CIAO! LOOP-A-STAR! WOW! ALL OF THE LIFT, NONE OF THE SURGERY! VALENTINE'S DAY IS EXACTLY ONE MONTH AWAY, THE 14TH--TO PREPARE FOR IT, I WANT TO DO SEVERAL THINGS: (1) REDEFINE SEXY--SEXY IS SMART, KIND, COOL, HAPPY, GIVING, LOVING, MOTHERLY OR FATHERLY, A GOOD NEIGHBOR, A GREAT CO-WORKER, SEXY IS A MONTANA GIRL, DRESSED FOR WORK, NOT KNOWING THEY ARE SEXY, LOL, SEXY IS MANLY, A GENTLEMAN, HELPFUL, GALLANT, UNABASHEDLY MALE, SEXY IS MODESTY, TASTE, BEING COLORFUL, DIFFERENT, DEFINING YOUR OWN COURSE IN LIFE, SEXY IS BEING A CHAMPION OF A NOBLE CAUSE, FIGHTING FOR WHAT IS RIGHT, GOOD, WORTHY . . . YOU GET MY IDEA; (2) I WANT TO WARN YOU, HAVING DONE THIS MYSELF, THAT YOU CAN GO FROM A TRULY, SEXY, SMART, NORMAL GUY, AND THROW HIM IN FOR A SOCIOPATH AND A FEW PSYCHOPATHS, WHICH I HAVE DONE, AND THAT IS ONE SCARY, TERRIFY, DREADFUL REALIZATION FOR THIS SELF-PROCLAIMED INTELLIGENT WOMEN, WITH A LAW DEGREE, AND FOUR BAR LICENSES . . . I TOOK, NOT ONLY THE 'WALK ON THE WILD SIDE" BUT, ALMOST GOT KILLED IN THE PROCESS! WHAT ARE THE SIGNS, THE RED FLAGS, THE WARNING SIGNS, THE SURVIVAL SKILLS, THE TURN AND RUN LIKE HELL FROM THAT GOOD LOOKING, SMOOTH TALKER, ROCKIN' SEX CRAZED GUY, WHO CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF YOU, UNTIL, HE THINKS HE HAS YOU, THEN THE MASK COMES OFF, YOU WERE HIS PREY, AND HE WAS THE PREDATOR, YOU THE MOUSE, HE THE CAT! LOVE WILL BE IN THE AIR, AND SO WILL THE PSYCHOPATH, NEXT DOOR . . . THEY MAKE UP 25% OF THE POPULATION, SO THE CHANCES OF YOU DEALING WITH ONE, AS A BOSS, GIRLFRIEND, BOYFRIEND, LOVER, HUSBAND OR WIFE, ARE PRETTY DAMNED HIGH! 20 YEARS AGO, I BENEFITED THE NATION, WRITING A DOMESTIC VIOLENCE AND SEXUAL ASSAULT MANUAL, FOR COPS AND PROSECUTORS, WITH A MODEL THAT BECAME A NATIONAL AWARD WINNING MODEL, UNDER PRESIDENT CLINTON . . . TIME FOR ANOTHER CLINTON . . . BECOMING, SOMEWHAT OF AN EXPERT, DUE TO DEALING WITH A SOCIOPATH, STALKER, WHO TAUGHT ME, THAT THE MORE YOU PUSH THIS PERSON AWAY, THE GREATER RISK, YOU ARE IN, WHEN LEAVING THE RELATIONSHIP, OR TRYING TO LEAVE THE RELATIONSHIP . . . NOW, DUE TO, SAD EXPERIENCE, AND THREE MARRIAGES, DEALING WITH PSYCHOPATHS, I CAN WRITE AT LEAST A BLOG, THAT MAY BENEFIT, WOMEN, IN PARTICULAR, WITH THE GREATEST MAJORITY OF PSYCHO'S BEING MEN, AS SEEN IN THE LOGS OF SERIAL KILLERS, LIKE THE CHARMING, INTELLIGENT, LAW STUDENT, TED BUNDY, FAMILY MAN, CHARLES MANSON, AND OTHERS. WE ARE BRUSHING UP AGAINST THESE PEOPLE ALL THE TIME . . . LIKE IS ATTRACTED TO LIKE, AND I HAVE MANY OF THE QUALITIES OF A PSYCHOPATH--THE RUTHLESSNESS, THE FEARLESSNESS, THE INTELLECT, AND THE GOOD LOOKS, THAT WHEN, CHANNELED PROPERLY, CAN BE A TRUE BENEFIT, NOT ONLY TO THE PERSON, BUT TO SOCIETY AT LARGE; THEREFORE, I TENDED TO ATTRACT A MAN OF SIMILAR, CHARACTERISTICS, BUT WITHOUT MY HEIGHTENED SENSE OF SYMPATHY, EMPATHY AND REMORSE, WHEN I USE THOSE TRAITS, IN LESS THAN A NOBLE WAY, WHICH, EVEN IN A PERSONAL REALM, I HAVE BEEN KNOWN TO DO, BEING ACCUSED OF BEING "INSENSITIVE, REMOVED, DETACHED, AND COLD" WITH THE POSTER BOYS, OF PSYCHOPATHOLOGY POSTER BOYS, JAMES BOND OR THAT TYPE MAN . . . MAKING THE MATCH UP, EVEN MORE INTERESTING, WHEN THE PREDATOR, IS DEALING WITH PREY, THAT IS AS INTELLIGENT, RUTHLESS, FOCUSED, AND BRUTAL AS THEY ARE, HOWEVER, I AM ALWAYS OUTNUMBERED, AND OUTMATCHED! LOL! PSYCHOPATHS, TEND TO GRAVITATE TO VARIOUS PROFESSIONS WHERE THESE SKILLS AND TRAITS ARE VALUED, IN DEMAND, AND EVEN SEARCHED OUT: (1) CEO'S; (2) LAWYERS; (3) MEDIA; (4) SALESPERSONS; (5) SURGEONS; (6) HERO POPULATIONS--COPS, FIREFIGHTERS, EMTS AND EMERGENCY PERSONNEL; (7) MILITARY AND SPECIAL FORCES . . . THESE GUYS CAN BE "SNAKES IN SUITS" OR IF TEMPERED AND IN THE RIGHT SITUATION "IT IS GOOD TO BE BAD--IN THE WISDOM OF PSYCHOPATHS" SEVERAL BOOKS ON THE SUBJECT. I GOT THE BASICS ON PSYCHOPATHS FROM A GREAT, NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC DOC: "THE PSYCHOPATH NEXT DOOR" AND I SWEAR, I WAS IN THE DARK, AS TO THE BOLD FACED, CALLOUS, ATTACKS, BRUTAL TREATMENT, I HAVE RECEIVED, NOT ONLY IN THE LAW, BUT IN THE THEFT OF MY CASES, RESUME, BLOG, SON'S MUSIC, HOUSES, CARS, LEGISLATION, LIFE'S WORK, AND EVEN CREDENTIALS AT THE HANDS, OFTEN OF CHARMING PSYCHOPATHS IN LAW ENFORCEMENT, FROM LOCAL COPS TO CIA! FROM FAMILY TO FRIEND . . . SO, GETTING THIS INFORMATION, WAS A HUGE ASS, AH HA MOMENT FOR ME, FURTHERING MY UNDERSTANDING OF WHAT HAPPENED TO ME AND MY FAMILY, BEING FIRST IN SHOCK, THEN IN DENIAL, THEN IS AMAZEMENT, LEADING TO, A QUEST FOR "WHY?" AND "WHO COULD THEY?" WHICH, LED ME FROM WATCHING UNENDING, "TRUE CRIME" SHOWS, TO SERENDIPITOUSLY, DROPPING INTO THIS NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC MAGAZINE SPECIAL, THAT WAS LIKE THE LIGHTS GOING ON, REVELING TO ME, JUST WHAT THE FUCK, I WAS ATTRACTED TO, WHAT I LIVED THROUGH, AND WHAT I EVENTUALLY, HAD TO COME TO GRASP, IN UNDERSTANDING HOW THE CLOSEST PEOPLE IN MY LIFE, COULD, RAVAGE, AND SAVAGELY TEAR MY LIFE APART, MY FAMILY APART, AND MY LAW PRACTICE, WITH $700 MILLION'S WORTH OF CASES APART, AND NOT BLINK AN EYE OF SYMPATHY, EMPATHY, REMORSE AND WITHOUT CONSCIOUS, TAKING CREDIT FOR WHAT THEY DIDN'T DO, STEALING THE MONEY, LAYING CLAIM ON EVEN MY OWN CHILDREN, GRAND CHILDREN, AND EVEN CLAIMING TO BE ME! UNCONSCIONABLE YOU SAY . . . WELL, MANY OF YOU AIDED AND ABETTED THEM IN THIS SAVAGE PURSUIT AND BENEFITED, EVEN CODDLED, FOSTERED, PROTECTED, AND ENCOURAGED PSYCHOPATHS, KILLERS, THE ILLEGAL, UNLAWFUL, UNCONSTITUTIONAL AND DOWN RIGHT CRIMINAL, AND MADE THEM CELEBRITIES FOR DOING IT TO ME! 'TIL IT HAPPENS TO YOU! BUT COMING TO AN UNDERSTANDING, IS THE FIRST STEP TO HEALING, DEALING AND GETTING TO THE BOTTOM OF WHAT HAPPENED, BEING IN THE DARK FOR ROUGHLY 15 YEARS . . . THIS IS MY CONTRIBUTION TO THE FIELD OF STUDY, OF ABNORMAL BEHAVIOR, AND BEING HALF WAY THERE, I CAN PROBABLY BE OR SERVE AS A RESOURCE, LIKE I DID WITH STALKING, HAVING, TO THAT POINT, NEVER BEEN HIT OR SEXUALLY ASSAULTED, BUT NOW, COMING TO THE REALIZATION, THAT I HAVE TRULY BEEN A BATTERED WOMAN, WITHOUT GETTING A SINGLE SLAP, BATTERED BY THE VERY COMMUNITY THAT SHOULD HAVE HELPED ME, LAW ENFORCEMENT, THE CRIMINAL JUSTICE SYSTEM, AND FEDERAL LAW ENFORCEMENT, FBI, CIA, NSA, DIA, ETC.

I'd Bottle It and Sell It, If I Could!

Battery Systems: The One Source Solution!

Psychopaths are taking over our entire global networks, systems, financial world, business, law enforcement, legal systems, etc., and we better beware of their personality types, because they make up 25% of the population, and they are extremely dangerous, thrilling and exciting, but dangerous, as we all saw in the 2008, alleged melt down of the entire, world's, global financial structures, and what did we do, turn to Wall Street wolves, bankers, and others, who fucking started the whole fiasco, and asked them to solve the problems, our golden boys, ivy league, money makers, and expected them to solve the problems, was like putting the thief in the bank, watching the gold, money, crown jewels, giving them the keys and expecting them not to steal our money! . . . President Bush, appointed, Henry Paulson of Goldman Sach to head up the investigation and alleged fixing of the mess on Wall Street and in the banks, to look into what happened with the financial institutions that were, Too Big to Fail, to figure out, what the Banks and Insurance Companies did, to fucking demolish the economy . . . now, women, you may ask, what does this have to do with Valentine's Day, coming up?  

It has everything to do with the type of guys, that are out there, in the gene pool, the type who could tank the world financial system, without a grimace, take a $25 million retirement, or a lavish vacation, in California, after just, bilking the entire country, first, by selling securities, financial vehicles, PREDATORY lending, and sub-prime loans, to people who could not afford the mortgage in the first place, fulling intending from the get-go to reposes their house, then turn around, making money again, from them, on fees, fines, mortgage refinancing, etc., without, caring what that did to the families or the neighborhoods, where all the vacant homes were, they didn't give a rat's ass, nor did the people selling them understand them . . . they just looked at the home owner and the tax payers, as prey, all mice, and they were the cats, who played, taunted, enticed, and fleeced, the homeowners, took the money and ran, leaving the American taxpayer and their kids and grand kids with a $140 billion bail out or more, not counting the 2 trillion or so, that disappeared at the same time from the Pentagon budget, between, the bail out for Wall Street, and the later, bail out for Main Street!  These guys are just too smart for us to figure out . . . Chris Matthews, MSNBC Hardball.

What that has to do with you, Valentine's Day, choosing a lover, boyfriend, or spouse, is that, this same type of predatory search for prey, an easy target, the victim, generally, one of many, a string of vulnerable females, with high levels of sympathy and empathy, they can pathologically lie to about their sob and sad childhood, and how you are the only woman to understand them, the best sex partner they have ever had, promising you the moon, then turn around and treat their own children, with the same callousness and brutality, or wife, as they claimed to have suffered, and their goal, to get them in bed fast, and to the alter, even faster, before the cruel mask of the demon, the monster, shows, with all the psychopathology, that goes on in the bedroom, just as it does in the boardroom!  These guys, generally, good looking, intelligent, exciting, lavish you with flowers, dates, attention, dinner, dancing, fun, intense and endless sex, will turn and once they have you, through the Love Bonding, that they are incapable of doing, other than for the times you are engaged in sex, being detached, flat line emotionally, and even emotionally dead, are not bonding with you, like you are with them!  Once they feel that they have conquered their prey, they move on for another hunt, but in the process, destroy you, emotionally, financially, physically, socially, religiously, and even damage your very soul, if they can--even destroy and prey on your children, without conscience, remorse, empathy, or sympathy!  Protect yourself!

A Day in the Life of a Psychopath

Now, I was married, to the most normal, dependable, good looking, intelligent, reliable, good man, but, I was, simply bored!  I looked out at my husband, with a good income, provided our family of 6 a nice life, was the rock of Gibraltar, kind, never lost his temper, totally supportive, a dream catch, and, while he was mowing the lawn, thought to myself, can I do this, another 40 years?  NO.  Now, why I thought, I couldn't, work, run for the legislature, go to law school, and be married, with all the security, is beyond my comprehension, and I wonder, what the fuck, was wrong with me?  And now, 27 years later and an almost deadly dating and marriage history, I have decided, that he, my husband, was too healthy for me, too normal, too nice, too average, and just, fucking, I was bored, after being totally consumed with, taking 14 years to get both of us through college, and a master's degree, four kids, sex twice a week, later, I was just, fucking bored out of my gored and just had it too damned nice, but boring!  LOL!  Not, really, a noble, reason for a divorce, but for a quasi-psychopath--an adrenaline junkie, that was reason enough, and out the door, I went, into the wild blue yonder, now raw, vulnerable, alone, not scared, but, rather inexperienced in the ways of the world, and offered myself, up to any sociopath or psychopath, who just happened to be out there, trolling the single jungle for fresh meat! LOL!

After three months, of hanging out with my friends, my male roommate, decided to hand-cuff me and get me out into the single market place, by dropping me off at a single Mo, dance, that scared the shit out of me, and I was pissed as hell, didn't have a car, left that and the bills with my ex-husband, never needing more than one vehicle, because he road his bike to work, always living downtown, or in the city, close to his work, so, I had to risk it, and get some other guy, I met, the night I got a divorce, to come get me, from this nightmare, and he did.  My second, experience, at a BYU, college dance, was where, I picked up the sociopath, or he picked me up.  He looked harmless enough, Mr. East Coast Prep School, wire rim glasses, pink dress shirt, white long shorts, olive colored skin, great hair, cool shoes . . . what is to fear in this guy?  Everything . . . he plans the first date, cooking over at his apartment . . . now, I have to mention, that I was still living with my ex-husband, and kids at the time, having been accepted to law school, during the mandatory, 90 day waiting period, with me originally having the house, car and kids, and my husband taking the leave of absence, but after getting accepted out of the blue, we just reversed, everything, and I left, without asking for a thing . . . my liberty was all I needed.  So, I was shocked, when this non-threatening, guy, stopped me at the gate of the dance and asked me for my phone number, or a dime . . . I handed him a dime . . . do not reject a sociopath, especially, one who was voted, Mr. Casanova, by his BYU, single's ward, Mo style!  I became a challenge, someone he was not able to get . . . he told me, that he would have a date, every night of the month, and the only thing he liked about it, was, the hunt, getting the girl to say yes, and once she said, yes, that was it, fun over . . . so, my rejection, made this more fun for him, a challenge, a more interesting hunt, and bigger, wilder, gamier girl, as I still am, ask Mr. Kennedy, smarter, cagier, better read of me, even back then, but with less experience, having married at the ripe old age, for a Mo chick, of 19!

Addicted to Sex . . . Well, I'll Break You of That!

So, on the first date, he cooks me dinner, that I love, because, I am not a great cook, and, food is the way to my heart, even now, no challengers, accepted, dinner and you got game boy, but probably not the type of game you thought you would get.  Now, I liked a law student, one I had, an emotional affair with for 5 years, never touched, never kissed, and tried to, get out of, but ended up, living in the same town . . . that which you resist, persists . . . law of nature!  So, the more, I tried to ignore him, get him out of my mind, the worse the whole fucking thing got, adding to my boredom, and very average sex life.  Oh, did I mention, that a psychologist, who tested me and my husband, also had a crush on me, said, the only problem, I can see, with you two, meaning my husband at the time and me, was that I was off the charts, energy wise, and had the personality profile of a hooker, but for my religious beliefs, I would be fucking everything that walked, were it not for my religion, and my husband, had a lower than average, energy level, and that would be problematic and it was, I wanted to dance, golf, hike, and fuck . . . he wanted to read the newspaper!  So, this sociopath, leaves his drawer open, and there is this book entitle, Addicted to Sex, or Sex Addict . . . well, that is not boring at least, sounds interesting, let's see where this goes!  LOL!

This guy was a total hunter, predator, but, when he met me, he had all the game he wanted and then some, making his friends wonder what happened to him, me trying to be faithful to his friend the law student, whom I had an emotional affair with, now on the market, and dating or interested in all his law school friends, using the sociopath, to get near and dear to all, now, his and my friends, the law school squad, all but him, making me, a greater challenge, not only to try to have sex with, but to steal from his law school buddies, getting the prize, that they were all fascinated with, being a newly divorce', with connections to their buddy, straight laced, soon to be lawyer, Mike, even sweetened the competition, for Mr. Dating King of BYU, trumping his more studious friends, having hit on me first, out of the shoot!  LOL, or so he thought . . . but as he soon, lost control, to this gamy chick, looking more, like the psycho, in Fatal Attraction, his friends, realized that their buddy was in over his head with the older woman, who would not put out, much more than a make-out session, for this sex crazed guy, who could have his way with women, but then trashed them.  LOL, but with the boyz club, and nothing is changed!  LOL!  I have just gone from the minor league to the major league, CIAO, or CIA O!  LOL!

Now, instead of leaving the Provo boyz club, with Paul on the sacrificial alter, getting slaughtered, ending up going to prison, for forging, stalking, and basically, losing the game, his friends were mortified.  I thought, Paul, who called me shortly before graduation, to blame me, little old me, for him going to prison, for the same amount of time, he had tortured and stalked me, to tell me, he was going to see that I get put in prison . . . sounds, somewhat familiar now . . . blaming me for your, obsession, unique as it is, not my fault!  LOL!  But, I thought, I was going to have to wear a bullet proof vest at law school graduation, with him threatening to come see me; however, or the 18 months, we hung out together, with him trying desperately and unsuccessfully to have sex with me, and noting, that the more, I pushed him away, the more he came onto me, crying, pushing in the door, forcing himself on me, and so, after, being rid of him for his prison sentence, realizing, it was the pushing away, that brought on the rage, I, simply said, when he threatened to come see me, said, yeah, come on up, I would love to see you . . . and he never came!  The hunt, the chase, the predator, was checked and stopped, the relentless pursuit, getting the girl he wanted, would have stopped, it was like, dropping my end of the tug-o-war, and letting him fall on his ass!  He never came.

I Graduated From Law School, and Sociopaths, to the Legal Field, and Psychopaths, Killers and the Patriot Act Boyz!

Now, I mentioned in the title, the types of professions, that psychopaths are drawn to . . . lawyers, which means judges, cops, or rescue personnel, military and special forces, and as I look at my dating, since, graduating from law school, the normal guys went by the wayside, being as bored single as I was dating, and needing more excitement to my life and men, so, I went into a field, gorging with psychopaths, especially, when I killed, asset forfeiture, leading, to the passage of the Patriot Act, the Ultimate psychopaths game, with, all the elements, psycho boyz want and need, the power, the money, the prestige, the danger, the intrigue, and very few women in the field, few alpha females in a world swimming with alpha males, testosterim juiced, ready to be heroes, or blugeon you without remorse, empathy, sympathy, or conscience.  This one act, of daring, defiance, risk, bravery, moxey, ballz, and competition, staged my life, for the next, 20 years, starting in 1997, to now, with these men, cops, prosecutors, judges . . . government, used to just be where the POWER was, but, with the Patriot Act, drug interdiction programs, narcotics, the cops, just became the flip side of the same coin, preying on the predators, one on the alleged side of crime and one on the alleged side of the law, but from my prespective, those lines, blurring to the point, I could not tell who the predator was and who the prey was, and switched sides, from the prosecution, where the cops, prosecutor and judges, were MY PREY, seeing myself as the UTAH PROSECUTORS, going after the boyz club for the most part, and having the tools to do it, THE CONSTITUTION! the old ball and chain, that keeps this crew in check! or WAR, whatever way you want to look at it, the fraud broads are to be, comfort, peace, sex slaves, replacing the Goddess of WAR, the Ultimate Fighting Chick, bad ass con law chick, NOT THAT FUCKING CUNT SHELLEY!  Think, what can prosecutors and cops do for her . . . take all her warrants, charges, kids shit, and make it all go away, and she gets to be JOANN, who we hate/love!

Now, Shelley, definitely is a predator, a psychopath, and has been a victim of men, who have used and abused her . . . but, after I got poisoned, Shelley found a $3,000 un-cashed check, and my unframed, law licenses, and a new found vulnerability, me, being poisoned by the boyz of the Patriot Act, where the mantra is, do whatever it takes, with no limits and no exceptions . . . in other words, we have legal authorization, to fucking take you OUT!  The unholy alliance of a money predator, and the predators who are hell bent on taking me down, it was the perfect marriage of total psychopaths, and I was their PREY, and so were MY CHILDREN, especially, Elliot, his bands, later to be joined by his older brother, Chris, his rap and electronic music, that could have made millions too, and I think it did, going on, to two very smart daughters, who could also be worth a fortune, in and of their own actions, leading to my practicing law again, and having huge ass cases, worth $700 all against the Patriot Act boyz and their organizations . . . sister, Shelley, was a nice, convenient former rat for the government, sitting there doing nothing and the bitch mother of Isaac, Brett's and Shelley bastard, just waiting to take cousin's chosen and cherished, envied place in the world of rock stars, glamour and fame . . . all for the taking with mama and papa bear, destroyed, previously by these psychos!

If I Classify You as A Terrorist, An Enemy Combatant, A Threat to National Security, I Can Take Your Property, Real, Personal, and Intellectual, Go After Your Kids, as Fair Game, and Fucking Kill You if I Want . . . And Being Part of a Covered Agency Under the Patriot Act, I am Completely Immune, According o the Act, but NOT THE CONSTITUTION, So, I Am Going to Get You Before YOU, Get ME!

The traits of the psychopaths and how this figures into the mess, I am currently in:

• they are fascinated with the dark side
• encounter, is exciting or devastating
• they think, very different than you and I, not normal thinking, so hard to detect, or understand
• psychopathy is evident, starting from age three on . . .
• without a conscience--total disregard for right and wrong . . . month ago, in explaining this crowd, there is not code of ethics, nor morals, no religion, no rules, just predator and prey!
• psychopaths have always been with us, sisters, fathers, mothers, brothers, bosses, lovers, spouses, etc., again, 25% of the general population, are psychopaths, in Canada, about 600,000 out of the 35 million citizens
• they are the most dangerous people you will ever,  have the misfortune to meet
• they are egocentric
• lacking remorse, guilt or empathy
• they are deceitful, glib, shallow . . . judge a person, solely on looks, physicality and sex appeal, nothing on merit, work, ethics, or anything of substance . . . this is how, the fraud broads, came in, the boob jobs, the plastic surgery, counted, more than the law degree! the cases, the blog, the legislation, etc., looks are king and queen!
• on a scale of 1 to 40, with the average of normal person, on this psychopath scale, rates, about a 1 or 2, some will actually got as high as a 21, in what would be considered, non-psycho, but psychopaths, will range anywhere between 30 to 40 of the traits, required, and garnered from the prison population, with psychologists, interviewing serial killers, violent offenders, and sexual predators, rapists, etc.
• psychopaths are not crazy, not mentally ill, but they are masters of looking normal, and there in lies the danger . . . you think you are dealing with the normal person, that thinks like you and I, and you are not, you are dealing with a very deviant and deranged person at times, yet totally sane . . .
• these people have severe emotional detachment . . .  they have severe detachment, but act as if they do attach, loving, kind, etc., as long as they can get something from you, they will play the game to manipulate you, use you and prey on you
• they know, right from wrong, but lacking empathy, they really don't give a crap
• they are pathological liars, who LOVE to control and manipulate others . . . very deceptive, look you in the face and tell you a complete lie and be convincing!
• we all belong to the same species, homosapians, so you would think that we all think relatively the same way, but a psycho does not, totally foreign to the rest of us, that is why we can't understand, how they could kill someone for the joy of it, or the thrill kill, or to fuck them once, and trash them as if they were not even human, or be a sister, best friend, father, lover, husband, wife, and treat us like total shit, do everything in their power or the powers they control to DESTROY US, down to the last breath if they can . . . that is NOT normal, rational thinking for most of us, that could not hurt someone else like that
• psychopaths, tend to be MALE, that is why it is wise that women, learn the traits, because they are the prey, the victim, the hunted, the used and abused, the ones destroyed!  Happy Valentine's Day!
• these males go through life flat, but try different behaviors that make them get a buzz or a thrill, like raping and killing someone, hurting someone else, makes them feel, pleasure, and so to at least feel something, they hurt, often mixing, sex, pleasure and pain together . . .  they want a bang, get away from the flat line, non-emotional, the detached, the nothingness
• they are not psychotic
• they are rational thinkers
• they make rational decisions, calculating the risks involved, and willing to take those risks, knowing, that that behavior is totally not acceptable by your average person, but they go ahead anyway
• again, physical appearance is everything, remember they are extremely shallow, so killing me, and replacing me with a better, new or younger, in their minds, improved version with all the surgery and NONE OF THE LIFT, is perfectly understandable to them, but not to US!
• they only evaluate a person on the way they look, dress, act, move, talk, etc., I guess you would say, extremely visceral, visual, as men are anyway, but not, generally extending that, to the point of replacing a hot, smart attorney, with a dumb ass, or an inferior woman, but one they feel looks better?  Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder!
• psychopaths, go into professions where they can take advantage of these physical traits, something with power, prestige, control, sex and money . . . so, I was a sitting duck, having been taken out, in 2000, coming back, building a stellar law practice and then taking me down again, to rebuilt and having the most rockin' blog in the universe, something that looks, should not matter at all, but the prestige, the power, the control, the money, is sexy, so they want to dress it up a notch and give credit to someone who couldn't write one of these blogs!
• verify, a week or so ago, I bought a "LIVE, LAUGH, LOVE" red, journal, of sorts, and I have all my notes, for my blog, dead evidence, proof, all the credibility, with quotes, even the .com sites I used to elude the NSA, and all sorts of proofs, like the notes I am writing from after watching the program again . . . HARD CORE PROOF!
• these guys are going to go straight to the watering hole, where they can get the most bang for their effort . . . I was easy prey, Elliot was easy prey, and so were the rest of my kids, easy prey, right to the water whole. Secrist family, The Single Source Solutions!  Why take the risk of robbing a bank, dealing with cops, security guards, bank executives, when you can go after a non-protected family, with only a mother to worry about, hell, we can recruit the kids, tell them lies, they were too young to remember, about mother and father, get them on your side . . . totally immoral, loser, terrible, but, hey, these people have no right and wrong!
• these people usually have good careers, and the Snakes in Suits, don't worry about, losing their job, they are still on their progression to promotion . . . now, think was I have been screaming about, that the very agencies, like the CIA and FBI, are the ones to investigate and prosecute, on my case, they are over financial crimes, when they were part of this financial crime, fuck, they met with MY CLIENTS, for God sake, Tom Vail, even told me, he was having lunch with the CIA and then, disappeared and I never heard from him again! 6 fucking cases, free legal work, down to the demands and settlement stage on two or three of his 6 cases, after dealing with the fuckers, bugging the shit out of me for a year and a half, willing to tolerate his antics, for the MILLIONS!  The CIA OH, are a bunch of psychopaths and we put them in charge of looking into the case that they brokered with MY FUCKING CLIENTS?
• they know what to say and do, who to say it to, easy and they can hit all the right buttons!

Parasitic Predators . . . Find a Target or Victim Organization, and Suck Everything Out of It They Can Get!

• Mitt Romney and Bain Capital, come to mind . . . he would go into thriving corporations, tell them how to cut out dead weight, how to fire people, allegedly  making their organization, more lean and mean, and in the process, charge exorbitant fees, that would eventually bankrupt the company, a lot of them old Ma and Pa, businesses, like KB Toys!  Now, being forced out of business, but the PREDATOR got his due, but in the process sucked everything out of the company, leaving it dead and lifeless!  Can you imagine what he would and could have done as president? bankrupt the country, then abscond with the money, and head to England the UK, like he did, thinking he would WIN, but for me, blocking him and fucking bitch KAY, a huge ass predator . . . can't do the work, but girl Friday, when it comes to collecting the dough and money, taking credit for what I DID!
• they take CREDIT, and as much as they can get away with, and CIA, let her get away with all of it, for what you did . . . but they are nowhere to be found, when the work needs to be done!  Brock, switched, JOANNS, in December, with this predator plan in mind and in working, with Kay filing the LODGE POLE docket, not even in the federal rules, all 281 pages, I perused through to find what it was, so something, that is out of some other state, California, or somewhere, state court, because, I sure as hell could not FIND it in the Federal Rules of Civil Procedure, so? where did it come from?  That is all the work she did, other than to possibly write up the settlement, big fucking deal . . . let her write the brilliant brief, submitted to the 10th Circuit Court!  She fucking can't do it, but she was thinner than me, bigger boobs, and a lame ass, below average ATTORNEY! GOD!
• when things fail, they blame everyone, but themselves . . . typical abuser, in a relationship, and domestic violence, you made me abuse you, if you had cleaned the house, taken care of the kids, kept them out of my way, blah, blah, blah, as if she took his hand and bloodied her own face . . . I would say that most, abusers of ANY KIND, are psychopaths!  Mine is a system of batterers!
• they serve only one master, and that is THEMSELVES!
• AND THEY WILL TAKE CREDIT FOR AS MUCH AS THEY CAN . . . MY KIDS? MY GRAND KIDS?  SERIOUSLY?  MY BLOG, WHEN THEY CAN'T WRITE ONE!?
• yesterday on the Brian and Chris show, there was a woman, who worked at a chicken processing plant and fell in a vat of chicken shit, without a bottom, and was stuck for a long time, yelling and screaming . . . even though, I have written for fucking 2 and a half years, with 800 or so blogs, with tons of training, daily . . . these bitches are TOO FUCKING CHICKEN SHIT TO WRITE . . . they know they CAN'T!
• they use their FAVORITE strategies for succeeding in the work force . . . Kay's, Brett's, Shelley's, Rachel's, etc., they use SEX!  I have never, ever, needed to rely on anything so dumb ass, even when I was thin and hot, back 20 years ago!  Fuck, I drew a strong ass line, between the bedroom and the boardroom, see previous blogs, the best thing I ever did as a female attorney, was never date anyone in the office, ever, and within, 6 months, I was caught up, and at the same level as the male attorneys, writing manuals, speaking all over the state, and the younger females, were used and abused by their male colleagues, thinking that might get them ahead . . . SEX WAS THEIR TOOL, FUCKED THEM ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I don't need to, I can do anything, hell, Brock had to have an employee, come pull me out of jail, because, I had filed a surprise brief, January 18, 2012, on my way out of town to be sworn into the U.S. Supreme Court, and when the court took action, Kay Baby could do the work, like the psychologist say, they will take all the credit, but the are NOWHERE TO BE FOUND, when it comes to doing the WORK!  They have relied on SEX, LOOKS, SMART ASS TALKING, BULL SHIT TO GET BY!  Kay is an actress on top of that, so even worse, she pretends to be ME, studied me, and then BECAME ME, FUCK! or Shelley, Rachel, Sue, a CULTURE OF SEX!

Strategies for Succeeding

• the Con: smooth talker, uses his voice to his advantage, to manipulate, a good reader of people, good story teller, mixes falsehoods with truth, when stealing identity, mix, your life with theirs, confusing facts and fiction, your life with theirs . . . that is why sisters and Kay were used, or Kelly Ann, Kay has known me since 7th fucking grade, sisters all your life, and as your life intersected with theirs, they just take credit and tell YOUR STORIES! with surveillance, they can hear every story of yours and use it, I can't do this in reverse, I am not on the cops side! they are, have total access!  They get people to do their dirty work for them, get others to do what they may not, do their bidding!
• the Bully: making you look bad, more crass, don't get in my way, start with the con, then move to the bully when the con doesn't work, using force and demoralize the other person
• the Puppet Master: the master of all they pull the strings, keep their hands clean, and others take the fall for what they ordered them to do . . . mafia boss, or boss, get the made men, or the other members to do the hit . . . in my case, the CIA, the puppet masters, get the FBI or the local and state cops to do their bidding, keeping the trails back to them, clear and clean, but sending their henchmen out to track, harass, intimidate, and follow . . . the last two days, waiting for the bus, there have been cop cars, parked across the street at the Citi Inn or 7, whatever the name is, old motel across from the Poverello, they were waiting at the Mall the other day, and this has gone on for years! who is ordering this, the guys and gals at the top, the CIA, the PUPPET MASTERS, Kay, Brett, Phil, Ernie, James, my Dad, Shelley . . . and  the local cops do their bidding, oh, these women are all suppose to be ME, and I am the criminal bitch Shelley!  FUCK, you stooges, keystone cops, are just being used as USEFUL IDIOTS!
• successful psychopaths, destroy someone . . . they have tried and are damned close!
• do it without risk to themselves, they are SPENDING MY MONEY, they are not risking their security, their bank, their lives, their children, their anything . . . they stay in line for their promotion, on MY RESUME and my doings now!
• I distinctly remember, Brett, when he quit work, and we were living off my Social Security, say, It is so much easier, spending your money, than spending MINE! and he has never stopped spending MY MONEY, and brought the whole fucking world in on it too! plus my family/kids money!

THAT SHOULD LAY THE FOUNDATION FOR GOING FROM THE BOARDROOM INTO THE BEDROOM!

To Be Continued . . .

AMERICAN MUSCLE. AMERICAN HUSTLE. YES WE CAN! "DON'T BE A DO-NOTHING BITCH."--ROWDY ROUSEY, FEMALE, UFC OR ULTIMATE FIGHTING CHAMPION. "IT IS NOT ABOUT WHO IS GOING TO GIVE ME PERMISSION TO DO IT, BUT WHO IS GOING TO STOP ME!"--PHILOSOPHER/WRITER, AYN RAND. STATE OF THE UNION, STATE OF AMERICA, IS ROCKIN' AGAIN . . . GREATEST COUNTRY ON EARTH, BY FAR! I AM NOT CHALLENGING YOU ISIS, JUST EXPRESSING MY OPINION! LOL! OVER COME PARTISAN POLITICS AND GIVE CREDIT WHERE CREDIT IS DUE, FUCK, HOW QUICK REPUBLICAN MEMORIES FADE . . . A TOTAL MELTDOWN OF OUR WHOLE ECONOMIC STRUCTURE, THROUGH GREEDY ASS BANKERS AND WALL STREET, HOMEOWNERS LOSING HOMES ON HALF THE BLOCK, GAS AS $4 PER GALLON, JOBS FLYING ACROSS THE OCEAN AT BREAK NECK RATES, COLLEGE TUITION SKYROCKETING OUT OF CONTROL, HEALTH CARE UN-AFFORDABLE, AND OPPORTUNITIES FOR MAKING A LIVING, AND LIVING, NOT TO MENTION GET A JOB, IN RAPID DECLINE . . . WITH PRESIDENT OBAMA, COMING IN FIGHTING FOR "MAIN STREET" . . . SAVING MORTGAGES, MAKING COLLEGE AFFORDABLE AND POSSIBLE, CREATING A HEALTHIER FUTURE, DUE TO CLEAN ENERGY PLANS, PROTECTING AMERICAN OIL, FROM THE KEYSTONE PIPELINE, MAKING MONEY AND JOBS FOR CANADIANS, RATHER THAN AMERICANS, CREATING A MORE FAVORABLE BUSINESS CLIMATE, BRINGING OVERSEAS JOBS AND COMPANIES--APPEALING TO THEIR SENSE OF AMERICANISM AND PATRIOTISM, BACK TO AMERICA, BETTER QUALITY PRODUCTS AND WORK FORCE, EVEN IF THE TOP TIER OF THE CORPORATE WORLD, HAD TO GIVE UP SOME OF THERE HUGE ASS BONUSES AND GOLDEN PARACHUTES, MARSHALING IN THE HEALTH CARE PLAN, BRINGING DOWN THE COST OF HEALTH CARE, MAKING INSURANCE MOBILE, LIKE THE WORK FORCE, MAKING MONOPOLY INSURERS, COMPETE AND DRIVE DOWN PRICES, COVERING CATASTROPHIC ILLNESSES, LIKE CANCER, LOOKING AT PRISON REFORM, FOCUSED ON REHABILITATION, NOT PUNISHMENT . . . SEEING DRUG USE AND HABITS, LESS AS CRIMES, AND MORE AS ADDICTIONS THAT NEED TO BE BROUGHT UNDER CONTROL, AND MAKING THOSE HEALTH AND MENTAL HEALTH CARE PROGRAMS AVAILABLE, REFOCUS ON VETERANS BENEFITS AND HEALTH CARE SERVICES, RESTORING FELONS THEIR RIGHT TO VOTE--DON'T THINK THEY GET GUN RIGHTS BACK, BUT, REASONABLE PEOPLE AGREE TO DISAGREE . . . FOCUS ON HEALTHIER LIVING, EATING, SCHOOL LUNCH PROGRAMS, EXERCISE, GARDENS, PROMOTING WOMEN . . . NOT ONLY ON HIS CABINET, BUT CONTINUING TO FIGHT FOR EQUAL PAY FOR EQUAL WORK, PROTECTING FEMALE REPRODUCTIVE CHOICES AND HEALTH, STRIVING TO FIX WAGE INEQUALITY OR FAIR PAY--CHAMPIONING THE COMMON MAN AND WOMAN, HELPING THE LOWER AND MIDDLE CLASSES, WITH A FOCUS ON GIVING FULL TIME WORKERS, AN INCREASED MINIMUM WAGE--ENCOURAGING CITIES, COUNTIES, STATES, COMPANIES TO DO THIS FOR THEIR WORKFORCE, REGARDLESS OF A DEAD BEAT CONGRESS, WORKING THROUGH DIPLOMATIC MEANS, RATHER THAN WAR, TRYING TO KEEP TROOPS OUT OF HARMS WAY, ENDING POLICE AND PEACE KEEPING, WITH CAUTION AND HESITATION, CAPTURING OSAMA BIN LADEN--NOT DESTROYING COUNTRIES JUST TO SPEND AMERICAN TAX PAYERS' MONEY TO REBUILD THEM, WHEN THOSE MONIES ARE NEEDED HERE AT HOME, FOR CRITICAL INFRASTRUCTURE UPDATES, LIKE BRIDGES, ROADS, UTILITIES, WATERWAYS, AND HELPING THE WORLD GET ON BOARD WITH A CLEANER, MORE HUMAN FRIENDLY PLANET, BRINGING DOWN GAS PRICES, FAVORING COMPETITION, DEVELOPMENT OF NATURAL GAS, AND HOMELAND OIL DEVELOPMENT, RATHER THAN BUYING IT AND BEING DEPENDENT ON FOREIGN OIL SUPPLIES, STEPPING UP WITH HUMANITARIAN HELP THROUGH OUT THE WORLD AND AT HOME, WITH "ACT OF GOD" DISASTER AFTER DISASTER, SERVING THE AMERICAN PEOPLE WITH DIGNITY AND HONOR, GRACE, CHARM, HUMOR, INTELLIGENCE, LOVE AND PRIDE . . . GOD BLESS THIS LAST YEAR OF PRESIDENT OBAMA'S TERM OF OFFICE . . . TEARS CONTINUALLY FLOWED DOWN MY CHEEKS, AS I LISTENED WITH PRIDE, TO THIS GREAT MAN, WHO HAS LITERALLY WORKED MIRACLES, MANY UNNOTICED, UNSEEN, OR UNACKNOWLEDGED BY A HOSTILE AND LIFELESS CONGRESS, WHO WOULD RATHER, BE PART OF THE PROBLEM, RATHER THAN PART OF THE SOLUTION, WITH A STAND YOUR GROUND ATTITUDE, RATHER THAN ARGUE YOUR POINT AND PRESENT YOUR PLAN . . . WITH A STRONG LEADER, WILLING TO TAKE THE HEAT, TO PUSH THINGS THROUGH, FOR THE AMERICAN PEOPLE AND THEIR COLLECTIVE GOOD! YES, WE CAN DO THIS! WE CAN CONQUER CANCER, REFORM OUR CRIMINAL INJUSTICE SYSTEM, PRISONS, JAILS, STREETS, CONTINUE TO PUSH FOR THE "MORE PERFECT UNION" RESPECTING ALL, PROVIDING JUSTICE FOR ALL, RATHER THAN THE CHOSEN FEW, GIVING GENERAL WELFARE, RATHER THAN SELECTIVE WELFARE, DEFENSE FOR ALL, PROSPERITY FOR ALL, RATHER THAN THE TOP 1%, WE WILL ALL PAY, ONE WAY OR ANOTHER, CRIME, REVOLT, BOREDOM, PEOPLE NEED MONEY, JOBS--THE RIGHT TO WORK IS THE RIGHT TO LIVE! 14 MILLION NEW JOBS, THE PREZ. IS ENCOURAGING JOB TRAINING AND EDUCATION TO MEET THE ALREADY HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF JOBS ARE AVAILABLE, BUT AN UNSKILLED POPULACE CAN'T FILL THEM--UP GRADE YOUR JOBS SKILLS--PRES. CAN'T DO THIS FOR YOU! . . . WE ARE FUCKING IN THIS TOGETHER! FOR A MORE TRANQUIL AND PERFECT UNION, THIS IS ALL OF US, YOU, ME, HER, HIM, THAT KID . . . NOT JUST RESTING ON PRESIDENT OBAMA'S BACK, THEN GIVING HIM, NONE OF THE CREDIT, AND ALL OF THE COMPLAINTS! I AM SICK OF HEARING THE "DAILY DUMB ASS" MAKING IGNORANT, UNINFORMED AND PATHETICALLY, UNEDUCATED AND UNREAD, COMMENTS ABOUT A PRESIDENT THAT HAS WORKED, 24/7 FOR OUR GOOD, TO BE CRITICIZED, UP DOWN, BUT THE LUNATIC RIGHT WINGED FRINGE, WITH LOWER I.Q. SCORES THAN THE REST OF THE COUNTRY, CONSTANTLY BICKERING, BLOCKING AND BITCHING . . . CASE IN POINT . . . YESTERDAY, SEVERAL SAILING VESSELS OR BOATS, ENTERED INTO IRANIAN TERRITORY, AND A TRIGGER HAPPY, TRUMP, SPEAKING IN CEDAR FALLS, IOWA, I THINK, SHOT OFF HIS LAME ASS MOUTH, WITHOUT KNOWING THE FACTS, THE SITUATION, THE PLAYERS, SO SCARY, WITH THE WORLD WE LIVE IN, AND SAID, THIS IS NOT THE AMERICA WE ONCE HAD, AND ALL THE BLUSTER OF HIS TRUMPET, AND WHEN CALMER VOICES WAITED, THE U.S. HAD MILITARY SHIPS, ESCORT THEM OUT OF IRANIAN TERRITORY, AND THEY WERE SAID TO HAVE BEEN TREATED VERY WELL BY THE IRANIAN OFFICIALS, WHO DID NOT SEE THIS AS AN ACT OF WAR, BUT A NAVIGATIONAL ERROR, WHICH IS WAS! . . . DID TRUMP WANT A WAR, TO NUKE THEM, FLEX THE U.S., MILITARY COMPLEX AT THEM . . . OR, WAIT AND SEE, AS THE PREZ. SAID, LAST NIGHT, THE BALANCE BETWEEN BEING STRONG AND APPEARING WEAK, IS A HARD ONE TO ACHIEVE, NOT ALWAYS, AS IN SYRIA, EVEN KNOWING WHO IS WHO, AND WHAT SIDE OF 12 TO BE ON! WE NEED RATIONAL, CALM, TRAINED MINDS AND LEADERS, WHO HAVE THE PATIENCE TO WAIT AND GET INTEL, GIVING COUNTRIES THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT, WE SUSPECT OF HAVING A WORKABLE RELATIONSHIP WITH, HAVING JUST BROKEN BREAD, WITH IRAN AND OTHER WORLD LEADERS, GETTING A NUKE ARMS DEAL WITH IRAN, GETTING GLOBAL AGREEMENTS ON CLIMATE CHANGE, AND AN ENERGY PLAN TO REDUCE CARBON AND FUEL EMISSIONS WORLDWIDE . . . SURE, NO COUNTRY IS PERFECT, BUT, LEADERS LIKE PRESIDENT OBAMA, WHO ARE RESPECTED, WORLD WIDE, WHILE AT TIMES IN HOT DISPUTE WITH WORLD LEADERS, WHO WHILE HAVING DIFFERING POSITIONS AND THEORIES, OR SOLUTIONS AND RESOLUTIONS, ULTIMATELY HAVE RESPECT FOR OUR PRESIDENT . . . I FOR ONE, WILL BE SAD TO SEE HIM GO, SO LET'S FINISH THIS LAST YEAR STRONG! NOT ONLY IN APPRECIATION FOR WHAT HE HAS DONE, WITHOUT ONE SICK, DAY, AS I CAN SEE, AND 24 HOUR A DAY SERVICE . . . HE WHOM IS GREATEST AMONG US, IS OUR SERVANT, BUT, TO GIVE HIM THE LASTING LEGACY AS A PRESIDENT, AND THE RECOGNITION HE DESERVES! THANK YOU PRESIDENT OBAMA, KISSES, HUGS, LOVE AND GOD BLESS YOU, AND THIS AWESOME COUNTRY! GOTTA LOVE THIS AMERICAN RIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH, JUST BEFORE, I FINISHED WRITING THIS, MY COMPUTER SUDDENLY SHUT OFF, BLOCKING ME FROM THIS BLOG, MAKING ME LOG IN AGAIN, AND GOD, MY INTEL MAN, JUST HAD A BITCH LOOKING LIKE, BABY FLIGHT ATTENDANT, SISTER, NON-LAWYER, BIG ASS BUSH BITCH, CREDIT, BECAUSE, THE COCK-A-POOH, BABY ASS BOYZ CLUB IN WASHINGTON, MORMON FBI, CIA, NSA, DIA, ETC. HAVE FOUGHT, LONG AND HARD, TO HAVE A PAIR OF DITSY TITS AND ASS, SPA GALS, THAT WILL WAX THEIR PUSSIES RAW, ALLOW BUTTFUCKING, AND GET ON MEDS, HEAVING THEIR CLEAVAGE, PLASTIC CHESTS, IN LOW CUT BLOUSES, AS THAT DROP, SOBBING IN THE ALLEGED, TOO PANSY ASS, MALES ARMS, WHO ARE NOT MALES AT ALL NEXT TO THIS BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK, WHO DID AWAY WITH THEIR FUCKING SECRET CIA WARS, THEIR MORMON PRESIDENT FOR THE WORLD, THEIR BRITISH, MONARCH PROJECT, LAUGHED IN THE FACE OF SKULL AND BONES CLOWNS, BEAVER OUTFITS, NOW WONDER THE BUSHES AND THE MO BOY SCOUTS, GET ALONG! LOL . . . THE MORMON MALES, ARE SO CONTROL, SWISHY, SWING BOTH WAYS, THAT THE NEED, LESSER FEMALES, THAN ME, TAKING AN ARMY AND AT LEAST 6 TO 10 WOMEN TO COVER WHAT I DO, WITHOUT THINKING! LOL . . . THESE FUCKER, WHO WOULD HAVE SOLD, DID SELL, WITH THE PATRIOT ACT, BUSH SHIT, BULL SHIT, AMERICA DOWN THE TUBES, TRIED TO TANK THE ECONOMY, MAKE US A THIRD WORD COUNTRY, SO THEY COULD BRING IN BRITISH SOCIALISM, WHILE YOU WERE WATCHING THE ROYAL COUPLES, WITH KATE AND WILL, WANTING TO HAVE THEIR KIDS EXPERIENCE WHAT AMERICAN KIDS DO, PIZZA AND BASEBALL, PRIVACY, AND PURCHASED A HOME IN THE HAMPTON'S OR MARTHA'S VINEYARD . . . SO GO FIGURE, KATE JUST WANTS TO BE A MUM--FUCK ALL THAT CEREMONIAL PRINCESS BULL SHIT, BEING A MOTHER WILL BRING YOU ULTIMATE JOY--MY FOUR KIDS ARE MY CROWN, DO IT RIGHT, FROM THE GET-GO, BECAUSE YOU DON'T GET RERUNS OR TO REPLAY THEIR CHILDHOOD! GOOD FOR YOU, I ALWAYS LOVED DIANA, THE WAY SHE RAISED WILLIAM AND HARRY, LOVE THAT HE IS SERVING IN THE MOUNTIES, OR WHATEVER YOU CALL IT, AND LOVE THAT YOU DIG AMERICA! I AM JUST PARTIAL . . . I AM, CURRENTLY, SITTING IN THE BREAK COFFEE CAFE' WITHOUT A DIME IN MY POCKET, DIGGIN' ON AMERICA AND THE WORLD . . . GOTTA LOVE THIS EARTH RIDE TOO! OH, PREZ., TEXAS IS IMPLEMENTING A TRIAL PROGRAM, THEY GOT FROM FINLAND, WHERE KIDS, TAKE MORE RECESS TIME, AND THEY ARE FINDING, WITH TWO BREAKS IN THE MORNING AND TWO IN THE AFTERNOON, KIDS THINK BETTER, PERFORM ON TEST BETTER, AND LISTEN BETTER . . . GOT THOSE WIGGLES ALL OUT DURING RECESS, LOGIC, SAYS, THIS MAKES SENSE . . . LET'S IMPROVE THE WORLD, TOGETHER, FOR HEAVEN ON EARTH, EACH COUNTRY HAS MERIT, GOOD STUFF GOING ON, AND, AS IN THE WORDS OF PRESIDENT KENNEDY, ANOTHER CHARISMATIC AMERICAN LEADER, WE ALL LIVE ON THE SAME PLANET, ALL WANT THE SAME THINGS, FOR OUR KIDS! PEACE . . . YES WE CAN . . . SHALOM! HAVE A GREAT LAST YEAR PREZ., KISS!!!!!!

TOP 25 MOST HUNG OVER CITIES: MISSOULA, GREAT FALLS, AND BILLINGS MAKE THE TOP 10 . . . DID THEY LOOK AT BUTTE, AND HELENA? I AM SURE MONTANA GETS AN EASY TOP 5! LOL! BUTTE, UNFAIRLY HAS 156 LIQUOR LICENSES, AND JUST THE OTHER NIGHT IN HELENA, AN OFF DUTY COP, DRUNK, PULLED A GUN ON A MAN AND ACCUSED HIM OF BEING ISIS! OHIO, SOME GUY GOT PISSED AT THE WAY HIS FRIEND'S DOG SMELLED AND SHOT TWO PEOPLE! WELCOME TO THE POVERELLO CENTER FOR THE HOMELESS . . . SOME CHICK I WAS TALKING TO YESTERDAY, SAID SHE DIDN'T SLEEP A WINK . . . WHY? BECAUSE I HAD A NIGHT OUT--WHAT FOR? BLOWING A .009; I GUESS I CAME IN TOO SOON! YEAH, DO YA THINK, POV. "NO TOLERANCE" POLICY FOR DRUGS AND ALCOHOL . . . GOOD FOR YOU BOARD, STAFF! YOU KNOW WHERE YOU CAN COME, IF YOU WANNA SOBER UP--NEW YEARS RESOLUTION! LOL! 45 DAYS TO SOBRIETY! NEW YEAR . . . "I PREFER TO DRINK ALONE, BUDDY WISER AND ME!" DRINK RESPONSIBLY, OR FORBES, FORTUNE 500 WHO DID THE SURVEY, WILL PUT THE WHOLE STATE ON THE MAP, FOR MOST "HUNG OVER STATE! LOL!" DAVID BOWIE DIED, AT 69, OF CANCER, WE WILL MISS HIM, BUT THE GREAT THING ABOUT MUSIC, MAKES YOU IMMORTAL, SAYING GOOD-BYE TO THE ORIGINAL GOTH! ACTOR, SEAN PENN, MEETS, LAST OCTOBER, WITH, DANGEROUS, MEXICAN DRUG LORD, "EL CAMPO" WHO PLANNED AN ELABORATE ESCAPE FROM A MEXICAN PRISON--NO PLANS FOR A MOVIE, PENN SAY, NEED TO WAIT UNTIL, "EL CAMPO" GUZMAN, GOES THE WAY OF JIMMY HOFFA! LOL! BIGGEST DRUG LORD IN THE WORLD, FOR OPIUM AND HEROIN BEING EXTRADICTED TO THE U.S., IN DRUG TRAFFICKING CHARGES, IS A GOOD FRIEND OF TRUMPS? . . . BELIEVE ME, THE MEXICAN POLICIA ARE NOTHING TO MESS WITH . . . ON VACATION IN ROSARITA, MEXICO, 2 OF THE 7 KIDS WE TOOK TO MEXICO, WERE MISSING . . . WE FOUND THEM AT THE POLICIA DEPARTMENTO, BECAUSE, SOMEONE AT THE HOTEL WERE WERE STAYING AT, SET OFF THE FIRE ALARM, AND WHITE STUFF SPRAYED ALL OVER THE HALLS, AND THE WERE SURE, IT WAS THE TWO AMERICAN BOYS . . . AH, RACIAL PROFILING! HOWEVER, THE SAME TWO, ON THE SAME TRIP, GOT THROWN OUT OF THE CASINO, WE WERE HAVING BREAKFAST AT, AFTER THE SECOND TIME, ONE, CHRIS, CHALLENGED, MICAH, EVEN AFTER BEING CAUGHT THE FIRST TIME, TO PUT ANOTHER QUARTER IN THE SLOTS! WE ALL RAN FOR THE VEHICLES AND MADE A GREAT ESCAPE! ADULTS AND ALL! THE POLICIA WERE VERY NICE, AND LET THE TWO GO, BUT, THERE ARE SUSPICIONS, THEY DID IT? LOL! KIDS!!!!!! LAST, BUT NOT LEAST, AND CANADIAN COMPANY, "THE LIBERTY UTILITIES," OUT OF, YOU GOT IT, CANADA, CAME INTO MISSOULA, AND, WITHOUT PERMISSION OF THE "PUBLIC SERVICE COMMISSION" OR PSC A SPECIAL SERVICE DISTRICT, THAT HAS QUASI-JUDICIAL AND LEGISLATIVE RESPONSIBILITIES, OVER UTILITIES, WAS CIRCUMVENTED BY THE SALE, WITH A LAWSUIT AND AGREEMENT, THAT THE CITY OF MISSOULA, IS WORKING OUT A DEAL WITH THE CARLYLE GROUP, TO PURCHASE THE CITY WATER . . . CITIZENS, YOU CAN'T SURVIVE WITHOUT WATER . . . LOOK AT THE OVERALL PICTURE OF WATER, IN MONTANA, IN THE LAST TWO YEARS--PURCHASE OF KERR DAM BY THE INDIANS, TAKING OVER THE FLATHEAD IRRIGATION DISTRICT, MAKING MONTANAN'S, WHO UNDER THEIR STATE CONSTITUTION, CAN'T MAKE COMPACTS WITH THE INDIANS, BUT DID, WITHOUT GOING THROUGH THE PROPER PROCEDURE OF A 2/3RD'S VOTE OF THE BOTH HOUSES OF THE MONTANA LEGISLATURE, SIGNED WITHOUT THE LAW MAKING BODY, PASSING IT? LOOK, YOU CAN'T WAIT, UNTIL, THIS STUFF JUST UP AND SUNSETS, INTO EXISTENCE . . . 300,000 CITIZENS, WATER RIGHTS WERE/ARE AFFECTED, IN 11 FUCKING COUNTIES! DO YOU SERIOUSLY, WANT, A CANADIAN COMPANY, TO CONTROL, NOT ONLY MONTANA WATER . . . HELLO, REMINISCENT OF THE COPPER KINGS, BUT, THE TREASURE STATE IS BEING DEPLETED OF CONTROL OVER, ITS MOST, VALUABLE RESOURCE, THAT GIVES JOBS TO 1 IN 5, MONTANANS EMPLOYED ON RANCHES AND FARMS, MAKING UP A THIRD THE ECONOMY OF THE STATE! THE CANADIAN COMPANY, DID THIS, JUST LIKE THE FUCKERS THAT TOOK MY SON'S MUSIC, TOO MY LAW PRACTICE . . . RAM ROD, EVERYTHING THROUGH, AND IT WILL BE A DONE DEAL, BEFORE ANY ONE EVEN KNEW IT WAS HAPPENING! GET SMART, REAL FAST, AND DO WHATEVER YOU CAN, TO STOP THIS BOGUS SALE . . . ATTORNEYS ON THE CASE FOR THE CITY, SMART GUY, HAVE YOUR STAFF, RESEARCH INTO THE LIBERTY GROUP, AND I WOULD BET, IT IS A NEW UPSTART, AND THE MONEY IS ILL GOTTEN GAINS, YOU KNOW THE SOURCE . . . DAVID BOWIE, LIVES ON! THEY ARE STEALING A MILLION A DAY FROM THIS BLOG! 88 DAYS TO MAKE THE $88 MILLION PRICE TAG . . . VERIFY, VERIFY, VERIFY . . . JUST LIKE THE UPSTART, RANCHERS AND FARMERS, GROUPS AND ASSOCIATIONS THAT NEVER EXISTED, EARLY ON, ALL OF THE SUDDEN GO CONTRARY TO EVERY RANCHER AND FARMER, WHO EXPRESSED INTEREST AND THAT EVERY LAST DIME OF THEIR MONEY, WILL BE SPENT ON SAVING THE WATER RIGHTS AND CONTROL OF THE FLATHEAD? NOW, OUT OF NO WHERE, OFFICIAL SOUNDING ORGANIZATIONS, MUCH LIKE THE TWO VETERANS ASSOCIATION, THAT ALLEGEDLY PUT THEIR SUPPORT BEHIND THE TRUMPSTER, WHO IS THESE, MYSTERY PEOPLE'S CANDIDATE, CONNECTED TO "EL CAMPO" AND COME TO FIND OUT, BOTH ORGANIZATIONS, TRUMP, SPEAKING TO A CROWD, OUTSIDE THE USS IOWA, SEVERAL MONTHS AGO, ONLY HAD, "ONE" FUCKING MEMBER! WE NEED TO FACT CHECK, MONEY LAUNDERING, AND CIRCUMVENTING THE PSC . . . FAIR PLAY, CAN WITHSTAND THE HEAT! I BET MY LIFE, THIS IS NOT, FAIR PLAY!

FRINGE--MOLLY HATCH IT! REMEMBER, THE CLONED SHEEP, DOLLY--YEAH! DON'T MAKE ME THINK! POWERFLEX--MOM'S RENTALS . . . BULLFROG SPAS--THIS BIRD WILL NEVER CHANGE. VOTES FOR WOMEN: DEEDS NOT WORDS! HUNTER JUST KILLED A MOUNTAIN LION, FOR ATTACKING A DOG . . . DARWIN LIVES, THE MOUNTAIN LYON HAD "TWO FULL" SETS OF TEETH, AND WHISKERS GROWING ON ITS HEAD! STILL EVOLVING? WHY WOULD EVOLUTION STOP? FREAK? ALIEN? FRAUD? SHOT THROUGH THE HEART, AND YOUR TO BLAME, YOU GIVE LOVE A BAD NAME--THE FIRST KISS, IS YOUR LAST, YOUR A LOADED GUN! JUST GETTIN' YOU LUBED FOR VALENTINE'S DAY! JUST 'CAUSE. SOMEONE NAUGHTY--NOT REALLY. MEMBER DRIVEN . . . DID MY SECOND HUSBAND, GET HIS PONZI SCHEME HE PRETENDED TO WORK ON FOR 27 YEARS, LAUNCHED, CLUB MEMBERS, GET A CUT, EACH TIME THE GROUP FROM UTAH, GETS MORE OF MY FAMILY MONEY? I LISTENED TO THAT SPILL FOR AT LEAST 10 YEARS! DID SHELLEY AND JERRY OWENS, TOGETHER, PUT THIS HAIR BRAINED SCHEME INTO PLACE? IF SO, THE U.S. ATTORNEY GENERAL AND THE UTAH ATTORNEY GENERAL, NEED TO LOOK INTO IT! JERRY STUDIED, MULTI-LEVEL MARKETING FOR YEARS--UTAH AND MO CHURCH, WORLD'S CAPITAL FOR THIS SHIT, AND CAME UP WITH THIS PYRAMID SCHEME TO HAVE ONE PERSON GET TWO, TWO GET FOUR, FOUR GET EIGHT, AND ON AND ON--NOW TO CIRCUMVENT BEING CALLED A MONEY MAKING SCHEME, THE LAW IN UTAH, REQUIRES THAT SOME GOODS, SERVICES, OR MERCHANDISE BE SOLD, BOUGHT, OR EXCHANGED. I KNOW, THAT JERRY IS ONE REVENGEFUL SOUL, AS IS SHELLEY, AND HE AND I WERE DATING WHEN ELLIOT AND ISAAC, STARTED THEIR FIRST BANDS, BACK IN THE DAY; THEREFORE, SEEING THAT I WAS TAKING CARE OF ISAAC FOR SHELLEY, IT WOULD NOT BE A STRETCH FOR JERRY, A BITTER OLD MAN, BLAMING HIS FAILURES IN LIFE, ON HIS WIVES, HE EXPECTED TO SUPPORT HIM, TO TEAM WITH SHELLEY, AS IT SEEMED THEY HAD, WHEN I LEFT HIM, AND MOVED TO ST. GEORGE, UTAH, AT, WHOM OTHER THAN, SHELLEY'S SUGGESTION, SHE WAS KEY IN ME GETTING WITH BRETT TO, AND THEN TURNING AROUND AND SAYING THAT, IT WAS ISAAC, THAT IS THE ROCK STAR, NOT ELLIOT, TO START THE BURYING OF ELLIOT AND HIS BANDS, TO GET SEED MONEY, FOR THE MUFFLER BANDITS, OR MO MUFFINS, THAT GAVE THEM THE MONEY TO DO THIS WHOLE SHIT LOAD OF STUFF, WORLDWIDE, USING MILLIONS, LAUNDERED TO BUY OFF THE PEOPLE, KEY IN THE LATER, TAKE OVER OF MY LAW PRACTICE, AFTER COMING BACK, PUTTING MY SERVICES AND MY SON'S MUSIC, AS THE GOODS AND SERVICES, THAT PEOPLE, PAID A MINIMAL FEE TO JOIN THE CLUB, BEING WAVED, IF THEY LIED, SAYING I WAS SHELLEY AND SHE ME, ISAAC WAS ELLIOT, AND ELLIOT, ISAAC, EVEN WITH ISAAC MURDERING THE GIRL, NEAR 7TH EAST AND 2ND, AT ABOUT THE TIME, ELLIOT JOINED THE MUSIC SCENE IN SALT LAKE CITY, UTAH, OPENING THE DOOR TO FRAME EL, AND LET ISAAC TOUR, USING HIS MUSIC AND MONEY, IN EXCHANGE FOR A DEAL? I JUST THINKING OUT LOUD. THEN, WHEN MAMMA KODIAK BEAR CAME BACK ON THE SCENE, GOD'S REVOLVER'S NEW CD WAS DUE OUT . . . THE LEACHES, WERE WAITING WITH THAT DOUBLE SET OF TEETH, AND ABNORMAL WHISKERS, COMING OUT OF THE "CRIMINAL MINDS" OF THE EXCHANGE CREW, TIED INTO THE CRIMINAL JUSTICE SYSTEM, THE CIVIL COURTS, THE MORMON FBI, CIA, NSA, FEDS, WITH DADDY WARBUCKS, ALL MY FAMILIES MONEY, HE NEVER MADE BANK IN HIS LIFE, BEYOND A $2 MILLION HOUSE, HE LOST IN 9/11, AND WAS LOSING ANYWAY . . . TEMPTATION, THE LEAST MATERIALISTIC FAMILY, WITH A RISING ROCK STAR, AND A VALUABLE RESUME, WAS JUST TOO MUCH TEMPTATION, AND THE FAMILY MONEY PITBULLS, WENT FOR IT, AND GAVE SHARES, TO KEEP PEOPLE LOYAL, SILENT, AND DIRTY . . . NICE LITTLE SCHEME, DON'T YOU THINK . . . DEFINITELY MEMBER DRIVEN, EVEN A PICTURE OF TANTIM SKY DIVERS, HEADING OUT ON BUS #11, MY LIMO! THINK ON THESE THINGS . . . I TOOK A COOL PICTURE OF A DUDE FROM OREGON, WHO STOPPED BY THE POVERELLO, BECAUSE HIS CAR BROKE DOWN, AND HE HAD TO SPEND $200 ON REPAIRS, AND HE WAS HEADING TO SOUTH DAKOTA, FOR HIS DAUGHTER'S BIRTHDAY, WITH 11 HOURS OF DRIVING . . . HE INSTALLS, GPS TRACKING SYSTEMS FOR COMPANIES, LIKE COKE AND PEPSI, AND OTHER DELIVERY SERVICES. HE SHOWED ME A PICTURE OFF HIS SMART PHONE, AND I SAW HIS COOL SHIRT, FROM STURGIS, AND WANTED TO READ IT . . . HE SAID, BETTER YET, TAKE A PICTURE OF IT, SO I DID, ON MY PHONE, GOOD GUYS, NON-MO ASSES, IF THERE ARE ANY, AT 406.218.1777, NOT MY OLD PHONE NUMBER OF 406.309.0011! BUT, THE SHIRT HAD AN ORANGE BACKGROUND, A HARLEY DAVIDSON BIKE, AND SAYS, SOMETHING ABOUT BEING AT "DEADWOOD." HE WAS SERVICING A COMPANY IN STURGIS, SOUTH DAKOTA, THE BLACK HILLS! FUN, FUN, FUN--SERVERS AT POV. STRIKE ME AS UNDERCOVER FEDS, THIS DUDE AND LOSER BOY, AGE 40 COMING TO THE MOUNTAINS TO DIE, WILL ALL SAY, I AM RACHEL, AND THEY, NSA WILL STEAL THE PICTURE, AND BLOCK ME, ON MY PHONE, USE MY OLD ONE, PUT IT ON SOME, OTHER VERSION OF "MY" SAME BLOG, SAME WRITER, CLAIM RACHEL, OR THE PREP SCHOOL GIRLZ, WROTE IT AND HAD LUNCH AT THE POV--NO, NONE OF THEM HAVE BEEN HERE! . . . LAST FALL THE "HEAT" WAS SO BAD, I HAD TO CALL IN FAVORS, FROM THE BIKERS, AND THEY FOLLOWED ME AROUND, MISSOULA, PROTECTED ME, GUARDED THE PLACES, AND HAD NO TROUBLE, WITH THE COPS, NOR DID THE BIKERS, READING MY BLOG, HAVE ANY TRICK, TRACKING ME DOWN! SO WHAT THE FUCK IS THE PROBLEM . . . FAVORITES THE MUFFIN BANDITS? ANYWAY, I WAS GOING TO WRITE ON THE COOL SHIRT, PUT ANOTHER COLORFUL PIC IN MY BLOG, BUT IT LOOKS, LIKE THAT PAINTING, FROM THE NEW ART CLASSES AT THE POV. IS THE LAST PIC, THEY ARE GOING TO LET ME PUT IN, BECAUSE OF THOSE "DOUBLE TEETH" AND A "MEMBER DRIVEN" MONEY SCAM! DO YOUR JOB, FEDS AND LOCALS, THIS IS FUCKING BULL SHIT, AND THE BULL SHIT, FROG SPA CHICKS, ARE DUMB AS DOORKNOBS! ALL ABOUT THE MONEY, ALL ABOUT MY NAME AND POWER! ALL ABOUT MY COOL KIDS, "THE LOVED ONES", AND ALL ABOUT DITCHING THEIR OWN TRASH! BRINGING ME TO TRASH TALKING . . . CLEAN UP YOUR SHIT, DON'T WALK OUT OF THE POV., GETTING A NEW TOOTHBRUSH, NEW TOOTHPASTE AND OPEN, DUMP! SAME WITH WHOEVER TRASHED THEIR GARBAGE NEAR JIMMY JOHNS ON HIGGINS, AND LEFT THEIR COFFEE CUP, ON BUS, 11, THE ONE I JUST CAME ON . . . EVEN YOUR MOTHER IS NOT STUPID ENOUGH TO PICK UP YOUR TRASH, UNLESS, SHE IS THE MUFFIN BANDITS, AND THEY TRASH THEIR OWN CUSTOM TRASH, THE KIDS THEY RAISED TO, CLAIM MINE! NO WAY . . . NOT MY KIDS, OR GRANDKIDS . . . WAR! CONCERNED ABOUT "DARK MONEY" INFLUENCING MONTANA, MISSOULA POLITICS, THINK, MUFFIN BANDITS AND MO'S . . . GOT THIS NOTICE ADDRESSED TO SUE . . . SUSAN SCHMIDT--HISTORY MAJOR, MEGGIE, TRYING TO BE A BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK IN TRAINING--NANNY MATERIAL, BOTH, AKA, JOANN S. SECRIST, J.D., BEWARE, THEY SAY, LOW, HERE IS CHRIST, NOT THERE IS CHRIST . . . HE SAID, DON'T LISTEN TO ANY OF THEM, FOR HERE IS WHERE I AM . . . SAME WITH ME, 6 BITCHES, CLAIMING TO BE ME? NO, I AM SITTING AT TARGET, ON RESERVE, MILITARY TIME 14:26 BECAUSE, THE FUCKING NSA, GIVING THESE BITCHES ACCESS TO MY COMPUTER CONTROLS AND BLOG CONTROLS, ON TIME, KEEP CHANGING IT BACK TO FUCKING PACIFIC TIME, WHERE LITTLE KAY IS . . . THE ONLY ATTORNEY, IN THE GIRLZ PREP SCHOOL DREAM--NEVER GREW OUT OF THE BOUNTIFUL HIGH SCHOOL CLIQUE, AND SHE IS A FUCKING "TORTS" ATTORNEY, LOOK HER UP ON THE INTERNET, AN ALLEGED, ANTI-MO WRITER, WRITING ABOUT HER TORTS PRACTICE, OR BETTER KNOWN IN THE LEGAL COMMUNITY, PERSONAL INJURY ATTORNEY, OR AMBULANCE CHASER, THAT LOW, LEVEL, EASY LAW, BUT THE MONEY MAKERS! SHE HAS NOT ASS, SYMBOLICALLY, SHE CAN'T BE, THE BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK I AM, UNLESS, SHE GOT BUTT IMPLANTS . . . AND I WOULD NOT PUT IT PAST, HER OR BRETT! BOOBS, BUTT, WHATEVER IT TAKES TO GET THAT MONEY, AND CARRYING OUT, PERSONAL VENDETTA'S, NO MORE THAN PETTY UNINTENDED SLIGHTS, TAKEN FOR FULL FLEDGED ASSAULTS--PSYCHOPATHS REVENGE! I AM FINE WITH THE PREP SCHOOL GIRLZ, USING ME TO TRAIN THEM AND THE MUFFLER BANDIT BOYZ--MAYBE THEY WOULD ALL CONVERT BACK TO AMERICAN CHRISTIANS, RATHER THAN BRITISH, MO'S OR MUSLIMS, THAT POLYGAMY THING, IN BOTH CULTURES, WHO ARE PROFESSIONALLY JEALOUS AS THEY ARE BURNED BY THIS BAD ASS, ALSO IN TRAINING, IN THE EVENT, THEY COULD EVER, WITH FUCKING ARMIES, RATS, AND MEMBERS WITH A VESTED INTEREST IN TAKING ME DOWN, GET ME! LOL! THERE WAS A BRIDAL FAIR . . . HAVE AT IT ASSHOLES . . . I'M LOOKING FOR A DIFFERENT KIND OF LOVE, OTHER THEN HIS WEAKNESS, FOR HIS GIRLFRIEND, GAMBLING, AND ALCOHOL, I THOUGHT THE SECRET SERVICE AGENT, WAS HOT AND COOL, TIL HE BLEW IT! SO SAD, TOO BAD, HOT JOB, HOT GUY, HOT OATH, WEAKNESS IN TRUST! YOU CAN'T FUCKING TRUST ANYONE! PERIOD . . . NOW, IN LOOKING AT THIS NOTICE, IF YOU WERE THE SOUTHWICK, MORON, MOB, AND YOU FEARED, HILLARY CLINTON, RUNNING, AS SHE DID, BACK IN 2008, KNOWING FULL WELL, THAT AFTER PRESIDENT OBAMA WAS DONE, HILLARY WAS GOING TO RUN, AND YOU WERE THE GROUP, WHO DID THE ANTI-HILLARY FILM, THE BASIS FOR THE "CITIZENS UNITED" CASE, THAT ALLOWED UNLIMITED CAMPAIGN DONATIONS FROM CORPORATIONS, NOW ENTITLED TO FREE SPEECH, MEANING IN CAMPAIGN TERMS, MONEY TALKS, AS IN MY SON'S MUSIC MONEY, LAUNDER AND USED FOR POLITICAL POWER, STILL STINGING FROM OLD MITT'S MO LOSS, WITH A SILENCE FALLING OVER UTAH AND MORMON-DUMB, FOR THE LAST A, 8 YEARS, MITT STARTED IN THE PREVIOUS ELECTION, SO OLD WOUNDS, SCARS, AND OLD SCORES TO SETTLE WITH ME, KEY IN TRASHING HIS UGLY, MATERIALISTIC MO ASS, BUT, IF YOU WANTED TO COVER ME, SUE IS THE NEXT LOGICAL ONE, SHE CAMPAIGNED FOR JOE BIDEN, BACK IN HER COLLEGE DAYS AT THE U OF U, WHERE I DIDN'T JUST ATTEND, I TAUGHT, SUE TAUGHT JUNIOR HIGH ENGLISH, PROBABLY HISTORY TOO, WHILE KEVIN, GOT AN MBA, AFTER GETTING A GERENTOLOGY DEGREE FROM THE U OF U . . . COME ON ASSHOLES, THIS IS SO, SIMPLE, IT IS A FUCKING JOKE! ANYWAY, THINK, KOCH BROTHERS, WITH 40 DIFFERENT POLITICAL ACTION ARMS . . . COMMISH MOTL, YOU ARE SENSING THE TIP OF THE ICEBERG WITH THESE FUCKS, WHO THINK THEY ARE ABOVE THE LAW, USING MY FAMILY MONEY, BECAUSE THERE IS NOT ONE OF THEM, WHO COULD EARN MORE THAN A COUPLE OF HUNDRED THOUSAND A YEAR, AND THAT IS IN-LAWS, BUT KEVIN IS RETIRED AND MARK IS A DENTIST, SO . . . THAT IS WHY KAY IS SO CRITICAL TO THIS GAME, BECAUSE I SHOULD BE WORTH ABOUT A BILLION, EASY . . . SHE HAS NO HISTORY, WHATSOEVER, OF EVEN USING THE WORD CONSTITUTION, UNTIL BECOMING ME . . . LOOK AT THE PICTURE, OR WAS IT SWAPPED OUT, FOR KAY'S UGLY MUG? TECHNOLOGY OR RACHEL'S, CLOWN ASS CHICK, DON'T MAKE ME THINK . . . THE FIRST BOOK TITLE, I SAW, LEAVING THE BREAK THIS MORNING AFTER WRITING MY BLOG . . . DOLLY THE CLONED SHEEP! LOL! THOSE CLEVER DARWINISTS! WHAT A CLOWN SHIP OF FOOLS! THINK FUNDING BOTH SIDES OF THE ISLE, BEING THE ONES BEHIND, CITIZENS UNITED, AND THEN, ACTING LIKE THEY ARE ME, SUE, GOING TO JO? HHHMMMM? BUT, FUNDING BOTH SIDES OF WARS, NOTHING NEW TO THOSE BUSHES! AND BUSHETTES, BUSHIES . . . RACHEL, BACK IN HER FLIGHT ATTENDANT DAYS, WAS A REPRESENTATIVE TO A BUSH FUNDRAISER . . . THAT DOES NOT A LAWYER MAKE, DOESN'T A POLITICIAN MAKE . . . THAT IS ANMAN, OR ANN MAN MADE . . . THEY CAN'T CONTROL ME . . . KEEP THE BOARDROOM AND THE BEDROOM SEPARATE BOYZ AND THEN, YOU SHOULD NOT CARE, IF THE REAL ATTORNEY IS IN YOUR BOARDROOM! LOL! WOULDN'T THAT BE FUN! LOL! HELL, I'D STEP INTO THE WHITE HOUSE RIGHT NOW! I'M PREPARED . . . THIS IS EVERYBODY'S MAGAZINE ANYWAY, SO, WHY NOT . . . OTHER THAN I DON'T WANT THE JOB! USED TO, BUT NO NOW! THINK, PRESCOTT BUSH, FUNDING HITLER, FALSE FLAGS, DOUBLE AGENTS, PLAYING BOTH SIDES OF THE POLITICAL SPECTRUM, AND YOU CAN ALWAYS BE A WINNER! SOMETHING THESE GUYS, HAVEN'T EXPERIENCED YET . . . HOW IS KARL ROVE JR., COPPIN, DOING WITH HIS BOOK, BURNING UP THE SHELVES? I DOUBT IT . . . PUBLISHER IS PROBABLY DESERET BOOK OR AFFILIATES! GOTTA MAKE SUE'S KIDS SHINE, LIKE THEY DON'T! LOL! I WILL TRY TO BE AT THE MEETING . . . NEVER AUTHORIZED ANY OF THE PREP SCHOOL GIRLZ TO REPRESENT ME! I WILL REPRESENT MYSELF, ONLY ONE I TRUST!

VERY INTERESTING, NOW MY HOTMAIL ACCOUNT IS NON-EXISTENT!  WHAT A BUNCH OF PANTIE WASTES!  LOL!  I THOUGHT, I COULD CIRCUMVENT THE NSA, MORONS, GIVING ACCESS TO EVERYTHING "MINE" TO THE HO BRIGADE, AND THEN EMAIL IT TO MY GMAIL ACCOUNT, BUT, THEY GOT RID OF MY HOTMALE ACCOUNT!  LOL!

Sorry, Another Swimming Pool Shot!  Not Bad for a 61 Year Old Drown Rat!  I Hate Selfies, Pics In General, But, Necessary For I.D. Purposes!  Notice, Real Teeth, Dolly the Cloned Sheep, Fake Teeth, Fake Everything!

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COCK-A-POOH(S). JAWS: THE REVENGE--TERRIFYING ADVENTURE. COVER OF BOOK, CHICK, WATER-SKIING IN THE OCEAN, WITH GREAT WHITE SHARK BEHIND HER! AUTHOR HANK SEARLE . . . STARTING WITH THE HANK BROCK, $357 MILLION SECURITIES CASE, TO KIDS, TO BLOG--NOW THAT I HAVE SURFACED FROM THE DEEP END OF THE SEA, THIS IS HOW I FEEL! U.S. DEPARTMENT OF JUSTICE, NEW CAMPAIGN--"KNOCK OFF COUNTERFEITS"--I SECOND THAT MOTION! ACTUALLY, THAT IS NOT REFERRING TO MY SISTERS, AKA, ME, BUT IT HAS TO DO WITH BUYING FOREIGN MADE PRODUCTS, THAT IMITATE U.S.A., BRAND, COST AMERICANS THEIR JOBS! AMERICA CAN DO ANYTHING (PREZ. OBAMA, PREPARING FOR HIS STATE OF THE UNION ADDRESS--WATCH IT! LAST ONE). JOBS AND ECONOMIC RECOVERY, GIVE CREDIT WHERE CREDIT IS DUE . . . GAS AT $1.94--$4 PER GALLON, BACK IN 2008, WHEN THE PREZ. TOOK OFFICE! SIGNS, SIGNS, EVERY WHERE SIGNS! WE CAN DO THIS AMERICA, WITH GLOBALIZATION, PULL UP THE WORLD'S ECONOMY TOO! U.S.A. MUSCLE! TOP 20 MOVIES, HORROR FILMS INSPIRED BY TRUE EVENTS (2015)--OMG--TAKING OATH OF LOYALTY TO THE COUNTRY, SECRET SERVICE MAN, IN ORCHESTRATED TERROR PLOT TO LOCATE THE PRESIDENT'S BUNKER, DESTINATION WHEN THERE IS A THREAT OF ANY KIND, AGENT PASSES WITH FLYING COLORS, TO TRUST HIS WIFE--SHOT, BATTER, CONTAINED IN FIBERGLASS BOX, TIME BOMB, FILLED WITH LIQUID HYDROGEN, ANOTHER MEMBER OF THE STATE DEPARTMENT, TOO, NOW DEAD, AND AT THE END, HE LOOKS AT THE WASHINGTON MONUMENT, AND SHE KNOWS, WHERE "ROULETTE" IS, WIFE, WHO WAS IN ON IT, INDICATES TO TEAM, THAT HE EXPOSED, SHE KILLS HIM--WHILE HE IS SCREAMING--I TRUSTED YOU, AS SHE GASES HIM, IN THE BACK OF THE AMBULANCE, AFTER HOURS OF TERROR! MIXED EMOTION, LOOKING FOR A "DIFFERENT KIND OF LOVE" . . . THIS GUY, IS TOUGH, SMART, HOT, BRAVE, TURNING THE TABLES ON THE ALLEGED TERRORISTS, SETTING OFF BOMBS ALL OVER THE CITY OF WASHINGTON, GETTING CLOSER AND CLOSER TO THE PRESIDENT'S SAFETY BUNKER, AND HIS LIVE IN GIRLFRIEND, IS TAKEN TOO, SO AFTER THE ORDEAL, HE GIVES HER AN ENGAGEMENT RING, BUT, WHEN ALL WAS SAID AND DONE, HE REVEALED TO HER, ALWAYS A MAN'S ACHELIES HEEL . . . HEELS OVER HEAD . . . BEING MOVED TO THE PRESIDENT'S DUTY, AFTER PASSING THE TESTING AND TRAINING, THEN BLOWS IT, DIES. THAT IS FUCKING, HOW SERIOUS AN OATH SHOULD BE TAKEN FOR ANY OF US . . . THERE IS MORE AT STAKE THAN YOUR JOB, YOUR FAMILY, YOUR LOVER, SEX, MEN! WE GAVE YOU A REPUBLIC, MAM, IF, YOU CAN KEEP IT! THREATS COME TO THIS COUNTRY, FROM FOREIGN AND DOMESTIC SOURCES, AND THE ULTIMATE CURRENCY, IS TRUST, RESPECT, DUE TO TRUST, AND YOU BETTER KEEP THOSE OATHS, THEY ARE NOT JUST "BUZZ WORDS" WHEN YOU ARE SWORN INTO OFFICE--AFTER JFK'S ASSASSINATION, IN DALLAS, AND PRES. IF WE CAN CALL HIM THAT, JOHNSON, IS SWORN INTO OFFICE, HE IGNORED THE PART, DEALING WITH THE CONSTITUTION, SO A FALSE FLAG OATH, POSSIBLY . . . ARTICLE II, OF THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, PLAINLY, IN QUOTES, LAYS OUT THE PRECISE WORDS, A JUDGE, OR WHOMEVER, HAS TO HAVE THE NEWLY SWORN, IN PRESIDENT SAY, SO WHAT WAS UP WITH THAT? WHO KILLED JFK? THE MAN SWORN INTO OFFICE! VIDEO, I WATCHED A DAY AGO! OATH, A BIG FUCKING DEAL! AND THIS MOVIE SHOWS IT, IN LIVING, BREATHING COLORS, SHOCKING, TO THE POINT, THAT, MY REACTION, LIKE HIS, WAS PULLING A GUN, ON THE TRAINING TEAM, PREPARING HIM TO BE THE SS MAN FOR THE PRESIDENT . . . I PROBABLY WOULD HAVE PULLED THE TRIGGER, BECAUSE, AT FIRST, YOU THINK, THAT THEY ARE IN ON THIS PLOT AGAINST THE PRESIDENT AND THE UNITED STATES, BUT, EVENTUALLY, THEY ALL START CLAPPING AND TELL HIM OF THE PROMOTION. YOU THINK ALL IS WELL, AND THEN, NOT YOUR HOLLYWOOD ENDING. HE DEALS WITH, EVERYTHING, BUT GIVING UP, HIS GIRLFRIEND, SOON TO BE WIFE! HEY, DUDE, THIS IS BIGGER THAN, YOU, HER AND YOUR SEX LIFE! SECRET SERVICE HAS HAD ISSUES WITH THAT BEFORE, AH, COLUMBIA? SIMILAR DREAM EXPERIENCE FOR ME, EARLY THIS MORNING . . .

"I TOOK AN OATH" . . . HOSTAGE, TO TERRORISTS!

When the Secret Service man, has gotten the hell and beyond beat out of him, talk about psychological pressure, and standing strong, but when he really, goes, from fear to bravery, is when, tDrhe idea of his oath, takes over, and he goes from being the victim, to being the aggressor, acting like Bruce Willis, in the Die Hard movies, Yippi Ki Yah! he takes on a hole different tone, strategy, elegance, in training--literally, telling the terrorist to fuck off, and that they FAILED their mission, and he was in charge, they needed him, more than he needed them to let them go, overcoming death, so to say or at least the fear of death, offering up, his fellow, hostage's last wishes to the member of the State Department's, family, calling the wife, telling her and the two sons, what the situation of their father's death was, and apologizing, but, he refuses to give in to terrorists, for the life, or lives, of those involved, even his girlfriend, at that point.

At the end, he won't reveal, the code name of the bunker, and, he tells her his loves her, and they are going to die together, connected, only by a cell phone, but he can't do anything about it, even when she is begging. Flying Colors, they stop the drill and training, and pull him out of the trunk, barely able to walk, after being cramped, into the fiberglass box, he has been in for hours.  He really, didn't even, verbally, or expressly, reveal the spot of the bunker, other than to look, at the Washington Monument, and look at it a bit longer, with a sense of relief, and she said, is that where it is, and, feeling that he was safe, after feeling, as if I had been through the ordeal, myself, actually, I have, but for 4 years, and no hot job, waiting for me, but a sense of relief, at times, actually sleeping 8 hours, like in never, and always on edge, PTSD, you are going, come on, give the guy a fucking break, the attorney in me, was, husband/wife privilege, something, but as I thought about, the whole movie, it was like . . . too much at stake . . . honey traps, are probably the main reason, confidential, top secret, and other classified information, is revealed, so, NO, he could not do, that, even on a test, going from an A+ to an F!  Sad, but the reality of the level of security that is involved, protecting a president, WARRANTS, only perfect devotion to the country and protecting the president!

Dreamscape . . . Night Anguish

About a year and a half ago, I had a dream, that I was in the White House, press conference room, and my oldest son, Mr. GQ, a bit older, a bit fuller, in an expensive, Italian, suit, is standing at the podium, but the seal of the United States, is not on it, and the word, PRESIDENT, is on a replacement plaque or piece of matching oak wood sign, extending beyond the podium, and there is nobody else in the room, except, my son, and me, and someone comes up from behind me, and whispers in my ear: Your son will be president some day.  At the time, I thought, with 150 countries, adopting some form or another of the United States Constitution, there may be other countries, much like some of the territories of the United States, that enjoy some type of arrangement and protection, governing from the U.S., so, that is what I thought, that extension, might indicate, and the fact, that I was alone, might indicate, to me, that some of things, that I have gone through, will make him, more loyal, committed, and driven, in the cause of America, our vision, our leadership, and in what makes us great.  Or it could mean, that, if I should die, I can rest assured, that my efforts were not in vain, or it could mean, that, seeing the way things were going, that, while I was the real mother, nobody was going to know, other than me having the satisfaction, of knowing that one of my children, is worthy, trusted, and electable, as not only the president of the U.S., but, there were other countries, that wanted to incorporate, those principles and concepts, found in the Constitution, as part of their rights, protections, freedoms, and liberties.

However, in retrospect, and in what I have learned, about the secret CIA wars, the British, Mormon, Mitt Romney, a Mormon President for the World, bull shit, that was being promoted, and fostered, by the woman, or one of them, the counterfeits, aka, ME, were promoting in the UK, very symbolic, the United Kingdom, acronym . . . LOL . . . I accidentally, typed, the word, kind!  Only in your dreams, sweetheart!  I am a package deal, sure, it is easy to be nice, when you get credit, for fucking a billion times what you could do, you get money, fame, privilege, honors, press, from a case, you, the nice gal, could not have done in a million to billion years, not only not knowing, 5 areas of law, that only came through government work, which she NEVER DID, plus, fighting your own clients, being challenged by their brother attorneys, with 40 years of law behind, them, and standing your ground, forcing your clients to chose, refusing to work with the brother, who looked at judges, as GODS? and having the guts, to stand up, on your first case, and determine a very risky, gutsy, brave, fast track to the U.S. Supreme Court, having never even tried or filed a case before, and just going for it, with all the faith in your own skills, to have that stolen, by a frail, weak, lame ass attorney, who was fired on the only case, a small fry case, by her own partner, with me filling in, writing a brief, winning the motion, and passing out, from sleep deprivation, the next day, observing, boyfriend attorney, finish the case, solo, without the bitch, that, is now, getting credit, no for some tort case, with the same four elements, case after case, after case, to the point of being, not a challenge at all, and giving this bitch, because she is fucking my ex, MY CASE, and hot jobs in DC?  Are you fucking kidding me?

If my son, is going to be the president, over this shit, over a lie, over deception, counterfeits, those whom are fucking their opposing counsel, after taking depositions, who would sell the country for a fuck, FUCK NO! I want him to have NOTHING TO DO WITH THEM!  The fact that the great seal of the United States is not on the podium, was not evident to me, at that time, but this CIA, MO, BRIT, take over the world, FUCK NO, I will be your biggest enemy son!  When I had this dream, and posted it on my blog, me and my son had a month long, battle, because he is modest, and I dig the dream and hope, under the RIGHT, circumstances, he may someday, have that honor, being indoctrinated by the best, with the highest intentions, for this country, relying on true and tested principles, rights, concepts, freedoms and liberties, that I have a desire for the hold fucking world to share and enjoy!  But, to reinstate, British monarchy over the rest of the world, as colonies, with a Mormon president for the world, and the U.S. cops, under Homeland Security, being the world police, I will beg Russia, to come join, Edward Snowden . . . Russia is becoming the old U.S. and we are becoming, some male fantasy, of polygamy, socialism, sex, controlling female reproduction, assholes, that want to be men, without actually being men, but being pansy ass liars, pussy whipped, and drunk, on cum, as the secret service guy, who failed, as President Obama's did in Columbia, and again, when they were drunk, recently at the White House . . . and who knows what risk that was to the President and thus the country . . . boring job, for the most part, but, nonetheless, critical and we all saw what happened, November 22, 1963, when the Secret Service, was serving Johnson, rather than President Kennedy, and who knows what compromises we have suffered ever since!

So, going to bed pondering those thoughts . . .

Dorms at a Prep School . . . Everything Dispersed All Over the Place!

Again, dreams are trippy stuff, and come from deep in the subconscious, used, by both prophets, and psychologists, alike, to give direction, personal information, and even divine confirmation and recognition to paths, one should take in life, as in me having a dream to go to law school, putting on the dress I was wearing in the dream, approaching a professor, the dean, and in less than 2 hours, being accepted without application, LSAT, letters of recommendation, or anything, and returning home, a new, law student, for the following year.  My family mocked me than, and wants to be me now!  No thanks, you guys can't tell the truth, let alone keep an oath, you would sell us down the river, in a New York second . . . NO thanks, on being me, and my son, will have to make his own decisions, and selling your soul is always an option.  

In this dream, having been in the woman's dorm, at the Poverello Center, Missoula, Montana, for the last year, off and on, and living in a dorm like situation, this dream seemed to be a combination, of that, plus the movie, but with, huge ass, revealing, significance and symbolism, with a picture being worth a thousand words.  I had this dream, sometime, in between, 4 and 6 A.M., when the staff, came in for wake-up call at 6, so I had it in those early morning hours, when you are most in dreamland, and that REM sleep, where dreams take place.  When I awoke at 4 A.M. to use the restroom, I thought about getting up, but, decided, to lay and just plan my day and blog, and I have no money, so, no mon, no fun! and opted to wake till I had to get up.  In the dream, breakfast was also on my mind, because, yesterday, I didn't get down stairs to breakfast, served from 4 to 7:30 A.M., until, recently, when, by 7 they are cleaning up, so, with no money, I wanted to get up, and eat before, embarking on my day's adventures.

I wake up in the dream, just like I would in the dorm, and everything is all crazy, changed, messed up, rearranged, and my stuff, is fucking, all over the place, with my bed, across the room, with what I recognized to be my sheets, but a different comforter, so, I spent some time, searching the other beds for my blanket and comforter, of which I don't have one, just sheets and one blanket, like are the rules, with me, being the only one that follows that, rule, most have three blankets, several pillows, and believe, me, there are homeless divas!  LOL!  But, as I am looking all over the place for my shit, shoes, socks, that are normally right by my bed, I accidentally, put on these white, running shoes, when mine are black, with black socks . . . black is the color, best, if you are ever homeless, nobody, notices, that you are wearing the same things day after day, and black is an easy color to wash off, and the cops, have far more women, my age, wearing black, to check out, because it makes you look thinner too!  LOL!  So, with most of the girls/women out of the dorm, I am behind the 8 ball, for breakfast, and can't seem to get all my shit, together, to get out the door and to breakfast, and it seems like in my dream, I just put a hat on, like I do, but normally, I have combed my hair, put on make-up, get perfumed up and then go down stairs . . . and I was later today, barely made it, and put on my cap, without make-up, or combing my hair, so, that dream may have indicated what my day was going to be like, getting up late!

Uniformed Girls, Prep School Look, Where's the Chow Hall?

Once awake and out the door, of the dorm, I came upon a campus, of some sort, with younger girls, dressed in prep school, or private school uniforms, red plaid skirts, white shirts, sweaters, knee high socks, and clod hoppers?  Anyway, I came up some few stairs, and the grounds, were not maintained and kept up, the buildings were old, red brick, old school, and a group of girls were over by where the dining area seemed to be, and the clique or the gossip circle was in full bloom, and I never reached that close, before I woke up!  Thank God, but, everything was in its place, and my shoes were where I put them, sheets and blanket, needed making, but all there, and I rushed, out the dorm, only to find, staff, quickly clearing up breakfast, which is not their job . . . assigned to residents?  I interpreted the stuff scattered all over the place, as indicative, of what has happened to my life, in the past, 15 years, even more intense, in the last 4, when I came back practicing law, and got the shit knocked out of me AGAIN!

Much, like, being resurrected from the tombs, after the first take down, back in 2000, when I was given a death sentence and told I would never live beyond 2 years, nor work again . . . wishful thinking on the part of the government!  LOL!  But, a friend of mine, Gina Merrell, literally, with her computer skills, later bought, by the enemy, got on the internet, having trained attorneys, in the Las Vegas area, on new computer technology, and having written at least one book and a monthly newsletter, got on the web, and started trying to find me, finding that most things, that I claimed to have done, where now given, credit to others, and one of the few, things that connected me to my past, and my last employment, were to PDF files, that could not be erased, or someone refused to let them be erased: (1) was an article, I wrote for the University of Utah, Medical School, Annual Review, on a Holistic Approach to Domestic Violence, a Community Approach, having been hated by the medical community, as a former, assistant attorney general, writing an award winning manual, now, with only Kris Knowlton's name on it, me doing the grant, and 75% of the manual, pulling her, in to help me, and me doing all the design, etc., so I was pissed, but, the docs and I went to war, at the legislature, me beating them, without more than a one page letter, with the UMA, offering me the job, as general counsel, telling pissed of docs that I had pushed around, and had no sympathy, for, complaining that if they reported domestic violence, they might have to go to court, and those attorneys, all their continuances, etc., just would not work, money is time, fuck the patient, right?  But, I just responded, that is payback for making attorneys wait, to see the doctor!  They didn't laugh!  LOL, but I did . . . MEAN STREAK A MILE WIDE!  LOL . . . the prep girls, as these women are compared to me, would never, piss off doctors, NEVER, $$$$$$$$$$!  And (2) was an after thought, small time gig, I thought, working for Quicknowledge, making a few bucks on the side, really not needing the money, but realizing that I had a wealth of information, on the elderly, having been staff attorney, for the Utah Division of Aging, writing guidelines and explanations of the benefits and challenges of obtaining, a guardianship or conservatorship of an elderly person and their estate.  

But for those two PDF's, I could never have been brought back from the Tomb, with Tomb Raiders, taking away, a stellar legal career!  Actually, as I came back, at that time, and wrote, or co-authored, a plan for a withdrawal from Afghanistan, faxing it to the White House from the DIXIE State College at the time, now University, using, the computer lab, faculty fax, to send the document to David Axelrod, Chief of Staff, at the time, now, Josh Ernst, but, the NSA, FBI, CIA, and the crew were on my ass, from the very second, I started, getting political again, with 57 screens open on a love letter, I wrote to Brett, back, in 2009, several years after LEAVING HIM, with him hooking up with Shelley and Kay, probably hooking up with all the prep school girls!  LOL, man, does that fit!  And the clothing, even the bed sheets and comforter, former lovers, boyfriends, husbands alike, have to have joined in this wide and deep conspiracy, to take prep school girls, which is exactly, how they compare, in the law, cliquey, gossipy, and dumb ass doorknobs, and I am suppose, I guess, to allow, them to spread MY SHIT, MY STUFF, MY LIFE, MY KIDS, MY BLAH, BLAH, BLAH, all over the place?  FUCK NO!

DUMB ASS for BAD ASS?

FUCKIN' STUPID . . . But, They are NICER!  LOL! 

THE VULCAN--THE FACE OF FEAR. FATAL VISION--THE FOUNDATIONS ARE SHATTER. POW--MIA--NA! GOOD SUNDAY, SHIN-DIGGERS! ROCKIN' ROLL AIN'T NOISE POLLUTION, ROCKIN' ROLL'S NOT GOING TO DIE . . . ROCKIN' ROLL, IS JUST ROCKIN' ROLL! THE KINKS. THE DOO-BEE BROTHERS. I'M LOOKING FOR A DIFFERENT KIND OF LOVE--THE ULTIMATE BEAUTY SUPERSTORE; ULTIMATE CURRENCY, R.E.S.P.E.C.T.! THE VULCAN! TRYING TO FIND MY BREAKING POINT? I DON'T HAVE ONE! GOOD LUCK! TO VALERIE PLAME, FORMER CIA AGENT--HOW DO YOU LIE TO SOMEONE, TO THEIR FACE? YOU HAVE TO KNOW, KNOW WHY YOUR LYING. NOBODY REALLY, KNOWS AT THE END OF THE DAY--THAT'S RIGHT, SUE, WHO KNOWS? THE FOUNDATIONS ARE SHATTERED! RIGHT? SADDAM HUSSEIN: "I WOULD RATHER KILL MY FRIENDS IN ERROR, THAN ALLOW MY ENEMIES TO LIVE." THE MARK OF A MONSTER! ALL MONEY, BUT NO BANK? VERY, INTERESTING, WATSON, DEAR CHAP? DAMAGE ASSESSMENT? SO YOU WANT TO GO SHOPPING? SENT BY WIFE TO NIGER? DEATH THREATS. BRITS, PISSED, DON'T WANT ANYONE DISCUSSING ANY OTHER ECONOMICS THAN SOCIALISM, AS AMERICA, LEAVES THE WORLD IN THE DUST, WITH THAT GOOD OLD CAPITALISM . . . JOB RECOVERY, GETTING STRONGER AND STRONGER! GOD BLESS, AMERICA . . . WE'LL PULL THE REST OF YOU OUT OF AUSTERITY TOO! LOL! GOTTA LOVE THIS AMERICAN RIDE! I DIG THE HELL OUT OF IT! ANIMAL MEALS: WE RESCUE. WE FEED. WE HEAL!

Colorful People--Colorful Art--Pov's Got Talent--Magic Music!

The Poverello Center, Has Started Art Classes and This Piece Was on Display In the Office Window!  So Cool!  This is a colorful sun--reminds me of my very colorful son, Elliot Taylor Secrist, bass guitarist for Parallax, Maraloka, God's Revolver--Hard Rock Band (2008), The Ditch & The Delta, Worst Friends!  I would add family too, WORST!  LOL!  I just got on my new computer, and that bitch, Kay, had changed my whole fucking screen savers, background, time, some lame ass planet was on the background--I hate fucking sci-fy, and all my emails missing, 'til I got in to change the time, to 24 hours, the only way I can keep Mountain Standard Time . . . FUCK YOU BITCH!  NOT YOUR BABY, YOU HAG!  My copper colored, Prometheus, Stole FIRE from the gods, eye-balls pecked, flesh eaten by vultures and Vulcan's, daily, for his punishment!  Tough, being a musical genius!  KISS!  Elliot has a sleeve tattoo on his left arm, that is a colorful as this picture!  Wins artist wins, tat contests with it!

Gun Crazy, Flying Books, Militia, Annie Oakley, My Gay Buddy!  LOL!

I swear--you know that, but this is a different kind of swearing--this book, entitled, The Face of Fear,. a paperback, keeps ending up on my bed!  For the last three or four nights, as I have retired to bed, I find this book, either on my pillow, hanging off the side of the bed, or dropping from Mary's bed above me to mine! Although, I keep, putting the damned book, back up on the corner of her bed, or on the mattress or pillow, and last night, as she laid there reading another paperback book, I tried to get her attention, without hitting her or yelling, to see if she was missing this runaway book, that keeps magically, finding its way to my bed . . . and I couldn't get her to respond, even though she was wide away, or appeared to be, with her own book, in her hands and up in the air, a position she could read it from!  LOL!  

Finally, I figured, it was a sign or title, my Intel guy, God, wanted me to have, because, I sure as hell, can't get it back to the perceived owner, no matter what measures I take; therefore, I would assume, that the reason, I have been a POW, allegedly MIA or Missing In Action, which, is what the same crew that is switching my computer, stole or paid someone to steal my computer, and stole the rest of my fucking life, in addition to burying my kids alive with me!  But, fuck, yeah, I have known for a long time, that, I have had incredible success, in every endevour I have engaged in, be it, kids, legal work, killing or passing legislation, doing constitutional analysis, lobbying, or blogging, I seem to have the Midas Touch, as do my children!  But, is that justification, for, the government, the Moron Church, cops, family, political enemies to bury me in the deep end of the sea, and take credit for anything I do, or my kids do, or even, now grandchildren?  I don't think, a person, sane person, thinking, rational person, reasonable person, would agree with this tactic, even if they didn't agree with me!  I felt this strong urge to put, this hideous selfie of me, taken at Christmas, in the same lobby, that the colorful picture, hangs in, but the pic is, seen, as you enter the Pov., going in or out, not, seen the main lobby where this pic is taken . . . verify, verify, verify, boys and girls!  I am wearing the same hat, orange, Pov. fundraising hat, with a fly fishing line, and a trout, appropriately, called, 5th Annual Poverello "Double Haul" a Fishing Fundraiser!    I got this and the black on, I always wear, from dumpster diving, in the old/new garbage can, where chick, leave their discarded stuff! Now the envy of staff and residence alike . . . not for sale, PRICELESS!  History, now . . .

Colorful Conversations, Last Night and This Morning!

• a former wife of a big time militia member in Colorado, so much so, that after 27 of separation from this guy, Mary has to be on the NO FLY LIST, due to the government knowing, the leanings and men, she hangs with . . . so, miss, colorful, herself, warned me about, corset wearing, low cut, leather, layered, shirt and dress, ANNIE OAKLEY, who dropped in the Pov. the other night . . . she is trouble, she is trashing this place, and she got in the face of staff . . . I know, the staff she is talking about, and I put my bets on the staff chick, all about business and good for her, she needs to be, and Annie Oakley, probably is a foot taller and out weighs her by about double!  LOL!  I said, I think, staff can handle the situation, she is tough, and good, no nonsense, she is not going to put up with shit!  She warned me again . . . I said, like, water off a duck's back, from any of this crew!  LOL . . . she told me, that Annie, wanted to hook up with some militia dudes, from Montana, and Mary didn't think they would accept her, nor welcome her in, very secretive, and selective . . . hey, she gamy meat!  LOL!  From what I can tell, any chick, who breathes is hot shit around this stuff, at lunch, I sat by a cowboy, who wears his, Rodeo Finals leather jacket, cool, cowboy . . . but all a rodeo cowboy has to show after playing the circuit for a while, is every bone in their body broken, and a divorce!  LOL!  But, this chick is not pretty, she is pregnant, and I don't think with his kid, with her 7th, fucking kid, living in a shelter, nice as it is . . . and this nice guy waits on her hand and foot, and she is a bitch!  He gets too trays at lunch, and she bitches and moans, about, every damn thing on the plate . . . get me ranch dressing, and picks up the salad without dressing, because he is afraid she is going to bitch him out, for getting the wrong dressing! then she throws the three cookies, she doesn't need any more than I do, and she gets disgusted, and puts them on his plate . . . I am trying to defend him, against her bull shit, totally bad attitude, and he tries to warn her, that if she is abusive, or swears one more time, they are going to get kicked out . . . yahoo . . . he is cool, and was here long before her grumpy, shit ass showed up!  Women are in a shortage around this place, and have their pick and there are some really stand up guys!  The one, I do the dining room floors at night with, has it for a blonde, cute, fun, staff, chick, and I told him, that he can't date staff, and he got all personally offended, and said, this is the first time I have been homeless, I worked for the salmon fishing industry up in Alaska and they stiffed me out of my last months pay check . . . that is just how easy it it to end up homeless!  I said, well, that should motivate you to get a job and get out of here--he just looked at me in all his justified, pride, and didn't dignify my remark with an answer . . . this guy is all about, ripping up those floors, he has the huge ass, dining room, swept, all the chairs and tables folded, while I take my time checking in, and sweep about, 1/3rd, by the time, he mops the whole fucking floor, while I tell him, I will check in for both of us . . . the least I can do!  LOL!  The guy is rock solid, cool, and Mr. High Energy . . . when I start stressing out about our job, he keeps reminding me, putting it in perspective for both of us, I'm not vested in this floor!  YOUR RIGHT!  LOL!  Back to Annie Oakley, the wanna be mountain, woman, I think, that tiny tough staff chick, kicked her out, because I don't see her, but the first night she came, she was wearing a bright blue hat, tons of make-up--don't think that is conducive to mountain man/woman life style, but I am no, fashion statement chick myself, but, as she sashaded past, me and some guy, looking at each other and not saying anything, but knowing well, what we were both thinking . . . like, ah, here we go again, but he whispered in my ear, to make sure she didn't hear . . . I'm afraid of that chick!  LOL!  They call, Missoula, Zootown, and the Pov, is the Zoo of Zootown!  LOL!
• so there is this perfect, guy for Annie Oakley, were talking, total, Pov matches, from the little old match maker me . . . this guy, who I have seen, for the last two years, as I have tripped in and out of the old Pov. and the new, alike, and this guy is all about, mountain man, style, looks, backpacks, but, I never see him roughing it, like some of the slighter built and not so macho looking guys around here, but he and Annie are perfect for each other!  LOL!  This morning, I was just chilling, listening to rock, on my two bit, radio, and earphones, and mountain man, is walking in front of me, and suddenly turns to the guy behind him, just one step, right on his trail, and he says, LOL, Look, if your going to be my protege', you don't have to follow me!  Yes, I do, dude, I have no where else to go!  LOL! The dude behind him, is as colorful, as the rest of the crowd, lol, I can see his blue tooth, light, shining from his ear, his too cool, shades, sunglasses, in the gray cloudy day, and he took full advantage of all the coats, hats, scarfs, gloves, pants, sweaters, that all the, must be, very stylin' donations, with shoppers and consumers, because some of this stuff, looks brand, spanking new! but this guy was duded up! Mary even laughed, when I told her what the one, turned and said to each other . . . and the two could not be more different!  But, hell, I have Mr. GQ as my oldest son, a dresser, and then his beast of a brother, rocker, and wild man, and they are the closests of close bros!f  LOL, go figure, total opposites! but the biggest fans of each other!  Sunday is tough, for everyone, because, half don't have cars, the buses are not running, and nothing is open!  So, dudes statement was even more funny, because, it is so TRUE!  LOL!  I'm okay, if I have money, but if I don't, I am bored stiff!
• this resident gay guy, is everyone's favorite, as swishey as you can get, thin, tall, funny, classic, but a fighter for civil rights, employment rights, and has written a book, and I should have gotten the name, because, it will, most likely be as fun as he is . . . so we are sitting there, and I dig talking to him, but he wants, James Kennedy . . . keep your hand's off bitch!  LOL, he is good humored, and hilarious to talk to.  So, he got arrested the last time I was here, and after playing Trivial Pursuit, with him reading and taking editorial license with the cards, funnier than hell, I said, so, what were you arrested for . . . he laughed and said, disorderly conduct, because he made some lame ass, gay comment to the cops, after told him to must calm down, and he would not, and after the third chance, they handcuffed him and arrested him!  LOL!  I said, How was jail?  He said, the sheriffs were really nice to me, and when I had to get in the, you know that orange jumpsuit, they gave me my privacy, you know . . . I said, yeah that sucks to have someone, watch you, and I told him, when they arrested me, same gig, the day the sheriff's took my truck, and I was driving a borrowed, piece of shit, beater, car of my clients, driving around Cedar City, looking for my stolen truck, with one cop stopping me, as both headlights, turned off, simultaneously, go figure, and the cops told me, twice not to drive . . . all I could think of was leaving my husband, and getting the fuck out of Dodge, but, on the third time, trying to sneak out of town, without lights, with only me and the cops, out at 3:00 A.M., in the morning, fat chance I was going to sneak out, but I had just had a 42 ounce Diet Coke and I didn't want to waist, the night by sitting and staring at the stars, I just wanted to get the fuck out of town, before I went postal! but, the last cops, who had conference after conference, about what to do with, not necessarily, my light situation, but my attitude, still pissed at the sheriffs, who decided to give me a warning, and I told them to take that warning and just, hustle down the the Iron County Sheriff, and serve it on Mark Gower, the Sheriff! k They decided, much, like my gay friend, three warning were enough, and so they arrested me, and I fucking deserved it . . . but, while I needed an attitude adjustment that night, SO DID THE COPS FOR STEALING MY TRUCK!  I am still more pissed about that, than them taking my TWO HOUSES AND A CABIN!  They took my FREEDOM!  So, me and my little buddy were on the same page, and understood, exactly why we were arrested and both agreed with the officers, in hauling his skinny ass and my fat ass to jail.  I asked him, if they checked for drugs and gave him a butt cheek test, or a cavity search, and he said . . . well, no, and I wonder why they didn't?  I said, I think they thought you might like it!  LOL.  Maybe . . .?  We both laughed and he is a kick, but this is the type of stuff that happens, daily, noonly, and nightly . . . people watching is, just as, or more entertaining, than going to the ZOO! were are there!  LOL, dig it!
• Mary missed her calling in life, as a spy, she also warned me, of the gossip, and the fact that the older woman, who sticks to herself, and eats strange shit, wears a scarf over her head, Muslim style, so not surprising . . . I thought she was up from the polygamist community, down the way, from Missoula, but, no, gossip central said, no she is Muslim, avowed and is a member of ISIS!  Mary, in a hushed, militia member herself, tone, said, or whispered, I think she ought to keep that to herself . . . might be a wise thing to do!  LOL . . . all colors, all flavors, all kinds, and interesting study in human development.
• I sat by one guy, who heard that I am an attorney, and said he needed me to help him with his divorce--the reason he is at the Poverello, he lives in St. Regis, and can't get a job, so the wife, kicked him out, because of that and his drinking.  I sympathized with him and said, well, St. Regis is not the job mecca of Montana . . . No.  I asked him, if he was still in love with her?  He assured me that he was and they had a 4 month old son together, and he missed him.  I advised him, to swallow his pride, get on his knees, kiss her ass, and beg to come back or get a job in Missoula and bring her down here where he can get a job.  I never saw him again, and I think, he got a quick job, to get her down here to a motel, like he said he wanted to, and that was that!  Some people, are here, little more than 24 hours, figuring out what they are about, and need to do, which direction . . . takes enough pressure off them, and as soon as they get it figured out, past a rough patch, as they refer to it as . . . just a bump in the road, and then they are on there way!  I guess I lost everything I had, still alive, still unbroken . . . Lynyrd Skynyrd!  I'm out here on the streets, still alive, still alone, still UNBROKEN!  I'm not home, not lost, ain't much left, still alone, still alive, still unbroken! So, many times, my background music, at just the perfect time, comes to consciousness, and is spot right on!

STARK COMPARISON OUTSIDE THE POV!

These damned, motherfuckers, who take control of my cell phone and computer . . . I took the coolest, starkest, dreary, forlorn, depressing, picture, just up Broadway, across the street, from the Fresh Market, of a bunch of ravens, crows, in the leafless, shadeless trees, about 50 or 60 black birds, on the black trees and branches, with the gray, river, white snow, gray mountains, with snow capped white, the gray cloudy sky, a really cool, contrast and comparison to the colorful atmosphere in the Poverello Center, looking at the alternative, just out the front door, sad, dreary, lonely, and cold.  But, I am sure that the dumb asses, that, are claiming, my blog, my life, my son, and the fact that, I am there at the Poverello, but, hell, do you think it is hard to get a bunch of homeless people, without a dime to take some money to lie and say that it is Rachel,. not me that is there, or poor student staffers, who just paid tuition? or some undercover cops, taking double pay, from the cop shops and the tax payers?  Fuck, all I have, is to rely on their, sense of justice, their integrity, and their morals, and this is not a crowd, that can sacrifice money, for a sense of values! Fuck!

A cop, did drive by me, as I walked up the street, went over to the diagonal, came back, along Broadway, and drove past me a second time, watched me, as I wrote down the words off the purple, Animeal , sign, just up the rode from where the birds were resting in the trees, a scene right out of the movie, The Raven, a play on the poem, by Edgar Allen Poe, the early American spooky stories, writer, that I loved to read to my kids, to the dark nights of October, with only the lights of the candles, in the carved jack-o-lanterns, as they lay on sleeping bags, while I held a flashlight, to see the words, of the Black Cat, Tell Tale Heart, The Mask of the Red Death, and other haunting stories, adding a bit of Herman Melville, from, The Rhyme of the Ancient Mariner . . . English major stuff, cool stories, fun development of imagination!  Anyway, as always, I live an interesting, adventuresome, entertaining life.  I noticed, that Garrison Keller, of the Prairie Home Companion radio and book, Lake Wobegon, Love You . . . and another one, coming soon to the University of Montana, fun stuff, cool stuff, homegrown fun, stuff . . . just like Montana stories!

I Figured Out the Difference, In the Feelings of the Small Towns in Utah, that I Was Well Familiar With, Traveling the State, for Years, With 5 Statewide Jobs . . . and the Feelings I Get In Montana, Small Towns, Like Conrad . . . That I On, One of Many, Trips, on the Golden Triangle Shuttle, Between Great Falls and Kalispell, Stopping in Shelby, Passing Through, Towns Like, Conrad, Even Considering Living in Conrad--New Clydesdale Mural, Will Get Me Back AGAIN, but, I Think, There is a Different Feel, Because, Brigham Young, a Huge Ass, Mo Prophet, Who Ordered People, To Settle This or That Town, In Utah and Montana, and All the Western States, Back in the Day, and Then the Difference in Town Pride, When Homesteaders, Cowboys, and Foreign Industrialists, Mineworkers, Farmers, Actually, Just Migrated, of Their Own Free Will! and Settled a Town . . . Homegrown Treasures!

IT'S, ALL ABOUT FREEDOM OF CHOICE!

Every Town Has, Its Story . . . What Is Your Story . . . Tourism Will Save Your Economy!

Montana, Is HOT Right NOW . . . Capitalize On IT!

DIG IT.  LOVE IT. CHERISH IT.

KISS THE GOLDEN TRIANGLE . . . BIG SKY ON STEROIDS!

NOTHING LEFT TO DO BUT, "THE VICTORY LAP!" YOUTUBE GOD'S COMBOS, FASCINATING: FAIR GAME OR PLAME AFFAIR? PLAY ME AFFAIR, PLAIN AFFAIR; JFK ASSASSINATION, 9/11 CONSPIRACY, COUNCIL ON FOREIGN RELATIONS, ILLUMINATI, ETC. BACK IN 2003, CIA AGENT, VALERIE PLAME'S REAL NAME, WHICH IS CONFIDENTIAL AND CLASSIFIED, WAS REVEALED, AFTER HER HUSBAND, REVEALED, THAT GOING TO WAR WITH IRAQ, BASED ON FALSE INFORMATION, THAT IRAQ WAS PURCHASING "URANIUM" OR MATERIALS, BUILDING UP THEIR NUCLEAR WEAPONS, AFTER AGREEING WITH THE U.S. TO STOP, THEN IN RETALIATION AGAINST, JOSEPH C. WILSON, THE HUSBAND OF VALERIE PLAME, THE 18 YEAR HONORABLE PUBLIC SERVANT, WAS DISMISSED FROM THE CIA, FOR "DAMAGE ASSESSMENT"; SHE WAS SHUNNED BY HER COLLEAGUES IN THE CIA, WHO KNEW HER VALUE, FRIENDS, CALLED A FRAUD, LIAR, BY THE PRESS, SOME SAID, SHE WAS NEVER A CIA AGENT, BUT A SECRETARY--SHE GOT DEATH THREATS, WAS CALLED A "TRAITOR" FOR OPPOSING THE WAR . . . THIS MUST HAVE BEEN THE PATTERN FOR WHAT THE BUSH ADMINISTRATION, HIS HENCH MEN, ROMNEY LOYALISTS, HAWKS, SECRET CIA WARS, WITH BRITAIN, AND OTHERS, COPS, PATRIOT ACT BOYS AND GIRLS--THEN, WHEN WHAT I DID, BECAME POPULAR, AS MY FIGHT FOR THE CONSTITUTION GREW, REVELATIONS OF THE WAR IN IRAQ, AND THE USE OF PATRIOT ACT TOOLS, SPYING ON AMERICA, THE INNER CONSPIRACY, AND OTHER ISSUES, BECAME MORE AND MORE ACCEPTED, AND PEOPLE LIKE VALERIE PLAME AND HER HUSBAND, GREW IN ACCEPTANCE AND POPULARITY, THE SAME PEOPLE WHO TRASHED ME, STOLE MY NAME, TO FURTHER, MORE LIES, CONSPIRACIES, WARS, CIVIL RIGHTS VIOLATIONS, ASSASSINATIONS, INCLUDING MY OWN, GIVING FAME, GLORY, CREDIT, HONOR, JOBS, TO, SOMEONE, WHO "PLAYED ME!" FAIR GAME YOU SAY, OR JUST PLAIN, PLAME AFFAIR? IF THE ACTRESS WAS SO VALUABLE, WHY NOT USE HER NAME, HER BACKGROUND, HER CREDENTIALS, HER JOBS, HER HISTORY, HER FAMILY OF MILITARY, HER SON OF NOTE AND RECORD, WORTH? BECAUSE, SHE WAS NOT WORTH JACK SHIT, AS KAY BURNINGHAM . . . I HAD HAM LAST NIGHT FOR DINNER! ON MY WAY HOME, TO THE HOMELESS SHELTER, A VERY SYMBOLIC TRUCK, CAME BY, THAT READ . . . "LYNCH INSULATION" . . . FOR THE DEPARTMENT OF JUSTICE, U.S. ATTORNEYS OFFICE, LORETTA LYNCH, NEW ATTORNEY GENERAL, REPRESENTING WASHINGTON, D.C.! FUCK YOU PIGS . . . YOU WANT SOMEONE WEEK, LOSER, STUPID, CONTROLLABLE, WITHOUT THE BACKGROUND, KNOWLEDGE, POWER, UNDERSTANDING OF THE WORKINGS, NOT ONLY OF STATE, GOVERNMENT, BUT OF FEDERAL TOO, HAVING MORE KNOWLEDGE THAN THE ADMINISTRATION, ON HOW, THINGS OUGHT TO BE RUN, NOT ON WHO THEY FUCKING ARE RUN! I FOUND THE FILM CREDITS, VERY TELLING AND INDICATIVE OF WHAT HAPPENED, IN THIS CONSPIRACY TO COMMIT MURDER, TO STEAL MY SON'S MUSIC, TO BOOST YOUR BITCH'S, CREDIBILITY AND TO JUSTIFY THE CIA, STEALING HIS MUSIC, WITHOUT HIS KNOWLEDGE THE FIRST TIME, BUT WITH HIS MOTHER'S KNOWLEDGE--$$$$$$$--OFF THE BOOKS, NO CONGRESS ACCOUNTABILITY, A ROGUE CIA, RUN A MUCK, AND UNAMERICAN ACTIVITIES, THAT I WOULD NEVER HAVE TOLERATED, LIKE BREAKING THE AMERICAN ECONOMY, TO BRING THE U.S., TO THIRD WORLD STATUS, TO FURTHER, YOUR BULL SHIT, MORMON, CIA, BRITISH, WORLD, WITH MITT ROMNEY, A MORMON OR MORON PRESIDENT FOR THE WORLD, WITH PATRIOT ACT, PATTERNED AFTER BRITISH SHIT, A SYSTEM OF ROYALTY, WITH A WORLD PRESIDENT, AND AMERICAN COPS, OPERATING AS WORLD POLICE . . . GOD DAMN . . . TOO BAD, I COULD SEE ALL THIS SHIT, FROM THE POVERELLO, THE BUTTE RESCUE MISSION, THE SAMARITAN HOUSE, THE RAY OF HOPE, MISSION OF HOPE, HOMEWARD BOUND, DURANGO COMMUNITY SHELTER, SPOKANE WOMAN'S SHELTER, ETC.! SO, WHILE BRETT AND KAY, AND MANY OTHERS, BASK IN MY FAME, NAME, AND USE IT TO DUPE THE AMERICAN PEOPLE, SELLING US DOWN THE RIVER TO FUCKING CIA, MO RULE, I AM LIVING, BARELY, AND ONLY BECAUSE I AM SMARTER THAN THESE FUCKS, OR I WOULD BE DEAD, FIGHTING FOR THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, AND AMERICAN WAY OF LIFE! AND THE CONNECTION WITH THE KENNEDY ASSASSINATION, THAT JUST KEEPS COMING UP . . . LIKE PRESIDENT KENNEDY, WHO AT LEAST HAD BOBBY AND JACKIE ON HIS SIDE, OR THE KENNEDY FAMILY . . . I WAS BEING TARGETED FOR FIGHTING FOR THE SAME THINGS, ONLY, I HAD FUCKING NOBODY IN MY CORNER! FUCKING AMAZING! FALSE FLAG TERROR ATTACKS, FALSE FLAG CIA, FALSE FLAG PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATE, FALSE FLAG BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK, FALSE FLAG GOD'S REVOLVER, BASS GUITARIST, ELLIOT TAYLOR SECRIST, FALSE STELLAR SECRIST CHILDREN, GRETA, NICOLE, AND CHRIS, WITH PLANS TO KILL THEM ALSO, OR REPLACE THEM WITH MORON SHIT COUSINS, UNTIL MOTHER SECRIST, STARTED WRITING ABOUT THEM, ON HER BLOG, AGAINST THEIR WISHES, NOT KNOWING THE THREATS TO THEIR LIVES AS WELL! CONSPIRACY TO COMMIT AT LEAST 5 MURDERS, WITH COLLATERAL DAMAGE . . . TO BUT A BUNCH OF LOSER BITCHES, WHO'S NAMES, CAREERS, KIDS, LIVES, ARE SHIT, SO THEY NEEDED ME! AND MINE . . . FUCK YOU!

They Don't Get to Take My Marriage . . . HAVE IT!

Brett and Kay, maybe because of watching this whole, Washington, D.C., scandal, unfold, back in 2003, were jealous, of the Wilsons, an elite D.C. couple--interesting choice of characters, Sean Penn, exactly where Brett, the husband should be, and Naomi Watts, or Name O. Me, Wads!  This is fucking, serious business, Brett, likely a serial killer, and Kay, a petty, weak attorney, through, my name, family, became, one of the most powerful couples in Washington, D.C., fooling, the Mormon Church, alleged elite, the FBI, CIA, NSA, DIA, and others, using, Mormon church, intelligence and D.C., connections, to almost take down the hold fucking, UNITED STATES! but for the real, JoAnn S. Secrist, not willing to let the country, become a fucking colony again, nor turn in Mo or Moron, or go back to the British monarchy system, with a MO world president, allowing secret CIA wars, stealing a billion dollars?  WHAT THE FUCK!  And where was American intel, where were background checks, where was suspicion, that she lacked the background, or a growing suspicion that shit didn't know jack shit about the government?  DA!  Dumb ass for Bad Ass Con Law Chick . . . as yourself, WHY?  Then bringing in other Mo Muffins?  Supported by the U.S. Attorney General, the President, Congress?  YOU HAD TO HAVE KNOWN, and if NOT, WHY?

In the movie, at the Wilson home, the camera, kept, panning to a MASK, much like the mask, used by Jim Carey in the movie, the MASK, or one that looks, much like the face mask used to muzzle, Leonardo DiCaprio, in the movie based on the Prince and the Pauper(s), or the whole substitute crew, and I found that very telling, and a strange, thing for set designers, to include, unless, it was an actual mock up of the couple's home?  Because, it sure was symbolic to me, and very telling, of the fraud broads, and bastard ass, Bush henchmen, who brought the government hookers, into to cover various aspects, of the stuff I was doing, all having used, my name.  You see, I have no jealousy for any of these women, or men, they are like pimples on the ass of the universe to me!  I have no problem, with the government, seeing, some very smart, or so, they say, using all my WORK, women, and promoting them under their names!  The reason they didn't, is because, their names, are NOT muscle names, like MINE IS!  I have long, been known for fighting, the good fight, taking on the powers that be, having done all in my power, to be true to the country and my oath of being an attorney, in preserving, protecting and defending the United States Constitution, to the best of my understanding and capabilities, that have been  hampered by enemies of this country, this crew! and the Bushes, in MY LESS THAN HUMBLE opinion!

Joseph C. Wilson Gives a Great Speak to a College Class . . . One, I Have Not Only Wrote About In This Blog, But Fulfilled Personally!

At the end of the movie, after Scooter Libby, the one who put two and two together, realizing that, the spouse of a CIA agent, could travel abroad, on alleged, American interests, having been a former, emissary or ambassador for the State Department or the government with prior relationships with a countries leaders, to do a fact, finding mission, which he did, and found, no foundation to the Bush rational to go to war with Sudam Hussain, and Iraq.  Valerie Plame is having a difficult time, with Joe, who has a history of being very opinionated, and perhaps, less than objective, and is the one, to start, write the Washington Post, I think article that sparks the controversy, and she is much, more staide and quiet, with what is going on. Eventually, she gets pissed and leaves to go stay with her parents, who are amazed at her strength . . . 

As my parents are, proud of me, but don't want that credit to go to their already bloated and overqualified troll of a daughter, afraid of nobody . . . they want, to not only spread my wealth of knowledge, blog, and my son's money, with their, more meek daughters, more the Mormon image, controlled by daddy and mommy, but, they want, anybody, outside the Secrist, family, with four children that are going to, be and do, bigger and better things than mom or father, starting, with military service, music, and character worth, being a president, the next generation, is a concern, politically and power wise, and had to be brought under the thumb of these anti-constitutional theocracy with a world vision and goal, that Mormons would rule, the world through Mitt Romney and the CIA, FBI and other cop agencies.  

But, Elliot's bands, ALL 4 of them, were already compromised, with Isaac, Shelley's and Brett's bastard, the favored son and grandson, with grandma and pa, raising Shelley's kids, as did the rest of the family, the Welfare Queen, exchanged for the CONSTITUTIONAL LAW QUEEN, they tried, and are still, trying to pawn her shit kids off on me . . . I love'm, but, they hate us, cause they ain't US!  I only take responsibility for the children, I RAISED!  I saw a picture in the newspaper this morning, of the new kids programs at the YWCA, and some kid, looking like Scotty, Rachel's youngest son--who is a good, 15 years younger than Elliot, with tons of issues, as the rest do too, laying in a clowns barrel, being rolled along the floor!  The red-headed shit, or Schmidt bitches, are being passed off as Greta and Nicole Secrist, married to Dallas and George, all compromised by this bull shit . . . my daughters have done monumental things, the shit bitches, very average, more done in revenge, challenge, competition, but not really used, in their work . . . take credit for MY daughter's supremacy or the Schmidt chicks, allegedly Elloit's sisters . . . FUCK THAT BULL SHIT!  They stole, millions, if not billions, from between 2000, when both, Secrist parents were taken out of the game . . . FAIR GAME? are you shitting me?

THE SPEECH BY JOE WILSON

How many of you know the last 16 words, that President Bush, said in his State of the Union address?  No students raised their hands.  How many of you know my wife's name?  All but a few hands go up.  Since, why are we going to war, changed to who is this man's wife?  What was done to Valarie Plame, revealing her name, confidential and classified, trashing her stellar reputation, firing her, and then acting like 18 years of great service to her country and the citizens of this country, was nothing and could be dismissed, by law breakers, and cover-up.  This was not just committed against her, but against all of you--misrepresented--DO SOMETHING!  Joe Wilson, goes on to tell the students, that one of the founders and signers of the new at the time, Constitution of the United States, Benjamin Franklin, was passed on the streets by a woman, who stopped him and said, What manner of government did you give us?  A Republic mam, if you can keep it?!

The responsibility of a country is not in the names of a privileged few . . . we are strong and we are free from tyranny, as long as each one of us, remember his or her duty as a citizen, whether it is to present a pot hole at the top of the street, or exposing lying at the State of the Union address, SPEAK OUT!  Ask those questions; demand the truth!  Democracy is not a free ride, man.  I'm here to tell you, but this is where we live, if we do our jobs, this is where our children will live!

ASK YOURSELVES, WHAT KIND OF COUNTRY DO WE WANT?  ONE BASED ON LIES, CONSPIRACY, WAR, CORRUPTION, FALSE AND MISLEADING, MISREPRESENTATION?

P.S., in the credits, like I said, the names, were most revealing, to my case, in this misrepresentation . . . a republican form of government, that Ben Franklin was talking about, is a representative form of government.  Do you think, liars, actors, actresses, frauds, shame players, lesser people, literally, people of the lie . . . the name of a popular book, back in the mid-seventies, but so, appropriate here . . . do, you want, people of the LIE? to represent you?  The screenplay writer, ironically enough, was, Jez Butterworth and John-Henry Butterworth.  Now, the significance of that, is, that Kay Burningham, whom I could eat for dinner, as I ate ham last night, at the Pov., wrote a screenplay, and her married name, was, Buttars, when she was married to David Buttars.  Therefore, the name, "J" for JoAnn, "ez" for easy, or attorney, for attorney, both graduated from the same junior high schools and high school, and the same law school, but that is about where the similarities, stop . . . she was a torts attorney, I focused on government, constitutional law, worked in 5 statewide jobs, taught at three universities, had award winning manuals, published in scholarly magazines, did criminal, civil, administrative, family, securities, patent law, worked, at their request for three law professors, exposing me to issues like weather modification, water law, public interest law and education, working in Chicago, doing legislative work, trial work, lobbying, legal analysis on water compacts, wild burros and horses, medical marijuana laws, and tons of other issues.  Fair game, to switch me with a torts attorney, ambulance chaser, the scum of the legal field, with nothing of note, other than fucking her opposing counsel, minutes after taking depositions, going after her friend's husband, in an adulterous affair, something, she, Shelley, Rachel are all fine with!

Fair game . . . getting rid of both Secrist parents, to get at rock star son, then stealing his music to give to a bastard fuck, lazy ass, like his mother?  Poisoning the real JoAnn S. Secrist, taking her out of the game for 9 fucking years, pushing meds to make her put on weight, having her arrested, time and time again, using cops, nationwide, even in Washington, D.C., to harass and stop from contacting Congressional delegates, with Kay already ME!  FAIR GAME . . . running me ragged, attempted murder, hits, targeting me, for Rachel's DUI's, Shelley's warrants, framing me for murder?  Forcing me into homeless shelters, blocking jobs, apartments, cars, stealing backpacks, money, and anything they can get their DIRTY hands on . . . buying off, with MY MONEY, clients, friends, acquintences, staff at shelters, etc.?  STEALING $357 to $700 million in cases, the fame, exposure, press, credibility, then BULLYING ME OUT OF MY HOMES, STATE, etc., Blowing up cars, sabotaging trucks, going after my KIDS CAREERS, Falsely accusing them or taking credit for their work too, stealing grandkids, loyalties of in-laws?

WHAT THE FUCK, DOES AN UNFAIR GAME LOOK LIKE?

GOD ALMIGHTY, SAVE THIS NATION!