THE GRINDMA! "MOM, WHEN ARE YOU STARTING A BAND?"--ELLIOT. CHECK OUT THIS VIDEO ON YOUTUBE! I KNEW ELLIOT, MY ROCK STAR SON, "GOD'S REVOLVER" AND "THE DITCH & THE DELTA", JUST CUT THREE NEW DEMOS, WAS IN THE CIA! ENCRYPTED MESSAGES--I LEFT A MESSAGE ON HIS CELL PHONE, TOLD HIM, I WAS GOING OUT TO ROUND UP, MONTANA, TO DROP CALVES WITH A COWBOY, AND HE RESPONDS, BY ASKING ME WHEN I WAS STARTING A BAND? LOL! AS USUAL, I RESPONDED, WITHOUT READING THE NEXT LINE, OR AT THE TIME, DIDN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT THIS MAN OF FEW WORDS WAS TELLING ME TO DO! LOL! MY SONS ARE MYSTERIES TO ME: (1) BECAUSE THEY REFUSED TO TALK TO ME WHEN THEY WERE YOUNG--NO NEED, "WE KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU, AND YOU KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT US!" OH, YEAH, WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT ME? YOUR AN ATTORNEY, AND GREW UP IN BOUNTIFUL. OH, THE SUM TOTAL OF MY LIFE! LOL! 20 YEARS LATER, THAT SAME SON, CHRIS, SAID THIS, HE, ASKED ME WHERE I WAS BORN! KIND OF BASIC SON . . . ELLIOT, AT 12 OR 13, RESPONDED TO MY QUESTION, IF HE HEARD ABOUT THE GIRL AND HER FRIEND, WHO KILLED THE MOTHER OF ONE OF THE GIRLS, JUST THAT MORNING, CHOKED HER WITH HER OWN BATHROBE, AS SHE DROVE THEM TO SCHOOL, LATER, DUMPING HER BODY IN THE JORDAN RIVER?, AND HE SAID YES, AFTER 64 OTHER QUESTIONS, TRYING TO GET HIM TO TALK, TO ENGAGE IN A CONVERSATION WITH ME, AND HE, JUST, SMILED THIS CUTE LITTLE GRIN, WITH A GLINT IN HIS, MISGEIVOUS EYES, TURNED AND LOOKED AT ME, AND SAID, "TOO MANY QUESTIONS," FOLLOWED BY A SMILE. REAL FUNNY ELLIOT! (2) MEN ONLY SPEAK 2,000 WORDS A DAY, TO A WOMEN'S 7,000, SO BOYS, PROBABLY SAY, HALF OF THAT, ABOUT 1,000 A DAY, AND THEY TALK TO EITHER THEIR SIBLINGS, FRIENDS, OR WHEN OLDER, THEIR GIRLFRIENDS! NOT THEIR MOM! (3) WHEN MY PERFECT LITTLE FAMILY OF SIX, DAD & MOM, TWO GIRLS, TWO BOYS, SAME SEX SIBLINGS TO KEEP EACH OTHER ENTERTAINED ON FAMILY VACATIONS AND OUTINGS, SO THE PARENTS, COULD TALK, HAVING THE KIDS, IN A CONTAINED ENVIRONMENT, ON A VACATION, DURING MY SONS' YOUNGER YEARS, MOM AND DAD, CARRIED ON ADULT, INTELLECTUAL CONVERSATIONS, IN THE FRONT OF OUR ORANGE AND WHITE, VOLKSWAGEN BUS, WHILE THE GIRLS, GRETA & NICOLE, TALKED "PIG LATIN," TO EACH OTHER, SO THEIR PARENTS DIDN'T KNOW WHAT THEY WERE SAYING ABOUT US, FOR TWO YEARS, AND THE BOYS, CHRIS & ELLIOT, WRESTLED, LIKE TWO BEAR CUBS, IN THE VERY BACK OF THE VAN, IN THE DAYS BEFORE, KIDS UP TO AGE 8, HAD TO BE STRAPPED INTO CAR SEATS, LEAVING, THE BOYS, LANGUAGE FORMING YEARS, DURING THEIR FORMATIVE YEARS, TO HEAR, ONLY PIG LATIN, BETWEEN WRESTLING IN THE BACK OF THE VW BUS, OUT OF THE ARM LENGTH OF MOM OR DAD, DEPENDING ON WHICH ONE WAS DRIVING, AND OUT OF EAR SHOT, OF THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE BEING SPOKEN, IN THE FRONT OF THE VAN! (4) BY THE TIME, MY SONS, HIT THEIR TEENS, THE BOYS DON'T WANT YOU, PARENTS, OF EITHER SEX, TO KNOW WHAT THEY ARE UP TO! SIBLING SILENCE WAS "THE RULE OF LAW" FOR A FEW YEARS (5) BY THE TIME YOU CAN RELATE TO YOUR SONS, THEY HAVE SWITCHED LOYALTY, FROM MOM--SWEET 6 YEAR OLD ELLIOT, JUST LEARNING TO READ, READING THROUGH ALL THE VALENTINE HEART CANDY, UNTIL HE FOUND, "BE MINE!", MELTING MOM'S HEART, TO THIS DAY . . . WITH THOSE TENDER LOVES AND KISSES, GOING TO THE OTHER WOMEN IN THEIR LIVES! THE GIRLFRIENDS AND WIVES, GET TOP BILLING, AND MOM IS BUMPED TO SECOND CHAIR! LOL! JUST LIKE IT SHOULD BE . . . SCRIPTURE, "A MAN, SHALL, LEAVES HIS FATHER AND MOTHER, AND CLEAVE UNTO HIS WIFE!" MY SON TAUGHT ME THAT IN NO UNCERTAIN TERMS, ESPECIALLY WHEN THIS VERY PROTECTIVE DADDY, CHRIS, SAID, IN RESPONSE TO HIS NEW BOUNCING BABY GIRL, BEING GRANDMA'S BABY, AND HE SAID, "NO, MOM, SHE IS OUR BABY." WE'LL SEE . . . PARENTS WANTED A PRINCESS, GRANDMA A COWGIRL! "Y" IS ONE WILD LITTLE THING, JUST LIKE GRANDMA LIKES A GAL TO BE, GIVING BOTH PARENTS A RUN FOR THEIR MONEY. GRAMMA LOVES YOU! LOL! TAKE IT TO YOUR DADDY, HE DESERVES IT! LOL! (6) THERE IS HOPE, FOR LEARNING ABOUT YOUR SONS, THROUGH THE SISTER/BRO NETWORK! LOL! THAT IS WHERE I GET 90% OF MY INFORMATION--STILL! LOL! I DON'T HAVE TO DO MENTAL GYMNASTICS TO UNDERSTAND WHERE THE GIRLS ARE COMING FROM, SAME SEX KIDS, THE GIRLS TELL ME EVERYTHING THEY CAN FERRET OUT OF THEIR BROTHERS, AND WE CAN TALK FOR HOURS! LOL! EVEN THE GIRLS WONDER WHY THEIR BROTHERS DON'T CALL THEM MUCH--THEY WERE RAISED BY YOUR FATHER--THAT SAYS IT ALL! LOL! (7) THE BOYS, NEED A MALE INFLUENCE IN THEIR LIVES, BECAUSE THEY CAN RELATE TO MEN, NONE OF THIS "MEN ARE FROM MARS, WOMEN FROM VENUS" STUFF, LOST IN TRANSLATION! ONE TIME AT THANKSGIVING, NEITHER, ME, NOR THE KIDS, WANTED TO CALL THEIR DAD, TO SEE IF HE AND HIS NEW WIFE, JUST TWO YEARS OLDER THAN, MY DAUGHTER(S), WHO DIDN'T GET ALONG WITH NEW WIFEY, NEITHER ONE OF THEIR PARENTS, GOT MARRIED FOR 13 YEARS, SO IT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH LOYALTY TO MOM, JUST DAD IS OF FEW WORDS, TOO . . . SO LIKE IN THE OLD, RICE CRISPY COMMERCIAL, WITH THREE YOUNG RED HEADED BOYS, TRYING A NEW CEREAL, SAY . . . "I KNOW, LET'S MAKE MIKEY DO IT!" TASTE THE CEREAL . . . WE ALL ELECTED, THE YOUNGEST KID, IN THE FAMILY, ELLIOT, TO CALL HIS DAD. HE DID, SAID, "OKAY," AND HUNG UP! LOL! WE ALL LOOKED AT EACH OTHER IN SHOCK, AND SAID, HOW COULD YOU SAY ANYTHING IN ONE WORD . . . ELLIOT, "ME AND DAD, UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER!" LOL! (8) CHRIS, NOW A GROWN MAN, IS THE ONLY PERSON, WHO I KNOW, THAT HAS GONE HEAD TO HEAD, WITH MOM, IN A POLITICAL ARGUMENT, AND SURVIVED . . . "HOW DARE HE HAVE AN OPINION!" LOL! I AM NOT USED TO THIS FROM HIS OLDER SISTERS, WHO KNOW MOM LIVES AND BREATHES, TO ARGUE, BECAUSE, THEY HAVE ATTEMPTED, ONCE OR TWICE THROUGH EMAILS, AND GOT A 5 PAGE SLAM, IN RETURN FOR THEIR ONE PARAGRAPH! PUTTING NICOLE IN TEARS, CALLING, LAUGHING OLDER SISTER FOR COMFORT! LOL! IN SHOCK, AT CHRIS, VOTED "MOST LIKELY TO BE AN ATTORNEY", ALREADY DEADLY, IN HIS 6TH GRADE CLASS, NEVER SHOWED THIS ARGUMENTATIVE SIDE OF HIMSELF, TO ME, SO, I GOT PISSED AND HUNG UP THE PHONE ON HIM, THE FIRST TIME HE OFFERED A COUNTERATTACK AND ARGUMENT, AND TOLD HIM TO "GET ANOTHER MOTHER!" AS I SLAMMED THE PHONE DOWN ON HIM! THE NEXT DAY, I CAME TO MY SENSES, AND TOLD HIM, I WAS SORRY, THAT WAS VERY IMMATURE OF ME, AND HE SAID, "I WAS LOOKING IN THE WANT ADS FOR ANOTHER MOTHER." LOL! I SAID, JUST DON'T LISTEN TO ME, WHEN I GET LIKE THAT, AND HE SAID, "I NEVER DID!" LOL! SMART ASS! (9) YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT RESPONSE YOU ARE GOING TO GET WITH SONS YOU THINK YOU KNOW, I SAID, "ALL OF YOU KIDS HAVE A BETTER RELATIONSHIP WITH, ME THAN, YOU DO WITH, YOUR DAD." CHRIS SAID, "I DON'T KNOW ABOUT THAT . . . I HATE BOTH OF MY PARENTS!" HOW RUDE . . . THIS HACK COMEDIANSHIP, IS GOING A LITTLE TOO FAR SON! LOL! THANK GOD FOR DAUGHTERS! LOL! AT LEAST I CAN RELATE TO THEM . . . ONCE THE BOYS MATURE, THEY ARE ALL ABOUT, RELATING TO MEN! THE ENEMY! THE GREAT DOUBLE CROSS--DADS DON'T GO THROUGH THIS! LOL! FOR THIS FEMINIST, SEXIST MOM . . . I WORRIED SO MUCH ABOUT THE GIRLS, GROWING UP AS, STRONG COMPETENT WOMEN, THAT THE BOYS, JUST DID THE SAME ALL ON THEIR OWN! WHAT A FUN ADVENTURE, FIGURING OUT, JUST WHAT AND WHO I RAISED?! LOL! WHEN ELLIOT WAS A VEGAN, AND MOVED IN WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND, I ASKED HIM, WHAT HE WOULD DO IF SHE, BOUGHT MEAT AND PUT IT IN THE FRIDGE, AND HE SAID, "I WOULD TAKE IT, AND THROW IT OUT OF THE HOUSE!" WHAT?!!! HOW COULD I HAVE RAISED A SON LIKE THIS? ARE YOU KIDDING ME? NO. A MAN OF FEW WORDS . . . I AM GLAD, I DIDN'T DATE THESE TWO, ALTHOUGH, THEY ARE BOTH, BRUTALLY HANDSOME, SWEET, FUN, INTERESTING, AND COOL, SO, I WILL KEEP THEM, EVEN IF IT TAKES UNTIL THE DAY I DIE TO FIGURE OUT WHO THEY ARE . . . THEY ARE STILL MYSTERY MEN, SOMEONE COULD TELL ME, THEY WERE ABOUT ANYTHING, AND I WOULD BELIEVE THEM! LOL! I DIG THE HELL OUT OF THEM, THEIR SISTERS WILL HAVE TO FILL ME IN ON WHAT THEY REALLY THINK! I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN TAKE, CHRIS'S BRUTAL HONESTY! LOL! I THINK, BECAUSE, I WROTE ABOUT MY TO SONS, WHO ARE BOTH, VERY, GOOD MEN, SOME INTERESTING STUFF, KICKED UP ON THE YOUTUBE GOD RECOMMENDATIONS, AND ONE IN PARTICULAR CAUGHT MY ATTENTION, AFTER HAVING A DELIGHTFUL CONVERSATION WITH ELLIOT, WONDERING WHAT WAS GOING THROUGH HIS MIND, ASKING WHEN, I WAS STARTING A BAND--READING THE MESSAGE, WAY TOO DEEP, AND WARNING HIM, THAT, IF I GET IN SHAPE, A BIG IF, I WANT TO SING, ONE NUMBER WITH HIS BAND, A SONG, THAT THE BAND SINGS, JUST VOCALS, THE FIRST SONG, ON HIS FIRST CD, WITH SONY, THAT HAS NEVER BEEN TITLED OR RELEASED, AND EVERY BIT AS GOOD AS THE FIRST CD, LITTLE BLACK HORSE, THIS ONE WITH SONY . . . HE TOLD ME THAT, "GRINDMA" WHO SINGS, IN THE YOUTUBE VIDEO, ALSO, KICKS THE GOVERNMENT AT THE END, SINGS WITH A BAND HER SON, SET UP FOR HER . . . BUT I WARNED ELLIOT, I JUST WANTED TO SING THAT ONE SONG WITH HIM . . . A QUIET LAUGH! LOL! TELL ME WHAT THAT MEANS, YES, OR NO? CHRIS WOULD HAVE SAID, ONLY IN YOUR DREAMS, MOM! LOL! ELLIOT, IS MORE OF A MYSTERY THAN CHRIS, BECAUSE HE KEEPS IT CLOSE TO THE VEST, CHRIS, I NEVER KNOW IF HE IS JOKING OR NOT! BUT, OF THE 12 OR SO CHOICES, OF YOUTUBE RECOMMENDATIONS, CONNECTED WITH SONS, CAME THIS, "DATELINE" INTERVIEW WITH THE MOTHER OF ONE OF THE COLUMBINE HIGH SCHOOL SHOOTERS, WHO BROKE HER SILENCE, AFTER, 30 YEARS, AND TALKED OF THE PAIN, THE MYSTERY OF HOW HER SON, SO SWEET, COULD TURN INTO A MURDERER OF 13 PEOPLE, INJURING LIKE 18 OTHERS, IN KIND OF THE MODEL FOR MODERN DAY SCHOOL SHOOTINGS, WITH MANY YOUNG BOYS, EMULATING KLEBOLD AND ERIC ? I THINK, EVERY PARENT, OUGHT TO WATCH THAT PROGRAM, THESE WERE UPPER MIDDLE CLASS PARENTS, OF BOTH BOYS, VERY EDUCATED, LIVED IN GREAT COMMUNITIES, AND DIDN'T HAVE, MUCH OF A CLUE, BUT, IN RETROSPECT, SHOULD HAVE, SEEN THE SIGNS, THEIR SONS HAD, ABOUT THESE DARK FANTASIES OF SUICIDE AND MURDER--RIGHT IN THEIR JOURNALS, REVENGE, AND GOING OUT IN STYLE, WEARING THEIR BLACK TRENCH COATS, GUNS BLAZING! ERIC'S DAD, WAS AN AIR FORCE RETIREE, WHO PEOPLE REFERRED TO AS THE DAD, IN "LEAVE IT TO BEAVER!" THE OTHER DAD, WAS SOME PH.D, AND BOTH HAD SMART, INVOLVED MOTHERS . . . WHAT WENT WRONG? I THINK OF THE TIME PERIOD, AND, JUST LIKE I DID, PARENTS, COMING OUT OR BEING RAISED IN THE ERA OF WOMEN'S RIGHTS AND TRYING TO ENSURE OUR DAUGHTERS FUTURES, WERE THIS OR THAT, MAY HAVE IGNORED OUR SONS, THINKING ALL WAS FINE FOR BOYS, HAVING OPPORTUNITIES, CAREER CHOICES, INCOMES AND OPTIONS, WOMEN ARE STILL VYING FOR, BUT, WHAT, EMOTIONAL CHALLENGES, DO BOYS HAVE . . . 86% OF THE SCHOOL SHOOTERS ARE BOYS? 80% OF THE YOUNG BOYS, IN PRISON, ARE IN FOR KILLING THEIR MOTHER'S ABUSERS. WE NEED TO TAKE A LOOK, AS FAMILIES, SOCIETY, SCHOOLS, COLLEGES, CHURCHES, AT THE CHALLENGES, YOUNG MEN HAVE, DEPRESSION, GRADES, SUICIDAL TENDENCIES, GIRLS, ACCEPTANCE, BECOMING A MAN, AND FATHERS, CLERGY, MALE SCHOOL OFFICIALS, COACHES, ETC., NEED TO STEP IN, BECAUSE, WOMEN ARE SOMETIMES AT A LOSS, TO EVEN GET A YOUNG MAN TO TALK, LET ALONE OPEN UP TO A WOMEN. MY MOTHER TAUGHT JUNIOR HIGH FOR 30 YEARS, AND THE PRINCIPAL OF HER SCHOOL, SAID, AFTER SEEING THE BARRAGE OF SINGLE MOTHERS, TRYING TO RAISE YOUNG MEN, THAT HE DIDN'T THINK IT POSSIBLE, FOR WOMEN TO RAISE SONS ALONE--MY SONS WERE BOTH A HEAD TALLER THAN ME, BY JUNIOR HIGH! . . . DADS, YOU ARE NOT JUST SPERM DONORS, A PAY CHECK, AND WOMEN, NEED TO RESPECT MEN, MORE AND ENCOURAGE, DADS RELATIONSHIPS, MARRIED OR SINGLE, TOO MANY WOMEN, IN COMPLETE INSANITY, PUSH A DAD OUT AS A SIDE LINE, TO WHAT IS GOING ON IN THE FAMILY! KIDS RAISED OR WITH A CLOSE RELATIONSHIP WITH FATHERS, HAVE LESS, DRUG USE, ALCOHOL USE, SUICIDE, TEEN PREGNANCY, FEWER RUNAWAYS, LESS SCHOOL PROBLEMS, JAIL, YOU NAME IT . . . THE OLDER A BOY AND GIRL GETS, THE MORE IMPORTANT DADS BECOME, AND AS THE DAD, GROWS IN IMPORTANCE, THE MOTHER'S JOB, LESSENS. THERE IS A STRONG CORRELATION BETWEEN, READING OR THE LACK OF READING SKILLS AND PRISON TIME . . . MANY INMATES CAN'T READ! DO YOU KNOW, THAT IF A KID SEES THEIR FATHER, READ JUST 10 MINUTES A DAY, THEY END UP LIKING TO READ! SIMPLE SOLUTIONS TO SOCIETAL PROBLEMS--WE NEED YOU DADS! I TOOK A LOT OF HEAT, AS A MOTHER, WHO GAVE PHYSICAL CUSTODY TO MY HUSBAND, AFTER A 15 YEAR MARRIAGE, READING BOOKS AND LEARNING STATISTICS ABOUT, WHO WOULD BE THE BEST PARENT OR CARE GIVER, GIVEN THE AGES AND SEXES OF MY CHILDREN AT THE TIME OF DIVORCE, DAD WON! AND HE MET THE CHALLENGE AND ROSE TO THE OCCASION, WE ACTED AS FRIENDS WITH KIDS IN COMMON! IT CAN BE DONE, IF YOU ALWAYS LOOK OUT FOR THE BEST INTEREST OF THE CHILD! FUCK THE PARENTS, YOU HAD THEM, YOU OWE IT TO THE CHILD, AND SOCIETY, TO DO WHAT IS BEST. MS. KLEBOLD, AGONIZES OVER HER SON, HIS LIFE, STRUGGLES, DEATH . . . MR. KLEBOLD, REFUSES TO MAKE A STATEMENT, APOLOGIZE OR REALLY EVEN ACKNOWLEDGE WHAT HIS SON DID, AS IS THE CASE WITH ERIC'S PARENTS! WE ASSUME, THAT IF A KID FAILS, IT IS THE MOTHER'S FAULT, AND THE DAD, REFUSES TO TAKE ANY RESPONSIBILITY, IN A KIDS RAISING AND GROWTH, WHEN, GIVEN THE AGE OF THE KIDS, THE DADS WERE CRITICAL COMPONENTS! I LOVE THE AD CAMPAIGN, "YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE PERFECT, TO BE A PERFECT PARENT!" WE ALL DO OUR BEST, GIVEN THE CIRCUMSTANCES AND PRESSURES WE ARE UNDER AT THE TIME, BUT, WE CAN ALL, ALWAYS, DO BETTER! NO SUCCESS, COMPENSATES FOR FAILURE IN THE HOME . . . LET'S STOP FAILING OUR KIDS! WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER--NOTHING IS STOPPING A PERSON, WHO SEES A KID STRUGGLING, FROM STEPPING IN WITH A KIND EAR AND LOVING UNDERSTANDING, EVEN IF YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND THEM! KISSES AND HUGS, TO PEOPLE WHO CARE! WE OWE IT TO FUTURE GENERATIONS TO FIX BOTH, BOYS AND GIRLS, THEY ARE SO WORTH IT, AND SO WONDERFUL . . . JUST LAST NIGHT, SOMEONE, SHOT A BULLET OR SEVERAL THROUGH SOME WINDOWS AT THE GORGEOUS, BILLINGS PUBLIC LIBRARY! VANDALISM, IS PROBABLY SOMETHING, DADS HAVE AN INFLUENCE OVER TOO . . . THEY ARE BIG ENOUGH TO MUSCLE BOYS AROUND, IF NEEDED! ONE OF MY FAVORITE AND THE FUNNIEST STORY, MY BOYS TELL ABOUT, I THEIR DAD, BITCH SLAPPING ELLIOT, AND TRYING TO HIT CHRIS, AS HE DITCHED AND DODGED HIS DAD'S ATTEMPT TO SMACK HIM FOR SOMETHING THE BOYS HAD DONE TO IRRITATE THE HELL OUT OF HIM, IN A DRIVE TO SALT LAKE CITY AND BACK! LOL! EL WAS YOUNG AND SHOCKED, CHRIS, IN TYPICAL, SMART ASS RESPONSE, SAID, "NOBODY SAID, I HAD TO LET HIM HIT ME!" LOL! I TOOK THAT LESSON TO HEART WITH THE COPS, PROSECUTORS AND JUDGES! SONS, HOW WONDERFUL! I AM BLESSED, EVEN IF ELLIOT, JUST RESPONDS BY TEXTING, "HEY, MOM." SMILE!

Son, Elliot's Band, The Ditch and the Delta, Recording at KRCL Studio . . . The Guy With the Bun in His Copper Hair!

Chastity Kilpatrick

The NSA, or my weasel pop, who wants to claim, this blog, for his own, because, the last blog I wrote on my sons, being, possible, CIA agents, hit the big money charts, just what, this mafia don wants, my sons' money, my money, my daughters' money, and all claims, and rights to the grand kids, he dissed, for not being, the Mo shit Mormon, mold boys, now, wants everything they think, do, write, perform . . . disgusting, at best!  So, while I am on the subject of boys, big and small, yesterday, while I was writing about, James Kennedy, distinguishing, my Kennedy, from, the Kennedy, fake, Rachel, the fake JoAnn, would like, the YouTube gods, of recommending miracles, and cool videos and movies, connected to the keywords, I program their very smart computers, that search, the voluminous volumes of true crime, movies, news, and what not, that I love, it is like, getting up, and opening a Christmas present, each morning when I check to see, what my blog, has triggered to be coughed up from the archives of computer land!  But, this name kicked up, and I had to laugh, having written yesterday, about meeting James Kennedy, at the Butte Rescue Mission, last January, and again, hooking up, in March, when he was laid up with a gunshot to his ankle or foot, the day after he told me he loved me, and being pissed, I took off without telling him where I was disappearing to for a month!  I had to play this guy, different than the rest . . . I was not going to win, him over, with sex, or a great body, but, reversing the games, men play on women, doing it to him, seemed to have, not only gotten his attention, but, actually, hurt this brute!  I should not laugh, but James kept, telling me, he was leaving, over and over again, and I would respond, with, A man's got to do what a man's, got to do . . .

Traditionally, it is the man, who leaves the woman, and can come back, go, return, leave, and the woman, will wait for him, I am not the average woman, and I think, he was just getting a taste of a woman, who prides herself, in not only snagging a man, playing with him, gaming with him, stealing his heart, then releasing him, to have sex, be with other women, free to come and go, not being influenced by money, sex, name dropping, or whatever he was offering in his initial contact with me, laying all his hit lines and male, flashing colors, and dancing for the female, much like in the animal kingdom, where, the male, is the colorful one, and the female, sits back, and watches as the men, strut, flash, and show off their manly, skills, or colors, as it seemed, Kennedy, probably just to either, have sex with me, or get me alone to assassinate me, and I was not convinced, that either of those was, his aim and goal, in its entirety, therefore, always erring on the side of safety, I never let the premise with him, just in case, he was a Honey Trap, and me the queen bee, being taken down by the drone or a strike!  Not falling for the pick-up lines; however, playing and gaming, enough, to lead him on, in order to catch some heart action . . . and he can say, what he wants, that it was Rachel, or Kay, or whomever, whatever, the boys club, thinks, is sexier, or more, male attracting, the truth of the matter is, he was devastated, when I left without telling him, I was going, not just once, but twice!  A role reversal, I don't play harder, or cat fight, I am just smart!  LOL!

How Ironic, Catching the Stud King, Without, So Much as a Kiss!  LOL!

It has been done before, maybe not to this level, or with, such a famous, man or guy, but, none the less, with a guy, who had 5 women a day, banging on his door, for sex, back in high school, being the innocent, young stud, feeling, innocently, that he had to service all these women, hanging their bra's on the door of his bedroom, so his mother, would not come in unannounced, and find her son, in bed with one girl after another!  LOL!  And, his main, squeeze in high school, thinking he was too, wild, and not, Mormon, enough for her, when her preference, was for the return missionaries, and getting married in the Mormon Temple, rather than marrying this rough and tumble, rowdy and raw, Marine, cowboy, biker, dude, although, cheating with him, through, 3 temple marriages!  LOL!  Women, were trying to get this guy, one of my clients, whom, sued the government, after they tried to kill him, four times, ending up in a wheel chair, a few time, being grilled by U.S. attorneys for 16 hours straight, never flinching, and winning his lawsuit against, the U.S.A. and VA, a rare feat indeed!  The second, he saw, me, his attorney, he told the jail, he was going to marry me, his attorney, as all, the boys in the orange jumpsuits didn't believe him, nor did the cops, prosecutors and judges, believe it when, I fell in love with him, some months later, as he was just, male, once the glow of the orange jumpsuit, and jail, wore off him, and I was, becoming, another female, being reeled in, by his maleness, with him, confident, in his masculinity, knowing, eventually, he would win, me and my heart over, which he did!

James Kennedy, reminded me, a lot of this man, and he had a perfect in road, straight to my heart, without me knowing his last name, nor anything about him . . . hot types!  But, just like, my client, later, alleged husband, Kennedy, also very secure in his attraction assets, and sexual prowess, was able, merely, by being, himself, without saying a word, much like, my wild child, Elliot, who is just a chick, magnet, equally hairy beast, with three women in the same day, asking the manager, whom I knew from the time he was a teenage boy, told me, three waitresses at the Blue Moon, came to him, the first day Elliot worked and said, Guess who I think is cute . . . Elliot!  Why do you say that, because, you are the third, chick, today, that told me the same thing!  Chris is equally, hot, but he is off the market, married!  But, woman, after woman, tried to win, Allan, through, sex, cooking, cleaning and whatever, women, do, to get a man . . . I don't play those same games, but, it is funny, because, some, saw his house, the antiques, the land, the cabins, and were actually, also after his assets, in addition to being with him, and he could see right through them, and guess who he gave the house to, without ever touching him, other than, the time, he stuck his very large, masculine hand through my truck window, the day he won my heart, and said, Do you want to shake a real man's hand? I said, Do you want to shake a woman's hand that is more male, than most of the men you know?  

He wasn't the slightest bit, challenged, and in one of the most, tender and masculine things, I have ever experienced, he just took my hand, in his very large, manly hands, and I am a hand woman, love, male arms and hands, and voices, for some reason, and turned over, our hand clasped, intertwined hands, locked, together, and kissed the top of my hand, melting my heart, and making me look at him, as much more than a client, whom, had asked me if I would ever consider, liking him . . . at first, the very attorney in me, simply said, NO., end of story.  That all changed, a few months later.  Kennedy, had that same effect, on me, just simply, by pulling me close to him, while we were in scripture study, and believe me, I was not thinking about the Lord or the scriptures!  LOL!  Holy shit!  Melting, right there, in front of God, angels, and these witnesses!  LOL!  I am sure, God was amused, from this Ice Queen's reaction, to one of his wonderful creations!  LOL!  Oh, yeah, I am going to get where I was yesterday, and lose my train of thought, if I don't continue, and stay out of those areas, on brain, thoughts and entertainment, areas . . . I will get in trouble! 

Line of Reasoning: (1) Chastity . . . yes, I refused to do anything with Kennedy, Chaste as a young teenage girl!  (2) Going to the name, Kilpatrick, girl in the video's last name; (3) Let's assume, that Kennedy, being the hunk he is, was a paid assassin, knowing he can snag about any chick, guaranteed to charm and lure me--good choice, but, I'm too smart to fall for just that; (4) so that takes care of the "Kil" part, and Patrick . . . Kennedy, kept telling me he was leaving, yet he never would leave!  LOL!  Whatever.  The only time, I ventured, into the area of letting him know, I cared at all, was, to recommend, he spend, St. Patrick's Day, in Butte, just for the fun of it! (5) so that is the connection with St. Patrick, and Kennedy's are Irish, so, I thought, that appropriate, even though, he told me he was Pentecostal, I knew better . . . (6) So, he stayed for St. Paddy's Day, then I left him again!  LOL! (7) Now, is that smart, or dumb?  Only time will tell, an unfinished affair!  LOL, my bet is, I see him again, his ego is too big, to not wonder, what happened!  LOL!

The Chastity Girl, Kills the St. Patrick's Day, Assassin, Hired to Kill Her?  Maybe!  Kisses.  See You In Green?

P.S., fuckers are not, letting me publish, I can't believe, the depths and lengths, these fucker will go to cover their asses, their crimes, their sins, their hits, their games, their stupidity, they are just, proving over and over, what I say is true, or they wouldn't need to block it!  My Walmart Money Card, is still not here, I would bet, that, my father, and old fucking, asshole, so jealous, greedy, wicked, he feels justified, doing everything he can to fuck me over, since, the day, I was born, beating me black and blue, from should to knees, that would have put his sorry, ugly, dick, ass fucking face in prison!  He should have been penned when I was three, maybe I can get him, at 61, after 61 tears of child abuse!  God, I can't help, that I was your one, true, successful, honestly successful, child, passing that level of excellence, onto my kids, your only cool grand kids, and you hate us, because, you AIN'T Us, so you steal, destroy and kill, you old asshole!  Fuck you too, MOM!  You should have dumped this criminal, back, fucking 60 years ago!  Sorry, Rachel, would have fucked Kennedy, in 2 seconds flat . . . he can fuck who, he wants, as long as I have his heart!  Some little skater kid, looking like Chris, your most handsome grandson, by far, just walked through the door, with the words on his skater t-shirt, Dirty Gutter Kids . . . only in your dreams old man, I am sure, that you have made up, the kids, you wish my kids, would have been, giving Rachel, credit for my AWESOME kids, probably giving me, Rachel's or Shelley's little psychopaths!  NO THANKS, I take credit, for Greta Secrist Hyland, Nicole Secrist Mayor, Chris Secrist, and Elliot Secrist, bass guitarist, vocalist, and wonderful son, like his big bro!

BRO DART, When He Sees What His Mormon Patriarchal Grandfather Has Done to, Not Only His Mother, But, All His Siblings Too . . . They Turned Out Better Than All Your Other Mormon Trash!  Fuck You . . . I Honor My Parents, By Being the Total Opposite Than They Are!  Who are my father and my mother . . . he who doeth the will of my Father which art in Heaven!  You Never WERE MY PARENTS!  Take you fake, attorney, bitches, and get the fuck out of my life, out my kids lives, out of my grand kids lives!  You don't deserve them!

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POP GOES THE WEASEL! POP IS TOAST . . . HE KILLED HER, MY DAD IS A KILLER! JOIN OR DIE! HOSE & RUBBER OR HO'S & CONDOMS! CHICKS & CHAPS, MIGHT BE A BETTER WAY TO SAY IT. LOSERS, TOOK THE MAGNETIC SIGN, I MENTIONED YESTERDAY, "PROTECT YOURSELF" OFF THE SIDE OF THE MET BUS . . . SO IMMATURE! LOL! I SAW THIS BUS DRIVE BY, LAST NIGHT ABOUT 5:15 P.M. TRAVELING ALONE 27TH, AS I WALKED BACK TO THE MRM RESCUE MISSION, ON ABOUT 2520 1ST AVE, AND AS I LOOKED AT THE BUS WITH THIS HUGE EMPTY WHITE SPACE WHERE THE "PROTECT YOURSELF" AD USED TO BE ATTACHED, THERE WAS NOTHING, AND I THOUGHT, PLEASE DON'T TELL ME, THESE CLOWNS, SO JEALOUS, AND WANTING BABY SISTER, 5'11" WITH SIZE 11 FEET, CUPPIE LOVE RACHEL, TO GET CREDIT FOR WHAT I WROTE--SHE GETS THE RELIGIOUS STUFF--HER CUT OF ME, OR EVEN MORE SINISTER, PRETENDING THAT SHE IS THE ONE, WHO IS THE "EVIDENCE QUEEN," WHO IN JANUARY GOT HER DECEMBER WALLY'S WORLD MONEY CARD, STOLEN, THEN RETURNED, BUT ALREADY HAD THE NEW ONE, AND WANTED TO PUT THE CARDS, OF THE TWO NUMBERS, INTO EVIDENCE, FOR FUTURE REFERENCE--RACHEL IS LIKELY THE ONE IN POSSESSION OF THE ACTIVATED CARD, 4029, THE PIRATE CARD--BUT POSSIBLY THE ORIGINAL NUMBER I HAD 6 OR SO YEARS AGO, BECAUSE, THESE SAME CLOWNS HAVE STOLEN, THE CARD I HAD BACK IN 2011, FORCING ME TO GET ANOTHER ONE, EVERY TWO YEARS, WHILE THEY RETAIN THE ORIGINAL, THE NUMBER SOUNDED FAMILIAR, SINCE THEN, BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE THE NEWER REPLACEMENT CARD YET, AND I NEVER ACTIVATED A CARD, NOT KNOWING ABOUT THE 4029, UNTIL THE WALLY CARD CUSTOMER SERVICE TOLD ME ABOUT IT!, AH, YEAH, I AM THE FORMER ASSISTANT ATTORNEY GENERAL! SERIOUSLY, THAT IS WHAT "THEY" ARE DOING, NOT ONLY IS RACH, PROBABLY WITH KENNEDY, A DEPUTY SHERIFF, OR A KENNEDY DOUBLE, MAYBE IN THESE PARTS, MAKING HIM A LIAR TOO, BUT SHE IS NOT ME, NOR IS SHE THE ONE, WHO MET JAMES KENNEDY IN BUTTE, FIRST END OF DECEMBER, AGAIN IN MARCH, BUT SHE IS NOT AN ATTORNEY, BUT A FLIGHT ATTENDANT, OR WAS, NOR IS, SHE A SCRIPTORIAN, HAVING DITCHED AND DODGED HER LDS SEMINARY TEACHER, THROUGHOUT HIGH SCHOOL, WHO LIVED NEXT DOOR TO HER, ON CHOKECHERRY LANE, BOUNTIFUL, UTAH--SHE HATED SEMINARY, I LOVED IT . . . I NEVER LIVED IN THAT HOUSE--I AM SEVEN YEARS HER SENIOR! I GRADUATED FROM 5 YEARS OF LDS SEMINARY--NOT THE REQUIRED 4 FOR GRADUATION, AND ENTERTAINED THE IDEA OF GOING TO DIVINITY SCHOOL, BEFORE GOING TO LAW SCHOOL, WHEN BYU RELIGION DEPARTMENT, TRIED TO DISSUADE ME FROM GETTING A MASTER'S MINOR IN ANCIENT SCRIPTURE STUDIES, SO I COULD TEACH SEMINARY! THIS MORNING CHRISTIE, A GAL AT THE MISSION, READ A SCRIPTURE TO ONE OF THE STAFF MEMBERS, AND I ASKED, WAIT, WHAT WAS THAT SCRIPTURE? JOHN 8:47 AND IT APPLIES HERE: "HE WHO IS OF GOD HEARS GOD'S WORDS; THEREFORE YOU DO NOT HEAR, BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT OF GOD." SURE ENOUGH, THIS MORNING, AT ABOUT 8:00 A.M., THE MET BUS, WENT UP THE STREET, JUST LIKE YESTERDAY, WITHOUT THE SIGN "PROTECT YOURSELF" ATTACHED! LOL! ONLY THE SMALL ARE CRUEL--TRYING TO DISCREDIT ME! LOL! RIGHT AFTER THAT, AN "AMERICAN FOOD SERVICE" SEMI WENT BY . . . HOPEFULLY, I AM FEEDING HIS SHEEP! NEXT CAME BY "OVERHEAD DOOR" FOLLOWED BY "#1 SECURITY!" HEAVEN, IS THE BEST SECURITY, "DON'T PUT YOUR TRUST IN THE ARM OF FLESH!" LIVING PRAISE! AIR CONTROLS! THE SCRIPTURES ARE AMAZING, AND SO IS GOD! GOD IS GREAT, BEER IS GOOD, AND PEOPLE ARE CRAZY! COUNTRY WESTERN SONG . . . SO TRUE! BRIEF NATIONAL NEWS, PRESIDENT OBAMA NOR FIRST LADY, MICHELLE, ARE GOING TO ATTEND THE FUNERAL OF JUSTICE SCALIA, THE FIRST JUSTICE TO DIE WHILE A SITTING JUDGE . . . OBAMA'S REFUSAL TO ATTEND A UNITED STATE SUPREME COURT JUSTICE'S FUNERAL, SPEAKS VOLUMES, PREZ. IS NOT STUPID, HE KNOWS, SOMETHING STINKS WITH THIS WHOLE, CHARADE . . . SAME CLOWN GROUP, WHO TOOK THE MAGNETIC ADVERTISEMENT OFF THE BUS, CLOWN SHIT, SMOKE SCREENS, FLASH BANGS, AND LASER SHOWS, STAGED AND STUPID! GOOD FOR YOU PREZ.! SMART MAN! I DIG . . . NEW POLLS OUT, STATING THAT BERNIE SANDERS, WOULD RUN BETTER AGAINST TRUMP, THAN HILLARY? A RELATIVE UNKNOWN, WITH THREE PERCENT OF THE VOTE, A MONTH AGO? SERIOUS? I WOULD CHECK WHO IS DOING THE POLLING . . . SAME CLOWNS INVOLVED IN SCALIA'S END, WHETHER TO SAVE FACE, OR PROTECT THE $357 MILLION SECURITIES CASE OF MINE, THE CHICKS & CHAPS STOLE? REMEMBER THE TWO VERY OFFICIAL SOUNDING VETERANS GROUPS THAT ALLEGEDLY, HAD HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF VETS, BACKING TRUMP, WHEN HE SPOKE AT THE USS IOWA? ONE GUY WAS BEHIND BOTH GROUPS, TRUMP, TRUMPETED AS BEHIND HIM, WITH "ONE" MEMBER EACH, AN ATTORNEY, WHO COST A FEMALE CANDIDATE, 20 FELONY CHARGES FOR VIOLATIONS OF THE FAIR ELECTIONS PRACTICES, FOR FOLLOWING HIS ADVICE! BACK IN MITT ROMNEY'S RUN FOR PRESIDENT AGAINST PREZ. OBAMA, 2012, THE WALL STREET JOURNAL, RUN BY CONSERVATIVE BILLIONAIRE, RUPERT MURDOCH, ALSO OWNER OF FOX OPINION, REPORTED THAT MITT WON THE THIRD DEBATE, THAT I TRIED TO GET, INTELLECTUALLY LAZY RACHEL, TO WATCH, AS SHE, "SARAH PALIN-ED" ON ME, SAYING, OBAMA IS A MUSLIM AND A TERRORIST, TRUMP? BUT, I HAVE BEEN A HIGH SCHOOL DEBATER, PROFESSOR OF ARGUMENTATION & RESEARCH, AN ATTORNEY, ON BOTH THE PROSECUTION AND DEFENSE, AND #2 IN THE NATION FOR CIVIL RIGHTS DEFENSE, AND YOU COULD CLEARLY TELL, THE ALPHA MALE, AND WINNER, OBAMA, CREAMED, MITT THE MUTT, WHO DIDN'T MOVE OFF THE STOOL HE WAS SITTING ON, ADMITTED THAT HE WOULD NOT CHANGE, ABOUT 6 KEY POSITIONS, HE AGREED WITH PRESIDENT OBAMA ON, AND THE PREZ. SAID, "THEN WHY DO WE NEED YOU, OR TO CHANGE?" MITT JUST SAT THERE AND LOOKED STUPID! YOU AGREE WITH ME! THE NEXT DAY, RUPERT'S LAME ASSES, REPORTED THAT MITT WON THE DEBATE--PLAYING TO THE RACHEL CROWD OF LAZY VOTERS, WHO REFUSE TO LOOK AT THE FACTS, OR EVEN LISTEN TO THE DEBATE! HE ALSO REPORTED THAT MITT WAS AHEAD IN FLORIDA, BY 12%! I KICKED INTO ACTION, GATHERING ALL THE EMAIL ADDRESSES OF THE PRESS, IN KEY NEWSPAPERS AND MAGAZINES, AND TRASHED MITT AND HIS POSITIONS! HILLARY, IGNORE THIS BULL SHIT, WHAT I AM HEARING ON THE STREETS, IS THAT NOBODY CAN STAND TRUMP, AND MORE AND MORE PEOPLE ARE SEEING "YOU" AS THE ONLY VIABLE CANDIDATE! RUPERT MURDOCH, LIKE BILLIONAIRES, TRUMP AND BLOOMBERG, AND JOHN POINDEXTER, ARE TRYING TO TAKE OVER AMERICA--PROJECT MONARCH WITH THE BRITS FAILED--WORKING WITHIN CURRENT SYSTEM TO TAKE OVER AMERICA, JUST LIKE THE WORLD BANKERS, IN ENGLAND . . . MURDOCH WANTS TO CONTROL JOURNALISM, AND THE NEWS, KNOWING THAT HE IS PLAYING TO A STUPID AUDIENCE, OF NINE-CAN-POOPS . . . IN REALITY, THESE ARE MEN, WHO ARE SCARED SHITLESS TO HAVE A FEMALE LEAD THEM, AND CHICKEN SHIT, TO HAVE A WOMEN, WHO CAN'T BE CONTROLLED OVER THEM, WHO IS MORE THAN A PAIR OF FAKE ASS TITS, AND BRAINLESS BLONDES, BECAUSE WOMEN WILL NEVER BE PART OF THE GOOD OL' BOYZ CLUBS! WHY NOT A WOMAN? ENGLAND'S QUEEN VICTORIA, RULED AND CONQUERED THE WORLD, SETTING UP THE BRITISH EMPIRE, FOR WHAT 80 YEARS? MARGARET THATCHER, PRIME MINISTER, IRON LADY, GOLDA MEIER, BHUTTO, WHO WAS ASSASSINATED IN INDIA, AS IT STARTED TO FLOURISH! I SEE PEOPLE, GETTING INTO THE ELECTIONS MORE, THINKING MORE AND MORE, SEEING THROUGH THE BULL SHIT, THE SIDE SHOW JOURNALISM AND POLLS, TRYING TO DUPE THE VOTERS, LEADING THEM, LIKE SHEEPLE TO THE SLAUGHTER! HANG TOUGH! WE NEED ANOTHER SMART, STRONG LEADER! COME ON, NEVADA, GIVE'M THE OLD, WHAT FOR!

POP THE WEASEL!  LOL!

God does work and communicate with man, in mysterious and sometimes comical ways . . . this morning, I was in getting breakfast, and thanks to the person, who dropped off the cute cups, we generally, have paper, or nothing at all, so thank you, and for the great dinner last night!, but, I stuck a piece of toast in the toaster, and took my cereal and orange, over to the table, while the toast cooked.  Jennifer was over, near the food, and all the sudden, the toast, popped out of the toaster, and went so high in the air, Jennifer said, that it almost jumped over the sheet rock, that, goes to where the old kitchen was, but, stayed on this side and landed on the floor, behind the table.  I quizzed her and said, was that my toast?  LOL?  She said, yeah, and then told me, about the very active toast, that almost did gymnastics, getting behind the false wall!  LOL!  I thought, now that is strange, I have been here for over two weeks and have made toast, every day, and that activity has never happened?  Is God, through, a sign, trying to tell me something . . . I do that when, there are out of the ordinary things happening that can't be explained, nor have never happened, before.  

The thought came to mind, Pop is toast!  Possibly, God was giving me some comfort, that the fraud alert, I had the Social Security Office put on the Wally's World Card worked!  You see, my father, the very Mormon, Republican patriarch and very much involved in destroying, my Mobile Deposit, so he can kill me without being noticed, and have his controllable Republican daughter be me, that sign just appeared on the bus, that just went by the Bilings Clinic, followed by, lol, a sheriff's SUV, lol, with Kennedy, or the cop pretending to be a Kennedy, whom Rachel is with, has a vested interest in Rachel, and keeping me down, as does my father, because, they will all go to prison for this little charade and scam, or rather, fucking huge ass scam, stealing millions if not billions, and the sure as hell, want to control me, so I don't do what I did last time, leaving Missoula, and going to Butte, then onto Billings, leaving at 1:10 A.M., without surveillance telling them, surprising, the locals, staying, where I have only briefly visited, passing on to Denver, then to Durango, where Kennedy had asked me to meet him, being poisoned the day, I got a bus pass to go to Durango, leaving me, almost dead, and ditching the trip to Durango, for two and a half weeks, going to Kalispell to die, because, I had no official, I.D. on me, showing up in Durango, late, and never hooking up with Kennedy, who, most likely had a relationship with Rachel, or was bought off, as all potential good suitors are, enticed away by the distractions, and boobs, the hair--long, certainly not the brain, of this tall blonde, pretending to be me!  Not a good chance of pulling that one off, except in the minds of cops, with most having merely a high school diploma . . . The truth shall make you free!  LOL!

If you want to know the words of God, and hear them, look for this type of symbolism--God and I, got it goin' on!  And I enjoy every minute of it!  LOL!  Just now, sitting here at the Billings Clinic cafe or coffee shop, there was a couple, who looked like they could be, doubles for Rachel and Kennedy, the copy, my Kennedy, is not Mr. GQ, like this guy, but, a wild ass, handsome, stud goof off! Much more colorful, like me!  LOL!  I doubt, he would cut, his hair, even for Rachel's boobs, but, this guy, looked more like the Kennedy double, who showed up, at the same time, the wild mountain man, my type guy, showed up, at the California Bridge, in about October, this fall, with the GQ Kennedy type, showing up at the swimming pool, hot tub, later that day, or a few days after--hit man to protect his baby, Rachel?, all is entered into evidence in this blog, back then, but, so this couple, were sitting together, he was looking very Mo, dressed in a white shirt and tie, she was in a black dress suit, having coffee or something together, and this bouncy, blonde with glasses on, and shoulder length wavy hair, and a bit fatter than the silent blonde, sitting near Mr. GQ, short hair, salt and pepper, talked to the vivacious clinic worker, very symbolic and indicative of the difference between me and Rachel, and maybe suggesting that there is only one Kennedy and he has been cleaned up and Mormonized by Rachel, now living in matrimonial bliss!  LOL!  Young hearts stay free!  He actually seemed to connect better with the worker, rather than the quiet, wife or girlfriend . .  check surveillance cameras, one, attached to the third floor, almost to the ceiling, overlooking the cafe' where, both the couple and me, were, me are, sitting . . . they have left, I am still here!  This probably all took place between, roughly 10:00 A.M., or a bit earlier, and what is now, 10:14 A.M.  The EVIDENCE QUEEN, is the one typing with an orange peel, on my red journal, with my day planner on it, and an orange Tropicana, filled, bottle, having water, not orange juice in it.  I am wearing my traditional black attire, with a bit of teal, around the hoodie and ties.  Smile . . . yep, that is me!

James, The Big Bold Shirt . . . The Wild, Colorful, Shirt, With a Hundred Brands of Guitars on It!  That's So Him!  LOL!

I saw a guy working at the wonderfully cool, Billings Public Library, who was wearing this wild colorful, shirt with all different kinds of guitars on it, and I had to laugh, thinking, now, that is something, my Kennedy would wear, but he would have his big ass earphones over his head, listening to music and ignoring me--for the most part, or receiving secret messages, from other government assassins . . . Mr. GQ, not!  LOL!  My guy, got up and danced to I should have been a cowboy or I'd love you like a cowboy!  LOL!  And he did it, in front of a whole room full of people, while he sang and performed for us!  LOL!  Image forever etched in my mind!  LOL!  Mr. GQ, corn cob up his ass, would never do this.  James, was always, modeling his newly found, ski clothes, or boots, he just happened to discover, that fit him, like the latest and greatest ski fashion, on his very good body!  Or he would ask me where to put the fabric softener in the washing machine, and I would tell him, I didn't know, the last time I did laundry, was like, before I left Utah, having purchased a new, set of Maytag washers and dryers, I think, I used once!  LOL!  I wear my black yoga pants, black shirt, black bra, and change me underwear quarterly, lol, and throw them all away, when I can't stand them any more!  LOL . . . that would gross, Mr. GQ out, but Kennedy was as rough looking and dirty as I was or worse, when he hit the Butte Rescue Mission!  LOL!  Just thinking about him, makes me laugh, he came in and told me how dirty the water was, from washing his clothes!  LOL!  James found an old donated blanket from the 70's, and I don't think it had been washed since them, and he cleaned it, and was so proud of how clean he got it . . . Mr. Hyperactive! LOL!  All I can do is smile and laugh!  We certainly were not like the couple sitting over at the table, nor are we, like Rachel and Mr. Mo GQ, and if James has changed, waaaaaaaaaa!

I love the wild boys!  She can have him, if he is reformed!  But, I still, need my money!  LOL!  Kiss, I miss! This is not at all what, I planned on writing about!  I am easily distracted, especially, by, brutally handsome men!  Not this guy, but thinking about, Jame Kennedy, asleep at the Butte Bus Station--MMM!  LOL! What was my subject for today?  Let's see . . . the song on, is, Your cold as ice to me, and your willing to sacrifice our love, one day you'll pay the price, you'll see . . . your cold as ice to me. I WAS NOT . . . I KIND OF LIKE TO KNOW MY MEN, BEFORE I JUMP IN THE SACK WITH THEM, IF I EVEN DO THAT?  You did try, much harder than I did, but, I wanted to know your purposes, and intentions, when the last three men, I have been with, tried to totally destroy me, excuse me, if I don't just rush right into something again!  Now, I know, I am not dying, at least of natural causes, like I thought when I married the others, and I wanted you for more than a one night fling! a notch on your belt, or a lipstick strike on my mirror, if I had one!  Kinda like getting old together, but, I am not quit ready to settle down, and you don't strike me, as ready either!  Sorry personal stuff, someone will tell James Kennedy, I wrote about him!  LOL!  I still love you . . .

I don't feel like writing anymore . . . but I will leave you with a scripture to inspire, inform, and intrigue you, hopefully,

Matthew 28:18, 19

And Jesus came and spoke to them, saying, "All authority has been given to Me in heaven and on earth." "Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Ghost."

P.S., just a reminder, that I am NOT, a trained minister, just a hack, trying to do what, I feel, God wants me to do, and so, if you want to become a believer, a Christian, and need to be baptized, and make sure, that you are, baptized, like the scriptures say, to fulfill all righteousness, go to a local church, and they can take care of you!  Have a wonderful weekend, my mind, is being taken in other directions!  I hate myself for loving you . . . James!  Smile, not really.  Those are the lyrics of a song that came to me!  I'm a bit buzzed, nice way to start a very frustrating weekend!  LOL!

HAVE A GOOD ONE!  SMILE!  LAUGH!  LOVE!

BEARTOOTH FIRE PROTECTION! WHY NOT A WOMAN? YOU SUCK! LOL! MYSTERY POWDER . . . DOWNTOWN BILLINGS STARTS HERE: ROCK CREEK COFFEE; BABCOCK THEATER (NAMED AFTER FORMER GOVERNOR OF MONTANA, BRUCE BABCOCK, IF I REMEMBER?): RAILROAD EARTH, FEB. 17--I KNOW THE DATE'S PASSED, BUT I JUST THOUGHT IT WAS A COOL NAME; IRATION & PEPPER, FEB. 27; HOME FREE, APRIL 5; D.A. DAVIDSON COMPANIES; MONTAGUES JEWELRY; PITA PIT, THE ORIGINAL FRANCHISE; GALLERY INTERIORS; CRICKET CLOTHING CO.; CHRISTIAN SCIENCE READING ROOM; DESMONDS: THE STORE FOR MEN--I'll TAKE ONE! LOL! THE BIG LIE, FROM JUSTICE SCALIA'S DEATH, TO FAKE ROCK STARS, FABRICATED NAVY SEAL RECORDS, TO ONLINE PRESENCE . . . WE'RE NOT BUYING IT ANY MORE! WHY DO THEY DO IT? THIS ONE SHOCKED ME, BUT IT MAKES SENSE . . . BECAUSE, THE SOCIOPATHS AND PSYCHOPATHS, THAT PARTICIPATE IN "THE BIG LIE"; I STOLE THAT TITLE FROM A 20/20 SERIES, THEY SEE PEOPLE WHO ARE RICH OR FAMOUS, AND THEY DON'T THINK THEY DESERVE IT? THE FAKES DO? SERIOUSLY? REAL WOMEN FISH--NO REAL WOMEN TELL THE TRUTH! NOT FUNNY! THE RED DOOR . . . THERE ARE NO SHORT CUTS TO SUCCESS, NO SHORT CUTS TO RICHES, NO SHORT CUTS TO FAME! YOU EARN IT, WHETHER PEOPLE THINK SO OR NOT! GET SOME OF YOUR OWN, AND FIND OUT, JUST HOW EASY IT IS! I GOT A FUN JOB, IF IT PANS OUT . . . INSPIRED BY A GUEST ARTICLE AND CARTOON IN YESTERDAY'S, BILLINGS GAZETTE, THE ARTICLE WAS ENTITLED, "PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATES DON'T KNOW THE RURAL WEST; THE CARTOON ABOVE IT, SHOWED DEMOCRATIC CANDIDATE, BERNIE SANDERS, SKIING IN A DOWNHILL RACE, OVER NEW HAMPSHIRE CAUCUS, HEADING STRAIGHT TO NEVADA . . . A VERY DIFFERENT ANIMAL ALTOGETHER! LOL! I DECIDED TO HELP THE CANDIDATES, ONE AND ALL, MET A COWBOY, FINALLY, A REAL ONE, WHO OFFERED TO LET ME COME STAY ON HIS FAMILY RANCH, AND DROP CALVES DURING THE MONTH OF MARCH. IF YOU DON'T KNOW THE TERMINOLOGY OF DROPPING CALVES, THAT IS HELPING WITH THEIR BIRTHS, STANDING KNEE DEEP IN COW SHIT AND BLOOD! I JUMPED ON THE CHANCE, THINKING, THIS IS WHAT I CAME TO MONTANA FOR, OTHER THAN THE BEAUTY AND GRANDEUR OF NATURE, YELLOWSTONE, GLACIER, THE FLATHEAD LAKE AND BEARTOOTH MOUNTAINS, BASICALLY EVERYWHERE YOU LOOK . . . I WANT A GENUINE MONTANA EXPERIENCE, AND SINCE, ALL THE COWBOYS AND INDIANS LIVE IN THIS PART OF THE STATE, AS A GENERAL RULE, THIS MAY BE THE PLACE TO BE, UNTIL ST. PADDY'S DAY, WHEN THE IRISH ARE CALLING ME HOME TO BUTTE! BORN TO RUN, BORN TO MOVE, BORN TO BE ON THE MOVE! MY MOTHER ALWAYS SAID, I NEEDED A PIT STOP, NOT A HOME! LOL! THAT HAS BECOME EVEN MORE TRUE, THE OLDER I GET . . . MOBILE DEPOSITS! IF I CAN HANG ONTO THEM! THE SOCIAL SECURITY SCANDAL CONTINUES . . . STAY TUNED! BACKGROUND INFO, SO I WROTE THAT, MY WALLY'S WORLD MONEY CARD GOT HIJACKED OR GIVEN AWAY DOWN IN MISSOULA, MONTANA AND I AM IN BILLINGS, THERE ARE 16 SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS AT THE MONTANA RESCUE MISSION, YOU CAN SEE ME EACH TIME I GO TO THE BATHROOM FOR HELL SAKE, CAMERAS AT THE SOCIAL SECURITY OFFICE THIS MORNING, CAMERAS AT THE HUB COMMUNITY CENTER WHERE I HAD LUNCH, AT THE LIBRARY, AND NOW AT THE BEAUTIFUL AND LOVELY, BILLINGS CLINIC, WHERE I AM TYPING THIS BLOG! SO, NO DOUBT, EVEN IF THESE LYING CLOWNS, TRYING TO STEAL MY SOCIAL SECURITY BENEFITS, AND MONEY CARD, IF I DIDN'T STOP IT, I HAVE PUT A FRAUD ALERT OUT ON THE SOCIAL SECURITY NETWORK, AND I CALLED THE INVESTIGATIVE LAW ENFORCEMENT AGENCY, AND I FUCKING DARE, YOU, SHELLEY, OR RACHEL, KAY OR SUE, TO SPEND IT! LOL! I REALLY WAS AN STAFF ATTORNEY FOR THE UTAH PROSECUTION COUNCIL, ASSISTANT ATTORNEY GENERAL, IN THE CRIMINAL ENFORCEMENT DIVISION, OF THE UTAH ATTORNEY GENERAL'S OFFICE, AND USED TO TRAIN COPS AND PROSECUTORS, ON EVIDENCE GATHERING . . . WHEN I CALLED TO MAKE SURE THAT I WAS SUCCESSFUL IS BLOCKING THE THEFT, I WAS DENIED ALL ACCESS TO ANY HUMAN CONTACT . . . THE NIGHT BEFORE, I WAS ABLE TO AVOID THEIR TRAPS, THAT MY BIRTH DAY DIDN'T MATCH MY SOCIAL, OR THE LAST FOUR DIGITS OF THE CARD, DID NOT COMPUTE, OR THE SECURITY CODE ON THE BACK OF THE CARD, DIDN'T MATCH THE 16 DIGIT CARD NUMBERS ON THE FRONT . . . SOCIOPATHS AND PSYCHOPATHS, ARE NOT PROFESSIONALS, THEY ARE JUST CROOKS AND LIARS, EVEN IF THE GOVERNMENT IS HELPING THEM! I AM A FUCKING PROFESSIONAL! SO YESTERDAY, I WAS TOLD BY THE ROBOT AUTOMATIVE VOICE MENU AND GUIDE THAT MY CARD, ENDING IN 8699 WAS NEVER A CARD? OR THEY COULD NOT FIND IT? DIFFERENT FROM THE NIGHT BEFORE . . . BUT THEY LIARS HAVE BEEN PERFECTING THEIR ART, AND EXPANDING "THE BIG LIE!" HERE IS WHAT HAPPENED THIS MORNING! LOL! SLOW AND STEADY, COOL, CALM AND COLLECTED, FUCK, I HAD JUST BEEN TO THE SOCIAL SECURITY OFFICE, THE WEEK BEFORE AND HOLD A COPY OF A PAPER PROOF, THAT I, IN FACT, DO HAVE A SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBER AND CARD! SO FUCK YOU!

For Your Entertainment and Amusement

So, yesterday, I planned on getting to the Social Security Office, to track my deposit and which, of three cards, that payment, that keeps me alive and in Diet Coke, went on, and where?  But, as fate would have it, I told the MRM that I was leaving, early Wednesday morning, once I got my monthly allotment, that started back when I was diagnosed with Pick's Disease, didn't see anyone fighting for that one, back then, but, I did notice, people using my name, my social, my work, my law degree, taking credit for my work etc.  But, when I discovered that someone had already activated my new Walmart Money Card, and my deposit was not going on the one, I currently had in my hand, ending in 8699, and I was stranded, I had to meet with Rescue Mission brass, to get approval to stay, until my new card, came to Billings, and that, kind of messed up my early venture to the Social Security Office.  But, later, again, when I called to make sure, all deposits had been blocked, my card ending in 8699, had been NOT yet been terminated, which it had not been the night before, when I told them to terminate the card, ending in, I believe, 4029, the number, I think, the person I had talked to the night before, speaking in broken English and Chinese, mix, told me, and told them, that I was in Billings, that card was mailed to Missoula, and I was not the one who activated that card!  I was most likely talking to an FBI fusion center, because, he actually spoke English, and got very sarcastic with me, when I was trying to clear things up, kind of acting, like, fuck, she caught us!  But, I guess they showed me, and fixed my card, that I have, and planned on getting the deposit in, with the expiration date of 02/16, thinking, that I would get this last deposit, and head down to Missoula!  They knew that, because I wrote about it in my blog, knowing that my new Social Security Card and Medicare Card, are also going to Missoula!

I was a bit panicked, but having immersed myself in the WORD, and reading several times in the last week or two, to not worry about what I should wear or eat, and God is the God of vengeance, so this morning, doing double work at the Rescue Mission, probably the cops, telling to grind the face of the enemy, I was detained longer than planned, and unable to get to the SS Office around 8:00 A.M., thinking I would have to wait in line all day, and that was not in my plans, so, I decided to take God on his word, and said, in my mind, You are the God of vengeance, YOU DEAL WITH IT!  Right at that second, while sweeping the floors in the entry way, the MET, bus went by, around, say 8:45 A.M., with the advertisement, that said, Protect Yourself!  I felt like I got slapped in the face for my faith, and thought, that was rude!  So much for taking you at your word, God!  And just at that second, this work truck, white with RED letters, and the name, RUUD, on it, like God, reading my thoughts, and telling me, that expecting him to do all the work, was me being rude to him, not the other way around!  LOL!  God has a great sense of humor!  I have told this story, but, after not praying for years, still too proud, but I do communicate with him, in my own, stubborn ways, through signs, trucks, bill boards, driver's licenses, that I have seen messages over the years, that are, spot, right on, and so were they this morning, but the way this relationship started, is that, I was going to get a Diet Coke, and the freeway, was near me, in St. George, Utah, and this truck went by with the word, G.O.D., and I said, oh, yeah, I used to believe in you!  LOL!  The next truck, said, or spell phonetically, CRST, sounding out Christ.  A conspiracy!

So, I started, having conversations with God, looking out my apartment window, and the answers seemed to come on the trucks that passed by?  I thought, it strange, in deed, but after, spending hours, and getting answers to my questions, a truck went by, that had the word, JERK, on it.  I started to laugh, and thought, God is pretty funny and sarcastic.  A few days, later, I was walking around in circles in an empty field of June grass, in the heat of a St. George day, drinking, Diet Coke again, and pissing and moaning, about my situation, that after going to law school, kicking major ass as an attorney, and now, I am dying!!!????  And that pissed me off, and I started to rant and rave, I know you, God, you just want me to burn, you want me to burn . . . and just then, a car went by with the license plate, I MAY!  LOL!  And from that time on, me and God, worked out this whole system, that is a complicated, symbolic, and strange as the federal tax code, but, I have learned, that, if I don't follow it, my escapes, turn into great escapes, or near captures!  He is alive, and is aware of our thoughts, our minds, our situations . . . he can't go down, to the Social Security Office and track the payments on my deposits, so he put it in terms I would understand, like a kind parent, and said, do everything you can do yourself, and I will take care of the rest.  After I had done my due diligence, and was leaving the library, at 11:55 A.M., or seconds before, there were two cops, outside, talking to a security guard and looking at a bicycle, as I slid passed, wondering what the hell, they were doing, the bike was locked up . . . but, I was happy they were distracted, but, God, sent a Kebbler's Cookies truck down the street, and it said, something like, A Little Magic!  I did my part, and God did his!  And here is the evidence, that the card ending in 8699, exists!

The bent card, is the one I had, stolen, December 17, 2015, but, one of the thieves, once they learned that I had cancelled the old card, and ordered a new one, after blocking their attempt to steal my card and money, two months ago, magically found, the old bent card in the garbage, two weeks after it was taken and I already had the replacement card!  I even have blogs, around January 28, 2015, that I recorded, my purchases, like at the Oxford in Missoula!  Fucking dumb asses!  LOL!  Fuck you!  I can just see the cops, fake bitches, fraud broads, pink bra bush chicks . . . YOU SUCK!  I love upsetting their plans!

A Thought Or Two On The Death of Justice Scalia

First of all, I had heard a speech or read something, by former, U.S. Supreme Court Justice, retired, Sandra Day O'Connor, when she retired, and she said, being a judge at this level in the country, the highest court in the land, you live a lonely life, because, judges have to worry about, big time conflicts of interest, giving the impact and nature of their jobs, and so, for the years she was on the court, Ms. O'Connor, to avoid any appearance of conflict, influence, or arbitrary and capricious conduct, what is considered when a case is up on appeal, she avoided many social gatherings, dinners, and social engagements, that might, lead her to compromise her judgement and rulings as a Supreme Court Justice.  So, the minute, I heard where Justice Scalia was at the time of his death, I wondered, what the fuck, he was doing on a billionaire's ranch, down in Texas, and as a guest of John Poindexter?  Right from the start, things didn't sit kosher with me, as an attorney, knowing that judges and justices, in particular, need to avoid the very appearance of evil, so to say, in legal terms . . . don't ever compromise your integrity nor owe anyone anything!  

Then the next thing that struck me as bizarre, was this, sort of show of power and wealth of the rich couples who were in attendance, at the dinner and hunting invitation, who are they, what are their political intentions and interests?  Allegedly, John P. Poindexter, was the person who found him, claiming, that, Antonin, was "jolly" and "animated" and a "delightful guest?"  For some reason, that struck me as someone, who was not a close contact or friend of the Justice, and seemed to be commenting on, someone, he had just met and observed, at dinner the night, Scalia, happened to get up, and allegedly, go back to his room.  Don't you think, that had he been in poor health: (1) he would not have been described in those terms; (2) his wife would have joined him, going back to the room . . . there is not much comment from her? (3) where was see overnight? and why didn't she find her husband, before the next morning? (4) was his wife even there?  There are tons of questions, that the FBI and U.S. Marshals should have either taken the chance to interview the wife, especially, the other witnesses and the other guests at dinner . . . the way I heard it, the planes and private jets, just swooped and, then turned around and exited the Cibolo Ranch?  WHAT?  You just had someone, of fucking high power and ranking in the government, mysteriously die, with reports, first that his physicians didn't have any claim that he was sick, later, the cover-up starts, and now, they just were not telling anyone, that he was in poor health, and he had been twice to their offices just that week . . . and this 79 year old, is going fucking hunting?  It all sounds fishy to me?

JIGGERY POKERY!  Just Like the Guy Next Door Died?  In Fact the Guy Next Door, Would Have Been Treated Better!  Inquest?  Autopsy?

This ranch, seemed out in never, never land, but, with several personal and private jets, someone could have flown to pick up a coroner or a medical examiner, either in the county, or in the district . . . what was the rush?  What did it matter, if the body, stayed at the ranch for a day or two, until someone, could come and examine the body?  The only way a judge could declare that, was if, there had been a physician attending Justice Scalia?  And if there was not an attending physician, then there should have been a fucking inquest or hearing order by the judge!  What in the god-damned fuck?  This crowd, handled, the Honorable, Justice Antonin Scalia, with as much disrespect, as they did, President Kennedy!  Who the fuck did the people at the party think they are?  To treat the longest sitting judge on that supreme court bench, like, he was, just the drunk down the street!  Come one, the up most care, should have been taken, following every law, policy and procedure of dealing with the death of this magnitude!  Seriously, what in the hell was happening down at that ranch?  The whole thing is suspicious, and leaves nothing but questions for me?

I am telling you, I had written about Justice Scalia, just the week before, I wrote about him attending the Koch yearly secret convention, also with Justice Thomas, both, very inappropriate actions, for Supreme Court Justices, with the political nature of the Koch Brothers and all their money, going into politics?  In the 2012, election cycle, and that was a few years after, the ruling on Citizens United, by about two years, the Koch Brothers, who for sure, benefited from that court decision, that shocked the whole fucking country, spent, some $45 million on the elections!  It is highly obvious, that my brief, from the 10th Circuit Court of Appeals, in Denver, the one, that cancelled my oral arguments, ordered by the FBI, with the government attorneys, not showing up, and Kay or Shelley, being the ones, raced back to the Capital, being sworn in, in my place, Sunday night, when I was, even blocked from being sworn in, with the rest of the military attorneys, I was not under dressed to attend the social before the swearing in ceremonies?  

What this forcing me to redo, what I had already done, taken my oath by paper oath, in abstentia, now gave me a month later date, making it look, like the double, was the one, who did the original oath, and me the fraud, always trying to get the first position, and they have mirrored that, even in issuing me, my United States Supreme Court Certificate of Membership . . . Texan, Frank, of Interpol, aka, Allan Rex Bess, originally, my client, murdered, so this fucking bastard, known as AB or Absolute Bastard, I would guess was in attendance that dinner!  Becoming a billionaire, on my family money, me and my son's money, making a shit load each time I write, pretending that wifey, Shelley is JOANN, he was fucking her, even before, I got my Supreme Court certificate, and he took his mail out of our, joint PO box, and put it in general mail, so that, he could intercept my certificate that was too big to fit in the PO box, but I found the first one, that was sent, pretending to make a mistake, or maybe it was, but it was addressed or with the name of John S?  So, I had to order another one . . . did Shelley get the original or the first?  Probably, or she just ordered another one!  When Mormons, have top security access to even the U.S. Supreme Court, as FBI members or CIA, or Secret Service, there could be a small number of people, involved in the Sunday night, break-in!  I swear, it was like a fucking movie, the white limo, because I beat them, so they concocted the swearing in, and denied me, being included, in the main group, making me sign another paper oath . . . I believe, that my $357 million securities case, 10th Circuit Court of Appeals, brief, was stolen by Scalia and the High Court, but the fuckers who got the money, took the credit . . . I can see the American Flag at half mast!

You see, Justice Scalia was notified of the fraud on the Court, but nothing ever came of it, I believe, because, my brief was unpublished and un-precedent setting?  WHY?  Financial planners, nationwide were loosing their securities licenses?  This was a fucking landmark case!  Client, Hank Brock and Jay Rice, both at the cancelled oral argument hearing, cut deals, sold out, were bought out, and took bribes, and Scalia, may have too!  Hank, said, this is a brilliant brief, and tried to make me, look at a very minor issue, statute of limitations, that would have been turned down for CERT, for certain!  There are only three ways, to have a case considered to be heard by the court, and all have to be of federal importance: (1) having a constitutional issue at stake, as mine did, but was stolen, my original 4th amendment argument, used by the court in U.S.A. vs. Jones, the case, Justice Scalia read the day I was sworn IN!  (2) or there is an issue of federal question, dealing with a federal statute, as there was the day, I heard, Scalia read the Jones decision, using all my cases and brief!, but it was dealing with using cows, that have either died, or had some type of tipping disease, with the FDA saying, either no or yes, and that was in conflict with, I believe the California, state statute, that said, if the cow, had this or that, it was okay . . .; and (3) if the 13 Court of Appeals, have conflicting rulings on hot topic issues, the U.S. Supreme Court will step in a resolve the issue!  Brock wanted me to either us a TEXAS attorney, who had argued in the Supreme Court, several times, or file under the issue of statute of limitations, which I refused to do, knowing it did not fit in the classifications of the types of cases, the Court hears!  I believe Kay, and that TEXAS attorney, may have taken the statute of limitations issue to the court, and were denied, CERT! which I knew would happen, but what the fuck does a shinny shitty torts attorney know?  NOTHING!  WHAT THE FUCK EVER!  I might be TOXIC FAT, but, I AM FUCKING SMARTER THAN THE JUSTICES, THEIR ARGUMENTS SUCKED!  Right conclusion, constitutionally speaking, shitty arguments to support that conclusion, they wanted to use my work, and take credit, just like everyone else!

HOT ABORTION CASE COMING DOWN THE PIKE!

Why it is so critical to find out who was on the guest list, is because, to these mother fuckers who stole my kids, cases, money, blogs, identity, with one connection left, my Social Security Check, is that they considered having an abortion, the absolute, worst thing, anyone could do . . . ABORTION IS A VERY DIVISIVE issue, and these guys are into, like the world bankers, the Bushes, and other very rich people, who are only interested in ONE THING, making MORE MONEY, KEEPING THE FIGHT GOING! Dividing the country!  Justice Scalia, a very vibrant, smart, sharp, intellectual judge, even at the ripe old age of 79 . . . hell, he could have lived to 100!, said he would like to do all kinds of mean conservative things, on the bench, but, his fidelity to the Constitution, with my case an exception, led him, to conclusions, that were supported by law, precedence, and he, was on the bench, when, Roe vs. Wade, was revisited, back when I was working at, AMERICANS UNITED FOR LIFE, in Chicago, between MY second and third year of law school, in a very PRESTIGIOUS endeavor, that these fucks, would like to steal also, Shelley having kept her baby, when me and three other sisters were all pregnant at the same time, but I ABORTED!  

Therefore, like the sociopaths and psychopaths these fuckers are, I don't deserve, the honor, having worked on the other side of the abortion issue! 

Scalia may have refused to vote or rule, contrary, to his position on Casey vs. Planned Parenthood, that upheld Roe vs. Wade, 40 years after that decision, and they MAY HAVE KILLED HIM FOR THAT!  My case was a case of first impression, but abortion cases, NO, they have been the battle ground for fucking 50 or more years!  He may have been taken to death territory TEXAS, and they may have discussed the case, even, and when, he, merely, said, he need to wait and see, that may not have been good enough . . . remember, Representative DAVIS, a female, who did a filibuster, on woman's reproductive rights, with the nation cheering, SHE WAS NOT RE-ELECTED TO OFFICE IN TEXAS!  Abortion is a blood sport!  These two things combined?  DEATH!

20/20 . . . The Big Lie!  You Need to See What Type of People Have My Fucking MONEY!

Anyone, concerned with either my case, or discovering what happened to Justice Scalia, needs to watch these episodes:

• Life of Lies: The Michelle McNeil Murder, this is about a man, a UTAH MAN, clue, who claimed to be, both a doctor and a lawyer, but he was a con man, his credentials, were made up! transcripts fabricated, his military service, a joke, his MORMON family, had all been a lie too, beautiful wife, 8 kids, a cover for a sick and twisted man, with a mistress, who plotted his wife's murder, through, plastic surgery, then pain pills, and then being drowned by her physician husband, as he hung up, several times on dispatch
• this man, and his bitch, the nanny, Gypsy Jillian something, is the Ying and the Yang, Kay and Brett!
• these two took Martin McNeil's adopted daughters passport, social security number, and created a new identity for Gypsy, changing the birth date, and whatever, to steal, her I.D., and send her, allegedly on a vacation back to visit family, leaving her in the European Country!
• Gypsy's family, said this woman hurts everyone in her sight, vicious, treacherous, mean, cruel, and willing to do anything, to get her man, the guy who was just as devious as she was!
• these two were a pair, add Shelley, Frank, John, Tony, government dicks, who are just as easily sociopaths and psychopaths, as the guy on the street, and you will see, just who I have been dealing with!  In years passed, they may have channeled their sicknesses better, even used them to their advantage, but, when it comes to MONEY, they are ruthless, without shame, no remorse and a fucking DANGER to SOCIETY!
• Nancy Grace covered this case also!
• The Big Lie . . . this covers a chick, engaged, who took off, with another man, authorities thought she was dead, just took her fiance's truck, never came back; LIGHTS OVER PARIS, this is about a dude, that said he had an unlimited bank account, went to banks, an borrowed a shit load of money, $11 million, making up fake stock, fake companies, etc., so he could be a famous rock star!  he had lavish parties, rented expensive apartments, footed the bill for rock videos, but he never had: (1) a recording contract: (2) merchandise to sale, connected to the band; (3) he didn't have any concerts, but he did create a rock concert video, paying people to come to the concert . . . he would schedule a concert venue, and then buy all the tickets, and some said, there were more people in his band, that ever came to his concert, or whatever it was . . . you can't buy fans; (4) he didn't have a label; and (5) he didn't have a record!  He just wanted to be famous and didn't have the talent for it!  Sounds like, Remember the Alamo . . . all fucking FAKE, stealing, God's Revolver music, changing titles of CD, songs, and having a bunch of COP'S kids, in the dumb ass band!  The name of this dude's fake band is very significant and symbolic, Rachel, who is most likely with, James "Angel" Kennedy, using the Kennedy name to cover for the money she gets from Elliot, my son, or my blog, and a shit load from my case, being the poster gal, stepping in for big sister, or playing CIA's Sarah Palin, because a fucking flight attendant and a private investigator, don't make that kind of money, but, the Rachel and Chris Hickey, conceived their first child, In Paris . . . Lights Over For Paris!  LOL!  The next in this short little vinettes of the one episode, was about a man claiming to be the best Navy SEAL in the world, having served in Vietnam, Granda, this war and that war, set up his training schools, and talked several doctors, into investing in his firearms training company . . . he told them, he got a half a billion dollar contract, with Burunda, for protection, and when he took a private plane over, along with his office manager, who actually had served in the military, and the lights went off in the hotel, this big, mean ass, Navy SEAL, not, turned coward, and freaked out!  Some real, Navy SEALs, heard about this jack ass, and used the special, computer system, that only SEALS have access to, to look up, this dumb ass, and not only was he, not a SEAL, he was a con, and had a felony, that stopped him from being able to use firearms!  The guys name was, Dickin . . . makes me wonder about a SEAL or two I know?  The real SEAL said that thousands, lie and say they are SEALS, tough dudes!  LOL!

THIS STUFF MIGHT GIVE SOME SMART INVESTIGATORS SOME LEADS ON MY CASE, AND THE TRAGIC DEATH OF JUSTICE SCALIA!

These lame asses, didn't come to their money fairly, they are working for "a" government, but not the U.S. Government, and they have STOLEN $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

Jesse Anderson, is Shelley's Son, who allegedly died of a drug overdose, I would see what his, off the radar name is, and I would guess he assassinated Justice Scalia!  Keeping it All in the Family, Circle of Friend, SICK FUCKERS, ALL!

Just doing my DUE DILIGENCE!

KISSES TO ANY GOOD GUYS!  HEY SON(S)!  I love the Chase or Citi Bank advertisement, showing the son, fighting the bad guys, CIA agent or something, and his mother calls, he carries on a conversation, just like he is on the beach, and Mom at home, is comical, probably like I would be . . . LOL, I never know where Elliot is, or if Chris is really where he says he is?  LOL!  Maybe?  My kids are all confidential, but MOM IS NOT!  They know better than to tell me anything . . . it will end up in my BLOG!  LOL!

Avoiding Identity Theft!  Drowned Rat out of the Currents Aquatic Center, Missoula, Montana!

NSA JUST SWITCHED THE ORDER OF MY BLOGS . . . READ THE PREVIOUS BLOG FIRST, FOLLOWED BY THIS ONE! THEY ARE HOPING TO AVOID THE EXPOSURE OF THE BLOG, THAT WAS LAST, BUT NOW IS SECOND IN LINE, THE BIGGEST AND MOST IMPORTANT, REVEALING, WHAT ANTICS AND GAMES, THEY PLAY TRYING TO STEAL MY IDENTITY, CASES, INCLUDING THE ONE THAT I THINK LED TO JUSTICE SCALIA'S . . . DELIGHTFUL DEATH, PROBABLY COMMITTED BY JESSE ANDERSON, WHO MAMMA STAGED HIS UNTIMELY DEATH ALSO . . . NOW A HIT MAN, LIKE FRANK, STEP DADDY! TEXAN, NOW BILLIONAIRE BECAUSE OF ME, WHO ALSO STAGED HIS OWN FUCKING DEATH! JIGGERY POKERY, UNITED STATE SUPREME COURT JUSTICE, UP AND DIES WITHOUT PHYSICIANS KNOWING HE WAS SICK? FELT GOOD ENOUGH TO GO HUNTING . . . JOHN POINDEXTER, SAID HE WAS "JOLLY" "ANIMATED" AND A "DELIGHTFUL GUEST!" HE JUST DIED IN HIS SLEEP . . . GRIME SLEEPER? STRIKES AGAIN . . . HE DIDN'T EVEN MESS THE BED COVERS . . . SOUNDS FISHY TO ME! AND A JUST DETERMINES HE DIES OF A HEART ATTACK? HOW IN THE FUCK WOULD SHE KNOW? THE FBI AND U.S. MARSHALS CALLED IN, BUT BODY WAS ALREADY GONE, POSSIBLE CRIME SCENE CLEANED UP, AND ON ITS WAY TO, NONE OTHER THAN THE DALLAS AIRPORT? ISN'T THAT WHERE KENNEDY'S BODY WAS FLOWN FROM, IN A SIMILAR RUSH? THE AUTOPSY ON PRESIDENT KENNEDY, SHOULD HAVE, BY LAW, BEEN PERFORMED, IN TEXAS BEFORE LEAVING THE STATE! THERE ARE JURISDICTIONAL LAWS, ON WHO DETERMINES THE CAUSE OF DEATH, IN UTAH IT IS THE COUNTY ATTORNEY, BUT, THERE IS A LAW IN TEXAS, THAT A JUSTICE OF THE PEACE CAN DO IT, BUT ONLY UNDER CERTAIN CONDITIONS . . . THERE WERE THREE MEDICAL EXAMINERS OFFICES, WITHIN THE DISTRICT AND WITHIN THE COUNTY; THEREFORE, THE JUDGE DID NOT HAVE THE LEGAL AUTHORITY, TO DETERMINE THE CAUSE OF DEATH . . . SHE IS NOT A FUCKING DOCTOR, FOR GOD SAKE, AND THERE WAS NO RUSH TO GET THE BODY BACK TO WASHINGTON, OTHER THAN TO HIDE SOMETHING . . . LAW ENFORCEMENT SHOULD HAVE BEEN CALLED IN BEFORE THE BODY WAS REMOVED, THE BILLIONAIRE CLUB OF HUNTERS AND THEIR WIVES, AND I AM GUESSING, MY EX FROM TEXAS, FRANK OF INTERPOL, AKA, ALLAN REX BESS, MARRIED TO ME, BUT, AKA, SHELLEY, I WOULD GUESS ON MY MONEY OR MY SON'S MONEY, WITH SHELLEY AND FRANK, CLAIMING ELLIOT IS THERE SON, SO THEY CAN JUSTIFY STEALING HIS FIRST CD, LITTLE BLACK HORSE WHERE ARE YOU GOING WITH YOUR DEAD RIDERS . . . $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$, PAID FOR THAT PRIVATE JET . . . DIDN'T WANT SCALIA, LOOKED AT, FOR FUCKING ME OVER ON MY CASE, ALL $357 MILLION, AND ALLOWING SHELLEY OR KAY, WHOMEVER WAS IN THE WHITE LIMO PARKED OUTSIDE THE COURT, TO PULL OFF THE FRAUD ON THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT! THEY SILENCED HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT CASE WAS THE START OF THE FRAUD!

NICE, THE CONSERVATIVE, MORMON NSA, PROTECTING THE GUILTY, TOOK OFF THE TOP PART OF THIS, THE APPLICABILITY REQUIREMENTS, THINKING, I WOULD NOT NOTICE . . . YOU GODDAMNED FUCKERS!  SHIT YOUR STUPID, PROOF, PROOF, PROOF, there is shit going on! or you would not care!  THE sections and articles, that I now, can't pull up, seem to be, erased, or blocked from my computer . . . the critical one, is Art. 49.02 this subsection applies to the inquest into a death occurring in a county that does not have a medical examiner's office or that is not part of a medical examiners district . . . I pulled up Presido County, and there were three medical examiners, granted, all from 170 to 200 miles away, but, one of those billionaire's jets, could have flown the docs to the scene of the crime and death!

PSYCHOPATHS ARE NOT PROFESSIONALS . . . leaving traces of the crime!  HE WAS ASSASSINATED, OVERALL, CONSERVATIVE, BUT, WITH THE EXCEPTION OF CITIZENS UNITED, STICKS TO THE STRICT CONSTRUCTION OF THE CONSTITUTION, LIKE I DO!  HE SAID, IF HE DID NOT, THERE WERE ALL KIND OF MEAN CONSERVATIVE THINGS HE WOULD LIKE TO DO . . .

Art. 49.04. DEATHS REQUIRING AN INQUEST.  (a)  A justice of the peace shall conduct an inquest into the death of a person who dies in the county served by the justice if:

(1) the person dies in prison under circumstances other than those described by Section 501.055(b), Government Code, or in jail;

(2) the person dies an unnatural death from a cause other than a legal execution;

(3) the body or a body part of a person is found, the cause or circumstances of death are unknown, and:

(A) the person is identified;  or

(B) the person is unidentified;

(4) the circumstances of the death indicate that the death may have been caused by unlawful means;

(5) the person commits suicide or the circumstances of the death indicate that the death may have been caused by suicide;

(6) the person dies without having been attended by a physician;

(7) the person dies while attended by a physician who is unable to certify the cause of death and who requests the justice of the peace to conduct an inquest;  or

(8) the person is a child younger than six years of age and an inquest is required by Chapter 264, Family Code.

(b) Except as provided by Subsection (c) of this section, a physician who attends the death of a person and who is unable to certify the cause of death shall report the death to the justice of the peace of the precinct where the death occurred and request that the justice conduct an inquest.

(c) If a person dies in a hospital or other institution and an attending physician is unable to certify the cause of death, the superintendent or general manager of the hospital or institution shall report the death to the justice of the peace of the precinct where the hospital or institution is located.

(d) A justice of the peace investigating a death described by Subsection (a)(3)(B) shall report the death to the missing children and missing persons information clearinghouse of the Department of Public Safety and the national crime information center not later than the 10th working day after the date the investigation began.

CIBOLO RANCH--THE DEVIL'S WORKSHOP! MY WORST EX'S FROM TEXAS! SCRATCH & SNIFF. GOSSIP SWIRLS. JIGGERY POKERY! U.S. SUPREME COURT JUSTICE ANTONIN SCALIA: (1) ASSASSINATION OR (2) STAGED DEATH! BLOOD & OIL, TEXAS, KILLS AGAIN! TEXAS AUTHORITIES, VIOLATED TEXAS STATE CODE, NO INQUEST OR AUTOPSY! JUDGE CINDERELLA GUERARA, CAN ONLY DETERMINE THE CAUSE OF DEATH, WHEN THERE IS NO, ATTENDING PHYSICIAN OR MEDICAL EXAMINER--THREE IN PRESIDO COUNTY, TX., THERE SHOULD BE AN INQUEST AND AUTOPSY REPORT! EVEN IF THE FAMILY DOESN'T WANT ONE! I AM NOT A DO NOTHING BOSS BITCH! JOANN "DEEP THROAT" RIDES AGAIN--EMAIL TO TWO NEW WOORDWARD AND BERNTEIN, WASHINGTON POST JOURNALISTS, FOUND ON TEXAS AUTOPSY SITE! DEATH OF JUSTICE SCALIA: CHAOS, CONFUSION AND CONFLICTING REPORTS--ONE SOURCE ANNOUNCED THAT HE DIED, FRIDAY, SAID, EVEN BEFORE SCALIA'S DEATH, MITCH MCCONNELL, WAS SAYING THE, REPUBLICAN CONTROLLED, SENATE WAS NOT GOING TO CONFIRM AN OBAMA APPOINTEE! THIS AFFECTS ALL THREE BRANCHES OF GOVERNMENT! GOVERNMENT DOESN'T WORK, BECAUSE CONGRESS DOESN'T WORK! --SEN. TESTER, (D. MT.) BILLINGS GAZETTE! DO YOUR FUCKING JOB! PRES. OBAMA, IS GOING TO APPOINT, JUST LIKE THE CONSTITUTION SAYS, CONGRESS NEEDS TO PUT THE "VENOM & RANCOR" . . . AND I WOULD ADD, POLITICS, ASIDE, AND CONFIRM, AS LONG AS THERE IS NO REASON NOT TO! IF I WERE U.S. ATTORNEY GENERAL, LORETTA LYNCH, I WOULD CHARGE CONGRESS WITH "OBSTRUCTION OF JUSTICE," AND ARREST THEM FOR MALFEASANCE AND MISFEASANCE IN OFFICE! GRIME SLEEPERS! LA SERIAL KILLER ON TRIAL, AFTER 30 YEARS! THE 11 WOMEN, YOU MURDERED, WERE NOT JUST "COCAINE FUELED GUTTER SLUTS!" THIS KILLER TOOK ADVANTAGE OF THE COCAINE SURGE, IN LOS ANGELES! FUCK HIM--FAMILIES CRYING AND LEAVING THE COURT ROOM WHEN THEY HEARD HOW HE TREATED THE WOMEN, AND TRASHED THEIR BODIES! THESE WERE MOTHERS, DAUGHTERS, SISTERS, FRIENDS! PSYCHOPATHS, WHETHER IN TEXAS, CONGRESS, OR ON THE STREETS, ARE NOT PROFESSIONALS! THEIR SICK! I.D. DRAMA AGAIN . . . I GET MY SOCIAL SECURITY DISABILITY CHECK, THE THIRD WEDNESDAY OF EVERY MONTH, AND EACH MONTH, SINCE 2000, WHEN MY SISTER(S) TRIED TO STEAL MY IDENTITY, THEY HAVE TRIED TO TAKE THIS, BEING THE LINK BETWEEN MY OLD LIFE, UTAH ASSISTANT ATTORNEY GENERAL, PROFESSOR, BUSINESS OWNER, WRITER, AND MY NEW, TRIAL ATTORNEY, HOBBY LOBBYISTS, BLOGGER, WITH AN 8 YEAR GAP, BUT LAST NIGHT, THEY FINALLY CROSSED THE LINE, INTO, OUTRIGHT, SOCIAL SECURITY FRAUD: (1) THEY HAVE TAKEN MONEY IN THE PAST; (2) CHARGED ON MY DEBIT CARD, IN MONTANA, WHEN I AM IN UTAH; (3) THEY HAVE CHANGED MY PIN # OR DISCOVERED IT; (4) THEY HAVE BEEN GIVEN ACCESS OR HACKED INTO THE WALMART MONEY CARD SYSTEM, AND ADDED THEIR NAMES TO MY TWO LIST OF APPROVED USERS, ME AND SON, ELLIOT TAYLOR SECRIST, BASS GUITARIST FOR PARALLAX, GOD'S REVOLVER, MARALOKA, THE DITCH & THE DELTA, AND WORST FRIENDS, HINT, HINT, HINT, PRESTIGE, MONEY, FAME, PRIDE . . . ALL MINE! (5) THEY HAVE BLOCKED BANKS, AND STOPPED TRANSACTIONS, WITHDRAWAL OF MONEY; (6) EACH MONTH, I WAIT STRESSED OUT, GETTING UP AT MIDNIGHT, TO HURRY AND PURCHASE PHONE PLANS OR SOMETHING TO MARK MY TERRITORY; (6) THEY HAVE PAID PEOPLE TO STEAL MY NEW MONEY CARDS RIGHT OFF MY DRESSER AT HOME, OR TAKING IT FROM THE MAIL, OR INTERCEPTING IT FROM A SHELTER MAIL, LYING THAT THEY ARE ME, AS THEY DID SOMETIME THIS MONTH, WHEN MY NEW WALMART MONEY CARD, WAS MAILED TO THE POVERELLO CENTER, IN MISSOULA; (7) LAST MONTH, I COULD NOT CHECK MY BALANCE OR CHANGE MY PIN #!, BUT FIGURED OUT AWAY AROUND IT; (8) I HAVE HAD NUMBERS INVERTED AND CHANGED, TYPING AN "8" AND IT COMES OUT A "2"; (9) SO, LAST NIGHT, THE POV, MUST HAVE GIVEN MY NEW CARD, CHANGED EVERY TWO YEARS, ENDING 2/16 TO SOMEONE, THAT WAS NOT ME, SISTER, AGENT, SOMEONE, BUT, THEY KNOW ME, SO NOT A MISTAKE, AND AS I WAS DENIED ACCESS TO MY OLD CARD, DUE TO THE END OF THE MONTH, I WAS BLOCKED, EVERY WHICH WAY BUT LOOSE . . . THE CARD SHOULD HAVE BEEN GOOD ALL MONTH! (10) THIS TIME, THEY NOT ONLY BLOCKED THE TRUE RECIPIENT, AND OWNER OF THE ACCOUNT, BUT "ACTIVATED" MY NEW CARD! (11) HAD I NOT BEEN PERSISTENT, CALLING EVERY OPTION, ABOUT THREE TIMES, THEN GETTING ON THE LOST OR MISPLACED CARD, SO I COULD TALK TO A REAL PERSON, I WAS TOLD THREE TIMES BY TWO PEOPLE EACH TIME, THAT ALL WAS FINE, TRY TO CHANGE, AFTER UPDATING MY INFORMATION, WHICH WAS ALL FINE! (12) FINALLY, I GOT, A DUDE, THAT ACTED ALL PISSED, PROBABLY A COP, WHO REALIZED, I WAS NOT DROPPING THIS . . . FUCK IT IS MY ONLY CONNECTION TO MY LIFE, KIDS, THEY HAVE FUCKED EVERYTHING ELSE AND TRIED TO FUCK THIS! (13) AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF, I CALLED TO CHECK ON THE LAST 30 DAYS TRANSACTIONS, AND LOW AND BEHOLD, THEY HAD STOPPED MY TRANSACTION RECORD, FOR AN ENTIRE MONTH, MAKING IT LOOK, LIKE I WAS NEVER IN WHITE FISH, AND NEVER IN BILLINGS! FUCK, I PUT A COPY OF A HARDEE'S RECEIPT IN MY BLOG! WHEN I GOT HERE, DEALING WITH THIS SHIT, MARKING MY TERRITORY, JUST IN CASE I GET MURDERED, REALITY! THE LAST RECORDED TRANSACTION WAS JANUARY 12, 2016, ONE FOR $24 AND A WITHDRAWAL OF $30, THAT I DID, JUST TO SEE, WHAT I HAD ONE MY CARD, I SPENT, UNTIL MY CARD TELLS ME TO STOP! LOL! (14) I WAS JUST THREE HOURS, OF HAVING MY TOTAL IDENTITY STOLEN! THAT IS 16 YEARS OF RECORDS! I NEED TO GET MY MEDICARE AND SOCIAL SECURITY CARD FROM THE POVERELLO, CAN'T TRUST THEM ANY MORE . . . ALLOWED MY BACKPACK TO BE STOLE JUST BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HAD IT ALL ON CAMERA, DIDN'T LOOK, EVEN KNEW WHAT TIME MY BIRTH CERTIFICATE WAS TURNED IN! ON THE PAY ROLL, AND LIKELY CONNECTED TO THE TEXAS MONEY! REMEMBER THE ALAMO, STOLEN BAND MUSIC, TEXAS PEOPLE TOO . . . WANTED TO CLAIM TO WESTERN EPIC OUT OF UTAH! PROVO BOYS IN THE BAND! MARKETED WORD WIDE! THEY PROBABLY PLAN ON STEALING MY NEW SOCIAL SECURITY CARD AND MEDICARE CARD, AND FRONT DESK HELP IN THAT MAKE YOU ACCESSORIES IN THE CRIME! COMPLICIT AND CULPABLE, DON'T KNOW IF THAT IS WORTH IT, WE HAVE A 30 DAY OUT, WHICH I AM ON, AND POV. STAFF IS TO HOLD OUR MAIL, I KEEP TYPING, MALE! IF ONE OF YOUR BODY PARTS OFFENDS YOU, MEN, CUT IT OFF, THAT IS BETTER THAN LETTING IN DRAG YOUR SORRY ASSES DOWN TO HELL! BIBLE! OH, I WANTED TO TAKE A PICTURE OF THE PINK BRA IN THE BUSHES, SYMBOLIC, FAKE TITS, GOTTA LOV'EM BOYS, HANGING DOWN BETWEEN YOUR BITCHES KNEES BY MY AGE! LOL! OUTLOOK! DUMBASSES . . . AND I LIKE TO GOLF! AND I AM GOOD AT IT! LETTER TO THE WASHINGTON POST . . . SCALIA'S DEATH IS TOTALLY SUSPICIOUS, ESPECIALLY, SINCE I RATTED THE JUSTICE OUT, LAST WEEK IN MY BLOG, CONNECTING HIM TO, THE KOCH BROTHERS, TEA PARTY MOVEMENT, AND CITIZENS UNITED RULING, TOTALLY UNCONSTITUTIONAL RULING, IN MY VERY HUMBLE OPINION, THE STAGED MURDER, OR ASSASSINATION, TO THE INTELLECTUAL LEADER OF THE CONSERVATIVE WING OF THE COURT, DIED, IN SHAFTER, TEXAS--HE SHAFTED ME ALRIGHT! A FELLOW STRICT CONSTRUCTIONIST, AND BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK? . . . READ BELOW, AND AFTER THAT, I INCLUDED THE TEXAS STATE STATUTE OR LAW!

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SUGARLANDS SHINES! RICOCHET! BACKFIRE! ACT HEATING & COOLING! BLOCKED FROM MY BLOG, BUT INTERNAL GUTS OF COMPUTER, IN CHICAGO AGAIN! CLUE AS TO WHO IS MESSING WITH AND STEALING MY BLOG! I CHANGED MY SETTINGS TO MOUNTAIN STANDARD TIME (DENVER) AND I HAVE TO KEEP MY "TIME" SETTINGS ON MILITARY TIME, RATHER THAN CIVILIAN TIME! STING OP, YESTERDAY AT THE BILLINGS CLINIC, MARINES--SEMPER FI--ALWAYS FAITHFUL? AND THE FEDS, SO, MAYBE MILITARY TIME, IS APPROPRIATE! IN THE NEW U.S. ORDER, YOU HAVE ALPHA MARINES, DELTA BRAVO ARMY, THEN THE CIA, WORKING STINGS ON MY YESTERDAY . . . MY ANSWER, EVEN WHEN DUDE FOLLOWING ME, WHEN I NOTICED ALL THE ACTION AROUND ME, AND THE SAME R.E.D., RETIRED AND EXTREMELY DANGEROUS, HOW CAN YOU MISS HIM, 6'5" GUY, LOOKING AT ME AND PASSING, ONCE, AT AROUND 9:00 A.M., AND AGAIN AROUND 1:30 P.M., LOOKING AT ME AGAIN, AND THE CIA OPERATIVE AT THE INFORMATION DESK, RUNNING, SQUAD CARS, SKIRTING THE ALLEYWAYS, WHERE I HAVE BEEN KNOWN TO HANG OR TRAVEL, GUY FOLLOWING ME OUT OF THE CLINIC, CHASED ME FOR ABOUT A BLOCK, UNTIL, I MADE AN ABOUT FACE, AND STARED HIM DOWN, HE TURNED AND TEXTED SOMETHING ON HIS CELL PHONE, THEN, I FORGOT THE LIBRARY WAS NOT OPEN, BUT, YOU WILL SEE IN THE SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS, THAT I WAS THERE, SOMETIME BETWEEN, I WOULD SAY, 1:30 P.M., AND 2:30 P.M., NOT SURE, BUT WHEN HE DIDN'T THINK I SAW HIM, HE CAME BACK DOWN THE OTHER SIDE OF THE STREET, DIDN'T CROSS WITH THE LIGHTS, DIDN'T GET ON THE BUS, ACTED STRANGE, WHEN HE SAW ME WATCHING HIM, AND BOOKED IT DOWN THE STREET! NICE, BUT EVERY DAY COMMON EXPERIENCE FOR ME . . . RELENTLESS PURSUIT, THIRD STING OP THIS WEEK, I WILL WRITE ABOUT THE ONE OTHER, BECAUSE IT IS TELLING, AND STRANGE, OUT OF THE ORDINARY, SO? THE REALLY COOL THING ABOUT, GOING FROM THE CONSTITUTION TO THE BIBLE, IS GOD AND JESUS NAIL IT, WHEN THE CONSTITUTION, KIND OF SKIRTS AROUND THE ISSUES, SO, IT IS KIND OF A HIT, BUT NOT A DIRECT STRIKE, IN THIS WAR FOR THE VOTE AND SOULS OF MEN! ELECTIONS, ELECTIONS, ELECTIONS . . . CRIME DANGER, THE OLD MCCAIN & PALIN MOB, IS JUST TRANSFORMED INTO THE TRUMP BUMP, AND AS HILLARY SAID, "THEY ARE AFRAID OF ME" AND DITTO, THAT IS FROM HILLARY'S INTERVIEW WITH RACHEL MADDOW, MSNBC, WHERE GLENN BECK, MORMON, WAS BEFORE HE STARTED STEALING MY MATERIAL AND EMAILS, WITH HELP OF THE FBI AND OTHERS, DIRECTING FRIENDS AND FOR TO REMOVE MY NAME, AND REPLACE IT WITH THEIRS, WITH RICK NELSON, GOING FROM BEING A CLOWN CANDIDATE, TO A SERIOUS, EVEN BEING ASKED TO RUN FOR THE SENATE! HE EVEN HAD A DIRECT LINE TO GLENN BECK'S, 9/12 COMMITTEE, AND COMMUNITY ORGANIZERS! LOL! BEFORE, I FORGET, AS I WALKED PASSED THE YAM, YELLOWSTONE ART MUSEUM, WHERE THERE WERE ROSE PEDDLES, STREWN ON THE STEPS, THE DAY AFTER, I WROTE ABOUT CANADIAN, CLAIMED LOCAL, WESTERN ARTIST, WILL JAMES, PROBABLY SOME AERIAL SURVEILLANCE GAME THE CIA AND NSA, MO SPY GEAR SHIT, USING SYMBOLS, TO SAY THAT SHELLEY, WAS THE BLOGGER, BECAUSE SHE HAS BEEN SPORTING MY NAME AND RESUME AROUND THESE PARTS, BUT, NO, IT IS LITTLE OLD, GRANNY JO, WHO WAS WAITING TO GO TO LUNCH, OVER AT THE HUB, AFTER FINISHING A SHORT BLOG, SO I SAT DOWNSTAIRS, NEAR THE NEW RELEASES BOOKS AND THERE WAS A LOVELY, BROCHURE PUT OUT ABOUT THE WILL JAMES ART DISPLAY, SO, NO, I DIDN'T HAVE MONEY TO GO TO THE ACTUAL YAM, BUT, I GOT TO SEE, AT LEAST 6 OR SO, FULL COLOR PAINTINGS! ROUGH & TUMBLE, ROWDY & RAW, JUST LIKE I LIKE MY MEN--ARE YOU CONVINCED NOW, THAT IT WAS ME? LOL! ALONG THOSE LINES, I SAW AN OVERSIZED PINK BRA, RESTING ON THE BUSHES, BETWEEN THE YAM AND DENNY'S, AT LEAST THAT IS WHERE I RECALL, AND HAD TO LAUGH, IS THAT ANOTHER SIGN OR SYMBOL FOR THE NSA AND CIA BOYZ AND GIRLZ, TO INDICATE THAT MY FIRST BLOG, THAT I WROTE WHEN I GOT TO TOWN, WHILE EATING BREAKFAST AT DENNY'S, WAS REALLY RACHEL, OR SARAH PALIN, OF BILLINGS? SHE HAS BEEN SPORTING MY NAME FOR A LONG TIME, NONE OF THEM ARE ME, OFTEN IMITATED, NEVER DUPLICATED! THAT'S A HARD ONE TO DO, THE ONE AND ONLY, JOANN S. SECRIST, J.D., NOW, I WAS GOING TO USE THE BILLINGS PUBLIC LIBRARY, SLOGAN, AND SHOULD HAVE WRITTEN IT DOWN, BECAUSE I LIKE IT . . . SOMETHING LIKE, IMAGINE, INSIGHT, INSPIRE! I ALWAYS TRY! OR WAS THAT PINK CUPPIE LOVE BRA, SITTING IN THE BUSHES, INDICATIVE OF WHERE THIS WHOLE BULL SHIT SCAM, ON AMERICA STARTED, WITH THE BUSH BOYZ & GIRLZ, AND GOD IS TELLING ME, THE COPS, ARE FINALLY, SEEING THROUGH THE BOOB DISTRACTION, AND WANTING THE LIVING WATER OF REAL TRAINING, BY A REAL, BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK, THEY HAVE BEEN ALREADY READING, ALREADY TRAINING THEM? SITTING OVERLOOKING, THE TRAFFIC, IN BILLINGS, FROM THE SECOND LEVEL OF THE LIBRARY, ONTO, I THINK, 6TH AND 27TH? SOME COOL PSALMS, 91, GOING STRAIGHT TO THE STING OP BOYZ YESTERDAY AND FOR THE LAST 4 YEARS, AND 17 TO THE PLUTOCRACY, OF BILLIONAIRES, WHO MADE THEIR MILLIONS AND BILLIONS, GRINDING THE FACES OF THE POOR! I COULD NOT HAVE SAID IT BETTER MYSELF . . . THANKS GOD! I LOVE THIS GUY!

A Blessing, These Thugs Are So Greedy!  I Get My First Amendment Right, To Free Speech!  Priceless!

So, yesterday, before, I saw, this tall dude for the second time, several hours apart, not waiting for scripts, or for someone to be examined, he was healthy as an ox, so I doubt he was, the one seeing the doc, but, I was peacefully, watching, Quinton Tarantino's, Reservoir Dogs, the mob, pulling off a diamond bust, young undercover cop, working inside the mob--gets shot by a lady, another cop, gets taken by the mob, ear cut off, sliced face, and I actually, cried that I had been so mean to cops, but, that only lasted until the sting op happened!  Take it when you can get it! not often! LOL! But, this was a recommendation of the YouTube gods, because of some keywords, I had in my blog, and while I know, that I am typing the words, that kick, in the recommendations, the recommendations, always blow my mind, that they are so right, spot on, that, the movie, or the true crime episode, takes me, down the rabbit hole, over and over, getting one level deeper, to the truth of the criminal danger, I have been in, for really, 16 years, and I am reminded, that God hovers over me always, I believe, since, I was a very young girl . . . he has modern servants! true believers! willing to carry out his work in the modern world!  Many are called, but few are chosen, he has gone to great lengths, to beat me into submission, so he can use me, and my knowledge, and my learning, my law degree, my writing skills, my communications skills, and my argumentation skills, to bring, souls to the one true God, who is a jealous God!  And if you don't believe me, wait, until, it happens to you, and you are in the belly of the beast, and spit out, on the shores, of wherever God wants you, without purse or script, and protected, by all flavors, shapes, sizes, and powers of cops, prosecutors and judges, with him, reminding me, as I searched the scriptures this morning, I will deliver you up the councils and government, and they will persecute you, but don't worry, I will deliver you, and don't worry what you shall say, because, the Spirit will speak through you, the words I put, in his mouth!

  

Pretty fucking cool promise, and this Psalm, even takes it further!

Psalms 91 . . . Old Testament

• He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty
• I will say of the Lord, He is my refuse and my fortress; my God, in Him I will trust.
• Surely He shall deliver you from the snare of the fowler and from the perilous pestilence.
• He shall cover you with His feathers, and under His wings you shall take refuse; His truth shall be your shield and buckler.
• You shall not be afraid of the terror by night, nor of the arrow that flies by day,
• Nor of the pestilence that walks in darkness, nor of the destruction that lays waste at noonday.
• A thousand may fall at your side, and ten thousand at your right hand; but it shall not come near you.
• Only with your eyes shall you look, and see the reward of the wicked.
• Because you have made the Lord, who is my refuse, even the Most High your dwelling place.
• Nor evil shall befall you, nor shall any plague come near your dwelling;
• For he shall give his angels charge over you, to keep you in all your ways.
• In their hands they shall bear you up, lest you dash your foot against a stone.  (My torn ACLU, or tweaked knee, is healed in these two weeks in Billings!)
• You shall tread upon the lion and the cobra, the young lion and the serpent you shall trample underfoot.
• Because he has set his love upon Me, therefore I will deliver him; I will set him upon high, because he has known my name.
• He shall call upon Me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him and honor him.
• With long life, I will satisfy him, and show him My salvation.

I have literally, felt, invisible, with cops, running to and fro, without seeing me, even when I have been standing right in front of them, maybe, inspired to put on glasses, or cover my head with my hoodie, or pretend I am asleep on a train, while FBI, are running, to and fro, looking for me, after a meeting, of four in the downstairs bathrooms, near my seat . . . I have had, absolutely miraculous great escapes, and that happened again, on Saturday, and Sunday, I think, those were the days, the sting ops are so, common, one day runs into the next, like, okay, are we finished playing games yet?  LOL!  I have been standing, with a young man, who probably has charges on him, willing to scout me out for the cops, in exchange for a lighter charge or charges to be dropped, popping out of nowhere, warning me of all the cops, undercover cop cars, and he too is afraid, but as a glanced, up near the library, there was a cop car waiting, and when my back was turned, the kid, pulled his purple bandana up over his mouth, indicating, outlaw, and when I turned back, he quickly removed it, telling me, he was signalling to the cop, near the library . . . I had tried to ditch his ass, starting at the church across from the cop shop, having watched an earlier, guy, come out of nowhere, approaching another older lady, probably using the same tactics, but, as proof, check out the blog, where, I start, or near start, with the words, Black Sparrow Tattoo Parlor, or something like that, and he also, had, the sign of the Illuminati, the CIA, friends, and new world order fucks, who came to America, and started here, in the same year as the founding fathers, declared independent from Britain, Bushes are loyal to the Brits! funded Hitler, close to China, signed and forced the Patriot Act!  Catching the connections, pink bra brigade of Bush bitches! and bastards!  

In Tarantino's Reservoir Dogs, there is a mobster, who almost looks just like my father, and acts like him too, and a bunch of young turks as my father would call them, but in one scene, this old guy, is sitting in his home office or office, and there are two fucking huge ass GOP or pachyderm or elephant tusks!  My father had a picture of President Bush and First Lady Laura Bush, on his wall, I swear, the whole first term of office, of President Obamas, my sister, Rachel, aka, Me, on her time off, from being Sarah Palin, doing that all, before, I started practicing law again, but she was gone, for fucking 2 years, placing her right to play Sarah Palin, picking up on the popularity of my constitutional movement, with Beck moving from the alleged, liberal press, to the very conservative Fox Opinion, right at the time, I jumped back into politics, in 2008 . . . remember, that while the election cycle, is in 2008, it is not until, 2009, the newly elected president, Obama, was sworn into office, and I was doing politics, 24/7, with the fucking NSA, FBI and CIA, messing with my writing, every bit as aggressively, then and now! relentless, non-stop, with, back in 2008/09, 57 NSA screens opened onto my computer, and remember yesterday, when I said the FBI, surveillance plane or helicopter, would be in my blog, but, flew over and shut down my blog, making the scream go red, for a second before it shut down, that happened to me, this time, in 2009, when I had written a love letter, to the psychopath, I lived with, that started this whole fucked up thing, in the first place, because, I left his sorry ass, but the club wanted to know what I had to say to him, FUCK, I was a legend in my first, career, stint! Rachel's claim to fame, as a flight attendant for United Airlines, was, she represented the airlines, at a GOP dinner in Washington, D.C. for President Bush, when he was running for re-election, 2004, fuck, I would have murdered him for the Patriot Act, but I had been poisoned and was not of clear mind, back then, but I would  have done it by, 2008 when I, as suddenly came out of the PICK's Disease, alleged terminal brain disease, my ass, never work again, my ass . . . wishful thinking, I went all the way to the fucking U.S. Supreme Court, and I say that, because, I sent Justice Scalia, notice of the fraud on the Court, and nothing was done about it, and then, I find out that Scalia was one of the judges, who attended the KOCH Bros. conference before, CITIZENS UNITED!  FUCK!

Psalms 72 . . . Give the King Your Justice!

We covered this, Psalm at devotional this morning, with Laura, the new associate pastor, at the Montana Billings Rescue Mission for Women and Children, and I am not going to do the whole thing, because it is time for lunch at the HUB Community Center, FREE, YUMMY, always . . . OPEN YOU BIBLES and READ IT YOURSELF, I can't do everything for you!  LOL:

• Give you king Your judgments, O God, and Your righteousness to the king's Son.
• He will judge Your people with righteousness, and Your poor with justice.
• The mountains will bring peace to the people, and the little hills, by righteousness.
• He will bring justice to the poor of the people; He will break in pieces the oppressor.
• They shall fear You as long as the sun and moon endure, throughout all generations.
• He shall come down like rain upon the grass before owing, like showers that water the earth.
• His days the righteous shall flourish, and abundance of peace, until the moon is no more.
• He shall have dominion also from sea to sea, and from the River to the ends of the earth.
• Those who dwell in the wilderness will bow before Him, and His enemies will lick the dust.
• The kings of Tarshish and of the isles will bring presents; the kings of Sheba and Seba will offer gifts.
• Yes, all kings shall fall down before Him; all nations shall serve Him.
• For he will deliver the needy when he cries, the poor also, and him who has no helper.
• He will spare the poor and needy, and will save the souls of the needy.
• He will redeem their life from oppression and violence; and precious shall be their blood in His sight.
• ANd He shall live; and the gold of Sheba will be given to Him; prayer also will be made for Him continually, and daily He shall be praised.
• There will be an abundance of grain in the earth, on the top of the mountains; it fruit shall wave like Lebanon; and those of the city shall flourish like grass of the earth.
• His name shall endure forever; His name shall continue as long as the sun.  And men shall be blessed in Him; all nations shall call him blessed.
• Blessed be the Lord God, the God of Israel, who only does wondrous things?
• And blessed be His glorious name forever!  And let the whole earth be filled with His glory.  Amen and Amen.
• The prayers of David the son of Jesse are ended.

This morning, Laura, said, yeah, and Jesus, hung our with the publicans and the sinners, tax collectors and prostitutes, and I said, yeah, kind of like the crowd I am going to hang with at the HUB!  LOL!

HAVE A GREAT TUESDAY!