THE LITTLE CHURCH MOUSE IS BRAVE. SWEET GRACE. HI. CONNECT WITH KING COUNTY METRO. THE JUSTICE HOUND OR THE MIRAGE FACTORY? LOVINGLY & OFTEN. #WEAREWATCHING. YOU'VE GOT ME FEELING EMOTIONS DEEPER THAN EVER BEFORE . . . FOR YOUR EYES ONLY! IMAGINATION IS KING. BANNER BANK. BANK OF AMERICA. GOLD BOND. SIGNATURE RESIDENCY. EVERYTHING. MAKE A HOME WITH STRANGERS. PLAYTEX. LOVE IT? TRY IT ON. IMAGINATION STATION. BURNING & LEARNING. RUFFLES HAVE R R R RIDGES. 7 YEARS UNDER THE BRIDGE LIKE IT NEVER HAPPENED. SERVE PRO. 21 DAYS OF BEAUTY. THE POSSIBILITIES ARE BEAUTIFUL. CREEP IT REAL. POWERED BY CANDY. SO, DARLIN' STAND BY ME. LONG TIME MARRIED COUPLE CAME TO BREAKFAST AT BURGER KING THIS MORNING . . . HOW DOES LONG TIME MARRIAGE WORK? BOTH GIVE A LITTLE, GET A LOT! I NOTICED HIM OPEN THE CAR DOOR FOR HER. REMEMBERED, SHE SERVED HIM. HE PAID. MARRIAGE IS MADE ON RESPECT & LOVE. NICE TO SEE. GOOD EXAMPLE! KISSES. WE NEED TO SEE MORE OF IT. LOVE THAT IS. LOVINGLY & OFTEN. SO MUCH FOR, IF IT'S NOT ROUGH, IT'S NOT FUN! MIX IT UP! MEN USED TO GET TURNED ON BY SEEING A WOMAN'S WRIST OR ANKLE, BY CHANCE! HAVE WE GONE TOO FAR? MEN IN THEIR 40'S NEED THE LITTLE BLUE PILL? WE HAVE GONE TOO FAR. HARMFUL & OFFENSIVE TOUCHING. I WAS THINKING ON THE TREND WITH COPS, PARTICULARLY AND OTHERS, WHO VIDEO TAPE THEIR SEXUAL EXPLOITS, EVEN WITH THOSE THEY LOVE. BORED, PATROL WATCHES ON THEIR SQUAD CAR COMPUTERS? FOR YOUR EYES ONLY! FOR YOUR CONSUMPTION ONLY. I SUGGESTED, POSSIBLE, LAWSUITS, TO ADDRESS THIS TYPE OF BEHAVIOR. A LAW SCHOOL CASE, THAT BY ANALOGOUS COMPARISON, SEEMED TO BE A STARTING POINT FOR CREATIVE ATTORNEYS, LIKE MYSELF! THIS SEEMED A SIMPLE CASE, THAT, AT FIRST, HIT ME AS A BULL SHIT CASE, AND SO STUPID TO SUE SOMEONE OVER. THERE WAS A GRADUATION PARTY OR SOMETHING ALONG THAT LINE. THERE WERE TWO PUNCH BOWLS, LABELED AT THE PARTY. ONE FOR DRINKERS WITH ALCOHOL. THE OTHER WAS LABELED, NON-ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGE. APPARENTLY, SOME, JACKASS AND FRIENDS, DECIDED, TO PLAY A PRACTICAL JOKE ON THEIR NON-DRINKING FRIENDS AND SPIKED THE PUNCH. THAT ENDED UP A SERIOUS LAWSUIT! NOW, I CAN'T REMEMBER IF THIS WAS, A CIVIL OR CRIMINAL CASE, BUT THE EVENTUAL FINDING OF THE COURT WAS, THAT, THE OFFENDERS, SPIKING THE PUNCH, ACTUALLY, CONSTITUTED, AN "ASSAULT & BATTERY" BY THE MEANS OF A "HARMFUL & OFFENSIVE TOUCHING." SOME MIGHT ARGUE, THAT, IS NOT AN ASSAULT, NOR DID THE PRANKSTERS, COMMIT A BATTERY. MAYBE NOT IN THE TRADITIONAL SENSE OF THE WORD, BUT THROUGH THE DEFINITION, AND THE LAW IS ABOUT, HAIR SPLITTING AND DEFINITIONS, IT DID. WAS THERE A TOUCHING. THE ALCOHOL, THESE KIDS, SPECIFICALLY, WANTED TO AVOID, WAS ADDED WITHOUT THEIR KNOWLEDGE, TO THE PUNCH BOWL,THAT THEY THOUGHT THEY COULD TRUST, TO BE WITHIN THEIR MORAL AND ETHICAL, IF NOT LEGAL STANDARDS. THAT WAS VIOLATED, BY THOSE WHO ADDED THE LIQUOR TO THE PUNCH BOWL! THAT, ALCOHOL, DID, TOUCH, THEM, AND, IT WAS "HARMFUL & OFFENSIVE" TO THEM. NOW THERE MAY HAVE BEEN, MORE THAT HAPPENED AS A RESULT OF, THAT STATE OF DRUNKENESS, THAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN A RESULT OF THE UNSUSPECTED, TOUCHING, THAT COULD HAVE ENDED IN COMPROMISED MORALS, EVEN SEXUAL ASSAULT OR RAPE! HOWEVER, I AM SURE, THAT RAPE CHARGES WOULD HAVE BEEN FILED. BUT IF YOU GET A PARTICULARLY RELIGIOUS PERSON, AND YOU, VIOLATE THEIR, CODE OF CONDUCT, YOU ARE RUNNING AFOUL OF NOT ONLY VIOLATING, THEIR FREEDOM OF RELIGION, BUT, TAKING AWAY, THEIR PRIVACY, OR RIGHT TO PRIVACY, AND OTHER, CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS, THAT WOULD TAKE THIS FROM, A POSSIBLE, TORT, OR "WRONGFUL ACT," LAWSUIT, TO EVEN, A CONSTITUTIONAL ARGUMENT, BRINGING IN THE BIG GUNS, OR THE SUPREME LAW OF THE LAND UNDER THE BILL OF RIGHTS, THAT HAVE BEEN APPLIED TO BOTH CRIMINAL AND CIVIL ACTIONS. IT HAS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I TOOK WHATEVER, LAW CLASS THAT, CASE CAME OUT OF, BUT, IT SEEMS, LIKE A REMEMBER, THAT, THERE IS A DISTINCTION BETWEEN, "ASSAULT," THE TYPICAL, CRIMINALS LAW TERM OF ART, AND, "BATTERY" BEING MORE AKIN TO CIVIL? I COULD BE WRONG ON THAT, BUT GENERALLY, I AM NOT! LOL. IN LUMPING THESE TWO ACTIONS, OR VIOLATIONS OF WHATEVER, TOGETHER, THE JUDGE, COVERED HIS ASS AND SET UP A NEW, STANDARD OF REVIEW. REMEMBER, THAT, IN CRIMINAL AND CIVIL LAW, WE ARE LOOKING AT THE "REASONABLE MAN OR WOMAN" STANDARD. SO SOMEONE FROM THAT SAME CLASS OF PERSONS, RELIGIOUS, OR SOMEONE, OF SIMILAR FAITH OR PRINCIPLES, IF THAT PERSON OR CLASS OF PERSONS, WOULD BE OFFENDED BY THIS TOUCHING, THEN, THE OFFENDERS ARE IN VIOLATION OF THE LAW, BE IT, CRIMINAL IF A PROSECUTOR SHOULD SEE IT THAT WAY, OR CIVIL, THAT IS AN ACTION THE PERSONS, THEMSELVES CAN BRING. HOW MUCH MORE "HARMFUL & OFFENSIVE" TO A PERSON, WHO IS BOTH MODEST AND MORAL, WHO IS COMPROMISED, BY VIDEO TAPING, A SEX ACT, THAT, THEY THOUGHT WAS, AN ACT OF LOVE BETWEEN THEM AND THIS OTHER PERSON? BIG TIME LAWSUIT, BOYZ AND GIRLZ! YOU MAY TRY TO ARGUE THAT IT IS ALL FOR ACADEMIC REASONS, WE NEED TO GET SOME IDEAS, AS SPIES, FOR, DEALING WITH HONEY TRAPS OR BEING ONE OURSELVES. SORRY, WON'T WASH IN THE COURT OF LAW, NOR COURT OF PUBLIC OPINION. FEW PEOPLE, WOULD, AGREE WITH THIS TYPE OF BEHAVIOR PARTICULARLY FROM LAW ENFORCEMENT, HELLO!? THIS IS AGAINST THE LAW. JUST THIS WEEK, SOME REPORTERS, OR NEWS PEOPLE, WANTED TO COME TO BOTH SOPHIA'S PLACE, DAY CENTER, FOR WOMEN, AND, THE EMERGENCY, NIGHT PROGRAM, FOR HOMELESS WOMEN, WHERE I AM CURRENTLY STAYING, AT THE ST. PETER'S METHODIST CHURCH. EVEN, TO JUST, FILM US WALKING IN THE CHURCH OR THE DAY CENTER, TO HAVE OUR MUGS ON VIDEO, THE NEWS AGENCY OR REPORTERS INVOLVED, HAD TO GET A RELEASE FOR SIGNED BY EACH OF US, TO PUT US ON CAMERA! THAT WAS WITH OUR CLOTHES ON, AND NO, INDICATION OF WHO WERE ARE! SO, EXTEND THAT ANALOGY TO THE SITUATION WE ARE REFERRING TO! BIG TIME VIOLATION OF ALL KINDS OF RIGHTS, OPENING, DEPARTMENTS AND AGENCIES, UP TO BIG ASS LAW SUITS! TO QUOTE SCRIPTURE, "YOUR BODY IS A TEMPLE" OF GOD, IF YOU SO BELIEVE IN HIM OR HER! ANY TEMPLE IS CONSIDERED, SACRED AND FOR ENTRANCE INTO MOST TEMPLES OF FAITH, THAT ARE CERTAIN RULES, ONE MUST FOLLOW! EXPOSING THE INNER SANCTUMS OF THE TEMPLE TO FUCKING ANYONE, IS COMPLETELY, OUT OF WHAT, MOST PEOPLE WOULD EVEN CONSIDER, NORMAL, AND, MIGHT EVEN LOOK AT THAT ACT OF VIOLATION, OF TRUST AS, SICK AND DEPRAVED, TO SAY THE LEAST, IF NOT A CHARGE FOR THE COPS AND PROSECUTION TO LOOK AT, AND IF NOT THE CRIMINAL, WHO WOULD BLAME THEM FOR A CIVIL ACTION? I THOUGHT, IT COULD EVEN BE VIOLATION OF THE 4TH AMENDMENT, IF DONE BY COPS, IT IS, AN "UNREASONABLE SEARCH & SEIZURE!" DID YOU GET A WARRANT? PERMISSION TO SEARCH & SEIZE? DID HE OR SHE KNOW THAT THEY WERE GETTING INTO WHEN THEY WENT HOME WITH YOU THAT NIGHT? BIG TIME SHIT! AS YOUR ONLINE, COUNSEL, I WOULD ADVISE, ALL COP AGENCIES, LOCAL, STATE AND FEDERAL, TO KNOW THAT SHIT OFF, BY CUSTOM, TRADITION, OR FOR ENTERTAINMENT. YOU ARE OPENING YOURSELVES AND YOUR COP SHOP TO MASSIVE LAWSUITS! A WORD TO THE WISE. JUST DON'T DO IT! THE REVERSE OF NIKE! EASY TO REMEMBER. THERE WERE COPS ON MY ASS, THE DAY I WROTE ABOUT THIS, AND THERE WERE ALSO FEDERAL, BLACK SUV'S CRUISING THE STREETS, THE DAY I POSTED THAT FACT ON MY BLOG, THAT, "WEAREWATCHING!" I REMEMBER, SEEING, AN FBI AGENT, A SUPPOSEDLY GOOD, CATHOLIC, MAN, MARRIED WITH KIDS, EVEN VIDEO TAPING SEX WITH HIS WIFE, AND PIPING IT THROUGH TO HIS BUDDIES ON THE NIGHT SHIFT, WHO WANTED TO BE ENTERTAINED. THIS MAN, WAS ALSO, SELLING, TOP SECRET MATERIALS, TO THE RUSSIANS! HE WAS, EXECUTED FOR HIS BAD DEEDS, KIDS! IN ADDITION TO COMMITTING, ESPIONAGE AND SEDITION, AGAINST THE GOVERNMENT, WHEN HIS WIFE FOUND OUT, HE WAS ALSO, PUNISHED FOR DOING THAT TO HER! HOPEFULLY, THERE ARE STILL GOOD AGENTS, WHO DON'T DIG THIS TYPE OF SHIT AND GAMING! IT IS ONE THING, AND STUPID, STILL, TO SEND PICTURES OF YOURSELF, NUDE TO YOUR LOVER OR SPOUSE, BUT AT LEAST, YOU ENTERED, THAT KNOWINGLY WITH, FULL KNOWLEDGE OF THE RISKS, AND POSSIBLE EXPOSURES ON THE INTERNET, SHOULD THINGS GO BAD, FROM BREAKING UP, TO CHEATING! JUST THE OTHER DAY, ON ONE OF THE LOCAL, RADIO SHOWS, HERE IN SEATTLE, I THINK IT WAS THE SARAH MORNING AND DONNY BONADUCCI, SHOW, SOME REALTOR TOOK PICTURES OF A HOUSE HE WAS LISTING, AS A REAL ESTATE BROKER, AND, BY ACCIDENT, HE POSTED, ONE TOO MANY, PICTURES AND, HE LISTED, WITH HIS REAL ESTATE COMPANY, A PICTURE OF HIM AND A VERY MUCH YOUNGER GIRL, ENGAGED IN A SEX ACT! WHOOOOPPPPPSSSS! THAT SHIT CAN GET YOU FIRED! ASK ANTHONY WIENER OF THE WIENER CLUB! NOW FOR THREE CASES, OF TRUE CRIME, ONE RIGHT DOWN THIS LINE OF COP RATIONAL! FUCK? THIS CASE COMES TO US FROM AKRON, OHIO, AND OFFICER, ERIC PAUL. I AM AT THE LAKEHILLS LIBRARY, AND I AM ON A TIMED COMPUTER, SO I HAVE TO CLICK THE MOUSE EVERY FEW MINUTES, SO, I AM GOING TO DO A DOWN AND DIRTY RENDITION OF THESE THREE, CASES IF I AM NOT TIMED OUT!

DISPATCH: IS IT OFFICER, ERIC PAUL?  

YES.  HE HAS DONE THIS TO "HUNDREDS" OF WOMEN?  WHAT?  NO ONE IN THE DEPARTMENT, TOOK THIS GUY TO TASK?  OFFICERS WHO GOT THE CALLS, SAID THEY WOULD HANDLE IT, AND DIDN'T . . . THEY CALLED HIM, AND HE "DOUBLED DOWN," ON THE TARGET OR WOMAN, WHO RATTED HIM OUT!

• so in this case, it is a cop, who, was an officer of the law, and also, taught, classes at the local, community college, on criminal justice!
• this victim in this case, had, a few, bad relationships, before, one that resulted in an unwanted, or wanted, pregnancy, depending on which parent, you talk to . . . 80% of women, killed while are pregnant, are killed for being pregnant!  And Trump wants to punish the women?  We are punished enough!  FUCK!  The chick, very pretty, decides to go back to college and make something of herself, and decides to go into criminal justice as her field of study . . . 
• her professor is this cop, and they start seeing each other, in and out of class, start having a relationship.  For awhile, the two get along, great, her son, is attached to the cop and she feels safe, with him, after, a few, violent relationships, before.  As time progresses, dude, starts getting more and more possessive, and, controlling, wants to know, where, when, why, with whom, and, for how long, she is going here and there, when she is not with him!  He started to text her or call her, sometimes, between, 300 and 500 times a day!
• he would often, get suicidal on her, when, she said, this was just not working for her.  He used his service weapon, on several occasions, to threaten her and, point to his head, by means of suicide, if she broke up with him.  Eventually, the two, seemingly, air minded adults, realized they were bringing out the worst in each other and agreed to break up.  The cop moved on, met another girl, who took his attention of this chick, at least as long as she was not dating someone, else . . . which is eventually, going to happen, right!?
• so the young attractive, lady, meets some guy at church, who is in a similar situation as she is, raising kids, and, really just wanting some companionship, that eventually, develops into a full blown, romance.  So, the cop's relationship did not go as well, and he broke up with this new girl, and, wanted back with his ex!  The new guy was fully appraised of the situation, and warned.  Now the new guy, looks like he could take on the cop, and give him a run for his money, but, taking all the cops, is quite another deal . . . 
• so, one night, the couple is relaxing at I think, his home, and, ex boyfriend, cop calls, the chick, and demands to see her.  She politely said, no, I have my boyfriend, and, his kids, over here with my son too.  The cops shows up, and keeps calling the ex, demanding to see her!  The new dude, calls 911, and says that this crazy dude, is, banging on the doors, and, threatening to some in, and, trying to get to him, her and their children, whom they are trying to protect.  The dispatch, said, she would send the cops, immediately.
• when the cops, find out that it is Paul, they freak out, and, they tell the chick, and her new man, that, they will handle this.  Eric had taken off when, they called the cops.  They never reported the incident, because one of the cops, had previously been, the cop's partner!  THAT SHOULD NOT MATTER!  THE LAW IS THE LAW, IS THE LAW . . . KNOW YOUR RIGHTS!
• sometime, after that, the cop, demanded the chick meet with him, and she let him come over.  he brandished his gun, threatened her and himself, again, and, this time, he pushed her over, and pulled her pants down, and brutally, raped her, beat the shit out of her and all she could remember was him choking her, before she passed out and his mean, eyes, looking into her face!  When she came to, she could hear her son, crying on the bottom, step, holding his teddy bear . . . she had no idea what he saw, and, how long he had been standing there!  She was even more scared and didn't report this, incident, that came back to bite her later, and, hurt her case against him, when, he finally, was arrested!
• in true, narcissistic behavior and patterns, when, someone, like this man, cop, gets away with this shit, he started to think he was totally above the law and had been for a long time, and he got more and more aggressive with the new man and her, threatening to kill, the kids and both of them, now.  You are not doing your buddies any favors, when, you cover their shit!  So, one night, and I think it is around, Christmas, the two are enjoying a quiet night at home with the kids and together, and dude calls, oh, the guy, even had, his elderly father with him, sitting on the couch.
• the cop shows up after the phone calls are ignored or she dismisses him.  He starts looking in the windows, kicking against the door, and, pounding on the sides of the house, wanting the pair to break up the night, and let him be with her, just to talk to her.  I actually think the elderly father, was, alone on the couch, and the man and woman, were off, at the store or something.  This time, when the kids reported this cop's actions, to their parents, the chick, goes directly to the cop shop, and, says she is not going to leave, until this cop is arrested!  The guy, goes home to protect the family and his father!  Again he calls 911, in fear for his kids lives.  Dispatch asks him if he has a gun to protect himself and the kids?  NO.  This might be the right time to get a fucking gun.  I am sure the thoughts went through his head, that, there are amped up charges for killing a cop!  He was protected before, so why wouldn't he be now.  Would charges be reversed, with him going to jail, rather than, the crazy ass cop?  Very possible, with friends willing to cover his ass and not report.  If they are the ones dispatched to the scene, anything could happen!  He had reason to worry.
• I think the chick, refusing to leave the cop shop, was want eventually, got the cop finally arrested.  She basically, forced, the other cops to arrest this guy, she carried with her, selfies she took after he raped her at gun point!  Here is where the rub comes in, because she failed to report the rape, and, like all rapes, it was her word against, his, and we give cops a lot of credibility, and the fact that he was also a professor, didn't help her either, but, at least he got some time . . . only four years!  
• she continued to live in fear, hearing that, he was bragging about the rape, to fellow inmates, and, the thoughts of, having a hit put out on her was, very real!
• professionals do their fucking jobs, regardless of who the other, party or the arrestee is!

SOMETIMES IT HURTS TO BE BEAUTIFUL.  19 YEAR OLD NURSING STUDENT, GOING TO TAKE, EXAMS, ENDS UP DEAD!  BRO WAKES TO HEARING YELLING, GOING ON, IN THE GARAGE, THINKS IT IS HIS SISTER AND HER BOYFRIEND FIGHTING.  HE CALLS, HIS MOM, AND, SAID, THAT, SIS AND CHAD, JUST, TOOK OFF INTO THE WOODS.  MOM SAID THAT IS NOT CHAD, OR WHATEVER HIS NAME WAS, BUT THE ABDUCTOR WAS WEARING CAMOUFLAGE, JUST LIKE BOYFRIEND, ALWAYS DID.  MOM INFORMS, SON TO CALL THE COPS, THAT IS NOT CHAD!  IT WAS UNLIKE, THE TOP NOTCH NURSING STUDENT, TO MISS EVEN A DAY OF SCHOOL, LET ALONE EXAMS, AND CHAD WAS HUNTING WILD TURKEYS WITH FRIENDS THAT WEEK. THE MOM, A SCHOOL TEACHER, HAD HER SON, TRACK HIS SISTER'S CELL PHONE, AS IT, LEFT THE HOUSE AND MOVED, MILES AWAY, AND FINALLY DROPPED OUT OF SIGHT, NEAR, A KNOWN SEX OFFENDER'S HOUSE.  THE COP ON THE CASE, WAS WELL FAMILIAR WITH THIS DUDE, AND HE, GOT "TUNNEL VISION" ON THE CASE AND WAS TAKEN OFF THE CASE, SEEING ONLY THE BACKWOODS, DUDE, WHERE THE PHONE SERVICE STOPPED.  THERE WAS BLOOD FOUND IN THE GARAGE, AND, THE GIRL, MUST HAVE PUT UP A FIGHT, BECAUSE, THE DNA, AT THE SCENE OF THE CRIME DIDN'T MATCH THAT OF THE FORMER SEX OFFENDER, BUT IN THE INTERVIEW WITH THE COP, WHO WAS, BUMPED FROM THE CASE, BECAUSE HE COULDN'T SEE ANYONE ELSE, SAID THIS MAN REFERRED TO HER SIMPLY AS A BODY, A GOOD BODY, AND WHEN, YOU DON'T HAVE A BODY, YOU DON'T HAVE ANYTHING.  FINALLY, AND MAN, GATHERING GINSENG IN THE FOREST, DISCOVERED THE GIRL'S BODY.  WHEN INTERVIEWED THE MAN, SAID, THERE WAS SOMETHING IN A BUCKET, BUT, DUE TO HER FAMILY, HE WAS NOT GOING TO TELL IT ON THE NEWS, WHAT HE FOUND.  HE SAID ALL HE COULD THINK OF WAS HIS OWN DAUGHTER'S LIFE, ENDING IN SUCH A TRAGIC WAY.  LATER, THREE MEN WERE APPREHENDED, IN THE DEATH OF THE GIRL.  THEY NEVER SAID, WHAT THEIR PUNISHMENT WAS, OR SENTENCING, BUT, I AM SURE THEY GOT, 25 TO LIFE FOR FIRST DEGREE MURDER.  THE MOTHER SAID, SHE NEVER KNEW, PEOPLE, LIKE, THESE MEN, EVEN EXISTED, UNTIL HER DAUGHTER WAS TAKEN RIGHT FROM THE HOME, THE DAY OF HER TESTS!  FAMILIES WANT CLOSURE, TO PUT THEIR LOVED ONES TO REST.  THE MAN, WHO FOUND, HER, PLACED, A BOUQUET OF FLOWERS, IN THE WOODS WHERE HE FOUND HER BODY, FOUR YEARS LATER, HE STILL CRIES, EACH TIME HE VISITS THE PLACE HE FOUND HER.  THE IMPACT OF MURDER, ON A FAMILY, IS DEVASTATING, AND HAS A RIPPLE EFFECT FOR YEARS, IF FOREVER . . . THAT'S WHY I RUN.

THE BABY IN THE SNOW

• this case is a particularly interesting one for me, seeing that the timing, on opening the case, one based on a mother's dream, about where her baby's body would be found, was misconstrued, by the cops, as meaning that she had to be the killer, because, otherwise, she would mot have known where the boy's body was . . . God moves in mysterious ways--why not give a grieving mother, a dream of where to find the boy!
• this case has pretty simple facts . . . mom and her two young sons, one about three and the baby, 11 months old, go to run family errands, and, their last stop was at the bank, back in 1990, and, at the time, the mom, left the 11 month old, in the car seat asleep, as she took the 3 year old, for a quick, run in the bank to make a withdrawal.
• WHEN SHE CAME BACK, JUST MINUTES LATER, THE BABY WAS GONE!  THE SEAT BELTS WHERE THE BABY WAS, WERE STILL, IN PLACE, AND NOT UNDONE?  THE EPISODE DIDN'T SAY IF THE BABY WAS OLD ENOUGH TO WALK, BUT MANY 11 MONTHS OLD, DO?  MOM RUNS BACK IN THE BANK, AND REPORTS THE CHILD MISSING!
• the alarm goes out and the cops start to immediately search for the baby.  They don't have much luck, but the next day or so, the mom, comes to the sheriff, and reports that she knows where her son's body is, because she saw the place in a dream.  The mother, directs the cops, almost straight to the spot, but for one wrong turn.  Sure enough, there in the snow, is the blue, snow suit the baby was wearing, and his little body, somewhat covered in new fallen snow.  The cops arrest the mother and charge her with the murder of the baby.
• it took two years for the case to come to trial.  Her husband believed her, but most the people in the town, thought she must have dropped the baby off before, going to the bank, so she could go report, the baby missing, after the short, trip in and out of the bank.  The sheriff, said, he knew the baby was dead, because he had seen many dead bodies in his day and there was not need to see if he was still alive!
• THE CASE GETS WILD, WITH THE EXPERTS.
• the prosecution, calls, a man who is the head of forensic psychology, to testify as to the timing of the death of the child.  This man was, nationally known, and top in his field.  The mother had a great lawyer, who did his homework and he had a female, attorney, assistant, who, was also working the case, named JOANN, blond, too, but they did some research into this alleged, expert and found that, he had, in the past, created, his findings based on the facts reported on the case, so basically, just reinforced what the cops and prosecutors said!  The prosecutor about died, out of 44 cases this man had served as an expert witness, in 21 of the cases, he just mimicked in his report, what the prosecution and their witnesses claimed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Scream!
• it that were not bad enough, the defense got a female expert witness, who, not only said, that was wrong, the time of death, but, she said, the time of the babies, death, may have been after the mother, showed the sheriff where the body was . . . the sheriff carried the little boy, who didn't have many freeze burns, on his fingers, and toes, or nose, and, the cops, laid the small baby's little body, in the snow for four hours, and, later he was in the body bag!  The expert medical examiner, said, and she was of great reputation and, prominence in her area too, said, she felt the baby was still alive in the body bag!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  So the timeliness of the dream, of the mother, might have saved the baby's life, had the sheriff, listened to her, and tried to resuscitate the baby when they found him in the snow! WE ALL KNOW WHAT "ASSUMING" DOES, IT MAKES AND ASS OF YOU AND ME!
• then, contrary to most, defense attorney's advise, the mother wanted to testify in her own behalf.  She corrected, some of the facts that the sheriff had said, like, she didn't take them directly to the sight, but she had them back track, on several roads, and, she went over the evidence.  THE JURY NOT ONLY BELIEVED HER, BUT, UN-BE KNOWN TO THE SHERIFF AND THE PROSECUTOR, THE JURY, MEMBERS, KEPT IN CONTACT WITH THE WOMAN, WHO WAS, ACQUITTED OF ALL CHARGES, UP, TO THIS POINT, NOW, 30 YEARS LATER, WHEN, THE CASE IS GOING TO BE REOPENED!
• THE COPS' "TUNNEL VISION" ONLY SEEING THE MOTHER, AND BLAMING HER DREAM, SEEING HER AS THE ONLY POSSIBLE KILLER, WAS WRONG, AND IT WAS WRONG FOR THE STATE'S ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICE TO JUST CLOSE THE CASE, AFTER, THE MOTHER WAS, FOUND INNOCENT OF THE MURDER, NEVER LOOKING INTO HOW MIGHT HAVE TAKEN THE BABY.  THERE WAS SOME SPECULATION, WITH A RE-EXAMINATION OF THE CASE, THAT, HER TWIN BROTHER, HIS WIFE, AND HER OLDER BROTHER, MIGHT HAVE TAKEN THE BABY TO TEACH HER A LESSON, NOT TO LEAVE THE BABY IN THE CAR WHILE SHE WENT IN THE BANK!  IN THEIR WITNESS STATEMENTS, THEY REPORTED BEING, EXTREMELY CRUEL TO HER, AND, OFTEN PICKING ON HER . . . SHE THOUGHT, THAT, HER FAMILY MEMBERS MAY HAVE TAKEN, THE BABY, AND WHEN, COPS WERE IMMEDIATELY DISPATCHED TO THE SCENE OF THE MISSING BABY, THEY WERE IN TOO DEEP, SO THEY TOOK THE BABY BOY OUT AND JUST DUMPED HIM IN THE SNOW AND LEFT HIM, TO DIE!
• THE MOTHER APPEARED IN DISGUISE, TO TALK TO THE TV CHANEL, AND SHE IS THRILLED THAT THE CASE IF GOING TO BE OPEN AGAIN, AS A COLD CASE, AND, HOPES THAT THE REAL KILLERS OR KIDNAPPERS WILL BE BROUGHT TO JUSTICE FOR THE CRIME THEY COMMITTED!

THIS MOTHER'S DREAM, MIGHT, ACCORDING TO ONE EXPERT, MIGHT HAVE SAVED HER BABY'S LIFE!

FOR 30 YEARS, THE TOWN FOLKS, ALL THOUGHT SHE GOT AWAY WITH MURDER!

SLOWLY AS MORE AND MORE FACTS, START TO COME TO LIGHT, AND SURFACE, FROM THE NEW INVESTIGATION, PEOPLE ARE STARTING TO CHANGE THEIR MINDS!

30 YEARS OF BEING JUDGED WRONGLY BY, HER COMMUNITY!

MOTHERS DO HAVE DREAMS OF THEIR CHILDREN!  THE LAST TWO NIGHTS, I HAVE HAD DREAMS, ONE WITH JUST GRETA IN IT AND THE OTHER, WITH, BOTH CHRIS AND GRETA!

THE SHORT VERSION: (1) FIRST DREAM, THE "DROP SPOT" FOR, MY LIFE, WAS, A DUMP SITE, AT THE GREAT SALT LAKE, THE INLAND SEA!  ME AND GRETA WERE, AT WHAT APPEARED TO BE ALMOST A DUMP, OF A BUNCH OF DISCARDED GARBAGE.  ON TOP OF THE PILE OF WOOD, AND, OTHER SHIT, THERE WAS AN OLD DILAPIDATED, BOOK SHELVE (SIGN OF SHELLEY'S LIFE, BEING DROPPED, HERE, AND SHE TOOK UP MY LIFE AND IDENTITY?) I WAS KIND OF TIRED, DEPRESSED, NOT WANTING TO DEAL WITH ALL THIS SIFTING AND, WHATEVER, THIS MESS WAS GOING TO TAKE.  BUT GRETA, ON THE OTHER HAND, WAS FRESH, AND READY TO RUN.  I LOOKED AWAY, AND, SHE HAD MOVED THIS EXTREMELY HEAVY, BOOK CASE, SPLINTERS AND ALL, UP A STAIRCASE, THAT, LED TO NOWHERE?  IT WAS LIKE CEMENT, UP AND DOWN, THROUGH, ALMOST JUST A FRAME OF A DOOR.  I WAS SHOCKED, THAT SHE COULD MOVE IT BY HERSELF?  WHEN, I LEFT, UTAH FOR MONTANA, I STOPPED BY THE CAPITOL BUILDING WHERE I USED TO HAVE AN OFFICE, WHERE THE LT. GOV. OFFICE WAS, AT THE TIME AND, PUT MY NAME IN AS A WRITE IN CANDIDATE, AGAINST SENATOR HATCH, AS I WAS LEAVING . . . WAS THIS THE POWERFUL MAN, WHO BROKERED THE DEAL, TO EXCHANGE ME FOR SHELLEY, OR KAY OR RACHEL?  MORE REPUBLICAN TYPES, OR AT LEAST CONTROLLABLE MORMON WOMEN, NOT A THREAT TO HIM? (2)(A) THIS DREAM WAS, WILD, BACKWOODS, AND BIZARRE, HAD TWO EX-HUSBANDS, WHO HAD TO HAVE GONE ALONG WITH THIS SHIT FOR THE EXCHANGE TO HAVE HAPPENED!  I CAN'T REMEMBER THE WHOLE THING REAL WELL, BUT WE WERE AT 2ND HUSBAND'S HOUSE, JERRY OWEN, AND CHRIS, MUCH YOUNGER, AND MYSELF, WERE GOING TO FIND, FIRST HUB, ZEKE, TO GET A CAR?  HE WAS ABOUT THE AGE HE WAS, IN HIGH SCHOOL, WHEN, THIS WOULD HAVE HAPPENED AND ABOUT THE TIME, THEY MIGHT HAVE LIED, ABOUT, WHO WAS WHO, ME FOR SHELLEY, BOTH PISSED, FOR ME LEAVING THEM? (2)(B) IN THIS NEXT PART OF THE DREAM, ALL TAKING PLACE IN THIS, LIKE SHANTY TOWN, BACKWOODS, REDNECK, PLACE, IN THIS SEGMENT, ME AND MAYBE CHRIS, WERE LOOKING THROUGH, SLATS, IN A WINDOW, THAT APPEARED TO BE BOARDED UP, BUT WITH LARGE GAPING, SPACES BETWEEN, THE FLAT WOODEN, PIECES, BLOCKING FULL VIEW OF THE OUTDOORS.  THIS RED, PICK UP TRUCK, FULL OF MEN, AND A WASHING MACHINE IN THE BACK, WERE DRIVING DOWN THE DUSTY DIRT ROAD, AND, LOL, WE SAID, HIDE, THOSE ARE "REPUBLICANS!"  SCREAMING FUN?  LOL.  WE WERE LIKE JEWS HIDING FROM THE NAZIS OR SOMETHING . . . THEY ARE REPUBLICANS!????? (2)(C) THEN IN THIS LAST SEGMENT, I WAS WITH MY OLD BOSS, FROM THE UTAH PROSECUTION COUNSEL, MARK NASH, HE WAS DRESSED LIKE AN OLD COWBOY, WHICH IS IS, AND, WALKING WITH A LIMP?  EVENTUALLY WE WERE, SITTING AT A PICNIC TABLE, WITH GRETA, AND I TURNED TO HER AND SAID, GUESS WHO IS TAKING YOUR JOB? ME!  THE REVERSE OF WHAT, I THINK, SHE WAS PUSHED OR BRIBED INTO, BEING ME, TAKING CREDIT FOR ALL MY WORK OVER 20 YEARS!  SHE SAT WITH HER MOUTH AGASP, AND, DIDN'T SAY A THING.  IT SEEMS LIKE I SAID, SOMETHING LIKE, HOW DOES IT FEEL?  GRETA IS VERY ACCOMPLISHED AND BY THE TIME SHE IS 20 YEARS OLDER, LIKE I AM, SHE WILL HAVE, DONE MORE THAN ME, IN HER CAREER, AND SHE HAS ROCKED HER LIFE, SO FAR . . . BUT BEING ME?  NA.  I ACTUALLY, COULD, PROBABLY TRANSITION BETTER TO HER JOB, THAN, HER TO MINE!  THE REASON I SAY THAT, IS, NOT UNLIKE THE LAW, GRETA SHARED HER DEGREE, STUDIES, AND MASTER'S IN NATURAL RESOURCE MANAGEMENT, WITH ME, AS I DID HER IN THE LAW!  BUT, I HAVE ACTUALLY, HAD A CLASS IN LAW SCHOOL, ON NATURAL RESOURCE MANAGEMENT, THAT COVERED A TON OF THE ISSUES, THAT I HAVE HEARD HER TALK ABOUT OVER THE YEARS!  NOT SO MUCH ON FIRE, BUT, MORE THAN SHE HAS HAD OF THE LAW!

FRANK OF INTERPOL, THE MASTER MONSTER, BEHIND THIS, USED, "COMPETITION TO FUEL THE FIRE!"

GRETA IS MORE COMPETITIVE WITH ME, THAN I WOULD LIKE TO THINK!  LOL.  WHEN SHE CALLED ME, AT THE UTAH AG'S OFFICE, MY FIRST YEAR, SHE SAID, GUESS WHAT I DID MOM?  I JOINED THE NAVY FOR FOUR YEARS!  YOU WHAT?  I WANTED TO DO MORE THAN YOU!

I REMEMBER BEING SHOCKED THAT, I WAS IN COMPETITION WITH MY SWEET DAUGHTER?

IT'S IN THE DNA!

NEVER LET YOUR KIDS BEAT YOU, UNLESS THEY DO FAIR AND SQUARE!

I LOVE YOU DARLIN'!

KISS.

JUST MOTHER'S INTUITION, SUBSTANTIATED THROUGH, VISUAL FORM OR DREAMS! 

MOTHER'S HAVE SPECIAL POWERS!

SMART MOM, SMART KIDS!

HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER!

SMILE. 

 

FRAME YOUR LIFE WITH FAITH. A-ROD & J'LO. IT'S HARD TO WALK AWAY FROM LOVE. IT MAY NEVER COME AGAIN. I'LL GET HIM HOT AND SHOW HIM WHAT I GOT! THE EAGLES HAVE LANDED. PEOPLE OVER EVERYTHING! FIGHT CANCER WITH STRATEGY. ONE FOR ALL! IT'S ALL IN MY NAME. ALL OF IT IS HERE! FEEL THE NOISE! THUNDER DOWN UNDER. THUNDER CLAP! 2,000 LIGHTNING STRIKES. SEAHAWKS WIN BENGALS! WHAT DO THEY CALL YOU IF YOU PASS THE BAR EXAM BY ONE POINT? AN ATTORNEY! 21 TO 20 IS STILL A WIN! GO HAWKS! KISSES. DR. TUTORING. IN-HOME TUTORING. YOU TARZAN. ME JANE. YOU BE GOOD TO ME. I'LL BE GOOD TO YOU. YES. IT IS THAT SIMPLE! IF I COULD, I'D CATCH A FALLING STAR, HANG IT OVER YOU, SO I WOULD KNOW WHERE YOU ARE. SMILE. DID YOU EVER DREAM OF BEING KING, THEN BECOME ONE? BABY, IF I COULD CHANGE THE WORLD. I'D BE YOUR UNIVERSE. I'D BE THE SUNSHINE IN YOUR WORLD. BAND-AIDS DON'T FIX BULLETS HOLE. YOUR LOVE WAS ALWAYS ENOUGH FOR ME. SUN HALO. NATURAL PHENOMENA. A RAINBOW THAT ENCIRCLES THE ENTIRE CIRCUMFERENCE OF THE SUN! EXTRASLICE. NERDS TO GO. KEEP ON SUCKING. WE TASTE WITH OUR SUCKERS. FROM LANGLEY TO BUCKLEY. I FEEL SO RIGHT DOING THE WRONG THING. I FEEL SO WRONG DOING THE RIGHT THING. CONFLICT OF INTEREST. PARADOX? TAKE THAT MONEY AND WATCH IT BURN. TAKE THAT MONEY, THE LESSONS I'VE LEARNED. DOUCHE BAG. LOL. FUN CONVERSATION I OVERHEARD, THIS MORNING AT MCDONALD'S CROSSROADS. CUTE HUBBY AND YOUNG WIFE, WITH SMALL SON, A FRIEND, AND HISPANIC MOM, ALL MEETING OVER BREAKFAST. TALKING ABOUT BRO-IN-LAW? WIFE IS TRYING TO DEFEND SOMEONE, HUSBAND, IS RIPPING ON. DUDE LEAVES HIS PREGNANT WIFE IN A SHELTER, AND, WE ARE SUPPOSE TO LISTEN TO THE DOUCHE BAG? LOL. I SECOND THAT MOTION AND OBJECTION! DURING THAT TIME, THE SON, IS TRYING TO GET DAD'S ATTENTION. DAD. DAD. DAD. WHAT?! LATER HE KISSED HIM, AND TENDERLY TALKED TO HIM, BUT DURING THE IMPASSIONED, DOUCHE BAG RANT, DAD WAS NOT SO PATIENT! LOL. LATER, WIFE SAID, DID YOU EAT HIS HASH BROWNS? LOL. DIFFERENCE BETWEEN DADS AND MOMS--ONE WILL SACRIFICE FOR HER KIDS, DADS DON'T REALLY THING ABOUT IT. HE WAS EATING A PANCAKE. YEAH, HE ATE IT! NOW HE WANTS HIS HASH BROWN, YOU ATE. LOL. LATER, SOMEONE TOLD A JOKE, AND DAD, SAID, I CAN TELL YOU ARE AN AMERICAN, BECAUSE ONLY AN AMERICAN WOULD GET THAT JOKE! LOL. NEW BORDER CROSSING CHECK POINTS, WHEN, TRUMP'S NEO-NAZIS TAKE OVER . . . YOU EITHER GET OUR AMERICAN HUMOR OR YOU DON'T! WHAT IS THE PASSWORD FOR ENTRY? LOL. DIG ON MODERN DAY PARENTS AND COUPLES. I ABOUT DIED WHEN, MY DAUGHTER, NEWLY MARRIED, 20 YEARS AGO, REFERRED TO HER HUSBAND AS DUDE! LOL. CARRY ON. OH, WHAT FUN, PARENTS HAVE IN STORE FOR THEM! SMILE. SOME OF US, TRULY NEED CHURCH. I DECIDED, YESTERDAY, AFTER ATTENDING DOXA CHURCH, BECAUSE OF THEIR NEW MURAL ON THE OUTSIDE OF THE BUILDING, GIVING, THEM A DEFINITE NEW CURB-APPEAL, AND AFTER SINGING THE FIRST SONG, BEING BROUGHT TO MY KNEES, AFTER, WANTING THE NEW CYBERSTALKERS & STALKERSIDENTIFIED.COM, TO KILL EVERYONE I KNOW, THAT, MISSING ROUGHLY TWO YEARS OF CHURCH, HAS DONE ME NO FAVORS! NOR THE PEOPLE I KNOW! LOL. SO, LAST WEEK, WHEN I GOT IN TOWN, THE DUDE AT LA FITNESS, SIGNED ME UP, TRIED TO GO OVER A FEW DETAILS WITH ME, THAT I ALREADY KNEW, LIKE A FEW CHANGES IN THE MEMBERSHIPS. THEN HE STARTED TO GO OVER SOME ISSUES LIKE, BEING COURTEOUS AND, TREAT OTHERS AT THE FITNESS CLUB WITH RESPECT. BLAH. BLAH. BLAH. THEN, HE STOPPED AND PAUSED, AND SAID, "YOU LOOK LIKE A NICE PERSON?" IT SEEMED TO BE PUNCTUATED WITH A QUESTION, RATHER THAN A PERIOD. WHAT DOES THE WORD, "IS" MEAN, IS CRITICAL TO AN ATTORNEY. I DID'T STOP TO ASK HIM, WHY HE PAUSED ON THAT, NOTE, BECAUSE THE GUY DIDN'T KNOW ME FROM ADAM? SO, I STARTED BY DEFENDING MY POSSIBLE CHARGES, AND SAID, THE ONLY PERSON, I HAD ANY ISSUES WITH, OVER THE TWO YEARS, WAS THIS 12 YEAR OLD GIRL, WHO DROPPED IN THE POOL ON A SUNDAY AFTERNOON, 2 HOURS BEFORE, FAMILY TIME WAS SCHEDULED, AND TOOK MY LANE! HEY! GET OUT OF MY LANE, I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR A LONG TIME FOR THIS LANE. SHE GOT OUT OF THE POOL, LEAVING, ALL HER POOL TOYS, AND BROUGHT HER DAD, DOWN, TO STAND NEAR THE POOL, TO TRY TO INTIMIDATE ME. DIDN'T WORK, I FELT VERY SELF-RIGHTEOUS, AND KNEW THAT WAS THE RULE, NO KIDS, UNTIL, FAMILY OUR FROM 4 TO 8, ON SUNDAY AFTERNOONS! THAT WAS BACK WHEN, I CARED ABOUT WHAT THE RULES WERE! LOL. I WAS GLAD I TOOK THE TIME TO READ THEM, SO I COULD GIVE THIS LITTLE, LINE CUTTER, A PIECE OF MY MIND, BACKED BY THE RULES OF THE CLUB! NOW, I JUST HAD THE ONE OFFENSE, PRIOR TO THE FEELINGS I WAS HAVING THIS WEEK. SO, ON SATURDAY, I GOT THE LA FITNESS, CHECKED TO SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE WERE IN THE POOL. THERE APPEARED TO BE THREE, ONE IN EACH LANE. NOW MY DREAM IS, NOT ONLY TO HAVE A LANE TO MYSELF, BUT, TO HAVE THE WHOLE FUCKING POOL TO MYSELF! LOL. WELL, I WILL WAIT. SO AFTER DOING THE WEIGHTS, AND THE KETTLE BALL, PERFECT EXERCISES, I WAS ABOUT TO BAG, SWIMMING, IF THE POOL WAS FULL, AND I HAD TO WEIGHT FOR A LANE. OH, GREAT, THERE ARE ONLY TWO PEOPLE IN THE POOL! YAHOO. AN EMPTY LANE! BY THE TIME I GOT MY SWIMMING SUIT ON, AN ATHLETIC EXPERIENCE IN AND OF ITSELF, THERE WERE FUCKING, FULL LANES, SEVERAL PEOPLE IN THE HOT TUB, AND, A FEW THAT CAME JUST SHORTLY AFTER ME. I GOT IN THE HOT TUB FIRST, AND, WATCHED FOR A BREAK IN THE FLOW OF NEW SWIMMERS! MY FOES ARE BACK AND TRYING TO BLOCK ME FROM SWIMMING, THE MAIN, POWER PART OF MY ENTIRE WORK OUT! THIS IS JUST NOT NATURAL! THIS IS A FUCKING SATURDAY AFTERNOON, WITH FEW OTHER PEOPLE IN THE ENTIRE, GYM! PERIOD. NOW, I DON'T NATURALLY, DISCRIMINATE AGAINST ANYONE, BUT FOR, TONS OF ASIAN FISH, ON SHELLEY'S, OR KAY'S OR RACHEL'S, FUCK, HER SWIM, CALL LIST ASAP! I AM NOT PARTIAL TO THE LATINO, WHO WAS WAITING IN THE HOT TUB, WHO LATER LOOKED LIKE HE JUST LOST A $30,000 HIT PAY OUT, FOR, TAKING ME UNDER, IN THE POOL! I FOOLED THEM. I WORE, MY BLACK, BALL CAP, WITH MY SPECIAL, EXERCISE, MP3 PLAYER, ATTACHED, IN A MAKE SHIFT, GHETTO BLASTER, TAKING ME FROM A NORMAL, WORK OUT OF AN HOUR, TO UP TO TWO AND A HALF HOUR, ROCKIN' WORKOUTS, WHEN, I CAN! NOW, I HAD, I THOUGHT FULLY CHARGED, MY MPC PLAYER, SMALL TURQUOISE, AND PURPLE, PLAYER, THAT I HAVE USED BEFORE, WHILE I WAS AT THE BELLEVUE LIBRARY, WRITING MY BLOG. IT WAS CHARGING, SO, WHY, ONCE I GOT IN THE POOL, THERE WAS NO JUICE, IS NOT A MYSTERY, BUT EXPECTED SHIT, TO AGAIN, FOIL MY ENJOYMENT AND BLOCK MY WORKOUTS! ONCE, AN ATTRACTIVE, ASIAN, GRANDMA, GAVE ME HER LANE, WE WATER WIENIE WORK OUT, WATER AEROBICS QUEENS, STICK TOGETHER, WE KNOW THAT OUR EXERCISES ARE JUST AS VALID AS SOME, LAP SWIMMER, AND WE NEED IT MORE! LOL. BUT, I FINALLY, GAVE UP ON MY DEVICE, THAT SEEMED TO HAVE HAD THE JUICE DRAINED OUT OF IT, ONCE I PUT IT ON THE COMPUTER AND THE DEVICE, SIGN CAME UP . . . NEVER CHECKED IT AGAIN, BUT THIS IS HOW, STUPID AND PETTY THESE BITCHES AND BASTARDS ARE! UNBELIEVABLE. BUT THE DUDE IN THE HOT TUB, GLARED AT ME, AS IF LOOKS COULD KILL, LIKE I TRICKED HIM, AND CHEATED HIM OUT OF MY DEATH! WHAT'S UP WITH YOU DUDE. NOW THAT WAS NOT ALL. I SAFELY HAD MY LANE, AND NOTHING, NOBODY WAS GOING TO TAKE ME OUT OF IT, NOR CUT MY WORKOUT SHORT, ONCE I TOOK THE TIME TO GET UNDRESSED AND IN A SWIMMING SUIT! BUT THAT DIDN'T STOP, TWO MEN, ONE LOOKED, INDIAN, FROM INDIA, NOT A NATIVE, AND THE OTHER, FROM SOME, MID-EASTERN COUNTRY, AND BOTH, STOOD, RIGHT NEAR MY LANE, WITH ANOTHER, PERSON, ALSO SWIMMING, AND PUT THEIR HANDS ON THEIR, HIPS, LIKE, IF WE WERE IN OUR COUNTRY, A WOMAN, WOULD, YIELD HER TIME TO A MAN! WELL, FUCK YOU ASSHOLES, IN THIS COUNTRY, #SHE IS EQUAL! BOTH WERE SKINNY LITTLE DICK HEADS, WITH PENCIL DICKS, SO, ANYONE, WHO OBSERVED THIS, SITUATION, WOULD DEFINITELY VOTE FOR ME TO STAY IN THE POOL, BECAUSE, I NEED THE WORK OUT MORE THAN, SOMEONE, THE FUCKING WIND COULD BLOW DOWN, WITH A LIGHT, SUMMER BREEZE! LOL. NOW THE INTERESTING THING ABOUT, MOST OF THESE ON THE PAYROLL, ON CALL, BASIS, IS THEY ARE NOT WORTH THEIR SALT OR SHIT AS SWIMMERS! JUST LIKE THE LITTLE 12 YEAR OLD, POACHING ADULT TIME, IN THE POOL, THESE FUCKERS, SWIM, A FEW LAPS, STAND THERE, AND TALK, OR DO FUCKING JACK SHIT NOTHING, TAKING UP SPACE, AND JUST PISSING PEOPLE OFF! SOME ARE GOOD FOR 4 LAPS, NOT EVEN WORTH, MORE THAN, BLOCKING A LANE. ONCE I AM IN, THE MASSES, SEEM TO TAPER OFF! I MEAN, DRAMATICALLY! IF THESE BITCHES WANT TO GET IN SHAPE, GO FOR IT, BUT DON'T STOP ME FROM, DOING IT! 7 YEARS OF THIS JEALOUS SHIT? MALE AND FEMALE! I HAVE NO PROBLEM WORKING OUT, 6 TO 7 DAYS A WEEK FOR SEVERAL HOURS! I PAID FOR, ALL LAST YEAR, BETWEEN, THE SUMMIT IN UTAH AND LA FITNESS IN BELLEVUE, AND PROBABLY GOT, A TOTAL OF LESS THAN, 10 TIMES WITHOUT, BEING HARASSED, AND FISH PACKING THE LANES, JUST ENOUGH, TO TRY TO STOP ME! THIS IS SUCH, LOW LEVEL, ACTIVITY AND MINDSETS, I CAN'T BELIEVE, THESE PEOPLE GET ANYTHING DONE, EVER! FUCK? SO, THAT STARTED ME, RECOGNIZING THE NEED FOR SOME REDEMPTION. SUNDAY MORNING, AT ST. PETER'S, CONFIRMED THAT I WAS BECOMING, EVERYTHING I HATE IN PEOPLE! LOL. THERE IS THIS CHICK, WHO, YELLS, CRAZY SHIT, ALL THE TIME, EACH AND EVERY NIGHT. COME TO FIND OUT, SHE IS AN ATTORNEY! OR WAS ONE! NO WONDER, THAT, GAVE ME NEW INSIGHT INTO HER PAST! LOL. WHAT WAS SHE A FIGHTER, LIKE ME? THEY FINALLY GOT TO HER? SHE WENT NUTS, LIKE THEY ARE TRYING TO MAKE ME GO? BUT, THE COMMENTS, ARE ALWAYS, FUNNY. SOME CHICK IN RESPONSE TO THE ANNOYING OUTBURSTS, SAID, AS HE LAY ALMOST UNDER HER COVERS WITH THE LIGHTS JUST BEING TURNED OFF . . . SOMEONE NEEDS TO GIVE THAT WOMAN AND EXORCISM! LOL. LAUGHTER IS THE BEST MEDICINE! THE FOLLOWING MORNING, CHRISTINE, AND I WERE TALKING. NOW MOST PEOPLE DON'T TAKE THE TIME TO KNOW HER . . . A VERY SMART, SAVVY, CHINESE LADY, WHO, HAS SOME, LANGUAGE, LIMITATIONS, BUT SHE COMES FROM A DISTINGUISHED FAMILY, IN CHINA, HER FATHER WAS A REVOLUTIONARY AND PROFESSOR, WAS JAILED, AND, I AM NOT SURE, MIGHT HAVE BEEN MURDERED FOR HIS PARTICIPATION IN PROTESTS AND TRYING TO MODIFY THE GOVERNMENT. WE TALKED ABOUT RIGHTS AND OTHER COUNTRIES, WANTING, THE RIGHTS WE HAVE IN AMERICA. I ASKED HER ABOUT, HONG KONG AND WHAT SHE THOUGHT ABOUT THAT. SHE SAID, I TAKE THE POSITION OF MY GRANDMOTHER, SHE SAID, THE TIGER, FIGHTS THE TIGER, AND THE MONKEY, WAITS. THEN THE MONKEY RULES! THAT IS PRETTY DAMNED SMART THINKING, WHEN YOU THINK OF IT! IT IS ALWAYS, SCARY WHEN, THERE ARE THREE CANDIDATES, LIKE A ROSS PEROT, WHO PLAYS, FROM, BEHIND, BUT, WAS ABLE TO SWAY THE ELECTIONS, BACK WHEN, BILL CLINTON WAS RUNNING AGAINST, WHO WAS IT POPPY BUSH? PRETTY TIGHT RACE, AND, THOSE WHO WERE GOING TO VOTE FOR PEROT, DID WHAT HE SAID AND THREW THEIR WEIGHT TO CLINTON! ME MIGHT HAVE WON ANYWAY, BUT THE MONKEY, RULED IN A WAY. WE SAW THAT WITH, BERNIE, AND JILL STEIN, WITH STEIN, TAKING THE NUMBER OF VOTES, TRUMP WON, IN THE THREE RUST BELT STATES, THROWING THE ELECTION TO TRUMP, RATHER THAN, GIVING, HILLARY THE CORONATION THAT WAS EXPECTED. STEIN WAS ALSO WITH, TEAM PUTIN, RIGHT THERE ALONG WITH, FORMER, NATIONAL SECURITY ADVISER TO TRUMP, MICHEAL FLYNN, WHO WAS FIRED FROM THE OBAMA, ADMINISTRATION FOR ATTENDING THAT DINNER IN MOSCOW, WITH RT NEWS OR RUSSIAN NEWS! CONNECT THE DOTS. IN REFERRING TO THE PROTESTS IN HONG KONG WITH, MAINLAND CHINA, AND THE COMMUNIST PARTY, CHRISTINE SAID, THIS TIME, IT IS THE LION FIGHTING THE TIGER, AND, THE MONKEY WILL RULE AGAIN. IT WILL WAIT IN THE WINGS, AND TAKE THE SPOILS. THERE ARE THREE CHALLENGERS, WITHIN THE RANK AND FILE OF THE GOP, TO GIVE TRUMP A PRIMARY CHALLENGE. BILL WELD, MARK SANFORD, AND, THE FORMER, TEA PARTY MEMBER, TOM, SOMETHING, REPENTING FOR PUTTING HIM IN OFFICE! WHO WILL THE TIGERS BE? THE LION? WHO THE MONKEY? COOL IDEA, AND VERY, VISUAL FOR ME. IT ALSO REMINDS ME OF THE SIGNS AND SYMBOLS OF THE CHINESE CALENDAR AND YEARS. THE YEAR OF THE RABBIT OR THE HORSE OR THE MONKEY. SO, OUT OF THE BLUE, THIS, RELIGIOUS FREAK, WHO IS THE ANTITHESIS OF JESUS CHRIST OR A DISCIPLE, ALL THE SUDDEN, STARTS IN ON, CHRISTINE? BUT SHE IS TALKING, RELIGION AND CHURCH, AND CHRISTINE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT SHE IS TALKING ABOUT, AND, THE PASTOR IS TRYING TO ACCOMPLISH THIS, AND BLAH, BLAH, BLAH. STAFF TRIES TO PULL HER OFF HER RANT! SHE CHALLENGES, STAFF? HOPE SHE HAS A PLAN B!? THEN, SHE STARTS CALLING ALL OF US DEMONS, AND TALKING ABOUT, US WEARING, OTHER SUITS, AND, SKINNY CHICKS, PRANCING AROUND, LOOKING CUTE? THIS WOMAN, IS A CARICATURE RIGHT OUT OF THE MOVIES TOO, BUT ONE, LIKE, DELIVERANCE, OR THE SHINING OR MISERY! LOL. I WAS LAUGHING AS SOME OF THE CHICKS, TRIED TO GET HER OFF, HER RAGE, AND RANTS, PROTECTING, CHRISTINE WHO WAS OFF THE HOT SEAT, PUTTING ANY TARGET ON IT. SOMEONE, SAID, GET OUT SWINE! LOL. THIS LADY WALKS LIKE A POLAR BEAR, AND HAS THIS STRANGE BUN ON HER HEAD THAT BOBBLES AS SHE WALKS, THAT IS A SIGHT ON NORMAL CALM DAYS! LOL. IT JUST GOT MORE AND MORE FUNNY. HERE WE GO, THE COPS ARE GOING TO HAVE TO ESCORT HER OFF THE PREMISES! I DIDN'T GET ANY PREMONITIONS, OR, GUT FEELINGS TO TAKE OFF, IN THE WEE HOURS OF THE MORNING, BUT I SHOULD HAVE! LOL. I SAID, THE MORE MISERABLE IT GETS, THE MORE FUNNY IT ALL GETS TO ME! SO, I WAS JUST IN THIS SARCASTIC MOOD. TOO BAD, SARCASM DOESN'T BURN CALORIES! LOL. NOW, PRIOR TO THIS, THERE WAS THIS CHICK, WHO, TOOK IT UPON HERSELF, TO PUSH ME OUT OF MY #1 SELECTED SPOT, TWO DAYS IN A ROW? LIKE, IF YOU WANT TO CROWD IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ACTION, AND LAND IN FRONT OF THE FAN, OR NEAR THE CHURCH PEW, TO USE IT TO GET UP IN THE NIGHT, OR TO SIT ON IN THE MORNING, THEN, JUST FUCKING GET THERE EARLY! JUST LIKE I DO! FUCK? SO, I TOLERATED THAT, SLIGHT. THEN, AFTER, TRYING TO SOLVER HER ISSUES, WITH HER, ARGUING WITH ME, ON EVERY SOLUTION, I FINALLY SAID, DON'T MAKE YOUR PROBLEMS, MY PROBLEMS! LOL. KAREN WATCHED FROM ACROSS THE ROOM, LAUGHING AT MY RESPONSES, BEING CALLED SELFISH? YOU HAVE TO BE SHITTING ME? LOL. I AM THE WRONGED PARTY HERE, AND YOU, DEAR ARE, THE INSECT, WHO, HORNED IN ON ME AND MY MAT, PLACED, RIGHT WHERE IT WAS BY STAFF, AND MOVED IT OVER TWO DAYS IN A ROW! SO IF THAT WAS NOT ENOUGH, I WOKE UP, AT ABOUT, 4:00 AM, AND, WHO WAS UP WITH ME? YOU GOT IT, THE LADY WHO CALLED ME SELFISH, AND, THOUGHT I WAS A DEGENERATE, FOR NOT, MOVING OR JUMPING WHEN SHE WANTED ME TO JUMP! YOU HAVE TO BE KIDDING ME, SHE IS UP AT THE SAME TIME, AS ME . . . WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT? SHE DOESN'T HAVE CLOTHES ON?!!!! BIG ASS BOOBS, ARE ALL I SAW, IN THE PHONE LIGHT, SHE WAS BLASTING ALL OVER THE PLACE! A NUDIST ON TOP OF THAT? IT IS AGAINST THE RULES, TO STRUT YOUR STUFF, ROUND, THE OTHER WOMEN, IT MAKES, US UNCOMFORTABLE! IT IS ONE THING IF SHE HAD A GOOD BODY, OR EVEN GOOD BOOBS, BUT . . . LOL. WHEN THE LIGHTS CAME ON, I HEARD THE STAFF, SAY, "WHERE ARE YOUR CLOTHES?" LOL. THIS NAKED JAYBIRD, PULLED, A SIMPLE BLANKET OVER HER VERY LARGE, BOD, AND, WENT TO GET BREAKFAST? THE AUDACITY? LOL. THESE BLACK CHICKS, CRACK ME UP. THEY DON'T OVER-REACT, JUST, SEEMED, LEGITIMATELY CONCERNED ABOUT HER HAVING LOST HER CLOTHING? LOL! WHATEVER. ME AND KAREN DECIDED WE WOULD GO TO CHURCH, AFTER A MORNING LIKE THIS. I DECIDED, I NEEDED IT. ALL THE HOMELESS CHICKS, NOTICE, I AM NOT INCLUDING MYSELF IN THAT, MIX, BECAUSE, NO BODY HAS EVER GUESS ME AS HOMELESS, BECAUSE, I ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS, PUT ON MAKEUP, AND, I ONLY HAVE A BACKPACK! SIMPLICITY. TONS OF BELONGINGS, BAGS, AND SUITCASES, JUST WREAK OF SAYING, HEY, EVERYBODY, "I AM HOMELESS!" NOW THE BUS DRIVER, WAS GREAT, KIND, PATIENT, WHILE I WAS GETTING MORE AND MORE, IMPATIENT, WITH ALL THE COMMOTION, AND BAGGAGE, HANDLING, AND SUCH. MS. NAKED, WAS THE WORST! AS, LUCK, HERS, NOT MINE, WOULD HAVE IT, THERE WERE NO MORE SEATS, LEFT, BY THE TIME SHE WRESTLED, ALL HER STUFF, ON THE BUS, UNDER THE BENCHES, AND, WHERE THE FUCK ELSE SHE WAS PUTTING IT. NOW, HER ASS, IS SITTING ON MY SEAT! OF COURSE! LOL. KAREN IS LOOKING AT ME FROM, HER SEAT, ALONE. SHE MADE IT A POINT, TO, SAY, AND SHE NEVER EVEN LOOKED AROUND AND ACKNOWLEDGED YOU. THAT WAS THE LEAST OF MY ISSUES WITH HER, I WAS READY TO SCREAM ABOUT THE TIME, SHE AND HER CREW, GOT OFF, THE BUS, GOING TO IHOP! LOL. YES. CHURCH, IS NECESSARY AFTER A DAY LIKE THIS, BEFORE, I KILL SOMEONE! LOL. BUT, THE SEAHAWKS WERE PLAYING AND LIFE WAS GOOD, SO. WE WALK OVER TO DOXA CHURCH, AS KAREN IS TELLING ME, THAT, DOXA WAS ESTABLISHED FOR, ASIANS AND HAWAIIANS? THAT'S STRANGE, I NEVER, THOUGHT OF IT, LIKE THAT, BUT SAW IT MORE AS A COOL, UPTOWN, FUNKY, HIP CHURCH, FOR, YOUNG PROFESSIONALS AND THEIR FAMILIES, SEEING THE SKYSCRAPERS, SURROUNDING THE AREA. WE WALK IN THE CHURCH, AND, A COPS IS WALKING IN WITH ME. BOTH, CHRISTINE AND KAREN, TOLD ME COPS LIKE THAT CHURCH. NEITHER ONE HAVE EVER GONE THERE? SO WHO GAVE THEM THIS INFORMATION? WHY IS THIS BELLEVUE COP, SHOWING UP AT THE EXACT SAME TIME AS ME AND KAREN? HE WALKS IN THE DOOR, AND TALKS TO SOMEONE, NAMED TIFFANY. I HOPE THAT IS NOT MY SISTER, TIFFANY? I THOUGHT YOUR FAMILY REUNION, WAS IN BRYCE CANYON. IT IS, OR SO I THOUGHT, HOPE THE FAM IS HAVING FUN! LOL. SO, I HIT THE RESTROOMS, WHILE KAREN GETS COFFEE, RIGHT AS WE ARE SITTING DOWN, CHRISTINE RUSHES IN WITH A COP IN TOW, AND SLAMS, TWO APPLES, A BAG OF HALF OPENED CEREAL, AND SEVERAL OTHER ITEMS. THIS IS NOT CHRISTINE'S CHURCH, SO, IS SHE AN IDENTIFIER? WHAT THE FUCK. WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS, OR SO I THOUGHT FOR, A FEW YEARS? SHE SAID SOMETHING ABOUT, NOT BEING ABLE TO BRING A BACKPACK IN . . . DID YOU FOLLOW US? THIS IS NOT YOUR CHURCH, SO? I JUST PASSED THE ITEMS OVER TO THE COPS, WHO CALLED, CHRISTINE, LIKE, CAROLINE OR SOME OTHER NAME, SAYING THAT, HE KNEW HER FOR YEARS? REALLY? GOT THE WRONG NAME, OFFICE. HE SEEMED CHEERFUL ENOUGH, UNTIL AFTER THE DELIGHTFUL, INFORMATIVE, MESSAGE AND WONDERFUL, SONGS! HE POSTED HIMSELF, AT THE RESTROOM DOORS. NOW ANYONE WHO KNOWS ME OR HAS READ THIS BLOG, KNOWS, THAT, GOING TO THE BATHROOM, BEFORE, DOING ANYTHING, IS PSYCHOLOGICAL FOR ME, HEARING MY MOTHER'S VOICE FROM, MY CHILDHOOD, YELLING TO HER EIGHT CHILDREN, TO MAKE SURE YOU GO TO THE BATHROOM BEFORE YOU LEAVE! INEVITABLY, SOMEONE, NEEDED TO GO THE SECOND WE GOT IN THE CAR! THE OFFICER ACTED LIKE HE NEVER SAW, OR MET ME BEFORE, ME, OR NEVER HAD THAT EXCHANGE, EARLIER IN THE DAY. THERE IS AN ESCAPE ROUTE, IF HE, IS REALLY THERE FOR ME! HE WAS STANDING AGAINST THIS WALL, THAT, WAS, LIKE FREE STANDING, OR STOOD OUT, IN FRONT OF BOTH THE MEN AND WOMEN'S, RESTROOMS, WITH A RED COVERED, CHURCH, BENCH OR PEW, SO, I JUST SLIDE OUT, WHERE, THE MEN'S RESTROOM WAS, BEHIND HIM . . . MET UP WITH KAREN WHO WAS GETTING MORE COFFEE! THERE WERE TONS OF PEOPLE, IN THE FOYER, NOW, SO, I DIDN'T PAY ANY ATTENTION TO THE COP, AFTER THAT! BUT THE MESSAGE WAS GREAT, AND, MY MOOD, OVER THE LAST FEW DAYS, SEEMED TO IMPROVE, FROM, WANTING, THE MUSCLE MEN WITH FIRE AND LIGHTNING, COMING FROM THEIR BOXING GLOVES, TO KILL MY 20 YEAR STALKERS, AND CYBERSTALKERS, TO, JUST BEING HAPPY TO BE BACK AT A COOL CHURCH. I DON'T NOW, PUSH OR, ENDORSE ANY PARTICULAR RELIGION, IF ANY AT ALL, BUT, THEY HAVE PROVEN THAT PEOPLE ARE, HAPPIER, WHO ATTEND, REGULAR CHURCH! I OFTEN ATTEND THOSE MOST CONVENIENT! INTERESTING THAT FOR TWO YEARS, I THOUGHT OF GOING TO THAT CHURCH, BUT IT TOOK THE BRIGHT, COLORFUL NEW, MURAL ON THE NORMAL, BORING, BROWN, PAINT, TO ENTICE ME TO THE PLACE OF WORSHIP! THERE ARE SOME COOL THINGS GOING ON THERE, AND, PLUGGING, INTO A CHURCH, GIVES YOU A SUPPORT SYSTEM AND, A STARTING PLACE! KAREN WAS, WRONG ON THE CHURCH, AUDIENCE, THERE WERE BLACKS, WHITES, ASIANS, LATINOS, AND ALL RACES AND NATIONALITIES! HELLO WORLD. HELLO CHURCH! SEVERAL SONGS AND A DREAM OR TWO. REAL INTERESTING ONE THIS MORNING, GOING FROM A DREAM STATE, RIGHT INTO A REAL STATE OF BEING AWAKE, AND STILL FEELING THE SAME, EMOTIONS! ST. FRANCIS, CATHOLIC POPE, BLESSED, A BENCH, WITH A BRONZE CARVING OF A HOMELESS MAN, UNDER A BLANKET . . . UNTIL YOU NOTICE HIS HANDS AND HIS FEET ARE PIERCED WITH THE MARKS OF THE NAILS HE WAS HUNG FROM ON THE CROSS, TO PAY FOR OUR SINS. JESUS SAID, BIRDS HAVE NESTS. FOX HAVE HOLES. I HAVE NO PILLOW BY WHICH TO LAY MY HEAD. THE SCRIPTURES ALSO SAY, WE ARE ENTERTAINING, ANGELS AMONG US. TO SOME IT IS GIVEN TO BE RICH. TO OTHERS TO BE POOR. WE WILL BE JUDGED ON HOW WE RESPOND TO BEING ONE OR THE OTHER. I WANT TO THANK, THE KIND BUS DRIVERS, WHO, STOP, RIGHT AT THE PARKING LOT OF THE CHURCH, ENTRANCE, RATHER THAN, GOING A BLOCK ABOVE IT, OR A BLOCK, BELOW THE CHURCH, BECAUSE, THERE ARE NO SIDEWALKS, AND, THOSE WHO HAVE TONS OF SHIT, OR EVEN ME, BEING, BEAT AND TIRED BY THE END OF THE NIGHT, ARE GRATEFUL FOR THAT, SMALL, ACT OF KINDNESS, GETTING US, RELAXED AND RESTING A BIT FASTER, THAN, IF WE HAD TO WALK THAT EXTRA BIT, THAT, IS ALMOST EXHAUSTING AFTER, BEING ON YOUR FEET OR ON THE GO ALL DAY LONG. THANKS TO THE DONORS. TWO WONDERFUL LADIES, SERVED A DELICIOUS MEAL TO US, LAST NIGHT, VEGETARIAN ENCHILADAS, PURPLE CABBAGE SALAD, WATERMELON TOO. SO YUMMY. I WASN'T HUNGRY, BECAUSE, I ATE, A BOWL OF CLAM CHOWDER AT IVER'S SEAFOOD, BEST IN SEATTLE AREA, BEFORE, CATCHING THE BUS, BUT THE FOOD WAS SOOOO GOOD, I JUST HAD A O HAVE ANOTHER, HALF! STAFF, ALSO, TREATED US LAST NIGHT TO ICE CREAM SUNDAYS, FOR, OBEYING THE RULES, AND MAKING LIFE, FOR THE NEIGHBORS, A BIT BETTER! THANKS TO THE NEIGHBORS! WE ARE NOT THE MOST WANTED, CREW, IN TOWN. BUT THANKS FOR YOUR TOLERANCE, AND OF COURSE THE CHURCH, THAT SPONSORS, THE HOMELESS. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO IS IN YOUR CHURCH, PARTAKING OF YOUR FOOD, AND SERVICES. THAT CHICK, WHO WAS BUGGING THE SHIT OUT OF ME IN THE MORNING, STARTED TALKING TO ME, AND SHE IS FROM, ROMANIA, HER FAMILY, WERE IMMIGRANTS, AND SHE, FOUGHT, FOR THE RIGHTS OF THE ELDERLY AND AGAINST, SEX AND LABOR TRAFFICKING IN CALIFORNIA, BEFORE, FLEEING AN ABUSIVE HUSBAND! THE SECRET LIVES OF ALL OF US, ARE INTERESTING AND DIVERSE. IT MATTERS HOW YOU GOT HERE, OR NOT! I AM DAMNED PROUD OF THE PATH I CHOSE, THAT LEAD ME STRAIGHT TO SEATTLE AND SURROUNDING AREA! I LOVE IT! IF I WERE TO DO IT ALL AGAIN, I MOST LIKELY WOULD, DO IT JUST THE WAY, I DID! TOUGH. BUT NO REGRETS. MOST OF THIS WAS OUT OF MY HANDS. I JUST RESPONDED IN KIND. THERE IS A SONG, THAT MADE ME FEEL BETTER ABOUT WHAT I PUT MY KIDS THROUGH, AND WHAT THEY, PUT ME THROUGH . . . IT IS CALLED, I THINK, "I'M COMING HOME."

You Were J.D's Friend?

Yes, I Was His Friend . . . SOB.

I don't know how this writing got red, but, whatever.  In this dream, someone, died, and it seemed to be someone named, J.D., I think, or that was the name, that, came to mind, in the dream.  I had all these pages and verses, underlined in a book and I was going to write something that seemed appropriate for this man, who lived and died, probably without much ado from anyone.  As I got to his stuff, his remains, there were just a few blankets, and, a board game.  I started to open the book and look at the passages, and, changed my mind, closed the books, and decided to just let him rest in peace.  Then, I took his blankets and folded them in a pile, and put them on top of the board game.

There were three other men, or homeless men, sitting, around, where this dude's, last days and nights were spent, and, as I folded the blankets and stacked his stuff, one of them, said, So, you were J.D's friend?  All I could say, was, yes, I was J.D.'s friend.  Then, I started to cry.  What was strange, was, the tears were running freely down my cheeks, and my nose was running, and, I reached a place of cognitive reality or wake, and thought for a second . . . who was this I am crying over?  I don't know anyone named, J.D.?  I am not even in Montana, where, I am near, men, in a homeless situation?  In Seattle, the men and women, are very separate and the two, at least where i have been, rarely meet.

I continued to cry for this unknown soul.  I thought of the statistics, of most homeless people, dying, between the ages of 35 to 45, when living, hard core on the streets.  Then, I thought of, me living for 7 years in this situation, not by choice, but by force, and, being, harassed, chased, intimidated, and, pushed and shoved.  I am, almost 65 in about, 3 months, so I have, long out lived, the statistics, but, I didn't start in the streets, at that age, and, I am, as healthy, or more so, than, more people my age, look, about 20 years younger than, I have a right to, so?  I thought, did this, J.D. represent, my law degree, of having a juris doctorate?  Did the significance of the board game, under the blankets, represent, the end of this, fucking, game, I have been forced, into without notice, or recall, or even a voice or choice?

I AM BOARD OUT OF MY FUCKING MIND . . . EVEN THE SWIM GAMES, ARE THE SAME . . .OVER AND OVER AND OVER, THE SAME SHIT!  WHATEVER TEST I AM SUPPOSE TO HAVE, BEEN PUT THROUGH, I PASSED WITH FLYING COLORS, SURVIVED AND THRIVED!  SO WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE?  I AM FINALLY, GOING TO BE COMPENSATED FOR 20 YEARS OF SERVICE TO MY COUNTRY?  I WOULD HOPE SO . . . IS THIS RED, THAT, POPPED UP, FROM, WHATEVER SOURCE, SYMBOLIC OF FAMOUS WRITING?  IT SHOULD, LONG, LONG TIME WRITING!  OR IT IS THE TRAINING?  

WHAT HAPPENS WHEN, YOU TAKE WOMEN, WHO SHOULD HAVE BEEN ON THE STREETS, AND TAKE SOMEONE WHO WOULD NEVER HAVE LANDED ON THE STREETS, AND SWITCH PLACES WITH THEM, TO SEE, IF YOU CAN PULL IT OFF, AND STEAL, ALL THAT THIS PERSON, EARNED, AND GIVE IT TO YOUR FUCK BUDDIES?  IT SHIT A "MY FAIR LADY" IN REAL . . . A HENRY HIGGINS, WHO TOOK THE GUTTER TRAMPS, AND TURNED THEM INTO THE REFINED, ATTORNEY, PROFESSOR, LOBBYIST, BLOGGER, MOTHER, AND, THE GAME WAS TO SEE, IF THAT COULD BE A SEAMLESS, PAINLESS STEAL, WITH OUT ME KNOWING?

YOU FAILED.  I KNEW EVERY MOVE YOU MADE, ALL THE WAY ALONG!  THERE IS ANOTHER SONG, I HEARD TODAY, AND IT WENT SOMETHING LIKE, "ONE DAY YOU WILL ACCOMPANY ME . . ."  BUT WILL I WANT TO?  I HAVE IMAGINED, BEING, BACK ME, AFTER, 20 YEARS OF SHIT, GAMES, LIPTRIX, LASER SHOWS, DRAMA, STAGED SHIT, FOR WHAT? AND BEING, INTRODUCED, TO THE CIA AGENTS, OR THE FBI, OR THE FEDS, WHO CHEERED MY 1243 PERFECT SCORE, THEN, ASKING ME TO SAY A FEW WORDS.  I COULD ONLY THINK OF TWO I WOULD, WANT TO SAY--

FUCK YOU!

Coming Home

Dirty Money

I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the world I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away
All the pain of yesterday

I know my kingdom awaits
And they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the world that I'm coming

I'm back where I belong
Yeah I never felt so strong
I'm feelin' like there's nothing that I can't try
(I'm back, baby)
And if you with me put your hands high
(Put your hands high)

If you ever lost a life before, this one's for you
(And if you with me put your hands high)
And you, and you and you and you
(Your dreams are filled, you're rapping with the best)

I hear The Tears Of A Clown
I hate that song
I always feel like they talking to me when it comes on
Another day another dawn
Another Keisha, nice to meet ya, get the math, I'm gone

What am I 'posed to do when the club lights come on
It's easy to be Puff, but it's harder to be Sean
What if the twins ask why I ain't marry their mom?
(Why Damn!)
How do I respond?

What if my son stares with a face like my own
And says he wants to be like me when he's grown
Shit, but I ain't finished growin'
Another night the inevitable prolongs

Another day, another dawn
Just tell Keisha and Teresa I'll be better in the morn'
Another lie that I carry on
I need to get back to the place I belong

I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the world I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away
All the pain of yesterday

I know my kingdom awaits
And they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the world that I'm coming

A house Is Not A Home, I hate this song
Is a house really a home when your loved ones are gone?
And niggas got the nerve to blame you for it
And you know you woulda took the bullet if you saw it

But you felt it and still feel it
And money can't make up for it or conceal it
But you deal with it and you keep ballin'
Pour out some liquor, play ball, and we keep ballin'

Baby, we've been living in sin 'cause we've been really in love
But we've been living as friends
So you've been a guest in your own home
It's time to make your house your own, pick up your phone, come on

I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the world I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away
All the pain of yesterday

I know my kingdom awaits
And they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the world that I'm coming

Ain't No Stopping Us Now, I love that song
Whenever it comes on it makes me feel strong
I thought I told y'all that we won't stop
We back cruising through Harlem, Viso blocks

It's what made me, saved me, drove me crazy
Drove me away than embraced me, forgave me
Forgave from all of my shortcomings, welcome to my homecoming
Yeah it's been a long time coming

Lot of fights, lot of scars
Lot of bottles, lot of cars
Lot of ups, lot of downs
Made it back, lost my dog
(I miss you Big)
And here I stand, a better man
(A better man)
Thank you Lord
(Thank you Lord)

I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the world I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away
All the pain of yesterday

I know my kingdom awaits
And they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the world that I'm coming
Coming home
Home

Source: Musixmatch

Songwriters: GRANT ALEXANDER / HAFERMANN HOLLY / CARTER SHAWN / COLE JERMAINE A

Coming Home lyrics © WB Music Corp., Universal Music - Z Songs, M Shop Publishing, Carter Boys Music, Hotel Bravo Music, Universal Music-z Songs, Universal Music Z Songs, WB MUSIC CORP, W B MUSIC CORP, SONGS OF UNIVERSAL, INC., WB MUSIC CORP OBO CARTER BOYS MUSIC, UNIVERSAL MUSIC-Z SONGS OBO M SHOP PUBLISHING, UNIVERSAL MUSIC-Z SONGS OBO HOTEL BRAVO MUSIC, M. SHOP PUBL.

HIGHLY CREATIVE . . . EROTIC SEX AND CONSTANT DANGER! CAN COST YOU! STALKERSIDENTIFIED.COM. CYBERSTALKING. COOL NEW BUSINESSES STARTING UP WITH, MUSCLE MEN, WITH BOXING GLOVES, PISSED AT STALKERS, THE "INVISIBLE CRIME" AND TAKING THEM ON, ISSUE BY ISSUE, POINT BY POINT! YEAH! MY HEROES! SHIT, I COULD HARDLY, LOGIN TO MY GOOGLE ACCOUNT TODAY! THEY HAVE STOLEN, BILLIONS OVER 6 YEARS, HAVE HACKED ME DAILY, AND NOW HAVE CHOKED OFF ME FROM MY OWN BLOG! THESE GUYS ARE GOING TO DO EVERYTHING TO THE FUCKING HACKERS, THAT THEY DID TO THEIR VICTIMS! PERFECT! RIP'EM UP. TEAR'EM UP! IT IS "MY" FUCKING PROPERTY. ONE OF THE FIRST BLOGS I HAVE DID WAS ON CYBERWARFARE! IT WAS A MASSIVE HIT AND A BLOG THAT HAS BEEN STANDING ON ITS OWN, UP UNTIL, THESE FUCKS, STARTED TO BLOCK ME FROM MY OWN ACCOUNTS! THEY DIVERTED MY ACCOUNT, 9 DAYS OR SO, AFTER I STARTED WRITING AND THEY KNEW IT WAS GOING TO BE A MONEY MAKER, LIKE EVERYTHING ELSE I HAVE DONE! I WILL GIVE YOU HALF OF ALL YOU RECOVER FROM THEM, AND, IF YOU HAVE THE POWER, PUT OUT, DEATH WARRANTS ON THE MOTHERFUCKERS! I AM NOT THAT INTO MONEY, BUT I AM INTO JUSTICE! THIS IS CALLED, SELF-DEFENSE! THEY HAVE USED LETHAL FORCE AGAINST ME FOR 20 YEARS, NOW LET THEM FEEL THE HEAT AND PRESSURE OF DAILY DEATH THREATS! I LOVE IT! I WAS THINKING OF ANOTHER, TYPE LAWSUIT, THAT, ATTORNEYS, OUGHT TO START LOOKING AT, AND THAT IS FUCKING FEDS AND COPS WHO, VIDEO TAPE, THERE SEXUAL ENCOUNTERS AND EITHER SHARE THEM WITH THEIR BUDDIES, OR THEY, MARKET THEM, IF THEY ARE WITH, A CELEBRITY. I KNOW MY SISTERS AND OTHERS, HAVE TAKEN ON MY CELEBRITY AND PRESENCE, IN PUBLIC, BUT THESE FUCKERS KNOW EXACTLY WHO I AM AND CONTINUE TO GO AFTER ME, NOT THE CRIMINALS, WHO ARE THEM! BELIEVE ME, I AM EXTREMELY GENEROUS! JUST GET THEM! THIS CALLS FOR VIGILANTE SOURCES, BECAUSE THE FUCKERS WHO DID THIS ARE, LAW ENFORCEMENT, MIXED WITH MOB, FAMILY AND MILITARY! THERE IS NO OTHER COURSE OF ACTION, I HAVE TRIED THEM ALL, GIVEN, EVERY DETAIL, DATES, TIMES, PLACES, FACES, AND CRIMES . . . FUCKING NOTHING! THIS JUST CAN'T BE ALLOWED TO HAPPEN IN A SOCIETY RUN BY THE "RULE OF LAW!" YOU MAY SAVE THE COUNTRY IF YOU CATCH THEM AND BRING THEM TO JUSTICE, WHICH IS DEATH! THAT IS WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO ME, I AM JUST SMARTER THAN THEY ARE. I LOVED YOUR AD, "THEY ARE SMART, BUT WE ARE SMARTER!" OH, FUCK YEAH! I AM WELL AWARE OF EVERY DAMNED THING THEY HAVE DONE TO ME, I JUST COULDN'T GET HELP OR TRACTION, BECAUSE I WAS GOING AGAINST THE VERY PEOPLE WHO WERE CHARGED WITH THE LEGAL AND CONSTITUTIONAL DUTIES, TO PREVENT, FINANCIAL CRIMES. NOBODY SUSPECTED THE CIA, MAIN CULPRITS, BECAUSE, THEY DON'T DO DOMESTIC CRIME INVESTIGATIONS! FUCK THEY WERE DOING THE CRIMES! YOU NEED SOME BRAINIAC, WHO CAN RECONSTRUCT MY BLOG ENTRIES, AND IT IS ALL THERE! I JUST NEED SOMEONE WITH THE WHEREWITHALL, TO, DIG THIS STUFF UP, THAT THEY STOLE, AND LIKELY, PUT TOGETHER BOOKS, AND AFTER THEY MADE MONEY, NOT ON MY SITE, BUT ON THEIR "CUT'N UP" SITES, STARTED DAYS AFTER, I STARTED THIS BLOG, THE HISTORY WAS THE PLACE THAT I FOUND WHERE THE ACCOUNT WAS REDIRECTED, TO I BELIEVE ,MANY OTHER ACCOUNTS, WHO GOT CREDIT AND THE MONEY FROM, MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY AND WORK! THIS BLOG HAS BEEN ABOUT A FULL-TIME JOB, FOR, 6 YEARS! BETWEEN THE WRITING, THE NOTE TAKING, THE NEWS WATCHING, IT ALL ADDS UP! NOT TL MENTION THE TRAINING ASPECT OF IT, FOR, GOVERNMENT AND LAW ENFORCEMENT, OF ALL THREE BRANCHES OF GOVERNMENT! I HAVE BEEN TO THE TOP IN ALL THREE BRANCHES, FROM, GETTING NATIONAL AWARDS, IN THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, TO GOING THE THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT, IN THE JUDICIAL BRANCH, TO BEING EXTREMELY EFFECTIVE, ON BOTH THE STATE AND NATIONAL SCENE IN THE LEGISLATIVE BRANCH! I AM NOT A COP CUNT! PRETENDING TO BE AN ATTORNEY! THE LAST THREE DAYS, WHILE AT THE ST. PETER'S UNITED METHODIST CHURCH, I HAVE HAD, COPS, SCOPING OUT THE JOINT. YESTERDAY MORNING AFTER SEEING, THE CHUCK NORRIS, K-9 UNIT DOG, SNIFFING OUT THE CHURCH PROPERTY, A STRANGE PLACE TO WALK A DOG! THEN, YESTERDAY MORNING, AT 4:00 AM, I JUST GOT A FEELING, FROM THE REACTION OF STAFF, WHEN, I GOT UP TO GO TO THE BATHROOM, THAT THERE WAS A STINK OP PLANNED, AGAIN, RE-ENFORCED, BY, STAFF, ACTING SHOCKED WHEN, I BOOKED IT OUT THE DOOR AT 5:00 AM! I ASKED MY FRIEND, CARRY, WHO HAS KNOWN ME FOR YEARS, IF THERE WAS ANYTHING STRANGE, THAT HAPPENED, AFTER I LEFT IN THE MORNING? YEAH, TWO COP CARS SHOWED UP . . . PULLED IN AND LOOKED AT HER, OR GOT THE SIGN FROM THE STAFF THAT I WAS GONE, AND THEY LEFT! AGAIN THIS MORNING, I GOT THAT OLD GUT FEELING I HAVE THOUSANDS OF TIMES IN THE LAST, 7 YEARS, THAT SOMETHING WAS UP. I BOOKED IT OUT THE DOOR, BEFORE, 6:00 AM, PROBABLY ABOUT, 5:30 AM, I WAS GOING TO GO HIT THE BRIGHT GREEN SHUTTLES, AT EASTGATE AND GO HIKING, TO LAKE SOMAMISH, OR WHATEVER, AND GET BACK IN TIME FOR BLOGGING AND LA FITNESS! I WAS TIRED OF WAITING ON ONE SIDE OF THE STREET, SO I SAT DOWN, ACROSS THE STREET AT THE BUS STOP, AND WHEN, IT CAME OVER THE HILL FROM CROSSROADS MALL, I DECIDED, JUST MOVING WAS, A SMART THING AT THAT TIME IN THE MORNING. ON THE BUS, LESS THAN, A SECOND, THERE WAS A COP SUV, GOING UP NEAR THE CHURCH, WITHOUT ANY LIGHTS ON TOP FLASHING. SNEAKY. WHEN, I TOOK MY BAG OF BLANKETS AND MAT, OUT TO THE POD, OR THE TRAILER, IN THE PARKING LOT, THERE WAS A MAN, WHO WAS BEING EXTREMELY LOUD, DRUGGIE, OR COP? WERE THEY THERE FOR HIM? HE WAS PROBABLY ONE OF THEM! IT IS RELENTLESS! FEAR IS NOT A PLAN THAT LOOKS GOOD ON ME! I AM NEVER AFRAID, JUST CAUTIOUS! I WOULD LOVE, SOMEONE, TO DO TO THEM, WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO ME . . . ISN'T THAT THE GOLDEN RULE? SURE! GET MY GOLD BACK FROM THEM. I LOVE THE LINE FROM MY FAVORITE ATTORNEY MOVIE, "LINCOLN LAWYER" AND MATTHEW MCCAUNAHEY, SORRY DON'T DARE LOOK UP SPELLING WILL GET HACKED! BUT HE IS STANDING IN COURT, WITH ONE OF HIS BIKER CLIENTS, WHO WAS CAUGHT WITH DRUGS OR POT, AND, HIS ATTORNEY, SAID, WHILE THEY WERE STANDING IN COURT, THAT HE NEEDED TO PLAY HIM. THE DUDE SAID, "I HAVE THE MONEY." MATT, SAID, "YEAH, THAT IS THE PROBLEM, YOU HAVE IT, AND I DON'T!" HE LEAVES HIM IN JAIL, UNTIL HE GETS PAID. AS OUR STAR ATTORNEY, LEAVES IN HIS BLACK, LINCOLN CONTINENTAL, THE BIKER'S FRIENDS, IN HIS BIKER GANG, PULL UP ALONG SIDE OF THE CAR ON THE FREEWAY, THEM ON THEIR HOGS, AND, THEY HAD, ATTORNEY, MCCAUNAHEY, AN ENVELOPE STUFF WITH MONEY, AND SOME EXTRA TOO, TO GET THEIR BUDDY OUT OF JAIL! THAT IS THE PROBLEM HERE TOO, THEY HAVE MY MONEY, AND I DON'T HAVE IT, AS THE ONE WHO EARNED IT! ALL THE CONSTRUCTION, AROUND, UTAH, MONTANA, AND WASHINGTON, LIKELY, IS MINE, BEING LAUNDERED! AGAIN THIS MORNING, AS I CRUISED THE CITY OF BELLEVUE, WITH NEW BUILDINGS GOING UP AT AN ALARMING RATE BY ANYONE'S IMPRESSION, WITH NEW, BUILDINGS ON EVERY CORNER, REGARDLESS OF NEED AND GROWTH PATTERNS, OR EVEN PERMITS, I WOULD GUESS, THAT, LIKE ONE BUILDING EVERY FEW YEARS, MIGHT, IN A NORMAL GROWTH PATTERN GO UP, BUT, WITH MY MONEY IN THE ECONOMY, IT IS BEYOND BOOM STREET! FOUR AND FIVE BUILDINGS ON THE SAME BLOCK! THEY CAN'T BUILD THINGS FAST ENOUGH, TO GET RID OF ALL THAT I MAKE, DAILY, BETWEEN THE BLOG, ITSELF, THE ADS, THE SHOES, THE CLOTHING, THE WHATEVER, BOOKS, THE TRAINING MANUALS, WITH, INFORMATION, I WANTED TO BE "FREE" TO THE PEOPLE AROUND THE WORLD, THEY ARE GOING TO MAKE THE MONEY, FROM THE BLOG, THEN, TAKE AWAY, THE INFORMATION, TO A BETTER LIFE AND GOVERNMENT AND THEN, MARKET, THE BOOKS AND MAKE MORE MONEY OFF ME! RACHEL AND SHELLEY, BOTH USED TO LIVE HERE, SO, THEY ARE TRYING TO BE THE BIG SHOTS, AS IF THEY ARE ME, AND THE COPS, HAVE TO KNOW ABOUT THIS! THERE IS NO WAY IN HELL, THEY CAN'T, AFTER I HAVE BEEN HERE FOR ALMOST THREE YEARS, OFF AND ON! I WRITE ABOUT WHERE I AM, JUST IN CASE THEY ARE SUCCESSFUL, IN KILLING ME, WANTED FOR CASH, SO MY KIDS, OR SOMEONE, WHO CARED, MIGHT KNOW WHERE TO START, LOOKING FOR MY BODY! SOUNDS SAD, RIGHT, BUT TRUE! I HAVE BECOME A "PIN NUMBER" TO MY FAMILY, THE COPS, THE GOVERNMENT AND THE MOB! YESTERDAY, I BRIEFLY WROTE, ABOUT THE "TURPIN" FAMILY, WHO, GREW MORE AND MORE STRANGE AND SECRETIVE, TAKING ON A NOCTERNAL EXISTENCE, WITH MOM AND DAD, EXERTING MORE AND MORE CONTROL OVER THE KIDS! "TURN PIN" HAS CREATED THAT IN MY FAMILY, WHO, IF PLANS WENT AS, THEY WERE SUPPOSE TO, ARE ALL, AT BRYCE NATIONAL PARK, EAST OF CEDAR CITY, FOR AN ALLEGED, SIBLINGS, AND PARENTS, REUNION, BECAUSE MY MOM IS NOT GOING TO BE AROUND MUCH LONGER? BOTH HER PARENTS, LIVED INTO THEIR LATE, 90'S! SHE WAS SWIMMING, A MILE A DAY, 7 YEARS AGO, LAST I SAW HER? BUT THE MORE MONEY, I MAKE, THAT THEY STEAL, THE MORE AND MORE BIZARRE MY FAMILY GETS! MOB FAMILIES ACT JUST LIKE THIS, WITH A CLOSE CIRCLE OF FAMILY AND FRIENDS, THEY KEEP THINGS CLOSE TO THE CHEST, AND, SHARE WITH ONLY THOSE THEY TRUST! A FAMILY TAKES ON THE WEIRD, CHARACTERISTICS OF BEING A "CULT" IN AND OF ITSELF! THEY ARE ALL AT THEIR LITTLE RETREAT, IN BRYCE CANYON, FROM SEPTEMBER 4 TO THE 7TH. ONE THING, CRIMINALS DO, IS THEY ALWAYS GO HOME! I NEVER GO HOME! NOT WITH MY EXTENDED FAMILY. KIDS AND GRANDKIDS, YEAH, I DON'T EVEN CONSIDER THESE FUCKERS MY FAMILY ANYMORE! DO I MISS THEM? FUCK NO. i NEVER EVEN THINK ABOUT THEM. THEY ARE NO MORE, THAN A PIMPLE ON THE ASS OF THE UNIVERSE TO ME! I WOULD EXECUTE THE WHOLE CREW OF THEM, AND THEIR FUCKING SPOUSES, ALL MARRIED, I BELIEVE, AT THE TIME THEY, PICKED UP ON ME, TO "WEAVE" ME AND THEM, BACK TOGETHER, EACH TIME I SEPARATE FROM THEM! IT IS A SICK, SYMBIOTIC, RELATIONSHIP FOR THEM! I AM LIKE THE MOTHER-SHIP, AND THEY ARE THE POD, EGGS, THAT CAN'T SURVIVE WITHOUT ME! THEY SUCK THE LIFE BLOOD AND ESSENCE, OUT OF EVERYTHING I DO OR WHEREVER I GO! I AM LIFEBLOOD TO THEM! IF THEY DIED, IT WOULD BE ALL GAIN FOR ME. IF I DIED, IT WOULD BE ALL DRAIN FOR THEM! YOU DON'T CUT OFF THE ROOTS OF THE TREE, AND THE BRANCHES AND LEAVES, SURVIVE! STUPID! I REMEMBERED THE DREAM, OR SEQUENCE, I FORGOT, THE OTHER DAY . . . FUNNY, IT IS THE PART OF THE THREE PART DREAM, THAT I FOCUSED ON IN THE MORNING, BUT, I BELIEVE IT IS VERY INSIGHTFUL, AT THIS POINT, MORE SO THAN, IT WOULD HAVE BEEN THE OTHER DAY! OH, THEY ARE ALSO, CUTTING ME OFF FROM ALL NEWS SOURCES, OR AT LEAST FROM, MSNBC! ROCKIN' ROOSTER IS BLOCKED, MY MAIN SOURCE. I CAN STILL GET IT AT THE FITNESS CLUB, AS LONG AS I PEDDLE THE STATIONARY BIKES! PERHAPS THEY ARE TRYING TO GET ME IN SHAPE, BUT I DOUBT IT, THEY HAVE FUCKED WITH, ALL GYM MEMBERSHIPS, AND TAKE THEM OVER AS IF THEY ARE ME, THE OWNER OF THE MEMBERSHIP! THAT HAS HAPPENED, AT ALL FITNESS CLUBS, SINCE, I STARTED GOING TO THEM, BACK, 7 YEARS AGO, WITH FUEL FITNESS IN HELENA, MONTANA! DREAM . . .

HACKED, NEED I EVEN WRITE THIS, IT IS A DAILY OCCURRENCE . .  FUCK THESE BASTARDS AND BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MS. MODESTY?

• I used to have dreams when, a child, of getting up, dressed and ready to go to school, and, someone, throws a rock at me and my clothes all fall off!  LOL.
• in this dream, the setting is simple, I am sitting there stark, assed, naked, in a small, like doctors, examination room.  I am sitting on those gray slabs of leather, with the tissue paper, on them.  The people in the room, are significant, because, of, all the family members, who are probably, not involved, in this shit, with the rest of the crew, are present, Marcie, and Mark Nelson.  Marcie, however, has blonde hair, pulled up in a bun, and, straight, cut bangs, unlike I have ever seen her.  She is thin, and always, was in shape, took good care of herself, and looked, about the way she always did.  Mark, looked like he did, the sports, couple, with, their own, independent, wealth, leaving them, out, because, they were not hungry for, money, always, had it always will!  
• Marcie and Mark are probably, the least political of the family too.  Mark would be up to speed on issues, but I doubt, Marcie would care or see, what is going on in the country, as affecting her or her family, so, therefore of little interest to her.
• the other two people, who might have been in the room, and, they, either faded in and out, or didn't play a prominent role, in the dream, but, my daughter, Greta, might have been there, and, my sister, Sue, could have been there too.  That's what happens when I don't write things down.  
• very uncharacteristically of me, I was just sitting there naked, on the slab, and, Marcie and Mark, might, with him being a dentist in the medical field, treat it as if, I were just any patient, sitting, in an examining room?  The whole, me, naked, is symbolic, I believe, or exposed, or finally, viewed, in who I am?  Or it may be revealing on who they see me as?  What is interesting to me, is we are all just talking, and I thought, maybe I ought to get dressed?  Then, I noticed that, I had, some, slobber, or drool, dried, that had run down, the side of my mouth and chin?  That one piece of information, indicated to me, that, these four people, might be seeing me, as I was, back, 20 years ago, when, I was first diagnosed, with Pick's Disease, and it would indicate, that they thought, perhaps, that I never, recovered from it, never, practiced law, again, never went to the U.S. Supreme Court, never blogged, never, did anything professionally, since, being originally, diagnosed, years and a lifetime ago!
• the reason, I believe, that takes me back, is that, naked, I was, the same, thin, size, I was, before, all this shit happened to me, about 140 lbs.  That to me is a marker, or indicator, of the time period.
• Marcie and Mark, plus Sue, have been around me the least of all family members, not involved in me going back into the practice of law, now around when, I had, $700 million worth of cases, and it might not be real to them.  Sue lived back east, and, M and M, just were not that into the Southwick family.  Greta is the one who surprises me.  She was around, when, I reactivated my law license, and she saw first hand, my rise from the dust, to the heights of the law, even considered going to law school herself!  I think after she took the LSAT, or the law school entrance exam, she realized, that law school, was going to be no lark, and mom, made it look easier than, it really was!
• Mark and Kevin, whom I believe, was and has been extremely involved, in this heist of my money, was a Mormon bishop, in Mitt Romney's stake back in Massachusetts, with both, Sue and Kev, being very POLITICAL, probably next in line, after me.  Sue has a poli sci, minor, I think . . . history, major, political science, minor.  Sue, was the family, liberal, in her younger years and was going to, campaign or did, in college for Birch Bye, or some Democrat for president.
• STAY ONE. PLAY ALL!  I do believe, that particularly, Greta, fading in and out, probably is where, she is . . . from Shelley, to all the sisters, all have played me and, Greta is likely, the new heir apparent and not too comfortable, doing this to mom and being her perfect replacement!  Of everyone, she knows me best, is smart enough, but unschooled in the law, but, a quick study and raised around an attorney, mom, the type of kids, who make the best attorneys!  I WOULD BELIEVE, THAT, ALLAN, AKA, FRANK, OF INTERPOL, LIKELY, PUT HER UP TO THIS, AND CAPITALIZED, ON ME, LEAVING, AFTER, THE KIDS GOT BACK IN SCHOOL, OR BEFORE . . . HE WAS ALWAYS TAKEN WITH HER BEAUTY AND CLASS!  
• often, I leave, a place, specifically, to be NAKED, or to be exposed, for who I am, not being weaved, mixed, blended with, what 10 other women and many men too!  My blog that particular day, was, I believe, the one I wrote on the Bellevue Library, after setting a new, pin number, for the computers.  It was the next day, that the library system was shut down, so, I am sure, the fuckers, could, put, all the tricks and whistles, hacks and autohack, programs, on the new password!
• as for the drool, at times, I will wake from sleep, or from a nap, at the library or wherever and have a small, crusty, bit of drool, running from the corner of my mouth, to my chin, but, to be sitting there, in plain, day, with that?  Or, here is my EGO, no small thing, that, me naked is worth drooling over!  THE HOMELESS CHICK, WHO IS THE "MUSCLE GIRLFRIEND" OF THE CENTURY?  If let alone, I will be back to the size I was, before all this shit happened!  I GUESS YOU COULD SAY, I HAVE GONE FULL CIRCLE, BACK TO, THE REAL ME, EXPOSED, AND LOVELY!  PERHAPS, JUST SITTING THERE, HEALTHY, TALKING, NO EMBARRASSED, BUT, EXPOSED, SHOWS, THAT, SOON, ALL WILL BE RESTORED, BACK TO THE WAY IT WAS BEFORE!

THIS HAS BEEN A LONG, ARDUOUS, EXTREMELY, TAXING, FIGHT, JUST TO BE ME!

THE ATTORNEY

THE PROFESSOR

THE LOBBYIST

THE BUSINESS OWNER

THE FOREIGN POLICY EXPERT

THE BLOGGER

MOST IMPORTANT, MOTHER OF THE FOUR HOTTEST KIDS, IN THE WORLD!

I CAN'T BELIEVE, WE ALL SURVIVED!

THAT WAS NOT THE PLAN!

GRETA AND I LAUGHED, THE LAST TIME, WE WERE TOGETHER, AND SAID, YOU NEVER WANT TO KNOW, OR MEET YOUR, HEROES!

SOMETIMES, THE "REAL" IS, LIGHT-YEARS, BETTER, THAN THE ACTORS, THE FRAUDS, THE BITCHES AND BASTARDS, WHO, TRIED TO BE, THE HERO, STEAL YOUR LEGACY, AND PRESENT THEMSELVES AS YOU!

THEY CALL ME A HOG?

WHAT ABOUT, BILL GATES, JEFF BEZOS, WARREN BUFFET, AND OTHERS, WHAT ABOUT OPRAH, OR ADELE, OR J LOW?

WHY SHOULD I BE DENIED, ALL OF WHO I AM AND HAVE ACCOMPLISHED?

SO, I WENT FROM DOING IT ALL, TO GETTING CREDIT FOR NONE, AND ALMOST, MIGHT STILL, BE KILLED?

WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT ALL ABOUT?

NOTHING BUT, ABJECT, JEALOUSY, CAN, EXPLAIN, THIS, STUPIDITY!

#SHEISEQUAL! IF NOT SUPERIOR!

#WITHHERFORHER!

FUN SPOT. THE FARM AT SILLYSVILLE. BEECHER'S CHEESE FOR ALL. THE BEST POKER IN THE NORTHWEST. STAY ONE. PLAY ALL. 1-800-999-9999 INJURED. MY GOODS MARKET. KIRKLAND VISION. CUT'N UP. MOVE LIFE FORWARD. FEARLESS IS A PLAN THAT GOES WITH YOU. IRON MOUNTAIN. INFORMATION MANAGEMENT. #SHEISEQUAL. #WITHHERFORHER. FIRST STRIKE GAMES. UP AT 4 OUT THE DOOR. IT'S THE EYE OF THE TIGER. THE THRILL OF THE FIGHT. FLYING STUDS. AMERICAN FREESTYLE RODEO. WASHINGTON STATE FAIR. FALL JUST GOT COOLER. LITTLE COWBOYS. COWGIRLS? TRY THE MUTTIN' BUSTIN'. GRANDSON #1 WON HIS HEAT BY WRAPPING HIS LEGS AROUND THE SHEEP AND HANGING ON FOR DEAR LIFE, UNTIL HE REACHED THE OTHER SIDE OF THE ARENA! GRANDSON #2 PULLED A VERY LARGE SHEEP AND WENT STRAIGHT UP AND STRAIGHT BACK DOWN, HITTING THE GROUND WITH HIS HEAD . . . GRANDMA THE DIRT HIT ME ON THE HEAD! LOL. A MALE RADIO ANNOUNCER ASKED HIS FEMALE CO-WORKER IF SHE WOULD LET HER SON MUTTIN' BUST? SURE! HELICOPTER PARENTS--LET THEM GO AND WATCH THEM GROW! MEMORIES. MOST FUN PART OF THE FAIR IS SEEING THE BULLS AND PIGS, GENERALLY WITH THEIR LITTLE PIGLETS! WE ARE JUST A FEW GENERATIONS OR LESS AWAY FROM THE FARM OR THE RANCH! CELEBRATE YOU ROOTS! CELEBRATE YOUR STATE! I JUST DIED IN YOUR ARMS TONIGHT. JUST LIKE A PRAYER, I'LL TAKE YOU THERE. IT'S LIKE A DREAM TO ME! COUPLE OF INTERESTING THINGS I READ ABOUT, IN THE "BELLEVUE REPORTER." PANEL EDUCATES THE PUBLIC ON WASHINGTON STATE "ERPO" LAW. WASHINGTON'S "EXTREME RISK PROTECTION ORDER LAW" WAS PUT INTO EFFECT IN 2016. THESE TYPE OF LAWS, ARE ALSO, REFERRED TO AS, "RED FLAG" LAWS DEALING WITH, PEOPLE AND GUNS, THAT MIGHT, BE A THREAT TO THEMSELVES OR OTHERS. THIS LAW REMINDS ME A LOT, OF, LIKE, A COMMITMENT LAW, OR IF YOU ARE A THREAT TO YOURSELF OR TO OTHERS, YOU MIGHT BE LOCKED UP, OR COMMITTED, FOR BOTH THE PROTECTION OF THE PUBLIC OR PROTECTION FROM YOURSELVES, AGAINST YOURSELF. I HAVE LONG SAID, THAT, PEOPLE, NEED TO WATCH THEIR ROOMMATE, OR THEIR BROTHER, OR SISTER, OR DAD, MOTHER, FRIENDS, ETC., WHO MIGHT BE SHOWING SIGNS OF BECOMING "RADICALIZED" OR SHOWING EVIDENCE OF A POSSIBLE "MELTDOWN" THAT MIGHT, EVENTUALLY, LEAD TO SOME, SCHOOL, WORK, MALL, FESTIVAL, OR COLLEGE SHOOTING! WE ALL KNOW THAT GUNS ARE "AMORAL" OR, ARE JUST A TOOL OR WEAPON, AND DEPENDING ON THE HANDS OF THE PERSON, WHO IS HOLDING IT, THE GUN CAN BE USED FOR GOOD OR FOR EVIL. WE ALL HAVE A SOCIAL RESPONSIBILITY, TO OUR NEIGHBORS, SCHOOLS, CHURCHES, AND OTHER AREAS, THAT ARE COMMON SPACES, USED AND ENJOYED BY ALL OF US, TO MAKE SURE THEY ARE SAFE! COPS MAY BE THE LAST ONES TO KNOW, IF YOU KID IS SHOWING SIGNS AROUND THE HOUSE, OR IN SCHOOL, OF NEEDING SOME ATTENTION, OR THAT THEY ARE DEMONSTRATING, AN INCREASED INTEREST IN GUNS, OR PUSH FOR THE PURCHASE OF MORE GUNS FOR THE HOUSE . . . ALL THESE MAY BE SIGNS, THAT THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG, AND THIS PROTECTIVE ORDER CAN, THEN, BE USED, TO HAVE A HEARING, TO SEE WHAT THE PERSON, IS REALLY UP TO, GIVE THEM A CHANCE TO EXPLAIN THEIR ACTIONS BEFORE, THE LAW IS INVOKED AND THEIR GUNS ARE TAKEN AWAY, FOR A PERIOD OF YOU YEAR. THERE IS SOMETHING ABOUT, ASKING, 104 DAYS AHEAD OF TIME, TO EXTEND THAT PROTECTIVE ORDER, BEYOND THE ONE YEAR POINT! GUNS ARE A BIG PART OF OUR CULTURE, BUT, WE DON'T NEED, MASS SHOOTINGS, TO BE AN EVERYDAY EVENT! CONTACT YOUR LOCAL POLICE DEPARTMENTS IF YOU HAVE QUESTIONS, ON WHO THIS WORKS, OR HAVE CONCERNS. THERE ARE CURRENTLY ABOUT 19 STATES, I BELIEVE THE ARTICLE SAID, THAT HAVE THESE TYPES OF LAWS ON THE BOOKS AND ANOTHER, 13 OR SO, WHO ARE LOOKING AT PASSING SUCH LAWS. THE SECOND AMENDMENT TO THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, GAVE CITIZENS, THE RIGHT TO BEAR ARMS, IN ORDER TO HAVE A FREE SOCIETY, NOT TO KILL EACH OTHER WITH, FREELY. THE ENTIRETY OF THE SECOND AMENDMENT HAS TWO PARTS, AND YOU CAN'T HAVE ONE WITHOUT THE OTHER. THERE SHOULD BE A HEALTHY DISTRUST, OF STATES, FOR THE FEDERAL GOVERNMENT, AND FOR THE FEDERAL GOVERNMENT, OVER STATES, TO MAKE SURE THAT THOSE ENTITIES, THAT MAKE UP, OUR FEDERALIST FORM OF GOVERNMENT, PERFORMS, ALL THE NEEDED AND NECESSARY "CHECKS AND BALANCES" BETWEEN, THEM, JUST LIKE THE THREE BRANCHES OF GOVERNMENT! THE CONSTITUTION IS BRILLIANTLY SET UP, AND, WHEN, IT OPERATES, THE WAY IT IS SUPPOSE TO, IT IS A BEAUTIFUL THING THAT KEEPS US ALL SAFE AND PROTECTED! THIS PRINCIPLE, OF ENSURING THAT PEOPLE, ARE, OF SOUND MIND, OR CAPABLE, REACHES INTO EVERYTHING FROM, DRIVING, TO MARRIAGE! WE DO NOT PUT LOADED GUNS INTO THE HANDS OF CRAZIES! IT IS BETTER TO HAVE A FENCE AT THE TOP OF THE CLIFF, THAN AN AMBULANCE AT THE BOTTOM OF THE CLIFF! PROTECTIVE MEASURES ARE JUST SMART, GOVERNMENT. OUR RIGHTS, DO NOT GO UNCHECKED, AND STATES HAVE THE SOLEMN DUTY, TO PROTECT THE HEALTH, SAFETY AND WELFARE OF THEIR CITIZENS . . . FEDERAL GOVERNMENT, PROTECTS THE "GENERAL WELFARE!" I WAS THRILLED TO SEE THAT, THE COUNTY, KING COUNTY, I ASSUME, IS PUSHING BACK REPORT ON "FOR-HRE" DRIVER TRAFFICKING TRAINING. LET ME CLARIFY THAT, I AM THRILLED THAT THE COUNTY IS ADDRESSING THE ISSUE OF SEX AND LABOR TRAFFICKING, SEEING THAT SEATTLE IS ONE OF THE HOT SPOTS, FOR, THIS TYPE OF ILLEGAL ENTERPRISE, BECAUSE OF THE ACCESS TO THE PORTS AND CARGO SHIPS, THAT HAVE BEEN USED, TO BRING, SEX AND LABOR SLAVES INTO THE CITY, STATE AND NATION! THIS LAW IS INTENDED TO EDUCATE, TAXI, UBER, AND LYFT DRIVERS, OF WHAT TO LOOK FOR, WITH REGARDS TO HUMAN TRAFFICKING OFF ALL KINDS. THE ONLINE PROGRAM, HAS BEEN DELAYED, FOR A YEAR, BUT, TRAINING THESE ENTITIES, WHO MIGHT, BE THE ONLY ONES TO SEE, A VICTIM, OR WITNESS A JOHN, WHO IS EXPLOITING, BOTH MEN AND WOMEN, PARTICULARLY, KIDS . . . WITHIN 48 HOURS OF RUNNING AWAY, KIDS ARE INDUCTED INTO THESE HIDEOUS CRIMES, THAT MAY TAKE YEARS, TO GET THEM OUT, IF THEY DO GET OUT ALIVE! THE AIRLINES HAVE STARTED TO TRAIN THEIR PERSONNEL, AND, THEY HAVE BEEN SUCCESSFUL, IN STOPPING, SOME OF THE TRAFFICKING INTO THIS AREA! IT WOULD, DO WELL, TO EDUCATION THE ENTIRE PUBLIC, ON THE SIGNS TO LOOK FOR. I AM NOT AN EXPERT BY ANY MEANS, BUT I HAVE GONE TO SEVERAL FBI TRAINING ON TRAFFICKING, AND THE DEPARTMENT OF JUSTICE, TOOK MY DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, WHEEL, AND ADOPTED IT TO SEX AND LABOR TRAFFICKING. "ISOLATION" OF THE INTENDED VICTIM IS CRITICAL AND KEY, TO SOME JOHN OR PIMP, TAKING OVER THEIR LIVES! DRUGS, FAME, AND EVEN LOVE, ARE USED TO ENTICE, PEOPLE, INTO THESE, TYPE SITUATIONS. PIMPS AND JOHNS, USE THE ALLURE OF HOLLYWOOD, OR FASHION, OR BEING A MODEL, ETC. TO DRAW YOU INTO, THEIR SNARES! THERE WERE TWO YOUNG GIRLS FROM MONTANA, WHO, WERE APPROACHED BY SOME DUDE AT THE MALL, WHO HAD A CAMERA WITH HIM, SAID IF THEY WOULD COME TO HIS HOTEL, HE WOULD TAKE PICTURES OF THEM, AND PASS THEM ON TO HIS CONTACTS. HE TOOK THE PICTURES, OF THE GIRLS IN SUGGESTIVE POSES, AND POSTED THEM ON "BACKPAGE" AN ONLINE SITE FOR PREDATORS AND THOSE WANTING, SEX AND SEXUAL SERVICES, WITHIN HOURS, THESE TWO YOUNG 15 YEAR OLDS, WERE FORCED, INTO HAVE SEX WITH PARTNER AFTER PARTNER! THE FBI FOUND THEM IN A HOTEL ROOM IN SALT LAKE CITY, UTAH! THIS WAS JUST DAYS AFTER, THEY WERE APPROACHED! WARN YOUR KIDS! LOOK FOR KIDS WHO ARE DRESSED INAPPROPRIATELY FOR THE WEATHER. SHORTS, NO SHOES, REVEALING CLOTHING, AND MAKE-UP, BEYOND, THEIR YEARS AND AGE! LOOK FOR OLDER MAN AND WOMEN, WHO, DON'T LOOK LIKE THEY ARE PARENTS! WE ARE ALL WELL FAMILIAR WITH THE JEFF EPSTEIN, SAGA, AND HE USED, EXACTLY THIS TYPE OF APPROACH ON THE GIRLS, LURED THEM TO HIS MANSION, ISLAND OR RANCH, WITH THE PROMISE OF FAME, FORTUNE, AND MEETING CELEBRITIES, ONLY TO FIND THEMSELVES, BEING GROUPED, OR TRICKED, INTO STARTING WITH, A MESSAGE, IN THEIR BRA AND PANTIES, TO SEE IF THEY WERE SUITED FOR MODELING, AND LATER, RAPED! EPSTEIN AND HIS FEMALE, COHORT, APPEARED TO BE THE PERSONS TO RECRUIT THE GIRLS, BRING THEM TO A SECLUDED, PLACE, AND USE, MONEY, AND ALL KINDS OF, SPARKLY OBJECTS, TO TAKE THEIR ATTENTION OFF WHAT WAS BEING DONE AND PROPOSED TO THEM. ONCE THE GIRLS AND BOYS, TRAFFICKING HAS MANY FORMS, ARE BROKEN IN, OR ISOLATED, OR, DON'T HAVE PROTECTION, THEY ARE THEN EXPLOITED! OFTEN THERE IS A DIVORCE, A DEATH, OR SOME TRAGEDY THAT MAKES THE TEEN VULNERABLE, TO THIS TYPE OF PREDATOR! THESE TYPE OF PEOPLE, BASICALLY, SEE THEMSELVES, AS JUST A LARGER, PREDATOR ON THE FOOD CHAIN, THEREFORE, AS ENTITLED AS A LION IS TO EAT AND LAMB AND A BEAR TO CATCH AND DEVOUR A FISH! WHEN IT COMES TO "SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST" . . . KIDS ARE NO MATCH FOR THESE FUCKERS! BOTH OF THESE ISSUES ARE ALL OF OUR ISSUES! SAVING SOMEONE IS A BEAUTIFUL THING, EVEN IF IT IS SAVING THEM FROM THEMSELVES! FAMILY, FRIEND, NEIGHBOR, INTERVENTION! I WAS THINKING, ABOUT, THE IDEA, BEHIND, LEGAL ISSUES, LIKE, "THE CASTLE DOCTRINE" AND, SEE, WHERE WE HAVE GONE ASTRAY, TO SOME EXTENT, ON DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, GUN VIOLENCE, CHILD AND ELDERLY ABUSE . . . WE RESPECT THE PRIVACY OF A HOME, WE NEED WARRANTS, TO VIOLATE THESE SACRED BOUNDARIES, OF RIGHTS, HOWEVER, WHEN THERE IS AN ANOMALY TAKING PLACE, INSIDE THE HOME, THAT WE ARE AWARE OF, IT IS OUR DUTY, TO BRING IT TO SOMEONE'S ATTENTION!

THE 13 TURPIN CHILDREN!

THE PARENTS OF THESE KIDS, STARTED TO BEHAVE IN ALL KINDS OF BIZARRE WAYS, THAT, THE NEIGHBORS, NOTICED, AND, BECAUSE OF, PRIVACY, OR RIGHTS, OR JUST NOT WANTING TO GET INVOLVED, THESE KIDS WERE FORCED TO LIVE A NOCTURNAL LIFE, WERE DEPRIVED OF SCHOOL, WERE CHAINED AND TIED TO THEIR BEDS, AND, WERE BASICALLY, STARVED ALMOST TO DEATH, BEFORE, ONE OF THE GIRLS, TOOK HER LIFE IN HER HANDS, AND RAN FOR HELP!  THIS WAS ONE OF THE WORST CASES OF ABUSE THE COUNTRY HAS EVER SEEN.

THE PARENTS, WERE BOTH, SENTENCED TO 25 YEARS ON PRISON, WITH THEIR CHILDREN BEING THE WITNESSES AGAINST THEM!

NEIGHBORS WHO THOUGHT, SOMETHING WAS WRONG, REGRETTED, NOT, GETTING MORE INVOLVED, WAY BACK, WHEN THE KIDS WERE LITTLE AND, WERE ALLOWED TO PLAY, WITH, NEIGHBOR KIDS!

BAD ASS MEN AND WOMEN, PROTECT THE VULNERABLE IN OUR SOCIETY!

SAVE SOMEONE!

KISS.

INTERNAL AFFAIRS. WILD WRANGLER RODEO. TOUCHDOWN TO RICHES. SMILE WITH WILD. FINAL FANTASY. SMARTSHEET. WONDERFUL WORLD. WHAT'S THE DEAL BANANA PEEL? I'LL STOP THE WORLD TO MELT WITH YOU . . . ARE YOU AT RISK? JUST DAILY. DID YOU HEAR ABOUT THE MAN WITH A CHAINSAW WHO CHASED A WOMAN TO HER CAR, JUMPED ON IT, UNTIL THE COPS CAME TO THE RESCUE? MAN IN THE LA FITNESS SWIMMING POOL, YESTERDAY AFTERNOON, LOOKED, LIKE THE SAME, DUDE, WHO SHOWED UP, TWO HOURS, LATER, AT ST. PETER'S METHODIST CHURCH, WITH A K-9 DOG, WHO DID REACT, TO WHERE I WAS STANDING IN LINE, BARELY BY 5 MINUTES . . . COP? STRANGE SIGHT TO SEE AT A WOMEN'S SHELTER . . . CHUCK NORRIS LOOKING DUDE, WITH A SHEPHERD. HE JERKED IT BACK WHEN, IT REACTED. NOT YOUR COMMON DOG WALK! HISPANIC DUDE WEARING AN AMAZON T-SHIRT, BLACK AND GRAY, AT MCDONALD'S, NEVER ORDERED, JUST LOOKED AT ME AND STAYED ON THE PHONE? WEARING A BLACK BALL CAP. MADCAP? THOSE STILETTO HEELS ARE SHARP. EACH OF THEM WAS FIRMLY IN HIS GRIP, PINNED BY A COMPLICATED WEB OF THREATS AND PROMISES. FEAR AND GREED, THE GREAT MOTIVATORS OF HUMANKIND. I NEVER TIRE OF RESCUING YOU. GOOD. PLENTY OF PRACTICE, I AM SURE! SMILE. PATRIOT GLEN. ROBINWOOD. DEATH BY SALESMAN. DREAMVILLE TODAY. LET'S START WITH A LOCAL CASE, HERE IN THE SEATTLE AREA. RECENTLY PROMOTED, CHICK, WORKING AT MORGAN STANLEY, FAILS TO REPORT TO WORK, NO CREDIT CARD ACTIVITY, FROM HER BANK. WHERE IS MS. PERFECT, MARRIED, TWO CUTE KIDS, LOVELY HOME, AND A PROFESSIONAL HUSBAND, WHO WORKED FOR THE HOUSING AUTHORITY, I BELIEVE, ON THEIR IT OR COMPUTER TECH SIDE OF THINGS. BACKGROUND, BOTH, HUBBY AND WIFE, WERE HAVING AFFAIRS ON EACH OTHER. DID HER LOVER KILL HER? HER HUSBAND'S LOVER? OR THE HUSBAND KILL HER? THAT IS THE QUESTION. HER BEST FRIEND, HAD A HORRIFYING DREAM ONE NIGHT, WITH TONS OF BLOOD. SHE WAS SO ALARMED BY THIS DREAM, THAT SHE WOKE HER HUSBAND, TO TELL HIM ABOUT IT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT. DID SHE PASS THAT TIP ONTO THE COPS? NOT SURE IT MENTIONED THAT FACT, BUT, HER DREAM DID PLAY OUT IN LIVING BREATHING, BLOOD RED FASHION! AS THE COPS PROCEEDED TO INVESTIGATE THE MISSING PERSON, LATER, SUSPECTED HOMICIDE, AS THE DAYS AND WEEKS WENT ON, THEY STARTED TO DO WHAT MOST, COP SHOPS, AND DETECTIVES WOULD DO, START TO LOOK INTO THE COUPLES FINANCES, TO THEIR WHEREABOUTS, TO WHO AND IF THEY WERE HAVING AFFAIRS, LOOK INTO THAT GNARLY INSURANCE, THAT, OFTEN IS AN INDICATOR, OF WHAT IS GOING ON. THINGS WERE NOT GOING WELL FOR THE COUPLE, AND THE WIFE, HAD MENTIONED TO SOME OF HER FRIENDS, AT MORGAN STANLEY THAT, IF SHE WERE EVER TO BE MURDERED, OR GO MISSING THE ANSWERS TO THE MYSTERY OF HER DEATH, WERE CONTAINED IN HER DESK DRAWER. APPARENTLY, AS THE COUPLES PROBLEMS, STARTED TO SPIRAL OUT OF CONTROL, THE WIFE WAS WORRIED, THAT IF SHE EVER FILED FOR DIVORCE, THAT MIGHT PUSH HER HUSBAND OVER THE EDGE. HE DIDN'T NEED MUCH, PUSHING, AS THE COPS, GOT A FORENSIC COMPUTER SPECIALIST, AND GOT A SEARCH WARRANT FOR THE DUDE'S COMPUTER, AT WORK, ACTUALLY, I REMEMBER, THEY DIDN'T NEED A WARRANT, IMPORTANT TO NOTE, THAT BECAUSE HE WAS WORKING FOR THE GOVERNMENT, AND THIS WAS NOT A PRIVATE COMPUTER, IT WAS, GOVERNMENT PROPERTY, THEREFORE THE COPS COULD SEARCH IT WITHOUT THE WARRANT! NEVER THOUGHT OF THAT, BUT TRUE, AND GOOD TO PASS ON TO COPS, EITHER NATIONWIDE OR WORLDWIDE! NOW, THAT LOVING DEAR, HUBBY, WHO WAS NOW THE PRIME SUSPECT, FOR MURDERING HIS WIFE, AFTER, FORMER, LOVER BOY, HAD A LEGITIMATE ALIBI, THAT SEEMED TO CHECK OUT, THE COPS, NOTICED THAT THERE WERE FILES, ON THE SUSPECT'S COMPUTER, THAT HE TRIED TO ERASE. BEING A COMPUTER MAN, HIMSELF, THE COPS WERE SHOCKED, THAT HE DIDN'T KNOW, THAT ONCE ON THE COMPUTER, ALWAYS CAN BE FOUND ON THE COMPUTER, AND ERASING SHIT, JUST, MAKES SPACE FOR OTHER MATERIAL AND, DATA, BUT THE FORMER, HISTORY AND SEARCHES, CAN ALWAYS BE RETRIEVED, AND THEY WERE. IT LOOKED, LIKE, MONTHS AND MONTHS OF "PREMEDITATED" CONTEMPLATION OF MURDER! THE SEARCH HISTORY, CONTAINED, BOOKS ON HOW TO KILL YOUR SPOUSE, TYPES OF POISONS, AND OTHER, LETHAL SUGGESTIONS ON HOW TO ELIMINATE SOMEONE FROM YOUR LIFE! WHOOOOPPPPPS! BUT THAT ALONE, WAS NOT ENOUGH, TO IMPLICATE HUB IN THE MURDER OF HIS WIFE. THERE WAS NO BODY, SO, THE FACT THAT SHE WAS MISSING OR HER PRESENCE WAS UNKNOWN, DIDN'T MEAN THAT SHE WAS DEAD, AND THAT HER HUSBAND KILLED HER! NOW WHAT. THE COPS GOT A SEARCH WARRANT, BECAUSE, ACCORDING TO THE 4TH AMENDMENT, IT MUST BE OBTAINED, BEFORE, GOING INTO THE HOME OF SOMEONE, LOOKING FOR ITEMS, IN PLACES, FOR PERSONS, AND THINGS, THAT ARE LISTED WITH SPECIFICITY OR PARTICULARITY, TO BE SEIZED, OR IT IS AN "UNREASONABLE" SEARCH AND SEIZURE! THAT IS THE RULE, BUT FOR "EXIGENT" CIRCUMSTANCES! AS THE COPS, SURVEILLED THE PLACE, THEY NOTICED, THAT THERE HAD BEEN TWO RATHER, LARGE PLACES IN THE CARPET UNDER THE BED, THAT, HAD RECENTLY BEEN REPLACED, BUT THE MOST TELLING OFF ALL, WERE HUNDREDS OF TINY BLOOD, SPLATTER, DROPS, ON THE WALLS, FROM THE BEDROOM, THROUGHOUT THE HOUSE, INTO THE GARAGE, THAT DEMONSTRATED, THAT THE WIFE WAS LIKELY, STABBED, BUT NOT DEAD, AND THAT AS HER HUSBAND, REMOVED HER BODY FROM THE HOUSE, STILL ALIVE, SHE WAS SPUTTERING AND SPRAYING SMALL, DROPLETS OF BLOOD, EVERYWHERE . . . MUCH, LIKE THE DREAM THAT HER FRIEND HAD! WE ARE PSYCHICALLY CONNECTED TO PEOPLE WE LOVE AND WHO LOVE US! THERE IS A QUANTUM PHYSICS, TO, DEATH, AND ENDING, A FINAL, FEELING OF LOSS, AND AT TIMES, HORROR, ATTACHED TO THE VIOLENT ENDING OF A PERSON'S LIFE, MUCH, LIKE THE FRIEND, WHO, WAS SICK OVER HER DISAPPEARANCE! THE HUSBAND, WAS ARRESTED, OF COURSE, AND AS PART OF A PLEA AGREEMENT, HE WAS TO TELL THE DETECTIVES, WHY HE KILLED THIS LOVELY WOMAN, EVERYONE, THOUGHT HAD THE IDEAL LIFE? IT WAS THAT OLD, AMERICAN GREED, AGAIN, THAT RAGES IN THE SOULS OF MEN AND WOMEN, ALIKE, THAT, SAYS, I JUST SIMPLY DON'T WANT TO SHARE, WHAT WE HAVE COLLECTIVELY, EARNED AND ACCUMULATED, OVER THE YEARS TOGETHER AS A COUPLE, THE KIDS, THE HOUSE, THE CARS, AND WHATEVER, THEREFORE, I WOULD RATHER, SEE YOU DIE, THAT, SPLIT, THIS STUFF WITH YOU! WHAT IS SO, STUPID ABOUT THIS THING IS, THAT, NOW THE KIDS DON'T HAVE ANY PARENT, AT ALL, THE HOUSE GOES UP FOR SALE, TO PAY FOR LEGAL FEES, AND WHATEVER IS LEFT, THE DUDE DOESN'T GET ANYWAY, BECAUSE HE IS IN PRISON, 25 TO LIFE! NOT VERY SMART! I GUESS WHAT HAPPENED THE NIGHT OF THE MURDER, WAS THE COUPLE WENT OUT TO EAT, AND LATER, AT HOME, THE HUSBAND, SERVED THE WIFE DRINKS, SOMETHING, HE NEVER DID, AND GENERALLY WOULD NOT HAVE DONE, ACCORDING TO PEOPLE WHO KNEW THE PAIR, SHE SERVED HIM, NEVER THE OTHER WAY AROUND. AFTER SHE WAS A BIT TIPSY, THEY WENT UPSTAIRS, AND HE KILLED HER OR HE THOUGHT SHE WAS DEAD. HE WRAPPED HER BODY IN A TARP, AS I RECALL, BUT, AS HE PULLED HER DOWN THROUGH THE HOUSE, TO HIS CAR IN THE GARAGE, HER WOULDS, SOUNDS, LIKE IN THE NECK, WERE SPRAYING LITTLE DROPS OF BLOOD, FUCKING EVERYWHERE! HE TOOK HER BODY, SOMEWHERE REMOTE AND BURIED HER IN A SHALLOW GRAVE, STILL WRAPPED IN THE TARP. IT WAS SO NICE, TO WRITE MY BLOG, YESTERDAY, I ACTUALLY, GOT TO WRITE IT WITHOUT BEING HACKED, AND HACKED, WITH AUTO AND OTHER, INTERFERENCE, THE ENTIRE BLOG! AFTER, BEING IN UTAH AND MONTANA, FOR MONTHS, NEVER TOUCHING, THE BELLEVUE LIBRARY COMPUTERS, FOR A WHILE, I HAD TO CHANGE MY PASSWORD, BECAUSE I COULD NOT REMEMBER, WHAT IT HAD BEEN. SO FIRST THING THIS MORNING, AT THE LIBRARY, THE WHOLE SYSTEM WAS SHUT DOWN, FOR AN HOUR OR MORE, PROBABLY, I AM GUESSING, WHILE, THE FUCKS, WHO ARE GIVEN ACCESS, AND TOTAL, CONTROL, FOR THE MOST PART, LOSERS THAT THEY ARE, COULD, RETOOL EVERYTHING, TO GIVE THEM EDITING POWERS, ACCESS AND, INSIGHTS INTO WHAT MY PASSWORD IS! GAMES ARE BACK! IT IS NOT HARD TO TELL WHEN THEY ARE HACKING, BECAUSE, THE CURSOR, ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS, GOES BACK TO THE TART OF MY VERY LONG TITLES, A SIGNATURE OF MY BLOG, SINCE DAY FUCKING ONE! WHATEVER. AT LEAST, I KNOW THAT THEY ARE STILL GOING OUT, EVEN WITH, MAYBE, ONE SITE, LEFT, TO GET INTO, "MY" OWN, PROPERTY, THAT IS FUCKING COPYRIGHTED, AND PROTECTED BY THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, FOR WRITINGS, THAT ARE, PROTECTED! THIS IS TRULY SHOCKING! THIS IS WHY, THESE FUCKING MAGGOTS AND FAGGOTS, WORKING FOR THE FBI, NSA, CIA, DEA, DIA, ATF, MILITARY, HATE ME, BECAUSE, IF I WIN, WITH THE RIGHTS, PROTECTIONS, PRIVILEGES, LIBERTIES, AND FREEDOMS, OF THE CONSTITUTION, THEY GET NO RIGHT TO BILLIONS OF DOLLARS, STOLEN FROM MY FAMILY! IF, ON THE OTHER HAND, THEY ARE SUCCESSFUL, IN GETTING RID OF THE CONSTITUTION, AND ALL OUR RIGHTS, LIKE, HAD BEEN THE PLAN, FROM THE GET-GO, THEY GET TO KEEP THE BILLIONS AND I AM, NOT SURE, IT IS NOT TRILLIONS OF MY MONEY, FROM THE LAST, 20 YEARS, PLUS ARE RIGHTS AND CLAIMS TO MY LIFE, LIBERTY AND PROPERTY, PUTIN STYLE! COPS TAKING ANYTHING THAT WHAT, IS THE WAY, HITLER, GOT IN POWER, THE WAY, CURRENT PRESIDENT AND FORMER, KGB, AGENT , VLADIMIR AND HIS COLLEAGUES, TOOK POWER OVER IN RUSSIA! THE COPS HAVE THE POWER TO SEARCH, THE POWER TO ARREST, AND THE POWER TO JAIL, SO WHATEVER THEY SEE THEY WANT, THAT JUST TAKE! IS THIS THE AMERICA, YOU ALL WANT? YOU ARE NEXT YOU KNOW! IS THIS WHAT OUR FOUNDING FATHERS, INTENDED? OUR GOLDEN GENERATION FOUGHT ON FOREIGN SOIL FOR? WHAT OUR TROOPS, NOW ARE FIGHTING FOR? FUCK NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THREE INTERESTING DREAMS, THAT ARE SOMEWHAT ALONG THESE LINES OF THINKING OR RATIONAL.

IGNORE YOU DREAMS AT YOUR OWN RISK AND DETRIMENT!

I WANT TO LULL, YOU INTO REM SLEEP WITH ME, THE STATE OF RELAXATION IN YOUR MIND, WHERE DREAMS TAKE PLACE . . . THAT POINT, WHERE, YOU ARE SO, RELAXED, THAT, YOU ARE SUSCEPTIBLE, TO SUGGESTIONS, FROM YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS MIND, AND OPEN TO COMMUNICATIONS, FROM A HIGHER POWER, THAT COME IN THE FORM OF DIRECTIONS!

THE FIRST DREAM, I HAD ABOUT A WEEK AGO . . .

DREAM #1:

• gotta love Seattle, the U District, there is a DREAM CLINIC, that helps people, interpret and analyse their dreams, on bus, 271 Metro!  COOL!  For those Bible-Thumping, Republican cops, who think I am full  of shit, read the book of Matthew, the first book of the New Testament, God directs, Joseph, husband of the Mother, Mary, soon to be father of Jesus, in three dreams, first chapter, I believe . . . humans don't change much, and neither does, God!  This is how he communicates with mankind! 
• since, coming back from Utah, to Montana, about a month, or so ago, or a month and a half ago, two guys, cropped up at the Poverello Center for the Homeless, or in my words, Hotel California, where you can always get in, but never leave!  LOL.  Those who have stayed their over the years, know exactly what I am talking about, the rest of you will just have to go on faith!  LOL.  Now, one guy, I will call, Phil, because, that is what he SAYS, his name is, but doesn't necessarily mean, it is his name, but at least his stage name, for cop business, or he is the double of one, PHIL WEAVER, which is a significant, name, too . . . remember, Randy Weaver, of the sawed off shot gun, shoot out with the feds, back in the Clinton, years?  I think the feds, kind of see me, strangely enough, as some, lone-wolf, crazed, Constitutionalists . . . no, I still, follow it and I hold my oath, of office, in the courts, still . . . do you?  So, a version of Phil, showed up, four years ago, in 2015, at the Pov., this is a reincarnated, Phil, I don't believe is the same dude, close, but not perfectly close!  The other, Cowboy, or, Jethro Ivery, aka, Mike, who, is allegedly, a two-times, world champion, rodeo star, turned, U.S. Marshal tracker, came to the Pov. like, a year and a half ago, and resurfaced, recently, when I got back into town . . . both are in my dream, with three sequences, if I can remember them!    
• Phil, is in the first, part of the dream from a week ago, should have written it down!  All I remember, is Phil, sitting, in a law school, at a desk, and I walked up to him and showed him, a group of stapled, notes, actually, on scratch paper, from the law school, very symbolic, and on this stapled, set of 1/3 sheets of paper, with, typed, writing on the back, were notes . . . I flipped through, the note paper, and said, these are the notes, Brett, took while he was in law school, and they were just scribbles, and art, and funky stuff, that were nothing more than doodling on paper, then, I said, and these are the notes, I took in law school, and they were normal, class room, notes from the lectures, three years, of lectures in law school . . . I think, I missed, like, 1 or 2 days, is all, in three years of law school!
• is Phil, really a prosecutor, sent, to figure out, if I am who, I claim I am?  
• was Brett an attorney?  I remember him, saying, and this was after the government fucked me up, with poison and told me I was going to die, and I was tested at a 5 year old level, mentally, then, pulled my way back to the United States Supreme Court!  But, Brett, who claimed to be a factory worker, at a whey, Dairy plant in Logan, Utah, when we first met, back in like, 2003, always, said, you are a constitutional savant, or like in the movie, Rain Man, with, Tom Cruz, and, Dustin Hoffman, I think, so long ago, but, Hoffman is a genius in math, and numbers, so, Brett, who knew little to nothing of my professional career, with me now speaking much, nor, even admitting I had been an attorney, for about, 7 years after, I was poisoned, and the government decided to steal my life, so where did he get that piece of information from?  Curious to say the least . . . fed, who knew my dossier!
• I should have written about this dream last week, like I planned to, but I didn't plan on leaving Montana, either!  I can't remember this part?  I think, it was just me in the dream at this point!
• in the third segment, I was simply sitting on the bus, Jefferson Lines, with Cowboy, or the U.S. Marshal, and all I remember, is us, sitting together, looking out at the blue sky through the big picture windows of the new touring bus, and not saying anything?
• does this suggest, that, he finally, sees, that I am me, and, Shelley is just Shelley, not me? or that his is with me, on this now, or on my side? or his just likes me and wants to be with me?  YOUR GUESS IS AS GOOD AS MINE?
• I DO KNOW, BOTH OF THESE MEN, WERE INVOLVED IN STING OPS, ON ME, WITH COPS, OVER THE LAST, SEVERAL WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  SO?  DEEP IN THEIR HEARTS, THEY KNOW, IT IS ME, WHO DID ALL THAT I CLAIM, I DID, AND THAT IS RECORDED IN THIS BLOG?  WHATEVER . . . DIDN'T SEEM TO DO ME ANY GOOD, WHATEVER, THEY THINK, THEY STILL SET ME UP!

DREAM #2 AND #3, HAPPENED, EARLY THIS MORNING, IF I CAN REMEMBER THEM . . . STRIKING BLANKS, FOR THE LAST ONE?  SHORT TERM, MEMORY LOSS, WAS ONE OF THE SYMPTOMS OF PICK'S DISEASE . . . I WILL REMEMBER, IT, NEXT WEEK WHAT I DREAMT THIS MORNING!  LOL.  TOTAL RECALL, LATER ON!

• this dream, or segment, is interesting, in its, simplicity . . . now, my nephew, Jesse James Anderson, allegedly, died of a drug overdose, back, in, like, 2010, or 2011, but, after the initial shock of the news, from my daughter, Nicole, and tons of tears, then, going to the alleged, funeral with, my extended family, where, no one was crying, let alone talking about, Jesse, even celebrating, family birthday parties, seems, Sue and Kevin Schmidt's, who were in town for the funeral or were they living in St. George?
• given the reaction of my family too the alleged, death, nobody, morning, or really even talking about the death, I decided, that, Jesse's death was faked, and Shelley was getting him, into being an assassin or something where he needed to just up and be gone!  So?  I had pressing, legal shit going on, and bee-lined it back to my law practice, had enough of my family . . . like my son, Elliot says of me . . . a little bit of you goes a long way, mom!  LOL.
• in the dream, Jesse was wearing, camouflage, pants, and a white, like, long underwear, material long sleeved, shirt, and boots, looking, almost like he did, last time I saw him.  White nationalist, white supremacist, neo-Nazi, comes to mind, backwoods, type stuff, is what he struck me as, and he was a collector of WWI memorabilia! I think his dress is significant, can't say exactly why, other than, that fits,  where he was in life, back in the day? that is where his mother is too.
• were were in a church, which, could have been influenced by the fact, that I was sleeping in a church!  There was a podium at the front, and, some pews, and, I believe, by that time in the morning, sometime after, 4:00 am, I was, actually, sitting in a pew, that is blue, just to get a change of position, from the mat on the floor.  As, I recall, I was, telling Jesse about, some, sermon, but there wasn't anyone, left in the room, but for me and him?  So, I was telling him how good the message was, and, encouraging him, to, do something, because, I am rarely preachy, and give people there freedom to practice religion or have freedom from practicing religion!  I think I was just sharing, what I learned, from, that, pastor and that church, because, I learn from all of them.  
• I think it is, significant to note, that the color of the pews, in my dream, were white, and so was the podium, and the one I was sitting on was, blue . . .  white generally, symbolizes, purity, cleanliness, peace, righteousness.  Perhaps, I encourage, PURE RELIGION, visiting the sick, the hungry, clothing the naked, and, the pure love of Christ, more than, pushing any particular religious faith and denomination?

WHY, MY DEAR, READER, DO I TAKE TIME TO WRITE ABOUT MY DREAMS, WHEN, I CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER, HALF OF THEM?

BECAUSE, IN THIS COMPLICATED, MESS, THAT I FIND MYSELF IN, FOR THE LAST, 20 YEARS, WITH MANY PLAYERS, MANY INTERESTS AND, MANY MOTIVES, NOT ON MY PART, BUT, ON THOSE I AM FORCED TO DEAL WITH, THERE ARE PEOPLE, COPS, PROSECUTORS, MEMBERS OF THE MILITARY, WHO MIGHT BE WORKING ON THIS CASE, WHO, KNOW THESE PEOPLE, PERSONALLY, OR THE SITUATION, AND THROUGH THE CONTEXT OF MY MIND, THEY MIGHT BE ABLE TO PIECE TOGETHER, A MORE, PERFECT AND COMPLETE, SCENARIO, THAN, I, MYSELF, CAN, BEING LIMITED, AND SOMEWHAT HANDICAPPED, IN WHAT I KNOW AND DON'T KNOW . . . WITH THE INTENT OF THOSE INVOLVED, THAT I KNOW NOTHING, LET ALONE, BE EVEN ALIVE!

I WOULD SAY THE DREAMS, I HAVE, ARE BOTH, EDUCATIONAL TO ME, AND, THEY MAY GIVE INSIGHT TO OTHERS, OF MY MOTIVES, THOUGHTS, MINDSET, AND, GOALS!

THERE MAY BE PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN WORKING ON THIS CASE FOR 20 YEARS? OR, MY KIDS, MIGHT FIND SOME COMFORT, AND BE ABLE TO SIFT THROUGH ALL THE LIES, THEY HAVE BEEN TOLD, AND, THEY HAVE HAD, THESE BLOGS, EDITED, FILTERED, TO GIVE THEM, "ONLY" WHAT THE PREDATORS, WANT THEM TO KNOW, AND THAT IS LITTLE!

WITH EACH DREAM, I LEARN--I MIGHT HAVE MORE QUESTIONS, THAN ANSWERS, BUT, I FIND COMFORT IN THEM, AND DIRECTION, IF NOT PEACE.

I HAVE READ THE SCRIPTURES, AND STUDIED, SEVERAL, NOTED, PSYCHOLOGISTS, WHO, HAVE WRITTEN, COUNSELED, AND, GUIDED, PEOPLE, THROUGH THE DREAM ANALYSIS.  AT ONE TIME, FASCINATED WITH, DREAMS, SYMBOLS, AND SIGNS, I PURCHASED A TWO VOLUME SET OR DICTIONARY, TO AID ME IN GETTING TO THE MEANING OF BOTH, DREAMS AND LITERATURE, WITH WRITERS, ALWAYS, USING COLORS, SYMBOLS, AND, DESCRIPTIVE WORDS, TO GIVE MEANING AT SEVERAL LEVELS OF CONSCIOUSNESS!

I FOUND, THAT, THE IMPRESSION, I WAKE UP FROM, AFTER HAVING A DREAM THAT STICKS WITH ME, WAS SUPPORTED, BY, THE SIGNS, SYMBOLS AND DREAM SIGNIFICANCE, AFTER WRITING AND ANALYZING, UP TO 6 PAGES, WORTH, OF DELVING INTO THE MEANING.

PERHAPS, YOU WILL SAVE A LIFE, SOLVE A MURDER, STAY SAFE YOURSELF, PREVENT, A CATASTROPHE IN YOUR KIDS, LIVES!

FOR WHAT IT IS WORTH!

TRUST YOUR GUT REACTION!

SOME DREAMS, YOU HAVE TO WRESTLE WITH!

HAPPY DREAMLAND!

READY GET SET . . . RUN! I'LL SAVE MYSELF, THANK YOU. DON'T FLUSH TROUBLE! BEE . . . DON'T KILL OUR FAVORITE POLLENATOR. EYES ROLL. BEJ8. MINE MONTANA SAPHIRES. BEEN THERE SERIES. MONGOLIAN MOB BOSS OR BELLEVUE PD CAPTAIN, ALL ONE IN THE SAME TO ME . . . SHOWS UP FIRST SWIM AT THE LA FITNESS POOL! SOME SKY COP NEEDS TO CHECK ON THE SHENANIGANS, BETWEEN MY LA FITNESS MEMBERSHIP AND INTERACTIONS WITH MY BANKS, FORMERLY, SOUND COMMUNITY BANK, LATER, FIRST SECURITY BANK. DOUBLES BEING ALLOWED ACCESS TO MY MEMBERSHIPS WHEN, I CAN'T CANCEL;? SAME WITH SUMMIT FITNESS IN ST. GEORGE, UTAH. THEIR GOAL IS TO GET EVERYTHING FREE UNDER ME! BUMP ME OUT AND TAKE OVER MY SPOT IN EVERYTHING ME! THEY SMILE IN YOUR FACE WHEN ALL ALONG THEY WANT TO TAKE YOUR PLACE. --THE BACK STABBERS! LOVE OF CHINA. I AM NOT AN ASIAN PRINCESS. KAY AND BRETT ARE NOT "CRAZY RICH ASIANS." THEY ARE JUST DIRTY WHITE KIDS FROM THE WRONG SIDE OF THE TRACKS! BANKWORK$! CHICK OUTSIDE THE BELLEVUE LIBRARY, WITH A SMART PHONE ON HER TRIPOD, TAKING SELFIE VIDEOS. KAY DOUBLE SHOWING UP AT THE SAME TIME AS I AM, AT THE BELLEVUE LIBRARY? LIKELY. KAY LOOKS LIKE AN ASIAN MALES BODY WITH BOOBS STUCK ON THE FRONT! GENERATOINS OF RICE, CARROTS, AND CELERIES, MAKES NO CURVY FEMALE. NOW, BRITISH, CRUMPITS, TARTS, AND CHRISTMAS PUDDING, THAT MAKES A VERY CURVY BOD! LOL. I JUST WRITE ABOUT, THE PEOPLE OF THE EARTH, SHE PRETENDS TO BE ONE OF THEM! ACTRESS! MY BIOLIFE ADS UP! ON MY WAY OVER TO SEATTLE, THE OTHER NIGHT ON THE GREYHOUND, WHEN, I COULD NO LONGER GET A STATION WITH MUSIC, THERE WAS, A CHANNEL, MAYBE LOCAL, WITH COPS, TALKING ABOUT COPS, GIVING STATISTICS, ABOUT, EVERYTHING FROM DEPRESSION, TO SUICIDE, TO DIVORCE, AND MENTAL HELP FOR WITNESSING, SOME OF THE SHIT THEY HAVE TO SEE ON THE JOB. I FELT SORRY FOR THEM FOR AB0UT, THE 5 MINUTES THE PROGRAM WAS IN THE RANGE OF SERVICE . . . THEY I THOUGHT OF 20 YEARS OF SHIT, I HAVE TAKEN FROM THEN, AND ALL SYMPATHY ENDED! JUST LIKE YOU GIVING A TICKET, WHEN I PUT A CHECK ON EXECUTIVE POWERS AND, A "CHECK AND BALANCE" FOR OTHER BRANCHES OF GOVERNMENT, AS I DO THE LEGISLATURE, CONGRESS AND EVEN THE PRESS, YOU SHOULD BE NO MORE OFFENDED, THAN, I AM WHEN YOU STOP AND GIVE ME A TRAFFIC CITATION . . . I AM JUST DOING MY FUCKING JOB! SERIOUSLY, 20 YEARS OF EVERYTHING FROM POISON TO TRYING TO KILL ME, FOR DOING MY JOB????? YOU HAVE TO BE SHITTING ME. I JUST TIRED TO LOG INTO, WHAT USE TO BE, HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF SITES CARRYING MY BLOG, WITH BILLIONS OF HITS, WITH ADULT CONTENT, FROM THE FIRST DAY I WROTE 6 YEARS AGO, AND, THAT WAS THE EXCUSE ON BING, DUE TO THE NATURE OF THE ADULT CONTENT ON THIS SITE, WE WILL NO LONGER CARRY IT? I AM TAME COMPARED TO WHAT I USED TO BE . . . SO WHY? WHAT IS THE REAL EXCUSE . . . NOW, THAT YOU HAVE STOLEN, BILKED ME OF BILLIONS, IF NOT TRILLIONS OF DOLLARS, FROM THIS BLOG, WITH ADS, I DON'T ALLOW, AND COMMENTS, I NEVER TOOK, AND ADVERTISEMENTS, FOR CLOTHING AND SHOES, I NEVER AGREED TO, AND, REDIRECTED ACCOUNTS OF MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY, YOU GOT CAUGHT, SO NOW, THAT, I GET THE MONEY, IT IS CONSIDERED ADULT CONTENT? YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING? RIGHT? I HAVE BEEN CONSISTENT FROM THE GET-GO, WITH SWEAR WORDS, SEXUAL INNUENDO, AND, IMPLICATIONS, IN FACT, I AM MUCH, CALMER, THAN I USED TO BE . . . I HAVE GROWN COMFORTABLY NUMB, THAT EVERYDAY, NOT ONLY WILL THE CONTENT BE STOLEN, BUT, THE PROCEEDS AND PROFITS, TO THE PENNY WILL ALSO, AS THEY HAVE BEEN SINCE, JUST DAYS AFTER I STARTED THIS BLOG! THE ONLY HOPE I HAVE, IS THAT SOMEONE, STOPPED MY BLOG AND SAVED SOMETHING FOR ME AND MY FAMILY, NOT ALLOWING IT TO ALL GO TO THE FUCKING COPS! LAW ENFORCEMENT. ONE OF THE PROBLEMS WITH, PROSECUTORS AND SOME JUDGES, PARTICULARLY IN THE LOWER STATE COURTS, IS THE FACT THAT THEY STARTED SEEING THEMSELVES AS A ARM OF THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH AND NOT, UNDER THE JUDICIAL BRANCH OF THE GOVERNMENT, TO ACT, IN "GOOD BEHAVIOR" ON THE BENCH, AND IN COURT. PROSECUTORS, STARTED TO LET THE TAIL WAG THE DOG, OR THE CART PULL THE HORSE! MY FIRST DAY OR WEEK, ON THE JOB, I SAT IN THE UPPER SANCTUMS OF THE UTAH STATE CAPITOL, AS STAFF ATTORNEY FOR THE UTAH PROSECUTION COUNSEL, WITH THE SHERIFF'S ASSOCIATION, THE COP ASSOCIATIONS, THE OFFICE OF THE ADMINSTRATION OF THE COURTS, AND POSSIBLE, THE DEPARTMENT OF CORRECTIONS, AS ALL PARTIES IN THE ROOM THAT DAY FOUGHT OVER THE "SURECHARGE' ADDED TO ALL TICKETS, FINES, AND FEES--THAT VERY DAY, I STARTED MY WAR, AGAINST THE CRIMINAL JUSTICE MACHINE, THAT LOOKED TO ME TO BE NOTHING MORE, THAN ALL THE PLAYERS, IN THE SYSTEM WORKIGN WITH AND FOR EACHOTHER AGAINST THE TAX PAYERS, AND, APPEARING TO ME TO BE, REVENUE FARMERS FOR THEIR LOCALITIES! I SELF-APPOINTED MYSELF, THE "UTAH PROSECUTOR" AND STARTED TO TRY TO PUT THE SYSTEM IN CHECK, WHERE IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ALL THE WAY ALONG! THAT HAS BEEN AND CONTINUES TO BE MY FIGHT, TO MAKE THINGS WORK AND OPERATE IN GOVERMENT, THE WAY, THE FOUNDING FATHERS, THROUGH THE CONSTITUTION, INTENDED IT TO WORK! I AM A PURIST, THERE IS NO OTHER MOTIVE! THIS IS NOT PARTY POLITICS, THERE IS NO MONEY OR SPECIAL INTEREST BEHIND ME, BUT FOR THE BILLIONS, I HAVE MADE ON CASES, AND LOBBYING AND BLOGGING, THAT IS IN THE HANDS, OF DIRTY WHITE FOLKS, AND A FEW OTHER NATINALITIES, THAT ARE FUELED BY NOTHING MORE THAN EVNY AND JEALOUSY! UNABLE TO DO IT THEMSELVES, THEY, USE ALL THE TOOLS, LEGALLY, AVAILABLE TO THEM, TO GO AFTER CRIMINALS, AND USED IT TO GO AFTER ME, NOT A CRIMINAL, WHICH MADE CRIMINALS OF ALL OF THEM! THIS MORNING, AT ST. PETER'S UNITED METHODIST CHURCH, WHERE, I AM STAYING AS OF LAST NIGHT, THERE WAS AN EPISODE OF BLOOD BLOODS, THE COP FAMILY SHOW, WITH THE PROSECUTOR DAUGHTER . . . BLUFF CITY LAW . . . MY VERY CREDIBLE DAUGHTER, IS NOT THE ONE DADDY, PROMOTES, BUT THE LOSER, BIG SISTER, WHO, HE FEELS GUILTY ABOUT, BEING A BASTARD CHILD! KILL THE GOLDEN GOOSE, SECOND SISTER, AND GIVE ALL THE HONORS, SHE EARNED, TO THE SISTER, WHO DID NOTHING WITH HER LIFE, UNTIL SHE, TOOK OVER MY IDENTITY! BACK STABBERS! BUT A FEMALE COP, NAMED, MICHELLE, OR MY SHELLEY, FROM WHAT I COULD TELL, WAS KILLED ON DUTY, AND REPRESENTED, ALL THAT WAS GOOD IN POLICING. SO WHY WASN'T THAT GOOD ENOUGH? WHY DID SHE HAVE TO TAKE ON MY NAME AND MY CREDENTIALS, TO BE LOVED AND APPRECIATED BY COPS? WANTED FOR CASH! PERIOD. COPS DON'T MAKE MONEY, THEY STEAL IT! MY FIRST FIGHT, ASSET FORFEITURE! THERE IN LIES THE DIFFERENCE! THEY DON'T LIE! FUCK THEY DON'T! BLUFF CITY GOT TOOK, JUST LIKE ALL THE CITIES, INVOLVED, IN THIS FIGHT! DIRTY SPIES, DIE. YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE A WHOLE GENRATION OF COPS, CUNTS, THAT END UP BEING EXECUTED, FOR THEIR GAMES, LIPTRIX, LASER SHOWS, AND DIRTY PLAY . . . SO MUCH EASIER TO JUST KILL ME, RIGHT? A WHOLE LOT LESS PAINFUL AND, EMBARRASSING FOR THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, I HAVE BEEN A WAR WITH FOR, 20 YEARS! WELL, THIS IS A STICKY SITUATION. DAMNED RIGHT IT IS, NEVER SHOULD HAVE HAPPENED, NEVER SHOULD HAVE BEEN ALLOWED TO GO ON THIS LONG AND THE BEST THING TO DO, IS EXPOSE, THISE BASTARDS AND BITCHES FOR WHAT THEY DID! IN ONE FELL SWOOP, THAT COULD CLEAN UP A NATION OF COPS, WHO HAVE BEEN UNDER, 20 YEARS OF SPURIOUS, DIRECTIONS, STARTING WITH THE BUSHES, WHO JUSTIFIED, BRINGING THE BITCH SQUD, OF HAGS, TO REPLACE ME! BE JOANN AND BE GREAT! ALWAYS GIVEN, NEVER EARNED! ME, ALWAYS, EARNED AND NEVER GIVEN! THAT MAKES ALL THE DIFFERENCE, THERE IS NO SHORT CUT TO SUCCESS! REMEMBER THE FORMULA, NEW COPS, PROSECUTORS, AND JUDGES, SUCCESS = OPPORTUNITY + PREPARATION! WATCHING 20 YEARS OF COLD CASE FILES, AND OTHER, TRUE CRIME SHOWS, DOESN'T MAKE YOU AN ATTORNEY, NOR REPLACE, THE YEARS OF EXPERIENCE IN ACTUAL WORK, AS A PROSECUTOR, CRIMINAL DEFENSE ATTORNEY, AND #2 IN THE NATION, FOR CIVIL RIGHTS DEFENSE, WITH FOUR BAR LICENSES! GOD, WHO DO YOU THINK THESE BITCHES ARE? SUPER GIRL? CAPTAIN MARVEL? WONDER WOMAN IS HAVE ISSUES RIGHT NOW , FROM WHAT I HEARD! NO ONE IS QUALIFIED TO BE ME, REGARDLESS OF THERI NICE TITS, THEIR LEGS, THEIR ASS, OR THEIR, HAIR, BUT ME . . . WHATEVER I LOOK LIKE, IS WHAT I LOOK LIKE! GOD? I SEE, TOP COPS, LIKE, FBI NEGOTIATOR, JIM CAVENAUGH, AND, TERRORIST EXPERT, MALCOM, NANCE, AND, FUCK, THEY ARE LOOKING FAR WORSE THAN I DO, AND OLDER, PROBABLY BOTH YOUNGER THEN I AM! FUCK THE DOUBLE STANDARD, LOOK AT THE WOMEN, IN MY CLASS OF WOMEN, JUSTICE, SONYA SOTOMAYOR, AND, JUSTICE KAGEN, OR FORMER, SECRETARY OF STATE, HILLARY CLINTOIN! JUST BECAUSE, I MAY LOOK 20 YEARS YOUNGER, DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN COMPARE ME TO SOME, 35 YEAR OLD! THE EXPERIENCE IS FAR MORE VALUABLE THAN, THE LOOKS. I SEE, BARBARA STARR, THE SPOKESWOMAN FOR THE PENTAGON, SHE IS JUST WHAT A LADY HER AGE, LOOKS LIKE, OLDER, SMART, AND WELL PREPARED FOR HER ROLE AT THE PENTAGON! GET YOUR PRIORITIES, RIGHT! SHIT! I THINK, A CHANGE IN ATTITUDES, DOING THE RIGHT THING, MIGHT, JUST FIX THE WHOLE, COP SHOP, NATIONWIDE, YOU HAVE BEEN UNDER, JADED, SICK, LEADERSHIP, WHERE THE MONEY IS FOR NOTHING AND THE CHICKS FOR FREE, ATTITUTDE! THAT IS ONE SCARY THOUGHT! LAST NIGHT, AT THE GYM, I WATCHED SEVERAL COUPLES, BOTH PARTIES, TRYING TO GET IN SHAPE, WITH, TRAINERS, BLACK DUDE, PROBABLY UNDERCOVER COP, I AM GUESSING, BUT, ALL THE FOCUS WAS ON, THEIR WIVES, LOOKS, WHEN, THEY WERE NOT ALL THAT HOT THEMSELVES, BUT THAT IS NOT THE POINT, IF YOU ARE JUST LOOKING AT SOMEONE'S LOOKS, FOR LOVE, AND TO SUSTAIN, LOVE, YOU ARE GOING TO BE SORELY DISAPP[OINTED, BECAUSE, LOOKS FADE, FOR BOTH SEXES, AND MUSCLES, SHRINK WHEN DADDY DUTY, CALLS, OR MOM IS PREGNANT, SO THERE BETTER, BE A WHOLE LOT MORE INVOLVED, THAN, LOOKS, BECAUSE THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONES, HOTTER, BETTER LOOKING, WITH A BETTER BODY, WHO MAKE NOT BE HALF AS FUN, OR COMPATIBLE AS, YOUR PARTNER WAS . . . LIFE IS NOT JUST ONE, SEXUAL SPORT FUCK! ONE OF THE BEST BOOKS I READ, ON MARRIAGE, TOOK THE MOST PRAGMATIC APPROACH TO COUPLING, THAT OF LOOKING, MORE FOR A BUSINESS PARTNERS, SOMEONE, WOH IS GOOD WITH FINANCES, GOOD WITH KIDS, OR HAS A BALANCED BANK ACCOUNT, SOMEONE STABLE, KIND, SOMEONE TO CLEAN UP AFTER THE BABY, OR YOU, IF YOU ARE SICK, OR HIM TOO . . . SOMEONE TO STAND BY YOUR SIDE, THROUGH THINK OR THIN, OR FAT AND THIN . . . SURE WE ALL WANT TO BE PROUD OF OUR SPOUSES, BUT IF THAT IS ALL YOU ARE LOOKING AT, PYSICIAL APPEARANCES, YOU ARE GOING TO BE A SERIAL, MONOGOMOUS! CHANING PARTNERS ALL THE TIME! THE DIVORCE RATE AMONG COPS IS SOMETHING LIKE, 70%! THE BOD SQUAD. IT IS WHO HAS THE HOTTEST CHICK, EVEN AS A TRAINER! SHIT, THAT IS SO NOT SUSTAINABLE, TRY THE FUCKERS WHO, TRIED TO DO THAT WITH, ME. HOW DO YOU FIND THE FOUNTAIN OF YOUTH, OR BECOME IMMORTAL? JUST KEEP BRINGING IN, PEOPLE WHO LOOK LIKE YOU, TO KEEP, PEOPLE THINKING IT IS REALLY YOU! FOOLS. 20 YEARS OF SHIT, COPS HAVE BEEN UNDER, SHALLOW, INSECURE, INSINCERE, RAGINGLY, PHYSICAL, AND, WITH NO CORE VALUES, ETHICS, OR PRINCIPLES! THE LAW OF THE JUNGLE! THAT IS NOT THE LAW! THAT IS NOT BEING, RULED BY THE RULE OF LAW! SOME INSECURE, MAN, CAN'T SUSTAIN, THE ENTIRE, EXECUTIVE BRANCH AND THIS IS THE RESULT, WHEN, THEY TRIED! I FUCKED THE ONE WORLD ORDER FOR THEM, THEY CHARGED ME A FEE FOR THAT, I STOPPED THE "HOSTILE" TAKEOVER OF AMERICA, AND THERE WAS A FEE, FOR THAT, RETRIUBTION, THEY FELT ENTITLED TO, BECAUSE IT WAS NOT WHAT THE COPS WANTED, THEY WANTED, A COUNTRY OR WORLD, OF THE COPS, BY THE COPS AND FOR THE COPS . . . I STOOD IN THE WAY OF THAT! PUNISHED FOR IT! WHY DON'T, ALL OF YOU, FROM THE PRESDIENT, TO THE BEAT COP, ON THE STREETS, START, SERVING AND PROTECTING, AGAIN, SEE THIER JOBS, AS CRITICAL TO THE WELFRE OF THIS COUTNRY, BOTH, FOREIGN AND DOMESTIC, AND GET, THER JOILLIES OFF THIS, NOT WATCING, PORN ON THEIR SQUAD CAR COMPUTER, AND FUCKING THEIR WIVES AND GIRLFRIENDS, ON RIDE-ALONGS, THEY SHOULD NOT BE HAVING! I BET THAT WOULD BRING MEANING AND PRIDE BACK IN THEIR JOBS, NOT RELIANCE ON, FEDERAL CHICKS, AND COPS, TAKING MY PLACE, AND, PRETENDING TO BE ME! I'M GOING TO FUCK YOU OR FUCK YOU AND YOU HAVE 15 MINUTES TO DECIDE, IS NOT RULE OF LAW, NOR, ANYTING MORE THAN TOTAL BULLSHIT, STUPIDITY. I WAS GOING TO BRIEF SOME CASES, FOR THE COPS, UNGRATEFUL LOUTS THAT THEY ARE, BUT, YOU DON'T DESERVE IT! MAYBE MY ATTITUDE WILL IMPROVE, TOMORROW! WE CAN HAVE A FRESH START, WORK TOGETHER? OR WHAT THE LYRICS OF THE SONGS BELOW, PORTRAY . . . .

Twisted Sister Lyrics

Play "We're Not Gonna Tak…" on Amazon Music

"We're Not Gonna Take It"

We're not gonna take it
No, we ain't gonna take it
We're not gonna take it anymore

We've got the right to choose and there ain't no way we'll lose it
This is our life, this is our song
We'll fight the powers that be just, don't pick our destiny 'cause
You don't know us, you don't belong

We're not gonna take it
No, we ain't gonna take it
We're not gonna take it anymore

Oh, you're so condescending, your gall is never ending
We don't want nothing, not a thing, from you
Your life is trite and jaded, boring and confiscated
If that's your best, your best won't do

We're right, yeah
We're free, yeah
We'll fight, yeah
You'll see, yeah

We're not gonna take it
No, we ain't gonna take it
We're not gonna take it anymore
We're not gonna take it
No, we ain't gonna take it
We're not gonna take it anymore

No way!

We're right, yeah
We're free, yeah
We'll fight, yeah
You'll see, yeah

We're not gonna take it
No, we ain't gonna take it
We're not gonna take it anymore

We're not gonna take it (no!)
No, we ain't gonna take it
We're not gonna take it anymore (just you try and make us)

We're not gonna take it (come on)
No, we ain't gonna take it (you're all worthless and weak)
We're not gonna take it anymore (now drop and give me twenty)

We're not gonna take it (a pledge pin)
No, we ain't gonna take it (on your uniform)
We're not gonna take it anymore

Gloria Gaynor Lyrics

Play "I Will Survive" on Amazon Music

"I Will Survive"

At first I was afraid, I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong
And I grew strong, and I learned how to get along

And so you're back from outer space
I just walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed that stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second you'd be back to bother me

Go on now, go. Walk out the door
Just turn around now 'cause you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?

Oh, no, not I
I will survive
Oh, as long as I know how to love I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
And I'll survive
I will survive, hey, hey

It took all the strength I had not to fall apart
Kept trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart
And I spent, oh, so many nights just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry but now I hold my head up high

And you see me somebody new
I'm not that chained-up little person still in love with you
And so you felt like dropping in
And just expect me to be free
And now I'm saving all my loving for someone who's loving me

[2x]
Go on now, go. Walk out the door
Just turn around now 'cause you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with goodbye?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh, no, not I
I will survive
Oh, as long as I know how to love I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
And I'll survive
I will survive

20 YEARS AND COUNTING?

MORE TIME IN GAMES, LIPTRIX, LASER SHOWS, DRAMA, AND PLAYERS, OR REAL LAW, REAL SOLUTIONS, REAL TRAINING?

HOW DO YOU STAY OFF THE COVER OF MY MAGAZINE OR BLOG?

STOP FUCKING WITH ME!

I AM DOING SOME GOOD WORK HERE!

CRIME BLOCKER, CRIME STOPPER, CRIME REPORTER!

I JUST HAPPEN TO BE A WHOLE FUCKING LOT, MORE QUALIFIED, THAN YOUR COPS CUNTS!

DEAL WITH IT!

THE UNITES STATES CONSTITUTION, IS THE "SUPREME LAW OF THE LAND" . . . YOU TOOK THE SAME FUCKING OATH I DID, SO, WHEN, WE CAN AGREE ON THAT, LOWEST COMMON DENOMINATOR, BETWEEN THE EXECUTIVE AND JUDICAL BRANCH, THEN, WE CAN PROGRESS AND, SERVE, PROTECT, THE HEALTH, SAFETY AND WELFARE OF, THE CITIZENS, WHO CREATED THE GOVERNMENT FOR WHICH WE ALL WORK, AND SERVE!

LICENSED TO SERVE!

COMMITMENT AT EVERY TURN!

DEDICATED!

6 YEARS FREE SERVICE AND COUNTING!

A MAN OR WOMAN'S TREASURE IS WHERE THEIR HEART IS!

WHERE IS YOURS?



THE WITCHING HOUR! FAIR FUN! WORLD IN HAND. ACTION JACKSON. OUTWIT. EARSHOT JAZZ. I'M GONNA TAKE MY HORSE TO THE HOTEL ROOM, GONNA RIDE 'TIL I CAN'T RIDE NO MORE. MAY THE HORSE BE WITH YOU! LOVER COME OVER. SHE'S POISON, BUT TASTY. SHE CYCLES, BUT SHE'S A LITTLE PSYCHO . . . MA, MA, MA, MA, MIND. MUSIC. MUSIC. MUSIC. SEATTLE PRIDE. ITSY BITSY SANTA GIRL. SWIPER LEFT. SWIPER RIGHT. HANDS ON YOUR BODY. I DON'T WANT TO WASTE ANYTIME. HERE'S TO YOU, MRS. ROBINSON. JESUS LOVES YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW . . . INJURED? YOU'RE CHOKIN' ME! I CAN'T BREATHE! SPYCHO-SEXUAL STIMULATION CUTTING OFF AIR TO MY BLOG! SEE SEATTLE FROM THE TOP! TOO YOUNG. TOO DUMB. I SHOULD HAVE BROUGHT YOU FLOWERS, SHOULD HAVE HELD YOUR HAND, SPENT ALL MY HOURS BY YOUR SIDE . . . ALL YOU WANTED TO DO WAS DANCE. NOW YOU'RE DANCIN' WITH ANOTHER MAN. DO ALL THE THINGS I SHOULD HAVE WHEN I WAS YOUR MAN. RUNDECK. FANMATE. HANDY ANDY. DARLIN' IF YOU WANT ME TO BE CLOSER TO YOU, BE CLOSER TO ME. IF YOU WANT ME TO SEE ONLY YOU, THEN SEE ONLY ME. MOTHER! SO WHERE HAVE I BEEN FOR THE LAST, FEW DAYS? IT ALL STARTED TO GO DARK, WHEN, THE GOOGLE MAPS CAR ROUNDED THE CORNER, OUTSIDE THE POVERELLO CENTER, MISSOULA MONTANA, RIGHT AFTER NOON, ON, I BELIEVE, FRIDAY, SEEING I DIDN'T WRITE THAT DAY. LIKE I SAY, CHOKIN' THE CHICKEN, DAILY. THOUSANDS OF SITES ON THE WEB, FOR THE LAST 6 YEARS, NOW, ONE? THEY LOVE PROPAGANDA! UN-AMERICAN ACTIVITIES! WORLD IN HER HANDS. SURE, WE CAN TAKE THAT, RIGHT? SURE. SO, LET ME GO BACK, JUST A BIT. I HAD JUST HAD LUNCH ON FRIDAY, AND I WAS SITTING OUT ON THE PAINTED CEMENT, GARBAGE CAN, ON MY WAY TO THE BUS STOP. I OFTEN SIT ON MY PERCH AND, TAKE A BREATHER AFTER LUNCH, WHEN, WALKING IS EXTREMELY UNCOMFORTABLE AFTER A LARGE MEAL. SO , THIS CAR, BLUE, SUBARU CROSSTREK, IS ACTUALLY, CREEPING, FROM BEHIND THE CITI LODGE, 7 MOTEL, IN THE ALLEY, IN FRONT OF IMAGINE NATION, BREWERY, AND, THE CAR HAD SOME STRANGE, EQUIPMENT ON THE TOP OF IF THAT GOT MY NOTICE. WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT? THAT IS NOT A BIKE RACK? NOR A BABY STROLLER RACK, BUT WHAT IS IT? THE STRANGE LOOKING, THING WAS SITTING ON TOP OF A QUADPOD, AND, THEN, AS IT WAS LOOKING MORE AND MORE LIKE A CAMERA, THE CAR, TURNED, AND TOOK A QUICK, LEFT INTO THE POVERELLO CENTER, PARKING LOT! GOOGLE MAPS! WOW. REACH OUT AN TOUCH, SEATTLE OR REALLY, KIRKLAND! COOL. WE ARE ON THE MAP! OR SO I THOUGHT . . . I WAS QUITE EXCITED, TO TELL THE CREW, IN THE POV. HEY, WE MADE THE NEWS, WAS THE FEELING! ME AND SOME, BIG BOOB, BETTY, TOOTHLESS, SNAG OF A WOMAN, BUT FUN, WAS SITTING OUTSIDE, HAVING BEEN KICKED OUT OF THE POV, FOR 7 DAYS, OR POSITING, AS A STAKEOUT QUEEN FOR THE CIA! LOL. I TOLD HER ,AND SOMEHOW, WE BOTH CAME UP WITH THE PLAN, TO HAVE A MOVIE AT THE POV, MADE RIGHT HERE, AND NOW, ON CAMERA, SEEING WE WERE NOW HITTING THE BIG TIME WITH GOOGLE MAPS! WE DECIDED, WE COULD ALL PLAY OURSELVES, SEEING THAT SO MANY OF THESE PEOPLE, AND THEIR VEHICLES ARE RIGHT OUT OF THE MOVIES, OR BETTER, DON'T EVEN THINK, HOLLYWOOD, COULD MAKE THIS JOINT UP, NOR THE BEASTS, THAT DRIVE IN AND OUT OF THIS PLACE DAILY, LEAVING MANY WONDERING HOW THEY EVEN DRIVE THOSE MONSTERS AT ALL! THE MUSCLE TRUCKS, WITH GREAT WHITE SHARK'S TEETH, OR THE VANS, WITH, SKULLS, IN THE FRONT WINDOW ON THE DECK, ARE A TRIP IN AND OF ITSELF, BUT THE PEOPLE ARE THE REAL COLOR THE REAL FLAVOR, AND THE REAL BITE, BEHIND, THIS PLACE, THAT IS FAMOUS, FOR, ITS FOOD, THE ROCK STARS, THAT DROP IN, AND THE NUNNS THAT STARTED IT! ALL CARICATURES! THE MOVIES, WOULD NOT DO THIS PLACE JUSTICE! LOL. DID, I MENTION, THE ENTERTAINMENT IS FREE TOO! THE COPS, OR THE AMBULANCE, OR THE FIRE ENGINES, ARE A DAILY OCCURANCE, AROUND THIS PLACE. I FEEL, LIKE I AM SITTING IN THE MOVIES, AND THE MOST SANE, PEOPLE, ARE STILL, FREAKING ME OUT, BY WHAT THEY REALLY BELIEVE, AND HOW THEY FOLLOW TRUMP, LIKE GOD HIMSELF, HAS JUST SPOKEN BY TWEET! HOPEFULLY, HURRICANE, DORIAN, WILL, COME AND WIPE, PUERTO RICO, OFF THE MAP . . . TRUMP SAYS THEY ARE THE MOST CORRUPT COUNTRY, IN THE WORLD! THEY ARE A UNITED STATES TERRITORY! WELL, TRUMP SAID, COUNTRY. BECAUSE HE DOESN'T KNOW THEY ARE PART OF THE UNITED STATES AND PAY TAXES! EVEN SO, I WANT THAT BLOWN OFF THE PLANET, TOO! WE NEED THAT WALL, TO KEEP ALL THE PUERTO RICANS, OUT OF AMERICA. THEY ARE TRYING TO GET MY PROPERTY, IN JEFFERSON COUNTY, BUT, I DON'T OWN IT. HOW WOULD ANYONE FROM PUERTO RICO, KNOW ABOUT YOUR PROPERTY? PRESIDENT TRUMP, SAID THEY DID. OH. THIS WOMAN, WORKED FOR THE DEPARTMENT OF HIGHER EDUCATION? SERIOUSLY? SPELL BOUND, BY THE WIZARD OF OZ. NO CAUSE TO TRY TO INFORM EITHER HER OR TRUMP, LOW I.Q.! LOL. I WANTED TO GO DANCING, PLANNED ON GOING, FRIDAY NIGHT, BUT SOMEHOW, IT SLIPPED, AWAY FROM ME, OR WAS IT RIPPED AWAY FROM ME? NEVER SHOULD HAVE TOLD ANYONE, WE WERE ON GOOGLE MAPS! YAHOO! I HAVE BEEN CAUGHT ON GOOGLE MAPS BEFORE. IT SHOCKED ME ABOUT AS MUCH, AS IT DID THIS TIME, BUT, I NEVER SAW THE GOOGLE MAPS, CAR, DRIVE BY? SO, I HAVE A LUNCH BREAK IN COURT, IN THE 5TH JUDICIAL DISTRICT IN CEDAR CITY, UTAH, WHERE I SUED THE COPS, SHERIFFS, COUNTY ATTORNEY, AND JUDGE, FOR $56.7 MILLION, AND, I HAVE JUST ASKED MY CLIENT, TO LOOK UP, HOW MUCH, MY GRANDMOTHER'S OLD HOUSE, NEAR SOUTHERN UTAH UNIVERSITY, IS GOING FOR, SEEING THERE WAS A SIGN ON THE HOUSE. I HAD GONE TO WENDY'S FOR MY SUPERSIZE ME, HEAL, I KNOW THAT IS A MCDONALD'S MOVIE, BUT, IT PROBABLY FITS ALL FAST FOOD PLACES . . . SO, I PARK MY TRUCK, OR MY CLIENT'S TRUCK, WHITE, AT THE HOUSE, JUST BEFORE, MY GRANDMOTHER'S HOUSE, IN CEDAR, CAN'T REMEMBER THE STREET, BUT THERE IS THIS MASSIVE, YELLOW AND WHITE, APARTMENT COMPLEX, IN FRONT OF HER HOUSE, NOW, THAT I NEVER NOTICED BEFORE. I GO TO COURT, HEAD OVER TO MY CLIENT'S HOUSE, AND, SHE SAYS, WERE YOU PARKED, ON SUCH, AND SUCH A STREET IN CEDAR, TODAY, ABOUT NOON? YEAH, WHY. GOOGLE MAPS, CAUGHT YOU SITTING IN OUR TRUCK . . . THE COPS BLEW MY LAST, FEW VEHICLES UP, OR FRIED THEM, OR STOPPED, THEN, AT JAILS AND COURTS, SO I TOLD THE DEALER, I GOT A LEMON! BUT, SURE ENOUGH, IN THAT, WHAT, 20 MINUTES, I HAD A BURGER, FRIES AND DIET COKE COMBO, FROM WENDY'S, I HAD MY PICTURE TAKEN FOR THE WHOLE WORLD TO SEE! YEAH, THAT WAS ME, OUTSIDE, IN FRONT OF THE POVERELLO CENTER, ON FRIDAY! WHO SENT THAT TO ME? DID THEY KNOW MY PATTERNS? WHAT TIME I WOULD BE DONE WITH, LUNCH . . . I WENT A BIT LATE THAT DAY, SO, THAT WAS LIKELY, AROUND, 12:45 PM, OR JUST BEFORE, PROBABLY GOING TO CATCH, THE 12:45 PM, BUS #11, TO THE AIRPORT, TO RIDE, LISTEN TO MUSIC, AND, HIT THE LIBRARY TO WATCH NEWS, AND, TRUE CRIME! ROCKIN' ROOSTER MSNBC, LIVE STREAM POLITICS, IS NOW, BEING BLOCKED, TOO, AND, IF I TRY TO GET INTO ONE OF THE FREE TV PROGRAMS, ONLINE, IT JUST KEEPS TAKING ME IN A CIRCLE! I WAS FORCED TO COME UP WITH A NEW PASSWORD, FOR MY BLOG, THAT LATER, WAS SEEN AS SUSPICIOUS BEHAVIOR, MAKING ME GO THROUGH, ALL THE SECURITY CHECKS, AND STILL, BLOCKED ME FROM MY BLOG, UNTIL, I WENT BACK TO MY ORIGINAL, EMAIL ADDRESS, AND CAME UP WITH THE SECOND NEW PASSWORD IN LIKE, A WEEK! FUCK? DEATH KNOCKING ON MY DOOR! FIRST, ATTACK SOCIAL SECURITY, THEN, CHOKE OFF MY BLOG, BLOCK ME ON THE COMPUTERS, TURNED OFF MY PHONE, SO SECURITY TEXT DID NOT COME THROUGH, AND FORCED ME TO MAKE A NEW PASSWORD? GOOGLE MAPS? WHAT THE FUCK. BY SATURDAY, THERE WAS NOTHING TO DO BUT GO DANCING! HERE IS WHERE IT GETS REALLY FUN! IF THEY CAN'T GET ME TOO BAD, MISBEHAVING WITH MEN, JUST DID ENOUGH, TO MAKE THE WATCHERS, JEALOUS, THEY WOULD, CHANGE UP, TO A LESBO! OR TRY TO MAKE ME LOOK GAY? LOL. I JUST DON'T SWING THAT WAY! THEY DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT PLUMBING FOR ME, AND THEY ARE NOT A CURIOSITY, TO ME, BECAUSE, THEY ARE FUCKING JUST LIKE ME! LOL. NOT ONE, CENTIMETER OF MY BODY, WANTS TO KNOW OR HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH THEM. I WILL FIGHT LIKE HELL FOR LBGTQ RIGHTS, BUT, GET INVOLVED, IN THEIR PAN SEXUAL, SHIT, FUCK NO! MEET ME IN THE FIRE HOLE BELOW, SO I CAN WARN, FUTURE, BAD ASS CON LAW CHICKS AND CHAPS, OR SOCIAL WARRIORS, WHO ARE CREATING TROUBLE FOR THE ESTABLISHMENT, OR WARING AGAINST THE WAR MACHINES, AND, MILITARY COMPLEXES! OLD 60'S TALK, BUT, IT APPLIES AS MUCH TODAY, IF NOT MORE, THAN IT DID BACK THEN! THEY ARE MORE SOPHISTICATED, NOW! MORE SPY SHIT AND GEAR, AND, THEY DON'T PLAY FAIR, AS YOU WILL SEE!

WHAT ARE YOU DOING?  

IT TOOK ME A MINUTE TO FIGURE IT OUT, BUT, I RAN LIKE HELL, ONCE I DID!

• having been compromised, before, I am more, keenly aware of taking some, compromising situation, particularly of a sexual nature, out of the context and fabric of what is going on, and why . . . it is called, they try to take, the TOTALITY OF THE CIRCUMSTANCES, completely out of sequence, and frame, the situation to look, as bad as it can possibly be, then show, kids, or lovers, or whomever, so they can, get our goat!  DON'T LET THEM!
• after, seeing the Google Map, thinking someone, I like, might be, looking for me, or trying to see exactly where the Pov. is, to protect this, Iron Maiden, in distress, seeing there were two dead bods, that showed up around town, this week, and, the detectives, or the robo cops detectives, there looking for a blond chick like me, might, need some, oversight and protections, just in case, they got the killing field, right this time!  Dad, is that why you are in town, this week, riding on the bike, with me . . . see, if I have changed?  Likely . . . so, after going to the library, and unsuccessfully, getting to watch the news, or get on my blog, I decided, maybe, I should, reach out and touch, Seattle again!  SMILE.
• so the plan was, that, I would, stay at the library, until closing, which is 6:00 pm, then, hang out at the park, Bess Reed Park, (jobessco.aka.joann.s.secrist@gmail.com), down, by the Clark Fork River, until, somewhere around, 8:00 pm, then, go get pizza or something to eat, until, about, 9:00 pm, when the Union Temple, starts to rock, with a band, then, stay out all night, and hit the bus, first thing in the morning, for Seattle, and, as I recalled, there was a bus, that left the station, at roughly, 8:00 am?  I didn't dare, check, on the computer, because, then, THEY, would know my plans, and I would be fucked up somewhere along the route, to Seattle, like soooooo many times, before, but for, outwitting them!
• I hit the restrooms at the Cara's Park, and it was just about, getting dark, noticed, this delightful, looking, outside, covered, lighted, cafe, outside, at the bottom of a large building that looked fun, to have a bite to eat, at.  MMMM, Scotty's Table?  Code name, Rachel's youngest son's name is Scotty!  Scream.  Inheritance?  This sure as shit, looks, like a Rachel, aka, JoAnn, purchased, and influenced, restaurant, money laundered, American bistro, that, I might actually own, through, Rachel's use of my money.  The cute, waitress, kept looking at me, like, is this my boss or the owner, look?  I am, not a pretentious and, arrogant, being myself, than Raclel is playing the very rich, and famous, me, her sister!  Great ambiance, and the appetizer, i had, was amazing!  I was not too hungry, but the Ravioli, in tomato cheese sauce, with a small, salad, and the bread the waitress threw in, for the owner? was great, sour dough, and the small meal was perfect, as was the atmosphere.  White linen, and, perfect service, girl, who looked fun to go dancing with, if she were free, later on.  She asked me where i was going dancing?  Another clue, she seemed, a bit, let down, when, I said the Union?  Other that the Top Hat, I don't know of any other dance clubs, in Missoula?  I have seen a couple of fun places on Capitol Hill, I want to check out, this fall!  Sorry, I have never been a snob, nor do I think, getting MY hands on my own, money, would change me one bit!  SNOB IS JUST NOT IN ME, NOT AT THE POV. NOR AT THE RESTAURANT!  I DON'T NEED TO FAKE IT, 'TIL, I MAKE IT . . . I HAVE LONG BEEN HERE!
• sorry, I didn't get the name of the band, that played at the UNION, my kind of place, always has been always, was!  I love old mom and pop, diners, and, sleezy old dance clubs, with flavor!  Just think, old, professor!  Lol.  That was me!  Cool band, write all their own, music, played, one, other, musicians, song, but all original, just like me!  NO BODY BUT ME HAS WRITTEN THIS BLOG!  Nobody could!  Sure, they can intercept it, edit it, flip the word order, but they can't, write it!  ANYWHERE I GO, THERE I AM!  
• there is a secret little table, that sits behind, a partition, with two seats, and, I can, kind of hide, there, behind, the folding loover, doors, and, dance when I want, and not dance when, I don't want.  I am not a drinker, don't need, alcohol, to make me rock and groove!  I can't sit still when, it is good music, like it was!  It has been a few hours, since, I got there, somewhere around, 1:00 am, when, this bitch, showed, her ugly face, right in my face!  DARK HAIR, PULLED BACK, IN A BUN, AT FIRST, THEN, SHE LOOSENED IT WHILE DANCING, NEXT TO ME, TRYING TO ACT, LIKE WE WERE A COUPLE . . . SCREAM!
• let me go back, to the start, because, I don't know how long she was, standing there, in my personal space, and I am a beast on this shit, stay away, average of 18 inches, is the comfort zone for most people!  I turn to my right, and she is like, right next to my face!!!!  I even pulled my face, back, to look at her, and I said, probably not on the video tape, but, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?  I was shocked to see someone there?  She acted a bit drunk, so I tried to be nice and patient.  She told me her mom, died, recently, and she was there with her computer, writing her sister, a letter about the inheritance, and she made sure, I knew that they were living in a really nice home up Rattlesnake Canyon . . . COWBOY!  MIKE MCLINTOCH?  ALL SNAKES!  I think, maybe, she thought, that, I would jump her bones, for, a place to live?  A viaduct, looks, preferable!  I am still wondering what she is up to?  I thought, if she reads my blog, she knows, I am an attorney, did she want, legal help?  I have had wills, estates, and trust, so, I can at least point her in the right direction.  She started to rub my back, which, made me entirely, uncomfortable, didn't want to be mean to a drunk or someone who might have lost her mother!  I decided to go out and dance, didn't invite her.  She joined me!  SHIT!  Me and the drummer, had been, oogling, each other a bit, all night, and his face, dropped, like a ton of bricks, like, YOU HAVE TO BE SHITTING ME, SHE IS A LESBIAN?  FUCK LOOK!  I turned around and caught this chick, putting money on my TABLE?  What the fuck?  Oh, I get it, she is trying to set me up to make it look like we are an item!  She took off her jacket, no bra, loosened her hair, not pretty, and was shaking it out, when, I bolted, for my backpack, having to knock her shit, on the floor, off my backpack???????  WHAT THE HELL?  Oh, I get it, she is, to, be there to suggest, that I am gay, and that is why, I have rejected all the big, brass ass, cops and spies!  No, you are all assholes!  That is why!  There is not a single, gay bone in my body, never has been, never will be!  I AM JUST PATIENT ENOUGH, TO WAIT, FOR A GOOD GUY!  NONE, YET!  LOL.  SAD STATEMENT ABOUT, MEN!  SEE ONLY ME, AND I WILL SEE, ONLY YOU!  THINK I CAN'T GET ANOTHER GUY, BY MIDNIGHT?  THINK AGAIN!  THIS CHEATING DOOR, CAN SWING BOTH WAYS, BUT, I DON'T, BISEXUAL THINGS UP!
• NOW, THAT WAS A SMOOTH, ESCAPE!  THIS CHICK, DANCED A BIT FORWARD, AND I BOLTED, FROM BEHIND, AND IN ONE FELL, SWOOP, GRABBED AND RAN!  FINNY, I WAS FOREWARNED, BY GOD MY INTEL, DUDE . . . I JUST FELT, LIKE I NEEDED TO PULL SOME CASH OUT OF THE ATM MACHINE, OVER BY THE DOOR, AND HIT THE BATHROOM, JUST IN CASE, I NEEDED, TO HIT THE ROAD, JACK!  IN THE STALL, THERE WAS A POSTER OF "THE GREEN LIGHT" . . . IS THAT A MESSAGE, TO LEAVE, RIGHT NOW?  BUT, I LIKE THE MUSIC, AND, I AM GOING TO BE UP ALL NIGHT, SO, WHY NOT STAY UNTIL THE NIGHT ENDS AND THE CLUB CLOSES?  AGAIN, THERE IS ANOTHER, SIGN FOR "THE GREEN LIGHT" INDICATING TO ME TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF DODGE!  I THOUGHT, COME, ON, I HAVEN'NT BEEN DANCING IN TWO FUCKING YEARS, AND THIS WAS THE LAST PLACE, I HAD BEEN, SO, CRUEL AND UNUSUAL PUNISHMENT!  AGAINST MY BETTER, ANGELS, I DIDN'T GO!  THIS ALWAYS, HAPPENS TO ME!  COULDA, WOULDA, SHOULDA!  SCREAM.  I CAN JUST SEE IT, POSTED, LESBO, CHICK, PICKS UP ON BAD ASS!  THEY WOULDN'T SHOW THE FIRST THREE HOURS, OF THE NIGHT, WITH, ME ALONE, NOR, DID I KNOW WHEN SHE CAME UP, BEHIND ME?  NOR WILL THEY SHOW ME, DITCHING HER DUMB ASS, BUT THEY WILL FREEZE, FRAME IT, WITH ME TRYING TO BE UNDERSTANDING, AND SYMPATHIZE WITH THIS CHICK OVER HER LOSS OF HER MOTHER!  FUCK!

• FOLLOW MY GODDAMNED, ELECTRONIC FOOTPRINTS . . . I GOT TO THE OXFORD, BY ABOUT, 1:30 AM, BEFORE THE UNION WAS CLOSED.  I GOT MY FAV BREAKFAST, AND, I CALLED A CAB, YELLOW CAB . . . NOW THE INTERESTING THING ABOUT THIS, AND VERIFY, ON MY CELL PHONE, BECAUSE, I CALLED, THE DUDE, AT THE YELLOW CAB, SAID, I AM SENDING SOMEONE RIGHT OVER.  THEN, THE DUDE, PULLED UP AND SAID, ARE YOU PATTY?  NO.  ARE YOU GOING TO THE SOMETHING, HILLS?  NO.  I AM GOING TO THE BROADWAY INN . . . I DIDN'T WANT TO ALERT, ANYONE, THAT I WAS GOING, TO HIT THE BUS, TO SEATTLE!  THE GUY BLEW OFF, PATTY AND TOOK ME FOR A RIDE!  BUT, VERIFY ON MY PHONE, THE YELLOW CAB, ANOTHER FRAME JOB, CALLED, AND WONDERED WHERE I WAS?  DON'T CARE, I AM HERE, SO I DIDN'T ANSER, UNTIL THE NEXT DAY!  BUT THINGS GOT SKETCHY FROM THEN ON.  I WALKED IN AND THE VID CAMS, PROBABLY SHOW ME, WENT INTO THE CASINO, AND, CHECKED MY BALANCE, JUST TO LEAVE, BREAD CRUMBS, LIKE HANSEL AND GRETEL, DID WITH THE WOODSMAN, FATHER AND FOREST WITCH, FATTENING THEM UP TO EAT!  I FIGURNED THERE WOULD BE HEAT ON ME, BUT NOT THIS FAST!  THERE WERE A GROUP OF YOUNG MEN, AGENT AGE, ALL STANDING AROUND, SOMEONE GAMBLING.  I DITCHED OUT AND TOOK AND RESTROOM, BREAK, JUST IN CASE, I WAS OUT ALL NIGHT.  IN THE BATHROOM JUST A SECOND, WHEN, SOMEONE, FOLLOWED ME AND SHOOK THE DOOR HANDLE?  WHAT THE FUCK?  ALREADY?  THEY, LEFT, BUT WHEN I CAME OUT THE DAY ROOM, WHERE BREAKFAST IS SERVED, HAD THE LIGHTS ON . . . I WALKED DOWN THE HALL, WHERE I HAVE HAD ROOMS AND KNOW THERE ARE EXITS!  ENDED UP, DOWN A LONG HALL, AND, OUT TO THE PARKING AREA.  DODGED A BULLET, I THINK . . . FOLLOWED FOR HOURS!
• IT WAS ABOUT, 3:00 AM, BY THIS TIME, THE BUS TERMINAL, OPENS, AT 7:30 AM, BUS LEAVES AT 8:00 AM, I THINK.  THERE ARE BENCHES OUT FRONT, WITH TONS OF LIGHT, SHOULD BE SAFE, DON'T GO TO SLEEP, TURN ON MY RADIO, AND START ROCKIN", BUT NOT FOR LONG . . . IN MY PERIPHERAL VISION, I SEE, A BRIEF, BIT OF LIGHT, LEAN FORWARD AND NOTICE, THANK GOD, SEE A TRUCK, PARKING, JUST, OFF FROM WHERE MY VISION COULD HAVE SEEN IT!  BOLTED ACROSS THE STREET TO MCDONALD'S, REMEMBERED THERE WAS A LAUNDRY ROOM, AT THE APARTMENTS, BEHIND, MCD'S!  OLD TIMES, RUNS, GAVE ME THE LAY OUT OF THE LAND, YEARS AGO, AND THIS WAS REMINDING ME OF THE EARLY, DAYS, OF CHASE, NON-STOP, BACK 7 YEARS AGO!  HOUNDED AND HUNTED LIKE AN ANIMAL . . . YOU HAVE TO BE KIDDING, SOME, TRUCK, PULLS IN AND GOES, VERY SLOW, PASSED WHERE I WAS SITTING AT A CEMENT, PICNIC TABLE . . . SHORT TIME LATER, THERE WAS A SECURITY GUARD, AND I COULD SEE, HIS BADGE, IN THE MOONLIGHT, HE WENT TO A RED TRUCK, RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME, AND, WAS ACTING SUSPICIOUS, LIKE HE WAS, TRYING TO WALK SLOW ENOUGH, TO CALL THE COPS, AND NOT ALARM ME . . . HE FAILED, I WALKED DOWN THE DRIVEWAY, AND, WALKED UP THE STREET, NEAR THE SOLSTICE AND EQUINOX, APARTMENTS . . . BETTER STAY OFF, PRIVATE PROPERTY!  STRIP MALL, IS ALMOST VACANT, SO I SAT, BACK WHERE, TACO DEL SOL, USED TO BE, BUT, SURE ENOUGH, CAR AFTER CAR, AND ONE LOOKED, AT ME, LIKE I WAS UP TO SOMETHING, SO, I WALKED OVER AND SAT, ON A WHITE, CHURCH BENCH, SO EVERYONE COULD SEE, WHAT I WAS DOING . . . WAITING FOR CHURCH!  OFFICER, UNFRIENDLY, WHAT ARE YOU DOING . . . WAITING FOR CHURCH!  MEN, WERE IN THE SHADOWS, ALL OVER THE PLACE, BUT I WAS UNDER, SOME, BIG ASS LIGHTS!  PUT MY MAKE-UP ON, AND, AT 4:00 AM, DECIDED, THAT WAITING, THREE HOURS, UNTIL MCDONALD'S OPENED, WAS TOO LONG, GIVEN, THERE WERE MONSTERS, LURKING IN THE SHADOWS, HIRED GUNS, LIKELY! GIVEN THE NIGHT I HAD, SO FAR!  I WENT BACK TO THE POV, AND DECIDED, TO STAY IN MISSOULA, MONTANA . . . AT LEAST UNTIL, 3:00 PM!  LOL.  TWO BUSES LEAVE FOR SEATTLE IN ONE DAY!
• THIS WAS THE "PERFECT" ESCAPE, SO, I HIT, MCDONALD'S, BY ABOUT, 8:30 AM, SUNDAY, MORNING, SO, I ACTUALLY WENT DANCING, SATURDAY, BUT AS I WALKED, GOD INTEL, SHOWED, A PLAIN, WHITE SERVICE TRUCK, NO MARKINGS, TWICE, THAT MEANS, DON'T LEAVE OR MOVE . . . WHAT?  I WAS STILL UNDECIDED, BUT, THE GREAT THING ABOUT, HAVING ALL YOU OWN IN A SINGLE BACKPACK, IS, YOU ARE COMPLETELY MOBILE, 24/7!  BLOCKED LAST NIGHT, BUT, ANOTHER CHANGE, TO REACH OUT TO SEATTLE, TODAY!  I TOOK THAT, MESSAGE, AND IT WAS RIGHT, TO STAY AT MCDONALD'S UNTIL, 2:00 PM, THEN, LEAVE AND GO GET MY TICKET!  THAT PROVED TO BE, CRITICAL TIMING, ON ME, GETTING OUT OF TOWN, SLIDING BETWEEN, THE COPS STAKE OUTS!  THIS WAS A TWO PART WARNING, REMEMBER, I DIDN'T LISTEN THE NIGHT BEFORE, SO I WAS ON MY GAME, THE NEXT DAY . . . SO, I GOT BREAKFAST, AND, THERE ARE TWO SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS, WHERE I LIKE TO SIT.  SO NO SNEAKY SHIT, WITH COPS, AND I ALWAYS, SEE THEM, SO . . .  BUT, AT ABOUT NOON, I LOOKED OVER AT THE CAR WASH AND THERE WAS A CAR PARKED, WITH BOTH, RED, PARKING LIGHTS ON, BLINKING!  RED, STOP, GO, STOP GO?  SO, FOR SOME REASON, THAT MEANT TO STAY, UNTIL, THE TWO OCLOCK, WITCHING HOUR!  I MOVED INTO PLAYPLACELAND, TO READ, AND I WAS GETTING INTO ALL THE SEX, SHIT IN THE BOOK!  A MAN WROTE THIS!  I AM CONVINCED!  IT IS FROM A MALE PERSPECTIVE . . . I COULDN'T IN A MILLION YEARS WRITE WHAT SEX FEELS LIKE TO A MAN!  LOL.  MYSTERY, CAN ONLY GUESS!  THIS IS FIRST HAND KNOWLEDGE, AND SHE IS, OF COURSE, ALWAYS, SATISFIED WITH MR. BIG!  LOL.  SO, NOW I WAS PISSED, THAT TWO O'CLOCK, HAD, COME, AND I HAD TO LEAVE.  MAYBE, I WILL STAY UNTIL, THREE, WHEN I CAN RACE IN AND GET A TICKET, FOR THE 3:15 PM, AS I RECALL, OR WAS THAT, 3:40?  AGAIN, THERE WAS A CAR, PARKED, WITH, ITS, RED TAIL LIGHTS, AND RATHER THAN, BLINKING, THEY WERE ON, THEN, OFF!  BETTER GO!  I DID AND THANK GOD!  TOOK THEM BY SURPRISE!
• I BELIEVE, THE DUDE BEHIND THE COUNTER, WAS A COP!  HE ABOUT CHOKED ON MY NAME, WHEN, I GAVE IT TO HIM!  LOL.  WHO WERE YOU EXPECTING?  SHELLEY? RACHEL? KAY?  NO, ITS ME!!!!!!!!  I HAD TO SPELL, JOANN, AND SECRIST!  OH, A SENIOR TOO.  BY THIS TIME HE SEEMED IN A BLANK STARE, LIKE YOU HAVE TO BE KIDDING, WE HAD, COPS HERE, READY, FOR HOURS, AND HOURS, AND SHE IS HERE NOW!!!!!!!???????  I GOT MY TICKET AND KNEW SOMETHING WAS UP . . . JUST MINUTES, LATER, SOME, WHITE TRUCK, TOYOTA, WITH, SHELL ON IT, PULLED UP, AGAIN, JUST SO IT WAS OUT OF MY SIGHT . . . COPS!  SOME PISSED OFF, DUDE, SKINNY, BALD, SUNGLASSES, STORMED BY!  LOL.  GOOD I CAME AT 2:00 PM, BECAUSE, 5 MINUTES LATER, TOO LATE, THE TROOPS WOULD HAVE BEEN HERE!  DUDE ACTED PISSED, ALL THE WAY TO SPOKANE, WHERE HE STAYED!  IT IS ME!  TOO LATE FOOL!  LOL.  ME AND GOD ARE A KILLER COUPLE!
• I FORGOT ALL THE COOL STUFF, SO, I FIGURED THIS WAS A COP AND I WAS NOT OUT OF THE WOODS, YET, SO I DITCHED OVER TO SUBWAY, TO STAY, HOPING THE BUS GOT HERE SOON!  VERIFY, ON MY DEBIT CARD, ITALIAN, MARINARA, MEATBALLS! COMBO AND COOKIE!  AS LUCK WOULD HAVE IT, THE BUS WAS LATE, OR PLANNED, LATE, AND, IT PULLED IN, FROM, BROADWAY, NOT AROUND THE BACK, SO, THE DOOR WAS FACING, ME AT SUBWAY, AND I WALKED RIGHT ON THE BUS!  LOL.  EVEN THE DRIVER, ACTED, COP-ISH!  TOO BAD, ME AND GOD GOT IT GOIN' ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• HIT SEATTLE, GOT MY ORCA BUS PASS, HELPED SOME RUSSIAN LADY GET HER TICKET, JUST IN TIME TO GET THE LIGHT RAIL, TO WESTLAKE, COPS, LOCKED, ALL TRAIN, RIDERS IN THE TUNNEL, COULDN'T GET OUT!  FAST MOVE!  FINALLY, AFTER, SEARCHING FOR A WAY OUT, I GOT, METRO RAPID RIDE, E LINE, TO, AURORA, AND, TO MY OLD, DIGS, WALLINGFORD INN, TRIED TO ORDER PIZZA, BUT WAS BLOCKED, FELL ASLEEP, ORDERED, PIZZA, SALAD, AND TWO CANS OF DIET COKE, FROM, A NEW PLACE!  DOMINOS IS RIGGED, TO SHOW THEIR NUMBER, NOT MINE!
• PERFECT IS BACK IN SEATTLE!

ARE YOU READY, FANMATE?

GO HAWKS!

SEAHAWKS, THAT IS!

KISS.

GOOD LUCK!