FEEDING THE BEAR? OR THE BEAR FEEDING ME?
Putin and the Red Bear, Russia
One of the reasons, the government would like to control me, is that people, listen to me, including, world leaders, reading this blog, and I am not one to, cover for the UGLY AMERICAN, and try to tell it like it is, and sometimes that is not pretty, cool, or politically astute, and they want to kill me, but, I do my best, to, in a very balanced and educated, concerned way, try to at least, argue from a real, all American girl stance, because, that is exactly who, I am! I think, I have been held suspect, that, I have favored, Russia, if I compliment, them on this or that, or some other country, who is doing this or that right, or because, I dated a Muslim, that I was palling around with terrorists, when, in reality, the only thing Muslim, I have seen in 4 years, is, lately at McDonald's he apologized, for facing the east and praying. Other than that, I really don't know much, and forgot he was Muslim, until I called him one night, and he was having a study, of the Quran . . . oh? I will call back. I guess you could say, that, given, my background and resume, I can, argue with the best, have drafted the plan on Afghanistan, that President Obama used, have spy DNA in me, father, Air Force, Secret Agent, when I was born, working for the Office of Strategic Service, Intelligence Arm, but, given, my bent for the Constitution, which, has somewhat disappeared, starting back in 1933, with the socialist, New Deal, I will claim, some responsibility, for bringing it back, raging and powerful, as it is becoming again, like the brilliant zombie return, me coming back from the crypt! LOL! This dream, kind of gives hints, to where the pendulum, is swinging.
DREAMSCAPE--SEGMENT 1--ME AND MIKE
In all fairness to Mike, I am 8 years his senior, had, been married, and had 4 kids, by the time we met at Weber State College, turned University, when we were both, English majors, communication minors, while not, knowing, we were competing for anything, both of us, ended up, Honored Humanities Students, and Outstanding English Majors, with a .044 point difference in our GPA, and once I found out that, we were both up for top honors, with this miniscule, difference between, him, being number one, and me being number two, and, being both the feminist, and very competitive person, I am, I went into the department chair's office and argued that, he himself, had given, Mike extensions on his English papers, precursor, for later, court granted continuances, I am sure he has used, and I have never, except, once, when, my private investigator, lowered a bomb on me, during jury instruction; therefore, given the fact, that I had 4 children, often worked through the night, on English papers, it was, unfair, for a single man, with nothing to distract him, to be given the top honor . . . I was unpersuasive the honors were decided, I was #2, not a position, I am used to being in, and it was probably, like law school, discrimination, because, he was allegedly, going to be the breadwinner, and I would never have to worry about, my credentials, because, I had a husband!
Both of us, went on to law school, we graduated, in 1986 from college, he tried talking me into going to law school, because, I was the only one, of the top four, English majors, who was not going . . . ah, newsflash, Mike, I have four children and a husband! So, Mike went, that following fall, and I went 4 years later, or that is how I recall things to be. But, after I was divorced, game on, Mike and I went right back to our competitive natures, when, I visited a common friend in Las Vegas, where he ended up practicing law, and doing very well, but this time, our competition was on the golf course . . . I can't remember what the score was, both pretty good, with a foursome, but, after the game, me driving one golf cart and he the other, I said, you wanna race? NO! I took off, Mike followed, not being ever one to back down, and I believe, I made up for, my undergraduate, .044, lower GPA! Finally, Mike, attracted, both, since we first met, told me, you are too ambitious for me . . . damned right, and that hasn't changed, one iota! Still am!
AUTHORITY DRIVEN LIFE VS. THE UNAUTORIZED, REBEL FORCE!
Mike and I, used to have conversations about, church, or following the prophet of the Mormon Church, me having dreams, hello, that seemed to be individual, guides and indicators, of where, this very unique and individual, free thinking woman, ought to be going in her life, and his more stayed, and predictable, Mormon, path or tract, with, mission, college, marriage, law practice, kids, service in the Church, etc. Now, the one thing that makes good, FBI and CIA, or military, government workers, is to not question the status quo, to follow, your up-line and leader, without, questions, bar nothing, just doing my job, and the buck stops at the boss! We have just seen, two, rebels, one in the Office of Housing and Urban Development, under Dr. Ben Carson, who, didn't prove to be loyal to President Trump, what was his name, Singleton, I believe, and the other, one got shit canned, yesterday, Deere, a member of the National Security Advisory Council, who, not only trashed, Trump, but, commented on Ivanka! LOL!
But, that is not what good little, government, stubbies, do! I LOVED IT, HOWEVER, a friend, tells you what you need to hear, not what you want to hear, and that makes all the difference. Trump, is testing cabinet, and other appointed, members of his administration, by their loyalty, to him, rather than, their loyalty to the country, the Constitution, or the People, they are all to serve! BIG MISTAKE . . . no reason to have other people, just a dictatorship, if you aren't going to listen, to people, more experienced in that, particular, area of government, with, Trump, having jack shit, experience, and lacking in the knowledge of how, things work and run!
So, while both me and Mike, at the time, were active members of the Mormon Church, our orientation and inclinations, were totally different, me relying on personal revelation, dreams, rational thought, and my intelligence . . . with him, it was BLIND OBEDIENCE! Like I mentioned in the title, if the Prophet, told Mike to put a gold ring through his nose, HE WOULD, without questions . . . that was a constant, wedge, point of contention, and issue, in our, friendship and, possible, progress, after divorce, to go, into deeper, areas of interest. I would say, I have, a love/hate relationship with, the Mormon Church, and Mike seemed to epitomize, that, hate side, the love was personal, I just could not see, how, anyone, could, let someone decide for them, what was best, or where their paths of life should go, or what they should do on this or that issue! Needless to say, we parted ways, but, there is for me, at least, always, an interest in, our paths, in the law, coming from exactly the same, educational, background, in English and communications. Mike has, obviously, operated within the true and tried path of the law, Martindel-Hubbard, attorney rating top, me, probably, not listed, and on the naughty list, at least for the government and Santa; however, I would say, I have had a larger, state, national, and world impact, taking the path least travelled!
THAT IS THE CONTEXTUAL FRAMEWORK FOR THE DREAM, OUR IDEOLOGICAL AND PHILOSOPHICAL APPROACHES, TO LIFE, LOVE AND THE LAW! LOL!
In the dream, Mike, I believe, representing, the Mormon Church, wearing the black and white, clothes, very subdued, calm, dignified, and distinguished, and I was just like, checking in on him, to see, what, he was doing, and I don't recall if we got in a fight, which, seemed, when on this subject, was the case, so that, part of our relationship, was not there, and it just appeared, like two friends, attorneys, talking, about, nothing out of the ordinary. Now, I can't remember if, there was someone, else, like a wife, there seemed to be some blonde, in the dream, or it seemed that, there was, but, I don't recall her being much of the dream, and I left, him and possibly a wife, and it seemed like we were in a garden area, or backyard, with a back porch, but, I left, that, but, I also, knew, that, there was still more of the house to get out of . . . but as I approached the front door, all the sudden, a Russian assassin, came though the door with a long gun, or rifle, pointing it and acting as if he was very determined to get someone, and of course, I was alarmed, and tried to dodge, the onslaught, of what, might, be a slaughter, but, to my surprise, he wasn't gunning for me?
My thoughts went to Mike and his wife, or the woman, that, appeared to be in the picture, very minor role, as most Mormon wife's would generally be, if there were two attorneys, discussing this or that, especially, knowing there had been some feelings, between us . . . so, my first thought, was to protect, them, since they didn't know, what was going on, or that this Russian was in their house, and I grabbed to barrel of the gun, and started to wrestle, with the gunman, fighting, very in afraid, for control of the gun, or at least to stop him, from, going into the other rooms of the house. The funny thing was, almost, comic, was, as we were fighting, over the gun, and going further into the house, I said, hey, nice shirt dude! It was almost like a biker version of a Beach Boy, California, surf shirt, but, I connected it to Route 66 print, and design, so, I believe that indicates, more than, just, the style of shirt, but, a way of life, Americana, the byways and highways of America, all that I dig, BBQ's, parades, football, politics, and it became very clear to me, that, this guy, possibly, representing, Russia, who, uses social media, would have access to my blog, daily, like during the Super Bowl, I did a last minute, play by play of the Patriot's amazing game, and stunning upset! That was were the dream ended, and I woke up, like a always do, when, there is a significant dream, of note, now, what did that mean?
PUTIN AND RUSSIA, LED ASTRAY BY MORMON MISSIONARIES, MORMON GOVERNMENT OFFICIALS, AND MAYBE THE NEW GEOPOLITICAL WORLD ORDER? TRUMP PROMISED TO DITCH NATO, PENCE, REAFFIRMED COMMITMENT TO NATO, BUT SAT WITH RUSSIAN, COUNTRIES, NOW UNDER SOVEREIGNTY, LIKE ESTONIA, LITHUANIA, GEORGIA . . . I HAVE TWO MEMBERS OF MY FAMILY, WHO WERE MISSIONARIES TO ESTONIA, ALL THE FBI AND CIA, MORMONS . . . GUNNING FOR THE MORMONS!
- Mike would represent, the traditional, Mormon, very much so . . . boring, dedicated, follows authority, hook, line and sinker . . . very representative of agents too!
- the fact that the Russian, was wearing, the colorful, shirt, to me, could indicate, two things, that, (1) they dig American life! Just like Netanyahu, said, your politics are robust, lively and exciting, and he is jealous, I got the feeling that, my blog, is giving, the global community, an insiders, view of American politics, the role of citizen, contributors, exercising free speech on a grand scale, but, educated, knowledgeable, not only on the American scene, but on world politics, willing to go out on a limb, with an objective, rational, critical, view, of the good and bad, America is doing, in a way, yeah, our shit stinks too! So rather than, hold America, up as the model, for human and political, rights of free speech, addressing grievances, and all the protections, that Trump, is currently, trying to curtail, they are seeing the magic and beauty of the American system, through the eyes of a constitutional law attorney, who, is concerned about, the whole world, and how, our, system, interacts with, others, respecting, as we do, in this melting pot, we call America, all the nations, cultures, religions, races, sexes, gender, disabilities, and suspect, classes of minorities, actually protected from the majority, with protesters, attorneys, and those ready to see that all those constitutional right are protected . . . seeing that peace is possible, as Bebe, said, we can have peace in Israel. But perhaps, and I believe this to be true, that Putin, was jealous, of the elections, he knew all the players, Clinton, Trump, Obama, which, I am sure he had differences with, and, he might have liked to be in the mix, with popularity in America, like no other, Russian leader has, since the cold war, even, a regular, on SNL, seeing that, even comedy, and fun, can come of very serious world issues!
- (2) the significance of the shirt, and me, safe, would indicate to me, that, they love the color, the flavor, the swearing, the sex, religion, politics, football, education, almost with a bird's eye view of life in America, so different, that the boring, stodgy, pasty, Mormons, who come, to open, missionary doors, or agents, who have long, spied on Russia, and Putin would know many of them, and a significant portion of them, would be Mormons, not only in the State Department, but in Embassies and Ambassadors, with the strong, language skills, being the preference for hiring in those areas, with, the Russian assassin, now alive with what is going on, in this country, seeing some really fun, exciting, robust, and entertaining aspects of democracy, and a former foe, being, something of interest and a merging of the east and the west, possibly, working together . . . I think, Trump, offers this excitement and fun, aspect too, and they have known each other, Putin and him, on a very different, level, that he knows, Hillary and President Obama, so, new doors could be opened, but, not at the exclusion of our friends . . . but, I can see how peace can happen, not Trump's way, through nuclear arms races, and weapons, and arsenals that, beef up, government budgets, and contractors, but, in true peace, learning, growing, sharing and have a great time! I think, ultimately, the Mormon version, is boring as shit! This man, wanted to kill the Mormons, who led them astray, may have trashed, America, knowing, my surrogate, Kay, and Brett, my former husband, very pro-Kremlin, communism, but, playing Russia the fool, and presenting, the fake, blogger, the fake mother of the rock star, because, Russians, get our music, and Putin, a cowboy, would have loved my son's, God's Revolver, Little Black Horse, music of the lover's triangle and the dead cowboy, on the black horse, possibly where we get the image from Putin, shirtless on a horse? The gold in the shirt, may represent riches, money, wealth, that came in connection with working with the Mormons, who, stole all my wealth, my sons', and now my daughters, and soon to be other daughter's book, money? They, may have put two and two together, like the Americans refuse to do, protecting the guilty, probably in the FBI and CIA, or at least claiming to be, and feeling like they got robbed, of ME, or my son, the real band, and the real, flavor of America, for this stale, bland, rather, uptight, boring view, being the cheap, knock off, of the fun, cool, rowdy, fabulous, America, they are now seeing with all the dimples, cellulous, farts, but the beauty, the excitement, the freedom, the wonderful, the glorious, and they want blood, from, those who painted a very different picture!
THAT'S MY TAKE . . . WHAT DO YOU THINK?
JUST YESTERDAY, I WAS WRITING ABOUT, THE NAME OF THE RUSSIAN ENVOY, OR ENVY, TO THE U.N., VITALY CHURKIN . . . OR VITAL YOU CHURCH KIN! I WAS VITAL TO THEIR SUCCESS WITH RUSSIA, BUT, THEY CUT ME OUT! AND DENIED, NOT ONLY THE STATE OF UTAH, BUT THE UNITED STATES, BUT THE WORLD, OF THE REAL, JOANN S. SECRIST, J.D., BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK, THAT THE WORLD, IS LEARNING TO DIG EVEN THIS "UGLY AMERICAN" AS I BELIEVE IT WAS, WILLIAM FAULKNER, WHO WROTE, TEH BOOK "THE UGLY AMERICAN"
REAL MATTERS. AUTHENTIC MATTERS. VERIFYABILITY MATTERS. CREDIBILITY MATTERS. THE QUANTUM PHYSICS OF TRUTH, WORK MIRACLES, AND WE CAN'T, SURVIVE OR SUSTAIN LIFE, ON LIES! TO RUSSIA WITH LOVE! KISS, FOR SEEING WHAT, AMERICAN LEADERS, HAVE REFUSED TO SEE, HAVE PROTECTED, THE GUILTY, AND TRIED TO KILL ME! YOU SEE THE VALUE, THEY DON'T, UGLY AMERICA!
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