STIR CRAZY. INSTAFLEX PAIN CREAM. RASCAL FLAT'S. PLAY THAT FUNKY MUSIC WHITE BOY . . . ROCK. ROCK. TIL YOU DROP. ROCK. ROCK. NEVER STOP! ROCK. ROCK. TIL I'M OUTTA HERE! GO-GEE-BERRIES. TOUGH MAMA. TELL'EM HOW YOUR GONNA LIVE. LIVIN' OUT YOUR DREAM. WHEN I'M READY. MY VAN WILL BE READY. DON'T PUSH. LET GOD DO HIS WORK. GRIZZLY HARLEY DAVIDSON. JULY RIDE. HOG RALLY. ROCK YOUR RIDE. THE DITCH & THE DELTA. ZION'S HARLEY TRIED TO GET RASCAL'S OLD BAND, GOD'S REVOLVER. UNDERCOVER CHICK, COP, BLOCKED, RALLY REQUEST! MOM GOT GIG. "SEPARATED: INSIDE AN AMERICAN TRAGEDY:" --JACOB SOBOROFF. SWAPPER'S ANTIQUE MALL. YOU CAN'T ALWAYS GET WHAT YOU WANT. YOU CAN LIE SOMETIMES, BUT, YOU GET WHAT YOU NEED. SHE WAS PRACTICED IN THE ART OF DECEPTION--I COULD TELL BY THE BLOOD ON HER HANDS. YUMA? BEE GEE BROS.--MORE THAN A WOMAN TO ME. SMILE. LAW UNCOMPLICATED. MONTANA PARENTING. YOU WERE JUST REACTING TO YOUR ABUSE. SOME BECOME KLLERS. HITMAN. YOU SAY, "SOME?" HODGES, FBI, CRIMINAL MINDS, "SOME" LIVE TO STOP THEM. THE HEALTHY MAN HAS NO NEED TO TORTURE. IT IS THE TORTURED MAN, WHO TORTURES. CRACK AS SMILE. LAZY FAT ELVIS ROUTINE--WE ARE ALL TIRED OF IT. --FORMER, GOP STRATEGIST, STEVE SCHMIDT, IN RESPONSE TO TRUMP'S TULSA, OKLAHOMA RALLY. WE ARE EXPECTING A MILLION TICKET SALES. FIRE MARSHAL--ROUGHLY 6,200. WASN'T IT SOMEHWERE AROUND, THE CROWD, AT YOUR INAGUARAL? LOL. TRUMP'S GIRL FRIDAY. SHELLEY, WITH THE TOKEN TWO BLACKS IN THE CROWD, SITTING, OFF TO TRUMP'S LEFT SHOULDER, BLACK HAT, RED, SHIRT, JET BLACK HAIR, PONY TAIL, WAVING, A SMALL, TRUMP STICKER. HUNTING HER--SHE HAS LOST WEIGHT. SHE KEPT PULLING UP HER PANTS, AND HER NECK, AND FACE, WHERE SHE CARRIES HER WEIGHT, WITHOUT, LIPOSUCTION AND NIP TUCK, REPAIR, WAS, THINNER THAN, I HAVE SEEN IT IN YEARS. SHE MUST HAVE READ MY BLOG, ON THE FASHION DESIGNER, MURDER OF VERSACE--KILLER, LOST WEIGHT, FAST AND DRASTIC, TO EVADE, THE COPS. I WAS IN MY ROOM, AT THE INN, IN KALISPELL. THERE WERE HOWEVER, THREE, TRICKED OUT, RV'S AND RIGS, IN TOW, LEAVING, KALISPELL, DRIVING PASSED, SMITH'S MARKET WHERE I WAS HAVING LUNCH, AT ABOUT 10:00 AM. THE ENTOURAGE? THESE GUYS TRAVEL IN A PACK. SHELLEY IS "BAR-RISH." FRANK TRYNOR. THIS WAS A WAR ON LOVE. FRANK WATCHED, THE WAY WE LIVED, THE WAY WE LOVED, THE WAY WE PLAYED. HE TRIED TO KILL LOVE! COVID-19 IS UP IN ABOUT 24 STATES. KALISPELL HAS TWO NEW CASES. GOV. DAINES, HAS, BEEN, STRICK, AND KEPT THE CDC RECOMMENDATIONS, TO THE POINT, I WANT TO SCREAM--WHEN IS THE "PUBLIC" LIBRARY OPEN TO THE "PUBLIC" FOR MORE TIME THAN, JUST TO CHECK OUT A BOOK? SITTING OUTSIDE, WRITING A BLOG, ON THE BENCHES AND NO TABLE, JUST WON'T WORK! THE BUS DRIVERS CALL BULLOCK A "NAZI!" LOL. STILL WANT YOU FOR THE SENATE! LOOK, I HATE THIS SHIT, AS MUCH,, AS, ANYBODY! WE CAN HAVE OUR CAKE AND EAT IT TOO! WEAR A MASK, AND SOCIAL DISTANCE. I AM, SAFE, I AM RARELY, CLOSE TO ANYBODY! THE LAST TIME A MAN,, TOUCHED ME, OTHER THAN, MY MASKED, STYLIST, AT THE BARBER SHOP ACROSS FROM, SYKES, WHERE I AM EATING BREAKFAST, AND WRITING THIS BLOG. ACTUALLY, I LOVED HAVING A MALE, HAIR STYLIST--IT'S BEEN, 3 AND A HALF YEARS, SINCE, I EVEN TOUCHED A MAN! DESPERATE PEOPLE DO DESPERATE THINGS! LOL. IN REALITY, MEN, INCLUDING THE PEE MONSTERS, WHO GOT IN MY ROOM AGAIN, AND DRIPPED, ACID DICK, ON MY PERFECT FLOWER POT, WITH YELLOW, ORANGE, AND HYBRID, YELLOW AND ORANGE FLOWERS, WITH LUSCIOUS, DEEP GREEN LEAFS! IT SURVIVED THE FIRST SHOT OF DEADLY COCK SPEW, BUT, I HAD TO PINCH OFF, TWO VERY PRETTY FLOWERS, THAT HAVE GIVEN ME PLEASURE FOR WEEKS--NOW THE PENIS LEVEL, LEAFS, ARE, TURNING BLACK AND LIMP--LIKE THE FUCKING DICKS, WHO, TANKED THEIR POISON, ON THEM, AGAIN, AND FUCKED, WITH MY VITAMIN SUPPLEMENTS AGAIN--SICK THE LAST THREE DAYS, TOOK THIS MORNING OFF--FEEL GREAT! GOT MY STATIONARY BIKE DONE BY, 6:30 AM--ROCKIN' DOWN, 1ST AVENUE, BY 5:15 AM! ROCK. ROCK. NEVER STOP! PRESIDENT TRUMP HAS, 8 MEMBERS OF HIS WHITE HOUSE STAFF, SICK WITH, CORONAVIRUS--LESS TESTING PLEASE! LOOK, WITH, YOUR NUMBERS, 6,200 SEATS OF 19,000 AVAILABLE IN THE ARENA--THERE IS ROOM TO SOCIAL DISTANCE AND WEAR MASKS, TOO! GOOD LUCK, YUMA. HEY, DOC GUPTA, OF WASHINGTON,,AN MSNBC, CORRESPONDENT AND, STEPPING IN TO TAKE, DR. FAUCI AND DR. BIRX, DAILY, UPDATES ON THE VIRUS, SAID, MORE AND MORE DATA IS COMING OUT EACH DAY. THE NORMAL 14 DAY QUARANTINE, IS PROBABLY NOT LONG ENOUGH FOR THE ELDERLY, LIKE ME--I WAS SICK FOR A MONTH AND A HALF, BUT I HAD, THREE DOSES, AS I READ IT! YOUNG KIDS ARE MAINLY, ASYMPTOMATIC, WITHOUT SYMPTOMS, AND NOW THE AVERAGE AGE OF THOSE GETTING THE VIRUS, ARE 37 YEARS OLD! YIKES, THAT IS KID BEARING AND REARDING, AGES! A MASK IS A "HEALTH" ISSUE, NOT A POLITICAL ISSUE! PROTECT YOURSELVES, AND YOUR LOVED ONES! ASSUMPTION OF THE RISK, BUT, WERAING A MASK, PROTECTS OTHERS! I HATE THE FUCKING THINGS, BUT . . . SOME STATES THAT OPENED EARLY, ARE GOING TO GO THROUGH WORSE TIMES, THAN, HAD THEY WAITED AND, STAYED CLOSED UNTIL THEY, MET THE CDC GUIDELINES! CHICAGO, IS GOING INTO THEIR 5TH STAGE OR REOPENING AND DOING FINE--MAYOR, LORI LIGHTFOOT, WAS TOUGH, REQUIRED, MASKS, AS I BELIEVE, GOV. CUOMO, BUT, THEY SEEM TO BE HITTING ALL TIME LOWS, FOR BOTH CASES AND, DEATHS! NEW YORK ONLY HAD 10 YESTERDAY, AND, AT THE PEAK, THEY WERE HAVING, ABOUT 800 DEATHS PER DAY! WE CAN'T AFFORD TO CLOSE DOWN THE COUNTRYD, AGAIN! INTERESTING, CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ISSUE, CAME UP, BETWEEN, THE MAYOR SUAR, OF MIAMI, AND, GOV. CUOMO. THERE IS SOME DISCUSSION OR THE ACTION WAS TAKEN, THAT, ONE CITY, WANTED TO BLOCK, FLIGHTS AND TRAFFIC FROM THE OTHER. THERE IS A PROVISION IN THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, THAT STATES, CAN'T, LIMIT, INTERSTATE COMMERCE, OR BLOCK TRAVEL, BETWEEN, THE STATES. LATER, THAT, THREAT, WAS, AMENDED, TO, PUT A QUARANTINE, ON VISITORS TO THE CITIES. NICE. GOOD JOB. THIS MORNING, IN A "LAW & ORDER: CRIMINAL INTENT" EPISODE, A WHITE NATIONALIST, AND HIS, TRAINED KILLER SON, WERE KNOCKING OFF JUDGES, IN THE EAST COAST. THE DAD, WAS, PISSED, THAT, HE WAS BEING BLOCKED FROM SEEING HIS SON. DUDE WAS FROM UTAH, AND THERE WERE JUDGES, GETTING GUNNED DOWN IN THE EAST, WHERE THIS MAN'S EX-WIFE, MIGHT BE, AND, IN THE WEST, IN MONTANA, AND, MIDWEST, OKLAHOMA, THE JUDGES WERE DYING IN SUSPICIOUS ACCIDENTS. THERE WAS A LARGE, GROUP OF WHITE SUPREMACISTS, WHO, WERE JAILED, AND THEIR GUNS, CONFISCATED, AND THE SITTING JUDGE ON THE CASE, WAS GUNNED DOWN IN HER HHOME, THAT NIGHT, ALONG WITH HER 17 YEAR OLD, TEENAGE SON! THE DUDE, WAS, MILITARY TRAINED, AND HE, TOOK A RUN-AWAY, KID, FROM, PROVO HIGH, IN UTAH, AND TRAINED HIM TO KILL! ONE OF THE SIGNS, WE, ALL OF THEM ATE, GOGI BERRIES. BUT, THERE IS ONE POINT WHERE, A HARD CORE, OLD JUDGE, HEARD THE CASE OF THIS MAN, AND, HIS ATTEMPTS TO FIND HIS SON. THERE WAS, A GOOD SUSPICION THAT, THIS MAN WAS THE ONE KILING, JUDGES, IN THE EAST, BUT FROM UITAH! THE JUDGE, SUGGESTED, THAT, THEY DO THIS OR THAT, BUT THE BLACK, PROSECUTOR OR DA, SAID, THERE IS NOTHING MORE THAN, LOCKING MR. WILKS UP, THAT I WANT TO DO. BUT MORE THAN MY ISTAIN FOR HIM, IS MY LOVE OF THE CONSTITUTION! KISSES. THEY EVENTUALLY, GOT WILKS AND HIS ALLEGED, SON, WHO HAD GUNS IN HIS GUITAR CASE, WITH MORE TARGETS, BUT HE WAS ABLE TO GET HIS "FAKE" DAD, BAILED OUT OF JAIL, BUT AS SOON, AS HE DID, SIGNED, OFF HIS REAL SON, THE COPS LOCATED, USING ONE SON, AGAINST THE OTHER, TELLING HIM, HE WAS ONLY BEING USED, THE NEW SON, ADMITTED, TO THE JUDGE KILLINGS, AND SAID THIS WASS THE MOST FUN HE HAD EVER HAD IN HIS LIFE--BOTH WERE BOOKED INTO JAIL! DO YA THINK? INTERESTING, 24 HOURS, OF HOMEGROWN STUFF! TWO UTAH CASES, YESTERDAY, ON DIFFERENT TRUE CRIME CHANNELS, THEN, THIS, CRIMINAL INTENT, PLUS, A CASE, OF, GEORGE KELLER AND MARGARET KELLER, OF "GREENWOOD!" THE NEIGHBORHOOD I LIVED IN, 15 MINUTES OUTSIDE OF SEATTLE, WASHINGTON! THE CASE OF THEIR SON, PAUL, BEING AN ARSONIST, STARTING, 76 FIRES, AROUND THE SEATTLE AREA! SO THIS MORNING, I WAS, CHILLIN' LISTENING TO MY 98.5 ROCK STATION, THE HAWK, I THINK, AND THERE WAS A TV SCREEN, WITH, GREAT SHOTS OF GLACIER NATIONAL PARK! SO LOVELY. THEN, A PICTURE OF THE FALL LEAVES. THEN, THE GREAT WHEEL OF SEATTLE? MAPPING MY TRAIL FOR THE FALL? INTERESTING, CONVERSATION, AT THE VFW, GLACIER PARK POST, ON 1ST AVENUE . . . SO, I WALK IN, ASK IF THEY SERVE BREAKFAST? LUNCH? SEEMS LIKE I REMEBER, HAVING A HAMBURGER AND FRIES, HERE, BACK, 7 YEARS AGO? MAYBE IT WAS VETERAN'S DAY OR SOMETHING. I GOT A DIET COKE, SEEING THIS IS THE CLOSEST WATER HOLE, TO THE FLATHEAD HEALTH & FITNESS CENTER. THERE WAS A SIGN ON THE WALL--"WATCH YOUR FAVORITE SPORTS HERE!" GREAT! DO YOU HAVE THE SEATTLE SEAHAWKS GAMES HERE? THAT DEPENDS, ON WHAT HAPPENS WITH THIS, TAKE A KNEE, DURING THE NATIONAL ANTHEM. WHAT DO YOU MEAN. TWO YEARS AGO, WE, STOPPED, GETTING THE GAMES, WHEN THE NFL PLAYERS, TOOK A KNEE? WAIT A MINUTE--NOBODY TURNS OFF MY SEAHAWKS! LOL. LOOK, MY TWO DAUGHTERS ARE VETS, MY TWO SON-IN-LAWS ARE VETS, AND MY DEAD, BUT NOT SO DEAD, HUSBAND, MEANEST MAN ALIVE, FRANK, IS A VET, AND I AM A CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY--YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND, THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN, "SUBSTANTIVE PATRIOTISM" AND "PROCEDURAL PATRIOTISM." THE SUBSTANCE OF OUR PATRIOTISM IS THE RIGHTS BASED, PROTECTIONS AND PRIVILEGES. THE FLAG IS JUST THE FORM OR, SIGING THE ANTHEM, IS THE FORM OR PROCEDURE OF THE OPENING GAMES! THEY DIDN'T SEEM TOO INTERESTED? LOL. SHIT. LET ME EXPLAIN IT THIS WAY. IF YOU GET ARRESTED, DO YOU WANT, A FLAG DRAPED OVER YOUR SHOULDER, OR THE PROTECTIONS OF THE 4TH, 5TH, AND 6TH AMEMDMENTS, PLUS THE 14TH? THAT IS THE DIFFERENCE! SHIT. NOW, I AM ON THE HITLIST OR I WILL GET BLACKLISTED FROM, THAT JOINT! SOME DUDE, SITTING NEXT TO ME, GOT UP AND WALKED OVER, TO SOME OTHER MEN, SITTING, ALL TOGETHER . . . THAT IS THAT BITCH, WHO SUPPORTED, COLIN KAEPERNICK, AND MICHEL BENNET, OF THE SEAHAWKS, WHO GOT, THROWN ON THE GROUND, OUTSIDE A VEGAS, CASINO WHEN, GUNSHOTS WENT OFF! FUCK, HERE WE GO AGAIN! SCREAM. KNOWLEDGE IS POWER! THE MORE YOU KNOW! SUNDAY, THERE WAS A GUY FROM, MISSISSIPPI, WHO WANTED TO VISIT HIS FATHER IN PRISON--HIS FATHER WAS SENTENCED TO 60 YEARS IN PRISON FOR DRUG OFFENSES, UNDER THE OLD, OR HOPEFULLY OLD, I AM OUT OF THE LOOP, FROM MY UTAH AG DAYS, THE "THREE STRIKES OUT" RULE, THAT, YOU ONLY GET, THREE CHANCES, WIHT THE LAW, THEN WE LCOK YOU UP AND THROW AWAY THE KEY! I REMEBER BEING SO UPSET, AS THE ONLY FEMALE IN THE CRIMINAL ENFORCEMENT DIVISION, WHE, THIS LAW CAME OUT, OR I BECAME AWARE OF IT, IN THE MID-90'S, THAT I IMMEDIATELY WANTED TO WARN, THE YOUTH AND TEENS, OF WHAT THEIR RIGHTS ARE! I GOT THIS BOOK CALLED, AS I RECALL, "YOUTH AND THE U.S. CONSTITUTION" OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. THE ONE STORY, I REMEMBER MOST FROM THAT BOOK AND SOME OF MY LONG TIME READERS, WILL REMEMBER IT, BECAUSE IT IS SO HORRIBLE. A JUDGE, WHO'S SON, HAD SOME MINOR RUN-INS WITH THE LAW, DID A VERY, INFALAB LE, TEENAGE BOY THING AND, CALLED TO GET A PIZZA ONE NIGHT, FOR FRIENDS, AND, DECIDED, TO TAKE THE PIZZA AND NOT PAY. THAT WAS HIS THIRD STRIKE! HIS OWN FAATHER HAD TO IMPOSE THE MINIMUM, MANDATORY, SENTENCE FOR A FUCKING PIZZA, IN THIS THREE STIRKE ERA, OF, GETTING TOUGH ON CRIME! THE JUDGE COMMITTED SUICIDE, AFTER THE SENTENCING! THIS DRUG OFFENSE, THAT WAS, DISCOVERED, WAS THE RESULT OF A TRAFFC STOP, FOR A TAIL LIGHT, BEING OUT, COST HIM, 60 YUEARS IN PRISON! THIS YOUNG MAN, DUSTY HOUSER, SAID, HIS FAATHER HAS MISSED, 13 FATHER'S DAY, BBQ'S. HE BEGGED, TO HAVE HIS FATHER RELEASED! HE LIVES, TWO AND A HALF HOURS, FROMM HIS FATHER'S PRISON, BUT, HE DIDN'T GO, THIS YEAR--BECAUSE, HE IS FIGHTING FOR HIS, FATHER'S RIGHTS, THE PRISON GUARDS HAVE MADE IT, SO UNCOMFORTABLE FOR HIS FATHER, HE, NO LONGER WANTS VISITS! I KNOW THE FEELING! EVERY TIME I WENT TO SAN QUENTIN PRISON, IN OAKLAND, OR SAN FRAN, THERE WERE FEDS WATCHING ME, AND, I WAS BLOCKED FROM VISITING WITH MY CLIENT, WHO WAS WHEELCHAIR BOUND, BWING WHISKED AWAY, AS HE WAS TRYING TO GIVE ME PAPERS AND ME SCREAMING AT THE PRISON GUARDS, AS THEY PUSHED HIM DONW THE HALL! THIS MAN WAS A STRAPPING, BIG, MUSCLED, HANDSOME MAN, BEFORE, GOING IN PRISON, BECAUSE HE REFUSED TO TAKE A PLEA BARGAIN, ON AN ALLEGED, DOMESTIC CALL! HE HAD BEEN IN 8 FUCKING YEARS, ABUSED, KICKED, ASSUALTED, AND, NOW, A SHRIVELLED, SHADOW OF THE MAN, WHO WENT IN PRISON! DRAP A FUCKING FLAG ON THAT, OR SIGN THE ANTHEM! SEE WHAT THAT GETS YOU! RIGHTS, FREEDOMS, PROTECTIONS, PRIVILEGES, LIBERTIES! THAT IS THE SUBSTANCE OF, WHAT, THE NFL, WAS DOING, TAKING A KNEE! 49ER, QB, WAS JUST A FEW YEARS AHEAD OF HIS TIME! HELLO! ANTI-LYNCHING LAWS, TOO LATE? DO YA, THINK? BUBBA, THE FIRTS BLACK, NASCAR RACER, WHO GOT THE LEAGUE TO GET RID OF THE CONFEDERATE FLAGS, ON CARS AND AROUND THE TRACK, JUST FOUND, A NOOSE, HANGING IN HIS GARAGE! YESTERDAY, TONS OF RACE CAR DRIVERS AND PIT MEN, JOINED, BUBBA, WITH, A BLACK LIVES MATTER, CAR AND A WHITE AND BLACK, HAND CLASP, ON THE FRONT OF HIS RACE CAR, TO WALK AROUND THYE TRACK, TO SUPPORT THIS MAN'S ACTIONS! NOW THE SOCCER LEAGUES, ALL HAVE, "BLACK LIVES MATTER" ON THE BACK OF THEIR JERSEYS! WAY COOL! REASONABLE PEOPLE, AGREE TO DISAGREE! YOU TELL ME, WHAT YOU WANT TO DEFEND, YOURSE3SLF WITH, THE FLAG OR THE RIGHTS?

HEY, PREZ. AS YOU, CELEBRATE, 200 MILES OF YOUR "VANITY WALL" WHILE YOU ARE DOWN ALONG THE BORDER, TODAY . . . REMEMBER, THAT, THE MOB IN THE 40'S AND 50'S, LEARNED, THAT, DISCRIMINATION OF ANY KIND, WAS BAD FOR BUSINESS!

THE RULING MOB BOSS OF NEW YORK, WAS, TAKEN OFF GUARD, WHEN, THREE, "BEAN COUNTERS" APPROACHED HIS OFFICE, WIHTOUT A CARE, AND STABBED, SALVADORI, TO DEATH, THEN, TURNED AND WALKED OUT!

YOU UNDERSTAND THOSE, MEANS OF DOING BUSINESS . . . SHE WILL HAVE SOME ROUGH THINGS HAPPEN TO HER?

PARENTING IN, MONTANA AND THE WORLD!

TAKE A CHILL PILL ON RELIGOUS FURVOR!

FUCK, I SEE, MORE, SERIAL KILLERS, MADE, IN RELIGIOUS HOMES!  I REMEMBER SEEING, "SILENCE OF THE LAMBS" AND,  WHEN, FBI AGENT, CAN'T REMEMBER HER NAME, THE CHARACTER, JODI FOSTER, PLAYED, DID SOME BACK GROUND, CHECK, ON THE MOTHER OF THE KILLER, THE GRAY OLD, WRETCH, HELD A BIBLE IN HER HANDS!

THAT PART, AND THE BALLERINA, JEWEL CASE, HAVE BEEN CUT FROM THE MOVIE, SINCE I HAVE BEEN WRITING ABOUT THIS, BUT, I REMEMBER, BEING ACTIVE AT THE TIME, IN THE MORMON CHURCH, AND, WONDERING WHAT, DAMAGE I HAD DONE TO MY SONS?

WHATEVER IT WAS, IT WAS ENDING RIGHT HERE AND RIGHT NOW!

DAD, YOU GET THEM!

LOL.

THERE WAS REASON TO MY MADNESS!

BEE GEE BROS. MORE THAN A WOMAN TO ME . . . ME MA!

PLEASE, MOMS AND DADS, RELAX A BIT!

TWO STORIES OUT OF UTAH!

THE 3% RELGIOUS FACTOR IN ANY RELLIGION, BUT, SOME, TEND TO BREED THEM, A BIT MORE THAN OTHERS!

THE LABARON SPLINTER GROUP, IN SALT LAKE CITY!

ERVIL LABARON, SELF-PROCLAIMED PROPHET, OF COURSE, INTO POLYGAMY, AND, BIZARRE, SCRIPTURE READING, GOT INTO THE NOTION OF, "BLOOD ATONEMENT" A RAGING TOPIC, WHEN, ME AND MY EX, MOVED BACK TO UTAH, AFTER GETTING HIS MASTER'S DEGREE, IN ARIZONA!

THE IDEA BEHIND THIS, IS THAT, THERE ARE SOME PEOPLE WHO SINS ARE SO BAD, THAT, JESUS CHRIST CAN'T PAY FOR THEM?????? SO, THE CULT, MUST, KILL THEIR OWN, AND MAKE THEM ATONE FOR THEIR OWN SINS!

WHAT THE FUCK?

SO, ERVIL LABARON, WAS, JAILED FOR MURDER.  HE, CALLED HIS SON, AUTHOR, AS PROPHET, AFTER HE DIED.  NOW THE WOMEN, SUFFER, FROM, ABUSE, FROM HUSBANDS AND OTHER WIVES, PAY FOR THEIR CHILDREN, TOO, BY MEANS OF ABUSE . . . BUT, THE MEN, FIGHT OVER POWER IN THESE SECTS, WITHOUT A POWER SUCCESSION!

THAT WAS THE CASE HERE, AFTER ERVIL DIED, 5 MEN, UNDER THE DIRECTION OF ONE MAN, WHO SAID, HE HAD A VISION OR WAS ALSO, CALLED OF GOD, WAS TO BE THE PROPHET AND THEY WERE NOT GOING TO FOLLOW, AUTHOR, THE SON OF THEIR FORMER PROFIT.

ONE DAY, THEY CALLED HIM, TO MEET WITH THEM, AS HE SHOCK THE, NEWLY APPOINTED, SPLINTER GROUP, LEADER'S HAND, THEY ALL GRABBED HIM AND STARTED PUNCHING AND  KICKING HIM . . . HE BROKE FREE AND RAN FOR HIS LIFE!

THEY SHOT HIM IN THE BACK, AND KILLED HIM.

AFTER THAT,  THE, MEN, LEFT, AND ANOTHER ONE OF, ERVIL'S SONS, HEBER, TOOK OVER THE REIGNS OF THE POLYGAMIST CULT, WHO WERE TAUGHT, THAT THEY WERE THE CHOSEN ONES, AND, THE COPS, AND ALL OTHERS WERE EVIL!

HE GAVE ALL THE YOUNG GIRLS IN THE FAMILY, GUNS, RIFLES, AND, THEY PLANNED FOR THE RETURN OF THE BREAK-OFF GROUP, RETURNING TO TAKE OVER THE FAMILY.

TWO MEN, SHOWED UP, WITH GUNS, THE GIRLS ALL RAN, AND, THEN, ONE OPENED, FIRE, ON THEM AND THEY RAN!

HEBER AND ONE OF HIS OTHER BROTHERS, DECIDED, TO CARRY OUT A "BLOOD ATONEMENT" ON THESE FORMER MEMBERS OF THE CLAN, WHO NOW LIVED, 1,000 MILES AWAY.

THEY SHOT, THREE MEN, AND BY ACCIDENT, A YOUNG DAUGHTER OF ONE OF THE MEN, WHO KILLED, AUTHER, WAS, ALSO KILLED.

BASICALLY, THE BROTHER WHO SHOT THE YOUNG GIRL, NEVER, RECOVERED, SO, THE SISTER, ESTAPHANIE, TOOK OVER AND THE GROUP, WITHOUT ADULT, LEADERSHIP, DECIDED, TO GET IN A PRAY, CIRCLE, AND, PRAY, 24/7, FOR, INSPRIATION.

FINALLY, ONE OF THE GIRLS, CLAIMED TO HAVE GOTTEN, A MESSAGE FROM GOD, THAT, THEY NEEDED TO GO KILL THE REMAINING MAN, TO ATONE FOR, HIS SIN, KILLING THEIR BROTHER.

THE GIRLS GOT A GUN OR GUNS, DROVE THE 1,000 MILES, WENT TO THE FRONT DOOR, AND THE MAN WAS SO NICE, THAT, THEY CHICKENED OUT, AND RAN!

LATER, THE BROTHER WHO SHOT THE YOUNG GIRL, PULLED HIS SISTER ASIDE AND SAID, BASICALLY, OUR FATHER WAS FULL OF SHIT!  THIS RELIGION WAS NEVER RIGHT.  WE NEVER NEEDED TO KILL THOSE PEOPLE.

WHAT DO WE DO NOW?

ANYTHING WE WANT.

THE BROTHER TURNED HIMSELF IN, AND OTHERS WHO HAD MURDERED, PEOPLE . . . 20 BETWEEN THE TWO GROUPS, COMPETING FOR GOD'S RULE!

I THINK, FIVE MEN WENT TO PRISON, AND, ESTEPHANI, WENT TO HOLLYWOOD AND PERSUED AN ACTING CAREER.  SHE DID NORMAL THINGS FOR AWHILE, WAS BASICALLY, AND ATHEIST, BUT LATER, BECAME, WHAT SHE SAID WAS, A SPIRITUAL PERSON, HAD A FAMILY, AND, DIDN'T ACTUALLY, LIVE, HAPPILY EVER, AFTER, BUT HAPPIER!

THIS NEXT CASE, THE "LAFFERTY" BROTHERS, OR "LAUGH HER TY--SHELLEY'S SON" BROTHERS, WHO WERE RAISED BY THEIR VERY STRICK, RELIGIOUS, MOTHER AND FATHER, DAD WAS A MEAN, SON OF A GUN!

THIS CASE IS UP CLOSE AND PERSONAL TO ME, BECAUSE, THE FIRST DAY, ON THE JOB, AS STAFF ATTORNEY, FOR THE UTAH PROSECUTION COUNCIL, IN THE CRIMINAL ENFORCEMENT DIVISION, OF THE UTAH ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICE, AS THE ONLY, FEMALE, IN AN ALL MALE, DIVISION OF 11, GOT THE BAPTISM BY BLOOD, TEST!

THE ASSISTANT AG'S, LIKE ME, PULLED ME IN A ROOM, AND THE LAFFERTY BROTHERS, HAD JUST BEEN RULED, CAPABLE OF BEING SANE ENOUGH TO STAND TRIAL, FOR THE MURDER OF, THEIR BABY BROTHER'S WIFE, BRENDA, AND HER 18 MONTH OLD BABY, WHO WERE FOUND BY ALAN LAFFERTY, WITH THEIR THROATS CUT, MOM IN THE FRONT ROOM AND BABY, IN THE CRIB!

OUR DUDES, TOP PROSECUTORS IN THE STATE, WERE THE ONES TO HANDLE THE CAPITAL MURDER CASES.

THAT DAY THEY SHOWED ME, THE CRIME SCENE, OF, THE LAFFERTY BROTHERS' HANDY WORK, ON BRENDA AND HER BABY!

I DISTINCTLY, REMEMBER THAT, MASSIVE, BLOTCH OF BLOOD, ON THE WALL, WHERE BRENDA, FOUGHT FOR HER LIFE, AGAIN, DAN, THE "HAND OF GOD," AS, OLDER BROTHER, RON, THE "VOICE OF GOD" STOOD BY AND WATCHED!

IT WAS INTERESTING, TO GET THE BACKGROUND, ON THESE TWO, KILLERS!

MUCH, LIKE MY  OWN, MORMON UPBRINGING, WITH 8 KIDS, BUT THE OPPOSITE, MALE TO FEMALE, RATIO, 6 BOYS, AND 2 GIRLS, IN THEIR FAMILY, AND, 6 GIRLS AND 2 BOYS IN OURS, THE HOME VIDEOS, OF SUNDAY, DINNERS AND FUN, WORKING  IN THEIR YARD AND GARDEN, FOR FAMILY HOME EVENING, MATCHED, MUCH OF WHAT WE DID!

DAD WAS A SUCCESSFUL CHIROPRACTOR, AND MOM AND STAY AT HOME MOM.

DAD WAS, STRICK, AND NOT AFRAID TO USE THE BELT, A BRANCH, OR A WHIP, TO MAKE SURE HIS BROOD OF BOYS, DID WHAT HE TOLD THEM AND ACTED, THE WAY, GOOD MORMON BOYS SHOULD.

THE CRACKS START SHOWING ABOUT THE TIME, RON GOES ON A MISSION, TO FLORIDA.  RON, ALL GOOD LOOKING GUYS, HAS HIS, MISSION CALL, THE PRIDE OF ALL MORMON FAMILIES, IS WEARING A HAT FOR HIS FAREWELL, PICTURES . . . DAD, COMES OVER AND TRIES TO SHOW SOME, AFFECTION FOR HIS OLDEST SON, ALWAYS, A LEADER, AND HIS SON, PUSHES, DAD'S HAND, AWAY.  DAN, THE CLOWN, TRIES TO SMOOTH OVER THE INCIDENT AND JOKES WITH RON, AND THE SITUATION, CALMS DOWN.

THE BOYS, GET BACK FROM THEIR MISSIONS, RON, GOES INTO CONSTRUCITION WORK AND, DAN, BECOMES A CHIROPRATOR LIKE HIS FATHER.  BOTH ARE MARRIED, AND START FAMILIES.  BABY BRO, ALAN, DATES, A BYU BEAUTY, ALSO A JOURNALISM, STUDENT, HAS A GIG ON CAMPUS NEWS, AND IS A STRONG, OPINIONATED, WOMEN, UNLIKE THE WIVES OF HIS FATHER, AND BROTHERS!

THE SISTER WHO IS TELLING THE STORY, SPEAKS OF BRENDA'S OUTSPOKEN, WAYS, NOT AFRAID OF ANYBODY, NOR IS SHE DOING THE MORMON WOMEN, THING, OF FOLLOWING THE MALE LEAD!

AS, RON AND DAN, GET, DEEPER AND DEEPER INTO, STRANGE, RELGIOUS VIEWS, THAT START WHEN, DAN, TRIES TO RUN FOR SHERIFF, IN UTAH COUNTY, I THINK THEY WERE ALL, IN, AMERICAN FORK, BUT UTAH COUNTY, AND AS, DAN, SPIRALS, FROM A FUN GUY, AND DAD, TO, A SERIOUS, STUDENT, OF THE SCRIPTURES, SEEING THE GOVERNMENT AS, THE ENEMY, AND, TRYING TO FILE TO RUN FOR SHERIFF, USING A CHECK, THAT IS, IN HIS MIND, TENURE, FOR, THE $331 FILING FEE, BUT IS REJECTED BY THE COURT OR COUNTY, TREASURER, HE STARTS, GOING MORE AND MORE, BIZARRE, GATHERING FOLLOWERS, AMOUNG, DISGRUNTLED, MEN, WHO ARE, NOW, DOING WELL FINANCIALLY.  WITH, BROTHER, RON, BEING, ONE OF THEM, BUT NOT, A MEMBER OF THE CULT, YET.

BRENDA, SEES, ALAN, BEING, LURED BY HIS BROTHERS, INTO THE MEETINGS, AND SHE, MEETS WITH HER SISTER, IN LAW, WIFE OF RON, WHO WAS, AN OUTSIDER AT THIS POINT, AND ASKS HER TO SEE IF, RON WILL, REIGN, IN THE LAFFERTY BOYS, LIKE HE ALWAYS DID?

DAN, APPEALED TO HIS BROTHER'S, NATURAL LEADERSHIP SKILLS, AND HIS, ANGST, AGAINST THE GOVERNMENT, ALL TAUGHT BY DEAR OLD DAD, TO BE SELF-SUFFICIENT, AND DAN, TURNS THE KEYS OF THE NEW, KINGDOM, OF GOD ON EARTH, OVER TO RON!

THE TWO OLDER, BROS, START TO SEE, BRENDA, AS A THREAT, TO THEIR GOALS AND PLANS, FOR THIS RELIGIOUS, REVIVAL, POLYGAMY, AND, SOUND, POLITICAL NOTIONS!

BRENDA PULLS ALAN OUT OF THE BROTHER CULT, THAT, HAS A SMALL FOLLOWING AT THIS POINT.  THEY, GO ON, TO FINISH SCHOOL, AND, I BELIEVE, THAT, ALAN, IS PURSUING AN ADVANCED DEGREE, OR MAYBE IT WAS BRENDA, DOING THE MORMON THING OF, HAVING A FAMILY AND BEING AN OVERACHIEVER TOO!

DAN AND RON, TELL, ALAN, THEY ARE GOING TO KILL, BRENDA, BUT HE THOUGHT, IT WAS A MERE, EXPRESSION!  HE NEVER THOUGHT, THEY WOULD ACTUALLY DO IT!

THE TWO BROTHERS, KNOW WHEN, ALAN IS GONE TO WORK, AND THEY SHOW UP, AT BRENDA'S DOOR . . . SHE KNOWS THERE IS TROUBLE RIGHT AT THE SIGHT OF THEM . . . AS RON WATCHES, WITH JOY, DAN, THROWS, BRENDA AROUND THE ROOM, EVENTIALLY, SLITTING HER THROAT, BUT NOT UNTIL THERE IS A VICIOUS BATTLE FOR HER LIFE!

GOD, I STILL REMEMBER, THOSE, HORRIFIC, SCENES OF BLOOD AND CARANAGE, TO THIS DAY AND RECOGNIZED THEM, RIGHT OFF THE BAT, AS, THE TV, SHOWED THE SCENE, I REMEMBER MOST!  THE BODY SLAM, BLOOD STAINS, ON THE WALL . . . I THOUGHT, SHE WAS BODY SLAMMED, STANDING UP, BUT THE BIG, MESS, WAS, CLOSER TO THE GROUND, THAN I HAD REMEMBERED!

I SAW THE CRIME SCENE, AFTER, THE BODIES WERE REMOVED, THIS WAS, DRAMATIZED, AND, BRENDA'S FEAR, WAS PALPABLE!

THE YOUNG, BEAUTY, KNEW SHE WAS A PAIN IN THE LAFFERTY, BROTHERS' SIDE, AND SHE WAS NOT AFRAID TO CALL, IT WHAT IS WAS!

TOTAL BULLSHIT!

THE LAFFERTY BROTHERS, MUCH, LIKE THE LABARON, SAW THEMSELVES, AS, SPECIAL, BORN TO BUILD THE KINGDOM OF GOD, ON EARTH, BUT, THE KINGDOM, THEY, IMAGINED, NOT THE ONE, GOD, INTENDED!

I  THOUGHT OF, A SCALE, INDICATING, THE 3% PSYCHO FACTOR, FROM 1 TO 10.

I WOULD PUT THE LAFFERTYS, THE LABARONS, AND THE SOUTHWICKS, ALL AT A PERFECT 10!

THEY SAW THEIR MURDERING AS, SAVING THE PERSON FROM, HELL, OR A FATE WORSE THAN HELL!

THEY  HAVE NO UNDERSTANDING OF THE ATONEMENT OR THE POWER OF GOD!

ABORTION TAUGHT ME THAT POWER!

I DIDN'T HAVE TO PAY, FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE, FOR, A 5 MINUTE MISTAKE!

LOVE JESUS!

I ADOPTED, THE SIRLANKA, OR AMISH, STYLE OF PARENTING . . . BEING MORE, WHAT, OF A CONTROL FREAK, THAN, MY EX, HUSBAND, AND FATHER OF MY FOUR KIDS, IN SIRLANKA, THEY DON'T HAVE TEENAGERS . . . ALL KIDS IN THE COUNTRY ARE SHIPPED TO BORDING SCHOOLS, IN EUROPE!

THE AMISH, VERY RELIGIOUS, BASICALLY, REALIZE THAT, IT IS NORMAL FOR TEENS TO REBEL, TO SPREAD THEIR WINGS, WANT FREEDOM AND TO MAKE THEIR OWN, CHOICES, IN LIFE!

THE PARENTS, TURN THEIR BACKS ON THEIR TEENS, FOR THREE YEARS . . . IF THEY COME BACK, NO MATTER WHAT THEY DO, THEY  ARE WELCOME, BUT IF THE DON'T, THE PARENTS, CONSIDER, THEY NEVER WERE THEIR KIDS, ANYWAY, AND THEY WOULD HAVE LOST THEM, ONE WAY OR ANOTHER.

I THOUGHT THAT WAS A PRETTY SMART PLAN.  JUST LOVE THEM AND HOPE, PRAY, AND WANT THEM TO COME BACK, NOT WITH, MY IDEAS, BUT, AS THEIR OWN, PEOPLE, WITH FRESH PLANS, AND, A COURSE FOR THEIR OWN, LIVES!

MILITARY CHICKS, WITH, MASTER'S DEGREES, MUSICIAN, SONS!

THEIR GRANDPARENTS AND AUNTS AND UNCLES, BALKED A BOTH!

I AM THRILLED AT THEIR FREEDOM, AND SEE THEM, AS WILD MUSTANGS, FREE, TO ROAM, RUN, BUCK, AND BRONC!

YESTERDAY, BEHIND, SOME 1ST AVENUE BUSINESS THERE WAS THE COOLEST, BRIGHT ORANGE, OLD, BRONCO, WITH THE ROOF OFF, JACKED, UP AND, COOLER THAN SHIT!

SMART KIDS EXPOSED!

THEIR DAD, USED TO HAVE A COOL OLD, OR NOT OLD BACK THEN, TAN AND BLACK BRONCO, PROBABLY, CLOSE TO THE SAME, YEAR!

KEEP BEING COOOOOOOOOLLLLL!

OUR KIDS ARE NOT AN EXTENSION OF US!

LET THEM GO, SEE THEM GROW!

P.S., ONE MORE, HOME CONNECTION, DATING BACK TO 1978, I WILL CALL IT THE "APARTMENT MANAGER MURDER" TOOK PLACE, IN SALT LAKE CITY, UTAH!

A 16 YEAR OLD GIRL, AMBITIOUS, AND, BRAVE, EMACIPATED HERSELF, GOT A JOB, CAR AND MOVED INTO HER FIRST APARTMENT!

ONE MONTH AFTER, SHE MOVED IN, SHE WAS MURDERED!

SHE WAS, FOUND WITH A KNOTTED, PIECE OF CLOTHING, TIED, IN HER MOUTH, AND, ANOTHER, SHIRT, TIED AROUND HER, EYES!

SHE HAD BEEN RAPED, BEATEN, I THINK, STABBED, AND WAS, PUT IN THE BATH TUB!

WHEN, HER MOTHER, COULDN'T GET A HOLD OF HER, SHE GOT THE MANAGER TO LET HER IN HER DAUGHTER'S APARTMENT, NOT KNOWING, SHE WOULD FIND HER, CARVED UP AND DEAD IN THE TUB!

IT TOOK, THE COPS, BEFORE, THERE WAS DNA, 40 YEARS TO CATCH THE KILLER!

THEY LOOKED A YOUNGER MEN, WHO DATED HER, OR LIVED BELOW HER, OR WORKED WITH HER, BUT, FINALLY, WHEN, DNA, CAME BETTER, AND MORE USED, THEY TRACKED THE KILLER, TO AN OLD MAN, PATRICK, WHO LIVED IN FLORIDA!

THE COPS WERE SICKENED, AS WAS THE MOTHER, THAT, HE KNEW, WHAT, HE HAD DONE TO HER DAUGHTER, AND WHAT HORRORS, WERE WAITING FOR THE LOVING MOTHER ONCE IN THE APARTMENT, AND HE NEVER, BLINKED AN EYE, AT SHOWING HER THE PLACE!

ALWAYS SUSPECT, THE PERSON WITH THYE KEYS!

SHIT, THEY THOUGHT SOMEONE, MIGHT HAVE, CLIMBED UP THE LADDER, OR SCALED THE WALLS!

THE MOST OBVIOUS PERSON, WAS THE ONE WITH THE KEYS!

SHIT?

THINK. THINK. THINK!

THERE ARE SURE A LOT OF NEW MEN, LURKING AROUND, THE OLD ROSE BRIER INN, THESE DAYS!?

DEA?