RAWBAR . . . COOL, COOL, COOL . . . GOOD COPS DO EXIST! YEAH! FBI FILES, SEASON 2, EPISODE 12 "MASTER PLAN!" ONE OF THE FRUSTRATING THINGS ABOUT, BEING INVOLVED, IN SOLVING A CORRUPTION CASE, INVOLVING ATTORNEYS, COPS, JUDGES, AND THE MOB, IS THAT WHAT YOU CLAIM, ENTITIES, LIKE THE FBI HAVE TO PROVE OR MAKE STICK! THAT IS THE HARD PART, BUT, THANKFULLY, SO, IT IS NICE TO SEE EVIDENCE, THAT CRIMES, CRIMINAL ENTERPRISES, AND DIRTY ORGANIZATIONS ARE BROUGHT TO JUSTICE, EVEN IF IT IS, THREE YEARS LATER, WHEN THE FBI, HAS TO CLOSE DOWN AN UNDERCOVER OPERATION, BECAUSE THE KEY PARTIES, ARE ONTO THE INVESTIGATION, AND REFUSE TO PLAY BALL ANY MORE! THERE IS THE MOB, AND THEN, THERE IS THE SUPER MOB . . . AND THIS CASE IS THE CLOSEST, I HAVE SEEN, TO MY CASE, WHILE PALING IN COMPARISON, OF SCOPE, DEPTH AND BREADTH, AS WELL AS THE NUMBER OF ORGANIZATIONS, WHO WERE INVOLVED, TO PULL OF A STUNT LIKE THEY HAVE! IN THIS "TRUE CRIME" STORY, THE WIFE OF A PROMINENT ATTORNEY, ENDS UP, GOING MISSING . . . LEADING THE FBI INTO WILLOW SPRINGS, A SUBURB OF CHICAGO, FINDING A DEEPLY ROOTED COUNTY FULL OF CORRUPTION, ENDING IN THE ARRESTS OF A MINI-MAFIA, A THREE MAN ENTERPRISE, CONSISTING OF AN ATTORNEY, WHO HANDLED ALL THE LEGAL DOCUMENTS, WHO ALSO BRIBED JUDGES, TO GIVE HIM FAVORABLE RULINGS, ON SPURIOUS CASES, THAT FURTHERED MOB ACTIVITIES, WHO WORKED WITH LOCAL COPS, WHO INSURED PROTECTION TO THE KEY PLAYERS, AND WHO ALSO PARTICIPATED IN THE MURDER OF THE ATTORNEY'S WIFE, SHOOTING HER IN THE FACE TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE A MOB HIT, AND ALSO TO COVER, HER HUSBAND'S JEALOUS ATTACK, PUTTING HIS NOW DEAD WIFE IN THE TRUNK OF HER CAR, CHANGING BOTH HER WATCH AND THE CAR CLOCK, BACK, TO COVER HER HUSBAND'S ALIBI, AND THE TIME OF HER DEATH, THEN, THE COP AND ANOTHER ACCOMPLICE, PUT HER BODY IN THE TRUNK OF THE CAR, AND DROVE IT TO A NEARBY CANAL, THAT WAS AN UNDERWATER PARKING LOT, WITH 82 CARS, IN WHAT IS CALLED, "AN INSURANCE DUMP" . . . SO WHEN THE CAR GOT OLD, OR THE OWNER WAS IN OVER THEIR HEAD, THEY COULD, WITH THE HELP OF THE COPS, DRIVE IT INTO THE CANAL, AND CLAIM THAT THE VEHICLE GOT STOLEN, AND THEN, BOTH THE COPS AND THE OWNER, COULD PROFIT FROM THE INSURANCE SCAM! THE WAY THE WHOLE MURDER PLOT, LEADING TO MOB ACTIVITIES IN CHICAGO, STRIP JOINTS, FRONTS FOR PROSTITUTION AND GAMBLING RINGS, LAUNDERING CREDIT CARDS, FROM INDIVIDUAL MEN, THROUGH, WHAT SOUNDED LIKE, LEGITIMATE BUSINESSES AND ACCOUNTS, SHOWN ON CREDIT CARDS, AS LEGITIMATE PURCHASES, DINNERS, GIFTS, TO COVER, PAYMENTS TO PROSTITUTES . . . BUT THIS WHOLE UNDERCOVER STING OP, BY THE FBI, CAME FROM ONE GOOD COP, WHO WAS PUT ON THE CASE OF THE ATTORNEY'S WIFE'S DEATH AND INVESTIGATION, AND WHEN HIS LT. SHOWED UP, AND RUSHED THE INVESTIGATION, PUSHED THE CLEAN COPS OUT OF THE DOOR, LONG BEFORE THEY HAD EVEN DONE A THOROUGH INVESTIGATION, FOLLOWING, OFFICE POLICY, ACTUALLY, CONFRONTING THEIR SUPERIOR, AS THEY REFUSED TO LEAVE THE HOUSE, GETTING INTO A CONFRONTATION, WITH THE INSIDER, DIRTY COP, ALMOST GOING FIST-TO-CUFFS WITH THE OTHER OFFICERS, BEING BROKEN UP BY A CITY COP, BEFORE THEY WOULD LEAVE, LATER BEING TAKEN OFF THE CASE ALL TOGETHER! SO, JUST DOING YOUR JOB, IS NOT ALWAYS FOLLOWING, YOUR UPLINE . . . IT CAN BE GOING, TOTALLY AGAINST THEM! MY COMPUTER IS DRAINING ENERGY . . . MORMON NSA, IS ZAPPING MY ENERGY SOURCE, RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE, HAVING HAD A FULL BATTERY, WITH 6 HOURS OF JUICE, NOW DOWN TO THE LAST 12 MINUTES, BETTER GET OFF . . . WATCH THE EPISODE, ONLY ADD ACCESS TO MO RUN, FBI, CIA, NSA, ETC., TO GET THE BIG PICTURE ON MY CASE, AND ALL THEIR WASHINGTON, D.C., CONNECTION, CONTACTS, AND COVER-UPS! GOTTA GO, 6 HOURS BATTERY, REDUCED TO 7 MINUTES, GO FIGURE! THEY DON'T WANT ME WRITING ABOUT THIS!

The Master Plan

Like I have always said, people cannot, do anything, but they reveal themselves, symbolically, and this true crime, episode is no exception.  Go figure, the king-pin, main player in the mini-mafia of three, main players, is an attorney, named, Alan Masters, thus the play on his name, the master plan, and it was.  But, for, one honest cop, the whole, county wide, circle of corruption, may have gone undetected, unnoticed and unreported to authorities, higher up in the cop food chain, going to the FBI, who were actually, investigating, organized crime in the greater, Chicago area, with these, tangential, mini-mobsters, operating, in concert with the larger, gangster organization, that spread its operations from Chicago, to Las Vegas.  The opening scene, and I am not sure what the officer's name was, shows, two uniformed officers, sheriffs, who are called in on the disappearance of a prominent attorney's wife.  Spouses, are always, the first suspects in any death, of one or the other spouse, as just, good old, plain, smart, police work, and generally, they are the killer.  But, as the two beat cops, are interviewing the attorney, who claims his wife, or his suspected his wife of having an affair, and having run off with her lover, as a possible explanation, for his wife's disappearance, and as the officers, get ready to proceed with questioning the husband, for possible foul play, and taking a look around the house, their lieutenant, rushes in, on the scene, and tells them the interview is over . . . the other two cops, look at him, and say, no we have just started.  He gives them a stern look, like I am the boss here, and you are done!  

The two deputy sheriffs, are not buying this sudden and abrupt demand that they leave the house, before, even taking a look around.  So, they start to do their job, following policy, and again the boss cop, tells them, they are to leave the house.  Again, they insist they do their job, which, once again, is trumped by the supervising cop, who pushes them out of the attorney's house, into the yard, with these other two cops, refusing to leave, while their lieutenant, takes them off the case, to which the cops, get even more pissed, as they are rushed off the property, but, resisting, every step of the way, turning to get it on, with their boss.  Finally, a city cop, who, my gut reaction, is also, in on the dirty cop corruption, suddenly shows up, and separates the two cops, breaking up the confrontation, saying it is not worth it.  I am reading between the lines, the attorney, watching that these younger, still, not corrupt cops, are not going along with this bull shit, and so the attorney, calls, another cop, to intervene, until the cops, get back to the precinct, so the Lt. can take care of them, and take them officially off the case, which appears to have happened, but not without them, bringing the suspicions to the attention of the FBI field office in Chicago, who find, that, these three clowns, the attorney and the two top dirty cops, are connected into their mob investigation, and doing some of the work, to further the prostitution and gambling establishments, used as fronts for the mob!

Attorney, Alan Master's, Is a Key, To Unraveling the Master Plan!

I found in my law cases, there seemed to be, one key piece of evidence, that would break the whole case open, giving me, the prime piece of evidence, that allows me to win the rest of the case.  When these officers, refused to just, let, this supervisor, bully them off the case, going above his head, to a law enforcement agency, who, can have supervisory, powers over the local cops, if need be, they, in fact, not only helped, solve the disappearance and murder, of their local case, but, gave information, that led to the point players in the larger, mob organization, that the FBI, was in fact, looking into, and the two investigations, dovetailed with each other, as the FBI, set up, a sting op, business, with no ordinary employees, as a front business, for the mob, seeking to put charges for prostitution, on credit cards, of their patrons to the back room, prostitution activities, under the guise of topless and bottomless dancing, that was allowed, enabling, the men, to go from watching to much more.  But, through this front, business, run by the FBI, to launder, credit cards, through, legitimate businesses, so that charges to prostitutes didn't show up on home billing statements, alarming their wives, if found, one of the attorneys, recommended by the mob, as an attorney, who can get business done, with cops to protect the illegal activities, and also with judges on the mini-mob payroll, who could always get the mob, through this attorney, favorable rulings on their challenged issues, he was and had become the go to man for the mob!

As the FBI, wire tapped, the attorney's phones, tracking his activities, they were able to go deep into the police departments, and find out who his, go to men, were, inside the police departments, and, come to find out, that as the city council suspected, the chief of police, and forced him to stand aside, it was really, his second in charge, his lieutenant, remember, Nicolas Cage, in the movie, the Bad Lieutenant, but, his power, influence, and tentacles, were far more powerful and long reaching than his bosses.  So, with the good intentions of the city council, they had gone from the frying pan, into the fire, so to say, getting rid of a moderately corrupt cop, going straight to the actual power behind the chief, finding, even expanded, protection for the mob, in this new guy.  But, as the FBI, got down and dirty, they found, that, attorney, Alan Masters, was the boss, followed by his made men, two cops, one being over the other one, and they were the triumvirate, who was running the Willow Spring, Illinois crime syndicate, connecting right into the Chicago, crime families.  Anyway, I have to run catch a bus, so, you could, by just doing your job, the way it is suppose to be done, break open a major criminal enterprise, consisting of tons of people . . . I look at the number of people, organizations, it took to pull of the scam in my case, even masking my whole life, and it is, holy shit, these people know me!  But $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ talks, and it didn't matter, who respected, or how revered the law enforcement or legal entity was, they were all game, and had to be, to pull this shit off . . . but, there was a presidential position at stake and billions of dollars!

REMEMBER

The goal of the mob, is always, first and foremost to make money!  People say, if the cops, the mob, or others wanted you dead, you would be dead!  If you were making a cool, mill a day, would you kill the golden goose?  While I have had hits, and do have hits, out on me, I think, the money, is still the prime protection I have, and that is why an assassin, has not just blown my head off . . . but, given the fact that I blame the government, the ones who should be investigating this stuff, they don't want to be blamed if I should get capped!

Masterminds

Washington County/St. George Mortgage Fraud--mini-mob

• Brian Adamson--Justice Law Firm, asset protection, asset hiding, laundering mortgage titles through first the Law Firm, then the Justice Law Firm, also, just trashed me, last week, as giving up my Utah state bar license, due to severe mental issues?  Really, I went to the 10th Circuit and U.S. Supreme Court, 4 certificates of Good Standing from the Utah Supreme Court, who supervise attorneys
• insider in the courts, Judge John Walton--he was in my class at BYU law school, knows me!
• was the Judge who allowed, Adamson to take a second shot at my house, at 3770 Sugar Leo Rd., St. George or Bloomington, Utah--won at U.S. federal district court--Adamson had been the attorney, representing, Christian Hickey, former husband of Rachel Southwick Hickey-Moosman, Kennedy?
• allowed my house to be raided by Washington County Constable and sheriffs to take everything, the day before I was to argue in Denver, $357 million securities, representing local financial planner, Henry S. Brock, of Brock and Associates, LLC
• allowed the raid, allegedly under a $33,000 judgement, that I had never heard of, and was not a defendant
• the case, even at a district court level, was nowhere close to being decided!
• Christian Hickey--the straw man, who handled the short sales of the mortgages . . . I believe, that the reason, Judge Walton, allowed the taking of the house, was not only to stop me, or try to stop me from going to Denver, in my case against the state of Utah, with the attorney general and the governor where named defendants, but because, in the Bloomington mortgage scheme, was because Chris had taken out, probably a million loan, from each bank in the St. George area, and had the house, used as multiple collateral, that could go as high as 10 to 20 banks with loans of a million dollars from each bank, not aware of the bank loans from other banks, based on the value of the home--built for about $900,000, valued at 1.4 million, before the Hickeys even moved in the home, so a half a million in market value, right off the bat!
• Bishop Sandberg, was one of the insiders, in the Bloomington, Utah, Mormon ward, I believe was the 52nd ward?  But, there were many people in the ward, who were helped, during the economic downturn, to get their mortgages, reduced, but in an illegal manner
• FBI agent, Seth Foote, I would be suspicious, of Seth, whom, I visited, on at least one occasion with Rachel, and he came to one of my court appearances, plus, I also, wrote up a total description of what I could tell was the St. George mortgage fraud group, and how they did it . . . including buying off, someone in the Washington County recorders office, because, I could easily see, the ward members, selling their homes to friends, on paper, then renting from them, staying in their homes, but through the title holders, who were really Chris Hickey, who was the loaning agent, I believe, all going through, the property, that I was then living in, at 3770 Sugar Leo, Chris's old house, now in my possession through a law suit . . . but, as far as I could tell, Seth Foote, never asked me any questions, about my outline, what I had seen, and who was involved, although I did write it out for him, but, he shortly after that, showed up at one of my court appearances?  I believe he would be key, and involved somehow
• Shelley Southwick Anderson Yemen ?, Shelley, my sister, was right in the middle of the whole house taking, mortgage modification, and eventually, got, access to my e-filing account, that I used to file my briefs in the U.S. federal district court of the district of Utah, where we had filed the original case, with Brian Adamson, Chris's attorney, who fucked up the case, ending in a default!  But, Shelley, seemed to be, working with Judge John Walton, against me, and he was often seen with Brian Adamson, and I did a sting op on the court, and caught them, not filing my briefs, and Judge Walton, was holding secret hearings on the house case, and when I caught him, he along with other state entities, like Reed Richards, AG Mark Shurtleff, and the Governor, to take my house!  Shelley showed up in court, as, allegedly an interested party, sat, with her hands, folded, and didn't even respond, to questions, I asked her, and she should have allegedly had an interest in, because her ass, was at risk of losing the house too . . . I think, originally, the goal was to just get me out, steal the furniture, and that I would close up shop, and give up . . . and how wrong they were!  Lucky for me, and horrible for him, my client, Allan Rex Bess . . . not to be confused with Frank of Interpol, saved me, long enough to get me to the U.S. Supreme Court, before he was murdered! by Shelley and Frank!

Sheriffs Association and elected sheriffs:

• Iron County Sheriff Mark Gower . . . I don't have time to fill all this in, but these are people who knew what was going on, or should have
• Washington County Sheriff Mike Smith
• Newly elected Washington County Sheriff Pulsipher . . . over Constable Jean Dickson, at the time of the raid on my house . . . she knew damned well, I am JoAnn, and who Shelley was, I worked, Shelley let me, keep her ass, and her lazy ass children!
• Director of the Utah Sheriffs Association, Reed Richards, cost him the elections, in 2000, payback

Prosecutors and Bar Association

• Mark Nash, boss at the Utah Prosecution Council
• Scott Garrett, Iron County Attorney
• Shawn Guzman, St. George City Prosecutor . . . BYU, small section torts, I was his TA
• Brock Belnap, Washington County Attorney, Brock knew me, also kept my Domestic Violence 101 manual, award winning
• Bill Walker, boss in the health division, Utah Attorney Generals Office, over bar discipline at the bar

Justice and District Judges: Michael G. Westfall, John Walton, Eric Ludlow, Judge Higby, Lyle Anderson, Shumate, Miller and Ney

Feds: U.S. assistant attorney, Paul Kohler, FBI agent, Seth Foote, Amy, court clerk, IT personnel at the Frank Moss Courthouse, Judges Ted Stewart, Tena Campbell, Clarke Waddoups

Mob family members: Richard and Helen Southwick, Edward and Althea Southwick, Shelley and Frank, Interpol--Jack, Tony, Michael, Rachel, Susan and Kevin Schmidt, Meg Southwick Nesbitt, Brett Todd Stuart/Stewart and Kay Burningham, Alan Wolfson . . . bet he got a get out of free prison ticket, Misty and Dennis Cheeks, key, Tammy and ? Carter, the Braun family of Cedar City

Got to Go Catch Bus, Christmas Parade, Kalispell, Montana!

I wasn't born in Montana, but I got here as fast as I could!  

SMASHBOX. PRETTY POWERFUL . . . THE SECRET IS IN THEIR EYES . . . THE POWER OF TWO = TRIPLE THREAT! COLLISION CRAFT: QUALITY, EXCELLENCE . . . AND REAL NICE PEOPLE. NEW MOVIE: CREED! ROCKY TRAINING APOLLO CREED'S SON IN BOXING. HISTORY: IVAN GRAGO (RUSSIAN BOXER, KILLS CREED'S FATHER) VS. ROCKY IV (AVENGES APOLO CREED'S DEATH AGAINST IVAN)--EAST MEETS WEST, TWO WORLDS COLLIDE, RIVAL NATIONS . . . IS IT NATION AGAINST NATION, OR MAN AGAINST MAN? BURNING HEART . . . IT'S YOU AGAINST YOU . . . THE VICTORY IS YOURS ALONE! MY DAUGHTER, GRETA, AND HUSBAND DALLAS, ARE TAKING THEIR THREE BOYS TO THE NEW MOVIE, "CREED" AND IN TRUE SMART PEOPLE FASHION, THEY ARE HAVING A "ROCKY" MOVIE MARATHON, SO THE NEWER GENERATION MOVIE IS PUT IN PERSPECTIVE, IN THE CONTEXT OF THE HISTORY, FOR WHICH, THE NEW MOVIE IS BORN! SMART PARENTS, SMART KIDS . . . IF A PERSON FAILS TO STUDY HISTORY, THEY FOREVER REMAIN A CHILD! EVERY STORY TOLD, HAS A CONTEXT, A FRAMEWORK, A CONTEXTUAL PERSPECTIVE, FOR WHICH I RISES, IS GIVEN BIRTH, OR COMES TO FRUITION . . . THAT IS TRUE FOR PEOPLE, FOR NATIONS, FOR CRIMES, AND JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING IN LIFE. THE WORSE THING SOMEONE CAN DO, IS TO START A STORY AT "J" OR "M" AND GO ONTO "Z", NEVER CULTIVATING THE GROUND, FOR THE SEEDS TO BE PLANTED, AND THE FULL STORY, TO APPEAR! THE BIGGEST ERROR AN ATTORNEY CAN MAKE, IS TO ALLOW THE PROSECUTORS, OR THE OTHER SIDE, TO START HALF WAY THROUGH THE STORY, OR HALF WAY THROUGH THE FACTS, AND LETTING ONE SIDE OF A CONTROVERSY, BE SHOWN IN AN INCOMPLETE LIGHT . . . THAT IS A HUGE DISSERVICE TO ALL PARTIES, NATIONS, CRIMES, OR STORIES, AND GIVES THE PERPETRATOR OR ROBBER OF HISTORY AN UNFAIR ADVANTAGE, AN UNJUST OUTCOME, VOID OF THE FOUNDATIONAL TOOLS, THAT TAKES THE BIG PICTURE IN, AND ALLOWS FOR AN HONEST EVALUATION, BASED ON TRUTH, RATHER THAN GIVING SNAPSHOTS, OF HAND PICKED AND CRAFTED PIGEON HOLES, BLOCKING REALTY, VISION, AND THUS THE RIGHT OUTCOME, IN ANY EVALUATION, INVESTIGATION, OR RENDERING OF A DECISION. I HAVE HANDLED CRIMINAL AND CIVIL CASES, WHEN DENYING THE WHOLE STORY, THE FULL SET OF FACTS, OR THE BIGGER PICTURE, CAN SKEW THE FINAL DECISION, BRINGING ABOUT, NOT ONLY AN UNCONSCIONABLE RULING, BUT, AN ABERRANT OUTCOME, THAT IS CRIMINAL, IN AND OF ITSELF! SO, NEEDLESS TO SAY, I AM IMPRESSED, THAT MY DAUGHTER AND HER HUSBAND, ARE TAKING THE TIME, WITH THEIR CHILDREN, TO SHOW THE STORY, LEADING UP TO THE NEW MOVIE, WHICH WILL BE A MUCH RICHER EXPERIENCE, HAVING SEEN THE MOVIES LEADING UP TO THE NEW RELEASE, AND ALL THE MORE INSPIRING. IT IS THE CHEAT, THE INAUTHENTIC, THE FAKE, WHO WOULD TRY TO TAKE ANYTHING OUT OF THE PROPER CONTEXTUAL FRAMEWORK, FOR WHICH ANY EVENT, CRIME, CASE, STORY STARTS, LEAVING A LESS THAT NOBEL VICTOR, OUTCOME, OR RULING. IT BEHOOVES ALL OF US, TO BE GUARDIANS OF THE "TRUTH" AND DO ALL IN OUR POWER, TO INSURE THAT, FAIRNESS, CREDIT, AND REWARD, GO TO THE DESERVING, RATHER THAN THE CHEAP IMITATOR! HISTORY DESERVES ITS DUE . . . I ALSO LIKE THIS BACKGROUND ON ROCKY IV, BECAUSE IT SHOWS AMERICA, AND RUSSIA, TWO RIVAL SUPER POWERS, WHO AT THE TIME WERE AT ODDS WITH EACH OTHER . . . TO APPRECIATE, WHERE ARE, NOW, AS OF THIS WEEK, OR OF LATE, WHERE, TWO RIVAL NATIONS, AND OTHERS, ARE WORKING TOGETHER, TO TAKE ON WORLD TERRORIST ENEMIES, RATHER THAN ALWAYS ALIGNING THEMSELVES, AGAINST EACH OTHER, DUE TO HISTORY, RATHER THAN JOINING TOGETHER IN A NOBLE CAUSE, WITH COMMON ENEMIES AND THREAT. I LOOK AT THE CHARACTERS IN ROCKY, APOLLO CREED, DANCING, ALMOST MOCKING HIS RUSSIAN OPPONENT, WHO STANDS A HEAD TALLER THAN HIMSELF, BELIEVING THAT THE FLASH-BANG OF LAS VEGAS, WILL DISTRACT HIS BOXING ENEMY, WITH STEEL FISTS, AND RESOLVE, NOT SWAYED BY THE SOFT LIFE, 'LIVING IN AMERICA" BRINGS. ROCKY, ON THE OTHER HAND, NOW THE CHALLENGER, GOES TO RUSSIA, TO THE HARSH TUNDRA OF SIBERIA, TO GET THE TOUGHNESS OF HIS RIVAL, REALIZING, THAT IT IS, IN THIS ROUGH TERRAIN, THE FIGHT IS NOT AGAINST, IVAN, BUT, IN HIS OWN, "BURNING HEART" OR ROCKY VS. ROCKY . . . AND VICTORY ALONE IS HIS, IF HE CONQUERS HIMSELF! THE CLASSIC BATTLES ARE: (1) MAN VS. GOD; (2) MAN VS. ANIMAL; (3) MAN VS. MAN; AND (4) MAN VS. SELF! TO THINE OWN SELF BE TRUE . . . THE UNEXAMINED LIFE, IS NOT WORTH LIVING! SOON, IT WILL BE THE NEW YEAR . . . I AM ALWAYS MORE EXCITED ABOUT THE NEW YEAR, THAN I AM ABOUT CHRISTMAS, PART OF THE OLD YEAR, DWINDLING GOALS AND UNMET CHALLENGES, BUT THE NEW YEAR, BRINGS NEW HOPE, NEW LIFE, NEW RESOLVE, AND THE POTENTIAL FOR, PERSONAL PERFECTION! BUT, DON'T WISH AWAY, THIS WONDERFUL SEASON! BE GOOD, BE KIND, BE GENEROUS! KISSES, HUGS, SMILES . . . SHARE THE JOY! I LOVE, LIVING IN AMERICA, LIVING IN THIS WORLD, AND JUST DIG THE HELL OUT OF LIFE, AS HARD AS IT MIGHT BE, AS TIME . . . I KNOW, I HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT, THE FUN, VIDEO, "JAMES BROWN, LIVING IN AMERICA (ROCKY IV)" AN UPBEAT SONG, FUN CONTRAST BETWEEN, RUSSIAN AND AMERICAN LIFE! ALTHOUGH, THIS MOVIE, SHOWS THE STEREO TYPES, AMERICAN SEE RUSSIANS BEING LIKE; HOWEVER, WHILE I WAS IN LAW SCHOOL, IN THE BYU STUDENT UNION, THEY USED TO SHOW INTERNATIONAL MOVIES, AND I WAS SHOCKED TO SEE RUSSIA IN A VERY DIFFERENT LIGHT, GLAMOUR, BEAUTY, WARMTH, GOLDEN LAID CITIES, AND ROMANCE! THEY HAVE THEIR MOVIE STARS TOO, THEIR HOT SEASONS, AND I BELIEVE LOVES IS MOST LIKELY AS A LIVE AND WELL, IN RUSSIA AS IT IS IN AMERICA, AND ALL OVER THE WORLD . . . THANK YOU RUSSIA, FOR LEADING THE CHARGE, AGAINST ISIS! WITH LOVE FROM AMERICA! KISS!

50 SHADES OF DEADLY! SOME DAY LOVE WILL FIND YOU, BREAK THOSE CHAINS THAT BIND YOU. BEATEN AS A CHILD--EASY DISASSOCIATION! FRAGMENTED, BETWEEN LOVE AND PAIN. DREAM WITH JAMES KENNEDY: (1) NOTHING SAID, I TOUCHED HIS SHOULDERS, ARMS, CHEST, FACE, HAIR, LOCK OF HAIR, RAN MY FINGERS UNDER HIS BELT SLIGHTLY--DIDN'T DARE TOUCH HIM BELOW THE WAIST--THAT DOESN'T MEAN I DIDN'T WANT TO--I THINK DREAMS REVEAL OUR TRUE LIMITS, WITH A PERSON, OR SO IT SEEMS; (2) KENNEDY IN A BATHTUB, WATER MIXED WITH BLOOD, WHIPPED AND BLOODY ON EVERY PART OF HIS UPPER TORSO AND FACE, FRESH LACERATIONS EVERYWHERE, BUT HE DIDN'T SEEM TO HAVE ANY PAIN . . . NOTHING SAID; (3) CONNECTIONS BETWEEN HUSBAND/WIFE AND CHRIST/CHURCH I WROTE ABOUT LAST WEEK, FOUND IN THE BOOK OF EPHESIANS--KENNEDY KNOWS THE SCRIPTURES--COMMUNICATION WITHOUT COMMUNICATING--KNOW SAME SYMBOLISM; (4) I AWOKE AT 3:30 A.M., SOBBING, KNOWING THAT WOULD NOT BE OUT OF THE QUESTION FOR MY ENEMIES, FORMER LOVERS, OR WORSE WOULD HAPPEN TO HIM--HE IS ALREADY BEEN SHOT; THEY WILL MAKE HIM PAY, IF HE COMES NEAR ME . . . THE LOOKS IN THE EYES, NO WORDS, SAID IT ALL! (5) FOOLS, TO KEEP ME FROM HIM, THAT IS HOW THIS FRAGMENTED, DISASSOCIATED CHICK LOVES, THE DENIAL ONLY FLAMES THE FIRE, ROMEO & JULIET STYLE--I AM AN IDEALIST, A ROMANTIC . . . YOU'VE GOT THE BEST OF ME! ALWAYS WITH YOU. I STILL HAVE YOUR COIN WITH THE ANGEL ON BOTH SIDES, SUNSHINE, STARS, GOLD. I HAVE THE RING, I FOUND ON MY BED, AT THE POVERELLO CENTER, IN MY PURSE, MY FINGER, SLIPS INTO IT ALL THE TIME, LEAVING ME TO WONDER IF I SHOULD WEAR IT? YESTERDAY, AN ADVERTISEMENT FOR THAT SHOW, "MARRIED AT FIRST SIGHT" CAME ON . . . LAST TIME I SAW IT, WAS WHEN I MET KENNEDY, ALMOST A YEAR AGO, STRANGE. SHUTTLE DRIVER HAD PINK FLANNEL JACKET ON--MARY KAY'S CREW OF FRAUD BROADS--BUT THERE WAS A SCOUT LIKE PATCH, OVER THE HEART . . . AMERICAN FLAG IN A HEART SHAPE--WITH YOUR NAME, HOW COULD YOU LOVE ANY OTHER COUNTRY! . . . I'VE GOT THE BEST OF YOU TOO! BE CAREFUL . . . ALWAYS WITH YOU. YOUR SMART, WE'LL FIGURE IT OUT. THE SPYMASTERS . . . 12 LIVING CIA DIRECTORS, TALK ABOUT THE WAR ON TERROR, THE EXISTENTIAL STRUGGLE OF WHAT THE CIA MISSION IS? (1) PARAMILITARY OR COVERT ACTIONS; (2) PLANNING AND ANALYSIS; (3) INTELLIGENCE FROM WORLD HOT SPOTS . . . DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT NORTH KOREAN NUKES, I BELIEVE BRITAIN TOLD US . . . CIA USED TO BE GOOD AT THAT STUFF; (4) MY SUGGESTION IS, GET CONTROL OF MORMON FACTION, WITH COMPETING AGENDA . . . RIGHT NOW IN TURKEY, MY SISTER AND BROTHER-IN-LAW, SUE AND KEVIN SCHMIDT ARE ON A MORMON MISSION IN TURKEY, SUDDENLY, TURKEY GETS NOBEL PEACE PRIZE, AND ARE MERGING AS A WORLD POWER--OR TRYING TO, PLANNED PROVOCATION IN SHOOT DOWN . . . HAVEN'T HEARD OF TURKEY, FOREVER . . . NEWSCASTER JUST SAID, TURKEY SHOOTING DOWN RUSSIAN PLANE FOR BEING IN TURKISH, "NO FLY ZONE" LOOKS LIKE A PLANNED ATTACK, TO SPUR ON CONFLICT--2 OR 3 SECONDS OVER TIP OF TURKEY? YOU HAVE NO IDEA, WHO MUCH MONEY MORMONS ARE GETTING FROM THIS BLOG, MILLIONS A DAY, AND OFF MY SON'S MUSIC--MORE $ PER DAY! . . . JUST IN SOUTH KOREA, LAST CD, COPS WERE SPRAYING TICKET SEEKERS, WITH WATER HOSES, LIKE THE OLD RACE RIOTS IN THE SOUTH, DURING THE 60'S IN AMERICA . . . I SAW A POSTER OF SON, ELLIOT, RED HAIR OVER FACE, YELLOW GUITAR, SLEEVE TATTOO, NAVY BLUE SHIRT . . . THREE POINT MARKER OF SALES, IN THE BILLIONS, IT LOOKED TO ME! ANY TIME THE CIA HAS A MAJORITY OF MORMONS, WHO ARE GENERALLY, REPUBLICAN, YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE A DEFACTO AGENDA, PERMEATING THE CIA . . . KNOW YOUR GOALS, PLANS, TARGETS, AND MISSIONS, AND HAVE POLICIES AND PROCEDURES IN PLACE, OR THESE GUYS WILL CONNECT THE DOTS AND START PROMOTING MORMON AGENDAS, WITH TOO MUCH MONEY TO RUN SECRET CIA WARS, WITH SECRET MOTIVES! ANYWAY, SATURDAY, ON SHOWTIME . . . HBO? I'M GUESSING, AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TIME, BUT CHECK IT OUT . . . IF THE LEADERS DON'T KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON, WHO DOES? I KNOW, THAT I HAVE THE TENDENCY TO SIT BACK, AND LET A STRONG DIRECTOR, LEAD, BUT, IF THERE SEEMS TO BE A LACK IN LEADERSHIP, I WILL FILL IN, AS A DEFACTO DIRECTOR! MAYBE THAT IS WHY I AM A LEGAL FICTION . . . I AM THE FUTURE DIRECTOR OF THE CIA! WOULDN'T THAT BE A TURN OF EVENTS . . . RIGHT NOW, I AM SITTING AT THE TRAVELODGE MOTEL, KALISPELL, MONTANA, WAITING FOR THE SYKES TRADITIONAL THANKSGIVING DINNER . . . YUM! THANKS TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO PREPARE, SERVE, AND DONATE TO COMMUNITY DINNERS! I WENT TO SYKES DINNER, TWO YEARS AGO, WHEN I DIDN'T FEEL LIKE GOING TO UTAH, OR DIDN'T DARE . . . I MADE IT A WEEK IN SOUTHERN UTAH, BUT DIDN'T MAKE IT TO THANKSGIVING DINNER, SO, I HAD TO COME TO KALISPELL WITH FOND MEMORIES, OF THANKSGIVING DINNERS PAST--FESTIVE, RINGS IN CHRISTMAS, COMMUNITY JOY, AND A FUN PLACE, RESTAURANT, OLD COWBOY DECOR, AND THESE GUYS HAVE THIS DINNER DOWN TO A SCIENCE, NOT MISSING A HITCH! KALISPELL, ALSO HAS A COMMUNITY CHRISTMAS PARTY, SPONSORED BY THE NATIONAL GUARD, AND TONS OF OTHER BUSINESSES AND COMPANIES . . . FOOD TO THE GILLS--SERVE ABOUT 5,000 EACH YEAR, SANTA, UMPAH CHRISTMAS BAND BAND, AND TRANSPORTATION FROM AROUND THE COUNTY! FUN, FUN, FUN!

Trump's Bluster . . . Mormon Agenda

A week or so ago, I wrote about the fact that two Mormon attorneys, wrote the Bush Administration, waterboarding policy, and low and behold, not a week later, presidential candidate, Donald Trump, brings up waterboarding, and hell, yeah, he believes in waterboarding, and in true Trump fashion, he says he is going to use it against terrorists, because it works.  Really, I don't remember the name of the alleged Al Qaeda terrorist being held by the CIA, or in Guantanamo detention center in Cuba, but he was allegedly one of the masterminds of the world trade bombing on 9/11, but he was waterboarded, fucking 183 times, and as far as I know, he never divulged information, leading to catching Osama Bin Laden, as proof, taking Osama down, never happened during the reign on terror of the Bush Administration . . . so if torture, was so successful, then why in the fuck, didn't Bush, who had 7 years to get the man, after 9/11, get him, or beat intelligence information or organizational information out of detainees?  As I recall, the movie, and I can't remember the name of the movie that dramatized the capture of Bin Laden, and it seems to me, that the two women, attributed with the mental acumen to put together the Al Qaeda structure, and as I recall, these women, were horrified at the tactics, used by their male CIA counterparts, who were shown, waterboarding, using sleep deprivation, torture, and, how successful, are agents beating the shit out of men, who are promised 70 virgins and would strap a bomb on themselves?  People beaten, will tell the abuser, in power over them anything they want to hear, to stop the torture, but that doesn't mean, they are giving the right information . . . what worked was women, listening to surveillance and taped interviews, and taking random ideas, thoughts and exposures, masking truth, and then, these bright women, put it all together!  There was even some speculation, either at the end of the film, or the question raised, as to whether females made better CIA agents?  Brains over brawn, seems to be the battle, and it was brains that won!  Where are our FACT checkers?  Is Trump right, or is he defending Mormon backers?

REAL I.D. . . . I SUSPECT A MORMON AGENDA THERE TOO!

You see, most people, don't have the insiders, information, not only on the government, but on the Mormon Church, history, goals and missions, with worldwide, domination, as seen, in teaming with Britain, in the Monarch Project, allowing the British their monarchy, keeping the people entertained, while, America is going to take over the serious leadership, with the documentary, aired, in the UK, March 27, 2012, a PBS or BBC special, called, a Mormon President for the World, and that is evidence, and proof, of what the overall agenda is.  The Bushes come in with the Patriot Act, and America serving the world policing role. Now the thing that pisses me off, about this whole Syrian thing, is that world powers are trying to form coalitions to handle ISIS or ISIL, willing to put their money, war powers, and even troops, in Syria to take ISIS out, with the exception of the BRITS!  Prime Minister Cameron, has gone to Parliament, to get support for engaging Britain in the fight against ISIS, with more than lip service . . . Cameron was voted down, he tried again, last week, and I am not sure, what the vote was.  I just say a Jaguar ad, with a like Google map over shot of England, and it showed, British flag looking colors, down all streets, leading to the center of the circle, and extending on all directions . . . reminding me, maybe even subconsciously, of the statement, all roads lead to Rome, back in the days of the Roman Empire . . . suggesting a future British Empire? coming back?

So, we have the British Kingdom, including Australia and Canada, and beyond, at least two times the size, land wise of America, and now, run it again, why, a country, England, that is right there, near the world crisis, and hot spot, over in Syria, and stands a much bigger threat, than America, for hell sake, being war torn and weary, due to other alleged, super power, world supervision, as in Afghanistan, literally the buffer, between Russia and China, and Europe, and Americans are doing the fighting, and not the Brits?  What the fuck is up with that?  I just don't think so.  If I was president, I would refuse to sent troops on the ground, until Parliament, gets their shit together and puts their money and efforts, where the threats are . . . fuck, America is half a world away . . . you do it!  For too long, the world, has let America blood, protect their soil, FUCK THAT . . . until the Brits have skin in the game, I don't think we out to engage more money, time and blood!  I mean, really?  Come on?  Wise up America!  So, this leads me, into the reason, I have the ability to see behind the scenes so to say, and track down real motives and who's agenda we are pushing!

Military Members Already Have ID--Wholesale Access . . . I Believe, Mormons Are Pushing REAL I.D., Because, They Have Had Trouble With Visas and Have Been Deterred From Getting Free Access to Mormon Missions and Goals! 

Now, more and more countries, are kicking Mormon missionaries out of their countries, denying access and visas, as a means to stop the proselytizing, or missionary work, even from countries that have long given access.  I would keep this in mind, as the draft was instituted, and young men, were by law, required to register for the draft by age 18, with missionaries for the Mormon church, having for a century and a half, gone on missions at age 19, all of the sudden, the brethren, lowered the age of missions, for you men, to 18 years of age . . . how convenient, to avoid the draft, like they have forever!  All these guys, get a free pass out of serving in the military, because, their religious freedoms and practices get in the way, blocking these men from serving their country, and that, my friends, is one of the problems, with Mormon infiltration, in agencies, like the FBI, CIA, the military ranks and files, is that, their allegiances, are to the Mormon Church, not the country!  My parents, and extended family, are totally committed to the Mormon Church, but their patriotism, I question.  

My extended family, did all in their powers to stop my daughters from serving their country!  They hate me, as a constitutional law attorney, because, as my father and George W. Bush, his hero, said . . . who needs the Constitution!  It is only the criminals who need constitutional protections.  And we very much, saw, the Patriot Act, Bush and Cheney, do everything in their power, to get rid of all rights found in the document and the Bill of Rights, especially, establishing a religion, church based initiatives, but, taking away, free speech and freedom of the press, as best they could, locking up people who, even asked the dastardly duo, about Iraq war ending dates!  As for addressing grievances, with the government, or freedom of association and assembly, that has all come back under, President Obama . . . and why am I seen as an enemy?  I am a fucking constitutional law attorney . . . because, I am defending rights, these fuckers don't want!  Mormons don't even have the basics down, and therefore, their Mormon teachings, like, when the prophet speaks, the debates over . . . extending that the government, the President, and cops . . . look at Chicago, and Ferguson--if a cop tells you to shit your pants, and you don't, he can gun you down!

I believe, having seen the REAL I.D. machines, in Utah, fucking almost 20 years ago, as I took a tour of the Division of Motor Vehicles, I was shown a REAL I.D. machine, long before that became law!  Therefore, I would guess, that with worldwide exposure, and access, seeing CIA and FBI agents, with tons of Mormons, I believe, the great idea came up, to benefit Mormon missionaries, worldwide, using government, or established religion of one religious affiliation, to drive the rest of the country, who would scream if they knew the real reason or right to privacy would be violated, the government would have access to all our personal information, and states, would lose their sovereignty to the federal government, having driver's licences, under the 10th amendment, not a express power given to the feds by the states or the people, as is the structure, of who grants who responsibilities and duties, and it is the opposite of the way we have seen the feds ram and cram shit down, state's throats for too long!  States have always been over the health, safety and welfare of the citizens in their states . . . Montana Legislature, went as far as to say, or take a vote, that they will not, install, the REAL I.D., in this state--that is why, along with others, I live in this state--they are protecting rights, privacy, and state's powers, but, they are being ordered to take this shit, and they don't want to, because there is not fucking reason for it!

All military members, don't use their civilian I.D. they are issued, special military I.D.  I have seen, Homeland Security issued I.D. that gives, federal jurisdiction to agents and others, to travel as they will worldwide, so who in the fuck, is this new shit, benefiting?  Get real, under the 1st amendment, Congress shall not establish a religion, nor prohibit the practice thereof . . . but, if, Mormons are pushing this REAL I.D. for access, but everyone who needs access, visas, already has it, then, who is it, we are worried about . . . and if it is found to be Mormon missionaries . . . then Congress has passed an UNCONSTITUTIONAL ACT!  Now, you are seeing why these fuckers want me out of the way . . . you don't know the devious acts of Mormons, I DO!  And that is precisely, as is the case here, that I will expose their shit, because, I am sworn to preserve, protect and defend the Constitution, and they are making me PAY for DOING MY JOB, AND BEING VALIANT TO MY OATH!  They are the ones who should be punish, and made to pay, for all the shit, up to and including, attempted murder . . . I came, so close to not being able to get a motel room last night . . . surveillance on my phone, knowing my next move, after two, sure living arrangements, went up in smoke, and only the ones, these fuck enemies, approve, like a basement apartment with no DOOR . . . fuck no! easy death, few people knowing I am there, and blocking me or getting me in my sleep, putting me out of the Mo misery!

It is the fucking law, that you charge, arrest, book and try and imprison these fucks . . . IT IS THE LAW!

ATTEMPTED MURDER IS A CRIME!  DUMB ASSES!

CHRISTMAS APPROPRIATE GREETINGS," NO ROOM IN THE INN!" AFTER AN ENTHUSIASTIC GREETING--COP VISIT, HUH? LOL! KALISPELL PD, WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO HIDE? SIMPLY AMAZING! HA! SO FOR THE FIRST TIME, OTHER THAN A FEW MONTHS, I THOUGHT I COULD SETTLE DOWN . . . OBVIOUSLY NOT IN KALISPELL! HATE THAT FREEDOM OF PRESS, I GUESS . . . GOOD, I'LL SLAM COPS IN TONIGHT'S CHESTNUTS ROASTING ON AN OPEN FIRE! LOL! IN LESS THAN A WEEK, I HAVE GONE FROM ST. GEORGE, UTAH, TO MISSOULA . . . NOTHING HAPPENED THERE . . . TO KALISPELL! OH, I TAKE THAT BACK, I CALLED ON AN APARTMENT, THAT WAS ADVERTISED AS, BEING, AT THE BOTTOM OF HIGGINS STREET, ONE OF MY MAIN HANG JOINTS, GOING OFTEN TO THE BREAK ESPRESSO CAFE'--BUT WHEN I CALLED OR GOT A CALL BACK FROM THE WOMAN, SHE GAVE ME THE ADDRESS OF A HOUSE, ON STRAND! WITH A BASEMENT APARTMENT, WITH NO DOOR TO THE OUTSIDE--GOTTA STOP THOSE GREAT ESCAPES! LOL! BUT YOU SEE, WHEN YOU HAVE A SON WORTH A SMALL FORTUNE, THAT LOSERS HAVE ROBBED, AS THEY HAVE HIS MOTHER'S BLOG, THEY WANT TO KEEP YOU BURIED, SO THEY CAN KEEP THAT MONEY, AND DENY YOU OF ANY! NO HONOR, NO RESPECT, WORST THAT OLD TIME GANGSTERS AND MOB, WHO TOOK 10%, GAVE THE COPS A CUT, AND LEFT THE REST FOR THE LEGITIMATE BUSINESS OWNER, BUT NOT THE LAZY, SLOBS IN THE MODERN MOB, WHO WANT 100%, AND THEN GIVE 50% TO COPS, TO KEEP THEM ON THEIR SIDE, DOING THEIR BIDDING! SO, AS I DID LAST WEEK, AND YOU TRY TO RESURRECT, BASS GUITARIST, ROCK STAR WONDER, AND GIVE ELLIOT SOME REAL FACE TIME, THE SHARKS, VULTURES, AND THEIR SPAWN, COME FROM THE DEPTHS OF THE SEA, AND THE HEIGHTS OF THE SKY, TO ATTACK THEIR PREY, BEFORE THEY CAN BE REDISCOVERED, FROM THE LAST TIME THEY WERE BURIED ALIVE, FROM THE DEAD EACH TIME THE FEEDING FRENZY OF THE SHARKS TAKE PLACE, GENERALLY AFTER I WRITE ABOUT HIM, AS I DID THIS WEEK, GOD'S REVOLVER @ CRUCIALFEST 5, THE HEAT IS ALL OVER MY ASS, BECAUSE, HE IS THE SON THAT EVERYONE WANTS A PIECE OF, TO JUSTIFY THEIR LYING, THIEVING, DIRTY TREASURES, AND PIRATE GOD, AWFUL, DEEDS--THEY ARE ALL ABOUT THE MONEY, ALL BUT HIS "TRUE" MOTHER--HIS ONE AND ONLY MOTHER, ME! WHO BOOKED IT OUT OF TOWN, DITCHING MY, WELL, ONE OF MY DOUBLES, SHELLEY--ONE OF HER PAID STOOGES, ON STRAND, WHO IS ALLEGEDLY ME, IN THE FLATHEAD--I BEAT YOUR SORRY FAT ASS HERE, YOU BITCH! LOL! I WONDER WHY SHE IS NEVER RUN OUT OF TOWN, OR STOPPED FROM EVEN GETTING AN APARTMENT, AND HELL, NO, ON JOBS, THAT I AM OVER QUALIFIED FOR, SHELLEY GETS THOSE, THE NON-ATTORNEY, HAZEL EYE--COVERED BY BLUE CONTACTS, BLACK HAIR, COVERED BY A BLONDE WIG, WEARING BITCH! COPS ON THE TAKE, AS IT APPEARS, KALI PD ARE, OR THEY WOULD NOT CARE IF I GOT A ROOM, BUT YOU BETTER BE NICE TO HER, SHE WORKED HARD FOR "MY MONEY" AND "MY SON'S MONEY", I AM SURE THAT SURVEILLANCE ON MY PHONE, GAVE THE FUCKERS, A HEADS UP IN MISSOULA, AND IN KALISPELL, WITH THE ROSEBRIAR, MANAGER, BEING MR. COME' ON IN, SURE WE HAVE ROOMS, BUT WITHIN THE HOUR, I TALKED TO HIM, "THE INN IS FULL" . . . YEAH, RIGHT, YOU PUKE! SELL OUT TO COPS, ASSHOLE! . . . ELLIOT IS CALLED THE RED JESUS! SO THE TALE FITS, IT WAS THE MOTHER AND FATHER OF JESUS CHRIST WHO COULD NOT GET A PLACE TO STAY, SO IT FITS. MOTHER'S THAT FIT, DENIAL OF PLACES FITS, HIS ROYAL BIRTH TOO, AS WITH ALL MY KIDS! LEGAL ROYALTY, MUSICAL ROYALTY, WE JUST CAN'T GET LAW ENFORCEMENT'S DICKS, WITH THEIR HANDS OUT OF THE COOKIE JAR, LONG ENOUGH TO GO AFTER THE REAL CRIMINALS, LIARS, AND THIEVES--BUT, HEY, WHAT DOES THE LAW HAVE TO DO WITH IT? AND THAT INCLUDES, ELLIOT'S MONEY AND MY BLOG! YOU FUCKERS . . . IT WOULD SERVE YOU, BIG STRONG BOYZ WHO ARE SWORN "TO SERVE AND TO PROTECT", THAT SOME NIGHT, WHEN YOU STOPPED ME FROM ROOM OR BOARD, I END UP FREEZING TO DEATH--AFTER WRITING ABOUT YOU IN MY BLOG, LIKE I AM DOING RIGHT NOW! . . . PROSECUTORS, CHARGE YOU, WITH MURDER, JUST LIKE THE FUCKING COP, IN CHICAGO--YOUR JUST AS CHICKEN SHIT!, WHO DRILLED A KID, HOLDING A THREE INCH KNIFE, WITH 16 BULLETS, HAVING ONLY HAD TIME TO JUMP OUT OF HIS SQUAD CAR! HE SAID, IN A TYPICAL, PUSSY SICK, COP EXCUSE, WITH ABOUT 6 OTHER COPS CARS ON THE SCENE, WITH NONE OF THE OTHERS, FIRING A SINGLE ROUND, ON THIS KID, WHO SHOULD HAVE BEEN SCARED SHITLESS, GIVEN THE FACT THAT THERE HAVE BEEN 300 COP SHOOTINGS ON THE STREETS OF CHI TOWN, MY OLD HAUNT, SUMMER OF 1992, WORKING WITH AMERICANS UNITED FOR LIFE! NOW, YOU, LOCAL COPS, TELL ME, WHO SHOULD, GIVEN THE PAST, FEW YEARS OF OPEN, HUNTING SEASON ON BLACKS, BE MORE SCARED? THE COP WITH A GUN? OR A BLACK TEEN, WITH A THREE INCH KNIFE? SO, FUCKING DISGUSTING, AND IT TOOK THE PROSECUTOR, A WHOPPING YEAR TO CHARGE THE GUY? AND THAT WAS, ONLY DUE, I AM SURE, TO THE FACT, THAT SOME JOURNALISTS, THANK GOD, DEMANDED GOVERNMENT RECORDS, AND GOT A JUDGES ORDER TO RELEASE THE VIDEO! I AM SURE, THAT, HAD THERE BEEN ANY WAY, FOR THE COPS TO DIRECT THE INVESTIGATION INTO INTERNAL AFFAIRS, WITH NOBODY SEEING THE VIDEOS, LIKE I DID, IN THE MICHAEL BROWN, FERGUSON SHOOTING--THAT DAY, UNTIL THEY DISCREDITED THE TWO FIRST HAND WITNESSES, AND THEIR VIDEOS! I HAVE BEEN WATCHING "TRUE CRIME" VIDEOS, AND GENERALLY, WHEN SOMEONE, UNLOADS, ALL ROUNDS OF A GUN, AGAINST A VICTIM, AS THIS COP DID, IT IS PERSONAL, OVER KILL, AND I WOULD GUESS, PREJUDICE! AND THE BIG BAD MEAN COP, WAS AFRAID OF A 17 YEAR OLD KID? THE POLICE CHIEF'S ASSOCIATION, LIED, ON EVERY FACT IN THE CASE, FROM START TO FINISH, AS THEY DID IN MICHAEL BROWN'S CASE . . . CLAIMING, SELF DEFENSE FOR THE DEFENSELESS OFFICER, HOLDING THE GUN, ALLEGEDLY, THE GREAT EQUALIZER . . . AND THAT IS IF, THE OTHER PERSON HAS A GUN . . . HELL THE KID, WAS THREE TRAFFIC LANES AWAY FROM THE OFFICER! I GUESS THE KID, WAS A SUPER HERO FROM "THE INCREDIBLES" OR THE KID, WITH THE ARMS THAT CAN STRETCH ACROSS THREE LANES OF TRAFFIC AND STAB THE OFFICER! NOT LOL! GOOD GRIEF! WHEN IS THIS SHIT GOING TO STOP? I THINK THE ONLY WAY IT WILL, IS IF COP AFTER COP, AFTER COP, GETS CHARGED WITH MURDER, FOR TAKING AWAY THE VICTIM'S "DUE PROCESS" RIGHTS!

LIFE IN PIECES . . . BAD ASS CONSTITUTIONAL LAW "SUPER GIRL" SWITCHED FOR CRIMINAL "LEGAL DRAMA QUEEN!" MY SPOTLESS RECORD--GOING TO AMBULANCE CHASER. TOTALLY CLEAN, ID, GET AWAY! GO LIFE LOCK! IDENTITY THEFT IS THE FASTEST GROWING CRIME IN THE NATION! OKAY, FORMER FBI AGENT, JIM LANZA AND JIM STICKLEY, I HAVE THE CASE OF ALL TIME--YOUR FBI HELPED SEVERAL PEOPLE STEAL MY WHOLE LIFE! LET ME LIST A FEW ENTITIES WHO HAD TO HELP, TO MAKE THIS ID THEFT WORK: (1) SEVERAL FORMER HUSBANDS; (2) BOTH IMMEDIATE AND EXTENDED FAMILY; (3) THE UTAH STATE BAR ASSOCIATION; (4) THE UTAH STATE GOVERNMENT: (A) THE GOVERNOR'S OFFICE, (B) THE UTAH ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICE, (C) THE ATTORNEY GENERAL'S IDENTITY THEFT DIVISION, (D) LOCAL, STATE AND FEDERAL COPS (I) FBI, (II) CIA, (III) NSA, (IV) DIA, (V) DNI, (VI) AFT, (VII); (5) THE STATE AND FEDERAL JUDICIARY: (A) UTAH STATE DISTRICT COURTS, (B) UTAH STATE COURT OF APPEALS, (C) UTAH STATE SUPREME COURT, (D) US FEDERAL DISTRICT COURT OF UTAH, (E) 10TH CIRCUIT COURT OF APPEALS, (F) UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT; (6) THE MORMON CHURCH; (7) STATE OF NEVADA; (8) STATE OF MONTANA: (A) MONTANA LEGISLATURE, (B) MONTANA REPUBLICAN FEDERATION OF WOMEN, (C) UTAH AND MONTANA DIVISION OF MOTOR VEHICLES, (D) UTAH, MONTANA OFFICES, UNDER THE US SOCIAL SECURITY DEPARTMENT; (10) CLIENTS; (11) FRIENDS; (12) ASSOCIATED . . . I AM LISTENING TO PEOPLE GIVING TESTAMENT TO LIFELOCK, WITH PEOPLE CLAIMING THAT THEY HAVE PEOPLE ON YOUR SIDE, LIKE A BIG BROTHER ON THE PLAYGROUND! THIS HAS EXTENDED TO MY CHILDREN: (1) GRETA/SARAH; (2) NICOLE/MEG; (3) CHRIS/JESSE; (4) ELLIOT/ISAAC ALL COUSINS OF EXTENDED FAMILY, AND IF THEY CAN'T USE THESE COUSINS, MY PARENTS HAVE ABOUT 150 EXTENDED FAMILY MEMBERS WHOM THEY CAN SUBSTITUTE IN . . . I HAVE 5 SISTERS, AND SEVERAL ATTORNEYS WHO HAVE ALL DRESSED UP IN MY NAME, MY LICENSE, MY CAREER, MY HISTORY, AS MY CHILDREN'S PARENTS, EVEN AS A MEMBER OF THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT! SEE IF YOU CAN GET TO THE BOTTOM OF THIS MESS . . . I AM AT THE SLEEPY INN, MISSOULA, MONTANA, ALONE FOR THANKSGIVING, AFTER HAVING BUS DRIVERS AND HIT MEN, TRYING TO STOP ME FROM GOING FROM UTAH, WHERE THE ST. GEORGE SPECTRUM NEWSPAPER, IN PROTECTION OF MY IDENTITY THIEVES, FOR THERE ARE MORE THAN ONE, TRASHED MY NAME, IN IRRESPONSIBLE, AND UNCONSCIONABLE REPORTING, HOWEVER, THE LOCAL COPS, PROSECUTORS AND JUDGES, PLUS FBI, US ATTORNEYS OFFICE, CIA AGENTS, AND OTHER LAW ENFORCEMENT AGENCIES ARE THERE TO BACK UP THE LIES, THE ID THEFT, AND PERPETUATE THE FRAUD, THE LIES, PROTECTING MONEY, PROPERTY, INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY, AND PERSONAL PROPERTY THAT WAS STOLEN! MY SON, ELLIOT TAYLOR SECRIST, BASS GUITARIST FOR GOD'S REVOLVER, VOCALIST AND GUITARIST FOR MARALOKA AND THE DITCH AND THE DELTA, PLUS OLDER BAND, PARALLAX, WITH A MURDER, WORSE THAN IDENTITY THEFT . . . THERE AS BEEN NO ONE HELP, BECAUSE THEY ARE ALL IN ON IT, AND LAW ENFORCEMENT ENTITIES HAVE BEEN ON ALERT, SINCE ABOUT 2007, WHEN I STARTED TO GET EVIDENCE OF THE MUSIC THEFT . . . AND YOU, ALLEGED, NUMBER ONE LAW ENFORCEMENT AGENCY IN THE WORLD, WAS RIGHT THERE IN COURT, ON THE CONCERT FLOORS, AND EVEN ALLOWING MY THIEVES TO GET TOP GOVERNMENT JOBS ON MY CREDENTIALS! OVER A BILLION PEOPLE A DAY READ THIS BLOG, WORLDWIDE . . . IF YOU CAN BREAK THIS CASE, EXPOSE THE THIEVES, BRING THEM TO JUSTICE, YOU WILL HAVE MORE ADVERTISEMENT, PUSHING YOUR LIFELOCK TECHNOLOGY AND PRODUCT, MY THIEVES HAVE REDUCED ME TO BEING HOMELESS, ALMOST PENNILESS, CHILDLESS, WITH GOVERNMENT AGENTS INFILTRATING MY FAMILY FROM 10 YEARS AGO, WHEN I WAS POISONED, TO HELP FACILITATE THE LIES, THE ID THEFT, AND LATER FIGHTING ME TOOTH AND NAIL, TO RETAIN ACCESS TO MY NAME, LAW DEGREE, LAW LICENSES, CAREER, BAR MEMBERSHIPS, CASES, LEGISLATIVE TROPHIES, LEGISLATION, WATER COMPACTS, TESTIMONIES AT LEGISLATIVE SESSIONS, AND EVEN AT LOCAL REPUBLICAN PACHYDERM MEETINGS WITH INDIVIDUALS ASKING ME TO DO LEGAL AND CONSTITUTIONAL ANALYSIS, ONLY TO HAVE SOMEONE ELSE TAKE CREDIT FOR WHAT I FREELY DID AS A DUTY, WITH THE EXTENSIVE EDUCATION AND KNOWLEDGE I HAVE, THAT EXCEEDS MOST ATTORNEYS! I CONTINUE TO BLOG, BUT THEY, THROUGH GOVERNMENT AGENCIES, BLOCK ME, ERASE MY WORK, OR STEAL THE BEST BLOGS, THEY SCAN THE BLOGS, USE ELECTRONIC COMPUTER PROGRAMS, TO CHANGE ONE OR TWO WORDS, THEN TAKE CREDIT FOR THE WRITING AND STEAL THE MONEY, WITH BOTH GOOGLE, CIA AND NSA, OR OTHERS, HAVING REDIRECTED MY GOOGLE ACCOUNTS, AS EARLY AS THREE WEEKS INTO THE BLOG, I HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT 725 OR ALL ASSOCIATED WITH THIS BLOGSPOT, WORTH A BILLION HITS A DAY, AT ONE PENNY PER HIT, YOU DO THE MATH, FOR THE MAGNITUDE & MONEY . . . THEY HAVE MADE BILLIONS, AND THE ONLY REASON I CAN CONTINUE TO WRITE, A FIGHT EVERY DAY, TO EDUCATE "WE THE PEOPLE", IS THEIR AMERICAN GREED! YOU COULD SAVE AMERICA IN THE PROCESS OF SAVING ME . . . THE POWER IS LIMITLESS! MY ENEMIES WANT TO USE MY VOICE TO SPREAD PROPAGANDA, TO PROMOTE BRITAIN . . . NO THANKS, BEEN THERE, DONE THAT!

Happy Thanksgiving!

True Crime Shows . . . At Least I Am Not Dead!

But That Is Due To My Smart LIVING!
ON THE RUN FOR THE LAST 4 YEARS!

I Am GRATEFUL for LIFE!

Go Figure . . . Kay, the Drama Queen, Even Wants to Claim My Pick's Disease . . . It Makes Her All The More Dramatic and Tragic!
LOL!
Dumb Bitch!

My Kids Are Suffering From Stockholm Syndrome--Identifying With Captors!

Stockholm syndrome

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For other uses, see Stockholm syndrome (disambiguation).

Stockholm syndrome, or capture-bonding, is a psychological phenomenon in which hostages express empathy and sympathy and have positive feelings toward their captors, sometimes to the point of defending and identifying with the captors. These feelings are generally considered irrational in light of the danger or risk endured by the victims, who essentially mistake a lack of abuse from their captors for an act of kindness.^[1][2] The FBI's Hostage Barricade Database System shows that roughly eight percent of victims show evidence of Stockholm syndrome.^[3]

Stockholm syndrome can be seen as a form of traumatic bonding, which does not necessarily require a hostage scenario, but which describes "strong emotional ties that develop between two persons where one person intermittently harasses, beats, threatens, abuses, or intimidates the other."^[4] One commonly used hypothesis to explain the effect of Stockholm syndrome is based on Freudian theory. It suggests that the bonding is the individual's response to trauma in becoming a victim. Identifying with the aggressor is one way that the ego defends itself. When a victim believes the same values as the aggressor, they cease to be perceived as a threat.^[5]

FORT MYERS FLORIDA--NOT LOOKING LIKE A GOOD PLACE TO LAND! HEAVY DUTY--"COME ON BOYS, LET'S GIVE'M WHAT FOR!" GOD'S REVOLVER @ CRUCIALFEST 5 . . . SHARKS HAVING A FEEDING FRENZY OFF THE COAST--GOLD SUMMIT--MOB COLLECTING! DEADLY WOMEN--DEADLY SINS: (1) CONNIVING WITCHES, BURY THEIR BABIES; (2) NARCISSISM, SELFISHNESS AND IMMATURITY--SOME WOMEN SHOULD NOT HAVE BABIES; (3) SOCIOPATHS--MOTHERHOOD IS A LIFE SENTENCE, MORE THAN A BLESSING; (4) IT WAS ALWAYS ABOUT THEM--EVIL WAS AWAKE, ALIVE, HELL CREATED BY HUMAN BEINGS; (5) PUT THEIR NEEDS BEFORE THEIR FAMILY--THEY BURY THEIR BABIES . . . DOING ANYTHING TO BE WITH THE MAN IN THEIR LIVES; (6) NEON LIGHTS OF LUST--LUST STARTED IT--JEALOUSY FINISHED IT! (7) RECIPE FOR DISASTER . . . CONNIVING WITCHES: (A) MEN SHOULD KEEP THEIR MOUTH'S SHUT; (B) THERE PANTS ZIPPED; (C) NONE OF THIS NEEDED TO HAPPEN! SOME WOMEN JUST SHOULD NOT HAVE BABIES, THEY WANT TO PARTY, THEY PUT MEN FIRST, THEY DEVASTATE THE LIVES OF THEIR CHILDREN, AND SOCIETY MAKES THEM PAY. OFFICE ROMANCE SOUNDS FUN, SEX ON THE FLOOR, IN THE COPY ROOM, SECRET TEXT, CLANDESTINE MEETINGS, LUST, LUST, LUST . . . UNTIL LUST SCORNED, STEPS IN AND KILLS YOU AND YOUR WIFE! IF YOU PLAY WITH FIRE, YOU WILL GET BURNED! BRAGGING TO YOUR FEMALE CALL GIRLS, WHO ARE PLAYING SUGAR DADDY FOR MONEY, LEADING DADDY INTO A DEADLY TRAP WITH SKETCHY FAMILY OF CONS, NOT UNLIKE THE GIRLS SUGAR BOY IS WITH, HOT OUT OF PRISON, DECIDE TO GO FIND DADDY'S SAFE AT HOME, WITH $10,000 FOR PAYROLL ON HIS LUCRATIVE LANDSCAPING BUSINESS, END UP STABBING HIS DOG, SLITTING HIS WIFE'S THROAT! FOR THE $1,000 IN SUGAR DADDY'S FANNY PACK! SOMETIMES OTHERS PAY FOR OUR, DEADLY SINS! CAUTION, BRAINS, THINKING, SACRIFICE AND DENIAL, ARE SOMETIMES THE HALLMARK OF A HEALTHY LIFE! BUYER BEWARE!

Old Timer Mobsters Had Some Honor and Actions Were About Respect . . . New Mob, Spoiled, Living In Mansions, Driving Limos, Soft Life, Creates Loss of Character; All About the Money . . . Sing Like Birds When Caught!

As I see the burgeoning numbers of Internet hits, 5X the number, already high, every time I write about my son's bands, especially, God's Revolver @ Crucialfest 5, with a new video, a colorful, fun video, full of head slamming, entertained and amused old friends, new music major friends, good memories from concerts passed, hopes and dreams of concerts robbed, and the possibility of future concerts, with guitar antics from old pros, so familiar with the tunes, that playing a guitar overhead, never misses a beat, Rouse, lead singer, appears to be wearing the same shirt, he was back in the day, lol, and a good time is had by all!  FUN, FUN, FUN! But, as I watched the news last night, there was a spark feeding frenzy caught on video, off either the coast of Florida or California, that was deadly, sinister, and vicious, and I am reminded, of how many sharks, have their teeth in the music, of God's Revolver, of Christmas's past, and sadly of the present and the future, and the deadly waters the band is swimming in again, as they rock their western epic, that is creative, as new today as it was in 2006 or 07, leading into being named, Hard Rock Band of 2008, by Magnum Magazine, with music that is stirring, powerful, meaningful, carries a philosophical message, as well as tales of lover's triangles, overtones of a haunting religion, in man's battles with God, self, and other men, demonstrating the passions involved, as in the true crimes stories, I am going to write about, in addition to spiritual reckoning, dealing with questions of pride, justice, sanctification, with Box Done Buried . . . carrying the bones of the last 10 years, with some, taking their last Holy Breathe, seeing potential wane if not cautious, with similar mob members, hungry for a second shot at the dough, but softened by the easy life, joining the ranks and files of cops, made men, with fuzzy lines of illegal activities, and law enforcement blurred, hooking those who are to protect, into the easy life, of ill gotten gains, from my son's music, my blog hits, as they take their shark's bite, and me writing in joy, turning into, the dead carcass of a bleeding seal or dolphin, and is seen as bloody bait, in the treacherous waters, of teeth, fins, steal blue eyes, in an industry, filled with sharks, barracudas, and with with cold blooded killers.

Little has changed in the relationships of law enforcement, as in the old days of mobsters in New York, Boston, and Chicago; however, back in the day, of early emigrants, there was a hunger for what this country, America had to offer, but with language barriers, difficulty to earn a good living, many men, turned to crime as a means to get money, to survive, and thrive.  While I totally disagree with the life style, the predatory nature of the mob, their entanglement with cops, who were also on the take to make an easy buck and in a position to do so, getting a cut of the money collected by the mob, letting the carry on their dirty deeds, preying on legitimate business owners, sometimes with lucrative operations, there as at least some sense of honor, of never going so far as to lose the respect of other mob families, trying to conduct their illegal activities, in a way, that would at least, while deadly in nature, gain, some kind of respect among, not only their rank and file members, their organized crime structure and families, but provided some sense of dignity, that while breaking the law, they did so with class, taking only a portion of the proceeds from well fought and established companies and businesses, unlike the mob, that has its teeth, in my son's music, that would drain, bury, kill, steal, hurt, injure, the very source of their income, not taking a mere 10% off the top, but cutting off the music at its core, and through avarice and greed, take, 100% by creating a new band, to steal the music, fabricate the authenticity and leave the band, with the brilliance, not a dime for 20 fucking years of work!

What is there to respect, to honor, in that?  I ask you?  And as the old mob, was replaced with the new brew, still with the brutality and the viciousness of competing families and inner family struggles, as money flowed, families got rich, lazy, sloppy, incompetent, and would squeal like pigs when they got caught, never developing a code of honor or respect, opening the doors of prison walls, for the few, who refused to rat out the rest, and cushy lives, of the witness protection programs, new identities, lives, and hopefully, legitimate lives, of hard work and earnings, in exchange for prison time, if there even is any now days, seeing so many cops of all levels, involved, as I have.  Most gangsters, even in the protection programs returned to crime, finding the easy money more enticing that the work of the rest of us, who payed for our families, homes, and businesses, through patience, work, practice, schooling, testing and licenses.  With money, came softness, weakness, that permeates the new mob, who still, have their cover families, their wives at home, with the kids, but, they still meet at the social clubs, for men only, meeting strippers, prostitutes, and whores, cheating behind their wives backs, but the difference is, the old timers were committed to their wives, with little emotional attachment to their whores . . . that, doesn't seem to be in the stars of the new mob, not only are they soft with no honor, there is little to respect in them from any aspect of life, family, religion, politics, power, or dignity.  I would advise my son and his band, as they venture forward, to be wise as serpents and gentle as doves . . . you have it so far over these fuckers, it is not funny!  You have staying power, universally great music, that transcends time, like all classics, and in that, you are truly musical geniuses!  Good luck . . .

Deadly Women: They Buried Their Children

In a manner, not unlike their male counterparts, the mob wives, or cops wives, all one in the same, part of the feeding frenzy, the sharks, with gold digging, money grubbing, leading them to the depths of motherhood, and depravity, they have, switched places with me, so they can claim, Elliot, or Greta, Chris and Nicole as their own, in a game, that is 360 degrees, in circumference, or a complete, covering of my life, from start to finish, from home life to, career, from stories, to travels, to cases to blogging, but the saddest part, not necessarily for me, because, I to this very day, am fighting for my children, parenting them, writing to protect them, telling them how to avoid the landmines of life, and avoid the dire circumstances, that accompany, this action or that, but, I wonder, as these women, take credit, claim, and fight, to be called the mothers of my children, where in the hell did their own go?  Who is watching their children?  Where are they and how are they explaining this whole fucking phenomena to them, that they somehow, raised at the hands of these same women, who now proclaim to be the parent of my children . . . what are they saying to their own children? 

They are, when all is said and done, their mother's children, same with dad, but mothers, generally, come with an innate, sense of nurture and the need to protect their young, to one extent or another, and with close examination, it it you claiming to cover old crimes and sins, not to think of them, my children, but for what they can do for you, all about you, never about them, or you would not harm them, switch them, or want to steal their lives, husbands, wives, girlfriends, careers, children, to make you own children, appear to be more successful, thus making you, appear to be a better mother, but in the process, actually ditching the lives, of your children!  If that makes sense, as none of this does, being so damaging to your own flesh and blood, maybe promising wealth, easy lives, houses, cars, degrees, careers or whatever, all on the backs of those children, you are robbing, or switching lives with?  There is more than one way to kill a child . . . physical, as will will see with these mothers, or psychically, mentally, emotionally, daily taking away the essence of who they are, what they have become, or what they are about!  That may be a crueler crime . . . burying them ALIVE!

The Case of the Bad Mother #1

Motherhood, by any stretch, can be a challenge, with late nights, diaper rash, colic, teeth aches, sore throats, etc., all the childhood trauma, but with it all come the sweet smiles, the happy voices, the cute actions, the hugs, kisses, homemade Mother's Day cards and presents, handcrafted notes, of I love you, MOM!  Life in all its aspects, is a balancing act, and you get the good with the bad, the sweet with the challenging, the sick nights, and doctors calls, with the joy of a healthy child.  The last thing, a girl, wants to do, is rush into this, unprepared, without a spouse, or thinking this is some type of doll, that you can put on a shelf, and leave to go hang out with a friend, go dancing, or spend all your time with a new boyfriend, who, most likely, depending on the age and circumstances, not ready to be a father, nor take on that role, until he is ready, and if you happen to get lucky enough be get, a responsible one at a young age, who is willing to take on a single, young mother, you better treat him good, because he is a rare commodity!

But, in this case, there is no father in the life of a young woman and her new baby, who live with her parents, who are happy to help, but don't want full responsibility for the child, with careers of their own, having raised their own children, and are unprepared emotionally, to take on their child's child, and responsibility.  But, party girl, not unlike, Casey Anthony, the big, Nancy Grace, story that took what two years to cover, this mother, was of a similar bent and character, totally, not wanting the duty of motherhood, seeing it as cramping her style, freedom, getting in the way of her new romance, with dude, making her, as was the case with Susan whatever, who drown her two cute boys, because children didn't fit in his life . . . women who will do anything for their man, and sometimes a guy who is not their man yet, and sadly sacrifice their own children, just with the chance of being with this guy.

Eventually, this mother, gets into it with her mother, who has shoulder the brunt of raising this child, and time after time, is made late for work, because her party girl daughter, can't get in on time, and she finally has had it, welcomes her daughter to motherhood, and turns the responsibility back to this narcissistic, self absorbed, immature girl, who, immediately takes her baby, out to the woods, tries to poison this 18 month old, with heavy doses of cough syrup, that doesn't work, so she, chokes her baby to death, leaves her in the car seat, until the small body goes stiff, then she discards her baby, out in the woods, as if a piece of trash, and she beats on herself, concocts this tale of rape, baby kidnapping, and battery, calling her boyfriend for sympathy, and cops, making up a story, that doesn't match her cell phone records and she ends up, without her child, no man, and the rest of her life or a good portion of life, in prison, for killing her baby!

Bad Mother #2

Now with this mother, there is some sympathy, because, being a devout, Christian, she and her husband, have 4 children, with three, I believe, under the age of like 5, in accordance with their faith and beliefs; however, this poor mother, who appears to have it all together, is suffering from postpartum depression, is overwhelmed by the responsibilities of motherhood, also haunted by the memories and suicide of her own mother, and adding to her feelings of being trapped and overworked, she home schools her oldest daughter, as she battles depression.  She did, however, recognize she was slipping more and more into a depression and she seeks help of her pastor, who tells her to pray more and advises her to not take medication, and later, this woman, snaps, stabs her husband, her daughter, chokes her baby, and sets herself and the whole family on fire, killing all but, a three year old boy, who somehow survives all this drama!  FBI profiler, Candice Delong, makes the observation with this mother, that all this could have been avoided, had she gotten the help and support she needed.  She had mental health issues, as you would coming from the traumatic childhood, seeing her mother's way to handled the stress of motherhood . . . but, let this be a lesson for all of us, that when someone cries for help, fucking help them, so many of life's crisis can be avoided or cut off at the pass, if there is help provided, understanding, friendship, a loving insightful husband to spell mom off on her duties, giving her a night out with friends, or at least insisting on a babysitter and as pressure mounts, the last thing that should be insisted on, is home schooling!  It is fine if you can handle it, but don't let anyone, guilt you into it, or put demands on your time, when they themselves would never do that same thing!  Husbands!

Bad Mother #3

This mother, again, had a traumatic childhood, when she was young, she was playing out in a garage, with brother, who finds a lighter . . . parents who smoke, can't leave lighters around, kids are drawn to fire, mesmerized by it, and will, if given the opportunity, use it, as this young boy did, lighting his sister's nightgown on fire.  All through her youth, she goes through like 90 surgeries and skin graphs, having burned most of her body, but she is a pretty girl, and get's pregnant, without, having a responsible man, to bear his burden of the parenting, with it taking two to tango, to have a baby, sex is only part of the deal, and what happens during that sex, is both of your responsibilities, not just fun for one, and hell for the other, if a baby comes as it did and nature, seems to make happen with sex, but she is going it, parenting alone.  And as first it is fun, she digs having this little buddy, but as the time rolls on, and her years are passing, her son becomes a burden to her, so she decides to get rid of this burden.  First, she hires babysitters, but the pickings are slim, and so see brings in teenagers, who use her house as a party house, she buys beer and allows them to bring their friends over and the little boy, is drugged to put him out of the misery of the mother and the teens, so they can all party like they want to.  Eventually, the boy, hates to see his mother leave, because he knows, that he is going to be drugged, which always causes him to throw up first, then pass out.  With more pressure from her son, mom decides to just get rid of the problem all together, and she strangles him in the bathroom, and sets the house on fire.  Firefighters are suspicious and find that, the patterns in the house, indicate it is set on purpose, to cover the gruesome details of the murder inside, and mom going to the bar and singing Karyoki that night of the funeral, tips cops off . . . mom, goes to prison for like 25 years!  NSA and Mo mafia, turned off spell check . . . sorry!

So, If That is Not Enough to Depress the Hell Out of You, Try These Two!

DEADLY SINS #1

Okay, so in this one, you have a young, attractive couple, not married long, and the wife, has an affair, right off the bat, breaking her new husband's heart, and to make it worse, she is pregnant and doesn't know who the father is; therefore, in an act of repentance and change, the wife, who loves her husband, acknowledging that, the fling meant nothing to her, and him forgiving her, they go together to abort the baby, that might be that of the other guy and a reminder, of the affair.  Soon after that, with the couple, back on track, and committed to their marriage, the wife is pregnant again, both are thrilled, and there is not doubt that this is the father's child, and the two can't wait to be parents and they are as happy as they can be.  Right about that time, the husband gets his dream job, which takes them to Fort Myers Beach, Florida, a dream home, gated community, both with great jobs, and life could not be better for awhile.  Soon, the wife, is tired of working full time, coming home, making dinner, and taking care of baby, but, the two do little to alleviate the pressure, but things are, as marriage can get, now and then, getting boring, and so, the husband, starts to escape to the office, the surrogate man cave, women, never seem to get to escape to, leaving her to deal with this all by herself, and soon, his very sexy, secretary, unhappy with her live in boyfriend and father of her 5 year old, is making her feel the same way, so the two start a steamy romance, that culminates in a confrontation between the wife, seeing her marriage and everything she has, slipping out the door, as the new chick, lavishes her husband with a very expensive gift.  She warns the secretary to stay away from her husband, as does the girlfriend's, father of her child, notice, the distancing of his girlfriend to this new man, with secret conversations, that used to be called, appropriately enough, criminal conversations, back in the days of fault divorce, and being charged with adultery.  This man, who still loves his girlfriend, becomes suicidal, seeing his world slipping away also.  The plan is for both parties, making it through the holidays with their old flames and spouses, then, drop the bomb, that the two have plans to be together, starting a new life with a new year.  Boyfriend, gets into his girlfriends computer, one night and reads all the steamy emails and plans, and has access to the company directory, finds new cheater's address, rides his motorcycle over, goes right up to the bedroom, and shoots the husband, as he sleeps, with wife screaming, he shoots her too, later with pangs of guilt, sees the young son, and calls, 911, and hands the phone to the kids, who is traced by cops, and comes to find the poor child, drenched in his mother's blood, just saying, mommy and pointing up to the bedroom!  Sad shit . . . fuck!

DEADLY SINS #2

So, in this case, you have a beautiful, older divorce', sexy and fun, who goes to Fort Myers Beach, Florida, and meets a man, named, Russell Myers, ironically, and falls in love, both at first sight.  They seem to be the perfect match, and they blend, perfectly, her jumping into his life and business, doing his books for his very successful landscaping business.  The honeymoon, lasts for years, with every one in the extended families, overjoyed that this couple has found love, later in life, and can spend the rest of their lives together. Eventually, the wife, gets some type of issue, that makes sex painful for her, and so their sex life starts to go down hill at this point.  The husband starts to get bored, and he gets on Internet sex sites, and starts to hook up with female escort services, and this Sugar Daddy, is loving life, not only does he become a regular, for one girl, but she brings in her best friend, and they start a threesome, having all kinds of fun, and he is getting more and more addicted.  These young conniving women, make no bones about, going after Sugar Daddy's money, that he, starts to brag about, and they start having problems paying their rent, and electricity, and he is more than glad to be the big guy and pay for all their problems and they return, those favors in kind. Eventually, one of the hot young babes, takes Daddy home to meet her family, brother and uncle, who are fresh out of prison!  Daddy is bragging, and flashing cash around, just the bait, these to seasoned sharks, like to see, and they let him talk about, where he lives, and where his cash is, and he even tells them about his safe, and the $10,000 he needs each month or week or so, to cover payroll!  Stupid is as, stupid does, and through baby girl's little black book, these criminals, get Sugar Daddy's address and decide to relieve him of his money!  When they get to his house, his dog becomes a nuisance, so they kill the dog, and go upstairs to find, this beautiful wife, just reading a book while her husband is out with his whores, and she is the one who pays the price for his dalliances, by simply being at the wrong place at the wrong time, due to the loose lips of her husband, and the two prison mates, make quick work of her, slit her throat, and start to search the place, never finding the stash of cash, but they do find, a lousy $1,000 that they killed the wife for . . . husband comes home, shortly after, and finds, a blood bath, and his very classy wife, dead on the floor! Cops, of course interview him, and rule him out as a subject, with him, knowing damned well, who the culprits are, and the girlfriends kin are arrested without incident and charged in the murder of the wife!

Welcome To Hell!  Neon Lights of Lust Brought These Couples Together, But, Jealousy Finished It!

PLAY WITH FIRE, YOU WILL GET BURNED!

Conniving Witches, Unzipped Pants, Lose Lips!

GET SMART!

POINT BREAK . . . ATTORNEY FOR THE OUTRAGED! DONALD TRUMP IS A BOLD FACED LIAR, STATING THAT THERE WERE HUNDREDS OR THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE IN NEW JERSEY CITY, CHEERING WHEN THE TWIN TOWERS WERE TAKEN DOWN BY PLANES! AND HIS POLL NUMBERS GO UP?!!!!! TRUMP IS SIMPLY MAKING UP LIES! THE MAN IS ALSO LYING ABOUT STATISTICS ON BLACK/WHITE CRIME STATISTICS! MSNBC RACHEL MADDOW, HAD A PASTOR WELTON GADDY, WHO MADE ONE OF THE BEST STATEMENTS ABOUT TRUTH--MONDAY NIGHT, AND IT WENT SOMETHING LIKE THIS . . . THAT WHEN TRUTH IS SACRIFICED, THE VERY FABRIC OF DEMOCRACY IS AT STAKE. HE SAID, MANY TIMES HE HAS BEEN ASKED TO MAKE STATEMENTS ABOUT VARIOUS ISSUES, OF MORALITY, ETHICS, AND VALUES, AS A RELIGIOUS LEADER IN AMERICA, BUT, THIS IS HIS LOWEST AND SADDEST MOMENT, THAT A PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATE, AHEAD IN THE POLLS CAN OUTRIGHT LIE, WITHOUT ANY FACTS TO SUPPORT HIS CLAIMS, CONTINUE IN HIS LIES, WHILE SOMEWHAT BACKING OFF A BIT, IN THE STRENGTH OF HIS CLAIMS, WHILE STILL INSISTING ON THE TRUTH, AND THEN HAVE THE AMERICAN PUBLIC, REPUBLICANS NOT ONLY FAIL TO CALL HIM ON HIS LIES, BUT VOTE IN LARGER NUMBERS FOR HIM! THIS IS A NIGHTMARE SCENARIO FOR AMERICA . . . AND TO MAKE IT WORSE, THE SECOND MOST POPULAR CANDIDATE, BEN CARSON, ACTUALLY ALSO DEFENDED TRUMP'S STATEMENT, LATER TO HAVE HIS STAFF WITHDRAW THAT STATEMENT! FORMER JAPANESE RECIPIENT OF THE NATIONAL AWARD FOR FREEDOM, FOR DARING TO VIOLATE CURFEW LAWS, IMPOSED ON THOSE JAPANESE, GERMAN AND OTHER EMIGRANTS, AFTER WORLD WAR II, AND BEFORE HE DIED, HE SAID, WHEN AMERICA FAILS TO PROTECT THE CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS OF INDIVIDUALS, YOU PUT, AGAIN, THE VERY FABRIC OF AMERICA AND WHAT WE STAND FOR, AT RISK! I JOIN, BOTH MEN, IN CALLING ON NOT ONLY THE RELIGIOUS COMMUNITY, TO STAND AGAINST LIES, ESPECIALLY, BY A POTENTIAL PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES, REAFFIRMING THE IMPERATIVE NECESSITY, THAT HONESTY GOES TO THE VERY NATURE OF THE JOB, ASSESSING AND FERRETING OUT THE TRUTH, THE FACTS FOR THE CLAIMS, AND THEN PRESENT HIS BEST IMPRESSION OF WHAT THE TRUTH IS! IF A MAN, LIES HIMSELF, WHO IS TO SAY, HE WILL NOT PRESENT LIES TO US, ON ISSUES THAT NOT ONLY GO TO THE VERY HEART OF RUNNING A COUNTRY, BUT MAY LEAD TO LIFE AND DEATH ITSELF, BEING COMMANDER IN CHIEF, FACED WITH THE FACTS, THE ISSUES, THE TASK OF DIRECTING THE FUTURES OF OUR YOUNG, MILITARY, REPRESENTING AMERICA TO OTHER WORLD LEADERS . . . CAN WE AFFORD, TO HAVE THE CREDIBILITY OF AMERICA, REPRESENTED BY A FUCKING LIAR? NO! I WAS THRILLED, THAT IN THE POLLS, TODAY, WHEN FACED WITH THE ISSUES, THAT HAVE COME UP AFTER THE TERRORIST BOMBINGS IN PARIS, AND POTENTIAL WAR EFFORTS, ONCE AGAIN, BEING FACED BY AMERICAN TROOPS, GOING TO SYRIA IN SUPPORT OF FRENCH, RUSSIAN, IRANIAN, AND OTHER COUNTRIES, INTENT TO DEAL WITH ISIS, AND, "WE THE PEOPLE" PUTTING POLITICS ASIDE, AND ACTUALLY, PUT FORMER SECRETARY OF STATE, HILLARY CLINTON, AND ALL HER EXPERTISE, EXPERIENCE, AND CONNECTIONS WITH WORLD LEADERS, AND VALUED HER, NOT AS EITHER MALE OR FEMALE, NOT AS EITHER A DEMOCRAT OR A REPUBLICAN, BUT, ACTUALLY WERE HONEST ENOUGH, REGARDLESS OF PARTY PREFERENCE, WENT WITH A CANDIDATE, WHO IS BY FAR, HEADS AND TAILS ABOVE ALL 6 OF THE TOP REPUBLICAN CANDIDATES, IN THE FIGHT ON TERROR AND FOLLOWING A JOINT EFFORT TO TAKE DOWN WORLD TERRORIST ORGANIZATIONS! CONGRATULATIONS AMERICAN PUBLIC . . . WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER, AND WE NEED TO MAKE DECISIONS, NOT ON MAGIC SHOWS, HOLLYWOOD, ALLEGED STAR POWER, AND REFRAIN FROM VOTING FOR A FREAK SHOW! GOOD JOB! BILL O'REILLY, YOU TOO, LOSE CREDIBILITY, IN DEFENDING DONALD TRUMP IN HIS LIES! DEFENDING TRUTH HAS NOT GONE OUT OF STYLE, STANDING UP FOR RIGHTS, IS NOT JUST THE JOB OF THE ACLU OR COLLEGE STUDENTS, WE ALL NEED TO SEARCH OUR SOULS, WHEN FACED WITH TELLING THE TRUTH, OR LYING, EVEN IF IT HURTS US PERSONALLY, AND STAND FOR THE TRUTH! ONE OF THE CHILDREN OF ATTORNEY ASUEY . . . THE JAPANESE ATTORNEY, WHO PURPOSEFULLY MARCHED INTO A POLICE DEPARTMENT TO GET ARRESTED, FOR VIOLATING CURFEW, TO MAKE A POINT, THAT HE AS A CITIZEN, CANNOT BE TREATED THIS WAY . . . BUT HIS CHILD SAID, HIS FATHER WOULD BE OUT MARCHING ON THE STREETS RIGHT NOW, FIGHTING FOR THE RIGHTS OF OTHERS, FOR FREEDOM, FOR LIBERTIES, FOR CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS, NO MATTER WHAT THE COST! AND SO SHOULD ALL OF US, IN ANY CAPACITY WE CAN STAND FOR TRUTH, RIGHTS AND THE AMERICAN WAY! I WOULD RATHER HAVE MY CHILDREN DIE, THAN LIE! THERE ARE THINGS LARGER THAN FAMILY, MORE EXPANSIVE THAN SECURITY, LARGER THAN LIFE ITSELF, WITH MORE AT STAKE, AND I WOULD HOPE, THAT THE LEGACY THAT I HAVE LEFT, IS YOU FIGHT FOR RIGHT, USE MIGHT, AND FIGHT! SINCE WHEN DID NICE, OR THIN, OR BEAUTY, OR INCLUSION, TAKE PRECEDENCE OVER TRUTH AND JUSTICE? WHEN? AND WHO ARE WE FOLLOWING? AND WHAT CANCER OF LIES, MISREPRESENTATION, MASKED IN MAGIC SHOWS, SMOKE SCREENS, LIP TRIX, FLASH-BANG, TAKING PLACE OF TRUTH? RELIGION ASIDE, THE GOOD MAN THEORY SUGGESTS, THAT WE DON'T DO ANYTHING THAT WE WOULD NOT WANT, THE REST OF HUMANITY TO DO ALSO . . . DO WE WANT A SOCIETY, BASED ON LIES? I WOULD HOPE NOT, BUT, FROM WHAT I HAVE SEEN, THERE ARE VERY SCARY TRENDS OUT THERE, THAT ANYTHING GOES, IF WE CAN SELL IT TO THE PUBLIC . . . THOSE ARE PSYCHOPATHIC LIARS, SOCIOPATHS, WITH NOT RIGHT AND NO WRONG . . . AND THAT IS, PLAIN AND SIMPLY, JUST WRONG!

Military Cooking the Books, To Make Things Look Rosier In The Fight Against ISIS?

Let me put it this way, in my life, in my experience, in my law practice, in my government work, in my personal life, and in dealing with my children and grandchildren, I have, honestly, never, found an instance, where honesty was not the best policy!  I remember, from my own mother, when I was about 10 years old, I learned, the severity of what, almost happened to me, during my sleep, when I decided to protect some local teenage hoods, who had just toilet papered and hangered, our neighbors house, hiding in our basement, with me, finding them, and having these two older boys, shove me up against the furnace, telling me that, if I told anyone, they were the ones who did this, they would KILL ME!  That was a pretty big threat, to a young girl, by two teens, each three years older than me, and standing heads over me. But, the next day, my mother, trying to get to the bottom of who did this to the neighbor, who may have seen the two kids, going down in our basement or into our backyard, or for some reason, my mother was questioning me? But, I lied, and told my mother that I didn't know, who had done the dastardly deed, but, later, being a friend with one of the daughters of the neighbors, having issues with confidentiality, a big mouth, and thinking for some reason, that even while it was the house attacked with this mess, that took tons of time to clean up, my friend would not pass this information on to her mother and father!

I guess, my lie, came to the attention of my mother, the next day or night, because, in the morning, she was so pissed, that she told me, she had seriously considered, coming down during the night and shaving my head!  That was a very powerful lesson, as to how strong my mother felt about telling the truth!  That one lesson has long, been part of my moral life, and that has dictated, from that time on, as best I can recall, that I have always tried to tell the truth.  In this blog, it is more valuable to me, for you to know the truth, being completely as honest as I can with, what I say, mentioning, statements, like, as best I can recall, or if memory serves, or trying to quote a source that I got my information from, or even joking that you should consider the source, when I am pissed, and that every story has two sides to it, and this is my side of the story, based on what I have observed, or what I have gathered and even, be able, at risk of being considered a quack, stating that, God is my Intel man, running the possibility, that you might think, that I am hearing voices . . . no, I read signs, I watch, I observe, and more than anyone who has not done this, I get inspiration, information, help with connecting dots, and seem to be, lead to believe this or that, recognizing that, I may be reading the information wrong, but, this is all the help I have, in exposing huge ass lies, that go to pretty little liars, nice as they can be, taking credit, not only for what I have done in life, for even bearing my own children, achieving my law degree and license to practice, having been the ones to do my cases, my manuals, my legislation, and even this blog, that I have to fight just to breath, even with them stealing the money from my intellectual property, and having the government agencies, given the assignment to handle the very crimes they are perpetrating, perpetrating the lies, and furthering those lies, going to the very heart of my family, with infiltrated, agents, planted, to comprise my children . . . and to me, that is not an excuse to lie!

Oh, just a note of special interest . . . I married, one of those bad ass teens, that threatened to kill me if I exposed the fact that they did the trashing of the neighbors yard!  LOL!  He became reformed . . . and he looks, almost identical to my son, Elliot, bass guitarist for God's Revolver, as seen @ Crucialfest 5, now that he has beefed up a bit, what those steroids will do for you, over being a vegetarian!  LOL!  See vocalist and guitarist, lighter version of Elliot, in Maraloka, compared to the new version, larger version, I like!  I can't believe, that the pretty little liars and others, can look at Elliot, and not see, ZEKE or Richard in him, and claim that James Kennedy, or John Strode, or Brett Stuart/Stewart, or blah, blah, blah, combined with Rachel, my sister who looks the most like me, genetically, trying to create the closest, look, logically, leaving out, both parents!  And these same people, are TRUMP supporters!  In all honesty, Rachel has a wider face, flatter face, larger nose, and Chinese eyelids!  Her son, Matt, looks just like her, much more like her, than Chris, and Elliot, and all my children, look, much more like the chiseled face, of their mother, than the flatter face of their aunt, or any of their aunts, and surely don't look, like short, brown haired, round faced, brown eyed KAY! or hazel eyed Shelley!  GENETICS, DNA, DON'T LIE!  Fuck you asshole, dirty assed liars . . . you make me puke!

An Example of Telling the Truth at the Cost or Risk of Losing a Job

This woman, was a single woman, with no husband to back her up, or save her if she lost her job, so this story, has more significant, and risk, than some women would have, but, this woman, and it has been so long, I can't remember her name, but she was a Sunday School teacher, in my Ogden, Utah, Mormon ward, where both she and my ex-husband the teen terror, worked for Ogden City, Utah, if I remember, this woman, was some type of city or county accountant, or recorder, and as, I remember, she made a mistake, that was a million dollar mistake, in her calculation of the numbers on something.  I believe, that she was the person, who actually caught her own error, but, going to her superiors, might cost her, her job, if she fessed up and told them, just who far her fuck up went.  But, as is the case with most lies, the cover-up, is always worse! ask Tricky Dickey, Richard Nixon!  But, she licked her wounds, and went to her superiors, after the quarterly numbers had been submitted for approval of the city council, or whatever the legislative entity was, who was to approve her work, and she admitted, this error, that, appears to me, to have been a clerical error, maybe, misplacing a period, or adding an extra zero, that when looking at it, is an easy mistake to make, but, one that has drastic consequences, if it went undiscovered, making city fathers and mothers, believe they had more money in the budget, than they actually had, and they could have been taken to task by the people who elected them, and the press, so, the ramifications, were disastrous! 

I think the woman's name was Donna, but, she was not only on her own, to support herself, but she was taking care of her aged mother, who would also be taken down, if she lost her job.  She did admit that it took her some, battling with her soul, her ego, and she knew that the error was large enough, to go to the very heart of her job, making her look incompetent, and might lead to the lose of a great job, with great insurance and benefits, as is the case with most government employment.  In her personal battle, between right and wrong, she decided to just bite the bullet, and tell the truth, and let the consequences follow, whatever the hell, those consequences might be.  Donna said, she was shaking, sick to her stomach, and worried sick about what this one confrontation with her boss might do to her future!  But, to her great surprise, catching the error early, before, there was any reliance, on her mistake, her boss, thanked her profusely, for being honest enough to come forward and admit to this huge ass mistake, and owning up to it! Needless to say, Donna, I believe, not only kept her job, but as I recall, it was even better than that, I think her boss gave her a raise, because, he trusted her now, more than ever!  Nice . . . 

The Value of a Good Name . . . Priceless!

All it takes is one compromise, to ruin, or devalue your name, one lie, one half truth, one cover-up, one lapse of judgement, that can not only get you fired, but can cost you a marriage, can even lead you to murder someone to cover your sins and your money issues, that you may have been covering up, to spare a husband or wife, from misappropriation of funds, or whatever, the costs of dishonesty always, tend to multiply, complicate, and lead to great and larger, lies, and misery.  I have seen true crime after true crime, that shows, a husband, hooked on porn, spending family finances to feed his personal habit, that he knows, his wife is going to go ape shit, over when she finds out, so he kills her to save face to, someone he may even love, to allegedly protect her from his sins.  Or a wife, who spends the credit cards up, all to the max, addicted to spending, knowing her husband, who is trying to get the family budget under control, and may, in fact, cut up the credit cards, trying to limit the wife's spending, only to have her kill him, not only to cover the fact that she has spent far beyond what he thinks, may have additional personal credit cards, or fraudulently put his name on the cards without his knowledge, and she knows he is going to divorce her for her spending, and so she kills him!

Life, tends to look much like a slippery slope, when, once, integrity, honesty, or morals are compromised, the rest of the life, tends to go down hill fast in almost every area, with dire consequences, that can lead to all kinds of disaster . . . it is just not worth it.  And most of us, are not good enough liars, to cover our tracks, and it is far too hard, to keep track of all our lies, and even if someone is a psychopathic liar, eventually, the facts, evidence, witnesses, or something, will eventually, reveal our lies and lives, who we are, what we are about, and how we got to where we are, and that may lead, a smart investigator, cops, prosecutor, or whomever to get to the bottom of suspicious behavior.  Just tonight, I was watching a documentary of the notorious Zodiak killer, and how he played with the cops, mocked them, played with them like a cat, with mice before he ate them.  And, I was not paying much attention, but, as I recall, the cops never caught the serial killer, but they did preserve the brain matter of who they thought, but could not prove was the serial killer, to compare tissue with that of other people suspected of being the Zodiak, evasive and intelligent killer. But, to the frustration, of cops and investigators, while they may never have caught the killer while he was alive, through a process of elimination, eventually, his identity would be discovered.  Many cases, are closed, 40 to 50 years later, but, with new technology, science, and other means of discovering the truth, someone may get away with a crime for a while, but, most likely, now days, not forever!

Trust is the Biggest Crisis in American Business Today!

I went to a lecture of a Whitefish, Montana, resident, former, Fortune 500 Company CEO, who was, also a writer, and after she retired, she wrote a book on trust, boiling issues related to the economy, down, for people to figure out, what needed to change to start the country on the road to recovery.  I am sure that all economic strategists, and economic indicators, never, once took a look at the failings of morals, values, integrity, and honest, as being part of the decline in the economy leading to a recession.  So, she took a look at Enron, the lies, the doctoring of the books, the false balance sheets, used to entice investors into risky deals, with basically, and I hate to over use this word, and the characteristics, but, psychopaths, who were predators, preying on the money of their victims, taking their retirements . . . I just looked at the TV, I have Law and Order, playing, and the first word, my eyes focused on, with subtitles on, because the motel, limits how loud the TV volume can be . . . but the word was trust, and Fred Thompson, former Senator, turned actor, was bringing up the issue of trust with the other prosecutors and something they needed to maintain, even when going after murderers, to keep the system pure and clean, as it should be, now something just brought up, someone a prosecutor, giving someone their word!  This shit matters!

This author, and former very successful women, said that employees now days, are lied to about, everything from, promotions, to pay scales, to retirement promises, and on and on, until, there are not bosses, representing companies, that many people trust anymore.  We have people, allegedly hired or appointed, to help the government pull the economy out of a recession, who simply mask, the lies, theft, and bloated bonuses, and benefits, of bank and insurance, CEO's, Wall Street boyz, who make sure that their retirements their golden parachutes are guaranteed, or taking them before the truth about their organization is exposed to the pubic and to investors, who trusted, financial planner, securities advisers, wealth managers and CPA's with their futures, only to find out, that they had been duped . . . and what is even worse, is that people are starting to think, that it is good to be BAD!  

And as was indicated, and sadly . . . the TV is advertising, Now You See Me, the story with Morgan Freeman and several other smart people, do a magic show, and some how, are able to rob a bank of millions . . . we are honoring, liars, getting financial gain without earning it, and giving people the keys to the city, making the thieves, celebrities, for stealing money, rather than earning it, and I am here to testify to the truth of that, and even those government agencies, that are suppose to catch a thief, may in fact, even bring them into the fold, and allow them to rise, unchecked, unquestioned, and not charged, arrested, jailed, prosecuted, or tried, for their crimes . . . praising, people like, the guy who, the book, Catch Me If You Can, even being hired by the FBI, getting him out of jail early.  Can we afford a country based on LIES?  I say the cost is too high!

The Quantum Physics of Lying Will Destroy This Nation

In Einstein's theory of quantum physics, he explains the unseen connectors, that bind, people together, in a way, that what one person does, actually, can either negatively or positively benefit or hurt the whole of humanity, without knowing them, talking to them, or ever, in the physical world, coming in contact with them. Recently, I heard or saw, some very smart person, in an article, or somewhere, that, if one couple, can get love right, that can benefit, the entire universe, bringing an understanding of love to all humanity.  I know that most of us, cannot fathom, the power of that statement, and most would not believe it, but the ripple effect of goodness, or righteousness, or love, can permeate not only those around us, but can indirectly bring that emotion or act, in contact with the unseen connectors!  The same is true for, bad actors, bringing energy of negativity, making acts that are destructive to humanity, leave its mark on the spiritual world.  We all need to be careful, that what we preach is consistent with what we do, because, actions are louder than words, and even though, our children, may not know, what is actually going on, in a parent's relationship, they can feel it at a gut level.  At 5 years of age, my son, Elliot, one morning before school, asked me and his father if we were getting a divorce, and we assured him, that we were not and where would he get that from . . . less than 10 minutes after, our kindergartner went to school, his parents got in a fight that led to their divorce, having been dishonest not only with each other, but with ourselves.  Finally, integrity was the order of the day, I could not longer, live with one man, and be in love with another, having thought that, distance, or not seeing him, would take away, what was going on, but it didn't and my son, could feel it, at a gut level, being much, more in tune with what was really going on at a quantum level.

I love, I believe it is Emmanuel Kant, in his very simple philosophy, that a man or woman, should never do anything, that they would not want the whole of society to do.  At least a thousand times in my life, generally on little things, like, running out of a bathroom, without washing my hands, due to time crunch, or whatever, I always think, of my food handlers, or shaking hands with someone, or passing germs, and think, that, while I trust myself, and I am generally, pretty healthy, I have no idea about the other person . . . so, I will, turn and wash my hands.  My cousin was an ER doc, and he told me that in medical school, he had to drink he own urine, because our bodies are filtrating machines and purify our bodily fluids, and the professor wanted the new docs to be aware that they are not to be alarmed by bodily functions.  So, sometimes, in the past, when in a hurry, and I want to rush, out of a bathroom, thinking I don't have the time, gross as it is, I think, of Kant's thoughts, and go wash my hands, battling between what I learned from my cousin, and what I would want to majority of people to do, that I come in contact with.  It is kind of close to, do unto others as you would have done to you! or the Golden Rule, not the newer versions, he who has the gold rules . . . that is what got me, fighting for my identity, family, history, and law practice!

Honesty is Not Just a Religious Issue

I love the New Testament, book of Romans, when the apostle Paul, reprimands, new members of the church or Christians, and he says, there are many, people who live without the law, or the word, who are much better people than, those in the church!  There are plenty of people, who are just simply living the best lives they can, and that includes, being honest, regardless of ever being raised up and trained in any particular religion, or being Christian, who have adopted, just the rules and laws of good living, learning from experience or the experience of others, or from school, or basic goodness, and they basically, use morals, values, and smart choices to dictate the course in life, that they take, being fair, good, honest, love their families, without anything to cover, protect, or hide anything, behind religion, that so many times people do, and they live like the philosopher king as I call them, suing the basics of a value based life.  I know, as a constitutional law attorney, I have bottom line, principles, concepts and tenants, that guide my practice of law, always having roots, in rights, freedoms, liberties, balance of powers, defined duties and responsibilities, and protections, making the government and the governed, held in check by agreed upon, guiding lights, found in the document, governing our country . . . and, I have said this before, that I believe, that, the Preamble of the Constitution, being rooted in Greek and Roman philosophies, and Judeao-Christian principles, is merely God's gospel in law!

I love the Indian analogy, of the good dog and the bad dog, sitting on one side of their shoulders, much like the angel or the devil, sitting on a Christian's shoulder, where someone asked the Indian, if he is a good or a bad dog, and he said, that depends on which dog his feeds!  And so it is, if we feed the good dog, listen to the angel, we are likely to make decisions that are better than the feeding the bad dog, or the demons we have, addictions, deadly sins and so forth.  There are many ways to encourage ourselves to be more honest. We are where we are!  If you have not been honest, start being honest today!  Start where you are.  You can't go back, and rewrite history, you buck up, take responsibility for past wrongs, and go forward, from this point on, trying to do what is right, and as I have mentioned, being honest is not always easy, but, it is always the best policy!

Character, a Good Name, Honesty, Integrity, Will Never Go Out of Style . . . It is Hip to Be Square . . . And Healthier!

Being Dishonest, May Cost You a Presidency!