COWBOY WISDOM: SOUND'S LIKE HE'S GOT A $1,000 SADDLE ON A $50.00 HORSE. DEATH2LIFE. RING OF FIRE. --JOHNNY CASH. TOY STORY2. MY MONEY. STILL CHEAP! LIE TO ME. --J.T. ELLISON. "THEY APPEARED TO BE THE PERFECT COUPLE . . ." MY MOTHER MYSELF: A DAUGHTER'S (SON'S) SEARCH FOR IDENTITY. THIS IS US. FALLING INTO PLACE. PURE POLITICS: WE HAVE TO HAVE THE WALL! 2 MILLION HISPANICS. HE PANICS. THEY WORK IN YOUR BEEF SLAUGHTER AND BUTCHER SHOPS. WHITES WILL NOT DO THE WORK! THEY ARE THE LANDSCAPERS AND HOUSEKEEPERS AT ALL TRUMP PROPERTIES. WHITES WILL NOT DO THE WORK. CLEAR CHOICE. NEW TEETH COST $12,000, AS HE PUTS CASH DOWN ON A HALF A MILLION DOLLAR RANCH? DIDN'T YOU JUST MAKE $45,000 ON TRAPPING THE IDAHO BABY RAPIST? SO? HEY, YOU CAN GET NEW TEETH FOR $855 IN MEXICO! BUT YOU WOULD HAVE TO GIVE UP YOUR LOYALTY TO TRUMP AND YOUR BIGOTRY! NO COMMENT. LOL. BLACK AND WHITES! THINK CRITICALLY. EXPLORE CREATIVELY. LIVE ETHICALLY. PRO ON THE GO! PRIMITIVE MAN. PRETTY DEADLY. IN PRAISE OF YOUNGER MEN! FEDERAL WILDLIFE OFFICER. JUST THINK I MELTED IN TO YOU, ON THE #1 BUS EXPERIENCE. MEN ARE LIKE TROLLY CARS. ONE COMING BY EVERY TEN MINUTES! MR. CUDDLES. 6 CHICK NUGGETS. YOU THIS MORNING? LOVE YOUR WAYS. CASUAL. CHILL. COOL. EVERYTHING IS SYMBOLIC. EXPOSED YOUR ACHILLES HEEL WITH YOUR SLIP ON DENNIS SHOES. I READ EVERYTHING! NEVER IN MY LIFEF HAVE I FELT SO COMFORTABLE. ALMOST FELT LIKE PUTTING MY ARM THROUGH, YOURS AND PUTTING MY HEAD BACK ON YOUR SHOULDER. FALL INTO ME! OKAY. YOU. BOUNCE BACK IN THREE WEEKS. HIM, OLD SCHOOL, THREE MONTHS! MAYBE. REBEL WILSON ON THE COVER OF "INSTYLE" MAGAZINE. PERFECT PITCH. SMART MEN, SEE THE POTENTIAL. YOUR SMART. THEY WILL JUST TRY TO STOP ME FROM GOING TO THE GYM AFTER I LEAVE THEM! KISS. PERSONALITY AND BRAINS, BIGGEST TURN ON. WILDLIFE PERFECTLY FINE WITH THE RIGHT GUY. COULD TELL YOUR LAID BACK STYLE BY THE WAY YOU REACTED TO ME MOVING YOUR PROPERTY TO THE SEAT. THE WAY YOU DIDN'T MIND CLIMBING OVER ME, PUTTING YOUR BACKPACK UNDER YOUR FEET. THANKS FOR PRETENDING YOU WERE ASLEEP, WHILE I SEXUALLY ASSAULTED YOU WITH MY EYES! LOL. FORGOT KILLERS ON THE ROAD. BRAINS A SQUIRMING LIKE A TOAD! SURVEILLANCE. SIT UP AT ATTENTION! LIE TO ME. THEY BUILT A LIFE ON LIES. SUTTON AND ETHAN MONTCLAIR'S IDYLLIC LIFE IS NOT AS IT APPEARS. THE COUOPLE SEEMS MADE FOR EACH OTHER, BUT THE TRUTH IS UGLY. CONSUMED BY PROFESSIONAL AND PERSONAL BETRAYALS AND FINANCIAL WOES, THE TWO BOTH LOVE AND HATE EACH OTHER. AS TENSIONS MOUNT, SUTTON DISAPPEARS, LEAVING BEHIND A NOT SAYING NOT TO LOOK FOR HER. ETHAN FINDS HIMSELF THE TARGET OF VICIOUS GOSSIP AS FRIENDS, FAMILY AND THE MEDIA SPECULATE ON WHAT REALLY HAPPENED TO SUTTON MONTCLAIR. AS THE POLICE INVESTIGATE, THE LIES THE COUPLE HAVE BEEN SPINNING FOR YERS QUICKLY UNRAVEL. IS ETHAN A KILLER? IS HE BEING SET UP? DID SUTTON HATE HIM ENOUGH TO KILL THE CHILD SHE NEVER WANTED AND THEN HERSELF? THE PATH TO THE ANSWERS IF FULL OF TWISTS THAT WILL LEAVE THE READER BREATHLESS. PUBLICITY & MARKETING CAMPAIGN. ADVANCE UNCORRECTED PROOF NOT FOR SALE. SEE IF ANY OF THESE CHAPTER TITLES RING A BELL? WE FIND A BODY. SOMETHING'S MISSING. DID SHE, OR DIDN'T SHE? THERE ARE CRACKS IN EVERY MARRIAGE. BEAUTY AND THE BEAST. DISCOVERIES ARE MADE. A TWIST OF THE KNIFE. AND THEN THEY WERE THREE. THE FRIENDS COME A-CALLING. BURN ALL THE LAWYERS. THE TANGLED WEBS WE WEAVE. SIDS, OR NOT TO SIDS. THE STRANGE CASE OF THE MISSING WIFE. THE POLICE ARRIVE. GLORY DAYS. TELL ME YOUR SECRETS. WHAT'S REALLY GOING ON HERE? THE INVESTIGATION BEGINS. READ ALL ABOUT IT. THE FIRST BREAK. IN WHICH WE RECEIVE A CLUE. VOICES, I HEAR VOICES. ANOTHER DAWN IS DAWNING. LIFE AS WE KNOW IT HAD ENDED. FRANCOPHILES IN FRANKLIN. STOP THE MADNESS. SHE WHO KNEW HER BEST. AN UNEXPECTED SURPRISE. A VIDEO IS WORTH A THOUSAND WORDS. GOOD TIMING, OFFICER. A TRAIL EMERGES. I HEAR YOU'RE MISSING A WIFE. A CORROSIVE BEAST. LET'S GO FOR A DRIVE. TAKE A WALK ON THE WILD SIDE. THE TIES THAT BIND. BLACKMAIL, OR HOW DOES YOUR GARDEN GROW? WHEN ALL YOU KNOW IS FALSE. A CHANGE OF HEART. I'M COMING HOME, I'M COMING HOME. THAT MAN IS LYING THROUGH HIS TEETH. A CRY, BUT NOT FOR HELP. THE GREEN GRASS ACROSS THE WAY. A CHALLENGE IS GIVEN. THE NEWS, THE DAMNING NEWS. NOT EVERYTHING IS AS IT SEEMS. LIVE FROM A CRIME SCENE. AND NEVER THE TWAIN SHALL MEET. NOW THE WORLD KNOWS. NOW, ISN'T THAT ODD? SUTTON. PROLOGUE. ELLE EST ARRIVE'. NOT EVERYTHING IS AS IT SEEMS. A BIT OF BACKSTORY. THE GHOST OF PAPA. WE MEET A FRIEND. AND SO IT BEGINS. HELLO, MY NAME IS . . . A BABY IS BORN. CAFE' AU LAIT IN BED. AN AFFAIR TO REMEMBER. PAST LIVES REVEALED. MURDER, SHE WROTE. THOSE SACRED HEARTS. AN APPOINTMENT MISSED, A DISASTER AVOIDED. SECRETS AND MONSTERS. AMERICAN WOMAN. THE HEADLINES ARE GRABBING. RISE AND SHINE. WHEN THINGS GO SIDEWAYS. AN ARREST IS MADE. SOMETIMES, YOU GET WHAT EXACTLY YOU WANT. EVERYONE. LIAR, LIAR, PANTS ON FIRE. AIN'T NO REST FOR THE WICKED. ADMIT IT. ONCE A JUVIE, ALWAYS A JUVIE. HAZE ON THE SEINE. THROUGH A GLASS, DARKLY. POISON IVY. LEAN ON ME. THE TRINITY. LEAVIN', ON A JET PLANE. SHINE A BRIGHT LIGHT IN THE CORNERS. HOME IS WHERE THEY HAVE TO TAKE YOU IN. TRUTH WILL OUT. YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN. ADMISSION OF GUILT. BE SHRIVEN. THE RECKONING. DEATH, AND REBIRTH. JUST WHEN YOU THINK IT'S OVER. AUTHOR NOTE. READ BETWEEN THE LINES. LYRICS FROM THE SONG: ONE SHOT.--MABEL. THEN TWO VERY SYMBOLIC AND TELLING DREAMS: (1) DAUGHTER NICOLE; (2) POVERELLO & OLD BOSS, UTAH PROSECUTION COUNCIL, CRIMINAL ENFORCEMENT DIVISION, UTAH ATTORNEY GENERAL OFFICE, MARK NASH.

One Shot

Mabel

I'ma make one stop for you, for you
And you only got one shot, don't ignore, yeah
'Cause I'm so choosy, choosy, yeah, yeah
Mans say I'm too bougie, bougie, yeah, yeah
So I'ma give you one shot, go ahead, pour it

You know that I feel ya
Say you wanna get familiar
But I got tunnel vision, tunnel vision
I like what I see but that don't mean I'm with
Oh Lord, no, no
I need something, real, yeah

Flashing your wrist on your rollie, rollie
Like your time is precious
Talking to me, say you show me, show me
Boy, you better

So I'ma make one stop for you, for you
And you only got one shot, don't ignore, yeah
'Cause I'm so choosy, choosy, yeah, yeah
Mans say I'm too bougie, bougie, yeah, yeah
So I'ma give you one shot, go ahead, pour it

But you only got one shot
Gotta give me all you got
So I'ma make a little time for you
But babe you only got one shot, one shot

I wanna get to know ya
It's so hard to ignore ya
But no, I never make bad decisions, bad decisions
I don't need your hands to catch the rhythm
Oh Lord, no, no
We got something for sure, yeah

Holding your chain like it's holy, holy
I'm a blessing, blessing
Still talking to me, say you show me, show me
Boy, you better

So I'ma make one stop for you, for you
And you only got one shot, don't ignore, yeah
'Cause I'm so choosy, choosy, yeah, yeah
Mans say I'm too bougie, bougie, yeah, yeah
So I'ma give you one shot, go ahead, pour it

And you only got one shot
Gotta give me all you got
So I'ma make a little time for you
But baby you only got one shot, one shot

You stay right there
I'll be right back
Turn this one shot into a night cap
Too much talking
Why you like that?
You only get one shot so baby, where you at?
You stay with me, gotta pay attention
'Cause we have a good thing if you learn your lesson
I'ma make sure that you don't forget it

I'ma make sure that you don't regret it

So I'ma make one stop for you, for you
And you only got one shot, don't ignore, yeah
'Cause I'm so choosy, choosy, yeah, yeah
Mans say I'm too bougie, bougie, yeah, yeah
So I'ma give you one shot, go ahead, pour it

And you only got one shot
Gotta give me all you got
So I'ma make a little time for you
Baby you only got one shot, one shot

Songwriters: Mabel McVey / Jordan Day Reid / Kelly Kiara

One Shot lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC

CLEAR POLITICS. CLEAR CHOICE.  A DAUGHTER'S SEARCH FOR IDENTITY.  SHE IS AS CONSERVATIVE AS I AM LIBERAL!  WILL IT ALL COME OUT IN THE WASH?

• this dream was actually quite simple . . . I lived in a big house, clean, nice, furnished, and kept up.  However, each time, everything was done, Nicole, my arch, conservative, active, Mormon, Republican daughter, who has lived, under the care and supervision of, the Southwick, sister, Sue and Kevin shit or Schmidt, family, for 20 years, while living back east, would come in a mess the house up?
• Sue is one year younger than I am, and, we have, kind of always been rivals, from debate, to her wanting to be an attorney.  Sue used to assign, every sister, a slot, in the family pecking order . . . I was the pretty one.  I always bucked the pretty social butterfly label, and struggled to have it all, brains, beauty, social status, education, good grades, standing in the church, great kids, and the list go on and on.
• Nicole was in the military, when I was practicing law, so she never saw, much of the attorney, professor, business owner, online professor, and she was brought home, after I was told I was going to die and she, might not be done with her service, before I was dead.
• the Southwick sister, pecking order, got it's nose out of joint, when, I decided to get divorced and go to law school, as did my father, screamed at me for hours, and the sister club, promised me if I got a divorce, and gave my kids to their father to go to law school, if my kids ever got famous, look for all our brand names, I would not get credit for being their mother . . . HELLO!?
• President Obama's father, never met him, until he was 10, and only once, and nobody, said he was not partially, responsible, for the genetic, make up of a brilliant, lawyer and world leader!  GET FUCKING REAL.  It was not as if, I abandoned my kids!  They were with me more than with the father they lived with, every weekend, and beyond, still closer to all of them!  Chris hates both of his parents!  LOL.  Can't say I blame him. 

In the book, MY MOTHER MYSELF, I read, the first paragraph or page, and, it sounded very familiar, to me, the very intelligent mother, said, or told her daughter, I am not good at this mother thing, so if you ever, need to find someone that you can bond to, do so . . . I won't be offended.

• but, daughter, sabotage, or lying about her parentage, I take issue with, and, fucking with my great house, messing it up, just as I get it cleaned, or straightened out, is just plain and simply WRONG!  My parents have done me totally wrong, have put hits out on me, to save, more favored, sisters, and I still don't lie about who my parents are!  All my wounds are defensive . . . I have never purposefully, hurt, any of my kids, only done what is best, given the situation, which, admittedly has been hard, but I have seen kids, from, totally, alcoholic, abusive, parents, love and support them . . . so what gives?
• I was like, what is up with that, Nicole?  Back to the dream . . . at first I didn't say anything, but the pattern started to get annoying.  I would go to various parts of my very nice home, and, just, as soon as I got things, back in shape, Nicole would come and mess it up again!
• generally, actions like this, come from deep hurt, and are triggered by the least offense . . . recently, I wrote something, positive about, Greta, being, qualified, to be, Secretary of Interior, and sent a group text, to all four of my kids, thinking, they would be supportive and like seeing, their big sister, who is just going through a divorce, complimented, and, that men, are lining up to meet her, just by me talking to them.  I don't favor, on child over another, never have, never thought this would bother, her or her brothers, who benefited greatly from their big sister's love and care, and I know, the bruising, seen and unseen, a divorce, can cause . . . just wanted to build her up, because, she deserves it!
• NOTE, THE PINK STINK, TEXT BOX, BLOCKING ME FROM, PUBLISHING OR POSTING, BECAUSE, THEY WANT ME TO CLICK, FOR THEIR ENTRY IN TO FUCK THIS BLOG, SO THAT NICOLE, AND MY KIDS, CAN'T GET THE TRUTH, JUST HAPPENED, AND, THEY ARE ON THIS BLOG, AS THEY ALWAYS HAVE BEEN, FROM, DAY TWO!
• so the next thing, I get from Nicole, is, some stupid ass, thing about, text etiquette?  My home schooling daughter, is lecturing her mother, on texting?  I have written for the U.S. Supreme Court, for statewide doctors associations, taught, at three colleges, and have, started, master's degrees in family and human development, and, ancient scripture studies . . . so?  Is she jealous of my relationship with Greta?  She joins, in with all the kids, none of us, like these group, texts . . . I told them all the fuck off!  LOL.  My god, my parents, didn't even call me once, for two years while I was living in Tucson, Arizona, when she was born, not even to congratulate me for having a baby!  I didn't hate them, so where is all this venom, coming from, and what has Sue and Kevin, been telling her?  My father, wrote on letter, group, letter, and, it was about me coming to visit, and to me, too!  LOL.  but, I was glad to know my dad, at least thought of me once in two years!  Let's say it is in my DNA . . . we tend to parent kind of like our parents, parented us!  My parents were on bad, until, I was pitted against, the family welfare case, Shelley . . . we love those we serve, and everyone in the family served, Shelley and her crew, of misfits!
• anyway, I will leave the dream analysis, to her, or to you psychologists out there!  LOL.
• I'm a pretty with it mom, attorney, professor, blogger, and, do everything well . . . the proof is in my work, from my kids, to my billion dollar blog!
• FIND OUT WHO HER BOSSES ARE IN LANGLEY OR QUANTICO!  FUCK!?  NICOLE HAS BEEN IN D.C., PLENTY LONG ENOUGH, TO HOOK UP WITH MY ENEMIES, AND GET PAID BY THEM . . . THE FRUIT DOESN'T FALL FAR FROM THE TREE . . . SHE EVEN WRITES A LETTER TO A CONGRESSMAN OR COUNTY COMMISSIONER AND THEY WANT TO HIRE HER!  LOL.  HER JOB WITH LOUDON COUNTY, VIRGINIA, WAS ALMOST IDENTICAL TO ONE OF MY JOBS WITH THE UTAH ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICE! 
• OF ALL MY KIDS, SHE IS PROBABLY THE MOST LIKE ME!  THAT SHOULD EXPLAIN, A LOT!  LOL.  RABID ABOUT POLITICS!  MILITANT EVEN WITH HER MORMON YOUNG WOMEN . . . I HAVE BRAGGED ABOUT HER TOO, AS I HAVE ALL MY STELLAR KIDS . . . THE BOLD LOOK OF KOHLER!  LOL.  LITTLE  QUEENIE, STOP MESSING WITH YOUR MOTHER'S HOUSE!  I DIG ON HER, BUT SHE PISSES ME OFF!  LOL.  SHE COULD BE JEALOUS OF ME BEING AROUND, GRETA IN THE LAST 20 YEARS, WHILE SHE GOT SUE!  LOL!  THE PINK STINK LINE IS BACK!  THEY FILTER, EVERYTHING FROM MY KIDS, SO THEY DON'T KNOW JACK SHIT!  SHE HAS NO IDEA, JUST HOW COOL HER MOTHER IS!  LOL.
• I am almost afraid to call her, need to first ask her if there are any phone call etiquette's, I need to know about?  FUCK THE FBI or CIA . . . lame ass shits, learning from your MOTHER!

THIS NEXT DREAM, MIGHT, HELP MY LITTLE FEISTY DAUGHTER, KNOW HER MOTHER!  FIRST PICTURE OF NICOLE, AS A TWO MONTH OLD, LOOKING "LIKE LITTLE ROCKET GIRL," GREEN JAMMIES, BODY, STRAIGHT, HEAD ERECT, ON A 45 DEGREE ANGLE, FROM HER BODY, STICKING HER TONGUE OUT, AT ME AND HER DAD!

LOL.

VERY SYMBOLIC AND APPROPRIATE!

• now, my readers, if they can find my blog, anymore, don't know where it is coming out, but, Mr. Cuddly, Federal Wildlife Officer, must have found it and read it, somewhere in the web, used to be everywhere, or he must have paid close attention to my dossier, to be able to find me at McDonald's, with my cell phone battery out . . . even more handsome with his double glasses off!  I am very aggressive in the law, but, in love, not so much . . . take that for what it is worth!  Just grab me by the arm, hit the back roads somewhere, and get me tongue-tied and twisted!  We already broken the ice, kind of . . . 
• so, my readers, know that there has been a sewer or Sue Her, malfunction at the Poverello Center, really the only place, I find safe, in my condition, as a government, mafia, family, GOP, Trump, rat!  Case in point, Yellowstone!  But, several weeks ago, actually, the day, I got back in town, making me extremely suspicious, the sewer backed up at the Pov. shutting down, the kitchen, and the entire downstairs, until, Daylight Disaster Cleanup, repairs everything.  They do, clean up and restoration, and from what I hear, the remodel is going to take some time, with, the need to yank out some of the walls in the men's dorm, and bathrooms . . . these conditions at the Pov. seemed to be the background for the dream.
• SOMEONE IS CONNECTING, MY PAST WITH MY PRESENT!  MY OLD BOSS, MARK NASH, FROM THE UTAH AG'S OFFICE, WAS IN THE DREAM AND IN CHARGE OF THE REMODEL, AND IT WAS SOME, REMODEL!
• this reminds me of something my other, smart alack son, Chris, said once, when I tried to get him to be more positive, by watching the movie, YES, MAN! He is a grumpy old man, at age, 37, he was, about, 35 then . . . he said, Mom, just because, I watch a movie, is not going to make me, positive, and he made reference, giving me a dig, about living in a homeless shelter!  Lol.  I responded by saying, I live in a mansion, that costs, $5 million, with, 168 slaves or butlers and housekeepers, who cook, clean, wait tables, and do yard work!  TRUE!
• in the dream, a group of well dressed men, Mark, heading up the project . . . the ceilings in the kitchen were raised to about double, the non-existent, cupboards, at the Pov. now had, massive, wood covered, cupboards, including, matching fridge and freezer, there were ornate like, Roman architectural pillars, and someone was painting, all the scrolls, and, whatever, in bright, green, yellow, pink and red, colors . . . I was taken back, by the time and effort for a homeless shelter, turned palace!  LOL.  I asked the painters, why, they were doing the pillars so colorful, and he said, because, you are colorful, like someone finally discovered, that the blogger, attorney, professor, lobbyist, is really, at the POV., not in some palatial palace, bought on MY MONEY, and not earned, by the OWNER!   
• THE RICH ONE, OR SHOULD BE RICH, CHICK, LIVES, AT THE POV. MAKE IT FIT FOR A QUEEN! AND THEY WERE!  THE PLACE WAS LIKE TWICE AS BIG . . . IF I EVER GET MY MONEY, THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT I WOULD DO!  MAYBE NOT SO, PALATIAL, BUT, LARGER, WITH MORE ROOM, MAYBE, BETTER ACCOMMODATIONS, BUT THEY REALLY DO A PRETTY GOOD JOB, NOW!  
• there seemed to be a bike race, or some biking event with the remodel, BIKES FOR SHELTER?  All the bikers, took off, going down, this steep, hill, like one might find in San Fransisco or even in Butte, Montana!  I broke, all the bones in my ankle, but for the femur, standing still on a bike, up in Logan, by a water treatment plant, about 10 years ago, so, in the dream, I was a bit, hesitant to go down the really steep hill, and I took, and less steep, and more gradual, incline, or grade of hill!  I took some side street, more gradual.
• if someone has finally, connected me to my PAST, and Mark, retired by now, I am sure, always, a good guy, golf buddy, cool boss, non-sexist, advanced me, right off the bat, put me out in front, assigned me to be on domestic violence committees with top people, judges, attorneys, giving me the manual project, pushing me in front of crowds going trainings, and whatever, even wanting me the first issue of the UTAH PROSECUTOR, to say, I was going to be the NEXT ATTORNEY GENERAL!  He said, you would make a great one, but, my fear is, that you would never make it the full four years!  He read me well!  I would give a job, and offered, one every year to the day, for my time in and out of the AG's office, everything I had, then, once the creative side was over, I would be bored!  Wherever I was in the state, there was the HOT TOPIC!  UTAH DIVISION OF AGING, SAID, WE WATCHED WHAT HAPPENED WHEN, JAN HIRED YOU AND STOLE YOU FROM MARK!  Mark was never threatened, jealous, never, stopped me from advancing, was always, behind me 100%!  I had to laugh at cowboy, he can't stand this chick his boss, at the ranch, or himself, hired, who got great recommendations from, her old boss, but doesn't seem to have even the basic understanding, of ranching, cows, cattle, the market, but does, understand, accounting and the books!  Cowboy said, her old boss just gave her a glowing reference, to bet RID OF HER!  LOL.  I would imagine that is how Shelley got advanced, pretending to be an attorney, or me . . . she's great, to get rid of his problem and make it someone else's, problem!  She is likable, more so than, I am, but, that comes with the territory, I have attitude, she is a humble church mouse, because, she never did what she claimed to have done!  I DID, ALL AND MORE!

IT'S ALL DOWNHILL FROM HERE!

"THEY" HAD ME SOOOO BURIED, THAT NOBODY COULD FIND ME!

LOVE BURGER KING SLOGANS: (1) ANGRY WHOOPER; AND (2) THE STACK KING!

STACKED THE DECK OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN AGAINST ME . . . EVEN HAD MY OWN DAUGHTER(S) AND SON(S) SO CONVINCED, I WAS, THIS HORRIBLE PERSON, THAT SHELLEY OR RACHEL, OR SUE, WERE FAR MORE WORTHY OF MY RESUME, CREDENTIALS, HONORS, AWARDS, MONEY, PRESTIGE AND POWER, THAN, I WAS, THE ONE WHO ALWAYS, EARNED, AND WAS "NEVER" GIVEN!

FUCK?.

 
 

 

 

PROFESSIONAL SECRETS. SERIOUS COIN. FREE TO BE ME! BUY THREE GET ONE FREE! GHOST RIDERS IN THE SKY: (1) ELECTRIC COWBOY (NICHOLAS CAGE) SKULL ON FIRE RIDING CHOPPER; (2) RODEO KID COWBOY (SAM ELLIOT) MAN AND HORSE ON FIRE . . . TEAMING UP TO TAKE DOWN THE DEVIL TREE! RIDERS ON THE STORM. GENIUS LYRICS OF JIM MORRISON OF THE DOORS. THINK CRITICALLY. EXPLORE CREATIVELY. LIVE ETHICALLY. MADE FOR ALL. NO SHINE. ALL ME. SHEAR SMOOCH. HOT TRENDS. ASPIRE HIGH SCHOOL. YOUR MOBILE BEAUTY ADVISOR. #FASTFASHION. SIDEBAR: YOGA PANTS FOREVER. I BOUGHT A PAIR OF CHAMPION BLACK YOGA PANTS, AT TARGET YESTERDAY, ALONG WITH OTHER SUNDRY ITEMS, WHILE COWBOY WAITED IN THE TRUCK, CALLING ME EVERY FIVE MINUTES, WHILE I WAS TRIPPING TO PULL UP MY NEW PANTS, DITCH MY OLD ONES THAT WERE NO LONGER DECENT TO WEAR, AFTER STITCHING THEM UP ABOUT 4 TIMES, WHILE IN YELLOWSTONE . . . MY LAST PANTS, WERE CHEAP CHINESE YOGA PANTS, FROM WALMART, THAT ONLY LASTED ABOUT THREE MONTHS, WHEN, MY TARGET PANTS, WILL LAST A YEAR OR MORE! BUT, I BOUGHT, LONGS, RATHER THAN REGULARS, BECAUSE THE LAST PAIR WERE TOO SHORT AND FIT STRANGE--NOTHING TO DO WITH THE OWNERS, PLUMP BOD! LOL. SO I FIGURED, THAT THE LONGS, WITH THE EXTRA FLUFF ON MY BODY, WOULD, FILL IN THE EXTRA 4 INCHES, OF LENGTH, SO, THAT WAS ABOUT RIGHT. NOT SO. NOW, I HAVE FOUR INCHES, OF LENGTH, AND MY FLUFF IS DOING NOTHING TO HOLD THEM UP! SCREAM, I AM WALKING ON THE EXTRA! SO, IN TRUE, CIA FASHION, COPIED FROM MY #FASTFASHION, HOMELESS STYLE, NEVER HAD ANYONE GUESS ME AS HOMELESS, BALCK ALWAYS CLASSY AND FRESH, NO SO WITH OTHER COLORS . . . BUT, THROUGH THE MISSOULIAN, FRONT PAGE ARTICLE, SHOWING A BLONDE AND A BRUNETTE, WEARING ALL BLACK, BUT, LOOKING TALL, DUE TO WALKING ON STILTS. NOW IN THIS MIND, SUSPICIOUS OF THE MISSOULIAN, BEING USED TO SEND, EITHER FALSE, OR TRUE INFORMATION, SUBLIMINALLY, THROUGH THE NEWSPAPER, SYMBOLISM AND SIGNS, ME PURCHASING THE SIZE "LONG" PANTS, THAT, WOULD BE WHAT BOTH SISTERS, RACHEL AND SHELLEY, BOTH RESPECTIVELY, THREE TO FOUR INCHES TALLER THAM MYSELF, I BELIEVE, THE MESSAGE TO THE PUBLIC WHO MOST LIKELY KNOW THE TWO, AND NONE KNOW ME, IS THAT, I AM TALLER THAN BOTH SISTERS, WHICH IS "FAKE" NEWS! IN THE SOUTHWICK FAMILY, THERE ARE THREE BIG SISTERS, AND THREE LITTLE SISTERS! THE TALLER ONES GOT MY FATHER'S GENES AND THE SMALLER GOT MY MOTHER'S GENES WHO IS, ONLY 5'4". MY FATHER IS 6'3" SO, BETWEEN THAT AND MY MOTHER'S 5'4", WE ALL FALL INTO ONE OF THE TWO CATEGORIES, THE TALL GALZ, AND THE SHORTER GALZ. SHELLEY, RACHEL, AND SUE ARE THE BIG MOOSES! ME, MARCIE AND TIFFANY, ARE DAINTY AND PETITE, WITH A LITTLE MEAT! LOL. SO, MY CREDIT CARD, MAY BE MISLEADING! THESE REPLACEMENT PANTS, ARE TOO FUCKING LONG, JUST AS ANNOYING AS BEING ON THE HIGH WATER SIDE OF THE LAST PAIR OF PANTS! NO, I AM NOT ONE OF THE AUNTS! MOTHER OF THE MODERN DAY DOORS, ELLIOT, AND THE DITCH & THE DELTA BAND! HE IS NOT, A SON OF THE DELTA FORCE MARINES, OR INTELLIGENCE MACHINE! JUST ONE MEAN MOTHER! LOL. WHAT TO DO WITH SENSITIVE MEN. I HAVE ZERO TOLERANCE! LOL. COWBOY AND THIS MEAN MACHINE, ARE A CLASSIC MATCH! PRIMITIVE MAN VS. SOPHISTICATED LADY! LOL. PRETTY DEADLY. TOTAL CONFIDENCE. MAGICAL ESCAPE. SINFUL COLORS. OUTRAGEOUS NAILS. ALMAY SMART SHADE. FREE TO BE ME! STITCHES: WE MAKE YOU LOOK GOOD! WERE ARE YOU? LOL. I HAVE THE YELLOWSTONE NATIONAL PARK OLD GEYSER HAT ON! OLD FAITHFUL. BUT, OF COURSE, COWBOY DIDN'T NOTICE! LOL. THE DEVIL TREE. IT IS FUNNY, LAST WEEK I WROTE ABOUT THE DREAM I HAD, AND I FORGOT THE THIRD SEGMENT OF THE THREE PART DREAM, NOW, CAN'T REMEMBER THE FIRST TWO PARTS, BUT THE THIRD ONE CAME TO ME . . . IF YOU ARE A BIBLE THUMPER, YOU KNOW THE SYMBOLISM OF THE GRAFTING OF THE "OLIVE TREE" . . . THERE ARE SEVERAL SCRIPTURES THAT STATE, THE FRUIT DOESN'T FALL FAR FROM THE TREE! A GOOD TREE, CAN'T PRODUCE BAD FRUIT, NOR CAN A BAD TREE PRODUCE GOOD FRUIT! HOWEVER, THE LORD, ALLOWS, FOR GRAFTING OF OTHER BRANCHES, INTO THE GOOD TREE. SO WITH THAT IN MIND, THE DREAM MAKES SENSE . . . I REMEMBER, FAMILY BEING IN THE DREAM . . . BUT, IN THE LAST PART OF THE DREAM, IT SAID, SOMETHING LIKE, IF YOU KILL THE OLIVE TREE, OR THE SOURCE OF LIFE, BOTH THE NATURAL BRANCHES AND THE GRAFTED BRANCHES WILL DIE, BECAUSE, THE SOURCE IS THE SOURCE! SO, TAKE THIS BLOG, FOR INSTANCE, MADE FOR EVERYONE, TO INSPIRE, TO GUIDE, TO LEAD, TO TRAIN, TO ENTERTAIN, TO EDUCATE, TO GIVE JOY, AND TO MAKE YOU THINK, OR PISS YOU OFF! THINK CRITICALLY. EXPLORE CREATIVELY. LIVE EITHICALLY. THE GOOD FIGHT! NOW, THREE MONTHS AGO, THE MOB, OR "THEY" THE COMBO OF MOB, MORMONS, MEN IN BLACK, MILITARY, TRUMP FANS, WHOEVER, THIS "SWARM" CONSISTS OF, IN ANGER, OR IN HAST, CUT OFF, 1142 OR SO, OF MY BRILLIANT BLOG, TO KEEP FOR THEMSELVES, DENYING ALL OTHERS THE ENJOYMENT OF THE FUN, KNOWLEDGE, AND POWER, THAT MY BLOG TENDS TO GIVE . . . YOU COULD SAY, I AM THE GIVING TREE! THEN, ABOUT THREE WEEKS AGO, ANOTHER, 1,000 WERE LIFTED, OFF MY SITE, AND, WENT TO A SITE, THAT THE "SWARM" COULD CONTROL, RATHER THEN, THE PIZZA MADE FROM SCRATCH, WITH EVERY WORD, THROUGHT, AND ORIGINAL DELIVERY, MINE, I WAS STRIPPED OF ALL OF THESE BLOGS, I WROTE! NOW, IT IS HARD TO EVEN FIND MY BLOG, AT ALL . . . I WAS THE TOP 3 TO 10 BLOGS, ON EVERY FUCKING SITE ON THE WEB, FOR 5.5 YEARS! NOW, I AM ALMOST NON-EXISTENT. THE JOY IS DWINDLING FAST, FROM, WRITING, BECAUSE, THERE IS NO EVIDENCE, EVEN OF WHERE THE WRITING IS ENDING UP! BEFORE, I GOT THE PLEASURE OF, SEEING MY BLOG, LISTED OVER EVERY FUCKING, LEAD SITE, ON THE INTERNET, WITH MILLIONS, EVEN TO BILLIONS OF HITS OR RESULTS, IN NO TIME AT ALL, LIKE IN FRACTIONS OF SECONDS! NOW, I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE THE BLOGS ARE REGISTERING, BUT THEY ARE WORTH ABOUT A BILLION PER DAY! THIS IS NOT ONLY THE MOST DESPICABLE ACT OF PIRACY, BUT, THEY ARE KILLING, THE VERY TREE THAT GIVES THEM NOURISHMENT, AND LIFE! THEY HAVE GRAFTED INTO MY TREE, MIXED WITH MY BRANCHES, OR KIDS, LIVED, SUCKED, AND DRAINED ME DRY, LEAVING NOTHING FOR ME TO ENJOY, MYSELF! I AM SURE MY SON, FEELS EXACTLY, THAT SAME WAY ABOUT HIS MUSIC. AS LONG AS THERE IS SOME, ENJOYMENT AND PLEASURE FROM OUR ART OUR WORKS, OUR TIME AND EFFORT, BOTH, MOTBHER AND SON PRODUCE; HOWEVER, TAKE ALL FORMS OF CONNECTION TO OUR WORK, AND WE DIE . . . AND SO DO YOU. PATHETIC. SAD. DISTURBING. ILLEGAL. UNCONSTITUTIONAL. CRIMINAL. WHERE IS THE FBI AND CIA? THE NSA? THEY ARE GETTING BOUGHT OFF, BRIBED, AND PAID, TO STEAL, EVERY WORD, THOUGHT, AND IDEA, AND MAKE IT TOOK LIKE THE GALS ON STILTES ARE DOING THE WORK, BECAUSE THEYA RE SPENDING THE DOUGH! I AM SO BURIED, THAT, YOU CAN'T EVEN FIND, MY ELECTRONIC FOOTPRINTS ANYMORE! THIS IS A LOSS TO THE WORLD! PERIOD. THE MOST READIEST BLOG IN THE HISTORY OF MANKIND, AND THEY ARE STEALING IT, AND BURYHING THE WRITER? I REMEMBER SEEING A POSTER OF MY SON, BLUE T-SHIRT, COPPER RED, GOLDEN HAIR, DOWN OVER HIS FACE, YELLOW ELECTRIC GUITAR, DARK PANTS, AND THIS WAS A POSTER, BACK WHEN, HIS BAND, GOD'S REVOLVER, WAS, HARD ROCK BAND OF THE YEAR, MAGNUM MAGAZINE, AND AT THE BOTTOM OF THE SITE, THE 3 POINT, FONT, COUNTING, NUMBERS, WERE GOING SO FAST, BUT THE NUMBERS WERE ASTRONOMICAL, AND TURNING OVER IN THE HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS, AND MILLIONS, IF NOT BILLIONS, SO FAST, THAT, IT BLEW MY MIND . . .. THIS WAS BACK IN 2008 OR SO, WHEN, ELLIOT HAD THREE WORLD WIDE MUSIC MAGAZINE, INTERVIEWS THAT WERE ALL KILLED, BY GRANDPA AND NOW, EX-HUB, OF GRETA, DALLAS! ELLIOT'S NATIONWIDE MUSIC TOUR WAS INTERFERED WITH, AND, HIS BUS, AND THIS IS VERY SYMBOLIC, DIED IN WASHINGTON, D.C.! MCDC! MURDER SEE, D.C.! COPS, WHO ARE ALLEGEDLY OVER, FINANCIAL CRIMES ARE THE ONES PERPETRATING THE CRIMES, AND STEALING THE MONEY, AND ONCE THEY STOLE, SON'S, SONS', MUSIC, THEY JUST ADDED THE MOM'S BLOG, RIGHT INTO THE COUNT WITH THE STOLEN, MUSIC, AND MONEY! THIS IS ASSET FORFEITURE ON STERIODS, ALL RUSSIAN, TYPE BULLSHIT THAT MADE, A RUSSIAN, COP, NOT ONLY PRESIDENT TWO TERMS LONGER THEN HE CONSTITUTIONALLY SHOULD BE, BUT ONE OF THE RICHEST MEN IN THE WORLD! AND WE CAN'T GET RID OF TRUMP, WHO IS WITH PUTIN, BACKED BY COPS AND MILITARY, GOING DOWN THE SAME PATHS, AS PUTIN DID . . .ALL SPIES AT THE CIA AND KGB LEVEL, KNOW EACH OTHER, AND WANT TO RULE THE WORLD, ALONG WITH MILITARY MIGHT . . . THAT IS WHY IT IS SO CRITICAL, THAT, THE MONEY, FROM THE NATURAL OLIVE TREE, GETS, AND NURISHES, THE GRAFTED, IN BRANCHES. BUT THEY KEEP KILLING THE TREE AND THE NATURAL BRANCHES . . . THEN, WHO FUNDS THE CIA BLACK OPS, TORTURE CHAMBERS, AND BUILDS THE WARSHIPS? THE MONEY IS DRYING UP, RAPIDLY. THEY LOST, ABOUT, $6,000,000,000, JUST BY ME, NOT WRITING LAST WEEK . . . NO WONDER THEY WANT TO KNOW WHERE I AM EVERY FUCKING SECOND OF THE DAY AND NIGHT, I AM THE GOLDEN GOOSE, THE MONEY MAKER! TAYLOR SWIFT OF BLOGGING! I PRODUCE MY OWN, MUSIC AND WRITE MY OWN WORDS! I AM FUCKING WORLD FAMOUS, BUT NOBODY, KNOWS MY FACE, BUT THEY DO KNOW ALL THE GIRLZ CLUB, SPENDING MY MONEY, AROUND THE GLOBE AND TAKING CREDIT FOR MY BRAINS, IN WASHINGTON, D.C, GIVING, THE CIA, BRAGGING RIGHTS TO ME? BUY THREE, GET ONE, THE REAL ONE, THE SMART, ON FREE, THE MONEY MAKER FREE . . . AND NOBODY, EVEN KNOWS SHE EXISTS! NOW IN THIS GAME OF, MIX, MATCH AND ATTACH, THE LAST PHASE OF THE STEAL HAS TAKEN PLACE! THERE IS THIS PROCESS OF GRAFTING, WOMEN, INTO THIS, OLIVE TREE, BY MEN, WHO WANT, TO TAKE CREDIT FOR ME, BE MARRIED TO THE ULTIMATE MUSCLE GIRLFRIEND OR WIFE, BUT THEY CAN'T CONTROL ME, OR I DON'T WANT THEM, OR AFTER SEEING THE SAME PATTERNS OF CRIMINAL BEHAVIOR, WORTHY OF RICO CHARGES AND VIOLATIONS, FOR MOB TYPE ACTIVITY, I HAVE ZERO TOLERANCE FOR COPS, AT WHATEVER LEVEL! THIS WEEKEND OR MY LITTLE TRIP, REAFFIRMED THAT ONE MORE TIME! THIS WILL LIKELY BE THE LAST BLOG I WRITE, I AM JUST, SEEING THE LAST EMBERS OF DESIRE TO WRITE . . . JUST LIKE THEM, STEALING MY $356.7 MILLION SECURITIES, CASE, OR FUCKING, JUDGE, MICHAEL G. WESTFALL, ALLOWING, SHELLEY WIG AND ALL TO BE ME IN COURT, TO START ESTABLISHING THE FACT THAT, SHE IS ME! THIS IS DIRTY FROM, PARENTS TO JUDGES, EVEN U.S. SUPREME COURT JUDGES . . . FRAUD, FAKES, LIARS, CHEATERS, LOSERS, ARE THE ORDER OF THE DAY . . . EVERYBODY LOVES, SHELLEY, RACHEL, AND KAY, SO, WHY SHOULD WE DEAL WITH YOU? BECAUSE, I AM ME! THEYA RE NOT ME! THEY DIDN'T DO THE FAMILY, THE LAW SCHOOL, THE TOP JOBS, THE AWARD WINNING MANUALS, THE UNIVERSITIES, THE CASES, THE LOBBYING, THE WATER COMPACT, THE BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY, QUITE, SIMPLY, ARE NOT ME! COPS, KIDS, AND CLOWNS, DON'T GET TO DECIDE, WHO GETS TO BE ME AND THAT IS LEGIONS . . . I GET MYSELF PLACES, SO THEY USE ME, TO GET THEIR ASSES, INTO PLACES, THEIR NIPPLES, COULDN'T GET THEM! TRY THE GIRLS, WITHOUT ME! NOTHING BURGERS! IF THEY ARE SOOOOOOO GREAT, EXTRACT ME FROM THE EQUATION! THEY WILL GET YOU NOTHING, BUT, MAYBE YOU CAN BUTTFUCK THEM, ALL YOU FAGS, MAGGOTS AND QUEERS, HIDING BEHIND ME, THROUGH THEM! FUCK? NOW, TO TRAIN, NEW SPIES AND ASPIRING, POL,ITICAL ACTIVISTS, BEFORE, I DIE ON THE VINE, OR THEY DO . . . I STILL HAVE ALL THE KNOWLEDGE, BUT KNOWLEDGE, GAINED AND NO SHARED, DIES WITH THE OWNER, BUT REMEMBER, THE NATURAL AND THE GRAFTED BRANCHES DIE TOO . . . EVEN GOD CAN'T UPSET, NATURAL LAW AND IS BOUND BY IT! YOU ARE NOT GODS, BUT SELF, WORSHIPPING, ASSHOLES, BASED ON ALL I AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CRAZY ASS BITCHES AND BASTARDS! THE DEVIL TREE. --JERZY MIKE KOSINSKY!

MAGICAL ESCAPE

• readers know, that my daughter, has recently gone through a divorce . . . this escape, started, about three weeks ago.  FAMILY FIRST, with me.  Not so with most women, sisters, friends, included, men, first, sacrifice the kids for your own, security.  Now, I had a bed, at the Pov. and I had a job that I liked, picking up cigarette butts is a challenge, when, you are the only non-smoker, in the building, but the one who loves a nice yard!  LOL.  Now, my daughter's ex, is not known for making plans, and he is suppose to have the kids, all summer, long.  Now, I am not about, to let my personal, ambitions or a possible, new bow, take precedence over my grand kids!  Clear distinction, from, my parent's DEVIL TREE!  They are grafting into the GOOD TREE!  So, is Dallas coming to take the kids?  I don't know.  Well, keep me informed.  A week, ago, and I love my little nitty gritty dirt life, but, first things, first . . . so, have you heard from Dallas?  No. Well, you know my money goes fast, so, if I don't hear, I will most likely, have it spent, and you will have to wait until, next month.
• so over the course, of, the last week, since, Memorial Day, the box knife, killer, and the Colombian drug cartel dude, are getting dicier and dicier, while the cops have backed off . . . but, I am, liking cowboy, at least for the time being . . . I know if I can just get three months in Utah, or three months here--if I am here, he is not going to notice the drastic change, so, that will romantically, make all the difference in a new romance--better to disappear for three months, and come back, after calving season, branding and summer bull sales . . . so, is Dallas taking the kids?  I still don't know.  FUCK!  Last Friday, I get paid, two days, early, never happens . . . now, I don't want to sign up for swimming or the gym, until, I know, where I am spending the summer. Makes sense, right?  So, I have money in my pockets, and ants in my pants!  I decide to stay, for once, and, play this out . . . it is about, 8:00 pm, Friday night.  Mr. Box Cutter, shows up, in front of the Pov. where I had been sitting for about, and hour, waiting for check in, and also, another friend of mine, I have known since the old Pov. days, shows up, just off the boat from, Oregon, we tramp trip together, meeting up, everywhere from, this bus stop to the Pov.  Now with, the woman, hater, box killer, standing there, I said, so, seeing that is pay day, or near, are you still going to Seattle to kill that lady who owes, you $1700?  I don't even know here address, but I would kill you, for 50 Pecos!  Okay, so this dude, hates his mother, and he, doesn't care who he kills, or he has a contract out on me, from the mob, or the military or my family!  This is all on Pov. surveillance tapes!  Gladly, I understand, that, after I wrote about this dude, showing up in the foyer, last week, brandishing the box cutter, so symbolic, of my calling my blog, a box . . . until he noticed, another reader, that, the Pov. staff, took the box knife away from him!  It is policy, that all knives and weapons be turned in!  GOOD.  This dude, acts, crazy, everyone ignores, him, but again, last night, he came and sat down with me in the front foyer, and, that is after, showing up, and asking me where I had been, at dinner!  The dude is 20 years plus in the military, this is a costume, or disguise, perfect for a killer, under cover, nobody would suspect, and he always wears, hats and glasses!  Shave the beard, and ditch the crazy clothes . . . could be a great looking, guy, with great credentials!
• generally, I don't tell ANYBODY, I am leaving . . . most at danger, leaving and coming!  But, I thought, I am sick and tired of sneaking out, didn't want to do my chore, and didn't want to wait in line, and even in an era of Trump, I am still, white, over the age of 21, and free . . . oh, but I forgot the sexism!  So, I tell  Pam and Anna, that I am leaving, need to get up and get my shit, and, then, I am out of here, thinking, I am leaving for the summer, or forever! Someone was watching in the surveillance camera, over the front desk, or someone at the front desk, on payroll, alerted, opposing forces, in this war, to be, ME!  "They" want complete and utter control over me at all times, because, the GIRLZ, all look bad, when, I show up, in say, YELLOWSTONE, and they are still in Missoula!  I call the Yellow Cab, after getting my shit, make-up, upstairs.  I don't report to anyone!  Not, a husband, not a boyfriend, not my kids--dyer consequences, and danger, from all fronts!

ME AND THE DEA!  JEFFERSON BUS LINES!  A 7 MAN ESCAPE!  3 HOURS OF TERROR!  JUST KIDDING, I AM SMARTER THEN, 7 COPS! BUT NO JOY RIDE, EITHER!

• meanest looking bus ticket clerk, I have ever seen.  I am going to have to route you though DENVER?  Look, I have taken this trip about 50 times in the last, 7 years, and, I have never had to go through DENVER!  HIT. HIT. HIT!  NO.  Just give me a ticket to Butte, and I will try to get a ticket to St. George, Utah, there . . . I just happen to have that ticket, still, never used it, because, I NEVER WENT TO ST. GEORGE, UTAH!
• dude, hooks me up with a ticket to Butte, Montana.  Now, when, I came in, the whole lobby was empty.  When I turn around, there is, dip shit, suspected of being a cop, or on the payroll, the dude who gave me one of the fake diamond studs, who thought this made me his girlfriend, back in December, of, whatever year, the same time I met, cowboy, and, Baxter, long haired, dude, farm boy from, Minnisota, so a while ago.  I thought, you left?  He didn't say anything, the day of the bus trip, last Friday.  I decided this was the IDENTIFIER!  So, I decided to make it look, like I was, leaving, to go across the street, to ditch dip shit!  Now, if you are not, on the HIP STRIP, Higgiins, or at some club, or bar, in Missoula, the rest of the town, rolls its sidewalks up by about, 8:00 pm, so it is deader than, dead, near the bus terminal.  I fake, walk to the streetlight, and go sit behind the bus station, to chill and kill some time, until, the 11:15 pm, bus leaves.
• all the sudden, this, fake, homeless, dude, with a strangely, staged, cart, or grocery, chart, filled, with shit, comes around the corner.  He said, DON'T be afraid, I HAVE A CONTRACT???!!!!  Then he got right up, near the cement table, I was sitting at, and started to pick up garbage!  So, he is implying that he has a contract to pick up shit, at the station?  Na, I have been around this place for years, the ticket taker does it all!  He has a contract on me!
• at the same time, to distract me, or something, this real, beater, DEA, looking, truck, with a Pizza Hut, red hat sign, on the top, starts, slowly up the street with NO HOUSES!  Newsflash agents, anything out of the ordinary, like, looking for an address to deliver pizza, with no houses, only businesses, most closed, but for the station, you should have at least, tried to act like you were delivering to the bus boyz!  No, this idiot, slowly drives up the street, backs, back to close to me, stalls, like he is waiting for the two dudes inside and Mr. Clown Contract guy, to get into place!  This is not looking good, could have two blind side me from behind, and two, in front . . . I AM FUCKING OUT OF HERE.
• as I gather up my shit, beater truck, tries to position himself, between me and the other side of the street,  looking like, he could easily, be, planning a hit or shot at me, acting like he was going to the corner, but basically, parking, about 20 yards short of the corner, to turn either, right or left and, he, had NO FUCKING TRAFFIC to wait for, dead, dead, dead!  I could read his mind, and, crossed, far behind his vehicle, close to the business, but heading towards the Broadway Inn.  He sees that I am out of reach . . . but had I not trusted my instincts, I could have walked to the end of the corner, and been hit with a bullet, easy!  Witnesses all on their side!  So, I waited to make sure, he was gone, and, the clean up man, across the street were, contained; however, another dude, showed up out of NOWHERE?  As I approached the sidewalk, this, new guy, comes walking, on the sidewalk, right where I would have crossed!  No thanks, another one . . . I waited, until he was clearly, beyond, reaching me, and then, Jaywalked across the street!  So that is 5 guys burgers and fries, already.
• I decide for security camera purposes, I am going to walk, close to the motel, kind of under the radar.  I sit down, on one of the benches, turn to check around me, and notice, this, Columbian drug cartel, looking, long haired, dude, jumping back, behind, near the STILL RESTAURANT, or the STEAL RESTAURANT, all things are symbolic!  I got a kick out of reading a new article on Ta Ta Swift, putting out her 7th album, and each detail, she is looking at as symbolic, from, 61 stars, to, palm trees, etc.  NO, Kay, living on the Pacific Coast, is not me, YOU HAVE NEVER MET ME!  But, everything is symbolic, and Taylor is picking everything just, right, for the unnamed album, with fans, fascinated and joining in on the code reading!  I see the due, longer, dark hair, and he knows it . . . there were several guests coming in too . . . even wondered if they were in on the stink op!  KILL HER BEFORE SHE GETS OUT OF TOWN!
• I ditch in the motel, just act like a guest and go straight to the place where breakfast is served in the mornings, where the pool can be seen, and where several, moms from Butte, softball moms, in town for their daughters, games, and tourney, the next day, members of the BUTTE CHAOS!  White Hall Warrior, behind this shit?  Possible.  Protect, PUSSY!  Don't worry about, the real, PRIZE AND MONEY MAKER, DATING YOUR DAD!  LOL!  The mom's club is watching, yeah, the NCAA college softball playoffs, between, the WASHINGTON HUSKIES, and, the OKLAHOMA UNIVERSITY, I think . . . fluffy chick pitcher, so good, on Huskies!  Shit, she pitched, a game with 16 fucking, strike outs, and an average of throwing the softball, larger than a hardball, 71 mph!  She was sooo good, as were all the girlz . . . you've come a long way, baby, since, my time, just starting women's team sports, my senior year, 1973!  THESE GIRLS, WERE EVERY BIT, AS GOOD AND FUN TO WATCH AS PRO BASEBALL!  GIRL POWER!  FUN. FUN. FUN.
• now for the 7th guy, looked, normal, undercover cop, wearing, green, casual dress shirt, Levis, standard, cop hair, bald, average build, trying to look, like he was just blending in with dad's and mom's, of the girl's softball tourney.  HERE IS THE CLINCHER . . . he came in the dining, TV area, and asked me where he could get some water?  DUDE, if you are, a guest, you have water in your ROOM! or you can get it from the BAR!, or you can, buy some at the front desk!  FRAUD ALERT, COP COMES UP!  He came in three different times, because, the GHOST, disappears without warning.  Must have cops on the prowl!  He kept acting nervous, like he was checking to see if I was there, and if he team was on their way!  I had, placed my backpack and coat, on the floor near me . . . that would have been part of the description of me from, the bus terminal.  Add, all the different, men, together, and see, the SWARM!  From cops to drug cartel?  The third time this dude, came to see if I was still there, and turned, I ditched in the restroom!  Someone, probably him, grabbed the door handle, to see if I was in there, or it could have been a swimmer, but most of the parents took the kids to their rooms!  It is about, 10:45 pm, by this time, a half our, final mile!
• I head out into the parking lot, slide long, the STEAL RESTAURANT, to the patio, then, the kitchen, see the bus pull in!  YEAH!  I hit the rocks, on the side of the parking lot, hide under the pine trees, and, cross the street, only to find, DIP SHIT, waiting . . . he sees me and literally, runs, to the front desk to tell, mean, ass dude, I am leaving!  Again, I ditch, to the back of the bus terminal, go around back and, look, to see when the bus is leaving!  The door to the bus is open, and I make a run for it, to find, DIP SHIT, standing in line . . . booked on same trip, to watch me?  FUCK!  The damned bus driver, said, he needed another, 20 minutes to get the bugs off the bus windows??????????????????  I DON'T THINK HE IS GOING TO KILL ME ON THE BUS!  HE PARKED HIS ASS, NEAR THE FRONT OF THE BUS, BECAUSE, I ALLOWED HIM, TO GO FIRST!  LOL.  I WENT TO THE BACK . . . HE MOVED BACK BY ME!!!!!  SCREAM.  LUCKY FOR ME, MR. ANAL, RETENTIVE, DIDN'T LIKE THE MUSIC, NEAR ME, SO HE MOVED, UP . . . MUST HAVE THOUGHT, I WAS GOING TO DENVER!  LOL.  HE LEFT OF THE BUS TO BILLINGS, WHILE I STAYED, ON IN BUTTE, FOR SALT LAKE SHUTTLE!  LOL.  HE WAS SWEARING AND CARRYING ON LIKE HE USED TO AT THE POV!  GOOD LOOKING GUY, BUT HE IS CRAZY, BAD TEMPER!  MEN DON'T COMMUNICATE VERY WELL!  LOL.  MISSED THE PART, THAT I REFUSED TO GO TO DENVER!  LOL.
•  I hit, Idaho Falls, before, I dare, text my daughter, to tell her, I am just going to come, in June, not wait until July . . . oh, mom, Dallas, is coming to pick up the kids, I don't need you until, JULY!  Great, so, my exercise program, is fucked again!  Wait, I remember, that, YELLOWSTONE AND JACKSON HOLE ARE RIGHT UP THE STREET FROM SHAKA's!  Cool summer!  Here is where, the blood hounds, lost my trail and scent!  I purchased a ticket, in Butte, to go the rest of the way to Utah, St. George, so, I told the chick at the ticket counter, that, while the cost, to go to Yellowstone, was, only $40.00, and my ticket to St. George, was, $49.40, perhaps, we could trade, straight across!  I was going to have a 7.5 hour layover in Salt Lake, anyway, so, plans change, but, this will be more fun, that the heat in St. George, but I did want to stop and see, son, Elliot, go to dinner or breakfast, but . . . shit happened, and, it was beyond, my control!  Dallas probably read, me call him a DEAD BEAT dad, in my blog on Friday, so he decided, to use some of his federal cop salary, to keep the Utah AG;s office off his ass!  GOOD CALL, DUDE!  LOL.  They probably saw that I was on my way, so, they TOLD, Dallas what to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  REAL FATHERHOOD!  Are you man enough??????  SILLY ME, TO THINK THIS IS THE END OF IT!  COWBOY PICKED UP THE TRAIL, WHEN, HE CALLED . . . YOU ARE WHERE?  THE BEAUTY OF A HONEY, TRAP, YOU TELL THEM WHERE YOUR ARE, AT ALL TIMES!  LOL.  FRIEND OR FOE?  BETTING, FOE, RIGHT NOW!  OH, WELL, ANOTHER ONE BITES THE DUST!  LIKE FATHER, LIKE SON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  LOL.  AGE-WISE, I AM, RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE . . . GO WITH OLD FAITHFUL, MAYBE, PROBABLY, MARRIED, DOING WITH FOR HIS SON!  NOT ELLIOT, KENNEDY!  ELLIOT TAYLOR (SWIFT) SECRIST, IS THE SPITTING IMAGE OF HIS FATHER, NOT HIS MOTHER . . . THAT WOULD BE GRETA!  WE LOOK ALIKE, AS MUCH AS YOU AND YOUR DAD, OR ELLIOT AND HIS DAD, ZEKE, OR GRETA AND ME!
• from, Idaho Falls, there is a shuttle bus, change, at the American Inn, in Rexburg, ID., so I am guessing there is surveillance, cameras . . . I got on the computer, someone was watching, and, was looking for extended stays, or youth hostiles, in Yellowstone.  I also, re-posted my blog, there, new computer, new, breath of fresh air!  That was about, 3:00 pm, Mountain Time, Rexburg, ID. not Pacific time zone, where the blog shows!  I have seen as mush as a 16 hour delay, to make it look like Kay Baby, posted MY BLOGS! or I have seen, my computer, location, moving towards, Chicago, while I am in Utah, or Montana!  Smart technology, real stinky people!  So, I put an electronic footprint down!

MORMON GOD-SQUAD KICKS IN AT THIS POINT!  DRIVER, GETS ON, AND JOKES ABOUT, COPS, OR SHERIFFS, AND I SAID, DON'T TELL THE YELLOWSTONE, SHERIFF, I'M IN TOWN, FIRST THING OLD SHERIFF, OR SAME, DID, 7 YEARS AGO, WHEN, I DID THE SAME LOOP, WAS, PARK BEHIND ME AT THE GAS STATION, IN WEST YELLOWSTONE, WAY BACK, IN 2012!  HE JOKED, SAYING, A REGULAR HUH?  YEAH.  HE RECOMMENDED, I STAY AT THE "MADISON HOTEL" . . . COMMUNICATING WITHOUT COMMUNICATING!  THE HEAT IS ON!

• the young man at the desk, seemed, star-struck and could hardly speak?  He must have met Rachel, her ex-Moosman, Kay's, parents, used to run the campsite in West Yellowstone, for 20 years, so, perhaps, at some point, Rachel and Kay, or even Rachel, aka, me, and James Kennedy, stayed there, with Rachel, thinking, she, owned the place!  When, I was going to work at MACK's INN, back in 2012, (JOB AT MACK'S INN, ENDED, EVEN WITH A CONTRACT, BECAUSE, THE CON LAW PROFESSOR FROM HARVARD, WAS EXCITED TO ME, THE ATTORNEY, WHO DID THE SECURITIES CASE, THAT THE NATION WAS WATCHING!), that would have put me and Rachel, in mixed, maps, just like, later in 2013, our maps, were mixed, and she took credit for all my fun, stories and my job at Swiftcurrent, while I was blocked from even going to get my property, back in the day, when, DALLAS, team player, with cops or a cop, called, along with Kay Reilly, both needed me to come back to UTAH, for, legal help . . . mix, match and attach, as Shelley, was, grafted in there, and Rachel, grafted in in East Glacier National Park.  Someone just sneezed, ISSUE, or she TIS YOU!  FUCK, SHE IS, TOO STUPID, UGLY, AND, FUCKED UP TO BE ME,. SICK ASS KIDS, AND, SHOP EASY!  JUST SONNY BOY'S TYPE!  LOL.  HE STILL DREAMS OF BEING WITH ME, OR HE WOULD BE HAPPY WITH, RACHEL, JUST LIKE SHE IS WITH HER NAME AND KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  CURSOR GAMES STARTING, CAN'T GET A BULLET, NOR MOVE THE CURSOR, PROTECTING, PUSSY, AT ALL COSTS, AND EMBARRASSMENT!  KENNEDY!  BULLET WON'T ALIGN WITH THE ONES ABOVE . . . DRIVES THIS GRAPHIC ARTIST CRAZY, WHEN, THEY DO THIS, PERFECTIONIST!

  • I asked, about, Yellowstone tours, and some lady, from, Island Park, Utah, or from Utah, gave me, two brochures, One from, Yellowstone and Teton Tours, I believe, Alpen, and one, from, Yellow Van Lines, or another tour company.  Any Mormon is suspecious to me, because, Rachel, Shelley, Kay, Sue, and the Mo's,. or Mo aligned, think, that, the alleged GOOD GIRLS, should be me, whether they are or not, they want bragging rights to ALL I HAVE DONE, but not to ME!  HOW IN THE FUCK, DO YOU SEPARATE ME FROM MY LIFE . . . ONLY, MEN AND MO'S COULD DO THAT!
  • I immediately book a tour, for lower loop of Yellowstone with, Alpen Tours, and book, just after that, Salt Lake Express, return trip, to Shaka's in Idaho Falls, ID. for Tuesday morning, 9:00 am return!  Tour was for Monday, at 1:00 pm!  Me and the reservation chick, allegedly at Three Bears Motel, across the street, did the reservations, after hours for the Alpen Tours, or she was, inducted to take reservations, but she told me about the Bison Stew, and told me if I liked it to come tell her . . . very nice, nothing about cancelling the tour!
  • Cowboy, went to the Pov. to take me to dinner, on Sunday, called to see where I was . . . Interesting comments from friends, she is came in with a dazed look on his face, asking where I was, he walked and out, looked, pissed!  MASTER TRACKER, MR. MARSHAL, LOST HIS, ALLEGED, POSSIBLE GIRLFRIEND?  TOTAL SHOCK WHEN, I TOLD HIM WHERE I WAS . . . EXPLAINED, ABOUT GRETA, AND KIDS, DALLAS, AND WHY I WAS THERE.  OH.
  • in these old hotels, your room, doesn't have a bathroom, or shower, in it, I was in Room #8, and the bathrooms and shower were down the hall, all the way.  The old doors, originals, so cool, are loud and you can hear if the door of your neighbor opens, so, the FBI, return missionary squad, came out into the hall, each time, I tried to get out without notice, so they knew my comings and goings, could even see where I was going . . . one dude, said, oh, we run into each other again, for the THIRD FUCKING TIME!  I meet no one by accident!  I fell asleep, at roughly 7:00 pm, after talking to cowboy--up all night, the night before, on the bus!
  • I started to stir by about, 5:00 am, laid in bed, loving having a real bed, and it reminded me of my favorite, love scene, I wrote about yesterday--perfect, almost!  Window in same spot, cowboy, meets the criteria, maybe, when winter comes, we can come back?
  • I leave to take a shower, about, 6:00 am, wanting to get to breakfast, by, 7:00 am, at the Timberline next door.  When I come back and go to get something out of my backpack, I find my billfold, out of where I had put it, the slot where I keep my cell phone, now, a level higher, without the rubber band, open, with two pens, symbolic, placed or left, between all my cards, ID, etc., and I must have scared them, off, or they were lazy and sloppy, not putting things back where they found them, obvious, someone, came in my room, while I was in the shower down the hall!  I am thinking they  were looking for, my bank card, to steal, to cover their asses on everything from the bus tickets to the motel, the tour, and the return trip, to dinner!  THE SLIPPERY SLOPE OF ASSET FORFEITURE, MADE COPS, ALL THIEVES!  THERE ARE NO BOUNDARIES, NO WARRANTS, NO PRIVATE PROPERTY RIGHTS, JUST PREDATORS!  IN THE DEA'S MIND, RACHEL IS ME, ALL I DO, SHE GETS, OR ONE OF THE GIRLZ, MARRIED TO THE MOB! OR MORMONS, OR WHATEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I WAS FURIOUS!  LAST TIME SOMEONE STOLE MY ID, WELL, TWO TIMES AGO, THIS IS ABOUT THE 4TH TIME, FIRST THE WORST, IT TOOK ME 4 YEARS TO GET IT ALL BACK!  I LUCKED OUT, I HAD, PUT MY DEBIT CARD, IN A SMALL, ENVELOPE, WITH THE FIRST SECURITY BANK, HORSE ON IT . . . THANK YOU, BANK, GOT IT, ALL, THIS TIME, UNLIKE, AMERICA FIRST BULLSHIT MORMON ASS CREDIT UNION, THAT GAVE, HALF TO RACHEL AND THAT IS ONLY, BECAUSE, I DREW MOST OUT IN CASH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  AT LEAST THE OLD TIME MOBSTERS, TOOK 10%, THIS NEW, SWARM ON COPS, MOB, MORMONS, REPUBLICANS, AND MARINES, TAKE, 110% OR MORE IF THEY CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  NO HONOR AMONG THIEVES!
  • after breakfast, I walk in the Madison, mad my son, hotel, and the Mormon clerk, husband and wife team, or agent, inform me the tour that afternoon, had been cancelled, no driver, and I was the only one on the tour?  So, why didn't the lady, tell me, there was a possibility, that, the tour would be cancelled.  Here is an insider, agent, he said, they tried to call you, but, your phone either was not on, or, something . . . well, I put the phone, under my pillow, so I would not be traced!  Surveillance!  Room was bugged before I got there!  Dude tried to act nice, and one more time, my heart, sank, because, all last month, I had no money, and no fun, because of this lying ass bitch sister, trying to steal all my money, now, I can't even go on a fucking tour?  You have to be shitting me . . . I am sure, SHE, the galz, went, on the tour, in my name and my place . . . not too far, to drive from Missoula, straight shot!  I was pissed, disappointed, looking forward, to going, now, what?  FUCK!  They get MY gain, and I get all the pain!  MOB!  The guy tried, to schedule another tour, but most leave early.  Then, the dude, stuck to me like glue . . . lying!  He suggested I go to the Wild Bear and Wolf Museum, something Rachel would like more than, seeing the animals in the wild!  IMAX Theater, her thing too!  NO THANKS TO BOTH!  I asked where the library was, and the dude, tried to walk me there?  He wanted to know where I was going, why and when?  FUCK OFF!  I didn't tell him, I didn't want to see animals, in a box!  FUCK.  The wife, later, got defensive, and said, well, there are rescued animals, and it is a positive thing . . . really, be locked in jail, injured and see if that is s good thing?  They were pissed, that I didn't go where they suggested, what sheriff or agents, waiting?  LIKELY!  I got a newspaper and read the YELLOWSTONE STAR THAT I QUOTED, IN YESTERDAY'S BLOG, NOW ON THEIR SITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  RACHEL, IS REALLY, SARAH PALIN, DRILL BABY DRILL, SHIT, BITCH!  
  • breaking and entering?  what the fuck?  I go back to the hotel, bored, depressed, pissed, decided, I was tired, read the rest of the paper, got a USA TODAY too, after going to THE GUSHER, FOR PIZZA, WITH A STORM, ROLLING IN!  Now the law, on landlord tenant, is that, when, you rent, or lease, or in this case, get a room, for a few days, the manager, landlord, or hotel clerk, is to turn over the quiet enjoyment of that room, for the specified, period of time, and that was until, the next morning, at standard time, 11:00 am.  So, I am laying on the bed, and, I thought, I heard, the agents, or missionaries, say, housekeeping, but I was not sure, didn't answer or move, noticed that dude, was attempting to make a move to put, an air cooler in the window? WHAT THE FUCK?  I guess, the call by the house keeper was to see if I was in the ROOM!  He, yelled something and I picked up the curtains and he about had a heart attack--I bet, going in my room, without permission!  I was pissed, after, already having someone with KEYS, hello, break in my backpack, and look through my shit!  AGAIN?  I yelled, give me five minutes, fuck??????  I am going to lunch, so have at it, and I felt, like saying this an invasion of my privacy, and rights, dumbass! from Mormondumb!  LUNCH WAS AMAZING, PIZZA PERFECT, STORM, SO MAYBE, CLOUDS COVERED THE PARK, MAKE THE BEST OF IT, AND THOROUGHLY ENJOYED, JUST CHILLING IN THE PIZZA JOINT!
  • when, I returned, the air conditioner was in the window, and the cord, was, laying, out, unplugged, surprised again?  Dude, was in the hall, upstairs, and said, you scared me to death, when, you were in the room!  IT IS MY ROOM!  I was like, why don't you wait, until tomorrow?  I will be gone, you do maintenance when the ROOM IS EMPTY!  IT IS THE LAW, but Mormons and the DEA, are ABOVE THE LAW!  I CAN'T REMEMBER WHERE I WENT, BUT, TO THE BATHROOM, AND, THE CORD, HAD BEEN, PLACED BEHIND THE DRESSER, AND, WAS PLUGGED IN?  SO THAT WAS THREE FUCKING TIMES IN ONE DAY, SOMEONE GOT IN MY ROOM WITHOUT PERMISSION????????  TOTAL INVASION OF PRIVACY AND RIGHTS . . . YOU BOUGHT HER DUDE, NOT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  • CLUSTERFUCKS, I BETTER CALL TO MAKE SURE, THE SALT LAKE EXPRESS IS COMING TO PICK ME UP AT THE HOTEL, AS PLANNED.  GOOD I CALLED, NO, THEY PICK UP AT THE VISITOR'S CENTER?  NICE.  LEFT IN YELLOWSTONE, COPS KILL ME, AND RACHEL, TAKES OVER, JUST LIKE SHE TRIED, IN GLACIER PARK, 7 YEARS AGO, COMPLETE CYCLE, CRIMINAL ENTERPRISE!
  • autodidactic or I always know!  I got a gut, feeling, that, based on going to breakfast, yesterday, at 8:00 am, the stupid, little MORMON agents, would, try something stupid, today, before, I leave . . . didn't see them, much, but, I heard someone, stirring at about, 2:30 am, when, I got up to go to the restroom . . . then, I thought, I heard someone, out on the roof?  I tested, someone, at that time?  I turned on the light, and after I turned it off again, thought I saw, feet, or shadows, outside the door?  I finally, decided, the pitter-patter, was, just the rain?
  • not long after, I left for breakfast, at before, 7:00 am, I noticed, cops across the street, but it is the cop shop, but, it just struck me as strange, too early for most people, and several dudes, who looked, like undercover, pissed off feds, walked by, looking in the Timberline Cafe, next to the Madison!  THEY ARE MAD AT ME, FOR, GIVING BIRTH AND RAISING A ROCK STAR, NOT RACHEL, AND KENNEDY THE LIARS????????????????  GO FIGURE!  OH, COPS WON'T GET THEIR FUCKING CUT, IF I WIN? OR IF ELLIOT WINS?  FUCK YOU!
  • needless to say, it was very touch and go, stop and go, park my ass, watch for God Intel, watch flashing, road work signs, motel manager, dude, even tried to give me a ride . . . I stopped, before, leaving, and, took a secret tunnel, from the cafe to the hotel, decided, I needed to make up for debit card, games, on room fees, and bought, a new Yellowstone hat, Diet Coke, and Snickers bar . . . dude acted PISSED!  LOL.  WHOOPS!  Blew it!  Start over!
  • I got to the visitor's center, early, so as not to be left, needed to catch driver before, he took off, and left me all together!  He acted pissed!  There was some, older dude, showed up, wearing, navy blue, "Y" or BYU Cougar gear . . . he was the point guard from what I thought, even lingered, while I was sitting at the bench in front of the center, so as not to miss, the shuttle, driver, likes to come early and take a walk?  Looked totally MORMON!  I WOULD HAVE PICKED YOU UP AT THE MADISON . . . I BET YOU WOULDN'T!  I DIDN'T WANT TO FALL IN THE MIDDLE.  FIRST, MADISON, THEN, VISITOR'S CENTER, THEN, MADISON AGAIN . . . OH, FUCK NO!
  • back at the American Inn, Rexburg, I looked up, Allegiant Airlines, to check flights, for next month!  New shuttle driver, total mo, too, listened to everything, I said.  Now there was a lady from, Virginia, on a trip with her grandson . . . old agent?  Sharp, pretty 74 year old, liked, sitting by me and talking all the way back to Shaka's in Idaho Falls . . . then, she went on to Salt Lake City, to allegedly catch a plane, back home, in Virginia?
  • twice, the Salt Lake Express, who, never asks for tickets, just put your name on the manifest, through the computer, and the driver has to just check your name . . . thank god, I wrote down two confirmation numbers, because, back in Idaho falls, or going from the American Inn, to Rexburg, a driver in training, said, I was not on his list, or this was not the right shuttle, and I said, check the list . . . oh, you are not on the list once, but THREE TIMES??????  Rachel, Shelley and Kay, took a vacation, integrated maps, technology, and trying to confuse, law enforcement!  Oh, that was when, I took off to POCATELLO! to the Roadway Inn, another slip!  I GOT THREE DAYS, TOLD MY DAUGHTER, I DIDN'T KNOW WHERE THE SHELTER WAS, DIDN'T THINK THEY HAD A GOOD BUS SYSTEM, NEEDED, NEW PANTS, TOP PRIORITY, HAD TO PAY A CAB TO ANOTHER TOWN, TO CHUBBUCK?  FUCK NO!  EVEN THE LIBRARY WAS, A MILE OR TWO FROM THE HOTEL!  I TOLD MY DAUGHTER, I WAS, GOING NORTH OR SOUTH, SHE HAD THREE DAYS TO DECIDE, IF SHE NEEDED ME, BUT I HAD TO COME NOW!  I DIDN'T HAVE ENOUGH MONEY, TO STAY, WHERE I WAS AT . . . SHE SAID SHE WOULD BE FINE, SAID, I AM STAYING THE SUMMER, IN MISSOULA OR ST. GEORGE, UTAH . . . MY GOAL IS TO GET IN SHAPE, FUCK, ANOTHER WASTED MONTH OF MONEY AND TIME!  GOOD.  IN SOME THINGS, I AM, BLACK AND WHITE, ALL OR NOTHING, SHE IS IN SHAPE, AND NEEDS TO COMPROMISE, NOT LEAVE ME HANGING HERE!  OKAY, MISSOULA IT IS!
  • FUN AND GAMES NOT OVER YET . . . I HAD A WHAT, 12 HOUR, WAIT, UNTIL, 7:30 SHUTTLE TO IDAHO FALLS . . . THE SCHEDULE SHOWED, LIKE A 12:40 SHUTTLE, A 5:30 PM, SHUTTLE, AND A 7:30 PM, WAS NOT EVEN ON THE POSTER I GOT?  I TALKED, THE, ABOUT, 2:30 PM, NOT SCHEDULED, EITHER, TO TAKE ME TO IDAHO FALLS, WHERE, I AT LEAST HAD A PLACE TO SIT AND READ OR EAT, NOT ON THE GRASS FOR, THE NEXT, 10 HOURS!  FUCK.

  ARE YOU FEELIN' LUCKY?  WOOH . . .  EYES BULGING OUT OF SIGNS ON SHAKA'S DOOR, BOTH SIDES?  SHOULD I?

  AGAIN, AFTER WAITING ALL DAY, WITH COP, AFTER COP, PARKING AND  LEAVING, SHERIFF, SLOWING DOWN, AND GOD ONLY KNOWS WHAT WAS GOING ON BEHIND MY BACK, WITH SEVERAL SKETCHY LOOKING, DUDES, WHO, APPEARED TO BE LOOKING FOR SOMEONE, ABOUT, FOUR DIFFERENT TIMES, I WENT TO GET ON THE SHUTTLE, LATE, ABOUT, 10:00 PM, NOT ON THE MANIFEST, BOTH TIMES, HAD, CONFIRMATION NUMBERS, SO, PROOF, BUT NO TICKET, THEY NEVER ASK FOR . . . BUT, ME AND THE DRIVER, GOT DOWN AND DIRTY, ON THE TRIP TO SHAKA'S, THE FIRST, TRIP ON THE WAY THERE . . . HE SAID, YOU ARE NOT ON THE LIST . . . WELL, I BETTER BE . . . HE STARTED TO LAUGH, AND SAID, GET ON WHEN, I OFFERED MY CONFIRMATION, NUMBER, BUT THE LAST DRIVER, AN OLD ASSHOLE, NEW YORK CITY, RETIRED, COP, WAS PISSED!

  SECOND, GOD SENT, WAS, SOME DUDE FROM THE POV. A LITTLE SKATER DUDE, WHO WENT HOME, TO CALIFORNIA, ALLEGEDLY WITH WARRANTS, HIS DAD SAID, BUT WHEN, THE COPS SAID THERE WERE NO WARRANTS, STORY OF MY LIFE, BOGUS, BULLSHIT, HARASSMENT WARRANTS, WITH NO UNDERLYING CRIMES, JUST PISSED COPS . . . BUT, HIS DAD, KICKED HIM, OUT OF THE HOUSE PERMANENTLY, FOREVER, FOR "NOT" HAVING WARRANTS?  REWARDING, BAD BEHAVIOR, BUT NOT GOOD?  STRANGE?  SOUNDS, LIKE MY DAD!  GOOD GIRL, LOSES, ALL . . . BAD GIRLS WIN EVERYTHING, I WORKED FOR, RAISED, DID?

  FUCK?

  NEVER KNEW THERE WERE TWO ASSHOLE DADS, SAME BUS, ALMOST TO FATHER'S DAY?  LOL.

  FUNNY WHO, SKATER BOY, FUN KID, WENT ALL THE WAY TO CALIFORNIA, WHILE I WENT TO YELLOWSTONE, POCATELLO, AND, HOPPED, SHUTTLES, TO END UP, TOGETHER AGAIN?  VERY STRANGE?

  IDENTIFIER?

  MIGHT HAVE SAVED MY LIFE . . . COWBOY, WAS, AT THE THUNDERBIRD HOTEL, MISSOULA, SIGNED ON A NEW HOUSE, IN ARLE, MONTANA, WANTED TO SEE ME . . . OH, HOW SWEET, UNLESS YOU WERE THE ONE BEHIND ALL THIS, BREAKING AND ENTERING?

  I NEED TO GO TO TARGET.  I WILL PICK YOU UP FROM THE BUS . . . OH, NO YOU WILL NOT, I THOUGH, BEFORE, ANYBODY, KNOWS I AM BACK IN TOWN?  NOT AFTER THAT JOANNE IN THE ISJ, OR THE IDAHO STATE JOURNAL, WAS MURDERED BY HER BOYFRIEND, AND FOUND, YEARS LATER IN A SHALLOW GRAVE?  FUCK NO, I PLANNED ON, JUMPING THE BUS, RIGHT OUTSIDE, JEFFERSON LINES, GET SUPPLIES FOR THE NEXT, YEAR!  LOL.  MY YOGA PANTS WERE INDECENT BY THIS TIME . . . STITCHED, AT LEAST 4 TIMES, AND SO THREAD BARE, I HAD TO GET SOME NEW PANTS, A MUST! 

  THERE APPEARED TO BE A POSSIBLE, STINK OP, JUST OFF THE BUS, TONS OF AGENT LOOKING DUDES, INCLUDING MR. CUDDLY, I WAS SITTING NEXT TO!  LOL.  SO THE BUS WAS CROWDED, AND I HAVE NEVER HAD TO SHARE A SEAT WITH ANYONE FOR, ABOUT, 7 YEARS, IF THAT . . . WHY SO CROWDED?  LAST DUDE ON THE BUS, LUCKY, GOOD LOOKING, HOT, BUILT, WOULDN'T LOOK ME IN THE EYES.  SMILE.  I WAS SO TIRED, THAT I CRASHED, AND ALMOST ON HIS SHOULDER!  LOL.  DIRTY OLD LADY!  I KIND OF WOKE UP, A BIT, STILL GROGGY, BUT AWARE ENOUGH, THAT, AFTER NOT BEING WITH  A MAN FOR, WHAT, THE LAST, 13 YEARS, FOR THE MOST PART, OR AT LEAST BEING CUDDLY WITH ONE, THIS FELT, GOOD!  OH, SO, HANDSOME TOO, LIKE THE LEGS, NICE, GLASSES, DOUBLE, OR SO IT LOOKED, RED, GLASSES OVER, GLASSES?  STRANGE, AGENT?  MAYBE.  THEN, I NOTICED THAT, THERE WAS A SURVEILLANCE CAMERA, ALMOST RIGHT OVER MY HEAD . . . THIS MOB BOYFRIEND SHIT, IS, AFFECTING ME, CAN COWBOY SEE, ME, ALMOST ON THIS DUDE'S LAP?  HIS BOSS?  SHIT.  I SIT UP STRAIGHT, AND TOTALLY IGNORE, HOT CUDDLE BUG, YOUNG'UN!  LOL.  HE FELT SO WARM, COZY, AND I AM A TOUCH, ME NOT, SO, INTERESTING, FOR EVEN ME . . . SURPRISE HE DIDN'T SQUIRM?  APPEARED FROZEN.  YES, I AM THE FAMOUS ONE!

  LOL.

  IT'S ALL IN THE ATTITUDE!

  CONFIDENCE IS BEAUTIFUL!

  I RUSHED RIGHT OFF THE BUS, TO THE BUS STOP!

  MAN THAT LOOKS, LIKE A LOT OF BEEF, YOUNG, HANDSOME, TONS, NOT YOUR NORMAL BUS RIDERS!

  AGENTS!

  CLEAR.

  THEY GATHERED QUICK, BUT I GOT TO THE BUS STOP FAST, BREAKFAST!

  LITTLE SKATER BUDDY, MIGHT HAVE BEEN, THERE ON PURPOSE, OR GOT, HIS WARRANTS DROPPED, FOR RATTING ME OUT?

  GIVE HIM THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT!

  IN BUTTE, WITH A FOUR HOUR LAYOVER, HE BROUGHT SOME DUDE, WHO, COULD, EASY BE A HIT MAN FOR THE MOB, GIVING ME HIS TALES OF WOE, WIFE DIED, IN AUTO ACCIDENT, WIPED HIM OUT, NO PLACE TO GO, MEETING WITH PEOPLE IN LAKE SIDE, BUT WOULD NOT LEAVE ME ALONE, UNTIL, I GOT, COLD AND WONDERING!  TOTAL GANGSTER, LOOK AND VOICE!  PORTO RICIAN! FROM, NEW YORK, GOING TO LAKE SIDE, TO A FAMILY OF 10 ADOPTED KIDS?

  IF TRUE, YOU WILL HAVE NO, TROUBLE FINDING, THE FAMILY, EVERYONE WILL KNOW THEM . . . MORMONS!  WARD HOUSE IN MIDDLE OF TOWN!  SHELLEY'S CREW, MOB MEN!

  I ONLY HAD ONE, BOYFRIEND, AT MY SCHOOL, PEST CONTROL, THE REST WERE AT OTHER HIGH SCHOOLS, SO, IF I WANTED TO SEE THEM, I WOULD GO TO THEM, AND THEY SAY, YOU ARE THE MOST LIKE YOURSELF, THE WAY YOU WERE IN HIGH SCHOOL!  LOL.

  I CALLED COWBOY, TOLD HIM, I WAS AT TARGET, NEEDED ABOUT, A HALF HOUR, TO SHOP, CHANGE CLOTHES, DO A MEXICAN SPIT BATH, THEN, PICK ME UP, OUTSIDE, SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS, 9:00ISH?  BUT, HE CALLED ME, WITHIN, 15 MINUTES, WAITING FOR ME . . . WHAT THE HELL, POSSESSIVE . . . I DITCHED MY ONE DAY, BOUNTIFUL HIGH, BOYFRIEND, BECAUSE, HE WAITED BY MY LOCKER, TO WALK ME TO CLASS . . HATED THAT, DROPPED HIS ASS!

  I WAS FEELING THE SAME WAY ABOUT COWBOY, CALLING ME, WITH MY YOGA PANTS, ON THE FLOOR, FUMBLING FOR THE FOOT HOLES, WHILE TRYING TO ANSWER THE PHONE!

  LOL.

  I HATE TO BE PUSHED OR PRESSURED! 

  WALKING THE LINE WITH ME, COWBOY!

  AS SOON AS I GOT IN THE TRUCK, I TOLD HIM, ABOUT SKATER BOY, ALL HE SAID, IS THAT IS NOT SO RARE . . . REALLY?  HUNDREDS OF MILES, HOPPED SCHEDULES, DAD KICKING HIM OUT?  ARE YOU THE MARSHAL OVERSEEING THIS WHOLE OPERATION FROM START TO FINISH?

  THAT IS FUCKING BIZARRE!

  SORRY YOU DIDN'T GET TO MURDER ME THIS MORNING!

  LOL.

  BREAKFAST AT NOT TIFFANY'S, BUT THE OXFORD, AND HE WAS A BIT PISSY . . . I DON'T NEED THIS!

  NOW YOU ARE GOING TO TAKE THE CATTLE, OR RACHEL AND THE GALZ, TO HIGHER PASTURES FOR TWO WEEKS? OR IS THAT WASHINGTON, D.C.?

  WHATEVER, GET OUT OF MY HAIR, FOR AT LEAST TWO WEEKS, I NEED TO RETHINK THIS BOYFRIEND, THING!

  I HAD HIM DROP ME OFF AT THE LAW SCHOOL, SO I COULD WRITE MY BLOG . . . RIDERS ON THE STORM, LEAD ME TO "GHOST RIDERS IN THE SKY" WITH NICHOLAS CAGE, AND SAM ELLIOT, AND THE DEVIL, BRET, ALL FRIENDS, ALL IN ON THIS, FUCK JOANN, LITERALLY AND FIGURATIVELY!

  BUT, THEY ARE NOT THAT LUCKY!

  LOL.

  SO, HERE IS THE GRAFTED, FAMILY, OR BRANCHES, IN THE NATURAL OLIVE TREE, OR ME, THE PEACE MAKER, THEY KEEP, BRINGING IN MORE AND MORE, NEW BRANCHES INTO MY TREE . . . NOW ABOUT, 6 TO 10 WOMEN, AND GOD KNOWS HOW MANY MEN!

  FAMILY TREE IS GETTING PRETTY DAMNED, DEADLY AND CROWDED!

  SO, LOOK-ALIKES, FATHER AND SON, ARE MIXING, ROLES, AND DOUBLES FOR EACH OTHER.  I MEET KENNEDY, FOUR YEARS AGO, IN BUTTE, HE MIXES, MATCHES AND ATTACHES, TO SHOP EASY GIRL, RACHEL, MY DOUBLE . . . BUT, THEY CAN'T GET RID OF MOM, ATTORNEY, KODIAK, MAMA BEAR, SO, BRING IN COWBOY JERZY MIKE KOSINSKI, D.C. COP MOB, BOSS, DADDY, OF ELLIOT, MIX, MATCH, AND ATTACH, HOOK UP WITH REAL MOM, WHILE BABY, CAGE, PLAYS HOUSE WITH, RACHEL, OR ALLEGEDLY ME, DAD WILL TAKE CARE OF, THE OLD GRAY MARE AND, RETIRE HER TO ARLE, NEVER TO BE SEEN AGAIN, WHILE SHELLEY, AKA, ME TOO, IS HIDDEN, ON THE RANCH, KILL JO, AND ALL THE GIRLZ, GET TO BE HER, AND ALL THE BOYZ, GET TO BE MARRIED TO MUSCLE, QUEEN, ATTORNEY, MOM, EXTRAORDINAIRE, AND EVERYONE LIVES, FAT, HAPPY AND RICH, ON JOANN'S SPOILS, PAYING HER BACK FOR TAKING THE CASH COW, ASSET FORFEITURE, KILLING THAT LEGISLATION, THAT STARTED THIS 20 YEAR WAR, AGAINST ME AND MINE!  NOW, HIS AND HERS!

  FUCK THAT SHIT!

  KENNEDY SANG, TO ME ONE NIGHT IN BUTTE, RESCUE MISSION . . . I SHOULD HAVE BEEN A COWBOY!

  OH, HOW ABOUT GOOD OL' DAD!

  NICE TRY.

  NEITHER ONE OF YOU NEED CRY!

  LOL.

  THINK, OLD FAITHFUL, HAS A WIFE!

  COUNT ME OUT!

  HAPPY TRAILS TO YOU!

  NOBODY GETS TO BE ME!

  SMIILE.

   

   

PIMP FACTORY. CIA. DELIVERING EXTRAVEGANCE & INDULGENCE. MOOSE CAN GULLY. Z-BRA. TROPHY TAKER. KLIEN TOOLS. CEREAL KILLER. DONUTS DONE RIGHT. FIELDS OF FAITH. PAWSITIVE VIBES. HE WANTED TO DRAW HIS GLOCK AND PISTOL WHIP THE MOTHERFUCKER TO THE GROUND. JOYSTICKS. MICRODRONE QUADCOPTER. SAFETY FIRST. DISRUPTION OF THE QUIET ENJOYMENT OF RESIDENTIAL LIFE IN THE SOUTH HILLS, MISSOULA, MONTANA. VIOLATION OF CODE. COVENANTS. RESIDENTIAL RESTRICTIONS. NEED INJUNCTION! ON WHITAKER LANE, SNOB HILL, THERE IS AN EYE SORE, THAT, WERE I A NEIGHBOR, I WOULD GO APE SHIT OVER! SOME DUDE, WEARING A MAGA HAT, MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN, WAS STANDING OVER A TWO STORY DECK, WITH MASSIVE BLUE AND WHITE "TRUMP" SIGNS OR FLAGS, AND SOME THIRD FLAG, PROBABLY "DON'T TREAD ON ME" OF THAT TYPE VARIETY, WAVING IN THE EARLY MORNINNG, SUMMER WIND! DISORDERLY CONDUCT . . . SOMETHING? IT LOOKS LIKE A BROOKS STREET, MALFUNCTION JUNCTION USED CAR LOT DUDE, JUST PLANTED HIS ASS UP IN A RESIDENTIAL NIEGHBORHOOD, WHERE OF COURSE, THE RUSSIANS WERE ALLEGEDLY TO HAVE TAKEN OVER, WITH 250 FBI AGENTS, COMING TO MISSOULA, TO INVESTIGATION, OR TO COLLUDE, NOW THAT WE KNOW MORE! IF I WERE A NIEGHBOR,, I WOULD GET A COALITION OF MY FELLOW SOUTH HILLS, SNOB HILL, CLAN, AND, PETITOIN THE CITY COUNCIL, TO SHUT THIS FREAK SHOW DOWN! RIDICULOUS AT BEST! WE KNOW THERE IS A NEW PHENOMENA IN THE GOP, THE CHURCH OF THE REPUBLICANS, OR THE REPULICAN CHURCH, WHERE THE DEVIL RULES, AND JESUS IS FORGOTTEN! SO, WE WILL LEGALLY TREAT THIS LIKE A RELIGIOUS ISSUE, WITH, PRINCIPLES AND CONCEPTS OF "SEPARATION OF CHURCH & STATE" WITH THE NOTION THAT, A MAN CAN BELIEF ANYTHING HE WANTS, BUT WHEN HIS ACTIONS, CROSS THE RED LINE OF DEMARCATION, BETWEEN, HIS RIGHTS, FORCING THOSE ON OTHERS, UNWITTINGLY AND UNKNOWINGLY OR WITHOUT CAUSE, WITH THE IDEA THAT YOUR RIGHTS ONLY GO AS FAR AS YOUR OWN NOSE, THEN THIS TOTAL, ASSAULT ON ONES SENSES, UP IN THE LUSH, GREEN HILLS, YONDER, IS VIOLATING, THE RIGHTS OF HIS NEIGHBORS, WHO MAY NOT SHARE HIS RELIGIOUS OR POLITICAL BELIEFS! I AM GUESSING THAT THERE ARE SOME, PLANNING AND ZONING ISSUES THAT MIGHT, PROHIBIT THIS MAN, POOR WIFE, FROM, DISPLAYING HIS STUPID BLUE AND WHITE PRO-TRUMP FLAGS, FOR THE WHOLE FUCKING COMMUNITY TO SEE! I FEEL VIOLATED JUST TAKING THE BUS UP THERE FOR AN EARLY MORNING, JAUNT, TO WATCH THE CITY WAKE UP! I CAN'T IMAGINE HOW THE NEIGHBORS FEEL! COULD THIS MAN, EXPRESS HIS POLITICAL AND RELIGIOUS VIEWS IN HIS OWN BACK YARD, FOLLOWING THE "GOOD NEIGHBOR" POLICY? IT IS HIS VIEWS, NOT NECESSARILY, THOSE OF HIS FELLOW, COMMUNITY AND IMMEDIATE NEIGHBORHOOD . . . OR IS HIS GOAL TO JUST BE GAWD-AWEFUL AND OBNOXIOUS FOR THE WORLD TO SEE? YOU TELL ME? I FIGURED OUT WHY, THE GOVERMENT, "THEY" TOOK DOWN, 70% OF MY BLOG, NOR FOR SWEARING, NOR FOR SOFT PORN, NOT FOR OUTLANDISH VIEWS, OR EVEN CONSPIRACIES, BUT, BECAUSE, ON TOP OF MAKING DOUBLE FROM ONLINE, PENNIES, ADSENSE, NOW THEY WANT TO MAKE MONEY ON SELLING BOOKS WITH MY BLOGS, CATEGORIZED, IN TOPICS, AND SELL THEM BY THE VOLUMES, BUT, THEY BASICALLY TOOK ME OFF THE INTERNET, BECAUSE, TRUMP'S TWITTER TWEETING, IMPACT HAS DROPPED, DOWN TO A MERE, 26% OF WHAT IT HAD PREVIOUSLY BEEN; THEREFORE, SEEING THAT I WAS THE CHECK AND BALANCE TO HIS TWEETS, AND ALTERNATIVE FACTS, AMERICA, WORLD AND UNIVERSE, THEY DINGED MY BLOG, EQULLY, HARSH EVEN THOUGH, MY NUMBERS AND IMPACT HAS DONE NOTHING BUT RISE SINCE THE FIRST DAY I STARTED IT! ONE OF MY FRIENDS, A TWITTER NUT, HERSELF, SAID, SHE THOUGHT, THAT IT WAS BECAUSE, OF ALL THE BRASH OF ABORTION, ISSUES COMING OUT OF THE LUNTIC REPUBLICAN LED, STATE LEGISLATURES, ASSAULTING THE MORAL DECENCY OF THE COUNTRY, AFTER 50 YEARS OF SANITY UNDER ROE VS. WADE! THANK GOD FOR A MISSOURI JUDGE, WHO JUST RULED IN FAVOR OF AN ABORTION CLINIC, WHEN THE STATE STARTED USING, BUILDING OR BUSINESS PERMITS, TO STOP ABORTION CLINICS--THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE HEALTH, SAFETY AND WELFARE OF THE MOTHER OR THE BABY AND EVERYTHING TO DO WITH, PEOPLE, LIKE THE MAGA GOON, IN MISSOULA, WHO WANTS TO PROPOGATE THE EARTH WITH HIS SEED, HAVE HIS QUIVER FULL OF ARROWS, OR SPERM, SPAWNING, BABY GOP DNA GUPPIES, BUT, DOESN'T WANT TO PAY FOR THEM, ONCE THEY ARE BORN! THERE IS THE POSSIBILITY, THAT, SECRETARY OF DEFFESNE, JOHN BOLTON, OR EVEN PRESIDENT TRUMP THINKS I AM MEDLING IN FOREIGN AFFAIRS, UNOFFICIALLY. NO, I AM JUST EXPRESSING MY OPINION, AND THAT IS FAIR GAME, AND IN HARMONY WITH THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUITON, AND MY RIGHTS AS A CITIZEN, AND BY THE WAY, I HAVE MORE FOREIGN AFFAIRS, EXPERIENCE, THAN, PRESIDENT TRUMP, OUR ALLEGED, COMMANDER IN CHIEF! IT IS JUST A MATTER OR TIME BEFORE, MY BLOG IS RIGHT BACK WHERE IN BELONGS, AT THE TOP OF THE HEAP OF WORLD BLOGGERS, WHERE IT HAS SAFELY AND COMFORTABLY RESIDED FOR THE LAST, 5.5 YEARS, SINCE FUCKING DAY ONE! NICE TRY, ASSHOLES AND MOTHERFUCKERS! IT IS JUST TOO GOOD! LET'S ROLL! THERE WAS AN ANNOYING, AND, BOTH DISCRIMINATORY, AND PREJUDICIAL, OP ED, ARTICLE, OR SMALL, NOTE IN THE OPINION SECTION OF THE MISSOULAIN, YESTERDAY, THAT WAS PROBABLY DIRECTLY, DIRECTED, AT ME, AND I TAKE OFFENSE TO THAT . . . IT MATTERS HOW YOU GOT TO THE POVERELLO AND WHAT YOU ARE DOING WHILE YOU ARE HERE . . . LIKE BLOGGING TO THE WORLD, SPREADING DEMOCRACY, PROMOTING HUMAN RIGHTS, AND HUMAN DIGNITY, SOMETHING OUR PRESIDENT AND HIS ILK ARE NOT DOING! LIKE I SAID, PRESIDENT SHE! SOMEONE HAS TO HAVE THE STAR POWER, TO MEET THE PRESIDENT WHERE HE IS AT, AND PUT OUT, GENUINE, FACTS, STATISTICS, LAWS, AND CONSTITUTIONAL, IDEAS, WITH OVER HALF THE COIUNTRIES IN THE WORLD, REPLICATING OR BORROWING, SOME OR PART OF OUR CONSTITUTION, TO RULE AND GOVERN IN THEIR OWN COUNTRIES, AND I DON'T BELIEVE FOR A SECOND THAT THE PRESIDENT, KNOWS, JACK SHIT ABOUT THE ENTIRETY OF THE CONSTITUTION, NOR, HAS EVEN READ HIS OATH OF OFFICE, NOR ARTICLE II, ON THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH. THAT IS NOT MY FAULT, AND AS AN ARTICLE III, OFFICER OF THE COURT, IT IS MY OATH AND MY DUTY, WITH THE KNOWLEDGE I HAVE, AND THE LAW DEGREE, PLUS, FOUR BAR LICENSES UP TO HIS LEVEL, OR THAT OF THE THIRD "CO-EQUAL" BRANCH OF THE GOVERNMENT OR THE JUDICIARY OR THE COURTS, TO AID THEM IN ANY WAY OR UNDERSTANDING THAT I HAVE GAINED IN THE CLIMB TO THAT LEVEL OF LEGAL ACTIONS! SO THE GOVERNMENT HAS NO RIGHT TO SHUT ME THE FUCK UP! THEY SHOULD BE GRATEFUL, FOR THE ASSISTANCE AND AID, IN GOVERNING THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, GIVING AID AND ENCOURAGEMENT TO THOSE ABROAD! GIRL POWER! WOMEN, WILL SAVE CIVILIZATION! THE DAY OF THE FIGHTING MAN IS OVER! WE HAVE ENOUGH NUKES, TO BLOW UP THE ENTIRE WORLD, 100X OVER! ENOUGH ALREADY. NOW WE NEED TO KNOW HOW TO PROCEED, IN A WORLD, RULED BY THE AGREEMENTS, TREATIES, ALLIANCES, COMMITMENTS, POLICIES AND PROCEDURES, THAT COUNTRIES, HAVE DECIDED TO PROGRESS, AS CIVILIZED, NATIONS AND PEOPLE! WE ALL SHARE THE SAME WATER, AIR, AND ECONOMIES! WE ALL RISE AND FALL TOGETHER! IN GENERATIONS PASSED, THAT WAS NOT THE CASE, BUT IT IS TODAY! FROM TRADE TO COMMERCE, TO CIVIL AND HUMAN RIGHTS, TO CLIMATE CHANGE, AND ENVIRONMENTAL ISSUES! WE HAVE TO FIND BETTER WAYS! I WAS IMPRESSED THAT IRAN, WAS ABIDING, FOR THE MOST PART, BY THE AGREEMENTS THEY MADE, BACK IN 2015! THEY ARE NOT JUST GOING TO EXPERIENCE ALL PAIN AND NO GAIN, FROM, TRUMP, OBLITERATING, THE 13 YEAR, AGREEMENT, WORK, WITH A FUCKING TWEET! THAT IS NOT WISE NOR PURDENT. WE CAN ALL GET ALONG. LET'S ROLL! NOW, I PROMISED THE OTHER DAY THAT I WOULD RIGHT ABOUT TWO CASES, FOR THE LAW ENFORCEMENT, OR EXECUTIVE BRANCH, WHO DEALS WITH, THE PROSEUCTORS AND COURTS, TO KEEP THIS COUNTRY, OUR STATES, AND OUR CITIES, SAFE, FROM, RAGING, LUNATICS, WHO WOULD KILL AT RANDOM, AND TAKE AWAY THE MOST PRECIOIUS OF ALL RIGHTS, THAT OF LIFE ITSELF! BUT BEFORE, I ASK YOU TO MEET ME IN THE FIREHOLE BELOW, I JUST WANTED TO TAKE A FEW, MINUTES, ON THIS BOOK, "DEAD EYE" AND SOME OF THE SIMILARITIES, BETWEEN, ME AND THE LEAD MALE CHARACTER, COURTLAND GENTRY, IN A SIMILAR GAME OF MIX, MATCH AND ATTACH, SOME, PERSON, WHO MIGHT BE TRAINED THE SAME, HAVE GONE THROUGH THE SAME GRUELING, WHATEVER, BUT, IN SO MANY WAYS, IS SO DIFFERENT, THAT THE PERSON, THEY ARE THEN, TRYING TO PRESENT THEMSELVES, TO THE WORLD AS! IT IS INTERESTING, THAT, IN THE BOOK, THE ISRAELI SECRET SERVICE, FINDS OUT THAT, THE PERSON THEY THINK IS, THE GRAY MAN, OR THE WORLD, GREATEST ASSASSIN, WHO IS ACTUALLY, A FRAUD, THIS RUSS, PRETENDING TO BE HIM, BEING PAID TO KILL THE PRIME MINISTER, TO GET, $25 MILLION FOR THE KILL, STARTS TO NOTICE, THAT, THE REAL, CHARACTER, GENTRY,, HAS A MORAL CODE TO WHAT THEY DO, THAT THERE IS A CERTAIN TYPE OF JUSTICE TO THEIR ACTIONS AND THEIR KILLS, AND HE, MAKES SURE THE PERSON, HE IS GUNNING FOR, IS A REALLY BAD DUDE! THIS HAS BEEN HIS PATTERN, AND HIS, WORK, FOR YEARS, AND ALL THE KILLS THAT ARE ATTRIBUTED TO HIM, FOR THE GOVERMENT OR FOR HIRE, SEEM TO FIT THIS PARTICULAR, PATTERN AND BEHAVIOR, BUT FOR THIS, INTEL, THAT, COURT IS GOING AFTER THE PRIME MINISTER, THE JOB OF THE MOSSAD AND THEIR INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY TO PROTECT. NOW, I MENTIONED THAT, PREVIOUSLY, THE UNITED STATES, WHILE THEY SEE, COURT AS A PATRIOT, ALSO SEE HIM AS A THREAT, BECAUSE HIS IS DIVIDING THE LOYALTIES OF THE INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY, AND ALLEGEDLY, IS, CREATING, DISHARMONY, AND, ISSUES AMONG THE RANK AND FILE--THEREFORE, HE MUST BE KILLED! SO THE AMERICANS, PRIVATE GOVERNMENT CONTRACTORS, WHO TAKE THE PRESSURE OFF THE CIA, SO THEY DON'T GET IN TROUBLE, BUT THEY PAY, FOR THE CONTRACTORS, WILL ONLY GET THEIR PAY, IF COURT IS BROUGHT DOWN, SO THEY, SICK, MOSSAD, INTEL, AGAINST HIM TOO . . . WHEN, I REALITY, IT IS NOT, GENTRY WHO IS DOING THE OUT OF CHARACTER, UNETHICAL KILL, FOR A SHIT LOAD OF MONEY, SO, THE ISREALI, PERSONNEL, ARE BEING MISLED, BY THE CONTRACTORS, WHO WILL BENEFIT FROM THE EXTRA ENERGY AND HELP IN GETTING RID OF THEIR CONTRACT, KILL, WHILE, PROTECTING THEIR PRIVATE ASSET, AND, HELPING, THE DOUBLE, THE FRAUD, GET AWAY WITH MURDER AND TONS OF MONEY, USING, COURT'S PERSONA, REPUTATION, ALLEGED, SKILLS, EVEN, USING THE TYPES OF GUNS, HIS MO. AND COPYING HIS STYLE, TO THROW, OTHERS OFF THE REAL THREAT, AND, PUT IT ON THE ALLEGED, THREAT, WHO KNOWS NOTHING OF THE CONTRACT TO KILL THE PRIME MINISTER! SO CLOSE TO MY STORY, THE COPY, THE MIMICING, EVERY MOVE, THE LITTLE ACTRESS, PORTRAYING ME, DOING EVERYTHING AS IF SHE WERE ME . . . NOW WE ARE BOTH ATTORNEYS, WE HAVE GONE TO THE SAME SCHOOLS, SINCE JUNIOR HIGH, TO LAW SCHOOL, FOR THE MOST PART, OTHER THAN, OUR UNDERGRADUTATE STUDIES, AND SCHOOLS, WE KNOW ALL THE SAME PEOPLE, AND HAD SOME OF THE SAME PROFESSORS, BUT WE COULD NOT BE MORE LIKE ONE ANOTHER, IN OUR MORALS, OUR ETHICS, OUR PROFESSIONAL RESPONSIBILITIES, OR LOYALTIES, OR VALUES, AND THE PRINICIPLES AND CONCEPTS, WERE CHOSE TO LEAD OUR LIVES AND LAW CAREERS, AFTER. WE MAY BE MILES APART HERE IN MISSOULA, BUT WORLDS APART IN NATURES, DRIVES, PASSIONS, AND POLITICS! THIS BOOK WAS PUBLISHED, IN 2016, THREE YEARS AFTER, I STARTED MY BLOG, BACK IN 2013, THERE ARE SO MANY, SIMILARITIES, ALMOST, ANALOGOUS, COMPARISONS, IT IS AMAZING, NOW HELPING ME, SO THANK YOU, I MAY HAVE INSPIRED SOME OF THIS STORY, BUT IN TURN, YOU ARE HELPING ME, EXPRESS, WHAT SOME OF THE ISSUES ARE THAT LAW ENFORCEMENT NEEDS TO CONSIDER, IN PROSECUTION, OF INDIVIDUALS WHO HAVE PERPETRATED THIS CRIME AGAINST ME, THE UNITED STATES, THE INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY, AND THE WORLD OF FINANCE! ANOTHER CLUE TO THE MOSSAD AND THE CHICK WHO IS, IN CHARGE OF THE SAFETY AND PROTECTION OF THE PRIME MINISTERS, THAT SEEMS OUT OF CHARACTER FOR COURT, IS THAT HE NEVER, KILLS FOR MONEY! MONEY DOESN'T SEE TO BE AN ISSUE WITH HIM, NOR A MOTIVATING FACTOR HIS IS, AGREEMENTS AND CONTRACTS! THAT IS KEY HERE . . . SHE IS, THEY ALL ARE, ONE FOR THE MONEY! THAT IS WHAT, BEING ME IS ALL ABOUT FOR THEM, POWER, PRESTIGE, PERKS, GETTING PLACES THEY CAN'T, AND GOING TO HEIGHTS THEY COULD NOT HAVE CLIMBED! THIS IS BEYOND CRIMINAL, AND THERE ARE NO, LAWS, IMMUNITIES, POLICIES, PROCEDURES, THAT, ALLOW FOR VIOLATING THE LAW, NOT ONE! I AM NOT A CONTRACT KILLER . . . I AM A GOD DAMNED, CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY, WITH NOTHING OTHER THAN THE BEST INTEREST OF THIS COUNTRY, AND HOW IT INTERACTS WITH THE WORLD, AS MY PASSION,, AND GOALS! THE DEA, THE CIA, THE FBI, THE PRESIDENT, DON'T GET TO SAY, WHO, GETS TO BE ME . . . SHOW ME THE LAW! OR IS IT SOME "CLUSTERFUCK" CIA, STUPID, THING FOR BRETT TO FUCK KAY????? I REJECT, AND, EACH MAN I REJECT, GETS TO BRING IN ANOTHER ME? MIX, MATCH AND ATTACH! THIS IS HIGHLY, EVIDENT, IN THIS PATTERN,, WITH COURT AND RUSS, FIRST, COURT IS GOING TO KILL, SOME RUSSION MOBSTER, AFTER HE DOES, THIS AMERICAN, RUSS, SHOWS UP OUT OF NOWHERE, TO HELP HIM AGAINST, TOWNSEND, THE PRIVATE CONTRACTORS NOW AFTER, COURT . . . 8 TRAINED, CONTRACT ASSASSINS, OR ASSETS OF THE MONEY FOR HIRE KILLS, ONLY HELPS COURT, SO, HE CAN LATER, SET HIM UP, AND TAKE HIS IDENTITY AND ALL THE MONEY, HE COULD ASK FOR A JOB, BUT, DOESN'T HAVE THE SKILLS NOR THE REPUTATION . . . AH, SHELLEY? RACHEL? SUE? KAY? MARICE? TIFFANY? . .. ALL SISTERS ARE NOT CREATED EQUAL, NOR TRAINED EQUAL, NOR ARE ATTORNEYS, WHO WENT TO THE SAME SCHOOLS! THE ONLY ONE QUALIFIED TO BE ME, IS ME! SHOW ME THE LAW, YOU FUCKERS ARE RELYING ON? I HAD ANOTHER, STINK OP, IN THE ALLEY, LEAVING THE LAW SCHOOL, THURSDAY, AND AT LEAST THREE, YESTERDAY, FROM MCDONALDS, TO WALMART, TO THE FLYING J TRUCK STOP IN RIVERSIDE, OR BETWEEN, EAST MISSOULA AND BONNER! THIS IS A RELENTLESS PURSUIT OF ME, WITHOUT CAUSE, OR WARRANT OR REASON OTHER THAN, MONEY, POWER, USING ME TO GET WHAT THEY WANT, INCLUDING A BILLION DOLLAR BLOG DAILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

VOODOO SEX.  SANTERIA RELIGIOUS PRACTISES.  A CASE OF A GUILTY CONSCIENCE.

MR. NICE GUY GETS KILLED!

• I am not going to look back and my notes, so, I apologize to the cops, prosecutors, and family of the victims--lazy I know, but you get what you pay for, nothing!  LOL.  But there was something, that one of the detectives, said, that, made perfect logic, but, no, detective has ever said it, from another case as I recall, but it is a concept to keep in mind . . . here it is, and again, I watch these things at the library, and due to no money, for some reason, my old, cheap, ear buds, died, or the computers got fucked, so they didn't work, so between interruptions and, not being able to hear, and I am just reminded why, this black, vet, just walked by, and during this particular, true crime case, he, started to talk, obnoxiously loud, to the man, crunched, in the seat behind me . . . I tolerated it for while, but this is a library!  I eventually, said, or just looked at him and he went off on me not appreciating his service and, blah, blah, blah . . . no asshole, i just wanted to here my program, on the lowest I could possible have my computer on, and still her without you, and your sorry stupid ass!  I have put in more years of service than you have so, there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  THIS IS ABOUT RESPECT, FOR OTHER'S RIGHTS!  JUST LIKE THE MAN ON THE SOUTH HILLS, HAS NO RIGHT, TO PUT A FUCKING EYE SORE IN HIS NIEGHBORHOOD, YOU DO'NT HAVE A RIGHT TO START  YELLING AND SPITTING ABOUT WHATEVER, RIGHT BEHIND ME, IN A LIBRARY!
• if I heard, right, when I was so rudely assaulted, by this jerk, I think, the brother of the victim, got totally involved in solving his brother's case, and these led the detectives to the conclusion, that, I thought, both cops and victim's families ought to think about, frustrating, on both sides:
• the detective said, at the beginning of a case, the family can be the greatest help and fan of the cops, putting in work and leg power, hanging fliers, and notifying, man power to hunt for the victim's body, or to do whatever, start volunteer services, and efforts . . . 
• however, when the case, stalls or when it is not solved, within a short time period, like on TV, the family, can turn on the cops, and become the biggest enemy of law enforcement and the prosecutors, even, ending up, prohibiting progress on the case because, they have to spend so much time, dealing with family, who is bugging the shit out of them when they have other duties, and responsibilities!
• in a way, this reminds me of an attorney, dealing with, their clients . . . you have 30 cases, and they have one!  They are on top of the timelines, even, educated me, because they have been going through, years of litigation on this same case, and I never even wanted any case or clients, let alone, take over, a case with, three years of legal work from another attorney!
• in this particular case, there were, three sets of parents involved, three plaintiffs and I was, taking, on, all their juvenile cases, criminal cases, and getting paid jack shit for the civil case, that almost got me killed!  Two of my three plaintiffs in my $56.7 million Iron County Corruption case, based on civil rights violations, were not paying a dime!  The alleged, funders, had paid me a fucking, $9,000, a year and a half earlier, were providing me Diet Coke, and dinner, plus support, but, when, law enforcement across the country already hates you, and you are just recovering from, 10 years, hiatus, from, the last time you tangled with law enforcement, that is not enough . . . 
• so, mom, dad, and client, come sit in my office, home office, in sweltering, heat, and I never used, a secretary, legal assistant, research assistant, or paralegal, did everything myself, never planning on practicing, but for my one, $357.6 million securities case, filled, some, 5 months earlier . . . all there start pushing me to file, a lawsuit that could get us all killed, and pushing me, right this second, on a rough draft, so much, so, that, they almost took over the case, and we filed, premature, in my mind, and that always comes back to bite your ass!
• A WORD TO THE WISE, COPS, PROSECUTORS, CRIMINAL DEFENSE AND CIVIL RIGHTS ATTORNEYS, FAMILIES . . . YOU ARE NEVER HELPING YOUR CAUSE OR CASE, BY PUSHING A PROFESSIONAL TO ACT FASTER, THAN, THEY SHOULD! Now, I know there are cases, particularly, cold cases, that "but for" the work and insistence of the family members, the case may never have been solved . . . that is different, that meddling in the case, and getting in the way! 
• YOU DON'T WANT TO BE THE ENEMY OF THE VERY PERSONS WHO ARE HELPING YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• just this morning, I was sitting out in front of the Poverello Center, talking to my daughter, some, chick jocked, sitting on the front porch having breakfast, huh? while, at least 5 MPD and 2 sheriff's vehicles, cruised by!  I told my daughter, that, people, will do things for others, more than, doing them for themselves . . . and I said, I could sue, on a civil rights case, but it is too much work, and if they cops, prosecutors, were doing their jobs, seeing this is criminal, there would be no need for me to file a case . . . this is more about JUSTICE than money to me!
• interestingly enough, someone had the radio on in the kitchen, right after I came back inside, and I am not sure of the name of the song, but, I goes something like this . . . You just need a little patience, it just takes a little more time!  LOL.
• enough said, I think I get my point!  LOL.

STRIP CLUB BABES.  LONELY BACHELOR.  FEW SOCIAL SKILLS.  DATE ONLINE.  FINGERPRINTS. MESSY BED.  PERFECTLY ORDERED ROOM.  EVIDENCE OF SEX.  NO BODY.  BURNING CAR FOUND ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD.  265 MILES AWAY.  MALE DRIVER FOUND BURNED TO DEATH?

• I believe this case is in LA, sometime in the 90's?  I think.  So, this dude, nice looking, successful, man, mid-thirties, all about work, finally, wants a relationship.  He is a bit dusty on his skills to attract a female of his own, so his boss, or partner, or friend, start to frequent the local strip club.  Now, everybody knows these girls are stripping for money, not for a relationship with a client, but, the dead guy, doesn't seem to quite get that . . ..
• he starts to dig on this chick called, India, who, flirts, and, acts like she likes him, the way all strippers, do, but, he seems particularly interested in this mysterious, woman, who, belongs to a strange religion, Santeria, with voodoo sex. chicken blood sacrifices, candles, etc.  At first the cops, wonder, if there is some dude in India's life, who, is a boyfriend, a lover, a husband, who is jealous, of dead guys, previous, attention . . . and there appears to be a dude, an ex-con, who just fits the bill.  There is also, this other, chick, who is or seems to be a lesbian, lover, of India too, who is into Santeria, and when the cops go interview or visit her,, they find, candles, chick feet, strange religious shit, and they wonder if she, didn't kill, the dude, who was flirting with her lover?
• this is why you leave the legal decisions, to the prosecutors or the DA, she looks at all the possible suspects, can' find a shred of evidence, that would connect, any of them to the death of the man, murdered or the ashes of skeletal matter found in the burning vehicle, and she cuts all the possible suspects, free . . . both the cops and the family are disheartened!  Sometimes the cops, can be as bad as the families, when, the prosecutor, tells them, no, this is not your victim!  LOL.  All we need is a little patience . . . going after the wrong person, is timely and costly, court is no joking matter!
• they start looking into, his office life, with, a few women, who, could, have had, a relationship with him . . . but none seemed to fit
• the night of the murder, I believe, that, dude, hooked up with someone online, so he let the whole office go earlier than usual, he was a hard driving, kind boss, but this particular night, he seemed excited about this date he had . . . but who was she?  The killer?  There were fingerprints, on some glass, wine, messy bed, in an otherwise, perfectly kept apartment, almost anal in the way it was kept . . . the fingerprints don't give them any leads either, because the person, had no criminal record, nor did Codis have a match . . . they did have a long strand of jet black hair, but?
• there was a young Asian chick, in the office, who, met, dude online, but she was, only 16 at the time of the murder, and the cops totally ruled her out!
• the case when cold, the cops in the other jurisdiction where the burning vehicle was found, were no cooperating with the cops in the jurisdiction where they thought the murder occurred, and the family was getting pissed, particularly the brother of the victim!
• FOUR YEARS LATER, THE 16 YEAR OLD ASIAN GIRL, NOW 20 CALLS IN, AND, TELLS THE COPS, AT THE TIME, SHE WAS THE WOMAN, OR GIRL, WHO HAD SEX WITH, THE DEAD MAN, SHE HAD BEEN LIVING WITH, A MAN AND HIS WIFE AND TWO KIDS, AND SHE HAD BEEN HIS MISTRESS, AND SHE HAD PRESENTED HERSELF TO THE PUBLIC AS A COUSIN, AND, HE HAD HER ON A PAGER, AND SHE WAS SUPPOSE TO ANSWER, HIS CALLS WHENEVER, WHEREVER, AND, WHATEVER . . . BUT BECAUSE SHE WAS WITH HER BOSS, SHE DIDN'T ANSWER THE PAGER!
• when she got home that night, he questioned her about who she was with, beat her, and said he was going to kill him, for messing around with someone else's woman!  The two concocted a plan, that she would lure him, out, saying she had car trouble, or she needed a ride home . . . once he came to her rescue, she would say that she also called her brother for help, really her lover, then, he got in the back seat of the man's car, put a gun to his head, and shot him.  The two drove his body to 261 miles away and set the car on fire!  ONE OF THE REASONS, THE COPS, INVESTIGATED THE CONNECTION WITH SANTERIA, WHEN, LOOKING AT INDIA THE STRIPPER, IS BECAUSE, FIRE SYMBOLIZES, INDIA, OR THERE WAS SOME CONNECTION BETWEEN THE MEANS OF THE CRIME, AND THE SYMBOLISM OF ONE OF THE ALLEGED, SUSPECTS, OR THE LADY HE WAS MOST TAKEN WITH!
• when the friend, or the dudes, strip club, buddy, found out, that the Asian, chick who was, 16, was the killer, along with her, lover, a married man, he noted, that, at the time, while she was only 16, her, mannerisms, attitudes, her sexuality, and flirting were of a woman, much older and more sophisticated than, her looks, seemed to indicate, and once the cops found out the arrangement when was living under, they were no surprised!
• the defense attorney, tried to say that the girl, only 16 at the time, was, a battered woman, but the prosecutor, said, she was, far beyond her years, in her sexual appetites, and even in her choice of men!  The cops said the man, was the most vile of all murderers, they had seen, he got 25 to life without a chance of parole, and she got 15 to 25 with a possibility of parole, but they all felt that she was the one who lured the victim to the car, set up the whole, murder plan, and 

She was the one who led the mad dog to the fight!  They all felt that she was more guilty than the man who actually committed the murder or pulled the trigger!

WEB OF LIES

• small town U.S.A., handsome country boy, makes good . . . recently divorced, two darling kids, successful security business, and successful with the ladies too, and getting a reputation for, having a little too much fun . . . is found to have video taped, at least one lady's sexual interludes with, him, and at the time of this adventuresome, dangerous, man's, call to the cops, that he had been shot, and was up, at some bridge, dying, and needed help, his office girl, whom he had also, been said, to have been having an affair with him, said he was dressed in camo, was geared and ready, to go, get some personal property back, from a local gal, he had been seeing for some time, with a reputation of being wild, with the two having had a volatile, at best, hot relationship, had broken in his office, and allegedly, took, a pearl necklace, or something, nothing was said about the video he recorded, of her having sex with him, so, since the cops were unsuccessful, at serving this chick a warrant, he was going after her himself, from what his secretary, also, lover, and new business, partner, told the cops!  Basically a mess!
• the first suspect was, Edie, the wild, local, backwoods, gal, sport-fuck champion, of the town, but the cops got suspicious, of, what the secretary turned, lover and partner said, about the cops not being able to find the chick, because, they found her were she always was, at the local bar playing pool, and, she had no problem answering all their questions . . . told them, she didn't break in his house, she had a key!  She was looking for the video, of her and him having sex, that was all.  Good riddance, was basically what she said about him, even though, she admitted, years later, that he was the love of her life . . .  
• secretary turned, over and business partner, also a former, vet, served in the military and was pretty, was next on the cops, shopping list of possible suspects, but, her alibi panned out . . . so who?
• again, a guilty conscience, broke the case, when, nobody suspected, a young man, who, the murder victim, thought was too dumb to be a security salesman, but, he hired the younger man for repairs and other service type work, called the cops and confessed that, he and the boss had gotten in a fight, it ended up going badly and he shot, the dude and took him up to hide him or the boss crawled to where he could make a cell phone call, after the other guy left him for dead!  I thought, there might have been some jealousy, over the secretary, lover, business partner, but, I don't think there was a lover's triangle or anything, just a dispute about some aspect of work, but the dude, who shot his boss, just couldn't live with the guilt and turned himself in . . . sometimes cops get lucky!

BONUS CASE . . . THIS DID INVOLVED A BOSS, A HOT YOUNG ATTORNEY, 10 YEARS YOUNGER THAN, HIS PARAMOUR, A JEALOUS HUSBAND, AND A HOT WIFE, LEGAL SECRETARY, ABOUT READY TO DIVORCE HER HUSBAND OF MANY YEARS!  FATE OR COMEDY OF ERRORS?  ATTORNEY'S WIFE, DARLING, MOTHER OF 5, BEGS HIM TO STAY HOME, THAT NIGHT, MADE A SPECIAL DINNER . . . HE SAID HE HAD TO GO TO WALGREENS, NEXT THING, SHE HEARS THAT HE IS DEAD!  30 YEARS OLD!

WORK ATTRACTIONS HAPPEN ALL THE TIME!  I SAID THIS WHEN I STARTED THIS BLOG, AND THIS CASE, PROVES WHY, YOU HAVE TO LEARN TO SEPARATE THE BEDROOM FROM THE BOARDROOM, OR YOU ARE GOING TO REAP HAVOC NOT ONLY AT WORK BUT IN YOUR PERSONAL LIVES!

BASICALLY, THE TWO LOVERS, MET AT WALGREENS, PARKED HER CAR, THERE, SO THE, BOSS AND THE SECRETARY, COULD GO HAVE SEX IN HIS CAR.  HER DAUGHTER, GOES TO WALGREENS, AND SEES, MOM'S CAR, BUT NO MOM.  SHE TELLS DAD, THAT, MOM'S CAR IS THERE, BUT NO MOM.  FURIOUS HUSBAND, THAT SUSPECTS, HIS WIFE IS HAVING AN AFFAIR WITH  HER BOSS, DRIVE HIS TRUCK TO THE STORE, WALKS THROUGH THE STORE, CAN'T FIND HIS WIFE, TAKES HIS TRUCK, TURNS IT IN THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION, SO THE SECURITY CAMERA CAN'T SEE, WHAT HE IS UP TO, HE PUTS THE GUN ON THE SEAT, AND CALLS HIS WIFE!

FOR AN ATTORNEY, THIS IS REALLY STUPID, BUT HE WAS YOUNG . . . WHEN,, PISSED OFF HUBBY, CALLS, ATTORNEY, BOSS, TAKES THE PHONE AND SAID HE WANTED TO TALK TO HIM, MAN TO MAN . . . THEY GET INTO A PISSING FIGHT, AND, DUDE GOES BACK TO THE STORE, WHERE, MAD HUB IS WAITING, THERE IS A FIGHT OVER THE GUN, BOTH MEN ARE SHOT, BOSS IS DEAD, HUB IS INJURED, AMBULANCE TAKES, HUBBY TO THE HOSPITAL, WIFE CLAIMS, TOTAL INNOCENCE, DOESN'T KNOW WHY THIS HAPPENED, DIDN'T SEE A THING, BUT AS HER HUSBAND IS BEING TAKEN AWAY, SHE IS HOLDING HER DEAD, BOSSES, HEAD IN HER ARMS CRYING.  SHE DENIES THE AFFAIR AT FIRST, BUT LATER CONFESSES.

HUSBAND TRIES TO CLAIM, SELF DEFENSE, BECAUSE BOTH ARE SHOT, BUT, DUDE BROUGHT A GUN TO THE FIGHT THAT ENDED UP KILLING ONE MAN!

25 TO LIFE!

BOOM!

WIFE'S MESSING AROUND, CREATES AND LIVING NIGHTMARE FOR, TWO FAMILIES!

MOTHER OF FIVE, LOSES HER HUSBAND AND FATHER OF 5 KIDS.  OTHER TEENAGE DAUGHTER, LOSES, HER FATHER, AND EVERYTHING IS A MESS!

THE BEST THING I EVER DID, AS A NEW ATTORNEY, WAS, DRAW A STARK LINE, BETWEEN, MY PERSONAL AND WORK LIFE!

I NEVER CROSSED THAT BOUNDARY!  I HAD MARRIED MEN, LITERALLY TAKE THEIR WEDDING BANDS OFF AND PUT THEM IN THEIR POCKETS WHEN, I WALKED IN THE ROOM, AT THE AG'S OFFICE, OR OTHER TOP DOG MEN, SUDDENLY GET INTERESTED IN PROGRAMS, THEY HAD NEVER PREVIOUSLY BEEN INTERESTED IN.  SOME SENT THEIR SECRETARIES TO ASK IF I WOULD CONSIDER DATING THEM, OTHERS THOUGHT I WAS ARROGANT AND A BITCH, BECAUSE I WOULD NOT GO TO  LUNCH, OR ASSOCIATE MUCH, OUTSIDE OF WORK!

THAT WAS A VERY WISE DECISION I MADE, AND I WAS, OTHER, YOUNG ASSISTANT ATTORNEY GENERALS, GET EATEN ALIVE, BY OLDER, MORE EXPERIENCED, PLAYERS, CADS AND WOMANIZERS.

MY GUESS IS THEY ARE ALL IN THEIR SAME POSITIONS, WHILE, I HAVE CLIMBED THE LADDERS OF SUCCESS TO THE TOP OF THE LEGAL FIELD IN MANY AREAS!

THAT TOO WAS FROUGHT WITH SEXUAL AND FINANCIAL TERRORISM, FOR STICKING TRUE TO THAT, LINE OF DEMARCATION BETWEEN WORK AND PLEASURE!

GREAT DISCUSSION AND GREAT DECISION!

GOOD LUCK

THE STORY IS SO PROPULSIVE! WILD HARE! IT'S HER! MONTANA UNTAMED. BABY BOOM. BISON OR BUFFALO CAN BE SEEN, YELLOWSTONE, GLACIER, AND, THE BISON RESERVE UP NEAR HOT SPRINGS! SEX & VOODOO. BLACK MAGIC. DARK ARTS. SYMBOL OF FIRE = JEALOUSY. COLD BLOOD. WEB OF LIES. WHO ROLLED TOD MCQUIDE? SHE'S THE ONE WHO LED THE MAD DOG TO THE FIGHT! MORE GUILTY. HUNGER FOR CASH. IF YOU DON'T HAVE THE FACTS ON YOUR SIDE, OR THE LAW, OR POLICY, OR PROCEDURE--YOU ATTACK THE PERSON! DANGEROUS DOUBLE LIFE. THE CHOICE. DEAD IN THE WATER. WE LIVE IN WATER! GREAT FLOORS. CARPET BROKER. WHO'S LIFE FITS THIS BLOG? KAY? NO. SHELLEY? NO. RACHEL? NO. SUE? NO. MARCIE? NO. TIFFANY? NO. ALL THE MEN? FUCK NO! JOANN S. SECRIST, J.D.? FUCK YEAH! SO, PUT MY FUCKING 2,000 BLOGS BACK! IN THE NEWSPAPER THIS MORNING, THERE WAS AN ARTICLE ABOUT A NEW PROGRAM THE MONTANA AG'S OFFICE AND LOCAL LAW ENFORCEMENT, IN MISSOULA, INSTITUTED AFTER THE CRIME RATE AND VIOLENT CRIMES ROSE, 43% OR SO, IN THE LAST FEW YEARS. THE PROGRAM IS CALLED "PROJECT SAFE NEIGHBORHOOD" AND THE IMPACT OVER A YEAR'S TIME, HAS BEEN AN 18.5% DROP IN VIOLENT CRIMES! IN A STATE THAT MANY THINK SHOULD BE CALLED, "BOOZE & GUNS MONTANA" THAT IS A REMARKABLE SUCCESS! THE PICTURE, HAD LAW ENFORCEMENT AND THE MONTANA AG, SPEAKING WITH, A TABLE FULL OF GUNS LAID OUT, MOST RIFLES, AND LONG GUNS . . . NOW, IF THERE IS ONE THING, MONTANANS LOVE MORE THAN GUNS, IS THEIR BOOZE! LOL. NOW, I WAS READING ON THE BUS, DOING THE OLD, LAW SCHOOL, BLITZ READ, NOT GETTING THE DETAILS, SO, I AM WONDERING IF THERE IS SOME GUN FOR CASH EXCHANGE? I HAVE BEEN GONE TWO YEARS, ALMOST, SO, I AM NOT SURE. BUT, KNOWING SOMETHING ABOUT THE LOCAL CULTURE, AT LEAST THE POVERELLO CENTER, ZOO WITHIN ZOOTOWN, I THINK GUNS WOULD BE SACRIFICED FOR MONEY FOR BOOZE! LOL. DRINKING IS A PROBLEM IN THE STATE, TOO, SO I SHOULD NOT JOKE ABOUT THAT, BUT . . . NOW, SOMETIMES, JUST THE ACCESSIBILITY, TOWARDS, GUNS, CAN CREATE THE VIOLENT INCIDENT. "BUT FOR" THE CLOSENESS OF A WEAPON OF MASS DESTRUCTION, THE MURDER, THE VIOLENCE WOULD NOT HAVE OCCURRED! NOW, I HAVE "ALMOST" BECOME "COMFORTABLY NUMB" TO HAVING MY BLOGS, ONE AT A TIME STOLEN, OR RIPPED RIGHT OFF THE COMPUTER, WHILE I AM WRITING IT, AND MOST TIMES, IT IS SOME OF MY BEST WORK! TAKE THE 4TH OR 5TH OF JULY, LAST YEARS, JUST A FUN, 4TH, COOL MOOD IN SEATTLE, FUNNY BACKYARD BBQ STORIES ABOUT DAD, LIGHTING EITHER HIS HAIR OR HIS HANDS ON FIRE, COOKING BURGERS, OR BEING THE LATE NIGHT HERO, LIGHTING OFF FIREWORKS, FOR ALL THE NEIGHBORS IN THE CUL DE SAC, OR SOME NEW CITIZEN CHAINING HERSELF TO THE STATUTE OF LIBERTY, OR SOME WOMAN, NOW WHAT DID SHE DO, IT WAS HILARIOUS AS I RECALL, SOMETHING WITH COPS! LOL. BUT, I WAS SO ANGRY THAT DAY, TO HAVE, MY HEART AND SOUL RIPPED OUT, ON THE DAY THAT SYMBOLIZES, FREEDOM, RIGHTS, LIBERTIES, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH, THAT I COULD HAVE GONE CRAZY AND HAD I HAD, ACCESS TO A GUN, WITH THOSE LYING, FUCKING BITCHES AND BASTARDS, NEARBY, I WOULD HAVE KILLED THEM! SO WITH, OVER 2,000 BLOGS RIPPED OFF, IN THE LAST, FEW MONTHS, THE RAGE IS RIGHT THERE UNDER THE SURFACE READY TO BLOW, BIG BLUE SKY HIGH, HERE IN MONTANA, WITH SOME DUDE, ASKING ME AT BREAKFAST, HOW I WAS DOING, HAVING ME VENT AND RAGE THE NIGHT BEFORE ABOUT, REALIZING THAT NOT ONLY ARE THEY STEALING MY BLOGS, BUT TAKING AWAY THE JOY OF MY READERS AND THE KNOWLEDGE, I AM PASSING FROM ONE GENERATION TO ANOTHER, THE RIGHT KIND OF COMMITMENTS TO THE COUNTRY, GOD, AND FAMILY, MAKING ME SEE, RED, IN A RUSH AND CRUSH OF ANGER, THAT I HAVE NEVER KNOWN BEFORE! THIS IS MY WORK, MY BLOG, FROM THE FIRST WORD, TO THIS THAT I AM WRITING RIGHT NOW, TO BE DONE WITH AS I SEE FIT, AS THE OWNER OF THIS INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY! SO THIS DUDE, WHO SHOWED UP, A FEW DAYS AGO, AND MADE THE INITIAL CONTACT, LIKELY A FED, ASSASSIN, OR A MEMBER OF SOME COLUMBIA DRUG CARTEL, WHO, KEEPS, SHOWING UP EVERYWHERE I AM? BUT, HE GOT THE BRUNT OF MY ANGER THE NIGHT BEFORE, AND THE NEXT DAY, I THOUGHT, I WAS COMFORTABLY, NUMB, UNTIL HE PUT HIS ARM AROUND ME AND ASKED ME, AND I EXPLODED, IN AN EARLY MORNING RAGE, THAT, I EVEN SAID, I AM ABOUT READY TO GO OUT AND BUY AN AK47, AND START BLOWING OFF THE HEADS OF THE FBI AND THE CIA, DEA, AND THE NSA, FOR ALLOWING THESE FUCKING BITCHES AND BASTARDS TO HAVE THEIR WAY WITH MY BILLION DOLLAR BLOG! I THINK I SHOCKED HIM! LOL. SEVERAL TIMES THROUGHOUT THE DAY, HE TRIED TO APPEASE ME, BUT, I WAS STILL PISSED OFF! I HAVE A PISTOL TEMPER, DON'T NEED A GUN, BUT THEY TOOK AWAY MY STICK TO BEAT THEIR FUCKING ASSES WITH. AFTER, I UNLOADED ON HIM, HE WALKED BY AGAIN, AND, I SAID, LET ME TELL YOU HOW I FEEL . . . WHAT IS SOMEONE TOOK ALL THE BONES AND MUSCLES OUT OF YOUR BODY, AND LEFT YOU A LUMP OR BLOB, OF FLESH, LAYING ON THE GROUND, INCAPABLE OF DOING ANYTHING? HOW WOULD YOU FEEL? THIS IS THE ONLY PROTECTION I HAVE, AND ALL MY WOUNDS AND ATTACKS ARE DEFENSIVE IN NATURE! THIS WOULD HAVE BEEN THE MOST POSITIVE, BLOG, IN THE WORLD, TEACHING, LOVE, PEACE AND CRABS! LOL. JUST KIDDING, THAT WAS ON THE BACK OF SOME DUDE'S SHIRT AT THE POV. A HIPPIE TIE-DYE! SERIOUSLY, I HAVE THOUGHT OF GETTING A GUN, AND PEOPLE HAVE ENCOURAGED ME TO GET ONE, BUT, I KNOW MY TEMPER . . . TO THINE OWN SELF BE TRUE! THE UN-EXAMINED LIFE, IS NOT WORTH LIVING . . . KNOW YOURSELVES! I WOULD HAVE MURDERED HUNDREDS BY NOW, HAD I HAD THE OPPORTUNITY, AND THEY DESERVE IT TOO! EVEN IN THE BOOK OF ROMANS, THAT I HAVE BEEN FEATURING, IN THIS BLOG, THEY ARE DESCRIBED PERFECTLY, AND EVEN THE APOSTLE PAUL, AN ATTORNEY, SAID, THEY DESERVE TO DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LIKE THE ESV VERSION, OVER THE KING JAMES, BECAUSE IT IS SO, MUCH, CLEARER, AND DOESN'T BEAT AROUND THE BUSH! SO, WHATEVER THE CITY OF MISSOULA IS DOING, IS WORKING. JUST KEEP, KAY, SHELLEY, FRANK, AKA, ALAN, OR BRETT AROUND ME, OR RACHEL, OR JAMES, AKA, JETHRO, OR COWBOY . . . I WASN'T SURE, BUT I HAVE NOW! I WILL KILL THEM, BECAUSE, LAW ENFORCEMENT, THE MONTANA, UTAH, OR WASHINGTON, ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICES WON'T DO ANYTHING, AND THE FUCKING FBI, CIA, NSA, DEA, DIA, AND ALL THE ALPHABET SOUP, AGENCIES, ARE IN ON IT AND OVER FINANCIAL CRIMES, OR FACILITATING THEM! BIGGEST HEIST IN WORLD HISTORY, AND, NOBODY CAN SEE IT? GOOD FUCK? IN THE LAST TWO DAYS, I HAVE HAD, EVEN YOUNG, I WOULD SAY, EITHER COPS OR AGENTS, ACCOST ME, SAYING THIS OR THAT, LOSING IT WHEN, I DON'T EVEN KNOW THEM, NOR CARE TO KNOW THEM . . . ONE MADE A COMMENT, AND AT FIRST, I THOUGHT SHE WAS, ANGRY AT HER BOYFRIEND, WE WERE IN THE LINE, FOR DINNER AT THE POV. AND SHE UNLEASHED, A WITCH, BITCH, I HAVE NEVER QUITE SEEN BEFORE!? I LOVED IT WHEN SOME DUDE, A BIT HEAVY SET, DON'T KNOW IF SHE WAS TALKING TO ME OR HIM, BUT SHE CALLED SOMEONE A FAT ASS? HEY, I CAN WEIGH, 116, AND JUST BE SMALLER VERSION OF ME! SO FUCK, YOU, YOU LOOK LIKE SOME SKELETON FROM AUSHWICH DEATH CAMPS! I THOUGHT, I COULD TAKE THAT LITTLE TRAMP, AND THROW HER SORRY ASS AGAINST THE WALL AND, JUST LIKE A SKELETON, SHE WOULD BREAK IN A THOUSAND BONES! HOSTILE, HOSTILE, HOSTILE! SO THIS DUDE, AND SHE ALLEGEDLY GOT IN HIS FACE, SAID SHE GOT RIGHT UP TO HIS FACE, AND, SO WHEN SHE WALKED AWAY IN HER RAGE, HE THREW A FORK AT HER! LOL. I THANKED HIM, FOR DOING THAT, SHE DESERVED IT! NOW PRIOR TO THAT TIME, HER AND HER BOYFRIEND, AND THEY LOOKED, LIKE THIS, LOVELY, CUTE, YOUNG, BACKPACKING COUPLE, MAKING OUT, IN THE DINING ROOM, LOVING ON EACH OTHER, AND ONLY SHOWING UP FOR DINNER--AGENT TEAMS TO THIS TOO! LOL. BUT I THOUGHT, MY SON, CHRIS, LIKELY MARRIED TO A CIA AGENT, FROM BULGARIA, NEEDS SOMEONE LIKE HER, SO TENDER, SO NICE, SO LOVING AND WILL GO CAMPING . . . MY SON, MARRIED HIS GIRLFRIEND OF 7 YEARS, BECAUSE, SHE FINALLY WENT CAMPING WITH HIM--ONE FUCKING TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SCREAM! BUT AFTER HER RUDE, OUTBURST, THAT SOUNDED, LIKE SHE WAS CUTTING INTO HER, BOYFRIEND, WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO HURT THIS LITTLE GIRL NEXT? FAT ASS . . . MAYBE SHE WAS TALKING TO THE DUDE, BUT THE FORK WAS COOL JUST THE SAME . . . THE ENTERTAINMENT IS FREE, AT THE POV . LOL. I SAT AT A TABLE AND WATCHED THE REST OF THE DRAMA PLAY OUT! CHICK WENT BALLISTIC ON THE DUDE AND HE WAS NOT BACKING DOWN EITHER! SEVERAL MORE COOL CHARACTERS, STOPPED THE PENDING FIGHT . . . CHICK WOULD HAVE BEEN NAILED, GNARLY LITTLE BITCH! AFTER THE INCIDENT, SHE CAME UP TO ME AND SOME FRIEND, JUST TALKING, HAD HER HAIR IN A BUN (SHE'S DONE) AND ACTED ALL FRAYED AND TIRED, ASKING US FOR A TYLONAL, OR ADVIL, OR SOMETHING FOR A HEADACHE . . . I BET, QUITE THE SCENE, LOST HER COOL, GOOD NO GUNS HERE EITHER! BUT THE BOOK NEXT TO ME BACK IN THE MESS HALL, WAS, "THE PASSAGE" OR THAT WAS THE DAY, THAT TWO DUDES, MEMORIAL DAY, SAID I LOOKED, NO OLDER THAN 38 . . . PASS AGE? YEAH, I CAN PASS FOR THAT, EASY! I LOOKED AT HER WEATHERED, SOUR FACE, AND THOUGHT, SHE IS JEALOUS, OF MY ALLEGED, AGE, AND SHE LOOKS, AT LEAST 60! THE SUN WILL KILL YOU EVERY TIME! SHE IS SO SKINNY . . . WHO WANTS A BAG OF BONES, IN BED? SHE IS PROBABLY ONE OF THOSE 250 FBI AGENTS, BROUGHT IN ALLEGEDLY FOR THE RUSSIANS TAKING OVER THE SOUTH HILLS, THAT PUT, 6 STINK OPS ON ME THE FIRST DAY THEY WERE IN TOWN, AND I RATTED THEM OUT! THEY ALL CAME TO PICK OUT THEIR PROPERTY OVER IN EAST MISSOULA! WHAT, SHELLEY, KAY, IN JAIL? YOUR HEROINS, YOU THOUGHT WERE ME? FOOLS! SOME CHICK, RAGING BEFORE SHE HIT THE POV. RANTING, RAGING PROFANITIES, SWEARING AND CURSING, BLASTED THROUGH THE FRONT DOOR OF THE POV., LAST AFTERNOON, EARLY EVENING, WHILE I WAS READING AND WAITING TO PICK UP CIG BUTTS, AND I AM WINNING THAT BATTLE, BACK TO THE LOWER 40, AND, COUNTING, SOME ARE FEELING GUILTY WITH THE ONLY NON-SMOKER IN THE PLACE, PICKING UP ALL THEIR BUTTS . . . MUCH, LIKE ALL THE BITCHES AND BASTARDS, LIVING OFF MY NAME, FAMILY, RESUME AND BLOG! AGAIN, SHE, NEVER SEEN HER BEFORE IN MY LIFE, RUNS, IN AND DOES, AND EXORCIST, TURN OF HER NECK, AND, SPEWS, VENOM, ON ME, CALLING ME A FAT ASS . . . NO, BITCH, THAT IS BAD ASS TO YOUR SORRY ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKING COP CUNTS . . . THE THOUGHT CAME TO MIND, I CAN FIX A FAT ASS, BUT YOU CAN'T FIX UGLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL. THEN, MR. UNDERCOVER COP AGENT, CRAZY BATMAN NUT JOB, WHO IS TAKING ALL HIS ANGER FOR, THIS CHICK IN SEATTLE, OUT ON ME, THE ONE WHO THREATENED TO KILL HER, FOR, $1700 WORTH OF CAR REPAIRS, THAT HE KEEPS, RAGING TO ME ABOUT, AND IT SOUNDED LIKE A FEW, HOURS OF TIME AND ADVICE, I GIVE FREE! SO, HE SITS DOWN BY ME, AND GIVES ME THE FACTS, AND HOW HE STILL IS GOING TO KILL HER . . . NOW, HE CAME IN WITHOUT HIS PINK SUNGLASSES, AND HIS COAT WAS COVERING HIS "SAN FRANCISCO" GRAY AND PURPLE SHIRT, I WROTE ABOUT THE DAY BEFORE! HE DITCHED THE GRAY AND LESS GRAY, BEANNIE HAT TOO! MURDER YOU! THIS IS CALLED "TRANSFERRED ANGER!" I WAS IN SEATTLE, THEREFORE, IF HE CAN'T FIND HER, HE WILL KILL ME, TO SATISFY HIS BLOOD LUST FOR HER . . . OR DID MILES, SEND HIM? SO, LATER, AS I SAID, I WAS SITTING IN THE FOYER, OR RIGHT BEHIND THE FRONT DOOR, WHEN, LUNATIC FRINGE CHICK, RAGED THROUGH AND VERBALLY ASSAULTED ME . . . NOW I HAVE BEEN FAR FATTER THAN THIS, AND NOBODY HAS, DONE ANYTHING, BUT TREATED ME WITH RESPECT, MALE AND FEMALE, SO, WHY THINNER, ARE THE KNIVES AND GUNS COMING OUT? FIRE = JEALOUSY! SO, MR, KILLER, SEATTLE CHICK DUDE, FLASHES INTO THE SMALL ENTRY WAY TO THE POVERELLO, BRANDISHING A "BOX CUTTER!?" HE TURNS AND SOME OTHER DUDE IS SITTING THERE, READING TOO! HE TURNS AND RUNS! OH? SO, A 15 INCH, HIDDEN, SHEATHED KNIFE ON A SUNDAY DRIVE, UNDER SADDLE BAGS? SCREAMING LOONY CHICKS? NOW A BOX CUTTER? EVERYTHING IS SYMBOLIC! TINDER BOX. C.J. BOX. CHATTER BOX. COMPLAINT BOX! JOE BOXER! I USE THAT AS SLANG FOR COMPUTER! OR BLOG! MY BOX! THERE WAS A DOMESTIC VIOLENCE CASE, BACK IN THE 90'S WHEN I WAS AT THE UTAH AG'S OFFICE, WHERE A HUSBAND, IN THE DARK, ATTACKED HIS WIFE, WITH A BOX CUTTER, AND SLASHED HER OVER 400 TIMES! I WAS A GRAPHIC ARTIST, AND WE HAD, TOOLS, SIMILAR TO BOX CUTTERS . . . "EXACT-O KNIVES" . . . SAVING THE BOSS LADY, WHO YOU ALWAYS THOUGHT WAS ME? WHITTLE KAY, NOBODY DOESN'T LIKE SARA LEE! LEE'S GIRLS? LIKELY. ALL AS UGLY AND MOODY AS SHE IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THESE LUNATICS, ARE RAGING WORSE THAN, I AM, FOR, REALIZING THAT THEY WERE DUPED, BY KAY, SHELLEY, RACHEL, THE COP MATRONS, AND THEY HATE ME, WHEN THEY LOVED THEM FOR BEING ME, FOR WRITING THE BLOG, THEY LOVE TO READ, FOR DOING THE CASES, THE CON LAW ANALYSIS THE WATER COMPACTS, AND ALL, THEY LOVE THEM FOR, IS ALL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVERYTHING! ATTACK ME? THAT IS SHIT ASS SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW, I LOVE THE ISRAELIS FOR, A FEW THINGS AND THAT IS NOT BASED ON RELIGIOUS, GOD'S CHILDREN'S GROUNDS, IT IS THEIR ABILITY TO JUST GET THINGS DONE . . . A FUCKING 6 DAY WAR? HOW COOL IS THAT? NOW, PRIME MINISTER, BENJAMIN NATANYAHU, OR HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT, MISSED A DEADLINE OF PARLIAMENT, AND FAILED TO PUT TOGETHER SOME GOVERNMENT FORM OR ORDER, SO THEY JUST, DISBANDED, THEMSELVES, NOW FORCING A NEW ELECTION! LOL. YOU HAVE TO LOVE THAT! WE HAVE A PRESIDENT, A BIDDY OF BEBE'S, WHO SPENT MEMORIAL DAY, GOLFING IN JAPAN, RATHER THAN HONORING OUR FALLEN SOLDIERS? ISN'T HE COOL? FUCK NO! THE FALLEN SOLDIERS ARE! OUR CONGRESS, CAN'T DO JACK FUCKING SHIT TO THIS JOKER, MAKING HIS, FORMER, WHITE HOUSE EMPLOYEES, LIKE COUNSEL, DON MCGAHN, REFUSE TO OBEY THE CONGRESSIONAL SUBPEONA TO APPEAR IN CONGRESS FOR HEARINGS . . . WE GO DEADLLINE AFTER DEADLINE, MISSING, DEMANDS FOR TAX RETURNS, AND AN UN-REDACTED, COPY OF THE MUELLER REPORT THAT WAS PREPARED FOR CONGRESS, NOT THE WHITE HOUSE! READ, NEAL KATYAL, FORMER, SOLICITOR GENERAL OF THE UNITED STATES, RULES FOR THE SPECIAL COUNSEL, MUELLER AND TEAM! THE REPORT, IS TO GO TO CONGRESS! WHERE THE SHIT ARE THE CONGRESSIONAL COUNSEL, THE WHITE HOUSE COUNSEL, THIS IS NOT OPTIONAL, SO????????????? IMPEACH THE MOTHERFUCKER, HIS IS NOT ONLY UNFIT FOR OFFICE, HE HAS DUMB ASSES, SHELLEY, KAY, AND RACHEL, TWO OF THE THREE, ARE NOT ATTORNEYS, JUST RIDE ALONG AS ME, JUST LIKE RUSS WHITLOCK, IN "DEAD EYE" IS PRETENDING TO BE, COURT GENTRY, IN THE BOOK, FORMER, MILITARY AND CIA, SPECIAL OPS, AND MOST BAD ASS ASSASSIN IN THE WORLD, RENOWN FOR HIS SKILLS, TAKING HIS PLACE, MAKING $25 MILLION TO KILL THE PRIME MINISTER OF ISRAEL! ANY COINCIDENCE THERE? THESE BITCHES ARE BOWLING ALL BABES, AT BEST AND AT WORST, GOVERNMENT WHORES! GET REAL. EXPERIENCE THE DIFFERENCE. EXPECT EXCELLENCE! THE LITTLE BITCH KAY, IS A TORTS ATTORNEY WHO ALMOST FLUNKED, HER TORTS, CLASS, WITH, MR. RAY JAY DAVIS, WHOM, I WAS, HIS RESEARCH AND SMALL WRITING SECTION, TEACHER'S ASSISTANT FOR TWO FUCKING YEARS, AND, COULD HAVE SAVED HIM FACE, TELLING HIM, HIS WATER LAW, LAW REVIEW ARTICLE, DIDN'T FIT THE WAY, CASE LAW SUGGESTED! I THINK THAT WAS IN THE 1992 OR 93 OHIO LAW REVIEW? I GUESS, PROFESSOR DAVIS WAS TOO OLD, OR UNINTERESTED IN FUCKING KAY, TO HELP HER PASS HER TORTS, CLASS! LOL. I NEVER HAD TO USE SEX TO GET ME ANYWHERE . . . THERE IN LIES THE PROBLEM! I THINK THIS WHOLE THING, PUTTING INFERIOR WOMEN, IN AS ME, MEN, ARE TRYING TO FORCE ME, INTO ABJECT POVERTY, SO I HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE BUT TO TURN TO A MAN, FOR RELIEF! OH, BY THE WAY, I AM PRETTY SURE THE GIRLZ AND BOYZ CLUB IS UP TO NO GOOD, AND GOING TO INTERCEPT MY GOVERNMENTS BENEFITS CHECK, COMING IN 1 TO 3 DAYS. I NEED TO INVENT HELP! NOW, THERE WILL BE A CHECK NUMBER ON THE SOCIAL SECURITY CHECK FOR $1261 AND SOME CENTS, ISSUED BY THE U.S. TREASURY. (2) THERE IS A ROUTING NUMBER, TO MY BANK, FIRST SECURITY BANK, THAT SHOULD DEPOSIT THAT CHECK INTO MY ACCOUNT, HERE IN MISSOULA, MONTANA; (3) NOW, SOCIAL SECURITY HAND DELIVERED, OR THE FEDS, HAND DELIVERED AND LETTER, I JUST HAPPEN TO HAVE AS EVIDENCE, AND THERE WERE TWO, HAND DELIVERED, ALONG WITH A BANK STATEMENT, $0.00, NEW ACCOUNT, I AM SURE, ONE OF THE LETTERS, "LET HER" WAS INTENDED FOR SHELLEY, TO PICK UP, AS IF SHE WERE ME, AT THE POV . . . CHECK TO SEE IF THEY HAVE ME LISTED, AGAIN, AS, JOANN SOUTHWICK, SHELLEY TOOK BACK HER MAIDEN NAME, SO SHE COULD MORE EASILY, FUCK WITH MY NAME! SO THE LETTER, WAS DATED, ON THE LETTER, NOT, THE POST MARK, BECAUSE THERE WAS NONE . . . MAY 24, 2019, NBC# 19T2430B56981-HA, COMING FROM, WESTERN PROGRAM SERVICE CENTER, P.O. BOX 2000, RICHMOND, CALIFORNIA 94802-1791 . . . THAT SHOULD BE IN MY COMPUTER RECORD, FROM SOCIAL SECURITY. I RIPPED UP THE SECOND LETTER! NEW STAFF, DELIVERED IT TO ME WHILE PAM, SAT, IDLY BY! LOL. SUREPAYROLL! BULLET, YOU WILL RECEIVE $1,261.00 FOR MAY 2019 AROUND JUNE 3, 2019. LAST WORDS IN THE LETTER ARE TO BRING THIS WITH ME TO THE SOCIAL SECURITY OFFICE, "THIS WILL HELP US SERVE YOU MORE QUICKLY WHEN YOU ARRIVE AT THE OFFICE. NOW SHELLEY WILL NOT HAVE ONE OF THESE, BUT I DON'T WANT THE HASSLE OF DEALING WITH THIS SHIT, OVER AND OVER AGAIN, AND HAVING TO CHANGE BANKS, OR CREDIT UNIONS BECAUSE THE FUCKING CUNTS HAVE BURNED THROUGH, BILLIONS, AND THE ONLY THING LEFT OF ME, IS MY SOCIAL SECURITY, THAT SHELLEY HAS BEEN TRYING TO GET FOR THE LAST, 19 YEARS! MONTHLY! SORRY SHIT BAG, SISTER, YOU DON'T GET TO BE ME . . . CABBAGE PATCH DOLL SHOE SALESLADY! LOL. FOLLOW THE MONEY, AND YOU WILL FIND THOSE DESPERATE FOR CASH! INTERESTING THAT THE LETTER WAS WRITTEN, IN CALIFORNIA, ON MAY 24, 2019, AND THE POV. STAMP, WAS, MAY 24 2019 . . . WOW, U.S. POST OFFICE, ROCKS, SAME DAY, DELIVERY? I EVEN GOT IT EARLY AFTERNOON! THE FIRST SECURITY BANK STATEMENT, WAS MAILED, MAY 17, 2019, OR WRITTEN THEN? IT HAD THE SAME, MAY 24, 2019 DATE STAMP ON IT . . . TOO BAD, ATTORNEYS, LIVE BREATHE AND DIE BY TIME STAMPED, COURT DOCUMENTS, LOSERS! FUCK? I HAVE TO WATCH EVERY DAMNED THING! (4) EVERYTHING IS SYMBOLIC . . . THERE IS A "PC5" RANDOM, LITTLE NUMBER, OR MARKING, JUST TO THE RIGHT OF THE ADDRESS . . . I BELIEVE, THERE ARE AT LEAST, 4 OR 5 OTHER WOMEN, COLLECTING, SOCIAL SECURITY DISABILITY UNDER MY NAME! I BELIEVE THEY ARE ALSO, GETTING REDUCED OR FREE MEDICARE TOO! WHEN, I WAS SIGNING UP FOR, THIS OR THAT, I ONLY DO PART A, I GOT NOTICES, ON PART B FOR PRESCRIPTIONS, SHELLEY, UNDER MY NAME, BUT JOAN, ON THE SCRIPS! I GOT REQUESTS FOR INFORMATION ON INSURING KIDS UNDER THE AGE OF 26, FOR CHIPS, CHILDREN, HEALTH INSURANCE PLANS! ALL MY KIDS ARE BEYOND, THAT AGE TO BE COVERED, BUT SHELLEY, RACHEL, KAY, SUE AND TIFFANY HAVE KIDS, THAT PROBABLY DID QUALIFY AT THE TIME . . . TAX PAYER'S MONEY, SO, WHATEVER!? YOU SEE, COPS, FEDERAL AGENTS, ARE NOT ABOVE THE LAW, NOR ARE PRESIDENTS, BUT THIS IS THE "UNITARY EXECUTIVE" CREW, OF SHIT BAG, CATS RATS, OF PATS, OR EXPATRIATS, WHO THINKS THEY ARE TNETITLED TO ALL THE SPOILS OF THE GOVERNMENT, BECAUSE THEY SERVED . . .WELL SO DID I, AND STILL AM!!!!!!!!!!!!! STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE, MY FAMILY, MY BLOG, MY CASES, MY MONEY, YOU GOD DAMNED FUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (5) LAST TIME, THEY FUCKED, WITH MY BANK ACCOUNT WAS, YES, IN STINKY ST. GEORGE, UTAH, BUT, AT LEAST I GOT MY FIRST CHECK, WITHOUT A HITCH . . . HOWEVER, AFTER SHELLEY AND KAY PAID SOMEONE TO STEAL MY BACKPACK BACK IN WHAT, LATE, 2016, DECEMBER, CANCELLED, WHATEVER BANK I WAS WITH THEN, PAID, MARY, TO STEAL, FORMER, SISTER OF THE WARDEN AT THE WOMEN'S PRISON, I HOPE I GOT FIRED, AND A FORMER, CORRECTIONS OFFICER, AT THE UTAH STATE PRISON WHILE I WAS AN ASSISTANT AG, OR, MAYBE AS A DEFENSE ATTORNEY . . . BUT I TOOK A QUICK TRIP UP TO SEATTLE, AND BACK, SET UP, A BANK ACCOUNT, AT SOUND COMMUNITY BANK, PISSED THE SHIT OUT THE CONTROL FREAKS, THE MEN, WHO DEFEND THE BITCHES, AND, SO, WHEN MY FIRST CHECK UNDER MY NEW ACCOUNT WAS, EXPECTED, IT DIDN'T COME! OH, WE HAVE TO GO THROUGH YOUR OTHER BANK, CANCELLED, THEY HAVE TO REJECT IT????? MODERN ERA OF ELECTRONIC TRANSFERS, INSTANTANEOUSLY, BUT MOST THESE BASTARDS AND BITCHES, WANT THE LEEWAY, OF OLD SCHOOL ROBBERY, AND BANKING, PRACTICES . . . I CAUGHT THEM BY, CALLING SOCIAL SECURITY, AND GETTING THE ROUTING, NUMBER OF THE BANK AND THE NUMBER ON THE CHECK, ITSELF, AND THE BANK, COUGHED IT UP, ASAP! SO, JUST TO AVOID THE SCARE, AND TERRORIZING THE BANK, LET'S WATCH THIS FROM THE GET GO! WHO KNOWS WHO'S ON THE PAYROLL AND WHO IS NOT? I AM GENERALLY, OTHER THEN MY BLOG, THEIR LAST CONCERN! I GOT THESE LETTERS THE DAY AFTER I TRASHED SOCIAL SECURITY FOR THE SEND TO THE OLD BANK, WHO JUST ROBBED ME LAST MONTH OF, $515.60, AND LET THEM REJECT MY CHECK, WITH RACHEL, SALIVATING AND SLOBBERING OVER THE CASH! FUCK NO! I CHANGED ACCOUNTS, 20+ DAYS, EARLY AND THE RULES, JUST SAY, 10 DAYS! SO THERE SHOULD BE AND THE LETTER INDICATED, NO TROUBLE, FOR THE JUNE PAYMENT, OTHER THAN, COP FUCKING WITH IT! I KNOW THEY ARE GOING TO TRY TO KILL ME, BECAUSE, RACHEL IS ME . . . NEVER, THAT STUPID HAG, BITCH, COULDN'T EVEN WRITE AN EMIAL, LAST, I WAS WITH HER! LOL. DUMB ASS COWBOY SHIT FACE SHE IS WITH, BRANDISHING, 15 INCH SWORDS, TO KILL ME IN HER HONOR! DUMB PAIR OF LOSERS! TOO BAD, I AM PRETTIER THAN SHE IS! LOL. LAST I SAW HER ASS DRAGGING, FAT LEGS, PUFFED UP FACE, SHE WASN'T LOOKING TOO HOT! LOL. THOSE FAKE TITS, MAKE UP FOR A HOLE LOT OF UGLY! LOL. SO ANYWAY, SOMEONE, STAY ON THAT, CHECK AND WATCH TO SEE IF THERE ARE OTHERS, CUT ON MY NAME AND SOCIAL SECURITY GOING TO ANYWHERE U.S.A.! OR TO ANOTHER BANK, OR AN OLD ACCOUNT, THAT IS SUPPOSE TO BE CLOSED AND EVERYWHERE FROM WELLS FARGO TO SOUND COMMUNITY, TO FIRST SECURITY BANK! REMEMBER, CREW, BEST BANKING PRACTICES . . . DON'T PLAN ON THESE INCOMPENTENTS, KILLING ME ANY TIME SOON, THEY HAVE BEEN TRYING FOR 20 FUCKING YEARS! TELLING DREAM, THAT SHOULD SLAM THIS ON HOME FOR ME . . . .MEET ME IN THE FIRE WHOLE BELOW!

FUCK, THEY ARE GETTING SO GOOD AT HACKING, THAT, AS I CLICK THE PUBLISH ORANGE BUTTON, ON THE COMPUTER, THEY HAVE ALREADY, STOLEN THE BLOG, AND THE CURSOR IS BACK TO THE START OF MY TITLE!  SCREAMMMMMMMMMM! 8:26 AM . . . TOO EARLY FOR HACKING!  YOU, SEE, THEY KNOW THE BLOG I AM TALKING ABOUT, FUN, FUN, FUNNY, AND FULL OF COLORFUL, COOL AMERICANA!  THEY ARE TOO LAZY, STUPID, LACK HISTORY, OR FOND MEMORIES TO WRITE THIS STUFF, SO THEY LAY IN WAIT, TO STEAL MY WORK, MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY, REAL, AND PERSONAL BY WAY OF MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU, MOTHERFUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  HACKED AGAIN, 8:33 AM, LOOKING UP THE SPELLING OF CUL DE SAC, WITH THE HELP OF THE LAW SCHOOL LIBRARIAN HER AT THE U OF M, LAW SCHOOL!  NO, I AM NOT SHELLEY!  BARF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 9:12 AM HACK--PROTECTING AND AGENT, COP, ASSASSIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  SCREENS, FILTERS, EDITS, ALL WHILE I AM WRITING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE POWER OF DREAMLAND, THE SUBCONSCIOUS, OR GOD, WHICH EVER SUITS YOUR FANCY!

•  so there is this chick, at the Poverello right now, tall, blond, works in the kitchen, cute, short A-line cut, thin, good worker, but there is something inside, that tells me, she is a surrogate for Rachel, being at the Poverello, to confuse and delude, law enforcement . . . an new chick showed up in line, last night, who could be a Shelley, surrogate . . . this is who they do it, being, in several places at once . . . surveillance, back of Pov. at check out time, between 8:00 PM, and 8:45 PM . . . there is one, camera, right, to the right of the back door, leaving the Pov. . . . Rachel, surrogate was wearing pink shirt and black pants, I think, and Shelley, chick, was wearing, a black sweater or jacket, and a black and white, blouse, and black pants, shoulder length, brunette hair
• now, for the last, week or so, since, getting lucky and getting a bed, upstairs, where I don't have to fight for a sheet and blanket each night, with no pillow, I have had this, light pink, allegedly fitted sheet, that, comes off each night, when, I toss and turn, leaving the blue mattress exposed, and blankets on the floor each night . . . 
• so, two nights ago, I was in line, and this is symbolic too, this husband, threw, back, a gold, very nice, fitted, bottom sheet, that is probably a queen size, but, with the nice, fitted, elastic, corners, and, extra material, it fits, nicely, over the bed, and then some, and stays almost in place, and so do the green flat sheets and the cute, white and blue, with colored flowers, quilt, stay in place . . . so that is the foundation for the dream.  I looked at the nice, queen size, sheets, as, symbolic of the gold, I should have, and the life like a queen, that has been stolen from me, and, this is a good omen, getting rid of the pink stink, I associate with, the girlz, pussy cat club, who replaced me, THEY DON'T FIT, THE STORY, THE BLOG, THE LAW, THE CONSTITUTION, OR THE TOUGHNESS!
• THE FIRST SEGMENT OF THE DREAM . . . IT WAS SIMPLE . . . THE CHICK, WHO IS THE RACHEL, SURROGATE, IN REAL OR IN MY MIND, SNEAKS OVER IN THE NIGHT, AND WHILE I AM IN BED, SNAKES, OR STEALS, THE GOLDEN SHEETS THAT ARE ON MY BED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• this dream, took place about, 2:20 AM . . . I could not go to sleep, so, I got up and went to the bathroom about that time.  When there is a dream that is significant I always wake up and, can't go to sleep, lay there thinking . . . but dozed, off now and then, after checking the time on my phone, because I was going to get up!  LOL.
• now the interesting thing about the dream, is that, the brazen, character, of the person, just coming, right while I am in bed, and stealing my sheets . . . could that be any more symbolic of the last, month, theft?  Taking my money, after I took cash, to not leave an electronic footprint and get out of town, without notice, then, to have someone track me, and charge, a credit card, with an extra .9, added, after the credit union or someone, allowed the bitches and bastards to add, OVERDRAFT PROTECTION, which to me, is hideous, at best, I just want my card to stop giving, when, I no longer have cash, or money in the bank . . . that protects me, and I don't overspend, when, my money is gone, it is fucking gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I suffer, as I have all month, holes in my pants, even stitched them, yesterday, check video, tape of Pov. when, I got, needle and thread!  The pants are so thread bare, that, after I fixed them, the material around it tore!  I spend all my money, running from these fucking fools!
• the sign, you are dealing with a pack of psychopaths is that, they have NO EMPATHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  THEY GOT AWAY WITH STEALING, BILLIONS, AND GOT HALF MY CHECK LAST MONTH, SO, TAKE IT AGAIN . . . JOANN DOESN'T NEED CLOTHES, A DIET COKE, OR TO EAT OFF CAMPUS, RIGHT . . . FOOD AND BOARD IS WHAT WE WANT HER TO HAVE, SO, WE CAN CONTROL EVERY FUCKING THING SHE DOES, NOT GYM MEMBERSHIPS, NO FARMERS MARKET, NO FUN, THINGS TO DO, NO TRIPS TO KALIPSPELL OR GLACIER, OR UTAH TO SEE, HER, OUR KIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• THE SECOND SEGMENT IN THE DREAM IS STRATEGIC, AND THERE IS AN ATTEMPT TO MAKE, RACHEL AND THE GIRLZ, LEGAL . . . I KNOW, WE WILL GRANDFATHER THEM IN TO BEING HER, JOANN!
• this is soooooo, Shelley, untrained, legal thinking.  She has picked up the term, probably from when, I did a property seminar or presentation, to help her get, her feet into her own, business, of mortgage refinances, after leaving her job, of what, one month, when, she was living with me, being taken care of by me, and so were two more generations of her kids and grand kid, too . . . generally, to grandfather something in, is used in zoning, type issues . . . like, if the city council, or the planning commission, decides to rezone, a particular, neighborhood, for more student housing, or against student hosing and wants to keep, that area, to protect, home owners, property values, they will, change the zoning to, totally single family dwellings, and prohibit, multi-family, dwellings, or roommate or apartments in that particular area.  However, there may be a home, or homes in the area, now, being zoned, for single family dwellings that, have been, used, for, renters, or students, that has been around for so long that it is UNFAIR, to change their, permits, and refuse to allow, them what has been allowed for SOOO LONG . . . are you, seeing the sister, who has been, dealing with zoning and building permits, for years, with my money, building, and building and over building, who would run into these property rights terms and then, applying them to herself, and Kay, Rachel, and the rest of the galz, that were LET TO BE ME and RUN A MUCK,. as me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• they have ALL been her for soooo long, that, it would be UNFAIR, to not allow them to continue to break, what, 30 felony, laws, before noon, each day, being me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• well, we are all grandma's now, and grandpa's think, we have earned the right to be JOANN, so they can continue to be married to the second or third, coolest, MUSCLE GIRLFRIEND OR WIFE, IN COP WORLD, FOR THE LAST 20 YEARS!
• you see, it wasn't enough, for cowboy, or Jethro, or Mike, or James to be, just a cowboy, he had to be JETHRO IVERY, two time world champion all-around, champ, U.S. Marshal, who hunted down the UNI-BOMBER, took down, Dallas, the redneck who was poaching and then shot and killed, two, fish and game cops, or, just killed a baby rapist . . . now, would it be true?
• or, is, cowboy just doing what, Rachel, and Shelley, and Kay, and Sue, and Tiffany, and whomever, god only knows, is me . . . so much, cooler to say, you were married to or dated, or fucked, JoAnn S. Secrist, J.D. right, with all her history!
• come on, if these women are soooo hot, and soooo cool, why do you need to have them be me?????? Haven't they proven, their worth, or have they proved they are WORTHLESS, WITHOUT BEING ME??????????
• GRANDFATHERING, THEM INTO BEING ME, NO MATTER HOW LONG THEY HAVE  GROWN ACCUSTOMED TO BEING ME, IS ILLEGAL, EVEN IF I AM DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• STUPID DEA FUCKS . . . . . . . . . BUNCH OF DUMB ASS JOCKS, AND JILLLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• THIRD SEGMENT, I CAN'T REMEMBER, KNEW, I SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN UP AND WRITTEN IT DOWN . . . SHORT TERM MEMORY LOSS, FROM WHAT THEY DID TO ME BACK IN 1999 TO 2000!  IT WAS RELATED TO THIS, BUT, I JUST CAN'T REMEMBER . . . THESE ARE THE MOST TELLING PARTS, AND I WILL PROBABLY REMEMBER THE REST, LATER, AT LUNCH OR SOMETHING!  LOL.

I WAS GOING TO WRITE ABOUT TWO COOL CASES, THAT I WATCHED, YESTERDAY, ON, I.D. NETWORK, TRUE CRIME, AND OTHER, RELATED, CASES, "COLD BLOOD" . . . GIVES YOU SOMETHING TO WANT TO READ TOMORROW!

I DROPPED IN THE HITS AND RESULTS, DUE TO THE MASSIVE, DATA SUCK, AND FUCK, OF STEALING, OVER 2,000 BLOGS, PEOPLE, BING READ, THESE . . . THEY ARE FAST AND FUN, INSIGHTFUL, AND ENTERTAINING, AND YOU ARE SMARTER BY SUNDAY FOR READING THE BLOG!

GET SOME AK-47'S OUT AND BLOW SOME FUCKING FEDERAL COP HEADS OFF, IF YOU WANT MY BLOG BACK!  THEY PUT, SOME OF THE LESS, READ, BLOGS, BACK ON YESTERDAY, SO AT LEAST I HAVE SOME PRESENCES ON THE WEB, THE WEB OF LIES, WHERE THEY ROB AND STEAL AT WILL!

PISSES ME OFF . . . THE REALLY SICK THING ABOUT, PEOPLE WHO STEAL MONEY . . . BEHIND EVERY GREAT FORTUNE IS A CROOK, OR CROOKS AND COPS IN THIS CASE, IS THAT, THEY ALWAYS WANT, SOMETHING, SOMEONE ELSE CAN'T HAVE . . . MY SON'S MUSIC, MY CASES, MY BLOG, SOMETHING, THAT SOMEONE CAN'T ACCESS, WITHOUT, GOING TO GREAT LENGTHS!  IT IS LIKE PAYING, MILLIONS FOR RUTH BABE'S BASEBALL, SIGNED, OR PAYING FOR, THE BEATTLE'S, FIRST VINYL ALBUM, SHIT LIKE THAT!

YOU SEE, I WOULD HAVE MADE A FORTUNE, FOR, JUST COLLECTING THE ONE PENNY FOR EACH HIT, MORE MONEY THAT, THE WHOLE U.S.A. COULD HAVE SPEND IN A LIFETIME, I WANTED YOU TO HAVE IT FREE, AND GOOGLE AND YAHOO, AND, GO DADDY, AND BING COULD PAY ME! OR NOT!

BUT THE LAST THING I WANT IS FOR SOME GREEDY ASS, GOLD DIGGING, WHORES AND WHORE MONGERS, TO STEAL, WHAT, YOU DIDN'T NEED TO SIGN UP FOR, HATE THAT SHIT, AND, THEN, THAT EDUCATIONS, TEACHING, LEARNING, WAS ALL AVAILABLE AT THE CLICK OF A MOUSE!

THERE WAS A NOVEL, AND NOW A MOVIE, OF LATE, CALLED, "THE NAME OF THE ROSE" AS I RECALL, FROM, 30 YEARS AGO, READING IT . . . BUT, SOME OF THE MONKS OR THE RICH, OR SOMEONE, THE MEDEVIL GOVERNMENT, OR THE CHURCH, DIDN'T WANT PEOPLE TO HAVE ACCESS TO THE LIBRARY OR THE WRITINGS OF BRILLIANT, PHILOSOPHERS, SCHOLARS, SO THEY BURIED, THE TEXTS OF THE BOOKS, SO, ONLY A SELECT FEW, COULD ACCESS THE MIND TRUST, ON GOODS, AND KNOWLEDGE!

RIGHT AFTER I POSTED YESTERDAY, A CULLIGAN'S TRUCK WENT BY, WITH FOUR BOTTLES OF COLORFUL WATER, AND THE MANTRA OR THE TAG LINE ON THE TRUCK WAS, LIKE "RESERVE RESOURCES" OR IT REMINDED ME OF A RESERVE, BANK ACCOUNT, SO WHEN, I STOPPED WRITING, THEY HAD A RESERVE OF CASH, SAVED UP, TO TIDE THEM OVER, WHEN, THERE WAS NO LONGER, MONEY OR MIND POWER, GUSHING, INTO THE UNIVERSE!

THEY WANT TO GO BACK TO THE DUMBING DOWN OF AMERICA, SO THEY CAN HAVE THEIR WAY WITH YOU!

PEOPLE, CONGRESS, THE COURTS ARE GETTING TOO SMART!

THERE ARE SEVERAL BATTLES, RAGING RIGHT NOW, WITHIN THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH OF GOVERNMENT, HERE IN MONTANA, BETWEEN THE GOVERNOR, WHO, DIDN'T OR DID, SIGN SOMETHING, AND, SOME OTHER, ENTITY IN THE GOVERNMENT, THOUGHT I WOULD REMEMBER, IT BUT, CAN'T, SHOULD KNOW, IS TRYING TO STOP, THE GOV'S VETO, OR SIGNING OF THE BILL, BECAUSE OF TIME ISSUES!

TIMELINES MATTER!

EXECUTIVE VS. EXECUTIVE BRANCH, CONSTITUTIONAL LAW BATTLES!

FOUR PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATE HOPEFULS, ARE MAKING, GUN CONTROL ISSUES, PART OF THEIR PLANS . . . HARRIS, O'ROURKE, BUTTEGIEG, AND, WARREN, I BELIEVE?

SMART PEOPLE, BATTLING SMART PEOPLE!

CON LAW IS THE HARDEST LAW TO PRACTICE IN AND UNDERSTAND . . . THAT IS WHY WE HAVE THE SUPREMES!

FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT!

HAVE A GREAT DAY!

GOOD I DIDN'T HAVE A SEMI-AUTOMATIC WEAPON ON ME WITH WEEK!

I KNOW MYSELF.

DO YOU KNOW, YOURSELF?

COOL.

MR. LEGS . . . HOT SHERIFF?  LOL.  IT'S 5:00 SOMEWHERE . . .  BUS, 1, 4:57 PM?
MOUNTAINEER LEGS!

THIS IS A FUCKING DISASTER! NO SHIT! NUTS4NUTS. I'VE GOT THE NUTS! Y'ALL NEED JESUS! UNLEASH THE BEAST. RATTLE'N ROLL! LITTLE BIG TOWN. LONGHURST. FROM DAY ONE. WE GRIND MEAT. EXPECT EXCEPTIONAL. HALO. DEFEATER? EMPTY DAYS. SLEEPLESS NIGHTS. FAKE COWBOY. CIA! RIVER CITY BREW. FIVE ON BLACK. IF IT'S NOT BROKEN--IT'S JUST BRUISED. NASH. LUCKY'S MARKET. SPEEDY GLASS. DRIVING ON THE RIM. DON'T BUY GREEN BANANAS! EVERYTHING. EAT FISH. IN WATER WE LIVE. BLESS YOUR HEART. JUN. JUL. AUG. FUN FOR EVERYBODY! SUMMER READING PROGRAMS! TIME TO IMPEACH. EXTREMELY UNSTABLE UN-GENIUS! MUELLER REITERATES TODAY, HE DISAGREES WITH WITH U.S. AG. BARR'S ANALYSIS THAT THE MUELLER REPORT EXONERATES TRUMP! IF IT HAD, THE REPORT WOULD HAVE SAID SO! FUCK? STEADY MARCH TOWARDS IMPEACHMENT. REPUBLICAN CONGRESSIONAL REPRESENTATIVE, AMASH, GOT A STANDING OVATION AT A TOWN HALL, AMONG REPUBLICANS, FOR SAYING THAT THE TIME HAS COME TO IMPEACH TRUMP! IT IS A POLITICAL PROCESS! WE HAVE ALL THREE TRADITIONAL ELEMENTS IF NOT MORE, OF THE ARTICLES OF IMPEACHMENT: (1) ABUSE OF POWER; (2) OBSTRUCTION OF JUSTICE; AND (3) REFUSAL TO ATTEND HEARINGS AND PRODUCE DOCUMENTS, THAT ARE REQUESTED BY CONGRESS AND THE COURTS! HACKED 2:48 PM. PREDICTABLE! STUPID FUCKS! SIGN PRO: PERFECT TO THE LETTER. EARLENE FOWLER. DEAD EYE: (1) MY NAME IS ALI HUSSEIN. THIS NAME WAS AKIN TO "JOHN SMITH" IN IRAN, AND RUSS FIGURED IT WAS PHONY. THEY SHOOK HANDS. "COURT GENTRY." THAT REMAINS TO BE SEEN, ALI SAID WITH A SMILE, AND HE HELD WHITLOCK'S HAND FOR A LONG MOMENT. (2) RUSS WAS COMFORTABLE WITH THE QUESTIONS BECAUSE HE HAD READ COURT'S DOSSIER; HE KNEW IT BACKWARD AND FORWARD. AND THERE WAS ANOTHER REASON FOR HIS COMFORT, RUSS HIMSELF HAD LEAKED A TINY PORTION OF GENTRY'S FILE TO IRANIAN INTELLIGENCE MONTHS EARLIER, SO THAT HIS ANSWERS WOULD COINCIDE WITH THEIR KNOWLEDGE. (3) RUSS HAD READ ABOUT THIS MISSION IN COURT'S DOSSIER, BUT HE DID NOT KNOW WHERE IRAN CAME BY THE INFORMATION. "I APOLOGIZE," RUSS SAID. "I AM, AS YOU KNOW, NO LONGER A MEMBER OF THE CENTRAL INTELLIGENCE AGENCY, BUT I REMAIN A PATRIOT. I LOVE MY COUNTRY, AND I AM NOT HERE TO COMMIT TREASON BY GIVING CLASSIFIED INFORMATION TO A FOREIGN INTELLIGENCE AGENCY. (4) I WILL DO IT FOR TWENTY-FIVE MILLION DOLLARS. BEFORE YOU TELL ME YOU DON'T HAVE THIS KIND OF MONEY, I KNOW YOU AND THE INTELLIGENCE AGENCIES AF THE WEALTHY GULF STATES WOULD FIND IT WORTHWHILE, AND CERTAINLY WORTH . . . WHAT? A HALF HOUR OF CRUDE PRODUCTION TO PAY TO DECAPITATE THE NATION OF ISRAEL. (5) THEY WANT TO KNOW WHY THE WORLD'S GREATEST ASSASSIN WOULD COME, ALONE, TO BEIRUT. . . . THEY ARE NOT CONVINCED YOU ARE WHO YOU SAY YOU ARE. (6) RUSS KNEW WHAT WAS COMING NEXT, AND HE ALSO KNEW IT WAS GOING TO BE A PROBLEM. THEY WANT TO KNOW ABOUT KIEV. ALI HUSSEIN WAS IMPRESSED, EXACTLY. IF YOU ARE THE GRAY MAN, THEN YOU KNOW THAT THERE WERE IRANIANS PRESENT DURING THE EVENT IN KIEV THREE YEARS AGO. OF COURSE I KNOW. AND THEY WERE NOT JUST IRANIANS. THEY WERE QUDS FORCE OPERATIVES. RUSS'S EYES NARROWED. FRIENDS OF YOURS, MAYBE? ARE YOU ASKING ME FOR A COMPLETE AFTER-ACTION REPORT OF MY KIEV OPERATION? IT WOULD SETTLE ANY DOUBTS AS TO YOUR IDENTITY. I NEVER KISS AND TELL. HUSSIEN SEEMED DISAPPOINTED. THEN YOU MUST ALLOW US TIME TO INVESTIGATE YOU AND YOUR PROPOSAL. I CAN'T TELL SOME STRANGER THAT HE HAS IRNA'S BLESSING TO TARGET THE PRIME MINISTER OF ISRAEL. YOU CAN SEE HOW THAT COULD ULTIMATELY BE VERY HARMFUL FOR IRAN, SHOULD SOMETHING GO WRONG. . . . WHO COULD MAKE THE PROMISE OTHER THAN THE GRAY MAN? (7) RUSS IGNORED THE HALF-DOZEN MEN WITH GUNS EXACTLY AS HE WOULD HAVE IMAGINE COURT GENTRY WOULD IGNORE THEM, AND HE LOOKED AT HIS WATCH WITH AN ANNOYED OR BORED EXPRESSION EVERY FEW MINUTES. CORRECT. TWENTY-FIVE MILLION DOLLARS, DEPOSITED INTO A NUMBERED ACCOUNT AT A BANK IN DUBAI.

JUST HACKED, 3:15 PM, 5/29,2019, I AM ON  MISSOULA COUNTY LIBRARY, LAPTOP #13, MOUNTAIN STANDARD TIME, NOT PACIFIC . . . THAT IS PROGRAMMED IN TOO!

THIS SHIT IS STANDARD, CIA, AND, CONTRACT, FORMER CIA, AGENTS, BEHAVIOR . . . STEALING, POWERFUL, CONNECTED, PRESTIGIOUS, RICH, CREDENTIALED PEOPLE'S IDENTITY--THEN KILLING THEM, AND STEPPING INTO THEIR RICHES, POSITIONS, USING THEIR, POWERS, THAT WERE LONG EARNED AND RIGHTEOUS, WHO CAN GET THEM PLACES THEY COULD NOT ORDINARILY GO!

I GET MYSELF PLACES!

THIS IS A FUCKING DISASTER!

AUTHOR, MARK GREANEY, TRAINED WITH THE CIA AND THE MILITARY!  HE KNOWS HOW THEY OPERATE! 

IF IT'S TOO SPICEY, IT'S JUST RIGHT! AFTER POSTING, I RAN INTO THE LEAD CHEF AT THE POVERELLO HOMELESS SHELTER . . . HE ASKED ME IF I POSTED THE NEED FOR SPICES, AFTER THE SEWER MALFUNCTION, WE ARE STILL SUFFERING FROM. I TOLD HIM, I DID, BUT, "THEY" HAVE CUT OFF MY BLOG AND DON'T KNOW WHERE OR WHO OR WHAT NAME THEY ARE NOW POSTING MY WORK ON! ANYWAY, WE NEED ALL KINDS OF COOKING SPICES, HERBS, GARLIC SALT, EVEN SALT AND PEPPER, FOR COOKING! SOUPS, ARE A MAINSTAY AT THE POV, AND MUCH, LOVED AND WANTED! MANY PEOPLE DON'T HAVE TEETH, TO CHEW, SO, THEY GET THEIR HEALTH AND NUTRITION THROUGH THE SOUPS . . . GENERALLY SPICED AND FLAVORED TO PERFECTION! SUGAR AND SPICE AND EVERYTHING NICE--PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE . . . LIVE GENEROUSLY AND EITHER DROP OFF YOUR OLD SPICES, OR PURCHASES SOME LARGE CONTAINERS AT COSCO OR WALMART!

WE LOVE THE SUPPORT WE GET FROM THE COMMUNITY, AND WE WERE 100% DEPENDENT ON YOU!

HOPEFULLY THIS GETS OUT THROUGH SOME OF THE SITES, THAT THE THIEVES HAVE NOT DISCOVERED AND INTO THE COMPUTERS OF SOME OF OUR OLD DONORS, OR, NEW ONES WOULD BE GREAT TOO!

THESE COOKS, MOST MILITARY TRAINED, ARE UP BEFORE THE CRACK OF DAWN, EVEN BEFORE ME, AND I AM, AN EARLY RISER, AND WORK UNTIL WAY AFTER DINNER IS SERVED, PUTTING OUT ENOUGH FOOD FOR 500 MEALS PER DAY!

THE DUDE THAT ASKED ME, IS NOT SOMEONE, WHO EVEN SAYS MUCH, SO I WAS, HOPING MY LAST REQUEST GOT OUT BEFORE THE GOVERNMENT, SHUT ME DOWN!  FOR WHAT REASON, I HAVE NO IDEA . . . PROBABLY AFRAID THAT, FOREIGN LEADERS WILL LISTEN TO ME MORE THAN THE PRESIDENT, OR JOHN BOLTON, SECRETARY OF DEFENSE!

THAT WOULD PROBABLY BE WISE, SEEING THAT, TRUMP JUST SIDED WITH NORTH KOREA'S DICTATOR, KIM JONG UN, AND TRASHED, HIS, LIKELY RIVAL, V.P. JOE BIDEN CALLING HIM, "LOW I.Q.?"

LOL.

NOW THAT IS COMING FROM THE PEANUT GALLERY IF I EVEN HEARD IT!

WE EXSPICIALLY, NEED YOUR HELP!

KISSES. HUGS. LOVES!

TINDER BOX! ACT OF WAR. WHERE RIVERS CHANGE DIRECTION. I FEEL THE SEASONS CHANGING BENEATH ME, UNDER THE FLOOR. SHE IS BRAIDING THE WATERS OF AIR INTO THE PLAITED MANES OF HAPPY COLTS. THEY CANTER, WITHOUT MAKING A SOUND, ALONG THE SHORES OF MELTING SNOW. --JAMES WRIGHT, FROM "MARY BLY." EVERYTHING. SHORT ROUND. SERVANTS OF JESUS: TRAINED TO SERVE BY JESUS. SET FREE HEAVEN! MEMORIAL DAY BBQ WAS SO GOOD ON THE MISSOULA COUNTY COURT HOUSE LAWN. IT REMINDED ME OF THE FIRST TIME I DROVE THROUGH MISSOULA, SAW THE COURT HOUSE, TREE LINED, NOW NOT SO MUCH SO, BUT, LOVED THE DUSTY BUT LUSH, WESTERN TOWN! I GUESS YOU CAN SAY, LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT! THE VFW 289 I THINK, PUT ON A NICE, SHORT AND SWEET SERVICE TO HONOR THOSE WHO HAVE SERVED AND FALLEN, IN OUR ARMED FORCES THROUGHOUT THE YEARS, ALMOST A CENTURY OR MORE NOW . . . THE GUN SALUTE WAS COOL, BUGLE, PLAYING TAPS, PRAYER READ BY A LADY FROM THE CONGO WANTING TO THANK SERVICE MEMBERS FOR RESCUING HER AND HER FAMILY FROM, POLITICAL AND MILITARY UNREST IN THAT COUNTRY, AS OUR TROOPS HAVE DONE ALL OVER THE WORLD! THE DAY WAS BALMY, COOL, WITH, GRAY AND WHITE CLOUDS DRAPING OVER THE MOUNTAINS OF VERDANT GREEN . . . A PERFECT BACKDROP FOR A RESTFUL, FUN, FILLED, YUMMY EVENT, FROM THE MENTAL AND SPIRITUAL FOOD TO THE ACTUAL BBQ ITSELF. SHORT ROUND, IS WHAT THE HOMELESS CALL THE LADY WHO COORDINATES ALL THE FOOD EVENTS, FROM BBQ'S ON SPECIAL OCCASIONS, TO FEEDING, THE HOMELESS, ON MONDAYS, WEDNESDAYS AND FRIDAYS, HANDING OUT SHIRTS AND SOCKS! HER DAUGHTER, WEARING A "BEAUTY" SWEAT-SHIRT, SAID, TRY AS THEY WILL TO GET THIS ROUGH AND TOUGH CROWD, TO CALL "SHORT-ROUND" BY HER NAME, THEY JUST WON'T DO IT! LOL. GENERALLY PEOPLE LIKE TO EAT AND RUN, BUT THAT WAS NOT THE FEEL YESTERDAY . . . PEOPLE, INCLUDING MYSELF, HUNG OUT FOR HOURS AND ENJOYED THE GUITAR PLAYER, THE CONTINUAL STREAM OF GREAT FOOD, THE SMELL OF BBQ COALS, AND REAL BEEF PATTIES ON THE GRILL! I COULD SMELL THE FLAMES, GRILL AND HAMBURGERS COOKING FROM A BLOCK AND A HALF AWAY! IT REMINDED ME OF OLD BACKYARD BBQ'S WHEN I WAS A KID! MEMORY LANE. FUN CONVERSATIONS WITH VETS, FRIENDS, NEW FRIENDS, EVEN GOT ONE DUDE WHO TOOK THE SINGLE RED ROSE OFF THE MEMORIAL OF THE SOLDIER FROM WORLD WAR I, WHO HANDED IT TO ME, SAID, THEY DON'T NEED IT, BUT A PRETTY LADY DESERVES IT. I HAVE SERVED THIS COUNTRY IN MY OWN WAYS, MORE DOMESTIC, SERVING FOR THE LASTS, 20 YEARS, BATTLES OF UNKNOWN WARS, CARRIED OUT IN THE COURTROOMS, LEGISLATURES, AND ON THE STREETS, IN CASES, LEGISLATION, WATER COMPACTS, NOW BLOGS, FIGHTING FOR THE SAME RIGHTS, FREEDOMS, LIBERTIES, PRINCIPLES, CONCEPTS, AND CONSTITUTION, THAT ALL THE SERVICE MEMBERS HAVE FOR DECADES OR MORE! LIFE IS ALWAYS INTERESTING, WHEN, YOU FIGHT ON THE DOMESTIC FRONT, THERE ARE NO CLEAR LINES OF FRIENDS OR ENEMIES, NO DEMILITARIZED ZONES, NO FRONT LINES, AND THE GOALS AND OBJECTIVES ON EITHER SIDE, ARE NOT ALWAYS AT ODDS WITH EACH OTHER, BUT, NOR ARE THEY ALWAYS IN HARMONY WITH EACH OTHER. I AM READING THIS BOOK I HAVE MENTIONED, CALLED, "DEAD EYE" A GRAY MAN SERIES, BY MARK GREANEY, AND COURTLAND GENTRY, HAS EXPERIENCED, MANY OF THE SAME THINGS THAT I HAVE . . . I FORGOT MY BOOK, LEFT ALL MY NOTES, AND QUOTES, IN THE WINDOW SEAL AT THE POV. BUT, I KNOW THE GENERAL CONCEPTS, AND IDEAS, BY HEART, BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN LIVING THEM FOR THE LAST, 20 YEARS, AND EVEN, WHILE CELEBRATING, MEMORIAL DAY FOR THOSE WHO HAVE SERVED AND THOSE WHO HAVE FALLEN, I BELIEVE THERE WAS AN ATTEMPT ON MY LIFE . . . NOW HOW, YOU SAY, CAN THAT BE, IN OPEN DAYLIGHT, WITH SO MANY PEOPLE STANDING AROUND? IT IS SUBTLE, AS SUBTLE AS THE LINES THAT DISTINGUISH, THOSE FOR ME AND THOSE AGAINST ME, AND IT IS SHOCKING ON BOTH SIDES. LET ME START WITH THE FUNNY SIDE . . . ONE OF THE REASONS I LOVE, MONTANA SO MUCH, IS BECAUSE, THERE ARE SO MANY, CARICATURES, OR CHARACTERS, WALKING AROUND, WHO COULD BE RIGHT OUT OF A MOVIE! LOL. SO THIS INCIDENT, DATES BACK A FEW DAYS, AND WAS PICKED UP, AT THE PICNIC OR BBQ. NOW, THIS MAN HAS TO BE THE MOST SECURE, MALE IN HIS MASCULINITY, BECAUSE, HE WEARS, PINK SUNGLASSES, SPORTS A FULL BUSHY BEARD, WEARS A GRAY AND MUTED WHITE, BEANNIE, WAS WEARING, A GRAY T-SHIRT, WITH PURPLE LETTER, WITH THE WORD, "SAN FRANCISCO" ON IT, BLACK PANTS, HIKING BOOTS, AND HE IS RIDING A TURQUOISE GIRL'S BIKE! THIS DUDE SERVED 20+ YEARS IN THE MILITARY, IS VERY MASCULINE LOOKING, IF NOT CRAZY! LOL. SO, A FEW DAYS AGO, THIS DUDE, IS TALKING TO ME, ALWAYS, OR AS OF LATE WHILE I HAVE NO MONEY, EITHER GIVES ME A DIET COKE, OR, GIVES ME HIS SPARE CHANGE, SINCE THE FUCKERS TO TAKE THIS BLOG AND BILLIONS, ALSO GET ACCESS TO MY BANK ACCOUNTS, AND SOCIAL SECURITY MONEY, WHICH IS A FEDERAL CRIME, BUT FUCK, WHO CARES, WE ARE THE GOVERNMENT, RIGHT! BUT, HE MENTIONED THAT HE WAS GOING TO SEATTLE. OH, I LOVE SEATTLE. HE SAID, I HATES SEATTLE. WHY? BECAUSE, I DID $1700 WORTH OF WORK FOR THIS WOMAN, FIXING THIS OR THAT AROUND HER HOUSE OR CAR, AND SHE DIDN'T PAY ME! SO I AM GOING TO KILL HER. YOU CAN'T DO THAT! WHY DON'T YOU TAKE HER TO SMALL CLAIMS COURT? YOU DON'T WANT TO GO TO PRISON FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE! NO, I DO. I HAVE LIVED A LONG, GOOD LIFE, AND I DON'T CARE, I AM GOING TO KILL HER, FOR NOT PAYING ME! SCREAM. STILL THOUGHT HE WAS JUST JOKING. SO, HE SHOWS UP AT THE BBQ, ASKS IF HE CAN PARK HIS BIKE, NEXT TO ME . . . SURE. SO, HE COMES BACK MENTIONS, COWBOY SHOWING UP AT THE POVERELLO THE OTHER DAY. OH, YEAH, WE WENT FOR A NICE RIDE, DOWN TO HAMILTON, BUT, I MUST BE LISTENING TO YOU TOO MUCH, BECAUSE HE HAD HIS SADDLE BAGS, SITTING ON THE CONSOLE OF THE FORD RANGER, AND I FOUND A 15 INCH KNIFE IN A SHEATH, SITTING UNDER IT, AFTER, HE TOOK A SHORT DETOUR OFF THE ROAD, BETWEEN SOME BUILDINGS? I AM THINKING OF THE SYMBOLISM . . . IF YOU BAG COWBOY, I AM GOING TO KILL YOU!? OR, WELL, I CAN'T THINK OF WHY ELSE, DUDE WOULD BE RIDING AROUND WITH ME, WITH THESE ITEMS IN THE FRONT SEAT, OTHER THAN, I BELIEVE FOUR MEN, WHO, I HAVE LIKED IN THE PAST, HAVE BEEN MURDERED, SIMPLY FOR SHOWING AND INTEREST IN ME, AND I TOLD HIM, THIS LAST TIME I WAS AT THE RANCH. HE DIDN'T SEEM BOTHERED AT THE TIME, BUT, PERHAPS, NOW HE IS OR SHOULD BE. SO, MR. PINK GLASSES, SAYS IN RESPONSE TO THAT, "THERE IS VIOLENCE IN THIS COUNTRY, EVERYDAY, AND FOR GOOD REASON." ARE YOU STILL PLANING ON KILLING THAT WOMAN FROM SEATTLE? SHE IS IN LAS VEGAS, STAYING IN A $1,000 PER NIGHT, SUITE WITH GOLD TOILETS, AND I AM SITTING HERE AT A FREE BBQ! WHO'S BENEFITING? WELL ME WHO'S THE BETTER OFF? I KNOW THE FEELING! HE IS JUST SO MATTER OF FACT ABOUT THIS MURDER. STOP HITTING ON ME, I LOVE MY MAN, HE IS A SCARY VETERAN? THAT WORKS IN SOME SITUATIONS, COWBOY IS A TWO TIME PURPLE HEART, DECORATED, MARINE! I ASKED, COWBOY WHAT HE HAD THE KNIFE IN THE TRUCK FOR, PARTICULARLY UP, PLACED UNDER, THE SADDLE BAGS, CONCEALED, BETWEEN ME AND HIM? OH, JUST IN CASE IN NEED, TO USE IT, OR NEED IT IN THE MOUNTAINS OR ON THE RANCH. MMMMM. IT WASN'T HERE LAST TIME I RODE IN THIS TRUCK? MEN. DON'T GET THEM, DON'T UNDERSTAND THEM, AROUND THEM ALL MY LIFE! BUT, I CAN RELATE TO THE PINK SUNGLASSES DUDE, TOO COOL TO TAKE THEM OFF A NIGHT! LOL. READ BELOW, AS, MY BLOG IS LIFTED DAILY NOW, AND NO LONGER SHOWS UP ALL OVER THE FUCKING WEB, ANYMORE LIKE IT HAS FOR THE LAST, ALMOST 6 YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK. ALL THEIR GAIN, ALL MY PAIN! I DO THIS FOR THE EDUCATIONS, ENTERTAINMENT, UNDERSTANDING, AND FUN, OF THE WORLD, FOR GOD SAKE! HOW CAN ANY GROUP BE SO FUCKING SELFISH, SELF-CENTERED, GREEDY, TO STEAL WHAT CAN CHANGE THE WORLD, AND DENY, THE JOY? I JUST DON'T GET IT? BUT, I HAVE NEVER BEEN MATERIALISTIC, GREEDY, NOR SELFISH! NOW THIS IS WHERE, THINGS START TO GET DICEY. SO I NOTICE THIS DUDE, TRYING TO LOOK HOMELESS . . . BELIEVE ME, THERE IS A BIG DIFFERENCE BETWEEN, SOME FEDERAL AGENT WHO GROWS A BEARD, AND DRESSES, YUPPIE, COOL, HOMELESS AND THE REAL MCCOY! NOW I HAVE NEVER HAD ANYONE GUESS ME AS HOMELESS, BUT, STILL, BEING ONE, I CAN TELL! IT IS ALMOST LIKE BEING AN ATTORNEY, I CAN TELL THE FRAUDS, THE COPS WHO WANT TO PRESENT THEMSELVES AS ATTORNEYS OR THE PRIVATE INVESTIGATORS, WHO WRITE BRIEFS AND DO EVERYTHING BUT, GO TO LAW SCHOOL, TAKE THE BAR AND DO ALL THE HARD WORK, THEY JUST WANT THE TITLE AND ACT AS IF THEY EARNED A LAW DEGREE . . .SHELLEY, RACHEL, SUE, DAD, BRETT, JAM,ES, AND ALL THE OTHER FRAUDSTERS, MILES, ALLAN, FRANK, AND GANG, AND JUST BECAUSE, I MAKE IT LOOK EASY, DOES'NT MEAN YOU COULD EVER DO IT, LAZY ASS, MOTHER FUCKERS WHO CAN'T WRITE ON OF THESE BLOGS, MAKING BILLIONS! THEM SPENDING IT ON CIA, FUCKED UP BULL SHIT OPS, GAMING AROUND THE WORLD, KILLING PEOPLE WITH BLACK OP PRISONS, WORKING OUTSIDE THE BOUNDARIES OF THE LAW, AND FUNDING OF CONGRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T AGREE WITH YOU OR YOUR POSITIONS! SOMEONE HAS THE SAME TOOLS, AND CAN STOP THIS, BUT BENEFITS TOO MUCH, FROM STEALING! SO, THERE IS THIS FEDERAL LOOKING, ALLEGED, HOMELESS GUY, PREPPY, HOMELESS, SITTING LISTENING TO EVERY WORD I AM SAYING . . . UNTIL, HE NOTICED ME, NOTICE HIM. NOW THE DUDE WITH THE BIKE AND WHO GAVE ME THE ROSE IS AN INTERESTING POSSIBLE "PROP" TO IDENTIFY ME. ARE YOU STARTING TO SEE THE CHANGE OF EVENTS, AND PLAYERS. PUT THE ROSE ON THE STATUE OF THE FALLEN SOLDIER, LIKE WE WANT HER TO BE, SOCIAL WARRIOR AND JUSTICE SOLDIER! I HAD NEVER SEEN THE BIKER DUDE WHO GAVE ME THE ROSE, BEFORE EITHER, FEDS CRASHING THE MEMORIAL DAY BBQ FOR THE HOMELESS, APPEARED SO . . . MUCH LIKE THE KISS OF JUDAS, ON JESUS CHEEK, GIVING ME A SINGLE RED ROSE, AND ACT OF TREASON, SEEING THAT, I HAVE FOUGHT, FOR WE THE PEOPLE, FOR 20 YEARS, AND TAKEN MY OATH TO THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, TAKEN, 5 TIMES, PROBABLY AS SERIOUS AS ANYONE IN THE HISTORY OF THIS COUNTRY, AND ALL BUT, FOR THE INCOMPETENCY OF THE GOON SQUAD, FOLLOWING ME AND TRYING TO KILL ME FOR THE LAST 20 YEARS, TOO, I WOULD AND EASILY COULD HAVE PAID THE ULTIMATE PRICE FOR, MY SERVICE JUST LIKE THE FALLEN SOLDIERS OF ALL THE WARS! THEN, THE THIRD, GUYS, IN THE PARTY CRASHER'S GOON SQUAD, APPROACHES ME. WE TALK, WARS, STATUES, VETERANS, MARINES, AND, LOW AND BEHOLD, HE IS ONE TOO! SO SURROUNDED BY MARINES, THINKING KILLING ME BY FELLOW SOLDIERS, IS SOMEHOW MORE NOBLE? EVENTUALLY, HE SAID, I BET YOU INTIMIDATE A LOT OF MEN. I DO. THEN, HE SAID, THERE WAS SOMETHING, I NEEDED TO KNOW ABOUT MEN . . . THEY NEED TO THINK THEY ARE IN CHARGE? THAT CAME IN RESPONSE TO ME SAYING SOMETHING, ABOUT, HUSBANDS AND WIVES, MEN AND WOMEN, ARE A TEAM, WORKING TOGETHER, MUCH LIKE SHORT ROUND AND HER BIKER, VET HUSBAND, SERVANTS OF JESUS! THEN, HE TRIED TO CORRECT ME. LOOK, MEN NEED TO BE IN CHARGE. I SAID, LOOK, TAKE ME AND COWBOY . . . HIS EXPERTISE IS ON THE RANCH, RAISING CATTLE, AND I KNOW NOTHING OF THAT. HE IS ALSO, OR HAS, WORKED WITH THE U.S. MARSHALS, GOES AFTER SOME REAL BAD GUYS, LIKE THE UNI BOMBER, OR THE DALLAS CHARACTER WHO SHOT THE TWO GAME WARDENS, OR THE BABY RAPIST, WHO HE SHOT 4 WEEKS AGO. I WILL DEFER TO HIM IN ALL THOSE AREAS, OR OTHERS I SEE THAT HE IS COMPETENT IN, AND HE IN TURN, SHOULD, DEFER TO ME, IN THE LAW, OR POLITICS, OR GOVERNMENT, ETC. HE IS BETTER IN THE KITCHEN THAN I AM! EVERYONE HAS THEIR AREAS OF EXPERTISE, AND I AM JUST SIMPLY NOT GOING TO FOLLOW OR DEFER TO SOME DUMB ASS, THAT IS NOT SMARTER THAN I AM IN SOMETHING! HE SEES THIS IS A LOSING BATTLE. SO HE ASKS ME WHERE I AM LIVING? AT THE POVERELLO, AND I TELL HIM OF MY TALES OF WOE, TRYING TO GET HOUSING IN SEATTLE, THREE TIMES TOP OF THE LIST, AND WHEN, THE COPS, OR A SISTER THE COPS FUCK, WANTS, MY PLACE AT MY RATES, THE GIG VANISHES! JUST LIKE THE INSIDERS, RENTAL, I HAPPENED ON, JUST LAST WEEK, WAITING AT THE BUS STOP, SOME CHICK WHO WORKS AT FRESH MARKET, ASKED IF I WAS THE LADY WHO HELPED HER FIND THE DETOUR BUS ROUTE, THE OTHER DAY. YEAH THAT IS ME, SORRY I WAS SO RAUNCHY WITH YOU, IT WAS LUNCH TIME AND I COULDN'T UNDERSTAND, IF YOU WORKED AT FRESH MARKET, HOW YOU COULD NOT KNOW, WHERE THE STREET NEXT TO THE MARKET IS ON THE OTHER SIDE OF BROADWAY IS? I DON'T DO STUPID WELL! LOL. IT WAS LIKE, SERIOUSLY, YOU WORK THERE AND YOU DON'T KNOW, THE RAMP, THAT GOES UP TO THE STREET FROM THE MARKET, THAT IS EXACTLY WHERE THE BUS STOP IS! SHE WAS NICE AND SHE OVERHEARD ME AND SOME OTHER POV CHICK, TALKING RENTALS, AND SHE MENTIONED THAT SHE WAS MOVING TO DETROIT, MICHIGAN OR SOMEWHERE, AND SHE WAS LEAVING HER APARTMENT. GREAT LOCATION, GREAT PRICE, PERFECT, FOR WHERE I LIKE TO HANG OUT IN MISSOULA, BREAK ESPRESSO, PEAK, WORDENS, DEL TACO, ETC. SO WE TEXT, TEXT, TEXT, I CALL THE LANDLORD, AND SHE IS SUPPOSE TO CALL ME TO GIVE ME A TIME TO SHOW ME THE PLACE . . . NEVER CALLS, NEVER CALLS, NEVER CALLS??????? SHE SEEMED EXCITED FOR ME TO GET THE PLACE? FUCK, SHELLEY WILL STEAL IT OUR FROM UNDER MY FEET, AS USUAL! SO, FINALLY, I GIVE UP, NOT GOING TO BOTHER, SOMEONE, ABOUT RENTING, AND NOT SURE I DON'T HAVE TO GO BACK TO UTAH, TO HELP MY DAUGHTER, TO GET THROUGH, FIRE SEASON, WITH THREE YOUNG BOYS AND LOSER, NAVY SEAL DAD, NO MONEY OF COURSE, AS HE BANKS ON WHAT HE SHOULD BE PAYING HER FOR CHILD SUPPORT! NOT ALL MEMBERS OF THE MILITARY ARE HONORABLE, NOBLE, OR STAND UP GUYS, CASE IN POINT! GET THE UTAH ASSISTANT ATTORNEY GENERALS ON HIS FAT ASS, AND HE WILL PAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL. I KNOW THEM PERSONALLY, AND USED TO BE IN THAT DIVISION, BUT DOING HEALTH CARE AND INSURANCE COLLECTIONS, RATHER THAN, CHILD SUPPORT COLLECTION! THESE ATTORNEYS ARE RABID BEASTS . . . 20 YEARS OF PAYBACK, UNDERCOVER FUCKING COPS, DALLAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BANKING ON ME AND ELLIOT FOR 20 YEARS! DUDE WAS SENT, TO INFILTRATE MY FAMILY AND FUCK WITH IT, BIG TIME AND HE DID! NOW TIMES ARE CHANGING AND I AM GOING TO FUCK YOU BACK, ASSHOLE . . . FORGET THE FINE PRINT UP HERE IN THE TITLE, SHELLEY, KAY, GIRLS AND BOYS CLUB, ARE TRYING TO SAVE THEIR FALLEN SOLDIER, DALLAS, ENEMY FROM DAY FUCKING ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO TO THE BIG ASS PRINT, BELOW! DALLAS LOOKS TOO OLD, BALD, FAT, STUPID, FOR EVEN ME, LET ALONE MY BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER, MOTHER FUCKER!!!!!!!!!! SO, THIS MAN, MARINE, WHO, THINKS I AM TOO YOUNG, TO REMEMBER VIETNAM, WHERE HE FOUGHT . . . NO ACTUALLY,, I MARRIED A VET, THE WRONG ONE, THE GOVERNMENT DIA, LOOK-ALIKE, SO NO, I AM NOT TOO YOUNG TO REMEMBER VIETNAM, MY ERA! OH, I THOUGHT YOU WERE 38 OR YOUNGER! MR. PINK SUNGLASSES, SHOULD HAVE A PINK CADILLAC, TOO, LOL,, PIPES UP IN SHOCK, IF SOMEONE ASKED ME IF YOU WERE 38 I WOULD BELIEVE THEM! THANKS FOR THE COMPLIMENT, BUT, NO THE FRAUD, BROADS, OR BOWLING ALLEY BITCHES, WHO HAVE PROSTITUTED THEMSELVES, TO THE LOSERS, STEALING THIS BLOG, DON'T GET MY KIDS, CAREER, LAW DEGREE, LICENSE, AND HONORS AND AWARDS AND HOPEFULLY SOMEONE WILL GET THEIR FUCKING LOSERS ASSES IN PRISON, SOON! GOD? PATHETIC. SO, HE SAID, HE CAN HELP ME, GET AN APARTMENT, IF I JUST GO TO HIS HOTEL WITH HIM? AH, NO. THAT DOESN'T SOUND LIKE YOU WANT TO HELP ME, FUCK ME, BUT, NOT HELP ME, KILL ME, BUT NOT HELP ME. I TELL HIM NO. THAT DOESN'T REGISTER WITH HIM, HE ASSUMES I AM LEAVING WITH HIM? WHERE DID YOU NOT HEAR, NO! I DON'T WANT YOUR HELP! DUDE, MARINE, LOOKS, MEAN AND PISSED. SHORTLY AFTER THAT, SOME LADY AND HER HUSBAND, SHOWS UP LOOKING AT THE STATUE OF THE WWI WARRIOR, AND SHE I MISSING AN ARM! GOD INTEL, THIS GUY WOULD HAVE CUT OF THE HAND THAT FEEDS, THE CIA AND MARINES, THE TOP TIER OF THE NEW WORLD ORDER? WAS THAT WHAT THE OTHER MARINE, AND I ALWAYS FORGET THEY ARE IN ON THIS SHIT, BUT IS WHAT WHAT COWBOY WAS GOING TO DO TO ME, CUT OFF MY ARM? U.S. MARSHAL! PROBABLY, BUT, AGAIN, I AM TOO CUTE TO KILL, AND STILL CUT ENOUGH TO FUCK! BIG DELIMMA FOR MEN! LOL! DON'T DARE LOOK UP WHO TO SPELL, DILEMNA? SHELLEY IS THE READER, NOT ME! SHE LIVED THROUGH BOOKS, I LIVED LIFE! SO THAT WAS BIZARRE. BUT TYPICAL, AND AS, I BASKED IN THE SUN RAYS, OFF AND ON, THAT MAN'S FACE, SEEMED SOMEWHAT FAMILIAR TO ME, TAKING ME BACK ABOUT, 4 YEARS, TO AN INCIDENT I HAD AT THE AQUATIC CENTER, IN MISSOULA, WHEN, I USED TO SWIM EACH DAY, ONE OF MY 8 FITNESS PROGRAMS, THAT THESE FUCKS, JEALOUS SHITS, FUCK WITH . . . THERE WAS ALWAYS, A STINK OP, GOING ON, JUST LIKE A LA FITNESS, THIS LAST YEAR IN SEATTLE, OR FUEL FITNESS, OR CAPITAL CITY GYM IN HELENA, PLANET FITNESS IN VEGAS, ETC.! MOST OF THEM, I LIKE JESUS, COULD READ, LIKE A BOOK, AS I DID THIS ONE. SO, NOT UNLIKE, YESTERDAY, THERE HAD BEEN, NO BUSES RUNNING, SOME HOLIDAY, OR BIG EVENT IN MISSOULA, AND I LEFT THE FESTIVITIES AND DECIDED TO HIT A LAST NIGHT SWIM, OR LAST MINUTE SWIM, THE POOL WAS CLOSING AT 6:00 PM, THAT NIGHT. I WALKED FROM DOWNTOWN, ALONG THE RIVER, AND GOT TO THE POOL, HAPPY TO SEE ALL THE FAMILIES AND KIDS WERE STILL AT THE FUN DOWNTOWN! YEAH, SWIMMING POOL TO MYSELF. THEN, TWO, COP LOOKING FAMILIES, CAME, JUST THE WAY THE DUDES, DEALT WITH THEIR WIVES AND KIDS, COP LIKE, BOSSY, BORDERLINE MEAN, SO I NOTICED THEM! I WAS WEARING A BLACK AND WHITE POCKA-DOT, SWIMSUIT. SO THIS, OLDER, MARINE, LOOKING DUDE, A BIT, SHORT, BUZZ CUT, HIGH AND TIGHT, HAIR STYLE, JUST LIKE THE DUDE YESTERDAY, COMES AND GETS IN THE HOT TUB! HE IS SCOPING THE PLACE, LIKE, HE IS DOING SURVEILLANCE FOR A VICTIM OR ANOTHER ASSASSIN. FINALLY, SOME YOUNG GIRL AND HER LITTLE BROTHER COMES IN, AND SHE IS WEARING A SMALLER PRINT, BLACK AND WHITE POCK-ADOT, SWIMMING SUIT, SHE HAS BLOND HAIR, AND ALL THE TIME, THIS DUDE WAS SCOPING OUT THE JOINT, I WAS IN THE WATER, SO MY HAIR, PROBABLY LOOKED LIGHT BROWN, OR DARKER, AND HE NEVER SAW MY SWIMSUIT! I SEE THIS OLD DUFFER, GET OUT OF THE WATER AND GO OVER TO THE YOUNG GIRL. HE HAD PROBABLY BEEN TOLD THAT I LOOKED YOUNGER THAN, I AM . . . TRUE, BUT THAT IS RIDICULOUS! SHE WAS, LATE TEENS, EARLY TWENTIES! MAYBE A YOUNG LOOKING MOTHER? CERTAINLY, NOT, A WHAT 60 YEAR OLD! LOL. PAYS, IN THIS BUSINESS TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF, OR BE BLESSED WITH YOUNG GENES! THEY CAN NEVER QUIT, FIGURE OUT WHO I AM! ON THE BUS TODAY, THERE WAS A SIGN, THAT SAID, "PLEASE HELP US SEE YOU!" LOL. I MEAN REALLY, I HAVE WONDERED IF I AM INVISIBLE OR SOMETHING, TAKE ON THE IMAGE OF CHRIST OR SOMETHING? LOL. COPS STANDING RIGHT OVER MY HEAD, LOOK RIGHT PAST ME!? PERFECT. I THINK THEY HAVE FIGURED IT OUT, FINALLY, HAVE BEEN LEAVING ME ALONE, OR, TRYING TO LULL ME INTO COMPLACENCY, AND FALL INTO SOME COP TRAP! LOL. AUTO DIDACTIC, ALWAYS KNOW! HONED IN SUPERIOR SKILLS! PROFESSIONAL! DON'T EVER THINK THAT, CLIMBING AND SCRATCHING, CLAWING YOUR WAY, TO THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT, IS NOT LIKE WAR, OR AN ACT OF WAR! LOL. YOU LEARN A SHIT LOAD OF STUFF, SKILLS, AND SMART SHIT! STEALING YOU WAY TO THE TOP, YOU MISS OUT ON THE GLORY OF THE CLIMB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO, AS I AM LOOKING AROUND, THE POOL, WATCHING FOR WHAT APPEARS TO BE A HIT, WITH A MAN, WHO LOOKED A LOT LIKE THE DUDE, WHO TRIED TO GET ME TO HIS APARTMENT, OR HOTEL, WAS, GETTING TO THE TIME THE POOL SHOULD CLOSE, IN NOTICED THE COPS AND THEIR FAMILIES ALL GETTING OUT, THE YOUNG CHICK AND HER BROTHER, OR KID, WERE STILL IN THE POOL, TALKING TO THE MARINE OR COP! I GOT OUT, UNNOTICED, OR SO I THOUGHT . . . GOT IN THE SHOWER, AND ALL THE SUDDEN, HEARD THE SWIM SUIT RINGER, OPEN, AND NOT SHUT! THE SOUND IS LOUD AND OBNOXIOUS! IT JUST KEPT, GOING AND GOING, THEN, SOMEONE POUNDED ON MY SHOWER, DRESSING ROOM DOOR, AND BENT THE LOCK, BLOCKING ME FROM GETTING OUT, BUT FOR A SMALL OPENING, AT THE BOTTOM, OF THE DOOR, SOLID, METAL, AND, WITH, LATCHES OF STEAL! I HAD TO EVENTUALLY, CLIMB UNDER THE DOOR! I SHUT THE LID ON THE BLASTED, ANNOYING MACHINE, THAT COULD COVER A SOUND OF A SHOT GUN, BLAST! TEAM A, ASSASSINATES, TEAM B, CLEANS UP THE MESS! EASY CLEAN UP, IN A TILE SHOWER . . . REACH OVER THE DOOR, SHOT ME, AND, BLOOD CAN BE JUST WASHED, DOWN THE DRAIN, AND, THE SCENE IS CONTAINED, AND THERE IS NOBODY BUT THE YOUNG GIRL AND BOY, NEVER WOULD HAVE NOTICED ANYTHING . . . BUT ONE THING WAS STRANGE, THE DOOR TO THE POOL HAD BEEN LOCKED, ALSO, MAYBE BLOCKING THE GIRL FROM COMING IN THE LOCKER ROOM? DID SOMEONE SAVE ME, OR DID, I BLOCK THE KILL, OR WHAT THE FUCK? THE NEXT MORNING, I GOT IN MY LOCKER AT THE POV. AND, MY BLACK AND WHITE POKE-A-DOT, OH, THERE WE GO, HAD BEEN SLASHED, THREE TIMES, ONE FOR EACH STINK OP THAT FAILED! THE SLASHERS AND THRASHERS, LEFT THEIR, MARK, SHOWING THE ANGER AND RAGE, AT ME AND TAKING THAT OUT ON MY FUCKING SWIMMING SUIT? LOL. IT IS GETTING TIME FOR LUNCH, I WANTED TO, MENTION, JUST A FEW THINGS, I STARTED AND GOT WAYLAID, FROM THE BOOK, AND THE SIMILARITIES, WITH ME AND THE MAIN CHARACTER, COURTLAND OR COURT GENTRY, SYMBOLIC OF ME AND THE COURT: (1) THIS DUDE WAS A HIGHLY TRAINED, MILITARY, MARINE, I THINK, DID SPECIAL OPS, WAS TRAINED AND RECRUITED BY THE CIA, AND HAD SPECIAL TACTICAL TRAINING THERE TOO . . . KIND OF LIKE ME, NOT YOUR AVERAGE JO ATTORNEY, FOR SURE, PROFESSOR, BLOGGER, AND SO MUCH MORE, LOBBYIST, ETC.! (2) HE WAS OVERLY GOOD AT HIS SKILLS, JOB, AND ON HIS ASSIGNMENTS, FIRST WITH THE MILITARY AND LATER WITH THE CIA, UNTIL, THEY PUT OUT A "SHOOT-TO-KILL" ORDER ON HIM? HE NEVER COULD FIGURE OUT WHY, HE LOVED HIS COUNTRY, SERVED IT WITH HONOR AND DID SO WITH THE CIA TOO! THIS MORNING, LOOKING IN THE DIARY PRODUCTS, THERE WAS SOME YOGURT, AND IT WAS CALLED, OR SAID, "TOO GOOD!" I BELIEVE, BELIEVE IT OR NOT, THAT, BOTH ME AND COURT, WERE JUST TOO FUCKING GOOD AND WHATEVER WE DID! (3) HE WAS "IMPOSSIBLE GOOD AT PHYSICAL TYPE STUFF" FIGHTING THE BAD GUYS, AND TAKING DOWN, DOUBLE DIGIT, CASUALTIES, AND NOT GETTING HIT HIMSELF! DITTO! (4) HE SAID, HE DID NOT KNOW WHY, HE WAS BEING CHASED AT SOME POINT, BUT HE JUST KNEW HE WAS . . . SAME HERE, NOT REASON, NO CRIMES, NO WARRANTS, UNLESS BOGUS, FRAMED OR WHATEVER, TOTALLY LAW ABIDING! AS WAS THIS CHARACTER, PROBABLY BASED ON A REAL SOLDIER! (5) THERE WAS ONE INCIDENT IN KIEV, THAT, COURT WAS SO, GOOD THAT THE REST OF THE TEAM DIDN'T BELIEVE, IT WAS EVEN HUMANLY POSSIBLE FOR HIM TO HAVE DONE WHAT HE DID! DITTO! I TOOK NOTES ON THE RUN, WROTE THIS BLOG, FOR 5.5 YEARS, ON THE RUN, WITH STINK OPS, ALMOST EVERY FUCKING DAY, FROM MCDONALD'S, TO THE LAW SCHOOL, WITH, 8 COMPUTERS FRIED, AND ALL PHONES, TRAVELING, AT LEAST 6 WESTERN STATES, AND, WRITING ALMOST, EVERYDAY, NEVER EVEN MISSING FOR, CHRISTMAS AND HOLIDAYS! SAME WITH THE $357.6 MILLION SECURITIES CASE, GOING TO THE U.S. SUPREMES, WHO, I BELIEVE, NOT ONLY STOLE MY WORK AND RESULTS, BUT COPIED, FOR THE MOST PART, AND CASE, I WAS WAITING FOR THEM TO COME OUT WITH TO HELP ME! MY "BRILLIANT" BRIEF, WORDS OF MY CLIENT, WITH A MBA, CAME OUT 10 MONTHS BEFORE, U.S.A. VS. JONES, USING MY CREATIVE INTERPRETATION OF THE 4TH AMENDMENT! NOW JUSTICE NEAL GORFUCK IS ON THE U.S. SUPREME COURT? ANY CONNECTIONS TO MAKING THE CASE, "UNPUBLISHED" AND "NON-PRECEDENT" SETTING? MY BRIEF IS BETTER THAN, THE U.S. SUPREME COURTS, BECAUSE, LIKE AN ALGEBRA EQUATION, THEY GOT THE ANSWER RIGHT, BUT DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO MAKE THE ARGUMENTS, FIT THE SOLUTION OR FINDING IN THE CASE! SHHHHHH! NOBODY BUT ME, THE WRITER, THE RESEARCHER, THE ATTORNEY, THE PERSON WHO TOOK THE CASE, FROM, THE FIRST IDEA, TO BEING STOLEN, WOULD KNOW! TOO GOOD! SO GOOD, IT'S GONE . . . JUST LIKE MY BLOG!!!!!!!!! (6) NOW, COURT CAN ONLY, WORK, AS A CONTRACTOR AND HIT MAN FOR PRIVATE, GOVERNMENT CONNECTED FIRMS, BEING PAID BIG BUCKS TO BREAK NECKS AND KILL! HE HAS NO COUNTRY, HAS NOT HOME, CAN'T EVER STOP AND WELL NEVER, BE, SAFE, UNTIL THEY KILL HIM! ONE OF THE REASONS, FOR THE "SHOOT-TO-KILL" ORDER, IS THAT HE IS CAUSING TROUBLE IN THE INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DO YAH THINK?????? GOD? WHO WOULDN'T WANT SOMEONE LIKE HIM AND ME ON THEIR TEAM? FUCK? STUPID IS AS STUPID DOES! IT HAS TAKEN, 6 TO 10 WOMEN AND PROBABLY THAT MANY MEN, OR MORE TO DO WHAT, I DO, OR STEAL WHAT I DO AND TAKE CREDIT FOR MY WORK AND I AM GOING HALF SPEED, AT BEST, EFFORTLESS! I AM A PROFESSIONAL, IN THE HIGHEST SENSE OF THE WORD! SO WAS HE. THE ORDER SAID, TO SHOOT HIM AND WHEN HE IS DOWN, SHOOT HI AGAIN, UNTIL THE SON OF A BITCH NEVER MOVES ANOTHER MUSCLE! DITTO! (7) ANOTHER MAN, WHO LOOKED LIKE COURT AND WAS TRAINED LIKE COURT, RUSS, CAME AND HELPED HIM AGAINST, 8 MEN FROM THE GOVERNMENT CONTRACTORS WHO WERE HIRED BY THE CIA, TO KILL COURT, SO THE AGENCY OR THE "COMPANY" DIDN'T GET BLAMED, OR CONNECTED TO THE KILL! BETWEEN THE TWO MEN, THEY TOOK OUT AT LEAST, 6 OF THEM, MAYBE 7. RUSS WAS INJURED, AND COVERED FOR COURT, WHO DIDN'T TRUST HIM, JUST LIKE I TOLD THE DUDE YESTERDAY, I DON'T TRUST ANYONE, EVEN MY OWN, KIDS! RUSS, WANTED TO USE, COURT TO SET UP SOME NEW COMPANY, TO COMPETE FOR THE BIG BUCKS, AROUND THE GLOBE, DOING THIS KIND OF SHIT, TAKING OUT WORLD LEADERS AND BAD GUYS, ALLEGEDLY, BUT COURT DIDN'T TRUST HIM AND RIGHTLY SO . . . (8) RUSS, INJURED, FINDS HIMSELF WITH SOME INTELLIGENCE AGENT, FROM MOSSAD, THE ISRAELI INTEL, ARM, AND, HE DOESN'T HAVE A PASSPORT, AND IS, WORRIED HE MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO PASS THROUGH CUSTOMS, WITH TWO COPS, EYEING HIM AND CALLING IN TOP SECURITY OR INTEL GUYS . . . WHEN IN A TOUGH SPOT, RUSS, NOT HIS REAL NAME, INVOKES THE NAME OF "COURT" TO GET THROUGH, BECAUSE, COURT'S NAME IS FAMOUS AROUND, WORLD SPIES, FOR ALL HIS HAS DONE AND IS NOTED FOR . . . IT IS KIND OF LIKE SHELLEY, GOING UNDER COVER, AS ME MEETING WITH, KIM JONG UN, AND ME SEEING HER IN THE FIRST TRIP, AND ALERTING, KIM THAT THE LADY, HE SEES AND THE BLOGGER HE LOVES, ARE NOT ONE IN THE SAME WOMEN, AND HE IS BEING, FOOLED BY TRUMP, WHO IS BEING FOOLED BY SHELLEY, OR THIS GOON SQUAD, OF FUCKERS! THEY HAVE ALTERIOR MOTIVES, FOR WHATEVER, THE COUNTRY, NEEDS, THEY ARE SPECIAL INTERESTS, LIKE THE MEN LIKE COURT AND RUSS, WORKING FOR CONTRACTORS, ACTING ON BEHALF OF GOVERNMENT AGENCIES WHO CAN'T DO THIS SHIT! SO THE USE OF A WORLD FAMOUS NAME AND ASSUMING THEIR IDENTITY, TO GET PLACES AND IN DOORS . . . THE BIG READ! FROM PUTIN TO TRUMP, TO ANGELA, TO THERESA, AND BEBE! DON'T FOOL YOURSELVES! NOW I DON'T KNOW WHERE, MY BLOGS ARE GOING, OTHER THAN INTO SOME PRIVATE, COMPUTER, BEING DENIED TO THE PUBLIC THE INTENDED BENEFICIARIES! (9) RUSS, TELLS, COURT THAT HE CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHY THE CIA WANTS HIM DEAD EITHER, A TOTAL PATRIOT, LOVES THE COUNTRY, FIGHTS FOR THE COUNTRY??????????? ME NEITHER! I LEFT THE BBQ, HEARING THERE WAS ANOTHER, BBQ AT ST. FRANCIS XAVIOR CHURCH, BUT AT 4:00 PM, RATHER THAN, THE REAL TIME, RIGHT AFTER THE OTHER BBQ, BEING TOLD THIS BY, SOME DUDE, I SUSPECT OF BEING, IN THIS CROWD, OF LEACHES, ON THE NON-GOVERNMENT, GOVERNMENT, "SHOOT-TO-KILL" LIST--I DON'T MEET ANYONE BY ACCIDENT, ALL IS PLANNED, SAM CAN'T REMEMBER HIS LAST NAME, SOMETHING, SUSPICIOUS, SOUNDING, SEEING HIM EVERYWHERE I GO, TOLD ME ABOUT THE BBQ, WANTED ME TO GO WITH HIM . . . AH, NO! I WILL MEET YOU THERE . . . 4 HOURS AFTER THE BBQ? BUT, I DITCHED HIM AND WENT IN THE PAWN SHOP ACROSS FROM THE COURT HOUSE, TO KILL SOME TIME . . . . AS I LOOKED THROUGH THE VIDEOS, ALL THE ONES OF THOUSANDS THAT JUMPED OUT AT ME, WERE "KILL ZONE" OR "DEAD-RING" OR ALL THESE TOP SUPER-DUPER TRAINED, MILITARY OR COP TYPES, HIRED TO DO THE DIRTY WORK OF THE GOVERNMENT, WITH, QUESTIONABLE MOTIVES AND MONEY SOURCES! YEAH, LONG HAIRED, INDIAN DUDE, IS ONE OF THEIRS, I JUST KNOW IT, MET ME THE FIRST NIGHT IN TOWN, BEEN HANGING AROUND EVER SINCE . . . ALL THERE WERE AT THE BBQ AT THE CHURCH, WERE WINDOW WASHERS? USE SERVICE PERSONNEL, FOR COVER FOR AGENTS . . . WAITING FOR ME? NOT FLATTERED! DON'T KNOW HOW LONG I WILL KEEP WRITING, AND THAT MAY BE THE GOAL, BECAUSE, THEY ARE STEALING IT ALMOST AS I WRITE IT, SO???????????????????????? WHAT IS THE THRILL FOR ME IF, WE THE PEOPLE NEVER GET IT? I DON'T WANT THESE BUTTFUCKING FAGGOTS AND MOGGOTS, TO GET MY MONEY AND FUND SHIT I DON'T WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOT ONLY ARE MY ENEMIES, HACKING MY BLOG, BUT THEY HAVE BLOCKED IT FROM ALMOST EVERY SITE ON THE INTERNET, AFTER BEING THE TOP 3 TO 10 ON EVERY SITE, ALMOST WITHOUT EXCEPTIONS, NOW ALMOST CAN'T FIND IT, BUT FOR A FEW, STRAGGLER BLOGS THAT WERE SO BIG, THAT THEY DIDN'T NEED TO BE UNDER MY TITLE OR BLOGSPOT, STOOD BY THEMSELVES, BUT, AFTER THE LAST 1,000 BLOGS, WERE STOLEN, FOLLOWED BY ANOTHER, 1142 OR SO, ROUGHLY 2,000 BLOGS AND THAT FOLLOWING 50 OR SO EARLIER IN THE YEAR, THE BLOG IS ALMOST  COMPLETELY GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I BELIEVE, THE HACKERS, SHELLEY, KAY, BRETT, JAMES, MY FATHER, MORMON CONTROLLED, NSA, CIA, FBI, DIA, DEA, AND ALL THE ALPHABET SOUPS, AND THE MARINES, ARE GOING TO AFTER STEALING THE BLOGS AND ALL THE INITIAL MONEY, I MAKE, THEY NOW ARE GOING TO MARKET BOOKS, UNDER, MY NAME AND SELL THE BLOGS, IN BOOK FOR, TO DOUBLE THEIR PROFITS, WITHOUT ME GETTING A FUCKING RED PENNY!  THE CURSOR, WENT BACK TO THE START OF THE TITLE, SO, THAT IS A CLEAR SIGN TO ME THAT IT HAS BEEN HACKED, AND, I HAD A HARD TIME FINDING, A SITE WITH MY BLOG, AN UNKNOWN, FOR THE LAST 5.5 YEARS!

THEY ARE ROBBING YOU . . . I ALREADY KNOW THIS STUFF!  THEY WANT TO MAKE YOU PAY FOR WHAT I FREELY, GAVE TO YOU FOR NOTHING!  GOD ONLY KNOWS, WHAT NAME, TITLE, BLOGSPOT, OR BOOK TITLE, THEY WILL MARKET IT UNDER . . . ONE OF THE 1,000 NAMES, WHO GET BANK OFF ME, FOR PLAYING THEIR FUCKED UP LITTLE GAMES TO FUND BLACK OP CIA GIGS AROUND THE GLOBE . . . THEY ARE UP TO NO GOOD!  THEY NEED TO BE DISBANDED AND START OVER, LIKE THEY DID WITH THE OFFICE OF STRATEGIC INTELLIGENCE AND SERVICES!  THEY ARE ALL ABOUT SELF-INTERESTS OBVIOUSLY, THE BUSINESS SIDE OF AMERICA!  FORGET THE RIGHTS, LIKE THIS, BOLD FACED, THEFT OF INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY!

HACKED AGAIN, FUCKING 9:11 AM, THIS TELLS ME THIS IS AUTO HACKING!  PROGRAMMED IN, TO HACK, EVERY WORD I LOOK UP, OR SPELL CHECK, OR, IF I GO TO THE BODY OF THE BLOG!  FUCKING DISGUSTING, NOW THEY ARE TAKING, AND STEALING, EVEN THE JOY, I GET OUT KNOWING, HOW MANY READERS I GET ON HOME MANY, SITES, ON HOW MANY SEARCH ENGINES, ALL OF THEM, AND USED TO BE ON EVERY GOD DAMNED SITE, ON THE INTERNET, TOP, 3 AT LEAST!  OH, BUT WE ARE GOING TO STAMP OUT HUNGER, AND CURE CANCER, AND, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH, AS THEY JET SET AROUND, THE GLOBE, DOING ALL KINDS OF ATROCIOUS AND MURDERS, TAKING AT WILL WHAT THEY WANT!  FUCKING LOSERS CAN'T WRITE ONE OF THESE BLOGS AND I DO IT EFFORTLESSLY!  THAT IS CALLED A PROFESSIONAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HACKED AGAIN, THEY TRY TO PROTECT THEIR OWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 9:57 AM!

PROTECTING, FORMER SON-IN-LAW, FUCKING BASTARD ASS, FAGGOT, SPARTAN WARRIOR!  I TOLD OU ONCE AND I WILL TELL YOU AGAIN, I WILL TAKE EVERYTHING YOU HOLD NEAR AND DEAR, AND, GUESS WHAT, THAT TIME HAS COME . . . ADD YOUR FREEDOM TO THAT, FUCKER!  WANT SHELLEY OR SUE SHIT FOR YOUR MOTHER-IN-LAW, GOOD, BECAUSE, I NEVER WANTED YOUR SORRY ASS IN THE FIRST PLACE, KNEW YOU WERE A FUCKING COP THE FIRST SECOND, I LAID EYES ON YOU!  LOOKS, SMELLS, ACTS, DOES PROTECTIVE SWEEPS, LOOKS IN DRAWERS, CUPBOARDS, CLOSETS, NO BOUNDARIES, STEALS, LIES, CHEATS . . . YEAH, THAT'S A COP OF THAT ERA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!