NATURAL AWAKENINGS. YOUNG HEARTS RUN FREE! ROMANTIC SUSPENSE. BEAUTIFUL. BEAUTIFUL. BEAUTIFUL ANGEL. WHERE THERE IS NO STRUGGLE, THERE IS NO STRENGTH! UNDISPUTED. STANSPORT. SEAHURST ELECTRIC. DRYBOX. WORLD DRYER. SUPER DRY. TODAY'S LOOKIN' SWEET. HOT & DELICIOUSLY JUICY. SMOOTH. RICH. DELICIOUS. ROMANCE SUPERSTORE. KISSING IN THE RAIN. 7:00 AM MAKE-OUT SESSIONS. WEAK 3. NFL. SECRIST SEAHAWK'S SECRET WEAPON. FANMATES. PSYCHOLOGICAL WARFARE. TWO YEARS AGO, I GOT PISSED WHEN, THE MCDONALD'S DOWNTOWN, ON 6TH AND VIRGINIA, CHANGED THE TV FROM CNN OR MSNBC TO ESPN! THIS MORNING THE MCDONALD'S CROSSROADS, HAD ESPN ON THE TV, JUST IN TIME TO SHOW A STEELER'S PLAYER HANDS OVER HIS FACE AT THE CLOSE LOSE TO THE HAWKS! OH YEAH! SMILE. DURING THE GAME ON SUNDAY, MY NFL FAN BUDDY, TOLD ME THAT SEAHAWK'S COACH, PETE CARROLL, WAS A MORMON. MY LEFT LEG WENT INTO AUTO MUSCLE CRAMP! SCREAM. NO WAY. SHE PULLED UP AN ARTICLE FROM A FEW YEARS AGO, THAT SAID HE WAS AN "EX-MORMON" AND THAT WAS A BIT BETTER, BUT MY RIGHT LEG, WENT INTO A MUSCLE CRAMP! PAIN! NO WONDER EVERYONE AROUND HERE HATES ME! LOL. I SLAM MO'S ALL THE TIME, BEING ONE MYSELF, NOW CONSIDERING MYSELF, JACK-MO! WHATEVER. ONE THING MORMONS DO BEST, IS TAKING BRAGGING RIGHTS FOR CELEBRITIES. THAT IS WHY, I BECAME MY SISTER, WHEN, I LEFT UTAH! I CAN SEE THE RATIONAL: (1) YOU WERE BORN INTO A MORMON FAMILY, THEREFORE, LIKE IT OR NOT, YOU ARE A REPUBLICAN! LOL. (2) YOU WERE BORN INTO THE MORMON CHURCH; (3) YOU WENT TO LAW SCHOOL AT THE MORMON UNIVERSITY; (4) YOU ARE A MEMBER OF THE STATE OF MORMON, AND ARE A MEMBER OF THE MORMON STATE BAR ASSOCIATION; (5) YOUR FIRST JOB OUT OF LAW SCHOOL, WAS THE MORMON ATTORNEY GENERAL'S OFFICE! LOL. (6) YOU WERE GENERAL COUNSEL, FOR THE MORMON MEDICAL ASSOCIATION; (7) YOU TAUGHT AT THREE MORMON STATE UNIVERSITIES, AND GOD DAMN IT, WE OWN THE RIGHT TO BRAG ABOUT YOU! SO FUCK YOU! THAT PRETTY MUCH SAYS IT ALL. GLENN BECK. MITT ROMNEY. JOANN S. SECRIST. NOW, PETE CARROLL? I RODE THE BUS PASSED THE KIRKLAND TEMPLE, AND I DIDN'T SEE ANY WATER RUNNING IN THE FOUNTAIN? NO CARS? CLOSED FOR REMODELING TOO? SWEET DREAMS ARE MADE OF THESE, WHO AM I TO DISAGREE. GETTING MY REVENGE BODY. THIS IMAGE ORIENTED, MATERIALISTIC CHURCH, HAS HURT ME JUST LIKE THE MUSCLE CRAMPS IN BOTH LEGS. SOME OF THEM WANT TO USE YOU, SOME OF THEM WANT TO BE USED BY YOU, SOME OF THEM WANT TO BE ABUSED! HOLD YOUR HEAD UP, MOVING ON! --ANNIE LENIX, THE ERYTHMICS. NOW, FOR THIS WEEK'S GAME THREE FOR THE SEAHAWKS, I THINK THEY ARE PLAYING THE SAINTS. SO THIS IS GOING TO BE A REPEAT OF MY REQUEST, LAST WEEK, BECAUSE THE SAINTS, OR THE FLDS, POLYGAMISTS, ARE THE "STEALERS!" SO BEAT IT, JUST BEAT IT. DON'T ASK WHO IS RIGHT OR WRONG, JUST BEAT IT, BEAT IT, BEAT! --MICHAEL JACKSON. BUT YOU WANNA BE FAIR. SO JUST BEAT IT! THURSDAY NIGHT, JUST BEAT IT! IF I CAN'T GET REVENGE FROM LAW ENFORCEMENT AND THE DEPARTMENT OF JUSTICE, WHO IS THE SANCTUARY FOR THE MORMONS IN THE FBI AND CIA, AND OTHER AGENCIES INVOLVED IN THE STEAL, THEN, I WANT IT ON THE FOOTBALL FIELD! THAT MIGHT HURT MORE, BECAUSE, MANY OF THE "ROMANCE SUPERSTORE" ARE FORMER FOOTBALL PLAYERS! REJECTION DOESN'T GO OVER WELL WITH MEN WITH NFL SIZED EGOS! LOL. MEN, YOU HAVEN'T SEEN EGO! I SCORED HIGHER THAN ANY MAN, TAKING THE MOST USED, PERSONALITY TEST, THE MMPI! JUST BEAT THE SAINTS! THEY SAY YOU ARE THE MOST, YOU, WHEN YOU RETURN TO THE WAY YOU WERE IN HIGH SCHOOL, MINUS, THE INFLUENCE OF SPOUSES, KIDS, STRESS AND PRESSURE FROM JOBS, ETC., AND THERE WAS A TIME, FOR YEARS THAT I ONLY WATCHED, NFL FOOTBALL! MY HIGH SCHOOL HONEY, WAS A SUPER ATHLETE, IN ALL THREE SPORTS, FOOTBALL, BASKETBALL, AND BASEBALL! HE NOW HAS A MASTER'S DEGREE IN HEALTH AND PHYSICAL FITNESS! I WOULD NOT DOUBT IT IF HE IS AN NFL REF! HE WAS FOOTBALL CAPTAIN OF THE UNIVERSITY OF UTAH, UTES, BACK WHEN THEY WERE REALLY GOOD! HE EVEN SNEAKED ME INTO THE FOOTBALL PLAYER'S DORM AND WE MADE OUT FOR HOURS! WE WENT TO RIVAL HIGH SCHOOLS, AND THIS, TRASH TALKING CAN BACKFIRE, IF YOU ARE NOT CAREFUL, AND SEEING THE STEELERS, COME OUT AND BUMP CHESTS AFTER SACKING RUSSELL WILSON, THE SEAHAWKS, QUARTERBACK, I REMEMBERED THAT MY HIGH SCHOOL, FOOTBALL STARS, WOULD TELL ME TO KEEP LARRY OUT LATE, THE NIGHT BEFORE THE BIG GAME, SO HE WOULD BE BENCHED FOR CURFEW VIOLATION, OR TRY TO GET HIM DRUNK OR SOMETHING, ANYTHING TO STOP HIM. AS PREP OF THE WEEK, SOMEONE SAID, WALL WAS LIKE A CHESS PLAYER, IN HUMILITY AND HE WAS, BUT, A KILLER ON THE FIELD. HE USED TO COME OVER TO MY HOUSE BEFORE THE GAMES, TO GET JACKED AND PUMPED, AS I WOULD, RAZZ HIM, AND TRASH TALK HIM AND PROMISE TO SMEAR THE VIKINGS! INEVITABLY, HE WOULD END OF PLAYER OF THE WEEK. MY DAD, USED TO SEE HIM IN THE NEWSPAPER, ALL THE TIME, AND SAY, YOUR HERO IS IN THE PAPER AGAIN! LOL. BEFORE ON BOUNTIFUL VS. VIEWMONT, BASKETBALL GAME, HE QUIETLY, STRATEGICALLY, SAT ON THE PIANO BENCH IN MY FRONT ROOM, AND LET ME RUN MY MOUTH, THEN, GOT UP AND WENT HOME TO GET READY FOR THE GAME. HE SCORED, FUCKING, 34 POINTS THAT GAME AND WAS, AGAIN, PLAYER OF THE WEEK! I SAVED ALL THE CLIPPINGS OF HIM, IN THE NEWSPAPER, AND MADE A COLLAGE OF HIM, ON WOOD. HE BURNED THAT WHEN WE BROKE UP. SO, ME AND THE NFL GO WAY BACK. AT THE TIME I KNEW, MORE THAN I DO NOW. THE LAW IS A JEALOUS MASTER, AND I HAVE BEEN MARRIED TO MY BLOG FOR THE LAST 6 YEARS, AS OF THE 21ST OF THIS MONTH! I WAS GETTING BORED, WITH POLITICS, PEOPLE ARE GOING TO DO WHAT THEY ARE GOING TO DO, AND I WAS GOING TO QUIT, BUT THE NFL AND RUINING, MEN'S SEX LIFE, TO SAVE, PRE-TEEN GIRLS, IS A NEW PASSION! LOL. OH, AND GOOD NEWS, SOME RADIO STATION, HAS AN AFTERNOON, "MAN'S SHOW" AND, THEY HAVE TAKEN OVER CIVICS, LESSONS FOR ME, YESTERDAY ASKING THEIR READERS TO NAME, ON BRANCH OF THE GOVERNMENT. THE CALLER SAID, CONGRESS. IT IS A PART OF WHAT BRANCH? THEY COACHED HIM, AND SAID, THE PRESIDENT IS THE HEAD OF WHAT BRANCH? THE SUPREME COURT IS IN THE ______ BRANCH? THEN, WHEN THE GUY COULDN'T GUESS THEM, THEY LISTED ALL THE THREE BRANCHES OF GOVERNMENT, THEY CORRECTLY SAID, WE ALL LEARNED IN 4TH GRADE! THEY DIDN'T CHANGE AS WE GOT OLDER. THE LEGISLATIVE, EXECUTIVE AND JUDICIAL BRANCHES ARE ALL THE SAME, AND THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION IS STILL THE "SUPREME LAW OF THE LAND!" SMILE. GOOD JOB, MILES AND WHOMEVER THE OTHER GUY IS! SO COOL. KISSES. KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK. IT YOU CAN'T UNDERSTAND THAT ONE BASIC ELEMENT OF GOVERNMENT, THAT THERE ARE THREE BRANCHES OF GOVERNMENT, ALL CO-EQUAL BRANCHES, YOU WILL BE AS STUPID AS THE CIA AND COPS, AND, THINK THERE IS A "UNITARY EXECUTIVE" BRANCH ONLY, WHO IS ALL POWERFUL AND ALL KNOWING! FALSE. THE GOOD AND BAD THING ABOUT SEATTLE, IS THAT IT DOESN'T HAVE ANY REALLY GREAT CLASSIC ROCK STATIONS, BUT, BECAUSE OF THAT, I END UP, ON 99.9, THAT CLAIMS TO BE A ROCK STATION, BUT REALLY IS NOT! LOL. BUT, I LIKE TO EAVESDROP ON MEN, AND FIND OUT WHAT SHIT THEY ARE UP TO AND THINKING ABOUT, AND THIS IS A GOOD PLACE TO GET THAT INFORMATION! I SPY FOR THE FEMALE SEX! LOVE IS A BATTLEFIELD, AND, THE BATTLE OF THE SEXES, STILL RAGES! IT HAS TAKEN ME UNTIL NOW, TO EVEN FIGURE OUT HOW TO BE NICE TO A MAN, AND NOT TAKE OUT ALL THE RAGE OF WOMEN FOR CENTURIES, STARTING WITH THE AMAZON QUEEN, TO PAY MEN BACK! LOL. THE REALLY GREAT THING, ABOUT, THIS MODERN ERA, IS THAT I AM FINDING THAT, COOL MEN, ARE GETTING PISSED AT ME TRASHING MEN IN GENERAL, AND THEY ARE TAKING UP SOME OF THIS BATTLE AGAINST THEIR OWN SEX, TO EVEN THE SCORE ON THINGS LIKE CYBERTALKING AND STALKERSINDENTIFIED,COM, GOING AFTER MEN WHO ABUSE AND KILL WOMEN, AND START TURNING THE TABLES ON THEM, LIKE THEY ARE DOING IN RACE ISSUES AND OTHER AREAS! IT WILL TAKE, WHITE MEN, AND OTHERS, TO FIGHT THIS SHIT, SO WE CAN, ALL LIVE IN HARMONY AND RESPECT FOR ONE ANOTHER, VALUING THE CONTRIBUTION OF BOTH SEXES TO THE GOOD OF THE WORLD, ONE THAT FUNCTIONS IN PEACE! LOVE MEN LIKE THAT. IN PRAISE OF YOUNGER MEN! SCREAM DREAM! MEET ME IN THE FIRE HOLE BELOW . . . BEFORE I LEAVE THE NFL FOR THE DAY, PLAY TODAY, I THINK THE NFL IS RIGGED FOR THE PATRIOTS. THE SEAHAWKS HAVE THIS RAGINGLY HARD SCHEDULE, AND THE FUCKING PATRIOTS, HAVE, WHAT THE MIAMI DOLPHINS? GET REAL. SO THE ONLY GAME THE PATS HAVE TO WIN, IS THE SUPER BOWL? WHO MADE THIS SCHEDULE, THE MOB? WE WILL GET TO THAT IN A MINUTE! SCREAM DREAM! ASIAN FISH SWIM ASSASSIN? MINORITY MOB BOSSES, OF BELLEVUE, WATCHING THE UNDERWATER, SHARK, CIRCLE HIS PREY? NO WHITE KIDS IN THE SURPRISE, ADULT, FITNESS CLUB, POOL? SWIM LESSONS? THIS ISN'T THE COMMUNITY POOL OR THE YMCA, FOLKS. WHERE DID ALL THESE BRATS COME FROM? LOL. SWIMMING TIME IS SERIOUS TIME FOR ME, SO??????? DISTRACTIONS FOR THE ASSASSINATION?

Mean

Taylor Swift

You, with your words like knives
And swords and weapons that you use against me
You, have knocked me off my feet again,
Got me feeling like a nothing
You, with your voice like nails
On a chalk board, calling me out when I'm wounded
You, picking on the weaker man

You can take me down
With just one single blow
But you don't know what you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides
And your wildfire lies and your humiliation
You have pointed out my flaws again
As if I don't already see them
I walk with my head down,
Try to block you out 'cause I never impress you
I just want to feel okay again

I bet you got pushed around
Somebody made you cold but the cycle ends right now
'Cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know what you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see you years from now in a bar
Talking over a football game
With that same big loud opinion
But nobody's listening, washed up and ranting
About the same old bitter things
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing
But all you are is mean
All you are is mean and a liar and pathetic
And alone in life and mean, and mean, and mean, and mean

But someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Yeah someday I'll be big enough
So you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so (mean)
Someday I'll be living in a big old city
(Why you gotta be so mean)

And all you're ever gonna be is mean
(Why you gotta be so mean)
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
(Why you gotta be so mean)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Taylor Swift

Mean lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC

THANKS FOR THE LOVELY, LOVELY, LOVELY, BOUQUETS OF FLOWERS AT SOPHIA'S PLACE!  KISSES!  I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE FRESH FLOWERS!

GRAND-DAUGHTER'S BIRTHDAY CARD, TRACKER.  CONNECT THE DOTS, FROM MOM TO KIDS, TO GRAND KIDS: (1) TRASHED, BOOK, RETRIEVED, WITH MONEY. (2) MAILED FROM CROSSROAD'S, U.S. POST OFFICE, TO

YESTERDAY, RIGHT AFTER NOON, HAVING TO PAY, POSTAGE, BECAUSE, A STAMP WOULD NOT COVER THE CARD, THAT WILL NOT GO THROUGH THE CIRCULAR, POSTAL MACHINE--SO, A 52 CENT STAMP, COST ME, $3.72 OR SOMETHING ON MY VISA DEBIT CARD! (3) SAME CARD I USED FOR SUBWAY SANDWICH, NEAR, BELLEVUE WALMART AND LA FITNESS; (4) WROTE BLOGGING NOTES ON THE TRACKING RECEIPT, SO, VERIFY, WITH DEBIT CARD! (5) RETURN ADDRESS, TO MARY'S PLACE IN SEATTLE, AND, TO EAGLE MOUNTAIN, UTAH! (5) 6 SETS OF PARENTS, CALLING MY KIDS, THEIRS!  TRACK THE KIDS THROUGH THE MAIL! (6) THE QUOTE I AM GOING TO QUOTE RIGHT NOW, IS FROM, THE RETRIEVED BOOK, "EXTREME DANGER" CONNECTING "MY" BLOG TO ME, AND "MY" FAMILY! (7) LET'S HEAR IT FOR THE BOY--LET'S HEAR IT FOR MY, BABY! . . . IN PRAISE OF YOUNGER MEN!  THINK, HE MIGHT ALREADY BE ON IT?

  GUT FEELING.  LOVE WINS!

SCREAM DREAM!  

OLD MOB BOSS?  CALENDAR OF THE CELEBRATION OF THE "DEAD WALK" OR "WALK OF THE DEAD."  MUCH, LIKE A CALENDAR, PIN-UP OF CHICKS, PLAYBOY BUNNIES, OR FIREMEN, THIS WAS A CALENDAR OF THE TRADITIONAL SKULL, OF THE MEXICAN HOLIDAY, CELEBRATING THE DEAD!

• this dream was real simple, in content, but it is the CONTEXT, that is complicated, and meaningful, if not scary!
• all it was, is me, sitting with, an older man, seemed, well preserved, had some cosmetic surgery, noticed it in his mouth and chin, area, the only place that was in my dream.  Reminded me of Hugh Hefner, Playboy Mansion, dude.
• I was sitting with this older man, and, I think I was feeding him, and concerned, that he keep his food in his MOUTH!  Now if there is any characteristic, of me, it is that, I am NO CARETAKER!  I may have been, staff attorney for the Utah Division of Aging, but, during that same time, I told my mother, as, her parents and, my dad's parents, were dying off, that, I would work, two jobs, but I would, NEVER, change their diapers!  I reminded, my mother, that, she had, 7 other kids, all of whom, would be better caretakers than, me!  I would, pay for their care, but, I would not do it myself!  LOL.  
• so . . . . why in the fuck, would I be with some, old fart, feeding him?  It was not anyone I knew, and really, in the dream, I just saw his chin area.
• as we were sitting there, a calendar, of the 12 months of the year, started to turn, month by month, page by page, showing, this very recognizable skeleton, that is a traditional, decoration, for their yearly, WALK OF THE DEAD!  Missoula, Montana, has this parade each year, near, Halloween, and it is the COOLEST parade!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I love Halloween, and the dancing, ghosts, witches, mixed with, the WALK OF THE DEAD, is totally, fun, haunting and ghastly fun!
• at first, I was trying to place the SKULLS, and the black and white, skeleton, that is always, surrounded by colorful, flowers, and other, fun, Mexican decor, that livens, the parade and pictures of the skeleton.  I think last year, there was a drill team of skeletons, with just the bones, in florescent green, on white body suits, so when the lights were out, all you could see were the bones!  But, at first, I thought of my son's, way, awesome, cool, cover, of his GOD'S REVOLVER, LITTLE BLACK HORSE WHERE ARE YOU GOING ALBUM, or western epic in southern rock!
• I tried to copy a graphic, of the Walk of the Skull or the Skeleton Walk, totally bright a fun, colorful and dreadful, but cool, either someone is blocking it so they can put it in MY blog, they STEAL, or just keeping me from, making MY blog, more fun!  BOTH!  Look up the graphic!
• I JUST LOOKED A MY PREVIEW, AND, THERE IS A SPACE, FOR "MY" GRAPHICS, IN THE MOB'S, VERSION OF THIS BLOG, SAVED, IT FOR THEMSELVES, SINCE THEY KNEW NOTHING OF IT, UNTIL I WROTE . . . BUT THIS IS A TRAP, I AM GOING TO FILL THIS PART IN, AND, ALSO, PUT THE QUOTE, I TALKED ABOUT, AFTER THIS SECTION . . . 
• now, the reason, this, calendar and symbol is so important with the dream interpretation, getting the feeling on waking up, in the middle of the night, that I was with a mob boss, is that, I had just written in my blog, about, the hot college hunk, I have had a CRUSH on for 2 and a half years!  FOUR MEN, I HAVE EVEN JUST LIKED, AND GOTTEN TO KNOW, HAVE BEEN, KILLED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• THE 12 MONTHS IN THE CALENDAR YEAR, FLASHED BY IN THE DREAM, EACH WITH A DIFFERENT, SKULL OR SKELETON ON IT!  THEY ARE MESSING WITH MY CURSOR, RIGHT NOW, CHECK OUT THE FUCKED, MARGINS, ABOVE!  THE BITCH SQUAD IS NOT COLORFUL, OR ARE THEY FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• MY 3RD AND 4TH HUSBANDS, WERE MOB FOR SURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  WHEN I FIRST GOT WITH, BRETT, HE SHOWED, "MORMONS AND MOBSTERS"; GOD INTEL, "YOU MARRIED THE MOB!" OR "YOU MARRIED AN AXE MURDER" HIT MAN FOR THE MOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• THIS GOES, ALONG WITH THE #1 THING SOMEONE SHOULD USE, TO TELL SOMETHING OTHER THAN THE NORMAL IS GOING ON . . . HINT, HINT, HINT, MOB SHIT!
• in the book, EXTREME DANGER, Becca's, little brother, she raised, allegedly met, some hot, Russian student, whom he had raging sex with and now was moving in with, her, as the Russian mob,boss, who paid for her and owned, her, watched, each and every act of sex, bit sis, concerned, along with, her, ex-pat, hit man, grew concerned about, finding, little bro, where they did . . . page 391, but this is the type differences, people, who want to error on the side of safety in the most perilous danger, like me, in the pool, below, needs to do, to recognize, danger when it is right on them!
• It was a useless exercise, "Joshie, something's off about this---
• "Don't start with me," he snarled.  "just shut up, OK?"
• "NO, really.  Look at this place."  She indicated the huge, beautiful kitchen."Tuscan tile?  Marble counter-tops?  State-of-the-art appliances?  This furniture?"  She swept her hand at the antique dining table, the mellow blond parquet, the restored molding of the townhouse.  "This isn't housing for a foreign student, Joshie.  This kitchen alone is bigger than mny entire apartment.  You can't pay rent on this place with extra shifts at Eric's Electronics Barn.  There's something else going on here.  Can't you feel it?"
• remember when, I said, this book had to have been written by a man, all about how sex feels like to a man?  Yeah, a friend of mine, said, Shannon, can be a man's name too!  LOL.  Irish, and also, I saw a black, dude on the Patriot's team this morning, ESPN, who's name was Shannon!  The book just refers to the author, as "author" not he or she . . . I knew it!  I guess, because it was about a female character, a woman must have written it, but when, there were hundreds of pages all about the couple's great sex and amazing bodies, and the author, referring to himself as MR. BIG, that should have all been a clue! to the clueless!  Cover pic has a woman's face and hair on it . . . great sex ed!  LOL.  Who cares about Nick and Becca?  Maybe I will finish it, now that my card is in the mail!

WHY ARE THERE KIDS SWIMMING LESSONS, AT THE LA FITNESS CLUB?  THE RULES, HAVE FAMILY SWIM TIME, ON SUNDAY AFTERNOONS, FROM, 4:00 PM, TO 8:00 PM, WHEN, MEMBERS ARE GENERALLY, GONE!?  STAGED FOR THE KILL AND THE THRILL?

NOW, IT WAS NOT, JUST, ONE HOUR OF SWIM LESSONS, BUT, TWO.  I THOUGHT, MAYBE 5 TO 6:00 PM?  WHILE IN THE HOT TUB, SOME, ITALIAN, LOOKING, MOB, DUDE CAME IN?

WHEN, I THOUGHT, THE STRANGE SWIM LESSONS WERE DONE, I GOT IN THE POOL.  SOMEONE TOLD ME, TWO LANES WERE FOR LAP SWIMMERS, BUT THE FIRST ONE WAS FOR, SWIM LESSONS?

WHATEVER.  IN ABOUT 5 MINUTES, I HAD A LANE TO MYSELF!  COOL.  THEN, SOME, YOUNG, TALL, ASIAN, DUDE, CAME AND GOT IN MY LANE, THAT IS DIVIDED INTO, TWO SMALLER LANES, BY THE DARK BLUE TILE LINE, IN BETWEEN, THIS ONE LANE.  NOW MOST, SWIMMERS, STAY ON THEIR SIDE OF THE LINE, IN ONE, LANE, FOR TWO PEOPLE.  THIS DICKHEAD, STARTED DOING REALLY STRANGE SHIT.  HE STARTED TO LAY ACROSS, BOTH LANES, ACTING LIKE HE WAS CHALLENGING ME, TO BUMP HIM, OUT OF BOTH LANES . . . EASY, FUCK OFF, FAGGOT!  HE MOVED, BUT HE STARTED ACTING MORE AND MORE STRANGE, DIVING DEEP, AND, CROSSING OVER, INTO MY LANE, ACTING MORE LIKE A SHARK, THAN, A SWIMMER.  YOU HAVE WATCHED SHARKS, SWIM CLOSE TO THEIR PREY, AND, ALMOST LIKE, SMELL THEM, AND SWIM AWAY, COMING BACK FOR THE ATTACK!  FINALLY, I FIGURED HE WAS UP TO SOMETHING, SO I BACKED TO THE WALL, ABOUT, THE 4.5 FEET MARK, TO DO MY LEG LIFTS, AND WHATEVER, BUT, I STOOD WATCHING HIM, AND AS HE CAME, NEAR AND NEARER TO ME, I WAS PRETENDING TO DO THESE, LEG LIFTS, WITH THE YELLOW AND BLUE, WATER WEIGHTS, BETWEEN MY LEGS, AND HAD HE COME, AN INCH, CLOSER, I WOULD HAVE  BOUNCED THEM OFF HIS FUCKING HEAD!  HE VEERED AWAY!  THEN, HE STARTED, SWIMMING, IN A COMPLETE, "C" AROUND ME.  ON MY SIDE, THEN, OUT WIDE TO AVOID ME THEN, GOING BACK OVER TO MY SIDE, ON THE OTHER SIDE OF ME!  THERE WERE THREE TIMES, WHEN, I THOUGHT HE GOT OUT OF THE POOL????  THEN, I SAW HIS HEAD EMERGE, BUT, JUST BARELY, ENOUGH TO BREATHE!  I KEPT MY EYE ON HIM, MUCH LIKE I DID THE DUDE, THE OTHER NIGHT IN THE RAIN AND THUNDER STORM!  WU ASSASSINS!

WHAT WAS EQUALLY AS BIZARRE WHERE THE FOUR, ELDERLY MEN, SITTING IN A HALF CIRCLE, BETWEEN THE HOT TUB AND THE POOL, ON THE WATER WEIGHT BOXES, AND ON TWO CHAIRS . . . BLACK, MUSLIM, ASIAN, AND INDIAN, AS CLOSE AS I COULD TELL?  NONE, LOOKED, LIKE THEY WERE WATCHING, GRAND KIDS . . . TOO OLD FOR KIDS!

WHITE MOB LEAVE?  MINORITY MOBS, FILLING IN THE VACUUM?

DID, MORMONS, MOBSTERS, AND MEN IN BLACK, TELL THESE FUCKS, THAT THEY HAD TO GET RID OF ME FIRST?  JUST LIKE ME, TELLING, THE GOOD GUYS, I WOULD GIVE HALF OF WHATEVER THEY COULD RECOVER, FROM THE MOB, TO THEM, SHELLEY AND CREW, DECIDED, TO BACK OUT BEFORE THEY GOT THEIR ASSES, FRIED, BY THE DUDES, WHO ARE SICK AND TIRED OF THIS SHIT AND GOING AFTER THE ONES DOING THIS TO ME . . . I PAY BETTER THAN THE MOB!

I AM SURE THERE ARE SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS THAT CAUGHT, THE WHOLE THING ON TAPE!  THE BLACK OR INDIAN, DUDE, STAYED, AFTER THE ASIAN, FUCK, GOT OUT OF MY LANE, FIGURING I WAS GOING TO TAKE A SWIPE AT HIM, IF HE DIDN'T KNOCK IT OFF!

          LISTEN FUCKHEADS, I DON'T JUST OWN THE NEW SEATTLE SKYLINE, BUT THE BELLEVUE AND KIRKLAND, SKYLINES TOO!

SO, FUCK YOU TOO, ASSHOLES!

AFRAID OF THE MOB?  FUCK NO!  SHIT, YOU ASS-WIPES, HAVE BEEN TRYING TO KILL ME FOR AT LEAST THE LAST 7 YEARS!  I AM THE LIVE BAIT FOR THE FBI, ON YOUR ASSES!

SAINTSHURST ELECTRIC!

GO SEAHAWKS!

ME AND PETE, HAVE SOMETHING IN COMMON, EX-MO'S!

JUST BEAT'EM!  
          

                          

MISS ME MORE! INCHIN'S BAMBOO GARDEN. BELLEVUE SQUARE. READY SET BLOW! KIZUKI. UNTOLD EMPIRE. AND NOW WE HAVE EVERYTHING. ON MOTHERHOOD BEFORE I WAS READY. ANOTHER BROOKLYN. --JACQUALINE WOODSON. WU ASSASSINS. WHENEVER YOU SEE THE SAME PERSONS TWICE WHO WAS MENACING TO YOU THE FIRST TIME, BET ON THEM BEING THEIR TO ATTEMPT TO TAKE YOU OUT AGAIN! SATURDAY AT THE REDMOND LIBRARY, THIS MAN CAME IN WHO I SWEAR I SAW IN THE MISSOULA LIBRARY, A DAY OR TWO BEFORE, I FIGURED THE TIME WAS RIPE TO LEAVE AGAIN. I NOTICED HIM, SITTING ON THE OTHER SIDE OF MY DESK OR CAROL, IN THE LIBRARY. SOMETHING ABOUT THE WAY HE LOOKED AT ME, AS IF HE KNEW I WAS THE ONE HE WAS LOOKING FOR. FRIEND OR FOE? WITH DOUBLES, OFTEN, THERE IS A FAMOUS ONE WHO DOESN'T SHOW UP UNTIL LATER, AFTER THE YOUNGER, LOOK-ALIKE, STANDS IN TO SEE THE REACTION I HAVE TO THEM. IF FAVORABLE, THE REAL DUDE, THE BIG SHOT, THE LEGEND, SHOWS UP. THIS GUY STRUCK ME AS A POSSIBLE "REAL" GUY FOR, MR. HOTSHEETS, IN SEATTLE. I WASN'T SURE. RAMBO POSSIBILITIES. TNT TORK. SO I NEVER WROTE ABOUT HIM. WITH SO LITTLE AID AND HELP OVER THE LAST 7 YEARS OF TERRORIST ATTACKS, I DON'T WANT TO RUN A FRIEND AWAY! SO, SHORTLY AFTER I GOT MY BLOG DONE ON SATURDAY, THIS SIMILAR LOOKING DUDE, WEARING A GREEN T-SHIRT, LEVIS, SAME, STYLE SALT AND PEPPER HAIR IN A PONY TAIL, SAT DOWN, DIRECTLY ACROSS FROM ME, MINUS THE DESK. HE SEEMED FRUSTRATED WITH THE COMPUTERS, THEY WERE NOT PERFORMING THE WAY THEY WERE SUPPOSE TO, AND HE WAS GETTING PISSED. I WAS JUST LEAVING, SO, I JUST SHRUGGED MY SHOULDERS, AND THOUGHT, GOOD RIDDANCE OF YOU ARE, HERE TO FUCK WITH ME--I'M OUT OF HERE. I WAS PRETTY SURE, HE WAS THE SAME DUDE, BECAUSE HE HAS A UNIQUE LOOK AND, A DISTINCT, ERA ATTACHED TO HIS LOOKS. I GOT SOME RED VINES AND ROASTED ALMONDS, "SMART SNACKING!" PAID ON MY CREDIT CARD, JUST IN CASE SOMETHING HAPPENED TO ME, SOMEONE MIGHT BE ABLE TO TRACE MY MOVEMENTS AND ELECTRONIC FOOTPRINT. I WALKED OUT INTO THE OPEN CLEAN, REDMOND AIR, AND I WAS PLEASANTLY SURPRISE THAT THERE WERE NO COPS, IN MASS, CRUISING UP AND DOWN THE SEEMINGLY SMALL STREETS AND TOWN. I THOUGHT, MY INVENTED, BOYFRIEND, WORKED, AND, THEY ARE SCARED TO COME AFTER ME! LAST TIME I WAS HERE, LIKE IN FEBRUARY, THE RPD WAS OUT IN MASS, WITH THE COP WELCOME OR NOT WELCOME WAGON. NO TREATS OR SNACKS IN THIS BASKET! LOL. SPOKE TOO SOON. COP 1. COP 2. COP 3. COP 4. FEMALE COP 5. COP SIX. COP SEVEN? WHAT, SWAPPING THE DONUT SHOP FOR POTBELLY SANDWICHES? LOL. WHAT DID THESE FUCKS HAVE PLANNED FOR ME, WHEN, I SO, RIGHTLY, EXITED, THE LIBRARY ABOUT 20 MINUTES BEFORE MY THREE HOURS COMPUTER TIME WAS UP. PERHAPS, MR. TORK INSIDE WAS TO EMAIL THE COP TEAM? IS THAT WHY HE WAS SO FRUSTRATED THAT IT DIDN'T WORK, BLOWING THE GAME OR FAME, MIX, MATCH AND ATTACH? PROBABLY. I BELIEVE IT WAS THAT SAME NIGHT, THAT, THE STRANGE DUDE, NON-ASSUMING OR SO HE SEEMED FOR ABOUT 45 MINUTES, TRIED TO ACT, NONCHALANT, AND APPROACHED ME FROM BEHIND, WHILE I WAS DOING LEG LIFTS, WITH MY HANDS ON THE BIG LIGHT POST, AND WATCHING HIM IN MY PERIPHERAL VISION. SO, THE DUDE WHO CAME OUT OF NOWHERE, THEN, DISAPPEARED INTO NOWHERE, SHOWS UP SUNDAY, AT ABOUT DARK, OR ROUGHLY, 7:40 PM, WHEN I HAD THE BUS DROP ME OFF, AT THE BUS SHELTER, JUST BELOW THE CHURCH, RATHER THAN THE NORMAL STOP, ABOVE THE CHURCH, WE ARE NOT ALLOWED ON PROPERTY UNTIL, 8:00 PM. THERE IS A BENCH AT THIS SHELTER. I GET OFF THE BUS AND ALMOST RUN HEAD ON, INTO THE SAME DUDE FROM THE NIGHT BEFORE, ALMOST KNOCKED HIM OVER! WHAT THE FUCK? THAT WAS HIM, MILES FROM WHERE HE HAD BEEN THE NIGHT BEFORE, AND DISAPPEARING WITHOUT TAKING THE BUS. WAS HE STALKING THE CHURCH GROUNDS? THREE DAY CONTRACT ON THE HIT? I THINK HE WAS SHOCKED TO BE THAT CLOSE TO ME, AND HE JUST KEPT ON GOING DOWN THE ROAD! MINUTES AFTER THAT, SOME DUDE IN A SILVER TRUCK, AGAIN, GOOD GUY OR BAD, PULLED INTO THE APARTMENT COMPLEX, NEAR THE BUS SHELTER, WITH HIS LIGHTS, ON THE GREEN BUSHES, AT THE TOP OF THE CIRCLE OR WHATEVER, THEN, HE PULLED, AROUND, AND PUT HIS LIGHTS DIRECTLY ON ME IN THE SHELTER, SEEMING TO EITHER BE CHECKING OUT WHERE I WENT, OR IF PROTECTOR, SEEING IF I WAS OKAY? I WAS NOT SURE. THEN, HE TURNED AND PEELED SOME RUBBER, OUT OF THE DRIVEWAY AND WENT UP THE STREET, A BLOCK OR TWO, THEN, I THINK IT WAS THE SAME TRUCK CAME BACK DOWN, BY THE BUS SHELTER? NOW THE INTERESTING THING ABOUT THIS DUDE, IS THAT SOMEONE HAD TO HAVE SURVEILLANCE OR A LISTENING DEVICE, MAYBE KAREN WAS WIRED, WHO KNOWS, THESE DAYS AND WITH AN "UNTOLD EMPIRE" AT STAKE? BUT, I TOLD KAREN ABOUT THE DUDE, WHO TRIED TO SNEAK UP ON ME AND, DO GOD KNOWS WHAT? SOMEONE MUST HAVE HEARD, BECAUSE, "THEY" TRIED TO SEND A DECOY, OR A GUY WHO WAS ABOUT THE SAME HEIGHT, BUT WEARING A BLACK FELT HAT, RATHER THAN THE FISHING HAT, BUT HE HAD A FUCKING MASSIVE, JET BLACK BEARD! THE OTHER GUY WAS MORE MY COLORING, LIGHTER, BROWN TO BLONDE AND NO FACIAL HAIR! HE WAS A BIT TALLER AND MORE SLIGHTLY BUILT! BOTH, DID HOLD THEIR CELL PHONES, EXACTLY THE SAME. I WATCHED HIM WALK OFF THE BUS, AND HE WAS STOCKIER! WU ASSASSINS! RELENTLESS FUN AND GAMES! HOTBALLS AT THE GYM. I HAVE A LION IN MY POCKET, BABY, AND IT IS READY TO ROAR! OKAY, WHO SENT THE BOD SQUAD OF HOTS, TO MY CAUGHT? 'EXAN'S? SERIOUSLY, I AM FLATTERED, BUT, I AM SURE THIS, IS A PAID, STAFF! FOUR HOTTER THAN HOT, YOUNGER, PUMPED UP DUDES, ALL, STRUTTING THEIR STUFF IN FRONT OF ME, FOLLOWING ME, AND OUTRIGHT DOING THEIR EXERCISES JUST YARDS AWAY, OR STANDING, IN THE CORNER, OF THE ZUMBA ROOM, IN THE ONLY PLACE I COULD SEE HIM? I THOUGHT ARE THESE THE SEAHAWKS, WORKING OUT? THEY SURELY WERE NOT THE NORMAL LA FITNESS GUYS. TEMPTING ME? JOHNNY COME LATELY, THERE'S A NEW KID IN TOWN? SOME BEEF CAKE, DUDE, STOPPED ME GETTING OUT OF THE SWIMMING POOL, LAST NIGHT, AND SAID, WAIT, I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU SWIMMING HERE BEFORE? HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN COMING TO LA FITNESS? OFF AND ONE FOR 2 YEARS. HOW ABOUT YOU? I HAVE BEEN COMING FOR 17. I AM THINKING, AGENT, AGENT, AGENT, I GOOGLED, LA FITNESS, TO SEE WHEN, MY VERY PERFECT, LOOKING DAUGHTER, THE MODEL FOR ALL THE SWIM POOL AND EXERCISING, WALL COVERINGS, DID THIS AND DIDN'T TELL HER MOTHER, UNTIL, I SAW HER GLORY ALL OVER THE WALLS OF MY GYM IN BELLEVUE? THE DUDE THAT GRABBED MY ASS, ONE DAY IN THE SWIMMING POOL, PROBABLY THOUGHT, I WAS GRETA. SAME DUDE AS THE CHRISTMAS TREE, LIGHT, SCREWER INNER? THE MALE MODEL FOR THE SWIMMING POOL, OVER THE HOT TUB? CIA GAMES TO SEE IF THEY CAN FUCK JOANN #1, AND JOANN #2, THE DAUGHTER? SORRY CHARLIE, NO GO! SOME OF US, VERIFY, THE FACTS, BEFORE WE ACT THE FOOL, TRYING TO PICK UP ON SOMEONE, WHO KNOWS YOU ARE FUCKING LYING. JUST BACK FROM TEXAS, MIGHT BE A CLUE! OLD BOWS, JEALOUS OF POSSIBLE NEW ONE? GET OVER IT! (S)CHILLING & WILD CIDER: AN APPLE A DAY JUST GOT A WHOLE LOT MORE INTERESTING! SORRY GENTLEMEN, I AM "CLOSED FOR REMODELING!" LOL. KEEP MOVING. NATURE IS THE BEST COSMETIC SURGEON! OH, I CAN LOOK SOOOO MUCH BETTER THAN THIS! JUST ROUNDING THE CORNER, TO MY OLD LOOKS! WE ALL HAVE A LION IN OUR POCKETS, BABY, READY TO ROAR! AS I LEFT, LA FITNESS, PONDERING ON THIS OLD, BUT NEW PHENOMENA, I WONDERED, COPS? COULDN'T BE THE SEAHAWKS, THEY ARE IN PITTSBURG. HOW ABOUT THEM, HAWKS!!!!! DID JUST WHAT I ASKED THE TO DO, BEAT THE STEALERS! VERY SYMBOLIC TO ME! GREAT WIN. DOUBLED, LAST WEEK'S WIN! LOL. SEAHAWKS WON THE FIRST GAME BY ONE POINT, AND THEIR SECOND GAME BY TWO! PATRIOTS, HAVE THE EASY SCHEDULE FOR THE SEASON! THE FIRST TWO SIGNS, OR BANNERS, I SAW, ON THE "STEALER'S" SIDE, WERE, MASSIVE, "STEELERS" SIGN, WAS THAT IN RESPONSE TO MY GAMING THEIR NAME? SECOND SIGN I SAW, WAS, "FURY!" THEY DID COME OUT AMPED UP FOR THE GAME, BUT, HAWKS OUTLASTED THEM! I WISH I WOULD HAVE MET YOU BEFORE. I WOULD HAVE SAVED SOME FACE. NOW THAT THE SMOKE'S GONE AND THE AIR IS CLEAR, THOSE WHO WERE RIGHT THERE HAVE A NEW KIND OF FEAR . . . THAT'S WHY I SAY HEY, GOOD SHOT! AMEN. WHAT A GOOD SHOT MAN. NICE SHOT. HOW SMART! TASTIER: IT'S JUST BETTER! PERFORMANCE HAS MANY FLAVORS. NOT MUCH GOING ON IN THE NEWS. WAR WITH IRAN. GM WORKERS ON STRIKE. STATES AG'S GOING AFTER BIG PHARMAS, FOR RESPONSIBILITIES FOR OPIOID EPIDEMIC. TRUMP'S BLACK AMERICAN IS QUITTING THE GOP, AND RUNNING FOR CONGRESS! GREGORY CHEADLE. GOOD LUCK! I DON'T CARE WHICH SIDE OF THE POLITICAL AISLE YOU ARE ON, JUST DO SOMETHING! U.S. SUPREME COURT CAVEMAN, OR KAVANAUGH, A VERY CONTROVERSIAL NOMINEE, TO THE HIGH COURT, SURELY, NOT MY FIRST PICK, IS BACK IN THE NEWS WITH MORE ALLEGATIONS OF SEXUAL MISCONDUCT, BUT WITH A TWIST, THE VICTIM, DOESN'T REMEMBER, BUT, A MALE WITNESS IS COMING FORWARD TO SUBSTANTIATE THE COLLEGE SEXUAL ASSAULT. CONGRESSIONAL WITNESS, KRISTINE BLASE FORD, TESTIFIED ABOUT AN ATTEMPTED RAPE, BY THE CAV, AND A FRIEND. AS SOON AS THE FEMALE ATTORNEY, WORKING FOR THE SENATE JUDICIARY, BEING USED TO QUESTION, FORD, GOT TO THE DETAILS OF THE ASSAULT, THE REPUBLICAN SHITHEADS, LIKE LINDSAY GRAHAM AND OTHERS STARTED TO SCREAM FOUL! FORD SAID SHE HAD, 50 OTHER WOMEN, WHO COULD TESTIFY, AS TO THE SEXUAL MISCONDUCT OF OUR NOW, JUSTICE ON THE HIGHEST COURT IN THE LAND. THE DEMOCRATS WERE BLOCKED FROM GETTING BOTH TO HIS RECORD AS A SEXUAL PREDATOR, AND HIS RECORD AS A COURT OF APPEALS, JUDGE! FBI ONLY DID A WEEK INVESTIGATION TO ONE OF THE TOP POSITIONS IN THE COUNTRY AND NEVER EVEN INTERVIEWED, EITHER FORD OR KAVANAUGH? SHODDY WORK AND, SO EVIDENCES, THE SHITTY, CULTURE OF THE FBI, WITH A PREDOMINENCE OF MORMONS AND REPUBLICANS, WHO REFUSED TO DO A FULL, BACKGROUND INVESTIGATION, FOR FEAR IT MIGHT, TURN UP, EVIDENCE OF "BAD BEHAVIOR" THAT WOULD CONSTITUTIONALLY, PROHIBIT CONGRESS FROM APPROVING HIM! LOOK, WE GET IT THAT TRUMP, RAN ON THE PROMISE TO PUT CONSERVATIVES ON THE SUPREME COURT, BUT SCUMBAGS, ARE A DIFFERENT STORY. WE WERE IN NO RUSH, TO DO A GOOD JOB! WELL, JUSTICE KAVAUNGH IS KEEPING THE "#METOO MOVEMENT ALIVE AND WELL! THE FEDERAL GOVERNMENT, WHERE THE MONEY IS FOR NOTHING AND THE CHICKS FOR FREE! THIS IS THE CULTURE, I AM DEALING WITH IT EVERYDAY! PINK PUSSY IN THE POOL. WHILE WE ARE ON THE TOPIC, LET ME SHOW YOU, THIS SHIT IN LIVING BREATHING COLOR! LAST NIGHT, SOME DUDE, WITH A VERY, AVERAGE, BODY, TO WEAK, BUT AN ATTRACTIVE FACE, COMES IN AND, ALL LANES ARE FULL, WITH TWO SWIMMERS EACH IN THEM. I AM ABOUT FINISHED, AND THE GUY, GETS A CHAIR AND PUTS HIS CLOTHING ON IT, AND WAITS FOR US TO GET OUT OF A LANE SO HE CAN GET IN. I GET OUT AND HIT THE HOT TUB. DUDE GETS IN THE WATER, NEAR THE STAIRS? NO LAPS FOR THIS GUY. THEN, I HEAR HIM, CALL SOME CHICK'S NAME. AN ATTRACTIVE, FEMALE, COVERED IN A TOWEL OVER THE LOWER PART OF HER BODY, WALKS TO THE CHAIR HER BOYFRIEND, I AM ASSUMING OR HUSBAND, IS, SAVING FOR THE TWO OF THEM TO PUT THEIR CLOTHES ON. SHE IS WEARING A BLACK, BIKINI OR TWO PIECE SWIMMING SUIT TOP. MOST SERIOUS SWIMMERS, WEAR, ONE PIECE SWIMSUITS, THE THOUGHT COMES TO MIND, PUSSY. SURE ENOUGH, SHE DROPS HER TOWEL, AND SHE IS WEARING, HOT PINK, BIKINI BOTTOMS. NICE FIGURE, BUT, NEW BOOB JOB. THE GUY, TELLS HER TO LOOSEN HER HAIR? 50 SADES OF BLUE POOL WATER? SHE HAS A BUN OR CLIP IN IT AND DOESN'T SEEM LIKE SHE WANTS TO TAKE HER HAIR DOWN. AGAIN, HE PUTS HIS HANDS UP ON BOTH SIDES OF HIS HEAD AND MAKES THE ACTION OF TAKING HER HAIR OUT AND SHAKING IT, LEAVING IT LONG AND SEXY? BOTH HAVE SWIM GLASSES ON, AND SHE SEEMS MORE, WORRIED ABOUT HER HAIR GETTING CAUGHT IN THE RUBBER, GOGGLES, THAN, BEING SEXY FOR HIM! LOL. SHE FINALLY PUTS HER HAIR IN A PONYTAIL, COMPROMISE. THIS ABSOLUTELY FLOORED ME . . . SHE IS STANDING LIKE I DO, WHEN, I DO MY WATER EXERCISES, NOT TOO DIFFERENT THAN MY BUS EXERCISES, BUT THESE ARE NOTHING COMPLICATED, NOR IS THERE REALLY A FORM TO THEM! HE, WAS LITERALLY, GOING UNDER THE WATER, WITH GOGGLES, AND WATCHING HER LEGS AND BUTT, THEN, HE WOULD COME UP AND CRITIQUE, HER FORM? YOU HAVE TO BE SHITTING ME? I THOUGHT, WOMEN, ARE THEIR OWN WORST ENEMIES, THAT THEY WOULD PLAY THESE FUCKING GAMES WITH MEN, LIKE IDIOTS, AND MEN, EVENTUALLY HATE THE CREATURE THEY CREATED, IN MONITORING HER EVERY MOVE, WORKING HER TO GET THE IDEAL BODY FOR HIM, WHEN HE IS FAR FROM IDEAL! I REMEMBER GOING TO A WEDDING, CEREMONY, PERFORMED IN THE SALT LAKE TEMPLE. THE MAN PERFORMING THE CEREMONY, GENERALLY, GAVE SOME FATHERLY ADVISE FOR THE NEWLY WEDS, THAT WOULD HELP THEM, IN THEIR NEW VENTURE OF HAVING A LIFE TOGETHER. HE TURNED TO THE GROOM AND SAID SOMETHING TO THE EFFECT, THAT HE NEEDED TO BE PATIENT WITH HIS WIFE'S SHORTCOMINGS, BE LOVING AND KIND. SHE TURNED TO THE GROOM AND SAID, IF I DIDN'T HAVE THESE FAILINGS I WOULD HAVE MARRIED A BETTER MAN THAT YOU! LOL! COME ON, KIDS, DO WE HAVE TO PLAY THESE SEX GAMES, WITH EACH OTHER? FUCK, I SWEAR BETWEEN, THE CHURCH OF THE REPUBLICANS, TRUMP AND THE BOOK, 50 SHADES OF GRAY, WE HAVE, ACTUALLY, MADE AMERICA SUCK AGAIN! WE HAVE TAKEN MEN AND WOMEN, IN THEIR PROGRESS, BACK, TO THE 1950'S, AND TO WOMEN, APPLYING FOR, THE LEAD ROLE IN A MOVIE, BY, PERFORMING SEX ON THE COUCH WITH THE PRODUCER! I AM LIVING, BREATHING, COLORFUL PROOF THAT THAT OLD PRACTICE IS STILL IN PLAY! WHAT WAS EVEN MORE SHOCKING, WAS, THAT, I GOT UPSTAIRS AFTER PUTTING MY WATER TOOLS AND TOYS AWAY, TOOK A SHOWER, AND WENT UP TO THE WOMEN'S LOCKER ROOM, TO GET DRESSED, AND THIS CHICK WAS ALREADY OUT OF THE POOL, DRESSED AND HANGING OUT OF HER, GRAY SWEATER, WITH HER NEW CLEAVAGE! THAT WAS NO WORK OUT! AGENTS, AGENTS, AGENTS! DID THEY WANT TO KNOW WHAT I THINK. WELL, LET ME PUT IT THIS WAY, THERE WAS A BREAST CANCER, FUND RAISER IN MISSOULA, BEFORE I LEFT, CALLED, "BURPIES FOR BOOBIES!" CHRIS & BRYAN, MORNING SHOW, WITH THE "DAILY DUMBASS" SAID, WE LOVE BOOBIES, AND I THOUGHT, I WOULD HOPE TO GOD, FOR THE MEN AND THE WOMEN, THEY ALLEGEDLY LOVE AND MARRIED, THAT, THEY, LOVE THE WOMEN ATTACHED TO THE BOOBIES! HAPPY WIFE, HAPPY LIFE! BEING USED AND ABUSED, THOUGHT ONLY AS A SEX OBJECT, OR PUSSY, CAN SOUR A RELATIONSHIPS REALLY FAST! WHEN THEY ARE TIRED OF THE TOY, THEY GO BACK TO THEIR SENSES AND START LOOKING FOR A WOMAN, OF SUBSTANCE LIKE MYSELF, WITH CHARACTER, SKILLS, PERSONALITY, ETC. BOTH SEXES, SHOULD NOT SELL THEMSELVES, SHORT AND BUY THIS SHIT! A SONG, CALLED, "I MISSED MYSELF MORE" CAME TO MIND. JUST A NOTE ON THE 2020 PRESIDENTIAL ELECTIONS, JUST A COMMENT, JOE BIDEN, AND KAMALA HARRIS, GOT INTO IT A BIT ON THE DEBATE STAGE THE OTHER NIGHT, OVER HER SAYING THAT SHE COULD, DO THIS OR THAT BY "EXECUTIVE ORDER." BIDEN, SAID, NO, BY THE CONSTITUTION, YOU CAN'T DO THAT. WHO IS RIGHT? THAT DEPENDS ON THE ISSUE, THE TOPIC THE SUBJECT, THAT THE EXECUTIVE ORDER IS ADDRESSING. THE 10TH AMENDMENT, GIVES UP DIRECTION ON THIS DISPUTE . . . THE FEDERAL GOVERNMENT, REMEMBER, IT WAS CREATED, BY THE PEOPLE, OF THE PEOPLE, AND FOR THE PEOPLE, FIRST MAKING STATES, THEN, THE CENTRAL GOVERNMENT, WITH GOVERNMENTS TO SERVE THE PEOPLE. THOSE POWERS THAT ARE EXPRESSLY GIVEN TO THE FEDERAL GOVERNMENT, OR THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, ARE WITHIN THEIR POWERS, TO DO, THROUGH, EXECUTIVE ORDER, WITH SOME POWERS AND RESPONSIBILITIES, IN BETWEEN, OR FALLING IN THE CRACKS BETWEEN THE VARIOUS, BRANCHES OF GOVERNMENT, EXECUTIVE, LEGISLATIVE AND JUDICIAL! THIS IS WHAT I LOVE ABOUT, BIDEN'S EXPERIENCE, 8 YEARS IN THE OBAMA ADMINISTRATION, WITH PREZ. O, BEING JUST AS WILLING AS TRUMP TO SIGN EXECUTIVE ORDERS. JUST THE ATTORNEY GENERAL OF TEXAS, ALONE, CHALLENGED, OBAMA'S EXECUTIVE ORDERS, 50 TIMES OR MORE, IN THE 8 YEARS. I BELIEVE TRUMP, TRUMPS THAT BY NOW, WITH HIS TRAVEL BAN, AND ACTIONS ON THE SOUTHERN BORDER! BIDEN IS RIGHT IN CAUTIONING ANY NEW PRESIDENT, HIMSELF, A GOOD REMINDER, OF HOW MANY TIMES THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH WAS PUT IN CHECK BY THE COURTS, OR BY CONGRESS! I THINK TRUMP IS UP THERE SOMEWHERE AROUND, 70 CHALLENGES, CONSTITUTIONALLY FOR HIS EXECUTIVE ACTIONS, WITH MANY OF THEM, FALLING OUTSIDE THE PREVIEW OF HIS POWERS, AS EXPRESSLY, GRANTED IN THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION! LOOKING TO THE RIGHT SOURCES, FOR THE ANSWERS! HARRIS IS RIGHT, DEPENDING ON WHICH POWERS AND WHO IS THE BRANCH, WHO IS EXPRESSLY ASSIGNED THAT ROLE! ALL OTHER POWERS ARE RETAINED FOR THE STATES AND THE PEOPLE! GOOD ISSUE TO DISCUSS. I SEE TRUMP, WITH A SHIT LOAD OF PEOPLE, PUSHING THIS OR THAT, EO, AND, HIM, JUST SIGNING IT A GRINNING FOR THE PHOTO OP! DOES HE EVEN KNOW WHAT HE HAS SIGNED? MY VERY REPUBLICAN, SEAHAWKS FAN, GAME AND BREAKFAST OR LUNCH, BUDDY, SAID THAT, SHE WAS A REPUBLICAN, DON'T NEED TO DEFEND, BECAUSE SHE WAS FOR LIMITED GOVERNMENT, OH, LIKE, THEM, GETTING INVOLVED IN OUR DECISIONS OVER OUR OWN BODIES? WELL, NO, OR YOU LIKE TRUMP LIFTING, REGULATIONS OR ROLLING BACK, FOR SMALL WATER TRIBUTARIES, THAT LEAD TO BIGGER ONES, ON CLEAN WATER ACTS, AND OTHER PROTECTIONS AGAINST, POLLUTION IN OUR STREAMS AND DRINKING WATER SUPPLIES? HE WANTS TO MAKE IT EASIER FOR FARMERS TO COW TIP THEIR DEAD OR DECAYING, CARACUSES, INTO THE STREAM ON THE FARM RATHER THAN, PAYING THE EXTRA COSTS, TO HAVE SOME SERVICE COME PICK THEM UP? EWWW, NO, THAT IS SICK. YEAH, OR DO YOU WANT, CRUDE OIL SPILLS, IN YOUR, RIVERS, THAT LEAD TO THE LARGER BODIES OF WATER THAT ARE TURNED INTO OUR DRINKING WATER? WELL. WELL!!!!!!!!! REPUBLICAN TEND TO DO ANYTHING TO FACILITATE BIG BUSINESS, AND FAIL TO BALANCE, PEOPLE ORIENTED ISSUES, LIKE CLEAN WATER, AIR, AND POLLUTION! NOT TO MENTION, THINKING, CLIMATE CHANGE IS A FUCKING HOAX! WELL, HE DID TO THAT, AMERICA DREAM TAX, THAT BENEFITED ONLY THE RICH. SO WHAT IS IT YOU LIKE ABOUT THE GOP? HARD TO THINK OF SOMETHING. I KNOW . . .

Miss Me More

Kelsea Ballerini

I retired my red lipstick 'cause you said you didn't like it
I didn't wear my high heel shoes
'Cause I couldn't be taller than you
I didn't wanna lose my friends, but now it's hard to even find them
It's what you wanted, ain't it?
It's what you wanted

I thought I'd miss you (when it ended)
I thought it hurt me (but it didn't)
I thought I'd miss you
I thought I'd miss you

But I miss me more
I miss my own beat, to my own snare drum
I miss me more
Miss my own sheets in the bed I made up
I forgot I had dreams, I forgot I had wings
Forgot who I was before I ever kissed you
Yeah, I thought I'd miss you
But I miss me more (I miss me more)

I put on my old records that I hid in the back of the closet
And I turn them up to ten
And then I played them all again
I found my independence
Can't believe I ever lost it
What you wanted, ain't it?
It's what you wanted

I thought I'd miss you (when it ended)
I thought it hurt me (but it didn't)
I thought I'd miss you
Yeah, I thought I'd miss you

But I miss me more
I miss my own beat, to my own snare drum
(I miss me more)
Miss my own sheets in the bed I made up
I forgot I had dreams, I forgot I had wings
Forgot who I was before I ever kissed you
Yeah, I thought I'd miss you
But I miss me more (I miss me more)

I thought I'd miss you
I thought it hurt me
And I'd wanna kiss you
I thought I'd miss you

But I miss me more
I miss my own beat, to my own snare drum
(I miss me more)
Miss my own sheets in the bed I made up
I forgot I had dreams, I forgot I had wings
Forgot who I was before I ever kissed you
And I thought I'd miss you
But I miss me more
(I miss me more)
(I miss me more)
(I miss me more)

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Brett McLaughlin / Kelsea Ballerini / David Hall Hodges

Miss Me More lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Audiam, Inc

RELIGIOUS FACTOR. ENDLESS SHRIMP! THE STORY OF A FACE. SPEED IS THE KEY! RAMBO: LAST BLOOD. SPICED TO DELIGHT! TORK. IT IS DELICIOUS. KEN'S MARKET HOTSHEET SPECIALS. THE MAIN ATTRACTION. FORTUNE'S FOOL. THE PLOT TO KILL HITLER. THE CODE FELLOWS. RELAX THE BACK. SPAGHETTI MINUS THE GO-AND-GHETTI. GUITAR CENTER. HORSE-E. IT'S NOT ME. IT'S A PHOTOGRAPH. SWEET TREATS. MAMA'S BABY, IN THE HEART OF EVERY SCHOOL GIRL. BLACK VELVET IN THAT LITTLE BOY'S SMILE. DEFENSIVE DRIVING. MOVING BILLIONS OFFSHORE TO PROTECT WEALTH. $1 BILLION IN WIRE TRANSFERS FOR THE SACKLER FAMILY. MOM'S PLACE. WHO KILLED MARILYN MONROE PODCAST. YOUR CANDLE BURNED OUT LONG BEFORE YOUR LEGEND EVER DID. ROCKET MAN. I WOULD HAVE LIKE TO KNOW YOU, BUT I WAS JUST A KID. WEST CAMPUS. WESTERN UNION. DIGITAL IMAGING. TASTIER. LUCKY DOG ON THE AVENUES. PUMPKIN SPICE. I'M HERE TO MAKE THE BIGGEST DIFFERENCE IN YOUR LIFE. SERVICE ENTRY. ENDLESS SHRIMP. 99 RED BALLOONS GO BY. TOO MANY STARS. HOW TO PAY. WHAT TO PAY. SIGMASIX. SHE SAID. HOT BOX SMOKE SHOP. IMPOSSIBLE WHOPPER? MONICA LOPEZ. GRANDMA LIKES ME BEST. FEED ME! OKAY. MY BLOG IS KIND OF LIKE THE JERRY SEINFELD FORMAT. MAKING SOMETHING OUT OF NOTHING OR EVERYDAY STUFF FUNNY. CRAZY GRANDMA STORY. SO, LAST WEEK, I TOOK $40.00 OUT OF THE BANK TO SET ASIDE TO SENT MY GRAND-DAUGHTER, HER BIRTHDAY PRESENT. NOW TO MOST OF YOU AND ME IN DAYS GONE BY, THAT IS NOT A LOT OF MONEY, EITHER TO LOSE OR TO SEND FOR A BIRTHDAY. TIMES CHANGE. SO, AFTER A BRUTAL DAY ON THE COMPUTERS, STARTING WITH, A TOTAL COMPUTER MELTDOWN, OR IS IT THE WANNA BE BLOGGERS, BEING BRUTALIZED MY MY BLOG, WHO WANTED TO KILL THE STORY OF THE DAY? SO THE COMPUTERS ARE DOWN, AT THE LAKE HILLS LIBRARY, ONE OF MY NEW DIGS! CUTE AND BRIGHT. LOVE THE SETTING AND THE COLORS AND IT IS ON THE BUS ROUTE AND CLOSE TO LA FITNESS. I LIKE TO DO THINGS JUDICIOUSLY AND NOT WASTE TIME AND EFFORT. YOU COULD CALL IT LAZY, OR WORKING SMARTER NOT HARDER! FINALLY, THE COMPUTER GETS GOING, AND, I WRITE PART ONE OF MY BLOG--BEFORE I HAVE FINISHED, THE INTERNET BLANKS OUT AGAIN, AND, MY TITLE IS IN CIRCLEVILLE HELL, OR SPIN CYCLE AND WILL NOT "POST" OR "PUBLISH!" HERE WE GO AGAIN, WHAT DON'T THESE FUCKERS WANT BROADCAST, OVER THE WORLDWIDE, "DAILY PLANET?" JONES & IBRAHIM, PLLC. ATTORNEYS AT LAW? CODE FELLOW. MARRIED ASIAN OR ACTRESS? SO, I HIT THE BUS, AND END UP AT THE BELLEVUE LIBRARY--SAME PROBLEM--INTERNET IS DOWN? WHAT THE FUCK. I GET ON MY LIBRARY ACCOUNT, AND, IT IS STILL IN LKL MODE OR APPEARING TO BE LOGGED INTO OR CONNECTED TO THE LAKE HILLS LIBRARY? PEOPLE LOVE BLOGS ABOUT MY LIFE AS MUCH AS THEY DO ABOUT PIG TALES, SO WHEN, THE BLOG INCLUDES BOTH, LIKE THE DETECTIVE AND THE DAD, BLACK DOGES MINI-FAN? PERFECT. LOL. PEOPLE WANT TO KNOW. THERE WAS THIS MOVIE OUT ABOUT, A FEW MONTHS AGO, CAN'T REMEMBER THE NAME, BUT IT IS ABOUT THIS CHICK WHO IS GETTING HER MASTER'S DEGREE IN ENGLISH, AND SHE HAS BEEN WORKING ON A NOVEL FOR LIKE 10 YEARS. EVENTUALLY, SHE GOES TO ONE OR HER OLD PROFESSORS, WHO SAID, DID YOU EVER THINK, THAT PEOPLE MIGHT BE MORE INTERESTED IN YOUR LIFE, THAN THE NOVEL YOU ARE WRITING? THAT SEEMS TO BE THE CASE, SO I MIX IT UP . . . TRY TO WATCH SENSITIVE MATERIAL, DON'T WANT TO SCARE THE HELP, BUT, FUCK, IT IS HARD, LIKE I SAID, TO KNOW WHO IS FRIEND AND WHO IS FOE? I COVER MY ASS FIRST AND YOUR ASS SECOND. JUST THE WAY IT HAS TO BE. COPS HAVE THE BLUE BROTHERHOOD AND SISTERHOOD, PLUS NATIONWIDE SUPPORT BEHIND THEM. I HAVE MY BLOG! PERIOD AND THAT IS ALL I HAVE HAD TO PROTECT ME FOR THE LAST 7 YEARS OR THE 6 I HAVE BEEN WRITING, AS OF SEPTEMBER 21, DATING BACK TO 2013! I CAN'T REMEMBER WHY I GOT OFF ON THAT TANGENT, OH, YEAH, THE COMPUTERS APPEARING TO BE PROTECTING THE DETECTIVE TRACKING ME AND, HIS ALLEGED, FATHER, OR HIM IN DISGUISE! IN-HOUSE TUTORING FROM THE DRAMA COACH? PROBABLY. IT WAS THE SHUFFLE THAT KILLED YOU, DUDE! LOL. SO, AFTER A FEW MINUTES, THE COMPUTERS AT THE BELLEVUE LIBRARY ARE BACK UP. THAT SYMBOL IS VERY TELLING, "BEL." SCHOOL BUSES AND SHELLEY, BEING THE GUMDROP ELEMENTARY SCHOOL, BOOK SELLER. THAT FOR AN ATTORNEY? GOOD GOD? WHAT ARE THE CODE FELLOWS THINKING? OR WHAT ARE THEY THINKING WITH!? LOL. IT IS HIGHLY APPARENT, THE HEAD BELOW THE WASTE! LOL. THERE IS AN AD ON TV, FOR "FAST SIGNS" AND THE FIRST SHOT OF THE AD, IS SOME, CHICK, LOOKING LIKE SHELLEY, WITH BIG ASS BOUNCY BOOBS, FOLLOWED BY A TALL BLONDE AND RED HEAD, WHO ARE BOTH FLAT OR NOT GENETICALLY MODIFIED BY THE PLASTIC SURGEON! COMMUNICATING WITHOUT COMMUNICATING. WASN'T MOM'S PLACE, IN LAW ENFORCEMENT TO TRAIN? WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH, BOOBS, OVER BRAINS? LOL. SEEMS TO BE THE TICKET! SO, I GO TO LOG INTO MY BLOG, WHICH IS GETTING HARDER BY THE SECOND. THEY HAVE TOTALLY, BLOCKED ME FROM MY BLOG, BUT FOR A FEW SNEAKY WAYS I HAVE FIGURED OUT HOW TO GET ON STILL! GO HAWKS. BEAT STEALERS! VERY SYMBOLIC GAME FOR ME! BEAT THEIR SORRY ASSES FOR ME, WILL YOU? MIGHT BE THE ONLY JUSTICE I EVER GET! SO, MORE THAN ONCE IN THE LAST WEEK, I HAVE BEEN FORCED, TO EITHER CHANGE A PASSWORD OR GO THROUGH THE "GOOGLE SECURITY" SHIT, BUT THIS TIME, I ACTUALLY, CLICKED IN AND SAW WHAT, ACTIVITY BROUGHT THE SECURITY THREAT. REMEMBER, LAST WEEK, WHEN, I SAID, SOMEONE LOGGED INTO MY GOOGLE BLOGGER ACCOUNT, IN KIRKLAND, WHEN, I HAVE NOT BEEN THERE FOR MONTHS! UNTIL THE DAY AFTER! THEN, I LOGGED IN AND OH, WAIT A MINUTE, I WAS NOT AT THE LAKE HILLS LIBRARY, I WAS, AT THE KIRKLAND LIBRARY, AFTER GOING TO BREAKFAST AT "GEORGE'S!" WHY WAS THE LKL ON, MY BLOGGER ACCOUNT OR LIBRARY ACCOUNT? THAT IS FOR THE SKY COPS TO FIGURE OUT! THAT IS IF THEY ARE ON, THE SIDE OF THE VICTIM OF IDENTITY THEFT, NOT SUPPORTING THE BIG BOUNCY BOOBS, OF THE THIRD TIER!? BUT, THERE WERE SEVERAL OTHER, LOCATIONS, NOTED, OF SOMEONE, LOGGING IN EITHER MY BLOGGER ACCOUNT, OR LIBRARY ACCOUNT--BOTH PISS THE SHIT OUT OF ME, AND ARE CRIMES! THERE WAS ONE IN "BURIEN" AND ANOTHER, IN CASCADE-FAIRWOOD, WA, SEPTEMBER 4 AT 9:22 AM. THE DATE AND TIME OF THE KIRKLAND BREACH OF SECURITY, BLOGGING IN, WAS ON THE 3RD, AT 12:00 PM. I HAVE NEVER BEEN IN EITHER BURIEN OR CASCADE-FAIRWOOD, WASHINGTON. THERE IS A BIT OF INTEL FOR YOU TO FOLLOW UP AND TRACK, THROUGH VIDEO SURVEILLANCE, WHO WAS IN THE LIBRARY AT THAT TIME. LITTLE WIFEY-POOH? THE LAW, IS THE LAW, IS THE LAW . . . I KNOW MY RIGHTS, DO YOU!? DO YOU AGREE WITH JUSTICE FOR ALL? THEN DO YOUR FUCKING JOB! I HAVE NO RIVALS! FUCK. SO, IF SOMEONE IS BUILDING A CASE AGAINST "THEM" MY DOUBLE TROUBLES, THERE IS SOMETHING TO FOLLOW UP ON! NOW I AM GOING TO GIVE YOU SOME MORE, CONNECTED TO THE BIRTHDAY MONEY, COPS, DELAYED BUS, AND, A SNUFFED, MONTHLY ORCA REGIONAL BUS PASS! OH, BUT FIRST, I ADD TO THE BOTTOM OF THE BLOG, ABOUT THE DETAILS OF THE BURGER KING, INCIDENT WITH, THE FATHER SON DUO, OR, BETTER KNOW AS THE "HONEY TRAP" OR "LIPTRIX!" THEY SEND THE LOVER TO COVER! OH, I SAW, JOANN KAY, NOT JOANN S. SECRIST! TOO SMART FOR YOUR BEST, RAMBO! AGAIN, THE BLOG FIRST, TOTALLY, DISAPPEARED, MAKING THE COMPUTER, TOTALLY REBOOT, WHILE I WATCHED MY WORK AND BLOG GO DOWN THE TUBES, DIDN'T CHECK TO SEE IF THE WHOLE THING WENT THROUGH . . . IF THERE IS NO BOTTOM PART OF THE LAST BLOG, THEN, THEY STOLE THAT TOO, WHEN THE COMPUTER WENT INTO SPIN CONTROL . . . THAT WAS SOMETIME, THURSDAY AFTERNOON! THE SAME DAY, ALL THIS OTHER COMPUTER SHIT STARTED, BUT IS NOT NEW, JUST ANOTHER, ATTEMPT TO STEAL THE BLOGS AND BILLIONS OR TO PROTECT, SOMEONE! AFTER ALL DAY BEING FUCKED UP, I THINK I BAGGED ON LA FITNESS, AND, DECIDED TO TAKE A LONG RELAXING RIDE TO REDMOND, WHERE I AM RIGHT NOW! ON COMPUTER, 208, ONE OF THE 2 HOUR COMPUTERS. WHAT IS MY IP ADDRESS SHOWING YOU? WHERE AM I SUPPOSE TO BE? MARYSVILLE? THIS IS HOW THEY DO IT, BABY! I REALLY GO THERE AND THEY, CLICK A MOUSE AND GET PEOPLE TO LIE AND COVER FOR THEIR STUPID ASSES! THEY ARE JUST HELPING ME, HELP YOU BUILD A CASE AGAINST THEM AND THEY ARE GIVING, ME MORE AND MORE EVIDENCE AGAINST, THEM, FOR YOU, DEAR PROSECUTOR! I PICK UP THE B-LINE, DOWNTOWN, IN BELLEVUE, AND MY OLD BUS PASS, WITH, THE NUMBERS, 30, AND ABOUT 4 "8'S" AND, A "5" AS I RECALL. i AM SOMEWHERE NEAR, MICROSOFT TERRITORY, AND A BLACK, TRANSIT COP, GETS ON THE BUS, AND STARTS CHECKING BUS PASSES, AND SCANNING THEM. FINE, THAT IS TO BE EXPECTED. I GO ALL THE WAY TO THE REDMOND, TRANSIT CENTER, WHICH IS LITTLE MORE THAN, TWO BUS SHELTERS, NEAR "CHAAT INDIAN RESTAURANT." I MERELY WALK ACROSS THE STREET AND GET ON THE B-LINE RAPID RIDE, BACK TO WALGRENS WHERE I AM TRANSFERRING TO BUS 226, ACROSS THE STREET NEAR A PARK, I THINK. BUT ON THE WAY BACK, SOMEWHERE, WE PICK UP, THE PREVIOUS, TRANSIT COP, AND, A NEW, BLACK DUDE TRANSIT COP, WHO IS, STANDING RIGHT BEHIND ME ON THE BUS, NEAR THE SECOND EXIT, AND THERE IS A SECURITY CAMERA, RIGHT OVER MY HEAD, SO EASY TO VIEW AND SEE, THAT HE SCANNED MY CARD, TWICE! SO, HE FIRST, ASKS TO SEE MY REGIONAL BUS PASS. OK. THEN, HE IS TALKING TO SOME DUDE, WHILE THE CHICK, IS GIVING SOMEONE TICKETS, FOR NOT HAVING THEIR BUS PASSES. I HAVE HEARD, HORROR STORIES, ABOUT PEOPLE DITCHING AND DODGING THE IRS, AND CHILD SUPPORT, BUT, BEING CAUGHT, ON THE METRO OR THE SOUNDER, OR THE RAPID RIDE WITHOUT THEIR PASSES, OR CLICKING IN THEIR MACHINES! THE TICKETS ARE $150.00! SO THE DUDE, GETS DONE BULLSHITTING AND, ASKS TO SEE MY REGIONAL BUS PASS, AGAIN! WE ARE TALKING ABOUT, 5 MINUTES. I REMIND HIM THAT, HE ALREADY CHECKED MY CARD! NO I DID NOT. YES, YOU DID! EXASPERATED, AND THINKING, I WONDER IF SOMETHING IS UP, LIKE IT ALWAYS IS, I GIVE HIM MY CARD. OF COURSE, I PASS, BUT DID HE ZAP MY CARD, THAT SECOND TIME, TO ENTRAP ME, BY SNUFFING, OUT WHAT WAS LEFT, AFTER THE FIRST BITCH, ZAPPED ME, THEN, HE DID, AND THEN, AGAIN?????? I SWEAR, I AM GOING TO RUIN, THE ENTIRE, EXECUTIVE BRANCH SEX LIFE! LESBIANS, INCLUDED! LOL. THINK I CAN'T? YOU MAY WANT TO CHECK THE DATE, I WROTE ABOUT, THE PERCENTAGES OF AMERICANS, WHO SUPPORT BACKGROUND CHECKS AND "RED FLAG" LAWS! THE DAY AFTER, 145 COMPANIES, LED BY WALMART, WROTE A LETTER TO CONGRESS, ABOUT, THEM, PASSING SOME LEGISLATION, TO HANDLE ALL THE SCHOOL AND OTHER SHOOTINGS IN THIS COUNTRY, TODAY, NASCAR, SHOCKED THE NRA AND GUN MANUFACTURERS, BY REFUSING TO ALLOW, SEVERAL FIREARM ADS, DURING THE NASCAR RACES! THAT IS RESPONSIBLE, ACTIONS, ON THE PARTS OF CORPORATE AMERICA, AND ENTERTAINMENT! WHERE IS CONGRESS! OH, I GUESS, KAY OR SHELLEY WROTE THESE, OR RACHEL, RIGHT! FUCK WRONG, I WROTE THEM AND HAVE BEEN FOR THE LAST 6 FUCKING YEARS, THEY WERE SO BUSY, STEALING THE MONEY AND WIRE TRANSFERRING IT OFFSHORE, THAT THEY FAILED TO SEE THE POWER I WAS AMASSING WORLDWIDE! FUCK YOU! PUT IT BACK, IT IS MINE! SO, I GET OFF, AT WALGREENS, AT EXACTLY, 7:59 PM, WHEN BUS 226, IS JUST ROUNDING THE CORNER, TO GO UP TO ST. PETER'S CHURCH, WHERE THE EMERGENCY SHELTER IS! SCREAM. AT THIS TIME OF NIGHT, THERE IS AN HOUR BETWEEN EACH OF THE BUSES! I CROSSED THE STREET, AND, STARTED TO DO MY "BUS STOP EXERCISES" THAT KEEP ME FROM GOING BAT SHIT CRAZY! I DID THE HALF HOURS WORTH, BUT, I STILL HAD, ANOTHER, HALF HOUR OR SO. NOW THERE WAS SOME DUDE, THERE WAITING FOR THE BUS TOO, OR HE CAME OUT OF NOW WHERE. HE WAS WEARING A HAT, AND LOOKING INTENTLY AT HIS CELL PHONE. I WAS DOWN THE STREET, 50 YARDS, TO STAY AWAY FROM HIM, JUST IN CASE. BUS, 24* WENT BY, AND THE GUY DIDN'T GET ON THE BUS? WHAT IS HE UP TOO? HE KEPT LOOKING AT HIS PHONE, AND SLOWLY STARTED TO MOVE TOWARDS ME. I WAS DOING SOME, LEG LIFTS, BUT KEEPING MY EYE ON THIS CREEPER, WHO IS INCHING, CLOSER AND CLOSER TO ME? LIKE WHAT THE FUCK? WHAT BUS IS HE WAITING FOR? THAT ONE JUST LEFT AND THIS ONE IS ABOUT, A HALF HOUR AWAY FROM COMING, SO? HE SEES ME AND BACKS OFF, THEN, WHEN, HE THINKS I HAVE GONE BACK TO MY EXERCISES, HE STARTS TO CREEP BACK, CLOSE TO ME AGAIN! I TURN, AND KEEP MY EYE ON HIM . . . THAT PARK IS TOTALLY, EMPTY, BECAUSE IT IS GOING TO RAIN, AND, THERE IS NOBODY, LEFT ON THE STREETS! FINALLY, WHEN, HE CAN SEE, HE IS NOT GOING TO BE ABLE TO PULL WHATEVER HE HAS PLANNED OFF, BECAUSE, I HAVE MY EYES IN THE BACK OF MY HEAD ON HIS STUPID, MUG AND PHONE, WONDERING WHAT THE FUCK, HE SLOWLY, WALKS DOWN THE STREET AND DISAPPEARS INTO THE NIGHT? WTF? SO, LIGHTNING IS STARTING TO CRACK IN THE SKY, AS THE DARKNESS STARTS TO FEEL PERVASIVE AND I CAN SMELL AND FEEL THE STORM, MOVE IN, BUT, I LIVE STORMS, AND GIVE UP ON THE EXERCISES, HAVING DONE ALL II CAN THINK OF TO DO. I START DANCING TO MY CHEAP RADIO! ALL THE SUDDEN, A BLACK AND WHITE, SUV, IS COMING DOWN THE STREET, ON THE OTHER SIDE!? THE RAIN IS JUST STARTING TO FALL. PLEASE DON'T TELL ME THIS FUCKER IS GOING TO DO THE TYPICAL COP, BULL SHIT AND RE-ROUTE THE BUS, MISSING ME, JUST AS THE STORM IS COMING? ALL THE SUDDEN THERE IS A DOWN POUR OF RAIN! THE BUS SHOULD BE HERE, OR SHOULD BE COMING? WHERE THE FUCK IS IT! THAT BASTARD, DID, DELAY OR RE-ROUTE THE BUS! SCREAM. DO I RUN FOR COVER UNDER THE TREES UP THE STREET AND RISK MISSING THE BUS, BECAUSE THERE ARE NO LIGHTS? OR STAY AND GET TOTALLY DRENCHED? THIS IS ELDER ABUSE! REPORT THAT MOTHERFUCKER! I DECIDE TO LOOK AT THE TIME, AND IF THERE IS STILL A FEW MINUTES, RUN FOR COVER, UNDER THE PROTECTION O F THE LEAVES, THAT BLOCK SOME OF THE RAIN. FUCK. I ALWAYS, KEEP MY BATTERY OUT OF MY CELL PHONE, AND I CAN'T FIND IT. THAT FUCKING, BOOK, "EXTREME DANGER" IS BLOCKING ME FROM, BEING ABLE TO GET MY HAND IN THE POCKET TO CHECK THE BATTERY, OR SEARCH FOR IT. EARLIER I HAD PUT IT IN THE WRONG, POUCH, BUT IT WAS NOT THERE! FUCK? WHAT TIME IS IT? FINALLY, FRUSTRATED, I DECIDE, I AM JUST GOING TO THROW THE FUCKING BOOK AWAY, PAPERBACK AND I HAVEN'T PICKED IT UP IN A WEEK! I TOSS IT IN THE TRASH, NEARBY! GOOD, BUT I STILL CAN'T FIND MY BATTERY????? GOOD SIGN, SOME, DUDE, WITH GROCERY BAGS, IS WALKING TO THE BUS STOP, SO THERE MUST BE A BUS COMING SOON! ANOTHER CHICK TOO! GREAT, I HAVEN'T BEEN RE-ROUTED AND LEFT HERE ALL ALONE! I WAS ALL WET, AND, IT WAS RAINING A BIT, BUT, AT LEAST, I WOULD NOT OR IT APPEARED I WOULD NOT MISS THE BUS! LUCKY FOR PEOPLE PREPARED FOR THIS WEATHER! HE GAVE ME SOME, MOON BLANKET, MADE OF MYLAR, THAT TIN FOIL STUFF! AH, PROTECTION FROM THE COLD AND IT WORKS TOO, TRAPS THE HEAT IN! JUST ABOUT THE TIME THE RAIN ENDS AND THE BUS COMES, 20 MINUTES LATE? EVEN IN 5:00 TRAFFIC, THE BUS IS NOT THIS LATE! I BET, THE COP TOLD THE DRIVER TO HOLD OFF, AND WAIT TO SEE IF THERE WERE OTHER PEOPLE BESIDES ME, WHO WERE TAKING THE BUS, THAT COLD, WET BLUSTERY NIGHT! THANK GOD THERE WERE, OR I AM GUESSING THE BUS WOULD NOT HAVE COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ATTEMPTED MURDER? PROBABLY. WHO WAS THE DUDE? THIS NEXT SEGMENT, WILL PROVE THAT, IT WAS "ATTEMPTED HOMICIDE" BUT WHAT IS NEW? SO WE GET HOME OR BACK TO THE CHURCH, I HAVE CHILLED TO THE BONE! PLUS, I HAD, A LARGE, GLASS OF DIET COKE, SHORTLY BEFORE BED TIME SO, I AM GOING TO BE UP ALL FUCKING NIGHT! FREEZING AND DEAD TIRED! I AM LAYING ON THE FLOOR ON A MAT, AND THINKING ABOUT WHAT I NEED TO DO THE NEXT DAY? FUCK!!!!!!! I THREW AWAY $40.00 AND, MY GRAND-DAUGHTER'S BIRTHDAY MONEY! SHIT! NOW, I AM, TOTALLY, RESPONSIBLE, AND TAKE MY CHORES AS SERIOUS AT THE CHURCH AS I TOOK MY MULTI-MILLION DOLLAR CASES! HOW AM I GOING TO GET UP, STAY UNTIL, 7:30 AM, AND GET DOWN THE HILL TO THE GARBAGE CAN, BEFORE THE PARKS & RECREATION, GET TO DUMP THE TRASH? FUCK. IT IS 4:00 AM, HAVEN'T SLEPT MUCH, BUT, MY CHORE AND WHAT TO DO, ARE WEIGHING ON MY MIND. THANK GOD, I ASKED STAFF, IF I COULD, WIPE OFF THE TABLES, EARLY, SO I COULD GO RETRIEVE, THE BOOK AND THE MONEY! SHE WAS TOTALLY COOL, SAID, DON'T WORRY ABOUT YOUR CHORE, THE MONEY IS MORE IMPORTANT, GO WHEN, YOU NEED TO, GO . . . YEAH, 5:22 AM, OFF AND RUNNING. YEAH, THE BOOK IS ALL DRY, SURVIVED BETTER THAN ME, AND THE MONEY IS STILL IN THE BOOK. I PUT IT THERE SO THAT IT WOULD NOT GET FUCKED UP AND WRINKLED, BEFORE I GOT TO SENT IT! OH, WHERE MY MONEY, GETS TO GO! LOL. RELIEF, OR AT LEAST FOR A MINUTE OR TWO. NOW, WENT I GOT ON THE BUS, MY BUS PASS, WAS MALFUNCTIONING! IT TOOK ME THREE HITS OR TAPS, TO GET IT TO BARELY, CLICK. NORMALLY, BEFORE THE THREE SNUFFS OF THE TRANSIT COPS, 1/3, 1/3, 1/3, WITH JUST ENOUGH JUICE ON MY CARD, TO GET ME A HIT IN THE MORNING . . . PROBABLY NOT THE PLAN! I TOOK BUS, 226, TO GET THE MONEY, AND, TOOK, BUS, 245, TO MCDONALD'S, I NEEDED TO REWARD MYSELF, AND, CHILL OUT, TOO EARLY FOR A WORK OUT, AND THE LIBRARY IS NOT OPEN, AND, I NEED A COKE ON ROCKS! LOL. WHEN, I PICK UP, THE BUS, MY FUCKING CARD IS NOT HARDLY WORKING AT ALL. NOW THIS IS EMBARRASSING TO SAY THE LEAST! IT WORKED FINE, UNTIL THOSE FUCKING DAMN TRANSIT COPS, FUCKED IT UP! I TOLD THE BUS DRIVER AND HE IS FOREIGN AND LOOKS AT ME, LIKE, YEAH, RIGHT . . . .REALLY! I PROMISE. NOW, ONE OF THE THINGS THAT MAKES PEOPLE THE MOST ANGRY, IS HAVING AN IMAGE OF WHO THEY ARE, AND SOMEONE ACCUSING THEM OFF THE OPPOSITE VIRTUES, LIKE, DOUBTING ME ON HAVING A REGIONAL BUS PASS. I AM PISSED! THIS IS GOING TO BE THE FIRST ORDER OF BUSINESS WHEN I GET TO SOPHIA'S PLACE, IS WHAT THE FUCK, HAPPENED TO MY REGIONAL ORCA, OR KILLER WHALE, BUS PASS? FIRST, I GOT A RECORDED MESSAGE, THAT THERE WOULD BE A 27 MINUTE WAIT! WHATEVER, THIS IS WORSE THAN CALLING SOCIAL SECURITY, FEDERAL, LINE! THE RECORDER, CHICK, ALEXI, KEPT TELLING ME, MY CALL WOULD BE ANSWERED IN THE ORDER IN WHICH IT CAME, BUT I COULD HANG UP, AND THE CALL WOULD BE IN THE QUE, AND WHEN THERE WAS AN AVAILABLE, REPRESENTATIVE, THEY WOULD CALL ME. NO, I DON'T TRUST THEM! I WILL HOLD. NOW, PEOPLE WHO KNOW ME, WILL NOT BE SURPRISED, THAT I CAN SEE THESE MASSIVE, LUXURY CONDOS, OFFICES, MOTELS, HOTELS, AND CONSTRUCTION ALL OVER THE PLACE, AND BEING BUILT, BY "ME" OR UNDER "MY" SIGNATURE, AND MONEY, AND I AM NOT GOING CRAZY WITH, THE REVERSE OF GREED! FRANKLY, I AM GLAD TO SEE PEOPLE WORKING, AND, NEW LIFE IN THE CITY, EVEN IF IT IS MONEY, LAUNDERED. THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT I AGREE WITH THE WAY, THEY GOT MY MONEY AND ARE USING MY GOOD NAME AND BRAND, TO BROKER ALL THESE DEALS! BUT, IF YOU START TO FUCK WITH, MY SOCIAL SECURITY AND MY BUS PASS, ORCA, PASS, I WILL FUCK YOU BACK, BIG TIME, THAT IS HITTING ME WHERE IT REALLY HURTS! I AM A SIMPLE PERSON WITH SIMPLE WANTS AND NEEDS, BUT THIS, IS RAW AND PERSONAL! THIS IS SURVIVAL, WE ARE TALKING AND GOES TO LIFE, LIBERTY AND PROPERTY! BILLIONS? I HAVE GOT IN MY HANDS, NOR GOT A TASTE FOR MONEY, FAME, OR ALL THAT GOES WITH WEALTH, SO . . . IT IS ALMOST UNREAL, EVEN THOUGH, I KNOW IT IS REALLY MINE! SO, FINALLY, THIS CHICK, REPRESENTATIVE, GETS ON THE LINE. I TELL HER WHAT HAPPENED, AND SHE TELLS ME, THAT, MY CARD, AND ACCOUNT, ARE A MESS, WITH, LIKE FOUR OTHER NUMBERS ON THE ACCOUNT!!!!! LIKE THAT IS ANY SURPRISE, WOULD TO GOD, CHECKING SOCIAL SECURITY AND MEDICARE WERE THAT SIMPLE! RIDERS, LEACHES, AND LOSERS, ALL OVER MY LIFE! I GOT EXCITED WHEN, SHE TOLD ME THIS AND HOPEFULLY, WHEN, I NEED THE FEDS, TO LISTEN TO MY PHONE CALLS THEY WERE LISTENING! BECAUSE, HERE IS A CASE IN A NUTSHELL! THEN SHE ASKS ME FOR MY NUMBER A THIRD TIME? DID SOMEONE, POST A NOTE ON THE COMPUTER, LIKE THEY DO AT SOCIAL SECURITY? THEN, SHE SAID, WELL, IT SHOWS THAT YOU HAVE NOT HAD AN ACTIVE CARD, OR PASS, SINCE, THE 28TH OF SOME MONTH, I THINK, I JUST ASSUMED, AUGUST. I SAID, I PURCHASED A $36.00 REGIONAL BUS PASS, THE SECOND I GOT OFF THE BUS AND TO THE SOUNDER LIGHT RAIL, MINUTES, LATER, PAID WITH CASH! AUTO HACK ACTIVATED, OF COURSE! EACH TIME I HAVE TO CLICK FOR MORE TIME, ON THE COMPUTER, THE CURSOR GOES RIGHT BACK TO THE START OF MY TITLE, WHEN, THE HACKERS ARE ON, WITHOUT THEM ON, IT GOES RIGHT BACK TO WHERE I WAS, AT THE TIME, LIKE HERE! I HAD TO BUT THE CURSOR ON BLUE OR WHATEVER AND RUN THROUGH THE BLOG TITLE TO FIND THE END! SO, I TOLD THE CHICK, I HAVE BEEN USING THIS PASS, FOR THE ENTIRE MONTH OF SEPTEMBER AND IT IS GOOD UNTIL THE END OF THE MONTH! WE ARE AT WHAT THE 12TH? OR 13TH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHELLEY, ON THE 13TH, YOUR TRUE IDENTITY, IS EXPOSED, ON YOUR FUCKING BIRTHDAY? GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ANYWAY, YOU MIGHT FIND A REAL, INTERESTING, SPOTTED, TIMELINE OF ACTIVITY ON MY CARD, NEW NUMBER, STARTS WITH A 5! IS THIS ANOTHER, ATTEMPT AT "MIX, MATCH AND ATTACH? THIS IS THE SECOND CARD, I HAVE HAD TO REPLACE! THERE ARE AT LEAST, 4 OTHERS, USING MY CARD ACCOUNT! EXPECTED. BUT CAN LAW ENFORCEMENT BE SMART ENOUGH, OR FAST ENOUGH, TO GRAB THE EVIDENCE BEFORE THE CROOKS ERASE IT?

I MADE THE MISTAKE OF TELLING SHELLEY ABOUT, THE LEGAL CONCEPT OF "FIRST IN TIME" OR "90% OF THE LAW IS POSSESSION!"  WHAT THESE FUCKS ARE TRYING TO DO, IS TAKE OVER, THE "FIRST IN TIME" ACCOUNT AND FORCE ME TO AN NEW ACCOUNT OR LATER, ACCOUNT NUMBER!

KILLER MOTIVES!

BLOGS WORTH A BILLION A PIECE?

IT IS NOT JUST THE PENNY PER HIT, BUT THE SHOE AND CLOTHING ADS, THE ADSENSE, A ND WHATEVER ELSE THEY HAVE ADDED TO ALL THE ACCOUNT, THAT ARE UNDER THE "PENUMBRA" OF MY NAME AND BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK, WITH, GOD ONLY KNOWS, HOW MANY VERSIONS AND "EVERY ONE'S CRAFT!

SO MANY GREAT BLOGGERS?

NO, THERE IS ONLY ONE!

ME.

LAST NIGHT, I WOKE WIDE AWAKE, AT 3:30 AM, WITH, THE "3% RELIGIOUS PSYCHO FACTOR" ON MY MIND!

MORMONS ARE THE "COP CHURCH" AND, THESE, LOSER FUCKS, SEE THEMSELVES AS THE "KINGDOM BUILDERS" . . . I MY MIND, "THE KINGDUMB LOSERS!"  I HAVE THE "MIDAS TOUCH" THEY DON'T.  I CAN JUST SEE THEM, HUMBLY, SPEAKING TO CHURCH GROUPS, ABOUT, HOW BLESSED THEY ARE???  LOL.  NO, THE WOMAN WHO GOT THE ABORTION, IS THE "BLESSED ONE!'

RELIGIOUS CONVICTION CAN, COVER, FOR A WHOLE LOT OF SHIT, SOMEONE WANTS TO JUSTIFY, AND, RATIONALIZE, IS OKAY TO DO . . . WE ARE GIVING PEOPLE JOBS, OR MAKING MONEY FOR MORMONS, WHO ARE GOING TO CONVERT THE WORLD TO MORMONISM, WHILE THEY THEMSELVES ARE AND NEVER HAVE BEEN ACTIVE IN THE CHURCH, UNLESS IN NEED!

WELL, SHE GOT AN ABORTION!

GUESS WHAT, ABORTION IS LEGAL!

WHAT YOU ARE DOING IS NOT!

YOU COMMIT WHAT 10 FEDERAL FELONIES, EACH, TIME YOU FUCK MY BLOG, AND STEALING, TAKING MY PROPERTY, FROM PERSONAL, TO REAL, TO INTELLECTUAL, EVEN BUS PASSES TO COVER YOUR IDENTITY, AND STEAL MINE?  I TOOK, BUS, 249, AT 2:01 PM, PICKED UP THE 255 TO SEATTLE, RIGHT AFTER THAT, AND THAT BUS TOOK ME, TO 5TH AND JACKSON, 3 BLOCKS FROM, THE ORCA BUS OFFICES, WHERE, I AM SURE, THAT YOU CAN, PICK ME UP ON SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS!

THEY USED THE SAME PIC FROM MY OLD CARD, SO AS NOT TO TAKE THE THINNER FACE, ALL THE GALS, KAY, SHELLEY AND RACHEL, HAVE FATTER FACES THAN I DO!

THERE WERE THREE INCIDENTS, YESTERDAY, THAT I AM SURE, WEIGHED ON MY MIND, YESTERDAY, THE FUCKED UP BUS PASS, SEEING, WOMEN PROTESTING THE PLANNED PARENTHOOD OFFICE IN BELLEVUE, LIKE 4 OF THEM, AND SOMETHING, MY FRIEND, KAREN SAID AT BREAKFAST THE OTHER DAY . . . I WILL GO IN REVERSE ORDER, KAREN IS A RABID REPUBLICAN, AND WE ARE EATING BREAKFAST, AND, SHE SAID, CAN YOU IMAGINE, US TWO EATING TOGETHER AND BEING FRIENDS.  I DIDN'T KNOW WHO SHE WAS TALKING ABOUT, BUT WENT ALONG WITH HER, UNTIL I REALIZED, SHE WAS TALKING ABOUT US?  WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS, SINCE THE GET-GO!  WE HAVE OUR POLITICAL DIFFERENCES, BUT, SHE IS THE DAUGHTER OF AN ATTORNEY, WAS A BLOGGER, FIGHTS COPS, AND WE HAVE MORE IN COMMON, THAN OUR POLITICS, AND I AM NOT REALLY, ANYTHING, BUT OF LATE AND BECAUSE OF MY VERY REPUBLICAN FAMILY, RELATE TO THE LEFT OF THE DEMS, MORE!  IT IS REPUBLICANS WHO DID ALL THIS SHIT TO ME AND CONTINUE TO PULL SHIT!  OH.

NOT ONLY DID WE SHARE BREAKFAST, BUT WE, SPLIT IT RIGHT IN TWO . . . SHE HAD SHIT I WANTED TO EAT AND I HAD STUFF SHE WANTED, LIKE STRAWBERRY CREPES!  WE SPLIT THE TICKET RIGHT IN HALF.

WOULDN'T THAT BE NICE IF WE COULD DO THAT POLITICALLY?

I ASKED HER ON HER VIEWS OF ABORTION OR SHE BROUGHT IT UP, AND, AS I THOUGHT, ABOUT IT, IT WAS SCRIPTURE, I READ THE MORNING, I GOT UP AND GOT ONE . . . ALL THINGS ARE PURE TO GOD, IT IS YOU WHO ASSIGNS THE PURITY OR IMPURITY TO THEM.  HAD I DROPPED THE BIBLE OPEN TO SAY, THE 10 COMMANDMENTS, THOU SHALT NOT KILL, I MIGHT HAVE HAD A DIFFERENT, CONCLUSION TO MY PREGNANCY, THAT I FELT WAS A PLOY TO TRAP ME, JUST LIKE WOMAN, CAN TRAP A MAN!  STOP THIS TOP IN HER CON LAW, BECAUSE WE SEE SHE IS GOING TO BE HARD TO HANDLE!

I SAID, LOOK, YOU NEVER HAVE TO HAVE AN ABORTION, NOR DO ANY REPUBLICANS, WHICH IS TOTALLY A FALLACY, IF NOT A BOLD FACED, HYPOCRITICAL LIE, THEY HAVE THEM, PROBABLY, AT ABOUT THE SAME RATE AS, DEMOCRATS DO!  REPUBLICAN MEN ARE ALWAYS, IN THE HOT SEAT FOR SEX SHIT! ABORTIONS! SCANDALS!

WE ARE WIRED FOR SEX, WHY DON'T WE KEEP LAWS THAT GIVE PEOPLE, THE FREEDOM THEY WANT, AND LET THE OTHERS, KEEP THEIR BABIES?  NOBODY IS FORCING YOU TO HAVE AN ABORTION, BUT, YOU MIGHT GET CAUGHT, WITH LIFE COMING AT YOU FAST, IN THE FUTURE AND WANT THAT PROTECTION AND FREEDOM!

AN ABORTION IS NOT MY PREFERENCE FOR BIRTH CONTROL!  THE MAN WHO TRAPPED ME, NOT ONLY TOLD ME TO GET OFF BIRTH CONTROL, BUT, SAID HE WAS IN THIS REPENTANCE, THING, THAT HE WAS NOT EVEN HAVING A COKE!  THEN, THE LAST NIGHT I WAS GOING TO SEE HIM, HAVING WARNED HIM, FOR YEARS THAT I WOULD ABORT IF HE EVER GOT ME PREGNANT, HE BEGGED FOR SEX, JUST ONE LAST TIME?

I LOOK AT THIS AS NO DIFFERENT THAN, MY 4TH, 5TH, 6TH, 9TH, AND 14TH AMENDMENT RIGHTS.

IT IS A FORGIVABLE SIN IN THE MORMON CHURCH, SO WHY DID MY FATHER, MUTILATE MY BODY, WHICH IS A CRIME?

WHY DOES MY VERY MORMON REPUBLICAN FAMILY, BREAK ALL 10 COMMANDMENTS AND WAVE THEM, AS IF, THEY ARE OF NO MERIT AT ALL?

I HAVEN'T BROKEN ANY LAWS, AND THEY HAVE BROKEN, THOUSANDS, AND ALL SCRIPTURE AND COMMANDMENT!

I HAVE BEEN PUNISHED FOR 20 YEARS, FOR EXERCISING MY RIGHTS, AND THEY HAVE NOT BEEN PUNISHED, FOR BREAKING EVERY LAW IN THE BOOKS?

WHY?

WE ARE GOVERNMENT BY THE "RULE OF LAW" . . . SINCE WHEN DID IN IT NOT APPLY TO LAW ENFORCEMENT AND THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH OF GOVERNMENT, AND THE MORMONS?

BECAUSE IT IS THE CHURCH OF THE COPS! THEIR SANCTUARY CHURCH!

WE CAN'T HAVE EVERY MAN A LAW UNTIL THEMSELVES!

POLYCLINIC!

A SHOCKING CASE, I HAVE BEEN WANTING TO COVER FOR WEEKS: (1) A VERY RELIGIOUS GAL, WITH A GOOD HEART, WORKING AT, I BELIEVE, KENT STATE UNIVERSITY AND TIED INTO WORKING WITH STUDENTS, WHO ARE RE-ENTERING THE WORKFORCE, THROUGH, JAIL OR PRISON PROGRAMS, HAD JUST BROKEN UP WITH, HER MAN OR HUSBAND WHEN, SHE MET, SOME DUDE OUT OF THE JAIL!

SHE DID NOT JUDGE HIM AND DID ALL IN HER POWER TO HELP HIM, GET RE-ESTABLISHED IN LIFE.  THE TWO FELL IN LOVE, AND THEY BOTH HAD A PASSION FOR MUSIC, AND, GOSPEL RAP MUSIC, IN PARTICULAR.  I THINK THEY EVENTUALLY, GOT MARRIED, OR AT LEAST MOVED IN TOGETHER, AND CONTINUED TO WORK ON A CD, AND GO TO CHURCH, VERY ACTIVE IN THEIR CHURCH, BOTH OF THEM!

THEN, ONE DAY, A FRIEND OF THE CHICK'S, HADN'T SEEN HER, AND SHE DIDN'T SHOW UP FOR WORK?

THEY FOUND HER IN THE BASEMENT OF THE COUPLE'S HOME, WITH HER HEAD IN A BUCKET, NEXT TO HER, BEHEADED BODY?

WHO COULD DO THIS TO THIS WONDERFUL WOMAN, SO CARING AND SYMPATHETIC TO ALL?

THERE WERE THOUGHTS OF HER LIVE IN BOYFRIEND, BUT HE HAD A ROCK SOLID ALIBI.  HER EX? ANOTHER DUDE SHE LIKED BEFORE, SHE MET THIS LAST MAN?

AFTER RUNNING THE GAUNTLET OF EXHAUSTING, ALL LEADS, THE TRAIL, CAME BACK TO THE HUSBAND OR LIVE IN LOVER!  NOW, NOBODY AT THE CHURCH, WOULD EVER HAVE THOUGHT, NOBODY, CONSIDERED, HIM, AT WORK, OR AMONG FRIENDS, BUT, SOME DUDE IN JAIL, WITH, I THINK THE FORMER, LOVER, SAID, DUDE WAS INTO DRUGS, AND OWED PEOPLE!

AFTER LOOKING INTO THE MAN'S FINANCES, THEY LEARNED THAT HE HAD GONE THROUGH ALL HER SAVINGS, AND, HAD SPEND, FAR MORE THAN, SHE KNEW, AND SHE WAS STARTING TO QUESTION WHAT WAS GOING ON, AS THEY PUT MONEY, INTO THE MUSIC CD? 

ONCE THE COPS, FIGURED OUT THAT, THERE MIGHT HAVE BEEN, FINANCIAL MOTIVES FOR THE BE-HEADING, AND MURDER, THEY CALLED THE MAN, BACK IN, WHO ONCE QUESTIONED, ALL THE SUDDEN, STARTED USING THE BIBLE AS AN EXCUSE!  SHE WAS THE DEVIL!  THE SCRIPTURES SAID, THAT THE ONLY WAY TO STOP THE DEVIL WAS TO CUT ITS HEAD OFF!

SO I CUT OFF HER HEAD, BECAUSE, SHE  WAS THE DEVIL!

NOW PEOPLE THINK, THAT, BECAUSE I HAVE HAD AN ABORTION, LEGAL, IN ALL WAYS, A ZYGOTE, THE SIZE OF A BEAN, ONE MONTH ALONG, THAT, SHELLEY WHO WAS PREGNANT AND RACHEL, AT THE SAME TIME, WHO, HAVE LIKELY, ASSASSINATED MEN, NOT TO MENTION, ALL THE I.D, THEFT AND BILLIONS, NOW OFFSHORE, DESERVE MY BLESSINGS?

SHE IS THE DEVIL?

FATHER HAVING ME FEMALE CIRCUMCISED?

JUSTIFYING, ALL THIS?

WTF?

READ, ROMANS 14:14 . . . MY EYES FELL RIGHT ON THAT SCRIPTURE THAT MORNING!  PEOPLE WHO KNOW ME, KNOW I HAVE READ AND FOLLOWED THE SCRIPTURES ALL MY LIFE!

I READ THE SCRIPTURE IN CONTEXT . . . THIS APPLIES TO EVERYTHING, IN LIFE, WAS REFERRING TO EATING PORK, BUT, IT GOES TO ALL THINGS--IF YOU CAN DO IT, WITHOUT FEELING IT IS WRONG, GO AHEAD, OR IF YOU THINK YOU WILL CAUSE SOMEONE TO FALL, DON'T DO IT, OR, IF YOU CAN'T DO IT IN FAITH, THAT YOU WILL NOT BE PUNISHED OR FALL BECAUSE OF IT, GO AHEAD!

AMAZING GRACE!

SOPHISTICATED THINKING!

SLIMY SERIAL "SARGENT SLEEZY" WAS THE NAME OF THE "COP RAPIST" I TALKED ABOUT IN THE LAST TWO BLOGS! COP SHOPS--NOW THAT I AM THINKING ABOUT IT, YOU MAY WANT TO CALL IN RANDOM BODY CAM CHECKS TO MAKE SURE YOUR OFFICERS ARE NOT EXPOSING YOUR DEPARTMENTS TO LAWSUITS, FOR VIDEO TAPING THEIR SEXUAL EXPLOITS! THINK LIABILITY! THINK ATTORNEY SHARKS LIKE ME! SMILE. THAT SHOULD PUT THE FEAR OF GOD IN YOU! LOL. MOSCOW MITCH, NOW THAT CONGRESS IS BACK IN SESSION, DO YA THINK YOU COULD GET TO THE BUSINESS OF RUNNING THE COUNTRY? TWO PRESSING MATTERS. BILLS ORIGINATED IN THE HOUSE TO PROTECT OUR ELECTIONS AND DEMOCRACY. IN ADDITION TO THE HOT TOPIC OF GUN CONTROL, WITH, RECENT POLLS SHOW THAT: (1) 89% OF AMERICANS WANT BACKGROUND CHECKS FOR FUTURE GUN OWNERS; AND (2) 86% OF BOTH REPUBLICANS AND DEMOCRATS SUPPORT "RED FLAG" LEGISLATION GIVING EITHER FAMILY MEMBERS OR COPS THE OPTION TO HOLD A HEARING TO SEE, IF THIS PERSON IS A THREAT TO EITHER THEMSELVES OR TO THE PUBLIC IN OWNING OR HAVING A GUN. THE SENATE IS ALSO A HOUSE REPRESENTING THE PEOPLE, NOT JUST THE HOUSE OF REPRESENTATIVES, BUT TWO SENATORS FROM EACH STATE TOO. DO NOT ABDICATE CONGRESSIONAL RESPONSIBILITIES FOR MAKING LAWS, OR PASSING BILLS TO GO TO THE PRESIDENT'S DESK--THAT CREATES A "UNITARY EXECUTIVE" AND NO MAN ON THE PLANET IS SMART ENOUGH TO BE THAT! , AND LEAVE IT TO WHETHER HE WILL SUPPORT IT OR SIGN IT OR NOT! LET TRUMP TAKE THE HEAT FOR HIS OWN, DECISIONS AS PRESIDENT OF ALL THE PEOPLE IN THIS COUNTRY. TO ME, THIS IS A NO BRAINER, WITH ABOVE 86% OF THE COUNTRY WANTING BOTH OF THESE LAWS THE DEMOCRATS IN THE HOUSE HAVE LAID BEFORE THE SENATE TO PASS INTO LAW FOR, WE THE PEOPLE. KIDS ARE BEING KILLED EACH AND EVERY DAY WE WASTE! GIT-R-DONE! COPS WANTED ME TO STAY OUT OF WHAT'S LEFT OF THEIR SEX LIVES! LOL. ROCKIN' ROOSTER MSNBC LIVE STREAM POLITICS IS BACK. LET THE PREZ. TAKE THE HEAT! LOL. 13 MEMBERS OF THE NEW YORK FIRE DEPARTMENT LEGACY CLASS, ARE CHILDREN OF FIREFIGHTERS WHO DIED ON 9/11. ONE NEWLY SWORN IN FIREFIGHTER IS THE SON OF A NEW YORK COP WHO DIED, ALSO ON 9/11 JUST DOING THEIR JOB, PROTECTING THE HEALTH, SAFETY AND WELFARE OF THEIR CITIZENS! GREAT LEGACY. GOOD DNA! KISSES. PARTY CITY. HOT BOX SMOKE SHOP. TIMETABLE SYMBOL. SLICES ON "YOUR" SOFA. GRANDMA LIKES ME BEST. GOTTA LOVE THOSE HORNY COLLEGE HUNKS. LOL. FIT RITE. NO PRIVATE SOCCER LESSONS. RESCUING YOU FUELS ME. SIGMASIX. SPIFFY BIFFY. BEASTY BOYZ. YOU HAVE TO FIGHT FOR YOUR RIGHT TO PARTY! SMILE. I'M GONNA FOR THAT UPTOWN GIRL . . . SHE'S LOOKIN' FOR HER DOWNTOWN MAN. I'D FIGHT FOR YOU . . . YEAH, I'D DIE FOR YOU. YOU KNOW IT'S TRUE, EVERYTHING I DO, I DO IT FOR YOU . . . P.S., NOW I AM GETTING ABOUT EVERY 100 WORDS ON THE NEWS! SCREAM. YES. I WAS THE ONE WHO WROTE ON THE "RED FLAG" LAWS AND LEGISLATION! THINK . . . "YOU HAVE BEEN DECEIVED!" AND NOT BY ME! OH, SKY COPS, AS I STARTED TO LOG IN TO THE BELLEVUE LIBRARY SYSTEM TONIGHT, IT SHOWED, WHERE I HAD WRITTEN MY BLOG, EARLIER, AT THE LAKE HILLS LIBRARY, ALSO A PART OF THE KING COUNTY LIBRARY SYSTEM, I LOVE! HOWEVER, WHEN, I TRIED TO LOG INTO "GOOGLE BLOGGER LOGIN" ONCE AGAIN, I HAD TO TRY TO GO THROUGH, GOOGLE'S SECURITY MAZE! SCREAM. THEY WANTED ME TO CHANGE MY PASSWORD AGAIN, IN LESS THAN A WEEK! LUCKY FOR ME, SOMETHING MALFUNCTIONED AND I WAS ABLE TO GET IN WITHOUT CHANGING THE PASSWORD, SO THAT THE FUCKING HACKERS, CAN'T CLAIM, THAT THIS BLOG IS ONE OF THEIRS! FORCING ME TO GET A NEW ONE, MAKING IT LOOK LIKE I AM THE HACKER, INSTEAD OF THEM! THE SECURITY CHECK ALSO SHOWED ME, ON SEPTEMBER 9, 2019, LOGGING IN ON THE KIRLAND LIBRARY--I HAVE NOT BEEN THERE SINCE, MONTH AGO, BEFORE, I LEFT, THE SEATTLE AREA, BACK IN JULY! NO, YOUR TRAINER, IS RIGHT HERE IN BELLEVUE, WASHINGTON, EAST COAST, TEACHERS, WASHINGTON, D.C., AND THEN, THEY TURN AROUND AND TRAIN YOU! I AM THE TRAINER'S TRAINER! FUCK THE MIDDLE MEN AND WOMEN, AND JUST GET ME DIRECTLY, I AM MUCH MORE INTERESTING AND FUN! A UNIVERSE OF STORIES. I MAY NOT BE AS DEEP AS SOME IN ONE PARTICULAR AREA OF THE CRIMINAL AND CIVIL JUSTICE SYSTEM, BUT, I HAVE THE WIDEST, CONCEPTUAL FOUNDATION, HAVING BEEN ON ALL SIDES OF THE SPECTRUM, FROM PROSECUTION TO CRIMINAL DEFENSE, TO CIVIL RIGHTS TO CIVIL FAMILY LAW PRACTICE AND PROFESSORSHIP! ONE CALL MAKES IT ALL! CLOWNS IN THE CIA ARE ME! USE ME! ABUSE ME! THEY HAVE SMART TECHNOLOGY, NOT SMART PEOPLE . . . YOU ARE GETTING MY MATERIAL, NOT ORIGINAL STUFF FROM THEM, BUT RIGHT OUT OF MY BLOG AND MIND! CHILD OF MINE . . .WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE? THEY CAUSED THE PAIN IN YOUR BLUE EYES! THINK OUTSIDE THE BOX! LITERALLY. THEY KEPT YOU IN THE DARK AND I HAVE HAD TO GUESS WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU, AND HAVE FOUGHT FOR 15 YEARS TO PROTECT YOU FROM THE PEOPLE WHO STOLE YOUR MUSIC, THAT OF YOU, YOUR BROTHER, AND YOUR SISTERS' BOOKS! STAND BY ME!

Respect

Aretha Franklin

What you want
Baby, I got it
What you need
Do you know I got it?
All I'm askin'
Is for a little respect when you get home (just a little bit)
Hey baby (just a little bit) when you get home
(Just a little bit) mister (just a little bit)

I ain't gonna do you wrong while you're gone
Ain't gonna do you wrong 'cause I don't wanna
All I'm askin'
Is for a little respect when you come home (just a little bit)
Baby (just a little bit) when you get home (just a little bit)
Yeah (just a little bit)

I'm about to give you all of my money
And all I'm askin' in return, honey
Is to give me my propers
When you get home (just a, just a, just a, just a)
Yeah, baby (just a, just a, just a, just a)
When you get home (just a little bit)
Yeah (just a little bit)

Ooh, your kisses
Sweeter than honey
And guess what?
So is my money
All I want you to do for me
Is give it to me when you get home (re, re, re, re)
Yeah baby (re, re, re, re)
Whip it to me (respect, just a little bit)
When you get home, now (just a little bit)

R-E-S-P-E-C-T
Find out what it means to me
R-E-S-P-E-C-T
Take care, TCB
Oh (sock it to me, sock it to me, sock it to me, sock it to me)
A little respect (sock it to me, sock it to me, sock it to me, sock it to me)
Whoa, babe (just a little bit)
A little respect (just a little bit)
I get tired (just a little bit)
Keep on tryin' (just a little bit)
You're runnin' out of fools (just a little bit)
And I ain't lyin' (just a little bit)
(Re, re, re, re) when you come home
(Re, re, re, re) 'spect
Or you might walk in (respect, just a little bit)
And find out I'm gone (just a little bit)

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Otis Redding

Respect lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc, Universal Music Publishing Group, BMG Rights Management

ON THE EDGE OF 17. I GOT A BLESSING THAT SAID, THE HOLY GHOST WOULD DIRECT ME THROUGH DREAMS, AS TO THE PATHS I SHOULD FOLLOW IN LIFE, AND, THAT MY NAME WOULD GO DOWN FROM GENERATION TO GENERATION FOR GOOD! ALMOST 50 YEARS AGO, I GOT THAT BLESSING . . . I SEE DEAD PEOPLE. 6TH SENSE. TO LEARN MORE WITHOUT COST! TO THINK ABOUT. RISE OF THE ROCKET GIRLS. AMERICAN PAPER CONVERTING. EAT. PRAY. LOVE. EARLY WORLD. WHO REALLY CONTROLS THE WORLD? PURPLE RAIN. DRIVING THE WIRELESS REVOLUTION. FROZEN FANTA ORANGE. METAPHYSICAL SIDE OF LIFE. RIGGOLLETTO. YOU CALL. I RESCUE. TRANWEST. RYDER EVER BETTER. SEE EASTGATE WAY. FISHING LESSONS. TAKE THE LEAP. BELIEVE. RAY GAY BAR. YOU CAN'T SHAKE ME, CAUSE YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MY BABY. WORLD IN HAND. WORD IS MORE POWERFUL THAT THE SWORD. GET IT? GOOD. U.S. WAR LORD. JOHN BOLTON, NOW FORMER NATIONAL DEFENSE SECRETARY, QUIT THE TRUMP ADMINISTRATION. BATTLE OF THE EGOS. BOLTON CLAIMS HE QUIT. TRUMP CLAIMS HE FIRED. HE SAID. HE SAID. POMPEO & PENCE SOUL SURVIVORS? SECRETARY OF STATE, MIKE POMPEO, WILLING TO KISS THE GOLDEN RING--"YOU HAVE TO KEEP TRUMP HAPPY EVERY SECOND!" ON THIS ONE POINT, I HAPPEN TO AGREE WITH TRUMP, I AM SICK OF AMERICA GETTING INVOLVED IN ENDLESS WARS, THAT GET US FUCKING NOTHING, BUT BROKE! WHAT DOES WAR PROVE? THAT TWO STUPID SIDES, CAN'T NEGOTIATE OR REACH A DIPLOMATIC AGREEMENT? COME ON, MAN. THE LAST THING THE WORLD NEEDS IS ANOTHER SENSELESS WAR. GOVERNMENT CONTRACTORS HAVE MADE ENOUGH MONEY EVEN ON TRUMP, TO ROCK THE RUN ON THE WHOLE WORLD! SHIT! WE ALREADY HAVE THE STRONGEST MILITARY IN THE WORLD. WHAT ARE WE GOING FOR, SECOND PLACE? WHATEVER. REALLY HAVE NOT BEEN FOLLOWING POLITICS TOO MUCH, BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN BLOCKED BY THE NSA AND GANG, FEDS, FROM GETTING ACCESS TO MSNBC, MY FAV. NEWS SOURCE. I HAVE TO ACTUALLY WORK TO GET MY NEWS NOW, AT LA FITNESS. IF I DON'T DO THE STATIONARY BIKE, I CAN'T WATCH TV! LOL. PERHAPS, I WILL GET RID OF MY LOVE HANDLES ON MY KNEES! LOL. EVERY FREEDOM, THESE SHITS TAKE AWAY FROM ME, ACTUALLY, BRINGS ME CLOSER TO MY GOALS. EVENTUALLY, I WILL GET BACK AT LEAST MY HOT 7 BOD! LOL. FEAR OF FEARS! SHE'S BACK! BELLEVUE COPS AND DETECTIVES WERE TRACKING ME TODAY. SAW THE DETECTIVE, GRAY, CROWN VIC, WITH THE SPOTLIGHT, COMING AROUND THE CORNER OF OLD NAVY, PULL UP IN A PARKING SPOT IN FRONT OF TARGET, UNTIL HE SAW ME SEE HIM, THEN, HE DID A YOU TURN, AND DITCHED OUT OF THE PARKING LOT AS I WENT INTO BURGER KING. MR. FULLY LOADED, WAS THAT YOU? SMILE. THAT IS WHAT I GOT YESTERDAY. SMART CODING SCHOOL. HOT AND DELICIOUSLY JUICY. SCOPING ME OUT OF THE BOSS? MAYBE. BETTER BE CAREFUL COPS, I MIGHT RUIN YOUR WHOLE SEX LIFE IF YOU ARE NOT CAREFUL! LOL. YOU MAY HAVE WISHED YOU LEFT, ME ACCESS TO THE NEWS AND POLITICS, NOW I AM IN YOUR PERSONAL LIVES! PAY BACK MAKES YOU THE BITCH! LOL. FUNNIEST DEFENSE FOR A RAPE CHARGE. MONTANA BOY, ACCUSED, BY FRIEND, HUBBY, SHARING A MOTEL ROOM. THE CHICK IS A BIT JUICY LIKE ME, AND WHEN, SHE ACCUSED THE STRAY DUDE OF RAPE, HE SAID, MY DICK ISN'T BIG ENOUGH! LOL. THERE CAN BE TRUTH TO THAT. ME AND THIS SAME CHICK, WERE HAVING GIRL TALK ONE NIGHT, AFTER I HAD WRITTEN ABOUT, "PEYRONNIE'S DISEASE" OR BETTER KNOWN AS THE I FELL DOWN THE TELEPHONE POLL, DEFENSE, AND MY DICK GOT BENT! THIS MORNING, AT BK, THERE WAS THIS, 6'4" HUSBAND WITH A 4'5" ASIAN WIFE--LONG TIME MARRIAGE, I COULD TELL, MAYBE DATING BACK TO VIETNAM ERA? BUT, DUDE, DON'T YOU SWALLOW HER AND HOW CAN SHE ENTERTAIN YOU? THAT REMINDS ME OF SEEING ONE OF THE LOS ANGELES RAMS, NFL PLAYERS, WHAT WERE THOSE TWO BROTHER'S NAMES, WHO BOTH PLAYED FOR THEM, AND I REMEMBER SEEING ONE OF THEM WITH THEIR WIFE, AND THOUGHT THE SAME THING . . . HOW DOES THAT WORK? CALL ME INTELLECTUALLY CURIOUS OR SEXUALLY CURIOUS? BUT SERIOUSLY? JUST WONDERING. BUT, THIS BEING CRITICAL OF BODIES OR NOW REFERRED TO AS, "BODY SHAMING" CAN CUT BOTH WAYS, GENTLEMEN . . . SO THIS CHICK AND I ARE TALKING AND LAUGHING, TELLING SECRETS OF OUR OWN, SEXUAL CONQUESTS, AND EXPLOITATION, AND SHE HAD NEVER HEARD OF "PEYONNIE'S DISEASE" BUT SHE SAID, NOW THAT YOU MENTION IT, ONE TIME I HAD TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL AFTER HAVING SEX WITH MY BOYFRIEND. WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO TO THE ER? SHE SAID, AFTER HAVING SEX, SHE FELT, LIKE SOMETHING WAS LEFT IN HER, OR WONDERED IF THE CONDOM, WAS, STILL INSIDE HER? THEY PULLED OUT FOUR CONDOMS! LOL. PENCIL DICK, WAS SO SMALL, THAT, A TROGAN HORSE COULDN'T KEEP IT ON HIM. HE WAS NOT THE MODEL FOR THE TROJAN MAN! LOL. THIS SHIT ABOUT, HER BOOBS ARE NOT BIG ENOUGH, OR HER, ASS IS TOO BIG, OR WHATEVER THE ISSUES ARE, CAN BE TURNED RIGHT AROUND ON YOU. THEY THINK IT, I SAY IT! MY GOAL IN LIFE IS TO EVEN THE SCORE BETWEEN MEN AND WOMEN! MUST BE IN THE NAME, "JO" "ANN" A NAME THAT INCLUDES BOTH A MALE AND FEMALE NAME! I HAVE TO MAKE SENSE OF THE SEXES AND WIN THE BATTLE OF THE SEXES! LOL. THIS YEAR'S "GLOBAL CITIZENS" CONCERT, THAT IS RAISING MONEY TO END POVERTY WORLDWIDE, LOFTY GOAL, BUT PERFECT, HAS THE SLOGAN, #SHEISEQUAL! WE SURE FUCKING ARE! WE HOLD UP HALF THE SKY FELLOWS. HURRY, TURN HER NEWS, MSNBC, BACK ON! SMILE. WE ARE GETTING PERSONAL, AREN'T WE. ANYWAY, SOME RAP UP ISSUES, I THOUGHT OF YESTERDAY, AFTER I GOT DONE WRITING MY BLOG, COVERING THE THREE CASES, PARTICULARLY, THINKING OF THE VIDEO TAPING GOING ON IN LAW ENFORCEMENT, OF SECRET SEXUAL EXPLOITATION OF UNSUSPECTING VICTIMS . . . YOU HEARD ME VICTIMS, AND THE POSSIBLE CONNECTION WITH THE COP RAPIST, WHO GOT AWAY WITH HUNDREDS OF RAPES, OF WOMEN, BECAUSE H IS FELLOW OFFICERS ALWAYS HANDLED THINGS, EXTRAJUDICIOUSLY, OR WITHOUT GOING TO THE NORMAL CHANNELS, OF INTERNAL AFFAIRS OR TAKING A REPORT AND WITNESS STATEMENT AND TURNING THEIR FELLOW OFFICER, PARTNER OR NO PARTNER, INTO THE PROSECUTOR'S OFFICE TO BE CHARGED WITH THE CRIMES! WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE FEMALE DISPATCH OFFICER, THAT SHE DIDN'T TURN HIM IN EITHER? I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT THE TV REPORTER OF THE TRUE CRIME, CALLED THIS MAN, OR COP, "SARGENT SADIST?" SOMETHING LIKE THAT. BUT THE THOUGHT CAME TO MIND, THAT, AFTER THE FIRST TIME THIS CHICK, HIS, GIRLFRIEND, OR EX, TURNED HIM INTO THE COPS, AND THEY JUST HANDLED IT BY CALLING HIM AND BASICALLY, ALERTING HIM HE HAD A PROBLEM, DID THE COP COME BACK, BRUTALLY RAPE AND BEAT HER, AND WAS IT CAUGHT ON HIDDEN CAMERAS IN HER HOME, FOR HIS BUDDIES TO WATCH WHAT HAPPENS TO WOMEN, WHO, REPORT HIS ACTIONS? WAS HE WEARING A BODY CAMERA? RAPE IS LESS OF A SEXUAL CRIME AND MORE OF A POWER AND CONTROL CRIME! REMEMBER HE HAD BEEN CALLING AND TEXTING HER, OVER 300 TIMES A DAY! GOD ONLY KNOWS WHAT HE DID TO HER. SHE WAS BLACKED OUT, AND WOKE TO HER SON CRYING ON THE STAIRS! THIS SHIT HAS TO STOP! THE LAW IS THE LAW, IS THE LAW . . . #SHE IS HIS EQUAL. WE ARE ALL CREATED EQUAL UNDER THE LAW IN THE UNITED STATES, AND HOPEFULLY THIS NOTION IS SPREADING WORLD WIDE! MEN USING THEIR SIZE AND POWER, TO CONTROL WOMEN, IS OUTDATED AND ANTIQUATED! THERE WAS AN INTERESTING INTERVIEW WITH, AUTHOR, LIZ PLANK, ON AN NEW BOOK SHE WROTE, CALLED, "CONSIDER THIS" AND EXTENSION OF HER OLD BOOK, "FOR THE LOVE OF MEN" . . . BUT SHE WAS INTERVIEWED BECAUSE OF THE THESIS OF HER BOOK, DEALING WITH MEN, AND THE GUN CULTURE IN AMERICA. SHE SAID, THAT, MOST OF THE SHOOTERS IN THE 200+ SHOOTINGS IN THE LAST FEW YEARS, ARE WHITE MALES, BETWEEN THE AGE OF 20 TO 30, AND THEY SEE, THIS USE OF GUNS, AS A MASCULINITY EXTENSION. SHE BRINGS UP THE NOTION, THAT, WE, AS AMERICANS ARE MORE COMFORTABLE, WITH A LITTLE BOY HOLDING A GUN, SOMETHING THAT KILL SOMEONE, THAT WE ARE WITH A BOY WHO PLAYS WITH A DOLL, OR NURTURING A SYMBOLIC HUMAN! WE HAVE FROWNED ON MEN WHO LIKE TO COOK OR SEW? I LOVE MEN WHO COOK, BECAUSE, I HATE TO, HAVEN'T COOKED SINCE 1989, WHEN, THE YEAR I GOT A DIVORCE AND STARTED, OR WAS ACCEPTED TO LAW SCHOOL. ONE NIGHT, AT MY EX-HUSBAND'S HOUSE, I WAS MAKING SOME CLAM CHOWDER AND BURNED THE SOUP . . . HE SAID, JO, STICK TO THE LAW, YOU DO IT BETTER! LOL. I WAS AN AVERAGE COOK, NUTRITIOUS, AND BASIC, BUT, I ABSOLUTELY, LOVE A MEN WHO CAN COOK! MOST OF THE MEN I HAVE DATED OR MARRIED, HAVE BEEN, MEN WHO COOK! THAT IS THE WAY TO MY HEART TOO! ISN'T THAT OBVIOUS? I LOVE IT WHEN MY GIRLS, CALL ME AND ASK FOR AN OLD FAMILY RECIPE, BUT, WHEN, MY BOYS, CALL ME AND ASK FOR THAT CARROT CAKE, COOKIE RECIPE, OR HOW TO MAKE CREAMED EGGS ON TOAST, I AM THRILLED! SO, CONSIDER WHAT THE STATEMENTS ARE ARE SAYING TO OUR SONS, OUR GRANDSONS, OR OUR DAUGHTERS FOR THAT MATTER. I HAVE TWO DAUGHTERS AND COULD NOT BE MORE PROUD, THAT THEY SERVED THEIR COUNTRY IN THE MILITARY! I DON'T KNOW IF I WOULD HAVE BEEN AS BRAVE AS EITHER ONE OF THEM, PUTTING ON A UNIFORM, GOING TO BOOT CAMP, THEN, BEING STATIONED OVERSEAS, AND TRAVELLING AROUND THE WORLD, AT TIMES ALONE! BOTH MY SONS AND DAUGHTERS WERE GIVEN THE FREEDOM TO BE WHO AND WHAT THEY WANTED, REGARDLESS OF THE SEX! MY EXTENDED FAMILY, WHO AT THE TIME WERE HORRIFIED THAT I WOULD, "ALLOW" MY DAUGHTERS TO JOIN THE MILITARY, NOW WANT TO CLAIM THEM AS THEIR OWN KIDS! FUCK NO. YOU CAN'T SHAKE ME, CAUSE YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MY BABIES! IT WAS THEIR LIVES, AND THEY HAVE THE RESPONSIBILITY AND DUTY TO MAKE IT GOOD AND DETERMINE THEIR OWN COURSE IN LIFE! MY SONS ARE BOTH MUSICIANS, ALSO FROWNED UPON BY GRANDPA AND MA, WHAT GOOD IS THAT? THEY ARE NOT STARVING MUSICIANS, THEY BOTH ARE FUCKING, MILLIONAIRES, ON PAPER, BUT FOR, THE MONEY BEING IN THE WRONG HANDS, BEING TAKEN BY THE VERY PEOPLE WHO TOLD ME TO STOP DRIVING THEM TO CONCERTS, AND TO THEIR BAND PRACTICE OF FINANCING, THEIR GUITARS, AND MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS! I HAVE ONE REGRET, THAT, WHEN, CHRIS SAID HE WANTED TO BE A COMEDIAN, I DIDN'T SUPPORT THAT AS MUCH AS I DID, EL'S MUSIC! I AM SURE, THAT, AT THE TIME, I THOUGHT ROCK STAR, WAS SOMETHING OBTAINABLE, AND, BEING A COMEDIAN, SEEMED SO REMOVED? WHY? I DON'T KNOW. HE IS FUNNY. I AM SURE HE LIVENS UP ANY WORK PLACE, WITH HUMOR AND STYLE! MR. FUNNY GQ! HE IS THE MODEL MAN! WHICH BRINGS ME TO JUST A STATEMENT OF TWO ON DREAMS, AS A FOLLOW UP ON, THAT CASE, OF THE MOTHER, WHO WAS ACCUSED OF KILLING HER BABY SON, BY THROWING HIM IN THE SNOW . . . OH, THE SAME FEMALE EXPERT, THAT ACTUALLY, DID LOOK AT THINGS LIKE, FROST BITE, AND DECOMPOSITION, BEFORE, SUPPORTING THE SHERIFF'S CONCLUSION THAT THE BABY WAS DEAD, BEFORE HE GOT THERE, ALSO, SAID THAT THE MOTHER, WOULD NOT HAVE HAD TIME, TO GO IN THE BANK, MAKE HER DEPOSIT OR WITHDRAWAL, THEN, DRIVE TO THE SPOT THE BABY WAS FOUND, RETURN TO RUN IN THE BANK, AS AN ALIBI, REPORTING THE CHILD MISSING! #SHE WAS SUPERIOR TO THE MALE EXPERT, WHO JUST REPORTED OR MADE HIS REPORT TO SUPPORT THE SHERIFF'S STATEMENTS, THAT THE BABY WAS ALREADY DEAD . . . WHEN, THE FEMALE EXPERT RELIED ON FACTS, SURROUNDING THE ELEMENTS, THE SNOW, THE TEMPERATURE, AND, THE NORMAL COURSE OF DEATH, OF A BABY THAT WAS IN THE SNOW! THERE WAS A STUDY DONE, BACK ABOUT 10 YEARS AGO WHEN I WAS IN THE THROWS OF MY CRIMINAL LAW PRACTICE, HAVING SUED THE IRON COUNTY CRIMINAL JUSTICE SYSTEM, FOR THREE PLAINTIFF'S, AND THE ACLU OR THE AMERICAN CIVIL LIBERTIES UNION, SAID, THAT, IN 10% OF THE CASES THE STATES, CRIME LAB, DOCTORS, THE EVIDENCE TO SUPPORT THE CLAIMS OF THE COPS AND PROSECUTORS, OR DESTROYS, THE EVIDENCE THAT, WOULD EXONERATE THE DEFENDANT! SAD STATEMENT OF AFFAIRS! CLEAN UP YOUR SIT, LAW ENFORCEMENT. SHAME ON ANY JUDICIAL BRANCH, OFFICER OF THE COURT, PROSECUTOR, WHO LETS, COPS, DETERMINE, WHETHER THERE IS SUFFICIENT EVIDENCE TO PROCEED ON A PROSECUTION, OR WHETHER THEY SHOULD DECLINE, PROSECUTION! THAT IS THE TAIL, WAGING THE DOB! PROSECUTORS, DON'T WORK FOR THE COPS, AND THE JUDGES WORK FOR THE PROSECUTOR, YOU ALL HAVE A CRITICAL ROLE TO PLAY IN THE JUSTICE SYSTEM THAT SHOULD BE FAIR TO ALL! IT IS NOT HOW MANY SKINS A PROSECUTOR CAN HANG ON THE WALL, SO THEY CAN BE A JUDGE SOME DAY! PROSECUTORS ARE THE "GATEWAY" TO JUSTICE! JUDGES ARE THE ARBITERS OF JUSTICE OR THE OVERSEERS! THEY MAKE SURE THE PROCESS, IS THE PROCESS THAT IS DUE, AND, THAT THERE IS EQUAL PROTECTION FOR ALL! WE ARE ALL CREATED EQUAL UNDER THE LAW, BUT WE DON'T ALL HAVE EQUAL OPPORTUNITIES IN LIFE! THERE ARE NOT TWO JUSTICE SYSTEMS, ONE FOR "THEM" AND ONE FOR "US!" THAT IS JUST NOT THE WAY IT WORKS! WE BELIEVE IN JUSTICE FOR ALL, BLACK, WHITE, MALE, FEMALE, JEW, GENTILE AND EVERYONE ELSE. THE GOAL OF THE NEW WORLD ORDER OR THE NEW ORDER, OR THE NEW GEOPOLITICAL ORDER, WAS TO RULE WITH BLOOD AND HORROR OVER THE EARTH, WITH, CIA, KGB, LEVEL INTELLIGENCE, AGENTS, ALONG WITH THE ALPHA BRAVO MARINE, LEVEL OF MILITARY, TO ENFORCE AND DEFEND THAT BASE, OF LEADERSHIP, ABOVE ALL NATIONS, OVER ALL PRESIDENTS, COURTS, AND LEGISLATIVE BODIES, EVEN OVER THEIR PENTAGONS! FBI LEVEL WAS MIXED IN WITH THE LOWER LEVEL, AND HOPEFULLY, THEY ARE HELPING TAKE THIS SHIT DOWN! I CAN'T HELP BUT THINK THAT COMEY AND MUELLER, BOTH, FORMER FBI DIRECTORS, BOTH, DID THE RIGHT THING WITH, THE BUSH ADMINISTRATION, AND ENFORCED, U.S. AG, ASHCROFT'S OBJECTION, TO THE NEW BUSH POLICIES ON WATERBOARDING AND TORTURE, WRITTEN BY TWO MORMON ATTORNEYS! WITH THE TRUMP REVAMPING OF THE OLD BUSHIES, FROM WILLIAM BARR, TO 23 OTHERS, OLD DRAG ALONG'S FROM PREVIOUS ERAS AND PRESIDENCIES, ONE THAT HATED THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, HATED THE BILL OF RIGHTS, TRIED TO GET RID OF BOTH, AND ALL YOUR CIVIL RIGHTS, WERE THEY, TO PAY HOMAGE TO THAT OLD ORDER, SET UP BY THE BUSHES? IF THEY REPENTED FOR DOING THE RIGHT THING, REJECTING THE PRESIDENT'S, ASININE, UN-AMERICAN, UN-CONSTITUTIONAL, AND UN=TREATY LIKE, TORTURE PLANS, FOR BLACK OP CIA PRISONS, AND, CAMPS, WAS THIS "LOYALTY" OATH, THAT, TRUMP DEMANDED FROM COMEY, A TEST, TO MAKE UP FOR YEARS, PRIOR TO THAT, WHEN, THE TWO MEN, UPHELD THE LAW, NOT THE PRESIDENT? WERE THEY GOING TO BE BROUGHT INTO THE UPPER SANCTUMS OF LAW ENFORCEMENT, AS ELITES, AGAIN, WITH THE MILITARY? MAYBE. TO ME, IT APPEARS SO. WHILE COMEY WAS FIRED, HE ALSO FUCKED, HILLARY CLINTON, #SHE WAS SUPERIOR, BY FAR, TO TRUMP AND PUTIN! THUS, PUTTING, THE COP'S MAN IN THE PRESIDENCY. MUELLER, LIKE I SAID, MUCH TO DO ABOUT NOTHING, ON THE RUSSIAN MEDDLING, EVEN WITH TRUMP GLOATING AND JOKING WITH PUTIN, AT THE G20 CONFERENCE, PALLING AROUND WITH TERRORISTS, LIKE KIM, AND MSB! THERE ARE TWO VISIONS OF THE WORLD, AND, AN ORDER. THERE IS THE POLICE STATE, THAT BUSH, OBAMA AND, TRUMP, WANTED, WITH STANDING ARMIES, AND, A NEW RENDITION OF HITLER'S SS MEN, TRUMP EVEN TRIED TO DO A MILITARY SHOW OF FORCE, IN D.C. ON THE MALL ON THE 4TH OF JULY, ONE EVEN PUTIN THOUGHT SUCKED, BUT WHO CARES WHAT PUTIN THINKS, RIGHT! IF YOU LOOK BACK OVER THE LAST FEW DECADES, THIS MOVEMENT BY COPS AND MILITARY HAS BEEN IN EXISTENCE, YOU CAN SEE THE MILITARY COUPES, TRYING TO OVERTHROW, SYRIA, EGYPT, TURKEY, AND OTHER, PRESIDENTS, OF COUNTRIES AROUND THE WORLD! THANK GOD FOR STRONG LEADERS! KISS. I THINK THE THREE AND FOUR STAR GENERALS, FROM NEW YORK AND ARIZONA, WHO CONTACTED ME ABOUT FOUR YEARS AGO, SAW THAT I HAD THE INSTRUMENT OR THE TOOL, THE INTERNET AND A WORLDWIDE, AUDIENCE, AND BROUGHT THE SECRET CIA, MILITARY PLANS, FOR THIS NEW GEOPOLITICAL ORDER, TO ME AND WROTE IT ALL OUT ON MY YELLOW LEGAL PAD, SO I COULD GET THE WORD OUT TO THE OTHER WORLD LEADERS WHO WERE TARGETS! PLAN FOR POLICE STATE OR PEOPLE OVER EVERYTHING! THIS POLICY WILL UNDERLINE, EVERYTHING FROM GLOBAL WARMING, TO GLOBAL CITIZENS, AND ENDING POVERTY AROUND THE WORLD, TO SEEING THAT SHE IS EQUAL! THE CHOICE IS YOURS! THE DIFFERENCE OF THESE TWO PLANS, REMINDS ME OF ANOTHER WAR, ONE FOUGHT IN HEAVEN, BEFORE WE EVEN CAME TO EARTH, FOUGHT IN THE BATTLE GROUND OF OUR PRE-MORTAL LIVES, WHEN WE LIVED WITH GOD THE FATHER, AND HIS TWO SONS, SATAN AND JESUS! SATAN WANTED TO FORCE SPIRITS OR GOD'S CHILDREN, TO BE GOOD! JESUS ON THE OTHER HAND, WANTED TO GIVE THE CHILDREN OF GOD, THEIR, FREE AGENCY, TO MAKE THEIR DECISIONS ON THEIR OWN, GIVING THEM THE RIGHT TO FAIL, AND ALSO TO BE REDEEMED! A THIRD OF THE HOSTS OF HEAVEN, FOLLOWED SATAN'S PLAN AND WERE CAST OUT OF HEAVEN. GOD REJECTED, THE PLAN OF FORCE, OF COERCION, OF POWER AND CONTROL, OVER THE SOULS OF MEN, FORCING THEM TO DO AND BE GOOD. GOD ACCEPTED, JESUS'S PLAN, TO ALLOW PEOPLE, THE FREEDOM TO MAKE THEIR OWN CHOICES, GIVING THEM THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE GOOD OR BAD, AND UP TO THE ELEVENTH HOUR OF THEIR LIVES, HE GAVE THEM THE RIGHT TO REPENT AND MAKE THINGS RIGHT, JUST BY ACCEPTING HIM AND HIS GIFT OF SWEET GRACE! THE WORD IS MORE POWERFUL THAN THE SWORD! MEET ME IN THE FIRE HOLE BELOW. I DON'T GET PAID, FOR THIS BLOG. MY BANK AND BEEN, BARRED, BANNED, AND STOLEN, BUT, I DO GET PAID, EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE . . . LET ME TELL YOU HOW . . . ME AND GOD HAVE A DIFFERENT, MEASURING STICK, THAN MAN. FOR GOD SAYS, MY WAYS ARE NOT MAN'S WAYS, AND THE NATURAL MAN IS AN ENEMY TO GOD!

I GET PAID IN-KIND . . . OR THOUGH OTHER MEANS, THAN ACTUAL, MONEY PAYMENTS.

TWO EXAMPLES OF SUCH PAYMENTS!

• the government, stopped my daily bread, or pay, by stopping my easy access to the news, on library computers!  But each day, I could, write my blog and there was instant, money in my mental bank account, letting me know, I am read, heeded, persuade, encourage, and prod, those in power, or those who vote for those in power, or those who can implement the changes and bring the arguments to light!  I could literally, post, by 11:00 am, turn on the news by afternoon, and, either my "attention getter's, in my titles, were being, used by the news, or my arguments, used by experts, or, political pundits, and, often, the very words, I used, in phrases, were reiterated, for my consumption, letting me know, I am being heard, and often from around the world, and not just of late!
• for the most part, I don't like people, to know, I wrote the blog, that might have contained, statements, they made to me, or, I might comment on something that might come back to bite me in my very large and ample asset, lol, so many people, even those most close to me, including my kids, don't know I was the one who wrote the blog, often theirs were filtered, so they didn't get the good stuff about them, always, love, or sometimes, loving reprimand, and how well do your kids know you in the first place . . . mom, write about a brand of whiskey, or having sex with a black man, or, whatever?
• every once in a while, I love hearing, that someone, I know is reading my blog, and most know, I don't want to be noticed, or even given credit, but damn-it, this shit takes some time, and some thought, most just flows out of me, off the top of my head with a few, words, from anywhere . . . recently, a few brave souls, most are afraid they are going to be added to the "JoAnn S. Secrist" political friend hit list, and, fear being targets, shot, or to lose everything they have!
• maybe, God, providence, the universe, serendipity, or an unseen force, notices, my spirits, drop, sometimes, as passions are quailed, and, powers are blocked, as they have been lately, more so than ever before . . . one friend, said, well, perhaps, if you had not written about President Trump so much--that is my first amendment right, to write whatever, and I have been doing it forever!  He is the fucking president, he is not over the legislative or the judicial branch, and it is my duty to keep a "balance of power" and a "check and balance" over the executive as, it is for them, over me, and they take that to the fringe or extreme! if not to the 8th amendment violation of cruel and unusual punishment!  
• so recently, a dude, from Missoula, named, Josh, dared whisper, to me, I love your blog!  Shhh, thanks!
• Sean, and I hate to ruin his bad boy, tough guy image, by this, but, he just point blank, said, you write that, blog on the constitution, right?  Yeah.  I never know if they are going to want to kill me or thank me?  LOL.  At any given time, it could be both, either, or they agree!  But then, he said, I read it every day, and it is some of the best stuff on the Internet!  KISSES!
• this one, I kind of feel guilty about, it came from the chick who, moved my mat twice, thought I was, selfish, and, woke me to her naked boobs, then, sat her very ample ass, on my lap, on the bus!  LOL.  We have since gotten to know each other and, she said this to me this morning . . . now she is from immigrant roots, from, Romania, probably CIA, they like this combo, speaks the language, and was born in America . . . but we talked for a while, the other morning, and she had to go to court, so I told her, what, public defenders were good for, and when to use them, and when, not to, and how to proceed through the court process, she was not too familiar with.   So, this morning, she, thanked me and said that the information, I gave her, gave her a clear, plan, by which to proceed through the issue at hand.
• then, she said, she talked to her, Godmother, from, I am guessing, Romania, she said, from somewhere, Hungary, or somewhere, otherworldly, but she said, and she kept, kind of apologizing, because it was of a spiritual nature, and she didn't want to seem strange, or make me discount what she was saying, but, she said, the second, that, she mentioned my name and what I do and have gone through, this, GODMOTHER, said, There are people, all over the world, praying for this woman.  She said, she not only has, people praying for her, but God is watching over her, and, I thanked her, but she said, now listen to me, and I don't want to sound crazy, but this older woman, and they are both in touch with kin all over the world, said, not only is he watching over her, but, THERE ARE ANGELS WITH DRAWN SWORDS, PROTECTING HER LIFE!

I GOT ON THE BUS, AND CRIED!

METAPHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF WHAT I FEEL, DAILY!

NO ONE, CAN TELL ME, GOD DOESN'T EXIST, AND, THAT HE DOESN'T KNOW OUR NEEDS ON A DAILY BASIS!

WE JUST HAVE TO LEARN HOW HE COMMUNICATES WITH MAN!

SOMETIMES HE USES OTHER PEOPLE, TO SEND US A MESSAGE WE NEED TO HEAR, AND OTHER TIMES, HE SENDS US DREAMS, AND PROMPTINGS!

THIS WOMAN, KEPT SAYING, DON'T THINK I AM WEIRD, OR THAT I HEAR VOICES, BUT, I HAVE THIS REOCCURRING FEELING, OR THOUGHT, I FEEL I NEED TO TELL YOU!

WE ARE HIS EYES, HIS MOUTHPIECE, HIS HANDS, AND HIS HEART!  TRUE DISCIPLES, WHO MEET THE NEEDS OF MANKIND!

AS, THAT CASE IS OPEN, ON THAT BABY FOUND IN THE SNOW, TO ADD SOME VALIDITY, TO THE WOMAN'S DREAM, THAT THE JURY CLEARLY SAW, BUT COPS, DIDN'T . . . I HAVE HAD A DREAM, FIRST, YEAR, AFTER, WORKING AT THE UTAH ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICE.  I GOT KILLED ON TAXES THE FIRST YEAR.  RIGHT AFTER, I GOT THAT ALL TAKEN CARE OF, BEAT THE LARGEST LAW FIRM IN SALT LAKE, ON ONE OF THEIR SPECIALTY AREAS OF LAW, HELPING A SEASONED ATTORNEY, WHO WAS SURE HE WAS GOING TO BE DISBARRED, BUT, MAKING ENOUGH TO PAY MY TAXES, THAT YEAR.  I WOKE, AS I DO, FROM, DREAMS, THAT ARE MEANINGFUL, AND NEED ATTENTION, COMING RIGHT OUT OF REM SLEEP, OR THE DREAM STATE, TO COGNITIVE REALITY, AND A STATE OF BEING AWAKE . . . I DREAMT, THAT I WENT TO ST. GEORGE, UTAH, STOPPED IN ON THE BOULEVARD, AND ASKED SOMEONE ABOUT, A NEW CONSTRUCTION OF HOMES, AND THEY POINTED, TO THE GENERAL VICINITY, OF, WHERE THIS NEW ENCE DEVELOPMENT WAS, SEEING I DIDN'T KNOW, MUCH, MORE ABOUT THE AREA, THAN, MAIN STREET AND BLUFF STREET, EVEN GOING THERE FOR YEARS FOR EASTER.

I CALLED IN TO MY OFFICE, TOOK SOME VACATION TIME, AND DROVE TO ST. GEORGE, STOPPED AT A GAS STATION, THAT WAS ABOUT WHERE THE PLACE I STOPPED IN MY DREAM WAS, OVERLOOKING, THE VALLEY, AND THE CITY HOUSES, BELOW, AND, THE DUDE, POINTED ME IN EXACTLY THE DIRECTION, OF THE GUY IN THE DREAM AND, I DROVE, STRAIGHT, TO THIS NEW, MOON RIVER, ENCE DEVELOPMENT AND TO MY SURPRISE, THE MODELS, WERE EXACTLY LIKE THE HOUSE, I SAW IN THE DREAM!  I BOUGHT THE HOUSE IN LESS THAN TWO HOURS AFTER BEING IN TOWN!

COULD A MOTHER, HAVE A DREAM, SHOWING HER WHERE HER BABY SON'S BODY, OR WAS, WHEN HE WAS STILL ALIVE?  FUCK YEAH!  REMEMBER THE BLOOD SPLATTER CASE?  SHE HAD A DREAM OF BLOOD BEING ALL OVER THE PLACE . . . COPS FOUND, SMALL BLOOD DROPLETS ALL OVER THE HOUSE, TO THE GARAGE!

LAST NIGHT I HAD DREAMS WITH, KELLY AND MIKE VAUSE, OLD NEIGHBORS FROM WHEN, MY KIDS WERE YOUNG, IN OGDEN, MAYBE THEY READ, MY BLOG WHERE, I PUT THE WORDS TO THE SONG, "I'M COMING HOME?"  JANICE, WIFE AND MOM, OF THESE TWO, GENERALLY SHOWS UP IN MY DREAM?  SHE WAS MY SELF-OUTSIDE OF SELF, LOVED HER, DEARLY, AND DIED WHEN, MIKE TOOK HER AND HER FAMILY TO OHIO, TO BOWLING GREEN TO GET HIS PH.D.!  I WAS DEPRESSED FOR THREE MONTHS!  MIKE WANTED TO TAKE ME TO DINNER, AND KELLY, EVEN SAID, SO YOU ARE COMINNG HOME?  CUTE!  KISS.  I HOPE JANICE IS WELL!

I WAS ACTUALLY, RIDING IN THE CAR WITH MY MOTHER, AND, SISTER, RACHEL?  STRANGE.  I LOOKED OVER AT RACHEL, AND SHE WAS, TOO TAN, AND I NOTICED, A TATTOO ON HER BOOB, OR THE TOP OF HER BOOBS AND CHEST?  JAMES KENNEDY THE BIKER, BRANDING HIS BITCH?  LUCKILY I HAD THE WHERE-WITH-ALL, TO SEE THE WRITING ON THE WALL WITH THAT DUDE, WHEN THE FIRST THING OUT OF HIS MOUTH, IS BRAGGING ABOUT, ONE OF HIS BIKER BUDDIES, PUTTING A DOG COLLAR ON HIS WIFE, PUTTING HER NAKED IN HIS DOG KENNEL, THEN SHOOTING HER? OR TELLING ME ABOUT, THE DUDE, TELLING  HIS OLD LADY, TO LET THE WHOLE BIKER GANG, RAPE HER, ON THE POOL TABLE!

I SAID, DO YOU SERIOUSLY, THINK I WOULD THINK THAT IS COOL?  HE LOOKED AT ME, LIKE THAT WAS THE FIRST PERSON WHO DIDN'T THINK IT WAS COOL.  ONE OF MY CLIENTS, TOLD ME THE HELL'S ANGELS, ARE THE AMERICAN MAFIA.  LIKE MOB, BOSSES, THEY CAN TREAT THEIR WOMEN, LIKE SHIT, PASS THEM AROUND, ORDER THEM, LIKE A DOG, TREAT THEM LIKE PROPERTY, BUT IF YOU MESS WITH THE WIFE, THEY WILL KILL YOUR ASS!

HE NEVER MENTIONED ANYTHING, LIEK THAT AGAIN, AND I THOUGHT, WAS THAT PART OF HIS COVER?

GOOD LOOKING, HOT BOD, BUT, THAT THOUGHT, OF HOW, HE WOULD TREAT A WOMAN, NAGGED ME AND KEPT ME AT A DISTANCE . . . YESTERDAY, TODAY AND TOMORROW!

DO YOU STILL HAVE TEETH, RACH?

POOR BABY.  CAN'T IMAGINE.

I KNEW THE SIGNS TO WATCH FOR!

AT FIRST, SOME CHICKS, LIKE THE "PROPERTY IDEA" OR THE "50 SHADES OF GRAY" BUT EVENTUALLY, THEY START TO FEEL USED AND ABUSED!

INTERESTING.

SORRY.

THE DELIGHTFUL PART, WAS, MY 6 YEAR OLD GRAND-DAUGHTER!  SHE CAME RUNNING IN AND JUMPED ON MY LAP, AND SAID, GRANDMA, MOM IS BEING MEAN TO ME!  SHE HAD TWO LITTLE FAIRY QUEENS OR LITTLE WINGED DOLLS.  I HAVE WONDERED, IF MY IN-LAWS, ARE ALL AGENTS, INFILTRATING, MY FAMILY? OR VICTIMS OF MY CONSPIRACIES.  IS KAT FOR THE CATS (CIA)?  SHE HAS BEEN AWFULLY, NON-EXISTENT SINCE, CUTIE GIRL, WAS BORN?

IF ANYONE COULD CONVINCE ME TO COME BACK HOME TO UTAH, IT WOULD BE HER! I HAVE BEEN GONE FOR 7 YEARS, AND SHE IS ONLY 6 YEARS OLD, BUT SHE LOVES, GRANDMA!  LOL.  TO THE CHAGRIN OF HER, MOTHER AND FATHER, MAYBE!  LOL.  ON HER BIRTHDAY, SHE SAID, TO ME IN WASHINGTON, GRANDMA, I AM NOT GOING TO OPEN MY BIRTHDAY PRESENTS, UNTIL YOU GET HERE!  KISSES.  NO, GO AHEAD, I WILL BE DOWN, BUT, NOT THAT SOON.

THEN, SHE, INVITED ME TO COME TO CHRISTMAS WITHOUT ASKING HER PARENTS!  LOL.  BETTER ASK MOM AND DAD, FIRST.  SO CUTE.  WHEN, WE GOT TOGETHER THIS SUMMER, AS A FAMILY, THIS LITTLEST, DARLIN' OF THE GRAND-KIDS, WAS, HANGING ON MY ARM, AS HER DAD WAS PULLING HER OUT THE DOOR, AND SHE KEPT SAYING, "I LOVE YOU, GRANDMA, I LOVE YOU!"  PRECIOUS.

CUTE THAT SHE WOULD COME TO ME IN A DREAM!  CATS OR NO CATS, SHE LOVES ME!

SMILE. AS DO HER, COUSINS!

MOB FAMILY MIGHT BE ABLE TO BLOCK ME FROM MY GRAND KIDS, BUT THEY CAN'T BLOCK THEM FROM COMING TO ME IN MY DREAMS!

THERE IS A PHYSICAL AND METAPHYSICAL WORLD THAT WE ALL LIVE IN.  OFTEN WE THINK OF OURSELVES AS HUMANS, IN THIS PHYSICAL RELM, AS, PHYSICAL BEINGS HAVING A SPIRITUAL EXPERIENCE, RATHER THAN, SPIRITUAL BEINGS, HAVING A PHYSICAL EXPERIENCE!

I SEE DEAD PEOPLE.

OLD PROFESSOR GROVE, MY DEPARTMENT HEAD, AT WEBER STATE UNIVERSITY, HAD A SON, GO INTO PARAPSYCHOLOGY, AS A MAJOR, HE WAS USED BY COPS, AND THEY USE THESE PSYCHICS TO SOLVE CASES, DIRECT WHERE THE BODIES ARE, MORE THAN, THESE BLACK AND WHITE THINKERS, MIGHT LEAD US TO BELIEVE!

REMEMBER THE DETECTIVE IN THE SHOW, "MEDIUM?"

I'M TALKING THAT STUFF!

SOME OF US ARE SUSCEPTIBLE TO THAT ESP TYPE STUFF AND SOME ARE NOT!

MY PROFESSOR, TOLD ME, THAT THERE WAS A WOMAN, BACK IN THE EARLY DAYS OF UTAH, PIONEER, WHO TOOK TWO OF HER CHILDREN TO THE RIVER, PROBABLY THE WEBER RIVER, TO GET A BUCKET OF WATER, WHEN THE SPRING RUN-OFF WAS AT ITS HIGHEST POINT, AND, THE TWO WERE PLAYING AND WHILE MOM WASN'T LOOKING, THE TWO WERE SWEPT AWAY BY THE CURRENT!

THE UNIVERSITY OF UTAH, WOULD, YEARLY, TAKE THEIR PARA-PSCHE STUDENTS, TO THAT RIVER, AND THEY WOULD SAY, THAT SOME COULD SEE THE WOMAN, STILL IN MOURNING OVER H ER KIDS, WALKING THE BANKS OF THE RIVER, CRYING . . . THAT WOULD SUPPORT THE PAPER, I WROTE ON GHOSTS, HUMANS, WHO HAD UNRESOLVED, ISSUES, IN THE PHYSICAL WORLD, MAKING IT HARD FOR THEM TO PASS, TO THE SPIRIT WORLD, AFTER THEY DIED.  SOULS, CAN GET CAUGHT, BETWEEN, THE WORLD OF THE LIVING AND THE WORLD OF THE DEAD!

THERE WAS ALSO A YOUNG BRIDE, WHO, GOT IN A DEADLY AUTO ACCIDENT, THE DAY OF HER WEDDING, AND, SOME STUDENTS, AND OTHERS, COULD, SEE HER, IN HER WEDDING DRESS, WALKING BACK AND FORTH, ACROSS THE BRIDGE, ON PINE VIEW RESERVOIR, AND THE DAM BELOW.

ONE CASE, A MEDIUM, OR PSYCHIC, SOLVED, A MURDER, WAS, OF A WOMAN, TAKEN, FROM A 7 ELEVEN, STORE, NEAR THE OGDEN AREA.  I THINK THIS WAS MY PROFESSOR'S SON, WAS PUT IN A ROOM, GIVEN JUST A BAG, OF THE MISSING WOMAN'S BELONGINGS, FOUND ON THE SITE, SHE WAS LAST SEEN.  HE SAT ALONE IN A ROOM, AND GOT A VISION, OR A THOUGHT, COME TO HIS MIND, THAT, THIS WOMAN WAS KIDNAPPED BY TWO, MID-EASTERN LOOKING MEN, MAYBE STUDENTS, TAKEN TO A LARGE RED BARN, AND FORCED UP AGAINST THE BARN, NEAR, SOME, WATER COMING  OUT OF A PIPE OR SPIGOT.

SURE ENOUGH, THE COPS, SEARCHED THE AREA, AND FOUND THE WOMAN'S, RED WORK JACKET AND, THAT LED THEM TO HER BODY.  SHE HAD BEEN SEXUALLY ASSAULTED AND MURDERED!

SOME OF US, GET IT AND OTHERS OF US DON'T!

MY DREAMS HAVE HELPED ME SOLVE MY OWN CASE, NOW, ARE COPS GOING TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT?

I KNOW, IT IS MUCH, HARDER TO PROVE, THAN JUST CLAIM!

SO TRUE.

BUT DO SOMETHING!