPHY TAKER. KLIEN TOOLS. CEREAL KILLER. DONUTS DONE RIGHT. FIELDS OF FAITH. PAWSITIVE VIBES. HE WANTED TO DRAW HIS GLOCK AND PISTOL WHIP THE MOTHERFUCKER TO THE GROUND. JOYSTICKS. MICRODRONE QUADCOPTER. SAFETY FIRST. DISRUPTION OF THE QUIET ENJOYMENT OF RESIDENTIAL LIFE IN THE SOUTH HILLS, MISSOULA, MONTANA. VIOLATION OF CODE. COVENANTS. RESIDENTIAL RESTRICTIONS. NEED INJUNCTION! ON WHITAKER LANE, SNOB HILL, THERE IS AN EYE SORE, THAT, WERE I A NEIGHBOR, I WOULD GO APE SHIT OVER! SOME DUDE, WEARING A MAGA HAT, MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN, WAS STANDING OVER A TWO STORY DECK, WITH MASSIVE BLUE AND WHITE "TRUMP" SIGNS OR FLAGS, AND SOME THIRD FLAG, PROBABLY "DON'T TREAD ON ME" OF THAT TYPE VARIETY, WAVING IN THE EARLY MORNINNG, SUMMER WIND! DISORDERLY CONDUCT . . . SOMETHING? IT LOOKS LIKE A BROOKS STREET, MALFUNCTION JUNCTION USED CAR LOT DUDE, JUST PLANTED HIS ASS UP IN A RESIDENTIAL NIEGHBORHOOD, WHERE OF COURSE, THE RUSSIANS WERE ALLEGEDLY TO HAVE TAKEN OVER, WITH 250 FBI AGENTS, COMING TO MISSOULA, TO INVESTIGATION, OR TO COLLUDE, NOW THAT WE KNOW MORE! IF I WERE A NIEGHBOR,, I WOULD GET A COALITION OF MY FELLOW SOUTH HILLS, SNOB HILL, CLAN, AND, PETITOIN THE CITY COUNCIL, TO SHUT THIS FREAK SHOW DOWN! RIDICULOUS AT BEST! WE KNOW THERE IS A NEW PHENOMENA IN THE GOP, THE CHURCH OF THE REPUBLICANS, OR THE REPULICAN CHURCH, WHERE THE DEVIL RULES, AND JESUS IS FORGOTTEN! SO, WE WILL LEGALLY TREAT THIS LIKE A RELIGIOUS ISSUE, WITH, PRINCIPLES AND CONCEPTS OF "SEPARATION OF CHURCH & STATE" WITH THE NOTION THAT, A MAN CAN BELIEF ANYTHING HE WANTS, BUT WHEN HIS ACTIONS, CROSS THE RED LINE OF DEMARCATION, BETWEEN, HIS RIGHTS, FORCING THOSE ON OTHERS, UNWITTINGLY AND UNKNOWINGLY OR WITHOUT CAUSE, WITH THE IDEA THAT YOUR RIGHTS ONLY GO AS FAR AS YOUR OWN NOSE, THEN THIS TOTAL, ASSAULT ON ONES SENSES, UP IN THE LUSH, GREEN HILLS, YONDER, IS VIOLATING, THE RIGHTS OF HIS NEIGHBORS, WHO MAY NOT SHARE HIS RELIGIOUS OR POLITICAL BELIEFS! I AM GUESSING THAT THERE ARE SOME, PLANNING AND ZONING ISSUES THAT MIGHT, PROHIBIT THIS MAN, POOR WIFE, FROM, DISPLAYING HIS STUPID BLUE AND WHITE PRO-TRUMP FLAGS, FOR THE WHOLE FUCKING COMMUNITY TO SEE! I FEEL VIOLATED JUST TAKING THE BUS UP THERE FOR AN EARLY MORNING, JAUNT, TO WATCH THE CITY WAKE UP! I CAN'T IMAGINE HOW THE NEIGHBORS FEEL! COULD THIS MAN, EXPRESS HIS POLITICAL AND RELIGIOUS VIEWS IN HIS OWN BACK YARD, FOLLOWING THE "GOOD NEIGHBOR" POLICY? IT IS HIS VIEWS, NOT NECESSARILY, THOSE OF HIS FELLOW, COMMUNITY AND IMMEDIATE NEIGHBORHOOD . . . OR IS HIS GOAL TO JUST BE GAWD-AWEFUL AND OBNOXIOUS FOR THE WORLD TO SEE? YOU TELL ME? I FIGURED OUT WHY, THE GOVERMENT, "THEY" TOOK DOWN, 70% OF MY BLOG, NOR FOR SWEARING, NOR FOR SOFT PORN, NOT FOR OUTLANDISH VIEWS, OR EVEN CONSPIRACIES, BUT, BECAUSE, ON TOP OF MAKING DOUBLE FROM ONLINE, PENNIES, ADSENSE, NOW THEY WANT TO MAKE MONEY ON SELLING BOOKS WITH MY BLOGS, CATEGORIZED, IN TOPICS, AND SELL THEM BY THE VOLUMES, BUT, THEY BASICALLY TOOK ME OFF THE INTERNET, BECAUSE, TRUMP'S TWITTER TWEETING, IMPACT HAS DROPPED, DOWN TO A MERE, 26% OF WHAT IT HAD PREVIOUSLY BEEN; THEREFORE, SEEING THAT I WAS THE CHECK AND BALANCE TO HIS TWEETS, AND ALTERNATIVE FACTS, AMERICA, WORLD AND UNIVERSE, THEY DINGED MY BLOG, EQULLY, HARSH EVEN THOUGH, MY NUMBERS AND IMPACT HAS DONE NOTHING BUT RISE SINCE THE FIRST DAY I STARTED IT! ONE OF MY FRIENDS, A TWITTER NUT, HERSELF, SAID, SHE THOUGHT, THAT IT WAS BECAUSE, OF ALL THE BRASH OF ABORTION, ISSUES COMING OUT OF THE LUNTIC REPUBLICAN LED, STATE LEGISLATURES, ASSAULTING THE MORAL DECENCY OF THE COUNTRY, AFTER 50 YEARS OF SANITY UNDER ROE VS. WADE! THANK GOD FOR A MISSOURI JUDGE, WHO JUST RULED IN FAVOR OF AN ABORTION CLINIC, WHEN THE STATE STARTED USING, BUILDING OR BUSINESS PERMITS, TO STOP ABORTION CLINICS--THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE HEALTH, SAFETY AND WELFARE OF THE MOTHER OR THE BABY AND EVERYTHING TO DO WITH, PEOPLE, LIKE THE MAGA GOON, IN MISSOULA, WHO WANTS TO PROPOGATE THE EARTH WITH HIS SEED, HAVE HIS QUIVER FULL OF ARROWS, OR SPERM, SPAWNING, BABY GOP DNA GUPPIES, BUT, DOESN'T WANT TO PAY FOR THEM, ONCE THEY ARE BORN! THERE IS THE POSSIBILITY, THAT, SECRETARY OF DEFFESNE, JOHN BOLTON, OR EVEN PRESIDENT TRUMP THINKS I AM MEDLING IN FOREIGN AFFAIRS, UNOFFICIALLY. NO, I AM JUST EXPRESSING MY OPINION, AND THAT IS FAIR GAME, AND IN HARMONY WITH THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUITON, AND MY RIGHTS AS A CITIZEN, AND BY THE WAY, I HAVE MORE FOREIGN AFFAIRS, EXPERIENCE, THAN, PRESIDENT TRUMP, OUR ALLEGED, COMMANDER IN CHIEF! IT IS JUST A MATTER OR TIME BEFORE, MY BLOG IS RIGHT BACK WHERE IN BELONGS, AT THE TOP OF THE HEAP OF WORLD BLOGGERS, WHERE IT HAS SAFELY AND COMFORTABLY RESIDED FOR THE LAST, 5.5 YEARS, SINCE FUCKING DAY ONE! NICE TRY, ASSHOLES AND MOTHERFUCKERS! IT IS JUST TOO GOOD! LET'S ROLL! THERE WAS AN ANNOYING, AND, BOTH DISCRIMINATORY, AND PREJUDICIAL, OP ED, ARTICLE, OR SMALL, NOTE IN THE OPINION SECTION OF THE MISSOULAIN, YESTERDAY, THAT WAS PROBABLY DIRECTLY, DIRECTED, AT ME, AND I TAKE OFFENSE TO THAT . . . IT MATTERS HOW YOU GOT TO THE POVERELLO AND WHAT YOU ARE DOING WHILE YOU ARE HERE . . . LIKE BLOGGING TO THE WORLD, SPREADING DEMOCRACY, PROMOTING HUMAN RIGHTS, AND HUMAN DIGNITY, SOMETHING OUR PRESIDENT AND HIS ILK ARE NOT DOING! LIKE I SAID, PRESIDENT SHE! SOMEONE HAS TO HAVE THE STAR POWER, TO MEET THE PRESIDENT WHERE HE IS AT, AND PUT OUT, GENUINE, FACTS, STATISTICS, LAWS, AND CONSTITUTIONAL, IDEAS, WITH OVER HALF THE COIUNTRIES IN THE WORLD, REPLICATING OR BORROWING, SOME OR PART OF OUR CONSTITUTION, TO RULE AND GOVERN IN THEIR OWN COUNTRIES, AND I DON'T BELIEVE FOR A SECOND THAT THE PRESIDENT, KNOWS, JACK SHIT ABOUT THE ENTIRETY OF THE CONSTITUTION, NOR, HAS EVEN READ HIS OATH OF OFFICE, NOR ARTICLE II, ON THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH. THAT IS NOT MY FAULT, AND AS AN ARTICLE III, OFFICER OF THE COURT, IT IS MY OATH AND MY DUTY, WITH THE KNOWLEDGE I HAVE, AND THE LAW DEGREE, PLUS, FOUR BAR LICENSES UP TO HIS LEVEL, OR THAT OF THE THIRD "CO-EQUAL" BRANCH OF THE GOVERNMENT OR THE JUDICIARY OR THE COURTS, TO AID THEM IN ANY WAY OR UNDERSTANDING THAT I HAVE GAINED IN THE CLIMB TO THAT LEVEL OF LEGAL ACTIONS! SO THE GOVERNMENT HAS NO RIGHT TO SHUT ME THE FUCK UP! THEY SHOULD BE GRATEFUL, FOR THE ASSISTANCE AND AID, IN GOVERNING THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, GIVING AID AND ENCOURAGEMENT TO THOSE ABROAD! GIRL POWER! WOMEN, WILL SAVE CIVILIZATION! THE DAY OF THE FIGHTING MAN IS OVER! WE HAVE ENOUGH NUKES, TO BLOW UP THE ENTIRE WORLD, 100X OVER! ENOUGH ALREADY. NOW WE NEED TO KNOW HOW TO PROCEED, IN A WORLD, RULED BY THE AGREEMENTS, TREATIES, ALLIANCES, COMMITMENTS, POLICIES AND PROCEDURES, THAT COUNTRIES, HAVE DECIDED TO PROGRESS, AS CIVILIZED, NATIONS AND PEOPLE! WE ALL SHARE THE SAME WATER, AIR, AND ECONOMIES! WE ALL RISE AND FALL TOGETHER! IN GENERATIONS PASSED, THAT WAS NOT THE CASE, BUT IT IS TODAY! FROM TRADE TO COMMERCE, TO CIVIL AND HUMAN RIGHTS, TO CLIMATE CHANGE, AND ENVIRONMENTAL ISSUES! WE HAVE TO FIND BETTER WAYS! I WAS IMPRESSED THAT IRAN, WAS ABIDING, FOR THE MOST PART, BY THE AGREEMENTS THEY MADE, BACK IN 2015! THEY ARE NOT JUST GOING TO EXPERIENCE ALL PAIN AND NO GAIN, FROM, TRUMP, OBLITERATING, THE 13 YEAR, AGREEMENT, WORK, WITH A FUCKING TWEET! THAT IS NOT WISE NOR PURDENT. WE CAN ALL GET ALONG. LET'S ROLL! NOW, I PROMISED THE OTHER DAY THAT I WOULD RIGHT ABOUT TWO CASES, FOR THE LAW ENFORCEMENT, OR EXECUTIVE BRANCH, WHO DEALS WITH, THE PROSEUCTORS AND COURTS, TO KEEP THIS COUNTRY, OUR STATES, AND OUR CITIES, SAFE, FROM, RAGING, LUNATICS, WHO WOULD KILL AT RANDOM, AND TAKE AWAY THE MOST PRECIOIUS OF ALL RIGHTS, THAT OF LIFE ITSELF! BUT BEFORE, I ASK YOU TO MEET ME IN THE FIREHOLE BELOW, I JUST WANTED TO TAKE A FEW, MINUTES, ON THIS BOOK, "DEAD EYE" AND SOME OF THE SIMILARITIES, BETWEEN, ME AND THE LEAD MALE CHARACTER, COURTLAND GENTRY, IN A SIMILAR GAME OF MIX, MATCH AND ATTACH, SOME, PERSON, WHO MIGHT BE TRAINED THE SAME, HAVE GONE THROUGH THE SAME GRUELING, WHATEVER, BUT, IN SO MANY WAYS, IS SO DIFFERENT, THAT THE PERSON, THEY ARE THEN, TRYING TO PRESENT THEMSELVES, TO THE WORLD AS! IT IS INTERESTING, THAT, IN THE BOOK, THE ISRAELI SECRET SERVICE, FINDS OUT THAT, THE PERSON THEY THINK IS, THE GRAY MAN, OR THE WORLD, GREATEST ASSASSIN, WHO IS ACTUALLY, A FRAUD, THIS RUSS, PRETENDING TO BE HIM, BEING PAID TO KILL THE PRIME MINISTER, TO GET, $25 MILLION FOR THE KILL, STARTS TO NOTICE, THAT, THE REAL, CHARACTER, GENTRY,, HAS A MORAL CODE TO WHAT THEY DO, THAT THERE IS A CERTAIN TYPE OF JUSTICE TO THEIR ACTIONS AND THEIR KILLS, AND HE, MAKES SURE THE PERSON, HE IS GUNNING FOR, IS A REALLY BAD DUDE! THIS HAS BEEN HIS PATTERN, AND HIS, WORK, FOR YEARS, AND ALL THE KILLS THAT ARE ATTRIBUTED TO HIM, FOR THE GOVERMENT OR FOR HIRE, SEEM TO FIT THIS PARTICULAR, PATTERN AND BEHAVIOR, BUT FOR THIS, INTEL, THAT, COURT IS GOING AFTER THE PRIME MINISTER, THE JOB OF THE MOSSAD AND THEIR INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY TO PROTECT. NOW, I MENTIONED THAT, PREVIOUSLY, THE UNITED STATES, WHILE THEY SEE, COURT AS A PATRIOT, ALSO SEE HIM AS A THREAT, BECAUSE HIS IS DIVIDING THE LOYALTIES OF THE INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY, AND ALLEGEDLY, IS, CREATING, DISHARMONY, AND, ISSUES AMONG THE RANK AND FILE--THEREFORE, HE MUST BE KILLED! SO THE AMERICANS, PRIVATE GOVERNMENT CONTRACTORS, WHO TAKE THE PRESSURE OFF THE CIA, SO THEY DON'T GET IN TROUBLE, BUT THEY PAY, FOR THE CONTRACTORS, WILL ONLY GET THEIR PAY, IF COURT IS BROUGHT DOWN, SO THEY, SICK, MOSSAD, INTEL, AGAINST HIM TOO . . . WHEN, I REALITY, IT IS NOT, GENTRY WHO IS DOING THE OUT OF CHARACTER, UNETHICAL KILL, FOR A SHIT LOAD OF MONEY, SO, THE ISREALI, PERSONNEL, ARE BEING MISLED, BY THE CONTRACTORS, WHO WILL BENEFIT FROM THE EXTRA ENERGY AND HELP IN GETTING RID OF THEIR CONTRACT, KILL, WHILE, PROTECTING THEIR PRIVATE ASSET, AND, HELPING, THE DOUBLE, THE FRAUD, GET AWAY WITH MURDER AND TONS OF MONEY, USING, COURT'S PERSONA, REPUTATION, ALLEGED, SKILLS, EVEN, USING THE TYPES OF GUNS, HIS MO. AND COPYING HIS STYLE, TO THROW, OTHERS OFF THE REAL THREAT, AND, PUT IT ON THE ALLEGED, THREAT, WHO KNOWS NOTHING OF THE CONTRACT TO KILL THE PRIME MINISTER! SO CLOSE TO MY STORY, THE COPY, THE MIMICING, EVERY MOVE, THE LITTLE ACTRESS, PORTRAYING ME, DOING EVERYTHING AS IF SHE WERE ME . . . NOW WE ARE BOTH ATTORNEYS, WE HAVE GONE TO THE SAME SCHOOLS, SINCE JUNIOR HIGH, TO LAW SCHOOL, FOR THE MOST PART, OTHER THAN, OUR UNDERGRADUTATE STUDIES, AND SCHOOLS, WE KNOW ALL THE SAME PEOPLE, AND HAD SOME OF THE SAME PROFESSORS, BUT WE COULD NOT BE MORE LIKE ONE ANOTHER, IN OUR MORALS, OUR ETHICS, OUR PROFESSIONAL RESPONSIBILITIES, OR LOYALTIES, OR VALUES, AND THE PRINICIPLES AND CONCEPTS, WERE CHOSE TO LEAD OUR LIVES AND LAW CAREERS, AFTER. WE MAY BE MILES APART HERE IN MISSOULA, BUT WORLDS APART IN NATURES, DRIVES, PASSIONS, AND POLITICS! THIS BOOK WAS PUBLISHED, IN 2016, THREE YEARS AFTER, I STARTED MY BLOG, BACK IN 2013, THERE ARE SO MANY, SIMILARITIES, ALMOST, ANALOGOUS, COMPARISONS, IT IS AMAZING, NOW HELPING ME, SO THANK YOU, I MAY HAVE INSPIRED SOME OF THIS STORY, BUT IN TURN, YOU ARE HELPING ME, EXPRESS, WHAT SOME OF THE ISSUES ARE THAT LAW ENFORCEMENT NEEDS TO CONSIDER, IN PROSECUTION, OF INDIVIDUALS WHO HAVE PERPETRATED THIS CRIME AGAINST ME, THE UNITED STATES, THE INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY, AND THE WORLD OF FINANCE! ANOTHER CLUE TO THE MOSSAD AND THE CHICK WHO IS, IN CHARGE OF THE SAFETY AND PROTECTION OF THE PRIME MINISTERS, THAT SEEMS OUT OF CHARACTER FOR COURT, IS THAT HE NEVER, KILLS FOR MONEY! MONEY DOESN'T SEE TO BE AN ISSUE WITH HIM, NOR A MOTIVATING FACTOR HIS IS, AGREEMENTS AND CONTRACTS! THAT IS KEY HERE . . . SHE IS, THEY ALL ARE, ONE FOR THE MONEY! THAT IS WHAT, BEING ME IS ALL ABOUT FOR THEM, POWER, PRESTIGE, PERKS, GETTING PLACES THEY CAN'T, AND GOING TO HEIGHTS THEY COULD NOT HAVE CLIMBED! THIS IS BEYOND CRIMINAL, AND THERE ARE NO, LAWS, IMMUNITIES, POLICIES, PROCEDURES, THAT, ALLOW FOR VIOLATING THE LAW, NOT ONE! I AM NOT A CONTRACT KILLER . . . I AM A GOD DAMNED, CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY, WITH NOTHING OTHER THAN THE BEST INTEREST OF THIS COUNTRY, AND HOW IT INTERACTS WITH THE WORLD, AS MY PASSION,, AND GOALS! THE DEA, THE CIA, THE FBI, THE PRESIDENT, DON'T GET TO SAY, WHO, GETS TO BE ME . . . SHOW ME THE LAW! OR IS IT SOME "CLUSTERFUCK" CIA, STUPID, THING FOR BRETT TO FUCK KAY????? I REJECT, AND, EACH MAN I REJECT, GETS TO BRING IN ANOTHER ME? MIX, MATCH AND ATTACH! THIS IS HIGHLY, EVIDENT, IN THIS PATTERN,, WITH COURT AND RUSS, FIRST, COURT IS GOING TO KILL, SOME RUSSION MOBSTER, AFTER HE DOES, THIS AMERICAN, RUSS, SHOWS UP OUT OF NOWHERE, TO HELP HIM AGAINST, TOWNSEND, THE PRIVATE CONTRACTORS NOW AFTER, COURT . . . 8 TRAINED, CONTRACT ASSASSINS, OR ASSETS OF THE MONEY FOR HIRE KILLS, ONLY HELPS COURT, SO, HE CAN LATER, SET HIM UP, AND TAKE HIS IDENTITY AND ALL THE MONEY, HE COULD ASK FOR A JOB, BUT, DOESN'T HAVE THE SKILLS NOR THE REPUTATION . . . AH, SHELLEY? RACHEL? SUE? KAY? MARICE? TIFFANY? . .. ALL SISTERS ARE NOT CREATED EQUAL, NOR TRAINED EQUAL, NOR ARE ATTORNEYS, WHO WENT TO THE SAME SCHOOLS! THE ONLY ONE QUALIFIED TO BE ME, IS ME! SHOW ME THE LAW, YOU FUCKERS ARE RELYING ON? I HAD ANOTHER, STINK OP, IN THE ALLEY, LEAVING THE LAW SCHOOL, THURSDAY, AND AT LEAST THREE, YESTERDAY, FROM MCDONALDS, TO WALMART, TO THE FLYING J TRUCK STOP IN RIVERSIDE, OR BETWEEN, EAST MISSOULA AND BONNER! THIS IS A RELENTLESS PURSUIT OF ME, WITHOUT CAUSE, OR WARRANT OR REASON OTHER THAN, MONEY, POWER, USING ME TO GET WHAT THEY WANT, INCLUDING A BILLION DOLLAR BLOG DAILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

VOODOO SEX.  SANTERIA RELIGIOUS PRACTISES.  A CASE OF A GUILTY CONSCIENCE.

MR. NICE GUY GETS KILLED!
  • I am not going to look back and my notes, so, I apologize to the cops, prosecutors, and family of the victims--lazy I know, but you get what you pay for, nothing!  LOL.  But there was something, that one of the detectives, said, that, made perfect logic, but, no, detective has ever said it, from another case as I recall, but it is a concept to keep in mind . . . here it is, and again, I watch these things at the library, and due to no money, for some reason, my old, cheap, ear buds, died, or the computers got fucked, so they didn't work, so between interruptions and, not being able to hear, and I am just reminded why, this black, vet, just walked by, and during this particular, true crime case, he, started to talk, obnoxiously loud, to the man, crunched, in the seat behind me . . . I tolerated it for while, but this is a library!  I eventually, said, or just looked at him and he went off on me not appreciating his service and, blah, blah, blah . . . no asshole, i just wanted to here my program, on the lowest I could possible have my computer on, and still her without you, and your sorry stupid ass!  I have put in more years of service than you have so, there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  THIS IS ABOUT RESPECT, FOR OTHER'S RIGHTS!  JUST LIKE THE MAN ON THE SOUTH HILLS, HAS NO RIGHT, TO PUT A FUCKING EYE SORE IN HIS NIEGHBORHOOD, YOU DO'NT HAVE A RIGHT TO START  YELLING AND SPITTING ABOUT WHATEVER, RIGHT BEHIND ME, IN A LIBRARY!
    • if I heard, right, when I was so rudely assaulted, by this jerk, I think, the brother of the victim, got totally involved in solving his brother's case, and these led the detectives to the conclusion, that, I thought, both cops and victim's families ought to think about, frustrating, on both sides:
      • the detective said, at the beginning of a case, the family can be the greatest help and fan of the cops, putting in work and leg power, hanging fliers, and notifying, man power to hunt for the victim's body, or to do whatever, start volunteer services, and efforts . . . 
      • however, when the case, stalls or when it is not solved, within a short time period, like on TV, the family, can turn on the cops, and become the biggest enemy of law enforcement and the prosecutors, even, ending up, prohibiting progress on the case because, they have to spend so much time, dealing with family, who is bugging the shit out of them when they have other duties, and responsibilities!
        • in a way, this reminds me of an attorney, dealing with, their clients . . . you have 30 cases, and they have one!  They are on top of the timelines, even, educated me, because they have been going through, years of litigation on this same case, and I never even wanted any case or clients, let alone, take over, a case with, three years of legal work from another attorney!
        • in this particular case, there were, three sets of parents involved, three plaintiffs and I was, taking, on, all their juvenile cases, criminal cases, and getting paid jack shit for the civil case, that almost got me killed!  Two of my three plaintiffs in my $56.7 million Iron County Corruption case, based on civil rights violations, were not paying a dime!  The alleged, funders, had paid me a fucking, $9,000, a year and a half earlier, were providing me Diet Coke, and dinner, plus support, but, when, law enforcement across the country already hates you, and you are just recovering from, 10 years, hiatus, from, the last time you tangled with law enforcement, that is not enough . . . 
          • so, mom, dad, and client, come sit in my office, home office, in sweltering, heat, and I never used, a secretary, legal assistant, research assistant, or paralegal, did everything myself, never planning on practicing, but for my one, $357.6 million securities case, filled, some, 5 months earlier . . . all there start pushing me to file, a lawsuit that could get us all killed, and pushing me, right this second, on a rough draft, so much, so, that, they almost took over the case, and we filed, premature, in my mind, and that always comes back to bite your ass!
  • A WORD TO THE WISE, COPS, PROSECUTORS, CRIMINAL DEFENSE AND CIVIL RIGHTS ATTORNEYS, FAMILIES . . . YOU ARE NEVER HELPING YOUR CAUSE OR CASE, BY PUSHING A PROFESSIONAL TO ACT FASTER, THAN, THEY SHOULD! Now, I know there are cases, particularly, cold cases, that "but for" the work and insistence of the family members, the case may never have been solved . . . that is different, that meddling in the case, and getting in the way! 
    • YOU DON'T WANT TO BE THE ENEMY OF THE VERY PERSONS WHO ARE HELPING YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    • just this morning, I was sitting out in front of the Poverello Center, talking to my daughter, some, chick jocked, sitting on the front porch having breakfast, huh? while, at least 5 MPD and 2 sheriff's vehicles, cruised by!  I told my daughter, that, people, will do things for others, more than, doing them for themselves . . . and I said, I could sue, on a civil rights case, but it is too much work, and if they cops, prosecutors, were doing their jobs, seeing this is criminal, there would be no need for me to file a case . . . this is more about JUSTICE than money to me!
    • interestingly enough, someone had the radio on in the kitchen, right after I came back inside, and I am not sure of the name of the song, but, I goes something like this . . . You just need a little patience, it just takes a little more time!  LOL.
    • enough said, I think I get my point!  LOL.

STRIP CLUB BABES.  LONELY BACHELOR.  FEW SOCIAL SKILLS.  DATE ONLINE.  FINGERPRINTS. MESSY BED.  PERFECTLY ORDERED ROOM.  EVIDENCE OF SEX.  NO BODY.  BURNING CAR FOUND ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD.  265 MILES AWAY.  MALE DRIVER FOUND BURNED TO DEATH?

  • I believe this case is in LA, sometime in the 90's?  I think.  So, this dude, nice looking, successful, man, mid-thirties, all about work, finally, wants a relationship.  He is a bit dusty on his skills to attract a female of his own, so his boss, or partner, or friend, start to frequent the local strip club.  Now, everybody knows these girls are stripping for money, not for a relationship with a client, but, the dead guy, doesn't seem to quite get that . . ..
  • he starts to dig on this chick called, India, who, flirts, and, acts like she likes him, the way all strippers, do, but, he seems particularly interested in this mysterious, woman, who, belongs to a strange religion, Santeria, with voodoo sex. chicken blood sacrifices, candles, etc.  At first the cops, wonder, if there is some dude in India's life, who, is a boyfriend, a lover, a husband, who is jealous, of dead guys, previous, attention . . . and there appears to be a dude, an ex-con, who just fits the bill.  There is also, this other, chick, who is or seems to be a lesbian, lover, of India too, who is into Santeria, and when the cops go interview or visit her,, they find, candles, chick feet, strange religious shit, and they wonder if she, didn't kill, the dude, who was flirting with her lover?
  • this is why you leave the legal decisions, to the prosecutors or the DA, she looks at all the possible suspects, can' find a shred of evidence, that would connect, any of them to the death of the man, murdered or the ashes of skeletal matter found in the burning vehicle, and she cuts all the possible suspects, free . . . both the cops and the family are disheartened!  Sometimes the cops, can be as bad as the families, when, the prosecutor, tells them, no, this is not your victim!  LOL.  All we need is a little patience . . . going after the wrong person, is timely and costly, court is no joking matter!
  • they start looking into, his office life, with, a few women, who, could, have had, a relationship with him . . . but none seemed to fit
    • the night of the murder, I believe, that, dude, hooked up with someone online, so he let the whole office go earlier than usual, he was a hard driving, kind boss, but this particular night, he seemed excited about this date he had . . . but who was she?  The killer?  There were fingerprints, on some glass, wine, messy bed, in an otherwise, perfectly kept apartment, almost anal in the way it was kept . . . the fingerprints don't give them any leads either, because the person, had no criminal record, nor did Codis have a match . . . they did have a long strand of jet black hair, but?
    • there was a young Asian chick, in the office, who, met, dude online, but she was, only 16 at the time of the murder, and the cops totally ruled her out!
    • the case when cold, the cops in the other jurisdiction where the burning vehicle was found, were no cooperating with the cops in the jurisdiction where they thought the murder occurred, and the family was getting pissed, particularly the brother of the victim!
  • FOUR YEARS LATER, THE 16 YEAR OLD ASIAN GIRL, NOW 20 CALLS IN, AND, TELLS THE COPS, AT THE TIME, SHE WAS THE WOMAN, OR GIRL, WHO HAD SEX WITH, THE DEAD MAN, SHE HAD BEEN LIVING WITH, A MAN AND HIS WIFE AND TWO KIDS, AND SHE HAD BEEN HIS MISTRESS, AND SHE HAD PRESENTED HERSELF TO THE PUBLIC AS A COUSIN, AND, HE HAD HER ON A PAGER, AND SHE WAS SUPPOSE TO ANSWER, HIS CALLS WHENEVER, WHEREVER, AND, WHATEVER . . . BUT BECAUSE SHE WAS WITH HER BOSS, SHE DIDN'T ANSWER THE PAGER!
    • when she got home that night, he questioned her about who she was with, beat her, and said he was going to kill him, for messing around with someone else's woman!  The two concocted a plan, that she would lure him, out, saying she had car trouble, or she needed a ride home . . . once he came to her rescue, she would say that she also called her brother for help, really her lover, then, he got in the back seat of the man's car, put a gun to his head, and shot him.  The two drove his body to 261 miles away and set the car on fire!  ONE OF THE REASONS, THE COPS, INVESTIGATED THE CONNECTION WITH SANTERIA, WHEN, LOOKING AT INDIA THE STRIPPER, IS BECAUSE, FIRE SYMBOLIZES, INDIA, OR THERE WAS SOME CONNECTION BETWEEN THE MEANS OF THE CRIME, AND THE SYMBOLISM OF ONE OF THE ALLEGED, SUSPECTS, OR THE LADY HE WAS MOST TAKEN WITH!
    • when the friend, or the dudes, strip club, buddy, found out, that the Asian, chick who was, 16, was the killer, along with her, lover, a married man, he noted, that, at the time, while she was only 16, her, mannerisms, attitudes, her sexuality, and flirting were of a woman, much older and more sophisticated than, her looks, seemed to indicate, and once the cops found out the arrangement when was living under, they were no surprised!
    • the defense attorney, tried to say that the girl, only 16 at the time, was, a battered woman, but the prosecutor, said, she was, far beyond her years, in her sexual appetites, and even in her choice of men!  The cops said the man, was the most vile of all murderers, they had seen, he got 25 to life without a chance of parole, and she got 15 to 25 with a possibility of parole, but they all felt that she was the one who lured the victim to the car, set up the whole, murder plan, and 

She was the one who led the mad dog to the fight!  They all felt that she was more guilty than the man who actually committed the murder or pulled the trigger!

WEB OF LIES
  • small town U.S.A., handsome country boy, makes good . . . recently divorced, two darling kids, successful security business, and successful with the ladies too, and getting a reputation for, having a little too much fun . . . is found to have video taped, at least one lady's sexual interludes with, him, and at the time of this adventuresome, dangerous, man's, call to the cops, that he had been shot, and was up, at some bridge, dying, and needed help, his office girl, whom he had also, been said, to have been having an affair with him, said he was dressed in camo, was geared and ready, to go, get some personal property back, from a local gal, he had been seeing for some time, with a reputation of being wild, with the two having had a volatile, at best, hot relationship, had broken in his office, and allegedly, took, a pearl necklace, or something, nothing was said about the video he recorded, of her having sex with him, so, since the cops were unsuccessful, at serving this chick a warrant, he was going after her himself, from what his secretary, also, lover, and new business, partner, told the cops!  Basically a mess!
  • the first suspect was, Edie, the wild, local, backwoods, gal, sport-fuck champion, of the town, but the cops got suspicious, of, what the secretary turned, lover and partner said, about the cops not being able to find the chick, because, they found her were she always was, at the local bar playing pool, and, she had no problem answering all their questions . . . told them, she didn't break in his house, she had a key!  She was looking for the video, of her and him having sex, that was all.  Good riddance, was basically what she said about him, even though, she admitted, years later, that he was the love of her life . . .  
  • secretary turned, over and business partner, also a former, vet, served in the military and was pretty, was next on the cops, shopping list of possible suspects, but, her alibi panned out . . . so who?
  • again, a guilty conscience, broke the case, when, nobody suspected, a young man, who, the murder victim, thought was too dumb to be a security salesman, but, he hired the younger man for repairs and other service type work, called the cops and confessed that, he and the boss had gotten in a fight, it ended up going badly and he shot, the dude and took him up to hide him or the boss crawled to where he could make a cell phone call, after the other guy left him for dead!  I thought, there might have been some jealousy, over the secretary, lover, business partner, but, I don't think there was a lover's triangle or anything, just a dispute about some aspect of work, but the dude, who shot his boss, just couldn't live with the guilt and turned himself in . . . sometimes cops get lucky!
BONUS CASE . . . THIS DID INVOLVED A BOSS, A HOT YOUNG ATTORNEY, 10 YEARS YOUNGER THAN, HIS PARAMOUR, A JEALOUS HUSBAND, AND A HOT WIFE, LEGAL SECRETARY, ABOUT READY TO DIVORCE HER HUSBAND OF MANY YEARS!  FATE OR COMEDY OF ERRORS?  ATTORNEY'S WIFE, DARLING, MOTHER OF 5, BEGS HIM TO STAY HOME, THAT NIGHT, MADE A SPECIAL DINNER . . . HE SAID HE HAD TO GO TO WALGREENS, NEXT THING, SHE HEARS THAT HE IS DEAD!  30 YEARS OLD!

WORK ATTRACTIONS HAPPEN ALL THE TIME!  I SAID THIS WHEN I STARTED THIS BLOG, AND THIS CASE, PROVES WHY, YOU HAVE TO LEARN TO SEPARATE THE BEDROOM FROM THE BOARDROOM, OR YOU ARE GOING TO REAP HAVOC NOT ONLY AT WORK BUT IN YOUR PERSONAL LIVES!

BASICALLY, THE TWO LOVERS, MET AT WALGREENS, PARKED HER CAR, THERE, SO THE, BOSS AND THE SECRETARY, COULD GO HAVE SEX IN HIS CAR.  HER DAUGHTER, GOES TO WALGREENS, AND SEES, MOM'S CAR, BUT NO MOM.  SHE TELLS DAD, THAT, MOM'S CAR IS THERE, BUT NO MOM.  FURIOUS HUSBAND, THAT SUSPECTS, HIS WIFE IS HAVING AN AFFAIR WITH  HER BOSS, DRIVE HIS TRUCK TO THE STORE, WALKS THROUGH THE STORE, CAN'T FIND HIS WIFE, TAKES HIS TRUCK, TURNS IT IN THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION, SO THE SECURITY CAMERA CAN'T SEE, WHAT HE IS UP TO, HE PUTS THE GUN ON THE SEAT, AND CALLS HIS WIFE!

FOR AN ATTORNEY, THIS IS REALLY STUPID, BUT HE WAS YOUNG . . . WHEN,, PISSED OFF HUBBY, CALLS, ATTORNEY, BOSS, TAKES THE PHONE AND SAID HE WANTED TO TALK TO HIM, MAN TO MAN . . . THEY GET INTO A PISSING FIGHT, AND, DUDE GOES BACK TO THE STORE, WHERE, MAD HUB IS WAITING, THERE IS A FIGHT OVER THE GUN, BOTH MEN ARE SHOT, BOSS IS DEAD, HUB IS INJURED, AMBULANCE TAKES, HUBBY TO THE HOSPITAL, WIFE CLAIMS, TOTAL INNOCENCE, DOESN'T KNOW WHY THIS HAPPENED, DIDN'T SEE A THING, BUT AS HER HUSBAND IS BEING TAKEN AWAY, SHE IS HOLDING HER DEAD, BOSSES, HEAD IN HER ARMS CRYING.  SHE DENIES THE AFFAIR AT FIRST, BUT LATER CONFESSES.

HUSBAND TRIES TO CLAIM, SELF DEFENSE, BECAUSE BOTH ARE SHOT, BUT, DUDE BROUGHT A GUN TO THE FIGHT THAT ENDED UP KILLING ONE MAN!

25 TO LIFE!
BOOM!

WIFE'S MESSING AROUND, CREATES AND LIVING NIGHTMARE FOR, TWO FAMILIES!

MOTHER OF FIVE, LOSES HER HUSBAND AND FATHER OF 5 KIDS.  OTHER TEENAGE DAUGHTER, LOSES, HER FATHER, AND EVERYTHING IS A MESS!

THE BEST THING I EVER DID, AS A NEW ATTORNEY, WAS, DRAW A STARK LINE, BETWEEN, MY PERSONAL AND WORK LIFE!
I NEVER CROSSED THAT BOUNDARY!  I HAD MARRIED MEN, LITERALLY TAKE THEIR WEDDING BANDS OFF AND PUT THEM IN THEIR POCKETS WHEN, I WALKED IN THE ROOM, AT THE AG'S OFFICE, OR OTHER TOP DOG MEN, SUDDENLY GET INTERESTED IN PROGRAMS, THEY HAD NEVER PREVIOUSLY BEEN INTERESTED IN.  SOME SENT THEIR SECRETARIES TO ASK IF I WOULD CONSIDER DATING THEM, OTHERS THOUGHT I WAS ARROGANT AND A BITCH, BECAUSE I WOULD NOT GO TO  LUNCH, OR ASSOCIATE MUCH, OUTSIDE OF WORK!

THAT WAS A VERY WISE DECISION I MADE, AND I WAS, OTHER, YOUNG ASSISTANT ATTORNEY GENERALS, GET EATEN ALIVE, BY OLDER, MORE EXPERIENCED, PLAYERS, CADS AND WOMANIZERS.

MY GUESS IS THEY ARE ALL IN THEIR SAME POSITIONS, WHILE, I HAVE CLIMBED THE LADDERS OF SUCCESS TO THE TOP OF THE LEGAL FIELD IN MANY AREAS!

THAT TOO WAS FROUGHT WITH SEXUAL AND FINANCIAL TERRORISM, FOR STICKING TRUE TO THAT, LINE OF DEMARCATION BETWEEN WORK AND PLEASURE!

GREAT DISCUSSION AND GREAT DECISION!

GOOD LUCK