FUCK, THAT BITCH, SHELLEY! GOD, JUST STOLE MY BLOG! LOSER HAG FROM FUCKING HELL!
STATE OF PLAY
HOW LONG HAS THIS BEEN GOING ON? 17 YEARS! STEALING MY BLOG--TWO DAYS AFTER I STARTED IT!
So, in this dream, I am laying in bed, alone . . . and Ben Affleck, comes up, kneels down, near me, and starts kissing my neck to wake me up. I kind of start to wake up and he leaves, and is somewhere in what appeared to be a shared apartment in a cool, old, apartment building, the kind I like, the ones that are on the historic register, funky, cool, build solid, and with big windows, close to everything. Later, I am, up walking around the apartment, and Ben, comes up behind me, and starts to move my hair, and he smells my neck, but, I tell him, that I am out of perfume, right now . . . I have a signature, perfume, that is back in law school, Ashley Musk, and I generally, mix, some, light, body, spray, Fantasy Forest, and I like to mix it with, natures, luscious fragrances, that go with, the musk, that takes on, the individual pheromones, and scents, that are unique to me. In reality, funny how that mixes with the dream, I am out, of musk. Both my daughters, Greta and Nicole, had, that perfume, and later, when, I couldn't get it in the stores anymore, they gave me theirs and said they needed to get their own scents! I was flattered that they followed, in my footsteps, and liked the perfume, I wore, now, I just get cheap, Jovan, but it is till good, and I get comments all the time. In law school, any guy who sat by me, asked me, what I was wearing, generally, wanted a closer smell, smile, and said they needed to get that for their wife or girlfriend! LOL.
This next part is pretty funny, and a real mix of where I am now, as opposed, to where I would rather be, but, I am laying down, in bed, of course, fully clothed, very modest, and Ben is fully clothed too . . . my lovers, have to go through a certain, period of playing high school, make out, before, we are going anywhere, and men, make the mistake all the time of, once they start having sex, to skip, what gets a woman, hot and bothered, and go straight to, Z, skipping A to Z! Sometimes, not even wham-bam, thank you mam! STUPID! So, we are just laying on the bed, me on the bottom, he is just starting to lay down on top of me, but he is kissing me, as he starts to land on my body, and I am thin, which I would be if I wasn't, chased, 24/7, or having to sit in fast food, restaurants, to write a blog! FUCK! But, just as we are starting to get into, it barely, I think it was Kevin, staff at the Poverello, lol, walks in on us and said, "What are you two doing?" As if we were up in the dorms, at the Pov. where only women can go, but we were in our private apartment, and I said . . . "He is my boyfriend!" Kevin, responds, "You don't have a boyfriend!" LOL! He never sees me with anyone, barely talk to anyone, and basically, when, I have money, just sleep there! LOL! Pretty realistic to the way I am. Then, after being interrupted, I got up and pulled a trench, coat, like you see, in cop movies, or FBI, old school, pull the tie around my waist, alone now with, Ben, being interrupted, I need to leave. That was basically the dream, but the interpretation is what makes is really cool, and it took me and hour or so, to go through my brain, and figure out what the fuck my dream was about?
BEN AFFLECK? WHY THE HELL WOULD I BE DREAMING ABOUT BEN AFFLECK? I LIKE THE GENRE OF MOVIES, GOVERNMENT INTRIGUE, INDEPENDENCE DAY, OLD ONES, LIKE "GOOD WILL HUNTING" . . . BUT, WHY, BEN AFFLECK, ARCO?
OH, STATE OF PLAY!
I started to put together, the connection, didn't Ben Affleck, play that Senator or Congressman, who, was doing research into, GOVERNMENT CONTRACTORS? Oh, yeah, I wrote about that in my blog yesterday and the fucked up reasons for most wars, to make MONEY!
The chick, the Senator was having an affair with, gets pushed in front of a train, by a special ops dude, and she had been doing, research on government contractors, as Affleck's character, was hot on the trial of 14 contractors, that, looked like they were all connected to just one big ass contractor, so all government contracts were really, being, garnered, by on motherfucking, war machine!
And in honor, of Ben Jacobs of the "Guardian" and timely on this too, I remembered that, Russell Crow, played the dogged, investigative journalist, making me think of the body-slamming, now congressman, from Montana, all over the news, but, Crow, is looking into, both the reason the chick was murdered, knew too much, likely, and also, looking into some of the research, she was doing, on the connection between all the government contractors and also, mercenaries, like Erik Prince, finally, heard, some news anchor, mention, the Ceyshelles Islands, but of Blackwater, ilk, and that type of contractor . . . I believe, the mercenary in the story, threatened, Crow, trying to dissuade him, from, going on with his research into this case! Affleck or the Senator is trying to protect his reputation and wife, from his affair, but he also wants this information, to get out, to the press, on government contractors and all the men being killed, for money . . . good stuff!
That movie is just as timely, now, as it was, back, what, about 7 years or so ago? I went with some friends, first, and they bugged the shit out of me, asking me questions, all the way through it, about, government this or that, so much, so that, I missed, some of the nuances, and innuendos, that, I would probably, better understand, now, than I did then . . . complicate, plot, good characters, and very, very, very, killer, information! I went back, a second time and still, don't think, I got some of the content . . . need to look at that movie again!
Oh, I forgot a funny part of the dream . . . When, I told, Kevin, that Ben was like my boyfriend, later in the dream, right after that, Affleck, said, "I'll be your boyfriend." I thought, why was he living with me and making out with me? Future tense! LOL! Arco, good movies, we would probably, get along great, and I think he is on the market? Don't often read, People Magazine, but, last I heard, he and Jennifer, were working on a amiable, divorce . . . good for their kids!
Okay, Ben, give me, about three months, and I can look, like I did in the dream! LOL! Maybe you'll motivate me? Some guy has to be able to? LOL! Smart movies, smart acting, and smart directing! I would probably dig you!
I thought, he was, kissing me, for writing about, the government contracting!
ART REFLECTS OR MIRRORS, LIFE, NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND . . . LIKELY WHOEVER WROTE THAT SCREEN PLAY, WAS INVOLVED, SOMEHOW, WITH THIS TYPE OF SITUATION, POSSIBLE MURDER, AND MAY HAVE JUST WRITTEN ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED, TO THEM?
I WONDERED IF BEN, READS MY BLOG? TONS OF PEOPLE DO, RIGHT UP HIS ALLEY!
KEEP UP THE GREAT MOVIES, TEACHES SOME OF US, STUFF, SO WE AN START TO BUILD A FRAMEWORK, AND CONCEPTUAL BACKGROUND, TO PLUG, NEW INFORMATION IN, WHEN, IT COMES TO US . . . THAT MOVIE, CERTAINLY DID FOR ME!
KISSES, HUGS, LOVES!
SMILE, WHO KNOWS?
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