RED, WHITE & AMAZING! BORN FREE. STAY WILD! GAME OF ZONES. ORION THE HUNTER. I'M GOING WITH GENIUS. SOME GAVE SOME. SOME GAVE IT ALL. FIND FAMILY HAPPINESS. SEE YOU WHEN, I AM ABOUT 80! NOT MY KIDS ANY MORE. MONARCH PLUMBING TO WEDEE PLUMBING. I USED TO DO LAUNDRY WITH BRETT, ON DEE AVENUE IN LOGAN, UTAH. HIS STEP-FATHER, WAS DEE CHRISTENSEN OR CHRISTIANSEN. HAVE THE FUCKER. BE INCREDIBLE TOGETHER. LITTLE WOMEN. KAY, THE COACH, AND MY KIDS, NOW, FUCKED UP! TIMID, SHY. UNSURE OF THEMSELVES. DUMBED DOWN. FOR MEN ONLY. THE JACK-JACK CHALLENGE. VERIFY. VERIFY. VERIFY. FIRST SECURITY BANK DEBIT FOR ABOUT $6.58 OR SO AT MCDONALD'S THIS MORNING, 8:30 AM-ISH. SAME BANK CARD I USED TO PULL $200 OUT OF MY ACCOUNT, WHILE IN COEUR D ALEN, IDAHO YESTERDAY OR EARLY EVENING WHILE ON JEFFERSON LINES, SEATTLE, WASHINGTON TO MISSOULA, MONTANA., PURCHASED TICKET, CONFIRMATION # 7966640001, 13JUN18, 07:28A, 07885, SEATTLE WA., FOR $132.00, CASH. STAYED AT SLEEPY INN, MISSOULA, MONTANA, RM. 127, PAID WITH CASH, $62.05, NO 33619, 6/13/18, CHECK OUT 6/14/18, CW. RETURN TICKET MISSOULA, MONTANA TO SEATTLE, WASHINGTON, CONFIRMATION # 7878295801, WITH SENIOR DISCOUNT, COUNTER DUDE, OWNS AND OPERATES, BUTTE, SON, MISSOULA, JEFFERESON LINES, BUS TERMINAL . . . GUY HAS KNOWN ME FOR 6 YEARS! NOT 39 YEARS OLD, FLATTERED, BUT WILL TAKE THE DISCOUNT! LOL. HE USED TO SELL ME INTERNET ACCESS, USED TO BE FREE, KNOW HIS SON-IN-LAW, FORMER, MILITARY MEDIC, WHO, HELPED DOCTOR ME, AFTER I HAD PURCHASED, A TICKET FROM BUTTE, MONTANA TO DURANGO, COLORADO, TO MEET JAMES KENNEDY, WHO, DIDN'T KNOW I WAS COMING, BUT ASKED ME TO MEET HIM, THERE . . . DAD HAD ME POISONED, FOOD POISONING, AT THE DINER ACROSS THE STREET, TO SICK TO MAKE THE TRIP, CANCELLED, BARFED ALL OVER THE BATHROOM, AT THE STATION, DID CLEAN UP AFTER . . . FINE AT 5:00 OR 6:00 AM, WHEN, I PURCHASED THE TICKET, COULDN'T EVEN WALK ACROSS THE STREET, AFTER BREAKFAST! SOME HISTORY THERE. SAID I WAS GOING TO CALL HIM AS A WITNESS, BECAUSE THE FUCKING COPS, CAN'T TELL WHO I AM AFTER, 5 OR 6 YEARS, TRIPPING THROUGH, THE STATE! FUCK, LAST NIGHT, RIGHT AFTER, LEAVING THE BUS TERMINAL, A COP SAW ME, AS I WAS CROSSING THE STREET OVER TO SLEEP INN, AND HIT THE GAS, SPEEDING TO THE COP SHOP! SO SICK OF THIS STUPID, LAME ASS SHIT! CAN'T GET OUT OF LITTLE WOMEN, TERRITORY, MORON SHIT! PROOF, PROOF, PROOF, COSTING ME TENS OF THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS OVER THE LAST 6 FUCKING YEARS. COUNTER DUDE, SAID, WELL, I HAVE NEVER HAD ANY TROUBLE WITH THE POLICE, WANTED ME TO STOP SWEARING . . . YOU HAVE NOT HAD A 20 YEAR COLD WAR WITH THEM, NOR DO YOU WRITE A BILLION DOLLAR BLOG, THAT GOES ALL OVER THE WORLD, BEING STOLEN, AND GIVEN TO YOUR LITTLE WOMEN, SISTERS! YEAH, I AM THE LAWYER, NOT THE FUCKING FLIGHT ATTENDANT! GOD. BRAINS, LAW DEGREES, LAW LICENSES, INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY, EXPERIENCE, AND TRAINING, ARE NOT TRANSFERABLE, JUST LIKE BUS TICKETS AREN'T! GOD. I UNDERSTAND, USING RACHEL'S BIG FAT ASS TITS, FOR "MY PILLOWS" BUT, SERIOUSLY, TO TRAIN YOUR SORRY ASSES? FUCK NO. THREE TIMES, I HAVE SEEN THIS SAME, ICON, PICTURE, OR STICKER . . . THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, SAD, BLACK & WHITE PANDA BEAR, WAS, THE DAY, I DECIDED, I WASN'T GOING TO WRITE, AGAIN . . . THEN, I WROTE, FEELING LIKE I NEEDED TO, IF NOTHING ELSE, TRAIN MY KIDS. THEN, I CAN JUST FEEL THE SHIFT, IN LOYALTY, QUANTUM PHYSICS. I HAVE A TON OF PRACTICE, FORMER CLIENTS, BOUGHT OFF, LOVERS OR LOVE INTERESTS, BOUGHT OFF, FRIENDS, STAFF AS SHELTERS, BOUGHT OFF, SOCIAL SECURITY, BOUGHT OFF . . . THERE IS JUST A CHANGE THAT TAKES PLACE AT A CHEMICAL LEVEL, THAT IS HIGHLY NOTICEABLE. I SAW THE SAD PANDA, THE NEXT DAY. AS I WAS, PLANNING TO WRITE THIS LAST BLOG, DUE TO SOME THINGS I SAW ON THE NEWS, THIS MORNING, AND THINKING ABOUT MY KIDS, THE TRAGEDY, OF WHAT THEY HAVE DONE, TO MY FAMILY, IS THE GREATEST, HARM, A COLLEGE, AGE KID, WHO, LOOKED A LOT LIKE MY SON, CHRIS, ALSO A SKATER, HAD A SKATEBOARD, WITH THE SAD PANDA, BLACK & WHITE, COPS SIGN AND SYMBOL. I KNOW YOU ALL WANT YOUR CAKE AND EAT IT TOO. THAT IS NATURAL. BUT, THIS IS TOO PAINFUL. I AM NOT A FUCKING LAB RAT THAT YOU CAN, POKE, PRICK, PINCH, PUNCH, AND PUNISH, THEN, TURN AROUND, AND EXPECT ME TO TRAIN YOUR STUPID ASSES, WHOLE, THE LITTLE WOMEN, GET THE CREDIT, THE MONEY, THE FAME, THE GAME AND MY FAMILY! FUCK NO. JUST LIKE WHEN, BRETT, TRIED OT PLAY, WHITTLE BALD, FLAT ASS, UGLY, SHITZU FACE, KAY, AGAINST ME, I WILLINGLY GAVE HIM TO HER . . . I DO THAT WITH MY KIDS TOO . . . I AM THE WRONG, CHICK, TO TRY TO MAKE CAT FIGHT OVER YOUR FUCKING UGLY ASSES, AND THE WRONG, MOM AND GRANDMA, TO FIGHT TO BE, WHO I AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK NO. SO, KAY YOU WANT, KAY IT IS! I'LL TAKE THE 25 YEARS BACK, THAT WAS STOLEN FROM ME! I HAVE GIVEN UP ON, JUSTICE, MONEY, PROPERTY, AND ALL THAT WAS STOLEN, BUT I HAVE THE HAPPINESS GENE, AND I AM BASICALLY, WITHOUT, PROVOCATION, PRETTY DAMNED, HAPPY, EVERY FUCKING DAY! I HOPE YOU WILL BE TOO. AS I SAID, LAGOON IS OFF, SO, WE'LL SEE YOU WHEN, I SEE YOU, MAYBE NEVER? DEPENDS ON WHAT HAPPENS, FREEDOM, IS MY ULTIMATE GAME! THE WOMEN, WHO NEVER GET MARRIED OR HAVE KIDS, ARE, GENERALLY, THE ONES WHO RAISED THEIR MOTHER'S KIDS . . . I AM SHOCKED I EVEN HAD KIDS. SO, YOU ARE RAISED, AND THE LOVED ONES. I FEEL SORRY FOR THE KIDS OF THE "LITTLE WOMEN!" AND "LITTLE MEN." SAD. NOW, FROM FREEDOM TO FASCISM. TRUST ME, BECAUSE IT IS THE LAST TIME I AM GOING TO SAY IT, WE ARE HEADING STRAIGHT OFF THE CLIFF, AS AMERICA . . . AND HEADING STRAIGHT INTO FASCISM, HITLER, MUSSOLINI AND STALIN, STYLE, BUT THAT IS WHAT, BRETT, SHELLEY, KAY, YOUR GRANDPA, WANT! FOLLOW MY MONEY, IF NOT FOR ME, FOR THE COUNTRY, YOU DUMB ASS, USEFUL IDIOTS . . . AW, SHUCKS, JUST DOIN' MY JOB? YOU TOOK AND OATH, NOT TO THE FUCKING LOSER, PRESIDENT, TO THE CONSTITUTION, AND THE COUNTRY! IF NOTHING ELSE, LET THAT SEEP INTO YOUR FUCKING THICK, SKULLS! GOD? I WANNA START WITH AN ANALOGY. HOPEFULLY, YOU ARE SMARTER THAN THE FIFTH GRADER, BUT I DOUBT IT.

THE LITTLE CRAYFISH, OR CRAWFISH, WHO, GNAWED ITS OWN, CLAW OFF, TO GET OUT OF THE BOILING WATER, TO SAVE, ITS LIFE!  THAT IS WHAT WE NEED TO DO IN AMERICA . . . JUST LIKE THE CLAW, THE CRAYFISH, CAN GROW, BACK HIS, CLAW IN ABOUT, 3 DAYS, WE NEED TO CUT OFF, TRUMP, FASCISM, AND THIS AUTHORITARIAN, REGIME, WE ARE SEEING, TAKING SHAPE IN AMERICA . . . WE CAN GROW, BACK, AMERICA, IN ABOUT, 3 DAYS WITHOUT, HIM, AND THEM!

I have told you the story of the frog in the water . . . how do you cook a frog?  If you put the frog, straight into the boiling water, the frog will jump out.  So, you have to put the frog in the cold water and slowly turn up the heat.  Then, you can cook it and eat it.  That is just like us, here, in this democracy, Republican, or representative form of government, controlled, guided, directed, and dictated, by the United States Constitution, not by the president, whom, some are, now touting as a cult personality, whom, will lead the country, into destruction, just like other, cult figures, in recent history, Jim Jones, David Koresh, the leaders of the Halbob Comet People, etc.  They were small time, leaders, a president is not, there is much, at stake, not only for America, but for the world!

We, can be, like the frog, who is put in boiling water, but we will immediately jump out, to save ourselves.  That is not where we are, right now, we are being, slowly cooked, through, promises of Make America Great Again, while, the market, economy, world affairs, are slowly, being, manipulated, orchestrated, manufactured, and controlled, to lull us into complacency, thinking there is nothing wrong, we are all just fine, while we are being cooked, without knowing it!  Trump is just not that dynamic, but he does have an army, of money, people, politics and power, behind him.  I am sick when, MSNBC, a station, I have trusted in the past, use the headlines, TRUMP WORLD?  It makes me think, that you are playing along with this fucked up game, to fuck, both America, all our allies, and, act, like, there is simply, nothing we can do, but go along with the new normal!

Due to being poisoned, back in 1999, just before, the first, Republican steal of the White House took place, Bush, over, Gore, by a hanging pregnant chad, and wanting me out of the way, so the Patriot Act, could be passed without my interference, and because, I was being courted by the GOP, to run for Attorney General, just like, the cops, picking Trump, over Hillary, they chose, Shurtleff, over me, FOR MEN ONLY!, I was taken out of the game for about, 10 years, and like, trying to take a frog, and putting me directly into the hot boiling water, I jumped out, and sued the fucking shit out of almost every goddamned government agency, I had clients who wanted to sue, taking their ugly, hairy ass, faces, and shoving them, into my knee, with the United States, Constitution, smashed, into their brains, AGAIN!  

THEY, THE GOP, COPS, MORMONS, MOB, MEN IN BLACK, PAT RATS, STILL HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO GET ME INTO THE BOILING WATER, USING MY KIDS, TO ATTEMPT TO TAME ME AND COOK ME . . . BUT, ANYONE, FINDING THEMSELVES, FEELING HELPLESS, LIKE THE SENATORS, AND CONGRESSMEN, SEEING, ALL THEIR COLLEAGUES, WHO OPPOSE, TRUMP, LOSE, THEIR ELECTION, BIDS, OR RE-ELECTIONS, REALLY, JUST ONE SO FAR . . . BUT, BOOTS ON THE GROUND, IN THIS DIRTY GAME OF POOL, POLITICS, TRIBAL WARFARE, AND WICKEDNESS, HE HAS AN ARMY WITH MY MONEY, NAME, CREDENTIALS, DEGREES, EXPERIENCE, TRAINING, BUT USING, "COMIC CONS" BEHIND THEM!

CUT OFF THE DAMNED CLAW!

THE BOILING WATER IS FUCKING EVERYWHERE . . . IMMIGRATION, THE G7 SUMMIT, THE MEETING WITH KIM JONG-UN, THANK GOD, THE PENTAGON, IS JUMPING OUT OF THE BOILING WATER AND TAKING CONTROL, OF THE "WAR GAMES" OR "TRAINING EXERCISES" IN SOUTH KOREA, BEFORE THE PRESIDENT, "SO-CALLED" THROWS THE BABY OUT WITH THE BATHWATER!  WHAT DID KIM GIVE UP?  A PROMISE WITH NOTHING TO BACK IT UP?  ALL THAT WAS, WAS WHAT, TRUMP, LIKES, THE POMP AND CEREMONY, WITH, NO SUBSTANCE!  WHO WROTE THE FUCKING POLICY, THE 350 WORDS, NOT PAGES, THAT, KIM AND TRUMP SIGNED?  DID THE LEADER OF THE FREE WORLD, EVEN READ IT?  NOT!  CUT OFF THE CLAW!

HERE IS A LEAD FOR LAW ENFORCEMENT . . . TODAY, ON MSNBC, A CONGRESSMAN, MERKLEY, TRIED TO, AS PART OF THE CONGRESSIONAL OVERSIGHT COMMITTEE, DO HIS JOB, WAS DENIED ACCESS TO SEE WHAT WAS INSIDE, THE WALMART, THAT HAS BEEN CONVERTED TO THE "SOUTHWEST KEY PROGRAM" OR "CASA PADRE" PROJECT, THAT HAS 11, 200 BOYS, MOST CAME TO AMERICA, CROSSED THE BORDER, FOR REASONS OF ASYLUM, OR TO BE PROTECTED, FROM THE VIOLENCE, IN THEIR COUNTRIES, LIKE, THE M13 GANGS, OF EL SALVADOR, WHO, ALONG WITH THEIR PARENTS, IF THEY CAME TOO, ARE BEING, PUT IN LITERALLY, "YOUTH PRISON CAMPS" FOR WHAT IS NOTHING MORE THAN, A MISDEMEANOR!  THAT IS A PARKING TICKET!  FUCK?  WE ARE TREATING THEM, LIKE CRIMINALS, AS WE ARE THEIR PARENTS.  THEY ARE BEING DETAINED, IN A BUILDING WITH, "NO" WINDOWS, AND ONLY ALLOWED TO GO OUT IN A YARD, TO PLAY, 2 HOURS A DAY!  JOURNALIST, SOBOROFF, SAID, HE HAS BEEN IN JAILS, PRISONS, AND THIS IS WHAT HE SAW, AND HE WAS SEEING THE NICE, SHINY, PICTURES THAT THE GOVERNMENT ALLEGEDLY PROVIDED!

WHEN THE KIDS, WALK IN, TO ALLEGED, FREEDOM, MUCH, AN OXYMORON, LIKE THE PATRIOT ACT, OR THE DREAM TAX REFORM, OR MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN, THEY ARE IN PRISON, AND FORCED, TO FIRST SEE A PICTURE OF DONALD J. TRUMP, WITH THE STATEMENT, AND THIS IS KEY, TO ME . . . THEY USE MY WORDS, FROM MY BLOG, AND TWIST THEM, JUST LIKE THE TWISTED, LITTLE WOMEN, THEY USE, TO CONFUSE, AND BOIL THE REST OF YOU, COOK YOUR GOOSE!

AFTER KILLING THE ONE WORLD ORDER, BASICALLY, EXPOSING IT, AND FOR THE MOST PART, BRINGING BACK AMERICA, WITH THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, A 20 YEAR WAR, LOSING SOME BATTLES AND WINNING THE WAR, THAT SHOULD, FOR ALL INTENTS AND PURPOSES BE, FUCKING OVER, THESE BASTARDS, ACTING AND TRYING TO PLAY ON MY BLOG POWER AND MONEY, MAKING IT LOOK, LIKE IT IS THEIRS, AND THEY WROTE IT, WHICH, THERE IS NOT ONE THEY HAVE WRITTEN, BUT, IT SAYS, SOMETHING TO THE EFFECT, THAT, WHILE WE LOST SOME BATTLES, THERE ARE OTHER WAYS TO WIN THE WAR . . . MEANING THEY ARE GOING THROUGH THE BACK DOOR!

REMEMBER, MY TRAINING, YOU, ON CIA, COMMUNICATING WITHOUT COMMUNICATING?  RIGHT, REMEMBER, USING SIGNS, SLOGANS, SYMBOLISM, MUCH LIKE I DO, AND EVEN USING WHAT I USE . . . BACK IN, ABOUT 1977, MY FATHER, WHO HAS ACCESS TO MY MONEY, AND IS A KEY, PLAYER IN THIS GAME OF ZONES, WITH MY MONEY, TRIED TO BUY SOME, PROPERTY IN "BROWNSVILLE, TEXAS" THE PLACE, THAT, THIS WALMART PRISON, FOR IMMIGRANTS AND THOSE SEEKING ASYLUM IS . . . PART OF THE DEVELOPMENT, WAS TO BE ON "PADRE ISLAND" . . . CASA, OR HOUSE, OF PADRE, WHICH IS SPANISH, MEANS, FATHER, BUT TO MY FATHER, IT MEANS, BOTH, FATHER'S SHIT, HOUSE, FOR MORMON, GOP, YOUTH CAMPS, THEN, ADOPTING THEM, OFF TO MORMON HOMES, STEALING THEM, FROM, THEIR CATHOLIC ROOTS!  HIS GOAL IS TO CONVERT THE WORLD, TO
"ONE WORSHIP" OR TO MORMONISM!

CONNECTION TO UTAH, THE TESTING GROUNDS.  BEFORE I WAS, ALMOST KILLED, AND RUN OUT OF THE STATE, LEAVING $700 MILLION WORTH OF CASES, ALL CONSTITUTIONAL, LAW CASES, AGAINST EVERYONE FROM, HOMELAND SECURITY, TO THE DEPARTMENT OF JUSTICE, TO THE UTAH, NATIONAL GUARD, TO SEVERAL STATES, TO LAW ENFORCEMENT, SECURITIES, CORRUPTION, IN GOVERNMENT, ETC., I HAD SOME CLIENTS, NAMED THE GUTHRIES, WHO, CAME OUT OF THE FOSTER CARE, SYSTEM IN CALIFORNIA, MET EACH OTHER, AND MARRIED, HAD NO PROBLEMS WITH THE SYSTEM, IN FACT, WERE GRATEFUL FOR THE CARE THEY GOT GROWING UP.

ONCE THEY MOVED TO UTAH, WITH, FOUR, BRIGHT EYED, BLONDE, BLUE EYED KIDS, THE ONES WHO ARE EASILY ADOPTED OR PLACED IN FOSTER HOMES, THE GUTHRIES, HAD NOTHING BUT TROUBLE WITH DCFS, OR DIVISION OF CHILD AND FAMILY SERVICES, BEING INVESTIGATED, 6 TIMES, WITH NO EVIDENCE, AGAINST THEM, PASSING ALL THE CLASSES, PARENTING AND JUMPING THROUGH ALL THE HOOPS.

AT ONE POINT, BOUNCING BACK FROM, ALL THIS SHIT, DCFS, TOLD, THE WIFE, IF SHE WANTED TO KEEP HER KIDS, SHE HAD TO GET RID OF HER HUSBAND, THE LOVE OF HER LIFE, SHE MET, AT LIKE 12, HIM, 18, WAITING 10 YEARS TO GET MARRIED, AND HAVING THE FOUR KIDS, WITH HIM, WORKING, LIKE 180 HOURS PER TWO WEEK PAY PERIOD TO TAKE CARE OF THE SMALL FAMILY, ALSO, PURCHASED PROPERTY, AND WERE MAKING A SMALL FARM, TO RAISE THEIR KIDS, AND FARM ANIMALS.

THE CONDITION FOR KEEPING HER KIDS IN UTAH, WAS, GET RID OF DADDY!  SECOND, SHE HAD TO JOIN, THE MORMON CHURCH!

I GOT THEM, AFTER, THEY MOVED, AFTER, 6 SUCCESSFUL, BATTLES AGAINST THE SYSTEM, WINNING ALL, WITHOUT ANY CRIMINAL HISTORY, OR CHARGES, THE SCHOOL, WAS TOLD BY DAD, THAT HIS KIDS, WERE UNCOMFORTABLE, WITH A STAFF, TAKING OFF TWO OF THERE KIDS, SHIRTS, MAKING THEM, FEEL, SCARED, AND WASHING THEM, BEFORE, SCHOOL EACH MORNING.  KIDS, HAVING FUN ON A FAMILY, PROPERTY, GETTING DIRTY, IS NOT A CRIME . . . MOLESTING KIDS, IS!  THE FATHER, SAID HE WOULD, PULL HIS KIDS OUT OF SCHOOL, IF THE KIDS, WERE EXPOSED, ONE MORE TIME . . . THAT AFTERNOON, FOUR COPS, STOPPED THE FAMILY, AND TOOK ALL FOUR KIDS!

THERE WERE A SHIT LOAD OF CASES, THAT WOULD GIVE THE GOVERNMENT CAUSE TO WANT ME OUT OF THE PICTURE!  WE BATTLED!

I CAN ALMOST TAKE, TIT FOR TAT, FROM, MY LIFE, CASES, AND WHAT IS GOING ON, RIGHT NOW, IN AMERICA, AND TIE IT BACK TO WHAT HAPPENED TO ME, IN FASCISTS, SOUTHERN UTAH, WHERE, MY PARENTS, STILL RESIDE, AND ARE USING THE SAME TACTICS, NOW ON, THE FUTURE, SOLDIERS, FOR GOP WARS!

THE KIDS ARE BEING BRAINWASHED TO LOVE, TRUMP, JUST LIKE, MAO SA TUNG, BACK, IN THE FIGHTING YEARS OF CHINA, AND THE START OF THE COMMUNIST PARTY!

WE ARE BEING BOILED, I HAVE SEEN MY KIDS, COOK, AND DIE!

CUT OFF THE CLAW, AND SAVE AMERICA, AS WE KNOW IT!

ON MORNING JOE, LOVE, MIKAH, SHE JUST SAID, HE IS IGNORANT, STUPID, AND THE PRESIDENT DOESN'T KNOW WHAT HE IS DOING AND NEITHER DO ANY OF HIS PEOPLE . . . DR. ART LAUGHER!  THE COW IN THE BLACK AND WHITE, POKE-A-DOT, LITERALLY, COW, WEARING THE LOUD PRINT, TO COMMUNICATE WITHOUT COMMUNICATING, HEY, COPS, WE ARE HERE, GETTING YOU THAT GIG, BEING THE WORLD POLICE!  WOOOOOHHHOOOOO!

CUT OFF THE CLAW, IMPEACH!

NOW!

OH, DREAM OF MY DAUGHTER, NICOLE, FINDING ME, AT SOME UNIVERSITY, SETTING, COLLEGE CAMPUS . . . I REACHED, TO PUT MY SWEATER, ON, BEING SOMEWHAT UNDRESSED.  SHE, BOTH, VERY MORMON, VERY REPUBLICAN, AND VERY CONSERVATIVE, WAS COOKED, YEARS AGO, WE GAVE EACH OTHER A TENSE HUG.  SHE LOOKED SHOCKED TO FIND OUT, THE BLOG SHE HAS BEEN READING, IS HER MOTHER'S UNIVERSITY, NOT AUNTIE, SUE, THE RELIEF SOCIETY BITCH, OR AUNTIE RACHEL, THE BISCUIT BITCH, OR THE BLACK AND WHITE COW, SHELLEY, OR WHITTLE, MISCHIEF MAKER, QUEEN OF MEAN, KAY . . . THAT CUNNINGHAM!

DUMBEST ATTORNEY, I HAVE EVER SEEN IN ACTION . . . GOT FIRED, FROM, THE ONE CASE, I WATCHED HER DO . . . BRINGING BRETT, BABY, TO ME, THEN, SETTING UP THE STINK OP, TO STEAL HIM . . . HE WAS PISSED WHEN, I SAID, YOU MADE YOUR BED, SLEEP IN IT, YOU GET HER!  JEALOUSY, TONS, WHEN, I MADE IT TO THE U.S. SUPREME COURT . . . STEAL AGAIN!  SHE GOT CREDIT, ASSHOLES, YOU ARE ALL BEING BULL SHITTED, LIED TO, AND BOILED!

CUT OFF THE CLAW!!!!!!!!!!!!

DIRTY TREASURES. DIRTY DEEDS. DIRTY FISH. DIRTY WORM LANDSCAPING!

YOUR NOT JUST IN BOILING WATER, YOU ARE IN THE SWAMP, MAN!

CLEAN IT UP, BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE!

MY KIDS HAD 6 YEARS TO GET THIS RIGHT . . . CAN'T EAT YOUR CAKE TWO!

FUCK YOU!

SKULLSHAVER. FREE TUTORING! GROW GENERATION. LOVE--TONY AWARDS DOUGLAS HIGH SCHOOL. SUMMER READING. LIKE 1992 BLOGS TO STUDY AND HOLD DISCUSSION GROUPS OVER THE SUMMER. DREAM BAR. YOU ARE MORE THAN JUST A DREAM. BETTER THAN A FANTASY. 100% NATURAL. GOD MADE. A MAN GOT BARRED FOR LIFE ON SOME AIRPLANE FOR DRINKING TOO MUCH, AND PULLING OUT HIS INFLATABLE SEX TOY, THAT LOOKED LIKE IT WAS SCREAMING, WITH TEENS ON THE FLIGHT! LOL. THE PRESIDENT IS MISSING. BILL CLINTON AND JAMES PATTERSON. HOW TO WALK AWAY. CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON. THERE'LL BE PEACE WHEN YOU ARE DONE. LAY YOUR WEARY HEAD TO REST. DON'T YOU CRY NO MORE. NO! DR. ART LAUGHER. THE YING & THE YANG, THEY ARE NOT. IN SINGAPORE, THEY ARE KNOWN AS "P-YONG-YANG!" SHELLEY IS THE CHICK, SKULKING ON THE SIDELINES, DELAYED! I HAVE CALLED HER A CLOWN FOR SO LONG, SHE IS LIVING AND DRESSING UP TO HER FULL POTENTIAL . . . WEARING A BLACK & WHITE, VERY LARGE AND LOUD POKE-A-DOT, PRINT MOO-MOO! LOL. DANIEL'S BROILER. POTBELLY SANDWICHES. SO YUMMY. YELP HELP FROM THE YUM LADY! KISS. PEEL & REFRESH HERE! TAKING THE SUMMER OFF. DO YOUR HOMEWORK. WILL MOST LIKELY BE BACK AFTER MY SEPTEMBER 14, COMING OUT PARTY HAS STARTED! FOR NOW, I HAVE TO STOP WRITING, TO STOP CONSTRUCTION . . . CASH CALL . . . YOU PAY! I MAKE THE MONEY. THEY JUST STEAL & DISTRIBUTE! KEYBANK. CUSTODY MATTERS.

THE BIG BAD WOLVES CHICKEN STEW OR STU!

LOL.

JUSTIFY. JUSTIFY. JUSTIFY.

THERE IS NOT JUSTIFICATION FOR WHAT YOU FOOLS HAVE DONE!

KEEP ON SUCKING!

I AM A MEMBER OF THE CO-EQUAL, JUDICIARY BRANCH, A SWORN OFFICER OF THE COURT, NOT THE FUCKING LAW ENFORCEMENT OR EXECUTIVE BRANCH, ASSHOLES, JUST BEING A CHECK AND BALANCE FOR YOU STUPID FUCKERS, OR MOTHERFUCKERS FITS BETTER!

AND THE BIG BAD WOLVES HUFFED AND THEY PUFFED, AND THEY COULDN'T BLOW, THE HOUSE DOWN, AGAIN!

FUCK YOU, PIGS!

PIGS IS NOT STAR!

ATTORNEY IS!

DREAM BAR GIRL!

FUCKING, OFF!

ENJOY YOUR LOSER GIRLS.

RADICAL ELEMENT. STUPID SOCK CREATURES. #CODECON. VALUES ARE REALLY HARD TO COPY. THE BREAD WE EAT IN DREAMS. THE POWER OF BEING A WOMAN. STAY CLOSE. A GIFT UPON THE SHORE. STARS END. THOSE WHO LOVE. JUSTIN TRUDEAU. CODE: JUST IN TRU-DEA-U. THIEVES IN CODE.AKA.THIEVES IN THE LAW. EXTREME PUNISHMENT. JUST DOIN' MY JOB! HITMAN. --DAVID FOSTER. STORIES & SECRETS. MARKED FOR LIFE. LESS THAN CHARMING. FRAGMENTS OF THE LOST. MEGAN MIRANDA. ALL SAINTS. SAINTS & MISFITS. WE HAVE ETHICS. FEEDER. A CAT IN PARIS. ALL FALL DOWN. THE CASE OF THE ONE-EYED PREACHER. YOU WON'T KNOW I'M GONE. STRANGER THAN FICTION. SUGAR. FORGET ME. I RESERVE THIS BLOG TO WRITE ON CRITICAL CONSTITUTIONAL ISSUES. USE IS OR LOSE IT! THAT GOES FOR THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION. THERE IS EVIL AFOOT. PROPAGANDA. BE WISE AS A SERPENT. GENTLE AS A DOVE.

JESUS STILL HEALS TODAY!

I'M OVER IT.

KICKIN' RANCH FREAK! DARE GREATLY. A LITTLE MORE DONE. A LITTLE MORE FUN! TRUTH. IT DEMANDS OUR ATTENTION! PRIDE! GOOD NIGHT STORIES FOR REBEL GIRLS! THE DAUGHTERS OF SMOKE & BONE. RED MOON RISING. EMPIRE OF DUST. YOU'RE PERFECT JUST THE WAY YOU ARE--WE JUST WANT TO FINE TUNE YOU! LOL. JIFFY LUBE SERVICE? OIL CHANGES FOR LIFE, HUH? SWINK. DARE GREATLY. TACO CAT. I'VE GOT 9 LIVES CAT SIZE. KEEP ON SUCKING. PLEASE. I WANT IT AND I NEED IT . . . I'M ADDICTED TO YOU! HEARTBREAKER. OH, IT'S WHAT YOU DO TO ME . . . I'D WALK TO YOU IF I HAD TO. BACKSTAGE PASS. SUNSET. TOO SCARED TO TURN THE LIGHT ON . . . I'M A NIGHT CRAWLER. GET OUT OF MY WAY, YES, I'M A NIGHT CRAWLER, WHEN YOU TURN OUT THE LIGHT. BARANOFF'S BAR & GRILL. ROSIE'S ROOM. WE COULDN'T HAVE THAT COULD WE? FUCK NO. SMILE DIRECT CLUB. PLEASE. WELL, OKAY. I JUST GET PISSED AND THING I WILL NEVER WRITE ANOTHER BLOG. BY NOON, I HAVE FORGOTTEN WHAT I WAS REALLY THAT PISSED ABOUT? LOL. I HAVE TO GO 125 . . . I CAN'T DRIVE 55! DO WHAT YOU LOVE. BETTER TOGETHER. I LOVE TO WRITE. YOU LOVE TO READ. SWEET. I'M ADDICTED TO YOU TOO! THIS NIGHT CRAWLER WAS OUT BY 4:00 AM. BREAKFAST AT NORTH STAR. LITTLE DIPPER. EARLY BIRD SPECIAL! COOL WAITER. REMEMBERED MY ORDER FROM TWO WEEKS AGO! I FEEL LOVED, AT NORTH STAR AND PETE'S EGGNEST! THE COPS STILL DON'T LIKE ME IN GREENWOOD! LOL. SO, THAT, "PIG IS STAR" WAS A CHILD'S BOOK, PUT OUT BY THE GREENWOOD LIBRARY ON DISPLAY, PROBABLY IN RESPONSE TO MY EARLY MORNING BLOG, OR COINCIDENCE . . . LIKE YEAH, AND I GOT, DONUT STAR, FROM THE EARLY MORNING NEWS! LOL. TAKING IT A BIT PERSONALLY, HUH? LOL. LOOKED TO ME LIKE A STING OP JUST MINUTES AFTER I LEFT THE LIBRARY! LOL. SO, THIS IS HOW IT WENT DOWN . . . I WAS READING MY BOOK, "SYCAMORE ROW" BY JOHN GRISHAM, THOROUGHLY ENJOYING, THE CHARACTERS AND DESCRIPTIONS OF THE ATTORNEYS IN THE BOOK, RELATING ALL OF THEM, TO SOME ATTORNEY OR SOMEONE, PERSONALITY, I KNOW, WHO, WOULD, IF IN THAT SAME SITUATION, ACT IN A SIMILAR WAY! LOL. I HAVE BEEN HELD IN "CONTEMPT OF COURT" BUT I WAS NEVER ARRESTED AND HAULED OFF TO JAIL BY JUDGE NOOSE'S ORDER, WHILE I WAS ARGUING IN THE COURTROOM. I DID COME CLOSE, HOWEVER, ONCE ARGUING MY SISTER'S HUSBAND'S "PROTECTIVE ORDER" AGAINST HER, THEN, HUSBAND . . . ALLEGEDLY, A 20 HEARING, THAT TOOK, 9 AND A 1/2 HOURS! FINALLY, THE JUDGE WAS SO PISSED, THAT HE TOLD ME AND MY BROTHER-IN-LAW'S ATTORNEY, TO GO IN A ROOM, AND WORK SOMETHING OUT! LOL. WHEN WE CAME BACK TO THE COURTROOM, SOLVED THE PROBLEM, WITH LITTLE FANFARE, I TURNED AROUND, AND TWO DEPUTY SHERIFFS, ACTING LIKE THEY WERE COURT, BAILIFFS, LOL, WERE STANDING DIRECTLY BEHIND ME! I WAS SHOCKED TO SEE THEM, THERE, AND SAID, THANKS FOR NOT ARRESTING ME. THEY BOTH, LOOKED AT ME LIKE, HAD IT BEEN UP TO US, YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN ARRESTED, ABOUT 8 HOURS AGO! LOL. I DID SPEND, 9 DAYS, IN SOLITARY CONFINMENT, FOR "CONTEMPT FOR COURT" AND REFUSING TO TRAVEL TO A HEARING, THAT WAS SCHEDULED, A MONTH AFTER I APPEALED A CASE, WITH THE JUDGE, HAVING NO JURISDICTION OVER ME! HE VIOLATED, AT LEAST 30 LAWS, IN ARRESTING ME FOR APPEALING HIS CASE! THERE IS NO LIMIT TO A JUDGE'S EGO! LOL. NOR MINE. THEN, WHEN WE GOT TO COURT, HE DIDN'T EVEN HEAR THE "CONTEMPT ISSUE" BUT, ASKED ME ALL ABOUT WHERE MY VALUABLES WERE KEPT, LATER, TEAMING WITH THE COPS I SUED FOR $56.7 MILLION, WHO ROBBED ME OF ABOUT $20,000 + THE 9 DAYS IN JAIL! NOT IN VERY "GOOD BEHAVIOR" EVEN FOR AN EGOTISTIC JUDGE IN SOME SMALL ASS COUNTY, WHO WAS NOT USED TO HAVING HIS CASES APPEALED! DO'NT KILL THE MESSENGER! I HEARD AND MET WITH THE LAST ATTORNEY, WHO APPEALED A CASE IN HIS COURT, AND HE GOT DISBARRED, SO I CONSIDERED MYSELF LUCKY, OTHER THAN, HE OR HE ALLOWED, MY GOVERNMENT DOUBLE TO TAKE CREDIT FOR MY BRILLIANT, NEW 10 PRONG TEST, THAT IS LIKELY THE LAW NOW, IN DETERMINING THE ISSUE OF ALIMONY AND COHABITATION! THE TWO PRONG TEST, DIDN'T MEET, MODERN DATING STANDARDS AND WAS FUCKING FEMALE OR MALES, OUT OF ANY ALIMONY, THEY, IN MOST CASES, WELL DESERVED! I MISS COURT! IT WAS ALWAY, TNT, WHEN, I CAME . . . FUN, FUN, FUN . . . YOUNG ATTORNEYS, AND COPS WOULD COME TO WATCH, IF NOT 5 COUNTIES OF COPS, SURROUNDING THE COURT HOUSE AND DRIVING OR SCARING AWAY, WOULD BE SUPPORTERS! I PICKED UP A NEW BOOK, ON DISPLAY AT THE GREENWOOD LIBRARY, YESTERDAY, FORMER, SECRETARY OF STATE, UNDER PRESIDENT BILL CLINTON, MADELINE ALBRIGHT, CALLED, "FASCISM." IN THAT BOOK, IN A FASCIST REGIME, RIGHT HERE IN AMERICA, THERE IS NO CONSIDERATION FOR A PERSON, OR ATTORNEYS, RIGHTS . . . THEY DO WHATEVER IN THE FUCK, BENEFITS, THE GROUP, OR THE GOVERNMENT, OR THE CRIME SYNDICATE WHO OPERATED AND ORCHESTRATED, THIS BULL SHIT, "CONTEMPT ORDER" A MONTH AFTER THE JUDGE, IN A DISTRICT COURT, AND ANY JURISDICTION OR POWER OVER THE CASE AT ALL! IT IS ALL ABOUT ME. CONTAIN ME AND TAKE CREDIT, FOR EVERY BIT OF MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY! WE BANNED YOU! YOU CAN'T BAN ME OR MY BANK, OR MY KIDS, MUSIC OR THEIR BANK! ASSHOLES. IF YOU WANT A LOOK, FROM, MS. ALBRIGHT'S BOOK, YOU CAN GET A GOOD VIEW OF WHERE, TRUMP IS TRYING TO TAKE US. ONE OF THE ELEMENT OF "FASCISM" IS THAT, THE LEADER OR PRESIDENT, WANTS, THE ROLE FOR LIFE! WE JUST SAW, PRESIDENT XI OF CHINA, GET HIS LEGISLATIVE BODY, TO GIVE HIM, THE PRESIDENCY FOR LIFE. PRESIDENT, VLADIMIR PUTIN, IS ON HIS FOURTH TERM OF OFFICE, WHEN, THE RUSSIAN CONSTITUTION, HAS TERM LIMITS ON THE PRESIDENCY, OF TWO TERMS OF OFFICE, JUST LIKE IN AMERICA! PRESIDENT ERDOGAN OF TURKEY, IS RIGHT THERE, AFTER A MILITARY COUPE, WE SEE IT IN SYRIA WITH ASSAD . . . AND ON AND ON! I JUST GOT HACKED, AT 8:43 AM, 6/10/2018. BY FASCISTS! VENEZUELA. EGYPT. ALL THE COUNTRIES THAT TRUMP WANTS TO BE SEEN WITH, HAVE FASCISTS, DESPOTS, UNDER AUTHORITARIAN, TYRANNICAL, AND DESPOTIC REGIMES. PRESIDENT GEORGE W. BUSH, JOKINGLY, SAID HE WANTED TO BE A DESPOT, BECAUSE GETTING ANYTHING THROUGH CONGRESS WAS SO HARD! PERFECT. THAT IS WHY, WE HAVE THE SYSTEM WE HAVE, OF CHECKS AND BALANCES, SEPARATION OF POWERS, AND DIVISIONS OF RESPONSIBILITIES . . . WE DO NOT, AND I EMPHASIZE, WE DO NOT WANT, ONE MAN OR WOMAN, WITH THAT MUCH POWER! PERIOD! FUCK, TRUMP, CAN'T SPEAK MORE THAN, 150 WORDS! SHIT! KING ME? FUCK THAT SHIT! EVEN SOMEONE SMART, LIKE PRESIDENT OBAMA, SCHOOLED IN CONSTITUTIONAL LAW, TOYED AROUND WITH A STANDING ARMY OF 250,000 BOOTS ON THE GROUND IN AMERICA! AH, NO! SOME SAID, THAT, THE GOVERNMENT WAS GOING TO TRY TO GO INTO MARSHALL LAW, BEFORE, PRESIDENT OBAMA WENT OUT OF OFFICE, TO KEEP HIM, IN OFFICE . . . WE DO MISS YOU, HOWEVER! BUT NO TO EVEN A GREAT PRESIDENT! STOP SECOND GUESSING, YOURSELF, PRESIDENT OBAMA . . . SOME PERSON, FEMALE WRITER, REFERRED TO THE WORD, "BEKNIGHTED" IN DESCRIBING YOU, IN YOUR COMMENT, IN YOUR NEW BOOK, CAN'T REMEMBER THE NAME, BUT, AFTER TRUMP WAS ELECTED, THE FORMER, PREZ. IN HIS NORMAL, CONTEMPLATIVE MANNER, OF SELF-EXAMINATION, IN SEEING TRUMP, IN OFFICE, WONDERED, IF HE, WAS NOT, 10 TO 20 YEARS, AHEAD OF HIS TIME, OR TOO PROGRESSIVE? AH, NO. TRUMP JUST BROUGHT OUT THE NEADERTHAL IN ALL MEN, UNLEASHING A SIDE OF AMERICA, WE THOUGHT WAS LONG PUT TO REST, LIKE THE WHITE SUPREMACISTS OF THE NEW, NATIONALISTS, OR THE KKK REARING ITS UGLY HEAD, WITH XENOPHOBIA, HOMOPHOBIA, RACISM, SEXISM, AND ALL KIND OF, WHAT WERE THOUGHT TO HAVE BEEN, GONE, BURIED, AND DEAD, LONG AGO, BACK! I GET THE BIGGEST KICK OUT OF WATCHING THE NEWS CASTERS, REACT TO DONALD J. TRUMP, AS IF ANYONE, NORMAL, EDUCATED, INTELLECTUAL, OR SOCIALLY ASTUTE, CAN MAKE SENSE OF HIS "MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN" THOUGHTS, THAT TAKE US BACK, NOT JUST 70 YEARS, BUT, DECADES BEYOND THAT . . . WHEN, ONLY, WHITE, FAT ASS, STODGY, RICH MEN, CONTROLLED, THIS COUNTRY! NO THANKS, WE CAN JUST PRAY TO GOD, THEY ALL DIE OFF! NOW, A FASCIST PRESIDENT OR REGIME, WOULD PUT OUT AN EXECUTIVE ORDER, FOR A DEATH WARRANT . . . NO, THAT BELONGS IN THE PHILIPPINES!, UNDER, PRESIDENT DUTERTE . . HACKED AGAIN, AT 8:57 A,M . . . WHAT'S WRONG, SHELLEY, KAY, CAN'T WRITE THIS SHIT, SO YOU STEAL IT TO STAY IN YOUR POSITIONS, YOU ARE NEITHER QUALIFIED FOR, AND ARE A JOKE EVEN TOUCHING FOREIGN POLICY, PRETENDING YOU ARE THE ONE WHO WROTE THE FOUR PRONGED PLAN, FOR AFGHANISTAN, BACK, UNDER PRESIDENT OBAMA, WHO PROBABLY IS GETTING A FEEL, THAT HE WAS DEALING WITH THE CLOWNS, AND DOUBLE SHITTERS! ANYWAY, A PLUG FOR MADELINE ALBRIGHT, AND SHE IS TOTALLY, ALL BRIGHT! I WRITE THIS BLOG TO TRAIN MY CHILDREN! I DON'T WANT SOME BITCH ASS AUNT, OR ALLEGED, STEP-FATHER, WHO HAS NO CLAIM, ON MY CHILDREN, TRAINING, THE BRILLIANT MINDS, ME AND THEIR FATHER, RICHARD CLIFTON SECRIST, GAVE BIRTH TO AND RAISED! FUCKERS, MOTHERFUCKERS! FASCISTS! THIS IS EXACTLY THE SHIT I AM TALKING ABOUT . . . NOR REGARDS FOR LIFE, LIBERTY, AND PROPERTY, AND KIDS, ARE CONSIDERED, TO A CERTAIN AGE, PROPERTY OF THE PARENTS, UNLESS UNFIT . . . YOU DON'T TAKE KIDS IN THEIR LATE 20'S OR EARLY 30'S, AFTER, THEY HAVE TURNED OUT, AND CLAIM, THAT YOU, RAISED THEM, TRAINED THEM, OR BROUGHT THEM INTO LIFE, DUMBASSES, SKI BUM, PRISON INMATES, ASSASSINS, AND FUCKER, GENERALLY! FUCK NO! THIS IS FASCISM, YOU ARE SEEING. JUST LIKE KIM JONG UN, OVER IN NORTH KOREA, WHO, SEES A BRIGHT CHILD, OR HIS SECOND IN COMMAND, CODE:CHEF, WHO JUST MET WITH, OUR, ALLEGED, SECRETARY OF STATE, POMPEO, FORMER, CIA LEVEL SPIES, WHO, WAS THE MASTERMIND BEHIND, THE THEFT OR HACKING OF THE 150 COUNTRIES, BACK, A FEW YEARS AGO, BUT THEY TAKE THE KIDS OUT OF THEIR HOMES, AND PUT THEM, IN COMPUTER TRAINING CAMPS, AND THEN, THE GOVERNMENT USES THEM, FOR THEIR PURPOSES! THESE ARE THE MEN, LEADERS, AUTOCRATS, DESPOTIC AND TYRANNICAL LEADERS, WHO TRUMP, PREFERS TO OUR OWN ALLIES AND FRIEND, IN WESTERN CULTURES! WANNA TALK HORROR STORIES FROM, THESE COUNTRIES, THIS MORNING ON THE RADIO, THERE WAS A TALK SHOW ON, THIS MONTH AS "PRIDE" MONTH . . . THE SUBJECT OF DACA OR DREAMERS CAME UP, AS A PROJECT FOR THE PRIDE FOUNDATIONS, THAT CELEBRATE, LBGQT AND OTHER RIGHTS, WITH THE TRADITIONAL, RAINBOW FLAG . . . BUT, THE ISSUE OF THE PERCENTAGE OF DACA OR DREAMS THAT ARE GAY, IS IN THE TENS OF THOUSANDS OF THE 800,000 IN THE COUNTRY . . . IF SOME OF THEM, GO BACK TO THEIR COUNTRIES, THAT THEY, NEVER REMEMBER EVEN LIVING IN, THEY, AS GAYS CAN BE KILLED! MURDERING A GAY PERSON, IS OKAY, SAY IN GUANA, THAT IS NOT A DACA COUNTRY, BUT, THOSE ARE THE TYPES OF ISSUES, THAT, THEY ARE DEALING WITH, IN SOME COUNTRIES! SCARY SHIT! THERE ARE 31 STATES, THAT STILL DON'T RECOGNIZE GAY RIGHTS, AND EVEN IF SOMEONE TALKS ABOUT THEIR GENDER PREFERENCE, THEY CAN BE FIRED, FOR NO REASON FROM THEIR JOB! A FEW OF THE STORIES, THIS MORNING ON A SEATTLE, A DREAM BUBBLE OF LIBERALISM, SO, THIS STUFF SEEMS FOREIGN TO SEATTLE PEOPLE, OF DIFFERENT GENDERS, RACES, AND NATIONALITIES! BUT, IN ONE STATE, A GAY COUPLE, MARRIED IN ANOTHER STATE, TOOK THEIR 6 DAY OLD BABY TO THE HOSPITAL AND THE DOCTOR, REFUSED TO TREAT IT? WHAT HAPPENED TO THE HIPPOCRATIC OATH? I WAS GENERAL COUNSEL TO THE UTAH MEDICAL ASSOCIATION, THERE WERE LAWS AGAINST PATIENT DUMPING, AND THE HIPPOCRATIC OATH, OF "DO NO HARM!" HOW DOES THIS FIGURE INTO, REFUSING TO TREAT A BABY? GOD? I KNOW AMAZON, WAS THINKING OF SETTING UP AND NEW HEADQUARTERS IN ARIZONA, AND I AM JUST GUESSING, WHAT, THIS PERSON WAS REFERRING TO, BUT, THERE IS SOME SAYING, TO BOSSES, THAT, IF WE CAN'T BE US, WE WILL NOT GO OR MOVE WITH THE COMPANY! SOME GUY ON THE TALK SHOW, SAID, WHEN, HIS BOSS, ASKED HIM, TO MOVE WITH THE EXPANSION OF THEIR FAST GROWING COMPANY, IF THIS MAN COULD MOVE TO TEXAS . . . NO, I JUST DON'T FEEL AS A GAY MAN, THAT I WOULD BE TREATED FAIR IN THAT STATE! THINK, THINK, THINK! I WAS GLAD TO HEAR, HOWEVER, A GAY ATTORNEY'S TAKE, ON THE RECENT SUPREME COURT CASE, INVOLVING THE BAKERS, WHO JUST COULDN'T, OUT OF RELIGIOUS FREEDOM, BAKE A FUCKING CAKE FOR, A GAY COUPLE, LIKE, PLEASE . . . WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH YOUR FUCKING RELIGION? GOD? GOD IS LOVE, DIP SHIT! BUT THE COURT, TO THEIR CREDIT, SAID, THAT, ANY BUSINESS THAT IS OPEN FOR BUSINESS, IN A COMMUNITY, SHOULD, SERVE, THE ENTIRE COMMUNITY, WHATEVER THAT COMMUNITY CONSISTS OF! GREAT! I FEEL BETTER, IN LIGHT OF THE 14TH AMENDMENT, WITH DUE PROCESS AND EQUAL PROTECTION UNDER THE LAW! CIVIL RIGHTS HAVE BEEN, EXPANDED, FROM GOVERNMENT DEALINGS TO THE PRIVATE SECTOR! IF, YOU ARE OPEN FOR BUSINESS, YOU SHOULD SERVE, EVERYONE, IT IS THE LAW! IF, YOUR RELIGION PREVENTS YOU FROM, SERVING, THEN, PUT A SIGN OUT, ON YOUR BUSINESS DOOR, WE DISCRIMINATE AND REFUSE TO SERVE GAY PEOPLE, SO THOSE OF US, WHO ARE NOT GAY, CAN MAKE SURE WE DON'T PATRONIZE YOUR FUCKING BAKERY! GOD? GOD IS LOVE! EVOLVE . . . MY STORY ON EVOLVING, OR GROWING IN MY CAPACITY TO LOVE! TRUE RELIGION! JUNE IS PRIDE MONTH . . . THERE ARE OVER A MILLION PEOPLE, WHO COME, TO ONE EVENT OR ANOTHER, IN SEATTLE, TO CELEBRATE PRIDE! THE SPONSORS OF THE PARADE AND OTHER EVENTS, PROMISED THAT THEY WERE FAMILY FRIENDLY. THE BEST WAY TO TEACH YOUR KIDS, TOLERANCE, IS TO START EXPOSING THEM, WHEN, THEY ARE YOUNG! MY DAUGHTER, NICOLE, ASKED FOR A BLACK BARBIE DOLL, BECAUSE, WE HAD A GREAT MAILMAN, WHO WAS BLACK! EVERYDAY, WHEN, HE DELIVERED THE MAIL, EITHER ME OR THE KIDS, JOKED WITH HIM! HER PARENTS, WERE A BIT TAKEN BACK, WHEN, SHE WANTED A BLACK BARBIE, BUT WE GOT HER ONE! THAT WAS, ABOUT, 35 YEARS AGO, AND A SOURCE OF PRIDE TO ME, AS A PARENT TO THIS DAY! LOVE MY LITTLE PROGRESSIVE/CONSERVATIVE DAUGHTER! LOL! MY KIDS, HAVE ACTUALLY, TAUGHT ME, ABOUT, TOLERANCE, EVOLVING, AND LEARNING TO LOVE WITHOUT JUDGEMENT! LOVE YOU. KISSES. HUGS. LOVES.

'EVOL'VE OR LOVE!  GOD IS LOVE!  I JUST CAN'T UNDERSTAND, REFUSING TO SERVE, ALL OF HIS CHILDREN, AND CALL IT "RELIGIOUS FREEDOM" . . . TO ME, THAT IS TAKING THE IDEA OF GOD IN VAIN!

UNCLE BRIAN SECRIST

My first exposure to what we thought, were gay, children, and that should be a hint, children, came, from, two neighborhood, kids, Kent Hayes and Brian Secrist, who ended up, being my brother-in-law, someone I loved dearly and miss.  SOB.  As kids, we knew, that, Brian and Kent, were just a bit different, now, Kent came out in a big way, when, he was, a young man, went to Hollywood, and pursued an acting career.  Brian, never came out, and I am not sure, if he, is or is not, but we knew, that, these boys, didn't like sports, didn't rough-house, and, we just kind of thought.  Maybe, Brian, came out, but, I left the family, a bit early, due to divorce.  Brian never got married, I know he had a date, but just one, some girl, I think he met in Germany.

Brian had an extremely close relationship with his mother, but his father died, when he was very young.  Judge not that yea, be not judged!  Because of Brian, I told myself, that, I would, always, love my children, no matter what, their gender preference is.  My mother-in-law, was a loving, quiet, sweet lady, who, graciously, accepted, whoever, for whatever reason, and loved Brian, tenderly, all his very short life.  SOB.  Brain, died, at the young age, of I think, only 43 years old, we found out, that he had, all his life, a whole in his heart.  That, may have not just been, a physical hole, but, he died, young . . . years before, his mother passed away.  Were we quick to judge?  Probably, there was a reason he didn't play out in the yard, or in the neighborhood.  Was he gay?  Didn't matter.

WHERE YOU GOING SON?  TO THE GAY PRIDE PARADE IN SALT LAKE.  OKAY, I HAVE PREPARED ALL MY LIFE FOR THIS . . . SO, DO YOU HAVE ANYTHING TO TELL ME?  LOL.  YOU BIGOT MOM!  SLAP.  ME CRYSTAL AND SO AND SO, ARE GOING.

Thank God for my kids, they, prepared me to be a constitutional law attorney!  LOL.  With each racist, sexist, whatever statement, I made, they, called me a BIGOT!  LOL.  THANK YOU!  KISSES!  What can I say, I was raised in a very closed, society, with little diversity . . . in law school, I was the diversity!  Chicago was probably my coming out, in the world, summer, back in 1992 . . . although, I was, never, mean, or, cruel, or really, discriminatory, by nature, I lacked, exposure, and involvement with other cultures, races, nationalities, and whatever.  I did, however, venture into one of the earlier, gay pride, parades, in Chicago, and, I wouldn't want my kids to see, that, I was shocked . . . so I was glad to hear, the changes and making them, family friendly.

Through my kids, daughters, joining the military and having friends of all, races, religions, and through marriage, I have EVOLVED, and gratefully, so!  I have had close friends, who were gay, but, again, judge not, who were raped, by two older, step-brothers, with a cruel father, and a very sweet and cherished mother . . . can you blame her, for turning to women, for comfort and love?  I can't.  For every gay person, there are that many reasons, and many are biological, they were just born that way!  My mother, was a health teacher, and she said there was actually, even physical differences in the length of the brain stem of a gay person.  But even if they just do it as a choice, can't we love them as human beings, who need love, respect, friends, a place to live, a job?

EXPOSURE HAS HELPED, BREAK MY SOCIAL BARRIERS . . . DATING TWO BLACK MEN, WAS THE BEST THING THAT EVER, HAPPENED TO ME!  IF LADY JUSTICE IS COLOR BLIND, SO SHOULD BE BE!  THESE MEN, HELPED ME, GO BEYOND, THE COLOR OF THE SKIN, TO THE CONTENT OF THE CHARACTER, JUST LIKE, DR. MARTIN LUTHER KING JR. DREAMED OF IN HIS AMAZING SPEECH, THAT I HAD STUDIED AS A COMMUNICATIONS, MINOR IN COLLEGE!  I CAN HONESTLY SAY, I LOVED, LOVED, BOTH MEN!  THE OTHER DAY, I WAS, EATING IN A ROOM, OF WHITE AND BLACK WOMEN, I TOOK NOTE, WHO, I WAS SITTING WITH, OUT OF A ROOM FULL . . . HAVING A GREAT DISCUSSION AND FUN, WITH TWO INTELLIGENT, BRIGHT, WOMEN, WITH TONS IN COMMON!  I HAVE OFTEN WONDERED IF MY CIVIL RIGHTS WERE SO VIOLATED, THAT, I CAN RELATE, ALMOST MORE TO BLACKS, THAT WHITES, WHO HAVE HAD NOTHING, TAKEN FROM THEM, NO RIGHTS, TRAMPLED ON . . . BECAUSE, I SURELY RELATE!

NOW, I AM CROSSING THE TRANSGENDER BARRIERS . . . IT IS SIMPLY, GETTING TO KNOW SOMEONE, BEFORE WE JUDGE THEM!

ONE OF THE BEST, STATEMENTS, IN THAT, MSNBC SPECIAL ON "EVERYDAY RACISM IN AMERICA" THE SAME DAY, AS STARBUCKS, DID THEIR TRAINING, WAS THE FIRST MAN, A BLACK MAN, WHO SAID . . . I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO KNOW WHO I AM, BEFORE THEY WALK TO CROSS THE STREET, WHEN, I COME ALONG, OR GRAB THEIR PURSE TO PROTECT IT, OR SUSPECT ME OF BEING A SHOPLIFTER, WHEN, I COME TO YOUR STORE, OR, BEFORE YOU JUDGE ME, PLEASE, JUST GIVE ME A CHANCE!

I AM PROUD, THAT, SEATTLE IS A LITTLE BUBBLE, OF WHAT, I WANT FOR ALL AMERICA . . . ONE THAT ALL NFL PLAYERS, WANT TO STAND, AND CELEBRATE, THE "REAL" AMERICA, ONE THAT, IS THE IDEAL, JUST, COUNTRY, THAT, DOESN'T SHOOT DOWN, BLACK MEN, WHO ASK FOR HELP WITH A CAR, OR SELL A CIGARETTE, OR, REACH TO GET THEIR PROOF OF INSURANCE AND REGISTRATION . . . ONE WHERE WE DON'T FEAR EACH OTHER, DON'T JUDGE EACH OTHER, AND WE NO LONGER, EVEN SEE COLORS, RACES, NATIONALITIES, DIFFERENCES . . . THAT IS A MORE PERFECT UNION, THAT IS DOMESTIC TRANQUILITY, THAT IS JUSTICE FOR ALL, COMMON DEFENSE, AND GENERAL WELFARE, WITH, OPPORTUNITIES, OF LIBERTY FOR, ALL MEN, WOMEN, AND CHILDREN, WITH LIBERTY OR ALL OF US, AND PROSPERITY FOR ALL OF US . . . THAT IS WHY, OUR FOUNDING FATHERS, FORMED, THIS UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, THIS EXPERIMENT, THIS IDEAL, THIS UTOPIA, THAT, SEEING MYSELF, EVOLVE, GOING FROM, ALL WHITE, MORMON, REPUBLICAN, UTAH . . . TO SOMEONE, WHO TRULY, HAS ALMOST, REACHED A POINT, ALMOST, WHERE, I JUST SEE, PEOPLE, WHO, NEED LOVE, A SMILE, A GOOD WORD TO HELP EASE THEIR CHALLENGES!

FUN CONVERSATION, THE OTHER DAY, AT LA FITNESS . . . REMEMBER THE CHALLENGE I HAD, TRYING TO FIND AN XXL SWIMMING SUIT IN SEATTLE WITH TONS OF ASIANS, FIT WOMEN, WHO, STAY IN SHAPE . . . JUDGE NOT, IT MATTERS HOW I GOT HERE . . . BUT, I HEARD SEVERAL ASIAN LADIES, LAUGHING AND JOKING, THAT, THEY DON'T LIKE THE SPINNING CLASSES, BECAUSE, THE BIKES, HURT THEIR ASSES OR BUTTS, BECAUSE THE MACHINES ARE MADE FOR, TALL AMERICAN GIRLS! THEN, ONE CLARIFIED AND SAID, WELL, I AM AMERICAN!  LOL.  I SAID, CONSIDER IT PAYBACK, FOR ME, TRYING TO FIND, A SWIMMING SUIT IN SEATTLE WITH ALL YOU TINY ASIAN CHICKS!  I HAD TO GO TO MONTANA, TO GET A SWIMMING SUIT THAT FITS, AMERICAN THIGHS!  THEY ALL STARTED TO LAUGH, WE JOKED THAT, PEOPLE NEED TO TAKE, THE "MELTING POT" OF AMERICAN INTO CONSIDERATION ON SOME OF THESE THINGS.  I EVEN THOUGHT, SOMEONE NEEDS TO MAKE AND ASIAN GYM, THEN, I THOUGHT, NO, THEN, I WOULD NOT HAVE HAD THE DELIGHTFUL, FUN CONVERSATION WITH THESE WOMEN!

WE WILL WORK IT ALL OUT!

EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OKAY!

PARTY ON!

GOOGLE, JAMES BROWN, "LIVING IN AMERICA!"

WE WILL GET THERE!

EVOLVE OR JUST LOVE!

SMILE.

PIG THE STAR? DONUT STAR. NO--WHITE TRUCK MISSED A CURVE AND HIT A DONUT STAR SHOP IN AUBURN, WASHINGTON. GOTPRINT.COM. ROCKIN' ROOSTER POLITICS. "BULLPEN"; KEEP YOUR BOYZ WERE THEY BELONG. WITHOUT ME, THERE IS NO YOU! 23 & ME ANCESTOR FILE. REAL MEN. POWERFUL LOVE. SUPER DAD. RICHARD CLIFTON SECRIST. AMAZING FOUR. CATINA SCALES. CIRCLE OF SISTERS. MOLLY MAIDS. KROGER HOME SENSES PLASTIC CUPS. NOTHING RUNS LIKE A FAMILY! LOL. QUEEN MOM. 100 YEARS OLD AND NO WRINKLES. OOBA TOOBA MEX GRILL. DUNBAR:SAFEGUARDING VALUABLES. NERD WALLET. RICHARD NEELY. MONARCH PLUMBING. MY HERITAGE. NOBODY PUTS BABY IN A CORNER! NO PREP NEEDED BY TRUMP FOR NORTH KOREAN SUMMIT--WHO PREPED FOR THE MEETING? OH, NO SURPRISES HERE--FORMER CIA DIRECTOR, NOW, SO-CALLED, SEC. OF STATE, MIKE POMPEO, SAID THAT HE PERSONALLY GOT KIM'S WORD OF DENUKING NORTH KOREA? THE DAILY PLANET IS SIGNING OUT OF THE TRUMP REALITY SHOW. THE DONALD DUCK IS SIGNING OUT THE G7 WITH OUR ALLIES, REFUSING TO PLAY, UNTIL, GET THIS "RUSSIA" IS ALLOWED BACK IN THE GROUP. MEETING WITH NORTH KOREA AND DITCHING OUT OF THE G7 SUMMIT, RISKING LOSING OUR ALLIES AND $18.2 BILLION IN TRADE WITH CANADA, TO HANG WITH DENNIS RODMAN AND LITTLE ROCKET MAN . . . I JUST DON'T THINK SO! LOCK HIM UP! IT YOU TAKE THE VERY STATUTE OR LAW THAT, TRUMP, RUDY, CHRISTIE, FLYNN WANTED HILLARY CLINTON JAILED FOR, IF APPLIED TO TRUMP JUST AFTER, NOT THE COLLUSION WHICH IS APPARENT AFTER YESTERDAY'S DEMANDS, AND EARLY EXIT FROM THE CANADIAN SUMMIT WITH FRIENDS, PRESSURING SANCTIONS FROM THE BOGUS ELECTIONS, 'BOGUS" BEING THE FUSION WORD WITH OUR 2016 ELECTIONS AND TRUMP'S ACTIONS YESTERDAY IN SUPPORT OF HIS MENTORS, PUTIN, RUSSIA AND THEIR TOP FORMER KGB SPIES, AND FBS SPIES . . . THE COMMUNICATIONS LAW, STATES THAT IF THE GOVERNMENT OFFICER, PRESIDENT IN THIS CASE, GIVES "ADVANTAGE TO A FOREIGN COUNTRY AND CAUSES INJURY TO THE UNITED STATES" THEY ARE GUILTY OF INTENT SUFFICIENT, TO BRING DOWN THE PUNISHMENT, CONNECTED WITH THIS LAW! COULD IT BE ANY CLEARER? THE SANCTIONS AGAINST PUTIN'S RUSSIA, ARE FOR, THEIR PART IN AGGRESSIVE ACTIONS, AGAINST CRIMEA, THAT WAS AT THE TIME, PART OF THE UKRAINE! TRUMP IS CLEARLY, NOT ONLY AN AGENT FOR RUSSIANS, BUT, USING ALL HIS POLITICAL CLOUT, AS PRESIDENT TO GIVE THEM "AID AND COMFORT" AS ENEMIES OF THE UNITED STATES . . . WHICH CONSISTS OF TREASON, AND ACTION PUNISHABLE, NOT JUST BY IMPEACHMENT BUT DEATH . . . FAMILY MEMBERS AND BLOOD ARE TO BE SPARED! FUCK YEAH, COLLUSION. FUCK YEAH, OBSTRUCTION OF JUSTICE. FUCK YEAH, ON GIVING ADVANTAGE TO RUSSIA AND INJURY TO THE UNITED STATES, ISOLATING US FROM OUR TRADE ALLIES AND GETTING COZY WITH AUTHORITARIAN WORLD LEADERS! THIS HOT SHOT JOURNALIST, WILL NOT STAND BY, AND COVER THIS FUCKER! I NEVER REWARDED MY KIDS FOR SHITTY BEHAVIOR, NOR MY STUDENTS, NOR WILL I COVER, SOME DIP SHIT, WHO IS SOME "SO CALLED PRESIDENT" WITH THE GODDAMNED CIA, ILLUMINATI, THE MOB, THE TRUMPLAND FBI, THE GOP IN CONGRESS, AND CLOWN SHITS, WHO STEAL THIS BLOG MONEY, THAT ALL STARTED BACK IN 2011, WITH MY CASE AGAINST THE LAS VEGAS REVIEW JOURNAL AND TRUMP'S STUPID ASS ATTORNEYS, I HAD BY THE BALLS, AND THE CIA, GO FIGURE,USING MY BITCH ASS SISTER THE GOVERNMENT HOOKER, TO ACT LIKE SHE WAS ME, STEALING OVER $700 MILLION WORTH THE CASES, RUNNING ME OUT OF THE STATE, STEALING WATER COMPACT MONEY, ARGUING IN THE 10TH CIRCUIT, IN FRONT OF GORFUCK, PAYMENT, PAYMENT, PAYMENT, OF ALL MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY, AS WITH THE BILLIONS FROM THIS BLOG, THAT IS COVERING THEIR STUPIDITY, LIKE THE FARTY PARTY CHICK, IN THE DORMS AT HAMMOND HOUSE, SHELTER FOR WOMEN, WHERE I AM USING THE COMPUTER, RIGHT NOW! I WILL NOT PLAY WITH THIS CROWD, ANY MORE . . . TRUMP, NEVER SHOULD HAVE BEEN PRESIDENT. HE LOST, LOST, LOST, MISERABLY TO CLINTON, BY 3,000,000 VOTES, AND I AM CONVINCED, JUST LIKE MY BLOG IS STOLEN DAILY, FASTER THAN THE HUMAN EYE CAN SEE, THAT HILLARY'S ELECTORAL COLLEGE VOTES, ALMOST TO THE PERFECT NUMBER, WERE FLIPPED, TO THE ONES, PREDICTED BY POLITICAL STRATEGIST, ALMOST TO THE NUMBER . . . I LIVE WITH THIS, THEFT EVERYDAY FOR LOVE OF COUNTRY, BUT, THE COST BENEFIT ANALYSIS IS TURNING, TO THE NEGATIVE, THROUGH MARKET MANIPULATION, MEDIA MANIPULATION, AND ELECTION FRAUD . . . THE CLOWNS BEHIND THE LEAD CLOWN, TRUMP, ARE NOTHING BUT CHEAP ASS FRAUDS, LIARS JUST LIKE HE IS, CELEBRATE IGNORANCE, THAT USE BRILLIANCE, MINE, TO MAKE THE MONEY, AND KEEP THEIR SHIT ASS MAN AFLOAT! FIRST AMENDMENT ASSHOLES, JUST MY NOT SO HUMBLE OPINION! I HAVE SEEN, MY FAT ASS BITCH, LOSER, BIOLOGY MAJOR, SISTER, YOU FUCKING JOKES, THINK IS ME . . . I WILL NOT STAND FOR COMPLETE IGNORANCE, OF THE TRUTH, TO MAKE THIS COUNTRY INTO THE LAUGHING STOCK OF THE WORLD . . . THIS SUMMIT WITH KIM JONG UN, IS ALL ORCHESTRATED, BY, THE CIA, MAKING SURE CLOWN, ASS TRUMP, IS A SUCCESS, USING HIS CELEBRITY, WHICH IS A JOKE, IN AND OF ITSELF, TO ENTICE AND MAKE A MOCKERY OF FOREIGN POLICY, EVEN A NUCLEAR DEAL WITH KIM, CAN'T CONVINCE ME IT IS NOT JUST POLITICAL THEATER, PLAYING ALL OF US, HOPING FOR WORLD PEACE . . . OH, LIKE TRUMP, SAID DURING THE ELECTIONS, THE WORLD IS BROKEN, AND I AM THE ONLY ONE, WHO CAN FIX IT . . . NO, YOU HAVE THE NEW WORLD ORDER, CIA, ILLUMINATI, MORMONS, MILITARY, USING THE TRUMP REALITY SHOW, TO CHANGE THE WORLD WHILE, TRUMP ENTERTAINS THE MASSES . . . .THIS BLOG GETS MORE READERS THAT EVERY FUCKING NEWS AGENCY IN THE WORLD, PUT TOGETHER . . . I AM TAKING MY BALL, AND GOING HOME! IF COPS WANT REAL TRAINING, NOT TAINTED BY THEIR BITCHES, BASTARDS, LIARS, CHEATERS, FAGS, AND MAGGOTS . . . BRING ME A TRILLION DOLLAR CHECK FOR THE SERVICE AND BLOGS I HAVE DONE TO BRING ABOUT WORLD PEACE . . . KIM JONG UN, READS THIS BLOG AS DOES PUTIN . . . THEY THINK, THEY ARE MEETING WITH ME, NOT THE FRAUD BITCHES! YOU GODDAMNED, FUCKS, NO PLAY! 10,000 OVER-TIMES, ON YOUR GAME . . . FUCK YOU! TWIN FALLS! ALL THE KINGS HORSE, ALL THE KINGS FAGS, CAN'T BRING THIS BLOGGER BACK AGAIN . . . FIGHTING FOR RUSSIA, HURTING, AMERICA! OH, HELL, NO, FUCK NO, SHIT NO!

AMERICA. RUSSIA. NORTH KOREA. TURKEY. CHINA. VENEZUELA. PHILIPPINES. EGYPT. ALL THE AUTHORITARIAN WORLD LEADERS, AND FUCKING OUR FRIENDS AND ALLIES?

IT IS CALLED, GIVING "AID AND COMFORT" TO OUR ENEMIES!

WE HAVE A TREASONOUS PRESIDENT AND IT IS ON ALL THE NEWS STATIONS!

HANG THE BASTARD!

FUCKING, OFF!

KITTY CLOTHESLINE & PET FOOD DRIVE. TIBBY & THE CIRCUIT RIDERS! CARA BLACK--"MURDER ON THE LEFT BANK." THE CITY IS MORE THAN HUMAN. ROCK ME UP TO 125 . . . I CAN'T DRIVE 55! LOL. STOP SLOW ZONE. SOUND SUSTAINABLE FARMS. GET'EM DELIVERED. DOORDASH. THE TIME HAS COME . . . HOW DO WE SLEEP WHEN OUR BEDS ARE BURNING? IT'S TIME TO PAY THE RENT. IT BELONGS TO THEM, GIVE IT BACK! THE WRIGHT BROTHERS. 43RD JUST OFF FREMONT, SEATTLE TO GREENWOOD, SCRUBS ON THE RIGHT HAND SIDE--IN THREE FACES, WITH HUGE ASS NOSES! KISS! SO MUCH WEED AND NO WHERE TO SMOKE IT? CODING. TEST. WHAT DOES WEED REPRESENT? RUNNIN' DOWN A DREAM . . . YOU NEVER CAME TO ME, WORKING ON A MYSTERY. RUNNIN' DOWN A DREAM! HE'S NOT BALANCED. HE'S NOT FAIR OR BALANCED. HE'S INSANE! NOT LOL. NORMAN THE ARTIFICIAL MAN, IS A PSYCOPATH! REMEMBER, NORMAN BATES, FROM THE MOVIE, "PSYCHO?" YEAH, SLASHER SHOWER SCENE. DEAD MOM IN THE BEDROOM AT THE TOP OF THE HILL, TOP OF THE STAIRS? REMEMBER THE ROCKING CHAIR SCENE? THAT NORMAN BATES! MIT OR THE MASSECHUSETT INSTITUTION OF TECHNOLOGY, CREATED AN "ARITIFICAL INTELLIGENCE," THAT IS A FUCKING PSYCHO! THEY PUT THIS "AI" IN FRONT OF VIOLENCE, DEATH, MAYHEM, MURDER, AND ALL THE SHIT ONE CAN FIND ON THE INTERNET, NOW DAYS. THEN, THEY COMPARED, NORMAN, TO THE PREVIOUS "AI" TO SEE WHAT THE DIFFERENCES WERE, IF ANY . . . THEY DID THE ROSCHACH INK BLOT PSYCHOLOGICAL TEST, AND WHEN, THE NORMAL, FED, "ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE" WERE SHOW THE INK BLOTS, THEY SAW FLOWERS, UMBRELLA'S, BUTTERFLIES, HAPPY STUFF. HOWEVER, NORMAN, GIVEN THE SAME INK BLOTS, SAW, A MAN WITH HIS FACE SHOT . . . A MAN WHO HAD SHOT HIS WIFE! THIS IS ONE SCARY DUDE. GO SEE THE NEW MOVIE, "UPGRADE" THAT I WROTE ABOUT LAST WEEK! ARE WE PLAYING WITH FIRE, PLAYING GOD? OVER IN DUBAI OR SOME ARAB COUNTRY WITH A SHIT LOAD OF MONEY, THERE WAS A FASHION SHOW . . . THE NEW DESIGNER CLOTHES WERE NOT MODELED BY WOMEN OR MEN, BUT DRONES, CARRIED THE NEWEST FASHION? HOW FUCKING BORING! LOL. NEW IS NOT ALWAYS BETTER, AND NOT ALWAYS AND IMPROVEMENT. TO ME THE "ARNOLD APPLICATION" TO THIS, IS, THIS IS SOOOOO, SO SCARY, AND COULD BE USE FOR DIABOLICAL PURPOSES--SEE "UPGRADE!" WHILE THE DUDE IS JUSTIFIED, IN BEING PISSED ABOUT HIS WIFE BEING MURDERED, AS COLLATERAL DAMAGE, SEEING REVENGE, WITH A PSYCHO MACHINE, WHO WAS THE ONE WHO ACTUALLY SELECTED YOU, AND MURDERED YOUR WIFE, THEN TAKES OVER YOUR CONTROL OF YOUR BODY, AND LITERALLY, SLAUGHTER'S PEOPLE, WITHOUT SENSE OR CONTROL, GOING WAY BEYOND, WHAT, YOU AS A HUMAN BEING WOULD DO? FUCK NO! THIS ALSO, HAS IMPLICATION, TO WHAT WE ALLOW, OR NEED TO MONITOR, AND I AM A BIG PROPONENT OF THE RIGHT TO PRIVACY EVEN FOR KIDS, BUT THIS MAY, AS IF WE DIDN'T KNOW THIS ALREADY, TIP THE SCALES, TOWARDS, "V-CHIPS" EVEN IF YOU HAVE TO BLOCK MY BLOG FROM YOUR KIDS, TEENS! LOL. YOU GET THE GOOD WITH THE BAD, READING ME! THE TWO MOVIES, THAT, CONVINCED ME, THAT, ME AND MY EX-HUSBAND, NEEDED TO SWITCH, OUR VERY AMICABLE DIVORCE, WERE "PSYCHO" AND "SILENCE OF THE LAMBS!" IN THE FIRST MOVIE, THE MOTHER SON, RELATIONSHIP WAS TOO CLOSE, TO THE POINT OF CRAZY! IN THE SECOND, THE SCENE, WHERE FBI AGENT, JODY FOSTER, INTERVIEWS THE MOTHER, AND SHE SEES, THE SUSPECTED, SERIAL KILLERS ROOM, WITH THE OVER BEARING, RELIGIOUS MOTHER, BIBLE THUMPING, AND THE LITTLE BALLERINA JEWELRY BOX, NEAR THE BED? SCREAM. HERE, YOU TAKE THE KIDS, I AM GOING TO MINIMIZE THE DAMAGE THAT I MIGHT HAVE ALREADY DONE! SERIOUS! AN UNINVOLVED, FATHER, MIGHT BE A ZERO, ON THE SCALES OF 10+ OR 10-, BUT, AT LEAST, THEY ARE NOT GOING IN THE PSYCHO ZONE! LOL. CHRIS HAS ALREADY SHOWN SIGNS OF RESISTING RELIGION, WHEN, HE KICKED HIS SUNBEAM TEACHER, IN SUNDAY SCHOOL, AND THEY MADE ME HIS TEACHER! LOL. ELLIOT, A MAZAMA. LOL. RELIGION IS RELIGION. WHATEVER. LOL. THE WRIGHT BROTHERS! CHURCH--ME WE AND THE HOLY SPIRIT. SOME DAY, THE ONLY ONE YOU GAVE AWAY, WILL BE THE ONE YOUR WISHING FOR. I WOULD NOT SAY, I GAVE MY KIDS AWAY, BECAUSE, I WAS WITH THEM, EVERY WEEK ABOUT, 2 TO 3 AFTERNOONS, AFTER SCHOOL, AND ON EVERY WEEKEND, I WOULD PICK THEM UP AND TAKE THEM TO MY BOYFRIEND'S HOUSE, TO PLAY AND HANG WITH, HIS TWO SONS, AND HALF OF MIDWAY AND HEBER CITY, UTAH . . . FUN TO HEAR, CHRIS, LAST TIME I WAS IN UTAH, ADMIT, THEY HAD A PRETTY FUN CHILDHOOD AND GROWING UP YEARS! I DID HAVE A DREAM LAST NIGHT, THAT SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME . . . NOW, I AM SURE, THAT, THIS ONE BUS STOP, SHELTER POSTER, HAD SOME BARRING ON MY DREAM . . . FIRST, THERE IS POSTER ON A BUS, THAT SHOWS A WOMAN, WHO LOOKS LIKE A YOUNG SHELLEY, SISTER, PRETENDING TO BE ME FOR, VERY OBVIOUS REASONS, WITH A VERY YOUNG, GIRL, WHO LOOKS MORE LIKE GRETA, THAN, HER OWN DAUGHTER, ALEX . . . ON THE POSTER, THE MOM, IS PAINTING, WITH THE LITTLE GIRL WATCHING HER, AND THE AID SAYS . . . FIND WHERE YOU BELONG. THEN THE SHELTER, BACKDROP, SOMEWHERE IN KIRKLAND, SHOWED, A NEST WITH TWO BLUE EGGS IN IT. THE THOUGHT CAME TO MIND, THAT, BOTH SHELLEY AND GRETA, OLDEST CHILDREN, ARE "NESTORS." GRETA SETS HER AUTOMATIC COFFEE MAKERS, ANOTHER BONDING ISSUE, FOR 5:00 AM, ROLLS OUT OF BED, COZIES UP WITH HER COFFEE AND EITHER HER COMPUTER OR HER BOOKS! THE KIDS, SENSE WHEN, MOM IS UP AND THEY COME IN ONE BY ONE, AND COZY WITH MOM, FOR SOME CUDDLING TIME! SHELLEY WAS NOT SO MOTHERLY, NOT AT ALL, BUT, ONCE SHE BECAME ME, SHE STARTED TO BE A BETTER MOTHER, OR AT LEAST AUNT, FOR MONEY, IS MY GUESS . . . SHE DOESN'T DO ANYTHING UNLESS IT BENEFITS HER! BELIEVE ME. GRETA HAS A LOT OF HER FATHER IN HER, AND HE IS ALSO, A NESTOR, A READER, MORE QUIET, AND PEACEFUL. IF I COULD, I WOULD BE OUTDOORS ALL DAY, EVERYDAY AND I ONLY GO BACK TO SLEEP. HOMES THAT FIT YOUR LIFESTYLE? I NEED A BED! DINNER INCLUDED? IDEALEASE! HOMELESS SHELTER! I HAVE A NEED TO NEST, ABOUT, ONCE OR TWICE A MONTH, LIKE TRYING TO WATCH THE NBA GAME, WITH PIZZA, AND A BOOK THAT, IS TAKING ME A MONTH, TO EVEN GET INTERESTED IN! ALTHOUGH, I JUST HIT THE PART, THAT, THE CRUSTY OLD JUDGE, ARRESTS TWO ATTORNEYS, HE WANTED TO GET RID OF, ON A CASE! LOL. BEEN THERE, DONE THAT! LOL. ONE REMINDS ME OF MILES! SCREAM, LAUGH! THIS RICH WHITE DUDE, IS DYING OF CANCER, CUTS HIS KIDS, TOTALLY OUT OF HIS WILL, CUTS ALL HIS EX-WIVES, AND LEAVES, CLOSE TO $20 MILLLION TO HIS HOUSEKEEPER, LETTIE! THE NAMES, LIKE THAT ONE, IS SO SYMBOLIC, IT KILLS ME . . . THE BLACK MEMPHIS ATTORNEY, WHO IS TAKING OVER THE CASE, FROM, LOCAL, YOUNG ATTORNEY, JAKE BRIGANCE, WHO IS NAMED IN THE WILL, HAD NEVER MET THE DUDE, SETH, WHO DIED, BUT, HE HAD FOUGHT, FOR A BLACK, DUDE, BEFORE, EVEN GETTING HIS HOUSE BURNED DOWN BY THE LOCAL CLAN . . . SOUNDS LIKE ME AND THE COPS! BUT, THE COCKY, SASSY ATTORNEY'S NAME IS, GET THIS, "BOOKER SISTRUNK!" LOL. NOW THOSE WHO ARE INTERESTED IN POLITICS, WILL KNOW, OR HAVE HEARD OF, DEMOCRAT, "SENATOR COREY BOOKER" . . . SISTRUNK, THE HOT SEX, WE HAD, I AM SURE, IS NOW, SUPPOSE TO BE SHELLEY! NO ANAL, FOR THIS GAL, BUT, BACKDOOR MAN, FUCK YEAH! LOL. THERE IS ANOTHER NAME, WILLIAM DAFOE. MYANO. SALLY BEAUTY. THERE WAS A TIME, WHEN, MILES WANTED ME TO COME, SEE HIM AND HELP HIM WITH SOME LEGAL WORK, AND HE WAS GOING TO HELP ME, SET UP MY BLOG, TO GET PAID . . . WE NEVER GOT TO THAT PART! SO, AS USUAL, WITH THE SEX OUT OF THE WAY, LIKE A CHORE, THAT HAD TO BE COMPLETE, SO MILES COULD SPEAK, WE GOT INTO THIS FIGHT . . . FUCK OR FIGHT . . . I SAID, YOU OUGHT TO BE AN ATTORNEY. HE STARTED TO GET ALL SARCASTIC, AS IF, THERE WERE BUGS, SURVEILLANCE OR CAMERAS, ALL OVER THE PLACE . . . OH, YOU THINK, I SHOULD BE AN ATTORNEY, HUH? YEAH, YOU ARE ONE OF THE FEW PEOPLE, WHO, WILL ACTUALLY ARGUE WITH ME, AND I HAD HIM, PINNED, BEHIND THE COUCH, WITH MY FINGER IN HIS CHEST! I THOUGHT, HE COULD, AND I KNEW, HE WAS WORKING UNDERCOVER, AND SUSPECTED, THAT THE CHEF, BRO. WAS GONE AND I WAS DEALING WITH THE COP BRO. OR HE MIGHT, EVEN ACTUALLY, BE AN ATTORNEY? BUT, JUST THE TONE, MOOD, AND SARCASM, MADE ME THINK, HE COULD BE A YALE LAW GRAD, AND I WOULDN'T KNOW IT! OH, WELL, I HAD HIM PINNED AGAINST THE WALL, HE DIDN'T HAVE ME UP AGAINST A WALL! LOL. WE WENT HARD AT EACH OTHER! HE WAS MY SPARING PARTNER. HOWARD, WAS MUCH TOO NICE FOR ME! PERFECT HUSBAND, IF I HAD MILES TO SPARE WITH! LOL. MILES ALWAYS TOOK THE 5TH, LEAVING ME TO WONDER, DID HE OR DIDN'T HE? LOL. WHAT FUN FIGHTS! LOL. THAT WAS CHRISTMAS OF 2013, RIGHT AFTER I HAD STARTED MY BLOG! THE GOAL TO GET ME UP TO SEATAC, BEFORE, THAT, SPOKANE, WAS, REALLY, SEX, NOT LEGAL, NOT COMPUTER AND BLOGGING HELP! HE JUST TOLERATED THE FIGHTING! MR. MASTER CHEF, WHO I MET ON THE AMTRAK, NEVER IN THREE DAYS, FOUGHT WITH ME? MR. COP, NEVER COOKED ME A MEAL! LOL. WHIPLASH . . . MEET ONE WHO WANTS ME TO MOVE TO STRATTON, MARYLAND, OR SOMEWHERE OUTSIDE D.C., BY AN HOUR, AND THE NEXT THING I KNOW, THE TEXT GO FROM LOVING AND SEXTING TO, SHORT, CURT, AND SPACED. MR. CHEF, USED TO RESPOND TO A TEXT, IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT, 4:00 AM, WHEN, I THOUGHT HE WAS ASLEEP! NEXT THING I KNOW, THE MILE III, TURNED TO MILES II, OR REVERSE, AND LIVING IN WASHINGTON, D.C., OR OUTSIDE, BECAME WASHINGTON STATE! I FIGURED, TWO IDENTICAL TWINS, BUT, HEY, I LOVE TO DEBATE AND ARGUE . . . SPARING PARTNER! OKAY WITH ME! LOL. SO, THE BOOK, ONLY IN THE CHARACTERIZATION, AND PICTURING, MILES, AS A CIVIL RIGHTS ATTORNEY, REPRESENTING THIS BLACK HOUSEKEEPER, DEMANDING HIS RIGHTS, BEING A TOTAL ASSHOLE IN COURT, WAS A PERFECT, RENDITION OF THE SECOND DUDE, I MET! THE PROBLEM WITH, IDENTICAL TWINS, IS, THEY SHARE THE SAME DNA, SO IF ONE, LIKES YOU, SO DOES THE OTHER . . . CHEMISTRY! THAT WILL NOT RING TRUE, FOR, SISTERS, WHO ARE PATTERNED AFTER, TWINS, BUT, WITH NO SHARED DNA! SEATTLE STAGED TO SELL & DESIGN! LIFE IS GOOD! HOPELINK. PRATT. DEA STILL FOLLOWING ME, COPS, IN TUNNELS, ON THE STREETS, SHERIFFS, RUBBING THEIR NOSE, TO INDICATE TO THE BUS DRIVER, THAT HE KNOWS, I AM ON THE BUS . . . SEE MR. DEA, RIGHT OFF THE BUS, 550 BELLEVUE TO SEATTLE, BAY 2, I BELIEVE, STANDING RIGHT THERE . . . CHANGED, OH, NO, I WAS ON, 255 FROM KIRKLAND, TO SEATTLE, THAT IS RIGHT, I HAD TO LEAVE GREEN LAKE LIBRARY WITH A BLOCKED, BLOG, SO I COULDN'T WRITE ABOUT THE GAME, I RENTED A ROOM, AT THE WALLINGFORD INN, SPECIFICALLY, FOR, ON THE ONE NIGHT A MONTH, I WANTED TO NEST WITH FUCKING COPS, ON MY ASS, EVERYWHERE! THE MORE BEEFY, JAMES KENNEDY, YOUNGER, DUDE, BUT THICKER, STANDING, RIGHT WERE, I WOULD GO UP, TO GET TO 5TH AND PINE, GENERALLY, I GO TO 3RD AND PINE, BUT, I NOTICED THAT HE TOOK OUT HIS CELL PHONE, TRYING NOT TO BE NOTICED . . . GOTCHA DUDE . . . TOOK OFF, UP THE IMMEDIATE, ESCALATOR, RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME, SO HE CALLED, CHANGED PATTERNS, SO, I KNEW, THERE WAS A TRAIL ON ME . . . TOOK THE MONORAIL ELEVATOR, WHOOOPS, FORGOT ABOUT THAT ONE, RIGHT, TO 5TH, DITCHED THROUGH, NORDSTROMS, NOT EXPECTED, AND HIT, PINE, TO 3RD, SEEING, FIRST UNDERCOVER, AGENT LOOKING GUYS, THEN, SHERIFFS, NEAR, THE TUNNEL EXIT, GOING FROM THE TUNNEL TO 3RD, WHERE I NORMALLY COME OUT OF . . . SORRY DUDES, THEY WERE LOOKING, AT THE TUNNEL STREET EXIT AND I CAME FROM TWO BLOCKS BELOW! HIT THE BUS, ALMOST JUST RIGHT, AND SAVED BY MY CHARIOT OF FIRE, ONCE AGAIN! AND MY KIDS WONDER, WHY, I DON'T COME SEE THEM MORE . . . I AM, FUCKING BARELY STAYING ALIVE . . . MAKING SURE, I DON'T GET CEMENT BOOTS ON MY FEET, AND GET THROWN, INTO ELLIOTT BAY!! LOL. ALL FUN AND GAMES, UNLESS THEY CATCH ME! WORTH, BILLIONS TO GET RID OF ME! SO BACK TO THE DREAM . . . IT WAS A SIMPLE ONE . . . GRETA WHO IS SWEET TO THE CORE, IS BEING TORN UP BY THIS SHIT, AND HAS, SOME TYPE OF, PROBABLY, STRESS RELATED, ISSUES OR ILLNESS . . SHE ACTED, WAY DIFFERENT LAST TIME I SAW HER, DYED HER HAIR DARK, DIDN'T SEEM OR ACT HERSELF? SHE DIDN'T OFFER, AND I DIDN'T ASK. SECRISTS HAVE THIS TENDENCY, TO HANDLE THINGS ON THEIR OWN . . . I ASKED HER FATHER, WHY HE NEVER SEEMED, PRESENT, WHEN, I HAD A BABY . . . I COULD STAND TO SEE YOU IN PAIN! THAT KIND OF MADE SENSE, FOUR KIDS LATER, AND A DIVORCE FOR BEING, NON-PRESENT, AND THEN, STROKING A FUCKING CAT, THROUGH, PREGNANCY, WITH FOUR KITTENS, AS I STOOD AT THE DOOR, JUST HOME FROM THE HOSPITAL WITH ELLIOT! WOULD TO GOD HE WAS THAT ATTENDANT TO ME . . . BUT, AS SOON AS HE TOLD ME, I COULD SEE IT, AND I AM SOMEWHAT LIKE THAT WITH MY KIDS! THIS THING, PARTICULARLY THE LAST 7 YEARS, SINCE BEING FORCED, ALMOST KILLED, BEFORE LEAVING UTAH, WORRIED SICK ABOUT THEM, AND GRAND KIDS, TO THE POINT THAT I DIDN'T DARE, CALL THEM, FOR THE FIRST YEAR, IT WAS SO BAD, WANTING TO KEEP THEM, SAFE, EVEN IF I WASN'T. GET'EM DELIVERED. DOORDASH! SO, IN THE DREAM, GRETA, IS FINALLY, LETTING ME KNOW THAT SHE IS DISTRESSED, OR EVEN SICK, AND THAT MAKES SENSE . . . SHE IS NOT HER MOTHER, NOT A WARRIOR, EXCEPT AGAINST HER HUSBAND, DALLAS! THE NAVY SEAL, WHO IS TWICE HER SIZE AND HER FIGHTS, HAVE, STARTED TO WEAR AND TEAR ON HER, AND I AM CONVINCED, THAT HE IS A SPY, WITH HER CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE, GETTING TORN, THIS WAY AND THAT! SO, IN THE DREAM, THE NEXT THING, I KNOW, AFTER GRETA, REVEALS, THAT, THIS WHOLE MESS IS GETTING TO HER, OR SOMETHING IS . . . AND SHE, AS A DAUGHTER, HAS BEEN, MY RIGHT ARM PERSON, LOVER HER DEARLY, BUT, ALL THE SUDDEN THERE IS THIS "WALL OF SEPARATION" BETWEEN ME AND HER . . . I CAN HEAR HER ON THE OTHER SIDE, BEHIND THE WALL AND I CAN'T GET TO HER! I AM FREAKING OUT AND POUNDING ON THE WALL! I WOKE UP, AND I WAS LIKE, I AM CATCHING THE FIRST BUS OUT OF TOWN! I SAW A BILLBOARD, THAT SAID, "HOPE, CLOSER TO HOME!" THAT MORNING SARAH, HAD GIVEN, PAPERWORK, TO ME, FOR HOUSING! I DIDN'T FILL IT OUT! MY PLAN WAS TO GET IN SHAPE . . . BE THE MOM, THEY, HAVE ALWAYS KNOWN AND LOVED, THEN, GO BACK IN JULY, FOR CHRIS'S BIRTHDAY! BUT, IF NEEDED, AND SHE WOULD, NEVER, SAY, NOR EVEN ASK, THAT IS JUST THE WAY, WE SECRISTS ARE . . . STUBBORN, AND SHE IS THE WORST, AND WILL BEAR OUR PAIN, IN SILENCE! THEN, I REMEMBERED, A, "JERRY STEINFIELD" THAT SHOWED THE OTHER DAY, AND IT WAS JUST, HIS UNCLE WHO MOVED, CLOSE TO HIM . . . HE WAS TELLING JULIE AND GEORGE, THAT, HE LOVED HIS UNCLE, BUT NOW HE HAS TO GO TO LUNCH, MEET HIM FOR DINNER, AND HE WILL WANT HIM TO DROP IN AND EVEN WORSE, HIS UNCLE WILL DROP INTO TO SEE HIM! LOL. HE SAID, I REALLY, LIKE MY UNCLE, 5 STATES AWAY . . . I AM NOT, YOUR COME TO DINNER, ON SUNDAY TYPE MOM, I THINK ABOUT MY KIDS, AND GRANDKIDS ALL THE TIME, SO I DON'T FEEL, LIKE I AM NOT WITH THEM . . . THAT IS CALLED A MOTHER! BUT, I KNOW, THEY NEED LOVE AND HELP, SOMETIMES, BUT WOULD NEVER, EVER ASK! THERE IS A GREAT AD, A YOUNG NEIGHBOR GIRL, ASKS, MR. ELLIOT, ABOUT HIS INTERNET PASSWORD . . . I HEARD THAT AS, MISSED HER, ELLIOT . . . DID HE TURN TO RACHEL, OR SHELLEY, OR KAY, TO HAVE A MOTHER FIGURE AROUND? MAYBE. TOO STUBBORN, TO CALL AND SAY, I MISS YOU MOM, COME HOME! I HAD A DREAM, SEVERAL MONTHS AGO, THAT I SHOULD MOVE BACK HOME, THE TIME HAD COME . . .. NORMALLY, I JUMP ON A DREAM AND FOLLOW IT, BUT, UTAH? WHAT WOULD HAPPEN. BETTER TRY IT OUT! I DID THE BLITZ OF THE STATE, STARTING IN LAS VEGAS, BY ST. GEORGE, THE SECOND DAY WITH GRETA AND KIDS, FOR TRISTAN'S BIRTHDAY, THE BLACK AND WHITE COPS WERE ON MY TRAIL, AND BY THE TIME I HIT, PROVO, THE COPS, OR MORMON MAFIA, WERE FUCKING WITH THE BUS SCHEDULES, AND BY THE TIME I HIT SALT LAKE, THE GOVERNOR, NAMED AS A DEFENDANT IN MY $357.6 MILLION SECURITIES LAWSUIT, HAD THE WHOLE FUCKING, HIGHWAY PATROL OUT AFTER ME . . . SURVEILLANCE AND EAVESDROPPING ON MY CONVERSATIONS WITH ELLIOT . . . LET'S MEET FOR DINNER OR LUNCH AT THE RIO GRANDE! EL HAD TO WORK, LATE, I DIDN'T DARE, STAY IN THE STATE LONGER, AFTER SEEING WHAT WAS HAPPENING ON THE STREETS, LIKE COPS WAITING AS THE LIGHT RAIL ARRIVED, PARKED OUT IN FRONT OF THE GREYHOUND BUS TERMINAL, COPS ALL OVER THE STREETS, BETWEEN THE BUS AND THE RIO GRANDE . . . FUCK. DELAYED LUNCH WITH FEDS, AND HIGHWAY PATROL, ALL OVER THE FUCKING PLACE . . . UH, NICE TO BE ABLE TO SEE YOU SON, BUT FUCK, THESE GUYS ARE GOING TO KILL ME AND I WIIL NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN, ANYWAY! IT'S BEEN REAL, CATCH YOU NEXT TRIP, OR BETTER YET, YOU COME TO SEATTLE! LOL. THAT WALL OF SEPARATION, HAS BEEN, BUILDING AND BUILDING, OVER THE YEARS, STEALING, PHONES, NUMBERS, COMPUTERS, INTERCEPTING TEXTS, BLOCKING PHONE CALLS, SO I DON'T THINK GRETA WANTS TO TALK, TOTALLY OUT OF THE NORMAL FOR HER, AND HER, NOT GETTING ME CALLING HER BACK! THE BEST WAY TO STOP THIS COMPLETE INSANITY, AND IDENTITY THEFT, IS TO MOVE BACK . . . START LOOKING FOR A STUDIO! TARGET DATE, JULY 28TH, AND NO ONE TELL WHERE I AM LIVING . . . FROM WHAT, I AM SEEING, I DON'T NEED GLASSES, READING GLASSES, NOR TO DYE, OR TOUCH UP MY ROOTS, ANY MORE, SO, I CAN BLEND IN WITH THE CAMPUS COEDS, JUST FINE! LOL.! THERE ARE SOME BENEFITS, FROM, BEING CHASED, 24/7! STRONG, ALWAYS CHARGED, AND ALWAYS READY! THIS GAME IS GETTING BORING! APATHY, IS GOING TO KILL ME FIRST! OVERTIME! YOU HAVE HAD, FUCKING 6 YEARS OF FREE TRAINING, BY THE FUCKING BEST! YOU OWE ME, A TRILLION, BUT I WILL TAKE, 10 BILLION! LET'S GET THIS STARTED! IT'S TIME TO PAY THE RENT, YOUR BEDS ARE BURNING, AND IT IS, OURS! FUCK YOU STOOGES! ANOTHER GREAT AD, NOT SURE WHAT IT IS ADVERTISING, BUT LOVE THE AD . . . OLD BLACK, SHERIFF, COMES THROUGH HIS OFFICE DOOR, AND THROWS THE KEYS, THAT LAND PERFECTLY ON THE KEY HOLDER, ON THE WALL . . . TOOKUS! THESE, PSYCHOPATHS, TOOK YOU! YOU BOUGHT THERE, STAGED, DESIGNED, BULL SHIT, HOOK LINE AND SINKER! NOW DO THE RIGHT THING, FOR ONCE! TO ERROR IS HUMAN, TO FORGIVE, DIVINE! LET'S GET-R-DONE! ONE MORE AD, SPARKED MY ADMIRATION AND ATTENTION THIS MORNINNG, SO FUN, A FORD MUSTANG COMMERCIAL! MEET ME IN THE FIREHOLE BELOW!

HOT GIRL POWER!  

HOT, YOUNG BLACK TEACHER IS LEAVING SCHOOL, ELEMENTARY, IT APPEARED . . . COOL AFRO, STYLIN' CLOTHES . . . GOOD-BYE MS. SO AND SO . . . SEE YA, SWEETIE.  IN THE PARKING LOT OF THE SCHOOL, ANOTHER ADORING STUDENT, SAID, HER GOOD-BYES TO HER TEACHER, KIDS THAT AGE LOVE THEIR TEACHERS!  SEE YA, SWEETIE.  NEXT, YOU SEE, THE HOT TEACHER, PULL UP TO THE STOP LIGHT, AND SOME, HOT WHITE DUDE IS IN THE CAR, NEXT TO HER, AND SMILES AT HER . . . SHE HAS HER, COOL, COP GLASSES ON, AND UNDER HER BREATH, SHE KICKS HER BRIGHT YELLOW/GOLD MUSTANG IN GEAR, AND SAYS . . . "SEE YA, LATER, SWEEETIE!" AND RACES OFF!  NEXT YOU SEE HER, PARK, AT SOME STORE AND GET OUT, CALM, COOL AND SINGLE!  LOL.

LOCAL DATING, SCENES, MIGHT, SHOW THE TWO, EYEING EACH OTHER, AND NODDING TO MEET EACH OTHER AT THE LOCAL, HAPPY HOUR . . . A FEW DRINKS, AND TO THE APARTMENT, MAKING OUT, RIPPING EACH OTHER'S CLOTHES OFF, DREWN ON THE FLOOR, AND HOT, PASSIONATE SEX!

THE MYSTIQUE, THE THRILL OF THE HUNT, THE ANTICIPATION, THE GAME IS OVER, OR WILL BE SOON!

THEY ALWAYS WANT THE ONE WHO GOT AWAY!  RIGHT.  FAMILIARITY, BREEDS, CONTEMPT!  GET YOUR HOOK IN, SINK IT DEEP, AND MAKE SURE, THAT, THE HOOK, STAYS, LONG, BEFORE, YOU, HOP IN BED!  BETTER YET, LIKE BEYOUNCE' SAID . . . IF YOU LIKE IT PUT A RING ON IT!

FREE WOMEN, DOESN'T MEAN, GIVE YOURSELF AWAY, FREE!

LOVE IS A GAME!  PLAY IT!  THE GAME OF LOVE!  I HAVE FOUND, THAT, IF YOU SHORT CIRCUIT IT, SKIP STEPS, JUMP THE GUN, OR LET THE GUN JUMP YOU . . . YOU ARE BOTH, CHEATING YOURSELVES OUT OF A REAL, RELATIONSHIPS, REAL LOVE, AND REAL COMMITTED SEX, WITH THAT ALL POWERFUL, TRUST FACTOR, THAT AS HUMANS, WE ALL NEED AND MUST BE ABLE TO RELY ON!

THE MORNING AFTER PILL, DOESN'T WORK, TO GET RID OF AN UNWANTED, SEX PARTNER!

WHAT WAS FUN, THE NIGHT BEFORE, WHEN, YOU WERE DRUNK?  IS NOT ALWAYS, THE SAME BUZZ, THE NEXT MORNING, AND WILL LEAVE YOU HALLOW, UNFULFILLED, AND PISSED AT YOURSELF OR THE OTHER PERSON!

THE SCRIPTURES, SAY, A GOOD WOMAN IS HARD TO FIND . . . IT DOESN'T SAY, THAT A GOOD MAN, IS EVEN HARDER, TO NEARLY IMPOSSIBLE!  LOL.

THERE ARE NO, SHORT CUTS TO SUCESS, NOT IN YOUR EDUCATION, YOUR CAREER, YOUR LOVE LIFE, AND SURELY, NOT IN YOUR MARRIAGE!

A THOUGHT ALONG THESE LINES . . . I SAW SOME, CUTE, MARRIED, BLACK CHICK, ON THE BUS, WITH, BRAIDED HAIR, AND IN A BUN, TWISTING HER WEDDING RING, ON HER FINGER, AND LOOKING DISPONDENT.  THE THOUGHT CAME TO MIND, BY SIGN, OR SYMBOL, COULD THIS BE THE WIFE, OF ONE OF THE "CHICK MAGNET" DUDES, I HAVE SEEN, IN THE LAST FEW DAYS?

LOOK, IF YOUR MAN, YOUR BOYFRIEND, OR YOUR HUBBY, SHOWS UP IN THIS BLOG . . . IT IS JUST, GIRL WATCHING BOYS AND BOYS, WATCHING A GIRL, THEY, THINK, MIGHT BE THE AUTHOR OF THIS BLOG . . . JUST A HUNCH . . . IT IS EASY TO FIND ME!

NONE OF THE DUDES, THAT I HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT, AND I MEAN, 100%, DID ANYTHING, WRONG, OR INAPPROPRIATE, OUT OF CHARACTER, FOR JUST, DUDES WITH BUDDIES, LAUGHING, JOKING AND COMING TO THE GYM!  I COULD TELL, THEY WERE A "CUT ABOVE THE REST" OF THE DUDES ,THAT FREQUENT THE GYM, AND WHEN, THE LEFT, THEY, WAVED TO SOME GUY, I SUSPECT OF BEING A SPY, OR WORKING WITH, MILES!  LOL.  HE IS THE ONE WHO SHOWED UP ON MISSOULA, AROUND THE HUMAN BODY TRAFFICKING CONFERENCE!

IF THE HOT CHOCOLATE, WEARING THE "BAD HAIR DAY" IS YOUR MAN, AND YOU TWO, LOOKED LIKE, MAYBE, HE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING EITHER, HE MAY HAVE BEEN, DARED, TO SEE IF I WOULD WRITE, OR TO SEE, IF I WAS THE ONE WHO, WAS AT THE GYM, AND WROTE ABOUT THE THREE FRIENDS?

JUST LIKE PEOPLE, LOVE SEEING THE SEAHAWKS, OR SOME SPORTS FIGURE, THEY, ARE CURIOUS AS TO WHO I AM, PARTICULARLY GIVEN THE STORY, LINES, NOT STORY LINES, WITH ALL THE IDENTITY THEFT AND WHEN, I SEE SOMEONE, WHO, MIGHT HAVE SOME PULL, WITH COPS, OR EVEN BE UNDERCOVER, I AM GOING TO WRITE ABOUT THEM, SINGLE THEM OUT, SO THEY KNOW, FOR SURE, THE CHICK WHO WE SAW AT LA FITNESS, WAS HER, SHE WROTE ABOUT US!

THE NEXT DAY, ABOUT, 6 YOUNG ROOKIE LOOKING, MORMON COPS, APPEARED TO COME IN, AND, ALL STOOD RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!  THEY WERE ALL CLEAN CUT, EASY, NEW, RECRUITS, TO ANY LEVEL OF COPS, BUT, COPS HAVE BEEN MY NEMISIS, FOR YEARS, AND SO HAVE MORMONS, SO, WHEN, SOME TATTED, BRAIDED, HOT BODIES, COME THROUGH, THE GYM, AND THEY MIGHT, JUST MIGHT, BE WORKING, FOR, SOMEONE, A FED, OR SOMEONE ELSE ON MY CASE, I WANT, THEM TO KNOW, THAT, FUCK YEAH, I AM GOING TO WRITE ABOUT YOUR ASSES, LIKE IT OR NOT . . . THEY ARE TRYING TO KILL ME HERE!

SOS!

MEN, JUST A NOTE TO YOU . . . SO MUCH OF LOVE AND ATTRACTION IS CHEMISTRY, NOT LOOKS, BOOBS, ASSES, BUT, IT IS ALL IN THE SPIT! THE SMILE, THE GOODNESS, THE KINDNESS, THE LOVE!  TITS AND ASS, ARE WHAT YOU USE, TO IMPRESS YOUR LOSER, FRIENDS, BUT NOT WHAT YOU WANT TO TAKE HOME, TO MAMA!

IF YOU HAVE A CHICK, YOU ADORE, EVEN IF SHE IS NOT THE HOTTEST, OR, THE ONE, ALL THE GUYS GO APE SHIT OVER, THINK DEEPER, THE MOTHER OF YOUR KIDS, THE ONE WHO WILL GROW OLD WITH YOU, THE ONE, WHO WILL NURSE YOU WHEN, YOU ARE SICK, THE ONE, WHO WILL, BE WITH, YOU DAY IN AND DAY OUT, NOT JUST FOR SEX!  WE ARE TALKING, 24/7, FOR, HOPEFULLY, ALL YOUR MORTAL DAYS, IF YOU, SHOULD BE THAT LUCKY!

A WARNING TO ALL YOU HOT 10'S, MALE AND FEMALE, BUT THIS TO THE  MALES, BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE EXPERIENCE WITH CHICKS, NOR EVER WANT IT . . . WHAT I HAVE FOUND, IS, THAT, THE HOTTER YOU ARE, THE  MORE CHOICES, YOU  HAVE . . . THAT IS A BLESSING AND A CURSE!

TOTAL TEMPTATION!

YOU HAVE TO THINK, WITH THE RIGHT HEAD, THE ONE ABOVE YOUR WAIST!  96% OF THE MEN, WHEN SOME HOT, PLANT, FOR THE STUDY, WALKED UP AND PROPOSITIONED THEM FOR SEX, AND MEN, I BELIEVE, FOR THE MOST PART, NEED IT MORE THAN, WOMEN, AND THAT, DRIVES THEM, TO PURSUE WOMEN, WHICH IS A GOOD THING, AND MORE APPRECIATED, EVERY YEAR TO ME!  WOMEN, ONLY FELL, WITH A HOT, GIGGOLO, OR WHATEVER THEY CALL HIM, THESE DAYS, WERE TEMPTED, 63% . . . BOTH TO ME, ARE SHOCKINGLY, HIGH!  BUT, I WAS RAISED MORMON, WITH, DIFFERENT VALUES . . . I HAVE THE PERSONALITY OF A HOOKER, BUT MY RELIGIOUS BELIEFS, KEEP ME GROUNDED!  I DIG MEN, I DON'T NEED TO KNOW THEM, TO WANT SEX WITH THEM . . . BUT, MY BELIEFS, KEEP ME, FROM DOING THAT, AND THE FEW TIMES, I HAVE, PARTAKEN OF THE FORBIDDEN FRUIT WITH, TWO MEN, IN CLOSE PROXIMITY, I HAVE, THAT, NEXT MORNING, HANG OVER, FEELING, LIKE, WHY THE FUCK DID I DO THAT?

PRESIDENT OBAMA, CALLED IT, AND HE CAN TALK, THE CURRENT PRESIDENT, NO, CALLED IT, OUR HIGHER ANGELS . . . WE NEED TO RELY ON OUR HIGHER ANGELS, TO STAY, OUT OF THE DANGER ZONE!  I JUST RECENTLY, TOLD MY STUD, ROCK STAR, SON, TO WATCH, THAT OLD, 70'S MOVIE, "FATAL ATTRACTION!"  TO MY SURPRISE, HE HAD ALREADY, SEEN IT?  BUT, HE MENTIONED THAT, THIS CHICK WAS, LIKE STALKING HIM, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, SOME REASON, I TOLD HIM, TO BE CAREFUL, AND WATCH IT!

EVEN JUST GIVING SOMEONE A RIDE HOME, CAN BE A PROBLEM . . . I WAS WATCHING, FORENSIC FILES, AND SOME YOUNG WOMAN, WITH, SOME, TERMINAL ILLNESS, AN ARTIST, WHO RARELY LEFT HER HOME, BUT FOR AN OCCASIONAL DRINK, MET A FRIEND AT A LOCAL BAR, THE GIGGLING GATOR, AND THEY GOT IN A FIGHT OVER, SOMETHING AND HER, MALE FRIEND LEFT, LEAVING HER THERE ALONE, MEN, SOMETIMES, WE NEED PROTECTION, MAKING IT TO OUR CARS SAFE, AND THIS IS ONE, WHERE, A FRIEND WAS SORELY NEEDED!  BUT, THERE WAS A FIGHT OUTSIDE, SOME BIG, HEAVILY, TATTED, JUST OUT OF PRISON, DUDE, WAS MIXING IT UP WITH, OTHER DRUNK MEN, IN THE PARKING LOT.  LATER, YOU SEE, SWEET ARTIST CHICK, INNOCENT, GO OVER AND TALK TO THE BRUISER, KILLER DUDE . . . THE CASE WAS SOLVED, THROUGH, CONTINUOUS SURVEILLANCE, LIKE I HAVE SUGGESTED ON ME . . . SO, SHE STRIKES UP A CONVERSATION, WITH THE MEAN, GUY, AND HAD SHE KNOWN OF THE FIGHT, BEFORE SHE CAME OUT, I AM SURE, SHE NEVER WOULD HAVE TALKED TO THE MAN . . . THE DETECTIVES ARE DYING, WATCHING THE SURVEILLANCE . . . SHE OFFERS, THIS MAN, AND ANOTHER MAN, A RIDE HOME.

DUE PARTLY TO HER ILLNESS, AND HER BIT OF DRINKING AND PROBABLY BEING PRESSURED BY THESE MEN, TO FIND HER CAR, SHE LEADS THEM, A FEW BLOCKS AWAY . . . ONE MAN, GETS, PISSED, AND REALIZES, THIS CHICK, DOESN'T KNOW WHERE HER CAR IS, AND HE LEAVES, HER WITH THE BAD ASS.  THE NEXT THING YOU SEE, IS, THIS MAN, ATTACKING HER, LATER, BARELY SEEN, BY VIDEO, THROWING HER BODY, OVER A FENCE, AND LEAVING.

LATER HE COMES BACK WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND, GETS THE ALMOST DEAD OR DEAD, GIRL, AND BURIED HER, IN  HIS MOTHER'S BACKYARD!

NO GOOD DEED, GOES UNPUNISHED!  MALES LEAVING A BAR ALONE, HAVE BEEN RAPED, AND MURDERED TOO, FOR TAKING A STRANGER, AND EVEN A FRIEND, HOME!

ALWAYS ERROR ON THE SIDE OF SAFETY!

I AM NOT EXPERT, BUT I DID TEACH, FAMILY LAW, AND I HAVE SEEN, CRIMINAL LAW FROM, ALL ANGLES, PROSECUTION, DEFENSE, AND CIVIL RIGHTS . . . I AM A TRUE CRIME BUFF, SO, JUST A WORD TO THE WISE, BE CAREFUL OUT THERE . . . DON'T PUT YOURSELVES IN A DANGEROUS SITUTATION!

NOW YOU KNOW, THAT NORMAN IS REAL!

HAVE A GREAT, SAFE, WEEKEND!

LOVE A COP, DON'T GET MURDERED TONIGHT!

SMILE.



SOCIAL DISTORTION. SIMPLY A-MAZE-ING! ON STAGE. SOMETHING IN THE BLOOD. NASTY GALAXY. UNIQUE OBSESSION. BELIEVE IN MIRACLES, I'M ONE! PRO STAFF. UPGRADE YOUR SPORTS DRINK! MARILYN'S RECYCLE. CASH FOR JUNK CARS. PIZZA PI. MY LIFE! MY BLOG! I AM NPR. I AM YOGA. NOT AMERICA'S STORY:(1) TAXES; (2) WARS; (3) PRESIDENTS; (5) INFRASTRUCTURE; (6) EDUCATION; (7) CONGRESS; (8) SUPREME COURT; (9) CONSTITUTION; (10) LAWS; (11) TREATIES; AGREEMENTS; TRADE . . . THESE ARE AMERICA'S STORY . . . NOT MINE! REAL PROPERTY. MILLIONTH GREAT ESCAPE! O'DEA IRISH BRAND. MEAT ON! PERCEPTION, MEETS REALITY. FISHERMAN'S FINEST? FISH PAIN. THAT PERCEPTION, DOESN'T MEET REALITY. KICK ASS FOR KICK ASS! 36 HOURS OF PISS ASS, LOSER, AUNT, GNAT-LIKE, INTERFERENCE IN MY LIFE! MYZZR. MR. ELLIOT. EBITES. POT-O-GOLD. KEEP MOD WEIRD. KICKIN' IT WITH ATHLETES WHO HAVE EXTRAORDINARY ACCOMPLISHMENTS. ON A SCALE OF 1 TO 10, YOUR IMPACT, VS. MINE? I'LL LET YOU RATE YOURSELF. LOL. MR. MCDONALD'S. BAD HAIR DAY? DIFFERENT GUY! RED IN BRAIDS? HE'S TALLER TOO! I AM A GREAT WITNESS TO ANY CRIME . . . I ACTUALLY CAN TELL THE DIFFERENCE IN MEN, WOMEN, KIDS, AND PEOPLE! STUD, HOWEVER. 5 SECONDS OF SUMMER. EYE TO EYE! SMILE. STILL WAITING UNTIL SEPTEMBER! WARNING TO ANY GUY, WHO THINKS THEY ARE GOING TO MEET ME IN THE SWIMMING POOL, OR SEIZE THE MOMENT AND GET POINTS GRABBING MY ASS: (1) I AM EASY TO FIND, BUT THE SWIMMING POOL IS THE LAST PLACE ON EARTH I WANT TO MEET YOU! (2) ANYONE WEARING A SPEEDO, HAS TWO STRIKES OR TECHNICAL FOULS AGAINST THEM, RIGHT OFF THE BAT! LOL. I DON'T WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU PACKAGE IS! I AM EMBARRASSED FOR YOU! LOL. LIKE A HAPPY MEAL, ALL MEN, HAVE A TOY INSIDE! I LIKE SURPRISES! LOL. (3) IF YOU HANG AROUND AND WAIT, UNTIL, I GET OUT OF THE WATER, AUTOMATIC NO! NO MY FAVORITE HANG-OUT! MAYBE I WILL CHANGE MY MIND BY SEPTEMBER, BUT I DOUBT IT! IF YOU LIKE ME IN CLOTHES, YOU WILL TOLERATE ME IN A SWIMSUIT! EVEN AT 116, SAME BOD, SAME LEGS, SAME EGO CHALLENGES! LOL. I MARRIED A MAN WITH NICE LEGS, TO IMPROVE MY KIDS, LEGS: (1) GIRLS GET THE GREAT BALLET LEGS, SHAPELY AND THIN; (2) BOYS, YOU CAN GET AWAY WITH STRONG LEGS, LIKE THE SEATTLE SEAHAWKS, LINEBACKERS! I CAN GET THINNER, BUT STRONG LEGS, ARE THE RESULT OF 6 YEARS OF BENCH PRESSING AN EXTRA 105, EACH TIME I HAD TO DITCH OUT OF A PLACE WITH COPS AFTER ME! LOL. FUCKIN' STRONG! DON'T WANT NO FUNNY BUSINESS . . . YOU MIGHT BE SHOCKED! NOW FOR MY LAST, 36 HOURS OF FUCKED UP SHIT, COPS STYLE, DOWNRIGHT, EXHAUSTING TO SAY THE LEAST! (1) SO, BEING MY NORMAL, HAPPY SELF, YESTERDAY, I WENT TO ROCKIN' ROLL MCDONALD'S TO GET BREAKFAST AND GET A FEW LYRICS, TO SWEETEN MY BLOG, AND YOUR MINDS. I CATER TO MY HUNGRY CROWD--SOMETIMES! (2) STICK SOME LIPSTICK ON, HIT THE RESTROOMS, AND ALMOST RUN INTO MR. "BAD HAIR DAY" ON HIS BLACK CAP. MISSED THE PARTY YESTERDAY AT LA FITNESS? LOL. SURELY, IN THE CHICK MAGNET CREW. BESTIES? (3) SO FAR SO GOOD, BECAUSE, I DON'T REALIZE, SOMETHING UNTIL LATER . . . PISSED. I GO, I BELIEVE TO BELLEVUE LIBRARY TO WRITE THE BLOG, THAT WENT VIRAL, SAW, 18,100,000 HITS IN .19 SECONDS, ON TUMBLE, ON OF THE LESSER KNOWN, SEARCH ENGINES--I AM EVERYWHERE . . . ROCKIN' IT WITH THE JORDON, AND THE OLD BULL'S CHALLENGERS? LOL. EVEN HEARD, JORDAN, PIPPIN AND RODMAN, MENTIONED ON MORNING JOE OR SOMEWHERE THIS MORNING . . . ASIAN CORRESPONDENT FOR KIM JONG UN, WAS ASKED ABOUT RODMAN, WHOM I REFERRED TO, IS GOING WITH TRUMP, TO MEET WITH KIM, OR SO SHE SAID . . . SHE ALSO, PREFERRED, JORDAN OR WANTED PIPPIN TO JOIN HIM! LOL. I AM NPR! WATCH WHAT I WRITE, NEXT NEWS CYCLE, ALL ABOUT, WHAT, I WROTE ABOUT, EVEN USE MY WORDS! I LOVE IT! THAT IS MY PAY! BILLIONAIRE TO BILLIONAIRE, JORDAN--YOU JUST GET YOURS, AND THEY, GOVERNMENT, MOB, FAMILY, COPS, KEEP MINE! I DO MAKE IT! RAKE IT IN BY THE BOAT LOAD! ELI STOLKOL . . . CONTAINED IN MY SON'S MUSIC MONEY, AND LAUNDERED, THROUGH, SAME OLD, CONSTRUCTION, JEWELRY, BANKS, NEST BANK, GAMBLING, RACE HORSES, REAL ESTATE, ETC.! BUT I MAKE IT, THEY DISTRIBUTE IT! LET'S RAISE SOME DOUGH! 'FUN'DRAISER! I AM GOOD AT IT! THEY ARE GOOD AT STEALING AND DISTRIBUTING IT, WITHOUT PAYING TAXES! COPS, FEDS, MEASURE THEIR SUCCESS THROUGH ME TERRANE! WHAT'S IN IT FOR ME? JACK SHIT NOTHING! WHAT'S IN IT FOR THEM, EVERYTHING . . . I AM THEIR PRIDE AND JOY . . . U.K. OR YOU ARE KAY! I AM NO MORE KAY'S STORY, THAN, I AM AMERICA'S STORY . . . FUCKIN' FREAK, MAGGOT FAGGOT, BRETT, LIKE THE I.D. NETWORK, TRUE CRIME EPISODES I WATCHED LAST NIGHT, MAN KILLED HIS WIFE, MORE WAYS THAN ONE, TO DO THAT, LITERALLY OR FIGURATIVELY, DISMEMBERS HER, AND PUTS HER BODY, IN THREE SEPARATE SINK HOLES: (A) SHELLEY; (B) KAY; AND (C) RACHEL! A FEW MORE SINK HOLES ADDED OVER THE YEARS, INCLUDING MEN TO THE LIST! THREE LITTLE PIGGIES TO HUNDREDS OF LITTLE PIGGIES. DICK'S: "YOU HAVE SOMETHING I NEED" . . . "MAKIN' MY DREAMS COME TRUE!" FUCK YOU! MY LIFE. MY MONEY. BUT FOR A SMALL PIECE OF JAW BONE FOUND, THEY NEVER WOULD HAVE DISCOVERED, OR CONVICTED, THE MAN OF HIS WIFE'S MURDER! I HAVE BEEN ALMOST AS INOCCUOUS, AS THAT LONG HIDDEN JAW BONE . . . BUT SOME OF YOU HAVE SEEN ME! ABOUT ALL I CAN DO AT THIS POINT, IS TO CUT THE HACKERS, IP NUMBER, AND PASTE IT IN THE BODY OF MY BLOG, SO, SOME, NSA COP, WILL DISCOVER THE THEFT! HILLARY CLINTON, WON, DONALD TRUMP, BY 3,000,000 VOTES, AND JUST LIKE, THE NSA'S ABILITY TO USE "COMPUTER DISTORTION" TO TURN, THE FIRST INTO THE LAST, AND THE LAST INTO THE FIRST, AS PER, BLOG POST TIMES, SO DID THE NSA, FBI, AND OTHERS, JUST FLIP, HILLARY'S ELECTORAL COLLEGE NUMBERS, PREDICTED, AND NOTED ON THIS BLOG, AROUND, OCTOBER 9, 2016, GIVE, TRUMP'S TO HILLARY, AND HILLARY'S, PROMISED, SEALED, SIGNED AND DELIVERED, BY THAT DATE, EVEN WITH COMEY'S LETTER, NOT ENOUGH TO CHANGE, SEASONED, VOTERS, IN THE ELECTORAL COLLEGE, BUT TRUMP'S PREDICTED, NUMBERS, WERE GIVEN TO HILLARY, AND HER'S TO HIM! JUST LIKE THIS BLOG IS GIVEN TO THE LOSERS, NOT THE WINNER WHO WRITES IT EVERY FUCKING DAY! DISTORTION. THE RICH ARE THE POOR, AND THE POOR IS THE RICH! BUT, WHY FIGURE THAT ONE OUT? THEY LOSE THEIR COOL SMART TRAINER--ME THE SECRET WEAPON, THE KIDS, THE TRILLION, THE PRIDE, THE MONEY SPEND TO BRIBE, HOUSES, TOYS, TRUCKS, GAMES, AND ALL, PLUS THE FAME . . . THERE IS NO INCENTIVE TO RIGHT THE WRONG, NOR TO DO THE RIGHT THING, THEY GET EVERYTHING, AND ME NOTHING, THIS WAY! THEY JUST CAN'T KILL ME, NOR GET ME IN JAIL! LOL. WHAT IF YOU TRIED TO KILL SOMEONE AND THEY LIVED TO TELL? #THE KILLING OATH. ANOTHER TRUE CRIME EPISODE, NICEST, NURSE IN THE HOSPITAL, WAS KILLING PATIANTS, 12 AT THE HOSPITAL, WHERE FINALLY, SOME CHICK NURSE, HELPED, INFORM THE DETECTIVES, HOW THE RECORD KEEPING AND HOSPITAL LOGS, WERE KEPT, TAKING HER OFF THE SUSPECT LIST, AND INTO THE PERSON WHO SOLVED THE MYSTERIOUS DR. DEATH STORY . . . SHE FIGURED THAT HE KILLED, IN THE HUNDREDS, AT THE RATE HE WAS KILLING AT HER HOSPITAL! EVEN AFTER, SHE KNEW HE WAS A MONSTER, SHE SAID, SHE JUST COULDN'T SEE IT IN HIM--SHE SAID, THERE HAD TO BE TWO MEN, IN ONE--THE MONSTER, AND CHARLIE, WHOM, SHE HAD BEEN FRIENDS WITH! SHE HAD TO GET HIM OFF THE HOSPITAL EMPLOYEE ROLLS, BEFORE HE KILLED AGAIN! I MISSED THE, STUFF IN BETWEEN . . . SO BACK UP! (4) HIT LA FITNESS, ROCK THE WEIGHT MACHINES OR UNIVERSAL CIRCUIT; STATIONARY BIKE, FOR THE LOVE HANDLES ON MY KNEES; AND SWIM FOR ABOUT A HOUR AND A HALF, ACTUALLY . . . I GREW UP WITH A SWIMMING POOL, SO, THE SWIM, JUST SEEMS, LIKE PLAY TIME TO ME, REMINDERS, OF 6 AM TO 10 PM, SWIM DAYS IN THE LONG LAZY DAYZ OF SUMMER! AS I WAS LEAVING, LA FITNESS, I ASKED SOMEONE AT THE FRONT DESK, FIGURING EVERY DUDE, WAS GOING TO WATCH THE WARRIORS VS. THE CAVS, PLAY FOR THE 3RD GAME OF THE NBA SERIES . . . I DECIDED TO GET A HOTEL ROOM, ORDER PIZZA, AND WATCH THE GAME, BREAK THE SPELL, JORDAN AND THE BULLS PUT ON ME, BACK IN THE DAY! (5) NOW SOMETIME, DURING THE DAY, I TOOK OUT MY NEW TUBE OF LOREAL' AND I AM WORTH IT, "NUDE" LIPSTICK . . . WHAT THE FUCK? OH. WHAT IS THIS SHIT ASS COLOR? I ALWAYS GET 800, ONE LIPSTICK, ONE PERFUME, SIGNATURE BRANDS AND BEAUTIFULLY EXCLUSIVE, EVEN ON WHAT I LIKE . . . CLASSIC, NATURAL BEAUTY . . . PUSSY ASS PINK????? WHERE THE FUCK DID THIS SHIT COME FROM? WHEN I WAS DOING MY CHORE, AT THE HAMMOND HOUSE, I CAME AND FOUND MY ZIPPER, WHERE I KEEP MY LIPSTICK, OPEN?????? I WAS SURE, I CLOSED THAT, AND COVERED THE BACKPACK WITH, MY BLACK JACKET! NOTHING SEEMED TO BE MISSING. UNTIL, I REALIZED, THAT THE LIPSTICK, I GOT AT WALGREENS, AND PROBABLY, LISTED THE 800, COLOR, ON MY CHECK OUT SLIP, WAS A FUCKING "838" OR RACHEL, SHIT, NEON, SCREAMING, PINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE INFANTILE, PETTY BEHAVIOR OF THESE, THIEVES, GOES BEYOND, UNDERSTANDING, BEYOND, BATSHIT CRAZY, AND I CAN'T EVEN DISCRIBE, THE JEALOUSY, THE ENVY, EVEN HAVING MY BILLIONS, THEY WANT MY FUCKING LIPSTICK?????? THEN, I THOUGHT, BACK TO WHERE I MIGHT HAVE PUT THAT SHIT ON, YESTERDAY, AND I THOUGHT OF THE BAD BOYS, CADS OF SUMMER, NOT AT THE GYM, BUT, THIS NEW, "BAD HAIR DAY" GUY, AND REALIZED, THAT I HAD THAT GOD AWEFUL PINK SHIT ON MY LIPS!!!!!!!!!! SCREAM! THEY ARE TRYING TO MAKE ME LOOK LIKE PUSSY RACHEL, AND HER ME! MY PHONE, RADIO, AND SOCIAL SECURITY "VERIFICATION LETTER" LAST WEEK, NOW, MY LIPSTICK, THIS WEEK . . . JUST BOUGHT, I THINK, ONLY ONE NEW TUBE! GLASSES. LIPSTICK. EYE LINER. DIET COKE. SWEET & HOT, BEEF JERKY! WALGREENS, ON THE CORNER OF HAPPY & HEALTHY! GOD. THEY SEND SOMEONE TO STEAL, EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING, TO MAKE RACHEL, APPEAR TO BE ME, AND ME HER! I HATED SOMEONE DRAWING A COMPARISON, OR THINKING WE WERE TWINS, BACK, IN 1992, WHILE IN CHICAGO, I AM PRETTIER, BY FAR! MODEST TOO! LOL. FUCK, IF I CAN'T FIND, THAT COLOR, AND OFTEN I CAN'T, I WILL KEEP THE OLD, TUBE, USE MY LITTLE FINGER, TO DIG, THE VERY LAST, SMUDGE OF LIPSTICK, UNTIL, I FIND, 800! THERE WAS A TIME, WHEN, SOMEONE, WAS BUYING UP ALL THE 800'S IN THE STORES, WHERE I WAS, MISSOULA, OR MAYBE KALISPELL, MONTANA . . . SO WORRIED, I AM GOING TO GET BACK IN SHAPE AND KICK, RACHEL'S UGLY TALL ASS, FROM HERE TO ETERNITY! EZ. GAMES, DICKS, COCKS, AND JEALOUSY! GOD? SO STUPID, GET YOUR OWN, FUCKING UGLY STYLE, LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! I HATE TO SHOP! I DREAD, WHEN, I RUN OUT OF MAKE-UP, DON'T BUY ANYTHING ELSE, HARDLY! HATE THE INCONVENIENCE, EVEN TELL, WALGREENS, THAT, THEY ARE WAISTING THEIR TIME ON ME, GIVING ME A FREQUENT FLIER, SHOPPING DISCOUNT CARD, BECAUSE, I NEVER SHOP ENOUGH TO MAKE IT WORTH IT TO THEM, NOR ME TAKING THE TIME TO GET ONE! SO, NOW, ON TOP OF THE COST, I HAVE TO TAKE MY FUCKING TIME, AND REPLACE THE UGLIER, THAN, UGLY, PINK, I WOULD NEVER, EVER WEAR, KNOWINGLY! MARY. STAFF INSIDER. GET MY TRUST, HANG OUT AROUND MY PACKPACK, HAVE THE BLONDE BITCH, SITTING ON THE STAIRS--MY CHORE WAS TO SWEEP THE STAIRS AND WIPE THE BANISTERS, ACTING LIKE SHE WAS CRYING, THE LOOK OUT GIRL, BECAUSE HER HUSBAND TOOK HER DOG? SHE CAN'T HAVE ONE THEIR ANYWAY! THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME, PROUD MARY, HAS BEEN PAID, TO FUCK ME OVER! SO, BECAUSE OF THAT, AND NOT WANTING TO GO BACK, LAST NIGHT, LIPSHIT, AND ALL THAT JAZZ, I DECIDED, TO BABY MYSELF, SINCE NO ONE WILL, AND GO TO THE WALLINGFORD INN, BRIGHT ORANGE, ON AURORA, RIGHT ON RAPID RIDE, E, JUST ACROSS THE STREET FROM THE INN . . .TOTAL BITCH, WHO RUNS THE PLACE, BUT WHATEVER, ONE OF SHELLEY'S CHILLYCOWS! I AM SURE, AFTER I ESCAPED TO THE WALLINGFORD, FOR SUPER BOWL, AND ON A FEW OTHER OCCASSIONS THE MOB, PURCHASED THE PLACE TO CONTROL ME AND THE PLACE . . . LIKE I SAID, SOMETHING IN THE BLOOD . . . STRANGE OBESSION THESE FUCKERS HAVE WITH ME! NEW HAT . . . SEND SOMEONE, WHERE DID YOU GET THAT HAT? NEW CHEAP READING GLASSES . . . I REALLY LIKE YOUR GLASSES, WHERE DID YOU GET THEM . . . IF THEY CAN'T FIND THEM, THEY STEAL THEM! SAME WITH THE LIPSTICK! KENNEDY PROBABLY, LIKED THE BRAND OR COLOR I WAS WEARING, AND RATHER THAN, WAIST THE TIME, JUST PAY, MARY TO STEAL IT! I FIGURED, SOMEONE HAD BEEN IN IT, BUT, WHEN, I SAW THE LIPSTICK, I WASN'T WORRIED, JUST, JUNK IN THAT ZIPPER, JUNK IN THE WHOLE THING, BUT FOR THAT ONE TUBE OF LIPSTICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (6) I CHECK IN ABOUT, 3:00, RM 35, $90.00 PER NIGHT . . . STRANGE THOUGH, MOTEL CLERK, MADE A COPY OF MY I.D., ON THE COPIERS, BUT SHE ALSO, WROTE DOWN, MY INFORMATION, ON PAPER? WHATEVER. WHEN I GOT THE THE ROOM, EXHAUSTED AND READY TO WATCH SOME NEWS, KICK BACK, LIKE YOU NEVER GET TO DO, HOMELESS, AND ORDER PIZZA, I REALIZED THAT THE TV DIDN'T WORK? I CALLED THE FRONT DESK, SEVERAL TIMES, TO TRY THIS AND THAT, BUT NOTHING WORKED AND SHE COULDN'T LEAVE THE FRONT DESK! I WAS PISSED, JUST WANTED TO RELAX FOR ONCE! PEACE AND QUET. EVENTUALLY, I WAS MOVED TO RM, 36, BUT SHE NEVER CHANGED THE INFORMATION ON THE CHECK IN OR REGISTRATION CARD . . . MOST LIKELY, WILL MAKE IT LOOK, LIKE RACHEL, STAYED THEIR, NOT ME, OR THAT SHE WAS ME, OR THE EXCHANGE, TO DO THE MIX, MATCH AND ATTACH SHIT! NO, THE NEW ROOM, WAS ACTUALLY, MUCH, BRIGHTER, CLEANER, WITH A GREAT VIEW, BRIGHT YELLOW WALLS, AND THE TV WORKED! BEYOND JORDAN, I REALIZED, THAT, THERE WAS A NOTHE REASON, I HAD NOT WATCHED THE NBA FINALS, OR PLAYOFFS . . . AS I TURNED THE CHANNEL, ALREADY, HAVING WATCHED THE NEWS ON COMPUTER, AT THE LIBRARY, SO, BURNED OUT, MY ALL TIME GREATEST, AFTER NEWS, TOTAL TEMPTATION, CAME ON . . . I.D. NETWORK, TRUE CRIME SHOWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH! I DON'T HAVE ANY SKIN IN THE GAME, SO? I WATCHED, WHILE I WAS TRYING TO GET, PIZZA. OF COURSE, NOT ONLY DID THE FUCKERS, RACHEL, KENNEDY AND THE DEA, WANT TO BLOCK ME FROM, APPEARING TO BE IN SEATTLE, ROOM EXCHANGE, BUT, THEY DIDN'T WANT ME TO ORDER, PIZZA, LIKE I DO EVERY TIME I STAY, THERE! THAT WOULD FUCK, THINGS UP. I GOT DOMINOS NUMBER FROM THE OFFICE, BUT IN THE 5 TIMES I CALLED, THERE WAS NOT ANSWER! THIS GAME THING TO ME, IS A PACKAGE DEAL, AND TOTAL EXPERIENCE . . . EVEN ASKED THE FRONT DESK TO CALL ME, TO MAKE SURE I AM AWAKE, WHEN, THE GAME STARTS, SO I DON'T MISS, THE FIRST 3/4THS OF THE GAME, LIKE I DID ON SUPER BOWL . . . SHE NEVER CALLED ME! BUT I WAS AWAKE, BECAUSE, I DIDN'T HAVE WARM PIZZA TO PUT ME TO SLEEP, READING THE WASHINGTON STATE CONSTITUTION, LIKE I WAS DOING, WAITING FOR THE SUPER BOWL, NO WIDE ASS AWAKE! I DID NOTICE, THAT COMING INTO THE ROOM, 36, THE BATHROOM LIGHTS WERE ON? PLANTING BUGS, SURVEILLANCE, WIRETAPPING? OF COURSE! HOW DO THEY KNOW, EVERY FUCKING THING I AM DOING, INCLUDING GOING TO THE BATHROOM, ALL NIGHT IF IN AM NOT BUGGED? GOD? WHAT A BUNCH OF STOOGES! AFTER TRYING FOR ABOUT AN HOUR, WITH TIME IN BETWEEN ATTEMPTS, I WENT DOWNSTAIRS TO SEE IF THERE WAS A SHEET OF PAPER, WITH, LOCAL RESTAURANTS, THAT DELIVER, LIKE LAST TIME . . . OH, YOU SAY, THEY WANTED TO MURDER ME, WITHOUT GIVING ME A "LAST SUPPER?" SURE. EVEN IF I GOT EXECUTED, I WOULD GET DINNER, ONE LAST MEAL? FUCK? LOSERS. SOME DUDE WAS LOOKING FOR THE CLERK, WHO REPLACE THE BITCH, SOME BASTARD WHO HAS JUST AS BAD AN ATTITUDE, WITH NO SOCIAL SKILLS WHATSOEVER, FOR RETURN CUSTOMERS! HE GOT THE NIGHT OUT! OWNERS DEMANDED. BUT, THE NICE MAN, PROBABLY THE HIT MAN, BUT AFTER MEETING ME AND HELPING ME WITH, PIZZA NUMBERS, TWO DOMINOS AND ONE PAGLIACIA'S, DOWN THE STREET, NONE OF WHICH WORKED DURING THE GAME, THAT I NEVER WATCHED, AFTER I EXHAUSTED I.D. NETWORK CIRCUIT, I LOOKED FOR THE GAME, BUT GOT, DETOURED AGAIN . . . FORENSIC FILES! WOWHOOO! SCORE! FUCK LABRONE JAMES AND KEVIN DURANTE! LOL. PLUS, I HAD NOT HAD MUCH FOR BREAKFAST, AND LUNCH WAS LACKING, SO, I DECIDED, TO MARK MY TERRITORY, SO I DIDN'T GET KNOCKED OFF IN MY SLEEP . . . BATHROOM WINDOW WAS ALSO OPEN, WITH THE LIGHT ON . . . CLOSED THAT, OF COURSE! RATHER THAN A NICE, COZY NIGHT, OF TV, AND PIZZA, I WAS ACTUALLY, HAVING TO WALK TO GET SOME SNACKS! SHIT! I WILL GET THIN, ONE WAY OR ANOTHER, VERY DETERMINED TO EAT! LOL. GAS STATION UP THE STREET, I REMEMBER, PLAYING THIS PIZZA GAME, LAST TIME! VERIFY, VERIFY, VERIFY . . . PARTY PIZZA. DIET COKE. TWINKIES! FIRST SECURITY BANK DEBIT CARD! I AM THINKKING, FUCK THEM, ASSHOLES, PIZZA PARTY AFTER ALL! NOT SO FAST, I NEEDED A TOASTER OVEN! SCREAM. IT WAS DARK BY THE TIME I GOT, BACK, SO I DECIDED TO CALL DOMINOS JUST ONE LAST TIME . . . GAME OVER, THE PIZZA CALL WENT THROUGH . . . PROBABLY, 10:00 PM, CALL, AND DELIVERY, 11:00 PM? CLONED CARDS, ONCE AGAIN, JUST LIKE, SOUND COMMUNITY BANK, BEFORE . . . GAMING WITH, ZIP CODE NUMBERS! LAST TIME WHILE IN MISSOULA, I ORDERED PIZZA, THE NIGHT I STAYED AT SLEEPY INN, USED THE MAILING ADDRESS, I USED WHEN, I SIGNED UP, 59802, CAN'T REMEMBER ALL THESE PIN NUMBERS, AND SHIT. THE GIRL SAID, THAT NUMBER DOESN'T WORK . . . I WAS LIKE, FORETTING THAT I GOT THE BANK AND CARD, IN MISSOULA, BUT, I SAID, TRY, 59807 THE P.O. BOX . . . WORKED! THIS IS HOW THEY GET MY MAIL! INTERCEPT, BY STAFF, AT THE POVERELLO, BEFORE, I CAN GET IT, ON THE STREET ADDRESS . . . OLD GAMES, ALWAYS THE SAME, NOTHING NEW IN THE HOOD! WHATEVER, I GOT MY PIZZA, PRICEY, BUT GOOD, JUST THE SAME. (7) HAD ENOUGH OF THE NEWS, LEFT THE WALLINGFORD, BY, 8:45 AM TO 9:00 AM, WENT STRAIGHT TO THE GYM! PROUD, OF MYSELF, I GOT A DELICIOUSLY, NUTRITIOUS MEAL SUBSTITUTE, HEATH DRINK! BERRILICOUS! VERY DELICIOUS, WONDER WHY, I DON'T EAT BETTER, ALL THE TIME? NOTHING SPECTACULAR DURING WORK OUT . . . OTHER THAN, TWO GRANDPA, LOOKING DUDES, ONE STARING AT ME, WORKING OUT, COULD LOOK DOWN MY SHIRT, WHILE I WAS DOING PUSH-UPS, SO I TURNED DIRECTIONS, BUT NOTICED HIM, STANDING THERE WATCHING ME, ON THE STATIONARY BIKE? WHAT THE FUCK, GRANDPA! THESE GUYS ARE PROBABLY MY AGE, BUT I FELL THE SAME AGE AS THE HOT, CHICK MAGNETS! LOL. THERE WAS THIS OTHER DUDE, GRANDPA, EVEN ADVERTISING ON HIS SHIRT, THAT HE WAS, "ST. PAPA" AND THEN, IT WENT ON TO SAY SOMETHIG LIKE, "COOL GRANDPA" . . . HEY, OLD GUYS, DON'T RULE . . . I AM LOOKING FOR, SOMEONE, THAT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE A GRANDPA, JUST WILLING TO PLAY THAT ROLE, WHEN, I AM IN UTAH, WITH MY GRANDKIDS . . . I AM FINE WITH SOME, YOUNG HOT BODY, DIVORCED DAD, EVEN HELP HIM WITH HIS KID OR KIDS, AS LONG AS HE IS COOL, WITH MY GRANDKIDS AND KIDS! MODERN FAMILY. KEEP MOD WEIRD. IF PEOPLE THINK I AM, 35 TO 40, WHY WOULD I WANT THESE OLD FARTS? LOL. I KNOW, YOU HATE ME . . . RIGHTLY DESERVED! COME SEPTEMBER, FUCK, I WILL BE TOO OLD FOR THE BENCH ON THE SEAHAWKS . . . MILES IS IN HIS MID40'S AND HE IS TOO OLD FOR ME NOW! LOL. I'M GONNA GET SHOT. WHILE WE ARE ON THE OLD DUDE, NEWS, OLD SCHOOL WOULD PUT ME WITH MEN, OLDER THAN, ME, PARTICULARLY, BEIHG HOMELESS, LIKE MY MOTHER USED TO SAY, JO, CAN'T YOU JUST BE NICE TO HIM? HARVARD ENGINEER, LIKELY AN OLD SPY, THESE GUYS TOO, WITH A 168,000 ACRE, CATTLE RANCH, IN ST. IGNATIUS, CONDO IN MISSOULA, WINED AND DINED ME, STEAK AND LOBSTER . . . AH, NO. LOVE IS ALL I NEED! HAPPY. MONEY? SECURITY? PRESITGE? BEEN THERE, DONE THAT . . . JUST LOVE, THAT IS IT! LOVE TAKES TIME . . . TAKE THE TIME TO FIND IT! SHE'S AN EASY LOVER, SHE'LL HAVE YOUR HEART BEFORE YOU KNOW IT . . . SHE'S LIKE NO OTHER, STEAL YOUR HEART AND YOU WON'T FEEL IT, ON YOUR KNEES BEFORE TOMORROW . . . JUST TRYING TO WARN YOU! BET THE YOUNG BUCKS HAVE THOUGHT OF ME, MORE THAN ONCE, SINCE THE OTHER DAY? I HAVE THOUGHT OF THEM, "BAD HAIR DAY" TOO. SHE'S LIKE NO OTHER . . . SHE'S AN EZ LOVER. NOT EZ IN BED. JUST LOVE EZ. NOW, IT IS AFTER, LA FITNESS THAT THINGS START TO GET DICEY. (9) TIME FOR LUNCH, ACTUALLY WANTED, GREASY, TACO'S AND FRIES, DIETCOKE, AT JACK IN THE BOX, ON 125TH AND AURORA, WITH KRISPY KREME RIGHT NEXT DOOR, PERFECT! PROUD AGAIN, I GOT A TERIAYKI BOWL WITH RICE, AND AN EGG ROLL! SO YUMMY, HEALTHY, AND PRESENTED, WELL, WITH EGG ROLL AND DIET COKE! GREAT 70'S, HEARD IT THROUGH THE GRAPEVINE, ROCKIN' MUSIC, DANCIN' WHILE EATING . . . OH, WHAT IS THIS WE HAVE GOING ON OUTSIDE? ROUGHED UP, DUSTY BLACK, CROWN VIC, COP CAR, GRILL, FLOODLIGHTS .. . DEA! SURE ENOUGH, DUDE WATCHING THE SURVEILLANCE CAMERA, MUST HAVE TOLD HIM, I WAS WATCHING HIM, AS I GENERALLY AM . . . THE WATCHED WATCHING THE WATCHERS! HE PARKED, THEN, BACKED UP SLOW, THEN, TURNED AND CRAWLED OUT OF THE LOT RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME . . . DRVIE THROUGH? DIDN'T SEE HIM, NOT VISIBLE. JIM DANDY TRUCK, "COMMUNICATING WITHOUT COMMUNICATING" EXCEPT TO ME . . . J.D. OR TRYING TO MAKE IT LOOK, LIKE I AM SHELLEY, THAT BITCH, WHO WAS, KNOCKED UP, BY JIMMY ROBINSON, WHO WAS THE MUSIC MIXER FOR THE DOORS, HELPED STEAL, ELLIOT'S GOD'S REVOLVER, LITTLE BLACK HORSE CD, AND NEW CD, FIRST TO THREE FOR SONY! GET HIM OFF PAYING 18 YEARS OF BACK CHILD SUPPORT AND PRISON! I LIKE ELLIOT'S MIXES BETTER, ASSHOLE! AFTER MR, DEA LEFT, SYSTEM #2 PULLED IN, THE MORMON WARD, NICE, BLACK AND WHITE, NEW FORD, SUV, BACKED IN, AS FAR AS YOU COULD GO IN THIS PARKING LOT, AND THE JIM DANDY, J.D. TRUCK, MOVED TO THAT SIDE, GIVING SOMEONE, SIGNS! SHE IS SITTING ON THIS SIDE . . . YOU SEE, SHELLEY HAS ALL MY I.D. NOW, INCLUJDING STEALING THE ONE THING SHE COULDN'T GET, THE SOCIAL SECURITY "VERIFICATION LETTER" THAT SHE HAS BEEN TRYING, TO STEAL, SOCIAL SECURITY, CHECK, BIG TIME FELONY, FOR 18 FUCKING YEARS . . . SHE WOULD LIKELY, BY THIS TIME, DOUBLE DIPPING, GETTING MEDICARE AND ALL THE SHIT SHE IS NOT QUALIFIED FOR, CLONING, AND STEALING, SETTING UP, TO EITHER KILL ME OR PUT ME IN PRISON FOR LIFE! NO THANKS. PATIENCE IS NOT ONE OF THE COPS, VIRTUES . . . I WAITED, WATCHED, THE DUDE IN THE BLACK AND WHITE, MO MO CAR, JUST SAT THERE, NEVER GOT OUT! ALL THE SUDDEN, THREE, MIEXICAN DUDES, GOT UP AND RAN OUT OF THE JACK IN THE BOX . . . MY CLUE TO RUN . . . I DID, DON'T THINK HE SAW ME. ANOTHER DEA, ASSHOLE, WAS PRETENDING TO BE AN OBNOXIOUS, HOMELESS GUY, TRYING TO MAKE ME STAHL, I NATURALLY, REBUFF, STUPID PEOPLE WHO, BUG THE SHIT OUT OF ME! . . . I WANTED TO USE THE BATHROOM TO GET RID OF HIM. HE WAS STILL IN THE STORE, HE CAME UP TO ME . . . NO, I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU . . . DON'T HAVE A HUSBAND, NO BOYFIREND, NO FREIDNS . . . DON'T WANT TO TALK. I WILL GET MY DOUNUTS, AND GIVE YOU $5.00, THEN, YOU CAN GET WHAT YOU WANT, JUST DON'T BUG ME! I HATE HUMANITY TOO . . . I AM GETTING THERE! HERE, $5.00 . . . SEE YA LATER, ALLIGATOR! THE GIGGLING GATOR! OFF I WENT TO GET ON THE BUS! MY CHARIOTS OF FIRE, LOVE METRO, RAPID RIDE, AND SOUND TRANSIT! GREAT, GET AWAY VEHICLE! ALMOST ALWAYS ON TIME! (10) HERE IS WHERE IT GETS PISSY, FUCKED, I AM FURIOUS, AND I WANT TO KILL PEOPLE . . . SO, I DECIDE, TO GO TO GREEN LAKE LIBRARY, CUTE, QUAINT, AND PEACEFUL . . . UNTIL I GET BLOCKED OFF MY OWN, GOD DAMNED BLOG, ABOUT 10 TIMES . . . DEATH BY 10,000 ALIBIIS! RUSSIA, JUST COME ON IN AND TAKE OVER OUR COUNTRY, THESE FUCKERS ARE TOO BUSY, STEALKING FROM ME TO EVER WORRY ABOUT NATIONAL SECURITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHIT. SO I GET MY CELL PHONE STOLEN, LAST WEEK. THEY HAVE DONE THIS ONE, WHAT, 100 TIMES, WE NEED TO VERIFY, WHO YOU ARE, BLOGGER . . . LIKE I HAVEN'T WRITTEN FOR THE LAST, 4.5 YEARS, LAME ASSES, NEVER CHANGED A DAMNED THING, BUTTFUCERS! GOD, WE NEED YOUR PHONE NUMBER. DON'T HAVE ONE, TRY ANOTHER WAY. EMAIL US. WE CAN'T FIND THAT EMAIL? YOU ARE USING IT RIGHT NOW, YOU CLOWN ASS IDIOTS AND GOOGLE, BOUGHT AND PAID FOR, BY THE BILLIONS, FAGGOTS????? SO I TRY SEVERAL OTEHR WAYS . . . BLOCKED, BLOCKED, BLOCKED! MILES AND KAY, POKE LOVER! WILL UNTIL YOU FUCKERS, LEAVE ME THE SHIT ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT HER BLOG, SHE IS NOT ME, YOU DON'T GET SUPER, POWER GIRLFREIND, YOU BLEW THAT ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KAY IS DOG ASS UGLY! SO ARE YOU, DIP SHIT, SHIT ON STICK, DUO! GOD? GET A FUCKING LIFE, LOSERS, ASSHOLES, LEAVE ME OUT OF YOUR, SHIT, AND STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MINE! LOSERS WITHOUT ME, I AM EVERYTHING WITHOUT YOUR SORRY, STINKY ASSES, GETTING IN EVERY FUCKING THING, INSUCURE BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAVE THE FAG, HAVE ALL THE FAGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I BRING OUT THE REAL MEN IN THEM, YOU THE FRUITY FAG BOYS! I AM FINE WITH, NORMAL GAYS, NOT, CAD, FUCKERS, WHO, WANT TO PRETEND THEY ARE MY LOVER AND SON, FOR THEFT PURPOSES . . . THORNTON PLACE! TAKE THAT LOSER AND KILLER WITH YOURSELF, ASSWIPE! WHIPS AND CHAINS, MAY TURN YOU TWO ON, BUT, NAMES WILL NEVER, CHANGE TO SUIT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIKE THE SMART CHICK I AM, LEAVING THE LIBRARY, NOT DETERED, NOT DEFEATED . . . ADDING ISOLE TO DEFEET . . . I JUMPED, A BUS, HEADED TO ANOTHER COUNTY LIBRARY OUT OF THE CITY SYSTEM, THAT WAS, ALL LOCKED UP, TO STOP ME . . . NEWSFLASH, BULLDOG NEWS . . . YOU DON'T GET CREDIT FOR MY BLOG AND EVENTUALL, BOTH OF YOU FUCKERS WILL BE IN JAIL, FOR LIFE, IF NOT EXECUTED, NEVER, EVER TO GET OUT AGAIN! TAKE YOUR LOSER CREW WITH YOU!

RUDY, THE BEER TRUCK, CLOWN!  SPOUTING HIS STUPIDITY, ALL OVER THE FUCKING WORLD?  WHAT A DUMB ASS . . . LOOK AT STORMY DANIELS?  THIS SHITHEAD, LOOKS, LIKE SOMEONE TOOK HIS NECK, CHECK KAY AND MILES, THEIVES, EXTRAORDINARIE, AND PUT YOUR HEAD, DIRECTLY, ON YOUR DUMB ASS SHOULDERS!  FUCK, YOUR UGLY, MAN!

THIS IS THE PRESIDENT'S ATTORNEY?  SAY, RUDY, BABY, SUCH A, NOT STUD, OLD FART, HOW DID YOU GET, $50 MILLION, AFTER LEAVING, MAYOR, OF NEW YORK?  MOB?  TRUMP?

WASN'T IT YOU, WHO, ANNOUNCED, YOUR DIVORCE TO A SICK WIFE, WHILE YOU WERE STANDING, NEXT TO YOUR WHORE, AT A PRESS CONFERENCE?

FUCK THESE OLD BASTARDS?  SHIT?  WHO DO THEY THINK THEY ARE . . . MAKING A MOCKING, LAUGHING STALK OF AMERICA, WORLDWIDE, YOU AND CLOWN ASS, TRUMP?  GOD?

THE MORNING JOE SHOW, WAS WORTH THE $90.00 AND FUCKED UP PIZZA, NO GAME, JORDAN, WAS PROBABLY SITTING NEXT TO MY DOUBLE, WITH KENNEDY . . . COOL T-SHIRT, WITH LABRON, AS CLOSE AS I GOT TO THE GAME, WITH A VERY, CONTEMPLATIVE LOOK ON HIS FACE . . . IS HE FIGURING OUT, THAT, RACHEL, THE BOOBY PRIZE, WITH JAMES KENNEDY, IS NOT SMART ENOUGH TO WRITE THE BLOG?  MOST LIKELY, SMART GUYS, SOME OF THESE SPORTS, GREATS!  BUT, AFTER, RUDY, MADE HIS, CLOWN SHOW, IN ISRAEL, TRASHING, STORMY, WHO HAS MORE CLASS IN HER, LITTLE FINGER, THAT EITHER, YOU OR TRUMP HAS IN YOUR FUCKING COCKS, FACES, AND BRAINS, MIKAH, WENT NUTS, AND RIGHTLY SO!  SHE CHALLENGED, EVERY WOMAN, TO STAND UP TO THESE OLD FOGGIES, STURTING THEIR UGLIES ALL OVER THE WORLD, DEMEANING, DENOUNCING, AND JUDGING WOMEN, AS THE FIRST LADY, CLAIMING TO HAVE SOME TYPE OF OPERATION, DISAPPEARING FOR 20 DAYS, REALLY, JUST GOT, STORMY DANIEL'S, SIZE, BOOBS!  SOME OF US, CAN TELL!  TRUMP, REACHES OVER, AS MELANIA, SAID, SHE BELIEVED, HER, LYING, CHEATING, CREEPY, RAPIST HUSBAND?  WE NEED A NEW TEAM AT THE HELM OF THE UNITED STATES!

THE PROBLEM WITH MEN, LIKE TRUMP, RUDY, MY FATHER, IS, THEY ARE SO, OLD SCHOOL, WANT TO GO BACK TO THE 50'S IF NOT THE 15TH CENTURY--"MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN," TO HOLD WOMEN, DOWN, TO MAKE THEM, FEEL GOOD ABOUT THEMSELVES, FOR ONCE . . . GOING AFTER YOUR GOLDEN, GOOSE DAUGHTER, AND REPLACING HER WITH, STORMY DANIELS?  COME ON, BUT SHE IS SO MUCH, MORE THAN, RACHEL, AND, A PORN STAR, SHE IS LIKELY, GOING TO BE THE DOWNFALL OF THE TRUMP ERA, AND THE SOONER THE BETTER!

WE WERE SICK AND TIRED OF MEN LIKE YOU, BACK, IN THE 60'S AND 70'S . . . DIE, DINASAURS, DIE!

THE ONLY REASON, THE ECONOMY IS DOING WELL, IS THAT A BUNCH OF SIMILARLY THINKING, BASTARDS, WHO, THINK, LIKE THEY DO, HELD, FIRST $2 TRILLION IN OFF SHORE BANKING, THREATENING TO NOT INVEST IN AMERICA, UNLESS, MITT ROMNEY, WON, AND NOW TRUMP, THREATENING IF HILLARY WON, $4 TRILLION WOULD REMAIN OFF SHORES . . . ALL NOT TAXES, MIND YOU, DOJ!  JUST WAIT!

TRUMPS IS RIDING ON, THE WORK PREISDENT OBAMA, DID, SAVING MAIN STREET, FROM WALL STREET, BACK IN 2008 . . . THE GOP, JUST TIMED IT, SO THAT, IT WAS THE END OF THE BUSH, CHENEY DAYS, SO, THAT THE FULL, TILT OF THE WORST OF THE WORST, THE BANKRUPTING OF AMERICA AND THE WORLD, TO USHER IN THE NEW ORDER OF BUSH SENIOR AND HIS CIA FUCKS, BUT, PRESIDENT OBAMA, WITH THE HARVARD LAW DEGREE, WAS SMART ENOUGH, TO ORCHESTRATE, THE RECOVERY WE ARE NOW, ALL BASKING IN . . . TRUMP'S POLICIES, HAVE NOT HAD A CHANCE TO SEASON, AND SIMMER, YET, THIS TRADE SHIT . . . EVERY ECONOMIST IN THE COUNTRY, AND ABROAD, SAID IT IS SHIT!  THIS MORNING ON ARI VELSHE, HE SHOWED SOME FIGURES, OF WHAT, WE ARE GOING TO LOSE, FROM, FUCKING TRADE WITH OUR, ALLIES . . . BUT THAT IS THE PLAN, DIP SHITS . . . MEXICO AND THE UNITED STATES, WILL BOTH, BE MESSING WITH, ABOUT $3.2 MILLION IN GOODS, WITH TARIFFS, IF NAFTA IS FUCKED; HOWEVER, TRUMP, SAYING HE IS "STICKING WITH HIS GUNS" OR COPS, SHELLEY, TOOK ONE FUCKING ECONOMIC CLASS, AT UTAH STATE UNIVERSITY, BACK IN ABOUT, 2006 OR SO, QUIT, HALF WAY THROUGH, SO ARROGANT AND STUPID, BRILLIANTLY STUPID, SHE THROUGHT SHE KNEW IT ALL, AND TRUMP IS DUMB ENOUGH TO FOLLOW HER, AND ALL HER COPS TOO . .  SHE IS NOT ME, I AM PARKED HERE AT COMPUTER, 212, AT 6:27 PM, 6/7/2018, SO, YOU ARE NOT, DEALING WITH ME, SHE IS JUST USING MY NAME, CREDENTIALS, AND EXPERIENCE, TO FUCK THE WORLD!  BUT, AS FRO, CANADA, WHO IS MOST PISSED AT THIS NEW CHANGE IN TRADE POLICIES, IS GOING TO SEND, WHAT $18.2 BILLION IN TRADE, ELSEWHERE WHERE THEY ARE NO TARIFFS!

THE PROBLEM WITH COPS AND THEIR CUNTS, IS THEY ARE BLACK AND WHITE THINKERS, DON'T WORRY ABOUT RIGHT OR WRONG, THEY CAN'T THINK, IN THE BIG PICTURE, TERMS, OR COMPETELY THROUGH, THE TOTALITY OF THE CIRCUMSTANCES, OR THE FINE POINTS OF THE TRADE AGREEMENTS AND LOOK AT, JUST ALUMINUM AND STEEL, RATHER THAN THE ENTIRE, BENEFIT, WE GET, BY WAY OF OUR TRADING PARTNERS IN THE WORLD!

CONGRESS?

WHEN IS HURTING AMERICA, GOING TO, TAKE PRECEDENCE OVER, YOUR STUPID, GOP?

PLEASE, VOTERS, WE HAVE ONE CHANCE, TO SAVE THIS COUNTRY, FROM THE ONE WORLD ORDER, THAT HAS BEEN IN THE WORKINGS FOR, DECADES, WITH, TRUMP, THE FUCKING MINI, HITLER, WHO LIES TO THE PEOPLE, SO MUCH, THAT, THEY START TO BELIEVE, HIS SHIT . . . THIS IS RIGHT OUT OF HITLER'S PLAY BOOK, THE BIGGER THE LIE, THE MORE PEOPLE ARE LIKELY TO BELIEVE THE CLOWN!  THE NEW "TIME" MAGAZINE, SHOWS TRUMP LOOKING AT HIMSELF IN THE MIRROR, THE TRUMP IN THE MIRROR, WITH CROWN AND ROYAL ROBES, SAID, "KING ME."

TRUMP'S VOCABULARY IS NO MORE THAN, 150 WORDS!  HE LIES EVERY FIVE MINUTES, EVEN TO HIS WIFE!  TO GET A SECURITY CLEARANCE, MY DAUGHTER, COULD NOT HAVE CHEATED ON EVEN A BOYFRIEND, OR SHE WAS UNWORTHY OF A TOP SECURITY CLEARANCE!

THIS IS THE PRESIDENT?

FUCK.  

MICHAEL, I WILL HELP, YOU IN ANY WAY, I CAN, FREE!