TRUMPTANTRUM. TRUMPTASTROPHY. PARANOID & SLOPPY. UNCORK EXTRAORDINARY. EASY NON-FICTION. THIS = THAT? LOL! QUEEN OF THE AMAZON. WONDER WOMAN? STYLE IDOL. STYLE MOTTO. JIMMY CHOO. WE ARE NOT AFRAID. LEAN REMINI. SCIENTOLOGY AND THE AFTERMATH. WE ARE NOT SCRIPTED. LIVE P.D. HARRY STYLE. WE ARE NOT PREDICABLE. WAHLBURGERS. DANIEL KILGORE. WE ARE. LOOK CLOSER. GOOD WIN. MADEMOISELLE YULIA. QUEEN MAXIMA. NETHERLANDS. BANNER BANK? BY WHAT AUTHORITY? JEREMY IRONS. IRON CAST. LAUREN HUTTON. FENDI CASA. SOME FOLLOW TRADITION. SOME OUTRUN IT! GENESIS. FANFAIR. HOT TYPE. THE NAUGHTY NINETIES. DAVID FRIEND. MY POWERHOUSE. WELCOME TO THE TEA BUBBLE. PURE LEAF. DECADE OF DECADENCE. NO LONGER FROZEN IN TIME. DACOR. HOT TRACKS. RICHARD MILLE. CHRONICLING GLOBAL STYLE LEADERS. FAIRGROUND. SHOCK JOCKS. POLITICS & PROSE. TO UNDERSTAND OUR COMPLEX FINISH. IT HELPS TO KNOW WHERE IT ALL STARTS! SIMPLY PERFECT. HOMESTREET BANK. IGNORANCE IS NO EXCUSE OF THE LAW. ALL WIRE. COOK SECURITY GROUP. REDI NATIONAL. "JUST SAY NO TO BUGS!" UNIVERSITY VOLKSWAGEN. ORANGE & WHITE VW VAN. WISH I STILL HAD IT! SCREAM! THE GOOD GUYS? FOUR ACES. THEN WHO ARE THE BAD GUYS? FUCK? AIR + DUCT CLEANING MADE EASY. THE ABDUCTION OF SMITH & SMITH. 4 OUT OF 5 KIDS DON'T DRINK! ROCKET MAN? KIM JONG UN LABEL? WISDOM IN THAT ONE? "THESE STREETS ARE OURS!" YOUR COPS ON TRUMP! ANOTHER, WHITE KILLER COP, GETS AQUITTED, FOR KILLING A BLACK MAN SITTING IN HIS CAR, WAITING FOR HIS SON, READING A BOOK . . . COP THOUGHT IT WAS A GUN? SHOT HIM AND PLANTED ONE? MAYORS. SHERIFFS. GOVERNORS! GET YOUR COPS SOME TRAINING! WHAT WE HAVE IS THE COPS ARE AFRAID OF THEIR OWN SHADOW AND WE ARE PAYING THEM TO PROTECT THEMSELVES AND THE SYSTEM THEY REPRESENT OR TO BE REVENUE FARMERS! DUE PROCESS, NOTICE + HEARING, IS CONSTITUTIONALLY REQUIRED, BEFORE, THE TAKING OF LIFE, LIBERTY, OR PROPERTY! WHAT IS SO FUCKING HARD ABOUT THAT? THINK, LIABILITY, LIABILITY, LIABILITY! WE ARE TALKING MILLIONS IN CIVIL RIGHTS SUITS! WORTH INVESTING IN SOME SIMPLE TRAINING . . . COPS CAN'T KILL PEOPLE! PERIOD. IN A BANK ROBBERY OR DRUG BUST, WITH GUNS BLAZING . . .FUCK YEAH. DADS PICKING UP KIDS, BEING GOOD DADS, TAKING WEEKEND DUTY? DO YAH THINK? GOD. WHAT IS IT GOING TO TAKE? NEW DEVELOPMENT IN THE RUSSIAN TRUMP 2016 FIASCO . . . WHO WAS MICRO TARGETING SWING STATES, THE 4 OR 5 PEOPLE ON ELECTORAL COLLEGE ROLLS THAT WOULD FLIP, WHO WERE THE AMERICAN SPOTTERS WHO KNEW SO MUCH, TO ENABLE, TRUMP, TO LOOK LIKE A POLITICAL GENIUS, THAT WE KNOW HE IS NOT? THERE ARE FIRMS OF AMERICANS, WHO ARE WILLING TO JUST TAKE RUSSIAN MONEY, TO MAKE A BUCK, TAKE A HANDOUT, AND JUST WANTED TO GET RID OF THE ESTABLISHMENT CANDIDATE, CLINTON, AND TRY, TRUMP WITH ALL HIS ZITZ, PIMPLES, DIMPLES, AND GROPING(?) . . . WHO ARE THESE PEOPLE? SPECIAL COUNSEL, ROBERT MUELLER WANTS TO KNOW? MUELLER AND HIS MEN, NOW 17, MIGHT WANT A BRAIN INFUSION, WITH A FEMALE MIND TO COUNTERBALANCE, THAT YING AND YANG THING, THAT WORKS FOR WELL WITH UP AND COMING BUSINESS, START UPS AND COMPANIES, THAT ARE THRIVING! LIKE IT OF NOT, YOU ARE WORKING WITH ONLY HALF A BRAIN! LOL. BUT, HIS CRACK TEAM, IF THEY DON'T START PRODUCING SOMETHING, PEOPLE ARE GOING TO THINK THERE WAS NOTHING TO THE PROBE OR THE INVESTIGATION, AND THE TEAM IS WASTING TAX PAYERS' MONEY! NEW YORK TIMES REPORTER, SAID AND I AGREE! ALTHOUGH, REGARDLESS OF WHETHER MUELLER, AN INSIDER, IN BOTH THE F.B.I., TRUMPLAND, AND THE U.S. ATTORNEY GENERAL'S OFFICE, DURING, BOTH THE BUSH AND OBAMA PRESIDENCIES, MAY HAVE ALTERIOR MOTIVES, FOR DRAGGING HIS FEET, DATING BACK TO 2000, I HAVE MY THEORIES, AS TO WHOM HE IS PROTECTING, AND WHY! FACEBOOK, IS SOMEWHERE, THEY ARE LOOKING FOR CONNECTIONS, RATHER, THAN, START WITH ERIC PRINCE, THE PRINCE OF THE UNITED EMERITS, MEETING ON CEYSHELLE ISLANDS, SETTING UP BACK CHANNEL COMMUNICATIONS WITH MOSCOW, A DIRECT CONNECTION WITH BETSY DEVOS, AND CAMPIAGN FINANCES, SO WHO, SET UP THAT GIG? THEN WE HAVE KUSHNER AND ALL HIS SANCTIONED BANKS, HIM EVEN BEING SO BOLD AS TO REQUEST THE USE OF RUSSIAN OR KREMLIN SPY EQUIPMENT TO CIRCUMVENT, WHITE HOUSE COMMUNICATIONS SYSTEMS, OUR INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY, COMING FROM A BOY WHO LOOKS SO INNOCENT, STAYING OFF THE RADAR SCREEN RIGHT NOW, SO AS TO STAY OFF MUELLER'S HOT SEAT, AS IS IVANKA . . . THESE ARE ACTS OF CRIMINAL INTENT, AND GOING BY THE SAME STATUTE, THAT EVERYONE, TRUMP, FLYNN, CHRISTIE, RUDY, AND OTHERS, WANTED, COMEY TO PROCEED WITH, PROSECUTION, IS EXACTLY THE ONE THAT HANGS, TRUMP, SENDING HIM STRAIGHT TO IMPEACHMENT, IF NOT, TREASON AND MORE SEVERE PENALTIES! WE ARE NOT TALKING THAT THEY FUCKED UP AND CHEATED ON SOME, SCHOOL BOARD OR SMALL CITY COUNCIL ELECTION, AFFECTING A SMALL NUMBER OF PEOPLE, BUT A POSITION, THAT PUTS THE WHOLE COUNTRY AT RISK, I.E., ROCKET BOY, AND IN THE HANDS OF COMPLETE INCOMPETENCE, AS PER, THE ENTIRE WHITE HOUSE STAFF AND CABINET! FUCK, NOW EVEN TY COBBS AND TRUMP'S OTHER ATTORNEY, WERE CAUGHT, FIGHTING OVER, HOW COOPERATIVE, TRUMP AND TEAM SHOULD BE WITH PROSECUTION COUNSEL? IT SEEMS THAT ANYONE WITHIN, 100 MILE RADIUS OF THE WHITE HOUSE, TURNS TO GREEN JELLY BRAINS, WITH MCGAN AND OTHERS, GIVING OUT SHITTY COUNSEL AND ADVICE, FROM START TO FINISH! CHECK UNDER THE BEDSHEETS AND IN CLOSETS FOR SHELLEY, BRETT, FRANK AND KAY, RACHEL AND MY FATHER, BRANDISHING MY NAME AND SPORTING MY KIDS, AND RESUME, PRETENDING TO KNOW THE LAW AND BE ATTORNEYS, IF NOT FORMER UNITED STATES ATTORNEYS, WHEN, THEY HAVE NOT EVEN GONE TO LAW SCHOOL! THIS IS THE CLOWN SHIT WE ARE DEALI NG WITH! CLINT WATTS, FORMER F.B.I. AGENT, BACK IN THE DAY, WHEN, THEY WERE ACTUALLY FUNCTIONING AS A LAW ENFORCEMENT, ENTITY, RATHER THAN AN ARM OF THE REPUBLICAN PARTY AND THE MORMON CHURCH, HE SAID, THAT THERE WERE TWO KEY ELEMENTS THAT MADE THIS ELECTION DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS WHERE RUSSIA HAS ATTEMPTED TO INFLUENCE THE PROCESS AND THE OUTCOME: (1) THIS TIME, THEY HACKED MATERIALS AND ACTUALLY, RELEASED THE INFORMATION INTO THE WILDS, TO BE DONE WITH, WHAT, ANY TWISTED SICK ASS, FUCK, WANTED TO DO WITH IT, LIKE GENERAL FLYNN AND HIS DUMB ASS SON, REFUSING TO WITHDRAW, THE SHIT ON THE CHILD PRON, RING, THAT HILLARY AND PODESTA, WERE ALLEGEDLY RUNNING, DURING A HOT CAMPAIGN, WITH SO MUCH FREE TIME, WITH KIDDIE PRON CENTRAL, OPERATING DOWN THE STREET FROM THE WHITE HOUSE, AND CAPITOL BUILDING, AT THE COMET PIZZERIA! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT SHIT? (2) THOSE LEAKS OF INTEL, COMING OUT OF WASHINGTON, D.C., AND OTHER PLACES, LIKE NEW YORK F.B.I. FIELD AGENCY, WITH RUDY GUILIANI, RUBBING HIS HANDS TOGETHER, SAYING ON NATIONAL TV, THAT THERE WAS SOMETHING REAL BIG, COMING OUT, THAT WOULD CHANGE THE OUTCOME OF THE ELECTION, SOMETHING REAL DAMAGING TO HILLARY CLINTON, AND THAT NEXT DAY OR SHORTLY THEREAFTER, F.B.I. DIRECTOR, JAMES COMEY, RELEASED THE LETTER, THAT HE WAS RE-OPENING THE CLINTON, EMALE INVESTIGATION, WITHOUT, CHECKING TO SEE IF THERE WAS ANY MERIT TO THE LETTER, AND SOME SAY THE SOURCES, MAY HAVE BEEN RUSSIAN SOURCES! THE PSYCHO GRAPHICS OF THIS, ELECTION ARE STUNNING, IN THEIR BLATANCY, AND SHOCKINGLY, UNCONSTITUTIONAL, IN BREADTH AND PEOPLE NEED TO PAY FOR THEIR CRIMES AND SINS, INCLUDING, F.B.I., TRUMPKIN AGENTS! THIS IS RIDICULOUS, AT BEST! IT WAS THE UNIFICATION OF THE "BIG SWINNING DICKS" ALL MICRO TARGETING THE FIRST FEMALE CANDIDATE, THE MOST QUALIFIED, PERSON, MALE OR FEMALE EVER TO RUN FOR PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES! WHEN, DO YOU THINK, WE ARE EVER, GOING TO GET SUCH A WELL TRAINED, WELL QUALIFIED AND WORLD RECOGNIZED FIGURE AGAIN? PUTIN TEAMED WITH, TRUMPKINS, TO TAKE HILLARY OUT, BECAUSE, HE WAS AFRAID OF HER, AS WERE THE F.B.I., AND OTHER ALPHABET SOUP AGENCIES, AND THE MILITARY, NO LONGER, IS SKIRT CHASING, SEXUAL ASSAULT, AND HOLDING WOMEN, DOWN, GOING TO FLY AGAIN, AND POSSIBLY, SHE COULD HAVE PROTECTED THROUGH HER POWER OF THE OFFICE, OTHER QUALIFIED AND TRAINED WOMEN, THAT ARE NOT INTERVIEW, ON DADDY'S SWINNING DICK! FEAR OR FEARS, DRED OF DRED, A WOMAN, BOSS? SHIT, NO! NOW HOW IN THE FUCK, DID TRUMP, END UP LOOKING LIKE A POLITICAL GENIUS AND A POLITICAL GENIUS, END UP, LOOKING A CRIMINAL? SHIT, HILLARY HAD A 68% APPROVAL RATING COMING OUT OF HER TENURE AS SECRETARY OF STATE! TRUMP WILL NEVER REACH THAT IN THIS LIFETIME! FUCK? YOU MAY, IN EXTENTION OF THAT QUESTION, ASK YOURSELF, HOW, SOMEONE WITH MY BACKGROUND, EDUCATION, EXPERIENCE, 4 BAR LICENSES TO THE TOP, TEIR OF COURTS IN THIS LAND, WITH HOT JOBS, AND PROFESSORSHIPS, AND AWARD WINNING MANUALS, END UP HOMELESS, WHILE, MY SISTER, WITH A MERE BIOLOGY DEGREE, ENDED UP, WITH THE PRESIDENT IN SAUDI ARABIA, WITH JARED KUSHNER IN THE HALLS OF CONGRESS, AND THE CHEERLEADER, AT TRUMP RALLIES? HOW THE FUCK, DOES THAT HAPPEN? BIG SWINGING DICKS! THAT IS HOW HILLARY LOST TOO! GET REAL, STOP LOOKING BEYOND THE MARK IN ANY OF THIS! IT IS AS SIMPLE AS ADAM AND EVE, BLAME THE WOMAN, AND FEAR HER FOR THE REST OF YOUR TIME ON EARTH! GOD? WOMEN HOLD UP HALF THE SKY, DUMB ASSES! YOU DON'T THINK WE ARE SICK AND TIRED OF MEN? AMAZON QUEEN! OPRAH AND HER CREW, HAVE ABOUT HAD IT TOO . . . SHE IS STARTING SOMETHING CALLED, "FIRST" . . . IT'S TIME FOR A CHANGE! THE GOOD THING ABOUT HILLARY'S LOSE IS THAT, THERE ARE 2,000 QUALIFIED AND TRAINED, WOMEN, WILLING TO GIVE IT A SECOND CHANCE TO HAVE A WOMEN IN THE WHITE HOUSE, FUCK, THIRD WORLD COUNTRIES DO IT, AND THIS SHINING BEACON ON THE HILL, THAT SHINING LIGHT ON THE HILL, CAN'T? WHAT KIND OF MESSAGE DOES THAT, SEND TO WOMEN, WORLD WIDE, TO YOUR WIVES, YOUR DAUGHTERS, YOUR SISTERS, YOUR GRANDMOTHERS, WHO ARE MORE QUALIFIED THAN, ANY MALE THEY HAVE EVER MET! GET REAL. WOMEN, STOP BEING YOUR, OWN WORST ENEMY. YOU DON'T NEED TO VOTE FOR A WOMAN BECAUSE SHE IS A WOMEN, BUT BECAUSE SHE IS THE FUCKING "MOST" QUALIFIED TO DO THE JOB! WE ARE ALMOST THROUGH, TRUMP'S FIRST YEAR AND WHAT THE FUCK HAS BEEN ACCOMPLISHED? SCANDAL AFTER SCANDAL, FIRING AFTER FIRING, WARS WITH THE PRESS, AND 20 CONSTITUTIONAL CHALLENGES TO UNCONSTITUTIONAL EXECUTIVE ORDERS THAT WERE SIGNED AND HANDED OUT LIKE CANDY, FROM SOME LOONEY TUNE, DICTATOR, WHO NEVER READ WHAT HE SIGNED, JUST GRINNED FOR THE PHOTO OPS! WE NEED REAL AND WE NEED IT REAL FAST! WE HAVE A NATION TO RUN. NOW, AGAIN, 4TH BRANCH OF GOVERNMENT, WE HAVE A KILL OBAMACARE, ATTEMPT, IN THE NEXT, 10 DAYS . . . WHEN, CONGRESS, ACTUALLY, DOES SOMETHING IT IS HURTING THE NATION. DUE TO TRUMPERTANTRUMS AND TRUMPTASTROPHIES, MITCH MCCONNELL, IS AT IT AGAIN, THE FIGHT WITH TRUMP WAS FOR SHOW, MADE FOR TV, NOW, HE IS TRYING TO SLIDE A VOTE, THROUGH AGAINST THE AFFORDABLE CARE ACT, THAT IS WORSE AND MORE HARMFUL TO AMERICAN HEALTH CHECK UP, THAN EITHER, THE FIRST, OR SECOND BILL . . . THIS ONE IS CALLED, THE "GRAHAM--CASSIDY BILL" THAT BASICALLY, FUCKS, ALL PROTECTIONS FOR EVERYONE, DEFUNDS, PLANNED PARENTHOOD, AND GUTS MEDICAID AND THE MEDICAID EXCHANGES AND EXTENSIONS, PLUS ABOUT EVERYTHING ELSE, AGAIN, LIKE PROTECTIONS AGAINST CHARGING, THOSE ON SOCIAL SECURITY, OR OUR ELDERLY, 5 TIMES, WHAT YOUNGER INSURED ARE PAYING, AND THEY ARE ON FIXED INCOMES . . . BLAH, BLAH, BLAH, NO HEARINGS, NO TESTIMONY OF EXPERTS, NOT DEBATE, NOTHING BUT A BUDGET SCORE, THAT DOESN'T TELL THE WHOLE STORY ANYWAY! IT IS "ONE RADICAL PIECE OF LEGISLATION" SO, CALLING ALL 4TH BRANCH OF GOVERNMENT, FIRE UP THOSE PHONE LINES, GET ONLINE, REPRESENTATIVES, HOMEPAGES, CALL DISTRICT OFFICES, AND BLAST THE SHIT OUT OF THIS . . . HEALTH CARE IS 1/6TH OF THE AMERICAN ECONOMY! CONGRESS IS PAID, A SHIT LOAD WITH TONS OF VACATION TIME, AND GET PERKS OUT THE YING, YANG, AND DO FUCKING NOTHING BUT PONTIFICATE, AND BULL SHIT, FOR THE TV AND JOURNALISTS! THIS IS SLOPPY, AND STUPID, LEGISLATING AND WAY TO CONDUCT THE BUSINESS OF THE NATION! IT IS NOT THE WAY, THE COUNTRY WORKS, AND WE NEED TO DEMAND, LIKE WE DID, THAT THEY JUMP THROUGH ALL THE HOOPS, THAT THEY HOLD THE HEARINGS, AND, LISTEN TO THE EXPERTS, NOT, "SLAM BAMB AND THANK YOU MAME" TYPE, SHIT! ONE CONGRESSMAN OR SENATOR, REPORTED, THAT, THERE HAS ONLY BEEN 90 SECONDS, TO 2 MINUTES OF DEBATE AND TIME, ON THIS BILL, TO EDUCATE CONGRESS ON THE PLUSES, IF THERE ARE ANY, OR THE HUGE ASS MINUSES, AND THERE ARE TONS! CONGRESS REPUBLICANS, ARE ONLY DOING THIS TO GIVE TRUMP A WIN? WHAT THE FUCK, WHO THE FUCK CARES, ABOUT, TRUMPCARE! SHIT, WE HAVE A NATION TO PROTECT, TO KEEP HEALTHY AND HAPPY, AND NEWSFLASH PREZ. YOU ARE HERE, AS IS CONGRESS TO SERVIE US . . . IF ANY OF YOU BAULK AT THAT, GET THE FUCK OUT, BECAUSE THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO WANT TO SERVE, AND WILL SERVE AND WILL DO THEIR JOBS, TAKING THEM SERIOUS! THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN HILLARY, AND THAT IS ME, AND THAT IS, WOMEN, FOR THE MOST PART, AND THEY CARE, MORE AND HANDLE RELATIONSHIPS BETTER, ARE NOT SO, MONEY FOCUSED, THESE FUCKS AND STIFFS ARE BOUGHT AND SOLD, TO PASS THIS SHIT . . . WE NEED NEW FRESH, PEOPLE, IN OFFICE, WHO ACTUALLY GIVE A SHIT, NOT JUST WANT TO REMAIN FOR LIFE AS A MEMBER OF THE CLUB! I BET THERE HAVE BEEN BRIBES! FREE PRESS, CALLING ALL JOURNALISTS AND INVESTIGATIVE REPORTERS, I AM SMELLING A RATPAK, AND MEMBERS OF CONGRESS, HAVE BEEN PAID, TO SHOVE THIS SHIT DOWN, OUR THROATS, LONG GONE ARE THE DAYS OF ETHICAL, CARING, SENATORS, LIKE TED KENNEDY, TIP ONIELL, AND I AM SURE THERE ARE A FEW REPUBICANS, LIKE JOHN MCCAIN, AND OTHERS, BUT, THE LIONS OF THE SENATE ARE LONG GONE! SAD.

GRAHAM--CASSIDY BILL TO KILL OBAMACARE, UP AND LOOKING LIKE THEY HAVE THE NUMBERS TO KILL YOUR HEALTH CARE . . .

• BLOW UP THE PHONE LINES
• CALL YOUR SENATORS AND CONGRESSMAN AND WOMEN
• SEND EMAILS, TEXTS, AND CALL DISTRICT OFFICES
• YOU KILLED THESE ATTEMPTS, ONCE IN THE HOUSE, A SECOND TIME IN THE SENATE, AND NOW, YOU HAVE TO KILL IT AGAIN, IN THE SENATE
• A BILL THAT IS 1/6 THE AMERICAN ECONOMY, HAS HAD LESS THAT 90 SECONDS TO 2 MINUTES OF THESE POOR OVERWORKED, SENATORS TIME!

70% OF THESE CLOWNS, ONLY CARE ABOUT ONE THING, AND THAT IS STAYING IN THE CLUB!  SO, YOUR VOTE MATTERS TO THEM, YOUR VOICE MATTERS, AND YOUR THOUGHTS, MAY PERSUADE THEM, AND SURELY, A GROUP OF VOTERS CAN EXTEND AND EXERT SOME POWER OVER THEM!

THE MOST VULNERABLE IN OUR POPULATIONS WILL BE AT RISK!

YOU HAVE POWER . . . USE IT OR LOSE IT!

"BE A FIRST-RATE VERSON OF YOURSELF, INSTEAD OF A SECOND-RATE VERSION OF SOMEBODY ELSE!" --Judy Garland.

GET SOME SKIN IN THE GAME!

Reporter, JoAnn S. Secrist, J.D., signing off, from Sophia's Place, Bellevue, Washington, 9:48 AM, 9/19/2017.  P.S., some great articles, in this month's, VANITY FAIR, on Trump and power house, female reporters, one on great leaders and presidents of the passed, and some other very interesting stuff . . . never thought of Vanity Fair, in those terms, like Playboy and Hustler, there are some really, thoughtful good, writing!  THANKS!  That is where I got the term, "Big Swinging Dicks" from!  LOL.  Love it!

HAVE AN AMAZING DAY!
KISS.

FABULASH! FLAMEBLOCK. PURECLEAN. BIG SWINGING DICKS. WHEN A WOLF IS HUNGRY. #DON'T CRACK UNDER PRESSURE! OBSESSIONS FROM PEOPLE WE'RE OBSESSED WITH. SLAM DUNK. THROWBACK. "MY DESK" BY DANIELLE STEEL. KEY TO THE CURE. GANGPLANKED! PENALTY BOX. ERICK BOLLING WEINERING. GORILLA MIND-SET. JAMES WOLCOTT. BIGGEST STAR & GNARLIEST SAMURAI. THE MCLAUGHLIN GROUP. WE'RE ALL IN IT TOGETHER, AGAIN. ROCKY MOUNTAIN COLD REFRESHMENT. YOU SINCE '92! CHRIS ROCK. BENJAMIN MOORE. BETTER MATTERS! INGREDIENTS FOR HEALTHY LIVING. HONEY BEE? DREAM MIGHT CHANGE YOUR MIND! TYPHOON SALLY! THE BIG BANG THEORY. CENDROWSKI. SEND DROWN, SKI! BRETT & KAY, BONNIE & CLYDE, FROM MY GOD INTEL, SENT THE DUDES, TWO, TO DROWN ME IN THE L.A. FITNESS POOL, SATURDAY! THAT NAME, KEPT COMING UP ON THE BEGINNING CREDITS OF "THE BIG BANG THEORY" AND IT IS INTERESTING, THAT, BRETT IS THE ONE WHO INTRODUCED ME TO THAT THEORY, AS WELL AS THE "STRING THEORY!" LAST NIGHT AT THE HAMMOND HOUSE, WE PROBABLY WATCHED, ABOUT 5 EPISODES! ALL OF THEM HAD THAT, "CENDROWSKI!" ANOTHER SYMBOLIC NAME THAT CAME UP, IN THE BEGINNING CREDITS, WRITERS, PRODUCERS, WHATEVER, WAS, "MELISSA RAUCH" . . . MELISSA IS THE CHICK AT HAMMOND HOUSE, THAT TOLD ME ABOUT THE NEW APARTMENTS OUT IN KIRKLAND, AND THAT I HAD ONE, IN A SENIOR LIVING NEWLY BUILT, SOON TO FILL, APARTMENT COMPLEX IN KIRKLAND. GREAT. I FILLED OUT THE PAPERWORK, AND I AM JUST WAITING TO HEAR SOMETHING. HOWEVER, THAT, NAME, LIKE, FILLS MY SUSPICIONS THAT, THE SAME FUCKERS, WHO FUCK WITH ALL THE TIME, HAVE INTERFERRED. ORIGINALLY, IT WAS IF, ALL I HAD TO DO WAS FILL IN THE PAPERWORK, EASY ONE PAGE SHEET, JUST THE WAY I LIKE THINGS, AND I WOULD BE IN, END OF AUGUST OR FIRST OF SEPTEMBER. WHEN, THAT TIME ROLLED AROUND, I ASKED MELISSA, WHAT WAS GOING ON? I TOOK A QUICK TRIP TO MISSOULA, TO MAKE SURE, THAT I WAS MAKING THE RIGHT MOVE? I DECIDED THAT I WAS, AND WAS EXCITED TO GET SETTLED AFTER, YEARS OF HOMELESSNESS! SHE SAID, I HAVE GOOD AND BAD NEWS FOR YOU . . . THE GOOD NEWS IS THAT THEY ARE REVIEWING ALL THE APPLICATIONS, BUT, IT IS GOING TO TAKE THEM UNTIL DECEMBER! WHAT? OKAY, GOOD, SO, I WILL GO HOME FOR THANKSGIVING, THEN, AND BE BACK IN TIME TO MOVE IN. NO, DON'T GO TO THANKSGIVING, BECAUSE, THEY MAY CALL YOU, IN SEPTEMBER? WHAT THE FUCK? OKAY. BUT, THAT NAME, "MELISSA RAUCH" LEADS ME TO BELIEVE, THAT, AND CLOSELY, SPELLED, THE EVIL TWIN(S) WHO LIVE ON A RANCH OR IN THIS CASE, RA"U"CH . . . "U" IS MOVING IN, USING YOUR NAME AND APPLICATION, SO IT LOOKS, LIKE SHE IS THE ORIGINAL APPLICANT, AND, THEN, WHEN, THEY HAVE BEEN SEEN, OR HAVE BECOME ASSOCIATED WITH THE PLACE, THEN, YOU CAN MOVE IN! GAMES, BELLS & WHISTLES ALL THE TIME, RATHER THAN, JUST ALLOWING ME TO BE ME, THEY FUCK AND FUCK AND FUCK WITH ME, BECAUSE, IT IS WORTH BILLIONS OF DOLLARS, PRIDE, I AM CIA PRIDE, BUT WITH 6 OTHER FACES, MORMON PRIDE, BUT WITH OTHER FACES, REPUBLICAN PRIDE, BUT WITH OTHER FACES, AND BRAGGING RIGHTS GOING TO EVERYONE, FOR ALL I HAVE DONE, BUT ME! SHIT, ONE MORE IN A STRING, OF THINGS, THAT SHOWS, UNLAWFUL, INTERFERENCE IN "MY" LIFE! THIS IS WHY, I AM HOMELESS, IT IS NOT FOR LACK OF TRYING . . . I CALL ON A ROOM OR STUDIO, AND ME AND THE PERSON WILL IT IT OFF, THEN, THERE IS THIS PHONE TAG THING, AND THEN, I WILL ASK THEM FOR THE ADDRESS AGAIN, LOST ON SOME SLIP OF PAPER, AND LOW AND BEHOLD, IT IS NOT THE ORIGINAL ADDRESS, BUT GOING FROM HIGGINS, TO STRAND AND A BASEMENT ROOM, WITH NO OUTLET, HOPE THAT IS OKAY? NO! OR I HAVE AN APARTMENT IN WHITEFISH, BUT, THE LADY DOESN'T CALL ME BACK,. UNTIL I HIT, MISSOULA, MAKING IT HARD AND EXPENSIVE ON THIS FIXED INCOME, THEY HAVE MY JO S. BANK, NOT ME, TO GO BACK UP, MEET AND GET A HOTEL, IN THE TOURIST SEASON, WITH ROOMS, RUNNING FROM $100 PER NIGHT TO $250 . . . HOW MANY, TIMES CAN I WAIT TO CALL, OR MEET, WHEN, I ONLY HAVE $1200, WHICH IS ABOUT, WHAT 6 NIGHTS? I HAVE TO HAVE TRAVEL AND FOOD, NOT TO MENTION, OTHER LIVING EXPENSES FOR A MONTH! FUCK, THEY HAVE MY MONEY, NOT ME . . . THEN, THEY CLOSE MY WALMART CARD, OR FUCK, MY SOUND COMMUNITY BANK CARD, LIKE THEY DID THIS MORNING, CAN'T GET A BALANCE . . . ACCOUNT CLOSED! WHOOOOPS, PLANNED ON KILLING ME THIS WEEKEND HUH? RIGHT! MY DREAM LAST NIGHT, SERIOUSLY, GIVES THE BIG PICTURE OF WHAT, THEY HAVE DONE TO MY LIFE, MY FAMILY, MY HOMES, MY LAW PRACTICE, MY WATER COMPACT, MY BLOG, AND HOPE OF LIVING NORMALLY! WE ARE TALKING HARVEY & IRMA DESTRUCTION! DREAM LAY OUT: (1) IN THE DREAM, I AM LIVING IN THE SHITTY PLACE, I CAN AFFORD, NOW! FAR CRY FROM MY TWO HOMES IN UTAH! (2) I WAS LAYING ON A BED, NOT TOO UNLIKE THE BUNK, THAT I STAY AT, OR SLEEP IN, AT THE HAMMOND HOUSE; (3) IN THE NIGHT, WITH NO ONE UNDER MY BED, THERE WAS LIKE A FOOT, OR A HAND, THAT KEPT, PUSHING UP THROUGH THE MATTRESS, TO KICK ME, OR BUG ME, OR JUST BE AN ANNOYANCE, ALL TOGETHER! (4) I TRIED TO GRAB THE FOOT OR HAND, WITH MY HANDS, BUT, I JUST COULDN'T GET IT THROUGH THE MATTRESS, BUT, THEY KEPT BUGGING ME, RELENTLESSLY; (5) AS I WOULD GO ABOUT MY DAILY TASKS, I WOULD COME BACK, TO FIND THAT MY BED, THAT WAS MADE, AS I ALWAYS DO, WAS MESSED, BLANKETS AND SHEETS, ALL OVER THE PLACE; (6) THEN, THIS MESS STARTED GONIG FROM BEING CONTAINED TO THE BED, TO THE ROOM, THEN, TO THE HOUSE, AND EVENTUALLY, SOMEONE, A CHICK, STARTED TO SHOW UP, AS THE SOURCE OF THE HARASSMENT; (7) SHE WAS PURPOSEFULLY, PUSHING OVER, LAMPS, DRESSERS, AND REAPING GREAT DESTRUCTION, IN MY SHANTY, APARTMENT, WITH UGLY CARPET! (8) FINALLY, I GOT PISSED, AND SICK AND TIRED OF THE MESS, AND HER ANTICS, AND STARTED TO FIGHT HER BACK, IN ONE EPISODE, I GRABBED HER HAIR, SHAKING IT AND TRYING TO SLAM HER HEAD INTO THE WALL, BUT, WITH EACH ATTEMPT, THERE WAS, LIKE SOME KIND OF FORCE, THAT BLOCKED ME FROM MAKING CONTACT WITH THE WALL! (10) THE BATTLE ENSUED, AND SOON THE DESTRUCTION, THAT SHE WAS CAUSING, MADE MY HOUSE, OR APARTMENT IN A HOUSE, LOOK, LIKE A LANDFILL, OR SOMETHING RESEMBLING THE DAMAGE DONE BY A HURRICANE FORCE, OR TO PLAY ON THE WORDS, HERRICANE FORCE, HER CAIN? (11) PRETTY SOON, ALL WAS, A WASTELAND, LOOKING MORE AND MORE LIKE A WAR ZONE, BUT, I WAS NOT GIVING UP, AND NEITHER WAS SHE! (12) FINALLY, THERE WAS THIS LARGE BOOK, THAT, SHE SLAMMED DOWN ON THE SPLINTERED WOOD, AND TRASH, DEBREE, AND, THE TITLE WAS "MY BOOK." (13) I JUST STOOD THERE, DUMBFOUNDED, BY THE DISASTER, THAT SHE HAD CREATED, THE MESS, THE DEVASTATION, THE REALLY, CARNAGE! (14) I JUST STOOD THERE AND DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO, SO I THOUGHT, I WILL GO SEE MY PARENTS, FOR, NO WHERE ELSE TO TURN. NOW I HAVE NOT SEEN MY PARENTS, REALLY, SINCE ABOUT THE TIME, THAT I STARTED THIS BLOG, MAYBE ONCE. BUT, THE CONDITIONS OF THEIR HOME WAS TERRIBLE, SEEMED POOR, OLD, WITH THAT TURQUOISE COLORED PAINT FROM YESTERDAY? WE WERE SITTING AT A REDWOOD, PICNIC TABLE, IN THIS GROSS KITCHEN, BUT THE THING, THAT STRUCK ME MOST, WAS WHO WAS THERE, AND THE DIFFERENCE IN THEIR APPEARANCES: (A) MY FATHER WAS THERE, LOOKING THE SAME, A BASTARD AT BEST AND THAT IS JUST THE FACTS--HE HAS HIS FAVORITES, AND WOULD DO ANYTHING TO PROTECT, THOSE DAUGHTERS, AGAINST THIS MORE HIGHLY TRAINED, SKILLED, TALENTED, AND EDUCATED! (B) MY MOTHER, AND HER APPEARANCE, WAS SHOCKING TO ME, AS WAS HER, MOTHER, WHO IS DEAD, BUT WAS AT THIS TABLE . . . BOTH WOMEN, HAD, LIKE, LONG, GRAY, WHISPY WIGS ON, AND HORRIBLE MAKE-UP, CRAZYHOUSE, RED LIPS, EYE-BROWS, AND WERE DRESSED, IN, LIKE FLORAL DRESSES? THE DEAD MOTHER OF NORMAN BATES, FROM THE MOVIE "PSYCO" CAME TO MIND! MY MOTHER, LATER IN LIFE, THANKED, HER MOTHER, FOR BEING SO TOUGH ON HER, BECAUSE, IT HELPED HER, SURVIVE, ALL THE SHIT, FINANCIALLY, MY FATHER PUT HER, AND HER 8 CHILDREN THROUGH. I AM GUESSING THAT THESE GET-UPS AND WIGS, TRYING TO MAKE THESE WOMEN, LOOK, BETTER, BUT MAKING THEM LOOK, LIKE SOME SCARY, GRANNY, OUT OF A HAUNTED HOUSE, SET UP FOR HALLOWEEN! (C) AND MY AUNT JOYCE, WAS THERE, INTERESTINGLY, ENOUGH, AND SHE LOOKED, NORMAL, ALWAYS, WORE HER HAIR GRAY, AND UP IN A FRENCH TWIST . . . BUT, SHE LOOKED LIKE SHE DID ALL MY LIFE, BUT THE ONE THING ABOUT, JOYCE, A VICTIM OF A SHITTY, MARRIAGE TO AN ALCOHOLIC, AND DIVORCED, WHEN, THIS ABUSIVE MAN, PUSHED, PREGNANT JOYCE DOWN THE BASEMENT STAIRS, ALMOST 9 MONTHS ALONG WITH, HER 6TH CHILD! BUT, JOYCE WAS A FIGHTER, A FUN, LOVING PERSON, AND NEVER ONCE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE, DID I SEE HER DEPRESSED, OR BLAME ANYONE, NOT MOODY, ANGRY, OR EVEN EVER PLAYING THE VICTIM! SHE WAS A SQUARE DANCER, LOVED LIFE, AND HAD MEN, ALL OVER HER, FUN LOVING WAYS, BUT SHE NEVER, AS I RECALL, MARRIED AGAIN, BUT SHE EVEN AT 90 YEARS OLD, WORKED AT A BAKERY, AND TOOK CARE OF GENERATIONS, WITH MANY OF HER KIDS, HAVING REPRECUSIONS FROM, THEIR ROUGH, YOUNGER YEARS, BUT ALL BASICALLY, HAPPY, BUT FOR JIMMY, WHEN, HIS BEAUTIFUL WIFE, GOT DIVORCED AND REMARRIED, SUICIDE. I FOUND IT CURIOUS, THAT, THIS COMBINATION OF PEOPLE, WERE AT THE TABLE, WITH ME, AND I WOULD SAY, THAT, JOYCE WAS SYMBOLIC, OF SOME OF THE WAY, MY MOTHER, FELT TOWARD ME. JOYCE WAS THE POPULAR ONE IN HIGH SCHOOL, SHE WAS LIKED BY EVERYONE, AND SHE EXCELLED, IN SCHOOL. HER HUSBAND, WAS A CATCH, FROM A FAIRLY WEALTHY FAMILY, AS WAS SHE, BUT, ALCOHOL, TOOK CARE OF THAT DREAM MARRIAGE! BUT, AS I HAVE SAID, JEALOUSY, RUNS, RAMPANT, AND WITH SISTERS, THERE SEEMS TO BE A LIFETIME OF IT, REGARDLESS OF, THE TOUGH TIMES THE HAPPY, ONE GOES THROUGH, THE OTHER ALWAYS, WANTS THEIR DEMISE! JOYCE DARED DIVORCE, SHE DARED, LOVE HER KIDS, REGARDLESS OF THEIR ACTIVITY IN THE MORMON CHURCH, SHE, SEEMED TO THRIVE, REGARDLESS OF THE CHALLENGES SHE HAD, AND SHE, HERSELF, REMAINED, STEADFAST AND DEDICATED TO HER BELIEFS, AND SHE EVEN SERVED A MISSION FOR THE MORMON CHURCH. SHE WAS HAPPY IN THE DREAM. MY MOTHER, ON THE OTHER HAND, LIKE I SAID, LOOKED STRAIGHT OUT OF SOME VERY SCARY HALLOWEEN MOVIE, AS DID MY VERY DEAD, LONG DEAD, MOTHER. I BELIEVE, THAT BOTH WOMEN, WERE MEAN WOMEN, ANGRY WOMEN, JEALOUS WOMEN, AND DID WHAT THEY CONSIDERED THEIR DUTY, TO FAMILY, CHURCH, HOME, AND WORK, BUT THEY WERE PISSED ABOUT IT, BUT TRIED TO PRESENT THEMSELVES AND NOT PISSED. MY MOTHER IS THE ONE WHO TOLD ME THAT MY FATHER BEAT ME, AND THIS WAS RIGHT ABOUT THE TIME, I WAS PRACTICING LAW, AND WORKING IN DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, WITH CHILD ABUSE AND ELDER ABUSE. . . WHY IS SHE TELLING ME THIS NOW? MY DAUGHTERS, PAID FOR A SPA TREATMENT AND MESSAGE, THE LADY, DID SOME TYPE OF REGRESSION, THERAPY, ALONG WITH THE NORMAL, TREATMENT, BUT SHE TOOK ME BACK TO MY FIRST MEMORY, AND THAT WAS OF BEING ON MY FATHER'S KNEES, BEING BEATEN. SHE TOLD ME TO TURN AROUND IN MY MIND'S EYE AND LOOK INTO HIS FACE, TO SEE, WHAT HE WAS FEELING. INTERESTINGLY ENOUGH, THERE WAS LOVE, AND HE SEEMED, NOT TO WANT TO HIT ME, BUT MY MOTHER WAS STANDING BY THE DOOR, MAKING SURE, HE GOT THE MESSEGE HOME TO ME, WITH HIM, HITTING ME, TRYING TO MAKE ME CRY, WHICH, I NEVER DID . . . I ALWAYS THOUGHT, THAT, MY MOTHER, WHO WAS HOME WITH US, AND CALLED FOR THE DISCIPLINE, FROM DAD, WANTED ME TO CRY, BUT I ALWAYS THOUGHT, THAT THROUGHOUT MY LIFE, ESPECIALLY, NOW, THAT, HE TOO, DOESN'T FEEL SATISFIED, TO THIS DAY, USING BIGGER, MEANER, METHODS, GOVERNMENT, MORMON SHIT, SPY SHIT, AND USING ALL MY SISTERS, TO STILL TRY TO BEAT ME AND MAKE ME CRY. THIS SEEMED TO BE A TEAM EFFORT OF MY PARENTS, AND STILL IS. WHAT COULD I POSSIBLY HAVE DONE, SO BAD, TO HAVE MERITED, THIS BEATING, THAT, MY GRANDPARENTS, WANTED, MY FATHER, CHARGED AND PUT IN PRISON FOR, LEAVING ME BLACK & BLUE, FROM MY SHOULDERS TO MY KNEES, USING AN OLD RUBBER DOLL, THAT WAS JUST SHORT OF BEING AS HARD AS CEMENT, TO DO THE DAMAGE. MY MOTHER, USED TO THINK, THAT I WOULD BE TRANSLATED, FOR BEING SO GOOD, FOR HELPING WITH YOUNGER BROTHERS AND SISTERS, FOR CLEANING AND BEING HER LITTLE HELPER, WORKING SO HARD, AS TO STAND HOURS, IRONING CLOTHES IN THE BASEMENT, OR CLEANING HER CLOSET, SO WHAT, ON EARTH COULD, I HAVE DONE, LITTLE CINDERELLA? BY THE TIME MY FATHER GOT HOME, I AM SURE, I AND ALL MY SIBLINGS, IF THEY WERE PUNISHED WOULD NOT EVEN REMEMBER, WHAT, THEY DID WRONG, HOURS, LATER? MY GRANDMOTHER ON THE OTHER SIDE, WROTE POEMS ABOUT ALL HER GRANDCHILDREN, MINE WAS CALLED, "JOANN, ALMOST PERFECT" OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT AND SHE REFERRED TO ALL THE HELP, I DID IN THE FAMILY. SO WHY THE BEATING? SO WHY NOW, ALL THE BEATING? THE STAR CHILD, THE GOLDEN CHILD, THE PRODUCER, THE CHAMPION OF CAUSES, THE LAWYER, THE PROFESSOR, THE WRITER, THE FIGHER FOR PEOPLE'S RIGHTS, THE MOTHER, THE GRANDMOTHER . . . WHAT WAS THE BEATING FOR, STILL GOING ON? I DON'T GET IT, OTHER THAN, JUST PLAIN OLD, JEALOUSY, ENVY, GREED, SO TOTALLY, OBJECTIFYING ME, AS TO NOT CARE IF I AM ALIVE OR DEAD, SEEING ME AS NOTHING MORE THAN, A PIN NUMBER FOR, THE FAMILY, THE CHURCH, THE FBI AND CIA, NSA, FOR POLITICAL PURPOSES, SUBSTITUTIING, KAY BABY FOR ME? NOT LIKING BRETT, UNTIL, I LEFT HIM, NOT ZEKE, OR JERRY TOO, UNTIL I LEFT THEM, AND THEN, THEY WERE THE GREATEST MEN IN THE WORLD, SABOTAGE? IT WAS A VERY INTERESTING DREAM. I LAID IN BED, FROM ABOUT, 2:30 AM, UNTIL, MORNING, OR WHEN, I GOT UP AT 5:00 AM, AND OUT THE DOOR, JUST WONDERING WHAT THE FUCK, BUT, THE CHICK AT THE FIRST, WAS THE SIZE OF KAY BURNINGHAM, BROWN, BUTTARS, STUART, THROUGH PROXY, MARRIED TO BRETT AS IF SHE IS ME, OR ALL THINK SHE IS ME. THE FOOT AND HAND FROM UNDER THE BED, WAS, LIKE A SPOOK OR A GHOST, THE NAME FOR SPIES, POKING AND BUGGING ME. THERE IS SOMETHING CALLED, GANG STALKING, IN WHICH, THERE IS A WHISTLE BLOWER, OR SOMEONE, LIKE ME, WHO POINTS OUT THE ERRORS, CORRUPTION, OR VIOLATONS OF A GROUP OF PEOPLE, AND THAT PERSON, THEN, BECOMES THE TARGET, OF A WHOLE GROUP OF PEOPLE, LIKE IN MY SITUATION, COPS, PROSECUTORS, AND JUDGES, ELECTED OFFICIALS, GOING ALL THE WAY UP TO THE FEDERAL LEVEL, THROUGH, BEING GENERAL COUNSEL OF THE UTAH MEDICAL ASSOCIATION, AND STOPPING FEDERAL FRAUD UNITS, THAT LED TO MY POISONING, FOR EXPOSING CONSTITUTIONAL VIOLATIONS OF THE FRAUD UNIT INVESTIGATORS, LATER, DID THE SAME FOR, THE DIVISION OF SECURITIES, AND ON TO, BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS, BUT, THAT, PUT ME ON THE RADAR, AS A TOTAL TARGET, FOR THIS FRATERNAL ORDER OF THE POLICE AND ALL THE UNIFIED POLICE FORCE, ALSO DRIVEN BY NATURE, DISCOVERING A WHOLE FAMILY OF, GIRLS, GIRLS, GIRLS, AND A FATHER, A FORMER, SPY! GREAT, THE PERFECT, STORM, FOR TAKING OUT, SOMEONE THEY WERE ALL JEALOUS OF ANYWAY! BIG SWINGING DICKS! PRETTY MUCH SAYS IT ALL! I THINK YOU HAD VERY IMMATURE, MEN, THREATENED BY ME, AND SO, TO PUT, LESS THREATENING WOMEN, IN MY PLACE, TO, TOTALLY, ERASE ME, TO EVISERATE ME FROM THE PLANET, TO STEAL EVERYTHING FROM MY WORK AND INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY, LICENSE, CASES, HOT JOBS, AND HOTTER RESUME, WITH AWARDS AND MANUALS, SCHOLARSHIPS, AND NATIONAL HONORS, PLUS, A POLITICALLY, ROCKIN' FAMILY, OF HOT DAUGHTERS, AND ROCKER, HIP HOP SONS, ALL SMART AS WHIPS, THEMSELVES, WAS, JUST TOO TEMPTING, AND YOU CAN SEE THE PROGRESSION IN THE DREAM, THROUGH, KAY . . . SHE HAD SHORT HAIR, IN THE DREAM, AND POSSIBLY, THEY, THE BOYZ CLUB, MADE HER CUT HER HAIR, BECAUSE, HOW COULD SHE BE THE WRITER, AND NOT HAVE A BUTCHER, CUT HER HAIR TOO! DID KAY, SNAP, LIKE IN THE I.D. NETWORK, SERIES CALLED BY THAT NAME, "SNAPPED?" YOU SEE, KAY WAS THE FEMALE M.V.P. TO REPLACE ME, THE OTHERS DIDN'T HAVE THE SKILLS, THE DRIVE, THE BACKGROUND IN THE LAW, THE BRAINS, THE TALENT, AND THE TRAINING, NOR HAD THEY BEEN, BEST FRIENDS, SINCE, 7TH GRADE, SEEING THAT, I WAS, BASICALLY, AUSTRICIZED, BY MY FAMILY, FROM WAY BACK, TURNING TO THE COMMUNITY, MUCH IN THE SAME WAY, I TURNED FROM UTAH, TO MONTANA, FOR SURVIVAL, AFTER BEING ALMOST MURDERED, BUT FOR THE GRACE OF GOD, AND HAD MY WHOLE LIFE, UPENDED, BOTH VIOLENTLY, AND TRAGICALLY, AS ONE OF THE TOP LAYWERS IN THE COUNTRY AT THE TIME! THIS MORNING AS I WAS, FIGURING OUT WHAT THE DRAMATICLY, BOTHERSOME DREAM MEANT, THAT THOUGHT CAME TO MY MIND, THAT, THERE IS A PATTERN HERE, OF EXTREME VIOLENCE AGAINST ME: (1) WHEN MY FATHER BEAT ME; (2) I REMEMBER, FEELING LEFT OUT, AND ABOUT IN 5TH GRADE, LEAVINGT THE NEST FOR THE MOST PART, DOING CHURCH, SCHOOL, AND COMMUNITY WORK; (3) WHEN, I GOT MARRIED, I HAD TO FACE THE FAMILY, AGAIN! I WAS SHOCKED AT THE MATERIALISM, THE SHALLOWNESS, PETTINESS AND IMAGE CONSCIOUS, ALMOST ELITISM. I AGAIN, PULLED MY KIDS, OUT OF THAT, FAMILY, OTHER THAN, LARGE FAMILY GATHERINGS SO THEY HAD, COUSINS, AND FAMILY CONNECTONS, BUT, ZEKE AND I, DISTANCED OURSELVES FROM THE SOUTHWICK CREW, AND THEIR VICIOUS JUDGEMENTALISM, REMEMBERING, GRADUATING FROM GRAD SCHOOL, AND GETTING OUT FIRST HOME, IN OGDEN, UTAH, REALLY A SHANTY SHACK, THAT MY FATHER, THOUGHT, NO GOOD COULD COME OF, WITH MY MOTHER SEEING, THE BED I LOVED, BECAUSE IT CAME FROM, ZEKE'S GRANDMA'S HOUSE, HER BED, A METAL BED FRAME, AND WHEN, MY MOTHER SAW IT, SHE SAID, "ONLY POOR FOLK, HAVE BEDS LIKE THAT!" I WAS SHOCKED, AND TAKEN BACK, BY HER COMMENTS, NEVER THOUGHT OF US AS POOR, NOR THAT, WHAT THAT BED INDICATED, WAS POORNESS OR POVERTY? ME AND ZEKE, OR RICHARD, FOCUSED ON EDUCATION, NOT MONEY, BUT, I THINK, MY PARENTS, FELT THAT, KIDS, COULD NOT HAVE A GREAT, UPBRINGING, POOR! WE FOCUSED ON ME STAYING HOME AS A HOUSEWIFE, WITH OUR YOUNG KIDS, UNTIL THEY ALL HIT SCHOOL. THE GAP BETWEEN, THE SECRIST WAY OF LIVING AND VALUES, STARTED TO PART, ONCE AGAIN, BUT WHEN, I DECIDED TO GO TO LAW SCHOOL, AFTER GETTING A DIVORCE, NOT TO MENTION, GIVING THE KIDS TO THEIR FATHER, HAVING TAKEN A MASTER'S LEVEL, FAMILY AND HUMAN DEVELOPMENT CLASS AT UTAH STATE UNIVERSITY, AND WITH MUCH, READING, THOUGHT AND STUDY, ON WHAT DIFFERENCE A FATHER MAKES, AS SEEN IN THIS BLOG, MUCH OF THAT STUDYING, YEARS LATER, BUT, ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE IN THE SECRIST, SOUTHWICK RELATIONS! THAT IS WHERE THE PROMISE THAT IF MY KIDS, EVER BECAME FAMOUS, I WOULDN'T GET ANY CREDIT? LIKE WHAT THE FUCK? BY WHO'S RULES? CIA? THE MORMON CHURCH? THEN, MY FOUR KIDS, ARE THE GOLDEN KIDS, WLL BRAND NAMES IN AND OF THEMSELVES, THE DESIRE OF EVERY, GENERAL, SPY, SISTER, AND FATHER, ALL WHO, POOH, POOHED, GOING TO LAW SCHOOL, FOLLOWING THE DREAM I HAD, AND BASICALLY, MY FATHER SCREAMING AT ME FOR HOURS, TELLING ME, THAT IF I DID, PEOPLE RELATED, LAW, I WAS A TOTAL WASTE TO HIM! HE WANTED TO BE A LAWYER, SUE, WANTED TO BE A LAYWER, NOW, AFTER I ACCOMPLISHED, TONS OF STUFF, WITH, LOCAL, STATE, NATION AND WORLD, IMPACT, THEY ALL DECIDED, THAT, I WAS NOT GOING TO BE MYSELF, AND EVERYONE ELSE, ALL NON-LAWYERS, OR SHITTY LAWYERS WERE GOING TO BE ME! LOL. DOES THAT MAKE SENSE? I WAS BANNED FROM MY OWN, LIFE, KIDS, GRANDKIDS, CAREER, LAW PRACTICE, EVEN MY MATERIAL WEALTH, AND ALL REAL, PERSONAL AND INTELLECTUAL PROEPRTY, ALL FAME, NAME, AND FACE RECOGNITION! SO, IT SEEMS ALL MY HARD WORK, THOUGHTFULNESS AS A MOTHER, SCHOOLING, ENDLESS SERVICE, CHANGING THE WORLD, ARE ALL ATTRIBUTED, TO LESS, WORTHY, FEMALES, UNDER THE PROTECTION, DIRECTION, AND CODDLING OF BIG SWINGING DICKS! FUCK! INTERESTING NIGHT. I OUTRANK, THESE ASS WIPES, I AM SMARTER, COOLER, BETTER AT EVERYTHING, AND THEY JUST SIMPLY, CAN'T DEAL WITH ME, NOR COULD MY FAMILY! THIS MORNING, THIS GAL, GOT OFF THE BUS, SHE LOOKED, LIKE A SHELLEY-DOUBLE, WITH SHORTER, DARK HAIR, AN "A" LINE, LIKE I HAVE WORN, A GOLD JACKET, AND SHINY, CLOGS, BLACK WITH RED KISSES ALL OVER THEM, AS IF TO INDICATE, COMMUNICATING WITHOUT COMMUNICATING, THAT, SHELLEY, IS THE SAINT, THE WALKER, THE PERSON STAYING AT THE HOMELESS SHELTER, THAT, "RA"U"CH" OR RANCH, DEWELLER, WHO HAS NEVER SPENT ONE FUCKING NIGHT IN A SHELTER, BUT, GAMES, LIES, COPS, STAFF, AND BRIBES, HAVE ALLOWED HER TO, PRETEND, SHE IS ME, AND CONTINUES, TO BE "ME!" AS ARE SEVERAL OTHER WOMEN, WHO "OBEY" THE MEN, BOTH IN THE BEDROOM AND THE BOARDROOM, NIETHER OF WHICH I WOULD DO, WHO FOLLOWS, SOMEONE WHO IS BEHIND YOU, MENTALLY, INTELLECTUALLY, IN EXPERIENCE, MORALLY, ETHICALLY, TRAINING, AND WHATEVER? I JUST DON'T PLAY THOSE GAMES! THEY, THE BIG SWINGING DICKS, JUST CAN'T DEAL WITH ME! LOL. HONESTY GENTLEMEN AND LADIES . . . NEVER COULD, NEVER DID, SO, YOU ARE STILL, TRYING TO ELIMINATE ME! HITS, TRAPS, BOGUS WARRANTS, CHARGES, THAT ARE AS FRANKINSTEINISH, AS THE BRIDE OF FRANKENSTEIN, SHELLEY! LOL! I THINK, THAT THE NSA, HACKERS, SOUTHWICK FUCKS, THOUGHT THEY STOLE THIS BLOG, SCANNED IT, RIGHT OFF MY COMPUTER, LIKE THEY DO, WHEN, THEY WANT TO STEAL, OR GET RID OF ONE, A BLOG, SUCH AS THIS, SO REVEALING IN ITS CONTENT, THAT, THEY ARE CRYING, AND SHAMED WHEN, IT GETS THROUGH, BECAUSE, EVERYONE, CAN SEE RIGHT THROUGH THE SCAN AND THE

SECOND ATTEMPT TO STEAL!

I DON'T THINK THIS SHIT WAS INTENDED TO MAKE IT THROUGH TO ME!

THE SCIENCE OF ADDICTION!

This is what, came up on my computer, when, they stole this blog, the first time . . . they could never do a dream interpretation, nor do they have them, nor can they make sense of them!

THIS MATERIAL, OUGHT TO BE HELFFUL, TO THE GOOD CYBER COPS:

• Faronics Anti-Virus
• Scan Detail Report
• Review the information below for security risks detected and cleaned (mind you this is my dream!)
• Date/Time: 09/18/2017  10:06:04 AM
• Scan Type: Custom (I always knew they were scanning my blog, the second they stole it, and putting in on other IP addresses, as if the, other person, wrote it, male or female, giving them, the money associated with the topic!)
• Run Type: Manual
• Definition Version: 60488 (08/22/2017  10:55) (that is about right for the last time they scanned or stole my blog, I totally, disappears from my screen, and I generally, can't find it, but if you set a trap for someone, you are going to fall in one yourself, this is the proof I needed of the PRISM system, being used for personal use, not tax payers, service . . . Mormon, Southwick, shit!  $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
• Duration (hr.min.sec.): 00:00:40 . . . (disappears in a flash!)
• Processes Scanned: 47 Traces Detected 0
• Registry Items Scanned: 0 Traces Detected 0
• Cookies Scanned: 0 Traces Detected 0
• Security Risks Detected and Cleaned.
• Risks Cleaned: 0 (there was nothing of national security interests, whatsoever, just embarrassing stuff, to Kay, my mother, father, and Southwick crime family!)
• Cleaning Action Taken: Risk Name   Risk Category   Risk Traces    Risk Level!

I HAVE TOLD YOU FOR FOUR FUCKING YEARS, THAT, THESE FUCKERS, HACKERS, NSA, FBI, CIA, DIA, DEA, AND OTHERS, HAVE BEEN, SCANNING THIS BLOG, SO FAST, THAT THE HUMAN OR NAKED EYE CAN'T SEE IT, AND MY BLOG, LUCKILY, BY, THE GRACE OF GOD, WHO GAVE ME THE DREAM, SAVED IT, AND I GOT THIS SHIT, TO PROVE, THAT, THEY HAVE STOLEN, ALL MY BLOGS AND COLLECTED BILLIONS!

EDWARD SNOWDEN, DID US A FAVOR, BUT I KNEW IT LONG BEFORE, HE CAME OUT WITH THE INFORMATION, IN FACT, I BELIEVE, THAT HE MIGHT HAVE BEEN THE NSA AGENT, WHO WAS SUPPOSE TO BE MONITORING, SENATOR HATCH'S HOMEPAGE, WHERE I WROTE, CHALLENGING THE CYBER INTELLIGENCE SHARING AND INFORMATION ACT . . . THREATENED HATCH, A SELF-PROCLAIMED, CONSTITUTIONAL LAW HERO, WHO VOTES OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN, FOR THE PATRIOT ACT AND ALL, ITS ABUSES, LIKE, FUCKING RIGHT HERE, LONG BEFORE, I STARTED A BLOG, IN FACT, WHEN, I FIRST GOT BACK INTO THE LAW AND POLITICS, IF IT DIDN'T JUMP OFF MY PAGE, THERE WERE AGENTS, HIDING TO STEAL THE COPY. THIS SHIT IS REAL! THIS BLOG IS WORTH A FUCKING FORTUNE, THEY STOLE IT, 9 DAYS AFTER I STARTED IT, AND I BELIEVE THAT MILES, ALERTED THEM, TO THE BLOG, AND STARTED TO TAKE COMMENTS AND GET ADSENSE MONEY, LIKE HE WANTED ME TO DO, BACK AT THE START, IN SEPTEMBER 21, 2013!  BY TWO DAYS AFTER I SET UP THE BLOG, WITH A NEW COMPUTER, UNDER JO BESS . . . THE WORDS, "IT'S YOU!!!!" CAME UP IN THE CORNER OF THE BLOG, LATER, REPLACED BY JOANN S. SECRIST!  BY OCTOBER 9, 2013, MY GOOGLE ACCOUNT, BLOGGER, ACCOUNT WAS "REDIRECTED" AND FROM THAT POINT ON, IT WAS AN OPEN BLOG, THAT, SHELLEY, KAY, BRETT, OR ANYONE COULD ACCESS THE MONEY FROM . . .  IF YOU GO TO THE ACCOUNT OR THE PROFILE, AND INFORMATION ON THE ACCOUNT, THERE IS AN ATTEMPT TO MAKE IT LOOK, LIKE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, AUGUST 21, 2013, A MONTH BEFORE, AS IF, I STOLE IT FROM THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMM!

PRIVILEGE FOR NONE, JUSTICE FOR ALL . . . I AM NOT SOME FREAK OF NATURE, THAT JUST HAPPENED TO BE GIFTED, OR LIKE BRETT SAID, A SAVANT, NO, I WENT TO SCHOOL, STUDIED MY ASS OFF, GOT ALL KINDS OF HONORS AND AWARD, WHICH, GOT ME INTO LAW SCHOOL, WITHOUT TAKING THE LSAT, OTHER THAN, A FORMALITY!  THERE WAS LITTLE RISK, LETTING ME IN, AND I HAVE SHINED EVER SINCE, SPEAKING, WRITING, LEGISLATING, DOING MANUALS, ROCKIN' CASES, BEING #2 IN THE NATION, FOR CIVIL RIGHTS DEFENSE, WRITING THE MOST READ BLOG IN THE FUCKING UNIVERSE, BY, BILLIONS OF HITS EACH DAY!  FIND ME 10,000 OTHER BLOGGER, THAT EQUAL MY HITS, DAY AFTER DAY AFTER DAY!  FUCK AND YOU ARE ALLOWING A STEAL ON THIS?  SHIT . . . WHO DO YOU THINK IS PAYING FOR THOSE SKYRISES ON THE SEATTLE SKYLINE?  SURE AS SHIT, NOT THE DARK HEADED, BITCH, SHELLEY, NOR KAY!  LAST NIGHT WATCHING, THE BIG BANG THEORY, WITH THE DARK HAIRED SCIENCE CHICK, BEING SEEN AS THE SMART ONE, AND THE BLONDE, NOW WITH SHORT HAIR, THE DUMB AS A CHIMP, CHICK, RACHEL, SURE AS SHIT, NOT ME, ALL STEREOTYPES, WERE USED, TO PULL THIS SHIT OFF . . . ASK HILLARY, BLONDES HAVE MORE FUN AND WE ARE SMARTER . . . SHOW ME A BRUNETTE, WITH A RESUME, LIKE EITHER OF THESE HOT SMART, BLONDES!  WE HAVE MORE FUN TOO!  SO FUCK YOU!

POWERHOUSE. MOTHER OF ALL RALLIES. BLADE RUNNER. BEER & BACON FEST. CEDAR GROVE COMPOST FEST. GAMUT HOLDINGS 360. QUICK DRAW. HANG OUT. GLOBAL PARKING. FLAG-N-FAIL? LOOKING SWEET. SIZZLING HOT. LOOK LIKE L.A. FEEL LIKE MINNISOTA! LOL. MIRABELLA. SCORE A DEAL ON YOUR FAVORITES. ZERO IN ON PENNANT. I'TS YOUR MEAL. CHOOSE SIDES. THE BLUENOTERS. SWEETS & TREETS. ORIGINAL FAT CATS. RANDOM ACTS OF KINDNESS. STUD AT MCDONALD'S, ORDERS, EATS, WALKS OUTSIDE, SEE ANOTHER GUY SITTING ON THE STREETS, DUFFLE BAG, I LOOK AWAY, SEE HIM BACK IN THE FAST FOOD JOINT? WHITE EARBUDS IN, CIA? DIDN'T HE ALREADY ORDER? GETS A BREAKFAST, GOES OUTSIDE, DROPS IT ON, DUDE ON THE STREETS! TWICE AS GOOD LOOKING NOW! KISSES. REFRESHING IN SO MANY WAYS! CRUSHING DISAPPOINTMENT. #STOP SUICIDE. BE THE VOICE! KNOCKOUT PUNCH! THINGS ALWAYS L;OOK BETTER IN THE MORNING. JUST WAIT IT OUT! QUICK TURNAROUND FOR RED BULLS. I'M HALF THE MAN I USED TO BE . . . TAKE TIME WITH A WOUNDED HAND. I LIKE TO STEAL . . . STRONG WOMEN, MAKE STRONG MEN, MAKE A STRONG WORLD! THE NATURAL FIT. OUT BOTOX & FILLERS! L.A. FITNESS. BEST FACE. TOUGH MUDDER. DREAD! CONFUSION! REROUTES? WARRIORS MOVING. BABY IS TRASFIXED BY DAD'S GUITAR PLAYING. THIS PARENTING THING IS INTERESTING, AT BEST. YESTERDAY, I TALKED TO MY SON, CHRIS, WHO WAS HANGING NEW CURTAINS, AND BLINDS, IN HIS NEW HOUSE . . . HAVE YOU TALKED TO GRETA? NO, SHE HASN'T RETURNED MY PHONE CALLS OR MESSAGES? ME NEITHER? SHE MIGHT BE UP IN WASHINGTON FIREFIGHTING. LAST SUMMER, WHEN, I COULDN'T GET A HOLD OF HER, SHE HAD BEEN IN OREGON FIGHTING FIRES, SO MAYBE. NOW, ALL DAY, AT THE L.A. FITNESS IN BELLEVUE, WASHINGTON, THERE ARE PICTURES OF I SWEAR, MY DAUGHTER, GRETA! THE MORE I THOUGHT ABOUT IT, SHE HAS A PERFECT BODY, SO, WHY WOULDN'T SOMEONE SNAP A PICTURE OF HER, LIKE THEY DID CHRIS AND BLAST HER ALL OVER FITNESS CENTERS, WITH OR WITHOUT HER PERMISSION? I LOVE TO GO ANYWHERE IN THE FITNESS AREAS, BECAUSE, THERE IS SOMEONE LOOKING EXACTLY LIKE MY DAUGHTER, INSPIRING ME, AS SHE WOULD ANYONE, ON FITNESS, ALWAYS IN SHAPE, EVEN AFTER THREE KIDS! MAYBE EVEN BETTER SHAPE, FROM ROCK CLIMBING TO JOGGING, TO WRITING ABOUT STUFF, IN THE UTAH ADVENTURE MAGAZINE, SHE IS MS. FITNESS. SO, I HAVE GRETA ON MY MIND, AND CANT' GET A HOLD OF HER, FOR TWO FUCKING WEEKS! LAST NIGHT, I AM WATCHING A TRUE CRIME SHOW ON, THE JUSTICE CHANNEL, AND IT WAS SHOWING THE CHANDRA LEVY MURDER, THE CASE INVOLVING, CONGRESSMAN, GARY CONDIT . . . HER PARENTS, ARE THE ONES, WHO FREAKED OUT, AND DISCOVERED THAT SHE WAS MISSING. THE TRACES ON HER, WHEN, FROM, BEING NEAR HER APARTMENT, TO A JOGGING TRAIL, RIGHT IN WASHINGTON, D.C., THAT IS LIKE BEING OUT IN THE FOREST, WITH LONELY TRAILS, AND PLENTY OF PLACES FOR A FEMALE JOGGER TO GET NABBED. THERE ARE PLENTY OF PLACES, GRETA RUNS IN THE RED HILLS OF UTAH! SCREAM. OKAY, IT IS TIME TO GET SERIOUS, AND IF THAT IS NOT BAD ENOUGH, WHERE IS DALLAS, HER HUSBAND? ALWAYS SUSPECT THE HUSBAND OR BOYFRIEND, HUSBAND IN GRETA'S CASE. LOL! YES, I AM THE MOTHER-IN-LAW FROM HELL! LOL. DALLAS IS THE FIRST ONE I WOULD GO AFTER! LOL. AS IS GEORGE! LOL. I AM SURE THEY KNOW THAT, AND THAT, PREVENTS THEM FROM EVEN THINKING ABOUT IT! LOL. KAT? SO, I DECIDE, THAT, SINCE IT IS SATURDAY, LAST NIGHT, AND SUNDAY TODAY, I WILL HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL MONDAY, AND RATHER THAN, JUMP TO CONCLUSIONS, THAT SHE HAS BEEN MURDERED, POSSIBLY BY, EPA DIRECTOR, SCOTT PRUITT, OR SECRETARY OF INTERIOR, RYAN ZINKE, BOTH OF WHOM, I TRIED TO STOP THEIR CONFIRMATIONS IN THE SENATE! AND NOW, MY DAUGHTER WORKS, UNDER THEM, AND SHE IS AN ENVIRONMENTALIST, ACTIVIST, HAS WORKED OR SERVED IN EVERY CAPACITY, IN THAT FEDERAL AGENCY, FROM HOTSHOT FIREFIGHTER, TO WILDLANDS FIREFIGHTER, TO BOAT INSPECTOR FOR NON-INDIGENOUS ALGAE, TO WORKING FOR THE NATIONAL PARK SERVICE, AND ALSO, WHEN, YOUNG, WORKING AT GRAND CANYON NATIONAL PARK, SO, PERHAPS, PRUITT AND ZINKE, FOUND OUT WHO HER MOTHER IS? ANYWAY, I DECIDED TO GET THE FACTS BEFORE, I ACCUSED ANYONE OF KILLING MY DAUGHTER OR ABDUCTING HER--I WOULD CALL HER WORK, FIRST THING MONDAY MORNING. BOREDOM IS THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL FOR ME, SO, I TEXT MY DAUGHTER, GRETA . . . ME AND CHRIS HAVEN'T HEARD FROM YOU, NOR HAVE YOU RETURNED OUR PHONE CALLS AND TEXTS? IF I DON'T HEAR FROM YOU TODAY, I AM CALLING YOUR WORK TOMORROW. I WATCH TOO MANY CRIME SHOWS, NOT TO WORRY. LOVE YOU. MOM! ON THE BUS, THIS VERY CUTE THIRTY-ISH CHICK WAS TALKING TO HER MOTHER, AND I THOUGHT, HOW INTERESTING PARENTING AND RELATIONSHIPS, WITH, ESPECIALLY, ADULT CHILDREN IS. THEN, A DARLING ASIA GIRL, ABOUT, 3, IN A STROLLER, CAUGHT MY ATTENTION, WHEN, SHE SAID, BE CAREFUL MOMMY! THAT TOOK ME, BACK TO GRETA, BEING, MY FIRST CHILD, AND, THAT SWEET RELATIONSHIP OVER THE YEARS, BETWEEN, THE CHILD TO THE ADULT WOMEN! I THOUGHT OF MY OTHER DAUGHTER, WHO, LIVES A SOMEWHAT, MORE PROTECTED LIFE, HOUSEWIFE AND HOMESCHOOLS HER TWO KIDS, ALSO AN AUTHOR, AS IS GRETA, WORKING ON A BOOK TOO, AND I THOUGHT, NOW THAT I HAVE AMAZON IN MY FRONT YARD, WHY DON'T I JUST GO, GET A COPY OF NICOLE'S BOOK, "THE QUESTION OF LAHASH?" AND READ IT, IN HONOR OF HER BIRTHDAY, SEPTEMBER 22! WHEN COLE'S BOOK FIRST CAME OUT, I TRIED OT ORDER IT, AND THE FIGHT WAS SICKENING AT BEST, BLOCKED AT EVERY TURN, HAD TO CALL NICOLE, TO GET THIS BIT OF INFORMATION OR THAT, AND AFTER I WAS SUCCESSFUL, THE BOOK, I BELIEVE, DID COME, AND WAS INTERCEPTED, AT THE DESK, AT THE POVERELLO CENTER, BY PAID STAFF OF SHELLEY'S, WHO, IS TRYING TO PASS EITHER HERSELF OR OTHER, FABRICATED, MOTHERS OF MY GREAT KIDS, OFF TO OTHERS, SO THEY CAN CLAIM, ELLIOT AND CHRIS'S MUSIC, THAT THEY HAVE LONG AGO, STOLEN, AND SPENT, STILL STEALING IT TO THIS SECOND! PLUS, GET THE KIDS, AWAY FROM MOTHER, AND YOU GET THE BLOG, CASES, AND WATER COMPACT TOO! SO, NEEDLESS TO SAY, I NEVER GOT TO READ HER BOOK, HOPE THAT I CAN WALK IN AND GET A COPY FROM AMAZON! SAME WITH ELLIOT'S CONCERTS, HE DID ONE IN DENVER, LAST SUMMER, OR WAS IT TWO YEARS AGO, TIME FLIES, WHEN YOU ARE FIGHTING DAILY, NOT ONLY FOR YOUR LIFE, BUT FOR YOUR KIDS, LIVES AND TALENTS! BUT, ELLIOT TOLD ME HE DROPPED A NEW CD, FROM HIS THEN, NEW BAND, "THE DITCH & THE DELTA" AND WAS, PLAYING IN DENVER, WHILE I WAS IN DURANGO, GOING TO GRAND JUNCTION, AND SAID I WOULD, COME OVER AND SEE HIS CONCERT, AND WANTED HIM TO GET ME IN BACKSTAGE. THE NEXT THING I KNEW, THE NORMAL ROUTE BETWEEN DURANGO TO GRAND JUNCTION TO DENVER, NO LONGER OR WAS NOT TAKING ROUTES, THROUGH DENVER? I HAD TAKEN THAT ROUTE, ON TWO PRIOR OCCASIONS, GOING BOTH WAYS, SO, FOUR TIMES THROUGH THAT ROUTE AND NOW, THAT ELLIOT HAS A CONCERT, I AM, SENT, NOT JUST THROUGH UTAH, BUT I WAS SUPPOSE TO GO TO LAS VEGAS, THEN, TO SALT LAKE, THEN, TO MONTANA? WHAT THE FUCK? SO SERIOUSLY, IT IS ABOUT TIME, I GET TO READ, NICOLE'S BOOK, AND SEE A FUCKING CONERT, OF MY OWN, SON! THESE ASS FUCKS, ARE BEYOND PATHETIC . . . PUNISH ME FOR RAISIING GREAT KIDS? FOR GETTING A LAW DEGREE? FOR HAVING ROCKIN' JOBS AND RESUME? FOR GOING BEYOND JUST BEING AN ATTORNEY, BUT SHINING A GREAT LIGHT ON UTAH LAW AND BAR ASSOCIATION THROUGH, GREAT CASES . . . AND I AM BEING PUNISHED? TEH GOVERNMENT LOVES MEDIOCRACY, AND HATES, COMPETENCE! SHIT! ANYWAY, BACK TO GRETA . . . SO, I GO TO CALL CHRIS TO GET BACKING FOR SENDING, THAT CRAZY TEXT TO GRETA, THREATENING HER, TO CALL OR ELSE? ONCE A MOTHER, ALWAYS A MOTHER! I HAD TO LAUGH, THINKING OF DOING A SIMILAR THING TO ELLIOT, A YEAR OR SO AGO, WHEN, I DIDN'T RETURN MY CALLS . . . I TALKED TO A MOTHER, IN MISSOULA, MONTANA, WHO HAD, A SON, WHO LIVED JUST ACROSS TOWN, AND HE HADN'T CALLED HER . . . LAW ENFORCEMENT RAN IN HER FAMILY, SO SHE THREATENED IF HE DIDN'T CALL HER, ONCE A MONTH, SHE WAS GOING TO COME, TAKE HANDCUFFS AND LOCK HIM IN THE CLOSET, UNTIL HE GOT IT THROUGH HIS HEAD, HE HAD TO CALL HER AND LET HER, KNOW HE WAS OKAY! LOL. GOOD IDEA, I'M GOING TO TRY THAT! LOL. IT WORKED, HE CALLED WITHIN, MINUTES! NICE. I WILL HAVE TO REMEBER THAT ONE! LOL. SO, WHEN I PUT MY BATTERY BACK IN MY TWO PHONES, AFTER MY TRIP TO EVERETTE, AT 5:44 AM THIS MORNING, TO GO TO IHOP FOR BREAKFAST, SENDING CODES TO SKY COPS, LOL, THE MOST DELICIOUS CARD OF ALL, MARKING MY PATHWAYS, FOR THOSE WHO ACTUALLY, CARE! RARE, BUT THERE ARE A FEW! BUT, AT THE GREENWOOD LIBRARY NOW, I PUT MY BATTERY BACK IN MY PHONE, AND THERE ARE TWO MESSAGES FROM GRETA! LOL. THREATS WORK, MOMS! DADS! LOL. "MOM, I TRIED TO CALL YOU THIS MORNING! ANSWER YOUR PHONE! LOL! I TRIED TO CALL HER, TWICE YESTERDAY, ON BOTH PHONES, JUST IN CASE THE GOVERNMENT WAS FUCKING WITH MY MOST RECENT PHONE! LOL. THEY DO THAT, TO ME, YOU KNOW! I HAVE HAD, ABOUT 25 PHONES OVER THE LAST 5 YEARS! WHEN, I TRIED TO CALL BACK, GRETA DIDN'T ANSWER! I KNOW MY KIDS ARE IN THE BUSIEST PART OF THEIR LIVES, WITH JOBS, SOMETIMES SCHOOL, KIDS, HOUSES, YARDS, ETC., AND I DON'T BUG THEM THAT MUCH, BUT WHEN, I DON'T HEAR FROM THEM, IT IS ONLY NATURAL TO WORRY! SO KIDS, ET, PHONE HOME! LOL! THERE MUST HAVE BEEN PREMONITIONS TO NAME MY SON, THE WORST, THAT, BUT HE IS ON TOUR WITH HIS BAND AND ALWAYS BUSY, AS ARE THEY ALL! WHEN, I HAD THE TECH, AT TARGET SET UP MY NEW PHONE, A WEEK OR SO AGO, HE WAS DELAYED, GETTING BACK FROM HIS LUNCH BREAK, AND NEEDED TO CALL HIS DAD IN TIAWAN . . . I TOLD HIM, TO TAKE HIS TIME, AND THAT CALLING HIS DAD BACK WAS MORE IMPORTANT, THAN, SETTING UP MY PHONE! HE SMILED AND SAID, HE GAVE HIS DAD THE INFORMATION HE NEEDED. SMILE. GOOD. MY DAUGHTER IS TURNING 42 IN OCTOBER, BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN, IN A HEART BEAT, THAT LITTLE GIRL IN THE STROLLER, CAN'T REMIND ME OF MY BUDDY FOR 42 YEARS! SOB, SO CUTE, BE CAREFUL MOMMY. SO PRECIOUS, SO SWEET. KIDS ARE SUCH A HUGE BLESSING! FAMILIES ARE INTERESTING AND COMPLEX, BUT SO WORTH IT! MISS YOU ALL, LOVE ALL OF YOU SO MUCH, SO GRATEFUL FOR YOU! LOVE MOM! KISSES. HUGS, LOVES! I REMEMBER WHEN, MY SON, CHRIS, SAID, MOM, I AM A MAN! SINCE WHEN DID YOU GET TO BE A MAN? ALWAYS YOUR KIDS, REGARDLESS OF WHO OLD THEY GET, OR HOW MUCH SMARTER THEY ARE THAN YOU ARE, OR COOLER, OR MORE BEAUTIFUL OR BETTER ON COMPUTERS, SKYPE AND ALL THAT SHIT, LOVE IS LOVE, MAKING MEMORIES FOR LIFE! YESTERDAY, WHEN, I SENT CHRIS A PICTURE OF THE L.A. FITNESS MODEL, GRETA, AS I DID HER, HE SAID MOM, IF YOU SAW YOUR KIDS MORE, MAYBE YOU WOULDN'T SEE US ALL OVER THE PLACE! LOL. TELL THE COPS, GOVERNMENT, LOSERS WHO WANT TO CLAIM ALL OF YOU AS THEIRS, THAT! THEY MAKE IT HARDER THAN, YOU WILL EVER KNOW ON ME! BELLEVUE LIBRARY THE OTHER DAY, 4 COPS, ONE WALKED TO THE BUS, WITH THE DRIVER, OF THE ONE, I WAS NOT GETTING ON, THANK GOD, BUT WAITING, HURRIEDLY, TO CATCH MY QUICK CAB OUT OF TOWN . . . NEXT DAY , THE STORY ON THE STREETS, SOUNDED FISHY, THAT SOME, 13 YEAR OLD GIRL WAS MISSING FROM BEING WITH HER MOM AT THE LIBRARY? 13, WHY WASN'T SHE IN SCHOOL? COULD HOME SCHOOL? BUT THE COPS, ALL FOUR, WERE JUST STANDING THERE, AS IF PLOTTING, HOW THEY WERE GOING TO CORNER ME, OR SURROUND ME . . . YOU SAY, HOW DO YOU KNOW THEY WERE AFTER YOU? FIRST, I WOULD GUESS, THAT IF THERE REALLY WAS A 13 YEAR OLD MISSING, THEY MIGHT PUT THE LIBRARY IN LOCKDOWN, OR GET ON THE P.A. SYSTEM, AND ANNOUNCE THAT THERE WAS A GIRL MISSING AND TO REPORT ANYTHING THAT LOOKED SUSPICIOUS OR STRANGE, NOTHING LIKE THAT. I WOULD THINK THAT COPS WOULD BE RUNNING EVERYWHERE, NO JUST STANDING LIKE THEY WERE HAVING A TEA PARTY, JOKING AND LAUGHING, WITH TONS OF PEOPLE, OUT ON THE FRONT LAWN OF THE LIBRARY, BASKING IN THE FALL SUNLIGHT! NOTHING ABOUT THAT SCENE, AND I WALKED RIGHT PASS3ED THEM, ALL UNNOTICED, REALIZED, THAT THEY MIGHT BE THERE FOR ME, LIKE FOR THE HUNDREDTH TIME, OVER THE LAST 6 YEARS! SO, I DITCHED OUT, AFTER WALKING NON-CHELANTLY, BUT RAPIDLY, PASSED THEM, AND DOWN THE STAIRS, GLAD TO SEE MY GET AWAY BUS, WATING FOR ME, NOT NOTICING THE OTHER ONE, PARKED BEHIND IT . . . GOOD, AS I SAW THE COP AND DRIVER OF THE OTHER BUS, DISAPPEAR, INTO THE BUS, I STOOD, BACK, BEHIND A PLANT RETAINING WALL, UNTIL, I NOTICE THE DRIVE OF MY BUS, SOUND TRANSIT, GREAT, GET AWAY VIEHICLES, HUNDREDS OF BUSES, THOUSANDS OF STOPS! LOL. AH, SAFE AGAIN, THANKS TO MY CHARIOTS OF FIRE! COPS WITHIN THE COP SHOPS! MORMONS NO DOUBT, THAT, MORMON MAFIA, STRONG IN THAT PART OF WASHINGTON, IN THE SHADOWS OF THE TEMPLE? I HEAR THERE IS ONE, DON'T KNOW FOR SURE! WHEN YOU ARE AT THE TOP, THERE IS NO WHERE TO GO BUT HIGHER, THIS BLOG, ROCKS, THE NUMBERS, OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN! BUT THEY TAKE THE MONEY! FOR, THE WHOLE TIME I HAVE, BLOGGED, WHAT, A FEW DAYS, SHY OF FOUR YEARS, COME, THE 21ST, OF SEPTEMBER, MY HITS OR RESULTS, KEEP HITTING HIGHS, EVEN WHEN, THESE HACKERS ARE TRYING TO BLOCK THE HITS, MARKET ME AS IF I AM THEM, AND STEAL EVERY FUCKING DIME, SINCE, 9 FUCKING DAYS, AFTER STARTING "BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK BLOG!" MY BLOG, LIKE YESTERDAYS, WILL GO ALL AROUND THE WORLD, IN ALL 193+ LANGUAGES, DUE TO THE CONTENT, TRUMP, CIA, NEW YORK, VIRGIN ISLANDS, ETC., THE NUMBERS WILL BE ASTRONOMICAL, SO TONS OF MONEY, FOR THAT ONE DAY . . . THAT IS WHEN, THE HIT MEN, COME OUT . . . THINK I HAD, TWO, IN THE SWIMMING POOL, YESTERDAY, A SLOW DAY AT THE GYM! ONE HISPANIC DUDE, TRYING TO ACT, LIKE A SWIMMER . . . I KNOW, FITNESS AND SWIMMING POOLS, GENERALLY, ONLY GOOD SWIMMERS, FREQUENT THE LAP SWIMMING, NOT NOVICES TRYING TO LEARN! THERE WAS JUST ME, THIS GREAT SWIMMER, AND THIS FAKE SHIT, ASS, LOSER, WHO BARELY COULD MAKE A LAP, AND HE APPEARED TO BE WAITING FOR THE OTHER GUY TO LEAVE . . . STOOD NEAR ME, FOR A LONG TIME, BUT, AS LUCK, OR FATE WOULD HAVE IT, AS ONE PERSON WOULD LEAVE, ANOTHER WOULD COME! FINALLY DUDE, LEFT, EASY, OFF THE NORMAL PATH FOR MOST GYM GOERS, DROWN ME, LEAVE ME IN THE WATER, EASY, SHE DROWN, DIED OF NATURAL CAUSES! OR AN ACCIDENT. LATER, WHILE I WAS IN THE HOT TUB, SOME, CIA LOOKING DUDE, HAD JUST WRITTEN ABOUT THEM, CAME IN THE POOL, NEVER DID GO IN THE LAP SECTION, I WAS STRETCHING OUT, SO HE STARTED TO STRETCH OUT, TURNED HIS BACK TO ME, ALSO, ACTING LIKE, HE WAS WAITING FOR SOMETHING, SHACKLES WENT UP ON THE BACK OF MY NECK AND THAT INNER, GUT FEELING TOLD ME TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE HOT TUB, SO WHEN HE TURNED HIS BACK, I TOOK OFF, BUT HE FOLLOWED ME AND AS I RAPIDLY CLIMBED THE STAIRS, HE DID TOO, GAINING ON ME, I HIT THE TOP AND SCRAMBLED TO GET THE DOOR OPEN, TO GET INTO THE WOMEN'S LOCKER ROOM, AND HE WAS ACTUALLY, BREATHING DOWN MY NECK BY THIS TIME, SLIPPERY FLOOR AND I HAD BAREFEET, MOST WEAR, FLIPFLOPS! SAIGH OF RELIEF, AS I HIT THE WOMEN'S LOCKER AND SLIDE AROUND THE DOOR TO SAFETY! SO WHEN, THAT LITTLE ASIAN GIRL, TOLD HER MOMMY TO BE CAREFUL, THAT LITTLE VOICE, SEEMED TO BE, FOR ME! THANK GOD, I GET, THAT OLD, GUT FEELING, ALL THE TIME, BUT BOTH THOSE MEN, WERE OUT OF PLACE, VERY OUT OF PLACE, ON A QUIET, SATURDY, AFTERNOON! I BELIEVE I GOT UP TO THE WEIGHTS, BY ABOUT, 2:00 PM, SO, ALL THIS TOOK PLACE, PROBABLY BETWEEN, LIKE, 1:00, NO ACTUALLY, I THINK I GOT IN THE POOL, AT ABOUT 1:20 PM, AND GOT OUT, BY 2:15 PM, TO GO IN THE HOT TUB! IT WAS PROBABLY MORE LIKE 3:00 PM, THAT I HEADED UP STAIRS TO THE 4TH FLOOR WEIGHTS, WITH SEVERAL GUYS, THAT LOOKED, EASY, CIA MATERIAL? FUCK, THEY CAN'T TAKE CHELSE MANNING, CRITICIZING THEM OR THEIR LEADERS, WHAT WOULD THEY DO TO, A WORLDWIDE BLOGGER? MURDER, SHE WROTE? GO HAWKS! GOTTA FIND A SPORTS BAR, TO WATCH THE SEAHAWKS, PLAY THE 49ERS! SHIT, BEING IN SEATTLE, BEING FORCE FED, ESPN, IS TURNING ME BACK INTO A FOOTBALL FAN! LOL. BELIEVE IT OR NOT, I USED TO ONLY WATCH, FOOTBALL! THAT IS WHEN, I WANTED TO BE UP ON ALL THE TEAMS, FOR BOYFRIEND, LARRY WALL . . . NOW THIS WILL DATE ME, THIS IS WAY BACK, WHEN, IT WAS, MONDAY NIGHT FOOTBALL, BACK IN THE EARLY, 70'S! I AM NOT SURE WHEN, IT SWITCHED, BUT, I USED TO BE UP ON ALL THE PRO TEAMS, BUT, THAT WAS, WHAT 50 YEARS AGO! LOL. IT IS FUN, HAVING A HOMETOWN, PRO BALL TEAM OR TWO! GO SEAHAWKS, I AM JEALOUS OF EVERYONE GONIG TO THE GAME, TONS ON THE BUS FROM EVERETTE, THIS MORNING, AND AT MCDONALDS! BIG CITY FUN! BIG CITY THRILLS! BEAT THE 9ERS!

JUGGALOS FOR TRUMP! CULTURE WAR. FUN RENT. INFLATABLE GAMES & MORE. DIGGITY HOT DOGS & SAUSAGE. COLLEGE HUNKS HAULING JUNK! BOW DOWN. SEATTLE GRIP. VICTORINOX SWISS ARMY. SEATTLE KNIFE SHARPENING & SUPPLY. PHINNEY VISION GLASS. THE COOKIE COUNTER. IMPACT ARTIST. FOO FIGHTERS. CONCRETE & GOLD. THE SKY IS A NEIGHBORHOOD. A VERY BIG LUNCH. YOU'RE THE BIRTHDAY QUEEN TODAY. YOU'RE THE FASTEST RUNNER BUT YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO WIN. THE SAINTS SINNERS COSTUME BALL! CTR. YESTERDAY I DARED TO STRUGGLE. TODAY I DARE TO WIN! CAPITOL HILL BLOCK PARTY! DEEP ROOTS TATTOO & BODY PIERCING. EVERYBODY TWIST AND CRY TONIGHT. ELIZABETH BLUE--TRUE LOVE CAN'T BE BROKEN BY ANYTHING, INCLUDING MENTAL ILLNESS! PLOG. ROOSTER'S MEN'S GROOMING. JAMESON IRISH WHISKEY. SILLYVILLE. BLUE ZEBRA TECHNOLOGY. ALL THE BEST PET CARE. PRECISION COUNTERTOPS. CERTIFIED HELPFUL VISION. NEW WAY ENERGY. HEISER. TACO DEL MAR. SUPERFRIENDS. EVOLVE! CRAZYTOWN. MINISTRY OF INFORMATION. LEE CONRAD? WATERCANNON. MUNCHERY. HACKER JUST JOINTED US! 9:08 AM, 9/1/2017, SOPHIA'S PLACE, BELLEVUE, WA. GOTTA STAY HUNGRY TO BE SUCCESSFUL. --D.W. THE NEWS RUNDOWN: (1) THE SKY IS THE HOOD! NEW YORK GOVERNOR CUOMO IS SENDING NY NATIONAL GUARD DOWN TO THE VIRGIN ISLANDS TO HELP, HIS FRIEND, THE MAYOR, BECAUSE, THEY DON'T HAVE THE RESOURCES OR SERVICES, AND THEY WERE HIT PARTICULARLY HARD BY HURRICANE IRMA, BEFORE, IT DIED OUT, FROM A CAT 5! CUOMO ALSO, SIGNED AN EXECUTIVE ORDER, TO STOP POLICE, SAYING THEY CAN'T STOP AND INQUIRE ON A PERSON'S IMMIGRATION STATUS, AND HE HAS CONSTITUTIONAL POWERS BEHIND HIM! IMMIGRATION IS A FEDERAL ISSUE, NOT THE STATES. IF A PERSON, IS APPREHENDED, ON SUSPICION OF A CRIME, THE STATE AND LOCAL COPS WILL ASK ABOUT STATUS, BUT AS PER, CIVIL ISSUES, SUCH AS MAKING CIVIL COMPLAINTS, OR EVEN CRIMINAL ON DOMESTIC VIOLENCE ISSUES, OR IF A PERSON IS TO COME TO COURT TO TESTIFY, OR TO SEEK MEDICAL ATTENTION, NO! WE ARE DEALING WITH PEOPLE HERE! THE GOV. GOES ON TO SAY, THAT CONGRESS AND THE PRESIDENT, MAY BE PLAYING POLITICAL FOOTBALL WITH THE LIVES OF 800,000 DACA PERSONS, BUT IN HIS STATE, HE WILL NOT! NEW YORK CITY WAS BUILT ON IMMIGRANTS, THE PRESIDENT'S ROOTS ARE FROM IMMIGRANTS, AND THEY DESERVE SOME SENSE OF CONTINUITY AND STABILITY! THE UNITED STATES HAS ALWAYS BEEN A PRO-IMMIGRATION COUNTRY! GOOD ON YOU GOV.! THE PUSH FOR THE WALL & AGAINST IMMIGRATION COMES FROM THE SAME ROOTS! GUESS! (2) FORMER DIRECTOR OF HOMELAND SECURITY, JANET NAPALITANO, IS SUING THE TRUMP ADMINSTRATION, OVER TRUMP'S IMMIGRATION POLICIES AND DACA, FOR THE FOLLOWING REASONS, AND I COULD BARELY GET THEM, BECAUSE, THE NSA, GO FIGURE, OR THE HACKERS WERE CUTTING OFF MY COMPUTER SOUND, THE WHOLE TIME MS. NAPALITANO WAS SPEAKING . . . WONDER WHY, EVEN BLANKED OUT, AND PUT, SOUTH PARK CARTOONS ON? BUT, LOVE IT, SHE GOING AFTER THEM FOR, VIOLATION OF THE FEDERAL ADMINSTRATIVE PROCEDURES ACT, ALONG WITH ALL THE GOODIES, FOR DUE PROCESS & EQUAL PROTECTION UNDER THE LAW, IN PARTICULARLY, THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION! MY KINDA GAL! GO GET THEM! GO MEANS GO. THE OATH OF PRESERVING, DEFENDING AND PROTECTING THE CONSTITUTION, IS NOT, JUST SOME ARCHAIC FORMALITY, THAT ALL MENBERS OF PUBLIC SERVICE TAKE, IT IS THE GUILDING LIGHT, THE TOUCH STONE, THE FOUNDATION FOR THE WAY THIS COUNTRY OPERATES, AND THE WAY BUSINESS IS CONDUCTED! THERE IS ONE THING, THAT I AGREE WITH PRESIDENT TRUMP ON, AND THAT NATURALIZATION AND A UNIFORM IMMIGRATION POLICY, IS UNDER THE PERVIEW AND RESPONSIBLITIES OF CONGRESS, DO YOUR FUCKING JOB! I GUESS WHEN, NANCY PELOSI, FORMER SPEAKER OF THE HOUSE, AND MINORITY WHIP, IN THE HOUSE, WAS MEETING WITH 11 MEMBERS, ON SOME CONGRESSIONAL ISSUES, SHE WAS DENIED, SPEAKING, UNTIL FINALLY, SHE PIPED UP, AND SAID, ARE WOMEN, ALLOWED TO SPEAK? GOD, HOW CAN AMERICA DIGRESS, 70 YEARS, WITH A DINOSAUR AS PRESIDENT, AND ALL HIS CRONY GOP MEMBERS, THINKING "OLD MEN RULE?" LOL. WHAT A FUCKING JOKE. I LOVE THE SIGN, THE BILL AND MELINDA GATES FOUNDATON PUT ON THE METRO BUSES IN SEATTLE . . . "WOMEN HOLD UP HALF THE SKY!" IT IS THE YING AND THE YANG, DUDES! THAT IS WHAT MAKES EVERYTHING ROCK! (3) OF COURSE, TRUMP IS TRUMPING OFF, AFTER THE ALLEGED, OR WHAT HE CALLS THE TERRORIST ATTACK IN BRITIAN! THE TWEET MONSTER. ALL THUMBS AND NO BRAINS. TRUMP TWEETS, 10 TIMES, BEFORE HE THINKS LIKE A PRESIDENT! YOUR WORDS COUNT, DUDE! UNLIKE OTHER PEOPLE ON SOCIAL MEDIA, YOUR WORD, ROCK NATIONS, ESPECIALLY, OUR ALLIES WE NEED TO BE IN SUPPORT OF, AND WAIT, UNTIL WE SEE WHAT REALLY HAPPENED, COMING FROM THE HORSE'S MOUTH, NOT SOMEONE SPOUTING OFF ACROSS THE POND! FUCK. MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU, PRIME MINISTER, THERESA MAY, LEAD ON, FUCK IT WAS BRITISH SPIES, WHO ALERTED AMERICA ON THE RUSSIAN HACKING AND INTERFERENCE IN THE 2016 ELECTIONS, WHO THE FUCK, KNOWS WHERE OUR DUDES WERE? OH, SIDE BAR, AS TO WHERE, THE CIA, IS ASKING FOR MORE POWERS, USING DRONES, IN AFGHANISTAN . . . AH, CHAIN OF COMMAND? THE PENTAGON IS WORRIED ABOUT THE CIA OVER-REACHING AND GOING OFF ON THEIR OWN. I THINK WE HAVE A COMMANDER-IN-CHIEF, THE JOINT CHIEF OF STAFF, AND A SECRETARY OF DEFENSE, PLUS A FEW, GENERALS, TO BOOT, IN THE CABINET, WE DON'T NEED A BUNCH OF MORMON RETURN MISSIONAIRIES, PLAYING WAR GAMES WITH DRONES! SHIT! (4) ESPN, YOU RUINED MY MCDONALD'S BREAKFASTS, MAY HAVE SAVED ME A FEW HUNDRED A MONTH, AND MIGHT BREAK ME OF A 17 DIET COKE, ADDICTION, SINCE I GOT RID OF MY COMPUTER, SO I WOULDN'T SIT AT MCD'S DRINKING D.C. ALL DAY, THEN, I DISCOVERED, THAT CNN WAS PLAYING ALL DAY, SO TWO PIT STOPS A DAY, UNTIL, THE LABOR DAY WEEKEND, AND THE MANAGER'S MISINFORMED CALL, TO SWITCH, CNN, NEWS, FOR ESPN, WHATEVER, BUT, NOW, ESPN, REPORTER OR SPORTSCASTER, JAMEL HILL, IS TAKING HEAT FROM THE PRESIDENT FOR CALLING HIM A BIGOT, TRUTH IS A DEFENSE, TO ANY CLAIM OF SLANDER OR LIBEL, ESPN, BUT YOUR IN HOUSE COUNSEL SHOULD KNOW THAT! OR WAS THAT KAY BABY, PRETENDING TO BE ME, REPRESENTING ALL THE CONCUSION, BANGED HEAD, CREW? LOL. WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU AFRAID OF? AREN'T YOU TIED TO DISNEY? DIDN'T YOU GET A $4 BILLIONS IN PROFITS, LAST YEAR? IS IT FOX NEWS OR OPINION, THAT YOU FEAR? STEVE DOOSEY JR.? ANOTHER GROUP OF MO CONTROLLED, NEWS! JESUS! LOOK, YOU ARE PAYING MS. HILL, FOR HER TIME ON ESPN, REPORTING OR DOING SPORTS BROADCASTING, NOT SURE, BECAUSE, I AVOID WATCHING, ESPN, UNLESS THERE IS A GAME, GO HAWKS, THAT I WANT TO WATCH, BUT ON HER OFF TIME, FUCK OFF! AMERICA IS A FREE SPEECH ZONE! UNLESS YOU WANT TO PAY, JAMEL, FOR 24/7, YOU SHOULD NOT BE ABLE TO THREATEN HER WITH HER JOB, UNDER ANY PRESSURE! THIS IS NOT A DICTATORSHIP, YOU WILL NOT LOSE YOUR HEAD, THE PRESIDENT IS UNDER THE SAME CHECKS & BALANCES, ALL HIS PREDECESORS ARE, IN FACT THERE IS INCREASED AND INTENSIFIED, PROTECTIONS, BECAUSE, EVERYONE KNOWS, TRUMP DOESN'T KNOW JACK SHIT, ABOUT WHAT THE PRESIDENT IS SUPPOSE TO DO, SO, ALL THOSE SPECIAL INTEREST, PRE-PREPARED, EXECUTIVE ORDERS, THAT HE SIGNED, BUT NEVER READ, BASICALLY, ALL UNCONSTITUTIONAL, BECAUSE HE HAS SHITTY LEGAL HELP, PILLOW TALK WITH SHELLEY, PRETENDING TO BE ME, DOESN'T CUT IT BOYS. THE PRES. IS ACTING MORE THE HUSBAND, SINCE I REVEALED WHAT I SEE IN THE DARK! HOWEVER THE OTHER DAY HE WAS SPEAKING TO THE TROOPS, AND IT APPEARED FROM THE NEWS CLIP, THAT, FIRST LADY, MELANIA, INTRODUCED THE PREZ. OR HE HER, BUT RATHER THAN, A HUG OR A KISS, HE SHOOK HER HAND? LOL. I WATCHED, THIS DUDE, STANDING BEHIND, MELANIA, IN FULL, CAMO OR UNIFORM, AND HIS EYES GOT SO BIG, AND HE STARTED TO LOOK, LIKE, THAT BAD ASS BLOGGER IS RIGHT, YOU CAN TELL! LOL. SPECIAL OPTICS REVELATIONS. OH, REMEMBER, SHELLEY APPEARED TO ME IN DREAM FORM, AND TOLD ME, THAT, SHE MET A YOUNGER MAN, MY STYLE. FUCK IT WAS THE 70+ DINOS WHO PUT YOUR SORRY ASS IN MY PLACE! POOR WOMAN, TRYING OUT FOR THE LEADING LADY, ME! SUPERFRIENDS, ALL REJECTED BY THE STAR! LOL. BIG SISTER? POOR WOMAN, USED AND ABUSED AND SHE DOESN'T RECOGNIZE IT. WHATEVER. NOW WHERE WERE WE? OH, BEFORE, LETTING ESPN OFF THE HANG TIME, SOMEONE, MAYBE, RUSSEL WILSON, SEAHAWK, WAS BEING INTERVIEWED, AND HE WAS ASKED TO COMMENT ON, KAEPERNICK, THE PLAYER, WHO STARTED, KNEELING DURING THE NATIONAL ANTHEM, TO MAKE A STATEMENT, THAT HE WANTS, AMERICA ALL THE WAY FOR ALL PEOPLE, LIKE IN JUSTICE FOR ALL, BLACK LIVES MATTER, TO BE RECOGNIZED . . . WILSON, SAID, THAT, IT IS SAD TO SEE, KAEPERNICK, DUE TO SOCIAL ISSUES, TAKING A STAND, BEING OUT OF WORK OR A FREE AGENT, WHILE OTHERS, SO MUCH, LESS, EXPERIENCED AND TALENTED, ARE EMPLOYED . . . I FEEL YOUR PAIN, KAEP! HILL MIGHT TOO, BUT TAKE, THE ADVICE OF WHAT, SEAHAWK, MICHAEL BENNETT'S RECENT ARREST, JUST FOR BEING IN THE WRONG PLACE AT THE WRONG TIME, WHEN, SHOTS RANG OUT, AFTER THE MAYWEATHER VS. MCGREGOR BOXING CHAMPIONSHIP OR FIGHT, BUT, AFTER REFUSING TO STAND FOR THE ANTHEM, WITH HIS BROTHER, ON GREEN BAY, RAISING HIS FIST TO THE AIR, DURING THE ANTHEM, BLACK PANTER STYLE OR U.S. OLYMPIC TEAM STYLE OF THE 60'S OR 70'S BLACK POWER MOVEMENT, BUT HE SAID, THAT, HE IS LOOKING AT THIS, OPPORTUNITY, AND HIS POSITION AS AN NFL PLAYER, TO BE BLESSED ENOUGH TO RAISE THE AWARNESS OF SOCIETY, TO SOME OF THE INJUSTICES, THAT HAVE TO DO WITH COLOR, STEREOTYPES, AND RACE RELATIONS . . . WE WILL, OVERCOME, AMERICA! WE ARE BETTER THAN THIS. EVERY GENERATION HAS THEIR SACRIFICIAL LAMBS, PROUD TO BE ONE! POWER. IN WOMEN'S WORDS. POWER IN BLACK WORDS! (5) THE FIRST WHITE PRESIDENT. ATLANTIC MAGAZINE. BY TA-HISI COATES. WHAT A GREAT INTERVIEW, MSNBC "ALL IN" TALK SHOW HOST, CHRIS HAYES, HAD WITH THE AUTHOR, AND AN ENLIGHTENING DISCUSSION ON RACE RELATIONS, THIS NEW OR RATHER OLD, EXPERIENCE, WE ARE GOING THROUGH, IN THE UNITED STATES, WITH TRUMP, AND THE DEPLORABLES, WHITE NATIONALISTS, KKK, NEO-NAZIS, AND WHITE SUPREMACISTS. CHRIS, ALMOST, DEPRESSED AS MANY OF US ARE, WHO HAD HOPES OF CLIMBING, THAT MOUNTAIN AND CONQUERING IT, ONCE AND FOR ALL, ONLY TO FIND OUT, THAT IT IS SOMETHING THAT WE HAVE TO TACKLE, GENERATION AFTER GENERATION! I LOVED, THE VERY THOUGHTFUL, RESPONSES, OF COATES, WHEN HE SAID, "RACISM WORKS BY RAISING THE BAR OR OUR LEVELS OF EXPECTATIONS, FOR, SOME SEGMENTS OF SOCIETY, WHILE LOWERING THEM FOR OTHERS. HE BROUGHT UP THE IDEA, OF TRUMP MAKING THE STATEMENT ON ACCESS HOLLYWOOD, ABOUT, GROPING BEAUTIFUL WOMEN, DOING BASICALLY WHATEVER HE WANTED TO, BECAUSE HE WAS A CELEBRITY. THE TITLE, THAT, TRUMP IS OUR FIRST WHITE PRESIDENT, IS BASICALLY, RIGHT ON . . . HE SAID, IT WAS THE FIRST TIME IN HISTORY, THAT, PEOPLE, VOTED, FOR A MAN, WITH ALL HIS SINS, AND POSSIBLE CRIMES, EVEN BRAGGING, ABOUT SHOOTING SOMEONE IN NEW YORK AND THE PEOPLE STILL VOTING FOR HIM, WHICH, LOOKS TRUE, FROM HIS UNMOVABLE BASE, THAT IS STARTING TO CRUMBLE, FINALLY, BUT, THAT WHITE WOMEN, VOTED FOR THIS BASIC CRIMINAL, WHO ASSAULTS WOMEN, SO EVEN AGAINST THEIR OWN, SEX, IN SOME KIND OF BETRAYAL OF ALL WOMEN HAVE WORKED FOR FOR CENTURIES, ALONG WITH THESE HUGE GAPS, IN VOTERS, VOTING BECAUSE OF THE PROMISE OF A WALL, OR THE TRAVEL BAN, AGAINST MUSLIMS, OR TOUGHER, EXTREME VETTING FOR IMMIGRANTS, OR HOPPED UP, EFFORTS BY THE ATTORNEY GENERAL AND I.C.E., OR IMMIGRATION, CUSTOMS ENFORCEMENT, AND THE THREAT OF WITH DRAWING FEDERAL MONEY, FOR SANTUARY CITIES, IN A KIND OF FORCED COMPLIANCE, THAT WAS NEVER, PART OF WORKING WITH THE FEDS, IT WAS ALWAYS OPTIONAL, AND DONE BY MEMORANDUMS OF UNDERSTANDING, THAT THEY WILL FOLLOW FEDERAL TRAINING AND ENFORCEMENT, BUT OPTIONAL, AND NOT MANDATORY, NOW, THESE FUCKERS, ARE TRYING TO MAKE IT MANDATORY! OR IN SOUTHERN SLANG, COLLEGIAL! I AM GOING TO JUST LIST SOME OF THE NOTES I TOOK, NOT GREAT, BUT, MIGHT BE SOME SEEDS FOR THOUGHT, OR JUST GO READ, COATES, "ATLANTIC" MAGAZINE ARTICLE, FOR BETTER COVERAGE: (1) RACISM IS THE DEVIL WE ALL STRUGGLE WITH, OVER AND OVER AGAIN; (2) IT IS NOT A MOUNTAIN WE CLIMB, ONE TIME AND WE ARE THERE! THAT IS NIAVITY, TO THINK THAT; (3) TRUMP CRACKED THAT NUTSHELL, WIDE OPEN AGAIN, AFTER BEING SOMEWHAT DORMANT, FOR YEARS! EXPOSING THAT IT IS STILL A VERY REAL PROBLEM. AMERICA IS NOT PROBLEM FREE, AND WE DONT RUN FROM THE ISSUES OR PROBLEMS, WE TAKE THEM ON, AGAIN, AND AGAIN, IF NEED BE; (4) RACISM IS IMMATURITY OF THE MIND, I COULD NOT AGREE MORE, UNLESS YOU TELL ME, THAT SOME PRACTIAL PRINCE CHARMING IS GOING TO COME ALONG, AND MAKE IT ALL OKAY FOR US. HE MENTIONS, THAT PRESIDENT OBAMA, A GIFTED, ELOQUENT, BLACK MAN, SHOULD NOT BE, THE STANDARD FOR WHICH, WE EXPECT OF ALL BLACKS, A HARVARD TRAINED, CONSTITUTIONAL LAW PROFESSOR, TO BE ACCEPTABLE TO US . . . THAT IS NOT ANY MORE FAIR, THAN EXPECTING BLACKS TO DEMAND, THAT ALL MEN ARE KENNEDY'S, THE PILLARS OF CIVIL RIGHTS AND FAIRNESS, JUSTICE FOR ALL! (5) JUST SAYING , "I DON'T WANT TO DEAL WITH IT, MAKE IT GO AWAY" IS NAIVE AND IMMATURE TOO, IT IS HERE, WE ALL HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT AND GET ALONG, THAT IS, WHAT MAKES AMERICA AN EXPERIMENT AND THE GREATEST COUNTRY ON EARTH, BECAUSE OF OUR DIVERSITY! I LIKEN IT TO, JESUS CHRIST SAYING, IT IS EASY TO LOVE YOUR FRIENDS, ANYONE CAN DO THAT, BUT TO LOVE YOUR ENEMIES, OR WHOM, YOU PRECEIVE, TO BE DIFFERENT, OR THROUGH THE DIFFERENCES AN ENEMY, THAT IS THE REAL TEST, THE REAL MEASURE OF CHARACTER, THE REAL ROAD TO PERFECTION, PERSONAL PERFECTION! (6) WE ALL NEED TO DEAL WITH IT THE BEST WE CAN! WE CAN ALL DO BETTER. WE CAN ALL EVOLVE! I RECOMMEND THE MOVIE, "THE LANDLORD." YOU WILL NOT ONLY ENJOY, THE EVOLUTIONARY PROCESS, BUT, WILL LEARN TO FEAR LESS AND BE A MORE OPEN CITY! COUNTRY, AND WORLD! (7) ON THE ISSUE OF, TRUMP TAPING INTO, THAT WHITE DISGRUNTLED, NON-COLLEGE EDUCATED, PAIN, AND ANGER, THAT FEELING OF BEING LEFT BEHIND AND LEFT OUT . . . I LOVED THIS, COATES, SAID, LIKE THAT DOESN'T DESCRIBE THE BLACK'S PLIGHT FOR THE LAST FEW CENTURIES AND, SINCE WHEN, DID, THIS GROUP OF PEOPLE, BECOME IMMUNE TO LIFE'S CHALLENGES, OR HAVE AN EXPECTATION OF BEING, SOMEHOW, TREATED DIFFERENT, THAT OTHER CLASSES OF PEOPLE, SO MUCH SO, THAT, THEY THOUGHT THEY COULD ELECT A PRESIDENT JUST FOR THEM, WHO WOULD GET RID OF ALL, IMMIGRANTS, SO THEY COULD GET THE TOP PRIORITY OF ALL JOBS, LIKE THEY HAVE FOR DECADES IF NOT CENTURIES, THAT JOB INCLUDES PRESIDENCIES . . . WHY, DO THESE MEN, FEEL, THAT THEY ARE BEING PICKED ON, WHEN, FOR THE FIRST TIME IN HISTORY, THEY ARE NOT, BEING TREATED, SPECIAL, WITH PRIORITY AND HAVE TO COMPETE ON A LEVEL PLAYING FIELD, LIKE, WOMEN AND BLACKS, HAVE NOT HAD TO OVERPERFORM, TO BE CONSIDERED, ON AN EVEN PAR, WITH THE WORST OF THE CLASS, REGARDLESS OF THEIR QUALIFICATIONS! I LOVED, THE SUPER BOWL, AD, OF A YOUNG, BLONDE, GIRL, COMPETING, IN A BOX CAR RACE, OR ON A DIRT RACE TRACK, WITH, LIKE ENGINE DRIVEN, CARS . . . SHE WINS, AND HER FATHER, PONDERS, HOW, HE IS GOING TO TELL HER, AS SHE GROWS OLDER, THAT NO MATTER HOW, EDUCATED, NO MATTER WHAT HER GRADES ARE, NO MATTER WHAT ACCOMPLISHMENTS SHE MAKES, ANY, LAME ASS, AVERAGE OR BELOW AVERAGE MAN, WILL GET PRIORITY OVER HER! HELLO, HILLARY! GOD? SAD. I THINK THIS IS A GREAT PLACE TO END THIS DISCUSSION. POINTS WELL TAKEN, AND NOTED! FUCK? GO FIGURE, CRY ME A FUCKING RIVER, MEN!

PRIVILEGE FOR NONE!  JUSTICE FOR ALL!  ALL MEN, WOMEN, AND CHILDREN, ARE CREATED EQUAL IN THE SIGHT OF GOD, AND UNDER THE LAW!

DEAL WITH IT!

OR GET THE FUCK OUT!

P.S., oh, along these lines, Obama pardoned, Chelse Manning, who was a visiting fellow, at the Kennedy School of Politics, was unfollowed, because, she, criticized, current and former, CIA directors, Mike Pompeo and Mr. Morell?  You have to be shitting me, since, when, is the CIA, immune from criticism?  This goes right along the lines of, the discussion above, that, politics is about, one smart person, vying against another, smart person, bring up arguments and ideas, that will either persuade, you to their way of thinking, or propel you to another's views, when, that side is presented, or a group, pushing back and forth against each other, with the hopes, that common ground, or common denominators, or compromise can be reached!  Have, and I believe we have, allowed, the CIA, to go unchecked, unmonitored, and unaccountable for far too long, seeing it, rear its ugly head, in the misinformation, it gave, President Kennedy, himself, wanting to tear the CIA in a thousand pieces!

THERE IS NO PERSON, INCLUDING THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES, NOR GROUP, I.E., THE CIA, WHO IS SO SMART, SO GOOD, SO PURE, THAT THEY ARE ABOVE THE LAW, OR SUSPICION OR CORRUPTION!

WE ARE A SOCIETY, THAT THRIVES ON CHECKS AND BALANCES, OR BALANCE OF POWERS, AND THE FREE PRESS, TO KEEP, OUR LEADERS, OUR PUBLIC SERVANTS, OUR ELECTED OFFICALS, AND OTHERS, HELD TO "ACCOUNTABILITY" FOR THEIR ACTIONS!

DEAL WITH IT OR GET THE FUCK OUT!

TALKIN' ENTITLEMENT, WHITE PRIVILEGE, BILLIONAIRE, SEC. OF TREASURY, MNUCHIN, EXPECTED, AMERICAN TAX PAYERS, TO FLY HIM, IN UNITED STATES PLANE, FOR HONEYMOON, AND SHOPPING FOR TWEETIE BIRD, WIFE!  SCREAM!  DUMB ASSES, OUT OF TOUCH WITH REALITY!
GOD!

WHO THE FUCK DO YOU, FUCKING THINK YOU ARE?

ONLY ROSE WOULD PROMISE YOU A DAMNED ROSE GARDEN, AND PRIVILEGES, BEYOND, THE CALL OF DUTY!  SHIT!  DREAM ON, ETHIC ATTORNEYS, LOOKING INTO THE TRIP . . . DEAL WITH IT!

KICK IT OUT! SURVIVOR & LOVER BOY(S). LOVER GIRLS TOO. SO WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE GOOSE WHO LAID THE GOLDEN EGGS? FRUIT DOES'T FALL FAR FROM THE TREE! THE SPOKESLISTENER. VOICE RECOGNITION. GAME OF THRONES SEASON FINALE. MULTIPLE ENDINGS SO THERE IS NOT LEAKING ON HOW THE STORY ENDS. TOO MANY STARS. SAGE STEAL IS BACK. I'M A BITCH, I'M A LOVER, I'M A CHILD, I'M A MOTHER, I'M A SINNER, I'M A SAINT . . . YOU KNOW YOU WOULDN'T HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY! 100% JUICE SMOOTHIE. BOILING POINT. STRIVING FOR ZERO WASTE. FUEL FOR FLIGHT. TOO MANY WINS. OMAHA. CANTINA LENA. TEA BUBBLE. VITAL MECHANICAL SERVICES. I'M DROPPING THIS ON YOU! YOU'LL MISS ME WHEN, I'M GONE. LOL. X-FACTOR U.K. PAINTING IS NOT AN UPGRADE! LOL. BIRDBUSTERS. THE CREATURES GOT WHAT THEY DESERVED. MEMORY FOAM. MOTHER . . . MAY GOD HELP YOU! PREMIER ON PINE.COM. VENGENCE IS MINE, SAITH THE LORD. I WILL MEET YOU IN THE BATTLE FIELD. THE LORD HATE INJUSTICE. GOD HELP YOU. IMPACT. LET'S HIBERNATE. IDI PINK PANTHER. JOKE. Y.U.A.N. (WHY YOU ANN OR JOANN? BECAUSE I DID IT ALL, DUMB ASSES, LIKE IT OR NOT!). THIS REMINDS ME OF WHEN, GRETA JOINED OR WAS THINKING ABOUT PLEDGING A SORORITY, AT THE UNIVERSITY OF UTAH, WHERE I WAS TEACHING, AND SHE WAS NAMED, PIKE PRINCESS BY ONE OF THE FRAT RAT HOUSES. SHE ASKED THEM WHAT SHE SHOULD DO, AND THEY SAID, MAKE US COOKIES OR SOMETHING. SHE TOLD THEM, SHE WAS NOT LIKELY TO DO THAT, AND THEY SAID, GET YOUR MOM, TO DO IT THEN . . . SHE IS EVEN LESS LIKELY TO DO IT! LOL. GRETA, DAUGHTER AFTER MY OWN HEART, SHIT CANNED BOTH THE SORORITY AND THE FRATERNITY! LOL. SHE DID, HOWEVER, SERVE IN THE NAVY, OFF THE ISLAND OF GREECE, ON CRETE! I DON'T CARE TO BE YOUR COP QUEEN, OR SO THE GAME SEEMS TO BE, HAVE KAY, SHE RAN FOR DAIRY PRINCESS, MS. UTAH AND ALL THAT SHIT . . . I THOUGHT IT FOOLISH IN HIGH SCHOOL, AND I DO NOW! WHITTLE KAY CAN HAVE THAT DISHONOR! FUCK! INTERESTING DREAM LAST NIGHT, PART I: (1) IT WAS WINTER, AND I WAS AT SOMEONE'S HOUSE, UNKNOWN, AND I WAS TRYING TO GET A SMALL BOY, INTO MY VW BUG; (2) EVENTUALLY, HE GOT INTO THE CAR, AND WE DROVE OFF, INTO THIS LONELY WINTER SCENE, IT REMINDED ME OF A STRETCH OF LAND, IN THE UTAH PRAIRIE, BETWEEN NEPHI AND SCIPIO, BUT WE WERE NOT ON THE FREEWAY, WE WERE LIKE ON AN OLD HIGHWAY, OR DIRT ROAD: (3) AT ONE POINT, THERE WAS TOO MUCH SNOW ON THE ROAD, AND THE VW BUG CAME TO A COMPLETE STOP, AND I GOT OUT OF THE CAR TO SEE, WHAT, NEEDED TO BE DONE TO GET THE CAR, BACK ON THIS SNOWY LONELY ROAD WHERE WE WERE ALL ALONE. IT REMINDED ME OF ONE OF ELLIOT'S SONG TITLES ON HIS "LITTLE BLACK HORSE WHERE ARE YOU GOING WITH YOUR DEAD RIDER?" CD, GOD'S REVOLVER BAND, HARD ROCK BAND OF 2008, CALLED, "THE LONG & LONELY DRIVE TO HELL!" THAT WAS THE END OF THAT PART OF THE DREAM . . . PART II: (1) WE, ME AND WHAT APPEARED TO BE MY SON, DIDN'T REALLY LOOK LIKE EITHER CHRIS OR ELLIOT, WERE AT MY MOTHER AND FATHER'S HOME, HAVING A FAMILY DINNER OF SORTS, WITH A FAMILY WHO LIVED UPSTAIRS, OR MAYBE IT WAS THEIR HOUSE, BUT, I THINK IT WAS MY PARENT'S HOUSE, AND IT WAS A TWO STORY HOME, THE PARTY WAS UPSTAIRS AND I FOR SOME REASON WAS DOWN STAIRS, GETTING SOMETHING OR, I WAS IN A RECREATION ROOM OR LOOKING FOR SOMETHING ON THE LOWER FLOOR, (2) WHEN ALL THE SUDDEN, SOMETHING LIKE, ACID, CAME BUBBLING AND OOZING THROUGH THE CEILING, AND FOOD, IT SEEMED FROM UPSTAIRS, STARTED TO COME THROUGH THE FLOOR, TO THE BOTTOM LAYER OF THE HOUSE. I QUICKLY RAN UPSTAIRS TO TELL MY PARENTS WHAT WAS GOING ON IN THE BASEMENT, AND THAT THEY BETTER DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. (3) ONCE UPSTAIRS, THE FAMILY, MY PARENTS HAD TO DINNER CAME OUT, AND TO MY SURPRISE THEY, LOOKED, LIKE THE BAND, K.I.S.S., ALL IN BLACK & WHITE, GOTH, AND THEY CAME RUNNING OUT OF THE HOUSE, IN ALARM! BIG CONCERTS. BIG THRILLS. NOW, EARLIER IN THE DAY, I HEARD ON THE NEWS, THAT K.I.S.S. AND STEVE WONDER, MAYBE OZZIE OSBORN, AND OTHER BANDS, HAD A BENEFIT CONCERT, YEAH, FOR CHILDREN, OF THE HOUSTON HURRICANE HARVEY MESS, RAISING $44 MILLION DOLLARS! I BELIEVE, I EVEN WROTE ABOUT THEM, BEFORE THEY HAD THE CONCERT, SO THIS WAS A FOLLOW UP, AND I AM SURE THAT IT INFLUENCED MY DREAM. ALSO INTERESTING ON THE POWER OF THIS BLOG, I WROTE ABOUT, ANOTHER ROCKER, KID ROCK, WHO WAS FLYING THE CONFEDERATE OR REBEL FLAG AT HIS CONCERTS, SO, AGAIN, YESTERDAY AFTERNOON ON THE RADIO, I HEARD THAT HE HAD A PRESS CONFERENCE OR PRESS RELEASE, THERE HE SAID, HE LOVED, BLACKS & WHITES, BUT MOST OF ALL, HE LOVED THE RED, WHITE AND BLUE! GOOD FOR YOU, NOW DITCH THE REBEL FLAG, THE CIVIL WAR IS OVER . . . UNITED WE STAND, DIVIDED WE FALL! DO WHAT YOU WANT, BUT NOW, YOUR OUTED! LOL. I WILL DO A DREAM ANALYSIS, OF PART 1, AND PART II BELOW, PLUS, I WANTED TO MAKE A FEW COMMENTS ON SEVERAL MOVIES, I HAVE SEEN OF LATE: (1) AN OLDER FILM CALLED "THE LANDLORD" WITH A VERY YOUNG BEAU BRIDGES . . . SHORT VERSION, BUT HAVING MUCH BEARING, ON THIS DREAM, AND OTHER THINGS POLITICAL, AS OF LATE, FIGHTS I THOUGHT WE DID IN THE 60;S AND 70'S, ON RACE RELATIONS, THAT HAVE REARED THEIR UGLY HEAD WITH TRUMP, BANNON, STONE, AND OTHERS, CHARLOTTESVILLE, KKK, WHITE SUPREMACISTS, NEO-NAZI'S, AND NATIONALISTS, CULMINATING IN THE DEATH OF HEATHER AND THE UPRISING OF HATE GROUPS, FEELING EMPOWERED BY TRUMP AND CREW IN THE WHITE HOUSE. BUT IN THIS MOVIE, BEAU, IS THE SON OF A VERY WEALTHY FAMILY, BUT WITH AN OLDER BROTHER, THE APPLE OF HIS PARENTS EYE, AND A SISTER, WHO IS A POT SMOKING, LIBERAL, BUT WHO WILL MARRY WELL. BEAU, DECIDED TO TAKE HIS MONEY, AND PURCHASE, AN APARTMENT BUILDING IN THE PROJECTS, THAT HAD ALL BLACK TENANTS, THINKING HE WOULD MAKE HIS REAL ESTATE FATHER, PROUD, ALWAYS IN BIG BROTHER, BANKER'S SHADOW . . . ONCE HE GETS IN, AND BECOMES FRIENDS WITH ALL THE BLACKS, DONIG HIS BEST TO FIX UP THE OLDER BUILDING, AND LEARNING OF THEIR STRUGGLES AND PLIGHTS, HE, IS CHASTISED BY HIS MOTHER AND HIS FATHER, FOR, NOT COLLECTING RENT FOR AT LEAST A YEAR! LOL. MY LAW PRACTICE IN A NUTSHELL! LOL. BUT THERE IS THIS GREAT SCENE, WHEN, BEAU HAS HIS COMING OUT SO TO SAY WITH HIS FAMILY, AND BASICALLY, SAYS, THAT, ALL BLACKS OR NIGGERS ARE NOT BLACK, IMPLYING THAT HIS FAMILY IS BLACK! LOL. HIS PARENTS ARE OUTRAGED, AND I THINK, HE DUMPS SOUP ALL OVER THE BUTLER'S HEAD, FOR PLAYING HIS FAMILIES, STUPID, RACIST GAME, HIM, ACTING THE JIM CROW BLACK, LONG AFTER THE CIVIL RIGHT ERA AND ACT. EVENTUALLY, HE FALLS IN LOVE WITH A BLACK, GIRL, WHO, IS PART IRISH AND BLACK, BEAUTIFUL, BUT, ONE NIGHT, WHEN, HE NEEDED COMFORT, AFTER THE DINNER, HE SLEEPS WITH ANOTHER, HOT BLACK CHICK, MARRIED TO A MAN IN JAIL, AND HE GETS HER PREGNANT! LOL. HE IS HONORABLE, AS IS THE WOMEN, WHO, REALLY LOVES HER HUSBAND, WITH ALL HIS WEAKNESSES. BEAU STAYS WITH THE WOMAN, OR SUPPORTS HER AND HER SON, UNTIL THE BABY IS BORN, SHE CAN'T TAKE THE BABY HOME TO HER VERY HURT HUSBAND, WHO WANTED TO KILL BEAU, SO HE TAKES IT TO HIS GIRLFRIEND, WHO, WILLINGLY, A SAINT, HELPS HIM, OR IS GOING TO HELP HIM RAISE THE BABY! HE GIVES THE APARTMENT TO THE CHICK HE GOT PREGNANT, AND HER HUSBAND. BEFORE, ALL THIS, BEAU'S MOTHER, COMES TO DECORATE HIS APARTMENT IN HIS BUILDING, AND IN THE PROCESS, SHE GETS TO KNOW, ONE OF THE BLACK, LADIES AND THEY BECOME FRIENDS, THAT IS ALL IT TAKES, FOLKS, AND SHE, CUTS LOOSE, HAVING FUN, GETTING DRUNK AND TRUSTING HER TO TAKE HER CREDIT CARDS AND MAKE CURTAINS FOR HER SON'S APARTMENT. IN THE END, SHE USES THE MONEY AND THE MATERIAL, AND MAKES, AFRIAN, SHIRTS AND HEAD DRESSES, BUT, BEAU WAS MOVING OUT ANYWAY! GREAT MOVIE, AND INTERESTING, EVOLUTION, MORE OF THE MOTHER; (2) WAS THE MOVIE "IT" AND, MY MIND WENT WILD WITH, WHY A REMAKE OF SUCH, A CLASSIC, MOVIE, SCARY, REALISTIC, TO THE POINT OF BEING ALMOST BELIEVABLE, AND STILL, FUN, TO THIS DAY? BUT, IT WAS PRODUCED, BY, "RATPAK" PRODUCTIONS, I JUST DID A TYPO, BYU? MADE BY BRIGHAM YOUNG UNIVERSITY FILM DEPARTMENT? THAT WOULD NOT SURPRISE ME, BECAUSE, THESE SHITS WITH MY MONEY, HAVE TRIED AND TRIED TO PUT OUT A FEATURE FILM, WORTH SEEING. I ALSO FOUND IT STRANGE THAT, THE DIRECTOR, WAS, KATZ SMITH, I BELIEVE, NOW, I HAVE USED THE NAME, CATS, FOR CIA, AND KAT IS MY DAUGHTER-IN-LAW, SO A PLAY ON THE WORD, KATZ, AND MR. & MRS. SMITH, BOTH SPIES. I THOUGHT, THESE CLOWNS, IN THE CIA, ARE INTO EVERY FUCKING THING, BUT, PROTECTING THE NATION, RATHER THAN, SOLVING FINANCIAL CRIMES, LIKE, THEM, AND THE FBI ARE DOING, THEY ARE COMMITTING THEM, AS IN, THE CIA MEETING WITH MY CLIENT, OR ALL MY CLIENTS, I WOULD IMAGINE, WHEN, THEY STOLE MY CASES FOR KAY BABY, THAT FUCKING X-FACTOR, ALL MEN, DITCH AND LEFT WOUNDED, POOR BABIES, VICTIMS OF SELF-INFLICTED WOUNDS . . . I AIN'T NO PUSSY CAT, AND ALLOW YOU TO DO WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU WANT TO ME, I KICK BACK! THEY DON'T LIKE THAT, OR WOMEN, WITH EGOS, BIGGER THAN THEIRS! MY SPARK, THEIR DRIVE . . . BET, KENNEDY, WAS BEHIND PUTTING THE CONCERT TOGETHER, AS THE ALLEGED, FATHER OF MY RED JESUS, ELLIOT, USED THAT POWER TO CONNECT TO THE STARS AND ROCK BANDS! FUCK YOU ASSHOLE! SO, DON'T LET IT SURPRISE YOU FOR ONE SECOND, THAT, LIKE MY BLOG, LIKE MY SONS' MUSIC, AND LIKE THE MOVIE, "IT" THEY WOULD TAKE AN ALREADY SUCCESSFUL, MOVIE, STEALING THE WORK OF SOMEONE ELSE, NEVER, AN ORIGINAL, WORK OF ART, AND THEN, REMAKE THAT . . . OH, IT'S PERFECT, NOW, MAKE IT BETTER. I DON'T THINK THEY DID THAT EITHER. THEY SAY FOR COMEDY TO WORK, THERE HAS TO BE A CONNECTION WITH REALITY, CLOSE ENOUGH TO BE BELIEVABLE . . . THAT IS THE CASE WITH THE FIRST MOVIE, BUT NOT THIS ONE, SO OVER THE TOP, SO OUT IN THE OZONE, THAT IT IS UNBELIEVABLE, HUNDREDS OF DEAD KIDNAPPED KIDS, A TOWN, THAT HAS A HISTORY, OF MURDERS, LIKE 30% HIGHER, THAN OTHER TOWNS, SETTING UP FOR THE SEQUEL! THE OLD PENNYWISE, WAS, LIKE A REAL CLOWN, SCARY AS SHIT! I BOUGHT A PENNYWISE, MASK, EXPENSIVE ON, FOR THE HALLOWEEN PARTY, I HAD, THE NIGHT, JUDGE MICHAEL WESTFALL, KEPT ME IN COURT, ON ALLAN REX BESS, CASE, UNTIL, 1:00 AM, MAKING SURE THAT, EVERYONE AT THE PARTY, THOUGHT THE COOL HOUSE, THE NEW TRACK LIGHTING, THE ART, THE CATERING AND THE MUSIC, PLUS THE GREAT HALLOWEEN DECORATIONS WITH 30 JACK-O-LANTERS, AND FLAMES, AT MY FRONT DOOR, WERE THE WORK OF SHELLEY, WHO HAD BEEN HIDING IN MY HOUSE, FOR, WHAT, 10 MONTHS, PRETENDING THAT THERE WAS ONLY ONE JOANN, NOT, THAT THERE WAS A LOSER, OLDER SISTER, UNLIKE THE MOVIE, "THE LANDLORD" AND I WAS THE LANDLORD, SHELLEY, THE DO NOTHING, PAY NOTHING, LEACH, HIDING TO TAKE THE MONEY, AND STEAL MY LIFE, WITH THE HELP OF COPS, PROSECUTORS, JUDGES, OTHER ATTORNEYS, GOVERNOR, ATTORNEY GENERALS, REPUBLICANS AND MORMONS, OR MITT, ALSO TO STEAL, ELLIOT'S NEW, FIRST CD WITH SONY RECORDS! ANYWAY, THE MOVIE HAS ADULT LANGUAGE, AS DOES THIS BLOG, BUT, I HAVE ADULT READERS, FOR THE MOST PART, BUT, IT IS FUN. BUT, IT WAS INTERESTING TO ME, THAT, BEV, THE GANG CHICK OR GROUP GIRLFRIEND'S NAME WAS, MY MOTHER'S SISTER'S NAME, DON'T KNOW IF THAT WAS IN THE ORIGINAL, BUT, THE MEAN CHICK, WAS "GRETA" . . . WERE THEY TRYING TO SAY, THAT SHELLEY OR BEV, MY MOTHER'S SISTER, IS THE SWEET ONE, AND GUILT THROUGH ASSOCIATION WITH GRETA, THE MEAN ONE OR MEAN GIRL, IS JOANN? INTERESTING PLAY ON WORDS, AND ON HISTORY . . . MY WHOLE LIFE, I HAVE HAD A GANG OF GUYS CHASING ME: (1) EVERY DAY AFTER 2ND GRADE, 10 BOYS FROM THE NEIGHBORHOOD, CHASED ME HOME FROM SCHOOL; (2) IN JUNIOR HIGH, THERE WERE ABOUT 7 GUYS, WHO WOULD COME PICK ME UP, EACH NIGHT, OF SUMMER, AND WHOMEVER, I HAD WITH ME, OR WE BUSTED OUT OF THEIR HOUSES, AND WE COULD HANG OUT ALL NIGHT, TALK TO COPS, AND HAVE A GREAT TIME, IN THE COOL OF THE SUMMER NIGHTS; (3) IN HIGH SCHOOL, LATER, BOYFRIEND, LARRY WALL AND ABOUT, 9 OF HIS FRIENDS, STARTED SINGING, JOANN TAKES ME DOWN TO A PLACE BY THE RIVER . . . I AM SURE THAT BECAME, KAY, OR SOMEONE BESIDES ME, BUT, THEY CHASED US, ME AND BARBARA, UNTIL THE CAUGHT AND CORNERED US, AT A CHURCH, LARRY WAS A BOYFRIEND, FOR 4 YEARS, ALONG WITH MANY OTHERS, BUT HE WAS MY MAIN DUDE, HE KNEW IT, UNTIL I HAD A DREAM TO MARRY, THE FATHER OF MY FOUR CHILDREN, IT WAS THE DREAM, NOT THE HEART, AND A PAIN IN THE ASS FOR 12 YEARS, UNTIL WE FINALLY, GOT TOGEHTER, AND TALKED! (4) NOW, I HAVE A GANG, HUGE ASS GANG OF COPS, NATONWIDE CHASING ME . . . LEOPARDS DON'T CHANGE THEIR SPOTS!

TEA BUBBLE OR THE ME BUBBLE?

PART I

This dream was a bit depressing for me, as is the second part . . . because it is so, real and right on, but painful.  Even though, my kids, have known, some of the stuff I have done, cases, legislation, lobbying, and now the blog, it seemed, that they were in denial, for the most part, or, they had been brainwashed to the point, that they didn't believe, or could not accept, that, it really, was their mother, doing all this great stuff.  Or, that, they felt that, I had, somehow, in reaching my goals, hurt them in the process, or it is payback time, that, I reached my dreams and now, it is time for them, and I would agree.  I saw, a t-shirt, yesterday, when, I took a ride, up to Everette, to get out of the same old and to take a nap, relax and have a change of scenery, but the shirt said, Everything hurts and I am dying.

I believe, that I have been blessed, with the happiness gene, something that has just been discovered, by scientists, as is my friend, Parris, who has had her whole family, wiped out, along with, a fortune in record deals, when, her father's girlfriend, shot and killed him, her little brother, and wounded one, leaving him, blind.  We are both, happy, people, fun loving and into JUSTICE, not money.  So, when, I saw this shirt, I was somewhat bothered, because the dude wearing it, reminded me of someone, and the thought, that he could feel that way, and might, having access and reading my blog, might, actually feel that way, caused me more pain, that the thought, being applied to myself, with plenty of cause to feel exactly that way.  

But, I was not feeling that way, however, yesterday, I had no desire to write my blog, feeling, that if the loser, law enforcement, can't get this after fucking 20 years, and the last 4 holding their fucking dumb asses and hands, with evidence, after evidence of all the crimes that I say are happening, then, FUCK THEM!  The only reason I posted last night, about, 8:00 PM, Pacific time, was because of a book, kids, book, that, said, More. More. More . . . Said the Baby, part of the title, last night, and really, indicative and connected to my dream, if I were to guess, I would say, that the young boy, was Chris, who, as I analysis this dream, would reluctantly, be getting in the VW bug, symbolic, in and of itself, but, there is this hope, that, if someone is serious about, solving this billion dollar case, a long shot, seeing that the FBI, CIA, MORMONS, Trump, NSA, Republicans, are all thrilled with, stealing my money, and stealing the elections, with or without the Russians and not likely to do jack shit about it.

Special counsel, Mueller, making, much to do about nothing, focusing on the fucking letter? when, you have Eric Prince, Jared Kushner, 4 Russian banks, with sanctions on half of them? fuck . . . 16 top lawyers, only to put on a good show!but, I guess, I hoped that, someone would get Chris or all my kids, get in a room, and solve this thing with the help of my blog . . . but too many assets, too much time and effort, and great power, money, and success, has gone to the cheaters, bandits, pirates, all in powerful positions, making movies, putting on big concerts, and benefiting all my kids, without mom, in fact, being mom and dad, about 6 couples that I can see, blocking me, from, being even close or talking to them!  Far being it from me, to solve the whole thing in a day . . . charge, Trump with the same statute, that, Comey and others focused on, going after Hillary's emails, and where Hillary lacked the requisite, intent, TRUMP DID NOT!  I would say his and his closest buddies, are TREASONOUS!  But what fun would that be . . . ?

MOTHER, RELUCTANT SON, STRANDED, SNOW, LONELY ROAD

Back when, I was married to Brett Stewart, now, Kay is JoAnn S. Secrist, but, she goes, by Joanne, Brett once called all my kids, behind my back, and how he got their numbers, only a spy would know, with the help of the NSA! but he talked to each one, to see, which kid, would be the most problematic, if they did this gig, special op, against me . . . I remember, Brett, to my chagrin, telling me that he had called all my kids, and Chris, would likely be the one to help me, if I ever needed it.  And, it was Chris, who, was framed, charged, for, bull shit, charged, and with these fuckers, trying to break him, so they could remake him, in their image, not his mother's, dropping the bull shit charges, the day before, the trail, costing Chris and Kat, $10,000, in legal fees.  Elliot, I believe was framed, also, with murder charges, something big enough to get him, to willingly hand over, his music rights?

Nicole, was Republican and Mormon, so she needed little breaking, and was kept in the dark, and taken under the wings of the Southwick clan, no trouble from this gal, as long as she was kept in the dark, on what they did to her mother and the rest of her siblings!  They hit Greta, financially, in jobs, she could and should have easily gotten, brought, all three to their knees, so, they could then, get them to the point, that, they had a choice, to be loyal to their mother, or fight for the survival of their own, young families and self!  They, would know, I would, want them, to choose, just what they did, period, that I could fend for myself, as long as they were okay, I was fine and I would run, and run, until, they were free!  But, Chris, was the closest to the whole situation, he was with Elliot, young, when, their mother was diagnosed to die, he saw the music, both his and his brother's, he knew the bands, the players, the circle of friends and the kids who died in the Provo Death Cave, he lived with Greta and Dallas, and he also, talked to me about my cases, and court,when, I would stay with him and Kat, when, I had to be, in federal court, once a week, or he would spot me money, when, I was first on the run, between Utah, and Montana, when, they were early on trying to kill me!

KIDS, LONGING FOR FAMILY AND BELONGING, RUNNING STRAIGHT INTO THE HANDS OF THOSE WHO CREATED THE MESS IN THE FIRST PLACE, SLEEPING WITH THE ENEMY SO TO SAY!

I have basically, been, gone for 20 years, starting with them, the cops, FBI, family, Shelley, poisoning me, and then, with 5 docs telling me, that I would be dead, by 2002, with no chance of survival, never to work again, and with all people, being dead in 2 years of diagnosis.  I came back, for a short period, of time, 2008 to 2012, when, I was taken out AGAIN!  The one thing, Chris, wanted, and the kids, was, a gathering place, a place they could call home . . . thus, I got the Bloomington house, later the Parowan House, both, taken, in less than a year, with just, maybe a two year time frame, that, I was under siege, the entire time, taking on the government, again, suing the state of Utah, Nevada, Iron County, blah, blah, blah, leopards don't change their spots, never, ever!  Shelley is a rat fink, was and is, will sing, to save her ass!  

But, I am sure, with, little contact, with kids, over the last, 5 years, other than, by phone and Thanksgiving once a year, hearts, grow, colder, and minds can be poisoned, loving arms, replaced, by, the carefully, orchestrated, planned, and plotted, since back, 20 years before that, it appears . . . Rachel, saying prior ot divorce and law school . . . if your kids, are ever, successful, you can't take any of the credit?  Like what, so, President Obama's dad, he met once, not until he was 10, is blocked out, or Bill Clinton's father . . . we are a sum total of all our, lives, nurture, and nature, DNA, is more powerful, than, we know . . . I don't worry much about seeing my kids or my grand kids, under these circumstances, because, my grand kids are all about grandma, I am theirs and it is just known!  Nicole's kids, especially, her daughter, has only seen me, on a few occasions, and Nicole and George were shocked, last time I was there, how, quickly, normally, shy, took to me, and wanted me, to do everything with her, over, even her parents, let alone, strangers!  LOL.

A REAL GRANDMA'S REVENGE!  While I have not seen, my kids much, my extended family, not at all, nor do I ever want to see, them, after this shit, but, I know, they, my kids, NEED that family support!  I would NEVER, deny them, what they so desperately need, even if it comes from, the very people, who wronged them, in the first place, stole there money, tried to kill their mother, got their father fired, and chased me for the last few years, to this second, and hurt them, cost them jobs, money, and took all my kids had too . . . they broke them, but, I know my kids, and once safe, they will be fine, and if I have to suffer, for them, I fucking will, and have!  THAT, FOLKS IS LOVE, AND I WILL DO WHATEVER IS IN THE BEST INTEREST OF MY KIDS, EVEN IF IT MEANS, NEVER SEEING THEM AGAIN, AS LONG AS I KNOW THEY ARE SAFE!  GOD HATES INJUSTICE, AND HE WILL FIGHT MY BATTLES FOR ME, VENGEANCE IS HIS!

I strongly, felt, this was the end of the road, yesterday.  Would I do things differently, FUCK NO!  I have accomplished all I could ever dream of, helped and inspired, millions, if not, the United States and the World!  Remember, NATO, all the shit Trump had planned?  Yeah, no press, had the coverage and worldwide readership, that I HAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  BILLIONS OF HITS, RESULTS DAILY, ON EVERY .COM, ON THE WEB!  WORTH, MILLIONS DAILY . . . I WILL GET ROOM AND BOARD!  GREY TRUCK, SAW IT THE OTHER DAY, SAW IT YESTERDAY, AND TODAY, JUST BEFORE STARTING THIS BLOG . . . AMERICAN GREED, PROTECTING THE SYSTEM, THE AGENCY, THE COMPANY, THE GOVERNMENT!  I WILL GET NOTHING, BUT THE PEACE, THAT I DID ALL I COULD, IN SERVICE TO MY FAMILY, MY COUNTRY AND MY GOD!

SYMBOLISM OF THE VW BUG . . . SURVEILLANCE IS BUGGING . . . STOP BUGGING ME, HOW THE FUCK DO YOU THINK, THEY KNEW WHERE IS WAS GOING, WHO I TALKED TO, MY STORIES, WHERE I WAS GOING BLOGGING, OR EATING WITH, OR MY COMINGS AND GOINGS, IT WAS WORTH THE LARGEST MONEY TRANSFER IN THE HISTORY OF MANKIND, ALL BEFORE, GETTING IN THE HANDS OF THE EARNERS, ME AND MINE!

Me driving a VW bug, is SOOOOOOO symbolic, of who is really, the DRIVER of this LEGAL MACHINE, THAT MADE ALL THE MILLIONS FIRST IN CASES, THEN, BILLIONS ON THE BLOG, ME!  But the fact, that I was IN, the VW bug, shows, that it was her, body, or her, vehicle, that I was contained in, Kay Baby, hooking up with Brett, or possibly, FBI, before, getting with him, but, both, in this scam, and scheme, together with Shelley, first, who was already, the bandit on Elliot's music through, her sons', Jesse, and Isaac, who knew just how good Elliot was, and how good Chris was . . . last I talked to Jesse, he said he loved Chris, more than any person on earth and he would get his face tattooed on his chest and belly, now why?  FAME, RICHES, GLORY, THE MUSIC! just like Isaac, and Elliot, but nobody, but, Jesse, probably knew about Chris's music, I only heard one song, and he had been doing, DJ record scratching, rap, and hip hop, which is huge, for years, and the pirates, only had to go straight in his computer, easy for NSA, and steal it, easy, without anyone knowing, Elliot was harder, because he had bands, he performed and I was blasting him on my blog, over and over again!

But, yes, all that I did, was attributed to that, skinny, bald, hag ass, boy, with boobs, loser, who, globed onto me, in junior high, science, knowing that her rising star, was attached to me, or bust, as was her, legal star, being a shit ass lawyer, going in debt, $10,000 per month, not hard to talk that bitch into, taking my place, wanted to be me, the second she saw me in junior high, her short, ugly, hair cut, probably, the reason, she orders, shit hair cuts, on me, through, her fuckers, doing her bidding, she shakes, she is weak, she is timid, but, nice.  Snow, has always been a symbol for me, for Kay, probably because, Brett, skied, therefore, Kay would too, she did younger, and I think, her and David, and her kids lived in Jeremy Ranch, to ski?  For some reason, I attached her to Olympia Snow, a Senator, from somewhere? why?  So, the VW, getting stuck in the snow, on an impassable highway, old, probably, indicating, this goes way, way back, like I said, this, for sure, dates, back, maybe even to the mid, 1980's, when, the CIA, started watching me, Kay would have already been in law school, and they recruit, attorneys, and my family, has FBI connections, so?

I believe, that, through DEEP COVER, I was buried in Kay's life, that mix, match and attach, maybe going back to birth!  We both went to the same, junior high, the same high school, the same college, for the first year, the same law school, and easy, cover, right!  NOT IF YOU LOOK AT SKILLS AND WHAT I HAVE DONE, COMPARED TO WHAT SHE HAS DONE, NOTHING WITHOUT MY FIRE, MY NAME, MY RESUME, MY JOBS, MY KIDS, UNDER HER, BELLY . . . OR IS THAT FLAT ON HER FUCKING BACK, WITH HER LEGS, SPREAD?  As I was walking up, 9th Ave, and about, Pike, a white VW bug, crossed my path, and the license plate, had the name, BEN, on is, a sign for Chris, can't remember, the connection, but, anyway, that is one, confirming, that, it was Chris, in the car with me, and the one hope, I had, that he might be, involved!  

But, like Christ, who could not, heal, due to the lack of faith, the people in Nazareth had for him, often, a prophet, or a mother, is without honor in her own, family . . . I think, kids, don't want to know their parents, had sex, or are sexual beings, and writing about that, fuck no!  I believe that most of this blog, was blanked from their minds, and Kay was easier to believe, than their mother, living in shelters, on the run, so while they all knew I wrote, I don't think, it registered, that the HIP MOM, was really, THEIR MOTHER WRITING!  LOL!  KAY  MAY HAVE BEEN A CONVENIENT TRANSFER, OF COOL, OR SHELLEY, SURELY, NOT OUR MOTHER, WE DON'T EVEN WANT TO KNOW, SHE KISSED OUR DAD, LET ALONE A BLACK MAN!  LOL!  THE LANDLORD SYNDROME!  LOL.

GROW THE FUCK UP, KIDS, YOUR DEAR OLD MOM, IS THE COOOOOOL ONE!

DEAL WITH IT!

LOVE YA!

KISSES, HUGS, LOVES, FOREVER!

I KNOW, YOU DON'T CONTACT US, WE CONTACT YOU, NEW RULES . . . SMILE!

CATCH ME IF YOU CAN!

LOL!

DIGGIN' ON LIFE, HOPE YOU ALL ARE TOO!

4X4

SMILE . . . I'M FINE, REALLY!

SPARKS & MYSTICS. FIND THE NINJA IN YA! DO BIGGER THINGS! MORE. MORE. MORE. SAID THE BABY. BROTHERTON STRATEGIES. RIPCITY. SMOKE PIT! DO IT RIGHT. GORKA. GET IT DONE! END SLOW ZONE. LIFE IS A HIGHWAY, I WANNA RIDE IT ALL NIGHT LONG . . . FIRERING. FIRST STRIKE GAMES. MOMENTS AWAY TO A WHOLE NEW GAME. IF THE SHOW NO LONGER FITS. CRYSTAL SODA BLAST, ALWAYS HAVING A BLAST. WOODY'S HARDWOOD FLOORING. LUTHER BURBANK. ALL-WAY AIR CONTROL QUALITY. ACHIEVING SAFETY ONE DAY AT A TIME. WE ALL HAVE DREAMS. YEAH, BUT DID YOU NEED TO STEAL MINE? GET YOUR OWN! FUCK? LAST NIGHT I HAD A DREAM OF SHELLEY, COMING TO MY HOUSE, INTERESTING, SINCE I HAVEN'T HAD ONE FOR A FEW YEARS, BUT IT WAS SPOTLESS, EVEN IN THE FREEZER, THERE WERE THREE PACKAGES OF WATER, ALL LINED UP, VERY ORDERLY, ALMOST ANAL RETENTIVELY ORDERLY. I BELIEVE THAT HAD CONNECTIONS TO THE DAY BLOG, YESTERDAY WHERE I MENTION, TWICE IN THE TITLE, BIO CLEAN. I THINK THE HOUSE, IS VERY SYMBOLIC, SEEING THAT SHELLEY WAS COMING TO MY HOUSE, WHICH IS EXACTLY WHAT SHE DID DO, CAME TO AN ORDERLY, CLEAN, CREDENTIALED, LETTERED, AND PROFESSIONAL LIFE, WHICH, WAS INDICATED BY THE WAY SHE LOOKED. SHE LOOKED MORE PROFESSIONAL, THAN I HAD EVER SEEN HER, SHE HAD A SHORTER, SHOULDER LENGTH HAIR CUT, LAYERED, SHE WAS WEARING A PLAIN BLACK, SWEATER DRESS, NYLONS, BLACK PUMPS, AND HAD HER MAKE UP VERY NICE, HER NAILS WERE DONE, PROFESSIONALLY, AND SHE WAS THINNER AND LOOKED BETTER THAN I HAD EVER, SEEN HER IN MY LIFE. YESTERDAY, I SAID SHE WAS FUCKING THE PRESIDENT, WHICH, I BELIEVE SHE IS, SO IN THE DREAM, SHE STARTED TELLING ME, SO MUCH, IN MY PERSONALITY STYLE, SMILING AND ANIMATED, AGAIN, NOT LIKE HER, BUT LIKE ME, TELLING ME SHE MET A YOUNGER MAN, AND BLAH, BLAH, BLAH. WHICH IS INTERESTING, BECAUSE, SHE HAS BEEN WITH MEN, OVER THE AGE OF 70+, SO TRUMP WOULD BE RIGHT THERE IN THE MIX WITH JACK, MICHAEL, TONY, ALLAN, AKA, FRANK, ANYONE WHO TRIED TO PICK UP ON ME, EVENTUALLY, OR PRE-PLANNED, ENDED UP WITH SHELLEY! FROM, JERRY OWENS, TO POSSIBLY, MILES. THIS SEEMED THE PLAN, I DID MY PART TO BREAK HER HEART, THEN, SHELLEY CAME INTO TO BE THE COVER GIRL! I BELIEVE THAT SHE HAS BEEN THAT, SINCE 1999, WHEN, I WAS POISONED, AND IT BECAME A FAMILY AFFAIR TO GET RID OF ME, ALONG WITH COPS, FEDS, FBI, IN ADDITION TO THE ATTORNEY GENERAL, AND THE GOVERNOR. THE THREE LITTLE PACKAGED, WATER, COULD REPRESENT, SHELLEY, KAY, AND RACHEL, THE MAIN COVER-GIRLS, ALONG WITH SUE, AND OTHERS, AS THIS WORKED SO WELL. OR IT COULD ALSO, REPRESENT, THE INVOLVEMENT OF AT LEAST THREE, OF THESE WOMEN, IN WORKING ON THE SALISH-KOOTENAI WATER COMPACT, THAT, I WAS ORIGINALLY, THE ONE WHO DID THE CONSTITUTIONAL ANALYSIS, SPOKE AT THE MONTANA LEGISLATURE, AFTER TESTIFYING, I WAS ASKED BY THE CHAIR OF THE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE TO WRITE MY TESTIMONY, AND CONSTITUTIONAL ANALYSIS DOWN, AND SEND IT TO HIM . . . THIS WAS THE FIRST, STONEWALL, I RAN INTO, OTHER THAN COPS CHASING ME, FROM THE TIME, I SPOKE, AT THE WHITEFISH LIBRARY ON THE MEDICAL MARIJUANA LAWS, BUT, I WAS TARGETED ONLINE, AT THE MONTANA LAW LIBRARY IN THE ATTORNEY GENERAL'S OFFICE OR BUILDING, WHERE I HAD BEEN USING THE COMPUTERS, AFTER, MINE WAS FRIED, THREE DAYS, AFTER THE PURCHASE OF IT, DURING THE 2012, ELECTION CYCLE. I WAS NEVER ABLE TO GET A FULL, ANALYSIS, WAS INTERRUPTED, THE COMPUTER WENT HAYWIRE, AND FINALLY, I HAD TO CUT AND PASTE, TAKING A HARD COPY OVER TO THE LEGISLATIVE COUNSEL, IN THE BASEMENT OF THE CAPITOL BUILDING. FROM THAT POINT ON, EVERYTHING I DID, FROM, SPEAKING TO THE MONTANA FEDERATION OF REPUBLICAN WOMEN, TO THE LAST BLOG I DID IN MONTANA, MONEY, MONEY, MONEY! THE MEN, WERE KEY, TO THE STEAL, NOT ONLY OF MY IDENTITY, BUT TO THE WORK, AND INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY, I DID, FROM A TO Z. I BELIEVE, THAT SHELLEY, KAY AND SUSAN SCHMIDT, WERE INVOLVED, AND WHILE SUE AND KEVIN WERE TO BE IN TURKEY ON A MORMON MISSION, A COVER FOR, SUE, WHO, WAS UP AT THE MONTANA LEGISLATURE, TWO YEARS AFTER ME, LOBBYING, REALLY, AGAINST, WHAT I DID, SEEING THE COMPACT AS, UNCONSTITUTIONAL, UNDER THE U.S. CONSTITUTION, THE MONTANA CONSTITUTION, IT VIOLATED, THE HELLGATE TREATY OF 1855 ITSELF, NOT TO MENTION, THE MONTANA WATER LAW, AND TRADITIONAL WATER LAW, AS PER WHAT A WATER RIGHT IS, AND WHAT, THAT CONSTITUTES, WHICH IS MERELY, AFTER RECORDING RIGHTS, ONLY THE RIGHT TO THE USE AND BENEFIT OF THE WATER, DON'T USE IT AND YOU LOSE IT! THE INDIANS DON'T OWN, THE WATER IN THE FLATHEAD LAKE! THERE IS NOTHING, AS I RECALL, ABOUT, WATER RIGHTS IN "TIME IMMEMORIAL!" THAT MAY HAVE APPLIED TO A TREATY THAT WAS SIGNED IN WASHINGTON STATE, BUT, THAT IS IN VIOLATION OF THE PLAIN LANGUAGE OF THE TREATY SAYS, IN LIGHT OF WHAT A WATER RIGHT IS, NOT JUST IN MONTANA, BUT ACROSS THE COUNTRY! I BELIEVE, THAT SUE, AS ME, WAS UP, PRETENDING TO BE ME, WHILE, THE CHURCH, AS THEY HAVE WITH MANY, MORMONS, WHO ARE LOOKING AT TROUBLES IN THE STATE, OR WHO, WHERE USED, ESPECIALLY IN CONNECTION WITH TAKING ME OUT OF THE GAME, REPLACING ME WITH MORMON, REPUBLICANS, AND GENERALLY SISTERS! I WAS CAUGHT BETWEEN TWO REXES! DINOSAURS, MY FATHER, AND FRANK, OF INTERPOL, WHO WAS A KEY FIGURE, IN THIS WHOLE, STEAL OF ALL MY WORK, LIFE, AND BANK, NOT TO MENTION, MY SONS AND DAUGHTERS' BANKS! BANNER DROP! I BELIEVE THAT VERY INSECURE MEN, FROM ALL RANKS AND FILES, OF GOVERNMENT, FROM COPS, TO PROSECUTORS, TO JUDGES, TO CONGRESS, AND SENATOR HATCH, ALL OLD SKOOL, WHO HAVE VERY SOLID, EVEN RELIGIOUS, IDEAS OF WHERE WOMEN, BELONG, UNLESS THEY CAN BE USED TO FUCK ME! OR HILLARY! SHELLEY HID IN ME, WITH FRANK'S HELP, BOTH INVOLVED IN THE MURDER OF ALLAN REX BESS, AND OTHERS IN PAROWAN, UTAH, SO GETTING RID OF ME, TO PROTECT HER WAS PARAMOUNT IN FRANK'S MIND, WITH ALL THE CONNECTIONS TO DO IT, AND CREATE A CHARACTER ASSASSINATION, AGAINST ME! HE FOOLED AROUND AND FELL IN LOVE! SHELLEY IS THE GOVERNMENT HOOKER PASSED AROUND FROM MAN TO MAN, WHO HAVE BEEN REJECTED BY ME, AND IT HAS WORKED FOR HER, FOR NOW! YESTERDAY WAS "HER" REAL BIRTHDAY! SEPTEMBER 13, 1953, SO HAPPY, BIRTHDAY SHELLEY! ALONG THAT LINE, I WENT TO THE NEW, MOVIE, OR REMAKE OF STEPHEN KING'S, CLASSIC, THE SCARY CLOWN, "IT" MOVIE! PROOF OF WHERE I WAS YESTERDAY ON SHELLEY'S BIRTHDAY, NOT WITH HER, PERIOD AND SHOCKED THAT SHE EVEN DARED SHOW UP IN A DREAM OF MINE, AS IF SHE DID NOTHING, AND ALL WAS WELL? EVIDENCE, BOYZ AND GIRLZ IN LAW ENFORCEMENT: CINERAMA "IT" R, 04:30PM, 09/13/2017, SCREEN:1, STANDARD SEAT: J17 . . . THE THING THAT IS SO INTERESTING ABOUT THE SEAT I PICKED, AND NOT ON PURPOSE, HAD VERY CRITICAL INFORMATION, AND SYMBOLIC EFFECT, MY BIRTHDAY, IS DECEMBER, 17, 1954, AND INTERESTINGLY, THE ROW I WAS ON, WAS "J", SO, J17, FUCK YEAH, THAT IS MY BIRTHDAY, NOT SHELLEY'S, SHE IS THE CRIMINAL, PRETENDING TO BE ME, WHILE TRYING TO HAVE ME MURDERED, HUNDREDS OF TIMES! SHELLEY IS LIKE A BUSINESS SHELL, SHE SPENT HER WHOLE FUCKING LIFE, READING, IN HER ROOM AND WHEN, SHE LIVED WITH ME, IN ST. GEORGE, UTAH, WHEN, I STARTED BACK INTO MY SECOND SHOT AT THE LAW AS A SOLO PRACTITIONER, SHE BECAME OBSESSED ABOUT BEING A LAWYER, AND, I BELIEVE, THAT SHE REALIZED, THAT SHE HAD DONE, FUCKING NOTHING WITH HER LIFE, FOR, WHAT, 50+ YEARS, AND SHE WAS JEALOUS, AND WANTED TO BE AN ATTORNEY! GO TO LAW SCHOOL SHELLEY. I REMEMBER TAKING HER TO BREAKFAST, AFTER TELLING HER, THAT SHE NEEDED TO CHECK WITH AMY, AND SHE IS KEY, TO THE STEALING OF THE BROCK AND CHEEK CASES, TO MAKE SURE, THAT, OUR ARRANGEMENT, THAT I DO A LIMITED REPRESENTATION FOR HER, MORTGAGE CASES, TO BE SURE, THAT, WE ARE NOT IN VIOLATION OF THE RULES OF PROFESSIONAL CONDUCT AND ETHICS! SHELLEY, SAID SHE COULD, OPERATE UNDER THE "THIRD YEAR" LAW STUDENT RULE . . . SHELLEY, YOU ARE NOT A LAW STUDENT. I CAN ACT AS A LEGAL ASSISTANT . . . THEY ARE NOT COVERED UNDER THE THIRD YEAR RULE OR ANYTHING ELSE, OTHER THAN TO WRITE A BRIEF OR WHATEVER THE ATTORNEY IS WILLING TO SUPERVISE. THEN, DESPERATELY, SHE SAID, WELL, I CAN TAKE THE BAR EXAM, AND PRACTICE, WITHOUT GOING TO LAW SCHOOL. I SAID YOU CAN IN CALIFORNIA, OR WYOMING, BUT I BELIEVE, AND KNOW, IN UTAH, THAT TO SIT FOR THE BAR, YOU HAVE TO HAVE ATTENDED AND GRADUATED FROM AN ACCREDITED LAW SCHOOL, THEN, TAKE THE BAR. ONE TIME SHE CAME INTO COURT, WITH HER CLIENT, TO MEET WITH ME, BECAUSE, I WOULD DO THE IN COURT APPEARANCES, ONLY, AND THE CLIENT, LOOKED AT SHELLEY, AND SAID, I THOUGHT, YOU WERE THE ATTORNEY? I THOUGHT, THAT BITCH, IS PRETENDING THAT SHE IS AN ATTORNEY, AND ACTING LIKE I AM JUST HANDLING THE IN COURT, WORK! I ALSO, BELIEVE THAT SHELLEY, WAS CHARGED WITH PRACTICING LAW WITHOUT A LICENSE, WHICH IS WHY I TOLD HER TO TALK TO AMY AT THE FEDERAL COURTS, TO CLARIFY WHAT SHE COULD AND COULD NOT DO, SINCE SHE SEEMED SO, WILLING TO TRY TO PASS HERSELF OFF AS AN ATTORNEY! I BELIEVE, THAT, SHELLEY, HOOKED UP, PROBABLY HAD SEX WITH AN IT PERSON, MEETING THEM THROUGH AMY, THE CLERK OF THE COURT, AND THAT IS HOW SHE STOLE OR TOOK OVER MY FEDERAL, E-FILING ACCOUNT, IN ADDITION TO HOMELAND SECURITY BRINGING, AN FUCKER, ALLEGEDLY FROM, EGYPT, WHO LIVED WITH ME FOR THREE DAYS, AND I BELIEVE IT WAS HIS JOB, FOR THE GOVERNMENT, FOR A BREAK IN HIS CASE, TO SET UP SURVEILLANCE IN THE BASEMENT, CAUGHT HIM, HEARD, DRILLS AT 4:00 AM, WHEN, I GOT OUT OF MY JET TUB! BUT, AFTER THAT, I COULD NO LONGER, E-FILE, MY OWN, CASES, THROUGH MY COMPUTER, BUT, I COULD, E-MAIL IT TO SHELLEY'S COMPUTER, AND THEN, E-FILE IT! I WAS SO BUSY AT THE TIME, I DIDN'T THINK ANYTHING AND YOU, TRUST A SISTER, WHICH WAS A HUGE ASS MISTAKE! WE HAD A CASE, THAT ME, RACHEL, AND SHELLEY WERE ALL WORKING ON, AGAINST CHRIS, RACHEL'S HUSBAND WHO CUT HER OUT OF THE REFINANCING OF THE HOUSE, AT THAT POINT, WHEN, WE WON, I MADE THE MISTAKE AGAIN, OF GIVING SHELLEY, PERMISSION, ONE TIME, TO USE MY FEDERAL E-FILING ACCOUNT, BECAUSE, I WAS HEADING THE THE UNITED STATES 10TH CIRCUIT COURT OF APPEALS, HAD A FULL CASE LOAD, AND HAD SEVERAL CASES, THAT WERE LOOKING LIKE THEY MIGHT GO UP ON APPEAL, SO BUSY, TO SAY THE LEAST! I BELIEVE AT THAT TIME IS THE START OF STEALING BOTH THE BROCK, SECURITIES CASE FOR $357 MILLION, AND THE IRON COUNTY CORRUPTION CASE, FOR $56.7 MILLION! THIS IS WHERE FRANK COMES IN, AFTER, SHELLEY WORKED WITH, JUDGE JOHN WALTON, WHOM I WENT TO LAW SCHOOL WITH, AND CHRIS, BRYAN ADAMSON, BEHIND THE SCENES, IN MORTGAGE FRAUD, SEEING THAT, I WON THE CASE IN THE FEDERAL DISTRICT COURT, I THINK, SHELLEY SAW, THAT I WAS GOING TO RULE THE ROOST, DUE TO THE FACT, THAT SHE DID DO JACK SHIT, WITH 5 FAMILY MEMBERS, AND REFUSED TO HELP, FINANCIALLY, NOR WITH, RACHEL'S KIDS AND FRIENDS, I WAS DOING EVERYTHING, PRACTICING LAW, TAKING CARE OF EVEN HER KIDS, DOING ALL HOUSE WORK AND PAYING FOR FUCKING EVERYTHING, WHILE HER KIDS WERE RUNNING AIR CONDITIONING WITH THE WINDOWS AND DOORS OPEN, TV NONE STOP, AND NOT GIVING A RAT'S ASS ABOUT HELPING WITH ANYTHING AROUND THE HOUSE, JUST A BUNCH OF LEACHES! I BELIEVE SHE COLLUDED WITH, UTAH AG, MARK SHURTLEFF, THE GOVERNOR, COPS, PROSECUTORS, AND JUDGES TO TAKE ME OUT, AND PUT HER IN AS ME. I DO BELIEVE, THAT, WHEN, ALLAN REX BESS, SAVED ME, NOT PLANNED ON, SHELLEY, WAS USED TO FUCK HIM, AND SHOOT HIM IN THE HEAD, AND FRANK WAS HIDING AND THE TWO, CUT UP HIS BODY, BURNED IT IN THE NEW FURNACE, AND MIXED IT WITH, CEMENT AND CEMENTED HIM AROUND THE WINDOW IN THE WOOD AND COAL ROOM, AFTER THEY RANSACKED AND STOLE ALL THE BESS FAMILY FORTUNE, STOCKS, BONDS, PROPERTY, JEWELS, COINS, AND WWII, MEMORABILIA! BLOOD RUBIES, RIGHT OFF, HITLER'S GIRLFRIEND! WORTH A FUCKING FORTUNE. FRANK BROUGHT WITH HIM, PEOPLE FROM NORAD, DIA, THE MILITARY, INTERNAL AFFAIRS, ETC. FRANK AND SHELLEY TEAMED UP, TO KILL ALLAN, AND ME, SO THEY COULD BE ALLAN AND ME! THEY GOT ALLAN, BUT DIDN'T GET ME! FRANK STAGED HIS OWN SUICIDE AND WORKED WITH THE COPS, TO TRY TO BRING ME BACK INTO THE STATE, WITH NO CHARGES, WORKING WITH, JUDGE LYLE ANDERSON, PUTTING OUT A BOGUS WARRANT, EXTORTING MONEY, JAILING ME, ILLEGALLY, UNLAWFULLY, UNCONSTITUTIONALLY, AND CRIMINALLY, SO, THAT SHELLEY OR KAY, COULD GET CREDIT FOR ME, REWRITING THE LAW ON, COHABITATION AND ALIMONY, THAT ROCKED, FAMILY LAW COURTS . . . THIS WAS THE BEGINNING OF THE END WITH, BROCK AND CHEEKS, AND ALL OF THEM ARE FUCKING RACISTS, NATIONALISTS, BIGOTS, WHITE SUPREMACISTS, BUSH IDIOTS, ALL HATED PRESIDENT OBAMA, WHICH AT THE TIME DIDN'T MAKE MUCH SENSE, BUT WITH TRUMP, ALL CONNECTED TO MY CASE TOO, AND SHELLEY, INVOLVED, WITH BRETT AND KAY, WHERE THEY HOOKED UP WITH TRUMP'S ATTORNEYS, THROUGH ME AND TOM VAIL WITH ALLEGEDLY, THE CIA, SETTLING THE CASE, GOING ON TO STEAL ALL MY CASES, ABOUT $700 MILLION WORTH! BUT THE LOSS OF TWO HOMES, FIRST THE ONE IN BLOOMINGTON, AND THEN, SHELLEY, MOVING IN WHILE I WAS GONE, TO THIS STATE OR THAT, SHIT WITH CASES IN 5 STATES AND GOING TO THE U.S. SUPREME COURT, AND WITH THREE KILLER CASES, UP ON APPEAL WORTH A FORTUNE, OR DESTRUCTIVE TO THE UTAH NATIONAL GUARD, FBI, AND OTHER ENTITIES FROM HOMELAND SECURITY TO THE DEPARTMENT OF JUSTICE! IF MUELLER IS SERIOUS, AND NOT PROTECTING, THE PARTY GAL, SHELLEY, AND THE OTHERS, GIRLS FOR SALE, THEN, CALL ME, BECAUSE, I CAN FILL IN ALL THE BLANKS, AND YOU WILL NOT LIKE IT, GOING STRAIGHT TO COMEY, AND HILLARY, TO THE RUSSIANS AND PUTIN! LIKE I SAID, I WAS CAUGHT BETWEEN, TO REXES, DINOSAURS, MY FATHER, AND ALL THE MEN, WHO INTERACTED FIRST WITH ME, THEN, SHELLEY, FUCKED THEM ALL, BUT, I BELIEVE, THESE MEN, RAISED IN AN ERA, LIKE TRUMP, THAT WOMEN, AUDITIONED, FOR THEIR ROLES, BY SLEEPING WITH THE PRODUCERS, EVEN GOING LEGALLY OLDER THAN THAT, TO PROPERTY LAWS, WHERE, GIRLS COULDN'T OWN PROPERTY, THEIR FATHERS WERE ENTITLED TO THEIR WAGES AND EARNINGS, AND IF NOT THEM, THEIR HUSBANDS, AND THIS IS WHERE THESE MEN'S BRAINS ARE AND WERE! THIS WAS ALL ABOUT MONEY, MONEY, MONEY, MONEY, AND SHELLEY WAS A TOOL, THAT COULD, IN THEIR MIND REPLACE ME, AND GET MITT ROMNEY ELECTED, AND AFTER THAT, TRUMP! IT IS ALL CONNECTED AS IS CONNECTIONS WITH RUSSIANS, THROUGH, NIECES AND NEPHEWS, WHO SERVED MORMON MISSIONS, IN ESTONIA, AND DID SUE AND KEVIN, COME IN CONTACT WITH MICHAEL FLYNN, HOOKING HIM UP WITH, TURKEY AND RUSSIA, THEIR SON, SAM, WAS ONE WHO WENT THERE . . . ARE THESE THE "CHURCH PEOPLE" THAT, BOTH, TRUMP AND SESSIONS, MENTIONED! WE ARE LETTING THE EASIEST CONNECTS TO TRUMP AND THE RUSSIANS, SLIP, OUR HANDS, I CAN SHOW YOU, A,B,C, FROM ME TO TRUMP WITH MY FAMILY RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE WITH ALL MY MONEY AND MY SONS MUSIC MONEY, TO BURN!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHELLEY . . . SEPTEMBER 13, 1953!

STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE, FOR GOD SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL . . .

SEPTEMBER 19, 1960?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAY . . . NOVEMBER 7, 1954

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUSAN . . . FEBRUARY 13, 1955!

GET YOUR OWN, FUCKING LAW DEGREE, IF YOU NEED THAT TO DO WHAT YOU DREAM OF DOING! STOP LIVING MY DREAMS AND ADVENTURES.

I KNOW YOU LOVE THE WAY I LIVE, BECAUSE POOR, YOU GET ALL MY WORK, MONEY, AND KIDS!

FUCK YOU ALL, HOPE YOU ALL ROT IN PRISON WITH BROOMSTICKS UP YOUR ASSES DAILY!

IT'S ARRIVED! TOO OVERCONFIDENT! RADIOHEAD'S DARK MUSIC TOUR. PLAY THAT FUNKY MUSIC WHITE BOY, PLAY THAT FUNKY MUSIC 'TIL YOU DIE. TABOO TO FUCK YOUR MOTHER! HINT, HINT, HINT, I AM NOT ON TOUR WITH SON! THAT WOULD BE 5'4" KAY, BALD, FLAT ASSED, WEARING PLATFORMS! SEX HAS BEEN HER TICKET, FROM START OF HER CAREER TO THE FINISH, NOW! I JUST SAW A PICTURE OF HILLARY CLINTON, LOOKING ADMIRINGLY, UP AT SOMEONE, IT WAS STILL FRAMED ON MY COMPUTER, BUT WHEN, IT CAME UNSTUCK, THE COMPUTER SHOWED THE BACK OF SOMEONE WHO LOOKED, LIKE RACHEL, WITH LONG BLONDE HAIR. I JUST GOT BUTCHERED, CURTESTY OF THESE FAME BITCHES, WHO HAVE ME ON SURVEILLANCE, 24/7, SENT THEIR RUSSIAN, FBI DOUBLE AGENT, INTO GREAT CLIPS, LAST WEEK. I NOTICED THREE STYLISTS, ON DUTY, DEBIT CARD WILL TELL DATE AND TIME, WHEN, THIS DARK HAIRED, CHICK, ABOUT SHELLEY'S AGE, JET BLACK HAIR, THICK ACCENT, CAME IN AND NOBODY, ACKNOWLEDGED HER, AS IF, THEY DIDN'T KNOW WHO SHE WAS OR WHAT SHE WAS DONIG THERE, CAME IN CARRYING A PURSE, JUST CAME TO AN OPEN STYLIST BOOTH AND ASKED ME WHAT I WANTED DONE, TOLD HER, CUT OR TRIM OFF 1/2 INCH, AND SHE SUDDENLY CUT TWO INCHES, AND SAID, I JUST CUT OFF TWO INCHES, IS THAT OKAY? WHAT THE FUCK? IS THIS MY HEAD OR YOURS. HILLARY, YOU HAVE NEVER MET THE WOMEN, WHO HAS CHEERED AND DEFENDED YOU, AS LATE AS TODAY, FOR THE LAST 2 YEARS! I HAVE NOT MET, COMEY, TRUMP, MUELLER, THE CABINET, YOUR STAFF, NOBODY! NONE OF YOU KNOW ME, BUT YOU MAY SOON! LITTLE BUT FIERCE, AND WITH A RESUME, THAT DOMESTICALLY, TRUMPS, YOURS, BUT NOT IN FOREIGN POLICY, UNLESS YOU ARE TALKING BEFORE, YOU BECAME SEC. OF STATE, WHEN, I WROTE THE POLICY ON AFGHANISTAN, ALONG WITH 15 VERY SMART, RETIRED PROFESSORS, LIKE MYSELF, AND THEIR SIGNIFICANT OTHERS! NOW, MY DOUBLES, TRIPLES, AND SEXTUPLETS, HAVE BEEN ALL OVER WASHINGTON, D.C., AS ME, THE BUTHERS, THE BAKERS, THE CANDLESTICK MAKERS, BUT NOT THE FORMER ASSISTANT ATTORNEY GENERAL, FROM UTAH, NOW, VIA MONTANA, IN WASHINGTON STATE, NOT D.C., WHERE THEY ALWAYS TRY TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE I AM! THERE WAS JUST BREAKING NEWS FROM, SYMBOLICALLY, "SPOKANE, WASHINGTON, ROCKFORD" . . . COULD THAT BE ANY CLOSER TO WHAT I JUST WROTE ABOUT IN THE LAST BLOG? ROCK-N-POKER! YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE. MAMAFIA! SPOKE ANN OR JOANN. DO YOU THINK, DIP SHITS! FUCK? HOW MANY CLOW CARS, DOES IT TAKE FOR ALL THE CIA AGENTS THAT THEIR FUCK BUDDIES CLOWNS, TO FILL ONE CAR AND A MOVIE THEATER, FOR THE NEW REMAKE OF THE STEPHEN KING, MOVIE, "IT?" PENNYWISE, MIGHT BE A GOOD SYMBOLIC NAME FOR ME TOOK, I EAT SPORT COP KIDS, TURNED PRO, USING MY SON'S STREET CHIN MUSIC! NOW, MUELLER, AS I SEE IT, FIERCE AS I AM, WITH CREDENTIALS TO BACK THE BITE, HAS A CHOICE AS I SEE IT, HIS DICK OR TRUMP'S, COMEY'S AND PUTTING HILLARY IN THE WHITE HOUSE WHERE SHE BELONGS! RIGHT AFTER SEEING THE RACHEL, HAIR ALIKE, SHAKING HANDS WITH CLINTON, LOOKING GLOWINGLY, WHICH SHE MIGHT DO TO A BLOGGER, LIKE ME, WHO HAS TAKEN UP THE WORD, MORE MIGHTY THAN THE SWORD IN HER DEFENSE FOR THE ELECTIONS AND BEYOND, NOT SOME LAME ASS LOSER, BITCH, FLIGHT ATTENDANT, REMEMBER WHEN, SARAH PALIN, DEFENDED FLIGHT ATTENDANTS? THAT IS BECAUSE, RACHEL AND SARAH ARE BOTH ONE, AND NOW SHE IS THE SISTER, BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK, SO THAT UTAH LIFE, COULD BE ELEVATED ALONG WITH ANYONE WHO LIES AND PLAYS BALL. CTR. CHOICE THE RIGHT, LIKE ME OR NOT, SAVE YOUR FUCKING DAMNED LYING MORMON ASSES! THIS BITCH IS EXACLY WHAT SHE IS TRAINED TO DO AND BE, A P.E. MAJOR, SO SPORT CENTRAL CHICK, ESPN, ENTERTAINMENT NEWS, KENNEDY, THE REPUBILCAN COP, SUPPOSE TO BE PLAYING JAMES KENNEDY, A DEMOCRAT AND CATHOLIC, FOR REAL, BUT REPUBLICAN AND COP, WHO ALL FUCKING VOTE FOR TRUMP, THE ALLEGED, LAW AND ORDER, PRESIDENT, BUSH STYLE, EXACTLY WHY THEY PICKED HIM, AND RACHEL, KAY AND SHELLEY, ALL PRO COPS, AND ME ANTI, COPS AND REPUBLICANS, BY, ELECTION, AFTER THE TEA PARTY, NOW THE ALT-RIGHT AND TRUMP! SHIT THE MORE EXTREME A GROUP, THE LOWER THEIR I.Q. AND THAT SHOULD TELL YOU WHICH CAMP, I WILL SELECT TO SIDE WITH . . . I DON'T DO DUMB WELL, ASK JAMES KENNEDY! NOR DO MY KIDS, SO, WARNING TO THE DUMB ASSES WHO FUCK WITH THEM. YOU MIGHT HAVE A CHANCE WITH NICOLE, BUT SHE IS GIFTED AND WILL BE BROUGHT UP TO SPEED FAST ON WHAT YOU LOSER ASSES DID TO HER FAMILY, FAMILY FIRST IN THE MORMON CHURCH, AND ALLEGEDLY, IN THE WORLD OF BLUE BLOOD COPS, THAT IS WHY, THEY ATE THEIR OWN, LOSER KIDS AND CHOSE TO TAKE MINE AS THEIRS! WHAT A BUNCH OF MELARKY! THANKS JOE! CAN I CALL YOU JOE? RACHEL, LOSER, BITCH, THINKS SHE IS ALL CUTE NOW THAT ALL THE DAMN ASS FUCKING COPS, BRAG HER UP, FOR NOTHING! EVERYTIME I FINISH WRITING ABOUT, THIS SHIT, THAT SONG BY ZZ TOP COMES ON, PROBABLY HAND SELECTED, FOR ME, "SHE'S GOT LEGS, AND SHE KNOWS HOW TO USE THEM!" KENNEDY IS A STUPID AS SHE IS, SO IT FITS! FUNNY, THAT HER FIRST HUSBAND, CHRIS, DIDN'T SEE THINGS THE SAME WAY, AS YOU DO, SEX EVERY SIX MONTHS WITH HIS INHALER ON! LOL! SHE COULDN'T BE BLONDE ENOUGH, SKINNY ENOUGH, OR WITH BIG ENOUGH BOOBS! THOSE LEGS DIDN'T DO HER OR HIM A LOT OF GOOD DID THEY? DUMB ASS COPS, AS LAME ASS AS THE WOMEN, THEY CHIOSE TO PROMOTE! DON'T TAKE SMART CHICKS, LIKE ME OR HILLARY. WE OUTRANK ALL OF YOU, FROM THE GENERALS DOWN, TO THE TOP COPS! FUCK YOU ALL! SO, MR. MUELLER, IF YOU AND YOUR ALLEGED, TOP GUNS, IN THE LAW, CAN FOLLOW THIS SIMPLE OUTLINE, YOU MIGHT GET SOME SEEDS, IN NOT END UP HOT ON THE TRAIL OF THIS RUSSIAN THING, AND YOU HAVE NO FURTHER TO LOOK FOR THE STRAW LADY, ALLEGEDLY ME, UGLY WICKED TWIN, THEY ALL HAVE ONE GOOD, AND ONE BAD, YOU GOT THE BAD GIRL, YOU ALL LOVE, PLAYING ME, THAT YOU LOVE! SHELLEY IS FUCKING AROUND WITH TRUMP, I CAN SEE IN THE DARK OR IN PLAIN DAY AT HIS RALLIES! HE TURNS TO HER, SITTING AND POSITIONED JUST RIGHT FOR THAT SPARKLE, TWO THUMBS UP, AND THAT CLICK, CLICK, WITH YOU BOSS, BEHIND, YOU SINCE, BACK IN 2011! WHICH IS WHERE SOME OF THIS BEGINS, BUT WAY SOONER, FOR GIVING SHELLEY, THE LOSER, SECURITIES CHICK, WHO TURNED STATES EVIDENCE ON HER HUSBAND AND EX-BOSS, FOR SECURITIES FRAUD, TO SAVE HER AND MY FATHER'S ASSES FOR THE SAME CRIMES! NOW, ONE WOULD THINK, THE FBI, AND THE UTAH ATTORNEY GENERAL'S OFFICE, THE DEPARTMENT OF COMMERCE AND THE DIVISION OF SECURITIES WOULD BE ALL ABOUT, ME, THEIR FORMER COLLEAGUE AT THE UTAH ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICE, BUT THEY WERE ALL DIRTY, AND DIDN'T CHOSE TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT THE BROCK AND RICE, SHIT, ZEALOUS PROSECUTION, AND WHAT THE LEGISLATIVE COUNSEL AND AUDIT SHOWED BEFORE MY $357 MILLION LAWSUIT! SHELLEY IS PALS WITH ALL OF MY OLD COLLEAGUES, I JUST DIDN'T KNOW WHY, REMEMBER I WAS TAKEN OUT OF THE GAME FOR KICKING THE ASSES OF THE FEDS, AND THEIR MEDICAID, MEDICARE FRAUD UNITS, ALL 9, WHO WERE NOT FOLLOWING CONSTITUTIONAL PRINCIPLES, WRITTEN IN THE FEDERAL REGULATIONS OR THEIR JOB DESCRIPTION! THAT DAMNED PIECE OF PAPER, WE ALL TOOK AN OATH TO UPHOLD!

SHE DON'T HAVE LEGS, AND SHE DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO USE THEM . . . JUST A HIPMONK, SMART AS SHIT!  FEAR OF LAW ENFORCEMENT AND THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH FOREVER!  20 YEARS AND COUNTING!  RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF THIS TRUMP, RUSSIA, MORMON, FBI, SHIT, AND THE 2016 ELECTIONS!  DON'T BE SMART ENOUGH TO CALL ME IN ON THE CASE, I MIGHT SOLVE IT IN A DAY FOR YOU, RIGHT, IN THE MIX, KNOW THE PLAYERS, INSIDE AND OUT!  LOOK AT MITT, AND HATCH TOO!

I'm going to go from A to Z, K.I.S.S., keeping it simple stupid, so you get the big picture . . . starting with, being poisoned, in late 1999, leading up to the 2000 elections between, Bush and Gore!  Goal, the Patriot Act, prior to 9/11, needed me out of the way, they were already doing asset forfeiture, and Elliot was already rockin' the heavy metal scene, and making bank, while these cops, were stealing and going underground, to pay me back at first, then, used him to fund, their CIA shit, outside, normal, Office of Congressional Budget oversight!  I was suppose to be DEAD by 2002, and when, I didn't die, my Pick's Disease turned into, not a terminal brain disease, but, a mental health disease, so they could start the character assassination!

I REACTIVATED MY UTAH STATE BAR LICENSE, IN INACTIVE STATUS, SINCE, THE POISONING, IN 2000 WHEN, MY FATHER, TOOK OVER, MY FINANCES . . . MY FATHER WHEN, APE SHIT, WHEN, I REACTIVATED IT, I BELIEVE, OCTOBER 1, 2009, RIGHT BEFORE I TOOK THE BROCK SECURITY CASE, SIGNING A CONTRACT OF EMPLOYMENT AND RETAINER, AS BOTH GENERAL COUNSEL FOR BROCK FINANCIAL INC., AND ATTORNEY ON THE $357 MILLION SECURITIES CASE . . . THIS IS WHEN, ALL HELL STARTED TO BREAK LOOSE, AGAIN!

• between 2000 to 2009, I had seen tons of things that indicated, that, not only Shelley, but Kay, too, and later Rachel, were using my identification and law license, and working with cops
• Brett, seems to be the front man, for, cops, mob, and feds, being the honey trap, to bring women, in, or, perhaps they were already in, and I was, brought in, before, getting my license back, having been told, that I would never work again, back in 2000 with 5 doctors, giving me a death sentence.  I believe, that Shelley, used that magic botox poisoning, while having access to it through Robert Youngblood's plastic surgery practice where Shelley worked and had a shit load of surgery, oh, surgical arts, performed on her, maybe a reason for jealousy too, I still don't need it!  LOL.
• Kay and Shelley, knew each other through, Tim Brown, Kay's first husband, Timbuk2
• I believe, Rachel, after playing Sarah Palin, was brought in, by Brett again, to the JoAnn game, now, going from copying my style, politically, at that point, but not extreme, to playing the attorney, back on the scene and #2 in the nation, at this point, on my first case . . . all these roles, or girls, play me, and themselves, and exchange with each other identities, acting as one, being directed through the men, who hate me!  I LEFT THEM ALL, THAT X-FACTOR!
• PATTERNS OF CRIMINAL ENTERPRISES, ACTIVITIES, AND RICO VIOLATIONS: MIX, MATCH AND ATTACH!  You have to understand that, to understand what happened, or you will miss the whole fucking thing, so watch, honey trap after cop honey trap, of all levels, the pattern of first meeting me, then, mixing me with these chicks, then, matching, them up with the dude, I was originally with, and that could include my kids, sons, and daughters too, going way, way back, in the same fashion, then, they bump me out of the way, and take my place, and send me to the bench in my own life!
• looking back, even as far, as my daughters having their babies, why flight attendant, Rachel, would ask everyone but me, to go see my grand kids?  I thought, because I was working or, doing this or that, or on, a fixed income, or something, but thought it strange, since tickets, at her discount to the Caribbean for a two way ticket was only, $350? so what would it be to say, Georgia, or California? $50?  This thing was in the works, I believe, since, way, way back, going back to, say, 1986 or earlier, before, I graduated from my undergrad, but had killer grades, and an outstanding scholastic record, along with scholarships, awards, and honors, out the mind!  Looking for a smart mommy to sire his kids?  LOOKS LIKE IT!  Only problem was, when, I was married to him, I figured he killed my clients, with Shelley, and I was next . . . target was the kids, but also, my record, that didn't stop at college, went right on through, to law school and beyond, to right fucking NOW!
• THE X-FACTOR IS THE KEY!  HOW DID SPORT KIDS GO PRO?
• DAD OFFICE OF STRATEGIC INTELLIGENCE, THINKS I STOLE THE BIRTHRIGHT FROM FIRST BORN, SHELLEY, NOT HIS INFIDELITY?  RIGHTING HIS RELIGIOUS WRONGS?  CONCEIVED IN SIN, SHELLEY, 3 MONTHS PREGNANT, LYING ABOUT GOING THROUGH THE MORMON TEMPLE, ALWAYS IN THE SHADOWS OF LITTLE SISTER, JOANN? MIX, MATCH ATTACH, PRO CHURCH, PRO COPS, PRO REPUBLICAN, PRO BUSH, PRO TRUMP, HATES OBAMA AND HILLARY, WHERE SECOND DAUGHTER LANDS, WITH THE SMART FOLKS, ATTORNEYS, THAT DAD ALWAYS WANTED TO BE!
• who knows, Zeke or Richard C. Secrist, could have been a spook, Mormon style too, served a Mormon mission, in the Netherlands, so he spoke, fluent Dutch, as well as having high contacts with top government officials, one of which, came to stay or visit after we were married, who joined the Mormon Church
• second husband, Jerry Lee Owens, looking back, never afraid of getting caught with pot, always tried to talk me out of the U.S. Constitution, tried to get me to run away out into the desert, always fighting, that would fit a cop!  I believe, his sons, have benefited, as my sons, too!  Now he always wears a blue shirt with POLICE ON IT!  He pretended to hate cops, or so he said?  Sell out, bribery, Shelley, bringing in another spurned lover and husband, collecting them for, supporting her and dissing me?  He fits the TRUMP profile of alt-right perfect, the last time I saw him, he said there needed to be three Americas, one, the way it is now, for tolerant people who can handle colors, browns, and homosexuals, or fags in his book, then, one for, just straights, but with colors of people, and then, one for just those who are all white!  I WAS DONE!
• third husband, Brett, the KEY MAN, across the board, MR, CHARMING, psychopath and spy, the honey trap, I married, hit man for the MOB!  I think he didn't kill me, like hub #4, is that, they really did fall in love with me, back, prior to the poisoning, and but for the weight, were still in love with me, and therefore, used me against, Kay and Shelley, for power and control over them too, as Kennedy does, playing on the insecurities, of the very women, they use to get back at me, the woman with it all, and they could have had it all with, had she bought their gig!

ONE BITE OF THE APPLE AT A TIME!

TO BE CONTINUED TOMORROW!

THIS AIN'T NO DISCO, THIS AIN'T NO COUNTRY CLUB, THIS IS LA FITNESS CALLING ME . . . SWIM, THEN, BBQ!

DETOX, REBOX, REPEAT!