Tuesday, September 15, 2015

NO MORE CREATIVE ILLUSIONS--UNPLANNED PIC, ME! AT 60 YEARS OLD, KALISPELL, IF LIBRARY, 5:30 P.M., 9/15,2015 . . . "FATAL ATTRACTIONS" BROKEN VOWS BLOODY MURDER . . . 10,000 CINDERELLA SLIPPERS OF EVIDENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MORMONS, MOBSTERS, AND MEN IN BLACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WITH WORLD DOMINATION AND CONTROL THE RESULT OF STEALING THE "SECRIST FAMILY" BRAINS, MUSIC, MONEY, AND DREAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET IT? IF NOT, YOUR ARE A FUCKING MORON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BAD PICTURE, BUT, YOU CAN SEE, I AM NOT KAY, SHELLEY, RACHEL, SUE, TIFFANY, ANNIE, HOPE, REBECCA, NOR KELLY!!!!!!!! I SNAPPED, FUCK'EM! THIS IS A CRIME!!!! JAMES "WHITEY" BULGER, IS SMALL POTATOES TO THIS CREW . . . FIGURE, 40 YEARS MORE TECHNOLOGY, FBI, CIA, NSA, DIA, U.S. MARSHALS, COPS, SHERIFFS, RANGERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


JoAnn S. Secrist, J.D., BAD ASS!!!!!
Taylor, Texas . . . Snapped: Jennifer Bowen
Every once in awhile, there is a recommendation on YouTube, that is very revealing, as a source of symbolism, signs, telling names in the episode, and interest to me, as something I need to pay attention to, and a program or episode that is so symbolic and informative of what I need to reveal and write about, to hopefully help cops, who just might be getting a clue, that there are crimes, crimes, crimes, being committed right under their noses, that are both baffling them, and causing them grief, but they don’t quite know what to do about them.  Through the psychic realms of the universe, providence, God, or whatever, I am guided to give the next piece of a puzzle, to keep the cops, going in the right direction.  The show I just watched, which was first on the list of about 10 true crimes programs, was called, SNAPPED: Jennifer Bowen.  I stood up and took note, because, strange as it seems, one of the names, I associate with JoAnn, or me, is Jennifer, and I can’t remember exactly why . . . in true, federal tax code fashion of this brain, dots, and connections, often, I can’t remember why, but just that it is, and go from there, and the rest of the program, seemed to follow suit, as well.


I am sure to some of you, this will seem, like a real bizarre was to solve a crime, but as deep as I have been buried, with as many high powered enemies as I have, many of which, have been husbands, lovers, boyfriends, friends, family members, clients, and people, whom I come in contact with, being under extremely tight control, by the forces that be, starting as early in the morning as I rise, and following me throughout the day, with many powerful people who are going to be heading to prison, jail, questioned, and bringing many well respected organizations, agencies, entities, churches, and leaders, not only under scrutiny, but, with possible charges, and that includes my in-laws, who are near and dear to my children, in addition to my own children, which this true crime episode seems to be indicating.  


You have heard the phrase . . . You can’t fight city hall . . . but, I can, and will, and if that includes my own children, they, if they lie, will got down the tubes, along with the side of this fight, they choose to stand with . . . I, the one, true and innocent party in this fight, will not go down!  My children are adults now, they make the choices they do, and I understand that this is very complicated, compromising, and complex, involving family, mother and father, loyalties, histories, old hurt, a definite, David vs. Goliath fight, leaving them to lose contact with only their mother, as opposed to their brothers and sisters, depending on which side they decide to be on, being forced to choose between, spouses or mother . . . and I am confident that they will choose or have chosen the parents of their children, who are not only on the other side, but paid to be on that side, and were lined up, to infiltrate my family on a very personal level, way back . . . I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND, and also feel your love, your burden of choice, and absolutely forgive you for whatever you decide to do, but I will inform you that your choices have consequences, and I have tried to warn you of them, and the law will not be as forgiving of lies, that your mother is, even when they are against her. Elliot Taylor Secrist, Vocalist/Guitarist of the Ditch and the Delta Band . . . Taylor City, Williamson County, Texas . . . Where Frank (Interpol or Texas Ranger), aka, Allan Rex Bess, I Believe is From!


Family Made of a House of Cards

In this episode of Snapped, the crime is handled by Round Rock Police Department . . . suggesting to me, that to see the whole life of all Elliot’s bands, one must look at the connection between the music and the cops!  A sad commentary, but true, and the next episode of Snapped, was about a Jill Castlerock--obviously, the person who has the money, is not this mother.  I would venture a guess, that the burying of me, or the idea to create a double, surrogate, an evil twin, to also, take over, the mother of the bands, came way back in 1997, at the inception of my reign of terror on police, sheriffs, rangers, federal cops of all flavors, and continues to this day, but that is the starting point; however, interestingly enough, I believe, coming on the to watch list, started way back in 1990 to 1993, during which, I scored, I believe, based on the fact that my constitutional law professor, Prof. Wilks, asked me to be his research assistant after scoring top grades out of a class of 180 law students, at the J. Reuben Clark Law School, Brigham Young University, Provo, Utah . . . that members of the Mormon Church, would like to consider, the Harvard of the West.  


Why, in retrospect, would I say that, because this plot to take back America, started, back in the year 1776, at the very time the rebel forces of the founding fathers, and only about a third of the colonies and population, even wanted to split from England, and the crown.  But, I met my second husband, whom I dated, for about, 10 years, before, I married him, and looking back, the meeting was suspicious in the first place, events during the relationship were bizarre, if not orchestrated, as they are now, and looking back, Jerry Lee Owens, tried to get me to drop out of law school, after the first year, meeting him after my first year, right as the summer started, and his continual efforts to try to get me to go in a different direction, leaving my passion for the United States Constitution and this country, of America, as the founding fathers saw it, envisioned it, and projected, it into the future!  Needless to say, this Shadow America, is not a new concept, nor is this campaign against me, small, narrow, nor without a huge problem or issue, to this group of British loyalists, including all the notables who are of merit, starting with the Skull & Bones Society of Yale, with many presidents, supreme court justices, senators, representatives, big time businesses, fortune 500 creators, and others who have long, fought, to restore whatever it is they see as more favorable than the current system . . . or is it just ego, power, control, about money, oil, male dominance, or as Freud put it, about pleasure and sex, or survival of the fittest, and in modern terms, that would be the people who have money!  At this point, in the early 90’s, Elliot’s band was not even on the radar screen, so, it is safe to assume, that it is I who brought the Secrist family to the attention of the feds, and the NSA to watch list!

Before the Rock, Came the Power . . . ME! YOUR MOM!

Shelley, my older sister, only of about 13 months, but of a devious nature, jealous from birth, and generally, in my shadow, her whole life, until it became, ME vs. ME (Shelley), giving me the only true competition, I have ever had, and that comes from myself!  LOL!  Maybe in high school, Ms. Kay Burningbitch or Burningham, riding on my popularity, starting in 7th grade, later, was able to compete, but that is short lived, and dependent on men, as in Brett Todd Stuart/Stewart, and one of the bitch squad of cops, feds, for they, tried to trump me, by being me, then taking my start, name, reputation, virtue, cases, history, children . . . all four, included, my legislative feets, and this blog, to beat me, using all that I wrote, created, and fought for!  Nice, trick, those fucking dicks, cops!  


As, I continued to thrive, as did my children, in spite of the shit, that we were put through, the more of the family bitch, and Mo muffins the boyz club, and jealous father, who it is total denial, that I even exist, he is so jealous, based on very obvious statements, from this wanna be attorney, when he said, Jo, I always thought that you would make a good professor?  As if that was some lost chance, opportunity that had passed me by, and I somehow missed, rather than the reality, that was stated by me . . . Dad, I have been a professor at 3 universities!  We hear and see what we want to, I guess?  I firmly believe in facts, evidence, and examples . . . I am the sum total of my life, this blog it, where I am at . . . falsely accused, exiled, persecuted, and jailed!  Come on, you don’t get away with spoiling a 330 YEAR OLD PLOT TO TAKE BACK AMERICA, BY THE CIA, MORMONS, FBI, ILLUMINATI, THE BRITS, and supporters! and NOT PAY!

Shelley Followed Me, Man to Man, to This Day!

Shelley, who just celebrated her 62nd birthday, September 13, 1953, is a biology major, as was Brett, or he had his degree in animal biology or science, and they pride themselves on being of the animal kingdom, as did Darwin and Freud, and maybe Elliot, who was for a long time, and atheist, fitting right into that line of thinking, and remember from my blog yesterday, Becoming Freud, man as an animal is concerned, only about pleasure, sex, and maybe the suffering that causes.  So, because the cop world, is under the Bush, Patriot Act, all powerful, immune, can steal, thrill and kill, anyone they want, that totally buys into this theme, and selecting women, solely on natural selection, based on looks, body, and obedience for women, seeing men as the more fit, the stronger, the ones most likely to survive, and a very physical type of profession, if you can call it that . . . generally, there are only three, the clergy, the physicians and the lawyers, and well, the prostitutes, as the oldest profession.  But, can you see, how this group of, nitwits, who bought into this shit, would trash someone like me, who is all about being from God, being created in his image, and believing that man, is separate and aside from animals, in and of the fact that we can REASON!  But, men with the bodies of apes, and the brains the size of walnuts, think with their penis, not their brain, and value it NOT!  Nor women, who are driven by power, mind, ideas, over, looks . . . as in Head over Heels, not their version of Heels over Head, both heads!  LOL!


Ex-husband, dumbed down, going from Me, as the mother of his children, whom he has distanced himself from, in lieu of a woman, 22 years younger than himself, and only two years older than his daughter, who went to the same high school.  Richard “Zeke” Clifton Secrist, I am sure, was paid a fair sum to dis me, and take the money and run, saying that Shelley was me.  Zeke, as are all my men, were discarded by me, and all of these hearts, I either broke or pissed off, have bought off on this coup, against me.  Whatever!  No morals when you have a younger wife, whom you have trashed, your 4 older children for!  She is his only hope of taking care of him in his older age, and she is so insecure, that even the sight of my car, sends terror in her, having only met her or seen her once, and talked to her once, she is in fear, for no reason, other than insecurity . . . the dumbing down, came from Zeke’s own sons, who made that comment, with me, wondering what happened to the allegedly smart man, I was once married to, 13 years before he met this girl!  But, Zeke has a new house, and I would assume that came as payment, for throwing me under the bus, and the con artist, mafia chick, government whore, simply had to buy Zeke and his much younger spouse, with her three kids, who can magically go to college, when he could not help his own children!

FBI DATING GAME MISSES ONE VERY IMPORTANT POINT: THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION!

While the men, whom the FBI Dating Service and Game have sent me, may have been matches with the basics, looks, interests, hobbies, location, religiou, backgrounds, and even, possible career levels, they have failed to take this one key point into consideration, that of the basics of who we are, what we stand for, and what makes us tick, and they failed to get to the heart of who I am . . . someone who took my oath of office, as an officer of the court, swearing to defend, protect and preserve the United States Constitution and whatever state, I happen to be in, as serious, as well, as buying the basic contents, principles, and concepts of the documents, that of freedom, liberty, rights, justice, etc., that are so deeply ingrained that any man, who fudges, renigs, alienates, separates, divides, and trashes, any of these principles, especially under the Patriot Act, which, when applied to American citizens, is worse than treason to me . . . it is DEATH to them, as men, as lovers, as potential lovers, as possible love interests, and yes, it is that basic to me . . . Shelley took no such oath, nor has such loyalties, also as seen in her lack of faithfulness to her marriages, with four children, from four men, and with her only, real husband of any merit, Donald Anderson of Smithfield, Utah, telling me at Jesse’s, alleged death from a drug overdose, that he doubted that even Jesse was his!  And you want to substitute me with her?  Good God, what in the hell are you, they, and my children thinking?


Rundown of the men in my life, as of my divorce, in 1989, from Richard “Zeke” Clifton Secrist:
  • Jerry Lee Owens . . . tried to get me to drop out of law school, give up my fight for the U.S. Constitution at the time, run away, end of times shit, and hide in a cave, turn all my money into gold and silver, and basically, just give up on America, a sinking ship, lost cause, and not worth my time!  I fought him then, back in 1991 and I fight him now!  The last few times I saw Jerry, he was a bitter old man, and he was wearing a blue, shirt, with a white stitching, POLICE!  Shelley and Jerry, hooked up, I believe, after I left him, and they both enjoyed Sundance Film Festival, and seemed bonded to each other, during the two years, I didn’t see him, before I was poisoned, because if I had Pick’s Disease, I would be DEAD!  Shelley and Jerry, tried to keep me in the Utah State Hospital, after I refused to take medication, took off to Las Vegas, with Shelley saying, Jo, you are so much happier here . . . really, well, that is akin to being happier in prison, Shelley . . . I will do all I can to make you happy!  LOL!  Jerry, even showed up at my hearing at the hospital, that I was taken to, for refusing to take meds, which is a violation of my 4th amendment rights, an illegal, unconstitutional both, search and seizure, without probable cause, they tried a magistrate or judge, trying to force me into meds, so they could, change from me having a terminal disease to making it look like I had mental illness . . . what in the hell do psychotropic drugs have to do with a brain disease?  Jerry did all in his power, to convince a judge, to keep me locked up forever! He was upset, that I convinced the judge, as well as the staff, who were baffled, as to why I was there in the first place . . . good question!  I just made a typo, that said, good idea, rather than good question!  These two were devious, dangerous, liars, wanted to take my name, resume, Elliot’s music, and give it to Isaac, the sack of shit, that fucked his best cousin, and traveled the world, as Elliot the God of Music, touring with the ALAMO, that was allegedly from TEXAS, hooking into FRANK, my alleged 4th husband, who Shelley, teamed with to MURDER, the real, Allan Rex Bess, my client!  I am sure that Jerry was as key to this fraud as Zeke was, because we were, as was Isaac, living with Jerry when, Elliot and Isaac, formed their first band, PURIFICATION!  LIke I said, this fraud, the lies, the deceit, the cover-up, goes wide and deep, starting at the inception of both the bands and trying to steal my IDENTITY!  After I was released from the Utah State Hospital, which I am sure, had the intent of fuckng with my career even more, doing a character assassination, beyond, just telling me I was going to die, but making people think I was insane to, with Shelley, often, calling the cops, or making me go to the Logan Behavioral Health, on more than one occassion, as did my father, telling me if I didn’t go willingly, he would have me committed, he had me arrested, and threatened to have me arrested if I ever walked the streets of St. George again, at the time, this trade was taking place!  But, Jerry took me to Shelley’s house, after the hospital, and he said, smugly that, JoAnn thinks that I have another woman in my life!  Wink, wink, nod, nod!  I think, that Shelley, saw a $3,000 uncashed check, from Paul Revere Insurance, and her brain, went ape shit, giving her the idea, that money was of no issue to me; therefore, she would take over any money interests, from that point on . . . even trying to get guardianship over me to get the Social Security, as she is doubling getting right now, as is Frank, collecting on Allan’s VA and Social Security, without Scott Garrett, ever determining the cause of death, on the alleged suicide, of Allan Rex Bess!  Because if Allan, was dead, Frank could not get his money!  Remember, the TV show, RICHES?  That is what Shelley patterned her shit after!  Mini Driver!
  • Brett Todd Stuart/Stewart, as the Wellsville family members spell their names, guess, I was brain dead and didn’t notice.  I have said, that when I introduced, Brett to Shelley, she said, SOOOOO this is who your new husband is!  There seemed to be total recollection and knowledge of who Brett was, and he immediately started arguing with Shelley over 9/11, as if to carry on where they had left off at some other time . . . he left me, and went to Shelley, in the kitchen.  I have some suspicion that Brett who is an alumni of Utah State University, in animal husbandry, probably taking classes with Shelley, or at least running into her, over the half a century, Shelley was in Logan, but I saw Brett’s name in an alumni magazine that came to Shelley’s house after I LEFT BRETT!  Shelley was the one, who stopped Brett, from being my representative payee for Social Security, and she is also the one, who was the main mover and shaker behind me leaving Jerry Owens!  Also the one, who two cops told me, got my driver’s license revoked, back in about 2002, after I left Jerry and voluntarily gave up driving and gave my, Mazda Protege’ to Shelley . . . taking me off my driver’s license, making sure I didn’t drive again, and she also, tried to put me in a nursing home . . . come on, you fucks, and you can’t see this bitch . . . I keep making a typo, with the “Y”, indicating that Shelley is me, and I am Shelley, NO THANKS, SHE IS SHIT!  DON’T WANT ANY PART OF HER . . . I know, Brett was fucking her, because, he kept leaving little mementos around her house, like his gloves, after a weekend that Shelley helped a friend move, or orange ear plugs, that Brett used to wear at Mt. Sterling while he used the rotary saw.  He also, left, Pepperidge Farm Goldfish, sign and symbol of Chris and Elliot’s music, to sub in Jesse and Isake aac.  Brett, Shelley and Kay, Jerry too, believed in BIG LOVE, or polygamy, which I fought, tooth and nail, with Jerry over, hating it, and stopping it, through the pocket sized, Utah Constitution and Fun Facts, exposing the section, forbidding polygamy FOREVER!!!!  Shelley, showed up in St. George, after I left, Brett, Shelley, and Logan, wearing a gold Topaz ring, on her ring finger, and when I told Shelley that I liked her ring, Marcie, another lesser involved sister, but one, who obviously knew of the identity theft, said, oh, that is not only like YOURS, it is yours!  I always, had that ring on for about 20 years, until, I sold it at a pawn shop, in Helena, the first year I came to Montana, to get $40 worth of gas, it may still be there.  It is a blue and white building, on Montana and Last Chance, I think.  You see, Kay, Shelley, Sue, Rachel, Tiffany, and the rest, are ME, in this fucked up, idea, that YOU are me, and I am YOU . . . and that is exactly what these fuckers did, switched our two identities, and with the Mormon FBI help, using all government agencies, doing MO SHIT! MOB SHIT, MEN IN BLACK SHIT . . . called to Duty or called to the MONEY?  I think these ANIMALS, in the DARWINIAN World of the cops, don’t really give a rat’s ass about who they fuck, they just want to fuck . . . sex, pleasure, suffering and they mirror the animal kingdom, with few animals pairing for life!  Marriage?  Only as far as it works for their lies, schemes, illusions, crimes, and the furtherance of pursuit of their interests!  Swingers, polygs, bisexuals, anything goes!  Elliot, a single man, would be drawn to this, as most men are . . . about sex, sex, and more sex!  Women find Elliot, sexy, so they would take him anyway they could get him . . . he thinks more like these people, he was raised by his father, and therefore, his mother’s ideas and beliefs are more foreign . . . he was only 5 when we divorced, while being around me, he was far more influenced by his father, who is very liberal!  Brett and Kay are the Stuarts, and they claim to be Elliot’s parents, for a time, and so do Shelley and Frank, or Allan Rex Bess II, the murdering pair, dangerous couples, both of them!
  • Allan Rex Bess, aka, Frank, to be referred to as “Frank” so as not to disgrace the real Allan, whom I did love, and who bled, red, white and blue, just like me, gave his life in my service and for his country . . . murdered after having sex with Shelley, then Frank and Shelley, with the intent of being JoAnn and Allan, you are me and I am you, in this bull shit, make shift family made of a House of Cards, just like Rachel and Kennedy, whether real or a look-alike, I would like to think that a Kennedy, a real Kennedy, would have more class than looking for a cheap thrill with a fake bitch!  But, I have written about what I think, happened to Allan, with Frank, now him, and Shelley, now me, even though, they can’t kill me, but for God, luck, and brains, they would have killed me long ago, they did, however, set me up, leaving me running from cops, so that would clear the way for them to take over any new areas or old for that matter, leaving me a ghost to most people, using the local idiots, with these sociopaths and psychopaths, believing that the cops are dumb, and that they are smarter, cooler, more powerful, buying off, for the most part the cops, if they can’t, they either kill, threaten, frame, make dirty, or corrupt, whom they will, and kill the others, as in Shane Clark, Scott “FESTUS” Faddis, and others, who might have been able to help me!  25 dead, and 4 for 4 on lovers.  If they are not dead, they compromised, as did my two black lovers, Miles and Howard. Shane and Scott, had too much love, too much style and were too independent, and thinkers, or they hit them before they knew what was going, on, as in Allan Rex Bess, having sex with Shelley, after coming out of jail, then after being shot in the head, blood on the mattress in the pink room of the Bess home, if the evidence has not been destroyed, with me trying all I could to get the new police chief, Kent Carpenter . . . can’t remember his name, brother is a cop in Park City, Wade Carpenter, I think?  Last name may not be right . . . former Marine, Intel, and internal affairs, then school cop!  Parowan, gave him about 200 pages on Frank, not being Allan, and Shelley, but, I don’t think he believed me at the time, maybe NOW!  Police chief has DNA, cowboy hat, but it may be the real Allan’s, mixed in, but I gave the cop, Frank’s dentures, that I am sure he got back, because he was pissed, after I gave them!  LOL!  But, he is claiming that Shelley is me, so he can say, now that Elliot, being himself, is his kid, not mine . . . if the court records, which Judge Michael Westfall and Judge John Walton, should be disbarred and taken off the bench, knowing full well that I am ME, and Shelley is not ME, with witnesses who know Shelley was allowed to come into their courtrooms as ME!  But, because of the thefts of Elliot’s former four bands, music, and now control over, The Ditch and the Delta, I am sure that Elliot, whether he likes it or not, has a choice, of playing ball with the devils or getting his music stolen, once more . . . THEY WERE ALL OVER HIS NEW CD, RIGHT FROM THE GET GO . . . Elliot is even tempered, and will probably do what he is told, just to enjoy his music, FOR ONCE, IN 20 FUCKING YEARS . . . do you think it is about time?  I DO!  GODDAMN IT, I have written on this to the point I could screamMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!  Frank, possibly a Texas ranger, deep southern accent, that I thought was just a local southern Utah dialect, first, teamed to steal, God’s Revolver, and say that the fake band, Remember the Alamo . . . roots in TEXAS, under Frank, or whatever the fuck his real name is, and marketing Elliot’s music around the world, which I am not sure is not happening in double time, with “WE RUST” cd, with the REAL BAND GETTING THE HIND TIT AGAIN!!!!!  The goal is for cop kids to be the famous ones . . . they hate the fact that ELLIOT IS MINE . . . . any bitch will do, but me, HELL NO, they all love his music; therefore, to have as much ire for them, and history against the cops and now, not only have the killer resume, but the killer, hot kid, guitarist, is just too MUCH, so Rachel, Tiff, Hope, Annie, Shelley and Kay will do, anybody, But the REAL MOTHER!! YOU FUCKING BITCHES and BASTARDS . . . FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
  • now, I have to see if I can beat the NSA, to get this published on my blog, written in Google Docs, to stay off the radar!
CATCH THESE FUCKS!!!!!!
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WAKE UP AMERICA, WAKE UP WORLD!!!!! BLACK MASS, NOTHING COMPARED TO BLACK UTAH (MO MOB, MIB, MAFIA), MONTANA, BLACK WORLD--OLD WORLD LOYALTIES--FUCK AMERICA! AMERICA VS. WORLD . . .LEARN . . . ND--THE TITLES THAT GET ERASED BY THE FUCKING MORMON CONTROLLED NSA, SHOULD TELL THE STORY TO SKY COPS, THAT HAVE EQUAL ACCESS TO MY WORK . . . THERE IS ALWAYS THIS WHITE SQUARE THAT POPS UP BEFORE I CAN CONNECT TO THE INTERNET . . . THE FUCKERS, ARE MAKING SURE THAT THEY CAN SCAN AND SCREEN WHATEVER I WRITE ABOUT . . . FEDERAL COMMUNICATIONS COMMISSION, INTERNET NEUTRALITY . . . OH, HELL NO, JUST ONE MORE WAY TO COVER THE FUCKING ASSES OF THE GOVERNMENT WHORES, THAT CLAIM TO BE "ME"--THESE BITCHES ARE RIDING ON MY RESUME, MY LIFE, MY FAMILY, YOUR TRUST FOR ME, AND "THEY" WILL KILL ME, SUBSTITUTE THESE FUCKING GOVERNMENT MO WHORES FOR "ME"! KAY BURNINGBITCH (FBI INSIDER) OR BIURNINGHAM, J.D., SHELLEY "SOIUTHWCK" ANDERSON YEMAN, AND WHATEVER THE FUCK NOW . . . RACHEL SOUTHWICK, HICKEY-MOOSMAN, KENNEDY, SUSAN SOUTHWICK SHIT OR SCHMIDT, TIFFANY LYNN SOUTHWICK HARRIS, KELLY ANN BOOTHE, J.D., HOPE M. CARLTON-LEVIN, REBECCA BAKER, NOW ANNIE BURBANK . . . PROBABLY HANGING WITH SHELLEY, AKA, JOANN S. SECRIST, WITH JACK THE RIPPER, HER FUCK BUDDY, GOVERNMENT DIRT BAGGER, FROM PENNSYLVANIA, WHO THREATENED ME, WITH THE STATEMENT, "DEAD MAN WALKING" WHEN I GOT UP FROM BREAKFAST AT SALVATION ARMY, KALISPELL, MT. . . . YOU HAVE TONS WORSE, RIGHT HERE IN RIVER CITY, THAN BOSTON HAD WITH JAMES "WHITEY" BOLGER, IN THE NEW MOVIE, "BLACK MASS" . . . FBI INFORMANT, BOLGER, IS SMALL TIME POTATOES TO WHAT MONTANA IS LOOKING LURKING AROUND THERE STATE, SPILLING OVER FROM UTAH, UP HERE . . . WE ARE TALKING A CONSPIRACY TO TAKE OVER THE WORLD, A ONE WORLD ORDER, WORLD DOMINATION, BY COPS, MORMONS, AND THE MOB . . . AND THE ONE WOMAN WHO CAN LINK IT ALL TOGETHER, ME, JOANN S. SECRIST, J.D., THIS BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK, IS SITTING RIGHT AT YOUR FEEDING THE FLATHEAD DINNERS, WALKING YOUR STREETS, AND YOU ARE LETTING THE MO MOB, MEN IN BLACK, AND COPS, RUN YOUR STREETS, BUYING YOUR LOYALTIES, WITH COMMUNITY GRANTS, FOUNDATIONS, BOY SCOUT LAND DONATIONS, SCHOLARSHIPS, LAND CONSERVANCIES . . . AND IT IS CALLED, " MONEY LAUNDERING" AND OTHER CRIMINAL ENTERPRISES, KNOWN BY LAW ENFORCEMENT AND ATTORNEYS, AS ORGANIZED CRIME, OR RICO ACTIONS, RACKETEERING, WITH GLOBAL EXPANSION AND GOALS . . . YOU ARE FUCKING ONE PERSON AWAY FROM THIS TAKING TOTAL CONTROL OF YOUR ELECTIONS, COUNTRY, KILLING THE CONSTITUTION AND CHRISTIANITY, AND ERASING ONE VERSION OF AMERICA, WITH THE "SHADOW" VERSION, DRIVEN BY THE CIA, AND THE ILLUMINATI, THAT CAME TO AMERICA, 1776, AT THE SAME TIME AS THE FOUNDING FATHERS, SIGNED THE "DECLARATION OF INDEPENDENCE"! NOW, WHAT WOULD 13 ITALIAN FAMILIES, MAKING UP THE ILLUMINATI WANT WITH AMERICA . . . WELL, MAKING UP THE BULK OF WORLD BANKING FAMILIES, TEAMING UP WITH MASONS . . . FOUNDER OF THE MORMON CHURCH, JOE SMITH, WAS A 33 DEGREE MASON, ANCIENT ORDERS, TEAMING, WITH DESCENDANTS OF ENGLAND, MORMON

GOING TO LUNCH . . . TOO PISSED TO WRITE!

Two glimmers of hope . . . in the Daily Inter Lake newspaper, my fountainhead of knowledge, while I am in Kali, and I hate to point out, a typo, but it is very significant one for me, that is a good symbol, sign, heavenly sent . . . but, Judge, Ted Olympus, is retiring or has retired, and there are two former, district court judges, who are filling in for the retired judge, until his replacement can be selected, or elected, here in Montana, but in the article, on page A3, the article, entitled, "Two retired judges return to courtroom" and it goes on to say, "Two former District Dourt judges" in addition to the cops, prosecutors, legislators and others, in Mo run Utah, it took the JUDGES cooperation, to pull of this conspiracy to steal my GOOD NAME, and steal over $700 million worth of cases, in at least two states, Utah and Nevada, both with a shit load of Mormons!!!!!!!!  Anyway, when Judge Lyle Anderson . . . LIE ALL, ANDERSON, my sister, Shelley's first married name, symbolic, when he arrested me for contempt of court, for appealing his decision in the district court, I was actually, jailed for, CONTEMPT FOR COURT!  Nine days, solitary confinement, 23 hours a day, for appealing?  Not only my duty, but my client's right!

The second glimmer of hope . . . the cops had a stand off, with a man, on the corner of ANDERSON, and CONRAD . . . yes, Con is RAD!  That is me, sitting here at McDonald's, writing this blog . . . and one more sign, in the Daily Inter Lake . . . the law enforcement roundup, is split, between two pages!  Yesterday or last night, when I wrote my second blog for the day, I referred to a man, sugstituted this patient of Freud, for myself, who was falsely accused, exiled and incarcerated, splitting the country of France, between, TRUTH AND JUSTICE vs. Tradition and Honor!@  Good signs, maybe something will get DONE!

Monday, September 14, 2015

BECOMING FREUD (ADAM PHILLIPS). DRUNK? NO! STONED? NO. BRILLIANT? YES! DEAD" NO . . . I AM ONLY GUILTY OF BEING MORMON! WITH A $357 MILLION SECURITIES, CIVIL RIGHT SUIT AGAINST THE STATE OF UTAH, SECURITIES DIVISION, WITH GOVERNOR, ATTORNEY GENERAL, AND OTHERS AS DEFENDANTS--A NATIONWIDE FOLLOWING OF ATTORNEYS, FINANCIAL PLANNERS AND WEALTHY DONORS WATCHING ME TAKE ON THE SEC, FOLLOWED BY A $56.7 MILLION LAWSUIT AGAINST CORRUPTION IN IRON COUNTY--COPS, PROSECUTOR, NARC COPS, DIVISION OF CHILD AND FAMILY SERVICES, A JUDGE, ETC., STARTING IN 2010, FOLLOWED BY ANOTHER $300 MILLION IN CASES AGAINST THE GOVERNMENT, AND NEW CLIENTS LINED UP AND WAITING FOR CASES, ADDED TO AN ALLEGEDLY VIABLE, MORMON PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATE, HEADING INTO THE 2012 ELECTIONS, BEING #2 IN CIVIL RIGHTS DEFENSE IN THE NATION, BEHIND FAMED COWBOY ATTORNEY, JACKSON HOLE, WYOMING, GERRY SPENCE, AND A NEW WORLD ORDER TO USHER IN . . . WITH AMERICA WATCHING, THIS FEMALE ATTORNEY, ARISING FROM THE DEPTHS OF FEMALE SUBSERVIENCE, POLYGAMY, FEMINIST BACKLASH, AN ABORTION, A RISING ROCK STAR SON, WITH A SONY RECORD DEAL, NO MORE CUT FROM THE MORMON MOLD THAN HIS MOTHER, AND GOD'S REVOLVER, HARD ROCK BAND OF 2008, BUT KICKING OUT A NEW CD IN 2011, FROM THE RED JESUS BAND . . . THAT IMAGE OF MORMONISM WAS BEING SHATTERED, AND IN THE MORMON CHURCH'S COLLECTIVE MIND, WITH 70% OF THE CIA, FBI, NSA, AND OTHER FEDERAL AGENCIES, BEING MORMON, WITH TOTAL ACCESS, TO COMPUTERS, COURTS, UP TO AN INCLUDING TO THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT, THE TEMPTATION TO REPRESS THE "REAL" PRODUCTS OF THE MORMON CHURCH, SOUTHWICK FAMILY, AND AMERICA, WERE JUST TOO UNBEARABLE, AND RISKY FOR WHAT WAS AT STAKE, SO RATHER THAN EMBRACING DIVERSITY IN CULTURE AND THOUGHT, THE FAMILY, FRIEND, AND ATTORNEY DOUBLES, FORGERS, AND FRAUDS, TOOK OVER, LEAVING ME, FALSELY ACCUSED, EXILED, ISOLATED AND AT TIMES IMPRISONED, DIVIDING THE MORMON CULTURE, BETWEEN TRUTH AND JUSTICE VS. TRADITION AND PERCEIVED HONOR! A BATTLE THAT NEVER SHOULD HAVE TAKEN PLACE! TO FREUD, THE FATHER OF PSYCHOANALYSIS, "LOST SOULS" WOULD HAVE BEEN, OF COURSE, THE MORMON CHURCH AND CULTURE, AND THOSE CHRISTIAN SOULS LOST, PERHAPS, TEMPORARILY, TO THE FAITH VS. THE NATION, WERE THOSE MOST IN NEED OF "IMPROVEMENT!" I AGREE . . . PERHAPS THIS SHORT, BULLET VERSION OF THE LAST CHAPTER OF THE BOOK, ENTITLED, "PSYCHOANALYSIS COMES OUT" STARTING ON PAGE 122, OF "BECOMING FREUD" WILL HELP OTHER PEOPLE, WHOM HAVE EXPERIENCED A SIMILAR SPLIT, BEING TORN OR EXILED, FROM FAMILY, HOME, CULTURE, FAITH, STATE, AND OTHER THINGS, SEEN AS A DEMOCRATIC LIBERAL, MY RIGHT, IN A CONSERVATIVE CITY, COUNTY, JUDICIAL DISTRICT, STATE, AND CHURCH, THAT CONTROLS THE STATE . . . WITH LITTLE SEPARATION OF CHURCH AND STATE, IF ANY WALL OF SEPARATION AT ALL . . . WHICH FOR THIS BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK, TRAINED IN THE WAYS OF CONSTITUTIONAL LAW, RAN FACE TO FACE WITH THE PATRIARCHAL RELIGIOUS AUTHORITY, THAT RAN, THE UTAH STATE BAR, THE COURTS, THE LEGISLATURE, THE FAMILY, FRIENDS, CLIENTS, AND THE STATE! WITH MY ONLY CRIME, BEING THAT OF BEING, PROBABLY A WOMAN, AND A MORMON! I WAS THE WRONG ILK FOR THESE FOLKS, AND MANY FOLKS IN MONTANA . . . BUT, HOPEFULLY, THEY I.D.! LOL! SO, LAY BACK ON MY LEATHER COUCH, SHUT YOUR EYES, AND LEARN SOMETHING ABOUT YOURSELF, AS A MEMBER OF THE SPECIES, FOR FREUD VERY MUCH, USED A DARWINIAN FRAMEWORK, FOR HIS WORK, SEEING US AS LITTLE MORE THAN ANIMALS, SEEKING PLEASURE

The Power of Playing Cards!

One thing the Southwick clan did and does, is play Canasta, a card game, that binds generations, and serves as a training ground of social, religious, and societal norms, values and morals.  Now, for some reason, while following many of the dictates of the Mormon Church, card playing, was literally, still on the table, even though, the Mormon Church prophet and others, admonished members to not indulge.  I believe, that Grandmother Southwick, the matriarch of the clan, stopped playing for a while; however, when she didn't die immediately, she figured, it was not worth giving up this family game and bonding activity, that all Southwicks learn to play by the time they are about 5!  Talk about the CNN kids, debates, for those presidential candidates that can't make the grade, in the polls, new in-laws, and out-laws, that marry into the extended family, are relegated to the kids table in cards too, until such a time as their spouse, decides they are worthy of more lofty opponents, or there is a seat that needs to be filled. But, little did, I think, that giving up my seat at the card tables, during three years of law school, followed by teaching college and practicing law, full time, I would be forgotten from the family tree, altogether, and so would my posterity, unless they sided against their mother, for survival, which Freud, boils down, as a driving factor in a person's life.

So, here we go for the deep psychoanalysis, that will cure the human race if believed and used . . . I found it very helpful, and insightful, and dead sight, right on!  Just a little background on me, to make you feel somewhat comfortable, letting me analyze your childhood, family, background, transference, sexuality, needs, compromising pleasure in the service of survival, in this dog eat dog, world of ours, as seen through the eyes of Charles Darwin, and the survival of the species theories, that, seem to be the only theories, that made sense to me, in looking at what happened to me, and to Freud as he looked deep in the subconscious of his patients, whom he based his theories on.  I do want to note that on a practical note, that if we all followed the survival of the fittest, or the ones with the most numbers, power and positions, junior could simply beat grandma to a bloody pulp and  take his inheritance . . . not very civilized, in my opinion, but my enemies in this game of thrones, all based on my family, and what could be wrestled away from it, and I am talking my immediate family, former spouse and children, you can see the brutality of what we, were and are up against.  But, having said thHat, I started a master's degree in family and human development, after changing my mind about a degree in social work, and the behest of my ex-husband's uncle, who coined that area of practice, as let me help you into adultery . . . or, they cover masks of bad childhoods, with smiley faces, in order to use their patients to figure out their own, psychosis!  LOL!

In addition to that, I started a master's level in ancient scripture studies at BYU, shortly before going to law school, later teaching family law at Brigham Young University, and the University of Utah, undergraduate studies, and working with family issues, from domestic violence, child abuse, to elder abuse and fraud, so, somewhat of a semi-expert in these areas of becoming a Freudian psychoanalyst for just a few moments, or enough time to save you some time and thought, but maybe helpful, in some ways.  

A Biography As Great As Its Subject

  • "The most violent revolutions in an individual's beliefs, leave most of his old order standing." William James, Pragmatist

FAMOUS JOHNSONISMS IN JAMES BOSWELL'S BIOGRAPHY, "LIFE OF JOHNSON"

  • "When a man is tired of London, he is tired of life."
  • "One of the disadvantages of wine is that it makes a man mistake words for thoughts."
  • "Patriotism is the last refuge of a scoundrel."  

HISTORICALLY SPEAKING, AMANDA FOREMAN . . . GOLD THAT GLITTERS AND KILLS

  • "When piles of gold begin to grow . . . that's when the trouble starts."

Dreams, Family Backgrounds, Transference, Sexuality, Needs

Thesis: 
(1) understanding of the patients pleasure seeking, and how it was linked into his survival
  • revival of lost opportunities, missed chances, uncompleted actions (jealous sisters, attorney friends, professional jealousy in general)
  • new story about the possibilities of pleasure, the struggle for survival, is the struggle for pleasure
  • Darwin: sexuality as a biological imperative
(2) whether the patient could recover the pleasure that would make his life worth living
  • poverty in childhood . . . adult, impoverished sense of possibility 
  • how much confidence could be lost in development
  • we are only animals, longing to grow up, and they hated growing up, and sabotaged it
  • all seen within the Darwin context
Themes: the child, the dream, development as the narrowing of the mind and stifling of the heart, society as the enemy of the individual passion and vision, the suspicion of traditional forms of authority, and the new exhilaration about the possibilities of language

FREUD, WONDERING WHAT PEOPLE WERE TALKING ABOUT THEIR SUFFERING

  • when they were talking about their symptom ridden thoughts
  • noticed what they needed to omit to make their stories seem possible and coherent
  • how often, for modern people (patients) talking about their lives was talking about their resistance to their: fears, their sabotaging of, their horror of pleasure, and the feeling of aliveness that comes with it
  • what happened when the patient couldn't assimilate it
  • sexuality was an emblem of the unassailable (Judaism, Mormonism, Catholicism, Islam, etc. was another such emblem . . . Freud was Jewish)
  • sustaining pleasure of religion, rootedness, family, sexuality, were radically under rated
  • once there was despair about traditional, the conventional, the familiar pleasures, pleasure might be found in despair itself, and other alien forms of suffering
Freud found that suffering gave pleasure and it was sufficient with surprising (secular) news about ourselves
  • masochism--our best trick for survival, making inordinate suffering, our profoundest pleasure
    • seeing sexuality as something we suffered
    • so the meaning of our suffering was sexual
    • and suffering could be satisfying
Freud's writings were applied to, in my case, a professional, Jack-Mormon, well assimilated in his culture, a woman betrayed by her culture, accused falsely, as it happened, of treacherous writing, a woman punished, silenced and exiled, who divided society that had failed her, and who was ultimately celebrated as a hero of fortitude and stoic integrity . . . as in taking the oath to protect, defend, and preserve the Constitution, in light of a society, that wanted to rid, not only the state of Utah of it, but who needed to rid the nation of the guiding principles and tenants, so that a one world order, with a Mormon President could prevail.
  • truth and justice vs. tradition and honor
  • Mormons used their religious inheritance as a justification for their ethical position, but mistrusted spiritual musing and religious enthusiasm, which they through promoted an irrational and dangerous obscurantism . . . which made Mormons attentive again, to ways they presented themselves . . . falsely accused, exiled, isolated, and imprisoned, being Mormon, was not a way of not being an American, believing that I did nothing wrong.
  • the Mormons, like sexuality itself, represent unacceptable sociability; promiscuous pleasure-and-power seeking . . . the only thing I was guilty of, was being Mormon!
  • and being Mormon meant being, essentially, a saboteur of the nation-state, a person who's allegiances could not by definition, be patriotic, writings could not be trusted, I associated with others in unpredictable ways, and could only be, by definition, nefarious, and unfathomable to the non-Mormon
  • nexus of associations of guilt, betrayal, sexuality and Mormonism; each of these having to be concealed or disguised or disowned
  • dangerous, unknowable affinities and allegiances . . . who do people want to be with and what do they want to be together?  Thus the inner circle of the known, the Mo Muffins, attorneys, who could be controlled by the Mormon Church, or other authority figures, within the government, seeing them as no threat, unlike myself . . . dreams can reveal this paradigm and acceptable structure
Freud was beginning to describe how our cultures live in us, more than we live in our cultures!
  • through this we can discover destructive socialization, as was clear from the casualties of the particular forms of socialization that consults or commits him or her for treatment
  • there is no such thing as innocence . . . we are always accused of, or accusing ourselves of being accused of something
  • we are always guilty, which means we are perpetually self-hating
  • what my case has made all too vivid is the precariousness of domestic liberalism, of its being haunted by illiberalism (the return of the repressed)
  • modern people endanger themselves by the way on which they protect themselves
  • unconscious form of self-blinding, and ways of occluding a piece of reality (my right to an abortion, or my son's right to long hair, a band, and being part of the counter-culture in Utah, my cases, taking on the established hierarchy, threatening the image of the Mormon Church, Mitt Romney, and the Constitution, serving as a threat to planned goals of a one world order, with a Mormon president, documentary in the UK, BBC, with Kay Burningham, the forging attorney, meeting up with Mitt, one day after a U.S. Magistrate, up and terminated the case, because they could not win, the jurisdictional arguments, the bribes had been paid, the government defaulted, and they had to get rid of ME!

Makes sense to me . . . You?  Well, you can get off my couch now, I am going to dinner.  Hopefully, some of you did some soul searching yourself, putting your own lives, pleasures, suffering in perspective, as well as your religious upbringings!

HAVE A CHEERY GOOD NIGHT, ALL!

WICKED SMART . . . PLAYFUL MINDS THINK A LIKE: HEAVY THINKING! LOVE, DATING AND MARRIAGE SMARTS! A FATEFUL SLAYING OF THE VERY WORST KIND, A REALLY SUPER PLAYER WITH GOOD COMPASSION! TO BREAK THE RULES, YOU MUST MASTER THEM. PARADIGM LOST . . . DARE GREATLY. FRESH LIFE CHURCH PASTOR, LEVI'S 7 GREAT EXPECTATIONS IN MARRIAGE THAT WILL NOT SUSTAIN A HEALTHY, THRIVING UNION: (1) CHEMISTRY & ATTRACTION--MOST MARRIAGES, LOSE THAT HOT PASSION WITHIN THE FIRST YEAR--SORRY! (2) JUST COMMON INTERESTS, LIKE BOTH WEARING MATCHING SEAHAWKS FOOTBALL JERSEYS, AND WATCHING GAMES TOGETHER . . . WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU WANT TO TAKE THE KIDS TO CHURCH, WHICH NEVER, OR GENERALLY NEVER HURTS KIDS, AND HE WANTS TO STAY HOME AND WATCH FOOTBALL! SORRY! (3) EXPECTING THE OTHER PERSON TO GIVE MORE IN THE RELATIONSHIP, THAN YOU ARE WILLING TO GIVE! IF YOU GAVE THE SAME AMOUNT OF ENERGY INTO YOUR JOB, WOULD YOUR BOSS KEEP YOU? PROBABLY NOT! (4) GREAT EXPECTATIONS THAT LOOKS, SEX, HEALTH, HAIR--AS IN GOING BALD, BODIES AND LOVE WILL STAY THE SAME THROUGHOUT YOUR MARRIED LIFE . . . AH, GET REAL! LOL! (5) EXPECTING TO KEEP THE SAME LIFESTYLE YOU HAD AS A SINGLE PERSON--SLOB LIKE BEHAVIORS? SELFISHNESS? PERSONAL SPACE AND TIME? MARRIAGE IS LIKE HAVING A SURVEILLANCE CAMERA ON YOU FOR EACH PERSON YOU ADD TO YOUR FAMILY . . . I'LL BE WATCHING YOU! MARRIAGE IS MORE ABOUT PERSONAL PERFECTION, THROUGH THE YES OF ANOTHER PERSON, THAN IT IS ABOUT THE COUPLE! MIRRORS OF BAD HABITS! LOL! KIDS, ONLY MAKE YOUR WEAKNESSES WORSE, NOT BETTER! (6) EXPECTING MINOR INDISCRETIONS AND CHEATING THAT TAKE FROM THE BIGGER PICTURE AND EFFORTS OF MARRIAGE AND FAMILY LIFE, TO DO ANYTHING LESS THAN REDUCE YOU TO TOTAL SHIT! BOTH SEXES! ONE NIGHT WITH A PROSTITUTE CAN RUIN YOUR LIFE! THINK! MARRIAGE IS A BUSINESS DEAL, WITH FRINGE BENEFITS, AND LONG TERM SATISFACTION! NOT CHEAP THRILLS AND SEX! THINK, LONG TERM . . . THE CHOICES YOU MAKE TODAY, WILL EFFECT WHERE YOU END UP TOMORROW--THINK LONG RANGE GOALS! MARRIAGE PLACES SEXUAL LIMITS . . . WHICH IF UNCHECKED, ENDS UP WITH BEASTIALITY, SERIAL KILLERS, CHILD SEXUAL ABUSE, AFFAIRS--CONTROL! DISCIPLINE, ROOT WORD OF DISCIPLESHIP! THE MARRIAGE BED IS UNDEFILED--PLAY! LOL! AND (7) EXPECTATIONS THAT RELIGION WILL CURE YOUR MARITAL ILLS . . . IT WON'T! JESUS-JOY MAY, BUT NOT BURYING YOUR HEAD IN A CHURCH, CHURCH SERVICE, OR FAMILY AVOIDANCE IN LIEU OF FAMILY RESPONSIBILITIES! GREAT SERMON, WORTH, GETTING THE DETAILS ONLINE! BUILD YOUR RELATIONSHIPS ON A SURE FOUNDATIONS, LIKE LOVE! IF YOU CAN FALL OUT OF LOVE, YOU CAN GROW BACK IN LOVE! ASKING YOURSELF, WILL THIS BUILD LOVE AND TRUST, OR WILL MY ACTIONS DESTROY IT? I CAN ONLY SPEAK FOR MOST FEMALES . . . I JUST WANT SOMEONE WHO LOVES ME, ACCEPTS ME FOR WHO I AM! THAT'S THE ONLY WAY TO GO, FIGHTING THE GOOD FIGHT, UNTIL THE GOOD LORD COMES AGAIN . . . THAT'S SOME KIND OF "AMEN!" (COUNTRY SONG) BLOOD SINS (ISIS) . . . GERMANY WELCOMES REFUGEES, HOLDING CHILDREN ON THE SHOULDERS OF FAMED SOCCER PLAYERS . . . LOVE YOUR GOD, LOVE YOUR FELLOW MEN, WOMEN AND CHILDREN . . . 40,000 WELCOMED, BUT 800,000 NEED PLACEMENT AND A NEW NATIONS! GERMANS ARE STOUT, AND I AM SHOCKED THAT HITLER, WITH SOME HELP FROM ITALY AND JAPAN, TRIED TO TAKE OVER THE WORLD . . . THAT SAME TENACIOUS SPIRIT, IS IN THE GERMAN DNA, TAKING ON HUGE ASS TASKS . . . BUT, THIS SMALL, BUT POWERFUL COUNTRY, CAN'T HANDLE THIS PROBLEM ALONE! THIS IS A WORLD CRISIS, AND A WORLD OPPORTUNITY TO MAKE A LASTING PEACE FOR THESE PEOPLE! BRITAIN, YOU HAVE CANADA AND AUSTRALIA TO HELP! U.S.A., GOING FROM 1500 LEGAL EMIGRANTS TO 10,000, NICE CHANGE, BUT DOESN'T CUT THE MUSTARD FOR A WORLD CRISIS, NOR PUT OUR MOUTHS AND MONEY WHERE WE NEED TO BE, FOR CHRISTIANS GETTING THEIR HEADS CUT OFF, TORTURED, MAIMED, AND STARVING! MAYBE THIS IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN MALE AND FEMALE WORLD LEADERS . . . CHANCELLOR, ANGELA MERKEL IS DOING HER FAIR SHARE OR MORE . . . RISE TO THE CHALLENGE! PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATE, HILLARY CLINTON, FORMER SECRETARY OF STATE . . . IT IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO, THE HUMANITARIAN THING TO DO! AMERICA, THE MELTING POT, HAS ONLY BEEN STRENGTHENED BY A HISTORY OF THE MANTRA, OF BRINGING YOUR POOR, YOUR TIRED, AND GIVING PEOPLE THE CHANCE FOR A NEW START, IN A NEW COUNTRY, WITH THE POSSIBILITY OF THE "AMERICAN DREAM" . . . FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT, TIL THE GOOD LORD COMES AGAIN! THAT IS SOME TYPE OF AMEN! HAPPINESS IS FIGHTING FOR A WORTHY CAUSE . . . LOVE FOR THE SYRIAN PEOPLE, QUALIFIES! FUCK ISIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DEFEAT THEM, BY TAKING ALL THEIR CITIZENS! LOL! THE GREAT CALAPHATE, WILL HAVE NOBODY TO PUSH AROUND, BEHEAD, AND MURDER . . . ISIS BETTER HOPE TO GOD, THAT THERE IS A SAVIOR! YOU ARE GOING TO NEED ONE! JESUS JOY! HE IS THE HOPE OF THE WORLD! LET'S NATION UP! MAKE PEACE HAPPEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE CAN DO THIS WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't Hate Me. Hate MY Game!

What one has not experienced, one will never understand in print.  Isadora Duncan (1877-1927)

They say, those who can't do, teach . . . so here we go!  Just consider the source . . . 4 marriages, but for strange reasons, under very different circumstances, but, no excuses!  LOL!  Now, yesterday in church, Pastor Levi, sermon, online, started with a situation in the New Testament, when the Pharisees and the Sadducee's, the disciples of Christ, and the followers of John the Baptist, were standing around, basically arguing, about how many converts they were getting, and debating various types of doctrinal questions, and Jesus, just turned and walked away . . . he said he had to go to Samaria.  Jesus comes to a woman, who is drawing water from a well, and tells her to go get her husband, for he has the living water, he wants to share with her and her man.  She tells Jesus that she has no husband, and he can see through her avoidance of the issue, and said, that is because you have had 5 husbands, and the man you are living with now, it not your husband!  She admits, that he must be someone with spiritual powers, to know her life situation, and then she tried to change the subject.  Later, she goes into the city, tells the people of this teacher, this prophet, this seer.  Having had 4 husbands, I can relate to the woman at the well!  LOL!

But, there are lessons to learn from this story . . . the living water of Jesus Christ, can heal, make new, change, bring love, cause a new heart, in people . . . he never gives up on us!  God, loves happy endings . . . and you can't judge a man or woman, happy or sad, until the day they die!

My motives for getting married, in the past, where less than noble, other than, perhaps, the first time, married according to the dictates of a dream, which was really the best man, for the job at the time!  LOL!  I was young, immature, judgmental, critical, thoughtless, and any other man, would have dumped my ass, years, before, I dumped his!  LOL!  I was probably smarter, at 19, than I have been in the decades since then! LOL!  But, the world has benefited from my marriage, life, experiences, insights, children, and that is yet to be brought into full fruition . . . the DNA, contributions of both spouses, combination of personalities, strengths and weaknesses, have blended to make, very balanced and wonderful children, who are just coming into their own; therefore, were my decisions a mistake, or just part of the plan?  Only time and God, can tell that, and he never, never, never, gives up on us.  I like to think, we fuck up our lives, and he fixes it, then we fuck it up again, and he fixes it again, and that process goes on until we die.  Now, that same principle, can work within the confines, protections, and benefits of marriage also, I just have not chosen the route much . . . about every 5 years or so, I get, what I sometimes look at, as weak, and think I need a man to get old with, but I keep feeling younger, so, catch and release, seems to be my phishing expeditions for men . . . and frankly, girls, I am getting better looking men, now, than I ever did in my younger, hotter years . . . but, I have a better personality, and I am more fun, and I think, it has, literally taken, me, many men, and many years, to understand, marriage, men, women, what makes us tick, and what works, or at least what doesn't work!  LOL!  See, now someone who hasn't had this much experience, could not teach you like this!

There is hope for me, my grandmother, who was married to the same man, for about 40 to 50 years, and, yes, it was much like a business, separate beds, but with two successful careers, and 4 wonderful children, a great life, respected, and admired by many, my grandmother, finally, got the man of her dreams, or a lover at age 78.  She stuck out the first marriage, not knowing better, or at least being smart enough to see that this union, was, while not always fulfilling personally, maybe sexually, was stable, good, kind, and secure, which is saying a lot, but at 78, grandmother remarried after about 15 years of living without a spouse . . . that is what having a life will do for you women, one separate and aside, meaningful, and cool, on her own, but she ran into a man, who had been looking for her for 8 years, since his wife died and he heard that her husband, was also deceased, having dated once in college, and lost touch of each other, they finally ran into each other.  Sometimes, who we marry for the business side of a marriage, is not, necessarily who we are most fulfilled by, and my aunt and uncles, father, and the children of the first marriage, were pissed, when grandmother read love poems at this new partner, of 6 wonderful years together, at his funeral.  My father and his siblings, were mad that grandmother didn't read love poems to their father!  He didn't make her feel the same way . . . grandpa sat in his arm chair, watching football, the news and reading the newspaper, while grandmother taught college, was dean of women, developed her skills as an artist, musician, poet, singer, actress, tater, and traveled the world!  Leo adored grandma, and my grandpa, had a good life with her!

The Best is Yet to Come . . . God is NOT Finished with Me!

I am a tough case, and he probably, knew, that I was going to be a pain in the ass, not only to him, but to men in general, especially, men who want to control me, either through marriage, power, abuse, sex, threats, doubles, stripping me of all earthly goods, property, and evidence of previous lives!  LOL!  The scriptures say, the Lord, chastises those he loves . . . well, he must love me a shit load, because, this is beyond ridiculous!  LOL!  I will make you humble . . . good luck!  I am glad, however, that I read the scriptures, when I was young, because, I have sure needed to rely on them and they have served as a source, if not of comfort, of thought and contemplation . . . and that, for some reason, I find solace in!  But, I believe, that marriage is not about the other partner in the marriage, but about your own perfection, and this other person in just a mirror of who we are at the time, we attract at particular person to us . . . and that is a scary thought!  LOL!  Interpol, CIA, FBI, assassins, bounty hunters . . . very interesting, but that seems to be my world!  Could it be my politics, or my charming personality?  It is interesting, if nothing else, and maybe when I am ready to give up the fire in my belly for politics, I will attract a different type of man, not an enemy in sheep's clothing!  LOL!  But, it is my game, and I am going to PLAY IT!  LOL!

God, gives us many opportunities, to get a mirror of ourselves, to work on that, personal perfection . . . and it is not always a pretty face, looking back at us!  And, I am more than just another pretty face!  LOL!  As, my temporary landlord, Sam, has found out . . . yesterday, we worked our way out of the honeymoon period, and I am speaking figuratively, I pay $10 a night to recliner surf, on Sam's chair, while I decide, which man is my next, wiling victim!  LOL, offered on the sacrifice alter of either a relationship, or if he is game, even to exploring what fucked up, sides of ourselves we need to work on next . . . some people get it right the first time and work things out with one partner, but I am a complex human being, and a difficult woman to deal with, to say the least, and gamier than hell, big game trophy, with attitude; therefore, the hunter or the hunted, better have his shit together, be man enough to deal with me, smart enough to deal with me and be able to ride the bitch the full 8 seconds, or don't get on!  My last husband, Frank, aka, Allan Rex Bess, better known as AB or Absolute Bastard . . . faked his own suicide to get out of the marriage, I tried to annul, two months after this fateful marriage, most likely between equals, but total warriors, with different agendas, political outcomes in mind, and whatever differences!  Someone asked me if I loved him, and the answer, still it, YES!  LOL!  But we could not stand each other!  LOL!
I still love all my abusive, government, FBI Dating Game line-ups . . . I just can't live with them, and they want to kill me, for leaving their sorry assed egos!  LOL!  Men who have slept with over 800 women, do not dig being left, by the one who got away, especially, when their offering of love, was merely to get you under their THUMB!  It used to be okay, back in the Victorian era, which someone accused me of still being a part of, seeing my modesty and puritan thoughts, at least sometimes . . . hey, I am a woman, and i reserve the right to change my mind, my mood, and my morals at any given time, depending on how I feel tat that time!  You say, morals are not relative . . . you are not a woman!  LOL!  Song lyrics, I am riding that fast train down . . . probably!  LOL!  I am fascinated by psychology, so this if fun for me, not necessarily for the martyr partner, who must be into sadomasicism!  Or self hatred for tangling with me!  LOL!  Like I said, any guy who is game is in for the ride of his life!  Rachel may be younger, prettier, but she is much tamer . . . I am gamy as any wild animal, feral status for sure, so hang onto your hat cowboys!  LOL! FREE RIDERS . . . OH, YEAH!

Not Recommended for Amateurs . . . I Would, Haven't, But Would If I Thought Necessary, Repent for Fornication, but Not for Sleeping with My Black Lovers!  That is Another Aspect of My Punishment!  LOL!  No Respecter of Persons!  Men, Lovers!  All Sizes, Shapes and Colors!  LOL!

So, yesterday, and my poor, up tight, bigoted father, in the old fashioned, not Christ-like, Mormon Church . . . could not handle me experiencing chocolate, without, nuts, my coffee, black without cream or sugar, straight, hard core, hot black, lovers!  There is this racist father, who got on YouTube, and warned the new Black Panthers, Black Lives Matter, and Black people, in Texas, told the cops to stand aside, and he, and his fellow, KKK, white supremacists, armed with sling-shots, were coming after black activists, and they are going to run them out of town!  LOL!  Well, some black activists, and a guy not much smaller than this white cracker, ass prejudice asshole, much like my father, cowboy hat, on, was confronted by a particular, man, who looked like a ZZ Tops, sharp dressed man, that women dig, and stood up to this bully, and brought up the fact that he own daughter was dating a black, or had been and that he was furious about that fact, and that white men had long been jealous of black penis power . . . those Mandingo's!  Super stud black slaves, that were used for breeding!  I loved it, this guy didn't know what to say, he just stood there tongue tied!  I thought of my own dear old pop, and he would have mouthed off just like that, hell he can't handle President Obama, being so successful, even with the Republican controlled Congress!  Smart is smart, and I don't do dumb!

I don't know if Miles and Howard, are typical, of eastern boys, but, women of letters, have a hard time finding men of pedigree, education, and politics, in the west, it is the eastern educational snobbery or something. but I haven't met a white guy with an I.Q. of 168, nor with a father that worked for the U.S. Department of Transportation in Washington, D.C., and who was cooler than hell, loved my ass, and didn't want me to change one thing . . . or should I take the white red-neck, totally crude, rude, and prejudice, who can't know what going to law school is like, nor do they appreciate and woman with an advanced degree, and they just want this brassy bitch to shut the hell up, and we will shoot your ass, if you don't!  LOL!  Or how about Howard who was more like a husband to me, that any other man, protective, fun to go to McDonald's with, while he and I, put on our spectacles to read the morning newspaper, he focusing on the sports, me, on politics, saying if we ever got together, that he would have to get up early in the morning and purview the morning newspaper, cutting out the controversial topics and articles . . . he would say, too early Honey, and I responded by telling him that I was going to do likewise for him, and if the Yankees lost to the Red Sox or the Cubs, I would cut that article out of the newspaper before it ruined his day!  LOL!  Now, both, Miles and Howard, who's father wanted to be an FBI agent, but due to prejudice, settled for being in the leadership of Rutgers University, and his grandfather a doctors, all came from New Jersey!  But, Howard, was fun, cool, we agreed politically, but for guns, and we loved the outdoors!  I will love both of these men til the day I die, for exposing me to another aspect of life, or living, the black reality, black love and black sex . . . if it ain't easy, it ain't worth taking . . . song lyrics!  This blog is not going where I want it to go, but I am going to lunch, Sam is waiting in the car!

GAMES, GAMES, GAMES . . . GOTTA LOVE'EM!

IF YOU GOT A GOOD THING, IT BEST BE SHAKEN!

GOTTA LOVE, LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  LOL!


Sunday, September 13, 2015

YOU CAN CALL ME LUCIFER, IF YOU THINK YOU SHOULD! (BOB SEGAR SONG--FUN CARTOON (1970) SWEARING. BIBLICAL SWEARING . . . YOU CAN'T SAY, EITHER "YEA" OR "NA"; THEREFORE YOU ALL SWEAR, SO CHILL OUT! LOL! MY FUN, COLORFUL, AND ADVENTURESOME DAY WITH SAM FARMER (THE BOSTONIAN, CAME IN THE 70'S), ME (CALIFORNIA BORN, UTAH RAISED, ARRIVED FALL OF 2012) AND LYNN JACOBSON (THE LOCAL BOY, KALISPELL, MT. BORN AND RAISED HERE),SHOWING ME THEIR OLD STOMPIN' GROUNDS . . . LAKESIDE, BIGFORK, MONTANA . . . HOME OF THE VIKING DRAGON RACES, THE GARDEN BAR & GRILL, POPULATION: DRUNK! LOL! THEN ON DOWN THE ROAD TO "THE RAVEN" BAR & GRILL, LOOKING AT WATER SKIERS, JET SKI'S, BOATS, SWIMMERS, DOCKS, AND PATIO DECK DINING . . . SHARK'S TEETH BARED, POSTERS, "SEE YOU AT THE RAVEN!" LOCAL'S NIGHT, TUESDAY, MARGARITA'S! BEAUTIFUL FALL SCENERY ON THE FLATHEAD LAKE AND SURROUNDING AREAS, GRAPE VINEYARDS, ORCHARDS, TEE PEES MADE OF CEMENT, FRIED SHRIMP AND CALAMARI, CHICKEN SANDWICHES, BRATZ, HOME CUT FRIES, TIKI HUT DRINKS . . . THIS VIRGIN HEAD, GOT A BUZZ OUT OF ONE SIP OF SAM'S TIKI DRINK--LAYERS OF RUM, PINEAPPLE AND MANGO--VERY TASTEFULLY DISPLAYED! LYNN MISSED THE STEP, I VOLUNTEERED TO BE THE DESIGNATED DRIVER, BUT SAM WAS DOING BETTER THAN THIS VIRGIN MORMON, NON-DRINKER--HE INSISTED HE SHARE HIS DRINK WITH ME, AND DIDN'T KNOW I AM A NON-DRINKER--OH? . . . BUT FOR MY SIP ON THE NECTOR OF THE GOD'S, I MIGHT HAVE BEEN OFFERED AS THE VIRGIN SACRIFICE, TONIGHT AT THE TORCH LITE, VOLCANO FIRED, BAR & GRILL, OVERLOOKING CAY'S BAY AND BOAT MARINA, BIGFORK . . . WE WERE HOWEVER, A WEEK, EARLY FOR THE "CHALK'N ROCK", NEXT WEEKEND, SEPTEMBER 19, 2015 . . . BABY SISTER, RACHEL'S BIRTHDAY . . . HERE'S TO YOUR REAL IDENTITY, RACH! LOL! I SHOULD HAVE INCLUDED A PICTURE OF MYSELF! LOL! HOT CHICK THAT I AM! LOL! NEXT TIME . . . OH, FAVORITE PICS IN THE GARDEN BAR, A POLAR BEAR, LAYING ON ITS BACK IN THE SNOW, AND ABOUT 20 HOT GUYS, OUT CELEBRATING GOOD TIMES AT WAYFARERS STATE PARK, WITH THE CAPTION, "TOO FEW CHICKS PARTY" . . . WHY DID I WASTE MY REALLY HOT BODY, HOT DAYS? THAT I WILL NEVER KNOW--MAYBE FOR THE BEST, BUT THE BEST IS YET TO COME! ALWAYS THE OPTIMIST! JUST FUCKIN' DIG LIFE! CARPE DIEM, SEIZE THE DAY! THAT LINE IS FROM THE MOVIE, "DEAD POET SOCIETY" WITH ROBIN WILLIAMS . . . PERHAPS A FORESHADOWING OF HIS TRAGIC END . . . A BRILLIANT MAN.









The Bostonian, The Utahan, And The Local

What a combination of chums to hang out with!  LOL!  Sam is the ultimate tour guide, and has been trying to get me to go to Boston with him for about three years, but I can never discipline my money, enough to save the $1,000 which is totally cheap, to go with him, because, I am always tripping around the wild, wild, west, from Durango, Colorado, to Beaver Dam, Arizona, to Las Vegas, Nevada, back up through Utah, Idaho, and back to my adopted state, Montana, that I still, daily renew my love affair with! All roads, eventually, lead back to Montana, and generally, Kalispell, with the Flathead Lake, Valley, and Glacier National Park, the beauty is hard to beat! Just the eye candy I saw, just yesterday, is enough to make me stay . . . the fake cop, sitting in the cop car at the top of the hill, coming down into Lakeside, from Somer, almost tells the story of the state to me . . . with a population of just barely over one million, and the 4th largest state in the Union, the mantra seems to be, Just Get-R-Done!  Meaning, take care of business, in whatever manner you can.  I laugh every time I drive by, not just one fake dummy in the sheriff's car, but now two, a cowboy cop, sitting in another cop car parked along Main Street, which is all part of highway 93, seems to get the job done, making speeders, hit the brakes, and other drivers, checking to see if the cop is the real one or the fake, and you can't tell, until you are right on it, and a real cop would have nailed your ass, if you were speeding to that point.  LOL!  FUN, COLORFUL, PEOPLE . . . NEVER DULL! The fake cops, comfy on the city budget, and easy to get along with in the department, at any time, could be substituted for the real McCoy, and you could end up getting a ticket if you speed through the sleepy resort town of Lakeside, that was alive and hopping yesterday, with color, the smell of great food, colorful people, boats, serving as an accent color to the beautiful Flathead Lake, that changes colors, with each season, and is a brilliant display of color, in the fall, simply off the charts gorgeous!

My son, Chris, thinks I ought to be a tour guide for Montana . . . I come about as cheap as the dummy cops!  LOL!  I love the whole state so much, that I can't help myself, from talking, writing and promoting the place . . . the first place I saw was the state Capitol Building, in Helena, talk about going from the very bland, state Capitol Building in Utah, where I had not just one office, but two, one off the Rotunda, that is now occupied by the Lt. Governor's people now.  My other office, downstairs, was stolen by the legislature, who are only around, 45 days a year and kicked the assistant attorney generals out, who work all year . . . still pissed and being kicked off the Hill, and being housed downtown more, far less convenient, when you could slip into a committee meeting, or watch a general session, during a break, or when assigned to track a bill through the session!  Oh, well . . . but the symbolic representation of the state capitol buildings alone, tells the truth of the states, and the make up of the state. 

Contrasts and Comparisons, People and Buildings 

The Utah Capitol Building, which is a beautiful building and modeled after the Capitol Building in Washington, D.C., has very muted colors, pastels, all white granite stone work, and there was a tornado, a very rare event in Utah, that took out all the trees, both at the Capitol, and at Memory Grove, in about 1999 . . . which is sad, because, the Hill looked like it had been skinned alive . . . perhaps that was symbolic too!  LOL!  I would like that . . . but, the Montana state Capitol Building, is both homey, comfortable, down home, with quilts hanging on the walls in the Secretary of States, office, where I stopped to get a copy of the state constitution, to see if I liked it, and could preserve, defend and protect, it, as much as I could the United States Constitution . . . and yes, I can, and have . . . with the Salisth-Kootenai Water Compact; however, other oath taking attorneys, and legislators do not see the constitutions and violations the same way I do . . . oh, well, your loss!  The tax payers, water users, farmers and ranchers . . . the Indians, however, are very happy, with Kerr Dam, Hungry Horse, and now the Flathead . . . Nice, but, at least on the last one, unconstitutional as hell, but who am I to say, just a member of the United States Supreme Court Bar, oh, well, don't listen to me, just the former, #2 in the nation for civil rights defense . . . water rights, vetted and recorded, are property rights, as long as the citizen, uses them!  You can't sit on your property rights!

Anyway, the Montana State Capitol Building is just like the people, colorful, multi-ethnic, hell, during the copper king era, in Butte, there were 30 different ethnic peoples represented in that historic and famous mining town . . . there used to be 4 African American or Black newspapers, 39 Chinese laundries, 1,000 working gals on the streets, a ton of Irish, Finnish, and other emigrants, making up that town that was larger and more modern, the second city next to New York, where e Edison, installed electric lamp lights, that San Francisco, and the largest city, west of the Mississippi.  If you are passing through Butte, check out the new, Labor History Museum, up on Park Street, next to the Butte Shop!  You can get a tour of the old Miner's Bank, that housed the Great American Fur Store, and other cool stuff, movies, information, lectures on the history, from an author of several books, Richard, someone, who is alleged to know a shit load about the town . . . colorful, history, the story of labor unions, which is the story of America, really, with hanging, government forcing strikers back to work during the war, mining fires and disasters, with Montana leading the nation, with pioneers in the are of workers comp, fighting to protect miners and other worker, in this era of expansive growth, both in the west, Montana, but in the imperial days of industrialization of the nation . . . AMAZING STUFF . . . this is not ordinary stuff, it is Butte stuff . . . and that is TOUGH!

The state Capitol Building reflects this flavor, tenacity, with eras of vigilante justice, tough workers, corrupt politicians, you have it all!  I wasn't born in Montana, but I got here as soon as I could!  The Dragon Boat Races, the Garden Bar, the Raven, the Sitting Duck, the Tiki Bar and Grill, the vintage signs, the colors, the flavor, the wild stories and caricatures . . . beyond, your normal characters, these are people, stories, histories, and fun, right out of the best movies!  Sam told us of the time he and all his hippy friends, came to Montana in the 70's, to have, what he calls, his country experience, rented Forest Land and housing, for, get this, $10 a month, and hung out, near Woods Bay, overlooking the Flathead, the absolutely most beautiful, elegant, lake I have ever seen . . . when the Tamarack trees turn to solid gold, set in between the pines and spruce, along with the fall colors of the orchards and vineyards, on a rainy day, with the purple, white and gray, clouds, in the background . . . fucking, amazingly beautiful!!!!! Oh, I forgot the story . . . but, Sam, used to walk from Woods Bay to the old, Mountain Tavern, in Bigfork, that burned down, years ago, but they would all gather, as the 70's Bohemians would do, and someone would break out their guitar, for music and songs, or another person would read poetry, or a real band would show up for a dance.  After hours of fun, frolic, and whatever, the whole population of the bar, would be drunk, as is the sign, out back of the Garden Bar . . . with a sign appropriately named, Sam's Place, and there may be more history to that sign, that I know . . . with the new movie, Black Mass(achusetts) with Johnny Deep, playing Boston gangster, Whitey Bolger, I wondered, as Sam pointed out the plaque on the wood beam, out back in the yard, filled with vintage signs, way cool, but it says, Dedicated by Ronald Reagan, President of the United States, William F. Bolger, Postmaster General, or something like that, my yellow legal pad, got lifted yesterday . . . for Shelley's birthday, September 13, 1953, so she could claim, home turf in my writings, of the area, close to Finley's Point?  Maybe . . . I am sitting right here at McDonald's, in Playplace Land . . . not at a ranch or a cabin, that was purchased with my blog money, Shelley claims.  Forgot the waitresses at the Mountain Tavern, vintage sign in the yard too . . . but the waitresses, used to wake the drunken crowd and sing, it is time to go home, we are closing down, as they walked around and kicked the feet of the remaining patrons of the tavern!  He said, they always did this in good fun, at the end of a long Friday or Saturday night, at 2:00 A.M.!

Local Folklore and Story Behind The Garden Bar Signs

I love law, and stories related to the law, with this one reminding me of an eminent domain case, I believe in New York, near Union Station, where an older woman or man, had a house, on prime down town property, refusing to be bought, frightened, or pushed out of her home, with two skyscrapers, being forced to build around her very humble and modest home!  This story is somewhat like that.  Some older woman, probably a widow, lived on Main Street in Bigfork, Mt., and the Garden Bar, was housed next door.  There is a really cool, outside stage for bands to play, in the yard, which I am assuming from the story, that was out in the open at the time and made a shit load of noise, back in the day, Sam thought, around 1972, and finally, the old woman, had it, with trying to sleep with all the revelers and partiers, that came a calling, dancing and drinking, at the bar each night.  So, finally, she said, she was not going to put up with it any more . . . so, i the good neighbor fashion, the bar didn't complain, they built a huge ass wood wall, separating the widow's property from the bar, and continued to serve the drunken population of the city and surrounding areas! LOL!

And as a result of the deal, with this rather high and wide empty wall, other store owners, contributed their old signs, that were either used to advertise their businesses in town, or they were donated, after their doors closed, but the signs are fun and cool to read, and see . . . the bar is completely enclosed, in a yard and wall, with tons of eye candy and history on the signs!  I wrote down the best signs, but, as I said, my legal pad with all my notes, just up and walked away; therefore, I will try to remember, from my somewhat photographic memory, some of the more colorful signs: Worm Farm. Nifty Needles and Notions, The Rendezvous Lounge, The Bigfork Hotel, Bigfork Pop 484, Sam's Place--both sides of the door, leaving, The Mountain Tavern Lounge, Something Pub and Eatery, plastic sharks and marlins, neon signs, Wild Montana, Wilderness . . . mountain scene and moon over the pine trees, anyway, you get my jest . . . fun place, great food, as many old photos and signs inside as out, and a vintage bar to match!  FUN!!!!!  Sam said, I don't show you no junk!  Damned right . . . great, fun, cool day!

Perfect Stage, "My Rust" . . . Son's New CD!  

And, I want my son's band, The Ditch and the Delta to play the yard and stage at the Garden Bar, and rock the town! the lake, the mountains . . . son, Elliot's band, played Denver last night, music is as colorful, wild, rowdy as this bar, a perfect match.  I asked El, if he wanted me to hook him up, and he said, no, he could handle that . . . very competent son, must take after his mother!  Bragging rights!  LOL!  Supernatural music, two musician sons, on western, hard core, southern rock, and the other son, electronic music on the synthesizers and computer, more hip hop and rap stuff!  That scratching the record stuff! Daddy Secrist gets that bragging right, sons heard dad, practice the guitar nightly . . . amazing the influences a parent has, known or unknown, tangible and untangible, never to be discounted, nor forgotten!  Most hated thing by God, an ungrateful heart!  Some fun pictures . . . outside bar, the Garden yard, Lynn and Sam, the prophet, tour director, extraordinaire!  Great guys, great fun, totally cool day . . . at The Raven, Sam noticed a hot body, younger man, and asked me if I was ever with guys like that . . . ONLY IF THEY ARE SMART! LOL!  I am renting Sam's couch for a few days, and I love to look at this very scholarly man's books, they tell the story of his interests and likes . . . the Intellectual, No Excuses: The Unapologetic Campaigner, Loyalties, books on movies . . . he loves those.  Both Sam and I have a passion for vocabulary, he always tests me to see if I know the meaning and spelling of the words he uses . . . generally do!  Scored in the 200th% in vocabulary, when friend at BYU, doctoral student in education, tested me . . . I am not much of a reader, but I have a great listening comprehension, and a knack for understanding the meaning of words!


Get out to BigFork next weekend . . . Chalk-N-Rock, or something like that, Sept. 19!  Check out the quaint town, down town shopping and restaurants, Bigfork Inn, Playhouse Theater, and the new Bigfork Brewry . . . way cool!  I told Sam, with all the dock log beams, seaside decor on Flathead Lake, I don't need to go to Boston, save the money, and go to Bigfork, Lakeside, and other towns on the drive around this amazing lake!  Fall leaf spectacular!

If I had a truck or car, without fear of getting blown up in another pipe bomb . . . Whitey! I would make my way through all of Montana, like I did before my truck was stolen by sheriffs and my car blown up in Salt Lake City, Utah . . . houses, vehicles, furniture and law practice, not cheap items to replace!  But I would come to your town, your celebrations over their in the eastern, and southeastern side of the state!  I have seen brochures and tourist magazines . . . SOON!

WITH MONTANA, IT'S LOVE!