Wednesday, June 12, 2019

SO. WHAT. I'M STILL A ROCK STAR! MONTANA PERFORMANCE. SEE BACK FOR MORE FUN! SWITCH THE FLIP. I'M HOME-MADE. DANCED WITH MONSTERS. ROUGHNECKS. DUKE CABOOM! #DON'TCRACKUNDERPRESSURE. STAGED.COM. LITTLE THINGS MEAN EVERYTHING! WORLDWIDE FAVS? OLD MEN RULE? NOT ANYMORE. ROBBED BY A "GREENIE" SHERIFF! CAN'T STOP SMILING! MIKE COPY & PRINT. TONY YOUNG. DOUBLE-GLASSES. CLUE DOUBLE-AGENT. RED ON TOP. ZZ TOP. ABC FOX NEWS. BEST SLIDE-OFF. GRACE SLICKER. TICKET TO WIN GAME! THE RESISTANCE. COWBOY FLATS. ALL AMERICAN FOOD. GET YOUR TICKET TO GOODNESS WITH FRUIT & DAIRY. AIN'T THAT AMERICA SOMETHING TO SEE! MT. STORM. SWITCH THE FLIP. FREEDOM IS NOT FREE! HOME OF THE FREE BECAUSE OF THE BRAVE! SOMEBODY IS GOING TO DIE FOR THIS! 26 DEAD BEFORE I LEFT UTAH 7 YEARS AGO. CITY OF BONES. HOW MANY IN MONTANA. HOW MANY IN WASHINGTON? SUBMIT YOURSELF TO ME. AT LEAST FOUR HOT TO TROT GUN-HO YOUNGSTERS, SHOWED UP ON THE BUSES I WAS ON THROUGHOUT THE DAY. IF THEY COULD, THEY SAT RIGHT ACROSS FROM ME, LIKE NOW WHAT? WE SUBMIT. IT DOESN'T WORK THAT WAY . . . MORE INFORMATION. MANY ARE CALLED--FEW ARE CHOSEN. EXAMPLES: (1) DEAD EYE. BOOK BY GREANEY. FICTION IS SOMETIMES, BASED ON REAL LIFE STORIES. A 16 YEARS OLD IS WORKING SOMEWHERE, FINDS HIMSELF IN THE MIDDLE OF AN ATTEMPTED ASSASSINATION OF SOME AMBASSADOR OR SOMEONE OF NOTE. HE ENDS UP KILLING 3 OF THE ASSASSINS SENT TO KILL THE MAN. YOUNGSTER IS RECRUITED FOR SPECIAL FORCES IN THE MARINES OR DELTA FORCE. PROVES SUCCESSFUL THERE CIA RECRUITS. SO GOOD, HE IS TOO HARD TO HANDLE! THEY PUT OUT A "SHOOT-TO-KILL" ORDER BECAUSE HE IS CAUSING DECENT AND DIVISION IN THE RANK AND FILE OF THE INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY AT LARGE! SUCCESS IS WHEN PREPARATION MEETS OPPORTUNITY; (2) THIS SECOND EXAMPLE IS BY ANALOGY. I HEARD THIS ON THE RADIO, "THE BOB BONES SHOW" I THINK. SO THIS DUDE CALLS FOR A HOME DELIVERED PIZZA. PIZZA TRUCK PULLS UP WITH AN OVEN AND TONS OF FRESH HOT PIZZAS. 20 YEAR OLD IN A SPLIT SECOND DECISION, RUSHES PASSED THE PIZZA DELIVERY BOY, AND STEAS THE PIZZA TRUCK AND PULLS UP IN FRONT OF HIS FRIENDS, HOUSE, AND YELLS PIZZA FOR EVERYONE! LOL. OF COURSE HE WAS CHARGED WITH THEFT OF THE DELIVERY TRUCK AND PIZZAS, BUT WHAT A STORY AND WHAT A RUSH! THAT IS KIND OF WHAT THE "GREENIE" SHERIFF DID! BUT, HE WAS FOLLOWING THE RULES OF THE GAME AND THE OLD GUYS AND GALS, RULE, LIARS, CHEATERS, LOSERS, WERE NOT FOLLOWING ANY OF THE RULES AND HAVE NOT FOR A LONG, LONG TIME! MR. CUDDLY, WAS DOING WHAT, ALL AGENTS, ASSETS, COPS AND EVERYONE ARE SUPPOSE TO DO, WITH A PROFESSIONAL DUTY FOR THE HEALTH, SAFETY AND WELARE OF EVEN OTHER CRIMINALS AND TARGETS, PROTECT LIFE FIRST AND WARN THEM, THEIR LIVES ARE IN DANGER! RIGHT IS MIGHT! SOMEONE IS GOING TO DIE FOR THIS! I HAVE A FEELING, THERE HAS BEEN A STRANGLE HOLD ON THIS CITY FOR A LONG, LONG TIME. ODDLY ENOUGH, GOODNESS IS CONTAGIOUS! JUST AS THE FEDS OR THE MOB, OR THE SWARM, ARE SHUTTING ME DOWN, ALL THE SUDDEN, I AM ALIVE AGAIN, PEOPLE ARE QUIETLY UNDER THEIR BREATHS, SAYING, "I LOVE YOUR BLOG." THE YOUNG DUDES ON THE BUS. ALL THE SUDDEN, SOME GUY FROM THE POV. SHOWS UP GIVING ME A VERY SYMBOLIC HAT, BLACK, WITH THE BIG WORD, BLING, WITH A GOLD SPARKLY DUCK BILL, A PINK TRUCK, WITH THE WORDS, "BLACKTOP!" AT FIRST I THOUGHT, THAT IS A BIG GLITZY FOR MY SIMPLE STYLE, BUT, THEN, I THOUGHT, NO, THAT IS TOTALLY WHAT IS HAPPENING, AND PEOPLE ARE SEEING, I FINANCE THEM! THERE IS PLENTY OF MONEY, IT IS JUST IN THE WRONG HANDS! THAT IS THE PROBLEM. I HAVE A FEELING, MOST OF THESE YOUNGER MEN, ARE FURIOUS ABOUT, MY SONS' GETTING THEIR MUSIC STOLEN, EVEN BEFORE THE CD IS OFF THE COMPUTER! OR MY DAUGHTER'S BOOK MONEY, INTERCEPTED, JUST LIKE HER MOTHER'S CASES, LOBBYING EFFORTS, WATER COMPACT, AND BLOGGING! MONTANANS ARE COMMON SENSE TYPE PEOPLE, THEY HAVE BEEN RAPED AND LEFT DESERTED BY THE "COPPER KINGS" FROM BACK EAST, WHO MADE THEIR MONEY, ON THEIR BACKS, AND THE BACKS OF THEIR IMMIGRANT GRANDPARENTS, AND THEY DON'T TAKE KINDLY TO INJUSTICE, OR UNFAIR BUSINESS PRACTICES, OR CRIMINAL ENTERPRISES! DANCING WITH MONSTERS! ROUGHNECKS! I CAN FEEL THE QUANTUM SHIFT IN THE BIG BLUE SKIES OF MONTANA. CORRUPTION IS CONTAGIOUS BUT SO IS HOPE! SIGNS I SAW, THAT, YOUNG DUDE, IS ALREADY PAYING. OLD MEN AND WOMEN RULE, ARE GOING TO TRY TO KEEP THEIR POWER HOLD ON THE COMMUNITY! AS I LEFT THE LAW SCHOOL, YESTERDAY, WAITING AT THE BUS STOP ON AUTHOR, A SHERIFF TRUCK WAS AHEAD OF THE CITY BUS . . . OR IT COULD BE SYMBOLIC OF THE SHERIFF CUTTING OFF THE BUS, OR BEING TWO STEPS AHEAD OF THE "SURPRISE ATTACK" ON ME, WHAT THREE DAYS AGO, AFTER A HARROWING, 6 DAYS OF WHATEVER, ON THE TRAIL TO YELLOWSTONE AND BACK! ANYONE WATCHING ME ON SURVEILLANCE, PROBABLY HAD, SEVERAL DIFFERENT REACTIONS AND FACIAL EXPRESSIONS: (1) WINCING; (2) LAUGHING; (3) TERROR; (4) SMILE; (6) DELIGHT; (7) SHOCK AS THE DRAMA OVER 6 DAYS UNFOLDED! THEY DON'T PLAY BY THE SAME SET OF RULES, YOU AND I DO! THEY SOLD ME. THEY THINK THEY OWN ME. THEY CHARGE ME FEES, FINES, PENALTIES ON MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY! IT COSTS TO CARE ABOUT ME. MY KIDS HAVE PAID. MY FRIENDS HAVE PAID. MY LOVERS HAVE PAID. WHOMEVER TRIES TO HELP COULD BE KILLED, TO THE POINT, I WOULD HAVE ADVISED, ANYONE TO TAKE THE MONEY AND RUN! BRUTAL REPRECUSSIONS! THAT WAS UNTIL, SOMEONE, A TEAM, A GROUP, SAW THE CHAIN OF EVENTS AND STEPPED IN TO SAVE THE DAY AND ME! THAT CHANGED EVERYTHING! SMILE. THERE WERE ALSO, SEVERAL YOUNG, HANDSOME DUDES, BACKPACKING AND I KNEW THEY RECOGNIZED ME IMMEDIATELY, NOBODY SAID A THING. THEY ARE PREPARING FOR WHAT MIGHT STILL BE AHEAD . . . I HAVE A FEELING THIS FIGHT HAS ONLY JUST BEGUN! THE SOUL OF OUR NATION, AND THE WORLD ARE AT STAKE! THIS IS WHERE IT IS AT! LITTLE BIG TOWN, LITTLE BIG STATE! I SAW A GROUP OF TEENS, MALES AND FEMALES, RUNNING ON THE UNIVERSITY OF MONTANA, CAMPUS, ALL IN A GROUP, SOME IN GYM CLOSE, SOME IN PLAIN CLOTHES, BUT SCHOOL IS OUT FOR SUMMER? PREPARING? GETTING FIT? SOME OF THESE KIDS HAVE BEEN READING, THIS BLOG FOR YEARS, ALMOST 6 BY NOW! THEY SEE WHAT IS HAPPENING RIGHT BEFORE THEIR EYES, AND THEY DON'T LIKE IT! THEY ARE FRESH BRAINS, NOT PART OF THE SYSTEMS, WITH IDEAS, DREAMS, AND LIFESTYLES, THEY ARE SEEING SLIP AWAY FROM THEM! FOUR YEARS AGO, THE MAN I WAS RENTING FROM, TOLD ME, THAT THERE WERE RUSSIAN TANKS, IN THE BACKWOODS OF MONTANA . . . I DIDN'T BELIEVE HIM, THEN, BUT, IN RETROSPECT, I DO NOW! THIS IS SCARY BEYOND BELIEF . . . YOU NEED TO PLAY THIS GAME AS IF AMERICA COULD LOSE! I CAN FEEL THE ENERGY. I CAN FEEL THE PULSE! I HAVE THE YOUNG SALUTE ME ON THE STREETS, AND RAISE THEIR FISTS, IN A SIGN OF THE RESISTANCE! WE HIGH FIVE EACH OTHER! THEY ARE CHOMPING AT THE BIT, AFTER SITTING AROUND READING AND LEARNING FOR ALMOST 6 YEARS. WE ARE SEEING HIGH SCHOOL AND JUNIOR HIGH GIRLS, SHOW UP, LONG BEFORE THEY CAN VOTE, TO KEEP WOMEN'S REPRODUCTIVE FREEDOMS AND RIGHTS, OPEN, FIGHTING EVEN YEARS BEFORE THEY CAN VOTE, BUT VOTE THEY WILL! YOUR VOICE COUNTS! THIS IS OUR COUNTRY! WE LIKE IT THE WAY IT IS! AIN'T THAT AMERICA SOMETHING TO SEE! LAND OF THE FREE! WE DON'T WANT A DICTATOR, OR A KING, OR A DESPOT, OR A TYRANNICAL LEADER WHO TAKES AWAY OUR LONG, FOUGHT FOR RIGHTS, WITH THE BLOOD OF ANCESTORS ON THIS LAND AND FORIEGN SOIL! THESE KIDS ARE GOING TO BE A FORCE TO RECKON WITH, AND IF YOU DON'T THINK THEY WERE LEARNING AND LISSTENING TO THIS BLOG, SEEING THE INJUSTICE, THE UNCONSTITUTIONAL ACTIONS, THE CRIMINAL BEHAVIOR, YOU ARE DEAD WRONG! SO, YESTERDAY, SEEING THE SHERIFF'S TRUCK, CUTTING OFF THE BUS, THE NEXT THING I NOTICED, IN RAPID, SUCCESSION, A FIRE TRUCK, WITH ITS LIGHTS ON, WAS SQUARED OFF AGAINST, THE SHERIFF'S TRUCK, PARKED, ACROSS THE STREET FROM THE COURTHOUSE! I THINK THE COURTHOUSE IS A SECOND HOME FOR THE SHERIFFS, AND THEY, LIKE ATTORNEYS, ARE OFFICERS OF THE COURT! THE SHERIFF, OPERATES, INDEPENDENT OF OTHER, LAW ENFORCEMENT AGENCIES, AND HE OR SHE, TRADITIONALLY, WAS THE FIRST, LAW ENFORCEMENT OFFICER IN THE STATE, THERE TO PROTECT, CITIZENS' PROPERTY, HIRED TO WATCH IT WHILE THEY WERE GONE! HE OR SHE IS ELECTED, TO OFFICE, UNLIKE, CITY COPS, WHO ANSWER TO THE MAYOR, OR THE HIGHWAY PATROL, WHO ANSWERS TO THE GOVERNOR, THE SHERIFFS, WORK FOR WE THE PEOPLE, ELECTED BY US, AND OF US, AND FOR US! THEY ARE PART OF THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, BUT, DIFFERENT! WHICH IS A GOOD THING! ANOTHER BUILT IN CHECK AND BALANCE, TO OTHER LAW ENFORCEMENT AGENCIES, WHO DON'T HAVE AS MUCH INDEPENDENCE! AS OFFICERS OF THE COURTS, SERVICE OF PROCESS GUYS AND GALS, THEY ARE ONE OF THOSE, GRAY AREAS, THAT FALLS INBETWEEN, THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH AND THE JUDICUAL BRANCH! GOOD EGGS! IT DOESN'T SURPRISE ME THAT, THEY WOULD, BE THE ONES TO STEP UP AND DO SOMETHING! LOCAL, STATE, AND FEDERAL COPS, DON'T REALLY CARE FOR EACH OTHER, AND LOCALS, GET PISSED, WHEN THE FEDS ARE CALLED IN, AND THEY HAVE THE POWER TO MAKE THEM LEAVE, AND TO INVITE THEM, ON A CASE, WITHIN THEIR JURISDICTION, AND THE ONLY TIME THEY OUTRANK THEM, IS WHEN A CRIME IS CROSSING, STATE LINES, BETWEEN TWO STATES! FEDERAL DOESN'T MEAN BETTER OR BIGGER. I HAVE SEEN SOME AMAZING, ACTIONS, INSIGHTS, PLANS, FROM LOCAL COPS, TO CATCH, CRIMINALS, USING, CRITICAL THINKING, EXPLORING CREATIVELY, AND, LIVING ETHICALLY. WE RUB SHOULDERS WITH OUR SHERIFFS, AND COPS, NOT SO WITH THE FEDS! THE PRESIDENT, ISN'T OVER A SHERIFF! BACK IN THE DAYS OF THE CIVIL WAR, THE SOUTHERNERS, REFUSED, TO BEND TO A STRONG FEDERAL GOVERNMENT, THEY WANTED STATE'S RIGHTS, SEEING THE FEDERAL GOVERNMENT WAS FORMED BY THE STATES, SO WHEN THE CIVIL WAR WAS LOST, THEY SET UP SOMETHING CALLED THE "POSEE COMITATUS ACT" THAT WAS PASSED IN LIKE THE 1800'S TO LIMIT THE FEDERAL GOVERNMENTS POWERS, THE ARMY PARTICULARLY, COULD NOT BE USED ON DOMESTIC SOIL, TO ENFORCE THE LAWS, THAT WAS UP TO THE LOCAL COUNTY SHERIFFS! WE SAY PRESIDENT TRUMP BEING VERY LIMITED, TO WHAT HE COULD DO USING THE MILITARY ON THE BORDER, IN STATES! THEY ARE NOT LAW ENFORCEMENT AND, THEY COULD PUT UP FENCES, BARBWIRE, OR, DO CERTAIN THINGS WITH THE REFUGEES OR IMMIGRANTS, BUT THEIR POWERS WERE LIMITED! WE SAW, THE SHOWDOWN, IN BUNKERVILLE, NEVADA, BETWEEN THE BLM AND FEDS, DEALING WITH THE RADICAL, CLIVEN BUNDY AND CREW, BRINGING IN THE MILITIAS FROM SEVERL STATES, TO HELP PROTECT THEIR PROPERTY AND STOP THE SELL OF ALL THEIR CATTLE TO PAY FOR, THEIR GOVERNMENT LEASING AND GRAZING RIGHTS! THE LOCAL SHERIFF ON THE COUNTY, BUNDY LIVED IN BECAME A FOCAL POINT GUARD, AND A GO BETWEEN THE FEDS AND THE RANCHER, WHICH IS A HUGE, RECOGNITION OF THE IDEA OF THE "POSSE COMITATUS." SO, THAT IS COOL. YESTERDAY, I WENT OVER TO TARGET, TO GET SOME BATTERIES FOR MY CHEAP OLD SCHOOL RADIO, MY KIDS DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT IS WAS, AND TO GET DIET COKE AND GHIRARDELLI MILK CHOCOLATE AND CARAMELS. I JUST CHILLED IN THE STARBUCKS, AND STORE CAFE. ALL THE SUDDEN THIS DUDE, WHO, I RECOGNIZED, SLIMY, GREASY HAIR, SKINNY, WHO I AM SURE, IS ON MY FATHER'S PAYROLL, WHO CALLS THE COPS EVERYTIME HE SEES ME? MY DAD HAS DAUGHTER ISSUES! I THOUGHT IT THAT, THAT DIRTY LITTLE SNAKE? MAYBE NOT. THEN, ABOUT 15 MINUTES LATER, I NOTICE A SHERIFF PULL IN, RIGHT UP FRONT, RIGHT IN FRONT OF WHERE I AM, HINT, HINT, HINT, WARNING ME? MAYBE. HE WAS HOT TOO. ROBO COP? OR REAL? AT FIRST I PACKED UP MY SHIT, READY TO MAKE A BREAK FOR IT--I ACT CRIMNAL, BECAUSE, THEY HAVE CHASED ME WITHOUT CAUSE AND CHARGES! WHICH CAME FIRST THE CHICKEN OR THE EGG? LOL. THEN, I DECIDED, NAH, HE WASN'T THERE FOR ME. THEN, I SAW SOMEONE, RUNNING THROUGH THE PARKING LOT--SOMEONES GOING TO DIE FOR THIS! LOL. WELL IT IS NOT GOING TO BE ME! I ALWAYS ERROR IN THE SIDE OF SAFETY. I AM IN THE CATEGORY OF THAT DUDE IN "DEAD EYE" SO GOOD, THEY HAVE TO KILL ME . . . BUT IT IS NOT GOING TO BE TODAY! LOL. I HIT THE WOMEN'S RESTROOMS, AND SEE ONE OF THE STRANGEST, BY FAR, SIGHTS, I HAVE EVER SEEN, AND TOTALLY, SYMBOLIC! LOL. NOW, ANYONE WHO WOULD KNOW ME, MY ISSUE FOR FREEDOM, LIBERTY, WOULD KNOW, THAT I HATE THE SMALL BATHROOMS, WITH TIGHT QUARTERS, AND ADD A BACKPACK TO THIS ASS, AND IT IS NEARLY IMPOSSIBLE TO TURN IN THOSE FUCKING THINGS! SO, IF I WERE TO QUESS THAT THIS WAS AGAIN, STAGED, I WOULD HAVE TO SAY, RIGHT ON! SO, I OPEN THE LARGER RESTROOM DOOR, AND, THE TOILET SEAT, HAD, TONS OF TOILET TISSUE, COVERING THE SEAT, SO MUCH SO, IT LIKED LIKE, A PAPER BIG FOOT, OR SASQUATCH, OR IT FROM THE OLD MUNSTER SHOW! LOL. THE PERSON COJLD HAVE TAKEN THE TISSUE ON THE WALL, AND COVERED THE TOILET SEAT, BUT THAT WAS NOT THE INTENT, I DON'T THINK, BECAUSE, SOMEONE WENT TO A WHOLE LOT OF TROUBLE, WORK, EVEN, TO CAREFULLY, LAY ALL THIS TISSUE IN RELALTIVELY SMALL PIECES, ALL OVER THE TOILET, ALMOST LIKE A TOILET PAPER THRONE! LOL. I WAS LIKE--WHAT THE FUCK? NOBODY HAD USED IT SO? LOL. WAS SOMEONE, MAYBE EVEN THE STAGED SHERIFF, MR. HOT, USING HIS APPEARANCE, TO SEND ME, OF COURSE, INTO COVER, ONLY TO SEE THE SIGN? MAYBE. IT WASN'T UNTIL AFTER, I PUSHED ALL THE TOILET TISSUE ON THE FLOOR, SO MUCH, IT WOULD HAVE GLOGGED THE TOILET, IF FLUSHED, DIDN'T WANT THAT, BUT FLATTERED IF IT IS WHAT IT APEPARS TO BE! EVERYONE DESERVES A SECOND CHANCE! ME AND THE COPS! LOL. SEE BACK FOR MORE FUN! LOL. YOU GOT IT! LOL. SO, THEN, I WALK BACK TO CATCH THE BUS, AND RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE BENCH IS ANOTHER SIGN, OF COPS . . . THERE WAS JUST ONE, PLASTIC ZIP TIE, IN THE SHAPE OF A SMILY FACE OR SMILE? LIKE THE SHERIFF WAS SAYING WE KNOW THE WORST THING YOU HAVE DONE, IS CAUSE A FEW PROTESTS! LOL. THESE ARE THE MAKE-SHIFT HANDCUFFS, COPS USE ON PEACEFUL PROTESTERS! COOL. AGAIN, A SMILE. NO DOUBT I HAVE BEEN FRAMED FOR WORSE, BUT, I HAVE NEVER EVEN TALKED TO A COP, PERSONALLY, IN 7 YEARS IN MONTANA, WITH TWO GOING TO SEATTLE AFTER THE KALISPELL MOB OR COPS, PLACED A BOMB IN MY ROOM AT THE ECONOLODGE, OR HIRED AN ASSASSIN, ON THE 4TH OF JULY, OR, PLANTED A REMOTE CONTROL DEVICE TO BLOW, IN MY AIR CONDITIONER, WITH THE LIGHTS FLASHING--STOPPED IT WHEN, I PULLED THE PLUG! LOL. WHOOOPS FORGOT IT NEEDED ELECTRIC JUICE! BACK FOR SOME MORE FUN? LOL. THAT IS WHERE, I FIRST LIVED, AND THAT IS WHERE, SHELLEY, KAY, BRETT, FRANK, JACK, AND OTHERS, MIGRATED TO, AFTER, I SPOKE AT THE WHITEFISH LIBRARY, AFTER THE FBI RAIDED, THE 31 MARIJUANA GROWERS, IN MONTANA, AND THE ACLU SHOWED THE "CODE OF THE WEST" ABOUT THE LEGISLATIVE BATTLES OVER THE LAW FOR MEDICAL MARIJUNA, MY PREVIOUS, 2.5 MONTHS WITHOUT SEEING A COP, IN MONTANA, WAS SHATTERED OVERNIGHT! BUT FOR THE AMTRAK COPS, WHO WERE ON MY ASS, 7 MONTHS BEFORE, I EVER RODE AN AMTRAK TRAIN--SHELLEY WEARING A WIG, USING MY ID! JUST LIKE THE IRON COUNTY, CHARGES FOR NO INSURVANCE, AND REGISTRATION ON MY FORD RANGER--YEAH, I CANCELLED, IT, WHEN, THE SHERIFFS, OR FRANK, SHELLEY, ROBO COPS, ILLEGALLY, UNLAWFULLY, UNCONSTITUTIONALL, AND CRIMINALLY ROBBED ME OF $20,000 IN PROPERTY! THAT IS NOT WHAT SHERIFFS DO! NO DUE PROCESS AND NO CRIME! OLD GUYS DON'T PLAY BY THE RULES! GUESS WHAT THE NEW GUYS DO! LOVE YOU! GIRLS LIKE YOU . . . DADDY TRYING TO STOP THE CURB ATTRACTION! HOT & DELICIOUSLY JUICY. SUGAR ME . . . I'M STICKY SWEET! POUR SOME SUGAR ON ME, FIRE ME UP! OKAY. NOW THE CIA, THEY LIKE THEIR MEN, AND WOMEN, LIGHT AS CATS, SO THEY CAN SNEAK UP ON YOU AND POUNCH! SURPRISE ATTACKS, PLANT BUGS, CREEP UP YOUR STAIRS WITHOUT YOU HEARING. GIVE ME THE PURE 100% BOYS! LOL. SO THIS MORNING, EARLY, MAYBE BEFORE, 7:00 AM, CAUGHT THE 5:35 AM, BUS 11 TO THE AIRPORT SO I COULD READ THE PAPER, AND, WATCH THE SUN COME UP OVER THE MISSOULA MOUNTAINS, AND WATCH THE CITY WAKE UP, LIKE I HAVE FOR, YEARS WHEN, I AM IN TOWN! I WAS FULLY INTENDING ON GETTING SIGNED UP FOR THE SWIMMING POOL, UNTIL I HEARD, AN AD FOR THE WOMEN'S CLUB, NO SIGN UP FEES, AND NO CONTRACTS--JUST MY KIND OF DEAL! BUT, YESTERDAY, I MENTIONED IN MY BLOG, I WAS GOING TO SIGN UP FOR THE POOL? MMMMM. DADDY BEAR PROTECTING, BABY AND HAS, GALS WIRED IN AT THE CLUB? PROBABLY. I HAD THE WRONG STREET ANYWAY, FORGOT IT WAS DOWN THE STREET FROM KRISPY KREME DONUTS, AND THOUGHT IT WAS DOWN THE STREET FROM MCDONALD'S . . . TWO LOCAL JOINTS I LIKE TO FREQUENT, HOW CONVENIENT, BREAKFAST, THEN, WORK OUT! LOL. PERFECT. I WAS TRYING TO FIGURE OUT, HOW TO GET BREAKFAST, AT MCD'S ON BROADWAY, AND GET TO THE SWIMMING POOL, WITHOUT WORKING OUT TO GET THERE, SO I WOULDN'T BE TIRED BEFORE I GO SWIMMING! GETTING LAZY, USED TO DO TAHT ALL THE TIME, OR DO I HAVE PTSD, FROM, SURPRISE ATTACKS AT THE POOL, BEFORE AND AFTER LA FITNESS IN SEATTLE, FOLLOWED BY FUEL FITNESS, HELENA CAPTIAL CITY GYM, LAS VEGAS PLANET FITNESS, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH, ALL THE PLACES, I HAVE TRIED TO GO, BUT HAVE HITS, AND ASSASSINS, OR FEDS, CRAWLING UP MY ASS, CONDITIONING ME TO AVOID GETTING THIN! BUT, AS FATE WOULD HAVE IT, I NOTICE, MR. BUFF, GETTING OUT OF HIS BLACK TRUCK, AT MCD'S, THIS IS BEFORE, I KNOW, I AM ON THE WRONG STREET, THAT I SHOULD BE SITTING IN KRISY KREME RIGHT NOW, BUT, MR. BUFF, STRUTTING HIS STUFF, COP. COP. COP, COMES IN MCD'S, ACTING ALL NON-CHALANT, CHECKS ME OUT, 100% PURE BEEF, HOT, DELICIOUS AND JUICY, OH, YEAH, THEN, PUTS HIS SUNGLASSES ON, AS IF, I DIDN'T NOTICE, HIM NOTICE ME, LIKE HE DOESN'T CARE . . . TOO COOL . . . I WEAR MY SUNGLASSES AT NIGHT! LOL. I LOVE TO WATCH YOU STRUT! FROM ALL OVER . . . TELL MY DAD, I GOT THE WRONG STREET! THE WOMAN'S CLUB IS ON STRAND! HE WANTS ME TO BE STRANDED, BACK IN CONTROL TERRITORY! DUKE CABOOM! OLD GUYS DON'T RULE ANYMORE . . . YOUNG STUDS ARE TAKING OVER. MY JOB NOW, IS TO LOOK AS HOT AS POSSIBLE AND KEEP POURING SUGAR ON THEM! THAT SEEMS TO WORK BEST! GOTTA LOVE IT! BUS 4 BONER PLEASE! LOL. DADDY KNOWS MY PAST! I REMEMBER HIM LECTURING ME AFTER, HE HAD JUST ENTERTAINED A FEW OF MY DOUBLE-BOOKED, DATES, FOR ONE NIGHT . . . YES, I HAVE ALWAYS ABUSED MEN! LOL. HE SAID HE KNEW GIRLS, WOMEN, LIKE ME . . . SOMEDAY, THEY WILL HAVE PLAYED ALL THEIR GAMES, AND FIND THEMSELVES, ALONE. WHEN IS THAT SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN DAD? I AM PUSHING, 65! LOL. GOING ON 25! YOU SEE, THE OLD MEN, DON'T GET IT! TO THEM, WITH ALL MY DEGREES, EXPERIENCE, TRAINING, SKILLS, TALENTS, HONORS, MORE THAN, ALL OF THEM COMBINED, NOT TO MENTION HIS AVERAGE DAUGHTERS, HE STILL LOOKS, AS DO, THE OTHER OLD MEN, AS TITS AND ASS! ALL TOTAL, PROBABLY THE RICHEST PERSON, IN THE WORLD! MONEY IS IN THE WRONG HANDS! SO. WHAT? I'M STILL A ROCK STAR! THE YOUNGER GUYS, LOVE SMART, LOVE, CONFIDENCE, LOVE, THE CHALLENGE, LOVE THE BRAIN, LOVE THE BODY THAT IS ATTACHED TO THE MIND! THEY GET IT THAT THE BRAIN IS THE LARGEST SEX ORGAN! THEY HAVE NO PROBLEM, GETTING IT UP FOR ME! I TURN THEM THE HELL ON, THE POWER, THE PERFECTION, THE POWER OF LOVE, TRANSCENDS, LOOKS! BEAUTY, AND I HAVE THAT TOO, IS ONLY SKIN DEEP! DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER, PARTICULARLY, IF THAT CLAIMED AUTHOR, IS NOT THE WRITER! AUTHENTICITY IS IN VOGUE RIGHT NOW AND ALWAYS, HAS BEEN! WHO CARES WHAT ANNE RULE, CRIME WRITER, LOOKS LIKE? FUCK SHE, WORKED SIDE BY SIDE WITH, TED BUNDY, HANDSOME SERIAL KILER, ON A SUICIDE HOT LINE! I DANCED WITH MONSTERS! I LIVED TO TELL . . . I DON'T CARE NO MORE! MENDENHALL COMMERCIAL LAUNDRY EQUIPMENT! I WILL RAT OUT EVERY CRIMIKNAL ENTERPRISE, THESE MONSTERS, TOUCHED! I BLEW OUT MY FLIP FLOP! RAISED FOR LIFE! YOU MAKE LOVIN' FUN . . . IT'S ALL I WANT TO DO! PAIN IS YOUR NAME IN THIS TATTOO. FAIL UNTIL YOU SUCCEED! LOOK WHAT GOD GAVE HER, HOW PERFECT HE MADE HER! RIP-N-DIP! MADE TO PLAY! KEEP ON ROCKIN' ME BABY! MT. STORM. JEFF FOXWORTHY. MIKE COPY & PRINT. OPERATION CHIEF--TONY YOUNG. OH, AFTER SEEING THE FIRE TRUCK, WITH LIGHTS ON THE SHERIFF'S TRUCK, SIGN FOR, WE ARE GOING TO FIRE HIM! GOES WITH THE TERRITORY! I SAW A VERY HOT, YOUNG MAN, RUNNING WITH HIS SHIRT OFF, BLACK RUNNING SHORTS, SWEATING, BUT FREE! FREEDOM IS NOT FREE, BUT, AFTER YOU PAY, YOU HIT A ZONE, OF FREEDOM, LIKE FEW WILL EVER KNOW! YOU HIT LEGEND STATUS, SO, FUCKING YOUNG, RUN, RUN, RUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FREEDOM, BRAVEHEART! ALWAYS BE OPERATIONAL READY! IT'S A RUSH! ADRENILINE PLUS! JACKED FOR 7 YEARS! GROWING YOUNGER, AND YOUNGER EACH YEAR! PAYMENT FOR FREEDOM? AS THE OLD DOGS, AND DAWGS, GROW OLD AND FRAIL, I AM YOUNGING! DROP 50, 1040 EZ. TO 1030 EZ! LOL. AGE IS ONLY A NUMBER! BLOCKING MY EXERCISE ROUTINES, FOR YEARS, BUT, JUST KEEP CHASING ME, DUDES, AND YOU WILL BRING ABOUT YOUR OWN WORST FEARS . . . I WILL HAVE GONE FULL CIRCLE, LOOKING, ALMOST EXACTLY LIKE I DID, AT THE TIME THE GOVERNMENT DECIDED, TO KILL ME BECAUSE, I WAS TOO HOT TO HANDLE, AND, TOO MANY, TOP BRASS ASSES, DIDN'T WANT TO FIGHT OVER ME! I'M BACK! MR. STRUT, COULD ROLE ME AROUND LIKE A RAG-DOLL! LUCKY'S MARKET! I REMEMBER, ONE ONE OF MY FRIENDS, FARM BOY, RANCHER, IN HIS 70'S, PICK ME UP, AFTER NOT SEEING ME FOR A FEW YEARS, AND SWINGING ME AROUND, LIKE A LITTLE DOLL! IMPRESSED TO SAY THE LEAST, AND I WAS, 100% PURE BEEF TOO! I LOOK LIKE TINKER BELL TO SOME OF THESE GUYS! DON'T DIET, GET A BIGGER BOY! LOL. I AM A PROBLEM SOLVER! THEY JUST KEEP GETTING HOTTER! CATMANDU. RAMPAGE. WARSAW. WOLF MOUNTAIN.

IT'S TIME FOR A CHANGE!

IN PRAISE OF YOUNGER MEN, WOMEN!

MUSTARD SEED DELIVERY

I WANT SOMETHING JUST LIKE THIS!

RUNNIN' DOWN THE DREAM!

EVERYTHING . . . NOW CARE?  FROM NOSE TO TOES!

FAIRY TALE, SOMEONE I CAN KISS!

I'M FUNKING OUT EVERYDAY!

PLAY THAT FUNKY MUSIC, WHITE BOY!

BOZEMAN MUSEUM OF ROCK!

CASH ONLY.

HIDIN' OUT IN KANSAS?
TRASH.

FIND "THE DITCH AND THE DELTA" ON BANDCAMP!

SUSAN P. SAVAGE . . . KEVIN BLOCKED!

TRUE.

SERVICE TO THE COMMUNITY

ROMANCE SUPERSTORE!

SHOOTING AT THE WALLS OF FIRE, BANG, BANG . . . I AM THE WARRIOR!

NEVER HANG ONTO A JOB, IN EXCHANGE FOR DOING THE RIGHT THING!

ALL YOU DO IS CLIMB FASTER, FURTHER, BETTER, FREER!

LEARN TO LET GO!

SOMETIMES GRAVITY SUCKS!

AIN'T THAT AMERICA, SOMETHING TO SEE?
LITTLE PINK HOUSES FOR YOU AND ME!
LAND OF THE FREE!

ENVY OF THE WORLD!

THEY REALLY WANTED TO KILL OFF, 80% OF US, SAVE 20% ROUGHLY, TO SERVE THE 1%!

FUCK THAT SHIT!
JOIN THE RESISTANCE!

GOD, I LOVE THIS LIFE!

GOTTA LOVE THIS AMERICAN RIDE!

WE'LL PUT A BOOT UP YOUR ASS, IT'S THE AMERICAN WAY!

OH, YEAH!

RELAX WHEN YOU WANNA COME . . . RELAX, GET TO IT, DON'T DO IT, RELAX, WHEN, YOU WANNA COME . . . OH, OH, OH . . . EXPLOSION!

POUR SOME SUGAR ON ME!

YOU GOT IT!

GRACE SLICK HERE!
SMILE

Tuesday, June 11, 2019

IT'S ON! I SMELL SEX & CANDIED HAIR . . . SEE THE PLAN. SLUG BUG. CURB ATTRACTION. JEFF FOXWORTHY. TOP GUN. JOINT OPERATION WITH MISSOULA COUNTY SHERIFFS DEPARTMENT? INTEL SEEMS TO INDICATE THAT . . . MY FIRST IMPRESSION WAS, SOME YOUNG LOCAL STUD WHO WAS IN ON THE PLAN, DID THIS. DOUBLE-GLASSES. HIGH & TIGHT. BALL CAP. ALL EASY CHANGES. SMALL CHANGES BIG DIFFERENCE. THE NATURAL TEMPTATION IS TO PUT THIS INTO THE BOX OR THE CONTEXT THAT MAKES SENSE IN YOUR LIFE AT THE TIME OR IN THE RECENT PAST. . . THIS HAD TO BE SOMEONE I KNEW OR KNOW? NOT NECESSARILY. THINK CRITICALLY. EXPLORE CREATIVELY. LIVE ETHICALLY. OPEN TO MORE INTEL. SO, YESTERDAY AFTERNOON, ABOUT 5:30 PM-ISH, I WAS AT THE BROADWAY BURGER KING. ALL THE SUDDEN THIS SIREN COMES OUT OF NOWHERE, AND A SHERIFF'S BLACK & WHITE, RIPS DOWN THE STREET. EVERYTHING IS SYMBOLIC, RIGHT, LIGHTS FLASHING, GOING TO THE RESCUE? MAYBE ME TOO. OPEN TO THE POSSIBILITY. THEN, RIGHT AFTER DINNER, I PICKED UP, BUS #4 TO BONNER, MY FAVORITE RIDE, TO LET MY DINNER SETTLE, AND JUST CHILL OUT--THEN, SECOND WITNESS, CONFIRMATION, WHAT THE FUCK . . . ALL THE SUDDEN, A SHERIFF'S BLACK & WHITE, SUV, CUTS RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE BUS, OR, SYMBOLICALLY, GOES DOWN THE CROSS STREET, IN FRONT OF THE BUS, NOTHING ILLEGAL TRAFFIC WISE . . . IF I WERE TO DO THE PSYCHIC THING, TO SOLVE THE PUZZLE, I WOULD SAY, MY FIRST IMPRESSION WAS RIGHT, BUT MAYBE NOT COMPLETE . . . SO LAST NIGHT, CHECKING IN AT THE POV., I STOPPED TO GET SOME SOAP AND SOME SHAMPOO & CONDITIONER, BUT, THERE WAS A NEW SYMBOL, SOUNDS CRAZY, BUT, IT WORKS, IF YOU GET IT, PEOPLE CAN'T HELP DISCLOSING WHO AND WHAT THEY ARE! SO THERE ARE NORMALLY, THESE LITTLE CUTE PURPLE FISH, WHICH, I LOVE, BECAUSE, WHAT IS A CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY, PURPLE RAIN, PURPLE RAIN, OR A MIX BETWEEN, THE RED & BLUE, OR REPUBLICANS AND DEMOCRATS! BUT, LAST NIGHT, SITTING ON TOP OF A SMALL PLASTIC CONTAINER, OF SHAMPOO, SAT AN ORANGE FISH? TOP DOG ON THE RESCUE OPERATION WAS JUST SMART, NOT NECESSARILY SOMEONE YOU KNEW, THEY JUST SAW THE PLAN AND BLOCKED IT! THEN, I NOTICED, A BUNCH OF ORANGE, MY COLOR FOR SMART, ORANGE IS THE NEW BLACK, CLASS ACT, THEN, MY MIND WENT TO THE DATING SITE, "PLENTY OF FISH!" SO PLENTY OF SMART FISH! INTERESTING, LUMINATION STUDS! NOT NECESSARILY REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT, BUT, JUST SIMPLE SMART AND PATRIOTS, COMMITTED TO THE CONSTITUTION AND THE COUNTRY! NOW, MOST OF MY READERS, MIGHT NOT BE FAMILIAR WITH THE TERM, HE'S A GOOD EGG, OR HE'S A BAD EGG, REFERRING TO THE TYPE OF PERSON THIS MAN OR WOMAN IS. SO THIS MORNING, AGAIN, DIFFERENT, THAT THE NORMAL OF THREE AND A HALF YEARS, I HAVE BEEN KICKIN' IT AT THE POV. THE BIG BOWL, A CONSTANT OF, WHITE AND BROWN, BOILED EGGS, WERE DYED, GREEN AND RED? WHAT THE FUCK? EGGS ARE TYPICALLY COLORED AT EASTER, BUT, WHAT IS THIS? THEN, I THOUGHT OF MY REFERENCE TO NEW "GREEN HEAT" OR A NEW GENERATION OF FRESH HEALTHY COPS! YEAH! BUT, THERE WERE "RED" EGGS TOO. THE RED COLOR ALWAYS SYMBOLIZES, FAME, POWER, PASSION, ENERGY, THE SCARELT LETTER, WAS RED, BUT CAME TO BE THE SYMBOL OF "ANGEL" RATHER THAN, "ADULTERER." IF WE ARE BEING FESTIVE, IT COULD REPRESENT CHRISTMAS. THERE IS A FUNNY AD ON A LOCAL RADIO STATION, "JACK 105.9 OR SOMETHING CLOSE TO THAT, AND, AS MY INTENT WAS YESTERDAY, TO GO SIGN UP FOR THE MISSOULA AQUATIC CENTER, AND START EXERCISING . . . SAID TO MR. COZY, GIVE ME THREE WEEKS, AND I CAN SHOW A DIFFERENCE IN ABOUT ONE WEEK; HOWEVER, I HAVE PTSD, BECAUSE, ALL MY EX'S AND THEIR BITCHES, SEE ME START TO LOSE WIEGHT, AND THEY FREAK, OR THEY TAKE OVER THE ACCOUNT, TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE IT IS THEM, WORKING OUT, NOT ME! BUT, THE FUN AD, SAID, JACK IS GETTING HIS SUMMER BOD ON, AND IT WILL BE READY BY DECEMBER! LOL. AT THIS RATE, MORE, HONEST! LOL. SO, WHO IN THE STAFF OR KITCHEN STAFF, WOULD KNOW, I WROTE THAT ON MY NOTES FOR TODAY? THERE ARE SEVERAL DUDES IN THE KITCHEN, ALL FORMER MILITARY, ALL SMART, ALL, KNOW, ME AND HAVE, FOR YEARS, COULD BE AGENTS? WITH MODERN DAY LISTENING DEVICES, SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS EVERYWHERE, IT IS POSSIBLE FOR SOMEONE TO HAVE HEARD THE RADIO STATION, SAW ME LAUGH, SAW ME TAKE NOTES, AND FIGURED, THAT I MIGHT, GET THE SYMBOLISM, OF THE DYED, GREEN AND RED EGGS! IT COULD BE SAYING, THROUGH, COMMUNICATING WITHOUT COMMUNICATING, THAT THIS IS GOING TO TAKE LONGER, TO CLEAR UP, THAN, THREE WEEKS, OR THREE MONTHS, JUST BE PATIENT, WE ARE ON IT! VERY COOL. HUCKLEBERRY SMOOTHIES! KISS. THANKS TO THE UNITED WAY, FOR THEIR $10,000 DONATION, TO HELP THE POV. GET UP AND GOING AGAIN! KISSES! MONTANA IS AN INTERESTING, STATE, IT HAS EITHER THE TOP 1 OR 2, STATE PER CAPTIA, OF MEMBERS IN ANY STATE, OF MILITARY. THAT MAKES THEM THE PERFECT, STATE, WITH, TONS OF TRAINED, DUDES AND GALS, SOME WITH SPECIALIZED, TRAINING, ALL MIXED IN WITH, THE POV. RIF RAF! LOL! PERFECT PLACE TO BE. LIKE I SAID, I HAVE HAD, THREE AND FOUR STAR GENERALS, TRACK ME DOWN, AT THE POV. OR MCDONALD'S, ADVERTISING WHERE I STAY AND WRITE, BACK THREE YEARS AGO! SOME DUDE, WALKED BY THIS MORNING, TOTALLY, LOOKED, TOP GUN TYPE, MILITARY TRAINED. TWO NIGHTS AGO, SOME GUY, WALKED OUT OF THE POV. WEARING A STAFF NAME TAG, WHO CAME OUT OF THE BUILDING, AT 8:30 PM, OR SO, CHECK IN TIME, AND HE LOOKED TOTAL FED TO ME! THERE IS A SURVEILLANCE CAMERA RIGHT OVER THE BACK DOOR, OR TO THE RIGHT, THAT COULD HAVE CAUGHT, HIM . . . GOOD EGG OR BAD EGG? HARD TO SAY. THAT IS THE TROUBLE WITH, THIS SITUATION, THE GOOD AND BAD ARE A MIXED BAG! THE FEDS ARE TRAINED TO JUST GO IN A PLACE LIKE THE POV. ACT LIKE THEY KNOW WHAT THEY ARE DOING, AND COLLECT MAIL, OR INTEL, OR DO WHATEVER THEIR ASSIGNMENT IS! HE HAD A SHAVED HEAD, BEARD, NICE AVERAGE BUILD, PROBABLY ABOUT 6 FEET TALL. I HAVE NEVER SEEN HIM BEFORE. STAFF TURNOVER ALL THE TIME, ROUGH CROWD! HE LOOKED RIGHT AT ME? YEAH, IT'S ME! THERE ARE ABOUT, 200 PEOPLE OR MORE WHO TRIP IN AND OUT OF THE POV EACH DAY. PERFECT FOR COVER, PERFECT FOR GOING UNDETECTED, PERFECT, BECAUSE, AT LEAST, ALL OF THEM, HAVE RECORDS, AND ALL DITCH WHEN THE COPS COME! LOL. LOOK FOR INFILTRATION! KEEP ROCKIN' ME, BABY! NO ONE HAS TO BE OFFICIALLY CALLED TO DO THIS WORK--THIS IS THE HOTTEST THING, GOING IN THE WORLD, RIGHT NOW, BELIEVE ME . . . ENOUGH MONEY, GOING THROUGH MY BLOG, TO TAKE OVER THE WORLD! THEY HAVE TAKEN ALL CONNECTIONS TO ME AND MY BLOG SPOT AND NAME, BUT FOR A FEW, SECRET, .COM, SPOTS, THAT I CAN STILL GET ON THE WEB . . . THEY HAVE BEEN TAKING ALL THE MONEY FOR ALMOST 6 YEARS! WE ARE TALKING POSSIBLY, A BILLION PER DAY RIGHT NOW! CRAZY, RIGHT? LAST FRONTIER! WHO WOULD GUESS IT WOULD GO THIS BIG? NOT ME! THE WORLD LOVES AMERICA. THEY ARE CURIOUS ABOUT TRUMP. THESE PEOPLE HAVE MARKETED MY BLOG, BEHIND MY BACK, PUT ON ADS, HAVE TAKEN COMMENTS, AND GOD ONLY KNOWS WHAT, THESE FUCKING GOLD DIGGERS, HAVE BEEN UP TO, SINCE, DAY 9, WHEN THEY COULD SEE, THAT IT WAS GOING TO BE A MONEY MAKER! EVERYTHING I TOUCH GOES TO SOLID GOLD, I JUST NEVER GET IT, THEY INTERVENE AND TAKE BEFORE IT HITS, THE RADAR, OR GOES IN MY HANDS! SEEING THE NUMBERS, BACK IN THE EARY DAYS, AND SEEING THE TRAJECTORY, AND EVEN SEEING SOME OF THE SITES, THAT WERE NEVER DISCOVERED, THEY WERE MASSIVE, AT JUST ONE PENNY, PER HIT AND I WAS ON EVERY SEARCH ENGINE AND EVERY, .COM, .ORG, .NET, EVEN RANKED OVER THE NFL ON THEIR SITES, BY THE TOP THREE TO 10! LIKE I SAID, I FOUND, ONE SITE, JUST PUTTING IN MY CHEAP BODY SPRAY, AND FOUND, 25 BILLION HITS, IN 1.02 SECONDS! A SNAP SHOT OF THE DAY! NOW YOU COULD SAY, WELL, THAT TAKES IN ALL THE LIST ON THAT SITE, AND THEY ARE RI9GHT, BUT, I WAS ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS, TO TOP, 3 TO 5 ON EVERY FUCKING SITE, AND THEY RANK THEM BY THE TRAFFIC THAT COMES TO THAT SITE! I HAVE SEEN ME THE TOP TEN LIST, AND THE LOSERS, STARTED TO CUT ME DOWN, WITHIN DAYS, OF STARTING THE BLOG, ONCE THEY SAW HOW, BIG, TWO DAYS, TOP OF LIST, AT 13 MILLION, IN LIKE 0.32 SECONDS! THAT IS JUST A SNAP SHOT! THEY STOLE IT SO EARLY, THAT, IT NEVER LOOKED LIKE I WAS THE PERSON WRITING THE BLOG! KAY BURNINGHAM, ALSO AN ATTORNEY, IS THE COVER, WITH THE DEGREE, TO POSSIBLY, BE THE AUTHOR, AND THEY ALWAYS MADE IT LOOK, LIKE, THE BLOG WAS, IN PACIFIC TIME AND THE LOCATION, ALWAYS FOLLOWED HER! I WAS ONLY IN PACIFIC TIME, STARTING, AT ABOUT, DECEMBER OF 2016, AND THEN, OFF AND ON, FOR THE NEXT TWO YEARS! SINCE, 2019, FEBRUARY, I WAS IN ST. GEORGE, UTAH, WHILE MY BLOG ALWAYS POSTED IN PACIFIC TIME! EVERY TIME I CHANGED THE TIME ZONE, THEY CHANGED IT BACK! THEY HAVE TOP HACKERS ON PAYROLL, WHO JUST FUCK IT, EVERYTIME I FIX IT! I REGISTERED, A NEW COMPUTER, AT THE SAME TIME I STARTED THE BLOG, BACK IN 2013, SEPTEMBER, AND WITHIN, TWO DAYS, THEY FIGURED OUT MY MONTANA COWGIRL NAME, JO BESS, AND, THEN, IN THE TOP CORNER OF MY COMPUTER, IT SAID, (IT'S YOU!!!!!), AND THEY CHANGED, THE REGISTRATION TO JOANN SECRIST! BY DAY 9, THEY REDIRECTED, "MY" GOOGLE ACCOUNT, SOMEWHERE, AND I STARTED TO NOTICE, VERSIONS OF THE BLOG, FROM BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK, TO BADASS, TO BAD CON, TO BAD AS, TO, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH, SO THEY COULD CONTROL THE BLOG AND STEAL THE MONEY, THROUGH AD SENSE, AND AD ADVERTISEMENTS, AND COMMENTS, NONE OF WHICH I DID! THEY HAVE MADE A LIVING FORTUNE! THAT IS THE MONEY BEHIND TRUMP! MY SONS' MUSIC MONEY WAS BEHIND, MITT ROMNEY, AS WAS THE MONEY, FROM MY CASES, ABOUT, $233 MILLION! THAT BUYS A LOT OF CAMPAIGN ADS AND TV TIME, RIGHT? THE GOLD DIGGERS, AND, THIEVES OF SOULS, DIRTY ASS MOTHERFUCKERS, ARE LIKE THE SERIAL KILLERS, I AM GOING TO WRITE ABOUT, BELOW! THEY ARE NOT YOUR NORMAL SHERIFF OR MILITARY MEN! IF YOU HAVE NOT SEEN, THE MOVIE, WITH AL PACINO, CALLED "THE RECRUIT" . . . YOU ARE DEALING WITH A DIFFERENT CALIBUR OF PEOPLE! ALL AMERICANS ARE NOT CREATED EQUAL. SOME AMERICANS ARE GREATER THREATS TO NATIONAL SECURITY, DEMOCRACY, AND THE CONSTITUTION, THAN, RUSSIA AND CHINA! YOU, HAVE TO GET THE BASICS, TO FIGHT RIGHT! THINK, ANCIENT THUNDER! SOME OF THIS SHIT, BEHIND THE MOTIVES, GO BACK, CENTURIES, AND FORCES, HAVE COMBINED, AGAINST AMERICA, IN FAVOR OF WORLD DOMINATION! THIS MORNING, I READ THE PAPER ON BUS #11, TO THE AIRPORT, THEN, TOOK A BREAK, GOT SNACKS, FOR BLOGGING AT THE LAW SCHOOL, WHERE I HAVE RIGHT NOW . . . HERE IS VERIFIABLE PROOF, I STOPPED AT THE BUS STATION, NEAR THE COP SHOP, IN DOWNTOWN, MISSOJLA, USED A CREDIT OR DEBIT CARD, TO GET A DIET COKE, AND RUFFLES CHEDDAR CHIPS! YESTERDAY, I GOT, TWO DIET COKES, OUT OF THE COCA COLA MACHINE! WHOOPS! THEY FORGET TO COVER, THEIR ASSES, SOMETIMES, ON VENDING MACHINES! THEY MIGHT HAVE FIXED, THE MACHINES, THAT THEY HAVE DONE IN THE PAST, BUT, TRUST, YESTERDAY'S, DEBIT NUMBER . . . BY TODAY, THEY MIGHT HAVE MANIPULATED IT TO LOOK LIKE ONE OF THE GALS, MY DOUBLES, ARE HERE, NOT ME . . . I AM NOT ON THE COMPUTER AT THE POV! THIS IS HOW THEY ROLL! JUST REMEMBER, MIX, MATCH & ATTACH, TO EVEERYTHING, FROM MEN, TO GYM MEMBERSHIPS, TO DIET COKE AND VENDING MACHINES! I ALLEGEDLY DON'T EXIST! I AM NOT REAL, THEY ARE! SO, WE HAVE: (1) INFILTRATION; (2) TECHNONLOGY TRICKS; (3) INTEGRATION OF MAPS AND TECHNOLOGY; (4) A BUSINESS MODEL OF GOVERMENT, NOT WE THE PEOPLE, OR RIGHTS, LIBERTIES, AND FREEDOMS, MODEL OF THE FOUNDING FATHERS . . . YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND, THERE ARE TWO VERSIONS OR VISIONS OF AMERICA: (A) THE CONSTITUTIONAL DEMOCRACY, OR REPUBLIC, BASED ON MEETING THE NEEDS OF WE THE PEOPLE! (B) AN AMERICA, IN COMPETITION FROM, THE SAME YEAR, WE DECLARED INDEPENDENCE, FROM BRITIAN, HOME OF THE WORLD BANKERS, OR THE RICHEST FAMILIES IN THE WORLD, AT THE TIME, THE ROTHCHILDS, ETC., THERE WERE 13 FAMILIES THAT MADE UP THE ILLUMINATI, MOST THINK IS A CONSPIRACY THEORY, RATHER THAN, A REAL, VIABLE, STRONG SOURCE, THAT IS THE CIA, AND THEY ARE THE CIA, SO INTEGRATED, TOGETHER, THAT THERE IS LITTLE TO NO DISTINCTION, BETWEEN THE TWO! THEY HAVE DONE, PSYCHOLOGICAL, PHYSICAL, MENTAL, SEXUAL, EXPERIMENTATION, TO CARRY OUT THEIR GOALS! GOOGLE THE MONARCH PROJECT, AND THERE ARE A TON OF THEM! I JUST HEARD OF ANOTHER, CIA CONNECTED, PROJECT, "H.I.V.E." . . . SOME UNDERCOVER, DUDE, FATHER WORKED FOR THE CIA, CAME UP TO ME, HEAD COVERED, OVERHEARD ME TELLING SOMEONE ABOUT MY BLOG, BEING, ALL BUT, TAKEN OFF THE INTERNET! YOU SEE, THE BUSINESS MODEL, DON'T RECOGNIZE PERSONAL PERPERTY RIGHTS, MY BLOG, MONEY, CASES MONEY, LOBBYING MONEY, THEY SEE, AS JUST THE COST OF THE FEES OR FINES, I OWE THEM, FOR FUCKING WITH THEIR PRESDIENT, OR THEIR GOALS, TAKING MY CHILDREN'S MONEY, AS PART OF THE PAYMENT! THIS IS UNAMERICAN, UNCONSTITUTIONAL, AND ALL I WAS DOING WAS MY JOB, AS A CHECK AND BALANCE FOR THE EXECUTIVE AND LEGISLATIVE BRANCHES, AS AN OFFICER OF THE COURT, SWORN, 5 TIMES, TO MY OATH, TO THE UNIED STATES CONSTITUTION! THESE ARE BUSH FUCKERS, AND THEIR GOVERNMENT WHORES! THE BUSHES, DATING BACK, TO AS EARLY, AS PRESCOTT BUSH, AND BEFORE, WERE NOT DOWN, WITH THE FOUNDING FATHERS, THEY WERE BRITISH CROWN, LOYALISTS! THE BUSHES, ARE OF BRITISH DECENT, AND SO, IS MY FAMILY, PURE, ENGLISH, AS ARE MANY OF THE MORMONS, WHERE FIRST MISSIONAIRES, ARE SENT, BACK IN 1831, OR AT THE FORMING OF THE COUNTRY! IF YOU TAKE THE KEY GROUPS, THE GANGS, THE TEAMS, WHO HAVE TEAMED UP TO TOGETHER, YOU HAVE TO GO WAY, BACK, TO SEE THE CONNECTIONS! THEN, YOU START GETTING, A MIX! MORMONS AS CIA AND FBI AGENTS, HOOKING UP WITH, THE BUSHES, WHO ARE REPUBLICANS, AND COPS ARE NEVER DEMOCRATS, TO DONALD TRUMP, AND HIS GOALS AS A FAMILY, JUST TO MAKE TRUMP BRAND WORLD POWERS, IN THE FINANCIAL WORLD. JUST TODAY, IN THE MISSOULIAN, THIS CLOWN SHIP OF IDIOTS, ARE TRING TO RESTRUCTURE, ALL THE "CHECKS AND BALANCES" IN OUR CONSTITUTIONAL SYSTEM! TRUMP FUCKS, THE TPP TRADE AGREEMENT WITH ASIAN COUNTRIES, THEN, BITCHES AND MOANS, THAT, PRESIDENT XI, HAS A NEGOTIATING, POWER, BECAUSE HE CONTROLS THE CENTRAL BANKS OF CHINA, AND TRUMP, CAN'T CONTROL THE FED OR THE FEDERAL RESERVE! THAT IS A CHECK ON THE FUCKING GOVERNMENT TOO! THE BUSHES ARE PUSHING FOR, NOT ONLY A MONARCHY, BUT, THE "UNITARY EXECUTIVE" OR THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, TO RULE EVERYTHING! THEY DON'T WANT TO HAVE TO BOTHER, WITH, CONGRESS OR THE COURTS! LIKE MANY COPS ON THE STREET, THEY WANT TO BE JUDGE, JURY AND EXECUTIONER, AND THEY WILL BE IF NOT CHECKED! YOU SEE, TRUMP, RUNS ON, MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN, THAT WAS ACTUALLY, PRESDIENT REAGAN'S SLOGAN! BUT, TRUMP IS DOING EVERYTHING, TO DESTROY AMERICAN POWERS AROUND THE WORLD, BECAUSE, THE THING THAT STANDS IN THE WAY OF A NEW WORLD ORDER, OR THE BUSH AGENDA 21, OR, THE NEW GEOPOLITICAL ORDER, IS THE AMERICAN SPIRIT, AND THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION! THAT IS WHY THEY HATE ME! THEY WANT TO USE, MY NAME, BLOG, CREDENTIALS, FOR THEIR USE OF EVERYTHING, I HATE, AND WAR AGAINST! THE CIA HAS LONG HATED, AMERICA! THEY THINK WERE ARE BULLIES, HAVE DOMINATED THE WORLD, LONG ENOUGH, AND IT IS SOMEONE ELSE'S TURN! THEY TRIED, RUSSIAN, POWERS, NOW THEY ARE GIONG FOR CHINA, AND THEY ARE FASCIOLITATING, THE AMERICA FUCK JOB! LOOK AT IRAN, TPP, NAFTA, GOING AGAINST OUR TRADE PARTNERS, CANADA, AND MEXICO, FUCKING WITH EVERYTHING, WE AND OUR PRESIDENTS AND THEIR ADMINISTRATION, HAVE WORKED DECADES TO BUILD, LIKE OUR MOST SUCESSFUL, ALLIANCE, OF NATO--REMEMBER, TRUMP WANTED TO TAKE US OUT OF THAT, THEN, THE CLIMATE AGREEMENT, AND ON AND ON! NOW THE FEDERAL RESERVE! I CAN'T REMEMBER WHICH, FOUNDING FATHER, WAS KNOWN AS THE FATHER OF THE NATIONAL DEBIT . . . HE FELT, THE MORE, AMERICANS, HAD SKIN OR MONEY IN THE GAME, THE MORE LOYAL THEY WOULD BE TO AMERICA! INTERESTING BUT HE WAS ALSO, I BELIEVE, THE FATHER OF THE AMERICAN BANKING SERVICE, THAT LED TO THE FED! IT IS COMPLICATED! WE HAVE HAD, 240+ YEARS OF BEING THE NUMBER ONE POWER IN THE WORLD! I WOULD SAY, IN SPITE OF TRUMP, MAYBE, BECAUSE OF THIS BLOG, WORLDWIDE, READERSHIP, BY ME, A BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK, ATTORNEY, SHELLEY I GLOBE TROTTING, TRYING TO MAKE WORLD LEADERS, THINK SHE IS ME, IS SO FULL OF SHIT, AND NOT UP TO THE JOB, WITHOUT, ME, AND ME BUILDING THE BLOG, NOW, THEY WANT TO TAKE THE POWER, BEFORE, JUST THE MONEY, BUT THE REALITY, IS THAT, I WAS ABLE, TO EDUCATE AND NEW GENERATION OF AMERICANS, AND TEH CONSTITUTION IS STRONGER THEN, EVERY AND SO, BASED ON WHAT I SAW, WITH TRUMP IN BRITAIN, IS ROCKIN' IT STILL! THERE WAS A GREAT CARTOON, IN THE MISSOULIAN, ABOUT TWO DAYS AGO, OR RIGHT AFTER TRUMP'S TRIP, MEETING WITH THE QUEEN . . . IT SHOWED IN THE FIRST FRAME, QUEEN ELIZABETH, WITH THE WORDS, "CONSTITUTIONAL MONARCHY" AND THEN, IN THE SPLIT FRAME, IT SHOWED TRUMP, WITH A CROWN, AND GET THIS, "WE THE PEOPLE" INSCRIBED ON THE CROWN, AND WE ARE THE CROWNING GLORY OF AMERICA, AND OF THE PRESDIENT WHO SERVES US! HE LIVES IN THE PEOPLE'S HOUSE, NOT TRUMP TOWERS! THE WORDS OVER TRUMP, WERE CONSTITUTIONAL DEMOCRACY OR PRESIDENT, SOMETHING LIKE THAT! THE WHOLE TIME, TRUMP, WAS IN ENGLAND, THE NEWS KEPT SHOWING, TRUMP, WITH A MASSIVE AMERICAN FLAGS, BACKGROUND, AND A PICTURE OF ROOSEVELT, PRESIDENT, WHO TEAMED WITH CHURCHILL, FOR D-DAY, IF I HAVE MY HISTORY RIGHT! THEY WERE CLOSEST BUDDIES, EVEN, ALMOST LIVED TOGETHER, IN THE WAR ROOM, DURING THE WAR! I THINK THE PRESDIENT OF FRANCE, WAS, A PARTY CRASHER! LOL. ROOSEVELT AND CHURCHILL, WERE BUDDIES, AND, THREE'S A CROWD! BUT, IN MY SYMBOLIC HEAD, AMERICA IS ROCKIN' THE WORLD, INSPITE OF TRUMP'S STUPIDITY, FUCKING THE WORLD TRADE, WITH A TWEET, WITH SHELLEY BETWEEN THE SHEETS! SHE IS, A WHITE NATIONALIST, AN ALEX JONES, FREAK, AND A CONSPIRACY, DUMBASS, JUST LIKE TRUMP! THEY ARE THE YING AND THE YANG, BELIEVE ME--BUT FOR ME, SHELLEY'S ASS, WOULD, NEVER HAVE, MADE IT TO THE TOP OF THE FOOD CHAIN, NOR WOULD TRUMP WITH, HER USING MY NAME, MONEY AND CREDENTIALS, THEY ARE BOTH FRAUDS! I LOVE THE NEW, INDEED, JOB SEARCH, THEY HAVE AND AD, ABOUT, EMPLOYERS GOING BEYOND THE RESUME' AND THAT MAY BE BECAUSE OF ME AND SHELLEY! I WROTE A RESUME, BACK IN 2015 OR SO, TO APPLY FOR A JOB WITH THE MONTANA STATE UNIVERSITY, PERFECT FIT, MY APPLICATION WAS FUCKED WITH, OVER AND OVER AGAIN, AND, I HAD TO SEND MY ONLINE APP, IN THREE PARTS, FIRST ONLINE, THEN, WORKING WITH THE MS IT PEOPLE, AND THE SECRETARY OF THE LEGAL DEPARTMENT, THEN, I HAD TO MAIL, MY APPLICATION, IN PART, TO THE LEGAL DEPARTMENT, IF, THEY GOT IT AT ALL . . . LIKE THEY ARE GOING TO BE IMPRESSED! FROM THAT POINT, FORWARD, MY GOOGLE DOCS, SHELLEY TAUGHT ME ABOUT THESE, DOCUMENT STORAGE SOURCE, I COUJLD NOT ACCESS MY OWN, RESUME! THEY HAVE BLOCKED, JOBS, APARTMENTS, VEHICLES, EVEN AIRLINE TICKETS, AND CHILDREN'S BOOKS, ONLINE, TO ORDER! THESE PEOPLE ARE REALLY, DUMB ASSES, AND THEY JUST HAVE SMART TECHNOLOGY, AND I TOOK A TEN YEAR, HIT ON TECHNOLOGY, BEING COMPUTER ADVERSE, TO START WITH! SHELLEY READ EVERY BOOK OUT, ON COMPUTERS, AND HAS LIVED HER LIFE ON BOOKS, WHILE, SITTING ON THE COMPUTERS HER WHOLE LIFE . . . I LIVED A LIFE, AND HAD ADVENTURES, EXERIENCES, TRAVELS, SHE JUST CLAIMED SHE WAS ME! SO BACK TO INDEED, JOB SOURCE, THEY SAY AND ARE PUSHING, GOING BEYOND THE RESUME! TO ACTUALLY, MEETING OR GETTING TO KNOW THE PERSON! GOOD ADVICE. I AM SURE, AS MY BLOG, ROLLED OUT EACH DAY, AND EVERYONE THOUGHT SHELLEY, BIG SISTER, OR KAY, EX-FRIEND, OR, BABY SISTER, RACHEL, OR SUE, WERE ALL GIVEN CREDIT FOR MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY AND DEGREES, LICENSES, AWARDS AND MONEY, GAINING A REPUTATION, AS ME, THEY MADE IT PLACES, LIKE I SAID, THEIR NIPPLES, COULD NOT BREAK THE FIRST, STEP!

BAD ASS!
FATHER AND SON, ASSASSINS? WHO?
ALLEGEDLY, BLACKFEET INDIAN, IRISH MIX?
SOME INDIAN, THE DAY, AFTER, I RATTED OUT, FATHER AND SON, PROFESSIONAL SECRETS, THIS DUDE, AN INDIAN, WHO HAS KNOWN, ME FOR YEARS, PROBABLY, A FRIEND, OR COP, UNDERCOVER, TURNED TO ME AND, ALMOST YELLED, "BAD ASS!"
THAT WOULD BE ME!

NEED TO KNOW ONLY BASIS!
"LIE TO ME"
THEY LIE TO EVERYONE!
NOBODY IS WHO THEY APPEAR TO BE!

JAMES KENNEDY--I SHOULD HAVE BEEN A COWBOY!
JETHRO IVERY, WORLD ALL-AROUND RODEO CHAMP?  JAMES?
ANSWERS THE PHONE, MIKE ON ANSWERING SERVICE?
WHO?

HOW, MIX, MATCH AND ATTACH WORKS!
HOW DID I PUT, TWO MEN, WHO LOOK ALMOST LIKE DOUBLES, AS FATHER AND SON, MIGHT, LOOK, TOGETHER, MEETING THEM, YEARS APART?
 HEY, THIS IS NOT KISS AND TELL . . . THEY TRIED TO KILL ME, FOR DOUBLE, SHELLEY, AND RACHEL, PLUS KAY AND SUE!
FUCK YOU TOO!
I DIDN 'T KISS EITHER OF THEM, SICK, FATHER AND SON!  SCREAM!
  • first words out of James Kennedy''s mouth, were, "I am old . . . "  Weird thing to say?  I am old too, he was allegedly two years older than me, or so he said, but he fucked up, the year he was born, and he acted, like, a 30 or 40 year old!  He could eat five servings, and he was so nervous, never could stand still!  Jacked with coffee and cigarettes?
  • the first thing, Jethro Ivery, the cowboy, look-alike, said, when, I got to know him better, and I thought he might be James, right off the bat . . . but since we have been hanging out, he said, something about looking young and put his age, at 6 months younger than me!  
  • I had, my Indian friend, get into the paperwork in Butte, Montana, at the Rescue Mission where I met, James, to see what he put down as his age, 56 years old, so four years, younger than, me, but when, I asked what year he was born, he, said, 1961, or 7 years, younger than, me, the age of Rachel, my double, baby sister, who is taller, but looks, older!  LOL.
  • when, I didn't buy all James Kennedy's stupid pick up lines, one night he got up and sang, to that song, "I should have been a cowboy!"  Like, I picked the wrong, identity, to get this chick, and he was playing for the surveillance cameras!  WE ALL GET A SECOND CHANCE RIGHT?  LOL.  Or, is there a more sinister, motive, behind, coming back, as a cowboy?  To solidify Rachel, as ME!  They use the LIPTRIX, to, graft the girls into me, one by one!
  • when, I first saw, Jethro, Mike, whoever, James?, I thought, is that James?  No, James was taller, his voice was deeper, so deep that I didn't want to ask him questions, because, it sounded like it hurt him to talk!  Again, he seemed, much, younger, than, this cowboy.
  • both, are lifetime Republicans, hint, hint, hint!  The Kennedy's, are all DEMOCRATS!  Now,
    Rachel, Shelley, Kay, Sue, well, Sue, probably would know, that the Kennedy's were DEMS, not Republicans!  They are all Catholic, not Pentacostal, or whatever, stupid shit, Kennedy, came up, with, thinking, I was, unfamiliar with the Kennedy, clan, I had just written, 2 weeks, about, after the 50 years, anniversary, of Kennedy's death.
  • Kennedy, said he owned, half of Kansas, with dairy farms, and he was rich . . . I told him, I am into power, and I have more power than, you do!  LOL.  Sitll do, that is why they took my blog down!  But, it is getting out somewhere . . . fuck, I have to have more power than the PRESIDENT, because, they are threatened by my blog!  He has, 80,000 tweeters or tweekers, but I have billions of readers, so bigger, bully pulpit!
  • cowboy, said he was, taken out of school, at age 6, to work on the family ranch, or someone's ranch, his mother, died by the time he was 5, of alcohol poisoning.  He, knows, cattle, and ranching, from what I can see, and I listen, very carefully!  LOL.  Allegedly, he had a son, who died in an auto accident, when he was 17 in high school . . . or did he really die, or even have a kid?  THESE DUDES ALL WANT TO CLAIM, THAT MY KIDS ARE THEIR KIDS, PARTICULARLY ELLIOT, THE ROCKER!  JAMES WOULD, NEVER LOOK AT MY SON'S MUSIC VIDEOS?  NOW I KNOW WHY!
  • then, there were, the injuries . . . James was shot, allegedly, through the ankle, he wore a cast and had crutches, but, with this crowd, you never know what is true or not!  It seems, like Kennedy, got shot in the left, leg, drive-by, shooting in Butte, but, cowboy, had, metal in his right ankle, coming out of his skin, when, he was at the Pov, when I met him?  Then, Cowboy, said, he had a rod in his back, that was too short and he needed to get it fixed . . . did this explain, the height issues?  He claimed to have been hit, by a girl, texting, who rear-ended his truck, going 70 mph?  Who knows . . . LIE TO ME!
  • James is a mountain man, but, due to injuries, that may have all changed, but, when he asked me to meet him in Durango, Colorado, back in the spring of 2016, I think, I think, I saw his tramp camp, across from the Durango library where I wrote my blog each day, near the Animus River, or whatever it was called.  He used to carry a 150 tramp camp, on his back, and seemed to throw off his crutches, I thought, was too soon, tough guy, but who knows?
  • dad is a gumster, son, had teeth, as far as I know.  It was interesting, now both are studs, for sure, young or old, they will be until they die, but I will be pretty until I die, too!  LOL.  But, every time I was with Cowboy, at the Pov. his dude, named, Jerry shuffled by?  It happened too many times, either talking on the phone, or sitting in his truck?  There has to be some, God Intel, in this, too, frequent . . . now Jerry was the name of my 2nd husband, he is 8 years older than I am, so I thought, God it telling me, this guy is older than, me . . . I was, older then, I'm younger than that now!  Song.  Then, I thought, of Jerry's politics, and after, listening to Cowboy's, I figured we would NEVER WORK!  The last time I saw, Jerry, he had some, fucked up, scheme, that, we should have three Americas: (1) for people who didn't want to deal with gay people--sorry! (2) one for people who could tolerate gays; and (3) one for just gay people!  I AM A GOD DAMNED CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY, YOU IDIOTS, I DON'T THINK THAT WAY . . . I THINK A MORE PERFECT UNION, DOMESTIC TRANQUILITY, COMMON DEFENSE, GENERAL WELFARE, JUSTICE FOR ALL, AND LIBERTY FOR ME AND MY POSTERITY!  FUCK, COULD YOU BE AN FURTHER FROM THE GOALS OF THE PREAMBLE?
  • both father and son, just look at me as pussy, or potential pussy, not the smart, educated, licensed, professional, classy, woman, who could eat their lunch, any day, intellectually, at will! Their standard as are all older men, including my dad, DAD'S FIGURE, think women, are interchangeable, all the same, all have tits and ass, and whomever has the best, of that commodity, wins, right?
  • no, not all sisters, friends, attorneys, are created EQUAL!  SOME OF US SAID, "YES" MORE TO EDUCATION, OPPORTUNITY, TOOK CHANCES, CLIMBED, COURT AND OTHER LADDERS . . . AND SOME OF US, SAID, "YES" MORE IN SEXUAL WAYS . . . GUESS WHICH, FARED BEST, IN THIS GAME OF WOMEN AND THRONES?  PUSSY!  FUCK YEAH, RIGHT?  IN PRAISE OF YOUNGER MEN, WHO, CAN DISTINGUISH BETWEEN, A HOT MESS, AND A HOT, SMART CHICK!!!!!!!!!!!  THE GIRLS, ALL HAD MY NAMES, CASES, DEGREES, LOBBYING, AND BLOGGING TO MAKE THEM, LOOK SMART . . . THE DAILY BEAST, LEFT, COPS, LEGISLATORS, COURT, AND EVEN PRESIDENTS IN FEAR!  NOW THE MONEY IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH, BECAUSE, THEY FORGOT THE POWER, WHICH, I HAD, STILL DO!  THIS BLOG IS MAKING IT OUT, SOMEWAY!  YESTERDAY WAS HUGE!
  • I would imagine, these CIA fucks, all stack, bury, exchange, hide, make up names and titles, to get what they want.  It is more fun to say, I am with the World Champion Rodeo All-Around winner, for two years, that saying I am with a ranch hand, working for the third richest, dude, in America, but took his name off the list!
  • these two could be brothers, too!
  • one time I walked over the hill, from the Butte, Rescue Mission, heard they were building a new one?  But, I came up on Kennedy, who was standing down, by the bus station, and I heard him screaming, as if, ordering an employee around?  This is no biker, or tramp, he is something, much, bigger and more powerful . . . looks, like a Kennedy, can pass, and tried to, but, someone, this is a role . . . he said, all Kennedy, 51 male cousins, were bikers or federal cops!  Do, both work for the DEA? or the U.S. Marshals?  Pretty sure they know each other and use their looks, to confuse and use, each other to get the most mileage out of whatever, including me!  Case in point, the way they work the sister, girls in!
  • LIE TO ME, TOO?  POOR LITTLE SISTER, IN THE POVERELLO CENTER, WE CONTRIBUTE, BECAUSE, SHE THINKS SHE IS THE ATTORNEY, BUT WE HAVE ALL THE MONEY, THE STATUS SYMBOLS, AND THEY PROBABLY, HAVE ALL MY BAR CERTIFICATES, AFTER THE CHURCH, AND THE COPS RAIDED MY HOUSE IN ST. GEORGE, UTAH!  I KNOW THEY HAD A COPY OF MY U.S. SUPREME COURT CERTIFICATE!  NOW, THE 10TH CIRCUIT COURT OF APPEALS IS A COOL, ONE I HAD FRAMED, BUT, I DON'T THINK, THAT COURT DOES, CERTIFICATES, NOR DOES THE U.S. DICTRICT COURT, OR IT IS POSSIBLE, THE FEDS, OR THE GIRLS, OR THE MOB, STOLE, BOTH THOSE . . . BUT, LOOK ON SHELLEY'S WALLS, AND SEE IF THERE IS AN OAK FRAME, WITH, A COLORED EAGLE, WITH TWO AMERICAN FLAGS, AS I RECALL, IN ITS TALONS!  i THINK, THE CLERKS OF THAT COURT, MADE THAT ESPECIALLY FOR ME, BECAUSE OF THE CONSTITUTIONAL NATURE OF MY $356.7 MILLION CASE, FOR CIVIL RIGHTS, VIOLATIONS, 6 U.S. CONSTITUTION, AND 26 OR SO, UNDER THE UTAH CONSTITUTION!  THAT IS THE ONLY CERTIFICATE, I EVER FRAMED, INCLUDING, LAW SCHOOL, UTAH STATE BAR, AND U.S. SUPREME COURT . . . IF THEY ARE FRAMED, THEY ARE STOLEN OR FAKE!  PROBABLYN HANGING ON SHELLEY'S WALLS, OR ON ALL THE GIRLZ CLUBZ WALLS!  SHELLEY LEARNED, HOW THE BANKS, SOLD, MORTGAGE BUNDLES, TO INVESTORS, SELLING THE SAME PROPERTIES, UP TO 30 TIMES, THEN, CREATED THE M.E.R.S. OR THE "MORTGAGE ELECTRONIC RECORD SYSTEM" USED BY THE BANKS, AS PASS THROUGH, FINANCIAL VEHICLES, NOT LETTING THE LEFT HAND, KNOW WHAT THE RIGHT HAND WAS DOING, UNTIL THE BUSH MORTGAGE MELTDOWN, WITH BANKS, BANKERS, LIKE OUR SECRETARY OF THE TREASURY, MNUCHIN, EARNING MONEY, FROM, FORECLOSURES, FINES, FEES, THEN, REFINANCING, THEN, AFTER EVERYONE FIGURED OUT WHAT THEY WERE DOING, THEY ALL THE WALL STREET WOLVES, OR THE WOLVES OF WALL STREET DID, WAS, RETIRE WITH THEIR GOLDEN PARACHUTES, ALMOST TANKING THE WORLD ECONOMY!  THIS PLOT IS EVEN MORE DEVIOUS!
  • THIS MORNING, IN SIGN AND SYMBOL, THIS DUDE, MARINE, AND I ALWAYS FORGET TO INCLUDE THEM, TOO MUCH RESPECT, BUT THE MAN, I BELIEVE, TRIED TO KILL ME IN THE SWIMMING POOL, YEARS AGO, THEN, TRIED TO ENTICE ME TO HIS MOTEL ROOM, ON MEMORIAL DAY, IS NOW AT THE POV?  THIS MORNING HE WAS WEARING A VERY SYMBOLIC SHIRT, IT WAS RED, WHITE AND BLUE, WITH FLAGS IN THE BACKGROUND, BUT THERE WERE WOLVES ALL OVER THE SHIRT!  THAT IS THE BUSINESS MODEL OF AMERICA, JUST LIKE THE MELTDOWN OF THE MORTGAGE, THIS IS ANOTHER ATTEMPT TO TANK AMERICA!  OUR ALLIES, LOVE US, BUT, PUTIN, XI, AND OTHER DICTATORS, HATE US, AND ALWAYS HAVE!  THEIR GOAL IS TO CUT US TO NOTHING, AND TRUMP, CIA, ILLUMINATI AND OTHERS, MORMONS, ALL HAVE GOALS, THAT ARE UN-AMERICAN . . . THE REASON, THE CIA, IS USED, IS BECAUSE, IT IS, 85% MORMON, OR MORMON SYMPATHIZERS . . . ALL THESE DUDES HAVE, IS THEIR LANGUAGES, OR THE LANGUAGES OF THE WORLD!  THEY ARE NOT SMARTER, BETTER, NOR MORE INTELLIGENT THAT THE REST OF THE MILITARY OR THE COPS . . .C ASE IN POINT, LOCAL SHERIFFS SEEING THE PLAN, AND FUCKING THE DIRTY FEDS!  KISSES, LOVES, HUGS!
  • OH, ANOTHER, CLUE, "CASH ONLY" IS WHAT THEY USE!  I WOULD SUSPECT, TJHEY ARE USING THE SAME BANKS, TRUMP IS, ALPHA, DUETSCHE BANK, SOME IN CHINA, ALL FROM, INTERCEPTING, MY BLOGGING MONEY, PUTTING IT IN OFF SHORE BANKING, SHELLEY HAS STUDIED FOR YEARS, AS HAS MY FATHER, AN EXPERT IN PUTTING BUSINESS SHELLS ON THE STOCK MARKET!
  • THIS MORNING, THERE WERE TWO DUDES, WALKING TOGETHER, AND, IT STUCK ME AS THE PAIR, OR SYMBOLIC OF THE PAIR, WHO FUCKED THE BUS SURPRISE ATTACK ON ME . . . PROTECTING, THE REAL, BAD ASS, MONEY MAKER, FROM THE FRAUD BROADS, THE TITS AND ASS CHICKS, AND CHAPS, BUT, I THINK, ONE WAS A FED, AND THE OTHER, LOCAL, WHO WORKED, TOGETHER!  THERE IS STACKING AND GOOD AND BAD, INFILTRATION!
  • MISSOULA IS THE BIG LITTLE TOWN . . . I AM GLAD, IOWANS, ARE LOOKING AND LISTENING TO GOV. BULLOCK, AS A POTENTIAL, COMMON SENSE, PRESIDENT . . . NOW, ALL YOU RICH, MONTANA, RANCHERS, OUT THERE, I HELPED SAVE YOUR WATER, NOW, BULLOCK, HAS NOT QUALIFIED, IN ONE OF THE TWO CRITERIA, FOR PRESIDENT, OR MAKING IT IN THE DEMOCRATIC DEBATES, NEXT WEEK, I THINK, SO, BIG, ASS, DEADLINE, LOOMING LARGE . . . HE CAN QUALIFY BY MONEY, OR BY VISITS TO STATES, BUT HE WAS TENDING THE FLOCKS IN MONTANA, WHERE HE NEEDED TO BE UNTIL THE LEGISLATIVE SESSION WAS OUT!  IF YOU WANT A CONTRAST BETWEEN TRUMP'S INSANITY AND, COMMON SENSE, BOTH HERE AND ABROAD, YOU HAVE TO CONSIDER, A PRESIDENT BULLOCK! 
  • ALL I AM GOING TO SAY ABOUT THE TWO SERIAL KILLERS, ONE A NAVY MAN, I THINK, LIFER, IN THE SERVICE, HONORED, AND WELL RESPECTED, MARRIED, FATHER OF FIVE, LIVED IN SPOKANE, CALLED THE "SPOKANE KILLER" . . . HE KILLED ABOUT, 16 PROSTITUTES, WHO WERE MOTHERS, DAUGHTERS, SISTERS, STUDENTS, AND, RECOVERING FROM DRUGS AND ALCOHOL, BUT MAKING IT THE BEST THEY COULD, THE MAN WAS RAISED, STRICT, SEVENTH DAY ADVENTIST, FROM A GOOD FAMILY, BUT, CERTAINLY NOT THE TYPICAL SERIAL KILLER TYPE . . . HE KILLED THESE WOMEN, I THINK OVER 25 YEARS OR SO, DATING BACK TO HIS YEARS, IN THE SERVICE, STATIONED ON SOME MILITARY BASE!  EVEN THE PROSTITUTES, NEVER EXPECTED HIM, LIKED HIM, DATED, HIM, SOME EVEN LOVED HIM, SO EVERYONE, FROM HIS FATHER, TO HIS STEP-MOM, ALL WERE IN SHOCK, WHEN, THE COPS, TRACED, HIS WHITE CORVETTE FIBERS, BACK TO SOME VICTIM, BURIED IN HIS BACKYARD, WITHIN, FEET OF HIS BEDROOM WHERE HE MADE LOVE TO HIS WIFE!  SHE KNEW NOTHING OF HIS EXTRA-MARITAL, ACTIVITIES!  MY GUESS, IS THAT THE MAN, WAS CONFLICTED, WITH HIS SEXUALITY AND HIS RELIGION, AND USED, KILLING THESE, ALLEGED, BAD WOMEN, HE WAS ATTACKED TO, JUSTIFYING, HIS GUILT, BY RIDDING THE CITY OF TRASHY WOMEN!  THE MAN WOULD HAVE SEX WITH THE WOMEN, THEN, SHOT THEM IN THE HEAD, AND THEN, PLACE A PLASTIC SHOPPING BAG OVER THEIR HEADS, AGAIN, HIDING THE CRIME OR THE SIN, FROM HIS OWN, EYES!  HE GOT, LIKE 401 YEARS IN PRISON WITH NO CHANCE OF PAROLE, AND, AVOIDED THE DEATH PENALTY, BY TELLING WHERE THE BODY OF THE LADY HE BURIED IN HIS BACKYARD WAS!  HE APOLOGIZED TO THE VICTIMS' FAMILIES, AND SAID HE FOUND GOD.  I WOULD HOPE SO!
  • NEVER PUT ANYBODY ABOVE SUSPICION OR THE LAW . . . WHATEVER ANY MAN OR WOMAN IS CAPABLE OF, WE ALL COULD DO, GIVEN THE RIGHT, CIRCUMSTANCES, AND, FACTS, OR WE MIGHT, NOT GO THERE, BUT, WE MIGHT CONSIDER DOING IT!  DARK FANTASIES, RARELY GET ACTED OUT, BUT, SOME DO . . . THIS WAS A DEPUTY SHERIFF.  THE SHERIFF OF THE FLORIDA BEACH TOWN, UPPER MIDDLE CLASS, LOW CRIME, DECIDED TO HIRE, COLLEGE EDUCATED, MEN, HE THOUGHT, MIGHT, WORK WITH THE CITIZENS, WITH MONEY, AND LOW CRIME, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT.  SO HE HIRES, GERRALD LEE SOMETHING.  RIGHT OFF THE BAT, DUDE CALLS THE SHERIFF ONE NIGHT AND SAYS, HE, DID SOMETHING REAL STUPID, PICKED UP TWO TEENS, AND WANTED TO TEACH THEM A LESSON, ON THE DANGERS OF TAKING RIDES, OR HITCH HIKING TO THE BEACHES, WITH STRANGERS.  HE TOOK THE GIRLS, TIED THEM UP, PUT A NOOSE AROUND THEIR NECKS, LEFT THEM BALANCING ON A LOG, AND STARTED TO MOLEST THEM, AND SAID HE HAD TO GO, BUT HE WAS COMING BACK, TO KILL ONE OF THEM . . . THEY GOT LOOSE AND WERE RUNNING FOR THEIR LIVES, WHEN THE SHERIFF FOUND THEM!  THEIR STORY WAS OF THE TERROR, THE TRUST, AND THE THREATS THIS SHERIFF MADE.  THE GOOD SHERIFF WAS SHOCKED, AND DID HIS DUTY, TURNED THE DUDE IN, AND THE JURY, WENT, LIGHT ON THE SENTENCING, AND HE ONLY GOT, 6 MONTHS IN JAIL, FOR KIDNAPPING, AND ASSAULT.  THE DEPUTY, A CHARMING GUY, ASKED THE JUDGE, IF HE COULD, GET A FURLOUGH TO MOVE HIS NEW WIFE, INTO HIS MOTHER'S HOUSE AND REPORT FOR JAIL IN 6 WEEKS OR SO.  SURE.  THERE IS A REPORT, FROM, SOME OTHER JURISDICTION, THAT HEARD ABOUT THE CASE, THAT, TWO GIRLS, TEENS, WERE, FOUND, AND THE MEN WHO FOUND THEM, SAID, THEY, APPEARED TO HAVE BEEN, TIED TO A TREE, TORTURED, CUT UP, AND BURIED IN A SHALLOW GRAVE, THAT WAS DISTURBED BY ANIMALS!  SAME M.O.  BUT, THE DEPUTY WAS IN PRISON, AT THE TIME OF DEATH, SO, WHO, OR HOW?  HE DID IT, RIGHT AFTER, HE WAS RELEASED, IN THE FIRST TWO WEEKS, AFTER HE TRIAL, AND SENTENCING, DURING THAT BREAK TO MOVE HIS WIFE INTO HIS MOTHER'S HOUSE!  THE GUY WAS CONVICTED, AND, STARTED, TALKING TO AN OLD, GIRLFRIEND OF HIS FROM HIGH SCHOOL, VIOLENT DRAWINGS OF WOMEN, BEING TORTURED, AND, TRINKETS, WERE FOUND, OF POSSIBLE, PREVIOUS VICTIMS, AND AS, MISSING GIRLS, WERE BEING LOOKED, AT, FROM OTHER JURISDICTIONS, MATCHING, PURSES, LOCKETS, JEWELRY AND OTHER ITEMS, KEPT AS TROPHIES, BY THE SERIAL KILLER, DEPUTY SHERIFF, IT CAME TO LIGHT THAT HE HAD, KILLED, SOMEWHERE BETWEEN, 80 TO 100 YOUNG GIRLS, STARTING WAY BEFORE HE WAS HIRED AS A SHERIFF!  THE OLD HIGH SCHOOL GIRLFRIEND, LOOKED BACK, TO A TIME IN HIGH SCHOOL, WHEN HER GOOD LOOKING, CHARMING BOYFRIEND, GOT, PISSED, AT SOME GIRL IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD, HE THOUGHT, WAS UNDRESSING FOR HIM, EACH NIGHT, AND HE SAID, HE WAS GOING TO TAKE CARE OF HER.  NOBODY THOUGHT MUCH ABOUT, IT, BUT THE GIRL DID GO MISSING AND WAS NEVER FOUND . . . HER LOCKET, WAS AMONG, DUDE DEPUTIES, STUFF!
 RIDERS ON THE STORM . . . THERE'S A KILLER ON THE ROAD, UNTO THIS HOUSE WERE BORN, HIS BRAIN IS SQUIRMING LIKE A TOAD!
 
I HAVE SEEN, TRUE CRIME, EPISODES, WHEN, THE WORST, OF THE WORST, KILLERS, HAVE BEEN, PULLED OUT OF PRISON, TO DO A HIT, OR KILL SOMEONE, AND THEY HAVE BEEN RELEASED, INTO THE PUBLIC, BY LAW ENFORCEMENT, WHO WANTS A JOB DONE!
 
NICHOLAS CAGE?
SAM ELLIOT?
 
NOBODY IS WHOM, THEY SEEM!

Monday, June 10, 2019

SURPRISE ATTACK. TRUE GRIT! I WANNA ROCK! BABY, I'M A COWBOY. THEY GAVE YOU LIFE. YOU GAVE THEM HELL! YOU'RE A COWBOY WANTED DEAD OR ALIVE! FUCK! ADRENALINE! GREEN HEAT. PERFECT! TWO WAYS TO BECOME A LEGEND: (1) BEAT A LEGEND; (2) SAVE A LEGEND! YOU ARE A CLASS IN AND OF YOURSELF--YOU DID BOTH! LOL. SHE'S MY CHERRY PIE, SWING IN THE BATHROOM, SWING ON THE FLOOR . . . SHE'S A COOL GLASS OF WATER--SMILE ON TEN MILES WIDE! LOL. I WANNA SWING! YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I'VE BEEN LOCKED OUT OF HEAVEN FOR WAY TOO LONG . . . CAN'T STOP SMILING. NEW GENERATION OF COPS! MORE GUTS THAN I HAVE SEEN IN 25 YEARS! MEN TWICE YOUR AGE OR MORE, NEVER DARED, TREAD WERE YOU JUST WALKED! SUICIDAL TENDENCIES. LOL. NORMAL. CRAZY BRAVE. VITAL NUTRITION. KISSES ALL OVER! FREE WHOPPER. LET US KNOW WHAT YOU THINK! TWO WAYS TO GET WISDOM: (1) AGE; (2) EXPERIENCE . . . BIG TIME RUSH! SO SMOOTH. WAY COOL. ALL THE TIME COOL, CALM AND COLLECTED. PERFECTION WITH MILITARY PRECISION. IT'S SO EASY TO FALL IN LOVE . . . BUT NEVER IN MY LIFE . . . I WANNA ROCK! IN THE MIDNIGHT HOUR, SHE CALLED MORE, MORE, MORE. WHAT SET YOU FREE & SENT YOU TO ME? WE'RE RUNNING IN THE SHADOWS OF THE NIGHT . . . MIDNIGHT ANGEL. TAKE ME HOME TONIGHT . . . BE MY BABY. YEAH, YOUR SEX TAKES ME TO PARADISE . . . IN MY MIND! LOL. TWO SONGS I HEARD THIS MORNING, THOUGHT APPROPRIATE AND ON TOPIC . . . THEY HAVE ALL BUT SHUT ME DOWN, ON THE INTERNET, SO DON'T THINK I ABANDONED YOU . . . NOT A CHANCE! I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR YOU ALL MY LIFE! LOVE!

HACKED, OF COURSE, 11:29 AM, 6/10/2019, MOUNTAIN STANDARD TIME, MONTANA, SITTING HERE AT THE UNIVERSITY OF MONTANA, SCHOOL OF LAW!  HAVEN'T BEEN IN PACIFIC TIME, SINCE, ABOUT FEBRUARY, THIS YEAR!

JUST ENOUGH TO CONFUSE THEM!
HOT ON YOUR TRAIL, I'M SURE
CAN'T STOP SMILING
KISS
I NEVER THOUGHT I COULD ENJOY ANOTHER SUNSET AGAIN . . . THEIR STING DIES TOO

Surrender to Me
Is it that we´ve been together much too long
The answer may not be in black and white
We´re always trying to prove who´s right or wrong
Yet now we´re giving up without a fight
But I know when you´re gone
I´ll wish I´d held in 
[chorus]
So baby surrender to me
There´ll be no holding back now
So baby surrender to me tonight
I don´t want our love to cause you so much pain
If this is how it´s going to be, I´ll walk away
Neither one of us should ever say goodbye
Let´s forget about the past and who´s to blame
´Cause when this is all gone
We´ll wish we´d held on
So baby surrender to me
There´ll be no holding back now
So baby surrender to me tonight
How could this love be in danger?
That used to be so good, so right
To think that fate could make us strangers
Has thrown me in your arms tonight
So baby surrender to me
There´ll be no holding back now
So baby surrender to me tonight
Songwriters: Tom Scholz / David Arthur Sikes / Robert Laquidara / Joe Laquidara
Surrender to Me lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Warner/Chappell Music, Inc, Universal Music Publishing Group

It's Been Awhile
It's been awhile
Since I couldn't
Hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it's been awhile
Since I could stand
On my own two feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I could call you
And all the things I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that are rendered
I stretch myself beyond my means
And it's been awhile
Since I could say
That I wasn't addicted
It's been awhile
Since I could say
I loved myself as well
And it's been awhile
Since I've gone and
Fucked things up
Just like I always do
And it's been awhile
But all that shit
Seems to disappear
When I'm with you
And everything I can remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
Have gone and fucked things up again
Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day
It's been awhile
Since I couldn't
Look at myself straight
And it's been awhile
Since I said, "I'm sorry"
And it's been awhile
Since I've seen the way
The candles light your face
And it's been awhile
But I can still remember
Just the way you taste
And everything I can remember
As fucked up
As it all may seem to be
I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me
It's been awhile
Since I couldn't
Hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said, "I'm sorry"



Surrender to Me
Is it that we´ve been together much too long
The answer may not be in black and white
We´re always trying to prove who´s right or wrong
Yet now we´re giving up without a fight
But I know when you´re gone
I´ll wish I´d held in 
[chorus]
So baby surrender to me
There´ll be no holding back now
So baby surrender to me tonight
I don´t want our love to cause you so much pain
If this is how it´s going to be, I´ll walk away
Neither one of us should ever say goodbye
Let´s forget about the past and who´s to blame
´Cause when this is all gone
We´ll wish we´d held on
So baby surrender to me
There´ll be no holding back now
So baby surrender to me tonight
How could this love be in danger?
That used to be so good, so right
To think that fate could make us strangers
Has thrown me in your arms tonight
So baby surrender to me
There´ll be no holding back now
So baby surrender to me tonight
Songwriters: Tom Scholz / David Arthur Sikes / Robert Laquidara / Joe Laquidara
I NEVER THOUGHT I COULD ENJOY ANOTHER SUNSET AGAIN























Songwriters: Aarron Lewis / John April / John F. April / Jonathan Wysocki / Michael Mushok / Michael J. Mushok
It's Been Awhile lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc





Surrender to Me
Is it that we´ve been together much too long
The answer may not be in black and white
We´re always trying to prove who´s right or wrong
Yet now we´re giving up without a fight
But I know when you´re gone
I´ll wish I´d held in 
[chorus]
So baby surrender to me
There´ll be no holding back now
So baby surrender to me tonight
I don´t want our love to cause you so much pain
If this is how it´s going to be, I´ll walk away
Neither one of us should ever say goodbye
Let´s forget about the past and who´s to blame
´Cause when this is all gone
We´ll wish we´d held on
So baby surrender to me
There´ll be no holding back now
So baby surrender to me tonight
How could this love be in danger?
That used to be so good, so right
To think that fate could make us strangers
Has thrown me in your arms tonight
So baby surrender to me
There´ll be no holding back now
So baby surrender to me tonight
Songwriters: Tom Scholz / David Arthur Sikes / Robert Laquidara / Joe Laquidara
Surrender to Me lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Warner/Chappell Music, Inc, Universal Music Publishing Group
Surrender to Me
Is it that we´ve been together much too long
The answer may not be in black and white
We´re always trying to prove who´s right or wrong
Yet now we´re giving up without a fight
But I know when you´re gone
I´ll wish I´d held in 
[chorus]
So baby surrender to me
There´ll be no holding back now
So baby surrender to me tonight
I don´t want our love to cause you so much pain
If this is how it´s going to be, I´ll walk away
Neither one of us should ever say goodbye
Let´s forget about the past and who´s to blame
´Cause when this is all gone
We´ll wish we´d held on
So baby surrender to me
There´ll be no holding back now
So baby surrender to me tonight
How could this love be in danger?
That used to be so good, so right
To think that fate could make us strangers
Has thrown me in your arms tonight
So baby surrender to me
There´ll be no holding back now
So baby surrender to me tonight
Songwriters: Tom Scholz / David Arthur Sikes / Robert Laquidara / Joe Laquidara
Surrender to Me lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Warner/Chappell Music, Inc, Universal Music Publishing Group

Sunday, June 9, 2019

STINGER. BRIDGE & IRON. RED KEYS. THE RED HOT EMPRESS. THE DEVIL'S FEAST. SUMMER SIPS YOU CRAVE. MAKES GOOD MORNINGS BETTER. HANDS DOWN DELICIOUS. MALE PROTOTYPES: (1) WARM FUZZIES; (2) COLD PRICKLIES; (3) WARM PRICKLIES; AND (4) COLD FUZZIES. STOLE THESE TERMS FROM MY AUNT ALTHEA, OR ALI, WHO JUST DIED. THOUGHT THEY WERE MOST APPROPRIATE, AFTER THE LAST WEEK, GOING FROM MISSOULA TO IDAHO FALLS TO YELLOWSTONE BACK TO IDAHO FALLS TO POCATELLO AND BACK TO MISSOULA! PINK STINK LINE IS UP! HACKERS ARE AWAKE! HELLO. I WON! I THINK THE STAFF AT THE POVERELLO TRIED TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE I NEVER LEFT LAST WEEK--MY BED WAS NEVER CLEARED OF LINEN AND BEDDING, AND MY CHORE TO PICK UP CIGARETTE BUTTS, WAS NO REPLACED? WHY? WHO'S PAYING THEM? SHELLEY! THE DEVIL'S BITCH! NOW, I THINK IT IS EASY TO SEE, THE GENERAL CATEGORIES OF MEN. IN ONE DAY, I WENT FROM WARM FUZZY I DIDN'T KNOW, TO COLD PRICKLY IT DID! BUT FOR ONE LUCID MOMENT, I ALMOST ROLLED CLOSER TO MR. WARM FUZZY, PUT MY ARM ACROSS HIS STOMACH, NUZZLED MY NOSE INTO HIS NECK, POSSIBLY EVEN KISSED HIM! LOL. RIDE A WILD PONY! THE FLIP SIDE OF THIS, STORY, MIGHT BE EVEN MORE FUN THAN WHAT I HAVE TOLD YOU SO FAR . . . MR. WARM FUZZY, MIGHT, ACTUALLY HAVE BEEN A COP, CALLED FROM GOD KNOWS WERE, TO BRING DOWN THE RED HOT EMPRESS! IN RETROSPECT, THAT WHOLE THING MIGHT HAVE BEEN STAGED, AND BACKFIRED! LOL. LIKE I SAID, GENERALLY, ALMOST EVERY PASSENGER, HAS THEIR OWN SEAT, UNLESS THEY DON'T WANT TO, SO? WHY SO FULL? AND FULL OF PRETTY HOT YOUNG, 25 TO 35 YEAR OLD MEN--NOT YOUR NORAMAL BUS CLIENTEL. NOW, THE PLAN, WAS, THAT COWBOY, OR U.S. MARSHAL, TRACKER, DUDE, PICK ME UP FROM THE BUS TERMINAL IN MISSOULA. HOWEVER, THE COP SITTING NEXT TO ME, DIDN'T PLAN ON ME FALLING INTO HIM! LOL. HE WAS FROZEN STIFF! LOL. THE INDENTIFIER, MR. SKATER DUDE, PROBABLY POINTED ME OUT, AFTER, I FELL ASLEEP ON IMPACT, AFTER, THREE SOLID NIGHTS OF SLEEP DEPRIVATION, WORRIED, THAT SOMEONE WAS GOING TO STEAL MY I.D., WHAT, MIGHT HAVE BEEN THE GOAL, THE FIRST NIGHT IN YELLOWSTONE WHEN I WENT TO SHOWER, MONDAY MORNING. NO SHOWER EITHER. MR. SWAMP COOLER BREAKING AND ENTERING IN MY WINDOW, MIGHT HAVE BEEN GIVING EASY ACCESS, TO ME DURING THE NIGHT, HIT, ASSASSINATION, KIDNAPPING, WHATEVER. SO WHY DIDN'T HE WAIT TO INSTALL, THE DEVICE UNTIL I WAS OUT OF THE ROOM? STRANGE, INDEED. PINK STINK PUSSY GALS ON MY BLOG, WITH PINK TEXT BOX! 2:04 PM. I SWEAR, I WAS ASLEEP, SECONDS AFTER MR. WARM FUZZY, TOOK HIS PLACE, BEING LAST ON THE BUS? DIDN'T STRIKE ME AS THAT TYPE OF GUY. ONCE I CAME TO MY SENSES, AND RESISTED, MR. SNUGGLE BEAR, LOOKING AT THE RED EYES, GLARING AT ME THROUGH THE SECURITY CAMERA, CLOSEST TO ME . . . NEVER SEEN THAT TYPE OF CAMERA, LOOKED MORE LIKE THE MOVIE "THE FLY" WITH ALL THESE RED DOTS I COULD SEE IN THE SURVEILLANCE CAMERA. NORMALLY, YOU SEE, JUST A DARK COVER OVER THE CAMERA, BUT CAN'T SEE RIGHT INTO THE LIGHINT AND INTERNAL GUTS OF THE DEVICE! HIGHER TECH THAN, NORMAL? THE BIG TAKE DOWN! WORTH BILLIONS IF NOT TRILLIONS TO GET RID OF ME! EVIL EMPIRE TAKES OVER THE WORLD! WHY DID I FEEL SO DAMNED COMFORTABLE WITH MY BUDDY SLEEPING NEXT TO ME? I HAVE BEEN ON SLEEP DEPRIVATION FOR YEARS, AND YEARS . . . WHY CRASH INTO HIM? I FELT MORE COMFORTABLE WITH HIM, THAN MY OWN, FOUR HUSBANDS, BY FAR? STARTING TO FORM AN IDEA OF WHO HE MIGHT BE? I ALWAYS ERROR ON THE SIDE OF SAFETY. I BLITZED THE BUS, JETTED OUT TO THE BUS STOP SIGN, RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE JEFFERSON LINES BUS TERMINAL. THERE WERE ABOUT 10 GUYS, AT LEAST, PLUS, MR. NEW YORK MOBSTER, WHO JUST STOOD THERE LOOKING AT ME LIKE, THAT WASN'T THE PLAN! YOU WERE SUPPOSE TO CALL COWBOY, AT THE THUNDERBIRD, TO COME PICK YOU UP, TO TAKE YOU TO TARGET? ALL THE COPS JUST KIND OF MILLED AROUND, LOOKING AT ME DOIING MY STRETCHES, WAITING FOR THE CITY BUS, THAT COMES EVERY 15 MINUTES, SO I CAN BOLT, TO SAFETY! THE SECOND, MR. WARM FUZZY, SHOWED UP AT MCDONALD'S THE NEXT DAY, QUANTUM PHYSICS, DIDN'T EVEN NEED TO LOOK AT HIM, AND I KNEW IT WAS HIM? SO FAMILIAR? WHY? WHO IS HE TO ME? SOMETHING FAMILIAR. MMMMM? SO TODAY, I WAS WAITING FOR MY ORDER, AND, THOUGHT AGAIN, WAS THAT REALLY HIM? LOOKED DOWN, AND THE FLOOR WAS WET! LOL. IT WAS LIKE GOD SAYING, YEAH, IT WAS HIM, AND, HE REACTED TO YOU, JUST LIKE YOU THOUGHT HE DID! LATER, AGAIN, THINKING ABOUT HIM, FOR THREE SOLID DAYS NOW, I WAS AGAIN, WONDERING IF, I WAS MISTAKEN, AND, I CAME OUT OF THE RESTROOMS, AND THERE WAS A CAUTION SIGN, WITH A PUDDLE, WET FLOOR! LOL. IT WAS HIM! THEN, I THOUGHT OF THE PROTOTYPE FOR A "COLD PRICKLY" IN SUCH CONTRAST TO THE "WARM FUZZY" CALLING ME, WAITING FOR ME, YELLING ABOUT THE WALL, THE MEXICANS, WHATEVER. WHEN, I FIRST CAME TO MONTANA, AND TOOK A TRIP ON AMTRAK, THERE WAS A PARK RANGER, OR RETIRED, FOREST SERVICE DUDE, WHO TOLD US STORIES, ABOUT, THE WILD WEST, AND TWO CHARACTERS, CALLED, JOSEPHINE THE OUTLAW, WHO BREWED MOONSHINE ON THE OUTSKIRTS OF GLACIER NATIONAL PARK, BY SOME POND, THE LANDMARK, FOR THE TRAIN'S CONDUCTORS, TO STOP, TO SIGNAL, TO JOSEPHINE, THAT, THEY WANTED TO BUY SOME OF HER MOONSHINE. ALLEGEDLY THERE WAS SOME U.S. MARSHAL, WHO WAS SUPPOSE TO ARREST HER FOR KILLING THREE MEN, AND FOR SELLING ILLEGAL MOONSHINE . . . HE FELL IN LOVE WITH HER, AND JOINED HER, IN HER CRIMINAL ENTERPRISE, WAS THE ONE WHO, MET THE TRAINS AND CONDUCTORS AND SOLD THE STUFF TO THEM! LOL. NOW THE ROMANTIC SIDE OF ME, BEING CALLED, JOSEPHINE, BY MY FATHER, OF AND ON SINCE I WAS YOUNG, BROUGHT, THIS OUTLAW, HOME TO ME, AND, THE FANTASY, 7 YEARS AGO, WAS, TO MEET A U.S. MARSHAL, TO FILL THE ROLE OF THE LOVER. COWBOY? MAYBE. UNTIL THE WALL! TRUMP! MEXICANS! ALL COLD PRICKLIES TO ME! FUCK THAT SHIT, FUCK THIS GUY! I HAVE HAD, TWO STINK OPS, SINCE, GETTING BACK IN TOWN, TWO DAYS AGO . . . LAST NIGHT AT THE LIBRARY, CAUGHT, SOME BIG ASS DUDE, DRESSED, IN A WHITE SUNDAY OR DRESS SHIRT, AGAIN, DOESN'T FIT THE NORMAL LIBRARY PATRON, AND AS I SAW HIM SLINK, INTO THE STACKS OF BOOKS, SLOWLY, I TURNED FOR THE FIRST TIME IN ABOUT, 4 HOURS, JUST IN TIME TO CATCH, THE CHIEF OF POLICE, SUV, PULL INTO THE PARKING LOT, SO, I PACKED UP MY SHIT, AND TURNED IN MY COMPUTER, ONLY TO SEE THE MALE LIBRARIAN, LOOK AT ME PISSED, AND RACE INTO THE RESTROOM, PROB ABLY TO CALL OFF THE STINK OP! I GOT OUTSIDE, WAS NOT THERE MINUTES, WHEN, SOME CIA OR FBI AGENT LOOKING DUDE, STARTED TO HEAD INTO THE LIBRARY, WEARING A GREEN BALL CAP, AND A BLUE JACKET . . .IT WAS FOUL WEATHER OUTSIDE. HE CAME BACK, AFTER I CROSSED THE STREET, DIDN'T SEE HIM AGAIN, UNTIL, HE WAS TAKING A PICTURE, OF THE CAR PARKED IN FRONT OF HIM, OR SO HE TRIED TO COVER, BUT I THINK HE WAS TAKING A PICTURE OF MY ASS, OR SOMETHING? I WAS, STANDING NEAR THE TREE, DANCING TO MY CHEAP RADIO WITH NEW EAR BUDS! WHEN I TURNED, HE, MOVED THE CAMERA UP, TO TAKE A PICTURE OF A BLACK JETTA STATION WAGON! SMOOTH MOVE EXLAX! IN TRUE GOD INTEL, FASHION, AN OLDER RED JEEP CHEROKEE CAME ROLLING DOWN THE STREET, INDICATING TO ME, A GREAT GET-AWAY! THOUSANDS OF THEM! GIVE IT UP! HELL, NO, IT IS WORTH, BILLIONS TO THE COPS, WELL WORTH IT! THERE WAS A RED BEAT UP CHEVY SUBURBAN, LIKE THE WHITE ONE RACHEL AND CHRIS HICKEY, HAD IN UTAH, PARKED OUT FRONT . . . SIGNING RACHEL IS THE FAMOUS CHICK FROM UTAH. THE THOUGHT CAME TO ME, THAT, I BET, KENNEDY, CUT A DEAL WITH PRESIDENT TRUMP, ALL OF THE SAME, WHITE NATIONALIST, BIGOTED, SHIT, TO KILL ME, IN EXCHANGE FOR A PARDON FOR DOLLY PARTON! I BET. SO ALL THE DIRTY ASSES, WHO, STOLE BILLIONS, THE COPS, THE MEMBERS OF THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, GET PARDONS? THAT IS NOT THE WAY IT WORKS! EACH PERSON IS TO HAVE SPENT 5 YEARS OF THEIR SENTENCES BEFORE, THEY CAN BE COMMUTED! I AM THE VICTIM HERE, NOT, THAT BITCH, SO OUT OF HER LEAGUE, BUT FOR SEX! "THEY" ARE BLOCKING ME FROM PUBLISHING, AT 2:36 PM! MOTHERFUCKERS! THEN, TODAY, ALL THE SUDDEN, MCDONALD'S STARTED TO FILL UP, WITH DUDES, LIKE THE ONE WHO, TRIED TO PICK UP ON ME, MEMORIAL DAY, PREVIOUSLY, TRIED TO KILL ME AT THE AQUATIC CENTER, MR. MARINE! AND FRIEND, THEN, A DUDE ASKED ME WHERE A PLUG IN WAS . . . AFTER I LEFT, HE LEFT? THERE WERE ABOUT 6 DUDES, ONE POSSIBLE WIFE LOOKING CHICK, PROBABLY AND OLD AGENT OR COP, ALL, LOOKING GEARED AND READY TO DO SOMETHING. IN TRUE GOD FASHION, SOME DUDE RAN ACROSS THE PARKING LOT, INDICATING, TIME TO RUN! I IGNORED IT THE FIRST TIME, SOMEONE DID, BUT THE SECOND TIME, WITH, THIS MANY POSSIBLE, SHIT HEADS, IN THE FOOD ESTABLISHMENT, ERROR IN THE SIDE OF SAFETY . . . SURE ENOUGH, SECONDS AFTER, I GOT UP, TO LEAVE, AND WAS OUT THE DOOR, HEADING TOWARD, THE STRIP MALL, NEXT DOOR, A COP STARTED TO PULL INTO MCDONALD'S, SAW ME, AND DID A "U" TURN, AND, BLASTED DOWN THE STREET! SMILE. THANKS, GOD! BETTER THAN ALL THE LISTENING DEVICES, COACHES, AND STUPID, STOOGES WHO LISTEN TO THESE CLOWNS! KEEP IN MIND, I MAKE THE BIG BUCKS, THESE DUMB ASSES DON'T! THEY MAY HAVE FLOWN IN ALL THEIR TOP DOG, COPS, OF ALL FLAVORS AND SIZES, BUT, THEY FORGOT THE MALE, ACHILLES, HEEL, FEMALE ATTRACTION! I AM STILL HOT, SHE IS NOT! LOL. DRAGGIN' ASS, GETTING OLDER . . . I AM STILL YOUNGING! LEAVE ME ALONE FOR THREE MONTHS, JUST LIKE I REQUESTED LAST YEAR AND SEE WHAT I CAN DO! FUCK. CAN IT BE THAT HARD? LOG HISTORY, OF STRINGING MEN ALONG . . . PAPA KNOWS BEST . . . THIS DAUGHTER IS HIS REAL TROPHY WIFE, PARTICULARLY FOR COPS! RACHEL, SHELLEY, KAY, ARE JUST BUSHIES, SUBSTITUTES, EACH TIME I REJECT ONE OF THEM! THE DEVIL'S MEN! THEY MAY BE GOOD COPS IN OTHER AREAS, BUT THEY ARE DIRTY AS SHIT, IN MY CASE! THINK, BILLIONS, DUMB ASSES, STOLEN, HIJACKED, YANKED, BLOCKED, REDIRECTED, REDISTRIBUTED! I HAVE A DEVIL OF A TIME EVEN GETTING INTO MY BLOG THIS MORNING! THE KNOWLEDGE AND THE FUN, ARE WORTH WAY MORE THAN THE MONEY HONEY! NONE OF THESE BITCHES AND BASTARDS, COULD WRITE ONE! YOU WILL QUICKLY NOTICE A DECLINE IN THE QUALITY, ENTERTAINMENT, LEGAL AND CONSTITUTIONAL KNOWLEDGE PASSED ON . . . . SO, "WARM PRICKLIES" . . . THERE ARE GUYS, WHO AT FIRST ARE CAUTIOUS, SLOW, COME ACROSS, AS GUARDED, DISINTERESTED, AND THAT MAY BE FROM, BEING HURT IN THE PAST, LIKE ME OR SON, ELLIOT . . . MOST OF THOSE REJECTIONS WERE PAID FOR! JUST BECAUSE, YOU ARE RECIEVED, COLDLY, AT FIRST, DOESN'T MEAN, PERSISTENCE, WON'T PAY OFF, IF YOU, JUST HANG IN THERE, PASSED, ALL THE EMOTIONAL BAGGAGE, AND SHIT, FROM, THE PAST! THEN, THERE ARE THE OPPOSITE OF THAT, THE "WARM PRICKLIES!" I WOULD PUT ALL MY LAST THREE HUSBANDS, IN THAT CATEGORY. THEY START OUT WARM AND CHARMING, UNTIL, THEY GET YOU UNDER THEIR THUMB, OR SO THEY THINK. THAT SONG BY MICK JAGGAR AND THE ROLLING STONES, BY THAT NAME OR TITLE, "UNDER MY THUMB" IS PRETTY DISGUSTING, A WOMAN, THEY COULD NEVER GET, IS NOW UNDER HIS THUMB? SHE LOOKS DOWN, HE CAN CHEAT, AND SHE OBEYS? WHAT THE FUCK, KIND OF RELATIONSHIP IS THAT? SURELY NEVER, GOING TO GET INTO THAT TYPE OF RELATIONSHIP! COWBOY ON THE ONE HAD, PRESENTS THIS ROMANTICIZED, IDYLLIC, VERSION AND VISION OF THE OLD WEST, HORSES, RANCH, OPEN SPACES, MOUNTAINS, LOG CABIN TYPE LIVING, FRONT PORCH, PEACE A SOLITUDE. THAT WOULD BE IDEAL, RIGHT, AFTER, YEARS OF BEING CHASED, HARASSED, FUCKED WITH, HOMELESS, ETC. THEN I STARTED TO THINK ABOUT IT, ISOLATION, STRANDED, NO TRANSPORATION BUT FOR HIM, LONELY, NO FRIENDS OR CONTACTS, BUT FOR HIM AND WHO HE WANTS ME TO BE AROUND . . . BEEN THERE, DONE THAT ONE . . . HATED IT! BRETT, STRANDED ME OUT IN MT. STERLING, 8 MILES FROM TOWN, WITH NO CAR OR TRUCK, JUST 2,000 ACRES OF FARMLAND, WITH JUST HORSES, FOR FRIENDS? I FINALLY, LEFT HIM, WITH SURVEILLANCE ON THE HOUSE, NEXT DOOR, AND ON EVERY SEVERAL HOUSES, STARTING MILES AWAY, SO HE COULD GO DO WHAT HE WANTED, BUT COME HOME, WHEN, I NEARED THE HOUSE . . . YOU WILL JUST HAVE TO DEAL WITH MY FLIRTING. NO. I DON'T THINK SO. THEN, I TOOK A WALK ONE DAY, AND HE ACCUSED ME OF HAVING SEX WITH THE FARMER? WHAT FARMER? ISOLATION IS NOT FUN, IT IS ABUSE AND CONTROL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO THANKS. THE POV IS FINE! I WOULD RATHER LIVE UNDER A VIADUCT, THAN, ISOLATED WITH SOME, ASSHOLE, COLD PRICKLY, OR WARM PRICKLY! NOW THAT I AM SAFE BACK IN MISSOULA, AND DON'T HAVE TO DEPEND ON, THE SALT LAKE EXPRESS, DRIVERS, THE MANIFEST FUCK UPS, TICKET GAMES, ETC., LIKE I DID FOR A WEEK, I CAN TELL YOU, ABOUT, A MAN, THAT IS SO TYPICAL OF, THE WARM PRICKLY, MORMON MALE! SO, I GET TO BUTTE BUS TERMINAL, AROUND 2:00 AM, SATURDAY NIGHT, AND SOME, SHUTTLE RIDERS, GOING FROM SALT LAKE TO BUTTE, GET OFF THE SHUTTLE, AND STARTED, TALKING ABOUT THEIR CRAZY ASS, SHUTTLE DRIVER, WHO, GOT PULLED OVER, ISSUED A TICKET, FOR, IRRATIC DRIVING, AND SPEEDING. I WAS GLAD I DIDN'T HAVE THAT SHUTTLE DRIVE--THEN, AT ROUGHLY, 5:20 AM, I REALIZED, THAT, I DID, IN FACT, HAVE THAT SAME SHUTTLE DRIVER! HE WAS EATING, AND DRINKING, WHILE DRIVING, MEANERING IN AND OUT OF HIS LANE, DIDN'T SEEM AT ALL PHASED BY HIS PREVIOUS TRIP AND GETTING TICKETS! I THOUGHT, THIS GUY IS TOO OLD, TO BE DRIVING ANYWAY, HE LOOKS LIKE MY DAD'S AGE! 89! SO, WE MAKE IT TO IDAHO FALLS, I HAVE A LAYOVER, AND THE DRIVER IS WAITING FOR HIS, SPELL OFF DRIVER. HE, MAKES SOME COMMENT, TO ME, AND I AM, LIKE, PLEASE, DON'T COME TALK TO ME! LOL. NOT ONLY TOUCH ME NOT, BUT TALK, NOT TO ME EITHER! SURE ENOU=GH, HE COMES OVER, AND, WE START TALKING. COME TO FIND OUT, HE, IS THE STEP-FATHER, OF AN ATTORNEY, LARRY, CAN'T REMEMBER HIS LAST NAME FROM, ST. GEORGE, UTAH. MORMONISM IS A SMALL WORLD. HE WAS MARRIED TO LARRY'S MOM, WHO WAS, 10 OR MORE YEARS OLDER THAN HIM . . . TO MY SURPRISE, HE IS MY AGE, NOT MY DAD'S AGE, READY TO DIE! LOL. SCREAM. SO, DUDE, SHOWS ME, HIS CURRENT GIRLFRIEND OR SOMEONE HE WANTS TO DATE . . . SHE IS, PRETTY AND ONLY ABOUT 42, A CATHOLIC, FROM, SOMEHWERE BACK EAST OR MIDWEST. NOW, THIS GUY, IS, LESS THAN, AVERAGE, LOOKING, WEARING TOTAL DORK CLOTHES, BALD, SCRUFFY, BASICALLY, UNKEPT, IN MY MIND, SAID HE WENT DOWNHILL, AFTER HIS WIFE DIED . . . I CAN SEE THAT! LOL. NOW, I AM KNOCKING DOWN, HOTTIES, 20 YEARS YOUNGER THAN, ME, AND WHEN IN SHAPE, THE BEST LOOKING DUDES IN THE GYM. SO THIS CLOWN, SAYS, SOMETHING LIKE, WELL, YOU ARE A LITTLE, WELL . . . I WAS LIKE, YOU HAVE TO BE SHITTING ME . . . I WOULDN'T TOUCH, YOUR UGLY HAIRY, ASS, WITH MORE HAIR, THAN, YOUR HEAD, IF YOU WERE THE LAST MAN ON EARTH, AND, NEEDING, CPR! LOL. THIS IS YOUR MORMON MALE! SO OUT OF TOUCH, WITH REALITY, WHO IS AN WHO IS NOT OBTAINABLE, BUT WITH, UNREALISTIC STANDARDS FOR WOMEN! ARE YOU SEEING MY CONNECTIONS TO MORMOM MALES IN THE FBI AND CIA? WHEN ARE MEN, GOING TO STOP, MAKING WOMEN, INTERVIEW, ON THE PRODUCER'S COACH? FUCK. I HAVE NEVER HAD ONE PERSON, IN ALL 7 YEARS, EVEN GUESS ME AS HOMELESS, BUT THIS MAN, IF SOMEONE SAID HE WAS HOMELESS, I WOULDN'T QUESTION, AND HE THINKS IN SOME ALTERNATIVE UNIVERSE HE CAN GET THAT, PRETTY CUTE, 42 YEAR OLD? I THINK NOT. BUT, MEAN IS WRITTEN ALL OVER HIS FACE, BUT, HE STARTS OUT, MR. NICE GUY, ONLY TO USE HIS, UGLINESS, TO DO WHAT, MAKE ME THINK HE IS SOME HOT COMMODITY? NEVER. THT CHICK IS GOING TO DIE WHEN, SHE SEES HIM FOR REAL. OLD COPS, NEVER, GROW UP! THERE IS THIS OTHER ONREY, BASTARD, RETIRED, COP FROM NEW YORK, WHO, IS JUST THE SAME, WELL, NO, HE DOESN'T EVEN TRY, HE IS A COLD PRICKLY, FROM THE START. LEARN TO WORK, SMARTER, MEN, NOT HARDER! MR. WARM FUZZY, BECAUSE, I CAN FEEL, HE IS SWEET, COULD, HAVE ME AT ANY TIME, WITH ME, MAKIG THE MOVES! EASY. PERIOD. ALL I HAVE DONE, IS THINK OF HIM, DAY AND NIGHT! PINK STINK, IS BACK, TRYING TO STEAL THE BLOG, BEFORE, YOU REALIZE, I AM SIINGLE, AND NOT HOOKED INTO ANY OF THESE FUCKING, COLD PRICKLY COPS! I HAVE BEEN MARRIED TO COWBOY, TWICE BEFORE! EVERYTIME, I SEE, COWBOY, NOT SURE IF HE IS JETHRO OR MIKE, AS HE ANSWERS HIS PHONE MESSAGES, AS . . . DID HE KILL, THE REAL, TWO TIME, WORLD RODEO, ALL AROUND, CHAMP? TAKE HIS PROPERTY, LIKE SHELLEY, KAY, RACHEL, SUE, AND OTHERS ARE TRYING OR HAVE TAKEN MINE, LEAVING ME, IN HOMELESS SHELTERS, WHILE THEY ENJOY THE FRUITS OF MY LABORS? SOME, DUDE, WEARING ALL COWBOY, GEAR, OLD WITH A WALKER, CAME TO THE POV. LAST NIGHT . . . THE FIRST THOUGHT, I HAD, WAS, IS THIS THE REAL, WORLD RODEO CHAMP, WHO WAS ROBBED, BY THE COPS, LIKE, I WAS, LIKE HOPE CARLTON WAS, A REAL PLAYMATE, AND OFFERED THE ROLE ON BAYWATCH, BEFORE, PAMALA ANDERSON? TRUE TO THE TV SERIES, "RICHES" WITH MINNY DRIVER, DID SHELLEY, SO LOVED BY COPS, WATCH ALL THE EPISODES, OF "RICHES" AND "SOPRANOS" AND LEARN ALL THE TRICKS, TO STEAL, LIVES, FORTUNES, FAME, POWER, MONEY, AND PRESTIGE, BRIBING THE COPS, WITH, THE ENTICEMENT, OF MONEY, AND TAKING OVER THE WORLD? I THINK SO!

SOME DOWN AND DIRTY CASES . . . BEFORE, MY TIME IS UP, AND MY BLOG IS STOLEN!  THEY ARE EDITING MY  POST TO PROTECT THE GUILTY!


SOMETHING UNIQUE IN EACH CASE!

CHANDA

  • I am not referring to my notes, because, hackers are on my ass, but I hope, I can do some justice, to these cases . . . so sad, but, I can relate, all too well!
  • in this case, there is a young couple, dating, but the dude is abusive, and the chick, has tried to leave him, many times.  He parents, Joe and Donna whatever, encouraged her and tried to help her get away, but, either she would go back, or he would, entice her back.
  • one day, at his house or a family cabin by the lake, and I had Bongo and Jill, both pesty, interrupting me through all the cases, so, ?  They were partying with another couple at the lake, but, after drinking some time, the other chick, leaves, pissed at her boyfriend
  • sometime between, her friend leaving and, an hour or so later, when, boyfriend, calls 911, he claimed that he found, Chanda (See Hand Da!) laying on the front porch, having been beaten and bleeding, and almost dead.  Now, rather than, call, 911 immediately, boyfriend, runs to his, grandfather's place, who is the sheriff, or to his uncle's place,, or step-father, who is a prominent, criminal defense attorney!??????
  • by the time the ambulance, arrives, Chanda is dead!  There are about, 21, family members of the boyfriends in the house, almost acting like, it is a family reunion, playing cards, drinking, watching TV, etc.?  The EMT's, can't figure out why, the boyfriend's family is acting so strange, but, they don't question, with grandpa the sheriff.
  • the parents are called to the funeral home, not the morgue, to identify the body of their daughter?  They are like why is the body, at the funeral home?  We want the medical examiner, to look at the body, and do an autopsy . . . well, the dude at the morgue is not a medical examiner and not trained to do autopsies.  The parents, notice, tons of bruising on their daughter, and try to push, for, someone, a state's medical examiner, but they are denied.  Nobody, really interviews, the family members, and, it is suspected, later by experts, that, Chanda, was alive, for at least an hour, laying, dying on the front porch, and could have lived, had, the EMT or emergency, personnel, been called to the scene earlier.
  • the parents, buried, their daughter, at the highest spot on the top of the cemetery, hoping that some day, they could get the body exhumed, and re-examined or an autopsy done.
  • sorry, the sun is shining, right, in the window, and I can't see, nor can I remember, because there is another case, that is sort of like this with a guy, shooting his wife, soon, to be ex, in the head, twice, because she discovers, he is cheating on her with someone from dispatch, and he is a cop, and his, dad or someone close is also a cop . . . on both cases, you have the blue brotherhood, protecting the likely suspect, and in the case with Chanda, a criminal defense attorney, and cop relative, are at the scene of the crime, while she is dying.  I can't remember, which case, but in one of the cases, a private investigator, gets a hold of inculpatory evidence, that, clearly showed, that, Chanda, had been severely beaten, and there was blood, all over, several rooms, before the body was, moved to the front porch,, before, they allowed, her to die, as she cried for help!  In one of the cases, someone, anonymously, delivered, a manila folder, with pictures of the crime scene, that showed, the investigators, didn't do their jobs, didn't take pictures, or test, gun powder residue, in the other case, everything was done, strangely, and, seemed to be protecting the men, either directly, or indirectly, connected to the cops!
  • 18 years after, Chanda was buried, the parents, got someone willing to re-examine the case of their daughter's death.  I think, her death had been ruled, a suicide, and was promptly closed!
  • pictures of the crime scene, all the blood on the walls, scenes of a fight, pictures of bruises, and the medical examiner's autopsy, showed, that, Chanda, died, after being severely beaten, and left to die!
  • prosecutors, could not charge the boyfriend with murder, because she was not dead, at the time, he carried her body to the front porch; however, the prosecutors, were looking at, not only his and the other party attender's duty, to get her medical help, as soon as possible, charging the boyfriend, with assault and battery, domestic violence, and other bodily harm, statutes, but, like in the Freddy Gray, case, of the 6 cops, who, arrested him, for looking at them, 3 blacks, and 3 white officers, who were charged with his murder, for, basically, being less than, human beings for driving passed, at least two hospitals, while he was, choking and gasping for breath . . . the statue was something like, inhumane treatment of someone in their care and custody!  AS A PROSECUTOR, I WOULD HAVE CHARGED EVERY SINGLE PERSON AT THAT PARTY, WHO DIDN'T CALL FOR  MEDICAL EMERGENCY, UNTIL SHE WAS DEAD, WITH, MURDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1  POSSIBLY, SECOND DEGREE, OR NEGLIGENT HOMICIDE, OR MANSLAUGHTER, BUT SURELY SOMETHING!  THE FAMILY IS PARTYING WITH BLOOD ON THE WALLS, AND, A DYING GIRL ON THE FRONT PORCH?

ANNA ANASTASIA.  SIMILAR TO THE PREVIOUS CASE, THIS CHICK, WAITS AND HOUR, AFTER ALLEGEDLY FINDING HER HUSBAND, WITH A GUN SHOT TO THE HEAD.  WHEN COPS ARRIVE, THEY SEARCH THE HOUSE, AND FIND, A HORROR SCENE FROM, HALLOWEEN, OR FRIDAY THE 13TH!  THE HUSBAND'S, LIVE IN, 25 YEAR OLD GIRLFRIEND, IS CUT IN LIKE 22 PARTS, OR STABBED A TOTAL OF 42 TIMES, AS HEAVY METAL MUSIC IS PLAYING IN A DIRTY, BASEMENT.  TO MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT, ANNA WAS TOTALLY CALM, BEING INTERVIEWED BY THE COPS, WHILE SHE GAVE DNA EVIDENCE, AND WHILE SHE TOOK AND MISERABLY FAILED, A LIE DETECTOR TEST!  APPARENTLY, HUBBY OF MANY YEARS, AND FATHER OF 5 CHILDREN, MET THIS HOT 25 YEAR OLD, AND ALL THREE WERE IN A THREESOME, UNTIL, THE WIFE, PUT THE KIBOSH, ON THE DEAL AND WANTED, CHICK TO MOVE OUT AND HUBBY, SAID NO AND STILL FORCED HER INTO SEX SHE DIDN'T WANT.  ANNA, PUT HER 13 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER, AND HER BOYFRIEND, UP TO, MURDER, THE DAD AND THE GIRLFRIEND.  NOW, IN A WAY, I CAN CHEER, ANNA, LIKE I DID, LORETTA BOBBIT, AS A WOMAN, BUT AS AN ATTORNEY, NO . . . NOR DO I CONDONE, KILLING THE STUPID, BIMBO . . . WHICH I AM SHOCKED, THE CRIME DIDN'T HAPPEN, IN THE REVERSE . . . SLAUGHTER THE DUDE WHO, REFUSED TO GIVE UP, LITTLE MISSY, AND ALSO, REFUSED TO LEAVE THE HOUSE!  HE IS THE ONE, WHO CONTRACTED, IN MARRIAGE, AND THE ANGER SHOULD HAVE BEEN DIRECTED TOWARD, HIM, NOT THE DUMB ASS BITCH, HE BROUGHT WITH HIM, TO THE  NEW HOUSE, AFTER THE WIFE, REFUSED, TO PLAY THE SEX GAMES ANYMORE!  NOW THE THING THAT WAS INTERESTING ABOUT THIS CASE, IS THAT, ANNA, OR THE 13 YEAR OLD, PLACED, A GUN, NEAR THE HEAD HUBBY, THAT WAS NOT USED IN THE MURDER, ALLEGED, SUICIDE, ONE WAS A .45 AND ONE, A .366, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT.  COPS WERE STUNNED, WHEN, THEY FOUND, A BULLET THAT MISSED THE HUSBAND'S HEAD, LODGED, NEAR A BIBLE, IN SOME FURNITURE.  THE COURTS AND JURY, FOUND ANNA, THE MOST GUILTY, BECAUSE, COPS FOUND, TEXT OR EMAIL EVIDENCE, THAT, PLANNED THE MURDER, AND SHE OFFERED THE 13 YEAR OLD KID, A PLACE TO STAY IN HER HOME--HE HAD A ROUGH CHILDHOOD.  KILLING SOMEONE, IS NO SOLUTION.  HE GOT, TWO LIFE SENTENCES, WITHOUT A CHANCE OF PAROLE, SAME WITH ANNA, FOR ORCHESTRATING, THE DEAL.  THE DAUGHTER, WAS, 13, AND I THINK, SO DISTRAUGHT OVER HER DAD'S DEATH, THAT, THE JUVIE COURTS, WENT, LIGHT ON HER.  BOYFRIEND WAS THE SAME AGE, BUT TRIED AS AN ADULT AND GOT AN ADULT SENTENCE.  3 PEOPLE IN PRISON, 2 DEAD, 4 KIDS WITHOUT PARENTS, AND OLDER SISTER!

SEX PLAY IS NO GAME!

MATT.

THIS IS YOUR TYPICAL, OR SO IT SEEMS, JEALOUS HUSBAND, WHO FINDS OUT HIS, HOT SUCCESSFUL WIFE, OF 7 YEARS, IS LEAVING HIM, FOR A GREAT NEW JOB AND A NEW MAN!  DUDE HAS TWO KIDS, FROM A PREVIOUS MARRIAGE, NONE HERS!  WIFE IS MAKING LAST MINUTE PREPARATION FOR, HER HOT JOB INTERVIEW, WHEN, SHE MEETS UP WITH, HUSBAND, WHO DISCOVERS HER, TEXT MESSAGES, TO A COWORKER SHE IS HAVING AN AFFAIR WITH.  LATER, HE PUTS, A GPS TRACKING DDIVICE, EITHER ON HER PHONE OR HER CAR?  INTERFERENCE!  SCREAM.  WHAT MAKES THIS CASE UNIQUE, IS, THAT AFTER, THE DUDE, MURDERS HIS WIFE, HEPUTS THE GPS TRACKER DEVICE IN HIS OWN, POCKET, AND FAILS TO TURN IT OFF!  THE COPS CAN SEE A CLEAR TRAIL OF HITS OFF CELL TOWERS, GOING THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION, OR IN REVERSE OF THE CRIME SCENE WHERE, WIFE IS FOUND IN THE TRUCK OF HER CAR DEAD!  ANOTHER TWIST TO THE STORY, IS THAT THE COPS FOUND OUT THAT, MATT SMITH WAS, NOT MATT SMITH, BUT HAD BEEN, HIDING HIS PREVIOUS LIFE AND CHARGES, BUT THEY GOT THE GUY, AFTER HE GOT THE SYMPATHY OF THE COMMUNITY, BUT DIDN'T PARTICIPATE IN THE SEARCHES FOR HIS WIFE'S BODY, OR HALF HEARTEDLY DID, BUT, THE CROCODILE TEARS, LOOKED, MOFE LIKE CROCK TEARS, TO THE COPS!  HE GOT LIFE!




Saturday, June 8, 2019

COWBOY WISDOM: SOUND'S LIKE HE'S GOT A $1,000 SADDLE ON A $50.00 HORSE. DEATH2LIFE. RING OF FIRE. --JOHNNY CASH. TOY STORY2. MY MONEY. STILL CHEAP! LIE TO ME. --J.T. ELLISON. "THEY APPEARED TO BE THE PERFECT COUPLE . . ." MY MOTHER MYSELF: A DAUGHTER'S (SON'S) SEARCH FOR IDENTITY. THIS IS US. FALLING INTO PLACE. PURE POLITICS: WE HAVE TO HAVE THE WALL! 2 MILLION HISPANICS. HE PANICS. THEY WORK IN YOUR BEEF SLAUGHTER AND BUTCHER SHOPS. WHITES WILL NOT DO THE WORK! THEY ARE THE LANDSCAPERS AND HOUSEKEEPERS AT ALL TRUMP PROPERTIES. WHITES WILL NOT DO THE WORK. CLEAR CHOICE. NEW TEETH COST $12,000, AS HE PUTS CASH DOWN ON A HALF A MILLION DOLLAR RANCH? DIDN'T YOU JUST MAKE $45,000 ON TRAPPING THE IDAHO BABY RAPIST? SO? HEY, YOU CAN GET NEW TEETH FOR $855 IN MEXICO! BUT YOU WOULD HAVE TO GIVE UP YOUR LOYALTY TO TRUMP AND YOUR BIGOTRY! NO COMMENT. LOL. BLACK AND WHITES! THINK CRITICALLY. EXPLORE CREATIVELY. LIVE ETHICALLY. PRO ON THE GO! PRIMITIVE MAN. PRETTY DEADLY. IN PRAISE OF YOUNGER MEN! FEDERAL WILDLIFE OFFICER. JUST THINK I MELTED IN TO YOU, ON THE #1 BUS EXPERIENCE. MEN ARE LIKE TROLLY CARS. ONE COMING BY EVERY TEN MINUTES! MR. CUDDLES. 6 CHICK NUGGETS. YOU THIS MORNING? LOVE YOUR WAYS. CASUAL. CHILL. COOL. EVERYTHING IS SYMBOLIC. EXPOSED YOUR ACHILLES HEEL WITH YOUR SLIP ON DENNIS SHOES. I READ EVERYTHING! NEVER IN MY LIFEF HAVE I FELT SO COMFORTABLE. ALMOST FELT LIKE PUTTING MY ARM THROUGH, YOURS AND PUTTING MY HEAD BACK ON YOUR SHOULDER. FALL INTO ME! OKAY. YOU. BOUNCE BACK IN THREE WEEKS. HIM, OLD SCHOOL, THREE MONTHS! MAYBE. REBEL WILSON ON THE COVER OF "INSTYLE" MAGAZINE. PERFECT PITCH. SMART MEN, SEE THE POTENTIAL. YOUR SMART. THEY WILL JUST TRY TO STOP ME FROM GOING TO THE GYM AFTER I LEAVE THEM! KISS. PERSONALITY AND BRAINS, BIGGEST TURN ON. WILDLIFE PERFECTLY FINE WITH THE RIGHT GUY. COULD TELL YOUR LAID BACK STYLE BY THE WAY YOU REACTED TO ME MOVING YOUR PROPERTY TO THE SEAT. THE WAY YOU DIDN'T MIND CLIMBING OVER ME, PUTTING YOUR BACKPACK UNDER YOUR FEET. THANKS FOR PRETENDING YOU WERE ASLEEP, WHILE I SEXUALLY ASSAULTED YOU WITH MY EYES! LOL. FORGOT KILLERS ON THE ROAD. BRAINS A SQUIRMING LIKE A TOAD! SURVEILLANCE. SIT UP AT ATTENTION! LIE TO ME. THEY BUILT A LIFE ON LIES. SUTTON AND ETHAN MONTCLAIR'S IDYLLIC LIFE IS NOT AS IT APPEARS. THE COUOPLE SEEMS MADE FOR EACH OTHER, BUT THE TRUTH IS UGLY. CONSUMED BY PROFESSIONAL AND PERSONAL BETRAYALS AND FINANCIAL WOES, THE TWO BOTH LOVE AND HATE EACH OTHER. AS TENSIONS MOUNT, SUTTON DISAPPEARS, LEAVING BEHIND A NOT SAYING NOT TO LOOK FOR HER. ETHAN FINDS HIMSELF THE TARGET OF VICIOUS GOSSIP AS FRIENDS, FAMILY AND THE MEDIA SPECULATE ON WHAT REALLY HAPPENED TO SUTTON MONTCLAIR. AS THE POLICE INVESTIGATE, THE LIES THE COUPLE HAVE BEEN SPINNING FOR YERS QUICKLY UNRAVEL. IS ETHAN A KILLER? IS HE BEING SET UP? DID SUTTON HATE HIM ENOUGH TO KILL THE CHILD SHE NEVER WANTED AND THEN HERSELF? THE PATH TO THE ANSWERS IF FULL OF TWISTS THAT WILL LEAVE THE READER BREATHLESS. PUBLICITY & MARKETING CAMPAIGN. ADVANCE UNCORRECTED PROOF NOT FOR SALE. SEE IF ANY OF THESE CHAPTER TITLES RING A BELL? WE FIND A BODY. SOMETHING'S MISSING. DID SHE, OR DIDN'T SHE? THERE ARE CRACKS IN EVERY MARRIAGE. BEAUTY AND THE BEAST. DISCOVERIES ARE MADE. A TWIST OF THE KNIFE. AND THEN THEY WERE THREE. THE FRIENDS COME A-CALLING. BURN ALL THE LAWYERS. THE TANGLED WEBS WE WEAVE. SIDS, OR NOT TO SIDS. THE STRANGE CASE OF THE MISSING WIFE. THE POLICE ARRIVE. GLORY DAYS. TELL ME YOUR SECRETS. WHAT'S REALLY GOING ON HERE? THE INVESTIGATION BEGINS. READ ALL ABOUT IT. THE FIRST BREAK. IN WHICH WE RECEIVE A CLUE. VOICES, I HEAR VOICES. ANOTHER DAWN IS DAWNING. LIFE AS WE KNOW IT HAD ENDED. FRANCOPHILES IN FRANKLIN. STOP THE MADNESS. SHE WHO KNEW HER BEST. AN UNEXPECTED SURPRISE. A VIDEO IS WORTH A THOUSAND WORDS. GOOD TIMING, OFFICER. A TRAIL EMERGES. I HEAR YOU'RE MISSING A WIFE. A CORROSIVE BEAST. LET'S GO FOR A DRIVE. TAKE A WALK ON THE WILD SIDE. THE TIES THAT BIND. BLACKMAIL, OR HOW DOES YOUR GARDEN GROW? WHEN ALL YOU KNOW IS FALSE. A CHANGE OF HEART. I'M COMING HOME, I'M COMING HOME. THAT MAN IS LYING THROUGH HIS TEETH. A CRY, BUT NOT FOR HELP. THE GREEN GRASS ACROSS THE WAY. A CHALLENGE IS GIVEN. THE NEWS, THE DAMNING NEWS. NOT EVERYTHING IS AS IT SEEMS. LIVE FROM A CRIME SCENE. AND NEVER THE TWAIN SHALL MEET. NOW THE WORLD KNOWS. NOW, ISN'T THAT ODD? SUTTON. PROLOGUE. ELLE EST ARRIVE'. NOT EVERYTHING IS AS IT SEEMS. A BIT OF BACKSTORY. THE GHOST OF PAPA. WE MEET A FRIEND. AND SO IT BEGINS. HELLO, MY NAME IS . . . A BABY IS BORN. CAFE' AU LAIT IN BED. AN AFFAIR TO REMEMBER. PAST LIVES REVEALED. MURDER, SHE WROTE. THOSE SACRED HEARTS. AN APPOINTMENT MISSED, A DISASTER AVOIDED. SECRETS AND MONSTERS. AMERICAN WOMAN. THE HEADLINES ARE GRABBING. RISE AND SHINE. WHEN THINGS GO SIDEWAYS. AN ARREST IS MADE. SOMETIMES, YOU GET WHAT EXACTLY YOU WANT. EVERYONE. LIAR, LIAR, PANTS ON FIRE. AIN'T NO REST FOR THE WICKED. ADMIT IT. ONCE A JUVIE, ALWAYS A JUVIE. HAZE ON THE SEINE. THROUGH A GLASS, DARKLY. POISON IVY. LEAN ON ME. THE TRINITY. LEAVIN', ON A JET PLANE. SHINE A BRIGHT LIGHT IN THE CORNERS. HOME IS WHERE THEY HAVE TO TAKE YOU IN. TRUTH WILL OUT. YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN. ADMISSION OF GUILT. BE SHRIVEN. THE RECKONING. DEATH, AND REBIRTH. JUST WHEN YOU THINK IT'S OVER. AUTHOR NOTE. READ BETWEEN THE LINES. LYRICS FROM THE SONG: ONE SHOT.--MABEL. THEN TWO VERY SYMBOLIC AND TELLING DREAMS: (1) DAUGHTER NICOLE; (2) POVERELLO & OLD BOSS, UTAH PROSECUTION COUNCIL, CRIMINAL ENFORCEMENT DIVISION, UTAH ATTORNEY GENERAL OFFICE, MARK NASH.

One Shot
I'ma make one stop for you, for you
And you only got one shot, don't ignore, yeah
'Cause I'm so choosy, choosy, yeah, yeah
Mans say I'm too bougie, bougie, yeah, yeah
So I'ma give you one shot, go ahead, pour it
You know that I feel ya
Say you wanna get familiar
But I got tunnel vision, tunnel vision
I like what I see but that don't mean I'm with
Oh Lord, no, no
I need something, real, yeah
Flashing your wrist on your rollie, rollie
Like your time is precious
Talking to me, say you show me, show me
Boy, you better
So I'ma make one stop for you, for you
And you only got one shot, don't ignore, yeah
'Cause I'm so choosy, choosy, yeah, yeah
Mans say I'm too bougie, bougie, yeah, yeah
So I'ma give you one shot, go ahead, pour it
But you only got one shot
Gotta give me all you got
So I'ma make a little time for you
But babe you only got one shot, one shot
I wanna get to know ya
It's so hard to ignore ya
But no, I never make bad decisions, bad decisions
I don't need your hands to catch the rhythm
Oh Lord, no, no
We got something for sure, yeah

Holding your chain like it's holy, holy
I'm a blessing, blessing
Still talking to me, say you show me, show me
Boy, you better
So I'ma make one stop for you, for you
And you only got one shot, don't ignore, yeah
'Cause I'm so choosy, choosy, yeah, yeah
Mans say I'm too bougie, bougie, yeah, yeah
So I'ma give you one shot, go ahead, pour it
And you only got one shot
Gotta give me all you got
So I'ma make a little time for you
But baby you only got one shot, one shot
You stay right there
I'll be right back
Turn this one shot into a night cap
Too much talking
Why you like that?
You only get one shot so baby, where you at?
You stay with me, gotta pay attention
'Cause we have a good thing if you learn your lesson
I'ma make sure that you don't forget it

I'ma make sure that you don't regret it
So I'ma make one stop for you, for you
And you only got one shot, don't ignore, yeah
'Cause I'm so choosy, choosy, yeah, yeah
Mans say I'm too bougie, bougie, yeah, yeah
So I'ma give you one shot, go ahead, pour it
And you only got one shot
Gotta give me all you got
So I'ma make a little time for you
Baby you only got one shot, one shot
Songwriters: Mabel McVey / Jordan Day Reid / Kelly Kiara
One Shot lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC

CLEAR POLITICS. CLEAR CHOICE.  A DAUGHTER'S SEARCH FOR IDENTITY.  SHE IS AS CONSERVATIVE AS I AM LIBERAL!  WILL IT ALL COME OUT IN THE WASH?
  • this dream was actually quite simple . . . I lived in a big house, clean, nice, furnished, and kept up.  However, each time, everything was done, Nicole, my arch, conservative, active, Mormon, Republican daughter, who has lived, under the care and supervision of, the Southwick, sister, Sue and Kevin shit or Schmidt, family, for 20 years, while living back east, would come in a mess the house up?
  • Sue is one year younger than I am, and, we have, kind of always been rivals, from debate, to her wanting to be an attorney.  Sue used to assign, every sister, a slot, in the family pecking order . . . I was the pretty one.  I always bucked the pretty social butterfly label, and struggled to have it all, brains, beauty, social status, education, good grades, standing in the church, great kids, and the list go on and on.
  • Nicole was in the military, when I was practicing law, so she never saw, much of the attorney, professor, business owner, online professor, and she was brought home, after I was told I was going to die and she, might not be done with her service, before I was dead.
  • the Southwick sister, pecking order, got it's nose out of joint, when, I decided to get divorced and go to law school, as did my father, screamed at me for hours, and the sister club, promised me if I got a divorce, and gave my kids to their father to go to law school, if my kids ever got famous, look for all our brand names, I would not get credit for being their mother . . . HELLO!?
  • President Obama's father, never met him, until he was 10, and only once, and nobody, said he was not partially, responsible, for the genetic, make up of a brilliant, lawyer and world leader!  GET FUCKING REAL.  It was not as if, I abandoned my kids!  They were with me more than with the father they lived with, every weekend, and beyond, still closer to all of them!  Chris hates both of his parents!  LOL.  Can't say I blame him. 
In the book, MY MOTHER MYSELF, I read, the first paragraph or page, and, it sounded very familiar, to me, the very intelligent mother, said, or told her daughter, I am not good at this mother thing, so if you ever, need to find someone that you can bond to, do so . . . I won't be offended.
  • but, daughter, sabotage, or lying about her parentage, I take issue with, and, fucking with my great house, messing it up, just as I get it cleaned, or straightened out, is just plain and simply WRONG!  My parents have done me totally wrong, have put hits out on me, to save, more favored, sisters, and I still don't lie about who my parents are!  All my wounds are defensive . . . I have never purposefully, hurt, any of my kids, only done what is best, given the situation, which, admittedly has been hard, but I have seen kids, from, totally, alcoholic, abusive, parents, love and support them . . . so what gives?
  • I was like, what is up with that, Nicole?  Back to the dream . . . at first I didn't say anything, but the pattern started to get annoying.  I would go to various parts of my very nice home, and, just, as soon as I got things, back in shape, Nicole would come and mess it up again!
  • generally, actions like this, come from deep hurt, and are triggered by the least offense . . . recently, I wrote something, positive about, Greta, being, qualified, to be, Secretary of Interior, and sent a group text, to all four of my kids, thinking, they would be supportive and like seeing, their big sister, who is just going through a divorce, complimented, and, that men, are lining up to meet her, just by me talking to them.  I don't favor, on child over another, never have, never thought this would bother, her or her brothers, who benefited greatly from their big sister's love and care, and I know, the bruising, seen and unseen, a divorce, can cause . . . just wanted to build her up, because, she deserves it!
  • NOTE, THE PINK STINK, TEXT BOX, BLOCKING ME FROM, PUBLISHING OR POSTING, BECAUSE, THEY WANT ME TO CLICK, FOR THEIR ENTRY IN TO FUCK THIS BLOG, SO THAT NICOLE, AND MY KIDS, CAN'T GET THE TRUTH, JUST HAPPENED, AND, THEY ARE ON THIS BLOG, AS THEY ALWAYS HAVE BEEN, FROM, DAY TWO!
  • so the next thing, I get from Nicole, is, some stupid ass, thing about, text etiquette?  My home schooling daughter, is lecturing her mother, on texting?  I have written for the U.S. Supreme Court, for statewide doctors associations, taught, at three colleges, and have, started, master's degrees in family and human development, and, ancient scripture studies . . . so?  Is she jealous of my relationship with Greta?  She joins, in with all the kids, none of us, like these group, texts . . . I told them all the fuck off!  LOL.  My god, my parents, didn't even call me once, for two years while I was living in Tucson, Arizona, when she was born, not even to congratulate me for having a baby!  I didn't hate them, so where is all this venom, coming from, and what has Sue and Kevin, been telling her?  My father, wrote on letter, group, letter, and, it was about me coming to visit, and to me, too!  LOL.  but, I was glad to know my dad, at least thought of me once in two years!  Let's say it is in my DNA . . . we tend to parent kind of like our parents, parented us!  My parents were on bad, until, I was pitted against, the family welfare case, Shelley . . . we love those we serve, and everyone in the family served, Shelley and her crew, of misfits!
  • anyway, I will leave the dream analysis, to her, or to you psychologists out there!  LOL.
  • I'm a pretty with it mom, attorney, professor, blogger, and, do everything well . . . the proof is in my work, from my kids, to my billion dollar blog!
  • FIND OUT WHO HER BOSSES ARE IN LANGLEY OR QUANTICO!  FUCK!?  NICOLE HAS BEEN IN D.C., PLENTY LONG ENOUGH, TO HOOK UP WITH MY ENEMIES, AND GET PAID BY THEM . . . THE FRUIT DOESN'T FALL FAR FROM THE TREE . . . SHE EVEN WRITES A LETTER TO A CONGRESSMAN OR COUNTY COMMISSIONER AND THEY WANT TO HIRE HER!  LOL.  HER JOB WITH LOUDON COUNTY, VIRGINIA, WAS ALMOST IDENTICAL TO ONE OF MY JOBS WITH THE UTAH ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICE! 
  • OF ALL MY KIDS, SHE IS PROBABLY THE MOST LIKE ME!  THAT SHOULD EXPLAIN, A LOT!  LOL.  RABID ABOUT POLITICS!  MILITANT EVEN WITH HER MORMON YOUNG WOMEN . . . I HAVE BRAGGED ABOUT HER TOO, AS I HAVE ALL MY STELLAR KIDS . . . THE BOLD LOOK OF KOHLER!  LOL.  LITTLE  QUEENIE, STOP MESSING WITH YOUR MOTHER'S HOUSE!  I DIG ON HER, BUT SHE PISSES ME OFF!  LOL.  SHE COULD BE JEALOUS OF ME BEING AROUND, GRETA IN THE LAST 20 YEARS, WHILE SHE GOT SUE!  LOL!  THE PINK STINK LINE IS BACK!  THEY FILTER, EVERYTHING FROM MY KIDS, SO THEY DON'T KNOW JACK SHIT!  SHE HAS NO IDEA, JUST HOW COOL HER MOTHER IS!  LOL.
  • I am almost afraid to call her, need to first ask her if there are any phone call etiquette's, I need to know about?  FUCK THE FBI or CIA . . . lame ass shits, learning from your MOTHER!

THIS NEXT DREAM, MIGHT, HELP MY LITTLE FEISTY DAUGHTER, KNOW HER MOTHER!  FIRST PICTURE OF NICOLE, AS A TWO MONTH OLD, LOOKING "LIKE LITTLE ROCKET GIRL," GREEN JAMMIES, BODY, STRAIGHT, HEAD ERECT, ON A 45 DEGREE ANGLE, FROM HER BODY, STICKING HER TONGUE OUT, AT ME AND HER DAD!

LOL.

VERY SYMBOLIC AND APPROPRIATE!

  • now, my readers, if they can find my blog, anymore, don't know where it is coming out, but, Mr. Cuddly, Federal Wildlife Officer, must have found it and read it, somewhere in the web, used to be everywhere, or he must have paid close attention to my dossier, to be able to find me at McDonald's, with my cell phone battery out . . . even more handsome with his double glasses off!  I am very aggressive in the law, but, in love, not so much . . . take that for what it is worth!  Just grab me by the arm, hit the back roads somewhere, and get me tongue-tied and twisted!  We already broken the ice, kind of . . . 
  • so, my readers, know that there has been a sewer or Sue Her, malfunction at the Poverello Center, really the only place, I find safe, in my condition, as a government, mafia, family, GOP, Trump, rat!  Case in point, Yellowstone!  But, several weeks ago, actually, the day, I got back in town, making me extremely suspicious, the sewer backed up at the Pov. shutting down, the kitchen, and the entire downstairs, until, Daylight Disaster Cleanup, repairs everything.  They do, clean up and restoration, and from what I hear, the remodel is going to take some time, with, the need to yank out some of the walls in the men's dorm, and bathrooms . . . these conditions at the Pov. seemed to be the background for the dream.
  • SOMEONE IS CONNECTING, MY PAST WITH MY PRESENT!  MY OLD BOSS, MARK NASH, FROM THE UTAH AG'S OFFICE, WAS IN THE DREAM AND IN CHARGE OF THE REMODEL, AND IT WAS SOME, REMODEL!
  • this reminds me of something my other, smart alack son, Chris, said once, when I tried to get him to be more positive, by watching the movie, YES, MAN! He is a grumpy old man, at age, 37, he was, about, 35 then . . . he said, Mom, just because, I watch a movie, is not going to make me, positive, and he made reference, giving me a dig, about living in a homeless shelter!  Lol.  I responded by saying, I live in a mansion, that costs, $5 million, with, 168 slaves or butlers and housekeepers, who cook, clean, wait tables, and do yard work!  TRUE!
  • in the dream, a group of well dressed men, Mark, heading up the project . . . the ceilings in the kitchen were raised to about double, the non-existent, cupboards, at the Pov. now had, massive, wood covered, cupboards, including, matching fridge and freezer, there were ornate like, Roman architectural pillars, and someone was painting, all the scrolls, and, whatever, in bright, green, yellow, pink and red, colors . . . I was taken back, by the time and effort for a homeless shelter, turned palace!  LOL.  I asked the painters, why, they were doing the pillars so colorful, and he said, because, you are colorful, like someone finally discovered, that the blogger, attorney, professor, lobbyist, is really, at the POV., not in some palatial palace, bought on MY MONEY, and not earned, by the OWNER!   
  • THE RICH ONE, OR SHOULD BE RICH, CHICK, LIVES, AT THE POV. MAKE IT FIT FOR A QUEEN! AND THEY WERE!  THE PLACE WAS LIKE TWICE AS BIG . . . IF I EVER GET MY MONEY, THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT I WOULD DO!  MAYBE NOT SO, PALATIAL, BUT, LARGER, WITH MORE ROOM, MAYBE, BETTER ACCOMMODATIONS, BUT THEY REALLY DO A PRETTY GOOD JOB, NOW!  
  • there seemed to be a bike race, or some biking event with the remodel, BIKES FOR SHELTER?  All the bikers, took off, going down, this steep, hill, like one might find in San Fransisco or even in Butte, Montana!  I broke, all the bones in my ankle, but for the femur, standing still on a bike, up in Logan, by a water treatment plant, about 10 years ago, so, in the dream, I was a bit, hesitant to go down the really steep hill, and I took, and less steep, and more gradual, incline, or grade of hill!  I took some side street, more gradual.
  • if someone has finally, connected me to my PAST, and Mark, retired by now, I am sure, always, a good guy, golf buddy, cool boss, non-sexist, advanced me, right off the bat, put me out in front, assigned me to be on domestic violence committees with top people, judges, attorneys, giving me the manual project, pushing me in front of crowds going trainings, and whatever, even wanting me the first issue of the UTAH PROSECUTOR, to say, I was going to be the NEXT ATTORNEY GENERAL!  He said, you would make a great one, but, my fear is, that you would never make it the full four years!  He read me well!  I would give a job, and offered, one every year to the day, for my time in and out of the AG's office, everything I had, then, once the creative side was over, I would be bored!  Wherever I was in the state, there was the HOT TOPIC!  UTAH DIVISION OF AGING, SAID, WE WATCHED WHAT HAPPENED WHEN, JAN HIRED YOU AND STOLE YOU FROM MARK!  Mark was never threatened, jealous, never, stopped me from advancing, was always, behind me 100%!  I had to laugh at cowboy, he can't stand this chick his boss, at the ranch, or himself, hired, who got great recommendations from, her old boss, but doesn't seem to have even the basic understanding, of ranching, cows, cattle, the market, but does, understand, accounting and the books!  Cowboy said, her old boss just gave her a glowing reference, to bet RID OF HER!  LOL.  I would imagine that is how Shelley got advanced, pretending to be an attorney, or me . . . she's great, to get rid of his problem and make it someone else's, problem!  She is likable, more so than, I am, but, that comes with the territory, I have attitude, she is a humble church mouse, because, she never did what she claimed to have done!  I DID, ALL AND MORE!
IT'S ALL DOWNHILL FROM HERE!
"THEY" HAD ME SOOOO BURIED, THAT NOBODY COULD FIND ME!
LOVE BURGER KING SLOGANS: (1) ANGRY WHOOPER; AND (2) THE STACK KING!
STACKED THE DECK OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN AGAINST ME . . . EVEN HAD MY OWN DAUGHTER(S) AND SON(S) SO CONVINCED, I WAS, THIS HORRIBLE PERSON, THAT SHELLEY OR RACHEL, OR SUE, WERE FAR MORE WORTHY OF MY RESUME, CREDENTIALS, HONORS, AWARDS, MONEY, PRESTIGE AND POWER, THAN, I WAS, THE ONE WHO ALWAYS, EARNED, AND WAS "NEVER" GIVEN!
FUCK?.